1 00:00:01,720 --> 00:00:02,880 Speaker 1: Whole Zone Media. 2 00:00:05,360 --> 00:00:10,559 Speaker 2: It's a book club. It's a Cool Zone book club. 3 00:00:11,480 --> 00:00:14,680 Speaker 2: That's that's our jingle. Now it'll definitely take to the. 4 00:00:14,600 --> 00:00:18,240 Speaker 1: Cool Zone book Club. Our motto is the stories are 5 00:00:18,239 --> 00:00:19,200 Speaker 1: better than the jingle. 6 00:00:19,480 --> 00:00:23,239 Speaker 2: That is our motto. We both got a tattooed. It 7 00:00:23,280 --> 00:00:24,639 Speaker 2: was it's our friendship tattoo. 8 00:00:24,960 --> 00:00:30,200 Speaker 1: Yeah. I got mine tattooed directly on my face. Yeah, yeah, 9 00:00:30,240 --> 00:00:30,840 Speaker 1: which is weird. 10 00:00:30,880 --> 00:00:33,680 Speaker 2: It's actually you got a tattooed before we agreed to 11 00:00:33,760 --> 00:00:35,400 Speaker 2: do the book club. 12 00:00:35,520 --> 00:00:40,480 Speaker 1: Uh huh, yeah, I I yeah, there were there were 13 00:00:40,880 --> 00:00:42,960 Speaker 1: a lot of reasons for that, but at the end 14 00:00:43,040 --> 00:00:45,199 Speaker 1: of the day, I just wanted to be impossible to 15 00:00:45,280 --> 00:00:48,240 Speaker 1: hire again for like a straight job. 16 00:00:49,520 --> 00:00:51,320 Speaker 2: That was actually that was part of my decision when 17 00:00:51,360 --> 00:00:52,240 Speaker 2: I got hand tattooed. 18 00:00:52,320 --> 00:00:54,600 Speaker 1: That's actually that is why I got hand tattoos. It's 19 00:00:54,600 --> 00:00:58,040 Speaker 1: like I finally, I had always told myself at some point, 20 00:00:58,320 --> 00:01:00,920 Speaker 1: if I ever feel secure in my career, I want 21 00:01:00,960 --> 00:01:03,160 Speaker 1: to get a tattoo that makes me unable to like 22 00:01:03,560 --> 00:01:06,800 Speaker 1: work a straight job again. And the irony is that, like, 23 00:01:07,040 --> 00:01:08,920 Speaker 1: over the course of time that it took me to 24 00:01:08,959 --> 00:01:11,720 Speaker 1: reach that point in my career, we hit a period 25 00:01:12,040 --> 00:01:14,679 Speaker 1: a level of tattoo acceptance in society where it's like 26 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:17,640 Speaker 1: I actually don't think any degree of tattoos makes you 27 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:20,480 Speaker 1: ue hirable now as long as they're not like Nazis shit. 28 00:01:20,920 --> 00:01:24,120 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, because like I see people I go, I 29 00:01:24,120 --> 00:01:26,520 Speaker 1: can go into a fucking bank to like starting to 30 00:01:26,600 --> 00:01:28,640 Speaker 1: count and see somebody with a hand tattooed. 31 00:01:29,240 --> 00:01:32,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, no, totally, totally. Well, it's like I used to 32 00:01:32,680 --> 00:01:34,840 Speaker 2: tell people that I would get a face tattoo once 33 00:01:34,840 --> 00:01:37,319 Speaker 2: I was a New York Times bestselling author, because at 34 00:01:37,319 --> 00:01:40,600 Speaker 2: that point I had reached all of the level of 35 00:01:40,680 --> 00:01:43,920 Speaker 2: clout that society has to offer a writer, So what 36 00:01:44,040 --> 00:01:47,119 Speaker 2: do I have to lose? But since then, what face 37 00:01:47,160 --> 00:01:52,640 Speaker 2: tattoos mean have changed dramatically in terms of their level 38 00:01:52,640 --> 00:01:55,600 Speaker 2: of acceptance. Maybe it's for the best. I don't know 39 00:01:55,600 --> 00:01:57,240 Speaker 2: what I would get, that's the real thing. 40 00:01:57,960 --> 00:02:00,840 Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, it's it's one of those like we 41 00:02:01,080 --> 00:02:03,760 Speaker 3: spend so much time, for good reasons, focusing on, like 42 00:02:04,160 --> 00:02:07,160 Speaker 3: you know, the shit that reactionaries are constantly trying to 43 00:02:07,200 --> 00:02:09,960 Speaker 3: push back against, but like low key, Like when I 44 00:02:10,080 --> 00:02:12,519 Speaker 3: was like nineteen or twenty, one of my good friends 45 00:02:13,280 --> 00:02:18,399 Speaker 3: was like a tattoo acceptance activist, Like she she was 46 00:02:18,440 --> 00:02:21,200 Speaker 3: like the first really heavily tattooed person and was like 47 00:02:21,560 --> 00:02:25,200 Speaker 3: fighting like legal cases against like wrongful dismissal for getting tattooed, 48 00:02:25,560 --> 00:02:29,720 Speaker 3: and like that's just not a social issue anymore. Like no, 49 00:02:30,080 --> 00:02:33,280 Speaker 3: like there, I can't imagine anyone being like I'm standing 50 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:35,280 Speaker 3: up for the rights of the tattooed because it just 51 00:02:35,320 --> 00:02:39,360 Speaker 3: has become like I'll walk across like seventy year olds 52 00:02:39,360 --> 00:02:42,480 Speaker 3: who have like fucking sleeves and shit these days, like 53 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:46,160 Speaker 3: it's wild how it happened in like five years, just 54 00:02:46,200 --> 00:02:49,840 Speaker 3: like went from I don't know, some sometimes shit like 55 00:02:49,880 --> 00:02:52,120 Speaker 3: that hits a tipping point. Pot was kind of the 56 00:02:52,200 --> 00:02:55,560 Speaker 3: same way where like one day all of the adults 57 00:02:55,560 --> 00:02:57,240 Speaker 3: in my life were like I remember when I got 58 00:02:57,280 --> 00:02:59,160 Speaker 3: my first tattoo, and my mom was like, you know, 59 00:02:59,240 --> 00:03:02,600 Speaker 3: that's closing down some options for you. And then you 60 00:03:02,680 --> 00:03:05,400 Speaker 3: know the same thing with pot where it used to 61 00:03:05,480 --> 00:03:07,679 Speaker 3: be such a serious thing, and then like all of 62 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:09,920 Speaker 3: the old people I know are like buying weed and 63 00:03:09,960 --> 00:03:11,320 Speaker 3: smuggling it into Texas. 64 00:03:13,960 --> 00:03:19,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, well, you know what else is wild is fiction 65 00:03:20,240 --> 00:03:24,200 Speaker 2: is stories is so this is the cool Zone book 66 00:03:24,200 --> 00:03:27,000 Speaker 2: club and every week if you're just tuning in now, 67 00:03:27,080 --> 00:03:29,400 Speaker 2: I recommend going back and listening to last weeks, although 68 00:03:29,440 --> 00:03:30,920 Speaker 2: you're not going to always have to do this, but 69 00:03:30,960 --> 00:03:34,160 Speaker 2: we're going to do some series. Every Sunday, I'm going 70 00:03:34,240 --> 00:03:36,160 Speaker 2: to read a story or someone's going to read a 71 00:03:36,200 --> 00:03:39,560 Speaker 2: story to me, and it'll mostly be speculative fiction. It'll 72 00:03:39,560 --> 00:03:42,160 Speaker 2: mostly be stuff that relates to the themes of it 73 00:03:42,200 --> 00:03:44,800 Speaker 2: could happen here show. But it's just stories that we 74 00:03:44,880 --> 00:03:47,440 Speaker 2: think that you all would enjoy or that you all 75 00:03:47,440 --> 00:03:50,840 Speaker 2: ought to hear. And the first one that we're opening 76 00:03:50,880 --> 00:03:54,440 Speaker 2: with is my novella, a novella called The Lamos Slaughter 77 00:03:54,520 --> 00:03:57,920 Speaker 2: or The Lion, which is a it's technically horror, which 78 00:03:57,920 --> 00:03:59,760 Speaker 2: I didn't realize when I wrote it that I was 79 00:04:00,200 --> 00:04:02,200 Speaker 2: a horror book. And I say this sometimes on the 80 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:05,800 Speaker 2: Internet and people are like, chapter two begins with a 81 00:04:05,840 --> 00:04:08,800 Speaker 2: deer killing a man and ripping his heart out in 82 00:04:08,840 --> 00:04:11,360 Speaker 2: front of a crowd of undead animals. I'm like, yeah, 83 00:04:11,360 --> 00:04:14,600 Speaker 2: but I didn't think about it as horror. Anyway. That's 84 00:04:14,600 --> 00:04:17,880 Speaker 2: the story we're starting with, and I've just spoiled part 85 00:04:17,920 --> 00:04:20,400 Speaker 2: of it because this is going to be chapters three 86 00:04:20,480 --> 00:04:22,279 Speaker 2: and four that you're hearing today. It's going to be 87 00:04:22,360 --> 00:04:25,000 Speaker 2: four episodes as an eight chapter book because it's a novella, 88 00:04:25,440 --> 00:04:30,719 Speaker 2: which is shorter than a novel. And where we last 89 00:04:30,800 --> 00:04:34,360 Speaker 2: left our heroes, Danielle Caine had just come to Freedom, 90 00:04:34,400 --> 00:04:39,000 Speaker 2: Iowa looking for information about why her friend Clay, who 91 00:04:39,000 --> 00:04:42,960 Speaker 2: had lived in Freedom, Iowa, had later killed himself, only 92 00:04:43,000 --> 00:04:45,680 Speaker 2: to discover that magic is real, and it is very, 93 00:04:45,800 --> 00:04:51,160 Speaker 2: very scary, and a man named Anchor has now died. 94 00:04:52,440 --> 00:04:56,360 Speaker 2: Chapter three. I zipped up my hoodie when I stepped outside. 95 00:04:56,600 --> 00:04:59,040 Speaker 2: It's amazing how fast a hot June day gets chilly 96 00:04:59,040 --> 00:05:02,359 Speaker 2: with the sun gone. One hundred people or more overflowed 97 00:05:02,400 --> 00:05:05,560 Speaker 2: the patio and onto the grass, bearing torches or stabs, 98 00:05:06,040 --> 00:05:09,200 Speaker 2: or holding empty hands at their sides. A few faces 99 00:05:09,200 --> 00:05:12,360 Speaker 2: were bare, others bore ski masks or bandana masks, or 100 00:05:12,400 --> 00:05:16,640 Speaker 2: homemade bird masks or bank robbing style bright plastic animal masks. 101 00:05:17,520 --> 00:05:19,560 Speaker 2: It was so quiet. I could hear the toads from 102 00:05:19,560 --> 00:05:22,080 Speaker 2: the river. It was so quiet. I could hear the 103 00:05:22,120 --> 00:05:25,200 Speaker 2: oil and the torches burning. It was so quiet I 104 00:05:25,200 --> 00:05:28,080 Speaker 2: couldn't help but mistake every shuffled foot for the lungless 105 00:05:28,160 --> 00:05:30,360 Speaker 2: rasp of one of those demon creatures I knew were 106 00:05:30,400 --> 00:05:34,880 Speaker 2: lurking somewhere. None of that could shock me. Nothing could 107 00:05:34,920 --> 00:05:39,719 Speaker 2: shock me. Six ski masked figures hoisted a pine coffin 108 00:05:39,760 --> 00:05:42,440 Speaker 2: to their shoulders, because apparently I was in the kind 109 00:05:42,480 --> 00:05:45,640 Speaker 2: of squatted town where people have pine coffins lying around 110 00:05:46,000 --> 00:05:48,560 Speaker 2: in case someone gets murdered by the local pet demon. 111 00:05:49,440 --> 00:05:53,960 Speaker 2: I recognized Doomsday by her tattooed hands. She was a pallbearer. 112 00:05:54,960 --> 00:05:57,720 Speaker 2: A hand touched the center of my back and startled. 113 00:05:57,800 --> 00:06:00,840 Speaker 2: I jumped for a moment. All those strange hidden faces 114 00:06:00,880 --> 00:06:03,240 Speaker 2: turned to look at me, and some gazes lingered for 115 00:06:03,279 --> 00:06:08,240 Speaker 2: far too long. Sorry, Vulture, whispered in my ear. He 116 00:06:08,360 --> 00:06:11,839 Speaker 2: was unmasked, as was Britn. When the pallbearers left for 117 00:06:11,880 --> 00:06:14,240 Speaker 2: the street and the crowd followed, those two walked with 118 00:06:14,320 --> 00:06:18,719 Speaker 2: me alongside me, flanking me like guards escorting a prisoner, 119 00:06:19,480 --> 00:06:24,080 Speaker 2: or you know, like friends trying to comfort someone. In 120 00:06:24,120 --> 00:06:26,800 Speaker 2: that strange procession, I got a chance to see more 121 00:06:26,839 --> 00:06:30,000 Speaker 2: of both the town and its denizens. Though the landscape 122 00:06:30,040 --> 00:06:32,920 Speaker 2: was masked by darkness and the people were just masked. 