1 00:00:05,680 --> 00:00:09,320 Speaker 1: Still the Place with Laura Layton, Courtney Thorn Smith. 2 00:00:09,400 --> 00:00:12,400 Speaker 2: And daphne's Aniga an iHeartRadio podcast. 3 00:00:13,600 --> 00:00:19,680 Speaker 1: Hello ladies, welcome to another Melrose minute. So one of 4 00:00:19,680 --> 00:00:22,160 Speaker 1: the things that comes up in this episode that comes 5 00:00:22,239 --> 00:00:25,400 Speaker 1: up in many future episodes is that Alison is dealing 6 00:00:25,440 --> 00:00:30,840 Speaker 1: with Amanda, who is a very mean boss. It's mean 7 00:00:30,880 --> 00:00:33,120 Speaker 1: at the workplace yet, but she's mean because she stole 8 00:00:33,200 --> 00:00:34,760 Speaker 1: Allison's pretend boyfriend. 9 00:00:34,880 --> 00:00:37,240 Speaker 3: I'm also a little confused on the structure at work 10 00:00:37,240 --> 00:00:40,240 Speaker 3: because she's not exactly her boss, right. 11 00:00:40,159 --> 00:00:43,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, Lucy's her boss, right, Lucy's her boss, and and 12 00:00:43,560 --> 00:00:46,640 Speaker 2: like Amanda is the art director. 13 00:00:46,760 --> 00:00:48,839 Speaker 3: Helped me understand exactly what the structure is. 14 00:00:48,880 --> 00:00:52,720 Speaker 1: Amanda's the super attractive boyfriend's well, I know she's super attractive. 15 00:00:53,159 --> 00:00:56,520 Speaker 1: That's what her official title is, but that's what she 16 00:00:56,520 --> 00:00:56,840 Speaker 1: doesn't know. 17 00:00:57,040 --> 00:01:01,640 Speaker 2: I'm going to annoy the woman who's playing Alison for 18 00:01:01,680 --> 00:01:03,040 Speaker 2: the rest of her life. 19 00:01:03,440 --> 00:01:06,640 Speaker 1: I think she's kind of parallel above, like say she's 20 00:01:06,680 --> 00:01:08,880 Speaker 1: a number above on the on the call sheet, like 21 00:01:09,080 --> 00:01:12,120 Speaker 1: you can get an actor language, she's probably above on 22 00:01:12,160 --> 00:01:12,720 Speaker 1: the call sheet. 23 00:01:12,840 --> 00:01:16,000 Speaker 3: So she's like the director in her department, and she 24 00:01:16,200 --> 00:01:19,880 Speaker 3: works in a parallel department, like not in the same 25 00:01:19,920 --> 00:01:22,440 Speaker 3: exact department, but they have to work together. And it 26 00:01:22,520 --> 00:01:26,120 Speaker 3: seems like Allison is on a rung below in a 27 00:01:26,319 --> 00:01:29,040 Speaker 3: different department, but they have to work together. So she's 28 00:01:29,040 --> 00:01:33,200 Speaker 3: not her direct boss, she's not her direct report exactly. 29 00:01:32,840 --> 00:01:34,959 Speaker 2: So what I just have to be clear. So, but 30 00:01:35,080 --> 00:01:36,240 Speaker 2: she does become her boss. 31 00:01:36,280 --> 00:01:40,080 Speaker 3: She's also a bossy and and sort of it. It 32 00:01:40,200 --> 00:01:42,920 Speaker 3: is definitely an added layer to being irritated by how 33 00:01:42,959 --> 00:01:44,000 Speaker 3: pretty she is. I'm sure. 34 00:01:44,760 --> 00:01:49,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, So we're kind of talking about when you've dealt 35 00:01:49,280 --> 00:01:52,560 Speaker 1: with bad bosses, and I have to say, you know, 36 00:01:52,960 --> 00:01:54,800 Speaker 1: there was a time in this industry and you guys 37 00:01:54,840 --> 00:01:58,080 Speaker 1: both know this that people were allowed to behave horribly 38 00:01:58,480 --> 00:01:59,840 Speaker 1: And one of the good things that come out of 39 00:01:59,840 --> 00:02:01,720 Speaker 1: the Me Too movement and this is that is that 40 00:02:01,920 --> 00:02:05,400 Speaker 1: is less accepted. But don't you remember people used to 41 00:02:05,440 --> 00:02:07,720 Speaker 1: be allowed to behave horribly at work? And I'm sure 42 00:02:07,760 --> 00:02:10,880 Speaker 