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Speaker 1: If you have some sort of unique experience that you

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Speaker 1: That's www dot gek across America dot com. I have

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Speaker 1: the pretty much anything and try to help you out

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Speaker 1: I'm looking to help people. I'm looking to go on adventures.

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Speaker 1: So head on over to www dot gek across America

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Speaker 1: from you soon. And with that out of the way,

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Speaker 1: let's get into our regularly scheduled programming. We got a

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Speaker 1: great bunch of calls in here. I think this is

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Speaker 1: and let's get into the Calls.

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Speaker 2: Goes on the line thinking of its own calls every night.

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Speaker 2: Everything goes to its teaching your life an expert.

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Speaker 3: All from Stevie.

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Speaker 1: Stevie talk to me.

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Speaker 4: Oh hey, dude, Wow, what's up?

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Speaker 5: I got my second COVID vaccine today and I'm your second?

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Speaker 6: Yeah, a dog? Sick as a dog?

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Speaker 5: I feel like shit right now?

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Speaker 1: You're sick as a dog. I don't like that term

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Speaker 1: ever seen a dog run? They're very fast, It's true.

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Speaker 5: I actually don't really know where that term where phrase

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Speaker 1: M you're sick as a dog and a scuff and

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Speaker 1: went to ten. I was sick are you? With ten

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Speaker 5: I'd say like six just really like naxious and like dizzy.

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Speaker 5: It honestly feels like I skipped my meds or something,

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Speaker 4: Didn't, so it was it was the vaccine. Glad I

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Speaker 5: So I work on COVID like call center for my state,

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Speaker 5: so like, I know it's worth it. I it just

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Speaker 1: Do you also end up telling a lot of people

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Speaker 5: Whereas so I'm a manager actually, and a lot of

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Speaker 5: I actually do end up dealing.

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Speaker 1: M Are you competitive?

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Speaker 5: I didn't really like well, I didn't used to be,

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Speaker 1: Sense what kind of content you create?

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Speaker 5: So I'm on TikTok and I it's stupid, but I

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Speaker 5: run a couple of segments. One is Confession Booth with

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Speaker 4: And I literally.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, people submit their monster crushes and I rate them

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Speaker 5: and I scale of zero which is unfuckable to ten.

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Speaker 5: Oh god, oh god, Yes, let me get in there.

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Speaker 5: Uh and yeah, that's my whole st It is just

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Speaker 1: Now monsters on the scale of of of beast to human.

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Speaker 1: Where are are they? Because there are some I mean,

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Speaker 5: Most Yeah, so this obviously is a is a huge

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Speaker 1: A good qualification to have.

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Speaker 5: Oh yeah, But then there's still ones like someone submitted

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Speaker 5: the fucking the chameleon from Tangled, and I'm like, I

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Speaker 8: That's a pet.

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Speaker 5: That's a pet. I feel horrible about that.

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Speaker 1: No, can he talk? Can he communicate?

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Speaker 5: He can communicate usually in like like pointing and nodding

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Speaker 5: I don't know, I don't know, So stuff like that.

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Speaker 5: not technically an animal, but that's like a human soul. Right,

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Speaker 1: Obviously, I want to talk to you about the numbers

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Speaker 1: know the monster fucking is this?

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Speaker 1: What percentage of this? Maybe it's not. Maybe the answer

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Speaker 5: Oh no, I would have sex with a monster. I

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Speaker 5: want to suck a dragon so bad?

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Speaker 1: Really want to fuck a dragon?

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Speaker 4: I would?

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Speaker 5: I would no. Listen, I pretend like the whole series

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Speaker 5: is like objective and this is this is me judging

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Speaker 5: you for your taste, but it's solely base. It's very

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Speaker 5: So I constantly get people very angry at how I

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Speaker 5: Like Nick Wilde from Zutopia, I ridded him like a four.

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Speaker 5: I don't want to fuck him. He makes me angry.

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Speaker 5: He's very smug and I think he's a dick and

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Speaker 4: But everyone's very angry about that.

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Speaker 5: So yeah, I want to suck monsters.

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Speaker 6: I do.

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Speaker 1: What is there a character in the community that is

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Speaker 5: There have been a couple of The tall sexy vampire

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Speaker 5: that's one of the more animalistic But people were really

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Speaker 5: into him, mainly because he ended up like eating a

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Speaker 1: So is there a monster that Okay, so you've told

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Speaker 1: Zutopia and you do not. Is there a monster that

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Speaker 1: you that you want to fuck that everyone else is

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Speaker 4: Yeah, oh what's that bitch?

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Speaker 5: Bill Cipher from Gravit Falls and the.

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Speaker 1: Problem Bill Cipher, No, No.

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Speaker 5: I need to explain myself. I know it sounds bad.

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Speaker 5: I need to explain myself I got I got into

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Speaker 5: art of him and just made him look like a

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Speaker 1: It's a triangle, is anything, what's going in, what's going out?

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Speaker 1: What's uh? I don't even logistically, how does that even work?

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Speaker 5: Well, listen, he's a shape shifter, he's a.

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Speaker 1: Shapefe So so you was okay, so, but okay, so

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Speaker 1: that's so okay, all right in your perfect fantasy where

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Speaker 1: you're having sex with Bill Seipher in what form or

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Speaker 1: is he in?

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Speaker 5: Well, I'm not realizing kind of falls apart when I

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Speaker 5: have to think about it deeper than that.

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Speaker 4: Usually it says that the because then you would.

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Speaker 1: Have you would run have sex with what mainly whatever

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Speaker 1: that form is? Or I guess I mean you're attracted

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Speaker 1: to his personality, which is intact whatever wardless of the form.

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Speaker 5: Oh evil, horrible personality. But I'm now realizing that I

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Speaker 5: really messed up by rating him that night, because what

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Speaker 5: the reason I was attracted to him was because of

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Speaker 5: the fan art. But the fan art Droom is a human.

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Speaker 5: Oh god, I read it.

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Speaker 12: A human.

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Speaker 4: I messed up.

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Speaker 5: I met up.

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Speaker 4: He doesn't.

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Speaker 1: Stevie, Stevie, Stevie. Before we go, I have to be

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Speaker 1: honest with you about something. Yeah, I think the reason

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Speaker 1: why your numbers might be low is because having sex

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Speaker 1: with monsters a little niche. Niche a niche if I

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Speaker 1: do say so myself, No, you're.

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Speaker 5: Right, it is, and I'm honestly okay with that niche.

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Speaker 5: Although it is weird because I have been recognized in

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Speaker 5: I'm like, okay, so I've really done this to myself

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Speaker 4: But it's fun.

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Speaker 1: I find interesting about someone recognizing you in public. About

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Speaker 1: And never mind when I listened Stevie the Monsterfucker. I

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Speaker 1: and Bill Cipher.

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Speaker 4: Thank you very much. God, Bless God.

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Speaker 1: Bless you ever won from night.

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Speaker 3: You do.

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Speaker 13: All from Lilah, Lilah.

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Speaker 11: Yes, how are you?

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Speaker 1: Lilah?

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Speaker 3: I'm kind of nervous.

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Speaker 7: Because I've really been thinking about shaving my head, but

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Speaker 13: Other people would say to me.

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Speaker 1: Yes, how old are you?

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Speaker 1: You really want to shave your head, but you're afraid

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Speaker 10: Yeah, especially my parents. They're super judgies.

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Speaker 1: Well, you're eighteen years old, right now?

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Speaker 7: Do you?

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Speaker 14: College I live in the same town.

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Speaker 9: We're not with.

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Speaker 14: The thing is, I can't swim.

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Speaker 1: You can't swim. No, how do you know you can't swim?

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Speaker 14: Yeah, and I almost drowned.

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Speaker 1: You can't drown in this metaphorical.

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Speaker 14: Pool because it's.

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Speaker 1: Die because other people think that you're weird because you

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Speaker 1: shaved your head. No, you're cloaked, Lila, Lilah, Lila, listen.

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Speaker 1: I know you're young, but god damn, now's a perfect

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Speaker 14: Uh huh.

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Speaker 1: I think you should do it.

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Speaker 14: Well, okay, I feel so motivator right now, like I'm seeking.

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Speaker 1: Good, good good. It's your life, it's your body, it's

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Speaker 14: Uh huh.

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Speaker 7: And it could always go back.

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Speaker 1: It could always grow back. That's the perfect thing about.

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Speaker 3: Hair, right, thank you?

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Speaker 1: Of course, are you gonna do it.

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Speaker 15: Yeah, I think I am going to do it.

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Speaker 16: I don't think i'll reach it.

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Speaker 1: On top of schieving it, go crazy, do what you

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Speaker 1: want your life. You get one, then you die and

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Speaker 1: then I don't know, maybe you get reincarnated as like

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Speaker 7: Right.

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Speaker 13: Oh, I don't wouldn't be bad.

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Speaker 5: I'll be good.

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Speaker 7: Oh, thank you so much.

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Speaker 1: Over you have won to us of the night.

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Speaker 14: Uh huh you too?

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Speaker 8: All from Noel? Holy shit, we're doing it yo?

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Speaker 10: Oh my god, holy fun.

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Speaker 1: Yes, yes, Noel. Hi, how are you?

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Speaker 7: I'm great? How are you?

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Speaker 1: You're great? Why are you so? Why are you great?

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Speaker 7: Because I just got home from work and I'm glad

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Speaker 7: to be fucking home.

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Speaker 1: What what's work like?

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Speaker 6: Bullshit?

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Speaker 16: I hate it?

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Speaker 1: It's bullshit. Why is it bullshit? Dude?

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Speaker 7: Because I work at a restaurant.

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Speaker 1: Restaurants are fantastic places. You know they got mozzerellistics. Your

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Speaker 1: restaurant have mozzarella sticks. No, no, damn, I can see

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Speaker 1: why I do a lot of working there. Then you

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Speaker 1: has mozzirellistics. That way, you can get free Mozzarelli sticks, Naomi. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: that's your name, right, Noel. That's basic. This is basically

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Speaker 1: the same names. What what what's the what's the best

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Speaker 1: dish that they serve at your restaurant? Mmmm?

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Speaker 7: Probably the cold fall.

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Speaker 1: I don't even eat coal slow.

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Speaker 7: I don't either, but I've heard it's good.

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Speaker 1: That's the best thing that you've eaten at the restaurant.

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Speaker 11: I don't want to eat their food.

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Speaker 1: What's the You sound like you really hate this place.

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Speaker 1: What do you hate the most about it? Well?

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Speaker 7: I like the place, don't get me wrong. It's one

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Speaker 7: of the fucking my coworkers I don't like.

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Speaker 1: Why don't you like them? Because she's just stuck up

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Speaker 1: a little bitch?

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Speaker 11: You said, yes, so.

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Speaker 1: You work at a restaurant with a coworker who I'm

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Speaker 1: going to quote you on this is a stuck up

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Speaker 1: little bitch. Yes, sir, explain why you explain why you

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Speaker 7: Okay, all right, let me elaborate this for you.

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Speaker 1: All right, sure, please?

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Speaker 7: Of course I'm in the back, you know, I take

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Speaker 7: takes her sweet ass time, you know, all dainty. Putting

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Speaker 7: the little dishes bag gives me side eye looking fucking looks,

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Speaker 7: and I just want to like take the power hose

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Speaker 7: and fucking sprayer and be like, can you move out

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Speaker 7: of the way so I can get the dishes?

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Speaker 1: Look here, Look, I'm not taking sides. I'm just you know,

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Speaker 1: Nothing wrong with doing your dishes a little dainty, you know.

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Speaker 1: I like to I like to look you while I'm

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Speaker 1: doing my dishes too, you know. I like to do

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Speaker 1: it a little dainty. Maybe you know, do a little spin,

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Speaker 1: do a little dish spin when I'm doing I'm putting

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Speaker 1: them away. Why you don't like the style in which

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Speaker 7: Her hand like all on her pants, and you know,

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Speaker 7: like does like a little like Christy cat walk out

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Speaker 7: get them done. You know, I'm trying to bust shit

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Speaker 1: My I can't rush style. Noel, Dude, she sounds like

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Speaker 1: she's like she's trying to make she's trying. She sounds

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Speaker 7: There's a time and place for everything, and that's not

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Speaker 1: I want to actually be honest with you here and

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Speaker 1: all seriousness. I don't understand why you're so bothered about

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Speaker 7: No?

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Speaker 1: You know, Noel, you ever explore the concept of there's

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Speaker 1: And look, even if you hate them, I think if

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Speaker 7: I mean, I would like to get the number, but

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Speaker 7: she won't talk to me. I don't know. I'm not

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Speaker 8: I don't know.

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Speaker 7: I like people talking to me. First. Then I'm actually

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Speaker 1: No, I mean, look first, well, first of all, well,

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Speaker 1: I mean there's a couple of things. First of all,

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Speaker 1: to know how be honest. Be honest with me? Noel,

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Speaker 1: be honest? Are you? Will you be honest with me?

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Speaker 1: If I asked you some yes, how many full conversations

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Speaker 17: One?

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Speaker 1: One?

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Speaker 4: Yes?

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Speaker 1: Describe how that went.

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Speaker 7: She dropped some dishes and I accidentally picked it up

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Speaker 7: and got food on her and I said, I'm really sorry,

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Speaker 7: and she was just like it's okay. And that's how

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Speaker 1: No, listen, Noel, dude, come on, Noel, Noel, you gotta

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Speaker 1: you gotta get to know this person. Dude, you gotta

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Speaker 1: get to know this person. And better than that. There,

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Speaker 1: you can't you can't, I mean, you can't form such

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Speaker 1: I mean, this isn't even just like she seems like

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Speaker 1: in no well, you know, at least at least get

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Speaker 1: you know, go in there, get some intel. Go and Noel,

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Speaker 1: if you would please just you know, try to have

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Speaker 1: But you gotta go into this reading positive intent. Like

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Speaker 1: to know her, you can't go into it like I'm

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Speaker 1: actually if you go the opposite, like you gotta specifically

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Speaker 7: No, I'm I have all of my other coworkers, you know,

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Speaker 7: I'm friends with them. It's just she doesn't talk to me.

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Speaker 7: I mean, I guess I could go out of my

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Speaker 7: way to be like, you know, hey, I shouldn't even

447
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Speaker 7: know my name. I don't even know her name. I

448
00:21:07,080 --> 00:21:07,440
Speaker 7: just know where.

449
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Speaker 1: Of course you don't. You've only talked once.

450
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Speaker 7: Okay, all right, I will turn a new leaf and

451
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Speaker 7: I will be more positive tomorrow when I go into work.

452
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Speaker 1: Good. And by the way, I want you to know

453
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Speaker 1: something if even even if if you go up to

454
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Speaker 1: let's what's this girl's name or a fake name, I'm

455
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Speaker 1: gonna call her Kaitlin. If you go up to Kaitlin

456
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Speaker 1: and you say, hey, you know, how's it going whatever,

457
00:21:34,920 --> 00:21:38,040
Speaker 1: and she's like, you're a piece of shit, go fuck

458
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Speaker 1: yourself and is mean to you, you still you still

459
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Speaker 1: should not harbor such strong hatred of her because it's

460
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Speaker 1: only it's only hurting you.

461
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Speaker 7: No, I mean, at that point, that's the decision for

462
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Speaker 7: me to make if words should affect to me.

463
00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:56,439
Speaker 10: Because that's all up to me. If I want to

464
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Speaker 10: let it upset me.

465
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Speaker 14: That's my choice.

466
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Speaker 7: But I could just brush it off and not give

467
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Speaker 7: a fuck.

468
00:22:01,160 --> 00:22:02,760
Speaker 1: I think that brushing it off and not giving a

469
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Speaker 1: fuck is an excellent strategy.

470
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Speaker 7: You a got some mind up here.

471
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Speaker 1: Thank you so much for calling them. Well you ever

472
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Speaker 1: wonder for Rest of the night, and I wish you

473
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Speaker 1: the best of luck you too, aw from shallon shallon,

474
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Speaker 1: sallad shllon salad Salon? Can you can you spell that? Panatically?

475
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Speaker 7: Hold on?

476
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Speaker 10: I just turned off my streams. What'd you say?

477
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Speaker 1: You said? Your name is Salin?

478
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Speaker 10: Yes, with the F?

479
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Speaker 1: Where is that F?

480
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Speaker 14: Sallon F A.

481
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Speaker 1: L l O n oh fat? Like Jimmy Fallon.

482
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Speaker 10: Yeah, like Jimmy Fallon. Okay, So your question is what happened?

483
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Speaker 10: And yesterday I broke up with my boyfriend, So that's

484
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Speaker 10: what happens.

485
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Speaker 1: Why'd you break up with them?

486
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Speaker 10: He cheated on me, He cheated.

487
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Speaker 1: On you, that's a good reason to break over him.

488
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Speaker 4: Yeah.

489
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Speaker 1: How long were you guys together?

490
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Speaker 3: A little over a year?

491
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Speaker 1: Okay? And how are you feeling about it?

492
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Speaker 10: Honestly, I'm doing pretty good. But my only problem is though,

493
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Speaker 10: I don't know how to talk to people because I've

494
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Speaker 10: been in a relationship so long, so I'm having trouble

495
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Speaker 10: like getting out there.

496
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Speaker 1: Well that's good, right, because you know, look, the longer

497
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Speaker 1: you had stayed in that relationship, which was probably bad

498
00:23:44,600 --> 00:23:47,320
Speaker 1: anyway because it ended with him cheating on you, the

499
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Speaker 1: further your social skills would have deteriorated. So I actually

500
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Speaker 1: feel like, you know, a year of you know, lacking

501
00:23:54,560 --> 00:23:57,399
Speaker 1: the ability to talk to other people, that's getting off

502
00:23:57,440 --> 00:23:58,960
Speaker 1: pretty good. You know, you could have been in deep,

503
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Speaker 1: you know, ten years and got down and been like, oh,

504
00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:02,440
Speaker 1: I don't know how to interact with another human being.

505
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Speaker 10: Yeah, that makes sense.

506
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Speaker 1: Exactly are you making any efforts? Are you on the

507
00:24:10,760 --> 00:24:13,920
Speaker 1: the hinges, the bumbles, the tenders, the okay cupids, the

508
00:24:14,040 --> 00:24:14,600
Speaker 1: jay dates?

509
00:24:15,800 --> 00:24:18,000
Speaker 10: No, I didn't get on. I'm not gonna do any

510
00:24:18,320 --> 00:24:23,280
Speaker 10: like dating websites. I just have been posting thirst traps.

511
00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:32,080
Speaker 1: Basically posting thirst traps. What what is the goal of

512
00:24:32,119 --> 00:24:33,040
Speaker 1: these thirst traps?

513
00:24:34,560 --> 00:24:36,280
Speaker 10: Just for male validation?

514
00:24:38,720 --> 00:24:40,240
Speaker 1: Why do you why do you feel as though you

515
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Speaker 1: need male validation?

516
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Speaker 10: I don't know, because I just got cheated on probably.

517
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Speaker 1: Well, you know, look, I mean I feel like you

518
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Speaker 1: have a double opportunity here. You have the opportunity to

519
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Speaker 1: both you know, enhance your social skills and you know,

520
00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:56,159
Speaker 1: kind of similar to a lot of a little bit

521
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Speaker 1: similar to what I was talking about. Is your name Lila, No,

522
00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:00,919
Speaker 1: your name is fan on a little bit similar to what

523
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:04,000
Speaker 1: us talk about Lillilah about you know, freeing herself from

524
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Speaker 1: the chains of the you know, needing the validation of

525
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Speaker 1: other people.

526
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Speaker 8: You know.

527
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Speaker 1: I feel like this is an opportunity for you to,

528
00:25:11,200 --> 00:25:13,679
Speaker 1: you know, maybe explore some time with yourself, you know,

529
00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:17,480
Speaker 1: for yourself, from the chains of of needing validation from

530
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Speaker 1: other people.

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Speaker 10: Yeah, that makes sense.

532
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Speaker 16: M M.

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Speaker 1: Do you have a dear friends? Yes, of course, you've

534
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Speaker 1: been hanging out with your friends anymore. I feel like

535
00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:32,520
Speaker 1: a lot of times when people they get into long relationships,

536
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Speaker 1: they neglect their friendships. Sometimes it happens.

537
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Speaker 10: You know, me and my friends, we all stayed pretty close,

538
00:25:38,000 --> 00:25:40,000
Speaker 10: and I mean we're even closer now that we can

539
00:25:40,040 --> 00:25:43,439
Speaker 10: all spend most of our time together because now it's

540
00:25:43,480 --> 00:25:44,080
Speaker 10: summer too.

541
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Speaker 1: Wait about how old are you?

542
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Speaker 10: Nineteen?

543
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Speaker 1: Oh? What the hell was I going to say? That's good?

544
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Speaker 1: You know, it's good that you spend a time with

545
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Speaker 1: your friends. You know. I know that when you're young,

546
00:26:00,240 --> 00:26:02,840
Speaker 1: you want validation from everyone all the time. I get it,

547
00:26:02,880 --> 00:26:09,080
Speaker 1: I understand, But you know, listen, fallon, you don't need it,

548
00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:11,720
Speaker 1: you know. I mean, you want to post those straps

549
00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:13,880
Speaker 1: just because you know it's your body, your social media,

550
00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:15,560
Speaker 1: you're you can do whatever you want, go ahead, but

551
00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:19,680
Speaker 1: you know, you know, don't feel like you need validation

552
00:26:19,760 --> 00:26:20,800
Speaker 1: from anyone to do anything.

553
00:26:22,320 --> 00:26:25,400
Speaker 10: Yeah, true, Yeah, but that made me feel good.

554
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Speaker 11: You know, I feel good about good good.

555
00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:34,080
Speaker 1: I think that's a good reason to do it. Yeah, hmm,

556
00:26:35,359 --> 00:26:35,680
Speaker 1: you should.

557
00:26:35,800 --> 00:26:37,800
Speaker 10: Well what's been happening with you?

558
00:26:37,840 --> 00:26:40,960
Speaker 1: Maybe, like, are there any skills you've always wanted to learn? Bowling?

559
00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:46,080
Speaker 10: Uh? Fun fact, Actually I bowled for four years in

560
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Speaker 10: high school.

561
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Speaker 1: Really, I just made up bowling. Bowling was I tried

562
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Speaker 1: to think of an activity and it was the first

563
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Speaker 1: one that popped into my head.

564
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Speaker 10: Well it must have popped up for a reason, because

565
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Speaker 10: I played that for four years. I was pretty good too.

566
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Speaker 1: You are you still good?

567
00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,400
Speaker 10: I haven't bowled in a long time since I graduated

568
00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:08,160
Speaker 10: in high school, but I think I would still be good.

569
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Speaker 1: I still have Maybe that's your thing. Maybe that's your thing, dude.

570
00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:14,560
Speaker 1: Maybe you joined a bowling league. You know, this propels

571
00:27:14,600 --> 00:27:18,480
Speaker 1: you to like rediscover your long lost love of bowling,

572
00:27:18,520 --> 00:27:20,360
Speaker 1: and then you become a champion. You get the seven

573
00:27:20,440 --> 00:27:22,879
Speaker 1: ten splits, speak you bowl of three hundred. I like

574
00:27:22,960 --> 00:27:25,800
Speaker 1: this path for you. I mean, look, you shouldn't do

575
00:27:25,840 --> 00:27:27,040
Speaker 1: it just because I'm telling you to do it, But

576
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:28,280
Speaker 1: I'm just throwing ideas out here.

577
00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:31,280
Speaker 10: I'm gonna do it just because you said it too.

578
00:27:33,359 --> 00:27:35,560
Speaker 1: I take no responsibility for anything that happens to you.

579
00:27:35,840 --> 00:27:36,840
Speaker 1: You have a good rest of the night.

580
00:27:36,920 --> 00:27:37,200
Speaker 17: Leila.

581
00:27:37,320 --> 00:27:38,840
Speaker 1: No, your name is not Leilah. Leila was the name

582
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Speaker 1: of the last call. Your name is Fallon. You have

583
00:27:40,119 --> 00:27:41,320
Speaker 1: a good rest of the night, Foulon. Thank you so

584
00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:41,800
Speaker 1: much for crawling.

585
00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:43,240
Speaker 6: Thank you.

586
00:27:45,840 --> 00:27:47,280
Speaker 8: All from Parker.

587
00:27:50,560 --> 00:27:56,080
Speaker 1: Parker Millson Patty Mister, how old are you? Parker?

588
00:27:57,520 --> 00:27:58,840
Speaker 4: How old? Or how am I?

589
00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:00,000
Speaker 1: How old are you?

590
00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:02,560
Speaker 4: I am twenty three?

591
00:28:03,840 --> 00:28:05,320
Speaker 1: Twenty three? Do you like me in twenty three?

592
00:28:08,040 --> 00:28:12,840
Speaker 4: You know it's a Lebron and Jeordane's numbers, say, I

593
00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:14,440
Speaker 4: guess they can't be too bay.

594
00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:16,360
Speaker 1: Are you a big sports guy?

595
00:28:17,760 --> 00:28:19,080
Speaker 4: Yeah, i'd say so.

596
00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:23,400
Speaker 1: You ever thought about inventing your own sports? Parker Ball?

597
00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:31,360
Speaker 4: Actually, actually a friend of mine has a sport he invented,

598
00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:36,160
Speaker 4: but I take part in inventment. It's called pat.

599
00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:40,680
Speaker 1: Ball, Patchball. Patball is your friend's name, Pat.

600
00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:43,080
Speaker 4: His name is Pat.

601
00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:45,040
Speaker 1: How do you play Patball?

602
00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:52,080
Speaker 4: It's kind of like, uh, what say, like water polo?

603
00:28:52,400 --> 00:28:56,520
Speaker 4: Almost like quidditch in the water.

604
00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:02,560
Speaker 1: Oh, it's like water polo.

605
00:29:03,520 --> 00:29:06,800
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's kind of kind of water polo is, but

606
00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:08,560
Speaker 4: just in an above ground pool.

607
00:29:09,160 --> 00:29:11,000
Speaker 1: What if you have to say, even if it's only

608
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:14,400
Speaker 1: one thing, what is the key difference between pat boll,

609
00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:16,600
Speaker 1: pat ball and water polo?

610
00:29:19,360 --> 00:29:25,800
Speaker 4: Probably that his little brother gets the ball for us

611
00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:28,120
Speaker 4: when it goes out of the pool.

612
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:34,280
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm so specifically, so, the only way to play

613
00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:37,160
Speaker 1: pat ball is for past little brother to be involved.

614
00:29:37,560 --> 00:29:39,560
Speaker 1: You cannot play pat ball without pass little brother.

615
00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:44,600
Speaker 4: Uh, yeah, you you can't play pat ball without Pats

616
00:29:44,600 --> 00:29:48,240
Speaker 4: little brother. What we usually do is like when you

617
00:29:48,320 --> 00:29:50,440
Speaker 4: throw the ball and you try to get a past

618
00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:56,320
Speaker 4: the other person, you know, it goes out. So we

619
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Speaker 4: tell him, We're like, hey, we'll time you and see

620
00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:02,960
Speaker 4: how long it takes for you to go get the ball.

621
00:30:03,680 --> 00:30:08,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, and what's what's pasts little Brother's best time?

622
00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:13,920
Speaker 4: We never really time him, but we give him a

623
00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:15,640
Speaker 4: fake time, you know what I mean?

624
00:30:16,360 --> 00:30:16,640
Speaker 12: Mm hm?

625
00:30:16,760 --> 00:30:18,080
Speaker 1: Do you guys give him a Do you at least

626
00:30:18,080 --> 00:30:19,760
Speaker 1: give him a generous fake time, a time that makes

627
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Speaker 1: him feel accomplished?

628
00:30:21,960 --> 00:30:23,760
Speaker 4: Hell no, hell no.

629
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Speaker 1: Every time he comes back is it always is too slow.

630
00:30:28,400 --> 00:30:31,480
Speaker 1: It's it's been like forty five minutes that way.

631
00:30:31,600 --> 00:30:33,840
Speaker 4: The next time he tries to get faster.

632
00:30:34,080 --> 00:30:41,040
Speaker 1: You know, and that's very smart. Actually, yeah, yeah, mm hmm.

633
00:30:43,240 --> 00:30:44,920
Speaker 1: Is this something you can see there being a league for?

634
00:30:48,120 --> 00:30:50,760
Speaker 4: I mean, I'm sure Pat, Pat would like for there

635
00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:54,160
Speaker 4: to be those leagues because you know, then we could

636
00:30:54,400 --> 00:30:57,960
Speaker 4: then we could claim claim, you know, money or some

637
00:30:58,280 --> 00:31:01,640
Speaker 4: some shift. I'm not really sure hell get money from

638
00:31:01,680 --> 00:31:05,520
Speaker 4: creating leagues guys, but I would love for that to happen.

639
00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:08,320
Speaker 1: He just asked pasts little brother for money, but actually

640
00:31:08,360 --> 00:31:10,600
Speaker 1: he probably doesn't have any money. Hold his Pats little

641
00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:11,360
Speaker 1: Bard like thirteen.

642
00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:16,200
Speaker 4: Uh, yeah, he was at the beginning. Wow, that is

643
00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:19,080
Speaker 4: a really close guest man, that's really I'm pretty sure

644
00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:22,720
Speaker 4: he was like thirteen when we started with fat Ball.