123 00:06:33,800 --> 00:06:36,760 Speaker 2: Torchlight and the realization that magic exists in the world 124 00:06:37,160 --> 00:06:40,320 Speaker 2: lent a beauty even to those mass manufactured Midwest houses. 125 00:06:41,120 --> 00:06:45,520 Speaker 2: Every single one might be holding mysteries beyond imagining, most 126 00:06:45,640 --> 00:06:48,520 Speaker 2: presumably just housed the punks and hippies and widows who 127 00:06:48,520 --> 00:06:52,680 Speaker 2: surrounded me. A handsome small man in overalls and a 128 00:06:52,680 --> 00:06:54,640 Speaker 2: ball cap joined us at the back of the march, 129 00:06:55,040 --> 00:07:00,159 Speaker 2: and Vulture whispered in introduction, Danielle, meet Kestrel, my partner. 130 00:07:01,200 --> 00:07:03,760 Speaker 2: But Kestrel, after shaking my hand and holding Vulture for 131 00:07:03,800 --> 00:07:06,680 Speaker 2: a moment, ducked back into the crowd. I didn't have 132 00:07:06,720 --> 00:07:09,560 Speaker 2: a chance to really get a first impression of him. 133 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:12,560 Speaker 2: We wound our way up the hillside, passed a half 134 00:07:12,600 --> 00:07:15,640 Speaker 2: collapsed school and its attendance sport field and a rusted 135 00:07:15,680 --> 00:07:18,520 Speaker 2: hulk of a yellow school bus. Passed a burnt out 136 00:07:18,560 --> 00:07:21,880 Speaker 2: post office, passed a fire station that was clearly lived in. 137 00:07:23,080 --> 00:07:26,160 Speaker 2: The only electric light I saw shown inside a small grocery, 138 00:07:26,440 --> 00:07:29,520 Speaker 2: which was lit up by its bank of fluorescence. The 139 00:07:29,560 --> 00:07:33,480 Speaker 2: place was filled with furniture, tools, and food, well lettered 140 00:07:33,520 --> 00:07:36,040 Speaker 2: and red and yellow. Along the facade were the words 141 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:40,920 Speaker 2: everything for everyone. A folding sidewalk sign out front read 142 00:07:41,520 --> 00:07:46,080 Speaker 2: a free market shouldn't mean everything is free. We continued 143 00:07:46,120 --> 00:07:48,480 Speaker 2: past the coffin leading the way, A few of us 144 00:07:48,480 --> 00:07:51,880 Speaker 2: straggling behind the crowd just after the market, a few 145 00:07:51,960 --> 00:07:55,280 Speaker 2: abandoned lots were filled with spires and mounds and bare saplings. 146 00:07:56,280 --> 00:07:58,600 Speaker 2: When the procession turned off the main road and we 147 00:07:58,640 --> 00:08:02,000 Speaker 2: wound our way along c plywood paths, I recognized a 148 00:08:02,040 --> 00:08:06,720 Speaker 2: permaculture garden. The spires were stacked tires, presumably packed with 149 00:08:06,760 --> 00:08:11,040 Speaker 2: dirt and growing potatoes. The mounds were like long barrow graves, 150 00:08:11,600 --> 00:08:14,960 Speaker 2: but they were likely hugeo monds, each built around dead 151 00:08:15,000 --> 00:08:17,920 Speaker 2: logs designed to break down into raised beds for gardens. 152 00:08:19,280 --> 00:08:21,760 Speaker 2: Several vegetable beds were marked off and showed a wide 153 00:08:21,840 --> 00:08:25,440 Speaker 2: variety to harvest in the coming months, spinach and beans, 154 00:08:25,800 --> 00:08:30,800 Speaker 2: cauliflower and spring onion, penelin peas. The spinly young trees 155 00:08:30,800 --> 00:08:33,680 Speaker 2: were newly transplanted and likely had yet to bear fruit. 156 00:08:34,960 --> 00:08:37,400 Speaker 2: We kept walking, and as the path turned back over 157 00:08:37,480 --> 00:08:40,320 Speaker 2: on to itself and spiraled through the field, it left 158 00:08:40,360 --> 00:08:42,320 Speaker 2: me dizzy with the fire in the air and the 159 00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:45,640 Speaker 2: magic I'd seen, and the strangeness of the place. The 160 00:08:45,679 --> 00:08:49,280 Speaker 2: garden went on forever. I was walking forever, trying as 161 00:08:49,320 --> 00:08:52,200 Speaker 2: hard as I could to keep myself grounded, keep myself 162 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:57,319 Speaker 2: focused the ground beneath my feet. At last we reached 163 00:08:57,320 --> 00:09:00,360 Speaker 2: the tree line. The trees were my agor younger, still 164 00:09:00,360 --> 00:09:03,920 Speaker 2: threatened by their undergrowth, between us and the forest, and 165 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:06,560 Speaker 2: the liminal space at the edge of the garden. Four 166 00:09:06,600 --> 00:09:10,560 Speaker 2: wooden posts marked four graves. A fifth grave sat empty. 167 00:09:12,320 --> 00:09:15,960 Speaker 2: Whispers began to break the ceremonial silence. I made my 168 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:19,679 Speaker 2: way to the grave posts ornately carved and oiled stakes 169 00:09:19,679 --> 00:09:22,439 Speaker 2: about as high as my waist, with lettering running down 170 00:09:22,480 --> 00:09:29,840 Speaker 2: their lengths. Daniel Rojas, Benjamin, Philth Simmons, Danielle Keeler, Desmond Smith. 171 00:09:31,040 --> 00:09:33,520 Speaker 2: Daniel's name was followed by what I presumed was his 172 00:09:33,640 --> 00:09:38,559 Speaker 2: name in Mayan pictographic script, Benjamin's by Norse ruins, Danielle's 173 00:09:38,559 --> 00:09:43,480 Speaker 2: by Irish ogum Daniel and Danielle. Half the graves in 174 00:09:43,520 --> 00:09:46,640 Speaker 2: Freedom Iowa bore a version of my name. What a 175 00:09:46,679 --> 00:09:52,520 Speaker 2: fun coincidence, What a great evening I was having A hush, 176 00:09:52,559 --> 00:09:55,280 Speaker 2: went over the crowd once more, and the pallbearers set 177 00:09:55,320 --> 00:09:58,760 Speaker 2: the coffin upright in front of the empty grave. There 178 00:09:58,800 --> 00:10:02,520 Speaker 2: was no lid an the anchor's naked corpse faced the crowd. 179 00:10:02,960 --> 00:10:06,360 Speaker 2: Loving hands had cleaned and stitched his wounds, and while 180 00:10:06,400 --> 00:10:09,360 Speaker 2: his chest was mangled and his ribs were broken, He 181 00:10:09,440 --> 00:10:11,480 Speaker 2: was not so horrific to look at as I would 182 00:10:11,480 --> 00:10:16,680 Speaker 2: have expected. Four pallbearers climbed down into the grave. One 183 00:10:16,760 --> 00:10:19,199 Speaker 2: masked man was tall enough that his head was still visible, 184 00:10:19,679 --> 00:10:22,560 Speaker 2: but Doomsday and the others were lost to sight. The 185 00:10:22,600 --> 00:10:25,640 Speaker 2: remaining pallbearers eased Anchor from the coffin and into the 186 00:10:25,679 --> 00:10:29,280 Speaker 2: waiting hands of those below, and he was set gingerly 187 00:10:29,320 --> 00:10:33,600 Speaker 2: into the grave. He was to be buried naked, without 188 00:10:33,679 --> 00:10:37,280 Speaker 2: chemicals or fiberglass or steel, or even the pine box, 189 00:10:38,120 --> 00:10:43,400 Speaker 2: but not without ceremony, not without love. The crowd helped 190 00:10:43,440 --> 00:10:46,800 Speaker 2: the four grave attendants climb out, and townspeople lined up 191 00:10:46,800 --> 00:10:50,800 Speaker 2: to put handfuls of soil into the grave. Still no 192 00:10:50,880 --> 00:10:55,240 Speaker 2: word had been spoken. Wildflowers had taken over the oldest 193 00:10:55,240 --> 00:10:59,800 Speaker 2: grave nearby. Clay was buried somewhere outside Denver and a 194 00:10:59,840 --> 00:11:04,480 Speaker 2: mind anecured field adorned only with cut flowers slowly rotting 195 00:11:04,480 --> 00:11:08,840 Speaker 2: in a fiberglass box. Maybe he belonged here where the 196 00:11:08,880 --> 00:11:11,680 Speaker 2: weeds in the wild could grow over his body, where 197 00:11:11,679 --> 00:11:13,720 Speaker 2: he could feed the soil that fed the people who'd 198 00:11:13,760 --> 00:11:17,400 Speaker 2: known him. Or maybe he was better off where his 199 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:23,240 Speaker 2: mother could visit. Anchor named himself better than anyone I've 200 00:11:23,240 --> 00:11:26,160 Speaker 2: ever met, Thursday said, standing at the foot of the grave, 201 00:11:26,320 --> 00:11:29,719 Speaker 2: alongside the now empty coffin. I know he picked the 202 00:11:29,800 --> 00:11:32,400 Speaker 2: name because he'd spent so long as a sailor, but 203 00:11:32,440 --> 00:11:34,640 Speaker 2: he kept us grounded into the bedrock of both the 204 00:11:34,720 --> 00:11:38,520 Speaker 2: land and our collectivist ideals. I don't know that there's 205 00:11:38,559 --> 00:11:40,960 Speaker 2: one person here who would live in freedom right now 206 00:11:41,240 --> 00:11:46,040 Speaker 2: if it weren't for Anchor's work as a mediator, A facilitator. Sure, 207 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:50,679 Speaker 2: more than that, his work is a friend. No one 208 00:11:50,760 --> 00:11:53,440 Speaker 2: is perfect, but as far as I can tell, Anchor 209 00:11:53,480 --> 00:11:55,640 Speaker 2: got all that being imperfect out of his system when 210 00:11:55,640 --> 00:11:59,240 Speaker 2: he was younger, before half of us were born. The 211 00:11:59,280 --> 00:12:01,840 Speaker 2: world is darker for me now, and it will be 212 00:12:01,920 --> 00:12:04,480 Speaker 2: from now until someday when I join him buried here 213 00:12:04,520 --> 00:12:08,720 Speaker 2: in the black earth of freedom. The masks were off 214 00:12:09,040 --> 00:12:13,640 Speaker 2: and I saw faces hung down in silent prayer. Anchor's 215 00:12:13,679 --> 00:12:16,800 Speaker 2: death was needless, and there's no ignoring that what he 216 00:12:16,840 --> 00:12:20,920 Speaker 2: made we should unmake. What he summoned, we should unsummon. 217 00:12:21,640 --> 00:12:25,559 Speaker 2: We'll get by on our own. Thursday shuffled back into 218 00:12:25,600 --> 00:12:29,520 Speaker 2: the crowd and into Doomsday's embrace, and he started sobbing. 219 00:12:31,320 --> 00:12:33,480 Speaker 2: A stranger went up one of the tallest men I'd 220 00:12:33,480 --> 00:12:36,280 Speaker 2: ever seen, the pallbearer who had stood head and shoulders 221 00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:39,360 Speaker 2: above the edge of the grave. His arms were freckled 222 00:12:39,360 --> 00:12:42,160 Speaker 2: from the sun, and torchlight glittered on the studs of 223 00:12:42,160 --> 00:12:45,280 Speaker 2: his punk vest. He had an easy charm to him, 224 00:12:45,280 --> 00:12:47,439 Speaker 2: the kind of easy charm that raises red flags and 225 00:12:47,520 --> 00:12:51,960 Speaker 2: anyone who's known a lot of handsome, entitled men, Anchor 226 00:12:52,040 --> 00:12:53,839 Speaker 2: was more a father to me than my pops was. 227 00:12:53,920 --> 00:12:56,400 Speaker 2: He said, I guess that's not saying much as it. 228 00:12:57,280 --> 00:13:00,080 Speaker 2: A few people chuckled at that, but I don't I 229 00:13:00,080 --> 00:13:03,000 Speaker 2: think it's right to sugarcoat any of this. People ain't perfect. 230 00:13:03,480 --> 00:13:06,040 Speaker 2: I'm not perfect. None of you all is perfect. We 231 00:13:06,120 --> 00:13:08,679 Speaker 2: do bad things, people do bad things. We do good 232 00:13:08,760 --> 00:13:11,240 Speaker 2: things too, but you don't get props for not hurting people. 