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Speaker 1: This a talented You know, I didn't think it was talent.

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Speaker 1: for me, and it still does all this time later.

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Speaker 1: Thanks for watching, guys.

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Speaker 3: Today's episode is brought to you by boost Mobile.

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Speaker 4: She stands as one of the most vital and essential

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Speaker 4: voices of our time, a poet, a singer, a storyteller,

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Speaker 4: a wordsmith.

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Speaker 3: I just added that I love it because we were

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Speaker 3: talking my words. Her work continues to shape the sonic

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Speaker 3: and spiritual landscape of R and B, soul and hip hop,

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Speaker 3: and she prepares to release her.

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Speaker 1: First album in nearly a decade.

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Speaker 3: The amazing and magical Jill Scott is our guest today

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Speaker 3: on IR. We're going to have good words today. We

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Speaker 3: might have a little sip on something today, as we should.

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Speaker 1: As we should, as we should.

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Speaker 3: Hi beautiful, Hi beautiful, We're so good to see you.

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Speaker 1: We're highs.

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Speaker 3: What you've been doing?

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Speaker 1: Where have I been? Where have I been? Literally around

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Speaker 1: the world a lot. I've traveled so much in this

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Speaker 1: last ten years and really focused on I don't know,

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Speaker 1: I'm raising this boy. You know, it's really important time

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Speaker 1: between nine, I would say, and thirteen, that time right there,

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Speaker 3: Why that time, specifically.

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Speaker 1: Because they are growing into this puberty thing, so before

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Speaker 1: you know, I have this one kid. So I just

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Speaker 1: wanted to do it right. I wanted to do it right.

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Speaker 1: I wanted to do it right. I worked a lot

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Speaker 1: during that time, but you know I also was home.

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Speaker 1: I also got a chance to be present in his

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Speaker 5: Wow.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, that was good for us.

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Speaker 3: So this is a conscious decision, right for you feel like,

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Speaker 3: I mean, you still work, but yeah, just to not

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Speaker 1: It's important. Yeah. And no music, well, I needed to

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Speaker 1: lift some you know, I always make music, always.

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Speaker 3: That's so interesting because somebody like you. So I just

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Speaker 1: Get it out? World?

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Speaker 3: Not really.

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Speaker 1: I wanted to do what I wanted to do. That

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Speaker 1: I want to live the kind of life I want

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Speaker 1: I want to make sure my mother was straight, you know.

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Speaker 1: choice now, right, it is a choice. So the plan is,

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Speaker 1: well it was and still is that you work hard

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Speaker 1: and that's the way that I'm planning my life.

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Speaker 2: Wow.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I told you you you You came to you

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Speaker 1: and you came to me, and I was like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: that's how I want it, just like that. So this

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Speaker 3: That's amazing.

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Speaker 1: My fan base is incredibly blessed. Oh they wait for you.

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Speaker 3: Everybody's saying it's okay, like take as much time as

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Speaker 1: I'm so happy to hear that.

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Speaker 3: How does he receive the fact that you have taken

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I'm very grateful for that time, very grateful and all

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Speaker 1: he's cool, he's thoughtful, he's very talented, and I'm just

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Speaker 3: See making music, and he's doing.

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Speaker 1: A lot of things that I won't really him. It's

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Speaker 3: That must be hard when you're the mom. Yeah, the

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Speaker 1: Well, he does it in his own time because it's his.

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Speaker 1: Like for me, I kept my voice to myself because

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Speaker 3: And nobody knew that you had these pipes right, No,

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Speaker 1: I didn't judge it. I just knew it made me

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Speaker 1: like it started really early with my with my mom

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Speaker 1: you need to let me understand the process. I would

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Speaker 2: She wouldn't give me fifty cents, And I really wanted

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Speaker 1: My this talent. You know, I didn't think it was talent.

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Speaker 1: I didn't think about it at all. It was just

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Speaker 1: It's the same.

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Speaker 3: So because your instrument is just I mean, what is

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Speaker 1: It is a gift? Right? Yes? Yeah? Yeah? So do

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Speaker 3: Does it find you?

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Speaker 1: It's a part of my life, and that's the way

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Speaker 3: It's you.

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Speaker 1: No, I'm a lot of things. I'm not one thing.

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Speaker 1: I've never I don't ever recall being one thing. You know.

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Speaker 1: I think I'm sweet, but I also think I'm spicy.

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Speaker 1: I think that I'm intelligent, but I could do dumb shit,

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Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Like and and my voice

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Speaker 1: The best thing I can do for it sometimes is

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Speaker 1: this about? What's this all about? Because the writing tells

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Speaker 3: I kind of do yeah until just now, I got't

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Speaker 1: It's like zap, how that the words should sound like

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Speaker 1: it should sound like what you're saying. So joy has

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Speaker 1: So the words tell me how to sing the song. Wow,

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Speaker 1: So I have to have the words first wow for me? Anyway, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I wonder how is that common amongst peers? I don't know.

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Speaker 1: The words are everything, Like, even with acting, what is

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Speaker 3: So even with your acting, the sound of the words

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Speaker 1: The sound and the words informed the emotion.

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Speaker 3: Wow.

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Speaker 1: If I don't have anything to say, then I'm just

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Speaker 3: That's so funny because when we started this talk today

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Speaker 3: we were saying the words yes. Isn't that How did

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Speaker 1: We're defining journalism? Oh yes, yes, I said, I said,

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Speaker 1: I'm so proud of you watching you, you know, be

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Speaker 1: this this journalist, Like I don't think I'm a journalist,

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Speaker 1: and I'm like I think you are. You ask important

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Speaker 3: That's interesting. We set the tone of this conversation about words. Oh,

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Speaker 3: If I had your voice, I would sing all the time, Jim, Like,

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Speaker 3: this is why God didn't give me your gift or

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Speaker 3: a gift similar to yours, because I would be so

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Speaker 3: annoying with it, like God woulds.

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Speaker 1: I probably have been annoying at some point. I remember

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Speaker 1: friends telling me to shut the funk up. No, it's possible, jil,

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Speaker 1: let's direct clock it up. Just shot the fuck up.

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Speaker 1: And you're like, because I had a whole bunch on

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Speaker 1: my mind, that's kind of how it works.

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, that's yummy.

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Speaker 1: You like it?

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Speaker 3: I do?

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Speaker 1: Okay, okay to longevity, Yeah, passion, fun.

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Speaker 3: And bus.

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Speaker 1: Nice.

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Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 1: That's good. Jill, me me, me, me, me me, that's

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Speaker 1: It's over. Yeah, And sometimes you know, I just give

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439
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Speaker 7: In Indiana.

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Speaker 3: If you are someone you know has a gambling problem

441
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Speaker 3: and wants help, call one eight hundred and nine with

442
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Speaker 3: it gambling problem called one eight hundred Gambler in Arizona, Colorado, Illinois,

443
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Speaker 3: New Jersey, Ohio, Tennessee, Virginia, I want to go back

444
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Speaker 3: to what you were talking about in the down moments,

445
00:24:36,560 --> 00:24:41,560
Speaker 3: how you handle them? And you said you cry? Was

446
00:24:41,600 --> 00:24:43,679
Speaker 3: it a time period? I know your grandmother cried that

447
00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:46,679
Speaker 3: one day. How do you handle that? How do you

448
00:24:46,720 --> 00:24:53,879
Speaker 3: handle like grief or sadness of those moments. There's a

449
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Speaker 3: lot of baths, baths because you said you give it

450
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Speaker 3: a time and then there's a cutoff.

451
00:25:00,880 --> 00:25:04,040
Speaker 1: I give myself as long as it takes. But but

452
00:25:04,400 --> 00:25:07,480
Speaker 1: I have it. I don't half have it. You know.

453
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:10,320
Speaker 1: It might be some yelling and some screaming. You know,

454
00:25:10,520 --> 00:25:13,840
Speaker 1: it's it's long walks, literally, they're still good to me.

455
00:25:14,440 --> 00:25:19,240
Speaker 1: It's long baths. It's conversations with friends at three or

456
00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:22,600
Speaker 1: four o'clock in the morning. It's maybe a little trip.

457
00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:24,760
Speaker 1: I might have to do that. I've had to do

458
00:25:24,800 --> 00:25:27,400
Speaker 1: that before. You know. Let me get away from everybody

459
00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:32,200
Speaker 1: because I'm no good you know those things. That's how

460
00:25:32,240 --> 00:25:35,600
Speaker 1: I pretty much deal with it. And I might buy

461
00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:39,480
Speaker 1: myself something that I really want, you know, like life

462
00:25:39,560 --> 00:25:45,320
Speaker 1: is still good, you know whatever, or or I'll make

463
00:25:45,359 --> 00:25:47,879
Speaker 1: a donation to something that matters to me. You know

464
00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:52,560
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I use money. I use it for

465
00:25:52,680 --> 00:25:55,880
Speaker 1: my betterment, and I think that's the way for me. Now.

466
00:25:55,960 --> 00:26:00,760
Speaker 1: I understand that it's a tool and I should use

467
00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:05,080
Speaker 1: it and enjoy and see the world as much as

468
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Speaker 1: possible and give back to my community too. It makes

469
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Speaker 1: me happy. You can't tell me nothing.

470
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Speaker 3: You're a happy person overall though.

471
00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:15,880
Speaker 1: No, most of the time. Yeah, most of the time.

472
00:26:15,920 --> 00:26:16,679
Speaker 1: I live in enjoy.

473
00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:17,720
Speaker 3: Good for you.

474
00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:19,800
Speaker 1: My mentor talks about it all the time.

475
00:26:19,840 --> 00:26:20,560
Speaker 3: Who's your mentor?

476
00:26:20,720 --> 00:26:28,360
Speaker 1: Pamela Macklin. She is incredible, full of life, very funny,

477
00:26:28,960 --> 00:26:33,200
Speaker 1: very open and raw and honest with me. Has been

478
00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:38,399
Speaker 1: a support system, whether it's with my kid or in

479
00:26:38,480 --> 00:26:44,280
Speaker 1: my relationships or in my career, in my fashion. You know,

480
00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:50,080
Speaker 1: she's just she's a grand dame and I'm watching her

481
00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:51,280
Speaker 1: and loving her.

482
00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:54,520
Speaker 3: What is the relationship like of a mentor to you?

483
00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:54,679
Speaker 1: Like?

484
00:26:54,720 --> 00:26:56,720
Speaker 3: What is that? Is that a daily thing? Is that

485
00:26:56,760 --> 00:26:59,359
Speaker 3: a weekly thing? Is that just you watching and being inspired?

486
00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:00,280
Speaker 3: Is that? What is that?

487
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:04,359
Speaker 1: It's when in need or when it comes up. I

488
00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:05,960
Speaker 1: can just think of her and she'll call me.

489
00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:07,040
Speaker 5: You know.

490
00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:09,960
Speaker 1: I could think of her and she'll call my kid.

491
00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:12,520
Speaker 1: You know, I could think of her and she'll call

492
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Speaker 1: my partner. Like she's She's very present in my existence.

493
00:27:20,119 --> 00:27:23,399
Speaker 1: So that's pretty much how it works for my my

494
00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:27,080
Speaker 1: I have mentees. Sometimes I don't talk to them, you know,

495
00:27:27,240 --> 00:27:33,000
Speaker 1: for a year or two, but then I'll know or

496
00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:36,719
Speaker 1: they'll know or need me for something and call. And

497
00:27:36,760 --> 00:27:40,480
Speaker 1: then now we're seeing each other like three four times

498
00:27:40,520 --> 00:27:43,680
Speaker 1: a month, which is crazy because we haven't seen each other,

499
00:27:44,119 --> 00:27:48,000
Speaker 1: you know, that much. But now we're we're right back connected.

500
00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:52,320
Speaker 1: Friendships like that, mentorship like that. You don't need to

501
00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:54,480
Speaker 1: call somebody every day. No, it's not.

502
00:27:56,560 --> 00:28:00,240
Speaker 3: Yeah, I get that.

503
00:27:59,080 --> 00:28:00,679
Speaker 1: You have a mentor, you know.

504
00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:02,520
Speaker 3: I don't really have a mentor. That's why I ask

505
00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:04,680
Speaker 3: it is so interesting to me. I never I have

506
00:28:04,800 --> 00:28:10,200
Speaker 3: people that influence me or I have resources. My mother's

507
00:28:10,240 --> 00:28:14,320
Speaker 3: always been my kind of mentor in a way. Yeah,

508
00:28:14,359 --> 00:28:17,320
Speaker 3: you know, but no, I've a I've always kind of like,

509
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Speaker 3: That's why I asked that. It's so interesting to me

510
00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:21,920
Speaker 3: when I think there's so much value to I have mentees,

511
00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:26,159
Speaker 3: people that I kind of coach along the way. But no,

512
00:28:26,480 --> 00:28:29,000
Speaker 3: is it too late, No, I can go get me

513
00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:31,240
Speaker 3: one now, No, I can go give me one now.

514
00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:34,200
Speaker 1: I think about it this way, like, oh my god,

515
00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:38,920
Speaker 1: I'm twenty almost twenty six years into this industry, which

516
00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:41,240
Speaker 1: is very cool to me because a lot of people

517
00:28:41,680 --> 00:28:44,840
Speaker 1: don't last that long. But then I'm looking at my

518
00:28:44,920 --> 00:28:48,560
Speaker 1: beloved Gladys Knight, who was you know, fifty plus years

519
00:28:48,600 --> 00:28:52,520
Speaker 1: and Patty LaBelle fifty plus years, and the fantastic Chaka Khan,

520
00:28:53,080 --> 00:28:57,440
Speaker 1: you know, fifty plus years, like Dione Warwick, like, oh,

521
00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:03,400
Speaker 1: sixty plus years, Smoky Robinson, what is that? How much

522
00:29:03,480 --> 00:29:04,040
Speaker 1: time is that?

523
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Speaker 8: Like?

524
00:29:04,640 --> 00:29:11,320
Speaker 1: God darn, and to remain samee, you know, to remain loving,

525
00:29:12,080 --> 00:29:16,280
Speaker 1: to like enjoy the fruits of their labor, like it's beautiful.

526
00:29:16,520 --> 00:29:17,920
Speaker 1: I just love to see it. And that's what a

527
00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:18,680
Speaker 1: month from myself.

528
00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:20,640
Speaker 3: Let's talk about now where you're at, because music's coming,

529
00:29:20,640 --> 00:29:23,000
Speaker 3: which is very exciting. The world is very different, by

530
00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:27,160
Speaker 3: the way, Yes, the world is the music business and

531
00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:32,600
Speaker 3: just I don't know, the whole space is so much

532
00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:34,840
Speaker 3: different than the last time you put music out. How

533
00:29:34,880 --> 00:29:36,280
Speaker 3: does that feel for you? Is that exciting?

534
00:29:36,360 --> 00:29:43,280
Speaker 1: Is that weird? I don't know. I heard you. You'll

535
00:29:43,320 --> 00:29:45,719
Speaker 1: think about that. I don't. I don't think about it.

536
00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:49,440
Speaker 1: I think about can I get butts in seats? Because

537
00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:53,720
Speaker 1: publishing is messed up, you know, getting a percentage of

538
00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:56,640
Speaker 1: a penny for a song that you worked it could

539
00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:59,440
Speaker 1: be a month, could be three months, could be all night,

540
00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:02,040
Speaker 1: could have been an but nonetheless, you worked on it,

541
00:30:02,400 --> 00:30:05,600
Speaker 1: and you hired musicians, and you're in a studio, and

542
00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:08,680
Speaker 1: you know all of those things, Like to get a

543
00:30:08,720 --> 00:30:14,160
Speaker 1: percentage of a penny is so disrespectful. I can't Oh,

544
00:30:14,200 --> 00:30:18,280
Speaker 1: it hurts my feelings so much. And I think about

545
00:30:18,280 --> 00:30:22,160
Speaker 1: it in this state, the way the world is and

546
00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:23,960
Speaker 1: the way the industry is, like if you if you

547
00:30:24,040 --> 00:30:28,400
Speaker 1: can't perform live, then you're not gonna make it. I

548
00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:32,040
Speaker 1: don't know how anybody survives without live performance. And it

549
00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:35,600
Speaker 1: also just so happens to be my favorite thing. You know.

