Speaker 1: Once upon a time there was a good old traditional housewife,
Speaker 1: and she couldn't. She cleaned and cared for her children
Speaker 1: and the man of the house, and of course she
Speaker 1: didn't talk back. She was both obedient and soft by nature.
Speaker 1: She was a good woman who always made good choices.
Speaker 2: We're good Mom's bad choices, two single mom who said,
Speaker 2: but the patriarchy shared all their bad choices and sound out.
Speaker 2: They weren't so bad after all, we're experts, overshares and
Speaker 2: your new besties.
Speaker 3: Sit back and enjoy the ride.
Speaker 2: I can welcome back to good Mom's bad Choices. I'm
Speaker 2: Erica and.
Speaker 3: I'm Mila, and it's Wednesday, bitches. Welcome back, Welcome back,
Speaker 3: welcome back.
Speaker 2: How you doing. How have you been doing? You've been
Speaker 2: integrating back from the jungle?
Speaker 3: Are you okay? You know, kind of I'm integrating back
Speaker 3: from the jungle. Yeah, one day at a time, one
Speaker 3: step at a time. I'm feeling good. I've been in
Speaker 3: the house mostly. I went out twice and it was
Speaker 3: a little scary, but yeah, I'm trying to just get
Speaker 3: back into the routine of motherhood, which is you know,
Speaker 3: shocking and you know all and wifehood in americahood, how
Speaker 3: about you? How are you feeling? Yeah?
Speaker 2: I mean it was I had like a pretty like
Speaker 2: hit the ground running situations. When I got back, I
Speaker 2: had to deal with like child stuff, personality differences, uncleaned homes,
Speaker 2: emails responded to, just opinions that nobody fucking asked for, and.
Speaker 3: Yeah, unhealthy food. Yeah, that part I was like, maybe
Speaker 3: I just want to eat. Yeah. Managing motherhood is like
Speaker 3: being the manager at a costco and there's just so
Speaker 3: many There's like all these team members or I don't know,
Speaker 3: I feel like I'm just like the sole supervisor at
Speaker 3: Target or something, and everybody's coming with me with their problems,
Speaker 3: and I just I didn't sign up. I did. I
Speaker 3: did sign up? You did? I did?
Speaker 2: I did?
Speaker 3: But sometimes I'm like, am I good at this? Is
Speaker 3: this my calling?
Speaker 2: You know?
Speaker 3: I used to think that's a people person, but I
Speaker 3: think it's I'm a people person at a distance. This time,
Speaker 3: me and Erica went to Costa Rica for our fourteenth
Speaker 3: retreat alone, no kids, no, no nobody, It was just
Speaker 3: us and it was really nice. We're going for two
Speaker 3: weeks and you know, I just like when you're only
Speaker 3: in one or one other person's energy or like a
Speaker 3: small bubble of people, and then you go back and
Speaker 3: you're like deeply integrated with your whole house. Again, it's
Speaker 3: a lot, it's a lot. It's a lot.
Speaker 2: Yeah, No, I get it, Yeah, which is why I
Speaker 2: mean no offense.
Speaker 3: But I'm glad I don't.
Speaker 2: Have anyone else living with me besides one person, because
Speaker 2: two would be a lot to manage. And I know
Speaker 2: one day I'm heading towards that direction of perhaps letting
Speaker 2: another human live with me besides the one that came
Speaker 2: out of my pussy.
Speaker 3: But I feel like I thought I was ready for that,
Speaker 3: and I don't think so. It's a lot.
Speaker 2: I don't think so. I think I really enjoy, Like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I really enjoy when Iri goes away and then I'm
Speaker 2: alone for real. I think that I might really understand
Speaker 2: the two household thing, or even Sheryl Lee Rose Ross's
Speaker 2: Ralph's not Ralph's Stross living in different homes situation, you know.
Speaker 3: Shout out to Aaron Marie Claire, who I don't know
Speaker 3: how many years ago told me that I would do
Speaker 3: best in a relationship with separate housing, and I was like,
Speaker 3: what is she talking about? She doesn't know me and
Speaker 3: she does. Okay, Uh, what is it called personality design?
Speaker 2: Human design?
Speaker 3: Human design? It was on point with that, okay, because
Speaker 3: I'm like, I am the type of bitch I need
Speaker 3: multiple houses, Like go to go to the Costa Rica house,
Speaker 3: I'm going to Brooklyn. I just like I want to
Speaker 3: have space. And I just also think I don't know
Speaker 3: if it's about like getting older and just recognizing I
Speaker 3: think as you get older as an adult, you're like,
Speaker 3: we have families because that's what we're trained to do.
Speaker 3: But then you're like, am I ever going to be
Speaker 3: alone again?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: No, you're not.
Speaker 2: This is it? Well, you know, we did talk remember
Speaker 2: when we were like real like single moms in the beginning,
Speaker 2: and well, I mean we like were partnerless, and we
Speaker 2: said that we actually felt bad for married people.
Speaker 3: Now you're going to be a married person, so good luck, bitch.
Speaker 3: We did say that. We did remember.
Speaker 2: That we were talking about married people, say how you're married?
Speaker 2: Oh so sorry, like you get no breaks, none, you.
Speaker 3: Know, seasons, seasons, seasons, I do. I'm not I'm mourning that,
Speaker 3: but there is a part of me that's like, oh
Speaker 3: my god, am I ever gonna just be alone? At
Speaker 3: my house again for five days. Probably not, you know,
Speaker 3: I mean it's very rare unless like I don't let
Speaker 3: it go out of town and I don't have the kid.
Speaker 3: But yeah, I think as you get older, time alone
Speaker 3: is it's worth a lot. It's valuable. Yeah, yeah, it is.
Speaker 2: It is for you guys that are just tuning in
Speaker 2: on YouTube or really on YouTube. If you're watching this
Speaker 2: episode on YouTube, this actually is a YouTube live. We
Speaker 2: do one YouTube live a month, and they're kind of
Speaker 2: sporadic like us because water signs we just be flowing.
Speaker 2: So technically supposed to be the third week of February.
Speaker 2: It is the third week of February, so we did do.
Speaker 2: We're doing well so far. So just check in on
Speaker 2: the third weeks of each month and we'll probably have
Speaker 2: a YouTube live at some point during that week.
Speaker 3: We can't commit to a day because although we are
Speaker 3: partnered or not very committed.
Speaker 2: So if you join YouTube live, we'll answer your questions live,
Speaker 2: we'll talk to you live. I see a lot of
Speaker 2: you guys in the chat right now. High Tribe, High
Speaker 2: Discord Tribe, High YouTube Tribe. Hi, Jess Sharlee Ralph, Yes
Speaker 2: that's her name. I got it wrong on the Cherylie
Speaker 2: Cheryl Lee, Rol Cheryl Lee, Ralphie Rossick.
Speaker 3: That's disrespectful.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, hey, Dianni, Dianni, I really do enjoy my
Speaker 2: alone time, but I don't want to live alone. I
Speaker 2: just need a day or two at home while he's
Speaker 2: at work. That's fair. I need like days alone. I
Speaker 2: actually really need days alone.
Speaker 3: I do.
Speaker 2: I really enjoy that time. I don't really get them
Speaker 2: that often, but when I do, it's very nice, very
Speaker 2: bad nice.
Speaker 3: Could you? I was, who's the bitcher threw her hair
Speaker 3: down for Punzel? Puzzel Punzel. I'm like, the bitch you
Speaker 3: through her hair? Yeah, I'm like at the live show
Speaker 3: where she took she threw off her.
Speaker 2: W oh no, no, no no, I said, Thumbolina and
Speaker 2: I was like, that doesn't seem right.
Speaker 3: Fern Gully noa, oh my god. This is my favorite
Speaker 3: character because she was small like me, but not some
Speaker 3: bollina bit.
Speaker 2: Do you remember fern Gully. I really flecked with fern Gully.
Speaker 2: She was like she was a fairy. I got jungle fairy.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, now I remember. I almost forgot
Speaker 3: about her. I was like, I like Sumbillina that he
Speaker 3: used to have a My mom bought me like the
Speaker 3: black version of the Little Book when I was little,
Speaker 3: and I really like that. I don't know they were
Speaker 3: trying to be progressive. Then my parents are very progressive,
Speaker 3: not your parents. That means society. I grew up very
Speaker 3: very very very pro black in my household, very malcolm X,
Speaker 3: pretty hardcore, and I still stand by that. Hence why
Speaker 3: my middle name is a Soda. I had to leave
Speaker 3: the recording because Orlando got locked out because it was
Speaker 3: very important that we smoke weed. That's true.
Speaker 2: You know, I'm supposed to be going on a weed detox,
Speaker 2: but I don't think I'm going to join my boyfriend
Speaker 2: on this journey right.
Speaker 3: Now, So so's start today.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, boo, it's just not gonna happen today. Maybe
Speaker 2: I'll try tomorrow.
Speaker 3: I might need to join your boyfriend on a weed
Speaker 3: de talk. It's not gonna happen right now. But why
Speaker 3: what's going on? I just feel like I should take
Speaker 3: a break. Oh, then do it? Yeah, I know.
Speaker 2: I went for a run this morning at five point
Speaker 2: thirty in the morning, because with who wish you can?
Speaker 2: Because he you know, he he doesn't really these. Oh no,
Speaker 2: let me open a fresh pack. Yeah, he doesn't run
Speaker 2: because these are all open because we can't stop smoking
Speaker 2: backwards OCD. Why would we open.
Speaker 3: Every single one?