233 00:13:11,760 --> 00:13:14,360 Speaker 2: It's the bad things we do that define us. I 234 00:13:14,360 --> 00:13:16,440 Speaker 2: don't know what bad thing Anchor did, but I know 235 00:13:16,520 --> 00:13:20,960 Speaker 2: it was something beside me. Vulter's jaw had dropped as 236 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:23,560 Speaker 2: far open as it could without falling right off, and 237 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:25,640 Speaker 2: he kept breathing in short little breaths, like he was 238 00:13:25,679 --> 00:13:28,960 Speaker 2: about to speak about to interrupt the man. Instead, he 239 00:13:29,000 --> 00:13:33,880 Speaker 2: started walking toward him. People ain't perfect. But Anchor and 240 00:13:33,920 --> 00:13:37,679 Speaker 2: Clay and Rebecca and Doomsday they found something that is. 241 00:13:38,320 --> 00:13:40,760 Speaker 2: They pulled Ulyxe right out of the river, and Eulyxe 242 00:13:40,800 --> 00:13:44,520 Speaker 2: knows right from wrong. Eulyixe hurts. Predator's end of story 243 00:13:45,080 --> 00:13:48,319 Speaker 2: hurts people who prey on people. Anchor knew that when 244 00:13:48,320 --> 00:13:50,400 Speaker 2: he cut open his palm to bring an endless spirit 245 00:13:50,480 --> 00:13:53,439 Speaker 2: up from the river, and we know it now. If 246 00:13:53,440 --> 00:13:56,040 Speaker 2: we want to respect Anchor, then let's respect the best 247 00:13:56,040 --> 00:13:58,440 Speaker 2: thing he ever did for the world, even if it 248 00:13:58,520 --> 00:14:03,000 Speaker 2: killed him. Chaos reigned for a moment as everyone jostled 249 00:14:03,040 --> 00:14:05,160 Speaker 2: to replace the tall man. As he left the head 250 00:14:05,160 --> 00:14:08,400 Speaker 2: of the grave, an elderly Chicano woman raised her hands 251 00:14:08,400 --> 00:14:11,920 Speaker 2: and let out a short, wordless shout, and order was restored. 252 00:14:12,720 --> 00:14:14,679 Speaker 2: She looked at the line and pointed to Vulture as 253 00:14:14,760 --> 00:14:18,800 Speaker 2: next to speak. A year ago, there were only three 254 00:14:18,800 --> 00:14:20,400 Speaker 2: people in this town. Who do you have even heard of? 255 00:14:20,480 --> 00:14:23,320 Speaker 2: Endless spirits? Vulture said, Two of them are dead, and 256 00:14:23,400 --> 00:14:26,680 Speaker 2: the third one Rebecca. She's off living in the woods, 257 00:14:26,720 --> 00:14:28,720 Speaker 2: and I bet she doesn't even know what's happened yet. 258 00:14:29,560 --> 00:14:32,400 Speaker 2: Eric Talis, Fuck, You're my partner's best friend, and I've 259 00:14:32,400 --> 00:14:35,240 Speaker 2: got nothing for respect for you, and the best way 260 00:14:35,280 --> 00:14:37,440 Speaker 2: I can think right now to show you that respect 261 00:14:37,480 --> 00:14:39,240 Speaker 2: is to tell you that you're a terrible person and 262 00:14:39,280 --> 00:14:43,840 Speaker 2: you deserve to die. The hell Eric Talis fuck knew 263 00:14:43,840 --> 00:14:47,440 Speaker 2: how to roar what It doesn't feel nice when someone 264 00:14:47,440 --> 00:14:49,480 Speaker 2: feigns respect for you while telling you that you should 265 00:14:49,520 --> 00:14:53,400 Speaker 2: be dead. Then shut the fuck up about Anchor. Vulture 266 00:14:53,400 --> 00:14:56,560 Speaker 2: then looked at the grave. Anchor, I loved you, You're 267 00:14:56,600 --> 00:14:59,160 Speaker 2: great and will stop the evil demon. That probably wasn't 268 00:14:59,160 --> 00:15:01,760 Speaker 2: an evil demon when you summoned it, but maybe it was, 269 00:15:01,840 --> 00:15:03,840 Speaker 2: and it definitely is now, and maybe you shouldn't have 270 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:08,080 Speaker 2: summoned it. What the hell is going on, I asked, Bryn. 271 00:15:09,480 --> 00:15:13,080 Speaker 2: Everything's about to go to shit, she said. She strode 272 00:15:13,080 --> 00:15:15,560 Speaker 2: into the crowd to join the argument, leaving me alone 273 00:15:15,560 --> 00:15:19,520 Speaker 2: at the edge of the forest. She was right, Everything 274 00:15:19,520 --> 00:15:24,720 Speaker 2: went to shit In the end. Both sides or and 275 00:15:24,840 --> 00:15:27,200 Speaker 2: against the murder of a man by an immortal deer 276 00:15:28,000 --> 00:15:31,160 Speaker 2: fell to accusing the other of disrupting the funeral, and 277 00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:34,080 Speaker 2: the small faction of would be mediators managed to interject. 278 00:15:34,960 --> 00:15:37,240 Speaker 2: They proposed the problem should be addressed in the morning 279 00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:41,680 Speaker 2: at a general assembly, and the town agreed. It almost 280 00:15:41,720 --> 00:15:44,880 Speaker 2: came to blows. It wouldn't have been my fight, but 281 00:15:44,960 --> 00:15:47,240 Speaker 2: I probably would have acted to protect at least Vulture 282 00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:50,600 Speaker 2: in Bryn, if not the days I fingered the armament 283 00:15:50,640 --> 00:15:52,680 Speaker 2: on my belt, glad I didn't need to use it. 284 00:15:53,840 --> 00:15:56,680 Speaker 2: With nothing left to say, half the crowd dispersed, while 285 00:15:56,760 --> 00:16:00,160 Speaker 2: some people stayed to pay their respects to anchor of 286 00:16:00,160 --> 00:16:03,880 Speaker 2: women in paper mache masks took turns with sledgehammers, driving 287 00:16:03,920 --> 00:16:06,680 Speaker 2: a memorial stake into the earth like railroad workers setting 288 00:16:06,760 --> 00:16:10,640 Speaker 2: a tie. I didn't notice Eric until he was right 289 00:16:10,680 --> 00:16:14,080 Speaker 2: next to me, looming over me. You must be Danny Kane, 290 00:16:14,080 --> 00:16:18,480 Speaker 2: he said. I didn't correct him. How'd you know Clay 291 00:16:18,560 --> 00:16:22,560 Speaker 2: used to talk about you, he said. I nodded. Listen, Danny, 292 00:16:22,600 --> 00:16:24,960 Speaker 2: you showed up on a pretty weird day. This isn't 293 00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:28,040 Speaker 2: exactly us at our best. He was doing that thing 294 00:16:28,200 --> 00:16:30,200 Speaker 2: where he used my name in sentences to try to 295 00:16:30,320 --> 00:16:33,520 Speaker 2: charm me. Since I hated the name Danny. It wasn't working. 296 00:16:35,040 --> 00:16:37,440 Speaker 2: Clay trusted you, so I'm going to trust you. If 297 00:16:37,440 --> 00:16:39,320 Speaker 2: you want to know what's really going on, Let's go 298 00:16:39,360 --> 00:16:48,920 Speaker 2: for a walk or something. I looked around for Vulture 299 00:16:48,960 --> 00:16:51,400 Speaker 2: and Brin, but they were gone. Even the days were 300 00:16:51,400 --> 00:16:54,200 Speaker 2: nowhere to be seen. I could find my way back 301 00:16:54,200 --> 00:16:56,680 Speaker 2: to the house, sure, but it was hard to imagine 302 00:16:56,680 --> 00:16:59,080 Speaker 2: someone so callous as to leave a newcomer alone on 303 00:16:59,120 --> 00:17:03,200 Speaker 2: a night like that. On a whim, I went with him. 304 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:06,080 Speaker 2: I could always stab him if he tried anything. After all, 305 00:17:07,640 --> 00:17:10,879 Speaker 2: we stopped in the everything for everyone. A few townspeople 306 00:17:10,880 --> 00:17:13,840 Speaker 2: were there, filling baskets with potatoes and carrots and greens 307 00:17:14,320 --> 00:17:17,679 Speaker 2: breakfast foods. Mostly the place was a bizarre mix of 308 00:17:17,720 --> 00:17:22,680 Speaker 2: grocery and thrift store, without cash registers or clerks. Near 309 00:17:22,720 --> 00:17:25,520 Speaker 2: the front, a refrigerated stand held fresh bottled juice and 310 00:17:25,560 --> 00:17:29,439 Speaker 2: homemade sandwiches. Someone had written take one if you're hungry, 311 00:17:29,640 --> 00:17:32,359 Speaker 2: with sharpie on the shelf. I took a bottle of 312 00:17:32,400 --> 00:17:35,760 Speaker 2: green juice. The same person, with the same handwriting had 313 00:17:35,800 --> 00:17:41,200 Speaker 2: carved returned me when empty, asshole into the glass. Eric, 314 00:17:41,480 --> 00:17:44,520 Speaker 2: for his part, grabbed a juice box from a stand nearby, 315 00:17:44,600 --> 00:17:49,119 Speaker 2: labeled prepackaged snacks. Please don't hoard. Simple as that. We 316 00:17:49,160 --> 00:17:53,119 Speaker 2: walked out the door. No money, no accounting, no ration cards, nothing, 317 00:17:53,760 --> 00:17:57,639 Speaker 2: trust alone. I'd found a town that worked on trust alone. 318 00:17:58,840 --> 00:18:01,000 Speaker 2: We walked another two blocks to the school yard, and 319 00:18:01,119 --> 00:18:05,199 Speaker 2: Eric strode off towards the playground. I followed him. I 320 00:18:05,200 --> 00:18:07,960 Speaker 2: didn't open my juice because that took both hands, and 321 00:18:08,040 --> 00:18:10,359 Speaker 2: I don't follow strange men as the darkness without at 322 00:18:10,440 --> 00:18:13,879 Speaker 2: least one hand free for fighting. We sat at a 323 00:18:13,880 --> 00:18:16,720 Speaker 2: picnic table lit only by the moon, and Eric sensed 324 00:18:16,760 --> 00:18:19,680 Speaker 2: my discomfort and set several feet away on the opposite bench. 325 00:18:21,280 --> 00:18:23,480 Speaker 2: I opened the juice and the smell of celery and 326 00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:26,840 Speaker 2: apple and ginger rose up. I took a sip. It 327 00:18:26,920 --> 00:18:30,080 Speaker 2: was delicious. You know why we get to have things 328 00:18:30,160 --> 00:18:32,800 Speaker 2: like this, he asked, poking the plastic straw through the 329 00:18:32,800 --> 00:18:36,840 Speaker 2: top of his juice box. A combination of dumpster diving, 330 00:18:36,920 --> 00:18:41,359 Speaker 2: farming and food bank handouts, I asked, Because no one 331 00:18:41,440 --> 00:18:44,359 Speaker 2: has any authority over anyone else, he said, ignoring my 332 00:18:44,440 --> 00:18:48,280 Speaker 2: literal answer, Because no one is trying to accumulate material goods, 333 00:18:48,320 --> 00:18:52,119 Speaker 2: political sway, or even social capital a wheeled against anyone else. 334 00:18:53,280 --> 00:18:56,840 Speaker 2: All right, I said, it was, I admit the world 335 00:18:56,880 --> 00:19:00,359 Speaker 2: I wanted to see. People always say anarchy can't work 336 00:19:00,359 --> 00:19:03,160 Speaker 2: because you can't trust people to rule themselves, to which 337 00:19:03,160 --> 00:19:05,560 Speaker 2: I've always said, if people are as untrustworthy as that, 338 00:19:05,920 --> 00:19:09,000 Speaker 2: how do you trust them? To rule one another. You can't. 339 00:19:09,880 --> 00:19:11,800 Speaker 2: I had already figured I was older than the fellow, 340 00:19:11,960 --> 00:19:14,560 Speaker 2: but I realized by now just by how much. It 341 00:19:14,600 --> 00:19:16,840 Speaker 2: Wasn't that I disagreed with what he just said, but 342 00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:18,439 Speaker 2: there was something in the way that he said it, 343 00:19:18,840 --> 00:19:23,080 Speaker 2: something in his tone or his uncynical platitudes. I believed 344 00:19:23,080 --> 00:19:29,480 Speaker 2: in anarchism, Eric, he believed you, Lyxe. We can trust 345 00:19:29,520 --> 00:19:32,720 Speaker 2: you Lyxe. I know this sounds crazy, but he doesn't 346 00:19:32,760 --> 00:19:35,640 Speaker 2: crave power. He doesn't have wants or needs. He just is. 347 00:19:36,280 --> 00:19:38,640 Speaker 2: He is the power of the people to strike down 348 00:19:38,640 --> 00:19:42,760 Speaker 2: anyone who takes power over the defenseless. He is that power, manifest, 349 00:19:42,840 --> 00:19:47,000 Speaker 2: that power incarnate in the flesh. A figure was crossing 350 00:19:47,040 --> 00:19:49,840 Speaker 2: the field toward us, and I've shifted in my seat 351 00:19:49,920 --> 00:19:53,840 Speaker 2: so I could see it and Eric both. So your argument, 352 00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:56,960 Speaker 2: I said, is that man Anchor, the one whose heart 353 00:19:57,000 --> 00:20:00,000 Speaker 2: I just saw ripped out of his chest, did something terrible. 