WEBVTT - FOOD FIVE THOUGHT 0:00:00.240 --> 0:00:03.840 All from Hello. 0:00:06.720 --> 0:00:08.680 Hello, I didn't think i'd get through again. 0:00:09.480 --> 0:00:10.760 Why didn't you think you would get through? 0:00:11.840 --> 0:00:12.039 Uh? 0:00:12.600 --> 0:00:16.600 Because I was on a call, maybe like a few 0:00:16.680 --> 0:00:23.239 or two weeks ago or something. Oh, thank you for 0:00:23.280 --> 0:00:25.040 putting the kaleidoscope background. 0:00:25.239 --> 0:00:27.840 I of course I am. 0:00:28.880 --> 0:00:31.080 It's because I love it so much right now, because 0:00:31.160 --> 0:00:32.280 I just had an edible. 0:00:34.320 --> 0:00:36.680 Don't die. Some people have died on edibles. 0:00:38.600 --> 0:00:43.919 What like you mean like least edibles. 0:00:45.159 --> 0:00:51.599 I care about your safety, what to stay safe, Pay 0:00:51.640 --> 0:00:54.800 attention to the pay attention to what's in what you're eating, 0:00:54.840 --> 0:00:58.920 what you're putting in your body. Okay, good, I'm good. 0:00:59.320 --> 0:01:01.280 I care about your well being. I don't want you 0:01:01.280 --> 0:01:02.680 to get laced with cocaine or something. 0:01:03.240 --> 0:01:05.680 No, no, no, I got their like would. 0:01:05.440 --> 0:01:08.280 You buy it? You buy it underneath a breach or 0:01:08.319 --> 0:01:11.479 did you buy it a store like you would an apple. 0:01:13.360 --> 0:01:17.000 My boyfriend got it from one of his coworkers, whose 0:01:17.040 --> 0:01:18.399 boyfriend is a drug dealer. 0:01:18.560 --> 0:01:20.280 All right, I don't try it. I don't trust that 0:01:20.600 --> 0:01:22.040 you should go to the hospital immediately. 0:01:22.520 --> 0:01:25.280 No, no, no official talk. 0:01:25.680 --> 0:01:27.280 I'm sorry. What's your name? What's your name? 0:01:27.400 --> 0:01:27.680 Grace? 0:01:28.360 --> 0:01:29.720 Grace? Will you promise me that you will go to 0:01:29.760 --> 0:01:35.240 the hospital immediately after this school. No, I can't be 0:01:35.360 --> 0:01:39.720 liable for this, Grace, she said, I got it from 0:01:39.720 --> 0:01:41.880 a safe place. I got it from my boyfriend's coworker. 0:01:42.920 --> 0:01:46.160 Go to the hospital, Grace. I could hear you convulsing 0:01:46.160 --> 0:01:48.160 over the phone. I could tell that you needed medical attention. 0:01:50.160 --> 0:01:51.120 On the line. 0:01:52.440 --> 0:01:56.280 Every night, was teaching. 0:01:56.000 --> 0:02:07.240 You all from Saudi Arabia. 0:02:09.280 --> 0:02:11.240 Saudi Arabia. 0:02:12.240 --> 0:02:13.560 Hey, what's up. 0:02:17.560 --> 0:02:21.120 It's just the country of Saudi Arabia. You call it from, 0:02:21.480 --> 0:02:22.280 not government. 0:02:22.440 --> 0:02:24.320 I'm just a normal citizens. 0:02:25.560 --> 0:02:27.160 Do you really do you really live in Saudi Arabia. 0:02:28.480 --> 0:02:33.200 Yeah, you probably doubt it because of my accent. Well, 0:02:33.360 --> 0:02:36.800 no lack of accent, but it's because I've lived in 0:02:36.840 --> 0:02:37.639 the US before. 0:02:39.040 --> 0:02:40.640 No, I looked at it because of your lack of 0:02:40.680 --> 0:02:44.440 the accent. I doubt it because I, you know, generally 0:02:44.560 --> 0:02:48.400 number had not the phone number. The not that I 0:02:48.440 --> 0:02:51.000 doubt it, but I am surprised by it because of 0:02:51.040 --> 0:02:52.799 the phone number, and because of the fact that people 0:02:53.240 --> 0:02:55.480 who live in other countries have generally had a hard 0:02:55.480 --> 0:02:58.240 time calling into this stream for whatever reason. The way 0:02:58.240 --> 0:03:02.359 the Google Voice works. 