WEBVTT - A VERY SICK GECKO 0:00:00.920 --> 0:00:04.120 Week goes on the line making your own calls. 0:00:04.200 --> 0:00:04.760 Every night. 0:00:05.200 --> 0:00:06.480 Every week goes. 0:00:06.320 --> 0:00:13.360 To teaching you the of your life. 0:00:16.480 --> 0:00:20.239 Hello everyone, and welcome to my Little Gecko podcast. My 0:00:20.320 --> 0:00:26.800 name is Lyle. It's a wonderful Wednesday afternoon. And the 0:00:26.840 --> 0:00:30.000 calls that you are about to hear on this podcast 0:00:30.000 --> 0:00:32.479 they were all recorded while I was sick. I was 0:00:32.800 --> 0:00:37.360 deathly ill during the recording of this podcast. But you 0:00:37.400 --> 0:00:41.080 know what, I don't let my body dictate my schedule, 0:00:41.280 --> 0:00:42.959 all right. A lot of people tell you to listen 0:00:43.000 --> 0:00:45.000 to your body. That's wrong, all right. I make my 0:00:45.040 --> 0:00:49.080 body listen to me, been to my will. I don't 0:00:49.159 --> 0:00:54.600 let sickness or disease incapacitate me in my duty to 0:00:54.720 --> 0:01:01.360 perform Gecko talking things with people over the phone. Please 0:01:01.400 --> 0:01:03.320 don't listen to me. I have absolutely no idea what 0:01:03.360 --> 0:01:06.039 I'm talking about. Anyway. For those of you who do 0:01:06.120 --> 0:01:09.959 watch the live stream, I am pleased to announce that 0:01:10.400 --> 0:01:15.400 I am starting my live streams an hour earlier. I'm 0:01:15.440 --> 0:01:18.679 starting them at nine pm Eastern Standard time, as opposed 0:01:18.720 --> 0:01:22.240 to ten pm Eastern Standard time. Why well, why did 0:01:22.240 --> 0:01:23.680 I start them so late in the first place. To 0:01:23.760 --> 0:01:26.680 start them late in the first place, because you know, 0:01:26.760 --> 0:01:29.280 I sleep very late, because I stay up very late. 0:01:29.560 --> 0:01:32.120 So because I sleep very late, I had to create 0:01:32.200 --> 0:01:35.880 more time for me to do other life obligations that 0:01:35.920 --> 0:01:37.320 I do during the day. So I had to make 0:01:37.360 --> 0:01:39.759 the stream later. But then because I made the stream later, 0:01:40.000 --> 0:01:41.960 I stay up later, so I sleep later, so I 0:01:41.959 --> 0:01:43.720 gotta make the stream later. And it's a whole thing. 0:01:43.880 --> 0:01:45.720 It was very stupid. But yes, you can now call 0:01:45.800 --> 0:01:48.480 the get Go every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday at nine 0:01:48.520 --> 0:01:52.920 pm Eastern Standard Time on Twitch dot tv slash. Lyle 0:01:53.000 --> 0:01:55.920 forever would like to get into contact with me and 0:01:56.000 --> 0:02:00.320 interact in a meaningful way, shape or form, you can 0:02:00.320 --> 0:02:03.800 email me at Lyle forever and ever at gmail dot 0:02:03.800 --> 0:02:08.760 com and we can hang all right, enough of the 0:02:08.800 --> 0:02:12.280 sound of my stupid voice, let's get into the calls. 0:02:14.800 --> 0:02:18.480 Lizard King, Lizard King. 0:02:20.280 --> 0:02:22.760 Lizard Lizard. 0:02:24.000 --> 0:02:26.000 Hello, what's up? 0:02:27.560 --> 0:02:30.520 Not much, man, I can't believe it got on right away. 0:02:30.960 --> 0:02:33.440 Oh my god, I can't believe you got on either, dude. 0:02:35.000 --> 0:02:37.760 Wow, how are you doing tonight? 0:02:39.080 --> 0:02:45.000 You know I'm doing my best. How about you yourself, 0:02:45.080 --> 0:02:47.800 Lizard King? How did you go? How did you come 0:02:47.840 --> 0:02:48.880 to be the Lizard King? 0:02:50.880 --> 0:02:51.079 Oh? 0:02:51.240 --> 0:02:51.520 Man? 0:02:51.960 --> 0:02:52.600 Uh? 0:02:53.120 --> 0:02:53.480 I don't know. 0:02:53.520 --> 0:02:54.760 People just like to call me that. 0:02:55.880 --> 0:02:58.200 Really, there's no story behind it. 0:02:59.160 --> 0:03:05.639 Well, I have this kind of scaly sweatshirt. It's green, 0:03:07.000 --> 0:03:12.799 and I don't know. Yess that's why I kind of 0:03:12.800 --> 0:03:14.120 have a long tongue. 0:03:14.680 --> 0:03:18.519 You do, I suppose do you look like a guys? 0:03:19.880 --> 0:03:20.920 I mean, not as much as you. 0:03:21.080 --> 0:03:22.720 Who are you with Lizard King? 0:03:24.120 --> 0:03:24.240 Un? 0:03:24.280 --> 0:03:28.160 With my girlfriend and my friends visiting from out of town? 0:03:29.120 --> 0:03:29.320 Ah? 0:03:29.840 --> 0:03:31.600 What are you doing to show him a good time? 0:03:32.680 --> 0:03:36.000 We're watching your stream, man, he's never seen it before. 0:03:37.240 --> 0:03:38.839 He seems pretty impressed so far. 0:03:38.960 --> 0:03:42.600 You're the only person that's called in so far. So 0:03:42.720 --> 0:03:46.440 I guess he doesn't have a huge barometer of content 0:03:46.720 --> 0:03:48.120 off of which to make a judgment. 0:03:49.680 --> 0:03:49.920 You know. 0:03:50.360 --> 0:03:52.000 Yeah, I guess that's kind of true. Maybe I should 0:03:52.040 --> 0:03:55.160 have waited till the middle. Would you like to talk 0:03:55.200 --> 0:03:55.560 to him? 0:03:56.160 --> 0:03:56.360 Yeah? 0:03:56.400 --> 0:03:59.200 I'd love to talk to him all right? 0:03:59.280 --> 0:03:59.600 Landon? 0:03:59.680 --> 0:04:00.200 You want talk? 0:04:01.080 --> 0:04:01.960 His name is Landon? 0:04:03.760 --> 0:04:03.920 Yo? 0:04:04.040 --> 0:04:04.480 What's up? 0:04:05.480 --> 0:04:06.320 How are you? Landon? 0:04:07.480 --> 0:04:07.560 Well? 0:04:07.640 --> 0:04:09.800 I'm doing good, London. 0:04:10.240 --> 0:04:12.160 What's the strangest thing you own? 0:04:13.720 --> 0:04:20.279 The strangest thing I own? Yes, that's a hard question, man, 0:04:22.160 --> 0:04:23.520 what's the strangest thing you own? 0:04:24.080 --> 0:04:25.800 Is it a hard question, or do you just not 0:04:25.839 --> 0:04:27.480 want to tell me the answer because you said I 0:04:27.520 --> 0:04:29.680 don't want to that's how you started this. 0:04:31.120 --> 0:04:34.440 Well, how about you ease me into the conversation. What's 0:04:34.480 --> 0:04:36.719 the weirdest that you own? That gecko suit? 0:04:38.720 --> 0:04:38.760 No? 0:04:38.920 --> 0:04:42.000 I probably owned something weirder than that gecko suit. 0:04:42.960 --> 0:04:43.520 Let's hear it. 0:04:46.800 --> 0:04:51.040 Well, listen, Davante, Dumont, Durrant. 0:04:52.520 --> 0:04:53.359 Oh it's Landon. 0:04:53.440 --> 0:04:58.000 That was close though, London. How did you meet these 0:04:58.040 --> 0:04:59.440 friends that you're with right now? 0:05:00.880 --> 0:05:01.200 Kyle? 0:05:01.440 --> 0:05:03.920 I went to school with him back in the day 0:05:04.120 --> 0:05:04.640 high school? 0:05:04.680 --> 0:05:09.120 Dude, do you remember how you a long time? Like specifically, 0:05:09.200 --> 0:05:10.320 like what class it was? 0:05:12.000 --> 0:05:15.960 It was like a computer class in like fifth grade. 0:05:17.279 --> 0:05:19.160 Wow, so you've known Kyle for a long time. 0:05:20.040 --> 0:05:24.080 Yeah, dude, I'm twenty six now. I was probably like 0:05:24.200 --> 0:05:25.279 eleven or something. 0:05:26.000 --> 0:05:30.599 What do you think the secret is? What did you say? 0:05:30.680 --> 0:05:32.520 Name was Lamont? Something with an L. 0:05:32.600 --> 0:05:34.440 I'm saying that it's Landon lat. 0:05:35.800 --> 0:05:38.120 Like Brandon London. 0:05:38.160 --> 0:05:41.159 What do you think the secret is between you know? 0:05:41.240 --> 0:05:45.320 I mean the secret is to your guys's long lasting friendship. 0:05:45.480 --> 0:05:47.600 I mean, you guys are both twenty six now. 0:05:47.839 --> 0:05:49.800 And you've been after fifth grade. What do you think 0:05:49.800 --> 0:05:50.680 the secret was. 0:05:51.880 --> 0:05:57.799 Effort and eye contact. Really, yeah, probably effort. 0:05:58.600 --> 0:06:03.680 Who do you think puts more effort into the relationship me? Really? 0:06:04.360 --> 0:06:06.320 Are you? Okay? I'm sure you wish that Kyle put 0:06:06.360 --> 0:06:07.880 more effort into their relationship. 0:06:09.160 --> 0:06:11.760 No, because like if he put in the effort, then 0:06:11.800 --> 0:06:14.000 he haves to come to me, and that means I 0:06:14.000 --> 0:06:16.800 have to entertain him at my existing place. 0:06:17.279 --> 0:06:18.120 It's easier to go. 0:06:18.160 --> 0:06:21.880 For me to him. So the effort in me driving 0:06:22.160 --> 0:06:23.080 is what keeps it alive. 0:06:23.680 --> 0:06:24.920 I guess. 0:06:26.200 --> 0:06:26.520 Mm. 0:06:26.960 --> 0:06:29.000 Now, so you believe it's more effort for you to 0:06:29.120 --> 0:06:30.600 drive than for him to host you. 0:06:32.040 --> 0:06:37.640 Oh, that's a good question. Well, he didn't make me dinner. 0:06:37.680 --> 0:06:39.120 That's him putting a lot of effort in. 0:06:39.279 --> 0:06:41.279 That is a lot of effort. What did he make you? 0:06:41.320 --> 0:06:43.000 Did he just microwave something or did he make a 0:06:43.000 --> 0:06:43.400 whole thing? 0:06:44.440 --> 0:06:44.680 Dude? 0:06:44.720 --> 0:06:47.280 He made a whole thing. It was Brussels sprout fish 0:06:47.360 --> 0:06:49.240 with tomatoes on it and then there was rice on 0:06:49.279 --> 0:06:49.880 the side. 0:06:50.760 --> 0:06:51.960 That sounds like a lot of effort. 0:06:53.279 --> 0:06:55.800 Yeah, you mean a lot more to him than me, 0:06:55.920 --> 0:06:57.680 though you should probably talk to him. 0:06:58.160 --> 0:07:01.160 No, but I feel like you no, But well you 0:07:01.160 --> 0:07:02.800 know understand, I feel like I'll have a more genuine 0:07:02.839 --> 0:07:04.719 interaction with you because. 0:07:04.440 --> 0:07:05.960 You don't even we don't know who we are. 0:07:07.440 --> 0:07:10.400 Yeah, well, do you remember my name yet? It's not 0:07:10.520 --> 0:07:12.480 very genuine if you keep calling me Levante. 0:07:14.240 --> 0:07:15.320 No, I don't remember your name. 0:07:16.400 --> 0:07:19.120 It's Landon, L, A, and D. And it's like Brandon. 0:07:20.040 --> 0:07:21.840 Well, lad, It's what a pleasure talking with you. 0:07:22.920 --> 0:07:23.160 Yeah? 0:07:23.280 --> 0:07:24.920 Can you? Can you say goodbye to Kyle? 0:07:25.600 --> 0:07:33.240 Of course? Big Kyle, Hey, GaX, Listen, your friend Landon. 0:07:34.080 --> 0:07:36.160 He's a very special guy, and I want you to 0:07:36.240 --> 0:07:38.480 appreciate the friendship that you have with him, because he 0:07:38.520 --> 0:07:40.840 puts a lot of effort into being your friend, and 0:07:40.880 --> 0:07:42.280 I can tell that you put a lot of effort 0:07:42.320 --> 0:07:43.720 into being his friend as well, and. 0:07:43.680 --> 0:07:44.920 I find that very beautiful. 0:07:45.320 --> 0:07:47.200 He both would be very appreciative of the fact that 0:07:47.320 --> 0:07:48.720 you have each other in your lives. 0:07:50.200 --> 0:07:50.720 Thank you. 0:07:51.000 --> 0:07:53.440 Yeah, I love this guy too. 0:07:55.320 --> 0:07:56.320 You have a good night, Kyle. 0:07:57.200 --> 0:07:58.560 Yeah you too. 0:07:58.680 --> 0:07:58.920 Question. 0:08:04.000 --> 0:08:05.680 I totally ship them. 0:08:05.840 --> 0:08:08.400 All from guarrant. 0:08:10.400 --> 0:08:15.559 Yeart No way, no way? 0:08:15.920 --> 0:08:16.679 Am I really? 0:08:16.720 --> 0:08:17.000 Ama? 0:08:17.960 --> 0:08:19.200 You are, dude? What's up? 0:08:20.520 --> 0:08:21.160 Not much. 0:08:22.440 --> 0:08:24.600 I'm just at school right now and I thought i'd 0:08:24.640 --> 0:08:27.360 call in because I always see your advice on TikTok 0:08:27.560 --> 0:08:29.040 and it's pretty good. 0:08:30.240 --> 0:08:32.720 What where where where are you? 0:08:32.760 --> 0:08:32.840 What? 0:08:33.000 --> 0:08:34.480 School? College? High school? 0:08:35.000 --> 0:08:35.280 Yeah? 0:08:35.400 --> 0:08:38.400 College in Indiana, man in the boonies. 0:08:39.559 --> 0:08:41.480 You're at school. What do you study at school? 0:08:42.600 --> 0:08:42.880 Oh? 0:08:42.920 --> 0:08:44.679 Financial management? What does it mean? 0:08:44.800 --> 0:08:45.520 I don't really know. 0:08:45.720 --> 0:08:48.000 I haven't really found out and I'm a junior. 0:08:49.080 --> 0:08:53.440 Damn financial management. I mean, I mean that's pretty easy. 0:08:53.480 --> 0:08:56.239 You manage money financially. 0:08:57.920 --> 0:09:02.240 Yeah, except the field is incredibly competitive and it seems 0:09:02.280 --> 0:09:05.520 like everyone is expecting like five years experience. You know. 0:09:06.360 --> 0:09:10.000 Do you sound like you hate this a lot? 0:09:09.679 --> 0:09:12.000 I don't hate your management. 0:09:12.840 --> 0:09:15.000 It's just like it's one of those things where it's 0:09:15.040 --> 0:09:17.560 like you're in the box and I'd rather do something 0:09:17.760 --> 0:09:22.400 entrepreneurial than be stuck in the box. 0:09:23.480 --> 0:09:25.240 Well, like what anything in particular? 0:09:28.000 --> 0:09:31.880 Honestly, something just super cool. I have like an interview 0:09:32.000 --> 0:09:35.160 with the boring company earlier in the week. I don't 0:09:35.160 --> 0:09:35.960 know if you've heard of that, and. 0:09:36.040 --> 0:09:37.560 You want to do something super cool? 0:09:38.720 --> 0:09:41.760 Yeah, I mean they're creating like a high speed system 0:09:41.800 --> 0:09:45.760 across the country through Elon and his bores. 0:09:47.160 --> 0:09:47.959 It's pretty boring. 0:09:49.920 --> 0:09:52.679 Wait are you saying that the company that you're interviewing 0:09:52.720 --> 0:09:54.640 for is boring? But you just said that it was 0:09:54.679 --> 0:09:55.680 super cool that these. 0:09:55.760 --> 0:09:57.200 That they were making the Yeah. 0:09:57.280 --> 0:10:00.760 Yeah, it's the pun with the bores because they bore 0:10:00.840 --> 0:10:01.200 the earth. 0:10:02.800 --> 0:10:05.160 Oh okay, so you're just trying to confuse me. 0:10:06.240 --> 0:10:07.480 Yeah, something like that. 0:10:08.679 --> 0:10:12.720 Well mm hm, you want to do something interesting? 0:10:12.720 --> 0:10:14.320 I mean what would be interesting to you? 0:10:15.520 --> 0:10:17.080 I mean, I think you got one of the coolest 0:10:17.160 --> 0:10:19.840 jobs in the world. I'm not gonna lie you random. 0:10:20.760 --> 0:10:21.559 I'm very lucky. 0:10:22.559 --> 0:10:25.360 Yeah, well I know, I I you know, look the Internet. 0:10:25.800 --> 0:10:28.520 If the Internet goes out, I'm screwed. 0:10:28.600 --> 0:10:32.480 Man, That's that's true. 0:10:34.080 --> 0:10:37.880 Like what if you know? I mean, you're you're getting 0:10:37.880 --> 0:10:41.440 into financial management, right, Like you're going to be, you know, 0:10:41.559 --> 0:10:44.440 hanging out with all the rich, powerful people that at 0:10:44.440 --> 0:10:48.680 any given moment could just destroy the Internet and put 0:10:48.720 --> 0:10:49.560 me out of a job. 0:10:49.600 --> 0:10:49.800 You know. 0:10:50.000 --> 0:10:55.679 So I feel like you you wouldn't you probably stop 0:10:55.720 --> 0:10:59.920 the rich and famous, like the the actual lizard people 0:11:00.240 --> 0:11:01.880 there from turning off the internew. 0:11:01.679 --> 0:11:06.040 Actually, my girlfriend, she says her family's in the Freemasons 0:11:06.080 --> 0:11:08.839 and like run deep in them. So, I mean I'm 0:11:08.880 --> 0:11:12.360 already trying to infiltrate. Yeah, I'm already trying to get 0:11:12.360 --> 0:11:14.000 the the goods. 0:11:14.040 --> 0:11:18.840 Man, what does she does? 0:11:18.960 --> 0:11:21.760 Do you do you think she's like ever tried to 0:11:21.880 --> 0:11:24.400 lobby one of the lizard people to do something for her. 0:11:26.400 --> 0:11:32.760 No, but her her family is like crazy, like it's entertaining, 0:11:32.920 --> 0:11:35.560 Like her mom owned a bear, like that was a 0:11:35.600 --> 0:11:38.040 gift from one of her husbands. 0:11:38.920 --> 0:11:40.120 Her mom owned a bear. 0:11:41.280 --> 0:11:43.839 Yeah, yeah, her mom was like I love that. 0:11:44.120 --> 0:11:48.120 So many husbands is there? Like polyamorous me too? 0:11:49.559 --> 0:11:51.280 She is a bad marriage. 0:11:51.520 --> 0:11:58.200 Yeah, yeah, man, you know what sucks is having to 0:11:58.240 --> 0:12:02.560 deal with your ex husband's bay. 0:12:02.679 --> 0:12:06.199 Yeah. But then the neighbors though they poisoned to the. 0:12:06.120 --> 0:12:08.800 Bear, which really poisoned the bear. 0:12:10.080 --> 0:12:12.680 Yeah, yeah, why. 0:12:12.440 --> 0:12:14.440 Do they poison the bear? 0:12:16.720 --> 0:12:22.000 They saved the bear from the Ringling brothers and then 0:12:22.080 --> 0:12:28.080 the bear became like six foot three massive bear, and 0:12:28.360 --> 0:12:31.960 the neighbors are like, hey, I can't keep the bear 0:12:32.040 --> 0:12:35.560 around when it's six foot and you know it's friendly bear. 0:12:37.320 --> 0:12:39.280 But yeah, they were not happy with it. So they 0:12:39.600 --> 0:12:43.360 instead of you know, sending it away calling animal control, 0:12:43.400 --> 0:12:44.640 they were like, you know what, why don't we just 0:12:44.840 --> 0:12:48.079 poison it? 0:12:46.920 --> 0:12:50.040 Really sad because you said it was a friendly bear. 0:12:51.320 --> 0:12:56.400 It was bear, it was it was not good. 0:12:56.720 --> 0:13:01.600 Yeah, well maybe that's what you should you you should 0:13:01.600 --> 0:13:02.280 go save the Bear. 0:13:02.640 --> 0:13:05.160 You should save the Bears. I think that would be 0:13:05.200 --> 0:13:05.880 pretty interesting. 0:13:07.320 --> 0:13:10.200 That would be I have a quick question for you. 0:13:10.520 --> 0:13:11.280 What's my name is? 0:13:11.280 --> 0:13:11.720 Garrett? 