354 00:20:00,560 --> 00:20:05,840 Speaker 2: He had it coming. Is that so hard to believe it? 355 00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:08,840 Speaker 2: It wasn't. Not really. I'd lost track of the people 356 00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:11,760 Speaker 2: in my life who'd committed horrible acts, of people who'd 357 00:20:11,760 --> 00:20:14,680 Speaker 2: stolen from the hungry and desperate, of the men who 358 00:20:14,920 --> 00:20:18,760 Speaker 2: fine in company were monsters to me when alone Anchor, 359 00:20:19,320 --> 00:20:22,040 Speaker 2: I didn't know him at all. What do you think 360 00:20:22,080 --> 00:20:26,520 Speaker 2: he did? I asked, I don't know. Eric said, I've 361 00:20:26,560 --> 00:20:29,919 Speaker 2: got my suspicions, the silhouette said as it approached the table. 362 00:20:30,680 --> 00:20:35,280 Speaker 2: Close up it was Kestrel, Falter's partner. He sat down 363 00:20:35,320 --> 00:20:37,080 Speaker 2: on my side of the bench, much closer to me 364 00:20:37,119 --> 00:20:41,840 Speaker 2: than Eric Clay's gone, been gone. He said before that 365 00:20:42,119 --> 00:20:45,320 Speaker 2: he was fighting with Anchor. They broke up on rough terms. 366 00:20:45,359 --> 00:20:48,320 Speaker 2: Neither one would talk about it. Anchor spent more time 367 00:20:48,320 --> 00:20:52,080 Speaker 2: with the days after that, with Doomsday. I don't trust her. 368 00:20:53,320 --> 00:20:56,200 Speaker 2: Kestrel lit a cigarette, took dramatic pauses to suck in 369 00:20:56,280 --> 00:20:58,959 Speaker 2: smoke like he thought he was in a movie. They 370 00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:02,879 Speaker 2: were both ridiculous, which didn't mean they were wrong, but 371 00:21:02,920 --> 00:21:06,760 Speaker 2: they were both ridiculous. We know Eulixe only has power 372 00:21:06,800 --> 00:21:10,240 Speaker 2: when the sun's up, Kestrel continued, He's comatose or whatever 373 00:21:10,280 --> 00:21:13,560 Speaker 2: at night. We also know he was summoned on summer solstice, 374 00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:16,320 Speaker 2: and I'd bet Freedom Iowa on it that he can 375 00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:20,360 Speaker 2: only be dismissed on the solstice too. You think Eulixe 376 00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:24,440 Speaker 2: is killing his summoners and self defense Eulixe doesn't act 377 00:21:24,480 --> 00:21:28,600 Speaker 2: in self defense. Eric said, no, Kestrel said, taking a drag. 378 00:21:29,400 --> 00:21:32,080 Speaker 2: I think Eulixe killed Anchor because I think Anchor and 379 00:21:32,119 --> 00:21:34,520 Speaker 2: Doomsday were going to dismiss him in order to summon 380 00:21:34,600 --> 00:21:39,200 Speaker 2: something worse, something that would let them take power. All right, 381 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:41,960 Speaker 2: I said, why are you talking to me? Then? What 382 00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:45,560 Speaker 2: do you want from me? I'm not gonna say that. 383 00:21:45,600 --> 00:21:47,680 Speaker 2: I can't think of ways you can help. Eric said, 384 00:21:48,359 --> 00:21:50,160 Speaker 2: but I'm talking to you because I saw you talking 385 00:21:50,240 --> 00:21:52,840 Speaker 2: with them, and I wanted to warn you. You're new 386 00:21:52,880 --> 00:21:57,320 Speaker 2: in town. Everyone loves fresh meat. More than that. Everyone 387 00:21:57,359 --> 00:21:59,920 Speaker 2: knows you knew Clay. For someone who's trying to take 388 00:22:00,600 --> 00:22:05,320 Speaker 2: some like Doomsday, that means your social capital. Aren't you 389 00:22:05,400 --> 00:22:10,000 Speaker 2: Vulture's partner? I asked Kestrel. It's been rough since Clay left. 390 00:22:10,080 --> 00:22:13,600 Speaker 2: Kestrel said that house clicked up tight, got more secretive. 391 00:22:14,119 --> 00:22:17,200 Speaker 2: Vulture has been more distant and after tonight, after tonight, 392 00:22:17,240 --> 00:22:19,480 Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know what's going to happen 393 00:22:19,560 --> 00:22:22,439 Speaker 2: with me and him. He lit a second cigarette at 394 00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:24,879 Speaker 2: the end of the first one. He wasn't smoking as 395 00:22:24,920 --> 00:22:28,040 Speaker 2: an affectation. He was smoking because he was scared. As 396 00:22:28,040 --> 00:22:31,120 Speaker 2: hell and trying to keep his cool. What's your plan, 397 00:22:31,200 --> 00:22:35,320 Speaker 2: I asked, I don't know, Eric said, then he thought 398 00:22:35,320 --> 00:22:39,080 Speaker 2: that over, no, I know what my plan is. I'm 399 00:22:39,080 --> 00:22:41,320 Speaker 2: just not going to tell you right now. I don't 400 00:22:41,320 --> 00:22:43,399 Speaker 2: know that I can trust you, but I'll tell you 401 00:22:43,480 --> 00:22:47,439 Speaker 2: what I hope happens. What do you hope happens. I 402 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:49,600 Speaker 2: hope everyone wakes up tomorrow morning with a clear head 403 00:22:49,600 --> 00:22:51,439 Speaker 2: and we get together and realize you Lxie is the 404 00:22:51,480 --> 00:22:53,800 Speaker 2: reason we have nice things, and that any talk of 405 00:22:53,840 --> 00:22:56,080 Speaker 2: trying to get rid of him is bullshit. I hope 406 00:22:56,080 --> 00:22:58,520 Speaker 2: that Doomsday and Rebecca leave town and never come back. 407 00:22:58,920 --> 00:23:01,320 Speaker 2: And while I want those things for my own reasons, 408 00:23:01,800 --> 00:23:03,760 Speaker 2: I also think they're the only way that Doomsday or 409 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:08,400 Speaker 2: Rebecca will get out of this alive. Tiredness came over me. Suddenly. 410 00:23:09,119 --> 00:23:10,840 Speaker 2: All I wanted was to be in my sleeping bag, 411 00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:17,119 Speaker 2: somewhere alone, with headphones on, ignoring the world. I hope Danny. 412 00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:20,560 Speaker 2: Eric said that you're able to convince Doomsday she should leave, 413 00:23:21,680 --> 00:23:23,880 Speaker 2: And there it was the least it was all out 414 00:23:23,920 --> 00:23:27,919 Speaker 2: on the table. I didn't like it, whether he was 415 00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:30,399 Speaker 2: right or whether he was wrong. I didn't like him 416 00:23:30,400 --> 00:23:33,320 Speaker 2: trying to use me, or maybe Doomsday was too, and 417 00:23:33,560 --> 00:23:35,680 Speaker 2: Eric was the one who was actually being upfront about it. 418 00:23:36,760 --> 00:23:40,080 Speaker 2: I'd heard enough. I got up to leave. My name 419 00:23:40,119 --> 00:23:44,439 Speaker 2: is Danielle. The walk back to the house, it was 420 00:23:44,440 --> 00:23:47,439 Speaker 2: getting downright cold. A few people lingered on the street, 421 00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:50,320 Speaker 2: a few people sat on stoops. The farther down the 422 00:23:50,359 --> 00:23:52,560 Speaker 2: hill I got, and thereby, the closer to the river, 423 00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:55,920 Speaker 2: the fewer people I saw. A block from the house, 424 00:23:55,960 --> 00:23:59,320 Speaker 2: I saw those devil birds on power lines, silent, just 425 00:23:59,440 --> 00:24:04,800 Speaker 2: watching by the front door. I saw Thursday, silent, just watching. 426 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:08,640 Speaker 2: The house so invitingly Gothic by the light of day. 427 00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:11,560 Speaker 2: When I just walked into town was a monolith of 428 00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:15,199 Speaker 2: black and glass and evil magic by night, which, to 429 00:24:15,240 --> 00:24:17,800 Speaker 2: be honest, I would have expected to be more attractive 430 00:24:17,840 --> 00:24:22,120 Speaker 2: to me, considering my usual temperament. Was wondering where you'd 431 00:24:22,119 --> 00:24:24,440 Speaker 2: gotten off to, Thursday said. As I mounted the steps, 432 00:24:25,359 --> 00:24:28,040 Speaker 2: y'all left before me. I wasn't looking to argue, but 433 00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:31,080 Speaker 2: I was pissed. Went off really quick to talk some 434 00:24:31,119 --> 00:24:34,240 Speaker 2: shit over. Thursday said. We decided someone needs to head 435 00:24:34,240 --> 00:24:37,320 Speaker 2: out to the woods to Rebecca's place warn her about everything. 436 00:24:38,080 --> 00:24:39,879 Speaker 2: Vulture went off to do that. The rest of us 437 00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:41,760 Speaker 2: came back to the graveyard. You were gone by the 438 00:24:41,760 --> 00:24:46,119 Speaker 2: time we got back. I didn't say anything. I'm sorry, 439 00:24:46,160 --> 00:24:49,560 Speaker 2: he said, it was a dick move to leave you there. Thanks, 440 00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:54,840 Speaker 2: Brent's still up, I think, worried about you. I opened 441 00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:57,840 Speaker 2: the door and walked in, following the tiny led lamps 442 00:24:57,840 --> 00:25:01,359 Speaker 2: that vaguely lit the damask wallpaper the entry. In the 443 00:25:01,400 --> 00:25:05,360 Speaker 2: living room, Brynn sat cross legged, worrying her way through 444 00:25:05,359 --> 00:25:08,760 Speaker 2: a cup of tea. The room was lit only by 445 00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:13,600 Speaker 2: candles and jars squatters no candles. Safety you leaving in 446 00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:17,399 Speaker 2: the morning, she asked, I don't know, I said, My 447 00:25:17,480 --> 00:25:21,520 Speaker 2: safety insanity insisted I should go. My curiosity and stubbornness 448 00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:26,639 Speaker 2: insisted I stick around. Wouldn't blame you? Yeah, do you 449 00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:29,080 Speaker 2: want tea? She asked. I sat next to her on 450 00:25:29,080 --> 00:25:30,639 Speaker 2: the couch, and she poured me a cup from a 451 00:25:30,680 --> 00:25:34,600 Speaker 2: silver teapot. I took it and drank some nettle. By 452 00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:37,240 Speaker 2: the taste had been made at least half an hour ago. 453 00:25:37,359 --> 00:25:40,960 Speaker 2: By the tipidity still, the act of drinking it was enough, 454 00:25:41,359 --> 00:25:45,359 Speaker 2: and I calmed down some. I showed up in December. 455 00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:48,199 Speaker 2: Brynn said, I was traveling with this guy I used 456 00:25:48,240 --> 00:25:51,679 Speaker 2: to date and he'd known. Ben said he wanted to 457 00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:55,159 Speaker 2: see where they'd buried him. We didn't know the whole story, 458 00:25:55,160 --> 00:25:57,920 Speaker 2: of course, but we showed up right after a storm, 459 00:25:58,160 --> 00:26:00,200 Speaker 2: got his truck stuck in the snow by the high way, 460 00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:03,399 Speaker 2: hiked in, We go see Ben's grave, and everyone is 461 00:26:03,440 --> 00:26:05,399 Speaker 2: so nice to us. I think there must have been 462 00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:07,840 Speaker 2: sixty people who helped dig out our truck. The next day, 463 00:26:08,640 --> 00:26:12,679 Speaker 2: my partner took off. I stuck around. Did you know 464 00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:14,600 Speaker 2: about Eulyxey? 