WEBVTT - Moby Reprised

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<v Speaker 1>Pushkin. Moby maybe one of the most highly recognizable dance

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<v Speaker 1>music artists of all time, but he's also a talented

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<v Speaker 1>multi hyphen it whose unconventional thirty year career includes massive

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<v Speaker 1>success as a producer and DJ and notoriety as an

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<v Speaker 1>animal rights activist. Moby's latest project, Raprise, is the greatest

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<v Speaker 1>Hits album that revisits the highlights of his extensive catalog.

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<v Speaker 1>The songs are rerecorded with the Budapest Art Orchestra and

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<v Speaker 1>various vocalists like Jim James. Moby's most well known electronic

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<v Speaker 1>songs are reimagined on Raprise into sparse, soul stirring compositions.

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<v Speaker 1>On today's episode, we'll hear Rick Rubin and Moby reminisce

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<v Speaker 1>about their early punk rock days in New York City

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<v Speaker 1>and the first time Moby ever heard house music while

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<v Speaker 1>dancing in a club basement next to Prince. Moby also

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<v Speaker 1>talks about what it was like to be buddies with

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<v Speaker 1>David Bowie, getting sober, and why he decided to sell

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<v Speaker 1>the big fancy castle he lived in all by himself.

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<v Speaker 1>This is broken record liner notes for the digital age.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm justin Richmonds. Here's a Rick rubin with Moby. I

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<v Speaker 1>can tell from the window behind you that you're not

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<v Speaker 1>in the house that I last visited you in. No

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<v Speaker 1>I had this. I think of it like a Jay

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<v Speaker 1>Gatsby epiphany. I was in this huge, crazy castle by myself,

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<v Speaker 1>and I at one point asked myself, like, why do

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<v Speaker 1>I live by myself in a giant castle? So I

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<v Speaker 1>sold the big crazy castle and moved to this much simpler,

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<v Speaker 1>prettier house in Los Felis, right by the observatory. Cool.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me a little bit about the experience of recognizing

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<v Speaker 1>that moment. What was the moment like and did it

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<v Speaker 1>happen at once? I mean, that's the thing with epiphanies.

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't know if this has been your experience,

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<v Speaker 1>but a lot of the epiphanies I've had have taken

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<v Speaker 1>a long time to sort of come to fruition, and

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<v Speaker 1>when I finally have them, they're so self evident, so's

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<v Speaker 1>it builds for a long time, and then once you

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<v Speaker 1>notice it, it's like, how did it take so long

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<v Speaker 1>for me to see the elephant in the room? Essentially, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like you drop a brick on your foot

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<v Speaker 1>three hundred times, and after the three hundredth time you

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<v Speaker 1>think to yourself, maybe I should stop dropping a brick

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<v Speaker 1>on my foot. So this time I was sitting at

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<v Speaker 1>my kitchen table in the Crazy Castle, and I was,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, checking Facebook or looking at CNN on

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<v Speaker 1>my laptop, and I thought to myself, why do I

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<v Speaker 1>need this giant castle to sit at my kitchen table

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<v Speaker 1>and do emails? Because I don't have a family. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just one person. I was like, so why do I

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<v Speaker 1>need a bunch of empty rooms that occasionally I go

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<v Speaker 1>in and vacuum. So it's just a very a very

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<v Speaker 1>self evident rational epiphany that said, I really liked that house,

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<v Speaker 1>that that crazy castle was a really cool crazy castle. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it amazes me a little bit that somehow I was

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<v Speaker 1>ever able to live in a crazy cool castle. Yeah. Absolutely,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm glad you did. Actually feel like I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>if anyone gets to live in a crazy cool castle,

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<v Speaker 1>it might as well be you. And then I had

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<v Speaker 1>a really an odd experience with the crazy cool Castle.

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<v Speaker 1>After I lived in the crazy cool Castle is the

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<v Speaker 1>man I sold it to had a brunch and invited

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<v Speaker 1>me to the brunch. And this has some very funny

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<v Speaker 1>name dropping in it, and So I went to this

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<v Speaker 1>brunch and Robert Downey Junior was at the brunch. So

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<v Speaker 1>Robert Downey Jr. And I had been best friends when

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<v Speaker 1>we were nine years old? Is that true? And I

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<v Speaker 1>hadn't seen him since nineteen seventy four. And so by

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<v Speaker 1>my selling the Giant Crazy Castle and then getting getting

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<v Speaker 1>invited back to this brunch, I somehow got reunited with

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<v Speaker 1>my childhood best friend from nineteen seventy four. For some reason,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought you grew up on the East Coast. I

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<v Speaker 1>did in Connecticut. Oh? Is he from Connecticut? For two years?

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<v Speaker 1>He lived in Darien, Connecticut, and then his family moved

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<v Speaker 1>to Essex, and I guess they might have moved back here.

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<v Speaker 1>But we lost touch in nineteen seventy four, nineteen seventy five, amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have any idea what year it was that

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<v Speaker 1>we first ran into each other? Oh, I remember it exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>When was that? It would have been June of nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>eighty three in Stamford, Connecticut at the Anthrax. Believable, And

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<v Speaker 1>I remember it clearly because it was like a sort

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<v Speaker 1>of daytime show at the Anthrax. They had graffiti artists

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<v Speaker 1>outside and there was this strange show and Hoes were

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<v Speaker 1>the headliners, and my band was one of the earlier bands.

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<v Speaker 1>And I remember Brian and Sean, who ran the Anthrax,

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<v Speaker 1>came to me and asked if you could borrow my amp.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember that, I remember, I remember borrowing your amp.

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<v Speaker 1>That's the moment that I remember. But I didn't remember

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<v Speaker 1>the name of the club, and I wouldn't have been

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<v Speaker 1>able to figure out when it was, just because I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not good with dates. But that's amazing that you remember that.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like we both came from we're birth from

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<v Speaker 1>the same scene, and we've both had interesting journeys from

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<v Speaker 1>that start, maybe not the most obvious journeys. I've always

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<v Speaker 1>felt a kinship, like we're very much cut from the

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<v Speaker 1>same cloth. Well, I mean, if you think about it,

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<v Speaker 1>from the Anthrax was a completely illeite go punk rock

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<v Speaker 1>club in Stamford, Connecticut. And Stamford, Connecticut has now become

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<v Speaker 1>this global center of finance, but back then it was

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<v Speaker 1>sort of like just a burned out rough neighborhood and

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<v Speaker 1>it was a storefront and they had a little stage

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<v Speaker 1>in the basement. So people might be thinking that this

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<v Speaker 1>was some sort of big, slightly more glamorous, legitimate place like. No,

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<v Speaker 1>it was an anarcho syndicant punk rock club and it

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<v Speaker 1>was a tiny little basement as I recall, Oh, it

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<v Speaker 1>was minuscule. Yeah, And then I remember you went to

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<v Speaker 1>NYU with my friends Lindsay Anderson and John Farnsworth. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>And here's a really funny memory I have. It would

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<v Speaker 1>have been I guess nineteen eighty four at some point, Lindsay,

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<v Speaker 1>because I had just started djaying, and Lindsay came to

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<v Speaker 1>me and asked if I knew anyone who could help

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<v Speaker 1>her friend Rick get a djaying job. Really, yeah, she

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<v Speaker 1>said that. She said her friend Rick was looking for

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<v Speaker 1>DJ gigs and did I know anyone who was looking

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<v Speaker 1>for DJs? Wow? Amazing, Like maybe that was autumn of eight,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, at some point in nineteen eighty four,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I think the next time I ran into

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<v Speaker 1>was at Angelica's kitchen buying vegan food. Yeah, And there

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<v Speaker 1>were a few there were a few other sightings over

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<v Speaker 1>the years. Yeah. I remember when I really got into

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<v Speaker 1>the initial surge of rave music, when it was going

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<v Speaker 1>on and feeling like the energy of the raves that

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<v Speaker 1>I was going to these like illegal weekend raves with

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<v Speaker 1>tons of people out in the desert, feeling like the

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<v Speaker 1>energy was the first new energy that I was excited

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<v Speaker 1>by since hip hop music. And after going to many

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<v Speaker 1>of these things and realizing that from my perspective, which

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<v Speaker 1>is very much music rooted in a personality, whether it

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<v Speaker 1>be the personality of a band or the personality of

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<v Speaker 1>person that was for the most part of faceless movement.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I saw you perform in that, bringing a

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<v Speaker 1>punk rock state of theatrical performance into the rave dance world,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was so exciting for me and it made sense.

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<v Speaker 1>And I've also found over the years that the people

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<v Speaker 1>who made the most interesting dance music were the people

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<v Speaker 1>who started by making other kinds of music and then

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<v Speaker 1>found their way into dance music, as opposed to people

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<v Speaker 1>who started in dance music, which historically there are less

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<v Speaker 1>cases where I find that that music interesting. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean it was strange coming from a sort of punk

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<v Speaker 1>rock new wave background. And then similar to you, in

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<v Speaker 1>the early eighties, I got really excited by hip hop,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, listening to mixtapes from BLS and then I

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<v Speaker 1>started djaying and I was playing all this eclectic music,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, from hip hop to Johnny Cash to Nitzereb

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<v Speaker 1>to just you know, all over the place, and house

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<v Speaker 1>music started and it excited me in a way that

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<v Speaker 1>dance music never had, you know, I mean dance music,

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<v Speaker 1>to be honest with you, I viewed it very suspiciously

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<v Speaker 1>up until the mid eighties, you know, and then all

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<v Speaker 1>of a sudden I realized, oh, part of my suspicion

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<v Speaker 1>about it, part of my apprehension around dance music was

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<v Speaker 1>actually cultural that it represented like cultural morais and approaches

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<v Speaker 1>to music that were just very for a white kid

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<v Speaker 1>from the suburbs. They were just really foreign to me.

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<v Speaker 1>But then I realized just because they were foreign, it

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<v Speaker 1>didn't mean that I had to have the suspicion around them.

