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Speaker 1: with an argument against arguing, an explanation of the many
Speaker 1: tears of Heaven within the Mormon faith, and a performer
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Speaker 1: speak with a woman who reads death certificates for a living,
Speaker 1: and then a man who ejaculates out of his own knee.
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Speaker 2: Goes on the line takes every night ever goes?
Speaker 1: Who's teaching you.
Speaker 3: All? From?
Speaker 4: Dixon?
Speaker 1: Dixon?
Speaker 5: WHOA, I'm on?
Speaker 1: I know it's it's how does How does that feel feels?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 4: Feels invigorating.
Speaker 1: I gotta say, what's your deal? Dixon?
Speaker 4: I'll tell you what my deal is. My deal is
Speaker 4: complacency makes me uncomfortable. So I get in a lot
Speaker 4: of online arguments and I want to just spend on
Speaker 4: how I can just stop myself.
Speaker 1: This is a classic well what are you getting done
Speaker 1: on our.
Speaker 7: Uh?
Speaker 4: Mostly stuff that won't change anyone's mind, like politics.
Speaker 1: See that's the thing. No no argument on the internet
Speaker 1: has ever ended with when you argue with people on here,
Speaker 1: I mean like, oh, you know, actually here's here's you know,
Speaker 1: I actually think about this. Here's what I would do.
Speaker 1: Is like when you're like typing out a comment on
Speaker 1: the internet to someone, like check your intentions right, Like,
Speaker 1: what are my intentions right now? Am i am? I
Speaker 1: are my intentions to make someone mad? Or my intentions
Speaker 1: to seek vengeance?
Speaker 8: You know?
Speaker 1: What are your intentions? Do you feel when you're getting
Speaker 1: in these arguments with people on the internet.
Speaker 4: Well, it's funny. I used to be, you know, a
Speaker 4: real trying to mean budhole about my political views, and
Speaker 4: sure someone was mean to me, and then I stopped
Speaker 4: being mean for no reason and having hateful views. So
Speaker 4: in the back of my mind, I think maybe I
Speaker 4: can just put that one on somebody and change their minds.
Speaker 4: But it mostly just ends in you know, shouting.
Speaker 1: You say you're trying to trying to change look, well,
Speaker 1: trying to change people's minds of your of your views,
Speaker 1: like you're arguing with like, look, if you have, if
Speaker 1: you have a way that you think other people should live,
Speaker 1: or that you think the world should function, and maybe
Speaker 1: this is cheesy or whatever. You know, Look, man, you
Speaker 1: gotta just you can't. You can't convince people to do
Speaker 1: it in any other way. But then by you know,
Speaker 1: living it by example and you can't be out living
Speaker 1: your life, by example, if you're on the computer arguing
Speaker 1: with people.
Speaker 4: That's a great point. I like that. So you think
Speaker 4: I should just go out be nice in the world
Speaker 4: and maybe that'll change people's minds who can just see it.
Speaker 4: Maybe they want to do that too.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, there's some fucking quote out there. I
Speaker 1: don't know if it's by the whatever, but if you
Speaker 1: it's something like, if you want to change the world,
Speaker 1: you gotta change yourself. But yeah, you just want to
Speaker 1: leave like that a lot, all right.
Speaker 4: I think that answers my.
Speaker 1: Question for sure. Man. It's it's it's that would be
Speaker 1: a hard thing to get, you know, addicted to. But
Speaker 1: but you know, stay strong, my dude, And thank you.
Speaker 1: I appreciate you calling in.
Speaker 4: Man much appreciate you.
Speaker 1: Take care, Take care man. By bad.
Speaker 3: Paul from Miranda Miranda.
Speaker 4: Oh hello, what can you do?
Speaker 1: Miranda?
Speaker 9: I'm I I can do paint.
Speaker 1: Where and with what.
Speaker 9: I can do paint near me, and I mean I can't.
Speaker 9: I can't paint from far away. I can't.
Speaker 1: I'm not getting far away because you know, that would
Speaker 1: be a good skill to have, because I know lots
Speaker 1: of people that can paint. I don't know lots of
Speaker 1: people that can paint remotely.
Speaker 9: Yeah, I can. I can only paint close close to me.
Speaker 9: But I'm good at watercolor painting mm hm and and
Speaker 9: some digital art. But I'm still I'm still learning.
Speaker 1: Can you paint with fire? And if you could? Would you?
Speaker 10: You know?
Speaker 9: I mean, I've seen those paintings are not like I
Speaker 9: guess it's not really a painting, but it's like people
Speaker 9: will use like gunpowder or something and then they light
Speaker 9: it on fire and then it burns and like the
Speaker 9: pattern of what they wanted to draw, And so I.
Speaker 11: Think I would do that.
Speaker 9: That sounds really cool.
Speaker 1: Have you ever been to Disney World.
Speaker 9: I haven't been to Disney World. If I've been to Disneyland,
Speaker 9: and it was pretty weird.
Speaker 1: Why is it weird?
Speaker 9: I got paid to go because I read the Book
Speaker 9: of Mormon?
Speaker 3: What?
Speaker 9: Yeah, Like, there was this rich Mormon lady who was
Speaker 9: hosting like this big Disneyland trip and she paid for
Speaker 9: ten people to go to Disneyland if they promised to
Speaker 9: read the Book of Mormon. And so I did it
Speaker 9: to go to disney Land, except the kind of didn't
Speaker 9: actually do it.
Speaker 1: That's actually what I was about to ask you, is,
Speaker 1: how did they prove how did you prove that you
Speaker 1: were able to that that you did it well?
Speaker 9: So they were like supposed to ask your parents, and
Speaker 9: like your parents were supposed to like give updates every
Speaker 9: now and then, and so I just pretended like i'd
Speaker 9: read it with my mom watching me. But I just
Speaker 9: kind of zone out.
Speaker 1: Okay, So at that point that doesn't make a lot
Speaker 1: of sense to me, because all right, you're wait, that's
Speaker 1: what So your mom would watch you literally she would
Speaker 1: watch you hold the book open and stare at it.
Speaker 9: I mean she probably wasn't paying attention that well either.
Speaker 9: I think she had like burn notice on in the background. Okay,
Speaker 9: you know she looks over every now as a p
Speaker 9: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeahyeah see.
Speaker 1: But at that point I get, I get not reading it,
Speaker 1: looking up spark notes, lying about it, all that. But
Speaker 1: at that point, if you're just sit and you have
Speaker 1: the book, it would be less boring to actually read it.
Speaker 1: It's like when you're like stuck on the toilet without
Speaker 1: your phone, so you start reading like shampoo bottles and shit.
Speaker 1: You know, it would be like but it would be
Speaker 1: more more more exciting for you to actually read it
Speaker 1: at that point.
Speaker 9: I mean, I guess I just it was just so boring,
Speaker 9: Like it felt more boring to read it than to
Speaker 9: zone out and just like have my own adventure in
Speaker 9: my head.
Speaker 1: Okay, what was what was your alternative mental programming to
Speaker 1: the Book of Mormon.
Speaker 9: I have no idea. This is when I was like twelve,
Speaker 9: so probably something involving like Pokemon or bay blades.
Speaker 1: They should they should put that in the Book of Mormon.
Speaker 1: They should have bay blades in there.
Speaker 9: I mean what they are like weird parts of the
Speaker 9: Book of Mormon.
Speaker 1: Like I think, how would you know? You haven't read it.
Speaker 9: I mean, I've read parts of it. I grew up Mormon,
Speaker 9: But then I don't that shit's weird now.
Speaker 1: Though, tell me the weirdest part of the Book of Mormon.
Speaker 9: I mean, the one story that I thought of is
Speaker 9: I'm pretty sure there's like a point where I think
Speaker 9: someone like this, I think this dude's like guarding some sheep,
Speaker 9: and then some some dudes steal some of the sheep
Speaker 9: and some then the guy cuts all of their arms off.
Speaker 9: That's a little funky.
Speaker 1: That sounds badass.
Speaker 9: It is pretty cool, but I think it's definitely a
Speaker 9: strange punishment, like, Oh, you took some sheep, I'm gonna
Speaker 9: take your arms.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like demented. That's like saw.
Speaker 9: Yeah, I guess that is a little bit like saw.
Speaker 1: Sounds like you missed that on reading the kind of
Speaker 1: cool book.
Speaker 9: No, No, I've read parts of most of motiv Most
Speaker 9: of it is pretty boring. I think the only like
Speaker 9: really like fun part is when like there's so technically Mormon.
Speaker 9: Mormonism is mildly polytheistic, because if you're a really good
Speaker 9: Mormon and you go to the top tier of Heaven,
Speaker 9: you get to like become God of your own universe.
Speaker 1: Ooh, I didn't know that heaven has tears in the
Speaker 1: Mormon face.
Speaker 9: Yeah, there's like three tiers, and then there's like kind
Speaker 9: of like a fourth tier. It's called spiritual prison, and
Speaker 9: that's where you go where if you weren't Mormon on
Speaker 9: earth and you have to like wait there until someone
Speaker 9: baptizes your like dead body.
Speaker 8: Well, they don't actually.
Speaker 9: Baptize your dead body. They baptize like a living person
Speaker 9: and then but they pretend like you're a dead person.
Speaker 12: You know.
Speaker 1: In Judaism, we only have one tier of heaven and
Speaker 1: it's hell.