Speaker 2: Every single one has been opened. Okay, these are a
Speaker 2: little crunch crunch Okay, well, I know, do we have
Speaker 2: papers because I know another.
Speaker 3: You have a backwood paper towork? Yeah, like you could
Speaker 3: just roll it.
Speaker 2: I have one in my backpack.
Speaker 3: Then you sprinkle the back You sprinkle it in like
Speaker 3: grava is a grava with a V or B. The
Speaker 3: New Yorker is somebody help a bitch out the grapa
Speaker 3: leaf graba. Yeah, and you just use it like that.
Speaker 3: Oh okay, you know what I'm saying. Okay, how many
Speaker 3: ways can you use the backwood? Four hundred and twenty
Speaker 3: seven ways? Okay, Well let's do it. So you went
Speaker 3: running at five thirty in the morning.
Speaker 2: I went running at five thirty in the morning because
Speaker 2: you know, I've I'm just I've been I've talked about
Speaker 2: this before about just like body confidence, body issues, body
Speaker 2: dysmorphia in the I talk about it in my in
Speaker 2: the book, how I've like gone through I wouldn't say
Speaker 2: like severe eating disorder. But like I've definitely like borderlined
Speaker 2: eating disorder of like starving myself, overeating, stress eating, gaining
Speaker 2: weight in college, I like bought an eight ball of
Speaker 2: cocaine to lose like twenty pounds? How many I did?
Speaker 2: I bought an eight ball specifically for my diet. So
Speaker 2: that's what you told your twenty one year old stuff.
Speaker 3: I need it. I just needed I was in the
Speaker 3: Actually I was nineteen.
Speaker 2: And I had gained my freshman fifteen and I'm so
Speaker 2: stressed out about it that I said, I know, I'll
Speaker 2: buy an eight ball my my grandma's mis send me
Speaker 2: four hundred dollars for Christmas.
Speaker 3: And I'm going to spend all of it on cocaine. Wow,
Speaker 3: what year was it where a ball was four hundred dollars?
Speaker 3: What in the nineteen year old money? Do you have?
Speaker 3: New York's expense? It was a Christmas gift.
Speaker 2: I spent my whole Christmas gift on cocaine from your grandma,
Speaker 2: from my grandma.
Speaker 3: Sorry, Tommy, did it work? Yeah? But I should have.
Speaker 2: I could have died because I was doing coke and
Speaker 2: then running on the treadmill.
Speaker 3: Oh, my dad, there reminds me one time. One time
Speaker 3: I was in college and I didn't coke. Like it
Speaker 3: was like nine o'clock in the morning. I called my
Speaker 3: homegirl and she's lived around the corrin of form Me.
Speaker 3: I'm like, hey, I feel so good. She's like, what
Speaker 3: am I? I think I want to run over? Not run over.
Speaker 3: We're never going for a job to your house. She's like,
Speaker 3: you've never jopped. I was like, this morning, I'm doing it.
Speaker 3: I hung up the phone with the fuck to sleep.
Speaker 3: I was like, sigm I'm just high. She's like, I know, wow.
Speaker 3: So anyway, don't you cocaine and do it?
Speaker 2: This is that we're not This is not a good idea. Okay,
Speaker 2: I was nineteen bad idea. I know, for the people listening,
Speaker 2: it's so crazy black women doing cocaine. I know, live
Speaker 2: in la if we live in Hollywood, it's not even
Speaker 2: about Hollywood or la you know whatever. You know, we
Speaker 2: have a we have deep issues with that, and as
Speaker 2: we should. However, I do not support the use of cocaine.
Speaker 2: Us do it as your own discretion. However anymore, it's
Speaker 2: not just for metal, just for medical announcements.
Speaker 3: Anybody watching, we highly do not recommend using cocaine as
Speaker 3: any type of dietary supplement. We did not stand by
Speaker 3: this message.
Speaker 2: This was a bad no no because then because I
Speaker 2: was before that it was xenadrin. I don't remember every
Speaker 2: anyone remembers xenodron, but it was a diet pill my
Speaker 2: mom was taking, and so in high school I would
Speaker 2: sneak them and that was crazy, Like I lost a weight,
Speaker 2: like crazy time.
Speaker 3: How long were you taking the fucking xenager? Like a week?
Speaker 3: And I lost like ten pounds.
Speaker 2: Anyway, my long journey of loving my body, I've so
Speaker 2: I've gained in the last year in my I think
Speaker 2: it's like happy weight, but I've gained almost twenty pounds
Speaker 2: And I, yeah, I know this because I weighed myself
Speaker 2: the other day and I said, oh, yeah, okay. And
Speaker 2: I've just been like having to like really love myself
Speaker 2: through it. And I'm really proud of myself because I've
Speaker 2: done a lot of work on my body and I'm
Speaker 2: not perfect. Like I'll mention my weight and I'll you know,
Speaker 2: try to you know, I try to talk myself off ledges.
Speaker 2: But I realized, like it's the weight is correlated to
Speaker 2: my mental health, which correlates to my how much I'm exercising.
Speaker 2: So if I'm not exercising, my mental health is not well,
Speaker 2: which then directly impacts obviously my body. And so I
Speaker 2: was like, I have got to like get my shit
Speaker 2: together because mentally I need.
Speaker 3: To be well.
Speaker 2: I just had a beautiful experience Costa Rica. I was
Speaker 2: I felt really good there. I came back and I
Speaker 2: was like feeling myself like trying to crash and burn
Speaker 2: in like this like hamster wheel of all the work
Speaker 2: that we do. And then also like talk shit about
Speaker 2: myself in the mirror, and then like I found myself
Speaker 2: like commenting to my partner about it, and then I
Speaker 2: was like, I don't do that. I don't need him to,
Speaker 2: like I mean, of course, like it's it's nice to
Speaker 2: have your partner validate you and say, like.
Speaker 3: You look beautiful. That's so great, Like you're so great.
Speaker 3: It doesn't matter what size you are. Goddess is worth
Speaker 3: thick blah blah blah. Goddesses are sick? Is that what
Speaker 3: he said? That was?
Speaker 2: Actually that was that was something I saw on Instagram yesterday,
Speaker 2: which then I was like, yeah, that's right. They were thick,
Speaker 2: So I'm thick right now, because my mother fucking got it.
Speaker 3: Goddesses were also petite goddesses came in all sizes and
Speaker 3: shapes like some Bellina.
Speaker 2: This is not about you.
Speaker 3: Listen. If you don't want to do body positivity for everyone,
Speaker 3: then I don't even know who you are.
Speaker 2: I'm just saying. I'm just saying I would say there's
Speaker 2: probably more, you know what, thick girls in the world
Speaker 2: worry about their body.
Speaker 3: Me just say I'm the fucking thing here. Okay, as
Speaker 3: we're talking about body positivity, I'm so sick and tired
Speaker 3: of the thick im sickies thinking they could say anything
Speaker 3: they want to petite bitches because they think we have
Speaker 3: it all and we do, but we also have issues too. Okay.
Speaker 3: We live in a world where Kim K and all
Speaker 3: the rest of these big booty bitches made it big
Speaker 3: and cool to be sick and have that aunt ass
Speaker 3: and big titties and blah blah blah, and all the
Speaker 3: rap songs are like blah blah blah. Thick them, thick this,
Speaker 3: thick them, think that whatever nobody says, oh look at
Speaker 3: that petite girl. You know, we had that one solemn
Speaker 3: they said, petite thick, But I don't appreciate you telling
Speaker 3: us that we don't have any issues. Maybe we didn't
Speaker 3: do it. I say, you don't have no issues. I said,
Speaker 3: this isn't about you. You know, because we didn't do
Speaker 3: eight bowl of cocaine for our twenty first birthday for
Speaker 3: our diets does mean shit. You know what happened When
Speaker 3: I was in eighth grade, I try to eat a
Speaker 3: lot of McDonald's, and in college you try to drink
Speaker 3: a lot of beers, and the beers did help. But
Speaker 3: the point is you are how God made you, and
Speaker 3: you're perfectly perfect, and everybody the grass is always greener
Speaker 3: on the other side. And I'm realizing this even with aging.
Speaker 2: Okay, I agree to all of those things. However, I
Speaker 2: would say that people who are thicker and bigger and
Speaker 2: whatever it is, generally the information, the meatia, all those things,
Speaker 2: they torment us a lot more than they do tiny
Speaker 2: petite women. So yes, tiny petite women. I'm sure you
Speaker 2: guys have your own set of issues wanting you know,
Speaker 2: bigger asses, bigger hips, whatever, the fuck, being able to
Speaker 2: gain weight, all those things. I'm sorry that you guys
Speaker 2: go through that. I'm very sorry. However, I would say Historically,
Speaker 2: figger women have a harder motherfucking time.
Speaker 3: Okay, this is not an argument of thicker. You just
Speaker 3: made it an argument. I just said, don't sleep under
Speaker 3: the carpet. The body dysmorphia of different shapes and sizes
Speaker 3: of women, I get. I hear that a lot. I'm
Speaker 3: just saying I've had a lot of rude comments that
Speaker 3: I didn't ask for about my body type and my
Speaker 3: body size, like oh my god, you're so skinny, dub bitch.
Speaker 3: So I'm just saying that kes this is a place
Speaker 3: for women, and we're in the babe cave. I just
Speaker 3: made that up, that we're just here to embrace all
Speaker 3: the shapes and sizes because historically, different sizes are in
Speaker 3: at different times. Okay, so you're gonna roll the bland. No,
Speaker 3: I need you to roll it because it's a paper now.