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't know if this is you found this

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<v Speaker 1>to be the case, but I think that dance Atterria

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<v Speaker 1>played a big role in turning me from like a

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<v Speaker 1>suburban white kid who just wanted to listen to Black

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<v Speaker 1>Flag and joy Division into someone who was open to

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<v Speaker 1>so many different musical idioms, you know, because I would

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<v Speaker 1>go to dance Ateria to see the Bad Brains or

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<v Speaker 1>to see Mission of Burma, or even like the place

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<v Speaker 1>like the Peppermint Lounge, and then the DJ beforehand would

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<v Speaker 1>be playing hip hop and the DJ afterwards would be

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<v Speaker 1>playing gay disco, and I was like, well, I revere

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<v Speaker 1>this scene so clearly I need to learn from what

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<v Speaker 1>they're doing. You know. The incubator of Lower Manhattan in

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<v Speaker 1>the early eighties into the mid eighties really was I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. I feel like in a way that that

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<v Speaker 1>that saved me from just being a cliched white kid

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<v Speaker 1>from the suburbs who only wanted to listen to guitar

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<v Speaker 1>rock from Athens, Georgia. So you're going to danceteria, you're

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<v Speaker 1>exposed to dance music in a way that's relatable to you.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you remember, like your gateway drug, what was the

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<v Speaker 1>first dance oriented artists that you felt like this is

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<v Speaker 1>for me. That's a wonderful question, because there was the

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<v Speaker 1>sort of dance adjacent stuff that I liked, but I

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<v Speaker 1>hadn't even registered that it was dance music, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember, like one of the best record buying days

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<v Speaker 1>of my entire life was in nineteen eighty two. I

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<v Speaker 1>was in a record store in DC and I bought

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<v Speaker 1>the Message and Minor Threat out of Step. Good day.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a good day. But it hadn't even registered to

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<v Speaker 1>me that the message was quote unquote dance music. I

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<v Speaker 1>was just like I'd heard it on a Mister Magic

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<v Speaker 1>mixtape and I was like, wow, I really liked I

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<v Speaker 1>loved the lyrics. I really love this. But the first

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<v Speaker 1>dance track do you know what it might have been?

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<v Speaker 1>And part of it was because it didn't make any

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<v Speaker 1>sense to me until I fell in love with it.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you remember the song set it off by Strafe?

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<v Speaker 1>Of course incredible And I remember like my friend Diana

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<v Speaker 1>brought it to me when I was DJing. She said,

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<v Speaker 1>you need to play this and I was like, it's

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<v Speaker 1>nine minutes long, no one knows it and it was

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<v Speaker 1>so poorly recorded and so poorly mixed. Yeah, but it

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<v Speaker 1>was flawless. And I think that was the record where

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, Oh, something is happening here that I

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<v Speaker 1>need to be aware of because this is you know,

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<v Speaker 1>at the time, I was also listening to, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like nice indie rock like Aztec Camera, really pleasant guitar music.

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<v Speaker 1>But I heard this and I was like, this is special.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, the guitar music I'm listening to is very

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<v Speaker 1>well made and it's good, but it's not this, Like

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<v Speaker 1>this is this is different and fascinating, amazing. I knew

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<v Speaker 1>exactly what you're talking about. There was this moment in

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<v Speaker 1>New York where there was a new form of dance

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<v Speaker 1>music being created. I don't know what it's referred to,

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<v Speaker 1>the subgenre, I don't know what we call it, but

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<v Speaker 1>Strafe is a key piece of this eighties New York

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<v Speaker 1>club music. It was going on on a parallel trip

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<v Speaker 1>of hip hop. I don't know which was influencing which

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<v Speaker 1>it was very rooted in the hip hop language, but

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<v Speaker 1>it wasn't rap music. But the beats might be interchangeable

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<v Speaker 1>between the New York club music and the early hip

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<v Speaker 1>hop music. And it was a really exciting time for

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<v Speaker 1>dance music. Yeah, and then you would have these hits

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<v Speaker 1>that were only hits in geographically tiny parts of the world,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, Like you could play set it Off by

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<v Speaker 1>Streife and an entire room full of people would scream

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<v Speaker 1>at the top of their lungs in Lower Manhattan, and

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<v Speaker 1>you'd go ten miles away from Lower Manhattan, no one

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<v Speaker 1>has heard this song. Yeah, it was so regional and fascinating.

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<v Speaker 1>Early house music was a little bit like that. Like

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<v Speaker 1>there were some songs like like break for Love, by Rays.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if you ever knew that it was

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<v Speaker 1>an early seminal house track that was a massive hit

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<v Speaker 1>in the house music world in New York City. Outside

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<v Speaker 1>of that, no one, No one knew what it was.

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<v Speaker 1>What's interesting also about the Strafe song. It was as

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<v Speaker 1>big of a club song as there's ever been in

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<v Speaker 1>New York and for as big of a hit as

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<v Speaker 1>it was, I'm guessing almost no one owned the record

0:14:33.836 --> 0:14:36.356
<v Speaker 1>except DJs who would play it at the club. Yeah,

0:14:36.436 --> 0:14:40.516
<v Speaker 1>no one had that record. You know, they were not fans,

0:14:40.556 --> 0:14:43.076
<v Speaker 1>didn't have that record because that was not the nature

0:14:43.116 --> 0:14:45.276
<v Speaker 1>of that culture. You went to the club and you

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<v Speaker 1>heard that there because that's where it was, you know,

0:14:47.876 --> 0:14:50.356
<v Speaker 1>that's where that was. It wasn't meant to be listened

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<v Speaker 1>to in your bedroom. Yeah, it was like or you

0:14:53.356 --> 0:14:56.196
<v Speaker 1>heard it on Hot ninety seven on a Friday night, yeah,

0:14:56.316 --> 0:14:58.716
<v Speaker 1>or Kiss or BLS. But yeah, you're absolutely right. And

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<v Speaker 1>I mean that's one of the things with dance music

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<v Speaker 1>in general, because I was growing up, I was used

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<v Speaker 1>to music that lived everywhere. You know, like you could

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<v Speaker 1>listen to LEDs Eppelin at a party. You could also

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<v Speaker 1>listen to led Zeppelin in the morning while you were

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<v Speaker 1>making breakfast, whereas a lot of electronic music was so

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<v Speaker 1>in a way site specific, like even to this day,

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<v Speaker 1>like there's there's club music that I love at a

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<v Speaker 1>big event with fifty thousand people that I would never

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<v Speaker 1>in a million years want to take into my home. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'm now I'm really curious about You're right because

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<v Speaker 1>that genre it was basically dance music. It was like

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<v Speaker 1>post disco, prehouse music. Yes, and it didn't know what

0:15:44.516 --> 0:15:47.476
<v Speaker 1>it was. It didn't have any like there was no

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<v Speaker 1>conformity to certain bpms or anything. It was just this

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<v Speaker 1>free floating, slightly nebulous dance music and it was a

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<v Speaker 1>really fascinating time. It was a lot more experimental because

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<v Speaker 1>there was freestyle. If you remember freestyle, you know, which

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<v Speaker 1>was great, but freestyle was a very specific, regimented BPM

0:16:06.236 --> 0:16:09.596
<v Speaker 1>in genre. Yeah, but this would have like this. This

0:16:09.636 --> 0:16:12.076
<v Speaker 1>was also the music that Madonna really blossomed out of,

0:16:12.156 --> 0:16:16.636
<v Speaker 1>like she was part of that culture and then transcended it.

0:16:16.676 --> 0:16:20.476
<v Speaker 1>But that was really the early Madonna fit really into

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<v Speaker 1>that New York dance club mode as well as like

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<v Speaker 1>AEIOU or Evelyn Champagne King or Lisa Lisa. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>haven't thought. I haven't thought of Lisa Lisa and such

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<v Speaker 1>a Lisa Lisa and the cult jam because it was

0:16:35.796 --> 0:16:39.076
<v Speaker 1>like she had roughly the same acronym as LLL cool J.

0:16:39.636 --> 0:16:44.356
<v Speaker 1>But it's funny that you mentioned Aeiou by Ebanosen because

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<v Speaker 1>I just recently rediscovered that song and video. If you're bored,

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<v Speaker 1>go take a look at it and read the lyrics.

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<v Speaker 1>I would posit the strangest song in Western pop music history.

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<v Speaker 1>Like the lyrics are so phenomenal and they make absolutely

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<v Speaker 1>no sense. It's like a grad student dissertation on semiotic

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<v Speaker 1>while a guys talking about trying to pick up a

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<v Speaker 1>girl at a cafe. Amazing. I had completely forgotten about

0:17:16.316 --> 0:17:18.436
<v Speaker 1>that song. It's just it's but that you're right that

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<v Speaker 1>that weird incubator of New York that's so much, so

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<v Speaker 1>much music, so much art, so much culture came out

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<v Speaker 1>of because it was just everybody was influencing everybody else,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was kind of like everyone was open to everything. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was breakdancing music before rap music. That was the

0:17:39.236 --> 0:17:42.356
<v Speaker 1>music that would people would break dance with. I want

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<v Speaker 1>to say with because you didn't really break dance to

0:17:44.276 --> 0:17:47.276
<v Speaker 1>music you break dance with music. Yeah, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean think of Blondie, you know, coming out of that

0:17:49.916 --> 0:17:51.756
<v Speaker 1>scene as well, going back a little bit more into

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<v Speaker 1>the late seventies. But yeah, I'm really grateful that I

0:17:55.676 --> 0:17:58.956
<v Speaker 1>grew up within driving distance of New York and I

0:17:58.996 --> 0:18:02.036
<v Speaker 1>could be exposed to that or also within radio distance.

0:18:02.836 --> 0:18:07.796
<v Speaker 1>It's also interesting that another thing that we share is

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<v Speaker 1>that we're both suburban kids who had access to New

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<v Speaker 1>York City, which is really different than kids who grew

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<v Speaker 1>up in New York City because the kids who grew

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<v Speaker 1>up in New York City didn't have that suburban experience

0:18:21.836 --> 0:18:26.436
<v Speaker 1>that's more rooted in America. Like our experience is much

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<v Speaker 1>closer to what the American experiences than kids who grew

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<v Speaker 1>up in New York City. Yeah. And I was born

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<v Speaker 1>in New York, but I grew up in Connecticut, and

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<v Speaker 1>I would meet people who grew up in the city

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<v Speaker 1>and I would just be amazed, like they were a

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<v Speaker 1>different species. I was like, you were born like so

0:18:41.436 --> 0:18:46.196
<v Speaker 1>far up the cool ladder than I will ever attain to. Yeah,

0:18:46.236 --> 0:18:48.796
<v Speaker 1>because it just seemed like the idea that they would

0:18:48.836 --> 0:18:52.556
<v Speaker 1>do normal things, especially in the seventies, you know, in

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<v Speaker 1>the most dangerous, darkest place in the world. They would

0:18:56.796 --> 0:19:01.516
<v Speaker 1>be going to elementary school, they would be having sleepovers,

0:19:01.596 --> 0:19:04.356
<v Speaker 1>they would be buying ice cream, And I was like,

0:19:04.396 --> 0:19:07.396
<v Speaker 1>you did that in New York? Like, how did people

0:19:07.476 --> 0:19:11.516
<v Speaker 1>manage to have childhoods in New York City? You know,

0:19:11.556 --> 0:19:15.796
<v Speaker 1>when you're like dodging muggers and addicts and crazy people.

0:19:16.916 --> 0:19:22.116
<v Speaker 1>And from a musical perspective, something like being able to

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<v Speaker 1>like led Zeppelin was essentially a suburban thing. Like led

0:19:28.156 --> 0:19:30.716
<v Speaker 1>Zeppelin wasn't cool enough to listen to if you grew

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<v Speaker 1>up in Manhattan. It was just a different taste. It

0:19:34.716 --> 0:19:38.236
<v Speaker 1>was too mainstream from Manhattan. Yeah, I mean I do

0:19:38.276 --> 0:19:41.396
<v Speaker 1>remember meeting people who like, by the time they were eighteen,

0:19:41.436 --> 0:19:43.556
<v Speaker 1>if they'd grown up in the city, they were done.

