WEBVTT - #306 Guest Host Beth Shelburne with Jeffrey Holemon

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Jason Flamm. Through this podcast, I aim to highlight

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<v Speaker 1>how frequently our criminal legal system shatters the lives of

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<v Speaker 1>innocent people, Whether junk science is introduced at trial, police

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<v Speaker 1>or prosecutorial misconduct, or simply a misidentification. Each story is

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<v Speaker 1>devastating on its own, but when we zoom out and

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<v Speaker 1>take in the sheer breadth of the issue, we can

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<v Speaker 1>see a pattern forming across our entire system. Who better

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<v Speaker 1>to take us on that journey than the brilliant journalists

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<v Speaker 1>and writers who regularly cover these stories.

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<v Speaker 2>In March of nineteen eighty seven, a young woman was

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<v Speaker 2>assaulted by a masked man while she walked back to

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<v Speaker 2>her apartment in Tuscaloosa, Alabama. The man raped her, then

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<v Speaker 2>forced her to give him the location of her car

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<v Speaker 2>and her bank access code. He took her bank card

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<v Speaker 2>and car keys. She never got to see his face.

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<v Speaker 2>This horrifying attack sent shock waves through Tuscaloosa and through

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<v Speaker 2>the University of Alabama, where she was a student. There

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<v Speaker 2>was allowed public outcry for the attacker to be caught

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<v Speaker 2>and punished. A few days after the attack, a man

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<v Speaker 2>named Jeffrey Holman was arrested for burglary and writing bad checks.

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<v Speaker 2>While he awaited trial, he was asked to take part

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<v Speaker 2>in a police lineup. Only later would Jeffrey learn what

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<v Speaker 2>that lineup was for, and that a witness had picked

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<v Speaker 2>him out as the masked man who attacked a young woman.

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<v Speaker 2>Jeffrey admitted to writing bad checks and attempting to steal

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<v Speaker 2>a stereo, but he denied having any part in the

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<v Speaker 2>rape of the college student. With only the witness to

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<v Speaker 2>rely on and no physical evidence, Jeffrey was convicted of

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<v Speaker 2>the rape and sentenced to life in prison. This is

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<v Speaker 2>Wrongful Conviction. My name is Beth Shelburne and I am

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<v Speaker 2>thrilled to be guest hosting this episode of Wrongful Conviction.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm an investigative reporter and writer based in Birmingham, Alabama.

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<v Speaker 2>I've spent many years focused on criminal justice and mass incarceration,

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<v Speaker 2>and through my work, I've learned a lot about the

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<v Speaker 2>prison system in the way people are often mistreated. There's

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<v Speaker 2>a tendency among journalists to focus on the most dramatic stories,

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<v Speaker 2>gruesome murders and wrongful convictions that result in decades behind bars,

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<v Speaker 2>but it is far more common for low level offenses

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<v Speaker 2>to land people in prison, often with a sentence that

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<v Speaker 2>is disproportionate to the crime. I came across Jeffrey's case

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<v Speaker 2>and was struck by how little had been written about it.

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<v Speaker 2>It was only by searching through newspaper archives that I

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<v Speaker 2>was able to find more information. It's a quieter story,

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<v Speaker 2>but one that illuminates the way low level offenses can

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<v Speaker 2>often ensnare people. Once they're in the criminal justice system,

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<v Speaker 2>it's that much easier for them to end up wrongfully convicted.

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<v Speaker 2>Jeffrey's story is a reminder of how even a simple

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<v Speaker 2>bad choice can put anyone at risk of life imprisonment

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<v Speaker 2>in this punishment oriented nation of ours. I recently had

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<v Speaker 2>the pleasure of talking to Jeffrey about his story in

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<v Speaker 2>his home near Tuscaloosa.

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<v Speaker 3>My name is jeff Holman, and I was wrong and

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<v Speaker 3>convicted and spent twelve years in prison, and I am

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<v Speaker 3>soon to celebrate my twenty fourth year out.

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<v Speaker 2>That's a happy mile marker.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, indeed.

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<v Speaker 2>So before we get into all the details about the

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<v Speaker 2>crime that you were accused and convicted of wrongfully and

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<v Speaker 2>everything that happened afterwards, I want to kind of go

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<v Speaker 2>back to the beginning your childhood. I know that you're

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<v Speaker 2>from this area. What was life like for you growing

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<v Speaker 2>up in Tuscaloosa County, Alabama.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I had a normal childhood, and as in Tuscalusa,

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<v Speaker 3>you're raised to be an Alabama fan, and I did

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<v Speaker 3>like most young boys. I played baseball, I fished, haunted,

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<v Speaker 3>just did all the things that young boys do. And

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<v Speaker 3>then of course in high school, I, you know, experimenting

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<v Speaker 3>with marijuana, and so I feel like I could have

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<v Speaker 3>done better in sports had I, you know, stayed on

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<v Speaker 3>straight ANDed era. I graduated from high school and I

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<v Speaker 3>got a job with the city and during the next

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<v Speaker 3>two or three years, I held construction jobs. And I

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<v Speaker 3>don't know at what point where I decided that writing

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<v Speaker 3>Bad Chicks and Forgery was a good idea, but that

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<v Speaker 3>was probably my beginning of a bad choice career.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll just explain a little bit of the facts of

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<v Speaker 2>the case and then we can talk about it from

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<v Speaker 2>your perspective. But it happened in March of nineteen eighty seven,

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<v Speaker 2>and this was a female student at the University of

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<v Speaker 2>Alabama in Tuscaloosa. She was returning from classes on campus

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<v Speaker 2>to an off campus apartment and says that she was

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<v Speaker 2>ambushed by a masked man who forced her into the

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<v Speaker 2>apartment and then raped her. The victim told police that

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<v Speaker 2>the attacker forced her to tell him her bank access

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<v Speaker 2>code and where her car was located, and he says

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<v Speaker 2>he took her car keys, he took the bank card

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<v Speaker 2>and then left after the assault. And he never took

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<v Speaker 2>off his mask, so the victim could not provide an

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<v Speaker 2>accurate facial description of the perpetrator, which is really important

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<v Speaker 2>in cases that are predicated on an eyewitness. Can you

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<v Speaker 2>tell me about the burglary that had landed you in

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<v Speaker 2>jail to begin with, and the check forgery. You ultimately

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<v Speaker 2>pleaded guilty in that case right in the following year,

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<v Speaker 2>April of nineteen eighty eight, before this rape case went

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<v Speaker 2>to trial, So tell me what was going on with

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<v Speaker 2>those cases.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, with the burglary, I saw a bright stereo with

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<v Speaker 3>lights and everything in a window, and at that time

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<v Speaker 3>I'm thinking, gosh, that would be I was gonna steal

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<v Speaker 3>the stereo. Well, when I went to check, the window

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<v Speaker 3>of the window was locked, but the door was open,

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<v Speaker 3>so I went in. I was going to get the stereo,

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<v Speaker 3>and somebody came out of the bed. I didn't know

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<v Speaker 3>anybody was home, so somebody came out of the room.

