Speaker 1: If I believe, if God could read your mind, then
Speaker 1: you might as well say what's on it? If he
Speaker 1: really loves me, that he gonna understand the position. I
Speaker 1: mean when I'm cussing them out, Pete, this is Rachel. Hello,
Speaker 1: what's happening? Ye, Rachel, that's King King, that's Rachel. Okay,
Speaker 1: So this is gonna be crazy. I'm gonna just tell
Speaker 1: you this story. Right, no sailings, jail, Peter, the Hume girl, Rachel.
Speaker 1: It's like my spirit twin family. We finally met up spirits.
Speaker 1: It's the friend spiritually to connect. So King. So I
Speaker 1: was telling you the story about how I met King
Speaker 1: when I was going through my journey and he was
Speaker 1: like the only person that was really down for me,
Speaker 1: Like everybody else left me and thought I was crazy,
Speaker 1: but he stayed down with me. And I know it
Speaker 1: sounded crazy what I was on, but it really made sense.
Speaker 1: So let me tell you king story. So King King's
Speaker 1: family right, his uh, his girlfriend would be like his fiancee,
Speaker 1: his his daughter, her daughter, his young son um two
Speaker 1: two and a half maybe three, right, his daughter and
Speaker 1: three grandchildren right, all died in one car accident. I
Speaker 1: knew you're gonna say something horrific and for more people
Speaker 1: than not. Right, it sounds crazy because one person could
Speaker 1: bear that load. Yeah, I'm like, how but was ill
Speaker 1: about King? And what I respect about him the most
Speaker 1: is somehow he finds a way to keep walking forward
Speaker 1: even through all of this, Right, Like my code always
Speaker 1: tell people, I'm like, I'm still here, so you know,
Speaker 1: I do have a lot of respect for people who
Speaker 1: are still here after terrible things. And and I don't
Speaker 1: want to say terrible, because God loans all his people.
Speaker 1: I'm just not yet to me, that's terrible. I'm sorry. Well,
Speaker 1: sometimes God loan us all the people, and sometimes we
Speaker 1: gotta realize we gotta give them back, even if you
Speaker 1: don't want to. I don't think I've lost anyone close
Speaker 1: enough to me to get to that place of people
Speaker 1: obviously that that's that's the that's it'll never be peaced, right,
Speaker 1: They'll never be peaced. But you really got to understand
Speaker 1: that God only people. And I will tell you that
Speaker 1: based off the story, and then I'm like, yeah, I
Speaker 1: mean conceptually it makes sense for putting that into practice.
Speaker 1: You know that that's one of the goals of life
Speaker 1: is to be able to let everything go, and that's
Speaker 1: what I'm having right, not let it go, though, And
Speaker 1: I feel like we all could get a lesson because
Speaker 1: it's right. This is somebody I looked up to before
Speaker 1: I even knew why. Yeah, you know, I don't even
Speaker 1: This is like a weird question because you got to
Speaker 1: engineer the show and I don't want you to like
Speaker 1: to break up and ship, But how is it possible
Speaker 1: for somebody to go through that type of trauma? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I mean, even though we all know God lone us
Speaker 1: to his people and we're not ready to give him back,
Speaker 1: how do you actually find any space to operate? Honestly? Uh? Man,
Speaker 1: that is a hard I mean it's not something you
Speaker 1: really think about, right, It's just not Every day is hard.
Speaker 1: Every day I wake up and I have to tell
Speaker 1: myself I'm just like reborn again, Like it's a fresh starter,
Speaker 1: you know, and try to look at the world like
Speaker 1: a child again and everything be new and fresh, because
Speaker 1: for a while I kept chasing that old life. My
Speaker 1: family are looking at the old people that was in there,
Speaker 1: are trying to do the old things. And when you
Speaker 1: lose something so great, it's irreplaceable. Exactly, you can't find
Speaker 1: the replacement and think it's gonna work and things that's
Speaker 1: gonna build, okay. And so it took me until about
Speaker 1: thirty days ago, forty days ago to realize that I
Speaker 1: was chasing something that I'll never get. And in the
Speaker 1: process of chasing something I'll never get, I started resenting
Speaker 1: my life and not being able to be And when
Speaker 1: I started resenting my life, I stopped really caring about
Speaker 1: what other people felt and stuff, and I started hating
Speaker 1: the world. And I realized I wasn't the best for
Speaker 1: the friends that was trying to be there for me
Speaker 1: at the time of my turmoil and stuff. And so
Speaker 1: once I realized it's me and I am still here
Speaker 1: and my family is still here. As long as I'm
Speaker 1: still here, I can still have them live. And that's
Speaker 1: why I built my nonprofits so they could always stay alive.
Speaker 1: I've seen somewhere that says that when a person dies
Speaker 1: and you stopped thinking about them, they die twice because
Speaker 1: you know people energy. So I always felt as the
Speaker 1: head of my household and well I was teaching my
Speaker 1: family was to persevere no matter what, and for that
Speaker 1: that happened, and for me to preach that to my
Speaker 1: family forced to stand on. Then I had to dig
Speaker 1: deep down and live for them in the very beginning
Speaker 1: because I died that day physically, physically, mentally, body, everything, chemically,
Speaker 1: I'm not the same, you know, physically I'm not the same.
Speaker 1: I'm just I just died. That version died, like you said,
Speaker 1: that version of me died, and so it took long
Speaker 1: three years to be reborn, but with friends like you
Speaker 1: and people that didn't put a lot of pressure on me,
Speaker 1: but they was there for me. And that he was
Speaker 1: crazy because you don't really know how to be there,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, You don't. You don't know,
Speaker 1: like I worried about you all the time, and like
Speaker 1: it was crazy than one of the coldest places in
Speaker 1: my life, feeling like I said, well, mom, family, my
Speaker 1: brothers checked out, everybody quit on me. All the people
Speaker 1: around me with music thought I was losing my mind
Speaker 1: because I was on my own journey, mixing purpose with
Speaker 1: actual you know what I was supposed to doing this
Speaker 1: industry because they all played together. So trying to be
Speaker 1: there for you, it's not even calm, it's not even
Speaker 1: comparable what I'm saying, Like like we were on the
Speaker 1: road for me, we buying a car, drive and he's
Speaker 1: flying out there, ride with me for days as much
Speaker 1: as he can, you know, still being back with his
Speaker 1: family running his businesses. He would fly out there. We'd
Speaker 1: be out there for days, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: and just he let me figure it all out for
Speaker 1: me and never like pushed me or said, oh, it
Speaker 1: needs to happen now, right, And he kind of said
Speaker 1: that he touched on the same thing as first. He
Speaker 1: felt like friends like you, this is different. Really, the
Speaker 1: impact that he put on my life, people really would
Speaker 1: never understand because he helped me build my family. Honestly,
Speaker 1: he helped me build. He helped me name my child.