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<v Speaker 1>They were jaded. Yeah, Like they've been going to clubs

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<v Speaker 1>since they were thirteen. They had gone to rehab when

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<v Speaker 1>they were fifteen. You know, they had started their first

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<v Speaker 1>band when they're sixteen and broken up and gotten their

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<v Speaker 1>first record deal at seventeen. So by eighteen they were

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<v Speaker 1>like ready to move to New Mexico and RETIREE. What

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<v Speaker 1>was the first punk show you ever saw? Oh? So

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<v Speaker 1>this is I made some good choices early on My

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<v Speaker 1>first real concert was Yes at Madison Square Garden in

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<v Speaker 1>seventy eight, and I love Yes unapologetically. Maybe less so

0:20:17.156 --> 0:20:20.596
<v Speaker 1>with the Trevor Horn era, but like early, like close

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<v Speaker 1>to the edge. Yes, I just still think it's flawless.

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<v Speaker 1>My first punk rock show and I got really lucky

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<v Speaker 1>was Fear at the Mud Club. Wow, that's a great one.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I was there. I think I was fifteen,

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<v Speaker 1>or maybe it just turned sixteen yea, and yeah it was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was phenomenal. And then after that we discovered great

0:20:41.156 --> 0:20:44.636
<v Speaker 1>Guilder Sleeves. We discovered A seven because my friends and

0:20:44.676 --> 0:20:47.476
<v Speaker 1>I were from the suburbs and we knew nothing, so

0:20:47.516 --> 0:20:50.796
<v Speaker 1>we thought A seven was a concert venue. And again

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<v Speaker 1>to put it in perspective for anyone listening, A seven

0:20:53.036 --> 0:20:54.636
<v Speaker 1>was another. It was a hole in the wall dive.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a bar with a little stage, and we

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<v Speaker 1>went there to see one of my favorite punk rock bands, Krout. Yeah,

0:21:01.396 --> 0:21:05.316
<v Speaker 1>And so we thought, okay, Krout and maybe the Cromags

0:21:05.396 --> 0:21:07.476
<v Speaker 1>or Burfie's Law or someone was playing at A seven,

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<v Speaker 1>to like, We're gonna go to A seven and see

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<v Speaker 1>this show. We got there at nine. Bar wasn't even

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<v Speaker 1>open yet, Finally the doors opened nine thirty or ten.

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<v Speaker 1>We go in and we ask the bartender do you

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<v Speaker 1>know when Kraut are playing? And he said, well, that's

0:21:22.556 --> 0:21:25.756
<v Speaker 1>my band. Turns out Dougie, the guitar players also the bartender,

0:21:25.956 --> 0:21:28.116
<v Speaker 1>and he says, and we're probably gonna go on around two.

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<v Speaker 1>Keep in mind, we're sixteen year old kids from the suburbs.

0:21:32.516 --> 0:21:35.916
<v Speaker 1>We didn't even know two am existed, like two am.

0:21:35.956 --> 0:21:39.796
<v Speaker 1>No one was ever awake at two am, like, let

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<v Speaker 1>alone playing a show. But we stayed up and we waited,

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<v Speaker 1>and we saw Krout at A seven with a bunch

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<v Speaker 1>of other bands I don't remember. Amazing, yeah, a seven.

0:21:49.796 --> 0:21:52.276
<v Speaker 1>I saw the Swans at a seven. That was really good.

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<v Speaker 1>We could go down so many rabbit holes about genres,

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<v Speaker 1>but that mid to late eighties noise genre in New York.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, diamonda Glass and the Swans and the Birthday Party.

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<v Speaker 1>And I got to see the Birthday Party play at

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<v Speaker 1>the club called the Underground. Do you remember the Underground?

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<v Speaker 1>I remember the name, but I never went there. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was it was. There would be no reason for

0:22:16.956 --> 0:22:19.476
<v Speaker 1>you to go, it would. They've had very few acts

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<v Speaker 1>that we would ever go to see but the Birthday

0:22:21.756 --> 0:22:23.956
<v Speaker 1>Party happened to be playing there, so I went and

0:22:24.556 --> 0:22:28.036
<v Speaker 1>I was one of maybe twelve people in the room

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<v Speaker 1>to see the show, and the plug got pulled on

0:22:31.596 --> 0:22:34.596
<v Speaker 1>them after the second song. I love them like Prayers

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<v Speaker 1>on Fire. I think it's just one of the most

0:22:36.676 --> 0:22:40.076
<v Speaker 1>flawless records. Beautiful. But I actually went back and re

0:22:40.196 --> 0:22:42.956
<v Speaker 1>listened to it and it's still great. But I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know how they came to be because they're from Australia,

0:22:47.276 --> 0:22:49.716
<v Speaker 1>and Australia is a wonderful place. But Australia is like

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<v Speaker 1>sunshine and blonde people and happiness, and you just wonder, like,

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<v Speaker 1>what in Australia created the birthday party? I'm glad it happened. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you spent much chime in Australia, Yeah, I have

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<v Speaker 1>to say so. I got sober about thirteen years ago,

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<v Speaker 1>pre sobriety. Australia was absolutely my favorite place in the world,

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<v Speaker 1>Like as far as a place to go out and

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<v Speaker 1>just be a carefree, happy, go lucky alcoholic, Australia was

0:23:19.436 --> 0:23:22.676
<v Speaker 1>pretty special. When we come back, Mobi talks to Rick

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<v Speaker 1>Rubin about getting sober. We're back with more of Rick

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<v Speaker 1>Rubin's conversation with Mobby, tell me the story of getting sober.

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<v Speaker 1>It's similar to what we were talking about at the beginning.

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<v Speaker 1>It's sort of like the self evident epiphany that just

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<v Speaker 1>takes you a very long time to realize. So I'd

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<v Speaker 1>started drinking and doing drugs when I was ten. My

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<v Speaker 1>mom and her boyfriends used to do a lot of drugs,

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<v Speaker 1>so I'd steal drugs from them, and then I started

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<v Speaker 1>drinking and had bouts of sobriety, but kept drinking and

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<v Speaker 1>doing drugs up until thirteen years ago. And honestly, like

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<v Speaker 1>the consequences of drinking and doing drugs just kept getting

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<v Speaker 1>worse when you're sixteen years old. In fact, you might

0:24:09.916 --> 0:24:13.596
<v Speaker 1>think this is funny. The first celebrity I ever met

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<v Speaker 1>was Ian mackay at Great Gilder Sleeves. Ian mackay from

0:24:17.836 --> 0:24:20.756
<v Speaker 1>Fugazi and Minor Threat, and I was so excited to

0:24:20.796 --> 0:24:22.796
<v Speaker 1>meet him. I ran up to him and introduced myself.

0:24:22.836 --> 0:24:25.116
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I said, my name's Moby, Mister McKay

0:24:25.236 --> 0:24:27.676
<v Speaker 1>just loved your band and shook his hand. I was

0:24:27.756 --> 0:24:30.316
<v Speaker 1>blind drunk at the time. And Ian McKay is the

0:24:30.316 --> 0:24:34.116
<v Speaker 1>man who invented straight edge. Yes, so I just kept

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<v Speaker 1>drinking and doing more drugs and occasionally experimenting with sobriety.

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<v Speaker 1>And then, finally, thirteen years ago, after years of waking

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<v Speaker 1>up at five in the afternoon on a daily basis

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<v Speaker 1>hung over and sick and despondent, I finally realized that

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<v Speaker 1>it was time to stop. You know, I realized being

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<v Speaker 1>sick and despondent and miserable day after day after day

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<v Speaker 1>after day was not a good thing, which, in hindsight,

0:25:06.596 --> 0:25:10.436
<v Speaker 1>is the most self evident realization any one could have. Like, normally,

0:25:10.996 --> 0:25:13.836
<v Speaker 1>you only have to eat rotten food a few times

0:25:14.436 --> 0:25:17.156
<v Speaker 1>to decide you'd no longer want to eat rotten food.

0:25:17.236 --> 0:25:21.876
<v Speaker 1>I had to be sick and hung over thousands of times,

0:25:21.916 --> 0:25:25.956
<v Speaker 1>thousands upon thousands of times to finally accept that being

0:25:26.036 --> 0:25:28.076
<v Speaker 1>hungover and miserable was not a good way to live.

0:25:28.596 --> 0:25:35.036
<v Speaker 1>I'm happy you found peace without that that method. Oh yeah,

0:25:35.036 --> 0:25:39.356
<v Speaker 1>I mean it's I mean, and obviously getting sobers challenging

0:25:39.396 --> 0:25:45.516
<v Speaker 1>because drinking and doing drugs becomes your soul reliable organizing principle.

0:25:45.716 --> 0:25:49.356
<v Speaker 1>You know, it delivers misery, but before that, it delivers

0:25:49.556 --> 0:25:53.276
<v Speaker 1>controlled happiness. So it's a very hard thing to give up.

0:25:53.836 --> 0:25:56.916
<v Speaker 1>The familiar, even if the familiar is destroying you. Yeah,

0:25:57.196 --> 0:26:01.996
<v Speaker 1>but I am thrilled for so many reasons to no

0:26:02.196 --> 0:26:07.596
<v Speaker 1>longer be a sad, embarrassing, miserable alcoholic drug addict. Would

0:26:07.596 --> 0:26:13.236
<v Speaker 1>you say that you drugs and drinking to escape? I

0:26:13.356 --> 0:26:16.956
<v Speaker 1>used drugs and drinking because and this is something about

0:26:16.996 --> 0:26:20.836
<v Speaker 1>the physiology of an alcoholic or the neurochemistry of an

0:26:20.836 --> 0:26:24.516
<v Speaker 1>alcoholic alcohol I love drugs a lot, like I did

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<v Speaker 1>any drug that was put in front of me. But

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<v Speaker 1>really my drug of choice was alcohol. And it's sort

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<v Speaker 1>of interesting. Half my family is white Anglo Saxon Protestant

0:26:34.916 --> 0:26:37.596
<v Speaker 1>and the other half of my family is Jewish. And

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<v Speaker 1>what's funny is in my family, the white Anglo Saxon

0:26:40.996 --> 0:26:44.676
<v Speaker 1>Protestants were all alcoholics, and the Jews in my family

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<v Speaker 1>have no issue with drinking whatsoever and don't and for

0:26:48.156 --> 0:26:51.596
<v Speaker 1>the life of them, can't understand why the Wasps can't

0:26:51.676 --> 0:26:57.356
<v Speaker 1>just drink in moderation. But for me, alcohol did everything.