465 00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:15,240 Speaker 3: No? 466 00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:18,639 Speaker 2: I stuck around because look at this place. No cops, 467 00:26:18,680 --> 00:26:22,359 Speaker 2: no bosses, no landlords, no poverty, no laws, hard work 468 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:24,520 Speaker 2: in community and freedom and all that shit we ought 469 00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:26,960 Speaker 2: to have. I think it was the work part that 470 00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:29,800 Speaker 2: scared my partner off. But it's not enforced, and there's 471 00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:32,520 Speaker 2: a couple of people who just skate by. Mostly we 472 00:26:32,640 --> 00:26:36,280 Speaker 2: just all figure out ways to contribute. How'd you find 473 00:26:36,280 --> 00:26:39,680 Speaker 2: out about Ulyxe? On our way back from digging out 474 00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:41,439 Speaker 2: the truck, I saw some of the geese down by 475 00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:45,080 Speaker 2: the river. People told me the whole story. It's strange 476 00:26:45,119 --> 00:26:47,760 Speaker 2: how quickly it's normal. They're being magic in the world. 477 00:26:47,960 --> 00:26:50,399 Speaker 2: It's strange how little changes about who we are as people. 478 00:26:51,400 --> 00:26:54,880 Speaker 2: Maybe I said, I didn't really believe her though. If 479 00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:58,879 Speaker 2: magic was real, everything had changed. My room's in the attic. 480 00:26:58,960 --> 00:27:01,840 Speaker 2: She said, if you want, you could sleep next to me, 481 00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:05,720 Speaker 2: maybe cuddle. If you'd rather not, I'm good to sleep 482 00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,119 Speaker 2: on the floor, or you could take one of the 483 00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:12,720 Speaker 2: couches down here. Cuddling sounds nice, I said, it should 484 00:27:12,720 --> 00:27:15,400 Speaker 2: have been nice. The moonlight came in through the circular 485 00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:17,679 Speaker 2: window and she laid on her back as I nuzzled 486 00:27:17,760 --> 00:27:19,879 Speaker 2: up with my head on her. It had been months 487 00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:22,040 Speaker 2: at least since I'd been with anyone, even slept next 488 00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:24,639 Speaker 2: to anyone, and my skin was alive at her touch. 489 00:27:25,440 --> 00:27:28,240 Speaker 2: I could hear her steady breath, smell her pheromones. For 490 00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:30,360 Speaker 2: a moment, just a short, peaceful moment, I was able 491 00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:33,640 Speaker 2: to revel in that simple pleasure. Then my mind went 492 00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:37,800 Speaker 2: back to racing through the day. Why didn't they shoot it? 493 00:27:37,840 --> 00:27:42,800 Speaker 2: I asked what she was halfway to sleep, Doomsday Thursday. 494 00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:46,480 Speaker 2: Why didn't they shoot the deer? It's immortal? She said, 495 00:27:46,520 --> 00:27:50,120 Speaker 2: like that was just a natural logical thing. How does 496 00:27:50,160 --> 00:27:54,280 Speaker 2: it work, then, what's the deal? It's only active during 497 00:27:54,280 --> 00:27:57,119 Speaker 2: the day, kills predator animals by ripping out their hearts, 498 00:27:57,600 --> 00:28:00,920 Speaker 2: those stay dead. Any prey animal that dies around here, 499 00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:05,000 Speaker 2: it raises from the dead or whatever by well ripping 500 00:28:05,040 --> 00:28:08,119 Speaker 2: out their hearts. Those aren't immortal. Though a friend of 501 00:28:08,160 --> 00:28:10,439 Speaker 2: mine ran over an undead goosen Er truck. It stayed 502 00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:15,280 Speaker 2: dead that time. That's fucking crazy, I said, yeah, Brynn said, 503 00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:17,600 Speaker 2: I thought the whole thing was kind of cool until tonight, 504 00:28:17,640 --> 00:28:22,159 Speaker 2: though I could see that the conversation drifted off because 505 00:28:22,200 --> 00:28:25,000 Speaker 2: Brynn was half asleep. I closed my eyes, but it 506 00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:28,919 Speaker 2: was all too much, the town, Elixie, Brynn all too 507 00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:32,000 Speaker 2: much to take in. My heart rate increased, my breathing 508 00:28:32,040 --> 00:28:36,679 Speaker 2: got a little shallow. What's wrong? Brinn asked? Panic attack? 509 00:28:37,520 --> 00:28:41,400 Speaker 2: Are you okay? Not really, I told her, because I wasn't. 510 00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:44,960 Speaker 2: It hit like a fever or drugs or something, and 511 00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,680 Speaker 2: a panic attack just drops you through the ice into 512 00:28:47,720 --> 00:28:50,800 Speaker 2: freezing water. Even when you drag yourself out of that water, 513 00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:52,960 Speaker 2: you're left with the memory that forever and always you're 514 00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:56,680 Speaker 2: walking on ice. It's worse than anything. It's worse than 515 00:28:56,680 --> 00:29:00,040 Speaker 2: watching a demony a stranger's heart. Is there anything I 516 00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:03,560 Speaker 2: can do? She asked, No, I said, talking about it 517 00:29:03,560 --> 00:29:06,680 Speaker 2: makes it worse. If she were someone I knew if 518 00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:09,120 Speaker 2: she were someone my body trusted, she might have been 519 00:29:09,160 --> 00:29:11,880 Speaker 2: able to help a little bit, distract me with words 520 00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:14,640 Speaker 2: or touch. But she was just another alien thing in 521 00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:18,880 Speaker 2: this alien world I'd landed in. I'm sorry, she said. 522 00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:21,840 Speaker 2: She squeezed me for a moment, then her body jerked 523 00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:24,320 Speaker 2: as she fell into sleep. I wasn't going to be 524 00:29:24,400 --> 00:29:27,600 Speaker 2: joining her for a while. After the worst of it, 525 00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:30,360 Speaker 2: the paralyzing fear passed, I slipped from the bed and 526 00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:34,040 Speaker 2: down to the front porch. Thursday still stood there just 527 00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:37,560 Speaker 2: outside the door, sentinel, his pistol held in his hand. 528 00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:42,960 Speaker 2: I couldn't sleep, I said me either. He nodded at 529 00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:46,480 Speaker 2: the power lines. The gould birds were still there, their 530 00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:49,800 Speaker 2: little chests still splayed open, their eyes boring down on us. 531 00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:53,600 Speaker 2: The fresh air wasn't fresh enough, and I wasn't looking 532 00:29:53,600 --> 00:29:57,000 Speaker 2: for conversation. I went back inside and made my way 533 00:29:57,000 --> 00:30:00,280 Speaker 2: to the attic. Brynn was sleeping in the bed, bliss full. 534 00:30:01,040 --> 00:30:02,959 Speaker 2: I curled up in the corner of the room, hugging 535 00:30:02,960 --> 00:30:06,720 Speaker 2: my knees. I would leave in the morning. No answers 536 00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:10,680 Speaker 2: were worth this. Slowly, over the course of another hour, 537 00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:14,800 Speaker 2: I fell into a restless slumber. That's the end of 538 00:30:14,880 --> 00:30:15,760 Speaker 2: chapter three. 539 00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:22,960 Speaker 4: Woo woo, which means which means now it's time for 540 00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:28,320 Speaker 4: chapter four ads. Oh right, yes, not as chapter four 541 00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:29,280 Speaker 4: maybe ads. 542 00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:31,720 Speaker 2: Maybe the ADS came earlier in the middle of it, 543 00:30:31,760 --> 00:30:34,760 Speaker 2: because yeah, it's chaos, no. 544 00:30:35,360 --> 00:30:36,040 Speaker 1: Way of knowing. 545 00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:41,240 Speaker 2: Yeah, totally beyond any uh any control? 546 00:30:41,360 --> 00:30:46,280 Speaker 1: Like uh yeah, like like a spectral deer that raises 547 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:50,760 Speaker 1: the dead. Uh when and what ads show up on 548 00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:53,520 Speaker 1: this series? As is beyond the kin of man. 549 00:30:55,040 --> 00:30:58,080 Speaker 2: I've had several nightmares about Ulixei after writing this book. 550 00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:03,280 Speaker 1: Oh only after huh, yeah, that's interesting. 551 00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:09,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, no, it uh just chased me into some houses 552 00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:24,440 Speaker 2: a couple times. It was chapter four, A few hours 553 00:31:24,440 --> 00:31:27,880 Speaker 2: after Dawn. I walked up the street with Brynn. The 554 00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:30,720 Speaker 2: sentinel birds were gone, replaced with real birds that still 555 00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:34,240 Speaker 2: had all their bones, birds that sang normal bird songs. 556 00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:37,760 Speaker 2: I broke open a tangerine, and I scarcely noticed the 557 00:31:37,840 --> 00:31:41,440 Speaker 2: juice running thick down my hands. I scarcely noticed anything. 558 00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:46,720 Speaker 2: Morning hadn't brought me clarity or peace of mind. But 559 00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:48,880 Speaker 2: with the fog of panic cleared from my thoughts, I 560 00:31:48,920 --> 00:31:52,200 Speaker 2: realized I wasn't going to leave, not yet. I'd never 561 00:31:52,280 --> 00:31:55,560 Speaker 2: lived with myself. Brynn was relaxed, and I tried my 562 00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:58,240 Speaker 2: best to mimic that I hadn't slept well enough for 563 00:31:58,320 --> 00:32:01,880 Speaker 2: long enough, but I had slept and that mattered. I 564 00:32:01,880 --> 00:32:05,240 Speaker 2: tried asking about banalities. How does this work? You've got 565 00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:09,480 Speaker 2: meetings every morning pretty much, yeah, Brent said. We get together, 566 00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:12,160 Speaker 2: hash out the kind of stuff that needs doing, update 567 00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:15,200 Speaker 2: everyone on news once every couple of months. We make decisions. 568 00:32:15,320 --> 00:32:19,239 Speaker 2: Mostly we just kind of share information and bicker. But 569 00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:22,120 Speaker 2: it turned out that I didn't care. I should have cared. 