1: that's across the line. Like before there was hr I'm 43 00:02:10,919 --> 00:02:13,399 Speaker 1: sure everybody of a certain age had a time when 44 00:02:13,440 --> 00:02:17,480 Speaker 1: somebody was literally throwing staplers across the office. Do you 45 00:02:17,520 --> 00:02:19,239 Speaker 1: guys have did you work well? 46 00:02:19,280 --> 00:02:21,480 Speaker 2: You're talking about a boss, like a director or a 47 00:02:21,480 --> 00:02:22,680 Speaker 2: producer or are you talking about a. 48 00:02:22,639 --> 00:02:25,360 Speaker 1: Fellow or just like a coworker. Well, when when me 49 00:02:25,440 --> 00:02:28,480 Speaker 1: too started, there were stories of prefamous stories of producers 50 00:02:28,480 --> 00:02:30,440 Speaker 1: and they'd throw things at assistance and we all just 51 00:02:30,480 --> 00:02:32,680 Speaker 1: sort of shrugged like it was okay. Remember that, like 52 00:02:32,840 --> 00:02:35,720 Speaker 1: oh oh yeah, he's crazy, he's crazy, And now suddenly 53 00:02:35,760 --> 00:02:37,920 Speaker 1: it's not okay. People started to see they had rights. 54 00:02:39,080 --> 00:02:42,360 Speaker 1: But you remember, I remember people who had power on 55 00:02:42,560 --> 00:02:45,400 Speaker 1: sets being able to yell and scream and we all 56 00:02:45,480 --> 00:02:48,120 Speaker 1: just sort of hid and allowed it to happen. 57 00:02:48,960 --> 00:02:53,519 Speaker 2: Well, because we thought that's how it works. The slady 58 00:02:53,639 --> 00:02:56,600 Speaker 2: had to accept that the pyramid, the hierarchy is the 59 00:02:56,639 --> 00:02:59,519 Speaker 2: way it goes. And yeah, I mean when I put 60 00:02:59,520 --> 00:03:03,240 Speaker 2: myself back, it makes total sense. It's only now in 61 00:03:03,320 --> 00:03:06,840 Speaker 2: hindsight where people who probably put up with a lot 62 00:03:06,880 --> 00:03:09,480 Speaker 2: worse than us are like saying, no, this is bus 63 00:03:09,639 --> 00:03:13,239 Speaker 2: not doing it anymore, not okay that you go, oh yeah, 64 00:03:13,240 --> 00:03:13,880 Speaker 2: it shouldn't be. 65 00:03:14,600 --> 00:03:17,880 Speaker 3: And I think there were like a specifically, like some 66 00:03:17,919 --> 00:03:22,480 Speaker 3: commercial directors that just had a reputation for being absolutely 67 00:03:23,360 --> 00:03:27,920 Speaker 3: hardcore and would scream at crowds of people, but it 68 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:30,360 Speaker 3: was still considered like, well, but if you want to work, 69 00:03:30,400 --> 00:03:32,480 Speaker 3: and if you want to get this great job and 70 00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:35,000 Speaker 3: work with this great director, you just put up with that. 71 00:03:35,040 --> 00:03:36,920 Speaker 2: And it's really like a mark of. 72 00:03:38,520 --> 00:03:42,240 Speaker 3: You know, Cachet to work with this guy, but what 73 00:03:42,280 --> 00:03:45,800 Speaker 3: you have to endure is his screaming and yelling and 74 00:03:46,200 --> 00:03:49,120 Speaker 3: the way he talks to his people and like that, 75 00:03:49,280 --> 00:03:51,240 Speaker 3: like you're saying that it was just considered, Like okay, 76 00:03:51,320 --> 00:03:53,160 Speaker 3: that's just what you have to put up with. And 77 00:03:53,320 --> 00:03:55,480 Speaker 3: I get to say that I've done this job or 78 00:03:55,480 --> 00:03:58,800 Speaker 3: this commercial or whatever with this notoriously, you. 79 00:03:58,760 --> 00:04:01,440 Speaker 2: Know, not to forget me somewhere. 