0:26:57.556 --> 0:27:01.196
<v Speaker 1>Was this magical drug where it calmed me down and

0:27:01.276 --> 0:27:04.196
<v Speaker 1>it woke me up. Yeah, you know, it excited me,

0:27:04.356 --> 0:27:07.676
<v Speaker 1>it relaxed me, It kept me awake when I needed

0:27:07.716 --> 0:27:09.516
<v Speaker 1>to be awake, and helped me fall asleep when I

0:27:09.516 --> 0:27:14.116
<v Speaker 1>needed to fall asleep. It gave me confidence, but it

0:27:14.196 --> 0:27:17.996
<v Speaker 1>also helped me access the surreal parts of my brain,

0:27:18.116 --> 0:27:23.036
<v Speaker 1>like there was nothing it couldn't do. But then, ultimately, obviously,

0:27:23.036 --> 0:27:26.556
<v Speaker 1>when you rely on anything outside of yourself, it goes wrong.

0:27:27.316 --> 0:27:32.476
<v Speaker 1>How has it been coming to meet yourself after all

0:27:32.516 --> 0:27:37.996
<v Speaker 1>this time? What's it like? It's very challenging, And I

0:27:38.036 --> 0:27:43.276
<v Speaker 1>would say, like anybody meeting themselves in an honest way,

0:27:44.156 --> 0:27:47.636
<v Speaker 1>it's hard. And one of the hardest things that I

0:27:47.676 --> 0:27:49.876
<v Speaker 1>was actually just thinking about recently, like one of my

0:27:49.956 --> 0:27:54.316
<v Speaker 1>pandemic projects for myself, and it's gonna sound fancier than

0:27:54.356 --> 0:27:56.596
<v Speaker 1>it is because I haven't actually finished any of the books,

0:27:56.716 --> 0:27:59.956
<v Speaker 1>was to go back and reread a lot of the

0:27:59.956 --> 0:28:02.756
<v Speaker 1>books that I started reading in university because I was

0:28:02.796 --> 0:28:05.276
<v Speaker 1>a philosophy major and I'd never finished any of the

0:28:05.316 --> 0:28:08.876
<v Speaker 1>books I was reading. So I got like Wittgenstein, like

0:28:08.916 --> 0:28:11.796
<v Speaker 1>the Tractatis and the Brown and Blue books. I was

0:28:11.836 --> 0:28:16.196
<v Speaker 1>reading some Schopenhauer and reading Young and about the sort

0:28:16.196 --> 0:28:20.156
<v Speaker 1>of the schism between Young and Freud, and obviously Young

0:28:20.236 --> 0:28:25.076
<v Speaker 1>and I'm grossly paraphrasing, but he writes a lot about

0:28:25.076 --> 0:28:27.716
<v Speaker 1>the idea of a shadow self. And I don't know

0:28:27.716 --> 0:28:29.756
<v Speaker 1>about you, but when I was growing up, I thought

0:28:30.156 --> 0:28:33.676
<v Speaker 1>that the shadow self was evil. I thought that the

0:28:33.756 --> 0:28:36.596
<v Speaker 1>shadow self was like this, you know, the Nietzsche quote

0:28:36.596 --> 0:28:39.356
<v Speaker 1>of like don't stare too long into the void because

0:28:39.356 --> 0:28:41.996
<v Speaker 1>the void might stare back into you, and like it

0:28:42.076 --> 0:28:45.596
<v Speaker 1>seems so menacing for me. What I think I've realized

0:28:45.716 --> 0:28:49.436
<v Speaker 1>is my shadow self is actually just embarrassing, Like it's

0:28:49.476 --> 0:28:53.076
<v Speaker 1>the part of it. Like it's not some menacing Dexter

0:28:53.196 --> 0:28:57.436
<v Speaker 1>style serial killer. It's just it's like an awkward adolescent.

0:28:57.916 --> 0:29:00.516
<v Speaker 1>And one of the hardest things, Like if I had

0:29:00.556 --> 0:29:04.836
<v Speaker 1>a buried psychopath in me, I could probably make peace

0:29:04.916 --> 0:29:08.116
<v Speaker 1>with that easier than I can make peace with the

0:29:08.396 --> 0:29:14.556
<v Speaker 1>awkward lescent in me, you know, like the vulnerable human, awkward,

0:29:15.276 --> 0:29:18.396
<v Speaker 1>frail part of me. That's the like coming to terms

0:29:18.436 --> 0:29:20.996
<v Speaker 1>with that and learning to like that part of yourself.

0:29:21.716 --> 0:29:24.156
<v Speaker 1>I found that to be a real challenge because I

0:29:24.196 --> 0:29:29.316
<v Speaker 1>always wanted to be cool and not awkward and you know,

0:29:29.436 --> 0:29:33.356
<v Speaker 1>confident and recognizing like, okay, no, I'm not those things.

0:29:33.396 --> 0:29:36.836
<v Speaker 1>And I can't have an honest assessment of self without

0:29:36.916 --> 0:29:40.436
<v Speaker 1>looking at that. And before would drinking and drugs would

0:29:40.436 --> 0:29:42.596
<v Speaker 1>just hide that away. You wouldn't have to face it,

0:29:42.636 --> 0:29:45.756
<v Speaker 1>you would never have to acknowledge it was there. Is

0:29:45.756 --> 0:29:48.916
<v Speaker 1>that great? Oh yeah, it was like the Jim Carrey

0:29:48.956 --> 0:29:51.996
<v Speaker 1>movie The Mask, Like all of a sudden you just

0:29:52.196 --> 0:29:57.636
<v Speaker 1>became the most ideal version of yourself, at least as

0:29:57.676 --> 0:30:01.356
<v Speaker 1>far as how I perceived myself. Other people were like, oh,

0:30:01.476 --> 0:30:05.396
<v Speaker 1>who's that sad asshole? Like what, like he's gross? But

0:30:05.516 --> 0:30:10.316
<v Speaker 1>in my mind I was like confident and you know, powerful,

0:30:11.196 --> 0:30:13.156
<v Speaker 1>even if outside people are looking at me like I

0:30:13.236 --> 0:30:17.716
<v Speaker 1>was just some sort of like tragic, aging bald musician,

0:30:17.916 --> 0:30:20.916
<v Speaker 1>you know, But in my mind, I was like Johnny

0:30:20.956 --> 0:30:23.596
<v Speaker 1>Depp meets Orlando Bloom and the outside, you know, the

0:30:23.636 --> 0:30:25.796
<v Speaker 1>outside world saw me as a little bit more like

0:30:25.916 --> 0:30:30.996
<v Speaker 1>Wally Sewn in The Princess Bride. How did drugs affect

0:30:31.036 --> 0:30:34.636
<v Speaker 1>music making over the course of your life. Well, the

0:30:34.796 --> 0:30:38.756
<v Speaker 1>funny thing is, and I still don't know how this

0:30:39.676 --> 0:30:44.516
<v Speaker 1>was possible. I never once performed drunk or high wow,

0:30:45.116 --> 0:30:47.756
<v Speaker 1>And I never drank or did drugs when I was

0:30:47.756 --> 0:30:51.916
<v Speaker 1>working on music. Interesting, like, these were the only parts

0:30:51.916 --> 0:30:54.476
<v Speaker 1>of my life that were carved out. Like if I

0:30:54.516 --> 0:30:56.556
<v Speaker 1>was on tour, I would drink and do drugs the

0:30:56.596 --> 0:31:01.196
<v Speaker 1>moment I stepped off stage. But I think there was

0:31:01.276 --> 0:31:04.396
<v Speaker 1>some little part of my brain that said, no, Like

0:31:04.716 --> 0:31:08.876
<v Speaker 1>you can destroy everything else. You can destroy relationships, you

0:31:08.916 --> 0:31:12.196
<v Speaker 1>can destroy your health, but music is this sort of

0:31:12.236 --> 0:31:19.556
<v Speaker 1>slightly sacred space. You cannot corrupt it beautiful. Although there

0:31:19.676 --> 0:31:22.476
<v Speaker 1>was one time, and part of it was based on experience.

0:31:23.036 --> 0:31:26.076
<v Speaker 1>One time, I remember being out and I thought, like,

0:31:26.156 --> 0:31:28.956
<v Speaker 1>you know what, a lot of great artists have made

0:31:29.236 --> 0:31:33.076
<v Speaker 1>great drunken records. And so I remember coming home from

0:31:33.076 --> 0:31:36.116
<v Speaker 1>a bar four in the morning and I thought, I'm

0:31:36.156 --> 0:31:38.516
<v Speaker 1>going to write and record a song drunk, because I've

0:31:38.516 --> 0:31:41.156
<v Speaker 1>never done this before. And in the morning I listened

0:31:41.156 --> 0:31:46.156
<v Speaker 1>to it and it was just bad. Not interesting, bad,

0:31:46.396 --> 0:31:52.196
<v Speaker 1>not exciting bad, just garbage bad, you know. Like so

0:31:52.276 --> 0:31:55.156
<v Speaker 1>that that also helped me to never drink or do

0:31:55.316 --> 0:32:00.156
<v Speaker 1>drugs when making music. How has your relationship to music

0:32:00.276 --> 0:32:04.756
<v Speaker 1>changed from when you started till now? I love that

0:32:04.876 --> 0:32:10.276
<v Speaker 1>question because it is actually gone to a place of

0:32:10.316 --> 0:32:17.636
<v Speaker 1>this wonderful purity. Meaning in the early days, everything about

0:32:17.676 --> 0:32:21.996
<v Speaker 1>the world of music was exciting. Record labels seemed exciting,

0:32:22.396 --> 0:32:27.996
<v Speaker 1>music magazines were exciting. Everything even tangentially related to the

0:32:27.996 --> 0:32:31.956
<v Speaker 1>world of music was like so phenomenally exciting. And then

0:32:31.996 --> 0:32:36.476
<v Speaker 1>when I got involved in the music business, as I'm

0:32:36.476 --> 0:32:38.156
<v Speaker 1>sure you can relate to its a lot of people can,

0:32:38.236 --> 0:32:41.836
<v Speaker 1>there was that sort of the straddling of you, how

0:32:41.876 --> 0:32:46.116
<v Speaker 1>do you maintain and learn from and respond to the

0:32:46.236 --> 0:32:51.356
<v Speaker 1>like the dynamic or dialectic between art and commerce. And

0:32:51.396 --> 0:32:54.836
<v Speaker 1>then once I had a degree of success, I found

0:32:54.876 --> 0:33:00.236
<v Speaker 1>myself loving success, and I found myself ashamedly and sort

0:33:00.236 --> 0:33:06.636
<v Speaker 1>of and very sadly making compromises to try and further success.

