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Speaker 1: name is Lyle. It's a wonderful Wednesday afternoon. And the
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Speaker 1: Lizard King, Lizard King.
Speaker 4: Lizard Lizard.
Speaker 1: Hello, what's up?
Speaker 5: Not much, man, I can't believe it got on right away.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I can't believe you got on either, dude.
Speaker 5: Wow, how are you doing tonight?
Speaker 1: You know I'm doing my best. How about you yourself,
Speaker 1: Lizard King? How did you go? How did you come
Speaker 1: to be the Lizard King?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 5: Man?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 7: I don't know.
Speaker 5: People just like to call me that.
Speaker 1: Really, there's no story behind it.
Speaker 5: Well, I have this kind of scaly sweatshirt. It's green,
Speaker 5: and I don't know. Yess that's why I kind of
Speaker 5: have a long tongue.
Speaker 1: You do, I suppose do you look like a guys?
Speaker 5: I mean, not as much as you.
Speaker 1: Who are you with Lizard King?
Speaker 8: Un?
Speaker 5: With my girlfriend and my friends visiting from out of town?
Speaker 4: Ah?
Speaker 1: What are you doing to show him a good time?
Speaker 5: We're watching your stream, man, he's never seen it before.
Speaker 1: He seems pretty impressed so far.
Speaker 9: You're the only person that's called in so far. So
Speaker 9: I guess he doesn't have a huge barometer of content
Speaker 9: off of which to make a judgment.
Speaker 6: You know.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I guess that's kind of true. Maybe I should
Speaker 5: have waited till the middle. Would you like to talk
Speaker 5: to him?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: I'd love to talk to him all right?
Speaker 5: Landon?
Speaker 4: You want talk?
Speaker 1: His name is Landon?
Speaker 4: Yo?
Speaker 7: What's up?
Speaker 1: How are you? Landon?
Speaker 10: Well?
Speaker 1: I'm doing good, London.
Speaker 9: What's the strangest thing you own?
Speaker 11: The strangest thing I own? Yes, that's a hard question, man,
Speaker 11: what's the strangest thing you own?
Speaker 9: Is it a hard question, or do you just not
Speaker 9: want to tell me the answer because you said I
Speaker 9: don't want to that's how you started this.
Speaker 11: Well, how about you ease me into the conversation. What's
Speaker 11: the weirdest that you own? That gecko suit?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 9: I probably owned something weirder than that gecko suit.
Speaker 7: Let's hear it.
Speaker 1: Well, listen, Davante, Dumont, Durrant.
Speaker 11: Oh it's Landon.
Speaker 1: That was close though, London. How did you meet these
Speaker 1: friends that you're with right now?
Speaker 4: Kyle?
Speaker 11: I went to school with him back in the day
Speaker 11: high school?
Speaker 1: Dude, do you remember how you a long time? Like specifically,
Speaker 1: like what class it was?
Speaker 11: It was like a computer class in like fifth grade.
Speaker 9: Wow, so you've known Kyle for a long time.
Speaker 11: Yeah, dude, I'm twenty six now. I was probably like
Speaker 11: eleven or something.
Speaker 9: What do you think the secret is? What did you say?
Speaker 9: Name was Lamont? Something with an L.
Speaker 11: I'm saying that it's Landon lat.
Speaker 4: Like Brandon London.
Speaker 9: What do you think the secret is between you know?
Speaker 9: I mean the secret is to your guys's long lasting friendship.
Speaker 9: I mean, you guys are both twenty six now.
Speaker 1: And you've been after fifth grade. What do you think
Speaker 1: the secret was.
Speaker 11: Effort and eye contact. Really, yeah, probably effort.
Speaker 1: Who do you think puts more effort into the relationship me? Really?
Speaker 1: Are you? Okay? I'm sure you wish that Kyle put
Speaker 1: more effort into their relationship.
Speaker 11: No, because like if he put in the effort, then
Speaker 11: he haves to come to me, and that means I
Speaker 11: have to entertain him at my existing place.
Speaker 8: It's easier to go.
Speaker 11: For me to him. So the effort in me driving
Speaker 11: is what keeps it alive.
Speaker 4: I guess.
Speaker 1: Mm.
Speaker 9: Now, so you believe it's more effort for you to
Speaker 9: drive than for him to host you.
Speaker 11: Oh, that's a good question. Well, he didn't make me dinner.
Speaker 11: That's him putting a lot of effort in.
Speaker 1: That is a lot of effort. What did he make you?
Speaker 1: Did he just microwave something or did he make a
Speaker 1: whole thing?
Speaker 7: Dude?
Speaker 11: He made a whole thing. It was Brussels sprout fish
Speaker 11: with tomatoes on it and then there was rice on
Speaker 11: the side.
Speaker 1: That sounds like a lot of effort.
Speaker 11: Yeah, you mean a lot more to him than me,
Speaker 11: though you should probably talk to him.
Speaker 9: No, but I feel like you no, But well you
Speaker 9: know understand, I feel like I'll have a more genuine
Speaker 9: interaction with you because.
Speaker 1: You don't even we don't know who we are.
Speaker 11: Yeah, well, do you remember my name yet? It's not
Speaker 11: very genuine if you keep calling me Levante.
Speaker 1: No, I don't remember your name.
Speaker 11: It's Landon, L, A, and D. And it's like Brandon.
Speaker 1: Well, lad, It's what a pleasure talking with you.
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 11: Can you? Can you say goodbye to Kyle?
Speaker 1: Of course? Big Kyle, Hey, GaX, Listen, your friend Landon.
Speaker 9: He's a very special guy, and I want you to
Speaker 9: appreciate the friendship that you have with him, because he
Speaker 9: puts a lot of effort into being your friend, and
Speaker 9: I can tell that you put a lot of effort
Speaker 9: into being his friend as well, and.
Speaker 1: I find that very beautiful.
Speaker 9: He both would be very appreciative of the fact that
Speaker 9: you have each other in your lives.
Speaker 7: Thank you.
Speaker 8: Yeah, I love this guy too.
Speaker 1: You have a good night, Kyle.
Speaker 8: Yeah you too.
Speaker 4: Question.
Speaker 1: I totally ship them.
Speaker 12: All from guarrant.
Speaker 1: Yeart No way, no way?
Speaker 8: Am I really?
Speaker 13: Ama?
Speaker 1: You are, dude? What's up?
Speaker 7: Not much.
Speaker 8: I'm just at school right now and I thought i'd
Speaker 8: call in because I always see your advice on TikTok
Speaker 8: and it's pretty good.
Speaker 1: What where where where are you?
Speaker 8: What?
Speaker 1: School? College? High school?
Speaker 7: Yeah?
Speaker 8: College in Indiana, man in the boonies.
Speaker 1: You're at school. What do you study at school?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 8: Financial management? What does it mean?
Speaker 7: I don't really know.
Speaker 8: I haven't really found out and I'm a junior.
Speaker 9: Damn financial management. I mean, I mean that's pretty easy.
Speaker 9: You manage money financially.
Speaker 8: Yeah, except the field is incredibly competitive and it seems
Speaker 8: like everyone is expecting like five years experience. You know.
Speaker 9: Do you sound like you hate this a lot?
Speaker 1: I don't hate your management.
Speaker 8: It's just like it's one of those things where it's
Speaker 8: like you're in the box and I'd rather do something
Speaker 8: entrepreneurial than be stuck in the box.
Speaker 1: Well, like what anything in particular?
Speaker 8: Honestly, something just super cool. I have like an interview
Speaker 8: with the boring company earlier in the week. I don't
Speaker 8: know if you've heard of that, and.
Speaker 1: You want to do something super cool?
Speaker 8: Yeah, I mean they're creating like a high speed system
Speaker 8: across the country through Elon and his bores.
Speaker 4: It's pretty boring.
Speaker 9: Wait are you saying that the company that you're interviewing
Speaker 9: for is boring? But you just said that it was
Speaker 9: super cool that these.
Speaker 1: That they were making the Yeah.
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's the pun with the bores because they bore
Speaker 8: the earth.
Speaker 1: Oh okay, so you're just trying to confuse me.
Speaker 8: Yeah, something like that.
Speaker 9: Well mm hm, you want to do something interesting?
Speaker 1: I mean what would be interesting to you?
Speaker 8: I mean, I think you got one of the coolest
Speaker 8: jobs in the world. I'm not gonna lie you random.
Speaker 4: I'm very lucky.
Speaker 9: Yeah, well I know, I I you know, look the Internet.
Speaker 9: If the Internet goes out, I'm screwed.
Speaker 8: Man, That's that's true.
Speaker 9: Like what if you know? I mean, you're you're getting
Speaker 9: into financial management, right, Like you're going to be, you know,
Speaker 9: hanging out with all the rich, powerful people that at
Speaker 9: any given moment could just destroy the Internet and put
Speaker 9: me out of a job.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 14: So I feel like you you wouldn't you probably stop
Speaker 14: the rich and famous, like the the actual lizard people
Speaker 14: there from turning off the internew.
Speaker 8: Actually, my girlfriend, she says her family's in the Freemasons
Speaker 8: and like run deep in them. So, I mean I'm
Speaker 8: already trying to infiltrate. Yeah, I'm already trying to get
Speaker 8: the the goods.
Speaker 1: Man, what does she does?
Speaker 9: Do you do you think she's like ever tried to
Speaker 9: lobby one of the lizard people to do something for her.
Speaker 8: No, but her her family is like crazy, like it's entertaining,
Speaker 8: Like her mom owned a bear, like that was a
Speaker 8: gift from one of her husbands.
Speaker 1: Her mom owned a bear.
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, her mom was like I love that.
Speaker 1: So many husbands is there? Like polyamorous me too?
Speaker 8: She is a bad marriage.
Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, man, you know what sucks is having to
Speaker 9: deal with your ex husband's bay.
Speaker 8: Yeah. But then the neighbors though they poisoned to the.
Speaker 1: Bear, which really poisoned the bear.
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, why.
Speaker 9: Do they poison the bear?
Speaker 8: They saved the bear from the Ringling brothers and then
Speaker 8: the bear became like six foot three massive bear, and
Speaker 8: the neighbors are like, hey, I can't keep the bear
Speaker 8: around when it's six foot and you know it's friendly bear.
Speaker 8: But yeah, they were not happy with it. So they
Speaker 8: instead of you know, sending it away calling animal control,
Speaker 8: they were like, you know what, why don't we just
Speaker 8: poison it?
Speaker 1: Really sad because you said it was a friendly bear.
Speaker 8: It was bear, it was it was not good.
Speaker 1: Yeah, well maybe that's what you should you you should
Speaker 1: go save the Bear.
Speaker 9: You should save the Bears. I think that would be
Speaker 9: pretty interesting.
Speaker 8: That would be I have a quick question for you.
Speaker 4: What's my name is?
Speaker 15: Garrett?
Speaker 8: Yeah? Oh, I just wanted to know if I could
Speaker 8: put my friend on the line, because he was like,
Speaker 8: what the hell are you watching? And I was like,
Speaker 8: I don't know. I'm gonna try to call in and
Speaker 8: speak to the guy.
Speaker 1: Now for a minute. The last time I talked to
Speaker 1: a guy's friend who didn't know who I was, he
Speaker 1: didn't like me. So let's try this one again.
Speaker 8: I know, I know, but yeah, here here he is
Speaker 8: all right, his name is Ryan. He's real nice. It's
Speaker 8: the get go man.
Speaker 6: How are you going?
Speaker 12: It's all right?
Speaker 7: What's up?
Speaker 1: Not much? But so you Ryan?
Speaker 6: Now? Now much?
Speaker 5: Just watching the Yankees in nextra innings.
Speaker 1: It's really cool.
Speaker 10: Yes, it's a.
Speaker 5: Tight it's a type baseball game. Happened to be a
Speaker 5: big fan.
Speaker 9: Well, listen, go Yankees, and it is a pleasure to
Speaker 9: meet you, Kyle, I mean Ryan.
Speaker 6: Oh, same same to you.
Speaker 8: Here you go, give you back to the original. I'm
Speaker 8: sorry about that.
Speaker 1: Don't be sorry. Listen. Sounds like a really nice guy,
Speaker 1: and I hope that his Yankees pretty well, and I
Speaker 1: hope you have a good rest of the night.
Speaker 8: You too, Thank you so much. I'm sorry for being
Speaker 8: to prade the awkward. I just didn't think I'll get on.
Speaker 1: So you never have to apologize to me for anything ever.
Speaker 8: Garrett, you're the best man, You really are.
Speaker 1: Alright, you have a good night, man, you too, good night.
Speaker 12: Call from ohh holy shit, I'm on the show.
Speaker 6: Well to accept press one.
Speaker 9: Hello, you're on the show, dude.