Speaker 2: Okay, so is gonna work. So you're gonna break up
Speaker 2: the backwood. This is our new technique. Okay, Okay, I
Speaker 2: hear you. I understand. But all I was saying. What
Speaker 2: I was also getting to was this morning, in the mirror,
Speaker 2: I was doing my body work exercises, and I was
Speaker 2: looking in the mirror and I was thinking how much
Speaker 2: like women need to And actually I fucked up because
Speaker 2: I was actually gonna wear something different today. I totally
Speaker 2: forgot in my fucking exercise. I was gonna wear something
Speaker 2: that made me feel really uncomfortable like that, I that
Speaker 2: would make me have to highlight the things that I
Speaker 2: feel uncomfortable with, because then I'd have to face it
Speaker 2: and be like, I love myself no matter what, because like,
Speaker 2: my belly is doing this thing here, guys everyone you know,
Speaker 2: you guys know if you guys have this little floup
Speaker 2: boss situation. Yeah, this little thing. I know, Jamila doesn't
Speaker 2: know anything about this.
Speaker 3: Wow, this is feeling really targeted.
Speaker 2: And this is the kind of goddess stomach.
Speaker 3: Okay, well that's what we're gonna have to. We're gonna
Speaker 3: have to Pasi right there.
Speaker 2: This is the goddess belly.
Speaker 3: I don't know what meme you saw this week, but
Speaker 3: you're gonna have to chill with the goddess belly. Okay,
Speaker 3: this belly also carried a child, you know, And I'm
Speaker 3: let me you want to talk about I wore something
Speaker 3: that I generally wouldn't wear because I'm sitting down and
Speaker 3: this is like I don't like outfits that really show
Speaker 3: my skinniness. And I licked this out a particularly. I
Speaker 3: usually don't wear one piece fucking stretched suits. Look, I
Speaker 3: feel like, wait, which way is it? Very? Oh?
Speaker 2: Wow?
Speaker 3: Like very like we have my Vagiina's big though.
Speaker 2: Okay, well then okay, so then me and Neila standing
Speaker 2: next to each other. The other day we went to
Speaker 2: a fucking call her daddy? Of it?
Speaker 3: Why we went to a call her daddy?
Speaker 2: Event you guys? Okay, speaking of which, God damn all
Speaker 2: her art her audience are twelve. She's on when her
Speaker 2: audience are twelve. Yeah, And anyway, I made you took
Speaker 2: a picture together and she she's like, Fumblina.
Speaker 3: I forgot about that picture.
Speaker 2: She was like Fumblelina, And I was like right in front. Look,
Speaker 2: I was like, god damn wait, we.
Speaker 3: Gotta put We're gonna please GP. We gotta put the
Speaker 3: picture because I look super small. Also, we because we
Speaker 3: are such different side, we're kind of like.
Speaker 2: Xpree have to photograph certain ways that Okay, I'm sorry,
Speaker 2: I'm just it's falling off.
Speaker 3: What are you gonna do? Just take it off? Can
Speaker 3: I unplug this for five seconds? No? Yeah, okay oh
Speaker 3: now that her microsoft perfect, So yeah, fuck not fast enough.
Speaker 3: Eric and I have had to learn to really pose
Speaker 3: an accordance with each other because if I am in
Speaker 3: the back of her and she's like on a different
Speaker 3: like on one step above me, then like the proportions
Speaker 3: are not proportioning she's taller than me. So we've actually
Speaker 3: really learned to and that's another thing, you know what,
Speaker 3: like maybe God put us in this relationship because it's
Speaker 3: like a it's a constant mirror of like we are
Speaker 3: totally different looking women with totally different body shapes, and
Speaker 3: so sometimes I'm looking at pictures, I'm like, oh my god,
Speaker 3: this bitch and her titties and like, my titties are
Speaker 3: all small, and like this is very fucking annoying. And
Speaker 3: we bring Lingerie and she's all thick EM's and kirby,
Speaker 3: and like we're constantly, constantly we could be in comparison
Speaker 3: of each other because we have totally different body types.
Speaker 3: But what good would that do for our fucking mental
Speaker 3: health or our fucking friendship? But yes, that picture was
Speaker 3: can we zoom into the picture? We're do not need
Speaker 3: to put it here?
Speaker 2: Here?
Speaker 3: You can't we see Okay, wait, oh god, I just
Speaker 3: got to get closer. I don't know if that's how
Speaker 3: you do I don't know if that's how you do it.
Speaker 3: You got to come back. Anyway, are you pulling up
Speaker 3: the picture?
Speaker 2: Long story? Because you said did you peopleant to put
Speaker 2: it in. I just want the people on Live right
Speaker 2: now to see it at this very moment. Anyway, long
Speaker 2: story short, love on yourself. I'm still in the process,
Speaker 2: still like I've come a long way. I've come a
Speaker 2: long way, but I still have work to do. I
Speaker 2: think it's like especially because of like I think of
Speaker 2: Instagram and just just everything, just comparison is the devil, literally,
Speaker 2: and I think that so many women we are so
Speaker 2: hard on ourselves. We starve ourselves, we overeat ourselves, we
Speaker 2: stay inside. We don't wear the thing. And that was
Speaker 2: a thing too. That was like why even subconsciously I
Speaker 2: didn't do it, but I told myself I was gonna
Speaker 2: wear the thing that actually makes me feel a little
Speaker 2: bit uncomfortable so that I can just be like, bitch,
Speaker 2: it's fine, you look great. So this is just a
Speaker 2: message to you to put on the thing, even if
Speaker 2: you don't go outside, just put the thing on.
Speaker 3: Look at yourself in.
Speaker 2: The mirror, touch your body, talk nice to yourself. Send
Speaker 2: nudes to the Discord group chat so that we can
Speaker 2: pump you up. If you aren't in Discord, join Discord.
Speaker 2: It's a great space. It's a great place for you
Speaker 2: to just be yourself and send nudes. Send news that
Speaker 2: you don't feel comfortable sending to anyone else, send them
Speaker 2: to us. And I'm going to send you mine because
Speaker 2: I was having a hard day today.
Speaker 3: You know, yesterday last night I had put on some
Speaker 3: lingerie to like do something, film something, and I just
Speaker 3: left it on. I was cleaning the house and like
Speaker 3: full blown stockings, and I was like, I like this.
Speaker 3: Sometimes it requires that you put on the sexy shit
Speaker 3: and do nothing, like literally just clean your house. It
Speaker 3: just puts you in the energy of like, oh I
Speaker 3: kind of look motherfucking good. You almost forget. You have
Speaker 3: to like train yourself. Put on the lingerie, feel the silks,
Speaker 3: feel the lace, put on the motherfucking garters and the stockings,
Speaker 3: and just be like I'm that bitch, you know, like
Speaker 3: if you were trumping around all goddamn day and sweats
Speaker 3: and shit, it's gonna be hard to feel yourself and
Speaker 3: even as a newdiest. There's been seasons in my life
Speaker 3: where I knew I was depressed because I was wearing
Speaker 3: a lot of sweats, and I'm like, bitch, if you
Speaker 3: don't put on some actual fucking freakom dresses and come
Speaker 3: out of this fucking deep depression, sometimes the anti depressant
Speaker 3: medicine is just the freakom dress and the lingerie. Like
Speaker 3: sometimes you have to like fake it until you make it,
Speaker 3: and like even if you don't feel your greatest, you know,
Speaker 3: just do what you gotta do until like put on
Speaker 3: some lipstick can get there.
Speaker 2: I also blame my boyfriend for making me gain weight
Speaker 2: because he likes me and my moo moos, like that
Speaker 2: turns him on, Like not lingerie. I've put on lingerie
Speaker 2: and he's like, I don't really go a fuck about this.
Speaker 2: I don't care about this. I actually prefer you in
Speaker 2: like big T shirts. And now I have no I
Speaker 2: don't I don't wear I barely put it on. So
Speaker 2: I'm just wearing moon moves around the fucking house, just
Speaker 2: like floating through like fucking Auntie, not putting on the
Speaker 2: lingerie for like a mental check, Like bitch, it doesn't
Speaker 2: fit anymore. It's been a while.
Speaker 1: Ho.
Speaker 3: You do need to have a mental check and you
Speaker 3: need to do it for you. Fuck these niggas for real,
Speaker 3: forar real. It's just like, yeah, it's just for you,
Speaker 3: even if you live alone, you know. Anyway, that's my spiel.
Speaker 2: So what are we doing here? Can you gut us
Speaker 2: through this backwood experience? This? Ok?
Speaker 3: This new so here, I've crushed up the black wood.
Speaker 3: This is how you recycle your backwoods. If you opened
Speaker 3: every fucking pack for no goddamn reason and they got
Speaker 3: a little stale, you just crunch it up. This is
Speaker 3: the eco friendly backwood. Crunch it up so that you
Speaker 3: can still use it and that you get a little
Speaker 3: spliff and it doesn't have to be too much. This
Speaker 3: is like if you're not wanting to go so tobacco
Speaker 3: and you don't want to get like, you know, someone's
Speaker 3: could do that lightheaded feeling. You want a little lightheadedness,
Speaker 3: then you just crunch up a little backwood like so, okay, Saltbee, Orlando,
Speaker 3: where's my where's my camp?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, oh yeah, the tobacco the backwood, Saltbee, This
Speaker 2: is backwards back would Bay.
Speaker 3: This is just a little sprinkle if you want to
Speaker 3: just a little sprinkle on your joint, that's what you do.
Speaker 3: So here I have the weed. Here, I have my
Speaker 3: sprinkle of spliff tobacco from the backwoods, and voila.