Speaker 9: Oh wait, what really, what you would you do?
Speaker 1: If you're being honest with yourself? What tear of heaven
Speaker 1: do you think you belong in?
Speaker 9: Okay, well, so if I'm following what I learned from
Speaker 9: when I was a Mormon, I'd probably end up in
Speaker 9: a spiritual prison slash outer darkness.
Speaker 1: The worst one is that the is that the Z tier.
Speaker 9: That's the worst one, because I guess like one of
Speaker 9: the big, big old bad sins is like learning about
Speaker 9: Mormonism and then choosing to reject it. So technically, technically
Speaker 9: i'd end up like in outer darkness with like Hitler.
Speaker 1: But right now a little bit, you're kind of you're
Speaker 1: kind of fucking us right now a little bit because
Speaker 1: oh no, no, you're fucking with right now because because
Speaker 1: now we're fucked now, Miranda.
Speaker 4: No, you guess it would be one thing if we.
Speaker 1: Were ignorant of it, but now we all know about it,
Speaker 1: and so if we choose to reject it, we're going
Speaker 1: to be hanging out with you and Hitler.
Speaker 9: No, no, you haven't. You guys haven't seen Okay, No,
Speaker 9: I got baptized and then rejected it. You guys, weren't
Speaker 9: baptized and have rejected it. Y'all, y'all still have a chance.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna just pretend like we didn't hear any of this.
Speaker 9: Okay, this is this is between you and me.
Speaker 1: Okay, Well, no, I don't want to I don't want
Speaker 1: to be in it either, because now I don't. I
Speaker 1: don't know I'm gonna go to Hell. Well whatever, I
Speaker 1: was going to hell anyway, so I don't. It doesn't matter.
Speaker 9: You've streamed from Hell.
Speaker 1: It's true. I've been there. They know me there. I've
Speaker 1: got friends there. It's not such a bad place. But listen, Miranda. Yes,
Speaker 1: I appreciate you calling in and sharing your story. Thank
Speaker 1: you very much for for for enlightening us and for
Speaker 1: you know, getting us all you know. Well, at least
Speaker 1: now we know where we're going. This is. Yeah, there's
Speaker 1: there's comfort in that. I appreciate you, Miranda. I'll talk
Speaker 1: to you again soon, Okay.
Speaker 9: I love you, talk to you soon too.
Speaker 6: All from Daniel.
Speaker 13: Daniel Daniel, Hello Daniel Daniel. I've been all alone, Daniel.
Speaker 1: I've been trapped in this cave for days, no water,
Speaker 1: no place to go to, the damn bathroom. This smells
Speaker 1: in here, and and and I'm and I'm relieved, Daniel,
Speaker 1: you're relieved. I wipe the I metaphorically wipe the sweat
Speaker 1: from my brow in response to your presence, because I
Speaker 1: am relieved that you have come to save me.
Speaker 6: I'm so very glad I could be of use.
Speaker 1: To you, Daniel. I have a question for you.
Speaker 6: What is that question?
Speaker 1: What is your deal? Daniel?
Speaker 6: My deal, Gank is that I am a performer with
Speaker 6: had an audience. Before this pandemic hit the world, I
Speaker 6: was performing in front of people live on a weekly basis,
Speaker 6: and now I find myself performing to a microphone and
Speaker 6: finding very little enjoyment from it. And my question to
Speaker 6: myself is always was I just seeking validation? Was I
Speaker 6: just seeking applause? Or is there actual worth to the
Speaker 6: endeavor of the performance itself?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 1: I actually love this question. What do you perform?
Speaker 6: I did musicals when I was on page, and now
Speaker 6: mostly I do voice acting.
Speaker 1: You were like you you were like a musician, like
Speaker 1: you were in a band, or you were like a
Speaker 1: performer in like musicals.
Speaker 6: I was a performer in musicals.
Speaker 1: And so you say you have a microphone, you do
Speaker 1: like voice acting? Do you ever, you ever like live
Speaker 1: stream or make talks or anything like that.
Speaker 6: See, I've tried, and I feel so vain. And I
Speaker 6: don't know whether that's pride or whether that's my own
Speaker 6: self censorship. But I can't stand live streaming myself. I
Speaker 6: can't stand just putting myself out there to that point
Speaker 6: where all there is is me. I'm not speaking to
Speaker 6: someone else's text, It's just my own words.
Speaker 1: Hmmm. So you can't get over this like idea of yourself,
Speaker 1: you know, feeling like it's feeling like the idea of
Speaker 1: streaming yourself or the idea of putting yourself out there
Speaker 1: is vain.
Speaker 6: Yes, yes, the idea of that expression of the self
Speaker 6: is instead more self flagellating. That not flashlating. That's the
Speaker 6: wrong word. It's almost masturbatory.
Speaker 1: You know, as someone who is currently streaming themselves on
Speaker 1: the internet, I have these exact same thoughts. Oh no,
Speaker 1: I have these exact same thoughts all the time. I do.
Speaker 1: I've had. I mean, I'm you know, throughout my whole
Speaker 1: sort of life of making things, I have these thoughts
Speaker 1: constantly of like, is making shit masturbatory? And I think
Speaker 1: it is? It kind of is. But so what I
Speaker 1: guess I've gotten over it.
Speaker 6: You know, it's a little and here's here's also the
Speaker 6: thing is that like what exactly is wrong with masturbation
Speaker 6: is is the issue of like what where is where
Speaker 6: is the thing that is wrong with taking pleasure in
Speaker 6: yourself and being yourself?
Speaker 1: I agree, dude, that's a great way to put it.
Speaker 1: You know, you know, all right, this is gonna all right,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get a little meta here. But you know,
Speaker 1: it's worked for me. And I don't know how this.
Speaker 1: I don't know how this could apply to you, but
Speaker 1: maybe it could. But I thought this is exactly what
Speaker 1: worked for me to get over that. All right, So
Speaker 1: this stream, this is therapy gecko, right, but it's really
Speaker 1: just me talking. This is me. But I don't feel
Speaker 1: like if my stream, like if my stream, if the
Speaker 1: stream were me, not in a costume, just talking as Lyle,
Speaker 1: as me, and if it was called like the Lyle
Speaker 1: Advice Hour or something that would make me want to
Speaker 1: throw up, I would I would think that would be
Speaker 1: the most masturbatory thing ever. So I'm sort of hiding
Speaker 1: I've been able to deal with that by doing it
Speaker 1: not as me, but as kind of a character which
Speaker 1: you know, and I wonder if there's a way that
Speaker 1: you could kind of do that too, if that makes sense.
Speaker 6: Yeah, it does. It does. You give yourself a mask
Speaker 6: by which you can portray your more authentic self, but
Speaker 6: when it is seen by the audience, it doesn't necessarily
Speaker 6: give the idea of like, oh, this is Lionel talking.
Speaker 6: It gives you not only just some defense, but it
Speaker 6: allows you yourself to feel comfortable because there is some method,
Speaker 6: there is some barrier that protects you.
Speaker 1: Yes, percent, Yeah, I think if you could, if you
Speaker 1: could find what that is for yourself, you know, like
Speaker 1: even like you said, you're a voice actor, right, like
Speaker 1: you could fucking make tiktoks, you could live stream as
Speaker 1: a puppet or like a VR character. I mean, when
Speaker 1: you're acting in musicals, you know you you're you're an actor.
Speaker 1: You play characters, so you do, you know, so it
Speaker 1: wouldn't be out of your element. I think for you
Speaker 1: to don some kind of character, some kind of alter
Speaker 1: ego through which you can portray elements of your true
Speaker 1: self without actually being one hundred percent out there.
Speaker 6: Sure enough, sure enough.
Speaker 1: I don't know exactly what that would be for you,
Speaker 1: but you know, look, if you're if you're, if you're
Speaker 1: you're an actor, you know your work is not being
Speaker 1: portrayed through you, It's it's you as a character. That's
Speaker 1: what actors do. You know, Leonardo DiCaprio in his movies,
Speaker 1: he's not Leonardo DiCaprio, He's the bear guy or whatever.
Speaker 6: Yeah. No, I love how the chant is descended into
Speaker 6: a David Lynch discussion.
Speaker 1: Uh but but no, I totally understand your dilemma. Man,
Speaker 1: I've had that exact same thing. Like, I couldn't do
Speaker 1: this stream if.
Speaker 11: It was just.
Speaker 1: Was the Lyle Advice show. That would make me. I
Speaker 1: hate that, you know, it would it would It would
Speaker 1: feel too maspiratory. So the mask of a character, you know,
Speaker 1: helps a lot. I think I think you might want
Speaker 1: to explore that. See what that you know, see what
Speaker 1: that it could lead to for you.
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, well, thank you, thank you Lyle.
Speaker 1: Absolutely, Man, you have a good rest of the you too,
Speaker 1: take care of many. You know, geckos make a sound.
Speaker 1: There's no geckos make a sound. They go.
Speaker 3: All from Nate, Nate.
Speaker 14: What's going on?
Speaker 1: Man? You know, not a lot. I'm in the cave
Speaker 1: and I was playing on leaving the cave. But I
Speaker 1: was like, you know what, let's do one more call
Speaker 1: because it's only nine million. What year is it? What
Speaker 1: year is it, Nate?
