WEBVTT - Thinking Sideways: Death of Col. Philip Shue

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<v Speaker 1>This episode of Thinking Sideways is not brought to you

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<v Speaker 1>by the disappearance of my neighbors. Instead, it's brought to

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<v Speaker 1>you by somebody who might be able to find my neighbors,

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<v Speaker 1>or maybe not, or is responsible for their disappearance. Gosh,

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<v Speaker 1>I hope not. Anyway, it's a pet from your local shelter.

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<v Speaker 1>It could be a dog, it could be a cat,

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<v Speaker 1>it could be a horse, it could be a parakeet.

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<v Speaker 1>Who knows what kind of thing you could find there,

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<v Speaker 1>But that thing I know you will find there is love.

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<v Speaker 1>So you can adopt from a shelter, or you can

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<v Speaker 1>volunteer your time, or you can donate money because they

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<v Speaker 1>always need more money to take care of all the

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<v Speaker 1>pets that are looking for their wonderful forever homes. So donate,

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<v Speaker 1>spend time, adopt, find my neighbors. Hi there, Welcome to

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<v Speaker 1>another episode of Thinking Sideways. I'm your host, Joe, joined

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<v Speaker 1>as always by Steve and Devin. Yeah, and of course, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>another mystery. Okay, another week, another mystery. Alright, So this

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<v Speaker 1>week we've got a really intriguing story for you guys.

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<v Speaker 1>I know it sounds like he's sarcastic, but it's true.

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<v Speaker 1>This is actually an interesting story. It actually it's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of an interesting story. I'm actually glad that you've covered

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<v Speaker 1>this one, Joe, because I have read up on this

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<v Speaker 1>multiple times and have been so baffled. I wasn't ready

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<v Speaker 1>to dig into it. So I'm glad you picked it up. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And I finally and I got into it, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was convinced of kind of leaning towards one thing, and

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<v Speaker 1>I started started leading towards another thing, you know, but

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<v Speaker 1>by the time I was done looking at it, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's kind of interesting when it happens. Yeah. Oh, a

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<v Speaker 1>quick warning with this, this story does depict some torture

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<v Speaker 1>and unpleasant things like that. So again, if you have

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<v Speaker 1>little leers see a doctor, if you've got a kid around,

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<v Speaker 1>then you might want to like turn it off till

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<v Speaker 1>the kids not here anymore. But so you probably want

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<v Speaker 1>to know what the mystery is. That's and they'll come

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<v Speaker 1>up right after this break, Okay, just can What we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna talk about is a strange death of Colonel Philip Shoe,

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<v Speaker 1>who was in the Air Force and stationed at Laughlan

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<v Speaker 1>Air Force Base in Texas. This happened in two thousand three.

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<v Speaker 1>He died in the car crash, and the circumstances of

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<v Speaker 1>the crash were a little strange. I would say, uh

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<v Speaker 1>if at first it looked like a straight up traffic accident,

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<v Speaker 1>but when the police took a closer look at his body,

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<v Speaker 1>they found evidence that he had been tortured, like and

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<v Speaker 1>not just in the distant past, but like that day. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but none. Despite all that, that's kind of hanky if

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<v Speaker 1>you ask me, his death was still ruled a suicide

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<v Speaker 1>by the Air Force, also by the local police. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>also very hanky. But there are people out there, naturally,

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<v Speaker 1>including his widow and his friends, who think that he

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<v Speaker 1>was murdered maybe, And in fact, one judge in Texas

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<v Speaker 1>this is a sort of pursuing it to a lawsuit,

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<v Speaker 1>did declare that Philip Sho's death was a homicide, although

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<v Speaker 1>apparently that had no legal bearing. Apparently the judge still

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<v Speaker 1>it was just that was his opinion. But yeah, but

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<v Speaker 1>as far as the police and the Air Force are concerned,

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<v Speaker 1>it's still suicide. But was it? Who knows? Well, we'll

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<v Speaker 1>find that out. Yeah, Well, we always solve our mysteries.

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<v Speaker 1>First off, let me stop and give a shout out

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<v Speaker 1>to Mr w I know who you are. Mr W.

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<v Speaker 1>It's either George W. Bush or it's Harvey Weinstein. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not sure which, but that's the first thing who suggested this.

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<v Speaker 1>Mr W as the person who suggested this story. So thanks. Alright,

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<v Speaker 1>start from the beginning. Colonel Philip Shoe was fifty four

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<v Speaker 1>years old. He was a psychiatrist at Lackland as I

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<v Speaker 1>said in Texas. He was married to Tracy Shoe, who

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<v Speaker 1>we had met in the Air Force. She was his

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<v Speaker 1>second wife. She was also in the Air Force. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>she had She had just recently retired. She was had

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<v Speaker 1>retired and was then was a slacker. But so Philip

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<v Speaker 1>Shoe divorced his first wife, Nancy Shoe in They had

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<v Speaker 1>one son together, and as part of that divorce agreement,

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<v Speaker 1>Nancy was allowed to keep an insurance policy on Philip

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<v Speaker 1>for a million bucks. Wait, hang on, I think we

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<v Speaker 1>just misspoke. Nancy was not in the service. It's a

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<v Speaker 1>second Tracy. Yeah, that's what I said, his second wife, Tracy. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I suddenly misconstrued what was going

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, what did we just say that? Wrong?

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<v Speaker 1>And so, to be clear, that insurance policy was taken

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<v Speaker 1>out in ninety two when they divorced initially correct or

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<v Speaker 1>thereabouts or to the divorce. I am not entirely shure.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought it was prior to that she was allowed

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<v Speaker 1>to keep it and maintain. Yeah, to be clear, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I guess the thing that I was trying

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<v Speaker 1>to clarify was this insurance policy was taken out either

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<v Speaker 1>before their divorce or you know, around the time of

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<v Speaker 1>their divorce, not like five years later or nine or

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<v Speaker 1>eleven years later, lawyer during the divorce, So she basically

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<v Speaker 1>got whatever she wanted, and somehow in the proceeding that

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<v Speaker 1>insurance policy was part of it. Yeah, I I and

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<v Speaker 1>I assume it's it's not totally illegitimate. I mean, he's

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<v Speaker 1>probably paying shout out support. They had a son together. Probably, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>if you get killed, we got to even make sure

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<v Speaker 1>that the gets a college education and all that stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it makes sense to me, especially you know

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<v Speaker 1>in the Air Force. If there's a probability of he

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<v Speaker 1>was an active duty in terms of combat active duty,

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<v Speaker 1>that can change. Yeah, not with his line of his

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<v Speaker 1>life work was a psychiatrist, but you never know. Even

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<v Speaker 1>there gets a psycho guy that's a patient and he

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<v Speaker 1>kills you or you know, I mean there's there's are

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<v Speaker 1>You're just sitting in your office being all psychiatry and stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>and suddenly something in fifty and just overshoots the runway

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<v Speaker 1>and plows right to your office, you know, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>there's danger anyway, That's all. I was trying to take

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<v Speaker 1>the psychiatrist's office at the end of the runway, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>or really any office. Yeah, anyway, I was just trying

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<v Speaker 1>to be clear that that had happened, like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>earlier than it wasn't like oh yeah, and then two

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<v Speaker 1>months later he died mster. Yeah no, And I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>sure it could have actually been an ongoing thing. It

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<v Speaker 1>might have been that he'd been insured for like years

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<v Speaker 1>prior to the divorce too. I'm not really totally sure.

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<v Speaker 1>There's no information about that out there, frankly, and there's

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of information about this case, so if you

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<v Speaker 1>want to go looking for it, y yeah, but yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that particularly, Yeah, there is. But the insurance policy did

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<v Speaker 1>become a little bit a little bit of an issue

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<v Speaker 1>later on, which I see, Yeah, surprised, But anyway, Philip

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<v Speaker 1>should have been in the Air Force for a while

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<v Speaker 1>and as you all know, in the military, at least

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<v Speaker 1>in the US, you get to retire after twenty years

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<v Speaker 1>and you get to have a pension, which is kind

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<v Speaker 1>of sweet. You know, you can retire pretty young and

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<v Speaker 1>have a nice pension. My neighbors are one of them

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<v Speaker 1>is I think thirty seven, it's not true, thirty seven. No,

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<v Speaker 1>she's forty and he's forty seven, and they're both retired

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<v Speaker 1>Navy or something like that, and it's just like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, my dad retired from the military at forty

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<v Speaker 1>five and then went in the private sector and makes

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<v Speaker 1>great money because he's got that pension that's coming in

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<v Speaker 1>on top of his regular income. Yeah, it's a great deal. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a good deal. Yeah. But anyway, but so he

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<v Speaker 1>was planning on retiring on October two thousand three. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>and he had been accepted into a program to study

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<v Speaker 1>forensic psychiatry and Alabama, and so his plan was to

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<v Speaker 1>finish out that program, going to private practice, make lots

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<v Speaker 1>of money, uh, the pension, and also have his pension

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<v Speaker 1>and Tracy's pension. She retired of a pretty decent peture herself. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>So they had just put down an offer on a

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<v Speaker 1>nice house in Birmingham, Alabama, which was accepted. I was

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<v Speaker 1>about a week before his death. And I've seen pictures

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<v Speaker 1>of the house and it's really nice, big, huge, two

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<v Speaker 1>story brick house, nicer than mine, believe it was six

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<v Speaker 1>or seven six they were paying for and I mean

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<v Speaker 1>for two people. Frankly, it was a lot of house.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a huge freaking house. But they were going

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<v Speaker 1>to be making seventy hundred bucks a month and plus

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<v Speaker 1>whatever we're gonna come to two of them from whatever job.

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<v Speaker 1>It wasn't sport. I just didn't be hurting for money.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh no, no, definitely not. It just seemed like a

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<v Speaker 1>really big house for two people. People. Yeah. But long

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<v Speaker 1>in the short though, is that, at least according to Tracy,

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<v Speaker 1>everything was going great for her and Phil. He said

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<v Speaker 1>that Phil was happy about life, really looking forward to

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<v Speaker 1>retirement and his new his new psychiatry practice and and

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<v Speaker 1>all that stuff. And uh, and so you know, he

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't depressed or suicidal or anything like that, he gordon

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<v Speaker 1>to her. But then things went south. April sixty, two

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<v Speaker 1>thousand three. Uh, Philip and Tracy were living in the

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<v Speaker 1>town of Bernie, Texas, and that's spelled b O E

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<v Speaker 1>r n E at first I thought it was Born

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<v Speaker 1>like the Born Supremacy thing. Yeah, but it's like it's

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<v Speaker 1>Bernie like the Sanders. Yeah yeah, yeah, so it's Bernie.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh that's of course. Phil worked at Lackland Um. By

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<v Speaker 1>the way, Yeah, by the way, Bernie is about twenty

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<v Speaker 1>five miles northwest of San Antonio, Okay, and it's close

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<v Speaker 1>to the Air Force base. Yeah yeah, kind of clothes

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<v Speaker 1>um to commute. Yeah. So Philip left the house about

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<v Speaker 1>an hour early that day, around five thirty am, because

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<v Speaker 1>he said he wanted to get to the office early

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<v Speaker 1>to get some paperwork done. And that was the last

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<v Speaker 1>time Tracy saw him alive at eight fourteen. Just a

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<v Speaker 1>few hours later that same morning, Phil's carr was seen

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<v Speaker 1>in Highway ten, which is a freeway that runs through Bernie.

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<v Speaker 1>It comes from San Antonio up northwest through Burnie and

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<v Speaker 1>then i'll beyond into the desert and well beyond. And

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<v Speaker 1>so let me describe ten. First, Highway ten when it

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<v Speaker 1>goes through Bernie, is is two lanes in east direction,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's a big huge grass Meradian in between the

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<v Speaker 1>lanes the north and the south. Yeah yeah, yeah, and

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<v Speaker 1>there's there's at least like a hundred feet wide strip

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<v Speaker 1>of grass feet in between the north and southbound lanes.

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<v Speaker 1>So Phil was seeing going north northbound at mile Market

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<v Speaker 1>five forty three, which would be southeast burning and he

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<v Speaker 1>was headed northwest. And then two guys whose names I've

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<v Speaker 1>never been able to establish. Uh, these guys appeared on

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<v Speaker 1>CBS forty eight hours did a special on this one,

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<v Speaker 1>and these two guys appeared in there or either that

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<v Speaker 1>they were actors impersonating you guys. I'm not sure, whish,

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<v Speaker 1>but they didn't name them they were. They didn't say

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<v Speaker 1>who they were. I mean, I which I thought was

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<v Speaker 1>strange conspiracy. Yeah, well could be, I mean maybe, So

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<v Speaker 1>to clarify, I'm sorry. That would have been the way

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<v Speaker 1>he would have been heading northwest to get to work. No,

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<v Speaker 1>he would have been heading the other way to get southwest. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he would have been heading southeast to southeaster or whatever. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he would have been heading that direction to to go

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<v Speaker 1>back to his home and Bernie. I'm not not sure

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<v Speaker 1>which which exit. There are three freeway exits to get

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<v Speaker 1>to Bernie, so he would have taken one of those

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<v Speaker 1>to get home, and not sure, but I just wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to be sure to mention he was heading in the

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<v Speaker 1>wrong direction. He was not yet, he was no longer

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<v Speaker 1>heading to work. That is a good point. In fact, well,

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<v Speaker 1>in fact, he never was seen at work that day, right,

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<v Speaker 1>And do they know do we know what time he

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<v Speaker 1>was seen at that mile marker was when it was

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<v Speaker 1>age fourteen? Yeah, okay, so a couple of hours later. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So he's driving north on Highway ten and these two

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<v Speaker 1>guys see him. He's in the right lane, and then

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<v Speaker 1>suddenly he swears from the right lane across left, across

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<v Speaker 1>the freeway to the median into the grass, starts bouncing

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<v Speaker 1>along in there and driving wildly through it. There's light

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<v Speaker 1>poles in there, and so he was like swallowing between

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<v Speaker 1>a few of these light poles and stuff. And then

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<v Speaker 1>eventually it hits uh, some object that's unclear what it was.

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<v Speaker 1>That that actually cost him to get a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>airborne bump or something. Yeah. Yeah, And and so he

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<v Speaker 1>got kind of airborne, came down, um, came back down,

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<v Speaker 1>but kept it under control, got back on the freeway,

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<v Speaker 1>kept driving north on the north on the right side

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<v Speaker 1>of the road. Yeah, yeah, I know exactly. He just

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<v Speaker 1>saw this is very abnormal. It along he looks over

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<v Speaker 1>there says hey, yeah, yeah, yeah. Well apparently it was

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<v Speaker 1>unusual enough even protextas that it attracted these guys. Notice

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<v Speaker 1>they kept following him. He was going about sixty and

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<v Speaker 1>he went about five four miles north past the John's

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<v Speaker 1>Road exit which you can find on on the aerial

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<v Speaker 1>if you look for it, and that's mile Market five

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<v Speaker 1>thirty nine. But he continued to pass that mile Market

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<v Speaker 1>that was the last exit to Bernie which would take

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<v Speaker 1>him home. Um, and then continue to pass the underpass

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<v Speaker 1>which is St. John's Road, and then there's there's an

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<v Speaker 1>entrance from St. John's Road northbound there. So just at

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<v Speaker 1>the at the end of that, it kind of cross

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<v Speaker 1>that and left the freeway to the right one across

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<v Speaker 1>some grass onto another road. There's a parallel road there

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<v Speaker 1>called frontage Road. They're always called frontage they are, they

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<v Speaker 1>really are. And across that road, headed across a little

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<v Speaker 1>more grass and hit a standard trees. His right front

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<v Speaker 1>bumper of his car clipped a tree, and then his

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<v Speaker 1>car spun clockwise around the passenger side, Yeah, the passenger side,

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<v Speaker 1>So that corner just clips of tree and becomes and

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<v Speaker 1>that and the car just spins quite rapidly around and

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<v Speaker 1>smashed into another tree and the tree at the driver's

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<v Speaker 1>side door and really caved it in good. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>the car is really bent. About the Saudi pictures of it,

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<v Speaker 1>it's bent pretty good. He literally did wrap it around

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<v Speaker 1>a tree. Uh. And he died on the spot from

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<v Speaker 1>massive head injuries. And of course the police showed up, because,

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<v Speaker 1>as we all know, cops are morbidly fascinated by car

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<v Speaker 1>erect right, That's why I'm pretty sure, Hey, freddie correct,

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<v Speaker 1>let's go man. Yeah. So they show up and when

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<v Speaker 1>they're done taking selfie's and posting him on Facebook and stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>they started looking at the wreck, and they looked at

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<v Speaker 1>his body, and obviously they had to see if he

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<v Speaker 1>was alive. He was obviously dead actually, and the two

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<v Speaker 1>anonymous guys that followed had stopped, and that's what one

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<v Speaker 1>of them says. So, yeah, we went up to see

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<v Speaker 1>if he needed any help, and we just looked at

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<v Speaker 1>him and taking, oh, no, he's dead. Yeah, even the

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<v Speaker 1>non experts agreed he's dead. But they started looking at

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<v Speaker 1>him more closely that I was part of his left

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<v Speaker 1>ear had been cut off, not like torn off in

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<v Speaker 1>an accident, but cut off the last joint of his

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<v Speaker 1>left picky finger had also been cut off, and it

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<v Speaker 1>seemed kind of unlikely he've gotten those entries from the wreck.

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<v Speaker 1>And by the way, those pieces of them were not

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<v Speaker 1>found at the crash scene, not found in the car,

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<v Speaker 1>weirdly enough. And then they looked at it, says clothes.

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<v Speaker 1>His shirt was torn, partially unbuttoned. The T shirt underneath,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, this had been slipped, so he had it's

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<v Speaker 1>military uniforms. Who he's got a button up shirt with

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<v Speaker 1>then a always the tan T shirt underneath. Yeah, yeah, exactly,

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<v Speaker 1>and the T and the tan T shirt had been

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<v Speaker 1>cut basically from the neck almost to the waist. It

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<v Speaker 1>was I'm trying to remember in the pictures, is it

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<v Speaker 1>is it? The collar is still intact, So it's not

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<v Speaker 1>as if the shirt is completely cut from the neck

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<v Speaker 1>to the down to the waistline, right, It's it was

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<v Speaker 1>only a portion of it. Yeah, but it's still still

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<v Speaker 1>enough to allow entrey for Oh yeah, yeah, no, I

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<v Speaker 1>just I'm trying to make sure that we get it across.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's not as if somebody cut it from the

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<v Speaker 1>top all the way down and it was open. Yeah. No,

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<v Speaker 1>But but so there's his long, inexplicable cut. The T

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<v Speaker 1>shirt's got some blood. All that's the lower part of it.

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<v Speaker 1>And so his head is bleeding, but it's not really

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<v Speaker 1>blood from his head is blood from other wounds on

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<v Speaker 1>his body, not a result of the car wrec. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I was gonna say, I was that six inch long cut? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he had a long cut down the middle of his

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<v Speaker 1>chest that was not from the car wrec. It had

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<v Speaker 1>been made with a knife or a scalpel or something. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>It was six inches long about an inch wide. And

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<v Speaker 1>when I saw it, I thought, while somebody had made

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<v Speaker 1>the cut and then and then the two sides had

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<v Speaker 1>just separated. But according to the autopsy, and they said,

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<v Speaker 1>now it's the skin had actually been removed. So and

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<v Speaker 1>my wait, I hate to dive into these kind of

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<v Speaker 1>details early on, but I need to understand this because

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's been bothering me this whole time. Am I

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<v Speaker 1>to understand? When I read the autopsy it said that

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't get it and I thought about it later.

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<v Speaker 1>Does that mean somebody actually made two incisions and they

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<v Speaker 1>were at say a forty five degree angle, and where

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<v Speaker 1>they met that come completely freed that strip of skin

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<v Speaker 1>to be an inch wide, it would I see what

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<v Speaker 1>you're saying. Yeah, no, I think that it looks like

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<v Speaker 1>if you look at the end of it's like two

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<v Speaker 1>parallel cuts and then they come together at the ends.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, what I think happened is that the cuts

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<v Speaker 1>were made and then it was like the center that

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<v Speaker 1>there was they sort of were tapered together, and then

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<v Speaker 1>that little piece was just peeled down. That's what I think. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I like my answer better. But okay, yeah, well that's

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<v Speaker 1>that's one of the most ancient nasty torture techniques out there.

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<v Speaker 1>Playing somebody alive. You've heard that. There's a reason it's effective.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, it's nasty. Also like super illegal. Oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like any I mean, you know, yeah, it doesn't mean

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't still happen, does but hopefully but less it's

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<v Speaker 1>less common. What's which is progress? Right? Okay until we

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<v Speaker 1>go tour go one to yeah, yeah, and let's see

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<v Speaker 1>what else. Oh yeah, one more more more little detail.

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<v Speaker 1>His nipples have been cut off. That was That was

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit. I'm sorry again, we gotta go a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit into this and you may not know the answer.

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<v Speaker 1>Was it like a scalpel cut around or was it

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<v Speaker 1>like a pension slice. It was more like a scalpel

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<v Speaker 1>cut around and it was super super shallow. They barely

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<v Speaker 1>took the skin underneath the areola down away. It just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of dished out. It wasn't as if they took

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<v Speaker 1>a like a quarter inch or half. Didn't just pulling yeah, no,

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<v Speaker 1>no pulling lopa. I was sure it was still kind

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<v Speaker 1>of good. Oh yeah yeah yeah. And see what else?

