1 00:00:00,240 --> 00:00:03,840 Speaker 1: All from Hello. 2 00:00:06,720 --> 00:00:08,680 Speaker 2: Hello, I didn't think i'd get through again. 3 00:00:09,480 --> 00:00:10,760 Speaker 3: Why didn't you think you would get through? 4 00:00:11,840 --> 00:00:12,039 Speaker 4: Uh? 5 00:00:12,600 --> 00:00:16,600 Speaker 5: Because I was on a call, maybe like a few 6 00:00:16,680 --> 00:00:23,239 Speaker 5: or two weeks ago or something. Oh, thank you for 7 00:00:23,280 --> 00:00:25,040 Speaker 5: putting the kaleidoscope background. 8 00:00:25,239 --> 00:00:27,840 Speaker 3: I of course I am. 9 00:00:28,880 --> 00:00:31,080 Speaker 5: It's because I love it so much right now, because 10 00:00:31,160 --> 00:00:32,280 Speaker 5: I just had an edible. 11 00:00:34,320 --> 00:00:36,680 Speaker 3: Don't die. Some people have died on edibles. 12 00:00:38,600 --> 00:00:43,919 Speaker 6: What like you mean like least edibles. 13 00:00:45,159 --> 00:00:51,599 Speaker 3: I care about your safety, what to stay safe, Pay 14 00:00:51,640 --> 00:00:54,800 Speaker 3: attention to the pay attention to what's in what you're eating, 15 00:00:54,840 --> 00:00:58,920 Speaker 3: what you're putting in your body. Okay, good, I'm good. 16 00:00:59,320 --> 00:01:01,280 Speaker 3: I care about your well being. I don't want you 17 00:01:01,280 --> 00:01:02,680 Speaker 3: to get laced with cocaine or something. 18 00:01:03,240 --> 00:01:05,680 Speaker 7: No, no, no, I got their like would. 19 00:01:05,440 --> 00:01:08,280 Speaker 3: You buy it? You buy it underneath a breach or 20 00:01:08,319 --> 00:01:11,479 Speaker 3: did you buy it a store like you would an apple. 21 00:01:13,360 --> 00:01:17,000 Speaker 8: My boyfriend got it from one of his coworkers, whose 22 00:01:17,040 --> 00:01:18,399 Speaker 8: boyfriend is a drug dealer. 23 00:01:18,560 --> 00:01:20,280 Speaker 3: All right, I don't try it. I don't trust that 24 00:01:20,600 --> 00:01:22,040 Speaker 3: you should go to the hospital immediately. 25 00:01:22,520 --> 00:01:25,280 Speaker 5: No, no, no official talk. 26 00:01:25,680 --> 00:01:27,280 Speaker 3: I'm sorry. What's your name? What's your name? 27 00:01:27,400 --> 00:01:27,680 Speaker 9: Grace? 28 00:01:28,360 --> 00:01:29,720 Speaker 3: Grace? Will you promise me that you will go to 29 00:01:29,760 --> 00:01:35,240 Speaker 3: the hospital immediately after this school. No, I can't be 30 00:01:35,360 --> 00:01:39,720 Speaker 3: liable for this, Grace, she said, I got it from 31 00:01:39,720 --> 00:01:41,880 Speaker 3: a safe place. I got it from my boyfriend's coworker. 32 00:01:42,920 --> 00:01:46,160 Speaker 3: Go to the hospital, Grace. I could hear you convulsing 33 00:01:46,160 --> 00:01:48,160 Speaker 3: over the phone. I could tell that you needed medical attention. 34 00:01:50,160 --> 00:01:51,120 Speaker 10: On the line. 35 00:01:52,440 --> 00:01:56,280 Speaker 3: Every night, was teaching. 36 00:01:56,000 --> 00:02:07,240 Speaker 1: You all from Saudi Arabia. 37 00:02:09,280 --> 00:02:11,240 Speaker 3: Saudi Arabia. 38 00:02:12,240 --> 00:02:13,560 Speaker 4: Hey, what's up. 39 00:02:17,560 --> 00:02:21,120 Speaker 3: It's just the country of Saudi Arabia. You call it from, 40 00:02:21,480 --> 00:02:22,280 Speaker 3: not government. 41 00:02:22,440 --> 00:02:24,320 Speaker 11: I'm just a normal citizens. 42 00:02:25,560 --> 00:02:27,160 Speaker 3: Do you really do you really live in Saudi Arabia. 43 00:02:28,480 --> 00:02:33,200 Speaker 11: Yeah, you probably doubt it because of my accent. Well, 44 00:02:33,360 --> 00:02:36,800 Speaker 11: no lack of accent, but it's because I've lived in 45 00:02:36,840 --> 00:02:37,639 Speaker 11: the US before. 46 00:02:39,040 --> 00:02:40,640 Speaker 3: No, I looked at it because of your lack of 47 00:02:40,680 --> 00:02:44,440 Speaker 3: the accent. I doubt it because I, you know, generally 48 00:02:44,560 --> 00:02:48,400 Speaker 3: number had not the phone number. The not that I 49 00:02:48,440 --> 00:02:51,000 Speaker 3: doubt it, but I am surprised by it because of 50 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:52,799 Speaker 3: the phone number, and because of the fact that people 51 00:02:53,240 --> 00:02:55,480 Speaker 3: who live in other countries have generally had a hard 52 00:02:55,480 --> 00:02:58,240 Speaker 3: time calling into this stream for whatever reason. The way 53 00:02:58,240 --> 00:03:02,359 Speaker 3: the Google Voice works. 54 00:03:01,520 --> 00:03:04,800 Speaker 11: I'm just using an app that gives you a false 55 00:03:05,200 --> 00:03:05,880 Speaker 11: US number. 56 00:03:06,639 --> 00:03:12,440 Speaker 3: So I can call nice. How's it going in Saudi Arabia? Anything? 57 00:03:13,080 --> 00:03:13,720 Speaker 4: Pretty nice? 58 00:03:15,880 --> 00:03:21,760 Speaker 11: It's four forty am. People here are fasting because of Ramadan? 59 00:03:22,360 --> 00:03:25,880 Speaker 11: Nice oh as well, though I am fasting. 60 00:03:28,840 --> 00:03:30,440 Speaker 3: Why do people fast for Ramadan? 61 00:03:30,480 --> 00:03:30,560 Speaker 5: Like? 62 00:03:30,560 --> 00:03:32,760 Speaker 3: What is the I don't know. I don't really know 63 00:03:32,760 --> 00:03:33,720 Speaker 3: anything about Ramadan. 64 00:03:35,520 --> 00:03:39,760 Speaker 11: Well, Ramadan is like a whole month where Muslims fast 65 00:03:40,520 --> 00:03:44,560 Speaker 11: and by fasting we don't eat or drink, but we 66 00:03:44,680 --> 00:03:51,440 Speaker 11: also refrain from sinning, maybe like saying bad words, doing 67 00:03:51,520 --> 00:03:57,160 Speaker 11: bad acts. Interesting, So it's basically a full day dedicated 68 00:03:57,200 --> 00:03:58,400 Speaker 11: to worshiping gods. 69 00:03:59,240 --> 00:04:01,480 Speaker 3: Now, let me ask you something. You're abstaining from sin 70 00:04:01,920 --> 00:04:06,600 Speaker 3: for this brief window of time, but you know the 71 00:04:06,680 --> 00:04:09,520 Speaker 3: other three iningances to four days of the year. Do 72 00:04:09,640 --> 00:04:12,080 Speaker 3: you consider yourself in general to be much of a sinner? 73 00:04:14,400 --> 00:04:17,000 Speaker 11: Yeah, to be honest, Yeah, I'm not gonna lie and 74 00:04:17,080 --> 00:04:21,279 Speaker 11: say that I'm perfect, but I do sin, but I 75 00:04:21,320 --> 00:04:24,440 Speaker 11: do also ask God for forgiveness all the time. 76 00:04:26,400 --> 00:04:33,080 Speaker 3: What have been some of your some of your sins, masturbation, 77 00:04:34,440 --> 00:04:40,200 Speaker 3: looking at porn, stuff like that kind of ask you thinking, Look, 78 00:04:40,279 --> 00:04:42,280 Speaker 3: you know, I'm not trying to get in deep into 79 00:04:42,279 --> 00:04:43,520 Speaker 3: your head, you or anything. You know, I'm not a 80 00:04:43,560 --> 00:04:45,480 Speaker 3: real therapist, I'm sky on the computer. But when you 81 00:04:45,480 --> 00:04:50,240 Speaker 3: look at you know, when you when you yourself outside of 82 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:55,040 Speaker 3: the lens of your religion, and maybe in a more 83 00:04:55,080 --> 00:04:58,320 Speaker 3: objective sense, look at the act of masturbating, look at 84 00:04:58,320 --> 00:05:01,920 Speaker 3: the act of looking at porn. Do you? I don't 85 00:05:01,920 --> 00:05:03,520 Speaker 3: think it's right A wrong answer. I'm trying to steer 86 00:05:03,600 --> 00:05:06,520 Speaker 3: you anyway. But what do you actually think about those 87 00:05:06,560 --> 00:05:08,359 Speaker 3: acts and whether or not they are moral? 88 00:05:10,839 --> 00:05:11,039 Speaker 12: Well? 89 00:05:11,120 --> 00:05:15,920 Speaker 11: I think I do believe that personally that porn and 90 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:22,800 Speaker 11: masturbation may have detriments on one's personal life, like on 91 00:05:22,960 --> 00:05:27,560 Speaker 11: marriage or or it may also affect the social structure 92 00:05:27,800 --> 00:05:33,839 Speaker 11: of society. However, I don't believe that all masturbation is bad, 93 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:38,719 Speaker 11: because it is if you believe that by masturbating, you 94 00:05:38,839 --> 00:05:42,680 Speaker 11: are putting an end to your desires, for example, to 95 00:05:42,720 --> 00:05:45,640 Speaker 11: look at porn. If you masturbate, will you stop looking 96 00:05:45,640 --> 00:05:48,600 Speaker 11: at porn? Then go ahead and masturbate so you can 97 00:05:48,640 --> 00:05:50,039 Speaker 11: stop sinning? 98 00:05:51,960 --> 00:05:58,839 Speaker 3: Interesting? Why do you believe that it's detrimental to society? 99 00:05:59,520 --> 00:06:02,200 Speaker 11: I feel like if you keep for example, if we're 100 00:06:02,240 --> 00:06:07,000 Speaker 11: still talking about porn, uh, if you're married and you 101 00:06:07,120 --> 00:06:11,000 Speaker 11: keep on looking at porn, your wife may not, uh 102 00:06:11,640 --> 00:06:13,960 Speaker 11: maybe you'll want more, if you know what I mean, 103 00:06:14,480 --> 00:06:20,279 Speaker 11: You'll have uh more desires for things that are beyond 104 00:06:20,279 --> 00:06:26,080 Speaker 11: your reach. So it might uh yeah, it might unravel 105 00:06:27,160 --> 00:06:33,000 Speaker 11: your marriage and it'll uh indirectly affect society as a whole. 106 00:06:36,080 --> 00:06:39,280 Speaker 3: When you say it'll make you desire things that are 107 00:06:39,279 --> 00:06:43,880 Speaker 3: outside of your reach, is desire for things outside of 108 00:06:43,880 --> 00:06:48,560 Speaker 3: your reach in general, like desire for grandiosity, or like 109 00:06:48,640 --> 00:06:52,919 Speaker 3: desire for extreme wealth or anything like that considered considered 110 00:06:52,920 --> 00:06:53,240 Speaker 3: a sin. 111 00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:56,080 Speaker 11: Oh, absolutely not. 112 00:06:57,279 --> 00:06:57,800 Speaker 1: It's just. 113 00:06:59,360 --> 00:07:06,160 Speaker 11: Uh, if you desire reasonable things, it's not an issue. 114 00:07:06,880 --> 00:07:13,480 Speaker 11: But when you're looking at porn, you may desire more 115 00:07:13,560 --> 00:07:17,559 Speaker 11: than what you have, and that may affect your wife, 116 00:07:17,600 --> 00:07:20,880 Speaker 11: for example, or kids. You may want to abandon them 117 00:07:20,920 --> 00:07:27,880 Speaker 11: and seek seek your pleasure from somewhere else, and that 118 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:30,240 Speaker 11: will no doubt affect them. 119 00:07:30,240 --> 00:07:36,400 Speaker 3: In my belief, you know, I'm pleased to hear that. 120 00:07:36,720 --> 00:07:39,360 Speaker 3: You know. It sounds like you are standing from these 121 00:07:39,400 --> 00:07:43,360 Speaker 3: things because of a legitimate belief that you have in 122 00:07:43,400 --> 00:07:45,840 Speaker 3: the negative ways that they might affect your personal life, 123 00:07:46,720 --> 00:07:50,600 Speaker 3: as opposed to be some sort of abstract fear. 124 00:07:52,160 --> 00:07:52,360 Speaker 13: Yeah. 125 00:07:52,440 --> 00:07:57,400 Speaker 11: Yeah, I like to understand or try to make reason 126 00:07:57,520 --> 00:08:01,360 Speaker 11: of what I believe in and I feel like everything 127 00:08:01,440 --> 00:08:06,120 Speaker 11: has a reason if you look deeply into it. And 128 00:08:06,400 --> 00:08:12,560 Speaker 11: I also don't condone like blind belief. So someone tells 129 00:08:12,600 --> 00:08:15,360 Speaker 11: you to not do something, I believe you have a 130 00:08:15,480 --> 00:08:18,600 Speaker 11: right to know why you shouldn't do that thing. And 131 00:08:18,640 --> 00:08:23,360 Speaker 11: if it's reasonable no, then yes, absolutely don't do it. 132 00:08:24,520 --> 00:08:29,040 Speaker 3: So have you quit masturbating altogether or just not excessively 133 00:08:29,320 --> 00:08:31,240 Speaker 3: or just not for this small period of time? 134 00:08:32,480 --> 00:08:32,720 Speaker 6: Yeah? 135 00:08:32,760 --> 00:08:37,840 Speaker 11: I try to refrain from it as much as possible. 136 00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:42,280 Speaker 11: I mean sometimes I do slip between the cracks, but 137 00:08:42,920 --> 00:08:46,600 Speaker 11: I do get back to where I was quickly. 138 00:08:49,040 --> 00:08:50,760 Speaker 3: Well, it's kind of cool because if you go a 139 00:08:50,760 --> 00:08:53,960 Speaker 3: long time with that masturbating and then you do masturbate, 140 00:08:54,600 --> 00:08:55,480 Speaker 3: it feels a lot better. 141 00:08:57,440 --> 00:09:02,720 Speaker 11: I mean it does, it does, but it's it's also 142 00:09:02,760 --> 00:09:06,760 Speaker 11: not like if you stop masturbating altogether, Uh, it'll affects 143 00:09:06,800 --> 00:09:07,960 Speaker 11: your health or anything. 144 00:09:08,840 --> 00:09:09,080 Speaker 13: Uh. 145 00:09:10,480 --> 00:09:14,800 Speaker 11: I believe that. Uh, what dreams are are kind of 146 00:09:15,480 --> 00:09:18,400 Speaker 11: away for your body to release itself. 147 00:09:19,080 --> 00:09:22,680 Speaker 3: But more naturally are you saying physically? 148 00:09:24,280 --> 00:09:28,319 Speaker 11: Yeah, I mean if you want to put it that way, maybe. 149 00:09:29,200 --> 00:09:35,560 Speaker 3: It's actually kind of nice. What did your your name was? 150 00:09:37,559 --> 00:09:44,080 Speaker 11: Uh? But you can just call me Poke. 151 00:09:45,160 --> 00:09:46,640 Speaker 3: There's a pleasure talking with you. Poke. You have a 152 00:09:46,640 --> 00:09:48,880 Speaker 3: wonderful us the evening and a wonderful rest of Ramadan. 153 00:09:50,080 --> 00:09:53,120 Speaker 11: Thank you so much, YouTube and all viewers, thank you. 154 00:09:54,040 --> 00:09:56,560 Speaker 11: Good night, good night. 155 00:09:59,640 --> 00:10:01,400 Speaker 1: Huh from Jack. 156 00:10:05,760 --> 00:10:06,040 Speaker 13: Jack? 157 00:10:08,480 --> 00:10:09,199 Speaker 12: Yeah, it's ok. 158 00:10:09,280 --> 00:10:14,960 Speaker 14: I go Jack May nimble Jack me quick Jack Flash. 159 00:10:15,120 --> 00:10:22,160 Speaker 14: Sat on a candlestick because fires the Devil's only friend. 160 00:10:23,600 --> 00:10:25,440 Speaker 3: And what fuck? What comes after that? 161 00:10:26,800 --> 00:10:28,920 Speaker 12: I don't know what I'm really enjoying that. That's beautiful. 162 00:10:29,960 --> 00:10:32,360 Speaker 3: Wow the king that's not I know that's in the song, 163 00:10:32,400 --> 00:10:33,559 Speaker 3: but it's not going after that. 164 00:10:33,840 --> 00:10:36,560 Speaker 12: What do you eat today? What do you eat today? 165 00:10:37,520 --> 00:10:38,280 Speaker 12: My head steak? 166 00:10:38,960 --> 00:10:41,440 Speaker 3: It's pretty good. Did you cook it good? Buy it 167 00:10:41,480 --> 00:10:43,000 Speaker 3: from somewhere now? 168 00:10:43,080 --> 00:10:46,079 Speaker 12: My dad cooked it so pretty much? 169 00:10:46,080 --> 00:10:49,000 Speaker 3: Bother that with your dad? Mm hmmm do you live 170 00:10:49,040 --> 00:10:49,520 Speaker 3: with your dad? 171 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:51,800 Speaker 12: Yeah? 172 00:10:51,880 --> 00:10:52,800 Speaker 3: Well how old are you? 173 00:10:53,679 --> 00:10:54,800 Speaker 12: I'm twenty five right now? 174 00:10:55,200 --> 00:10:58,439 Speaker 3: Okay? Word does your what's your relationship like with your dad? 175 00:10:59,400 --> 00:11:01,360 Speaker 12: How do we get a pretty well? I can't complain. 176 00:11:01,640 --> 00:11:02,520 Speaker 6: I respect the guy. 177 00:11:03,679 --> 00:11:05,480 Speaker 3: Why do you respect him? What do you respect him for? 178 00:11:07,080 --> 00:11:07,520 Speaker 11: Uh? 179 00:11:08,840 --> 00:11:14,319 Speaker 12: Pretty hard working dude and he definitely like cares of 180 00:11:14,480 --> 00:11:17,760 Speaker 12: family ship, so that's pretty cool. Nice. 181 00:11:17,840 --> 00:11:19,320 Speaker 3: Yeah, what does he what does he do to work 182 00:11:19,480 --> 00:11:20,239 Speaker 3: for work. 183 00:11:21,559 --> 00:11:23,080 Speaker 12: He fixes elevators. 184 00:11:24,360 --> 00:11:24,760 Speaker 4: M hmm. 185 00:11:26,960 --> 00:11:30,000 Speaker 3: Do you have you picked up any elevator knowledge from him? 186 00:11:30,960 --> 00:11:31,200 Speaker 6: No? 187 00:11:31,200 --> 00:11:32,680 Speaker 12: No, no, I work at a high school. 188 00:11:33,080 --> 00:11:33,880 Speaker 6: I do not work. 189 00:11:33,960 --> 00:11:36,680 Speaker 3: That is not forte What do you what do you 190 00:11:36,679 --> 00:11:37,439 Speaker 3: do at a high school? 191 00:11:38,720 --> 00:11:41,440 Speaker 12: I'm like a teacher assistant teachers? 192 00:11:41,720 --> 00:11:43,360 Speaker 3: Do you enjoy doing that? Are you in are you 193 00:11:43,400 --> 00:11:45,199 Speaker 3: in person? Or are you still in the virtual? 194 00:11:46,040 --> 00:11:48,720 Speaker 12: So actually we start in person tomorrow, so that should 195 00:11:48,720 --> 00:11:49,080 Speaker 12: be fun. 196 00:11:49,679 --> 00:11:52,960 Speaker 3: How do you feel about the impending uh transition from 197 00:11:53,040 --> 00:11:56,400 Speaker 3: virtual to now? Is this what? Okay? Is this a 198 00:11:56,440 --> 00:11:57,800 Speaker 3: new gig? Like have you. 199 00:11:59,360 --> 00:11:59,880 Speaker 6: And I thought? 200 00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:01,040 Speaker 12: This is my second year? 201 00:12:01,520 --> 00:12:04,319 Speaker 3: Yeah, so you have experience teaching in person and just 202 00:12:04,320 --> 00:12:05,760 Speaker 3: start the job on the stule. 203 00:12:06,559 --> 00:12:09,640 Speaker 12: I'm actually excited because online's pretty boring or like the 204 00:12:09,720 --> 00:12:11,760 Speaker 12: hybrid model, you don't get tonother kids as. 205 00:12:11,679 --> 00:12:14,800 Speaker 3: Well, right right? What made you want to get into 206 00:12:14,840 --> 00:12:15,360 Speaker 3: that initially? 