0:03:01.520 --> 0:03:04.800 I'm just using an app that gives you a false 0:03:05.200 --> 0:03:05.880 US number. 0:03:06.639 --> 0:03:12.440 So I can call nice. How's it going in Saudi Arabia? Anything? 0:03:13.080 --> 0:03:13.720 Pretty nice? 0:03:15.880 --> 0:03:21.760 It's four forty am. People here are fasting because of Ramadan? 0:03:22.360 --> 0:03:25.880 Nice oh as well, though I am fasting. 0:03:28.840 --> 0:03:30.440 Why do people fast for Ramadan? 0:03:30.480 --> 0:03:30.560 Like? 0:03:30.560 --> 0:03:32.760 What is the I don't know. I don't really know 0:03:32.760 --> 0:03:33.720 anything about Ramadan. 0:03:35.520 --> 0:03:39.760 Well, Ramadan is like a whole month where Muslims fast 0:03:40.520 --> 0:03:44.560 and by fasting we don't eat or drink, but we 0:03:44.680 --> 0:03:51.440 also refrain from sinning, maybe like saying bad words, doing 0:03:51.520 --> 0:03:57.160 bad acts. Interesting, So it's basically a full day dedicated 0:03:57.200 --> 0:03:58.400 to worshiping gods. 0:03:59.240 --> 0:04:01.480 Now, let me ask you something. You're abstaining from sin 0:04:01.920 --> 0:04:06.600 for this brief window of time, but you know the 0:04:06.680 --> 0:04:09.520 other three iningances to four days of the year. Do 0:04:09.640 --> 0:04:12.080 you consider yourself in general to be much of a sinner? 0:04:14.400 --> 0:04:17.000 Yeah, to be honest, Yeah, I'm not gonna lie and 0:04:17.080 --> 0:04:21.279 say that I'm perfect, but I do sin, but I 0:04:21.320 --> 0:04:24.440 do also ask God for forgiveness all the time. 0:04:26.400 --> 0:04:33.080 What have been some of your some of your sins, masturbation, 0:04:34.440 --> 0:04:40.200 looking at porn, stuff like that kind of ask you thinking, Look, 0:04:40.279 --> 0:04:42.280 you know, I'm not trying to get in deep into 0:04:42.279 --> 0:04:43.520 your head, you or anything. You know, I'm not a 0:04:43.560 --> 0:04:45.480 real therapist, I'm sky on the computer. But when you 0:04:45.480 --> 0:04:50.240 look at you know, when you when you yourself outside of 0:04:50.400 --> 0:04:55.040 the lens of your religion, and maybe in a more 0:04:55.080 --> 0:04:58.320 objective sense, look at the act of masturbating, look at 0:04:58.320 --> 0:05:01.920 the act of looking at porn. Do you? I don't 0:05:01.920 --> 0:05:03.520 think it's right A wrong answer. I'm trying to steer 0:05:03.600 --> 0:05:06.520 you anyway. But what do you actually think about those 0:05:06.560 --> 0:05:08.359 acts and whether or not they are moral? 0:05:10.839 --> 0:05:11.039 Well? 0:05:11.120 --> 0:05:15.920 I think I do believe that personally that porn and 0:05:16.000 --> 0:05:22.800 masturbation may have detriments on one's personal life, like on 0:05:22.960 --> 0:05:27.560 marriage or or it may also affect the social structure 0:05:27.800 --> 0:05:33.839 of society. However, I don't believe that all masturbation is bad, 0:05:34.000 --> 0:05:38.719 because it is if you believe that by masturbating, you 0:05:38.839 --> 0:05:42.680 are putting an end to your desires, for example, to 0:05:42.720 --> 0:05:45.640 look at porn. If you masturbate, will you stop looking 0:05:45.640 --> 0:05:48.600 at porn? Then go ahead and masturbate so you can 0:05:48.640 --> 0:05:50.039 stop sinning? 0:05:51.960 --> 0:05:58.839 Interesting? Why do you believe that it's detrimental to society? 