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<v Speaker 1>Also and another interesting detail. His wrists and his ankles

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<v Speaker 1>had duct tape on them, like wrapped around them, as

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<v Speaker 1>if he had been maybe a bound hand and foot. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>And there are pieces of the tape hanging off about

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<v Speaker 1>three before inches long, like they like maybe he had

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<v Speaker 1>like broken the tape or like he had been cut

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<v Speaker 1>for a year kind of torn it. I mean, you

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<v Speaker 1>can tear duct tape pretty easily cross ways. I just wondering,

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<v Speaker 1>like if you were bound you know, hand or foot, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>if he just like pulled them apart, or no you can't.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not strong enough. Maybe I'm not. Here's the distinction

0:18:11.640 --> 0:18:14.320
<v Speaker 1>we need to make. I know exactly. Devon just did

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<v Speaker 1>the wrist together motion. His wrists weren't taped together. It

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<v Speaker 1>was one wrist was taped, and then the other wrist

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<v Speaker 1>was taped, and then somehow they appear to have been

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<v Speaker 1>attached to each other with possibly that extra three or

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<v Speaker 1>four inches of taped it or taped to some other objects. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because yeah, I think it looked more to me like

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<v Speaker 1>because the tape in both both rist was wrapped around

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<v Speaker 1>the wrist and there was one end hanging off, So

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<v Speaker 1>it looked more to me like maybe he had been

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<v Speaker 1>tied to a chair. Yeah. And so the same with

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<v Speaker 1>his ankles too, you know. So it's not like they

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<v Speaker 1>put his wrist together and wrapped him his ankles together,

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<v Speaker 1>yeah yeah, or his ankles yeah, yeah, the same thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Neither risk no ankles. Yeah, but that was I think

0:18:59.119 --> 0:19:02.919
<v Speaker 1>that's also an important distinction. Yeah. And so, um, but

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<v Speaker 1>he did have this duct tape on him, so that's interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>It looked like somebody had tied him up and tortured him. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>as you can imagine, there was an autopsy Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I believe it or not that revealed that Philip Shoe

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<v Speaker 1>had latto cane in his system. Latto cane is isn't

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<v Speaker 1>It's an anesthetic. Um. Usually it's like if you have

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<v Speaker 1>to get stitches or something like that. They'll inject a

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<v Speaker 1>little into the skin around the wound, you know, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>and nom it that kind of thing. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>if they use latto cane for dental work or not. No,

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<v Speaker 1>but if you've ever had um like a yes, that

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<v Speaker 1>kind of stuff, that's exactly what they use it for.

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<v Speaker 1>Or they just don't. Well they do. But I think

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<v Speaker 1>unless you've got you know, igor the torture for a doctor,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's your own fault for choosing that provider. I

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<v Speaker 1>should have been tipped off when his name was It's true, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I like these. Okay, sorry, So he had light cane

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<v Speaker 1>in his system. Oh yeah, no drugs or alcohol and

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<v Speaker 1>no no illicit drugs there. There was some better drill.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, he probably had allergies, nothing to suspicious

0:20:06.840 --> 0:20:11.280
<v Speaker 1>in April, particularly in April. Yeah, yeah, that's the light

0:20:11.359 --> 0:20:13.919
<v Speaker 1>of cane. The corner concluded in his report that it

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<v Speaker 1>came from a topical Lydakan cream that she had prescribed

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<v Speaker 1>for himself a week or two before the accident. Being

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<v Speaker 1>a psychiatrist, he had access to write prescriptions. Psychiatrists, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean they're essentially as you know, as good as medical doctors,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, yeah. In fact, you've got to go to

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<v Speaker 1>medical school to because our psychiatrists, you know. So, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>did anyone know why he prescribed the let of cane

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<v Speaker 1>cream to himself? No, that's a good question, but I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. Maybe it just to get high. Probably, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think that's how that works. But okay, it's my

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<v Speaker 1>favorite line in the show. That's not how it works,

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<v Speaker 1>how any of this works. Yeah, some other miscellaneous items. Shoes,

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<v Speaker 1>wallet was missing, I want to say shoes. Shoes were missing,

0:20:55.440 --> 0:21:01.760
<v Speaker 1>but these shoes were on him, damn it. Yeah. But

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<v Speaker 1>he did have forty seven bucks in cash in one pocket, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>and half in change and a bucket half in change

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<v Speaker 1>also in the other pocket, and one of them and

0:21:10.280 --> 0:21:12.960
<v Speaker 1>he was wearing his fatigue pants, so they had cargo pockets.

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<v Speaker 1>There was a small flashlight probably like a little led light,

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<v Speaker 1>and his b d us. Yeah. Uh. In the car

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<v Speaker 1>there there there was found one straight razor, two pocket knives,

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<v Speaker 1>one late text disposable glove unused, and an open package

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<v Speaker 1>of small gauge needles in the glove box. Yeah. So

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<v Speaker 1>just I just thought it throw that. So it's a

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<v Speaker 1>random assortment of things. I mean, you would do you've

0:21:35.080 --> 0:21:37.600
<v Speaker 1>you went into my car, there would be a hodgepodge

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<v Speaker 1>of stuff. It's probably a couple of pocket knives in

0:21:41.000 --> 0:21:43.040
<v Speaker 1>my car. At least, there's no straight razors that I

0:21:43.080 --> 0:21:45.480
<v Speaker 1>didn't remember. Yeah, it's the straight razor in the late

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<v Speaker 1>text clove. Though. I understand he worked with medical equipment,

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<v Speaker 1>so I get why he could have had three pairs

0:21:51.200 --> 0:21:55.160
<v Speaker 1>of late tex gloves in my that's because you abduct people, Yeah,

0:21:55.200 --> 0:21:59.359
<v Speaker 1>but it's not. But it's actually not that unusual. I know,

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<v Speaker 1>I know Pete people who carry a pair of LATEX

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<v Speaker 1>gloves in their car just in case there's a wreck

0:22:03.560 --> 0:22:05.760
<v Speaker 1>and they need to do this your first aid, you know,

0:22:05.880 --> 0:22:09.680
<v Speaker 1>post HIV and hepatitis C and everything like that. A

0:22:09.760 --> 0:22:11.680
<v Speaker 1>lot more people are a little squeamish about coming into

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<v Speaker 1>contact with blood. That weird to have a set of

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<v Speaker 1>gloves in your car that, yeah, No, seriously, have three

0:22:17.359 --> 0:22:20.320
<v Speaker 1>pairs in my clutch purse that you've seen me carrying around.

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<v Speaker 1>I have three pairs of I have a full first

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<v Speaker 1>aid kid in there. I also have a bunch of

0:22:24.840 --> 0:22:27.400
<v Speaker 1>gloves in my car, but I don't have any straight

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<v Speaker 1>razors or unopened hypodermic needles. Bring that purse with you

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<v Speaker 1>to the next dress event that we have to go to,

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<v Speaker 1>and then will be at the table with people. How

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<v Speaker 1>are you doing? Oh great? And then you just open

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<v Speaker 1>up your purse to start pulling out I brought him

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<v Speaker 1>to the meet up. Well, I'm like, you should have

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<v Speaker 1>done that. A crime card been perfect. I can next time. Yea.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of you may have noticed the doors are locked

0:22:50.720 --> 0:22:54.800
<v Speaker 1>because you put the gloves on, but no, I mean

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<v Speaker 1>I do it because first aid. I mean, I know,

0:22:57.280 --> 0:23:01.720
<v Speaker 1>you guys know I'm certified, So I feel like I

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<v Speaker 1>would like to protect myself if I were to, you know,

0:23:04.520 --> 0:23:07.200
<v Speaker 1>have to save a life. Absolutely's not a bad idea.

0:23:07.359 --> 0:23:09.399
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I mean, you know, there's yeah, there's like

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<v Speaker 1>random stuff rattling around people's cars, but the straight razor

0:23:12.960 --> 0:23:16.080
<v Speaker 1>and the needles are a little weird. Well even the needles. Again,

0:23:16.119 --> 0:23:18.640
<v Speaker 1>he had he was you know, he was a doctor presumably,

0:23:19.119 --> 0:23:22.959
<v Speaker 1>but so and yeah, what happened, that's a good question.

0:23:23.320 --> 0:23:26.000
<v Speaker 1>The local corner looked at the autopsy reports and looked

0:23:26.040 --> 0:23:29.159
<v Speaker 1>at the other evidence, and it concluded that she was

0:23:29.200 --> 0:23:31.600
<v Speaker 1>death was a suicide, even though it looked from all

0:23:31.640 --> 0:23:34.800
<v Speaker 1>appearances like she would been abducted and tortured. Uh, that

0:23:34.840 --> 0:23:36.679
<v Speaker 1>you've been tied up in tortured. It looked like he

0:23:36.720 --> 0:23:39.120
<v Speaker 1>had somehow escaped, driven north trying to get away from

0:23:39.119 --> 0:23:41.639
<v Speaker 1>his tortures. That's the way a lot of people see

0:23:41.720 --> 0:23:44.520
<v Speaker 1>this particular story. Yeah, frankly, that's kind of what it

0:23:44.560 --> 0:23:47.679
<v Speaker 1>looks like. Yeah, you think, but notetheless, he declared it

0:23:48.119 --> 0:23:51.840
<v Speaker 1>a suicide, and he based this on a few some evidence. Okay,

0:23:51.880 --> 0:23:54.199
<v Speaker 1>first of all, the the six inch long cut in

0:23:54.240 --> 0:23:56.640
<v Speaker 1>his chest. Uh, there were about a half a dozen

0:23:56.680 --> 0:23:59.920
<v Speaker 1>I think five shallow scratch marks next to that cut.

0:24:00.160 --> 0:24:02.200
<v Speaker 1>Were those at the top of the bottom? Do you remember?

0:24:02.240 --> 0:24:03.840
<v Speaker 1>I think they were on the side of it? Well, no,

0:24:04.000 --> 0:24:06.679
<v Speaker 1>I mean like, were they near the top of the

0:24:06.720 --> 0:24:09.480
<v Speaker 1>incision or near the bottom? I think I think they're

0:24:09.520 --> 0:24:14.240
<v Speaker 1>the topent sure on that, And so in his mind,

0:24:14.359 --> 0:24:17.439
<v Speaker 1>those appear to be hesitation marks what you're found on

0:24:17.680 --> 0:24:21.280
<v Speaker 1>typically found on people who say cut their risks committing suicide.

0:24:21.680 --> 0:24:24.240
<v Speaker 1>And that's you know, people sometimes you know, can't write

0:24:24.320 --> 0:24:26.520
<v Speaker 1>commit at first, and eventually they make up their minds

0:24:26.520 --> 0:24:31.000
<v Speaker 1>to do it. And yeah, yeah, I mean hurting yourself,

0:24:31.000 --> 0:24:32.879
<v Speaker 1>there's you're going to have some hesitation no matter what

0:24:33.200 --> 0:24:36.240
<v Speaker 1>I would think. So yeah. The corner also noted that

0:24:36.320 --> 0:24:39.240
<v Speaker 1>she would be getting psychiatric treatment for depression and anxiety,

0:24:39.280 --> 0:24:42.680
<v Speaker 1>which of course increased the risk for suicide. Yeah, that's

0:24:42.680 --> 0:24:44.920
<v Speaker 1>the word. Would I say that? But yeah, it kind

0:24:44.960 --> 0:24:50.320
<v Speaker 1>of does. Yeah, well, I mean suffering from depression anxiety

0:24:50.359 --> 0:24:53.160
<v Speaker 1>increases your risk of suicide. Not the seeking of treatment

0:24:53.200 --> 0:24:56.320
<v Speaker 1>for those things. Oh well, yeah, that's what I sorry,

0:24:56.359 --> 0:24:59.280
<v Speaker 1>that's what I mean. It's like seeking treatment is probably

0:24:59.320 --> 0:25:03.840
<v Speaker 1>a good idea, probably. Yeah, well, what else he knows

0:25:03.880 --> 0:25:05.800
<v Speaker 1>he noticed that shoe when he was driving north on

0:25:05.840 --> 0:25:09.479
<v Speaker 1>the freeway, drove past three Access to Bernie, which is, uh,

0:25:09.920 --> 0:25:12.680
<v Speaker 1>if he was actually fleeing from from his tortures, that's

0:25:12.680 --> 0:25:14.760
<v Speaker 1>what you would kind of expect him to do to home,

0:25:15.280 --> 0:25:17.679
<v Speaker 1>head home, or head to the police station something. I

0:25:17.680 --> 0:25:21.120
<v Speaker 1>would say, police station maybe, but home, not necessarily home.

0:25:21.280 --> 0:25:24.479
<v Speaker 1>You don't want to lead well somebody home. Yeah, they

0:25:24.480 --> 0:25:27.800
<v Speaker 1>probably know where you live already, and yeah, but they don't.

0:25:27.920 --> 0:25:29.800
<v Speaker 1>You want to just get off and scream around the

0:25:29.840 --> 0:25:34.120
<v Speaker 1>city until you drive past a cop, you know? And yeah, yeah,

0:25:34.200 --> 0:25:36.280
<v Speaker 1>well yeah he kind of was asked him to be

0:25:36.320 --> 0:25:40.320
<v Speaker 1>pulled over cop. Yeah, I know he did on the

0:25:40.359 --> 0:25:43.640
<v Speaker 1>on the freeway. Uh, what else uh. And and then

0:25:43.720 --> 0:25:46.359
<v Speaker 1>he wove through the light poles as I mentioned earlier,

0:25:46.400 --> 0:25:50.679
<v Speaker 1>and that was interpreted by the authorities as suicidal hesitation.

0:25:51.320 --> 0:25:53.400
<v Speaker 1>So he's thinking, yeah, I'm gonna ply to that plot

0:25:53.400 --> 0:25:54.959
<v Speaker 1>one of that big light post right there, and then

0:25:55.000 --> 0:25:58.000
<v Speaker 1>it all but then it loses his nerve swerves, you know,

0:25:58.080 --> 0:26:00.680
<v Speaker 1>and so after a few tries, he says, screw it,

0:26:00.760 --> 0:26:02.600
<v Speaker 1>let's go back on the freeway, look for look for

0:26:02.640 --> 0:26:07.679
<v Speaker 1>something better. We'll talk about and and so yeah, that

0:26:07.760 --> 0:26:09.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm not so sure, but that's that's how that was

0:26:09.440 --> 0:26:13.080
<v Speaker 1>interpreted his hesitation. He also noted Shoe had a working

0:26:13.119 --> 0:26:14.560
<v Speaker 1>cell phone in his car, and then he could have

0:26:14.560 --> 0:26:17.680
<v Speaker 1>called if he'd been tortured and if he was being chased.

0:26:17.880 --> 0:26:19.800
<v Speaker 1>And then lastly he noted that there was light, a

0:26:19.840 --> 0:26:23.160
<v Speaker 1>cane and shoes bloodstream, which, as we said, it's an anesthetic.

0:26:23.200 --> 0:26:25.840
<v Speaker 1>And why would somebody was torturing him, Why would they

0:26:25.840 --> 0:26:27.919
<v Speaker 1>give him light a cane to lesson? Why would they

0:26:27.960 --> 0:26:30.040
<v Speaker 1>give somebody a painkiller if they want to torture him.

0:26:30.400 --> 0:26:34.520
<v Speaker 1>So they concluded that his injuries had been self inflicted. Yeah,

0:26:34.800 --> 0:26:37.040
<v Speaker 1>so why would somebody do this? I mean, it's kind

0:26:37.040 --> 0:26:38.680
<v Speaker 1>of in the same way to kill yourself. Why would

0:26:38.680 --> 0:26:41.040
<v Speaker 1>you cut up here? It's extreme, there's there's a lot

0:26:41.200 --> 0:26:44.320
<v Speaker 1>involved in all this self mutilation, and then you hut yourself.

0:26:44.359 --> 0:26:47.080
<v Speaker 1>Why And well, the thinking was that maybe she wanted

0:26:47.080 --> 0:26:50.480
<v Speaker 1>to make his suicide look like a murder and like

0:26:50.560 --> 0:26:53.240
<v Speaker 1>he was abducted and tortured, managed to escape and then

0:26:53.280 --> 0:26:56.200
<v Speaker 1>died fleeing in his car. And then well, why would

0:26:56.200 --> 0:26:58.400
<v Speaker 1>he want to do that? Well, because his ex wife,

0:26:58.440 --> 0:27:00.600
<v Speaker 1>Nancy had a life insurance Paul to see on him

0:27:00.600 --> 0:27:03.080
<v Speaker 1>for a million bucks. So maybe staging a suicide to

0:27:03.080 --> 0:27:05.960
<v Speaker 1>look like a homicide would keep her from collecting on

0:27:06.000 --> 0:27:08.800
<v Speaker 1>the policy. And it did cause Nancy a few headaches,

0:27:08.800 --> 0:27:10.479
<v Speaker 1>by the way, although in the end she did collect

0:27:10.480 --> 0:27:13.520
<v Speaker 1>on the policy. The policy didn't have that suicide writer

0:27:13.600 --> 0:27:16.360
<v Speaker 1>that we talked about all the time. No, actually, apparently

0:27:16.400 --> 0:27:18.440
<v Speaker 1>a lot of them don't. It's just I think they're

0:27:18.480 --> 0:27:20.600
<v Speaker 1>there's some sort of adelia where there's a waiting period,

0:27:21.080 --> 0:27:24.000
<v Speaker 1>like like you can't buy an insurance policy and kill

0:27:24.040 --> 0:27:26.159
<v Speaker 1>yourself a month later. Yeah, yeah, so it's like, I

0:27:26.160 --> 0:27:28.359
<v Speaker 1>don't know, six months or a year waiting period. Okay.

0:27:29.119 --> 0:27:31.680
<v Speaker 1>The silly thing about this is of course that Nancy's

0:27:31.680 --> 0:27:33.880
<v Speaker 1>not the only one that has an insurance policy on him.

0:27:34.160 --> 0:27:37.399
<v Speaker 1>That's true. So yeah, I mean this this is a

0:27:37.400 --> 0:27:39.480
<v Speaker 1>little wonky, but let's keep going. You know, we got

0:27:39.640 --> 0:27:41.560
<v Speaker 1>we got more ground to cover with a little bit.

0:27:42.320 --> 0:27:44.760
<v Speaker 1>Uh So that was the coroner's reasoning, and the and

0:27:44.800 --> 0:27:48.680
<v Speaker 1>the ruling was officially suicide. Obviously, the suicide ruling didn't

0:27:48.680 --> 0:27:51.640
<v Speaker 1>set to out of Phil's widow, Tracy and and all

0:27:51.680 --> 0:27:55.520
<v Speaker 1>their friends. For one thing, they didn't think he was suicidal. Also,

0:27:55.640 --> 0:27:58.480
<v Speaker 1>Tracy pointed out that he would receive several threatening letters

0:27:58.480 --> 0:28:01.680
<v Speaker 1>since the late nineteen nineties, and and letters that basically

0:28:01.680 --> 0:28:04.760
<v Speaker 1>said your access plotting to kill you for the life insurance.

0:28:05.000 --> 0:28:07.280
<v Speaker 1>And so you know, obviously that looked to her like

0:28:07.359 --> 0:28:10.240
<v Speaker 1>evidence that at least that somebody was looking to kill him.

0:28:10.320 --> 0:28:12.280
<v Speaker 1>I mean, a million dollars is a lot of money,

0:28:12.440 --> 0:28:15.040
<v Speaker 1>it is. I mean, I'm not saying that I'm planning

0:28:15.160 --> 0:28:17.760
<v Speaker 1>to kill you guys for your million dollar policies, but

0:28:21.200 --> 0:28:23.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm just very good at forging. Yeah. Well, I'm glad

0:28:23.760 --> 0:28:27.760
<v Speaker 1>we've got that recorded on the records. Oh you know what,

0:28:28.720 --> 0:28:34.200
<v Speaker 1>it's not turned on nah. Oh see. There was another

0:28:34.440 --> 0:28:38.719
<v Speaker 1>another weird incident that happened in June, somebody stole Philip

0:28:38.720 --> 0:28:42.600
<v Speaker 1>shoes laptop. He was actually working at his master's thesis

0:28:42.600 --> 0:28:46.320
<v Speaker 1>and at the university library. I want to I want

0:28:46.360 --> 0:28:48.160
<v Speaker 1>to go to the bathroom. When it came back, his

0:28:48.320 --> 0:28:51.600
<v Speaker 1>laptop had been stolen, but the thief gave it back

0:28:51.640 --> 0:28:53.880
<v Speaker 1>to him. Several weeks later. He left it sitting on

0:28:53.920 --> 0:28:56.240
<v Speaker 1>the hood of his car in burning It was parked

0:28:56.280 --> 0:28:58.600
<v Speaker 1>in Burnie and they came back and there's this there's

0:28:58.600 --> 0:29:01.480
<v Speaker 1>this laptop and had a threatening note on that said

0:29:01.520 --> 0:29:04.320
<v Speaker 1>not to report it to the police because if he

0:29:04.360 --> 0:29:08.880
<v Speaker 1>did that quote others will die unquote. So he didn't

0:29:08.880 --> 0:29:10.480
<v Speaker 1>report to the police. Oh yeah, and by the way,

0:29:10.480 --> 0:29:12.560
<v Speaker 1>the hard drive on the computer had been wiped. Was

0:29:12.600 --> 0:29:17.160
<v Speaker 1>it his personal Yeah, laptop, not one that he might

0:29:17.200 --> 0:29:22.600
<v Speaker 1>have used for work that would have had files on personally.

0:29:22.680 --> 0:29:24.200
<v Speaker 1>He didn't have to report it to the Air Force.

0:29:25.040 --> 0:29:27.400
<v Speaker 1>I have a question about this note. Yeah. Was it

0:29:27.440 --> 0:29:30.080
<v Speaker 1>a physical note or was it a note on the computer?