0:33:07.156 --> 0:33:11.636
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't very good at it luck, And then I

0:33:11.716 --> 0:33:14.916
<v Speaker 1>had this epiphany, helped by David Lynch. I went to

0:33:14.916 --> 0:33:18.636
<v Speaker 1>go see see David Lynch speak at BAFTA in the UK,

0:33:19.196 --> 0:33:23.316
<v Speaker 1>and he said something so simple. He was on stage

0:33:23.356 --> 0:33:29.116
<v Speaker 1>being interviewed and he said, creativity is beautiful. My direct

0:33:29.196 --> 0:33:32.756
<v Speaker 1>quote from David Lynch, and it just struck me, and

0:33:32.796 --> 0:33:36.156
<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden, I realized, Oh, he's right. Like

0:33:37.076 --> 0:33:41.036
<v Speaker 1>the marketplace is okay, record labels are fine, there's nothing

0:33:41.036 --> 0:33:44.756
<v Speaker 1>wrong with them, you know, like marketing, campaign selling. Sure,

0:33:45.476 --> 0:33:50.916
<v Speaker 1>that's fine. But music has the potential to be sublime.

0:33:51.156 --> 0:33:53.396
<v Speaker 1>And I'm not even talking about my music, I'm talking

0:33:53.436 --> 0:33:55.756
<v Speaker 1>about just music in general. If you think about it,

0:33:57.076 --> 0:34:01.156
<v Speaker 1>the fact that music on a corporeal physical level has

0:34:01.276 --> 0:34:04.836
<v Speaker 1>never existed. You know, all it is, And forgive me

0:34:04.916 --> 0:34:07.556
<v Speaker 1>how I'm really stating the obvious. All it is is

0:34:07.596 --> 0:34:11.476
<v Speaker 1>air molecules hit us a little bit differently, you know.

0:34:11.516 --> 0:34:14.836
<v Speaker 1>And somehow, these air molecules touching us differently, it makes

0:34:14.916 --> 0:34:20.396
<v Speaker 1>us cry, makes us get tattoos, it makes us jump

0:34:20.476 --> 0:34:22.636
<v Speaker 1>up and down in a field with one hundred thousand people.

0:34:23.116 --> 0:34:27.756
<v Speaker 1>It's just air moving a little bit differently. And so

0:34:28.156 --> 0:34:31.716
<v Speaker 1>my long rambling answer to your question, I've found myself

0:34:31.796 --> 0:34:36.076
<v Speaker 1>returned to this place of like almost purity and spirituality

0:34:36.156 --> 0:34:39.316
<v Speaker 1>around music, like the love of music for the sake

0:34:39.356 --> 0:34:43.516
<v Speaker 1>of music. And if it has commercial viability, fine, but

0:34:43.596 --> 0:34:48.276
<v Speaker 1>that's not the goal or the utility of it. It's

0:34:48.396 --> 0:34:56.396
<v Speaker 1>that ability to somehow communicate emotion through moving air molecules.

0:34:56.436 --> 0:34:58.716
<v Speaker 1>Like what better way for us to spend our lives

0:34:58.716 --> 0:35:01.756
<v Speaker 1>than in service of that. Yes, it's unbelievable that we

0:35:01.756 --> 0:35:05.116
<v Speaker 1>get to do it. I feel very blessed and lucky

0:35:05.356 --> 0:35:09.676
<v Speaker 1>to get to have that be the the thing I

0:35:09.676 --> 0:35:12.836
<v Speaker 1>get to spend my time doing. And it is miraculous

0:35:13.316 --> 0:35:18.756
<v Speaker 1>and it's magic, and I think it must always be

0:35:18.836 --> 0:35:22.636
<v Speaker 1>approached with humility because it's so much bigger than we are.

0:35:22.876 --> 0:35:27.356
<v Speaker 1>You know, really, it really is a tremendous You described

0:35:27.356 --> 0:35:32.676
<v Speaker 1>it in a very ephemeral way that said, it's this

0:35:32.956 --> 0:35:39.596
<v Speaker 1>huge power that's really beyond us, beyond our understanding, and

0:35:39.636 --> 0:35:42.676
<v Speaker 1>the fact that we get to dance around the edges

0:35:42.716 --> 0:35:46.276
<v Speaker 1>of it is just a beautiful, so lucky that we

0:35:46.316 --> 0:35:49.116
<v Speaker 1>get to do that. Yeah, I would say that. I mean,

0:35:49.156 --> 0:35:52.996
<v Speaker 1>even my broader spiritual understanding is sort of what you

0:35:53.116 --> 0:35:58.796
<v Speaker 1>just described, is like dancing around things that we will

0:35:58.836 --> 0:36:03.396
<v Speaker 1>never understand. Yeah, whether it's nature, whether it's science, whether

0:36:03.436 --> 0:36:07.236
<v Speaker 1>it's music, whether it's people at their best, but just

0:36:07.876 --> 0:36:12.236
<v Speaker 1>somehow getting glimpses of what, for lack of a better word,

0:36:12.236 --> 0:36:14.916
<v Speaker 1>I guess we could call the divine. Yes, you know,

0:36:14.916 --> 0:36:16.716
<v Speaker 1>and I don't know when I say divine. I know

0:36:16.756 --> 0:36:19.196
<v Speaker 1>that such an I had. I had dinner with um

0:36:19.236 --> 0:36:23.276
<v Speaker 1>Sam Harris, and I think I really offended him because

0:36:23.276 --> 0:36:27.036
<v Speaker 1>I was talking about the divine, and I realized in hindsight, like, oh,

0:36:27.076 --> 0:36:29.316
<v Speaker 1>maybe not such a good idea to talk about the

0:36:29.396 --> 0:36:35.596
<v Speaker 1>divine with one of the world's most famous atheists. But

0:36:36.476 --> 0:36:38.716
<v Speaker 1>I don't know how else to describe it. Yeah, you

0:36:38.796 --> 0:36:44.796
<v Speaker 1>know what what you just described then the unquantifiable that

0:36:44.956 --> 0:36:48.396
<v Speaker 1>is somehow a trillion times bigger than we are, but

0:36:48.556 --> 0:36:52.436
<v Speaker 1>somehow we're involved in it. Like if there's a better

0:36:52.476 --> 0:36:55.596
<v Speaker 1>word than divine, I don't know what it like, it

0:36:55.636 --> 0:36:57.796
<v Speaker 1>doesn't matter. It's like it doesn't matter what label you

0:36:57.916 --> 0:37:01.396
<v Speaker 1>decide to use. I know exactly what you're talking about,

0:37:01.756 --> 0:37:05.396
<v Speaker 1>and so did Sam. He was still kind of I

0:37:05.396 --> 0:37:07.556
<v Speaker 1>could tell he and his wife were a little a

0:37:07.596 --> 0:37:10.836
<v Speaker 1>little peeved that I would use that works. I also

0:37:10.876 --> 0:37:12.836
<v Speaker 1>made the mistake with them of using the word God,

0:37:13.916 --> 0:37:17.716
<v Speaker 1>And in hindsight, this was my fault because, like I

0:37:17.756 --> 0:37:20.836
<v Speaker 1>think they even said, like, why would you use that word?

0:37:21.596 --> 0:37:23.636
<v Speaker 1>And I thought about it, I was like, oh, you're right, Like,

0:37:23.716 --> 0:37:27.836
<v Speaker 1>if ever there has a more corrupted word in human history,

0:37:28.116 --> 0:37:30.676
<v Speaker 1>it's God. And if I use the word God to

0:37:30.756 --> 0:37:36.116
<v Speaker 1>mean these elements, I don't understand everything we just described. Clearly,

0:37:36.396 --> 0:37:38.876
<v Speaker 1>that's not what most people in human history have used

0:37:38.876 --> 0:37:41.836
<v Speaker 1>the word God to describe. So I'm trying to back

0:37:41.836 --> 0:37:45.236
<v Speaker 1>away from that word because it's so triggering understandably for

0:37:45.276 --> 0:37:47.796
<v Speaker 1>so many people. I don't know that the word is

0:37:47.836 --> 0:37:51.076
<v Speaker 1>triggering so much as the concept is triggering and though

0:37:51.076 --> 0:37:53.476
<v Speaker 1>you could label it differently, to someone who would be

0:37:53.476 --> 0:37:56.676
<v Speaker 1>triggered by the word, what you're talking about would still

0:37:56.716 --> 0:38:01.036
<v Speaker 1>be a foreign, foreign and perhaps offensive concept. And that's okay,

0:38:01.076 --> 0:38:03.716
<v Speaker 1>because we all have our own experience of life, and

0:38:04.596 --> 0:38:06.956
<v Speaker 1>you know, we're allowed to like some things and other

0:38:06.996 --> 0:38:09.276
<v Speaker 1>people don't like them, and that's you know, a lot

0:38:09.276 --> 0:38:11.196
<v Speaker 1>of people don't like punk rock. We happen to like

0:38:11.316 --> 0:38:14.236
<v Speaker 1>punk rock. You know, I like disco music, not a

0:38:14.236 --> 0:38:16.556
<v Speaker 1>lot of you know, many people don't like disco music.

0:38:16.756 --> 0:38:23.036
<v Speaker 1>It's okay. So speaking of punk rock, I'm wondering because

0:38:23.196 --> 0:38:26.156
<v Speaker 1>there aren't too many people. And if you were not

0:38:26.196 --> 0:38:29.396
<v Speaker 1>going to join me in this club, that's fine. Is

0:38:30.236 --> 0:38:32.316
<v Speaker 1>one of the things I've done in the Pandemics, I've

0:38:32.356 --> 0:38:37.476
<v Speaker 1>gone down this weird rabbit hole of the loudest, noisiest,

0:38:37.556 --> 0:38:41.956
<v Speaker 1>dishybrid of punk rock and speed metal, and I love

0:38:41.956 --> 0:38:45.716
<v Speaker 1>it so much, and I cannot find anybody else on

0:38:45.756 --> 0:38:48.676
<v Speaker 1>the planet who likes it. Even my punk rock friends

0:38:49.116 --> 0:38:52.756
<v Speaker 1>don't like it. Like there's this one band ac x

0:38:52.916 --> 0:38:55.956
<v Speaker 1>DC spelled exactly the same as a CDC, but it's

0:38:56.116 --> 0:38:59.156
<v Speaker 1>there they for them, it stands for Antichrist Demon Corps

0:39:01.796 --> 0:39:06.676
<v Speaker 1>and they're these wonderful Latino vegans who live in the valley,

0:39:06.796 --> 0:39:11.796
<v Speaker 1>and the music they make is so oh. It's takes

0:39:11.796 --> 0:39:16.436
<v Speaker 1>the hardcore we grew up with, take Slayer yeah, and

0:39:16.556 --> 0:39:20.196
<v Speaker 1>then make it faster and harder. So much so I

0:39:20.236 --> 0:39:22.516
<v Speaker 1>sent it to Daryl from The Bad Brains and he

0:39:22.596 --> 0:39:24.676
<v Speaker 1>was like, I will not listen to this ship, Like,

0:39:24.956 --> 0:39:29.076
<v Speaker 1>please do not corrupt me with this. And some of

0:39:29.076 --> 0:39:32.076
<v Speaker 1>the stuff I've gotten into reminds is starting to remind

0:39:32.076 --> 0:39:34.636
<v Speaker 1>me of that where it's like everybody in my life

0:39:34.876 --> 0:39:38.196
<v Speaker 1>thinks it's unlistenable and I love it. We have to

0:39:38.196 --> 0:39:40.436
<v Speaker 1>pause for a quick break, but we'll be right back

0:39:40.476 --> 0:39:46.516
<v Speaker 1>with more from Moby. We're back with the rest of

0:39:46.596 --> 0:39:49.836
<v Speaker 1>Rick Rubens conversation with Moby. What have you been listening

0:39:49.836 --> 0:39:56.276
<v Speaker 1>too lately? Besides speed punk the most eclectic stuff, I

0:39:56.316 --> 0:39:59.556
<v Speaker 1>listened to a lot of classical music, although my interest

0:39:59.636 --> 0:40:03.156
<v Speaker 1>in classical music is pretty pedestrian, like I like classical

0:40:03.236 --> 0:40:08.116
<v Speaker 1>music when it's very pretty, but also a lot and

0:40:08.156 --> 0:40:10.956
<v Speaker 1>I'm also little bit ashamed because none of this is new.