Speaker 2: Okay, well give it to the paper master here. So
Speaker 2: what I'm gonna do now is I'm going to actually,
Speaker 2: I'm going to get a filter because this is very
Speaker 2: I don't trust people that don't use filters and their joints.
Speaker 2: I believe that it's very unsanitary, and it's lazy and
Speaker 2: you're wasting the cannabis because you're not gonna stop it
Speaker 2: all lazy.
Speaker 3: I don't know how to do the filter. I barely
Speaker 3: can roll a joint.
Speaker 2: So what you do is you roll it up like so,
Speaker 2: you place it here in the joint like so, and
Speaker 2: then you just do a little.
Speaker 3: And then you roll it just but like that, and.
Speaker 2: Then I guess I'm just I mean, I'm just gonna
Speaker 2: mix these up together right here. I'm gonna mix up
Speaker 2: the backwood with the cannabis.
Speaker 3: We're fucking backwood chefs, okay, we are, We're the backwood chefs.
Speaker 3: I don't like the Martha Steward are backwards. Okay, I'm
Speaker 3: making a recipe book, four hundred ways to roll a backwood. Okay,
Speaker 3: do you call me anyway?
Speaker 2: Speaking of Costa Rica, we had the privilege of really
Speaker 2: rapping for La and Costa Rica. So we watched the
Speaker 2: Super Bowl at a little dive bar on the beach
Speaker 2: next to the water, looking up at the stars, shout
Speaker 2: out to Johnny's and actually, so before I was actually
Speaker 2: getting like I was in like a spiritual session moments
Speaker 2: before this happened.
Speaker 3: Mila.
Speaker 2: I told her.
Speaker 3: I was like, Okay, I'm gonna be done.
Speaker 2: You have to come get me afterwards, and I like
Speaker 2: finished my session. I text Mila, I'm like, did I
Speaker 2: miss it? I just knew that I'd missed the super Bowl.
Speaker 2: And she's like, no, there's eight minutes left. There was
Speaker 2: eight minutes. I'm coming to get you. Be ready. So
Speaker 2: she left the bar to come get me, like zoom date.
Speaker 2: I heard her like I'm over there like pulling my cards,
Speaker 2: like oh yes, devotion this She's like, bitch, take a picture.
Speaker 3: We got to go bust it in, Like are you ready?
Speaker 3: What a hammock?
Speaker 2: I was like, don't get like a coconut water, don't
Speaker 2: get you.
Speaker 3: At halftime, if you're not gonna be ready, like we're
Speaker 3: shrifting gears. You went from spiritual massage to fucking cach
Speaker 3: and I.
Speaker 2: Wasn't sure how I was gonna feel because I just
Speaker 2: had this very like like transformative experience that I was
Speaker 2: about to go like be with a lot of people
Speaker 2: and like turn up. But actually it was exactly what
Speaker 2: I needed, exactly what I needed. So we got there
Speaker 2: right in this in the nick of time, and Kendrick
Speaker 2: came on and me and Mila like immediately like we're.
Speaker 3: On ten everybody. First of all, they almost didn't put
Speaker 3: the halftime show on. Someone was like okay. They asked
Speaker 3: me if we wanted to play the music or play
Speaker 3: the halftime show, and I was like, what are you
Speaker 3: talking about? I totally five people like excuse me, I'm
Speaker 3: from I'm from LA. So we're here for the halftime show.
Speaker 3: And then like at halftime, I know, she was really
Speaker 3: irritated with me. I was like, hey, don't forget halftime.
Speaker 3: She's like I know, like I know, bitch. I'm like, okay,
Speaker 3: well don't act like you know, turn the fucking turn
Speaker 3: the fucking TV back on, bitch. So I was like
Speaker 3: giving her the death stair, Like, if I missed any
Speaker 3: one minute of this, we're gonna have a fucking problem
Speaker 3: with Costa Rica Baby. So me and Erica, I'm pretty
Speaker 3: sure Me and Erica hyped the whole bar.
Speaker 2: We did not not pretty sure. We were like people were
Speaker 2: standing around looking stupid. We're like we were, and I
Speaker 2: was like, why is no one dancing?
Speaker 3: You would have thought it was our cousin. Okay, cousin
Speaker 3: Kendrick was about to fucking perform because we were hype
Speaker 3: as ship. We stood up, we were looking at other
Speaker 3: people like.
Speaker 2: Kendrick, Oh give me those matches, never mind Orlando Kendrick.
Speaker 3: So he performed we fake crypt walk for however long.
Speaker 3: The performance was all fourteen minutes. Okay, I really had to.
Speaker 2: I had to like really bust out my fake crip
Speaker 2: walking because there was a time in my life when
Speaker 2: I because I'm you know, I'm Valley girl, but I'd
Speaker 2: forced my mom to drop me off in Englewood. So
Speaker 2: then I was hanging out with like like the baby Crips.
Speaker 2: I think we really crips. They were like the cousin
Speaker 2: of the crips. Yeah, they were like the Crips brothers
Speaker 2: and like little brothers and like little sisters. But they
Speaker 2: gave me a duitorial. But it was a very long
Speaker 2: time ago. So then when I came to I tapped in.
Speaker 2: I felt like, Okay, did I make them proud?
Speaker 3: Did I do it right? I didn't care. I was
Speaker 3: just going like I didn't guess what. Nobody touched Rita
Speaker 3: knows what the fuck it is. They think I'm doing
Speaker 3: it I was. I was like, you don't know shit.
Speaker 3: And it was great. We went fucking wild. I was
Speaker 3: getting chills at my spine and getting downloads and I.
Speaker 2: Was like what.
Speaker 3: And I felt really like activated from that performance. And
Speaker 3: then I told our homegirl Dutch. Shout out to Dutch,
Speaker 3: who actually came to a retreat two years ago and
Speaker 3: then moved to Costa Rica. I told her, oh my god,
Speaker 3: I had so many downloads during this halftime performance, which
Speaker 3: aka downloads for the spiritual community are like times just
Speaker 3: messages from the from the divine universe that you know,
Speaker 3: if you're in the healer community, you know, I got
Speaker 3: so many downloads, Like, because I'm so many downloads, I
Speaker 3: was holding space for them. And then I got so
Speaker 3: many downloads, so many downloads, So she was like, that's
Speaker 3: interesting that you say that, because you see that lady
Speaker 3: behind us. It's like an old lady, like a very
Speaker 3: old lady with gray hair, just sitting in the back
Speaker 3: of the bar. She's like she we said that two
Speaker 3: years ago. This psychic on the internet said that Kendrick
Speaker 3: would perform at the super Bowl in two years and
Speaker 3: she said that black people are going to get some
Speaker 3: kind of superpowers. And I was like, I believe her.
Speaker 3: That is true. And so it was just a divine
Speaker 3: alignment that Kendrick activated my superpowers. In Costa Rica while
Speaker 3: we were repping hard for the West Coast and like
Speaker 3: we were like sweating, we were dripping sweat. And then
Speaker 3: suddenly when everybody else saw us repping for our cousin,
Speaker 3: suddenly it was hit their cousin too.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they didn't even know the lyrics. They were just dancing, dancing.
Speaker 2: Wait side note, this is good. I kind of fuck
Speaker 2: with this.
Speaker 3: You like that. It's like, oh, it's like a diet Backwood.
Speaker 3: It's like a little tobacco, not too much. It's going
Speaker 3: to like give you a little bit lightheadedness. Yeah, we
Speaker 3: had a like that was an amazing trip, a really
Speaker 3: amazing trip. It was really important for Erica and I
Speaker 3: to go. I think, do this trip alone. We've been
Speaker 3: like in the last few years. We've only had our
Speaker 3: business three years, the Good Ripe Retreat. But oh yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: you like that. That's that real. That's that real nigga hit.
Speaker 3: It's a real nigga shit, you know, speaking of crips
Speaker 3: and ship. Yeah, you know, you know, you know, back
Speaker 3: in the day, my baby daddy said he was a blood.
Speaker 3: He's a fucking lie. What the fuck are you kidding me?
Speaker 3: Oh no, I'm not.
Speaker 2: Are you serious?
Speaker 3: Oh yeah?
Speaker 2: He was where from where?
Speaker 3: From the valley village? Baby? He was wearing red, he
Speaker 3: was listening to he was listening to the game, you know,
Speaker 3: was bopin' but what was bop and butt? What's boping? Blood?
Speaker 2: You know?
Speaker 3: Because you can't say any Please don't make me hate
Speaker 3: him more than I already do. No, I'm serious. He
Speaker 3: said it was a blood okay, because he probably had
Speaker 3: some blood cousins, some distant ones, because he's super from
Speaker 3: the valid Sorry, what's up? Oh my god, I would pay.
Speaker 3: I probably have some pictures perfect. He was talking. You know,
Speaker 3: when your date a girl from the valley and she
Speaker 3: don't know no better. You're just talking ship, you know.
Speaker 3: Looking back, I'm like, nigga, use a lie. He was
Speaker 3: a mother fucking lie. Okay, with your English teacher mom
Speaker 3: in the suburbs, with your white picket fence, can always
Speaker 3: be them. Why do you niggas want to be gangster
Speaker 3: so bad?