0:29:30.720 --> 0:29:32.320
<v Speaker 1>I do not know that because if it's a note

0:29:32.360 --> 0:29:34.520
<v Speaker 1>on the computer, that makes no sense. A lot some

0:29:34.560 --> 0:29:36.000
<v Speaker 1>places have made it out as if it was a

0:29:36.040 --> 0:29:39.080
<v Speaker 1>note left written in a file in the computer. But

0:29:39.120 --> 0:29:43.200
<v Speaker 1>it's hardened, you know, what I'm saying, like, my understanding

0:29:43.280 --> 0:29:46.000
<v Speaker 1>is that it was a physical note. And and but

0:29:46.040 --> 0:29:49.080
<v Speaker 1>the reason you're probably thinking that is because they only

0:29:49.120 --> 0:29:52.239
<v Speaker 1>found out about this after he died, because he had

0:29:52.240 --> 0:29:54.080
<v Speaker 1>written some sort of an entry on it in his

0:29:54.600 --> 0:29:58.479
<v Speaker 1>journal or whatever on his computer diary exactly. So he

0:29:58.720 --> 0:30:01.360
<v Speaker 1>he actually he actually wrote something on and there was

0:30:01.400 --> 0:30:03.520
<v Speaker 1>in some sort of file and his computer he wrote

0:30:03.520 --> 0:30:06.640
<v Speaker 1>about this. It was stolen the important he reported it

0:30:06.680 --> 0:30:09.240
<v Speaker 1>to the university police. It came back with this note.

0:30:09.440 --> 0:30:12.360
<v Speaker 1>He didn't report it to the police, which is strange

0:30:12.360 --> 0:30:14.280
<v Speaker 1>when you think about it, because, I mean, this is

0:30:14.320 --> 0:30:16.960
<v Speaker 1>evidence that somebody has kind of stocking him, don't you think.

0:30:17.600 --> 0:30:19.640
<v Speaker 1>I mean, if the guy stole his computer, wiped the

0:30:19.680 --> 0:30:22.400
<v Speaker 1>hard drive, why would somebody do that? And somebody knew

0:30:22.920 --> 0:30:25.720
<v Speaker 1>where he was, where his car was parked, and left

0:30:25.760 --> 0:30:28.240
<v Speaker 1>us sitting on his on his hood. So that's evidence

0:30:28.280 --> 0:30:30.880
<v Speaker 1>to me that's some some creeper is following me and

0:30:31.040 --> 0:30:35.360
<v Speaker 1>knows more about me than he probably should. But also, yeah,

0:30:35.360 --> 0:30:36.960
<v Speaker 1>I was gonna say, but also it means that that

0:30:37.040 --> 0:30:39.920
<v Speaker 1>creeper probably is following you. And if you believe it's

0:30:39.920 --> 0:30:42.160
<v Speaker 1>a credible threat, that they are willing to hurt people

0:30:42.200 --> 0:30:44.920
<v Speaker 1>that are important to you, don't They will literally know

0:30:44.960 --> 0:30:48.000
<v Speaker 1>if you go to the police. Maybe I would probably

0:30:48.000 --> 0:30:51.080
<v Speaker 1>find some sneaky way to get to to find to

0:30:51.120 --> 0:30:53.680
<v Speaker 1>get into contact with the police. And I think it

0:30:53.680 --> 0:30:57.680
<v Speaker 1>can be done if you created SMS text message yeah probably. Yeah.

0:30:57.720 --> 0:31:00.440
<v Speaker 1>You can't text the police now, yeah, most not all.

0:31:01.280 --> 0:31:04.520
<v Speaker 1>Lots of police stations. Yeah, we just talked about municipalities

0:31:04.520 --> 0:31:07.640
<v Speaker 1>and their different levels of technological contradict I know the

0:31:07.680 --> 0:31:10.320
<v Speaker 1>Portlands Police you can actually text and if you're a criminal,

0:31:10.360 --> 0:31:12.080
<v Speaker 1>by the way, you can also text sel piece of

0:31:12.120 --> 0:31:15.440
<v Speaker 1>yourself committing crimes police, so feel free to do that.

0:31:15.560 --> 0:31:20.520
<v Speaker 1>It's perfect. That never happened. I mean, I love it

0:31:20.520 --> 0:31:22.760
<v Speaker 1>when there's some story about some guy like takes a

0:31:22.760 --> 0:31:25.520
<v Speaker 1>picture of himself and his homely stealing something and post

0:31:25.640 --> 0:31:29.800
<v Speaker 1>on Facebook. Yeah look at me, dog. Did you see

0:31:29.800 --> 0:31:33.640
<v Speaker 1>the one recently where a guy a kid was like, um,

0:31:33.680 --> 0:31:36.080
<v Speaker 1>they issued a warrant for his arrest or something, and

0:31:36.080 --> 0:31:38.840
<v Speaker 1>he said, oh, if this post gets a thousand likes,

0:31:38.880 --> 0:31:41.760
<v Speaker 1>I'll turn myself in And it got like a way

0:31:41.760 --> 0:31:43.800
<v Speaker 1>more than that, so many so we showed up at

0:31:43.840 --> 0:31:46.239
<v Speaker 1>the police station with donuts and was like, all right,

0:31:46.280 --> 0:31:51.440
<v Speaker 1>here I am. Then I turned myself in here. Well, anyway,

0:31:51.440 --> 0:31:52.840
<v Speaker 1>you gotta get the guy credit. He was a man

0:31:52.840 --> 0:31:55.840
<v Speaker 1>of his word and donuts yeah and dout. Yeah. That's

0:31:55.880 --> 0:31:59.000
<v Speaker 1>that's yeah. Well back to our story though, Tracy Shoe

0:31:59.360 --> 0:32:01.880
<v Speaker 1>after this verdict wanted she wanted a big crusade, and

0:32:02.120 --> 0:32:04.680
<v Speaker 1>there was that forty eight hours episode that I talked

0:32:04.680 --> 0:32:06.640
<v Speaker 1>about was a big part of it was about her

0:32:06.680 --> 0:32:10.640
<v Speaker 1>big crusade to vindicate her husband. Clear his name. And

0:32:10.680 --> 0:32:14.640
<v Speaker 1>Tracy is the widow, Nancy is the X y X.

0:32:15.360 --> 0:32:21.640
<v Speaker 1>You know, they're all like super like whitebread names. Yeah,

0:32:21.800 --> 0:32:24.240
<v Speaker 1>a little bit. Yeah. Anyway, she goes on a crusade.

0:32:24.280 --> 0:32:28.080
<v Speaker 1>As I said, she sued Nancy the ex also sued

0:32:28.160 --> 0:32:31.600
<v Speaker 1>the usa A, the insurance company, the life insurance company.

0:32:31.760 --> 0:32:34.320
<v Speaker 1>She lost the lawsuit, but the presiding judge, as I

0:32:34.320 --> 0:32:37.600
<v Speaker 1>mentioned earlier, did officially offer his opinion that Phil's death

0:32:37.720 --> 0:32:40.320
<v Speaker 1>was a homicide and not a suicide. But she still

0:32:40.360 --> 0:32:43.120
<v Speaker 1>got paid out the bush. Nancy got the box and

0:32:43.880 --> 0:32:46.240
<v Speaker 1>also Tracy, yes, she actually she got She got more

0:32:46.280 --> 0:32:48.320
<v Speaker 1>money than any but she had a much bigger life

0:32:48.320 --> 0:32:50.880
<v Speaker 1>insurance policy. I think hers was like one eight million.

0:32:50.920 --> 0:32:53.400
<v Speaker 1>Oh my gosh, pretty pretty decentle to pay. I would

0:32:53.480 --> 0:32:56.160
<v Speaker 1>hate to think of what the premiums would be for that.

0:32:56.440 --> 0:32:58.840
<v Speaker 1>I do not know. Of course it was. It was

0:32:59.120 --> 0:33:03.160
<v Speaker 1>to USA. They were in the military, so USA does

0:33:03.240 --> 0:33:05.400
<v Speaker 1>it all of it for the military. Yeah, that's probably

0:33:05.440 --> 0:33:08.200
<v Speaker 1>was much more affordable, which is why it was so inflated.

0:33:09.080 --> 0:33:11.960
<v Speaker 1>Probably so cheap that they just thought, why not bump

0:33:12.000 --> 0:33:13.680
<v Speaker 1>it up to one point eight million? I mean that's

0:33:13.680 --> 0:33:16.280
<v Speaker 1>another two bucks a month? Yeah, I mean really, why not?

0:33:16.720 --> 0:33:19.720
<v Speaker 1>What else? Tracy hired a third party for another autopsy.

0:33:19.960 --> 0:33:23.840
<v Speaker 1>Who was It was a consultant named Cyril Wecht, Cyril

0:33:24.080 --> 0:33:26.160
<v Speaker 1>and maybe Cyril, I don't know. I think it's Cyril.

0:33:26.240 --> 0:33:28.840
<v Speaker 1>Now he's a he's a forensic pathologist. He's kind of

0:33:28.880 --> 0:33:31.800
<v Speaker 1>one of these well known celebrity pathologist types. He's written

0:33:31.840 --> 0:33:35.240
<v Speaker 1>some books, done other high high profile cases including, uh,

0:33:35.320 --> 0:33:39.600
<v Speaker 1>the GfK assassination, Elvis Presley, John By Ramsey and the

0:33:39.680 --> 0:33:41.640
<v Speaker 1>list that it was on and on. Probably seen him

0:33:41.680 --> 0:33:44.240
<v Speaker 1>on TV at some point, And here's a fun little factor.

0:33:44.360 --> 0:33:46.840
<v Speaker 1>Maybe maybe don't know. He's the guy who discovered that

0:33:46.880 --> 0:33:50.200
<v Speaker 1>GfK's brain had gone missing. He's also got a blistering

0:33:50.280 --> 0:33:54.280
<v Speaker 1>tongue and he really suffers no fool. Some of the

0:33:54.320 --> 0:33:56.760
<v Speaker 1>things that I've I've read that he's written. She's like,

0:33:57.240 --> 0:33:59.760
<v Speaker 1>that is the stupidest thing I've ever heard. He's the

0:34:00.000 --> 0:34:01.960
<v Speaker 1>He's a version of all of the things that he

0:34:02.000 --> 0:34:04.120
<v Speaker 1>says about the person. I want you to know, that's

0:34:04.120 --> 0:34:06.280
<v Speaker 1>the nice version of me saying things like that too.

0:34:06.800 --> 0:34:13.480
<v Speaker 1>I know you do, yeah, listeners, you know, yeah, you know. Well,

0:34:13.560 --> 0:34:16.640
<v Speaker 1>anyway back to back to syr or Cyril. So he's in.

0:34:16.719 --> 0:34:19.200
<v Speaker 1>He appears in that forty eight hours episode, and he

0:34:19.239 --> 0:34:22.280
<v Speaker 1>noticed if you odd things about the death the number

0:34:22.280 --> 0:34:24.400
<v Speaker 1>one the latter can and shoes system, he said, was

0:34:24.440 --> 0:34:26.320
<v Speaker 1>not at a level that would make it an effective

0:34:26.360 --> 0:34:29.120
<v Speaker 1>pain killer, which he felt kind of undercut the corners,

0:34:29.160 --> 0:34:31.560
<v Speaker 1>reasoning on that point that you know, it would have

0:34:31.920 --> 0:34:35.920
<v Speaker 1>lessened the pain enough to make the torture ineffective. Also,

0:34:36.040 --> 0:34:37.680
<v Speaker 1>the LT of cane could not have come from that

0:34:37.719 --> 0:34:40.880
<v Speaker 1>topical treatment that the corner assumed it came from, because

0:34:41.040 --> 0:34:44.759
<v Speaker 1>that treatment also contains prilocane, which was not found in

0:34:44.800 --> 0:34:47.840
<v Speaker 1>shoes blood. Therefore, the light of cane had to have

0:34:47.840 --> 0:34:51.440
<v Speaker 1>come from somewhere else. Interesting, But what I found no

0:34:51.520 --> 0:34:54.960
<v Speaker 1>injection point for the drug. He noted also that no

0:34:55.040 --> 0:34:57.239
<v Speaker 1>needle or hypodermic was found an on shoe or in

0:34:57.239 --> 0:34:59.520
<v Speaker 1>the car. No bottle of Lyda cane was found there,

0:35:00.160 --> 0:35:03.440
<v Speaker 1>No cutting instrument capable of excizing those nipples was found

0:35:03.520 --> 0:35:06.319
<v Speaker 1>or making that cut in his chest, because there were

0:35:06.360 --> 0:35:08.560
<v Speaker 1>there were. I mean, maybe the straight razor could have

0:35:08.560 --> 0:35:11.080
<v Speaker 1>done it, but no blood was found on the straight razors.

0:35:11.080 --> 0:35:14.040
<v Speaker 1>I was going to actually say, is that he did

0:35:14.160 --> 0:35:17.520
<v Speaker 1>admit when we're talking about there's no injection points, he

0:35:17.640 --> 0:35:21.480
<v Speaker 1>did admit that there was actually three prime locations that

0:35:21.640 --> 0:35:25.080
<v Speaker 1>could have been ejected and then masked by the later mutilation,

0:35:25.480 --> 0:35:27.600
<v Speaker 1>which is the left nipple, the right nipple, and the

0:35:27.640 --> 0:35:31.000
<v Speaker 1>strip of skin down his his chest. Absolutely, so it

0:35:31.040 --> 0:35:34.080
<v Speaker 1>could have been injected there and then you know the

0:35:34.120 --> 0:35:39.200
<v Speaker 1>actual excision. And absolutely absolutely, And since that's that's kind

0:35:39.200 --> 0:35:41.759
<v Speaker 1>of where the cutting happened, it wouldn't be surprising at

0:35:41.760 --> 0:35:43.920
<v Speaker 1>all if that's where the injections took place. Yeah, you

0:35:43.920 --> 0:35:45.640
<v Speaker 1>go to the dentists and they inject the side of

0:35:45.640 --> 0:35:47.640
<v Speaker 1>your mouth that they're working on, not the other side.

0:35:47.680 --> 0:35:57.279
<v Speaker 1>For a reason, it's exactly local. Okay, I just know, yeah, yeah,

0:35:57.360 --> 0:35:59.960
<v Speaker 1>And so I don't know what happens if you injected

0:36:00.000 --> 0:36:01.879
<v Speaker 1>in your blood stream. If you go numb all over,

0:36:02.040 --> 0:36:04.520
<v Speaker 1>what the hell happens. I've never seen just your blood

0:36:04.560 --> 0:36:08.960
<v Speaker 1>stream goes numb. That would be funny. Yeah, yeah, that's funny.

0:36:08.960 --> 0:36:14.400
<v Speaker 1>Your little red blood cells don't know what to do. Yeah, okay.

0:36:14.400 --> 0:36:16.680
<v Speaker 1>But so they didn't find anything that could have caused

0:36:16.760 --> 0:36:19.279
<v Speaker 1>the injuries. They did not find Yeah, they found it.

0:36:20.239 --> 0:36:21.960
<v Speaker 1>At least one of the knives was like a Swiss

0:36:22.040 --> 0:36:25.560
<v Speaker 1>army knife, which they determined was not remotely sharp enough

0:36:25.600 --> 0:36:28.240
<v Speaker 1>to have done even brand new from the factory. Swiss

0:36:28.320 --> 0:36:31.120
<v Speaker 1>Army knives aren't sharp enough to cut anything. I've got

0:36:31.120 --> 0:36:33.040
<v Speaker 1>a couple of those things. I like them just fine,

0:36:33.120 --> 0:36:35.160
<v Speaker 1>but they've they've always been kind of dull. I've never

0:36:35.200 --> 0:36:36.520
<v Speaker 1>been able to get a good edge on one of those.

0:36:36.600 --> 0:36:39.200
<v Speaker 1>They tell the worst stories. That's why they're so dull. Yeah,

0:36:39.239 --> 0:36:42.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm not boring, but they're so reliable and they make

0:36:42.640 --> 0:36:45.920
<v Speaker 1>good watches. But here's a really key point also that

0:36:45.960 --> 0:36:48.279
<v Speaker 1>Wexed made, which is at the duct tape that was

0:36:48.320 --> 0:36:51.360
<v Speaker 1>on shoes, wrists, and ankles did not have his fingerprints

0:36:51.400 --> 0:36:53.320
<v Speaker 1>on him, which he said you would expect if he

0:36:53.360 --> 0:36:56.359
<v Speaker 1>had taped himself up, if he was faking his abduction, right,

0:36:57.280 --> 0:36:59.800
<v Speaker 1>and no gloves were found in the car except for

0:36:59.840 --> 0:37:03.200
<v Speaker 1>that one that was unused, But no gloves were found

0:37:03.440 --> 0:37:05.680
<v Speaker 1>and uh, and so that lack of fingerprints is an

0:37:05.719 --> 0:37:07.640
<v Speaker 1>important point for a lot of people who do think

0:37:07.680 --> 0:37:11.560
<v Speaker 1>that Shoe died as a result of foul play. It was,

0:37:11.640 --> 0:37:15.520
<v Speaker 1>it was. It was very suspicious enough to the Dr

0:37:15.640 --> 0:37:18.439
<v Speaker 1>Wecht that he thought he'd mentioned it, you know, of course,

0:37:18.440 --> 0:37:21.080
<v Speaker 1>as I mentioned, one glove was found, right, Okay. Also

0:37:21.200 --> 0:37:23.360
<v Speaker 1>the local sheriff, he was interviewed on forty eight hours

0:37:23.440 --> 0:37:26.680
<v Speaker 1>he was also he had some misgivings about the whole thing. Um.

0:37:26.719 --> 0:37:28.759
<v Speaker 1>He said, it was not not investigated the way it

0:37:28.760 --> 0:37:30.920
<v Speaker 1>should have been. He said. The state police just came in,

0:37:31.120 --> 0:37:33.400
<v Speaker 1>took over the accident scene and refused to treat it

0:37:33.440 --> 0:37:37.920
<v Speaker 1>as a crime scene. They they really never even considered

0:37:37.960 --> 0:37:40.799
<v Speaker 1>the possibility of foul play, he said, And so some

0:37:40.920 --> 0:37:44.479
<v Speaker 1>key evidence might have been lost they just according to him. Yeah,

0:37:44.680 --> 0:37:47.120
<v Speaker 1>and then the Air Force started an investigation which produced

0:37:47.160 --> 0:37:49.640
<v Speaker 1>what it was what was called a psychological autopsy of

0:37:49.719 --> 0:37:54.720
<v Speaker 1>Philip Shoe. These are always weirdly interesting, Yeah, yeah, they are. Yeah,

0:37:55.040 --> 0:37:57.480
<v Speaker 1>they're kind of like the Myers Briggs tests. But like

0:37:57.719 --> 0:38:01.120
<v Speaker 1>even more like level. Yeah. I mean, you know, it's

0:38:01.160 --> 0:38:02.520
<v Speaker 1>that sort of thing where you're like, I don't need

0:38:02.560 --> 0:38:04.200
<v Speaker 1>to know about myself, and then you start reading and

0:38:04.239 --> 0:38:06.000
<v Speaker 1>you're like five pages and all of a sudden you're like,

0:38:06.080 --> 0:38:08.200
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, this is so true. How is this

0:38:08.320 --> 0:38:11.319
<v Speaker 1>so true? So true? It's so scary. I'm a serial killer.

0:38:13.880 --> 0:38:18.279
<v Speaker 1>But this this report was actually pretty comprehensive. It's long.

0:38:18.360 --> 0:38:20.440
<v Speaker 1>I've read it and Steve, you read it, right? Yeah?

0:38:20.960 --> 0:38:23.600
<v Speaker 1>Did you read it? Devon? Some of it? Okay, it

0:38:23.680 --> 0:38:26.920
<v Speaker 1>was easy to skim through. Yeah, yeah, it's interesting. The

0:38:27.000 --> 0:38:29.640
<v Speaker 1>chalk full of good facts. If you're researching this case. Wow,

0:38:29.719 --> 0:38:31.239
<v Speaker 1>it's a lot of a lot of good stuff in there.

0:38:32.120 --> 0:38:34.359
<v Speaker 1>It was released in May two thousand five, two years

0:38:34.360 --> 0:38:36.440
<v Speaker 1>after he died, and it drew by the testimony of

0:38:36.480 --> 0:38:40.320
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people, including his doctor, a psychiatrists, family

0:38:40.360 --> 0:38:45.200
<v Speaker 1>and friends, the autopsy reports, etcetera. And the conclusion of

0:38:45.239 --> 0:38:52.319
<v Speaker 1>that psychological autopsy was suicide. Surprised their investigation would come

0:38:52.400 --> 0:38:54.640
<v Speaker 1>up with the same thing that they said it was.

0:38:54.920 --> 0:38:59.279
<v Speaker 1>I know, I know, but there's still but still, the

0:38:59.320 --> 0:39:02.799
<v Speaker 1>circumstances surrounding his death work on a sketchy There is

0:39:02.840 --> 0:39:04.680
<v Speaker 1>at least one person who had a really good motive

0:39:04.719 --> 0:39:07.040
<v Speaker 1>to murder him, and who, by the way, he took

0:39:07.080 --> 0:39:10.160
<v Speaker 1>the fifth when she was interrogated about his death. And

0:39:10.200 --> 0:39:12.480
<v Speaker 1>of course there were the threatening notes, the weird incident

0:39:12.520 --> 0:39:18.240
<v Speaker 1>with the laptop um and he himself had expressed some

0:39:18.239 --> 0:39:20.760
<v Speaker 1>some really big fears about his life, like, for example,

0:39:20.800 --> 0:39:23.399
<v Speaker 1>he told the psychiatrist that he had started taking all

0:39:23.440 --> 0:39:25.319
<v Speaker 1>he had started altering his route that he was taken

0:39:25.320 --> 0:39:30.720
<v Speaker 1>to and from work daily exactly as you will. Yeah,

0:39:30.960 --> 0:39:33.240
<v Speaker 1>I'll take that as you will. Yeah. He also said

0:39:33.360 --> 0:39:36.680
<v Speaker 1>he'd gotten a PO box because excuse me, a post

0:39:36.719 --> 0:39:40.160
<v Speaker 1>office box because he didn't want to use his mailbox

0:39:40.160 --> 0:39:42.360
<v Speaker 1>at home because he was afraid somebody might booby trap it.