Speaker 14: Yoh, I don't even know. Man, It's twenty twenty year
Speaker 14: of the virus. I'm sitting here watching Gek on the screen.
Speaker 14: I'm like, let me call him up. Let me tell
Speaker 14: him what the deal is. You know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Well, Nate, now's your shut and now's your chance. Now's
Speaker 1: your opportunity. Now's the chance for you to reach out
Speaker 1: and take it. Tell me, Nate, what's the deal?
Speaker 14: The deal? Deal?
Speaker 11: Man?
Speaker 14: Yeah, listen to real talk. I'm really worried about my
Speaker 14: little brother. Dude. All right, you remember when the pandemic started,
Speaker 14: and you know, I don't know if you're on Tender
Speaker 14: at that point in time, but they opened up you know, Tender. Yeah,
Speaker 14: they opened up Tender right to like the whole world, right,
Speaker 14: all right. So he met he met this girl and
Speaker 14: in uh Quebec, yeah, Quebec, you know, and uh and
Speaker 14: and you know they've been he spends every night talking
Speaker 14: to this girl and like he's like he's like really
Speaker 14: in love with this girl, you know. And it's been
Speaker 14: it's been it's been like several months now, and his
Speaker 14: life just revolves around talking to this girl and like
Speaker 14: like I don't know what to do.
Speaker 10: Man.
Speaker 14: He he this girl is coming to him and she's
Speaker 14: flying down to spend like three weeks with him, and
Speaker 14: like he like wants to move up there, you know,
Speaker 14: to sit to Quebec and have have your dad get
Speaker 14: him his job and stuff. I'm just like the thing
Speaker 14: is he's taking it really seriously and then he's just
Speaker 14: like ignoring other parts of his life.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 14: It's like I feel like I feel like he doesn't
Speaker 14: have his own his passion, you know, he he he is,
Speaker 14: He's a dependent and and I don't know what to do. Man,
Speaker 14: I'm not to do.
Speaker 1: I don't know, man. I mean, you know what what
Speaker 1: have you done already done already?
Speaker 14: Well, you know, I cautioned him. I was like, hey, man,
Speaker 14: you know you need to go to you need to
Speaker 14: you need to finish up your degree. You need to
Speaker 14: get your bachelor's degree. You know, he has an AA
Speaker 14: and he needs to go back to school. And I
Speaker 14: told him, I'm like, you know, think i I'll going
Speaker 14: back to school and you know, so I mean, I
Speaker 14: mean there's that, you know. I told him, like, hey,
Speaker 14: you know, you might want to think about like the
Speaker 14: consequences of moving out of the country to to Canada,
Speaker 14: to this girl who you you have not actually seen physically,
Speaker 14: like like you don't know what she looks like. Man,
Speaker 14: you've just been talking to her on on on the
Speaker 14: screen the whole time, you know, And it makes you
Speaker 14: think about like like like, you know, what do I do?
Speaker 1: You know, it's nice that you care about your brother,
Speaker 1: but at the end of the day, look, if your
Speaker 1: brother this, this could go one of many ways. Your
Speaker 1: brother might very well be on track for a substantial L.
Speaker 1: But that's the thing, you know, you can't. You can't
Speaker 1: do anything about it because he he can't. He's that's
Speaker 1: the thing you gotta You gotta learn. You gotta take
Speaker 1: your own L So you can't no one can and
Speaker 1: you a lesson. People can. This is a little thing.
Speaker 1: I didn't come up with this. I don't want to
Speaker 1: take credit for this, but someone once said you can't.
Speaker 1: You can give people advice, but a lesson can only
Speaker 1: be learned by the person who learns it. Your brother,
Speaker 1: if he takes an L on this, you know, that's
Speaker 1: that's that's his l to take. You know, you can't
Speaker 1: you can't really do anything about that. You know, and
Speaker 1: you get and this is more of a in your
Speaker 1: Your conflict is more with yourself than it is with
Speaker 1: your brother. And your conflict is overcoming is or or
Speaker 1: rather facing the fact that you gotta let your brother. Look,
Speaker 1: you can, you can, you can give him advice, you
Speaker 1: can tell him you know what you think and and
Speaker 1: all that, but at the end of the day, he's
Speaker 1: gonna do what he's gonna do. And so your conflict
Speaker 1: is not with your brother. Your conflict is with yourself
Speaker 1: and coming to terms with the fact that he's going
Speaker 1: to do what he's gonna do, and you gotta you
Speaker 1: gotta let him take his own l's.
Speaker 14: Mm hmmm, mm hm, I feel that mm hmm.
Speaker 1: You gotta let him learn, you know, or you or
Speaker 1: or you make a fake tender account and you catfish
Speaker 1: him as a different girl from Canada, right, and then
Speaker 1: you get hit the start. You get him to start
Speaker 1: messaging with this this this fake you know, Canadian girl
Speaker 1: that you've created, and then you expose the messages to
Speaker 1: the other Canadian girl and and you and you go
Speaker 1: up to her and you're like, hey, I'm just watching
Speaker 1: out for you and you and you sabotage their relationship.
Speaker 14: Well, I'm I'm writing.
Speaker 1: But that would be that would be that would be
Speaker 1: much more difficult.
Speaker 14: No, you're right, I'm gonna need I'm gonna need a
Speaker 14: lot of pons. We need a lot of pons so
Speaker 14: I can flood Tinder with these face Canadian girls who
Speaker 14: all are about the same age, you know, And I
Speaker 14: think that will get up.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, create a bunch of them. I mean like
Speaker 1: get like well, no, that's a little I feel like
Speaker 1: that's little. Just get like one beauty Wanda. Is that Wanda?
Speaker 1: Make a beautiful redhead Canadian woman? Want Wanda in Quebec.
Speaker 1: And you know, oh, but you know what's gonna happen.
Speaker 1: You know, I think it's gonna happen. If you do this,
Speaker 1: what you're gonna get into a You're gonna this is
Speaker 1: like a romantic comedy kind of thing. You're gonna get
Speaker 1: all right, So so you're gonna start texting with You're
Speaker 1: gonna find out, you're gonna find the Canadian crushes information
Speaker 1: and then you, as Wanda, are gonna start talking to
Speaker 1: her because you're gonna be like, oh, your boy your
Speaker 1: boyfriend was like flirting with me, and then they're gonna
Speaker 1: break up. But then Wanda, you know, you talk, You're
Speaker 1: gonna talk to the Canadian girl. What's this? Do you
Speaker 1: know this girl name?
Speaker 14: Yeah? But but you know I know her name. I
Speaker 14: won't I won't stay it on the street, but I
Speaker 14: do know her name.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: All right, Well, well you well, Wanda and his Canadian girlfriend,
Speaker 1: they're going to start becoming friends, right and actually there's
Speaker 1: gonna be a little friendship going there and I and
Speaker 1: then you're gonna fall in love with That's that's that's
Speaker 1: that's that's act too, all right, act to you, you
Speaker 1: as Wanda fall in love with your brother's Canadian girlfriend.
Speaker 14: Wow, so it was me the whole time? Yeah?
Speaker 1: So then and so then then you're in Then you're
Speaker 1: in a crazy situation right there, and then you and
Speaker 1: your I don't know, I don't know what happens in between,
Speaker 1: but I know that it does end with both of
Speaker 1: you going to Canada, falling down on your knees, begging
Speaker 1: for this Canadian girl to take one of you. And
Speaker 1: at the end, then at the end of the day,
Speaker 1: she goes with a bear. But the well, through this experience,
Speaker 1: you and your brother, you know, you fly home from
Speaker 1: Canada broke defeated, you know, and it strengthens your relationship. So,
Speaker 1: you know what, this is actually a much better option.
Speaker 1: I think you should go. I think you should go
Speaker 1: with this option as opposed to anything I said earlier.
Speaker 14: You know what, this this is really helpful, man, it's
Speaker 14: been it's been a pleasure. Love the stream. Thank you,
Speaker 14: you know, keep that up, dude. But yeah, so I'm
Speaker 14: gonna I'm gonna actually utilize this information now.
Speaker 1: Yeah, man, let me know how it goes.
Speaker 14: Yeah, yeah, I know. I'll talk to you again.
Speaker 1: All right, take care of it. You have a good one.
Speaker 1: Be careful at you as well.
Speaker 14: Good evening.
Speaker 1: I know he didn't mean it, but good evening is
Speaker 1: that's usually that's never good night is a is an
Speaker 1: ending one. But good evening it's not usually usually in
Speaker 1: an opening an opener. But whatever. He was probably just
Speaker 1: excited because he has a new plan. Hey, everyone, get
Speaker 1: here again. In just a moment, we will be joined
Speaker 1: by my sister Chloe, who will be doing some therapy,
Speaker 1: gaging with us, taking some calls, and that moment begins
Speaker 1: now I just I want to jump in to explain
Speaker 1: that she was coming on in case you heard a
Speaker 1: random voice and you're like, who is this? It's my sister.
Speaker 1: It's Chloe, all right.
Speaker 3: All from dick Me, Dick Meaty, what.
Speaker 12: Are you fucking kidding me?
Speaker 1: Yes, dick Me. You tell me immediately what year you were? One?
Speaker 12: Two and one?
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, I know you.
Speaker 12: I've called you before and everyone thought I was twelve?
Speaker 1: Are you twelve?