Speaker 2: Some sort of weird masculinity that they feel like and
Speaker 2: women have, like, uh, have like surrendered to it, because
Speaker 2: even our like are we contribute to the toxic masculinity
Speaker 2: format a lot sometimes, Like I'm like, well, I think
Speaker 2: a gangster somehow, like uh, creates this illusion of like
Speaker 2: protection and and honestly, like a loyalty to something, Like
Speaker 2: there's a loyalty to something. There's some sort of initiation
Speaker 2: that you've gone through. Like these words, these like these
Speaker 2: ideas and these concepts I feel like are things that
Speaker 2: are attractive to women. But like, when you get to
Speaker 2: the nitty gritty of what it actually is, it's not
Speaker 2: it's not that.
Speaker 3: Honey, It's just not the worst part about my baby
Speaker 3: daddy claiming to be a blood is that, Honestly, if
Speaker 3: we were in a fucking fight, he wouldn't bust a grape.
Speaker 3: I was thinking that, like what if I had to
Speaker 3: fight him, or like I had to jump them or something.
Speaker 3: Don't tell anybody really pissed me off this week, But
Speaker 3: I was like, you know, because he gets really mouthy
Speaker 3: with women. I noticed that today, Like he used to
Speaker 3: get mouthed with me, get physical with me, get mouthed
Speaker 3: with his mama. I never seen this nigga get mouthy
Speaker 3: with no nigga. So if you a gangster doing a
Speaker 3: lot of this to women, to women, nine times out
Speaker 3: of ten, nigga, use a bitch. Anyway, Sorry, that was
Speaker 3: my rant for the day. No I got got to
Speaker 3: sprinkle a little bit of baby daddy hate in there
Speaker 3: would be a good mom shoven stuck into the backwood,
Speaker 3: just like you sprinkle the backwoods, sprinkle a little bit
Speaker 3: of baby daddy hate, a little bit of daddy hate.
Speaker 3: You know, we want you to do better, though we
Speaker 3: hope and we pray that you always do better. We do,
Speaker 3: we truly do, but we're not going to hold our breath.
Speaker 3: Speaking of bad choices, do you have any bad choices
Speaker 3: this week? My dear, it's a bad choice of the week.
Speaker 2: Bat mom.
Speaker 4: Not a bad mom, but a bad mom, so.
Speaker 3: Good I'm Lizy. I'm gonna tell a bad choice from
Speaker 3: we were off season. I wasn't really I don't know
Speaker 3: why I'm feeling reluctant to tell it now. I feel
Speaker 3: a little embarrassed, but I guess it wouldn't be a
Speaker 3: bad choice if it wasn't a little bit embarrassing and
Speaker 3: me with it. None you bitches in the comments judge
Speaker 3: me either, I'm gonna get judged. So once upon a time,
Speaker 3: me and Orlando were at our house like we are
Speaker 3: nine times out of ten, and Lynna was home. It
Speaker 3: was a school night, so our friend, our homie comes
Speaker 3: over and we put her to bed. So because the
Speaker 3: school night, and our homie comes over, and you know,
Speaker 3: our homie is married, but he is Polly, so he
Speaker 3: is like, you know, girl, friend girls, girlfriends whatever, So
Speaker 3: friend girls. He was like, he had one girl come over.
Speaker 3: Then he's like, I'm gonna take her home, and I
Speaker 3: was like, you're drunk. He's like, I'm uber home and
Speaker 3: he's like, oh yeah, my other two homegirls is gonna
Speaker 3: come by. And I was like, you think you're slick, Okay,
Speaker 3: you're just inviting bitches over here because you can't take
Speaker 3: them home whatever that our house is.
Speaker 2: That house is free hotel.
Speaker 3: Like it's like a come all come like I get
Speaker 3: calls a four in the morning. I'm like, okay, the
Speaker 3: door is open. Whatever. So these two the bitches come over.
Speaker 3: They go upstairs. Mire Orlanda go in the room. We're
Speaker 3: like getting a little freak freaky deeky. I'm in the room,
Speaker 3: like naked, so I'm like standing up on our bed
Speaker 3: because I'm sure I'm touching the ceiling and Orlando's eating
Speaker 3: my pussy. Our homeboy comes in. He has on his
Speaker 3: whole shirt is off. I don't know where his shirt went.
Speaker 3: What's y'all doing? And I'm like my lega, um, well,
Speaker 3: I'm getting some head. So you would think that would
Speaker 3: be his sign and like open and close the door. No,
Speaker 3: he comes in and close the doors behind him. Oh yeah,
Speaker 3: oh y'all down here getting it poppin. Yes we are, friend,
Speaker 3: Yes we are. You know what this naked does. He said,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna get the I'm gonna get those girls. I'm
Speaker 3: gonna right back. I'm like, so, Mir or Landa, we
Speaker 3: don't even say shit.
Speaker 2: We just staying there.
Speaker 3: And he goes back out of the room, close the door,
Speaker 3: and I was like, Landy, you let your friend punk us.
Speaker 3: Nobody said shit, nobody said no, thank you, nobody said anything.
Speaker 3: We're just like okay. So he comes back in with
Speaker 3: the two girls. Me and Orlando are just like I
Speaker 3: think I finally sit down, but I'm butt ass naked.
Speaker 3: I think Orlando's naked too. So then they're like, we
Speaker 3: have surround Okay, we have like a We're not Polly,
Speaker 3: but we have a poly bed because we have surround seating.
Speaker 3: There's platforms all around the bed, so if someone one
Speaker 3: wanted to sit and watch, it would be like a
Speaker 3: perfect situation. So the girls sit down. Anyway, him and
Speaker 3: one of the girls start fucking around, and I'm like, okay,
Speaker 3: well I guess front Row show it in my room.
Speaker 2: And then you got your friends and the girls are around.
Speaker 3: One girl and the friend is fucking around. But then
Speaker 3: he stops and says, do you have a towel? So
Speaker 3: I'm like yeah. He's like she'd be squirting a lot,
Speaker 3: like oh yeah, Oh lord Jesus, I'm like, yeah, let
Speaker 3: me get your towel because this is my bed and
Speaker 3: my nigger. Oh shit, oh shit, oh god, what are
Speaker 3: you doing? Sorry?
Speaker 2: He just stayed the area stage my bed, stage your
Speaker 2: bad choices.
Speaker 3: Okay, So I get two towels because bitch, you're not
Speaker 3: about to get your fluids all over my bed. But
Speaker 3: then I'm kind of interested because you know, I haven't
Speaker 3: I haven't really mastered the skirting thing, which is just
Speaker 3: really one of these days I'm gonna have the announcement
Speaker 3: that I did it. And so I go get the
Speaker 3: towels and I'm like, hey, this is the only area
Speaker 3: in which you could do this because my bed. So
Speaker 3: anybody were like watching them, like I'm gonna pussyate. They're like, fucking,
Speaker 3: she's bent over, They're like getting loud. I'm like, hey, hey,
Speaker 3: my kid is sleeping in the next room. So I'm
Speaker 3: like I make then the mommy announcement, like hey, I
Speaker 3: know we're adults having fun, but upt the fuck up. Okay,
Speaker 3: So they start fucking iek like me and or Lando
Speaker 3: start fucking. So we're just like it's not like any
Speaker 3: type of an orgy. It's just like a side by
Speaker 3: side fucking and one girl watching. Don't ask my life.
Speaker 3: It's a regular like Wednesday night, and we totally just
Speaker 3: let this happen. Okay, so she starts like going in.
Speaker 3: He's doing some kind of moves and I could see
Speaker 3: He's like, so I know it's about to happen. So
Speaker 3: I'm like.
Speaker 2: Trying to see the technique.
Speaker 3: I'm trying to see the technique, right, So for sure,
Speaker 3: she just starts sucking squirting all over the fucking bed.
Speaker 3: I'm like, WHOA, Like front row seats pretty cool, right,
Speaker 3: like live porn. So whenever we keep going, like we're
Speaker 3: telling jokes in between, I'm like talking shit to my friends.
Speaker 3: The other girl is just like the other We're gonna
Speaker 3: just suck up this yellow couch, and the other girl's
Speaker 3: just like being very demir like watching. So then me
Speaker 3: Orlando take a meeting in the closet.
Speaker 2: What how did you sneak into the closet? It was
Speaker 2: like like sexily dragged him over. They're like, come me here, baby. No,
Speaker 2: I think he was just like come here.
Speaker 3: I don't know how he got that. Has keep in mind,
Speaker 3: here's my bed, here's the closet. We have to walk
Speaker 3: nowhere or just literally one step. So we get we
Speaker 3: get in the closet and he's like we start talking.
Speaker 3: I'm like, what's happening, Like, are they trying to have three?
Speaker 3: Like are they trying to have orgy? I don't know.
Speaker 3: He's like, I mean, you know that girl has nice boom.
Speaker 3: Like why He's like, you know, it wouldn't be so
Speaker 3: it would be nice to like on her titty. I'm like,
Speaker 3: do you want to suck on her titties?
Speaker 1: Like?
Speaker 3: I mean kind of yeah, you know, like almost like
Speaker 3: an child, like I have been good this week. I
Speaker 3: am a really nice boy. I'm like, so, I'm like,
Speaker 3: note to self, remind me tocus him out tomorrow about
Speaker 3: using his niceness as a privilege to get things some
Speaker 3: I'm like, okay, well okay, well you could suck her titty.
Speaker 3: So then we go back out of the closet and
Speaker 3: he just moves me.
Speaker 2: On over to her tit crawl over.
Speaker 3: Yeah. So they were like you get it popping again,
Speaker 3: like making out. She was like sitting right there, and
Speaker 3: I just, oh, you want to suck your tick? I didn't,
Speaker 3: but I had to initiate it. I was sure, oh okay.
Speaker 3: I was like okay, trying to be a good wing woman.