0:13:11.840 --> 0:13:14.079 Yeah? Oh, I just wanted to know if I could 0:13:14.120 --> 0:13:16.480 put my friend on the line, because he was like, 0:13:16.600 --> 0:13:18.720 what the hell are you watching? And I was like, 0:13:18.880 --> 0:13:21.480 I don't know. I'm gonna try to call in and 0:13:21.800 --> 0:13:22.600 speak to the guy. 0:13:22.640 --> 0:13:25.240 Now for a minute. The last time I talked to 0:13:25.320 --> 0:13:27.760 a guy's friend who didn't know who I was, he 0:13:27.840 --> 0:13:29.959 didn't like me. So let's try this one again. 0:13:30.920 --> 0:13:35.280 I know, I know, but yeah, here here he is 0:13:35.559 --> 0:13:39.240 all right, his name is Ryan. He's real nice. It's 0:13:39.240 --> 0:13:41.559 the get go man. 0:13:41.000 --> 0:13:43.280 How are you going? 0:13:44.200 --> 0:13:44.760 It's all right? 0:13:46.600 --> 0:13:47.079 What's up? 0:13:48.120 --> 0:13:49.760 Not much? But so you Ryan? 0:13:52.920 --> 0:13:53.720 Now? Now much? 0:13:53.840 --> 0:13:56.520 Just watching the Yankees in nextra innings. 0:13:57.840 --> 0:13:58.600 It's really cool. 0:14:01.640 --> 0:14:02.640 Yes, it's a. 0:14:02.600 --> 0:14:05.040 Tight it's a type baseball game. Happened to be a 0:14:05.040 --> 0:14:05.520 big fan. 0:14:07.200 --> 0:14:10.959 Well, listen, go Yankees, and it is a pleasure to 0:14:11.000 --> 0:14:12.640 meet you, Kyle, I mean Ryan. 0:14:13.520 --> 0:14:14.480 Oh, same same to you. 0:14:14.880 --> 0:14:17.960 Here you go, give you back to the original. I'm 0:14:18.000 --> 0:14:19.080 sorry about that. 0:14:19.560 --> 0:14:22.120 Don't be sorry. Listen. Sounds like a really nice guy, 0:14:22.720 --> 0:14:25.840 and I hope that his Yankees pretty well, and I 0:14:25.840 --> 0:14:27.360 hope you have a good rest of the night. 0:14:28.120 --> 0:14:30.120 You too, Thank you so much. I'm sorry for being 0:14:30.240 --> 0:14:33.480 to prade the awkward. I just didn't think I'll get on. 0:14:33.560 --> 0:14:36.520 So you never have to apologize to me for anything ever. 0:14:36.360 --> 0:14:39.440 Garrett, you're the best man, You really are. 0:14:39.760 --> 0:14:42.720 Alright, you have a good night, man, you too, good night. 0:14:44.920 --> 0:14:48.160 Call from ohh holy shit, I'm on the show. 0:14:48.280 --> 0:14:51.200 Well to accept press one. 0:14:52.080 --> 0:14:58.320 Hello, you're on the show, dude. 0:14:58.800 --> 0:15:00.560 Oh how do helps going? Then? 0:15:01.400 --> 0:15:03.920 Uh? Yeah, you know it's going okay. 0:15:04.080 --> 0:15:06.640 You seems very excited to be on the stream. 0:15:07.040 --> 0:15:07.240 Yeah. 0:15:07.240 --> 0:15:09.080 I've called in a couple of times and just yelled 0:15:09.120 --> 0:15:11.800 like that, hoping that you'd hear it. But finally happened. 0:15:12.120 --> 0:15:14.520 It finally happened. And how what did you expand? 0:15:14.560 --> 0:15:14.680 Now? 0:15:14.760 --> 0:15:16.640 What? Well? 0:15:16.520 --> 0:15:18.200 What was fun? What's part two of your plan? 0:15:19.400 --> 0:15:21.320 I guess I'll tell you what. The weirdest thing I 0:15:21.360 --> 0:15:26.120 own is. Please it's uh, it's a mannequin. I guess 0:15:26.120 --> 0:15:27.520 a lot of people would think that's weird, and a 0:15:27.560 --> 0:15:29.240 lot of people have come into my house and been 0:15:29.600 --> 0:15:36.240 absolutely shocked by it. Taken aback, it's a it's got 0:15:36.320 --> 0:15:40.320 a dog mask on. Usually wears lingerie it's a woman 0:15:40.360 --> 0:15:42.040 mannequin hm. 0:15:42.000 --> 0:15:45.160 Hm And what do you have its for? 0:15:46.440 --> 0:15:47.080 Uh? 0:15:47.440 --> 0:15:50.760 Decoration pretty much? I Uh. I walked into Seers one 0:15:50.760 --> 0:15:54.200 time to get a jacket and they uh, they were 0:15:54.240 --> 0:15:56.120 going out of business, right, so they were selling all 0:15:56.160 --> 0:15:59.880 their all their display shit, and so I saw a mannequin. 0:16:00.240 --> 0:16:02.040 It was like sixty bucks. I'm like, fuck it? 0:16:02.080 --> 0:16:02.400 Why not? 0:16:02.880 --> 0:16:04.880 I got plenty of spare clothes to trust. 0:16:04.640 --> 0:16:04.920 It up in. 0:16:07.680 --> 0:16:11.520 My question is the lingerie? Did it come with the 0:16:11.560 --> 0:16:16.560 mannequin or did you purchase women's lingerie specifically for the mannequin. 0:16:17.200 --> 0:16:20.280 I purchased that separately after I bought the mannequin, and 0:16:20.320 --> 0:16:22.840 then a couple of friends of mine were like, oh yeah, 0:16:22.920 --> 0:16:25.360 like I I've got this, like shit that doesn't fit 0:16:25.440 --> 0:16:27.240 me anymore if you wanted to put on the mannequin. 0:16:27.280 --> 0:16:29.680 I'm like, oh, hell yeah. 0:16:30.200 --> 0:16:32.880 Was it nice lounge? Is it nice lingerie? How much 0:16:32.920 --> 0:16:33.480 did it cost? 0:16:34.680 --> 0:16:35.440 Uh? 0:16:36.040 --> 0:16:37.280 You know, that's a good question. 0:16:37.480 --> 0:16:41.040 I didn't really ask the people I got it from, 0:16:41.080 --> 0:16:45.440 but I was. I was almost like underwear subscription plan 0:16:45.560 --> 0:16:48.440 for a while. It was me undies. I'm sure you've 0:16:49.360 --> 0:16:51.360 heard of it in like podcasts and shit, it's all 0:16:51.360 --> 0:16:56.280 over it's frequently advertised. But yeah, I bought a couple 0:16:56.280 --> 0:17:02.720 of pannies off of air for some socks. That's about it. 0:17:03.080 --> 0:17:05.640 You you just now you said I bought them for her? 0:17:06.440 --> 0:17:09.520 And yeah, what's her? Does she have a name? 0:17:10.720 --> 0:17:10.919 You know? 0:17:11.040 --> 0:17:11.600 She doesn't. 0:17:13.640 --> 0:17:17.640 We got some male one time at this apartment about 0:17:17.640 --> 0:17:21.479 a year ago and the address was to Sancho something. 0:17:21.520 --> 0:17:24.480 I can't remember the last name, but her name might 0:17:24.480 --> 0:17:25.960 be Sancho. 0:17:27.440 --> 0:17:30.960 I feel like to personify an item like that, do 0:17:31.000 --> 0:17:35.400 you have any sort of, I want to say, above 0:17:35.560 --> 0:17:40.280 average emotional connection with Sancho or is she merely an 0:17:40.280 --> 0:17:40.840 object to you? 0:17:43.080 --> 0:17:45.280 I mean, there's definitely like an attachment. Like if someone 0:17:45.359 --> 0:17:47.280 on or to a you know, come in and like 0:17:47.359 --> 0:17:50.560 steal her, definitely be upset. I'd be a little distraught, 0:17:50.640 --> 0:17:57.200 you know, because because Shiit I bought her maybe almost 0:17:57.240 --> 0:17:59.760 like two years ago, coming up on like two years. 0:17:59.760 --> 0:18:00.680 So wow. 0:18:01.200 --> 0:18:03.040 Do you feel like your relationship has evolved a lot 0:18:03.080 --> 0:18:03.520 since then? 0:18:05.119 --> 0:18:08.000 Uh? 0:18:08.080 --> 0:18:11.280 You know, I don't think it's really gotten too much 0:18:11.280 --> 0:18:14.359 more complex. There's there's not really there's not much depth 0:18:14.400 --> 0:18:14.720 to it. 0:18:14.800 --> 0:18:15.000 You know. 0:18:15.640 --> 0:18:17.480 She'll just kind of stand out in the living room 0:18:17.800 --> 0:18:19.520 and like look nice and every once in a while, 0:18:19.560 --> 0:18:21.480 I'll change your clothes, I'll like dust her off. 0:18:21.520 --> 0:18:25.800 But yeah, hmm. 0:18:26.960 --> 0:18:30.119 Now, uh do when you ever have, like, you know, 0:18:30.280 --> 0:18:34.280 dates or like actual human women over at the apartments? 0:18:34.880 --> 0:18:38.400 I don't know if you do. But do they comment 0:18:38.480 --> 0:18:39.120 on the mannequin? 0:18:40.040 --> 0:18:40.479 You know? I? 0:18:40.600 --> 0:18:46.240 Uh coincidentally have not had a date since I've bought 0:18:46.280 --> 0:18:46.880 this mannequin. 0:18:47.160 --> 0:18:50.920 But now if you did, would you cover the mannequin up? 0:18:51.480 --> 0:18:51.680 No? 0:18:53.520 --> 0:18:54.960 You know what I want you to know something I 0:18:55.040 --> 0:18:56.119 respect that adamantly. 0:18:57.320 --> 0:19:00.399 Yeah, I mean, I mean you why why would I 0:19:00.440 --> 0:19:03.240 try to try to hide it? I don't know, because 0:19:03.280 --> 0:19:05.520 it's like it's probably one of the nicest pieces of 0:19:05.560 --> 0:19:07.360 a decor I have. 0:19:10.080 --> 0:19:12.439 You know, I think anyone that dates you, anyone that 0:19:12.480 --> 0:19:16.639 would be worthy to you of dating, should be okay 0:19:16.680 --> 0:19:19.720 with the mannequin or you know, I mean, it's part 0:19:19.760 --> 0:19:20.600 of who you are now. 0:19:20.880 --> 0:19:22.720 And if they can't chive with the mannequin, I feel 0:19:22.720 --> 0:19:23.720 like they can't chive with you. 0:19:24.400 --> 0:19:24.600 Yeah. 0:19:24.640 --> 0:19:27.760 Absolutely, Well, thank you so much for calling in and 0:19:27.760 --> 0:19:28.600 sharing with us. 0:19:29.040 --> 0:19:31.240 Yeah, thanks for having me on. And you want to 0:19:31.240 --> 0:19:32.600 know the best part about the mannequin? 0:19:33.080 --> 0:19:33.439 Please? 0:19:35.240 --> 0:19:37.240 She wears the same size lingerie as me. 0:19:39.640 --> 0:19:41.600 All from Nathan. 0:19:45.160 --> 0:19:54.919 Nathan. Nathan, is that you? Hello? Nathan? 0:19:55.720 --> 0:19:59.120 Yes, Hello, How are you good? 0:19:59.160 --> 0:19:59.800 How are you? Man? 0:20:01.080 --> 0:20:03.720 I'm I'm uh, I'm chilling. 0:20:04.000 --> 0:20:04.879 I'm very uh. 0:20:06.640 --> 0:20:09.919 I've definitely been feeling a lot lower energy lately, but 0:20:09.960 --> 0:20:11.040 I'm trying to power through it. 0:20:11.119 --> 0:20:12.919 Man, I think you're doing all right. 0:20:13.000 --> 0:20:16.200 That last call was a little fucking weird. 0:20:17.840 --> 0:20:20.120 Really, you what tell me what you thought was weird 0:20:20.160 --> 0:20:20.600 about it? 0:20:21.880 --> 0:20:24.720 Why does somebody keep a mannequin in their living room? 0:20:25.040 --> 0:20:25.480 I don't know. 0:20:25.640 --> 0:20:27.359 I think that's kind of weird. I mean, I guess 0:20:27.400 --> 0:20:29.160 I have a couple of weird things in my room, 0:20:29.200 --> 0:20:37.280 but it's more along like collectible ship like I have, 0:20:37.440 --> 0:20:44.560 Like you have some weird things. Yeah, I've got a 0:20:44.760 --> 0:20:50.760 coyote skull that an ex coworker of mine currently their 0:20:50.840 --> 0:20:56.240 uncle shot in their backyard. I don't really condone killing 0:20:56.280 --> 0:20:57.960 animals just for sport, but. 0:20:58.240 --> 0:21:02.000 Well, listen, I mean, all right, I'm not I'm not 0:21:02.080 --> 0:21:06.399 here to judge anyone, but you know, look, this guy 0:21:06.800 --> 0:21:14.880 has a representation. This guy has a fake dead body. 0:21:15.840 --> 0:21:18.280 That's what a mannequin is. It's a dead body, but 0:21:18.359 --> 0:21:19.600 it's but it's fake. 0:21:19.680 --> 0:21:22.919 It's never it's a dead body that never lived in 0:21:22.960 --> 0:21:23.720 the first place. 0:21:24.240 --> 0:21:25.159 I can agree with that. 0:21:25.280 --> 0:21:26.520 Yet you. 0:21:27.880 --> 0:21:35.120 Have a have a dead body that once lived. That's 0:21:35.240 --> 0:21:38.840 true if if we're if and look, this is not 0:21:38.920 --> 0:21:47.000 a place for qualitative judgments, but if it were, you 0:21:47.160 --> 0:21:50.760 would on that scale have the be in possession of 0:21:50.800 --> 0:21:51.640 the weirder thing. 0:21:52.760 --> 0:21:57.560 I guess that's true, because you're dead thing. I didn't 0:21:57.560 --> 0:21:59.919 think about it like that once. 0:22:01.960 --> 0:22:02.840 It did once live. 0:22:03.040 --> 0:22:07.600 But I do appreciate that thing once living. I mean 0:22:08.280 --> 0:22:11.600 a plastic mannequin from Sears that's going out of business. 0:22:11.720 --> 0:22:16.960 I don't really know how anybody can really appreciate something 0:22:17.080 --> 0:22:21.880 like that, you know, I guess, I mean, hey, teeth 0:22:21.960 --> 0:22:22.600 their owne. 0:22:22.800 --> 0:22:30.080 Then exactly, So you've got a coyotes skull, And what's 0:22:30.119 --> 0:22:31.960 the other thing you said? You were about to list 0:22:32.040 --> 0:22:32.760 multiple things? 0:22:32.840 --> 0:22:34.600 I gotta, yeah, I gotta. 0:22:35.320 --> 0:22:36.920 I actually found this at a thrift store. 0:22:36.960 --> 0:22:39.720 It's a full it'suck. 0:22:39.720 --> 0:22:41.280 I wish I could show you a picture of it. 0:22:41.280 --> 0:22:44.840 It's like as big as my fucking head. But it's 0:22:45.200 --> 0:22:50.159 an entire like nautilus shell that's like still intact, but. 0:22:52.080 --> 0:22:52.720 A nautilus. 0:22:53.520 --> 0:22:58.840 It's like a like a a cephalopod. If I'm correct, 0:22:58.880 --> 0:22:59.840 I could be wrong on that. 0:23:00.359 --> 0:23:03.240 You can't answer the question what is a nautilus with 0:23:03.760 --> 0:23:05.680 it's a cephalopod. 0:23:05.960 --> 0:23:12.560 Because it's like a crust It's like a super ancient crustacean. 0:23:13.600 --> 0:23:15.280 All right, I know what a crustacean is. 0:23:15.680 --> 0:23:19.359 Okay, it's like it's like you not so. I mean, 0:23:19.400 --> 0:23:21.480 it's kind of a crab, but it's like it's like 0:23:21.520 --> 0:23:23.920 an it's like an octopus that lives inside of a 0:23:24.040 --> 0:23:26.960 shell kind of, if that makes sense. 0:23:28.840 --> 0:23:30.920 It's a weird, fucked up ocean thing. 0:23:31.840 --> 0:23:34.359 Yeah, it's like super fucking old. 0:23:34.480 --> 0:23:34.880 Yeah. 0:23:35.640 --> 0:23:36.240 Is it alive? 0:23:37.560 --> 0:23:38.520 Uh, it used to be. 0:23:38.840 --> 0:23:40.320 It's just a shell now, so. 0:23:40.320 --> 0:23:41.400 It like grew out of it. 0:23:42.080 --> 0:23:46.680 Yeah, you have man you have mannequins in a. 0:23:46.680 --> 0:23:49.640 Sense, I guess I do. 0:23:49.840 --> 0:23:50.120 I get. 0:23:50.160 --> 0:23:52.800 I guess I can't hate on this other this previous 0:23:52.880 --> 0:23:57.639 caller then too much. I guess you're proven me wrong, 0:23:58.600 --> 0:23:59.720 making me see these things. 0:23:59.560 --> 0:23:59.920 In a way. 0:24:00.000 --> 0:24:02.560 I don't have so many dead animals in your house, 0:24:03.760 --> 0:24:04.440 I mean. 0:24:06.119 --> 0:24:10.120 Really the only things that I have. But I love 0:24:10.400 --> 0:24:13.879 I love living animals too. I mean I love my 0:24:13.960 --> 0:24:18.280 cat and my dogs and everything else. So it's not 0:24:18.320 --> 0:24:19.920 like theoretically. 0:24:20.760 --> 0:24:24.720 That's even creepier isn't it all right? If you break 0:24:24.760 --> 0:24:27.120 it down, and I'm so, I'm promised I won't spend 0:24:27.160 --> 0:24:29.080 too much time on this. But if you break it 0:24:29.119 --> 0:24:34.320 down having a dog or a cat, it's almost it's 0:24:34.320 --> 0:24:37.480 a little it's almost even weirder than having a mannequin, 0:24:38.119 --> 0:24:41.400 because because you own, you are in possession of a 0:24:41.440 --> 0:24:42.080 living thing. 0:24:43.280 --> 0:24:45.440 I mean, I guess things, not a lie. 0:24:45.560 --> 0:24:46.560 It never was alive. 0:24:47.359 --> 0:24:50.600 I don't really consider like like a pet as like 0:24:50.640 --> 0:24:53.080 a possession though. I just kind of think of it 0:24:53.200 --> 0:24:56.080 like a roommate where it's like, hey, I'm going to 0:24:56.200 --> 0:24:57.960 like give you some food and you can live here 0:24:58.000 --> 0:24:58.640 for free. 0:24:59.240 --> 0:25:03.480 And I don't know, all right, that makes sense. 0:25:03.880 --> 0:25:08.800 Now if he considered he's uh his mannequin a roommate 0:25:09.119 --> 0:25:12.400 and would like feed it and ship, then I. 0:25:12.320 --> 0:25:16.040 Think, yeah, that would be super weird. That would be 0:25:16.119 --> 0:25:16.720 super weird. 0:25:17.080 --> 0:25:19.760 I'm glad he doesn't a place for it's not a 0:25:19.800 --> 0:25:24.040 place for for, you know, qualitative judgments. 0:25:24.480 --> 0:25:26.720 My name is Nathan Uh, and I just wanted to 0:25:26.760 --> 0:25:29.520 say I've been watching you for like the last three months, 0:25:29.600 --> 0:25:33.280 and this should is super tight. I guess I'm kind 0:25:33.320 --> 0:25:35.320 of a newer viewer. I don't know how long you've 0:25:35.320 --> 0:25:37.919 been doing this, But man, I've tried calling in so 0:25:38.000 --> 0:25:40.520 many times and this is the first time I got in. 0:25:40.680 --> 0:25:42.320 So I'm glad you did it. 0:25:43.200 --> 0:25:44.920 We did it, man, we did it. 0:25:45.560 --> 0:25:48.119 Hell yeah, Well, thank you so much for being on 0:25:48.160 --> 0:25:52.520 the stream. Man. Yeah, fucking Nathan forever, and I hope 0:25:52.520 --> 0:25:53.520 to talk to you again soon. 0:25:53.640 --> 0:25:53.880 Dog. 0:25:54.240 --> 0:25:54.760 Take care of me. 0:25:54.800 --> 0:25:55.879 I'll try and call it again. 0:25:56.119 --> 0:25:56.679 Take care. 0:26:00.680 --> 0:26:02.600 All from Jeffrey. 0:26:04.000 --> 0:26:05.520 Could you say your name was Frederico? 0:26:07.400 --> 0:26:08.160 No, Jeffery. 0:26:09.280 --> 0:26:17.359 Sorry, sorry, sorry, Now you can take it is important. 0:26:17.880 --> 0:26:22.600 Not really, it's I met online and I'm not really 0:26:22.600 --> 0:26:23.040 digging it. 0:26:23.560 --> 0:26:25.200 So the girl you met online? 0:26:26.119 --> 0:26:27.920 Yeah, weird. 0:26:29.440 --> 0:26:30.480 It was weird. Man. 0:26:31.560 --> 0:26:34.040 It's just weird because it's, you know, because of COVID, 0:26:34.160 --> 0:26:37.480 and I just wanted to see if people were actually dating. 