Speaker 12: No, I'm nineteen.
Speaker 15: You knows she came up with that really fast, she did.
Speaker 12: I'm just show an extremely pre pre pepus. My name
Speaker 12: is Grace.
Speaker 1: Another double Grace.
Speaker 10: Yeah. I know.
Speaker 12: That's why I said that, because I've called you like
Speaker 12: fifty times and I'm like, he's not going answer.
Speaker 5: Well.
Speaker 1: I want to hear the your well okay, before Grace,
Speaker 1: I want to hear the origin story behind Dick Meedy.
Speaker 10: Oh.
Speaker 12: I said thick Meedy cock. But I guess the cock
Speaker 12: part didn't.
Speaker 6: Really pick up it, didn't.
Speaker 1: You hooked to me so hard with the thick Meedy
Speaker 1: that I didn't even you know, I jumped on it immediately.
Speaker 16: I'm concerned for you that your user name is thick
Speaker 16: Meedy cock anyway, what's up, Grace? How can we how
Speaker 16: can we help you out these days?
Speaker 12: Well, I'm like your opinion honestly, and I need to.
Speaker 1: As long as it's an opinion about all right, We'll
Speaker 1: go ahead, I go up.
Speaker 12: Okay, Yeah, I got you. So I broke up with
Speaker 12: my ex like two weeks ago. You don't need to
Speaker 12: know why. He's just know that, okay, and so no,
Speaker 12: the opposite, but.
Speaker 15: I'm sorry, okay, gone.
Speaker 12: So there was this girl that he became friends with
Speaker 12: like two months after we broke up, and I remember
Speaker 12: asking him like, is she attractive?
Speaker 9: I don't know why I asked, you know how it is?
Speaker 12: You know what I mean? Like I don't really care? Yeah, anyway,
Speaker 12: and so he just didn't really answer, and I'm like, okay.
Speaker 12: So I broke up with him like two weeks ago
Speaker 12: and he started dating her five days later.
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 9: So whether they're.
Speaker 12: Dating sooner or they just became official, I don't know.
Speaker 12: But I have a lot of people telling me like,
Speaker 12: why are you Why do you care because you broke
Speaker 12: up with him, and you know it doesn't matter because
Speaker 12: you're already broke up. But like, I don't know, I
Speaker 12: kind of feel like that's kind of I don't know
Speaker 12: if I can curse on here for the it's kind
Speaker 12: of messed up, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: You said big meaty cock. I don't know if I
Speaker 1: could curse on here.
Speaker 3: Well it sailed okay, yeah, you're right, but.
Speaker 12: You know what I mean. So then it's kind of
Speaker 12: like he then I asked him and he's like, yeah,
Speaker 12: well we became official after five days, so then he
Speaker 12: could just kind of blatantly admit admit it that he's
Speaker 12: been with this girl since like when we were dating.
Speaker 12: But that everyone's like, we shouldn't be mad about him.
Speaker 12: Like I can get a little upset about it, Like
Speaker 12: I know, I broke.
Speaker 14: Up with him, but.
Speaker 16: You know, I mean, I agree that you can be
Speaker 16: mad about it, But it sounds like you dodged a
Speaker 16: huge bullet because if he cheated on you, you know,
Speaker 16: why would you want that person in your life?
Speaker 12: I mean, we had a kid together, so he's gonna
Speaker 12: be in my life regardless.
Speaker 16: Oh that part was that was you really buried the
Speaker 16: lead on that one.
Speaker 15: Uh uh yeah.
Speaker 16: I was gonna be like, girl, you're nineteen, you know whatever,
Speaker 16: You're gonna meet plenty of men in your day.
Speaker 12: Well, okay, that's the point is that, like, you know,
Speaker 12: at least a baby was an accident, you know what
Speaker 12: I mean, at least I kind of have like, oh,
Speaker 12: well that was an accident in a good way. But
Speaker 12: if I married him, like, there's no accident there, you
Speaker 12: know what I mean. I was just playing stupid there.
Speaker 1: So that's good that you didn't marry him.
Speaker 16: Yeah, but now he actually is going to be in
Speaker 16: your life forever.
Speaker 6: Hmmm.
Speaker 16: No, you can be mad about it, but at the
Speaker 16: end of the day, you know, focus on your child.
Speaker 15: And and and if.
Speaker 16: Someone wrote just get the child support check, no, don't really,
Speaker 16: Well you should do that, but you should get that check.
Speaker 15: But don't just do that, you know, focus your energy
Speaker 15: on your child that you have together.
Speaker 16: That's the most important thing that came out of this relationship.
Speaker 16: And you should definitely be upset that he cheated on you,
Speaker 16: but you know, you're gonna find real true love one day,
Speaker 16: and somebody that cheats on you that's not true love.
Speaker 12: Yeah, you're right, and he is going to be sick
Speaker 12: in me the next guy. I think I just mostly
Speaker 12: feel bad for like his new girlfriend because I don't know,
Speaker 12: so he I guess the first day that they officially
Speaker 12: started dating, she told him a lot of personal stuff.
Speaker 12: I'm not going to say it, but like deeply, deeply
Speaker 12: personal stuff, and he just spilled it all to me nonchalantly.
Speaker 16: Jesus, I mean, listen, I'm not gonna lie. This guy
Speaker 16: sounds like a huge dick bag, and that's unfortunate.
Speaker 3: But I guess you're right.
Speaker 16: Yeah, you know, he sounds like a huge dick bag
Speaker 16: and that sucks, especially since you do have a child together.
Speaker 16: But you douched a bullet. I think that's just the
Speaker 16: best way to put it. You dodged a bullet. Yeah
Speaker 16: you can be mad, Yeah you can be upset, and
Speaker 16: you have every right to be mad and upset, but
Speaker 16: you don't want that man loving you, loving all up
Speaker 16: on you.
Speaker 15: He's gross.
Speaker 16: He's a cheater, and he is a gossip, and we
Speaker 16: don't want that for you.
Speaker 15: You know, we don't want that for you.
Speaker 12: I thank you, And I keep telling people like, at
Speaker 12: the very least, at the very least, if you don't
Speaker 12: cheating with he was sneaking around during the pandemic when
Speaker 12: he said he was, and when he was quarantining, Like,
Speaker 12: you can't be sneaking around like that, you know what
Speaker 12: I mean?
Speaker 15: I mean, I agree, what do you think?
Speaker 1: I agree?
Speaker 2: Look, you know, do you love your child? Some people
Speaker 2: that's a fair question.
Speaker 15: No, that's a fair question.
Speaker 9: I guess that's a fair question.
Speaker 12: Do you Oh yeah, yeah, I feel like you probably Yeah,
Speaker 12: I do.
Speaker 7: I do.
Speaker 14: I do.
Speaker 1: Okay, Well then look, you know that's a pretty big responsibility.
Speaker 1: But you know, if if you love your child, then
Speaker 1: I think that it's a it's a responsibility that you're
Speaker 1: up for the challenge for. And I think that you
Speaker 1: should focus all your energy into meeting that challenge. And
Speaker 1: you know, look, take the energy. I know that you've
Speaker 1: got a lot of energy of hatred and negativity towards
Speaker 1: towards you know, your ax. But you know, try, try,
Speaker 1: try as hard as you possibly can to you know,
Speaker 1: redirect that energy into into love that you can give
Speaker 1: for your child, because you know, at the end of
Speaker 1: the day, that's that's where your attention is needed, and
Speaker 1: you don't want to waste uh, you know. I mean,
Speaker 1: it's a big, big, big, big, big fucking challenge to
Speaker 1: raise a kid. You know, it's gonna take, it's gonna
Speaker 1: take a lot, and so you want to kind of
Speaker 1: conserve your energy and ascend it in the direction of
Speaker 1: love as opposed to the direction of of anger. However,
Speaker 1: justified that anger may be agreed fully. Yeah, well, Grace,
Speaker 1: big meatycock. I appreciate you you calling in and you know,
Speaker 1: good luck to you. Good luck.
Speaker 12: Thank you too. By the way, Chloe, just want to
Speaker 12: say that you're going on the camera. I don't know
Speaker 12: if you contoured that green or what, but.
Speaker 16: Uh yeah, I did a huge contour job. Took me
Speaker 16: a half hour to put all this beautiful green on. Yeah,
Speaker 16: keep up, girl, Thank you so much, appreciate it.
Speaker 1: You take care of Grace.
Speaker 15: Bye, Grace, bye.
Speaker 3: All from bye to accept.
Speaker 15: Luke, I think he said Luke. Luke Yeah, Luke like
Speaker 15: Luke Skywalker.
Speaker 12: Just Luke.
Speaker 11: Yeah.
Speaker 7: So I've been uh I so can I close hypothetical right?
Speaker 1: Absolutely sure.
Speaker 7: So say back in the day, I had like ten friends.
Speaker 7: Right in these days, I only got like one or two.
Speaker 7: And I'm thinking about asking these one or two if
Speaker 7: they're like real friends, by like posing say hypothetical to them, saying, Hey,
Speaker 7: if I were to fall off a bridge or something,
Speaker 7: would you fall off the bridge with me?
Speaker 15: I'm gonna I'm gonna tell you something, Luke.
Speaker 16: I have you know, I have a couple of little
Speaker 16: pockets of good friends. And it doesn't matter if I
Speaker 16: had a hundred friends or if I had one friend,
Speaker 16: I would never ever ever jump off a bridge because
Speaker 16: they jumped off a bridge too.
