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Speaker 1: with an argument against arguing, an explanation of the many

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Speaker 2: Goes on the line takes every night ever goes?

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Speaker 1: Who's teaching you.

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Speaker 3: All? From?

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Speaker 4: Dixon?

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Speaker 1: Dixon?

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Speaker 5: WHOA, I'm on?

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Speaker 1: I know it's it's how does How does that feel feels?

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Speaker 6: Uh?

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Speaker 4: Feels invigorating.

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Speaker 1: I gotta say, what's your deal? Dixon?

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Speaker 4: I'll tell you what my deal is. My deal is

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Speaker 4: complacency makes me uncomfortable. So I get in a lot

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Speaker 4: of online arguments and I want to just spend on

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Speaker 4: how I can just stop myself.

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Speaker 1: This is a classic well what are you getting done

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Speaker 1: on our.

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Speaker 7: Uh?

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Speaker 4: Mostly stuff that won't change anyone's mind, like politics.

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Speaker 1: See that's the thing. No no argument on the internet

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Speaker 1: has ever ended with when you argue with people on here,

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Speaker 1: I mean like, oh, you know, actually here's here's you know,

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Speaker 1: I actually think about this. Here's what I would do.

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Speaker 1: Is like when you're like typing out a comment on

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Speaker 1: the internet to someone, like check your intentions right, Like,

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Speaker 1: what are my intentions right now? Am i am? I

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Speaker 1: are my intentions to make someone mad? Or my intentions

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Speaker 1: to seek vengeance?

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Speaker 8: You know?

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Speaker 1: What are your intentions? Do you feel when you're getting

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Speaker 1: in these arguments with people on the internet.

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Speaker 4: Well, it's funny. I used to be, you know, a

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Speaker 4: real trying to mean budhole about my political views, and

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Speaker 4: sure someone was mean to me, and then I stopped

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Speaker 4: being mean for no reason and having hateful views. So

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Speaker 4: in the back of my mind, I think maybe I

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Speaker 4: can just put that one on somebody and change their minds.

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Speaker 4: But it mostly just ends in you know, shouting.

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Speaker 1: You say you're trying to trying to change look, well,

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Speaker 1: trying to change people's minds of your of your views,

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Speaker 1: like you're arguing with like, look, if you have, if

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Speaker 1: you have a way that you think other people should live,

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Speaker 1: or that you think the world should function, and maybe

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Speaker 1: this is cheesy or whatever. You know, Look, man, you

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Speaker 1: gotta just you can't. You can't convince people to do

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Speaker 1: it in any other way. But then by you know,

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Speaker 1: living it by example and you can't be out living

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Speaker 1: your life, by example, if you're on the computer arguing

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Speaker 4: That's a great point. I like that. So you think

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Speaker 4: I should just go out be nice in the world

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Speaker 4: and maybe that'll change people's minds who can just see it.

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Speaker 4: Maybe they want to do that too.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, there's some fucking quote out there. I

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Speaker 1: don't know if it's by the whatever, but if you

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Speaker 1: it's something like, if you want to change the world,

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Speaker 1: you gotta change yourself. But yeah, you just want to

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Speaker 1: leave like that a lot, all right.

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Speaker 4: I think that answers my.

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Speaker 1: Question for sure. Man. It's it's it's that would be

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Speaker 1: a hard thing to get, you know, addicted to. But

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Speaker 1: but you know, stay strong, my dude, And thank you.

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Speaker 1: I appreciate you calling in.

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Speaker 4: Man much appreciate you.

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Speaker 1: Take care, Take care man. By bad.

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Speaker 3: Paul from Miranda Miranda.

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Speaker 4: Oh hello, what can you do?

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Speaker 1: Miranda?

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Speaker 9: I'm I I can do paint.

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Speaker 1: Where and with what.

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Speaker 9: I can do paint near me, and I mean I can't.

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Speaker 9: I can't paint from far away. I can't.

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Speaker 1: I'm not getting far away because you know, that would

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Speaker 1: be a good skill to have, because I know lots

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Speaker 1: of people that can paint. I don't know lots of

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Speaker 1: people that can paint remotely.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, I can. I can only paint close close to me.

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Speaker 9: But I'm good at watercolor painting mm hm and and

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Speaker 9: some digital art. But I'm still I'm still learning.

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Speaker 1: Can you paint with fire? And if you could? Would you?

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Speaker 10: You know?

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Speaker 9: I mean, I've seen those paintings are not like I

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Speaker 9: guess it's not really a painting, but it's like people

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Speaker 9: will use like gunpowder or something and then they light

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Speaker 9: pattern of what they wanted to draw, And so I.

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Speaker 11: Think I would do that.

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Speaker 9: That sounds really cool.

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Speaker 1: Have you ever been to Disney World.

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Speaker 9: I haven't been to Disney World. If I've been to Disneyland,

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Speaker 9: and it was pretty weird.

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Speaker 1: Why is it weird?

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Speaker 9: I got paid to go because I read the Book

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Speaker 9: of Mormon?

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Speaker 3: What?

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Speaker 9: Yeah, Like, there was this rich Mormon lady who was

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Speaker 9: hosting like this big Disneyland trip and she paid for

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Speaker 9: ten people to go to Disneyland if they promised to

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Speaker 9: read the Book of Mormon. And so I did it

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Speaker 9: to go to disney Land, except the kind of didn't

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Speaker 9: actually do it.

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Speaker 1: That's actually what I was about to ask you, is,

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Speaker 1: how did they prove how did you prove that you

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Speaker 1: were able to that that you did it well?

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Speaker 9: So they were like supposed to ask your parents, and

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Speaker 9: now and then, and so I just pretended like i'd

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Speaker 1: Okay, So at that point that doesn't make a lot

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Speaker 1: of sense to me, because all right, you're wait, that's

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Speaker 1: what So your mom would watch you literally she would

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Speaker 9: I mean she probably wasn't paying attention that well either.

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Speaker 9: I think she had like burn notice on in the background. Okay,

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Speaker 9: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeahyeah see.

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Speaker 1: But at that point I get, I get not reading it,

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Speaker 1: looking up spark notes, lying about it, all that. But

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Speaker 1: at that point, if you're just sit and you have

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Speaker 1: the book, it would be less boring to actually read it.

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Speaker 1: It's like when you're like stuck on the toilet without

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Speaker 1: your phone, so you start reading like shampoo bottles and shit.

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Speaker 1: You know, it would be like but it would be

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Speaker 9: I mean, I guess I just it was just so boring,

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Speaker 9: Like it felt more boring to read it than to

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Speaker 1: Okay, what was what was your alternative mental programming to

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Speaker 1: the Book of Mormon.

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Speaker 9: I have no idea. This is when I was like twelve,

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Speaker 9: so probably something involving like Pokemon or bay blades.

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Speaker 1: They should they should put that in the Book of Mormon.

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Speaker 1: They should have bay blades in there.

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Speaker 9: I mean what they are like weird parts of the

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Speaker 9: Book of Mormon.

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Speaker 1: Like I think, how would you know? You haven't read it.

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Speaker 9: I mean, I've read parts of it. I grew up Mormon,

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Speaker 9: But then I don't that shit's weird now.

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Speaker 1: Though, tell me the weirdest part of the Book of Mormon.

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Speaker 9: I mean, the one story that I thought of is

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Speaker 9: I'm pretty sure there's like a point where I think

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Speaker 9: someone like this, I think this dude's like guarding some sheep,

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Speaker 9: and then some some dudes steal some of the sheep

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Speaker 9: and some then the guy cuts all of their arms off.

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Speaker 9: That's a little funky.

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Speaker 1: That sounds badass.

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Speaker 9: It is pretty cool, but I think it's definitely a

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Speaker 9: strange punishment, like, Oh, you took some sheep, I'm gonna

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Speaker 9: take your arms.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like demented. That's like saw.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, I guess that is a little bit like saw.

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Speaker 1: Sounds like you missed that on reading the kind of

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Speaker 1: cool book.

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Speaker 9: No, No, I've read parts of most of motiv Most

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Speaker 9: of it is pretty boring. I think the only like

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Speaker 9: really like fun part is when like there's so technically Mormon.

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Speaker 9: Mormonism is mildly polytheistic, because if you're a really good

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Speaker 9: Mormon and you go to the top tier of Heaven,

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Speaker 9: you get to like become God of your own universe.

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Speaker 1: Ooh, I didn't know that heaven has tears in the

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Speaker 9: Yeah, there's like three tiers, and then there's like kind

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Speaker 9: of like a fourth tier. It's called spiritual prison, and

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Speaker 9: that's where you go where if you weren't Mormon on

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Speaker 9: earth and you have to like wait there until someone

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Speaker 9: baptizes your like dead body.

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Speaker 8: Well, they don't actually.

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Speaker 9: Baptize your dead body. They baptize like a living person

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Speaker 9: and then but they pretend like you're a dead person.

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Speaker 12: You know.

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Speaker 1: In Judaism, we only have one tier of heaven and

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Speaker 1: it's hell.

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Speaker 9: Oh wait, what really, what you would you do?

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Speaker 1: If you're being honest with yourself? What tear of heaven

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Speaker 1: do you think you belong in?

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Speaker 9: Okay, well, so if I'm following what I learned from

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Speaker 9: when I was a Mormon, I'd probably end up in

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Speaker 9: a spiritual prison slash outer darkness.

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Speaker 1: The worst one is that the is that the Z tier.

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Speaker 9: That's the worst one, because I guess like one of

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Speaker 9: the big, big old bad sins is like learning about

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Speaker 9: Mormonism and then choosing to reject it. So technically, technically

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Speaker 9: i'd end up like in outer darkness with like Hitler.

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Speaker 1: But right now a little bit, you're kind of you're

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Speaker 1: kind of fucking us right now a little bit because

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Speaker 1: oh no, no, you're fucking with right now because because

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Speaker 1: now we're fucked now, Miranda.

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Speaker 4: No, you guess it would be one thing if we.

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Speaker 1: Were ignorant of it, but now we all know about it,

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Speaker 1: and so if we choose to reject it, we're going

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Speaker 1: to be hanging out with you and Hitler.

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Speaker 9: No, no, you haven't. You guys haven't seen Okay, No,

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Speaker 9: I got baptized and then rejected it. You guys, weren't

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Speaker 9: baptized and have rejected it. Y'all, y'all still have a chance.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna just pretend like we didn't hear any of this.

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Speaker 13: Daniel Daniel, Hello Daniel Daniel. I've been all alone, Daniel.

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Speaker 6: I'm so very glad I could be of use.

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Speaker 6: What is that question?

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Speaker 6: My deal, Gank is that I am a performer with

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Speaker 1: Hmmm. So you can't get over this like idea of yourself,

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Speaker 6: Yes, yes, the idea of that expression of the self

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Speaker 6: You know, it's a little and here's here's also the

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Speaker 1: I agree, dude, that's a great way to put it.

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Speaker 1: You know, you know, all right, this is gonna all right,

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Speaker 6: Yeah, it does. It does. You give yourself a mask

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Speaker 6: Sure enough, sure enough.

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Speaker 1: I don't know exactly what that would be for you,

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Speaker 6: Yeah. No, I love how the chant is descended into

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Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, well, thank you, thank you Lyle.

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Speaker 1: Absolutely, Man, you have a good rest of the you too,

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Speaker 1: take care of many. You know, geckos make a sound.

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Speaker 1: There's no geckos make a sound. They go.

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Speaker 3: All from Nate, Nate.

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Speaker 14: What's going on?

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Speaker 1: Man? You know, not a lot. I'm in the cave

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Speaker 1: Well, Nate, now's your shut and now's your chance. Now's

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Speaker 14: The deal? Deal?

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Speaker 14: Yeah, listen to real talk. I'm really worried about my

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Speaker 1: is not with your brother. Your conflict is with yourself

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00:25:52,840 --> 00:25:55,199
Speaker 1: and coming to terms with the fact that he's going

441
00:25:55,280 --> 00:25:57,800
Speaker 1: to do what he's gonna do, and you gotta you

442
00:25:57,800 --> 00:25:59,320
Speaker 1: gotta let him take his own l's.

443
00:26:01,880 --> 00:26:07,360
Speaker 14: Mm hmmm, mm hm, I feel that mm hmm.

444
00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:15,480
Speaker 1: You gotta let him learn, you know, or you or

445
00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:23,000
Speaker 1: or you make a fake tender account and you catfish

446
00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:28,440
Speaker 1: him as a different girl from Canada, right, and then

447
00:26:28,440 --> 00:26:30,480
Speaker 1: you get hit the start. You get him to start

448
00:26:30,480 --> 00:26:34,000
Speaker 1: messaging with this this this fake you know, Canadian girl

449
00:26:34,040 --> 00:26:39,520
Speaker 1: that you've created, and then you expose the messages to

450
00:26:40,160 --> 00:26:43,119
Speaker 1: the other Canadian girl and and you and you go

451
00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:44,440
Speaker 1: up to her and you're like, hey, I'm just watching

452
00:26:44,480 --> 00:26:47,000
Speaker 1: out for you and you and you sabotage their relationship.