550
00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:38,280
Speaker 3: Now I get to phenomena at it.

551
00:30:39,480 --> 00:30:42,720
Speaker 1: I get to convey these words, I get to take

552
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Speaker 1: my time. I get to languish in the language with

553
00:30:47,160 --> 00:30:52,960
Speaker 1: musicians that I respect and that have multiple vocabulary. All

554
00:30:53,040 --> 00:30:57,160
Speaker 1: that thing is exciting to me, exciting for us. I'm

555
00:30:57,200 --> 00:30:59,960
Speaker 1: so glad excited for it because I love it.

556
00:31:00,800 --> 00:31:02,440
Speaker 3: I don't know why you were talking just now, and

557
00:31:02,440 --> 00:31:05,080
Speaker 3: I'm thinking about like the level of artists and talent

558
00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:08,120
Speaker 3: and how in the past twenty years and Indiangelo just

559
00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:11,960
Speaker 3: came up for me, and I wonder for you because

560
00:31:11,960 --> 00:31:15,040
Speaker 3: you also named Patty and all these like legends and

561
00:31:15,120 --> 00:31:17,320
Speaker 3: those legends that we've lost. I feel like, I don't know,

562
00:31:17,320 --> 00:31:18,760
Speaker 3: it's just been a lot of loss in the past

563
00:31:18,760 --> 00:31:21,200
Speaker 3: few years. I just wonder how that affects you as

564
00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:23,880
Speaker 3: an artist. I know you and the were friends too, right,

565
00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:25,400
Speaker 3: we were not? Really?

566
00:31:25,640 --> 00:31:28,320
Speaker 1: No, Why did I assume that just musical? I think

567
00:31:28,360 --> 00:31:30,760
Speaker 1: everybody assumed that we would know each other.

568
00:31:30,920 --> 00:31:32,440
Speaker 3: Did you know each other at all?

569
00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:35,480
Speaker 1: I never met him? And it goes back and forth.

570
00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:38,560
Speaker 1: People are calling me, like, you remember when you met D'Angelo, Like,

571
00:31:39,240 --> 00:31:42,400
Speaker 1: have you never met I never met Deane. I think

572
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:44,680
Speaker 1: you were like best friends and went on tour.

573
00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:48,240
Speaker 7: Everybody thinks you got at the Stave Chappelle event together.

574
00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:50,240
Speaker 3: Was he not there, because in my mind he was

575
00:31:50,280 --> 00:31:51,480
Speaker 3: at the Dave Chapelle, So if he.

576
00:31:51,480 --> 00:31:53,280
Speaker 1: Was there, I didn't meet him. You know how many

577
00:31:53,280 --> 00:31:56,400
Speaker 1: people were at the Dave Chappelle. There was so many people.

578
00:31:56,680 --> 00:31:59,400
Speaker 1: I've been at Essence while he was on stage. I

579
00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:02,280
Speaker 1: got to see the performance, but I didn't meet him.

580
00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:04,600
Speaker 1: It's not that I didn't want to meet him. I

581
00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:07,680
Speaker 1: have a girlfriend who tells me you met him at

582
00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:11,320
Speaker 1: a studio in New York, And I'm like, if I

583
00:32:11,520 --> 00:32:17,160
Speaker 1: met the Wizard of Ice, I would remember the Wizard

584
00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:20,880
Speaker 1: of absolutely absolutely, what is that?

585
00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:22,000
Speaker 3: Why that?

586
00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:27,959
Speaker 1: Because he's a gift, he's magical, that kind of that

587
00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:34,120
Speaker 1: level of soul and passion and musicianship and sexy, you know,

588
00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:41,920
Speaker 1: his timing along. I would have remembered, like, come on,

589
00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:46,440
Speaker 1: who doesn't remember meeting the Wizard device And that's how

590
00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:48,800
Speaker 1: I feel like I would have remembered that. Show me

591
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:52,280
Speaker 1: pictures and then put me in the hospital, give me

592
00:32:52,280 --> 00:32:56,960
Speaker 1: a little time away, because clearly something's going on that time.

593
00:32:57,360 --> 00:33:02,200
Speaker 3: At that Chappelle event, How do you reflect on that era?

594
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:04,880
Speaker 3: At that time it was such a magical, I don't know, moment,

595
00:33:04,960 --> 00:33:08,160
Speaker 3: just seeing all of you guys together and that epic,

596
00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:11,880
Speaker 3: legendary you and Erica moment there was like a rap

597
00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:15,200
Speaker 3: battle on stage with voices, and I don't know, how

598
00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:16,480
Speaker 3: do you reflect.

599
00:33:16,080 --> 00:33:20,719
Speaker 1: On that time and that moment? Oh man, it definitely

600
00:33:20,920 --> 00:33:22,080
Speaker 1: wasn't a rap battle.

601
00:33:22,240 --> 00:33:25,080
Speaker 3: It felt like a rap battle for me watching it.

602
00:33:25,160 --> 00:33:26,840
Speaker 1: Yes, oh no, because it was.

603
00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:29,480
Speaker 3: Respectful, but it felt like I know you said, I

604
00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:31,280
Speaker 3: think I've heard you say that that it wasn't.

605
00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:34,520
Speaker 1: Not for me. I don't think it was that way

606
00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:36,880
Speaker 1: for Erica, but she she is kind of like, you know,

607
00:33:37,320 --> 00:33:41,240
Speaker 1: she's a thugger so so. But that wasn't. That wasn't

608
00:33:41,280 --> 00:33:42,960
Speaker 1: where I was coming from. I didn't even know she

609
00:33:43,120 --> 00:33:47,000
Speaker 1: was there. And then I heard her voice and then

610
00:33:47,960 --> 00:33:51,239
Speaker 1: I heard I like, when I watch it now, I

611
00:33:51,280 --> 00:33:55,960
Speaker 1: hear where we clicked and we started this this this

612
00:33:56,200 --> 00:34:02,520
Speaker 1: swim together. And I said, oh man, what is happening

613
00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:05,920
Speaker 1: sonically here? You know, all of a sudden.

614
00:34:05,600 --> 00:34:13,120
Speaker 8: We were we were magical, we were Orisha, we were

615
00:34:14,280 --> 00:34:18,120
Speaker 8: we were women, we were women of African descent in

616
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Speaker 8: this space.

617
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:21,400
Speaker 1: And I when I even now when I watch it,

618
00:34:21,440 --> 00:34:26,120
Speaker 1: I think it's powerful. Like I left myself and I

619
00:34:26,160 --> 00:34:29,759
Speaker 1: loved it. Anytime I can leave myself, I think it's

620
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:33,040
Speaker 1: just fantastic. That was a busy day. It was a

621
00:34:33,040 --> 00:34:35,239
Speaker 1: lot of people. It was a lot of questions, It

622
00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:40,160
Speaker 1: was a lot of traffic. There was I tend to

623
00:34:40,160 --> 00:34:43,920
Speaker 1: get still before I perform anywhere for anything, and it

624
00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:47,800
Speaker 1: just there was nowhere to go. I had no peace

625
00:34:47,840 --> 00:34:53,360
Speaker 1: of mind. So I was working hard on just trying

626
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:56,680
Speaker 1: to be still in this moment because there's Tyler Kwali

627
00:34:57,080 --> 00:35:01,640
Speaker 1: and there's freaking y'all seen Bay And and there's James Poyser,

628
00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:06,640
Speaker 1: and there's Lauren Hill, and there's like, there's Kanye Was,

629
00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:12,200
Speaker 1: there's there's John Legend, like this is amazing. And then

630
00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:15,560
Speaker 1: of course there's this audience that are just waiting, mouths open,

631
00:35:15,760 --> 00:35:18,759
Speaker 1: eyes open, waiting for whatever we're going to give them.

632
00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:22,080
Speaker 1: And it was divine. It was divine. I was a

633
00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:24,759
Speaker 1: little hurt that Dave didn't invite me to Radio City

634
00:35:24,880 --> 00:35:30,000
Speaker 1: Music Hall. I was. I was like, I was there

635
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:33,520
Speaker 1: too day, but I didn't. I guess I missed that.

636
00:35:33,960 --> 00:35:37,359
Speaker 1: I missed that call. I never told him that, so

637
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:41,359
Speaker 1: I didn't tell him. But uh, you know, that's my dude.

638
00:35:43,280 --> 00:35:44,520
Speaker 1: I forgave him a long time.

639
00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:48,360
Speaker 3: It's so interesting. You talk about being such fans of everybody,

640
00:35:48,760 --> 00:35:51,120
Speaker 3: You have such a confidence even in that moment, I

641
00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:54,560
Speaker 3: would never think that you were looking around at everybody

642
00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:58,839
Speaker 3: else like, oh my god, there's because you you show

643
00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:04,920
Speaker 3: up with such a a confidence. So where does that

644
00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:08,400
Speaker 3: come from? And is that all the time? Like do

645
00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:10,560
Speaker 3: you carry confidence all the time or do you have

646
00:36:10,600 --> 00:36:11,520
Speaker 3: to summon it?

647
00:36:12,880 --> 00:36:14,560
Speaker 1: What do you what do you I would say no,

648
00:36:16,160 --> 00:36:21,920
Speaker 1: I would love to carry confidence all the time. I

649
00:36:22,000 --> 00:36:25,440
Speaker 1: would say no because I know it's a gift, not

650
00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:28,640
Speaker 1: a given. So I'm waiting for the gift to move me.

651
00:36:29,719 --> 00:36:33,680
Speaker 1: And that's my whole energy that I'm just okay, here

652
00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:36,359
Speaker 1: I am. You know, I'm in this space with these

653
00:36:36,400 --> 00:36:41,560
Speaker 1: amazing people and I respect them all. It's so cool. Okay,

654
00:36:41,640 --> 00:36:43,160
Speaker 1: what are you gonna do with me? What are you

655
00:36:43,160 --> 00:36:47,360
Speaker 1: gonna do with me? And then I tend to only

656
00:36:47,840 --> 00:36:53,200
Speaker 1: really speak to the people that it has to be

657
00:36:53,239 --> 00:36:55,319
Speaker 1: a little and then.

658
00:36:55,239 --> 00:36:59,239
Speaker 3: I'm like, you know, hey, I see you, I.

659
00:36:59,200 --> 00:37:01,040
Speaker 1: See you, you see me. Now we can have a

660
00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:03,560
Speaker 1: conversation and I make my way over to them, and

661
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:09,200
Speaker 1: sometimes it's reciprocated. Sometimes I feel real stupid, but I'm

662
00:37:09,239 --> 00:37:14,239
Speaker 1: honoring myself, you know, and I'm okay with that. I've

663
00:37:14,239 --> 00:37:17,000
Speaker 1: been I've been, you know, dismissed by a couple of

664
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:19,600
Speaker 1: people that I thought would embrace me, and I was like,

665
00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:24,799
Speaker 1: maybe next time, all right, And maybe that is confidence,

666
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:27,839
Speaker 1: the you know, the confidence to be all of myself,

667
00:37:28,480 --> 00:37:37,560
Speaker 1: whether it's scared or nervous, vulnerable, vulnerable, that's it is,

668
00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:38,120
Speaker 1: what it is.

669
00:37:38,719 --> 00:37:41,000
Speaker 3: Has anything in that moment surprised you, because to me,

670
00:37:41,040 --> 00:37:44,680
Speaker 3: that sounds like you submit almost ye right, you're just

671
00:37:44,680 --> 00:37:45,600
Speaker 3: like submitting to me.

672
00:37:45,640 --> 00:37:50,320
Speaker 1: I'm a dominant submissive in the majority of my life.

673
00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:56,040
Speaker 1: I'm strong willed. But if I see the need to

674
00:37:56,080 --> 00:37:59,279
Speaker 1: be quiet and listen, I will shut up. If I

675
00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:03,040
Speaker 1: feel the need to uh follow the path, I will

676
00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:07,200
Speaker 1: follow the path. But if I don't, you know, feel

677
00:38:07,239 --> 00:38:09,920
Speaker 1: moved by something, I will make my own way. I

678
00:38:09,920 --> 00:38:12,880
Speaker 1: will follow my own path. I have to be moved,

679
00:38:13,680 --> 00:38:16,239
Speaker 1: and that's with everything. Has it?

680
00:38:16,320 --> 00:38:18,480
Speaker 3: Have you ever waited for that to happen and it didn't?

681
00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:18,840
Speaker 8: Ye?

682
00:38:19,560 --> 00:38:19,920
Speaker 3: Tell me?

683
00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:27,600
Speaker 1: Tell me we broke up. We broke up. You know,

684
00:38:27,960 --> 00:38:32,880
Speaker 1: if if I'm not inspired, if I'm not motivated or moved,

685
00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:35,880
Speaker 1: then I can't stay.

686
00:38:37,760 --> 00:38:40,279
Speaker 3: I can't How do you deal with breakups?

687
00:38:41,320 --> 00:38:44,640
Speaker 1: By the time, by the time I break up with somebody,

688
00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:47,400
Speaker 1: you know, it's pretty clear that that's what's going to happen.

689
00:38:49,680 --> 00:38:53,960
Speaker 1: I start to get more and more quiet, and I

690
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:58,400
Speaker 1: have less offerings, And that's kind of how it works.

691
00:38:59,120 --> 00:39:03,600
Speaker 3: So you slowly fade out, fade out. Yeah, I know,

692
00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:08,800
Speaker 3: some women stay too long. Some women take heartbreak really

693
00:39:08,840 --> 00:39:10,719
Speaker 3: bad where it takes them down and they don't get

694
00:39:10,760 --> 00:39:11,120
Speaker 3: back up.

695
00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:13,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, I think I don't know.

696
00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:16,400
Speaker 3: I think maybe we were not always prepared women in

697
00:39:16,520 --> 00:39:19,840
Speaker 3: life for how I feel like your grandmother may be

698
00:39:19,960 --> 00:39:23,280
Speaker 3: prepared you in that moment for some sort.

699
00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:26,319
Speaker 1: Of prepared me for a lot of things. Yeah, she said,

700
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:28,920
Speaker 1: no man is above you and no man is beneath you,

701
00:39:29,760 --> 00:39:32,920
Speaker 1: and I, you know, I took that as people. You know,

702
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:36,200
Speaker 1: so if you treat people that way, then you'll be

703
00:39:36,280 --> 00:39:41,400
Speaker 1: just fine in this life. I know, as someone who's

704
00:39:41,400 --> 00:39:44,720
Speaker 1: built sets and hung lights and mop floors and clean

705
00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:48,440
Speaker 1: toilets that if this person is not here to participate

706
00:39:48,680 --> 00:39:51,840
Speaker 1: your show, your show is not happening. Your shit ain't running.

707
00:39:52,520 --> 00:39:55,600
Speaker 1: You need everybody, and you need the energy to be good.

708
00:39:56,080 --> 00:40:00,759
Speaker 1: You need to be graceful towards people you know and

709
00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:04,239
Speaker 1: be grateful for their interaction and for their skill set,

710
00:40:04,600 --> 00:40:06,239
Speaker 1: because other than that, it's not going to happen. I

711
00:40:06,239 --> 00:40:09,120
Speaker 1: didn't put this makeup on my friend, did it. Now?

712
00:40:09,160 --> 00:40:11,920
Speaker 1: You got a squad here, a beautiful squad of people,

713
00:40:12,120 --> 00:40:17,719
Speaker 1: great energy and skill set. It matters, you know, from

714
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:20,719
Speaker 1: the person who's making the food for all of us,

715
00:40:20,719 --> 00:40:24,480
Speaker 1: so you know, catering to the lovely person that ran

716
00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:27,239
Speaker 1: out and got our beverage. Sarah, Thank you, Sarah, thank you,

717
00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:38,160
Speaker 1: Sarah good looking out because this is nice.