0:05:59.520 --> 0:06:02.200 I feel like if you keep for example, if we're 0:06:02.240 --> 0:06:07.000 still talking about porn, uh, if you're married and you 0:06:07.120 --> 0:06:11.000 keep on looking at porn, your wife may not, uh 0:06:11.640 --> 0:06:13.960 maybe you'll want more, if you know what I mean, 0:06:14.480 --> 0:06:20.279 You'll have uh more desires for things that are beyond 0:06:20.279 --> 0:06:26.080 your reach. So it might uh yeah, it might unravel 0:06:27.160 --> 0:06:33.000 your marriage and it'll uh indirectly affect society as a whole. 0:06:36.080 --> 0:06:39.280 When you say it'll make you desire things that are 0:06:39.279 --> 0:06:43.880 outside of your reach, is desire for things outside of 0:06:43.880 --> 0:06:48.560 your reach in general, like desire for grandiosity, or like 0:06:48.640 --> 0:06:52.919 desire for extreme wealth or anything like that considered considered 0:06:52.920 --> 0:06:53.240 a sin. 0:06:55.000 --> 0:06:56.080 Oh, absolutely not. 0:06:57.279 --> 0:06:57.800 It's just. 0:06:59.360 --> 0:07:06.160 Uh, if you desire reasonable things, it's not an issue. 0:07:06.880 --> 0:07:13.480 But when you're looking at porn, you may desire more 0:07:13.560 --> 0:07:17.559 than what you have, and that may affect your wife, 0:07:17.600 --> 0:07:20.880 for example, or kids. You may want to abandon them 0:07:20.920 --> 0:07:27.880 and seek seek your pleasure from somewhere else, and that 0:07:27.920 --> 0:07:30.240 will no doubt affect them. 0:07:30.240 --> 0:07:36.400 In my belief, you know, I'm pleased to hear that. 0:07:36.720 --> 0:07:39.360 You know. It sounds like you are standing from these 0:07:39.400 --> 0:07:43.360 things because of a legitimate belief that you have in 0:07:43.400 --> 0:07:45.840 the negative ways that they might affect your personal life, 0:07:46.720 --> 0:07:50.600 as opposed to be some sort of abstract fear. 0:07:52.160 --> 0:07:52.360 Yeah. 0:07:52.440 --> 0:07:57.400 Yeah, I like to understand or try to make reason 0:07:57.520 --> 0:08:01.360 of what I believe in and I feel like everything 0:08:01.440 --> 0:08:06.120 has a reason if you look deeply into it. And 0:08:06.400 --> 0:08:12.560 I also don't condone like blind belief. So someone tells 0:08:12.600 --> 0:08:15.360 you to not do something, I believe you have a 0:08:15.480 --> 0:08:18.600 right to know why you shouldn't do that thing. And 0:08:18.640 --> 0:08:23.360 if it's reasonable no, then yes, absolutely don't do it. 0:08:24.520 --> 0:08:29.040 So have you quit masturbating altogether or just not excessively 0:08:29.320 --> 0:08:31.240 or just not for this small period of time? 0:08:32.480 --> 0:08:32.720 Yeah? 0:08:32.760 --> 0:08:37.840 I try to refrain from it as much as possible. 0:08:37.960 --> 0:08:42.280 I mean sometimes I do slip between the cracks, but 0:08:42.920 --> 0:08:46.600 I do get back to where I was quickly. 0:08:49.040 --> 0:08:50.760 Well, it's kind of cool because if you go a 0:08:50.760 --> 0:08:53.960 long time with that masturbating and then you do masturbate, 0:08:54.600 --> 0:08:55.480 it feels a lot better. 0:08:57.440 --> 0:09:02.720 I mean it does, it does, but it's it's also 0:09:02.760 --> 0:09:06.760 not like if you stop masturbating altogether, Uh, it'll affects 0:09:06.800 --> 0:09:07.960 your health or anything. 0:09:08.840 --> 0:09:09.080 Uh. 0:09:10.480 --> 0:09:14.800 I believe that. Uh, what dreams are are kind of 0:09:15.480 --> 0:09:18.400 away for your body to release itself. 0:09:19.080 --> 0:09:22.680 But more naturally are you saying physically? 0:09:24.280 --> 0:09:28.319 Yeah, I mean if you want to put it that way, maybe. 