645
00:31:24,280 --> 00:31:31,280
Speaker 1: Interesting, thirteen is like I feel like thirteen. Maybe I'm Pat.

646
00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:33,720
Speaker 1: What's your name, Parker, Parker? I love to know your opinion.

647
00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:37,120
Speaker 1: Was I think thirteen is a little old to be

648
00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:43,400
Speaker 1: tricked so easily. I was imagining him like eleven or something. Actually, no, No,

649
00:31:43,760 --> 00:31:45,680
Speaker 1: tricking a thirteen year old shouldn't be that hard.

650
00:31:46,160 --> 00:31:50,280
Speaker 4: No, no, it's not really that hard. No, I don't

651
00:31:50,280 --> 00:31:57,120
Speaker 4: think so. But now now he's like sixteen, you know, say.

652
00:31:57,200 --> 00:32:00,280
Speaker 1: Sixteen, is he as trickable as he was then is he.

653
00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:04,440
Speaker 4: Still absolutely not. But we've moved on to the younger siblings.

654
00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:08,240
Speaker 4: So there was a younger one and now we get

655
00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:11,320
Speaker 4: her to do it most of the time, but she's

656
00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:13,560
Speaker 4: not as reliable as he was.

657
00:32:14,440 --> 00:32:14,800
Speaker 12: Mm hmm.

658
00:32:15,480 --> 00:32:17,600
Speaker 1: Pat Baal just hasn't been the same since pat little brother.

659
00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:20,840
Speaker 1: Pat's little brother grew up and stopped it and you know,

660
00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:23,120
Speaker 1: gained a sense of awareness and time.

661
00:32:24,480 --> 00:32:26,320
Speaker 4: Absolutely not absolutely.

662
00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:29,400
Speaker 1: Ever, since Pat's little brother learned how long a minute

663
00:32:29,440 --> 00:32:33,000
Speaker 1: was exactly has been a terrible experience.

664
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Speaker 4: Pat Ball has went downhill drastically since the loss of

665
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Speaker 4: pat Ball retriever or Carter.

666
00:32:40,680 --> 00:32:42,160
Speaker 1: Well, what the hell are you gonna do now, Parker?

667
00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:48,240
Speaker 4: I don't know, man, I don't know. We're trying to

668
00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:54,120
Speaker 4: figure out the system. Maybe a dog or like arm

669
00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:56,360
Speaker 4: that will like stretch out of the pool and grab

670
00:32:56,400 --> 00:32:59,320
Speaker 4: it for us. I ain't really I ain't really too sure.

671
00:33:00,120 --> 00:33:02,320
Speaker 1: Try the dog, Try the dog. Let me know how

672
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:04,280
Speaker 1: the dog goes. I like the idea of the dog.

673
00:33:05,440 --> 00:33:08,800
Speaker 4: I mean, I definitely, I definitely will. You know, it's

674
00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:12,360
Speaker 4: more of his sports, so I expect him to come

675
00:33:12,480 --> 00:33:15,640
Speaker 4: up with the come, you know, bring the dog and

676
00:33:15,760 --> 00:33:18,840
Speaker 4: the retrieving dog to the table.

677
00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:20,760
Speaker 12: Yeah you all right?

678
00:33:20,800 --> 00:33:25,880
Speaker 1: Parker? Doing okay?

679
00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:28,440
Speaker 4: I'll say him all right, I ain't doing too bad.

680
00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:32,160
Speaker 1: That's good much, Parker.

681
00:33:33,600 --> 00:33:36,000
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, thank you, thank you for thank you for

682
00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:39,560
Speaker 4: letting me get through man, great time.

683
00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:44,360
Speaker 1: It's been an honor. Yeah, you have a good name.

684
00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:46,920
Speaker 4: You see man? Thank you.

685
00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:53,680
Speaker 3: All from I'm not me?

686
00:33:53,440 --> 00:33:53,760
Speaker 16: Not me?

687
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,440
Speaker 11: Is that you? Yeah?

688
00:33:56,720 --> 00:34:00,640
Speaker 1: I'm Lemma. Can you turn your stream?

689
00:34:01,120 --> 00:34:01,280
Speaker 18: Yeah?

690
00:34:01,320 --> 00:34:01,800
Speaker 7: I can do that.

691
00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:04,200
Speaker 13: Yeah, what's up?

692
00:34:05,160 --> 00:34:08,360
Speaker 1: What's up? Thank you for giving me like twenty dollars?

693
00:34:08,680 --> 00:34:08,839
Speaker 5: Oh?

694
00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:09,840
Speaker 4: Is that how it like?

695
00:34:09,920 --> 00:34:09,960
Speaker 12: It?

696
00:34:10,040 --> 00:34:10,360
Speaker 2: Quits?

697
00:34:11,160 --> 00:34:12,360
Speaker 13: I don't know how this works.

698
00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:15,279
Speaker 1: Oh do you do you want it back?

699
00:34:16,120 --> 00:34:16,400
Speaker 13: No?

700
00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:16,839
Speaker 3: I don't.

701
00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:19,800
Speaker 1: Okay, thank you of course.

702
00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:20,480
Speaker 6: Yeah.

703
00:34:20,520 --> 00:34:23,279
Speaker 13: I wanted to be on your Gecko dating show and

704
00:34:23,520 --> 00:34:24,640
Speaker 13: just never worked out.

705
00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:26,320
Speaker 1: I guess did you did you apply?

706
00:34:27,320 --> 00:34:27,560
Speaker 12: Yeah?

707
00:34:27,600 --> 00:34:27,960
Speaker 6: I did.

708
00:34:28,080 --> 00:34:30,480
Speaker 13: We even talked about it in your DMS before the

709
00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:31,360
Speaker 13: night before it.

710
00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:32,120
Speaker 4: Happened, did we?

711
00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:36,239
Speaker 1: Yeah? It's your name? What's what was your name? Not me?

712
00:34:38,560 --> 00:34:39,000
Speaker 13: Samuel?

713
00:34:39,480 --> 00:34:45,720
Speaker 1: What's up, Taylor, Samuel? We talked about it in my DMS?

714
00:34:45,760 --> 00:34:48,120
Speaker 1: What did you say? Oh?

715
00:34:48,239 --> 00:34:51,640
Speaker 13: I think I had responded to a background choice you

716
00:34:51,719 --> 00:34:53,600
Speaker 13: were trying to choose what to stream too?

717
00:34:57,280 --> 00:34:59,920
Speaker 1: And then you said, you said gek date or something.

718
00:35:00,680 --> 00:35:03,919
Speaker 13: I don't remember what my what my idea was. I've

719
00:35:03,920 --> 00:35:07,200
Speaker 13: deactivated and reactivated my Instagram so many times. I'm not

720
00:35:07,239 --> 00:35:08,839
Speaker 13: even sure our messages are still there.

721
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:11,279
Speaker 1: I'm trying to think if they're because I look. I

722
00:35:11,280 --> 00:35:13,240
Speaker 1: look at all the I look at all the people.

723
00:35:14,120 --> 00:35:17,160
Speaker 13: Oh yeah, no, you responded, we talked. You said something kind.

724
00:35:18,280 --> 00:35:19,000
Speaker 1: What did I say?

725
00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:21,839
Speaker 13: I don't know it was kind, though. My impression is good,

726
00:35:21,880 --> 00:35:22,839
Speaker 13: or I wouldn't have given you.

727
00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:24,879
Speaker 3: Any money tonight the rock and roll.

728
00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:27,080
Speaker 1: I appreciate that. All right, we'll get you on the

729
00:35:27,120 --> 00:35:28,480
Speaker 1: next one. Apply to the next one.

730
00:35:28,920 --> 00:35:31,400
Speaker 13: All right, I'll try. What is the next one?

731
00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:31,880
Speaker 7: Uh?

732
00:35:33,040 --> 00:35:37,520
Speaker 1: So you think it's probably either the last week of

733
00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:40,279
Speaker 1: May or the second to last week of May, one

734
00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:40,879
Speaker 1: of those two.

735
00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:44,920
Speaker 13: Yeah, it just depends on work. I'm working like a

736
00:35:44,960 --> 00:35:46,600
Speaker 13: dog now that entertainment is back.

737
00:35:47,080 --> 00:35:49,360
Speaker 1: We'll figure it out. By the way, we had another

738
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:58,480
Speaker 1: person we had another person earlier say that she was

739
00:35:58,600 --> 00:36:03,520
Speaker 1: sick as a dog. Person another person's sick as a dog,

740
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:06,799
Speaker 1: which I didn't like because it generalizes all dogs are sick,

741
00:36:06,840 --> 00:36:08,839
Speaker 1: which is not true. You said work like a dog.

742
00:36:09,880 --> 00:36:18,080
Speaker 1: I don't like that either. I have a dog.

743
00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:17,279
Speaker 7: All day.

744
00:36:17,280 --> 00:36:20,440
Speaker 1: It doesn't do anything, doesn't pay rent, there's no job.

745
00:36:21,200 --> 00:36:23,520
Speaker 1: I hope you're not working like that dog. I hope

746
00:36:23,520 --> 00:36:26,040
Speaker 1: you're working like a huge, like a human.

747
00:36:26,760 --> 00:36:30,040
Speaker 13: I mean, I guess it's just I'm trying to I'm

748
00:36:30,040 --> 00:36:32,960
Speaker 13: trying to adjust back to not COVID life. You know,

749
00:36:34,400 --> 00:36:37,520
Speaker 13: I was working like a dog. I guess if we're

750
00:36:37,680 --> 00:36:40,240
Speaker 13: just you know, generalizing dogs is lazy.

751
00:36:41,120 --> 00:36:44,120
Speaker 1: What is not working? Okay? I guess that makes sense.

752
00:36:44,200 --> 00:36:47,040
Speaker 1: What does what does your COVID not COVID life look like.

753
00:36:48,080 --> 00:36:50,680
Speaker 13: My not COVID life. I work in entertainment. I'm a

754
00:36:50,719 --> 00:36:54,839
Speaker 13: live audio technician, so it's pretty you know, I kind

755
00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:59,439
Speaker 13: of make my living on events. Man, it's been really

756
00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:00,680
Speaker 13: rough without technician.

757
00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:04,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, what do you audio tech?

758
00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:06,680
Speaker 10: Like?

759
00:37:07,080 --> 00:37:09,759
Speaker 13: Live mixing? So like bands and stuff. I mike up

760
00:37:09,880 --> 00:37:12,719
Speaker 13: all the instruments on stage and kind of balance the

761
00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:15,200
Speaker 13: sounds out so that everyone gets.

762
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:16,520
Speaker 7: To enjoy shows.

763
00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:19,160
Speaker 1: That's cool. Do you run your own business doing that?

764
00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:20,200
Speaker 1: Do you work for a company?

765
00:37:20,520 --> 00:37:23,600
Speaker 13: I work for a company. I'm working at a casino on

766
00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:24,280
Speaker 13: the East Coast.

767
00:37:26,560 --> 00:37:31,400
Speaker 1: I feel I feel like we've gotten a lot of

768
00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:32,759
Speaker 1: casino callers.

769
00:37:33,239 --> 00:37:35,560
Speaker 13: Yeah, I heard that dude with the security poop. That's

770
00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:37,239
Speaker 13: pretty dope surveillance.

771
00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:40,359
Speaker 1: Huh yeah, how do you know? Hey, maybe he who knows,

772
00:37:40,440 --> 00:37:42,719
Speaker 1: maybe he works at your casino. Maybe you got to

773
00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:45,799
Speaker 1: maybe you got a secret deck guy thing going on.

774
00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:48,279
Speaker 13: You see. There you go, there's good. This is like

775
00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:49,200
Speaker 13: b sides of.

776
00:37:49,280 --> 00:37:50,040
Speaker 6: Geck gay man.

777
00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:52,279
Speaker 1: If I could get hitted now, if okay, if I

778
00:37:52,280 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 1: could get the casino guy to apply for gat THEAD

779
00:37:54,719 --> 00:37:56,799
Speaker 1: and you apply for Get Dead, I'll hook you guys up.

780
00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:01,560
Speaker 13: That's That's what I'm talking about. I like, how though

781
00:38:01,560 --> 00:38:03,080
Speaker 13: this is good thinking, this is a good thing. I

782
00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:04,879
Speaker 13: need to think outside the box. And I'm going through

783
00:38:04,920 --> 00:38:09,279
Speaker 13: kind of like this weird, traubatic, unexplainable heartbreak experience, and

784
00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:11,080
Speaker 13: that's kind of why I wanted to, like talk. I

785
00:38:11,120 --> 00:38:13,239
Speaker 13: was like, my therapist isn't really helping, so maybe to

786
00:38:13,280 --> 00:38:14,879
Speaker 13: get go, Well.

787
00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:15,840
Speaker 1: Why is it your therapist helping?

788
00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:21,719
Speaker 13: What's don't it's what's the matter. So there's this guy

789
00:38:21,760 --> 00:38:25,000
Speaker 13: that I've really liked for quite some time, and only

790
00:38:25,040 --> 00:38:28,400
Speaker 13: because I found his Spotify and started like creeping his

791
00:38:28,520 --> 00:38:30,319
Speaker 13: playlist and was like, I don't know, I guess I

792
00:38:30,360 --> 00:38:32,560
Speaker 13: fell in love with his taste in music. You know,

793
00:38:32,600 --> 00:38:35,480
Speaker 13: it's like a millennial tragedy because it's one sided. Right.

794
00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:38,840
Speaker 13: So I bought him one hundred dollars bouquet of flowers

795
00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:42,520
Speaker 13: on Valentine's Day and sent it to him like anonymously,

796
00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:45,399
Speaker 13: and he immediately texted me he must have obviously known

797
00:38:45,560 --> 00:38:47,719
Speaker 13: I'm the only Bush that would do something like that.

798
00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:50,920
Speaker 13: And he still hasn't asked me out, still hasn't like

799
00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:54,040
Speaker 13: tried to hang It's just like it's kind of just

800
00:38:54,160 --> 00:38:54,880
Speaker 13: left as is.

801
00:38:56,600 --> 00:39:03,520
Speaker 1: Well, I mean you can't you can't look if you're

802
00:39:03,520 --> 00:39:05,720
Speaker 1: going to give something like that. I mean, you can't

803
00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:07,480
Speaker 1: do it.

804
00:39:07,560 --> 00:39:11,319
Speaker 13: Conditionally, know exactly. And I've had I've let that go,

805
00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:14,160
Speaker 13: Let it go, you know, which is I feel like

806
00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:15,959
Speaker 13: he doesn't understand why I.

807
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:17,560
Speaker 7: Would do something like that.

808
00:39:19,440 --> 00:39:24,160
Speaker 1: Okay, So is this like a musician that you liked

809
00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:27,759
Speaker 1: his music or is just a regular guy not the

810
00:39:27,880 --> 00:39:32,640
Speaker 1: regular playlist, just a regular just like, how did you

811
00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:35,360
Speaker 1: here's hold on? Actually we skipped a step that I

812
00:39:35,360 --> 00:39:39,520
Speaker 1: actually is very important. How did you find his dress

813
00:39:39,719 --> 00:39:40,960
Speaker 1: to send him flowers?

814
00:39:41,800 --> 00:39:45,000
Speaker 13: So this is a small town and he's actually sent

815
00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:47,200
Speaker 13: me the dress before we hung out like one.

816
00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:50,120
Speaker 1: So he's not so he's not a mystery He's not

817
00:39:50,200 --> 00:39:50,919
Speaker 1: a mystery guy.

818
00:39:50,960 --> 00:39:53,160
Speaker 13: You know, he exists, He exists in my life. I

819
00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:55,520
Speaker 13: sent it to his job, though, so he owns this

820
00:39:55,600 --> 00:39:57,200
Speaker 13: like ice cream parlor near me?

821
00:39:57,800 --> 00:40:00,879
Speaker 1: And give the timeline. I'm getting the time. Mine all

822
00:40:00,920 --> 00:40:03,120
Speaker 1: totally confused because you're telling me that you have no

823
00:40:03,160 --> 00:40:04,960
Speaker 1: idea who this guy was. It was one side and

824
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:05,919
Speaker 1: he didn't know who you were.

825
00:40:06,160 --> 00:40:10,600
Speaker 19: You found playlists, say it was one sided in a

826
00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:13,400
Speaker 19: way that like, he only you know.

827
00:40:13,680 --> 00:40:16,719
Speaker 13: I'm interested in him because of his music caste, but

828
00:40:16,760 --> 00:40:18,560
Speaker 13: I don't know if he has anything to be interested

829
00:40:18,600 --> 00:40:20,200
Speaker 13: in me for I just.

830
00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:21,600
Speaker 1: Think you guys know each other.

831
00:40:22,080 --> 00:40:22,239
Speaker 14: Yea.

832
00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:26,279
Speaker 1: And you sent him a hundred dollar a bouquet of flowers.

833
00:40:26,960 --> 00:40:28,440
Speaker 14: Yeah.

834
00:40:28,640 --> 00:40:31,600
Speaker 1: First of all, men don't really care about flowers that much.

835
00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:35,640
Speaker 1: I don't think right, I have it wrong.

836
00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:39,040
Speaker 13: I'm the gesture. I would be flattered as if I

837
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:40,640
Speaker 13: had a I.

838
00:40:40,600 --> 00:40:42,280
Speaker 1: Look, it was a very sweet gesture.

839
00:40:43,760 --> 00:40:45,239
Speaker 13: Does that get acknowledged by men?

840
00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:50,600
Speaker 1: If someone sent me a one hundred dollars bouquet of flowers,

841
00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:53,200
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie. Those flowers would be dead in

842
00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:56,239
Speaker 1: two days, like probably less than that. Because I don't

843
00:40:56,480 --> 00:40:58,520
Speaker 1: I'm not good at taking care of living things like

844
00:40:58,560 --> 00:41:01,319
Speaker 1: I'm barely taking care of myself. Wheat thins for breakfast, lunch,

845
00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:04,680
Speaker 1: and dinner today, I would send, but yeah, I would

846
00:41:04,680 --> 00:41:05,320
Speaker 1: send a thank.

847
00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:09,399
Speaker 13: You, Okay, But you wouldn't necessarily want to like see

848
00:41:09,480 --> 00:41:12,520
Speaker 13: that person to like here.

849
00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:13,440
Speaker 7: I don't know.

850
00:41:15,080 --> 00:41:17,720
Speaker 1: I don't think. I don't think it would be inherent

851
00:41:17,719 --> 00:41:23,640
Speaker 1: I don't think it would inherently right. Would I want

852
00:41:23,640 --> 00:41:25,160
Speaker 1: to see them?

853
00:41:25,520 --> 00:41:26,520
Speaker 3: Yeah?

854
00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:27,960
Speaker 1: Like what? I want to know who they are, but

855
00:41:28,080 --> 00:41:29,400
Speaker 1: I want to go on a date with them if

856
00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:37,520
Speaker 1: they sent me away on a personal level, I don't know.

857
00:41:37,560 --> 00:41:42,120
Speaker 1: I think that's a lot upfront. Oh, you had his number,

858
00:41:42,160 --> 00:41:42,640
Speaker 1: don't you.

859
00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:44,440
Speaker 6: Yeah, you know I.

860
00:41:44,400 --> 00:41:47,120
Speaker 13: Could response to this from time to time and stuff and.

861
00:41:48,640 --> 00:41:49,719
Speaker 11: Working together.

862
00:41:51,000 --> 00:41:53,080
Speaker 13: Kind of I get his attention once.

863
00:41:52,920 --> 00:41:53,400
Speaker 7: In a while.

864
00:41:54,400 --> 00:41:57,719
Speaker 1: I'm so, I'm highly confused about your relationship with this guy,

865
00:41:57,760 --> 00:41:59,839
Speaker 1: because one day I thought you didn't know each other,

866
00:42:00,120 --> 00:42:02,799
Speaker 1: you know his stuff. But you know, you said you've

867
00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:04,240
Speaker 1: hanged You said you've hung out once.

868
00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:07,760
Speaker 13: Yeah, we used to work together and we hung out

869
00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:11,840
Speaker 13: one time, and it was just like, you know, he's

870
00:42:12,120 --> 00:42:15,799
Speaker 13: always been so complimenting to me through messages and like

871
00:42:16,000 --> 00:42:19,720
Speaker 13: kind and so I've seen him, like we've taken small

872
00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:24,279
Speaker 13: like strolls together, like brief strolls because we live in

873
00:42:24,320 --> 00:42:25,439
Speaker 13: the same area.

874
00:42:25,600 --> 00:42:27,480
Speaker 10: Right, So I just like I got it.

875
00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:30,560
Speaker 13: I developed a little crush because I looked him up

876
00:42:30,600 --> 00:42:34,279
Speaker 13: on Spotify and essentially just like kind of gush my

877
00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:37,040
Speaker 13: heart out. And now I'm just existing.

878
00:42:37,640 --> 00:42:39,880
Speaker 1: Did you look him up on Spotify before or after

879
00:42:39,960 --> 00:42:46,360
Speaker 1: you like hung out with him in person after? Okay,

880
00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:48,480
Speaker 1: I think I think I'm starting to make sense of

881
00:42:48,520 --> 00:42:51,200
Speaker 1: this situation. I think here's what I think you should do.

882
00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:54,880
Speaker 1: Why don't you just ask him if he wants to

883
00:42:54,920 --> 00:42:55,520
Speaker 1: hang out with you.

884
00:42:56,560 --> 00:42:59,080
Speaker 13: I've tried, and I even and then it's just like

885
00:42:59,640 --> 00:43:01,600
Speaker 13: he's all was busy. There's always a reason.

886
00:43:01,640 --> 00:43:03,560
Speaker 10: So I stopped trying and instead.

887
00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:06,000
Speaker 13: I wrote a song for him. I wrote a song

888
00:43:06,160 --> 00:43:07,960
Speaker 13: and sent it to him.

889
00:43:08,360 --> 00:43:11,280
Speaker 1: Like I'm gonna listen, not me. I'm gonna be honest

890
00:43:11,280 --> 00:43:13,319
Speaker 1: with you. I think if if, if you're and and

891
00:43:13,320 --> 00:43:15,920
Speaker 1: I would say, this's just anyone, regardless of any dynamic

892
00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:18,840
Speaker 1: and or anything at all. If you are interested in

893
00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:21,160
Speaker 1: someone and you're kind of getting the idea they're not

894
00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:22,840
Speaker 1: interested in you back, and you just move on to

895
00:43:22,880 --> 00:43:23,359
Speaker 1: someone else.

896
00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:26,800
Speaker 13: Okay, okay, okay.

897
00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:30,399
Speaker 1: You know this is a concept that's called fuck yes

898
00:43:30,560 --> 00:43:32,520
Speaker 1: or no. Like, I really do believe that you can

899
00:43:32,600 --> 00:43:34,120
Speaker 1: kind of tell when people are into you or not,

900
00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:36,840
Speaker 1: and if they're not, then you just move on. You know,

901
00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:40,800
Speaker 1: there's eight trillion people and planet Earth probably, and uh,

902
00:43:41,080 --> 00:43:43,040
Speaker 1: you know there's other there's still a little bit little

903
00:43:43,040 --> 00:43:44,520
Speaker 1: bit of other people, you know, and you don't have

904
00:43:44,560 --> 00:43:49,440
Speaker 1: to go you don't have to you know, open up

905
00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:51,880
Speaker 1: with grand gestures or anything. You can just ask people

906
00:43:51,880 --> 00:43:53,279
Speaker 1: if they want to hang out with you, and if

907
00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:55,239
Speaker 1: they don't, you move on. There's other people that might

908
00:43:55,239 --> 00:43:57,000
Speaker 1: be a be even more compatible.

909
00:43:56,480 --> 00:43:59,680
Speaker 13: With that's true, So don't tell him he was my

910
00:43:59,760 --> 00:44:01,600
Speaker 13: music for a song and then send it to him

911
00:44:01,640 --> 00:44:03,680
Speaker 13: and hope that he responds to it.

912
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:05,320
Speaker 6: Probably not.

913
00:44:05,960 --> 00:44:08,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think I think you'd be better off finding

914
00:44:08,680 --> 00:44:10,960
Speaker 1: finding someone who you think would be more receptive to that.

915
00:44:11,640 --> 00:44:15,080
Speaker 13: Oh see, but maybe it's the resistance I enjoy. I

916
00:44:15,080 --> 00:44:16,320
Speaker 13: know I'm not the only one.

917
00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:21,200
Speaker 1: Well, you know, maybe that's something. Maybe maybe that's something

918
00:44:21,239 --> 00:44:22,840
Speaker 1: you can talk to your therapist.

919
00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:25,000
Speaker 10: About that that's what you were for.

920
00:44:26,680 --> 00:44:30,000
Speaker 1: No, I'm just a gecko, all right.

921
00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:32,239
Speaker 13: Well I tried, you know, I tried to rebound. I

922
00:44:32,239 --> 00:44:35,120
Speaker 13: tried to do the gecko date thing, and now what

923
00:44:35,560 --> 00:44:35,880
Speaker 13: get you.

924
00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:37,719
Speaker 1: On the next one, dude, We'll get you on the

925
00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:40,120
Speaker 1: next one. Taylor, thank you so much for coming and man,

926
00:44:40,160 --> 00:44:41,280
Speaker 1: you have a wonderful.

927
00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:43,160
Speaker 7: Rest of the night time, my dear thanks.

928
00:44:46,360 --> 00:44:56,520
Speaker 1: Aw from Boba Fett, Boba fat Gecko. What's up?

929
00:44:57,440 --> 00:44:59,080
Speaker 6: How are you now? U?

930
00:45:00,520 --> 00:45:01,279
Speaker 1: How am I now?

931
00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:03,520
Speaker 6: Yeah?

932
00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:05,000
Speaker 1: In comparison to win.

933
00:45:06,160 --> 00:45:09,879
Speaker 6: Well, I don't know other times have you spoken before,

934
00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:15,080
Speaker 6: Baba Fett? Uh No, No, not that I know of.

935
00:45:15,320 --> 00:45:15,719
Speaker 6: I don't know.

936
00:45:16,960 --> 00:45:18,280
Speaker 1: That's a weird answer to that question.

937
00:45:19,960 --> 00:45:21,400
Speaker 6: I mean, you didn't know.

938
00:45:27,840 --> 00:45:30,080
Speaker 1: Are you okay? Oh you know?

939
00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:35,560
Speaker 6: Yeah, Yeah, I'm okay. I'm okay, not great, I'm not bad.

940
00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:40,799
Speaker 1: You don't sound okay. You sound like you sound like

941
00:45:41,760 --> 00:45:44,080
Speaker 1: you're like trying to kill a fly in your apartment

942
00:45:44,160 --> 00:45:44,520
Speaker 1: right now.

943
00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:51,440
Speaker 6: Well, i'd say I'm trying to kill a fly in life,

944
00:45:52,360 --> 00:45:56,360
Speaker 6: not any apartment. I'm not really in life. Yeah, you know,

945
00:45:56,600 --> 00:46:00,239
Speaker 6: there's there's always a fly around. There's always something then

946
00:46:00,239 --> 00:46:03,960
Speaker 6: that's getting in the way. It's always bugging bugging you out,

947
00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:06,680
Speaker 6: you know. And I'm just trying to get those flies

948
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:09,760
Speaker 6: out of here and get my life a little bit more.

949
00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:12,640
Speaker 1: Talking about these flies that you're sweating currently.

950
00:46:14,120 --> 00:46:23,600
Speaker 6: Oh, well, you know, I guess I'm trying to just stabilize.

951
00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:28,759
Speaker 6: It's been things have been tossing and turning, and right

952
00:46:28,800 --> 00:46:31,800
Speaker 6: now I'm trying to, you know, trying to get into

953
00:46:31,920 --> 00:46:35,120
Speaker 6: a steady situation, trying to kind of buy a house

954
00:46:35,160 --> 00:46:36,080
Speaker 6: at some point.

955
00:46:35,920 --> 00:46:38,720
Speaker 1: Trying to talk about tossed.

956
00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:44,319
Speaker 6: The last thing that tossed. I guess I recently went

957
00:46:44,360 --> 00:46:47,360
Speaker 6: through a breakup. It was not a bad breakup. It

958
00:46:47,400 --> 00:46:52,000
Speaker 6: was very breakup. Yeah, yeah, I guess the team. But yeah,

959
00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:54,080
Speaker 6: it was a pretty like, you know, amicable one. It

960
00:46:54,200 --> 00:46:55,880
Speaker 6: was just kind of like one of those Hey, I

961
00:46:55,920 --> 00:46:59,680
Speaker 6: think it's time to time to be done. And uh,

962
00:47:00,080 --> 00:47:02,640
Speaker 6: you know, I just moved into a new place. She

963
00:47:02,880 --> 00:47:07,600
Speaker 6: just moved out of the state, and uh, yeah, I

964
00:47:07,600 --> 00:47:09,560
Speaker 6: don't know. So I'm like sitting by myself in a

965
00:47:09,640 --> 00:47:14,040
Speaker 6: little cabin in the woods, and you know, it's not

966
00:47:14,120 --> 00:47:15,879
Speaker 6: so bad. It's really not bad.