0:39:43.120 --> 0:39:46.200
<v Speaker 1>And so he started to use a little paranoid maybe

0:39:46.200 --> 0:39:48.799
<v Speaker 1>a little bit, or maybe he really has something to

0:39:48.800 --> 0:39:52.480
<v Speaker 1>be worried about, yea. So maybe it wasn't murdered paranoia.

0:39:52.920 --> 0:39:57.480
<v Speaker 1>Whether it's correct or not, it's still paranoia. Actually, there's

0:39:57.520 --> 0:40:00.359
<v Speaker 1>nothing negative about being paranoid, if you're right. I think

0:40:00.480 --> 0:40:03.400
<v Speaker 1>just because I'm paranoid doesn't mean they're not after me. Absolutely,

0:40:03.440 --> 0:40:06.920
<v Speaker 1>and so maybe somebody was anyway, but suspicions about it,

0:40:06.880 --> 0:40:09.240
<v Speaker 1>it's continues to be talked about to this day and

0:40:09.400 --> 0:40:14.320
<v Speaker 1>people and it's not just on Reddit. Yeah, yeah, I

0:40:14.360 --> 0:40:18.000
<v Speaker 1>see some articles in some major media outlets besides forty

0:40:18.000 --> 0:40:20.319
<v Speaker 1>eight hours talking about this very one and a lot

0:40:20.320 --> 0:40:24.520
<v Speaker 1>of people are still convinced that he was murdered. That's

0:40:24.560 --> 0:40:27.319
<v Speaker 1>our question for today. It's an interesting question. Yeah, but

0:40:27.560 --> 0:40:35.880
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<v Speaker 1>all right? So what are the theories that are out there?

0:42:11.040 --> 0:42:14.279
<v Speaker 1>There are several first and everybody's favorite, it seems like

0:42:14.320 --> 0:42:17.319
<v Speaker 1>for this one is murderer. Well it's I mean those

0:42:17.360 --> 0:42:20.040
<v Speaker 1>are kind of like kind of kind of suspicious. Agree,

0:42:20.280 --> 0:42:22.640
<v Speaker 1>yeah a little bit. I want you guys to know

0:42:22.680 --> 0:42:24.840
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0:42:24.880 --> 0:42:27.640
<v Speaker 1>like a murderer. Okay, okay, now we planned to. We're

0:42:27.640 --> 0:42:30.160
<v Speaker 1>going to investigate anything that happens to we promise, great,

0:42:30.200 --> 0:42:34.080
<v Speaker 1>thank you. Yeah, she's been planting clues like this for weeks. Yeah,

0:42:34.360 --> 0:42:37.719
<v Speaker 1>I really want to know what the hell she's got up. Well,

0:42:37.760 --> 0:42:39.840
<v Speaker 1>I decided that's what. That's why every day I go

0:42:39.920 --> 0:42:42.440
<v Speaker 1>to my A t M and take out like twenty bucks,

0:42:42.440 --> 0:42:45.120
<v Speaker 1>but do it like twenty times because I think it's well,

0:42:45.320 --> 0:42:47.120
<v Speaker 1>this is the day that I disappear. You know, you

0:42:47.160 --> 0:42:48.759
<v Speaker 1>want to you want to those a TM It took

0:42:48.760 --> 0:42:51.600
<v Speaker 1>out like you know, yeah, four dollars, but it didn't

0:42:51.600 --> 0:42:56.239
<v Speaker 1>twenty buck intments and nobody knows why. Yeah we know why. Yeah,

0:42:56.320 --> 0:43:01.320
<v Speaker 1>now crazy damn. Okay, so murder So somebody the series

0:43:01.320 --> 0:43:05.680
<v Speaker 1>goes somebody abducted Colonel Shoe, tortured him and probably intended

0:43:05.719 --> 0:43:08.800
<v Speaker 1>to murder him, but he managed to free himself somehow

0:43:08.840 --> 0:43:12.120
<v Speaker 1>and get away, jumped his car, sped north on Highway ten,

0:43:12.560 --> 0:43:15.040
<v Speaker 1>maybe thinking that he was being followed, which is not

0:43:15.160 --> 0:43:20.080
<v Speaker 1>an outrageous thing to think. Yeah, hard to say what

0:43:20.120 --> 0:43:22.399
<v Speaker 1>his intentions were other than to get away as fast

0:43:22.440 --> 0:43:25.280
<v Speaker 1>as possible. Of his mind was perhaps a bit clatter

0:43:25.400 --> 0:43:28.640
<v Speaker 1>from pain, maybe blood loss, maybe the ladder cane, that's

0:43:28.880 --> 0:43:32.640
<v Speaker 1>hard to say. Maybe the benadrul apparently he had a

0:43:32.680 --> 0:43:36.480
<v Speaker 1>lot in his system. Yeah, I mean that would also

0:43:36.600 --> 0:43:39.480
<v Speaker 1>kind of support this whole murder theory, if like he'd

0:43:39.760 --> 0:43:43.920
<v Speaker 1>gotten dosed with a bunch of benadryl to to make

0:43:43.960 --> 0:43:47.080
<v Speaker 1>him more pliable, or maybe just O d M and

0:43:47.160 --> 0:43:51.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, I don't know take Yeah, well, apparently he'd

0:43:51.600 --> 0:43:55.040
<v Speaker 1>taken a bunch, but but you know, so he might

0:43:55.080 --> 0:43:56.759
<v Speaker 1>have been a little bit out of it, but he

0:43:56.880 --> 0:44:00.200
<v Speaker 1>did manage to keep the car in a control. Uh tell,

0:44:00.200 --> 0:44:02.040
<v Speaker 1>he actually the freeway and hit those trees at least.

0:44:03.000 --> 0:44:05.160
<v Speaker 1>And so this would make it homicide in the sense

0:44:05.200 --> 0:44:06.960
<v Speaker 1>that he would not have been in that situation if

0:44:06.960 --> 0:44:10.239
<v Speaker 1>not for the actions of these other people who obviously

0:44:10.360 --> 0:44:13.240
<v Speaker 1>did not intend him. You know. Well, but the question

0:44:13.320 --> 0:44:15.680
<v Speaker 1>is is who were those other people? Well, there are

0:44:15.719 --> 0:44:20.600
<v Speaker 1>two main suspects out there. The butler, yeah, Mrs White.

0:44:21.000 --> 0:44:24.359
<v Speaker 1>The colonel. Wait wait, he's the colonel now the lead

0:44:24.400 --> 0:44:28.480
<v Speaker 1>pipe with the colonel. Okay, Um, so our first suspect

0:44:28.480 --> 0:44:31.279
<v Speaker 1>would be Philip Shoe's ex wife, Nancy Shoe a k a.

0:44:31.440 --> 0:44:35.440
<v Speaker 1>Nancy Timpson because she remarried to a guy named Don Timpson,

0:44:36.200 --> 0:44:38.000
<v Speaker 1>and she did have a good motive to kill him,

0:44:38.040 --> 0:44:40.439
<v Speaker 1>which is why so many people thought that Nancy had

0:44:40.440 --> 0:44:43.880
<v Speaker 1>done it, or maybe and still think that she did it. Uh.

0:44:43.920 --> 0:44:46.520
<v Speaker 1>You know, there was that life insurance policy, and I

0:44:46.520 --> 0:44:47.960
<v Speaker 1>don't know how she felt about him, and there was

0:44:48.000 --> 0:44:49.759
<v Speaker 1>a divorce, of course, I don't think it was a

0:44:49.840 --> 0:44:52.600
<v Speaker 1>totally amicable one, so maybe there was, maybe there was

0:44:52.640 --> 0:44:56.040
<v Speaker 1>another motive there. Just bit I really got the feeling

0:44:56.120 --> 0:45:00.680
<v Speaker 1>that they were your typical divorces with a kid stuck

0:45:00.719 --> 0:45:03.480
<v Speaker 1>in the middle. You know, they did not seem to

0:45:03.520 --> 0:45:06.280
<v Speaker 1>get along. Yeah, but it's you know, it doesn't necessarily

0:45:06.280 --> 0:45:08.879
<v Speaker 1>mean that she wanted to kill him. I know lots

0:45:08.880 --> 0:45:11.200
<v Speaker 1>of people who were divorced and don't want to murder anybody.

0:45:12.120 --> 0:45:15.000
<v Speaker 1>But and of course, the the insurance policy, of course,

0:45:15.080 --> 0:45:17.400
<v Speaker 1>does not prove that she killed him or hired somebody

0:45:17.440 --> 0:45:20.080
<v Speaker 1>to kill him. You know, lots of us have motives

0:45:20.120 --> 0:45:22.600
<v Speaker 1>to kill people. Doesn't mean we actually do it or

0:45:22.640 --> 0:45:26.160
<v Speaker 1>make us guilty of that yet, Yeah, not so far. Yeah,

0:45:26.440 --> 0:45:28.839
<v Speaker 1>but there're although there are those letters, and the only

0:45:28.840 --> 0:45:31.200
<v Speaker 1>one I've actually seen is a is a typewritten one

0:45:31.280 --> 0:45:34.759
<v Speaker 1>which says, and here I'm paraphrasing, I overheard your ex

0:45:34.800 --> 0:45:37.080
<v Speaker 1>wife Nancy and her husband Don talking and they were

0:45:37.120 --> 0:45:39.480
<v Speaker 1>saying that they wanted you dead for your insurance money.

0:45:39.800 --> 0:45:43.439
<v Speaker 1>F Y, I be careful, signed upper end that that

0:45:43.560 --> 0:45:48.200
<v Speaker 1>letter is really poorly written. Yeah. It was obviously either

0:45:48.280 --> 0:45:51.360
<v Speaker 1>written on a true typewriter or some kind of word

0:45:51.400 --> 0:45:53.960
<v Speaker 1>processor that did not have spell check, because there was

0:45:54.000 --> 0:45:58.520
<v Speaker 1>some pretty egregious errors in there. Yeah, it was probably typewritten,

0:45:58.520 --> 0:46:00.920
<v Speaker 1>because let's let's not forget he worked for the military.

0:46:01.560 --> 0:46:04.680
<v Speaker 1>You know, you probably in two thousands, so you probably

0:46:04.680 --> 0:46:07.840
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't have found too many typewriters in civilian life. But

0:46:07.880 --> 0:46:09.840
<v Speaker 1>I bet the military still had him. I was going

0:46:09.880 --> 0:46:13.160
<v Speaker 1>to say, like a library, yeah, you know, because like

0:46:14.000 --> 0:46:16.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, he was at a library when the computer

0:46:16.880 --> 0:46:20.399
<v Speaker 1>was turned to him, right, a campus library. Uh, well,

0:46:20.560 --> 0:46:23.080
<v Speaker 1>that when it was taken from him. Yeah. I'm not

0:46:23.120 --> 0:46:24.920
<v Speaker 1>saying that he that he typed that either. I mean

0:46:24.920 --> 0:46:27.360
<v Speaker 1>it said somebody sent him this letter that was typewritten.

0:46:27.960 --> 0:46:29.879
<v Speaker 1>I just would think. And by the way, and by

0:46:29.880 --> 0:46:33.240
<v Speaker 1>the way, his I think his x or her husband

0:46:33.239 --> 0:46:36.080
<v Speaker 1>were actually in the military, but station in Florida because

0:46:36.080 --> 0:46:38.799
<v Speaker 1>the Florida Yeah, and so right about the time that

0:46:38.880 --> 0:46:40.759
<v Speaker 1>he received this letter, I think that made him think

0:46:40.760 --> 0:46:42.960
<v Speaker 1>about this whole insurance things. So he asked Nancy to

0:46:43.040 --> 0:46:47.600
<v Speaker 1>cancel the insurance policy. She wouldn't. Uh. He wanted the

0:46:47.640 --> 0:46:50.480
<v Speaker 1>insurance company USA and asked them to cancel it, and

0:46:50.520 --> 0:46:53.400
<v Speaker 1>they refused. He even presented the notes and everything, said, Hey,

0:46:53.520 --> 0:46:56.640
<v Speaker 1>I've been getting these these these nasty letters and stuff

0:46:57.080 --> 0:46:59.239
<v Speaker 1>that are kind of scaring me and I don't want

0:46:59.239 --> 0:47:00.640
<v Speaker 1>to have I don't want her having a motive to

0:47:00.719 --> 0:47:03.000
<v Speaker 1>kill me. And they just said, dude, there's nothing we

0:47:03.040 --> 0:47:07.239
<v Speaker 1>can said. You got these notes, but so what they

0:47:07.239 --> 0:47:09.600
<v Speaker 1>don't prove a thing. She owns the policies, you know,

0:47:09.680 --> 0:47:11.719
<v Speaker 1>it's up to her to keep him or get rid

0:47:11.760 --> 0:47:14.640
<v Speaker 1>of them and not. And so that was that. As

0:47:14.640 --> 0:47:18.320
<v Speaker 1>far as the letters, I don't know if any of

0:47:18.360 --> 0:47:20.680
<v Speaker 1>the envelopes they came in were kept or tossed out.

0:47:20.719 --> 0:47:24.600
<v Speaker 1>I'd never seen the evidence that they were kept. Uh. Yeah,

0:47:25.239 --> 0:47:28.319
<v Speaker 1>and pretty much all when we were a similar nature.

0:47:28.320 --> 0:47:29.759
<v Speaker 1>I think there were four of them at all, but

0:47:29.800 --> 0:47:32.640
<v Speaker 1>he kept the letters. But he kept the letters, and

0:47:33.000 --> 0:47:35.879
<v Speaker 1>who knows, maybe you kept at least four of the letters. Yeah,

0:47:35.920 --> 0:47:38.920
<v Speaker 1>that's gotten more that we don't know, I asked, true,

0:47:38.960 --> 0:47:41.919
<v Speaker 1>I only know about the four. Yeah, I would maybe

0:47:41.960 --> 0:47:47.839
<v Speaker 1>toss the first one. That's entirely possible. You would yeah, okay, sure,

0:47:48.280 --> 0:47:51.120
<v Speaker 1>and then you get another one you're like oh, and

0:47:51.239 --> 0:47:54.200
<v Speaker 1>you get like four more and you're like oh, except

0:47:54.200 --> 0:47:57.359
<v Speaker 1>it was over the course of years that they arrived. Yeah,

0:47:57.400 --> 0:47:59.799
<v Speaker 1>but I would still I mean, you know, the second one,

0:48:00.080 --> 0:48:02.960
<v Speaker 1>would maybe think okay more Yeah, yeah, I would probably

0:48:02.960 --> 0:48:07.200
<v Speaker 1>start a file. I'll keep him there. Yeah. But so

0:48:07.280 --> 0:48:10.920
<v Speaker 1>she continued to try to get the policy canceled, but

0:48:11.360 --> 0:48:13.719
<v Speaker 1>he was never successful in that. But it was kind

0:48:13.760 --> 0:48:16.520
<v Speaker 1>of not it was a micro crusade or something. I mean,

0:48:16.760 --> 0:48:19.520
<v Speaker 1>there wasn't like it was an obsession exactly, but he

0:48:19.640 --> 0:48:22.200
<v Speaker 1>was sort of working on it. Uh. And then when

0:48:22.280 --> 0:48:26.720
<v Speaker 1>Nancy was interrogated about about Philip's death, she pleaded the fifth.

0:48:26.960 --> 0:48:29.000
<v Speaker 1>If you watch that forty eight Hours episode, you'll see

0:48:29.000 --> 0:48:32.080
<v Speaker 1>her on video doing it. Two of the questions were, quote,

0:48:32.120 --> 0:48:35.560
<v Speaker 1>were you responsible for Philip shoes death? Unquote? She took

0:48:35.560 --> 0:48:38.480
<v Speaker 1>the fifth. Next question, quote did you discuss with your

0:48:38.520 --> 0:48:41.840
<v Speaker 1>husband Don Timpson murdering Philip Shoe for insurance money? Unquote?

0:48:42.160 --> 0:48:45.040
<v Speaker 1>She took the fifth. Forty eight Hours she took the

0:48:45.040 --> 0:48:48.719
<v Speaker 1>fifth twenty times. We have seen more than one occasion

0:48:48.760 --> 0:48:52.200
<v Speaker 1>where somebody has done that because their lawyers said, you

0:48:52.320 --> 0:48:55.200
<v Speaker 1>say anything, they're gonna have a field day and they're

0:48:55.200 --> 0:48:58.439
<v Speaker 1>gonna try and incriminate you. So don't give them a

0:48:58.520 --> 0:49:02.400
<v Speaker 1>single thing. One of our one of our mods talks

0:49:02.400 --> 0:49:05.360
<v Speaker 1>about this and something related where, um, we talk a

0:49:05.360 --> 0:49:07.600
<v Speaker 1>lot about how suspicious it is, that's so and so

0:49:07.800 --> 0:49:10.839
<v Speaker 1>got a lawyer right in a case if you were,

0:49:10.920 --> 0:49:13.360
<v Speaker 1>if you weren't guilty, you wouldn't get a lawyer. But

0:49:13.480 --> 0:49:15.719
<v Speaker 1>one of the Facebook moths talks about this a lot

0:49:15.760 --> 0:49:19.120
<v Speaker 1>where they're like, if anybody within like a twenty mile

0:49:19.280 --> 0:49:21.960
<v Speaker 1>radius of me gets murdered, and I, like even have

0:49:22.000 --> 0:49:25.719
<v Speaker 1>a passing knowledge of this human, like I'm probably going

0:49:25.800 --> 0:49:28.080
<v Speaker 1>to just contact my lawyer and be like, hey, heads up,

0:49:28.120 --> 0:49:30.760
<v Speaker 1>this is how I knew this human just in case,

0:49:31.360 --> 0:49:35.479
<v Speaker 1>you know, like you technically like lawyering up. You're yeah,

0:49:35.520 --> 0:49:39.400
<v Speaker 1>I think, but also I do think it's suspicious. Oh

0:49:39.480 --> 0:49:42.799
<v Speaker 1>yeah it is, it doesn't fifth, instead of saying no,

0:49:43.120 --> 0:49:45.600
<v Speaker 1>well yeah, that's the thing is that if she wasn't involved,

0:49:45.640 --> 0:49:48.360
<v Speaker 1>why not just answer honestly saying I don't know anything

0:49:48.400 --> 0:49:50.640
<v Speaker 1>about this, but I also don't know what her lawyer

0:49:50.680 --> 0:49:52.360
<v Speaker 1>was thinking. And of course, truthfully, I mean some of

0:49:52.360 --> 0:49:54.480
<v Speaker 1>those ques like like did you discuss with your husband

0:49:54.920 --> 0:49:58.560
<v Speaker 1>murdering him for insurance money? I mean they might discuss that,

0:49:58.680 --> 0:50:01.839
<v Speaker 1>probably not seriously. At some point you get drunk one

0:50:01.920 --> 0:50:04.200
<v Speaker 1>night and you're sitting and you're saying, God, you know,

0:50:04.480 --> 0:50:06.520
<v Speaker 1>short on money, and and Phil has got this million

0:50:06.520 --> 0:50:09.520
<v Speaker 1>dollar insurance We should kill him, you know, honest? Right,

0:50:09.719 --> 0:50:13.799
<v Speaker 1>even we we have on recording me saying ha ha,

0:50:13.920 --> 0:50:16.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to murder you guys for hear insurance money.

0:50:16.600 --> 0:50:18.680
<v Speaker 1>You don't. I don't even have insurance policies on you.

0:50:19.880 --> 0:50:22.640
<v Speaker 1>And yet if someone were like, uh, you know, twenty

0:50:22.680 --> 0:50:24.880
<v Speaker 1>years down the road, if I did have insurance policies

0:50:24.920 --> 0:50:27.000
<v Speaker 1>on you, and someone were like, have you ever done that?

0:50:27.080 --> 0:50:30.040
<v Speaker 1>I would have to say, uh, probably I would have

0:50:30.080 --> 0:50:32.799
<v Speaker 1>to say the fifth, right, because you don't want to say, like, yes,

0:50:33.160 --> 0:50:36.279
<v Speaker 1>twenty years before I ever had an insurance policy on them.