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<v Speaker 3>Then I had to start having conversation, and next thing

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<v Speaker 3>I know, I grabbed the person and I push her

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<v Speaker 3>down and I run. You know, I was probably as

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<v Speaker 3>scared as she was, but I had no idea anybody

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<v Speaker 3>was home.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you end up getting the stereo? No, so they

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<v Speaker 2>still charged you with first degree burglary, but you technically

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<v Speaker 2>didn't steal.

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<v Speaker 3>Anything because somebody was home.

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<v Speaker 2>Gotcha? Okay? And then what about the check forgeries?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I forged one check, and I closed a bank

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<v Speaker 3>account and went on check right and spray and another

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<v Speaker 3>bad choice.

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<v Speaker 2>It's always interesting to me to talk to people about

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<v Speaker 2>these kinds of crimes because a lot of times they're

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<v Speaker 2>really on the line between felony and misdemeanor. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>it really, I think depends on the amount that was taken.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have any idea what the financial impact was

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<v Speaker 2>of the forgery cases?

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<v Speaker 3>It was like, I won't say a few hundred dollars.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so this was not a million dollar high. Gotcha?

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<v Speaker 2>So you ended up getting arrested. And then when did

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<v Speaker 2>they come to you and say we want to put

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<v Speaker 2>you in a lineup for this other case?

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<v Speaker 3>My best recollection I had been in jail for a

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<v Speaker 3>couple of weeks. Maybe it's hard to say that it's

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<v Speaker 3>been so long, but I didn't have any problem being

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<v Speaker 3>in a lineup. I mean, so I voluntarily went and

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<v Speaker 3>went to the lineup.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you know at that point that they were investigating

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<v Speaker 2>a rate?

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<v Speaker 3>Had no idea?

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<v Speaker 2>So what did you think when they told you that

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<v Speaker 2>you'd been picked out?

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<v Speaker 3>I couldn't believe it. I mean, I knew I never

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<v Speaker 3>raped anybody, So I got thinking, have I slept with

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<v Speaker 3>somebody that I pissed off? Forgot somebody got mad at

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<v Speaker 3>me or something? But I knew I never wriped anybody,

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<v Speaker 3>So I couldn't figure it out. And then they start

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<v Speaker 3>giving me more pieces of puzzle and they tell me

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<v Speaker 3>where this crime happened, and I didn't even know. I

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<v Speaker 3>didn't even know where those apartments were at.

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<v Speaker 2>Police eventually located the victim's abandoned car, and when they did,

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<v Speaker 2>there was a student at the university who told police

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<v Speaker 2>he saw a man get out of the car sometime earlier.

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<v Speaker 2>And then on March twenty first, nineteen eighty seven, shortly

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<v Speaker 2>after the student was raped, Jeff, you were arrested by

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<v Speaker 2>Tuscalusa police on charges of check forgery and burglary. While

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<v Speaker 2>you were in jail, you mentioned you were placed in

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<v Speaker 2>that lineup, and that male student who told police he

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<v Speaker 2>saw someone emerge from the victim's car was the one

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<v Speaker 2>that selected you from the lineup. We talked a little

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<v Speaker 2>bit about, you know what that felt like. But when

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<v Speaker 2>they I told you you were chosen out of the lineup,

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<v Speaker 2>what was the next step then? Did they just send

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<v Speaker 2>you back to your cell And you're thinking, Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 2>what are they putting on me? I had nothing to

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<v Speaker 2>do with.

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<v Speaker 3>This exactly, and of course I had no idea what,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, what they were actually, what all was involved

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<v Speaker 3>or what you know. But it just kept blowing my

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<v Speaker 3>mind just to think that I was being accused of

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<v Speaker 3>something I hadn't done. That's why, I mean, I admitted

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<v Speaker 3>to the stuff I did because I did it, and

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<v Speaker 3>then they're gonna throw something on me that I didn't do,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'd just never been in that situation before.

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<v Speaker 2>Was it hard for you to admit to the things

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<v Speaker 2>that you did do? What caused you to be so

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<v Speaker 2>transparent with them?

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't because I I just that's the way I am.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, if I did something, I'm going to own

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<v Speaker 3>up to it, whatever the repercussions, and pay the price.

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<v Speaker 3>But I ended up paying a lot bigger price. I

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<v Speaker 3>didn't go to trial until fifteen months later. I sat

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<v Speaker 3>in jail fifteen months waiting to go try.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that time pre trial, when you're held in jail.

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<v Speaker 2>It seems like other people I've talked to that have

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<v Speaker 2>had a similar experience. You're in this weird limbo where

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<v Speaker 2>you don't know what's going to happen with your case.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't know if your lawyer is going to work out,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't know if you're going to get charged with

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<v Speaker 2>something else. I mean, it really does sound like hell.

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<v Speaker 2>And what was the Tuscaloosa County jail like back in

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<v Speaker 2>nineteen eighty seven, eighty eight.

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<v Speaker 3>It wasn't the High at Hilton, but it was. I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>it was overcrowded. You might have three or four people

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<v Speaker 3>in the cell where it was designed for two. You

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<v Speaker 3>might have to put a mattress on the floor. It

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<v Speaker 3>was it had a lot to be desired.

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<v Speaker 2>I know that there was some choreography with you pleading

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<v Speaker 2>guilty to the burglary but then deciding to take the

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<v Speaker 2>rape case to trial because you didn't do it. The

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<v Speaker 2>media reported that case went to trial in the summer

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<v Speaker 2>of nineteen eighty eight. So had you already pleaded guilty

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<v Speaker 2>to the burglary, okay, and you had already been sentenced in.

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<v Speaker 3>That I did what they call an open ended guilty plead,

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<v Speaker 3>So I played guilty open open end means I might

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<v Speaker 3>get less, I might get more. But I ended up

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<v Speaker 3>getting twenty five years for the burglary.

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<v Speaker 2>So let's talk about the trial. I have here the

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<v Speaker 2>student witness that we mentioned, the man that saw the

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<v Speaker 2>alleged perpetrator get out of the victim's car, testified against you.

