WEBVTT - I Look Better Naked 0:00:00.400 --> 0:00:04.400 You guys, we are officially four motherfucking days away from 0:00:04.440 --> 0:00:08.280 our live show in Atlanta. We are so excited to 0:00:08.360 --> 0:00:11.080 meet you all. Make sure you buy those tickets. VIP 0:00:11.200 --> 0:00:13.800 has already sold out. Regular admission is about to sell out, 0:00:14.040 --> 0:00:15.640 so you want to make sure and get those tickets 0:00:15.680 --> 0:00:18.400 on our website, Good Momsbad Choices dot com or on 0:00:18.480 --> 0:00:22.520 our Instagram Good Mom's Underscore Bad Choices. We cannot wait 0:00:22.600 --> 0:00:26.640 to meet you October thirteenth, Sunday. Doors open at six 0:00:26.760 --> 0:00:30.920 thirty pm. Show starts at seven point thirty. But you know, 0:00:30.960 --> 0:00:34.160 black people be late and shit, it's at BQE Lounge. 0:00:34.320 --> 0:00:36.600 Jamila's already in Atlanta, so hit that bitch up and 0:00:36.640 --> 0:00:39.200 see what she's doing. So if you're in the Atlanta 0:00:39.280 --> 0:00:42.720 area around at Lan, Atlanta and Alabama, whatever wherever the 0:00:42.720 --> 0:00:45.120 fuck you are, come through anyway. I hope you guys 0:00:45.200 --> 0:00:53.440 enjoyed this episode featuring me and Jamina. 0:00:53.600 --> 0:00:56.040 Welcome to Atlanta's Ammazon Boats. 0:00:55.760 --> 0:00:58.440 Back to the Macan the clothes that Unlesson's back in. 0:00:58.440 --> 0:01:01.360 The knock on this dome. It happened to know the 0:01:01.440 --> 0:01:03.360 one with the flow who did it was me. If 0:01:03.400 --> 0:01:05.440 the post they did in the road that Ludas didn't. 0:01:05.440 --> 0:01:08.800 That's cut supreme skating down. No nets touched and lean 0:01:09.120 --> 0:01:11.240 it just clean. As a matter of fact, got the team. 0:01:11.319 --> 0:01:13.000 No blood on the Snake's gonna keep it so my 0:01:13.080 --> 0:01:15.800 kicks is clean. Get the cream cops, see me flick 0:01:15.880 --> 0:01:16.920 my beans. I'm allergic. 0:01:16.959 --> 0:01:19.199 That Jack was Christ and it hits the means point 0:01:19.280 --> 0:01:20.560 point pig pigs. 0:01:20.240 --> 0:01:22.640 You away with the pork only still more needs a 0:01:22.720 --> 0:01:25.240 steak knife in a port? Did you forget your manner? 0:01:25.560 --> 0:01:28.600 Fruits with banners? Fluda Christ? Johnny Rockets when I can 0:01:28.840 --> 0:01:31.880 the wooly mana stabit to welcome. 0:01:31.640 --> 0:01:35.520 Back to good Moms, bad choices. I'm Erica and I'm Mela, 0:01:36.800 --> 0:01:41.960 and it bitch is fucking tired. I know, I'm fucking exhausted. 0:01:43.080 --> 0:01:47.880 I have never worked so hard in my life on anything. 0:01:49.480 --> 0:01:51.760 I feel like every time we plan a show, like 0:01:51.840 --> 0:01:56.320 whenever we start committing to the date is non suck craziness. 0:01:56.360 --> 0:02:01.600 And that's why it took so long between March and now. 0:02:00.880 --> 0:02:03.000 Like God damn, and we want to and we want 0:02:03.000 --> 0:02:06.080 to keep doing this. Are we sure? I mean? 0:02:06.160 --> 0:02:08.440 I think once we get this kink out the way, 0:02:08.639 --> 0:02:09.840 it will be smooth sailing. 0:02:10.320 --> 0:02:12.120 Oh, my god. 0:02:12.960 --> 0:02:15.800 If anyone out there is thinking about starting the podcast, 0:02:16.080 --> 0:02:21.239 like honestly, just like really think about it. It's fucking hard. 0:02:21.760 --> 0:02:22.919 It is, it really is. 0:02:23.040 --> 0:02:26.480 It's exhausting and stressful, especially when you love it, but 0:02:26.520 --> 0:02:27.400 it's also rewarding. 