453
00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:50,720
Speaker 14: Well, I'm I'm writing.

454
00:26:50,560 --> 00:26:52,399
Speaker 1: But that would be that would be that would be

455
00:26:52,480 --> 00:26:53,320
Speaker 1: much more difficult.

456
00:26:53,960 --> 00:26:55,840
Speaker 14: No, you're right, I'm gonna need I'm gonna need a

457
00:26:55,840 --> 00:26:58,040
Speaker 14: lot of pons. We need a lot of pons so

458
00:26:58,119 --> 00:27:02,200
Speaker 14: I can flood Tinder with these face Canadian girls who

459
00:27:02,400 --> 00:27:07,320
Speaker 14: all are about the same age, you know, And I

460
00:27:07,320 --> 00:27:08,119
Speaker 14: think that will get up.

461
00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:09,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, create a bunch of them. I mean like

462
00:27:09,760 --> 00:27:12,159
Speaker 1: get like well, no, that's a little I feel like

463
00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:19,199
Speaker 1: that's little. Just get like one beauty Wanda. Is that Wanda?

464
00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:25,600
Speaker 1: Make a beautiful redhead Canadian woman? Want Wanda in Quebec.

465
00:27:26,320 --> 00:27:30,280
Speaker 1: And you know, oh, but you know what's gonna happen.

466
00:27:30,480 --> 00:27:32,000
Speaker 1: You know, I think it's gonna happen. If you do this,

467
00:27:33,720 --> 00:27:35,520
Speaker 1: what you're gonna get into a You're gonna this is

468
00:27:35,560 --> 00:27:37,600
Speaker 1: like a romantic comedy kind of thing. You're gonna get

469
00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:40,840
Speaker 1: all right, So so you're gonna start texting with You're

470
00:27:40,880 --> 00:27:45,200
Speaker 1: gonna find out, you're gonna find the Canadian crushes information

471
00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:49,040
Speaker 1: and then you, as Wanda, are gonna start talking to

472
00:27:49,040 --> 00:27:51,040
Speaker 1: her because you're gonna be like, oh, your boy your

473
00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:53,720
Speaker 1: boyfriend was like flirting with me, and then they're gonna

474
00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:57,760
Speaker 1: break up. But then Wanda, you know, you talk, You're

475
00:27:57,760 --> 00:27:59,439
Speaker 1: gonna talk to the Canadian girl. What's this? Do you

476
00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:00,280
Speaker 1: know this girl name?

477
00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,320
Speaker 14: Yeah? But but you know I know her name. I

478
00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:05,680
Speaker 14: won't I won't stay it on the street, but I

479
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:06,360
Speaker 14: do know her name.

480
00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:06,680
Speaker 3: Yeah.

481
00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:10,160
Speaker 1: All right, Well, well you well, Wanda and his Canadian girlfriend,

482
00:28:10,200 --> 00:28:14,480
Speaker 1: they're going to start becoming friends, right and actually there's

483
00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:16,240
Speaker 1: gonna be a little friendship going there and I and

484
00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:19,920
Speaker 1: then you're gonna fall in love with That's that's that's

485
00:28:20,000 --> 00:28:23,200
Speaker 1: that's that's act too, all right, act to you, you

486
00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:29,440
Speaker 1: as Wanda fall in love with your brother's Canadian girlfriend.

487
00:28:32,119 --> 00:28:34,960
Speaker 14: Wow, so it was me the whole time? Yeah?

488
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:38,640
Speaker 1: So then and so then then you're in Then you're

489
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:40,680
Speaker 1: in a crazy situation right there, and then you and

490
00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:42,880
Speaker 1: your I don't know, I don't know what happens in between,

491
00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:45,600
Speaker 1: but I know that it does end with both of

492
00:28:45,640 --> 00:28:53,160
Speaker 1: you going to Canada, falling down on your knees, begging

493
00:28:54,080 --> 00:28:57,080
Speaker 1: for this Canadian girl to take one of you. And

494
00:28:57,120 --> 00:28:58,680
Speaker 1: at the end, then at the end of the day,

495
00:28:58,720 --> 00:29:05,840
Speaker 1: she goes with a bear. But the well, through this experience,

496
00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:09,680
Speaker 1: you and your brother, you know, you fly home from

497
00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:17,560
Speaker 1: Canada broke defeated, you know, and it strengthens your relationship. So,

498
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:19,400
Speaker 1: you know what, this is actually a much better option.

499
00:29:19,440 --> 00:29:20,880
Speaker 1: I think you should go. I think you should go

500
00:29:20,880 --> 00:29:23,680
Speaker 1: with this option as opposed to anything I said earlier.

501
00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:28,520
Speaker 14: You know what, this this is really helpful, man, it's

502
00:29:28,560 --> 00:29:32,800
Speaker 14: been it's been a pleasure. Love the stream. Thank you,

503
00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:35,959
Speaker 14: you know, keep that up, dude. But yeah, so I'm

504
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:38,920
Speaker 14: gonna I'm gonna actually utilize this information now.

505
00:29:40,160 --> 00:29:41,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, man, let me know how it goes.

506
00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:45,040
Speaker 14: Yeah, yeah, I know. I'll talk to you again.

507
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:47,440
Speaker 1: All right, take care of it. You have a good one.

508
00:29:47,880 --> 00:29:49,160
Speaker 1: Be careful at you as well.

509
00:29:49,760 --> 00:29:50,400
Speaker 14: Good evening.

510
00:29:54,760 --> 00:29:56,760
Speaker 1: I know he didn't mean it, but good evening is

511
00:29:56,800 --> 00:30:02,600
Speaker 1: that's usually that's never good night is a is an

512
00:30:02,720 --> 00:30:09,200
Speaker 1: ending one. But good evening it's not usually usually in

513
00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:16,160
Speaker 1: an opening an opener. But whatever. He was probably just

514
00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:24,440
Speaker 1: excited because he has a new plan. Hey, everyone, get

515
00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:27,320
Speaker 1: here again. In just a moment, we will be joined

516
00:30:27,600 --> 00:30:30,959
Speaker 1: by my sister Chloe, who will be doing some therapy,

517
00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:35,920
Speaker 1: gaging with us, taking some calls, and that moment begins

518
00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:38,760
Speaker 1: now I just I want to jump in to explain

519
00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:40,840
Speaker 1: that she was coming on in case you heard a

520
00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:44,200
Speaker 1: random voice and you're like, who is this? It's my sister.

521
00:30:44,240 --> 00:30:46,280
Speaker 1: It's Chloe, all right.

522
00:30:46,600 --> 00:30:52,080
Speaker 3: All from dick Me, Dick Meaty, what.

523
00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:55,560
Speaker 12: Are you fucking kidding me?

524
00:30:56,160 --> 00:31:00,960
Speaker 1: Yes, dick Me. You tell me immediately what year you were? One?

525
00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:02,960
Speaker 12: Two and one?

526
00:31:03,160 --> 00:31:05,240
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, I know you.

527
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:08,000
Speaker 12: I've called you before and everyone thought I was twelve?

528
00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:10,320
Speaker 1: Are you twelve?

529
00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:12,080
Speaker 12: No, I'm nineteen.

530
00:31:13,680 --> 00:31:15,880
Speaker 15: You knows she came up with that really fast, she did.

531
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:20,520
Speaker 12: I'm just show an extremely pre pre pepus. My name

532
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:21,320
Speaker 12: is Grace.

533
00:31:22,520 --> 00:31:23,640
Speaker 1: Another double Grace.

534
00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:24,920
Speaker 10: Yeah. I know.

535
00:31:25,040 --> 00:31:26,960
Speaker 12: That's why I said that, because I've called you like

536
00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:29,080
Speaker 12: fifty times and I'm like, he's not going answer.

537
00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:29,680
Speaker 5: Well.

538
00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:33,200
Speaker 1: I want to hear the your well okay, before Grace,

539
00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:35,640
Speaker 1: I want to hear the origin story behind Dick Meedy.

540
00:31:36,600 --> 00:31:36,880
Speaker 10: Oh.

541
00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:39,840
Speaker 12: I said thick Meedy cock. But I guess the cock

542
00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:41,000
Speaker 12: part didn't.

543
00:31:40,960 --> 00:31:42,160
Speaker 6: Really pick up it, didn't.

544
00:31:42,160 --> 00:31:44,280
Speaker 1: You hooked to me so hard with the thick Meedy

545
00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:46,840
Speaker 1: that I didn't even you know, I jumped on it immediately.

546
00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:54,320
Speaker 16: I'm concerned for you that your user name is thick

547
00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:58,560
Speaker 16: Meedy cock anyway, what's up, Grace? How can we how

548
00:31:58,560 --> 00:31:59,840
Speaker 16: can we help you out these days?

549
00:32:01,120 --> 00:32:04,880
Speaker 12: Well, I'm like your opinion honestly, and I need to.

550
00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:10,320
Speaker 1: As long as it's an opinion about all right, We'll

551
00:32:10,480 --> 00:32:14,040
Speaker 1: go ahead, I go up.

552
00:32:15,160 --> 00:32:17,320
Speaker 12: Okay, Yeah, I got you. So I broke up with

553
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:20,360
Speaker 12: my ex like two weeks ago. You don't need to

554
00:32:20,360 --> 00:32:26,760
Speaker 12: know why. He's just know that, okay, and so no,

555
00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:28,040
Speaker 12: the opposite, but.

556
00:32:32,400 --> 00:32:33,400
Speaker 15: I'm sorry, okay, gone.

557
00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:37,360
Speaker 12: So there was this girl that he became friends with

558
00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:40,520
Speaker 12: like two months after we broke up, and I remember

559
00:32:40,560 --> 00:32:41,960
Speaker 12: asking him like, is she attractive?

560
00:32:42,200 --> 00:32:44,040
Speaker 9: I don't know why I asked, you know how it is?

561
00:32:44,080 --> 00:32:47,720
Speaker 12: You know what I mean? Like I don't really care? Yeah, anyway,

562
00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:50,880
Speaker 12: and so he just didn't really answer, and I'm like, okay.

563
00:32:51,240 --> 00:32:54,120
Speaker 12: So I broke up with him like two weeks ago

564
00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:57,400
Speaker 12: and he started dating her five days later.

565
00:32:58,280 --> 00:32:58,600
Speaker 1: Okay.

566
00:32:59,360 --> 00:33:00,120
Speaker 9: So whether they're.

567
00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:03,680
Speaker 12: Dating sooner or they just became official, I don't know.

568
00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:05,760
Speaker 12: But I have a lot of people telling me like,

569
00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:08,000
Speaker 12: why are you Why do you care because you broke

570
00:33:08,080 --> 00:33:10,480
Speaker 12: up with him, and you know it doesn't matter because

571
00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 12: you're already broke up. But like, I don't know, I

572
00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:16,680
Speaker 12: kind of feel like that's kind of I don't know

573
00:33:16,720 --> 00:33:18,760
Speaker 12: if I can curse on here for the it's kind

574
00:33:18,760 --> 00:33:20,440
Speaker 12: of messed up, you know what I mean.

575
00:33:20,440 --> 00:33:23,760
Speaker 1: You said big meaty cock. I don't know if I

576
00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:24,640
Speaker 1: could curse on here.

577
00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:29,960
Speaker 3: Well it sailed okay, yeah, you're right, but.

578
00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:33,600
Speaker 12: You know what I mean. So then it's kind of

579
00:33:33,640 --> 00:33:36,040
Speaker 12: like he then I asked him and he's like, yeah,

580
00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:38,320
Speaker 12: well we became official after five days, so then he

581
00:33:38,360 --> 00:33:41,760
Speaker 12: could just kind of blatantly admit admit it that he's

582
00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:44,440
Speaker 12: been with this girl since like when we were dating.

583
00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:46,800
Speaker 12: But that everyone's like, we shouldn't be mad about him.

584
00:33:46,840 --> 00:33:48,800
Speaker 12: Like I can get a little upset about it, Like

585
00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:49,640
Speaker 12: I know, I broke.

586
00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:50,160
Speaker 14: Up with him, but.

587
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:54,480
Speaker 16: You know, I mean, I agree that you can be

588
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:57,800
Speaker 16: mad about it, But it sounds like you dodged a

589
00:33:57,920 --> 00:34:02,240
Speaker 16: huge bullet because if he cheated on you, you know,

590
00:34:03,360 --> 00:34:06,760
Speaker 16: why would you want that person in your life?

591
00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:09,160
Speaker 12: I mean, we had a kid together, so he's gonna

592
00:34:09,160 --> 00:34:10,520
Speaker 12: be in my life regardless.

593
00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:16,239
Speaker 16: Oh that part was that was you really buried the

594
00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:18,359
Speaker 16: lead on that one.

595
00:34:19,440 --> 00:34:20,720
Speaker 15: Uh uh yeah.

596
00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:24,920
Speaker 16: I was gonna be like, girl, you're nineteen, you know whatever,

597
00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:26,480
Speaker 16: You're gonna meet plenty of men in your day.

