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Speaker 1: Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of Our Heart Radio

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Speaker 1: and the Black Effect. And just like that, we're back

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Speaker 1: on the air. Welcome back to you. Another jest fixed

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Speaker 1: my mess segment with Carefully Reckless. Hey you girl, Jess hilarious. Listen,

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Speaker 1: we're gonna jump right in. We got some voice memos.

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Speaker 1: I like it. Keep it coming, y'all. It just so,

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Speaker 1: this is gonna be kind of long, but I'm gonna

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Speaker 1: I know you always speak about relationship ship, but I'm

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Speaker 1: coming to you for advice strictly for getting over a

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Speaker 1: friendship or multiple friendships that you know, you know, you

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Speaker 1: grew apart from, or you just don't see eye to

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Speaker 1: eye anymore. So long story short, I moved to a

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Speaker 1: different city when I was in about fifth grade. In

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Speaker 1: fifth grade, I met one of my best friends who

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Speaker 1: I thought, you know, I would eventually be friends until

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Speaker 1: I die with, And then in sixth grade met another one.

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Speaker 1: In in seventh grade, we all was a trio because

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Speaker 1: they had already knew each other previously. I just never

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Speaker 1: knew that they knew each other. So we made it

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Speaker 1: strong through middle school and even through half of high

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Speaker 1: school now, and in high school, I ended up getting

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Speaker 1: pregnant and I was pulled from public school and I

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Speaker 1: was placed into private school or online private school. So

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Speaker 1: I wasn't there for them as much as I was

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Speaker 1: supposed to be or I could have been. But just

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Speaker 1: give you a little background, I'm the friend out of

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Speaker 1: the group who don't play no ship. I will smack

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Speaker 1: a bit about them first and ask questions later, so

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Speaker 1: that played a big part. I was like the outspoken

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Speaker 1: person out of the group. I was the one who

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Speaker 1: took up for the entire group, not saying that their

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Speaker 1: soft or anything, but I was just that ongo type

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Speaker 1: of bitch. Now with me being going, I couldn't be

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Speaker 1: there for them as much as I would have liked to,

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Speaker 1: like I stated already, but one of them, so the

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Speaker 1: one I met first, she ended up getting the second

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Speaker 1: one in to some ship, so she ended up getting

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Speaker 1: her into some drama with some other girls, and the

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Speaker 1: other girls jumped her while she was there, and she

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Speaker 1: didn't do nothing when this is her beef to begin with.

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Speaker 1: You were supposed to do something, not just stand there.

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Speaker 1: So we instantly stopped being friends with her, and I

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Speaker 1: just started being friends with another one the other one. Eventually,

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Speaker 1: instead of just me being her friend, she felt so

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Speaker 1: we didn't already beat up, and we weren't friends with

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Speaker 1: raised into a household where I'm not close to my

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Speaker 1: get me by, to get me out of this lonely

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Speaker 1: place in my life. And she just started to be

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Speaker 1: like really really fake towards me. And at this point,

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Speaker 1: because honestly, with me not even going to the school

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Speaker 1: took anybody's side. Now that I'm older, this happened years ago,

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Speaker 1: twenty one. Now, this happened when I was maybe seventeen.

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Speaker 1: Now that I'm you know, learned a lot. I felt

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Speaker 1: So it's just like, just to sum it up, it's

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Speaker 1: and then the second girl was weird, so I eventually

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Speaker 1: looking at their lives and they're still doing the same thing.

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Speaker 1: Like I really truly missed them, even though I know

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Speaker 1: looking at how they've been growing. One of them had

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Speaker 1: So I'm just coming to you to see, like, if

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Speaker 1: you can give me any advice on how to move

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Speaker 1: I'm trying to get over. Like I don't find myself

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Speaker 1: sisters that I didn't grow up with. Well, actually I

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Speaker 1: them for so many years, but you know, they weren't

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Speaker 1: just want some type of advice. I haven't reached out

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Speaker 1: I left them hanking. Okay, see your story stops there. Okay,

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Speaker 1: well listen, it's okay girl. Look, you don't have to

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Speaker 1: not be their friends. You don't have to. You don't

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Speaker 1: There's nothing wrong with that. You love these girls, and

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Speaker 1: these girls love you. I don't care what y'all been through. Listen.

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Speaker 1: You told me something that y'all went through when y'all

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Speaker 1: were seventeen years old. You're twenty one. That was four

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Speaker 1: years ago. No, not too long. But you grow every year.

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Speaker 1: You have two children. Now, you know what you want

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Speaker 1: to do with your life. You want to move out

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Speaker 1: of state. You're starting your own business. All good, you're

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Speaker 1: taking care of your children. By the way, I hear

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Speaker 1: your baby in the back cock baby. But you know

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying. As long as you know what your

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Speaker 1: goals are, it don't matter who your friends are. You

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Speaker 1: don't let people drag you down. You don't do that.

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Speaker 1: Ain't nothing wrong with checking on your friends, get childhood friends,

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Speaker 1: your sisters. You know how many girls don't have that

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Speaker 1: the part of growing up. Girl, looks I had a

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Speaker 1: didn't know how to fight. All she knew how to

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Speaker 1: be there everybody, this big bitch. I just knew I was,

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Speaker 1: the beat and ship. But I knew she wasn't a fighter,

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Speaker 1: you get what I'm saying. I knew she talked ship.