Speaker 4: Oh how do helps going? Then?
Speaker 1: Uh? Yeah, you know it's going okay.
Speaker 9: You seems very excited to be on the stream.
Speaker 7: Yeah.
Speaker 16: I've called in a couple of times and just yelled
Speaker 16: like that, hoping that you'd hear it. But finally happened.
Speaker 1: It finally happened. And how what did you expand?
Speaker 7: Now?
Speaker 4: What? Well?
Speaker 1: What was fun? What's part two of your plan?
Speaker 16: I guess I'll tell you what. The weirdest thing I
Speaker 16: own is. Please it's uh, it's a mannequin. I guess
Speaker 16: a lot of people would think that's weird, and a
Speaker 16: lot of people have come into my house and been
Speaker 16: absolutely shocked by it. Taken aback, it's a it's got
Speaker 16: a dog mask on. Usually wears lingerie it's a woman
Speaker 16: mannequin hm.
Speaker 1: Hm And what do you have its for?
Speaker 4: Uh?
Speaker 16: Decoration pretty much? I Uh. I walked into Seers one
Speaker 16: time to get a jacket and they uh, they were
Speaker 16: going out of business, right, so they were selling all
Speaker 16: their all their display shit, and so I saw a mannequin.
Speaker 16: It was like sixty bucks. I'm like, fuck it?
Speaker 4: Why not?
Speaker 16: I got plenty of spare clothes to trust.
Speaker 1: It up in.
Speaker 9: My question is the lingerie? Did it come with the
Speaker 9: mannequin or did you purchase women's lingerie specifically for the mannequin.
Speaker 16: I purchased that separately after I bought the mannequin, and
Speaker 16: then a couple of friends of mine were like, oh yeah,
Speaker 16: like I I've got this, like shit that doesn't fit
Speaker 16: me anymore if you wanted to put on the mannequin.
Speaker 16: I'm like, oh, hell yeah.
Speaker 1: Was it nice lounge? Is it nice lingerie? How much
Speaker 1: did it cost?
Speaker 16: Uh?
Speaker 4: You know, that's a good question.
Speaker 16: I didn't really ask the people I got it from,
Speaker 16: but I was. I was almost like underwear subscription plan
Speaker 16: for a while. It was me undies. I'm sure you've
Speaker 16: heard of it in like podcasts and shit, it's all
Speaker 16: over it's frequently advertised. But yeah, I bought a couple
Speaker 16: of pannies off of air for some socks. That's about it.
Speaker 1: You you just now you said I bought them for her?
Speaker 1: And yeah, what's her? Does she have a name?
Speaker 16: You know?
Speaker 4: She doesn't.
Speaker 16: We got some male one time at this apartment about
Speaker 16: a year ago and the address was to Sancho something.
Speaker 16: I can't remember the last name, but her name might
Speaker 16: be Sancho.
Speaker 9: I feel like to personify an item like that, do
Speaker 9: you have any sort of, I want to say, above
Speaker 9: average emotional connection with Sancho or is she merely an
Speaker 9: object to you?
Speaker 16: I mean, there's definitely like an attachment. Like if someone
Speaker 16: on or to a you know, come in and like
Speaker 16: steal her, definitely be upset. I'd be a little distraught,
Speaker 16: you know, because because Shiit I bought her maybe almost
Speaker 16: like two years ago, coming up on like two years.
Speaker 4: So wow.
Speaker 1: Do you feel like your relationship has evolved a lot
Speaker 1: since then?
Speaker 7: Uh?
Speaker 16: You know, I don't think it's really gotten too much
Speaker 16: more complex. There's there's not really there's not much depth
Speaker 16: to it.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 16: She'll just kind of stand out in the living room
Speaker 16: and like look nice and every once in a while,
Speaker 16: I'll change your clothes, I'll like dust her off.
Speaker 4: But yeah, hmm.
Speaker 9: Now, uh do when you ever have, like, you know,
Speaker 9: dates or like actual human women over at the apartments?
Speaker 9: I don't know if you do. But do they comment
Speaker 9: on the mannequin?
Speaker 4: You know? I?
Speaker 16: Uh coincidentally have not had a date since I've bought
Speaker 16: this mannequin.
Speaker 1: But now if you did, would you cover the mannequin up?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 1: You know what I want you to know something I
Speaker 1: respect that adamantly.
Speaker 16: Yeah, I mean, I mean you why why would I
Speaker 16: try to try to hide it? I don't know, because
Speaker 16: it's like it's probably one of the nicest pieces of
Speaker 16: a decor I have.
Speaker 9: You know, I think anyone that dates you, anyone that
Speaker 9: would be worthy to you of dating, should be okay
Speaker 9: with the mannequin or you know, I mean, it's part
Speaker 9: of who you are now.
Speaker 1: And if they can't chive with the mannequin, I feel
Speaker 1: like they can't chive with you.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 9: Absolutely, Well, thank you so much for calling in and
Speaker 9: sharing with us.
Speaker 16: Yeah, thanks for having me on. And you want to
Speaker 16: know the best part about the mannequin?
Speaker 1: Please?
Speaker 16: She wears the same size lingerie as me.
Speaker 12: All from Nathan.
Speaker 1: Nathan. Nathan, is that you? Hello? Nathan?
Speaker 17: Yes, Hello, How are you good?
Speaker 4: How are you? Man?
Speaker 9: I'm I'm uh, I'm chilling.
Speaker 1: I'm very uh.
Speaker 9: I've definitely been feeling a lot lower energy lately, but
Speaker 9: I'm trying to power through it.
Speaker 4: Man, I think you're doing all right.
Speaker 13: That last call was a little fucking weird.
Speaker 1: Really, you what tell me what you thought was weird
Speaker 1: about it?
Speaker 13: Why does somebody keep a mannequin in their living room?
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 13: I think that's kind of weird. I mean, I guess
Speaker 13: I have a couple of weird things in my room,
Speaker 13: but it's more along like collectible ship like I have,
Speaker 13: Like you have some weird things. Yeah, I've got a
Speaker 13: coyote skull that an ex coworker of mine currently their
Speaker 13: uncle shot in their backyard. I don't really condone killing
Speaker 13: animals just for sport, but.
Speaker 9: Well, listen, I mean, all right, I'm not I'm not
Speaker 9: here to judge anyone, but you know, look, this guy
Speaker 9: has a representation. This guy has a fake dead body.
Speaker 9: That's what a mannequin is. It's a dead body, but
Speaker 9: it's but it's fake.
Speaker 1: It's never it's a dead body that never lived in
Speaker 1: the first place.
Speaker 13: I can agree with that.
Speaker 4: Yet you.
Speaker 1: Have a have a dead body that once lived. That's
Speaker 1: true if if we're if and look, this is not
Speaker 1: a place for qualitative judgments, but if it were, you
Speaker 1: would on that scale have the be in possession of
Speaker 1: the weirder thing.
Speaker 13: I guess that's true, because you're dead thing. I didn't
Speaker 13: think about it like that once.
Speaker 7: It did once live.
Speaker 13: But I do appreciate that thing once living. I mean
Speaker 13: a plastic mannequin from Sears that's going out of business.
Speaker 13: I don't really know how anybody can really appreciate something
Speaker 13: like that, you know, I guess, I mean, hey, teeth
Speaker 13: their owne.
Speaker 1: Then exactly, So you've got a coyotes skull, And what's
Speaker 1: the other thing you said? You were about to list
Speaker 1: multiple things?
Speaker 17: I gotta, yeah, I gotta.
Speaker 13: I actually found this at a thrift store.
Speaker 7: It's a full it'suck.
Speaker 13: I wish I could show you a picture of it.
Speaker 13: It's like as big as my fucking head. But it's
Speaker 13: an entire like nautilus shell that's like still intact, but.
Speaker 6: A nautilus.
Speaker 13: It's like a like a a cephalopod. If I'm correct,
Speaker 13: I could be wrong on that.
Speaker 9: You can't answer the question what is a nautilus with
Speaker 9: it's a cephalopod.
Speaker 13: Because it's like a crust It's like a super ancient crustacean.
Speaker 1: All right, I know what a crustacean is.
Speaker 13: Okay, it's like it's like you not so. I mean,
Speaker 13: it's kind of a crab, but it's like it's like
Speaker 13: an it's like an octopus that lives inside of a
Speaker 13: shell kind of, if that makes sense.
Speaker 9: It's a weird, fucked up ocean thing.
Speaker 13: Yeah, it's like super fucking old.
Speaker 10: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Is it alive?
Speaker 11: Uh, it used to be.
Speaker 17: It's just a shell now, so.
Speaker 13: It like grew out of it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you have man you have mannequins in a.
Speaker 17: Sense, I guess I do.
Speaker 4: I get.
Speaker 13: I guess I can't hate on this other this previous
Speaker 13: caller then too much. I guess you're proven me wrong,
Speaker 13: making me see these things.
Speaker 4: In a way.
Speaker 9: I don't have so many dead animals in your house,
Speaker 9: I mean.
Speaker 13: Really the only things that I have. But I love
Speaker 13: I love living animals too. I mean I love my
Speaker 13: cat and my dogs and everything else. So it's not
Speaker 13: like theoretically.
Speaker 1: That's even creepier isn't it all right? If you break
Speaker 1: it down, and I'm so, I'm promised I won't spend
Speaker 1: too much time on this. But if you break it
Speaker 1: down having a dog or a cat, it's almost it's
Speaker 1: a little it's almost even weirder than having a mannequin,
Speaker 1: because because you own, you are in possession of a
Speaker 1: living thing.
Speaker 4: I mean, I guess things, not a lie.
Speaker 1: It never was alive.
Speaker 13: I don't really consider like like a pet as like
Speaker 13: a possession though. I just kind of think of it
Speaker 13: like a roommate where it's like, hey, I'm going to
Speaker 13: like give you some food and you can live here
Speaker 13: for free.
Speaker 4: And I don't know, all right, that makes sense.
Speaker 1: Now if he considered he's uh his mannequin a roommate
Speaker 1: and would like feed it and ship, then I.
Speaker 13: Think, yeah, that would be super weird. That would be
Speaker 13: super weird.
Speaker 1: I'm glad he doesn't a place for it's not a
Speaker 1: place for for, you know, qualitative judgments.
Speaker 13: My name is Nathan Uh, and I just wanted to
Speaker 13: say I've been watching you for like the last three months,
Speaker 13: and this should is super tight. I guess I'm kind
Speaker 13: of a newer viewer. I don't know how long you've
Speaker 13: been doing this, But man, I've tried calling in so
Speaker 13: many times and this is the first time I got in.
Speaker 13: So I'm glad you did it.
Speaker 18: We did it, man, we did it.
Speaker 1: Hell yeah, Well, thank you so much for being on
Speaker 1: the stream. Man. Yeah, fucking Nathan forever, and I hope
Speaker 1: to talk to you again soon.
Speaker 4: Dog.
Speaker 7: Take care of me.
Speaker 13: I'll try and call it again.
Speaker 7: Take care.
Speaker 12: All from Jeffrey.
Speaker 1: Could you say your name was Frederico?
Speaker 15: No, Jeffery.
Speaker 1: Sorry, sorry, sorry, Now you can take it is important.
Speaker 2: Not really, it's I met online and I'm not really
Speaker 2: digging it.
Speaker 1: So the girl you met online?
Speaker 15: Yeah, weird.
Speaker 1: It was weird. Man.
Speaker 2: It's just weird because it's, you know, because of COVID,
Speaker 2: and I just wanted to see if people were actually dating.
Speaker 2: And yeah, people weretly, not really trying to date. They're
Speaker 2: just trying to see what's out there, and I guess
Speaker 2: in the ocean and they just see it's a bunch
Speaker 2: of fishes that don't know what they want either.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm. Do you do you don't know what you want?
Speaker 1: Or you don't you think she doesn't know what she wants?
Speaker 15: Oh, I know what I want?
Speaker 2: I just I just think that she doesn't know what
Speaker 2: she wants, which is because the first thing she said
Speaker 2: to me was like, Oh, you're cute.
Speaker 15: I hope you don't ghost me.
Speaker 2: Like a couple of guys did, and it's like, how
Speaker 2: do you start a conversation with sex? But then it's like, uh,
Speaker 2: I actually do find you cute, but you seem like
Speaker 2: you have low self esteem.
Speaker 10: And I don't like that.
Speaker 15: So yeah, and it.
Speaker 2: Sucks because it's like, what you're doing, I'm looking for
Speaker 2: someone who I guess. I guess I'm looking for someone
Speaker 2: who who just wants to build something together, like you
Speaker 2: gotta have goals, Like I just want someone I guess
Speaker 2: to like push me and I push them to be better.