598
00:34:27,680 --> 00:34:29,880
Speaker 12: Well, okay, that's the point is that, like, you know,

599
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:32,160
Speaker 12: at least a baby was an accident, you know what

600
00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:33,719
Speaker 12: I mean, at least I kind of have like, oh,

601
00:34:33,719 --> 00:34:35,960
Speaker 12: well that was an accident in a good way. But

602
00:34:36,040 --> 00:34:38,719
Speaker 12: if I married him, like, there's no accident there, you

603
00:34:38,719 --> 00:34:40,560
Speaker 12: know what I mean. I was just playing stupid there.

604
00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:43,319
Speaker 1: So that's good that you didn't marry him.

605
00:34:43,880 --> 00:34:46,000
Speaker 16: Yeah, but now he actually is going to be in

606
00:34:46,040 --> 00:34:46,760
Speaker 16: your life forever.

607
00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:47,800
Speaker 6: Hmmm.

608
00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:50,880
Speaker 16: No, you can be mad about it, but at the

609
00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:54,880
Speaker 16: end of the day, you know, focus on your child.

610
00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:00,839
Speaker 15: And and and if.

611
00:35:00,800 --> 00:35:03,399
Speaker 16: Someone wrote just get the child support check, no, don't really,

612
00:35:03,440 --> 00:35:06,319
Speaker 16: Well you should do that, but you should get that check.

613
00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:08,320
Speaker 15: But don't just do that, you know, focus your energy

614
00:35:08,640 --> 00:35:09,879
Speaker 15: on your child that you have together.

615
00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:12,319
Speaker 16: That's the most important thing that came out of this relationship.

616
00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:17,319
Speaker 16: And you should definitely be upset that he cheated on you,

617
00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:23,200
Speaker 16: but you know, you're gonna find real true love one day,

618
00:35:23,640 --> 00:35:26,359
Speaker 16: and somebody that cheats on you that's not true love.

619
00:35:28,719 --> 00:35:31,000
Speaker 12: Yeah, you're right, and he is going to be sick

620
00:35:31,040 --> 00:35:33,160
Speaker 12: in me the next guy. I think I just mostly

621
00:35:33,200 --> 00:35:37,680
Speaker 12: feel bad for like his new girlfriend because I don't know,

622
00:35:38,360 --> 00:35:41,000
Speaker 12: so he I guess the first day that they officially

623
00:35:41,040 --> 00:35:43,680
Speaker 12: started dating, she told him a lot of personal stuff.

624
00:35:43,960 --> 00:35:46,120
Speaker 12: I'm not going to say it, but like deeply, deeply

625
00:35:46,360 --> 00:35:50,719
Speaker 12: personal stuff, and he just spilled it all to me nonchalantly.

626
00:35:51,280 --> 00:35:53,560
Speaker 16: Jesus, I mean, listen, I'm not gonna lie. This guy

627
00:35:53,600 --> 00:35:56,480
Speaker 16: sounds like a huge dick bag, and that's unfortunate.

628
00:35:57,239 --> 00:35:59,160
Speaker 3: But I guess you're right.

629
00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:03,200
Speaker 16: Yeah, you know, he sounds like a huge dick bag

630
00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:07,360
Speaker 16: and that sucks, especially since you do have a child together.

631
00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:10,960
Speaker 16: But you douched a bullet. I think that's just the

632
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:12,879
Speaker 16: best way to put it. You dodged a bullet. Yeah

633
00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:14,279
Speaker 16: you can be mad, Yeah you can be upset, and

634
00:36:14,320 --> 00:36:16,160
Speaker 16: you have every right to be mad and upset, but

635
00:36:17,880 --> 00:36:19,920
Speaker 16: you don't want that man loving you, loving all up

636
00:36:19,960 --> 00:36:20,319
Speaker 16: on you.

637
00:36:20,440 --> 00:36:21,120
Speaker 15: He's gross.

638
00:36:21,320 --> 00:36:25,680
Speaker 16: He's a cheater, and he is a gossip, and we

639
00:36:25,719 --> 00:36:27,880
Speaker 16: don't want that for you.

640
00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:29,600
Speaker 15: You know, we don't want that for you.

641
00:36:30,719 --> 00:36:33,560
Speaker 12: I thank you, And I keep telling people like, at

642
00:36:33,600 --> 00:36:35,680
Speaker 12: the very least, at the very least, if you don't

643
00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:39,839
Speaker 12: cheating with he was sneaking around during the pandemic when

644
00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:42,560
Speaker 12: he said he was, and when he was quarantining, Like,

645
00:36:44,880 --> 00:36:47,200
Speaker 12: you can't be sneaking around like that, you know what

646
00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:47,560
Speaker 12: I mean?

647
00:36:48,840 --> 00:36:51,439
Speaker 15: I mean, I agree, what do you think?

648
00:36:51,480 --> 00:36:52,320
Speaker 1: I agree?

649
00:36:52,400 --> 00:37:02,040
Speaker 2: Look, you know, do you love your child? Some people

650
00:37:02,560 --> 00:37:03,520
Speaker 2: that's a fair question.

651
00:37:03,680 --> 00:37:04,520
Speaker 15: No, that's a fair question.

652
00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:05,959
Speaker 9: I guess that's a fair question.

653
00:37:09,920 --> 00:37:13,359
Speaker 12: Do you Oh yeah, yeah, I feel like you probably Yeah,

654
00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:13,520
Speaker 12: I do.

655
00:37:13,600 --> 00:37:14,040
Speaker 7: I do.

656
00:37:13,920 --> 00:37:14,120
Speaker 14: I do.

657
00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:20,200
Speaker 1: Okay, Well then look, you know that's a pretty big responsibility.

658
00:37:20,239 --> 00:37:22,680
Speaker 1: But you know, if if you love your child, then

659
00:37:22,760 --> 00:37:25,160
Speaker 1: I think that it's a it's a responsibility that you're

660
00:37:25,239 --> 00:37:28,640
Speaker 1: up for the challenge for. And I think that you

661
00:37:28,640 --> 00:37:32,040
Speaker 1: should focus all your energy into meeting that challenge. And

662
00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:34,439
Speaker 1: you know, look, take the energy. I know that you've

663
00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:38,560
Speaker 1: got a lot of energy of hatred and negativity towards

664
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:43,120
Speaker 1: towards you know, your ax. But you know, try, try,

665
00:37:43,440 --> 00:37:45,560
Speaker 1: try as hard as you possibly can to you know,

666
00:37:45,760 --> 00:37:48,680
Speaker 1: redirect that energy into into love that you can give

667
00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:52,680
Speaker 1: for your child, because you know, at the end of

668
00:37:52,719 --> 00:37:56,040
Speaker 1: the day, that's that's where your attention is needed, and

669
00:37:56,160 --> 00:37:58,440
Speaker 1: you don't want to waste uh, you know. I mean,

670
00:37:58,680 --> 00:38:00,960
Speaker 1: it's a big, big, big, big, big fucking challenge to

671
00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:03,399
Speaker 1: raise a kid. You know, it's gonna take, it's gonna

672
00:38:03,400 --> 00:38:05,120
Speaker 1: take a lot, and so you want to kind of

673
00:38:05,160 --> 00:38:08,279
Speaker 1: conserve your energy and ascend it in the direction of

674
00:38:08,320 --> 00:38:11,480
Speaker 1: love as opposed to the direction of of anger. However,

675
00:38:11,680 --> 00:38:19,080
Speaker 1: justified that anger may be agreed fully. Yeah, well, Grace,

676
00:38:20,280 --> 00:38:26,319
Speaker 1: big meatycock. I appreciate you you calling in and you know,

677
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:28,480
Speaker 1: good luck to you. Good luck.

678
00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:31,960
Speaker 12: Thank you too. By the way, Chloe, just want to

679
00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:34,160
Speaker 12: say that you're going on the camera. I don't know

680
00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:36,040
Speaker 12: if you contoured that green or what, but.

681
00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:39,640
Speaker 16: Uh yeah, I did a huge contour job. Took me

682
00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:44,520
Speaker 16: a half hour to put all this beautiful green on. Yeah,

683
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:48,239
Speaker 16: keep up, girl, Thank you so much, appreciate it.

684
00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:49,160
Speaker 1: You take care of Grace.

685
00:38:49,520 --> 00:38:51,719
Speaker 15: Bye, Grace, bye.

686
00:38:54,280 --> 00:38:58,759
Speaker 3: All from bye to accept.

687
00:39:00,920 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 15: Luke, I think he said Luke. Luke Yeah, Luke like

688
00:39:06,120 --> 00:39:07,440
Speaker 15: Luke Skywalker.

689
00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:09,520
Speaker 12: Just Luke.

690
00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:10,160
Speaker 11: Yeah.

691
00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:15,520
Speaker 7: So I've been uh I so can I close hypothetical right?

692
00:39:15,960 --> 00:39:16,800
Speaker 1: Absolutely sure.

693
00:39:17,840 --> 00:39:20,720
Speaker 7: So say back in the day, I had like ten friends.

694
00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:24,239
Speaker 7: Right in these days, I only got like one or two.

695
00:39:25,280 --> 00:39:27,920
Speaker 7: And I'm thinking about asking these one or two if

696
00:39:27,920 --> 00:39:32,479
Speaker 7: they're like real friends, by like posing say hypothetical to them, saying, Hey,

697
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:34,840
Speaker 7: if I were to fall off a bridge or something,

698
00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:36,920
Speaker 7: would you fall off the bridge with me?

699
00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:41,400
Speaker 15: I'm gonna I'm gonna tell you something, Luke.

700
00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:45,680
Speaker 16: I have you know, I have a couple of little

701
00:39:45,719 --> 00:39:49,440
Speaker 16: pockets of good friends. And it doesn't matter if I

702
00:39:49,440 --> 00:39:52,200
Speaker 16: had a hundred friends or if I had one friend,

703
00:39:52,600 --> 00:39:55,880
Speaker 16: I would never ever ever jump off a bridge because

704
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:57,200
Speaker 16: they jumped off a bridge too.

705
00:39:58,239 --> 00:40:00,560
Speaker 15: So and I I think I I'm a good friend

706
00:40:00,560 --> 00:40:01,160
Speaker 15: to those people.

707
00:40:01,840 --> 00:40:06,120
Speaker 16: So you can pose the hypothetical, But I think you're

708
00:40:06,120 --> 00:40:08,399
Speaker 16: going to be disappointed by the answer when they say

709
00:40:08,880 --> 00:40:09,279
Speaker 16: fuck no.

710
00:40:10,960 --> 00:40:12,239
Speaker 15: But that doesn't mean they're not a good friend. That

711
00:40:12,280 --> 00:40:15,120
Speaker 15: just means they don't want to die, you know.

712
00:40:15,160 --> 00:40:17,440
Speaker 7: Luke, something you do with good friends?

713
00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:19,560
Speaker 1: Well look, well, look, well look let me look Luke.

714
00:40:19,840 --> 00:40:22,719
Speaker 1: Look everyone, here's the thing everyone gets tell me if

715
00:40:22,719 --> 00:40:25,919
Speaker 1: you agree with it. Everyone gets to set their own

716
00:40:26,040 --> 00:40:28,560
Speaker 1: definition of a good friend, and everyone gets to set

717
00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:32,400
Speaker 1: their own criteria for what you need to be. So

718
00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:37,000
Speaker 1: if so, you, Luke, by all means, have the complete

719
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:39,640
Speaker 1: and other freedom to set your criteria of being your

720
00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:43,400
Speaker 1: friend to be to die for you. Sure, but you

721
00:40:43,480 --> 00:40:47,880
Speaker 1: have to be okay with people not being willing to

722
00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:50,160
Speaker 1: meet your criteria because it's a pretty harsh criteria.

723
00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:51,399
Speaker 15: Agree, So you.

724
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:53,760
Speaker 1: Can say, but I don't think you should be disappointed

725
00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:56,839
Speaker 1: if people won't meet it. Oh sorry, weld, you say, Luke.

726
00:40:57,600 --> 00:41:00,000
Speaker 14: So the best question asked would be what their criteria is.

727
00:41:04,800 --> 00:41:08,640
Speaker 1: I don't know, just to ask them, well, how how

728
00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:10,800
Speaker 1: on a scale from one to ten, Luke, how important

729
00:41:10,880 --> 00:41:13,759
Speaker 1: is it? How important is this aspect of friendship to you?

730
00:41:13,800 --> 00:41:16,239
Speaker 1: The the the the willingness to die for another, for

731
00:41:16,600 --> 00:41:18,360
Speaker 1: someone else to be their friend. How important is it

732
00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:18,600
Speaker 1: to you?

733
00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:21,240
Speaker 4: Is aspect?

734
00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:24,960
Speaker 7: It's not a friend, that's just you know, that's automatically

735
00:41:24,960 --> 00:41:27,319
Speaker 7: where my mind goes when I think, hey, is this

736
00:41:27,400 --> 00:41:28,240
Speaker 7: person a good friend?

