WEBVTT - MAJOR LEAGUE GECKO

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, folks, it's Lyle here and I've got a big

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<v Speaker 1>announcement to share with you guys. So it's been a long,

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<v Speaker 1>long year of being a gecko on the computer, taking

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<v Speaker 1>people's phone calls and interacting with folks over digital mediums,

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<v Speaker 1>and with the world reopening and things looking like they're

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<v Speaker 1>getting back to normal, I have decided to film a

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<v Speaker 1>road trip documentary series called gek Across America, where I

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<v Speaker 1>Am going to visit my listeners and viewers all across

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<v Speaker 1>the country and help them out with their problems in person.

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<v Speaker 1>If you have some sort of unique experience that you

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<v Speaker 1>could offer to this series, or perhaps a problem that

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<v Speaker 1>you think I could help you with, please I encourage

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<v Speaker 1>you to visit www dot gek across America dot com

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<v Speaker 1>and submit an application to be part of this project.

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<v Speaker 1>That's www dot gek across America dot com. I have

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<v Speaker 1>no idea how this is going to go. I have

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<v Speaker 1>no idea what people are going to submit to me.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I'm gonna get killed. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know uh what's gonna happen here, but I am extremely

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<v Speaker 1>excited to see what you folks send over. I will

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<v Speaker 1>go anywhere in the United States, and I will do

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<v Speaker 1>the pretty much anything and try to help you out

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<v Speaker 1>with anything. I don't know. Maybe you need your fence painted,

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe you want me to beat up your kids bully,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe you want me to help you find love. Anything.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm looking to help people. I'm looking to go on adventures.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm looking to learn things. If you know anything that

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<v Speaker 1>you think you could teach me. Maybe you're a yoga

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<v Speaker 1>person or a math guy and you can teach me

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<v Speaker 1>something like that. Please, folks, anything, I'm going all across America,

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<v Speaker 1>and I would love for you to be a part,

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<v Speaker 1>So head on over to www dot gek across America

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<v Speaker 1>dot com and submit application and I hope to hear

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<v Speaker 1>from you soon. And with that out of the way,

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<v Speaker 1>let's get into our regularly scheduled programming. We got a

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<v Speaker 1>great bunch of calls in here. I think this is

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<v Speaker 1>a great episode and I'm excited for you guys to

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<v Speaker 1>listen to it. And I'm gonna shut the hell up

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<v Speaker 1>and let's get into the Calls.

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<v Speaker 2>Goes on the line thinking of its own calls every night.

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<v Speaker 2>Everything goes to its teaching your life an expert.

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<v Speaker 3>All from Stevie.

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<v Speaker 1>Stevie talk to me.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh hey, dude, Wow, what's up?

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<v Speaker 5>I got my second COVID vaccine today and I'm your second?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, a dog? Sick as a dog?

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<v Speaker 5>I feel like shit right now?

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<v Speaker 1>You're sick as a dog. I don't like that term

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<v Speaker 1>because I don't think that dog, because there's a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of healthy dogs out there. I don't think when I

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<v Speaker 1>think of a dog, I don't think of sickness. You

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<v Speaker 1>ever seen a dog run? They're very fast, It's true.

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<v Speaker 5>I actually don't really know where that term where phrase

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<v Speaker 5>rather came from.

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<v Speaker 1>M you're sick as a dog and a scuff and

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<v Speaker 1>went to ten. I was sick are you? With ten

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<v Speaker 1>being the sickest the one being the not sickest?

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<v Speaker 5>I'd say like six just really like naxious and like dizzy.

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<v Speaker 5>It honestly feels like I skipped my meds or something,

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<v Speaker 5>but I know I.

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<v Speaker 4>Didn't, so it was it was the vaccine. Glad I

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<v Speaker 4>got it.

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<v Speaker 5>So I work on COVID like call center for my state,

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<v Speaker 5>so like, I know it's worth it. I it just

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<v Speaker 5>sucks right now.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you also end up telling a lot of people

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<v Speaker 1>to turn the thing off and back on again?

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<v Speaker 5>Whereas so I'm a manager actually, and a lot of

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<v Speaker 5>the employees are like middle aged or like older and

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<v Speaker 5>really shitty technology. So yeah, actually do just like our

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<v Speaker 5>software needs turning off and that kind of thing. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>I actually do end up dealing.

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<v Speaker 4>With that a lot too.

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<v Speaker 1>M Are you competitive?

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<v Speaker 7>Mm?

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<v Speaker 5>I didn't really like well, I didn't used to be,

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<v Speaker 5>but I started doing like content creation and shit this year,

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<v Speaker 5>which sounds really pretentious, but I realized like that the

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<v Speaker 5>numbers care like I care about the numbers way more

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<v Speaker 5>than I like used to, or more than I thought

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<v Speaker 5>I would rather. It makes me feel kind of like,

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<v Speaker 5>I don't know, I guess I never really wanted to

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<v Speaker 5>like be that kind of person.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know if that makes.

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<v Speaker 1>Sense what kind of content you create?

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<v Speaker 5>So I'm on TikTok and I it's stupid, but I

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<v Speaker 5>run a couple of segments. One is Confession Booth with

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<v Speaker 5>Stevie and the other one is Stevie and the Monster Fuckers,

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<v Speaker 5>and the second one is very fun. Both are fun,

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<v Speaker 5>but I like the second one the most.

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<v Speaker 4>And I literally.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, people submit their monster crushes and I rate them

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<v Speaker 5>and I scale of zero which is unfuckable to ten.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh god, oh god, Yes, let me get in there.

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<v Speaker 5>Uh and yeah, that's my whole st It is just

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<v Speaker 5>that monsters.

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<v Speaker 1>Now monsters on the scale of of of beast to human.

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<v Speaker 1>Where are are they? Because there are some I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>are these are these monsters human? Because best reality, are

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<v Speaker 1>the monsters human enough a to consent to sex?

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<v Speaker 5>Most Yeah, so this obviously is a is a huge

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<v Speaker 5>this course in the community to where like, uh, the

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<v Speaker 5>the conditions basically has to be that they are like

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<v Speaker 5>sentient and able to consent, Like obviously, I think that's.

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<v Speaker 1>A good qualification to have.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh yeah, But then there's still ones like someone submitted

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<v Speaker 5>the fucking the chameleon from Tangled, and I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 5>don't care if he's sentient.

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<v Speaker 8>That's a pet.

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<v Speaker 5>That's a pet. I feel horrible about that.

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<v Speaker 1>No, can he talk? Can he communicate?

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<v Speaker 5>He can communicate usually in like like pointing and nodding

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<v Speaker 5>and symbols and like expressions these like a Disney character,

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<v Speaker 5>so like he can communicate, But I don't that's a pet.

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<v Speaker 5>I don't know, I don't know, So stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 5>It's kind of like blurry. But then it's like werewolves

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<v Speaker 5>not technically an animal, but that's like a human soul. Right,

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<v Speaker 5>that's fuckable. That's fuckable.

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<v Speaker 1>Obviously, I want to talk to you about the numbers

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<v Speaker 1>thing because I, you know, look, i'm a content creator

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<v Speaker 1>as well. I I you know, empathize with that a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>But I also I just really have to know. And

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<v Speaker 1>maybe this will break the illusion here and you don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to answer this, but I just I need to

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<v Speaker 1>know the monster fucking is this?

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<v Speaker 3>Is?

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<v Speaker 1>This?

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<v Speaker 9>Is this?

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<v Speaker 10>Like?

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<v Speaker 1>What percentage of this? Maybe it's not. Maybe the answer

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<v Speaker 1>to this is not all or nothing here, but what

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<v Speaker 1>percentage of this is a joke versus you actually want

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<v Speaker 1>to have sex with a monster?

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<v Speaker 5>Oh no, I would have sex with a monster. I

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<v Speaker 5>want to suck a dragon so bad?

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<v Speaker 1>Really want to fuck a dragon?

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<v Speaker 4>I would?

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<v Speaker 5>I would no. Listen, I pretend like the whole series

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<v Speaker 5>is like objective and this is this is me judging

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<v Speaker 5>you for your taste, but it's solely base. It's very

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<v Speaker 5>subjective because the skill that I use is based on

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<v Speaker 5>how much I personally.

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<v Speaker 11>Want to fuck them.

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<v Speaker 5>So I constantly get people very angry at how I

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<v Speaker 5>raided their crush, Like everyone's mad that I rated the

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<v Speaker 5>Like Nick Wilde from Zutopia, I ridded him like a four.

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<v Speaker 5>I don't want to fuck him. He makes me angry.

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<v Speaker 5>He's very smug and I think he's a dick and

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<v Speaker 5>I don't want to fuck him.

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<v Speaker 4>But everyone's very angry about that.

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<v Speaker 5>So yeah, I want to suck monsters.

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<v Speaker 6>I do.

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<v Speaker 1>What is there a character in the community that is

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<v Speaker 1>generally rated as the sort of Maxim's sexiest monster that

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<v Speaker 1>everyone wants to fuck?

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<v Speaker 5>There have been a couple of The tall sexy vampire

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<v Speaker 5>lady from Resident Evil was up there, and also why

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<v Speaker 5>don't the Blue Fang from Castlevania? I really wanted to

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<v Speaker 5>fuck him and everyone else started acting up too, and

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<v Speaker 5>that's one of the more animalistic But people were really

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<v Speaker 5>into him, mainly because he ended up like eating a

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<v Speaker 5>corrupt priest or something and had a deep boys and like, yeah, Also,

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<v Speaker 5>my community is like a bunch of like LGBTQ like

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<v Speaker 5>teens and college students and like, I really love that.

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<v Speaker 5>So a lot was of religious trauma, so that Cater's

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<v Speaker 5>very heavily to that taste as well.

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<v Speaker 1>So is there a monster that Okay, so you've told

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<v Speaker 1>me that everyone wants to fuck the the Fox from

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<v Speaker 1>Zutopia and you do not. Is there a monster that

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<v Speaker 1>you that you want to fuck that everyone else is

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<v Speaker 1>not interested in.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, oh what's that bitch?

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<v Speaker 5>Bill Cipher from Gravit Falls and the.

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<v Speaker 1>Problem Bill Cipher, No, No.

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<v Speaker 5>I need to explain myself. I know it sounds bad.

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<v Speaker 5>I need to explain myself I got I got into

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<v Speaker 5>that fandom in high school. I was very impressionable and

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<v Speaker 5>I was on Tumblr at the time, and Bill Ceipher

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<v Speaker 5>got the Tumblr sexy man treatment. So they just took

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<v Speaker 5>the character we were given and made like horny fan

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<v Speaker 5>art of him and just made him look like a

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<v Speaker 5>skinny little twink and everyone was in to him, and

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<v Speaker 5>like I was too. But I'm now realizing that that

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<v Speaker 5>has given me so much brain rot. I literally do

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<v Speaker 5>not look at the triangle and see the triangle. I

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<v Speaker 5>see the sexy little blonde guy who's like, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 5>gonna choke you or whatever. And so I'm realizing I

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<v Speaker 5>literally cannot look at that man as he is, which

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<v Speaker 5>picks me off because now I'm rewatching the show and

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<v Speaker 5>I'm like, I don't know if i'd actually fuck this man,

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<v Speaker 5>but I'm in too deep now, so I really can't

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<v Speaker 5>take that one back.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a triangle, is anything, what's going in, what's going out?

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<v Speaker 1>What's uh? I don't even logistically, how does that even work?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, listen, he's a shape shifter, he's a.

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<v Speaker 1>Shapefe So so you was okay, so, but okay, so

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<v Speaker 1>that's so okay, all right in your perfect fantasy where

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<v Speaker 1>you're having sex with Bill Seipher in what form or

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<v Speaker 1>is he in?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, I'm not realizing kind of falls apart when I

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<v Speaker 5>have to think about it deeper than that.

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<v Speaker 4>Usually it says that the because then you would.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you would run have sex with what mainly whatever

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<v Speaker 1>that form is? Or I guess I mean you're attracted

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<v Speaker 1>to his personality, which is intact whatever wardless of the form.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh evil, horrible personality. But I'm now realizing that I

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<v Speaker 5>really messed up by rating him that night, because what

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<v Speaker 5>the reason I was attracted to him was because of

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<v Speaker 5>the fan art. But the fan art Droom is a human.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh god, I read it.

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<v Speaker 12>A human.

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<v Speaker 4>I messed up.

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<v Speaker 5>I met up.

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<v Speaker 4>He doesn't.

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<v Speaker 1>Stevie, Stevie, Stevie. Before we go, I have to be

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<v Speaker 1>honest with you about something. Yeah, I think the reason

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<v Speaker 1>why your numbers might be low is because having sex

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<v Speaker 1>with monsters a little niche. Niche a niche if I

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<v Speaker 1>do say so myself, No, you're.

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<v Speaker 5>Right, it is, and I'm honestly okay with that niche.

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<v Speaker 5>Although it is weird because I have been recognized in

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<v Speaker 5>public and that does mean that in my favorite coffee

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<v Speaker 5>shop a couple of people have found me and they go,

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<v Speaker 5>the monsterfucker.

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<v Speaker 12>Man.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm like, okay, so I've really done this to myself

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<v Speaker 5>and I'm really in deep now, so like I might

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<v Speaker 5>as well embrace it, even if I'm not going to

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<v Speaker 5>be like crazy off the charts. I love it because

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<v Speaker 5>it's stupid as hell. It's a weird thing to be

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<v Speaker 5>known for.

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<v Speaker 4>But it's fun.

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<v Speaker 1>I find interesting about someone recognizing you in public. About

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<v Speaker 1>the monsterfucker is a think about how many times someone

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<v Speaker 1>has gone up to you and gone, oh, are you

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<v Speaker 1>Stevie the monsterfucker and then realizing it's not you. I

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<v Speaker 1>never thought of that, and then they're like, am I who?

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<v Speaker 1>And never mind when I listened Stevie the Monsterfucker. I

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<v Speaker 1>wish you the best of luck in your continuing content career,

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<v Speaker 1>and I hope one day it works out between you

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<v Speaker 1>and Bill Cipher.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you very much. God, Bless God.

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<v Speaker 1>Bless you ever won from night.

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<v Speaker 3>You do.

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<v Speaker 13>All from Lilah, Lilah.

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<v Speaker 11>Yes, how are you?

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<v Speaker 1>Lilah?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm kind of nervous.

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<v Speaker 1>Why are you nervous?

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<v Speaker 7>Because I've really been thinking about shaving my head, but

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<v Speaker 7>I'm scared of about.

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<v Speaker 13>Other people would say to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, how old are you?

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<v Speaker 14>I Am about to be nineteen.

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<v Speaker 3>In like two days.

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<v Speaker 1>You really want to shave your head, but you're afraid

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<v Speaker 1>of what other people will think of you.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, especially my parents. They're super judgies.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you're eighteen years old, right now?

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<v Speaker 7>Do you?

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<v Speaker 8>Are you?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you still live with your parents? Or are you

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<v Speaker 1>getting an apartment? Or are you on a.

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<v Speaker 14>College I live in the same town.

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<v Speaker 9>We're not with.

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<v Speaker 1>Them, you know. Uh, this is actually a great opportunity because,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, as you get older, you know, uh, I

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<v Speaker 1>almost feel like shaving her head is a way to

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<v Speaker 1>you know, sort of uh. You know, do a cannonball

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<v Speaker 1>into the pool of no longer living uh, in accordance

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<v Speaker 1>with your parents judgments of you, and with judgments of

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<v Speaker 1>you by your friends and society at large, which is

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<v Speaker 1>a you know, you get you. You take that cannonball,

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<v Speaker 1>and my god, does the water feel nice once you

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<v Speaker 1>get in there.

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<v Speaker 14>The thing is, I can't swim.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't swim. No, how do you know you can't swim?

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<v Speaker 1>You ever been in the water before?

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, and I almost drowned.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't drown in this metaphorical.

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<v Speaker 14>Pool because it's.

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<v Speaker 1>A yes, I'm trying to think, like, in the terms

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<v Speaker 1>of this metaphor, we're jumping into the pool of not

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<v Speaker 1>caring what other people think of you. I mean, what

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<v Speaker 1>does it mean to drown? What are you gonna do?

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<v Speaker 1>Die because other people think that you're weird because you

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<v Speaker 1>shaved your head. No, you're cloaked, Lila, Lilah, Lila, listen.

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<v Speaker 1>I know you're young, but god damn, now's a perfect

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<v Speaker 1>opportunity for you to free yourself of the judgments of

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<v Speaker 1>other people, especially your parents.

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<v Speaker 14>Uh huh.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you should do it.

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<v Speaker 14>Well, okay, I feel so motivator right now, like I'm seeking.

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<v Speaker 1>Good, good good. It's your life, it's your body, it's

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<v Speaker 1>your hair, it's not your parents's, it's not anyone else's

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<v Speaker 1>but yours, Lila.

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<v Speaker 14>Uh huh.

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<v Speaker 7>And it could always go back.

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<v Speaker 1>It could always grow back. That's the perfect thing about.

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<v Speaker 3>Hair, right, thank you?

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<v Speaker 1>Of course, are you gonna do it.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, I think I am going to do it.

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<v Speaker 16>I don't think i'll reach it.

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<v Speaker 1>On top of schieving it, go crazy, do what you

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<v Speaker 1>want your life. You get one, then you die and

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<v Speaker 1>then I don't know, maybe you get reincarnated as like

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<v Speaker 1>a dog or something, but that's a maybe. That's not guaranteed.

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<v Speaker 7>Right.

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<v Speaker 13>Oh, I don't wouldn't be bad.

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<v Speaker 5>I'll be good.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh, thank you so much.

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<v Speaker 1>Over you have won to us of the night.

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<v Speaker 14>Uh huh you too?

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<v Speaker 8>All from Noel? Holy shit, we're doing it yo?

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<v Speaker 10>Oh my god, holy fun.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, yes, Noel. Hi, how are you?

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<v Speaker 7>I'm great? How are you?

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<v Speaker 1>You're great? Why are you so? Why are you great?

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<v Speaker 7>Because I just got home from work and I'm glad

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<v Speaker 7>to be fucking home.

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<v Speaker 1>What what's work like?

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<v Speaker 6>Bullshit?

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<v Speaker 16>I hate it?

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<v Speaker 1>It's bullshit. Why is it bullshit? Dude?

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<v Speaker 7>Because I work at a restaurant.

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<v Speaker 1>Restaurants are fantastic places. You know they got mozzerellistics. Your

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<v Speaker 1>restaurant have mozzarella sticks. No, no, damn, I can see

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<v Speaker 1>why I do a lot of working there. Then you

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<v Speaker 1>should quit that job. Start working at a restaurant there

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<v Speaker 1>has mozzirellistics. That way, you can get free Mozzarelli sticks, Naomi. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's your name, right, Noel. That's basic. This is basically

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<v Speaker 1>the same names. What what what's the what's the best

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<v Speaker 1>dish that they serve at your restaurant? Mmmm?

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<v Speaker 7>Probably the cold fall.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even eat coal slow.

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<v Speaker 7>I don't either, but I've heard it's good.

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<v Speaker 1>That's the best thing that you've eaten at the restaurant.

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<v Speaker 11>I don't want to eat their food.

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<v Speaker 1>What's the You sound like you really hate this place.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you hate the most about it? Well?

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<v Speaker 7>I like the place, don't get me wrong. It's one

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<v Speaker 7>of the fucking my coworkers I don't like.

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<v Speaker 1>Why don't you like them? Because she's just stuck up

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<v Speaker 1>a little bitch?

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<v Speaker 11>You said, yes, so.

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<v Speaker 1>You work at a restaurant with a coworker who I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going to quote you on this is a stuck up

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<v Speaker 1>little bitch. Yes, sir, explain why you explain why you

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<v Speaker 1>believe that this person is a stuck up little bitch.

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<v Speaker 7>Okay, all right, let me elaborate this for you.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, sure, please?

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<v Speaker 7>Of course I'm in the back, you know, I take

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<v Speaker 7>care of all the dishes and ship. It's disgusting. She

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<v Speaker 7>takes her sweet ass time, you know, all dainty. Putting

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<v Speaker 7>the little dishes bag gives me side eye looking fucking looks,

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<v Speaker 7>and I just want to like take the power hose

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<v Speaker 7>and fucking sprayer and be like, can you move out

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<v Speaker 7>of the way so I can get the dishes?

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<v Speaker 1>Look here, Look, I'm not taking sides. I'm just you know,

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<v Speaker 1>telling people. I'm just you know, mentioning what I observe.

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<v Speaker 1>Nothing wrong with doing your dishes a little dainty, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I like to I like to look you while I'm

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<v Speaker 1>doing my dishes too, you know. I like to do

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<v Speaker 1>it a little dainty. Maybe you know, do a little spin,

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<v Speaker 1>do a little dish spin when I'm doing I'm putting

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<v Speaker 1>them away. Why you don't like the style in which

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<v Speaker 1>she does the dishes, She like wipes.

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<v Speaker 7>Her hand like all on her pants, and you know,

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<v Speaker 7>like does like a little like Christy cat walk out

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<v Speaker 7>into the front house. And it's just she takes too

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<v Speaker 7>much time. I need to get the dishes over and

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<v Speaker 7>get them done. You know, I'm trying to bust shit

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<v Speaker 7>out and not take.

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<v Speaker 1>My I can't rush style. Noel, Dude, she sounds like

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<v Speaker 1>she's like she's trying to make she's trying. She sounds

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<v Speaker 1>like he's trying to make it into an art of

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<v Speaker 1>some kind.

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<v Speaker 7>There's a time and place for everything, and that's not

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<v Speaker 7>the time and place, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to actually be honest with you here and

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<v Speaker 1>all seriousness. I don't understand why you're so bothered about

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<v Speaker 1>this person. I mean, are they doing anything to you specifically?