Speaker 2: But it's fucking hard because I've noticed now with some
Speaker 2: women online when they when they tell you what exactly
Speaker 2: they want, they say, oh, I want a relationship, I
Speaker 2: want a friend, and want to do this and that. Yeah,
Speaker 2: when you actually agree with them, they really don't want that.
Speaker 2: They generally don't.
Speaker 9: Yeah, most guys, you think that they actually want them
Speaker 9: if they just want to go with the flow.
Speaker 15: They want exactly what every other guy wants, which is trying.
Speaker 2: To figure out what kind of person you are. You know,
Speaker 2: most guys are trying to figure out if you're a
Speaker 2: woe or not. If you're not, of course they'll keep
Speaker 2: dating you. If you're probably leaning on the whole inside.
Speaker 15: They'll try to have sex with you.
Speaker 2: And I kind of feel like that's what it is
Speaker 2: with some women. They're just trying to find out if
Speaker 2: you're a fuck a boy or if you're serious. And then,
Speaker 2: of course I haven't met one woman online who just says, look,
Speaker 2: I just want a nut and that's it.
Speaker 15: I just want to move on.
Speaker 2: I don't want anything.
Speaker 15: From you, which I don't want. But it's just I.
Speaker 2: Find it really strange that when you agree with women
Speaker 2: on relationships and friendships, they they just act different. I
Speaker 2: was expecting them to agree and say, hey.
Speaker 7: You're.
Speaker 9: You're gung ho, you know exactly what you want out
Speaker 9: of her life, and you're looking for someone. You're looking
Speaker 9: for someone else who knows exactly what they want. And
Speaker 9: then you you meet someone who says they know exactly
Speaker 9: what they want. But then you start to get into
Speaker 9: it more and it turns out they don't know what
Speaker 9: they want as much as you thought they thought they
Speaker 9: knew what they.
Speaker 15: Wanted exactly, and it sucks. Sucks.
Speaker 1: Man out there somewhere though, you know, out there somewhere though,
Speaker 1: you know there's a girl who's experiencing the same who
Speaker 1: also knows exactly what she wants. But but you know,
Speaker 1: it's meeting this, talking all these guys who who are
Speaker 1: being you know, floundery and everything.
Speaker 9: You know, you'll find someone.
Speaker 1: I believe, I'm curious more. All right, So you you
Speaker 1: want to build something? You said, yeah, tell me what.
Speaker 2: I'm very warm.
Speaker 15: I want to.
Speaker 2: I want to build. I want to I want to
Speaker 2: run my own company. Like I've had a crappy year.
Speaker 2: I've seen my neighbor die because of COVID and he's
Speaker 2: a really cool guy.
Speaker 15: We'll talk about sports.
Speaker 2: And when I found out he passed away, I was
Speaker 2: freaking out because I would see him in the elevator,
Speaker 2: so I thought I had it and I couldn't get
Speaker 2: any appointments to get tested.
Speaker 15: So I was freaking out, and I just said to.
Speaker 2: Myself, Wow, I'm really that that lost in life, Like
Speaker 2: I could die right now and no one could give
Speaker 2: a shit, Like what am I doing? And why am
Speaker 2: I waiting for a stimulus check. I have friends who
Speaker 2: own businesses and they're moving.
Speaker 15: They're like, fuck that, I'm out.
Speaker 2: I'll buy a car in a house, and I got
Speaker 2: my kids and I'm leaving and I'm just here, just
Speaker 2: waiting for a stimulus check. It's like, what am I
Speaker 2: doing with my life? I have an ext girlfriend who
Speaker 2: broke up with.
Speaker 15: Me and then told me she was having a her.
Speaker 2: Cousin over ended up being a guy she was fucking
Speaker 2: or we were living together, and she gave me a
Speaker 2: month to move out, even when I found out, And
Speaker 2: then she gave me a week uh notice earlier before
Speaker 2: leaving a month ahead, right, so I had I had
Speaker 2: one month to leave. A week before I was supposed
Speaker 2: to leave, she.
Speaker 15: Already telling me, oh, can you leave?
Speaker 2: Because you know, I'm off my period and I want
Speaker 2: to have sex with this guy. And I'm just there like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I'm a big piece of shit, not no career, nothing
Speaker 2: going on, and so can I.
Speaker 1: If I could interject for just a second, it sounds
Speaker 1: like you you what's your name was, Jeffrey, Yeah, Jeffrey.
Speaker 1: It sounds like you shouldn't even be dating, right, because
Speaker 1: if you're looking for someone to build some I feel
Speaker 1: like yeah, if you're looking right. And here's the thing, man,
Speaker 1: if you're looking for someone to like build something with,
Speaker 1: you gotta you gotta come with something. And it's okay
Speaker 1: to not have your life the way that you want it,
Speaker 1: but I feel like you would you could better spend
Speaker 1: your time trying to get your life to where you
Speaker 1: want it as opposed to like trying to I feel
Speaker 1: like you don't. I feel like you're putting out your
Speaker 1: product onto the marketplace before it's fully finished, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So of course you're only gonna So
Speaker 1: of course, if you're not right where you want to
Speaker 1: be yet, you're gonna you're gonna you're gonna attract people
Speaker 1: who are also not where they want to be yet.
Speaker 1: So I feel like you should spend a little bit
Speaker 1: of time, you know, trying to get your life to
Speaker 1: where you want it to be before you go out
Speaker 1: and and and and and get really into dating.
Speaker 15: You're right, it's just I guess, I just I'm doing it.
Speaker 2: I guess just to feel like maybe something out there
Speaker 2: gives a ship.
Speaker 1: But man, that's the probable. And you know, look, I
Speaker 1: can tell that you're a driven guy.
Speaker 9: You know you don't want to run into the problem
Speaker 9: of trying to depend on other people for your own
Speaker 9: success and your own happiness. You know, you want to
Speaker 9: build your own success and head and it's independent of
Speaker 9: other people first.
Speaker 1: And then you can go out and you know, add
Speaker 1: people to to your life.
Speaker 9: But you don't want, you know, to make other people
Speaker 9: responsible for your happiness and success.
Speaker 15: Sure, thank you man, you.
Speaker 6: Too, all from hazel Nut.
Speaker 1: Hazel Nuts.
Speaker 10: Hello there, Hello.
Speaker 4: There, ud.
Speaker 10: I love therapy Gecko. I've heard you talk down about it.
Speaker 10: I like im partial lizard too, but sarraby gecko really
Speaker 10: sticks on the head.
Speaker 1: Who are you man? What's up?
Speaker 10: I mean, that's a very philosophical question. Who are we
Speaker 10: really underneath our gecko costumes.
Speaker 1: I've told you I'm very opaque about this. My name
Speaker 1: is Lyle Man.
Speaker 4: Wow.
Speaker 10: Wow, mine is hazel Nuts, at least for the time.
Speaker 1: Being, hazel Nut. You you your your your kookie, little
Speaker 1: mystery bastard man.
Speaker 10: That's exactly what it said in my yearbook, Oh.
Speaker 1: Your yearbook at at the at the Kookie Guys School,
Speaker 1: you graduated the Kookie, the Kookie spooky guy.
Speaker 10: We just we just called it a sanitarium.
Speaker 9: But you know, what is sanitarium?
Speaker 10: Uh, it's kind of like a Victorian wave thing asylum,
Speaker 10: hazel nut nut house.
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 1: What are you? What are you doing right now?
Speaker 9: You seem like you're like multid I feel like I'm
Speaker 9: the seventh thing that you're doing right now in a multitask.
Speaker 10: No, you have all my attention, But I'm in the
Speaker 10: kitchen and I'm looking at a whole bunch of carrot
Speaker 10: muffins that just came out of the oven.
Speaker 1: Carrot muffins. Yeah, what is a carrot muffin?
Speaker 10: You don't you don't know what a car muffin? If
Speaker 10: you don't know what a cephalopod, a nautilus or carrot muffin?
Speaker 1: Did you just call in to ship on me?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 1: No, I love you.
Speaker 10: A carrot muffin is a muffin like a sweet bakery confection.
Speaker 10: Amongst its ingredients is the unexpected carrot, which is actually
Speaker 10: rather sweet.
Speaker 1: Is it like a carrot cake?
Speaker 7: Much? Much similar?
Speaker 10: Brown sugar and walnot?
Speaker 1: And do you do you are the carrot cake koochster?
Speaker 10: H again, exactly what sanitary of your book?
Speaker 9: Why did you make carrot muffins today? Any are you
Speaker 9: celebrating something.
Speaker 10: Are you my girlfriend? My girlfriend just decided to I
Speaker 10: don't ever know what it is that she's cooking. When
Speaker 10: she goes okay, it's time to go cook something, and
Speaker 10: I got to be up and ready to help. I
Speaker 10: don't know.
Speaker 9: Well, it's nice of you to go along with with
Speaker 9: their plan without much resistance.
Speaker 10: It's it's way easier that way.
Speaker 1: Do you ever, I.
Speaker 9: Mean, you seem like you don't even care that much.
Speaker 9: You actually seem you actually seem delighted by the idea
Speaker 9: of not having of having someone choose for you because
Speaker 9: it makes well.
Speaker 10: I mean, I assure you, I have a million things
Speaker 10: at any second I could be doing that. I would
Speaker 10: gladly set anything aside for the cause of Caramus.
Speaker 8: I also have sugar.
Speaker 10: Cookies in the oven right now. It's actually what I
Speaker 10: was coming into check.
Speaker 1: You're the sugar cookie Cookie.
Speaker 17: Guy, cookie Cookie.
Speaker 10: They're already really close.
Speaker 1: What's the strangest thing you own?
Speaker 10: I have a pretty good Dungeons and Dragons tabletop role
Speaker 10: playing game collection. I have a number of ones that
Speaker 10: stretch back into like the early seventies.
Speaker 1: What uh, what's what's what's your character in Dungeons and Dragons.
Speaker 10: Well, I'm more of the eternal game master, you know,
Speaker 10: like always the bridesmaid, never the bride. I never get
Speaker 10: to play. I always have to make the world, Isn't that?
Speaker 1: But that's playing, is making the sure.
Speaker 10: Yes, the game master is is a player, but they're
Speaker 10: a player who doesn't have a single character. Instead, I
Speaker 10: have to play everybody else, so.
Speaker 1: You get to play.
Speaker 9: You actually seem like you get to play the game
Speaker 9: the most potentially.
Speaker 10: I mean, in a sandbox styled D and D game,
Speaker 10: I set up all the adventures everywhere, and then once
Speaker 10: the characters are let loose on it, I have no control.
Speaker 10: They decide let's check out the hauntings in the graveyard. No, no,
Speaker 10: let's let's check out the craft spaceship and the barrier peaks.
Speaker 10: It's not it's not really my decision, but I have
Speaker 10: it all prepared and I'm ready for wherever they go.
Speaker 9: What's uh, what's your favorite place to go in the
Speaker 9: Dungeon and Dragon.
Speaker 10: My favorite Dungeons and Dragons module. My favorite thing that
Speaker 10: I own is called stone Hell Dungeon. It is a
Speaker 10: normous dungeon mega dungeon that's ten levels deep, eh levels
Speaker 10: divided into quadrants, so they would have their own themes.
Speaker 10: So there's like a flying level, a reptile level that
Speaker 10: you would fit in, a whole bunch of undead levels,
Speaker 10: and it's enormous. No player group, if they had any
Speaker 10: life whatsoever outside of the game, would ever have any
Speaker 10: chance of ever seeing the bottom.
Speaker 1: Wow.
Speaker 9: So no one's ever seen the bottom of this dungeon.
Speaker 10: I've scoured the internet for people playing, like play reports.
Speaker 10: I've never heard anyone get past level four.
Speaker 1: Can I be a boss? Can I be a boss
Speaker 1: of the reptile part of this?
Speaker 10: Definitely? It's good. There's a whole reptile cults. There's a
Speaker 10: bunch of lizard men. But in the future I will
Speaker 10: make the head priest of the lizard men named Lyle.
Speaker 10: I like that, and he'll be kind of geky. He
Speaker 10: had a pet gecko. Actually in the care he has
Speaker 10: a giant gecko, the kind of gecko that like climbs
Speaker 10: on the ceilings of a D and D character's walk
Speaker 10: into the room, suddenly drops in the ceiling and like
Speaker 10: bites their face off. Kind of monster gecko. Can I
Speaker 10: be honest with you, I wouldn't expect anything else.
Speaker 1: I think you might be the happiest person I've ever
Speaker 1: spoken to.
Speaker 4: Thank you.
Speaker 1: What did you say?
Speaker 4: Your name was Hazel Man.
Speaker 9: Well, thank you so much for sharing Hazel that I
Speaker 9: can't wait to be the boss of your dungeon and
Speaker 9: I men know if you need we'll talk about you know, as.