737
00:41:28,280 --> 00:41:29,160
Speaker 14: Would they die for me?

738
00:41:32,040 --> 00:41:34,720
Speaker 15: Well, you're not asking them to die for you.

739
00:41:34,400 --> 00:41:38,080
Speaker 16: You're making a conscious choice to jump off a bridge,

740
00:41:38,320 --> 00:41:41,080
Speaker 16: and then you're asking them to do the same. Now,

741
00:41:41,239 --> 00:41:44,600
Speaker 16: if you really wanted to take a test of their friendship,

742
00:41:45,200 --> 00:41:51,120
Speaker 16: you could be like, we're in a.

743
00:41:49,480 --> 00:41:51,920
Speaker 15: Target and this is dark.

744
00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:56,440
Speaker 16: It's dark target, Go there, somebody might be you know,

745
00:41:56,640 --> 00:41:59,960
Speaker 16: there might be a gun men. And you ask your friends,

746
00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:03,240
Speaker 16: targets are getting dangerous, targets are getting dangerous these days,

747
00:42:03,360 --> 00:42:06,640
Speaker 16: And you ask your friends, would you jump in front

748
00:42:06,640 --> 00:42:07,840
Speaker 16: of the gunmen for me?

749
00:42:08,280 --> 00:42:09,400
Speaker 15: Maybe that's a better test.

750
00:42:10,280 --> 00:42:12,480
Speaker 16: I don't think that that should be your criteria, but

751
00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:14,680
Speaker 16: it's a better test for their.

752
00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:15,600
Speaker 15: Loyalty to right.

753
00:42:15,680 --> 00:42:17,640
Speaker 1: That's for something you would ask someone if they were

754
00:42:17,760 --> 00:42:20,080
Speaker 1: joining your cult than if they were being your friend.

755
00:42:20,160 --> 00:42:21,680
Speaker 1: Would they die for you?

756
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:25,120
Speaker 15: Just because exactly?

757
00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:25,920
Speaker 1: I agree?

758
00:42:26,160 --> 00:42:29,480
Speaker 14: Okay, so ask a cult with me?

759
00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:31,919
Speaker 1: Are you? Is that what you're trying to do? Start

760
00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:32,400
Speaker 1: a cult?

761
00:42:33,120 --> 00:42:33,239
Speaker 3: Oh?

762
00:42:33,360 --> 00:42:34,480
Speaker 7: Yeah, let's start a cult.

763
00:42:36,239 --> 00:42:39,960
Speaker 16: I'm going to go ahead and tell you, you know,

764
00:42:40,080 --> 00:42:42,799
Speaker 16: I just don't think that's a great idea. I don't

765
00:42:42,800 --> 00:42:44,920
Speaker 16: know if you've heard about cults, but they tend to

766
00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:48,480
Speaker 16: end in murder, and I just feel like maybe that's

767
00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:49,520
Speaker 16: not the direction that we're.

768
00:42:49,360 --> 00:42:49,960
Speaker 15: Trying to go in.

769
00:42:51,080 --> 00:42:53,279
Speaker 7: Yeah, I think I may want to want a cult.

770
00:42:54,680 --> 00:42:55,239
Speaker 1: Somebody in a.

771
00:42:55,280 --> 00:42:59,840
Speaker 16: Chat said this is a cult, and you know, I

772
00:43:00,040 --> 00:43:00,920
Speaker 16: think you're already in a cult.

773
00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:02,279
Speaker 15: You just might be the leader of it.

774
00:43:02,480 --> 00:43:04,880
Speaker 1: Look it sounds like you need to take it. Sounds

775
00:43:04,920 --> 00:43:06,279
Speaker 1: like you need to take some time to figure out

776
00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:08,200
Speaker 1: what you want, because I mean, you're you're, you're, you're

777
00:43:08,200 --> 00:43:10,000
Speaker 1: going your flip clopping when you want to be on

778
00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:11,400
Speaker 1: a cult. You don't want to be in a cult.

779
00:43:11,560 --> 00:43:13,400
Speaker 1: You want your friends to kill themselves. You don't want

780
00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:16,040
Speaker 1: your friends to kill themselves. I think you gotta sit down.

781
00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:18,960
Speaker 1: You got to take some time alone, Luke and figure

782
00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:19,600
Speaker 1: out what you want.

783
00:43:20,960 --> 00:43:22,840
Speaker 14: Okay, time alone.

784
00:43:24,400 --> 00:43:25,040
Speaker 11: I can do that.

785
00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:25,920
Speaker 17: I can do that.

786
00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:27,120
Speaker 14: Closets are real fun.

787
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:30,360
Speaker 15: Closets. Are you in a closet?

788
00:43:30,920 --> 00:43:32,759
Speaker 1: Look? Some people do their thinking on the can. Some

789
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:34,640
Speaker 1: people do their thinking alone in the closet. And I

790
00:43:34,680 --> 00:43:40,080
Speaker 1: respect all locations. I appreciate you calling in, Luke, and

791
00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:41,800
Speaker 1: you know, go easy on your pals.

792
00:43:41,880 --> 00:43:44,480
Speaker 16: Right, Yeah, I don't drop off a bridge. I just

793
00:43:44,520 --> 00:43:46,040
Speaker 16: want to put that out there.

794
00:43:46,160 --> 00:43:50,520
Speaker 7: I second that, alrighty, I uh, I'll think about.

795
00:43:50,239 --> 00:43:51,520
Speaker 1: It all right.

796
00:43:52,239 --> 00:43:54,960
Speaker 15: Okay, have a good one.

797
00:43:58,400 --> 00:44:02,400
Speaker 3: All from David Ashley.

798
00:44:03,120 --> 00:44:09,719
Speaker 16: David Ashley, David Ashley, big boy in the house.

799
00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:12,480
Speaker 15: What's up, Dave boy, how you doing?

800
00:44:12,719 --> 00:44:14,080
Speaker 1: Tell us everything? Tell us nothing.

801
00:44:15,040 --> 00:44:15,560
Speaker 9: I'm good.

802
00:44:15,640 --> 00:44:16,640
Speaker 17: How are you guys?

803
00:44:17,160 --> 00:44:21,239
Speaker 15: We're great. We're chilling like a villain on penicillin. As

804
00:44:21,239 --> 00:44:22,479
Speaker 15: I said a couple hours ago.

805
00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:22,919
Speaker 8: Good.

806
00:44:23,000 --> 00:44:25,479
Speaker 17: Yeah, I mean, I'm kind of kind of nervous now

807
00:44:25,520 --> 00:44:28,120
Speaker 17: to be, uh, to be talking to you guys.

808
00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:30,640
Speaker 15: Why are you nervous?

809
00:44:31,160 --> 00:44:32,879
Speaker 17: I don't know it just got a lot on my mind.

810
00:44:32,920 --> 00:44:35,160
Speaker 15: I guess what's on your mind?

811
00:44:36,800 --> 00:44:42,759
Speaker 17: So, uh, you know, I just uh, always think about

812
00:44:42,800 --> 00:44:48,840
Speaker 17: growing up, I had this younger brother, oh and uh,

813
00:44:48,880 --> 00:44:54,440
Speaker 17: he kind of always overshadowed me. Like my parents they

814
00:44:54,520 --> 00:44:57,200
Speaker 17: kind of always like, you know, he was always like

815
00:44:57,600 --> 00:45:00,440
Speaker 17: winning all the stuff at school and all this sports,

816
00:45:00,520 --> 00:45:04,839
Speaker 17: and you know, all the neighbors loved him. And sorry,

817
00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 17: it's kind of kind of sad thinking about it now,

818
00:45:08,160 --> 00:45:10,560
Speaker 17: but no, you know, I kind of think about that

819
00:45:10,600 --> 00:45:12,920
Speaker 17: to this day, and like if I could give like

820
00:45:14,040 --> 00:45:16,440
Speaker 17: a story that's like sort of a metaphor for this,

821
00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:20,200
Speaker 17: you can almost think about it. Like, say, there's a

822
00:45:20,200 --> 00:45:23,120
Speaker 17: guy on a plane and he's in the back row

823
00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:25,280
Speaker 17: of the plane and all of a sudden he pulls

824
00:45:25,320 --> 00:45:28,160
Speaker 17: his pants down and he starts talking to David.

825
00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:31,399
Speaker 1: I'm so sorry, man, but yeah, could you turn off

826
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:32,439
Speaker 1: your stream real quick?

827
00:45:32,480 --> 00:45:35,240
Speaker 15: Because your stream?

828
00:45:35,360 --> 00:45:37,719
Speaker 17: Oh I'm sorry, can you guys, can we mute the

829
00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:38,279
Speaker 17: stream here?

830
00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:40,040
Speaker 8: Sorry?

831
00:45:40,320 --> 00:45:40,959
Speaker 17: Yeah, my brother?

832
00:45:41,440 --> 00:45:42,440
Speaker 1: Are you no?

833
00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:43,640
Speaker 17: Yeah, you're sitting next to me.

834
00:45:49,160 --> 00:45:51,080
Speaker 1: What you were saying, Dick?

835
00:45:51,840 --> 00:45:51,920
Speaker 11: No?

836
00:45:52,360 --> 00:45:54,520
Speaker 17: Yeah, I'll get so like we're cool about it now,

837
00:45:55,640 --> 00:45:57,480
Speaker 17: like we talk about it, but we never brought it

838
00:45:57,560 --> 00:46:01,080
Speaker 17: up to our parents. But anyway, it's kind of like, uh,

839
00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:02,880
Speaker 17: you know, there's a guy on a plane and he

840
00:46:02,960 --> 00:46:05,600
Speaker 17: starts sucking his own dick. And then there's a guy

841
00:46:05,640 --> 00:46:09,200
Speaker 17: sitting next to him that sees this, and he's like, whoa, everyone, look,

842
00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:11,920
Speaker 17: this guy's sucking his own dick. And then all of

843
00:46:11,960 --> 00:46:14,319
Speaker 17: a sudden, all the passengers are looking at him. They're like,

844
00:46:14,640 --> 00:46:16,719
Speaker 17: oh my god, this is brilliant. And then the flight

845
00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:19,920
Speaker 17: attendant walks over and she's like, oh my god, this

846
00:46:20,080 --> 00:46:23,440
Speaker 17: is incredible. And the flight attendant runs up to uh,

847
00:46:23,719 --> 00:46:27,520
Speaker 17: to the captain of the plane, and she's like, you know,

848
00:46:27,600 --> 00:46:29,520
Speaker 17: you got to come see this. This guy's sucking his

849
00:46:29,560 --> 00:46:32,560
Speaker 17: own dick. And the captain runs back and the Captain's like,

850
00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:35,520
Speaker 17: oh my god, he's sucking his own dick. And no

851
00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:43,680
Speaker 17: one's flying the plane, so it crashes. So I don't.

852
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:48,719
Speaker 1: Know you well, in this metaphor, In this metaphor, what

853
00:46:48,960 --> 00:46:50,080
Speaker 1: is the plane?

854
00:46:51,120 --> 00:46:59,000
Speaker 17: The plane? Yeah, probably the nurture and support of my parents.

855
00:47:00,080 --> 00:47:03,400
Speaker 15: Who are you because you're not?

856
00:47:03,400 --> 00:47:06,840
Speaker 17: Probably like I'm probably like the Twin Towers. I just

857
00:47:06,840 --> 00:47:07,840
Speaker 17: get crashed into.

858
00:47:08,960 --> 00:47:13,680
Speaker 1: Oh, David, Well, okay, can I talk to your your brother?

859
00:47:13,760 --> 00:47:16,200
Speaker 1: Is your brother actually with you? Can we talk to him?

860
00:47:16,560 --> 00:47:16,799
Speaker 10: Yeah?

861
00:47:16,840 --> 00:47:21,400
Speaker 17: He's in the room.

862
00:47:21,440 --> 00:47:24,320
Speaker 5: What's hello?

863
00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:35,080
Speaker 1: Hello? This is this is that, Matt, how do you

864
00:47:35,120 --> 00:47:37,120
Speaker 1: feel about the things that your brother is telling us

865
00:47:37,160 --> 00:47:37,560
Speaker 1: right now?

866
00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:38,719
Speaker 12: Oh?

867
00:47:38,800 --> 00:47:43,839
Speaker 11: Man, I mean that's a lot to digest, isn't it.

868
00:47:45,480 --> 00:47:49,000
Speaker 16: How do you feel that the end, Yeah, the nine

869
00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:51,480
Speaker 16: to eleven thing, maybe we could have done without. But

870
00:47:52,560 --> 00:47:55,040
Speaker 16: how do you feel that your brother thinks that you're

871
00:47:55,120 --> 00:47:57,279
Speaker 16: the guy on the plane sucking your own dick?