967
00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:20,160
Speaker 1: You're in a cabin in the woods right now. Yeah, ye,

968
00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:23,040
Speaker 1: where in the woods? How do you is it? I

969
00:47:23,040 --> 00:47:24,839
Speaker 1: guess it's not far enough from move that you don't

970
00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:25,640
Speaker 1: have internet connection.

971
00:47:27,000 --> 00:47:29,800
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's not it's not great internet connection, but it works.

972
00:47:31,200 --> 00:47:33,600
Speaker 1: Is it in the middle of nowhere? Is an isolated cabin?

973
00:47:35,040 --> 00:47:37,880
Speaker 6: No, Like I'm on a road, you know, I'm in

974
00:47:37,920 --> 00:47:40,399
Speaker 6: a we're I'm in a small town. I think there's

975
00:47:40,440 --> 00:47:44,239
Speaker 6: maybe like a thousand people in this town. You know,

976
00:47:44,560 --> 00:47:47,680
Speaker 6: it's not I'm not like. No, No, I moved here.

977
00:47:47,760 --> 00:47:50,320
Speaker 6: This is where I live. I mean, I wish I

978
00:47:50,360 --> 00:47:54,400
Speaker 6: wish vacation, vacation.

979
00:47:55,120 --> 00:47:56,960
Speaker 1: What do you mean by that, you wish lived was

980
00:47:57,000 --> 00:47:57,480
Speaker 1: a vacation.

981
00:47:58,280 --> 00:48:01,080
Speaker 6: No, I wish. I wish I felt a bit more

982
00:48:01,160 --> 00:48:01,800
Speaker 6: like vacation.

983
00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:07,759
Speaker 16: I have.

984
00:48:08,080 --> 00:48:12,160
Speaker 6: I've been working. I've been actually been an instacart shopper lately.

985
00:48:13,320 --> 00:48:16,440
Speaker 6: That's been my thing since I moved moved back to

986
00:48:17,080 --> 00:48:20,200
Speaker 6: my home state a few months ago.

987
00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:21,920
Speaker 17: I'll tell you what's that.

988
00:48:22,680 --> 00:48:23,600
Speaker 1: Has that been lucrative?

989
00:48:25,120 --> 00:48:25,640
Speaker 18: You know it?

990
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:29,879
Speaker 6: Actually it has. So when I first I first moved

991
00:48:29,960 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 6: back to my home state, and I lived in this

992
00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:36,160
Speaker 6: other town where I lived with my girlfriend, and in

993
00:48:36,200 --> 00:48:38,000
Speaker 6: that area, it was really good. I was making like

994
00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:41,319
Speaker 6: thirty five bucks an hour. But now I live out

995
00:48:41,360 --> 00:48:43,080
Speaker 6: in a little cabin in the woods, and there's not

996
00:48:43,160 --> 00:48:48,040
Speaker 6: really as many people that need their groceries delivered this way.

997
00:48:48,680 --> 00:48:50,239
Speaker 17: So right.

998
00:48:50,320 --> 00:48:51,799
Speaker 1: It makes sense that you would get a little bit

999
00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:54,440
Speaker 1: less work where there's a lot less people if you're

1000
00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:58,319
Speaker 1: living in a town of a thousand, Yes, exactly.

1001
00:48:59,040 --> 00:49:03,000
Speaker 6: So, you know, trying to find different things to make

1002
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:06,440
Speaker 6: the money. I've been I've been foraging and trying to

1003
00:49:06,480 --> 00:49:07,720
Speaker 6: sell my wares.

1004
00:49:09,040 --> 00:49:11,160
Speaker 1: Foraging. What's the last thing you forged?

1005
00:49:12,320 --> 00:49:12,640
Speaker 11: Uh?

1006
00:49:13,080 --> 00:49:16,840
Speaker 6: Not forged? Foraged, like I pick things out of the ground.

1007
00:49:17,040 --> 00:49:18,919
Speaker 6: I don't know if that's what you heard or said,

1008
00:49:18,960 --> 00:49:20,480
Speaker 6: but I foraged.

1009
00:49:21,040 --> 00:49:23,239
Speaker 1: I think the word I said was pretty similar to

1010
00:49:23,239 --> 00:49:24,839
Speaker 1: what the word that is the real word.

1011
00:49:25,960 --> 00:49:30,040
Speaker 6: Okay, but yeah, no, I forged some ramps. Uh they're

1012
00:49:30,120 --> 00:49:34,120
Speaker 6: like wild weeks, that's what That's what I've been picking today.

1013
00:49:36,520 --> 00:49:40,959
Speaker 6: And uh some fiddleheads, you know, and uh yeah, trying

1014
00:49:40,960 --> 00:49:44,160
Speaker 6: to sell those restaurants and people and you know, just

1015
00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:45,480
Speaker 6: make an extra buck here and there.

1016
00:49:46,080 --> 00:49:48,279
Speaker 1: So why would you why why not just cut out

1017
00:49:48,320 --> 00:49:49,880
Speaker 1: the middleman here? I mean, what do you what do

1018
00:49:49,920 --> 00:49:54,279
Speaker 1: you know, need money for to purchase various wares and

1019
00:49:54,360 --> 00:49:56,880
Speaker 1: food and stuff. Why don't you just Yeah, we're so

1020
00:49:57,080 --> 00:49:59,840
Speaker 1: close to just getting rid of the middleman of the

1021
00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:04,640
Speaker 1: economy and just forging your own wares and growing your

1022
00:50:04,640 --> 00:50:05,520
Speaker 1: own food.

1023
00:50:07,160 --> 00:50:10,120
Speaker 6: That's what I want to do. I don't know if

1024
00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:13,680
Speaker 6: my my current landlords will accept you know, ramps and

1025
00:50:13,680 --> 00:50:17,400
Speaker 6: subtle heads in exchange for rent at the moment, so

1026
00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:19,040
Speaker 6: I haven't asked. So it's maybe I.

1027
00:50:21,920 --> 00:50:25,480
Speaker 1: Could build a cabin out of fiddles. The cabin.

1028
00:50:26,760 --> 00:50:33,640
Speaker 6: You know, it's not a bad idea, it's not. Well, yeah,

1029
00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:35,560
Speaker 6: I'll give that some some good thought.

1030
00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:36,319
Speaker 4: We'll see.

1031
00:50:36,320 --> 00:50:38,919
Speaker 6: I do want to build my own cabin. That's that's

1032
00:50:39,040 --> 00:50:43,399
Speaker 6: kind of the end goal here. You know, maybe I'll

1033
00:50:43,480 --> 00:50:45,600
Speaker 6: use a couple of sticks and twigs as well.

1034
00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:47,160
Speaker 1: I think you're on the right path.

1035
00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:52,360
Speaker 6: Yeah, well, I thinks you know, you really really helped

1036
00:50:52,400 --> 00:50:53,880
Speaker 6: me figure my stuff out.

1037
00:50:55,200 --> 00:50:56,920
Speaker 1: I'm glad so I got I.

1038
00:50:56,880 --> 00:51:00,320
Speaker 6: Got one question for you though, what what happened?

1039
00:51:03,360 --> 00:51:06,520
Speaker 1: What did you say? Name was? Uh?

1040
00:51:06,600 --> 00:51:07,080
Speaker 4: Baba?

1041
00:51:08,000 --> 00:51:09,200
Speaker 1: You have a g rest of the night, baba, Thank

1042
00:51:09,239 --> 00:51:09,719
Speaker 1: you very much.

1043
00:51:10,960 --> 00:51:13,000
Speaker 6: Wait, wait, I have one question for you.

1044
00:51:14,480 --> 00:51:15,160
Speaker 17: What happened?

1045
00:51:18,000 --> 00:51:20,880
Speaker 1: Hey, folks, this is Lyle creeping in here to let

1046
00:51:20,960 --> 00:51:24,399
Speaker 1: you know that if you enjoy the podcast that you're

1047
00:51:24,440 --> 00:51:26,799
Speaker 1: currently listening to, and you would like to make it

1048
00:51:27,120 --> 00:51:30,680
Speaker 1: easier for me to do this podcast, for me to

1049
00:51:30,719 --> 00:51:33,480
Speaker 1: do more projects like it, for me to bring as

1050
00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:37,080
Speaker 1: much Gecko content into this world as possible. You can

1051
00:51:37,120 --> 00:51:41,200
Speaker 1: head it over to Patreon dot com slash lyle forever

1052
00:51:41,440 --> 00:51:44,759
Speaker 1: and for a gracious donation of five dollars a month,

1053
00:51:44,880 --> 00:51:49,080
Speaker 1: you can support the production and maintenance of this podcast

1054
00:51:49,120 --> 00:51:52,360
Speaker 1: and of me being able to live in a place

1055
00:51:52,800 --> 00:51:54,919
Speaker 1: and do things. You also get to be a part

1056
00:51:54,920 --> 00:51:59,560
Speaker 1: of the gek Legends discord, you get access to exclusive streams,

1057
00:51:59,800 --> 00:52:01,480
Speaker 1: and much much more.

1058
00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:01,759
Speaker 4: So.

1059
00:52:01,840 --> 00:52:04,160
Speaker 1: Once again, folks, the Patreon helps me out a ton

1060
00:52:04,239 --> 00:52:07,160
Speaker 1: with living and doing things, So if you want to support,

1061
00:52:07,440 --> 00:52:09,359
Speaker 1: that's where you can do it. If not, that's fine

1062
00:52:09,400 --> 00:52:13,680
Speaker 1: as well. I greatly appreciate anyone taking the time out

1063
00:52:13,719 --> 00:52:16,360
Speaker 1: of their life to put my voice into their ears.

1064
00:52:16,480 --> 00:52:18,920
Speaker 1: And by the way, before I get back into the calls,

1065
00:52:19,040 --> 00:52:22,719
Speaker 1: quick reminder about gack across America. Okay, it's gonna be

1066
00:52:23,120 --> 00:52:26,080
Speaker 1: a whole hell of a lot of fun. I'm very

1067
00:52:26,120 --> 00:52:28,480
Speaker 1: nervous about it. I have no idea what's going to

1068
00:52:28,520 --> 00:52:30,160
Speaker 1: come my way, and if you would like to be

1069
00:52:30,200 --> 00:52:34,080
Speaker 1: a part of it, please go visit www dot gek

1070
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Speaker 1: across America dot com to apply today. All right, enough

1071
00:52:39,120 --> 00:52:42,320
Speaker 1: of me, enough of this, let's get back into the calls.

1072
00:52:42,640 --> 00:52:44,720
Speaker 18: All from Jason Todd.

1073
00:52:45,920 --> 00:52:50,320
Speaker 11: I'm Scoola Stevens of the name as well an Jason Todd.

1074
00:52:52,840 --> 00:52:53,160
Speaker 17: As well.

1075
00:52:54,920 --> 00:53:02,240
Speaker 1: Ah, oh my god, is this Luke?

1076
00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:05,200
Speaker 18: This is not Luke.

1077
00:53:05,360 --> 00:53:07,399
Speaker 1: No, that's what I thought. I thought it wasn't Luke.

1078
00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:10,439
Speaker 1: It's Jason Todd. I was asking if it was Luke

1079
00:53:10,520 --> 00:53:12,959
Speaker 1: because I wanted you to say no, because I didn't

1080
00:53:13,000 --> 00:53:14,600
Speaker 1: think it was Luke. And so if you said Luke,

1081
00:53:14,600 --> 00:53:16,920
Speaker 1: I would be like, all right, my suspicions are correct.

1082
00:53:16,960 --> 00:53:19,760
Speaker 1: This is not Luke. This is Jason. This is Jason.

1083
00:53:20,400 --> 00:53:22,520
Speaker 18: Yeah. You you were right whole time. Man. I mean,

1084
00:53:23,960 --> 00:53:26,720
Speaker 18: I'm not going to question your your Jedi powers.

1085
00:53:27,680 --> 00:53:30,319
Speaker 1: I don't have Jedi powers. I have Gecko powers, which

1086
00:53:30,400 --> 00:53:35,000
Speaker 1: and that's way look worse jedis they have mind control,

1087
00:53:35,480 --> 00:53:39,920
Speaker 1: they have the big laser swords. But you know what

1088
00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:44,920
Speaker 1: geckos can do what nothing. That's why they're not very

1089
00:53:44,920 --> 00:53:47,520
Speaker 1: popular to keep his pets. They're very boring. They just

1090
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:49,600
Speaker 1: want to write. They slither around. They don't do a lot.

1091
00:53:50,320 --> 00:53:50,840
Speaker 17: That's true.

1092
00:53:52,760 --> 00:53:56,600
Speaker 1: Oh do you have what kind of what powers? Do

1093
00:53:56,640 --> 00:53:56,920
Speaker 1: you have?

1094
00:53:58,120 --> 00:53:59,120
Speaker 18: My powers?

1095
00:54:00,200 --> 00:54:00,800
Speaker 1: And powers?

1096
00:54:02,680 --> 00:54:02,839
Speaker 7: Uh?

1097
00:54:04,560 --> 00:54:06,880
Speaker 18: I can I can die over and over again, but

1098
00:54:06,920 --> 00:54:12,600
Speaker 18: I will always come back, really really I'm basically immortal.

1099
00:54:13,520 --> 00:54:15,480
Speaker 18: I died when I keep coming back.

1100
00:54:16,480 --> 00:54:18,360
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm. When was the last time he died on

1101
00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:19,080
Speaker 1: the inside?

1102
00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:21,239
Speaker 7: Uh?

1103
00:54:21,880 --> 00:54:22,560
Speaker 18: This year?

1104
00:54:24,480 --> 00:54:24,600
Speaker 6: Uh?

1105
00:54:27,880 --> 00:54:28,000
Speaker 1: Uh?

1106
00:54:28,160 --> 00:54:30,200
Speaker 18: My girl left, we split, I had to move into

1107
00:54:30,239 --> 00:54:35,239
Speaker 18: a single apartment. I had to like work, like a

1108
00:54:35,280 --> 00:54:39,120
Speaker 18: really horrible job, and I got diagnosed with bb D.

1109
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:41,200
Speaker 18: And there's a lot of bad stuff. It seems to

1110
00:54:41,280 --> 00:54:43,000
Speaker 18: have happened recently past couple of one.

1111
00:54:43,880 --> 00:54:50,719
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Around your your your judging along anyway, I'm.

1112
00:54:50,480 --> 00:54:52,839
Speaker 18: I'm going anyway. I was pretty down, but like you know,

1113
00:54:53,080 --> 00:54:54,080
Speaker 18: some I'm back up.

1114
00:54:55,080 --> 00:54:57,440
Speaker 1: I'm glad to hear back up going forward.

1115
00:55:00,280 --> 00:55:03,160
Speaker 18: I have some advice or I need some advice from you.

1116
00:55:04,320 --> 00:55:06,000
Speaker 1: I will do the best I can. I don't know

1117
00:55:06,000 --> 00:55:08,480
Speaker 1: if you've been watching the stream. I've given some advice

1118
00:55:09,239 --> 00:55:11,280
Speaker 1: about things that I don't know what I'm talking about.

1119
00:55:11,840 --> 00:55:14,560
Speaker 1: And you know, I'm not opposed to doing that, but

1120
00:55:15,000 --> 00:55:18,960
Speaker 1: I am opposed to doing that without exclaiming without Uh

1121
00:55:19,560 --> 00:55:24,480
Speaker 1: it's not exclaim is it exclaim disclaiming that first?

1122
00:55:25,560 --> 00:55:27,600
Speaker 18: Yeah, Now, I know you're not a real therapist and

1123
00:55:27,640 --> 00:55:30,520
Speaker 18: you're just you know, the get go that lives underwater

1124
00:55:30,600 --> 00:55:31,160
Speaker 18: right now.

1125
00:55:32,800 --> 00:55:35,759
Speaker 1: The world, I'm just visiting I'm sorry. Would would let's

1126
00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:38,080
Speaker 1: start over? Uh? Yeah, what's up? Men? Would you want

1127
00:55:38,080 --> 00:55:38,720
Speaker 1: to talk about?

1128
00:55:39,280 --> 00:55:43,080
Speaker 18: Okay? So me and my ex were like friends for

1129
00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:46,360
Speaker 18: a while, like friends with benefits, you know what I mean. Sure,

1130
00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:50,680
Speaker 18: And that was after we yeah, after we broke up,

1131
00:55:50,920 --> 00:55:53,800
Speaker 18: and she was still like we moved into two separate

1132
00:55:53,840 --> 00:55:57,960
Speaker 18: apartments that are at the same apartment complex as the

1133
00:55:58,000 --> 00:56:01,320
Speaker 18: one like the two veteran we used to have.

1134
00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:02,720
Speaker 16: Yeah.

1135
00:56:02,840 --> 00:56:05,839
Speaker 18: So and she looks like across the parking lot. Yeah,

1136
00:56:06,200 --> 00:56:08,239
Speaker 18: and we were still having sex and it was, you know,

1137
00:56:09,280 --> 00:56:10,920
Speaker 18: it was really awesome sex. I don't know what kind

1138
00:56:10,960 --> 00:56:13,640
Speaker 18: of sex Gettos have. I gotta imagine that's pretty good too,

1139
00:56:13,680 --> 00:56:16,920
Speaker 18: but like, this is really good human sex.

1140
00:56:17,440 --> 00:56:17,640
Speaker 1: Sure.

1141
00:56:18,760 --> 00:56:25,120
Speaker 18: And anyway, and now when I met her, she was by,

1142
00:56:25,280 --> 00:56:28,040
Speaker 18: and she was by for like a long time. And

1143
00:56:28,080 --> 00:56:30,200
Speaker 18: then she tell me towards the end of our relationship,

1144
00:56:30,200 --> 00:56:31,640
Speaker 18: she's like, I think you're gonna be the last dude

1145
00:56:31,680 --> 00:56:34,759
Speaker 18: I'm going to like date. And I said, okay, And

1146
00:56:34,800 --> 00:56:36,759
Speaker 18: then she would jump me, and then she would run

1147
00:56:36,760 --> 00:56:38,600
Speaker 18: over to my new apartment and like jump me again

1148
00:56:38,640 --> 00:56:43,920
Speaker 18: and again, and and then like the last time we

1149
00:56:43,960 --> 00:56:48,480
Speaker 18: started to something started to happen. She got very uncomfortable

1150
00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:54,640
Speaker 18: and like we obviously you know, stopped and anyway, she

1151
00:56:54,680 --> 00:56:56,719
Speaker 18: made it clear like from that point you know that

1152
00:56:56,760 --> 00:56:58,440
Speaker 18: we're not going to be doing that anymore. And like

1153
00:56:58,960 --> 00:57:01,200
Speaker 18: I said, fine, going to be you know, your friend

1154
00:57:01,280 --> 00:57:03,919
Speaker 18: and all that, and and I am always still can't

1155
00:57:03,960 --> 00:57:09,320
Speaker 18: hang out and like benship and stuff, and uh I

1156
00:57:09,440 --> 00:57:12,040
Speaker 18: got as share the chat that this is a real story.

1157
00:57:12,040 --> 00:57:13,960
Speaker 18: If I was making up the story, much cooler.

1158
00:57:15,760 --> 00:57:19,800
Speaker 1: Anyway, the chatacheck, the only check going on was with

1159
00:57:19,880 --> 00:57:20,600
Speaker 1: you and me and my friend.

1160
00:57:21,360 --> 00:57:27,919
Speaker 18: Okay, anyway, and uh so we start kind of dating

1161
00:57:27,920 --> 00:57:31,680
Speaker 18: around seeing other people, you know, going through the moving

1162
00:57:31,720 --> 00:57:37,880
Speaker 18: on phase or whatever. And she we're talking about these

1163
00:57:37,880 --> 00:57:40,680
Speaker 18: people we're talking to, and she showed me a picture

1164
00:57:40,680 --> 00:57:43,000
Speaker 18: of this person and this person was like really shitty

1165
00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:45,960
Speaker 18: to me at the h that horrible place I worked

1166
00:57:46,240 --> 00:57:48,000
Speaker 18: at for like a couple of months.

1167
00:57:48,280 --> 00:57:50,360
Speaker 1: She started seeing all right, so you guys, just sounds

1168
00:57:50,400 --> 00:57:53,120
Speaker 1: like our remaining friends if you're showing each other who

1169
00:57:53,120 --> 00:57:55,760
Speaker 1: you're dating now. And so she started dating someone that

1170
00:57:55,800 --> 00:57:59,480
Speaker 1: you knew already, h.

1171
00:57:59,640 --> 00:58:02,280
Speaker 18: Yes, yeah, and this person was like like treated me

1172
00:58:02,360 --> 00:58:05,040
Speaker 18: like shit, and it was that was was one of

1173
00:58:05,080 --> 00:58:09,400
Speaker 18: the employees I had with this very toxic like fast

1174
00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:12,000
Speaker 18: food place, like local fast food place was working at

1175
00:58:12,000 --> 00:58:17,120
Speaker 18: for a while to like make against me and uh anyway,

1176
00:58:17,480 --> 00:58:19,600
Speaker 18: and I told her, I was like, oh, that person's horrible.

1177
00:58:19,720 --> 00:58:22,200
Speaker 18: They you know. I told all the mess up stuff

1178
00:58:22,240 --> 00:58:25,120
Speaker 18: this person did and how they would make fun of

1179
00:58:25,160 --> 00:58:27,840
Speaker 18: the mentally challenged person that worked there, and how they

1180
00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:30,959
Speaker 18: would like call me names and like treat me like shit,

1181
00:58:31,160 --> 00:58:34,840
Speaker 18: and that they slept with one of the cooks that

1182
00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:37,880
Speaker 18: used to work there, like they slept with his uh

1183
00:58:37,920 --> 00:58:40,520
Speaker 18: his his life, she slept with his wife. I told

1184
00:58:40,520 --> 00:58:42,520
Speaker 18: her all this horrible stuff. And then she was like, oh,

1185
00:58:43,160 --> 00:58:44,800
Speaker 18: well I would never like I would never be with

1186
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:47,000
Speaker 18: somebody like that. I wouldn't do that to you. And

1187
00:58:47,040 --> 00:58:48,760
Speaker 18: then she'd be like, oh, I'm just talking to them,

1188
00:58:48,760 --> 00:58:50,600
Speaker 18: never actually going to meet them. I'm just toying with them.

1189
00:58:51,280 --> 00:58:53,800
Speaker 18: And then it came out the other Yeah, yeah, it's

1190
00:58:53,800 --> 00:58:58,480
Speaker 18: pretty weird and uh and then like we went to

1191
00:58:58,600 --> 00:59:02,120
Speaker 18: like uh like ike a while back and I noticed,

1192
00:59:02,160 --> 00:59:04,360
Speaker 18: like she's still texting this person. Was like, what are

1193
00:59:04,400 --> 00:59:06,800
Speaker 18: you are you are you still wrong with that plan

1194
00:59:06,960 --> 00:59:07,280
Speaker 18: or whatever?

1195
00:59:07,360 --> 00:59:12,280
Speaker 1: So here's here's is the advice sort of like you

1196
00:59:12,280 --> 00:59:14,760
Speaker 1: know what you do about your friend wanting to see

1197
00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:18,200
Speaker 1: this person. That is shitty because to me, it's like,

1198
00:59:18,680 --> 00:59:21,240
Speaker 1: you know, you did your part right, like you warned

1199
00:59:21,360 --> 00:59:23,640
Speaker 1: this person's your friends, you care about them, they're they're

1200
00:59:23,680 --> 00:59:27,880
Speaker 1: your friends. You know you did your part to warn

1201
00:59:28,000 --> 00:59:31,640
Speaker 1: them about this person that they're seeing. This is shitty.

1202
00:59:31,800 --> 00:59:35,320
Speaker 1: But after that, I mean, there's nothing you can do.

1203
00:59:35,640 --> 00:59:37,920
Speaker 1: You know, they're right, you know.

1204
00:59:39,040 --> 00:59:41,040
Speaker 18: And anyway, we get to the point of like her

1205
00:59:41,520 --> 00:59:43,959
Speaker 18: like gaslighting me and somehow making me feel bad about

1206
00:59:44,000 --> 00:59:47,040
Speaker 18: this ship, and she just eventually kind of cops to

1207
00:59:47,240 --> 00:59:49,680
Speaker 18: her true feelings, which are and I quote, I don't

1208
00:59:49,720 --> 00:59:51,760
Speaker 18: care about your feelings. I'm just gonna go ahead and

1209
00:59:52,080 --> 00:59:55,600
Speaker 18: do this anyway. And I was like, oh, okay, okay, whatever.

1210
00:59:55,840 --> 00:59:57,480
Speaker 18: And then she comes to my place whether you need

1211
00:59:57,520 --> 00:59:59,360
Speaker 18: to borrow something or whatever, and she's like, oh, we're

1212
00:59:59,360 --> 01:00:01,240
Speaker 18: not going to be friends. It's been talking in a while.

1213
01:00:01,640 --> 01:00:04,520
Speaker 18: And I was like, no, you fucked that up, Like

1214
01:00:04,600 --> 01:00:06,640
Speaker 18: we're not gonna there's no way for us to be

1215
01:00:06,640 --> 01:00:07,320
Speaker 18: friends anymore.

1216
01:00:07,720 --> 01:00:07,959
Speaker 1: Okay.

1217
01:00:07,960 --> 01:00:10,320
Speaker 18: To me, that's a trail. So like, I guess what

1218
01:00:10,360 --> 01:00:12,320
Speaker 18: I'm asking is can I be friends with this person

1219
01:00:12,440 --> 01:00:12,600
Speaker 18: or not?

1220
01:00:13,080 --> 01:00:15,600
Speaker 1: No, you shouldn't be well, it's not about ken you,

1221
01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:18,760
Speaker 1: it's about you know, look, what's what's the best for

1222
01:00:18,840 --> 01:00:22,160
Speaker 1: your own life? And it sounds like this person straight

1223
01:00:22,240 --> 01:00:24,360
Speaker 1: up told you that she doesn't care about your feelings.

1224
01:00:25,080 --> 01:00:26,920
Speaker 1: So she doesn't care about your feelings, then you know,

1225
01:00:26,920 --> 01:00:28,800
Speaker 1: why should you be friends with her? Granted, I don't

1226
01:00:28,800 --> 01:00:31,280
Speaker 1: think it's any of your business. You know who she

1227
01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:34,080
Speaker 1: is seeing. You know, if you're seeing someone that's horrible,

1228
01:00:34,120 --> 01:00:35,360
Speaker 1: and because you care about her, you don't want her

1229
01:00:35,360 --> 01:00:37,720
Speaker 1: to see a whole person. You warn't her the person

1230
01:00:37,800 --> 01:00:39,760
Speaker 1: as horrible. I think that was you know, good on

1231
01:00:39,800 --> 01:00:41,600
Speaker 1: you as a friend. But you know you've given her

1232
01:00:41,600 --> 01:00:44,800
Speaker 1: that information. She can do whatever she wants with that information.

1233
01:00:45,520 --> 01:00:48,600
Speaker 1: But yeah, I don't. I mean, it doesn't seem to me,

1234
01:00:48,920 --> 01:00:51,880
Speaker 1: especially if you're like, you know, coming here and complaining

1235
01:00:51,920 --> 01:00:54,880
Speaker 1: about it and wondering even why you know, even if

1236
01:00:54,920 --> 01:00:57,320
Speaker 1: you should be in this friendship, then I don't know,

1237
01:00:57,360 --> 01:00:59,320
Speaker 1: that kind of sickles to me that you shouldn't because

1238
01:00:59,600 --> 01:01:03,320
Speaker 1: it's it's a sort of a place of stress for you.

1239
01:01:03,880 --> 01:01:06,920
Speaker 1: So yeah, no, I would definitely support you getting out

1240
01:01:06,960 --> 01:01:08,880
Speaker 1: of this friendship where a person tells you straight up

1241
01:01:08,920 --> 01:01:10,320
Speaker 1: that they don't care about your feelings.

1242
01:01:11,840 --> 01:01:13,600
Speaker 18: Okay, yeah, no, you're right. It's been a couple of

1243
01:01:13,600 --> 01:01:15,680
Speaker 18: weeks and like she sent me like tiktoks and shit

1244
01:01:15,800 --> 01:01:17,880
Speaker 18: and like snapchat like here and there, and I've been

1245
01:01:17,960 --> 01:01:19,440
Speaker 18: kind of ignoring them.

1246
01:01:20,000 --> 01:01:21,840
Speaker 1: But yeah, if you got feeling it, then you know

1247
01:01:21,840 --> 01:01:23,880
Speaker 1: you got to listen. It tends like if this person's

1248
01:01:23,880 --> 01:01:26,560
Speaker 1: trying to contact you and you've been ignoring it, sounds

1249
01:01:26,560 --> 01:01:28,240
Speaker 1: like you're not It sounds like you're not feeling it.

1250
01:01:28,640 --> 01:01:30,360
Speaker 1: So getting red on to your friends with this person.

1251
01:01:31,840 --> 01:01:34,080
Speaker 18: I mean, it's just it's been a lot. It seems like,

1252
01:01:34,360 --> 01:01:36,680
Speaker 18: I don't know, it seems like she would play head

1253
01:01:36,720 --> 01:01:39,040
Speaker 18: games with me, and I don't know, I'm just tired

1254
01:01:39,080 --> 01:01:39,400
Speaker 18: of it.