0:02:27.400 --> 0:02:31.840 It's no, it's been amazing, but I'm tired. I just 0:02:31.880 --> 0:02:34.639 obsessed about it. I'm obsessed. I'm obsessed. 0:02:34.919 --> 0:02:39.000 I really literally last night I could not sleep doing 0:02:39.040 --> 0:02:42.160 the visualizations I said to visualize, and I kept waking 0:02:42.240 --> 0:02:43.919 up like it was just. 0:02:46.000 --> 0:02:46.799 It's crazy. 0:02:47.760 --> 0:02:49.520 But then it also part of me makes me know 0:02:49.560 --> 0:02:51.840 that I'm doing something right, because if I can't sleep 0:02:51.880 --> 0:02:53.400 over this shit, this must be really. 0:02:53.200 --> 0:02:59.560 Really good, right. I mean, anyway, we have a show 0:02:59.560 --> 0:03:00.000 coming up. 0:03:00.160 --> 0:03:02.400 If you didn't, if you've been caught on, if you 0:03:02.400 --> 0:03:04.280 don't already know, because we've been promoting it for four 0:03:04.400 --> 0:03:05.400 hundred years, well not. 0:03:05.360 --> 0:03:07.680 Really four hundred years, because actually we started planning this 0:03:07.800 --> 0:03:09.840 not that long ago, low key, it was like it 0:03:09.880 --> 0:03:10.760 was like five weeks ago. 0:03:11.240 --> 0:03:13.360 That's not a long time to put a whole show 0:03:13.400 --> 0:03:15.560 and a whole other city together in a city that 0:03:15.600 --> 0:03:17.280 we don't really know people in like you do, but 0:03:17.480 --> 0:03:17.840 you don't. 0:03:17.880 --> 0:03:19.040 But I definitely do not. 0:03:19.919 --> 0:03:23.720 And pulling favors and finding venues and asking brands for 0:03:23.760 --> 0:03:27.360 shit and finding money and buy a fucking stage visor 0:03:27.919 --> 0:03:29.919 still haven't done that, and creating a. 0:03:29.919 --> 0:03:34.000 Show and creating a show and we still haven't done that. 0:03:35.240 --> 0:03:37.280 Yeah, it's a lot flights and. 0:03:39.200 --> 0:03:44.240 Graphics and invites and invites and fucking newsletters and updates 0:03:44.240 --> 0:03:47.760 and finding fucking special guests and getting people to post 0:03:47.960 --> 0:03:50.080 to support you, but they won't because they want fifty 0:03:50.080 --> 0:03:51.040 fucking dollars. 0:03:52.640 --> 0:03:57.280 Who Sorry but. 0:03:57.280 --> 0:03:58.800 For those of us that we but you know what, 0:03:58.880 --> 0:04:00.960 I've realized in this process that we have some really 0:04:01.000 --> 0:04:02.080 balm ass friends. 0:04:02.080 --> 0:04:03.840 We really do. We really like. 0:04:03.880 --> 0:04:07.400 We have friends that are flying to Atlanta to support us. 0:04:07.960 --> 0:04:12.080 They're flying across the country to come to our show. 0:04:12.240 --> 0:04:14.840 Bitch, I know, I know, and people who don't know 0:04:14.880 --> 0:04:17.880 are coming. I know. But even more so, people are 0:04:18.040 --> 0:04:25.479 traveling from other states, driving flying. This shit is crazy. 0:04:25.680 --> 0:04:29.479 Calm down and give me excited. I'm funny, I like, 0:04:29.520 --> 0:04:30.880 I don't even know how this happened. 0:04:31.240 --> 0:04:33.800 You know, I'm just mostly scared because I'm I mean, 0:04:33.800 --> 0:04:36.320 I'm not scared nervous because in LA I. 0:04:36.279 --> 0:04:38.120 Was nervous and it was like a lot of people 0:04:38.160 --> 0:04:38.839 we knew. 0:04:39.560 --> 0:04:41.960 But from here, Like, it's gonna be a lot of 0:04:41.960 --> 0:04:44.120 people I know, but like I haven't seen in ten 0:04:44.240 --> 0:04:46.920 fucking years. I've think half people are probably like, what 0:04:46.920 --> 0:04:48.880 the fuck is this bitch doing? I don't know, let's 0:04:48.920 --> 0:04:52.080 go see. So I know I'm gonna be super nervous. 