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<v Speaker 2>I also read in some media reports that there were

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<v Speaker 2>some security photos at the bank atm where the attacker

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<v Speaker 2>withdrew money, but they were of such poor quality that

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<v Speaker 2>they couldn't really exonerate you or implicate you exactly, So

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<v Speaker 2>that wasn't helpful. Who was your attorney at trial and

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<v Speaker 2>was this someone you retained or were they appointed?

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<v Speaker 3>Her name was Edwinnam Miller, and she was appointed. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>I know appointed lawyers aren't paid a whole lot, so

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<v Speaker 3>and I don't know her case load. I just know

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<v Speaker 3>that she seemed ill prepared. When we got to trial,

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<v Speaker 3>I really felt like then that I had made a

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<v Speaker 3>mistake on well, that was all I could afford at

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<v Speaker 3>the time, so I didn't have a lot of choice.

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<v Speaker 3>But I don't think she gave it the best that

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<v Speaker 3>she had. I'll say it like that. I just remember

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<v Speaker 3>her statement it's sentencing when they when they handed down senate,

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<v Speaker 3>her exact words were, don't worry, it's just life. And well,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm thinking, you're going home to your girlfriend tonight

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm going to prison.

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<v Speaker 2>And don't worry.

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<v Speaker 3>It's just it's just life. And then I get to

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<v Speaker 3>prison and I get a letter from her, and she

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<v Speaker 3>tells me, in essence, she uh she had researched, and

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<v Speaker 3>uh she filed with the Colla Anders brief, and that

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<v Speaker 3>she couldn't find anything wrong in the transcript.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course, she wouldn't be filing an appeal on ineffective

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<v Speaker 2>assistance of counsel because that would basically be calling her

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<v Speaker 2>own work into question. And what was the general attitude

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<v Speaker 2>in the courtroom from your recollection, this was a pretty

0:14:49.640 --> 0:14:53.520
<v Speaker 2>high profile case, a college student being raped in an apartment.

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<v Speaker 3>The general attitude was that we need to find and

0:15:00.680 --> 0:15:04.360
<v Speaker 3>this man guilty because this is a this is a

0:15:04.440 --> 0:15:09.160
<v Speaker 3>university student, and it was already the way the the

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<v Speaker 3>tenses of the verb, you know, the way they talked,

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<v Speaker 3>It was like I was before I was even the

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<v Speaker 3>jury made their decision. It was like I was already

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<v Speaker 3>a sin and guilty.

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<v Speaker 2>That presumption of guilt that's there. So you didn't take

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<v Speaker 2>the stand, right.

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<v Speaker 3>She advised me because of my past, and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>not that I didn't need to take the stand. They

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<v Speaker 3>would tear me apart.

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<v Speaker 2>And then how much, if at all, do you feel

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<v Speaker 2>like the state used your guilty plea in the burglary

0:15:41.480 --> 0:15:44.880
<v Speaker 2>case to argue, you know, that you were guilty in

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<v Speaker 2>this other case even though the burglary of the house

0:15:49.280 --> 0:15:52.120
<v Speaker 2>with the stereo had nothing to do with this college

0:15:52.160 --> 0:15:54.560
<v Speaker 2>student being raped. I mean, you see these kinds of

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<v Speaker 2>suggestions made all the time in court.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like it was one hundred percent made till

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<v Speaker 3>that because it's like they looked at it like, well,

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<v Speaker 3>if he did that, he could have done this. And

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<v Speaker 3>that's the way I felt the whole time.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you remember kind of what it felt like to

0:16:14.600 --> 0:16:16.600
<v Speaker 2>sit there? I mean, it's one thing to be in

0:16:16.640 --> 0:16:21.960
<v Speaker 2>court being tried for something that you potentially had a

0:16:22.080 --> 0:16:26.359
<v Speaker 2>pardon or even that you admitted to committing, like the burglary.

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<v Speaker 2>But this was something that you didn't even know the location,

0:16:29.840 --> 0:16:32.440
<v Speaker 2>You weren't sure where the address was. You had nothing

0:16:32.520 --> 0:16:36.400
<v Speaker 2>to do with it. And to sit there and have

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<v Speaker 2>to sit through days of testimony where they're accusing you

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<v Speaker 2>in a violent rape, I can't imagine how excruciating that

0:16:45.320 --> 0:16:49.840
<v Speaker 2>experience must have been. Did you have family and supporters

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<v Speaker 2>there in court with you?

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<v Speaker 3>My whole family was there, my father, my stepmother, my grandmother.

0:16:57.000 --> 0:17:01.080
<v Speaker 3>It was I mean, they stood my owner. And the

0:17:01.120 --> 0:17:06.760
<v Speaker 3>hardest part for me was when we had to all

0:17:06.800 --> 0:17:10.120
<v Speaker 3>go in the back room and everybody was crying, and

0:17:09.680 --> 0:17:12.479
<v Speaker 3>I'm doing my best to try to hold everybody together

0:17:12.600 --> 0:17:17.640
<v Speaker 3>because my grandmother and my stepmother, everybody was just hysterical,

0:17:17.880 --> 0:17:21.400
<v Speaker 3>you know, and I just I felt helpless.

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<v Speaker 2>And you probably had to say goodbye to them at

0:17:23.440 --> 0:17:29.679
<v Speaker 2>that point, right. Yeah, that's something you know, most people

0:17:29.720 --> 0:17:33.639
<v Speaker 2>will never experience, but the people who do that is

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<v Speaker 2>a really dark moment in the human existence, you know,

0:17:39.520 --> 0:17:41.960
<v Speaker 2>going to prison, but going to prison for something that

0:17:42.000 --> 0:17:45.399
<v Speaker 2>you did not do. You told me a little bit

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<v Speaker 2>about the sentencing and what your attorney said that it's

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<v Speaker 2>just life. Trying to get in her head, she was

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<v Speaker 2>probably meaning it's not life without parole. There's some ambiguity

0:17:57.320 --> 0:18:01.000
<v Speaker 2>in the way Alabama sentences people to life because we

0:18:01.160 --> 0:18:05.720
<v Speaker 2>have indeterminate sentencing, so most sentences are eligible for parole

0:18:06.359 --> 0:18:10.680
<v Speaker 2>and a life sentence typically in Alabama. Now you serve

0:18:10.760 --> 0:18:14.200
<v Speaker 2>fifteen years and you're eligible for parole. I think back

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<v Speaker 2>then it was ten.

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<v Speaker 3>I was given a ten year setup on life.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. And there were actually five different counts that you

0:18:21.680 --> 0:18:24.600
<v Speaker 2>were convicted of in the rate case, right, correct? Yeah,

0:18:24.640 --> 0:18:26.040
<v Speaker 2>do you remember what they were?