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<v Speaker 7>No?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, Noel, you ever explore the concept of there's

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<v Speaker 1>no word. I don't know if there's a word for this,

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<v Speaker 1>but the idea that you know whether or not a

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<v Speaker 1>person upsets you, the fact that you're upset, the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that you're upset about this person who you described as

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<v Speaker 1>a stuck up little bitch. I mean, I can tell

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<v Speaker 1>that the anger that you have is a I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna I'm gonna use a metaphor here. It's the

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<v Speaker 1>giant dark ball inside of your heart of this person.

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<v Speaker 1>And look, even if you hate them, I think if

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<v Speaker 1>you were to let it go and hate them a

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<v Speaker 1>little less, it would only be in your benefits.

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, I would like to get the number, but

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<v Speaker 7>she won't talk to me. I don't know. I'm not

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<v Speaker 7>the same person that's gonna go out of my way

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<v Speaker 7>to talk to someone.

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<v Speaker 8>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 7>I like people talking to me. First. Then I'm actually

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<v Speaker 7>a nice person. I know I probably come off as,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, a bitch, but I'm actually a really sweet

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<v Speaker 7>and caring person.

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<v Speaker 1>No, I mean, look first, well, first of all, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean there's a couple of things. First of all,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I think if you did try to get

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<v Speaker 1>to know how be honest. Be honest with me? Noel,

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<v Speaker 1>be honest? Are you? Will you be honest with me?

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<v Speaker 1>If I asked you some yes, how many full conversations

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<v Speaker 1>have you had with this person?

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<v Speaker 17>One?

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<v Speaker 1>One?

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<v Speaker 4>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>Describe how that went.

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<v Speaker 7>She dropped some dishes and I accidentally picked it up

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<v Speaker 7>and got food on her and I said, I'm really sorry,

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<v Speaker 7>and she was just like it's okay. And that's how

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<v Speaker 7>the conversation went.

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<v Speaker 1>No, listen, Noel, dude, come on, Noel, Noel, you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta get to know this person. Dude, you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>get to know this person. And better than that. There,

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<v Speaker 1>you can't you can't, I mean, you can't form such

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, this isn't even just like she seems like

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<v Speaker 1>a little weird, like I don't this is you called

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<v Speaker 1>her a stuck up little, but I mean that's strong

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<v Speaker 1>in no well, you know, at least at least get

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<v Speaker 1>you know, go in there, get some intel. Go and Noel,

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<v Speaker 1>if you would please just you know, try to have

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<v Speaker 1>a conversation with this person. And if you're gonna do that,

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<v Speaker 1>try to drop any preconceived notions or expectations. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like we've been talking, we were talking earlier about dropping expectations.

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<v Speaker 1>But you gotta go into this reading positive intent. Like

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<v Speaker 1>if you are gonna go and you're gonna try to

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<v Speaker 1>have a conversation with this Grog're gonna try to get

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<v Speaker 1>to know her, you can't go into it like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna specifically be looking to get mad at her. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>actually if you go the opposite, like you gotta specifically

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<v Speaker 1>look with the aim of trying to find something you

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<v Speaker 1>actually like about her and something you guys might have

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<v Speaker 1>in common maybe, you know, Because I mean, this is

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<v Speaker 1>this rage, it feels like it's totally hurting you, Noel.

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<v Speaker 7>No, I'm I have all of my other coworkers, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>I'm friends with them. It's just she doesn't talk to me.

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, I guess I could go out of my

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<v Speaker 7>way to be like, you know, hey, I shouldn't even

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<v Speaker 7>know my name. I don't even know her name. I

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<v Speaker 7>just know where.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course you don't. You've only talked once.

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<v Speaker 7>Okay, all right, I will turn a new leaf and

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<v Speaker 7>I will be more positive tomorrow when I go into work.

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<v Speaker 1>Good. And by the way, I want you to know

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<v Speaker 1>something if even even if if you go up to

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<v Speaker 1>let's what's this girl's name or a fake name, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna call her Kaitlin. If you go up to Kaitlin

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<v Speaker 1>and you say, hey, you know, how's it going whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>and she's like, you're a piece of shit, go fuck

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<v Speaker 1>yourself and is mean to you, you still you still

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<v Speaker 1>should not harbor such strong hatred of her because it's

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<v Speaker 1>only it's only hurting you.

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<v Speaker 7>No, I mean, at that point, that's the decision for

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<v Speaker 7>me to make if words should affect to me.

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<v Speaker 10>Because that's all up to me. If I want to

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<v Speaker 10>let it upset me.

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<v Speaker 14>That's my choice.

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<v Speaker 7>But I could just brush it off and not give

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<v Speaker 7>a fuck.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that brushing it off and not giving a

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<v Speaker 1>fuck is an excellent strategy.

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<v Speaker 7>You a got some mind up here.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much for calling them. Well you ever

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<v Speaker 1>wonder for Rest of the night, and I wish you

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<v Speaker 1>the best of luck you too, aw from shallon shallon,

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<v Speaker 1>sallad shllon salad Salon? Can you can you spell that? Panatically?

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<v Speaker 7>Hold on?

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<v Speaker 10>I just turned off my streams. What'd you say?

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<v Speaker 1>You said? Your name is Salin?

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<v Speaker 10>Yes, with the F?

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<v Speaker 1>Where is that F?

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<v Speaker 14>Sallon F A.

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<v Speaker 1>L l O n oh fat? Like Jimmy Fallon.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, like Jimmy Fallon. Okay, So your question is what happened?

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<v Speaker 10>And yesterday I broke up with my boyfriend, So that's

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<v Speaker 10>what happens.

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<v Speaker 1>Why'd you break up with them?

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<v Speaker 10>He cheated on me, He cheated.

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<v Speaker 1>On you, that's a good reason to break over him.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>How long were you guys together?

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<v Speaker 3>A little over a year?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay? And how are you feeling about it?

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<v Speaker 10>Honestly, I'm doing pretty good. But my only problem is though,

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<v Speaker 10>I don't know how to talk to people because I've

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<v Speaker 10>been in a relationship so long, so I'm having trouble

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<v Speaker 10>like getting out there.

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<v Speaker 1>Well that's good, right, because you know, look, the longer

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<v Speaker 1>you had stayed in that relationship, which was probably bad

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<v Speaker 1>anyway because it ended with him cheating on you, the

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<v Speaker 1>further your social skills would have deteriorated. So I actually

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<v Speaker 1>feel like, you know, a year of you know, lacking

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<v Speaker 1>the ability to talk to other people, that's getting off

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<v Speaker 1>pretty good. You know, you could have been in deep,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, ten years and got down and been like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know how to interact with another human being.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>Exactly are you making any efforts? Are you on the

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<v Speaker 1>the hinges, the bumbles, the tenders, the okay cupids, the

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<v Speaker 1>jay dates?

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<v Speaker 10>No, I didn't get on. I'm not gonna do any

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<v Speaker 10>like dating websites. I just have been posting thirst traps.

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<v Speaker 1>Basically posting thirst traps. What what is the goal of

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<v Speaker 1>these thirst traps?

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<v Speaker 10>Just for male validation?

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you why do you feel as though you

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<v Speaker 1>need male validation?

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<v Speaker 10>I don't know, because I just got cheated on probably.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you know, look, I mean I feel like you

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<v Speaker 1>have a double opportunity here. You have the opportunity to

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<v Speaker 1>both you know, enhance your social skills and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>kind of similar to a lot of a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>similar to what I was talking about. Is your name Lila, No,

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<v Speaker 1>your name is fan on a little bit similar to what

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<v Speaker 1>us talk about Lillilah about you know, freeing herself from

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<v Speaker 1>the chains of the you know, needing the validation of

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<v Speaker 1>other people.

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<v Speaker 8>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like this is an opportunity for you to,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, maybe explore some time with yourself, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>for yourself, from the chains of of needing validation from

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<v Speaker 1>other people.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 16>M M.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have a dear friends? Yes, of course, you've

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<v Speaker 1>been hanging out with your friends anymore. I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of times when people they get into long relationships,

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<v Speaker 1>they neglect their friendships. Sometimes it happens.

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<v Speaker 10>You know, me and my friends, we all stayed pretty close,

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<v Speaker 10>and I mean we're even closer now that we can

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<v Speaker 10>all spend most of our time together because now it's

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<v Speaker 10>summer too.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait about how old are you?

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<v Speaker 10>Nineteen?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh? What the hell was I going to say? That's good?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it's good that you spend a time with

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<v Speaker 1>your friends. You know. I know that when you're young,

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<v Speaker 1>you want validation from everyone all the time. I get it,

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<v Speaker 1>I understand, But you know, listen, fallon, you don't need it,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. I mean, you want to post those straps

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<v Speaker 1>just because you know it's your body, your social media,

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<v Speaker 1>you're you can do whatever you want, go ahead, but

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you know, don't feel like you need validation

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<v Speaker 1>from anyone to do anything.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, true, Yeah, but that made me feel good.

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<v Speaker 11>You know, I feel good about good good.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's a good reason to do it. Yeah, hmm,

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<v Speaker 1>you should.

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<v Speaker 10>Well what's been happening with you?

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe, like, are there any skills you've always wanted to learn? Bowling?

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<v Speaker 10>Uh? Fun fact, Actually I bowled for four years in

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<v Speaker 10>high school.

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<v Speaker 1>Really, I just made up bowling. Bowling was I tried

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<v Speaker 1>to think of an activity and it was the first

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<v Speaker 1>one that popped into my head.

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<v Speaker 10>Well it must have popped up for a reason, because

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<v Speaker 10>I played that for four years. I was pretty good too.

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<v Speaker 1>You are you still good?

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<v Speaker 10>I haven't bowled in a long time since I graduated

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<v Speaker 10>in high school, but I think I would still be good.

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<v Speaker 1>I still have Maybe that's your thing. Maybe that's your thing, dude.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe you joined a bowling league. You know, this propels

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<v Speaker 1>you to like rediscover your long lost love of bowling,

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<v Speaker 1>and then you become a champion. You get the seven

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<v Speaker 1>ten splits, speak you bowl of three hundred. I like

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<v Speaker 1>this path for you. I mean, look, you shouldn't do

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<v Speaker 1>it just because I'm telling you to do it, But

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just throwing ideas out here.

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<v Speaker 10>I'm gonna do it just because you said it too.

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<v Speaker 1>I take no responsibility for anything that happens to you.

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<v Speaker 1>You have a good rest of the night.

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<v Speaker 17>Leila.

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<v Speaker 1>No, your name is not Leilah. Leila was the name

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<v Speaker 1>of the last call. Your name is Fallon. You have

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<v Speaker 1>a good rest of the night, Foulon. Thank you so

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<v Speaker 1>much for crawling.

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<v Speaker 6>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 8>All from Parker.

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<v Speaker 1>Parker Millson Patty Mister, how old are you? Parker?

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<v Speaker 4>How old? Or how am I?

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<v Speaker 1>How old are you?

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<v Speaker 4>I am twenty three?

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<v Speaker 1>Twenty three? Do you like me in twenty three?

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<v Speaker 4>You know it's a Lebron and Jeordane's numbers, say, I

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<v Speaker 4>guess they can't be too bay.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you a big sports guy?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, i'd say so.

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<v Speaker 1>You ever thought about inventing your own sports? Parker Ball?

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<v Speaker 4>Actually, actually a friend of mine has a sport he invented,

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<v Speaker 4>but I take part in inventment. It's called pat.

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<v Speaker 1>Ball, Patchball. Patball is your friend's name, Pat.

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<v Speaker 4>His name is Pat.

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<v Speaker 1>How do you play Patball?

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<v Speaker 4>It's kind of like, uh, what say, like water polo?

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<v Speaker 4>Almost like quidditch in the water.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, it's like water polo.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it's kind of kind of water polo is, but

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<v Speaker 4>just in an above ground pool.

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<v Speaker 1>What if you have to say, even if it's only

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<v Speaker 1>one thing, what is the key difference between pat boll,

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<v Speaker 1>pat ball and water polo?

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<v Speaker 4>Probably that his little brother gets the ball for us

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<v Speaker 4>when it goes out of the pool.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmmm so specifically, so, the only way to play

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<v Speaker 1>pat ball is for past little brother to be involved.

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<v Speaker 1>You cannot play pat ball without pass little brother.

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<v Speaker 4>Uh, yeah, you you can't play pat ball without Pats

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<v Speaker 4>little brother. What we usually do is like when you

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<v Speaker 4>throw the ball and you try to get a past

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<v Speaker 4>the other person, you know, it goes out. So we

0:29:56.680 --> 0:30:00.480
<v Speaker 4>tell him, We're like, hey, we'll time you and see

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<v Speaker 4>how long it takes for you to go get the ball.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and what's what's pasts little Brother's best time?

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<v Speaker 4>We never really time him, but we give him a

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<v Speaker 4>fake time, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 12>Mm hm?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you guys give him a Do you at least

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<v Speaker 1>give him a generous fake time, a time that makes

0:30:19.800 --> 0:30:20.680
<v Speaker 1>him feel accomplished?

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<v Speaker 4>Hell no, hell no.

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<v Speaker 1>Every time he comes back is it always is too slow.

0:30:28.400 --> 0:30:31.480
<v Speaker 1>It's it's been like forty five minutes that way.

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<v Speaker 4>The next time he tries to get faster.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, and that's very smart. Actually, yeah, yeah, mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>Is this something you can see there being a league for?

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, I'm sure Pat, Pat would like for there

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<v Speaker 4>to be those leagues because you know, then we could

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<v Speaker 4>then we could claim claim, you know, money or some

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<v Speaker 4>some shift. I'm not really sure hell get money from

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<v Speaker 4>creating leagues guys, but I would love for that to happen.

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<v Speaker 1>He just asked pasts little brother for money, but actually

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<v Speaker 1>he probably doesn't have any money. Hold his Pats little

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<v Speaker 1>Bard like thirteen.

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<v Speaker 4>Uh, yeah, he was at the beginning. Wow, that is

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<v Speaker 4>a really close guest man, that's really I'm pretty sure

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<v Speaker 4>he was like thirteen when we started with fat Ball.

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<v Speaker 1>Interesting, thirteen is like I feel like thirteen. Maybe I'm Pat.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your name, Parker, Parker? I love to know your opinion.

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<v Speaker 1>Was I think thirteen is a little old to be

0:31:37.240 --> 0:31:43.400
<v Speaker 1>tricked so easily. I was imagining him like eleven or something. Actually, no, No,

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<v Speaker 1>tricking a thirteen year old shouldn't be that hard.

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<v Speaker 4>No, no, it's not really that hard. No, I don't

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<v Speaker 4>think so. But now now he's like sixteen, you know, say.

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<v Speaker 1>Sixteen, is he as trickable as he was then is he.

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<v Speaker 4>Still absolutely not. But we've moved on to the younger siblings.

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<v Speaker 4>So there was a younger one and now we get

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<v Speaker 4>her to do it most of the time, but she's

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<v Speaker 4>not as reliable as he was.

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<v Speaker 12>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>Pat Baal just hasn't been the same since pat little brother.

0:32:17.600 --> 0:32:20.840
<v Speaker 1>Pat's little brother grew up and stopped it and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>gained a sense of awareness and time.

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<v Speaker 4>Absolutely not absolutely.

0:32:25.880 --> 0:32:29.400
<v Speaker 1>Ever, since Pat's little brother learned how long a minute

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<v Speaker 1>was exactly has been a terrible experience.

0:32:33.960 --> 0:32:37.360
<v Speaker 4>Pat Ball has went downhill drastically since the loss of

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<v Speaker 4>pat Ball retriever or Carter.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, what the hell are you gonna do now, Parker?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know, man, I don't know. We're trying to

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<v Speaker 4>figure out the system. Maybe a dog or like arm

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<v Speaker 4>that will like stretch out of the pool and grab

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<v Speaker 4>it for us. I ain't really I ain't really too sure.

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<v Speaker 1>Try the dog, Try the dog. Let me know how

0:33:02.320 --> 0:33:04.280
<v Speaker 1>the dog goes. I like the idea of the dog.

0:33:05.440 --> 0:33:08.800
<v Speaker 4>I mean, I definitely, I definitely will. You know, it's

0:33:08.840 --> 0:33:12.360
<v Speaker 4>more of his sports, so I expect him to come

0:33:12.480 --> 0:33:15.640
<v Speaker 4>up with the come, you know, bring the dog and

0:33:15.760 --> 0:33:18.840
<v Speaker 4>the retrieving dog to the table.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah you all right?

0:33:20.800 --> 0:33:25.880
<v Speaker 1>Parker? Doing okay?

0:33:25.920 --> 0:33:28.440
<v Speaker 4>I'll say him all right, I ain't doing too bad.

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<v Speaker 1>That's good much, Parker.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, thank you, thank you for thank you for

0:33:36.080 --> 0:33:39.560
<v Speaker 4>letting me get through man, great time.

0:33:40.160 --> 0:33:44.360
<v Speaker 1>It's been an honor. Yeah, you have a good name.

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<v Speaker 4>You see man? Thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>All from I'm not me?

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<v Speaker 16>Not me?

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<v Speaker 11>Is that you? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Lemma. Can you turn your stream?

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah?

0:34:01.320 --> 0:34:01.800
<v Speaker 7>I can do that.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah, what's up?

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<v Speaker 1>What's up? Thank you for giving me like twenty dollars?

0:34:08.680 --> 0:34:08.839
<v Speaker 5>Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>Is that how it like?

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<v Speaker 12>It?

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<v Speaker 2>Quits?

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<v Speaker 13>I don't know how this works.

0:34:13.719 --> 0:34:15.279
<v Speaker 1>Oh do you do you want it back?

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<v Speaker 13>No?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, thank you of course.

0:34:20.320 --> 0:34:20.480
<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 13>I wanted to be on your Gecko dating show and

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<v Speaker 13>just never worked out.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess did you did you apply?

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 6>I did.

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<v Speaker 13>We even talked about it in your DMS before the

0:34:30.600 --> 0:34:31.360
<v Speaker 13>night before it.

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<v Speaker 4>Happened, did we?

0:34:32.840 --> 0:34:36.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? It's your name? What's what was your name? Not me?

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<v Speaker 13>Samuel?

0:34:39.480 --> 0:34:45.720
<v Speaker 1>What's up, Taylor, Samuel? We talked about it in my DMS?

0:34:45.760 --> 0:34:48.120
<v Speaker 1>What did you say? Oh?

0:34:48.239 --> 0:34:51.640
<v Speaker 13>I think I had responded to a background choice you

0:34:51.719 --> 0:34:53.600
<v Speaker 13>were trying to choose what to stream too?

0:34:57.280 --> 0:34:59.920
<v Speaker 1>And then you said, you said gek date or something.

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<v Speaker 13>I don't remember what my what my idea was. I've

0:35:03.920 --> 0:35:07.200
<v Speaker 13>deactivated and reactivated my Instagram so many times. I'm not

0:35:07.239 --> 0:35:08.839
<v Speaker 13>even sure our messages are still there.

0:35:09.440 --> 0:35:11.279
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to think if they're because I look. I

0:35:11.280 --> 0:35:13.240
<v Speaker 1>look at all the I look at all the people.

0:35:14.120 --> 0:35:17.160
<v Speaker 13>Oh yeah, no, you responded, we talked. You said something kind.

0:35:18.280 --> 0:35:19.000
<v Speaker 1>What did I say?

0:35:19.719 --> 0:35:21.839
<v Speaker 13>I don't know it was kind, though. My impression is good,

0:35:21.880 --> 0:35:22.839
<v Speaker 13>or I wouldn't have given you.

0:35:22.800 --> 0:35:24.879
<v Speaker 3>Any money tonight the rock and roll.

0:35:24.920 --> 0:35:27.080
<v Speaker 1>I appreciate that. All right, we'll get you on the

0:35:27.120 --> 0:35:28.480
<v Speaker 1>next one. Apply to the next one.

0:35:28.920 --> 0:35:31.400
<v Speaker 13>All right, I'll try. What is the next one?

0:35:31.760 --> 0:35:31.880
<v Speaker 7>Uh?

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<v Speaker 1>So you think it's probably either the last week of

0:35:37.760 --> 0:35:40.279
<v Speaker 1>May or the second to last week of May, one

0:35:40.320 --> 0:35:40.879
<v Speaker 1>of those two.

0:35:41.920 --> 0:35:44.920
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, it just depends on work. I'm working like a

0:35:44.960 --> 0:35:46.600
<v Speaker 13>dog now that entertainment is back.

0:35:47.080 --> 0:35:49.360
<v Speaker 1>We'll figure it out. By the way, we had another

0:35:49.400 --> 0:35:58.480
<v Speaker 1>person we had another person earlier say that she was

0:35:58.600 --> 0:36:03.520
<v Speaker 1>sick as a dog. Person another person's sick as a dog,

0:36:03.600 --> 0:36:06.799
<v Speaker 1>which I didn't like because it generalizes all dogs are sick,

0:36:06.840 --> 0:36:08.839
<v Speaker 1>which is not true. You said work like a dog.

0:36:09.880 --> 0:36:18.080
<v Speaker 1>I don't like that either. I have a dog.

0:36:16.960 --> 0:36:17.279
<v Speaker 7>All day.

0:36:17.280 --> 0:36:20.440
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't do anything, doesn't pay rent, there's no job.

0:36:21.200 --> 0:36:23.520
<v Speaker 1>I hope you're not working like that dog. I hope

0:36:23.520 --> 0:36:26.040
<v Speaker 1>you're working like a huge, like a human.

0:36:26.760 --> 0:36:30.040
<v Speaker 13>I mean, I guess it's just I'm trying to I'm

0:36:30.040 --> 0:36:32.960
<v Speaker 13>trying to adjust back to not COVID life. You know,

0:36:34.400 --> 0:36:37.520
<v Speaker 13>I was working like a dog. I guess if we're

0:36:37.680 --> 0:36:40.240
<v Speaker 13>just you know, generalizing dogs is lazy.

0:36:41.120 --> 0:36:44.120
<v Speaker 1>What is not working? Okay? I guess that makes sense.

0:36:44.200 --> 0:36:47.040
<v Speaker 1>What does what does your COVID not COVID life look like.