Speaker 10: Long as robots don't steal my nap again. I promise
Speaker 10: you I'll have a campaign for you as soon as
Speaker 10: I'm on Twitch. I'll invite you into a campaign and
Speaker 10: you can play a lizard man Barbaria.
Speaker 1: That sounds amazing. Thank you, Hazelnut.
Speaker 10: Knight's always open.
Speaker 7: Have a good night you too.
Speaker 6: All from I worked co LLC to accept press one
Speaker 6: to send a voidsmail.
Speaker 7: Hello, Hello, Hello, Hi, Hi therapy gecko.
Speaker 1: Hi. Uh what's your name?
Speaker 7: My name is Aaron.
Speaker 1: How are you? Aaron?
Speaker 4: Terrific?
Speaker 7: Actually really good. I don't know how long ago, maybe
Speaker 7: six months ago. I was back in December. Actually I
Speaker 7: was losing my dog and I called you. I got
Speaker 7: through and you you helped me a little bit.
Speaker 4: That night.
Speaker 1: He lost your dog, well, he died.
Speaker 7: His name was Stink. He was he was old.
Speaker 1: Oh I'm sorry to hear that. You know what I
Speaker 1: remember this?
Speaker 7: Actually, yeah, yeah, yeah, it was in December.
Speaker 1: Wow, man, I'm sorry to hear that. Did you have
Speaker 1: that much.
Speaker 4: Better?
Speaker 7: Actually, it's interesting I didn't realize until now. It does
Speaker 7: tie into what looks to be your topic of conversation tonight.
Speaker 1: Man, Are you do you want my own speakerphone? Right now?
Speaker 7: How about now?
Speaker 4: Is that better?
Speaker 1: Can you guys hear this?
Speaker 4: Man?
Speaker 15: Better?
Speaker 7: Hopefully that's better?
Speaker 1: Now?
Speaker 4: Better?
Speaker 7: Everybody hear me?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: I think you made it worse. Actually, let me try that.
Speaker 7: I took that phone out of the case.
Speaker 4: Is that better?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Is it better? All right?
Speaker 1: So what's the weirdest thing you owned? You said? You
Speaker 1: said that that they tie in.
Speaker 7: Well, so it was hard to go home. I didn't
Speaker 7: want to go home after my dog passed away, so
Speaker 7: I bought a short bus, like a mini school bus,
Speaker 7: and I turned it into a house. So I didn't
Speaker 7: want to go home. I lived there with that dog
Speaker 7: for twelve years, so I didn't want to go home.
Speaker 7: And then I bought another school bus and connected it
Speaker 7: because I needed a living room. Then that I wanted
Speaker 7: an office. So I guess the weirdest thing I own
Speaker 7: is a series of school buses connected to each other
Speaker 7: that I live inside of. So, yeah, that's the weirdest
Speaker 7: thing I owned. The house, the school bus house, a compound,
Speaker 7: a bus compound, if you will.
Speaker 9: Really, how long have you been living out of this bus?
Speaker 7: Since December?
Speaker 4: Yeah? Wow, December.
Speaker 7: So it's three buses now I have to connect them.
Speaker 7: I have like this little tunnel system.
Speaker 10: That I make.
Speaker 1: Where are you are you driving around? Places? Are you
Speaker 1: on tour?
Speaker 7: No, I've got a commercial parking lot. It's commercial property.
Speaker 7: Otherwise this probably wouldn't have been possible, you know, for
Speaker 7: zoning laws and all that. So, yeah, so I sleep
Speaker 7: in a short bus in my living room. I guess
Speaker 7: you just said I live in a full size bus.
Speaker 7: And then my office is another full size bus. It's
Speaker 7: kind of like a It's like it's not a sea,
Speaker 7: it's more like a I don't know, it's kind of
Speaker 7: like a sea shape. It's close to it, more like
Speaker 7: a fish hook. I guess yeah. I like, yeah, so
Speaker 7: that's the weirdest thing I own.
Speaker 1: Interesting, And what do you what is your job? What
Speaker 1: do you do out of the bus?
Speaker 7: Oh, well, I don't. I just kind of live and
Speaker 7: sleep and shower in the bus.
Speaker 1: He said, you want to, said one of the buses
Speaker 1: is your office.
Speaker 7: Well, right, so I've got a I've got a custom
Speaker 7: printing and engraving company that's actually on the property here.
Speaker 7: It's a warehouse right next to my buses. And you know,
Speaker 7: a lot of people say, why don't you just live inside?
Speaker 7: You know, why'd you go through all that? Why don't
Speaker 7: you just stay in the warehouse? But you know, truth
Speaker 7: be told, everyone wants to go home. You know, at
Speaker 7: some point, you know you want to go home to
Speaker 7: your to your bed, and you're so you know, it's
Speaker 7: a little weird because I've been here since December on
Speaker 7: my own parking lot, in my place at business.
Speaker 4: But I'm actually.
Speaker 1: Standing on ever going back into.
Speaker 4: The house living.
Speaker 1: No, no, never really never, You're never going to go
Speaker 1: back to live never.
Speaker 7: Maybe like a wife or a girlfriend figure which doesn't
Speaker 7: really exist yet kind of. There's one I'm talking to
Speaker 7: and she was like, we need we would need a house.
Speaker 7: And now her seven year old star, her seven year
Speaker 7: old son wouldn't agree with that, though he thinks the
Speaker 7: bus is the best thing.
Speaker 4: But the goal, Yeah, I can't fit.
Speaker 9: You can't fit to other you can't fit to other
Speaker 9: people in the in that bus.
Speaker 7: You would need more buses.
Speaker 1: That kind of fun though, kid like a strape like
Speaker 1: not instead of having instead of a kid having a room,
Speaker 1: he has his own bus.
Speaker 7: Yeah, you get your own bus, like.
Speaker 4: We're not.
Speaker 1: So do we in there or whatever? The fuck?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 7: So so the goal is they just legalized it in Virginia.
Speaker 7: You can grow it July first. So I'm actually buying
Speaker 7: five acres of land and I'm gonna move the whole
Speaker 7: bus compound and then I'm gonna have like a pot
Speaker 7: school bus sanctuary.
Speaker 4: And that's cool.
Speaker 1: I like that.
Speaker 7: I would I would trade everything for my dog. I
Speaker 7: would live in a boy if I could just have,
Speaker 7: you know, my dog back. But I'm making the best
Speaker 7: of it. You know, I'd never want to sign a
Speaker 7: lease or rent a house ever ever again. So the
Speaker 7: weirdest thing I own has kind of kind of turned
Speaker 7: me into a new person. All in all, I spent
Speaker 7: seven thousand dollars on all these buses. I mean they're
Speaker 7: not they're not in the greatest condition. They kind of run.
Speaker 7: I'll be able to tow them to the farm. But
Speaker 7: seven thousand dollars, if you pay rent anywhere, you can burn.
Speaker 4: That up pretty quick.
Speaker 7: So yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1: So you're not even you don't have like any mother
Speaker 1: recurring payments for this compound.
Speaker 7: Yeah, just paid off.
Speaker 4: Yeah wow, So.
Speaker 1: That's actually a pretty fucking good deal.
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's a good deal. You guys.
Speaker 7: Ever, if you ever want to under the school bus
Speaker 7: compound as sooner, it will be a pot compound. That'll
Speaker 7: be that'll be kind of neat.
Speaker 9: Okay, maybe we'll have you can throw some sick ass
Speaker 9: parties on your school bus slash marijuana compounds.
Speaker 7: I complete, I plan on it. Yeah, I kind of
Speaker 7: want to put on above ground pool next to the bottle. Yeah,
Speaker 7: so I can jump off into the pool. So if
Speaker 7: you ever do what you're talking about, blowing your stream up,
Speaker 7: if you ever do a traveling show, you know, hint hint,
Speaker 7: got a pretty cool set for you, yo, if you
Speaker 7: ever take this thing on the road, because I'm I
Speaker 7: just have to say, I'm impressed and getting being able
Speaker 7: to get through again just to talk to you. I
Speaker 7: feel pretty lucky. I feel pretty privileged.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 7: If you brightened my day, I needed it. It is
Speaker 7: a rough day to day.
Speaker 4: Damn, thank you man, changes everything for me.
Speaker 1: Well, thank you man. I mean, this is a very
Speaker 1: interesting thing to hear about, all right, I might uh,
Speaker 1: all right, I'm gonna keep that in mind for when
Speaker 1: I do my fucking gak world that you get when
Speaker 1: you do.
Speaker 7: Your gach world, toward when when you need a Geck Brodie.
Speaker 7: You know, we're a buck gek bus bus professional consult.
Speaker 1: Rock and Roll. Would you say your name is again?
Speaker 4: My name is Aaron Hey a R O N.
Speaker 1: Yeah, well Dann, thank you for sharing that with us,
Speaker 1: are And that's uh, it's cool. It's always cool to
Speaker 1: hear about, you know, alternative living situations like that, because
Speaker 1: who knows, I might fucking find myself. I've thought about that.
Speaker 1: I might find myself living out of a bus one
Speaker 1: day too.
Speaker 7: So you can get the short buses for usually around
Speaker 7: three grand, but you can get a fully functional five
Speaker 7: food school bus for twenty five hundred bucks.
Speaker 4: They get an auction that's pretty good.
Speaker 7: It's two and a half months rent, you know, depending
Speaker 7: on where you live, so worth it, worth every penny.
Speaker 7: I would not take it back, but I would take
Speaker 7: it all back for my dogs. And then you know,
Speaker 7: he would pass away, and then I would just do
Speaker 7: it again. I would just get the buses and then
Speaker 7: you know, rewind whatever kind of like remember the Bill
Speaker 7: Murray movie.
Speaker 4: But yeah, it's weird when you wake up.
Speaker 7: Yeah, it's weird when you wake up and you wonder
Speaker 7: if this.
Speaker 4: Ship is real.
Speaker 7: And yeah, I'm just glad that so maybe I'll be
Speaker 7: a pop farmer.
Speaker 1: Hell yeah, man, you're killing it a life. Actually, I
Speaker 1: love I love all this stuff. I love the pop farm,
Speaker 1: I love the buses, and uh, I.
Speaker 7: Love your costume, I love your We're just we're just
Speaker 7: a couple of really cool guys getting along and yeah,
Speaker 7: keep doing your doing your thing.
Speaker 4: Man, than you see you later.
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Speaker 1: Okay, how old are you Andrew? What year were you born?
Speaker 4: Uh?
Speaker 6: Two thousand and one.
Speaker 9: Two one thousand and one? A space odyssey?
Speaker 7: Yes?
Speaker 1: Where do we go when we die?
Speaker 17: Where do we go?
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 6: I thought like I thought like to like it's like, uh,
Speaker 6: I don't know, like maybe it's like different planet. Maybe
Speaker 6: maybe like we like fly away.
Speaker 1: I like that idea we fly away. A lot of
Speaker 1: people think that the opposite. We actually go, we go
Speaker 1: into the grounds.
Speaker 6: Oh we wait, so like no, no, no, no, no, no, okay,
Speaker 6: So technically yes, we do go into the ground. Yes,
Speaker 6: but I'm saying, like what if like we we like
Speaker 6: we like leave our body and then we like.
Speaker 4: Just go.
Speaker 6: What No, No, I'm not trying to I'm not trying
Speaker 6: to sound like I'm like a lunatic, But like what
Speaker 6: if like like our soul like leaves our body and
Speaker 6: we we like go somewhere else like else?
Speaker 1: Oh you mean like hell? I get down with that.
Speaker 1: I think that when you die, if you smoked cigarettes
Speaker 1: and didn't stop at stop signs, your soul leaves your
Speaker 1: body and goes to hell where Satan makes out with
Speaker 1: you forever and he's and he's really bad at it.
Speaker 1: He uses too much tongue. It's just uncomfortable.
Speaker 6: Uh Uh. Here's the thing is that what I know,
Speaker 6: I'm not I know you're supposed to be asking me questions,
Speaker 6: but like, what does like what do you really think
Speaker 6: Satan looks like?
Speaker 9: I imagine Satan is the South Park incarnation of Satan whenever
Speaker 9: I picture him in my head.
Speaker 6: So like a guy who just has a relationship with that,
Speaker 6: I'm Hussein.
Speaker 9: I mean that's that's part of his character. But then
Speaker 9: if I'm strictly talking about his appearance, oh okay.
Speaker 6: Okay, so you mind if I uh mind if I
Speaker 6: go into the concept of the weirdest thing I own?
Speaker 1: Please?
Speaker 6: Okay, Well, I've been watching for a little bit, and uh,
Speaker 6: how uh how weird am I allowed to deal with this?