207 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:21,640 Speaker 12: That's a great question. I'm just I've always been good 208 00:12:21,640 --> 00:12:23,600 Speaker 12: with people, so I just wanted to do like a 209 00:12:24,320 --> 00:12:27,199 Speaker 12: something pertaining to people. So I tried politics for a while, 210 00:12:27,440 --> 00:12:29,240 Speaker 12: worked at the state house. I didn't really like that, 211 00:12:29,400 --> 00:12:33,200 Speaker 12: but I'm not thirty six by the way, twenty five 212 00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:39,280 Speaker 12: but I, yeah, just decided to go into schools, want 213 00:12:39,360 --> 00:12:43,920 Speaker 12: to make a difference. I guess, do something worthwhile that 214 00:12:43,960 --> 00:12:44,720 Speaker 12: I don't hate. 215 00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:47,880 Speaker 3: I like that, were you doing something you hated before? Right, 216 00:12:47,960 --> 00:12:50,400 Speaker 3: you're working politics? Did you hate that? Would you say? 217 00:12:51,120 --> 00:12:53,400 Speaker 12: M no, no, no, I shouldn't say I hated that. But 218 00:12:54,080 --> 00:12:57,120 Speaker 12: a lot of bullshit. So that's why I could put. 219 00:12:56,880 --> 00:12:59,600 Speaker 3: It, what's your favorite thing about what you do? 220 00:12:59,640 --> 00:13:05,959 Speaker 12: Now? It's never boring? I don't hate waking up and 221 00:13:06,000 --> 00:13:06,600 Speaker 12: going to work. 222 00:13:06,720 --> 00:13:06,920 Speaker 6: Yeah. 223 00:13:07,000 --> 00:13:11,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, Now that's surprising to me that you say it's 224 00:13:11,280 --> 00:13:15,559 Speaker 3: never boring because I and I'm sure you as well, 225 00:13:15,920 --> 00:13:21,320 Speaker 3: went to high school, and I mean, I'm sure I 226 00:13:21,320 --> 00:13:23,600 Speaker 3: look at it fondly with rose colored glasses, but I know, 227 00:13:23,679 --> 00:13:27,480 Speaker 3: deep down, you know, at the time, every single day, 228 00:13:27,720 --> 00:13:32,200 Speaker 3: I was like, Wow, this is the most boring thing 229 00:13:32,240 --> 00:13:33,800 Speaker 3: of all time. I can't wait to get out of here. 230 00:13:35,960 --> 00:13:37,520 Speaker 12: I guess it's different when you're getting paid. 231 00:13:39,360 --> 00:13:41,880 Speaker 3: So I feel like your experience. So what I guess 232 00:13:42,360 --> 00:13:44,600 Speaker 3: the what I'm getting at is like, I'm curious what 233 00:13:44,679 --> 00:13:49,439 Speaker 3: your experience with high with high school and your view 234 00:13:49,480 --> 00:13:53,360 Speaker 3: of high school is as a staff, how that contrasts 235 00:13:53,400 --> 00:13:56,720 Speaker 3: with maybe what your view was as a student, and 236 00:13:56,760 --> 00:13:58,760 Speaker 3: you're twenty five, so I feel like you're young enough 237 00:13:58,800 --> 00:13:59,920 Speaker 3: to still kind of remember. 238 00:14:01,080 --> 00:14:05,640 Speaker 12: Yeah. No, I was definitely more bored as a student. 239 00:14:06,800 --> 00:14:07,000 Speaker 7: I was. 240 00:14:07,040 --> 00:14:09,480 Speaker 12: I was not a very good student at all actually, 241 00:14:10,440 --> 00:14:13,520 Speaker 12: But I feel like now it's like I'm always doing 242 00:14:13,559 --> 00:14:16,440 Speaker 12: something and I always like because when you're a student's 243 00:14:16,520 --> 00:14:18,600 Speaker 12: just you. But now it's like I might have five 244 00:14:18,600 --> 00:14:20,680 Speaker 12: different kids all in there, and I'm like, I got 245 00:14:20,680 --> 00:14:22,400 Speaker 12: to make sure they're doing their work and not doing 246 00:14:22,440 --> 00:14:23,280 Speaker 12: something stupid. 247 00:14:25,240 --> 00:14:26,520 Speaker 3: Do you have to do a lot of babysitting? 248 00:14:27,800 --> 00:14:29,240 Speaker 12: Yeah, I won't even lie. 249 00:14:29,320 --> 00:14:31,240 Speaker 3: Yeah does that annoy you? 250 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:35,400 Speaker 12: Sometimes? I just want the kids to do their work. 251 00:14:36,320 --> 00:14:38,840 Speaker 12: But you know, it's like being a kid too, And 252 00:14:38,880 --> 00:14:40,240 Speaker 12: it was some days where I was like, I'm not 253 00:14:40,280 --> 00:14:43,360 Speaker 12: doing anything. Sometimes you can't do anything about it. That's 254 00:14:43,360 --> 00:14:44,760 Speaker 12: the thing. Sometimes you're not gonna win. 255 00:14:45,680 --> 00:14:49,440 Speaker 3: M You know, that's an interesting position to be in 256 00:14:49,480 --> 00:14:53,320 Speaker 3: because you know when you're in because I remember being 257 00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:55,480 Speaker 3: in high school and like teachers getting mad and being like, 258 00:14:55,480 --> 00:14:57,960 Speaker 3: what the fuck is this person so fucking mad for like, 259 00:14:58,960 --> 00:15:04,000 Speaker 3: you know, yeah, they're overreacting, But I feel like you 260 00:15:04,040 --> 00:15:07,600 Speaker 3: have greater empathy for that now. 261 00:15:08,880 --> 00:15:12,680 Speaker 12: Yeah, it doesn't you don't solve anything. Doing that doesn't 262 00:15:12,720 --> 00:15:15,000 Speaker 12: solve the thing, the kid gets mad at you, You 263 00:15:15,040 --> 00:15:18,000 Speaker 12: start getting mad, and then sometimes it turns into a 264 00:15:18,040 --> 00:15:20,360 Speaker 12: pissing contest of like, oh, I'm in charge here, No, 265 00:15:20,440 --> 00:15:23,680 Speaker 12: I'm in charge here. So never really works out. Sometimes 266 00:15:23,680 --> 00:15:27,080 Speaker 12: if a kid's not gonna work, just give them some space, 267 00:15:27,120 --> 00:15:29,360 Speaker 12: because sometimes I just have, you know, shit going on, 268 00:15:30,520 --> 00:15:32,680 Speaker 12: and you'd rather them come up and tell you, like, hey, 269 00:15:32,840 --> 00:15:35,680 Speaker 12: like you know this just bother me, rather than oh, 270 00:15:35,720 --> 00:15:36,920 Speaker 12: is you're going to be mad at me for not 271 00:15:36,920 --> 00:15:38,760 Speaker 12: doing work? So it depends. 272 00:15:40,600 --> 00:15:44,560 Speaker 3: I like, that's a that's a refined, more empathetic approach. 273 00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:47,960 Speaker 12: But I feel like you have to be, especially in 274 00:15:48,000 --> 00:15:51,440 Speaker 12: schools nowadays, so many kids are like anxious with I 275 00:15:51,440 --> 00:15:53,840 Speaker 12: mean like social media, which started becoming a big thing 276 00:15:53,840 --> 00:15:56,000 Speaker 12: when I was in high school. But oh yeah, you 277 00:15:56,040 --> 00:15:58,120 Speaker 12: know everyone, like all the kids think they have to 278 00:15:58,120 --> 00:16:01,200 Speaker 12: like keep up with other things, and oh my god, yeah, 279 00:16:01,280 --> 00:16:03,120 Speaker 12: you know, it can be stressful being a kid. Like 280 00:16:03,200 --> 00:16:05,440 Speaker 12: you look back at it and it's like, you know, 281 00:16:05,520 --> 00:16:07,760 Speaker 12: it doesn't seem like a big deal now, but to 282 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:11,400 Speaker 12: you then it's obviously everything. So they have to keep 283 00:16:11,400 --> 00:16:12,960 Speaker 12: that in mind. 284 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:15,920 Speaker 3: You know, the social media aspect of it actually scares 285 00:16:15,920 --> 00:16:20,000 Speaker 3: the shit out of me. Like just how I mean 286 00:16:20,040 --> 00:16:22,320 Speaker 3: we like we had our fucking phones and shit when 287 00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:24,840 Speaker 3: when when we were in high school. But like I mean, 288 00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:28,560 Speaker 3: now everything is so much more public, Like it used 289 00:16:28,560 --> 00:16:30,640 Speaker 3: to be, like if you fucked around and posted some 290 00:16:30,680 --> 00:16:33,840 Speaker 3: stupid video on Facebook, like your Facebook friends would see it. 291 00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:35,640 Speaker 3: But with TikTok, it's like you can fuck around and 292 00:16:35,640 --> 00:16:39,400 Speaker 3: post something stupid on social media goes viral the whole world. 293 00:16:39,760 --> 00:16:41,360 Speaker 3: Season that scares the shit out of me. 294 00:16:41,480 --> 00:16:42,080 Speaker 6: Yeah. 295 00:16:42,400 --> 00:16:45,680 Speaker 12: Well, something that's really crazy kind of like on what 296 00:16:45,680 --> 00:16:49,480 Speaker 12: you're saying is there's actually like a whole Instagram page 297 00:16:49,480 --> 00:16:53,320 Speaker 12: with my school and obviously I'm gonna keep that confidential, 298 00:16:53,360 --> 00:16:58,440 Speaker 12: but it's like just an Instagram page about like who's 299 00:16:58,680 --> 00:17:00,640 Speaker 12: like sexual harassed who and stuff? 300 00:17:00,720 --> 00:17:02,400 Speaker 3: Oh my god, kind of crazy. 301 00:17:02,760 --> 00:17:05,720 Speaker 12: Yeah, it's absolutely nuts. I mean you never realize like 302 00:17:05,800 --> 00:17:08,520 Speaker 12: how prevalent that is until you just see hundreds of 303 00:17:08,520 --> 00:17:09,320 Speaker 12: posts about it. 304 00:17:09,320 --> 00:17:12,919 Speaker 3: It's nuts, really have Like and again you don't have to, 305 00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:15,040 Speaker 3: you know, tell me more than you're liberty to tell 306 00:17:15,040 --> 00:17:17,360 Speaker 3: me about. Like is that something that the like faculty, 307 00:17:17,359 --> 00:17:18,680 Speaker 3: faculty is like looked into. 308 00:17:19,359 --> 00:17:22,920 Speaker 12: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, then you take it seriously. 309 00:17:23,400 --> 00:17:28,200 Speaker 3: You have to damn well, listen, man, props to you. 310 00:17:28,200 --> 00:17:31,800 Speaker 3: You know, I I I appreciate what you're doing because 311 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:34,280 Speaker 3: I feel like I remember, you know, lots of people 312 00:17:34,280 --> 00:17:35,720 Speaker 3: remember being in high school and being like, damn, I 313 00:17:35,760 --> 00:17:38,240 Speaker 3: wish I had like you know, even if it's just 314 00:17:38,240 --> 00:17:42,879 Speaker 3: the way, even every kid, all they need is one 315 00:17:43,480 --> 00:17:48,879 Speaker 3: staff member to be empathetic with them for them to like, 316 00:17:49,600 --> 00:17:54,000 Speaker 3: you know, feel good about coming to school. So you know, 317 00:17:55,600 --> 00:17:56,760 Speaker 3: I appreciate the work you're doing. 318 00:17:56,800 --> 00:17:59,760 Speaker 12: My friend, hey man, thanks and you too. You're doing 319 00:17:59,760 --> 00:18:00,560 Speaker 12: a pretty good job. 320 00:18:01,359 --> 00:18:01,880 Speaker 15: I like it. 321 00:18:01,960 --> 00:18:02,680 Speaker 12: I enjoy it. 322 00:18:03,200 --> 00:18:06,800 Speaker 3: What they your name was Jack. You have a good 323 00:18:06,800 --> 00:18:09,919 Speaker 3: rest of the night. Jack, good look too, he was, Well, good. 324 00:18:09,840 --> 00:18:14,280 Speaker 1: Night all from Cherry. 325 00:18:15,440 --> 00:18:15,800 Speaker 3: Cherry. 326 00:18:16,960 --> 00:18:18,720 Speaker 9: Hello Cherry with. 327 00:18:18,840 --> 00:18:21,639 Speaker 3: The h How are you? How are you Cherry? 328 00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:25,360 Speaker 9: I'm very good. Actually today it's been a really good day. 329 00:18:25,440 --> 00:18:26,080 Speaker 9: How are you doing? 330 00:18:26,560 --> 00:18:26,760 Speaker 15: Really? 331 00:18:26,760 --> 00:18:28,040 Speaker 3: Why is today been such a good day? 332 00:18:28,800 --> 00:18:32,879 Speaker 9: Well, I went to work and my shifts was really 333 00:18:32,880 --> 00:18:40,359 Speaker 9: good and now I'm at home just dipping on some 334 00:18:40,520 --> 00:18:43,280 Speaker 9: bird dog whiskey and I think it might rain and 335 00:18:43,320 --> 00:18:44,680 Speaker 9: I'm very excited about that. 336 00:18:46,119 --> 00:18:50,840 Speaker 3: I love the all the all this, Like you're like 337 00:18:52,280 --> 00:18:54,960 Speaker 3: if I could use a metaphor like, your day is 338 00:18:55,000 --> 00:18:57,760 Speaker 3: a towel and you're squeezing. It's like a wet towel 339 00:18:57,760 --> 00:19:00,520 Speaker 3: and you're squeezing all the joy of it that can 340 00:19:00,520 --> 00:19:01,600 Speaker 3: possibly be squeezed. 341 00:19:02,280 --> 00:19:06,080 Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, exactly. You know, I'm looking at the positive side. 342 00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:10,320 Speaker 3: So why tell me about your affinity for rain? 343 00:19:11,640 --> 00:19:14,119 Speaker 9: Oh, I will just have a rain in like a 344 00:19:14,160 --> 00:19:15,720 Speaker 9: week and a half year, And I live in a 345 00:19:15,880 --> 00:19:19,400 Speaker 9: very rainy state, so you know, when it hasn't rained 346 00:19:19,400 --> 00:19:21,200 Speaker 9: in a while, you can smell it. And I could 347 00:19:21,320 --> 00:19:24,760 Speaker 9: smell it when I left my shift it work, So 348 00:19:24,880 --> 00:19:27,720 Speaker 9: it was just it was really nice to smell the 349 00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:30,359 Speaker 9: rain and to see the clouds roll in and now 350 00:19:30,600 --> 00:19:32,880 Speaker 9: the sky is very dark completely, and. 351 00:19:32,800 --> 00:19:33,760 Speaker 1: I love that. 352 00:19:36,440 --> 00:19:39,720 Speaker 3: When it rains. Do you like to are you, you know, 353 00:19:40,400 --> 00:19:43,240 Speaker 3: out there running in the rain, sticking your tongue out, 354 00:19:43,280 --> 00:19:47,760 Speaker 3: getting rain drops all over your face, you know, really 355 00:19:47,840 --> 00:19:50,120 Speaker 3: basking around in it? Or do you like to appreciate the rain? 356 00:19:50,160 --> 00:19:51,880 Speaker 3: From afar, I. 357 00:19:52,000 --> 00:19:55,840 Speaker 9: Like to appreciate the rain because my bed is pushed 358 00:19:55,920 --> 00:19:59,359 Speaker 9: up against my window and there's a bunch of like 359 00:19:59,520 --> 00:20:03,679 Speaker 9: eighty tall trees in the backyard, and I like to 360 00:20:03,760 --> 00:20:05,919 Speaker 9: sit on my bed with a cup of teat and 361 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:09,240 Speaker 9: just watch the trees sway as the wind and rain 362 00:20:09,359 --> 00:20:11,639 Speaker 9: pours down, and it's just very poetic. 363 00:20:13,000 --> 00:20:15,400 Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, you're you're being very poetic in your 364 00:20:15,400 --> 00:20:16,360 Speaker 3: description about it. 365 00:20:17,359 --> 00:20:20,639 Speaker 9: I love it. It's my Actually, I don't write poetry, 366 00:20:20,800 --> 00:20:24,840 Speaker 9: but little short like blurreds like his choos three sentences, 367 00:20:25,640 --> 00:20:28,320 Speaker 9: So that's my favorite time. That's really the only time 368 00:20:28,359 --> 00:20:32,800 Speaker 9: I write those, and it's very it's very nice, very healing. 369 00:20:33,480 --> 00:20:35,280 Speaker 3: I'm glad to hear that because I was actually gonna 370 00:20:35,320 --> 00:20:38,879 Speaker 3: say the portrait that you're painting here, I feel like 371 00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:42,439 Speaker 3: you'd be remiss not to, you know, get something on 372 00:20:42,560 --> 00:20:43,119 Speaker 3: record of it. 373 00:20:43,880 --> 00:20:47,880 Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, it's my Like the big storm withers, thunder 374 00:20:47,960 --> 00:20:50,840 Speaker 9: and lightning cracking, those are nice favorite times to sit 375 00:20:50,960 --> 00:20:52,320 Speaker 9: down and like write. 376 00:20:54,720 --> 00:20:57,880 Speaker 3: Do you feel as though in your day to day 377 00:20:57,920 --> 00:21:04,919 Speaker 3: life you are more focused on being in the moment 378 00:21:05,040 --> 00:21:08,000 Speaker 3: and being in touch with your surroundings and what's in 379 00:21:08,040 --> 00:21:13,000 Speaker 3: front of you, or you know, do you spend that 380 00:21:13,080 --> 00:21:14,040 Speaker 3: much time in your head? 381 00:21:16,440 --> 00:21:19,800 Speaker 9: A little bit of bull So in the moment, I 382 00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:22,120 Speaker 9: really just focused on what I'm doing, and it's at 383 00:21:22,119 --> 00:21:23,840 Speaker 9: the end of the day where I like to reflect 384 00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:26,879 Speaker 9: on certain situations where remember throughout the day that have 385 00:21:27,000 --> 00:21:28,679 Speaker 9: made me feel a certain type of way, and it 386 00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:31,960 Speaker 9: really sitn't like to think about it and how it's 387 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:33,640 Speaker 9: that with me, you. 388 00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:39,520 Speaker 3: Know, would you would you be comfortable sharing maybe maybe 389 00:21:39,520 --> 00:21:43,399 Speaker 3: even from today, maybe if you might not mind letting 390 00:21:43,440 --> 00:21:49,160 Speaker 3: us in on your reflections for this evening of the day. 391 00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:53,480 Speaker 3: Is there anything that happened today? Yeah, you might want 392 00:21:53,480 --> 00:21:54,040 Speaker 3: to reflect on. 393 00:21:55,000 --> 00:21:57,639 Speaker 9: Well, the main thing that the first thing that happens 394 00:21:57,680 --> 00:22:00,199 Speaker 9: to my head is a conversation that I have with 395 00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:04,360 Speaker 9: a regular name Tom. And Tom is a man I've 396 00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:06,879 Speaker 9: met about four or five times, and he's a regular 397 00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:09,960 Speaker 9: my new job, and everybody knows his face and everything 398 00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:14,080 Speaker 9: like that. And he's moving and he's talking about how 399 00:22:14,280 --> 00:22:17,240 Speaker 9: he's lived in this house, uh for like thirty four 400 00:22:17,400 --> 00:22:20,119 Speaker 9: years and suing states and he's getting more property and 401 00:22:20,119 --> 00:22:22,800 Speaker 9: that type of thing. And I'm thinking about what it 402 00:22:22,840 --> 00:22:26,359 Speaker 9: means to move away from something so comfortable and something 403 00:22:26,520 --> 00:22:29,720 Speaker 9: so to leave to something so new. And he was 404 00:22:29,760 --> 00:22:33,280 Speaker 9: talking about trying to stake his house with him, and. 405 00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:36,080 Speaker 3: It's like literally like take fucking take it all down, 406 00:22:36,160 --> 00:22:38,400 Speaker 3: and how do you even do that? 407 00:22:39,200 --> 00:22:42,640 Speaker 9: I don't know. One my colder said, her cousin does 408 00:22:42,680 --> 00:22:45,400 Speaker 9: something like that actually, where they like compete the foundation 409 00:22:45,520 --> 00:22:49,119 Speaker 9: of the house and move physically move the house. 410 00:22:50,880 --> 00:22:57,119 Speaker 3: Interesting. So now Tom talking about uprooting his comfortable life 411 00:22:57,200 --> 00:22:59,680 Speaker 3: and doing something new. Did that make it you think 412 00:22:59,720 --> 00:23:01,920 Speaker 3: about out if you would do something similar? 