718
00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:41,440
Speaker 3: I was thinking too, like about We just did an

719
00:40:41,440 --> 00:40:44,279
Speaker 3: episode with a staff Ferd, and he was telling us

720
00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:46,280
Speaker 3: that he's been studying and trying to be in flow state,

721
00:40:46,480 --> 00:40:49,439
Speaker 3: you know, like that is his thing, right, and that

722
00:40:49,440 --> 00:40:51,560
Speaker 3: that's when the ideas, when the things come, like you

723
00:40:51,600 --> 00:40:52,680
Speaker 3: have to make space for that.

724
00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:53,440
Speaker 1: And I don't know.

725
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:55,359
Speaker 3: When I watch you perform and you're on stage, you

726
00:40:55,480 --> 00:41:00,320
Speaker 3: always seem like you are locked into another level of sin.

727
00:41:00,480 --> 00:41:01,000
Speaker 3: Thank you?

728
00:41:01,560 --> 00:41:03,000
Speaker 1: Is that what it feels like inside?

729
00:41:03,080 --> 00:41:03,640
Speaker 3: What is that?

730
00:41:03,680 --> 00:41:08,240
Speaker 1: How do you get there? I'm a ball of nerves.

731
00:41:08,280 --> 00:41:11,879
Speaker 1: Before I pass the stage, there's a there's an invisible

732
00:41:12,719 --> 00:41:16,160
Speaker 1: line on the floor that takes you to this stage.

733
00:41:16,440 --> 00:41:19,400
Speaker 1: I'm a ball of nerves. I'm terrified. I don't know

734
00:41:19,520 --> 00:41:23,480
Speaker 1: they're gonna like men no for word right thing? No,

735
00:41:23,920 --> 00:41:24,960
Speaker 1: I do all these things.

736
00:41:25,560 --> 00:41:26,919
Speaker 3: That surprises me so much.

737
00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:31,640
Speaker 1: But okay, I mean, what good is it for me

738
00:41:31,719 --> 00:41:35,319
Speaker 1: to pretend with you? You know what I'm saying like, this

739
00:41:35,400 --> 00:41:39,080
Speaker 1: is this is who I am. So I feel all

740
00:41:39,120 --> 00:41:42,880
Speaker 1: these things and then I cross that line and then

741
00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:47,960
Speaker 1: she shows up and I allow her to take over.

742
00:41:48,800 --> 00:41:51,680
Speaker 1: And I don't want you to get you know, anybody

743
00:41:51,719 --> 00:41:54,799
Speaker 1: to get confused and think something negative or.

744
00:41:56,520 --> 00:41:56,880
Speaker 8: Y'all.

745
00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:59,439
Speaker 1: I don't know about these people in the Devil, I don't.

746
00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:01,560
Speaker 1: I don't know anything about it. I don't know about

747
00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:04,880
Speaker 1: selling souls. I don't know anything about it. It doesn't

748
00:42:04,920 --> 00:42:08,360
Speaker 1: interest me. It's not my thing. I couldn't imagine selling

749
00:42:08,440 --> 00:42:11,200
Speaker 1: something that doesn't even belong to me in this way.

750
00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:14,160
Speaker 1: You know, like, what do you mean my soul is

751
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:18,080
Speaker 1: in partnership with the creator? Period? What are you talking about?

752
00:42:18,160 --> 00:42:22,560
Speaker 1: I don't know, but maybe people know it. Okay, stay

753
00:42:22,600 --> 00:42:27,719
Speaker 1: over there. Well, for me, I align myself with a

754
00:42:27,840 --> 00:42:31,400
Speaker 1: positive force, a good energy, and I allow that to

755
00:42:31,480 --> 00:42:35,600
Speaker 1: come through. I align myself with fearlessness because I want

756
00:42:35,640 --> 00:42:38,320
Speaker 1: to say the thing that's going to touch that person

757
00:42:38,600 --> 00:42:41,520
Speaker 1: in the seventh row and the fifth seed. I want

758
00:42:41,520 --> 00:42:43,560
Speaker 1: to touch their lives in some way, shape or form,

759
00:42:43,640 --> 00:42:45,880
Speaker 1: and that person that's all the way up there, I

760
00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:48,440
Speaker 1: want them to hear what I'm saying to them. And

761
00:42:48,719 --> 00:42:51,440
Speaker 1: it's more than just me saying it. You need to

762
00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:55,480
Speaker 1: hear this for you and in this state at fifty three,

763
00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:59,640
Speaker 1: with this life experience that I've been having, and these

764
00:43:00,600 --> 00:43:06,000
Speaker 1: and these successes and love loss and losing people and

765
00:43:06,040 --> 00:43:09,160
Speaker 1: getting rid of people and all the things. I just,

766
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:12,560
Speaker 1: I just that's my job. My job is to communicate

767
00:43:12,600 --> 00:43:16,280
Speaker 1: to your spirit, to be a sound, be a words,

768
00:43:17,880 --> 00:43:18,920
Speaker 1: words and sounds.

769
00:43:19,080 --> 00:43:21,640
Speaker 3: How do you get there? Is there a way? Is

770
00:43:21,680 --> 00:43:24,400
Speaker 3: there a trick or you just you have a direct line.

771
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:28,160
Speaker 1: I have a direct line. I just allow it. I

772
00:43:28,239 --> 00:43:29,440
Speaker 1: just I just allow.

773
00:43:29,120 --> 00:43:31,279
Speaker 3: It because I think sometimes even with this show a

774
00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:34,880
Speaker 3: lot in real life, my hope is that to my

775
00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:37,160
Speaker 3: version of the person in the fifth row or the

776
00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:40,520
Speaker 3: thirteenth is somebody who's sitting home right now who is disconnected,

777
00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:43,400
Speaker 3: and then how do we speak to them in a

778
00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:46,920
Speaker 3: way that they learn from your story how to get connected?

779
00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:51,000
Speaker 3: Because do you think that everybody has somebody?

780
00:43:51,200 --> 00:43:51,520
Speaker 1: Yep?

781
00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:54,600
Speaker 3: You do, Yep, born with it.

782
00:43:53,400 --> 00:43:56,160
Speaker 1: It's up for you. It's up to you to do

783
00:43:56,200 --> 00:43:59,719
Speaker 1: the math and go search them for it. You know

784
00:44:01,200 --> 00:44:02,000
Speaker 1: that's up to you.

785
00:44:02,040 --> 00:44:02,960
Speaker 3: Did you always have it?

786
00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:08,080
Speaker 1: Yes? From as soon as I can remember, because I

787
00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:12,040
Speaker 1: didn't make I didn't say words like Mama died, died.

788
00:44:12,080 --> 00:44:13,520
Speaker 1: I just grunted.

789
00:44:21,160 --> 00:44:22,120
Speaker 3: What age is this?

790
00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:28,360
Speaker 1: As soon as I can make sounds, I'm an interesting

791
00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:32,000
Speaker 1: story from the very beginning, and my first words were

792
00:44:32,080 --> 00:44:35,880
Speaker 1: a sentence and it just is what it is. I

793
00:44:35,920 --> 00:44:39,239
Speaker 1: have allowed myself to be friends with the Creator. That's

794
00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:44,120
Speaker 1: my best Like it's my best friend, and then it's

795
00:44:44,160 --> 00:44:45,960
Speaker 1: my best friend, you know what I mean. Like when

796
00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:50,600
Speaker 1: I talk about my relationships, my best friend, the bestest

797
00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:55,719
Speaker 1: friend I've ever had is Jehovah. God period sees me through,

798
00:44:56,360 --> 00:44:59,879
Speaker 1: tells me quietly, don't go that direction, go this one.

799
00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:02,600
Speaker 1: And sometimes I go to wrong direction. And now I

800
00:45:02,600 --> 00:45:04,920
Speaker 1: gotta learn and it is what it is. Thank you

801
00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:09,600
Speaker 1: for the lesson. It didn't kill me, bent me, didn't

802
00:45:09,640 --> 00:45:12,919
Speaker 1: break me. Thank you for the lesson. And that's how

803
00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:15,840
Speaker 1: I exist now. When it comes to other people finding

804
00:45:15,880 --> 00:45:20,520
Speaker 1: their connection or their direct line, I think it's a

805
00:45:20,560 --> 00:45:24,839
Speaker 1: lot of ways. Huggetry, walk barefoot in the grass, talk

806
00:45:24,920 --> 00:45:34,160
Speaker 1: to an animal, be still, meditate, listen to music, dance,

807
00:45:34,800 --> 00:45:41,759
Speaker 1: make love. Sometimes people find it in a facility, you know,

808
00:45:41,800 --> 00:45:44,239
Speaker 1: in a building, do that, you know, go to church

809
00:45:44,320 --> 00:45:46,759
Speaker 1: or something that's that's your thing. Do it. Maybe some

810
00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:49,760
Speaker 1: people find it in travel, you know, but go looking

811
00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:51,960
Speaker 1: for it. That's your math to do.

812
00:45:53,239 --> 00:45:53,440
Speaker 8: You know.

813
00:45:55,239 --> 00:45:58,719
Speaker 1: But I I sincerely hope I inspire other people to

814
00:45:58,760 --> 00:46:03,520
Speaker 1: find theirs because it's good. It's really, really good. It's

815
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:05,759
Speaker 1: I say this all the time that this is the

816
00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:08,799
Speaker 1: best life I have ever had. I don't know about

817
00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:11,359
Speaker 1: the other ones, but this one pretty good.

818
00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:12,319
Speaker 3: M hm.

819
00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:14,440
Speaker 1: This one is great.

820
00:46:14,480 --> 00:46:18,719
Speaker 3: And like you said, you'd been through some things. Was

821
00:46:18,760 --> 00:46:21,640
Speaker 3: there was there any time? Because it's easy on the

822
00:46:21,640 --> 00:46:23,359
Speaker 3: other side to be like, yeah, I've been through some

823
00:46:23,360 --> 00:46:25,719
Speaker 3: things and I learned and I was fine. But were

824
00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:28,360
Speaker 3: there times where you were not? But there were times

825
00:46:28,360 --> 00:46:31,040
Speaker 3: where you're like, oh, oh, I'm in trouble.

826
00:46:32,719 --> 00:46:36,839
Speaker 1: There were some things I didn't like, you know, definitely

827
00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:39,799
Speaker 1: didn't like. I didn't like getting a divorce.

828
00:46:41,120 --> 00:46:43,759
Speaker 3: They say, divorce is like, what is it? Death?

829
00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:48,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, divorce and taxes.

830
00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:53,160
Speaker 3: The divorces is a very traumatic experience.

831
00:46:53,239 --> 00:46:56,439
Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, the first one was traumatic. The second one

832
00:46:56,560 --> 00:47:02,879
Speaker 1: wasn't house so because I didn't care. Well, the first one,

833
00:47:03,080 --> 00:47:06,520
Speaker 1: you know, we we we're really great friends. We're like

834
00:47:06,560 --> 00:47:11,479
Speaker 1: the best of friends. So it's sat different. He's still

835
00:47:11,560 --> 00:47:17,000
Speaker 1: a really good human being. The second one, you're okay,

836
00:47:17,520 --> 00:47:18,359
Speaker 1: you put the sword out.

837
00:47:18,360 --> 00:47:24,000
Speaker 3: He took the sword out. M h.

838
00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:27,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, Yeah, I'm fine, I'm fine.

839
00:47:28,120 --> 00:47:30,640
Speaker 3: But you made it to the other side of both. Yeah,

840
00:47:30,719 --> 00:47:32,240
Speaker 3: and you still believe in love yep.

841
00:47:32,760 --> 00:47:33,400
Speaker 1: Moreheartedly.

842
00:47:33,480 --> 00:47:34,240
Speaker 3: Would you do it again?

843
00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:41,400
Speaker 1: Yep? Maybe maybe yep maybe? Yes, what I would, I will?

844
00:47:42,239 --> 00:47:46,080
Speaker 1: I would keep it to myself. I'll tell you that. Yep.

845
00:47:46,160 --> 00:47:49,719
Speaker 1: So it could be mine. Yeah, you know something has

846
00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:51,200
Speaker 1: to just be mine for private.

847
00:47:52,040 --> 00:47:54,160
Speaker 3: I get that. Yeah, how do you what do you

848
00:47:54,200 --> 00:47:58,359
Speaker 3: say about being open to transitioning things? I think about

849
00:47:58,360 --> 00:47:59,920
Speaker 3: your career. It's not just music. I mean you have

850
00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:01,520
Speaker 3: a lovely acting career.

851
00:48:01,680 --> 00:48:04,319
Speaker 1: Thank you? So far so good? Why so far so good?

852
00:48:05,080 --> 00:48:07,200
Speaker 1: They're kind of just jumped in and did it well?

853
00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:09,879
Speaker 1: The theater started before that. I knew that.

854
00:48:09,920 --> 00:48:12,200
Speaker 3: I knew that about you. I did. I don't know

855
00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:14,560
Speaker 3: why I'm thinking of films. I'm thinking of specifically why

856
00:48:14,640 --> 00:48:15,400
Speaker 3: did I get married?

857
00:48:15,840 --> 00:48:17,600
Speaker 1: And that role? Yeah, just because I.

858
00:48:17,560 --> 00:48:20,880
Speaker 3: Was reading that It's coming back, right, it is coming back?

859
00:48:21,280 --> 00:48:22,839
Speaker 1: God, it is.

860
00:48:23,120 --> 00:48:26,759
Speaker 3: How do you feel about how that role just set

861
00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:30,799
Speaker 3: in people's lives and hearts and there's memes and I

862
00:48:30,800 --> 00:48:34,239
Speaker 3: don't know something about that character, something about Sheila is like,

863
00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:36,200
Speaker 3: what is that like?

864
00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:38,280
Speaker 1: Did it surprise you?

865
00:48:38,360 --> 00:48:39,840
Speaker 3: And do you feel what I'm talking? You know what

866
00:48:39,840 --> 00:48:42,720
Speaker 3: I'm there is a deep connection to this woman.

867
00:48:42,800 --> 00:48:45,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, somebody mentions her to me pretty much every day

868
00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:49,359
Speaker 1: in my life, every day of your litty much Why

869
00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:50,879
Speaker 1: do you I think?

870
00:48:50,960 --> 00:48:52,680
Speaker 3: I know why I think, but why do you.

871
00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:53,719
Speaker 1: Tell me why you think?

872
00:48:54,120 --> 00:48:59,880
Speaker 3: Why I think is because you know there's certain p

873
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:02,560
Speaker 3: people that that same role. They could have played that

874
00:49:02,600 --> 00:49:04,440
Speaker 3: same role, and you could have been like, oh, why

875
00:49:04,440 --> 00:49:08,880
Speaker 3: doesn't why would she let that? She could almost seem naive,

876
00:49:09,080 --> 00:49:11,759
Speaker 3: or it could be annoying to watch a woman make

877
00:49:12,560 --> 00:49:16,880
Speaker 3: a bad decision with a partner or let somebody treat.

878
00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:19,120
Speaker 1: Her that way. Right, But something about the way.

879
00:49:18,960 --> 00:49:23,160
Speaker 3: You portrayed her in this character you kind of I

880
00:49:23,160 --> 00:49:25,880
Speaker 3: don't know, you rooted for her. You saw her soul

881
00:49:26,120 --> 00:49:30,640
Speaker 3: and sympathized with her, and then also we saw her

882
00:49:30,719 --> 00:49:33,520
Speaker 3: kind of raise up and find her way.

883
00:49:35,160 --> 00:49:37,440
Speaker 1: But I don't know that was beautiful the way. I

884
00:49:37,440 --> 00:49:37,719
Speaker 1: don't know.

885
00:49:37,719 --> 00:49:39,960
Speaker 3: It's like a fine line of like you could tell

886
00:49:39,960 --> 00:49:42,759
Speaker 3: there's a toughness under there, and she chose to be

887
00:49:42,880 --> 00:49:46,320
Speaker 3: so soft to this, to this man who didn't deserve

888
00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:48,160
Speaker 3: her by the way he probably lives his life every day.