Speaker 3: I was like like kissing her shoulder and I was
Speaker 3: like rubbing the girl's shoulder and I was like, what's
Speaker 3: your mind if he licked your titty? Gotta kiss you?
Speaker 3: First I kissed her and then I was like, do
Speaker 3: you mind if he sucks on your titty? And she's
Speaker 3: like no, and she like takes out her big, voluptuous
Speaker 3: breast and then like he's so it's like kissing Lila
Speaker 3: and I kissed the other and we're like looking at
Speaker 3: each other, these big old titties in her mouth and
Speaker 3: I'm I crawled over so awkward. Anyway we do that,
Speaker 3: I like make out with her a little bit, like
Speaker 3: only her top comes off. And then it ends like
Speaker 3: I look at the time, it's just late. It's like
Speaker 3: three o'clock in the morning, and I'm like okay. So
Speaker 3: then they just collect themselves and get up and leave,
Speaker 3: and Orlando's so happy, he's just beaming. I'm like, give you,
Speaker 3: give your nigga one titty suckle a year is gonna
Speaker 3: be fucking thinks you're the ship. So it wasn't even
Speaker 3: like an orgy or anything of that story. It was
Speaker 3: just like a diet a diet light orgy. But the
Speaker 3: bad choice was that my kid was in the next room,
Speaker 3: but she was sound asleep and she had no clue,
Speaker 3: so and like we hang out in our room all
Speaker 3: the time with friends, and so yeah, that's my bad, bad,
Speaker 3: good choice of the week. Because Orlando was very thrilled
Speaker 3: after they left. You would have thought he had a
Speaker 3: whole fucking foursome or some shit. He you couldn't tell
Speaker 3: him shit, And I was just like.
Speaker 2: That's like a bad choice slash a whoy.
Speaker 3: Yeah wow, so that's my story that happened. I love
Speaker 3: that that, But I always have a meeting in the
Speaker 3: closet first. That sounds fun, you know, if it's if
Speaker 3: it requires going in the closet and being a little strange,
Speaker 3: just do it because then you have clear you have
Speaker 3: clear guidelines of what's about to happen. Because when you
Speaker 3: don't have communication, it's.
Speaker 2: Okay to step away from the threesome one and get
Speaker 2: it to get get the communication together and then come back.
Speaker 2: It's okay. Do not force yourself just like you've done
Speaker 2: all your life with men where you didn't want to
Speaker 2: sleep with them, but you're already doing it and you
Speaker 2: felt like you had to just stay. No, you can.
Speaker 2: You can step away with your partner and make the
Speaker 2: make negotiations terms and agreements.
Speaker 3: Terms and agreements and this this has been the key
Speaker 3: in uh, having the fluctuation and the relationship is like
Speaker 3: having the conversation first. I mean ideally, yes, not normally
Speaker 3: when you're in the midst mandatory, don't do it. We've
Speaker 3: been there, We've done that. I was traumatized, Okay, and
Speaker 3: you try to did that right now. You didn't have
Speaker 3: the conversation first, No, but mid mid whatever the fuck
Speaker 3: was happening, we knew because there's been times where we
Speaker 3: have not had the conversation and it went terribly wrong
Speaker 3: that it doesn't matter how weird it looks or how
Speaker 3: strange it is, We're going to take a moment to
Speaker 3: go into the closet and have a meeting because it
Speaker 3: could go south and then we're gonna then they're they're
Speaker 3: gonna leave, and we're gonna have problems. So if it
Speaker 3: takes to just go in the closet and have some
Speaker 3: communication that you.
Speaker 2: Have to be in solidarity with your partner. You really
Speaker 2: have to feel like you guys are a team working together.
Speaker 3: Yeah, because if if some one person, like one person
Speaker 3: doesn't communicate adventures out of the fucking contract or there's
Speaker 3: no contract, things can go really bad and even as
Speaker 3: someone who's not Polly or I would I am monogamous.
Speaker 3: I guess in this case would be monogamish, but just
Speaker 3: it requires a lot of communication and that has been
Speaker 3: the game changer for me. In Orlando's play good, I
Speaker 3: love that. I love that.
Speaker 2: It's very good advice for all the three Summers and
Speaker 2: group sext people in the YouTube live and like, if.
Speaker 3: Your man asks you for a titty suck, I was like, whatever, sure,
Speaker 3: I don't even know this bitch, never seen her again.
Speaker 3: I can't even tell your name those you know, like
Speaker 3: she was a nice little fairy of the night unicorn unicorn. Yeah,
Speaker 3: so that's my bad choice of the week. I love that.
Speaker 3: Thank you for sharing. I think I was just a
Speaker 3: concerned that I would be judged because my kid was
Speaker 3: in the next room.
Speaker 2: But I mean, people have sex with their kid at
Speaker 2: the house.
Speaker 3: We all do it. Yeah, it's true.
Speaker 2: Who decides how many it can be?
Speaker 3: You? Yep, it's actually very normal now that you say
Speaker 3: it like that, thank you. Yeah, I feel like it's
Speaker 3: it's the truth.
Speaker 2: You know, you were with your fiance, Yeah, you're like, yeah.
Speaker 3: It says Alexa play meeting in my bedroom meeting in
Speaker 3: the closet. Okay, oh my gosh.
Speaker 2: Well should we answer some questions from the YouTube live?
Speaker 3: Yes? We should.
Speaker 2: Should we have any terranny?
Speaker 3: Did you text me digit text us? She did cause
Speaker 3: she's this shit. Oh okay, Oh, while you do that,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna pick a tarot card. Okay, okay.
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Speaker 2: our discord, which is like the juiciest, most supportive, loving,
Speaker 2: constant community that you didn't even know existed, but now
Speaker 2: you do, because literally, like the discord every someone actually
Speaker 2: the other day yesterday was like, how do you do it?
Speaker 3: There's so many there's so many conversations happening.
Speaker 2: They're like there's people get sharing titties and there's people
Speaker 2: like venting about their Then there's someone who's like getting
Speaker 2: gradulated because she got a great job. There's people meeting up,
Speaker 2: there's people putting one one, one, two, two, three through three.
Speaker 3: I was like, people share full full moon rituals. It's
Speaker 3: you know, I told you recently, like the discord is
Speaker 3: such a full spectrum. But it's like it's the physical
Speaker 3: manifestation of like the pillars of good moms akas like
Speaker 3: mom shit, witchy shit, it's spiritual enlightenment, fun shit.
Speaker 2: Sexy shit. There's a smart ship. There's a book club
Speaker 2: happening right now. Shout out to Carrie, who's in our discord,
Speaker 2: who's leading our first book club. The book is Lessons
Speaker 2: and Thorns, which I think is like a sexy, like
Speaker 2: mighty little sexy book. And so they're meeting weekly and like,
Speaker 2: I just love how it just it just keeps on
Speaker 2: expanding and growing. So shout out to the Discord. Make
Speaker 2: sure you go check us out Patreon dot com, slash
Speaker 2: Good Mom's Bad Choices on Discord. Okay, so this is
Speaker 2: a question, how do you break a breakup to your
Speaker 2: My three year old was introduced to my ex at
Speaker 2: one years old. We were mostly long distance FaceTime dates
Speaker 2: and practically lived together for six months before ending things.
Speaker 2: She brings him up frequently, and I don't know what
Speaker 2: to say. Sometimes I want her to be able to
Speaker 2: move on to.
Speaker 3: Well, you gotta tell her you broke up.
Speaker 2: I don't know if that hasn't happened yet because it
Speaker 2: says how do you break a breakup to your kid?
Speaker 2: I mean I think that there's like just like you're
Speaker 2: having a morning process, like your child also might have
Speaker 2: a morning process, and you have to kind of allow that,
Speaker 2: just like you have to give yourself and you guys
Speaker 2: can I think it's just about communicating, like how do
Speaker 2: you feel, what does it make you feel? Like you know,
Speaker 2: and then expressing I think the you don't have to
Speaker 2: be I think at a at whatever a kid appropriate level,
Speaker 2: but like sharing why. I mean, like I remember when
Speaker 2: I broke up with my ex, I told Iri, like
Speaker 2: I told her the real shit, Like he was disrespectful
Speaker 2: to me, He didn't show me that he valued me,
Speaker 2: he lied to me.
Speaker 3: And these are things that I'm not going to tolerate now.
Speaker 2: Three I'm not sure, but like I feel like there's
Speaker 2: a PG version of that too, where you start educating
Speaker 2: your kids on the real shit and it's not harmful
Speaker 2: for them to understand. I feel like interpersonal dynamics as
Speaker 2: earlier as possible, you know, like we keep waiting to
Speaker 2: like show them things and think we're protecting them and
Speaker 2: really like harming them and not preparing them for the inevitable.
Speaker 3: You know, yeah, I agree. I mean, yeah, three obviously
Speaker 3: age appropriate conversations, but this is one of my favorite conversations.
Speaker 3: I think there's a lot of shit on the internet
Speaker 3: about a single mom's dating. I literally was watching something
Speaker 3: and the comments were so crazy, like the women were like, yeah,
Speaker 3: that's why I'm i'd in date to my some was eighteen.
Speaker 3: I don't bring no man home. Like it was almost
Speaker 3: like a a like a stripe of righteousness, you know.
Speaker 3: I was like, so, you're gonna possibly like starve your
Speaker 3: pleasure and the things that may support and help you
Speaker 3: so that your kid can see what you struggling, see
Speaker 3: you like not dating, so doing everything alone, Like this
Speaker 3: is not a life is not a Disney movie, and
Speaker 3: we give ourselves. We don't even sound like Disney. That
Speaker 3: sounds like a no. I'm just saying. It's like, you
Speaker 3: can't protect your child from everything, and breakups do happen.