Speaker 15: So and I I think I I'm a good friend
Speaker 15: to those people.
Speaker 16: So you can pose the hypothetical, But I think you're
Speaker 16: going to be disappointed by the answer when they say
Speaker 16: fuck no.
Speaker 15: But that doesn't mean they're not a good friend. That
Speaker 15: just means they don't want to die, you know.
Speaker 7: Luke, something you do with good friends?
Speaker 1: Well look, well, look, well look let me look Luke.
Speaker 1: Look everyone, here's the thing everyone gets tell me if
Speaker 1: you agree with it. Everyone gets to set their own
Speaker 1: definition of a good friend, and everyone gets to set
Speaker 1: their own criteria for what you need to be. So
Speaker 1: if so, you, Luke, by all means, have the complete
Speaker 1: and other freedom to set your criteria of being your
Speaker 1: friend to be to die for you. Sure, but you
Speaker 1: have to be okay with people not being willing to
Speaker 1: meet your criteria because it's a pretty harsh criteria.
Speaker 15: Agree, So you.
Speaker 1: Can say, but I don't think you should be disappointed
Speaker 1: if people won't meet it. Oh sorry, weld, you say, Luke.
Speaker 14: So the best question asked would be what their criteria is.
Speaker 1: I don't know, just to ask them, well, how how
Speaker 1: on a scale from one to ten, Luke, how important
Speaker 1: is it? How important is this aspect of friendship to you?
Speaker 1: The the the the willingness to die for another, for
Speaker 1: someone else to be their friend. How important is it
Speaker 1: to you?
Speaker 4: Is aspect?
Speaker 7: It's not a friend, that's just you know, that's automatically
Speaker 7: where my mind goes when I think, hey, is this
Speaker 7: person a good friend?
Speaker 14: Would they die for me?
Speaker 15: Well, you're not asking them to die for you.
Speaker 16: You're making a conscious choice to jump off a bridge,
Speaker 16: and then you're asking them to do the same. Now,
Speaker 16: if you really wanted to take a test of their friendship,
Speaker 16: you could be like, we're in a.
Speaker 15: Target and this is dark.
Speaker 16: It's dark target, Go there, somebody might be you know,
Speaker 16: there might be a gun men. And you ask your friends,
Speaker 16: targets are getting dangerous, targets are getting dangerous these days,
Speaker 16: And you ask your friends, would you jump in front
Speaker 16: of the gunmen for me?
Speaker 15: Maybe that's a better test.
Speaker 16: I don't think that that should be your criteria, but
Speaker 16: it's a better test for their.
Speaker 15: Loyalty to right.
Speaker 1: That's for something you would ask someone if they were
Speaker 1: joining your cult than if they were being your friend.
Speaker 1: Would they die for you?
Speaker 15: Just because exactly?
Speaker 1: I agree?
Speaker 14: Okay, so ask a cult with me?
Speaker 1: Are you? Is that what you're trying to do? Start
Speaker 1: a cult?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 7: Yeah, let's start a cult.
Speaker 16: I'm going to go ahead and tell you, you know,
Speaker 16: I just don't think that's a great idea. I don't
Speaker 16: know if you've heard about cults, but they tend to
Speaker 16: end in murder, and I just feel like maybe that's
Speaker 16: not the direction that we're.
Speaker 15: Trying to go in.
Speaker 7: Yeah, I think I may want to want a cult.
Speaker 1: Somebody in a.
Speaker 16: Chat said this is a cult, and you know, I
Speaker 16: think you're already in a cult.
Speaker 15: You just might be the leader of it.
Speaker 1: Look it sounds like you need to take it. Sounds
Speaker 1: like you need to take some time to figure out
Speaker 1: what you want, because I mean, you're you're, you're, you're
Speaker 1: going your flip clopping when you want to be on
Speaker 1: a cult. You don't want to be in a cult.
Speaker 1: You want your friends to kill themselves. You don't want
Speaker 1: your friends to kill themselves. I think you gotta sit down.
Speaker 1: You got to take some time alone, Luke and figure
Speaker 1: out what you want.
Speaker 14: Okay, time alone.
Speaker 11: I can do that.
Speaker 17: I can do that.
Speaker 14: Closets are real fun.
Speaker 15: Closets. Are you in a closet?
Speaker 1: Look? Some people do their thinking on the can. Some
Speaker 1: people do their thinking alone in the closet. And I
Speaker 1: respect all locations. I appreciate you calling in, Luke, and
Speaker 1: you know, go easy on your pals.
Speaker 16: Right, Yeah, I don't drop off a bridge. I just
Speaker 16: want to put that out there.
Speaker 7: I second that, alrighty, I uh, I'll think about.
Speaker 1: It all right.
Speaker 15: Okay, have a good one.
Speaker 3: All from David Ashley.
Speaker 16: David Ashley, David Ashley, big boy in the house.
Speaker 15: What's up, Dave boy, how you doing?
Speaker 1: Tell us everything? Tell us nothing.
Speaker 9: I'm good.
Speaker 17: How are you guys?
Speaker 15: We're great. We're chilling like a villain on penicillin. As
Speaker 15: I said a couple hours ago.
Speaker 8: Good.
Speaker 17: Yeah, I mean, I'm kind of kind of nervous now
Speaker 17: to be, uh, to be talking to you guys.
Speaker 15: Why are you nervous?
Speaker 17: I don't know it just got a lot on my mind.
Speaker 15: I guess what's on your mind?
Speaker 17: So, uh, you know, I just uh, always think about
Speaker 17: growing up, I had this younger brother, oh and uh,
Speaker 17: he kind of always overshadowed me. Like my parents they
Speaker 17: kind of always like, you know, he was always like
Speaker 17: winning all the stuff at school and all this sports,
Speaker 17: and you know, all the neighbors loved him. And sorry,
Speaker 17: it's kind of kind of sad thinking about it now,
Speaker 17: but no, you know, I kind of think about that
Speaker 17: to this day, and like if I could give like
Speaker 17: a story that's like sort of a metaphor for this,
Speaker 17: you can almost think about it. Like, say, there's a
Speaker 17: guy on a plane and he's in the back row
Speaker 17: of the plane and all of a sudden he pulls
Speaker 17: his pants down and he starts talking to David.
Speaker 1: I'm so sorry, man, but yeah, could you turn off
Speaker 1: your stream real quick?
Speaker 15: Because your stream?
Speaker 17: Oh I'm sorry, can you guys, can we mute the
Speaker 17: stream here?
Speaker 8: Sorry?
Speaker 17: Yeah, my brother?
Speaker 1: Are you no?
Speaker 17: Yeah, you're sitting next to me.
Speaker 1: What you were saying, Dick?
Speaker 11: No?
Speaker 17: Yeah, I'll get so like we're cool about it now,
Speaker 17: like we talk about it, but we never brought it
Speaker 17: up to our parents. But anyway, it's kind of like, uh,
Speaker 17: you know, there's a guy on a plane and he
Speaker 17: starts sucking his own dick. And then there's a guy
Speaker 17: sitting next to him that sees this, and he's like, whoa, everyone, look,
Speaker 17: this guy's sucking his own dick. And then all of
Speaker 17: a sudden, all the passengers are looking at him. They're like,
Speaker 17: oh my god, this is brilliant. And then the flight
Speaker 17: attendant walks over and she's like, oh my god, this
Speaker 17: is incredible. And the flight attendant runs up to uh,
Speaker 17: to the captain of the plane, and she's like, you know,
Speaker 17: you got to come see this. This guy's sucking his
Speaker 17: own dick. And the captain runs back and the Captain's like,
Speaker 17: oh my god, he's sucking his own dick. And no
Speaker 17: one's flying the plane, so it crashes. So I don't.
Speaker 1: Know you well, in this metaphor, In this metaphor, what
Speaker 1: is the plane?
Speaker 17: The plane? Yeah, probably the nurture and support of my parents.
Speaker 15: Who are you because you're not?
Speaker 17: Probably like I'm probably like the Twin Towers. I just
Speaker 17: get crashed into.
Speaker 1: Oh, David, Well, okay, can I talk to your your brother?
Speaker 1: Is your brother actually with you? Can we talk to him?
Speaker 10: Yeah?
Speaker 17: He's in the room.
Speaker 5: What's hello?
Speaker 1: Hello? This is this is that, Matt, how do you
Speaker 1: feel about the things that your brother is telling us
Speaker 1: right now?
Speaker 12: Oh?
Speaker 11: Man, I mean that's a lot to digest, isn't it.
Speaker 16: How do you feel that the end, Yeah, the nine
Speaker 16: to eleven thing, maybe we could have done without. But
Speaker 16: how do you feel that your brother thinks that you're
Speaker 16: the guy on the plane sucking your own dick?
Speaker 11: Yeah? I guess, like, I mean, that's wild. I guess
Speaker 11: jealousy always comes from like, you know, those above you though,
Speaker 11: or those looking up to you. You know, like that
Speaker 11: there's jealousy always coming for you if you're succeeding.
Speaker 1: I'm curious what do you think makes you so much
Speaker 1: better than your brother?
Speaker 11: I mean the fact that I am that my parents
Speaker 11: love me a.
Speaker 5: Little bit more.