Speaker 1: I made him like, man, you're the guyfather of my son.
Speaker 1: You know, I got a picture on my phone for
Speaker 1: and so he actually was there from the very beginning.
Speaker 1: He helped me. He helped me have my family have fun,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Like he said, we're across
Speaker 1: the country and I was able to bring my family
Speaker 1: and stuff to these events that we did. And he
Speaker 1: wasn't like, your family can't be a party. He's like,
Speaker 1: they could bring your family's fun. So he was showing
Speaker 1: me a world that you know, I could bring my
Speaker 1: family into it, and we all have fun and stuff.
Speaker 1: So when that accident happened, he was a cornerstone for me,
Speaker 1: even though it was hard. Like I was saying to people,
Speaker 1: it was hard to see other people be happy. It
Speaker 1: was hard to see people play with their kids. It
Speaker 1: was even hard for me to go see him be
Speaker 1: with his family and stuff because I feel like a
Speaker 1: part of the family at one time. But then I
Speaker 1: became so broken. What do you say to somebody? What?
Speaker 1: There's nothing, nobody, anything at all that could really tell
Speaker 1: me because there's no way I could explain how I
Speaker 1: really feel. Because I come to a point is I
Speaker 1: don't want people to feel what I feel. Right, you
Speaker 1: don't even want to know. I stopped talking or even
Speaker 1: wanted to tell people feel it. No, don't feel whatever
Speaker 1: what I feel. Don't even try to feel what I
Speaker 1: feel because the pain that you have to go through,
Speaker 1: people don't make it. It's still unbearable as to ship
Speaker 1: people don't trust me. People, but that pain. Because the
Speaker 1: way I was raised, I used that pain as energy
Speaker 1: in and I feel like I could be the conduit
Speaker 1: between negative and positive, something to listen to. As far
Speaker 1: as being able to kind of go through the process
Speaker 1: of of a rebirth internally and in your outlook for
Speaker 1: for your life and everything. Not to compound bad news
Speaker 1: on bad news, but did like the experience of getting
Speaker 1: a big you know term handed to you when you
Speaker 1: were young, you know, and that changing maybe like the
Speaker 1: outlook of Okay, my life's now changed permanently, and then
Speaker 1: coming out and reinventing yourself. Is that something that could
Speaker 1: help you. Well. Definitely, our past always help us because
Speaker 1: if we pay attention, it becomes wisdom, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But for me, if we really go back
Speaker 1: to would build me to be able to go through
Speaker 1: this is I remember my mom telling me I was
Speaker 1: a little kid that she was I was supposed to
Speaker 1: be adopted. She had put me up for adoption, but
Speaker 1: I was born with a head full of hair, and
Speaker 1: so the newspaper wanted to take a picture of me
Speaker 1: because kids at that time didn't have a head full
Speaker 1: of beautiful soldier nurse did something which she wasn't supposed
Speaker 1: to do. She took me to my mom as she
Speaker 1: saw you see, I want to keep you. I want
Speaker 1: to keep my son, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 1: for me, and then you know, when I was two
Speaker 1: years old, she met this white guy who was an attorney.
Speaker 1: He became my dad. So for me, my life has
Speaker 1: always been growing up black with a white stepdad. You
Speaker 1: learned the fight, yeah, because they would take it as
Speaker 1: a weakness. And wait a minute, my whole family helped
Speaker 1: build where I'm from. Just because my mom, you know,
Speaker 1: got a white dude, doesn't make me different than who
Speaker 1: I'm from. I got a black dad. Really, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I'm really a nig I'm not a
Speaker 1: white dude, you know what I'm saying. So for me,
Speaker 1: my life has always been that way. So at seven
Speaker 1: years old, I got locked up in juvenile you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I've always been in trouble all my
Speaker 1: life because I always felt different, And I mean I
Speaker 1: could get down to some real just being a Seahawks fan,
Speaker 1: well Seahawks Seahawks different Seahawks fan empowered me to go
Speaker 1: around the country and feel good. I'm just saying, because
Speaker 1: that's different to be a superslime Was you a SuperSonics fan?
Speaker 1: I was a supersilized fan when it was a good day.
Speaker 1: Did you like the Mariners when they had all those
Speaker 1: players and can never win. I love the Mariners and
Speaker 1: my fact, what's your team? And what see there? It
Speaker 1: is so anyway there it is right there, somebody answer
Speaker 1: that one. It's like, yeah, he didn't ask the question
Speaker 1: correctly at all because he's not a sports fan. He's
Speaker 1: not because I would have just said I'm not a fan,
Speaker 1: Like what's your favorite who's your favorite team out of
Speaker 1: all the sports? Obviously money is his favorite team. Ever's
Speaker 1: going to win his Pete's favorite team. Remember I told
Speaker 1: you that this favorite team is bit calm set up
Speaker 1: straight up, let me ask you something like, yeah, how
Speaker 1: trying is it? Spiritually? I never like these is what's crisis.
Speaker 1: We never had these conversations because I never felt like
Speaker 1: this was something I wanted to ask, but it was
Speaker 1: something I felt like I needed to know, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, just because I'm around and and it's
Speaker 1: one thing, like I said, just having your back no
Speaker 1: matter what I mean, Like I told you the time,
Speaker 1: all the time we argue, like we could argue all
Speaker 1: you want to. I'm not backing down. I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: quit on you. I'm not so whatever you think you're
Speaker 1: gonna do that just ain't gonna work out and seven
Speaker 1: Street on me all the time, especially because we don't
Speaker 1: do no photo. So you can't run me off. You can't.
Speaker 1: The burden of it all can't run me off. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna forget you exist. I'm not gonna let you
Speaker 1: just walk by yourself. If there was a burden, if
Speaker 1: I could take something, feel me, I'm gonna take as
Speaker 1: much of it as you allow me to take. So
Speaker 1: that's why I'm asking because I and I like, you know,
Speaker 1: we're on a podcast and this is such a personal conversation.
Speaker 1: But I feel like beautiful because it's something that it's
Speaker 1: something I could benefit. Rangel could benefit from it because
Speaker 1: I don't. I never talked about so spiritually, how trying
Speaker 1: is it? Like, I'm sure there's time when you could
Speaker 1: be upset with God. I'm sure there's a thousand thing
Speaker 1: when you ask why spiritually? Um, because of being locked
Speaker 1: up like I was, I was able to go through
Speaker 1: so many different transformations of religions while in prison. You know,
Speaker 1: I was, you know, seventh Venice. I was a Catholic
Speaker 1: because I used to go to these things just to
Speaker 1: get out myself, right, you know what I'm saying you
Speaker 1: had what religion? I'm there, did River cross out of
Speaker 1: the greater Christian umbrella to be like like Muslim? No, No,
Speaker 1: I'm telling my tan, my transformation, Tell my transformation, my transformation.