413 00:23:03,119 --> 00:23:10,399 Speaker 9: Absolutely? Yeah, it's you know, the scary feeling definitely was 414 00:23:10,440 --> 00:23:14,000 Speaker 9: reflected with in the something so new and something so bold, 415 00:23:14,280 --> 00:23:16,760 Speaker 9: because you know, you've lived there for thirty years, and 416 00:23:16,840 --> 00:23:19,959 Speaker 9: I relate to that. I've been in the same industry 417 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:23,119 Speaker 9: for so long. At uprooting myself and moving on and 418 00:23:23,200 --> 00:23:26,840 Speaker 9: up in the world something very relatable. I think everyone 419 00:23:26,920 --> 00:23:29,440 Speaker 9: can translate that to their own life. 420 00:23:30,600 --> 00:23:34,119 Speaker 3: Do you have anything because you know, you seem you 421 00:23:34,160 --> 00:23:37,200 Speaker 3: seem like you know and again we don't have that 422 00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:39,560 Speaker 3: much information about you from this five minute call, but 423 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:42,480 Speaker 3: you seem like you have such a great ability to 424 00:23:42,600 --> 00:23:47,440 Speaker 3: appreciate the sort of things that other people might find 425 00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:51,720 Speaker 3: monotonous that you know, I mean, you could, you could, 426 00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:54,040 Speaker 3: you could make yourself comfortable anywhere. 427 00:23:55,640 --> 00:24:01,320 Speaker 9: Yeah. Well, I feel like it comes from a place 428 00:24:01,359 --> 00:24:08,080 Speaker 9: of having already been uprooted because I grew up in 429 00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:11,240 Speaker 9: one home in one place, and I moved my family 430 00:24:11,280 --> 00:24:15,080 Speaker 9: away to another place, so I can appreciate where he's 431 00:24:15,119 --> 00:24:18,280 Speaker 9: coming from, because I've already kind of been through that. 432 00:24:18,400 --> 00:24:21,320 Speaker 9: I didn't move as Barty as he's living multiple states away, 433 00:24:21,480 --> 00:24:24,760 Speaker 9: hundreds of miles, so it's not the safe, but I 434 00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:27,160 Speaker 9: still feel that what he's feeling. 435 00:24:28,520 --> 00:24:29,880 Speaker 3: Are you comfort where you are right now? 436 00:24:30,640 --> 00:24:30,880 Speaker 13: Yeah? 437 00:24:30,920 --> 00:24:36,160 Speaker 9: Absolutely, I am very comfortable. I'm happy and I can 438 00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:37,320 Speaker 9: appreciate it. 439 00:24:38,640 --> 00:24:43,240 Speaker 3: But before we go, what is do you think something 440 00:24:44,040 --> 00:24:49,960 Speaker 3: that might make you, if anything, that might make you 441 00:24:50,320 --> 00:24:53,399 Speaker 3: want to uproot once again? What would be. 442 00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:58,160 Speaker 9: The only thing I can think of is lost if 443 00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:00,600 Speaker 9: I was to lose something that was meeting me to 444 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:04,600 Speaker 9: the slave I am right now, mhm, like my job 445 00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:07,520 Speaker 9: or someone in seeing me, or something that makes me 446 00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:08,720 Speaker 9: kick up and leave. 447 00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:10,200 Speaker 1: Mm hmm. 448 00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:12,879 Speaker 3: Well I hope that that doesn't happen to you, but 449 00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:13,920 Speaker 3: even if it does. 450 00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:19,200 Speaker 9: Yeah, you know, you know, exploration is great exactly. 451 00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:24,320 Speaker 3: It seems though you have the skills to adapt. Yeah, 452 00:25:24,400 --> 00:25:30,320 Speaker 3: thank you, well share it, Cherry, Cherry. Yes, it's a pleasure, 453 00:25:30,440 --> 00:25:31,840 Speaker 3: pleasure speaking with you this evening. 454 00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:34,600 Speaker 9: Thank you so much. It's too lile. By the way, 455 00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:36,920 Speaker 9: I love your name. That's means my grandpa. 456 00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:40,520 Speaker 3: Oh really, Yeah, I don't know a lot of other 457 00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,800 Speaker 3: Liles except fictional ones. 458 00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:45,880 Speaker 9: Yeah. No, Lyle is a great name. If I ever 459 00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:48,240 Speaker 9: have kids, I'm definitely naming them Lyle. 460 00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:51,200 Speaker 3: Well, thank you, Cherry. If I ever have. 461 00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:55,680 Speaker 9: Don't, I wouldn't recommend it. I got so much. 462 00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:59,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, no, I appreciate that. 463 00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:02,240 Speaker 9: Yeah, you're welcome. Thank you? Are you kind. 464 00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:04,040 Speaker 2: Too? 465 00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:12,560 Speaker 1: All from it's Lisa, Lisa. 466 00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:14,720 Speaker 7: Oh my god? 467 00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:20,200 Speaker 8: Hey, Okay, Lyle gack, how are you what are you doing? 468 00:26:21,000 --> 00:26:25,360 Speaker 2: I'm doing great. I'm outside. It's funny to beauty. 469 00:26:26,680 --> 00:26:27,720 Speaker 4: I'm not in my house. 470 00:26:27,960 --> 00:26:29,000 Speaker 2: I'm in Los Angeles. 471 00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:31,639 Speaker 3: Do you like Los Angeles? 472 00:26:32,119 --> 00:26:32,359 Speaker 12: No? 473 00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:33,480 Speaker 1: I do not. 474 00:26:35,040 --> 00:26:37,719 Speaker 2: People here were like, I'm not people. 475 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:40,679 Speaker 3: You know, they're not a lot of people. What do 476 00:26:40,680 --> 00:26:41,239 Speaker 3: you mean by that? 477 00:26:41,400 --> 00:26:44,520 Speaker 2: A lot of plastic layers. There's a lot of guessing 478 00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:49,280 Speaker 2: what people really mean. There's not a lot of there's 479 00:26:49,280 --> 00:26:51,320 Speaker 2: not a lot of vulnerability. There's not a lot of 480 00:26:52,480 --> 00:26:55,040 Speaker 2: anything but competition. Who had a better car, who was 481 00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:55,800 Speaker 2: a nicer house? 482 00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:58,000 Speaker 9: That's Los Angeles? 483 00:26:58,800 --> 00:27:00,800 Speaker 1: No, thank you, I hear. 484 00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:04,800 Speaker 3: Possibly, if you're willing to get specific and you don't 485 00:27:04,840 --> 00:27:08,679 Speaker 3: have to name names, you can you know who is 486 00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:11,760 Speaker 3: the last person or maybe the last interaction you had 487 00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:16,879 Speaker 3: with someone that sort of matches the description of plastic 488 00:27:17,040 --> 00:27:19,920 Speaker 3: plasticity that you have just described. 489 00:27:21,400 --> 00:27:24,080 Speaker 2: Every single person I worked with give me. 490 00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:28,760 Speaker 3: In particular, I give you their name, of course. 491 00:27:28,560 --> 00:27:34,320 Speaker 2: I guess my boss, my boss. I'll just say her. 492 00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:35,719 Speaker 9: I don't be so negative. 493 00:27:35,800 --> 00:27:36,080 Speaker 1: Whatever. 494 00:27:36,160 --> 00:27:37,720 Speaker 9: She has the reasons for being that way. 495 00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:41,960 Speaker 2: But it's just like every conversations is like petty little 496 00:27:42,119 --> 00:27:46,560 Speaker 2: dance of like letting me know that I'm not whatever 497 00:27:46,640 --> 00:27:51,840 Speaker 2: she thinks she is, which is very powerful whatever, God. 498 00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:54,520 Speaker 3: And what sort of subtle ways do you think she 499 00:27:54,560 --> 00:27:56,040 Speaker 3: tries to make you feel as though you are not 500 00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:57,040 Speaker 3: as powerful. 501 00:27:56,680 --> 00:28:01,359 Speaker 2: As her, just like reminding me she flies first class 502 00:28:01,359 --> 00:28:03,520 Speaker 2: and letting me know that, like she bought the new 503 00:28:03,560 --> 00:28:06,919 Speaker 2: Louis Bauton, be like all that crap. Sorry, no offerense 504 00:28:06,960 --> 00:28:09,119 Speaker 2: to anyone in the chat. If you guys like these things, 505 00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:09,720 Speaker 2: that's great. 506 00:28:10,359 --> 00:28:14,359 Speaker 3: Lord in the chat are probably very offended by you 507 00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:14,880 Speaker 3: right now. 508 00:28:15,400 --> 00:28:16,919 Speaker 2: Yeah I know, yeah, I know. 509 00:28:17,080 --> 00:28:17,800 Speaker 9: Sorry, guys. 510 00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:21,400 Speaker 2: Whatever, people like what they like, it's fine. But whatever, 511 00:28:22,400 --> 00:28:24,919 Speaker 2: she has a reason, I shouldn't be so judgmental. 512 00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:31,879 Speaker 3: Mm hmm, well I don't know. I mean, do you 513 00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:33,399 Speaker 3: have a brag about anything. 514 00:28:38,160 --> 00:28:38,360 Speaker 1: You know? 515 00:28:38,440 --> 00:28:41,200 Speaker 2: I could see how there could be times where people 516 00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:44,479 Speaker 2: could interpret me bragging about something when I'm just sharing 517 00:28:44,520 --> 00:28:45,600 Speaker 2: a fact about my life. 518 00:28:47,040 --> 00:28:51,800 Speaker 3: You know, I, honest to God believe that because I 519 00:28:52,120 --> 00:28:55,080 Speaker 3: think about this a lot. Actually, what is the difference 520 00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:59,320 Speaker 3: between bragging and just sharing something about your life? I 521 00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:05,040 Speaker 3: think the key difference and and I genuinely believe even 522 00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:07,800 Speaker 3: though it's even though it's internal, it comes out externally. 523 00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:12,680 Speaker 3: The key difference is your intentions, and your intentions always 524 00:29:12,760 --> 00:29:16,600 Speaker 3: show through, I believe. So if your actual intention when 525 00:29:16,640 --> 00:29:18,880 Speaker 3: you say something is to share a fact about your 526 00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:21,200 Speaker 3: life and not to brag, and you have you have 527 00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:22,880 Speaker 3: to like go in deep and check because you might 528 00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:24,680 Speaker 3: subconsciously be trying to brag. 529 00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:30,200 Speaker 2: It could also be you could be very secure and 530 00:29:30,240 --> 00:29:32,640 Speaker 2: the person you're speaking to might not be very secure, 531 00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:35,840 Speaker 2: and they interpret it as a slight against them, Which 532 00:29:35,880 --> 00:29:38,160 Speaker 2: is making me realize, as I'm saying this right now, 533 00:29:38,720 --> 00:29:40,320 Speaker 2: I could have been doing that to her, although I. 534 00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:41,760 Speaker 9: Don't think so, because she did it with everyone. 535 00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:50,080 Speaker 2: This woman anyway, shouldn't bother me. Shouldn't bother me it's her. 536 00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:50,520 Speaker 3: Yes, it could be the other person's insecure, so they're 537 00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:52,600 Speaker 3: interpreting what you're saying, which is you just trying to 538 00:29:52,600 --> 00:29:54,880 Speaker 3: share your life as But you know what I mean, 539 00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:58,720 Speaker 3: all these things. I don't know if you're truly secure. 540 00:29:58,760 --> 00:30:01,680 Speaker 3: I feel like if you're not even thinking about this stuff. 541 00:30:02,560 --> 00:30:04,720 Speaker 2: But in LA it's like you never really get to 542 00:30:04,760 --> 00:30:05,640 Speaker 2: that level with people. 543 00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:06,440 Speaker 9: For the most part. 544 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:09,320 Speaker 2: It's like you're always on this, like you're always at 545 00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:12,400 Speaker 2: arms blank. Well, I don't know. I have experience again 546 00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:15,440 Speaker 2: not to throw shade or be negative towards anyone in 547 00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:17,840 Speaker 2: the chat who's from here who likes it, but I 548 00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:21,000 Speaker 2: have experienced Los Angeles is everyone's at arms blinks, and 549 00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:24,760 Speaker 2: it's like this whole facade that you're trying to portray 550 00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:28,480 Speaker 2: as you're this you know, perfect whatever you think you are, 551 00:30:29,360 --> 00:30:31,960 Speaker 2: and everyone needs to know and that's just what it is. 552 00:30:32,000 --> 00:30:34,160 Speaker 2: And I'm just like I see through it and I don't. 553 00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:36,840 Speaker 2: I'm like, but who are you? And people are like, WHOA, 554 00:30:36,920 --> 00:30:40,800 Speaker 2: You're not allowed you have to see the facade interact 555 00:30:40,840 --> 00:30:41,560 Speaker 2: with the facade. 556 00:30:41,760 --> 00:30:44,240 Speaker 11: Okay, fine, what have. 557 00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:46,440 Speaker 3: Your experience has been like as you try to break 558 00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:51,800 Speaker 3: break through this facade? Reactions have you gotten? 559 00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:59,840 Speaker 2: Say too, I'm all limited to this one specific person. 560 00:30:59,840 --> 00:31:04,120 Speaker 2: It's like it's like it becomes a fight. Then it's 561 00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:06,360 Speaker 2: just like it's like you're not you know, like you're 562 00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:11,000 Speaker 2: just not allowed. Just it's not interpreted as me trying 563 00:31:11,040 --> 00:31:13,280 Speaker 2: to be friendly or friend It's like I'm trying to 564 00:31:13,280 --> 00:31:17,120 Speaker 2: poke at the facade because maybe they're aware on some 565 00:31:17,280 --> 00:31:19,320 Speaker 2: level it's not real and that's frightened them. 566 00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:20,400 Speaker 12: M hmm. 567 00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:23,640 Speaker 3: Well, you know, you can motivation. 568 00:31:24,520 --> 00:31:26,880 Speaker 2: I rank too much into people who don't who don't 569 00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:30,440 Speaker 2: give a ship, who don't actually want Like that's just 570 00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:32,080 Speaker 2: I don't know. Have you been in LA have you 571 00:31:32,320 --> 00:31:32,520 Speaker 2: you know. 572 00:31:32,520 --> 00:31:33,120 Speaker 8: What it's like here. 573 00:31:34,320 --> 00:31:36,200 Speaker 3: I've been to Los Angeles. Well, you know, it's funny. 574 00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:38,640 Speaker 3: I keep hearing the I keep hearing this about I 575 00:31:38,760 --> 00:31:40,880 Speaker 3: heard all the time in Los Angeles, like the people 576 00:31:40,920 --> 00:31:42,840 Speaker 3: are fake. And look, you know, I went out there 577 00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:48,840 Speaker 3: and you know, honest to god, everyone I met was 578 00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:49,880 Speaker 3: very nice to me. 579 00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:51,280 Speaker 1: They're nice. 580 00:31:51,440 --> 00:31:53,600 Speaker 2: They can be very nice. It depends like where you are. 581 00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:55,959 Speaker 2: So I worked in finance, so that was probably the problem. 582 00:31:56,560 --> 00:31:58,800 Speaker 2: But it like it depends where you are in the city, 583 00:31:58,840 --> 00:32:02,480 Speaker 2: and it depends like it depends people. People are very 584 00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:03,320 Speaker 2: smiley here. 585 00:32:03,520 --> 00:32:03,920 Speaker 9: That's what. 586 00:32:05,400 --> 00:32:07,800 Speaker 2: Someone that I knew from New York that was their 587 00:32:07,800 --> 00:32:11,920 Speaker 2: big take on La. Everyone's smiling and everyone's happy, like 588 00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:14,400 Speaker 2: they didn't catch into the like yeah, but there's like 589 00:32:14,440 --> 00:32:15,760 Speaker 2: a distance the facade. 590 00:32:15,760 --> 00:32:17,760 Speaker 15: There's a thought of happiness. 591 00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:23,080 Speaker 3: I don't know, you know you can use well, yeah, 592 00:32:23,080 --> 00:32:24,320 Speaker 3: that's what I was gonna say. You know, you know 593 00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:27,000 Speaker 3: you can use when you look at these people and 594 00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:30,520 Speaker 3: you go, all right, these people act in certain ways 595 00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:32,880 Speaker 3: that I'm noting down that I don't like. So when 596 00:32:32,880 --> 00:32:36,040 Speaker 3: I go out into the world and I act upon people, 597 00:32:36,120 --> 00:32:38,280 Speaker 3: I'm gonna make sure that I do not act this way. 598 00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:40,160 Speaker 9: True. 599 00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:47,000 Speaker 3: That's true, very true, Lisa, Lisa, there's a pleasure talking 600 00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:48,800 Speaker 3: to you, and I hope that, Yeah, maybe you move 601 00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:50,240 Speaker 3: somewhere that you like. 602 00:32:50,440 --> 00:32:50,800 Speaker 4: I am. 603 00:32:51,400 --> 00:32:53,960 Speaker 2: It's definitely in the cards. It's actually like a couple 604 00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:55,560 Speaker 2: of months. I am no longer here. 605 00:32:56,240 --> 00:33:00,760 Speaker 3: A couple months the cards, Lisa, forever. 