0:18:27.400 --> 0:18:34.560
<v Speaker 3>First degree? Right? First degree burglary, stealing a vehicle, stealing

0:18:34.600 --> 0:18:37.040
<v Speaker 3>a bank card and using the bank card.

0:18:37.640 --> 0:18:40.960
<v Speaker 2>So that's a lot of time. When you got to Kilby,

0:18:41.040 --> 0:18:44.679
<v Speaker 2>were you put in an area with folks that had

0:18:44.760 --> 0:18:46.919
<v Speaker 2>a lot of time or is everybody just sort of

0:18:47.240 --> 0:18:49.879
<v Speaker 2>thrown in together with all different sentence.

0:18:49.520 --> 0:18:56.400
<v Speaker 3>Links everybody's put together and and one you know, you're

0:18:56.440 --> 0:19:01.000
<v Speaker 3>all wearing white. You're now a property the state. You

0:19:01.080 --> 0:19:03.399
<v Speaker 3>shower when they tell you to shower, You go to

0:19:03.480 --> 0:19:06.240
<v Speaker 3>AID when they tell you to aid, and when you

0:19:06.280 --> 0:19:09.679
<v Speaker 3>first get there, they go through all your things. You know,

0:19:09.720 --> 0:19:11.880
<v Speaker 3>It's just that sort of thing you know that you've

0:19:11.920 --> 0:19:15.920
<v Speaker 3>never experienced before. Because I've never been in prison, I

0:19:16.119 --> 0:19:17.439
<v Speaker 3>know how it was going to play out. I know

0:19:17.480 --> 0:19:21.080
<v Speaker 3>what to expect. Jail is totally different. Like I say

0:19:21.119 --> 0:19:23.280
<v Speaker 3>it was, it was a long twelve years.

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<v Speaker 2>I mentioned that I've done a lot of reporting on

0:19:25.600 --> 0:19:29.400
<v Speaker 2>the Alabama prison system. It's currently being sued by the

0:19:29.480 --> 0:19:33.680
<v Speaker 2>Department of Justice because of the unconstitutional conditions. It's incredibly

0:19:33.840 --> 0:19:39.080
<v Speaker 2>violent and understaffed, and there's a huge problem with contraband drugs.

0:19:39.600 --> 0:19:43.080
<v Speaker 2>When you first went into the system in eighty eight

0:19:43.400 --> 0:19:46.199
<v Speaker 2>and then you were eventually released in ninety nine, so

0:19:46.280 --> 0:19:50.000
<v Speaker 2>you were there late eighties all through the nineties. What

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<v Speaker 2>was the Alabama prison system like then? Walk me through,

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<v Speaker 2>Like what a typical day would have been.

0:19:56.480 --> 0:19:59.440
<v Speaker 3>A typical day. You get up and ate breakfast at

0:19:59.680 --> 0:20:03.480
<v Speaker 3>four five in the morning. By six or six thirty,

0:20:03.600 --> 0:20:06.640
<v Speaker 3>you have your bed made, now, your area cleaned up,

0:20:07.400 --> 0:20:11.560
<v Speaker 3>and you just wait to go to your job. Or

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<v Speaker 3>when I first got to Draper, I actually went out

0:20:13.800 --> 0:20:15.600
<v Speaker 3>on the farm. That's when they used to send guys

0:20:15.600 --> 0:20:16.720
<v Speaker 3>out on the farm to work.

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<v Speaker 2>What did you do?

0:20:18.240 --> 0:20:21.440
<v Speaker 3>You basically walked three or four miles carrying a hoe

0:20:21.600 --> 0:20:24.159
<v Speaker 3>or a heavy tool and you don't actually do a

0:20:24.160 --> 0:20:25.679
<v Speaker 3>whole lot of work. You do a lot of walking.

0:20:25.800 --> 0:20:27.879
<v Speaker 3>Did it's just something to get you out of the camp.

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<v Speaker 2>And did you get paid for that work?

0:20:30.280 --> 0:20:34.280
<v Speaker 3>No, you do not get paid. You get three meals

0:20:34.280 --> 0:20:37.760
<v Speaker 3>a day and some of those are marginal.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow. So that was like old school hard labor days.

0:20:42.040 --> 0:20:43.160
<v Speaker 3>I would say similar.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I know that time was before the Supreme Court

0:20:47.359 --> 0:20:50.600
<v Speaker 2>had told Alabama that they couldn't put people on chain

0:20:50.640 --> 0:20:53.879
<v Speaker 2>gangs along the sides of the road. You didn't have

0:20:53.920 --> 0:20:57.280
<v Speaker 2>any experience with that, did you? The chain gang? Oh?

0:20:57.359 --> 0:20:59.919
<v Speaker 3>I wasn't on the chain gangs, but I do remember

0:21:00.640 --> 0:21:03.200
<v Speaker 3>some before they passed the law, they or when the

0:21:03.280 --> 0:21:05.240
<v Speaker 3>guys so what were they would change them to a

0:21:05.560 --> 0:21:07.200
<v Speaker 3>change them to a post hitching post?

0:21:08.000 --> 0:21:10.040
<v Speaker 2>Right? That was a separate case. And that was like

0:21:10.080 --> 0:21:14.760
<v Speaker 2>a disciplinary action, right that the officers would take for

0:21:15.080 --> 0:21:19.200
<v Speaker 2>if they felt like somebody was misbehaving or being non compliant.

0:21:19.600 --> 0:21:21.640
<v Speaker 2>Did you ever witness that while.

0:21:21.480 --> 0:21:23.560
<v Speaker 3>You were in oh I saw a lot of guys

0:21:23.760 --> 0:21:27.800
<v Speaker 3>chain to a chain to a post in ninety degree

0:21:27.880 --> 0:21:53.879
<v Speaker 3>weather and it was just it was just so inhumane.

0:21:55.440 --> 0:21:58.800
<v Speaker 2>What were the people like that you connected with in prison,

0:21:59.000 --> 0:22:01.720
<v Speaker 2>and you had never been to prison before, you'd never

0:22:01.760 --> 0:22:05.160
<v Speaker 2>been in trouble before. Did this change any of your

0:22:05.240 --> 0:22:09.719
<v Speaker 2>thinking about the people that we send to prison or

0:22:09.880 --> 0:22:10.920
<v Speaker 2>people in general.

0:22:11.800 --> 0:22:15.680
<v Speaker 3>It made me choose people that had had like values

0:22:15.760 --> 0:22:19.600
<v Speaker 3>like mine, people who were straight up, who were honest.

0:22:20.880 --> 0:22:24.120
<v Speaker 3>There was a group that used to come in called Cairos.

