1 00:00:07,440 --> 00:00:12,320 Speaker 1: What's that at the bed. It's spooky. Hey, Joky, I'm 2 00:00:12,320 --> 00:00:16,360 Speaker 1: pretty sure it's dead. It's coming this way. Wait a minute, 3 00:00:16,960 --> 00:00:30,760 Speaker 1: I said, Nandas. Please hey boo, it's me ros and 4 00:00:31,160 --> 00:00:36,760 Speaker 1: welcome to Ghosted by Roz Hernandez, the podcast where I 5 00:00:36,800 --> 00:00:40,680 Speaker 1: talk to people that I like about the Para normal. 6 00:00:41,760 --> 00:00:46,240 Speaker 1: It is fully October right now. It's actually my birthday week. 7 00:00:46,360 --> 00:00:50,560 Speaker 1: Thank you everyone for all of the well wishes. It's 8 00:00:50,640 --> 00:00:54,200 Speaker 1: almost the end of October. Soon, we still have a 9 00:00:54,240 --> 00:00:57,320 Speaker 1: little bit left, So please do me the favor of 10 00:00:57,560 --> 00:01:01,080 Speaker 1: just telling everyone you know about the show, letting them 11 00:01:01,160 --> 00:01:04,240 Speaker 1: know how queer and silly we get over here. But 12 00:01:04,440 --> 00:01:08,880 Speaker 1: also we can get deep. We don't always get deep, 13 00:01:09,560 --> 00:01:14,880 Speaker 1: and I'm very grateful because today's episode we kind of 14 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:19,080 Speaker 1: go there a little bit. There's some laughs, but you know, 15 00:01:19,240 --> 00:01:22,080 Speaker 1: we get real, we get real, and I think it's 16 00:01:22,160 --> 00:01:27,360 Speaker 1: really really great that we have these conversations. So we'll 17 00:01:27,360 --> 00:01:29,880 Speaker 1: get to that in just a moment. First, let me 18 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:34,360 Speaker 1: read you a ghost story. This one comes from Amy 19 00:01:35,400 --> 00:01:39,280 Speaker 1: Amy Rights. I was living in an old house outside 20 00:01:39,319 --> 00:01:43,840 Speaker 1: of Saint Louis. It was built around nineteen thirty. I 21 00:01:43,880 --> 00:01:47,880 Speaker 1: never felt anything weird there until my daughter was a baby. 22 00:01:48,640 --> 00:01:52,960 Speaker 1: She would follow things with her eyes and laugh and smile. 23 00:01:53,960 --> 00:01:56,320 Speaker 1: Isn't that crazy? Like, Oh, there's nothing better than a 24 00:01:56,440 --> 00:02:03,600 Speaker 1: child's laughter, something more special. A child's laughter is adorable 25 00:02:03,960 --> 00:02:07,840 Speaker 1: and the greatest thing ever, unless it's directed at an 26 00:02:07,840 --> 00:02:14,000 Speaker 1: invisible presence, or even worse, if there is no baby present, 27 00:02:14,560 --> 00:02:18,680 Speaker 1: that's probably the worst. But anyway, this is the baby 28 00:02:18,760 --> 00:02:21,320 Speaker 1: laughing at something that's not there. When she was about 29 00:02:21,360 --> 00:02:24,880 Speaker 1: eight months old, we took her to the Lamp Mansion 30 00:02:25,000 --> 00:02:28,680 Speaker 1: one day. Okay, sorry I keep interrupting this story. If 31 00:02:28,680 --> 00:02:31,680 Speaker 1: you don't know about the Lemp Mansion, might I suggest 32 00:02:31,680 --> 00:02:34,720 Speaker 1: you watch episode eight of the television show Living for 33 00:02:34,800 --> 00:02:39,000 Speaker 1: the Dead on Hulu, which I am on, and it 34 00:02:39,080 --> 00:02:42,560 Speaker 1: is a haunted old house in Saint Louis. Just watch 35 00:02:42,600 --> 00:02:46,040 Speaker 1: the episode. Okay. So we just went in and looked 36 00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:49,960 Speaker 1: around for a minute. That night, I fell asleep with 37 00:02:50,000 --> 00:02:53,480 Speaker 1: her in bed with me. I woke up with all 38 00:02:53,800 --> 00:02:59,680 Speaker 1: the lights on and a radio on full value. I 39 00:02:59,800 --> 00:03:03,560 Speaker 1: liked to think it was Edwin Lemp, the fun one 40 00:03:04,200 --> 00:03:07,640 Speaker 1: who followed his home. Because she was a very cute 41 00:03:07,680 --> 00:03:11,280 Speaker 1: and happy baby. I would follow her home if I 42 00:03:11,520 --> 00:03:15,440 Speaker 1: was a ghost. Then, as she got older, preschool age, 43 00:03:15,480 --> 00:03:20,560 Speaker 1: she started talking about someone named Wilkes. She'd say, Wilkes 44 00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:24,920 Speaker 1: is green and has weird hair and takes me places 45 00:03:24,919 --> 00:03:28,040 Speaker 1: in the night. I looked up the census records of 46 00:03:28,080 --> 00:03:31,639 Speaker 1: the house. There was no Wilkes. She said she woke 47 00:03:31,720 --> 00:03:33,480 Speaker 1: up in the night and a man was in her 48 00:03:33,520 --> 00:03:37,640 Speaker 1: doorway staring at her. He looked a little like Daddy 49 00:03:38,440 --> 00:03:41,880 Speaker 1: and a little like Uncle Mark, but it wasn't them. 50 00:03:42,280 --> 00:03:44,160 Speaker 1: I'd let her sleep in bed with me if she 51 00:03:44,280 --> 00:03:48,400 Speaker 1: wanted to. For this reason, and because of the Wilkes stuff, 52 00:03:49,160 --> 00:03:52,880 Speaker 1: my shit Zo, who was the sweetest, most docile dog, 53 00:03:53,440 --> 00:03:58,640 Speaker 1: would growl and stare at nothing. Strange pictures. I don't 54 00:03:58,640 --> 00:04:01,600 Speaker 1: even know how to describe them. They look like lines 55 00:04:01,680 --> 00:04:05,800 Speaker 1: to me. They started appearing on the basement floor, like 56 00:04:06,080 --> 00:04:10,000 Speaker 1: they were drawn in the dust, and then drawn in 57 00:04:10,080 --> 00:04:16,279 Speaker 1: what looked like marker on our carpet. Greta, my daughter, said, oh, 58 00:04:16,600 --> 00:04:21,200 Speaker 1: Wilkes wrote that it means, and then spoke some nonsense 59 00:04:21,240 --> 00:04:24,000 Speaker 1: and gibberish. I would wake up in the night and 60 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:28,600 Speaker 1: see weird things, like a ghostly arm pulling the door shut. 61 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:33,080 Speaker 1: I prayed and saged the whole house, and it would 62 00:04:33,080 --> 00:04:39,000 Speaker 1: stop for a while. And then start back up. I 63 00:04:39,000 --> 00:04:45,040 Speaker 1: don't like the ghostly arm. That really freaks me out. Well, 64 00:04:45,040 --> 00:04:48,520 Speaker 1: thank you Amy so much for sending me that. Today 65 00:04:48,560 --> 00:04:53,680 Speaker 1: on the podcast, I get to talk to Detoks, the 66 00:04:54,640 --> 00:04:59,279 Speaker 1: sensational drag queen that you know from RuPaul's Drag Race. 67 00:05:00,160 --> 00:05:04,159 Speaker 1: She was also on Drag Race All Stars Detox coming 68 00:05:04,200 --> 00:05:07,880 Speaker 1: at you with the slow verts. I'm just I'm absolutely 69 00:05:07,880 --> 00:05:09,240 Speaker 1: obsessed with her. She's one of these people that you 70 00:05:09,279 --> 00:05:12,840 Speaker 1: would think I would know, but somehow, like we just 71 00:05:12,920 --> 00:05:16,360 Speaker 1: never really cross paths. And so I got to talk 72 00:05:16,400 --> 00:05:21,360 Speaker 1: to her, and it's good. She's got stories and stuff. 73 00:05:21,960 --> 00:05:24,080 Speaker 1: Before we get to that, are you watching The Haunted 74 00:05:24,120 --> 00:05:29,040 Speaker 1: All my new YouTube series. I have now released three episodes. 75 00:05:29,080 --> 00:05:34,000 Speaker 1: I'm doing every other week. Also, if you're in Los 76 00:05:34,040 --> 00:05:38,240 Speaker 1: Angeles right now, when this episode comes out, I'll be 77 00:05:38,279 --> 00:05:43,400 Speaker 1: doing Ghosted Live at Largo the thirtieth of October. I 78 00:05:43,440 --> 00:05:48,200 Speaker 1: will also be doing Ghosted Live in San Francisco if 79 00:05:48,240 --> 00:05:51,560 Speaker 1: you can get a ticket. Ooh, that is the twenty 80 00:05:51,680 --> 00:05:55,200 Speaker 1: seventh of October. I'm about to go to Raleigh to 81 00:05:55,279 --> 00:05:59,239 Speaker 1: do stand up. I've got all kinds of things. Oh. Also, 82 00:05:59,279 --> 00:06:04,520 Speaker 1: I'm gonna be doing New York Ghosted finally, so find 83 00:06:04,560 --> 00:06:09,040 Speaker 1: all of that in my linktree linktree dot com slash 84 00:06:09,200 --> 00:06:13,360 Speaker 1: raz Hernandez. That is also in my Instagram bio at 85 00:06:13,480 --> 00:06:17,800 Speaker 1: roz Hernandez. Okay, here we go. I'm talking to d 86 00:06:18,120 --> 00:06:34,080 Speaker 1: Talks and with a show. Oh my god, I'm joined 87 00:06:34,800 --> 00:06:39,080 Speaker 1: by truly one of my favorite drag queens of all time. 88 00:06:39,279 --> 00:06:43,839 Speaker 1: I mean maybe my favorite. I don't know. I'm starstruck. 89 00:06:44,400 --> 00:06:49,080 Speaker 1: A big inspiration to me in my later teen early 90 00:06:49,160 --> 00:06:56,760 Speaker 1: twenty years dtogs Hi Hi, I remember when you had 91 00:06:56,760 --> 00:06:59,320 Speaker 1: a last name Dtoxi khun't. 92 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:02,360 Speaker 2: I never used that last name. Jackie Bet gave me 93 00:07:02,400 --> 00:07:04,640 Speaker 2: that last name when I first moved to LA, and 94 00:07:04,680 --> 00:07:06,640 Speaker 2: it was something that was like, you know, back in 95 00:07:06,680 --> 00:07:08,799 Speaker 2: the day, on like live journal and in my Space, 96 00:07:09,080 --> 00:07:10,680 Speaker 2: you could create I don't know how old you are, 97 00:07:10,720 --> 00:07:14,120 Speaker 2: but back in my day, we could create her own 98 00:07:14,160 --> 00:07:17,280 Speaker 2: little handle and it was the Toxic Cunt based off 99 00:07:17,320 --> 00:07:19,960 Speaker 2: of a Jackie Beat song from her Dirty Sanchez band 100 00:07:20,000 --> 00:07:22,119 Speaker 2: called Replicant that I used to perform all the time, 101 00:07:22,520 --> 00:07:24,160 Speaker 2: and I just liked the sound of it, and so 102 00:07:24,200 --> 00:07:26,080 Speaker 2: she thought it was my last name and introduced me 103 00:07:26,120 --> 00:07:27,880 Speaker 2: that way when I first moved to LA and I 104 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:29,560 Speaker 2: was like no, no, no, no, no, it's just it's 105 00:07:29,760 --> 00:07:35,440 Speaker 2: just he talks, but it stuck and everyone thinks, okay, 106 00:07:36,080 --> 00:07:37,920 Speaker 2: and I am a cunt, so I guess that. I 107 00:07:37,920 --> 00:07:38,800 Speaker 2: guess it is fitting. 