606 00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:03,200 Speaker 2: Baby, Thanks while I have a great night. 607 00:33:03,880 --> 00:33:05,440 Speaker 3: Bam bam you two all right? 608 00:33:08,080 --> 00:33:09,880 Speaker 2: Call from Celeste? 609 00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:17,200 Speaker 3: Celeste, Oh my god, how are you? 610 00:33:18,680 --> 00:33:20,880 Speaker 15: Yes, I'm great, I'm great. 611 00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:23,280 Speaker 7: Oh my god, I'm so nervous. 612 00:33:23,360 --> 00:33:24,520 Speaker 16: Now why are you? 613 00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:28,600 Speaker 3: Why are you nervous? What honest, okay, what do you 614 00:33:28,680 --> 00:33:32,560 Speaker 3: think is the worst thing? That could possibly happen right now. 615 00:33:33,280 --> 00:33:35,720 Speaker 15: I don't know, you don't like my call or something. 616 00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:39,640 Speaker 3: The worst thing that could possibly happen is that. 617 00:33:39,600 --> 00:33:42,840 Speaker 15: I don't like you or like my call is like 618 00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:46,520 Speaker 15: a mediocre call. I feel like that's like the the 619 00:33:46,560 --> 00:33:48,680 Speaker 15: whole thing that I have. 620 00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:52,640 Speaker 3: Well, let me ask you something. Okay, you're afraid of 621 00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:54,880 Speaker 3: your call being a mediocre call, but I need to 622 00:33:54,920 --> 00:33:59,480 Speaker 3: ask you, Celeste, in your head, what are the qualities 623 00:33:59,640 --> 00:34:00,960 Speaker 3: of a mediocre call? 624 00:34:03,120 --> 00:34:08,640 Speaker 15: I don't know, like just like, oh my god, there 625 00:34:08,760 --> 00:34:16,640 Speaker 15: is like like you know, you tell them the question, 626 00:34:17,440 --> 00:34:22,640 Speaker 15: they answer, they give you like kind of just I 627 00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:26,279 Speaker 15: don't know, Like, dude, mm hmm. 628 00:34:27,320 --> 00:34:32,239 Speaker 3: You know, there's so much, you know, a Celesti, I 629 00:34:32,280 --> 00:34:34,520 Speaker 3: gotta tell you out there on the internet, out there online, 630 00:34:34,520 --> 00:34:37,239 Speaker 3: out there in society, there's so much, there's so much 631 00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:39,960 Speaker 3: focus on there of you know, it's really hot right now. 632 00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:42,759 Speaker 3: You know it's a big fad. I believe, maybe not 633 00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:45,560 Speaker 3: a fad, but god, you know it's so hot right now, CELESTI. 634 00:34:45,560 --> 00:34:52,960 Speaker 3: Just qualitative judgments of things, would you quality of what? 635 00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:58,080 Speaker 3: Qualitative judgments of things? This is good, this is bad, 636 00:34:58,120 --> 00:35:02,960 Speaker 3: this is okay, this sucks. Yeah, that was awesome, that 637 00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:06,239 Speaker 3: was really cool. That was stupid, that was boring, you know, 638 00:35:06,600 --> 00:35:13,080 Speaker 3: qualitative judgments about things very popular right now? 639 00:35:15,640 --> 00:35:16,520 Speaker 2: I mean, I don't. 640 00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:19,400 Speaker 15: I just feel like I don't even know. 641 00:35:19,480 --> 00:35:19,719 Speaker 7: Man. 642 00:35:20,239 --> 00:35:24,080 Speaker 15: I didn't expect you to pick up. I really didn't. 643 00:35:25,040 --> 00:35:27,319 Speaker 3: Mm hmm. I didn't expect you to answer. I didn't 644 00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:32,160 Speaker 3: expect you to answer. I didn't expect you to get 645 00:35:32,160 --> 00:35:36,680 Speaker 3: in either. But here we are, two people are talking 646 00:35:36,719 --> 00:35:38,960 Speaker 3: to each other on the phone. What did you eat today, Celeste? 647 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:40,200 Speaker 5: What did I eat? 648 00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:43,600 Speaker 15: I ate a lot of things. I went to work, 649 00:35:44,840 --> 00:35:48,200 Speaker 15: I had a salad work. We're at a salad restaurant. 650 00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:54,480 Speaker 15: Came home a salad restaurant, Yes, like a salad bar. 651 00:35:55,040 --> 00:35:56,200 Speaker 3: Okay, what kind of salad? 652 00:35:56,320 --> 00:35:56,360 Speaker 2: What? 653 00:35:56,480 --> 00:35:58,400 Speaker 3: What was in this salad that you ate? 654 00:35:59,520 --> 00:36:06,320 Speaker 15: It's called the guacamly Greens that has avocado, black and chicken, romaine, lettuce, 655 00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:12,600 Speaker 15: spring spring mix, onions, tomatoes, basic stuff. 656 00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:13,920 Speaker 3: Did you make it yourself? 657 00:36:14,800 --> 00:36:15,359 Speaker 9: Yes? I did? 658 00:36:16,480 --> 00:36:16,799 Speaker 1: M hm. 659 00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:19,359 Speaker 3: Did you did you get now? Okay? Did you get 660 00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:21,000 Speaker 3: paid to make your own salad? 661 00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:22,200 Speaker 15: I didn't. 662 00:36:22,239 --> 00:36:25,800 Speaker 3: I do not. I think you should put off the clock. 663 00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:28,480 Speaker 3: Is your a customer? Correct? 664 00:36:29,160 --> 00:36:29,560 Speaker 15: Mm hmm? 665 00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:33,880 Speaker 3: Okay, when you're off the clock. You're merely a customer, right, right, 666 00:36:34,640 --> 00:36:36,799 Speaker 3: So when you're merely a customer, you shouldn't be making 667 00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:37,600 Speaker 3: your own stuff. 668 00:36:39,840 --> 00:36:40,400 Speaker 2: That's true. 669 00:36:40,560 --> 00:36:44,399 Speaker 15: Usually we have like our other like make your own 670 00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:47,400 Speaker 15: make the salad for you, But I feel really bad, 671 00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:52,440 Speaker 15: so I just do it myself. Mm hmm, Like I'm 672 00:36:52,480 --> 00:36:53,480 Speaker 15: not gonna ask. 673 00:36:53,960 --> 00:36:56,720 Speaker 3: Like, imagine if you went into like if a random person, 674 00:36:56,760 --> 00:36:59,759 Speaker 3: if a customer came into your shop right and went 675 00:36:59,800 --> 00:37:02,560 Speaker 3: behind the counter and just started making themselves a salad. 676 00:37:05,760 --> 00:37:07,120 Speaker 3: I mean, that's kind of what you did. 677 00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:09,040 Speaker 16: That's true. 678 00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:11,960 Speaker 15: Yeah, but I mean I don't want to be rude 679 00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:15,480 Speaker 15: and like ask my coworkers like, hey, can you make 680 00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:16,399 Speaker 15: me a salad right now? 681 00:37:17,160 --> 00:37:18,279 Speaker 8: Like I just feel it. 682 00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:20,600 Speaker 3: But is it rude? But if you go into a 683 00:37:20,640 --> 00:37:22,920 Speaker 3: salad store and you ask the person, hey, goold, you 684 00:37:23,040 --> 00:37:25,719 Speaker 3: make me a salad? And if it's rude to do that, 685 00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:28,719 Speaker 3: then what's the point of even having a store in 686 00:37:28,760 --> 00:37:31,680 Speaker 3: the first place. Everyone who's ever ordered a salad at 687 00:37:31,680 --> 00:37:33,600 Speaker 3: that store and had someone made it is rude. 688 00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:35,799 Speaker 16: That's true. 689 00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:36,400 Speaker 17: That's true. 690 00:37:37,120 --> 00:37:39,399 Speaker 3: I mean, look, I would rather you just get paid 691 00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:41,799 Speaker 3: to make yourself a salad because you're a customer, right, 692 00:37:42,280 --> 00:37:44,320 Speaker 3: But when Okay, when you're eating a salad, you're a customer. 693 00:37:44,400 --> 00:37:46,600 Speaker 3: When you're making the salad, you work there. So as 694 00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:49,280 Speaker 3: you're working there, you are making As you make the salad, 695 00:37:49,360 --> 00:37:51,240 Speaker 3: you are working to make a salad for the customer. 696 00:37:51,280 --> 00:37:53,600 Speaker 3: It doesn't matter that the customer is you. That's that's irrelevant. 697 00:37:53,600 --> 00:37:55,839 Speaker 3: You're still making a salad for the customer. You could 698 00:37:55,880 --> 00:37:58,360 Speaker 3: pay for making the sud. A lot of people they 699 00:37:58,400 --> 00:38:01,080 Speaker 3: get employee discounts, but you should go. They should pay 700 00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:03,480 Speaker 3: you to make the salad for yourself. 701 00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:10,120 Speaker 15: You like lost me halfway, but I get it. Yeah, 702 00:38:10,160 --> 00:38:10,600 Speaker 15: I get it. 703 00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:16,120 Speaker 3: It was a pleasure talking to you, so Leste, to. 704 00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:20,440 Speaker 15: You, it went for you, okay. I mean I'm like 705 00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:22,840 Speaker 15: super like Judy right now. So I'm like I'm probably 706 00:38:22,880 --> 00:38:26,480 Speaker 15: studying a little bit, but and like my mind is 707 00:38:26,560 --> 00:38:28,239 Speaker 15: like all over the place right now. 708 00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:29,680 Speaker 3: No, you sound excellent. 709 00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:31,479 Speaker 15: Thank you. 710 00:38:32,840 --> 00:38:36,080 Speaker 3: You sound like a human being. You sound like a 711 00:38:36,160 --> 00:38:40,239 Speaker 3: human being. All right, thank you, absolutely, you have good 712 00:38:40,239 --> 00:38:40,719 Speaker 3: rest of the night. 713 00:38:41,440 --> 00:38:42,360 Speaker 15: Wait, can I say something? 714 00:38:43,360 --> 00:38:43,640 Speaker 3: Sure? 715 00:38:44,719 --> 00:38:47,080 Speaker 2: I really like your show and I like the giggy Doo. 716 00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:50,200 Speaker 15: You're really cool and you're awesome. 717 00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:53,480 Speaker 3: Thank you, Selest. That's very nice. That's the one. No, 718 00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:57,800 Speaker 3: thank you, thank you lest I appreciate that you're you 719 00:38:58,000 --> 00:39:02,480 Speaker 3: have good rest of the night, you too, all right? 720 00:39:02,560 --> 00:39:07,000 Speaker 3: Per stream quick shout out to Celeste seemed like a 721 00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:10,000 Speaker 3: very sweet person. I say seemed like because I don't 722 00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:11,880 Speaker 3: know her that way. I only know. The only information 723 00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:14,440 Speaker 3: I have about Celeste is the information that she revealed 724 00:39:14,480 --> 00:39:17,279 Speaker 3: to me to us in that five minute phone call. 725 00:39:17,800 --> 00:39:19,759 Speaker 3: And I don't like to make qualitative judgments on people, 726 00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:22,840 Speaker 3: good or bad based on a small amount of information. 727 00:39:23,160 --> 00:39:25,920 Speaker 3: That's why I say she seems like a good person. 728 00:39:27,880 --> 00:39:36,720 Speaker 3: And I will say, listen, listen here, people are I 729 00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:40,600 Speaker 3: per stream people are allowed to be nice to me twice? 730 00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:44,040 Speaker 3: I think. I think that's a good ruling. I think 731 00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:48,560 Speaker 3: people again, I appreciate Celeste from the information that I've 732 00:39:48,600 --> 00:39:50,719 Speaker 3: gathered from her, she seems like a nice person. Again, 733 00:39:50,760 --> 00:39:52,319 Speaker 3: won't make a fun of decision unless if I got 734 00:39:52,320 --> 00:39:54,239 Speaker 3: more information, which I probably won't because I don't know 735 00:39:54,239 --> 00:39:58,120 Speaker 3: her in person and she has the right to maintain 736 00:39:58,200 --> 00:40:01,279 Speaker 3: her own privacy. I think people are allowed to be 737 00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:06,520 Speaker 3: nice to me twice. Per scream. Any more than that 738 00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:13,120 Speaker 3: and it's like, you know, who is this guy? Bryon Hagen, 739 00:40:14,719 --> 00:40:15,800 Speaker 3: Bryce and Hagen. 740 00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:18,680 Speaker 11: Yes, Bryon Hagen? 741 00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:19,920 Speaker 13: Is that? 742 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:20,480 Speaker 7: Is that? 743 00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:24,120 Speaker 3: Okay? Is your full name Bryson Hagen? Or is your 744 00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:26,200 Speaker 3: name Bryce? And you're with someone named Hagen? 745 00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:29,359 Speaker 4: Bryon that's my first name? 746 00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:33,840 Speaker 3: Okay? Bryce's Hagen? Is okay? So I'm talking to one person. 747 00:40:34,920 --> 00:40:36,320 Speaker 6: Yeah, you're just talking to one person. 748 00:40:36,760 --> 00:40:38,920 Speaker 3: Am I on the speaker? Am I on speakerphone right now? 749 00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:40,160 Speaker 6: Yeah? 750 00:40:40,640 --> 00:40:42,279 Speaker 3: Could you would you mind taking me off speakerphone? It's 751 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:44,719 Speaker 3: a little bit hard to hear you. 752 00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:45,799 Speaker 11: Can you hear me better now? 753 00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:46,000 Speaker 5: Oh? 754 00:40:46,080 --> 00:40:48,880 Speaker 3: I can hear you wonderfully. What's your full name again? 755 00:40:49,520 --> 00:40:49,960 Speaker 11: Uh? 756 00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:54,920 Speaker 3: Bryson Hagen, Bryce and Hagen? Uh? Can I ask you something? 757 00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:57,080 Speaker 1: Yeah? 758 00:40:57,200 --> 00:40:59,560 Speaker 3: Do you consider yourself to be a generally trusting person? 759 00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:02,080 Speaker 3: Because a lot of people they won't even give me 760 00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:03,960 Speaker 3: Like a lot of people will call in with a 761 00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:06,640 Speaker 3: fake first name because they don't want to reveal their 762 00:41:06,719 --> 00:41:09,840 Speaker 3: real name. But you gave me your real what I 763 00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:13,839 Speaker 3: assume to be funds and last name. 764 00:41:15,200 --> 00:41:15,520 Speaker 1: Trust. 765 00:41:17,840 --> 00:41:22,839 Speaker 3: What do you think has allowed you to be so trusting? Oh? 766 00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:24,759 Speaker 17: I guess the way I was raised. 767 00:41:24,480 --> 00:41:28,320 Speaker 3: Up And how would you describe that way? 768 00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:29,080 Speaker 1: Oh? 769 00:41:29,200 --> 00:41:32,479 Speaker 17: I grew up in a small community, just understanding, knowing 770 00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:34,839 Speaker 17: everyone you know. I don't know stuff like that. 771 00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:37,600 Speaker 3: Do you still live in the small community that you 772 00:41:37,600 --> 00:41:38,040 Speaker 3: grew up in? 773 00:41:39,120 --> 00:41:39,359 Speaker 13: Well? 774 00:41:39,480 --> 00:41:44,680 Speaker 17: Now I go to conversation at A and m oh, 775 00:41:44,680 --> 00:41:46,399 Speaker 17: so you go to a larger university now? 776 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:47,320 Speaker 6: Yes? 777 00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:50,440 Speaker 3: And is this a new thing? Or how long have 778 00:41:50,480 --> 00:41:51,120 Speaker 3: you been in school for? 779 00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:54,000 Speaker 17: I'm actually graduating in two weeks. 780 00:41:54,520 --> 00:41:56,880 Speaker 3: Oh, congratulations? Would graduating with what? 781 00:41:58,440 --> 00:42:01,640 Speaker 17: Bachelor's of Science and range the Hendy College ad Management? 782 00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:06,160 Speaker 3: Beautiful? So after having spent a significant portion of your 783 00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:12,319 Speaker 3: life in a small community and now graduating after having 784 00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:14,840 Speaker 3: spent it also a significant portion of your life, I 785 00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:20,680 Speaker 3: would say four years in a much larger community. What 786 00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:22,319 Speaker 3: would you say is more referable to. 787 00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:24,600 Speaker 6: You a smaller community? 788 00:42:24,640 --> 00:42:24,840 Speaker 7: For me? 789 00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:27,040 Speaker 3: Why is that? 790 00:42:28,840 --> 00:42:32,560 Speaker 17: I like less traffic, pretty easygoing a guy. I like 791 00:42:32,640 --> 00:42:34,920 Speaker 17: to know pretty much everyone I see around town and 792 00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:37,920 Speaker 17: everything because I like to have a conversation. 