Speaker 11: I mean, I have.
Speaker 1: There's gotta be.
Speaker 11: No I do nothing. I do absolutely nothing.
Speaker 1: I'm sounds like you're both lame at this point. I
Speaker 1: haven't heard anything good from either of you.
Speaker 11: Yeah, I don't know that there is a lot good.
Speaker 15: Reason your parents treat you the way that you are
Speaker 15: that they do.
Speaker 11: I mean, maybe it's just like a younger thing, like
Speaker 11: he's way smart. Oh yeah, yeah, but he's got like
Speaker 11: a good peck job, Like, he's a smart man. He's
Speaker 11: a smart man.
Speaker 1: So if he's got a good time, he sounds like
Speaker 1: he doesn't need his parents at all.
Speaker 11: No, he doesn't, but he needs their approval. I think
Speaker 11: that's something that never goes away.
Speaker 1: You know, what do you do? Do you have a job?
Speaker 17: I do?
Speaker 11: Yeah, I'm actually in the process of transitioning jobs from
Speaker 11: what to what I do, uh sales in uh technology,
Speaker 11: And I'm going back to school to get my license
Speaker 11: to be an airplane mechanic.
Speaker 16: Okay, Oh is that why he said? The airplane thing?
Speaker 16: Is your brother, Dallas, that you're going to be doing
Speaker 16: stuff with airplanes?
Speaker 11: I don't know.
Speaker 15: Well, you know with airplanes too.
Speaker 11: You know, Dave, do you want to be stuff at
Speaker 11: the airplane with one of our conversations sound like yeah, because.
Speaker 1: He you know, David, David told us that, you know,
Speaker 1: you guys talk about this.
Speaker 11: Oh yeah, No. We have like pretty open and honest conference.
Speaker 5: Like we're actually pretty clon.
Speaker 11: We we fuck with each other a lot, but it's
Speaker 11: a good it's a good relationship. We text all the time.
Speaker 5: We we lived together for a while.
Speaker 11: We've we used to live in like a d o
Speaker 11: y punk slot and someone started a fire in our
Speaker 11: living room. It's a pretty good it's a pretty good
Speaker 11: video of it somewhere on Instagram.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so have you talked to your parents about this
Speaker 1: though about maybe, you know, hey, maybe give you know
Speaker 1: a look, maybe our.
Speaker 11: Parents our parents situation is a little wild, Like it's
Speaker 11: a it's a little different. Well, so think about this, like,
Speaker 11: you have a dad who's a supporter. Oh kay, and
Speaker 11: you got a mom who is born again lesbian.
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, yeah, no, it's super cool.
Speaker 11: But yeah, we don't really talk to our parents about
Speaker 11: our relationship dynamics.
Speaker 16: But so I'm assuming your parents aren't together. Yeah they
Speaker 16: are they still together?
Speaker 11: No, that would be that would be wild.
Speaker 1: And if they were there, I mean.
Speaker 16: That would be violin indeed, imagine that you're all kind
Speaker 16: of doing your own thing. Yeah, it sounds like the
Speaker 16: four of you are just living your married lives.
Speaker 11: Yeah, I mean we're we are full on adults doing
Speaker 11: our own things.
Speaker 8: You know.
Speaker 1: Look, I'm gonna end this by saying that I'm I
Speaker 1: think that your brother what your brother needs to do,
Speaker 1: and I hope you can hear. You know, look, what
Speaker 1: your brother needs to do and he needs to realize
Speaker 1: that his parents have rouval. You know, he might not
Speaker 1: have it, but look, he's got this beautiful relationship with
Speaker 1: his brother, you know, exactly, so he's got he should
Speaker 1: revel in that. You know, he's got all the family
Speaker 1: he needs, he needs in you exactly. You know, you
Speaker 1: guys got each other, and that's very nice.
Speaker 11: I mean, I was just happy when he told me
Speaker 11: he got a therapist and I got to be here
Speaker 11: with him first session. So I'm glad I got to
Speaker 11: be here with his first therapy session. And you guys
Speaker 11: to enjoy the rest of your night and enjoy time
Speaker 11: with each other.
Speaker 2: I don't know that was weird, So I thought that
Speaker 2: was sweet.
Speaker 11: All right, well Audio, take.
Speaker 15: Care, Oh bye.
Speaker 1: I can see why his parents like that one better.
Speaker 15: Do you think our parents have favorites?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't think. I don't I don't
Speaker 1: think so do you do you think our parents have favorites.
Speaker 15: I think our mom likes me more?
Speaker 1: That would make sense, I think. I think if your
Speaker 1: parents have face. I think if your parents have favorites,
Speaker 1: but each one has the other, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: Like if the mom likes the daughter more, the dad
Speaker 1: likes the son more. I think that makes that's fair.
Speaker 15: Because that even I don't think dad likes you more.
Speaker 1: You think you think both of our parents like like
Speaker 1: you more. I think that's true. Oh you're saying that
Speaker 1: you think our mom likes you more and that our
Speaker 1: dad likes us equally.
Speaker 16: Well, I don't think our I think our parents love
Speaker 16: us equally like.
Speaker 15: I mean, I just spend more time with Mom than
Speaker 15: you do.
Speaker 1: It's true, that makes sense, and.
Speaker 15: I think that we both equally spend time with Dad.
Speaker 1: That makes sense.
Speaker 15: So yeah, I don't know.
Speaker 1: Good evening, it's the GAK again. That was fun having
Speaker 1: my sister on. She was a good sport. She answered
Speaker 1: questions a lot more seriously than I usually do, and
Speaker 1: then she sort of got me into answering questions seriously.
Speaker 1: So you know, she's a good influence. She's a good cat,
Speaker 1: she's a good soul. She lets me use her chair
Speaker 1: for this, and so we have her to thank for that.
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Speaker 1: Let's get back to the calls.
Speaker 3: All from Turner.
Speaker 1: Turner, Hello Turner.
Speaker 5: Hey, I actually just calling you because I built Aposta
Speaker 5: bridge my physics class and I burnt myself with hot
Speaker 5: glue and then my finger really hurts. Just wondering if
Speaker 5: you got any like remedies.
Speaker 1: For that for hot glue.
Speaker 5: Yeah, somebody in chats that sounds stoned, and I am.
Speaker 1: I don't read the chat. Don't read the chat. Okay, Turner,
Speaker 1: here's what you want to do, and this is this
Speaker 1: is this is sounds unorthodox, but I promised that this is.
Speaker 1: This is, you know, my certified cure for.
Speaker 6: Fucking heard.
Speaker 1: Well, Okay, actually you know what here here here. Here's
Speaker 1: here's the Here's the cure for hot glue gun burned
Speaker 1: is acceptance.
Speaker 5: Okay, mixed.
Speaker 1: With a one.
Speaker 5: Like the Steak, mixed.
Speaker 1: With neo sporn okay, and a Powerpuff Girls band aid
Speaker 1: the new Power Girls, not the old ones remake.
Speaker 3: No, what do you mean?
Speaker 16: No?
Speaker 1: What do you know? What do you know? What do
Speaker 1: you know? You burned yourself with a hot glue gun?
Speaker 5: Yeah, but I built a bridge in the process of apasta.
Speaker 1: That's true. So then I would say instead is that?
Speaker 1: I would say it's acceptance, a one NEOs born, a
Speaker 1: Powerful Girls band aid, and then gratefulness. You know you
Speaker 1: sacrificed for the greater good, true, true.
Speaker 11: You know.
Speaker 1: Something where there was previously nothing.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I guess. Yeah.
Speaker 1: You're an engineer. You're a god in a way.
Speaker 17: Yeah, yeah, a creator.
Speaker 5: I'm aposta god.
Speaker 1: You're like a posta god exactly. And let me tell
Speaker 1: you something about gods. They're powerful and they can do
Speaker 1: whatever they want. They're invincible.
Speaker 5: I'm Christian, though, so isn't that kind of like sacrilegious
Speaker 5: or something?
Speaker 1: Yeah, if you want to bound yourself to you know,
Speaker 1: the laws of Christianity. But what I personally do when
Speaker 1: I pick my religions, is I picked the religious views
Speaker 1: that allowed me the most personal freedom to sin as
Speaker 1: freely as possible. That way, I don't have to, you know,
Speaker 1: be held responsible for any of my actions, and in
Speaker 1: doing so, I free myself up to do to you know,
Speaker 1: do whatever I want and sin, you know, you know,
Speaker 1: with without limit. And I gotta tell you, it's a
Speaker 1: very fun life. How much of an afterlife? How fun?
Speaker 14: Is that?
Speaker 1: About as fun as everyone else is because we all
Speaker 1: end up in the ground.
Speaker 5: So yeah, I guess there could be two gods in Christianity,
Speaker 5: you know, me and God.
Speaker 1: Do you think are you let me ask you something?
Speaker 1: Are you good at working in groups or do you
Speaker 1: find yourself to be better working alone?
Speaker 5: People say like I'm a natural leader, you know, like
Speaker 5: one of those.
Speaker 1: Guys you don't want you don't want to do. What
Speaker 1: you don't want to do is you don't want to
Speaker 1: come into this relationship and you don't want to start
Speaker 1: treating God as if he's your second in command because
Speaker 1: he's not kissed, because he's been here along you know
Speaker 1: before you so you know, you you know, see him
Speaker 1: as more of a mentor. But then you know, look
Speaker 1: once once the student you know, you know it becomes
Speaker 1: the master you know, then you take the reins. And
Speaker 1: when you do that, I need you to do me
Speaker 1: one favorite, when you become the one true God. Turner,
Speaker 1: can you promise me a favor?