108 00:07:39,400 --> 00:07:43,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, jack on your podcast, Yeah absolutely, Jackie, Well you're 109 00:07:43,640 --> 00:07:47,640 Speaker 1: talking about Jackies speaking of and she is not good 110 00:07:47,680 --> 00:07:49,920 Speaker 1: at names. She has been on this pod a couple 111 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:55,960 Speaker 1: of times. And that's my community service. The LGBT Center 112 00:07:56,200 --> 00:08:00,200 Speaker 1: set me up with a LGBT elder and that's how 113 00:08:00,240 --> 00:08:04,440 Speaker 1: I met Jackie, and I take her places. We got 114 00:08:04,440 --> 00:08:09,760 Speaker 1: to lunch, and we sometimes talk about ghosts. Court appointed, 115 00:08:10,520 --> 00:08:16,400 Speaker 1: court appointed. Yes, so you used to be here. I 116 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:18,120 Speaker 1: feel like you've lived a lot of places. 117 00:08:18,640 --> 00:08:22,080 Speaker 2: I've lived all over the place. My dad was in 118 00:08:22,120 --> 00:08:24,360 Speaker 2: the State Department and worked for Lockheed Martin, and so 119 00:08:24,400 --> 00:08:27,720 Speaker 2: we moved quite extensively when we were younger. And I 120 00:08:27,760 --> 00:08:30,160 Speaker 2: think in that in that regard, like the rest, like 121 00:08:30,200 --> 00:08:32,880 Speaker 2: my other siblings all kind of have this nomadic spirit 122 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:35,640 Speaker 2: and like sensibility of just like, well, we'll just go 123 00:08:35,840 --> 00:08:39,280 Speaker 2: wherever the wind takes us. And and ironically the wind 124 00:08:39,280 --> 00:08:41,160 Speaker 2: has taken us all to Chicago. So now we're all 125 00:08:41,160 --> 00:08:43,240 Speaker 2: in different suburbs of Chicago, which is kind of great 126 00:08:43,640 --> 00:08:46,680 Speaker 2: cute and it's very cate. It's the first time since 127 00:08:46,679 --> 00:08:49,160 Speaker 2: we've been kids that we're all in, you know, the 128 00:08:49,200 --> 00:08:51,199 Speaker 2: same kind of vicinity. So we get to spend a 129 00:08:51,240 --> 00:08:55,120 Speaker 2: lot of time together. And so the listeners at home 130 00:08:55,160 --> 00:08:56,640 Speaker 2: who didn't just hear this, I was just on the 131 00:08:56,640 --> 00:08:59,240 Speaker 2: phone with my mother and my sister getting stories about 132 00:08:59,240 --> 00:09:01,800 Speaker 2: my youth for this podcast. 133 00:09:02,920 --> 00:09:04,840 Speaker 1: Did you grow up in a haunted house? 134 00:09:06,640 --> 00:09:09,840 Speaker 2: I don't remember it because my brother and I have 135 00:09:09,880 --> 00:09:11,920 Speaker 2: a twin brother, and we were very young. I think 136 00:09:11,920 --> 00:09:14,720 Speaker 2: we were maybe three or four years old when my 137 00:09:14,840 --> 00:09:17,080 Speaker 2: family lived in the house. But allegedly we lived in 138 00:09:17,080 --> 00:09:20,320 Speaker 2: this haunted house in Florida, in Orlanda, where we're from, 139 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:23,600 Speaker 2: and I grew up just hearing all these crazy stories 140 00:09:23,600 --> 00:09:26,000 Speaker 2: of things that would happen there. So to like refresh 141 00:09:26,040 --> 00:09:27,880 Speaker 2: my memory. Right before we got on the zoom, I 142 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:31,839 Speaker 2: was like, Mom, sister, what happened? How do I? 143 00:09:31,920 --> 00:09:33,880 Speaker 1: Okay, we'll give it to us. 144 00:09:35,600 --> 00:09:38,560 Speaker 2: Well, apparently I don't really know all the details, but 145 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:43,360 Speaker 2: my mom always said she moved into this place between jobs, 146 00:09:43,360 --> 00:09:47,680 Speaker 2: so like my dad was about to be like restationed somewhere, 147 00:09:47,800 --> 00:09:51,040 Speaker 2: and she was going to get her real estate license. 148 00:09:51,440 --> 00:09:53,280 Speaker 2: So this is way before because when I was younger, 149 00:09:53,320 --> 00:09:55,199 Speaker 2: all I knew of her was she was a real 150 00:09:55,240 --> 00:09:58,240 Speaker 2: letor So this had to open when I was probably 151 00:09:58,240 --> 00:10:01,640 Speaker 2: three or four, and my sister's seven years older than us, 152 00:10:01,640 --> 00:10:03,680 Speaker 2: so she had to have been ten or eleven. But 153 00:10:03,800 --> 00:10:06,079 Speaker 2: she it's funny. She was just telling me the story 154 00:10:07,360 --> 00:10:10,640 Speaker 2: that she always felt like somebody was watching her anytime 155 00:10:10,679 --> 00:10:13,200 Speaker 2: she was in her bedroom and she would always get 156 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:16,000 Speaker 2: weirded out. But another weird thing that my mom said 157 00:10:16,080 --> 00:10:17,400 Speaker 2: was like as soon as they got to the place, 158 00:10:17,440 --> 00:10:19,320 Speaker 2: like weird stuff was happening, my brother and I would 159 00:10:19,400 --> 00:10:23,640 Speaker 2: always act bizarrely at night, like I've always been a 160 00:10:23,720 --> 00:10:25,880 Speaker 2: night out. I've always been like a creature of the night, 161 00:10:26,240 --> 00:10:28,840 Speaker 2: and I have always been one to, you know, get 162 00:10:28,840 --> 00:10:30,320 Speaker 2: out of my bed and do weird shit. When I 163 00:10:30,360 --> 00:10:32,520 Speaker 2: was younger, I remember a lot of those things. But 164 00:10:32,559 --> 00:10:35,400 Speaker 2: at one point she caught us ice skating in the 165 00:10:35,440 --> 00:10:38,439 Speaker 2: bathroom like with toilet water, like we were sticking our 166 00:10:38,440 --> 00:10:41,920 Speaker 2: feet with socks in the toilet and then skating around, 167 00:10:41,960 --> 00:10:43,800 Speaker 2: and she thought that that was weird to me. I 168 00:10:43,840 --> 00:10:46,160 Speaker 2: don't find that very strange for me because I was 169 00:10:46,200 --> 00:10:48,920 Speaker 2: a very flamboyant kid, and I loved my skating, so 170 00:10:48,960 --> 00:10:50,800 Speaker 2: I was like, that just sounds like something I would 171 00:10:50,800 --> 00:10:55,120 Speaker 2: do naturally. But she also told me that I would 172 00:10:55,840 --> 00:10:58,400 Speaker 2: she would catch me walking into traffic, like we lived 173 00:10:58,400 --> 00:11:00,280 Speaker 2: close to a busy street, I guess, and she would 174 00:11:00,280 --> 00:11:02,080 Speaker 2: just see me like kind of zoned out. And my 175 00:11:02,160 --> 00:11:05,560 Speaker 2: sister just confirmed this too, and I would constantly walk 176 00:11:05,559 --> 00:11:08,800 Speaker 2: out into traffic and then come to find out from 177 00:11:09,000 --> 00:11:12,480 Speaker 2: our neighbor at the time. My mom said that she 178 00:11:14,040 --> 00:11:16,319 Speaker 2: her husband also worked for Lockeed Martin. She was a 179 00:11:16,400 --> 00:11:21,040 Speaker 2: Native American woman, and my mom would find feathers like 180 00:11:21,720 --> 00:11:26,079 Speaker 2: lining the property of our house, and she would always 181 00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:27,520 Speaker 2: find them and think it was so weird because they 182 00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:29,440 Speaker 2: were like meticulously laid out, and then so she would 183 00:11:29,440 --> 00:11:31,679 Speaker 2: always move them and like throw them away, and then 184 00:11:31,920 --> 00:11:34,120 Speaker 2: you know, days later she would find them again. And 185 00:11:34,160 --> 00:11:37,079 Speaker 2: my mom was hanging Christmas decorations one year. I think 186 00:11:37,080 --> 00:11:38,679 Speaker 2: we were only there. We were there for less than 187 00:11:38,679 --> 00:11:40,480 Speaker 2: a year. My sister says, like eight or nine months 188 00:11:40,559 --> 00:11:44,120 Speaker 2: or so, and she was on a ladder hanging Christmas 189 00:11:44,160 --> 00:11:46,439 Speaker 2: lights up, and the neighbors came out and they were like, 190 00:11:46,480 --> 00:11:48,160 Speaker 2: get down from there, right now, get down from there, 191 00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:50,520 Speaker 2: right now, and then my mom was like, why, I'm 192 00:11:50,520 --> 00:11:52,120 Speaker 2: just I'll be fine, I'm good, and they were like, 193 00:11:52,160 --> 00:11:56,080 Speaker 2: please come down here. And then the neighboring couple was like, 194 00:11:56,160 --> 00:11:58,120 Speaker 2: I think it's time that we tell her, and they 195 00:11:58,160 --> 00:12:00,400 Speaker 2: were like, every person and every family who lived in 196 00:12:00,400 --> 00:12:04,480 Speaker 2: this house and since original owners have had something tragic happen. 197 00:12:05,120 --> 00:12:07,400 Speaker 2: So there was a car accident that killed the whole family. 198 00:12:07,440 --> 00:12:11,760 Speaker 2: Once before, there was a gentleman who hung himself in 199 00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:15,800 Speaker 2: the attic. The fireplace was struck by lightning through the chimney, 200 00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:17,520 Speaker 2: and then there was like a fire that started in 201 00:12:17,559 --> 00:12:20,000 Speaker 2: the house some way, and my mom said that she 202 00:12:20,040 --> 00:12:23,920 Speaker 2: would always smell smoke and above where the washer and 203 00:12:24,000 --> 00:12:25,960 Speaker 2: dryer was is where the attic was, and she felt 204 00:12:25,960 --> 00:12:28,760 Speaker 2: like she always heard some kind of like a tomb 205 00:12:28,840 --> 00:12:31,199 Speaker 2: opening and closing in the attic. It was really weird. 