Speaker 1: When I was in the state prison, I was doing
Speaker 1: state stuff, you know, state religion. You know I was
Speaker 1: in Washington, so state is Christianity. Yeah, it was basically
Speaker 1: state religion. There was a couple of month Usluims and
Speaker 1: stuff that was in there, but not no real big
Speaker 1: Muslim force. You know. Now, when I went to the Fans,
Speaker 1: that's when things changed. That's when I became a nation
Speaker 1: of Islam. I became an n O I f O
Speaker 1: I and stuff. In prison, became a Muslim and started
Speaker 1: really learning about myself exactly because it's a journey of
Speaker 1: self discovery. So my spiritual journey has always started because
Speaker 1: I'm at the end of the Adiac sign as the Pisces.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I always knew there was
Speaker 1: something greater in me to do something by fish, Yes,
Speaker 1: you already know bo, so you already know I'm destined. Yes,
Speaker 1: And you're very, very emotional, and you hardly talk about
Speaker 1: your emotions at all. You know everything in and it
Speaker 1: can be um traumatized in for a person to not
Speaker 1: feel that I'm in a strong yeah, all of it.
Speaker 1: That ship is real, yes, of course. Okay, Pete, what's
Speaker 1: your signs? Hold? Hold? What's your sign that's sexy as hell? No? No,
Speaker 1: like a libra or something. What's your sign? Pete? Pizza Gemini?
Speaker 1: I don't I hate Gemini. Don't say thats okay, I
Speaker 1: say libra. Because you have like a very strong confidence
Speaker 1: about yourself. But you try to pretend like you don't,
Speaker 1: like you're not shy. I don't try to raise your
Speaker 1: hand like, excuse me, like you quiet as a mouse.
Speaker 1: I'm supposed to be raising my hand. I'm the nervous one. Okay,
Speaker 1: hold on, hold on, both experts is dead ass from exactly.
Speaker 1: So where's your sign for two? You want to go?
Speaker 1: You want round two? Well, now that I see you're
Speaker 1: an asshole, you might be a tourist. Down to six
Speaker 1: more choices? Okay, virgo apparently by definition, I don't know
Speaker 1: what that means. So tell me about a vision. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, I love you. Okay. First of all, my
Speaker 1: mother is a virgo and my best guy friend is
Speaker 1: a virgo. Um, okay. Virgos are First of all, they're
Speaker 1: like super self critical. I don't want to start like
Speaker 1: with a negative, but I will just start so very
Speaker 1: self critical. But they're like able to like self correct.
Speaker 1: Virgos is born with like all these questions in their head,
Speaker 1: like how do things working? Why? Why? Why? Like if
Speaker 1: your parents tell you something, you want to know, well why?
Speaker 1: I don't know for sure, but this that like always
Speaker 1: having that curious mind and then it being so young
Speaker 1: and not having no answers. It makes you search for
Speaker 1: truth in a deeper meaning of life. And and from
Speaker 1: what I've seen, virgos be reading books that nobody else
Speaker 1: be reading at a very early age, like my mom
Speaker 1: has read over like, uh books, that's a handful of books.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I'm right, Oh my god, I love you.
Speaker 1: How is it any accuracy at all? Okay, that's pretty good? Yeah,
Speaker 1: pretty good. Okay, that was all off of knowing you
Speaker 1: for we're meeting you ten minutes ago. Well about glasses
Speaker 1: Now we already know him, so it wouldn't be fair.
Speaker 1: It's not fair, like we're like we're kind of the
Speaker 1: same person in a sense. It's just I know, I
Speaker 1: don't look as big and tall and scary as him.
Speaker 1: But don't let this little body for you. You know,
Speaker 1: this guy no big and scary the boys no, no
Speaker 1: hold because we just lost track. That just went off spiritually.
Speaker 1: So you've been prepared for this. No, I haven't been
Speaker 1: pared for this. I mean not not actual, it's not
Speaker 1: actually God taking the people back from you. But I've
Speaker 1: been fair spiritually to have to go through war war.
Speaker 1: I've been prepared to have to. So none of this
Speaker 1: has really shook you spiritually more or less it makes
Speaker 1: you just don't want to be here. No, it shook
Speaker 1: me very spiritual. I mean like I was telling something.
Speaker 1: When I first got a prison, I was more spiritual.
Speaker 1: But then as time went on, I got away from
Speaker 1: my sports. A couple of Porto sunges. I probably came
Speaker 1: close to sniffing song some port I was bacon. I
Speaker 1: got away from my goals to be a spiritual I
Speaker 1: was that portas sounds that bacon. I didn't use garden bacon,
Speaker 1: you know, because no, because he's a Muslim. Muslim they
Speaker 1: don't eat pork. I'm saying, when you break your spiritual
Speaker 1: business by saying he does eat pork, No, I don't
Speaker 1: know if he's never seen I've never seen every's every
Speaker 1: ive never seen before I ever seen me eat pork. No,
Speaker 1: I've never seen he's never seen me eport nobody very
Speaker 1: good and pulled pork sandwich for lunch today Spring Street Barbecue,
Speaker 1: Downtown Caddy corner from over Street. Shout no, yeah, pay us,
Speaker 1: pay us stin what shot what? Shout him out. We'll
Speaker 1: give you we we we we get wet, leave you
Speaker 1: about to commercial first, and then try to try to
Speaker 1: let go to give you free poor porks. I'm glad
Speaker 1: you said that, Pete. I'm glad you said that, Pete,
Speaker 1: because before I reach my spiritual point you was talking about,
Speaker 1: I probably would attack you on that, you know, for
Speaker 1: having yeah up in here around me talking about porks.
Speaker 1: But because yeah, because of my spiritual journey now, I
Speaker 1: really don't honestly, and it's hard for people to understand.
Speaker 1: I don't give a fuck, you know. I know that
Speaker 1: I have to do things and everybody's not gonna understand.
Speaker 1: Everybody's not gonna like it as long as I have
Speaker 1: good intentions, and so right now in my spiritual form,
Speaker 1: now it's all about for me is good intentions and
Speaker 1: helping people smile. That's my spiritual basis now when I
Speaker 1: get up spiritually, I just want to help people smile
Speaker 1: and stuff, you know, things like that. That's it. And
Speaker 1: you think you can do that without cooking them pork, Oh,
Speaker 1: well you you need He made me some. The one
Speaker 1: thing is I'm not gonna use the port to divide us.
Speaker 1: That's OK. Don't don't give me roll. Pork has advantage.
Speaker 1: He won't let the pork pork pup. No, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna let the port. I'm not gonna. I'm not gonna.
Speaker 1: All I could do is give you the info and
Speaker 1: you know you can talking hours about how pork is filthy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna get it too that with them Cam, Cam,
Speaker 1: it takes it takes Cam. No, no, So when Cam comes,
Speaker 1: Cam is my big brother from the nation and on
Speaker 1: my way for that for me. Yeah, we don't talk
Speaker 1: about Pete. He came through before. We didn't. Yeahah, yeah,
Speaker 1: we Cam and Cam and YB. Yeah you know Bro.