0:04:52.600 --> 0:04:53.680 We've got other people. 0:04:53.440 --> 0:04:56.800 Involved now, I know we've like dragged people into the 0:04:56.839 --> 0:04:58.840 show trying to figure out what the fuck they're doing 0:04:58.880 --> 0:04:59.360 at the show. 0:04:59.480 --> 0:05:04.240 It's just man, but we do it as goes to 0:05:04.279 --> 0:05:06.400 show like who our friends are, who supports us. 0:05:08.640 --> 0:05:11.120 It's been amazing though it is. It's going to be amazing. 0:05:11.160 --> 0:05:12.080 It's going to be amazing. 0:05:12.120 --> 0:05:15.279 We have great we have I'm excited to meet all 0:05:15.320 --> 0:05:17.640 the people that are going to come out. I'm excited to, 0:05:18.360 --> 0:05:19.800 you know, have our guests on. 0:05:19.880 --> 0:05:20.200 We have to. 0:05:20.240 --> 0:05:24.600 We've gotten like some really awesome guests and I'm excited 0:05:24.640 --> 0:05:27.320 to see how that all plays out live. 0:05:27.560 --> 0:05:29.039 I think it's gonna be cool because we all have 0:05:29.080 --> 0:05:33.279 really different personalities, Like Danielle is totally different than us, 0:05:33.360 --> 0:05:36.479 and Shanisia is different than us, and we don't even 0:05:36.480 --> 0:05:38.960 really know more so it's just like but I feel 0:05:38.960 --> 0:05:39.760 like she's like us. 0:05:39.600 --> 0:05:41.320 But we don't know because it's going to be a surprise. 0:05:42.440 --> 0:05:44.200 It's a surprised for us to be right, like maybe 0:05:44.200 --> 0:05:45.279 we should hang out with her before. 0:05:46.160 --> 0:05:49.360 But and I have a really good feeling, like I 0:05:49.400 --> 0:05:52.279 haven't lived in Atlanta in fucking eight years, but I 0:05:52.320 --> 0:05:55.599 have a really strong gut feeling that everybody ever knew 0:05:55.680 --> 0:05:57.360 during the seven years I lived there is going to 0:05:57.400 --> 0:05:59.720 come out and support And I think that's going to 0:05:59.800 --> 0:06:01.960 be pretty bomb too, Like you don't have to see 0:06:02.000 --> 0:06:03.440 a bit in it years and you're gonna come. 0:06:03.720 --> 0:06:06.520 Well, you're kind of unforgettable and lovable. 0:06:06.720 --> 0:06:07.039 Thank you. 0:06:07.520 --> 0:06:10.880 I love that. I love you too. Based on my Facebook, 0:06:11.360 --> 0:06:17.039 it's talking. It's true. Somebody somebody messaged me like I'll 0:06:17.080 --> 0:06:17.960 never forget that night. 0:06:18.080 --> 0:06:19.680 I was like, oh shit, I was like, did I 0:06:19.720 --> 0:06:25.479 sleep with it? Like, oh no, it's not good. But 0:06:26.080 --> 0:06:27.480 I think it's gonna be awesome. I mean, at the 0:06:27.560 --> 0:06:28.880 end of the day, we're all gonna be drunk. It's 0:06:28.880 --> 0:06:31.520 at a bar our. DJ is gonna be really bombed. Actually, 0:06:31.920 --> 0:06:34.039 DJ Tabone I used to work with him when I 0:06:34.080 --> 0:06:37.600 worked at the Low's. He DJ'd in the lobby. But 0:06:38.000 --> 0:06:40.360 randomly Erica met him, well, she lived there. 0:06:40.720 --> 0:06:42.920 I met him at a bar, Like was I at 0:06:42.960 --> 0:06:43.240 a bar. 0:06:43.320 --> 0:06:45.520 I was at a bar, I was eating somewhere, and 0:06:45.600 --> 0:06:49.320 I just like landed that day in Atlanta because I 0:06:49.400 --> 0:06:52.400 was doing a movie and I didn't know anyone there 0:06:52.760 --> 0:06:55.000 except like my cousin who claimed she lived in Atlanta, 0:06:55.040 --> 0:06:57.440 but she lived in Peachtree City, which is like an 0:06:57.480 --> 0:07:01.000 hour and half a way. It's like not convenient at all. 0:07:01.400 --> 0:07:03.279 But I was in little five Points. 