206 00:12:31,559 --> 00:12:33,280 Speaker 2: I mean, I have the chills thinking about it. I 207 00:12:33,280 --> 00:12:36,480 Speaker 2: didn't experience I don't remember it. I was so young. 208 00:12:36,800 --> 00:12:39,360 Speaker 2: But for my entire life I've always heard about the hunt, 209 00:12:39,400 --> 00:12:41,080 Speaker 2: like they would always bring it up, like, oh my god, 210 00:12:41,080 --> 00:12:42,960 Speaker 2: I remember the haunted house. I remember the haunted house. 211 00:12:44,120 --> 00:12:45,319 Speaker 2: So it's really interesting. 212 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:50,199 Speaker 1: Oh my god, look on me. 213 00:12:50,400 --> 00:12:52,720 Speaker 2: I mean needles to say. Once my mom found that out, 214 00:12:52,800 --> 00:12:54,600 Speaker 2: she went house hunting the next day and found a 215 00:12:54,600 --> 00:12:56,600 Speaker 2: new place for them to move, because I think they 216 00:12:56,600 --> 00:13:01,400 Speaker 2: were just renting that place between houses, and my sister said, literally, 217 00:13:02,160 --> 00:13:05,720 Speaker 2: she came home and had my sister watched my brother 218 00:13:05,760 --> 00:13:07,040 Speaker 2: and I and she went and found a house and 219 00:13:07,080 --> 00:13:10,120 Speaker 2: they were gone like the next day, basically, I do. 220 00:13:10,360 --> 00:13:13,200 Speaker 2: It's funny though, because I do remember this move. I 221 00:13:13,240 --> 00:13:16,080 Speaker 2: remember a very abrupt move that we did, and I 222 00:13:16,160 --> 00:13:18,800 Speaker 2: never understood why, because we were like moving out in 223 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:20,520 Speaker 2: the middle of the night. I remember like packing all 224 00:13:20,520 --> 00:13:23,559 Speaker 2: of our stuff randomly, just throwing shit in boxes, and 225 00:13:23,679 --> 00:13:25,240 Speaker 2: we're gone, and I was like, are we in the mob? 226 00:13:25,320 --> 00:13:25,760 Speaker 2: Like what's. 227 00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:32,280 Speaker 1: It's such a movie? Like, yeah, it's so spooky this 228 00:13:32,440 --> 00:13:38,000 Speaker 1: one house where all these horrible things happened. Wild did 229 00:13:38,040 --> 00:13:41,200 Speaker 1: the Christmas treet lights get finished being hung when you 230 00:13:41,280 --> 00:13:43,199 Speaker 1: sold them? Or probably not? 231 00:13:43,480 --> 00:13:46,640 Speaker 2: I'm assumingly not if they like left shortly after she 232 00:13:46,800 --> 00:13:50,600 Speaker 2: found all that out, and apparently the neighbor, the wife 233 00:13:50,600 --> 00:13:53,760 Speaker 2: of the neighbor, was laying the feathers as a protection. 234 00:13:54,320 --> 00:13:56,040 Speaker 2: That's what she told my mom. She was trying to 235 00:13:56,080 --> 00:13:59,040 Speaker 2: protect the family and so she would like do some 236 00:13:59,120 --> 00:14:03,080 Speaker 2: kind of protection ritual to help keep us safe. So 237 00:14:03,280 --> 00:14:05,319 Speaker 2: thank you to you. If you're still out there anywhere 238 00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:09,439 Speaker 2: listening to this. Yeah, either on the pod or in 239 00:14:09,640 --> 00:14:10,720 Speaker 2: the realms of whatever. 240 00:14:11,160 --> 00:14:12,520 Speaker 1: Detax, This is real good. 241 00:14:13,400 --> 00:14:15,120 Speaker 2: Did you think did you think that this is what 242 00:14:15,160 --> 00:14:17,120 Speaker 2: you were going to get? That story? 243 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:23,680 Speaker 1: You never know, I don't know. It makes me like 244 00:14:23,800 --> 00:14:27,960 Speaker 1: so curious about like when you were growing up, you 245 00:14:28,120 --> 00:14:32,200 Speaker 1: already had like a family that had experienced this stuff. 246 00:14:32,280 --> 00:14:35,040 Speaker 1: So because of that, do you feel like you've always 247 00:14:35,440 --> 00:14:38,240 Speaker 1: you know, kind of believed or at least you know, 248 00:14:38,360 --> 00:14:40,040 Speaker 1: had that conversation. 249 00:14:40,840 --> 00:14:45,360 Speaker 2: Oh, totally, Like I've always I've always felt energies and presences, 250 00:14:45,480 --> 00:14:49,000 Speaker 2: and I've always believed in like the supernatural and the spirit, 251 00:14:49,080 --> 00:14:51,800 Speaker 2: realm and ghosts. Also, I'm you know, I'm a lofty 252 00:14:51,880 --> 00:14:54,280 Speaker 2: dreamer and I and I'm intrigued by all those things. 253 00:14:54,320 --> 00:14:56,400 Speaker 2: So of course i want all those things to exist 254 00:14:56,920 --> 00:14:59,680 Speaker 2: and to be and to be real. And I've experienced 255 00:15:00,080 --> 00:15:02,280 Speaker 2: and things myself too that are a little more paranormal. 256 00:15:02,640 --> 00:15:04,160 Speaker 2: But I think that was you know, having kind of 257 00:15:04,160 --> 00:15:07,400 Speaker 2: grown up in a home like that for even just 258 00:15:07,440 --> 00:15:08,880 Speaker 2: a few months that we were there. And even though 259 00:15:08,880 --> 00:15:11,880 Speaker 2: I don't remember them having that conversation happen often, and 260 00:15:11,920 --> 00:15:15,120 Speaker 2: even my dad, who was not a believer of anything 261 00:15:15,240 --> 00:15:20,040 Speaker 2: outside of the physical world, really he told us stories 262 00:15:20,040 --> 00:15:22,040 Speaker 2: about how it was a weird house and how it 263 00:15:22,080 --> 00:15:24,120 Speaker 2: would creep him out. And he wasn't the kind of 264 00:15:24,160 --> 00:15:27,240 Speaker 2: man to be creeped out often, so that was always 265 00:15:27,240 --> 00:15:29,560 Speaker 2: intriguing to me too. It's like, huh, there had to 266 00:15:29,600 --> 00:15:31,960 Speaker 2: be some kind of alidity to it. If it freaked 267 00:15:31,960 --> 00:15:33,000 Speaker 2: my weird ass d ad. 268 00:15:32,880 --> 00:15:35,440 Speaker 1: Out, I feel like there's probably someone could argue there's 269 00:15:35,440 --> 00:15:38,840 Speaker 1: some kind of problematic whatever something about this. But I 270 00:15:38,880 --> 00:15:41,640 Speaker 1: always feel like if you get like a straight man 271 00:15:41,800 --> 00:15:44,800 Speaker 1: dad creeped like, then is real. 272 00:15:45,280 --> 00:15:48,640 Speaker 2: Then it's real, right, Like, that's gotta be some tangible 273 00:15:48,720 --> 00:15:52,640 Speaker 2: shit right there. If my big mancho you know, closed 274 00:15:52,680 --> 00:16:00,800 Speaker 2: minded racist billy dad was like that should scurry, there 275 00:16:00,800 --> 00:16:02,960 Speaker 2: had to be something going on there. 276 00:16:03,200 --> 00:16:06,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, Because I just I just feel like it's you know, 277 00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:11,080 Speaker 1: men like don't want to admit the weakness or whatever 278 00:16:11,160 --> 00:16:13,920 Speaker 1: of being scared, right, So if a ghost gets you or. 279 00:16:14,080 --> 00:16:16,360 Speaker 2: Anything, men don't want to admit anything period. But like, 280 00:16:16,440 --> 00:16:21,040 Speaker 2: let alone like anything that shows showcases their fragility. 281 00:16:21,560 --> 00:16:24,360 Speaker 1: Yes, well, speaking of gender. Do you do you think 282 00:16:24,400 --> 00:16:29,800 Speaker 1: that you know trans people, non binary, whatever, you know 283 00:16:30,280 --> 00:16:32,760 Speaker 1: the people that live in between. Do you think that 284 00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:37,680 Speaker 1: there's like a more spiritual connection something going on there. 285 00:16:38,440 --> 00:16:41,440 Speaker 2: I think there. It's strange because that's a that's a 286 00:16:41,440 --> 00:16:44,800 Speaker 2: really interesting question, especially now that I'm openly kind of 287 00:16:44,800 --> 00:16:46,720 Speaker 2: discussing this is actually the first time I've really been 288 00:16:46,760 --> 00:16:49,800 Speaker 2: discussing it on a podcast or anything. But you know, 289 00:16:49,840 --> 00:16:52,480 Speaker 2: I recently came out as trans accidentally, even though I've 290 00:16:52,520 --> 00:16:54,800 Speaker 2: been on this journey for a long part of my life. 291 00:16:55,120 --> 00:16:57,120 Speaker 1: Congratulation, Thank you. 292 00:16:57,440 --> 00:17:01,560 Speaker 2: It's been very liberating and very exciting, and I'm very 293 00:17:01,640 --> 00:17:03,680 Speaker 2: very happy. I'm like the happiest I've ever been in 294 00:17:03,720 --> 00:17:05,440 Speaker 2: my life, which is great. I'm not gonna get a 295 00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:07,240 Speaker 2: batch all about it because it's a good thing now, 296 00:17:07,440 --> 00:17:10,639 Speaker 2: it's a very happy thing. It's a beautiful thing. But 297 00:17:10,680 --> 00:17:13,000 Speaker 2: I do feel that way because I always felt like 298 00:17:13,040 --> 00:17:18,119 Speaker 2: this feminine energy and feminine presence surrounding me in me 299 00:17:18,600 --> 00:17:21,080 Speaker 2: since I was young, Like some of my earliest memories 300 00:17:21,080 --> 00:17:25,399 Speaker 2: are just like feeling like a I wasn't at the 301 00:17:25,440 --> 00:17:28,760 Speaker 2: time like I had lived before, and also that I 302 00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:32,000 Speaker 2: was in the wrong body and that I at some 303 00:17:32,119 --> 00:17:36,160 Speaker 2: point was some kind of like really fierce like debutante 304 00:17:36,240 --> 00:17:39,919 Speaker 2: or like, you know, some really cool bitch from the 305 00:17:39,960 --> 00:17:41,719 Speaker 2: twenties or I don't know. I don't know who I 306 00:17:41,760 --> 00:17:44,359 Speaker 2: was or where I was or when I was, but 307 00:17:44,440 --> 00:17:47,120 Speaker 2: I felt this this feminine energy that I had been. 308 00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:49,520 Speaker 2: I had seen this world before, I have been here before, 309 00:17:49,560 --> 00:17:53,000 Speaker 2: I've had you know, experiences before, and this was just 310 00:17:53,040 --> 00:17:55,960 Speaker 2: another like stop on whatever journey this is that I'm on. 311 00:17:56,480 --> 00:17:59,800 Speaker 1: That's interesting because it kind of is like that idea 312 00:17:59,840 --> 00:18:02,639 Speaker 1: of past lives, and because I feel like if you 313 00:18:02,640 --> 00:18:05,680 Speaker 1: believe in past lives, then you believe like we're spiritual 314 00:18:05,720 --> 00:18:09,879 Speaker 1: beings having a human experience and these are just shells 315 00:18:10,160 --> 00:18:13,320 Speaker 1: and we kind of go from shell to shell, and 316 00:18:13,440 --> 00:18:16,240 Speaker 1: so you know, it does kind of go along with 317 00:18:17,119 --> 00:18:21,040 Speaker 1: I am in the wrong shell or whatever, you know, 318 00:18:21,240 --> 00:18:24,720 Speaker 1: like being trans and being born in the wrong body 319 00:18:24,800 --> 00:18:26,160 Speaker 1: or not, you know, which. 