0:50:36.320 --> 0:50:39.680
<v Speaker 1>I joked on a podcast once, right, I mean what

0:50:39.760 --> 0:50:45.080
<v Speaker 1>happens on the podcast is real, it's recorded history. I

0:50:45.120 --> 0:50:48.920
<v Speaker 1>don't know what you mean this is. I mean, this

0:50:49.000 --> 0:50:51.680
<v Speaker 1>is what we're doing. We're recording our history until the

0:50:51.719 --> 0:50:53.759
<v Speaker 1>Internet goes away. This is not going to be too

0:50:53.800 --> 0:50:57.200
<v Speaker 1>long from now. Yeah, but yeah, I mean I understand

0:50:57.239 --> 0:50:59.680
<v Speaker 1>pleading the fifth to that, but I don't totally understand

0:50:59.680 --> 0:51:03.120
<v Speaker 1>pleading the fifth. Two were you responsible for his death? Well? Yeah,

0:51:03.239 --> 0:51:06.480
<v Speaker 1>and uh, you know, I mean, so it doesn't make

0:51:06.520 --> 0:51:08.200
<v Speaker 1>sense to me. It's not so much that saying, wow,

0:51:08.239 --> 0:51:10.120
<v Speaker 1>I think she's guilty that I'm just saying it doesn't

0:51:10.160 --> 0:51:13.520
<v Speaker 1>quite make sense. But again, if her lawyer just told her, hey,

0:51:13.760 --> 0:51:16.719
<v Speaker 1>here's what you say. Nothing, just say the fifth and

0:51:17.440 --> 0:51:21.120
<v Speaker 1>so okay and all. And also Nancy I was asked

0:51:21.120 --> 0:51:23.280
<v Speaker 1>if she would take a polygraph test and she wouldn't

0:51:23.320 --> 0:51:28.879
<v Speaker 1>do that. Either, She's guilty, are useless? Yeah, I mean,

0:51:28.920 --> 0:51:31.200
<v Speaker 1>but still you know it. But you can see why

0:51:31.360 --> 0:51:34.680
<v Speaker 1>Nancy is is a lot of people's favorite suspect. You

0:51:35.160 --> 0:51:37.319
<v Speaker 1>can see that. Um. But as far as I know,

0:51:37.360 --> 0:51:38.600
<v Speaker 1>as I said, I think, as far as I know,

0:51:38.719 --> 0:51:41.000
<v Speaker 1>Nancy and her husband Don were in Florida when Philip

0:51:41.040 --> 0:51:43.120
<v Speaker 1>Shoe died. Of course, that doesn't mean they didn't hire

0:51:43.160 --> 0:51:46.080
<v Speaker 1>somebody to bump him off. But as far as I know,

0:51:46.960 --> 0:51:49.000
<v Speaker 1>there's no evidence that she actually had anything to do

0:51:49.040 --> 0:51:52.120
<v Speaker 1>with Colonel shoes death doesn't mean she didn't do it,

0:51:52.200 --> 0:51:54.040
<v Speaker 1>and like I said, a lot of people think she did.

0:51:54.480 --> 0:51:56.000
<v Speaker 1>But let's put her on hold for a minute when

0:51:56.040 --> 0:52:01.240
<v Speaker 1>we talk about another suspect. Please, okay, click do do

0:52:01.239 --> 0:52:05.799
<v Speaker 1>do do. I'll back to your regular scheduled program. All right,

0:52:05.840 --> 0:52:10.280
<v Speaker 1>here we are. So our next suspect is Tracy Shoe, Yes,

0:52:10.520 --> 0:52:14.880
<v Speaker 1>the the breaved widow. Uh. As one commenter noted, if

0:52:14.960 --> 0:52:18.000
<v Speaker 1>Nancy had a million reasons to murder Philip Shoe, Tracy

0:52:18.040 --> 0:52:21.759
<v Speaker 1>actually had twice as many and one point eight ties

0:52:21.800 --> 0:52:26.319
<v Speaker 1>as many. Okay, I don't know. Yeah, And actually, well,

0:52:26.360 --> 0:52:28.560
<v Speaker 1>in some ways Tracy would be a better candidate. Never

0:52:28.600 --> 0:52:32.360
<v Speaker 1>once she wasn't in Florida. She was, she wasn't burning. Uh.

0:52:32.520 --> 0:52:34.600
<v Speaker 1>The timeline for She's death, when you think about it,

0:52:34.600 --> 0:52:36.440
<v Speaker 1>doesn't quite add up. I mean, so it leaves the

0:52:36.520 --> 0:52:40.279
<v Speaker 1>house about five thirty, next spot at eight fourteen, So

0:52:40.280 --> 0:52:42.920
<v Speaker 1>it's two hours and forty four minutes in which to

0:52:42.960 --> 0:52:46.359
<v Speaker 1>do the following things. You've got to intercept Philip Shoe

0:52:46.360 --> 0:52:48.480
<v Speaker 1>in his car, get him out of it, taken to

0:52:48.560 --> 0:52:50.440
<v Speaker 1>a nice private place where he could be taped to

0:52:50.480 --> 0:52:53.000
<v Speaker 1>a chair, tortured for a while. And I've seen all

0:52:53.040 --> 0:52:55.800
<v Speaker 1>those things, cutting off his finger, his ear, the slit

0:52:55.840 --> 0:52:57.360
<v Speaker 1>in the chest, the nipples, all of a sudden. It

0:52:57.360 --> 0:52:59.680
<v Speaker 1>probably took a little while because when you torture people,

0:52:59.719 --> 0:53:01.520
<v Speaker 1>you don't just like bing bing bing bing bang. You

0:53:01.600 --> 0:53:03.440
<v Speaker 1>want to stop and talk like in the movies and

0:53:03.520 --> 0:53:06.880
<v Speaker 1>drag it out, and they experience if you do it fast,

0:53:06.920 --> 0:53:08.880
<v Speaker 1>then it's all the pain at once, which is not

0:53:09.000 --> 0:53:12.000
<v Speaker 1>the point. Yeah, it's little bits at a time. Yeah.

0:53:12.000 --> 0:53:14.839
<v Speaker 1>So they got through this whole torture session session. Uh.

0:53:15.320 --> 0:53:17.279
<v Speaker 1>And then at some point, of course, they take a

0:53:17.280 --> 0:53:19.080
<v Speaker 1>break and leave him alone long in our frame to

0:53:19.160 --> 0:53:24.680
<v Speaker 1>free himself from Yeah, they did something breakfast. Yeah. Yeah,

0:53:25.800 --> 0:53:29.399
<v Speaker 1>it's like it's like these people who never saw a movie, right, yeah, right,

0:53:29.600 --> 0:53:32.000
<v Speaker 1>so where they really saw a movie? Yeah, And it's

0:53:32.040 --> 0:53:34.680
<v Speaker 1>so somehow he escapes. So added a few minutes at

0:53:34.760 --> 0:53:36.520
<v Speaker 1>least for shoot to get from wherever he was in

0:53:36.600 --> 0:53:40.920
<v Speaker 1>captivity to where he was spotted on Highway ten. Uh.

0:53:41.080 --> 0:53:42.640
<v Speaker 1>That's a lot of stuff to get done in a

0:53:42.640 --> 0:53:45.600
<v Speaker 1>few hours, as you know, especially the part about leaving

0:53:45.640 --> 0:53:47.880
<v Speaker 1>him alone long enough to escape, because remember when you

0:53:47.960 --> 0:53:49.600
<v Speaker 1>leave the guy alone long est to escape, he's got

0:53:49.600 --> 0:53:52.360
<v Speaker 1>a struggle for a little bit, there's no little drama there, okay,

0:53:52.680 --> 0:53:55.319
<v Speaker 1>And so that's a problem for me with the whole

0:53:55.440 --> 0:53:59.520
<v Speaker 1>Nancy did it scenario, but at least for me. But

0:54:00.360 --> 0:54:03.160
<v Speaker 1>at the same time, you gotta also remember that he

0:54:03.239 --> 0:54:05.160
<v Speaker 1>left his house a lot earlier than usual, like an

0:54:05.160 --> 0:54:08.200
<v Speaker 1>hour earlier, which would you think would have screwed up

0:54:08.200 --> 0:54:10.560
<v Speaker 1>the kidnappers plans if they know he always leaves a

0:54:10.600 --> 0:54:13.360
<v Speaker 1>house at six thirty am for the office, they wouldn't

0:54:13.400 --> 0:54:16.120
<v Speaker 1>they theoretically probably would have shown up a little bit

0:54:16.160 --> 0:54:21.080
<v Speaker 1>before he's supposed to leave, but not earlier. Yeah. But

0:54:21.080 --> 0:54:22.839
<v Speaker 1>but when you think about it, if Tracy had done

0:54:22.880 --> 0:54:25.240
<v Speaker 1>the deed, she wouldn't have been constrained by time, since

0:54:25.239 --> 0:54:27.160
<v Speaker 1>she could have lied about when he actually left the house.

0:54:27.719 --> 0:54:29.200
<v Speaker 1>And by the way, she would have known that he

0:54:29.239 --> 0:54:31.880
<v Speaker 1>was leaving an hour early. Uh. And of course, by

0:54:31.920 --> 0:54:34.120
<v Speaker 1>the way, I mean, she could have just for that

0:54:34.160 --> 0:54:36.960
<v Speaker 1>matter of correformed him in his sleep or Bena drilled him,

0:54:37.120 --> 0:54:39.879
<v Speaker 1>or Benna drilled him, or tied him up or duct

0:54:39.880 --> 0:54:43.040
<v Speaker 1>taped him or something. So the hired guys that you know,

0:54:43.080 --> 0:54:45.120
<v Speaker 1>the hitman that you've hired, they come and get him.

0:54:45.120 --> 0:54:49.040
<v Speaker 1>They take him away for a little torture and murder session, right, uh,

0:54:49.120 --> 0:54:51.200
<v Speaker 1>and so it wouldn't have been necessary in that case

0:54:51.200 --> 0:54:54.000
<v Speaker 1>to intercept him in his car somehow. Remember it changes

0:54:54.040 --> 0:54:59.680
<v Speaker 1>the timeline from two hours and forty four minutes too. Yeah, yeah,

0:55:00.000 --> 0:55:02.759
<v Speaker 1>actually she would have had any time between between you know,

0:55:02.880 --> 0:55:07.000
<v Speaker 1>late the night before and fourteen the next day. This

0:55:07.160 --> 0:55:10.439
<v Speaker 1>also makes it not necessary to intercept him in his car, which,

0:55:10.440 --> 0:55:11.759
<v Speaker 1>by the way, it's not as easy as you think,

0:55:11.800 --> 0:55:14.560
<v Speaker 1>because remember he was altering his route to work every day,

0:55:14.840 --> 0:55:17.040
<v Speaker 1>and so you got not just intercept him, but remember

0:55:17.120 --> 0:55:19.640
<v Speaker 1>he's a little paranoid, so coaxing him out of his car,

0:55:20.719 --> 0:55:22.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, would be kind of difficult, But that's again

0:55:22.600 --> 0:55:25.480
<v Speaker 1>not necessary if Tracy is involved. Right, So that makes

0:55:25.719 --> 0:55:27.439
<v Speaker 1>in a in a sense that makes Tracy a better

0:55:27.480 --> 0:55:31.360
<v Speaker 1>suspect and also adds um you that one of the

0:55:31.400 --> 0:55:33.839
<v Speaker 1>things we're not like really talking about so much is

0:55:33.880 --> 0:55:36.600
<v Speaker 1>that you have to intercept his car and then have

0:55:36.800 --> 0:55:39.920
<v Speaker 1>his car go to the location that he then escapes

0:55:39.960 --> 0:55:43.240
<v Speaker 1>from where. So, like, if Tracy did it, it's totally

0:55:43.239 --> 0:55:46.120
<v Speaker 1>plausible that her DNA and fingerprints and all that stuff

0:55:46.120 --> 0:55:48.440
<v Speaker 1>are found all over his car. Should they do a

0:55:48.560 --> 0:55:52.040
<v Speaker 1>forensic investigation of his car because that's his wife, right,

0:55:52.120 --> 0:55:54.480
<v Speaker 1>So if she's involved, she puts him in the car,

0:55:54.600 --> 0:55:57.160
<v Speaker 1>drives him someplace, drives him out, and then he escapes

0:55:57.200 --> 0:55:59.799
<v Speaker 1>and he's like, oh what my cars here cool and

0:56:00.040 --> 0:56:02.120
<v Speaker 1>escapes in that. And then you know, if they were

0:56:02.200 --> 0:56:05.080
<v Speaker 1>to do a some sort of autopsy or whatever on

0:56:05.120 --> 0:56:07.799
<v Speaker 1>the car, yeah, you know, she'd be like, that's my

0:56:07.920 --> 0:56:11.320
<v Speaker 1>husband's car. Of course, my DNA is everywhere, drive it

0:56:11.360 --> 0:56:13.520
<v Speaker 1>all the time. Yeah. I could totally see a scenario

0:56:13.560 --> 0:56:16.000
<v Speaker 1>where the guys don't even come to get him at

0:56:16.000 --> 0:56:17.600
<v Speaker 1>the house and she's like you said, she just puts

0:56:17.680 --> 0:56:19.080
<v Speaker 1>him in the in the past, in your seat, and

0:56:19.160 --> 0:56:21.319
<v Speaker 1>drives him to the torture spot. Right. Well, so here's

0:56:21.360 --> 0:56:25.000
<v Speaker 1>a you know, he was driving a little four door Sedan,

0:56:25.640 --> 0:56:28.640
<v Speaker 1>so it was I mean it was yeah, it's such

0:56:28.640 --> 0:56:32.239
<v Speaker 1>a smaller cars, just a fairly cheap economy kind of car,

0:56:32.480 --> 0:56:34.280
<v Speaker 1>but it's a four door. But it would be possible

0:56:34.560 --> 0:56:40.359
<v Speaker 1>if it was Tracy and Philip and an accomplice, they

0:56:40.440 --> 0:56:43.239
<v Speaker 1>all three could have ridden in the same car to

0:56:43.320 --> 0:56:46.040
<v Speaker 1>the torture location. She could have also just been she

0:56:46.160 --> 0:56:48.640
<v Speaker 1>brings him. I mean, so I one of those things,

0:56:48.760 --> 0:56:50.080
<v Speaker 1>right that you know, is going to put me on

0:56:50.080 --> 0:56:53.800
<v Speaker 1>the list or something. Is I googled how much benetual

0:56:53.920 --> 0:56:57.759
<v Speaker 1>lethal dose? Yeah, how much? Um? And it's uh, I

0:56:57.800 --> 0:57:02.040
<v Speaker 1>think it's ten point one billigram to I don't know.

0:57:02.160 --> 0:57:04.479
<v Speaker 1>There's some like big formula, but basically what it says

0:57:04.560 --> 0:57:06.200
<v Speaker 1>is that like, if you weigh a hundred and sixty

0:57:06.200 --> 0:57:09.480
<v Speaker 1>five pounds, seven hundred and fifty seven milligrams have benadro

0:57:09.680 --> 0:57:16.560
<v Speaker 1>will kill you. Um, So you know it's actually I

0:57:16.600 --> 0:57:19.840
<v Speaker 1>mean it's a lot, but um, each pill is about

0:57:19.840 --> 0:57:22.640
<v Speaker 1>twenty five milligrams. So if we can even assume like

0:57:22.880 --> 0:57:26.040
<v Speaker 1>eight hundred milligrams just for like round, it's only thirty

0:57:26.040 --> 0:57:28.560
<v Speaker 1>two capsules, which is like it's a lot for you

0:57:28.600 --> 0:57:32.280
<v Speaker 1>to take willingly, but like, h well, you know, actually

0:57:32.280 --> 0:57:35.000
<v Speaker 1>think that much. And he could have been you know,

0:57:35.040 --> 0:57:36.680
<v Speaker 1>if if she had dosed him, he would have been

0:57:36.720 --> 0:57:38.400
<v Speaker 1>like sleepy, and she would have been like, okay, Phil,

0:57:38.480 --> 0:57:41.160
<v Speaker 1>let's go in the well. He gets up, he's taking

0:57:41.200 --> 0:57:43.520
<v Speaker 1>a shower. She goes, She goes and makes him smoothie

0:57:43.560 --> 0:57:46.160
<v Speaker 1>and ups a bottle of pills in there. You know. Yeah,

0:57:46.200 --> 0:57:49.120
<v Speaker 1>it's like, yeah, here's just smoothie here. I always make

0:57:49.160 --> 0:57:52.360
<v Speaker 1>my own smoothies Oh yeah, I'm letting anybody else make

0:57:52.400 --> 0:57:54.680
<v Speaker 1>those things for it anyway. Sorry, there was a bit

0:57:54.680 --> 0:57:57.720
<v Speaker 1>of a derail on that, but it's fine. Um, there

0:57:57.840 --> 0:58:01.320
<v Speaker 1>is there's once one website out there, military corruption dot Com.

0:58:01.360 --> 0:58:06.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm yeah, well they were in there earlier. They've done

0:58:06.560 --> 0:58:08.880
<v Speaker 1>they've actually done a lot of material about this case,

0:58:09.120 --> 0:58:11.600
<v Speaker 1>and they're they're totally totally on the side of the

0:58:11.680 --> 0:58:15.360
<v Speaker 1>murder theory as well as again a lot of other

0:58:15.400 --> 0:58:17.440
<v Speaker 1>people are too. And seriously, I was I would say

0:58:17.480 --> 0:58:19.919
<v Speaker 1>that the murder theory is the prevalent theory out there,

0:58:20.480 --> 0:58:22.200
<v Speaker 1>would you not? I mean you guys. You guys have

0:58:22.240 --> 0:58:24.640
<v Speaker 1>done their research on this. Yeah, I'd say it's it's

0:58:24.880 --> 0:58:27.440
<v Speaker 1>the big theory. In their earlier rights, they totally took

0:58:27.480 --> 0:58:29.840
<v Speaker 1>Tracy's side in this story. But then there's something they

0:58:29.840 --> 0:58:32.280
<v Speaker 1>had a change of heart and decided that Tracy was

0:58:32.360 --> 0:58:36.040
<v Speaker 1>probably the killer after all and not Nancy. Um. And

0:58:36.040 --> 0:58:38.040
<v Speaker 1>I won't lead you to all their reasoning, but they

0:58:38.040 --> 0:58:41.160
<v Speaker 1>are totally convinced that Tracy is the perp in this case.

0:58:41.840 --> 0:58:43.600
<v Speaker 1>And for one thing, they do have some evidence that

0:58:43.640 --> 0:58:46.480
<v Speaker 1>Tracy and Philips marriage was not as idyllic as Tracy

0:58:46.520 --> 0:58:49.680
<v Speaker 1>has made it up. To be well, that's not uncommon

0:58:49.720 --> 0:58:52.840
<v Speaker 1>in these kind of situations though. Yeah, well Tracy made

0:58:52.880 --> 0:58:54.520
<v Speaker 1>it out to be like, oh, you know, he was

0:58:54.560 --> 0:58:58.080
<v Speaker 1>my soul made and but of course the guy is dead.

0:58:58.200 --> 0:59:02.560
<v Speaker 1>And how many times have we read similar things. It

0:59:02.600 --> 0:59:07.600
<v Speaker 1>doesn't mean spouses of someone who had died. It's very consistent.

0:59:07.720 --> 0:59:10.040
<v Speaker 1>Behave you don't say, you don't say bad things, and

0:59:10.080 --> 0:59:13.000
<v Speaker 1>you don't say it was such a flaming a whole

0:59:13.600 --> 0:59:17.000
<v Speaker 1>and I'm not gonna miss him, because that's that's just

0:59:17.200 --> 0:59:19.600
<v Speaker 1>not what you say. Yeah, but here's something else I

0:59:19.640 --> 0:59:22.520
<v Speaker 1>will say, is that just because someone is your soul

0:59:22.600 --> 0:59:27.480
<v Speaker 1>mate doesn't mean that you're there soul mate, right. I mean,

0:59:27.520 --> 0:59:29.920
<v Speaker 1>like it's possible that she was totally telling the truth

0:59:29.960 --> 0:59:31.960
<v Speaker 1>and saying like he was my soul mate, and what

0:59:32.040 --> 0:59:34.200
<v Speaker 1>she's really saying there is and he was trying to

0:59:34.280 --> 0:59:39.240
<v Speaker 1>leave me, and that happen. I can't have nobody will

0:59:39.480 --> 0:59:41.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean, well, where were we? No? No, I didn't

0:59:41.560 --> 0:59:45.840
<v Speaker 1>mean that at all. Uh, but so it wasn't as idyllic,

0:59:45.920 --> 0:59:49.400
<v Speaker 1>But it doesn't mean that there's I know a lot

0:59:49.400 --> 0:59:54.040
<v Speaker 1>of people are in so so marriages. Let's Steve, you

0:59:56.120 --> 1:00:00.920
<v Speaker 1>just kidding and and Deva. Not yet, but I'm looking

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<v Speaker 1>forward to it. And here's the thing is that she

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<v Speaker 1>made such a ruckus over this that behavior doesn't match up. Well, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, it would be a little strange, don't you think,

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<v Speaker 1>because he made a huge buss he went to court

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<v Speaker 1>and she got she got CBS News, got them the

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<v Speaker 1>interviewer to make a big special about it. And you'd

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<v Speaker 1>think if she had a hand in the killing, she

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<v Speaker 1>would have just kept her mouth shut, because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>if she had actually done the due it was like sweet,

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<v Speaker 1>they declared suicide, they issued to report she could collecting,

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<v Speaker 1>and then just walked away. But yeah, so that's why

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<v Speaker 1>I don't buy Tracy as to kill her. I also

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<v Speaker 1>I agree with that, I mean, like overall, but I

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<v Speaker 1>just want to go ahead and add to this that

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<v Speaker 1>like we don't know it was necessarily going behind the scenes,

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<v Speaker 1>going on behind the scenes of this where like you

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<v Speaker 1>don't know what her friends were saying to her, right,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't know what people were pushing her to do,

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<v Speaker 1>and she might have felt obligated to do if she were.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, again, are you are you equating to to

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<v Speaker 1>this the same situation as it was that movie Gone Girl?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you guys see that with who Benn? And I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not gonna screw it. It's been long enough, it doesn't matter.

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<v Speaker 1>The spoiler alert, Um, he hates his wife and he

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<v Speaker 1>wants to leave her, and then she quote unquote disappears,

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<v Speaker 1>and then when she comes back, he's figured out that

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<v Speaker 1>she staged the entire thing, but he is now forced

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<v Speaker 1>to stay with her because he's, you know, all of

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<v Speaker 1>the social pressure. That's not what I'm saying. I'm more

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<v Speaker 1>saying that, like, you know, you could she could have

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<v Speaker 1>had the group of friends that are like, it's super

1:01:37.320 --> 1:01:40.959
<v Speaker 1>left up what Nancy is doing, Like obviously Nancy had

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<v Speaker 1>him killed. Why aren't you more upset about this? And

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<v Speaker 1>she was like craving out looks suspicious that I'm not.