889
00:49:48,160 --> 00:49:55,040
Speaker 1: Hearing is literally one of the nicest people on the planet,

890
00:49:55,040 --> 00:49:57,680
Speaker 1: That poor man, and so funny and so cool.

891
00:49:57,680 --> 00:49:59,360
Speaker 3: Because he was abusive, he was brutal.

892
00:49:59,400 --> 00:50:03,279
Speaker 1: It was hard. It was horrible, so mean. I would

893
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:05,640
Speaker 1: rollize of him today if I saw him in the street.

894
00:50:06,440 --> 00:50:07,200
Speaker 3: Dare he do that?

895
00:50:07,239 --> 00:50:12,080
Speaker 1: Invite him? And huggle was the sweetest. But that's that's acting.

896
00:50:12,920 --> 00:50:18,759
Speaker 1: That's acting. Of course, the people will still, you know, like,

897
00:50:19,440 --> 00:50:22,000
Speaker 1: oh Jill, you let that guy treat you like that?

898
00:50:22,120 --> 00:50:25,120
Speaker 3: No no, no, no no, that was acting.

899
00:50:25,239 --> 00:50:28,439
Speaker 1: That was acting, and it is written, you know. And

900
00:50:29,600 --> 00:50:33,520
Speaker 1: I just wanted to give her grace. I just wanted

901
00:50:33,560 --> 00:50:36,960
Speaker 1: to give her grace. I've got a bad reputation, I

902
00:50:36,960 --> 00:50:39,880
Speaker 1: think at this point where people say that my characters

903
00:50:39,960 --> 00:50:44,279
Speaker 1: tend to be weaker, and I think that there are

904
00:50:44,400 --> 00:50:50,640
Speaker 1: times when everybody is a little weaker. I think there

905
00:50:50,680 --> 00:50:53,240
Speaker 1: are times, and I know there's a lot of hard folks,

906
00:50:53,280 --> 00:50:55,640
Speaker 1: you know that I don't get fuck. You know, I'm straight,

907
00:50:55,719 --> 00:50:58,319
Speaker 1: I know what I'm doing. I don't. I would never,

908
00:50:58,360 --> 00:51:00,799
Speaker 1: you would never, never, never. But I mean those were

909
00:51:00,840 --> 00:51:04,000
Speaker 1: the ones that they got. We had the feelings hurt

910
00:51:04,040 --> 00:51:09,040
Speaker 1: because you don't have any vulnerability in you. And I

911
00:51:09,520 --> 00:51:14,719
Speaker 1: think that that lives as well. You know. I think

912
00:51:14,760 --> 00:51:17,560
Speaker 1: that sometimes women are soft, maybe a little too soft.

913
00:51:18,000 --> 00:51:20,840
Speaker 1: I think that women are sometimes strong, sometimes too strong,

914
00:51:21,360 --> 00:51:23,200
Speaker 1: you know what. I mean, like, we're really out here

915
00:51:23,239 --> 00:51:29,040
Speaker 1: just being people and living within the circumstances sometimes that

916
00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:32,759
Speaker 1: our life presents. We can break out of those circumstances,

917
00:51:33,000 --> 00:51:35,800
Speaker 1: but sometimes you're in them and you have to figure

918
00:51:35,840 --> 00:51:39,120
Speaker 1: out how to move forward. And it's not every path

919
00:51:39,239 --> 00:51:43,160
Speaker 1: is not the same. You know, we're really humans out here.

920
00:51:43,280 --> 00:51:46,920
Speaker 1: It's like trying to figure it out. And that's the

921
00:51:47,040 --> 00:51:48,759
Speaker 1: gist of it. If you don't get that, I don't

922
00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:51,800
Speaker 1: know what to tell you. So I play characters sometimes

923
00:51:51,800 --> 00:51:54,520
Speaker 1: that are a little Have you ever been a Sheila

924
00:51:54,600 --> 00:51:55,879
Speaker 1: in a relationship? Never?

925
00:51:56,760 --> 00:51:57,399
Speaker 3: Really? Never?

926
00:51:57,480 --> 00:51:58,240
Speaker 1: Ever? Never?

927
00:51:58,400 --> 00:52:00,920
Speaker 3: Nobody has ever made you do so out of character

928
00:52:01,760 --> 00:52:03,080
Speaker 3: or out of pocket or.

929
00:52:04,400 --> 00:52:08,040
Speaker 1: It wasn't It wasn't that. It was probably the sex

930
00:52:08,680 --> 00:52:15,960
Speaker 1: that that made me a little less powerful in the

931
00:52:16,080 --> 00:52:20,480
Speaker 1: moment somebody took you down. Yeah, thank goodness for that.

932
00:52:21,040 --> 00:52:25,120
Speaker 1: Like I said, I am a dominant submissive, so I

933
00:52:25,200 --> 00:52:28,399
Speaker 1: appreciate the time when I actually can submit. Now I've

934
00:52:28,480 --> 00:52:33,440
Speaker 1: learned with grace and age that I cannot submit until

935
00:52:33,440 --> 00:52:36,920
Speaker 1: I can see that I can submit. It can't just

936
00:52:36,960 --> 00:52:38,960
Speaker 1: be words, It can't be an action.

937
00:52:40,960 --> 00:52:43,480
Speaker 3: In relationship like this is how you guide your relationship.

938
00:52:43,480 --> 00:52:46,759
Speaker 1: It has to be fair firm and consistent.

939
00:52:48,719 --> 00:52:51,120
Speaker 3: I need, I need, I need some charge.

940
00:52:52,239 --> 00:52:55,239
Speaker 1: It's got to be fair, firm, and consistent.

941
00:52:55,960 --> 00:52:56,960
Speaker 3: That's what you need from your man.

942
00:52:57,080 --> 00:52:57,680
Speaker 1: That's what I need.

943
00:52:58,000 --> 00:53:00,680
Speaker 3: Your man is fair, firm.

944
00:53:00,640 --> 00:53:03,880
Speaker 1: Yes, consistent, Yes, you will submit? Yep?

945
00:53:04,120 --> 00:53:05,680
Speaker 3: And what is what is submissive?

946
00:53:05,760 --> 00:53:07,680
Speaker 1: Jill? What does that mean to anything?

947
00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:08,360
Speaker 3: To whatever?

948
00:53:08,680 --> 00:53:11,560
Speaker 1: No? No, no, no, I'm not here. You're still here.

949
00:53:11,640 --> 00:53:14,480
Speaker 1: I'm still here and disappear and I'm here to help

950
00:53:15,040 --> 00:53:15,919
Speaker 1: a partnership.

951
00:53:16,120 --> 00:53:18,239
Speaker 3: But you trust to Yes.

952
00:53:19,040 --> 00:53:20,759
Speaker 1: I want to be able to close my eyes while

953
00:53:20,760 --> 00:53:24,120
Speaker 1: you drive, you know. I want to be able to

954
00:53:24,400 --> 00:53:30,040
Speaker 1: uh sleep while you you know, maneuver. You know. I

955
00:53:30,040 --> 00:53:33,560
Speaker 1: want to be at peace. That's important to me. You know,

956
00:53:33,640 --> 00:53:36,279
Speaker 1: all this whole life has been about me finding and

957
00:53:36,320 --> 00:53:39,719
Speaker 1: maintaining a certain level of peace. So I need to

958
00:53:39,760 --> 00:53:42,600
Speaker 1: know that you are who you say you are, even

959
00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:45,279
Speaker 1: when nobody's looking. You know. I need that, And that

960
00:53:45,320 --> 00:53:51,360
Speaker 1: takes time. It's it's I call it like molasses ass slow.

961
00:53:52,800 --> 00:53:53,040
Speaker 1: You know.

962
00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:54,400
Speaker 3: Have you ever had that?

963
00:53:54,840 --> 00:53:55,120
Speaker 1: Yes?

964
00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:57,040
Speaker 3: So you believe in it?

965
00:53:57,320 --> 00:53:59,239
Speaker 1: Yes? I do, Yeah, yes I do.

966
00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:01,279
Speaker 3: What do you think the signs of that? So a

967
00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:04,080
Speaker 3: woman's watching now and they're like, yes, I want that too,

968
00:54:04,560 --> 00:54:13,040
Speaker 3: How do you identify that? Hmm, like how do you identify?

969
00:54:13,120 --> 00:54:16,120
Speaker 1: Like, how do you identify it? Let me think about that.

970
00:54:16,120 --> 00:54:26,759
Speaker 1: That's a good question. Simple things when they're is that

971
00:54:26,920 --> 00:54:31,600
Speaker 1: it's okay, I'm getting something to eat or I'm making

972
00:54:31,680 --> 00:54:35,600
Speaker 1: something to eat, and I made you some too, Whether

973
00:54:35,760 --> 00:54:39,279
Speaker 1: I asked you if you wanted it or not, I'm

974
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:45,600
Speaker 1: just considering you. A cycle of consideration is a very

975
00:54:45,719 --> 00:54:49,919
Speaker 1: very good thing to pay attention to. That's nice. That's

976
00:54:49,960 --> 00:54:58,200
Speaker 1: a friend. Ooh, a friend okay. The deep desire to

977
00:54:58,480 --> 00:55:03,799
Speaker 1: share your dreams with me, to share your accomplishments and

978
00:55:03,840 --> 00:55:09,840
Speaker 1: your failures with me. That means, oh wow, we are friends. Okay,

979
00:55:10,320 --> 00:55:16,840
Speaker 1: that's good. Your willingness to ride with me, which whatever

980
00:55:16,920 --> 00:55:19,839
Speaker 1: I'm doing where we're going to the beach? Cool, we're

981
00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:22,040
Speaker 1: going ski Okay you know what I mean. I don't

982
00:55:22,239 --> 00:55:24,239
Speaker 1: maybe still let them in that like the beach or

983
00:55:24,600 --> 00:55:27,840
Speaker 1: like skiing, but I'm going to participate with you because

984
00:55:28,200 --> 00:55:33,280
Speaker 1: you're my friend. Friends are a lot harder, like genuine

985
00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:38,160
Speaker 1: friendship is a lot harder to betray than something where

986
00:55:38,360 --> 00:55:44,960
Speaker 1: we're just attracted to each other. Attraction fades, attraction shifts.

987
00:55:45,440 --> 00:55:48,400
Speaker 1: You know, this is my thinking about that I think

988
00:55:49,320 --> 00:55:54,720
Speaker 1: creating a friendship, a real friendship, is better than anything

989
00:55:54,719 --> 00:55:57,480
Speaker 1: else you could possibly do. Then you can choose if

990
00:55:57,520 --> 00:56:00,920
Speaker 1: you want to move forward with that. Have red flags,

991
00:56:04,680 --> 00:56:07,560
Speaker 1: a red flags if you can't afford it, don't spend it.

992
00:56:08,320 --> 00:56:12,759
Speaker 1: I'm not going to judge you for being smart, you know.

993
00:56:15,200 --> 00:56:19,319
Speaker 1: I A red flag is when you when you're not

994
00:56:19,520 --> 00:56:24,319
Speaker 1: a participant in your child's life, Like, how do you?

995
00:56:25,239 --> 00:56:25,879
Speaker 3: How you do that?

996
00:56:25,960 --> 00:56:28,560
Speaker 1: How you do that? You know I've seen I have,

997
00:56:28,719 --> 00:56:30,920
Speaker 1: Like I said, I have really good men in my life,

998
00:56:31,160 --> 00:56:35,080
Speaker 1: friends that have gone through the fire to spend time

999
00:56:35,120 --> 00:56:41,360
Speaker 1: with their children. And I respect that, you know, the

1000
00:56:41,880 --> 00:56:44,279
Speaker 1: mom and that they don't get along and it's it's

1001
00:56:44,440 --> 00:56:48,239
Speaker 1: constant beef. But listen, keep persevering for the sake of

1002
00:56:48,239 --> 00:56:52,080
Speaker 1: your child because they need you. And anybody tells you different,

1003
00:56:52,520 --> 00:56:56,000
Speaker 1: you know, it's not telling you the truth. Yeah, that's

1004
00:56:56,000 --> 00:57:00,480
Speaker 1: a red flag. Get out of here. Yeah, the s bending,

1005
00:57:00,920 --> 00:57:05,400
Speaker 1: the participation with your family, your children, particularly your children,

1006
00:57:08,120 --> 00:57:12,479
Speaker 1: excuse me, a red flag. Do a whole relationship show

1007
00:57:12,520 --> 00:57:12,839
Speaker 1: in jail.

1008
00:57:12,960 --> 00:57:13,520
Speaker 3: This is good.

1009
00:57:13,840 --> 00:57:18,240
Speaker 1: Listen, it's not It's not just the stuff that I've experienced,

1010
00:57:18,240 --> 00:57:20,880
Speaker 1: it's also the stuff that I've paid attention to Like,

1011
00:57:20,920 --> 00:57:23,640
Speaker 1: I have really good friends that let me in their life,

1012
00:57:23,720 --> 00:57:27,560
Speaker 1: male and female that let me into their lives, so

1013
00:57:27,600 --> 00:57:30,080
Speaker 1: I get a chance to learn some things without actually

1014
00:57:30,160 --> 00:57:35,000
Speaker 1: having to go through it myself. You know that's thanks y'all.

1015
00:57:35,320 --> 00:57:39,000
Speaker 1: Preheat it? Yeah? Those are those are you know? Those

1016
00:57:39,000 --> 00:57:41,800
Speaker 1: are the red flags I would think. Oh, I think

1017
00:57:41,800 --> 00:57:46,480
Speaker 1: a red flag. This one is annoying when someone only

1018
00:57:46,600 --> 00:57:52,960
Speaker 1: gives you enough loving to pacify, but not fully please.

1019
00:58:01,040 --> 00:58:04,680
Speaker 3: How dare they do you mean physically? Do you mean?

1020
00:58:04,720 --> 00:58:04,919
Speaker 5: Oh?

1021
00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:07,640
Speaker 3: Yes, how dare you you mean? Don't take it all?

1022
00:58:07,680 --> 00:58:08,640
Speaker 3: They don't take it all the way?

1023
00:58:09,080 --> 00:58:13,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, just enough of just I'm giving you just enough.

1024
00:58:14,480 --> 00:58:17,000
Speaker 1: You mean to tell me that you flew all the

1025
00:58:17,000 --> 00:58:20,400
Speaker 1: way here? We gonna we're gonna get this one time,

1026
00:58:21,800 --> 00:58:24,520
Speaker 1: one time, and then you're gonna go to sleep and

1027
00:58:24,560 --> 00:58:29,840
Speaker 1: then stay sleep until you leave. Are you crazy? Oh no, no, no, no,

1028
00:58:29,840 --> 00:58:32,280
Speaker 1: no no no. I think I find that as a

1029
00:58:32,320 --> 00:58:36,439
Speaker 1: red flag, like you're saving it for somebody else, You're

1030
00:58:36,480 --> 00:58:39,840
Speaker 1: sharing that thing with somebody else. I think you are

1031
00:58:41,160 --> 00:58:44,400
Speaker 1: m mcause because who wouldn't want to serve my purpose

1032
00:58:45,680 --> 00:58:51,040
Speaker 1: all the time? Serve my purpose? How dare you?

1033
00:58:51,080 --> 00:58:52,040
Speaker 3: Maybe the man's tired.

1034
00:58:52,080 --> 00:58:55,480
Speaker 1: Maybe the man, you better say that before you get here.

1035
00:58:56,920 --> 00:58:59,240
Speaker 1: And we've been bouncing around the world and now we're

1036
00:58:59,280 --> 00:59:03,840
Speaker 1: finally in this saying spot. Don't don't do that, exhaust yourself.