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Speaker 1: So that's when you you don't say, or I ain't

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Speaker 1: sucking with her no more. No, you realize what she is. Oh, okay,

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Speaker 1: that's the point of her being your friend. Okay, all right,

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Speaker 1: that's Tiffany. I'm just you know, throwing her name out there.

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Speaker 1: Oh that's Tiffany. I know sean fight, but I know

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Speaker 1: she's gonna talk shit. So I'm I'm I'm gonna keep

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Speaker 1: of head. I'm a fight with her. But if I

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Speaker 1: I don't have to. So you have her for different ship.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, we're gonna go to church together on Sunday's bitch.

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Speaker 1: Oh no, you can come over my house and we're

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Speaker 1: gonna chill. Bring your baby over here. We can haven't

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Speaker 1: play date. Oh, We're only gonna be in certain facinities

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Speaker 1: where ain't no drama gonna be. You have to know

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Speaker 1: your friends. That's it. You watch them through Facebook, you

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Speaker 1: find yourself missing them, you find it's okay, let's because

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Speaker 1: you had a lot of fun together. Girl, hit them

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Speaker 1: girls up? Hey, how y'all doing. I was actually pondering

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Speaker 1: I didn't know if I wanted to speak with you. Guys.

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Speaker 1: I didn't know if you guys wanted to speak with me.

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Speaker 1: I'm just saying, hey, I see you guys are doing

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Speaker 1: better now. Even if they ain't that your sisters uplift

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Speaker 1: them up, left them ship. That could be your way

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Speaker 1: That message from you can actually make them say, oh, Ship, damn,

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Speaker 1: she doing good. She hit herself up. You know, you

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Speaker 1: don't mean hang with their asks every day. You don't

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Speaker 1: your friends, huh, mama, Ship. You can't hang out with

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Speaker 1: because your real friends, the one that was crying in

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Speaker 1: the back and that other five year old, Oh they're

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Speaker 1: gonna be there. Oh no, baby, we first, so they

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Speaker 1: come later. There's nothing wrong with still having friendships with

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Speaker 1: people that you feel like aren't on your level. It's fine.

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Speaker 1: What you have to do is not let them bring

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Speaker 1: And you seem pretty headstrong where you ain't gonna let

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Speaker 1: that happen. You seem that way. You live by yourself.

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Speaker 1: You got your own plate. You know. You could be

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Speaker 1: motivation for them. Obviously, they ain't thinking outside of Michigan.

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Speaker 1: You are. It ain't your job to take them with you,

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Speaker 1: but ship passed on what you're doing. Just put that

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Speaker 1: ship in there. But if you miss him, tell them.

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Speaker 1: Ain't nothing wrong with that. Dropped that pride because you're one.

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Speaker 1: I understand. I was twenty one two and I had

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Speaker 1: a whole bunch of pride. Shit, Ain't nothing wrong with

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Speaker 1: you wish them the best. That could open up a

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Speaker 1: you right now too. You never know. Be that person

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Speaker 1: you know, and if you don't want to, you don't

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Speaker 1: have to. But I would say do that. You don't

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Speaker 1: want to take that advice, prey on it. Ask God

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Speaker 1: to send you new connections, new people that you can

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Speaker 1: build healthy connections with. Just pray on that. If you

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Speaker 1: do pray. If you are a Christian or you know

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Speaker 1: whatever or whoever you believe in, pray, pray to that

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Speaker 1: So that's my client, yall. And that's that's my baby. Okay,

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Speaker 1: I'm about to get in her asks a little bit.

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Speaker 1: But he's not leaving her. You ain't about the funk

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Speaker 1: We're not about to be together. No, we're not Halloween party, myas.

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Speaker 1: That's because it was on a Monday. If the Halloween

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Speaker 1: That's my girl, though, that is my girl. I can't

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Speaker 1: we're gonna end the episode right here, right now. I

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Speaker 1: into Reckless Discussions each and every Wednesday at seven pm

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Speaker 1: only on YouTube again. If you have mess you can

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Speaker 1: send it to Carefully Reckless. You can send it to

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Speaker 1: Reckless Discussions. I will read or listen if the story

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Speaker 1: if you you know, because I I see a lot

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Speaker 1: of y'all mad and my emails obviously I've sent you

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Speaker 1: this that the baby you need some real goddamn help.

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Speaker 1: You need um to go pay for some ship. You

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Speaker 1: don't need for me to repeat what y'all telling me

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Speaker 1: tried to help and I couldn't I failed. So please,

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Speaker 1: y'all need medical attention. I cannot. I will not do that.

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Speaker 1: two things I just said, y'all are in like really

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Speaker 1: really bad situations. Man, that's statrimental to your health. I can't.

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Speaker 1: I can't. I'm not going to read that and try

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Speaker 1: to fix it because I don't know. I don't know

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Speaker 1: what to do for you, guys. I can't I can't

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Speaker 1: physically come get you. So what I can do is

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Speaker 1: keep praying for all the men and women out there

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Speaker 1: And just like that, y'all, I love y'all. Tune in

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