1255
01:01:39,760 --> 01:01:39,960
Speaker 17: Yeah.

1256
01:01:40,080 --> 01:01:41,880
Speaker 1: No, I don't think you should be in any sort

1257
01:01:41,920 --> 01:01:44,919
Speaker 1: of relationship, platonic or not, with anyone who's playing any

1258
01:01:45,040 --> 01:01:48,280
Speaker 1: kind of head games with you. You know, you shouldn't

1259
01:01:48,280 --> 01:01:48,880
Speaker 1: make time for that.

1260
01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:50,680
Speaker 18: So I'm on the right hand.

1261
01:01:50,520 --> 01:01:52,480
Speaker 1: You can play more level head of games with exactly. Yeah,

1262
01:01:52,520 --> 01:01:53,320
Speaker 1: I think you're on that path.

1263
01:01:54,360 --> 01:01:57,560
Speaker 18: All right, cool, cool, all right, man, that's all I

1264
01:01:57,600 --> 01:01:58,880
Speaker 18: needed to hear it, just needed to hear it from

1265
01:01:58,880 --> 01:02:00,000
Speaker 18: my spirit, which is.

1266
01:02:00,360 --> 01:02:02,760
Speaker 1: For sure, for sure, for sure look always you the

1267
01:02:02,800 --> 01:02:03,440
Speaker 1: best to look man.

1268
01:02:04,240 --> 01:02:07,800
Speaker 18: All right, thank you? I love you and I agree?

1269
01:02:08,160 --> 01:02:14,360
Speaker 3: Who all from Tiff?

1270
01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:16,280
Speaker 4: Tif?

1271
01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:19,160
Speaker 12: Oh?

1272
01:02:19,240 --> 01:02:21,600
Speaker 3: Hy, hello Tiff?

1273
01:02:22,360 --> 01:02:22,880
Speaker 19: How are you.

1274
01:02:24,480 --> 01:02:24,720
Speaker 14: All right?

1275
01:02:24,760 --> 01:02:25,920
Speaker 1: If we spoken before, Tiff?

1276
01:02:26,480 --> 01:02:29,160
Speaker 19: We have not. But I actually drew a picture of

1277
01:02:29,200 --> 01:02:29,880
Speaker 19: you last week.

1278
01:02:30,200 --> 01:02:32,160
Speaker 1: You drew a picture of me last week.

1279
01:02:32,280 --> 01:02:32,919
Speaker 8: I did.

1280
01:02:33,040 --> 01:02:35,440
Speaker 19: You were sitting in the grocery cart.

1281
01:02:36,160 --> 01:02:39,200
Speaker 1: Uh wait was it the Oh it's the Is it

1282
01:02:39,240 --> 01:02:43,000
Speaker 1: the little cartoon, the one that looks like Calvin Hobbsey, Yeah,

1283
01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:44,480
Speaker 1: the discord?

1284
01:02:44,600 --> 01:02:45,160
Speaker 3: Yeah that was me.

1285
01:02:45,680 --> 01:02:48,040
Speaker 1: How you doing that? I think that looks awesome. I'm

1286
01:02:48,160 --> 01:02:50,000
Speaker 1: trying to I'm gonna post it on my next little

1287
01:02:50,000 --> 01:02:52,400
Speaker 1: fan art Instagram thing. I think it was sick. Thank

1288
01:02:52,400 --> 01:02:53,240
Speaker 1: you so much for drawing that.

1289
01:02:53,720 --> 01:02:54,480
Speaker 19: You're very welcome.

1290
01:02:55,720 --> 01:02:57,240
Speaker 1: Are you an artist by trade?

1291
01:02:58,280 --> 01:02:58,440
Speaker 16: Uh?

1292
01:02:58,600 --> 01:03:01,320
Speaker 19: No, just by hobby, because I feel like if you

1293
01:03:01,360 --> 01:03:03,680
Speaker 19: do art for money, it's a really easy way to

1294
01:03:03,720 --> 01:03:04,400
Speaker 19: kill your passion.

1295
01:03:05,280 --> 01:03:11,440
Speaker 1: Oh for sure. But I mean, you know, I don't know.

1296
01:03:11,720 --> 01:03:13,680
Speaker 1: That's an interesting thing. I've heard people say that all

1297
01:03:13,720 --> 01:03:15,760
Speaker 1: the time. You know, I'm always talking all this kind

1298
01:03:15,760 --> 01:03:18,520
Speaker 1: of shit about you know, Hey, if you hate your job,

1299
01:03:18,560 --> 01:03:21,400
Speaker 1: you can just monetize whatever you like to do by

1300
01:03:21,400 --> 01:03:23,640
Speaker 1: going on TikTok, and then you know, other people are like,

1301
01:03:24,120 --> 01:03:27,360
Speaker 1: you know, well no, because then if you do it

1302
01:03:27,400 --> 01:03:29,600
Speaker 1: for a living, you'll start to hate it. And I'm like,

1303
01:03:30,000 --> 01:03:31,840
Speaker 1: I don't know. My retort to that is like, well,

1304
01:03:31,880 --> 01:03:34,720
Speaker 1: you're already do something that you for a living that

1305
01:03:34,760 --> 01:03:37,280
Speaker 1: you don't like, so you know, I don't know.

1306
01:03:37,440 --> 01:03:39,800
Speaker 19: Yeah, I guess this is my way to blow off steam.

1307
01:03:39,840 --> 01:03:40,080
Speaker 1: Though.

1308
01:03:40,240 --> 01:03:41,880
Speaker 19: If I got caught up in the rat race trying

1309
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:44,360
Speaker 19: to create art for money all the time, I think

1310
01:03:44,360 --> 01:03:48,880
Speaker 19: I'll just start to despise it. So yeah, I kind

1311
01:03:48,880 --> 01:03:50,840
Speaker 19: of keep that little slice of nirvana for me.

1312
01:03:52,160 --> 01:03:57,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, I like the idea, though, of being

1313
01:03:57,640 --> 01:04:00,720
Speaker 1: able to do something for a living that is yours

1314
01:04:01,280 --> 01:04:06,880
Speaker 1: as opposed for sure, you know, something that owns someone

1315
01:04:06,880 --> 01:04:09,520
Speaker 1: else owns for sure.

1316
01:04:09,640 --> 01:04:11,920
Speaker 19: For sure. I think we are here for a very

1317
01:04:11,920 --> 01:04:14,560
Speaker 19: short amount of time, and we should be the masters

1318
01:04:14,560 --> 01:04:17,400
Speaker 19: of our own destiny. So you know, do what you

1319
01:04:17,400 --> 01:04:17,720
Speaker 19: want to do.

1320
01:04:18,920 --> 01:04:20,720
Speaker 1: They're the master of your own destiny.

1321
01:04:22,200 --> 01:04:24,680
Speaker 19: Sometimes it depends on the day.

1322
01:04:24,760 --> 01:04:27,720
Speaker 1: Dude, were you a master of your own destiny today?

1323
01:04:29,240 --> 01:04:29,720
Speaker 18: I hope?

1324
01:04:30,040 --> 01:04:32,880
Speaker 19: Yeah, Yeah, yeah, I think I was. I tackled Monday

1325
01:04:32,880 --> 01:04:34,160
Speaker 19: with a pretty positive attitude.

1326
01:04:35,040 --> 01:04:36,360
Speaker 11: Nice I made it.

1327
01:04:36,360 --> 01:04:36,840
Speaker 8: Through the day.

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01:04:38,080 --> 01:04:40,680
Speaker 1: In what ways do you try being in what ways

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01:04:40,680 --> 01:04:42,600
Speaker 1: do you put effort towards being the master of your

1330
01:04:42,600 --> 01:04:43,400
Speaker 1: own destiny.

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01:04:44,560 --> 01:04:47,280
Speaker 19: I try to keep a positive attitude about the people

1332
01:04:47,320 --> 01:04:50,800
Speaker 19: that I encounter. I work in customer service, so I

1333
01:04:50,840 --> 01:04:53,520
Speaker 19: talk to a lot of people all day every day,

1334
01:04:53,560 --> 01:04:57,480
Speaker 19: and you know, I feel like with the way twenty

1335
01:04:57,520 --> 01:04:59,640
Speaker 19: twenty went, a lot of people are losing their minds

1336
01:04:59,720 --> 01:05:03,600
Speaker 19: right now. A lot of people are very short patients.

1337
01:05:04,560 --> 01:05:08,440
Speaker 19: And how I approach them, you know, kind of I

1338
01:05:08,960 --> 01:05:10,360
Speaker 19: choose how I react to those.

1339
01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:10,800
Speaker 11: Kind of people.

1340
01:05:10,960 --> 01:05:13,880
Speaker 8: I guess, yeah, I try to blow it off.

1341
01:05:14,440 --> 01:05:16,920
Speaker 1: It's a great example of being the master of the

1342
01:05:16,960 --> 01:05:19,680
Speaker 1: own destiny. You are true, You're not letting other people

1343
01:05:20,360 --> 01:05:25,320
Speaker 1: decide how you feel. You're deciding, I enjue. I don't

1344
01:05:25,480 --> 01:05:28,800
Speaker 1: like being upset and angry all the time. I like

1345
01:05:28,920 --> 01:05:31,160
Speaker 1: being positive, and I'm not going to let other people

1346
01:05:31,560 --> 01:05:34,800
Speaker 1: decide to make me feel in a way in which

1347
01:05:34,800 --> 01:05:36,760
Speaker 1: I did not feel. I like that's a perfect example

1348
01:05:36,800 --> 01:05:38,280
Speaker 1: of being a master of your own domain.

1349
01:05:38,840 --> 01:05:41,920
Speaker 19: Exactly exactly, m.

1350
01:05:43,640 --> 01:05:45,560
Speaker 1: Uh where what kind of customers?

1351
01:05:45,600 --> 01:05:45,680
Speaker 8: So?

1352
01:05:45,760 --> 01:05:47,280
Speaker 1: What kind of customers do you serve?

1353
01:05:47,600 --> 01:05:53,919
Speaker 19: This? So I run an office for a lawn care company,

1354
01:05:54,040 --> 01:05:58,840
Speaker 19: and right now everybody is kind of just wanting to

1355
01:05:58,880 --> 01:06:02,800
Speaker 19: control their laws and just trying to make things look nice.

1356
01:06:03,080 --> 01:06:06,200
Speaker 19: And you know, it's been a struggle for us because

1357
01:06:06,600 --> 01:06:09,680
Speaker 19: we're we're having trouble finding people to go out and

1358
01:06:09,720 --> 01:06:13,560
Speaker 19: do things. We're having trouble hiring, so we're a little behind,

1359
01:06:13,600 --> 01:06:14,080
Speaker 19: and people are.

1360
01:06:14,080 --> 01:06:14,920
Speaker 3: Quite upset about that.

1361
01:06:15,080 --> 01:06:18,640
Speaker 19: But I just tried to stay positive, stay nice, you know,

1362
01:06:18,720 --> 01:06:20,640
Speaker 19: try to assure them that I'm going to do what

1363
01:06:20,760 --> 01:06:24,560
Speaker 19: I can to help them. And yeah, some people are

1364
01:06:24,600 --> 01:06:26,000
Speaker 19: really understanding. Some people are not.

1365
01:06:26,560 --> 01:06:28,800
Speaker 1: Have you encountered any that Actually, that's interue that That

1366
01:06:28,800 --> 01:06:30,280
Speaker 1: brings me to the question I was going to ask you.

1367
01:06:30,520 --> 01:06:33,960
Speaker 1: Have you encountered any situations, perhaps recently, in which staying

1368
01:06:34,000 --> 01:06:35,320
Speaker 1: positive was very difficult?

1369
01:06:36,480 --> 01:06:36,720
Speaker 12: Yes.

1370
01:06:37,000 --> 01:06:41,480
Speaker 19: Actually, we had a new customer call us and she

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01:06:41,880 --> 01:06:47,080
Speaker 19: was really rattling my employees. You know, she's calling with

1372
01:06:47,200 --> 01:06:51,160
Speaker 19: really crazy demands, very abusive language. So I have the

1373
01:06:51,240 --> 01:06:54,680
Speaker 19: chance to talk to her the other day, and she

1374
01:06:54,960 --> 01:06:58,760
Speaker 19: was very demanding. She used some scary language that I'm

1375
01:06:58,760 --> 01:07:00,600
Speaker 19: not going to repeat here because we don't need to

1376
01:07:00,600 --> 01:07:02,800
Speaker 19: put that out there. She was just generally not a

1377
01:07:02,800 --> 01:07:06,160
Speaker 19: pleasant person. So I looked her up after I got

1378
01:07:06,160 --> 01:07:08,280
Speaker 19: off the phone with her, I'm like, man, because she

1379
01:07:08,400 --> 01:07:11,280
Speaker 19: kept referring to herself as doctor. Some people like to

1380
01:07:11,320 --> 01:07:13,840
Speaker 19: do that because you know, they went to medical school

1381
01:07:13,920 --> 01:07:16,320
Speaker 19: or they got their doctorate, so they want to use doctor,

1382
01:07:16,320 --> 01:07:18,680
Speaker 19: they want to be referred to as doctor. So I

1383
01:07:18,720 --> 01:07:22,600
Speaker 19: looked her up and she's actually a domestic abuse She

1384
01:07:22,640 --> 01:07:26,600
Speaker 19: has her doctorate and domestic abuse. It was just really

1385
01:07:26,640 --> 01:07:30,960
Speaker 19: wild to me that she would behave this way person

1386
01:07:31,000 --> 01:07:34,480
Speaker 19: that she doesn't even know, and that's her profession. I guess,

1387
01:07:34,920 --> 01:07:37,640
Speaker 19: I don't know it really it really rocked me. So, yeah,

1388
01:07:37,680 --> 01:07:39,320
Speaker 19: that that's something I'm going to think about for a

1389
01:07:39,360 --> 01:07:39,760
Speaker 19: little bit.

1390
01:07:40,440 --> 01:07:43,640
Speaker 1: Interesting. Maybe, dude, maybe it's just that, like you know,

1391
01:07:43,760 --> 01:07:48,000
Speaker 1: she's dealing with the heaviest stuff all day.

1392
01:07:48,720 --> 01:07:51,080
Speaker 11: She might you know, she takes.

1393
01:07:51,240 --> 01:07:53,360
Speaker 1: Maybe it's something where like she just she takes in

1394
01:07:53,440 --> 01:07:57,800
Speaker 1: all this this tough stuff. I just she comes upon

1395
01:07:57,920 --> 01:08:01,120
Speaker 1: you and it's like I got take all this, you know, I.

1396
01:08:01,280 --> 01:08:04,000
Speaker 19: Guess, yeah, exactly exactly. And that that I think that

1397
01:08:04,080 --> 01:08:06,520
Speaker 19: is part of customer service. And I know there's probably

1398
01:08:06,520 --> 01:08:09,360
Speaker 19: a lot of people that can relate to this, is

1399
01:08:09,360 --> 01:08:12,600
Speaker 19: that you know, you can never take it personally. Everybody's

1400
01:08:12,640 --> 01:08:14,600
Speaker 19: fighting their own battles, and if they want to be

1401
01:08:14,600 --> 01:08:16,400
Speaker 19: an asshole to you on the phone, then they're going

1402
01:08:16,479 --> 01:08:18,160
Speaker 19: to be an asshole to you on the phone or

1403
01:08:18,200 --> 01:08:20,519
Speaker 19: in person, which is even worse. I feel like people

1404
01:08:20,560 --> 01:08:25,400
Speaker 19: are more brave when they can't see your face. But yeah,

1405
01:08:25,439 --> 01:08:27,760
Speaker 19: she she may have some demons that she's dealing with.

1406
01:08:27,800 --> 01:08:28,679
Speaker 18: I don't know. We'll see.

1407
01:08:28,800 --> 01:08:30,720
Speaker 19: We'll see if she calls us back and has any

1408
01:08:30,760 --> 01:08:34,640
Speaker 19: more colorful commentary for me or my staff. But you know,

1409
01:08:34,840 --> 01:08:36,240
Speaker 19: we're going to try to make her happy.

1410
01:08:36,400 --> 01:08:37,000
Speaker 8: That's what we do.

1411
01:08:37,880 --> 01:08:40,519
Speaker 1: Mm hm hm hmm.

1412
01:08:41,520 --> 01:08:41,720
Speaker 16: Shit.

1413
01:08:41,920 --> 01:08:44,040
Speaker 1: Was I gonna say, uh, have you ever worked in

1414
01:08:44,080 --> 01:08:47,479
Speaker 1: customer service? I haven't, but I take a lot of

1415
01:08:47,520 --> 01:08:48,440
Speaker 1: phone calls.

1416
01:08:49,080 --> 01:08:50,120
Speaker 11: Okay, well, yeah.

1417
01:08:51,240 --> 01:08:53,639
Speaker 1: You know what was I gonna say? Oh? Yeah, the

1418
01:08:53,640 --> 01:08:56,680
Speaker 1: the whole don't take a personally thing. I agree. I

1419
01:08:56,720 --> 01:08:58,840
Speaker 1: agree with that. I was talking to someone like months

1420
01:08:58,840 --> 01:09:01,639
Speaker 1: ago who worked out of call center and he got

1421
01:09:01,640 --> 01:09:04,080
Speaker 1: abused all the time, just people cussing him out on

1422
01:09:04,080 --> 01:09:06,400
Speaker 1: the phone, and it's like, you know, at the very least,

1423
01:09:06,439 --> 01:09:09,880
Speaker 1: it's like at least they're not they're not upset at you.

1424
01:09:10,080 --> 01:09:14,560
Speaker 1: They're not. No one's angry at you, specifically.

1425
01:09:17,640 --> 01:09:18,799
Speaker 8: Exactly exactly.

1426
01:09:21,720 --> 01:09:25,400
Speaker 1: Now, tell me all this negative energy that you take in,

1427
01:09:26,200 --> 01:09:27,719
Speaker 1: do you do you let it out anywhere?

1428
01:09:27,840 --> 01:09:27,920
Speaker 2: Not?

1429
01:09:28,160 --> 01:09:30,360
Speaker 1: You know, I mean, you seem like a good person.

1430
01:09:30,360 --> 01:09:32,959
Speaker 1: You seem like you maybe let it out in uh

1431
01:09:33,080 --> 01:09:35,160
Speaker 1: less destructive ways. But do you do you have a

1432
01:09:35,200 --> 01:09:36,960
Speaker 1: way of blowing off steam? Is that maybe where the

1433
01:09:37,040 --> 01:09:37,360
Speaker 1: art comes?

1434
01:09:38,280 --> 01:09:43,600
Speaker 19: I go outside and I touch grass sometimes this is no.

1435
01:09:43,760 --> 01:09:45,600
Speaker 19: I mean it just I have a I have a

1436
01:09:45,640 --> 01:09:48,960
Speaker 19: support group. I have friends who I love deeply and dearly.

1437
01:09:49,520 --> 01:09:51,400
Speaker 19: We play video games together. I know it's been really

1438
01:09:51,439 --> 01:09:52,800
Speaker 19: hard because I haven't been able to go out and

1439
01:09:52,800 --> 01:09:55,400
Speaker 19: see anybody. But we play a lot of video games.

1440
01:09:55,400 --> 01:09:57,760
Speaker 19: I have my art. I get to watch, you know,

1441
01:09:57,960 --> 01:10:00,960
Speaker 19: streams on Twitch. I just you need to give yourself

1442
01:10:00,960 --> 01:10:02,639
Speaker 19: that time at the end of the day to unwind,

1443
01:10:02,960 --> 01:10:05,400
Speaker 19: because if you just sit there and steal on it constantly,

1444
01:10:05,520 --> 01:10:07,840
Speaker 19: that just raises your stress levels through the roof.

1445
01:10:07,880 --> 01:10:08,720
Speaker 4: It's not good for you.

1446
01:10:09,640 --> 01:10:11,920
Speaker 1: Absolutely. What did you say? Your name was?

1447
01:10:12,560 --> 01:10:13,400
Speaker 7: My name's Tiff.

1448
01:10:14,000 --> 01:10:15,720
Speaker 1: I thank you so much for thank you so much

1449
01:10:15,720 --> 01:10:18,040
Speaker 1: for sharing Tiff. Tiff. Did you did you post your

1450
01:10:18,080 --> 01:10:21,280
Speaker 1: Instagram in the in the discord? Because I want to

1451
01:10:21,280 --> 01:10:24,000
Speaker 1: tag you when I reposted that I repost that thing.

1452
01:10:23,920 --> 01:10:30,120
Speaker 19: I did, I did, I responded to you so yeah.

1453
01:10:28,439 --> 01:10:30,240
Speaker 1: Awesome, Thank you so much, Tiff, you ever want to

1454
01:10:30,240 --> 01:10:30,760
Speaker 1: for rest the night?

1455
01:10:31,280 --> 01:10:32,040
Speaker 19: Thank you too.

1456
01:10:32,320 --> 01:10:34,440
Speaker 18: Have a good one, Tiff.

1457
01:10:37,479 --> 01:10:40,559
Speaker 4: All from Tony Stark.

1458
01:10:41,080 --> 01:10:43,120
Speaker 1: Accept Tony Stark?

1459
01:10:43,200 --> 01:10:43,439
Speaker 2: Baby?

1460
01:10:43,479 --> 01:10:44,040
Speaker 1: How you doing?

1461
01:10:45,160 --> 01:10:46,000
Speaker 17: I'm doing good?

1462
01:10:46,840 --> 01:10:47,320
Speaker 1: What's up?

1463
01:10:48,000 --> 01:10:48,400
Speaker 17: All right?

1464
01:10:48,479 --> 01:10:51,360
Speaker 11: So I got a you know, it's just a simple question.

1465
01:10:51,400 --> 01:10:54,000
Speaker 1: Hold on, wait, Tony Stark. Listen. Look, look, Tony Stark.

1466
01:10:54,240 --> 01:10:56,160
Speaker 1: We I don't even know don't know anything about you.

1467
01:10:56,439 --> 01:10:59,760
Speaker 1: We haven't even exchanged any amount of pleasantries before. You're

1468
01:10:59,760 --> 01:11:02,200
Speaker 1: gonna much right into a story. We could we could?

1469
01:11:02,280 --> 01:11:04,400
Speaker 1: I think I I I think we could you know,

1470
01:11:04,560 --> 01:11:06,720
Speaker 1: spend a little bit of time in interacting with each other?

1471
01:11:06,760 --> 01:11:07,080
Speaker 3: All right?

1472
01:11:08,439 --> 01:11:11,960
Speaker 17: I live in New York. Uh yeah, my birth was

1473
01:11:12,000 --> 01:11:12,920
Speaker 17: a couple of weeks ago.

1474
01:11:13,640 --> 01:11:14,519
Speaker 1: How old did you turn?

1475
01:11:15,200 --> 01:11:15,760
Speaker 17: Twenty four?

1476
01:11:16,479 --> 01:11:18,760
Speaker 1: How much money do you currently have in your name?

1477
01:11:19,680 --> 01:11:25,400
Speaker 11: Jesus, what kind of questions that?

1478
01:11:25,560 --> 01:11:25,720
Speaker 17: Man?

1479
01:11:26,560 --> 01:11:28,559
Speaker 1: This is a question. How much money is in your

1480
01:11:28,600 --> 01:11:29,519
Speaker 1: bank account right now?

1481
01:11:29,920 --> 01:11:32,719
Speaker 11: How much cunny is in my bank account? My bankuet

1482
01:11:33,880 --> 01:11:36,400
Speaker 11: a bank with a city bank.

1483
01:11:37,240 --> 01:11:39,439
Speaker 1: But do you do you like? What would you how

1484
01:11:39,439 --> 01:11:40,920
Speaker 1: would you rate them out out of five?

1485
01:11:42,080 --> 01:11:43,960
Speaker 17: Trash why.

1486
01:11:45,400 --> 01:11:47,840
Speaker 11: Because they don't know what they're doing. I was gonna,

1487
01:11:48,120 --> 01:11:49,439
Speaker 11: you know, gonda get to the story.

1488
01:11:51,080 --> 01:11:52,519
Speaker 1: Why why do you want Tony? Why do you want

1489
01:11:52,560 --> 01:11:54,880
Speaker 1: to what's so what you don't even want to get?

1490
01:11:54,960 --> 01:11:56,679
Speaker 1: I mean, I mean, I feel like I have established

1491
01:11:56,680 --> 01:11:58,360
Speaker 1: any amount of relationship with each other.

1492
01:11:58,200 --> 01:12:00,760
Speaker 11: Because I need I need to know I'm crazy or

1493
01:12:00,760 --> 01:12:02,960
Speaker 11: if it's or if it's just like or if if

1494
01:12:03,080 --> 01:12:05,640
Speaker 11: if you know, the situation is crazy. You know what

1495
01:12:05,640 --> 01:12:05,920
Speaker 11: I'm saying.

1496
01:12:05,960 --> 01:12:08,320
Speaker 1: All right, all right, tell me, tell me what's going on, Tony?

1497
01:12:08,640 --> 01:12:09,040
Speaker 17: All right.

1498
01:12:09,080 --> 01:12:10,560
Speaker 11: So, like I said a couple of weeks ago, it

1499
01:12:10,640 --> 01:12:12,519
Speaker 11: was my birthday, right, four twenty is my birthday?

1500
01:12:12,520 --> 01:12:12,800
Speaker 17: All right?

1501
01:12:12,840 --> 01:12:15,840
Speaker 11: You know you know, all right, you know I'm at

1502
01:12:15,880 --> 01:12:18,040
Speaker 11: my friend's house. You know, this girl invites me over

1503
01:12:18,040 --> 01:12:20,200
Speaker 11: at like ten o'clock at night to come smoke or whatever.

1504
01:12:20,240 --> 01:12:22,200
Speaker 17: You know, it's four twenty. She's like, all right, come smoke.

1505
01:12:22,000 --> 01:12:22,760
Speaker 11: At your birthday whatever.

1506
01:12:22,800 --> 01:12:25,639
Speaker 17: I'm like, all right, whatever, ten o'clock, you know whatever,

1507
01:12:25,720 --> 01:12:26,719
Speaker 17: I'll just go over there. Whatever.

1508
01:12:27,520 --> 01:12:29,719
Speaker 11: So I go over there, whatever we smoke or whatever,

1509
01:12:29,760 --> 01:12:31,640
Speaker 11: we chill, whatever we like.

1510
01:12:31,760 --> 01:12:34,360
Speaker 17: It's like it's like an apartment complex type thing, you know,

1511
01:12:34,400 --> 01:12:35,880
Speaker 17: they have like a little rec room. You know, we're

1512
01:12:35,920 --> 01:12:36,559
Speaker 17: chilling out.

1513
01:12:36,400 --> 01:12:39,320
Speaker 11: And like the outside portion smoking whatever, we go into

1514
01:12:39,320 --> 01:12:41,200
Speaker 11: the inside portion, you know, they're chilling like the little

1515
01:12:41,240 --> 01:12:43,880
Speaker 11: rec room, you know. You know, I like you tend

1516
01:12:43,920 --> 01:12:45,479
Speaker 11: to talk at night, you know, I'm just invite me.

1517
01:12:45,400 --> 01:12:48,679
Speaker 17: Over your almost and what's up. And then I'm.

1518
01:12:48,479 --> 01:12:51,080
Speaker 11: Like, yo, so let's go watch like I was shower or.

1519
01:12:51,040 --> 01:12:51,920
Speaker 17: Something, you know what I'm saying.

1520
01:12:52,040 --> 01:12:55,559
Speaker 11: And she's like, she's like, nah, like my roommates don't

1521
01:12:55,560 --> 01:12:58,200
Speaker 11: allow guys. And and I'm like, all right, okay whatever,

1522
01:12:58,400 --> 01:13:00,880
Speaker 11: you know, all right, I got the death is whatever, whatever,

1523
01:13:00,920 --> 01:13:03,720
Speaker 11: it's whatever, I'll take the l And then I'm like,

1524
01:13:03,960 --> 01:13:04,799
Speaker 11: all right, whatever.

1525
01:13:05,040 --> 01:13:07,280
Speaker 17: So I'm gonna head home. It's late.

1526
01:13:07,320 --> 01:13:09,559
Speaker 11: I got school tomorrow. She's like, all right, we should

1527
01:13:09,640 --> 01:13:12,240
Speaker 11: like hang out some other times, you know, playing something.

1528
01:13:12,400 --> 01:13:13,120
Speaker 17: I'm like, all right.

1529
01:13:13,880 --> 01:13:16,479
Speaker 11: So I get to the bottom floor of her apartment.

1530
01:13:17,040 --> 01:13:19,519
Speaker 11: I check my phone, and my phone's on like ten

1531
01:13:19,560 --> 01:13:20,360
Speaker 11: percent batteries.

1532
01:13:20,800 --> 01:13:23,920
Speaker 17: I check the train times. The next train is.

1533
01:13:23,840 --> 01:13:24,760
Speaker 11: At eleven or nine.

1534
01:13:24,840 --> 01:13:25,759
Speaker 17: It's eleven o'clock.

1535
01:13:26,080 --> 01:13:29,479
Speaker 11: I'm not making that train the next The next thing

1536
01:13:29,720 --> 01:13:33,519
Speaker 11: is the next trains at twelve nineteen. As ten percent battery,

1537
01:13:33,720 --> 01:13:34,760
Speaker 11: the tickets.