Speaker 11: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Fix? Get them to fix the goddamn Jungle Cruise ride?
Speaker 5: What the fuck is is that like a Disney ride?
Speaker 5: Because I've never been to Disney.
Speaker 1: I love you, Turner. I appreciate you calling in.
Speaker 5: I love you too, man.
Speaker 1: Good night.
Speaker 3: Call from dom Dom.
Speaker 1: Hi, what do you What do you do on an
Speaker 1: average day? Dom?
Speaker 10: Oh, I am a federal contractor and I look at
Speaker 10: death certificates all day.
Speaker 1: You look at death certificates all day.
Speaker 10: I do. I keep track of who has died. I
Speaker 10: can't really go into it because of privacy stuff, but
Speaker 10: I do look at death certificates all day.
Speaker 1: Do you think that's influenced your perspective on death itself
Speaker 1: a little.
Speaker 10: Bit in the sense of it's crazy not only at
Speaker 10: the volumes of people that die every day, but also
Speaker 10: how and why people die. Like I would say the
Speaker 10: number one death that I see is probably a tie
Speaker 10: between like either suicide or obesity, and I don't know.
Speaker 10: I don't want to like be rude and sound morbidly
Speaker 10: curious or anything, but it has changed my perspective on
Speaker 10: like how easily things can just like taking from you.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't think that's hear it at all. Oh,
Speaker 1: you know, I actually think it's respectful because you know,
Speaker 1: we're all gonna We're all gonna fucking die.
Speaker 3: Dude.
Speaker 10: Yeah, I was listening you say that. Earlier, my boyfriend
Speaker 10: came in the room and was like, look at this dream.
Speaker 10: So he's been watching it and I heard the previous
Speaker 10: conversation and I was like, yeah, we are gonna die.
Speaker 10: And that's actually part of my deal is you know,
Speaker 10: my friend died and he was only like twenty eight,
Speaker 10: and it's just kind of one of those things that
Speaker 10: you have to settle up with eventually that you will die.
Speaker 10: But currently like, should I be afraid of it? Should
Speaker 10: I not be afraid of it because it's inevitable? I
Speaker 10: don't really know, And I guess my job kind of
Speaker 10: ties into that because I don't really know at this.
Speaker 1: Point, you know, I know it's so hard. I've talked
Speaker 1: to a few people who, you know, I talked to
Speaker 1: this one girl the other day, who uh works as
Speaker 1: like a I think a vet tech. She has a
Speaker 1: lot of dead dogs, and you know that momento. What's
Speaker 1: the word memento.
Speaker 10: MORI remember you will die?
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you know, look, I think it's you know,
Speaker 1: I don't I don't want to know if I want
Speaker 1: to use the word good, maybe maybe I will, but
Speaker 1: but uh, the the the the constant reminder, the it's
Speaker 1: less of a it's less of a fear of death
Speaker 1: and more of a it's a respect for like the
Speaker 1: fragility of life.
Speaker 10: Yeah, it's just kind of interesting in how we all
Speaker 10: process it differently. You spoke with like a a psychologist
Speaker 10: in the last call. I have my degree in psychology
Speaker 10: and I'm probably going to go back and get my master's.
Speaker 10: But it's definitely something to think about because at some
Speaker 10: point in time everyone thinks about it. It's just a
Speaker 10: matter of time. And I don't know if I would
Speaker 10: have thought about it sooner rather than later, because I
Speaker 10: have dealt with death and other instances in my life,
Speaker 10: but like, I don't know, this one is just weird.
Speaker 10: And he my friend died of cancer, and you know,
Speaker 10: if you know, if somebody dies of cancer, that never
Speaker 10: really sits well.
Speaker 1: Well.
Speaker 10: Death in general physically doesn't sit well with anybody, But like,
Speaker 10: I don't know, cancer and people dying at young ages.
Speaker 10: It's just terrible and I'm not good at explaining myself.
Speaker 10: I'm sorry, but it's just kind of a lot to
Speaker 10: take in all at once, because you wish that person
Speaker 10: wasn't in pain anymore, but you wish that a the
Speaker 10: alleviation of the pain didn't have to inevitably be death,
Speaker 10: you know.
Speaker 3: I suit you, man, Yeah, it's.
Speaker 10: A weird concept, and it's just so like he died
Speaker 10: about two weeks ago, so i'd say I'm still in
Speaker 10: the grieving process because we've been friends since like middle school,
Speaker 10: so this was a really close friend and I love
Speaker 10: them a lot, and it's just hard. But yeah, I
Speaker 10: see on the death certificates at work. I do see
Speaker 10: cancer quite a bit. It does happen, but it's one
Speaker 10: of those things where you look, you're looking at death
Speaker 10: certificate's all year, and you don't really expect to have
Speaker 10: somebody you know, go next. I don't know, it's just
Speaker 10: it's painful, and.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, when you do it, when you do
Speaker 1: it for a living, it becomes this maybe maybe it
Speaker 1: becomes this like.
Speaker 6: It becomes a blur.
Speaker 1: It becomes, yeah, a blur. It's like you know you
Speaker 1: maybe maybe I mean inherent inherently to process these these
Speaker 1: the you know, these many death certificates, uh, you know
Speaker 1: this this volume on such a regular basis, I feel
Speaker 1: like it inherently requires you to dehumanize the process because
Speaker 1: you couldn't. You couldn't. You couldn't do it. You couldn't
Speaker 1: you have to see all these is like, you know, there.
Speaker 10: Is a bit of the like dehumanization. You kind of
Speaker 10: have to desensitization. Desensitization is the word I was looking for. Yeah,
Speaker 10: you do have to do that because I look at
Speaker 10: it eight hours a day, so but it is kind
Speaker 10: of you can spend eight hours just you know, you
Speaker 10: do see those really crazy cases though. I think one
Speaker 10: of the craziest I've seen recently somebody jumped in front
Speaker 10: of a train and I had to read that police
Speaker 10: report and all was, geez, that's terrible. I mean, I'm
Speaker 10: not trying to make light of the situation at all,
Speaker 10: but it's just crazy because in hindsight, thinking about it,
Speaker 10: I read that and while I was sitting there, I
Speaker 10: was like, damn, that's ups and that's how desensitized I
Speaker 10: was in that moment. But the second I'm like off
Speaker 10: the clock, I'm immediately back, I'm immediately back in my
Speaker 10: grieving process for my friend. So it's just kind of
Speaker 10: this weird duality I'm facing right now.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean it's the same duality that you know,
Speaker 1: I feel like everyone has with their sort of work
Speaker 1: life balance. You know, it's not any different from anything
Speaker 1: else I think. You know, you know, you got to
Speaker 1: keep the stuff separate because like, like like we said,
Speaker 1: you know, you'd go you know, it's a bit of
Speaker 1: a bit of a dehumanization. Distancing from the processes is
Speaker 1: necessary to complete it.
Speaker 10: Yeah, it's a weird time, especially during the season of
Speaker 10: a virus amongst us, because you know, inevitably you do
Speaker 10: see those death certificates as well.
Speaker 1: You seeing a lot of those, Yeah.
Speaker 10: A lot, a lot. That's very sad. And it's, like
Speaker 10: I said, because of privacy stuff, I can't get into it,
Speaker 10: but there's a pattern that I'm seeing and it's just
Speaker 10: really sad. And but it's kind of one of those
Speaker 10: things where like I have to look at it and
Speaker 10: move on with my day. So yeah, it's weird, weird time.
Speaker 1: Well done. You know, I'm sorry for your loss. You
Speaker 1: know I wish you the best of luck and I
Speaker 1: appreciate you calling in.
Speaker 10: Thank you for inviting me. You stay Bye.
Speaker 3: All from Justin.
Speaker 1: Justin? Hello, Hello, Justin?
Speaker 14: How you doing?
Speaker 12: Man?
Speaker 1: You know I'm good. I'm chilling. I decided we're gonna
Speaker 1: do a ferris wheel in the cave. You ever been
Speaker 1: on a ferris wheel before?
Speaker 8: You know? Man, it's been a long time since I've
Speaker 8: been on a fair seel.
Speaker 1: To be honest with you, how old were you the
Speaker 1: last time you went on a ferris wheel?
Speaker 10: Oh?
Speaker 8: Man? Uh, probably not since I've honestly been like twelve.
Speaker 1: Was that a good age for you?
Speaker 11: Was that?
Speaker 1: Was that a good age for you? Twelve?
Speaker 10: You know?
Speaker 8: I think so, you know, those are some good times.
Speaker 8: I think back then.
Speaker 1: It's the best memory you have of being twelve, ya.
Speaker 8: The best memory that I would have.
Speaker 18: That's that's a deep question.
Speaker 1: Yeah. By the way, look, I if you can't, you know,
Speaker 1: I'll put you on the spot a little bit. If
Speaker 1: you can't think of one off the top of your head.
Speaker 1: If you can lie to me, I wouldn't know the difference, you.
Speaker 11: Know, I appreciate.