Speaker 1: So yeah, Cam is the one that knows about port.
Speaker 1: I lost a bed to young Bro, his little brother.
Speaker 1: That's how I having a port iv a porss. So
Speaker 1: it wasn't what I thought you. I thought, I you
Speaker 1: didn't eat it for spiritual reason. No, no, it is spiritual.
Speaker 1: No no, I lost that bed and I realized why
Speaker 1: shouldn't be And when he lost that bed, it was.
Speaker 1: But but I just want to go on record and
Speaker 1: camera's gonna kill me. Cam's gonna kill me? Why b
Speaker 1: is gonna kill me? Pork is awesome season. You don't
Speaker 1: even have to add season to it. You could just
Speaker 1: hook it up fried up its fire. So you miss port?
Speaker 1: Are you miss bacon? Because remember pork there's a whole
Speaker 1: big table about pork, ham slices and different so set
Speaker 1: me finished. So when me and Head lost this bet, right,
Speaker 1: because me and DJ Head lost the bet, we was
Speaker 1: at Chili's. They used to have this maple bacon. It
Speaker 1: was thick man. We used to go out like, I
Speaker 1: don't like bacon. If he has to see his eyes.
Speaker 1: This bacon was so far he should be the thick slab.
Speaker 1: We used to stack it up and belly cut man.
Speaker 1: That thing was prime. So what I missed about pork,
Speaker 1: right is I miss ham like the ham steaks. It's
Speaker 1: to the ham steak. They used to give me headaches
Speaker 1: after I ate them. What they used to be. That's
Speaker 1: way too much pork chops. That is probably number turkey
Speaker 1: chops something. To be honest, turkey chops kinda can get
Speaker 1: with pork chops. Not can turkey bacon kind of get
Speaker 1: with bacon, of course not. We're not gonna have that.
Speaker 1: But what I'm gonna tell you know, but I've tasted
Speaker 1: some fire turkey bacon. Yeah, me too, but it's just
Speaker 1: not the same. You have to season it. And you
Speaker 1: know some people don't season their food. Well, you don't
Speaker 1: season bacon. You know what you see? Pork turkeys aren't
Speaker 1: worth a red set. You heard it here first. No,
Speaker 1: that's not true. I had turkey ribs and Pittsburgh and
Speaker 1: it was amazing. It was one of the most amazing.
Speaker 1: And it was only a Pittsburgh I ain't gonna lie.
Speaker 1: I haven't had him really good anywhere else but in Pittsburgh.
Speaker 1: You remember it was in Pittsburgh. I can't remember a
Speaker 1: turkey rib. No, we was in Pittsburgh. Right, We've seen
Speaker 1: we've seen this one. We've seen Hayes and now shout
Speaker 1: out to Jay Hayes. But we was out there, my nigga, No,
Speaker 1: I remember you made me, uh damn never want to
Speaker 1: run out the goddamn place for eating the steak wrong.
Speaker 1: Didn't you ordered that a steakhouse? I remember that moment.
Speaker 1: Everybody just like what I was on a dating girls
Speaker 1: asked for sound. There's like for Condie from New York
Speaker 1: and then they can call me on front of the
Speaker 1: whole steak. First off, we just at a steakhouse in Texas,
Speaker 1: and Texas right, and you know Texas got good steaks,
Speaker 1: just text, so listen. So we ordered steaks, right. I
Speaker 1: ordered him mistake because he's gonna order some like a
Speaker 1: tea bo I'm like, bro, don't order no te bone
Speaker 1: up in this myuck. I got you. So I ordered
Speaker 1: the man and steak. I got him a rear by.
Speaker 1: They was they was killer, so it was a cowboy
Speaker 1: bump on the end joint. It was fire right. So
Speaker 1: I'm like order mine. I'm like, yeah, let me do
Speaker 1: Mine's medium. I said, what you when you said well done?
Speaker 1: I said, the order is well done. I'm gonna tell
Speaker 1: you why I ordered medium because I'm usually eating with
Speaker 1: a black person and I like them staring at my
Speaker 1: food and it makes me irritate myself comfortable. I get
Speaker 1: my steak medium, you got blood dripping down your lips
Speaker 1: and no matter what good. I went to a place
Speaker 1: called the Keg in Arizona and ordered the baseball steak
Speaker 1: and and they have it like the most stead cattle.
Speaker 1: Oh that's that spot right there over by the beach. No, no, no,
Speaker 1: the Keg and and they have a baseball and it's
Speaker 1: like the most that they even let you cook. It
Speaker 1: is a medium rare all the way down to blue
Speaker 1: rare is the rarest. And I'm like, give me that
Speaker 1: last one. The blue it was exceptional. What's funny is
Speaker 1: I didn't know about a baseball steak to the Homi
Speaker 1: Alcatraz kept telling me that was his face. What's the
Speaker 1: baseball stake? Baseball steak is like a poor man's filet mignon. Okay,
Speaker 1: I know that. I don't know if that's actually fair
Speaker 1: thing to say, but that's what it is. Tasting it,
Speaker 1: it's it's similar. It's it's a really really thick. Uh.
Speaker 1: It's almost like shape like a baseball. It's it's a
Speaker 1: it's lean, it's pretty tender, no fat. The joint that
Speaker 1: I first hand about it on training day and that
Speaker 1: spot by downtown I got one there depressed the specific
Speaker 1: dining car had a dining car. So it's like a
Speaker 1: knodded muscle. So what okay? So so um, yeah, I
Speaker 1: won't eat steak without a bone or without fat. It's
Speaker 1: just not no flavor. It's no flavor. You get a
Speaker 1: lot of favor. But Spiritual was talking about. No, I
Speaker 1: don't know what you're talking about. It's all the same conversation.
Speaker 1: Um damn. So you ain't got nothing to say, Pete,
Speaker 1: I forgot what we were talking about. Really, you're the
Speaker 1: one came up with this baseball stay. Yeah, I thought
Speaker 1: we were diverting back to the original point, and that
Speaker 1: seems to have slipt in my mind. You were talking
Speaker 1: faith and my faith in humanity, my faith in people,
Speaker 1: my faith that Yeah, yeah, we gave Yeah, we think.
Speaker 1: I think. I think worry about yourself. Yeah, I think. Yeah.
Speaker 1: That's I think, Pete, that's our bond, bro, like we
Speaker 1: kind of understand the world. Just I think, like you
Speaker 1: head silence, y'all, Like, well, y'all, ain't ship me. I'm like,
Speaker 1: all right, I still got to help him, y'all, Like
Speaker 1: just let him fall, Pete, Come on, Pete, you know
Speaker 1: that's true. Yeah, probably true. I'm not spiritual people like
Speaker 1: everybody like to you know in our generation. Oh, I'm spiritual,
Speaker 1: but I'm not religious. And do you even know the difference?