0:07:02.960 --> 0:07:03.680 And we went. 0:07:03.800 --> 0:07:05.599 I went to like a bar and like this guy 0:07:05.680 --> 0:07:08.080 with like this hair. I just remember his hair was 0:07:08.080 --> 0:07:09.720 like kind of tall. There was something going on with 0:07:09.760 --> 0:07:10.000 his hair. 0:07:10.040 --> 0:07:12.480 It's tall. It was tall. It was something, something was happening. 0:07:13.040 --> 0:07:15.960 And he was like we just exchanged numbers, and like 0:07:16.000 --> 0:07:17.520 he would send me music, like he would send me 0:07:17.560 --> 0:07:18.680 stuff from his SoundCloud. 0:07:18.760 --> 0:07:21.080 So wait, so today, as I'm making the newsletter, I 0:07:21.240 --> 0:07:22.440 just put it in his SoundCloud. 0:07:22.480 --> 0:07:24.800 But I was like, oh shit, okay, so he's still 0:07:24.800 --> 0:07:26.320 popped popping Okay. 0:07:26.720 --> 0:07:29.920 You know, Also that story like confirmed for me. I'm like, 0:07:30.040 --> 0:07:33.280 this is so fucking divine. Like all the years I 0:07:33.360 --> 0:07:37.120 lived in Atlanta. When I left Atlanta, I had no 0:07:37.880 --> 0:07:40.720 clue that I'd be coming back to do a show 0:07:41.040 --> 0:07:43.000 at my friend's bar, Like I've known my friend for 0:07:43.040 --> 0:07:45.800 a long time. And then when I'm like, oh, I'm 0:07:45.800 --> 0:07:47.400 gonna get my friend DJ to Bone to do it, 0:07:47.400 --> 0:07:49.840 You're like that sounds so familiar, And I was like, damn, 0:07:49.880 --> 0:07:53.600 this is so divine. Everything aligns just perfectly, Like even 0:07:53.640 --> 0:07:56.239 if it's ten years in advance, you have no idea 0:07:56.320 --> 0:07:58.920 what like spirit has in store for you in the future, 0:07:59.040 --> 0:08:02.120 you know, like we have babies and like shit has changed, 0:08:02.160 --> 0:08:03.760 but still so perfect. 0:08:04.520 --> 0:08:06.200 So it's it's true. It's so true. 0:08:06.240 --> 0:08:09.120 Even one of our listeners recommended a videographer that used 0:08:09.120 --> 0:08:12.120 to be his student in second grade and he's a 0:08:12.200 --> 0:08:13.600 videoographer for the show. 0:08:13.640 --> 0:08:15.840 And I'm like, this is cool. And you know what, 0:08:16.160 --> 0:08:16.880 that's another thing. 0:08:16.920 --> 0:08:19.600 We have a like bomb ass network, not even friends 0:08:19.600 --> 0:08:22.760 of like people we know, but even our internet friends 0:08:22.840 --> 0:08:25.160 come through for us, Like we have somebody contributing to 0:08:25.200 --> 0:08:26.000 our gift bag. 0:08:26.520 --> 0:08:29.160 Shout out to you girl, Like it's just. 0:08:29.480 --> 0:08:32.560 It's mad love And I'm I'm excited about that. 0:08:32.920 --> 0:08:33.160 Yeah. 0:08:33.280 --> 0:08:37.760 So I'm I'm like so so so so excited, and 0:08:38.600 --> 0:08:40.480 I can't wait to do it. I can't also can't 0:08:40.480 --> 0:08:41.200 wait for it to be over. 0:08:42.640 --> 0:08:44.280 We will be high for like five days. 0:08:44.760 --> 0:08:47.679 I know, well after we do the show, a bitch 0:08:48.120 --> 0:08:50.560 is getting lat out. 0:08:51.000 --> 0:08:53.080 I already I already thought it in my head. I'm like, 0:08:53.320 --> 0:08:56.320 get black out drunk, Like, don't get too black I remember. 0:08:56.120 --> 0:08:58.360 I already told someone. I was like, I'm getting blacked 0:08:58.400 --> 0:09:00.880 out half my back. 0:09:01.800 --> 0:09:04.320 We're just gonna we've we've already somehow pre planned that 0:09:04.360 --> 0:09:05.800 the after party is the strip. 