570 00:32:22,400 --> 00:32:24,800 Speaker 2: The functioning of a leaderless and formal commune on land 571 00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:26,440 Speaker 2: stolen from the bank should have mattered to me a 572 00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:31,320 Speaker 2: great deal. Like I was watching the video on Falter's phone, 573 00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:34,720 Speaker 2: I saw Anchor die again and again. That took up 574 00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:38,240 Speaker 2: too much of my mind. The Assembly Hall was the 575 00:32:38,240 --> 00:32:42,120 Speaker 2: school's auditorium. Half the building was collapsed, which didn't really 576 00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:44,080 Speaker 2: bode well for the rest, but Brent assured me that 577 00:32:44,120 --> 00:32:47,360 Speaker 2: the auditorium was, you know, more or less structurally sound. 578 00:32:48,520 --> 00:32:50,760 Speaker 2: We walked through the doors and took seats near the back. 579 00:32:51,160 --> 00:32:53,320 Speaker 2: One hundred people at least were in that room, and 580 00:32:53,360 --> 00:32:56,400 Speaker 2: half as many more filtered in after us Vulture was 581 00:32:56,440 --> 00:32:59,680 Speaker 2: already there, nocturnal by choice. He hadn't slept yet and 582 00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:02,000 Speaker 2: had gone out the door at dawn after stacking the 583 00:33:02,040 --> 00:33:04,320 Speaker 2: table high with pancakes and taking a picture of the 584 00:33:04,360 --> 00:33:08,200 Speaker 2: result for Instagram. A middle aged black man climbed up 585 00:33:08,240 --> 00:33:10,480 Speaker 2: to the empty stage, and someone closed the doors to 586 00:33:10,560 --> 00:33:13,320 Speaker 2: keep down the sounds of the kid's plane tag out front. 587 00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:17,840 Speaker 2: We're not doing a normal meeting this morning. Y'all know that, right, 588 00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:21,720 Speaker 2: he paused. No one objected. I've been asked to facilitate 589 00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:24,360 Speaker 2: today because apparently I'm one of the only folks on 590 00:33:24,400 --> 00:33:26,960 Speaker 2: the facilitator's council that isn't pissed as hell at one 591 00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:29,680 Speaker 2: half of you or the other. If anyone has objections 592 00:33:29,680 --> 00:33:31,800 Speaker 2: to my process, just let me know now or at 593 00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:36,080 Speaker 2: any point. You're great, Mike. Someone shouted, I'm pissed at 594 00:33:36,120 --> 00:33:40,640 Speaker 2: both halves. Another person chimed in. Last night, things got 595 00:33:40,640 --> 00:33:43,920 Speaker 2: pretty heated in the graveyard. The facilitator continued. We buried 596 00:33:43,960 --> 00:33:46,040 Speaker 2: a man a lot of us loved. A lot of 597 00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:48,440 Speaker 2: us are worried about secrets the man might have been keeping, 598 00:33:48,680 --> 00:33:50,920 Speaker 2: bad things he might have done. A lot of us 599 00:33:50,920 --> 00:33:54,240 Speaker 2: are worried about Ulixe, about him going rogue. Most of 600 00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:57,000 Speaker 2: us are worried about this fight tearing us apart. We've 601 00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:58,200 Speaker 2: put a hell of a lot of work in a 602 00:33:58,200 --> 00:34:01,320 Speaker 2: free tom Iowa. However, sure you are that your side 603 00:34:01,360 --> 00:34:03,600 Speaker 2: is right, keep in mind that the other side is 604 00:34:03,760 --> 00:34:06,760 Speaker 2: just as sure, and both sides are so stubborn because 605 00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:09,319 Speaker 2: they're convinced their way is the only thing that can 606 00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:12,400 Speaker 2: save this town. You're fighting because you all want the 607 00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:16,040 Speaker 2: same thing. You all want to save this town. That's 608 00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:17,520 Speaker 2: what I'm going to ask you to keep in mind 609 00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:20,040 Speaker 2: as you're thinking over what you're going to say. I'm 610 00:34:20,080 --> 00:34:22,280 Speaker 2: going to ask one person from each side to frame 611 00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:24,960 Speaker 2: the debate. We're going to hear from the room, and 612 00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:27,239 Speaker 2: then we're going to settle this reasonably and come up 613 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:33,000 Speaker 2: with a plan of action. Eric Eric stood up strode 614 00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:35,719 Speaker 2: on to the stage. He was an imposing figure with 615 00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:39,000 Speaker 2: his smile and his punk jacket. In a clear, loud 616 00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:41,680 Speaker 2: voice and at moderate length, he told the town that 617 00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:44,920 Speaker 2: Ulixie was benevolent to those deserving of benevolence and vengeful 618 00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:48,960 Speaker 2: to those who weren't. I sympathized. I saw myself as 619 00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:53,279 Speaker 2: someone who is the same. Vulture spoke next, hopping up 620 00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:57,279 Speaker 2: on stage full of his manic, nervous energy. We're big kids, 621 00:34:57,280 --> 00:34:59,799 Speaker 2: and we can handle our own problems. That was all 622 00:34:59,800 --> 00:35:02,520 Speaker 2: he said. He hopped back down and took his seat. 623 00:35:03,640 --> 00:35:06,680 Speaker 2: The crowd erupted after that, and the facilitator did a 624 00:35:06,719 --> 00:35:09,600 Speaker 2: magnificent job of keeping people focused on the issues at hand, 625 00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:13,400 Speaker 2: ruthlessly cutting down ad hominem attacks and preventing the conversation 626 00:35:13,840 --> 00:35:16,600 Speaker 2: from descending into a symbol back and forth between two people. 627 00:35:17,520 --> 00:35:20,680 Speaker 2: But it stayed a pitch debate between entrenched sides, and 628 00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:23,000 Speaker 2: the core of each faction had no interest in listening. 629 00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:26,920 Speaker 2: Can I get a quick show of hands, the facilitator asked, 630 00:35:27,080 --> 00:35:29,239 Speaker 2: after half an hour, just a temperature check of the 631 00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:31,959 Speaker 2: room to see what people are thinking. Raise your hand 632 00:35:32,120 --> 00:35:34,640 Speaker 2: one hand only if you think we should give Doomsday 633 00:35:34,640 --> 00:35:38,680 Speaker 2: and Rebecca are blessing to dismiss Eulyxe. More than three 634 00:35:38,760 --> 00:35:41,560 Speaker 2: quarters of the room raised their hands. No, it counted. 635 00:35:41,719 --> 00:35:45,640 Speaker 2: It wasn't a vote. Now, raise your hand one hand 636 00:35:45,640 --> 00:35:48,480 Speaker 2: only if you think we shouldn't let Doomsday and Rebecca 637 00:35:48,560 --> 00:35:53,120 Speaker 2: dismiss Youulyxe. Ten hands went up. When they went down, 638 00:35:53,440 --> 00:35:56,680 Speaker 2: Brynn rose to her feet to speak. There's a part 639 00:35:56,680 --> 00:35:58,200 Speaker 2: of me that just wants to agree with what some 640 00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:01,040 Speaker 2: people are saying about how great it is new Laxi around. 641 00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:02,960 Speaker 2: There's a part of me that always wants is going 642 00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:06,239 Speaker 2: to be sympathetic, because holy shit, there's magic here, and 643 00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:09,359 Speaker 2: isn't that what we've always wanted all our lives. There's 644 00:36:09,440 --> 00:36:11,479 Speaker 2: a part of me, the greater part of me, yeah, 645 00:36:11,760 --> 00:36:13,279 Speaker 2: that thinks we've got to get rid of it because 646 00:36:13,320 --> 00:36:16,560 Speaker 2: it fucking murdered someone last night. But that's not what 647 00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:19,080 Speaker 2: I'm going to go on about right now. Instead, I 648 00:36:19,120 --> 00:36:22,640 Speaker 2: want to say something about process. She took a deep breath. 649 00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:25,880 Speaker 2: Public speaking clearly wasn't her favorite thing. What are we 650 00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:28,239 Speaker 2: going to do right now? Are we trying to reach 651 00:36:28,280 --> 00:36:31,120 Speaker 2: consensus about what we today can do as a community? 652 00:36:31,640 --> 00:36:34,280 Speaker 2: Consensus decision making isn't supposed to be one side against 653 00:36:34,280 --> 00:36:37,000 Speaker 2: the other. It's not some masochistic form of voting in 654 00:36:37,040 --> 00:36:38,480 Speaker 2: which you have to try to convince everyone to have 655 00:36:38,560 --> 00:36:41,359 Speaker 2: the same desires and goals. It's a tool for finding 656 00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:44,719 Speaker 2: out where people agree and where people disagree, a tool 657 00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:46,480 Speaker 2: for finding out what we can do together and what 658 00:36:46,520 --> 00:36:49,319 Speaker 2: we can't do. You have any suggestions about what we 659 00:36:49,400 --> 00:36:52,520 Speaker 2: might be doing instead, the facilitator asked the man seemed 660 00:36:52,520 --> 00:36:56,080 Speaker 2: to have no ego attached to his work. No, Brennan admitted, 661 00:36:56,680 --> 00:36:58,880 Speaker 2: I guess, and I'm sad to say it. We're at 662 00:36:58,920 --> 00:37:03,120 Speaker 2: an impasse. We the whole town assembly can't officially encourage 663 00:37:03,160 --> 00:37:06,799 Speaker 2: Doomsday and Rebecca, but three quarters of us can and 664 00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:12,000 Speaker 2: will Eric stood up that we can't solve this. Here 665 00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:13,759 Speaker 2: is the first thing you all have said that I 666 00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:16,520 Speaker 2: agree with her and her Lot would have us just talk, 667 00:37:16,680 --> 00:37:19,120 Speaker 2: just talk, talk until it's solstice and it's too late 668 00:37:19,160 --> 00:37:22,080 Speaker 2: to stop them. When someone's doing something wrong and talking 669 00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:24,920 Speaker 2: won't do any good, you don't just keep talking about it. 670 00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:30,320 Speaker 2: You fight. He stormed out. Kestrel in his wake, Vulture 671 00:37:30,360 --> 00:37:34,720 Speaker 2: watched them go, his eyes full of sorrow. Well, Brynn said, 672 00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:37,200 Speaker 2: as much to her self as to me, I think 673 00:37:37,239 --> 00:37:41,600 Speaker 2: I just fucked that up. After the assembly, Brene and 674 