Speaker 1: I don't give a funk about any of you know
Speaker 1: the difference of it. Then you know, white people, I
Speaker 1: know the difference. Yeah, has anything traumatic happened to you?
Speaker 1: Besides losing you know, a million dollars? That's traumatics? How
Speaker 1: do you guys? Asked the white man he lost pete,
Speaker 1: how did you feel when you lost your first meal? Hey,
Speaker 1: that's traumatic? So from your own out every time we
Speaker 1: talked to another white person who episode? So, how does
Speaker 1: it feel when you lost your first meal? You lost
Speaker 1: your first million? The first things you want to really
Speaker 1: get down to it, it's like, what was your emotional
Speaker 1: reaction to your first I R s audit? You know?
Speaker 1: Well so, but so that's that's ill though, like you like,
Speaker 1: through it all, I'm sure your faith with ship, Um,
Speaker 1: it wasn't shook in a negative way, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, because like you said about the relationship with God, now,
Speaker 1: the relationship with God's spiritual is two different things to me,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Um, My relationship with God
Speaker 1: is one that people probably wouldn't even understand because, uh,
Speaker 1: if I believe if God could read your mind, then
Speaker 1: you might as well say what's on it? You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying? Das I like that. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying? You really like you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So me and God we talked like we just if
Speaker 1: he really loves me, that he gonna understand the position.
Speaker 1: I mean when I'm cussing them out, He's gonna understand
Speaker 1: I'm really hurting. I'm really down and out and I'm
Speaker 1: really you know, but that's what love is. And if
Speaker 1: he's gonna be the rock that they have kind of like,
Speaker 1: that's my that's my big homie. Oh God is abuse superior.
Speaker 1: You don't do right, He'll he'll knock you out here,
Speaker 1: you don't do right. So yeah, so for me, he's
Speaker 1: I look at Yeah, God is my big homie. We
Speaker 1: talk about anything. I get mad, I custom out, but
Speaker 1: then I go ahead and do what he tells me
Speaker 1: to do. I try to, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I know there's a ramifications, but with me and God,
Speaker 1: God knows I'm not perfect. The devil wasn't perfect, but
Speaker 1: God kicks it with him all the time right to
Speaker 1: this day. I can't stand the mid Yeah. So yeah,
Speaker 1: and God protects the devil. They hold his son. God's
Speaker 1: the only one that that was the only one that
Speaker 1: actually betted with God over Joe. That's not but that's
Speaker 1: not My point is he's a homie to me, so
Speaker 1: I'm okay with I agree. So this is why I
Speaker 1: don't care. But this is why I have a problem
Speaker 1: right with Peter saying when because social media is the
Speaker 1: home of bad advice. It's bad advice usually about eyelashes,
Speaker 1: the worst advice of my eyelashes. But but more than that,
Speaker 1: right is they have an expression that's going around and
Speaker 1: I heard a preacher using I followed this dope preacher.
Speaker 1: He's from d C. He's dope. But he said something, Well,
Speaker 1: if your friend is cool with somebody you're not cool with,
Speaker 1: then you need to watch him. He playing both sides. No, motherfucker,
Speaker 1: he don't got nothing to do with y'all. Ship. I
Speaker 1: hate that rule that everybody with you gotta be your
Speaker 1: own enemies. No, bro, it depends on the circumstances. Now, right,
Speaker 1: if this person killed your mother Okay, we got something
Speaker 1: talking about. But if y'all arguing over because you lost
Speaker 1: the bed and now you're not cool with this, mother
Speaker 1: stopped putting me in the middle of your ship. And
Speaker 1: it's too much of this this bad advice going around
Speaker 1: through social media. That's also why I want to make
Speaker 1: sure I talk to you, because I feel like it's
Speaker 1: a bunch of people talking that come up with these
Speaker 1: bullshit ass It would be a two dollar nigga with
Speaker 1: a ten dollar piece of advice that's gonna sunk over
Speaker 1: somebody's life trying to give him there too, sick like
Speaker 1: little nas first off, his two sisters canna off a
Speaker 1: lot of people. I don't think so. I think his
Speaker 1: situation is that ship working and white people like it.
Speaker 1: You know, if I agree with that, I have to
Speaker 1: say I don't think that is really getting down with
Speaker 1: that because that ship just corny. It's not as good
Speaker 1: as it's not even about being gay. Some just corny
Speaker 1: and that ship just corny. He's a corn ball, like
Speaker 1: like I think that at first it was dope like
Speaker 1: he could he could, he can present it. He can say, well,
Speaker 1: now he can present it. It's such he could present
Speaker 1: it in a better way where it's like more about
Speaker 1: his life. But at this point it's just corny. It's
Speaker 1: a joke. It's a game that everything. He used to
Speaker 1: be a troller like him. She was the first original
Speaker 1: job before he got he just thrust his whole life
Speaker 1: and I don't want to throw myself, so I can't. Really.
Speaker 1: I just think white people like that ship not not
Speaker 1: like Pete White, No, no, it's white people. The quote
Speaker 1: unquote and lights in the white liberal the love all
Speaker 1: the anything contrarian is because you're not liberal, not at
Speaker 1: That's another is I'm a liberal. I'm a liberal person,
Speaker 1: but my views are so pure that I'm conservative. Think
Speaker 1: I've heard of that. I've heard that if you break
Speaker 1: it down by your views. I don't know why, but
Speaker 1: but people really think I'm just disconservative person. But it's
Speaker 1: just like as much as I don't care what you're doing,
Speaker 1: I need to make sure you know what you're doing.
Speaker 1: That's that if that makes sense, Like what that's that's
Speaker 1: a classical little perspective. I think the definition of liberal
Speaker 1: last ten years changed dramatic. I think so too. The
Speaker 1: definitely something had changed in the last ten fifteen years.
Speaker 1: Racism is a simple concept that has been over rooted.
Speaker 1: It's the whole extra ship at this point. But that's
Speaker 1: a whole another story. So I said the same ship
Speaker 1: you just said. Though on everything, I'm like this nigga
Speaker 1: funk with this nigga? Man, why he fun with Satan? Yes, Man,
Speaker 1: That's how I know I'm not God. Bro that you
Speaker 1: women know how you know how? No I God? Because
Speaker 1: i'd have been did something to that name. Well, that's
Speaker 1: how I know I am God, because God didn't do
Speaker 1: nothing to that nigga. So that's how I know I
Speaker 1: am because I look at that. Go ahead. Oh, I
Speaker 1: remember there being a podcast I heard. I might have
Speaker 1: heard it in this very studio and which somebody that
Speaker 1: I like was talking about lighting a car on fire
Speaker 1: and the name of God something like that. I'm very
Speaker 1: much I'm very much feel me. I'm one of God's
Speaker 1: people to carry out his will. But I'm not cused
Speaker 1: because I would have been took off on Satan bit
Speaker 1: you ad long time and mocked him up. They would
Speaker 1: have talked about that story in the body I mocked
Speaker 1: us up all even if I didn't kill him, I
Speaker 1: would have been whooping his ass all through heaven, whooping
Speaker 1: his ass, stumping down and everywhere. Right now, what really
Speaker 1: just not about We're not gonna get We're not giving
Speaker 1: your choice. When you get children a choice, sometimes it's
Speaker 1: too much for them. You can't give people who are
Speaker 1: ignorant too much power and free will because they don't
Speaker 1: know consequences of their choices. Children are really smarter than adults.