872
00:47:59,640 --> 00:48:03,160
Speaker 11: Yeah? I guess, like, I mean, that's wild. I guess

873
00:48:03,239 --> 00:48:07,360
Speaker 11: jealousy always comes from like, you know, those above you though,

874
00:48:08,400 --> 00:48:12,400
Speaker 11: or those looking up to you. You know, like that

875
00:48:12,600 --> 00:48:15,440
Speaker 11: there's jealousy always coming for you if you're succeeding.

876
00:48:16,120 --> 00:48:18,439
Speaker 1: I'm curious what do you think makes you so much

877
00:48:18,480 --> 00:48:19,560
Speaker 1: better than your brother?

878
00:48:21,280 --> 00:48:25,720
Speaker 11: I mean the fact that I am that my parents

879
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:26,200
Speaker 11: love me a.

880
00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:26,919
Speaker 5: Little bit more.

881
00:48:27,320 --> 00:48:28,000
Speaker 11: I mean, I have.

882
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:30,680
Speaker 1: There's gotta be.

883
00:48:32,800 --> 00:48:36,160
Speaker 11: No I do nothing. I do absolutely nothing.

884
00:48:36,360 --> 00:48:40,719
Speaker 1: I'm sounds like you're both lame at this point. I

885
00:48:40,719 --> 00:48:43,600
Speaker 1: haven't heard anything good from either of you.

886
00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:48,040
Speaker 11: Yeah, I don't know that there is a lot good.

887
00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:52,440
Speaker 15: Reason your parents treat you the way that you are

888
00:48:52,719 --> 00:48:53,399
Speaker 15: that they do.

889
00:48:55,080 --> 00:48:57,200
Speaker 11: I mean, maybe it's just like a younger thing, like

890
00:48:57,239 --> 00:49:02,840
Speaker 11: he's way smart. Oh yeah, yeah, but he's got like

891
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:07,120
Speaker 11: a good peck job, Like, he's a smart man. He's

892
00:49:07,160 --> 00:49:07,959
Speaker 11: a smart man.

893
00:49:08,360 --> 00:49:09,960
Speaker 1: So if he's got a good time, he sounds like

894
00:49:10,000 --> 00:49:12,000
Speaker 1: he doesn't need his parents at all.

895
00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:15,719
Speaker 11: No, he doesn't, but he needs their approval. I think

896
00:49:15,719 --> 00:49:17,080
Speaker 11: that's something that never goes away.

897
00:49:17,120 --> 00:49:20,399
Speaker 1: You know, what do you do? Do you have a job?

898
00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:22,759
Speaker 17: I do?

899
00:49:22,880 --> 00:49:27,439
Speaker 11: Yeah, I'm actually in the process of transitioning jobs from

900
00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:32,759
Speaker 11: what to what I do, uh sales in uh technology,

901
00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:36,400
Speaker 11: And I'm going back to school to get my license

902
00:49:36,440 --> 00:49:37,680
Speaker 11: to be an airplane mechanic.

903
00:49:38,239 --> 00:49:40,520
Speaker 16: Okay, Oh is that why he said? The airplane thing?

904
00:49:40,640 --> 00:49:42,279
Speaker 16: Is your brother, Dallas, that you're going to be doing

905
00:49:42,320 --> 00:49:43,360
Speaker 16: stuff with airplanes?

906
00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:45,560
Speaker 11: I don't know.

907
00:49:47,040 --> 00:49:49,400
Speaker 15: Well, you know with airplanes too.

908
00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:52,360
Speaker 11: You know, Dave, do you want to be stuff at

909
00:49:52,360 --> 00:49:58,960
Speaker 11: the airplane with one of our conversations sound like yeah, because.

910
00:49:59,640 --> 00:50:03,360
Speaker 1: He you know, David, David told us that, you know,

911
00:50:03,400 --> 00:50:04,359
Speaker 1: you guys talk about this.

912
00:50:05,680 --> 00:50:08,200
Speaker 11: Oh yeah, No. We have like pretty open and honest conference.

913
00:50:08,280 --> 00:50:09,560
Speaker 5: Like we're actually pretty clon.

914
00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:14,439
Speaker 11: We we fuck with each other a lot, but it's

915
00:50:14,480 --> 00:50:20,680
Speaker 11: a good it's a good relationship. We text all the time.

916
00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:22,800
Speaker 5: We we lived together for a while.

917
00:50:23,520 --> 00:50:25,759
Speaker 11: We've we used to live in like a d o

918
00:50:25,880 --> 00:50:29,440
Speaker 11: y punk slot and someone started a fire in our

919
00:50:29,440 --> 00:50:34,960
Speaker 11: living room. It's a pretty good it's a pretty good

920
00:50:35,440 --> 00:50:36,920
Speaker 11: video of it somewhere on Instagram.

921
00:50:38,120 --> 00:50:41,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, so have you talked to your parents about this

922
00:50:41,560 --> 00:50:44,400
Speaker 1: though about maybe, you know, hey, maybe give you know

923
00:50:44,440 --> 00:50:46,600
Speaker 1: a look, maybe our.

924
00:50:46,520 --> 00:50:52,160
Speaker 11: Parents our parents situation is a little wild, Like it's

925
00:50:52,160 --> 00:50:57,960
Speaker 11: a it's a little different. Well, so think about this, like,

926
00:50:58,040 --> 00:51:03,320
Speaker 11: you have a dad who's a supporter. Oh kay, and

927
00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:08,360
Speaker 11: you got a mom who is born again lesbian.

928
00:51:09,200 --> 00:51:13,640
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, yeah, no, it's super cool.

929
00:51:13,800 --> 00:51:16,480
Speaker 11: But yeah, we don't really talk to our parents about

930
00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:19,520
Speaker 11: our relationship dynamics.

931
00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:29,279
Speaker 16: But so I'm assuming your parents aren't together. Yeah they

932
00:51:29,400 --> 00:51:30,760
Speaker 16: are they still together?

933
00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:33,480
Speaker 11: No, that would be that would be wild.

934
00:51:33,480 --> 00:51:35,440
Speaker 1: And if they were there, I mean.

935
00:51:35,320 --> 00:51:39,120
Speaker 16: That would be violin indeed, imagine that you're all kind

936
00:51:39,120 --> 00:51:41,160
Speaker 16: of doing your own thing. Yeah, it sounds like the

937
00:51:41,160 --> 00:51:43,160
Speaker 16: four of you are just living your married lives.

938
00:51:44,200 --> 00:51:48,319
Speaker 11: Yeah, I mean we're we are full on adults doing

939
00:51:48,360 --> 00:51:49,280
Speaker 11: our own things.

940
00:51:49,719 --> 00:51:49,920
Speaker 8: You know.

941
00:51:50,320 --> 00:51:53,040
Speaker 1: Look, I'm gonna end this by saying that I'm I

942
00:51:53,320 --> 00:51:55,120
Speaker 1: think that your brother what your brother needs to do,

943
00:51:55,160 --> 00:51:56,440
Speaker 1: and I hope you can hear. You know, look, what

944
00:51:56,480 --> 00:51:58,640
Speaker 1: your brother needs to do and he needs to realize

945
00:51:58,640 --> 00:52:02,560
Speaker 1: that his parents have rouval. You know, he might not

946
00:52:02,600 --> 00:52:04,799
Speaker 1: have it, but look, he's got this beautiful relationship with

947
00:52:04,840 --> 00:52:07,000
Speaker 1: his brother, you know, exactly, so he's got he should

948
00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:08,760
Speaker 1: revel in that. You know, he's got all the family

949
00:52:08,800 --> 00:52:11,960
Speaker 1: he needs, he needs in you exactly. You know, you

950
00:52:11,960 --> 00:52:13,640
Speaker 1: guys got each other, and that's very nice.

951
00:52:13,920 --> 00:52:16,080
Speaker 11: I mean, I was just happy when he told me

952
00:52:16,080 --> 00:52:18,319
Speaker 11: he got a therapist and I got to be here

953
00:52:18,360 --> 00:52:23,040
Speaker 11: with him first session. So I'm glad I got to

954
00:52:23,080 --> 00:52:25,400
Speaker 11: be here with his first therapy session. And you guys

955
00:52:25,480 --> 00:52:28,759
Speaker 11: to enjoy the rest of your night and enjoy time

956
00:52:29,400 --> 00:52:30,160
Speaker 11: with each other.

957
00:52:30,960 --> 00:52:34,440
Speaker 2: I don't know that was weird, So I thought that

958
00:52:34,800 --> 00:52:35,760
Speaker 2: was sweet.

959
00:52:36,920 --> 00:52:39,400
Speaker 11: All right, well Audio, take.

960
00:52:39,239 --> 00:52:40,440
Speaker 15: Care, Oh bye.

961
00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:45,280
Speaker 1: I can see why his parents like that one better.

962
00:52:46,760 --> 00:52:49,120
Speaker 15: Do you think our parents have favorites?

963
00:52:51,080 --> 00:52:54,399
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't think. I don't I don't

964
00:52:54,440 --> 00:52:56,440
Speaker 1: think so do you do you think our parents have favorites.

965
00:53:01,360 --> 00:53:03,160
Speaker 15: I think our mom likes me more?

966
00:53:03,800 --> 00:53:06,359
Speaker 1: That would make sense, I think. I think if your

967
00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:09,040
Speaker 1: parents have face. I think if your parents have favorites,

968
00:53:09,800 --> 00:53:13,200
Speaker 1: but each one has the other, you know what I mean,

969
00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:15,480
Speaker 1: Like if the mom likes the daughter more, the dad

970
00:53:15,520 --> 00:53:17,920
Speaker 1: likes the son more. I think that makes that's fair.

971
00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:19,680
Speaker 15: Because that even I don't think dad likes you more.

972
00:53:19,880 --> 00:53:22,360
Speaker 1: You think you think both of our parents like like

973
00:53:22,440 --> 00:53:26,000
Speaker 1: you more. I think that's true. Oh you're saying that

974
00:53:26,040 --> 00:53:29,719
Speaker 1: you think our mom likes you more and that our

975
00:53:29,760 --> 00:53:30,760
Speaker 1: dad likes us equally.

976
00:53:31,600 --> 00:53:34,000
Speaker 16: Well, I don't think our I think our parents love

977
00:53:34,080 --> 00:53:36,319
Speaker 16: us equally like.

978
00:53:37,760 --> 00:53:39,520
Speaker 15: I mean, I just spend more time with Mom than

979
00:53:39,560 --> 00:53:39,799
Speaker 15: you do.

980
00:53:40,000 --> 00:53:42,200
Speaker 1: It's true, that makes sense, and.

981
00:53:42,120 --> 00:53:44,239
Speaker 15: I think that we both equally spend time with Dad.

982
00:53:45,400 --> 00:53:46,000
Speaker 1: That makes sense.

983
00:53:46,600 --> 00:53:51,480
Speaker 15: So yeah, I don't know.

984
00:54:00,120 --> 00:54:05,879
Speaker 1: Good evening, it's the GAK again. That was fun having

985
00:54:05,920 --> 00:54:08,600
Speaker 1: my sister on. She was a good sport. She answered

986
00:54:08,680 --> 00:54:12,080
Speaker 1: questions a lot more seriously than I usually do, and

987
00:54:12,120 --> 00:54:15,840
Speaker 1: then she sort of got me into answering questions seriously.

988
00:54:15,920 --> 00:54:18,200
Speaker 1: So you know, she's a good influence. She's a good cat,

989
00:54:18,480 --> 00:54:21,640
Speaker 1: she's a good soul. She lets me use her chair

990
00:54:21,719 --> 00:54:24,239
Speaker 1: for this, and so we have her to thank for that.

991
00:54:25,080 --> 00:54:27,759
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1004
00:55:15,719 --> 00:55:18,799
Speaker 1: Let's get back to the calls.

1005
00:55:19,680 --> 00:55:21,560
Speaker 3: All from Turner.

1006
00:55:23,280 --> 00:55:31,520
Speaker 1: Turner, Hello Turner.

1007
00:55:31,120 --> 00:55:35,160
Speaker 5: Hey, I actually just calling you because I built Aposta

1008
00:55:35,239 --> 00:55:38,959
Speaker 5: bridge my physics class and I burnt myself with hot

1009
00:55:38,960 --> 00:55:41,120
Speaker 5: glue and then my finger really hurts. Just wondering if

1010
00:55:41,120 --> 00:55:43,480
Speaker 5: you got any like remedies.

1011
00:55:43,000 --> 00:55:45,400
Speaker 1: For that for hot glue.

1012
00:55:46,120 --> 00:55:49,080
Speaker 5: Yeah, somebody in chats that sounds stoned, and I am.

1013
00:55:49,160 --> 00:55:53,000
Speaker 1: I don't read the chat. Don't read the chat. Okay, Turner,

1014
00:55:54,560 --> 00:55:56,759
Speaker 1: here's what you want to do, and this is this

1015
00:55:56,840 --> 00:55:59,080
Speaker 1: is this is sounds unorthodox, but I promised that this is.

1016
00:55:59,239 --> 00:56:01,080
Speaker 1: This is, you know, my certified cure for.

1017
00:56:03,120 --> 00:56:04,200
Speaker 6: Fucking heard.