1037
00:59:05,080 --> 00:59:06,920
Speaker 3: Wait, I just feel like we're bouncing all over the

1038
00:59:06,920 --> 00:59:08,880
Speaker 3: place that I get an answer on when this movie

1039
00:59:08,960 --> 00:59:09,480
Speaker 3: was coming out.

1040
00:59:09,600 --> 00:59:11,360
Speaker 1: No, no, I don't know, all.

1041
00:59:11,280 --> 00:59:12,720
Speaker 3: Right, so that doesn't matter. All right, So then it

1042
00:59:12,720 --> 00:59:13,320
Speaker 3: doesn't matter.

1043
00:59:13,520 --> 00:59:15,320
Speaker 1: No, I don't know, but it's coming.

1044
00:59:15,360 --> 00:59:17,160
Speaker 3: Did you get what I was saying about Shila though,

1045
00:59:17,240 --> 00:59:20,280
Speaker 3: Like I just feel like I don't know. It's like

1046
00:59:20,320 --> 00:59:23,760
Speaker 3: you gave her a license to be vulnerable, and for

1047
00:59:23,800 --> 00:59:26,840
Speaker 3: some reason we didn't get annoyed by that normally, Like.

1048
00:59:26,840 --> 00:59:31,080
Speaker 1: You're so glad. I'm so glad that people didn't. And

1049
00:59:31,120 --> 00:59:34,000
Speaker 1: I think it was because it's you. But it's not.

1050
00:59:34,080 --> 00:59:36,600
Speaker 3: Then I know it's not. But you carry a certain

1051
00:59:36,640 --> 00:59:42,560
Speaker 3: strengthness automatically, thank you. So even if you play super vulnerable,

1052
00:59:42,960 --> 00:59:46,920
Speaker 3: I don't know, there's like an air of we know

1053
00:59:47,000 --> 00:59:49,439
Speaker 3: it's in there, like we know there's some strength in there.

1054
00:59:49,520 --> 00:59:54,840
Speaker 1: Come on, come on, just for Shila, and that's all right,

1055
00:59:56,320 --> 01:00:00,439
Speaker 1: and that's all right. I didn't like how how much

1056
01:00:01,080 --> 01:00:04,680
Speaker 1: people will made fun of her. I didn't. I didn't

1057
01:00:04,760 --> 01:00:12,680
Speaker 1: like that. I remember the scene on the plane, and man,

1058
01:00:19,240 --> 01:00:26,240
Speaker 1: the scene on the plane. Tyler had extras make fun

1059
01:00:26,240 --> 01:00:30,520
Speaker 1: of me when I got on the plane. They were

1060
01:00:30,600 --> 01:00:33,600
Speaker 1: just going back and forth making jokes about Sheila's weight.

1061
01:00:34,640 --> 01:00:36,440
Speaker 1: And obviously, you know, you know, I had on a

1062
01:00:36,480 --> 01:00:41,280
Speaker 1: whole fat suit and it was it was cumbersome, you know.

1063
01:00:41,360 --> 01:00:44,760
Speaker 1: So the walk was genuine and the sitting down was

1064
01:00:44,800 --> 01:00:47,120
Speaker 1: genuine and all the things, and then I practiced in

1065
01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:49,760
Speaker 1: it quite a bit so that it felt genuine to

1066
01:00:50,680 --> 01:00:56,280
Speaker 1: the character. But the folks on the flight really went

1067
01:00:56,320 --> 01:01:05,560
Speaker 1: in or on fat jokes, and it like it sucked. No,

1068
01:01:05,680 --> 01:01:06,960
Speaker 1: I did not that.

1069
01:01:07,920 --> 01:01:08,240
Speaker 3: I did not.

1070
01:01:08,920 --> 01:01:12,439
Speaker 1: I felt like it was Sorry, Tyler, I hated that shit,

1071
01:01:13,200 --> 01:01:16,960
Speaker 1: but I sincerely hated it. They were just going at

1072
01:01:18,200 --> 01:01:20,960
Speaker 1: after you said. I think I told him once or twice,

1073
01:01:21,520 --> 01:01:25,400
Speaker 1: you know that. I remember that, you know. And that's

1074
01:01:25,440 --> 01:01:31,000
Speaker 1: when I decided too that I as a woman who

1075
01:01:31,000 --> 01:01:34,640
Speaker 1: comes from a family of Amazons, my mother six one.

1076
01:01:35,000 --> 01:01:38,080
Speaker 1: You know, I'm the runt of my family. Okay, everybody

1077
01:01:38,160 --> 01:01:43,960
Speaker 1: is taught. I decided that I am not fat, but

1078
01:01:44,120 --> 01:01:50,400
Speaker 1: I have some and it made me feel better. And

1079
01:01:50,440 --> 01:01:52,320
Speaker 1: that's how I That's how I moved through my life.

1080
01:01:52,360 --> 01:01:55,000
Speaker 1: Like you're not gonna define me as a thing. I'm

1081
01:01:55,120 --> 01:01:59,680
Speaker 1: multi colored, I'm multi dimensional. I'm you know, I'm soft,

1082
01:01:59,840 --> 01:02:04,520
Speaker 1: Like I said, I'm soft and I'm strong. You know,

1083
01:02:04,560 --> 01:02:07,400
Speaker 1: I'm a whole human being out here, you know, who

1084
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Speaker 1: comes from some pretty dark places like in North Philadelphia

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01:02:13,240 --> 01:02:16,920
Speaker 1: and some pretty beautiful places like North Philadelphia. You know,

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01:02:17,720 --> 01:02:22,800
Speaker 1: it's it's a it's a stew you know, to make

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01:02:22,840 --> 01:02:25,520
Speaker 1: the to make a person. And I feel the same

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01:02:25,520 --> 01:02:29,440
Speaker 1: way about acting like it's a stew. There's other parts

1089
01:02:29,440 --> 01:02:35,480
Speaker 1: of Shila that luckily Sheriff Troy saw, you know, and

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01:02:35,520 --> 01:02:40,040
Speaker 1: then they began their life together. And even Mike, you

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01:02:40,080 --> 01:02:42,080
Speaker 1: know the in the second one, he saw her too

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01:02:42,720 --> 01:02:45,520
Speaker 1: and needed her assistance because they always need.

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Speaker 3: You, and she was sheriff of Mike in the in

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01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:53,360
Speaker 3: the new one, Oh, I couldn't help that. You just

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01:02:53,400 --> 01:02:56,200
Speaker 3: took me to a place I needed to know right away,

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna say, sheriff, And no, Mike could have been saved.

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01:03:01,440 --> 01:03:03,000
Speaker 3: He could come back, like who knows.

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Speaker 1: Right last we saw him, he had cancer.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, remember that.

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01:03:08,120 --> 01:03:11,480
Speaker 1: I mean cancer takes a lot out in person. Maybe

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01:03:11,520 --> 01:03:12,480
Speaker 1: some of the evil too.

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Speaker 3: Do you believe do you believe in people that deep,

1103
01:03:18,360 --> 01:03:22,840
Speaker 3: like a person like Mike, like in real life? Hmmm?

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01:03:24,040 --> 01:03:28,000
Speaker 3: Could you can people be redeemed to that level?

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Speaker 5: Not with me, not with me, No, No, in life overall?

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Speaker 1: Perhaps now with me? Listen, I can. I can forgive

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01:03:44,920 --> 01:03:47,680
Speaker 1: you from afar, but I'm more likely to forget you

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01:03:48,480 --> 01:03:51,920
Speaker 1: than forgive you. No, you did that shit. You really

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01:03:52,000 --> 01:03:55,960
Speaker 1: really tried to harm me? And that's terrible. Who wants

1110
01:03:56,000 --> 01:03:56,680
Speaker 1: to hurt me?

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01:03:57,240 --> 01:03:57,760
Speaker 2: Words?

1112
01:03:58,200 --> 01:04:02,000
Speaker 1: Oh, you deserve every bit that's coming your way, and

1113
01:04:02,080 --> 01:04:06,880
Speaker 1: it is, it is. It's not a threat. It's a fact.

1114
01:04:07,760 --> 01:04:10,520
Speaker 1: I come here to do no harm. I know that

1115
01:04:10,640 --> 01:04:16,200
Speaker 1: for sure. So if you attempt to harm me, all oh,

1116
01:04:19,240 --> 01:04:21,959
Speaker 1: and I've seen it time after time after time after

1117
01:04:22,000 --> 01:04:24,960
Speaker 1: time after time. And that's all I really can say

1118
01:04:25,000 --> 01:04:27,600
Speaker 1: at this point, Like, if someone is attempting to harm me,

1119
01:04:27,680 --> 01:04:35,200
Speaker 1: I'm just I just feel pity.

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Speaker 3: So where does forgiveness sit in at now?

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01:04:38,800 --> 01:04:38,960
Speaker 1: You know?

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01:04:39,080 --> 01:04:41,680
Speaker 3: Are you a forgiving person? Can you be a forgiving person?

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01:04:42,400 --> 01:04:47,680
Speaker 1: I probably could. It's not what I'm working on right now.

1124
01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:50,520
Speaker 1: It's not the season you're in right now, it's not

1125
01:04:50,640 --> 01:04:51,800
Speaker 1: it's not the season I'm in.

1126
01:04:52,040 --> 01:04:56,000
Speaker 3: But Let's say somebody who's unconditioned, like your child or

1127
01:04:56,040 --> 01:05:01,200
Speaker 3: your mother or a sibling, like you have to have forgiveness, right,

1128
01:05:01,280 --> 01:05:03,240
Speaker 3: Like forgiveness has to be part of the program.

1129
01:05:03,360 --> 01:05:14,240
Speaker 1: No, for someone like a child like my child.

1130
01:05:11,240 --> 01:05:12,520
Speaker 3: You used to have to think about it.

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01:05:12,560 --> 01:05:14,920
Speaker 1: I do, Yeah, I do. I don't know where that

1132
01:05:15,040 --> 01:05:18,320
Speaker 1: is where you've got to forgive people. I don't know. Like,

1133
01:05:18,400 --> 01:05:20,280
Speaker 1: if that's how you feel, then that's what you should do.

1134
01:05:20,320 --> 01:05:23,080
Speaker 1: But if that's not how you feel, like, hold on

1135
01:05:23,120 --> 01:05:25,520
Speaker 1: a minute, you probably feel some other feelings. Let them happen,

1136
01:05:26,280 --> 01:05:28,480
Speaker 1: you know, give us the space so you get to

1137
01:05:28,560 --> 01:05:31,400
Speaker 1: forgiveness and it's genuine. I don't want to just say

1138
01:05:31,440 --> 01:05:34,919
Speaker 1: it and then it not be true. I'd rather just wait.

1139
01:05:35,600 --> 01:05:37,880
Speaker 3: You think people sometimes maybe rush to forgiveness.

1140
01:05:37,920 --> 01:05:38,240
Speaker 1: Sure.

1141
01:05:38,440 --> 01:05:41,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, we have a little segment on our Show's okay.

1142
01:05:41,720 --> 01:05:44,919
Speaker 3: It's a voice note. Usually a fan of yours, fan

1143
01:05:44,960 --> 01:05:47,200
Speaker 3: of the pod knew you were coming, so it's a

1144
01:05:47,280 --> 01:05:50,320
Speaker 3: question or a comment. It's presented by a boost mobile.

1145
01:05:50,320 --> 01:05:53,000
Speaker 3: It is our voice note. This is for Jill Scott.

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01:05:53,320 --> 01:05:57,600
Speaker 9: Hey, Jilly from Philly. You are probably one of the

1147
01:05:57,640 --> 01:06:01,040
Speaker 9: most confident women I know with Then there'suality and I

1148
01:06:01,080 --> 01:06:04,720
Speaker 9: really appreciate you for that. So I have a new

1149
01:06:04,760 --> 01:06:07,640
Speaker 9: man and I can feel like a little shy in

1150
01:06:07,680 --> 01:06:10,640
Speaker 9: the bedroom sometimes. So do you have any advice, like

1151
01:06:10,680 --> 01:06:13,280
Speaker 9: any one liners or anything I could do to just

1152
01:06:13,320 --> 01:06:14,720
Speaker 9: like spice things up a little bit.

1153
01:06:15,080 --> 01:06:18,280
Speaker 3: She wants to go to a new level of her sexuality.

1154
01:06:19,680 --> 01:06:22,000
Speaker 1: I don't. Okay, this is a tough one because I

1155
01:06:22,040 --> 01:06:24,760
Speaker 1: don't know her and I don't know what she wants.

1156
01:06:25,280 --> 01:06:29,000
Speaker 1: Does she wants to be aggressive? Because if she wants

1157
01:06:29,040 --> 01:06:42,360
Speaker 1: to be aggressive, then it's a mindset. It's it's not

1158
01:06:42,600 --> 01:06:48,840
Speaker 1: asking for it, it's taking and being confident in that.

1159
01:06:50,560 --> 01:06:56,000
Speaker 1: Confidence is the problem though. If she is internally aggressive,

1160
01:06:56,040 --> 01:06:58,720
Speaker 1: she has to figure out if she dominates submissive or

1161
01:06:58,760 --> 01:07:02,800
Speaker 1: submissive dominant? Or is she a submissive submissive or is

1162
01:07:02,800 --> 01:07:05,400
Speaker 1: she a dominant dominant? Like I don't know herself, she

1163
01:07:05,440 --> 01:07:08,920
Speaker 1: has to know herself in order to get what she

1164
01:07:08,960 --> 01:07:11,640
Speaker 1: wants out of this thing. Is she doing this just

1165
01:07:11,640 --> 01:07:14,720
Speaker 1: because she thinks he'll like it, you know? Or is

1166
01:07:14,760 --> 01:07:18,760
Speaker 1: she doing this because she'll like it? That is like

1167
01:07:18,880 --> 01:07:23,880
Speaker 1: the most important part of it all. Like some people

1168
01:07:23,920 --> 01:07:26,480
Speaker 1: know this about me. I know DJ Premiere knows this

1169
01:07:26,520 --> 01:07:30,440
Speaker 1: about me because we've had extensive conversations about it. But

1170
01:07:30,680 --> 01:07:33,560
Speaker 1: I am a huge fan of a Nessa del Rio,

1171
01:07:34,560 --> 01:07:39,360
Speaker 1: the porn star. I love how confident she was in

1172
01:07:39,400 --> 01:07:42,840
Speaker 1: her film. Now. I didn't expect to be looking at

1173
01:07:42,960 --> 01:07:46,439
Speaker 1: Vanessa del Rio, but I found my uncle Stash right

1174
01:07:46,880 --> 01:07:51,120
Speaker 1: like most back in the day, or Ladies Night called

1175
01:07:51,160 --> 01:07:51,760
Speaker 1: Ladies Night, and.

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01:07:51,800 --> 01:07:54,480
Speaker 3: She came once or twice on to the show.

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01:07:54,600 --> 01:07:56,600
Speaker 1: I've been trying to have lunch or dinner with her

1178
01:07:56,640 --> 01:07:57,960
Speaker 1: for like ten fifteen years.

1179
01:07:57,960 --> 01:07:58,880
Speaker 3: Does she know you love her?

1180
01:07:58,960 --> 01:08:01,400
Speaker 1: I send her messages, but I don't get anything back.

1181
01:08:01,560 --> 01:08:03,480
Speaker 3: I remember she was It was years ago, but I

1182
01:08:03,560 --> 01:08:06,800
Speaker 3: remember met her and she was lovely and super warm

1183
01:08:06,880 --> 01:08:07,640
Speaker 3: and like, I don't know.