320 00:18:26,160 --> 00:18:28,640 Speaker 2: It's also funny because when my mother was pregnant with 321 00:18:28,680 --> 00:18:31,280 Speaker 2: my brother and I have a twin brother, and I 322 00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:34,200 Speaker 2: think I mentioned that already, but she was told that. 323 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:36,040 Speaker 2: First of all, she was told she was never gonna 324 00:18:36,040 --> 00:18:38,119 Speaker 2: have kids again and that she should just stop trying 325 00:18:38,160 --> 00:18:42,680 Speaker 2: because she had like several miscarriages and tubal pregnancies and 326 00:18:42,720 --> 00:18:47,040 Speaker 2: just all kinds of messed up shit, and then ended 327 00:18:47,119 --> 00:18:49,199 Speaker 2: up getting pregnant with twins and there's not really a 328 00:18:49,240 --> 00:18:51,879 Speaker 2: lineage of twins that run in our family, so that 329 00:18:51,920 --> 00:18:54,520 Speaker 2: she considered us her miracle baby as forever still does, 330 00:18:55,640 --> 00:18:58,080 Speaker 2: which is cute. But when she was pregnant, they told 331 00:18:58,119 --> 00:19:00,400 Speaker 2: her she was having a boy and a girl. Of course, 332 00:19:00,480 --> 00:19:02,800 Speaker 2: I pop, I pop out. And then the other funny 333 00:19:02,800 --> 00:19:05,040 Speaker 2: thing is, which is really annoying now that I'm going 334 00:19:05,040 --> 00:19:09,280 Speaker 2: through my own gender identity journey and transitioning and having 335 00:19:09,280 --> 00:19:11,600 Speaker 2: to do all the paperwork that comes along with that too. 336 00:19:15,000 --> 00:19:17,399 Speaker 2: When I went to get my first passport after getting 337 00:19:17,400 --> 00:19:20,200 Speaker 2: on drag Race and starting to travel abroad, I found 338 00:19:20,200 --> 00:19:23,800 Speaker 2: out that my birth certificate had me gendered as female, 339 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:25,720 Speaker 2: and so I had to go through all of this 340 00:19:25,920 --> 00:19:29,880 Speaker 2: like paperwork to get it marked as male. To now 341 00:19:30,160 --> 00:19:35,199 Speaker 2: having to go through stop It's really it's ironic and 342 00:19:35,280 --> 00:19:37,719 Speaker 2: hilarious to me, but it's also frustrating because I'm like, 343 00:19:38,160 --> 00:19:39,480 Speaker 2: did you guys know all along? 344 00:19:40,720 --> 00:19:41,920 Speaker 1: Did nobody tell me? 345 00:19:42,400 --> 00:19:44,239 Speaker 2: Why was no one supportive of me when I was 346 00:19:44,240 --> 00:19:45,280 Speaker 2: going to different crisis? 347 00:19:45,320 --> 00:19:51,280 Speaker 1: When I was a kid, wow, okay. 348 00:19:51,280 --> 00:19:53,080 Speaker 2: Which also to me is just the universe being like, 349 00:19:53,080 --> 00:19:55,400 Speaker 2: you're on the right path, bitch, it's taken you long 350 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:57,120 Speaker 2: enough to admit it. Get ready. 351 00:19:57,440 --> 00:20:01,960 Speaker 1: Yes, when you talk about okay being a twin, I 352 00:20:02,040 --> 00:20:07,000 Speaker 1: know for a fact that some twins report like I 353 00:20:07,040 --> 00:20:09,280 Speaker 1: don't know, Oh, I hurt my ankle, and then the 354 00:20:09,280 --> 00:20:11,760 Speaker 1: twins like why is my ankle hurt or whatever, like 355 00:20:11,840 --> 00:20:14,960 Speaker 1: I don't know, just just weird connection stuff. Every time 356 00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:18,159 Speaker 1: I interview twin on this pod, they say, not me, 357 00:20:18,960 --> 00:20:20,080 Speaker 1: where are you at with that? 358 00:20:21,560 --> 00:20:25,159 Speaker 2: I have definitely had experiences where I've been connected to 359 00:20:25,200 --> 00:20:27,320 Speaker 2: my brother. He and I were very close. We're a 360 00:20:27,359 --> 00:20:29,119 Speaker 2: very close family. We've kind of had to be in 361 00:20:29,200 --> 00:20:31,800 Speaker 2: our lives just because of how much we've traveled and 362 00:20:32,560 --> 00:20:35,320 Speaker 2: had to move. My sister and I are like, we're 363 00:20:35,359 --> 00:20:38,439 Speaker 2: more like twins than he and I are. But he 364 00:20:38,520 --> 00:20:40,560 Speaker 2: and I are very connected. And I'll say that because 365 00:20:40,720 --> 00:20:42,800 Speaker 2: it's funny that you mentioned like a hurt ankle or something, 366 00:20:42,800 --> 00:20:44,840 Speaker 2: because all of us, I mean, I'm an old I'm 367 00:20:44,840 --> 00:20:46,719 Speaker 2: an old translating now at this point, and I've been 368 00:20:46,720 --> 00:20:49,520 Speaker 2: putting my body through the ringer for years, and so 369 00:20:49,720 --> 00:20:52,680 Speaker 2: I'll get like random pains and be like, Oh, that's weird, Like, oh, 370 00:20:52,920 --> 00:20:56,439 Speaker 2: what did I do there? And it's dawning on me 371 00:20:56,520 --> 00:20:58,119 Speaker 2: now that you bring that up that a lot of 372 00:20:58,160 --> 00:21:00,400 Speaker 2: my pain happens where my brother was injured in the 373 00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:04,000 Speaker 2: the war in Afghanistan. He was serving as a military 374 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:08,000 Speaker 2: policeman and was almost killed, and I knew I had 375 00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:11,000 Speaker 2: a feeling that something was wrong when it happened to him. 376 00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:14,040 Speaker 2: We didn't know yet, but I remember calling my parents 377 00:21:14,040 --> 00:21:16,520 Speaker 2: in a tizzy and being like, something's wrong with Michael. 378 00:21:16,560 --> 00:21:18,399 Speaker 2: Who's heard from Michael? Has anyone heard from him? And 379 00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:19,919 Speaker 2: They're like, yeah, he's fine, we just heard from him. 380 00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:22,960 Speaker 2: And then days later we got the notification that the 381 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:25,479 Speaker 2: company he was with hit a roadside bomb and he 382 00:21:25,600 --> 00:21:29,879 Speaker 2: was injured and was alive but was badly injured. And 383 00:21:29,920 --> 00:21:32,919 Speaker 2: I was like, that had to have meant something. But 384 00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:34,960 Speaker 2: a lot of the pain that I've been getting recently 385 00:21:35,440 --> 00:21:37,359 Speaker 2: is where his injury is, and I'm wondering if that 386 00:21:37,440 --> 00:21:39,199 Speaker 2: has anything to do with it. 387 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:39,800 Speaker 1: It could be. 388 00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:45,920 Speaker 2: Now I'm just like, I don't know what I'm doing. 389 00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:49,440 Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying is happening is thanks a. 390 00:21:49,359 --> 00:21:51,240 Speaker 1: Lot, Michael, Yeah, why not? 391 00:21:51,720 --> 00:21:54,879 Speaker 2: YEA? For all of the shoulder pains that I'm receiving lately. 392 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:59,120 Speaker 1: Do you uh, do you think you could be telepathic? 393 00:21:59,240 --> 00:22:01,440 Speaker 1: Like can you communicate without speaking? 394 00:22:01,840 --> 00:22:04,959 Speaker 2: Maybe? My sister, like my parents and my sister used 395 00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:06,119 Speaker 2: to tell us this all the time, is that we 396 00:22:06,119 --> 00:22:07,840 Speaker 2: would just look at each other when we were young, 397 00:22:07,880 --> 00:22:11,000 Speaker 2: before we were verbal, We would like give each other 398 00:22:11,040 --> 00:22:13,240 Speaker 2: this look, and they knew that we were about to 399 00:22:13,280 --> 00:22:15,840 Speaker 2: cost no stiff, and we would both like tear off 400 00:22:15,880 --> 00:22:18,000 Speaker 2: and do the same thing and like, you know, get 401 00:22:18,040 --> 00:22:19,880 Speaker 2: out of our car seats and run around the minivan 402 00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:23,040 Speaker 2: and giggle and do all kinds of annoying shit like 403 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:25,960 Speaker 2: toddlers do. They always said there was like, oh, they 404 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,679 Speaker 2: got that look again, And we still kind of can 405 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:30,640 Speaker 2: do that. But my sister and I are very like, well, 406 00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:32,280 Speaker 2: look at each other and know exactly what it is 407 00:22:32,359 --> 00:22:34,080 Speaker 2: and say the same thing at the same time and 408 00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:37,400 Speaker 2: around like pretty much the same cycle of everything. 