1018
00:56:07,440 --> 00:56:09,520
Speaker 1: Well, Okay, actually you know what here here here. Here's

1019
00:56:09,640 --> 00:56:14,640
Speaker 1: here's the Here's the cure for hot glue gun burned

1020
00:56:15,200 --> 00:56:16,720
Speaker 1: is acceptance.

1021
00:56:20,960 --> 00:56:23,120
Speaker 5: Okay, mixed.

1022
00:56:24,640 --> 00:56:25,719
Speaker 1: With a one.

1023
00:56:27,840 --> 00:56:29,759
Speaker 5: Like the Steak, mixed.

1024
00:56:32,160 --> 00:56:38,560
Speaker 1: With neo sporn okay, and a Powerpuff Girls band aid

1025
00:56:39,880 --> 00:56:43,520
Speaker 1: the new Power Girls, not the old ones remake.

1026
00:56:44,640 --> 00:56:45,960
Speaker 3: No, what do you mean?

1027
00:56:46,080 --> 00:56:46,120
Speaker 16: No?

1028
00:56:46,280 --> 00:56:50,000
Speaker 1: What do you know? What do you know? What do

1029
00:56:50,040 --> 00:56:52,040
Speaker 1: you know? You burned yourself with a hot glue gun?

1030
00:56:53,480 --> 00:56:57,400
Speaker 5: Yeah, but I built a bridge in the process of apasta.

1031
00:56:58,040 --> 00:57:01,160
Speaker 1: That's true. So then I would say instead is that?

1032
00:57:01,480 --> 00:57:04,360
Speaker 1: I would say it's acceptance, a one NEOs born, a

1033
00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:09,320
Speaker 1: Powerful Girls band aid, and then gratefulness. You know you

1034
00:57:09,520 --> 00:57:21,200
Speaker 1: sacrificed for the greater good, true, true.

1035
00:57:14,160 --> 00:57:14,360
Speaker 11: You know.

1036
00:57:17,440 --> 00:57:19,200
Speaker 1: Something where there was previously nothing.

1037
00:57:20,480 --> 00:57:25,040
Speaker 5: Yeah, I guess. Yeah.

1038
00:57:25,120 --> 00:57:28,439
Speaker 1: You're an engineer. You're a god in a way.

1039
00:57:29,800 --> 00:57:32,520
Speaker 17: Yeah, yeah, a creator.

1040
00:57:33,000 --> 00:57:34,080
Speaker 5: I'm aposta god.

1041
00:57:35,040 --> 00:57:38,560
Speaker 1: You're like a posta god exactly. And let me tell

1042
00:57:38,560 --> 00:57:40,640
Speaker 1: you something about gods. They're powerful and they can do

1043
00:57:40,680 --> 00:57:43,120
Speaker 1: whatever they want. They're invincible.

1044
00:57:44,720 --> 00:57:49,320
Speaker 5: I'm Christian, though, so isn't that kind of like sacrilegious

1045
00:57:49,400 --> 00:57:49,760
Speaker 5: or something?

1046
00:57:52,360 --> 00:57:54,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, if you want to bound yourself to you know,

1047
00:57:54,360 --> 00:57:58,280
Speaker 1: the laws of Christianity. But what I personally do when

1048
00:57:58,320 --> 00:58:01,840
Speaker 1: I pick my religions, is I picked the religious views

1049
00:58:01,880 --> 00:58:05,000
Speaker 1: that allowed me the most personal freedom to sin as

1050
00:58:05,040 --> 00:58:08,040
Speaker 1: freely as possible. That way, I don't have to, you know,

1051
00:58:08,480 --> 00:58:11,280
Speaker 1: be held responsible for any of my actions, and in

1052
00:58:11,360 --> 00:58:16,080
Speaker 1: doing so, I free myself up to do to you know,

1053
00:58:16,160 --> 00:58:20,200
Speaker 1: do whatever I want and sin, you know, you know,

1054
00:58:20,320 --> 00:58:22,960
Speaker 1: with without limit. And I gotta tell you, it's a

1055
00:58:23,000 --> 00:58:26,480
Speaker 1: very fun life. How much of an afterlife? How fun?

1056
00:58:26,560 --> 00:58:26,840
Speaker 14: Is that?

1057
00:58:28,240 --> 00:58:30,040
Speaker 1: About as fun as everyone else is because we all

1058
00:58:30,080 --> 00:58:30,880
Speaker 1: end up in the ground.

1059
00:58:31,160 --> 00:58:37,080
Speaker 5: So yeah, I guess there could be two gods in Christianity,

1060
00:58:37,080 --> 00:58:38,760
Speaker 5: you know, me and God.

1061
00:58:40,840 --> 00:58:42,480
Speaker 1: Do you think are you let me ask you something?

1062
00:58:42,520 --> 00:58:44,200
Speaker 1: Are you good at working in groups or do you

1063
00:58:44,240 --> 00:58:46,320
Speaker 1: find yourself to be better working alone?

1064
00:58:47,280 --> 00:58:50,600
Speaker 5: People say like I'm a natural leader, you know, like

1065
00:58:50,800 --> 00:58:51,520
Speaker 5: one of those.

1066
00:58:51,360 --> 00:58:55,320
Speaker 1: Guys you don't want you don't want to do. What

1067
00:58:55,360 --> 00:58:56,680
Speaker 1: you don't want to do is you don't want to

1068
00:58:56,720 --> 00:58:58,680
Speaker 1: come into this relationship and you don't want to start

1069
00:58:58,680 --> 00:59:01,120
Speaker 1: treating God as if he's your second in command because

1070
00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:03,600
Speaker 1: he's not kissed, because he's been here along you know

1071
00:59:03,720 --> 00:59:06,240
Speaker 1: before you so you know, you you know, see him

1072
00:59:06,240 --> 00:59:08,439
Speaker 1: as more of a mentor. But then you know, look

1073
00:59:08,520 --> 00:59:12,520
Speaker 1: once once the student you know, you know it becomes

1074
00:59:12,520 --> 00:59:15,600
Speaker 1: the master you know, then you take the reins. And

1075
00:59:15,640 --> 00:59:17,640
Speaker 1: when you do that, I need you to do me

1076
00:59:17,720 --> 00:59:20,480
Speaker 1: one favorite, when you become the one true God. Turner,

1077
00:59:21,400 --> 00:59:22,520
Speaker 1: can you promise me a favor?

1078
00:59:23,120 --> 00:59:24,040
Speaker 11: Yeah?

1079
00:59:24,600 --> 00:59:28,840
Speaker 1: Fix? Get them to fix the goddamn Jungle Cruise ride?

1080
00:59:29,800 --> 00:59:32,040
Speaker 5: What the fuck is is that like a Disney ride?

1081
00:59:32,040 --> 00:59:34,440
Speaker 5: Because I've never been to Disney.

1082
00:59:35,520 --> 00:59:37,240
Speaker 1: I love you, Turner. I appreciate you calling in.

1083
00:59:38,120 --> 00:59:39,000
Speaker 5: I love you too, man.

1084
00:59:39,720 --> 00:59:40,240
Speaker 1: Good night.

1085
00:59:43,520 --> 00:59:49,280
Speaker 3: Call from dom Dom.

1086
00:59:49,560 --> 00:59:51,840
Speaker 1: Hi, what do you What do you do on an

1087
00:59:51,840 --> 00:59:52,840
Speaker 1: average day? Dom?

1088
00:59:54,360 --> 01:00:00,000
Speaker 10: Oh, I am a federal contractor and I look at

1089
01:00:00,120 --> 01:00:01,800
Speaker 10: death certificates all day.

1090
01:00:02,600 --> 01:00:04,320
Speaker 1: You look at death certificates all day.

1091
01:00:04,840 --> 01:00:09,800
Speaker 10: I do. I keep track of who has died. I

1092
01:00:09,840 --> 01:00:13,280
Speaker 10: can't really go into it because of privacy stuff, but

1093
01:00:13,400 --> 01:00:16,000
Speaker 10: I do look at death certificates all day.

1094
01:00:19,600 --> 01:00:23,720
Speaker 1: Do you think that's influenced your perspective on death itself

1095
01:00:24,720 --> 01:00:25,480
Speaker 1: a little.

1096
01:00:25,240 --> 01:00:28,760
Speaker 10: Bit in the sense of it's crazy not only at

1097
01:00:28,800 --> 01:00:34,120
Speaker 10: the volumes of people that die every day, but also

1098
01:00:34,200 --> 01:00:39,160
Speaker 10: how and why people die. Like I would say the

1099
01:00:39,280 --> 01:00:44,560
Speaker 10: number one death that I see is probably a tie

1100
01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:50,520
Speaker 10: between like either suicide or obesity, and I don't know.

1101
01:00:50,600 --> 01:00:54,320
Speaker 10: I don't want to like be rude and sound morbidly

1102
01:00:54,400 --> 01:00:57,400
Speaker 10: curious or anything, but it has changed my perspective on

1103
01:00:57,520 --> 01:01:01,160
Speaker 10: like how easily things can just like taking from you.

1104
01:01:01,960 --> 01:01:04,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't think that's hear it at all. Oh,

1105
01:01:04,760 --> 01:01:11,680
Speaker 1: you know, I actually think it's respectful because you know,

1106
01:01:11,760 --> 01:01:13,200
Speaker 1: we're all gonna We're all gonna fucking die.

1107
01:01:13,320 --> 01:01:13,760
Speaker 3: Dude.

1108
01:01:14,240 --> 01:01:16,800
Speaker 10: Yeah, I was listening you say that. Earlier, my boyfriend

1109
01:01:16,920 --> 01:01:19,479
Speaker 10: came in the room and was like, look at this dream.

1110
01:01:19,760 --> 01:01:22,840
Speaker 10: So he's been watching it and I heard the previous

1111
01:01:22,880 --> 01:01:26,240
Speaker 10: conversation and I was like, yeah, we are gonna die.

1112
01:01:26,360 --> 01:01:29,760
Speaker 10: And that's actually part of my deal is you know,

1113
01:01:29,880 --> 01:01:33,040
Speaker 10: my friend died and he was only like twenty eight,

1114
01:01:33,640 --> 01:01:36,080
Speaker 10: and it's just kind of one of those things that

1115
01:01:36,120 --> 01:01:39,479
Speaker 10: you have to settle up with eventually that you will die.

1116
01:01:39,960 --> 01:01:46,200
Speaker 10: But currently like, should I be afraid of it? Should

1117
01:01:46,200 --> 01:01:48,960
Speaker 10: I not be afraid of it because it's inevitable? I

1118
01:01:49,000 --> 01:01:51,520
Speaker 10: don't really know, And I guess my job kind of

1119
01:01:51,560 --> 01:01:55,320
Speaker 10: ties into that because I don't really know at this.

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01:01:55,360 --> 01:02:02,040
Speaker 1: Point, you know, I know it's so hard. I've talked

1121
01:02:02,040 --> 01:02:05,040
Speaker 1: to a few people who, you know, I talked to

1122
01:02:05,120 --> 01:02:09,240
Speaker 1: this one girl the other day, who uh works as

1123
01:02:09,280 --> 01:02:11,720
Speaker 1: like a I think a vet tech. She has a

1124
01:02:11,760 --> 01:02:16,040
Speaker 1: lot of dead dogs, and you know that momento. What's

1125
01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:17,280
Speaker 1: the word memento.

1126
01:02:16,960 --> 01:02:20,360
Speaker 10: MORI remember you will die?

1127
01:02:20,440 --> 01:02:24,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you know, look, I think it's you know,

1128
01:02:25,280 --> 01:02:26,960
Speaker 1: I don't I don't want to know if I want

1129
01:02:27,000 --> 01:02:30,280
Speaker 1: to use the word good, maybe maybe I will, but

1130
01:02:30,280 --> 01:02:36,240
Speaker 1: but uh, the the the the constant reminder, the it's

1131
01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:38,480
Speaker 1: less of a it's less of a fear of death

1132
01:02:38,520 --> 01:02:42,440
Speaker 1: and more of a it's a respect for like the

1133
01:02:42,440 --> 01:02:44,440
Speaker 1: fragility of life.

1134
01:02:44,720 --> 01:02:48,040
Speaker 10: Yeah, it's just kind of interesting in how we all

1135
01:02:48,800 --> 01:02:53,520
Speaker 10: process it differently. You spoke with like a a psychologist

1136
01:02:53,520 --> 01:02:55,720
Speaker 10: in the last call. I have my degree in psychology

1137
01:02:55,760 --> 01:02:58,560
Speaker 10: and I'm probably going to go back and get my master's.

1138
01:02:58,640 --> 01:03:02,280
Speaker 10: But it's definitely something to think about because at some

1139
01:03:02,520 --> 01:03:06,160
Speaker 10: point in time everyone thinks about it. It's just a

1140
01:03:06,160 --> 01:03:10,600
Speaker 10: matter of time. And I don't know if I would

1141
01:03:10,640 --> 01:03:13,280
Speaker 10: have thought about it sooner rather than later, because I

1142
01:03:13,360 --> 01:03:16,480
Speaker 10: have dealt with death and other instances in my life,

1143
01:03:16,560 --> 01:03:19,200
Speaker 10: but like, I don't know, this one is just weird.