0:09:29.200 --> 0:09:35.560 It's actually kind of nice. What did your your name was? 0:09:37.559 --> 0:09:44.080 Uh? But you can just call me Poke. 0:09:45.160 --> 0:09:46.640 There's a pleasure talking with you. Poke. You have a 0:09:46.640 --> 0:09:48.880 wonderful us the evening and a wonderful rest of Ramadan. 0:09:50.080 --> 0:09:53.120 Thank you so much, YouTube and all viewers, thank you. 0:09:54.040 --> 0:09:56.560 Good night, good night. 0:09:59.640 --> 0:10:01.400 Huh from Jack. 0:10:05.760 --> 0:10:06.040 Jack? 0:10:08.480 --> 0:10:09.199 Yeah, it's ok. 0:10:09.280 --> 0:10:14.960 I go Jack May nimble Jack me quick Jack Flash. 0:10:15.120 --> 0:10:22.160 Sat on a candlestick because fires the Devil's only friend. 0:10:23.600 --> 0:10:25.440 And what fuck? What comes after that? 0:10:26.800 --> 0:10:28.920 I don't know what I'm really enjoying that. That's beautiful. 0:10:29.960 --> 0:10:32.360 Wow the king that's not I know that's in the song, 0:10:32.400 --> 0:10:33.559 but it's not going after that. 0:10:33.840 --> 0:10:36.560 What do you eat today? What do you eat today? 0:10:37.520 --> 0:10:38.280 My head steak? 0:10:38.960 --> 0:10:41.440 It's pretty good. Did you cook it good? Buy it 0:10:41.480 --> 0:10:43.000 from somewhere now? 0:10:43.080 --> 0:10:46.079 My dad cooked it so pretty much? 0:10:46.080 --> 0:10:49.000 Bother that with your dad? Mm hmmm do you live 0:10:49.040 --> 0:10:49.520 with your dad? 0:10:50.360 --> 0:10:51.800 Yeah? 0:10:51.880 --> 0:10:52.800 Well how old are you? 0:10:53.679 --> 0:10:54.800 I'm twenty five right now? 0:10:55.200 --> 0:10:58.439 Okay? Word does your what's your relationship like with your dad? 0:10:59.400 --> 0:11:01.360 How do we get a pretty well? I can't complain. 0:11:01.640 --> 0:11:02.520 I respect the guy. 0:11:03.679 --> 0:11:05.480 Why do you respect him? What do you respect him for? 0:11:07.080 --> 0:11:07.520 Uh? 0:11:08.840 --> 0:11:14.319 Pretty hard working dude and he definitely like cares of 0:11:14.480 --> 0:11:17.760 family ship, so that's pretty cool. Nice. 0:11:17.840 --> 0:11:19.320 Yeah, what does he what does he do to work 0:11:19.480 --> 0:11:20.239 for work. 0:11:21.559 --> 0:11:23.080 He fixes elevators. 0:11:24.360 --> 0:11:24.760 M hmm. 0:11:26.960 --> 0:11:30.000 Do you have you picked up any elevator knowledge from him? 0:11:30.960 --> 0:11:31.200 No? 0:11:31.200 --> 0:11:32.680 No, no, I work at a high school. 0:11:33.080 --> 0:11:33.880 I do not work. 0:11:33.960 --> 0:11:36.680 That is not forte What do you what do you 0:11:36.679 --> 0:11:37.439 do at a high school? 0:11:38.720 --> 0:11:41.440 I'm like a teacher assistant teachers? 0:11:41.720 --> 0:11:43.360 Do you enjoy doing that? Are you in are you 0:11:43.400 --> 0:11:45.199 in person? Or are you still in the virtual? 0:11:46.040 --> 0:11:48.720 So actually we start in person tomorrow, so that should 0:11:48.720 --> 0:11:49.080 be fun. 0:11:49.679 --> 0:11:52.960 How do you feel about the impending uh transition from 0:11:53.040 --> 0:11:56.400 virtual to now? Is this what? Okay? Is this a 0:11:56.440 --> 0:11:57.800 new gig? Like have you. 0:11:59.360 --> 0:11:59.880 And I thought? 0:12:00.080 --> 0:12:01.040 This is my second year? 0:12:01.520 --> 0:12:04.319 Yeah, so you have experience teaching in person and just 0:12:04.320 --> 0:12:05.760 start the job on the stule. 0:12:06.559 --> 0:12:09.640 I'm actually excited because online's pretty boring or like the 0:12:09.720 --> 0:12:11.760 hybrid model, you don't get tonother kids as. 0:12:11.679 --> 0:12:14.800 Well, right right? What made you want to get into 0:12:14.840 --> 0:12:15.360 that initially? 