Speaker 3: And I think one of the biggest lessons that we
Speaker 3: that we skip over is that people leave. People leave,
Speaker 3: and that's okay. And I think, especially for girls, it's
Speaker 3: important that you know that people leave. Everyone is not
Speaker 3: meant to stay. Because there's this there's this, uh, something
Speaker 3: tied to our value of men staying, you know, and
Speaker 3: it's just like sometimes it's not that they're just not
Speaker 3: for me. And I thought, like, I think that is
Speaker 3: something that we all could like a lesson we all
Speaker 3: could could benefit from. The earlier the better, because inevitably,
Speaker 3: throughout our kids' lives there are gonna people that come
Speaker 3: and go because that's life. And I think that, yeah,
Speaker 3: like telling him what's up. We broke up because you
Speaker 3: got it. There's a trial and error period that exist
Speaker 3: and dating. It doesn't happen on the first try. You
Speaker 3: don't kiss a fucking frog and becomes your husband and
Speaker 3: your prince charming. It's human shit, and humans fuck up
Speaker 3: and they're flawed and we have issues and you work
Speaker 3: through and problem solve with your kids so that they're
Speaker 3: prepared in real life and not thinking that everything's going
Speaker 3: to be picture perfect and then fucking shopped when it's not. Yeah, agreed,
Speaker 3: just be honest. Hope that helps. What other comments do
Speaker 3: we have here? What other questions? Mmm? This is from Instagram?
Speaker 2: It is is it okay to spin the block if
Speaker 2: the breakup was abrupt two years of no communication but
Speaker 2: a sudden apology and reconciliation has been established. The love
Speaker 2: was strong, and I want this? Would you do it?
Speaker 3: Sounds like you answered your own questionss I want this.
Speaker 3: I think people we all do this, especially as women.
Speaker 3: We know what we want to do, and then we
Speaker 3: ask seventeen people also we could do what we wanted
Speaker 3: to do to begin with, we really crave validation because
Speaker 3: sometimes our intuition is not enough. And just like your
Speaker 3: intuition knows when you shouldn't spend the block when you're
Speaker 3: playing yourself, because we do that too. It's important that
Speaker 3: we like when there's things we really genuinely want to do,
Speaker 3: do it, and if it doesn't work out, know that
Speaker 3: you honored yourself in that way. Know that you honored
Speaker 3: your desire to do something or play in something, or
Speaker 3: you know, revisit something. Like You're not going to always
Speaker 3: make the best, perfect decision, but at least it's yours
Speaker 3: and so you can move through it gently however the outcome.
Speaker 2: Write down the.
Speaker 3: Pros and cons.
Speaker 2: Also, I think sometimes like you have to see it
Speaker 2: in front of you, like your brain will play tricks
Speaker 2: on you, but like the facts are not going to
Speaker 2: Like why did you break up? What was the reason
Speaker 2: why it didn't work? Why was it abrupt? Why did
Speaker 2: communication cease abruptly? Was it important? Was it necessary? Like
Speaker 2: what is he doing now? Are the cons from before
Speaker 2: still seem like the cons now? Like you know, just yeah,
Speaker 2: but yes, I think honoring your intuition too, But historically
Speaker 2: we will be stupid bitches because sometimes our intuition is
Speaker 2: like it's not even our intuition.
Speaker 3: We do normally know better, but like.
Speaker 2: I like, it gets foggy. It's it's easy to say that,
Speaker 2: but then sometimes like you've been like you've been wrong.
Speaker 2: You know, you really thought you were following your intuition,
Speaker 2: and so you know, I don't agree that you need
Speaker 2: to ask a thousand friends because I've done that before
Speaker 2: and like that also hasn't like done me right, I
Speaker 2: knew what I wanted to do, or you know, they
Speaker 2: didn't know the circumstances of the situation. But I do
Speaker 2: think sometimes like there's been situations I think more recently
Speaker 2: in my life where like I want my friends to
Speaker 2: have input, please tell me I'm being a stupid bitch,
Speaker 2: like don't let me do this, and I still might
Speaker 2: do it.
Speaker 3: Exactly, I still might do it. But like, at least
Speaker 3: you know that I told you the truth before you
Speaker 3: did it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, be stern, don't just don't get straight to the point.
Speaker 3: Don't sugarcoat it for me. That's just me. I mean that. Yeah.
Speaker 3: But then historically women do not have like, do not
Speaker 3: take relationship advice or criticism like that lightly. It's it's
Speaker 3: always a very sticky, sicky I think conversation when it
Speaker 3: comes to friends and boyfriends, because we all know bitches
Speaker 3: go to the moon and back for a nigga that
Speaker 3: they like. I know he said that, but that's not
Speaker 3: really what he said. I lie, he said it differently.
Speaker 3: I was just mad. I was just mad at that time.
Speaker 3: I didn't tell you all the gig. She didn't call
Speaker 3: me a bitch. He just said I was. I was
Speaker 3: acting like a bitch, which I was different. I was
Speaker 3: kind of action. I was even though he cheated, you know,
Speaker 3: I was kind of like a bitch that whole time
Speaker 3: to everybody.
Speaker 2: So it wasn't like it was true. So yeah, anyway.
Speaker 3: Oh my goodness, do we have affirmation? Huh? Do we
Speaker 3: have affirmation? An affirmation? Do we haven't?
Speaker 2: After an affirmation from anyone in the YouTube live, does
Speaker 2: anybody have an affirmation that they love to share that
Speaker 2: we can share with the trial.
Speaker 3: I should be something about body positivity, since we're talking
Speaker 3: about loving our bodies.
Speaker 2: I love my body, thicker thin, I love my body.
Speaker 2: She's always gonna win.
Speaker 3: The Oh my god, wait, I can't remember that. I
Speaker 3: love my body with it. I am respected and well protected.
Speaker 3: I am respected and well protected.
Speaker 2: Shout out to Amirah.
Speaker 3: I love that.
Speaker 2: Thank you for sharing that I am respected and well protected.
Speaker 2: She got another good win and can I Kendrick? Wait,
Speaker 2: actually that was Cassandra. Cassandra, Thank you, Cassandra. Kendrick Lamar's
Speaker 2: affirmation has been I deserve it all.
Speaker 3: I deserve it all. That's that's a fact. I do
Speaker 3: deserve it all. Like, show me how good it can get.
Speaker 3: They've been showing it. Is it tarot tyme? It is terotyme?
Speaker 3: Pulled the judgment card.
Speaker 2: This sounds heavy, but actually it looks it looks happy.
Speaker 3: It's judgment rebirth, inner calling absolution. It says, the judgment
Speaker 3: card is calling you to rise and rise up and
Speaker 3: embrace a higher level of consciousness for the service of
Speaker 3: your highest good. You're experiencing a spiritual awakening and realizing
Speaker 3: that you were destined for so much more. This is
Speaker 3: your cosmic up leveling. You hear the call and are
Speaker 3: ready to act. Tune into a higher frequency, Let go
Speaker 3: of your old your old self, and step into this
Speaker 3: newest version of who you really are. The judgment card
Speaker 3: often indicates that you need to make a life changing decision,
Speaker 3: but unlike those associated with the logical justice card, the
Speaker 3: decision requires a blend of intuition and intellect. You may
Speaker 3: be at a crosswords, aware that any choice you make
Speaker 3: will bring a significant change with long lasting effects. Tune
Speaker 3: into your higher self, trust your judgment, and know you
Speaker 3: are on the right path. If you still need clarity
Speaker 3: on the situation, look to your past and life, your
Speaker 3: past and life lessons to guide you. It pops up
Speaker 3: in the taro when you're reaching a significant stage in
Speaker 3: your journey. Beautiful, that sounds that sounds great.
Speaker 2: Yeah, the judgment doesn't have to be bad. It's really
Speaker 2: it's like a deep dive into what is next, what
Speaker 2: you deserve.
Speaker 3: Leveling up and being prepared and like also accepting it.
Speaker 3: You know, sometimes I think we know shit is coming
Speaker 3: and we resist instead of just flowing with whatever like
Speaker 3: your body is telling you just really checking in, Like
Speaker 3: do I need to stop smoking weed? So yeah, I
Speaker 3: fuck with the judgment.
Speaker 2: Ye, well does that conclude this episode?
Speaker 3: I just want to say before we conclude the episode,
Speaker 3: I miss Costa Rica. I want to shout out to
Speaker 3: all eleven women that joined us. A couple of weeks ago.
Speaker 3: We had some really really really really good times and
Speaker 3: like it was small, it was intimate, we was naked.
Speaker 3: We went on some really deep psilocybin journeys. I think
Speaker 3: there was like a lot of lessons, a lot of
Speaker 3: like I just learned so much about women again, you know,
Speaker 3: and I'm just like we are so dynamic, and we
Speaker 3: are so resilient, and when we have space to just
Speaker 3: be how beautiful it is. And like again seeing the
Speaker 3: transformation of women, like starting to finish the relationships that
Speaker 3: like that that grow. And then I just want to
Speaker 3: tell one story. So we go out the last night
Speaker 3: we always go out to dinner. You know, we're all
Speaker 3: wearing like our creams and our whites, so we're looking
Speaker 3: like a posse and shit, like some fine bitches. And
Speaker 3: we walk to the nearest like bar and like literally
Speaker 3: like a parade. We're like dancing on the way. There's music,
Speaker 3: there's like live music. We get to the bar. It's
Speaker 3: lady's night. They're serving some disgusting horn fu cauld drink
Speaker 3: that nobody should drink, and so we start dancing. It's
Speaker 3: like outdoors, it's warm, all the girls are there, we're
Speaker 3: all dancing, and suddenly it starts to like rain. I'm like,
Speaker 3: oh yeah, babies, like feeling extra sexy. It's already like moist,
Speaker 3: but now it's really moist, and you know, everybody has
Speaker 3: a protective style, so no one's really about their hair.