0:09:05.520 --> 0:09:08.240 Club for absolutely. We don't know what shop club. I 0:09:08.240 --> 0:09:08.480 don't know. 0:09:08.520 --> 0:09:11.360 We gotta find someone with the money we got. That's 0:09:11.400 --> 0:09:14.160 like the only thing that needs to happen. Who has 0:09:14.200 --> 0:09:17.760 the money, whoever is listening here, who's ever listening right now, 0:09:17.800 --> 0:09:19.640 who lives in Atlanta, who's coming to our show? 0:09:19.679 --> 0:09:22.360 We need you to secure the Daddy's the daddy with 0:09:22.400 --> 0:09:26.000 the bag to take all of us all the good. 0:09:26.280 --> 0:09:29.200 I know one of you motherfuckers know the nigga with 0:09:29.240 --> 0:09:32.000 the bag, because whenever I went to Atlanta, I'll never forget. 0:09:32.000 --> 0:09:33.840 Like when I was out there, my girlfriend Amber, she 0:09:33.920 --> 0:09:36.319 was living out there for a while, and I met 0:09:36.400 --> 0:09:38.240 up with her and she's like, yeah, we're gonna go out. 0:09:38.120 --> 0:09:39.360 But first, you know, we got to meet up with 0:09:39.360 --> 0:09:41.800 my friend, Oh my god, this is my life in Atlanta. 0:09:41.880 --> 0:09:43.240 Used to go to meet up with my friend where 0:09:43.280 --> 0:09:44.840 you have to go to dinner first, Yeah, and like 0:09:45.000 --> 0:09:47.000 she's like he's not cute, but like we're gonna go 0:09:47.000 --> 0:09:48.240 to the club. We're gonna go to the strip club 0:09:48.240 --> 0:09:48.959 and it's gonna be bombed. 0:09:48.960 --> 0:09:49.400 Don't worry. 0:09:49.400 --> 0:09:50.800 You don't have to like, you don't don't have to 0:09:50.840 --> 0:09:52.400 flirt with hi, because there's be o the niggas there 0:09:52.800 --> 0:09:53.079 And we. 0:09:53.040 --> 0:09:55.320 Get there and they I just remember we walked in 0:09:55.360 --> 0:09:55.520 the bar. 0:09:55.679 --> 0:09:58.160 We walked into this club and they each handed us 0:09:58.200 --> 0:10:00.640 like yeah stack And I was like this life. 0:10:00.679 --> 0:10:03.080 I sure hope Atlanta hasn't changed, because this is how 0:10:03.160 --> 0:10:03.760 I remember it. 0:10:03.920 --> 0:10:06.559 Like I was like walking down the street and like I. 0:10:06.480 --> 0:10:09.240 Don't want to eat the cafeteria today niggas just pull 0:10:09.360 --> 0:10:10.080 up like come eat. 0:10:10.120 --> 0:10:13.160 We're like sure will My friends like we're never get 0:10:13.160 --> 0:10:15.559 in the car with no stranger. He tossed us the 0:10:15.640 --> 0:10:17.360 keys to his car and got in the car with 0:10:17.400 --> 0:10:20.040 somebody who was behind him and let us follow him 0:10:20.040 --> 0:10:20.600 in his car. 0:10:20.920 --> 0:10:25.719 What I'm like, Yes, lord, that's amazing. Yeah, so that 0:10:25.800 --> 0:10:28.040 can be hell of dates lined up in Atlanta. Period. 0:10:28.360 --> 0:10:30.719 Got hell dates I do? I really did I have one? 0:10:30.760 --> 0:10:33.440 I have a date? You're taking me on that date? 0:10:33.600 --> 0:10:35.320 He doesn't. I don't care what. 0:10:35.280 --> 0:10:37.960 He's already made the rest and the date is happening 0:10:38.360 --> 0:10:40.800 on the on the day before the show. 0:10:43.440 --> 0:10:45.960 SDK. There's we I come. 0:10:46.400 --> 0:10:50.000 There's stuff we haven't done, like what like a sign 0:10:50.840 --> 0:10:53.040 a sign like for behind us? 0:10:53.320 --> 0:10:56.280 Oh my god, Well that's because we're waiting on some ship. 0:10:56.600 --> 0:10:58.599 But we do need to yeah. 0:10:58.800 --> 0:10:59.360 Like tomorrow. 0:10:59.559 --> 0:11:02.160 Yeah, we just got to do it regardless of that 0:11:02.480 --> 0:11:04.440 we need it right, yeah, or. 0:11:04.440 --> 0:11:07.000 We could just take her handy dandy. We should bring 0:11:07.000 --> 0:11:08.440 that to we would we read ships and stuff. 