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<v Speaker 1>She might have actually, she might have actually felt safe

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<v Speaker 1>about that. You know. It's like, you know, well they didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, obviously they didn't collect evidence from the car

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<v Speaker 1>or anything, right, So well, yeah, some I mean, I

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<v Speaker 1>I don't. I don't think they just like pulled his

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<v Speaker 1>body out and towed it away. I mean, but by

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<v Speaker 1>the time that she seemed to be raising the rockets,

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<v Speaker 1>she kind of knew what evidence was out there probably

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<v Speaker 1>so she could have known like, oh, yeah, there's nothing

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<v Speaker 1>to it. The only yeah, the only thing she had

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<v Speaker 1>to worry about was if one of her, one of

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<v Speaker 1>her accomplices talked, that would be that would be the

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<v Speaker 1>major worry there. And of course she probably had already

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<v Speaker 1>bumped them off right there and there in a shallow

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<v Speaker 1>graves somewhere out in the desert. She could have had

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<v Speaker 1>no accomplice. That was well, it could it could be

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<v Speaker 1>as she did it all herself. Yeah, that's a good point.

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<v Speaker 1>But but also as far as the whole just murder

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<v Speaker 1>in general, I've got some issues with it. For one thing,

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<v Speaker 1>there were no defensive wo wounds on his arms or

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<v Speaker 1>his body, like, for example, sometime when he was captured

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<v Speaker 1>or escaped. You know there should have been a struggle.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe not, I mean if he was drugged for example,

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<v Speaker 1>but still you would think there'd be some sort of

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<v Speaker 1>signs of a struggle from what he was captured. You'd

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<v Speaker 1>see signs around them, like the tape on his wrist,

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<v Speaker 1>and it wouldn't you like extra bruising and stuff or

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<v Speaker 1>stretch the material stretches stretched itself. Yeah, it does stretch. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And the yeah, from the photographs. It does not look

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<v Speaker 1>like it's been strained at all. Really, although you know,

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<v Speaker 1>one thing that I kept thinking about for this, for

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<v Speaker 1>the murder scenario is the autopsy talks about the hesitation marks,

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<v Speaker 1>and I kept thinking about the fact that if his

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<v Speaker 1>shirt had been cut open, his undershirt, it could have

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<v Speaker 1>been from somebody trying to to reach over and get

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<v Speaker 1>him with the knife and and screwing with him and

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<v Speaker 1>then eventually cutting it open and making the the excision

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<v Speaker 1>where and of course then it just happens to line up.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, oh, that's weird, there's several of these in

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<v Speaker 1>a row, when in fact it's our sadistic murdering fiend

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<v Speaker 1>torturing him even more. And it's misinterpreted. Could have been

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<v Speaker 1>that could have been acul im like, hey, how about

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<v Speaker 1>it cut you right here? It's just a little more yea, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I I know. Uh. You know what else we talked

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<v Speaker 1>about it Besides you you noticed the duct tape had

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<v Speaker 1>not been strained nout. But you can also see this

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<v Speaker 1>in and we talked about this already. It wasn't the

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<v Speaker 1>way it was wound around his wrists and ankles. They

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<v Speaker 1>were individually wrapped and everything again individually wrapped exactly, but

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<v Speaker 1>not like that. Again, like he'd been maybe maybe strapped

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<v Speaker 1>to a chair, but not his not his arms and

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<v Speaker 1>legs strapped together or anything. So that's a little odd.

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<v Speaker 1>The absence of finger prints, this is a real telling

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<v Speaker 1>point for me. The absence on the duct tape of

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<v Speaker 1>fingerprints from him was noted by Dr Cyril Wecht, famous

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<v Speaker 1>celebrity pathologists, uh and a lot of others, a teenage

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<v Speaker 1>evidence that he did not stage his abduction and torture

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<v Speaker 1>because you know, his fingerprints not being on there there

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<v Speaker 1>should have been on there. But in my opinion, this

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<v Speaker 1>is a misreading of the evidence. Yeah, because to me,

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<v Speaker 1>the absence of fingerprints indicates that he did stage is

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<v Speaker 1>abduction because if he had been educted an escape and

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<v Speaker 1>his fingerprints should have been on the duct tape, his

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<v Speaker 1>fingerprints should have been there from the escape from what

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<v Speaker 1>from when he from when he tore the tape and

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<v Speaker 1>did the tape whatever he did to escape, Right, I

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<v Speaker 1>was going to say, I can see a situation where

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<v Speaker 1>he doesn't if if one arm, let's say, just one

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<v Speaker 1>arm gets free, I don't care which one it is,

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<v Speaker 1>and he reached and he can't easy. You know, if

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<v Speaker 1>if their tape behind his back in some fashion, he

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<v Speaker 1>would have to get some sort of tool or implement

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what it is. Let's just say there's

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<v Speaker 1>a big knife sitting there, he reaches behind himself and

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<v Speaker 1>cuts himself free. He would then use that same tool

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<v Speaker 1>on his ankles. Rather than taking the time to grab

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<v Speaker 1>the tape with his hands and begin the process of

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<v Speaker 1>slowly tearing it apart. A knife would go through much quicker.

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<v Speaker 1>I can see where there wouldn't be that, like he

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<v Speaker 1>would just you know, cut, cut, cut, run. Yeah. I

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I think that's unlikely though, because I mean

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<v Speaker 1>I think his captors to know that that's possible. Well yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean if you got really really stupid people, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, hey, not only we st dune, we're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>leave this guy here tied to the chair, We're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>leave a big old knife next to him. Yeah. That's

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<v Speaker 1>that's let's go get some job. Yeah, I mean, so

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<v Speaker 1>that's the problem. I don't I don't see any realistic

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<v Speaker 1>scenario where he does not touch that tape at some point,

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<v Speaker 1>at least at least a couple of pieces of it.

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<v Speaker 1>I just don't see it, um, unless he was wearing

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<v Speaker 1>rubber gloves and applied it to himself and it never

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<v Speaker 1>was taped to some other object as you're saying, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean yeah, So if he, if he did put

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<v Speaker 1>it on himself, then it would make sense that he

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<v Speaker 1>applied to himself using the latex disposable gloves, tossed the

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<v Speaker 1>gloves at his car window or whatever, and actually left

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<v Speaker 1>him at the scene when he did all these things. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>left at wherever he yeah. Yeah, And the actually using

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<v Speaker 1>gloves to put it on would have been kind of

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<v Speaker 1>the obvious thing to do, I guess. H But again,

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<v Speaker 1>if somebody else had done at those fingerprints should have

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<v Speaker 1>been on there on the tape and they weren't. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And so I have imagined, though I guess it depends

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<v Speaker 1>on the kind of glove, not all of them, but

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<v Speaker 1>it seems like, especially at that time there before there

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<v Speaker 1>was the whole latex free glove craze. All of those

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<v Speaker 1>gloves they have latex on both the inside and the outside,

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<v Speaker 1>at least some, and so I would imagine that some

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<v Speaker 1>of that latex powder. What is it? What is the powder?

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<v Speaker 1>It's not the Yeah, it's that's that that's latex powder,

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<v Speaker 1>but talcamo, right, but that stuff is all over the

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<v Speaker 1>inside and the outside, and so you would imagine that

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<v Speaker 1>there would have been some residue of that on the

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<v Speaker 1>actual tape itself, no matter who was wearing the gloves.

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<v Speaker 1>I well, yeah, but I don't know, I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>that they tested for that. I'm guessing they must not.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean especially and actually when you when you dust

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<v Speaker 1>something for prints, it might be hard at that point

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<v Speaker 1>to you know, tell the fingerprint dust from the dust

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<v Speaker 1>from the gloves at that point. So yeah, but uh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so yeah, the duct the duct tape is kind of

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<v Speaker 1>a conundrum there, What else are we going to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about it? There was also the light of Kane. Remember

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<v Speaker 1>remember if somebody had wanted to torture on the original

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<v Speaker 1>corners that they wanted to torture, and why would they

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<v Speaker 1>give him given him anesthesia? Well that's a great point,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, unless, of course, they just wanted to take

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<v Speaker 1>his nipples and his pinky for sale in the black market,

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<v Speaker 1>right yeah, King. Yeah, but if the intent was the torture,

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<v Speaker 1>then really, truly the light of King does make no sense.

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<v Speaker 1>But if the wounds were self inflicted, then it does.

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<v Speaker 1>And also speaking of self inflicted, I mean, you guys

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<v Speaker 1>saw the you guys saw the the autopsy report that

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<v Speaker 1>that described the wounds too, and they're different. They're not.

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<v Speaker 1>And then when you see this on the web, it's

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<v Speaker 1>always described as they were removed with surgical precision. They

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<v Speaker 1>were removed with some skill, but I wouldn't say surgical precision. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and and and there's a difference between the two of them.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, the right most one had a nice, even

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<v Speaker 1>very well to find little little border around it where

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<v Speaker 1>the cut was made. And then the left most one,

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<v Speaker 1>the border was more irregular and ragging, and it had

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<v Speaker 1>more dishing, and it had more dishing, it was deeper,

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<v Speaker 1>which indicates to me, like you know, you've got your

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<v Speaker 1>strong hand and the one hand is doing what do

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<v Speaker 1>we know? Do we know what shoe right or left handed?

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<v Speaker 1>That I don't know, because I'll be honest with you,

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<v Speaker 1>if I was, if I were to take my own

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<v Speaker 1>nipple off, I'm right handed, then probably my left nipple

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<v Speaker 1>would have the much cleaner cut nipple. That's that's the

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<v Speaker 1>thing I can't quite figure out is that if he was,

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<v Speaker 1>because I assumed all the same as you that it

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<v Speaker 1>was probably was probably left handed, because that I would

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<v Speaker 1>explain why that the right one was a better cut.

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<v Speaker 1>But then again, he chops the last joint of his

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<v Speaker 1>of his left pinky off, so you would think he

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<v Speaker 1>would have been if he was left handed, he would

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<v Speaker 1>have chopped off the right one and not the left right. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what you would think, correct, I know, but I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. But but but again, unless you had two

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<v Speaker 1>different surgeons, or maybe the surgeon was like I had

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<v Speaker 1>some time it was kind of in a hurry on

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<v Speaker 1>the second one or something. Well, okay, so listen. I

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<v Speaker 1>will also say this that part of my job on

1:10:15.080 --> 1:10:19.880
<v Speaker 1>an irregular basis requires me to cut circular holes out

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<v Speaker 1>of paper. And on some of those holes I nail

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<v Speaker 1>it and it is almost a perfect circle and you

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<v Speaker 1>can't tell that it wasn't done by some kind of punch.

1:10:31.080 --> 1:10:33.599
<v Speaker 1>And some of them look like I gave a pair

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<v Speaker 1>of scissors to a two year old to cut that

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<v Speaker 1>circle out. Because sometimes my aim is just often once

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<v Speaker 1>you start, it's not like you can go back and

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<v Speaker 1>fix it, because it'll you know, you just gotta keep going. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>in the future, there will be undue scissors. Not yet,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I feel like the regularity actually speaks more

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<v Speaker 1>towards somebody else doing it, because there could have been

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<v Speaker 1>a difference in the amount of struggle that was put up. Well, um,

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<v Speaker 1>so so he holds still for one that kicks up

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<v Speaker 1>a fuss with the other one, Well he's gotten maybe

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<v Speaker 1>he's got more drugs in his system for one. Maybe

1:11:09.640 --> 1:11:12.519
<v Speaker 1>he's more more pain and like losing a lot more

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<v Speaker 1>blood for the second one. So he doesn't put us

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<v Speaker 1>much of a fight up. I mean, like there didn't.

1:11:18.600 --> 1:11:21.519
<v Speaker 1>They're just start like there's different circumstances that could be.

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<v Speaker 1>He wasn't bleeding that much from the nipple removal just

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<v Speaker 1>because it was it was, but we don't know which

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<v Speaker 1>one happened, Like we don't know what order any of these,

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<v Speaker 1>but he would not have been losing massive amounts of blood, right,

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<v Speaker 1>but it could have been like right one or left one.

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<v Speaker 1>First right and it's just like kind of mangled and bloody,

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<v Speaker 1>and then they do the like chest wound and he's like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh god, and then they moved on to the right one,

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<v Speaker 1>and by that time he's just like this super hurts.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't struggle, he's worn down, he's losing blood. I

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<v Speaker 1>think that's where I think that's where Joe and I.

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<v Speaker 1>Joe and I have been figuring that the nipple ectomy

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<v Speaker 1>was done one and then the other, and then at

1:12:02.000 --> 1:12:06.960
<v Speaker 1>some point after that the chess cut. Whereas if they

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<v Speaker 1>literally worked their way from right to left or left

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<v Speaker 1>or right across his body, that would explain nut But

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. To me, it just says self mutilation

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<v Speaker 1>could be, but also could be. I mean, it's there's

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<v Speaker 1>no rhyme when you when you combine that again, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>if that was the only thing, but combined with all

1:12:25.120 --> 1:12:27.040
<v Speaker 1>the other things that you know, and especially the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that lyda cane was used and there were no holes found,

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<v Speaker 1>which means that the injections had to be done at

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<v Speaker 1>where the cuts were done. I don't remember seeing this

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<v Speaker 1>in the autopsy, and I actually don't remember reading this

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<v Speaker 1>when I was reading about lyda cane. But taking it orally,

1:12:46.920 --> 1:12:49.519
<v Speaker 1>it takes quite a while to take effect, and I

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<v Speaker 1>would imagine that they would have been able to identify

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<v Speaker 1>that in the stomach contents, wouldn't you. I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 1>I was trying to think. I don't even if it's

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<v Speaker 1>available on say, any sort of oral form well, know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm it's a liquid. So what my what where

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going with this is, let's continue to follow this narrative.

1:13:08.040 --> 1:13:13.599
<v Speaker 1>Shoe is tortured, captors go for a cappuccino break, Shoe

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<v Speaker 1>breaks free, looks over and sees the light a cane

1:13:18.040 --> 1:13:21.639
<v Speaker 1>and says, here's a whole violet light a cane and

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<v Speaker 1>just downs it as a general painkiller to get into

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<v Speaker 1>his entire body because he doesn't want to take the

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<v Speaker 1>time to inject it. But I would think that that

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<v Speaker 1>would like numb the hell out of your throat and

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<v Speaker 1>your gut. Not really, it doesn't seem like a really

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<v Speaker 1>good idea. It's all local, Okay, just just reading m

1:13:43.960 --> 1:13:47.559
<v Speaker 1>D here lyda cane's local. But that's yeah. So if

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<v Speaker 1>it if he had drank it, then it would not

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<v Speaker 1>have okay, that doesn't I mean, it would enter his

1:13:52.800 --> 1:13:55.840
<v Speaker 1>blood stream in the same way eventually if he had.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, if it had been injected to locally anaesthize

1:13:59.400 --> 1:14:03.080
<v Speaker 1>anytime anywhere that they were like cutting but swallowing, it'll

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<v Speaker 1>just make your mouth and throw Yeah, yeah, okay, that's

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<v Speaker 1>what I thought. Okay, yeah, and so and he would

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<v Speaker 1>have known that, Yeah, he was a doctor. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so yeah, especially the latter case indicates self mutilation to me.

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<v Speaker 1>And of course there is again as you mentioned earlier,

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<v Speaker 1>he was on when he was on highway, Tanny drove

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<v Speaker 1>right past a cop car that was pulled over the side,

1:14:25.840 --> 1:14:28.320
<v Speaker 1>had its lights flashing and everything, and he drove right

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<v Speaker 1>past it. Um. So that doesn't make you think that

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<v Speaker 1>if he was wanting help, he would have stood on

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<v Speaker 1>the break yah. Yeah, yeah, and he would have you know,

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<v Speaker 1>or he would have just driven by and go, hey, pig, Yeah,

1:14:43.360 --> 1:14:49.240
<v Speaker 1>that'll that. Yeah, that'll always get him, always get him

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<v Speaker 1>to help you. Yeah. And so I got to give

1:14:50.760 --> 1:14:52.880
<v Speaker 1>the whole murder thing to fail, which kind of exonerates

1:14:53.000 --> 1:14:56.400
<v Speaker 1>Nancy and Tracy both plus any other unnamed murderers out there.

1:14:56.479 --> 1:14:59.439
<v Speaker 1>I don't buy the murder theory, which leaves us with

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of more theories. Uh. So our next series

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<v Speaker 1>that it was suicide. Um. And like I said, the

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<v Speaker 1>initial Corner's verse was suicide, which was presented to a

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<v Speaker 1>grand jury, which upheld the verdict. And of course there

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<v Speaker 1>was a psychological autopsy, and uh what the the psychological

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<v Speaker 1>autopsy noted was that he'd been diagnosed by a psychiatrist,

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<v Speaker 1>and he'd been seeing a psychiatrist since December when he

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<v Speaker 1>started having anxiety apparently about these letters and things and

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<v Speaker 1>the insurance. But he was diagnosed as having panic order

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<v Speaker 1>with a goreaphobia, and of course they noted that this

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<v Speaker 1>kind of anxiety just sort of does race the risk

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<v Speaker 1>of suicide. And also he had stopped taking at least

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<v Speaker 1>one of his meds, which was been laughi sine or

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<v Speaker 1>is that van faccine, was also on con which is

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<v Speaker 1>very similar. Yeah, he was also on clint asapam, although

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<v Speaker 1>that he did have some of that in his system. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>In the autopsy, the med his medication history, he he

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<v Speaker 1>originally began taking just klon aza pam and half a

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<v Speaker 1>milligram twice a day. In May two thousand two, less

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<v Speaker 1>than a year before his death, the clan aspam was

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<v Speaker 1>increased to three times a day and have been laft

1:16:12.200 --> 1:16:15.760
<v Speaker 1>the vent of vaccine was added, and then by the

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<v Speaker 1>time of his death that klan aza pam had been

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<v Speaker 1>doubled again to one milligram three times a day and

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<v Speaker 1>and the venta faccine had been quadrupled. Uh. And so

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<v Speaker 1>that kind of indicates to me that his issues were

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<v Speaker 1>like maybe worsening well, but these were not the only

1:16:31.560 --> 1:16:35.560
<v Speaker 1>medications that they had tried. He had been on multiple medications,

1:16:36.800 --> 1:16:40.040
<v Speaker 1>but every time, it's every medication that he was on.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that, yeah, everyone that he was on he

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<v Speaker 1>didn't take anymore because he complained of sexual side effects,

1:16:48.200 --> 1:16:50.479
<v Speaker 1>which is so common with these things. It is, but

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<v Speaker 1>it also he the prescription each time. It sounded, at

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<v Speaker 1>least according to the psychological optops as if he went

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<v Speaker 1>to his doctor and his doctor was like, so you're

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<v Speaker 1>still taking Like, oh no, I I stopped taking that? Well,

1:17:06.000 --> 1:17:08.600
<v Speaker 1>why because problems in bed because of it? Like he

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<v Speaker 1>never did it under the direction of his doctor. I

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<v Speaker 1>wonder if these like increases were not because they were

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<v Speaker 1>increases in symptoms, but because they like it wasn't working.

1:17:20.000 --> 1:17:23.519
<v Speaker 1>And at some point, I think every everybody should do this. Right,

1:17:23.560 --> 1:17:25.840
<v Speaker 1>if you're on if you're prescribed to medication for something,

1:17:25.920 --> 1:17:28.840
<v Speaker 1>you need to evaluate for yourself. Am I getting a

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<v Speaker 1>benefit from this medication and are the side effects worth

1:17:33.000 --> 1:17:35.919
<v Speaker 1>the benefit that I'm getting? Right? And if so, if

1:17:35.960 --> 1:17:40.120
<v Speaker 1>he was experiencing increased side effects and perceived to be

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<v Speaker 1>getting no actual benefits or minimal benefits from this continuing

1:17:46.160 --> 1:17:49.240
<v Speaker 1>increase and increase of dosage. I think it makes sense

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<v Speaker 1>for him to have said I don't want to be

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<v Speaker 1>on these anymore. You know, whether or not that was

1:17:54.160 --> 1:17:56.920
<v Speaker 1>the right decision for him. Usually you should probably like

1:17:57.520 --> 1:18:00.519
<v Speaker 1>include your doctor in that conversation, but we want to talk.

1:18:00.640 --> 1:18:03.200
<v Speaker 1>That's something that people do. I've definitely done it before

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<v Speaker 1>where it's like, you know what this You just keep

1:18:05.560 --> 1:18:08.200
<v Speaker 1>putting me on medication and it's like not actually fixing anything.

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<v Speaker 1>So like what I even doing putting all the stuff

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<v Speaker 1>in my body? Well, it may not be an increase

1:18:12.920 --> 1:18:15.960
<v Speaker 1>in the symptoms so much as the trying to control

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<v Speaker 1>the same symptoms because you have to give it time

1:18:18.320 --> 1:18:21.960
<v Speaker 1>to kind of yeah, but yeah, so it just wasn't working,

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<v Speaker 1>So keep kicking it up and kicking it up and

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<v Speaker 1>kicking it up. But then again, he was on fairly

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<v Speaker 1>high levels of these of these things when he died,

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<v Speaker 1>and again he stopped taking the vantle of vaccine. The

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<v Speaker 1>area is a withdrawal when you when you take these drugs.