0:36:48.080 --> 0:36:50.680
<v Speaker 13>My not COVID life. I work in entertainment. I'm a

0:36:50.719 --> 0:36:54.839
<v Speaker 13>live audio technician, so it's pretty you know, I kind

0:36:54.880 --> 0:36:59.439
<v Speaker 13>of make my living on events. Man, it's been really

0:36:59.480 --> 0:37:00.680
<v Speaker 13>rough without technician.

0:37:01.680 --> 0:37:04.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what do you audio tech?

0:37:06.600 --> 0:37:06.680
<v Speaker 10>Like?

0:37:07.080 --> 0:37:09.759
<v Speaker 13>Live mixing? So like bands and stuff. I mike up

0:37:09.880 --> 0:37:12.719
<v Speaker 13>all the instruments on stage and kind of balance the

0:37:12.840 --> 0:37:15.200
<v Speaker 13>sounds out so that everyone gets.

0:37:14.960 --> 0:37:16.520
<v Speaker 7>To enjoy shows.

0:37:16.840 --> 0:37:19.160
<v Speaker 1>That's cool. Do you run your own business doing that?

0:37:19.200 --> 0:37:20.200
<v Speaker 1>Do you work for a company?

0:37:20.520 --> 0:37:23.600
<v Speaker 13>I work for a company. I'm working at a casino on

0:37:23.640 --> 0:37:24.280
<v Speaker 13>the East Coast.

0:37:26.560 --> 0:37:31.400
<v Speaker 1>I feel I feel like we've gotten a lot of

0:37:31.440 --> 0:37:32.759
<v Speaker 1>casino callers.

0:37:33.239 --> 0:37:35.560
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, I heard that dude with the security poop. That's

0:37:35.600 --> 0:37:37.239
<v Speaker 13>pretty dope surveillance.

0:37:37.320 --> 0:37:40.359
<v Speaker 1>Huh yeah, how do you know? Hey, maybe he who knows,

0:37:40.440 --> 0:37:42.719
<v Speaker 1>maybe he works at your casino. Maybe you got to

0:37:42.920 --> 0:37:45.799
<v Speaker 1>maybe you got a secret deck guy thing going on.

0:37:46.480 --> 0:37:48.279
<v Speaker 13>You see. There you go, there's good. This is like

0:37:48.520 --> 0:37:49.200
<v Speaker 13>b sides of.

0:37:49.280 --> 0:37:50.040
<v Speaker 6>Geck gay man.

0:37:50.840 --> 0:37:52.279
<v Speaker 1>If I could get hitted now, if okay, if I

0:37:52.280 --> 0:37:54.719
<v Speaker 1>could get the casino guy to apply for gat THEAD

0:37:54.719 --> 0:37:56.799
<v Speaker 1>and you apply for Get Dead, I'll hook you guys up.

0:37:57.400 --> 0:38:01.560
<v Speaker 13>That's That's what I'm talking about. I like, how though

0:38:01.560 --> 0:38:03.080
<v Speaker 13>this is good thinking, this is a good thing. I

0:38:03.080 --> 0:38:04.879
<v Speaker 13>need to think outside the box. And I'm going through

0:38:04.920 --> 0:38:09.279
<v Speaker 13>kind of like this weird, traubatic, unexplainable heartbreak experience, and

0:38:09.320 --> 0:38:11.080
<v Speaker 13>that's kind of why I wanted to, like talk. I

0:38:11.120 --> 0:38:13.239
<v Speaker 13>was like, my therapist isn't really helping, so maybe to

0:38:13.280 --> 0:38:14.879
<v Speaker 13>get go, Well.

0:38:14.320 --> 0:38:15.840
<v Speaker 1>Why is it your therapist helping?

0:38:16.160 --> 0:38:21.719
<v Speaker 13>What's don't it's what's the matter. So there's this guy

0:38:21.760 --> 0:38:25.000
<v Speaker 13>that I've really liked for quite some time, and only

0:38:25.040 --> 0:38:28.400
<v Speaker 13>because I found his Spotify and started like creeping his

0:38:28.520 --> 0:38:30.319
<v Speaker 13>playlist and was like, I don't know, I guess I

0:38:30.360 --> 0:38:32.560
<v Speaker 13>fell in love with his taste in music. You know,

0:38:32.600 --> 0:38:35.480
<v Speaker 13>it's like a millennial tragedy because it's one sided. Right.

0:38:36.440 --> 0:38:38.840
<v Speaker 13>So I bought him one hundred dollars bouquet of flowers

0:38:38.840 --> 0:38:42.520
<v Speaker 13>on Valentine's Day and sent it to him like anonymously,

0:38:42.640 --> 0:38:45.399
<v Speaker 13>and he immediately texted me he must have obviously known

0:38:45.560 --> 0:38:47.719
<v Speaker 13>I'm the only Bush that would do something like that.

0:38:48.200 --> 0:38:50.920
<v Speaker 13>And he still hasn't asked me out, still hasn't like

0:38:51.000 --> 0:38:54.040
<v Speaker 13>tried to hang It's just like it's kind of just

0:38:54.160 --> 0:38:54.880
<v Speaker 13>left as is.

0:38:56.600 --> 0:39:03.520
<v Speaker 1>Well, I mean you can't you can't look if you're

0:39:03.520 --> 0:39:05.720
<v Speaker 1>going to give something like that. I mean, you can't

0:39:06.880 --> 0:39:07.480
<v Speaker 1>do it.

0:39:07.560 --> 0:39:11.319
<v Speaker 13>Conditionally, know exactly. And I've had I've let that go,

0:39:11.880 --> 0:39:14.160
<v Speaker 13>Let it go, you know, which is I feel like

0:39:14.200 --> 0:39:15.959
<v Speaker 13>he doesn't understand why I.

0:39:16.000 --> 0:39:17.560
<v Speaker 7>Would do something like that.

0:39:19.440 --> 0:39:24.160
<v Speaker 1>Okay, So is this like a musician that you liked

0:39:24.160 --> 0:39:27.759
<v Speaker 1>his music or is just a regular guy not the

0:39:27.880 --> 0:39:32.640
<v Speaker 1>regular playlist, just a regular just like, how did you

0:39:33.000 --> 0:39:35.360
<v Speaker 1>here's hold on? Actually we skipped a step that I

0:39:35.360 --> 0:39:39.520
<v Speaker 1>actually is very important. How did you find his dress

0:39:39.719 --> 0:39:40.960
<v Speaker 1>to send him flowers?

0:39:41.800 --> 0:39:45.000
<v Speaker 13>So this is a small town and he's actually sent

0:39:45.000 --> 0:39:47.200
<v Speaker 13>me the dress before we hung out like one.

0:39:47.520 --> 0:39:50.120
<v Speaker 1>So he's not so he's not a mystery He's not

0:39:50.200 --> 0:39:50.919
<v Speaker 1>a mystery guy.

0:39:50.960 --> 0:39:53.160
<v Speaker 13>You know, he exists, He exists in my life. I

0:39:53.200 --> 0:39:55.520
<v Speaker 13>sent it to his job, though, so he owns this

0:39:55.600 --> 0:39:57.200
<v Speaker 13>like ice cream parlor near me?

0:39:57.800 --> 0:40:00.879
<v Speaker 1>And give the timeline. I'm getting the time. Mine all

0:40:00.920 --> 0:40:03.120
<v Speaker 1>totally confused because you're telling me that you have no

0:40:03.160 --> 0:40:04.960
<v Speaker 1>idea who this guy was. It was one side and

0:40:05.000 --> 0:40:05.919
<v Speaker 1>he didn't know who you were.

0:40:06.160 --> 0:40:10.600
<v Speaker 19>You found playlists, say it was one sided in a

0:40:10.640 --> 0:40:13.400
<v Speaker 19>way that like, he only you know.

0:40:13.680 --> 0:40:16.719
<v Speaker 13>I'm interested in him because of his music caste, but

0:40:16.760 --> 0:40:18.560
<v Speaker 13>I don't know if he has anything to be interested

0:40:18.600 --> 0:40:20.200
<v Speaker 13>in me for I just.

0:40:20.160 --> 0:40:21.600
<v Speaker 1>Think you guys know each other.

0:40:22.080 --> 0:40:22.239
<v Speaker 14>Yea.

0:40:24.040 --> 0:40:26.279
<v Speaker 1>And you sent him a hundred dollar a bouquet of flowers.

0:40:26.960 --> 0:40:28.440
<v Speaker 14>Yeah.

0:40:28.640 --> 0:40:31.600
<v Speaker 1>First of all, men don't really care about flowers that much.

0:40:31.680 --> 0:40:35.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't think right, I have it wrong.

0:40:36.600 --> 0:40:39.040
<v Speaker 13>I'm the gesture. I would be flattered as if I

0:40:39.080 --> 0:40:40.640
<v Speaker 13>had a I.

0:40:40.600 --> 0:40:42.280
<v Speaker 1>Look, it was a very sweet gesture.

0:40:43.760 --> 0:40:45.239
<v Speaker 13>Does that get acknowledged by men?

0:40:46.960 --> 0:40:50.600
<v Speaker 1>If someone sent me a one hundred dollars bouquet of flowers,

0:40:50.800 --> 0:40:53.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna lie. Those flowers would be dead in

0:40:53.320 --> 0:40:56.239
<v Speaker 1>two days, like probably less than that. Because I don't

0:40:56.480 --> 0:40:58.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm not good at taking care of living things like

0:40:58.560 --> 0:41:01.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm barely taking care of myself. Wheat thins for breakfast, lunch,

0:41:01.320 --> 0:41:04.680
<v Speaker 1>and dinner today, I would send, but yeah, I would

0:41:04.680 --> 0:41:05.320
<v Speaker 1>send a thank.

0:41:05.280 --> 0:41:09.399
<v Speaker 13>You, Okay, But you wouldn't necessarily want to like see

0:41:09.480 --> 0:41:12.520
<v Speaker 13>that person to like here.

0:41:13.000 --> 0:41:13.440
<v Speaker 7>I don't know.

0:41:15.080 --> 0:41:17.720
<v Speaker 1>I don't think. I don't think it would be inherent

0:41:17.719 --> 0:41:23.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't think it would inherently right. Would I want

0:41:23.640 --> 0:41:25.160
<v Speaker 1>to see them?

0:41:25.520 --> 0:41:26.520
<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

0:41:26.800 --> 0:41:27.960
<v Speaker 1>Like what? I want to know who they are, but

0:41:28.080 --> 0:41:29.400
<v Speaker 1>I want to go on a date with them if

0:41:29.400 --> 0:41:37.520
<v Speaker 1>they sent me away on a personal level, I don't know.

0:41:37.560 --> 0:41:42.120
<v Speaker 1>I think that's a lot upfront. Oh, you had his number,

0:41:42.160 --> 0:41:42.640
<v Speaker 1>don't you.

0:41:43.280 --> 0:41:44.440
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, you know I.

0:41:44.400 --> 0:41:47.120
<v Speaker 13>Could response to this from time to time and stuff and.

0:41:48.640 --> 0:41:49.719
<v Speaker 11>Working together.

0:41:51.000 --> 0:41:53.080
<v Speaker 13>Kind of I get his attention once.

0:41:52.920 --> 0:41:53.400
<v Speaker 7>In a while.

0:41:54.400 --> 0:41:57.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm so, I'm highly confused about your relationship with this guy,

0:41:57.760 --> 0:41:59.839
<v Speaker 1>because one day I thought you didn't know each other,

0:42:00.120 --> 0:42:02.799
<v Speaker 1>you know his stuff. But you know, you said you've

0:42:02.880 --> 0:42:04.240
<v Speaker 1>hanged You said you've hung out once.

0:42:05.160 --> 0:42:07.760
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, we used to work together and we hung out

0:42:07.800 --> 0:42:11.840
<v Speaker 13>one time, and it was just like, you know, he's

0:42:12.120 --> 0:42:15.799
<v Speaker 13>always been so complimenting to me through messages and like

0:42:16.000 --> 0:42:19.720
<v Speaker 13>kind and so I've seen him, like we've taken small

0:42:19.840 --> 0:42:24.279
<v Speaker 13>like strolls together, like brief strolls because we live in

0:42:24.320 --> 0:42:25.439
<v Speaker 13>the same area.

0:42:25.600 --> 0:42:27.480
<v Speaker 10>Right, So I just like I got it.

0:42:27.480 --> 0:42:30.560
<v Speaker 13>I developed a little crush because I looked him up

0:42:30.600 --> 0:42:34.279
<v Speaker 13>on Spotify and essentially just like kind of gush my

0:42:34.360 --> 0:42:37.040
<v Speaker 13>heart out. And now I'm just existing.

0:42:37.640 --> 0:42:39.880
<v Speaker 1>Did you look him up on Spotify before or after

0:42:39.960 --> 0:42:46.360
<v Speaker 1>you like hung out with him in person after? Okay,

0:42:46.400 --> 0:42:48.480
<v Speaker 1>I think I think I'm starting to make sense of

0:42:48.520 --> 0:42:51.200
<v Speaker 1>this situation. I think here's what I think you should do.

0:42:51.440 --> 0:42:54.880
<v Speaker 1>Why don't you just ask him if he wants to

0:42:54.920 --> 0:42:55.520
<v Speaker 1>hang out with you.

0:42:56.560 --> 0:42:59.080
<v Speaker 13>I've tried, and I even and then it's just like

0:42:59.640 --> 0:43:01.600
<v Speaker 13>he's all was busy. There's always a reason.

0:43:01.640 --> 0:43:03.560
<v Speaker 10>So I stopped trying and instead.

0:43:03.200 --> 0:43:06.000
<v Speaker 13>I wrote a song for him. I wrote a song

0:43:06.160 --> 0:43:07.960
<v Speaker 13>and sent it to him.

0:43:08.360 --> 0:43:11.280
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm gonna listen, not me. I'm gonna be honest

0:43:11.280 --> 0:43:13.319
<v Speaker 1>with you. I think if if, if you're and and

0:43:13.320 --> 0:43:15.920
<v Speaker 1>I would say, this's just anyone, regardless of any dynamic

0:43:15.960 --> 0:43:18.840
<v Speaker 1>and or anything at all. If you are interested in

0:43:18.880 --> 0:43:21.160
<v Speaker 1>someone and you're kind of getting the idea they're not

0:43:21.200 --> 0:43:22.840
<v Speaker 1>interested in you back, and you just move on to

0:43:22.880 --> 0:43:23.359
<v Speaker 1>someone else.

0:43:23.480 --> 0:43:26.800
<v Speaker 13>Okay, okay, okay.

0:43:27.080 --> 0:43:30.399
<v Speaker 1>You know this is a concept that's called fuck yes

0:43:30.560 --> 0:43:32.520
<v Speaker 1>or no. Like, I really do believe that you can

0:43:32.600 --> 0:43:34.120
<v Speaker 1>kind of tell when people are into you or not,

0:43:34.400 --> 0:43:36.840
<v Speaker 1>and if they're not, then you just move on. You know,

0:43:36.880 --> 0:43:40.800
<v Speaker 1>there's eight trillion people and planet Earth probably, and uh,

0:43:41.080 --> 0:43:43.040
<v Speaker 1>you know there's other there's still a little bit little

0:43:43.040 --> 0:43:44.520
<v Speaker 1>bit of other people, you know, and you don't have

0:43:44.560 --> 0:43:49.440
<v Speaker 1>to go you don't have to you know, open up

0:43:49.480 --> 0:43:51.880
<v Speaker 1>with grand gestures or anything. You can just ask people

0:43:51.880 --> 0:43:53.279
<v Speaker 1>if they want to hang out with you, and if

0:43:53.280 --> 0:43:55.239
<v Speaker 1>they don't, you move on. There's other people that might

0:43:55.239 --> 0:43:57.000
<v Speaker 1>be a be even more compatible.

0:43:56.480 --> 0:43:59.680
<v Speaker 13>With that's true, So don't tell him he was my

0:43:59.760 --> 0:44:01.600
<v Speaker 13>music for a song and then send it to him

0:44:01.640 --> 0:44:03.680
<v Speaker 13>and hope that he responds to it.

0:44:04.200 --> 0:44:05.320
<v Speaker 6>Probably not.

0:44:05.960 --> 0:44:08.560
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think I think you'd be better off finding

0:44:08.680 --> 0:44:10.960
<v Speaker 1>finding someone who you think would be more receptive to that.

0:44:11.640 --> 0:44:15.080
<v Speaker 13>Oh see, but maybe it's the resistance I enjoy. I

0:44:15.080 --> 0:44:16.320
<v Speaker 13>know I'm not the only one.

0:44:17.480 --> 0:44:21.200
<v Speaker 1>Well, you know, maybe that's something. Maybe maybe that's something

0:44:21.239 --> 0:44:22.840
<v Speaker 1>you can talk to your therapist.

0:44:22.440 --> 0:44:25.000
<v Speaker 10>About that that's what you were for.

0:44:26.680 --> 0:44:30.000
<v Speaker 1>No, I'm just a gecko, all right.

0:44:30.200 --> 0:44:32.239
<v Speaker 13>Well I tried, you know, I tried to rebound. I

0:44:32.239 --> 0:44:35.120
<v Speaker 13>tried to do the gecko date thing, and now what

0:44:35.560 --> 0:44:35.880
<v Speaker 13>get you.

0:44:36.000 --> 0:44:37.719
<v Speaker 1>On the next one, dude, We'll get you on the

0:44:37.760 --> 0:44:40.120
<v Speaker 1>next one. Taylor, thank you so much for coming and man,

0:44:40.160 --> 0:44:41.280
<v Speaker 1>you have a wonderful.

0:44:40.920 --> 0:44:43.160
<v Speaker 7>Rest of the night time, my dear thanks.

0:44:46.360 --> 0:44:56.520
<v Speaker 1>Aw from Boba Fett, Boba fat Gecko. What's up?

0:44:57.440 --> 0:44:59.080
<v Speaker 6>How are you now? U?

0:45:00.520 --> 0:45:01.279
<v Speaker 1>How am I now?

0:45:03.000 --> 0:45:03.520
<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

0:45:03.800 --> 0:45:05.000
<v Speaker 1>In comparison to win.

0:45:06.160 --> 0:45:09.879
<v Speaker 6>Well, I don't know other times have you spoken before,

0:45:10.000 --> 0:45:15.080
<v Speaker 6>Baba Fett? Uh No, No, not that I know of.

0:45:15.320 --> 0:45:15.719
<v Speaker 6>I don't know.

0:45:16.960 --> 0:45:18.280
<v Speaker 1>That's a weird answer to that question.

0:45:19.960 --> 0:45:21.400
<v Speaker 6>I mean, you didn't know.

0:45:27.840 --> 0:45:30.080
<v Speaker 1>Are you okay? Oh you know?

0:45:30.800 --> 0:45:35.560
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, Yeah, I'm okay. I'm okay, not great, I'm not bad.

0:45:35.960 --> 0:45:40.799
<v Speaker 1>You don't sound okay. You sound like you sound like

0:45:41.760 --> 0:45:44.080
<v Speaker 1>you're like trying to kill a fly in your apartment

0:45:44.160 --> 0:45:44.520
<v Speaker 1>right now.

0:45:46.120 --> 0:45:51.440
<v Speaker 6>Well, i'd say I'm trying to kill a fly in life,

0:45:52.360 --> 0:45:56.360
<v Speaker 6>not any apartment. I'm not really in life. Yeah, you know,

0:45:56.600 --> 0:46:00.239
<v Speaker 6>there's there's always a fly around. There's always something then

0:46:00.239 --> 0:46:03.960
<v Speaker 6>that's getting in the way. It's always bugging bugging you out,

0:46:04.000 --> 0:46:06.680
<v Speaker 6>you know. And I'm just trying to get those flies

0:46:06.840 --> 0:46:09.760
<v Speaker 6>out of here and get my life a little bit more.

0:46:10.080 --> 0:46:12.640
<v Speaker 1>Talking about these flies that you're sweating currently.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh, well, you know, I guess I'm trying to just stabilize.

0:46:24.400 --> 0:46:28.759
<v Speaker 6>It's been things have been tossing and turning, and right

0:46:28.800 --> 0:46:31.800
<v Speaker 6>now I'm trying to, you know, trying to get into

0:46:31.920 --> 0:46:35.120
<v Speaker 6>a steady situation, trying to kind of buy a house

0:46:35.160 --> 0:46:36.080
<v Speaker 6>at some point.

0:46:35.920 --> 0:46:38.720
<v Speaker 1>Trying to talk about tossed.

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<v Speaker 6>The last thing that tossed. I guess I recently went

0:46:44.360 --> 0:46:47.360
<v Speaker 6>through a breakup. It was not a bad breakup. It

0:46:47.400 --> 0:46:52.000
<v Speaker 6>was very breakup. Yeah, yeah, I guess the team. But yeah,

0:46:52.000 --> 0:46:54.080
<v Speaker 6>it was a pretty like, you know, amicable one. It

0:46:54.200 --> 0:46:55.880
<v Speaker 6>was just kind of like one of those Hey, I

0:46:55.920 --> 0:46:59.680
<v Speaker 6>think it's time to time to be done. And uh,

0:47:00.080 --> 0:47:02.640
<v Speaker 6>you know, I just moved into a new place. She

0:47:02.880 --> 0:47:07.600
<v Speaker 6>just moved out of the state, and uh, yeah, I

0:47:07.600 --> 0:47:09.560
<v Speaker 6>don't know. So I'm like sitting by myself in a

0:47:09.640 --> 0:47:14.040
<v Speaker 6>little cabin in the woods, and you know, it's not

0:47:14.120 --> 0:47:15.879
<v Speaker 6>so bad. It's really not bad.

0:47:16.400 --> 0:47:20.160
<v Speaker 1>You're in a cabin in the woods right now. Yeah, ye,

0:47:20.960 --> 0:47:23.040
<v Speaker 1>where in the woods? How do you is it? I

0:47:23.040 --> 0:47:24.839
<v Speaker 1>guess it's not far enough from move that you don't

0:47:24.840 --> 0:47:25.640
<v Speaker 1>have internet connection.