0:26:37.560 --> 0:26:41.760 And yeah, people weretly, not really trying to date. They're 0:26:41.840 --> 0:26:43.960 just trying to see what's out there, and I guess 0:26:43.960 --> 0:26:46.560 in the ocean and they just see it's a bunch 0:26:46.600 --> 0:26:48.800 of fishes that don't know what they want either. 0:26:49.640 --> 0:26:53.880 Mm hmmm. Do you do you don't know what you want? 0:26:53.920 --> 0:26:56.200 Or you don't you think she doesn't know what she wants? 0:26:56.240 --> 0:26:57.320 Oh, I know what I want? 0:26:57.480 --> 0:26:59.720 I just I just think that she doesn't know what 0:26:59.760 --> 0:27:04.160 she wants, which is because the first thing she said 0:27:04.160 --> 0:27:06.720 to me was like, Oh, you're cute. 0:27:07.359 --> 0:27:09.400 I hope you don't ghost me. 0:27:09.520 --> 0:27:11.560 Like a couple of guys did, and it's like, how 0:27:11.560 --> 0:27:15.960 do you start a conversation with sex? But then it's like, uh, 0:27:16.080 --> 0:27:18.600 I actually do find you cute, but you seem like 0:27:18.640 --> 0:27:20.240 you have low self esteem. 0:27:19.920 --> 0:27:20.840 And I don't like that. 0:27:22.520 --> 0:27:24.120 So yeah, and it. 0:27:24.160 --> 0:27:29.159 Sucks because it's like, what you're doing, I'm looking for 0:27:29.200 --> 0:27:32.720 someone who I guess. I guess I'm looking for someone 0:27:32.760 --> 0:27:37.600 who who just wants to build something together, like you 0:27:37.640 --> 0:27:40.760 gotta have goals, Like I just want someone I guess 0:27:40.760 --> 0:27:44.240 to like push me and I push them to be better. 0:27:45.320 --> 0:27:48.679 But it's fucking hard because I've noticed now with some 0:27:48.800 --> 0:27:52.360 women online when they when they tell you what exactly 0:27:52.400 --> 0:27:54.520 they want, they say, oh, I want a relationship, I 0:27:54.560 --> 0:27:57.880 want a friend, and want to do this and that. Yeah, 0:27:57.920 --> 0:28:00.920 when you actually agree with them, they really don't want that. 0:28:02.000 --> 0:28:03.800 They generally don't. 0:28:03.920 --> 0:28:07.679 Yeah, most guys, you think that they actually want them 0:28:08.800 --> 0:28:10.879 if they just want to go with the flow. 0:28:11.200 --> 0:28:15.919 They want exactly what every other guy wants, which is trying. 0:28:15.680 --> 0:28:18.480 To figure out what kind of person you are. You know, 0:28:18.560 --> 0:28:20.080 most guys are trying to figure out if you're a 0:28:20.080 --> 0:28:22.280 woe or not. If you're not, of course they'll keep 0:28:22.359 --> 0:28:26.280 dating you. If you're probably leaning on the whole inside. 0:28:25.880 --> 0:28:27.800 They'll try to have sex with you. 0:28:28.160 --> 0:28:29.600 And I kind of feel like that's what it is 0:28:29.640 --> 0:28:31.199 with some women. They're just trying to find out if 0:28:31.200 --> 0:28:35.199 you're a fuck a boy or if you're serious. And then, 0:28:35.320 --> 0:28:38.280 of course I haven't met one woman online who just says, look, 0:28:38.640 --> 0:28:41.880 I just want a nut and that's it. 0:28:41.920 --> 0:28:42.920 I just want to move on. 0:28:43.000 --> 0:28:44.280 I don't want anything. 0:28:43.960 --> 0:28:47.160 From you, which I don't want. But it's just I. 0:28:47.080 --> 0:28:50.160 Find it really strange that when you agree with women 0:28:50.240 --> 0:28:56.720 on relationships and friendships, they they just act different. I 0:28:57.280 --> 0:28:59.880 was expecting them to agree and say, hey. 0:28:59.680 --> 0:29:00.000 You're. 0:29:03.680 --> 0:29:07.440 You're gung ho, you know exactly what you want out 0:29:07.440 --> 0:29:10.600 of her life, and you're looking for someone. You're looking 0:29:10.640 --> 0:29:13.959 for someone else who knows exactly what they want. And 0:29:14.000 --> 0:29:17.880 then you you meet someone who says they know exactly 0:29:17.920 --> 0:29:20.040 what they want. But then you start to get into 0:29:20.080 --> 0:29:22.320 it more and it turns out they don't know what 0:29:22.360 --> 0:29:24.400 they want as much as you thought they thought they 0:29:24.440 --> 0:29:25.080 knew what they. 0:29:24.920 --> 0:29:30.880 Wanted exactly, and it sucks. Sucks. 0:29:30.960 --> 0:29:33.680 Man out there somewhere though, you know, out there somewhere though, 0:29:33.760 --> 0:29:37.440 you know there's a girl who's experiencing the same who 0:29:37.520 --> 0:29:41.440 also knows exactly what she wants. But but you know, 0:29:42.160 --> 0:29:45.120 it's meeting this, talking all these guys who who are 0:29:45.200 --> 0:29:47.160 being you know, floundery and everything. 0:29:48.000 --> 0:29:50.360 You know, you'll find someone. 0:29:51.680 --> 0:29:55.760 I believe, I'm curious more. All right, So you you 0:29:55.800 --> 0:29:59.880 want to build something? You said, yeah, tell me what. 0:30:00.040 --> 0:30:01.360 I'm very warm. 0:30:01.680 --> 0:30:02.120 I want to. 0:30:02.160 --> 0:30:04.000 I want to build. I want to I want to 0:30:04.080 --> 0:30:07.680 run my own company. Like I've had a crappy year. 0:30:07.920 --> 0:30:13.400 I've seen my neighbor die because of COVID and he's 0:30:13.400 --> 0:30:14.240 a really cool guy. 0:30:14.280 --> 0:30:15.520 We'll talk about sports. 0:30:15.520 --> 0:30:17.800 And when I found out he passed away, I was 0:30:17.880 --> 0:30:20.520 freaking out because I would see him in the elevator, 0:30:20.600 --> 0:30:23.040 so I thought I had it and I couldn't get 0:30:23.040 --> 0:30:24.640 any appointments to get tested. 0:30:24.720 --> 0:30:27.480 So I was freaking out, and I just said to. 0:30:27.440 --> 0:30:31.600 Myself, Wow, I'm really that that lost in life, Like 0:30:31.840 --> 0:30:33.800 I could die right now and no one could give 0:30:33.800 --> 0:30:36.280 a shit, Like what am I doing? And why am 0:30:36.320 --> 0:30:40.760 I waiting for a stimulus check. I have friends who 0:30:41.280 --> 0:30:43.400 own businesses and they're moving. 0:30:43.600 --> 0:30:45.560 They're like, fuck that, I'm out. 0:30:45.800 --> 0:30:47.680 I'll buy a car in a house, and I got 0:30:47.720 --> 0:30:50.400 my kids and I'm leaving and I'm just here, just 0:30:50.440 --> 0:30:53.760 waiting for a stimulus check. It's like, what am I 0:30:53.840 --> 0:30:57.000 doing with my life? I have an ext girlfriend who 0:30:57.840 --> 0:30:58.680 broke up with. 0:30:58.560 --> 0:31:01.560 Me and then told me she was having a her. 0:31:00.800 --> 0:31:03.400 Cousin over ended up being a guy she was fucking 0:31:04.120 --> 0:31:07.040 or we were living together, and she gave me a 0:31:07.080 --> 0:31:09.360 month to move out, even when I found out, And 0:31:09.400 --> 0:31:13.440 then she gave me a week uh notice earlier before 0:31:13.560 --> 0:31:16.840 leaving a month ahead, right, so I had I had 0:31:16.880 --> 0:31:19.800 one month to leave. A week before I was supposed 0:31:19.840 --> 0:31:21.000 to leave, she. 0:31:21.080 --> 0:31:22.520 Already telling me, oh, can you leave? 0:31:22.560 --> 0:31:24.520 Because you know, I'm off my period and I want 0:31:24.560 --> 0:31:28.320 to have sex with this guy. And I'm just there like, yeah, 0:31:28.320 --> 0:31:31.160 I'm a big piece of shit, not no career, nothing 0:31:31.240 --> 0:31:34.280 going on, and so can I. 0:31:34.280 --> 0:31:36.880 If I could interject for just a second, it sounds 0:31:36.920 --> 0:31:41.280 like you you what's your name was, Jeffrey, Yeah, Jeffrey. 0:31:41.280 --> 0:31:44.520 It sounds like you shouldn't even be dating, right, because 0:31:44.920 --> 0:31:47.040 if you're looking for someone to build some I feel 0:31:47.080 --> 0:31:49.239 like yeah, if you're looking right. And here's the thing, man, 0:31:49.280 --> 0:31:51.880 if you're looking for someone to like build something with, 0:31:52.080 --> 0:31:56.680 you gotta you gotta come with something. And it's okay 0:31:56.760 --> 0:31:59.920 to not have your life the way that you want it, 0:32:00.040 --> 0:32:02.720 but I feel like you would you could better spend 0:32:02.800 --> 0:32:05.600 your time trying to get your life to where you 0:32:05.640 --> 0:32:09.080 want it as opposed to like trying to I feel 0:32:09.080 --> 0:32:10.880 like you don't. I feel like you're putting out your 0:32:10.960 --> 0:32:15.320 product onto the marketplace before it's fully finished, you know 0:32:15.360 --> 0:32:17.840 what I'm saying. So of course you're only gonna So 0:32:17.840 --> 0:32:20.440 of course, if you're not right where you want to 0:32:20.440 --> 0:32:23.840 be yet, you're gonna you're gonna you're gonna attract people 0:32:23.880 --> 0:32:26.840 who are also not where they want to be yet. 0:32:26.880 --> 0:32:28.480 So I feel like you should spend a little bit 0:32:28.520 --> 0:32:31.200 of time, you know, trying to get your life to 0:32:31.200 --> 0:32:33.160 where you want it to be before you go out 0:32:33.200 --> 0:32:35.760 and and and and and get really into dating. 0:32:36.480 --> 0:32:40.920 You're right, it's just I guess, I just I'm doing it. 0:32:41.040 --> 0:32:44.720 I guess just to feel like maybe something out there 0:32:44.800 --> 0:32:45.400 gives a ship. 0:32:46.960 --> 0:32:49.320 But man, that's the probable. And you know, look, I 0:32:49.320 --> 0:32:50.640 can tell that you're a driven guy. 0:32:50.680 --> 0:32:52.320 You know you don't want to run into the problem 0:32:52.360 --> 0:32:55.240 of trying to depend on other people for your own 0:32:55.280 --> 0:32:58.600 success and your own happiness. You know, you want to 0:32:58.720 --> 0:33:01.040 build your own success and head and it's independent of 0:33:01.080 --> 0:33:01.920 other people first. 0:33:02.280 --> 0:33:04.360 And then you can go out and you know, add 0:33:04.400 --> 0:33:06.080 people to to your life. 0:33:06.080 --> 0:33:09.640 But you don't want, you know, to make other people 0:33:09.720 --> 0:33:13.240 responsible for your happiness and success. 0:33:13.720 --> 0:33:16.160 Sure, thank you man, you. 0:33:17.920 --> 0:33:23.000 Too, all from hazel Nut. 0:33:24.640 --> 0:33:25.560 Hazel Nuts. 0:33:26.560 --> 0:33:28.880 Hello there, Hello. 0:33:28.720 --> 0:33:30.480 There, ud. 0:33:31.440 --> 0:33:33.840 I love therapy Gecko. I've heard you talk down about it. 0:33:34.120 --> 0:33:37.000 I like im partial lizard too, but sarraby gecko really 0:33:37.000 --> 0:33:37.680 sticks on the head. 0:33:38.960 --> 0:33:40.760 Who are you man? What's up? 0:33:43.440 --> 0:33:46.280 I mean, that's a very philosophical question. Who are we 0:33:46.360 --> 0:33:49.480 really underneath our gecko costumes. 0:33:50.440 --> 0:33:53.120 I've told you I'm very opaque about this. My name 0:33:53.160 --> 0:33:53.960 is Lyle Man. 0:33:54.960 --> 0:33:55.280 Wow. 0:33:55.320 --> 0:33:58.040 Wow, mine is hazel Nuts, at least for the time. 0:33:57.920 --> 0:34:02.240 Being, hazel Nut. You you your your your kookie, little 0:34:02.320 --> 0:34:04.880 mystery bastard man. 0:34:05.520 --> 0:34:09.000 That's exactly what it said in my yearbook, Oh. 0:34:09.600 --> 0:34:14.160 Your yearbook at at the at the Kookie Guys School, 0:34:14.800 --> 0:34:19.279 you graduated the Kookie, the Kookie spooky guy. 0:34:19.280 --> 0:34:21.200 We just we just called it a sanitarium. 0:34:21.200 --> 0:34:24.040 But you know, what is sanitarium? 0:34:24.600 --> 0:34:28.400 Uh, it's kind of like a Victorian wave thing asylum, 0:34:28.600 --> 0:34:29.760 hazel nut nut house. 0:34:29.840 --> 0:34:30.319 I don't know. 0:34:33.320 --> 0:34:34.879 What are you? What are you doing right now? 0:34:34.920 --> 0:34:37.160 You seem like you're like multid I feel like I'm 0:34:37.160 --> 0:34:40.359 the seventh thing that you're doing right now in a multitask. 0:34:41.200 --> 0:34:43.360 No, you have all my attention, But I'm in the 0:34:43.480 --> 0:34:45.840 kitchen and I'm looking at a whole bunch of carrot 0:34:45.920 --> 0:34:47.560 muffins that just came out of the oven. 0:34:49.160 --> 0:34:53.520 Carrot muffins. Yeah, what is a carrot muffin? 0:34:55.680 --> 0:34:57.360 You don't you don't know what a car muffin? If 0:34:57.360 --> 0:35:00.760 you don't know what a cephalopod, a nautilus or carrot muffin? 0:35:01.239 --> 0:35:03.560 Did you just call in to ship on me? 0:35:04.440 --> 0:35:04.840 No? 0:35:04.840 --> 0:35:06.560 No, I love you. 0:35:07.560 --> 0:35:11.560 A carrot muffin is a muffin like a sweet bakery confection. 0:35:14.000 --> 0:35:17.960 Amongst its ingredients is the unexpected carrot, which is actually 0:35:18.040 --> 0:35:18.720 rather sweet. 0:35:20.360 --> 0:35:21.680 Is it like a carrot cake? 0:35:23.160 --> 0:35:24.640 Much? Much similar? 0:35:24.680 --> 0:35:26.280 Brown sugar and walnot? 0:35:26.400 --> 0:35:31.360 And do you do you are the carrot cake koochster? 0:35:32.960 --> 0:35:37.480 H again, exactly what sanitary of your book? 0:35:40.080 --> 0:35:43.000 Why did you make carrot muffins today? Any are you 0:35:43.040 --> 0:35:43.960 celebrating something. 0:35:44.680 --> 0:35:48.120 Are you my girlfriend? My girlfriend just decided to I 0:35:48.160 --> 0:35:50.239 don't ever know what it is that she's cooking. When 0:35:50.239 --> 0:35:53.319 she goes okay, it's time to go cook something, and 0:35:53.560 --> 0:35:56.440 I got to be up and ready to help. I 0:35:56.440 --> 0:35:56.719 don't know. 0:35:58.080 --> 0:35:59.920 Well, it's nice of you to go along with with 0:36:00.080 --> 0:36:02.040 their plan without much resistance. 0:36:02.840 --> 0:36:04.239 It's it's way easier that way. 0:36:05.640 --> 0:36:06.400 Do you ever, I. 0:36:06.400 --> 0:36:08.680 Mean, you seem like you don't even care that much. 0:36:08.719 --> 0:36:12.360 You actually seem you actually seem delighted by the idea 0:36:12.360 --> 0:36:15.479 of not having of having someone choose for you because 0:36:15.520 --> 0:36:16.080 it makes well. 0:36:16.120 --> 0:36:19.160 I mean, I assure you, I have a million things 0:36:19.160 --> 0:36:21.160 at any second I could be doing that. I would 0:36:21.200 --> 0:36:25.160 gladly set anything aside for the cause of Caramus. 0:36:25.440 --> 0:36:26.440 I also have sugar. 0:36:26.160 --> 0:36:28.040 Cookies in the oven right now. It's actually what I 0:36:28.080 --> 0:36:28.879 was coming into check. 0:36:29.400 --> 0:36:31.720 You're the sugar cookie Cookie. 0:36:31.360 --> 0:36:34.160 Guy, cookie Cookie. 0:36:34.560 --> 0:36:36.200 They're already really close. 0:36:39.560 --> 0:36:41.040 What's the strangest thing you own? 0:36:42.600 --> 0:36:47.399 I have a pretty good Dungeons and Dragons tabletop role 0:36:47.400 --> 0:36:50.799 playing game collection. I have a number of ones that 0:36:50.880 --> 0:36:54.440 stretch back into like the early seventies. 0:36:58.200 --> 0:37:02.480 What uh, what's what's what's your character in Dungeons and Dragons. 0:37:02.760 --> 0:37:06.440 Well, I'm more of the eternal game master, you know, 0:37:06.640 --> 0:37:10.000 like always the bridesmaid, never the bride. I never get 0:37:10.000 --> 0:37:14.160 to play. I always have to make the world, Isn't that? 0:37:14.440 --> 0:37:16.879 But that's playing, is making the sure. 0:37:17.239 --> 0:37:20.560 Yes, the game master is is a player, but they're 0:37:20.560 --> 0:37:23.719 a player who doesn't have a single character. Instead, I 0:37:23.760 --> 0:37:27.719 have to play everybody else, so. 0:37:27.680 --> 0:37:28.239 You get to play. 0:37:28.320 --> 0:37:30.120 You actually seem like you get to play the game 0:37:30.520 --> 0:37:32.799 the most potentially. 0:37:33.239 --> 0:37:36.479 I mean, in a sandbox styled D and D game, 0:37:36.640 --> 0:37:40.000 I set up all the adventures everywhere, and then once 0:37:40.120 --> 0:37:42.640 the characters are let loose on it, I have no control. 0:37:42.719 --> 0:37:46.120 They decide let's check out the hauntings in the graveyard. No, no, 0:37:46.360 --> 0:37:49.239 let's let's check out the craft spaceship and the barrier peaks. 0:37:49.760 --> 0:37:51.960 It's not it's not really my decision, but I have 0:37:52.040 --> 0:37:53.920 it all prepared and I'm ready for wherever they go. 0:37:55.360 --> 0:37:58.840 What's uh, what's your favorite place to go in the 0:37:58.960 --> 0:38:01.200 Dungeon and Dragon. 0:38:01.680 --> 0:38:04.480 My favorite Dungeons and Dragons module. My favorite thing that 0:38:04.520 --> 0:38:08.200 I own is called stone Hell Dungeon. It is a 0:38:08.640 --> 0:38:13.960 normous dungeon mega dungeon that's ten levels deep, eh levels 0:38:13.960 --> 0:38:16.840 divided into quadrants, so they would have their own themes. 0:38:16.840 --> 0:38:19.960 So there's like a flying level, a reptile level that 0:38:20.040 --> 0:38:22.840 you would fit in, a whole bunch of undead levels, 0:38:22.920 --> 0:38:27.600 and it's enormous. No player group, if they had any 0:38:27.640 --> 0:38:30.560 life whatsoever outside of the game, would ever have any 0:38:30.640 --> 0:38:32.480 chance of ever seeing the bottom. 0:38:33.040 --> 0:38:33.360 Wow. 0:38:34.000 --> 0:38:36.800 So no one's ever seen the bottom of this dungeon. 0:38:37.280 --> 0:38:41.400 I've scoured the internet for people playing, like play reports. 