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<v Speaker 1>Apparently some of the other things that they noticed some

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<v Speaker 1>besides the drugs and then seem stopping taking them, there

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<v Speaker 1>was a sort of general pattern of strangeness. There was

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<v Speaker 1>this um, this whole thing about the notes, which nobody

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<v Speaker 1>was really sure that he that they were real or

1:18:49.479 --> 1:18:52.080
<v Speaker 1>if he just forged them, and the lack of envelopes

1:18:52.160 --> 1:18:55.719
<v Speaker 1>obviously made people a little suspicious. Another thing that they said,

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<v Speaker 1>and this was written by a psychiatrists and they were

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<v Speaker 1>the ones who wrote this report said, somebody like Shoe,

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<v Speaker 1>who was a professional himself in that business, would probably

1:19:04.360 --> 1:19:07.200
<v Speaker 1>have been able to hide paranoid delusions even from his

1:19:07.240 --> 1:19:13.439
<v Speaker 1>own psychiatrist. He's so familiar with the behavior and everything.

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<v Speaker 1>But I, you know, I I kept looking at the

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<v Speaker 1>list of medications that this guy was on, and I

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<v Speaker 1>gotta tell you you too know this because I've told

1:19:22.800 --> 1:19:25.519
<v Speaker 1>you this story as it was happening. But I have

1:19:25.560 --> 1:19:29.720
<v Speaker 1>an elderly family member who was on, you know, as

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<v Speaker 1>an eight year old person on a lot of medications

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<v Speaker 1>because that's just the norm. And one of them happened

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<v Speaker 1>to be a small doze um mood altering medication when

1:19:41.240 --> 1:19:43.760
<v Speaker 1>and it had surgery and got a whole bunch of

1:19:43.800 --> 1:19:48.679
<v Speaker 1>new medications at it on top and very quickly just

1:19:49.560 --> 1:19:54.479
<v Speaker 1>developed a massive anxiety problem to the point that it

1:19:54.600 --> 1:19:57.040
<v Speaker 1>was so disturbing. I was on the phone with the

1:19:57.120 --> 1:19:59.760
<v Speaker 1>doctor because I had very quickly, you know, it was

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<v Speaker 1>so to short span of time, I could very quickly

1:20:01.760 --> 1:20:04.000
<v Speaker 1>trace it back. But you could see a guy like

1:20:04.040 --> 1:20:07.800
<v Speaker 1>this who's on those those medications and they set that

1:20:07.920 --> 1:20:11.880
<v Speaker 1>panic and that anxiety would slowly build. And then if

1:20:11.920 --> 1:20:15.920
<v Speaker 1>he's bouncing up and down in dosages or then you know,

1:20:16.040 --> 1:20:20.000
<v Speaker 1>self terminating a prescription, it still takes a long time.

1:20:20.040 --> 1:20:21.880
<v Speaker 1>I mean this family member that once we got the

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<v Speaker 1>meds change, I think it was like and this is

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<v Speaker 1>in a very short amount of time, but it was

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<v Speaker 1>like two weeks or something of a complete medical overhaul

1:20:31.120 --> 1:20:34.559
<v Speaker 1>or a prescription overhaul for everything to have come out

1:20:34.600 --> 1:20:39.080
<v Speaker 1>of the system enough that behavior returned to normal or baseline.

1:20:39.200 --> 1:20:41.680
<v Speaker 1>So I mean for a guy like this being on

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<v Speaker 1>that and slowly working, you know, working every day with

1:20:45.840 --> 1:20:48.600
<v Speaker 1>that kind of stuff, I could see him very easily

1:20:48.880 --> 1:20:52.439
<v Speaker 1>hiding it and being good at keeping it under his

1:20:52.640 --> 1:20:56.080
<v Speaker 1>hat and and not letting anybody know what was going on.

1:20:57.640 --> 1:20:59.960
<v Speaker 1>And it does sound like he had some some issue.

1:21:00.600 --> 1:21:04.519
<v Speaker 1>I want to clarify when we're talking about the psychiatrists

1:21:04.560 --> 1:21:08.680
<v Speaker 1>that wrote this report, that's that's psychiatrists who they were

1:21:08.720 --> 1:21:12.920
<v Speaker 1>the forensic psychologists. They're psychiatrists after the fact, right, they

1:21:12.920 --> 1:21:14.840
<v Speaker 1>had never spoken to him. They didn't actually have a

1:21:14.880 --> 1:21:19.320
<v Speaker 1>personal relationship with him. They spoke to his psychiatrist and

1:21:19.400 --> 1:21:23.280
<v Speaker 1>she's doctor and everybody else, but they never interactive. But

1:21:23.360 --> 1:21:26.680
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't like his psychiatrists said, yeah, he could have

1:21:26.720 --> 1:21:29.280
<v Speaker 1>been dealing with you know, Okay, I just wanted to

1:21:29.280 --> 1:21:31.920
<v Speaker 1>clarify because they do feel like, not to take away

1:21:31.960 --> 1:21:33.519
<v Speaker 1>from what these people do, but I do feel like

1:21:33.600 --> 1:21:36.639
<v Speaker 1>there's a pretty big distinction of people coming in after

1:21:36.680 --> 1:21:40.799
<v Speaker 1>the fact and like saying, oh, yeah, this vision obviously

1:21:40.840 --> 1:21:43.439
<v Speaker 1>shows that this is what this person was suffering from

1:21:43.560 --> 1:21:47.080
<v Speaker 1>versus people who are people they're dealing with it. But yeah,

1:21:47.160 --> 1:21:49.200
<v Speaker 1>now these go. But but I think these guys had

1:21:49.240 --> 1:21:51.680
<v Speaker 1>the vantage point of knowing things like, for example, that

1:21:51.800 --> 1:21:56.400
<v Speaker 1>she's psychiatrist didn't know because they took on an entire

1:21:56.400 --> 1:21:59.599
<v Speaker 1>investigation into this whole thing. Like for example, one thing

1:21:59.640 --> 1:22:04.880
<v Speaker 1>that they noted was the laptop incident. They thought was

1:22:04.880 --> 1:22:06.800
<v Speaker 1>was really kind of telling from their point of view,

1:22:06.800 --> 1:22:09.400
<v Speaker 1>a psychiatrist because he had he had mentioned to his

1:22:09.479 --> 1:22:12.920
<v Speaker 1>doctor Dr Jozynski uh that his name was the name

1:22:12.960 --> 1:22:16.240
<v Speaker 1>was Dr Joseph Chezinski mentioned that had been stolen. He

1:22:16.320 --> 1:22:20.800
<v Speaker 1>never mentioned that it had been returned, and his wife

1:22:20.840 --> 1:22:23.880
<v Speaker 1>never found that, never found any I never knew about

1:22:23.920 --> 1:22:26.880
<v Speaker 1>any of it. Um They thought that that was rather odd.

1:22:26.960 --> 1:22:28.719
<v Speaker 1>Number one, that he didn't report it to the police,

1:22:28.840 --> 1:22:31.200
<v Speaker 1>number one and number two that and he thought that

1:22:31.280 --> 1:22:33.639
<v Speaker 1>and and they also thought that if he had talked

1:22:33.640 --> 1:22:36.120
<v Speaker 1>to Dr Chezinski about it, that would have given him

1:22:36.160 --> 1:22:38.000
<v Speaker 1>kind of an end that would have given some insight

1:22:38.080 --> 1:22:41.080
<v Speaker 1>into perhaps his personality and his paranoid and kind of

1:22:41.160 --> 1:22:45.240
<v Speaker 1>less rational side, which he never got. Apparently Josynski said

1:22:45.280 --> 1:22:47.840
<v Speaker 1>that he was actually kind of guarded about his about

1:22:47.840 --> 1:22:50.960
<v Speaker 1>his own personal life, and it was not it was

1:22:51.040 --> 1:22:54.479
<v Speaker 1>kind of noncommittal essentially, and so he never really got

1:22:54.479 --> 1:22:57.519
<v Speaker 1>a lot of insights, he said, into his personality and

1:22:57.720 --> 1:23:01.040
<v Speaker 1>he treated him and so did he have parent delusions? Again,

1:23:01.120 --> 1:23:03.880
<v Speaker 1>we don't know. He told Dr Chazynski all about the

1:23:03.920 --> 1:23:06.439
<v Speaker 1>increased vigilance, taking different routes to get to work and

1:23:06.560 --> 1:23:10.000
<v Speaker 1>back the po box instead of the mailbox because of

1:23:10.040 --> 1:23:13.360
<v Speaker 1>the booby trapping, and of course, still with the suicide

1:23:13.400 --> 1:23:17.600
<v Speaker 1>theory that of course the scratches, the tentative, the hesitation

1:23:17.680 --> 1:23:22.479
<v Speaker 1>marks or an indicator and not proof, but an indicator. Uh,

1:23:22.520 --> 1:23:25.760
<v Speaker 1>there is that police carry drove past, which again indicates

1:23:25.960 --> 1:23:29.960
<v Speaker 1>they're not murdering torture, but just he wanted to kill himself. Uh.

1:23:30.280 --> 1:23:33.559
<v Speaker 1>He mostly appeared to have his car to control, because

1:23:33.560 --> 1:23:35.040
<v Speaker 1>the guys that followed him said that he did. He

1:23:35.080 --> 1:23:37.960
<v Speaker 1>swerved around and sloughomed a little bit between the light

1:23:38.000 --> 1:23:41.800
<v Speaker 1>pools monster truck rally for a minute, but then back

1:23:41.800 --> 1:23:44.599
<v Speaker 1>on the freeway, back on the freeway and and stayed

1:23:44.640 --> 1:23:47.240
<v Speaker 1>on it. His brake lights never came on, and so

1:23:47.360 --> 1:23:49.439
<v Speaker 1>that indicates that he wasn't worried about his life. He

1:23:49.520 --> 1:23:52.280
<v Speaker 1>was trying to kill himself. And they also like some

1:23:52.320 --> 1:23:54.440
<v Speaker 1>of the other things, like they were seeing as big positives,

1:23:54.479 --> 1:23:56.760
<v Speaker 1>like you know, he's he's retired, he's got this cool

1:23:56.800 --> 1:23:59.120
<v Speaker 1>new job he's going to get, and he's got this

1:23:59.160 --> 1:24:01.760
<v Speaker 1>cool new house that's were going. But from another point

1:24:01.800 --> 1:24:03.400
<v Speaker 1>of view, that could be seen as well a big

1:24:03.439 --> 1:24:06.519
<v Speaker 1>scary new mortgage. This new career in private practice, well,

1:24:06.560 --> 1:24:08.639
<v Speaker 1>he had been in private practice before he went back

1:24:08.680 --> 1:24:11.519
<v Speaker 1>into the Air Force. He he actually went in and

1:24:11.560 --> 1:24:14.120
<v Speaker 1>then left and then came back later when he tried

1:24:14.120 --> 1:24:16.840
<v Speaker 1>private practice as a psychiatrist and it failed. This was

1:24:16.920 --> 1:24:19.640
<v Speaker 1>his third stint in the Air Force, Yeah, because he

1:24:19.680 --> 1:24:22.040
<v Speaker 1>had been in for four years, got out for a couple,

1:24:22.200 --> 1:24:25.240
<v Speaker 1>went back in, and got out for about ten more

1:24:25.360 --> 1:24:28.439
<v Speaker 1>years when he when he got his degree, and then

1:24:28.479 --> 1:24:31.360
<v Speaker 1>went back in. So he had large and during one

1:24:31.360 --> 1:24:34.559
<v Speaker 1>of the during that second tenure of not being in

1:24:34.640 --> 1:24:37.720
<v Speaker 1>the Air Force, that's when he went into private practice. Yeah,

1:24:37.800 --> 1:24:39.960
<v Speaker 1>and it didn't work out so well. So yeah, so

1:24:39.960 --> 1:24:44.000
<v Speaker 1>so that was maybe kind of a scary prospect. But

1:24:44.040 --> 1:24:46.400
<v Speaker 1>on the other hand, he was retiring with pension, so

1:24:46.439 --> 1:24:49.479
<v Speaker 1>it's not like as scared, like he had a backup.

1:24:49.600 --> 1:24:52.519
<v Speaker 1>He had a hell of a golden parish. Yeah. Yeah,

1:24:52.520 --> 1:24:55.559
<v Speaker 1>I mean they're two combined. Pensions were good. I mean,

1:24:55.600 --> 1:24:58.200
<v Speaker 1>obviously if that hadn't worked out, and then they probably

1:24:58.200 --> 1:25:00.559
<v Speaker 1>would have had to get rid of the enormous house

1:25:00.880 --> 1:25:03.280
<v Speaker 1>because that was way too big a mortgage for there.

1:25:03.320 --> 1:25:06.599
<v Speaker 1>Even for that that's seventy five undred buck bucks a month,

1:25:06.800 --> 1:25:09.599
<v Speaker 1>it's still way too much mortgage there. And but another

1:25:09.640 --> 1:25:11.519
<v Speaker 1>big issue that I have with the suicide theory is

1:25:11.600 --> 1:25:15.000
<v Speaker 1>that Colonel she was wearing a seat belt and he

1:25:15.040 --> 1:25:17.680
<v Speaker 1>was driving a car that hit airbags. But they had

1:25:17.680 --> 1:25:20.640
<v Speaker 1>front airbags and had front airbags, and they didn't have

1:25:20.680 --> 1:25:24.360
<v Speaker 1>side airbags. Now, actually the Mercury, uh, this one did

1:25:24.400 --> 1:25:28.000
<v Speaker 1>have side airbags. You positive about that? This isn't it

1:25:28.080 --> 1:25:33.320
<v Speaker 1>wasn't wasn't it like a nineteen five? Yeah. I did

1:25:33.360 --> 1:25:36.160
<v Speaker 1>a little research on apparently that that particular model was

1:25:36.200 --> 1:25:39.680
<v Speaker 1>a Mercury Tracer in in the ninety three models and

1:25:39.840 --> 1:25:44.800
<v Speaker 1>on apparently they had originally automatic seat belts. Those yeah,

1:25:45.000 --> 1:25:47.360
<v Speaker 1>oh yeah, those were the most annoying thing in the world.

1:25:47.400 --> 1:25:49.920
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, So they phased those out, apparently the ninety

1:25:49.960 --> 1:25:54.519
<v Speaker 1>three models, and replaced them with side airbags, at least

1:25:54.600 --> 1:25:58.880
<v Speaker 1>driver's side airbags. I'm not sure that every one of

1:25:58.960 --> 1:26:03.240
<v Speaker 1>them had, but okay, maybe not. The the Tracer is

1:26:03.280 --> 1:26:07.120
<v Speaker 1>equivalent to the Ford Escort. But here's what I'll say

1:26:07.240 --> 1:26:09.320
<v Speaker 1>is that, like, I don't the air bag thing, like

1:26:09.360 --> 1:26:11.479
<v Speaker 1>find whatever, but the airbags weren't enough to save that.

1:26:11.600 --> 1:26:14.080
<v Speaker 1>Cars have air bags, fine, But like if he was

1:26:14.080 --> 1:26:17.200
<v Speaker 1>trying to kill himself in a car, he like yeah, why,

1:26:18.840 --> 1:26:21.120
<v Speaker 1>well yeah exactly, That's what that's the problem that I have.

1:26:21.280 --> 1:26:23.120
<v Speaker 1>But but here's here's what it comes down to, is

1:26:23.160 --> 1:26:25.760
<v Speaker 1>we have you know, in all tellings of this, they're

1:26:25.880 --> 1:26:30.240
<v Speaker 1>essentially two big theories murder suicide. But I have a

1:26:30.240 --> 1:26:32.920
<v Speaker 1>third one. Wait, wait, I I actually still have something

1:26:32.960 --> 1:26:38.200
<v Speaker 1>on suicide, which is the light acane. Okay, if he did,

1:26:38.760 --> 1:26:41.960
<v Speaker 1>if he did self inject in one of the wound sites,

1:26:42.040 --> 1:26:46.080
<v Speaker 1>so we couldn't see the syringe points or the entry

1:26:46.080 --> 1:26:50.320
<v Speaker 1>points of that. I was if you look at side

1:26:50.360 --> 1:26:55.760
<v Speaker 1>effects of inter venous light a cane application, okay, they're sleepiness,

1:26:55.840 --> 1:27:02.360
<v Speaker 1>muscle twitching, confusion, changes in vision, numbness which is pretty obvious,

1:27:02.439 --> 1:27:06.719
<v Speaker 1>tingling which is pretty obvious, and vomiting. So he could

1:27:07.000 --> 1:27:13.280
<v Speaker 1>have maybe self administered that and injected it, and that

1:27:13.560 --> 1:27:16.599
<v Speaker 1>could have helped him along the path because he may

1:27:16.640 --> 1:27:19.280
<v Speaker 1>have been like, I'm going to I'm going to take

1:27:19.280 --> 1:27:22.920
<v Speaker 1>myself out and then gets a little more confused, which

1:27:23.000 --> 1:27:26.320
<v Speaker 1>is why he's swerving down the road when his intention

1:27:26.439 --> 1:27:28.439
<v Speaker 1>is to, you know, to plow into a light pole.

1:27:28.880 --> 1:27:31.360
<v Speaker 1>But then he's kind of blinking and drifting and he

1:27:31.400 --> 1:27:35.120
<v Speaker 1>actually drifts around things. I mean that that could possibly

1:27:35.400 --> 1:27:38.320
<v Speaker 1>be a factor in it. I know that the levels

1:27:38.360 --> 1:27:41.120
<v Speaker 1>that they found an him were weird, and they really

1:27:42.240 --> 1:27:44.439
<v Speaker 1>they didn't seem to line up. Do you know how

1:27:44.520 --> 1:27:47.240
<v Speaker 1>much was found in his system? I thought it was

1:27:47.280 --> 1:27:50.320
<v Speaker 1>something like I totally wrong on this. I thought it

1:27:50.360 --> 1:27:53.800
<v Speaker 1>was like about half a milligramper lead or something like that.

1:27:54.439 --> 1:27:58.240
<v Speaker 1>Would you like to hear the side effects of benetrol overdose, Yeah,

1:27:58.600 --> 1:28:02.720
<v Speaker 1>I would love to extreme sleepiness, confusion, weakness, ringing in

1:28:02.760 --> 1:28:07.840
<v Speaker 1>the ears, blurred vision, large people's dry mouth, flushing, fever, shaking, insomnia, hallucinations,

1:28:07.880 --> 1:28:11.320
<v Speaker 1>and seizures. Yeah, yeah, which you could also So you're

1:28:11.360 --> 1:28:14.559
<v Speaker 1>thinking that, yeah, a combination of all of these drugs

1:28:14.560 --> 1:28:18.160
<v Speaker 1>in his system. And there's also I guess, like just

1:28:18.240 --> 1:28:21.439
<v Speaker 1>to toss out the suicide theory, like to toss a

1:28:21.439 --> 1:28:24.559
<v Speaker 1>little extra into the suicide theater theory is like, what

1:28:24.680 --> 1:28:27.840
<v Speaker 1>if he tried to kill himself with benetrell, woke up

1:28:27.840 --> 1:28:30.040
<v Speaker 1>the next morning or didn't wake up the next morning,

1:28:30.040 --> 1:28:32.920
<v Speaker 1>tried to kill himself benetrol somehow, and then started having

1:28:32.920 --> 1:28:36.080
<v Speaker 1>hallucinations and getting really confused and like when and did

1:28:36.080 --> 1:28:38.360
<v Speaker 1>all these really crazy things and then crashed his car.

1:28:38.840 --> 1:28:42.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's not a great theory, but it explains

1:28:42.400 --> 1:28:45.680
<v Speaker 1>like some of that stuff because like, who, well, my

1:28:45.800 --> 1:28:48.320
<v Speaker 1>problem with my problem with the whole thing about Benejrol

1:28:48.320 --> 1:28:52.200
<v Speaker 1>and ladder Cane is, uh, he's the guy was a doctor.

1:28:52.760 --> 1:28:55.120
<v Speaker 1>He had all kinds of great drugs available to We

1:28:55.160 --> 1:28:58.479
<v Speaker 1>have far far better drugs for killing yourself available than

1:28:58.600 --> 1:29:01.160
<v Speaker 1>to him than it like benejrol. Why it can I

1:29:01.200 --> 1:29:04.559
<v Speaker 1>think probably that's that's kind of so that's that's kind

1:29:04.560 --> 1:29:08.880
<v Speaker 1>of the issue there. Yeah, I'm not but again I'm

1:29:08.920 --> 1:29:11.720
<v Speaker 1>not saying this totally. This totally rules out suicide. I mean,

1:29:12.040 --> 1:29:14.880
<v Speaker 1>he might have really wanted to kill himself. So what's

1:29:14.920 --> 1:29:19.040
<v Speaker 1>your third theory here? Well, I'm thinking it might have

1:29:19.080 --> 1:29:24.240
<v Speaker 1>just been an accident and you know, well, what if

1:29:24.280 --> 1:29:26.360
<v Speaker 1>he stays to torture. What if he intended to get

1:29:26.400 --> 1:29:28.320
<v Speaker 1>into an accident but he didn't mean it to be fatal.

1:29:29.160 --> 1:29:32.599
<v Speaker 1>So think about it. First of all, well, well, first

1:29:32.600 --> 1:29:34.559
<v Speaker 1>of all, we know he really really wanted to get

1:29:34.560 --> 1:29:38.360
<v Speaker 1>that life insurance policy canceled, right, Yeah, it was first

1:29:38.360 --> 1:29:40.600
<v Speaker 1>of all, he was concerned about his safety. Whether that

1:29:40.680 --> 1:29:43.400
<v Speaker 1>was rational or not, he was definitely concerned about it.