0:47:27.000 --> 0:47:29.800
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, it's not it's not great internet connection, but it works.

0:47:31.200 --> 0:47:33.600
<v Speaker 1>Is it in the middle of nowhere? Is an isolated cabin?

0:47:35.040 --> 0:47:37.880
<v Speaker 6>No, Like I'm on a road, you know, I'm in

0:47:37.920 --> 0:47:40.399
<v Speaker 6>a we're I'm in a small town. I think there's

0:47:40.440 --> 0:47:44.239
<v Speaker 6>maybe like a thousand people in this town. You know,

0:47:44.560 --> 0:47:47.680
<v Speaker 6>it's not I'm not like. No, No, I moved here.

0:47:47.760 --> 0:47:50.320
<v Speaker 6>This is where I live. I mean, I wish I

0:47:50.360 --> 0:47:54.400
<v Speaker 6>wish vacation, vacation.

0:47:55.120 --> 0:47:56.960
<v Speaker 1>What do you mean by that, you wish lived was

0:47:57.000 --> 0:47:57.480
<v Speaker 1>a vacation.

0:47:58.280 --> 0:48:01.080
<v Speaker 6>No, I wish. I wish I felt a bit more

0:48:01.160 --> 0:48:01.800
<v Speaker 6>like vacation.

0:48:07.160 --> 0:48:07.759
<v Speaker 16>I have.

0:48:08.080 --> 0:48:12.160
<v Speaker 6>I've been working. I've been actually been an instacart shopper lately.

0:48:13.320 --> 0:48:16.440
<v Speaker 6>That's been my thing since I moved moved back to

0:48:17.080 --> 0:48:20.200
<v Speaker 6>my home state a few months ago.

0:48:20.280 --> 0:48:21.920
<v Speaker 17>I'll tell you what's that.

0:48:22.680 --> 0:48:23.600
<v Speaker 1>Has that been lucrative?

0:48:25.120 --> 0:48:25.640
<v Speaker 18>You know it?

0:48:25.760 --> 0:48:29.879
<v Speaker 6>Actually it has. So when I first I first moved

0:48:29.960 --> 0:48:32.600
<v Speaker 6>back to my home state, and I lived in this

0:48:32.680 --> 0:48:36.160
<v Speaker 6>other town where I lived with my girlfriend, and in

0:48:36.200 --> 0:48:38.000
<v Speaker 6>that area, it was really good. I was making like

0:48:38.120 --> 0:48:41.319
<v Speaker 6>thirty five bucks an hour. But now I live out

0:48:41.360 --> 0:48:43.080
<v Speaker 6>in a little cabin in the woods, and there's not

0:48:43.160 --> 0:48:48.040
<v Speaker 6>really as many people that need their groceries delivered this way.

0:48:48.680 --> 0:48:50.239
<v Speaker 17>So right.

0:48:50.320 --> 0:48:51.799
<v Speaker 1>It makes sense that you would get a little bit

0:48:51.840 --> 0:48:54.440
<v Speaker 1>less work where there's a lot less people if you're

0:48:54.480 --> 0:48:58.319
<v Speaker 1>living in a town of a thousand, Yes, exactly.

0:48:59.040 --> 0:49:03.000
<v Speaker 6>So, you know, trying to find different things to make

0:49:03.040 --> 0:49:06.440
<v Speaker 6>the money. I've been I've been foraging and trying to

0:49:06.480 --> 0:49:07.720
<v Speaker 6>sell my wares.

0:49:09.040 --> 0:49:11.160
<v Speaker 1>Foraging. What's the last thing you forged?

0:49:12.320 --> 0:49:12.640
<v Speaker 11>Uh?

0:49:13.080 --> 0:49:16.840
<v Speaker 6>Not forged? Foraged, like I pick things out of the ground.

0:49:17.040 --> 0:49:18.919
<v Speaker 6>I don't know if that's what you heard or said,

0:49:18.960 --> 0:49:20.480
<v Speaker 6>but I foraged.

0:49:21.040 --> 0:49:23.239
<v Speaker 1>I think the word I said was pretty similar to

0:49:23.239 --> 0:49:24.839
<v Speaker 1>what the word that is the real word.

0:49:25.960 --> 0:49:30.040
<v Speaker 6>Okay, but yeah, no, I forged some ramps. Uh they're

0:49:30.120 --> 0:49:34.120
<v Speaker 6>like wild weeks, that's what That's what I've been picking today.

0:49:36.520 --> 0:49:40.959
<v Speaker 6>And uh some fiddleheads, you know, and uh yeah, trying

0:49:40.960 --> 0:49:44.160
<v Speaker 6>to sell those restaurants and people and you know, just

0:49:44.160 --> 0:49:45.480
<v Speaker 6>make an extra buck here and there.

0:49:46.080 --> 0:49:48.279
<v Speaker 1>So why would you why why not just cut out

0:49:48.320 --> 0:49:49.880
<v Speaker 1>the middleman here? I mean, what do you what do

0:49:49.920 --> 0:49:54.279
<v Speaker 1>you know, need money for to purchase various wares and

0:49:54.360 --> 0:49:56.880
<v Speaker 1>food and stuff. Why don't you just Yeah, we're so

0:49:57.080 --> 0:49:59.840
<v Speaker 1>close to just getting rid of the middleman of the

0:50:00.000 --> 0:50:04.640
<v Speaker 1>economy and just forging your own wares and growing your

0:50:04.640 --> 0:50:05.520
<v Speaker 1>own food.

0:50:07.160 --> 0:50:10.120
<v Speaker 6>That's what I want to do. I don't know if

0:50:10.160 --> 0:50:13.680
<v Speaker 6>my my current landlords will accept you know, ramps and

0:50:13.680 --> 0:50:17.400
<v Speaker 6>subtle heads in exchange for rent at the moment, so

0:50:17.480 --> 0:50:19.040
<v Speaker 6>I haven't asked. So it's maybe I.

0:50:21.920 --> 0:50:25.480
<v Speaker 1>Could build a cabin out of fiddles. The cabin.

0:50:26.760 --> 0:50:33.640
<v Speaker 6>You know, it's not a bad idea, it's not. Well, yeah,

0:50:34.000 --> 0:50:35.560
<v Speaker 6>I'll give that some some good thought.

0:50:35.880 --> 0:50:36.319
<v Speaker 4>We'll see.

0:50:36.320 --> 0:50:38.919
<v Speaker 6>I do want to build my own cabin. That's that's

0:50:39.040 --> 0:50:43.399
<v Speaker 6>kind of the end goal here. You know, maybe I'll

0:50:43.480 --> 0:50:45.600
<v Speaker 6>use a couple of sticks and twigs as well.

0:50:46.120 --> 0:50:47.160
<v Speaker 1>I think you're on the right path.

0:50:48.320 --> 0:50:52.360
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, well, I thinks you know, you really really helped

0:50:52.400 --> 0:50:53.880
<v Speaker 6>me figure my stuff out.

0:50:55.200 --> 0:50:56.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm glad so I got I.

0:50:56.880 --> 0:51:00.320
<v Speaker 6>Got one question for you though, what what happened?

0:51:03.360 --> 0:51:06.520
<v Speaker 1>What did you say? Name was? Uh?

0:51:06.600 --> 0:51:07.080
<v Speaker 4>Baba?

0:51:08.000 --> 0:51:09.200
<v Speaker 1>You have a g rest of the night, baba, Thank

0:51:09.239 --> 0:51:09.719
<v Speaker 1>you very much.

0:51:10.960 --> 0:51:13.000
<v Speaker 6>Wait, wait, I have one question for you.

0:51:14.480 --> 0:51:15.160
<v Speaker 17>What happened?

0:51:18.000 --> 0:51:20.880
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<v Speaker 18>All from Jason Todd.

0:52:45.920 --> 0:52:50.320
<v Speaker 11>I'm Scoola Stevens of the name as well an Jason Todd.

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<v Speaker 17>As well.

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<v Speaker 1>Ah, oh my god, is this Luke?

0:53:04.360 --> 0:53:05.200
<v Speaker 18>This is not Luke.

0:53:05.360 --> 0:53:07.399
<v Speaker 1>No, that's what I thought. I thought it wasn't Luke.

0:53:07.440 --> 0:53:10.439
<v Speaker 1>It's Jason Todd. I was asking if it was Luke

0:53:10.520 --> 0:53:12.959
<v Speaker 1>because I wanted you to say no, because I didn't

0:53:13.000 --> 0:53:14.600
<v Speaker 1>think it was Luke. And so if you said Luke,

0:53:14.600 --> 0:53:16.920
<v Speaker 1>I would be like, all right, my suspicions are correct.

0:53:16.960 --> 0:53:19.760
<v Speaker 1>This is not Luke. This is Jason. This is Jason.

0:53:20.400 --> 0:53:22.520
<v Speaker 18>Yeah. You you were right whole time. Man. I mean,

0:53:23.960 --> 0:53:26.720
<v Speaker 18>I'm not going to question your your Jedi powers.

0:53:27.680 --> 0:53:30.319
<v Speaker 1>I don't have Jedi powers. I have Gecko powers, which

0:53:30.400 --> 0:53:35.000
<v Speaker 1>and that's way look worse jedis they have mind control,

0:53:35.480 --> 0:53:39.920
<v Speaker 1>they have the big laser swords. But you know what

0:53:39.960 --> 0:53:44.920
<v Speaker 1>geckos can do what nothing. That's why they're not very

0:53:44.920 --> 0:53:47.520
<v Speaker 1>popular to keep his pets. They're very boring. They just

0:53:47.600 --> 0:53:49.600
<v Speaker 1>want to write. They slither around. They don't do a lot.

0:53:50.320 --> 0:53:50.840
<v Speaker 17>That's true.

0:53:52.760 --> 0:53:56.600
<v Speaker 1>Oh do you have what kind of what powers? Do

0:53:56.640 --> 0:53:56.920
<v Speaker 1>you have?

0:53:58.120 --> 0:53:59.120
<v Speaker 18>My powers?

0:54:00.200 --> 0:54:00.800
<v Speaker 1>And powers?

0:54:02.680 --> 0:54:02.839
<v Speaker 7>Uh?

0:54:04.560 --> 0:54:06.880
<v Speaker 18>I can I can die over and over again, but

0:54:06.920 --> 0:54:12.600
<v Speaker 18>I will always come back, really really I'm basically immortal.

0:54:13.520 --> 0:54:15.480
<v Speaker 18>I died when I keep coming back.

0:54:16.480 --> 0:54:18.360
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmmm. When was the last time he died on

0:54:18.400 --> 0:54:19.080
<v Speaker 1>the inside?

0:54:21.040 --> 0:54:21.239
<v Speaker 7>Uh?

0:54:21.880 --> 0:54:22.560
<v Speaker 18>This year?

0:54:24.480 --> 0:54:24.600
<v Speaker 6>Uh?

0:54:27.880 --> 0:54:28.000
<v Speaker 1>Uh?

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<v Speaker 18>My girl left, we split, I had to move into

0:54:30.239 --> 0:54:35.239
<v Speaker 18>a single apartment. I had to like work, like a

0:54:35.280 --> 0:54:39.120
<v Speaker 18>really horrible job, and I got diagnosed with bb D.

0:54:39.440 --> 0:54:41.200
<v Speaker 18>And there's a lot of bad stuff. It seems to

0:54:41.280 --> 0:54:43.000
<v Speaker 18>have happened recently past couple of one.

0:54:43.880 --> 0:54:50.719
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. Around your your your judging along anyway, I'm.

0:54:50.480 --> 0:54:52.839
<v Speaker 18>I'm going anyway. I was pretty down, but like you know,

0:54:53.080 --> 0:54:54.080
<v Speaker 18>some I'm back up.

0:54:55.080 --> 0:54:57.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm glad to hear back up going forward.

0:55:00.280 --> 0:55:03.160
<v Speaker 18>I have some advice or I need some advice from you.

0:55:04.320 --> 0:55:06.000
<v Speaker 1>I will do the best I can. I don't know

0:55:06.000 --> 0:55:08.480
<v Speaker 1>if you've been watching the stream. I've given some advice

0:55:09.239 --> 0:55:11.280
<v Speaker 1>about things that I don't know what I'm talking about.

0:55:11.840 --> 0:55:14.560
<v Speaker 1>And you know, I'm not opposed to doing that, but

0:55:15.000 --> 0:55:18.960
<v Speaker 1>I am opposed to doing that without exclaiming without Uh

0:55:19.560 --> 0:55:24.480
<v Speaker 1>it's not exclaim is it exclaim disclaiming that first?

0:55:25.560 --> 0:55:27.600
<v Speaker 18>Yeah, Now, I know you're not a real therapist and

0:55:27.640 --> 0:55:30.520
<v Speaker 18>you're just you know, the get go that lives underwater

0:55:30.600 --> 0:55:31.160
<v Speaker 18>right now.

0:55:32.800 --> 0:55:35.759
<v Speaker 1>The world, I'm just visiting I'm sorry. Would would let's

0:55:35.800 --> 0:55:38.080
<v Speaker 1>start over? Uh? Yeah, what's up? Men? Would you want

0:55:38.080 --> 0:55:38.720
<v Speaker 1>to talk about?

0:55:39.280 --> 0:55:43.080
<v Speaker 18>Okay? So me and my ex were like friends for

0:55:43.120 --> 0:55:46.360
<v Speaker 18>a while, like friends with benefits, you know what I mean. Sure,

0:55:47.120 --> 0:55:50.680
<v Speaker 18>And that was after we yeah, after we broke up,

0:55:50.920 --> 0:55:53.800
<v Speaker 18>and she was still like we moved into two separate

0:55:53.840 --> 0:55:57.960
<v Speaker 18>apartments that are at the same apartment complex as the

0:55:58.000 --> 0:56:01.320
<v Speaker 18>one like the two veteran we used to have.

0:56:02.440 --> 0:56:02.720
<v Speaker 16>Yeah.

0:56:02.840 --> 0:56:05.839
<v Speaker 18>So and she looks like across the parking lot. Yeah,

0:56:06.200 --> 0:56:08.239
<v Speaker 18>and we were still having sex and it was, you know,

0:56:09.280 --> 0:56:10.920
<v Speaker 18>it was really awesome sex. I don't know what kind

0:56:10.960 --> 0:56:13.640
<v Speaker 18>of sex Gettos have. I gotta imagine that's pretty good too,

0:56:13.680 --> 0:56:16.920
<v Speaker 18>but like, this is really good human sex.

0:56:17.440 --> 0:56:17.640
<v Speaker 1>Sure.

0:56:18.760 --> 0:56:25.120
<v Speaker 18>And anyway, and now when I met her, she was by,

0:56:25.280 --> 0:56:28.040
<v Speaker 18>and she was by for like a long time. And

0:56:28.080 --> 0:56:30.200
<v Speaker 18>then she tell me towards the end of our relationship,

0:56:30.200 --> 0:56:31.640
<v Speaker 18>she's like, I think you're gonna be the last dude

0:56:31.680 --> 0:56:34.759
<v Speaker 18>I'm going to like date. And I said, okay, And

0:56:34.800 --> 0:56:36.759
<v Speaker 18>then she would jump me, and then she would run

0:56:36.760 --> 0:56:38.600
<v Speaker 18>over to my new apartment and like jump me again

0:56:38.640 --> 0:56:43.920
<v Speaker 18>and again, and and then like the last time we

0:56:43.960 --> 0:56:48.480
<v Speaker 18>started to something started to happen. She got very uncomfortable

0:56:48.480 --> 0:56:54.640
<v Speaker 18>and like we obviously you know, stopped and anyway, she

0:56:54.680 --> 0:56:56.719
<v Speaker 18>made it clear like from that point you know that

0:56:56.760 --> 0:56:58.440
<v Speaker 18>we're not going to be doing that anymore. And like

0:56:58.960 --> 0:57:01.200
<v Speaker 18>I said, fine, going to be you know, your friend

0:57:01.280 --> 0:57:03.919
<v Speaker 18>and all that, and and I am always still can't

0:57:03.960 --> 0:57:09.320
<v Speaker 18>hang out and like benship and stuff, and uh I

0:57:09.440 --> 0:57:12.040
<v Speaker 18>got as share the chat that this is a real story.

0:57:12.040 --> 0:57:13.960
<v Speaker 18>If I was making up the story, much cooler.

0:57:15.760 --> 0:57:19.800
<v Speaker 1>Anyway, the chatacheck, the only check going on was with

0:57:19.880 --> 0:57:20.600
<v Speaker 1>you and me and my friend.

0:57:21.360 --> 0:57:27.919
<v Speaker 18>Okay, anyway, and uh so we start kind of dating

0:57:27.920 --> 0:57:31.680
<v Speaker 18>around seeing other people, you know, going through the moving

0:57:31.720 --> 0:57:37.880
<v Speaker 18>on phase or whatever. And she we're talking about these

0:57:37.880 --> 0:57:40.680
<v Speaker 18>people we're talking to, and she showed me a picture

0:57:40.680 --> 0:57:43.000
<v Speaker 18>of this person and this person was like really shitty

0:57:43.000 --> 0:57:45.960
<v Speaker 18>to me at the h that horrible place I worked

0:57:46.240 --> 0:57:48.000
<v Speaker 18>at for like a couple of months.

0:57:48.280 --> 0:57:50.360
<v Speaker 1>She started seeing all right, so you guys, just sounds

0:57:50.400 --> 0:57:53.120
<v Speaker 1>like our remaining friends if you're showing each other who

0:57:53.120 --> 0:57:55.760
<v Speaker 1>you're dating now. And so she started dating someone that

0:57:55.800 --> 0:57:59.480
<v Speaker 1>you knew already, h.

0:57:59.640 --> 0:58:02.280
<v Speaker 18>Yes, yeah, and this person was like like treated me

0:58:02.360 --> 0:58:05.040
<v Speaker 18>like shit, and it was that was was one of

0:58:05.080 --> 0:58:09.400
<v Speaker 18>the employees I had with this very toxic like fast

0:58:09.400 --> 0:58:12.000
<v Speaker 18>food place, like local fast food place was working at

0:58:12.000 --> 0:58:17.120
<v Speaker 18>for a while to like make against me and uh anyway,

0:58:17.480 --> 0:58:19.600
<v Speaker 18>and I told her, I was like, oh, that person's horrible.

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<v Speaker 18>They you know. I told all the mess up stuff

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<v Speaker 18>this person did and how they would make fun of

0:58:25.160 --> 0:58:27.840
<v Speaker 18>the mentally challenged person that worked there, and how they

0:58:27.840 --> 0:58:30.959
<v Speaker 18>would like call me names and like treat me like shit,

0:58:31.160 --> 0:58:34.840
<v Speaker 18>and that they slept with one of the cooks that

0:58:34.960 --> 0:58:37.880
<v Speaker 18>used to work there, like they slept with his uh

0:58:37.920 --> 0:58:40.520
<v Speaker 18>his his life, she slept with his wife. I told

0:58:40.520 --> 0:58:42.520
<v Speaker 18>her all this horrible stuff. And then she was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 18>well I would never like I would never be with

0:58:44.840 --> 0:58:47.000
<v Speaker 18>somebody like that. I wouldn't do that to you. And

0:58:47.040 --> 0:58:48.760
<v Speaker 18>then she'd be like, oh, I'm just talking to them,

0:58:48.760 --> 0:58:50.600
<v Speaker 18>never actually going to meet them. I'm just toying with them.

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<v Speaker 18>And then it came out the other Yeah, yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 18>pretty weird and uh and then like we went to

0:58:58.600 --> 0:59:02.120
<v Speaker 18>like uh like ike a while back and I noticed,

0:59:02.160 --> 0:59:04.360
<v Speaker 18>like she's still texting this person. Was like, what are

0:59:04.400 --> 0:59:06.800
<v Speaker 18>you are you are you still wrong with that plan

0:59:06.960 --> 0:59:07.280
<v Speaker 18>or whatever?

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<v Speaker 1>So here's here's is the advice sort of like you

0:59:12.280 --> 0:59:14.760
<v Speaker 1>know what you do about your friend wanting to see

0:59:14.800 --> 0:59:18.200
<v Speaker 1>this person. That is shitty because to me, it's like,

0:59:18.680 --> 0:59:21.240
<v Speaker 1>you know, you did your part right, like you warned

0:59:21.360 --> 0:59:23.640
<v Speaker 1>this person's your friends, you care about them, they're they're

0:59:23.680 --> 0:59:27.880
<v Speaker 1>your friends. You know you did your part to warn

0:59:28.000 --> 0:59:31.640
<v Speaker 1>them about this person that they're seeing. This is shitty.

0:59:31.800 --> 0:59:35.320
<v Speaker 1>But after that, I mean, there's nothing you can do.

0:59:35.640 --> 0:59:37.920
<v Speaker 1>You know, they're right, you know.

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<v Speaker 18>And anyway, we get to the point of like her

0:59:41.520 --> 0:59:43.959
<v Speaker 18>like gaslighting me and somehow making me feel bad about

0:59:44.000 --> 0:59:47.040
<v Speaker 18>this ship, and she just eventually kind of cops to

0:59:47.240 --> 0:59:49.680
<v Speaker 18>her true feelings, which are and I quote, I don't

0:59:49.720 --> 0:59:51.760
<v Speaker 18>care about your feelings. I'm just gonna go ahead and

0:59:52.080 --> 0:59:55.600
<v Speaker 18>do this anyway. And I was like, oh, okay, okay, whatever.

0:59:55.840 --> 0:59:57.480
<v Speaker 18>And then she comes to my place whether you need

0:59:57.520 --> 0:59:59.360
<v Speaker 18>to borrow something or whatever, and she's like, oh, we're

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<v Speaker 18>not going to be friends. It's been talking in a while.