1144
01:03:19,480 --> 01:03:23,480
Speaker 10: And he my friend died of cancer, and you know,

1145
01:03:23,680 --> 01:03:26,400
Speaker 10: if you know, if somebody dies of cancer, that never

1146
01:03:26,480 --> 01:03:27,320
Speaker 10: really sits well.

1147
01:03:28,000 --> 01:03:28,200
Speaker 1: Well.

1148
01:03:28,320 --> 01:03:31,200
Speaker 10: Death in general physically doesn't sit well with anybody, But like,

1149
01:03:31,480 --> 01:03:34,880
Speaker 10: I don't know, cancer and people dying at young ages.

1150
01:03:35,000 --> 01:03:41,840
Speaker 10: It's just terrible and I'm not good at explaining myself.

1151
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:46,000
Speaker 10: I'm sorry, but it's just kind of a lot to

1152
01:03:46,080 --> 01:03:50,880
Speaker 10: take in all at once, because you wish that person

1153
01:03:51,040 --> 01:03:53,800
Speaker 10: wasn't in pain anymore, but you wish that a the

1154
01:03:53,840 --> 01:03:57,440
Speaker 10: alleviation of the pain didn't have to inevitably be death,

1155
01:04:00,120 --> 01:04:00,400
Speaker 10: you know.

1156
01:04:02,240 --> 01:04:05,560
Speaker 3: I suit you, man, Yeah, it's.

1157
01:04:04,920 --> 01:04:10,200
Speaker 10: A weird concept, and it's just so like he died

1158
01:04:10,240 --> 01:04:14,320
Speaker 10: about two weeks ago, so i'd say I'm still in

1159
01:04:14,360 --> 01:04:17,440
Speaker 10: the grieving process because we've been friends since like middle school,

1160
01:04:17,600 --> 01:04:20,600
Speaker 10: so this was a really close friend and I love

1161
01:04:20,640 --> 01:04:29,440
Speaker 10: them a lot, and it's just hard. But yeah, I

1162
01:04:29,640 --> 01:04:32,400
Speaker 10: see on the death certificates at work. I do see

1163
01:04:32,480 --> 01:04:37,080
Speaker 10: cancer quite a bit. It does happen, but it's one

1164
01:04:37,120 --> 01:04:38,840
Speaker 10: of those things where you look, you're looking at death

1165
01:04:38,880 --> 01:04:43,840
Speaker 10: certificate's all year, and you don't really expect to have

1166
01:04:44,000 --> 01:04:47,320
Speaker 10: somebody you know, go next. I don't know, it's just

1167
01:04:48,080 --> 01:04:49,080
Speaker 10: it's painful, and.

1168
01:04:49,600 --> 01:04:51,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, when you do it, when you do

1169
01:04:51,480 --> 01:04:53,760
Speaker 1: it for a living, it becomes this maybe maybe it

1170
01:04:53,760 --> 01:04:54,600
Speaker 1: becomes this like.

1171
01:04:55,440 --> 01:04:56,960
Speaker 6: It becomes a blur.

1172
01:04:57,640 --> 01:05:00,200
Speaker 1: It becomes, yeah, a blur. It's like you know you

1173
01:05:00,240 --> 01:05:05,800
Speaker 1: maybe maybe I mean inherent inherently to process these these

1174
01:05:05,880 --> 01:05:09,560
Speaker 1: the you know, these many death certificates, uh, you know

1175
01:05:09,600 --> 01:05:12,640
Speaker 1: this this volume on such a regular basis, I feel

1176
01:05:12,680 --> 01:05:18,400
Speaker 1: like it inherently requires you to dehumanize the process because

1177
01:05:18,440 --> 01:05:20,240
Speaker 1: you couldn't. You couldn't. You couldn't do it. You couldn't

1178
01:05:20,880 --> 01:05:24,000
Speaker 1: you have to see all these is like, you know, there.

1179
01:05:23,920 --> 01:05:27,480
Speaker 10: Is a bit of the like dehumanization. You kind of

1180
01:05:27,520 --> 01:05:32,080
Speaker 10: have to desensitization. Desensitization is the word I was looking for. Yeah,

1181
01:05:32,360 --> 01:05:34,520
Speaker 10: you do have to do that because I look at

1182
01:05:34,560 --> 01:05:38,400
Speaker 10: it eight hours a day, so but it is kind

1183
01:05:38,440 --> 01:05:45,000
Speaker 10: of you can spend eight hours just you know, you

1184
01:05:45,040 --> 01:05:49,360
Speaker 10: do see those really crazy cases though. I think one

1185
01:05:49,360 --> 01:05:54,840
Speaker 10: of the craziest I've seen recently somebody jumped in front

1186
01:05:54,880 --> 01:05:57,280
Speaker 10: of a train and I had to read that police

1187
01:05:57,280 --> 01:06:03,600
Speaker 10: report and all was, geez, that's terrible. I mean, I'm

1188
01:06:03,600 --> 01:06:05,720
Speaker 10: not trying to make light of the situation at all,

1189
01:06:05,760 --> 01:06:09,560
Speaker 10: but it's just crazy because in hindsight, thinking about it,

1190
01:06:10,120 --> 01:06:12,440
Speaker 10: I read that and while I was sitting there, I

1191
01:06:12,480 --> 01:06:17,440
Speaker 10: was like, damn, that's ups and that's how desensitized I

1192
01:06:17,560 --> 01:06:20,600
Speaker 10: was in that moment. But the second I'm like off

1193
01:06:20,640 --> 01:06:24,640
Speaker 10: the clock, I'm immediately back, I'm immediately back in my

1194
01:06:24,680 --> 01:06:27,240
Speaker 10: grieving process for my friend. So it's just kind of

1195
01:06:27,280 --> 01:06:29,640
Speaker 10: this weird duality I'm facing right now.

1196
01:06:30,000 --> 01:06:31,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean it's the same duality that you know,

1197
01:06:31,920 --> 01:06:33,760
Speaker 1: I feel like everyone has with their sort of work

1198
01:06:34,160 --> 01:06:39,120
Speaker 1: life balance. You know, it's not any different from anything

1199
01:06:39,120 --> 01:06:41,560
Speaker 1: else I think. You know, you know, you got to

1200
01:06:41,640 --> 01:06:45,160
Speaker 1: keep the stuff separate because like, like like we said,

1201
01:06:45,200 --> 01:06:47,960
Speaker 1: you know, you'd go you know, it's a bit of

1202
01:06:48,040 --> 01:06:54,080
Speaker 1: a bit of a dehumanization. Distancing from the processes is

1203
01:06:54,200 --> 01:06:55,920
Speaker 1: necessary to complete it.

1204
01:06:56,440 --> 01:07:00,120
Speaker 10: Yeah, it's a weird time, especially during the season of

1205
01:07:00,320 --> 01:07:04,680
Speaker 10: a virus amongst us, because you know, inevitably you do

1206
01:07:04,760 --> 01:07:06,520
Speaker 10: see those death certificates as well.

1207
01:07:06,880 --> 01:07:09,880
Speaker 1: You seeing a lot of those, Yeah.

1208
01:07:09,640 --> 01:07:15,040
Speaker 10: A lot, a lot. That's very sad. And it's, like

1209
01:07:15,080 --> 01:07:17,680
Speaker 10: I said, because of privacy stuff, I can't get into it,

1210
01:07:17,760 --> 01:07:21,680
Speaker 10: but there's a pattern that I'm seeing and it's just

1211
01:07:21,800 --> 01:07:27,320
Speaker 10: really sad. And but it's kind of one of those

1212
01:07:27,360 --> 01:07:29,880
Speaker 10: things where like I have to look at it and

1213
01:07:30,280 --> 01:07:36,280
Speaker 10: move on with my day. So yeah, it's weird, weird time.

1214
01:07:38,240 --> 01:07:41,640
Speaker 1: Well done. You know, I'm sorry for your loss. You

1215
01:07:41,680 --> 01:07:43,360
Speaker 1: know I wish you the best of luck and I

1216
01:07:43,920 --> 01:07:45,040
Speaker 1: appreciate you calling in.

1217
01:07:45,680 --> 01:07:48,680
Speaker 10: Thank you for inviting me. You stay Bye.

1218
01:07:53,040 --> 01:07:55,160
Speaker 3: All from Justin.

1219
01:07:57,520 --> 01:08:02,600
Speaker 1: Justin? Hello, Hello, Justin?

1220
01:08:04,480 --> 01:08:04,960
Speaker 14: How you doing?

1221
01:08:05,000 --> 01:08:05,200
Speaker 12: Man?

1222
01:08:06,040 --> 01:08:11,439
Speaker 1: You know I'm good. I'm chilling. I decided we're gonna

1223
01:08:11,480 --> 01:08:13,320
Speaker 1: do a ferris wheel in the cave. You ever been

1224
01:08:13,320 --> 01:08:14,400
Speaker 1: on a ferris wheel before?

1225
01:08:15,960 --> 01:08:18,360
Speaker 8: You know? Man, it's been a long time since I've

1226
01:08:18,360 --> 01:08:19,120
Speaker 8: been on a fair seel.

1227
01:08:19,120 --> 01:08:21,200
Speaker 1: To be honest with you, how old were you the

1228
01:08:21,240 --> 01:08:22,599
Speaker 1: last time you went on a ferris wheel?

1229
01:08:24,000 --> 01:08:24,200
Speaker 10: Oh?

1230
01:08:24,320 --> 01:08:29,799
Speaker 8: Man? Uh, probably not since I've honestly been like twelve.

1231
01:08:30,760 --> 01:08:31,760
Speaker 1: Was that a good age for you?

1232
01:08:33,360 --> 01:08:33,519
Speaker 11: Was that?

1233
01:08:34,439 --> 01:08:36,519
Speaker 1: Was that a good age for you? Twelve?

1234
01:08:36,960 --> 01:08:37,120
Speaker 10: You know?

1235
01:08:37,360 --> 01:08:40,120
Speaker 8: I think so, you know, those are some good times.

1236
01:08:40,320 --> 01:08:41,040
Speaker 8: I think back then.

1237
01:08:41,800 --> 01:08:48,519
Speaker 1: It's the best memory you have of being twelve, ya.

1238
01:08:50,720 --> 01:08:53,479
Speaker 8: The best memory that I would have.

1239
01:08:53,560 --> 01:08:54,679
Speaker 18: That's that's a deep question.

1240
01:08:55,640 --> 01:09:00,479
Speaker 1: Yeah. By the way, look, I if you can't, you know,

1241
01:09:00,520 --> 01:09:01,840
Speaker 1: I'll put you on the spot a little bit. If

1242
01:09:01,840 --> 01:09:05,720
Speaker 1: you can't think of one off the top of your head.

1243
01:09:05,880 --> 01:09:10,080
Speaker 1: If you can lie to me, I wouldn't know the difference, you.

1244
01:09:10,040 --> 01:09:10,759
Speaker 11: Know, I appreciate.

1245
01:09:12,280 --> 01:09:17,280
Speaker 8: I appreciate the honesty and that dud. You know, I

1246
01:09:17,320 --> 01:09:21,559
Speaker 8: think I think the best memory I have it'll probably be,

1247
01:09:23,200 --> 01:09:25,880
Speaker 8: you know, just sitting up in my camp. It's got

1248
01:09:25,880 --> 01:09:28,880
Speaker 8: a nice little lake in the background, a couple of

1249
01:09:28,880 --> 01:09:32,160
Speaker 8: trees in front of the dude, that's a quiet, peaceful

1250
01:09:32,680 --> 01:09:35,880
Speaker 8: you know, just go up there and kind of let them.

1251
01:09:36,040 --> 01:09:39,840
Speaker 1: So, you know, you said you went to camp.

1252
01:09:40,960 --> 01:09:42,920
Speaker 8: Yeah, I got a nice camp, lay up and uh

1253
01:09:43,160 --> 01:09:45,800
Speaker 8: play up in the wood, Upper Michigan to the deep

1254
01:09:46,360 --> 01:09:50,000
Speaker 8: said quiet camp. You know I can see your camp,

1255
01:09:50,040 --> 01:09:50,320
Speaker 8: you know.

1256
01:09:50,920 --> 01:09:52,519
Speaker 1: Do you see you at the theater camp?

1257
01:09:54,680 --> 01:09:57,519
Speaker 8: You know, I've never been to the I've never been

1258
01:09:57,560 --> 01:09:59,400
Speaker 8: to theater camp. I think it would have been what

1259
01:09:59,520 --> 01:09:59,760
Speaker 8: you said.

1260
01:09:59,760 --> 01:10:01,640
Speaker 1: I think a theater camp, like.

1261
01:10:02,479 --> 01:10:06,600
Speaker 8: A you know, like that you own this camp. My

1262
01:10:06,680 --> 01:10:07,240
Speaker 8: family does.