1:29:43.680 --> 1:29:45.840
<v Speaker 1>And there could assob be just the possibility that he

1:29:45.960 --> 1:29:48.719
<v Speaker 1>really because maybe there's a little bit of bitterness because

1:29:48.720 --> 1:29:51.719
<v Speaker 1>of the divorce, maybe the whole idea of Nancy. Maybe

1:29:51.720 --> 1:29:53.800
<v Speaker 1>he has a heart attack and she cashes out to

1:29:53.840 --> 1:29:55.960
<v Speaker 1>get to sweep pay out of a million bucks. Maybe

1:29:55.960 --> 1:29:58.600
<v Speaker 1>that idea just can't really burned him. Yeah right, that

1:29:58.680 --> 1:30:01.439
<v Speaker 1>could be that too, I don't know. But whatever the reason,

1:30:01.920 --> 1:30:04.559
<v Speaker 1>everybody seems to agree he really wanted that life insurance

1:30:04.600 --> 1:30:08.439
<v Speaker 1>policy canceled. Uh. And and maybe he felt even as

1:30:08.600 --> 1:30:11.120
<v Speaker 1>even as a professionally thought well, the policy was causing

1:30:11.280 --> 1:30:13.720
<v Speaker 1>anxiety and it was like this big cloud hanging over

1:30:13.800 --> 1:30:16.599
<v Speaker 1>his life, maybe he felt like if he could somehow

1:30:16.640 --> 1:30:19.200
<v Speaker 1>get that canceled, maybe he felt like his mental state

1:30:19.240 --> 1:30:22.559
<v Speaker 1>would improve and a lot of that anxiety and depression

1:30:22.640 --> 1:30:25.760
<v Speaker 1>might go away, maybe, which is not entirely unreasonable the

1:30:25.760 --> 1:30:28.040
<v Speaker 1>thing to think. Whether it actually would have done that,

1:30:28.080 --> 1:30:30.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. But and so he decides to stage

1:30:30.880 --> 1:30:32.800
<v Speaker 1>just kidnapping and torture and make it up here that

1:30:32.840 --> 1:30:35.720
<v Speaker 1>somebody was really out to get him. Uh, And that

1:30:35.800 --> 1:30:38.479
<v Speaker 1>will convince the insurance policy to drop the the insurance

1:30:38.520 --> 1:30:41.960
<v Speaker 1>company excuse me to drop the policy. But again, but

1:30:42.080 --> 1:30:43.960
<v Speaker 1>why the car rect And my thinking there is that

1:30:44.000 --> 1:30:46.759
<v Speaker 1>he wanted an excuse first for maybe some erratic behavior

1:30:47.280 --> 1:30:50.280
<v Speaker 1>and memory loss, because you imagine, you know, you go

1:30:50.320 --> 1:30:52.599
<v Speaker 1>to the cops, you know, with your with your fake

1:30:52.640 --> 1:30:55.360
<v Speaker 1>torture and your duct tape and everything and they're like

1:30:55.479 --> 1:30:58.200
<v Speaker 1>looking at you and kind of asking questions and they

1:30:58.200 --> 1:31:00.320
<v Speaker 1>eventually trip you up and stuff. At its great, you've

1:31:00.320 --> 1:31:02.439
<v Speaker 1>been in a car wreck, you just say, hey, I

1:31:02.520 --> 1:31:04.519
<v Speaker 1>hit my hand, I hit my head. I don't know.

1:31:04.800 --> 1:31:06.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, dude. So they're probably not going to

1:31:06.800 --> 1:31:10.400
<v Speaker 1>question you quite as intensely if you're like in the hospital.

1:31:10.479 --> 1:31:14.040
<v Speaker 1>You've just had this car, you've been caught up, you're

1:31:14.080 --> 1:31:17.040
<v Speaker 1>missing half your pinky finger and some of your ear,

1:31:17.160 --> 1:31:19.040
<v Speaker 1>and you know they're going to be like, wow, who

1:31:19.080 --> 1:31:21.960
<v Speaker 1>did this? And you're gonna be like, I remember, They're

1:31:22.000 --> 1:31:24.520
<v Speaker 1>gonna be like, all right, well feel better, man? Yeah, exactly.

1:31:24.520 --> 1:31:27.479
<v Speaker 1>You know you're not going to be like okay, and

1:31:27.800 --> 1:31:30.000
<v Speaker 1>which you know they're not going to go into it. No,

1:31:30.200 --> 1:31:32.559
<v Speaker 1>I don't think so at all. Like again, it's it's

1:31:32.560 --> 1:31:35.519
<v Speaker 1>an all perfect excuse. Another thing is if he if

1:31:35.520 --> 1:31:38.799
<v Speaker 1>he was trying to kill himself, if I've actually traced

1:31:38.800 --> 1:31:41.800
<v Speaker 1>his route up Highway ten on street view, he goes

1:31:41.880 --> 1:31:45.559
<v Speaker 1>through three overpasses that had these nice, big concrete pillars

1:31:45.600 --> 1:31:47.719
<v Speaker 1>that he could have actually plowed into and they would

1:31:47.720 --> 1:31:50.080
<v Speaker 1>have done the job really nicely. Yeah. Yeah, And of

1:31:50.120 --> 1:31:51.840
<v Speaker 1>course there were the light poles too. I'm sure they

1:31:51.840 --> 1:31:55.040
<v Speaker 1>would have really worked well. Uh, you know, the the

1:31:55.080 --> 1:31:57.720
<v Speaker 1>Air Force, the arm Services report took this as hesitation

1:31:57.760 --> 1:32:01.240
<v Speaker 1>hesitation behavior. For me, it's like maybe he was looking

1:32:01.240 --> 1:32:05.240
<v Speaker 1>for a softer target then that a big old concrete pillar.

1:32:05.400 --> 1:32:08.320
<v Speaker 1>He may have, you know, when he got airborne, when

1:32:08.320 --> 1:32:10.800
<v Speaker 1>he was swerving in the meding he made may have

1:32:10.880 --> 1:32:17.800
<v Speaker 1>been like, yes, this is when I'm gonna flip crap clip. Okay, fine,

1:32:17.880 --> 1:32:21.519
<v Speaker 1>let's keep on looking. And I gotta say, if you know,

1:32:21.560 --> 1:32:24.120
<v Speaker 1>if he intended to kill himself when when I first

1:32:24.160 --> 1:32:27.200
<v Speaker 1>read about the story, I assumed he plowed head on

1:32:27.240 --> 1:32:31.080
<v Speaker 1>into this tree. I had not seen the trade that

1:32:31.120 --> 1:32:33.599
<v Speaker 1>way a lot, it looks like. And when you actually

1:32:33.600 --> 1:32:36.040
<v Speaker 1>see the pictures, I'm looking at that and I'm seeing

1:32:36.080 --> 1:32:37.640
<v Speaker 1>the side of his car cave in. And one of

1:32:37.680 --> 1:32:41.160
<v Speaker 1>the first questions I had, I asked myself, how exactly

1:32:41.200 --> 1:32:44.000
<v Speaker 1>did he did he do that on purpose? How did

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<v Speaker 1>you do that on purpose? Like like get that tree

1:32:46.200 --> 1:32:49.160
<v Speaker 1>or just cream the side of his car right where?

1:32:50.120 --> 1:32:52.120
<v Speaker 1>You know? How did he get that? Did he do that?

1:32:52.560 --> 1:32:54.600
<v Speaker 1>And as we all know, I said, he clipped the

1:32:54.640 --> 1:32:58.080
<v Speaker 1>passenger side corner. The car spun around clockwise into the

1:32:58.240 --> 1:33:02.439
<v Speaker 1>bigger tree and killed him really good. And I'm kind

1:33:02.439 --> 1:33:05.519
<v Speaker 1>of wondering if maybe he intended to drive between those trees.

1:33:05.520 --> 1:33:07.800
<v Speaker 1>He was not actually driving towards the tree that he

1:33:07.880 --> 1:33:10.800
<v Speaker 1>that killed him. He was driving to the right of it,

1:33:11.320 --> 1:33:12.920
<v Speaker 1>and he would have missed it, thinking he was going

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<v Speaker 1>to go right between, right between these two and maybe

1:33:17.080 --> 1:33:20.080
<v Speaker 1>and maybe hit some smaller trees and yeah, there'll be

1:33:20.080 --> 1:33:22.559
<v Speaker 1>a big kaboom and everything like that, my airbag would

1:33:22.560 --> 1:33:25.439
<v Speaker 1>go off. But but but it turned out those little

1:33:25.439 --> 1:33:28.080
<v Speaker 1>trees were stoutter and hardier than he had planned on.

1:33:29.160 --> 1:33:31.920
<v Speaker 1>And so yeah, that one tree he hit, it spun

1:33:32.000 --> 1:33:33.760
<v Speaker 1>spin around the other one in that tree. I looked

1:33:33.760 --> 1:33:35.080
<v Speaker 1>at the picture as the tree looked like it was

1:33:35.160 --> 1:33:37.839
<v Speaker 1>none the worse for the wear the tree was actually

1:33:38.200 --> 1:33:40.680
<v Speaker 1>tree seemed to be doing just fine. Uh. And so

1:33:40.720 --> 1:33:43.880
<v Speaker 1>that's kind of my thinking, is that quite possibly he

1:33:44.360 --> 1:33:47.320
<v Speaker 1>really didn't intend to kill himself. He didn't commit suicide,

1:33:47.720 --> 1:33:51.960
<v Speaker 1>or if he committed it suicide, I guess, because I mean,

1:33:51.960 --> 1:34:01.200
<v Speaker 1>if he killed himself, it was suicide, I guess. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

1:34:01.280 --> 1:34:06.280
<v Speaker 1>I mean I think it's con best of both worlds.

1:34:06.320 --> 1:34:08.200
<v Speaker 1>I mean, there's like, there's still some questions but there's

1:34:08.240 --> 1:34:10.320
<v Speaker 1>lots of big questions on all of the theories for

1:34:10.439 --> 1:34:12.919
<v Speaker 1>me so well. But you know what I I started

1:34:13.000 --> 1:34:16.639
<v Speaker 1>thinking about as we were talking about the last theory

1:34:16.720 --> 1:34:20.240
<v Speaker 1>and this theory, and I'm going to walk down the

1:34:20.320 --> 1:34:25.640
<v Speaker 1>road of possible psychosis, right, That's why I'm walking. But

1:34:25.680 --> 1:34:27.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't know a whole lot about this, and I'm

1:34:27.320 --> 1:34:31.200
<v Speaker 1>gonna admit it at the outset, But I just wonder

1:34:31.479 --> 1:34:35.760
<v Speaker 1>if it's the same, if he's having you know, there's

1:34:35.760 --> 1:34:39.400
<v Speaker 1>a delusional personality or a second personality. It's almost like

1:34:39.520 --> 1:34:43.800
<v Speaker 1>remember Fight Club Tyler Dirton, the second character in the

1:34:43.840 --> 1:34:47.720
<v Speaker 1>whole movie, which he's not really a person the whole time, Boilers.

1:34:48.640 --> 1:34:50.880
<v Speaker 1>It's been a long time. If you haven't seen it yet,

1:34:51.000 --> 1:34:55.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry. But the point is that it could have

1:34:55.880 --> 1:34:59.160
<v Speaker 1>been that he had something like that going on, and

1:34:59.200 --> 1:35:03.559
<v Speaker 1>so he's this other person that is torturing him and

1:35:03.720 --> 1:35:08.880
<v Speaker 1>chasing him when in reality, while he sees somebody else

1:35:08.920 --> 1:35:11.640
<v Speaker 1>doing this stuff to him, he's doing it to himself

1:35:11.680 --> 1:35:15.400
<v Speaker 1>like he's he's in some sort of altered state. And

1:35:15.479 --> 1:35:20.680
<v Speaker 1>whether that alternate personality is the dominant aggressor the one

1:35:20.720 --> 1:35:25.200
<v Speaker 1>that's doing the attacking or the victim in the whole thing,

1:35:25.240 --> 1:35:28.320
<v Speaker 1>because it could be that the second, the second character

1:35:29.080 --> 1:35:32.040
<v Speaker 1>in his mind who occasionally came out and took over,

1:35:32.280 --> 1:35:35.639
<v Speaker 1>was actually the one that was paranoid and running, and

1:35:35.720 --> 1:35:39.160
<v Speaker 1>so you just you don't know where in his headspace

1:35:39.200 --> 1:35:41.479
<v Speaker 1>he's could have been. I'm just I'm wondering if it's

1:35:41.520 --> 1:35:44.280
<v Speaker 1>if that maybe because that that's a combination of the

1:35:44.360 --> 1:35:47.200
<v Speaker 1>suicide and accident. Is like one part of his brain

1:35:47.320 --> 1:35:50.120
<v Speaker 1>wanted it to happen, the other part didn't, and in

1:35:50.320 --> 1:35:55.440
<v Speaker 1>his struggle it happened, but it wasn't fully consciously intentional.

1:35:57.720 --> 1:36:00.679
<v Speaker 1>That's that's that's kind of recing further into a psyche

1:36:00.720 --> 1:36:02.519
<v Speaker 1>that I think we can I was going to say,

1:36:02.600 --> 1:36:08.559
<v Speaker 1>I would, I would need to talk to some people about,

1:36:08.600 --> 1:36:13.800
<v Speaker 1>like realistically if that happens and what the real world. Yeah,

1:36:13.920 --> 1:36:16.599
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Hollywood is real. It's not. Yes it is,

1:36:16.640 --> 1:36:18.760
<v Speaker 1>It's definitely not and if it's written in a book,

1:36:18.800 --> 1:36:23.160
<v Speaker 1>it's real, and definitely Chechile lut Nick is not definitely

1:36:23.160 --> 1:36:25.920
<v Speaker 1>not real. I mean he's real, but his stuff is

1:36:26.520 --> 1:36:29.599
<v Speaker 1>so like I would, I would definitely want to know

1:36:30.479 --> 1:36:35.080
<v Speaker 1>more about like the real I don't like how that

1:36:35.160 --> 1:36:39.400
<v Speaker 1>manifests in reality. Yeah, that's a good point. I don't know.

1:36:39.560 --> 1:36:41.600
<v Speaker 1>I just I don't think there's a good theory on

1:36:41.640 --> 1:36:43.599
<v Speaker 1>this case. Yeah, and I don't know. I mean, I mean,

1:36:43.600 --> 1:36:45.960
<v Speaker 1>that's that's always possible. But it's like, you know, it's

1:36:45.960 --> 1:36:47.479
<v Speaker 1>hard to get it's hard to say what was going

1:36:47.479 --> 1:36:50.000
<v Speaker 1>on with a guy totally. He didn't seem to be

1:36:50.080 --> 1:36:53.240
<v Speaker 1>actually that far around the band. I mean the anxiety,

1:36:53.320 --> 1:36:56.120
<v Speaker 1>which is not really that unusual most of us. I mean,

1:36:56.160 --> 1:37:02.480
<v Speaker 1>most people suffer from anxiety exhibited so really weird behavior,

1:37:02.520 --> 1:37:05.439
<v Speaker 1>like the whole thing on the airplane. We we're talking

1:37:05.439 --> 1:37:08.240
<v Speaker 1>about this, but he got he got into a small

1:37:08.280 --> 1:37:11.720
<v Speaker 1>altercation on an airplane at landed in Chicago, and they

1:37:11.760 --> 1:37:15.040
<v Speaker 1>said that he smacked a stewardess on the back. And

1:37:15.080 --> 1:37:20.080
<v Speaker 1>then he's doing all these things like declining commanding a

1:37:20.200 --> 1:37:22.320
<v Speaker 1>unit and all this stuff because he doesn't want to

1:37:22.479 --> 1:37:25.040
<v Speaker 1>smear the service and he's got to get that take

1:37:25.040 --> 1:37:30.880
<v Speaker 1>care of. Like that's really really really oddly obsessively focused

1:37:30.920 --> 1:37:33.920
<v Speaker 1>on what seems like a minor thing. I think he

1:37:34.040 --> 1:37:36.880
<v Speaker 1>was using that. It seems obsessive in one but it

1:37:36.920 --> 1:37:39.400
<v Speaker 1>was like for him, I think, a good excuse to

1:37:39.479 --> 1:37:42.120
<v Speaker 1>avoid doing something. What they were talking about was promoting

1:37:42.160 --> 1:37:44.640
<v Speaker 1>him to a command post, which would have been a

1:37:44.720 --> 1:37:47.519
<v Speaker 1>lot more responsibility, and he might have taken a reading

1:37:47.600 --> 1:37:50.200
<v Speaker 1>of his own psychic state and decided that he didn't

1:37:50.200 --> 1:37:52.120
<v Speaker 1>really need that kind of pressure. Well, he also might

1:37:52.160 --> 1:37:55.960
<v Speaker 1>have said, you know what got four months ago, I

1:37:56.000 --> 1:37:59.559
<v Speaker 1>probably shouldn't take that promotion. Yea, So you can see

1:37:59.560 --> 1:38:01.439
<v Speaker 1>it as there. On the one hand, it was a

1:38:01.479 --> 1:38:04.439
<v Speaker 1>really totally rational response saying, hey, this might break me.

1:38:04.520 --> 1:38:06.479
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to take that command and I'm going

1:38:06.560 --> 1:38:09.280
<v Speaker 1>to make up whatever kind of weak excuse I can

1:38:09.320 --> 1:38:11.759
<v Speaker 1>come up with, I will do it. But we also

1:38:11.840 --> 1:38:15.639
<v Speaker 1>all know like that person who's just always a martyr

1:38:15.640 --> 1:38:19.320
<v Speaker 1>in their lives, you know, where they're always like, oh God,

1:38:19.439 --> 1:38:22.360
<v Speaker 1>I have it so hard. I couldn't possibly, I can't.

1:38:22.840 --> 1:38:25.760
<v Speaker 1>I have to do the right thing for this, for

1:38:25.800 --> 1:38:29.040
<v Speaker 1>the for the good of the greater good, I can't.

1:38:29.320 --> 1:38:32.479
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't possibly give my But we all know people

1:38:32.600 --> 1:38:35.160
<v Speaker 1>like that, and it's totally possible that he was maybe

1:38:35.160 --> 1:38:37.400
<v Speaker 1>a little bit like that, and he you know, it

1:38:37.479 --> 1:38:40.719
<v Speaker 1>wasn't like a delusional thing. He was just kind of

1:38:41.120 --> 1:38:45.400
<v Speaker 1>one of those weirdos Queen Yeah, who was just like, no, no,

1:38:45.640 --> 1:38:49.600
<v Speaker 1>my issues are just too big shoulder. I couldn't possibly

1:38:49.840 --> 1:38:51.640
<v Speaker 1>And we're not mocking that, by the way. It's just

1:38:52.280 --> 1:38:55.160
<v Speaker 1>I mean that we're trying to rationally just got stuff.

1:38:55.200 --> 1:38:57.120
<v Speaker 1>So but it's impossible and we're gonna I mean, we

1:38:57.120 --> 1:38:59.719
<v Speaker 1>could literally sit here for another oh my god, another

1:38:59.720 --> 1:39:03.679
<v Speaker 1>two No, I just it's not Yeah, I think though

1:39:03.680 --> 1:39:06.680
<v Speaker 1>that And that's another reason I like. I prefer the

1:39:07.520 --> 1:39:10.400
<v Speaker 1>I prefer the whole thing about the accident because I

1:39:10.520 --> 1:39:13.640
<v Speaker 1>see number one. If assuming, for example, Nancy didn't want

1:39:13.680 --> 1:39:15.639
<v Speaker 1>to kill him, he had a great way to deny

1:39:15.720 --> 1:39:18.960
<v Speaker 1>her that million bucks, which is just don't die. Don't

1:39:19.000 --> 1:39:21.200
<v Speaker 1>kill yourself. That's all I do to keep the to

1:39:21.280 --> 1:39:23.320
<v Speaker 1>keep the X from getting the million bucks. It's just

1:39:23.800 --> 1:39:27.120
<v Speaker 1>the gym every day, yeah, yeah, right, you know, and

1:39:27.160 --> 1:39:31.840
<v Speaker 1>all that stuff, and so bring her killing him, borrying

1:39:31.880 --> 1:39:35.559
<v Speaker 1>her killing him exactly, and so work every day. But

1:39:35.600 --> 1:39:37.760
<v Speaker 1>the other thing reason I don't, I don't buy into

1:39:37.840 --> 1:39:39.840
<v Speaker 1>the course and again, suicide or not I was rational

1:39:40.000 --> 1:39:43.240
<v Speaker 1>is if so much of his anxiety came from this

1:39:43.320 --> 1:39:45.960
<v Speaker 1>fear that he was going to get murdered for the money,

1:39:46.040 --> 1:39:48.679
<v Speaker 1>and then well, what's the response. I'm gonna go kill myself. Dude,

1:39:48.680 --> 1:39:51.240
<v Speaker 1>I thought that's what you were afraid of, you know,

1:39:51.400 --> 1:39:53.519
<v Speaker 1>And but yeah, like you said, it's like not so

1:39:53.560 --> 1:39:56.000
<v Speaker 1>it's like he gets the worst of with this. It's

1:39:56.000 --> 1:39:58.519
<v Speaker 1>like he kills himself, which he was terrified of, and

1:39:58.720 --> 1:40:00.960
<v Speaker 1>the X gets a million box which he didn't want

1:40:00.960 --> 1:40:03.240
<v Speaker 1>to have to see happen. And so it's like, that's

1:40:03.240 --> 1:40:06.479
<v Speaker 1>why I'm still liking accident over suicide. But of course

1:40:06.520 --> 1:40:10.639
<v Speaker 1>we'll never entirely probably not for a fact. I'm certain

1:40:10.680 --> 1:40:12.120
<v Speaker 1>in my own mind at least that he was not

1:40:12.240 --> 1:40:14.920
<v Speaker 1>murdered and not towards I think the accident there is

1:40:14.920 --> 1:40:18.800
<v Speaker 1>a really good one. I think he talked about fight club. Yeah. Good,

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