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<v Speaker 18>And I was like, no, you fucked that up, Like

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<v Speaker 18>we're not gonna there's no way for us to be

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<v Speaker 18>friends anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 18>To me, that's a trail. So like, I guess what

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<v Speaker 18>I'm asking is can I be friends with this person

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<v Speaker 18>or not?

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<v Speaker 1>No, you shouldn't be well, it's not about ken you,

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<v Speaker 1>it's about you know, look, what's what's the best for

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<v Speaker 1>your own life? And it sounds like this person straight

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<v Speaker 1>up told you that she doesn't care about your feelings.

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<v Speaker 1>So she doesn't care about your feelings, then you know,

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<v Speaker 1>why should you be friends with her? Granted, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think it's any of your business. You know who she

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<v Speaker 1>is seeing. You know, if you're seeing someone that's horrible,

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<v Speaker 1>and because you care about her, you don't want her

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<v Speaker 1>to see a whole person. You warn't her the person

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<v Speaker 1>as horrible. I think that was you know, good on

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<v Speaker 1>you as a friend. But you know you've given her

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<v Speaker 1>that information. She can do whatever she wants with that information.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I don't. I mean, it doesn't seem to me,

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<v Speaker 1>especially if you're like, you know, coming here and complaining

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<v Speaker 1>about it and wondering even why you know, even if

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<v Speaker 1>you should be in this friendship, then I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>that kind of sickles to me that you shouldn't because

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's a sort of a place of stress for you.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, no, I would definitely support you getting out

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<v Speaker 1>of this friendship where a person tells you straight up

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<v Speaker 1>that they don't care about your feelings.

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<v Speaker 18>Okay, yeah, no, you're right. It's been a couple of

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<v Speaker 18>weeks and like she sent me like tiktoks and shit

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<v Speaker 18>and like snapchat like here and there, and I've been

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<v Speaker 18>kind of ignoring them.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, if you got feeling it, then you know

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<v Speaker 1>you got to listen. It tends like if this person's

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<v Speaker 1>trying to contact you and you've been ignoring it, sounds

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<v Speaker 1>like you're not It sounds like you're not feeling it.

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<v Speaker 1>So getting red on to your friends with this person.

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<v Speaker 18>I mean, it's just it's been a lot. It seems like,

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<v Speaker 18>I don't know, it seems like she would play head

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<v Speaker 18>games with me, and I don't know, I'm just tired

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<v Speaker 18>of it.

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<v Speaker 17>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>No, I don't think you should be in any sort

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<v Speaker 1>of relationship, platonic or not, with anyone who's playing any

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<v Speaker 1>kind of head games with you. You know, you shouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>make time for that.

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<v Speaker 18>So I'm on the right hand.

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<v Speaker 1>You can play more level head of games with exactly. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think you're on that path.

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<v Speaker 18>All right, cool, cool, all right, man, that's all I

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<v Speaker 18>needed to hear it, just needed to hear it from

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<v Speaker 18>my spirit, which is.

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<v Speaker 1>For sure, for sure, for sure look always you the

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<v Speaker 1>best to look man.

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<v Speaker 18>All right, thank you? I love you and I agree?

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<v Speaker 3>Who all from Tiff?

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<v Speaker 4>Tif?

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<v Speaker 12>Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>Hy, hello Tiff?

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<v Speaker 19>How are you.

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<v Speaker 14>All right?

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<v Speaker 1>If we spoken before, Tiff?

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<v Speaker 19>We have not. But I actually drew a picture of

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<v Speaker 19>you last week.

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<v Speaker 1>You drew a picture of me last week.

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<v Speaker 8>I did.

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<v Speaker 19>You were sitting in the grocery cart.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh wait was it the Oh it's the Is it

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<v Speaker 1>the little cartoon, the one that looks like Calvin Hobbsey, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>the discord?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah that was me.

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<v Speaker 1>How you doing that? I think that looks awesome. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to I'm gonna post it on my next little

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<v Speaker 1>fan art Instagram thing. I think it was sick. Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you so much for drawing that.

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<v Speaker 19>You're very welcome.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you an artist by trade?

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<v Speaker 16>Uh?

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<v Speaker 19>No, just by hobby, because I feel like if you

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<v Speaker 19>do art for money, it's a really easy way to

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<v Speaker 19>kill your passion.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh for sure. But I mean, you know, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>That's an interesting thing. I've heard people say that all

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<v Speaker 1>the time. You know, I'm always talking all this kind

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<v Speaker 1>of shit about you know, Hey, if you hate your job,

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<v Speaker 1>you can just monetize whatever you like to do by

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<v Speaker 1>going on TikTok, and then you know, other people are like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, well no, because then if you do it

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<v Speaker 1>for a living, you'll start to hate it. And I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. My retort to that is like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you're already do something that you for a living that

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<v Speaker 1>you don't like, so you know, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah, I guess this is my way to blow off steam.

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<v Speaker 1>Though.

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<v Speaker 19>If I got caught up in the rat race trying

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<v Speaker 19>to create art for money all the time, I think

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<v Speaker 19>I'll just start to despise it. So yeah, I kind

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<v Speaker 19>of keep that little slice of nirvana for me.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean, I like the idea, though, of being

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<v Speaker 1>able to do something for a living that is yours

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<v Speaker 1>as opposed for sure, you know, something that owns someone

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<v Speaker 1>else owns for sure.

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<v Speaker 19>For sure. I think we are here for a very

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<v Speaker 19>short amount of time, and we should be the masters

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<v Speaker 19>of our own destiny. So you know, do what you

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<v Speaker 19>want to do.

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<v Speaker 1>They're the master of your own destiny.

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<v Speaker 19>Sometimes it depends on the day.

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<v Speaker 1>Dude, were you a master of your own destiny today?

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<v Speaker 18>I hope?

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah, Yeah, yeah, I think I was. I tackled Monday

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<v Speaker 19>with a pretty positive attitude.

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<v Speaker 11>Nice I made it.

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<v Speaker 8>Through the day.

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<v Speaker 1>In what ways do you try being in what ways

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<v Speaker 1>do you put effort towards being the master of your

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<v Speaker 1>own destiny.

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<v Speaker 19>I try to keep a positive attitude about the people

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<v Speaker 19>that I encounter. I work in customer service, so I

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<v Speaker 19>talk to a lot of people all day every day,

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<v Speaker 19>and you know, I feel like with the way twenty

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<v Speaker 19>twenty went, a lot of people are losing their minds

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<v Speaker 19>right now. A lot of people are very short patients.

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<v Speaker 19>And how I approach them, you know, kind of I

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<v Speaker 19>choose how I react to those.

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<v Speaker 11>Kind of people.

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<v Speaker 8>I guess, yeah, I try to blow it off.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a great example of being the master of the

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<v Speaker 1>own destiny. You are true, You're not letting other people

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<v Speaker 1>decide how you feel. You're deciding, I enjue. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>like being upset and angry all the time. I like

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<v Speaker 1>being positive, and I'm not going to let other people

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<v Speaker 1>decide to make me feel in a way in which

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<v Speaker 1>I did not feel. I like that's a perfect example

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<v Speaker 1>of being a master of your own domain.

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<v Speaker 19>Exactly exactly, m.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh where what kind of customers?

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<v Speaker 8>So?

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<v Speaker 1>What kind of customers do you serve?

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<v Speaker 19>This? So I run an office for a lawn care company,

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<v Speaker 19>and right now everybody is kind of just wanting to

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<v Speaker 19>control their laws and just trying to make things look nice.

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<v Speaker 19>And you know, it's been a struggle for us because

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<v Speaker 19>we're we're having trouble finding people to go out and

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<v Speaker 19>do things. We're having trouble hiring, so we're a little behind,

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<v Speaker 19>and people are.

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<v Speaker 3>Quite upset about that.

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<v Speaker 19>But I just tried to stay positive, stay nice, you know,

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<v Speaker 19>try to assure them that I'm going to do what

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<v Speaker 19>I can to help them. And yeah, some people are

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<v Speaker 19>really understanding. Some people are not.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you encountered any that Actually, that's interue that That

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<v Speaker 1>brings me to the question I was going to ask you.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you encountered any situations, perhaps recently, in which staying

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<v Speaker 1>positive was very difficult?

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<v Speaker 12>Yes.

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<v Speaker 19>Actually, we had a new customer call us and she

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<v Speaker 19>was really rattling my employees. You know, she's calling with

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<v Speaker 19>really crazy demands, very abusive language. So I have the

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<v Speaker 19>chance to talk to her the other day, and she

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<v Speaker 19>was very demanding. She used some scary language that I'm

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<v Speaker 19>not going to repeat here because we don't need to

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<v Speaker 19>put that out there. She was just generally not a

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<v Speaker 19>pleasant person. So I looked her up after I got

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<v Speaker 19>off the phone with her, I'm like, man, because she

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<v Speaker 19>kept referring to herself as doctor. Some people like to

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<v Speaker 19>do that because you know, they went to medical school

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<v Speaker 19>or they got their doctorate, so they want to use doctor,

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<v Speaker 19>they want to be referred to as doctor. So I

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<v Speaker 19>looked her up and she's actually a domestic abuse She

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<v Speaker 19>has her doctorate and domestic abuse. It was just really

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<v Speaker 19>wild to me that she would behave this way person

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<v Speaker 19>that she doesn't even know, and that's her profession. I guess,

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<v Speaker 19>I don't know it really it really rocked me. So, yeah,

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<v Speaker 19>that that's something I'm going to think about for a

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<v Speaker 19>little bit.

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<v Speaker 1>Interesting. Maybe, dude, maybe it's just that, like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>she's dealing with the heaviest stuff all day.

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<v Speaker 11>She might you know, she takes.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe it's something where like she just she takes in

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<v Speaker 1>all this this tough stuff. I just she comes upon

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<v Speaker 1>you and it's like I got take all this, you know, I.

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<v Speaker 19>Guess, yeah, exactly exactly. And that that I think that

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<v Speaker 19>is part of customer service. And I know there's probably

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<v Speaker 19>a lot of people that can relate to this, is

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<v Speaker 19>that you know, you can never take it personally. Everybody's

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<v Speaker 19>fighting their own battles, and if they want to be

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<v Speaker 19>an asshole to you on the phone, then they're going

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<v Speaker 19>to be an asshole to you on the phone or

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<v Speaker 19>in person, which is even worse. I feel like people

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<v Speaker 19>are more brave when they can't see your face. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 19>she she may have some demons that she's dealing with.

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<v Speaker 18>I don't know. We'll see.

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<v Speaker 19>We'll see if she calls us back and has any

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<v Speaker 19>more colorful commentary for me or my staff. But you know,

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<v Speaker 19>we're going to try to make her happy.

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<v Speaker 8>That's what we do.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hm hm hmm.

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<v Speaker 16>Shit.

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<v Speaker 1>Was I gonna say, uh, have you ever worked in

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<v Speaker 1>customer service? I haven't, but I take a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>phone calls.

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<v Speaker 11>Okay, well, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what was I gonna say? Oh? Yeah, the

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<v Speaker 1>the whole don't take a personally thing. I agree. I

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<v Speaker 1>agree with that. I was talking to someone like months

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<v Speaker 1>ago who worked out of call center and he got

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<v Speaker 1>abused all the time, just people cussing him out on

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<v Speaker 1>the phone, and it's like, you know, at the very least,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like at least they're not they're not upset at you.

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<v Speaker 1>They're not. No one's angry at you, specifically.

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<v Speaker 8>Exactly exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, tell me all this negative energy that you take in,

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<v Speaker 1>do you do you let it out anywhere?

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<v Speaker 2>Not?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I mean, you seem like a good person.

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<v Speaker 1>You seem like you maybe let it out in uh

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<v Speaker 1>less destructive ways. But do you do you have a

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<v Speaker 1>way of blowing off steam? Is that maybe where the

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<v Speaker 1>art comes?

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<v Speaker 19>I go outside and I touch grass sometimes this is no.

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<v Speaker 19>I mean it just I have a I have a

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<v Speaker 19>support group. I have friends who I love deeply and dearly.

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<v Speaker 19>We play video games together. I know it's been really

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<v Speaker 19>hard because I haven't been able to go out and

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<v Speaker 19>see anybody. But we play a lot of video games.

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<v Speaker 19>I have my art. I get to watch, you know,

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<v Speaker 19>streams on Twitch. I just you need to give yourself

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<v Speaker 19>that time at the end of the day to unwind,

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<v Speaker 19>because if you just sit there and steal on it constantly,

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<v Speaker 19>that just raises your stress levels through the roof.

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<v Speaker 4>It's not good for you.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely. What did you say? Your name was?

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<v Speaker 7>My name's Tiff.

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<v Speaker 1>I thank you so much for thank you so much

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<v Speaker 1>for sharing Tiff. Tiff. Did you did you post your

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<v Speaker 1>Instagram in the in the discord? Because I want to

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<v Speaker 1>tag you when I reposted that I repost that thing.

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<v Speaker 19>I did, I did, I responded to you so yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Awesome, Thank you so much, Tiff, you ever want to

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<v Speaker 1>for rest the night?

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<v Speaker 19>Thank you too.

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<v Speaker 18>Have a good one, Tiff.

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<v Speaker 4>All from Tony Stark.

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<v Speaker 1>Accept Tony Stark?

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<v Speaker 2>Baby?

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<v Speaker 1>How you doing?

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<v Speaker 17>I'm doing good?

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<v Speaker 1>What's up?

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<v Speaker 17>All right?

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<v Speaker 11>So I got a you know, it's just a simple question.

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<v Speaker 1>Hold on, wait, Tony Stark. Listen. Look, look, Tony Stark.

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<v Speaker 1>We I don't even know don't know anything about you.

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<v Speaker 1>We haven't even exchanged any amount of pleasantries before. You're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna much right into a story. We could we could?

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<v Speaker 1>I think I I I think we could you know,

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<v Speaker 1>spend a little bit of time in interacting with each other?

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<v Speaker 3>All right?

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<v Speaker 17>I live in New York. Uh yeah, my birth was

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<v Speaker 17>a couple of weeks ago.

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<v Speaker 1>How old did you turn?

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<v Speaker 17>Twenty four?

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<v Speaker 1>How much money do you currently have in your name?

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<v Speaker 11>Jesus, what kind of questions that?

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<v Speaker 17>Man?

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<v Speaker 1>This is a question. How much money is in your

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<v Speaker 1>bank account right now?

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<v Speaker 11>How much cunny is in my bank account? My bankuet

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<v Speaker 11>a bank with a city bank.

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<v Speaker 1>But do you do you like? What would you how

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<v Speaker 1>would you rate them out out of five?

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<v Speaker 17>Trash why.

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<v Speaker 11>Because they don't know what they're doing. I was gonna,

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<v Speaker 11>you know, gonda get to the story.

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<v Speaker 1>Why why do you want Tony? Why do you want

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<v Speaker 1>to what's so what you don't even want to get?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I mean, I feel like I have established

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<v Speaker 1>any amount of relationship with each other.

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<v Speaker 11>Because I need I need to know I'm crazy or

1:12:00.760 --> 1:12:02.960
<v Speaker 11>if it's or if it's just like or if if

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<v Speaker 11>if you know, the situation is crazy. You know what

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<v Speaker 11>I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, all right, tell me, tell me what's going on, Tony?

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<v Speaker 17>All right.

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<v Speaker 11>So, like I said a couple of weeks ago, it

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<v Speaker 11>was my birthday, right, four twenty is my birthday?

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<v Speaker 17>All right?

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<v Speaker 11>You know you know, all right, you know I'm at

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<v Speaker 11>my friend's house. You know, this girl invites me over

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<v Speaker 11>at like ten o'clock at night to come smoke or whatever.

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<v Speaker 17>You know, it's four twenty. She's like, all right, come smoke.

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<v Speaker 11>At your birthday whatever.

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<v Speaker 17>I'm like, all right, whatever, ten o'clock, you know whatever,

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<v Speaker 17>I'll just go over there. Whatever.

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<v Speaker 11>So I go over there, whatever we smoke or whatever,

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<v Speaker 11>we chill, whatever we like.

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<v Speaker 17>It's like it's like an apartment complex type thing, you know,

1:12:34.400 --> 1:12:35.880
<v Speaker 17>they have like a little rec room. You know, we're

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<v Speaker 17>chilling out.

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<v Speaker 11>And like the outside portion smoking whatever, we go into

1:12:39.320 --> 1:12:41.200
<v Speaker 11>the inside portion, you know, they're chilling like the little

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<v Speaker 11>rec room, you know. You know, I like you tend

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<v Speaker 11>to talk at night, you know, I'm just invite me.

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<v Speaker 17>Over your almost and what's up. And then I'm.

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<v Speaker 11>Like, yo, so let's go watch like I was shower or.

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<v Speaker 17>Something, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 11>And she's like, she's like, nah, like my roommates don't

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<v Speaker 11>allow guys. And and I'm like, all right, okay whatever,

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<v Speaker 11>you know, all right, I got the death is whatever, whatever,

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<v Speaker 11>it's whatever, I'll take the l And then I'm like,

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<v Speaker 11>all right, whatever.

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<v Speaker 17>So I'm gonna head home. It's late.

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<v Speaker 11>I got school tomorrow. She's like, all right, we should

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<v Speaker 11>like hang out some other times, you know, playing something.

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<v Speaker 17>I'm like, all right.

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<v Speaker 11>So I get to the bottom floor of her apartment.

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<v Speaker 11>I check my phone, and my phone's on like ten

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<v Speaker 11>percent batteries.

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<v Speaker 17>I check the train times. The next train is.

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<v Speaker 11>At eleven or nine.

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<v Speaker 17>It's eleven o'clock.

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<v Speaker 11>I'm not making that train the next The next thing

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<v Speaker 11>is the next trains at twelve nineteen. As ten percent battery,

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<v Speaker 11>the tickets.

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<v Speaker 17>On my phone. So you know, I'm not gonna make it.

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<v Speaker 17>You know what I'm saying, I'm not gonna make it.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 17>So I'm still in her apartment.

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<v Speaker 11>Building and I call her and I'm like, hey, can

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<v Speaker 11>I use your charger? Like my phone's on ten percent?

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<v Speaker 11>I explained the whole situation. I'm like, my phone's on

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<v Speaker 11>ten percent? Can I just charge it for like ten minutes?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay?

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<v Speaker 11>It's like yeah, yeah, come on up, come on up, you.

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<v Speaker 17>Piece my charge.

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<v Speaker 11>So I go back up to the top floor. I

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<v Speaker 11>reach there for like ten minutes, nothing like all right.

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<v Speaker 11>Maybe she's like I don't know, maybe she's from nothing the.

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<v Speaker 17>Roommates and he's just gonna let me in or whatever.

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<v Speaker 17>You no, maybe it's a good night with him.

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<v Speaker 11>And then twenty minutes go by, still I give her

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<v Speaker 11>a phone call.

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<v Speaker 17>No answer.

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<v Speaker 11>I'm like, all right, okay, that's a little hot.

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<v Speaker 17>Thirty minutes go by, still nothing, okay, nothing, okay. Fifteen

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<v Speaker 17>minutes go by.

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<v Speaker 11>I'm like, all right, I should probably just figured this

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<v Speaker 11>ship out and dip. And from that point, and from

1:14:25.479 --> 1:14:27.680
<v Speaker 11>that point, I've never heard from that girl ever in

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<v Speaker 11>my entire life ever again.

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<v Speaker 1>But she maybe she was scared you.

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<v Speaker 11>She told me she wanted to see me again. I

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<v Speaker 11>never I never asked her to hang out again. I

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<v Speaker 11>never she incited me.

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<v Speaker 17>She was like, all right, you know, let's let's go

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<v Speaker 17>do something. Sometimes I was like, all right.

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<v Speaker 11>Said all right, why did I just tell me not

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<v Speaker 11>to use the charge of it?

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<v Speaker 1>She could, Look, you gotta move you gotta move on.

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<v Speaker 12>Man.

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<v Speaker 1>Look you said it yourself. Look at yeah, you know, no.

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<v Speaker 17>That's that's completely fine though.

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<v Speaker 1>But he's wondering or what are you wondering? What? What

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<v Speaker 1>do you what are you confused about? Why she's what

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<v Speaker 1>if I was straining.

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<v Speaker 11>Out in the middle of nowhere with a death phone?

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<v Speaker 11>Isn't it this human decency to lesson a charge a

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<v Speaker 11>phone for five minutes?

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<v Speaker 4>Do you know?

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<v Speaker 1>Look, I think this isn't even worth It's I think

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<v Speaker 1>it's so in the past, man, I think it's not

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<v Speaker 1>even worth running about because it seems like here's here's

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<v Speaker 1>your problem. Really is that? I mean, this seems like

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<v Speaker 1>it's very actively bothering you. How long ago did this happen?

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<v Speaker 6>Oh?

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<v Speaker 11>Well, I bred it was on four twenty so, three

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<v Speaker 11>weeks ago, two weeks ago.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh listen, my guy, you got to live in the past.

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<v Speaker 1>You're living in the past over here two weeks ago.

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<v Speaker 1>That's like two weeks is the new two years. She's

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<v Speaker 1>living her life. Why didn't she want you to charge

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<v Speaker 1>your phone? I don't know. Maybe she thought you were

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<v Speaker 1>crazy or something.

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<v Speaker 11>Okay, So that's so, that's so, that is at least

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<v Speaker 11>that's the part I didn't understand. It's craziness.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you do you feel like you have can I

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<v Speaker 1>ask you?

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<v Speaker 4>What?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you feel like you have? A very do you

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<v Speaker 1>how would you rate yourself awareness in terms of how

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<v Speaker 1>you come off to other people? Do you think you

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<v Speaker 1>have a good idea of how you come off to

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<v Speaker 1>other people when you're talking when you're talking to them?

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<v Speaker 8>Oh?

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<v Speaker 17>Yeah, with them?

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<v Speaker 11>Like I feel like if I was coming off crazy

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<v Speaker 11>in a situation, I know, and I'm like, all right, okay, okay.

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<v Speaker 1>So in that and when you were hanging out with her,

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<v Speaker 1>did you feel did you were like all right coming off.