80 00:04:01,640 --> 00:04:03,520 Speaker 1: I mean the other mark of cashe Yeah, like you 81 00:04:03,560 --> 00:04:05,360 Speaker 1: tried to complain, they'd say, there are a thousand people 82 00:04:05,400 --> 00:04:07,600 Speaker 1: who'd want your job. And the other mark of Cachet 83 00:04:07,680 --> 00:04:09,720 Speaker 1: was for the person throwing a tantrum. I worked with 84 00:04:09,760 --> 00:04:12,840 Speaker 1: someone who was a real bully once and he actually said, 85 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:15,680 Speaker 1: I love that I get to do whatever I want 86 00:04:15,680 --> 00:04:18,839 Speaker 1: and people have to accept my apology because I'm so powerful. 87 00:04:19,040 --> 00:04:22,200 Speaker 3: Oh, actually said the words out loud. 88 00:04:22,720 --> 00:04:24,400 Speaker 1: He said the quiet part out loud. 89 00:04:24,560 --> 00:04:24,920 Speaker 3: Wow. 90 00:04:25,120 --> 00:04:28,640 Speaker 1: Actually said it that that was indicative of his power, 91 00:04:29,080 --> 00:04:32,000 Speaker 1: that he could do crazy things and people had to 92 00:04:32,200 --> 00:04:34,920 Speaker 1: put up with it because he had all the power. 93 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:38,480 Speaker 1: So it was a huge awakening, like a rude awakening 94 00:04:38,520 --> 00:04:41,120 Speaker 1: for these people when things like HR started and you 95 00:04:41,160 --> 00:04:45,279 Speaker 1: got to say you don't get it or cell phone started, right, Yeah, 96 00:04:45,360 --> 00:04:47,440 Speaker 1: so when it first started, you remember this, like people 97 00:04:47,440 --> 00:04:50,039 Speaker 1: would actually film people doing it and it was so real, 98 00:04:50,160 --> 00:04:53,040 Speaker 1: or record them throwing a tantrum and people are like, oh, 99 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:54,919 Speaker 1: that's not okay like it used to be. Well, we 100 00:04:54,960 --> 00:04:56,560 Speaker 1: have to put up with it because they're so creative. 101 00:04:56,640 --> 00:04:59,159 Speaker 1: So the people who were being put up with felt 102 00:04:59,200 --> 00:05:01,800 Speaker 1: powerful because they got to act out and be forgiven. 103 00:05:01,839 --> 00:05:03,159 Speaker 1: They didn't have to grow up. 104 00:05:03,680 --> 00:05:06,480 Speaker 3: And people who say that quiet part out loud probably 105 00:05:06,480 --> 00:05:09,080 Speaker 3: don't just say it once. They probably go around saying 106 00:05:09,120 --> 00:05:12,520 Speaker 3: it like they've repeated that phrase and they're wearing that 107 00:05:12,600 --> 00:05:15,280 Speaker 3: sort of as a confident Hey, I can do whatever 108 00:05:15,320 --> 00:05:15,600 Speaker 3: I want. 109 00:05:15,680 --> 00:05:18,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, when I worked, probably doesn't talking about and I 110 00:05:18,720 --> 00:05:21,919 Speaker 1: complained about it, and instead of telling the bully he 111 00:05:21,960 --> 00:05:24,560 Speaker 1: had to stop bullying, they said, well, Courtney, we could 112 00:05:24,560 --> 00:05:26,839 Speaker 1: find someone to like be with you. It's like I 113 00:05:26,839 --> 00:05:30,120 Speaker 1: don't need a bodyguard, you like, have the bully stopped 114 00:05:30,400 --> 00:05:33,880 Speaker 1: being a bully. But so that's dawned back then? 115 00:05:34,080 --> 00:05:36,120 Speaker 2: Was this the eighties or the nineties, because I'm trying 116 00:05:36,120 --> 00:05:38,919 Speaker 2: to think of or the two thousands, Like, at what 117 00:05:39,080 --> 00:05:41,960 Speaker 2: point that you thought. 118 00:05:42,040 --> 00:05:43,920 Speaker 1: That, Well, I think it was as I grew up, 119 00:05:44,040 --> 00:05:47,680 Speaker 1: so you know, when I was younger, you just sort 120 00:05:47,720 --> 00:05:49,520 Speaker 1: of get quiet, and there's this thing of like, so 121 00:05:49,680 --> 00:05:51,719 Speaker 1: everybody's sort of talking about how awful they are, but 122 00:05:51,760 --> 00:05:54,360 Speaker 1: there was no sense of we shouldn't have to put 123 00:05:54,440 --> 00:05:57,039 Speaker 1: up with that. Yeah, Like I think it wasn't until 124 00:05:57,040 --> 00:05:59,480 Speaker 1: the Meto movement that kind of people went oh, no, 125 00:05:59,600 --> 00:06:01,160 Speaker 1: way to minute, no. 126 00:06:01,600 --> 00:06:03,359 Speaker 2: Right, Like you know what I'm saying is did you 127 00:06:03,520 --> 00:06:06,640 Speaker 2: say that but you spoke up, right. 