Speaker 8: I appreciate the honesty and that dud. You know, I
Speaker 8: think I think the best memory I have it'll probably be,
Speaker 8: you know, just sitting up in my camp. It's got
Speaker 8: a nice little lake in the background, a couple of
Speaker 8: trees in front of the dude, that's a quiet, peaceful
Speaker 8: you know, just go up there and kind of let them.
Speaker 1: So, you know, you said you went to camp.
Speaker 8: Yeah, I got a nice camp, lay up and uh
Speaker 8: play up in the wood, Upper Michigan to the deep
Speaker 8: said quiet camp. You know I can see your camp,
Speaker 8: you know.
Speaker 1: Do you see you at the theater camp?
Speaker 8: You know, I've never been to the I've never been
Speaker 8: to theater camp. I think it would have been what
Speaker 8: you said.
Speaker 1: I think a theater camp, like.
Speaker 8: A you know, like that you own this camp. My
Speaker 8: family does.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's kind of cool.
Speaker 8: It's pretty nicety.
Speaker 1: It's it's just a good memory, I think.
Speaker 7: So.
Speaker 1: And you know what, if this is a lie, this
Speaker 1: is a good lie because and don't you don't have
Speaker 1: to tell me whether or not you're lying, because it
Speaker 1: doesn't matter, because you know, why would it matter? But
Speaker 1: I can I don't. There's no it would be a
Speaker 1: perfect lie. Because it's so not It's not like you
Speaker 1: were hanging out with Justin Bieber or something like that.
Speaker 1: It's it's very believable, but it's also you know, you
Speaker 1: do but you do extend it to not not I
Speaker 1: don't want to say extreme, but you do it extended,
Speaker 1: you know, saying that your parents own a camp. You know, well,
Speaker 1: that's that's exciting, but it doesn't push the boundaries enough
Speaker 1: that I would immediately think that you're lying.
Speaker 8: It's kind of like some other some other like some
Speaker 8: other family members owing now because actually, you know, do
Speaker 8: you get kind of kind of deep pretty here in
Speaker 8: Colline because like like my parents, my parents passed away,
Speaker 8: actually committed suicide, so you know, it's kind of a
Speaker 8: nice place to go and just kind of like that's
Speaker 8: some fosteral you know.
Speaker 1: Absolutely, I'm sorry to hear that.
Speaker 8: I appreciate the condolences.
Speaker 1: Man, Have you gone to a real therapist about this?
Speaker 17: Oh?
Speaker 6: Yeah, I was.
Speaker 8: I was living in for a quint half the time.
Speaker 8: Had a nice specialized therapist talk to you for a
Speaker 8: couple of years.
Speaker 1: You know what happened when you were twelve?
Speaker 18: Oh no, this is probably like, uh, like a couple
Speaker 18: of years ago.
Speaker 8: It's like it's a nice like nice like you probably
Speaker 8: gain you know, just a nice like so you know,
Speaker 8: it's just it's a good state of the time of
Speaker 8: my life, you know what.
Speaker 1: I mean, absolutely well, justin.
Speaker 8: I gotta, I gotta, I got a question free bro.
Speaker 8: You know I'm having this. I'm having this issue, dude.
Speaker 8: Like my left leg it's kind of numb right now.
Speaker 8: And I've been even like I'm gonna good, I'm gonna
Speaker 8: leave with you, dude, like like I kind of have
Speaker 8: like you know, I've been I've been bathing for the
Speaker 8: past hours, so you know it's kind of like some
Speaker 8: stressing bathing, baiting, you know, like you know, like masturbating,
Speaker 8: you know, okay, yeah, letting, letting s streps goo and
Speaker 8: sure you know I love you, so you know, I
Speaker 8: was listening to everybody every recompish it and you know,
Speaker 8: like my left legs not numb because i've been just
Speaker 8: you know, just polland so hard. But I've kind of
Speaker 8: been just really focus on focusing on you for for
Speaker 8: the past like half hour so and I think it's
Speaker 8: starting to make me realize that I might have We'll
Speaker 8: have some sort of like Gecko feinish. I don't know
Speaker 8: about the thing, So I ask, like, what, what's my deal?
Speaker 1: Why? Why does your leg hurt? When you met? You
Speaker 1: said you why are you.
Speaker 11: Hurt?
Speaker 8: It's just I don't feel anything right now.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but you said specifically that you were jerking your leg.
Speaker 1: I was, I was your knees.
Speaker 14: Would you have liked.
Speaker 6: Would that be weird?
Speaker 1: The small little hole in your kneecap? Right, I mean
Speaker 1: like your leg? Yeah, the completion, yep, it comes out
Speaker 1: to kneecap.
Speaker 8: It's it's it's Is that weird?
Speaker 3: Like? Is that?
Speaker 8: Would you say that's weird?
Speaker 1: I don't think it's weird, but it's I mean, it's right.
Speaker 1: I don't think it's anything to be ashamed of. It's
Speaker 1: definitely an anomaly. Does it affect your life negatively?
Speaker 8: I don't think I've had any like negative comments about
Speaker 8: it per se. You know, I think it makes the actor.
Speaker 1: Well, no, not negative comment, I mean how does it
Speaker 1: make you feel in your own personal you know experiment?
Speaker 8: I think something that like I kind of struggle to
Speaker 8: accept because I mean, I guess, honestly, who really, who
Speaker 8: really you know, who does that out of the kneecap?
Speaker 8: You know? What I mean, So like, I haven't really
Speaker 8: met anybody who's kind of like that, So it was
Speaker 8: kind of weird, you know, kind of like accepting that.
Speaker 18: But I have, like I have accepted it. So I
Speaker 18: guess I guess.
Speaker 8: Like you know, I'm not I'm that piece of it.
Speaker 18: But I always kind of worry about like what people what.
Speaker 1: Well, don't worry about that. What's your what? What do
Speaker 1: you call this condition that you've been afflicted with?
Speaker 8: I don't I don't really know. I mean, it's not
Speaker 8: I mean, I'm kind of like en. I've had had
Speaker 8: physicals growing up. You know, I've seen doctors and you know,
Speaker 8: just just growing up getting checked up and everything, and
Speaker 8: you know, they don't they I don't know if they
Speaker 8: really ever coined like a like a medical term point,
Speaker 8: you know what I mean. Like I like, I guess,
Speaker 8: like I don't know, they just they just think it's
Speaker 8: kind of strange. But if it works, it works, you
Speaker 8: know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I guess that's the more for sure for sure. I mean, look,
Speaker 1: as long as it's not affecting your life negatively, you know.
Speaker 1: And look, you know, I'm sorry to interrupt you. You know,
Speaker 1: when you were talking about how you've you know, been
Speaker 1: staring at and look here, let me tell you something
Speaker 1: about this stream. Okay, and I'm gonna I'm going to
Speaker 1: leave you with this. I do this stream. I I
Speaker 1: people people come in the stream all the time and
Speaker 1: they're like, what is this? And I and I and
Speaker 1: I have my little impassioned speech where I'm like, I
Speaker 1: don't really know what this is. I don't really know
Speaker 1: what this stream is. And I don't and I want
Speaker 1: you to know. I mean that justin so the intentions
Speaker 1: So so when the intentions behind the creation of the
Speaker 1: stream are you know, open to interpretation, right, I believe
Speaker 1: that leaves the intentions behind the consumption of the stream
Speaker 1: open to interpretation. You know, you know what I'm saying
Speaker 1: to you. I think what I'm because because I'm creating
Speaker 1: this ambiguously with no real intention, I think it can
Speaker 1: be received with no intention. So so if your intention,
Speaker 1: you know, if someone's intention is to laugh and laugh,
Speaker 1: if someone's intention is to you know, feel feel good,
Speaker 1: feel good. If someone's intention, you know, if if if
Speaker 1: someone receives from the stream sexual arousal, that is is
Speaker 1: in the scope of possible you know, possible reactions and
Speaker 1: so I don't think there's anything wrong with that, you know.
Speaker 8: I appreciate you saying that, because I have I have
Speaker 8: to really know, it's just something I had to get
Speaker 8: off my chest because it's there's probably something I've ever
Speaker 8: experienced before, you know, And I can't I can't really say.
Speaker 18: That's probably a popular saying.
Speaker 8: That I guess most people do. So, you know, I
Speaker 8: felt I felt kind of safe just being you know,
Speaker 8: out in the open with it and just just admitting,
Speaker 8: you know, that to you, you know, and I felt
Speaker 8: that was fair for.
Speaker 3: You to know. Of course.
Speaker 1: Yeah, And like I said, you know, I'm rolling. I
Speaker 1: don't know what I'm doing over here either, so you know,
Speaker 1: if people, you know, if the stream whatever ends up happening,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm just glad. I'm just glad that I could.
Speaker 1: I'm just glad that, you know, I could have some
Speaker 1: sort of impact. And you know, however that whatever that
Speaker 1: impact might take its forman you know anyway, justin I
Speaker 1: appreciate you. I appreciate you calling in and and I
Speaker 1: hope you have a good rest.
Speaker 8: Of the evening, and thank you for coming to my
Speaker 8: Thanks thanks for having me on help talk to you.
Speaker 1: Absolutely you have a good one.
Speaker 8: Thank you.
Speaker 11: That was that.
Speaker 1: We we did it baby, we gecked again. We get
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Speaker 3: Thank you. Every night
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