0:12:18.000 --> 0:12:21.640 That's a great question. I'm just I've always been good 0:12:21.640 --> 0:12:23.600 with people, so I just wanted to do like a 0:12:24.320 --> 0:12:27.199 something pertaining to people. So I tried politics for a while, 0:12:27.440 --> 0:12:29.240 worked at the state house. I didn't really like that, 0:12:29.400 --> 0:12:33.200 but I'm not thirty six by the way, twenty five 0:12:33.880 --> 0:12:39.280 but I, yeah, just decided to go into schools, want 0:12:39.360 --> 0:12:43.920 to make a difference. I guess, do something worthwhile that 0:12:43.960 --> 0:12:44.720 I don't hate. 0:12:45.640 --> 0:12:47.880 I like that, were you doing something you hated before? Right, 0:12:47.960 --> 0:12:50.400 you're working politics? Did you hate that? Would you say? 0:12:51.120 --> 0:12:53.400 M no, no, no, I shouldn't say I hated that. But 0:12:54.080 --> 0:12:57.120 a lot of bullshit. So that's why I could put. 0:12:56.880 --> 0:12:59.600 It, what's your favorite thing about what you do? 0:12:59.640 --> 0:13:05.959 Now? It's never boring? I don't hate waking up and 0:13:06.000 --> 0:13:06.600 going to work. 0:13:06.720 --> 0:13:06.920 Yeah. 0:13:07.000 --> 0:13:11.240 Yeah, Now that's surprising to me that you say it's 0:13:11.280 --> 0:13:15.559 never boring because I and I'm sure you as well, 0:13:15.920 --> 0:13:21.320 went to high school, and I mean, I'm sure I 0:13:21.320 --> 0:13:23.600 look at it fondly with rose colored glasses, but I know, 0:13:23.679 --> 0:13:27.480 deep down, you know, at the time, every single day, 0:13:27.720 --> 0:13:32.200 I was like, Wow, this is the most boring thing 0:13:32.240 --> 0:13:33.800 of all time. I can't wait to get out of here. 0:13:35.960 --> 0:13:37.520 I guess it's different when you're getting paid. 0:13:39.360 --> 0:13:41.880 So I feel like your experience. So what I guess 0:13:42.360 --> 0:13:44.600 the what I'm getting at is like, I'm curious what 0:13:44.679 --> 0:13:49.439 your experience with high with high school and your view 0:13:49.480 --> 0:13:53.360 of high school is as a staff, how that contrasts 0:13:53.400 --> 0:13:56.720 with maybe what your view was as a student, and 0:13:56.760 --> 0:13:58.760 you're twenty five, so I feel like you're young enough 0:13:58.800 --> 0:13:59.920 to still kind of remember. 0:14:01.080 --> 0:14:05.640 Yeah. No, I was definitely more bored as a student. 0:14:06.800 --> 0:14:07.000 I was. 0:14:07.040 --> 0:14:09.480 I was not a very good student at all actually, 0:14:10.440 --> 0:14:13.520 But I feel like now it's like I'm always doing 0:14:13.559 --> 0:14:16.440 something and I always like because when you're a student's 0:14:16.520 --> 0:14:18.600 just you. But now it's like I might have five 0:14:18.600 --> 0:14:20.680 different kids all in there, and I'm like, I got 0:14:20.680 --> 0:14:22.400 to make sure they're doing their work and not doing 0:14:22.440 --> 0:14:23.280 something stupid. 0:14:25.240 --> 0:14:26.520 Do you have to do a lot of babysitting? 0:14:27.800 --> 0:14:29.240 Yeah, I won't even lie. 0:14:29.320 --> 0:14:31.240 Yeah does that annoy you? 0:14:33.560 --> 0:14:35.400 Sometimes? I just want the kids to do their work. 0:14:36.320 --> 0:14:38.840 But you know, it's like being a kid too, And 0:14:38.880 --> 0:14:40.240 it was some days where I was like, I'm not 0:14:40.280 --> 0:14:43.360 doing anything. Sometimes you can't do anything about it. That's 0:14:43.360 --> 0:14:44.760 the thing. Sometimes you're not gonna win. 0:14:45.680 --> 0:14:49.440 M You know, that's an interesting