0:22:24.680 --> 0:22:29.480
<v Speaker 3>It was a group of men from different denominations. And

0:22:29.600 --> 0:22:33.320
<v Speaker 3>what they do is they come in and they share

0:22:33.359 --> 0:22:35.879
<v Speaker 3>the Word of God with you, and their objective is

0:22:35.920 --> 0:22:39.639
<v Speaker 3>to build a Christian community within the prison walls. And

0:22:40.000 --> 0:22:44.600
<v Speaker 3>I still today I have relationships with some of these men,

0:22:44.840 --> 0:22:48.640
<v Speaker 3>and I have actually been back inside the prisons. And

0:22:49.880 --> 0:22:53.440
<v Speaker 3>because once I walk inside and I give a talk,

0:22:54.080 --> 0:22:56.119
<v Speaker 3>I'm in my element. You know. I can talk to

0:22:56.160 --> 0:22:59.680
<v Speaker 3>these guys and they actually listen to me because they

0:22:59.760 --> 0:23:03.880
<v Speaker 3>know that I know what they're going through every day

0:23:03.480 --> 0:23:07.040
<v Speaker 3>when they leave this religious service or whatever. I know

0:23:07.119 --> 0:23:09.000
<v Speaker 3>what they're going back to when they go back behind

0:23:09.000 --> 0:23:09.359
<v Speaker 3>the gate.

0:23:09.720 --> 0:23:11.159
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you've walked that walk.

0:23:11.520 --> 0:23:15.040
<v Speaker 3>And I just I feel like that, you know, when

0:23:15.080 --> 0:23:17.000
<v Speaker 3>I do that, I feel like God's using me at

0:23:17.000 --> 0:23:17.880
<v Speaker 3>that moment.

0:23:18.040 --> 0:23:21.000
<v Speaker 2>And just in the reporting that I do here in Alabama,

0:23:21.600 --> 0:23:23.800
<v Speaker 2>and I talk to a lot of people in the system.

0:23:24.040 --> 0:23:27.480
<v Speaker 2>Cairos comes up all the time because it's meant so

0:23:27.680 --> 0:23:32.360
<v Speaker 2>much to people and the men's and women's prisons. They

0:23:32.359 --> 0:23:35.840
<v Speaker 2>have these wonderful relationships with people on the outside that

0:23:36.320 --> 0:23:40.120
<v Speaker 2>otherwise many of them don't have anybody, and so they're

0:23:40.280 --> 0:23:44.280
<v Speaker 2>Cairo's friends are really they become their community and their family.

0:23:44.920 --> 0:23:50.119
<v Speaker 2>I've seen Chiro's volunteers go testify at parole hearings on

0:23:50.200 --> 0:23:53.320
<v Speaker 2>behalf of people and be their support system when they

0:23:53.320 --> 0:23:58.920
<v Speaker 2>get out. So they do really great work. So let's

0:23:58.960 --> 0:24:05.440
<v Speaker 2>talk about the post conviction that ultimately got you out.

0:24:05.640 --> 0:24:09.159
<v Speaker 2>So you became eligible for parole in nineteen ninety seven,

0:24:09.920 --> 0:24:14.120
<v Speaker 2>and Alabama passed a law in ninety four where convicted

0:24:14.160 --> 0:24:18.600
<v Speaker 2>sex offenders had to give a DNA sample to database

0:24:18.920 --> 0:24:23.520
<v Speaker 2>statewide database that was part of state law. So you

0:24:23.760 --> 0:24:29.440
<v Speaker 2>filed a rule thirty two requesting that the evidence from

0:24:29.440 --> 0:24:33.520
<v Speaker 2>the rape case be compared to your DNA sample that

0:24:33.600 --> 0:24:37.000
<v Speaker 2>you had to give under law. How did you get

0:24:37.000 --> 0:24:38.280
<v Speaker 2>the idea to do that?

0:24:39.480 --> 0:24:42.560
<v Speaker 3>I thought, well, I don't have anything to lose. I

0:24:42.640 --> 0:24:46.160
<v Speaker 3>need to pursue any possibility of finding out the truth

0:24:46.200 --> 0:24:49.200
<v Speaker 3>that I can I had friends who knew more about

0:24:49.240 --> 0:24:51.960
<v Speaker 3>the law that I did, and I had a particular

0:24:52.040 --> 0:24:57.359
<v Speaker 3>friend file some rule thirty two for me to go

0:24:57.440 --> 0:25:00.440
<v Speaker 3>back to court on new evidence. He was at actually

0:25:00.720 --> 0:25:04.040
<v Speaker 3>eager to help me, and he wrote it up and

0:25:04.040 --> 0:25:07.440
<v Speaker 3>he charged me a little twenty five dollars maybe to

0:25:07.040 --> 0:25:10.439
<v Speaker 3>do it, and it got the ball rolling.

0:25:11.320 --> 0:25:15.840
<v Speaker 2>What was the process of working with this jail house attorney?

0:25:15.880 --> 0:25:17.639
<v Speaker 2>How did you guys do this work together?

0:25:18.560 --> 0:25:22.159
<v Speaker 3>Well, of course we talked about it, you know, and

0:25:22.240 --> 0:25:27.320
<v Speaker 3>the privacy of our dorm, and then you go to

0:25:27.359 --> 0:25:30.600
<v Speaker 3>the law library and talk about it some more, and

0:25:30.640 --> 0:25:34.399
<v Speaker 3>it's just somebody that you're comfortable. You know, they're not

0:25:34.480 --> 0:25:36.400
<v Speaker 3>in it to try to take all your money there

0:25:36.400 --> 0:25:37.359
<v Speaker 3>and to try to help you.

0:25:38.880 --> 0:25:44.040
<v Speaker 2>And I know these law libraries are not like normal

0:25:44.600 --> 0:25:47.760
<v Speaker 2>legal libraries in the free world, and you know, they

0:25:47.840 --> 0:25:51.080
<v Speaker 2>still have typewriters. They do not have computers in the

0:25:51.160 --> 0:25:56.200
<v Speaker 2>law libraries, and often don't have the latest legal books

0:25:56.200 --> 0:26:01.719
<v Speaker 2>for people. So it's an ongoing issue of prisons. So

0:26:02.480 --> 0:26:08.199
<v Speaker 2>where was the evidence stored from the actual incident that

0:26:08.240 --> 0:26:09.800
<v Speaker 2>you were convicted in the rape?

0:26:10.320 --> 0:26:13.840
<v Speaker 3>Well, it was supposed to be stored in Tuscaloosa somewhere where.