Speaker 6: Because we've I've seen you talk about mannequins and weird
Speaker 6: like weird skulls. How weird am I able to, like, like,
Speaker 6: where's the limit here?
Speaker 9: I think the limit isn't anything deeply illegally, deeply concerning
Speaker 9: with the law.
Speaker 6: Okay, okay, great, Okay, Well, I won't want to, like,
Speaker 6: like I'll describe it to you because I won't want
Speaker 6: to say the name because like it it might go
Speaker 6: against like like terms of service because it is kind
Speaker 6: of like sexual, so like it's just like thing right,
Speaker 6: it's kind of mannikin related.
Speaker 1: It's like you can say, dildo. Is it a dildo?
Speaker 6: No, it's a flesh light.
Speaker 1: A flesh light. You can talk about having a flesh light.
Speaker 1: That's not that dude, that's not that weird having a
Speaker 1: flish light.
Speaker 7: No.
Speaker 1: Well, I honestly think the Honestly, the mannequin and the
Speaker 1: the octopus dog thing that that guy was talking about,
Speaker 1: that was weirder than a flesh light.
Speaker 6: Oh okay, okay, because like I didn't want to like
Speaker 6: like because like it is technically like I don't know
Speaker 6: why the dude wasn't just like using a flesh light
Speaker 6: with the manquin. Because the dude did like kind of
Speaker 6: make it seem like he was like doing stuff with
Speaker 6: the mankin.
Speaker 1: You know what, that guy never mentioned a single thing
Speaker 1: secon actual about his mannequin experience. I felt like they
Speaker 1: were in a botonic relationship.
Speaker 6: It wasn't it was implied. He didn't say anything.
Speaker 1: But I don't even think he implied it. I think
Speaker 1: that he had a very respectful, adult, blotonic relationship with
Speaker 1: his mannequin, and he appreciated her beauty from afar, I
Speaker 1: don't think he applied anything sexual about that relationship. Now
Speaker 1: you're in your flesh light on the other hands, No.
Speaker 6: Well, what I do is I just get really high
Speaker 6: and then baying the flashlight like over and over.
Speaker 1: See see all right, here's the thing though. Here's the
Speaker 1: thing though, I that's totally normal. What would be weird
Speaker 1: to me? All right, So it'd be weird if that
Speaker 1: guy fucked his mannequin, but he doesn't. He just puts
Speaker 1: it on display.
Speaker 9: Right, Yeah, Now for you, it's the opposite situation where
Speaker 9: it's not weird for you to have sex with it.
Speaker 9: But if you put it on display as a decoration,
Speaker 9: that would and you dressed it up in lingerie, then yeah,
Speaker 9: that would be a little weird. It would be so
Speaker 9: much weird if you didn't have sex with it, if
Speaker 9: you were doing with what your fleshlight was, what that
Speaker 9: guy did with his mannequin, that would be weird, Like
Speaker 9: you just put it on display.
Speaker 6: Well, I mean you could find people who I mean,
Speaker 6: I I think I should probably find a different front group.
Speaker 6: I if I find them, I mean, if I find them,
Speaker 6: would like flesh lights in their like living room, like
Speaker 6: showing them off? Probably, I mean, I think you say
Speaker 6: it's a therapy, get go right to find new friends.
Speaker 1: To find new friends. If your friends had had flesh
Speaker 1: lights in their uh living like just like out just
Speaker 1: like out where's out.
Speaker 6: Like let's say, like let's say just like like just
Speaker 6: hanging from like the ceiling of their living room, kind of.
Speaker 1: Weird hanging from the ceiling.
Speaker 6: Like let's say they're like, no, okay, this sounds okay, what's.
Speaker 1: Your relationship with them? Like otherwise?
Speaker 9: I mean that's just a little superficial of a reasonable
Speaker 9: way to judge a friend.
Speaker 1: You know, are they nice to you?
Speaker 10: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you know friends.
Speaker 6: Well, I mean because like like if if they like
Speaker 6: have them like hanging on from like like how low,
Speaker 6: like how this is weird? Okay, Okay, hold on, okay,
Speaker 6: hold on, let me let me think about it.
Speaker 1: Okay, what you think about it?
Speaker 6: So, like let's say let's because it isn't we it
Speaker 6: would depend on how close you are with them, because
Speaker 6: like they might just like put them away when somebody
Speaker 6: else comes over.
Speaker 1: You know what, I don't want to talk about other people.
Speaker 1: I want to talk about you. Why are you so
Speaker 1: ashamed to have sex with this flash light?
Speaker 6: Because like it's just like I I wouldn't tell anybody
Speaker 6: that I like, I bang a flesh light.
Speaker 1: But like when did you get it?
Speaker 6: Well, like when when me and my girlfriend broke up
Speaker 6: about like eight months ago, and then like after I
Speaker 6: like because like I wasn't like playing, I'm like going
Speaker 6: like going out and like trying to like do the
Speaker 6: real world. So like I I'd rather just like have
Speaker 6: my time heal on my own and also have a
Speaker 6: flesh Light in the middle. Yeah, So, like I thought
Speaker 6: it was a perfect way to just kind of like
Speaker 6: just kind of like be able to like heal myself
Speaker 6: and also not have to depend on somebody else.
Speaker 9: I was so ashamed of it. It seems like it
Speaker 9: was a beneficial tool for you.
Speaker 6: Oh well, it has been. It has been. I'm just saying, like,
Speaker 6: should I should I feel kind of like should I
Speaker 6: not feel as like ashamed of it?
Speaker 1: I don't think so. Like custom I saw one I
Speaker 1: saw that you could get one that's like you can
Speaker 1: get specific porn stars. Yeah, yeah, it might be an
Speaker 1: angela white spot hole one. I saw that. I was like,
Speaker 1: that's kind of interesting.
Speaker 6: Well. I also, like a couple of months ago, I
Speaker 6: saw a shower mount on flesh light dot com. So
Speaker 6: I bought it, and then I also I also use
Speaker 6: the actual shower.
Speaker 10: Yeah.
Speaker 6: Well, yeah, of course I wanted to buy the thing
Speaker 6: that you like put it on and like it heats
Speaker 6: it up for you. But like I'm afraid I might
Speaker 6: burn my dick if I do that.
Speaker 8: Mm hmmm.
Speaker 9: Is it a it's an official flashlight branded thing to heat. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 9: I think you should get the heater. I think you
Speaker 9: should get the.
Speaker 1: Like you wanna, Well, wouldn't you want to make it
Speaker 1: like cold? And then what if you want to make
Speaker 1: it cold?
Speaker 6: Why would it Why would you want it to be cold?
Speaker 6: That's kind of weird, I mean to me at least,
Speaker 6: mm hmm. It's kind of like a kind of thing.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that's so. That's that would be concerning to me.
Speaker 6: That would be concerning to me too. I think anyone,
Speaker 6: not even just therapy, get go.
Speaker 1: Okay, so you got the shower mount, you got the
Speaker 1: heating attachment.
Speaker 6: No, I don't have the heating attachment. I was thinking
Speaker 6: about getting the heating.
Speaker 1: Just get the heating attachment. Ask good to ask your
Speaker 1: mom to get for you for your birthday.
Speaker 6: Birthday.
Speaker 1: I'll get it for you. When's your birthday?
Speaker 9: Uh, all right, I'll get you the flesh light heating attachment.
Speaker 9: Just you know, all of Obama make a note of that.
Speaker 9: I love you and know that's what you really want.
Speaker 6: It is actually like I I don't really think, I
Speaker 6: don't really like I'm not really looking forward to it.
Speaker 6: So I mean, I mean if I'm able to get
Speaker 6: the heating attachment, I'm just gonna probably just get more
Speaker 6: high and just like do stuff to it.
Speaker 1: What else do you have going on in your life?
Speaker 1: Because look, I don't think there's anything wrong with having
Speaker 1: sex with the flesh light, but I think that if
Speaker 1: that's all you were doing with your life.
Speaker 6: Well that's kind of that's kind of bad. That's kind
Speaker 6: of bad. I don't know, I could get a little
Speaker 6: bit serious. Probably just like school. I started school, but
Speaker 6: like about the beginning of this year, i'd just got
Speaker 6: out of high school. And I know you said don't
Speaker 6: take out loans for school, but I did.
Speaker 1: So what are you studying?
Speaker 6: Just general studies right now until I go off to
Speaker 6: get my actual four year degree?
Speaker 1: All right, Well, I mean at least you're not going,
Speaker 1: you know, to take out on loans.
Speaker 6: So far this year, I think it was only I
Speaker 6: go to a community college because I didn't want actually
Speaker 6: to university to make expensive. So I think it was
Speaker 6: like just under six grand for two semesters.
Speaker 1: Six grand for two semesters. That's not that bad. Yeah, No,
Speaker 1: you're doing fine.
Speaker 6: Yeah, it wasn't that bad. I know, I'm not I
Speaker 6: know I'm not doing that bad probably just like here,
Speaker 6: and there's some like a sadness, but people get over
Speaker 6: it is what it is.
Speaker 4: That's what I call.
Speaker 1: Look, I'm happy to hear that your life is going
Speaker 1: well and that you've learned to accept your your your
Speaker 1: personal desires. Look, don't let me shame you for you know. Look,
Speaker 1: I think I talked to you, and I talked to
Speaker 1: the other guy. Everyone's shaming the mannequin guy, but we don't.
Speaker 1: Here's what we don't realize.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 1: You know, we judge ourselves the way we judge other people.
Speaker 1: So like, you know, we think that that guy's weird,
Speaker 1: and then we think that we're weird. But the truth is,
Speaker 1: you know, who fucking cares about anything?
Speaker 6: No, yeah, it all doesn't matter.
Speaker 1: And yet anyways, yeah exactly. So Look, you're gonna die,
Speaker 1: so before you do that, you should have sex with
Speaker 1: your flesh light as much as you want.
Speaker 6: That sounds sweet, all, see, might pass you one more question?
Speaker 1: What is it?
Speaker 6: What's under the gecko costume?
Speaker 4: It's me, but what's under that.
Speaker 1: Blood?
Speaker 8: Okay?
Speaker 6: Goodbye, thank you.
Speaker 19: All From Sam.
Speaker 1: Sam.
Speaker 19: Oh my gosh, Sam, how's it going?
Speaker 1: How old are you? Sam?
Speaker 19: I'm twenty one.
Speaker 1: Have we spoken before?
Speaker 19: Never?
Speaker 4: Well?
Speaker 1: Well, good golly, dude.
Speaker 19: Oh I'm a girl, but I.
Speaker 1: I use dude on the gender neutral term. Je Is
Speaker 1: that cool?
Speaker 19: I'm cool with that.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 19: How's it going? How's your night?
Speaker 1: You know my night's going. Okay. I'm feeling uh relaxed.
Speaker 1: I'm chucking and jiving. I think, you know. Look, I God,
Speaker 1: let me live another day in the world in which
Speaker 1: I get to be a lizard on the computer.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 19: Oh, you better recognize Okay, I you.
Speaker 1: Know, Sam, I'm trying to recognize.
Speaker 11: You know.
Speaker 19: Do you have any Easter plants?
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm that don't celebrate Easter?
Speaker 19: I mean, do you have any Sunday plans?
Speaker 20: Then?
Speaker 1: Why do you are you asking me on a date? No?
Speaker 19: I was just getting in the theme of the week.
Speaker 21: There's a theme like Easter weekend, I think, right, Yeah.
Speaker 1: What is your favorite idea? Sam?
Speaker 19: My favorite idea is eating eating breakfast for dinner. It's
Speaker 19: not a new idea, but it is my favorite idea
Speaker 19: that someone else.
Speaker 1: I like that idea a lot.
Speaker 20: Actually, yeah, what what what is your favorite breakfast item
Speaker 20: to eat for dinner?
Speaker 19: Hash grounds with some ketchup.
Speaker 1: Interesting because that is that is quite savory.
Speaker 19: Right, but also like some eggs. I mean, only if
Speaker 19: their chocolate chip.
Speaker 1: Am I are you on?
Speaker 4: Am?
Speaker 1: I on speakerphone right now?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Could you? Could you take me off a speakerphone? It's
Speaker 1: I can't hear you as well?
Speaker 19: Is this better?
Speaker 4: Yes?
Speaker 19: Gotcha?
Speaker 1: Easter?
Speaker 9: I'm Jewish, Sam, I don't celebrate Easter. I've never celebrated.
Speaker 19: Well, you know, you got like so many coolidays, so
Speaker 19: you don't need Easter.
Speaker 1: No, well, we did pass Over and h h right,
Speaker 1: it's kind of lame, honestly. Oh the Hagatta you know
Speaker 1: the you know, the hag gotta is.
Speaker 19: Oh, I actually don't.
Speaker 1: It's funck. I kind of barely know what it is.