1538
01:13:34,320 --> 01:13:37,120
Speaker 17: On my phone. So you know, I'm not gonna make it.

1539
01:13:37,160 --> 01:13:38,639
Speaker 17: You know what I'm saying, I'm not gonna make it.

1540
01:13:39,240 --> 01:13:39,519
Speaker 1: Okay.

1541
01:13:39,520 --> 01:13:41,840
Speaker 17: So I'm still in her apartment.

1542
01:13:41,400 --> 01:13:44,240
Speaker 11: Building and I call her and I'm like, hey, can

1543
01:13:44,280 --> 01:13:46,479
Speaker 11: I use your charger? Like my phone's on ten percent?

1544
01:13:46,479 --> 01:13:48,200
Speaker 11: I explained the whole situation. I'm like, my phone's on

1545
01:13:48,240 --> 01:13:50,799
Speaker 11: ten percent? Can I just charge it for like ten minutes?

1546
01:13:51,160 --> 01:13:51,439
Speaker 1: Okay?

1547
01:13:51,439 --> 01:13:53,680
Speaker 11: It's like yeah, yeah, come on up, come on up, you.

1548
01:13:53,720 --> 01:13:54,400
Speaker 17: Piece my charge.

1549
01:13:55,320 --> 01:13:57,559
Speaker 11: So I go back up to the top floor. I

1550
01:13:57,600 --> 01:14:00,479
Speaker 11: reach there for like ten minutes, nothing like all right.

1551
01:14:00,520 --> 01:14:02,680
Speaker 11: Maybe she's like I don't know, maybe she's from nothing the.

1552
01:14:02,880 --> 01:14:04,519
Speaker 17: Roommates and he's just gonna let me in or whatever.

1553
01:14:04,520 --> 01:14:05,760
Speaker 17: You no, maybe it's a good night with him.

1554
01:14:06,320 --> 01:14:09,360
Speaker 11: And then twenty minutes go by, still I give her

1555
01:14:09,360 --> 01:14:10,320
Speaker 11: a phone call.

1556
01:14:10,600 --> 01:14:11,080
Speaker 17: No answer.

1557
01:14:11,120 --> 01:14:13,400
Speaker 11: I'm like, all right, okay, that's a little hot.

1558
01:14:14,000 --> 01:14:18,920
Speaker 17: Thirty minutes go by, still nothing, okay, nothing, okay. Fifteen

1559
01:14:18,960 --> 01:14:19,639
Speaker 17: minutes go by.

1560
01:14:19,720 --> 01:14:22,200
Speaker 11: I'm like, all right, I should probably just figured this

1561
01:14:22,280 --> 01:14:25,479
Speaker 11: ship out and dip. And from that point, and from

1562
01:14:25,479 --> 01:14:27,680
Speaker 11: that point, I've never heard from that girl ever in

1563
01:14:27,760 --> 01:14:29,200
Speaker 11: my entire life ever again.

1564
01:14:30,600 --> 01:14:33,040
Speaker 1: But she maybe she was scared you.

1565
01:14:33,200 --> 01:14:35,160
Speaker 11: She told me she wanted to see me again. I

1566
01:14:35,240 --> 01:14:37,800
Speaker 11: never I never asked her to hang out again. I

1567
01:14:37,880 --> 01:14:39,880
Speaker 11: never she incited me.

1568
01:14:39,960 --> 01:14:41,600
Speaker 17: She was like, all right, you know, let's let's go

1569
01:14:41,640 --> 01:14:43,280
Speaker 17: do something. Sometimes I was like, all right.

1570
01:14:43,280 --> 01:14:46,200
Speaker 11: Said all right, why did I just tell me not

1571
01:14:46,320 --> 01:14:47,240
Speaker 11: to use the charge of it?

1572
01:14:47,439 --> 01:14:51,720
Speaker 1: She could, Look, you gotta move you gotta move on.

1573
01:14:51,840 --> 01:14:52,000
Speaker 12: Man.

1574
01:14:52,000 --> 01:14:54,360
Speaker 1: Look you said it yourself. Look at yeah, you know, no.

1575
01:14:54,640 --> 01:14:57,120
Speaker 17: That's that's completely fine though.

1576
01:14:57,160 --> 01:15:01,120
Speaker 1: But he's wondering or what are you wondering? What? What

1577
01:15:01,120 --> 01:15:04,840
Speaker 1: do you what are you confused about? Why she's what

1578
01:15:04,920 --> 01:15:06,000
Speaker 1: if I was straining.

1579
01:15:05,680 --> 01:15:07,519
Speaker 11: Out in the middle of nowhere with a death phone?

1580
01:15:07,640 --> 01:15:09,600
Speaker 11: Isn't it this human decency to lesson a charge a

1581
01:15:09,720 --> 01:15:10,639
Speaker 11: phone for five minutes?

1582
01:15:12,360 --> 01:15:12,680
Speaker 4: Do you know?

1583
01:15:13,040 --> 01:15:17,639
Speaker 1: Look, I think this isn't even worth It's I think

1584
01:15:17,640 --> 01:15:19,519
Speaker 1: it's so in the past, man, I think it's not

1585
01:15:19,560 --> 01:15:22,240
Speaker 1: even worth running about because it seems like here's here's

1586
01:15:22,280 --> 01:15:24,080
Speaker 1: your problem. Really is that? I mean, this seems like

1587
01:15:24,120 --> 01:15:27,080
Speaker 1: it's very actively bothering you. How long ago did this happen?

1588
01:15:28,160 --> 01:15:28,400
Speaker 6: Oh?

1589
01:15:28,400 --> 01:15:31,240
Speaker 11: Well, I bred it was on four twenty so, three

1590
01:15:31,280 --> 01:15:32,439
Speaker 11: weeks ago, two weeks ago.

1591
01:15:33,040 --> 01:15:35,639
Speaker 1: Oh listen, my guy, you got to live in the past.

1592
01:15:35,760 --> 01:15:37,880
Speaker 1: You're living in the past over here two weeks ago.

1593
01:15:37,960 --> 01:15:42,200
Speaker 1: That's like two weeks is the new two years. She's

1594
01:15:42,280 --> 01:15:45,200
Speaker 1: living her life. Why didn't she want you to charge

1595
01:15:45,200 --> 01:15:46,880
Speaker 1: your phone? I don't know. Maybe she thought you were

1596
01:15:46,920 --> 01:15:47,839
Speaker 1: crazy or something.

1597
01:15:48,720 --> 01:15:51,519
Speaker 11: Okay, So that's so, that's so, that is at least

1598
01:15:51,520 --> 01:15:53,400
Speaker 11: that's the part I didn't understand. It's craziness.

1599
01:15:53,439 --> 01:15:55,240
Speaker 1: Do you do you feel like you have can I

1600
01:15:55,240 --> 01:15:55,479
Speaker 1: ask you?

1601
01:15:55,560 --> 01:15:55,680
Speaker 4: What?

1602
01:15:55,760 --> 01:15:57,600
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you have? A very do you

1603
01:15:58,200 --> 01:16:01,519
Speaker 1: how would you rate yourself awareness in terms of how

1604
01:16:01,560 --> 01:16:03,360
Speaker 1: you come off to other people? Do you think you

1605
01:16:03,360 --> 01:16:05,760
Speaker 1: have a good idea of how you come off to

1606
01:16:05,800 --> 01:16:08,200
Speaker 1: other people when you're talking when you're talking to them?

1607
01:16:08,400 --> 01:16:08,559
Speaker 8: Oh?

1608
01:16:08,640 --> 01:16:09,519
Speaker 17: Yeah, with them?

1609
01:16:09,840 --> 01:16:12,719
Speaker 11: Like I feel like if I was coming off crazy

1610
01:16:12,720 --> 01:16:16,479
Speaker 11: in a situation, I know, and I'm like, all right, okay, okay.

1611
01:16:16,560 --> 01:16:18,320
Speaker 1: So in that and when you were hanging out with her,

1612
01:16:18,320 --> 01:16:21,799
Speaker 1: did you feel did you were like all right coming off.

1613
01:16:22,560 --> 01:16:24,559
Speaker 11: The whole five? I did not get it one time.

1614
01:16:24,840 --> 01:16:27,559
Speaker 11: And and even like, even if I did, she stop

1615
01:16:27,640 --> 01:16:30,360
Speaker 11: it by inviting me to go hang out another time.

1616
01:16:30,479 --> 01:16:31,160
Speaker 17: You know what I'm saying.

1617
01:16:31,960 --> 01:16:34,960
Speaker 1: I understand that, hm, And you never spoke.

1618
01:16:35,640 --> 01:16:38,320
Speaker 11: I'm just wondering the human decency part. Like if if

1619
01:16:38,360 --> 01:16:39,800
Speaker 11: I hated a person, Like if I went on a

1620
01:16:39,840 --> 01:16:41,800
Speaker 11: date with a person and I hated them and they

1621
01:16:41,800 --> 01:16:43,559
Speaker 11: were like, Yo, my phone's on five percent and I

1622
01:16:43,600 --> 01:16:45,760
Speaker 11: just charged it for ten minutes, I wouldn't be like

1623
01:16:46,360 --> 01:16:48,400
Speaker 11: vanished off the face of the earth, you know what

1624
01:16:48,479 --> 01:16:50,519
Speaker 11: I mean. I would give the starger and never.

1625
01:16:50,400 --> 01:16:51,240
Speaker 17: Talk to them again.

1626
01:16:51,720 --> 01:16:53,400
Speaker 1: Well, you know what I would say to you, then,

1627
01:16:54,600 --> 01:16:55,439
Speaker 1: what's your name again?

1628
01:16:56,840 --> 01:16:57,920
Speaker 17: Uh, Tony Stark?

1629
01:16:58,000 --> 01:17:00,599
Speaker 1: I believe Tony Stark? Listen, I would say to you.

1630
01:17:00,640 --> 01:17:03,840
Speaker 1: Then if you believe that you know what she did

1631
01:17:04,080 --> 01:17:08,600
Speaker 1: was was you know, a sign of of of indecency,

1632
01:17:09,160 --> 01:17:12,360
Speaker 1: then I would say that you are very lucky that

1633
01:17:12,439 --> 01:17:15,080
Speaker 1: she did not contact you again. You did not contact

1634
01:17:15,240 --> 01:17:16,880
Speaker 1: her again, because it doesn't seem like you would be

1635
01:17:16,960 --> 01:17:18,800
Speaker 1: a good match with each other. Seems like you have

1636
01:17:18,840 --> 01:17:21,840
Speaker 1: their values. So I would say you got off easy.

1637
01:17:21,880 --> 01:17:23,400
Speaker 1: I would say you should leave it in the past.

1638
01:17:23,400 --> 01:17:27,040
Speaker 1: You should move move forward toward you know, other romantic endeavors.

1639
01:17:27,360 --> 01:17:31,440
Speaker 17: That's a fair point, all right, Okay.

1640
01:17:31,520 --> 01:17:36,720
Speaker 1: Okay, Do you have any suggested alternatives to City Bank

1641
01:17:38,160 --> 01:17:38,759
Speaker 1: or are you gonna.

1642
01:17:38,560 --> 01:17:41,880
Speaker 3: Stick with them?

1643
01:17:42,000 --> 01:17:44,080
Speaker 17: You know I could perly go to a smaller bank

1644
01:17:44,240 --> 01:17:47,080
Speaker 17: just because I feel like they're more. They're more.

1645
01:17:48,439 --> 01:17:51,040
Speaker 1: What's the way I'm looking for supporting small.

1646
01:17:50,800 --> 01:17:55,000
Speaker 17: Business well not even supporting small businesses, but they're more.

1647
01:17:55,320 --> 01:17:56,280
Speaker 17: You're not gonna get a ropeo.

1648
01:17:56,439 --> 01:17:57,920
Speaker 11: You're not going to get some person that doesn't care,

1649
01:17:57,960 --> 01:17:59,240
Speaker 11: you know what I mean. You're going to get the

1650
01:17:59,280 --> 01:18:00,479
Speaker 11: person that's actually talk to you.

1651
01:18:01,760 --> 01:18:03,160
Speaker 1: You got to thank you so much. You're calling in

1652
01:18:03,200 --> 01:18:06,000
Speaker 1: Tony Stark, You ever wonder for us of the night?

1653
01:18:08,280 --> 01:18:10,320
Speaker 3: All from Sabrina.

1654
01:18:12,520 --> 01:18:16,719
Speaker 1: Sabrina, Oh my gosh, wait am I on? Yes?

1655
01:18:18,040 --> 01:18:18,120
Speaker 2: What?

1656
01:18:18,720 --> 01:18:21,879
Speaker 3: Oh my goodness. I I literally just had to refresh

1657
01:18:21,920 --> 01:18:25,520
Speaker 3: the page, like right now because actually.

1658
01:18:25,479 --> 01:18:27,000
Speaker 1: Now that now that you mentioned I'm not sure if

1659
01:18:27,000 --> 01:18:28,360
Speaker 1: you're on, because I'm not sure what you mean by

1660
01:18:28,400 --> 01:18:30,120
Speaker 1: when you say you are you on? Are you on?

1661
01:18:31,240 --> 01:18:32,320
Speaker 1: When you say are you on?

1662
01:18:32,320 --> 01:18:32,479
Speaker 4: On?

1663
01:18:32,520 --> 01:18:33,400
Speaker 1: What exactly?

1664
01:18:34,120 --> 01:18:34,160
Speaker 16: On?

1665
01:18:36,240 --> 01:18:36,679
Speaker 7: Therapy?

1666
01:18:36,800 --> 01:18:43,240
Speaker 3: Gecko on a call with Lyle They Oh my god,

1667
01:18:44,240 --> 01:18:45,400
Speaker 3: I didn't know how to expect this.

1668
01:18:45,600 --> 01:18:47,680
Speaker 4: So, hey, Hey, what's up?

1669
01:18:47,720 --> 01:18:48,960
Speaker 1: Are you okay? Everything right?

1670
01:18:49,600 --> 01:18:51,879
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm doing great, I'm doing great. Oh my goodness,

1671
01:18:52,040 --> 01:18:53,839
Speaker 3: I'm just really really shocked.

1672
01:18:55,880 --> 01:18:57,160
Speaker 1: Have you ever spoken before your brain?

1673
01:18:58,120 --> 01:18:58,400
Speaker 10: No?

1674
01:19:01,479 --> 01:19:02,880
Speaker 1: So you said you did not expect this.

1675
01:19:04,479 --> 01:19:04,960
Speaker 6: No, I did not.

1676
01:19:05,120 --> 01:19:06,040
Speaker 3: I did not expect this.

1677
01:19:06,520 --> 01:19:07,640
Speaker 1: What did you expect.

1678
01:19:08,880 --> 01:19:10,080
Speaker 3: I expected to be?

1679
01:19:11,200 --> 01:19:11,800
Speaker 18: You know, just.

1680
01:19:13,479 --> 01:19:16,160
Speaker 3: Uh not you know, picked up on in terms of

1681
01:19:16,200 --> 01:19:16,599
Speaker 3: a call.

1682
01:19:17,520 --> 01:19:29,040
Speaker 1: Mm interesting yeah, hm hmmm, uh what I mean? Just

1683
01:19:29,080 --> 01:19:29,600
Speaker 1: what you know?

1684
01:19:30,520 --> 01:19:30,640
Speaker 8: Well?

1685
01:19:30,680 --> 01:19:32,080
Speaker 1: Why even ad? Why even answer that?

1686
01:19:32,080 --> 01:19:32,200
Speaker 4: Why?

1687
01:19:32,360 --> 01:19:33,040
Speaker 1: Why do I need to do?

1688
01:19:33,120 --> 01:19:33,240
Speaker 18: You know?

1689
01:19:33,280 --> 01:19:36,559
Speaker 1: I think it's a perfect question. What it has? Everything

1690
01:19:36,560 --> 01:19:40,479
Speaker 1: that you could possibly wanted? A question? Why not just

1691
01:19:40,520 --> 01:19:41,000
Speaker 1: leave it at that?

1692
01:19:43,280 --> 01:19:45,800
Speaker 3: I think it's because we always want more?

1693
01:19:46,520 --> 01:19:50,360
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. We always want more? Do you believe that

1694
01:19:50,400 --> 01:19:52,280
Speaker 1: you want more? Do you want more? Do you have

1695
01:19:52,320 --> 01:19:53,599
Speaker 1: everything that you need? Or do you want more?

1696
01:19:54,760 --> 01:19:58,680
Speaker 3: I think that I want I think I want a

1697
01:19:58,720 --> 01:19:59,880
Speaker 3: little bit more out of life.

1698
01:20:00,720 --> 01:20:01,000
Speaker 12: M m.

1699
01:20:01,840 --> 01:20:03,880
Speaker 3: But that's something that I that's something that.

1700
01:20:03,800 --> 01:20:06,880
Speaker 9: Only I can get out of it, you know, by

1701
01:20:07,080 --> 01:20:08,599
Speaker 9: taking opportunities and stuff.

1702
01:20:10,560 --> 01:20:12,599
Speaker 1: You think you want a little bit more out of life?

1703
01:20:12,640 --> 01:20:14,120
Speaker 1: Do you know what it is? Or do you just

1704
01:20:14,120 --> 01:20:18,920
Speaker 1: have this sort of nameless, intangible want.

1705
01:20:19,240 --> 01:20:21,479
Speaker 3: I think it's just my intuition that's telling me that.

1706
01:20:22,720 --> 01:20:27,679
Speaker 1: M M. Intuition is telling you that you want more?

1707
01:20:29,520 --> 01:20:30,880
Speaker 12: Yeah, what do you have?

1708
01:20:34,000 --> 01:20:35,360
Speaker 3: I have a pretty comfortable life.

1709
01:20:36,200 --> 01:20:36,880
Speaker 1: Tell me about it.

1710
01:20:38,720 --> 01:20:43,680
Speaker 9: Well, I uh, I live in a nice home, I

1711
01:20:43,760 --> 01:20:46,879
Speaker 9: have two loving, supporting parents. I have a good relationship

1712
01:20:46,920 --> 01:20:47,920
Speaker 9: with my sister. I'm glad.

1713
01:20:47,960 --> 01:20:48,479
Speaker 1: I awesome.

1714
01:20:48,680 --> 01:20:51,800
Speaker 9: Yeah, things got better and I have a good group

1715
01:20:51,800 --> 01:20:52,560
Speaker 9: of friends.

1716
01:20:53,360 --> 01:20:57,680
Speaker 1: You're killing it. You got a lot mhm. You know

1717
01:20:57,760 --> 01:21:01,000
Speaker 1: you'll be a lot happier. I've noticed, Hey, I have

1718
01:21:01,040 --> 01:21:05,479
Speaker 1: this problem right where you know you'll be so much

1719
01:21:05,479 --> 01:21:07,960
Speaker 1: happier if you just focus on what you have instead

1720
01:21:07,960 --> 01:21:10,840
Speaker 1: of what you want. But I think wanting things it's like,

1721
01:21:10,880 --> 01:21:12,040
Speaker 1: I mean, we get up out of bed in the

1722
01:21:12,040 --> 01:21:14,479
Speaker 1: morning because we want things. If we had everything we wanted,

1723
01:21:14,960 --> 01:21:18,439
Speaker 1: we would What's what's the point of what do we do?

1724
01:21:19,600 --> 01:21:20,559
Speaker 1: So there's no game?

1725
01:21:21,560 --> 01:21:24,920
Speaker 9: I think, you know, once we have everything that we need.

1726
01:21:25,160 --> 01:21:28,120
Speaker 9: I think that want is that desire to give someone

1727
01:21:28,120 --> 01:21:28,799
Speaker 9: else something?

1728
01:21:30,000 --> 01:21:30,559
Speaker 8: Mm hmm.

1729
01:21:32,120 --> 01:21:38,439
Speaker 1: Do you hm? Essentially, do you feel as though it's

1730
01:21:38,479 --> 01:21:42,000
Speaker 1: easier to give people what they want if you already

1731
01:21:42,040 --> 01:21:45,400
Speaker 1: have what you want, if you've filled your own glass?

1732
01:21:46,760 --> 01:21:52,240
Speaker 3: Sometimes, like whenever people say that, like whenever people say like, oh.

1733
01:21:52,160 --> 01:21:59,040
Speaker 9: You can't you know, love someone unless you start loving yourself, Well,

1734
01:21:59,600 --> 01:22:02,200
Speaker 9: sometimes I agree with that, but also sometimes I feel like,

1735
01:22:03,200 --> 01:22:06,280
Speaker 9: how can we know what true. How it's sometimes it's

1736
01:22:06,280 --> 01:22:10,040
Speaker 9: so hard for us to accept self love when we

1737
01:22:10,200 --> 01:22:14,599
Speaker 9: ourselves don't see anything good about ourselves, you know, if

1738
01:22:14,600 --> 01:22:17,400
Speaker 9: we if it's it's so easy to say, why don't

1739
01:22:17,400 --> 01:22:19,880
Speaker 9: you start loving yourself? It's hard to love yourself whenever

1740
01:22:20,240 --> 01:22:22,760
Speaker 9: you don't see anything good. That's why I feel like

1741
01:22:22,960 --> 01:22:26,080
Speaker 9: it's whenever someone says that they love you that you

1742
01:22:26,120 --> 01:22:30,760
Speaker 9: can truly start to you know, start loving yourself. And

1743
01:22:31,000 --> 01:22:34,120
Speaker 9: because they're seeing that value in you, maybe, well that's

1744
01:22:34,120 --> 01:22:34,759
Speaker 9: what I think.

1745
01:22:35,080 --> 01:22:40,639
Speaker 1: I hate that though, because I hate I hate that

1746
01:22:40,640 --> 01:22:43,400
Speaker 1: that is, like, you know, I hate the idea that

1747
01:22:43,439 --> 01:22:45,479
Speaker 1: you need someone to love you before you love yourself,

1748
01:22:45,520 --> 01:22:47,360
Speaker 1: because you know, there's no reason for you to be

1749
01:22:47,400 --> 01:22:52,200
Speaker 1: dependent on other people like that. You know, I feel

1750
01:22:52,200 --> 01:22:54,639
Speaker 1: like that just puts you in a bad spot.

1751
01:22:56,280 --> 01:22:58,880
Speaker 9: Hmmm, what do you mean by bad spots?

1752
01:22:59,479 --> 01:23:04,120
Speaker 1: I don't know, Like I feel like, I mean, this

1753
01:23:04,200 --> 01:23:06,960
Speaker 1: is just my own personal, personal thoughts that I strongly

1754
01:23:07,000 --> 01:23:10,320
Speaker 1: believe in that, you know, I mean, I actually I

1755
01:23:10,320 --> 01:23:12,439
Speaker 1: do think you need to love yourself. I'm not gonna

1756
01:23:12,439 --> 01:23:15,080
Speaker 1: say you need to love yourself before you love other people,

1757
01:23:15,360 --> 01:23:18,360
Speaker 1: but I think that we're needing other people to love

1758
01:23:18,400 --> 01:23:21,960
Speaker 1: you before you love yourself is a trap that people.

1759
01:23:22,520 --> 01:23:25,559
Speaker 1: People tend to fall into where they need other people's

1760
01:23:25,600 --> 01:23:27,559
Speaker 1: validation share they need other people to think that they

1761
01:23:27,800 --> 01:23:29,720
Speaker 1: are something before they can think that they're that thing.

1762
01:23:32,920 --> 01:23:35,320
Speaker 1: Do you know? It's a trap. It's a skill that

1763
01:23:35,360 --> 01:23:37,559
Speaker 1: a lot of people don't take the time to develop

1764
01:23:38,520 --> 01:23:40,519
Speaker 1: when they fucks themselves. Maybe they like, you know, get

1765
01:23:40,520 --> 01:23:42,880
Speaker 1: into a relationship or something, you know, maybe at an

1766
01:23:42,880 --> 01:23:44,719
Speaker 1: early age, and they're in it for a long time,

1767
01:23:45,600 --> 01:23:48,439
Speaker 1: you know, and so much of their love for themselves

1768
01:23:49,040 --> 01:23:51,360
Speaker 1: is just a spin off of their partner's love for them.

1769
01:23:51,479 --> 01:23:54,320
Speaker 1: And then the partner leaves or something, and then they

1770
01:23:54,320 --> 01:23:57,800
Speaker 1: get fucked because they their love for themselves wasn't based

1771
01:23:57,840 --> 01:24:01,439
Speaker 1: off of a solid internal rock, and they get fucked,

1772
01:24:01,600 --> 01:24:03,160
Speaker 1: And you want to get fucked like that, dude. That's

1773
01:24:03,160 --> 01:24:04,679
Speaker 1: why you gotta build it. It's why you gotta build

1774
01:24:04,680 --> 01:24:07,799
Speaker 1: your rock. You gotta build your internal belief in yourself

1775
01:24:07,920 --> 01:24:08,720
Speaker 1: and your internal love.

1776
01:24:08,760 --> 01:24:08,960
Speaker 12: You know.

1777
01:24:09,960 --> 01:24:11,320
Speaker 9: Hm hmm, that's very true.

1778
01:24:14,160 --> 01:24:15,920
Speaker 1: Now, how exactly one goes about doing that?

1779
01:24:20,280 --> 01:24:20,320
Speaker 10: Know?

1780
01:24:20,360 --> 01:24:20,840
Speaker 12: What do you mean?

1781
01:24:21,479 --> 01:24:28,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm just thinking out loud. What what your name was?

1782
01:24:28,120 --> 01:24:32,240
Speaker 1: Natalie Sabrina Sabrina? I like that name.

1783
01:24:33,520 --> 01:24:38,600
Speaker 3: Thanks, do you have n I kind of really have

1784
01:24:38,680 --> 01:24:41,120
Speaker 3: like iffy feelings about it because it sounds a lot

1785
01:24:41,160 --> 01:24:43,880
Speaker 3: like my sister's name, so growing up, like my parents

1786
01:24:43,880 --> 01:24:45,400
Speaker 3: would always get our names confused.

1787
01:24:47,040 --> 01:24:47,479
Speaker 4: Mm hmm.

1788
01:24:48,479 --> 01:24:50,599
Speaker 9: Yeah.

1789
01:24:50,640 --> 01:24:51,760
Speaker 1: What do you do, Sabrina?

1790
01:24:53,439 --> 01:24:54,400
Speaker 3: I'm a college student?

1791
01:24:55,400 --> 01:24:56,439
Speaker 1: College do? What do you study?

1792
01:24:58,439 --> 01:25:00,760
Speaker 9: I'm just currently getting my basics right now. I'm at

1793
01:25:00,800 --> 01:25:04,719
Speaker 9: community college. I'm a liberal arts major.

1794
01:25:05,720 --> 01:25:08,360
Speaker 1: Nice. Do you have any idea what you want to

1795
01:25:08,400 --> 01:25:09,960
Speaker 1: do in life?

1796
01:25:10,240 --> 01:25:10,320
Speaker 12: No?

1797
01:25:10,840 --> 01:25:11,280
Speaker 4: I don't.

1798
01:25:11,960 --> 01:25:16,120
Speaker 9: Kind of worried about that. I know it, like because

1799
01:25:16,439 --> 01:25:19,040
Speaker 9: I know what I don't like, but I don't really know,

1800
01:25:19,720 --> 01:25:22,759
Speaker 9: like if I want to pursue something that I'm really

1801
01:25:22,800 --> 01:25:28,639
Speaker 9: passionate about, like I really like writing, but I get

1802
01:25:28,640 --> 01:25:31,720
Speaker 9: a little bit scared about that because you know, I

1803
01:25:31,720 --> 01:25:34,240
Speaker 9: get very apprehensive as to whether or not I can,

1804
01:25:34,680 --> 01:25:37,000
Speaker 9: you know, continue to have it as a passion if

1805
01:25:37,040 --> 01:25:42,360
Speaker 9: it's slowly, you know, becomes something that you know is like,

1806
01:25:42,560 --> 01:25:45,559
Speaker 9: you know, a job to make money, and it's you know,

1807
01:25:46,080 --> 01:25:49,080
Speaker 9: something that you know no longer becomes a hobby but

1808
01:25:51,439 --> 01:25:52,720
Speaker 9: gets like that middle ground.

1809
01:25:54,400 --> 01:25:57,280
Speaker 1: Exactly. We were talking to Tiff about this. I don't

1810
01:25:57,280 --> 01:25:58,120
Speaker 1: know if you were there for that.

1811
01:25:59,200 --> 01:26:06,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I listened in on Tiff, mentioning that, yeah,

1812
01:26:06,160 --> 01:26:12,160
Speaker 3: that's a tough thing. I feel like I feel like

1813
01:26:13,120 --> 01:26:15,280
Speaker 3: because like I'm only nineteen, so like I feel like

1814
01:26:15,880 --> 01:26:18,720
Speaker 3: people at my age, I feel like we still have

1815
01:26:19,160 --> 01:26:21,200
Speaker 3: a little bit of time to decide what we want

1816
01:26:21,240 --> 01:26:24,120
Speaker 3: to do for the rest of our lives, which sounds

1817
01:26:24,160 --> 01:26:28,920
Speaker 3: a little bit weird considering it's only you know, so

1818
01:26:29,240 --> 01:26:31,400
Speaker 3: you know, it's you've only been alive for so long.