793 00:42:37,520 --> 00:42:38,360 Speaker 11: With just about anyone. 794 00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:41,640 Speaker 3: You can have a conversation with just about anyone. 795 00:42:41,719 --> 00:42:43,000 Speaker 12: You say, yes. 796 00:42:45,800 --> 00:42:48,200 Speaker 3: Do you often approach strangers on the street or talk 797 00:42:48,239 --> 00:42:50,440 Speaker 3: to people when you're on the bus or in lines 798 00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:53,359 Speaker 3: for things? Or do you keep to yourself a little 799 00:42:53,360 --> 00:42:53,759 Speaker 3: bit both? 800 00:42:53,920 --> 00:42:55,120 Speaker 17: Depending how I feel that day. 801 00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:59,200 Speaker 3: I like that you know that takes a lot of confidence. 802 00:43:00,840 --> 00:43:01,120 Speaker 9: Thank you. 803 00:43:02,480 --> 00:43:03,759 Speaker 3: Where do you do you think? Where do you think 804 00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:07,000 Speaker 3: now that you've graduated? Where do you think you'll move? 805 00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:09,719 Speaker 3: Not you know, location wise, but to a you know, 806 00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:13,319 Speaker 3: a small community or a big community, small community. Well, 807 00:43:13,480 --> 00:43:15,560 Speaker 3: I wish you good luck in doing so. You seem 808 00:43:15,640 --> 00:43:17,759 Speaker 3: like you're going to fit in just well, just fine, 809 00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:21,000 Speaker 3: and not even just fit in, but thrive. 810 00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:23,319 Speaker 6: Thank you, Thank you very much. 811 00:43:23,400 --> 00:43:24,920 Speaker 17: I think you were doing great yourself. 812 00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:27,080 Speaker 3: Thank you. What do you say your name was again? 813 00:43:28,280 --> 00:43:29,000 Speaker 6: Bryce and Hagen? 814 00:43:29,640 --> 00:43:30,920 Speaker 3: Bryce and Hagen, you have a wonder for us of 815 00:43:30,920 --> 00:43:32,399 Speaker 3: the evening. Let me know what your LinkedIn is because 816 00:43:32,400 --> 00:43:35,960 Speaker 3: I want to endorse you on there. Let's find myself 817 00:43:36,040 --> 00:43:41,520 Speaker 3: and endorse you. I love you, Bryson. I'll talk to 818 00:43:41,520 --> 00:43:42,600 Speaker 3: you soon, all. 819 00:43:42,600 --> 00:43:43,239 Speaker 6: Right, Love you too. 820 00:43:47,880 --> 00:43:50,400 Speaker 1: All from Rosie. 821 00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:51,920 Speaker 13: Rosie. 822 00:43:54,360 --> 00:43:55,080 Speaker 7: Hey, what's up? 823 00:43:56,360 --> 00:43:56,799 Speaker 3: How are you. 824 00:43:59,280 --> 00:43:59,680 Speaker 13: All right? 825 00:43:59,840 --> 00:44:00,320 Speaker 9: How are you? 826 00:44:02,920 --> 00:44:03,359 Speaker 3: I'm all right? 827 00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:03,799 Speaker 14: How are you. 828 00:44:05,760 --> 00:44:06,279 Speaker 9: Pretty good? 829 00:44:06,360 --> 00:44:06,759 Speaker 2: How are you? 830 00:44:08,120 --> 00:44:10,239 Speaker 3: I'm doing all right? How are you? 831 00:44:12,160 --> 00:44:13,440 Speaker 9: You know what now I'm not all right? 832 00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:15,359 Speaker 3: Why are you not all right? 833 00:44:16,880 --> 00:44:17,239 Speaker 4: I don't know. 834 00:44:17,440 --> 00:44:20,800 Speaker 7: Something just changed in the last like second, you know, 835 00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:23,279 Speaker 7: I went from all right now I'm not all right? 836 00:44:23,880 --> 00:44:24,560 Speaker 3: Tell me about that. 837 00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:29,560 Speaker 13: I don't know what do you what do you? 838 00:44:30,600 --> 00:44:30,920 Speaker 14: All right? 839 00:44:30,920 --> 00:44:33,080 Speaker 3: I know you don't know what happens. You might not 840 00:44:33,200 --> 00:44:35,239 Speaker 3: even have an idea of what happened. But I mean, 841 00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:41,480 Speaker 3: give us your best give me your best hypothesis, conspiracy, 842 00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:45,319 Speaker 3: your best idea of what might have happened to change 843 00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:46,560 Speaker 3: your mood so rapidly like this. 844 00:44:49,120 --> 00:44:54,240 Speaker 7: I mean, maybe like I intersected with like a parallel 845 00:44:54,360 --> 00:44:58,120 Speaker 7: universe where I wasn't all right, and maybe it was 846 00:44:58,239 --> 00:45:01,920 Speaker 7: just like the two merging at that time. I don't know. 847 00:45:02,120 --> 00:45:06,640 Speaker 3: Maybe, all right, hold on to this this parallel al right, 848 00:45:06,719 --> 00:45:08,880 Speaker 3: So you believe that at the beginning of this call, 849 00:45:08,960 --> 00:45:10,640 Speaker 3: you were existing in the universe in which you felt 850 00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:14,719 Speaker 3: all right, and then you sort of crashed intersected with 851 00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:17,440 Speaker 3: a universe in which you weren't feeling all right, and 852 00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:19,640 Speaker 3: that caused you to feel less al right? Am I correct? 853 00:45:21,160 --> 00:45:22,120 Speaker 9: Yeah, that's probably it. 854 00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:23,000 Speaker 11: I mean, that's all. 855 00:45:23,040 --> 00:45:27,279 Speaker 3: I hold that real quick. In this parallel universe that 856 00:45:27,400 --> 00:45:30,919 Speaker 3: we crashed into, in which we know you don't feel 857 00:45:30,920 --> 00:45:36,480 Speaker 3: all right? Is there anything else different about the universe 858 00:45:37,800 --> 00:45:41,000 Speaker 3: or is it identical to the one we started in 859 00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:44,520 Speaker 3: except for the fact that you feel less alright at 860 00:45:44,600 --> 00:45:50,399 Speaker 3: this very moment, the like or is the universe where 861 00:45:50,400 --> 00:45:53,880 Speaker 3: you feel right? Or do we all have little tentacles 862 00:45:53,920 --> 00:45:56,000 Speaker 3: on our legs instead of legs? 863 00:45:56,160 --> 00:45:56,320 Speaker 8: Like what? 864 00:45:56,800 --> 00:45:56,960 Speaker 6: You know? 865 00:45:57,120 --> 00:45:57,920 Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying here? 866 00:45:59,120 --> 00:46:00,840 Speaker 15: Yeah, like and I'm I mean, I'm looking around my 867 00:46:00,960 --> 00:46:03,960 Speaker 15: room some lane in bed, and you know, everything was normal. 868 00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:08,640 Speaker 7: But I mean I could very well walk outside like 869 00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:10,080 Speaker 7: everything's on fire right now. 870 00:46:10,160 --> 00:46:10,560 Speaker 2: I don't know. 871 00:46:10,920 --> 00:46:13,400 Speaker 7: I mean, we just don't know right now. 872 00:46:13,920 --> 00:46:15,560 Speaker 3: Do you hope everything is not on fire? 873 00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:17,000 Speaker 18: Yeah? 874 00:46:17,120 --> 00:46:19,439 Speaker 7: I don't think i'd want anything to be on fire. 875 00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:21,560 Speaker 7: I think that probably wouldn't be a good time. 876 00:46:22,160 --> 00:46:24,480 Speaker 3: That's good. That's a sign of mental stability. I believe 877 00:46:24,560 --> 00:46:27,719 Speaker 3: to not to be at peace with things not being 878 00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:28,279 Speaker 3: on fire. 879 00:46:29,520 --> 00:46:32,080 Speaker 7: Oh my god, I am not mentally stable in any way, 880 00:46:32,200 --> 00:46:34,440 Speaker 7: shape or form. But thanks thanks for giving me, you know, 881 00:46:34,600 --> 00:46:35,919 Speaker 7: some positive reinforcements. 882 00:46:36,840 --> 00:46:39,520 Speaker 3: Well, I mean, you know, I was, you know, making 883 00:46:39,560 --> 00:46:41,800 Speaker 3: any statement on your personal mental stability. I was just 884 00:46:41,840 --> 00:46:45,560 Speaker 3: saying objectively, I believe that it Maybe it's not a 885 00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:50,239 Speaker 3: sign of mental stability, but it's it is a sign 886 00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:55,080 Speaker 3: of mental instability. If someone were to be obsessed with 887 00:46:55,239 --> 00:46:58,160 Speaker 3: lighting things on fire, would you agree with that? 888 00:46:58,400 --> 00:46:58,600 Speaker 13: Yeah? 889 00:46:58,920 --> 00:47:02,759 Speaker 3: I would obsession is not present in you, which is 890 00:47:02,800 --> 00:47:06,799 Speaker 3: a point, not necessarily point towards mental stability, but it's 891 00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:09,279 Speaker 3: not a point for mental instability. 892 00:47:11,239 --> 00:47:11,439 Speaker 1: Yeah. 893 00:47:11,520 --> 00:47:13,800 Speaker 7: Yeah, I'm picking up what you're saying. You know, I'd 894 00:47:13,840 --> 00:47:15,000 Speaker 7: say i'd agree with all that. 895 00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:21,480 Speaker 9: Are you there? Yes? 896 00:47:22,680 --> 00:47:28,280 Speaker 7: Oh okay, So gek, what did you eat today? 897 00:47:28,880 --> 00:47:29,759 Speaker 3: What did you eat today? 898 00:47:31,440 --> 00:47:32,280 Speaker 9: I had Chipotle? 899 00:47:33,560 --> 00:47:34,719 Speaker 3: Oh what exactly did you have? 900 00:47:36,280 --> 00:47:41,719 Speaker 7: I had white rice and black beans, and then I 901 00:47:41,880 --> 00:47:46,080 Speaker 7: got chicken mm hm and then I put stuff on 902 00:47:46,200 --> 00:47:46,480 Speaker 7: it and. 903 00:47:46,560 --> 00:47:47,000 Speaker 13: It was good. 904 00:47:47,680 --> 00:47:50,080 Speaker 3: Well, okay, you just you just completely skipped. I mean, 905 00:47:50,320 --> 00:47:51,200 Speaker 3: you know, don't don't. 906 00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:54,279 Speaker 7: Tell Okay, So then then I put okay, so then 907 00:47:54,280 --> 00:47:58,280 Speaker 7: I put the the mild salsa, and then the green salsa, 908 00:47:59,040 --> 00:48:01,200 Speaker 7: sour cream, cheese, is guacamole, lettuce. 909 00:48:02,680 --> 00:48:05,399 Speaker 3: Wow, I'm she's maybe so fucking hungry just now. 910 00:48:06,680 --> 00:48:07,680 Speaker 4: I know. It was pretty good. 911 00:48:07,800 --> 00:48:10,880 Speaker 7: It was like my first like oh, it was like 912 00:48:10,960 --> 00:48:13,880 Speaker 7: my first real meal in like three days because I 913 00:48:13,960 --> 00:48:14,879 Speaker 7: was on like a road trip. 914 00:48:16,160 --> 00:48:17,040 Speaker 9: I was on a road trip. 915 00:48:18,719 --> 00:48:21,120 Speaker 7: Uh, Hot Springs, Arkansas. 916 00:48:22,920 --> 00:48:23,400 Speaker 3: How was that? 917 00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:27,239 Speaker 7: It was underwhelming? 918 00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:31,200 Speaker 3: Under Why do you say underwhelming? 919 00:48:32,400 --> 00:48:33,880 Speaker 15: Well, I have like this. 920 00:48:35,480 --> 00:48:38,080 Speaker 7: Thing where I want to see every national park in 921 00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:41,920 Speaker 7: the United States before I die. So yeah, so I 922 00:48:42,000 --> 00:48:43,239 Speaker 7: was just like, well, I'm gonna go to like Hot 923 00:48:43,280 --> 00:48:45,839 Speaker 7: Springs National Park, and it was it was pretty lame, 924 00:48:46,280 --> 00:48:49,319 Speaker 7: like it was probably like the lamest national park I've 925 00:48:49,320 --> 00:48:53,720 Speaker 7: been to. And then it was just like it was Arkansas, 926 00:48:53,800 --> 00:48:57,080 Speaker 7: so all the people were weird, like did you. 927 00:48:59,719 --> 00:49:00,520 Speaker 11: Oh, oh my god. 928 00:49:00,680 --> 00:49:00,879 Speaker 2: Yeah. 929 00:49:01,040 --> 00:49:07,440 Speaker 7: Like I was driving back. I live in Tennessee and 930 00:49:07,480 --> 00:49:10,400 Speaker 7: I was driving back and I was just on this 931 00:49:10,600 --> 00:49:14,960 Speaker 7: like flat stretch of highway in the middle of nowhere, Arkansas, 932 00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:17,440 Speaker 7: and I pulled over to a Love's truck stop, okay, 933 00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:20,200 Speaker 7: like cause those are usually really safe, Like I don't 934 00:49:20,200 --> 00:49:22,320 Speaker 7: want to go to like Bob Gas station in the 935 00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:24,759 Speaker 7: middle of Arkansas because I'm like a girl traveling by. 936 00:49:24,760 --> 00:49:26,560 Speaker 9: Myself, you know, I don't want to get stabbed or 937 00:49:26,640 --> 00:49:27,400 Speaker 9: you know anything. 938 00:49:28,560 --> 00:49:31,759 Speaker 7: So then I go into this Love's truck stop and 939 00:49:31,840 --> 00:49:34,279 Speaker 7: there's this lady in the bathroom who just starts like 940 00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:39,880 Speaker 7: telling me about how she like lost two hundred pounds 941 00:49:40,800 --> 00:49:44,719 Speaker 7: by like accepting Jesus and taking a bunch of like dolcalacs, 942 00:49:44,760 --> 00:49:49,800 Speaker 7: which is like a laxative. And then like she followed 943 00:49:49,840 --> 00:49:52,800 Speaker 7: me around the truck stop like showing me before and 944 00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:55,800 Speaker 7: after pictures of her weight loss, and it was like 945 00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:57,839 Speaker 7: it was like freaking me out. Like I like went 946 00:49:57,920 --> 00:50:02,359 Speaker 7: back to my car and like what the fuck, Wow, 947 00:50:02,440 --> 00:50:02,960 Speaker 7: that's awesome. 948 00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:05,120 Speaker 6: Yeah it was. 949 00:50:05,960 --> 00:50:08,400 Speaker 3: Did you get her phone number afterwards? No? 950 00:50:09,040 --> 00:50:12,120 Speaker 15: I didn't want any communication with her afterwards. Like it 951 00:50:12,200 --> 00:50:14,799 Speaker 15: was weird because she like approached me in the bathroom 952 00:50:16,280 --> 00:50:16,719 Speaker 15: and was. 953 00:50:16,800 --> 00:50:21,920 Speaker 7: Like telling me about like Jesus. I'm like, okay, well 954 00:50:22,000 --> 00:50:24,759 Speaker 7: this is like Arkansas, so I can expect that. And 955 00:50:24,800 --> 00:50:26,960 Speaker 7: then she started telling me about like weight loss, and 956 00:50:27,040 --> 00:50:29,800 Speaker 7: I was trying to like weave the bathroom, but she 957 00:50:29,880 --> 00:50:32,719 Speaker 7: kept on, like you know, saying like but weight. 958 00:50:33,360 --> 00:50:33,840 Speaker 13: And then. 959 00:50:35,200 --> 00:50:36,719 Speaker 7: Then as I like walked out and I was like 960 00:50:36,760 --> 00:50:39,560 Speaker 7: looking at the drinks, she like came up behind me. 961 00:50:40,880 --> 00:50:44,480 Speaker 3: How exactly did she lose weight with Jesus? I mean 962 00:50:44,480 --> 00:50:48,320 Speaker 3: two hundred pounds? No, Jesus was that strong? 963 00:50:49,760 --> 00:50:50,840 Speaker 15: No, it wasn't Jesus. 964 00:50:50,920 --> 00:50:54,280 Speaker 7: It was the dolcalax, which is like a laxative. Basically 965 00:50:54,440 --> 00:50:57,560 Speaker 7: every after school special in like the nineties said like 966 00:50:57,680 --> 00:51:00,440 Speaker 7: don't lose weight with laxatives, and that's exactly what this 967 00:51:00,520 --> 00:51:01,000 Speaker 7: woman did. 968 00:51:01,239 --> 00:51:05,200 Speaker 16: Like, well, shed and Jesus and Jesus. 969 00:51:05,280 --> 00:51:09,239 Speaker 7: I think like Jesus gave her the inspiration through the 970 00:51:09,600 --> 00:51:12,319 Speaker 7: laxatives or maybe the systems to take them. 971 00:51:12,480 --> 00:51:13,440 Speaker 15: I have no clue. 972 00:51:13,920 --> 00:51:16,480 Speaker 3: She didn't lose weight from the last She didn't lose 973 00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:18,919 Speaker 3: away from from Jesus and the laxatives. She lost away 974 00:51:18,920 --> 00:51:21,280 Speaker 3: from the laxatives. But it was Jesus's idea. 975 00:51:22,920 --> 00:51:24,800 Speaker 7: I mean, she told me her doctor told her to 976 00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:29,560 Speaker 7: do it, so maybe like Jesus like got her through it. 977 00:51:29,680 --> 00:51:32,279 Speaker 7: Because I'm assuming if you're taking a bunch of laxatives, 978 00:51:33,080 --> 00:51:33,480 Speaker 7: that's just. 979 00:51:33,520 --> 00:51:34,440 Speaker 15: Going to be god awful. 980 00:51:35,680 --> 00:51:38,799 Speaker 3: Okay, her doctor told her to take a bunch of laxatives. 981 00:51:39,280 --> 00:51:43,160 Speaker 3: It gave her a lot of physical pain, and she 982 00:51:43,360 --> 00:51:46,439 Speaker 3: was able to bear the physical pain because she had, 983 00:51:47,320 --> 00:51:49,240 Speaker 3: uh the aid of Jesus. 984 00:51:51,040 --> 00:51:53,200 Speaker 7: I am assuming. I mean that's how I. 985 00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:55,840 Speaker 3: Pep are you do you? You didn't get her phone number, 986 00:51:55,920 --> 00:52:01,000 Speaker 3: her snapchat? No? No, no, no, no, okay, because I 987 00:52:01,280 --> 00:52:02,720 Speaker 3: kind of want to ask her these questions. 988 00:52:04,120 --> 00:52:07,279 Speaker 7: See, I was just like more, I don't know, I 989 00:52:07,320 --> 00:52:11,000 Speaker 7: don't like in the moment, like looking back, I probably 990 00:52:11,040 --> 00:52:14,640 Speaker 7: should have said like something like that, you know, got 991 00:52:14,760 --> 00:52:17,960 Speaker 7: some kind of contact information, just like like what the hell, 992 00:52:18,040 --> 00:52:21,080 Speaker 7: But in the moment, I was just like what Like, 993 00:52:21,520 --> 00:52:23,920 Speaker 7: I just didn't. I didn't know how to react to that. 994 00:52:24,080 --> 00:52:24,680 Speaker 1: To be honest. 995 00:52:26,080 --> 00:52:30,200 Speaker 3: Wow, I'm very amazed that I somehow convinced you in 996 00:52:30,480 --> 00:52:34,000 Speaker 3: like I've somehow convinced you in your sort of I've 997 00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:37,080 Speaker 3: somehow been able to have you revised your history of 998 00:52:37,160 --> 00:52:41,480 Speaker 3: this situation from that girl. That lady was weird too. 999 00:52:41,719 --> 00:52:43,879 Speaker 3: You know, maybe I should have gotten her phone number. 