0:11:08.880 --> 0:11:09.160 We do. 0:11:09.200 --> 0:11:10.640 We need to ship some we. 0:11:10.640 --> 0:11:15.400 Can some from yeah yeah, okay, sorry, we're making plans 0:11:15.440 --> 0:11:15.960 on the podcast. 0:11:15.960 --> 0:11:20.040 Okay, okay, podcasting everything. Every conversation Erica. 0:11:19.920 --> 0:11:24.000 And I have somehow always goes back to work. We 0:11:24.040 --> 0:11:27.319 don't have personal conversations after this show. It doesn't exist. 0:11:28.200 --> 0:11:30.520 Are you good? And we probably do need to like go. 0:11:30.400 --> 0:11:35.480 On like a non talking of work trip. 0:11:35.559 --> 0:11:38.840 That's impossible, Erica, It's literally impossible. 0:11:39.920 --> 0:11:41.880 I even't feel even sometimes feel bad when people are 0:11:41.920 --> 0:11:44.720 around us because they're probably like. 0:11:43.960 --> 0:11:48.559 Like, so we're just gonna talk about your podcast. Okay, yeah, yep, yeah, yep, yep. 0:11:48.600 --> 0:11:49.960 You don't like, you don't care about it, You're not 0:11:50.000 --> 0:11:50.400 my friend. 0:11:51.920 --> 0:11:55.679 But you know what, I don't care because you know, 0:11:56.040 --> 0:11:58.000 when we started this podcast, there was a lot of 0:11:58.000 --> 0:12:00.560 people that didn't understand what we were doing. There are people 0:12:00.600 --> 0:12:03.679 that didn't didn't like, didn't understand the vision, didn't support 0:12:03.679 --> 0:12:06.640 the vision. And I didn't even know really what the 0:12:06.720 --> 0:12:08.760 vision was. I just knew that it made me feel 0:12:08.760 --> 0:12:12.800 good and that I needed it. And you know now 0:12:12.880 --> 0:12:17.080 that like now that we've reached ten thousands, we finally 0:12:17.120 --> 0:12:21.280 reached ten k on Instagram, ten point five actually ten 0:12:21.320 --> 0:12:23.840 point five, and I'm just like, you know what, you can't. 0:12:23.600 --> 0:12:26.400 Tell a bit shit. You can't tell me shill. 0:12:26.800 --> 0:12:30.360 I have real, actual people that fuck with what the 0:12:30.400 --> 0:12:33.520 fuck my vision was hereo, that what the fuck our 0:12:33.640 --> 0:12:39.600 vision is, and that like would genuinely enjoy the community 0:12:39.679 --> 0:12:41.119 that we've built. 0:12:41.280 --> 0:12:45.280 And no shade, not a single paid like, not a 0:12:45.320 --> 0:12:47.920 single paid follow, not a ghost sloop. 0:12:48.000 --> 0:12:50.640 I don't know what the fuck that is. None of 0:12:50.679 --> 0:12:51.120 that shit. 0:12:51.200 --> 0:12:53.600 They will not be ten k and five likes, Okay, 0:12:53.640 --> 0:12:56.720 because this ship is built from the ground up. 0:12:57.160 --> 0:13:00.800 Yes, and it couldn't exist with that all these with 0:13:00.800 --> 0:13:03.840 all of you guys that listen and support, support and 0:13:03.880 --> 0:13:07.000 message us and share all your fucking business with us, 0:13:07.040 --> 0:13:10.439 and like send nudes and send like really emotional shit 0:13:10.880 --> 0:13:15.040 and funny ass shit and like fuck, it's like every 0:13:15.120 --> 0:13:17.560 day me and she look a look at our shit 0:13:17.640 --> 0:13:19.199 and we're like sharing, like oh my god, you see 0:13:19.200 --> 0:13:21.400 the shit. This is fucking amazing, or oh my god, 0:13:21.600 --> 0:13:25.240 this bitch is hilarious, or like that Nick is weird. 0:13:25.280 --> 0:13:29.600 Right, or like damn, his dick is big, right. I mean, 0:13:29.600 --> 0:13:31.600 it's literally like a family. I feel like I have 0:13:31.679 --> 0:13:35.840 so much more family. Like the other day, one of 0:13:35.880 --> 0:13:39.479 our listeners or followers whatever was messaging. 