1819
01:26:31,760 --> 01:26:32,000
Speaker 7: So.

1820
01:26:35,720 --> 01:26:36,920
Speaker 1: A little bit of time. I think you have a

1821
01:26:36,920 --> 01:26:38,080
Speaker 1: lot more than a little bit of time.

1822
01:26:39,720 --> 01:26:39,960
Speaker 4: You have.

1823
01:26:40,080 --> 01:26:43,080
Speaker 1: Actually, Actually, the funny part is you have until you

1824
01:26:43,120 --> 01:26:43,799
Speaker 1: are dead.

1825
01:26:47,479 --> 01:26:49,160
Speaker 9: Damn to do.

1826
01:26:49,160 --> 01:26:52,960
Speaker 1: Things in the world. I mean, you say you want

1827
01:26:52,960 --> 01:26:55,120
Speaker 1: to write, I mean you can write at any age.

1828
01:26:55,560 --> 01:26:57,680
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't know. When you're thirty six and

1829
01:26:57,720 --> 01:26:59,240
Speaker 1: you decide that writing is stupid and you want to

1830
01:26:59,240 --> 01:27:01,640
Speaker 1: play guitar, you can play guitar. You know, you can

1831
01:27:01,640 --> 01:27:04,439
Speaker 1: do whatever you want all the time. Kind of pretty much,

1832
01:27:04,479 --> 01:27:06,000
Speaker 1: you pretty much do whatever you wants all the time,

1833
01:27:06,640 --> 01:27:13,559
Speaker 1: unless if you murder someone and go to jail, or

1834
01:27:14,840 --> 01:27:20,680
Speaker 1: you get pregnant and you're responsible for a child, you

1835
01:27:20,720 --> 01:27:22,760
Speaker 1: can't do whatever you wants all the time, and you

1836
01:27:22,760 --> 01:27:28,800
Speaker 1: get so you can't get pregnant or kill anyone. But

1837
01:27:29,080 --> 01:27:31,120
Speaker 1: if if you don't, if you don't, if you if

1838
01:27:31,160 --> 01:27:32,920
Speaker 1: you don't have a kid or go to jail, you

1839
01:27:32,960 --> 01:27:34,040
Speaker 1: can pretty much do whatever you want.

1840
01:27:35,439 --> 01:27:39,400
Speaker 3: That is true, That's very true.

1841
01:27:45,720 --> 01:27:47,040
Speaker 1: How do you think this conversation went?

1842
01:27:47,800 --> 01:27:50,559
Speaker 3: You can be honest, I think it went pretty okay.

1843
01:27:50,720 --> 01:27:51,400
Speaker 10: I think it went.

1844
01:27:51,240 --> 01:27:55,080
Speaker 3: Pretty good, pretty well. I mean, I again, I wasn't

1845
01:27:55,080 --> 01:28:02,240
Speaker 3: expecting it, so the surprise element definitely, it definitely increased

1846
01:28:02,320 --> 01:28:04,559
Speaker 3: my enjoyment totally.

1847
01:28:04,640 --> 01:28:09,040
Speaker 1: You were definitely. You definitely started off extremely excited about this,

1848
01:28:09,600 --> 01:28:14,400
Speaker 1: and then as we got more into it, I think

1849
01:28:14,439 --> 01:28:20,040
Speaker 1: your enthusiasm died down as you encountered the reality of

1850
01:28:20,800 --> 01:28:22,000
Speaker 1: Do you know what the conversation was?

1851
01:28:24,400 --> 01:28:28,040
Speaker 3: Hmm, well, I feel like it's because I think I

1852
01:28:28,160 --> 01:28:31,520
Speaker 3: got a little bit more comfortable. Maybe that was it.

1853
01:28:31,680 --> 01:28:37,120
Speaker 1: Totally totally. That's good though.

1854
01:28:38,520 --> 01:28:41,439
Speaker 3: Yeah, I guess sorry, I was looking at the chat.

1855
01:28:42,400 --> 01:28:43,479
Speaker 3: Let me close out of that.

1856
01:28:45,400 --> 01:28:48,559
Speaker 1: Did you see anything good? Anything in there?

1857
01:28:50,640 --> 01:28:52,840
Speaker 3: It's whatever? I mean, Hey, it's like it's like your

1858
01:28:52,840 --> 01:28:54,519
Speaker 3: callers said earlier, got to do you?

1859
01:28:54,520 --> 01:28:58,560
Speaker 1: You know absolutely I agree with that. Hey, Sabrina, I

1860
01:28:58,560 --> 01:29:02,479
Speaker 1: have one quick question before we go. Yep, what happened.

1861
01:29:03,760 --> 01:29:04,559
Speaker 3: Shit happened.

1862
01:29:07,080 --> 01:29:08,840
Speaker 1: Thanks so much for calling Sabrini, you everyone for us

1863
01:29:08,880 --> 01:29:11,080
Speaker 1: the night's pleasure talking to m H.

1864
01:29:15,400 --> 01:29:17,400
Speaker 3: All from Eli.

1865
01:29:18,960 --> 01:29:22,160
Speaker 14: Eli, hey gg.

1866
01:29:22,920 --> 01:29:23,759
Speaker 1: How are you Eli?

1867
01:29:24,760 --> 01:29:25,040
Speaker 15: Good?

1868
01:29:27,960 --> 01:29:30,600
Speaker 1: Elijah? Is that sort for Elijah?

1869
01:29:31,439 --> 01:29:31,519
Speaker 4: No?

1870
01:29:32,880 --> 01:29:33,680
Speaker 12: Just Eli.

1871
01:29:34,960 --> 01:29:39,160
Speaker 1: Eli? Elijah is the name of the oh you had?

1872
01:29:39,360 --> 01:29:41,000
Speaker 1: You know what I was gonna go on. Here's what

1873
01:29:41,120 --> 01:29:44,679
Speaker 1: all right? Just now, just now I said, I said,

1874
01:29:44,720 --> 01:29:46,960
Speaker 1: Elijah is the name of it? You said, you're gonna

1875
01:29:46,960 --> 01:29:48,680
Speaker 1: say the thing I interrupted you. I was gonna go

1876
01:29:48,720 --> 01:29:51,040
Speaker 1: on a tangent about how Elijah is the name of

1877
01:29:51,120 --> 01:29:54,000
Speaker 1: like some god or something that you leave the door

1878
01:29:54,080 --> 01:29:58,000
Speaker 1: open to come in to your house during shapat, But

1879
01:29:58,200 --> 01:29:59,800
Speaker 1: that would that would have been a stupid thing to say.

1880
01:29:59,840 --> 01:30:01,439
Speaker 1: So I'll let you say the thing that you were

1881
01:30:01,479 --> 01:30:03,760
Speaker 1: going to say when I interrupted you to say that.

1882
01:30:03,800 --> 01:30:07,639
Speaker 1: And I actually made my explanation probably took longer than

1883
01:30:08,479 --> 01:30:09,960
Speaker 1: what I just said, especially because what I was going

1884
01:30:10,040 --> 01:30:13,040
Speaker 1: to say. I said it anyway in my explanation. But

1885
01:30:13,080 --> 01:30:16,080
Speaker 1: I want you to ignore the fact that I'm doing

1886
01:30:16,080 --> 01:30:18,519
Speaker 1: what I'm doing right now and say exactly what you're

1887
01:30:18,520 --> 01:30:19,720
Speaker 1: going to say before I interrupted you.

1888
01:30:20,800 --> 01:30:28,880
Speaker 3: Well, I was gonna kind of I think you're wrong

1889
01:30:28,920 --> 01:30:29,559
Speaker 3: about the bet.

1890
01:30:29,760 --> 01:30:36,200
Speaker 15: I'm sorry you made me past this, Okay, I mean

1891
01:30:36,280 --> 01:30:40,320
Speaker 15: it was under the assumption that it was the bet

1892
01:30:40,360 --> 01:30:42,200
Speaker 15: was placed on the game that was in the background.

1893
01:30:42,280 --> 01:30:44,080
Speaker 1: So no, it was not under the assumption I said.

1894
01:30:44,080 --> 01:30:46,400
Speaker 1: It was said the nineteen ninety seven super Bowl. I

1895
01:30:46,439 --> 01:30:48,280
Speaker 1: said we were betting on the nineteen ninety seven super Bowl.

1896
01:30:48,320 --> 01:30:51,600
Speaker 1: There's no assumptions to be made when I say specifically,

1897
01:30:51,760 --> 01:30:54,240
Speaker 1: I am betting on the nineteenth ninety seven Super Bowl.

1898
01:30:55,960 --> 01:31:00,320
Speaker 3: All right, maybe I don't know that the collar fully understand.

1899
01:31:00,080 --> 01:31:00,800
Speaker 4: Did that, But.

1900
01:31:02,200 --> 01:31:03,160
Speaker 1: Well, whose fault is that?

1901
01:31:03,960 --> 01:31:06,240
Speaker 3: Yeah, there was a miscommunication.

1902
01:31:06,439 --> 01:31:14,080
Speaker 1: I guess maybe I'm past them, So past the sea line.

1903
01:31:14,120 --> 01:31:18,880
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm on the next thing. Have you ever thought

1904
01:31:18,880 --> 01:31:21,559
Speaker 3: about how often we talk in idioms?

1905
01:31:23,720 --> 01:31:25,840
Speaker 1: How often we talk in idioms?

1906
01:31:26,400 --> 01:31:28,599
Speaker 3: So you had two callers both say that they were

1907
01:31:28,640 --> 01:31:33,920
Speaker 3: working or that they were like working as hard as dogs.

1908
01:31:34,479 --> 01:31:37,599
Speaker 1: Yes, well they both mentioned dogs. One was sick as

1909
01:31:37,600 --> 01:31:39,120
Speaker 1: a dog, one was working as hard as a dog.

1910
01:31:39,800 --> 01:31:44,599
Speaker 3: Right, those are both idioms. Yes, And so many times

1911
01:31:44,640 --> 01:31:47,960
Speaker 3: when we're talking about like games, you know, some people

1912
01:31:48,040 --> 01:31:50,879
Speaker 3: say that they were real barn burners.

1913
01:31:51,160 --> 01:31:52,640
Speaker 1: What is it. I've never heard that before. It is

1914
01:31:52,640 --> 01:31:53,400
Speaker 1: a barn burner.

1915
01:31:54,160 --> 01:31:56,400
Speaker 3: Oh, it's like a really good game, like a real

1916
01:31:56,479 --> 01:32:03,719
Speaker 3: nail ighter. Again another idiom mhmyard a barn burner.

1917
01:32:03,840 --> 01:32:09,479
Speaker 1: Barn burner means a good game? Is this bar? Does

1918
01:32:09,520 --> 01:32:11,080
Speaker 1: this bar and burner mean the same thing as a

1919
01:32:11,160 --> 01:32:11,679
Speaker 1: nail bier?

1920
01:32:12,680 --> 01:32:12,920
Speaker 16: Yes?

1921
01:32:13,960 --> 01:32:14,240
Speaker 7: Do you?

1922
01:32:14,320 --> 01:32:16,280
Speaker 1: I've never heard the barn burner before. Do you know,

1923
01:32:16,560 --> 01:32:19,000
Speaker 1: like sort of what that the nail bier? Like you're

1924
01:32:19,040 --> 01:32:21,200
Speaker 1: biting your nails because you're like nervous about what's gonna happen.

1925
01:32:21,200 --> 01:32:24,480
Speaker 1: But I don't understand the barn burner one.

1926
01:32:24,760 --> 01:32:26,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, I looked it up once, but I can't remember

1927
01:32:27,000 --> 01:32:29,479
Speaker 3: exactly the etymology of it.

1928
01:32:31,240 --> 01:32:32,799
Speaker 1: What do you if you have to take a wild

1929
01:32:32,960 --> 01:32:37,120
Speaker 1: guess of an explanation of the idea, how do you?

1930
01:32:37,160 --> 01:32:38,439
Speaker 1: What do you? What do you think it means?

1931
01:32:41,280 --> 01:32:41,439
Speaker 3: Well?

1932
01:32:41,520 --> 01:32:41,880
Speaker 6: I don't know.

1933
01:32:41,920 --> 01:32:45,840
Speaker 3: It's like people all would like stand around watching a

1934
01:32:45,880 --> 01:32:50,560
Speaker 3: bar and burn because like back in the day, perhaps

1935
01:32:50,640 --> 01:32:53,000
Speaker 3: there wasn't a lot of entertainment, and so if there

1936
01:32:53,040 --> 01:32:55,640
Speaker 3: was a bar and burning down, everyone would like go

1937
01:32:55,760 --> 01:32:56,200
Speaker 3: and watch.

1938
01:32:57,520 --> 01:33:01,640
Speaker 1: Wow, that's a little said, that's kind of song. I mean,

1939
01:33:01,680 --> 01:33:03,240
Speaker 1: I know, I think he might be right. I think

1940
01:33:03,240 --> 01:33:05,519
Speaker 1: he might be right, a barn burner. I like that, right,

1941
01:33:05,560 --> 01:33:10,560
Speaker 1: But people people, you know, back before there was entertainment,

1942
01:33:11,000 --> 01:33:15,320
Speaker 1: people found entertainment and destruction, which is very a little

1943
01:33:15,360 --> 01:33:18,240
Speaker 1: sad when you think about it.

1944
01:33:17,240 --> 01:33:19,040
Speaker 3: It is sad. Hopefully they got all the.

1945
01:33:19,000 --> 01:33:23,760
Speaker 1: Animals out, Ah, I feel like they didn't. I feel

1946
01:33:23,800 --> 01:33:28,559
Speaker 1: like that was part of the entertainment for them, which, yeah,

1947
01:33:28,760 --> 01:33:31,800
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think I think that I've I

1948
01:33:31,800 --> 01:33:33,960
Speaker 1: think we've we've discovered the reason why that's not as

1949
01:33:34,240 --> 01:33:36,040
Speaker 1: popular as an idiom as a nail butter, because it's

1950
01:33:36,040 --> 01:33:36,760
Speaker 1: a little bit dark.

1951
01:33:37,520 --> 01:33:39,720
Speaker 3: Maybe you're probably right on that.

1952
01:33:41,840 --> 01:33:45,760
Speaker 1: What did you say? Your name was Eli? Eli. Are

1953
01:33:45,800 --> 01:33:46,440
Speaker 1: you competitive?

1954
01:33:47,439 --> 01:33:51,519
Speaker 3: Yes, I'm very competitive, but there's a caveat to it.

1955
01:33:52,160 --> 01:33:55,160
Speaker 3: I'm competitive about things that I think I can win.

1956
01:33:56,280 --> 01:33:58,240
Speaker 1: Competitive about things that you think you can win.

1957
01:33:59,360 --> 01:34:04,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, so if there's no chance of me winning, then

1958
01:34:04,240 --> 01:34:05,240
Speaker 3: I don't give a shit.

1959
01:34:06,520 --> 01:34:12,599
Speaker 1: This is interesting because this is sort of builds off

1960
01:34:12,640 --> 01:34:14,080
Speaker 1: of I don't know if you heard the conversation I

1961
01:34:14,200 --> 01:34:18,400
Speaker 1: just had. You did, because you brought up the we

1962
01:34:18,400 --> 01:34:22,759
Speaker 1: were talking about ignorance. You're not ignorantly. You're not competitive

1963
01:34:22,800 --> 01:34:26,000
Speaker 1: ignorantly because if you were, because you're only a better

1964
01:34:26,000 --> 01:34:27,960
Speaker 1: of things that you know that you have a shot

1965
01:34:27,960 --> 01:34:28,640
Speaker 1: at winning.

1966
01:34:29,080 --> 01:34:33,360
Speaker 3: Correct and like betting on sports or something. I feel

1967
01:34:33,400 --> 01:34:36,679
Speaker 3: like a lot of that is chance unless you can develop,

1968
01:34:36,960 --> 01:34:42,759
Speaker 3: you know, some really good mathematical models to potentially predict

1969
01:34:42,840 --> 01:34:48,200
Speaker 3: the outcomes with a higher probability. But regardless, you know,

1970
01:34:48,280 --> 01:34:52,880
Speaker 3: that's just chance. So that's not really a competitive.

1971
01:34:54,720 --> 01:34:54,960
Speaker 5: Thing.

1972
01:34:55,240 --> 01:34:57,720
Speaker 1: I feel like That's what I said to our very

1973
01:34:57,760 --> 01:35:00,720
Speaker 1: first caller who told us that she was competitive in monopoly.

1974
01:35:03,000 --> 01:35:09,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, and then I mean there is some strategies of monopoly, though, I.

1975
01:35:09,040 --> 01:35:11,920
Speaker 1: Got I guess there's like, how would you describe the

1976
01:35:11,960 --> 01:35:13,640
Speaker 1: strategy of monopoly, because to me, it's all about the

1977
01:35:13,640 --> 01:35:15,599
Speaker 1: dice rolls and who lands on what first.

1978
01:35:17,400 --> 01:35:19,559
Speaker 3: Well, yes, that is a big part of it. But

1979
01:35:19,600 --> 01:35:23,960
Speaker 3: then there's also the strategy of like buying only houses

1980
01:35:24,400 --> 01:35:29,920
Speaker 3: so that you can like remove anybody else the opportunity

1981
01:35:29,960 --> 01:35:30,519
Speaker 3: to buy.

1982
01:35:30,360 --> 01:35:38,679
Speaker 1: Houses interesting and run out of houses. Is that a thing?

1983
01:35:39,520 --> 01:35:40,400
Speaker 3: Yes, that's the thing.

1984
01:35:40,960 --> 01:35:41,800
Speaker 1: I did not know that.

1985
01:35:43,479 --> 01:35:43,880
Speaker 4: Mm hmm.

1986
01:35:45,320 --> 01:35:46,080
Speaker 1: What were you going to say?

1987
01:35:47,920 --> 01:35:57,200
Speaker 3: I kind of lost my train of thought. I'm sorry, No, No,

1988
01:35:57,520 --> 01:36:00,480
Speaker 3: I don't know if it was about monopoly or it'll

1989
01:36:00,560 --> 01:36:01,080
Speaker 3: come back to me.

1990
01:36:01,439 --> 01:36:03,760
Speaker 1: Probably actually competitive about things that you believe that you

1991
01:36:03,800 --> 01:36:05,760
Speaker 1: have a chance at succeeding. And what are some things

1992
01:36:05,760 --> 01:36:07,400
Speaker 1: that you are competitive about that you believe you have

1993
01:36:07,400 --> 01:36:08,240
Speaker 1: a chances exceeding.

1994
01:36:09,479 --> 01:36:12,320
Speaker 3: Okay, sorry, I'm gonna I just remembered it. I'm a

1995
01:36:12,320 --> 01:36:16,680
Speaker 3: big rule follower, so hence in monopoly then I am

1996
01:36:16,800 --> 01:36:22,759
Speaker 3: competitive like about following rules as well, because if somebody

1997
01:36:22,960 --> 01:36:25,720
Speaker 3: like doesn't follow the same rules or you're not, you know,

1998
01:36:25,800 --> 01:36:30,240
Speaker 3: playing by the same yeah, by the same rules, then.

1999
01:36:32,160 --> 01:36:33,040
Speaker 4: I mean it's rigged.

2000
01:36:33,560 --> 01:36:35,040
Speaker 3: It's not a fair competition.

2001
01:36:35,600 --> 01:36:38,880
Speaker 1: Let me ask you a question here. Your passion for

2002
01:36:39,040 --> 01:36:43,320
Speaker 1: rule following does it extend beyond the realm of board

2003
01:36:43,360 --> 01:36:48,320
Speaker 1: games and into life? Were you always do it at

2004
01:36:48,520 --> 01:36:52,160
Speaker 1: Following rules in school, following rules in society?

2005
01:36:53,000 --> 01:36:58,800
Speaker 3: No? No, And I think that society has built too

2006
01:36:58,840 --> 01:37:01,759
Speaker 3: many rules that are unnecessary to follow.

2007
01:37:04,120 --> 01:37:06,800
Speaker 1: So if you can here's what I don't get. Then

2008
01:37:06,840 --> 01:37:10,080
Speaker 1: if you can admit that some of society's rules are unnecessary,

2009
01:37:10,920 --> 01:37:13,200
Speaker 1: why are you so stubborn on the idea that you

2010
01:37:13,240 --> 01:37:16,680
Speaker 1: know some of monopolies rules might be unnecessary, such as

2011
01:37:16,720 --> 01:37:18,280
Speaker 1: the ones that there are a finite amount of houses.

2012
01:37:19,280 --> 01:37:21,479
Speaker 3: Well, they might be, but you have to agree to

2013
01:37:21,800 --> 01:37:26,879
Speaker 3: how you're going to play the games as with whoever

2014
01:37:26,960 --> 01:37:30,120
Speaker 3: you're playing the game with. So if you if everyone

2015
01:37:30,160 --> 01:37:33,840
Speaker 3: agrees to abide by a new set of rules for

2016
01:37:34,000 --> 01:37:39,160
Speaker 3: monopoly like free parking and getting cash that's in the middle,

2017
01:37:40,439 --> 01:37:42,040
Speaker 3: then that's an okay rule to.

2018
01:37:43,840 --> 01:37:44,480
Speaker 8: Institute.

2019
01:37:44,800 --> 01:37:50,759
Speaker 3: But if you don't have that baseline of everyone having

2020
01:37:50,800 --> 01:37:54,799
Speaker 3: the same expectation and the same rules, then it's totally unfair.

2021
01:37:55,720 --> 01:37:58,160
Speaker 1: Okay, So you believe that monopolies rules are backed by

2022
01:37:58,160 --> 01:38:00,880
Speaker 1: the fact that everyone participating in the game aim has

2023
01:38:01,000 --> 01:38:04,120
Speaker 1: agreed to the rules before beginning to participate in the game.

2024
01:38:04,439 --> 01:38:07,479
Speaker 1: But wouldn't you say that we live by a social

2025
01:38:07,600 --> 01:38:10,760
Speaker 1: contract that we have all agreed to, for example, the

2026
01:38:10,840 --> 01:38:14,480
Speaker 1: rule that we can't murder each other. By living in society,

2027
01:38:14,520 --> 01:38:18,640
Speaker 1: we all sort of agree to certain rules.

2028
01:38:19,360 --> 01:38:22,559
Speaker 3: Yes we do, we do, But that's also you're kind

2029
01:38:22,600 --> 01:38:26,800
Speaker 3: of like going over into like morality. So they're not

2030
01:38:27,320 --> 01:38:32,800
Speaker 3: they're not rules per se. They're not Well, yeah, I

2031
01:38:32,800 --> 01:38:35,599
Speaker 3: guess they are laws, but do.

2032
01:38:35,560 --> 01:38:36,439
Speaker 10: You understand what I mean?

2033
01:38:36,560 --> 01:38:40,840
Speaker 3: Like there's like some laws like does everyone wear seatbelts?

2034
01:38:40,960 --> 01:38:44,920
Speaker 3: People speed all of the time? Like those are laws,

2035
01:38:45,000 --> 01:38:48,760
Speaker 3: Those are rules, not everyone to buy them.

2036
01:38:48,760 --> 01:38:50,400
Speaker 1: Do you think that people should speed less.

2037
01:38:53,520 --> 01:38:56,840
Speaker 3: I don't know, probably would cause less deaths.

2038
01:38:58,120 --> 01:39:00,719
Speaker 1: Probably would.

2039
01:39:01,680 --> 01:39:04,200
Speaker 3: I mean, it's there for a reason, right, and wearing

2040
01:39:04,240 --> 01:39:05,839
Speaker 3: seatbelts is there for a reason.

2041
01:39:06,800 --> 01:39:09,800
Speaker 1: It's no. So theoretically, if I were to play a

2042
01:39:09,800 --> 01:39:11,920
Speaker 1: game Monopoly, and then I wanted to buy a house

2043
01:39:11,920 --> 01:39:13,400
Speaker 1: and you said no, there's no more houses, and I said,

2044
01:39:13,400 --> 01:39:17,040
Speaker 1: we can just use the dog or the iron, and

2045
01:39:17,080 --> 01:39:19,080
Speaker 1: you said, no, that's not part of the rules, I'm like, well,

2046
01:39:20,479 --> 01:39:23,120
Speaker 1: I almost hit an old lady on the way over

2047
01:39:23,160 --> 01:39:25,479
Speaker 1: here because I was going seventy miles an hour in

2048
01:39:25,520 --> 01:39:29,920
Speaker 1: a forty and I broke that rule. So I'm on

2049
01:39:29,960 --> 01:39:31,519
Speaker 1: a roll right now. I should just break every rule

2050
01:39:31,520 --> 01:39:33,000
Speaker 1: that there is to break that I see in front

2051
01:39:33,000 --> 01:39:33,160
Speaker 1: of me.

2052
01:39:34,160 --> 01:39:37,880
Speaker 3: Would right, Well, so then that's where my competitive edge

2053
01:39:37,920 --> 01:39:40,719
Speaker 3: would come in and I would start getting really angry

2054
01:39:40,760 --> 01:39:44,439
Speaker 3: at the game. I would say, no, that's not fair.

2055
01:39:45,960 --> 01:39:46,840
Speaker 1: What did your name was?

2056
01:39:47,840 --> 01:39:48,200
Speaker 10: Eli?

2057
01:39:50,600 --> 01:39:50,920
Speaker 1: Eli?

2058
01:39:52,680 --> 01:39:53,000
Speaker 8: Yes?

2059
01:39:55,080 --> 01:39:56,439
Speaker 1: How do you think this conversation went?

2060
01:39:57,439 --> 01:39:59,439
Speaker 3: I think it went great. I had a great time.

2061
01:40:00,479 --> 01:40:04,960
Speaker 3: I think we both heard each other's sides and yeah.

2062
01:40:05,600 --> 01:40:07,759
Speaker 1: I think so. I think this is very civil discussion.

2063
01:40:08,680 --> 01:40:09,320
Speaker 8: I agree.

2064
01:40:10,040 --> 01:40:10,720
Speaker 1: Do you ever want to for.

2065
01:40:10,760 --> 01:40:13,960
Speaker 3: Us to night get yep?

2066
01:40:17,720 --> 01:40:18,600
Speaker 8: All from.

2067
01:40:21,840 --> 01:40:27,320
Speaker 1: The Hello, Hey, what's your name? My friend?

2068
01:40:28,680 --> 01:40:29,080
Speaker 16: Taylor?

2069
01:40:30,200 --> 01:40:32,360
Speaker 1: Taylor? Taylor. We have we spoken before?

2070
01:40:33,640 --> 01:40:35,600
Speaker 16: No, but I comment sometimes.

2071
01:40:36,200 --> 01:40:38,599
Speaker 1: Okay, we have not spoken, but we've commented. So we've

2072
01:40:38,640 --> 01:40:41,880
Speaker 1: engaged in sort of a one way dialogue, a one

2073
01:40:41,880 --> 01:40:44,760
Speaker 1: way monologue, a one way form of communicat one way

2074
01:40:44,760 --> 01:40:46,679
Speaker 1: conversation of some kind in a way.

2075
01:40:46,920 --> 01:40:50,320
Speaker 16: Yes, I mean there's been like a quick two ways sometimes,

2076
01:40:50,320 --> 01:40:51,519
Speaker 16: but mostly are one way.

2077
01:40:51,640 --> 01:40:54,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, what kinds of comments do you leave? Do you

2078
01:40:54,120 --> 01:40:57,720
Speaker 1: leave mean comments? Nice comments, neutral comments of all?

2079
01:40:58,160 --> 01:41:00,000
Speaker 16: Definitely nice? I keep it nice?

2080
01:41:00,760 --> 01:41:02,880
Speaker 1: You keep it nice? Do you ever let anything mean slip?

2081
01:41:03,640 --> 01:41:04,840
Speaker 1: It starts to be nice all the time.

2082
01:41:06,000 --> 01:41:08,280
Speaker 16: Not on the twitch, you know, I try to keep

2083
01:41:08,280 --> 01:41:10,080
Speaker 16: it pretty pretty good on the.

2084
01:41:10,000 --> 01:41:13,439
Speaker 1: Twitch, pretty good on the twitch. So when you say

2085
01:41:13,439 --> 01:41:15,400
Speaker 1: on the twitch, does that mean that there are other

2086
01:41:15,400 --> 01:41:18,439
Speaker 1: places in which you do leave me in comments? Maybe

2087
01:41:18,439 --> 01:41:19,160
Speaker 1: even in your head?

2088
01:41:20,840 --> 01:41:23,040
Speaker 16: I mean in my head. Yeah, I'm trying to keep

2089
01:41:23,080 --> 01:41:25,240
Speaker 16: it out of like the typing part, but in my

2090
01:41:25,320 --> 01:41:25,960
Speaker 16: head yeah.

2091
01:41:26,479 --> 01:41:33,479
Speaker 1: M hm hmmm. What kind of comments do you think

2092
01:41:33,560 --> 01:41:34,320
Speaker 1: up in your head?

2093
01:41:37,680 --> 01:41:38,640
Speaker 16: In what context?

2094
01:41:40,080 --> 01:41:42,439
Speaker 1: You say you're thinking of mean comments in your head?