1000 00:52:45,480 --> 00:52:46,640 Speaker 15: No, I mean she's still weird. 1001 00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:50,600 Speaker 3: That's the arc. That's the arc of this call. Is 1002 00:52:51,040 --> 00:52:56,839 Speaker 3: you know, you've recontextualized the situation and and maybe now 1003 00:52:56,920 --> 00:53:01,920 Speaker 3: instead of disgusted, you maybe feel a sense of regret. 1004 00:53:05,600 --> 00:53:09,480 Speaker 7: I'd say no, because, I mean, things work out the 1005 00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:12,279 Speaker 7: way they work out. You shouldn't really regret shit. I 1006 00:53:12,400 --> 00:53:13,640 Speaker 7: try not to regret stuff. 1007 00:53:16,440 --> 00:53:17,600 Speaker 3: Damn. So this wasn't an ARC. 1008 00:53:19,120 --> 00:53:20,080 Speaker 7: No, I don't think it was. 1009 00:53:22,840 --> 00:53:23,279 Speaker 16: What did you say? 1010 00:53:23,280 --> 00:53:23,680 Speaker 3: Your name was? 1011 00:53:25,600 --> 00:53:25,640 Speaker 1: What? 1012 00:53:27,280 --> 00:53:27,440 Speaker 6: Oh? 1013 00:53:27,520 --> 00:53:28,480 Speaker 11: My name is Rosie. 1014 00:53:29,600 --> 00:53:30,920 Speaker 3: Well, thank you so much for sharing the story with 1015 00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:31,440 Speaker 3: this Rosie. 1016 00:53:32,880 --> 00:53:33,680 Speaker 7: It was my pleasure. 1017 00:53:34,280 --> 00:53:35,319 Speaker 3: You have a wonder for us to the name. 1018 00:53:36,680 --> 00:53:37,640 Speaker 7: Thanks gag you two. 1019 00:53:40,360 --> 00:53:51,000 Speaker 3: I yeah, I think it was an arc. No, you 1020 00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:53,239 Speaker 3: know what, it wasn't arc. It wasn't arc because when 1021 00:53:53,400 --> 00:53:57,600 Speaker 3: she said when she said when she initially said in 1022 00:53:57,920 --> 00:54:00,520 Speaker 3: our conversation just now, when she said, you know, maybe 1023 00:54:00,560 --> 00:54:01,960 Speaker 3: I should maybe, thinking back on it, I should have 1024 00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:04,560 Speaker 3: gotten her number. She was being genuine, she was being genuine. 1025 00:54:04,560 --> 00:54:07,080 Speaker 3: She was not being funny. She's being genuine. She was 1026 00:54:07,160 --> 00:54:11,920 Speaker 3: being genuine. And then I brought it up that she 1027 00:54:12,040 --> 00:54:14,360 Speaker 3: was being genuine and she took it back, but she 1028 00:54:14,400 --> 00:54:15,640 Speaker 3: almost took it back because I brought it up. 1029 00:54:15,800 --> 00:54:17,680 Speaker 8: That was an arc. 1030 00:54:18,960 --> 00:54:24,719 Speaker 18: Matthew, Matthew, Hello. 1031 00:54:26,000 --> 00:54:28,160 Speaker 12: Hey, how you doing. 1032 00:54:29,239 --> 00:54:30,400 Speaker 3: I'm a gecko on the computer. 1033 00:54:32,160 --> 00:54:33,359 Speaker 6: That sounds like a life man. 1034 00:54:35,440 --> 00:54:39,040 Speaker 3: It's nice. I'm enjoying it right now. 1035 00:54:41,480 --> 00:54:42,759 Speaker 4: Well, I've been enjoying watching you. 1036 00:54:43,800 --> 00:54:46,520 Speaker 3: Present moment is really all we have, exactly. 1037 00:54:46,719 --> 00:54:49,920 Speaker 18: We got to live in the now because that's all 1038 00:54:49,960 --> 00:54:53,400 Speaker 18: we that's all that exists, you. 1039 00:54:53,400 --> 00:54:54,839 Speaker 3: Know what I mean, even living and people could say, 1040 00:54:54,880 --> 00:54:56,240 Speaker 3: you know, okay, well you can count in the past 1041 00:54:56,360 --> 00:54:58,360 Speaker 3: even more than the present may because the past already happened. 1042 00:54:58,360 --> 00:55:00,839 Speaker 3: But I think, you know, when I look at the past, 1043 00:55:00,960 --> 00:55:03,200 Speaker 3: I can never look at it with the emotions that 1044 00:55:03,239 --> 00:55:04,719 Speaker 3: I actually had at the time. You always look at 1045 00:55:04,719 --> 00:55:07,360 Speaker 3: it as, you know, more fondly than maybe it actually was. 1046 00:55:08,200 --> 00:55:10,040 Speaker 3: So I can't trust the past. But I can always 1047 00:55:10,040 --> 00:55:11,719 Speaker 3: trust the present because it's right there. 1048 00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:15,600 Speaker 18: You can always trust what's right in front of you. 1049 00:55:15,680 --> 00:55:18,040 Speaker 18: I mean, the brain lies to us about our memories anyway. 1050 00:55:18,080 --> 00:55:20,759 Speaker 18: We always misremember them, and every time you remember him, 1051 00:55:20,760 --> 00:55:22,759 Speaker 18: you're remembering a remembrance of remembering it. 1052 00:55:23,960 --> 00:55:25,200 Speaker 3: Hey, what's in front of you right now? 1053 00:55:26,640 --> 00:55:27,040 Speaker 13: My dog? 1054 00:55:28,040 --> 00:55:28,640 Speaker 3: What kind of dog? 1055 00:55:29,960 --> 00:55:31,560 Speaker 18: I don't really know the breed. He's just like a 1056 00:55:31,640 --> 00:55:34,160 Speaker 18: tiny little rat dog. He weighs like ten pounds. 1057 00:55:36,920 --> 00:55:37,799 Speaker 12: He's a good one, though. 1058 00:55:38,440 --> 00:55:41,080 Speaker 3: Oh yeah, what's you love about him? 1059 00:55:42,880 --> 00:55:44,799 Speaker 18: He always gets excited when you come home. 1060 00:55:47,080 --> 00:55:48,960 Speaker 3: Does that feel nice having someone to get excited for 1061 00:55:49,040 --> 00:55:50,240 Speaker 3: you for your problem? 1062 00:55:50,360 --> 00:55:50,560 Speaker 14: Yeah? 1063 00:55:51,800 --> 00:55:55,520 Speaker 18: Dogs, cats just like they're very grateful fear existence. You 1064 00:55:55,560 --> 00:55:56,680 Speaker 18: can see it when they look at you. 1065 00:55:59,080 --> 00:56:02,200 Speaker 3: It's easy to love animals because they're pure. You know, 1066 00:56:02,400 --> 00:56:03,920 Speaker 3: they're not like Machavellian or anything. 1067 00:56:03,920 --> 00:56:04,200 Speaker 14: They're not. 1068 00:56:05,360 --> 00:56:07,800 Speaker 3: They'll never trick you. 1069 00:56:09,280 --> 00:56:11,560 Speaker 18: They have no ulterior motives, you know, they don't think. 1070 00:56:12,160 --> 00:56:14,640 Speaker 18: They don't they're not conditioned by the outside world. They 1071 00:56:14,760 --> 00:56:17,279 Speaker 18: just know that here and now that's all they focus on. 1072 00:56:18,200 --> 00:56:21,480 Speaker 3: Matthew, Yeah, what are thoughts? 1073 00:56:25,200 --> 00:56:26,200 Speaker 12: What are thoughts? 1074 00:56:27,520 --> 00:56:32,400 Speaker 18: Thoughts can be akin to spells, Like you have a 1075 00:56:32,520 --> 00:56:35,520 Speaker 18: thought and then suddenly you're compelled to do something. It's 1076 00:56:35,600 --> 00:56:37,800 Speaker 18: kind of like words too, words or spells, Like I 1077 00:56:37,880 --> 00:56:41,240 Speaker 18: could I could describe a purple penguin wearing aviator shades, 1078 00:56:41,280 --> 00:56:45,560 Speaker 18: and suddenly somebody who hears me say that is imagining. 1079 00:56:45,080 --> 00:56:47,279 Speaker 10: That, Like I just cast a spell on him. 1080 00:56:48,160 --> 00:56:54,480 Speaker 3: Yes, if I start describing a dog riding a skateboard 1081 00:56:54,800 --> 00:56:57,439 Speaker 3: and whoever's listening to it it pictures a dog riding 1082 00:56:57,520 --> 00:57:00,720 Speaker 3: a skateboard, they are under my spell. Cast a spell 1083 00:57:00,800 --> 00:57:01,320 Speaker 3: on their brain. 1084 00:57:03,239 --> 00:57:04,920 Speaker 6: I mean in the brain's just the computer, so you 1085 00:57:05,000 --> 00:57:05,800 Speaker 6: could write code. 1086 00:57:06,640 --> 00:57:07,799 Speaker 12: You can look at it that way too. 1087 00:57:08,840 --> 00:57:12,239 Speaker 3: M So like if I so, okay with the dog 1088 00:57:12,320 --> 00:57:13,960 Speaker 3: on a skateboard thing. If I start talking about a 1089 00:57:14,040 --> 00:57:17,280 Speaker 3: dog on a skateboard and then someone imagines in their brain, 1090 00:57:17,560 --> 00:57:20,640 Speaker 3: I've I've written code that is programmed into their brain, 1091 00:57:20,680 --> 00:57:21,400 Speaker 3: that's probably not right. 1092 00:57:23,240 --> 00:57:25,840 Speaker 18: Well, you've spoken a code that's been programmed into their brain. 1093 00:57:25,880 --> 00:57:28,240 Speaker 18: It's kind of like, you know, like being conditioned by 1094 00:57:28,280 --> 00:57:30,200 Speaker 18: the world around you. If you walk around every day 1095 00:57:30,240 --> 00:57:33,560 Speaker 18: thinking that, oh, this world's shit, I'm shit, this is shit, 1096 00:57:33,680 --> 00:57:35,480 Speaker 18: and everything you see is going to be shit. But 1097 00:57:35,520 --> 00:57:37,840 Speaker 18: if you walk around being like this is full of love, 1098 00:57:37,960 --> 00:57:40,720 Speaker 18: that's full of life. You're gonna witness it a lot more, 1099 00:57:40,800 --> 00:57:43,120 Speaker 18: and you're programming your brain to see the good and 1100 00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:43,760 Speaker 18: not the bad. 1101 00:57:45,240 --> 00:57:49,560 Speaker 3: To anyone listening to this, if you have ever had 1102 00:57:49,600 --> 00:57:51,840 Speaker 3: a thought, or if you have the capacity to have thoughts, 1103 00:57:51,880 --> 00:57:53,680 Speaker 3: if you have the capacity to speak words, that makes 1104 00:57:53,760 --> 00:58:00,120 Speaker 3: you a wizard. Thank you for having this conversation with math. 1105 00:58:00,200 --> 00:58:01,120 Speaker 3: You have a wonder for us to night. 1106 00:58:01,760 --> 00:58:02,400 Speaker 6: You do the same. 1107 00:58:06,880 --> 00:58:08,600 Speaker 10: All from Kevin. 1108 00:58:10,760 --> 00:58:14,240 Speaker 6: Kevin, Wow, no way. 1109 00:58:15,080 --> 00:58:17,280 Speaker 3: Oh it wasn't by the way, real quickly, the caller 1110 00:58:17,320 --> 00:58:19,840 Speaker 3: who I said, whose name was not the caller the 1111 00:58:19,880 --> 00:58:23,520 Speaker 3: Reddit commentator whose name I said was Kitlyn has cats incorrect. 1112 00:58:23,640 --> 00:58:27,160 Speaker 3: Her name was actually Kitlyn has Rabbits. Was it that important? 1113 00:58:27,480 --> 00:58:34,000 Speaker 3: Not really, but I said it indeed, What do you 1114 00:58:34,040 --> 00:58:34,520 Speaker 3: think about that? 1115 00:58:37,200 --> 00:58:37,320 Speaker 17: Uh? 1116 00:58:37,560 --> 00:58:40,240 Speaker 6: You know, I totally forgot about anything you said on 1117 00:58:40,320 --> 00:58:42,520 Speaker 6: Reddit chat because I hang out on the twitch chat. 1118 00:58:42,760 --> 00:58:45,640 Speaker 6: But uh, oh yeah it clarification, man. 1119 00:58:46,440 --> 00:58:48,960 Speaker 3: I think that's fair. You know what an important You know, 1120 00:58:49,040 --> 00:58:55,880 Speaker 3: what I learned is an important part of interacting with 1121 00:58:55,960 --> 00:58:58,560 Speaker 3: other people I believe is you have to be able 1122 00:58:58,600 --> 00:59:01,480 Speaker 3: to you have to be able to slide in and 1123 00:59:02,240 --> 00:59:05,320 Speaker 3: this is like an advanced conversationalist skill that I'm trying 1124 00:59:05,360 --> 00:59:07,960 Speaker 3: to get better at myself is sliding into other people's 1125 00:59:08,000 --> 00:59:11,000 Speaker 3: contexts even when you have nothing to do with them 1126 00:59:11,080 --> 00:59:13,640 Speaker 3: or you don't understand them. Like just now me talking 1127 00:59:13,680 --> 00:59:16,400 Speaker 3: about this stupid Reddit thing that you don't you have 1128 00:59:16,560 --> 00:59:19,680 Speaker 3: no idea what I'm talking about. If you found a 1129 00:59:19,760 --> 00:59:23,840 Speaker 3: way to, like, you know, get like get into my context, 1130 00:59:24,040 --> 00:59:26,880 Speaker 3: like you know, like oh what reddit thing? Or like 1131 00:59:27,040 --> 00:59:30,680 Speaker 3: you know, oh, really, like I don't know whatever you 1132 00:59:30,720 --> 00:59:34,200 Speaker 3: could do to get yourself in there, even though you don't. 1133 00:59:35,760 --> 00:59:37,240 Speaker 6: Have a personal investment in it. 1134 00:59:37,920 --> 00:59:39,680 Speaker 3: Yes, even though you don't have a personal investment or 1135 00:59:39,720 --> 00:59:42,080 Speaker 3: you don't even know what's going on, you put yourself 1136 00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:47,280 Speaker 3: in there. I was once in a group of people. 1137 00:59:47,480 --> 00:59:49,200 Speaker 3: I was in a group of four people, and two 1138 00:59:49,320 --> 00:59:55,600 Speaker 3: people of the four we're talking about memories from their 1139 00:59:55,640 --> 00:59:57,240 Speaker 3: high school because the two people went to high school. 1140 00:59:57,240 --> 00:59:59,920 Speaker 3: And then the third person, not me, was doing a 1141 01:00:00,120 --> 01:00:03,640 Speaker 3: really good job at being a part of these two 1142 01:00:03,720 --> 01:00:06,080 Speaker 3: highs of this high school conversation even though she had 1143 01:00:06,120 --> 01:00:08,240 Speaker 3: no idea what the hell they were talking about. I 1144 01:00:08,280 --> 01:00:09,800 Speaker 3: was amazed. I can't recreat it for you. 1145 01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:12,880 Speaker 6: That is no, no, no, I feel that that's an 1146 01:00:12,960 --> 01:00:17,400 Speaker 6: impressive skill to be able to jump into, as you said, 1147 01:00:17,560 --> 01:00:20,480 Speaker 6: like a foreign context. I might just be able to 1148 01:00:21,800 --> 01:00:23,680 Speaker 6: conversationally operate in there. 1149 01:00:24,320 --> 01:00:27,480 Speaker 3: M M, it is, it's it's exactly. It's a skill 1150 01:00:27,880 --> 01:00:30,040 Speaker 3: and I'm not very good at it. I've seen people 1151 01:00:30,040 --> 01:00:31,600 Speaker 3: who are very good at it, and you know, you 1152 01:00:31,680 --> 01:00:33,760 Speaker 3: did it really well. Just now you yes ended me. 1153 01:00:33,840 --> 01:00:35,160 Speaker 3: I could tell that you were paying attention to what 1154 01:00:35,160 --> 01:00:37,160 Speaker 3: I was saying, could tell it you. I feel validated, 1155 01:00:37,240 --> 01:00:39,720 Speaker 3: I'm more I'm I'm more inclined to want to talk 1156 01:00:39,760 --> 01:00:44,720 Speaker 3: more to you because because you you you, you showed 1157 01:00:45,440 --> 01:00:47,360 Speaker 3: that you understood what I was trying to say and 1158 01:00:47,440 --> 01:00:48,720 Speaker 3: what I was trying to say. It was hard for 1159 01:00:48,800 --> 01:00:51,840 Speaker 3: me to to to take precause. 1160 01:00:51,760 --> 01:00:55,880 Speaker 6: You know, but anyway, I know, I feel you. I 1161 01:00:56,000 --> 01:00:59,120 Speaker 6: really think conversation is really just like a series of 1162 01:00:59,760 --> 01:01:03,919 Speaker 6: yes sanding each other, like in just some weird long 1163 01:01:04,160 --> 01:01:07,560 Speaker 6: string of a string shit, you know, Like I feel 1164 01:01:07,600 --> 01:01:11,280 Speaker 6: like some of the best times I've had, like making 1165 01:01:11,440 --> 01:01:13,920 Speaker 6: new friends, just having a couple of drinks and just 1166 01:01:14,840 --> 01:01:18,800 Speaker 6: spiraling down a rabbit hole of the yes ending conversation 1167 01:01:19,080 --> 01:01:21,439 Speaker 6: over you know, of course for a couple hours. It's great. 1168 01:01:22,360 --> 01:01:26,160 Speaker 3: Absolutely, I love the yes yes. You know, life is 1169 01:01:26,200 --> 01:01:29,080 Speaker 3: improv and when you're not yes ending each other, what 1170 01:01:29,160 --> 01:01:31,600 Speaker 3: do you do? You just just two people. There's nothing 1171 01:01:31,720 --> 01:01:36,800 Speaker 3: sadder than two people having their own conversation with each other, 1172 01:01:37,640 --> 01:01:41,000 Speaker 3: not off, just saying, waiting their turn to say the 1173 01:01:41,080 --> 01:01:43,480 Speaker 3: thing that they're going to say exactly. 1174 01:01:43,760 --> 01:01:47,280 Speaker 6: And it's funny like, well, I'm actually doing that precise 1175 01:01:48,040 --> 01:01:50,760 Speaker 6: right now. But I mean, hey, calling into a show 1176 01:01:50,920 --> 01:01:57,400 Speaker 6: therapy Gecko. I study psychology, and like many people who 1177 01:01:57,480 --> 01:02:00,200 Speaker 6: do study psychology and university, we've gone to a lot 1178 01:02:00,240 --> 01:02:04,080 Speaker 6: of therapy and all that. But you know, active listening really, 1179 01:02:04,240 --> 01:02:06,400 Speaker 6: you know, not just like waiting your turn to speak, 1180 01:02:06,520 --> 01:02:10,760 Speaker 6: but like truly listening to what someone saying and like 1181 01:02:11,480 --> 01:02:14,000 Speaker 6: digesting that information super important. 1182 01:02:15,920 --> 01:02:21,400 Speaker 3: You know, It's difficult because why do people Because people 1183 01:02:21,440 --> 01:02:25,880 Speaker 3: are afraid that when the queue comes up for them 1184 01:02:26,840 --> 01:02:29,320 Speaker 3: to begin talking, when the person they're listening to is 1185 01:02:29,360 --> 01:02:32,520 Speaker 3: done talking, there's a queue for them to start talking, 1186 01:02:32,720 --> 01:02:36,400 Speaker 3: and they're so afraid of that queue that they're preparing 1187 01:02:36,440 --> 01:02:38,760 Speaker 3: what they're going to say, and they while they're busy preparing, 1188 01:02:38,800 --> 01:02:42,560 Speaker 3: they miss out by what the person actually saying. But 1189 01:02:42,640 --> 01:02:46,520 Speaker 3: then I find I find if I just focus on 1190 01:02:46,640 --> 01:02:48,640 Speaker 3: what the other person is saying. Then by the time 1191 01:02:48,720 --> 01:02:50,800 Speaker 3: that Q comes up, I'm prepared because I have the 1192 01:02:50,840 --> 01:02:54,920 Speaker 3: information I need to prepare. You're prepared by listening. 1193 01:02:55,520 --> 01:02:58,200 Speaker 6: You're following along for the ride, and all you gotta 1194 01:02:58,240 --> 01:03:01,120 Speaker 6: do is it's like, fuck, I don't know, it's like 1195 01:03:01,160 --> 01:03:03,880 Speaker 6: a good game like ping pong or tennis or some shit. 1196 01:03:03,960 --> 01:03:06,080 Speaker 6: I don't know, and don't do sports or anything athletic, 1197 01:03:06,240 --> 01:03:08,800 Speaker 6: but LA, like, you know, if you're just if you 1198 01:03:08,960 --> 01:03:12,640 Speaker 6: just assume it's gonna be one place, like, you're gonna 1199 01:03:12,640 --> 01:03:14,960 Speaker 6: be wrong. You just gotta follow where it's going. Man. 1200 01:03:15,400 --> 01:03:17,760 Speaker 3: Oh, I like that. I like that analogy, right, Like 1201 01:03:17,840 --> 01:03:20,680 Speaker 3: if you're if you're fucking playing tennis and you're like, 1202 01:03:20,760 --> 01:03:23,760 Speaker 3: all right, the ball is go, I'm going to prepare 1203 01:03:23,840 --> 01:03:26,080 Speaker 3: for the ball to be over here. I'm not going 1204 01:03:26,160 --> 01:03:28,240 Speaker 3: to move. I'm going to stand right here because this 1205 01:03:28,320 --> 01:03:29,880 Speaker 3: is where I believe the ball. You're gonna miss the 1206 01:03:29,920 --> 01:03:30,400 Speaker 3: fucking ball. 1207 01:03:31,240 --> 01:03:34,160 Speaker 6: Yeah, ninety nine times out of one hundred, you're gonna 1208 01:03:34,160 --> 01:03:34,439 Speaker 6: be wrong. 