0:38:41.440 --> 0:38:44.000 I've never heard anyone get past level four. 0:38:47.880 --> 0:38:49.960 Can I be a boss? Can I be a boss 0:38:50.000 --> 0:38:51.960 of the reptile part of this? 0:38:52.200 --> 0:38:57.200 Definitely? It's good. There's a whole reptile cults. There's a 0:38:57.239 --> 0:38:59.719 bunch of lizard men. But in the future I will 0:38:59.760 --> 0:39:02.680 make the head priest of the lizard men named Lyle. 0:39:03.880 --> 0:39:07.279 I like that, and he'll be kind of geky. He 0:39:07.360 --> 0:39:09.200 had a pet gecko. Actually in the care he has 0:39:09.280 --> 0:39:12.840 a giant gecko, the kind of gecko that like climbs 0:39:12.880 --> 0:39:14.719 on the ceilings of a D and D character's walk 0:39:14.760 --> 0:39:16.799 into the room, suddenly drops in the ceiling and like 0:39:16.840 --> 0:39:21.000 bites their face off. Kind of monster gecko. Can I 0:39:21.040 --> 0:39:24.560 be honest with you, I wouldn't expect anything else. 0:39:24.880 --> 0:39:27.200 I think you might be the happiest person I've ever 0:39:27.239 --> 0:39:27.759 spoken to. 0:39:32.560 --> 0:39:32.920 Thank you. 0:39:34.719 --> 0:39:35.120 What did you say? 0:39:35.160 --> 0:39:37.319 Your name was Hazel Man. 0:39:37.880 --> 0:39:39.759 Well, thank you so much for sharing Hazel that I 0:39:39.760 --> 0:39:41.799 can't wait to be the boss of your dungeon and 0:39:43.000 --> 0:39:47.600 I men know if you need we'll talk about you know, as. 0:39:47.480 --> 0:39:50.840 Long as robots don't steal my nap again. I promise 0:39:50.880 --> 0:39:52.719 you I'll have a campaign for you as soon as 0:39:52.719 --> 0:39:55.120 I'm on Twitch. I'll invite you into a campaign and 0:39:55.120 --> 0:39:56.759 you can play a lizard man Barbaria. 0:39:57.680 --> 0:40:00.240 That sounds amazing. Thank you, Hazelnut. 0:40:01.239 --> 0:40:02.200 Knight's always open. 0:40:03.320 --> 0:40:07.280 Have a good night you too. 0:40:08.200 --> 0:40:11.839 All from I worked co LLC to accept press one 0:40:12.040 --> 0:40:13.560 to send a voidsmail. 0:40:13.320 --> 0:40:22.360 Hello, Hello, Hello, Hi, Hi therapy gecko. 0:40:23.440 --> 0:40:25.919 Hi. Uh what's your name? 0:40:26.920 --> 0:40:27.760 My name is Aaron. 0:40:29.040 --> 0:40:30.080 How are you? Aaron? 0:40:31.480 --> 0:40:31.920 Terrific? 0:40:32.120 --> 0:40:35.760 Actually really good. I don't know how long ago, maybe 0:40:35.960 --> 0:40:39.640 six months ago. I was back in December. Actually I 0:40:39.719 --> 0:40:44.719 was losing my dog and I called you. I got 0:40:44.760 --> 0:40:47.040 through and you you helped me a little bit. 0:40:47.120 --> 0:40:47.680 That night. 0:40:49.400 --> 0:40:52.760 He lost your dog, well, he died. 0:40:52.880 --> 0:40:55.360 His name was Stink. He was he was old. 0:40:56.239 --> 0:40:58.040 Oh I'm sorry to hear that. You know what I 0:40:58.080 --> 0:40:58.799 remember this? 0:40:59.040 --> 0:41:03.160 Actually, yeah, yeah, yeah, it was in December. 0:41:04.920 --> 0:41:07.880 Wow, man, I'm sorry to hear that. Did you have 0:41:08.040 --> 0:41:08.480 that much. 0:41:10.600 --> 0:41:10.920 Better? 0:41:11.360 --> 0:41:15.520 Actually, it's interesting I didn't realize until now. It does 0:41:15.719 --> 0:41:20.360 tie into what looks to be your topic of conversation tonight. 0:41:20.440 --> 0:41:23.000 Man, Are you do you want my own speakerphone? Right now? 0:41:25.280 --> 0:41:25.839 How about now? 0:41:25.920 --> 0:41:26.399 Is that better? 0:41:27.800 --> 0:41:28.799 Can you guys hear this? 0:41:28.920 --> 0:41:29.160 Man? 0:41:30.840 --> 0:41:31.120 Better? 0:41:32.960 --> 0:41:33.959 Hopefully that's better? 0:41:34.080 --> 0:41:34.279 Now? 0:41:34.960 --> 0:41:35.240 Better? 0:41:37.600 --> 0:41:38.360 Everybody hear me? 0:41:39.719 --> 0:41:39.919 Yeah? 0:41:39.920 --> 0:41:44.960 I think you made it worse. Actually, let me try that. 0:41:52.440 --> 0:41:54.000 I took that phone out of the case. 0:41:54.120 --> 0:41:54.640 Is that better? 0:41:57.239 --> 0:41:57.479 Yeah? 0:41:59.480 --> 0:42:00.279 Is it better? All right? 0:42:00.360 --> 0:42:02.400 So what's the weirdest thing you owned? You said? You 0:42:02.440 --> 0:42:04.480 said that that they tie in. 0:42:05.440 --> 0:42:08.120 Well, so it was hard to go home. I didn't 0:42:08.120 --> 0:42:11.279 want to go home after my dog passed away, so 0:42:12.320 --> 0:42:15.400 I bought a short bus, like a mini school bus, 0:42:16.480 --> 0:42:18.560 and I turned it into a house. So I didn't 0:42:18.600 --> 0:42:21.279 want to go home. I lived there with that dog 0:42:21.400 --> 0:42:24.480 for twelve years, so I didn't want to go home. 0:42:24.520 --> 0:42:28.560 And then I bought another school bus and connected it 0:42:28.600 --> 0:42:32.200 because I needed a living room. Then that I wanted 0:42:32.239 --> 0:42:34.560 an office. So I guess the weirdest thing I own 0:42:34.760 --> 0:42:38.799 is a series of school buses connected to each other 0:42:38.960 --> 0:42:43.600 that I live inside of. So, yeah, that's the weirdest 0:42:43.600 --> 0:42:49.680 thing I owned. The house, the school bus house, a compound, 0:42:49.719 --> 0:42:52.000 a bus compound, if you will. 0:42:53.000 --> 0:42:56.360 Really, how long have you been living out of this bus? 0:42:56.960 --> 0:42:57.880 Since December? 0:42:59.200 --> 0:43:00.640 Yeah? Wow, December. 0:43:01.680 --> 0:43:04.160 So it's three buses now I have to connect them. 0:43:04.160 --> 0:43:06.280 I have like this little tunnel system. 0:43:05.920 --> 0:43:06.399 That I make. 0:43:06.840 --> 0:43:09.840 Where are you are you driving around? Places? Are you 0:43:10.440 --> 0:43:10.839 on tour? 0:43:11.880 --> 0:43:15.280 No, I've got a commercial parking lot. It's commercial property. 0:43:15.280 --> 0:43:17.960 Otherwise this probably wouldn't have been possible, you know, for 0:43:18.239 --> 0:43:22.240 zoning laws and all that. So, yeah, so I sleep 0:43:22.280 --> 0:43:25.799 in a short bus in my living room. I guess 0:43:25.840 --> 0:43:28.200 you just said I live in a full size bus. 0:43:28.960 --> 0:43:32.080 And then my office is another full size bus. It's 0:43:32.200 --> 0:43:36.719 kind of like a It's like it's not a sea, 0:43:36.800 --> 0:43:39.840 it's more like a I don't know, it's kind of 0:43:39.880 --> 0:43:42.320 like a sea shape. It's close to it, more like 0:43:42.360 --> 0:43:47.200 a fish hook. I guess yeah. I like, yeah, so 0:43:47.280 --> 0:43:48.520 that's the weirdest thing I own. 0:43:50.280 --> 0:43:52.520 Interesting, And what do you what is your job? What 0:43:52.520 --> 0:43:54.240 do you do out of the bus? 0:43:54.640 --> 0:43:57.080 Oh, well, I don't. I just kind of live and 0:43:57.160 --> 0:43:59.080 sleep and shower in the bus. 0:44:00.080 --> 0:44:01.360 He said, you want to, said one of the buses 0:44:01.440 --> 0:44:02.200 is your office. 0:44:03.040 --> 0:44:05.520 Well, right, so I've got a I've got a custom 0:44:05.640 --> 0:44:10.400 printing and engraving company that's actually on the property here. 0:44:10.719 --> 0:44:14.520 It's a warehouse right next to my buses. And you know, 0:44:14.560 --> 0:44:17.440 a lot of people say, why don't you just live inside? 0:44:17.719 --> 0:44:19.399 You know, why'd you go through all that? Why don't 0:44:19.440 --> 0:44:21.919 you just stay in the warehouse? But you know, truth 0:44:22.000 --> 0:44:24.879 be told, everyone wants to go home. You know, at 0:44:24.920 --> 0:44:27.759 some point, you know you want to go home to 0:44:27.840 --> 0:44:31.520 your to your bed, and you're so you know, it's 0:44:31.640 --> 0:44:34.520 a little weird because I've been here since December on 0:44:34.600 --> 0:44:37.640 my own parking lot, in my place at business. 0:44:37.680 --> 0:44:39.400 But I'm actually. 0:44:39.000 --> 0:44:42.000 Standing on ever going back into. 0:44:43.320 --> 0:44:44.440 The house living. 0:44:44.520 --> 0:44:47.480 No, no, never really never, You're never going to go 0:44:47.520 --> 0:44:48.799 back to live never. 0:44:50.719 --> 0:44:54.040 Maybe like a wife or a girlfriend figure which doesn't 0:44:54.800 --> 0:44:57.680 really exist yet kind of. There's one I'm talking to 0:44:58.600 --> 0:45:01.600 and she was like, we need we would need a house. 0:45:02.040 --> 0:45:06.960 And now her seven year old star, her seven year 0:45:07.000 --> 0:45:09.279 old son wouldn't agree with that, though he thinks the 0:45:09.320 --> 0:45:10.359 bus is the best thing. 0:45:10.400 --> 0:45:14.279 But the goal, Yeah, I can't fit. 0:45:14.400 --> 0:45:16.719 You can't fit to other you can't fit to other 0:45:17.080 --> 0:45:18.400 people in the in that bus. 0:45:19.360 --> 0:45:20.560 You would need more buses. 0:45:22.760 --> 0:45:26.080 That kind of fun though, kid like a strape like 0:45:26.200 --> 0:45:28.799 not instead of having instead of a kid having a room, 0:45:28.880 --> 0:45:30.520 he has his own bus. 0:45:30.880 --> 0:45:34.240 Yeah, you get your own bus, like. 0:45:32.440 --> 0:45:32.719 We're not. 0:45:34.280 --> 0:45:36.359 So do we in there or whatever? The fuck? 0:45:36.600 --> 0:45:36.839 Yeah? 0:45:36.960 --> 0:45:40.360 So so the goal is they just legalized it in Virginia. 0:45:40.480 --> 0:45:44.280 You can grow it July first. So I'm actually buying 0:45:44.400 --> 0:45:46.919 five acres of land and I'm gonna move the whole 0:45:47.000 --> 0:45:50.520 bus compound and then I'm gonna have like a pot 0:45:51.200 --> 0:45:52.640 school bus sanctuary. 0:45:52.800 --> 0:45:54.319 And that's cool. 0:45:54.480 --> 0:45:55.080 I like that. 0:45:55.320 --> 0:45:58.960 I would I would trade everything for my dog. I 0:45:59.000 --> 0:46:01.040 would live in a boy if I could just have, 0:46:01.840 --> 0:46:05.760 you know, my dog back. But I'm making the best 0:46:05.800 --> 0:46:08.080 of it. You know, I'd never want to sign a 0:46:08.200 --> 0:46:12.520 lease or rent a house ever ever again. So the 0:46:12.560 --> 0:46:15.959 weirdest thing I own has kind of kind of turned 0:46:15.960 --> 0:46:18.839 me into a new person. All in all, I spent 0:46:19.480 --> 0:46:22.200 seven thousand dollars on all these buses. I mean they're 0:46:22.239 --> 0:46:25.240 not they're not in the greatest condition. They kind of run. 0:46:26.520 --> 0:46:29.080 I'll be able to tow them to the farm. But 0:46:29.880 --> 0:46:33.560 seven thousand dollars, if you pay rent anywhere, you can burn. 0:46:33.400 --> 0:46:34.280 That up pretty quick. 0:46:34.560 --> 0:46:36.720 So yeah, yeah, yeah. 0:46:37.320 --> 0:46:38.879 So you're not even you don't have like any mother 0:46:38.960 --> 0:46:41.240 recurring payments for this compound. 0:46:41.320 --> 0:46:42.960 Yeah, just paid off. 0:46:43.080 --> 0:46:45.920 Yeah wow, So. 0:46:45.320 --> 0:46:47.640 That's actually a pretty fucking good deal. 0:46:48.719 --> 0:46:50.280 Yeah, it's a good deal. You guys. 0:46:50.280 --> 0:46:53.240 Ever, if you ever want to under the school bus 0:46:53.239 --> 0:46:57.520 compound as sooner, it will be a pot compound. That'll 0:46:57.520 --> 0:46:58.879 be that'll be kind of neat. 0:46:59.160 --> 0:47:01.839 Okay, maybe we'll have you can throw some sick ass 0:47:01.880 --> 0:47:06.160 parties on your school bus slash marijuana compounds. 0:47:06.640 --> 0:47:09.160 I complete, I plan on it. Yeah, I kind of 0:47:09.200 --> 0:47:15.600 want to put on above ground pool next to the bottle. Yeah, 0:47:15.920 --> 0:47:20.319 so I can jump off into the pool. So if 0:47:20.320 --> 0:47:22.879 you ever do what you're talking about, blowing your stream up, 0:47:23.400 --> 0:47:27.200 if you ever do a traveling show, you know, hint hint, 0:47:27.640 --> 0:47:30.840 got a pretty cool set for you, yo, if you 0:47:30.840 --> 0:47:32.960 ever take this thing on the road, because I'm I 0:47:33.120 --> 0:47:36.279 just have to say, I'm impressed and getting being able 0:47:36.320 --> 0:47:39.920 to get through again just to talk to you. I 0:47:39.960 --> 0:47:42.000 feel pretty lucky. I feel pretty privileged. 0:47:42.200 --> 0:47:42.440 You know. 0:47:43.040 --> 0:47:45.160 If you brightened my day, I needed it. It is 0:47:45.200 --> 0:47:46.239 a rough day to day. 0:47:46.880 --> 0:47:49.960 Damn, thank you man, changes everything for me. 0:47:50.520 --> 0:47:52.439 Well, thank you man. I mean, this is a very 0:47:52.440 --> 0:47:55.880 interesting thing to hear about, all right, I might uh, 0:47:56.640 --> 0:47:58.600 all right, I'm gonna keep that in mind for when 0:47:58.640 --> 0:48:01.960 I do my fucking gak world that you get when 0:48:02.000 --> 0:48:02.279 you do. 0:48:02.280 --> 0:48:05.280 Your gach world, toward when when you need a Geck Brodie. 0:48:06.120 --> 0:48:11.720 You know, we're a buck gek bus bus professional consult. 0:48:11.640 --> 0:48:13.799 Rock and Roll. Would you say your name is again? 0:48:14.440 --> 0:48:16.839 My name is Aaron Hey a R O N. 0:48:17.160 --> 0:48:19.360 Yeah, well Dann, thank you for sharing that with us, 0:48:19.400 --> 0:48:21.759 are And that's uh, it's cool. It's always cool to 0:48:21.800 --> 0:48:27.040 hear about, you know, alternative living situations like that, because 0:48:27.080 --> 0:48:29.640 who knows, I might fucking find myself. I've thought about that. 0:48:29.680 --> 0:48:31.520 I might find myself living out of a bus one 0:48:31.600 --> 0:48:31.960 day too. 0:48:33.080 --> 0:48:36.120 So you can get the short buses for usually around 0:48:36.160 --> 0:48:40.040 three grand, but you can get a fully functional five 0:48:40.120 --> 0:48:43.719 food school bus for twenty five hundred bucks. 0:48:44.000 --> 0:48:45.959 They get an auction that's pretty good. 0:48:46.719 --> 0:48:49.880 It's two and a half months rent, you know, depending 0:48:49.880 --> 0:48:54.080 on where you live, so worth it, worth every penny. 0:48:54.200 --> 0:48:56.680 I would not take it back, but I would take 0:48:56.719 --> 0:48:59.880 it all back for my dogs. And then you know, 0:49:00.040 --> 0:49:01.560 he would pass away, and then I would just do 0:49:01.600 --> 0:49:03.439 it again. I would just get the buses and then 0:49:04.280 --> 0:49:09.799 you know, rewind whatever kind of like remember the Bill 0:49:09.880 --> 0:49:10.520 Murray movie. 0:49:11.719 --> 0:49:14.319 But yeah, it's weird when you wake up. 0:49:15.400 --> 0:49:18.000 Yeah, it's weird when you wake up and you wonder 0:49:18.040 --> 0:49:18.319 if this. 0:49:18.360 --> 0:49:19.040 Ship is real. 0:49:19.320 --> 0:49:23.840 And yeah, I'm just glad that so maybe I'll be 0:49:23.920 --> 0:49:24.600 a pop farmer. 0:49:26.360 --> 0:49:28.480 Hell yeah, man, you're killing it a life. Actually, I 0:49:28.520 --> 0:49:30.399 love I love all this stuff. I love the pop farm, 0:49:30.440 --> 0:49:34.480 I love the buses, and uh, I. 0:49:34.480 --> 0:49:37.440 Love your costume, I love your We're just we're just 0:49:37.480 --> 0:49:42.279 a couple of really cool guys getting along and yeah, 0:49:42.840 --> 0:49:44.759 keep doing your doing your thing. 0:49:44.880 --> 0:49:48.440 Man, than you see you later. 0:49:51.360 --> 0:49:54.000 Hey, folks, it's that time again of the episode in 0:49:54.040 --> 0:49:58.360 which I come to you humbly asking that if you 0:49:58.680 --> 0:50:02.319 enjoy this little Echo podcast, if it has been an 0:50:02.440 --> 0:50:06.759 enjoyable part of your car ride, or your shower, or 0:50:06.800 --> 0:50:09.839 your walk across the world, and you want to make 0:50:09.880 --> 0:50:13.839 it easier for me to continue to do this in 0:50:13.920 --> 0:50:16.920 the future, you can head on over to patreon dot 0:50:16.960 --> 0:50:21.120 com slash lyle forever, patreon dot com slash l y 0:50:21.400 --> 0:50:23.960 l e f O R e V e R, and 0:50:24.000 --> 0:50:26.760 for only five dollars you can become a gek Legend. 0:50:26.920 --> 0:50:31.320 You can join the secret exclusive Gek Legend Discord channel, 0:50:31.440 --> 0:50:34.960 you can get access to secret exclusive streams, and very 0:50:35.000 --> 0:50:39.920 soon I will be uploading the entirety, the entirety of 0:50:40.040 --> 0:50:44.160 all of my VODs, of every piece of Gecko content 0:50:44.239 --> 0:50:47.360 that I can find on my computer to my Patreon. 0:50:47.560 --> 0:50:49.680 So if that interests you and you would like to 0:50:49.680 --> 0:50:52.520 help me continue to live, you can support at Patreon 0:50:52.560 --> 0:50:55.959 dot com, slash lyle forever, or go to www dot 0:50:56.000 --> 0:51:01.000 therapy gecko dot com to purchase some officially randed Therapy 0:51:01.040 --> 0:51:04.800 Gecko merchandise that also helps to support the show. Anyway, 0:51:05.320 --> 0:51:08.960 that's enough begging for one podcast. Let's get back into 0:51:09.000 --> 0:51:10.480 the Carls Awesome. 0:51:11.400 --> 0:51:18.280 Andrew Andrew, Andrew Andrew. 0:51:18.480 --> 0:51:19.880 Awesome, and. 0:51:21.480 --> 0:51:27.040 Oh shit, I'm asking on yes, Oh oh sweet? 0:51:27.080 --> 0:51:31.759 Okay, how old are you Andrew? What year were you born? 0:51:32.920 --> 0:51:33.040 Uh? 0:51:33.239 --> 0:51:34.240 Two thousand and one. 0:51:35.120 --> 0:51:37.600 Two one thousand and one? A space odyssey? 0:51:39.160 --> 0:51:39.520 Yes? 0:51:42.160 --> 0:51:43.520 Where do we go when we die? 0:51:45.440 --> 0:51:46.160 Where do we go? 0:51:46.480 --> 0:51:46.880 I don't know. 0:51:46.920 --> 0:51:50.400 I thought like I thought like to like it's like, uh, 0:51:50.600 --> 0:51:54.040 I don't know, like maybe it's like different planet. Maybe 0:51:54.320 --> 0:51:56.120 maybe like we like fly away. 0:51:57.760 --> 0:52:00.320 I like that idea we fly away. A lot of 0:52:00.320 --> 0:52:05.440 people think that the opposite. We actually go, we go 0:52:05.560 --> 0:52:07.280 into the grounds. 