1184
01:08:07,680 --> 01:08:10,080
Speaker 1: I have her book, I have the sign lithograph. Like

1185
01:08:10,160 --> 01:08:13,880
Speaker 1: I love her. It's real because she's the first person

1186
01:08:13,960 --> 01:08:18,160
Speaker 1: that I saw and in comparison to anything else that

1187
01:08:18,200 --> 01:08:22,800
Speaker 1: I've ever seen, that absolutely absolutely wanted what she was

1188
01:08:22,840 --> 01:08:26,400
Speaker 1: given and absolutely took what she wanted. And I said,

1189
01:08:26,439 --> 01:08:29,320
Speaker 1: that's it right there, that's the level of confidence that

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01:08:29,360 --> 01:08:33,280
Speaker 1: I want to have in my sexuality. But she knew

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01:08:33,280 --> 01:08:35,840
Speaker 1: what she wanted. If you read her book, she tells

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01:08:35,880 --> 01:08:38,240
Speaker 1: you all about what she wants and she got what

1193
01:08:38,280 --> 01:08:42,320
Speaker 1: she wanted if if you.

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01:08:42,560 --> 01:08:44,519
Speaker 3: Find that in the tape though, so you find the

1195
01:08:44,560 --> 01:08:47,719
Speaker 3: set I watched and you picked her out the bunch

1196
01:08:47,760 --> 01:08:49,320
Speaker 3: and you were like, this, she's different.

1197
01:08:49,360 --> 01:08:51,519
Speaker 1: I was, yeah, because she she liked it, liked it,

1198
01:08:52,560 --> 01:08:53,679
Speaker 1: she didn't kind of like it.

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01:08:54,240 --> 01:08:54,719
Speaker 3: She wasn't.

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01:08:54,760 --> 01:08:57,400
Speaker 1: It wasn't about getting a paycheck. I could tell in

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01:08:57,479 --> 01:08:58,000
Speaker 1: her eyes.

1202
01:08:58,360 --> 01:09:00,000
Speaker 3: The only one dies I can tell her.

1203
01:09:00,360 --> 01:09:07,320
Speaker 1: I mean, what else did it fall? Research? Right? It's

1204
01:09:07,320 --> 01:09:10,840
Speaker 1: research just to find the bits and pieces that you

1205
01:09:11,080 --> 01:09:15,639
Speaker 1: like for yourself and then emulate them later in your

1206
01:09:16,000 --> 01:09:18,080
Speaker 1: you know, in your sex life. I think that's what

1207
01:09:18,120 --> 01:09:21,800
Speaker 1: it's all about. I think a lot of the like

1208
01:09:21,880 --> 01:09:27,920
Speaker 1: the porn now is kind of performative and soul in it. Yeah,

1209
01:09:27,920 --> 01:09:30,840
Speaker 1: but that's a del Rio has soul in everything that

1210
01:09:30,880 --> 01:09:34,200
Speaker 1: she did, and that's what I loved about her. I

1211
01:09:34,240 --> 01:09:37,679
Speaker 1: was like, that's that's it right there. You know, she's

1212
01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:41,800
Speaker 1: not being taken advantage of. She is enjoying herself. That's

1213
01:09:41,800 --> 01:09:43,519
Speaker 1: what it looked like to me. Now, she might tell

1214
01:09:43,560 --> 01:09:46,240
Speaker 1: me differently. I don't know, but I also read her

1215
01:09:46,240 --> 01:09:50,519
Speaker 1: book and it still didn't read to me that that

1216
01:09:50,640 --> 01:09:52,880
Speaker 1: she was being taken advantage of. She says she knew

1217
01:09:52,880 --> 01:09:56,320
Speaker 1: what she wanted very early in her life. And I'm like,

1218
01:09:57,680 --> 01:09:58,800
Speaker 1: how are you going to front on that?

1219
01:09:59,720 --> 01:10:03,880
Speaker 3: You know you are, you are moved, and your operating

1220
01:10:03,880 --> 01:10:11,200
Speaker 3: system connects to yes, knowing yourself, being present, yes, and

1221
01:10:11,360 --> 01:10:14,680
Speaker 3: ownership of whatever your shit is and whatever.

1222
01:10:14,400 --> 01:10:17,080
Speaker 1: Your shit is. So that's really the answer to the question.

1223
01:10:17,600 --> 01:10:19,360
Speaker 1: If she wants to be more confident, she has to

1224
01:10:19,360 --> 01:10:22,599
Speaker 1: figure out how she wants to be more confident as

1225
01:10:22,640 --> 01:10:26,320
Speaker 1: a submissive, because you know, I could give tips here

1226
01:10:27,040 --> 01:10:27,960
Speaker 1: as a submissive.

1227
01:10:28,680 --> 01:10:30,479
Speaker 3: Do you want to give one just for ships and giggles?

1228
01:10:33,880 --> 01:10:35,640
Speaker 1: Let's just say, first of all, I hope that this

1229
01:10:35,720 --> 01:10:38,679
Speaker 1: is a really really great boyfriend and that he deserves

1230
01:10:38,720 --> 01:10:41,920
Speaker 1: and that he deserves it. Not everybody deserves your A game.

1231
01:10:42,320 --> 01:10:45,000
Speaker 1: Sometimes it's b or C, you know, And and if

1232
01:10:45,000 --> 01:10:47,479
Speaker 1: it's b or C, you might not want to involve

1233
01:10:47,520 --> 01:10:50,080
Speaker 1: yourself at all. You know, save it for the good stuff,

1234
01:10:50,080 --> 01:10:53,040
Speaker 1: save it for the great you know, that's a that's

1235
01:10:53,080 --> 01:11:01,760
Speaker 1: a life lesson. If if if he's worth her submissiveness,

1236
01:11:01,880 --> 01:11:10,679
Speaker 1: then I would say, hands behind back, eyes closed, mouth open,

1237
01:11:12,479 --> 01:11:16,519
Speaker 1: and be still, just wait and see what happens. If

1238
01:11:16,520 --> 01:11:26,120
Speaker 1: she wants to be aggressive, I would say attack, mm hm,

1239
01:11:26,600 --> 01:11:38,040
Speaker 1: attack like a wild animal attack fight, no boundaries, no boundaries, bite, grab, scratch,

1240
01:11:38,240 --> 01:11:43,240
Speaker 1: whatever you need. Listen. If that's what you like, you

1241
01:11:43,240 --> 01:11:46,280
Speaker 1: should we should be doing what we like, what we enjoy,

1242
01:11:46,400 --> 01:11:49,880
Speaker 1: rather than you know, when somebody else place you to be.

1243
01:11:50,720 --> 01:11:53,360
Speaker 1: You know, I think that, I really do. I think

1244
01:11:53,400 --> 01:11:56,160
Speaker 1: a lot of people will be more happy in their

1245
01:11:56,560 --> 01:12:00,880
Speaker 1: you know, personal relationship if they would figure out what

1246
01:12:00,920 --> 01:12:03,439
Speaker 1: they actually like instead of trying to be what the

1247
01:12:03,479 --> 01:12:05,120
Speaker 1: other person likes.

1248
01:12:05,320 --> 01:12:05,599
Speaker 9: Word.

1249
01:12:05,960 --> 01:12:09,439
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a great bar. Ohr Jill, That's what I think.

1250
01:12:09,560 --> 01:12:10,360
Speaker 1: That's a great war.

1251
01:12:11,160 --> 01:12:13,599
Speaker 3: I think the girls, the young girls over there, they're

1252
01:12:13,600 --> 01:12:17,920
Speaker 3: giving you all this, that's what I think with the

1253
01:12:18,000 --> 01:12:20,439
Speaker 3: with the bars from Jill today, come on now. But

1254
01:12:20,479 --> 01:12:23,880
Speaker 3: they have to deserve it, Yes, to deserve you well,

1255
01:12:23,880 --> 01:12:26,880
Speaker 3: you always is confident about who you are sexually and

1256
01:12:26,960 --> 01:12:30,080
Speaker 3: all that we did that come as this grown version

1257
01:12:30,160 --> 01:12:32,759
Speaker 3: of I mean, I feel like it's in the music.

1258
01:12:32,920 --> 01:12:36,120
Speaker 1: But like I always knew what I liked, I always

1259
01:12:36,200 --> 01:12:41,000
Speaker 1: knew what I wanted. I wanted to be like Vanessadia.

1260
01:12:41,920 --> 01:12:45,000
Speaker 1: I wanted to feel like that lady looked in her eyes.

1261
01:12:45,120 --> 01:12:49,160
Speaker 1: It wasn't a masquerade, it wasn't a I'm a Damsel.

1262
01:12:49,439 --> 01:12:51,479
Speaker 1: You know, she got with it seemed like she was

1263
01:12:51,520 --> 01:12:54,720
Speaker 1: gating what she wanted, and I'm not believe in that, Like,

1264
01:12:54,760 --> 01:12:57,719
Speaker 1: why should I get what I want? I'm here too,

1265
01:12:58,880 --> 01:13:01,960
Speaker 1: you know, yes, and I do feel that way. But

1266
01:13:02,040 --> 01:13:07,360
Speaker 1: I also read books, and I also you can watch porn,

1267
01:13:07,439 --> 01:13:10,360
Speaker 1: but you also read books. I read books, yeah, and

1268
01:13:10,439 --> 01:13:13,680
Speaker 1: I do like the riskue books, and I also like

1269
01:13:14,160 --> 01:13:17,679
Speaker 1: books like Women Who Run with the Wolves. I love

1270
01:13:17,720 --> 01:13:18,760
Speaker 1: that book very much.

1271
01:13:19,160 --> 01:13:20,080
Speaker 3: I love book.

1272
01:13:20,080 --> 01:13:24,240
Speaker 1: It's so good. It's about all the folklore that involves women,

1273
01:13:24,720 --> 01:13:30,280
Speaker 1: and how I hate to it's it's if I if

1274
01:13:30,280 --> 01:13:32,479
Speaker 1: I say it this way, you might not read it,

1275
01:13:32,479 --> 01:13:34,080
Speaker 1: and I don't want you to do that. I want

1276
01:13:34,120 --> 01:13:37,200
Speaker 1: you to tell me good story telling. You try my best,

1277
01:13:38,600 --> 01:13:44,160
Speaker 1: But it's how the Grim brothers who wrote like Hansel

1278
01:13:44,240 --> 01:13:46,799
Speaker 1: and gretel Or, I think they wrote that. But along

1279
01:13:46,840 --> 01:13:51,720
Speaker 1: those lines, those kinds of stories where the woman is

1280
01:13:52,560 --> 01:14:00,639
Speaker 1: subjugated or she is a witch, when in actuality she's intuition.

1281
01:14:01,640 --> 01:14:05,559
Speaker 1: Her mother taught her about herbs, her aunt taught her

1282
01:14:05,560 --> 01:14:09,000
Speaker 1: about giving birth and how to do that. She's someone

1283
01:14:09,000 --> 01:14:14,200
Speaker 1: of substance and power. But the patriarchy is afraid of

1284
01:14:14,280 --> 01:14:16,960
Speaker 1: women such as that so they painted her different, They

1285
01:14:16,960 --> 01:14:19,880
Speaker 1: made her a monster, they made her evil, when she's

1286
01:14:19,960 --> 01:14:23,800
Speaker 1: just knowledgeable. And that is like open my mind so

1287
01:14:23,960 --> 01:14:27,439
Speaker 1: much about who I am, who my mother is, who

1288
01:14:27,439 --> 01:14:30,640
Speaker 1: my grandmother is. You know, my grandmother could tell you

1289
01:14:30,680 --> 01:14:33,799
Speaker 1: who was calling before the phone rang, and that's just facts.

1290
01:14:34,280 --> 01:14:36,639
Speaker 1: My aunt surely could make you a meal that would

1291
01:14:36,680 --> 01:14:42,960
Speaker 1: make you feel so much better about everything. My mother's

1292
01:14:43,000 --> 01:14:46,400
Speaker 1: never been wrong about the sex of a child. You know,

1293
01:14:46,800 --> 01:14:49,639
Speaker 1: she makes the pregnant woman stand up and walk and she's, oh,

1294
01:14:49,760 --> 01:14:53,200
Speaker 1: that's a boy. She's never been wrong in the course

1295
01:14:53,240 --> 01:14:59,840
Speaker 1: of my life. What is that then? That's that's woman.

1296
01:15:01,040 --> 01:15:02,240
Speaker 1: It's the power to.

1297
01:15:04,080 --> 01:15:07,920
Speaker 3: DNA it is Do you think every woman is capable

1298
01:15:07,960 --> 01:15:10,880
Speaker 3: of that? Where do you think they miss?

1299
01:15:12,200 --> 01:15:17,280
Speaker 1: I think probably society, you know, will tell you you're

1300
01:15:17,320 --> 01:15:21,200
Speaker 1: something is wrong. Maybe your religion will tell you that

1301
01:15:21,320 --> 01:15:24,759
Speaker 1: something is wrong with you for having abilities and gifts,

1302
01:15:27,560 --> 01:15:32,320
Speaker 1: maybe even your own family. You know, when I think

1303
01:15:32,320 --> 01:15:36,120
Speaker 1: of women, I always see them on like a whale

1304
01:15:37,040 --> 01:15:43,280
Speaker 1: or a horse, a stallion or a unicorn. Just warriors.

1305
01:15:44,439 --> 01:15:52,400
Speaker 1: Warriors we bleed every month and don't die. What When

1306
01:15:52,400 --> 01:15:58,040
Speaker 1: the time comes, our whole universe moves to open, to

1307
01:15:58,160 --> 01:16:01,240
Speaker 1: allow someone to come through like, oh, you cannot front

1308
01:16:01,320 --> 01:16:06,160
Speaker 1: on that. There's power in this thing. I want to

1309
01:16:06,200 --> 01:16:08,840
Speaker 1: I would love for more people to see, you know,

1310
01:16:09,160 --> 01:16:13,120
Speaker 1: to tap into it. All of this stuff is a culturement.

1311
01:16:13,960 --> 01:16:15,920
Speaker 3: You're making me feel very like, I don't know, like

1312
01:16:16,000 --> 01:16:19,519
Speaker 3: I need to do more. I don't know, more womanly

1313
01:16:20,439 --> 01:16:21,680
Speaker 3: woman warrior.

1314
01:16:21,320 --> 01:16:25,840
Speaker 1: Shit, go outside and growl, growl at somebody.

1315
01:16:26,640 --> 01:16:33,200
Speaker 3: Don't be alarmed today later after the show, roar Yeah

1316
01:16:33,360 --> 01:16:37,000
Speaker 3: you deserve to roar, right, Yeah, I'm gonna do it today.

1317
01:16:37,120 --> 01:16:37,439
Speaker 1: Why not?

1318
01:16:37,720 --> 01:16:39,800
Speaker 3: It would be weird in Manhattan in the middle of

1319
01:16:40,120 --> 01:16:42,400
Speaker 3: So what. M you got a point?

1320
01:16:42,560 --> 01:16:49,160
Speaker 1: So what. I'm gonna judge you now after you've accomplished

1321
01:16:49,200 --> 01:16:51,960
Speaker 1: all of this in your lifetime. So what?

1322
01:16:52,160 --> 01:16:54,120
Speaker 3: And Martinez out there roaring in the middle of the

1323
01:16:54,120 --> 01:16:55,800
Speaker 3: street like a crazy lady.

1324
01:16:57,360 --> 01:16:59,720
Speaker 1: I mean, you don't when to do it? Yeah, you know,

1325
01:16:59,840 --> 01:17:00,519
Speaker 1: you do it.

1326
01:17:00,520 --> 01:17:02,160
Speaker 3: It probably sounds beautiful though.

1327
01:17:03,680 --> 01:17:10,679
Speaker 1: I sound I sound like a I growl at my son.

1328
01:17:11,760 --> 01:17:14,320
Speaker 1: You know what, he does really well when he does.

1329
01:17:14,360 --> 01:17:16,960
Speaker 1: He gave a speech at the school and he said,

1330
01:17:17,120 --> 01:17:26,639
Speaker 1: how do I do? I was like, he was like, hey,

1331
01:17:26,680 --> 01:17:29,520
Speaker 1: he felt that because I did, and so did the audience,

1332
01:17:30,120 --> 01:17:35,519
Speaker 1: Like we're We're not in tiny boxes. We are a

1333
01:17:35,640 --> 01:17:41,200
Speaker 1: whole spectrum of things. I believe it, and I hope

1334
01:17:41,240 --> 01:17:45,839
Speaker 1: to inspire people to find their own personal revolution because

1335
01:17:45,880 --> 01:17:53,439
Speaker 1: the trip is worth the juice is worth a squeeze.