1209 01:03:34,960 --> 01:03:37,040 Speaker 3: That's why you got to engage in the Fit's a 1210 01:03:37,120 --> 01:03:40,960 Speaker 3: back and forth thing. I like that analysis. That's a 1211 01:03:40,960 --> 01:03:45,640 Speaker 3: good thing to think about. So you're a therapist. 1212 01:03:46,760 --> 01:03:48,920 Speaker 6: No, no, no, I'm not a therapist. I am a 1213 01:03:49,600 --> 01:03:52,360 Speaker 6: I guess you could say aspiring therapist. I'm an undergrad 1214 01:03:52,960 --> 01:03:54,600 Speaker 6: student studying psychology. 1215 01:03:56,560 --> 01:04:00,280 Speaker 3: Well listen, good luck with that. I hope that, uh 1216 01:04:01,720 --> 01:04:03,240 Speaker 3: you become a I don't know what you can do 1217 01:04:03,320 --> 01:04:06,640 Speaker 3: with a psychology degree, but whatever, whatever the best possible 1218 01:04:06,680 --> 01:04:08,560 Speaker 3: thing that you can do with that, I hope you do. 1219 01:04:09,880 --> 01:04:12,120 Speaker 6: You can get you know, with a with an undergrad 1220 01:04:12,840 --> 01:04:16,880 Speaker 6: psychology like a bachelor's in psychology, you can basically get 1221 01:04:16,920 --> 01:04:20,880 Speaker 6: a master's or a pH d. That's my plan right now. 1222 01:04:21,120 --> 01:04:23,800 Speaker 6: You know what, Hey, when I eventually, you know, when 1223 01:04:23,840 --> 01:04:27,640 Speaker 6: I do it and I am a real actual therapist, 1224 01:04:27,800 --> 01:04:31,120 Speaker 6: I'm gonna I'm gonna have like a gecko costume maybe 1225 01:04:31,440 --> 01:04:34,600 Speaker 6: or like maybe even just a little decorative gecko in 1226 01:04:34,720 --> 01:04:36,360 Speaker 6: my in my room. It's gonna be great. 1227 01:04:38,160 --> 01:04:38,320 Speaker 12: You know. 1228 01:04:38,400 --> 01:04:39,880 Speaker 3: I like you, I endorse you, and I give you 1229 01:04:39,920 --> 01:04:41,040 Speaker 3: permission to steal my idea. 1230 01:04:43,720 --> 01:04:46,040 Speaker 6: Thank you much, good sir gek. You will be a 1231 01:04:46,800 --> 01:04:49,600 Speaker 6: You will be a great asset to my future. 1232 01:04:50,440 --> 01:04:53,640 Speaker 3: Absolutely you have a wife. Absolutely you have a wonderful 1233 01:04:53,680 --> 01:04:54,480 Speaker 3: rest of the night, my friend. 1234 01:04:55,200 --> 01:05:07,000 Speaker 10: It was well, sir, all from okay Loo KLO Hello, Hello, Calo, 1235 01:05:07,080 --> 01:05:07,400 Speaker 10: how are you? 1236 01:05:10,760 --> 01:05:10,880 Speaker 3: Uh? 1237 01:05:10,960 --> 01:05:13,360 Speaker 6: Going fine? Could be better? But how about yourself? 1238 01:05:15,240 --> 01:05:18,480 Speaker 3: All right, so you say it could be going better? 1239 01:05:19,800 --> 01:05:20,040 Speaker 16: Calo? 1240 01:05:20,160 --> 01:05:22,240 Speaker 3: Real quick, forget the life that you currently have. 1241 01:05:23,720 --> 01:05:25,760 Speaker 12: Okay, are you forgotten? 1242 01:05:26,920 --> 01:05:27,120 Speaker 16: Yeah? 1243 01:05:27,760 --> 01:05:36,160 Speaker 3: If you could from scratch design your perfect life, nothing 1244 01:05:36,240 --> 01:05:39,920 Speaker 3: is off limits to you, even fantastical elements, right like 1245 01:05:39,960 --> 01:05:41,480 Speaker 3: you could own a dragon if you really wanted to. 1246 01:05:42,440 --> 01:05:43,640 Speaker 3: What would your ideal life look like. 1247 01:05:46,760 --> 01:05:48,600 Speaker 6: In terms of just for myself or just for like 1248 01:05:48,680 --> 01:05:49,400 Speaker 6: the entire world? 1249 01:05:55,520 --> 01:05:58,880 Speaker 3: So interesting when when you know, well, let me ask 1250 01:05:58,920 --> 01:06:00,720 Speaker 3: you that right now is your life? If you know? 1251 01:06:00,760 --> 01:06:02,520 Speaker 3: When you say could be better? And indicates that some 1252 01:06:02,600 --> 01:06:04,120 Speaker 3: things are bad when you think of the things that 1253 01:06:04,200 --> 01:06:05,560 Speaker 3: are bad in your life, are the things that are 1254 01:06:05,560 --> 01:06:07,040 Speaker 3: bad about the world or things that are bad about 1255 01:06:07,040 --> 01:06:07,880 Speaker 3: your life in particular? 1256 01:06:09,520 --> 01:06:12,200 Speaker 6: I think in the world overall things are bad and 1257 01:06:13,240 --> 01:06:16,760 Speaker 6: that's not going to change. But I'm thinking bad kind 1258 01:06:16,840 --> 01:06:20,200 Speaker 6: of currently right now, not in an overall sense. In 1259 01:06:20,280 --> 01:06:22,720 Speaker 6: an overall sense, things are are are? 1260 01:06:25,600 --> 01:06:26,440 Speaker 15: What is your. 1261 01:06:27,960 --> 01:06:28,280 Speaker 16: Well, you know? 1262 01:06:28,400 --> 01:06:31,320 Speaker 3: I actually maybe maybe maybe we'll hear both. What Well, 1263 01:06:31,480 --> 01:06:36,400 Speaker 3: let's start. Let's start with your personal life in terms 1264 01:06:36,440 --> 01:06:39,800 Speaker 3: of the best it possibly could be in your imagination. 1265 01:06:43,200 --> 01:06:46,120 Speaker 6: In my personal life right now, what would be the 1266 01:06:46,200 --> 01:06:52,320 Speaker 6: best thing that I could think of? What I would 1267 01:06:52,320 --> 01:06:56,680 Speaker 6: prefer the most is not living where I currently am 1268 01:06:57,880 --> 01:07:00,360 Speaker 6: more because I live in like a spread out kind 1269 01:07:00,440 --> 01:07:05,080 Speaker 6: of city area in Florida, and I kind of preferred 1270 01:07:05,360 --> 01:07:10,480 Speaker 6: like closed in like cities kind of areas where it's 1271 01:07:10,480 --> 01:07:11,280 Speaker 6: easy to walk around. 1272 01:07:11,680 --> 01:07:15,840 Speaker 3: Best New York, Philadelphia, Boston, Philadelphia. 1273 01:07:16,000 --> 01:07:19,440 Speaker 6: Yeah, definitely somewhere around there. 1274 01:07:19,840 --> 01:07:24,800 Speaker 3: Shout at Philadelphia. Okay, So you're living in Philadelphia, Okay. 1275 01:07:26,720 --> 01:07:32,120 Speaker 6: And the best thing I could say in that situation 1276 01:07:32,240 --> 01:07:38,880 Speaker 6: would be living with myself and preferably an animal. I 1277 01:07:38,920 --> 01:07:42,760 Speaker 6: don't know about living with anybody else, but definitely with 1278 01:07:42,880 --> 01:07:44,760 Speaker 6: some kind of animal, maybe one that I have now, 1279 01:07:45,960 --> 01:07:52,960 Speaker 6: and having a decently sustainable job, and just living not 1280 01:07:53,760 --> 01:07:58,160 Speaker 6: overtly like expensive, like buying extravagant dumb things, just living 1281 01:07:58,240 --> 01:08:01,120 Speaker 6: comfortably enough where I can get by. Kind of Wow. 1282 01:08:01,960 --> 01:08:04,960 Speaker 3: I gave you the option of literally anything I included, 1283 01:08:05,080 --> 01:08:07,840 Speaker 3: even fantastical elements. I told you that you could own 1284 01:08:07,960 --> 01:08:12,200 Speaker 3: a dragon, and you want like a dog or something. 1285 01:08:12,320 --> 01:08:13,360 Speaker 3: By the way, I don't think it's a bad thing. 1286 01:08:13,360 --> 01:08:15,840 Speaker 3: Actually think it's a fantastic thing, Because if you had 1287 01:08:15,920 --> 01:08:18,360 Speaker 3: told me yeah, I want to live in Narnia and 1288 01:08:18,439 --> 01:08:20,320 Speaker 3: own a pet dragon. I would have actually gotten a 1289 01:08:20,360 --> 01:08:23,439 Speaker 3: little sad for you, because that's impossible. You can never 1290 01:08:23,479 --> 01:08:25,639 Speaker 3: have a pet dragon. Dragons aren't real, Narnia isn't real. 1291 01:08:26,120 --> 01:08:31,519 Speaker 3: But I'm actually happy for you that your dreams seem 1292 01:08:31,600 --> 01:08:32,480 Speaker 3: wildly achievable. 1293 01:08:34,320 --> 01:08:38,920 Speaker 6: I kind of like to dream like in a in 1294 01:08:38,960 --> 01:08:40,519 Speaker 6: an achievable way sort of. 1295 01:08:40,880 --> 01:08:42,719 Speaker 3: I think that's very hang, I know a lot. 1296 01:08:42,600 --> 01:08:46,840 Speaker 6: Of yeah, it kinda yeah. There are big aspirations, like 1297 01:08:47,320 --> 01:08:49,600 Speaker 6: big wild dreams like going to space or you know, 1298 01:08:50,280 --> 01:08:52,519 Speaker 6: sky diving with like Mike Tyson or something like that 1299 01:08:53,200 --> 01:08:56,920 Speaker 6: that I wish I could do. But the achievable thing 1300 01:08:57,040 --> 01:09:00,120 Speaker 6: is just like, you know, Philadelphia, something like that all 1301 01:09:00,160 --> 01:09:01,400 Speaker 6: place to live in. That'd be nice. 1302 01:09:03,240 --> 01:09:04,599 Speaker 3: What's stopping you from getting there? 1303 01:09:09,320 --> 01:09:13,040 Speaker 6: Myself? Honestly, I can't really think of a feasible exclamation 1304 01:09:13,120 --> 01:09:13,960 Speaker 6: other than myself. 1305 01:09:17,439 --> 01:09:20,160 Speaker 3: You want to live in Philadelphia and live with an amily? 1306 01:09:20,200 --> 01:09:20,360 Speaker 7: Said? 1307 01:09:20,360 --> 01:09:20,800 Speaker 3: The animal you have? 1308 01:09:20,880 --> 01:09:20,960 Speaker 17: Now? 1309 01:09:20,960 --> 01:09:21,560 Speaker 3: What animal do you have? 1310 01:09:21,640 --> 01:09:21,760 Speaker 14: Now? 1311 01:09:22,960 --> 01:09:24,680 Speaker 6: I currently have three dogs right now? 1312 01:09:26,040 --> 01:09:26,360 Speaker 16: Dogs? 1313 01:09:27,280 --> 01:09:31,639 Speaker 6: Yeah, really old one old pug pug beagle mix named Bingo. 1314 01:09:32,760 --> 01:09:37,120 Speaker 6: I have a younger one Australian shepherd named Zach. And 1315 01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:39,960 Speaker 6: much younger one named Diesel. He's kind of like a. 1316 01:09:39,960 --> 01:09:49,320 Speaker 3: Pitbull, Jack Diesel and Bingo. Zach ze Zach, Zach, Diesel 1317 01:09:49,439 --> 01:09:52,759 Speaker 3: and Bingo. Yep, hilarious names. 1318 01:09:55,280 --> 01:09:58,479 Speaker 6: Oh it was mostly my dad who thought of Bingo 1319 01:09:59,080 --> 01:10:02,000 Speaker 6: and the other two. We're just kind of there like that. 1320 01:10:02,200 --> 01:10:09,920 Speaker 3: Those are like nineteen thirties silent film names, except Zach 1321 01:10:10,160 --> 01:10:14,320 Speaker 3: Zach is modern. But Zach, Diesel and Bingo. 1322 01:10:15,000 --> 01:10:17,800 Speaker 6: There's actually a little bit of an interesting story behind 1323 01:10:18,160 --> 01:10:20,200 Speaker 6: how we got Zach, if you could get out of 1324 01:10:20,200 --> 01:10:20,640 Speaker 6: here about it. 1325 01:10:21,080 --> 01:10:21,640 Speaker 3: Yeah, what's up. 1326 01:10:23,360 --> 01:10:26,720 Speaker 6: So, So I was living with my dad, and I 1327 01:10:27,000 --> 01:10:29,160 Speaker 6: was still living with my dad, and you know, he 1328 01:10:29,280 --> 01:10:32,960 Speaker 6: was just dating around girls and stuff and met this 1329 01:10:33,040 --> 01:10:35,400 Speaker 6: one girl and you know, tried to live with her 1330 01:10:35,439 --> 01:10:37,560 Speaker 6: a little bit in the apartment that we were living in. 1331 01:10:37,600 --> 01:10:40,320 Speaker 6: It was just me and him, and you know, kind 1332 01:10:40,360 --> 01:10:42,600 Speaker 6: of took over my space a little bit, and she 1333 01:10:42,720 --> 01:10:47,280 Speaker 6: brought the dog too, and her little kid. So after 1334 01:10:47,400 --> 01:10:49,639 Speaker 6: a while she turned out to be not so great 1335 01:10:49,680 --> 01:10:52,800 Speaker 6: of a person and ended up just taking all of 1336 01:10:52,840 --> 01:10:55,720 Speaker 6: her stuff and leaving. And at first we thought she 1337 01:10:55,880 --> 01:10:59,000 Speaker 6: took it, like everything, like the dog and everything, and 1338 01:11:00,200 --> 01:11:02,360 Speaker 6: out of nowhere, my dad gets a call from the 1339 01:11:02,439 --> 01:11:06,640 Speaker 6: apartment complex that we're living at saying that you know, 1340 01:11:06,720 --> 01:11:08,799 Speaker 6: your dog is loose and he's thinking, you know, Bingo, 1341 01:11:08,840 --> 01:11:10,800 Speaker 6: the only dog that we had. He's thinking he's out. 1342 01:11:11,680 --> 01:11:14,800 Speaker 6: So they take him back or he goes back to 1343 01:11:14,880 --> 01:11:17,160 Speaker 6: the office and picks up the dog at Zach and 1344 01:11:17,280 --> 01:11:19,720 Speaker 6: he just like walked home because I guess she just 1345 01:11:19,960 --> 01:11:24,559 Speaker 6: let him go and just kind of just let him 1346 01:11:24,600 --> 01:11:27,640 Speaker 6: go wherever. And so he came back to us and 1347 01:11:27,720 --> 01:11:28,200 Speaker 6: we kept him. 1348 01:11:29,320 --> 01:11:30,040 Speaker 3: It's very nice. 1349 01:11:32,640 --> 01:11:38,720 Speaker 12: Yeah, we'd say your name one k Lo kay l. 1350 01:11:40,520 --> 01:11:42,320 Speaker 3: Keylo. I appreciate you sharing what you shared with us 1351 01:11:42,360 --> 01:11:43,920 Speaker 3: this evening, and I wish you the best of luck 1352 01:11:43,920 --> 01:11:45,840 Speaker 3: on a shooting your dreams of living in Philadelphia with 1353 01:11:45,880 --> 01:11:47,280 Speaker 3: your dogs, and I believe that it will happen for 1354 01:11:47,320 --> 01:11:48,000 Speaker 3: you someday. 1355 01:11:48,920 --> 01:11:51,439 Speaker 6: Thank you very much. And I wish all the chat 1356 01:11:51,520 --> 01:11:54,840 Speaker 6: and all you guys everyone watching, I you know, push 1357 01:11:54,880 --> 01:11:56,960 Speaker 6: them all good as well. And I want to shout 1358 01:11:56,960 --> 01:11:59,400 Speaker 6: out a couple of people in my life, if they're 1359 01:11:59,400 --> 01:12:01,880 Speaker 6: ever listening or not. I want to shout out my 1360 01:12:01,960 --> 01:12:04,800 Speaker 6: dad for being there for me. I want to shout 1361 01:12:04,800 --> 01:12:06,880 Speaker 6: out my older brother Brendon for you know, the same 1362 01:12:06,960 --> 01:12:11,559 Speaker 6: reason being my best friend, my friend Chris, my friend April, 1363 01:12:12,360 --> 01:12:14,800 Speaker 6: and my friend Drake, all all of them. I just 1364 01:12:14,920 --> 01:12:18,240 Speaker 6: want to give love to everybody, and I hope this 1365 01:12:18,439 --> 01:12:19,880 Speaker 6: is a good call. 1366 01:12:20,920 --> 01:12:22,160 Speaker 3: Absolutely, you have a good rest tonight. 1367 01:12:23,040 --> 01:12:24,400 Speaker 6: You two guys have a good night. 1368 01:12:26,760 --> 01:12:29,240 Speaker 3: Listen, all right. The only problem I have with that 1369 01:12:29,360 --> 01:12:31,760 Speaker 3: is that, look, I know this guy, I know that guy. 1370 01:12:32,120 --> 01:12:33,479 Speaker 3: I don't even know that guy. He only gave me 1371 01:12:33,640 --> 01:12:35,840 Speaker 3: what seven minutes of his time. I don't know April 1372 01:12:35,920 --> 01:12:41,240 Speaker 3: or Drake. I I can't personally endorse them. That's the 1373 01:12:41,320 --> 01:12:42,840 Speaker 3: that's that's the only problem I have is I can't 1374 01:12:42,840 --> 01:12:45,760 Speaker 3: personally endorse April or Drake. I don't know anything about them. 1375 01:12:47,640 --> 01:12:49,240 Speaker 3: I just did look the opinion because like what I 1376 01:12:49,320 --> 01:12:51,240 Speaker 3: you know, I don't want to go look if April 1377 01:12:51,320 --> 01:12:52,720 Speaker 3: does something bad, I don't want to. I don't want 1378 01:12:52,760 --> 01:12:55,640 Speaker 3: to go down with her because she was shouted out 1379 01:12:55,640 --> 01:12:57,280 Speaker 3: all my stream. I don't want. I don't want. I 1380 01:12:57,280 --> 01:12:59,240 Speaker 3: don't want it to look like an endorsement of April. 1381 01:13:00,040 --> 01:13:01,639 Speaker 3: No no friends, Saber. I don't think there's anything wrong 1382 01:13:01,640 --> 01:13:02,840 Speaker 3: with it, but I don't know. I literally don't know 1383 01:13:02,920 --> 01:13:06,680 Speaker 3: anything about April. But the only thing I the only 1384 01:13:06,680 --> 01:13:08,200 Speaker 3: the other thing I feel uneasy about is, you know, 1385 01:13:10,600 --> 01:13:13,720 Speaker 3: being so heavily associated with April and Drake and not 1386 01:13:13,840 --> 01:13:16,639 Speaker 3: knowing anything about them, Like, what am I getting into? 1387 01:13:16,680 --> 01:13:16,920 Speaker 6: What am I? 1388 01:13:17,080 --> 01:13:17,240 Speaker 7: You know? 1389 01:13:17,600 --> 01:13:22,440 Speaker 3: What's really being shadowed out here? It's it's the blindness. 1390 01:13:24,120 --> 01:13:28,000 Speaker 3: Dalen Jalen. 1391 01:13:29,439 --> 01:13:32,280 Speaker 16: Jalen with a deed Dyalen. 1392 01:13:33,320 --> 01:13:38,519 Speaker 9: Yes, Hi, how are you? 1393 01:13:38,640 --> 01:13:38,960 Speaker 3: Dalen? 1394 01:13:40,320 --> 01:13:40,960 Speaker 13: I am good? 1395 01:13:41,160 --> 01:13:42,000 Speaker 9: How are you doing? 1396 01:13:42,920 --> 01:13:44,040 Speaker 3: I'm a gecko on the computer? 1397 01:13:46,160 --> 01:13:46,679 Speaker 4: Fair enough. 1398 01:13:47,720 --> 01:13:50,280 Speaker 3: I'm trying that out as like a thing that like, 1399 01:13:51,000 --> 01:13:54,880 Speaker 3: And I had only said it once before I said 1400 01:13:54,880 --> 01:13:56,519 Speaker 3: it to you just now, and now I've said it twice. 1401 01:13:57,280 --> 01:13:59,800 Speaker 13: Yeah, yeah, I saw that bit, So it's kind of 1402 01:13:59,840 --> 01:14:01,120 Speaker 13: like like a persona. 1403 01:14:01,240 --> 01:14:03,960 Speaker 3: Now I'm trying it out as a reoccurring answer to 1404 01:14:04,040 --> 01:14:04,439 Speaker 3: that question. 1405 01:14:06,240 --> 01:14:06,840 Speaker 15: I've liked it. 1406 01:14:06,960 --> 01:14:11,760 Speaker 3: I've never really answer catchphrases. I mean, I've had catchphrases. 1407 01:14:11,800 --> 01:14:14,200 Speaker 3: I never liked having any sort of eternal catchphrase. 1408 01:14:15,720 --> 01:14:20,680 Speaker 13: Okay, okay, So then you don't have like any particular 1409 01:14:20,800 --> 01:14:24,479 Speaker 13: word that you use a lot or like just even 1410 01:14:24,720 --> 01:14:29,280 Speaker 13: like a catchphrase that use a lot, not like consistently. 1411 01:14:29,360 --> 01:14:31,640 Speaker 3: I don't think I've had any sort of catchphrases or 1412 01:14:32,720 --> 01:14:38,120 Speaker 3: speech quirks that have lasted for any longer than a year. 1413 01:14:38,560 --> 01:14:43,559 Speaker 3: Maybe I want you to think back before I interrupted 1414 01:14:43,600 --> 01:14:45,519 Speaker 3: you to start talking about myself, you had a thing 1415 01:14:45,600 --> 01:14:46,800 Speaker 3: that you were going to say, and I want to 1416 01:14:46,840 --> 01:14:47,400 Speaker 3: hear what that was. 1417 01:14:48,280 --> 01:14:48,960 Speaker 4: Oh, thank you. 1418 01:14:49,360 --> 01:14:53,280 Speaker 13: I actually I'm just hearing what What on earth made 1419 01:14:53,360 --> 01:14:56,559 Speaker 13: you decide that this was something that you were going 1420 01:14:56,680 --> 01:14:57,479 Speaker 13: to start doing? 1421 01:14:58,960 --> 01:15:03,240 Speaker 3: Dylan, I have a question for you. Yes, what are thoughts. 1422 01:15:07,000 --> 01:15:07,439 Speaker 9: Thoughts? 