0:52:07.960 --> 0:52:11.880 Oh we wait, so like no, no, no, no, no, no, okay, 0:52:11.920 --> 0:52:15.000 So technically yes, we do go into the ground. Yes, 0:52:15.760 --> 0:52:19.080 but I'm saying, like what if like we we like 0:52:19.239 --> 0:52:23.319 we like leave our body and then we like. 0:52:23.560 --> 0:52:24.360 Just go. 0:52:26.280 --> 0:52:29.839 What No, No, I'm not trying to I'm not trying 0:52:29.840 --> 0:52:31.960 to sound like I'm like a lunatic, But like what 0:52:32.040 --> 0:52:34.680 if like like our soul like leaves our body and 0:52:34.719 --> 0:52:36.920 we we like go somewhere else like else? 0:52:38.520 --> 0:52:44.919 Oh you mean like hell? I get down with that. 0:52:45.040 --> 0:52:49.440 I think that when you die, if you smoked cigarettes 0:52:49.640 --> 0:52:53.520 and didn't stop at stop signs, your soul leaves your 0:52:53.560 --> 0:52:58.000 body and goes to hell where Satan makes out with 0:52:58.080 --> 0:53:00.600 you forever and he's and he's really bad at it. 0:53:00.640 --> 0:53:03.600 He uses too much tongue. It's just uncomfortable. 0:53:05.920 --> 0:53:10.920 Uh Uh. Here's the thing is that what I know, 0:53:10.960 --> 0:53:12.880 I'm not I know you're supposed to be asking me questions, 0:53:12.880 --> 0:53:15.839 but like, what does like what do you really think 0:53:15.920 --> 0:53:16.799 Satan looks like? 0:53:18.080 --> 0:53:21.440 I imagine Satan is the South Park incarnation of Satan whenever 0:53:21.480 --> 0:53:22.640 I picture him in my head. 0:53:24.400 --> 0:53:26.799 So like a guy who just has a relationship with that, 0:53:26.880 --> 0:53:27.440 I'm Hussein. 0:53:29.160 --> 0:53:31.359 I mean that's that's part of his character. But then 0:53:31.360 --> 0:53:36.360 if I'm strictly talking about his appearance, oh okay. 0:53:36.000 --> 0:53:40.360 Okay, so you mind if I uh mind if I 0:53:40.440 --> 0:53:42.680 go into the concept of the weirdest thing I own? 0:53:43.719 --> 0:53:44.080 Please? 0:53:45.200 --> 0:53:48.120 Okay, Well, I've been watching for a little bit, and uh, 0:53:48.239 --> 0:53:50.480 how uh how weird am I allowed to deal with this? 0:53:50.560 --> 0:53:54.160 Because we've I've seen you talk about mannequins and weird 0:53:54.840 --> 0:53:57.440 like weird skulls. How weird am I able to, like, like, 0:53:57.480 --> 0:53:58.879 where's the limit here? 0:53:59.040 --> 0:54:04.879 I think the limit isn't anything deeply illegally, deeply concerning 0:54:05.640 --> 0:54:06.279 with the law. 0:54:07.160 --> 0:54:10.280 Okay, okay, great, Okay, Well, I won't want to, like, 0:54:10.280 --> 0:54:12.480 like I'll describe it to you because I won't want 0:54:12.480 --> 0:54:14.840 to say the name because like it it might go 0:54:14.920 --> 0:54:17.600 against like like terms of service because it is kind 0:54:17.640 --> 0:54:20.640 of like sexual, so like it's just like thing right, 0:54:20.640 --> 0:54:22.160 it's kind of mannikin related. 0:54:22.600 --> 0:54:25.040 It's like you can say, dildo. Is it a dildo? 0:54:25.920 --> 0:54:26.839 No, it's a flesh light. 0:54:27.680 --> 0:54:29.879 A flesh light. You can talk about having a flesh light. 0:54:30.080 --> 0:54:33.520 That's not that dude, that's not that weird having a 0:54:33.560 --> 0:54:34.200 flish light. 0:54:35.080 --> 0:54:35.239 No. 0:54:35.320 --> 0:54:39.720 Well, I honestly think the Honestly, the mannequin and the 0:54:39.360 --> 0:54:42.520 the octopus dog thing that that guy was talking about, 0:54:42.520 --> 0:54:43.759 that was weirder than a flesh light. 0:54:44.680 --> 0:54:47.759 Oh okay, okay, because like I didn't want to like 0:54:47.760 --> 0:54:49.960 like because like it is technically like I don't know 0:54:50.000 --> 0:54:52.120 why the dude wasn't just like using a flesh light 0:54:52.160 --> 0:54:54.120 with the manquin. Because the dude did like kind of 0:54:54.160 --> 0:54:55.920 make it seem like he was like doing stuff with 0:54:55.920 --> 0:54:56.320 the mankin. 0:54:56.760 --> 0:54:59.680 You know what, that guy never mentioned a single thing 0:54:59.760 --> 0:55:03.040 secon actual about his mannequin experience. I felt like they 0:55:03.040 --> 0:55:04.640 were in a botonic relationship. 0:55:05.600 --> 0:55:08.800 It wasn't it was implied. He didn't say anything. 0:55:08.800 --> 0:55:11.400 But I don't even think he implied it. I think 0:55:11.480 --> 0:55:15.200 that he had a very respectful, adult, blotonic relationship with 0:55:15.239 --> 0:55:19.840 his mannequin, and he appreciated her beauty from afar, I 0:55:19.840 --> 0:55:23.960 don't think he applied anything sexual about that relationship. Now 0:55:23.960 --> 0:55:26.879 you're in your flesh light on the other hands, No. 0:55:27.120 --> 0:55:29.080 Well, what I do is I just get really high 0:55:29.120 --> 0:55:31.040 and then baying the flashlight like over and over. 0:55:31.600 --> 0:55:35.160 See see all right, here's the thing though. Here's the 0:55:35.160 --> 0:55:38.960 thing though, I that's totally normal. What would be weird 0:55:39.080 --> 0:55:43.600 to me? All right, So it'd be weird if that 0:55:43.640 --> 0:55:46.600 guy fucked his mannequin, but he doesn't. He just puts 0:55:46.640 --> 0:55:47.360 it on display. 0:55:47.600 --> 0:55:52.560 Right, Yeah, Now for you, it's the opposite situation where 0:55:53.000 --> 0:55:54.680 it's not weird for you to have sex with it. 0:55:54.760 --> 0:55:56.960 But if you put it on display as a decoration, 0:55:59.239 --> 0:56:02.120 that would and you dressed it up in lingerie, then yeah, 0:56:02.120 --> 0:56:04.080 that would be a little weird. It would be so 0:56:04.160 --> 0:56:06.520 much weird if you didn't have sex with it, if 0:56:06.520 --> 0:56:08.840 you were doing with what your fleshlight was, what that 0:56:08.880 --> 0:56:12.320 guy did with his mannequin, that would be weird, Like 0:56:12.400 --> 0:56:13.520 you just put it on display. 0:56:14.239 --> 0:56:18.080 Well, I mean you could find people who I mean, 0:56:18.120 --> 0:56:20.680 I I think I should probably find a different front group. 0:56:20.760 --> 0:56:23.759 I if I find them, I mean, if I find them, 0:56:23.800 --> 0:56:25.960 would like flesh lights in their like living room, like 0:56:25.960 --> 0:56:28.120 showing them off? Probably, I mean, I think you say 0:56:28.120 --> 0:56:31.040 it's a therapy, get go right to find new friends. 0:56:31.160 --> 0:56:34.720 To find new friends. If your friends had had flesh 0:56:34.840 --> 0:56:38.480 lights in their uh living like just like out just 0:56:38.520 --> 0:56:42.399 like out where's out. 0:56:41.640 --> 0:56:43.640 Like let's say, like let's say just like like just 0:56:43.719 --> 0:56:46.399 hanging from like the ceiling of their living room, kind of. 0:56:46.360 --> 0:56:48.280 Weird hanging from the ceiling. 0:56:49.400 --> 0:56:52.200 Like let's say they're like, no, okay, this sounds okay, what's. 0:56:52.000 --> 0:56:53.920 Your relationship with them? Like otherwise? 0:56:53.960 --> 0:56:56.160 I mean that's just a little superficial of a reasonable 0:56:56.200 --> 0:56:57.120 way to judge a friend. 0:56:57.640 --> 0:56:58.719 You know, are they nice to you? 0:57:00.320 --> 0:57:00.560 Yeah? 0:57:00.840 --> 0:57:03.319 Yeah, yeah, you know friends. 0:57:05.560 --> 0:57:10.319 Well, I mean because like like if if they like 0:57:10.800 --> 0:57:13.680 have them like hanging on from like like how low, 0:57:13.960 --> 0:57:16.640 like how this is weird? Okay, Okay, hold on, okay, 0:57:16.640 --> 0:57:18.440 hold on, let me let me think about it. 0:57:18.960 --> 0:57:20.440 Okay, what you think about it? 0:57:21.840 --> 0:57:24.920 So, like let's say let's because it isn't we it 0:57:24.960 --> 0:57:28.120 would depend on how close you are with them, because 0:57:28.160 --> 0:57:30.520 like they might just like put them away when somebody 0:57:30.520 --> 0:57:31.080 else comes over. 0:57:31.120 --> 0:57:33.480 You know what, I don't want to talk about other people. 0:57:33.480 --> 0:57:35.040 I want to talk about you. Why are you so 0:57:35.120 --> 0:57:36.840 ashamed to have sex with this flash light? 0:57:37.800 --> 0:57:41.040 Because like it's just like I I wouldn't tell anybody 0:57:41.080 --> 0:57:42.920 that I like, I bang a flesh light. 0:57:43.760 --> 0:57:45.280 But like when did you get it? 0:57:46.440 --> 0:57:50.240 Well, like when when me and my girlfriend broke up 0:57:50.240 --> 0:57:54.200 about like eight months ago, and then like after I 0:57:54.440 --> 0:57:56.680 like because like I wasn't like playing, I'm like going 0:57:56.720 --> 0:57:58.520 like going out and like trying to like do the 0:57:58.560 --> 0:58:00.880 real world. So like I I'd rather just like have 0:58:01.040 --> 0:58:03.480 my time heal on my own and also have a 0:58:03.520 --> 0:58:08.200 flesh Light in the middle. Yeah, So, like I thought 0:58:08.240 --> 0:58:09.960 it was a perfect way to just kind of like 0:58:10.880 --> 0:58:13.000 just kind of like be able to like heal myself 0:58:13.040 --> 0:58:15.280 and also not have to depend on somebody else. 0:58:15.480 --> 0:58:17.160 I was so ashamed of it. It seems like it 0:58:17.280 --> 0:58:19.320 was a beneficial tool for you. 0:58:20.240 --> 0:58:24.520 Oh well, it has been. It has been. I'm just saying, like, 0:58:24.560 --> 0:58:27.680 should I should I feel kind of like should I 0:58:27.720 --> 0:58:28.920 not feel as like ashamed of it? 0:58:30.160 --> 0:58:35.960 I don't think so. Like custom I saw one I 0:58:36.000 --> 0:58:38.200 saw that you could get one that's like you can 0:58:38.200 --> 0:58:42.200 get specific porn stars. Yeah, yeah, it might be an 0:58:42.240 --> 0:58:45.840 angela white spot hole one. I saw that. I was like, 0:58:45.840 --> 0:58:46.720 that's kind of interesting. 0:58:48.040 --> 0:58:50.000 Well. I also, like a couple of months ago, I 0:58:50.040 --> 0:58:52.240 saw a shower mount on flesh light dot com. So 0:58:52.280 --> 0:58:55.040 I bought it, and then I also I also use 0:58:55.120 --> 0:58:55.880 the actual shower. 0:58:58.680 --> 0:58:58.919 Yeah. 0:58:59.280 --> 0:59:01.640 Well, yeah, of course I wanted to buy the thing 0:59:01.680 --> 0:59:03.480 that you like put it on and like it heats 0:59:03.480 --> 0:59:05.040 it up for you. But like I'm afraid I might 0:59:05.080 --> 0:59:06.200 burn my dick if I do that. 0:59:07.200 --> 0:59:07.720 Mm hmmm. 0:59:08.200 --> 0:59:16.760 Is it a it's an official flashlight branded thing to heat. Yeah, yeah, 0:59:16.800 --> 0:59:18.560 I think you should get the heater. I think you 0:59:18.600 --> 0:59:26.520 should get the. 0:59:23.200 --> 0:59:26.560 Like you wanna, Well, wouldn't you want to make it 0:59:26.680 --> 0:59:32.440 like cold? And then what if you want to make 0:59:32.480 --> 0:59:33.080 it cold? 0:59:35.400 --> 0:59:37.120 Why would it Why would you want it to be cold? 0:59:37.120 --> 0:59:45.600 That's kind of weird, I mean to me at least, 0:59:46.840 --> 0:59:52.439 mm hmm. It's kind of like a kind of thing. 0:59:53.480 --> 0:59:56.600 Oh yeah, that's so. That's that would be concerning to me. 0:59:57.800 --> 1:00:00.440 That would be concerning to me too. I think anyone, 1:00:00.640 --> 1:00:01.880 not even just therapy, get go. 1:00:04.560 --> 1:00:06.440 Okay, so you got the shower mount, you got the 1:00:06.480 --> 1:00:07.400 heating attachment. 1:00:08.280 --> 1:00:10.160 No, I don't have the heating attachment. I was thinking 1:00:10.160 --> 1:00:10.959 about getting the heating. 1:00:11.400 --> 1:00:13.680 Just get the heating attachment. Ask good to ask your 1:00:13.680 --> 1:00:19.800 mom to get for you for your birthday. 1:00:20.440 --> 1:00:20.920 Birthday. 1:00:21.040 --> 1:00:22.480 I'll get it for you. When's your birthday? 1:00:23.400 --> 1:00:27.440 Uh, all right, I'll get you the flesh light heating attachment. 1:00:27.520 --> 1:00:30.640 Just you know, all of Obama make a note of that. 1:00:31.640 --> 1:00:33.560 I love you and know that's what you really want. 1:00:36.400 --> 1:00:38.320 It is actually like I I don't really think, I 1:00:38.320 --> 1:00:40.200 don't really like I'm not really looking forward to it. 1:00:40.240 --> 1:00:41.920 So I mean, I mean if I'm able to get 1:00:41.960 --> 1:00:43.960 the heating attachment, I'm just gonna probably just get more 1:00:44.040 --> 1:00:46.520 high and just like do stuff to it. 1:00:47.360 --> 1:00:49.280 What else do you have going on in your life? 1:00:49.320 --> 1:00:52.200 Because look, I don't think there's anything wrong with having 1:00:52.240 --> 1:00:53.840 sex with the flesh light, but I think that if 1:00:53.880 --> 1:00:56.200 that's all you were doing with your life. 1:00:56.200 --> 1:00:58.240 Well that's kind of that's kind of bad. That's kind 1:00:58.240 --> 1:01:01.120 of bad. I don't know, I could get a little 1:01:01.160 --> 1:01:04.600 bit serious. Probably just like school. I started school, but 1:01:04.840 --> 1:01:08.560 like about the beginning of this year, i'd just got 1:01:08.680 --> 1:01:11.280 out of high school. And I know you said don't 1:01:11.280 --> 1:01:13.120 take out loans for school, but I did. 1:01:13.360 --> 1:01:15.120 So what are you studying? 1:01:16.560 --> 1:01:20.240 Just general studies right now until I go off to 1:01:20.240 --> 1:01:21.520 get my actual four year degree? 1:01:22.880 --> 1:01:26.160 All right, Well, I mean at least you're not going, 1:01:26.280 --> 1:01:29.640 you know, to take out on loans. 1:01:29.640 --> 1:01:32.120 So far this year, I think it was only I 1:01:32.200 --> 1:01:33.880 go to a community college because I didn't want actually 1:01:33.920 --> 1:01:36.160 to university to make expensive. So I think it was 1:01:36.160 --> 1:01:38.880 like just under six grand for two semesters. 1:01:38.920 --> 1:01:42.520 Six grand for two semesters. That's not that bad. Yeah, No, 1:01:42.600 --> 1:01:43.360 you're doing fine. 1:01:44.840 --> 1:01:46.880 Yeah, it wasn't that bad. I know, I'm not I 1:01:46.920 --> 1:01:48.760 know I'm not doing that bad probably just like here, 1:01:48.800 --> 1:01:51.800 and there's some like a sadness, but people get over 1:01:51.840 --> 1:01:52.480 it is what it is. 1:01:53.600 --> 1:01:54.080 That's what I call. 1:01:54.360 --> 1:01:56.520 Look, I'm happy to hear that your life is going 1:01:56.640 --> 1:02:01.320 well and that you've learned to accept your your your 1:02:01.720 --> 1:02:06.040 personal desires. Look, don't let me shame you for you know. Look, 1:02:06.720 --> 1:02:09.720 I think I talked to you, and I talked to 1:02:09.760 --> 1:02:13.040 the other guy. Everyone's shaming the mannequin guy, but we don't. 1:02:13.080 --> 1:02:14.160 Here's what we don't realize. 1:02:14.160 --> 1:02:14.400 Man. 1:02:14.640 --> 1:02:17.800 You know, we judge ourselves the way we judge other people. 1:02:17.880 --> 1:02:21.160 So like, you know, we think that that guy's weird, 1:02:21.920 --> 1:02:25.560 and then we think that we're weird. But the truth is, 1:02:26.640 --> 1:02:30.160 you know, who fucking cares about anything? 1:02:31.120 --> 1:02:32.560 No, yeah, it all doesn't matter. 1:02:32.560 --> 1:02:36.880 And yet anyways, yeah exactly. So Look, you're gonna die, 1:02:37.440 --> 1:02:39.200 so before you do that, you should have sex with 1:02:39.240 --> 1:02:41.520 your flesh light as much as you want. 1:02:41.760 --> 1:02:44.479 That sounds sweet, all, see, might pass you one more question? 1:02:45.840 --> 1:02:46.400 What is it? 1:02:47.440 --> 1:02:48.960 What's under the gecko costume? 1:02:49.960 --> 1:02:54.520 It's me, but what's under that. 1:02:56.120 --> 1:02:56.480 Blood? 1:02:56.680 --> 1:02:58.040 Okay? 1:02:58.640 --> 1:03:00.400 Goodbye, thank you. 1:03:01.480 --> 1:03:04.840 All From Sam. 1:03:05.800 --> 1:03:06.600 Sam. 1:03:07.240 --> 1:03:10.520 Oh my gosh, Sam, how's it going? 1:03:11.960 --> 1:03:13.440 How old are you? Sam? 1:03:14.120 --> 1:03:14.880 I'm twenty one. 1:03:16.240 --> 1:03:17.920 Have we spoken before? 1:03:18.640 --> 1:03:18.880 Never? 1:03:20.800 --> 1:03:20.960 Well? 1:03:21.320 --> 1:03:23.640 Well, good golly, dude. 1:03:25.240 --> 1:03:26.960 Oh I'm a girl, but I. 1:03:28.520 --> 1:03:32.880 I use dude on the gender neutral term. Je Is 1:03:32.920 --> 1:03:34.480 that cool? 1:03:35.560 --> 1:03:36.200 I'm cool with that. 1:03:37.040 --> 1:03:37.640 Okay. 1:03:42.240 --> 1:03:43.600 How's it going? How's your night? 1:03:44.760 --> 1:03:48.520 You know my night's going. Okay. I'm feeling uh relaxed. 1:03:48.800 --> 1:03:56.040 I'm chucking and jiving. I think, you know. Look, I God, 1:03:56.120 --> 1:03:58.200 let me live another day in the world in which 1:03:58.480 --> 1:04:00.360 I get to be a lizard on the computer. 1:04:00.520 --> 1:04:00.720 You know. 1:04:01.280 --> 1:04:05.520 Oh, you better recognize Okay, I you. 1:04:05.480 --> 1:04:06.880 Know, Sam, I'm trying to recognize. 1:04:06.920 --> 1:04:07.080 You know. 1:04:09.760 --> 1:04:11.720 Do you have any Easter plants? 1:04:12.160 --> 1:04:14.520 Mm hmmm that don't celebrate Easter? 1:04:16.080 --> 1:04:18.760 I mean, do you have any Sunday plans? 1:04:18.800 --> 1:04:18.960 Then? 1:04:20.320 --> 1:04:24.680 Why do you are you asking me on a date? No? 1:04:25.360 --> 1:04:28.480 I was just getting in the theme of the week. 1:04:28.600 --> 1:04:40.280 There's a theme like Easter weekend, I think, right, Yeah. 1:04:39.040 --> 1:04:41.360 What is your favorite idea? Sam? 1:04:42.960 --> 1:04:48.480 My favorite idea is eating eating breakfast for dinner. It's 1:04:48.520 --> 1:04:51.520 not a new idea, but it is my favorite idea 1:04:51.600 --> 1:04:52.320 that someone else. 1:04:53.240 --> 1:04:54.320 I like that idea a lot. 1:04:54.360 --> 1:05:05.600 Actually, yeah, what what what is your favorite breakfast item 1:05:05.640 --> 1:05:06.440 to eat for dinner? 