position to be in 0:14:49.480 --> 0:14:53.320 because you know when you're in because I remember being 0:14:53.360 --> 0:14:55.480 in high school and like teachers getting mad and being like, 0:14:55.480 --> 0:14:57.960 what the fuck is this person so fucking mad for like, 0:14:58.960 --> 0:15:04.000 you know, yeah, they're overreacting, But I feel like you 0:15:04.040 --> 0:15:07.600 have greater empathy for that now. 0:15:08.880 --> 0:15:12.680 Yeah, it doesn't you don't solve anything. Doing that doesn't 0:15:12.720 --> 0:15:15.000 solve the thing, the kid gets mad at you, You 0:15:15.040 --> 0:15:18.000 start getting mad, and then sometimes it turns into a 0:15:18.040 --> 0:15:20.360 pissing contest of like, oh, I'm in charge here, No, 0:15:20.440 --> 0:15:23.680 I'm in charge here. So never really works out. Sometimes 0:15:23.680 --> 0:15:27.080 if a kid's not gonna work, just give them some space, 0:15:27.120 --> 0:15:29.360 because sometimes I just have, you know, shit going on, 0:15:30.520 --> 0:15:32.680 and you'd rather them come up and tell you, like, hey, 0:15:32.840 --> 0:15:35.680 like you know this just bother me, rather than oh, 0:15:35.720 --> 0:15:36.920 is you're going to be mad at me for not 0:15:36.920 --> 0:15:38.760 doing work? So it depends. 0:15:40.600 --> 0:15:44.560 I like, that's a that's a refined, more empathetic approach. 0:15:46.000 --> 0:15:47.960 But I feel like you have to be, especially in 0:15:48.000 --> 0:15:51.440 schools nowadays, so many kids are like anxious with I 0:15:51.440 --> 0:15:53.840 mean like social media, which started becoming a big thing 0:15:53.840 --> 0:15:56.000 when I was in high school. But oh yeah, you 0:15:56.040 --> 0:15:58.120 know everyone, like all the kids think they have to 0:15:58.120 --> 0:16:01.200 like keep up with other things, and oh my god, yeah, 0:16:01.280 --> 0:16:03.120 you know, it can be stressful being a kid. Like 0:16:03.200 --> 0:16:05.440 you look back at it and it's like, you know, 0:16:05.520 --> 0:16:07.760 it doesn't seem like a big deal now, but to 0:16:07.800 --> 0:16:11.400 you then it's obviously everything. So they have to keep 0:16:11.400 --> 0:16:12.960 that in mind. 0:16:13.000 --> 0:16:15.920 You know, the social media aspect of it actually scares 0:16:15.920 --> 0:16:20.000 the shit out of me. Like just how I mean 0:16:20.040 --> 0:16:22.320 we like we had our fucking phones and shit when 0:16:22.360 --> 0:16:24.840 when when we were in high school. But like I mean, 0:16:24.960 --> 0:16:28.560 now everything is so much more public, Like it used 0:16:28.560 --> 0:16:30.640 to be, like if you fucked around and posted some 0:16:30.680 --> 0:16:33.840 stupid video on Facebook, like your Facebook friends would see it. 0:16:33.960 --> 0:16:35.640 But with TikTok, it's like you can fuck around and 0:16:35.640 --> 0:16:39.400 post something stupid on social media goes viral the whole world. 0:16:39.760 --> 0:16:41.360 Season that scares the shit out of me. 0:16:41.480 --> 0:16:42.080 Yeah. 0:16:42.400 --> 0:16:45.680 Well, something that's really crazy kind of like on what 0:16:45.680 --> 0:16:49.480 you're saying is there's actually like a whole Instagram page 0:16:49.480 --> 0:16:53.320 with my school and obviously I'm gonna keep that confidential, 0:16:53.360 --> 0:16:58.440 but it's like just an Instagram page about like who's 0:16:58.680 --> 0:17:00.640 like sexual harassed who and stuff? 0:17:00.720 --> 0:17:02.400 Oh my god, kind of crazy. 