128 00:06:06,520 --> 00:06:09,560 Speaker 1: You're saying he did finally speak up. Yeah, so this 129 00:06:09,720 --> 00:06:10,400 Speaker 1: was after. 130 00:06:10,240 --> 00:06:13,279 Speaker 2: Me too, or did you think no it was way 131 00:06:13,320 --> 00:06:17,599 Speaker 2: back okay, so you were like you thought, this is 132 00:06:17,640 --> 00:06:18,200 Speaker 2: not okay. 133 00:06:18,320 --> 00:06:22,839 Speaker 1: I mean that's but the response was, yeah, we can't 134 00:06:22,839 --> 00:06:26,360 Speaker 1: do anything about him, So we're just going to try 135 00:06:26,360 --> 00:06:29,200 Speaker 1: to protect you within the framework of this system, which 136 00:06:29,240 --> 00:06:31,800 Speaker 1: is that he gets do whatever he wants and we'll 137 00:06:31,800 --> 00:06:33,920 Speaker 1: try to take care of you in quiet ways without 138 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:34,680 Speaker 1: upsetting him. 139 00:06:34,760 --> 00:06:37,080 Speaker 2: I know. But what I'm saying it didn't dawn on 140 00:06:37,120 --> 00:06:39,279 Speaker 2: a lot of us back then that it was wrong. 141 00:06:40,320 --> 00:06:44,800 Speaker 2: Like I would have. We're sort of like what's that term? Uh, 142 00:06:45,880 --> 00:06:47,320 Speaker 2: you know where you just kind of go this is 143 00:06:47,360 --> 00:06:48,880 Speaker 2: the way it is, Like I would. 144 00:06:48,600 --> 00:06:49,440 Speaker 3: Send time on me. 145 00:06:49,560 --> 00:06:52,320 Speaker 2: I would just go, oh, he's a creep or he's 146 00:06:52,360 --> 00:06:55,000 Speaker 2: a this, and I say he because most of them 147 00:06:55,040 --> 00:06:58,440 Speaker 2: were he's, he's, he's, he's he director, producer, director, producer. 148 00:06:58,480 --> 00:07:04,039 Speaker 2: There are so few women. But I would never, in fact, 149 00:07:04,120 --> 00:07:07,359 Speaker 2: I probably would go to my therapist and say, fix 150 00:07:07,440 --> 00:07:09,440 Speaker 2: me so I can deal with this. I would never 151 00:07:10,120 --> 00:07:12,840 Speaker 2: go and think that the whole system needs a change. 152 00:07:12,920 --> 00:07:17,640 Speaker 1: Ever, because we were so conditioned to accept this behavior. 153 00:07:17,720 --> 00:07:20,480 Speaker 1: It was like there were famous stories right about these 154 00:07:20,520 --> 00:07:23,720 Speaker 1: producers and oh yeah, oh yeah, he's crazy. But at 155 00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:26,400 Speaker 1: no point did people say until that movement did people say, 156 00:07:26,760 --> 00:07:28,760 Speaker 1: oh no, no, that's not okay. And I thought was 157 00:07:28,800 --> 00:07:31,320 Speaker 1: so interesting when Me Too came out, was that somebody 158 00:07:31,360 --> 00:07:33,920 Speaker 1: would complain about somebody and then all of these people 159 00:07:33,960 --> 00:07:36,240 Speaker 1: would come out, and each each woman had thought she 160 00:07:36,360 --> 00:07:37,280 Speaker 1: was the only one. 161 00:07:37,720 --> 00:07:39,680 Speaker 3: Right. People don't just say it once, they don't just 162 00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:40,240 Speaker 3: do it once. 163 00:07:40,920 --> 00:07:48,280 Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah, I was very touching. There were times when 164 00:07:48,320 --> 00:07:52,800 Speaker 2: I thought to even say it out loud and to 