1:05:08.160 --> 1:05:10.680 Hash grounds with some ketchup. 1:05:12.160 --> 1:05:18.760 Interesting because that is that is quite savory. 1:05:18.360 --> 1:05:24.080 Right, but also like some eggs. I mean, only if 1:05:24.080 --> 1:05:25.320 their chocolate chip. 1:05:26.400 --> 1:05:27.120 Am I are you on? 1:05:27.240 --> 1:05:27.360 Am? 1:05:27.360 --> 1:05:28.600 I on speakerphone right now? 1:05:29.920 --> 1:05:30.160 Yeah? 1:05:31.280 --> 1:05:33.280 Could you? Could you take me off a speakerphone? It's 1:05:33.320 --> 1:05:34.520 I can't hear you as well? 1:05:36.280 --> 1:05:36.840 Is this better? 1:05:38.280 --> 1:05:38.520 Yes? 1:05:39.600 --> 1:05:41.000 Gotcha? 1:05:42.760 --> 1:05:43.160 Easter? 1:05:45.440 --> 1:05:48.560 I'm Jewish, Sam, I don't celebrate Easter. I've never celebrated. 1:05:50.480 --> 1:05:54.600 Well, you know, you got like so many coolidays, so 1:05:54.680 --> 1:05:55.360 you don't need Easter. 1:05:57.440 --> 1:06:01.600 No, well, we did pass Over and h h right, 1:06:02.200 --> 1:06:07.840 it's kind of lame, honestly. Oh the Hagatta you know 1:06:07.880 --> 1:06:09.600 the you know, the hag gotta is. 1:06:10.680 --> 1:06:11.680 Oh, I actually don't. 1:06:13.240 --> 1:06:15.920 It's funck. I kind of barely know what it is. 1:06:15.960 --> 1:06:28.080 But it's the Jewish book of wizard jew Spells that 1:06:28.160 --> 1:06:30.840 we sing for a passover. 1:06:32.160 --> 1:06:34.160 Oh, what's your favorite song? 1:06:35.800 --> 1:06:45.320 I like Diana cool in the book Di Di Died, 1:06:45.480 --> 1:06:48.760 Diana Diana Diana. 1:06:51.640 --> 1:06:56.160 Yeah, can I tell you something? Sure, you're a great singer. 1:06:57.760 --> 1:07:00.480 What well, you know what? Thank you? But the actually 1:07:00.520 --> 1:07:03.800 wasn't seeing that was praying. Oh so different. 1:07:05.560 --> 1:07:07.200 Well, they're both important. 1:07:07.360 --> 1:07:13.680 I'm just kidding. I know I'm talking about I ate 1:07:13.720 --> 1:07:23.520 a lot of mazza. Oh uh, it's good. 1:07:23.640 --> 1:07:24.760 I went to the zoo today. 1:07:26.000 --> 1:07:28.400 You went to the zoo to you should have led 1:07:28.480 --> 1:07:28.840 with that. 1:07:29.680 --> 1:07:33.680 Oh my gosh, I dropped the ball, okay, but I 1:07:33.720 --> 1:07:34.040 did go. 1:07:34.400 --> 1:07:35.600 What happened at the zoo? 1:07:37.120 --> 1:07:41.560 I mean, you know, like there's kids running around. I 1:07:41.600 --> 1:07:44.400 haven't seen that many kids. I haven't seen that many 1:07:44.480 --> 1:07:50.760 kids in one place in so long, or just in general. 1:07:50.760 --> 1:07:52.920 At one time, it was it was different. 1:07:54.560 --> 1:07:57.280 All right, enough about the kids. What about the dogs 1:07:57.320 --> 1:07:58.400 and the lions? 1:07:59.480 --> 1:08:03.760 Right, they were pretty cool. The sea lions were dope. 1:08:04.000 --> 1:08:07.280 The penguins we got to see them, be said, which 1:08:07.360 --> 1:08:15.400 was cool. Yeah, it was cute. And then we got 1:08:15.400 --> 1:08:20.960 to see giraffes. Befre said, these giants nanlies, and their 1:08:21.040 --> 1:08:22.519 tongues are so long. 1:08:27.520 --> 1:08:28.040 What what? 1:08:28.040 --> 1:08:28.280 What? 1:08:28.280 --> 1:08:30.040 What? What? What's what's tongues. 1:08:29.720 --> 1:08:30.320 Are so long? 1:08:31.360 --> 1:08:31.960 Giraffes? 1:08:33.160 --> 1:08:34.160 Aren't they like blue? 1:08:35.800 --> 1:08:39.200 Yeah, they're like a purplish gray, I mean yeah, not 1:08:39.439 --> 1:08:52.000 tongue color. And then we saw some otters and some gorillas, 1:08:52.880 --> 1:08:55.400 and you know, they pretty much like all the animals, 1:08:55.439 --> 1:08:57.200 but you know what they didn't have try to guests 1:08:57.280 --> 1:08:59.479 and the answer is not a get go oh. 1:08:59.280 --> 1:09:06.519 My gosh, what what didn't they have they didn't have 1:09:06.560 --> 1:09:11.360 any elephants. Well, where the hell would they put them? 1:09:11.960 --> 1:09:14.280 I don't know. If it's a fucking zoo, I'll find 1:09:14.280 --> 1:09:19.360 a place, m h. 1:09:21.240 --> 1:09:21.840 Yeah. 1:09:21.880 --> 1:09:24.400 But other than that, like I'm no complaints, Like they 1:09:24.439 --> 1:09:25.519 just didn't have any elephants. 1:09:25.560 --> 1:09:27.479 But did you did you get any popcorn? 1:09:29.160 --> 1:09:29.240 No? 1:09:29.320 --> 1:09:29.680 I did not. 1:09:30.520 --> 1:09:31.160 I did get a. 1:09:31.080 --> 1:09:31.839 Beer though. 1:09:33.120 --> 1:09:34.679 They serve beer at the zoo. 1:09:35.840 --> 1:09:43.920 I mean, yeah, of course where in South Carolina. 1:09:44.960 --> 1:09:47.479 That's so kind of weird. Maybe I'll go to the 1:09:47.720 --> 1:09:53.080 fuck my local zoo, Yeah, weird zoo alone. 1:09:54.600 --> 1:09:57.080 I mean I think it would be weirder if he 1:09:57.160 --> 1:09:58.480 brought a state kid. 1:10:01.800 --> 1:10:05.040 There's what what is a fake kid? 1:10:05.720 --> 1:10:10.759 Like maybe when it's not yours, like not a kidnap, that's. 1:10:10.640 --> 1:10:14.360 Not really weird, but in many countries it's illegal. 1:10:14.240 --> 1:10:18.559 As well, right, not a kidnapping situation. But you know, 1:10:18.680 --> 1:10:20.320 like if you just wanted to go to the zoo 1:10:20.360 --> 1:10:22.479 to not look weird, so you're like, hey, friend, can 1:10:22.520 --> 1:10:25.080 I bring your kids? But like you don't really want to, 1:10:25.200 --> 1:10:27.080 Like I would rather just be weird and go alone. 1:10:29.000 --> 1:10:31.200 I mean, if the kid's not but if it's like 1:10:31.640 --> 1:10:37.160 you're like friend's kid, maybe you don't like you, and 1:10:37.160 --> 1:10:40.280 then that's that's that's kind of nice taking your nephew 1:10:40.400 --> 1:10:41.679 to the fucking zoo. 1:10:42.680 --> 1:10:44.160 It would be nice. Yeah, it is nice. I mean 1:10:44.200 --> 1:10:45.760 I took my niece, so I get it. 1:10:45.800 --> 1:10:49.639 But so you took a kid that's not yours, right, 1:10:50.200 --> 1:10:50.759 but it's. 1:10:50.600 --> 1:10:52.840 Not weird because I like the kids. 1:10:53.880 --> 1:10:56.120 Well, there we go. What was your kids? Did you 1:10:56.160 --> 1:10:58.080 ask them what they're How old is your niece? 1:10:59.240 --> 1:10:59.679 She's too? 1:11:00.720 --> 1:11:03.840 Did you did you did she? Which animal do you 1:11:03.880 --> 1:11:04.839 think was her favorite? 1:11:06.080 --> 1:11:10.280 Probably monk, the monkeys, because she kept saying money, monkeys. 1:11:12.120 --> 1:11:14.960 It was cute the monkeys. 1:11:15.040 --> 1:11:17.040 All right, you sold me. I'm gonna go to the 1:11:17.120 --> 1:11:18.040 zoo tomorrow. 1:11:19.640 --> 1:11:21.000 Make sure you go to the reptile section. 1:11:23.439 --> 1:11:26.240 I think I'll have like some sort of weird out 1:11:26.280 --> 1:11:28.080 of body experience if I do that. 1:11:29.080 --> 1:11:31.439 Oh my gosh, if you do, please talk about it. 1:11:31.479 --> 1:11:32.439 I want to hear about it. 1:11:33.040 --> 1:11:35.080 Okay, Well what did you say? 1:11:35.080 --> 1:11:35.640 Her name was? 1:11:36.760 --> 1:11:37.080 Sam? 1:11:38.200 --> 1:11:39.800 Sam? 1:11:39.880 --> 1:11:42.240 Yes, it was good talking to you much. 1:11:42.439 --> 1:11:44.639 Thank you very much for calling into my echo show. 1:11:46.040 --> 1:11:50.080 I have a wonderful easter, my God, bless you. 1:11:51.479 --> 1:11:54.559 Thanks, blessings. 1:11:54.600 --> 1:11:57.320 I guess it's blessings. Perfect. 1:11:57.560 --> 1:11:57.840 Nice. 1:11:58.040 --> 1:12:04.080 You have a great night, Sam, you go by gecko. Yes, yes, 1:12:04.240 --> 1:12:10.160 that is correct, Geko calling me Gecko. I am a 1:12:10.200 --> 1:12:12.200 gecko on the computer. 1:12:12.760 --> 1:12:14.720 Howl from let me. 1:12:16.560 --> 1:12:18.200 Lenny. 1:12:19.080 --> 1:12:21.080 Hello, it's actually lemming. 1:12:22.800 --> 1:12:25.120 How are you, Lenny? 1:12:26.000 --> 1:12:26.880 I'm doing fine. 1:12:26.880 --> 1:12:27.639 How about yourself? 1:12:30.439 --> 1:12:33.240 I'm doing I think. How do you know when you're 1:12:33.280 --> 1:12:35.200 doing your best? Do you think you know? 1:12:36.040 --> 1:12:38.160 Do you know when you're doing your best? 1:12:40.640 --> 1:12:44.040 I think you can know when you're doing better than 1:12:44.080 --> 1:12:48.760 your previous day. You'll never really know when you're doing 1:12:48.800 --> 1:12:49.839 your best best? 1:12:50.080 --> 1:12:55.080 Yeah, yeah, you know, I look. Yeah, I agree with that. 1:12:55.240 --> 1:13:00.120 I think you can compare yourself to previous iterations, but 1:13:00.200 --> 1:13:02.960 you can't compare yourself. You can't know if your current 1:13:02.960 --> 1:13:05.080 iteration is the best it could be. 1:13:08.760 --> 1:13:11.160 No, it's a a mountain you can never really see 1:13:11.200 --> 1:13:13.840 the top of, so until you die. Then then you 1:13:13.800 --> 1:13:14.679 could probably say. 1:13:15.439 --> 1:13:16.439 What's your favorite idea? 1:13:16.560 --> 1:13:21.160 Lenny? I would say music? 1:13:21.280 --> 1:13:32.400 Probably music? Great idea you can place place place you 1:13:32.400 --> 1:13:34.080 were about to say why it was your favorite? 1:13:35.720 --> 1:13:39.639 Just the idea that, like random waves in the air, 1:13:40.360 --> 1:13:45.280 can bring people pleasure that we've we've found ways to 1:13:45.360 --> 1:13:50.720 coordinate them and ways to analyze them to you know, 1:13:50.760 --> 1:13:52.440 be able to make things that people. 1:13:52.280 --> 1:13:57.720 Like what I never liked about. Okay, tell me, I'm 1:13:57.760 --> 1:14:01.840 about to explain something or attempt to explain something that 1:14:01.920 --> 1:14:04.840 never made sense to me, and so you let me 1:14:04.880 --> 1:14:05.759 know if this makes sense. 1:14:06.120 --> 1:14:06.479 All right? 1:14:06.560 --> 1:14:09.360 You know how like there's this I don't like that 1:14:09.400 --> 1:14:13.920 there is a specific way to play the guitar or 1:14:13.960 --> 1:14:18.840 the piano. There's like cool cards and ship shouldn't I 1:14:19.000 --> 1:14:21.920 just is Isn't it just a thing where like there's 1:14:21.920 --> 1:14:23.679 a bunch of sounds and I should just be able 1:14:23.720 --> 1:14:29.240 to like hit the things in whatever I want to make, 1:14:29.280 --> 1:14:30.320 whatever sounds I want? 1:14:30.560 --> 1:14:30.800 Why? 1:14:30.960 --> 1:14:31.240 What is? 1:14:31.320 --> 1:14:31.439 What? 1:14:31.479 --> 1:14:33.799 Are this? Is this shit with like chords and notes 1:14:33.840 --> 1:14:36.200 and stuff? It's just they're just sounds. 1:14:38.080 --> 1:14:41.519 So there there's kind of an underlying thing that when 1:14:41.520 --> 1:14:43.439 you get like deep into music theory that kind of 1:14:43.439 --> 1:14:49.799 explains it. Have you heard of overtones? No? So essentially, 1:14:49.840 --> 1:14:53.120 when you play a note on a guitar or any instrument, 1:14:53.160 --> 1:14:57.160 really the note that you hear is the fundamental. So 1:14:58.080 --> 1:15:01.320 you can imagine a string like you know, vibrating about 1:15:01.320 --> 1:15:05.400 and whatnot. It's not a single wave. It's actually made 1:15:05.479 --> 1:15:09.320 up of multiple different ways. So if you're to slow 1:15:09.360 --> 1:15:13.559 it down, it's actually a big chaotic mess. But we've 1:15:13.600 --> 1:15:20.600 actually found that there's different vibrations happening, like micro vibrations 1:15:20.640 --> 1:15:24.160 happening within that. So when you hit like an E 1:15:24.240 --> 1:15:27.000 on a guitar, you're not actually just hearing the no E, 1:15:27.200 --> 1:15:32.320 you're also hearing E, G, sharp, B, H, D, all 1:15:32.360 --> 1:15:33.559 the all the notes of it. 1:15:34.040 --> 1:15:34.519 Major D. 1:15:35.000 --> 1:15:35.519 What is D? 1:15:35.720 --> 1:15:43.760 It's just, you know, it's a particular at least in 1:15:43.840 --> 1:15:50.200 Western music, it's a frequency that we've defined as D. 1:15:51.360 --> 1:15:53.719 See that's weird to me that, like we've we've taken 1:15:53.760 --> 1:15:56.960 these sounds and we've given them names. 1:16:00.080 --> 1:16:03.160 Yeah, and it's you know, it's different from culture to culture, 1:16:03.720 --> 1:16:06.320 and it is interesting to say, like, you know, A 1:16:06.479 --> 1:16:08.959 four forty is what we base all of our Western 1:16:09.040 --> 1:16:14.120 tunings on, and somebody just yeah, so four hundred and 1:16:14.160 --> 1:16:18.680 forty hurts. There is the A below middle C in 1:16:18.760 --> 1:16:21.400 a you know, bace cleft, trouble cleft. 1:16:21.640 --> 1:16:24.559 Can you with your mouth do an impression of what 1:16:24.600 --> 1:16:25.320 that sounds like. 1:16:28.439 --> 1:16:31.960 I don't have perfect pitch, so i'd be I'd be guessing, but. 1:16:32.160 --> 1:16:38.200 Uh ah ah see, that's just that's just like why 1:16:38.280 --> 1:16:39.439 is why do we have to name it? 1:16:42.080 --> 1:16:44.320 Well, at least in Western music, theory. 1:16:44.400 --> 1:16:45.000 It's a way to. 1:16:46.640 --> 1:16:51.280 Uh find know the relationship between different notes by giving 1:16:51.320 --> 1:16:56.920 it a name, you know, because we have all these 1:16:57.000 --> 1:17:02.000 like ideas of what's sounds good, you know, to to 1:17:02.160 --> 1:17:05.760 our particular ears and everything, and we can you know, 1:17:05.880 --> 1:17:09.320 define them so then we can analyze the relationships to 1:17:09.400 --> 1:17:11.519 then be able to make you know the chords and 1:17:11.560 --> 1:17:14.120 the the melodies and all that. 1:17:16.600 --> 1:17:18.320 Will you would you be willing to jam with me 1:17:18.479 --> 1:17:18.840 right now? 1:17:20.439 --> 1:17:24.680 Oh? Totally keep a table or. 1:17:55.560 --> 1:17:58.160 Beautiful. Thank you so much for doing that with me. 1:17:59.520 --> 1:18:01.160 I appreciate You're welcome. 1:18:01.680 --> 1:18:02.760 You have a great rest of the night. 1:18:03.640 --> 1:18:08.520 Yeah, you too. 1:18:09.920 --> 1:18:13.240 All from Christian Heckman tutoring to accept press one. 1:18:14.400 --> 1:18:19.600 What the heck? Christian Heckman tutoring that's me? 1:18:19.800 --> 1:18:21.800 Sorry, I can't believe that. 1:18:22.240 --> 1:18:25.400 Can you hear me barely? You're you're breaking up? 1:18:26.200 --> 1:18:26.679 I'm sorry? 1:18:26.760 --> 1:18:27.200 Was that better? 1:18:27.240 --> 1:18:27.439 Man? 1:18:28.120 --> 1:18:28.280 Oh? 1:18:28.320 --> 1:18:32.200 It's much Wait no, now I can hear myself. 1:18:36.240 --> 1:18:38.800 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Lyle. Can you hear me now, buddy? 1:18:39.120 --> 1:18:41.160 Yeah, I can hear you now? Oh and I can't. Oh, 1:18:41.200 --> 1:18:44.240 this is great. Christian Heckman. How are you doing, Christian. 1:18:43.920 --> 1:18:45.760 Heckman, I'm doing I'm doing great. 1:18:45.800 --> 1:18:46.000 Man. 1:18:46.400 --> 1:18:49.639 I'm the I'm a heck of a man on TikTok 1:18:49.680 --> 1:18:51.599 and I'm the one that recommended Charleston pa. 1:18:53.080 --> 1:18:57.640 Oh yeah, I was on TikTok Live just now and 1:18:57.680 --> 1:19:00.400 you put a thing in the chat saying you should 1:19:00.439 --> 1:19:02.000 you should do one of your streams in. 1:19:02.000 --> 1:19:05.880 Charleston, South Carolina. Yeah, now why should? 1:19:05.960 --> 1:19:06.200 Now? 1:19:06.520 --> 1:19:08.320 Did you want to go into detail about that? Why 1:19:08.320 --> 1:19:10.879 should I do one of my streams in South Carolina? 1:19:10.920 --> 1:19:11.520 Absolutely? 1:19:11.640 --> 1:19:11.760 So. 1:19:11.920 --> 1:19:15.040 I've lived here for about five years. I literally left 1:19:15.400 --> 1:19:24.000 the state of Florida on the I'm sorry, I heard 1:19:24.080 --> 1:19:26.200 the twitch background and I was messing with me. Okay, no, 1:19:26.320 --> 1:19:28.920 I moved from Florida, but literally the day I turned eighteen, 1:19:29.479 --> 1:19:31.840 and I moved to Charleston, South Carolina. And it's a 1:19:31.880 --> 1:19:34.280 great town. It's historic, and there's cool people. And the 1:19:34.320 --> 1:19:35.439 girls are really hot for too. 1:19:35.520 --> 1:19:39.280 That's that's how Wait, so you're twenty three. 1:19:40.080 --> 1:19:41.559 I am twenty two, almost twenty three. 1:19:43.479 --> 1:19:46.000 So you have like a nice little like you have 1:19:46.080 --> 1:19:48.799 the temperament of like a of like a forty five year. 1:19:48.640 --> 1:19:50.559 Old A lot. 1:19:50.600 --> 1:19:52.599 I lived down a little bit of that twenty two 1:19:52.680 --> 1:19:55.760 year oldness. When you said the girls were hot. 1:19:55.520 --> 1:19:58.040 Thank you can I, you know, I'm going to school 1:19:58.040 --> 1:20:00.000 to be a teacher. So I got I'm going to 1:20:00.000 --> 1:20:01.840 school to be a teacher. So I'm kind of maybe 1:20:01.840 --> 1:20:04.160 that's maybe I try to like act older. Maybe that's how. 1:20:05.600 --> 1:20:07.760 I don't know, I think So. 1:20:07.760 --> 1:20:09.559 You think it's you think you intend, you think that 1:20:09.640 --> 1:20:11.240 this is an act. Do you think this is an 1:20:11.240 --> 1:20:12.559 intentional thing that you're doing. 1:20:13.400 --> 1:20:14.040 I don't know. 1:20:14.200 --> 1:20:16.640 Maybe maybe I've been doing it so long it's not 1:20:16.680 --> 1:20:21.760 I don't even know it's an act. Really, Yeah, I 1:20:21.800 --> 1:20:24.760 think I don't know. Man, teaching is such a weird thing. 