Speaker 1: We dumb them up. Satan doesn't give you a choice,
Speaker 1: shields you from the consequences of it. He provides you
Speaker 1: with haven from consequences. No, I think Satan is when
Speaker 1: it comes break down, because I know you know to
Speaker 1: hold up. No, this is important because I know he
Speaker 1: knows this. On the spect from the consequence Specum, okay,
Speaker 1: so kick, how does Satan shield you from the other spectrum?
Speaker 1: I caught on the other spectrum. I am the spectrum.
Speaker 1: Everyone's on me. Look at his eyes. That's his cable comes.
Speaker 1: Everybody has a choice. You know, Satan doesn't give you
Speaker 1: the choice. You had the choice before Satan so to
Speaker 1: speak aware of Satan gives you a haven from the
Speaker 1: consequences of that choice. Oh, he gives you somebody to
Speaker 1: blame or somewhere to go hide out. From the consequences.
Speaker 1: Under the umbrella of Satan's guard he gives you a
Speaker 1: safe a safe space to come to after you make
Speaker 1: your wrong choice. You're saying that he becomes an excuse.
Speaker 1: Like you said, he becomes the excuse for your bad
Speaker 1: as he said, even or the defense attorney. And that's
Speaker 1: not hold because, like I said, I had a white
Speaker 1: you know, attorney for a dad who was a defense
Speaker 1: attorney for that. So growing up I look at like
Speaker 1: I said, yeah, So since we're talking about hold on, well,
Speaker 1: sometimes I do. Sometimes I'm glad we talked about Sometimes
Speaker 1: I did feel like the devil. Sometimes I did feel
Speaker 1: like Satan. And when I feel like I did something wrong,
Speaker 1: then it was stunt me from trying to do anything
Speaker 1: else because I would come down by myself so hard.
Speaker 1: You know that. I had to realize that even when
Speaker 1: I do something wrong, there's also a counter effect. There's
Speaker 1: a balance. So if I do something wrong, there's a
Speaker 1: counter effect, that's something right is going to happen somewhere.
Speaker 1: You see what I'm saying. So I started looking at
Speaker 1: Satan the same way. When you do something wrong or
Speaker 1: what we think is wrong, something else happens. That's great,
Speaker 1: that's awesome, that's a good way. So I started looking
Speaker 1: in there that way, like, Okay, Satan, you're used here
Speaker 1: for a reason, because if we only knew right, then
Speaker 1: word would be the door for wrong. And then God
Speaker 1: don't want us to come to him by force. He
Speaker 1: wants us to come by choice. So saying to me
Speaker 1: plays a very integral part, just like me, Just like
Speaker 1: me at times. This accident, it's gonna play horrific part
Speaker 1: in people's life. I cried when the accident first happened,
Speaker 1: not just for my family, not just for the other
Speaker 1: guy that died, but for the responders. They had to
Speaker 1: show up and see that. You know, like what do
Speaker 1: they feel? You know, like, I know some of them
Speaker 1: had to quit. When you've seen five kids, you know
Speaker 1: you had to quit. That's horrific. And so I started
Speaker 1: feeling for them too. You don't like, Wow, this just
Speaker 1: doesn't hit me, what about them? I had the lady
Speaker 1: that came the police came to me. She came to
Speaker 1: the memorial just to help me how she felt when
Speaker 1: they told her to go to my girl's mom and
Speaker 1: tell him what happened. And so she had to come
Speaker 1: see me and tell me how she felt because I
Speaker 1: was the first she was a rookie, and that's the
Speaker 1: first thing that gave her. And she said it just
Speaker 1: it sucked her up and changed her life. She did.
Speaker 1: She took pictures with I'm in my weed close and
Speaker 1: she took pictures with me in her uniform because it
Speaker 1: affected her that bad never never never be the same.
Speaker 1: It's like the first time I saw some my day
Speaker 1: that changed my life, you know. So it's like, so
Speaker 1: it just didn't affect me. This was so horrific that
Speaker 1: it's affected people in the state. So it was on
Speaker 1: Time magazine. They called me, I'm gonna be honest with
Speaker 1: you this stuff. I'm gonna be honest with you. And
Speaker 1: I don't think I ever told you this. I thought
Speaker 1: it was impossible when you told me. I'm like, man,
Speaker 1: she just playing the game, like trying to be funny,
Speaker 1: trying to just you know, do something funny. It didn't
Speaker 1: even seem possible, you know. I was feeling. So here,
Speaker 1: here's what people don't know. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: They don't know that hours already in Vegas. I flew
Speaker 1: back to see them guys off because she was driving.
Speaker 1: My girl was driving my daughter and my grand babies,
Speaker 1: so they know. People don't know. I kissed them goodbye,
Speaker 1: you know. And then I was flying out in the
Speaker 1: morning to meet him back in Vegas. So that night
Speaker 1: I asked him, I said, you sure you want to
Speaker 1: leave at two now in the morning. And my girl
Speaker 1: told me, well, you know, if I stay, I won't
Speaker 1: leave early. I was like, yeah, you're right, you better
Speaker 1: go now and leave, you know what I'm saying. And
Speaker 1: I double think myself. But just before she left, she
Speaker 1: asked me something that just it just sux with me
Speaker 1: to this day. She said, once you bring your son,
Speaker 1: take your son with you, you know, on the plane,
Speaker 1: and for me, you never know. It's the last day.
Speaker 1: And so I was like, no, he could ride with
Speaker 1: you guys. You know, I wish I would have took him,
Speaker 1: you know, but I said no he could. I was selfish,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I didn't want to go
Speaker 1: through all the big lines went on mane, and I said, no,
Speaker 1: he could ride with you. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: And is mom. I kissed them guys goodbye. And here's
Speaker 1: the part that I don't even know if I told you.
Speaker 1: But the next morning, you know, I talked to him.
Speaker 1: I talked to my girl. She hung up. About five
Speaker 1: minutes later, my phone rung. I picked it up, and
Speaker 1: I just heard like she she called you during the accident.
Speaker 1: The phone called me, and it was like and I'm
Speaker 1: like trying to talk, like hey, hey, hey, what's going on?