409 00:22:37,080 --> 00:22:41,199 Speaker 1: That we do. Tell me another ghost story or do 410 00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:42,560 Speaker 1: you have like any other life? 411 00:22:42,600 --> 00:22:43,800 Speaker 2: You tell me a ghost story? 412 00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:48,000 Speaker 1: Now, that's all I do. I want to hear it 413 00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:48,800 Speaker 1: from you. 414 00:22:49,640 --> 00:22:53,080 Speaker 2: Well, the house that I live in now, I don't 415 00:22:53,080 --> 00:22:55,560 Speaker 2: think that it's haunted per se, although sometimes I do 416 00:22:55,640 --> 00:22:57,639 Speaker 2: get like weird feelings. I think that there might be 417 00:22:57,680 --> 00:22:59,840 Speaker 2: like other presences that have been following me around for 418 00:22:59,880 --> 00:23:03,440 Speaker 2: you years. But my sister has a good friend who's 419 00:23:03,440 --> 00:23:05,919 Speaker 2: a psychic medium, and when I first bought my house, 420 00:23:06,160 --> 00:23:08,840 Speaker 2: she came to visit my sister and we had her 421 00:23:08,880 --> 00:23:11,200 Speaker 2: cleanse her house and my house. We both have older 422 00:23:11,240 --> 00:23:14,960 Speaker 2: homes that were built in like the sixties and hadn't 423 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:17,840 Speaker 2: really been touched since them. But as we were going 424 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:21,040 Speaker 2: to my house, before she even stepped in, she was like, 425 00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:24,600 Speaker 2: where's the room downstairs? I can't go to the room downstairs? 426 00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:25,920 Speaker 2: And I was like, I don't know what you're talking about. 427 00:23:25,920 --> 00:23:28,480 Speaker 2: What room. I don't have a room downstairs. I have 428 00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:30,480 Speaker 2: a split level home. And then in my basement there's 429 00:23:30,480 --> 00:23:37,200 Speaker 2: a pool which flex indoor. Okay, when you're in Chicago 430 00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:40,240 Speaker 2: with Bob and if I'm home, please stop by for 431 00:23:40,280 --> 00:23:44,520 Speaker 2: a dip. But there's this mechanical room in there basically 432 00:23:45,160 --> 00:23:49,120 Speaker 2: that's always given me the hubgb's And before she hadn't 433 00:23:49,119 --> 00:23:51,159 Speaker 2: seen the house, hadn't like I hadn't told her about 434 00:23:51,160 --> 00:23:53,639 Speaker 2: this house at all or any of my vibes that 435 00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:55,560 Speaker 2: I get from it. But before we even stepped in. 436 00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:57,320 Speaker 2: She was like, I'm not going into that room that's 437 00:23:57,359 --> 00:23:58,879 Speaker 2: in the basement. And I was like, what are you 438 00:23:58,920 --> 00:24:01,080 Speaker 2: talking about. She's like, you know the room and I 439 00:24:01,119 --> 00:24:02,639 Speaker 2: was like, I know the room. She's like, I'm not 440 00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:05,080 Speaker 2: going into it. And it was weird, and it was 441 00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:06,760 Speaker 2: all of a sudden, She's like, I have to go 442 00:24:06,800 --> 00:24:10,919 Speaker 2: in there right now and double sage it. And she 443 00:24:11,480 --> 00:24:13,480 Speaker 2: walked into the house, went right to where it was 444 00:24:13,560 --> 00:24:16,679 Speaker 2: without even knowing like the layout of anything, and started 445 00:24:16,720 --> 00:24:18,159 Speaker 2: saging it. And I was like, I just got the 446 00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:18,960 Speaker 2: fills from that too. 447 00:24:19,560 --> 00:24:22,399 Speaker 1: She needed to double say, she said, I got the 448 00:24:22,560 --> 00:24:24,120 Speaker 1: backup for this room. 449 00:24:24,600 --> 00:24:26,560 Speaker 2: I don't know what happened here, but I don't like it. 450 00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:29,119 Speaker 2: And I don't know if anything happened here. You know, 451 00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:31,199 Speaker 2: there's no record of anything tragic or anything like that 452 00:24:31,240 --> 00:24:33,720 Speaker 2: happening here. But I also feel there's this one room 453 00:24:33,720 --> 00:24:36,560 Speaker 2: where I feel like an ex boyfriend of mine who 454 00:24:36,640 --> 00:24:38,920 Speaker 2: was passed on, who I feel like he's always kind 455 00:24:38,920 --> 00:24:41,040 Speaker 2: of around. I feel like he hangs out there a lot. 456 00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:43,320 Speaker 2: And that's what she said as well. So it's kind 457 00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:45,320 Speaker 2: of like dark and mysterious and a little spooky. And 458 00:24:45,359 --> 00:24:48,000 Speaker 2: he was dark and mysterious and a little spooky, and 459 00:24:49,040 --> 00:24:50,840 Speaker 2: I feel like he hangs out there just to not 460 00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:53,159 Speaker 2: for anything, and this, and she said this too. She's like, 461 00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:55,320 Speaker 2: he doesn't hang out there to like do anything harmful. 462 00:24:55,359 --> 00:24:57,840 Speaker 2: He's there to just watch over you. But it's it's 463 00:24:57,880 --> 00:25:00,600 Speaker 2: still kind of like a you know, he died, it's 464 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:02,480 Speaker 2: probably still a negative energy. 465 00:25:02,880 --> 00:25:07,240 Speaker 1: Yeah, tell me about psychics in your relationship with them. 466 00:25:08,160 --> 00:25:09,320 Speaker 2: I love psychics. 467 00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:10,600 Speaker 1: Have you been to quite a few. 468 00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:13,720 Speaker 2: I've gone to quite a few. Some of them have 469 00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:17,480 Speaker 2: been spot on. Some of them have been like truly 470 00:25:18,320 --> 00:25:22,439 Speaker 2: like scarily accurate, which always blows my mind. And then 471 00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:24,240 Speaker 2: it's like then I have to remind myself, well, I'm 472 00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:26,719 Speaker 2: kind of googleable. Some of this shit is very you know, 473 00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:32,000 Speaker 2: probably public knowledge because I am very open and talk 474 00:25:32,080 --> 00:25:35,160 Speaker 2: about my life very candidly, which I probably shouldn't. 475 00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:35,600 Speaker 1: Do, as mush. 476 00:25:35,800 --> 00:25:38,600 Speaker 2: But and then some of them, you know, just are 477 00:25:38,640 --> 00:25:40,720 Speaker 2: like I can see them grasping at straws and trying 478 00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:42,040 Speaker 2: to get to me. But you also have to be 479 00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:43,800 Speaker 2: in the right headspace to talk to a psyche. You 480 00:25:43,840 --> 00:25:45,399 Speaker 2: have to be very open to it. And if you 481 00:25:45,480 --> 00:25:48,040 Speaker 2: get caught by people who you're not really open to 482 00:25:48,160 --> 00:25:50,720 Speaker 2: or this is how I am. If I if I'm 483 00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:53,600 Speaker 2: just not vibing well with whoever I'm speaking with, then 484 00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,560 Speaker 2: I just kind of close off, or I'm like, don't 485 00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:56,880 Speaker 2: give them much to work. 486 00:25:56,720 --> 00:25:57,439 Speaker 1: With, right. 487 00:25:58,680 --> 00:26:02,200 Speaker 2: But Jackie my sister's girlfriend who I was mentioning earlier, 488 00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:05,680 Speaker 2: who's the medium she at my dad's service when we 489 00:26:05,680 --> 00:26:08,000 Speaker 2: were having like the memorial from my father after he passed. 490 00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:10,359 Speaker 2: She kept looking at me from across the table. She 491 00:26:10,400 --> 00:26:11,920 Speaker 2: was like, I need to talk to you. I need 492 00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:13,240 Speaker 2: to talk to you right now. We have to go outside, 493 00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:15,560 Speaker 2: And so we went outside and she told me all 494 00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:19,119 Speaker 2: this crazy shit about the boyfriend in question that my 495 00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:21,679 Speaker 2: sister didn't even know, that I hadn't talked to anybody about. 496 00:26:21,720 --> 00:26:25,439 Speaker 2: She had so many specific details. It was like word vomit. 497 00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:27,600 Speaker 2: One thing after another after another after another, and she 498 00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:29,480 Speaker 2: hit the nail on the head with every single thing. 499 00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:33,359 Speaker 2: That was pretty pretty amazing and very impressive. 500 00:26:34,119 --> 00:26:37,640 Speaker 1: Have you been to them, like for predictions? 501 00:26:38,200 --> 00:26:42,399 Speaker 2: Not really for predictions. I mean I do like a 502 00:26:42,400 --> 00:26:45,960 Speaker 2: lot of taro. There's a really have you ever been 503 00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,159 Speaker 2: to Casadega in Florida. 