Speaker 1: But it's the Jewish book of wizard jew Spells that
Speaker 1: we sing for a passover.
Speaker 19: Oh, what's your favorite song?
Speaker 1: I like Diana cool in the book Di Di Died,
Speaker 1: Diana Diana Diana.
Speaker 19: Yeah, can I tell you something? Sure, you're a great singer.
Speaker 1: What well, you know what? Thank you? But the actually
Speaker 1: wasn't seeing that was praying. Oh so different.
Speaker 19: Well, they're both important.
Speaker 1: I'm just kidding. I know I'm talking about I ate
Speaker 1: a lot of mazza. Oh uh, it's good.
Speaker 19: I went to the zoo today.
Speaker 1: You went to the zoo to you should have led
Speaker 1: with that.
Speaker 19: Oh my gosh, I dropped the ball, okay, but I
Speaker 19: did go.
Speaker 1: What happened at the zoo?
Speaker 19: I mean, you know, like there's kids running around. I
Speaker 19: haven't seen that many kids. I haven't seen that many
Speaker 19: kids in one place in so long, or just in general.
Speaker 19: At one time, it was it was different.
Speaker 1: All right, enough about the kids. What about the dogs
Speaker 1: and the lions?
Speaker 19: Right, they were pretty cool. The sea lions were dope.
Speaker 19: The penguins we got to see them, be said, which
Speaker 19: was cool. Yeah, it was cute. And then we got
Speaker 19: to see giraffes. Befre said, these giants nanlies, and their
Speaker 19: tongues are so long.
Speaker 20: What what?
Speaker 8: What?
Speaker 1: What? What? What's what's tongues.
Speaker 7: Are so long?
Speaker 6: Giraffes?
Speaker 1: Aren't they like blue?
Speaker 19: Yeah, they're like a purplish gray, I mean yeah, not
Speaker 19: tongue color. And then we saw some otters and some gorillas,
Speaker 19: and you know, they pretty much like all the animals,
Speaker 19: but you know what they didn't have try to guests
Speaker 19: and the answer is not a get go oh.
Speaker 1: My gosh, what what didn't they have they didn't have
Speaker 1: any elephants. Well, where the hell would they put them?
Speaker 19: I don't know. If it's a fucking zoo, I'll find
Speaker 19: a place, m h.
Speaker 21: Yeah.
Speaker 19: But other than that, like I'm no complaints, Like they
Speaker 19: just didn't have any elephants.
Speaker 1: But did you did you get any popcorn?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 19: I did not.
Speaker 6: I did get a.
Speaker 19: Beer though.
Speaker 1: They serve beer at the zoo.
Speaker 19: I mean, yeah, of course where in South Carolina.
Speaker 1: That's so kind of weird. Maybe I'll go to the
Speaker 1: fuck my local zoo, Yeah, weird zoo alone.
Speaker 19: I mean I think it would be weirder if he
Speaker 19: brought a state kid.
Speaker 1: There's what what is a fake kid?
Speaker 19: Like maybe when it's not yours, like not a kidnap, that's.
Speaker 1: Not really weird, but in many countries it's illegal.
Speaker 19: As well, right, not a kidnapping situation. But you know,
Speaker 19: like if you just wanted to go to the zoo
Speaker 19: to not look weird, so you're like, hey, friend, can
Speaker 19: I bring your kids? But like you don't really want to,
Speaker 19: Like I would rather just be weird and go alone.
Speaker 9: I mean, if the kid's not but if it's like
Speaker 9: you're like friend's kid, maybe you don't like you, and
Speaker 9: then that's that's that's kind of nice taking your nephew
Speaker 9: to the fucking zoo.
Speaker 19: It would be nice. Yeah, it is nice. I mean
Speaker 19: I took my niece, so I get it.
Speaker 1: But so you took a kid that's not yours, right,
Speaker 1: but it's.
Speaker 19: Not weird because I like the kids.
Speaker 1: Well, there we go. What was your kids? Did you
Speaker 1: ask them what they're How old is your niece?
Speaker 19: She's too?
Speaker 1: Did you did you did she? Which animal do you
Speaker 1: think was her favorite?
Speaker 19: Probably monk, the monkeys, because she kept saying money, monkeys.
Speaker 19: It was cute the monkeys.
Speaker 1: All right, you sold me. I'm gonna go to the
Speaker 1: zoo tomorrow.
Speaker 19: Make sure you go to the reptile section.
Speaker 1: I think I'll have like some sort of weird out
Speaker 1: of body experience if I do that.
Speaker 19: Oh my gosh, if you do, please talk about it.
Speaker 19: I want to hear about it.
Speaker 1: Okay, Well what did you say?
Speaker 18: Her name was?
Speaker 4: Sam?
Speaker 1: Sam?
Speaker 19: Yes, it was good talking to you much.
Speaker 9: Thank you very much for calling into my echo show.
Speaker 9: I have a wonderful easter, my God, bless you.
Speaker 19: Thanks, blessings.
Speaker 1: I guess it's blessings. Perfect.
Speaker 19: Nice.
Speaker 1: You have a great night, Sam, you go by gecko. Yes, yes,
Speaker 1: that is correct, Geko calling me Gecko. I am a
Speaker 1: gecko on the computer.
Speaker 6: Howl from let me.
Speaker 1: Lenny.
Speaker 17: Hello, it's actually lemming.
Speaker 1: How are you, Lenny?
Speaker 7: I'm doing fine.
Speaker 17: How about yourself?
Speaker 1: I'm doing I think. How do you know when you're
Speaker 1: doing your best? Do you think you know?
Speaker 9: Do you know when you're doing your best?
Speaker 17: I think you can know when you're doing better than
Speaker 17: your previous day. You'll never really know when you're doing
Speaker 17: your best best?
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you know, I look. Yeah, I agree with that.
Speaker 1: I think you can compare yourself to previous iterations, but
Speaker 1: you can't compare yourself. You can't know if your current
Speaker 1: iteration is the best it could be.
Speaker 17: No, it's a a mountain you can never really see
Speaker 17: the top of, so until you die. Then then you
Speaker 17: could probably say.
Speaker 1: What's your favorite idea?
Speaker 4: Lenny? I would say music?
Speaker 1: Probably music? Great idea you can place place place you
Speaker 1: were about to say why it was your favorite?
Speaker 17: Just the idea that, like random waves in the air,
Speaker 17: can bring people pleasure that we've we've found ways to
Speaker 17: coordinate them and ways to analyze them to you know,
Speaker 17: be able to make things that people.
Speaker 1: Like what I never liked about. Okay, tell me, I'm
Speaker 1: about to explain something or attempt to explain something that
Speaker 1: never made sense to me, and so you let me
Speaker 1: know if this makes sense.
Speaker 4: All right?
Speaker 1: You know how like there's this I don't like that
Speaker 1: there is a specific way to play the guitar or
Speaker 1: the piano. There's like cool cards and ship shouldn't I
Speaker 1: just is Isn't it just a thing where like there's
Speaker 1: a bunch of sounds and I should just be able
Speaker 1: to like hit the things in whatever I want to make,
Speaker 1: whatever sounds I want?
Speaker 4: Why?
Speaker 1: What is?
Speaker 8: What?
Speaker 1: Are this? Is this shit with like chords and notes
Speaker 1: and stuff? It's just they're just sounds.
Speaker 17: So there there's kind of an underlying thing that when
Speaker 17: you get like deep into music theory that kind of
Speaker 17: explains it. Have you heard of overtones? No? So essentially,
Speaker 17: when you play a note on a guitar or any instrument,
Speaker 17: really the note that you hear is the fundamental. So
Speaker 17: you can imagine a string like you know, vibrating about
Speaker 17: and whatnot. It's not a single wave. It's actually made
Speaker 17: up of multiple different ways. So if you're to slow
Speaker 17: it down, it's actually a big chaotic mess. But we've
Speaker 17: actually found that there's different vibrations happening, like micro vibrations
Speaker 17: happening within that. So when you hit like an E
Speaker 17: on a guitar, you're not actually just hearing the no E,
Speaker 17: you're also hearing E, G, sharp, B, H, D, all
Speaker 17: the all the notes of it.
Speaker 4: Major D.
Speaker 1: What is D?
Speaker 17: It's just, you know, it's a particular at least in
Speaker 17: Western music, it's a frequency that we've defined as D.
Speaker 1: See that's weird to me that, like we've we've taken
Speaker 1: these sounds and we've given them names.
Speaker 17: Yeah, and it's you know, it's different from culture to culture,
Speaker 17: and it is interesting to say, like, you know, A
Speaker 17: four forty is what we base all of our Western
Speaker 17: tunings on, and somebody just yeah, so four hundred and
Speaker 17: forty hurts. There is the A below middle C in
Speaker 17: a you know, bace cleft, trouble cleft.
Speaker 1: Can you with your mouth do an impression of what
Speaker 1: that sounds like.
Speaker 17: I don't have perfect pitch, so i'd be I'd be guessing, but.
Speaker 1: Uh ah ah see, that's just that's just like why
Speaker 1: is why do we have to name it?
Speaker 17: Well, at least in Western music, theory.
Speaker 7: It's a way to.
Speaker 17: Uh find know the relationship between different notes by giving
Speaker 17: it a name, you know, because we have all these
Speaker 17: like ideas of what's sounds good, you know, to to
Speaker 17: our particular ears and everything, and we can you know,
Speaker 17: define them so then we can analyze the relationships to
Speaker 17: then be able to make you know the chords and
Speaker 17: the the melodies and all that.
Speaker 1: Will you would you be willing to jam with me
Speaker 1: right now?
Speaker 4: Oh? Totally keep a table or.
Speaker 1: Beautiful. Thank you so much for doing that with me.
Speaker 17: I appreciate You're welcome.
Speaker 1: You have a great rest of the night.
Speaker 17: Yeah, you too.
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Speaker 1: What the heck? Christian Heckman tutoring that's me?
Speaker 17: Sorry, I can't believe that.
Speaker 1: Can you hear me barely? You're you're breaking up?
Speaker 18: I'm sorry?
Speaker 3: Was that better?
Speaker 1: Man?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 9: It's much Wait no, now I can hear myself.
Speaker 3: I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Lyle. Can you hear me now, buddy?
Speaker 9: Yeah, I can hear you now? Oh and I can't. Oh,
Speaker 9: this is great. Christian Heckman. How are you doing, Christian.
Speaker 3: Heckman, I'm doing I'm doing great.
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Speaker 9: Did you want to go into detail about that? Why
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Speaker 4: So.
Speaker 3: I've lived here for about five years. I literally left
Speaker 3: the state of Florida on the I'm sorry, I heard
Speaker 3: the twitch background and I was messing with me. Okay, no,
Speaker 3: I moved from Florida, but literally the day I turned eighteen,
Speaker 3: and I moved to Charleston, South Carolina. And it's a
Speaker 3: great town. It's historic, and there's cool people. And the
Speaker 3: girls are really hot for too.
Speaker 9: That's that's how Wait, so you're twenty three.
Speaker 3: I am twenty two, almost twenty three.
Speaker 9: So you have like a nice little like you have
Speaker 9: the temperament of like a of like a forty five year.
Speaker 4: Old A lot.
Speaker 9: I lived down a little bit of that twenty two
Speaker 9: year oldness. When you said the girls were hot.
Speaker 3: Thank you can I, you know, I'm going to school
Speaker 3: to be a teacher. So I got I'm going to
Speaker 3: school to be a teacher. So I'm kind of maybe
Speaker 3: that's maybe I try to like act older. Maybe that's how.
Speaker 1: I don't know, I think So.
Speaker 9: You think it's you think you intend, you think that
Speaker 9: this is an act. Do you think this is an
Speaker 9: intentional thing that you're doing.
Speaker 13: I don't know.
Speaker 3: Maybe maybe I've been doing it so long it's not
Speaker 3: I don't even know it's an act. Really, Yeah, I
Speaker 3: think I don't know. Man, teaching is such a weird thing.
Speaker 3: I feel like it's just like mess with my brain
Speaker 3: a little bit because I'll be like, because especially when
Speaker 3: I was going to do high when I go into
Speaker 3: like like I do a subbing a lot, and when
Speaker 3: I go into like a high school or like or
Speaker 3: like you're literally a child and I'm like, no, I
Speaker 3: talk nice and deep like this. Mm hmm if that
Speaker 3: makes a make sense.