Speaker 1: You know, hey? Hey? I figured she but called me,
Speaker 1: and so I hung up. I tried to call back,
Speaker 1: it went to voicemail. You know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 1: then I just went here about my day. Figured day
Speaker 1: driving an Oregon service is bad. I got on the plane,
Speaker 1: you know, first class, feeling it like, yeah, my family's
Speaker 1: coming down when I get off, they'll be coming into town.
Speaker 1: When I got you know, I smoke weed and take
Speaker 1: weed with me on the planes and stuff. So when
Speaker 1: I got into Vegas, there was like police and people
Speaker 1: was at the front, you know, the plane opened up,
Speaker 1: police and stuff something like fuck, you know they coming
Speaker 1: for me? Yeah, they're coming down, Yeah for you. I'm thinking,
Speaker 1: like the weeds and ship. I got that, you know,
Speaker 1: so I'm thinking I'm flying in. I'm thinking that. But
Speaker 1: when they got they said can you come with us
Speaker 1: and stuff? And can you come to these back doors.
Speaker 1: But everybody's looking strange, kind of like emotionless, like like yeah,
Speaker 1: they don't want to tell the woking at me, like
Speaker 1: but it's not like they're arresting me. Is something different.
Speaker 1: And then when they said, you know, like I'm gonna
Speaker 1: tell you. The first question I had when they told
Speaker 1: me there was like there was an accident and I
Speaker 1: was like okay, and they said nobody survived, and my
Speaker 1: thing was not one that was the biggest ass was
Speaker 1: like not one person survived, and that was the big
Speaker 1: That was the first time. After that, it was just
Speaker 1: everybody helped me, you know, like everything got me a
Speaker 1: hotel room, they flew a friend down to come get
Speaker 1: me and drive me back, and everybody you know, pitched
Speaker 1: in and stuff, and so that kind of gave me
Speaker 1: the strength even though it was bullshit with that with
Speaker 1: my family and stuff and their moms and stuff. But
Speaker 1: it was the friends and stuff, like I said, glasses
Speaker 1: and people like that that got me through this will
Speaker 1: hope and persevere and I don't want to let them
Speaker 1: guys down. We started something before the accident, and I
Speaker 1: don't have nothing but my word now, and so I
Speaker 1: just wanted to finish when we started. At least get
Speaker 1: that done. Yes, that's heavy, thank you for sharing that. Um.
Speaker 1: You know, but I'm supposed to be the example I
Speaker 1: think of second chances of persevering. You know. Like I said,
Speaker 1: I'm a two time fellon bent to the state and
Speaker 1: the Feds. You know, I'm supposed to be counted out
Speaker 1: a long time ago. You know, I should never get
Speaker 1: out of prison, according to people, you know. So for me,
Speaker 1: my life is different, you know. And I was cracking
Speaker 1: a joke by little nas but I know if he
Speaker 1: could get away with the ship he do, then I
Speaker 1: know I'm gonna get away with the shift I do
Speaker 1: because my ship is right for no so for me,
Speaker 1: almost some other ship. I want to empower. I want
Speaker 1: to empower people, really empower people to be who they
Speaker 1: could be without worrying about what others think. And for me,
Speaker 1: I'm past what others think because the pain. There's nothing
Speaker 1: nobody could say to me that could cause that pain.
Speaker 1: I fail because every day I wish to die, you
Speaker 1: see what I'm saying. So for me, it's nobody can
Speaker 1: tell me anything. I'm just gonna live my life until
Speaker 1: I'm gone. You know, I'm not gonna worry about when
Speaker 1: is it going to happen. I'm just gonna keep living
Speaker 1: until I draw when did that happen? Like, I don't
Speaker 1: even know when that twenty was this year, three years ago,
Speaker 1: it would be three years, will be exactly three years
Speaker 1: August thirteen. It was a Friday, the thirteenth. It was
Speaker 1: all that. Yeah, And you know, I feel and I
Speaker 1: also feel bad because it was my cousin's birthday. So
Speaker 1: every year on the thirteenth he has to think about,
Speaker 1: you know, losing his cousin. Look at you. You lost
Speaker 1: your family and you're thinking about your cousin because I mean,
Speaker 1: but that's what you're saying is that I'm coming. I'm
Speaker 1: definitely stronger because of my life than the average person.
Speaker 1: And this is the power of the talent that God
Speaker 1: gave me. So I'm going to use it and I'm
Speaker 1: going to Somebody told me that I'm greedy, and I said, no,
Speaker 1: I just tell you what I want. That you sound
Speaker 1: just like me. I think I like him, might be
Speaker 1: kid with spirits, because you know, it's not about being
Speaker 1: greedy people people. You're only greedy when you don't share exactly.
Speaker 1: And I always you know, so if you share. You
Speaker 1: can never be greedy. Ever, I don't try to be
Speaker 1: rich not to share. I'm trying to be rich, so
Speaker 1: I can't share. That's it. So I laughed, like you
Speaker 1: call me greedy because I tell you what I want
Speaker 1: and if I if I like something, I want more
Speaker 1: of it. I'm not gonna be afraid to tell you
Speaker 1: I want more something I like. And if that makes
Speaker 1: me gree, it's because you don't understand. You know. You
Speaker 1: told me something I posted and it was because of you.
Speaker 1: The one about you know, in business understanding the understanding
Speaker 1: the value that people value money differently, you know, And
Speaker 1: I learned that from you talk on what you're dealing
Speaker 1: with you that money value is different than everybody and
Speaker 1: poor people, rich people have a different view of it.
Speaker 1: And I realized that everybody has a different view of
Speaker 1: everything because if money value is different than that means
Speaker 1: value could be on anything. Time you know, closed where
Speaker 1: you love Peter Peters a time minder. Yeah, that's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So value. So I just switched money for
Speaker 1: money being the source of power to other things, to
Speaker 1: be in the source of power that has a value.
Speaker 1: When it's all love languages, right, you know what I'm
Speaker 1: saying exactly. Money time. It is that everything money is
Speaker 1: just a representation of time because he took time to
Speaker 1: earn that money. Yeah, and you take time to spend it. Time.
Speaker 1: So you think it's impossible for there to be a
Speaker 1: guy or you just don't believe it. But I'll break
Speaker 1: you down on this one, Pete watching, I think it's impossible.
Speaker 1: I think it's probably. I think it's just I think
Speaker 1: it's human contrived and I really just don't care one
Speaker 1: or the other. Wait, pizza atheists. Wait, I'm sorry, I'm
Speaker 1: new to the there's no atheists indifference atheists. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: mean I think that's the first to the most religious
Speaker 1: people walking. Yeah, thank you, Yeah, that's of course. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's a farce. The atheist. Um the God. Do you
Speaker 1: believe in the God? Yes? I know I'm not him.
Speaker 1: You believe in the God? Yes? I do believe in
Speaker 1: higher power and I believe in the universe. Okay, that's
Speaker 1: more where I'm thinking. I believe God is when we
Speaker 1: say God, we natural link of when entity. Oh he's
Speaker 1: omni press but that's how great to say. But other
Speaker 1: times we describe him as everything. So when I say God,
Speaker 1: to me, I don't look at God as just one person.