1:20:24.800 --> 1:20:27.160 I feel like it's just like mess with my brain 1:20:27.200 --> 1:20:29.360 a little bit because I'll be like, because especially when 1:20:29.400 --> 1:20:31.200 I was going to do high when I go into 1:20:31.240 --> 1:20:32.640 like like I do a subbing a lot, and when 1:20:32.680 --> 1:20:35.360 I go into like a high school or like or 1:20:35.400 --> 1:20:37.360 like you're literally a child and I'm like, no, I 1:20:37.479 --> 1:20:41.479 talk nice and deep like this. Mm hmm if that 1:20:41.520 --> 1:20:42.280 makes a make sense. 1:20:43.120 --> 1:20:45.479 Do you think you're trying to like prove something to people, 1:20:45.560 --> 1:20:47.040 like prove that you're more mature. 1:20:48.120 --> 1:20:51.840 Yeah, I do, because I I think I'm well, not 1:20:51.840 --> 1:20:54.639 necessarily what I'm trying to prove. I'm trying to project 1:20:54.720 --> 1:20:58.640 kind of confidence because you know, I just never I 1:20:58.680 --> 1:21:01.400 just kind of want to come off as like not 1:21:01.439 --> 1:21:03.920 an authority figure so much, but something like kids can 1:21:04.000 --> 1:21:05.519 like trust and like they know that, like I'm a 1:21:05.560 --> 1:21:08.840 confident human being athemic because I didn't have that growing up, 1:21:08.840 --> 1:21:10.720 because I had a really crappy childhood. But that's not 1:21:10.720 --> 1:21:12.160 what I'm here talking about today. But I had a 1:21:12.160 --> 1:21:14.680 really crap shout like literally like I had like the 1:21:14.680 --> 1:21:17.120 most PTSD child of that anybody like that a lot 1:21:17.160 --> 1:21:18.000 of people have gone through. 1:21:18.080 --> 1:21:21.360 But but you want to be approach you want to 1:21:21.439 --> 1:21:23.640 you want to be an approachable. 1:21:23.479 --> 1:21:26.960 Yes, yeah, I want to be an approachable authority figure. 1:21:27.280 --> 1:21:27.519 Yeah. 1:21:28.400 --> 1:21:30.760 Yeah, And I believe like personally and like if I'm 1:21:30.840 --> 1:21:32.479 ranting too much, you can tell me, I like personally 1:21:32.560 --> 1:21:35.439 believe when as an educator, like I want to I 1:21:35.479 --> 1:21:37.120 want to like teach people that they don't have to 1:21:37.160 --> 1:21:39.200 conform and like that. I think the school system is 1:21:39.200 --> 1:21:40.360 too much of that. I want to be like that 1:21:40.439 --> 1:21:43.120 cool teacher that also like at the end of the day, 1:21:43.120 --> 1:21:44.679 it gets the work done and you know, is really 1:21:44.720 --> 1:21:46.120 trying to do things a little differently. 1:21:46.960 --> 1:21:51.280 Mmmm, tell me, give me, uh, what's your core message 1:21:51.439 --> 1:21:54.679 Kristin Heckman, what's uh, what do you want the kids 1:21:54.680 --> 1:21:55.320 out there to know? 1:21:56.760 --> 1:22:01.080 I want kids to know that failing is a really, 1:22:01.120 --> 1:22:05.760 really good thing. And I have failed hundreds of times 1:22:05.760 --> 1:22:08.479 in my life. I'm about I'm actually graduating in ten days, 1:22:08.520 --> 1:22:10.839 and I'm really proud of that, and like I've probably 1:22:11.200 --> 1:22:13.799 I probably thank you so much. And gek, I've probably 1:22:13.840 --> 1:22:18.639 failed twenty college classes. I'm a ged dropout who's about 1:22:18.640 --> 1:22:20.439 to graduate college and I'm really proud of that. 1:22:21.160 --> 1:22:22.240 Fuck yeah too. 1:22:22.640 --> 1:22:25.519 Yeah, man, that's. 1:22:24.400 --> 1:22:26.439 Cool that you you were you were a g so 1:22:26.479 --> 1:22:28.080 you dropped out of high school and got your. 1:22:28.000 --> 1:22:30.200 G oh yeah, oh yeah. I dropped out of high 1:22:30.240 --> 1:22:33.200 school because I left Florida and I had two more 1:22:33.200 --> 1:22:34.760 credits to go, and I was like, I'm not doing 1:22:34.760 --> 1:22:36.080 that crap yim. 1:22:36.120 --> 1:22:38.880 And I mean you graduate, and you graduate, You're graduating 1:22:38.960 --> 1:22:42.320 college at about the same time than any other fucking right. 1:22:42.840 --> 1:22:46.160 Because I had touch Yeah, absolutely yeah, because I just 1:22:46.200 --> 1:22:48.720 had like such a just a tanasta. I just had 1:22:48.760 --> 1:22:50.479 such a drive to like be like all right, well 1:22:50.600 --> 1:22:52.880 now that because I felt behind at first, right, because 1:22:52.880 --> 1:22:55.080 I was super behind. I didn't have a license, I 1:22:56.200 --> 1:22:58.599 I didn't have a high school degree. I didn't have anything. 1:22:58.640 --> 1:23:00.400 I didn't have a job, and like, and I got 1:23:00.439 --> 1:23:02.599 my first job making eight dollars and forty nine cents 1:23:02.960 --> 1:23:05.439 answering the phones at a community college down here in Charleston. 1:23:05.479 --> 1:23:08.120 Then like and like, dude, like I just worked my way, 1:23:08.240 --> 1:23:10.960 Like I'm like I just a lot has happened to 1:23:11.000 --> 1:23:11.879 the I'm trying to say. 1:23:12.479 --> 1:23:15.320 Well, Christian Heckman, listen, I like that. I like this idea. 1:23:15.400 --> 1:23:17.880 I totally believe. I totally agree with you. I think that, 1:23:18.080 --> 1:23:21.280 especially when you're young, you should revel in the fact 1:23:21.320 --> 1:23:22.840 that you know you can. 1:23:22.920 --> 1:23:26.720 You can. You can fuck up and fail telling and 1:23:26.800 --> 1:23:31.000 listen all you you just you you really just can't. 1:23:31.120 --> 1:23:35.240 You can't kill anyone or get anyone pregnant, but any 1:23:35.600 --> 1:23:40.400 other types of failures you can bounce back from. 1:23:40.479 --> 1:23:42.519 Andah, can I tell you how you've inspired my keyching, 1:23:42.520 --> 1:23:43.840 which is a scary sentence. 1:23:43.520 --> 1:23:45.880 To say, how I what. 1:23:46.640 --> 1:23:49.680 Can I tell you how you you inspired my my message. 1:23:49.280 --> 1:23:49.719 To the youth? 1:23:50.680 --> 1:23:51.640 Sure what I tell me? 1:23:52.439 --> 1:23:55.439 You say something that's like, I know, like you say it, 1:23:55.479 --> 1:23:56.800 like all the time you say you don't have to 1:23:56.800 --> 1:24:01.040 do anything. Ever, true, I tell kids that all the time. Man, 1:24:01.040 --> 1:24:02.519 and they look at me like, what the fuck did 1:24:02.520 --> 1:24:04.080 he just say? Did He's just saying you don't have to. 1:24:04.400 --> 1:24:06.000 They're like, do we have to do your homework? And 1:24:06.000 --> 1:24:07.400 I'm like, you don't have to do anything? 1:24:07.439 --> 1:24:09.280 Ever? True? 1:24:09.360 --> 1:24:11.559 You know what that's that is kind of scary, but 1:24:11.640 --> 1:24:15.320 it's true. You don't. You don't have to do your homework. 1:24:15.360 --> 1:24:17.280 You don't have to. I'm gonna give you a bad grade, 1:24:17.360 --> 1:24:18.120 but you don't have to. 1:24:19.520 --> 1:24:21.960 Hmm, yeah, tonight. 1:24:22.040 --> 1:24:22.559 Do you think it? 1:24:23.320 --> 1:24:25.280 Well, go ahead, go ahead, man. 1:24:25.920 --> 1:24:30.760 Do you think it? Uh? It'll it caused them to 1:24:30.840 --> 1:24:32.240 think differently or something. 1:24:32.760 --> 1:24:33.240 I do. 1:24:33.320 --> 1:24:34.800 I think, you know, I think it does. I think 1:24:34.800 --> 1:24:37.920 it makes them realize that. Oh that's a good question. 1:24:38.000 --> 1:24:38.200 Gek. 1:24:38.320 --> 1:24:38.720 I think it. 1:24:39.320 --> 1:24:39.800 I like to. 1:24:41.200 --> 1:24:41.640 I like to. 1:24:42.160 --> 1:24:45.679 I'm big into it. There's something called bloom saxonomy. Basically, 1:24:45.760 --> 1:24:49.320 it's kind of good. It's asking higher level thinking questions 1:24:49.360 --> 1:24:51.920 like I don't want you to just regurgitate information like, good, 1:24:51.960 --> 1:24:54.120 you know that this random white dude died in eighteen 1:24:54.120 --> 1:24:56.080 forty six. Congratulations, This has not helped you in the 1:24:56.080 --> 1:24:58.400 real world. However, I want you to know why you 1:24:58.439 --> 1:25:00.760 think what you think, and I want to. I like to, 1:25:00.840 --> 1:25:03.400 like kind of cycle analyze with education, if that makes sense. 1:25:04.400 --> 1:25:06.360 No, I like that, and I like to. 1:25:06.320 --> 1:25:08.720 Do projects where kids have to like apply themselves and 1:25:08.760 --> 1:25:10.559 like they have to make something like No, like, no, 1:25:10.600 --> 1:25:12.160 I don't want I don't do essays, I don't do 1:25:12.200 --> 1:25:13.519 tests or I'm not going through. Once I have my 1:25:13.520 --> 1:25:15.240 full customer, I'm going to be like you, you have 1:25:15.240 --> 1:25:17.640 to go make a product in the real world and 1:25:17.680 --> 1:25:18.879 go make an actual difference. 1:25:19.200 --> 1:25:20.080 What do you teach? 1:25:21.560 --> 1:25:24.080 So I've been doing like long term subbing and a 1:25:24.080 --> 1:25:25.599 bunch of stuff right now. But when I do teach, 1:25:25.640 --> 1:25:30.479 I'm going to teach uh social studies to like of econ. 1:25:31.080 --> 1:25:34.600 Yeah, I like all that stuff. I like ye know, 1:25:34.600 --> 1:25:36.040 I've always thought about what I would do if I 1:25:36.120 --> 1:25:37.720 was as a teacher. I want to do something like 1:25:37.800 --> 1:25:40.960 that where you have forced kids to like make practical things, 1:25:40.960 --> 1:25:43.479 because you know, when I was in school, I fucking 1:25:43.520 --> 1:25:45.840 hated it because what good is an essay? 1:25:45.920 --> 1:25:46.040 Right? 1:25:46.080 --> 1:25:48.760 You write an essay, then your tea shirt reads it 1:25:48.800 --> 1:25:51.880 and literally throws it in the garbage afterwards, you didn't 1:25:51.920 --> 1:25:52.719 produce anything. 1:25:52.800 --> 1:25:54.000 You just fucking. 1:25:55.120 --> 1:25:59.040 Waste of time for everyone involved. We should have kids making. 1:25:58.840 --> 1:26:02.760 Things exactly, man, exactly and yeah, and and I just 1:26:03.560 --> 1:26:05.920 I would literally, I literally you can. I'm a lot 1:26:05.960 --> 1:26:07.840 of fun at dinner parties because I literally was ranting 1:26:07.920 --> 1:26:10.800 yesterday at Easter at Easter dinner with my friends, saying, 1:26:11.200 --> 1:26:13.160 essays are so dumb, Like I'm like, look at my 1:26:13.200 --> 1:26:15.040 Google slides I made to turn and I because like 1:26:15.080 --> 1:26:17.920 I had an education professor who like a key professor 1:26:17.960 --> 1:26:19.920 of education, like a peaking out of a teacher, and 1:26:19.960 --> 1:26:22.760 he was like, Uh, make a Google slide for this 1:26:22.840 --> 1:26:25.000 instead of writing a five pages. And I did really 1:26:25.040 --> 1:26:26.559 good at that, and I surribed with that, and I 1:26:26.640 --> 1:26:28.360 just I think that's kind of what when you think, 1:26:28.560 --> 1:26:32.800 I we just need a because a lot of the 1:26:32.840 --> 1:26:36.280 original school is literally designed to teach kids how to 1:26:36.320 --> 1:26:39.559 operate the factory, because like the bell that's literally saying 1:26:39.560 --> 1:26:41.400 like all right, your ship's about to start like all this. 1:26:42.160 --> 1:26:47.920 Yeah yeah, so yeah, anyway, yeah, So when I run 1:26:47.960 --> 1:26:49.680 for president, ghek, you can be the secretary of it. 1:26:49.680 --> 1:26:51.800 You can be the secretary of Gefication. 1:26:51.600 --> 1:26:56.679 Secretary of geckucation deckication. Yes, sir, god damn it. All right, 1:26:56.800 --> 1:27:00.439 we're gonna we're gonna fill uh the whole cabinet of lizards. 1:27:00.040 --> 1:27:03.840 Yeah, it will be literal lizard people like they say 1:27:03.880 --> 1:27:05.719 in the government, like the constrictive theorist. 1:27:06.040 --> 1:27:08.800 Yes, exactly, exactly. All right, well I'm excited for that. 1:27:09.080 --> 1:27:10.519 Thank you. Can I tell you, Mike, Can I tell 1:27:10.560 --> 1:27:11.120 you what I believe? 1:27:11.120 --> 1:27:11.280 Really? 1:27:11.320 --> 1:27:13.640 Can I tell you? 1:27:13.680 --> 1:27:13.880 Said? 1:27:14.560 --> 1:27:16.280 But I want to tell you. I want to, I want. 1:27:16.320 --> 1:27:17.559 I know I'm picking up so much of your time, 1:27:17.560 --> 1:27:19.120 and I really appreciate you, but I just want to 1:27:19.120 --> 1:27:21.360 tell you. Can I just give me one minute to 1:27:21.400 --> 1:27:25.160 tell you my my great idea to save the country. 1:27:26.520 --> 1:27:28.400 God if I were what's the who's the name of 1:27:28.439 --> 1:27:32.040 the guy who moderated the debates? Oh? 1:27:32.120 --> 1:27:34.280 Yeah, okay, it's it's it's not that this is like 1:27:34.360 --> 1:27:37.840 less serious, all right. I don't like homelessness. I think 1:27:37.840 --> 1:27:39.760 most people on the chat would probably I'm not looking 1:27:39.760 --> 1:27:41.360 at the chat, but when I do look at I mean, 1:27:41.520 --> 1:27:43.280 most people are anti homelessness, right. 1:27:44.439 --> 1:27:50.400 I think that that is a good stance good. 1:27:50.680 --> 1:27:54.320 So I want to fall homelessness. I want to sell homelessness, 1:27:54.360 --> 1:27:56.599 but I also want to create jobs. And I know 1:27:56.720 --> 1:27:58.439 I when I need extra money because I'm a teacher, 1:27:58.439 --> 1:28:02.400 I don't make money. I do uber eat the liveries okay, okay, 1:28:03.040 --> 1:28:05.040 So I would like to give every homeless person in 1:28:05.120 --> 1:28:08.000 America a twenty fifteen Ford FIESFA and then hire them 1:28:08.000 --> 1:28:09.440 to the Uber East Drivers. 1:28:10.800 --> 1:28:15.840 Well, I'm excited to hear you mention them when you 1:28:15.960 --> 1:28:16.960 run for president. 1:28:17.240 --> 1:28:19.720 Anyway, Thank you so much, jek I really appreciate your time, 1:28:19.760 --> 1:28:21.200 and thank you for letting me rant. 1:28:21.040 --> 1:28:22.400 About you too. 1:28:22.479 --> 1:28:25.040 Thanks man, take care, Bye bye. 1:28:26.439 --> 1:28:29.280 Kristen Hackman tutoring. 1:28:29.080 --> 1:28:29.879 Paul from. 1:28:31.560 --> 1:28:35.240 Potato to accept Press one Potato. 1:28:36.920 --> 1:28:42.200 Hello is this Keith? Oh my god? Yeah? 1:28:42.800 --> 1:28:46.280 All right, Keith, call me back in two months, Jesus 1:28:46.400 --> 1:28:47.040 christ Man. 1:28:47.120 --> 1:28:49.600 I literally didn't call you for like two weeks on 1:28:49.680 --> 1:28:50.920 purpose to avoid this. 1:28:52.880 --> 1:28:54.960 Well, no, no, you know what you didn't know? You 1:28:54.960 --> 1:28:56.519 know what you didn't avoid this? Do you know why 1:28:57.160 --> 1:28:59.479 you call you to avoid this? Keith? Oh, Keith, this 1:28:59.560 --> 1:29:00.800 is going to be called all right? 1:29:01.720 --> 1:29:02.320 Okay, Keith. 1:29:02.320 --> 1:29:03.680 You know I can tell you didn't avoid this is 1:29:03.720 --> 1:29:07.040 because you used a fake name. So you knew if 1:29:07.080 --> 1:29:09.839 I knew it was Keith again that I would be upset. 1:29:10.160 --> 1:29:13.280 So you knew that it hadn't been long enough. 1:29:14.400 --> 1:29:16.519 Listen, man, if you don't want to talk to me, 1:29:16.600 --> 1:29:17.760 I get it. 1:29:17.760 --> 1:29:18.200 It's fine. 1:29:18.280 --> 1:29:20.000 Have a good night, have a good stream. 1:29:20.080 --> 1:29:22.760 I'll talk to you in two months maybe bye. 1:29:24.240 --> 1:29:25.639 I think I just lost a fan. 1:29:26.200 --> 1:29:37.519 All from Josh, Josh, Hi, how are you? I'm okay, 1:29:37.640 --> 1:29:38.160 I let you. 1:29:39.680 --> 1:29:42.000 I'm good. Have we ever spoken before, Josh? 1:29:42.680 --> 1:29:45.599 No, this is actually my first time watching your stream. 1:29:46.640 --> 1:29:49.240 Well, there we go. See. Look it's nothing, see Josh, 1:29:49.320 --> 1:29:53.519 it's nothing against Keith, right, It's just that I got 1:29:53.520 --> 1:29:56.000 all the I got I got, I got all these Joshes. 1:29:56.040 --> 1:29:58.840 I've never spoken before my entire life. I want to 1:29:58.840 --> 1:29:59.559 talk to you, know. 1:30:01.800 --> 1:30:04.080 There's something against Josh's what have we done? 1:30:04.680 --> 1:30:09.560 No, that's you didn't hear me anyway? How are you? Josh? 1:30:09.600 --> 1:30:10.120 I'm good? 1:30:10.479 --> 1:30:13.320 Uh, I got a question. I've only really seen you 1:30:13.360 --> 1:30:16.280 through like TikTok and stuff like that. So is there 1:30:16.360 --> 1:30:17.719 like a fair amount of like cursing? 1:30:17.800 --> 1:30:20.400 Like could be good to say whatever to say? 1:30:20.560 --> 1:30:23.880 You can say cunt, you can say. 1:30:23.320 --> 1:30:27.000 Penis well, variation. 1:30:26.880 --> 1:30:29.960 Nothing else, no other words, just cutting penis? 1:30:29.960 --> 1:30:33.439 All right, what we're you gonna say? So? 1:30:33.800 --> 1:30:36.479 I'm not trying to get too too real, but I 1:30:36.479 --> 1:30:37.240 guess I gotta be. 1:30:39.360 --> 1:30:39.519 Well. 1:30:39.600 --> 1:30:42.000 Kay, Actually, if you've never seen this before, I'm. 1:30:41.760 --> 1:30:43.800 Not I'm not no no, no, no, no, no, no no no, no, 1:30:44.080 --> 1:30:46.280 I know, I know, all right. 1:30:48.920 --> 1:30:55.320 Uh So I got anxiety and I'm medicated for it, right, 1:30:56.320 --> 1:31:00.439 and so I started taking the medicine. But then my 1:31:00.560 --> 1:31:01.439 dick stops working. 1:31:02.800 --> 1:31:07.559 I've heard people report that when they take they take 1:31:07.640 --> 1:31:10.639 like what I guess, SRIS and stuff. I'm not a doctor, 1:31:10.800 --> 1:31:13.800 I'm not a real Yeah, and so. 1:31:15.880 --> 1:31:20.720 My thing is, it's like, what's more important my dick 1:31:20.800 --> 1:31:27.360 working or not having anxious thoughts? 