165 00:07:53,080 --> 00:07:57,200 Speaker 2: go through it. There's a certain form of trauma. I mean, 166 00:07:57,240 --> 00:07:59,560 Speaker 2: I don't think I was traumatized in the way that 167 00:07:59,600 --> 00:08:02,440 Speaker 2: a lot of women were that came out, But I 168 00:08:02,480 --> 00:08:05,480 Speaker 2: think there's a mental and emotional that you kind of 169 00:08:05,520 --> 00:08:08,960 Speaker 2: like an inventory that I went through, going oh that 170 00:08:09,120 --> 00:08:13,320 Speaker 2: wasn't okay, or maybe this wasn't you know, having worked 171 00:08:13,320 --> 00:08:15,920 Speaker 2: all through the eighties and the nineties and the two thousands. 172 00:08:16,040 --> 00:08:17,520 Speaker 2: But I think you're right, it's changed. 173 00:08:17,640 --> 00:08:21,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, things have changed, and the accountability I think is 174 00:08:21,440 --> 00:08:24,080 Speaker 3: is just there's much more of a consciousness about it 175 00:08:24,080 --> 00:08:25,200 Speaker 3: in a conversation about it. 176 00:08:25,840 --> 00:08:29,080 Speaker 2: You know, the system had been was more rigid, it 177 00:08:29,200 --> 00:08:31,760 Speaker 2: was more there were fewer in roads, you know. Now 178 00:08:31,800 --> 00:08:34,479 Speaker 2: it's like you see all these people. There's work everywhere 179 00:08:34,520 --> 00:08:37,840 Speaker 2: because of phones, and it's easy to create content and 180 00:08:38,080 --> 00:08:41,200 Speaker 2: so many outlets that I think, like people was very 181 00:08:41,240 --> 00:08:43,839 Speaker 2: small and rigid before to get into this industry and 182 00:08:43,920 --> 00:08:46,040 Speaker 2: so and the system was so kind of like it 183 00:08:46,080 --> 00:08:49,400 Speaker 2: felt it very locked and stiff, you know what I mean. 184 00:08:49,440 --> 00:08:52,440 Speaker 2: And now you're in a generation these kids are like 185 00:08:53,000 --> 00:08:56,400 Speaker 2: these are gig employments, you know, they're into like, I 186 00:08:56,400 --> 00:08:58,160 Speaker 2: don't want to work here anymore. I don't like my boss. 187 00:08:58,200 --> 00:09:01,679 Speaker 2: This is who they are. You know, there's that that 188 00:09:02,400 --> 00:09:03,319 Speaker 2: that is always. 189 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:05,360 Speaker 1: So heartbreaking to me too, Like so much was heartbreaking 190 00:09:05,360 --> 00:09:08,400 Speaker 1: about the Harvey Weinstein stuff. He really did have the 191 00:09:08,600 --> 00:09:12,679 Speaker 1: power to ruin the careers of women who refused to 192 00:09:12,720 --> 00:09:15,440 Speaker 1: sleep with him, Like, how can that be? That was 193 00:09:15,480 --> 00:09:17,920 Speaker 1: the eighties, It's not like it was the twenties, Like 194 00:09:17,960 --> 00:09:20,200 Speaker 1: that was the eighties. That was so recent. 195 00:09:20,640 --> 00:09:24,320 Speaker 2: But he came out of why seventies and the sixties 196 00:09:24,360 --> 00:09:26,760 Speaker 2: and the fifties were in the forties, I mean, it 197 00:09:26,960 --> 00:09:28,160 Speaker 2: just kind of kept going. 198 00:09:28,360 --> 00:09:29,720 Speaker 1: Poor died that behavior. 199 00:09:30,320 --> 00:09:31,959 Speaker 2: Of course, That's what I agree. 200 00:09:32,320 --> 00:09:33,840 Speaker 1: He had invented rooms. 201 00:09:34,320 --> 00:09:35,680 Speaker 2: It was normal for him. 202 00:09:35,880 --> 00:09:37,880 Speaker 1: It went on doing anything wrong. 