504 00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:51,480 Speaker 1: I've heard of it. It's like a spiritualist community and 505 00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:54,280 Speaker 1: there's lots of psychics, and yeah it is. 506 00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:58,080 Speaker 2: I went to my first psychic there and she again 507 00:26:58,280 --> 00:27:01,320 Speaker 2: was incredible. Actually, my entire family has since gone to her. 508 00:27:01,680 --> 00:27:03,280 Speaker 2: And I was with a friend of mine at the time, 509 00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:07,360 Speaker 2: and he went first because I paid for us both 510 00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:09,080 Speaker 2: to go, and I was like, okay, so you go first. 511 00:27:09,080 --> 00:27:11,800 Speaker 2: And he went in and was there. I mean, I'm 512 00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:15,400 Speaker 2: sure he was there for his whole session, but shortly 513 00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:17,360 Speaker 2: came out and he was like, girl, I really got 514 00:27:17,359 --> 00:27:19,200 Speaker 2: nothing from her, but all she kept doing was talking 515 00:27:19,240 --> 00:27:21,000 Speaker 2: about you. So she really needs to you to come 516 00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:24,000 Speaker 2: in because she has she has a lot of messages 517 00:27:24,040 --> 00:27:26,399 Speaker 2: for you. And as soon as I got it, I 518 00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:27,400 Speaker 2: still have the recording. 519 00:27:28,440 --> 00:27:32,040 Speaker 1: She probably knew that you paid, so she's like, she's 520 00:27:32,040 --> 00:27:33,920 Speaker 1: getting good with the person with the money. 521 00:27:34,119 --> 00:27:36,400 Speaker 2: Where's the mommy, Bring the mommy in here? Come. 522 00:27:39,920 --> 00:27:42,679 Speaker 1: What do you think of aliens? They're out there. 523 00:27:45,119 --> 00:27:48,600 Speaker 2: They're out there, don't you think. Don't you think we 524 00:27:48,680 --> 00:27:50,879 Speaker 2: can't live on this globe and not and that's this 525 00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:54,239 Speaker 2: huge universe and not have something else out there. They 526 00:27:54,320 --> 00:27:56,280 Speaker 2: got to be out there, and I feel like they're here. 527 00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:58,280 Speaker 2: They've got to be here, So I mean, I don't 528 00:27:58,320 --> 00:28:01,160 Speaker 2: know Vicky is the person to talk to about the aliens. 529 00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:02,680 Speaker 1: Oh, Vicky Fogs. 530 00:28:02,880 --> 00:28:04,760 Speaker 2: Yes, Vicky Vox is the one to talk to you 531 00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:07,439 Speaker 2: about the aliens. That she is obsessed with all of that, 532 00:28:07,760 --> 00:28:10,800 Speaker 2: and she's you know, she gets in the little rabbit 533 00:28:10,840 --> 00:28:15,560 Speaker 2: hole of digging on YouTube and all the all those things, 534 00:28:16,280 --> 00:28:17,520 Speaker 2: and she would be the one to talk to you. 535 00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:19,520 Speaker 2: But I feel like this world is too big for 536 00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:23,760 Speaker 2: there's something to not be anything else besides us slowly 537 00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:28,440 Speaker 2: human beings. Yes, of this burning cesspool of a rock 538 00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:29,159 Speaker 2: called earth. 539 00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:31,560 Speaker 1: Have you ever had a reading from Vicky? 540 00:28:32,200 --> 00:28:35,280 Speaker 2: I have had conversations with Vicky. She doesn't often like 541 00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:38,280 Speaker 2: to read me because we're so close, right, And a 542 00:28:38,280 --> 00:28:41,480 Speaker 2: lot of times she says that, uh, spirit blocks it 543 00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:43,680 Speaker 2: because we're because we're just so close and we know 544 00:28:43,760 --> 00:28:45,320 Speaker 2: so much about each other and we can kind of 545 00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:49,640 Speaker 2: read each other's minds. In certain cases, that that they 546 00:28:49,680 --> 00:28:54,000 Speaker 2: protect her from being the vessel, which I totally get. 547 00:28:54,080 --> 00:28:56,200 Speaker 2: But there's also been times where I've been my girl, 548 00:28:56,720 --> 00:28:59,720 Speaker 2: what's going on with this situation or with this love interest. 549 00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:02,600 Speaker 1: Or unprotected vessel for a minute from mine? 550 00:29:02,680 --> 00:29:05,959 Speaker 2: Right, And sometimes she'll call me and she's like, listen, girl, 551 00:29:06,080 --> 00:29:07,680 Speaker 2: you know, I don't like doing this. I love you, 552 00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:10,040 Speaker 2: but fucking spirit won't leave me alone. And needed to 553 00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:12,320 Speaker 2: know you're up to some shit that you shouldn't be 554 00:29:12,440 --> 00:29:14,120 Speaker 2: or you're dealing with some people that you shouldn't be 555 00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:18,200 Speaker 2: dealing with, or you're hanging like something funky, and here's 556 00:29:18,200 --> 00:29:20,680 Speaker 2: what I know, and so be mindful of it. And 557 00:29:20,680 --> 00:29:25,800 Speaker 2: then she's all right, bye, are you? But I've witnessed 558 00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:29,640 Speaker 2: I've witnessed her like read strangers and it is incredible. 559 00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:33,360 Speaker 1: Well, I've seen her read. I've seen her read audiences 560 00:29:33,560 --> 00:29:38,480 Speaker 1: before Hamburger, Mary's Brunch or the abbey. She's reading these 561 00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:39,600 Speaker 1: bitches left and right. 562 00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:41,680 Speaker 2: Is this the drag kind of reading though? 563 00:29:41,840 --> 00:29:44,200 Speaker 1: Or the speech is a little bit of Colin A 564 00:29:44,360 --> 00:29:48,760 Speaker 1: and B a little bit of both. Are you a 565 00:29:48,760 --> 00:29:52,760 Speaker 1: believer in fate or like synchronicities? 566 00:29:53,760 --> 00:29:54,000 Speaker 2: Yes? 567 00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:58,360 Speaker 1: Do you think like when stuff happens on the daily? 568 00:29:58,440 --> 00:29:59,840 Speaker 1: Are you like that's a. 569 00:30:01,440 --> 00:30:04,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, I believe in signs. I also I believe in 570 00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:07,480 Speaker 2: like I have a lot of deja vu. 571 00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:10,240 Speaker 1: Ooh, I have a lot. 572 00:30:10,040 --> 00:30:13,040 Speaker 2: Of deja vu, which also, but that just reminds me 573 00:30:13,040 --> 00:30:15,040 Speaker 2: of like I'm like, I've I've dreamt this before or 574 00:30:15,040 --> 00:30:18,200 Speaker 2: I've lived this before, or I like I've seen whatever 575 00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:21,680 Speaker 2: this like movie that's playing behind my eyeballs right now 576 00:30:21,720 --> 00:30:23,800 Speaker 2: of what is in the present, like I've I've this 577 00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:27,800 Speaker 2: is an experience I have had before, like verbatim and 578 00:30:27,840 --> 00:30:30,920 Speaker 2: like to every like every little detail where I'm like, 579 00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:33,280 Speaker 2: didn't we just have this conversation a couple of weeks together? 580 00:30:33,280 --> 00:30:35,719 Speaker 2: They're like, No, we're meeting somebody that I'm like, I 581 00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:38,240 Speaker 2: swear I know, like I know you, I know you? 582 00:30:39,080 --> 00:30:41,240 Speaker 2: How do I know you? And it's not being the case. 583 00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:44,120 Speaker 2: But I also believe in you know, destiny and fate 584 00:30:44,160 --> 00:30:48,080 Speaker 2: and like and karmatic fate is truly what I believe in. 585 00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:50,640 Speaker 2: It's like whatever kind of energy you're putting out there, 586 00:30:51,120 --> 00:30:53,960 Speaker 2: you're destined for whatever you're saying up there. So be 587 00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:56,400 Speaker 2: nice to people. People exactly. 588 00:30:57,880 --> 00:31:00,400 Speaker 1: This is the worst question I ever asked people. Can 589 00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:02,560 Speaker 1: you think of a time off the top of your 590 00:31:02,560 --> 00:31:08,120 Speaker 1: head of like a synchronicity something something in your life where. 591 00:31:08,320 --> 00:31:10,040 Speaker 2: Where things just clicked and made sense? 592 00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:13,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, or like I don't know something, what's an example? 