Speaker 9: Do you think you're trying to like prove something to people,
Speaker 9: like prove that you're more mature.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I do, because I I think I'm well, not
Speaker 3: necessarily what I'm trying to prove. I'm trying to project
Speaker 3: kind of confidence because you know, I just never I
Speaker 3: just kind of want to come off as like not
Speaker 3: an authority figure so much, but something like kids can
Speaker 3: like trust and like they know that, like I'm a
Speaker 3: confident human being athemic because I didn't have that growing up,
Speaker 3: because I had a really crappy childhood. But that's not
Speaker 3: what I'm here talking about today. But I had a
Speaker 3: really crap shout like literally like I had like the
Speaker 3: most PTSD child of that anybody like that a lot
Speaker 3: of people have gone through.
Speaker 9: But but you want to be approach you want to
Speaker 9: you want to be an approachable.
Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, I want to be an approachable authority figure.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, And I believe like personally and like if I'm
Speaker 3: ranting too much, you can tell me, I like personally
Speaker 3: believe when as an educator, like I want to I
Speaker 3: want to like teach people that they don't have to
Speaker 3: conform and like that. I think the school system is
Speaker 3: too much of that. I want to be like that
Speaker 3: cool teacher that also like at the end of the day,
Speaker 3: it gets the work done and you know, is really
Speaker 3: trying to do things a little differently.
Speaker 9: Mmmm, tell me, give me, uh, what's your core message
Speaker 9: Kristin Heckman, what's uh, what do you want the kids
Speaker 9: out there to know?
Speaker 3: I want kids to know that failing is a really,
Speaker 3: really good thing. And I have failed hundreds of times
Speaker 3: in my life. I'm about I'm actually graduating in ten days,
Speaker 3: and I'm really proud of that, and like I've probably
Speaker 3: I probably thank you so much. And gek, I've probably
Speaker 3: failed twenty college classes. I'm a ged dropout who's about
Speaker 3: to graduate college and I'm really proud of that.
Speaker 1: Fuck yeah too.
Speaker 3: Yeah, man, that's.
Speaker 1: Cool that you you were you were a g so
Speaker 1: you dropped out of high school and got your.
Speaker 3: G oh yeah, oh yeah. I dropped out of high
Speaker 3: school because I left Florida and I had two more
Speaker 3: credits to go, and I was like, I'm not doing
Speaker 3: that crap yim.
Speaker 9: And I mean you graduate, and you graduate, You're graduating
Speaker 9: college at about the same time than any other fucking right.
Speaker 3: Because I had touch Yeah, absolutely yeah, because I just
Speaker 3: had like such a just a tanasta. I just had
Speaker 3: such a drive to like be like all right, well
Speaker 3: now that because I felt behind at first, right, because
Speaker 3: I was super behind. I didn't have a license, I
Speaker 3: I didn't have a high school degree. I didn't have anything.
Speaker 3: I didn't have a job, and like, and I got
Speaker 3: my first job making eight dollars and forty nine cents
Speaker 3: answering the phones at a community college down here in Charleston.
Speaker 3: Then like and like, dude, like I just worked my way,
Speaker 3: Like I'm like I just a lot has happened to
Speaker 3: the I'm trying to say.
Speaker 9: Well, Christian Heckman, listen, I like that. I like this idea.
Speaker 9: I totally believe. I totally agree with you. I think that,
Speaker 9: especially when you're young, you should revel in the fact
Speaker 9: that you know you can.
Speaker 1: You can. You can fuck up and fail telling and
Speaker 1: listen all you you just you you really just can't.
Speaker 1: You can't kill anyone or get anyone pregnant, but any
Speaker 1: other types of failures you can bounce back from.
Speaker 3: Andah, can I tell you how you've inspired my keyching,
Speaker 3: which is a scary sentence.
Speaker 1: To say, how I what.
Speaker 3: Can I tell you how you you inspired my my message.
Speaker 10: To the youth?
Speaker 1: Sure what I tell me?
Speaker 3: You say something that's like, I know, like you say it,
Speaker 3: like all the time you say you don't have to
Speaker 3: do anything. Ever, true, I tell kids that all the time. Man,
Speaker 3: and they look at me like, what the fuck did
Speaker 3: he just say? Did He's just saying you don't have to.
Speaker 3: They're like, do we have to do your homework? And
Speaker 3: I'm like, you don't have to do anything?
Speaker 4: Ever? True?
Speaker 1: You know what that's that is kind of scary, but
Speaker 1: it's true. You don't. You don't have to do your homework.
Speaker 3: You don't have to. I'm gonna give you a bad grade,
Speaker 3: but you don't have to.
Speaker 4: Hmm, yeah, tonight.
Speaker 1: Do you think it?
Speaker 3: Well, go ahead, go ahead, man.
Speaker 1: Do you think it? Uh? It'll it caused them to
Speaker 1: think differently or something.
Speaker 17: I do.
Speaker 3: I think, you know, I think it does. I think
Speaker 3: it makes them realize that. Oh that's a good question.
Speaker 6: Gek.
Speaker 7: I think it.
Speaker 3: I like to.
Speaker 17: I like to.
Speaker 3: I'm big into it. There's something called bloom saxonomy. Basically,
Speaker 3: it's kind of good. It's asking higher level thinking questions
Speaker 3: like I don't want you to just regurgitate information like, good,
Speaker 3: you know that this random white dude died in eighteen
Speaker 3: forty six. Congratulations, This has not helped you in the
Speaker 3: real world. However, I want you to know why you
Speaker 3: think what you think, and I want to. I like to,
Speaker 3: like kind of cycle analyze with education, if that makes sense.
Speaker 1: No, I like that, and I like to.
Speaker 3: Do projects where kids have to like apply themselves and
Speaker 3: like they have to make something like No, like, no,
Speaker 3: I don't want I don't do essays, I don't do
Speaker 3: tests or I'm not going through. Once I have my
Speaker 3: full customer, I'm going to be like you, you have
Speaker 3: to go make a product in the real world and
Speaker 3: go make an actual difference.
Speaker 1: What do you teach?
Speaker 3: So I've been doing like long term subbing and a
Speaker 3: bunch of stuff right now. But when I do teach,
Speaker 3: I'm going to teach uh social studies to like of econ.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I like all that stuff. I like ye know,
Speaker 1: I've always thought about what I would do if I
Speaker 1: was as a teacher. I want to do something like
Speaker 1: that where you have forced kids to like make practical things,
Speaker 1: because you know, when I was in school, I fucking
Speaker 1: hated it because what good is an essay?
Speaker 4: Right?
Speaker 9: You write an essay, then your tea shirt reads it
Speaker 9: and literally throws it in the garbage afterwards, you didn't
Speaker 9: produce anything.
Speaker 1: You just fucking.
Speaker 9: Waste of time for everyone involved. We should have kids making.
Speaker 3: Things exactly, man, exactly and yeah, and and I just
Speaker 3: I would literally, I literally you can. I'm a lot
Speaker 3: of fun at dinner parties because I literally was ranting
Speaker 3: yesterday at Easter at Easter dinner with my friends, saying,
Speaker 3: essays are so dumb, Like I'm like, look at my
Speaker 3: Google slides I made to turn and I because like
Speaker 3: I had an education professor who like a key professor
Speaker 3: of education, like a peaking out of a teacher, and
Speaker 3: he was like, Uh, make a Google slide for this
Speaker 3: instead of writing a five pages. And I did really
Speaker 3: good at that, and I surribed with that, and I
Speaker 3: just I think that's kind of what when you think,
Speaker 3: I we just need a because a lot of the
Speaker 3: original school is literally designed to teach kids how to
Speaker 3: operate the factory, because like the bell that's literally saying
Speaker 3: like all right, your ship's about to start like all this.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, so yeah, anyway, yeah, So when I run
Speaker 3: for president, ghek, you can be the secretary of it.
Speaker 3: You can be the secretary of Gefication.
Speaker 1: Secretary of geckucation deckication. Yes, sir, god damn it. All right,
Speaker 1: we're gonna we're gonna fill uh the whole cabinet of lizards.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it will be literal lizard people like they say
Speaker 3: in the government, like the constrictive theorist.
Speaker 1: Yes, exactly, exactly. All right, well I'm excited for that.
Speaker 3: Thank you. Can I tell you, Mike, Can I tell
Speaker 3: you what I believe?
Speaker 4: Really?
Speaker 3: Can I tell you?
Speaker 4: Said?
Speaker 3: But I want to tell you. I want to, I want.
Speaker 3: I know I'm picking up so much of your time,
Speaker 3: and I really appreciate you, but I just want to
Speaker 3: tell you. Can I just give me one minute to
Speaker 3: tell you my my great idea to save the country.
Speaker 9: God if I were what's the who's the name of
Speaker 9: the guy who moderated the debates? Oh?
Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, it's it's it's not that this is like
Speaker 3: less serious, all right. I don't like homelessness. I think
Speaker 3: most people on the chat would probably I'm not looking
Speaker 3: at the chat, but when I do look at I mean,
Speaker 3: most people are anti homelessness, right.
Speaker 1: I think that that is a good stance good.
Speaker 3: So I want to fall homelessness. I want to sell homelessness,
Speaker 3: but I also want to create jobs. And I know
Speaker 3: I when I need extra money because I'm a teacher,
Speaker 3: I don't make money. I do uber eat the liveries okay, okay,
Speaker 3: So I would like to give every homeless person in
Speaker 3: America a twenty fifteen Ford FIESFA and then hire them
Speaker 3: to the Uber East Drivers.
Speaker 9: Well, I'm excited to hear you mention them when you
Speaker 9: run for president.
Speaker 3: Anyway, Thank you so much, jek I really appreciate your time,
Speaker 3: and thank you for letting me rant.
Speaker 10: About you too.
Speaker 3: Thanks man, take care, Bye bye.
Speaker 1: Kristen Hackman tutoring.
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Speaker 4: Hello is this Keith? Oh my god? Yeah?
Speaker 1: All right, Keith, call me back in two months, Jesus
Speaker 1: christ Man.
Speaker 16: I literally didn't call you for like two weeks on
Speaker 16: purpose to avoid this.
Speaker 1: Well, no, no, you know what you didn't know? You
Speaker 1: know what you didn't avoid this? Do you know why
Speaker 1: you call you to avoid this? Keith? Oh, Keith, this
Speaker 1: is going to be called all right?
Speaker 4: Okay, Keith.
Speaker 1: You know I can tell you didn't avoid this is
Speaker 1: because you used a fake name. So you knew if
Speaker 1: I knew it was Keith again that I would be upset.
Speaker 1: So you knew that it hadn't been long enough.
Speaker 7: Listen, man, if you don't want to talk to me,
Speaker 7: I get it.
Speaker 4: It's fine.
Speaker 7: Have a good night, have a good stream.
Speaker 8: I'll talk to you in two months maybe bye.
Speaker 1: I think I just lost a fan.
Speaker 18: All from Josh, Josh, Hi, how are you? I'm okay,
Speaker 18: I let you.
Speaker 1: I'm good. Have we ever spoken before, Josh?
Speaker 18: No, this is actually my first time watching your stream.
Speaker 1: Well, there we go. See. Look it's nothing, see Josh,
Speaker 1: it's nothing against Keith, right, It's just that I got
Speaker 1: all the I got I got, I got all these Joshes.
Speaker 1: I've never spoken before my entire life. I want to
Speaker 1: talk to you, know.
Speaker 18: There's something against Josh's what have we done?
Speaker 1: No, that's you didn't hear me anyway? How are you? Josh?
Speaker 8: I'm good?
Speaker 18: Uh, I got a question. I've only really seen you
Speaker 18: through like TikTok and stuff like that. So is there
Speaker 18: like a fair amount of like cursing?
Speaker 13: Like could be good to say whatever to say?
Speaker 1: You can say cunt, you can say.
Speaker 18: Penis well, variation.
Speaker 9: Nothing else, no other words, just cutting penis?
Speaker 1: All right, what we're you gonna say? So?
Speaker 18: I'm not trying to get too too real, but I
Speaker 18: guess I gotta be.
Speaker 4: Well.
Speaker 1: Kay, Actually, if you've never seen this before, I'm.
Speaker 12: Not I'm not no no, no, no, no, no, no no no, no,
Speaker 12: I know, I know, all right.
Speaker 18: Uh So I got anxiety and I'm medicated for it, right,
Speaker 18: and so I started taking the medicine. But then my
Speaker 18: dick stops working.
Speaker 9: I've heard people report that when they take they take
Speaker 9: like what I guess, SRIS and stuff. I'm not a doctor,
Speaker 9: I'm not a real Yeah, and so.
Speaker 18: My thing is, it's like, what's more important my dick
Speaker 18: working or not having anxious thoughts?
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's totally above my pay grade. You have you
Speaker 1: talked to your doctor about this?
Speaker 7: Yeah?
Speaker 18: And then to me, he said he was going to
Speaker 18: put me on a medicine that makes my dick work
Speaker 18: way too good.
Speaker 1: Oh, so it'll balance it out.
Speaker 18: No, well, he took me off the one that made
Speaker 18: my dick stop working.