Speaker 3: Everyone's just like wh So we're outside dancing and we're
Speaker 3: like the only people dancing because we're always the only
Speaker 3: people dancing. It must have been kind of early. The
Speaker 3: DJ is like rocky and hard, and so all the
Speaker 3: good songs are coming on. And then Rihanna Shine like
Speaker 3: bright like a diamond comes on, so we're like, we're beautiful,
Speaker 3: like diamonds in the sky, like it's full, like the
Speaker 3: moon is popping, and then we say sky and then
Speaker 3: like pop pop pop, the electricity goes out and it's black.
Speaker 3: The music stops and we're like and then we all
Speaker 3: finished the song. A cappella and shinlight like a diamond
Speaker 3: like the whole club and it's like a music video
Speaker 3: and like it's like as if dancing in the rain
Speaker 3: with your homegirls isn't magical enough, then God's like, oh
Speaker 3: watch this, you witches.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 3: It's like it was like literally when the electricity in
Speaker 3: our bodies and then the group got like so at.
Speaker 2: The highest point, the high it was the highest point,
Speaker 2: like the climax.
Speaker 3: It's like we're it was like bursting the inside and
Speaker 3: then it bursted.
Speaker 2: The whole power in the whole city went out, the
Speaker 2: whole for hours.
Speaker 3: It still chills because I knew it was us, Like
Speaker 3: I was like, oh, we did this.
Speaker 2: Because we had we had done and we had unlocked
Speaker 2: so much up until that point.
Speaker 3: At the retreat, we had like.
Speaker 2: Released, we had made space, we had connected, women had
Speaker 2: like just just binded in ways that because the group
Speaker 2: was so intimate like that. I don't know if we've
Speaker 2: I've seen before. It was just like a really beautiful experience.
Speaker 2: So I felt like we for sure. I knew when
Speaker 2: that happened. I said we did.
Speaker 3: I was like, look what the fuck we did?
Speaker 2: And I think it's so important and because like that's
Speaker 2: not the first time i've we've we've experienced something like that.
Speaker 2: But I think it's so important for women to experience
Speaker 2: those things and have like you're in the group and
Speaker 2: everyone experience everyone knows you know, like it's it's important.
Speaker 3: I think sometimes when you're like amongst a group of people,
Speaker 3: are you just like in the every you question your
Speaker 3: know again, your intuition, your intuition, your power, like literally
Speaker 3: how energetically our inside affects our outside world, and like
Speaker 3: when you're bursting on the inside and you're in tune
Speaker 3: with your pleasure, especially in a collective space, especially as women.
Speaker 3: We had cultivated this like energy together as a group,
Speaker 3: and I could feel it like running up my body
Speaker 3: even during like us dancing in the rain and singing together,
Speaker 3: and at this very moment like it to burst, Like
Speaker 3: it really was magical. And I think sometimes you underestimate
Speaker 3: or you like brush off magical experiences as coincidences, but
Speaker 3: when you're in a group like that, it's like almost impossible.
Speaker 3: So it was just like we weren't even there very long,
Speaker 3: but it was like the pinnacle of the night, the
Speaker 3: ending of the trip, and then we went home, no
Speaker 3: electricity in the whole property, but we had candles, so
Speaker 3: we lit a bunch of tea candles. We had our speakers,
Speaker 3: charged our downloaded plist, we had downloaded playlists, and we
Speaker 3: just like vibed party to get all the wine all over.
Speaker 3: Everybody's a room combined, and we just like vibed.
Speaker 2: In the candlelight in the jungle, like literally only sounds
Speaker 2: of insects and fucking nature.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and darkness and like the like the sky is
Speaker 3: so bright and lit up and it was just like
Speaker 3: titties out just sisterhood.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 3: It just felt really good. Every time I go, I'm
Speaker 3: like I always say this, I'm like, oh, this is
Speaker 3: how we're meant to exist. This is how women once existed.
Speaker 3: And like in the jungle and tribes like healing each
Speaker 3: other and like connecting with each other and just being
Speaker 3: so clear about their pleasure and releasing and supporting each
Speaker 3: other and the releases and it was just magical and yeah,
Speaker 3: I'm really I'm proud. I'm proud of what we've cultivated
Speaker 3: and just shout out to all the women who like
Speaker 3: choose themselves and choose to come even when it's not
Speaker 3: convenient or does it feel like it's convenient choose to
Speaker 3: choose themselves because the retreat is motherfucking life changing, you know,
Speaker 3: Like I said, we saw Dutch. There's always a pleasure
Speaker 3: to see who moved there, bought a house two years
Speaker 3: ago from coming to the Good Ree Retreat, their first
Speaker 3: time coming to Proto. Like it's just some really magical
Speaker 3: shit goes down when you're in the jungle. So shout
Speaker 3: out to Retreat fourteen, baby, shout out to Retreat fourteen.
Speaker 3: That was that was really special. Speaking of the.
Speaker 2: Retreat, I almost fucking forgot give away. We're giving away
Speaker 2: a spot today. We're literally giving away a whole free
Speaker 2: spot to the Goodbvibe Retreat.
Speaker 3: This is like my I loved, I love doing this.
Speaker 3: Like we really try to make it like if I
Speaker 3: could give away the whole retreat forever, like I really
Speaker 3: wish we could. I could.
Speaker 2: It's like just whoever has the brand, get the brand
Speaker 2: to pay for the bitches and then y'all, y'all can.
Speaker 3: Come, because everybody really should. Expecien have to do. You
Speaker 3: have to, You have to. It's never too late, it's
Speaker 3: never too early, doesn't matter how old you are, where
Speaker 3: you're at how many kids? No kids, It's just like
Speaker 3: a woman's like an experienced women should have.
Speaker 2: Well, one woman is about to have this experience.
Speaker 3: Okay, Well tell us who it is.
Speaker 2: This is for our Costa Rica July thirty one through
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Speaker 3: Wow, I'm excited.
Speaker 2: That was fun. That was fun, right, yeah, yeah, I
Speaker 2: can't wait to go back to that retreat. And we
Speaker 2: have a few more spots left to our Jamaica retreat.
Speaker 3: We have just opened up.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we had some last minute cancelations. It was totally
Speaker 2: sold out. We have two spots left, So if you
Speaker 2: want to come to Jamaica for four to twenty, it's
Speaker 2: our gone just.
Speaker 3: Got a retreat.
Speaker 2: It's very cannabis friendly focused, still gottess vibes, exploration, beautiful waterfalls. Uh,
Speaker 2: there's like this little there's like this fucking place where
Speaker 2: there's a bar in the middle of the ocean that
Speaker 2: we're going to.
Speaker 3: I love. I love the middle of the ocean bar.
Speaker 2: You know, there's very Mermaid. There's a lot of things
Speaker 2: that we're going to do there. Leila is going to
Speaker 2: be giving her one on one contra sessions, I do
Speaker 2: my reiki sound healing.
Speaker 3: There's a lot of like it's so beautiful. We did
Speaker 3: a lot of one on ones in this last trip.
Speaker 3: And I know we're both like, oh shit, we're gonna
Speaker 3: be We're gonna be really doing it. But you know,
Speaker 3: it's like there's since we've been practicing and like exercising
Speaker 3: our like our tools and our gifts, it's so nice
Speaker 3: to be able to like gift it more and like
Speaker 3: give the gift of reiki and tantra and energy medicine
Speaker 3: to like the girls that come and have one on
Speaker 3: one time. So I'm excited. It feels really good.
Speaker 2: I felt super activated on this trip in my reiki
Speaker 2: energy and just the gifts, and I'm excited to open
Speaker 2: up my practice a little bit. I really enjoy like
Speaker 2: having it at the retreat and it is a lot
Speaker 2: of energy, but it's such a beautiful way and delicate
Speaker 2: way to move energy through your body and heal and
Speaker 2: it's very powerful. So anyway, we have some spots left
Speaker 2: at the at the August four to twenty retreat. So
Speaker 2: if you are a smoker leg us and you like
Speaker 2: to smoke them big blants.
Speaker 3: Legous and Eata Jamaican jerk chicken and yeah, maybe.
Speaker 2: Get we gotta get the bitches massage by the We
Speaker 2: gotta get them. We gotta get there somehow. Waterfalls, the waterfalls,
Speaker 2: you know what I'm talking about.
Speaker 3: Going to figure it out, even if we have to
Speaker 3: drive four hours.
Speaker 2: This is very important. I think they would understand. I
Speaker 2: think everyone would be on board for that because what
Speaker 2: I've seen on Instagram is pretty powerful stuff.
Speaker 3: You know, is that Africa that we're seeing No right,
Speaker 3: it's make a mud right, yep, we gotta figure it out. Well.
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Speaker 3: Been so good.
Speaker 4: Can't you tell? I went through a drought. That's until
Speaker 4: I found out well may might have been known earth.
Speaker 4: I used to be broken tail now got the blues
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Speaker 4: Patriarchy kept it in the box to exploit its women
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Speaker 4: me to be good So I made bad choices. Bad mom,
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