1263
01:10:07,320 --> 01:10:10,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's kind of cool.

1264
01:10:12,040 --> 01:10:12,920
Speaker 8: It's pretty nicety.

1265
01:10:13,080 --> 01:10:15,599
Speaker 1: It's it's just a good memory, I think.

1266
01:10:15,680 --> 01:10:15,720
Speaker 7: So.

1267
01:10:16,880 --> 01:10:19,479
Speaker 1: And you know what, if this is a lie, this

1268
01:10:19,600 --> 01:10:23,960
Speaker 1: is a good lie because and don't you don't have

1269
01:10:24,000 --> 01:10:25,439
Speaker 1: to tell me whether or not you're lying, because it

1270
01:10:25,439 --> 01:10:31,800
Speaker 1: doesn't matter, because you know, why would it matter? But

1271
01:10:32,640 --> 01:10:35,120
Speaker 1: I can I don't. There's no it would be a

1272
01:10:35,120 --> 01:10:41,920
Speaker 1: perfect lie. Because it's so not It's not like you

1273
01:10:41,960 --> 01:10:45,439
Speaker 1: were hanging out with Justin Bieber or something like that.

1274
01:10:45,560 --> 01:10:53,599
Speaker 1: It's it's very believable, but it's also you know, you

1275
01:10:53,640 --> 01:10:58,559
Speaker 1: do but you do extend it to not not I

1276
01:10:58,560 --> 01:11:00,559
Speaker 1: don't want to say extreme, but you do it extended,

1277
01:11:00,560 --> 01:11:04,200
Speaker 1: you know, saying that your parents own a camp. You know, well,

1278
01:11:04,560 --> 01:11:07,840
Speaker 1: that's that's exciting, but it doesn't push the boundaries enough

1279
01:11:07,880 --> 01:11:09,679
Speaker 1: that I would immediately think that you're lying.

1280
01:11:11,120 --> 01:11:15,160
Speaker 8: It's kind of like some other some other like some

1281
01:11:15,240 --> 01:11:19,200
Speaker 8: other family members owing now because actually, you know, do

1282
01:11:19,240 --> 01:11:21,080
Speaker 8: you get kind of kind of deep pretty here in

1283
01:11:21,160 --> 01:11:26,200
Speaker 8: Colline because like like my parents, my parents passed away,

1284
01:11:26,240 --> 01:11:30,640
Speaker 8: actually committed suicide, so you know, it's kind of a

1285
01:11:30,720 --> 01:11:33,679
Speaker 8: nice place to go and just kind of like that's

1286
01:11:33,680 --> 01:11:34,840
Speaker 8: some fosteral you know.

1287
01:11:37,000 --> 01:11:40,679
Speaker 1: Absolutely, I'm sorry to hear that.

1288
01:11:41,680 --> 01:11:43,040
Speaker 8: I appreciate the condolences.

1289
01:11:43,080 --> 01:11:48,720
Speaker 1: Man, Have you gone to a real therapist about this?

1290
01:11:49,479 --> 01:11:49,679
Speaker 17: Oh?

1291
01:11:49,760 --> 01:11:50,559
Speaker 6: Yeah, I was.

1292
01:11:50,760 --> 01:11:52,920
Speaker 8: I was living in for a quint half the time.

1293
01:11:53,200 --> 01:11:55,200
Speaker 8: Had a nice specialized therapist talk to you for a

1294
01:11:55,200 --> 01:11:56,080
Speaker 8: couple of years.

1295
01:11:56,360 --> 01:11:58,839
Speaker 1: You know what happened when you were twelve?

1296
01:12:00,040 --> 01:12:03,920
Speaker 18: Oh no, this is probably like, uh, like a couple

1297
01:12:03,920 --> 01:12:10,639
Speaker 18: of years ago.

1298
01:12:11,160 --> 01:12:15,200
Speaker 8: It's like it's a nice like nice like you probably

1299
01:12:15,200 --> 01:12:18,000
Speaker 8: gain you know, just a nice like so you know,

1300
01:12:18,040 --> 01:12:19,280
Speaker 8: it's just it's a good state of the time of

1301
01:12:19,320 --> 01:12:19,840
Speaker 8: my life, you know what.

1302
01:12:19,840 --> 01:12:29,920
Speaker 1: I mean, absolutely well, justin.

1303
01:12:32,320 --> 01:12:34,280
Speaker 8: I gotta, I gotta, I got a question free bro.

1304
01:12:34,439 --> 01:12:37,439
Speaker 8: You know I'm having this. I'm having this issue, dude.

1305
01:12:37,479 --> 01:12:41,519
Speaker 8: Like my left leg it's kind of numb right now.

1306
01:12:42,560 --> 01:12:46,679
Speaker 8: And I've been even like I'm gonna good, I'm gonna

1307
01:12:46,720 --> 01:12:49,600
Speaker 8: leave with you, dude, like like I kind of have

1308
01:12:49,760 --> 01:12:52,400
Speaker 8: like you know, I've been I've been bathing for the

1309
01:12:52,400 --> 01:12:54,320
Speaker 8: past hours, so you know it's kind of like some

1310
01:12:54,400 --> 01:12:59,120
Speaker 8: stressing bathing, baiting, you know, like you know, like masturbating,

1311
01:12:59,280 --> 01:13:02,960
Speaker 8: you know, okay, yeah, letting, letting s streps goo and

1312
01:13:03,240 --> 01:13:06,439
Speaker 8: sure you know I love you, so you know, I

1313
01:13:06,520 --> 01:13:10,240
Speaker 8: was listening to everybody every recompish it and you know,

1314
01:13:10,439 --> 01:13:13,240
Speaker 8: like my left legs not numb because i've been just

1315
01:13:13,439 --> 01:13:16,080
Speaker 8: you know, just polland so hard. But I've kind of

1316
01:13:16,080 --> 01:13:19,680
Speaker 8: been just really focus on focusing on you for for

1317
01:13:19,720 --> 01:13:21,720
Speaker 8: the past like half hour so and I think it's

1318
01:13:21,720 --> 01:13:24,559
Speaker 8: starting to make me realize that I might have We'll

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Speaker 8: have some sort of like Gecko feinish. I don't know

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Speaker 8: about the thing, So I ask, like, what, what's my deal?

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Speaker 1: Why? Why does your leg hurt? When you met? You

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Speaker 1: said you why are you.

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Speaker 11: Hurt?

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Speaker 8: It's just I don't feel anything right now.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but you said specifically that you were jerking your leg.

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Speaker 1: I was, I was your knees.

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Speaker 14: Would you have liked.

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Speaker 6: Would that be weird?

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Speaker 1: The small little hole in your kneecap? Right, I mean

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Speaker 1: like your leg? Yeah, the completion, yep, it comes out

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Speaker 1: to kneecap.

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Speaker 8: It's it's it's Is that weird?

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Speaker 3: Like? Is that?

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Speaker 8: Would you say that's weird?

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Speaker 1: I don't think it's weird, but it's I mean, it's right.

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Speaker 1: I don't think it's anything to be ashamed of. It's

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Speaker 1: definitely an anomaly. Does it affect your life negatively?

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Speaker 8: I don't think I've had any like negative comments about

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Speaker 8: it per se. You know, I think it makes the actor.

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Speaker 1: Well, no, not negative comment, I mean how does it

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Speaker 1: make you feel in your own personal you know experiment?

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Speaker 8: I think something that like I kind of struggle to

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Speaker 8: accept because I mean, I guess, honestly, who really, who

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Speaker 8: really you know, who does that out of the kneecap?

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Speaker 8: You know? What I mean, So like, I haven't really

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Speaker 8: met anybody who's kind of like that, So it was

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01:14:59,040 --> 01:15:02,760
Speaker 8: kind of weird, you know, kind of like accepting that.

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Speaker 18: But I have, like I have accepted it. So I

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Speaker 18: guess I guess.

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Speaker 8: Like you know, I'm not I'm that piece of it.

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Speaker 18: But I always kind of worry about like what people what.

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Speaker 1: Well, don't worry about that. What's your what? What do

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Speaker 1: you call this condition that you've been afflicted with?

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Speaker 8: I don't I don't really know. I mean, it's not

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Speaker 8: I mean, I'm kind of like en. I've had had

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Speaker 8: physicals growing up. You know, I've seen doctors and you know,

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Speaker 8: just just growing up getting checked up and everything, and

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Speaker 8: you know, they don't they I don't know if they

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01:15:31,800 --> 01:15:35,360
Speaker 8: really ever coined like a like a medical term point,

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Speaker 8: you know what I mean. Like I like, I guess,

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Speaker 8: like I don't know, they just they just think it's

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Speaker 8: kind of strange. But if it works, it works, you

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Speaker 8: know what I mean.

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Speaker 1: I guess that's the more for sure for sure. I mean, look,

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Speaker 1: as long as it's not affecting your life negatively, you know.

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Speaker 1: And look, you know, I'm sorry to interrupt you. You know,

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Speaker 1: when you were talking about how you've you know, been

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Speaker 1: staring at and look here, let me tell you something

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Speaker 1: about this stream. Okay, and I'm gonna I'm going to

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Speaker 1: leave you with this. I do this stream. I I

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Speaker 1: people people come in the stream all the time and

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Speaker 1: they're like, what is this? And I and I and

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Speaker 1: I have my little impassioned speech where I'm like, I

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Speaker 1: don't really know what this is. I don't really know

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Speaker 1: what this stream is. And I don't and I want

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Speaker 1: you to know. I mean that justin so the intentions

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Speaker 1: So so when the intentions behind the creation of the

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Speaker 1: stream are you know, open to interpretation, right, I believe

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Speaker 1: that leaves the intentions behind the consumption of the stream

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01:16:42,479 --> 01:16:44,840
Speaker 1: open to interpretation. You know, you know what I'm saying

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01:16:45,040 --> 01:16:49,080
Speaker 1: to you. I think what I'm because because I'm creating

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01:16:49,120 --> 01:16:51,960
Speaker 1: this ambiguously with no real intention, I think it can

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01:16:52,000 --> 01:16:55,439
Speaker 1: be received with no intention. So so if your intention,

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01:16:56,320 --> 01:16:59,280
Speaker 1: you know, if someone's intention is to laugh and laugh,

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01:16:59,320 --> 01:17:02,080
Speaker 1: if someone's intention is to you know, feel feel good,

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01:17:02,280 --> 01:17:05,680
Speaker 1: feel good. If someone's intention, you know, if if if

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Speaker 1: someone receives from the stream sexual arousal, that is is

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Speaker 1: in the scope of possible you know, possible reactions and

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Speaker 1: so I don't think there's anything wrong with that, you know.

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Speaker 8: I appreciate you saying that, because I have I have

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01:17:25,760 --> 01:17:27,960
Speaker 8: to really know, it's just something I had to get

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01:17:28,000 --> 01:17:30,639
Speaker 8: off my chest because it's there's probably something I've ever

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01:17:30,760 --> 01:17:33,920
Speaker 8: experienced before, you know, And I can't I can't really say.

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Speaker 18: That's probably a popular saying.

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Speaker 8: That I guess most people do. So, you know, I

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01:17:41,240 --> 01:17:44,280
Speaker 8: felt I felt kind of safe just being you know,

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01:17:44,320 --> 01:17:46,680
Speaker 8: out in the open with it and just just admitting,

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01:17:47,439 --> 01:17:50,080
Speaker 8: you know, that to you, you know, and I felt

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Speaker 8: that was fair for.

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Speaker 3: You to know. Of course.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, And like I said, you know, I'm rolling. I

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Speaker 1: don't know what I'm doing over here either, so you know,

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Speaker 1: if people, you know, if the stream whatever ends up happening,

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Speaker 1: you know, I'm just glad. I'm just glad that I could.

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Speaker 1: I'm just glad that, you know, I could have some

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Speaker 1: sort of impact. And you know, however that whatever that

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Speaker 1: impact might take its forman you know anyway, justin I

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01:18:25,640 --> 01:18:29,519
Speaker 1: appreciate you. I appreciate you calling in and and I

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01:18:29,560 --> 01:18:30,719
Speaker 1: hope you have a good rest.

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Speaker 8: Of the evening, and thank you for coming to my

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Speaker 8: Thanks thanks for having me on help talk to you.

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Speaker 1: Absolutely you have a good one.

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Speaker 8: Thank you.

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Speaker 11: That was that.

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Speaker 1: We we did it baby, we gecked again. We get

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Speaker 1: it up, we gecked it down. Thank you all so

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01:18:55,280 --> 01:18:58,240
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Speaker 1: to do this. Thank you for creating a lot being

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Speaker 1: along for the ride. It's been a pleasure having you,

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Speaker 1: having you in the backseat, or really the front seat,

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Speaker 1: because you know, if you weren't calling in, I wouldn't

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Speaker 1: be able to do this. So appreciate you all and

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Speaker 1: have a good rest of the night. Goes on the line.

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Speaker 3: Thank you. Every night

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Speaker 1: Was teaching you