0:26:13.880 --> 0:26:16.919
<v Speaker 3>I don't know where they Tusaler's, the county jail or

0:26:17.000 --> 0:26:22.439
<v Speaker 3>wherever they do it. But they had said they lost

0:26:22.480 --> 0:26:26.200
<v Speaker 3>the rape kid, there was nothing to test, and then

0:26:26.880 --> 0:26:32.040
<v Speaker 3>all these years later, all of a sudden, it appears

0:26:32.280 --> 0:26:35.440
<v Speaker 3>so they actually had something to test, and they took

0:26:35.600 --> 0:26:38.240
<v Speaker 3>I remember they took blood at the prison. And I

0:26:38.320 --> 0:26:42.080
<v Speaker 3>remember a week or so later, I was called to

0:26:42.119 --> 0:26:44.119
<v Speaker 3>the warden's office and she was on the phone with

0:26:44.160 --> 0:26:46.600
<v Speaker 3>somebody at the pro board, and I could hear her

0:26:46.680 --> 0:26:49.520
<v Speaker 3>into the conversation say you know, yeah, yeah, And she

0:26:49.560 --> 0:26:51.400
<v Speaker 3>got off the phone and she said they got back

0:26:51.480 --> 0:26:54.600
<v Speaker 3>all the results from the DNA test and they were

0:26:54.640 --> 0:26:58.000
<v Speaker 3>all negative. And I can I can remember to this

0:26:58.119 --> 0:27:01.600
<v Speaker 3>day actually filling in week in the knees. I don't

0:27:01.600 --> 0:27:04.200
<v Speaker 3>ever remember being weak in the knees before, but I

0:27:04.240 --> 0:27:05.960
<v Speaker 3>was weak in the knees. And when she said that,

0:27:06.240 --> 0:27:08.359
<v Speaker 3>she said, but she also wanted to remind me that

0:27:08.800 --> 0:27:11.399
<v Speaker 3>you do have the other twenty five year centers.

0:27:11.840 --> 0:27:15.720
<v Speaker 2>So I have from the media reports that it was

0:27:15.920 --> 0:27:20.000
<v Speaker 2>ninety eight that the DA's office located the rape kit

0:27:21.000 --> 0:27:23.960
<v Speaker 2>that had been lost for twelve years. The DNA tests

0:27:24.000 --> 0:27:29.000
<v Speaker 2>were carried out, they excluded Jeff as the source excluded

0:27:29.000 --> 0:27:32.680
<v Speaker 2>you in the rape case, and then Judge England said,

0:27:32.840 --> 0:27:37.239
<v Speaker 2>I see no reason to spend one minute longer on

0:27:37.359 --> 0:27:41.200
<v Speaker 2>this case. Do you remember hearing those words?

0:27:43.000 --> 0:27:43.240
<v Speaker 3>I do?

0:27:46.800 --> 0:27:51.120
<v Speaker 2>What was that like in court? And it's completely understandable

0:27:51.160 --> 0:27:55.000
<v Speaker 2>that you would be emotional because this is we're talking

0:27:55.080 --> 0:27:59.280
<v Speaker 2>like the most dramatic things a human being can go through, is,

0:28:00.280 --> 0:28:03.880
<v Speaker 2>you know, being accused of something they didn't do, being convicted,

0:28:04.480 --> 0:28:08.680
<v Speaker 2>serving over a decade, and then finally seeing the truth

0:28:08.760 --> 0:28:09.640
<v Speaker 2>come out.

0:28:11.600 --> 0:28:15.479
<v Speaker 3>It was pretty emotional to say the least, to know

0:28:15.560 --> 0:28:21.680
<v Speaker 3>that my prayers have been answered and I was getting

0:28:21.680 --> 0:28:22.359
<v Speaker 3>my life back.

0:28:24.200 --> 0:28:27.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and we're twenty four years since then, and it

0:28:28.160 --> 0:28:31.560
<v Speaker 2>still affects you clearly.

0:28:32.080 --> 0:28:33.040
<v Speaker 3>Probably always will.

0:28:34.119 --> 0:28:39.440
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you get that moment in court, and I believe

0:28:39.600 --> 0:28:43.560
<v Speaker 2>you were released the following day. You still had that

0:28:43.600 --> 0:28:46.880
<v Speaker 2>twenty five year sentence. So were you released on parole?

0:28:47.080 --> 0:28:50.320
<v Speaker 2>What was the actual mechanism that got you out of Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>I was given time served on that and released on parole.

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<v Speaker 2>What was the release from prison?

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<v Speaker 3>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>Before you got out the community that you had been in,

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<v Speaker 2>what was the reaction from the folks that were doing

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<v Speaker 2>time with you?

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<v Speaker 3>They were ecstatic for me. They were so happy. I

0:29:12.720 --> 0:29:18.520
<v Speaker 3>remember walking out the door looking back one time, and uh,

0:29:18.880 --> 0:29:25.000
<v Speaker 3>because I left some some good friends. And when I

0:29:25.040 --> 0:29:27.560
<v Speaker 3>walked out the door, it was it was like a

0:29:27.560 --> 0:29:31.000
<v Speaker 3>feeling I'd never felt before, you know, I had. I'd

0:29:31.000 --> 0:29:33.800
<v Speaker 3>never walked out the front door of a prison. It

0:29:33.880 --> 0:29:35.720
<v Speaker 3>was always through the back gate. I didn't know what

0:29:35.760 --> 0:29:38.760
<v Speaker 3>it felt like to walk out the front door. And

0:29:38.840 --> 0:29:41.440
<v Speaker 3>I was nervous. And here I got, I got to

0:29:41.480 --> 0:29:47.240
<v Speaker 3>give a bunch of TV people interviews. You know, you

0:29:47.320 --> 0:29:49.520
<v Speaker 3>barely know what to say. I mean, I just said I.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, they want to know, are you bitter? No?

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<v Speaker 3>I just I thank God that I'm free.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I mean a lot of people imagining what it

0:29:59.120 --> 0:30:02.520
<v Speaker 2>would be like, feel like they would be so angry

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<v Speaker 2>and hurt by this wrongdoing that had happened to them

0:30:08.440 --> 0:30:12.040
<v Speaker 2>that it's it's hard to imagine being positive or how

0:30:12.120 --> 0:30:16.760
<v Speaker 2>you wouldn't succumb to being bitter. How did you come

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<v Speaker 2>out with such a positive attitude.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, in the beginning, I wasn't so positive, you know,

0:30:23.520 --> 0:30:27.520
<v Speaker 3>And it took years and because I knew I was innocent,

0:30:28.680 --> 0:30:32.640
<v Speaker 3>and finally during the last year and a half, you know,

0:30:33.120 --> 0:30:38.480
<v Speaker 3>I did some soul searching, and I had a relationship,

0:30:38.520 --> 0:30:42.240
<v Speaker 3>a closer relationship with God. And and that's that's the

0:30:42.280 --> 0:30:46.000
<v Speaker 3>only way that I could. I could forgive and not

0:30:46.200 --> 0:30:50.720
<v Speaker 3>be hateful. I think once my heart changed, my circumstances

0:30:50.720 --> 0:30:51.479
<v Speaker 3>started changing.