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<v Speaker 11>The whole five? I did not get it one time.

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<v Speaker 11>And and even like, even if I did, she stop

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<v Speaker 11>it by inviting me to go hang out another time.

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<v Speaker 17>You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>I understand that, hm, And you never spoke.

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<v Speaker 11>I'm just wondering the human decency part. Like if if

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<v Speaker 11>I hated a person, Like if I went on a

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<v Speaker 11>date with a person and I hated them and they

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<v Speaker 11>were like, Yo, my phone's on five percent and I

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<v Speaker 11>just charged it for ten minutes, I wouldn't be like

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<v Speaker 11>vanished off the face of the earth, you know what

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<v Speaker 11>I mean. I would give the starger and never.

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<v Speaker 17>Talk to them again.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you know what I would say to you, then,

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<v Speaker 1>what's your name again?

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<v Speaker 17>Uh, Tony Stark?

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<v Speaker 1>I believe Tony Stark? Listen, I would say to you.

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<v Speaker 1>Then if you believe that you know what she did

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<v Speaker 1>was was you know, a sign of of of indecency,

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<v Speaker 1>then I would say that you are very lucky that

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<v Speaker 1>she did not contact you again. You did not contact

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<v Speaker 1>her again, because it doesn't seem like you would be

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<v Speaker 1>a good match with each other. Seems like you have

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<v Speaker 1>their values. So I would say you got off easy.

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<v Speaker 1>I would say you should leave it in the past.

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<v Speaker 1>You should move move forward toward you know, other romantic endeavors.

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<v Speaker 17>That's a fair point, all right, Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Do you have any suggested alternatives to City Bank

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<v Speaker 1>or are you gonna.

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<v Speaker 3>Stick with them?

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<v Speaker 17>You know I could perly go to a smaller bank

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<v Speaker 17>just because I feel like they're more. They're more.

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<v Speaker 1>What's the way I'm looking for supporting small.

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<v Speaker 17>Business well not even supporting small businesses, but they're more.

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<v Speaker 17>You're not gonna get a ropeo.

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<v Speaker 11>You're not going to get some person that doesn't care,

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<v Speaker 11>you know what I mean. You're going to get the

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<v Speaker 11>person that's actually talk to you.

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<v Speaker 1>You got to thank you so much. You're calling in

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<v Speaker 1>Tony Stark, You ever wonder for us of the night?

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<v Speaker 3>All from Sabrina.

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<v Speaker 1>Sabrina, Oh my gosh, wait am I on? Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>What?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh my goodness. I I literally just had to refresh

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<v Speaker 3>the page, like right now because actually.

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<v Speaker 1>Now that now that you mentioned I'm not sure if

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<v Speaker 1>you're on, because I'm not sure what you mean by

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<v Speaker 1>when you say you are you on? Are you on?

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<v Speaker 1>When you say are you on?

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<v Speaker 4>On?

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<v Speaker 1>What exactly?

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<v Speaker 16>On?

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<v Speaker 7>Therapy?

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<v Speaker 3>Gecko on a call with Lyle They Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't know how to expect this.

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<v Speaker 4>So, hey, Hey, what's up?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you okay? Everything right?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'm doing great, I'm doing great. Oh my goodness,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just really really shocked.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever spoken before your brain?

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<v Speaker 10>No?

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<v Speaker 1>So you said you did not expect this.

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<v Speaker 6>No, I did not.

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<v Speaker 3>I did not expect this.

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<v Speaker 1>What did you expect.

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<v Speaker 3>I expected to be?

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<v Speaker 18>You know, just.

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<v Speaker 3>Uh not you know, picked up on in terms of

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<v Speaker 3>a call.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm interesting yeah, hm hmmm, uh what I mean? Just

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<v Speaker 1>what you know?

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<v Speaker 8>Well?

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<v Speaker 1>Why even ad? Why even answer that?

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<v Speaker 4>Why?

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<v Speaker 1>Why do I need to do?

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<v Speaker 18>You know?

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's a perfect question. What it has? Everything

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<v Speaker 1>that you could possibly wanted? A question? Why not just

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<v Speaker 1>leave it at that?

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's because we always want more?

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. We always want more? Do you believe that

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<v Speaker 1>you want more? Do you want more? Do you have

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<v Speaker 1>everything that you need? Or do you want more?

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<v Speaker 3>I think that I want I think I want a

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<v Speaker 3>little bit more out of life.

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<v Speaker 12>M m.

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<v Speaker 3>But that's something that I that's something that.

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<v Speaker 9>Only I can get out of it, you know, by

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<v Speaker 9>taking opportunities and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>You think you want a little bit more out of life?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you know what it is? Or do you just

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<v Speaker 1>have this sort of nameless, intangible want.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's just my intuition that's telling me that.

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<v Speaker 1>M M. Intuition is telling you that you want more?

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, what do you have?

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<v Speaker 3>I have a pretty comfortable life.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me about it.

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<v Speaker 9>Well, I uh, I live in a nice home, I

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<v Speaker 9>have two loving, supporting parents. I have a good relationship

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<v Speaker 9>with my sister. I'm glad.

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<v Speaker 1>I awesome.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, things got better and I have a good group

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<v Speaker 9>of friends.

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<v Speaker 1>You're killing it. You got a lot mhm. You know

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<v Speaker 1>you'll be a lot happier. I've noticed, Hey, I have

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<v Speaker 1>this problem right where you know you'll be so much

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<v Speaker 1>happier if you just focus on what you have instead

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<v Speaker 1>of what you want. But I think wanting things it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, we get up out of bed in the

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<v Speaker 1>morning because we want things. If we had everything we wanted,

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<v Speaker 1>we would What's what's the point of what do we do?

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<v Speaker 1>So there's no game?

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<v Speaker 9>I think, you know, once we have everything that we need.

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<v Speaker 9>I think that want is that desire to give someone

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<v Speaker 9>else something?

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<v Speaker 8>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you hm? Essentially, do you feel as though it's

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<v Speaker 1>easier to give people what they want if you already

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<v Speaker 1>have what you want, if you've filled your own glass?

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<v Speaker 3>Sometimes, like whenever people say that, like whenever people say like, oh.

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<v Speaker 9>You can't you know, love someone unless you start loving yourself, Well,

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<v Speaker 9>sometimes I agree with that, but also sometimes I feel like,

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<v Speaker 9>how can we know what true. How it's sometimes it's

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<v Speaker 9>so hard for us to accept self love when we

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<v Speaker 9>ourselves don't see anything good about ourselves, you know, if

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<v Speaker 9>we if it's it's so easy to say, why don't

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<v Speaker 9>you start loving yourself? It's hard to love yourself whenever

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<v Speaker 9>you don't see anything good. That's why I feel like

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<v Speaker 9>it's whenever someone says that they love you that you

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<v Speaker 9>can truly start to you know, start loving yourself. And

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<v Speaker 9>because they're seeing that value in you, maybe, well that's

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<v Speaker 9>what I think.

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<v Speaker 1>I hate that though, because I hate I hate that

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<v Speaker 1>that is, like, you know, I hate the idea that

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<v Speaker 1>you need someone to love you before you love yourself,

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<v Speaker 1>because you know, there's no reason for you to be

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<v Speaker 1>dependent on other people like that. You know, I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that just puts you in a bad spot.

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<v Speaker 9>Hmmm, what do you mean by bad spots?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, Like I feel like, I mean, this

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<v Speaker 1>is just my own personal, personal thoughts that I strongly

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<v Speaker 1>believe in that, you know, I mean, I actually I

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<v Speaker 1>do think you need to love yourself. I'm not gonna

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<v Speaker 1>say you need to love yourself before you love other people,

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<v Speaker 1>but I think that we're needing other people to love

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<v Speaker 1>you before you love yourself is a trap that people.

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<v Speaker 1>People tend to fall into where they need other people's

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<v Speaker 1>validation share they need other people to think that they

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<v Speaker 1>are something before they can think that they're that thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you know? It's a trap. It's a skill that

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people don't take the time to develop

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<v Speaker 1>when they fucks themselves. Maybe they like, you know, get

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<v Speaker 1>into a relationship or something, you know, maybe at an

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<v Speaker 1>early age, and they're in it for a long time,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and so much of their love for themselves

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<v Speaker 1>is just a spin off of their partner's love for them.

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<v Speaker 1>And then the partner leaves or something, and then they

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<v Speaker 1>get fucked because they their love for themselves wasn't based

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<v Speaker 1>off of a solid internal rock, and they get fucked,

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<v Speaker 1>And you want to get fucked like that, dude. That's

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<v Speaker 1>why you gotta build it. It's why you gotta build

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<v Speaker 1>your rock. You gotta build your internal belief in yourself

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<v Speaker 1>and your internal love.

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<v Speaker 12>You know.

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<v Speaker 9>Hm hmm, that's very true.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, how exactly one goes about doing that?

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<v Speaker 10>Know?

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<v Speaker 12>What do you mean?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm just thinking out loud. What what your name was?

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<v Speaker 1>Natalie Sabrina Sabrina? I like that name.

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<v Speaker 3>Thanks, do you have n I kind of really have

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<v Speaker 3>like iffy feelings about it because it sounds a lot

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<v Speaker 3>like my sister's name, so growing up, like my parents

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<v Speaker 3>would always get our names confused.

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<v Speaker 4>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you do, Sabrina?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a college student?

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<v Speaker 1>College do? What do you study?

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<v Speaker 9>I'm just currently getting my basics right now. I'm at

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<v Speaker 9>community college. I'm a liberal arts major.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice. Do you have any idea what you want to

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<v Speaker 1>do in life?

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<v Speaker 12>No?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't.

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<v Speaker 9>Kind of worried about that. I know it, like because

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<v Speaker 9>I know what I don't like, but I don't really know,

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<v Speaker 9>like if I want to pursue something that I'm really

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<v Speaker 9>passionate about, like I really like writing, but I get

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<v Speaker 9>a little bit scared about that because you know, I

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<v Speaker 9>get very apprehensive as to whether or not I can,

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<v Speaker 9>you know, continue to have it as a passion if

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<v Speaker 9>it's slowly, you know, becomes something that you know is like,

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<v Speaker 9>you know, a job to make money, and it's you know,

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<v Speaker 9>something that you know no longer becomes a hobby but

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<v Speaker 9>gets like that middle ground.

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<v Speaker 1>Exactly. We were talking to Tiff about this. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if you were there for that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, I listened in on Tiff, mentioning that, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>that's a tough thing. I feel like I feel like

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<v Speaker 3>because like I'm only nineteen, so like I feel like

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<v Speaker 3>people at my age, I feel like we still have

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<v Speaker 3>a little bit of time to decide what we want

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<v Speaker 3>to do for the rest of our lives, which sounds

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<v Speaker 3>a little bit weird considering it's only you know, so

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<v Speaker 3>you know, it's you've only been alive for so long.

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<v Speaker 7>So.

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<v Speaker 1>A little bit of time. I think you have a

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<v Speaker 1>lot more than a little bit of time.

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<v Speaker 4>You have.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, Actually, the funny part is you have until you

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<v Speaker 1>are dead.

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<v Speaker 9>Damn to do.

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<v Speaker 1>Things in the world. I mean, you say you want

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<v Speaker 1>to write, I mean you can write at any age.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I don't know. When you're thirty six and

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<v Speaker 1>you decide that writing is stupid and you want to

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<v Speaker 1>play guitar, you can play guitar. You know, you can

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<v Speaker 1>do whatever you want all the time. Kind of pretty much,

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<v Speaker 1>you pretty much do whatever you wants all the time,

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<v Speaker 1>unless if you murder someone and go to jail, or

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<v Speaker 1>you get pregnant and you're responsible for a child, you

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<v Speaker 1>can't do whatever you wants all the time, and you

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<v Speaker 1>get so you can't get pregnant or kill anyone. But

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<v Speaker 1>if if you don't, if you don't, if you if

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have a kid or go to jail, you

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<v Speaker 1>can pretty much do whatever you want.

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<v Speaker 3>That is true, That's very true.

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<v Speaker 1>How do you think this conversation went?

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<v Speaker 3>You can be honest, I think it went pretty okay.

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<v Speaker 10>I think it went.

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<v Speaker 3>Pretty good, pretty well. I mean, I again, I wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>expecting it, so the surprise element definitely, it definitely increased

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<v Speaker 3>my enjoyment totally.

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<v Speaker 1>You were definitely. You definitely started off extremely excited about this,

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<v Speaker 1>and then as we got more into it, I think

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<v Speaker 1>your enthusiasm died down as you encountered the reality of

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<v Speaker 1>Do you know what the conversation was?

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<v Speaker 3>Hmm, well, I feel like it's because I think I

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<v Speaker 3>got a little bit more comfortable. Maybe that was it.

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<v Speaker 1>Totally totally. That's good though.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I guess sorry, I was looking at the chat.

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<v Speaker 3>Let me close out of that.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you see anything good? Anything in there?

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<v Speaker 3>It's whatever? I mean, Hey, it's like it's like your

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<v Speaker 3>callers said earlier, got to do you?

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<v Speaker 1>You know absolutely I agree with that. Hey, Sabrina, I

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<v Speaker 1>have one quick question before we go. Yep, what happened.

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<v Speaker 3>Shit happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Thanks so much for calling Sabrini, you everyone for us

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<v Speaker 1>the night's pleasure talking to m H.

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<v Speaker 3>All from Eli.

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<v Speaker 14>Eli, hey gg.

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<v Speaker 1>How are you Eli?

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<v Speaker 15>Good?

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<v Speaker 1>Elijah? Is that sort for Elijah?

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<v Speaker 4>No?

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<v Speaker 12>Just Eli.

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<v Speaker 1>Eli? Elijah is the name of the oh you had?

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I was gonna go on. Here's what

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<v Speaker 1>all right? Just now, just now I said, I said,

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<v Speaker 1>Elijah is the name of it? You said, you're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>say the thing I interrupted you. I was gonna go

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<v Speaker 1>on a tangent about how Elijah is the name of

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<v Speaker 1>like some god or something that you leave the door

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<v Speaker 1>open to come in to your house during shapat, But

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<v Speaker 1>that would that would have been a stupid thing to say.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'll let you say the thing that you were

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<v Speaker 1>going to say when I interrupted you to say that.

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<v Speaker 1>And I actually made my explanation probably took longer than

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<v Speaker 1>what I just said, especially because what I was going

1:30:10.040 --> 1:30:13.040
<v Speaker 1>to say. I said it anyway in my explanation. But

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<v Speaker 1>I want you to ignore the fact that I'm doing

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm doing right now and say exactly what you're

1:30:18.520 --> 1:30:19.720
<v Speaker 1>going to say before I interrupted you.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I was gonna kind of I think you're wrong

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<v Speaker 3>about the bet.

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<v Speaker 15>I'm sorry you made me past this, Okay, I mean

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<v Speaker 15>it was under the assumption that it was the bet

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<v Speaker 15>was placed on the game that was in the background.

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<v Speaker 1>So no, it was not under the assumption I said.

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<v Speaker 1>It was said the nineteen ninety seven super Bowl. I

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<v Speaker 1>said we were betting on the nineteen ninety seven super Bowl.

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<v Speaker 1>There's no assumptions to be made when I say specifically,

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<v Speaker 1>I am betting on the nineteenth ninety seven Super Bowl.

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<v Speaker 3>All right, maybe I don't know that the collar fully understand.

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<v Speaker 4>Did that, But.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, whose fault is that?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, there was a miscommunication.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess maybe I'm past them, So past the sea line.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, I'm on the next thing. Have you ever thought

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<v Speaker 3>about how often we talk in idioms?

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<v Speaker 1>How often we talk in idioms?

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<v Speaker 3>So you had two callers both say that they were

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<v Speaker 3>working or that they were like working as hard as dogs.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, well they both mentioned dogs. One was sick as

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<v Speaker 1>a dog, one was working as hard as a dog.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, those are both idioms. Yes, And so many times

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<v Speaker 3>when we're talking about like games, you know, some people

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<v Speaker 3>say that they were real barn burners.

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<v Speaker 1>What is it. I've never heard that before. It is

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<v Speaker 1>a barn burner.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, it's like a really good game, like a real

1:31:56.479 --> 1:32:03.719
<v Speaker 3>nail ighter. Again another idiom mhmyard a barn burner.

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<v Speaker 1>Barn burner means a good game? Is this bar? Does

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<v Speaker 1>this bar and burner mean the same thing as a

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<v Speaker 1>nail bier?

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<v Speaker 16>Yes?

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<v Speaker 7>Do you?

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<v Speaker 1>I've never heard the barn burner before. Do you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like sort of what that the nail bier? Like you're

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<v Speaker 1>biting your nails because you're like nervous about what's gonna happen.

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<v Speaker 1>But I don't understand the barn burner one.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I looked it up once, but I can't remember

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<v Speaker 3>exactly the etymology of it.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you if you have to take a wild

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<v Speaker 1>guess of an explanation of the idea, how do you?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you? What do you think it means?

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<v Speaker 3>Well?

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<v Speaker 6>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like people all would like stand around watching a

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<v Speaker 3>bar and burn because like back in the day, perhaps

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<v Speaker 3>there wasn't a lot of entertainment, and so if there

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<v Speaker 3>was a bar and burning down, everyone would like go

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<v Speaker 3>and watch.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow, that's a little said, that's kind of song. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, I think he might be right. I think

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<v Speaker 1>he might be right, a barn burner. I like that, right,

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<v Speaker 1>But people people, you know, back before there was entertainment,

1:33:11.000 --> 1:33:15.320
<v Speaker 1>people found entertainment and destruction, which is very a little

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<v Speaker 1>sad when you think about it.

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<v Speaker 3>It is sad. Hopefully they got all the.

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<v Speaker 1>Animals out, Ah, I feel like they didn't. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that was part of the entertainment for them, which, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I think I think that I've I

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<v Speaker 1>think we've we've discovered the reason why that's not as

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<v Speaker 1>popular as an idiom as a nail butter, because it's

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit dark.

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe you're probably right on that.

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<v Speaker 1>What did you say? Your name was Eli? Eli. Are

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<v Speaker 1>you competitive?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, I'm very competitive, but there's a caveat to it.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm competitive about things that I think I can win.

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<v Speaker 1>Competitive about things that you think you can win.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so if there's no chance of me winning, then

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<v Speaker 3>I don't give a shit.

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<v Speaker 1>This is interesting because this is sort of builds off

1:34:12.640 --> 1:34:14.080
<v Speaker 1>of I don't know if you heard the conversation I

1:34:14.200 --> 1:34:18.400
<v Speaker 1>just had. You did, because you brought up the we

1:34:18.400 --> 1:34:22.759
<v Speaker 1>were talking about ignorance. You're not ignorantly. You're not competitive

1:34:22.800 --> 1:34:26.000
<v Speaker 1>ignorantly because if you were, because you're only a better

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<v Speaker 1>of things that you know that you have a shot

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<v Speaker 1>at winning.

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<v Speaker 3>Correct and like betting on sports or something. I feel

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<v Speaker 3>like a lot of that is chance unless you can develop,

1:34:36.960 --> 1:34:42.759
<v Speaker 3>you know, some really good mathematical models to potentially predict

1:34:42.840 --> 1:34:48.200
<v Speaker 3>the outcomes with a higher probability. But regardless, you know,

1:34:48.280 --> 1:34:52.880
<v Speaker 3>that's just chance. So that's not really a competitive.

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<v Speaker 5>Thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like That's what I said to our very

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<v Speaker 1>first caller who told us that she was competitive in monopoly.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and then I mean there is some strategies of monopoly, though, I.

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<v Speaker 1>Got I guess there's like, how would you describe the

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<v Speaker 1>strategy of monopoly, because to me, it's all about the

1:35:13.640 --> 1:35:15.599
<v Speaker 1>dice rolls and who lands on what first.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, yes, that is a big part of it. But

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<v Speaker 3>then there's also the strategy of like buying only houses

1:35:24.400 --> 1:35:29.920
<v Speaker 3>so that you can like remove anybody else the opportunity

1:35:29.960 --> 1:35:30.519
<v Speaker 3>to buy.

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<v Speaker 1>Houses interesting and run out of houses. Is that a thing?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, that's the thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I did not know that.

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<v Speaker 4>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>What were you going to say?

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<v Speaker 3>I kind of lost my train of thought. I'm sorry, No, No,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know if it was about monopoly or it'll

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<v Speaker 3>come back to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Probably actually competitive about things that you believe that you

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<v Speaker 1>have a chance at succeeding. And what are some things

1:36:05.760 --> 1:36:07.400
<v Speaker 1>that you are competitive about that you believe you have

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<v Speaker 1>a chances exceeding.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, sorry, I'm gonna I just remembered it. I'm a

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<v Speaker 3>big rule follower, so hence in monopoly then I am

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<v Speaker 3>competitive like about following rules as well, because if somebody

1:36:22.960 --> 1:36:25.720
<v Speaker 3>like doesn't follow the same rules or you're not, you know,

1:36:25.800 --> 1:36:30.240
<v Speaker 3>playing by the same yeah, by the same rules, then.

1:36:32.160 --> 1:36:33.040
<v Speaker 4>I mean it's rigged.

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<v Speaker 3>It's not a fair competition.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me ask you a question here. Your passion for

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<v Speaker 1>rule following does it extend beyond the realm of board

1:36:43.360 --> 1:36:48.320
<v Speaker 1>games and into life? Were you always do it at

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<v Speaker 1>Following rules in school, following rules in society?

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<v Speaker 3>No? No, And I think that society has built too

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<v Speaker 3>many rules that are unnecessary to follow.