0:17:02.760 --> 0:17:05.720 Yeah, it's absolutely nuts. I mean you never realize like 0:17:05.800 --> 0:17:08.520 how prevalent that is until you just see hundreds of 0:17:08.520 --> 0:17:09.320 posts about it. 0:17:09.320 --> 0:17:12.919 It's nuts, really have Like and again you don't have to, 0:17:13.000 --> 0:17:15.040 you know, tell me more than you're liberty to tell 0:17:15.040 --> 0:17:17.360 me about. Like is that something that the like faculty, 0:17:17.359 --> 0:17:18.680 faculty is like looked into. 0:17:19.359 --> 0:17:22.920 Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, then you take it seriously. 0:17:23.400 --> 0:17:28.200 You have to damn well, listen, man, props to you. 0:17:28.200 --> 0:17:31.800 You know, I I I appreciate what you're doing because 0:17:31.800 --> 0:17:34.280 I feel like I remember, you know, lots of people 0:17:34.280 --> 0:17:35.720 remember being in high school and being like, damn, I 0:17:35.760 --> 0:17:38.240 wish I had like you know, even if it's just 0:17:38.240 --> 0:17:42.879 the way, even every kid, all they need is one 0:17:43.480 --> 0:17:48.879 staff member to be empathetic with them for them to like, 0:17:49.600 --> 0:17:54.000 you know, feel good about coming to school. So you know, 0:17:55.600 --> 0:17:56.760 I appreciate the work you're doing. 0:17:56.800 --> 0:17:59.760 My friend, hey man, thanks and you too. You're doing 0:17:59.760 --> 0:18:00.560 a pretty good job. 0:18:01.359 --> 0:18:01.880 I like it. 0:18:01.960 --> 0:18:02.680 I enjoy it. 0:18:03.200 --> 0:18:06.800 What they your name was Jack. You have a good 0:18:06.800 --> 0:18:09.919 rest of the night. Jack, good look too, he was, Well, good. 0:18:09.840 --> 0:18:14.280 Night all from Cherry. 0:18:15.440 --> 0:18:15.800 Cherry. 0:18:16.960 --> 0:18:18.720 Hello Cherry with. 0:18:18.840 --> 0:18:21.639 The h How are you? How are you Cherry? 0:18:22.800 --> 0:18:25.360 I'm very good. Actually today it's been a really good day. 0:18:25.440 --> 0:18:26.080 How are you doing? 0:18:26.560 --> 0:18:26.760 Really? 0:18:26.760 --> 0:18:28.040 Why is today been such a good day? 0:18:28.800 --> 0:18:32.879 Well, I went to work and my shifts was really 0:18:32.880 --> 0:18:40.359 good and now I'm at home just dipping on some 0:18:40.520 --> 0:18:43.280 bird dog whiskey and I think it might rain and 0:18:43.320 --> 0:18:44.680 I'm very excited about that. 0:18:46.119 --> 0:18:50.840 I love the all the all this, Like you're like 0:18:52.280 --> 0:18:54.960 if I could use a metaphor like, your day is 0:18:55.000 --> 0:18:57.760 a towel and you're squeezing. It's like a wet towel 0:18:57.760 --> 0:19:00.520 and you're squeezing all the joy of it that can 0:19:00.520 --> 0:19:01.600 possibly be squeezed. 0:19:02.280 --> 0:19:06.080 Yeah, yeah, exactly. You know, I'm looking at the positive side. 0:19:06.720 --> 0:19:10.320 So why tell me about your affinity for rain? 0:19:11.640 --> 0:19:14.119 Oh, I will just have a rain in like a 0:19:14.160 --> 0:19:15.720 week and a half year, And I live in a 0:19:15.880 --> 0:19:19.400 very rainy state, so you know, when it hasn't rained 0:19:19.400 --> 0:19:21.200 in a while, you can smell it. And I could 0:19:21.320 --> 0:19:24.760 smell it when I left my shift it work, So 0:19:24.880 --> 0:19:27.720 it was just it was really nice to smell the 0:19:27.800 --> 0:19:30.359 rain and to see the clouds roll in and now 0:19:30.600 --> 0:19:32.880 the sky is very dark completely, and. 0:19:32.800 --> 0:19:33.760 I love that. 0:19:36.440 --> 0:19:39.720 When it rains. Do you like to are you, you know, 0:19:40.400 --> 0:19:43.240 out there running in