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<v Speaker 2>Was there anything when you got out that surprised you?

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<v Speaker 2>I always love hearing the stories about, you know, the

0:30:59.080 --> 0:31:02.760
<v Speaker 2>first things people people did, or they ate, or you know,

0:31:02.960 --> 0:31:05.960
<v Speaker 2>something that had changed that they weren't really prepared for.

0:31:06.360 --> 0:31:09.640
<v Speaker 2>You got out in ninety nine, what was the most

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<v Speaker 2>different from eighty seven when you went in?

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<v Speaker 3>So many things had changed. I remember the very first

0:31:16.080 --> 0:31:18.080
<v Speaker 3>thing soonin as we left the prison, we stopped to

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<v Speaker 3>get something to eat, and my dad gave me a

0:31:19.680 --> 0:31:22.400
<v Speaker 3>twenty dollar bill to go go in Taco Bell and

0:31:22.440 --> 0:31:25.000
<v Speaker 3>get some food. I'm looking at a twenty dollar bill

0:31:25.080 --> 0:31:27.840
<v Speaker 3>and it looked like play. I thought that would play money.

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<v Speaker 2>So the actual dollar bill had.

0:31:30.200 --> 0:31:32.680
<v Speaker 3>Changed, the twenty dollars bill had.

0:31:33.040 --> 0:31:35.240
<v Speaker 2>And you had Taco Bell for your first bife.

0:31:35.240 --> 0:31:36.960
<v Speaker 3>I did, what did you eat?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you remember?

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<v Speaker 3>I do not remember. All I remember is that I

0:31:41.200 --> 0:31:44.440
<v Speaker 3>knew I had a state marinating at home. But after

0:31:44.560 --> 0:31:47.800
<v Speaker 3>I'd been out three days and I got my driver's license.

0:31:48.720 --> 0:31:50.600
<v Speaker 3>So I go to the gas pump and the lady

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<v Speaker 3>tells me you could have swiped it at the pomp.

0:31:52.760 --> 0:31:55.240
<v Speaker 3>I had no idea what she meant, you can swipe

0:31:55.280 --> 0:31:59.080
<v Speaker 3>it at the pomp. That was That was beyond my comprehension.

0:31:59.360 --> 0:32:02.760
<v Speaker 2>That was a new language that had developed while you

0:32:02.800 --> 0:32:05.680
<v Speaker 2>were locked up. I love that your taco bell was

0:32:05.760 --> 0:32:08.760
<v Speaker 2>like a snack to get you to the stake that

0:32:08.920 --> 0:32:12.320
<v Speaker 2>was marinating. And how long were you on parole?

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<v Speaker 3>I was on parole about three years. But the funny

0:32:16.400 --> 0:32:20.000
<v Speaker 3>thing is when they first released me on parole, I

0:32:20.040 --> 0:32:22.239
<v Speaker 3>was treated as a sex offender. I had to be

0:32:22.320 --> 0:32:25.000
<v Speaker 3>home at eleven o'clock at night. I had to call

0:32:25.080 --> 0:32:27.880
<v Speaker 3>and check in twice a week let him know I

0:32:28.000 --> 0:32:30.920
<v Speaker 3>was home. So even though I made parole, I was

0:32:30.960 --> 0:32:33.400
<v Speaker 3>still being treated as a sex avender.

0:32:33.640 --> 0:32:36.640
<v Speaker 2>So it was like, even though that conviction was vacated,

0:32:37.120 --> 0:32:40.200
<v Speaker 2>that word didn't make it to the parole board bureaucracy,

0:32:40.760 --> 0:32:44.280
<v Speaker 2>and they still thought that you had that conviction on you.

0:32:44.560 --> 0:32:46.600
<v Speaker 3>I don't know if they thought, but they knew the

0:32:46.600 --> 0:32:49.719
<v Speaker 3>conviction had been you know, everybody knew that, but I

0:32:49.760 --> 0:32:53.360
<v Speaker 3>was still treated like a sex offender. I had to

0:32:53.360 --> 0:32:56.120
<v Speaker 3>get permission if I needed to cross the state line

0:32:56.160 --> 0:32:59.640
<v Speaker 3>for anything. I had to have written permission tag number

0:32:59.680 --> 0:33:02.440
<v Speaker 3>where I was going to every the whole nine yards

0:33:02.480 --> 0:33:04.920
<v Speaker 3>if I needed to cross the state line for any reason.

0:33:05.360 --> 0:33:08.800
<v Speaker 2>Tell me about the work that you ended up doing

0:33:08.960 --> 0:33:10.880
<v Speaker 2>once you got out. A lot of people don't want

0:33:10.920 --> 0:33:13.960
<v Speaker 2>to have anything to do with prison or people in prison.

0:33:14.040 --> 0:33:16.320
<v Speaker 2>They want to like turn over a new leaf and

0:33:16.480 --> 0:33:19.680
<v Speaker 2>do something completely different, but you kind of did the opposite.

0:33:19.960 --> 0:33:23.920
<v Speaker 2>You started a ministry to help people coming out of prison.

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<v Speaker 3>And it's so funny you should ask that. Before I

0:33:26.640 --> 0:33:28.640
<v Speaker 3>got out, that was I used to be fine to

0:33:28.720 --> 0:33:31.640
<v Speaker 3>saying I don't ever want to see another prison. I

0:33:31.640 --> 0:33:35.360
<v Speaker 3>don't ever want to see anything another prisoner. And we

0:33:35.520 --> 0:33:40.160
<v Speaker 3>volunteered at a halfway house soon after I got out.

0:33:40.440 --> 0:33:44.600
<v Speaker 3>We were ex convicts, were starting their life over, and

0:33:44.760 --> 0:33:48.800
<v Speaker 3>I felt God telling me, then, this is what I

0:33:48.800 --> 0:33:52.320
<v Speaker 3>want you to do. So we started a process talking

0:33:52.360 --> 0:33:58.120
<v Speaker 3>to people, speaking in churches to do whatever we could

0:33:58.200 --> 0:34:01.760
<v Speaker 3>to open a halfway house, and we actually our daughter

0:34:02.320 --> 0:34:06.200
<v Speaker 3>thought the name of it, and it was House to Hope.