00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:44,000 Speaker 2: I joined a lunch que at the Everything for Everyone 675 00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:46,360 Speaker 2: and sat at a table on the patio between the 676 00:37:46,400 --> 00:37:49,520 Speaker 2: store and the garden. My plate was piled high with 677 00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:52,719 Speaker 2: Tamali's in fresh picked salad. I could get used to 678 00:37:52,719 --> 00:37:56,520 Speaker 2: this place. Everyone was in a sort of collective days, 679 00:37:56,600 --> 00:38:00,560 Speaker 2: unable to process everything that had just transpired. On the 680 00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:03,919 Speaker 2: edge about Eulixe on the edge about Eric, but trying 681 00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:06,080 Speaker 2: their hardest to make it through the day, like everything 682 00:38:06,120 --> 00:38:09,239 Speaker 2: hadn't just gone to shit. So is it everything you 683 00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:12,040 Speaker 2: dreamed it would be, Berne asked, sweeping her arms open. 684 00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:15,279 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, this is the best demon infested town I've 685 00:38:15,280 --> 00:38:18,439 Speaker 2: ever been to. As a matter of fact, Brynn put 686 00:38:18,440 --> 00:38:21,000 Speaker 2: down her fork and looked me in the eyes. A family, 687 00:38:21,480 --> 00:38:24,920 Speaker 2: three punks, two kids, two dogs walked past our table, 688 00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:27,800 Speaker 2: and the adults waved he low, and a little kid 689 00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:29,920 Speaker 2: not more than four, darted out to wrap his arms 690 00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:32,600 Speaker 2: around Bryn's leg. She patted him on the head, and 691 00:38:32,640 --> 00:38:36,640 Speaker 2: he ran back to his family. Here's the thing, Miss Kane, 692 00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:40,080 Speaker 2: Brynn said, this place, this is the best place most 693 00:38:40,080 --> 00:38:42,640 Speaker 2: of us have ever had. Even when Desmond was at 694 00:38:42,680 --> 00:38:45,280 Speaker 2: his worst, he wasn't half as bad as most cops. 695 00:38:46,040 --> 00:38:47,759 Speaker 2: No one I've ever known has ever been as free 696 00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:50,759 Speaker 2: as we are standing right here. That family had just 697 00:38:50,800 --> 00:38:55,000 Speaker 2: walked past us, homeless in Chicago, they'd been homeless. We 698 00:38:55,080 --> 00:38:57,400 Speaker 2: grow most of our food, We generate our own power, 699 00:38:57,760 --> 00:38:59,919 Speaker 2: We make our own rules. We ignore our own rules 700 00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:02,160 Speaker 2: when we feel like we've got to. We are the 701 00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:05,799 Speaker 2: kings of the fucking earth and freedom. Iowa no evictions here. 702 00:39:07,120 --> 00:39:09,600 Speaker 2: You paint a pretty picture, I said. And I know 703 00:39:09,680 --> 00:39:11,600 Speaker 2: this just sounds like I'm being all salty, but that 704 00:39:11,640 --> 00:39:14,920 Speaker 2: picture doesn't look like what I saw last night. No, 705 00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:18,399 Speaker 2: Brenda agreed. We went back to eating. It doesn't look 706 00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:21,479 Speaker 2: like what I saw either. If we can't stop that thing, 707 00:39:21,520 --> 00:39:23,680 Speaker 2: well I guess we're all going to have to run. 708 00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:27,520 Speaker 2: No more freedom. She took a few more bites than 709 00:39:27,560 --> 00:39:30,359 Speaker 2: put her sandwich down again. And you know what really 710 00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:34,680 Speaker 2: gets me about Eric, Besides that we were friends, what 711 00:39:34,760 --> 00:39:36,319 Speaker 2: gets me is that I don't know what he's going 712 00:39:36,360 --> 00:39:38,600 Speaker 2: to do. I don't know if he's going to hurt someone. 713 00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:41,560 Speaker 2: And his whole goddamn point is that he's the one 714 00:39:41,600 --> 00:39:44,560 Speaker 2: who thinks we need an outside arbiter of justice. If 715 00:39:44,560 --> 00:39:47,080 Speaker 2: he hurts someone, as likely as not, EULIXE will get 716 00:39:47,160 --> 00:39:51,960 Speaker 2: him too. How Daniel and Danielle die, You've got five graves, 717 00:39:52,280 --> 00:39:55,759 Speaker 2: EULIXI kill them all. Daniel fell through the roof of 718 00:39:55,760 --> 00:39:58,279 Speaker 2: the school doing some repair work. No, it had been 719 00:39:58,360 --> 00:40:01,040 Speaker 2: here for longer than a week. His family came for 720 00:40:01,080 --> 00:40:04,680 Speaker 2: the funeral, then stuck around. They still live here, and 721 00:40:04,800 --> 00:40:09,960 Speaker 2: Danielle overdose no one knew her family. People tried, vultures, 722 00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,000 Speaker 2: spent a month trying to track down her, pass checked 723 00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:16,080 Speaker 2: every missing person's report. We had two suicides too, just 724 00:40:16,160 --> 00:40:19,880 Speaker 2: the spring. Lover's packed, their families came for their bodies. 725 00:40:21,400 --> 00:40:23,600 Speaker 2: That's a shockingly high death rate for a town of 726 00:40:23,600 --> 00:40:27,120 Speaker 2: two hundred, I said, it is, Brynn said, but it's 727 00:40:27,160 --> 00:40:30,320 Speaker 2: not because of Eulyxe. He only killed Desmond and now Anchor. 728 00:40:30,680 --> 00:40:33,360 Speaker 2: That's it. He's never needed to kill anyone else because 729 00:40:33,360 --> 00:40:37,880 Speaker 2: no one else sacks up. They're too afraid. People should 730 00:40:37,880 --> 00:40:41,280 Speaker 2: be afraid to prey on others. Brynn said, she wasn't wrong. 731 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:45,279 Speaker 2: So what's the plan, I asked, Doom is going through 732 00:40:45,280 --> 00:40:47,520 Speaker 2: her books trying to figure out how to dismiss Ulyxe. 733 00:40:47,920 --> 00:40:49,640 Speaker 2: The rest of us were just trying to keep her safe. 734 00:40:49,680 --> 00:40:53,040 Speaker 2: A few more days until Solstice Thursay's guard in the house, 735 00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:56,400 Speaker 2: vultures up on the lookout rock. We should probably swap 736 00:40:56,440 --> 00:40:58,680 Speaker 2: out with him, let him get to bed. We'll talk 737 00:40:58,719 --> 00:41:01,720 Speaker 2: about it all at dinner, probably figure out the next step. 738 00:41:02,680 --> 00:41:05,560 Speaker 2: Maybe Doomsday was doing more than researching how to dismiss you, Ulixy. 739 00:41:05,920 --> 00:41:09,240 Speaker 2: Maybe she was researching summoning something worse. Maybe I should 740 00:41:09,239 --> 00:41:13,040 Speaker 2: convince Doomsday to leave. The thought came unbidd into my mind. 741 00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:15,839 Speaker 2: I had no reason to believe a word Eric had said. 742 00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:18,760 Speaker 2: All right, I took the last bite of my Tamali, 743 00:41:19,600 --> 00:41:23,400 Speaker 2: show me this lookout rock. We left the patio and 744 00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:25,520 Speaker 2: made our way up to the top of town. A 745 00:41:25,520 --> 00:41:28,160 Speaker 2: few people, I realized, were packing up into pickup trucks 746 00:41:28,160 --> 00:41:31,000 Speaker 2: and station wagons and vans. It didn't look like they 747 00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:34,480 Speaker 2: were in a hurry. Just in case, you know. We 748 00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:37,120 Speaker 2: took a stone path through a yard almost entirely carpeted 749 00:41:37,160 --> 00:41:40,600 Speaker 2: in flowers. The gray stone was laid artfully, the yellow 750 00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:44,200 Speaker 2: and white blossoms sending up heavy scents past the yards 751 00:41:44,200 --> 00:41:48,160 Speaker 2: comparatively lackluster house. The path turned to dirt, with stairs 752 00:41:48,160 --> 00:41:52,080 Speaker 2: reinforced by logs staked into the earth. I was proud 753 00:41:52,120 --> 00:41:54,560 Speaker 2: of myself. At the top, a couple hundred feet higher, 754 00:41:54,760 --> 00:41:57,759 Speaker 2: I was barely out of breath. Brinn she was still 755 00:41:57,760 --> 00:42:01,840 Speaker 2: breathing through her nose. Vulture was up there, sitting on 756 00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:03,680 Speaker 2: a finger of a rock that jutted out from the 757 00:42:03,719 --> 00:42:06,440 Speaker 2: cliff side. That had to be the lookout rock. He 758 00:42:06,520 --> 00:42:09,080 Speaker 2: was shirtless in the heat, his back covered in black 759 00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:12,880 Speaker 2: work tattoos. Wearing only blue jean short shorts. He stood 760 00:42:12,920 --> 00:42:15,600 Speaker 2: and turned when he heard us. Huge on his chest, 761 00:42:15,760 --> 00:42:19,200 Speaker 2: black ink against black skin was a Satanic goat's head. 762 00:42:19,800 --> 00:42:22,840 Speaker 2: At least it only had two horns. Amongst the line 763 00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:26,560 Speaker 2: work was thin surgical scarring under his pectoral muscles where 764 00:42:26,560 --> 00:42:31,080 Speaker 2: his breasts had been seen anything, I asked a couple 765 00:42:31,120 --> 00:42:33,880 Speaker 2: hundred people shouldn't be so happy going on about their lives, 766 00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:37,200 Speaker 2: vulture said, But everyone I've seen has had his or 767 00:42:37,239 --> 00:42:39,600 Speaker 2: her or their ribs attached to his or her or 768 00:42:39,640 --> 00:42:43,160 Speaker 2: their spines. But it's not all bad. What do we 769 00:42:43,200 --> 00:42:47,239 Speaker 2: do if you see anything? I asked, Oh right, vulture said. 770 00:42:47,760 --> 00:42:50,800 Speaker 2: He unslung a hunting horn from his belt, and, honest 771 00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:53,200 Speaker 2: to God, hunting horn like the kind that comes off 772 00:42:53,200 --> 00:42:55,480 Speaker 2: an animal with the tip cut off, so you can 773 00:42:55,520 --> 00:42:59,439 Speaker 2: blow through it. Blow this, or you know, call someone 774 00:42:59,440 --> 00:43:01,520 Speaker 2: there's decent. I'll signal everywhere in town and on the 775 00:43:01,560 --> 00:43:06,400 Speaker 2: side of the hill. Maybe do both. I would do both, okay, 776 00:43:06,440 --> 00:43:09,400 Speaker 2: I said, you're looking for cops on the highway, large 777 00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:12,439 Speaker 2: gatherings of undead animals, or I guess in this case, 778 00:43:12,600 --> 00:43:15,719 Speaker 2: very tall figures running around with my no good ex boyfriend, 779 00:43:15,800 --> 00:43:19,160 Speaker 2: or especially making their way toward the house. Got it, 780 00:43:19,239 --> 00:43:22,719 Speaker 2: I said. Vulture put his arm around my shoulders. Did 781 00:43:22,760 --> 00:43:28,040 Speaker 2: you floss? He asked? What flossing is super important? Some 782 00:43:28,040 --> 00:43:30,480 Speaker 2: people say it's more important than brushing your teeth. It's 783 00:43:30,520 --> 00:43:32,719 Speaker 2: easy to forget to floss at times like this, but 784 00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:35,160 Speaker 2: you've got to live today, like you'll survive till tomorrow. 