203 00:09:38,720 --> 00:09:41,320 Speaker 2: I know, That's what I'm saying. It's like when you 204 00:09:41,360 --> 00:09:44,960 Speaker 2: look back to where he grew up in it, he 205 00:09:45,040 --> 00:09:46,400 Speaker 2: and his I mean I read. 206 00:09:46,240 --> 00:09:48,400 Speaker 1: A little bit about it. He looked it was objectively 207 00:09:48,840 --> 00:09:52,200 Speaker 1: hideously wrong, but you think of how embedded in the 208 00:09:52,320 --> 00:09:56,200 Speaker 1: system that was. Yes, of course that's insane. So there's 209 00:09:56,240 --> 00:09:58,960 Speaker 1: no wonder we sort of thought, well, there's a price 210 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:01,480 Speaker 1: to be paid in the re is this attitude in 211 00:10:01,520 --> 00:10:03,720 Speaker 1: our business, And I hope it's better for young actresses 212 00:10:03,760 --> 00:10:06,160 Speaker 1: coming up now. But it's that there are a hundred 213 00:10:06,160 --> 00:10:08,880 Speaker 1: people who would like to be here, like, just suck 214 00:10:08,920 --> 00:10:11,319 Speaker 1: it up. I always knew this was my code when 215 00:10:11,320 --> 00:10:13,000 Speaker 1: I knew something was wrong. If they say to me, 216 00:10:13,080 --> 00:10:17,000 Speaker 1: be a sport, be sport, like I have done stunts 217 00:10:17,040 --> 00:10:19,000 Speaker 1: I shouldn't have done that, I would not do today. 218 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:21,400 Speaker 1: Do people actually say those words, do you be a sport? 219 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:24,199 Speaker 1: You've never heard that, daph Have you heard that then 220 00:10:24,480 --> 00:10:28,199 Speaker 1: in a work country? Well I have, I hear whenever. 221 00:10:28,520 --> 00:10:30,720 Speaker 1: Now I know. Now it's like if they say be 222 00:10:30,760 --> 00:10:33,839 Speaker 1: a sport, it means put yourself in danger for us, 223 00:10:33,880 --> 00:10:35,920 Speaker 1: And I'm like, you know, I'm not a sport. I'm 224 00:10:35,960 --> 00:10:38,080 Speaker 1: here to take care of myself because I have taken 225 00:10:38,200 --> 00:10:42,880 Speaker 1: risks for stunts that now. Look, the vast majority of 226 00:10:43,080 --> 00:10:46,120 Speaker 1: stunt coordinators and stunt guys are super careful and they 227 00:10:46,120 --> 00:10:48,680 Speaker 1: say are you comfortable? Does this work for you? But 228 00:10:48,720 --> 00:10:51,559 Speaker 1: I've done a couple of lower budget things where they 229 00:10:51,640 --> 00:10:53,120 Speaker 1: just kind of wanted to get it done and they 230 00:10:53,200 --> 00:10:54,960 Speaker 1: wanted to see my face and they were like, you 231 00:10:54,960 --> 00:10:56,320 Speaker 1: can do it right. You're a sport. 232 00:10:56,520 --> 00:10:57,760 Speaker 3: And they said be a sport. 233 00:10:58,320 --> 00:11:00,680 Speaker 1: You're a sport, and I was like, yeah, I'm a sport. 234 00:11:00,720 --> 00:11:02,480 Speaker 1: Like that very young part of me that wanted to 235 00:11:02,480 --> 00:11:04,640 Speaker 1: hang out with the guys. I'm a sport like now 236 00:11:04,720 --> 00:11:07,560 Speaker 1: the older part of me is much stronger in protecting 237 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:09,840 Speaker 1: the younger part of me. But I would do it. 238 00:11:09,840 --> 00:11:11,160 Speaker 1: Like there was one time I was doing a stut 239 00:11:11,200 --> 00:11:14,600 Speaker 1: and I was running and jumping into a moving car. 240 00:11:15,120 --> 00:11:17,040 Speaker 1: And I look back on that and I go, wait 241 00:11:17,080 --> 00:11:19,800 Speaker 1: a minute, like, yeah, it could have I could have 242 00:11:19,800 --> 00:11:24,120 Speaker 1: gone like not just hurt me and I couldn't finish 243 00:11:24,200 --> 00:11:27,680 Speaker 1: the day's work, Like you can be so hurt doing 244 00:11:27,720 --> 00:11:29,960 Speaker 1: something like that that it could have ruined my life 245 00:11:30,240 --> 00:11:32,800 Speaker 1: could have gotten very little. But I could do it. Yeah, 246 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:35,080 