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<v Speaker 1>So if you can here's what I don't get. Then

1:37:06.840 --> 1:37:10.080
<v Speaker 1>if you can admit that some of society's rules are unnecessary,

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<v Speaker 1>why are you so stubborn on the idea that you

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<v Speaker 1>know some of monopolies rules might be unnecessary, such as

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<v Speaker 1>the ones that there are a finite amount of houses.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, they might be, but you have to agree to

1:37:21.800 --> 1:37:26.879
<v Speaker 3>how you're going to play the games as with whoever

1:37:26.960 --> 1:37:30.120
<v Speaker 3>you're playing the game with. So if you if everyone

1:37:30.160 --> 1:37:33.840
<v Speaker 3>agrees to abide by a new set of rules for

1:37:34.000 --> 1:37:39.160
<v Speaker 3>monopoly like free parking and getting cash that's in the middle,

1:37:40.439 --> 1:37:42.040
<v Speaker 3>then that's an okay rule to.

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<v Speaker 8>Institute.

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<v Speaker 3>But if you don't have that baseline of everyone having

1:37:50.800 --> 1:37:54.799
<v Speaker 3>the same expectation and the same rules, then it's totally unfair.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, So you believe that monopolies rules are backed by

1:37:58.160 --> 1:38:00.880
<v Speaker 1>the fact that everyone participating in the game aim has

1:38:01.000 --> 1:38:04.120
<v Speaker 1>agreed to the rules before beginning to participate in the game.

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<v Speaker 1>But wouldn't you say that we live by a social

1:38:07.600 --> 1:38:10.760
<v Speaker 1>contract that we have all agreed to, for example, the

1:38:10.840 --> 1:38:14.480
<v Speaker 1>rule that we can't murder each other. By living in society,

1:38:14.520 --> 1:38:18.640
<v Speaker 1>we all sort of agree to certain rules.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes we do, we do, But that's also you're kind

1:38:22.600 --> 1:38:26.800
<v Speaker 3>of like going over into like morality. So they're not

1:38:27.320 --> 1:38:32.800
<v Speaker 3>they're not rules per se. They're not Well, yeah, I

1:38:32.800 --> 1:38:35.599
<v Speaker 3>guess they are laws, but do.

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<v Speaker 10>You understand what I mean?

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<v Speaker 3>Like there's like some laws like does everyone wear seatbelts?

1:38:40.960 --> 1:38:44.920
<v Speaker 3>People speed all of the time? Like those are laws,

1:38:45.000 --> 1:38:48.760
<v Speaker 3>Those are rules, not everyone to buy them.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think that people should speed less.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, probably would cause less deaths.

1:38:58.120 --> 1:39:00.719
<v Speaker 1>Probably would.

1:39:01.680 --> 1:39:04.200
<v Speaker 3>I mean, it's there for a reason, right, and wearing

1:39:04.240 --> 1:39:05.839
<v Speaker 3>seatbelts is there for a reason.

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<v Speaker 1>It's no. So theoretically, if I were to play a

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<v Speaker 1>game Monopoly, and then I wanted to buy a house

1:39:11.920 --> 1:39:13.400
<v Speaker 1>and you said no, there's no more houses, and I said,

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<v Speaker 1>we can just use the dog or the iron, and

1:39:17.080 --> 1:39:19.080
<v Speaker 1>you said, no, that's not part of the rules, I'm like, well,

1:39:20.479 --> 1:39:23.120
<v Speaker 1>I almost hit an old lady on the way over

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<v Speaker 1>here because I was going seventy miles an hour in

1:39:25.520 --> 1:39:29.920
<v Speaker 1>a forty and I broke that rule. So I'm on

1:39:29.960 --> 1:39:31.519
<v Speaker 1>a roll right now. I should just break every rule

1:39:31.520 --> 1:39:33.000
<v Speaker 1>that there is to break that I see in front

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<v Speaker 1>of me.

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<v Speaker 3>Would right, Well, so then that's where my competitive edge

1:39:37.920 --> 1:39:40.719
<v Speaker 3>would come in and I would start getting really angry

1:39:40.760 --> 1:39:44.439
<v Speaker 3>at the game. I would say, no, that's not fair.

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<v Speaker 1>What did your name was?

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<v Speaker 10>Eli?

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<v Speaker 1>Eli?

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<v Speaker 8>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>How do you think this conversation went?

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<v Speaker 3>I think it went great. I had a great time.

1:40:00.479 --> 1:40:04.960
<v Speaker 3>I think we both heard each other's sides and yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I think so. I think this is very civil discussion.

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<v Speaker 8>I agree.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you ever want to for.

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<v Speaker 3>Us to night get yep?

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<v Speaker 8>All from.

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<v Speaker 1>The Hello, Hey, what's your name? My friend?

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<v Speaker 16>Taylor?

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<v Speaker 1>Taylor? Taylor. We have we spoken before?

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<v Speaker 16>No, but I comment sometimes.

1:40:36.200 --> 1:40:38.599
<v Speaker 1>Okay, we have not spoken, but we've commented. So we've

1:40:38.640 --> 1:40:41.880
<v Speaker 1>engaged in sort of a one way dialogue, a one

1:40:41.880 --> 1:40:44.760
<v Speaker 1>way monologue, a one way form of communicat one way

1:40:44.760 --> 1:40:46.679
<v Speaker 1>conversation of some kind in a way.

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<v Speaker 16>Yes, I mean there's been like a quick two ways sometimes,

1:40:50.320 --> 1:40:51.519
<v Speaker 16>but mostly are one way.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what kinds of comments do you leave? Do you

1:40:54.120 --> 1:40:57.720
<v Speaker 1>leave mean comments? Nice comments, neutral comments of all?

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<v Speaker 16>Definitely nice? I keep it nice?

1:41:00.760 --> 1:41:02.880
<v Speaker 1>You keep it nice? Do you ever let anything mean slip?

1:41:03.640 --> 1:41:04.840
<v Speaker 1>It starts to be nice all the time.

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<v Speaker 16>Not on the twitch, you know, I try to keep

1:41:08.280 --> 1:41:10.080
<v Speaker 16>it pretty pretty good on the.

1:41:10.000 --> 1:41:13.439
<v Speaker 1>Twitch, pretty good on the twitch. So when you say

1:41:13.439 --> 1:41:15.400
<v Speaker 1>on the twitch, does that mean that there are other

1:41:15.400 --> 1:41:18.439
<v Speaker 1>places in which you do leave me in comments? Maybe

1:41:18.439 --> 1:41:19.160
<v Speaker 1>even in your head?

1:41:20.840 --> 1:41:23.040
<v Speaker 16>I mean in my head. Yeah, I'm trying to keep

1:41:23.080 --> 1:41:25.240
<v Speaker 16>it out of like the typing part, but in my

1:41:25.320 --> 1:41:25.960
<v Speaker 16>head yeah.

1:41:26.479 --> 1:41:33.479
<v Speaker 1>M hm hmmm. What kind of comments do you think

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<v Speaker 1>up in your head?

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<v Speaker 16>In what context?

1:41:40.080 --> 1:41:42.439
<v Speaker 1>You say you're thinking of mean comments in your head?

1:41:42.680 --> 1:41:46.080
<v Speaker 1>But so whenever you you know, think of something that

1:41:46.160 --> 1:41:48.400
<v Speaker 1>is not nice, it's something that is unsavory. You like

1:41:48.400 --> 1:41:50.640
<v Speaker 1>to keep it in your head. You think to yourself, Oh,

1:41:50.680 --> 1:41:53.240
<v Speaker 1>this will be best if I kept myself and not sure

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<v Speaker 1>with others.

1:41:56.760 --> 1:42:00.759
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, I mean I try to keep.

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<v Speaker 16>In general.

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<v Speaker 1>In general, we say you're a positive person.

1:42:08.960 --> 1:42:12.000
<v Speaker 16>I would say in general, yeah, I think everyone like

1:42:12.600 --> 1:42:17.080
<v Speaker 16>this normally a little critical, but those are the things

1:42:17.120 --> 1:42:18.120
<v Speaker 16>we don't type on twitch.

1:42:19.840 --> 1:42:26.519
<v Speaker 1>I like that. Mm hmm. Would you say that your

1:42:26.640 --> 1:42:35.599
<v Speaker 1>gut reaction, your gut judgment of things is critical and

1:42:35.640 --> 1:42:42.120
<v Speaker 1>then you sort of consciously make aims to be less

1:42:42.120 --> 1:42:46.640
<v Speaker 1>critical or which is commendable if that is the tra

1:42:46.800 --> 1:42:50.559
<v Speaker 1>if that is the case, or is your gut to

1:42:50.640 --> 1:42:51.160
<v Speaker 1>be positive?

1:42:54.160 --> 1:42:58.679
<v Speaker 4>Gut's positive, You're lucky.

1:42:59.240 --> 1:43:00.720
<v Speaker 1>We Has it always been or did you have to

1:43:00.720 --> 1:43:03.360
<v Speaker 1>train it to be that way?

1:43:04.720 --> 1:43:08.640
<v Speaker 16>I think it's like a training kind of thing. I

1:43:08.640 --> 1:43:12.840
<v Speaker 16>feel like you go, like my experience is like junior high.

1:43:12.840 --> 1:43:17.679
<v Speaker 16>You go through like a part where like you start

1:43:17.720 --> 1:43:20.320
<v Speaker 16>to kind of see other people doing the negative. You

1:43:20.400 --> 1:43:23.200
<v Speaker 16>kind of go for the negative a little bit, but

1:43:23.280 --> 1:43:27.519
<v Speaker 16>then like you learn from that and then be more positive. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely, definitely very impressionable at a young age, you know. Yeah,

1:43:35.439 --> 1:43:38.240
<v Speaker 1>that's why Actually, that actually is interesting that you mentioned that,

1:43:38.320 --> 1:43:43.280
<v Speaker 1>because I think about that a lot, especially when I

1:43:43.320 --> 1:43:53.720
<v Speaker 1>see what's popular on the internet on TikTok negativity scarily

1:43:54.240 --> 1:44:00.440
<v Speaker 1>very popular with the kids these days.

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah, and also someone I know I'm not supposed to

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<v Speaker 16>read the chat, but I just saw someone say it's

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<v Speaker 16>just the guy from the hot tub and I am definitely.

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<v Speaker 1>Female the guy from the hot tub.

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<v Speaker 16>Oh is this the guy the one from the hot tub.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure what we're talking about.

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<v Speaker 16>It was just something in the chat, but I don't know.

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<v Speaker 16>I'm a girl other than that.

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<v Speaker 3>Sorry, I got distracted.

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<v Speaker 1>It's okay. This is the chat. Did you and me?

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<v Speaker 1>We're having a chat right now.

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah, it's true. It's pretty wild.

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<v Speaker 1>Great, I think it's wild. It is.

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<v Speaker 16>You're in like the States somewhere, I'm guessing somewhere. Yes,

1:44:50.080 --> 1:44:53.639
<v Speaker 16>I am having Canada, which is like, I mean, I'm

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<v Speaker 16>not the guy in Turkey or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>But I know, through the gracious so the graces of technology.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, we're really standing on the shoulders of the

1:45:05.800 --> 1:45:11.400
<v Speaker 1>giants who came before us. Alexander Graham bell al Gore,

1:45:11.439 --> 1:45:12.639
<v Speaker 1>who invented the internet.

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<v Speaker 16>Was that in Nova Scotia reference. Did you know that I.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't know what.

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<v Speaker 16>That Alexander Graham Bell is from Nova Scotia.

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<v Speaker 1>No, Alexander Graham Bell went to the telephone.

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah, and he's from Nova Scotia, which is where.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I didn't know that I thought he was. I

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<v Speaker 1>thought he was from America. Actually, I actually didn't think

1:45:34.920 --> 1:45:38.000
<v Speaker 1>he was from America. I didn't I never thought about

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<v Speaker 1>where he was from. I just know who that he

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<v Speaker 1>met the.

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<v Speaker 16>Telephone Bully Canadian, which I mean that's from I'm from

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<v Speaker 16>Nova Scotia. That's a pretty small place. That was pretty impressive.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell I have a question for you.

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<v Speaker 12>What happened?

1:45:53.880 --> 1:45:54.559
<v Speaker 1>What happened?

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<v Speaker 16>Okay, So the thing that into my mind, do you

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<v Speaker 16>know how yourself thought, like your your iPhone, it comes

1:46:04.920 --> 1:46:08.240
<v Speaker 16>up with these little stories that come up with like oh,

1:46:08.320 --> 1:46:10.080
<v Speaker 16>like here's a time in your life and it shows

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<v Speaker 16>these little thing of your pictures.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, yes, the memories of your pictures.

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<v Speaker 16>Yep, iPhone does it Apple whatever? Yeah, So it came

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<v Speaker 16>up with this story that it thought that I wanted,

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<v Speaker 16>like picked it from my pictures, put it together into

1:46:23.280 --> 1:46:26.880
<v Speaker 16>this like video thing and it picks it from like

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<v Speaker 16>a time in your life, and it picked March twenty eight,

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<v Speaker 16>twenty twenty twenty, which is the day that my parents

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<v Speaker 16>house burnt down. Oh no, so put like a video

1:46:38.400 --> 1:46:41.280
<v Speaker 16>together being like you're gonna like this, this is your

1:46:41.280 --> 1:46:43.320
<v Speaker 16>memories and then that's that who day?

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<v Speaker 1>Was there happy music behind it? Yep?

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<v Speaker 16>Totally very inspirational.

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<v Speaker 1>What kind of music did they put behind it?

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<v Speaker 11>Like that?

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<v Speaker 16>Really like things are great chilling in like very like

1:47:01.960 --> 1:47:03.479
<v Speaker 16>stock music kind of thing.

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<v Speaker 12>Mm hm.

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<v Speaker 1>And what was your reaction?

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<v Speaker 16>I guess not like surprised. The old apple the computer

1:47:18.920 --> 1:47:22.080
<v Speaker 16>doesn't really get you. But it's just interesting that I

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<v Speaker 16>didn't know that, like, you know, house burning down photos

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<v Speaker 16>were not something I wanted to see, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Hmm. Do you think it's possible that the iPhone was

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<v Speaker 1>taunting you?

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<v Speaker 10>I could see it.

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<v Speaker 16>Intentionally, Yeah, like for whatever reason, that just that's what

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<v Speaker 16>the computer, like it was programmed to do.

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<v Speaker 8>Hmm.

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<v Speaker 16>I guess we'll ever go.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you keep the slide show or did you delete it?

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<v Speaker 16>I did keep it. It's you know, it's been traumatic,

1:48:18.560 --> 1:48:21.920
<v Speaker 16>but now I'm just kind of like, that's actually pretty funny.

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<v Speaker 4>So it is.

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<v Speaker 1>It is a little funny in retrospect, not your parents

1:48:27.600 --> 1:48:32.599
<v Speaker 1>burning house burning down but the fact that your phone

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<v Speaker 1>made a happy slide show of it, that's uh.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, I guess.

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<v Speaker 1>So, how do you think this phone call went?

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<v Speaker 6>Well?

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<v Speaker 16>The chap still thinks I'm a guy, so that tror

1:48:59.600 --> 1:49:00.559
<v Speaker 16>female all Taylor.

1:49:01.520 --> 1:49:05.320
<v Speaker 1>Taylor, don't read the chat. Taylor.

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<v Speaker 16>I know, I know. I should have learned my lesson

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<v Speaker 16>by now.

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<v Speaker 1>It's honestly, it's a little rude, Taylor. Like imagine if

1:49:13.000 --> 1:49:15.280
<v Speaker 1>we were just talking, you know, face to face, and

1:49:15.320 --> 1:49:18.240
<v Speaker 1>you were like on your phone, you know, while we're talking.

1:49:18.320 --> 1:49:20.120
<v Speaker 1>You know, you're on your computer while we're talking, just

1:49:20.160 --> 1:49:29.599
<v Speaker 1>like reading you know, the texts. It's so rude. Yeah, right,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I forgive you, Taylor. I believe that you

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<v Speaker 1>have positive intentions. I believe you're a pure soul. I'm

1:49:36.000 --> 1:49:44.760
<v Speaker 1>not here to diss you, but I Taylor, you never

1:49:44.760 --> 1:49:48.000
<v Speaker 1>have to apologize to me for anything ever. I appreciate

1:49:48.040 --> 1:49:52.080
<v Speaker 1>you calling in. You have great nights as well.

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<v Speaker 3>Pull from to accept press one.

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<v Speaker 1>Hello scholar, Hello, hey man, I can't hear you at all.

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<v Speaker 1>You gotta you gotta either take yourself off speakerphone or

1:50:11.760 --> 1:50:14.640
<v Speaker 1>speak up, or you know I can hear you. I

1:50:14.680 --> 1:50:16.200
<v Speaker 1>can hear you a little bit better. What's your name,

1:50:16.280 --> 1:50:22.920
<v Speaker 1>my friend, my child, I'm Josh, Josh, Josh. What size?

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<v Speaker 1>How big is your head in comparison to the rest

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<v Speaker 1>of your body?

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<v Speaker 12>It's twice as big.

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<v Speaker 1>Your head is twice as big as the rest of

1:50:33.479 --> 1:50:35.599
<v Speaker 1>your Your head is twice as big as the normal head,

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<v Speaker 1>or twice as big as the size of your body.

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<v Speaker 1>Both look, uh, Josh, just because I asked you a

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<v Speaker 1>silly question does not give you permission to lie to me.

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<v Speaker 12>Okay, I'm sorry. My head is the average size.

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<v Speaker 1>Good. So I asked the silly question, and I and

1:50:55.840 --> 1:50:58.280
<v Speaker 1>you know, if someone gives me a silly answer, then

1:50:58.280 --> 1:51:00.160
<v Speaker 1>they're silly person, that they're a silly guy. And I

1:51:00.160 --> 1:51:01.640
<v Speaker 1>could tell that you're a silly guy because he gave

1:51:01.680 --> 1:51:04.080
<v Speaker 1>a silly answer to the silly question. But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in a serious mood. I'm in the mood to

1:51:06.479 --> 1:51:08.680
<v Speaker 1>have a serious a silly discussion. I was merely I

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<v Speaker 1>merely began this discussion silly to kind of feel you out,

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<v Speaker 1>make sure that you would be suited to have the

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<v Speaker 1>kind of serious discussion that I'm interested in having this evening.

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<v Speaker 1>And I could tell that you are not so fine.

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<v Speaker 1>We won't have a serious discussion.

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<v Speaker 12>I want to have a man. This is the second

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<v Speaker 12>time I got on. I can't believe it.

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<v Speaker 1>I have a questions for you. Okay, what happened?

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<v Speaker 12>What happened or what happens?

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<v Speaker 1>I have a question for you, Josh, Yeah, what happened.

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<v Speaker 11>Life?

1:51:49.120 --> 1:51:49.840
<v Speaker 1>What about life?

1:51:51.200 --> 1:51:52.519
<v Speaker 12>It happens?

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<v Speaker 1>Did it happen today?

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<v Speaker 17>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>What happened today? In life?

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<v Speaker 16>You know?

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<v Speaker 12>Death happened in my life recently. Let me talk about that.

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry to hear that.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, So last can I tell a story real quick?

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<v Speaker 1>Sure? Why not?

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<v Speaker 12>So last time I called you, I played the ukulele.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, I don't know if you remember that you played

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<v Speaker 1>the ukulele? Was this while I was so sleep?

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<v Speaker 12>No, you were awake, you were. I saw that sleeping stream.

1:52:29.800 --> 1:52:32.599
<v Speaker 12>That was awesome, all right.

1:52:32.600 --> 1:52:33.920
<v Speaker 1>The last time he called you played the ale.

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<v Speaker 12>And then so my friend was over. His name is Johnny,

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<v Speaker 12>and we were getting certified to be welders weld metal right,

1:52:45.720 --> 1:52:51.320
<v Speaker 12>and he's a certified welder welding inspector. And I was

1:52:51.360 --> 1:52:54.200
<v Speaker 12>talking to you on the phone with him, and about

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<v Speaker 12>a week later, I don't know, about three days later,

1:52:57.040 --> 1:52:57.800
<v Speaker 12>he passed away.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.

1:52:59.479 --> 1:53:03.519
<v Speaker 12>Man, It's kind of reminded me, like that's why it

1:53:03.640 --> 1:53:06.519
<v Speaker 12>kind of called you his because last time I talked

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<v Speaker 12>to you, he was he was here, actually at my house.

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<v Speaker 12>Did I talk to him, No, he was in he

1:53:14.000 --> 1:53:16.800
<v Speaker 12>was in the garage. I was talking to you on

1:53:16.880 --> 1:53:20.400
<v Speaker 12>the phone and we were getting it was kind of later.

1:53:21.040 --> 1:53:28.760
<v Speaker 12>We were he was certifying us to get welding uh certified.

1:53:29.200 --> 1:53:31.719
<v Speaker 12>Uh you know, welders three of us.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm.

1:53:33.560 --> 1:53:36.720
<v Speaker 12>I'm a I'm a large scale sculpture artists, so I

1:53:36.840 --> 1:53:44.759
<v Speaker 12>do like big metal sculptures and uh so I needed

1:53:44.760 --> 1:53:49.439
<v Speaker 12>to be certified for this project. And he was over

1:53:49.520 --> 1:53:55.599
<v Speaker 12>at the house and that was the last time I

1:53:55.640 --> 1:54:02.320
<v Speaker 12>saw him. Mm hmm was about three four weeks ago.

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<v Speaker 1>How are you feeling since?

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<v Speaker 12>You know, I was kind of I was angry at first.

1:54:09.880 --> 1:54:14.400
<v Speaker 12>I was angry as a lot of people, and I'm

1:54:14.439 --> 1:54:20.040
<v Speaker 12>not as angry anymore, but you know, I do miss

1:54:20.080 --> 1:54:21.360
<v Speaker 12>him for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you make metal sculptures of.

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<v Speaker 12>I'm a big burning Man sculpture artist. Interesting, I've done

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<v Speaker 12>some of the biggest sculptures at burning Man over the

1:54:37.680 --> 1:54:42.120
<v Speaker 12>last twenty years. And I'm a professional sculpture artist with

1:54:43.200 --> 1:54:49.040
<v Speaker 12>like commercial commissions and I'm an architect too.