785 00:43:36,040 --> 00:43:41,200 Speaker 2: He was being serious, kind of scarily. So yeah, I said, 786 00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:45,920 Speaker 2: I floss good, Vulter said, then turned and started skipping 787 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:50,600 Speaker 2: down the hill. You never really answered my question last night, 788 00:43:50,640 --> 00:43:53,080 Speaker 2: Brynn said. An hour or so had gone by and 789 00:43:53,120 --> 00:43:55,719 Speaker 2: the sun was on us. She was sweating from the heat, 790 00:43:56,239 --> 00:44:00,880 Speaker 2: and her odor was good, like animal instincts. Good. What 791 00:44:00,960 --> 00:44:04,320 Speaker 2: brings you here? You heard what happened to Clay right, 792 00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:07,839 Speaker 2: I asked, Not really? Brynn said, just that he's dead. 793 00:44:09,520 --> 00:44:11,480 Speaker 2: It should have been easier between her and me. We 794 00:44:11,560 --> 00:44:14,120 Speaker 2: both liked one another. That much was obvious, but for 795 00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:16,840 Speaker 2: some reason everything felt off, like we were actors reading 796 00:44:16,880 --> 00:44:20,759 Speaker 2: from different scripts. Still, I needed someone to talk to. 797 00:44:22,200 --> 00:44:24,799 Speaker 2: Clay was my best friend, I said. About a month ago, 798 00:44:24,840 --> 00:44:29,959 Speaker 2: he slid his own throat. Fuck. Brynn said, that's hardcore. Yeah, 799 00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:32,759 Speaker 2: he didn't fuck around, I said, But he also taught 800 00:44:32,760 --> 00:44:36,440 Speaker 2: me everything I know about traveling, squatting, politics, all of it. 801 00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:41,640 Speaker 2: What happened. That's why I'm here, That's what I'm trying 802 00:44:41,640 --> 00:44:44,520 Speaker 2: to find out. I said. We used to travel together, 803 00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:46,719 Speaker 2: starting back when I was a runaway, and he was 804 00:44:46,800 --> 00:44:50,239 Speaker 2: risking some serious felonies by helping me out. He wasn't 805 00:44:50,239 --> 00:44:52,200 Speaker 2: into girls, and he wouldn't have creeped on me anyway. 806 00:44:52,360 --> 00:44:54,279 Speaker 2: But I'm I'm glad we never had to try and 807 00:44:54,320 --> 00:44:57,719 Speaker 2: explain that to a judge. Our lives kept intersecting as 808 00:44:57,719 --> 00:44:59,640 Speaker 2: I got older. Eventually we were some of the only 809 00:44:59,719 --> 00:45:02,880 Speaker 2: dumb bastards still living out of backpacks. He hit his 810 00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:05,800 Speaker 2: thirties and I think he was kind of in crisis 811 00:45:05,840 --> 00:45:08,320 Speaker 2: for a while. Then he ended up at this place. 812 00:45:08,920 --> 00:45:11,960 Speaker 2: He'd write me, say, you gotta come here, Danny. It's 813 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:16,160 Speaker 2: our dream. He'd say, it's the revolution, the real revolution, 814 00:45:16,719 --> 00:45:18,840 Speaker 2: the one where we take power away from our pressors, 815 00:45:18,920 --> 00:45:22,680 Speaker 2: not become them ourselves. I was always planning on it, 816 00:45:22,719 --> 00:45:25,880 Speaker 2: but I always had something else going on. No, that's 817 00:45:25,920 --> 00:45:28,320 Speaker 2: not it. I was always putting it off because Clay, 818 00:45:29,160 --> 00:45:32,400 Speaker 2: he was traveling to try to find home, I was traveling, 819 00:45:32,440 --> 00:45:36,160 Speaker 2: because traveling was home. He wanted something like this. I 820 00:45:36,200 --> 00:45:39,200 Speaker 2: was afraid of something like this, someplace that would lure 821 00:45:39,239 --> 00:45:42,080 Speaker 2: me away from the road. I'm more afraid of growing 822 00:45:42,160 --> 00:45:45,680 Speaker 2: roots than I am afraid of anything. Brinn put her 823 00:45:45,760 --> 00:45:50,440 Speaker 2: arm around me. I let her. A year ago. We 824 00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:53,120 Speaker 2: fell out of touch. He didn't get back to my 825 00:45:53,200 --> 00:45:56,840 Speaker 2: text much, didn't call. Then he left Freedom and slashed 826 00:45:56,840 --> 00:45:59,480 Speaker 2: his throat in Denver. Did it in a hotel room 827 00:45:59,480 --> 00:46:01,960 Speaker 2: on some class stick shooting he pulled from the trash. 828 00:46:02,280 --> 00:46:05,400 Speaker 2: He left two notes. One was for whoever found him, 829 00:46:05,600 --> 00:46:08,800 Speaker 2: saying he was sorry about the mess. He left a tip. 830 00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:12,400 Speaker 2: The other note had my number on it and two sentences. 831 00:46:13,280 --> 00:46:16,000 Speaker 2: These are the winds that cast us together. These are 832 00:46:16,000 --> 00:46:19,520 Speaker 2: the winds that cast us apart. They cast as they wish, 833 00:46:19,840 --> 00:46:23,759 Speaker 2: and we have naught but to follow. I put my 834 00:46:23,800 --> 00:46:26,160 Speaker 2: head between my knees for a moment, just a moment. 835 00:46:26,719 --> 00:46:30,759 Speaker 2: Took a few deep breaths. So yeah, I said, I 836 00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:33,320 Speaker 2: only just left Denver, like a week ago. Some of 837 00:46:33,360 --> 00:46:35,840 Speaker 2: the old gang made it out to the funeral, most didn't. 838 00:46:36,560 --> 00:46:40,080 Speaker 2: I called around, reached some people, not everyone. Most people 839 00:46:40,160 --> 00:46:43,040 Speaker 2: I reached had some excuse or another of the ten 840 00:46:43,080 --> 00:46:45,160 Speaker 2: of us who were there, everyone was too drunk to 841 00:46:45,200 --> 00:46:48,279 Speaker 2: process with a few days after the funeral, it was 842 00:46:48,320 --> 00:46:51,000 Speaker 2: just me and Clay's mom shooting the shit for a 843 00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:53,680 Speaker 2: week until there was no shit left to shoot, looking 844 00:46:53,719 --> 00:46:57,600 Speaker 2: around for scraps of him, journals, notebooks, anything. There was nothing. 845 00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:03,960 Speaker 2: You angry, I'm BURNE asked, Nah, I said, I'm angry, 846 00:47:04,200 --> 00:47:06,880 Speaker 2: but I'm not angry at him, angry at the world. 847 00:47:06,960 --> 00:47:09,520 Speaker 2: Maybe I might have shown up here looking for someone 848 00:47:09,560 --> 00:47:11,800 Speaker 2: to take it out on. Find out who's to blame. 849 00:47:12,840 --> 00:47:16,360 Speaker 2: You know, the answer is no one, right, Yeah, I said, 850 00:47:16,760 --> 00:47:20,120 Speaker 2: I know, but it's something I feel like I've got 851 00:47:20,160 --> 00:47:24,400 Speaker 2: to do for him and for his mom. I skipped 852 00:47:24,400 --> 00:47:26,719 Speaker 2: a rock down the hill. Listen to it hit other 853 00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:29,640 Speaker 2: rocks on its way down. Why are you all being 854 00:47:29,640 --> 00:47:32,120 Speaker 2: so nice to me? I asked, With everything going on, 855 00:47:33,360 --> 00:47:36,000 Speaker 2: Clay used to talk about you, did you know that? Yeah, 856 00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:39,239 Speaker 2: that's what people have been saying. He talked about you 857 00:47:39,800 --> 00:47:42,799 Speaker 2: like you were one of the endless spirits yourself. You 858 00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:47,160 Speaker 2: weren't a traveler. You were the traveler in his eyes. 859 00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:51,680 Speaker 2: And I can't speak for everyone else here. I was 860 00:47:51,719 --> 00:47:53,000 Speaker 2: being nice to you because I thought you were kind 861 00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:56,840 Speaker 2: of cute, I laughed a little. I have this wicked 862 00:47:56,880 --> 00:47:59,680 Speaker 2: crush on you, Brennan continued, But also I'm celibate at 863 00:47:59,760 --> 00:48:02,120 Speaker 2: least now, so I guess I just want to get 864 00:48:02,120 --> 00:48:03,920 Speaker 2: both of those things out there before I get too 865 00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:06,680 Speaker 2: hung up on you or lead you on. Also, there's 866 00:48:06,719 --> 00:48:08,600 Speaker 2: a non zero chance we're both going to get eaten 867 00:48:08,600 --> 00:48:12,319 Speaker 2: by a demon sometime soon. I haven't let anyone in 868 00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:14,879 Speaker 2: for a while, I said. After thinking about it, you're 869 00:48:14,880 --> 00:48:17,200 Speaker 2: a total badass and you're a babe. I mean, you're 870 00:48:17,239 --> 00:48:21,160 Speaker 2: everything I should want. But yeah, walls, lots of walls. 871 00:48:21,960 --> 00:48:24,840 Speaker 2: I probably can't be with anyone on like this a 872 00:48:24,880 --> 00:48:28,839 Speaker 2: perfect match, she said. Indeed, I want to keep hanging out, 873 00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:33,799 Speaker 2: she asked, until we got eaten by a deer. D duh. 874 00:48:35,960 --> 00:48:45,160 Speaker 2: That's chapter four, Chapter four, which means now you have 875 00:48:45,200 --> 00:48:45,600 Speaker 2: to wait. 876 00:48:47,280 --> 00:48:52,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, so suffer through another week, or by the 877 00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:57,040 Speaker 1: text version of Margaret's book and then use the AI 878 00:48:57,239 --> 00:49:01,560 Speaker 1: voice generator in your head to create her reading it 879 00:49:02,040 --> 00:49:06,320 Speaker 1: or yeah, I don't know that those are your options. 880 00:49:06,680 --> 00:49:10,680 Speaker 2: Yep, and yeah, we'll see you next Sunday for I 881 00:49:10,719 --> 00:49:14,839 Speaker 2: already forgot the jingle cool Zone Club. 882 00:49:14,920 --> 00:49:17,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's why we should never have gone with a jingle. Yeah, 883 00:49:17,640 --> 00:49:18,680 Speaker 1: assumed from the start. 884 00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:21,239 Speaker 2: No, but I just you had the tattoo and I 885 00:49:21,320 --> 00:49:22,359 Speaker 2: just wanted to honor it. 886 00:49:23,480 --> 00:49:27,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, so it's okay too. That tattoo was to commemorate 887 00:49:27,640 --> 00:49:28,280 Speaker 1: several things. 888 00:49:28,440 --> 00:49:30,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, that makes sense. There's a lot of things that 889 00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:36,560 Speaker 2: are jingle related. All right, that's it, see you all soon. 890 00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:40,840 Speaker 1: It Could Happen here as a production of cool Zone Media. 891 00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:43,560 Speaker 2: For more podcasts from cool Zone Media, visit our website 892 00:49:43,640 --> 00:49:45,840 Speaker 2: cool zonemedia dot com, or check us out on the 893 00:49:45,880 --> 00:49:49,320 Speaker 2: iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you listen to podcasts. 894 00:49:49,719 --> 00:49:51,800 Speaker 3: You can find sources for It Could Happen Here, updated 895 00:49:51,920 --> 00:49:54,920 Speaker 3: monthly at cool zonemedia dot com slash sources. 896 00:49:55,120 --> 00:49:55,960 Speaker 2: Thanks for listening.