0:13:39.200 --> 0:13:41.440 Me, but like she just work with her baby daddy. 0:13:41.559 --> 0:13:44.080 She loves him so much, she has four kids, but 0:13:44.480 --> 0:13:47.680 he keeps cheating and she just wants to forgive and forgive. 0:13:47.760 --> 0:13:51.040 I'm like, boom, he ain't like either gonna be in 0:13:51.040 --> 0:13:53.240 an open relationship or you gotta eccel. But I'm like, 0:13:53.400 --> 0:13:56.240 so much deep deep shit you're telling me. And she's 0:13:56.280 --> 0:13:58.680 in Africa. I'm just like, this is amazing. I'm giving 0:13:58.679 --> 0:14:03.720 advice to my friend I've never met in Africa or 0:14:03.760 --> 0:14:07.960 I've never even been Yeah, it is. 0:14:08.080 --> 0:14:10.480 It is reassurance, and I don't I don't even know. 0:14:10.640 --> 0:14:13.040 It's still really if we know what we're doing, I 0:14:13.080 --> 0:14:15.360 mean we do, but we don't. And every time somebody 0:14:15.320 --> 0:14:19.080 asked me, I get so fucking irritated, like it's just growing. 0:14:18.840 --> 0:14:22.320 Okay, so what are you gonna? It's growing? What's your ankle? 0:14:22.400 --> 0:14:29.720 It's just growth? Fucking asking these kind of questions. Look, therapy. 0:14:29.920 --> 0:14:32.760 This is therapy, Okay for everyone, it is. 0:14:33.840 --> 0:14:38.440 I do feel like this is like my inside cancer weirdness, 0:14:38.480 --> 0:14:40.680 like people doubt it, doubted us. 0:14:41.120 --> 0:14:44.600 No, it's not your inside cancer weirdness. They did they have. 0:14:44.760 --> 0:14:48.720 They're like, oh it's cute. Oh no, it's bigger than cute. 0:14:48.800 --> 0:14:54.680 It's ten point five. Oh my goodness. 0:14:55.560 --> 0:15:00.760 Anyway, enough about about us, our podcast, on our podcast, 0:15:03.120 --> 0:15:05.840 what's going on? What's going on with you? Girl? What's that? 0:15:07.360 --> 0:15:09.520 I've just been kind of stressed out. 0:15:10.160 --> 0:15:12.600 I may not really but kind of, but just in 0:15:12.600 --> 0:15:14.400 a weird journey I've been going. I forgot to get 0:15:14.400 --> 0:15:16.040 the therapy to day because I forget to write shit 0:15:16.120 --> 0:15:18.800 down because I'm slow. But I've never said this on 0:15:18.800 --> 0:15:20.960 the podcast before. I don't know why I guess I 0:15:21.000 --> 0:15:23.560 was embarrassed, but I don't really give a fuck. But 0:15:23.600 --> 0:15:26.280 I've been staying with my mom for like six months. 0:15:26.560 --> 0:15:28.600 I've moved out of my apartment to like save money, 0:15:28.640 --> 0:15:34.520 which I haven't done, and that's super fucking stressful because 0:15:35.240 --> 0:15:36.520 she stresses me the fuck out. 0:15:37.680 --> 0:15:39.840 But I also, like, I feel. 0:15:39.600 --> 0:15:42.080 Like maybe there's work that needs to be done, so 0:15:42.120 --> 0:15:45.240 I'm trying to not like I'm trying to be gentle 0:15:45.280 --> 0:15:47.720 with the situation, be gentle with her, and also like 0:15:48.080 --> 0:15:50.360 there's nothing to be embarrassed about. I'm grateful to have 0:15:50.400 --> 0:15:52.880 a mom I can stay with. Other people may. 0:15:52.720 --> 0:15:54.840 Not have that option, you know, even if she gets 0:15:54.840 --> 0:15:55.400 on my nerves. 