0:40:11.756 --> 0:40:17.476
<v Speaker 1>But a lot of old new wave from like seventy

0:40:17.516 --> 0:40:22.556
<v Speaker 1>eight until about eighty four, you know, from early Devo

0:40:23.356 --> 0:40:29.236
<v Speaker 1>to early Robin Hitchcock Blondie. I've been rediscovering one band

0:40:29.276 --> 0:40:33.836
<v Speaker 1>I'd forgotten about completely who I've realized I love and

0:40:34.276 --> 0:40:37.196
<v Speaker 1>I also feel like they were performance artists. Was the Cars?

0:40:37.716 --> 0:40:40.836
<v Speaker 1>I want to reference something recent. I don't want to

0:40:40.876 --> 0:40:45.156
<v Speaker 1>just be another like just an old guy on Spotify

0:40:45.316 --> 0:40:48.316
<v Speaker 1>listening to music from childhood. But the truth is I'm

0:40:48.356 --> 0:40:52.596
<v Speaker 1>an old guy from on Spotify listening music from my childhood. Usually.

0:40:53.036 --> 0:40:55.676
<v Speaker 1>Let's talk about the cars for a minute, because as

0:40:55.756 --> 0:40:59.436
<v Speaker 1>you talk about them, I think about the vocal style

0:40:59.716 --> 0:41:03.596
<v Speaker 1>of the Cars that was different than music that had

0:41:03.636 --> 0:41:05.996
<v Speaker 1>come before it. Do you have any idea what the

0:41:06.076 --> 0:41:10.796
<v Speaker 1>lineage of that might have been? Not really, although the

0:41:10.836 --> 0:41:13.236
<v Speaker 1>only thing I can think of is that they were

0:41:13.316 --> 0:41:16.396
<v Speaker 1>from Boston, and I don't know if they were inspired

0:41:16.436 --> 0:41:20.076
<v Speaker 1>by the Modern Lovers and Jonathan Richmond at all. That's interesting,

0:41:20.516 --> 0:41:23.676
<v Speaker 1>But there is like you'd listened to, like the directness

0:41:23.676 --> 0:41:28.716
<v Speaker 1>of a song like Pablo Picasso maybe influenced Rick Okasick

0:41:28.796 --> 0:41:31.516
<v Speaker 1>in the Cars. I don't know. Yeah, I was. I

0:41:31.556 --> 0:41:35.196
<v Speaker 1>was thinking maybe, and I never made the connection before

0:41:35.316 --> 0:41:38.636
<v Speaker 1>this conversation, but I was thinking maybe Bowie. I mean,

0:41:38.676 --> 0:41:43.396
<v Speaker 1>everybody who was smart enough to figure it out was

0:41:43.436 --> 0:41:46.796
<v Speaker 1>influenced by Bowie. I feel like some people like Rick Okasick,

0:41:46.796 --> 0:41:49.116
<v Speaker 1>who might have been like it wasn't a good enough

0:41:49.156 --> 0:41:53.356
<v Speaker 1>singer to be David Bowie, but could still employ that

0:41:53.436 --> 0:41:56.356
<v Speaker 1>sort of you know, the theatricality and the phrasing and

0:41:56.436 --> 0:41:59.876
<v Speaker 1>maybe because a little bit of you know, Iggy pop,

0:41:59.916 --> 0:42:05.156
<v Speaker 1>because there's a similar sort of like Midwestern drawl aspect

0:42:05.156 --> 0:42:08.956
<v Speaker 1>to it. And I think Iggy was really often channeling

0:42:10.316 --> 0:42:14.236
<v Speaker 1>Lou Read I think, like, I think that's the lineage. Yeah,

0:42:14.236 --> 0:42:17.276
<v Speaker 1>I mean, and I know that David Bowie was obsessed

0:42:17.316 --> 0:42:21.636
<v Speaker 1>with the Velvet Underground, And in fact, I actually had

0:42:21.756 --> 0:42:26.116
<v Speaker 1>dinner with David and Lou once. It was one of

0:42:26.156 --> 0:42:30.716
<v Speaker 1>those moments that it still doesn't seem like it should

0:42:30.756 --> 0:42:35.236
<v Speaker 1>have existed in the realm of possibility, like walking to

0:42:35.356 --> 0:42:40.676
<v Speaker 1>David Bowie's apartment to have dinner with David and Lou incredible. Yeah,

0:42:40.756 --> 0:42:45.076
<v Speaker 1>growing up listening to musicians who you know and deifying

0:42:45.196 --> 0:42:47.756
<v Speaker 1>them and then time passes. I'm sure you've had this

0:42:47.836 --> 0:42:52.516
<v Speaker 1>experience more than anyone. Becoming friends with and working with

0:42:53.116 --> 0:42:55.916
<v Speaker 1>your heroes. I feel like at this point you've done

0:42:55.916 --> 0:42:58.396
<v Speaker 1>that so many times you must be relatively comfortable with

0:42:58.436 --> 0:43:03.236
<v Speaker 1>the process. Yes, and no, it's still I mean, it's

0:43:03.236 --> 0:43:06.796
<v Speaker 1>still unbelievable anytime I'm lucky enough to be around anyone

0:43:06.836 --> 0:43:10.756
<v Speaker 1>who makes something great. So it's exciting, And honestly, it's

0:43:10.756 --> 0:43:14.716
<v Speaker 1>maybe more intimidating when you grew up listening to them,

0:43:14.756 --> 0:43:18.516
<v Speaker 1>but it's equally exciting when it's a young artist, even

0:43:18.556 --> 0:43:23.516
<v Speaker 1>making their first or second project. But you see that

0:43:23.716 --> 0:43:31.036
<v Speaker 1>level of originality and sophistication and next level thinking in

0:43:31.076 --> 0:43:33.276
<v Speaker 1>their work. Do you know what I'm saying? Like the

0:43:33.316 --> 0:43:37.356
<v Speaker 1>excitement of being around really creative people, it's always thrilling.

0:43:38.076 --> 0:43:39.756
<v Speaker 1>Can you I mean, I don't want to put you

0:43:39.796 --> 0:43:42.756
<v Speaker 1>on the spot. Can you name names like people who

0:43:42.756 --> 0:43:45.396
<v Speaker 1>stand out when you think of that? Well, I can

0:43:45.436 --> 0:43:47.276
<v Speaker 1>tell you, like, in terms of people that I've been

0:43:47.276 --> 0:43:49.516
<v Speaker 1>around where I feel intimidated, it'd be like, you know,

0:43:49.636 --> 0:43:53.596
<v Speaker 1>Neil Young is intimidating to be around, even though there's

0:43:53.596 --> 0:43:56.276
<v Speaker 1>nothing about him that's intimidating, but he's on such a

0:43:56.356 --> 0:44:00.156
<v Speaker 1>high pedestal in my life that I'm on edge when

0:44:00.196 --> 0:44:03.836
<v Speaker 1>I see him. Do you know it's funny? Sorry for interrupting,

0:44:03.876 --> 0:44:06.796
<v Speaker 1>but I A few years ago, I was at a

0:44:06.836 --> 0:44:11.236
<v Speaker 1>gallery event with Shepherd fairy and Shephard asked me, He said, oh,

0:44:11.356 --> 0:44:13.156
<v Speaker 1>Neil Young is here. Do you want to meet him?

0:44:13.676 --> 0:44:15.956
<v Speaker 1>And I actually said no, yeah, And I was like,

0:44:16.116 --> 0:44:18.716
<v Speaker 1>the reason being is like, I'm sure that he's wonderful.

0:44:18.756 --> 0:44:22.596
<v Speaker 1>I'm sure he's a delightful human being, but what if

0:44:22.636 --> 0:44:25.436
<v Speaker 1>I catch him at a bad moment and what if

0:44:25.476 --> 0:44:28.196
<v Speaker 1>for a brief second he's a dick to me? I

0:44:28.276 --> 0:44:33.036
<v Speaker 1>was like, that compromises my ability to love after the

0:44:33.116 --> 0:44:37.036
<v Speaker 1>gold Rush and Helpless And I was like, I was like,

0:44:37.076 --> 0:44:41.956
<v Speaker 1>I'm not willing to potentially jeopardize those songs for me. Yeah.

0:44:41.996 --> 0:44:43.956
<v Speaker 1>And so it's the one time I chose not to

0:44:43.996 --> 0:44:47.116
<v Speaker 1>meet one of my heroes in the interest of making

0:44:47.116 --> 0:44:50.956
<v Speaker 1>sure that I didn't compromise my ability to unconditionally love

0:44:50.996 --> 0:44:55.196
<v Speaker 1>these songs. No, I understood. I mean, some people are

0:44:55.276 --> 0:44:59.356
<v Speaker 1>so iconic, for better or worse, that it's hard to

0:44:59.396 --> 0:45:05.116
<v Speaker 1>remember that they're real humans. Yeah. I had a similar

0:45:05.516 --> 0:45:09.036
<v Speaker 1>weird experience. I played a fundraiser once and Paul McCartney

0:45:09.236 --> 0:45:13.076
<v Speaker 1>playing on the bill and he was sound checking, and

0:45:13.116 --> 0:45:16.196
<v Speaker 1>he sound checked with Hey Jude, and so it's just

0:45:16.356 --> 0:45:21.036
<v Speaker 1>him at the piano playing Hey Jude, no band, nothing,

0:45:21.836 --> 0:45:23.956
<v Speaker 1>And I sat ten feet away from that, and I

0:45:23.996 --> 0:45:28.316
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh he wrote this, Like there was a

0:45:28.476 --> 0:45:33.516
<v Speaker 1>day when in the morning this song didn't exist, and

0:45:33.596 --> 0:45:36.516
<v Speaker 1>at some point during the day he wrote this song,

0:45:36.636 --> 0:45:40.676
<v Speaker 1>this song which it seems like, I mean, a song

0:45:40.756 --> 0:45:43.196
<v Speaker 1>like that so iconic that it seems like no one

0:45:43.236 --> 0:45:46.676
<v Speaker 1>ever wrote it. It was just sort of like carved

0:45:46.756 --> 0:45:50.876
<v Speaker 1>from granite at some point. Yes, forever it's been it's

0:45:50.916 --> 0:45:54.676
<v Speaker 1>been here forever. Yeah, there's there was no world before that.