593 00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:17,280 Speaker 2: Yeah, give me a good example so I can think 594 00:31:17,320 --> 00:31:20,480 Speaker 2: of that, because I'm sure I have something. As I 595 00:31:20,520 --> 00:31:20,920 Speaker 2: hit my. 596 00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:26,400 Speaker 1: Like a coincidence, but you're like, that's not a coincidence 597 00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:30,040 Speaker 1: that I think that's too good to be true, like 598 00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:32,680 Speaker 1: or like I should have went to this place and 599 00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:35,520 Speaker 1: then I didn't that day and then this happened, or 600 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:37,160 Speaker 1: oh well. 601 00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:39,360 Speaker 2: Again back to well this is this was to my sister. 602 00:31:40,960 --> 00:31:42,840 Speaker 2: I'm back to that haunted house that we lived in 603 00:31:42,880 --> 00:31:45,400 Speaker 2: when we were younger. She I guess she like hurt 604 00:31:45,400 --> 00:31:48,920 Speaker 2: her finger or something playing basketball and called my mother 605 00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:51,120 Speaker 2: and demanded that my mother come to pick her up. 606 00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:53,479 Speaker 2: And she was like, at school's almost over, You're fine, 607 00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:55,680 Speaker 2: it's just a finger, You'll be good. She's like, I 608 00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:57,320 Speaker 2: need to be picked up now. I need to be 609 00:31:57,320 --> 00:32:00,160 Speaker 2: picked up now. And so my mom, you know, she 610 00:32:00,200 --> 00:32:02,360 Speaker 2: had just put my brother and I down to nap, 611 00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:05,160 Speaker 2: had to wake us up, go get my sister, take 612 00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:08,640 Speaker 2: her home, and then you know, like maybe half an 613 00:32:08,680 --> 00:32:12,240 Speaker 2: hour later, she got a call from one of my sisters, 614 00:32:12,240 --> 00:32:17,320 Speaker 2: like students mothers asking if Heather had made it home, 615 00:32:17,320 --> 00:32:18,360 Speaker 2: and she was like, yeah, I had to go pick 616 00:32:18,360 --> 00:32:19,840 Speaker 2: her up in school. She's like, oh, my kid hasn't 617 00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:22,080 Speaker 2: made it home yet. And come to find out, there 618 00:32:22,120 --> 00:32:25,320 Speaker 2: was a terrible accident on the bus that my sister 619 00:32:25,400 --> 00:32:28,000 Speaker 2: was supposed to take home and it like went over 620 00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:31,960 Speaker 2: a freeway near SeaWorld in Orlando and people died. 621 00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:33,640 Speaker 1: Are you serious? 622 00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:36,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, she just told me that story. My mom just 623 00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:38,680 Speaker 2: told me that story right before I got on the 624 00:32:38,680 --> 00:32:42,520 Speaker 2: phone with you. I think, what happened with my brother's 625 00:32:42,560 --> 00:32:48,720 Speaker 2: a little lake? Think what does the word synchronosity, synchronistic? Synchronistic? 626 00:32:49,520 --> 00:32:49,880 Speaker 1: I had? 627 00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:52,920 Speaker 2: Okay, this is like a little this is a little morbid. 628 00:32:52,960 --> 00:32:54,880 Speaker 2: And I don't talk about this often because it puts 629 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:55,680 Speaker 2: me in a dark place. 630 00:32:55,680 --> 00:32:57,640 Speaker 1: But well you don't have to if you don't want to. 631 00:32:58,080 --> 00:33:01,280 Speaker 2: Now whatever I'm I'm I'm I'm trying to be even 632 00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:04,000 Speaker 2: more open than I already am. Okay, that says I 633 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:05,800 Speaker 2: think this is a perfect podcast for that. 634 00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:06,680 Speaker 1: Totally. 635 00:33:07,800 --> 00:33:13,280 Speaker 2: The night that my boyfriend committed suicide, he was begging 636 00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:14,600 Speaker 2: me to come over and I was going to go 637 00:33:14,640 --> 00:33:16,479 Speaker 2: over there, and something in my mind told me not 638 00:33:16,520 --> 00:33:18,960 Speaker 2: to go over there. I just didn't. I didn't feel 639 00:33:18,960 --> 00:33:22,280 Speaker 2: safe to do it, and so I didn't. And then 640 00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:24,120 Speaker 2: that's the night that in the middle of the night 641 00:33:24,160 --> 00:33:25,840 Speaker 2: I got the call that I needed to come to 642 00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:26,240 Speaker 2: the house. 643 00:33:27,120 --> 00:33:30,680 Speaker 1: Wow. Yeah, that's that's a deep one, and. 644 00:33:30,760 --> 00:33:32,800 Speaker 2: We talk about as a family. We talk about it often, 645 00:33:33,280 --> 00:33:35,920 Speaker 2: something that I'm working on with my therapist too, and 646 00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:39,440 Speaker 2: it's you know, it's a burden that I've held on 647 00:33:39,480 --> 00:33:41,120 Speaker 2: to for a long time, so I think it's probably 648 00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:43,120 Speaker 2: healthy to talk about it and try to like release 649 00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:44,719 Speaker 2: some of that that I always hold on too. But 650 00:33:44,720 --> 00:33:46,920 Speaker 2: it's something that's always weighed on my mind, like what 651 00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:48,640 Speaker 2: if what if I would have gone over there? Could 652 00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:51,240 Speaker 2: I have helped him? What if I went over there 653 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:52,560 Speaker 2: and I couldn't help myself? 654 00:33:53,080 --> 00:33:56,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean we can drive ourselves crazy with the 655 00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:59,440 Speaker 1: what ifs. Yeah, it's hard. 656 00:33:59,600 --> 00:34:01,400 Speaker 2: Life and life is wild. 657 00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:03,160 Speaker 1: Well, thanks for sharing that. 658 00:34:04,120 --> 00:34:07,040 Speaker 2: I think that's why, especially now, I'm like, I'm going 659 00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:09,759 Speaker 2: to live my life to as as full as i 660 00:34:09,800 --> 00:34:13,319 Speaker 2: can while I have it in this vessel until the 661 00:34:13,360 --> 00:34:16,640 Speaker 2: next one and hopefully the next one will be even greater. 662 00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:19,080 Speaker 1: That is definitely something I think you can learn from 663 00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:24,080 Speaker 1: loss is like, oh wow, this does end, like you 664 00:34:24,239 --> 00:34:27,480 Speaker 1: really you don't know how long you're gonna get, so 665 00:34:27,520 --> 00:34:29,000 Speaker 1: you might as well make the most of it. 666 00:34:30,239 --> 00:34:31,680 Speaker 2: I've had. I mean, I don't know how much loss 667 00:34:31,680 --> 00:34:34,120 Speaker 2: you've experienced. I've experienced a ton of loss, in my life, 668 00:34:34,160 --> 00:34:37,360 Speaker 2: and it's been, you know, a great tragedy of my 669 00:34:37,440 --> 00:34:39,279 Speaker 2: life to have gone through so much loss, but it's 670 00:34:39,280 --> 00:34:45,839 Speaker 2: also been I think rewarding in a way to live 671 00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:47,600 Speaker 2: every day as if it's your last. You never know 672 00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:49,600 Speaker 2: what's going to happen, like you know, all those all 673 00:34:49,640 --> 00:34:54,040 Speaker 2: those stereotypical things that people say about grief and living 674 00:34:54,080 --> 00:34:58,439 Speaker 2: life to its fullest potential and capabilities, but also trying 675 00:34:58,480 --> 00:35:00,000 Speaker 2: to enjoy it as much as you can, even though 676 00:35:00,040 --> 00:35:03,160 Speaker 2: it feels like the world is you know, going to hell, 677 00:35:03,239 --> 00:35:05,840 Speaker 2: which it is, trying to find some kind of joy 678 00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:07,880 Speaker 2: and levity in the situation. 679 00:35:09,120 --> 00:35:11,520 Speaker 1: I know it's so important, and that's why I like, 680 00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:16,960 Speaker 1: I just feel like as awful as the circumstances are 681 00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:20,600 Speaker 1: or ever will be, I have to have fun, Like 682 00:35:20,680 --> 00:35:23,239 Speaker 1: I have to find a way to have fun with it. 683 00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:27,560 Speaker 1: Like I feel like, I don't know, I literally just 684 00:35:27,600 --> 00:35:30,560 Speaker 1: watched Titanic on an airplane the other day. Like the 685 00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:35,840 Speaker 1: people playing the music as it's like sinking, I feel 686 00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:39,040 Speaker 1: like I would be like making jokes or something. 687 00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:41,600 Speaker 2: Absolutely, I'm like, well, bitch, if we're all dying, we 688 00:35:41,719 --> 00:35:45,600 Speaker 2: might as well might as well have fun. Get the 689 00:35:45,719 --> 00:35:48,240 Speaker 2: champs out I'm ready exactly. 