Speaker 1: I look at God's a collective energy of love. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. If you can get everybody thinking
Speaker 1: a certain positive way, then you'll see the action of
Speaker 1: God take place a man, you see what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And so for me, when I say I believe in God,
Speaker 1: I said I believe in everybody's God because every religion
Speaker 1: got the truth in it, and the truth in every
Speaker 1: religion it's the love. Now the problem? Go ahead, sir,
Speaker 1: what's the truth in? What was it? Mormonism? Love? Love?
Speaker 1: Every religion is there's a lot of love and Mormonism yeah,
Speaker 1: but every religion. But also to based religion. But do
Speaker 1: you understand why the multiple wives things? Is that depends
Speaker 1: on so I can have more kids than they can
Speaker 1: take care of them. Well, it's more for a man's
Speaker 1: when you said you want multi yeah, I want a
Speaker 1: bunch of women to take your all my kids because
Speaker 1: I want more kids. But I want he they love
Speaker 1: this show right today. I don't help over the top.
Speaker 1: I don't want like a life stour. I have like
Speaker 1: a husband and a wife, not in a sexual way,
Speaker 1: but as a contribution because I don't want to take
Speaker 1: care of all the chores you want. That's your fancy
Speaker 1: way saying the mad now, because I want her to
Speaker 1: have like equal power and say something the household. I
Speaker 1: want her to help me. I made is lower than
Speaker 1: that's if you treat them that way, well, then she's
Speaker 1: gonna be a high paid made because I'm gonna pay
Speaker 1: her like something valuable, because she'll be like like she'll
Speaker 1: be an asset in my life. That's irreplaceable. I told
Speaker 1: a woman this week, I don't want one girlfriend, but
Speaker 1: I would want to so the two of them can
Speaker 1: go out with each other and leave me the alone. Yes, please,
Speaker 1: it's actually not a horrible But but what's funny is, um,
Speaker 1: I was saying this to somebody. Too many women focused
Speaker 1: on being me, and MU came up with this, Actually,
Speaker 1: too many women focused on being his only instead of
Speaker 1: being his favorite. You know what I mean, Like it's
Speaker 1: a it's a um like you have to do things
Speaker 1: with me versus you should want to do things with me,
Speaker 1: And I think, let me make you want to do
Speaker 1: things with me. There's that game. But I'm saying, if
Speaker 1: if people decided right, if women decided right that they
Speaker 1: were like I'm going to be because that like you're
Speaker 1: a woman could play. Oh he want to hang with
Speaker 1: his homeboys all the time? God understand why? Right? He
Speaker 1: wants to have some space and give me some time
Speaker 1: so I can go in the bathroom and retwist my
Speaker 1: hair without him looking at me. It's not it's not
Speaker 1: just that. It's women tend to not focus on being
Speaker 1: liked as much as they focused on being loved. Yeah,
Speaker 1: women are They're like, I want to be loved. And
Speaker 1: it's like, well, so I noticed most people that be
Speaker 1: married for a long time, right, the the guy that
Speaker 1: they're dating, right, they love them, but a lot of
Speaker 1: times they don't like them. I can relate, totally relate,
Speaker 1: like there was a great exchange. It's a corny, stupid
Speaker 1: movie with Vince Vaughn and Jennifer Anderson called Breakup Up.
Speaker 1: My favorite. This is Norman Bates. So don't ever say
Speaker 1: that that movie was corny. Who want? Why would I
Speaker 1: want to do dishes? You never do the dishes. Nobody
Speaker 1: wants to. It's like they're getting a big fight over
Speaker 1: the dishes. I don't want to have to tell I
Speaker 1: don't want to tell you to the dishes I want
Speaker 1: you to want to do the dishes. Why would I
Speaker 1: want to do dishes that some of a woman will
Speaker 1: say that is for sure something that I would say, Hell,
Speaker 1: I don't even want to do them. Let's just knock
Speaker 1: them out real quick, right, or I mean, I'll do
Speaker 1: them just because I know nobody's asking because you said
Speaker 1: let's I'm just saying, like, I mean, if you want to,
Speaker 1: I mean, but if you want to help me, I
Speaker 1: want to watch a great point. Yeah, but but I'm
Speaker 1: saying again, yeah, they just don't focus on being like
Speaker 1: you said to be for all women. I'm not I'm
Speaker 1: just saying that that was my point. I'm just saying
Speaker 1: it's okay, like you could make him love you, but
Speaker 1: also it would be in your benefit to be a
Speaker 1: likable person. Yes, that's all. Thanks for killing our entire
Speaker 1: potential to have a female audiences. They agree when everything
Speaker 1: I've told a women it's not about women, it's about
Speaker 1: men too, because they agree for for me, honestly, for me,
Speaker 1: they agree with me even when it applies to them
Speaker 1: for some reason, they think that it's crazy, but they
Speaker 1: really be, Like, I get what you saying. G s
Speaker 1: Where to God, women get that. Rachel just said she
Speaker 1: thought you pictured you big, scary and all that. So
Speaker 1: that's why they agree with you. Because she said somebody
Speaker 1: is going around. I think we know who it is.
Speaker 1: She said, no, me and him. No, she thinks. She
Speaker 1: said somebody's going around saying I was kicking that we
Speaker 1: used to date and I was whipping their ass. Wow,
Speaker 1: that's heavy. Yeah, I just heard that. She said it
Speaker 1: was in Hollywood. Christ Ye you feel what I'm saying. So,
Speaker 1: and she asked me, she was like, yo, have you
Speaker 1: you know I'm like, no, I haven't hit a woman yet.
Speaker 1: He said, yeah, that's not funny. I'm yeah. And I
Speaker 1: was like, I commend you. At least you're honest because
Speaker 1: because I haven't got into it with a woman that's
Speaker 1: trying to sell your kids or your food. Is yeah,
Speaker 1: woman back kick her in the stomach harder, harder, because
Speaker 1: if she's trying to steer our food or our boat,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna die if it's the end of the world.
Speaker 1: So I'm saying, I have never hit a woman yet.
Speaker 1: I haven't caught a woman a bitch yet, not to
Speaker 1: her face. So what she's saying that she was asking me,
Speaker 1: she was like. She was like, gee, well does that
Speaker 1: bother you? I'm like, yes, it bothers me, I said.
Speaker 1: But what I've realized since two thousand nineteen was being
Speaker 1: a crip it allows space for misunderstanding and sometimes you
Speaker 1: could actually say some fun about me, like I beat
Speaker 1: up this woman I kicked I used to be kicking
Speaker 1: her ass in my space and business. That's okay. It
Speaker 1: provides a haven from consequences. Oh, here we go. That's
Speaker 1: the thing about cripping.