1:31:27.520 --> 1:31:30.040 Yeah, that's totally above my pay grade. You have you 1:31:30.280 --> 1:31:32.439 talked to your doctor about this? 1:31:33.320 --> 1:31:33.679 Yeah? 1:31:34.000 --> 1:31:37.040 And then to me, he said he was going to 1:31:37.080 --> 1:31:39.000 put me on a medicine that makes my dick work 1:31:39.120 --> 1:31:39.800 way too good. 1:31:41.439 --> 1:31:42.679 Oh, so it'll balance it out. 1:31:43.600 --> 1:31:46.800 No, well, he took me off the one that made 1:31:46.880 --> 1:31:48.080 my dick stop working. 1:31:48.760 --> 1:31:51.599 And wait, why don't it take you off? So now 1:31:51.600 --> 1:31:55.519 he's but wait, so is he taking you He's not 1:31:55.560 --> 1:31:57.559 like taking you off your SSR and putting you on 1:31:57.680 --> 1:32:00.559 fucking viagra? Is he's putting you on another s. 1:32:00.360 --> 1:32:02.280 SR, another. 1:32:03.640 --> 1:32:05.240 That makes you extra horny? 1:32:06.439 --> 1:32:11.360 Oh? And I'm so if that, if that, if that exists, 1:32:11.400 --> 1:32:13.200 why is the old one even exists? Why do they 1:32:13.200 --> 1:32:16.080 still give If that exists. 1:32:15.720 --> 1:32:20.080 The problem is is, like before I was on that medicine, 1:32:20.280 --> 1:32:22.479 my wife would tell me that I am too horny. 1:32:23.720 --> 1:32:27.320 Like I'm like already super horny when I'm not on 1:32:27.439 --> 1:32:30.040 any medication. Now I'm about to be on medication. It's 1:32:30.080 --> 1:32:33.000 going to make me super horny. And I don't I 1:32:33.040 --> 1:32:37.400 don't know what is the better option of the of 1:32:37.439 --> 1:32:37.880 the three. 1:32:38.120 --> 1:32:41.519 I guess mm. 1:32:41.560 --> 1:32:44.080 So you're afraid of being too horny all the time, 1:32:44.120 --> 1:32:45.240 which understandable. 1:32:46.200 --> 1:32:46.760 Yeah, And I. 1:32:46.720 --> 1:32:49.760 Work from home right now, and like I sit in 1:32:49.760 --> 1:32:52.479 front of a computer, and like, if I'm in an office, 1:32:52.760 --> 1:32:56.559 then there's you know, like the social structure of saying, well, 1:32:56.560 --> 1:32:59.160 don't look at hoorn in the office, right but. 1:32:59.040 --> 1:33:01.160 I'm help when you're in Yeah, you can go crazy 1:33:01.160 --> 1:33:01.680 whatever you want. 1:33:01.720 --> 1:33:01.880 I can. 1:33:02.960 --> 1:33:04.920 I can the nut. 1:33:05.520 --> 1:33:07.920 I'm probably looking up porn right now while you're talking 1:33:07.920 --> 1:33:08.120 to me. 1:33:08.760 --> 1:33:10.360 I'm looking at a get go in front of the 1:33:10.479 --> 1:33:11.320 camels right now. 1:33:13.640 --> 1:33:13.920 Hmm. 1:33:15.040 --> 1:33:16.680 It's did you do? 1:33:16.760 --> 1:33:19.120 You do you explain to your doctor that you're already 1:33:19.120 --> 1:33:21.320 too horny and you're not sure that you can handle 1:33:21.360 --> 1:33:25.280 the amount of horning conversation to have, Like. 1:33:25.360 --> 1:33:29.280 That's the weird conversation. He he brought it up here? 1:33:29.600 --> 1:33:31.120 Who told you it's going to make you horning? 1:33:31.800 --> 1:33:34.360 Hey, look, I got anxiety and I had to tell 1:33:34.400 --> 1:33:38.000 my doctor my dick doesn't work. That that's the hard 1:33:38.120 --> 1:33:40.280 thing to get over. And now I got to tell 1:33:40.320 --> 1:33:42.920 them that when I'm not I'm jacking off all the. 1:33:42.880 --> 1:33:48.320 Time you're do. I guarantee your doctor has heard way 1:33:48.360 --> 1:33:50.439 worse things than your dick doesn't work. This is a 1:33:50.479 --> 1:33:53.760 medical issue. It's it's fair game to speak with about 1:33:53.760 --> 1:33:57.000 your to your doctor about your Is being. 1:33:56.800 --> 1:34:02.240 Too horny a medical issue? Yes, that sounds like a 1:34:02.280 --> 1:34:03.440 marital issue. 1:34:04.000 --> 1:34:06.559 I think it's a medical well if it if being 1:34:06.720 --> 1:34:10.400 being too horny, because being too horny as an effect 1:34:11.320 --> 1:34:17.040 of your prescribed medicine is is medical issue for sure. 1:34:18.040 --> 1:34:24.479 Okay, I've just I'm just concerned. I'm gonna I'm gonna 1:34:25.240 --> 1:34:28.280 annoy my wife, which I already do. 1:34:28.280 --> 1:34:29.639 Just jack off a lot, man. 1:34:32.280 --> 1:34:34.120 That's probably the best advice I've gotten all day. 1:34:35.560 --> 1:34:42.240 No one's told you that yet, I'm reading the first 1:34:42.240 --> 1:34:43.680 person that that's told you that. 1:34:45.320 --> 1:34:46.160 To jack off? 1:34:46.600 --> 1:34:51.120 Yeah, who else have you spoken about this with. 1:34:53.200 --> 1:34:53.679 My wife? 1:34:54.600 --> 1:34:56.040 What she tell you to do? Did she tell you 1:34:56.040 --> 1:34:56.639 to jack off? 1:35:00.840 --> 1:35:01.040 No? 1:35:01.160 --> 1:35:06.160 She just kind of was because she's eager for my 1:35:06.240 --> 1:35:07.160 dick to work again. 1:35:08.880 --> 1:35:12.360 So so then why are you afraid of annoying her? 1:35:12.880 --> 1:35:15.479 Because I annoyed her when I was horny all the 1:35:15.520 --> 1:35:18.000 time before I would I would hump her while I 1:35:18.080 --> 1:35:18.879 was like asleep. 1:35:19.960 --> 1:35:23.360 Uh, that's probably the biggest one. 1:35:23.360 --> 1:35:24.639 I just humper while asleep. 1:35:26.400 --> 1:35:30.120 But she as active, she is actively excited for your 1:35:30.160 --> 1:35:31.800 penists to work, to function again. 1:35:35.080 --> 1:35:37.200 Yeah, because it's been a month of not working. 1:35:38.840 --> 1:35:42.880 Okay, Yeah, So what do you want for your life? Look, 1:35:42.880 --> 1:35:43.519 it's your penis. 1:35:43.600 --> 1:35:45.640 What do you want to feel like? 1:35:47.960 --> 1:35:49.479 I wanted to have ceiling again. 1:35:49.600 --> 1:35:50.760 That's probably the biggest thing. 1:35:51.560 --> 1:35:57.599 Uh, But the lack of anxiety has been a game changer. 1:35:58.439 --> 1:36:00.559 But I yeah, I wouldn't. 1:36:00.560 --> 1:36:05.280 I wouldn't recommend the the not taking the meds option. 1:36:05.560 --> 1:36:07.080 I think the suprio. I think you got a good 1:36:07.080 --> 1:36:09.599 big you got a good gig, all right. I say 1:36:09.680 --> 1:36:13.040 you embraced the fact that you know you've got a big, 1:36:13.120 --> 1:36:17.599 hulking penis that's always ready to go and fucking when 1:36:17.640 --> 1:36:21.080 you need to jack off. You're in the privacy of 1:36:21.080 --> 1:36:24.640 a home that you own. Jack off as much as 1:36:24.640 --> 1:36:24.960 you want. 1:36:25.760 --> 1:36:28.519 Yeah, my wife doesn't care if I jack off, I 1:36:28.520 --> 1:36:28.960 got one of. 1:36:28.880 --> 1:36:29.639 The good wives. 1:36:30.920 --> 1:36:35.240 Fantastic is that wives. Do people's wives care if they 1:36:35.320 --> 1:36:35.840 jack off? 1:36:36.439 --> 1:36:39.479 Oh yeah, there are a lot of wives who get 1:36:39.600 --> 1:36:41.440 mad at you for like watching porn and stuff. 1:36:42.840 --> 1:36:43.360 That's weird. 1:36:44.240 --> 1:36:44.919 I agree. 1:36:45.840 --> 1:36:48.400 Well, well, man, listen, good luck to you. 1:36:48.439 --> 1:36:51.280 Good luck to you, giant schlong, and I'm happy to 1:36:51.280 --> 1:36:53.720 hear the bad thoughts are going away. So it's good 1:36:54.640 --> 1:36:55.240 good stuff. 1:36:56.360 --> 1:36:56.640 Thank you. 1:36:56.960 --> 1:37:05.760 I'm of course man. Have a good night, you too, Josh. 1:37:02.840 --> 1:37:04.960 Oh, how from? 1:37:06.000 --> 1:37:09.840 Oh good pick sure? 1:37:11.520 --> 1:37:18.160 Margaret Thatcher? Yo, get Oh you're not doing the market 1:37:18.200 --> 1:37:20.639 Thatcher thing. It was just at the top. 1:37:23.640 --> 1:37:26.519 Uh, that was that was just a meme. I can't 1:37:26.520 --> 1:37:27.479 hold it up that long. 1:37:30.080 --> 1:37:30.720 So what's up? 1:37:33.000 --> 1:37:33.560 Who? 1:37:33.680 --> 1:37:36.040 I'm Margaret Thatcher was a poet right? 1:37:39.280 --> 1:37:46.559 No, she was the Prime Minister of England. Oh yeah, 1:37:47.560 --> 1:37:48.439 polarizing figure. 1:37:48.479 --> 1:37:52.760 Actually I don't know anything about her. I thought she 1:37:52.840 --> 1:37:53.360 was a poet. 1:37:55.880 --> 1:37:57.760 Yeah, if you watch the newest season of the Crown, 1:37:57.840 --> 1:38:00.160 you'll kind of get a vibe. 1:38:01.160 --> 1:38:02.920 For me, to watch the newest season of the Crown, 1:38:02.960 --> 1:38:04.680 I'd have to watch all the other seasons for it 1:38:04.720 --> 1:38:05.600 to make sense, wouldn't I? 1:38:06.600 --> 1:38:07.400 Well, I didn't. 1:38:10.840 --> 1:38:15.920 What do you believe, Jack, You know what, I really believe. 1:38:18.040 --> 1:38:22.680 I really believe that. For a long time, I was 1:38:22.880 --> 1:38:26.960 kind of confused about what truly makes somebody happy and 1:38:27.000 --> 1:38:29.960 what puts him on the path to give them. 1:38:29.800 --> 1:38:31.640 A happy light m h. 1:38:32.360 --> 1:38:34.720 And I kind of thought it was doing well in 1:38:34.800 --> 1:38:39.479 school or you know, getting laid a lot, or partying 1:38:39.560 --> 1:38:44.200 a lot, or getting a really good job. And I 1:38:44.320 --> 1:38:47.120 just realized that if it's a really simple answer, it's 1:38:47.240 --> 1:38:53.840 just being a really good friend and loving people well. 1:38:55.160 --> 1:38:56.960 And so that's what I believe. You know, I really 1:38:57.000 --> 1:38:57.799 believe that. 1:38:58.680 --> 1:39:00.719 You can think of a good friend. 1:39:03.520 --> 1:39:05.360 Yeah, I think I am, man, I think I try 1:39:05.439 --> 1:39:07.760 really hard to be so, I hope I am. 1:39:07.800 --> 1:39:09.400 What do you think makes someone a good friends? 1:39:12.680 --> 1:39:14.639 To kind of put into context of what I've been saying, 1:39:14.640 --> 1:39:18.520 I think when I'm feeling like a lot of anxiety 1:39:19.280 --> 1:39:22.920 and I'm like, oh fuck, man, this this this COVID 1:39:23.000 --> 1:39:26.760 is hitting me, this pandemic makes me feel down, or 1:39:26.840 --> 1:39:29.360 just you know, life and journals make me feel down. 1:39:29.400 --> 1:39:32.559 I just try to text a friend and just say, hey, man, 1:39:32.600 --> 1:39:35.120 how's your day going, or call them and say are. 1:39:35.080 --> 1:39:35.720 You doing all right? 1:39:36.560 --> 1:39:38.479 And you know, just if they're not doing all right, 1:39:38.560 --> 1:39:40.519 just talk to them and just kind of listen and 1:39:40.560 --> 1:39:43.519 be there so and the and then that. And then 1:39:43.520 --> 1:39:45.320 when I'm finished doing that, I feel a lot better. 1:39:45.600 --> 1:39:48.080 I say, like, ah, you know what I you know, 1:39:48.320 --> 1:39:51.440 because it kind of comes back to I started obsessing 1:39:51.479 --> 1:39:53.840 what what people talk about their deathbed. 1:39:55.080 --> 1:39:58.440 Sat obsessing with listening to people talk on their deathbed. 1:39:59.560 --> 1:39:59.760 Yeah. 1:40:00.040 --> 1:40:04.960 My younger sister, she worked at a hospice, so she 1:40:05.160 --> 1:40:08.719 was a nurse at an end of life's treatment center. 1:40:10.360 --> 1:40:12.720 And you know, I thought that was At first, I 1:40:12.720 --> 1:40:14.160 thought it was. I felt so bad for her and 1:40:14.160 --> 1:40:17.240 I was worried for her. And she talked about how 1:40:18.920 --> 1:40:24.360 it was so beautiful being able to get comfortable, not 1:40:24.400 --> 1:40:31.479 get comfortable, but have an actual relationship with death. It's 1:40:31.720 --> 1:40:36.360 it's part of her lives. But we kind of block 1:40:36.439 --> 1:40:38.840 it out as much as we can, yea, And she 1:40:38.920 --> 1:40:43.879 said being Yeah, she said being close to it helped her, 1:40:45.120 --> 1:40:47.559 you know, in ways that you can't put on paper. 1:40:47.720 --> 1:40:51.599 I know it sounds corny, but comfortable with reality. 1:40:52.280 --> 1:40:54.720 I actually wish I lately, I actually have been thinking 1:40:54.720 --> 1:40:57.040 about this. I kind of wish I thought about death 1:40:57.920 --> 1:41:01.920 more because I think to much of life is when 1:41:01.920 --> 1:41:05.840 when life becomes too routine. Is when you start to 1:41:05.840 --> 1:41:09.720 forget about that you're going to die. I need to 1:41:09.800 --> 1:41:13.280 ruminate on that more. Uh, you know, is a great 1:41:13.320 --> 1:41:18.360 meditative exercise where you just imagine yourself dying and then 1:41:18.479 --> 1:41:21.000 but before that, you imagine all your friends and family 1:41:21.920 --> 1:41:26.240 dying and uh being I heard that's bad, but then 1:41:26.320 --> 1:41:28.759 you yeah, we're grateful again. 1:41:30.200 --> 1:41:30.400 Gag. 1:41:30.479 --> 1:41:33.160 I read I heard that somebody said that, you know, 1:41:33.280 --> 1:41:36.360 being in the room with I don't want to, you know, 1:41:36.479 --> 1:41:38.040 be too graphic, but being in the room with the 1:41:38.080 --> 1:41:42.439 dead body kind of really helps you accept the death more. 1:41:42.520 --> 1:41:44.680 And I just that kind of I don't know, it 1:41:44.840 --> 1:41:46.840 just coming click with my brain when I heard that. 1:41:47.520 --> 1:41:51.240 You know that just understanding this person's past passing is 1:41:51.280 --> 1:41:52.000 part of life. 1:41:53.520 --> 1:41:57.840 So yeah, taking to the cemeteries and stuff like that. 1:41:58.479 --> 1:41:59.960 Cemetery but you know, I've been watching a lot of 1:42:00.000 --> 1:42:03.120 YouTube videos of interviews with near death experiences and people. 1:42:03.560 --> 1:42:07.679 There's this reddit called last images where people share photos 1:42:07.680 --> 1:42:11.080 of the last of the loved ones. Yeah, people share image 1:42:11.280 --> 1:42:13.559 the last images of their loved ones right before they 1:42:13.640 --> 1:42:15.280 passed away, or the last images. 1:42:15.000 --> 1:42:15.479 Of them alive. 1:42:16.160 --> 1:42:17.800 And again, it sounds really dark, and I don't think 1:42:17.800 --> 1:42:20.560 I'm a dark person. I think I think I'm that 1:42:20.920 --> 1:42:24.400 kind of obsessed with positivity, which you know, it sounds 1:42:24.439 --> 1:42:28.080 counter to what I'm talking about, but I think that 1:42:29.680 --> 1:42:33.479 I think that just having a relationship with death, it 1:42:33.479 --> 1:42:35.479 doesn't have to be obsessive, you know, by having a relationships 1:42:35.520 --> 1:42:38.639 with understanding it better kind of put your whole life 1:42:38.640 --> 1:42:40.840 in perspective, kind of like it did for me, where 1:42:41.720 --> 1:42:44.639 you know, I really try to remind myself, I really 1:42:44.640 --> 1:42:46.439 try to be amazing at my job. And then I 1:42:46.520 --> 1:42:48.840 kind of step back and say, am I you know, 1:42:48.880 --> 1:42:50.000 am I helping my friends out? 1:42:50.520 --> 1:42:50.840 Am I? 1:42:51.000 --> 1:42:54.880 You know, just showing love to even strangers? Well, and 1:42:54.920 --> 1:42:56.840 that's what I think when I'm going to pass, when 1:42:56.880 --> 1:42:59.439 I die, I'm going to look back on you know, yeah, 1:42:59.479 --> 1:43:02.280 who cares? Got a promotion, that's great, you know, hey, 1:43:02.560 --> 1:43:05.680 you know, make good investments, get a home. But I'm 1:43:05.680 --> 1:43:07.360 not loving well, I'm not being good friend. 1:43:08.120 --> 1:43:08.320 You know. 1:43:08.479 --> 1:43:11.040 That's you know, at least what I've learned so for 1:43:11.240 --> 1:43:12.960 is being That's what being a good human is. That's 1:43:12.960 --> 1:43:13.960 the yes of it right there. 1:43:15.040 --> 1:43:16.200 Would you say your name was. 1:43:17.840 --> 1:43:18.599 Margaret Thatcher? 1:43:19.520 --> 1:43:19.680 Oh? 1:43:19.760 --> 1:43:23.160 Yes, Well, you know what Margaret Thatcher. I agree with you. 1:43:23.200 --> 1:43:26.559 I think that it's good to always ruminates on death 1:43:26.560 --> 1:43:29.120 because it makes you feel grateful for life. 1:43:29.400 --> 1:43:31.280 And I've been into some shit like that too. 1:43:31.320 --> 1:43:36.200 I've been into like our slash morbid reality and uh 1:43:37.080 --> 1:43:39.960 things of things of that nature. I don't know what 1:43:40.040 --> 1:43:41.040 it is, but there's something. 1:43:43.720 --> 1:43:44.759 It's weird, is it? Eh? 1:43:45.320 --> 1:43:46.320 Got it? 1:43:46.320 --> 1:43:50.160 It's counter But thank you so much for sharing Margaret Thatcher, 1:43:50.200 --> 1:43:53.160 and also for teaching me who Margaret Thatcher is. 1:43:54.400 --> 1:43:56.960 Oh Man, Yeah, I love you man, peace and love 1:43:57.439 --> 1:44:00.360 ye love your stream. I love the energy putting out there. 1:44:00.360 --> 1:44:01.479 It's it's really exciting here. 1:44:02.880 --> 1:44:05.639 Thank you, madam. I'm trying. I'm powering through the sickness. Baby. 1:44:07.000 --> 1:44:07.200 Yeah. 1:44:07.280 --> 1:44:09.519 Man, we all ar, dude, thank you. 1:44:09.479 --> 1:44:14.640 Taking goodbye for sure man, you take care of Thank you, Tabla. 1:44:17.320 --> 1:44:18.840 I like that that was Italian. 1:44:19.720 --> 1:44:22.880 Never Be cant goes on the line taking your phone 1:44:22.880 --> 1:44:23.800 calls every night. 1:44:24.200 --> 1:44:26.080 Never Be goes doing his eye. 1:44:26.200 --> 1:44:29.320 He's teaching you cloud inter your life, but he's not 1:44:29.560 --> 1:44:32.639 really an expert.