0:15:55.680 --> 0:15:57.320 But the fact that I, like, I have somewhere to 0:15:57.360 --> 0:15:59.680 go if in the case, like shit hits the fan, 0:16:00.200 --> 0:16:01.840 that's something to be grateful for. 0:16:01.920 --> 0:16:03.040 And I think for a long time, I was like, 0:16:03.080 --> 0:16:05.040 I'm thirty one, I'm staying with my mom. 0:16:05.200 --> 0:16:07.360 I'm going on dates, not saying shit to people because 0:16:07.400 --> 0:16:09.880 I'm like, I just don't want to. I mean, it's 0:16:09.920 --> 0:16:13.640 nobody's business, but for anybody else listening, I realized recently, 0:16:13.720 --> 0:16:16.240 like I can't be transparent with some stuff. I mean, 0:16:16.280 --> 0:16:18.200 I could be untransparent with everyon the fuck I want. 0:16:18.240 --> 0:16:20.120 But you know, a lot of people look at the 0:16:20.160 --> 0:16:23.200 Internet and think everybody's life is perfect and nobody has 0:16:23.240 --> 0:16:28.040 struggles and we're just happily podcasting and baby daddies are 0:16:28.080 --> 0:16:31.200 just paying fucking it's child support on time, and everything's 0:16:31.240 --> 0:16:32.160 fucking peachy keen. 0:16:32.240 --> 0:16:33.600 And that's just really not the case. 0:16:33.720 --> 0:16:36.520 You know, nobody knows what's going on in anyone's personal life. 0:16:36.600 --> 0:16:38.320 That's what's going on in mind. That's what's been stressing 0:16:38.320 --> 0:16:38.880 me the fuck out. 0:16:39.680 --> 0:16:44.080 But most recently, my dad got back into town, which 0:16:44.120 --> 0:16:45.760 makes this space even more cramped. 0:16:46.120 --> 0:16:49.120 And do your mom and dad sleep in the same room? Yeah, 0:16:49.200 --> 0:16:52.120 in the same bed. Mm do they like? I don't know? 0:16:53.360 --> 0:16:57.720 Whoa WHOA? Calm the fuck down, Look, I don't know. 0:16:57.920 --> 0:16:59.760 I don't know. If I thought you might not, why 0:17:00.000 --> 0:17:02.560 I know, why would you even ask me? I'm sorry? 0:17:03.560 --> 0:17:06.480 They do? They do the way your mom be acted. 0:17:06.640 --> 0:17:14.440 She's getting fucked for real though, Yo, She's fucking fucked 0:17:14.440 --> 0:17:15.000 and getting mad. 0:17:15.560 --> 0:17:21.399 Seriously, speaking of that, today, I posted some really for 0:17:21.560 --> 0:17:24.320 my nude post. This was a milder one. Erica took 0:17:24.359 --> 0:17:26.560 it when we were in New York and I posted 0:17:26.600 --> 0:17:28.600 it and like, I can't. I was about to post 0:17:28.640 --> 0:17:30.560 another nude on ours today and as soon as I 0:17:30.600 --> 0:17:31.720 was about to, like getting. 0:17:31.440 --> 0:17:33.400 My caption together, and my dad's like, what's up? Why 0:17:33.400 --> 0:17:34.919 the fuck you gotta post these pictures? 0:17:34.960 --> 0:17:38.080 I'm like, oh my, how many naked pictures in my 0:17:38.119 --> 0:17:40.560 whole life span of adulthood? Am I gonna have to 0:17:40.640 --> 0:17:45.159 fucking answer about? So today I got home together like 0:17:45.240 --> 0:17:46.440 tag teaming me about, like. 0:17:46.520 --> 0:17:49.239 You're somebody's mother. I'm like, I know that. What does 0:17:49.280 --> 0:17:51.439 that have to do with your car is dirty? I'm like, 0:17:51.520 --> 0:17:54.399 what does that have to do with the nude? The 0:17:54.520 --> 0:17:55.199 not nudes? 0:17:55.240 --> 0:17:57.280 I'm like, first of all, I can't post nudes on 0:17:57.359 --> 0:17:59.960 Facebook or Instagram. It's illegal, like flag you, I know, 0:18:00.040 --> 0:18:02.439 oh they flagged me before. I'm like you guys are 0:18:02.440 --> 0:18:04.439 acting like I'm doing fucking porn. It's like, how are 0:18:04.440 --> 0:18:05.160 you gonna get a job? 0:18:05.160 --> 0:18:08.560 I'm like, I'm not. Don't you get it, I'm not 0:18:08.680 --> 0:18:15.679 getting a job. I'm like, what the fuck? 0:18:16.760 --> 0:18:19.320 It's laughablet now, But I was getting fucking mad, like 0:18:19.359 --> 0:18:20.119