2095
01:41:42,680 --> 01:41:46,080
Speaker 1: But so whenever you you know, think of something that

2096
01:41:46,160 --> 01:41:48,400
Speaker 1: is not nice, it's something that is unsavory. You like

2097
01:41:48,400 --> 01:41:50,640
Speaker 1: to keep it in your head. You think to yourself, Oh,

2098
01:41:50,680 --> 01:41:53,240
Speaker 1: this will be best if I kept myself and not sure

2099
01:41:53,320 --> 01:41:53,759
Speaker 1: with others.

2100
01:41:56,760 --> 01:42:00,759
Speaker 9: Yeah, I mean I try to keep.

2101
01:42:03,400 --> 01:42:03,960
Speaker 16: In general.

2102
01:42:05,240 --> 01:42:07,200
Speaker 1: In general, we say you're a positive person.

2103
01:42:08,960 --> 01:42:12,000
Speaker 16: I would say in general, yeah, I think everyone like

2104
01:42:12,600 --> 01:42:17,080
Speaker 16: this normally a little critical, but those are the things

2105
01:42:17,120 --> 01:42:18,120
Speaker 16: we don't type on twitch.

2106
01:42:19,840 --> 01:42:26,519
Speaker 1: I like that. Mm hmm. Would you say that your

2107
01:42:26,640 --> 01:42:35,599
Speaker 1: gut reaction, your gut judgment of things is critical and

2108
01:42:35,640 --> 01:42:42,120
Speaker 1: then you sort of consciously make aims to be less

2109
01:42:42,120 --> 01:42:46,640
Speaker 1: critical or which is commendable if that is the tra

2110
01:42:46,800 --> 01:42:50,559
Speaker 1: if that is the case, or is your gut to

2111
01:42:50,640 --> 01:42:51,160
Speaker 1: be positive?

2112
01:42:54,160 --> 01:42:58,679
Speaker 4: Gut's positive, You're lucky.

2113
01:42:59,240 --> 01:43:00,720
Speaker 1: We Has it always been or did you have to

2114
01:43:00,720 --> 01:43:03,360
Speaker 1: train it to be that way?

2115
01:43:04,720 --> 01:43:08,640
Speaker 16: I think it's like a training kind of thing. I

2116
01:43:08,640 --> 01:43:12,840
Speaker 16: feel like you go, like my experience is like junior high.

2117
01:43:12,840 --> 01:43:17,679
Speaker 16: You go through like a part where like you start

2118
01:43:17,720 --> 01:43:20,320
Speaker 16: to kind of see other people doing the negative. You

2119
01:43:20,400 --> 01:43:23,200
Speaker 16: kind of go for the negative a little bit, but

2120
01:43:23,280 --> 01:43:27,519
Speaker 16: then like you learn from that and then be more positive. Yeah.

2121
01:43:27,560 --> 01:43:34,519
Speaker 1: Absolutely, definitely very impressionable at a young age, you know. Yeah,

2122
01:43:35,439 --> 01:43:38,240
Speaker 1: that's why Actually, that actually is interesting that you mentioned that,

2123
01:43:38,320 --> 01:43:43,280
Speaker 1: because I think about that a lot, especially when I

2124
01:43:43,320 --> 01:43:53,720
Speaker 1: see what's popular on the internet on TikTok negativity scarily

2125
01:43:54,240 --> 01:44:00,440
Speaker 1: very popular with the kids these days.

2126
01:44:01,520 --> 01:44:03,880
Speaker 16: Yeah, and also someone I know I'm not supposed to

2127
01:44:03,880 --> 01:44:06,240
Speaker 16: read the chat, but I just saw someone say it's

2128
01:44:06,360 --> 01:44:10,120
Speaker 16: just the guy from the hot tub and I am definitely.

2129
01:44:09,680 --> 01:44:13,639
Speaker 1: Female the guy from the hot tub.

2130
01:44:15,760 --> 01:44:18,559
Speaker 16: Oh is this the guy the one from the hot tub.

2131
01:44:21,720 --> 01:44:22,800
Speaker 1: I'm not sure what we're talking about.

2132
01:44:23,840 --> 01:44:27,360
Speaker 16: It was just something in the chat, but I don't know.

2133
01:44:27,560 --> 01:44:29,000
Speaker 16: I'm a girl other than that.

2134
01:44:29,240 --> 01:44:30,679
Speaker 3: Sorry, I got distracted.

2135
01:44:31,360 --> 01:44:34,439
Speaker 1: It's okay. This is the chat. Did you and me?

2136
01:44:34,520 --> 01:44:35,479
Speaker 1: We're having a chat right now.

2137
01:44:37,080 --> 01:44:38,400
Speaker 16: Yeah, it's true. It's pretty wild.

2138
01:44:39,280 --> 01:44:42,240
Speaker 1: Great, I think it's wild. It is.

2139
01:44:44,960 --> 01:44:49,559
Speaker 16: You're in like the States somewhere, I'm guessing somewhere. Yes,

2140
01:44:50,080 --> 01:44:53,639
Speaker 16: I am having Canada, which is like, I mean, I'm

2141
01:44:53,680 --> 01:44:55,920
Speaker 16: not the guy in Turkey or whatever.

2142
01:44:56,000 --> 01:45:02,600
Speaker 1: But I know, through the gracious so the graces of technology.

2143
01:45:03,840 --> 01:45:05,760
Speaker 1: You know, we're really standing on the shoulders of the

2144
01:45:05,800 --> 01:45:11,400
Speaker 1: giants who came before us. Alexander Graham bell al Gore,

2145
01:45:11,439 --> 01:45:12,639
Speaker 1: who invented the internet.

2146
01:45:14,320 --> 01:45:18,360
Speaker 16: Was that in Nova Scotia reference. Did you know that I.

2147
01:45:18,320 --> 01:45:18,840
Speaker 1: Don't know what.

2148
01:45:20,360 --> 01:45:23,280
Speaker 16: That Alexander Graham Bell is from Nova Scotia.

2149
01:45:23,960 --> 01:45:25,719
Speaker 1: No, Alexander Graham Bell went to the telephone.

2150
01:45:27,160 --> 01:45:29,200
Speaker 16: Yeah, and he's from Nova Scotia, which is where.

2151
01:45:29,320 --> 01:45:32,519
Speaker 1: Well, I didn't know that I thought he was. I

2152
01:45:32,560 --> 01:45:34,880
Speaker 1: thought he was from America. Actually, I actually didn't think

2153
01:45:34,920 --> 01:45:38,000
Speaker 1: he was from America. I didn't I never thought about

2154
01:45:38,040 --> 01:45:39,600
Speaker 1: where he was from. I just know who that he

2155
01:45:39,680 --> 01:45:40,040
Speaker 1: met the.

2156
01:45:39,960 --> 01:45:46,120
Speaker 16: Telephone Bully Canadian, which I mean that's from I'm from

2157
01:45:46,200 --> 01:45:48,759
Speaker 16: Nova Scotia. That's a pretty small place. That was pretty impressive.

2158
01:45:49,400 --> 01:45:50,360
Speaker 1: Tell I have a question for you.

2159
01:45:52,640 --> 01:45:53,240
Speaker 12: What happened?

2160
01:45:53,880 --> 01:45:54,559
Speaker 1: What happened?

2161
01:45:57,240 --> 01:46:02,040
Speaker 16: Okay, So the thing that into my mind, do you

2162
01:46:02,080 --> 01:46:04,880
Speaker 16: know how yourself thought, like your your iPhone, it comes

2163
01:46:04,920 --> 01:46:08,240
Speaker 16: up with these little stories that come up with like oh,

2164
01:46:08,320 --> 01:46:10,080
Speaker 16: like here's a time in your life and it shows

2165
01:46:10,120 --> 01:46:11,400
Speaker 16: these little thing of your pictures.

2166
01:46:11,760 --> 01:46:13,320
Speaker 1: Sure, yes, the memories of your pictures.

2167
01:46:13,400 --> 01:46:17,960
Speaker 16: Yep, iPhone does it Apple whatever? Yeah, So it came

2168
01:46:18,040 --> 01:46:20,439
Speaker 16: up with this story that it thought that I wanted,

2169
01:46:20,720 --> 01:46:23,240
Speaker 16: like picked it from my pictures, put it together into

2170
01:46:23,280 --> 01:46:26,880
Speaker 16: this like video thing and it picks it from like

2171
01:46:26,880 --> 01:46:31,240
Speaker 16: a time in your life, and it picked March twenty eight,

2172
01:46:31,479 --> 01:46:33,799
Speaker 16: twenty twenty twenty, which is the day that my parents

2173
01:46:33,840 --> 01:46:38,280
Speaker 16: house burnt down. Oh no, so put like a video

2174
01:46:38,400 --> 01:46:41,280
Speaker 16: together being like you're gonna like this, this is your

2175
01:46:41,280 --> 01:46:43,320
Speaker 16: memories and then that's that who day?

2176
01:46:45,760 --> 01:46:48,479
Speaker 1: Was there happy music behind it? Yep?

2177
01:46:48,680 --> 01:46:50,400
Speaker 16: Totally very inspirational.

2178
01:46:52,000 --> 01:46:55,440
Speaker 1: What kind of music did they put behind it?

2179
01:46:55,600 --> 01:46:55,840
Speaker 11: Like that?

2180
01:46:56,000 --> 01:47:01,840
Speaker 16: Really like things are great chilling in like very like

2181
01:47:01,960 --> 01:47:03,479
Speaker 16: stock music kind of thing.

2182
01:47:04,720 --> 01:47:05,080
Speaker 12: Mm hm.

2183
01:47:06,800 --> 01:47:08,240
Speaker 1: And what was your reaction?

2184
01:47:13,040 --> 01:47:17,439
Speaker 16: I guess not like surprised. The old apple the computer

2185
01:47:18,920 --> 01:47:22,080
Speaker 16: doesn't really get you. But it's just interesting that I

2186
01:47:22,120 --> 01:47:27,240
Speaker 16: didn't know that, like, you know, house burning down photos

2187
01:47:27,240 --> 01:47:28,720
Speaker 16: were not something I wanted to see, you know.

2188
01:47:30,040 --> 01:47:35,840
Speaker 1: Hmm. Do you think it's possible that the iPhone was

2189
01:47:35,880 --> 01:47:36,400
Speaker 1: taunting you?

2190
01:47:39,360 --> 01:47:40,160
Speaker 10: I could see it.

2191
01:47:43,120 --> 01:47:49,040
Speaker 16: Intentionally, Yeah, like for whatever reason, that just that's what

2192
01:47:49,160 --> 01:47:52,240
Speaker 16: the computer, like it was programmed to do.

2193
01:47:55,120 --> 01:47:55,360
Speaker 8: Hmm.

2194
01:48:03,840 --> 01:48:04,640
Speaker 16: I guess we'll ever go.

2195
01:48:08,400 --> 01:48:11,320
Speaker 1: Did you keep the slide show or did you delete it?

2196
01:48:13,240 --> 01:48:18,439
Speaker 16: I did keep it. It's you know, it's been traumatic,

2197
01:48:18,560 --> 01:48:21,920
Speaker 16: but now I'm just kind of like, that's actually pretty funny.

2198
01:48:22,160 --> 01:48:24,680
Speaker 4: So it is.

2199
01:48:24,960 --> 01:48:27,599
Speaker 1: It is a little funny in retrospect, not your parents

2200
01:48:27,600 --> 01:48:32,599
Speaker 1: burning house burning down but the fact that your phone

2201
01:48:32,720 --> 01:48:39,480
Speaker 1: made a happy slide show of it, that's uh.

2202
01:48:37,840 --> 01:48:39,200
Speaker 9: Yeah, I guess.

2203
01:48:39,200 --> 01:48:46,599
Speaker 1: So, how do you think this phone call went?

2204
01:48:49,000 --> 01:48:49,240
Speaker 6: Well?

2205
01:48:50,000 --> 01:48:55,439
Speaker 16: The chap still thinks I'm a guy, so that tror

2206
01:48:59,600 --> 01:49:00,559
Speaker 16: female all Taylor.

2207
01:49:01,520 --> 01:49:05,320
Speaker 1: Taylor, don't read the chat. Taylor.

2208
01:49:06,479 --> 01:49:08,719
Speaker 16: I know, I know. I should have learned my lesson

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Speaker 16: by now.

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Speaker 1: It's honestly, it's a little rude, Taylor. Like imagine if

2211
01:49:13,000 --> 01:49:15,280
Speaker 1: we were just talking, you know, face to face, and

2212
01:49:15,320 --> 01:49:18,240
Speaker 1: you were like on your phone, you know, while we're talking.

2213
01:49:18,320 --> 01:49:20,120
Speaker 1: You know, you're on your computer while we're talking, just

2214
01:49:20,160 --> 01:49:29,599
Speaker 1: like reading you know, the texts. It's so rude. Yeah, right,

2215
01:49:30,160 --> 01:49:33,080
Speaker 1: I mean, I forgive you, Taylor. I believe that you

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01:49:33,160 --> 01:49:36,000
Speaker 1: have positive intentions. I believe you're a pure soul. I'm

2217
01:49:36,000 --> 01:49:44,760
Speaker 1: not here to diss you, but I Taylor, you never

2218
01:49:44,760 --> 01:49:48,000
Speaker 1: have to apologize to me for anything ever. I appreciate

2219
01:49:48,040 --> 01:49:52,080
Speaker 1: you calling in. You have great nights as well.

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01:49:54,960 --> 01:50:02,040
Speaker 3: Pull from to accept press one.

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01:50:02,800 --> 01:50:09,080
Speaker 1: Hello scholar, Hello, hey man, I can't hear you at all.

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01:50:09,120 --> 01:50:11,720
Speaker 1: You gotta you gotta either take yourself off speakerphone or

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01:50:11,760 --> 01:50:14,640
Speaker 1: speak up, or you know I can hear you. I

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01:50:14,680 --> 01:50:16,200
Speaker 1: can hear you a little bit better. What's your name,

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01:50:16,280 --> 01:50:22,920
Speaker 1: my friend, my child, I'm Josh, Josh, Josh. What size?

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01:50:24,120 --> 01:50:26,639
Speaker 1: How big is your head in comparison to the rest

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01:50:26,640 --> 01:50:27,240
Speaker 1: of your body?

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01:50:29,080 --> 01:50:30,479
Speaker 12: It's twice as big.

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01:50:31,360 --> 01:50:33,479
Speaker 1: Your head is twice as big as the rest of

2230
01:50:33,479 --> 01:50:35,599
Speaker 1: your Your head is twice as big as the normal head,

2231
01:50:35,640 --> 01:50:37,479
Speaker 1: or twice as big as the size of your body.

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01:50:38,720 --> 01:50:43,120
Speaker 1: Both look, uh, Josh, just because I asked you a

2233
01:50:43,120 --> 01:50:45,439
Speaker 1: silly question does not give you permission to lie to me.

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01:50:47,880 --> 01:50:50,960
Speaker 12: Okay, I'm sorry. My head is the average size.

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01:50:52,400 --> 01:50:55,720
Speaker 1: Good. So I asked the silly question, and I and

2236
01:50:55,840 --> 01:50:58,280
Speaker 1: you know, if someone gives me a silly answer, then

2237
01:50:58,280 --> 01:51:00,160
Speaker 1: they're silly person, that they're a silly guy. And I

2238
01:51:00,160 --> 01:51:01,640
Speaker 1: could tell that you're a silly guy because he gave

2239
01:51:01,680 --> 01:51:04,080
Speaker 1: a silly answer to the silly question. But you know,

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Speaker 1: I'm in a serious mood. I'm in the mood to

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01:51:06,479 --> 01:51:08,680
Speaker 1: have a serious a silly discussion. I was merely I

2242
01:51:08,720 --> 01:51:12,679
Speaker 1: merely began this discussion silly to kind of feel you out,

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01:51:13,280 --> 01:51:16,320
Speaker 1: make sure that you would be suited to have the

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01:51:16,439 --> 01:51:19,000
Speaker 1: kind of serious discussion that I'm interested in having this evening.

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01:51:19,280 --> 01:51:20,960
Speaker 1: And I could tell that you are not so fine.

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01:51:21,000 --> 01:51:22,240
Speaker 1: We won't have a serious discussion.

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01:51:22,760 --> 01:51:26,080
Speaker 12: I want to have a man. This is the second

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01:51:26,120 --> 01:51:27,840
Speaker 12: time I got on. I can't believe it.

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01:51:31,400 --> 01:51:36,639
Speaker 1: I have a questions for you. Okay, what happened?

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01:51:38,520 --> 01:51:40,560
Speaker 12: What happened or what happens?

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01:51:41,680 --> 01:51:46,160
Speaker 1: I have a question for you, Josh, Yeah, what happened.

2252
01:51:47,479 --> 01:51:47,799
Speaker 11: Life?

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01:51:49,120 --> 01:51:49,840
Speaker 1: What about life?

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01:51:51,200 --> 01:51:52,519
Speaker 12: It happens?

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01:51:53,040 --> 01:51:55,440
Speaker 1: Did it happen today?

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01:51:56,040 --> 01:51:56,560
Speaker 17: Yeah?

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01:51:57,439 --> 01:51:59,439
Speaker 1: What happened today? In life?

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01:51:59,479 --> 01:51:59,680
Speaker 16: You know?

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01:51:59,760 --> 01:52:05,640
Speaker 12: Death happened in my life recently. Let me talk about that.

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01:52:08,000 --> 01:52:08,600
Speaker 1: Sorry to hear that.

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01:52:10,320 --> 01:52:12,800
Speaker 12: Yeah, So last can I tell a story real quick?

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01:52:12,960 --> 01:52:13,720
Speaker 1: Sure? Why not?

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01:52:15,160 --> 01:52:17,760
Speaker 12: So last time I called you, I played the ukulele.

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01:52:18,000 --> 01:52:20,519
Speaker 1: Right, I don't know if you remember that you played

2265
01:52:20,520 --> 01:52:22,880
Speaker 1: the ukulele? Was this while I was so sleep?

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01:52:24,040 --> 01:52:29,639
Speaker 12: No, you were awake, you were. I saw that sleeping stream.

2267
01:52:29,800 --> 01:52:32,599
Speaker 12: That was awesome, all right.

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01:52:32,600 --> 01:52:33,920
Speaker 1: The last time he called you played the ale.

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01:52:35,080 --> 01:52:38,879
Speaker 12: And then so my friend was over. His name is Johnny,

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01:52:39,760 --> 01:52:45,639
Speaker 12: and we were getting certified to be welders weld metal right,

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01:52:45,720 --> 01:52:51,320
Speaker 12: and he's a certified welder welding inspector. And I was

2272
01:52:51,360 --> 01:52:54,200
Speaker 12: talking to you on the phone with him, and about

2273
01:52:54,240 --> 01:52:57,000
Speaker 12: a week later, I don't know, about three days later,

2274
01:52:57,040 --> 01:52:57,800
Speaker 12: he passed away.

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01:52:58,400 --> 01:52:59,400
Speaker 1: Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.

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01:52:59,479 --> 01:53:03,519
Speaker 12: Man, It's kind of reminded me, like that's why it

2277
01:53:03,640 --> 01:53:06,519
Speaker 12: kind of called you his because last time I talked

2278
01:53:06,520 --> 01:53:09,719
Speaker 12: to you, he was he was here, actually at my house.

2279
01:53:10,280 --> 01:53:13,880
Speaker 12: Did I talk to him, No, he was in he

2280
01:53:14,000 --> 01:53:16,800
Speaker 12: was in the garage. I was talking to you on

2281
01:53:16,880 --> 01:53:20,400
Speaker 12: the phone and we were getting it was kind of later.

2282
01:53:21,040 --> 01:53:28,760
Speaker 12: We were he was certifying us to get welding uh certified.

2283
01:53:29,200 --> 01:53:31,719
Speaker 12: Uh you know, welders three of us.

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01:53:32,400 --> 01:53:32,760
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.

2285
01:53:33,560 --> 01:53:36,720
Speaker 12: I'm a I'm a large scale sculpture artists, so I

2286
01:53:36,840 --> 01:53:44,759
Speaker 12: do like big metal sculptures and uh so I needed

2287
01:53:44,760 --> 01:53:49,439
Speaker 12: to be certified for this project. And he was over

2288
01:53:49,520 --> 01:53:55,599
Speaker 12: at the house and that was the last time I

2289
01:53:55,640 --> 01:54:02,320
Speaker 12: saw him. Mm hmm was about three four weeks ago.

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01:54:03,360 --> 01:54:04,599
Speaker 1: How are you feeling since?

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01:54:06,120 --> 01:54:09,519
Speaker 12: You know, I was kind of I was angry at first.

2292
01:54:09,880 --> 01:54:14,400
Speaker 12: I was angry as a lot of people, and I'm

2293
01:54:14,439 --> 01:54:20,040
Speaker 12: not as angry anymore, but you know, I do miss

2294
01:54:20,080 --> 01:54:21,360
Speaker 12: him for sure.

2295
01:54:23,560 --> 01:54:25,960
Speaker 1: What do you make metal sculptures of.

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01:54:27,720 --> 01:54:33,360
Speaker 12: I'm a big burning Man sculpture artist. Interesting, I've done

2297
01:54:33,440 --> 01:54:37,600
Speaker 12: some of the biggest sculptures at burning Man over the

2298
01:54:37,680 --> 01:54:42,120
Speaker 12: last twenty years. And I'm a professional sculpture artist with

2299
01:54:43,200 --> 01:54:49,040
Speaker 12: like commercial commissions and I'm an architect too.

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01:54:50,400 --> 01:54:54,120
Speaker 1: That's cool. I was actually thinking I was looking into

2301
01:54:54,160 --> 01:54:57,880
Speaker 1: burning Man recently. I think it would I don't know

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01:54:57,920 --> 01:54:59,360
Speaker 1: a lot about it, but someone told me that I

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01:54:59,360 --> 01:55:02,200
Speaker 1: could set up a the tenth. I have no idea

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01:55:02,240 --> 01:55:03,360
Speaker 1: what that means.

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01:55:03,800 --> 01:55:07,280
Speaker 12: Yep. So there's a big city, you know that everybody

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01:55:07,360 --> 01:55:10,640
Speaker 12: camps at at burning Man, and that's where everybody kind

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01:55:10,640 --> 01:55:13,440
Speaker 12: of lives in the city. And people will do that

2308
01:55:13,920 --> 01:55:18,960
Speaker 12: in camps They'll have like events and bars and you know,

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01:55:20,280 --> 01:55:24,080
Speaker 12: ted talks and kind of lectures. I mean, anything goes

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01:55:24,120 --> 01:55:26,880
Speaker 12: at bernie Man really, but yeah, that would definitely go.

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01:55:26,920 --> 01:55:30,600
Speaker 1: Okay, maybe I'll do that. That sounds kind of fun.

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01:55:32,000 --> 01:55:34,160
Speaker 12: Yeah. So yeah, I've been going out to Bernie Man

2313
01:55:34,240 --> 01:55:38,880
Speaker 12: for over twenty years and made like a you know,

2314
01:55:39,080 --> 01:55:47,000
Speaker 12: four story glass and steel jellyfish, twenty foot robot, twenty

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01:55:47,040 --> 01:55:51,680
Speaker 12: foot tall robot, and a bunch of other stuff.

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01:55:52,800 --> 01:55:55,760
Speaker 1: When is the next Oh what are you gonna say?

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01:55:56,640 --> 01:56:00,120
Speaker 12: Oh? I was gonna say my friend who passed the

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01:56:00,160 --> 01:56:05,800
Speaker 12: way he was also he went to burning Man with us,

2319
01:56:05,880 --> 01:56:09,440
Speaker 12: and he helped us build a lot of these big projects.

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01:56:10,160 --> 01:56:13,960
Speaker 1: Nice. Are you planning on building something for him?

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01:56:15,080 --> 01:56:18,480
Speaker 12: Yes? So I have a robot. Well, I have a

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01:56:18,600 --> 01:56:22,400
Speaker 12: robot that he worked on. It's called I Robot and

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01:56:22,560 --> 01:56:27,680
Speaker 12: it was a burning Man twenty eighteen in the Center

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01:56:27,720 --> 01:56:32,480
Speaker 12: Camp and he helped weld it. And I want to

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01:56:32,560 --> 01:56:36,040
Speaker 12: It's in my front yard right now. Yeah, I think

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01:56:36,080 --> 01:56:41,760
Speaker 12: I'm gonna it's gonna get installed in California hopefully pretty soon.

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01:56:41,800 --> 01:56:42,640
Speaker 12: I'm from Nevada.

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01:56:44,160 --> 01:56:45,000
Speaker 1: That sounds awesome.

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01:56:46,280 --> 01:56:51,680
Speaker 12: Yeah, I would definitely honor him. His name was Johnny,

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01:56:53,680 --> 01:56:57,800
Speaker 12: and he helped us a lot and in our community

2331
01:56:57,960 --> 01:57:05,080
Speaker 12: to you know, built really big art, and yeah, I

2332
01:57:05,120 --> 01:57:10,240
Speaker 12: definitely need to. I want to honor him several ways

2333
01:57:10,280 --> 01:57:14,960
Speaker 12: with that piece. And I have another piece I started

2334
01:57:14,960 --> 01:57:18,880
Speaker 12: working on to memorialize him.

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01:57:19,320 --> 01:57:21,760
Speaker 1: Is this this piece, this robot piece, is it going

2336
01:57:21,800 --> 01:57:27,600
Speaker 1: to be at the next Burning Man in California?

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01:57:27,960 --> 01:57:31,320
Speaker 12: Well, berniinge Man got canceled again this year because of COVID.

2338
01:57:32,080 --> 01:57:35,560
Speaker 12: Just got canceled like a week ago, uh now, like

2339
01:57:35,600 --> 01:57:38,560
Speaker 12: three or four days ago, and so there's no burning

2340
01:57:38,640 --> 01:57:44,040
Speaker 12: Man this year. I probably won't go back to Bernie Man. Honestly, again,

2341
01:57:45,080 --> 01:57:46,960
Speaker 12: why not a little corrupt?

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01:57:48,000 --> 01:57:48,720
Speaker 1: It's corrupt?

2343
01:57:49,560 --> 01:57:50,280
Speaker 12: Yeah?

2344
01:57:50,440 --> 01:57:51,160
Speaker 1: How is it corrupt?

2345
01:57:52,320 --> 01:57:56,920
Speaker 12: Maybe pretty controversial? I don't know. I have my opinions

2346
01:57:58,160 --> 01:58:02,120
Speaker 12: interesting Burning Man. A lot of people think it's just

2347
01:58:02,160 --> 01:58:05,960
Speaker 12: a bunch of naked people, you know, running around in

2348
01:58:05,960 --> 01:58:10,600
Speaker 12: the desert doing drugs and you know, fucking each other.

2349
01:58:10,640 --> 01:58:11,320
Speaker 12: Oh can I say that.

2350
01:58:11,760 --> 01:58:13,280
Speaker 1: I can't gonna say whatever you wanted.

2351
01:58:15,600 --> 01:58:20,640
Speaker 12: It kind of is you know, a lot of CD

2352
01:58:20,800 --> 01:58:22,280
Speaker 12: stuff goes on a Burning Man.

2353
01:58:25,840 --> 01:58:32,240
Speaker 1: Is your perception of it sort of more spiritual and

2354
01:58:32,360 --> 01:58:35,880
Speaker 1: less let's all get naked and do drugs in the desert.

2355
01:58:36,480 --> 01:58:39,400
Speaker 12: It's the biggest art show in the world. So that's

2356
01:58:39,440 --> 01:58:42,800
Speaker 12: why that's gone for the last twenty years. For the art.

2357
01:58:43,160 --> 01:58:47,120
Speaker 12: Strictly for the art, you know, I go there every

2358
01:58:47,200 --> 01:58:51,240
Speaker 12: year to build. You know, it's the hardest place to

2359
01:58:51,280 --> 01:58:56,800
Speaker 12: do art, honestly. You know, I do public amenity art,

2360
01:58:57,760 --> 01:59:05,320
Speaker 12: you know, sculpture, public art, So doing art outside is challenging,

2361
01:59:05,760 --> 01:59:08,640
Speaker 12: you know, large scale art, and then doing it in

2362
01:59:08,680 --> 01:59:12,520
Speaker 12: the middle of the desert is even more. Is the

2363
01:59:12,600 --> 01:59:19,840
Speaker 12: hardest place to do art, I think. So I go

2364
01:59:20,000 --> 01:59:23,640
Speaker 12: strictly to build some of the biggest art in the

2365
01:59:23,640 --> 01:59:25,360
Speaker 12: world and to design it.

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01:59:26,400 --> 01:59:31,240
Speaker 1: Who did you say your name was, Josh, Josh, Josh,

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01:59:31,280 --> 01:59:33,480
Speaker 1: Listen before we go, I'm curious, is there anywhere that

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01:59:33,480 --> 01:59:36,000
Speaker 1: we can find your art? Are you on Instagram? You

2369
01:59:36,080 --> 01:59:37,920
Speaker 1: got a website? You got something? I'd love to see

2370
01:59:37,920 --> 01:59:39,160
Speaker 1: your sculptures?

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01:59:39,600 --> 01:59:44,480
Speaker 12: Yeah, I got. I'm a little weird, So I got

2372
01:59:44,600 --> 01:59:47,280
Speaker 12: rid of my social media. I just got on Twitch.