0:34:06.440 --> 0:34:08.600
<v Speaker 3>But to back up, When I got out of prison,

0:34:08.640 --> 0:34:12.000
<v Speaker 3>I went to my sister's single Sunday school class, and

0:34:13.080 --> 0:34:16.760
<v Speaker 3>I actually dated my Sunday school teacher for six months

0:34:16.760 --> 0:34:21.360
<v Speaker 3>and we got married and then that's when we volunteered

0:34:21.640 --> 0:34:25.799
<v Speaker 3>and started the ministry, which we had the ministry for

0:34:25.920 --> 0:34:30.840
<v Speaker 3>twelve years. And again that's my lucky number twelve twelve

0:34:30.920 --> 0:34:33.560
<v Speaker 3>years in prison, twelve years in the ministry helping men

0:34:33.600 --> 0:34:37.040
<v Speaker 3>coming out of prison. But it also took a toll

0:34:37.400 --> 0:34:41.400
<v Speaker 3>on my life, my marriage, and we end up closing

0:34:41.400 --> 0:34:43.000
<v Speaker 3>the ministry in twenty fifteen.

0:34:43.680 --> 0:34:46.640
<v Speaker 2>That's really tough work, and I know a lot of

0:34:46.680 --> 0:34:49.640
<v Speaker 2>people can burn out on it because it's so hard.

0:34:49.719 --> 0:34:53.400
<v Speaker 2>It's such a heavy lift. People have so many needs

0:34:53.640 --> 0:34:56.160
<v Speaker 2>coming out of prison that often are not in the

0:34:56.200 --> 0:34:58.759
<v Speaker 2>kind of situation you were in with family support and

0:34:59.120 --> 0:35:02.400
<v Speaker 2>some resources. A lot of people have nobody and nothing.

0:35:03.320 --> 0:35:06.200
<v Speaker 2>What were some of the challenges that you ran into

0:35:06.520 --> 0:35:09.560
<v Speaker 2>in doing that work helping folks coming out of the system.

0:35:10.080 --> 0:35:13.120
<v Speaker 3>Well, you got to help them get a job before

0:35:13.120 --> 0:35:16.840
<v Speaker 3>you get a job, You got to get IDs, You

0:35:16.960 --> 0:35:19.319
<v Speaker 3>got to or even had a dentist to volunteer to

0:35:19.360 --> 0:35:21.399
<v Speaker 3>do all the guy's teeth. He wanted to make them

0:35:21.400 --> 0:35:24.480
<v Speaker 3>presentable for work. It's all about, you know, starting off

0:35:24.520 --> 0:35:27.000
<v Speaker 3>about self esteem. But if you don't have anybody to

0:35:27.040 --> 0:35:29.920
<v Speaker 3>help you, anybody to give you a place to stay

0:35:30.239 --> 0:35:35.440
<v Speaker 3>or close, it's hard to make it from on scratch.

0:35:35.719 --> 0:35:38.080
<v Speaker 3>That's why so many guys go out there and go

0:35:38.120 --> 0:35:40.319
<v Speaker 3>to the easy dollar. You know, they go back to

0:35:40.360 --> 0:35:45.440
<v Speaker 3>selling drugs and the whole vicious cycle starts again.

0:35:46.760 --> 0:35:49.440
<v Speaker 2>We have such high expectations for people, but when they

0:35:49.480 --> 0:35:52.200
<v Speaker 2>need help, you know, a lot of folks are not

0:35:52.320 --> 0:35:55.080
<v Speaker 2>ready to step up. So I'm glad that you did

0:35:55.080 --> 0:35:59.240
<v Speaker 2>that work for as long as you did. Wrongful Conviction

0:35:59.320 --> 0:36:02.640
<v Speaker 2>with Jason Flah usually ends each episode with what they

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<v Speaker 2>call closing arguments, so that's a chance for you to

0:36:07.040 --> 0:36:10.399
<v Speaker 2>share any final thoughts, anything that I didn't ask you,

0:36:11.000 --> 0:36:14.279
<v Speaker 2>I will say, Jeff Holman, thank you so much for

0:36:14.320 --> 0:36:20.719
<v Speaker 2>sharing your story and for your incredible attitude after going

0:36:20.760 --> 0:36:23.880
<v Speaker 2>through such a horrific ordeal, and for the help that

0:36:23.920 --> 0:36:25.040
<v Speaker 2>you've given other people.

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<v Speaker 3>I would just say to anybody listening, or anybody who

0:36:28.760 --> 0:36:31.959
<v Speaker 3>has loved ones or relatives going through this sort of thing,

0:36:32.600 --> 0:36:37.839
<v Speaker 3>just stay true to yourself, don't bow under to the system.

0:36:38.480 --> 0:36:41.880
<v Speaker 3>I knew I was innocent, and I projected innocence the

0:36:41.920 --> 0:36:45.520
<v Speaker 3>whole time. They wanted me to go through some school

0:36:45.640 --> 0:36:49.080
<v Speaker 3>one time, admit guilt and get a certificate, go through

0:36:49.560 --> 0:36:52.719
<v Speaker 3>and I said I wasn't gonna do it because I

0:36:52.760 --> 0:36:55.560
<v Speaker 3>wasn't guilty. I'm not going through some kind of sex

0:36:55.640 --> 0:36:57.960
<v Speaker 3>program to say I was guilty. So you put on

0:36:58.000 --> 0:37:01.640
<v Speaker 3>my record and I would not do it. And I

0:37:01.680 --> 0:37:05.080
<v Speaker 3>thank God today that I just waited on God. The

0:37:05.160 --> 0:37:09.640
<v Speaker 3>truth finally came out, and that's my family was so

0:37:09.680 --> 0:37:14.040
<v Speaker 3>supportive of me and helped me through it. And I

0:37:14.200 --> 0:37:17.040
<v Speaker 3>just thank God that I'm standing here today. And I

0:37:17.040 --> 0:37:20.120
<v Speaker 3>have to you know, even though I wasn't compensated for

0:37:20.160 --> 0:37:22.920
<v Speaker 3>those twelve years, I have my life back and that

0:37:22.960 --> 0:37:23.960
<v Speaker 3>means more than anything.

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<v Speaker 1>Next week, on the guest hosted episodes of Wrongful Conviction,

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda Knox will sit down with Heidi Goodwin to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about Haidee's time incarcerated for a crime that never happened

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<v Speaker 1>at all. During their conversation, Heidi and Amanda will discuss

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<v Speaker 1>the junk science of shaking baby syndrome and the complications

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<v Speaker 1>of relying on testimony from elementary school age children. Amanda

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<v Speaker 1>is family to me and she is one of my

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<v Speaker 1>fighter for justice. Who I have a huge amount of

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