0:45:54.796 --> 0:45:57.196
<v Speaker 1>And so being able to say, like, I can't believe

0:45:57.276 --> 0:46:01.476
<v Speaker 1>that there is actually like a flesh and blood person

0:46:02.316 --> 0:46:04.836
<v Speaker 1>attached to this. Obviously it's not even my favorite Beatles song,

0:46:04.876 --> 0:46:06.956
<v Speaker 1>but it was just this moment of like the cognitive

0:46:06.996 --> 0:46:12.796
<v Speaker 1>dissonance of oh, these some of these people are actually humans,

0:46:12.836 --> 0:46:15.756
<v Speaker 1>Like they're not gods, they're not cartoon characters. Like I

0:46:15.796 --> 0:46:18.796
<v Speaker 1>went on tour with David Bowie, and I remember the

0:46:18.876 --> 0:46:22.676
<v Speaker 1>last night of the tour in we were at the

0:46:22.716 --> 0:46:26.716
<v Speaker 1>Gorge outside Seattle, and he was backstage and he was

0:46:26.916 --> 0:46:30.676
<v Speaker 1>so delightful and goofy, like we'd spent a ton of

0:46:30.676 --> 0:46:32.916
<v Speaker 1>time together, but this was the first time I had

0:46:32.956 --> 0:46:36.196
<v Speaker 1>seen him at his most unguarded, like he was sweaty,

0:46:36.236 --> 0:46:40.556
<v Speaker 1>he'd just had a wonderful show, and he was human,

0:46:41.196 --> 0:46:42.996
<v Speaker 1>almost going back to what we were talking about earlier,

0:46:43.116 --> 0:46:45.596
<v Speaker 1>like the shadow self, Like this might have been like

0:46:46.196 --> 0:46:50.276
<v Speaker 1>his shadow self, because it was childlike and delightful, you know,

0:46:50.556 --> 0:46:52.396
<v Speaker 1>like maybe a part of him that he didn't want

0:46:52.436 --> 0:46:55.676
<v Speaker 1>people to see that much. And it was so endearing

0:46:55.716 --> 0:46:59.356
<v Speaker 1>and so lovely. And I was like, this is David Bowie,

0:46:59.396 --> 0:47:03.476
<v Speaker 1>Like this is the greatest musician of all time, and

0:47:03.596 --> 0:47:07.236
<v Speaker 1>he's acting like a super lovely, goofy fourteen year old

0:47:07.316 --> 0:47:11.276
<v Speaker 1>right now. How did you come to meet him? Originally? Well,

0:47:11.316 --> 0:47:14.636
<v Speaker 1>I actually met him for the first time at a

0:47:14.756 --> 0:47:17.796
<v Speaker 1>nine inch Nails party, but we didn't really get to

0:47:17.796 --> 0:47:21.476
<v Speaker 1>talk much. And then in nineteen ninety nine or two thousand,

0:47:21.556 --> 0:47:25.636
<v Speaker 1>he emailed me and he said, Hi, it's David. I

0:47:25.676 --> 0:47:28.156
<v Speaker 1>got your email address from someone at my record company.

0:47:28.676 --> 0:47:32.996
<v Speaker 1>I'm moving into an apartment on Lafayette Street and I

0:47:33.036 --> 0:47:36.996
<v Speaker 1>think we're going to be neighbors. And so we lived

0:47:36.996 --> 0:47:40.876
<v Speaker 1>across the street from each other and we became friends.

0:47:40.996 --> 0:47:45.076
<v Speaker 1>We would get coffee together, we spent holidays together, we

0:47:46.356 --> 0:47:49.716
<v Speaker 1>worked on music together, we toured together. Can I tell

0:47:49.716 --> 0:47:54.076
<v Speaker 1>you one of my favorite favorite David Bowie stories please, Okay.

0:47:54.276 --> 0:47:57.756
<v Speaker 1>So we had agreed to play a fundraiser for Philip

0:47:57.756 --> 0:48:01.076
<v Speaker 1>Glasses to Beth House, and so he came over to

0:48:01.156 --> 0:48:04.396
<v Speaker 1>my apartment one morning. He stopped at Cafe Giton to

0:48:04.436 --> 0:48:07.996
<v Speaker 1>get coffee, so he came over with coffee and we

0:48:08.076 --> 0:48:11.636
<v Speaker 1>sat on my soa and I worked up all my

0:48:11.716 --> 0:48:14.876
<v Speaker 1>courage and I said, what if we play an acoustic

0:48:14.996 --> 0:48:19.116
<v Speaker 1>version of Heroes at this fundraiser? And I thought he

0:48:19.156 --> 0:48:22.516
<v Speaker 1>was going to say no, no, how dare you suggest that?

0:48:22.556 --> 0:48:25.076
<v Speaker 1>And instead he said sure, why not? So he sat

0:48:25.156 --> 0:48:27.956
<v Speaker 1>on my sofa, just the two of us, and played

0:48:27.956 --> 0:48:32.716
<v Speaker 1>this very slow, pretty quiet version of Heroes and it

0:48:32.796 --> 0:48:35.636
<v Speaker 1>was like one of the most wonderful moments of my life.

0:48:36.516 --> 0:48:40.796
<v Speaker 1>And then, afterwards, tying it back to lou Reid, David

0:48:40.876 --> 0:48:44.676
<v Speaker 1>told me that Heroes was originally written as a cover

0:48:44.836 --> 0:48:48.476
<v Speaker 1>version of Waiting for the Man. Wow Dun dun dun

0:48:48.516 --> 0:48:51.916
<v Speaker 1>dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun un. I'm

0:48:51.956 --> 0:48:55.716
<v Speaker 1>waiting for the man. We we would be, you know.

0:48:56.316 --> 0:49:02.436
<v Speaker 1>So that was That's my favorite David Bowie story. Fantastic. Actually, no,

0:49:02.556 --> 0:49:04.676
<v Speaker 1>I have a second favorite David Bowie story, but it's

0:49:04.796 --> 0:49:08.196
<v Speaker 1>much let's hear it, it's more nuanced. Okay, let's let's

0:49:08.236 --> 0:49:11.076
<v Speaker 1>hear it. I was at his apartment and he had

0:49:11.076 --> 0:49:15.316
<v Speaker 1>a very small studio in his apartment, and he wanted

0:49:15.356 --> 0:49:18.476
<v Speaker 1>to play me something and it's like, okay, great, he says.

0:49:18.516 --> 0:49:20.196
<v Speaker 1>He said, it's a song I'm working on. I'd love

0:49:20.236 --> 0:49:22.476
<v Speaker 1>your opinion. And I, first of all, just to put

0:49:22.476 --> 0:49:25.036
<v Speaker 1>that in perspective, like I'm at David Bowie's apartment and

0:49:25.036 --> 0:49:27.396
<v Speaker 1>he wants to play me a song to get my opinion.

0:49:27.476 --> 0:49:29.716
<v Speaker 1>Like that's not right, that's not the way it's supposed

0:49:29.716 --> 0:49:32.916
<v Speaker 1>to be. Like I'm supposed to be maybe like cleaning

0:49:32.956 --> 0:49:36.636
<v Speaker 1>the toilets in the apartment adjacent to David Bowie's apartment,

0:49:36.636 --> 0:49:40.436
<v Speaker 1>not in his apartment. But he plays me this song

0:49:40.916 --> 0:49:45.276
<v Speaker 1>and it's the most beautiful David Bowie song ever. It's

0:49:45.276 --> 0:49:49.636
<v Speaker 1>called slip Away and it's on the album Heathen, and

0:49:49.676 --> 0:49:54.116
<v Speaker 1>it's I would say, the most personal song he's ever written.

0:49:54.156 --> 0:49:56.876
<v Speaker 1>It's actually inspired by his love, like his love with

0:49:56.996 --> 0:50:00.436
<v Speaker 1>Iggy Pop, like you know, friendship. Whether it was more

0:50:00.476 --> 0:50:02.676
<v Speaker 1>than friendship, I don't really know, but like it's this

0:50:02.916 --> 0:50:08.996
<v Speaker 1>beautiful love song and it is so emotional, and I

0:50:09.836 --> 0:50:13.476
<v Speaker 1>that moment of just sitting in his studio where he

0:50:14.316 --> 0:50:17.476
<v Speaker 1>played the CD the demo of this song for me,

0:50:18.756 --> 0:50:21.556
<v Speaker 1>and he was nervous and it was done, and I

0:50:21.596 --> 0:50:23.756
<v Speaker 1>was like, David, I said, that might be the most

0:50:23.796 --> 0:50:26.756
<v Speaker 1>beautiful song you've ever written. How did he react to

0:50:26.836 --> 0:50:29.556
<v Speaker 1>that comment? You know, it's funny because we never talked

0:50:29.556 --> 0:50:34.476
<v Speaker 1>about music. If I remember, he responded a little formally

0:50:34.596 --> 0:50:36.516
<v Speaker 1>and in a polite way, which is the same way

0:50:36.556 --> 0:50:39.276
<v Speaker 1>I respond to people telling me about music. Like he

0:50:39.396 --> 0:50:43.316
<v Speaker 1>almost like he took it in, but I could tell

0:50:43.356 --> 0:50:46.276
<v Speaker 1>a sort of a wall came up. I think he

0:50:46.396 --> 0:50:49.836
<v Speaker 1>felt exposed because it if you think about it, most

0:50:49.876 --> 0:50:54.516
<v Speaker 1>of his music is not personal. It's beautiful, it's phenomenal,

0:50:55.316 --> 0:50:59.596
<v Speaker 1>but rarely did he write personal songs. You know, they're

0:50:59.756 --> 0:51:03.396
<v Speaker 1>very theatrical. I mean even Heroes. Heroes was written about

0:51:03.396 --> 0:51:09.476
<v Speaker 1>Tony Visconti, and this song slip Away is so personal,

0:51:09.556 --> 0:51:12.676
<v Speaker 1>and I think it I think I saw his defenses

0:51:12.676 --> 0:51:15.716
<v Speaker 1>come down because he realized he was being perhaps a

0:51:15.716 --> 0:51:20.676
<v Speaker 1>little too vulnerable. Yeah, what was the greatest dance music

0:51:20.876 --> 0:51:24.796
<v Speaker 1>experience you've ever had out in the world. Okay, they're

0:51:24.796 --> 0:51:30.796
<v Speaker 1>gonna be two of them. One was the first time

0:51:30.836 --> 0:51:34.956
<v Speaker 1>I heard house music loud in a club. I think

0:51:34.956 --> 0:51:38.836
<v Speaker 1>he would have been eighty eight or eighty nine. I

0:51:38.876 --> 0:51:42.356
<v Speaker 1>was at Nels and I was in the basement. I

0:51:42.396 --> 0:51:45.956
<v Speaker 1>was dancing next to Prince, the only time I ever

0:51:45.996 --> 0:51:47.956
<v Speaker 1>saw Prince in person when he was dancing next to

0:51:47.996 --> 0:51:51.356
<v Speaker 1>me in the basement of Nels, and the DJ, who

0:51:51.396 --> 0:51:54.956
<v Speaker 1>I think was Frankie I Gleasias, played a Day in

0:51:54.996 --> 0:52:01.516
<v Speaker 1>the Life and it sounded like the heavens opening up.