1336
01:17:53,880 --> 01:17:56,439
Speaker 1: Real shit, real shit shit.

1337
01:17:59,080 --> 01:18:01,120
Speaker 3: I feel like you always had yours. When did your

1338
01:18:01,160 --> 01:18:03,760
Speaker 3: revolution come though? Or did you Were you born with this?

1339
01:18:03,800 --> 01:18:06,439
Speaker 3: Because I feel like from I don't know talking to

1340
01:18:06,479 --> 01:18:09,320
Speaker 3: you today, did you never not have that? You say

1341
01:18:09,360 --> 01:18:10,240
Speaker 3: you always had it?

1342
01:18:10,479 --> 01:18:14,479
Speaker 1: I can't imagine. I don't know if it's so long ago.

1343
01:18:14,920 --> 01:18:18,160
Speaker 1: Maybe I chose to forget. I don't know. I don't know,

1344
01:18:18,479 --> 01:18:23,280
Speaker 1: Like I think I've always is there, made decisions and

1345
01:18:23,400 --> 01:18:27,000
Speaker 1: did stuff and then lived with the consequences and changed it.

1346
01:18:27,200 --> 01:18:28,240
Speaker 1: Is there a moment?

1347
01:18:28,560 --> 01:18:30,880
Speaker 3: Is there a moment in your mind if you're telling

1348
01:18:30,920 --> 01:18:36,439
Speaker 3: the Jill Scott story of how she's this growling warrior woman?

1349
01:18:36,720 --> 01:18:38,519
Speaker 1: Yeah, what is the vision of that?

1350
01:18:38,560 --> 01:18:40,599
Speaker 3: Is there a moment in your life and your career

1351
01:18:41,840 --> 01:18:45,360
Speaker 3: that's that reflects that where you were being that or

1352
01:18:45,439 --> 01:18:50,160
Speaker 3: doing that at the highest level. I just wonder how

1353
01:18:50,240 --> 01:18:51,960
Speaker 3: you see her, like how you say how you see

1354
01:18:52,000 --> 01:18:55,240
Speaker 3: women on whales and unicorns? Yes, I guess I'm asking

1355
01:18:55,280 --> 01:18:56,879
Speaker 3: you about that about yourself?

1356
01:18:58,120 --> 01:19:01,320
Speaker 1: How do you see that moment? There has been a

1357
01:19:01,360 --> 01:19:09,880
Speaker 1: moment in my career where I brought a dildo to work.

1358
01:19:10,320 --> 01:19:13,960
Speaker 1: I was working in with with musicians and producers rather

1359
01:19:14,479 --> 01:19:17,080
Speaker 1: a gang of them, and I didn't feel like I

1360
01:19:17,120 --> 01:19:20,680
Speaker 1: was being heard, and I brought a dildo and I

1361
01:19:20,760 --> 01:19:25,639
Speaker 1: banged it on a table. Sorry sound man, Sorry friend,

1362
01:19:26,760 --> 01:19:28,320
Speaker 1: I banged it on the table. I'm like, can you

1363
01:19:28,360 --> 01:19:33,799
Speaker 1: hear me now? Can you hear me now? Because clearly

1364
01:19:34,320 --> 01:19:37,080
Speaker 1: there's something missing that you're not hearing what I'm saying

1365
01:19:37,120 --> 01:19:37,360
Speaker 1: to you.

1366
01:19:37,840 --> 01:19:40,800
Speaker 3: So if I had a penis right, you would take that.

1367
01:19:41,000 --> 01:19:43,000
Speaker 1: Maybe you can. Maybe you can hear what I'm Maybe

1368
01:19:43,120 --> 01:19:45,439
Speaker 1: that's the problem. Maybe that's what it is. I don't know.

1369
01:19:45,680 --> 01:19:48,000
Speaker 1: Everybody laughed, we had a good kikey, and then they

1370
01:19:48,040 --> 01:19:53,320
Speaker 1: started listening a little bit better. I think that might

1371
01:19:53,320 --> 01:19:55,519
Speaker 1: have been a moment, you know where I felt like

1372
01:19:58,200 --> 01:20:01,240
Speaker 1: that is for sure a moment for somebody.

1373
01:20:01,320 --> 01:20:07,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, it worked, it worked, That's amazing.

1374
01:20:08,160 --> 01:20:11,920
Speaker 1: Get in my bowl. This is my edge, Martinez, irol bowl.

1375
01:20:12,080 --> 01:20:14,640
Speaker 3: Let's see what question in the universe gives you. We

1376
01:20:14,720 --> 01:20:15,880
Speaker 3: might take a couple.

1377
01:20:17,560 --> 01:20:22,719
Speaker 1: Okay, our bowl of what your guilty pleasure.

1378
01:20:23,000 --> 01:20:31,559
Speaker 3: Oh gosh, I feel like we're ready now.

1379
01:20:31,800 --> 01:20:35,519
Speaker 1: I don't want to tell you, but I will. What's

1380
01:20:35,600 --> 01:20:43,200
Speaker 1: my guilty pleasure? I happened to love. I'm not proud.

1381
01:20:44,320 --> 01:20:49,920
Speaker 1: I happen to love the drama between Blue Face and

1382
01:20:50,000 --> 01:21:02,840
Speaker 1: Christian Rock. I love it. I know, I know, I know.

1383
01:21:03,360 --> 01:21:06,520
Speaker 1: Now what is it about this said situation?

1384
01:21:07,280 --> 01:21:09,080
Speaker 3: I know that does it for you? What does it

1385
01:21:09,120 --> 01:21:09,760
Speaker 3: bring up for you?

1386
01:21:10,240 --> 01:21:15,639
Speaker 1: I think that that that that that's a pimp, and

1387
01:21:15,680 --> 01:21:20,400
Speaker 1: I think I think that's a that's a pimp. And

1388
01:21:20,439 --> 01:21:24,240
Speaker 1: I think that she got caught up with her bim.

1389
01:21:26,560 --> 01:21:29,479
Speaker 3: She is an interesting side too. Listen because just when

1390
01:21:29,520 --> 01:21:32,760
Speaker 3: you think she's a little please don't take this the

1391
01:21:32,800 --> 01:21:35,200
Speaker 3: wrong way, but she got a little Sheila in her

1392
01:21:35,320 --> 01:21:39,760
Speaker 3: m she'll say some ship that'd be so real and

1393
01:21:40,040 --> 01:21:44,760
Speaker 3: fight and she fights, yep, And so that's probably what.

1394
01:21:44,800 --> 01:21:47,840
Speaker 1: Keeps you in. It's a guilty pleasure. I just I

1395
01:21:48,000 --> 01:21:52,240
Speaker 1: just find it fascinating. But I am such I am

1396
01:21:52,320 --> 01:21:55,559
Speaker 1: that way, like I like the study of people. I

1397
01:21:55,600 --> 01:21:58,439
Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know anybody like this, and I

1398
01:21:58,439 --> 01:22:01,840
Speaker 1: don't know anybody let her either, And I'm cool with that.

1399
01:22:02,400 --> 01:22:05,280
Speaker 1: But I find it fascinating that this could even be.

1400
01:22:06,600 --> 01:22:08,840
Speaker 1: And then there's so much to it, and there's so

1401
01:22:08,960 --> 01:22:12,800
Speaker 1: much tattoo. It's a lot of tooth. It's a lot,

1402
01:22:13,120 --> 01:22:14,799
Speaker 1: it's it's a lot.

1403
01:22:14,720 --> 01:22:21,040
Speaker 3: There's so much. Okay, it's not what I expected from your's.

1404
01:22:19,840 --> 01:22:22,240
Speaker 1: Not what I expect either. Would you say guilty pleasure?

1405
01:22:22,840 --> 01:22:25,920
Speaker 3: I feel I feel like I would like you to

1406
01:22:26,520 --> 01:22:28,920
Speaker 3: hit a couple more bold questions if you don't mind, for.

1407
01:22:28,840 --> 01:22:31,320
Speaker 1: Real, just because you're so good at it, I feel like.

1408
01:22:31,439 --> 01:22:33,680
Speaker 3: Maybe we'll do just a round, like a quick two

1409
01:22:33,800 --> 01:22:35,200
Speaker 3: or three round, if you don't mind.

1410
01:22:35,080 --> 01:22:38,479
Speaker 1: Because here I am out here being honest, this.

1411
01:22:40,760 --> 01:22:43,439
Speaker 3: Is in real life. But they're not crazy questions.

1412
01:22:44,400 --> 01:22:54,559
Speaker 1: What is one regret you have? I regret some things

1413
01:22:54,560 --> 01:23:05,599
Speaker 1: are personal, but this one I regret not taking the

1414
01:23:05,600 --> 01:23:11,960
Speaker 1: the Chicago gig. I got offered Chicago the movie. I

1415
01:23:12,000 --> 01:23:16,599
Speaker 1: got offered Chicago the movie. And I was on too.

1416
01:23:18,760 --> 01:23:21,080
Speaker 1: And she did so great? She did, she got an oscar,

1417
01:23:21,160 --> 01:23:22,360
Speaker 1: didn't she fucking did?

1418
01:23:23,560 --> 01:23:24,240
Speaker 3: Here you are?

1419
01:23:24,439 --> 01:23:28,639
Speaker 1: And I said, I said no because I thought it

1420
01:23:28,760 --> 01:23:32,280
Speaker 1: was the play and I didn't have the time. I

1421
01:23:32,400 --> 01:23:35,479
Speaker 1: was doing so many things. I was on tour. I

1422
01:23:35,560 --> 01:23:38,599
Speaker 1: was in this country, in this place and this city,

1423
01:23:39,040 --> 01:23:41,120
Speaker 1: and I like the first two years of my career,

1424
01:23:41,120 --> 01:23:44,559
Speaker 1: and I had pneumonia like three times, and I was like,

1425
01:23:44,680 --> 01:23:48,320
Speaker 1: I'm not doing a play and I didn't read and

1426
01:23:48,360 --> 01:23:52,720
Speaker 1: I didn't know, so I passed, and I would have

1427
01:23:53,560 --> 01:23:56,760
Speaker 1: I regret that. I do regret that, even though you

1428
01:23:56,800 --> 01:23:58,760
Speaker 1: know I loved dating a hardcore.

1429
01:23:59,400 --> 01:24:00,240
Speaker 3: And she kill it.

1430
01:24:00,479 --> 01:24:03,040
Speaker 1: Yeah she did it. She did the thing, you know,

1431
01:24:03,080 --> 01:24:06,960
Speaker 1: But I would have liked to do the thing. That's

1432
01:24:06,960 --> 01:24:07,840
Speaker 1: a regret.

1433
01:24:08,640 --> 01:24:10,479
Speaker 3: There's so many there's so many questions in here. I

1434
01:24:10,479 --> 01:24:11,320
Speaker 3: want to ask for you.

1435
01:24:11,479 --> 01:24:13,320
Speaker 1: Now you're looking. I know.

1436
01:24:13,360 --> 01:24:16,040
Speaker 3: I'm sorry you're cheating. I just was looking for my

1437
01:24:16,080 --> 01:24:19,919
Speaker 3: favorite one, Auntie. Is it cheating my questions?

1438
01:24:19,960 --> 01:24:21,320
Speaker 1: I could cheat. It's my bowl.

1439
01:24:21,520 --> 01:24:23,840
Speaker 3: Well it is it my bulging it is?

1440
01:24:25,560 --> 01:24:26,200
Speaker 1: And your show.

1441
01:24:29,240 --> 01:24:30,960
Speaker 3: I love this. I would ask you this even if

1442
01:24:30,960 --> 01:24:32,960
Speaker 3: it wasn't in the ball. This is my two questions

1443
01:24:32,960 --> 01:24:35,200
Speaker 3: for you. But I picked I picked these out of

1444
01:24:35,240 --> 01:24:39,479
Speaker 3: the bowl for you. Okay, when you leave a room, Jill,

1445
01:24:39,920 --> 01:24:41,439
Speaker 3: what do you hope you leave behind?

1446
01:24:42,680 --> 01:24:48,880
Speaker 1: What do I hope I leave behind? A vibe? Yeah,

1447
01:24:49,120 --> 01:24:56,400
Speaker 1: no vibe, but a strong feminine force would be nice.

1448
01:24:59,880 --> 01:25:04,479
Speaker 1: I I would also have to care like I'm not

1449
01:25:04,600 --> 01:25:10,040
Speaker 1: in a position to care as much. But that's what

1450
01:25:10,120 --> 01:25:14,800
Speaker 1: I would hope if I did care, you know, respectfully, honestly,

1451
01:25:15,439 --> 01:25:20,040
Speaker 1: fifty three, I got stuff going on, you know, or

1452
01:25:20,240 --> 01:25:23,960
Speaker 1: love me or hate me. You know, I've earned this,

1453
01:25:23,960 --> 01:25:28,200
Speaker 1: this position in life. I've earned this to feel this way,

1454
01:25:28,360 --> 01:25:31,320
Speaker 1: you know, to not really give it damn but so much,

1455
01:25:31,439 --> 01:25:34,920
Speaker 1: you know. So, But if I had to care, I

1456
01:25:34,920 --> 01:25:38,760
Speaker 1: would hope that I leave a strong feminine energy in

1457
01:25:38,840 --> 01:25:42,080
Speaker 1: the room that would make other women proud to be

1458
01:25:42,200 --> 01:25:48,000
Speaker 1: women and other men admire women. That'd be nice.

1459
01:25:48,439 --> 01:25:51,519
Speaker 3: As we've had wrapping up this conversation soon, but as

1460
01:25:51,560 --> 01:25:53,800
Speaker 3: I'm thinking about you getting ready to put new music

1461
01:25:53,840 --> 01:25:56,080
Speaker 3: out in the last ten years and having this conversation

1462
01:25:56,200 --> 01:26:00,800
Speaker 3: with you today, Yeah, like what is to happen? Like

1463
01:26:00,840 --> 01:26:03,360
Speaker 3: what are we going to experience now? Because I feel

1464
01:26:03,360 --> 01:26:08,400
Speaker 3: like you're in like an almost explosive kind of confidence.

1465
01:26:08,640 --> 01:26:10,519
Speaker 3: I mean, you've always been very confident, but I don't know,

1466
01:26:10,560 --> 01:26:13,920
Speaker 3: I just feel like you're in a very it is

1467
01:26:13,960 --> 01:26:18,760
Speaker 3: what it is, amazing place. Yeah, So what I don't know,

1468
01:26:18,760 --> 01:26:23,120
Speaker 3: what do we experience as fans as receivers of the art, Like,

1469
01:26:23,160 --> 01:26:25,000
Speaker 3: what is what is going to come from the season?

1470
01:26:25,000 --> 01:26:30,679
Speaker 1: You shall see you shall see. I am very excited

1471
01:26:30,680 --> 01:26:34,559
Speaker 1: about whatever is going on in here. I don't you know,

1472
01:26:34,680 --> 01:26:38,160
Speaker 1: I can't tame it, and I don't want to. I

1473
01:26:38,280 --> 01:26:43,320
Speaker 1: just want to have the ability to implement it in

1474
01:26:43,439 --> 01:26:47,800
Speaker 1: full vision. That's what I want. You know. I'm out

1475
01:26:47,840 --> 01:26:51,840
Speaker 1: here and I haven't been, and there's all kinds of

1476
01:26:51,840 --> 01:26:53,920
Speaker 1: new toys. There's all kinds of stuff to play with.

1477
01:26:54,439 --> 01:26:56,920
Speaker 1: I won't play with it, and then some old things

1478
01:26:56,920 --> 01:27:00,280
Speaker 1: to play with as well, you know, like theater. I

1479
01:27:00,320 --> 01:27:01,280
Speaker 1: want to enjoy myself.