the rain, sticking your tongue out, 0:19:43.280 --> 0:19:47.760 getting rain drops all over your face, you know, really 0:19:47.840 --> 0:19:50.120 basking around in it? Or do you like to appreciate the rain? 0:19:50.160 --> 0:19:51.880 From afar, I. 0:19:52.000 --> 0:19:55.840 Like to appreciate the rain because my bed is pushed 0:19:55.920 --> 0:19:59.359 up against my window and there's a bunch of like 0:19:59.520 --> 0:20:03.679 eighty tall trees in the backyard, and I like to 0:20:03.760 --> 0:20:05.919 sit on my bed with a cup of teat and 0:20:06.000 --> 0:20:09.240 just watch the trees sway as the wind and rain 0:20:09.359 --> 0:20:11.639 pours down, and it's just very poetic. 0:20:13.000 --> 0:20:15.400 Yeah, I mean, you're you're being very poetic in your 0:20:15.400 --> 0:20:16.360 description about it. 0:20:17.359 --> 0:20:20.639 I love it. It's my Actually, I don't write poetry, 0:20:20.800 --> 0:20:24.840 but little short like blurreds like his choos three sentences, 0:20:25.640 --> 0:20:28.320 So that's my favorite time. That's really the only time 0:20:28.359 --> 0:20:32.800 I write those, and it's very it's very nice, very healing. 0:20:33.480 --> 0:20:35.280 I'm glad to hear that because I was actually gonna 0:20:35.320 --> 0:20:38.879 say the portrait that you're painting here, I feel like 0:20:38.920 --> 0:20:42.439 you'd be remiss not to, you know, get something on 0:20:42.560 --> 0:20:43.119 record of it. 0:20:43.880 --> 0:20:47.880 Yeah, yeah, it's my Like the big storm withers, thunder 0:20:47.960 --> 0:20:50.840 and lightning cracking, those are nice favorite times to sit 0:20:50.960 --> 0:20:52.320 down and like write. 0:20:54.720 --> 0:20:57.880 Do you feel as though in your day to day 0:20:57.920 --> 0:21:04.919 life you are more focused on being in the moment 0:21:05.040 --> 0:21:08.000 and being in touch with your surroundings and what's in 0:21:08.040 --> 0:21:13.000 front of you, or you know, do you spend that 0:21:13.080 --> 0:21:14.040 much time in your head? 0:21:16.440 --> 0:21:19.800 A little bit of bull So in the moment, I 0:21:19.920 --> 0:21:22.120 really just focused on what I'm doing, and it's at 0:21:22.119 --> 0:21:23.840 the end of the day where I like to reflect 0:21:23.960 --> 0:21:26.879 on certain situations where remember throughout the day that have 0:21:27.000 --> 0:21:28.679 made me feel a certain type of way, and it 0:21:28.720 --> 0:21:31.960 really sitn't like to think about it and how it's 0:21:32.200 --> 0:21:33.640 that with me, you. 0:21:33.600 --> 0:21:39.520 Know, would you would you be comfortable sharing maybe maybe 0:21:39.520 --> 0:21:43.399 even from today, maybe if you might not mind letting 0:21:43.440 --> 0:21:49.160 us in on your reflections for this evening of the day. 0:21:50.200 --> 0:21:53.480 Is there anything that happened today? Yeah, you might want 0:21:53.480 --> 0:21:54.040 to reflect on. 0:21:55.000 --> 0:21:57.639 Well, the main thing that the first thing that happens 0:21:57.680 --> 0:22:00.199 to my head is a conversation that I have with 0:22:00.240 --> 0:22:04.360 a regular name Tom. And Tom is a man I've 0:22:04.400 --> 0:22:06.879 met about four or five times, and he's a regular 0:22:06.960 --> 0:22:09.960 my new job, and everybody knows his face and everything 0:22:10.000 --> 0:22:14.080 like that. And he's moving and he's talking about how 0:22:14.280 --> 0:22:17.240 he's lived in this house, uh for like thirty four 0:22:17.400 --> 0:22:20.119 years and suing states and he's getting more property and 0:22:20.119 --> 0:22:22.800