0:52:02.236 --> 0:52:06.796
<v Speaker 1>The second was in about two thousand and seven, No,

0:52:06.996 --> 0:52:10.116
<v Speaker 1>maybe two thousand and eight. I got asked to DJ

0:52:11.036 --> 0:52:16.036
<v Speaker 1>at an Electric Daisy Carnival, and I had been sort

0:52:16.076 --> 0:52:20.116
<v Speaker 1>of ignoring what I was like. I'd sort of been

0:52:20.116 --> 0:52:23.636
<v Speaker 1>ignoring the dance music quote unquote underground for a while.

0:52:24.396 --> 0:52:28.516
<v Speaker 1>So I was asked to DJ at this. What I

0:52:28.556 --> 0:52:33.396
<v Speaker 1>thought was just like an outdoor, small, outdoor rave, and

0:52:33.836 --> 0:52:36.556
<v Speaker 1>so much so that when my manager asked me about

0:52:36.596 --> 0:52:38.676
<v Speaker 1>if I wanted to DJ at this, he said, oh,

0:52:38.716 --> 0:52:40.756
<v Speaker 1>there's a rave in Los Angeles, do you want to

0:52:40.876 --> 0:52:44.396
<v Speaker 1>DJ at it? And my response was they still have raves,

0:52:45.716 --> 0:52:48.436
<v Speaker 1>and so I thought, I don't know, I'm going to

0:52:48.636 --> 0:52:51.756
<v Speaker 1>feel there'll be a thousand people it was in the

0:52:51.876 --> 0:52:56.916
<v Speaker 1>usc Stadium and there were seventy five thousand people, and

0:52:57.756 --> 0:53:02.036
<v Speaker 1>I was so stunning, Like to expect nothing and to

0:53:02.116 --> 0:53:06.196
<v Speaker 1>have an underground event with seventy five thousand people in

0:53:06.316 --> 0:53:12.516
<v Speaker 1>a sports stadium and the level of joyful enthusiasm, Like

0:53:12.556 --> 0:53:14.556
<v Speaker 1>there were just a couple of records that I played

0:53:14.596 --> 0:53:18.276
<v Speaker 1>that were so euphoric, and to have seventy five thousand

0:53:18.316 --> 0:53:23.436
<v Speaker 1>people responding in kind. I mean, that's happened to many times,

0:53:23.436 --> 0:53:27.756
<v Speaker 1>but something about this was just really special amazing. Do

0:53:27.836 --> 0:53:32.236
<v Speaker 1>you do any type of a spiritual practice? For most

0:53:32.276 --> 0:53:36.396
<v Speaker 1>of my life I was a sort of I would think,

0:53:36.396 --> 0:53:42.196
<v Speaker 1>if it's almost like a spiritual dilaton, sometimes out of curiosity,

0:53:42.356 --> 0:53:47.916
<v Speaker 1>sometimes out of a desire to not piss off whatever

0:53:48.036 --> 0:53:51.316
<v Speaker 1>deity might be out there. But for most of my

0:53:51.396 --> 0:53:58.796
<v Speaker 1>life I realized that my spirituality was largely trying to

0:53:58.876 --> 0:54:05.396
<v Speaker 1>figure out who I agreed with, like which spiritual tradition

0:54:05.556 --> 0:54:09.036
<v Speaker 1>I agreed with, or which spiritual writer did I agree with?

0:54:09.596 --> 0:54:13.236
<v Speaker 1>And then I had this another sort of epiphany, and

0:54:13.276 --> 0:54:16.916
<v Speaker 1>it was a weirdly emotional epiphany, and I don't even

0:54:16.956 --> 0:54:19.916
<v Speaker 1>I might even get emotional again. I was taking Amtrak

0:54:20.076 --> 0:54:23.156
<v Speaker 1>from New York down to DC and it was one

0:54:23.156 --> 0:54:27.876
<v Speaker 1>of those morning trains where like people are eating breakfast, etc.

0:54:28.836 --> 0:54:31.636
<v Speaker 1>And I was looking around and there were all these

0:54:32.316 --> 0:54:37.876
<v Speaker 1>unhealthy business people, like drinking coke, eating bacon, and I

0:54:37.956 --> 0:54:42.756
<v Speaker 1>had this thought. I was like, Oh, nature, the universe

0:54:43.316 --> 0:54:47.716
<v Speaker 1>cares about us so much. It's even trying to heal

0:54:47.916 --> 0:54:52.356
<v Speaker 1>these people. Like these people who do nothing but punish themselves,

0:54:52.356 --> 0:54:57.196
<v Speaker 1>these people who eat nothing but poison, the universe loves

0:54:57.276 --> 0:55:01.476
<v Speaker 1>them like it's in and it's trying to heal them.

0:55:01.876 --> 0:55:04.556
<v Speaker 1>And actually, sitting on Amtrak, I started crying with that thought.

0:55:04.556 --> 0:55:07.156
<v Speaker 1>And I remember like going through the marshland, the meadowlands

0:55:07.156 --> 0:55:10.156
<v Speaker 1>in New Jersey, looking out at the marsh, and I

0:55:10.236 --> 0:55:13.316
<v Speaker 1>was like, it was similar to looking at the businessman.

0:55:13.356 --> 0:55:15.636
<v Speaker 1>I was like, here's this marsh that we've done nothing

0:55:15.676 --> 0:55:19.956
<v Speaker 1>but poor toxic chemicals into and life is still coming

0:55:19.996 --> 0:55:26.076
<v Speaker 1>through it. So my spiritual practice is best described as

0:55:26.836 --> 0:55:32.276
<v Speaker 1>trying to connect with whatever that source might be, trying

0:55:32.316 --> 0:55:36.676
<v Speaker 1>to have an understanding of it, trying to recognize that

0:55:37.316 --> 0:55:39.916
<v Speaker 1>it's will, Like I don't want to anthropomorphize it, but

0:55:40.036 --> 0:55:43.516
<v Speaker 1>if it has a will, it probably has omniscience and

0:55:43.676 --> 0:55:47.676
<v Speaker 1>perspective much greater than I do you know, I'm a

0:55:47.796 --> 0:55:50.756
<v Speaker 1>short lived, flawed, weird, bald guy like I don't know anything.

0:55:50.876 --> 0:55:54.796
<v Speaker 1>So if there is a universe with a will, it

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<v Speaker 1>probably makes sense to seek its will rather than try

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<v Speaker 1>and pose my will on it. Yes, beautiful, So that's

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<v Speaker 1>my spiel. Tell me a little bit about the new album,

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<v Speaker 1>or let me start by saying, I listened to it

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<v Speaker 1>this morning as I was on my morning walk, and

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<v Speaker 1>it really took my breath away. I think it's really

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<v Speaker 1>a beautiful album, and I'm so glad you made it. Well. Thanks.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's an orchestral greatest Hits album. I wouldn't else

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<v Speaker 1>to describe it, and the selfish part of me wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to make it because I'd never made a record in

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<v Speaker 1>this way, you know, working with a string quartet, working

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<v Speaker 1>with a gospel choir, working with an orchestra, working with

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<v Speaker 1>you only live non for the most part, non electronic instruments.

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<v Speaker 1>But the other part was just the love. And we

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<v Speaker 1>were talking about Neil Young earlier, like the love of

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<v Speaker 1>acoustic and orchestral music and how I don't know how

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<v Speaker 1>effective not to be too clinical, but how effective orchestral

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<v Speaker 1>and acoustic music can be delivering emotion, you know, because

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<v Speaker 1>ultimately that's the utility of music, is delivering emotion, and

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to see what that was like to try

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<v Speaker 1>and use these elements to create something that hopefully was Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so that's that was the reason behind it. And Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and being able to get all these different performers. I mean, obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>the person whose voice on the record I'm a Little

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<v Speaker 1>I'm most in love with is Chris Christofferson. Yeah, similar

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<v Speaker 1>to I've actually compared it to Johnny Cash's version of Hurt,

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<v Speaker 1>where when you hear a voice that's the product of experience,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, a voice that has lived experience, it makes

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<v Speaker 1>you not want to listen to children anymore, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Like like after listening to this song from Chris Christofferson

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<v Speaker 1>with Mark Lanigan, who also has a voice of experience,

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<v Speaker 1>the idea of going and listening to nineteen year old

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<v Speaker 1>pop singers just doesn't seem as compelling. Yeah, you were

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<v Speaker 1>on Mute records for a long time. Yes, I still

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<v Speaker 1>sort of am. I've been on Mute Records somewhere in

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<v Speaker 1>some form for now almost thirty years. This record is

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<v Speaker 1>on Deutsche Gramophone because it just they asked and it

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<v Speaker 1>seemed like, if you're going to make a large like

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<v Speaker 1>a record based around an orchestra, why not make it

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<v Speaker 1>with the oldest, most venerated orchestral music label in the world. So,

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<v Speaker 1>and I have to say, because when I was nineteen,

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<v Speaker 1>I worked in a record store and I would unpack

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<v Speaker 1>the boxes and there would be the records that had

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<v Speaker 1>the Deutsche Gramophone logo on them, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is so fancy, like this is from Europe, and

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<v Speaker 1>they're like these this is wow, this is so much

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<v Speaker 1>more legitimate than these other records. And I just recently

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<v Speaker 1>got the vinyl of this album and I saw the

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<v Speaker 1>Deutsche Gramophone logo on one of my records, and it

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<v Speaker 1>just it definitely not what you expect as someone who

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<v Speaker 1>used to play in a hardcore punk rock band in

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<v Speaker 1>a basement of illegal anarchists clubs in Stanford, Connecticut. It's great,

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for doing this, amazing. Oh, this was so

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<v Speaker 1>much fun. I had sort of even forgotten that we

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<v Speaker 1>were recording this. Yeah, I feel like we have a

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<v Speaker 1>million things to talk about forever. Thanks to Moby for

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