Speaker 1: And wait, why don't it take you off? So now
Speaker 1: he's but wait, so is he taking you He's not
Speaker 1: like taking you off your SSR and putting you on
Speaker 1: fucking viagra? Is he's putting you on another s.
Speaker 4: SR, another.
Speaker 18: That makes you extra horny?
Speaker 1: Oh? And I'm so if that, if that, if that exists,
Speaker 1: why is the old one even exists? Why do they
Speaker 1: still give If that exists.
Speaker 18: The problem is is, like before I was on that medicine,
Speaker 18: my wife would tell me that I am too horny.
Speaker 18: Like I'm like already super horny when I'm not on
Speaker 18: any medication. Now I'm about to be on medication. It's
Speaker 18: going to make me super horny. And I don't I
Speaker 18: don't know what is the better option of the of
Speaker 18: the three.
Speaker 13: I guess mm.
Speaker 9: So you're afraid of being too horny all the time,
Speaker 9: which understandable.
Speaker 10: Yeah, And I.
Speaker 18: Work from home right now, and like I sit in
Speaker 18: front of a computer, and like, if I'm in an office,
Speaker 18: then there's you know, like the social structure of saying, well,
Speaker 18: don't look at hoorn in the office, right but.
Speaker 1: I'm help when you're in Yeah, you can go crazy
Speaker 1: whatever you want.
Speaker 10: I can.
Speaker 4: I can the nut.
Speaker 1: I'm probably looking up porn right now while you're talking
Speaker 1: to me.
Speaker 18: I'm looking at a get go in front of the
Speaker 18: camels right now.
Speaker 9: Hmm.
Speaker 1: It's did you do?
Speaker 9: You do you explain to your doctor that you're already
Speaker 9: too horny and you're not sure that you can handle
Speaker 9: the amount of horning conversation to have, Like.
Speaker 1: That's the weird conversation. He he brought it up here?
Speaker 1: Who told you it's going to make you horning?
Speaker 18: Hey, look, I got anxiety and I had to tell
Speaker 18: my doctor my dick doesn't work. That that's the hard
Speaker 18: thing to get over. And now I got to tell
Speaker 18: them that when I'm not I'm jacking off all the.
Speaker 1: Time you're do. I guarantee your doctor has heard way
Speaker 1: worse things than your dick doesn't work. This is a
Speaker 1: medical issue. It's it's fair game to speak with about
Speaker 1: your to your doctor about your Is being.
Speaker 18: Too horny a medical issue? Yes, that sounds like a
Speaker 18: marital issue.
Speaker 1: I think it's a medical well if it if being
Speaker 1: being too horny, because being too horny as an effect
Speaker 1: of your prescribed medicine is is medical issue for sure.
Speaker 18: Okay, I've just I'm just concerned. I'm gonna I'm gonna
Speaker 18: annoy my wife, which I already do.
Speaker 1: Just jack off a lot, man.
Speaker 18: That's probably the best advice I've gotten all day.
Speaker 1: No one's told you that yet, I'm reading the first
Speaker 1: person that that's told you that.
Speaker 4: To jack off?
Speaker 1: Yeah, who else have you spoken about this with.
Speaker 18: My wife?
Speaker 1: What she tell you to do? Did she tell you
Speaker 1: to jack off?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 18: She just kind of was because she's eager for my
Speaker 18: dick to work again.
Speaker 1: So so then why are you afraid of annoying her?
Speaker 3: Because I annoyed her when I was horny all the
Speaker 3: time before I would I would hump her while I
Speaker 3: was like asleep.
Speaker 18: Uh, that's probably the biggest one.
Speaker 17: I just humper while asleep.
Speaker 1: But she as active, she is actively excited for your
Speaker 1: penists to work, to function again.
Speaker 18: Yeah, because it's been a month of not working.
Speaker 9: Okay, Yeah, So what do you want for your life? Look,
Speaker 9: it's your penis.
Speaker 1: What do you want to feel like?
Speaker 18: I wanted to have ceiling again.
Speaker 7: That's probably the biggest thing.
Speaker 18: Uh, But the lack of anxiety has been a game changer.
Speaker 1: But I yeah, I wouldn't.
Speaker 9: I wouldn't recommend the the not taking the meds option.
Speaker 1: I think the suprio. I think you got a good
Speaker 1: big you got a good gig, all right. I say
Speaker 1: you embraced the fact that you know you've got a big,
Speaker 1: hulking penis that's always ready to go and fucking when
Speaker 1: you need to jack off. You're in the privacy of
Speaker 1: a home that you own. Jack off as much as
Speaker 1: you want.
Speaker 18: Yeah, my wife doesn't care if I jack off, I
Speaker 18: got one of.
Speaker 8: The good wives.
Speaker 1: Fantastic is that wives. Do people's wives care if they
Speaker 1: jack off?
Speaker 18: Oh yeah, there are a lot of wives who get
Speaker 18: mad at you for like watching porn and stuff.
Speaker 1: That's weird.
Speaker 18: I agree.
Speaker 9: Well, well, man, listen, good luck to you.
Speaker 1: Good luck to you, giant schlong, and I'm happy to
Speaker 1: hear the bad thoughts are going away. So it's good
Speaker 1: good stuff.
Speaker 15: Thank you.
Speaker 4: I'm of course man. Have a good night, you too, Josh.
Speaker 6: Oh, how from?
Speaker 1: Oh good pick sure?
Speaker 9: Margaret Thatcher? Yo, get Oh you're not doing the market
Speaker 9: Thatcher thing. It was just at the top.
Speaker 12: Uh, that was that was just a meme. I can't
Speaker 12: hold it up that long.
Speaker 1: So what's up?
Speaker 4: Who?
Speaker 1: I'm Margaret Thatcher was a poet right?
Speaker 12: No, she was the Prime Minister of England. Oh yeah,
Speaker 12: polarizing figure.
Speaker 1: Actually I don't know anything about her. I thought she
Speaker 1: was a poet.
Speaker 12: Yeah, if you watch the newest season of the Crown,
Speaker 12: you'll kind of get a vibe.
Speaker 9: For me, to watch the newest season of the Crown,
Speaker 9: I'd have to watch all the other seasons for it
Speaker 9: to make sense, wouldn't I?
Speaker 8: Well, I didn't.
Speaker 12: What do you believe, Jack, You know what, I really believe.
Speaker 12: I really believe that. For a long time, I was
Speaker 12: kind of confused about what truly makes somebody happy and
Speaker 12: what puts him on the path to give them.
Speaker 13: A happy light m h.
Speaker 12: And I kind of thought it was doing well in
Speaker 12: school or you know, getting laid a lot, or partying
Speaker 12: a lot, or getting a really good job. And I
Speaker 12: just realized that if it's a really simple answer, it's
Speaker 12: just being a really good friend and loving people well.
Speaker 12: And so that's what I believe. You know, I really
Speaker 12: believe that.
Speaker 1: You can think of a good friend.
Speaker 12: Yeah, I think I am, man, I think I try
Speaker 12: really hard to be so, I hope I am.
Speaker 1: What do you think makes someone a good friends?
Speaker 12: To kind of put into context of what I've been saying,
Speaker 12: I think when I'm feeling like a lot of anxiety
Speaker 12: and I'm like, oh fuck, man, this this this COVID
Speaker 12: is hitting me, this pandemic makes me feel down, or
Speaker 12: just you know, life and journals make me feel down.
Speaker 12: I just try to text a friend and just say, hey, man,
Speaker 12: how's your day going, or call them and say are.
Speaker 17: You doing all right?
Speaker 12: And you know, just if they're not doing all right,
Speaker 12: just talk to them and just kind of listen and
Speaker 12: be there so and the and then that. And then
Speaker 12: when I'm finished doing that, I feel a lot better.
Speaker 12: I say, like, ah, you know what I you know,
Speaker 12: because it kind of comes back to I started obsessing
Speaker 12: what what people talk about their deathbed.
Speaker 9: Sat obsessing with listening to people talk on their deathbed.
Speaker 7: Yeah.
Speaker 12: My younger sister, she worked at a hospice, so she
Speaker 12: was a nurse at an end of life's treatment center.
Speaker 12: And you know, I thought that was At first, I
Speaker 12: thought it was. I felt so bad for her and
Speaker 12: I was worried for her. And she talked about how
Speaker 12: it was so beautiful being able to get comfortable, not
Speaker 12: get comfortable, but have an actual relationship with death. It's
Speaker 12: it's part of her lives. But we kind of block
Speaker 12: it out as much as we can, yea, And she
Speaker 12: said being Yeah, she said being close to it helped her,
Speaker 12: you know, in ways that you can't put on paper.
Speaker 12: I know it sounds corny, but comfortable with reality.
Speaker 9: I actually wish I lately, I actually have been thinking
Speaker 9: about this. I kind of wish I thought about death
Speaker 9: more because I think to much of life is when
Speaker 9: when life becomes too routine. Is when you start to
Speaker 9: forget about that you're going to die. I need to
Speaker 9: ruminate on that more. Uh, you know, is a great
Speaker 9: meditative exercise where you just imagine yourself dying and then
Speaker 9: but before that, you imagine all your friends and family
Speaker 9: dying and uh being I heard that's bad, but then
Speaker 9: you yeah, we're grateful again.
Speaker 4: Gag.
Speaker 12: I read I heard that somebody said that, you know,
Speaker 12: being in the room with I don't want to, you know,
Speaker 12: be too graphic, but being in the room with the
Speaker 12: dead body kind of really helps you accept the death more.
Speaker 12: And I just that kind of I don't know, it
Speaker 12: just coming click with my brain when I heard that.
Speaker 12: You know that just understanding this person's past passing is
Speaker 12: part of life.
Speaker 1: So yeah, taking to the cemeteries and stuff like that.
Speaker 12: Cemetery but you know, I've been watching a lot of
Speaker 12: YouTube videos of interviews with near death experiences and people.
Speaker 12: There's this reddit called last images where people share photos
Speaker 12: of the last of the loved ones. Yeah, people share image
Speaker 12: the last images of their loved ones right before they
Speaker 12: passed away, or the last images.
Speaker 4: Of them alive.
Speaker 12: And again, it sounds really dark, and I don't think
Speaker 12: I'm a dark person. I think I think I'm that
Speaker 12: kind of obsessed with positivity, which you know, it sounds
Speaker 12: counter to what I'm talking about, but I think that
Speaker 12: I think that just having a relationship with death, it
Speaker 12: doesn't have to be obsessive, you know, by having a relationships
Speaker 12: with understanding it better kind of put your whole life
Speaker 12: in perspective, kind of like it did for me, where
Speaker 12: you know, I really try to remind myself, I really
Speaker 12: try to be amazing at my job. And then I
Speaker 12: kind of step back and say, am I you know,
Speaker 12: am I helping my friends out?
Speaker 4: Am I?
Speaker 12: You know, just showing love to even strangers? Well, and
Speaker 12: that's what I think when I'm going to pass, when
Speaker 12: I die, I'm going to look back on you know, yeah,
Speaker 12: who cares? Got a promotion, that's great, you know, hey,
Speaker 12: you know, make good investments, get a home. But I'm
Speaker 12: not loving well, I'm not being good friend.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 12: That's you know, at least what I've learned so for
Speaker 12: is being That's what being a good human is. That's
Speaker 12: the yes of it right there.
Speaker 1: Would you say your name was.
Speaker 12: Margaret Thatcher?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 1: Yes, Well, you know what Margaret Thatcher. I agree with you.
Speaker 9: I think that it's good to always ruminates on death
Speaker 9: because it makes you feel grateful for life.
Speaker 1: And I've been into some shit like that too.
Speaker 9: I've been into like our slash morbid reality and uh
Speaker 9: things of things of that nature. I don't know what
Speaker 9: it is, but there's something.
Speaker 10: It's weird, is it? Eh?
Speaker 18: Got it?
Speaker 9: It's counter But thank you so much for sharing Margaret Thatcher,
Speaker 9: and also for teaching me who Margaret Thatcher is.
Speaker 12: Oh Man, Yeah, I love you man, peace and love
Speaker 12: ye love your stream. I love the energy putting out there.
Speaker 12: It's it's really exciting here.
Speaker 1: Thank you, madam. I'm trying. I'm powering through the sickness. Baby.
Speaker 6: Yeah.
Speaker 12: Man, we all ar, dude, thank you.
Speaker 1: Taking goodbye for sure man, you take care of Thank you, Tabla.
Speaker 1: I like that that was Italian.
Speaker 2: Never Be cant goes on the line taking your phone
Speaker 2: calls every night.
Speaker 4: Never Be goes doing his eye.
Speaker 10: He's teaching you cloud inter your life, but he's not
Speaker 10: really an expert.