1:54:50.400 --> 1:54:54.120
<v Speaker 1>That's cool. I was actually thinking I was looking into

1:54:54.160 --> 1:54:57.880
<v Speaker 1>burning Man recently. I think it would I don't know

1:54:57.920 --> 1:54:59.360
<v Speaker 1>a lot about it, but someone told me that I

1:54:59.360 --> 1:55:02.200
<v Speaker 1>could set up a the tenth. I have no idea

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<v Speaker 1>what that means.

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<v Speaker 12>Yep. So there's a big city, you know that everybody

1:55:07.360 --> 1:55:10.640
<v Speaker 12>camps at at burning Man, and that's where everybody kind

1:55:10.640 --> 1:55:13.440
<v Speaker 12>of lives in the city. And people will do that

1:55:13.920 --> 1:55:18.960
<v Speaker 12>in camps They'll have like events and bars and you know,

1:55:20.280 --> 1:55:24.080
<v Speaker 12>ted talks and kind of lectures. I mean, anything goes

1:55:24.120 --> 1:55:26.880
<v Speaker 12>at bernie Man really, but yeah, that would definitely go.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, maybe I'll do that. That sounds kind of fun.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah. So yeah, I've been going out to Bernie Man

1:55:34.240 --> 1:55:38.880
<v Speaker 12>for over twenty years and made like a you know,

1:55:39.080 --> 1:55:47.000
<v Speaker 12>four story glass and steel jellyfish, twenty foot robot, twenty

1:55:47.040 --> 1:55:51.680
<v Speaker 12>foot tall robot, and a bunch of other stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>When is the next Oh what are you gonna say?

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<v Speaker 12>Oh? I was gonna say my friend who passed the

1:56:00.160 --> 1:56:05.800
<v Speaker 12>way he was also he went to burning Man with us,

1:56:05.880 --> 1:56:09.440
<v Speaker 12>and he helped us build a lot of these big projects.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice. Are you planning on building something for him?

1:56:15.080 --> 1:56:18.480
<v Speaker 12>Yes? So I have a robot. Well, I have a

1:56:18.600 --> 1:56:22.400
<v Speaker 12>robot that he worked on. It's called I Robot and

1:56:22.560 --> 1:56:27.680
<v Speaker 12>it was a burning Man twenty eighteen in the Center

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<v Speaker 12>Camp and he helped weld it. And I want to

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<v Speaker 12>It's in my front yard right now. Yeah, I think

1:56:36.080 --> 1:56:41.760
<v Speaker 12>I'm gonna it's gonna get installed in California hopefully pretty soon.

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<v Speaker 12>I'm from Nevada.

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<v Speaker 1>That sounds awesome.

1:56:46.280 --> 1:56:51.680
<v Speaker 12>Yeah, I would definitely honor him. His name was Johnny,

1:56:53.680 --> 1:56:57.800
<v Speaker 12>and he helped us a lot and in our community

1:56:57.960 --> 1:57:05.080
<v Speaker 12>to you know, built really big art, and yeah, I

1:57:05.120 --> 1:57:10.240
<v Speaker 12>definitely need to. I want to honor him several ways

1:57:10.280 --> 1:57:14.960
<v Speaker 12>with that piece. And I have another piece I started

1:57:14.960 --> 1:57:18.880
<v Speaker 12>working on to memorialize him.

1:57:19.320 --> 1:57:21.760
<v Speaker 1>Is this this piece, this robot piece, is it going

1:57:21.800 --> 1:57:27.600
<v Speaker 1>to be at the next Burning Man in California?

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<v Speaker 12>Well, berniinge Man got canceled again this year because of COVID.

1:57:32.080 --> 1:57:35.560
<v Speaker 12>Just got canceled like a week ago, uh now, like

1:57:35.600 --> 1:57:38.560
<v Speaker 12>three or four days ago, and so there's no burning

1:57:38.640 --> 1:57:44.040
<v Speaker 12>Man this year. I probably won't go back to Bernie Man. Honestly, again,

1:57:45.080 --> 1:57:46.960
<v Speaker 12>why not a little corrupt?

1:57:48.000 --> 1:57:48.720
<v Speaker 1>It's corrupt?

1:57:49.560 --> 1:57:50.280
<v Speaker 12>Yeah?

1:57:50.440 --> 1:57:51.160
<v Speaker 1>How is it corrupt?

1:57:52.320 --> 1:57:56.920
<v Speaker 12>Maybe pretty controversial? I don't know. I have my opinions

1:57:58.160 --> 1:58:02.120
<v Speaker 12>interesting Burning Man. A lot of people think it's just

1:58:02.160 --> 1:58:05.960
<v Speaker 12>a bunch of naked people, you know, running around in

1:58:05.960 --> 1:58:10.600
<v Speaker 12>the desert doing drugs and you know, fucking each other.

1:58:10.640 --> 1:58:11.320
<v Speaker 12>Oh can I say that.

1:58:11.760 --> 1:58:13.280
<v Speaker 1>I can't gonna say whatever you wanted.

1:58:15.600 --> 1:58:20.640
<v Speaker 12>It kind of is you know, a lot of CD

1:58:20.800 --> 1:58:22.280
<v Speaker 12>stuff goes on a Burning Man.

1:58:25.840 --> 1:58:32.240
<v Speaker 1>Is your perception of it sort of more spiritual and

1:58:32.360 --> 1:58:35.880
<v Speaker 1>less let's all get naked and do drugs in the desert.

1:58:36.480 --> 1:58:39.400
<v Speaker 12>It's the biggest art show in the world. So that's

1:58:39.440 --> 1:58:42.800
<v Speaker 12>why that's gone for the last twenty years. For the art.

1:58:43.160 --> 1:58:47.120
<v Speaker 12>Strictly for the art, you know, I go there every

1:58:47.200 --> 1:58:51.240
<v Speaker 12>year to build. You know, it's the hardest place to

1:58:51.280 --> 1:58:56.800
<v Speaker 12>do art, honestly. You know, I do public amenity art,

1:58:57.760 --> 1:59:05.320
<v Speaker 12>you know, sculpture, public art, So doing art outside is challenging,

1:59:05.760 --> 1:59:08.640
<v Speaker 12>you know, large scale art, and then doing it in

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<v Speaker 12>the middle of the desert is even more. Is the

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<v Speaker 12>hardest place to do art, I think. So I go

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<v Speaker 12>strictly to build some of the biggest art in the

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<v Speaker 12>world and to design it.

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<v Speaker 1>Who did you say your name was, Josh, Josh, Josh,

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<v Speaker 1>Listen before we go, I'm curious, is there anywhere that

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<v Speaker 1>we can find your art? Are you on Instagram? You

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<v Speaker 1>got a website? You got something? I'd love to see

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<v Speaker 1>your sculptures?

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, I got. I'm a little weird, So I got

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<v Speaker 12>rid of my social media. I just got on Twitch.

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<v Speaker 12>I got my own Twitch Josh Fail artists.

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<v Speaker 1>Josh Veil artist. Yep, oh, I think I saw. I

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<v Speaker 1>saw you in the chat saying I don't have any ears.

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<v Speaker 12>That's right, Yeah, that's me. So, and do you have

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<v Speaker 12>an email too?

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<v Speaker 1>Do I have an email? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 12>Can email?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 12>I don't do social media, and I've been twitching a

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<v Speaker 12>little bit lately. I love Twitch.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Well, I don't know if you're alive. We'll have

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<v Speaker 1>to raid you sometime. I want to see that you're

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<v Speaker 1>like building sculptures on there or something.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah. Yeah, I'm building that. Yeah, building like an eight

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<v Speaker 12>ton dream catcher right now, made out.

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<v Speaker 1>Of steel with a ton dream that's like the size

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<v Speaker 1>of that's like.

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<v Speaker 12>Two cars, forty feet long. It has four hundred pounds feathers,

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<v Speaker 12>twenty four of them.

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<v Speaker 1>Jesus, the feathers actually.

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<v Speaker 12>Steal So y'all, it'd be cool if you, yeah, raided

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<v Speaker 12>me sometimes because I have neuro followers.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you hit me up, dude, I'm Lile Forever endevor

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<v Speaker 1>at gmail dot com. Anyone that goes for anyone, Dude,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Lile Forever and Ever at gmail dot com. Yeah, dude, listen, Josh.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a pleasure, a pleasure getting to speak with you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry for your loss, and it sounds like you're

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<v Speaker 1>doing a lot of really interesting stuff. I'm excited to

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<v Speaker 1>go check it out for the rest of tonight, of course.

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<v Speaker 12>All right, thanks back.

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<v Speaker 19>All from is Iirah is Zirah.

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<v Speaker 1>Isira.

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<v Speaker 14>Hello?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you a Zira?

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<v Speaker 3>Can you hear me?

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<v Speaker 7>Uh?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>What's up?

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<v Speaker 14>Hi?

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<v Speaker 10>How are you?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm doing the best I can. I'm a get go

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<v Speaker 1>on the computer.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I see.

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<v Speaker 1>What what's your ultimate gold in life? What do you

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<v Speaker 1>want to do before you die?

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<v Speaker 14>I would love to that's a good question. I would

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<v Speaker 14>love to perform on stage because I'm like a singer,

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<v Speaker 14>So I would love to perform on stage at like

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<v Speaker 14>a big concert event like Coachella or something in front

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<v Speaker 14>of like thousands of people.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hm, you're a singer, what kind what kind of

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<v Speaker 1>music do you sing? I?

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<v Speaker 14>I write songs about like love, the.

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<v Speaker 1>Typical stuff songs about love. Are these songs about love?

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<v Speaker 1>Are they inspired by your own personal experiences with love?

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<v Speaker 6>Yes?

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<v Speaker 14>They are, all of them.

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<v Speaker 1>Are, and they about Oh I'm sorry you go ahead.

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<v Speaker 14>Oh no, yeah, all my songs are inspired from my

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<v Speaker 14>experiences with love and heartbreak and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>So there's all My question is going to be is

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<v Speaker 1>so it's all romantic love?

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<v Speaker 14>Uh yeah, romantic bad relationships, toxic love of it?

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<v Speaker 1>M M. Now, Adele, she's always writing about her heartbreak, right, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of people, A lot of people have speculated that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, Adele actually actively seeks out heartbreak to give

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<v Speaker 1>you know, they've said this about Taylor Swift too, They

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<v Speaker 1>actively intentionally sabotage their own relationships to gain fodder for

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<v Speaker 1>their wow, their art, which of course is ridiculous. I

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<v Speaker 1>also made that up, just actually thinks. But I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>that's a ridiculous thing that a lot of people think.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm curious is that What do you think is

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<v Speaker 1>that true for you personally as someone who minds a

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<v Speaker 1>similar place for material.

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<v Speaker 14>No, I don't think anyone would actually go and like

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<v Speaker 14>sabotage their relationship to make a song about it. I

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<v Speaker 14>know I wouldn't, But that's that's pretty crazy. If someone, would.

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<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Another thing that I find interesting about artists who mine

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<v Speaker 1>their emotions for their art is that emotion is very

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<v Speaker 1>intense and very fleeting, very sort of in the moment.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't last very long. And for you to take

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<v Speaker 1>I mean for you to transmute these very raw feelings

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<v Speaker 1>of you know, anger and sadness and and put them

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<v Speaker 1>into a song. I mean, you've you've got to You've

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<v Speaker 1>got to take that raw feeling and it's got to

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<v Speaker 1>go from writing to recording, to mixing to sitting with

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<v Speaker 1>a dude in a booth, go and do how do

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<v Speaker 1>we do with the levels and ship to this to

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<v Speaker 1>that to put it on Instagram? You know, how do you?

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<v Speaker 1>How do you? How do you keep focused on on

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<v Speaker 1>what really matters through that whole process.

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<v Speaker 14>Absolutely, I always remember, like why I'm doing this, and

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<v Speaker 14>like why I'm sharing my story because I want people

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<v Speaker 14>to hear and I know people can relate, So I

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<v Speaker 14>always remember that. And like, I love music, so writing

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<v Speaker 14>lyrics and talk about my experiences through music is like

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<v Speaker 14>the best thing I could do for myself and other people.

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<v Speaker 1>So you have you performed live before? Have you ever

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<v Speaker 1>performed in front of people? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 14>I have many times. Yeah, and it's always been great,

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<v Speaker 14>but I haven't performed anywhere recently because of COVID. Like

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<v Speaker 14>very soon I will, and I'm like working on the

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<v Speaker 14>song right now that I plan on releasing in June.

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<v Speaker 14>So I'm pretty excited.

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<v Speaker 1>That's awesome. I'm gonna annoy you about this. There are

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<v Speaker 1>you on TikTok uh?

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<v Speaker 14>Yes, I'm come on TikTok and Instagram. My Instagram is

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<v Speaker 14>tbh dot Memories.

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<v Speaker 1>Tbh dot Memories, okay.

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, and then my TikTok is like linked in like

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<v Speaker 14>my bio and my Instagram, so you can just find

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<v Speaker 14>it there.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 12>Cool.

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<v Speaker 1>The reason I was asking is because I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>if I were, you know, trying to you know, if

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<v Speaker 1>you're trying to do anything but a lot, specifically, if

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<v Speaker 1>you're trying to be a musician, I feel like TikTok

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<v Speaker 1>is the number one way to go to get your

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<v Speaker 1>stuff out there.

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 14>I always post on TikTok too, like my singing videos

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<v Speaker 14>and whatnot.

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<v Speaker 1>What did you say your name was? Again?

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<v Speaker 14>Isira?

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<v Speaker 1>Isira? Are you competitive?

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<v Speaker 15>Not?

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<v Speaker 18>Really?

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<v Speaker 14>No? Depending on what it is, I might be, but

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<v Speaker 14>overall no, not really.

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<v Speaker 1>Even in your music career would you consider yourself to

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<v Speaker 1>be competitive?

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<v Speaker 14>No, I just I just love music and I do

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<v Speaker 14>it because I love it. I'm not trying to like

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<v Speaker 14>be like on top of anyone or anything like that.

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<v Speaker 14>Like I just do it. I love it.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, that's awesome.

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 7>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>The cool thing about music as opposed to I think

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<v Speaker 1>about this a lot. The thing about you know, music

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<v Speaker 1>and the arts that has an advantage over something like sports,

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<v Speaker 1>for instance, is there can be multiple amazing musicians. There

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<v Speaker 1>can be infinite musicians of infinite genres. All you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you can build your own following and you can one

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<v Speaker 1>person can like many different musicians. But you know, let's

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<v Speaker 1>say if you wanted to be like like if you

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to be the champion heavyweight boxer rights or something

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<v Speaker 1>that it could only be one. It's directly competitive. This

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<v Speaker 1>is not a a mixed market. So it's an advantage.

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, I understand.

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<v Speaker 8>That, but.

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<v Speaker 1>Well listen, is is Ira? Yes, is Ira. This is

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<v Speaker 1>a pleasure talking to you. Would you say what was

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<v Speaker 1>your what was your Instagram?

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<v Speaker 3>Again?

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<v Speaker 1>I want to want I'm gonna go check.

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<v Speaker 14>You out a t h dot memories.

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<v Speaker 1>Tb h dot memory is awesome. Thank you so much

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<v Speaker 1>for calling in AIRA, you have a wonder for rest

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<v Speaker 1>of the night, you too, all from Trey Wan Trey Wan.

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<v Speaker 13>Trey.

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<v Speaker 1>I need you right now?

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<v Speaker 8>You need me right now?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you need me right now?

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<v Speaker 8>I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know exactly what it is, but it's just

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<v Speaker 1>your presence. You're giving me everything I need from you

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<v Speaker 1>right now. How you doing? Try one?

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<v Speaker 8>I'm pretty good? But I think I have a deeper

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<v Speaker 8>problem with that. A.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you gonna all right? What's what's up? Man? What's

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<v Speaker 1>the problem?

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<v Speaker 8>So let's keep this PG and let's just say I

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<v Speaker 8>think I'm addicted to like xxx videos.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh and I just I just.

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<v Speaker 1>Can't seem to stop your addiction to pornography?

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<v Speaker 8>Yes, indeed, how old you I am? Twenty years old?

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<v Speaker 1>Your addiction to pornography? What makes you said that you're

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<v Speaker 1>addicted to pornography?

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<v Speaker 8>I do it like approximately nine times a day?

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<v Speaker 1>Really?

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<v Speaker 4>Not?

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<v Speaker 16>You?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you really jack off nine times a day?

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<v Speaker 17>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 8>About sometimes?

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<v Speaker 9>Again?

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<v Speaker 8>Twelve?

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<v Speaker 4>Let me?

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<v Speaker 1>Are are you the same A long time ago? Like

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<v Speaker 1>six months ago? I had someone call in and say

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<v Speaker 1>the same exact thing. Are you the same person if

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<v Speaker 1>you called them before?

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<v Speaker 8>I wish I was, But that's not me. I need help.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay does it? How does it make you feel that

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<v Speaker 1>someone else has had this exact same issue that you have?

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<v Speaker 8>I makes me feel welcome in that there's people out

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<v Speaker 8>there like me.

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<v Speaker 1>Look, I'm gonna be honest with you. I will treat

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<v Speaker 1>this the same no matter what you answer this. I

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<v Speaker 1>swear to God. I swear to God. If you say yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I swear to God We're gonna have the exact same

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<v Speaker 1>conversation then if you said no. But are you being

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<v Speaker 1>serious right now?

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<v Speaker 8>I am being serious right now?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Well what makes it?

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<v Speaker 16>What?

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<v Speaker 10>What?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you what makes poor in an addiction? What

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<v Speaker 1>do you think? You know?

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<v Speaker 8>Like it's I don't. I don't even think it's it's

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<v Speaker 8>porn anymore. I think it's just a satisfaction of just

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<v Speaker 8>releasing all the stress.

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<v Speaker 1>Mhm yeah. Look I up in there.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm glad, but it's getting bad. Like it's like I'll

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<v Speaker 8>be out in public and I would I would be

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<v Speaker 8>thinking about it, like I'll be going like damn, I

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<v Speaker 8>could be home right now doing my own thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm. Yeah, me. Have you spoken to a real thingrapist

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<v Speaker 1>about this?

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<v Speaker 2>I have not.

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<v Speaker 1>You should do that. You should see what they say, Hmmm,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I mean just any sort of regular therapist.

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<v Speaker 1>But have you ever got you ever gone to therapist.

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<v Speaker 8>I've never gone to therapy.

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<v Speaker 1>Try it. You see what they have to say. I'd

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<v Speaker 1>be curious what a professional's opinion is on this situation.

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<v Speaker 1>As an unprofessional lizard Douche, I found that the let

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<v Speaker 1>the frequency with which I masturbate directly correlates. It correlates

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<v Speaker 1>inversely with the amount of stuff I have to do.

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<v Speaker 1>So if you're jacking off nine times a day, you

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<v Speaker 1>must have a lot of time on your hands.

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<v Speaker 4>I do.

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<v Speaker 8>I I kind of like go at it back to

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<v Speaker 8>back sometimes, which is really just not healthy, but it's

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<v Speaker 8>like I just have that urge.

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<v Speaker 1>See. I think that your main focus in coming over

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<v Speaker 1>this problem is going to have to be in finding

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<v Speaker 1>something to replace masturbation with that also gives you feelings

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<v Speaker 1>of chemicals and feelings of flow. You don't flow is Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>you're familiar with the idea of flow, like you're completely

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<v Speaker 1>focused on the activity that you are in the in

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<v Speaker 1>the in the process of doing Yes, you got to

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<v Speaker 1>find activities that give you flow. Doing that is difficult,

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<v Speaker 1>but I think that that is sort of going to

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<v Speaker 1>be the key to solving your issue is finding things

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<v Speaker 1>to replace masturbation with, because if you're just trying to

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<v Speaker 1>quit cold turkey, like you need something productive to replace

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<v Speaker 1>the habit with or else. That's that's where I think

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<v Speaker 1>you're going to start doing it nine times a day,

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<v Speaker 1>because that's when those are the times when I'm like masturbating,

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<v Speaker 1>Like five times a day is when I don't have

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<v Speaker 1>anything to do. You know, you got to start filling

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<v Speaker 1>your plate with stuff.

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<v Speaker 8>Okay, I appreciate it. I'm gonna if they start going

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<v Speaker 8>to the gym and just strake my mind off porn

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<v Speaker 8>and really in my stressed different way.

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<v Speaker 1>Is there anything you could think about that, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe would fit unto the category of of you know,

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<v Speaker 1>hobbies or projects that you could work on, or just

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<v Speaker 1>anything that you could be doing that's not masturbating.

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<v Speaker 8>No, not not really. I kind of just go on

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<v Speaker 8>TikTok and it's kind of just school.

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<v Speaker 4>That's about it.

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<v Speaker 8>I feel like the school park plays a very big

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<v Speaker 8>role in this.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I guess it's stressing you out.

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<v Speaker 8>I guess because I just get bored, Like I'll be

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<v Speaker 8>studying for like hours and I would just be like,

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<v Speaker 8>I'm bored, let's just go and then you know, an

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<v Speaker 8>hour passes and I'll be like, let's just go again,

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<v Speaker 8>and then you know, another hour. It just goes It

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<v Speaker 8>just goes by like that. It just goes really quick.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, man, listen, if school is not interesting you, I

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<v Speaker 1>think you know you don't. Like I said, I'm kind

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<v Speaker 1>of repeating myself here, but you know, definitely go out

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<v Speaker 1>in search of something that puts you in that flow

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<v Speaker 1>state so that you're not, you know, consistently masturbating all day.

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<v Speaker 8>Perfect. Thank you. I'm I'm gonna try that of course.

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<v Speaker 1>Man, what you say you name was Hi, Trey. Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you so much, Trey. You have a one for us

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<v Speaker 1>to night. Osh you good luck, to take care.

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<v Speaker 2>The re knd goes on the line taking your phone

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<v Speaker 2>calls every night. The re bek goes to what his

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<v Speaker 2>E's teaching you aloud in the life bod. He's not

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<v Speaker 2>really an expert.