1423 01:15:08,040 --> 01:15:08,160 Speaker 8: Uh? 1424 01:15:10,080 --> 01:15:14,600 Speaker 13: I think it's kind of a pattern of how you 1425 01:15:14,760 --> 01:15:18,639 Speaker 13: have learned growing up. The way you think is kind 1426 01:15:18,680 --> 01:15:24,360 Speaker 13: of programmed through your life through other experiences. So like 1427 01:15:24,840 --> 01:15:30,120 Speaker 13: everybody will picture things very very differently depending on how 1428 01:15:30,200 --> 01:15:34,400 Speaker 13: they were raised, experiences they've had growing up. 1429 01:15:34,560 --> 01:15:35,360 Speaker 7: So it's kind of. 1430 01:15:36,920 --> 01:15:41,040 Speaker 15: A broad question that will fit each. 1431 01:15:41,040 --> 01:15:42,679 Speaker 9: Person very very differently. 1432 01:15:43,560 --> 01:15:45,280 Speaker 3: Let me ask you, Dalen, is there anything that may 1433 01:15:45,320 --> 01:15:49,240 Speaker 3: have happened to you in the past, anything you know 1434 01:15:50,760 --> 01:15:53,840 Speaker 3: that maybe is in maybe anything that's present in your 1435 01:15:53,960 --> 01:15:57,559 Speaker 3: environment right now, let's talk. Let's focus on the present. 1436 01:15:57,680 --> 01:15:59,920 Speaker 3: Is there anything in your present environment that you think 1437 01:16:00,560 --> 01:16:02,280 Speaker 3: regularly affects your thoughts. 1438 01:16:07,080 --> 01:16:07,839 Speaker 9: In the present? 1439 01:16:08,560 --> 01:16:13,360 Speaker 13: In the present, Honestly, it's mainly me trying, like trying 1440 01:16:13,439 --> 01:16:18,160 Speaker 13: to just re write my thoughts and how I was raised, 1441 01:16:19,080 --> 01:16:22,560 Speaker 13: so like a lot of my inner thoughts, like the 1442 01:16:22,640 --> 01:16:26,200 Speaker 13: first thought does sometimes come to mind, would be somebody 1443 01:16:26,320 --> 01:16:29,680 Speaker 13: in my past who, like for instance, was negative, and 1444 01:16:29,760 --> 01:16:34,080 Speaker 13: then me going no, no, no, let's not think like that, 1445 01:16:35,600 --> 01:16:38,960 Speaker 13: and then rewiring to go a different direction. 1446 01:16:39,760 --> 01:16:44,320 Speaker 3: You know what I like about the Stalen is Dalen right, yes, yes, 1447 01:16:44,400 --> 01:16:45,880 Speaker 3: you know I like about the Stalen is that when 1448 01:16:45,920 --> 01:16:47,800 Speaker 3: I ask you, you know, what is it in your 1449 01:16:47,880 --> 01:16:51,800 Speaker 3: environment that is in you know, persistently influencing your thoughts? 1450 01:16:52,000 --> 01:16:54,760 Speaker 3: Your answer was you it is. 1451 01:16:54,960 --> 01:16:55,240 Speaker 9: It's me. 1452 01:16:56,240 --> 01:16:59,200 Speaker 3: I think that's a good that's a good metric, that's 1453 01:16:59,240 --> 01:17:01,080 Speaker 3: a good goal, it's a good thing to reach. It's 1454 01:17:01,080 --> 01:17:02,080 Speaker 3: a good half at the practice. 1455 01:17:02,800 --> 01:17:03,120 Speaker 2: It is. 1456 01:17:04,600 --> 01:17:04,760 Speaker 14: Well. 1457 01:17:04,840 --> 01:17:09,920 Speaker 3: Thank you, of course, thank you very this pleasure talking. 1458 01:17:14,240 --> 01:17:16,240 Speaker 1: All from Grace. 1459 01:17:18,880 --> 01:17:25,799 Speaker 3: Grace Grace. 1460 01:17:27,320 --> 01:17:51,240 Speaker 16: Hello, hey, hello him. 1461 01:17:48,000 --> 01:17:50,679 Speaker 3: Hello, Hello? 1462 01:17:53,760 --> 01:17:54,400 Speaker 8: Can you hear me? 1463 01:17:55,040 --> 01:17:55,240 Speaker 14: Yes? 1464 01:17:56,840 --> 01:17:59,280 Speaker 8: Okay, I turned the stream off. It was being weird. 1465 01:18:12,680 --> 01:18:17,000 Speaker 16: Hello, Hello, how are you? 1466 01:18:18,360 --> 01:18:18,960 Speaker 3: I'm a gecko? 1467 01:18:20,760 --> 01:18:21,320 Speaker 2: You'r gecko. 1468 01:18:21,439 --> 01:18:25,920 Speaker 8: I see that I venmoted you earlier, so you venmoe me. 1469 01:18:26,880 --> 01:18:30,479 Speaker 3: I did, thank you, jeez. I appreciate that. 1470 01:18:31,680 --> 01:18:35,559 Speaker 8: Six point nine dollars and my caption was for bellies 1471 01:18:35,600 --> 01:18:36,679 Speaker 8: out on tonight's dream. 1472 01:18:37,240 --> 01:18:42,560 Speaker 3: Holy got totally dude, damn six point nine dollars I 1473 01:18:42,640 --> 01:18:45,120 Speaker 3: can buy like I can. I can actually probably buy 1474 01:18:46,120 --> 01:18:51,920 Speaker 3: a full fucking thing of Tyson's chicken tenders. I appreciate 1475 01:18:52,000 --> 01:18:52,599 Speaker 3: that very much. 1476 01:18:53,720 --> 01:18:59,240 Speaker 8: Anytime I called you, probably seven hundred times tonight. 1477 01:19:00,160 --> 01:19:02,559 Speaker 3: Have we spoken, Grace? Have we ever spoken before? 1478 01:19:03,520 --> 01:19:03,560 Speaker 6: No? 1479 01:19:03,760 --> 01:19:04,640 Speaker 4: We have not, but I have. 1480 01:19:04,960 --> 01:19:11,519 Speaker 3: Oh so why didn't you say so? Grace? Hello? What's up? 1481 01:19:11,640 --> 01:19:12,240 Speaker 3: How you doing? 1482 01:19:12,320 --> 01:19:12,360 Speaker 18: What? 1483 01:19:12,800 --> 01:19:13,599 Speaker 14: Where? Where? Where? 1484 01:19:13,720 --> 01:19:16,400 Speaker 3: Where do your parents live? Are you close with them? 1485 01:19:17,840 --> 01:19:25,920 Speaker 8: I'm Michael. Yeah, we're from Chicago area. And my brother 1486 01:19:26,120 --> 01:19:29,200 Speaker 8: found you on TikTok and would like check out this guy? 1487 01:19:31,000 --> 01:19:33,240 Speaker 8: And I was like, that guy's pretty cool. So then 1488 01:19:33,320 --> 01:19:36,879 Speaker 8: we started watching our streams every night that they're. 1489 01:19:36,720 --> 01:19:41,479 Speaker 3: On, and so, all right, so is he with you? 1490 01:19:41,680 --> 01:19:43,479 Speaker 3: Is he still watch the stream or is he over it? 1491 01:19:43,560 --> 01:19:44,640 Speaker 3: He's Scott sick of men. 1492 01:19:45,520 --> 01:19:48,040 Speaker 8: No, we watch it every single time. It's gone together, 1493 01:19:48,439 --> 01:19:48,880 Speaker 8: like all of. 1494 01:19:48,960 --> 01:19:51,400 Speaker 3: Us all like, wait, who's all of us? 1495 01:19:51,680 --> 01:19:52,000 Speaker 12: It's you? 1496 01:19:52,280 --> 01:19:53,600 Speaker 3: Your brother? Is that it? 1497 01:19:54,160 --> 01:19:58,080 Speaker 8: And and then my brother's girlfriend and then occasionally our 1498 01:19:58,120 --> 01:19:58,599 Speaker 8: friend Jake. 1499 01:19:59,520 --> 01:20:01,360 Speaker 3: Are they all are all you guys here right now? 1500 01:20:03,520 --> 01:20:03,560 Speaker 4: Me? 1501 01:20:04,120 --> 01:20:07,200 Speaker 8: Alex, my brother and Mackenzie we're all here together. 1502 01:20:07,760 --> 01:20:10,040 Speaker 9: Wow, yeah, the whole crowd. 1503 01:20:10,960 --> 01:20:14,920 Speaker 3: Damn I I I which which of these people are 1504 01:20:15,000 --> 01:20:15,640 Speaker 3: you closest with? 1505 01:20:17,640 --> 01:20:18,679 Speaker 8: My brother Alex? 1506 01:20:19,560 --> 01:20:22,439 Speaker 3: M I guess that makes sense that you're closer with 1507 01:20:22,560 --> 01:20:24,680 Speaker 3: your brother than your brother's girl friend. And who's the 1508 01:20:24,760 --> 01:20:25,920 Speaker 3: other who's the fourth person? 1509 01:20:27,720 --> 01:20:27,920 Speaker 13: Jake? 1510 01:20:28,080 --> 01:20:29,439 Speaker 8: He's Alex's friend. 1511 01:20:29,600 --> 01:20:32,599 Speaker 3: Well, the fucking Jake's just over there? Let me can 1512 01:20:32,640 --> 01:20:33,360 Speaker 3: I speak to Jake? 1513 01:20:34,880 --> 01:20:36,960 Speaker 8: He's not here right now. Only Alex is my brother. 1514 01:20:37,800 --> 01:20:40,720 Speaker 3: Okay, so it is it's just you two tonight. 1515 01:20:42,080 --> 01:20:42,919 Speaker 9: And his girlfriend. 1516 01:20:44,160 --> 01:20:52,439 Speaker 3: M hm, well you know, hi, who am I on 1517 01:20:52,640 --> 01:20:54,479 Speaker 3: with my Is it Grace still? Or is it with 1518 01:20:54,600 --> 01:20:57,960 Speaker 3: Grace's friends boyfriend's cousin's dog. 1519 01:20:59,360 --> 01:20:59,920 Speaker 15: It's great? 1520 01:21:00,800 --> 01:21:06,040 Speaker 3: Gh sure, sure, sure I would, I would. I would 1521 01:21:06,080 --> 01:21:07,040 Speaker 3: love to speak with Alex. 1522 01:21:07,200 --> 01:21:07,479 Speaker 6: I would. 1523 01:21:07,520 --> 01:21:09,120 Speaker 3: I would be honored to speak with Alex. Am I 1524 01:21:09,120 --> 01:21:10,760 Speaker 3: speaking with Alex right now? Or is it still Grace? 1525 01:21:11,840 --> 01:21:11,880 Speaker 9: This? 1526 01:21:12,160 --> 01:21:14,160 Speaker 6: This is Alex. How are you doing? 1527 01:21:16,920 --> 01:21:17,599 Speaker 2: I'm doing great? 1528 01:21:17,640 --> 01:21:17,800 Speaker 15: Brother? 1529 01:21:17,840 --> 01:21:18,400 Speaker 12: How are you doing? 1530 01:21:19,600 --> 01:21:22,439 Speaker 3: I'm doing well as well. I am a gecko on 1531 01:21:22,479 --> 01:21:25,960 Speaker 3: the computer. I heard that. Uh, what would you describe 1532 01:21:25,960 --> 01:21:27,400 Speaker 3: to me your relationship with your sister? 1533 01:21:29,439 --> 01:21:37,680 Speaker 4: Oh man, it's pretty pretty comical. Let's say, it's a 1534 01:21:38,040 --> 01:21:40,240 Speaker 4: pretty pretty comedic relationship. 1535 01:21:42,560 --> 01:21:43,760 Speaker 3: What he is comedic about it? 1536 01:21:45,880 --> 01:21:46,080 Speaker 8: Oh? 1537 01:21:46,280 --> 01:21:46,679 Speaker 3: My lord? 1538 01:21:46,760 --> 01:21:47,160 Speaker 14: What isn't? 1539 01:21:47,320 --> 01:21:53,479 Speaker 4: Well we can start with her crazy dog. That's probably 1540 01:21:53,520 --> 01:21:54,639 Speaker 4: a good starting point. 1541 01:21:56,160 --> 01:22:00,599 Speaker 3: And well, okay, So is your relationship with gray dog 1542 01:22:01,240 --> 01:22:04,000 Speaker 3: a sort of separate relationship or is it merely or 1543 01:22:04,160 --> 01:22:07,320 Speaker 3: is your relationship with Grace's dog an extension of your 1544 01:22:07,360 --> 01:22:08,200 Speaker 3: relationship with Grace? 1545 01:22:10,320 --> 01:22:13,520 Speaker 4: Oh, I'd say it's definitely an extension. 1546 01:22:14,120 --> 01:22:16,000 Speaker 3: Okay, So you don't have sort of your own opinion 1547 01:22:16,040 --> 01:22:19,400 Speaker 3: of your relationship with the dog. You see, the dog 1548 01:22:19,439 --> 01:22:22,920 Speaker 3: is attached to Grace, So your interactions Grace's dog are 1549 01:22:22,960 --> 01:22:24,720 Speaker 3: reflective of Grace in your eyes? 1550 01:22:24,960 --> 01:22:26,320 Speaker 12: Yes, yes, okay? 1551 01:22:26,960 --> 01:22:30,000 Speaker 3: And why are these interactions comical? 1552 01:22:32,439 --> 01:22:35,320 Speaker 4: Well, for example, we have a mattress in the basement 1553 01:22:35,360 --> 01:22:39,920 Speaker 4: where I keep my ax of Lottels, and on this 1554 01:22:40,120 --> 01:22:43,840 Speaker 4: match keep your a mattress. No, no, no, they're by 1555 01:22:44,040 --> 01:22:49,280 Speaker 4: the mattress. Oh okay, yes, So he took a ship 1556 01:22:49,400 --> 01:22:54,160 Speaker 4: down there, and we all had to examine this ship 1557 01:22:54,640 --> 01:22:57,479 Speaker 4: to figure out which dog it came from. Of course, 1558 01:22:59,040 --> 01:23:03,679 Speaker 4: so he decided to try and blame it on another one. 1559 01:23:03,560 --> 01:23:04,200 Speaker 12: Of our dogs. 1560 01:23:04,479 --> 01:23:06,680 Speaker 3: Is that did you just merely want to look at 1561 01:23:06,720 --> 01:23:09,479 Speaker 3: dog shit, and you use that as like a reason 1562 01:23:09,520 --> 01:23:19,519 Speaker 3: why you couldn't it's a possibility, because the reason why 1563 01:23:19,520 --> 01:23:23,040 Speaker 3: I don't believe that is because how how long do 1564 01:23:23,080 --> 01:23:25,240 Speaker 3: you have to stare at a ship to know what 1565 01:23:25,479 --> 01:23:26,559 Speaker 3: which dog came from? 1566 01:23:26,760 --> 01:23:26,880 Speaker 4: If? 1567 01:23:26,960 --> 01:23:28,920 Speaker 3: If that is even something you could tell? 1568 01:23:29,960 --> 01:23:33,240 Speaker 4: Well, personally, do you think it's really easy to Like, 1569 01:23:33,320 --> 01:23:34,080 Speaker 4: could you look at. 1570 01:23:33,960 --> 01:23:35,760 Speaker 17: A piece of dog shit and tell me what dog 1571 01:23:35,800 --> 01:23:36,280 Speaker 17: it came from? 1572 01:23:36,720 --> 01:23:39,160 Speaker 12: Nope, that's what I mean. 1573 01:23:39,720 --> 01:23:43,439 Speaker 4: It takes some examination to figure out what dog it could. 1574 01:23:43,280 --> 01:23:43,760 Speaker 15: Have came from. 1575 01:23:44,080 --> 01:23:45,920 Speaker 3: No, but I couldn't even do it after any amount 1576 01:23:45,920 --> 01:23:46,520 Speaker 3: of examination. 1577 01:23:48,000 --> 01:23:52,160 Speaker 4: Oh well, the three dogs are pretty uh significant difference 1578 01:23:52,200 --> 01:23:53,800 Speaker 4: in sizes between the three of them. 1579 01:23:54,560 --> 01:23:57,240 Speaker 3: Uh, so you're sort of judging based on the size 1580 01:23:57,240 --> 01:23:58,400 Speaker 3: of the ship which doggie came. 1581 01:23:58,320 --> 01:23:59,960 Speaker 12: Out of exactly? 1582 01:24:00,760 --> 01:24:04,200 Speaker 3: M m okay. Uh, Like, I want to stay focused 1583 01:24:04,200 --> 01:24:06,280 Speaker 3: on your relationship with your sister. You know enough about 1584 01:24:06,280 --> 01:24:06,679 Speaker 3: the dogs. 1585 01:24:07,720 --> 01:24:08,040 Speaker 12: Okay. 1586 01:24:09,360 --> 01:24:12,240 Speaker 3: What is it about your relationship with your sister specifically 1587 01:24:12,280 --> 01:24:12,960 Speaker 3: that is comical? 1588 01:24:16,560 --> 01:24:19,360 Speaker 4: I'd say just probably the way we get through a 1589 01:24:19,439 --> 01:24:21,360 Speaker 4: lot of the things that we have gotten through as 1590 01:24:21,760 --> 01:24:24,240 Speaker 4: siblings is uh through comedy. 1591 01:24:24,880 --> 01:24:25,200 Speaker 12: M hm. 1592 01:24:26,000 --> 01:24:27,200 Speaker 3: Can I get an example of something? 1593 01:24:31,680 --> 01:24:31,880 Speaker 8: Well? 1594 01:24:32,439 --> 01:24:33,120 Speaker 6: Oh, jeez. 1595 01:24:33,320 --> 01:24:37,080 Speaker 4: Well, just today, her and her boyfriend have been going 1596 01:24:37,200 --> 01:24:42,000 Speaker 4: through some rough times, so the family decided to, uh, 1597 01:24:42,240 --> 01:24:44,160 Speaker 4: you know, have her down for a little family dinner 1598 01:24:44,200 --> 01:24:46,040 Speaker 4: and just crack jokes and just try and get her 1599 01:24:46,040 --> 01:24:48,120 Speaker 4: to smile. But just random things like that. 1600 01:24:48,880 --> 01:24:53,240 Speaker 3: That sounds very sweet, anything to get her to smile, 1601 01:24:53,360 --> 01:24:57,519 Speaker 3: you know. Hey Alex, Yeah, can I speak with Grace 1602 01:24:57,520 --> 01:24:57,960 Speaker 3: real quick? 1603 01:24:58,760 --> 01:24:59,160 Speaker 2: Of course? 1604 01:25:02,400 --> 01:25:02,920 Speaker 4: Hey Greg? 1605 01:25:05,320 --> 01:25:07,479 Speaker 3: Great, So how would you describe your relationship with your brother. 1606 01:25:11,840 --> 01:25:12,360 Speaker 8: Comforting? 1607 01:25:13,479 --> 01:25:13,799 Speaker 7: Mhm. 1608 01:25:15,439 --> 01:25:17,200 Speaker 3: You guys seem to have a very nice relationship. You 1609 01:25:17,240 --> 01:25:18,760 Speaker 3: seem like you both love each other very much. 1610 01:25:21,560 --> 01:25:26,679 Speaker 8: We have been best friends since I was born, although 1611 01:25:28,479 --> 01:25:34,560 Speaker 8: although he's uh, we've gotten in some physical altercations. Like 1612 01:25:34,880 --> 01:25:37,080 Speaker 8: fun fact, I have a super hard head. 1613 01:25:38,040 --> 01:25:42,479 Speaker 3: You have a supper It is hard. Do you now 1614 01:25:43,080 --> 01:25:46,760 Speaker 3: your hard head? Is that something you utilize defensively or offensively? 1615 01:25:47,880 --> 01:25:52,720 Speaker 8: Definitely defensively, Like when we would get in fights as 1616 01:25:52,720 --> 01:25:55,439 Speaker 8: a kid, he would like try and draw spit over 1617 01:25:55,520 --> 01:25:58,200 Speaker 8: my face and when he would draw it back in, 1618 01:25:58,280 --> 01:26:00,360 Speaker 8: I would just clock him with my head and away. 1619 01:26:00,920 --> 01:26:05,439 Speaker 3: That's an offense. That's offensively. I guess it is defense. 1620 01:26:05,760 --> 01:26:08,320 Speaker 3: I no, I guess that is defensive. It's self defense, 1621 01:26:09,439 --> 01:26:09,920 Speaker 3: right right. 1622 01:26:10,280 --> 01:26:10,840 Speaker 13: I would never. 1623 01:26:12,320 --> 01:26:15,600 Speaker 8: Right, I would never start the altercations. I would just 1624 01:26:15,680 --> 01:26:16,759 Speaker 8: have to defend myself. 1625 01:26:17,040 --> 01:26:17,200 Speaker 1: You know. 1626 01:26:19,520 --> 01:26:25,120 Speaker 3: Well, Grace, do you guys, You guys don't currently get 1627 01:26:25,160 --> 01:26:26,640 Speaker 3: into that many physical altercations, do you. 1628 01:26:27,800 --> 01:26:30,000 Speaker 8: No, We're we're too old now. And he's he has 1629 01:26:30,040 --> 01:26:33,120 Speaker 8: had like seven concussions, so I can't hurt his little head. 1630 01:26:33,560 --> 01:26:35,479 Speaker 3: How many of those seven concussions were your fault? 1631 01:26:36,800 --> 01:26:41,920 Speaker 8: Absolutely none. He plays rugby and he played football, so 1632 01:26:42,040 --> 01:26:43,120 Speaker 8: he got them all from there. 1633 01:26:44,240 --> 01:26:45,600 Speaker 3: All right, So you could just kind of beat the 1634 01:26:45,600 --> 01:26:46,880 Speaker 3: shit out of him and wouldn't even feel it. 1635 01:26:48,320 --> 01:26:50,639 Speaker 8: Right, yeah, Because like I feel like at some point, 1636 01:26:50,720 --> 01:26:54,840 Speaker 8: the concussions just start like leveling out with how many 1637 01:26:54,920 --> 01:26:56,800 Speaker 8: brain cells you can lose, and I feel like he's 1638 01:26:56,840 --> 01:26:57,800 Speaker 8: pretty much tapped out. 1639 01:26:59,000 --> 01:27:01,479 Speaker 3: So we'll be careful around him, all right, don't rough 1640 01:27:01,520 --> 01:27:02,040 Speaker 3: house too much? 1641 01:27:03,040 --> 01:27:04,240 Speaker 8: Okay, we'll try it. 1642 01:27:05,320 --> 01:27:06,720 Speaker 3: Grace, It was a pleasure talking to you. Is a 1643 01:27:06,720 --> 01:27:08,960 Speaker 3: pleasure talking Alex as well. And I appreciate you guys 1644 01:27:09,000 --> 01:27:11,920 Speaker 3: watching the stream, and you know, I hope that you 1645 01:27:12,080 --> 01:27:14,680 Speaker 3: all are members of Gagnation for many years to come. 1646 01:27:15,880 --> 01:27:17,519 Speaker 8: Oh, we will be enjoying your venmo. 1647 01:27:18,080 --> 01:27:19,040 Speaker 3: Thank you very much, grace here. 1648 01:27:19,040 --> 01:27:20,800 Speaker 2: Good night you too by. 1649 01:27:22,920 --> 01:27:26,400 Speaker 10: Never Beken goes on the line, taking your phone calls 1650 01:27:26,479 --> 01:27:27,040 Speaker 10: every night. 1651 01:27:27,400 --> 01:27:30,080 Speaker 3: Never Beacon goes too on his hide, just teaching you 1652 01:27:30,160 --> 01:27:32,360 Speaker 3: to loud in the middle of your life blood. He's 1653 01:27:32,479 --> 01:27:34,080 Speaker 3: not ready an expert