1480
01:27:01,360 --> 01:27:03,760
Speaker 3: Oh I love that for you me too. Are you

1481
01:27:03,800 --> 01:27:09,240
Speaker 3: in love right now, miss Jill? Okay, next question? Then

1482
01:27:11,479 --> 01:27:17,000
Speaker 3: you're giving me love vibes. That's all I'm saying. I

1483
01:27:17,040 --> 01:27:18,559
Speaker 3: don't know if you are or not. I'm just saying

1484
01:27:18,600 --> 01:27:19,880
Speaker 3: you're getting me in love vibes.

1485
01:27:19,880 --> 01:27:22,080
Speaker 1: I already told you anything that's happening. I'm gonna keep

1486
01:27:22,080 --> 01:27:26,720
Speaker 1: it to myself, okay, and enjoy my life, my private existence.

1487
01:27:28,280 --> 01:27:30,080
Speaker 3: And if you decide to get married, that would be

1488
01:27:30,080 --> 01:27:33,160
Speaker 3: private too, you would, really you do like a whole

1489
01:27:33,200 --> 01:27:36,360
Speaker 3: private mmmm that way right?

1490
01:27:36,760 --> 01:27:42,439
Speaker 1: I think it's I think it's worth taking the effort

1491
01:27:42,479 --> 01:27:46,240
Speaker 1: to make it private. Yeah, you know, I know a

1492
01:27:46,280 --> 01:27:48,080
Speaker 1: lot of things are going on and speaking as a

1493
01:27:48,120 --> 01:27:51,280
Speaker 1: two time divorcea, I still think that marriage is sacred,

1494
01:27:52,080 --> 01:27:56,920
Speaker 1: you know, so I'm learning now that it must be

1495
01:27:57,040 --> 01:28:01,080
Speaker 1: kept in a protective place if you're gonna do it

1496
01:28:01,120 --> 01:28:04,879
Speaker 1: at all. It's for me anyway. Other people, that's your business,

1497
01:28:05,520 --> 01:28:07,880
Speaker 1: do as you will, But for me, I think it

1498
01:28:07,960 --> 01:28:10,200
Speaker 1: should be safe for as much as possible.

1499
01:28:10,240 --> 01:28:12,960
Speaker 3: So can you what can you tell us about said project?

1500
01:28:13,120 --> 01:28:16,080
Speaker 3: Even though you're being very mysterious about the content of it.

1501
01:28:17,040 --> 01:28:21,519
Speaker 1: Said project is called to whom this may concern?

1502
01:28:23,000 --> 01:28:26,200
Speaker 3: I love this already.

1503
01:28:26,800 --> 01:28:32,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, me too, Me too. I recognize that who is

1504
01:28:32,680 --> 01:28:36,840
Speaker 1: for is who it's really really really for, and I'm

1505
01:28:36,880 --> 01:28:40,040
Speaker 1: excited for those people that it's really really really for.

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01:28:40,960 --> 01:28:43,880
Speaker 3: But what do you mean? What does that mean? Who

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01:28:43,960 --> 01:28:44,120
Speaker 3: is for?

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01:28:45,080 --> 01:28:51,360
Speaker 1: Meaning that the intention is to start a personal revolution

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01:28:53,360 --> 01:29:00,240
Speaker 1: or to allow a personal revolution for whomever is listen me?

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01:29:01,120 --> 01:29:16,080
Speaker 1: So uh, sexually, physically, mentally, spiritually, relationships thoughts yep, yep.

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01:29:17,160 --> 01:29:21,920
Speaker 1: So this first round of to whomless may concern? Uh

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01:29:22,120 --> 01:29:26,280
Speaker 1: is for those people that it will absolutely affect. I cannot.

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01:29:26,760 --> 01:29:30,800
Speaker 1: I'm very excited to see who will be affected. I

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01:29:30,840 --> 01:29:33,559
Speaker 1: put a lot of time, a lot of time and

1515
01:29:33,720 --> 01:29:39,559
Speaker 1: energy I put in it. When I say energy, I

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01:29:39,680 --> 01:29:45,840
Speaker 1: mean that I hoped and asked for certain musicianship, and

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01:29:45,880 --> 01:29:51,360
Speaker 1: they showed up in the most wonderful ways I wanted.

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01:29:51,720 --> 01:29:56,800
Speaker 1: I wanted horns. So I'm talking to David Banner, and

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01:29:56,920 --> 01:30:00,320
Speaker 1: David Banner says called Trombone Shorty and I I was like,

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01:30:00,479 --> 01:30:05,080
Speaker 1: Trombone Shorty, Like, this is an artist. We have his

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01:30:05,240 --> 01:30:07,400
Speaker 1: book in our house. I read it to my kid

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01:30:07,479 --> 01:30:11,479
Speaker 1: as he was growing up. So I ended up calling

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01:30:11,520 --> 01:30:15,400
Speaker 1: Trombone Shorty and talking to him. The man did four

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01:30:15,479 --> 01:30:20,599
Speaker 1: hundred and eighty tracks for one song. That level of

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01:30:21,080 --> 01:30:24,360
Speaker 1: I'm going to give you everything I got Woman was

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01:30:24,600 --> 01:30:29,040
Speaker 1: beautiful for me. Oh, I appreciate it so much. And

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01:30:29,080 --> 01:30:32,240
Speaker 1: that's kind of the way that the album worked. I

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01:30:32,280 --> 01:30:35,479
Speaker 1: did my part and then I was like, show me

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01:30:35,640 --> 01:30:39,840
Speaker 1: what's next, and people showed up and they did their part,

1530
01:30:39,840 --> 01:30:44,200
Speaker 1: and I was like, that's what you know, Like it

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01:30:44,240 --> 01:30:49,000
Speaker 1: was its spirit based project, and I think that's what

1532
01:30:49,720 --> 01:30:52,240
Speaker 1: I know. That's what makes me so excited about it.

1533
01:30:53,439 --> 01:30:55,280
Speaker 1: Not to even put a lot on I'm not trying

1534
01:30:55,280 --> 01:31:00,360
Speaker 1: to do that. It's to whom this consir. I don't

1535
01:31:00,360 --> 01:31:03,599
Speaker 1: concern you. Cool if it doesn't concern you. If it's

1536
01:31:03,640 --> 01:31:06,560
Speaker 1: not your thing, then okay. But for Who Is For

1537
01:31:07,320 --> 01:31:15,840
Speaker 1: is absolutely who is For. It will be released February thirteenth. Yeah, geekes,

1538
01:31:16,080 --> 01:31:18,920
Speaker 1: wow that soon? Yes, it is.

1539
01:31:19,520 --> 01:31:22,160
Speaker 3: And does this mean like just going to be touring? Yeah,

1540
01:31:23,080 --> 01:31:26,479
Speaker 3: you're a touring artist. Yeah, yeah, definitely touring.

1541
01:31:27,280 --> 01:31:33,000
Speaker 1: Definitely, videos and visualizers and performances and all the things

1542
01:31:33,040 --> 01:31:36,400
Speaker 1: that go into letting people know that the album It's

1543
01:31:36,400 --> 01:31:38,360
Speaker 1: a Whomless May Concern is available.

1544
01:31:38,840 --> 01:31:41,519
Speaker 3: I feel like the world needs a project like that

1545
01:31:41,640 --> 01:31:41,960
Speaker 3: right now.

1546
01:31:41,960 --> 01:31:44,840
Speaker 1: I certainly believe so, me too.

1547
01:31:46,120 --> 01:31:47,559
Speaker 3: You must be very proud of yourself.

1548
01:31:47,920 --> 01:31:51,120
Speaker 1: I feel proud. You should.

1549
01:31:51,280 --> 01:31:56,960
Speaker 3: I feel proud in real life. What are you most

1550
01:31:57,000 --> 01:31:58,400
Speaker 3: proud of about yourself?

1551
01:32:01,520 --> 01:32:05,640
Speaker 1: Oh? These are good questions, Angie Martinez, Well, thank you.

1552
01:32:05,760 --> 01:32:10,599
Speaker 1: Jill Scott, journalist asked, I think at the today, I'll

1553
01:32:10,600 --> 01:32:19,000
Speaker 1: just say, as of today, I'm most proud that whatever

1554
01:32:19,920 --> 01:32:30,800
Speaker 1: Lemon's life gave me, I have managed two enjoy a

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01:32:30,960 --> 01:32:41,519
Speaker 1: Lemonade smoothie with with a sour dough crust, toasted bread

1556
01:32:42,320 --> 01:32:51,559
Speaker 1: Gouda cheese wagu burger with palm friends in the South

1557
01:32:51,640 --> 01:32:56,320
Speaker 1: of Spain, that I have managed to make whatever has

1558
01:32:56,400 --> 01:32:59,759
Speaker 1: come my way so beautiful to me that I wouldn't

1559
01:32:59,800 --> 01:33:03,679
Speaker 1: change whatever. I'm very proud of that.

1560
01:33:05,120 --> 01:33:06,679
Speaker 3: I thought you were just gonna say lemonade.

1561
01:33:08,560 --> 01:33:12,719
Speaker 1: It's a whole, it's a whole meal. It's a whole

1562
01:33:13,240 --> 01:33:16,840
Speaker 1: lovely smoothie. And you know I love the foods references

1563
01:33:16,840 --> 01:33:20,000
Speaker 1: because I do food. I do love the.

1564
01:33:21,520 --> 01:33:22,720
Speaker 3: One thing about you gonna give it.

1565
01:33:23,439 --> 01:33:26,440
Speaker 1: I will do my best to give you.

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01:33:26,479 --> 01:33:26,599
Speaker 3: All.

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01:33:26,680 --> 01:33:31,320
Speaker 1: The vocabulary in this album is amazing. It's amazing. It's

1568
01:33:31,360 --> 01:33:32,120
Speaker 1: your favorite word.

1569
01:33:32,160 --> 01:33:36,360
Speaker 3: You're using the album Oh gosh, too hard.

1570
01:33:38,040 --> 01:33:43,439
Speaker 1: I did so many. Somebody helped me, Like favorite word,

1571
01:33:44,280 --> 01:33:47,880
Speaker 1: what shauna? You look like you were going to say something.

1572
01:33:48,000 --> 01:33:50,120
Speaker 3: I I feel like it's going to be like a

1573
01:33:50,120 --> 01:33:54,719
Speaker 3: sexual reference or a or like a I don't know something.

1574
01:33:55,000 --> 01:33:59,360
Speaker 1: It could be a sexual or like I'm telling you,

1575
01:33:59,400 --> 01:34:03,519
Speaker 1: I'm more than one trick. I beause I just happened

1576
01:34:03,520 --> 01:34:07,320
Speaker 1: to love my sexuality. I happen to love great sex

1577
01:34:07,360 --> 01:34:10,880
Speaker 1: for people. I believe you want great sex for everyone.

1578
01:34:11,040 --> 01:34:17,160
Speaker 1: I really know, because it fortifies you. It fortifies it,

1579
01:34:17,160 --> 01:34:20,080
Speaker 1: it smooths out, it gives you another level of strength,

1580
01:34:20,080 --> 01:34:26,040
Speaker 1: it helps you sleep. It's good for the people. It's

1581
01:34:26,160 --> 01:34:30,599
Speaker 1: good and you deserve it. I wrote a song about

1582
01:34:30,600 --> 01:34:34,959
Speaker 1: that too. I did, yes, I did.

1583
01:34:36,520 --> 01:34:40,040
Speaker 3: A vocabulary where if you don't have it, it's okay.

1584
01:34:40,160 --> 01:34:43,559
Speaker 1: I mean, there's so many, there's so many, just give us.

1585
01:34:43,560 --> 01:34:46,080
Speaker 3: One doesn't have to be your favorite word that stands

1586
01:34:46,080 --> 01:34:47,160
Speaker 3: out the first one that comes.

1587
01:34:48,680 --> 01:34:50,680
Speaker 1: I mean so honestly, there's so many, and I've been

1588
01:34:50,720 --> 01:34:54,040
Speaker 1: listening so much. I have to literally go down each

1589
01:34:54,120 --> 01:34:57,600
Speaker 1: song to find out the one, or the two or

1590
01:34:57,600 --> 01:34:58,000
Speaker 1: the five.

1591
01:35:00,080 --> 01:35:01,960
Speaker 3: What is in real life? What is one thing you

1592
01:35:02,000 --> 01:35:04,639
Speaker 3: are no longer apologizing for.

1593
01:35:07,800 --> 01:35:08,560
Speaker 1: Myself?

1594
01:35:10,320 --> 01:35:11,519
Speaker 3: Did you ever?

1595
01:35:11,680 --> 01:35:14,320
Speaker 1: Oh? I felt like I needed to. I mean people,

1596
01:35:15,400 --> 01:35:17,760
Speaker 1: I felt like I needed to I refuse. I'm not

1597
01:35:17,840 --> 01:35:21,920
Speaker 1: doing that anymore. What am I doing that for?

1598
01:35:22,840 --> 01:35:23,040
Speaker 3: You know?

1599
01:35:23,080 --> 01:35:25,920
Speaker 1: Even internally I didn't. I don't think I necessarily did

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01:35:25,960 --> 01:35:33,840
Speaker 1: it publicly, but even internally, like, fuck that shit. I

1601
01:35:33,880 --> 01:35:37,360
Speaker 1: am all of this woman, I am every bit of it.

1602
01:35:38,320 --> 01:35:43,120
Speaker 1: I am a mother, I am a daughter. I am vulnerable,

1603
01:35:43,400 --> 01:35:48,839
Speaker 1: I am aggressive, I am submissive, I am a learner.

1604
01:35:49,360 --> 01:35:53,400
Speaker 1: I am dumb. I am figuring it out as I go.

1605
01:35:54,200 --> 01:35:59,439
Speaker 1: I'm enjoying my ride. I say way often. I sleep

1606
01:35:59,479 --> 01:36:02,840
Speaker 1: when I can, And you know, I put my feet

1607
01:36:02,880 --> 01:36:07,000
Speaker 1: in grass like I hang with really amazing people that

1608
01:36:07,160 --> 01:36:13,200
Speaker 1: love me for real. For real, I pay my bills,

1609
01:36:15,200 --> 01:36:18,280
Speaker 1: I go on dope vacations. I do a lot of

1610
01:36:18,360 --> 01:36:21,320
Speaker 1: dope ship on a regular because I think that's what's

1611
01:36:21,320 --> 01:36:24,760
Speaker 1: supposed to happen, and I enjoy it. I am. I

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01:36:24,760 --> 01:36:27,519
Speaker 1: am a woman enjoying my life. And I don't know

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01:36:27,520 --> 01:36:30,880
Speaker 1: what else to tell you.

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01:36:30,960 --> 01:36:33,080
Speaker 3: Jill Scott has figured out real life. Ladies and gentlemen.

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01:36:33,160 --> 01:36:36,719
Speaker 1: Listen, Jill Scott in real off. Do the best I can, baby,

1616
01:36:36,800 --> 01:36:39,720
Speaker 1: doing the best I can. She has figured it the

1617
01:36:39,920 --> 01:36:40,519
Speaker 1: fuck out.

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01:36:41,280 --> 01:36:42,559
Speaker 3: Here's to figuring it the fun out.

1619
01:36:42,600 --> 01:36:44,800
Speaker 1: Here's to figuring the fuck out.

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01:36:45,320 --> 01:36:46,840
Speaker 3: Well done, man, Thank you.

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01:36:47,720 --> 01:36:51,719
Speaker 1: This is Jill Scott in real Life.

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01:36:52,120 --> 01:36:53,160
Speaker 7: Hey guys, thanks for watching.

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01:36:53,240 --> 01:36:56,680
Speaker 3: Make sure you subscribe, like comments, and check out all

1624
01:36:56,680 --> 01:36:58,360
Speaker 3: of the other episodes we have on Edge.

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01:36:58,360 --> 01:36:59,759
Speaker 7: Martinez I RL podcast.

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Speaker 9: Bannan Bandan