Speaker 1: Like the little tomboy and me wanted to prove I 247 00:11:35,080 --> 00:11:39,880 Speaker 1: could do it. And I'm just it's heartbreaking. All these 248 00:11:39,920 --> 00:11:42,200 Speaker 1: come on because I've had I have been pressured to 249 00:11:42,240 --> 00:11:43,800 Speaker 1: do things. For the most part, I stood up to it. 250 00:11:43,840 --> 00:11:45,400 Speaker 1: But I've been pressured to do plenty of things I 251 00:11:45,400 --> 00:11:47,960 Speaker 1: didn't want to do on sets where I had a director, 252 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:50,120 Speaker 1: I might I may have shared this on another episode, 253 00:11:50,120 --> 00:11:52,640 Speaker 1: but when they said everybody out there thinks you being 254 00:11:52,640 --> 00:11:55,720 Speaker 1: a baby, Oh yeah, that's everybody thinks you're being a baby, 255 00:11:55,760 --> 00:11:58,720 Speaker 1: And it's just like it's so rule that kind and 256 00:11:58,720 --> 00:12:01,360 Speaker 1: then you say, by the way, were lying. I came out, 257 00:12:01,400 --> 00:12:03,480 Speaker 1: except I came out and the crew was like, good 258 00:12:03,480 --> 00:12:05,600 Speaker 1: for you. For like, the crew was one hundred percent 259 00:12:05,640 --> 00:12:08,240 Speaker 1: on my side. Crews are amazing. They were one hundred 260 00:12:08,280 --> 00:12:10,719 Speaker 1: percent on my side. But they tried to manipulate me. 261 00:12:10,760 --> 00:12:13,440 Speaker 1: It was just like I said to Allison, and Allison 262 00:12:13,440 --> 00:12:17,959 Speaker 1: said Romanda. In the upcoming episode, she says, everybody thinks 263 00:12:17,960 --> 00:12:22,200 Speaker 1: so except for Billy, Except for Bally, I hope that 264 00:12:22,480 --> 00:12:25,160 Speaker 1: it's it's better. I hope that there's more support for 265 00:12:25,240 --> 00:12:27,400 Speaker 1: young actors and actresses that they don't have to do 266 00:12:27,480 --> 00:12:32,320 Speaker 1: things that they're uncomfortable with. Yeah, we need more minutes. 267 00:12:33,160 --> 00:12:36,000 Speaker 1: We're out of minutes. We have so much to say. 268 00:12:36,559 --> 00:12:38,440 Speaker 2: That was just a Melrose minute. 269 00:12:38,920 --> 00:12:41,640 Speaker 3: That's all just a little light topic. 270 00:12:41,880 --> 00:12:46,400 Speaker 2: Welcome to the industry. Come on in, guys, all right, wellnutes. 271 00:12:46,679 --> 00:12:48,440 Speaker 2: That's why the best advice is, if you can do 272 00:12:48,480 --> 00:12:50,199 Speaker 2: anything else to make a living, go do it. 273 00:12:52,600 --> 00:12:53,400 Speaker 3: We can discuss that. 274 00:12:53,800 --> 00:12:56,240 Speaker 1: I'm insanely grateful for my career. I've had, for the 275 00:12:56,280 --> 00:12:58,880 Speaker 1: most part, a great time, and I think it's changing. 276 00:12:59,360 --> 00:13:02,680 Speaker 1: I think I think the industry is becoming more accountable 277 00:13:02,720 --> 00:13:04,800 Speaker 1: and there are more protections now for young people, and 278 00:13:04,840 --> 00:13:07,800 Speaker 1: I think young people are better educated about their rights 279 00:13:07,800 --> 00:13:11,080 Speaker 1: and what they can expect. Yeah. I have so much 280 00:13:11,120 --> 00:13:13,840 Speaker 1: faith in these upcoming generations. I really do. I think 281 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:14,440 Speaker 1: they're amazing. 282 00:13:14,640 --> 00:13:18,040 Speaker 3: Well, on that note, on that always lovely to chat 283 00:13:18,080 --> 00:13:20,679 Speaker 3: with you ladies for this matter is a minute. 284 00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:23,760 Speaker 1: Thank you for listening. Listene soon for another episode. Y 285 00:13:24,440 --> 00:13:24,960 Speaker 1: bye bye,