2373
01:59:47,400 --> 01:59:50,080
Speaker 12: I got my own Twitch Josh Fail artists.

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01:59:50,680 --> 01:59:54,960
Speaker 1: Josh Veil artist. Yep, oh, I think I saw. I

2375
01:59:55,000 --> 01:59:57,480
Speaker 1: saw you in the chat saying I don't have any ears.

2376
01:59:58,080 --> 02:00:02,800
Speaker 12: That's right, Yeah, that's me. So, and do you have

2377
02:00:02,840 --> 02:00:03,680
Speaker 12: an email too?

2378
02:00:04,840 --> 02:00:06,600
Speaker 1: Do I have an email? Yeah?

2379
02:00:07,400 --> 02:00:07,920
Speaker 12: Can email?

2380
02:00:08,000 --> 02:00:08,200
Speaker 1: Yeah.

2381
02:00:09,040 --> 02:00:11,480
Speaker 12: I don't do social media, and I've been twitching a

2382
02:00:11,520 --> 02:00:13,000
Speaker 12: little bit lately. I love Twitch.

2383
02:00:13,080 --> 02:00:14,760
Speaker 1: Yeah. Well, I don't know if you're alive. We'll have

2384
02:00:14,800 --> 02:00:16,480
Speaker 1: to raid you sometime. I want to see that you're

2385
02:00:16,720 --> 02:00:18,480
Speaker 1: like building sculptures on there or something.

2386
02:00:18,960 --> 02:00:23,120
Speaker 12: Yeah. Yeah, I'm building that. Yeah, building like an eight

2387
02:00:23,280 --> 02:00:26,120
Speaker 12: ton dream catcher right now, made out.

2388
02:00:26,000 --> 02:00:29,720
Speaker 1: Of steel with a ton dream that's like the size

2389
02:00:29,760 --> 02:00:30,280
Speaker 1: of that's like.

2390
02:00:30,600 --> 02:00:35,840
Speaker 12: Two cars, forty feet long. It has four hundred pounds feathers,

2391
02:00:36,400 --> 02:00:37,600
Speaker 12: twenty four of them.

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02:00:38,360 --> 02:00:41,400
Speaker 1: Jesus, the feathers actually.

2393
02:00:41,680 --> 02:00:47,080
Speaker 12: Steal So y'all, it'd be cool if you, yeah, raided

2394
02:00:47,120 --> 02:00:50,840
Speaker 12: me sometimes because I have neuro followers.

2395
02:00:51,120 --> 02:00:53,720
Speaker 1: Do you hit me up, dude, I'm Lile Forever endevor

2396
02:00:53,760 --> 02:00:57,400
Speaker 1: at gmail dot com. Anyone that goes for anyone, Dude,

2397
02:00:57,400 --> 02:01:01,120
Speaker 1: I'm Lile Forever and Ever at gmail dot com. Yeah, dude, listen, Josh.

2398
02:01:01,120 --> 02:01:03,360
Speaker 1: It was a pleasure, a pleasure getting to speak with you.

2399
02:01:03,400 --> 02:01:05,080
Speaker 1: I'm sorry for your loss, and it sounds like you're

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02:01:05,120 --> 02:01:08,480
Speaker 1: doing a lot of really interesting stuff. I'm excited to

2401
02:01:08,480 --> 02:01:11,640
Speaker 1: go check it out for the rest of tonight, of course.

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02:01:12,440 --> 02:01:13,800
Speaker 12: All right, thanks back.

2403
02:01:16,840 --> 02:01:21,600
Speaker 19: All from is Iirah is Zirah.

2404
02:01:25,160 --> 02:01:25,600
Speaker 1: Isira.

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02:01:26,480 --> 02:01:26,760
Speaker 14: Hello?

2406
02:01:28,080 --> 02:01:28,800
Speaker 1: Are you a Zira?

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02:01:29,920 --> 02:01:30,520
Speaker 3: Can you hear me?

2408
02:01:31,600 --> 02:01:31,760
Speaker 7: Uh?

2409
02:01:31,920 --> 02:01:32,160
Speaker 3: Yeah?

2410
02:01:32,200 --> 02:01:32,640
Speaker 1: What's up?

2411
02:01:33,720 --> 02:01:33,920
Speaker 14: Hi?

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02:01:34,240 --> 02:01:34,760
Speaker 10: How are you?

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02:01:35,560 --> 02:01:37,240
Speaker 1: I'm doing the best I can. I'm a get go

2414
02:01:37,320 --> 02:01:37,920
Speaker 1: on the computer.

2415
02:01:38,840 --> 02:01:39,680
Speaker 4: Yeah, I see.

2416
02:01:44,080 --> 02:01:47,800
Speaker 1: What what's your ultimate gold in life? What do you

2417
02:01:47,840 --> 02:01:50,920
Speaker 1: want to do before you die?

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02:01:51,880 --> 02:01:59,280
Speaker 14: I would love to that's a good question. I would

2419
02:01:59,360 --> 02:02:03,720
Speaker 14: love to perform on stage because I'm like a singer,

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02:02:03,840 --> 02:02:07,080
Speaker 14: So I would love to perform on stage at like

2421
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Speaker 14: a big concert event like Coachella or something in front

2422
02:02:11,880 --> 02:02:13,680
Speaker 14: of like thousands of people.

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02:02:14,400 --> 02:02:16,720
Speaker 1: Mm hm, you're a singer, what kind what kind of

2424
02:02:16,760 --> 02:02:19,840
Speaker 1: music do you sing? I?

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02:02:19,840 --> 02:02:22,640
Speaker 14: I write songs about like love, the.

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Speaker 1: Typical stuff songs about love. Are these songs about love?

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02:02:27,960 --> 02:02:31,720
Speaker 1: Are they inspired by your own personal experiences with love?

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02:02:32,680 --> 02:02:32,920
Speaker 6: Yes?

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02:02:33,000 --> 02:02:34,200
Speaker 14: They are, all of them.

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02:02:34,120 --> 02:02:38,520
Speaker 1: Are, and they about Oh I'm sorry you go ahead.

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02:02:39,480 --> 02:02:43,240
Speaker 14: Oh no, yeah, all my songs are inspired from my

2432
02:02:43,360 --> 02:02:47,480
Speaker 14: experiences with love and heartbreak and stuff.

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02:02:49,320 --> 02:02:51,200
Speaker 1: So there's all My question is going to be is

2434
02:02:51,280 --> 02:02:52,360
Speaker 1: so it's all romantic love?

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02:02:53,440 --> 02:03:00,320
Speaker 14: Uh yeah, romantic bad relationships, toxic love of it?

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02:03:01,880 --> 02:03:12,320
Speaker 1: M M. Now, Adele, she's always writing about her heartbreak, right, Yes,

2437
02:03:12,840 --> 02:03:15,520
Speaker 1: A lot of people, A lot of people have speculated that,

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02:03:16,160 --> 02:03:23,200
Speaker 1: you know, Adele actually actively seeks out heartbreak to give

2439
02:03:23,520 --> 02:03:26,120
Speaker 1: you know, they've said this about Taylor Swift too, They

2440
02:03:26,200 --> 02:03:33,520
Speaker 1: actively intentionally sabotage their own relationships to gain fodder for

2441
02:03:33,640 --> 02:03:38,280
Speaker 1: their wow, their art, which of course is ridiculous. I

2442
02:03:38,280 --> 02:03:41,400
Speaker 1: also made that up, just actually thinks. But I mean,

2443
02:03:41,440 --> 02:03:43,680
Speaker 1: that's a ridiculous thing that a lot of people think.

2444
02:03:43,880 --> 02:03:45,560
Speaker 1: And I'm curious is that What do you think is

2445
02:03:45,560 --> 02:03:49,680
Speaker 1: that true for you personally as someone who minds a

2446
02:03:49,720 --> 02:03:51,440
Speaker 1: similar place for material.

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02:03:52,760 --> 02:03:56,440
Speaker 14: No, I don't think anyone would actually go and like

2448
02:03:56,560 --> 02:03:59,840
Speaker 14: sabotage their relationship to make a song about it. I

2449
02:04:00,120 --> 02:04:04,080
Speaker 14: know I wouldn't, But that's that's pretty crazy. If someone, would.

2450
02:04:07,320 --> 02:04:07,480
Speaker 3: You know.

2451
02:04:07,520 --> 02:04:11,160
Speaker 1: Another thing that I find interesting about artists who mine

2452
02:04:11,640 --> 02:04:19,320
Speaker 1: their emotions for their art is that emotion is very

2453
02:04:19,560 --> 02:04:24,120
Speaker 1: intense and very fleeting, very sort of in the moment.

2454
02:04:24,120 --> 02:04:26,920
Speaker 1: It doesn't last very long. And for you to take

2455
02:04:27,000 --> 02:04:32,280
Speaker 1: I mean for you to transmute these very raw feelings

2456
02:04:32,320 --> 02:04:34,960
Speaker 1: of you know, anger and sadness and and put them

2457
02:04:34,960 --> 02:04:37,880
Speaker 1: into a song. I mean, you've you've got to You've

2458
02:04:37,880 --> 02:04:40,280
Speaker 1: got to take that raw feeling and it's got to

2459
02:04:40,320 --> 02:04:45,200
Speaker 1: go from writing to recording, to mixing to sitting with

2460
02:04:45,240 --> 02:04:47,200
Speaker 1: a dude in a booth, go and do how do

2461
02:04:47,240 --> 02:04:49,880
Speaker 1: we do with the levels and ship to this to

2462
02:04:49,960 --> 02:04:52,720
Speaker 1: that to put it on Instagram? You know, how do you?

2463
02:04:52,840 --> 02:04:55,360
Speaker 1: How do you? How do you keep focused on on

2464
02:04:55,480 --> 02:04:57,680
Speaker 1: what really matters through that whole process.

2465
02:04:58,640 --> 02:05:04,840
Speaker 14: Absolutely, I always remember, like why I'm doing this, and

2466
02:05:05,040 --> 02:05:08,400
Speaker 14: like why I'm sharing my story because I want people

2467
02:05:08,440 --> 02:05:11,400
Speaker 14: to hear and I know people can relate, So I

2468
02:05:11,480 --> 02:05:16,240
Speaker 14: always remember that. And like, I love music, so writing

2469
02:05:16,440 --> 02:05:22,120
Speaker 14: lyrics and talk about my experiences through music is like

2470
02:05:22,880 --> 02:05:25,480
Speaker 14: the best thing I could do for myself and other people.

2471
02:05:26,360 --> 02:05:30,800
Speaker 1: So you have you performed live before? Have you ever

2472
02:05:30,840 --> 02:05:33,880
Speaker 1: performed in front of people? Yeah?

2473
02:05:33,880 --> 02:05:38,440
Speaker 14: I have many times. Yeah, and it's always been great,

2474
02:05:38,760 --> 02:05:43,360
Speaker 14: but I haven't performed anywhere recently because of COVID. Like

2475
02:05:43,600 --> 02:05:48,400
Speaker 14: very soon I will, and I'm like working on the

2476
02:05:48,480 --> 02:05:52,040
Speaker 14: song right now that I plan on releasing in June.

2477
02:05:52,280 --> 02:05:53,520
Speaker 14: So I'm pretty excited.

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02:05:54,560 --> 02:05:57,040
Speaker 1: That's awesome. I'm gonna annoy you about this. There are

2479
02:05:57,040 --> 02:05:59,360
Speaker 1: you on TikTok uh?

2480
02:05:59,480 --> 02:06:03,320
Speaker 14: Yes, I'm come on TikTok and Instagram. My Instagram is

2481
02:06:03,560 --> 02:06:07,040
Speaker 14: tbh dot Memories.

2482
02:06:07,160 --> 02:06:09,760
Speaker 1: Tbh dot Memories, okay.

2483
02:06:10,120 --> 02:06:13,360
Speaker 14: Yeah, and then my TikTok is like linked in like

2484
02:06:13,440 --> 02:06:15,840
Speaker 14: my bio and my Instagram, so you can just find

2485
02:06:15,880 --> 02:06:16,240
Speaker 14: it there.

2486
02:06:16,800 --> 02:06:17,120
Speaker 1: Okay.

2487
02:06:17,160 --> 02:06:17,360
Speaker 12: Cool.

2488
02:06:17,480 --> 02:06:19,160
Speaker 1: The reason I was asking is because I feel like

2489
02:06:19,280 --> 02:06:22,880
Speaker 1: if I were, you know, trying to you know, if

2490
02:06:22,920 --> 02:06:24,640
Speaker 1: you're trying to do anything but a lot, specifically, if

2491
02:06:24,640 --> 02:06:26,160
Speaker 1: you're trying to be a musician, I feel like TikTok

2492
02:06:26,200 --> 02:06:28,200
Speaker 1: is the number one way to go to get your

2493
02:06:28,200 --> 02:06:28,880
Speaker 1: stuff out there.

2494
02:06:29,640 --> 02:06:29,880
Speaker 16: Yeah.

2495
02:06:29,920 --> 02:06:33,680
Speaker 14: I always post on TikTok too, like my singing videos

2496
02:06:33,720 --> 02:06:35,120
Speaker 14: and whatnot.

2497
02:06:36,280 --> 02:06:37,480
Speaker 1: What did you say your name was? Again?

2498
02:06:38,320 --> 02:06:38,800
Speaker 14: Isira?

2499
02:06:39,800 --> 02:06:41,120
Speaker 1: Isira? Are you competitive?

2500
02:06:44,760 --> 02:06:44,840
Speaker 15: Not?

2501
02:06:45,080 --> 02:06:45,440
Speaker 18: Really?

2502
02:06:45,560 --> 02:06:50,400
Speaker 14: No? Depending on what it is, I might be, but

2503
02:06:50,760 --> 02:06:52,480
Speaker 14: overall no, not really.

2504
02:06:55,280 --> 02:06:57,280
Speaker 1: Even in your music career would you consider yourself to

2505
02:06:57,320 --> 02:06:57,879
Speaker 1: be competitive?

2506
02:07:01,000 --> 02:07:03,920
Speaker 14: No, I just I just love music and I do

2507
02:07:03,960 --> 02:07:05,720
Speaker 14: it because I love it. I'm not trying to like

2508
02:07:06,920 --> 02:07:11,440
Speaker 14: be like on top of anyone or anything like that.

2509
02:07:11,760 --> 02:07:14,720
Speaker 14: Like I just do it. I love it.

2510
02:07:14,840 --> 02:07:18,520
Speaker 1: So yeah, that's awesome.

2511
02:07:19,320 --> 02:07:19,560
Speaker 14: Yeah.

2512
02:07:19,560 --> 02:07:19,680
Speaker 7: You know.

2513
02:07:19,760 --> 02:07:22,520
Speaker 1: The cool thing about music as opposed to I think

2514
02:07:22,560 --> 02:07:25,920
Speaker 1: about this a lot. The thing about you know, music

2515
02:07:25,920 --> 02:07:31,600
Speaker 1: and the arts that has an advantage over something like sports,

2516
02:07:31,640 --> 02:07:39,200
Speaker 1: for instance, is there can be multiple amazing musicians. There

2517
02:07:39,200 --> 02:07:43,120
Speaker 1: can be infinite musicians of infinite genres. All you know,

2518
02:07:43,160 --> 02:07:45,280
Speaker 1: you can build your own following and you can one

2519
02:07:45,320 --> 02:07:47,960
Speaker 1: person can like many different musicians. But you know, let's

2520
02:07:48,000 --> 02:07:49,400
Speaker 1: say if you wanted to be like like if you

2521
02:07:49,400 --> 02:07:55,280
Speaker 1: wanted to be the champion heavyweight boxer rights or something

2522
02:07:55,280 --> 02:07:59,320
Speaker 1: that it could only be one. It's directly competitive. This

2523
02:07:59,400 --> 02:08:03,839
Speaker 1: is not a a mixed market. So it's an advantage.

2524
02:08:05,600 --> 02:08:08,400
Speaker 14: Yeah, I understand.

2525
02:08:07,920 --> 02:08:10,000
Speaker 8: That, but.

2526
02:08:10,760 --> 02:08:16,600
Speaker 1: Well listen, is is Ira? Yes, is Ira. This is

2527
02:08:16,640 --> 02:08:18,440
Speaker 1: a pleasure talking to you. Would you say what was

2528
02:08:18,440 --> 02:08:19,520
Speaker 1: your what was your Instagram?

2529
02:08:19,520 --> 02:08:19,720
Speaker 3: Again?

2530
02:08:19,760 --> 02:08:21,160
Speaker 1: I want to want I'm gonna go check.

2531
02:08:21,040 --> 02:08:25,480
Speaker 14: You out a t h dot memories.

2532
02:08:26,400 --> 02:08:29,840
Speaker 1: Tb h dot memory is awesome. Thank you so much

2533
02:08:29,880 --> 02:08:31,640
Speaker 1: for calling in AIRA, you have a wonder for rest

2534
02:08:31,640 --> 02:08:40,120
Speaker 1: of the night, you too, all from Trey Wan Trey Wan.

2535
02:08:41,880 --> 02:08:42,080
Speaker 13: Trey.

2536
02:08:42,360 --> 02:08:43,280
Speaker 1: I need you right now?

2537
02:08:44,080 --> 02:08:44,920
Speaker 8: You need me right now?

2538
02:08:45,040 --> 02:08:46,240
Speaker 1: What do you need me right now?

2539
02:08:46,280 --> 02:08:46,560
Speaker 8: I don't.

2540
02:08:46,600 --> 02:08:48,200
Speaker 1: I don't know exactly what it is, but it's just

2541
02:08:48,200 --> 02:08:50,320
Speaker 1: your presence. You're giving me everything I need from you

2542
02:08:50,400 --> 02:08:51,480
Speaker 1: right now. How you doing? Try one?

2543
02:08:52,560 --> 02:08:54,400
Speaker 8: I'm pretty good? But I think I have a deeper

2544
02:08:54,440 --> 02:08:58,720
Speaker 8: problem with that. A.

2545
02:08:58,720 --> 02:09:01,800
Speaker 1: Are you gonna all right? What's what's up? Man? What's

2546
02:09:01,800 --> 02:09:03,040
Speaker 1: the problem?

2547
02:09:03,400 --> 02:09:08,800
Speaker 8: So let's keep this PG and let's just say I

2548
02:09:08,800 --> 02:09:11,960
Speaker 8: think I'm addicted to like xxx videos.

2549
02:09:12,840 --> 02:09:15,400
Speaker 4: Oh and I just I just.

2550
02:09:15,400 --> 02:09:18,320
Speaker 1: Can't seem to stop your addiction to pornography?

2551
02:09:19,760 --> 02:09:24,040
Speaker 8: Yes, indeed, how old you I am? Twenty years old?

2552
02:09:25,000 --> 02:09:28,120
Speaker 1: Your addiction to pornography? What makes you said that you're

2553
02:09:28,120 --> 02:09:30,560
Speaker 1: addicted to pornography?

2554
02:09:31,080 --> 02:09:33,240
Speaker 8: I do it like approximately nine times a day?

2555
02:09:34,000 --> 02:09:34,280
Speaker 1: Really?

2556
02:09:34,360 --> 02:09:34,400
Speaker 4: Not?

2557
02:09:34,480 --> 02:09:34,560
Speaker 16: You?

2558
02:09:34,760 --> 02:09:36,400
Speaker 1: Do you really jack off nine times a day?

2559
02:09:37,080 --> 02:09:37,320
Speaker 17: Yeah?

2560
02:09:37,360 --> 02:09:38,440
Speaker 8: About sometimes?

2561
02:09:38,440 --> 02:09:38,640
Speaker 9: Again?

2562
02:09:38,680 --> 02:09:39,000
Speaker 8: Twelve?

2563
02:09:39,680 --> 02:09:39,840
Speaker 4: Let me?

2564
02:09:40,000 --> 02:09:42,560
Speaker 1: Are are you the same A long time ago? Like

2565
02:09:42,600 --> 02:09:45,200
Speaker 1: six months ago? I had someone call in and say

2566
02:09:45,720 --> 02:09:47,400
Speaker 1: the same exact thing. Are you the same person if

2567
02:09:47,440 --> 02:09:48,160
Speaker 1: you called them before?

2568
02:09:48,960 --> 02:09:51,640
Speaker 8: I wish I was, But that's not me. I need help.

2569
02:09:52,240 --> 02:09:53,960
Speaker 1: Okay does it? How does it make you feel that

2570
02:09:54,000 --> 02:09:55,880
Speaker 1: someone else has had this exact same issue that you have?

2571
02:09:57,200 --> 02:09:59,920
Speaker 8: I makes me feel welcome in that there's people out

2572
02:10:00,040 --> 02:10:00,480
Speaker 8: there like me.

2573
02:10:02,360 --> 02:10:04,720
Speaker 1: Look, I'm gonna be honest with you. I will treat

2574
02:10:04,760 --> 02:10:08,920
Speaker 1: this the same no matter what you answer this. I

2575
02:10:08,960 --> 02:10:10,760
Speaker 1: swear to God. I swear to God. If you say yes,

2576
02:10:11,000 --> 02:10:12,440
Speaker 1: I swear to God We're gonna have the exact same

2577
02:10:12,480 --> 02:10:14,800
Speaker 1: conversation then if you said no. But are you being

2578
02:10:14,800 --> 02:10:15,520
Speaker 1: serious right now?

2579
02:10:16,720 --> 02:10:18,000
Speaker 8: I am being serious right now?

2580
02:10:18,560 --> 02:10:20,480
Speaker 1: Okay, Well what makes it?

2581
02:10:20,520 --> 02:10:20,640
Speaker 16: What?

2582
02:10:20,520 --> 02:10:20,640
Speaker 10: What?

2583
02:10:20,640 --> 02:10:22,440
Speaker 1: What do you what makes poor in an addiction? What

2584
02:10:22,480 --> 02:10:23,840
Speaker 1: do you think? You know?

2585
02:10:24,720 --> 02:10:27,520
Speaker 8: Like it's I don't. I don't even think it's it's

2586
02:10:27,600 --> 02:10:30,320
Speaker 8: porn anymore. I think it's just a satisfaction of just

2587
02:10:31,080 --> 02:10:32,800
Speaker 8: releasing all the stress.

2588
02:10:33,960 --> 02:10:36,680
Speaker 1: Mhm yeah. Look I up in there.

2589
02:10:41,440 --> 02:10:46,680
Speaker 8: I'm glad, but it's getting bad. Like it's like I'll

2590
02:10:46,680 --> 02:10:48,960
Speaker 8: be out in public and I would I would be

2591
02:10:49,000 --> 02:10:51,120
Speaker 8: thinking about it, like I'll be going like damn, I

2592
02:10:51,160 --> 02:10:53,480
Speaker 8: could be home right now doing my own thing.

2593
02:10:57,080 --> 02:11:00,280
Speaker 1: Mm. Yeah, me. Have you spoken to a real thingrapist

2594
02:11:00,320 --> 02:11:00,640
Speaker 1: about this?

2595
02:11:01,960 --> 02:11:02,400
Speaker 2: I have not.

2596
02:11:03,520 --> 02:11:08,040
Speaker 1: You should do that. You should see what they say, Hmmm,

2597
02:11:08,880 --> 02:11:12,840
Speaker 1: you know, I mean just any sort of regular therapist.

2598
02:11:12,920 --> 02:11:16,879
Speaker 1: But have you ever got you ever gone to therapist.

2599
02:11:17,000 --> 02:11:18,240
Speaker 8: I've never gone to therapy.

2600
02:11:19,600 --> 02:11:21,320
Speaker 1: Try it. You see what they have to say. I'd

2601
02:11:21,360 --> 02:11:25,720
Speaker 1: be curious what a professional's opinion is on this situation.

2602
02:11:26,080 --> 02:11:34,760
Speaker 1: As an unprofessional lizard Douche, I found that the let

2603
02:11:36,360 --> 02:11:40,920
Speaker 1: the frequency with which I masturbate directly correlates. It correlates

2604
02:11:41,000 --> 02:11:44,760
Speaker 1: inversely with the amount of stuff I have to do.

2605
02:11:45,440 --> 02:11:48,800
Speaker 1: So if you're jacking off nine times a day, you

2606
02:11:48,920 --> 02:11:51,320
Speaker 1: must have a lot of time on your hands.

2607
02:11:51,880 --> 02:11:52,280
Speaker 4: I do.

2608
02:11:52,360 --> 02:11:55,000
Speaker 8: I I kind of like go at it back to

2609
02:11:55,080 --> 02:11:59,240
Speaker 8: back sometimes, which is really just not healthy, but it's

2610
02:11:59,360 --> 02:12:00,840
Speaker 8: like I just have that urge.

2611
02:12:03,160 --> 02:12:06,040
Speaker 1: See. I think that your main focus in coming over

2612
02:12:06,080 --> 02:12:08,640
Speaker 1: this problem is going to have to be in finding

2613
02:12:08,800 --> 02:12:14,040
Speaker 1: something to replace masturbation with that also gives you feelings

2614
02:12:14,040 --> 02:12:18,040
Speaker 1: of chemicals and feelings of flow. You don't flow is Yes,

2615
02:12:19,040 --> 02:12:22,200
Speaker 1: you're familiar with the idea of flow, like you're completely

2616
02:12:22,240 --> 02:12:24,720
Speaker 1: focused on the activity that you are in the in

2617
02:12:24,760 --> 02:12:30,080
Speaker 1: the in the process of doing Yes, you got to

2618
02:12:30,080 --> 02:12:34,400
Speaker 1: find activities that give you flow. Doing that is difficult,

2619
02:12:34,520 --> 02:12:36,080
Speaker 1: but I think that that is sort of going to

2620
02:12:36,120 --> 02:12:38,840
Speaker 1: be the key to solving your issue is finding things

2621
02:12:38,840 --> 02:12:41,600
Speaker 1: to replace masturbation with, because if you're just trying to

2622
02:12:41,680 --> 02:12:48,040
Speaker 1: quit cold turkey, like you need something productive to replace

2623
02:12:48,080 --> 02:12:50,480
Speaker 1: the habit with or else. That's that's where I think

2624
02:12:50,480 --> 02:12:51,920
Speaker 1: you're going to start doing it nine times a day,

2625
02:12:51,960 --> 02:12:54,720
Speaker 1: because that's when those are the times when I'm like masturbating,

2626
02:12:54,760 --> 02:12:56,320
Speaker 1: Like five times a day is when I don't have

2627
02:12:56,360 --> 02:12:58,480
Speaker 1: anything to do. You know, you got to start filling

2628
02:12:58,480 --> 02:12:59,240
Speaker 1: your plate with stuff.

2629
02:13:00,400 --> 02:13:05,160
Speaker 8: Okay, I appreciate it. I'm gonna if they start going

2630
02:13:05,160 --> 02:13:08,360
Speaker 8: to the gym and just strake my mind off porn

2631
02:13:08,840 --> 02:13:11,880
Speaker 8: and really in my stressed different way.

2632
02:13:12,800 --> 02:13:14,560
Speaker 1: Is there anything you could think about that, you know,

2633
02:13:14,640 --> 02:13:17,080
Speaker 1: maybe would fit unto the category of of you know,

2634
02:13:17,160 --> 02:13:19,480
Speaker 1: hobbies or projects that you could work on, or just

2635
02:13:19,480 --> 02:13:21,360
Speaker 1: anything that you could be doing that's not masturbating.

2636
02:13:24,040 --> 02:13:27,160
Speaker 8: No, not not really. I kind of just go on

2637
02:13:27,200 --> 02:13:31,400
Speaker 8: TikTok and it's kind of just school.

2638
02:13:31,440 --> 02:13:32,080
Speaker 4: That's about it.

2639
02:13:32,280 --> 02:13:34,520
Speaker 8: I feel like the school park plays a very big

2640
02:13:34,600 --> 02:13:35,000
Speaker 8: role in this.

2641
02:13:36,760 --> 02:13:39,040
Speaker 1: Well, I guess it's stressing you out.

2642
02:13:39,560 --> 02:13:41,560
Speaker 8: I guess because I just get bored, Like I'll be

2643
02:13:41,640 --> 02:13:43,960
Speaker 8: studying for like hours and I would just be like,

2644
02:13:44,680 --> 02:13:47,120
Speaker 8: I'm bored, let's just go and then you know, an

2645
02:13:47,160 --> 02:13:50,560
Speaker 8: hour passes and I'll be like, let's just go again,

2646
02:13:50,720 --> 02:13:53,760
Speaker 8: and then you know, another hour. It just goes It

2647
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Speaker 8: just goes by like that. It just goes really quick.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, man, listen, if school is not interesting you, I

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Speaker 1: think you know you don't. Like I said, I'm kind

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Speaker 1: of repeating myself here, but you know, definitely go out

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Speaker 1: in search of something that puts you in that flow

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Speaker 1: state so that you're not, you know, consistently masturbating all day.

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Speaker 8: Perfect. Thank you. I'm I'm gonna try that of course.

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Speaker 1: Man, what you say you name was Hi, Trey. Thank

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Speaker 1: you so much, Trey. You have a one for us

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Speaker 1: to night. Osh you good luck, to take care.

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Speaker 2: The re knd goes on the line taking your phone

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Speaker 2: calls every night. The re bek goes to what his

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Speaker 2: E's teaching you aloud in the life bod. He's not

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Speaker 2: really an expert.