690 00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:54,120 Speaker 1: Okay, Wow, where should we go from here? 691 00:35:54,840 --> 00:35:56,120 Speaker 2: No, I didn't mean to get deep. 692 00:35:56,200 --> 00:36:02,279 Speaker 1: Sorry girl, Now I love it on This show has 693 00:36:02,360 --> 00:36:05,680 Speaker 1: been so silly lately, which which I do love. 694 00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:08,480 Speaker 2: But we love a silly little show. 695 00:36:08,760 --> 00:36:11,359 Speaker 1: I love a silly little show. Oh, she's just doing 696 00:36:11,360 --> 00:36:14,759 Speaker 1: a silly little show. But that is a thing like 697 00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:21,200 Speaker 1: these conversations about spiritual All of this concerns so many 698 00:36:21,239 --> 00:36:28,719 Speaker 1: different aspects. It concerns science, religion, history, love, loss, but 699 00:36:28,760 --> 00:36:33,120 Speaker 1: it ultimately a lot of it involves life and death, 700 00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:38,480 Speaker 1: and you know, there's this tragedy within that, there's beauty 701 00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:43,200 Speaker 1: within it. These conversations can definitely be very real and 702 00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:46,000 Speaker 1: intense or however you want to look at it, but 703 00:36:46,640 --> 00:36:50,840 Speaker 1: it's a part of the conversation absolutely, So thank you 704 00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:51,239 Speaker 1: for that. 705 00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:52,680 Speaker 2: Are you wrapping this up? 706 00:36:52,719 --> 00:36:55,880 Speaker 1: For what is? Are we doing? We wrap it up? 707 00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:56,360 Speaker 1: We don't have to. 708 00:36:57,800 --> 00:36:58,399 Speaker 2: That was it? 709 00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:02,520 Speaker 1: No, that wasn't it. That was just my little piece 710 00:37:02,960 --> 00:37:05,080 Speaker 1: about us getting deep. 711 00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:07,480 Speaker 2: And girls, I guess love to go deep. 712 00:37:07,719 --> 00:37:13,640 Speaker 1: What do you think of bigfoot shifting gears? I have one, 713 00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:20,120 Speaker 1: I have two, Bigfoot Do you think that's real? 714 00:37:20,800 --> 00:37:23,160 Speaker 2: I don't know what I feel about bigfoot or Lockness 715 00:37:23,200 --> 00:37:26,399 Speaker 2: Monster or you know any of those things. 716 00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:28,920 Speaker 1: Oh, you know, Chicago has Mothman. 717 00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:33,000 Speaker 2: I have heard of moth Man, even though I live 718 00:37:33,040 --> 00:37:34,960 Speaker 2: here and I've been here for seven years now. I 719 00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:37,680 Speaker 2: need to like dive deep into all the lore that 720 00:37:37,840 --> 00:37:40,080 Speaker 2: Chicago has. I've been on several of the ghost tours, 721 00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:43,680 Speaker 2: which are really fun. You have highly recommend if you come. 722 00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:46,000 Speaker 2: There's like a lot of you know, with the fires 723 00:37:46,080 --> 00:37:48,200 Speaker 2: and all the other shit that's happened in Chicago and 724 00:37:48,239 --> 00:37:51,279 Speaker 2: all the mafia. Yeah, there are some good ghost tours here. 725 00:37:52,360 --> 00:37:54,480 Speaker 2: And I don't know much about Mothman, to be honest. 726 00:37:54,960 --> 00:37:57,839 Speaker 2: Do I want to say Bigfoot exists? Sure? Is it 727 00:37:57,840 --> 00:38:00,839 Speaker 2: a species? Is it aliens? Like? What is? You know? 728 00:38:01,280 --> 00:38:05,240 Speaker 2: Are there more big big feet? Are there multiple Lackness monsters? 729 00:38:05,360 --> 00:38:08,800 Speaker 2: Or is it just a big turd? I don't know. 730 00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:11,600 Speaker 2: I would like to are giants reel? 731 00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:13,440 Speaker 1: I think I know a few. 732 00:38:15,800 --> 00:38:16,480 Speaker 2: Named them. 733 00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:21,040 Speaker 1: I there's theories of all of those things you just listened. 734 00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:23,399 Speaker 1: Some people will say it's an alien, some people will 735 00:38:23,440 --> 00:38:28,480 Speaker 1: say it's a species. The Mothman is very interesting. Actually, 736 00:38:28,520 --> 00:38:32,880 Speaker 1: Netflix's Unsolved Mysteries just recently did an episode about Mothman 737 00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:37,680 Speaker 1: and It's interesting because Mothman was always very West Virginia 738 00:38:38,239 --> 00:38:43,960 Speaker 1: and then the past few years became Chicago. Honestly, maybe 739 00:38:43,960 --> 00:38:45,800 Speaker 1: Mothman heard that you moved to Chicago. 740 00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:48,520 Speaker 2: Maybe maybe I am most Frans. 741 00:38:50,920 --> 00:38:53,120 Speaker 1: That's what I'm always trying to defend. We don't know 742 00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:57,520 Speaker 1: Mothman's pronouns, and I think it should just be moth 743 00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:00,640 Speaker 1: them for now, right until we. 744 00:39:00,600 --> 00:39:05,720 Speaker 2: Know Mathi, we'll just call it Mathi, Mathi giving Mathi. 745 00:39:07,640 --> 00:39:09,720 Speaker 2: I need to dive into that. But also, it's global warming, 746 00:39:09,760 --> 00:39:13,320 Speaker 2: so maybe it's just migration issues. Maybe the mo moth people, 747 00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:19,320 Speaker 2: moth persons are now in Chicago because why not be 748 00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:21,040 Speaker 2: in Chicago instead of West Virginia? 749 00:39:21,680 --> 00:39:26,080 Speaker 1: Right, I love Chicago. Oh my god, I actually hearing 750 00:39:26,120 --> 00:39:28,960 Speaker 1: about you with a pool in your home in Chicago. 751 00:39:29,360 --> 00:39:31,000 Speaker 1: That sounds like such a dream. 752 00:39:31,360 --> 00:39:33,560 Speaker 2: Please come visit and tell me if you think my 753 00:39:33,600 --> 00:39:34,760 Speaker 2: house is haunted. 754 00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:39,360 Speaker 1: I absolutely will. What about haunted like. 755 00:39:39,280 --> 00:39:43,680 Speaker 2: Objects like items? Yeah, for sure. There was this thing 756 00:39:43,719 --> 00:39:45,440 Speaker 2: that my mom used to have and I can't even 757 00:39:45,520 --> 00:39:47,680 Speaker 2: remember what it was now, but it always creeped me 758 00:39:47,719 --> 00:39:51,280 Speaker 2: out as a kid. And then I had this doll, 759 00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:55,759 Speaker 2: of course that I loved as a kid, and It 760 00:39:55,840 --> 00:39:57,759 Speaker 2: always freaked the rest of my family out, but I 761 00:39:57,800 --> 00:39:59,879 Speaker 2: loved it and would I would go everywhere with it. 762 00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:01,040 Speaker 1: What was it? 763 00:40:01,040 --> 00:40:03,120 Speaker 2: It was like it almost looked like a little Chucky doll. 764 00:40:03,200 --> 00:40:05,000 Speaker 2: To be honest, it was like it looks like me. 765 00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:07,440 Speaker 2: It had like bright red hair, a little freckles. It 766 00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:10,000 Speaker 2: wasn't like as like big or wild looking as Chucky, 767 00:40:10,040 --> 00:40:14,160 Speaker 2: but it was definitely like, you know, cabbage patch adjacent. 768 00:40:14,320 --> 00:40:15,919 Speaker 2: And I was obsessed with this doll, but it would 769 00:40:16,239 --> 00:40:18,560 Speaker 2: freak everyone out. I also had a really weird ventriloquis 770 00:40:18,560 --> 00:40:20,640 Speaker 2: stummy that I got it up their story, yard sale 771 00:40:20,719 --> 00:40:23,600 Speaker 2: or something that always scared everyone. But I was also 772 00:40:24,480 --> 00:40:26,959 Speaker 2: could never let that thing go because it also looked 773 00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:30,280 Speaker 2: like me. You know, I've always looked like a puppet, 774 00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:32,520 Speaker 2: a little ginger puppet with freckles, so not much has 775 00:40:32,600 --> 00:40:33,600 Speaker 2: changed in that regard. 776 00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:39,000 Speaker 1: Can I show you a haunted doll? Yes, it's time 777 00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:48,120 Speaker 1: for the dolls are living living, Okay. So here's what 778 00:40:48,160 --> 00:40:52,360 Speaker 1: I do de talks. Every week, I go to eBay 779 00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:56,200 Speaker 1: dot com. I type in the words haunted doll. There 780 00:40:56,239 --> 00:41:01,680 Speaker 1: are thousands of haunted dolls on eBay always, and here 781 00:41:01,760 --> 00:41:04,239 Speaker 1: is one for you today. I would like you to 782 00:41:04,320 --> 00:41:05,840 Speaker 1: meet Elizabeth. 783 00:41:06,920 --> 00:41:07,560 Speaker 2: Hi, Lizzie. 784 00:41:07,880 --> 00:41:12,360 Speaker 1: Elizabeth is currently going for nineteen dollars. Let's take a 785 00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:15,920 Speaker 1: look at can can we see a picture with more outfit? 786 00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:21,080 Speaker 2: There she is, she's kind of giving Yes, she's. 787 00:41:20,920 --> 00:41:22,920 Speaker 1: Got like is that a bonnet? What is that? 788 00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:27,040 Speaker 2: It's a really sweet little easter bonnet. I'm interested in 789 00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:29,880 Speaker 2: that hand. That hand is doing some weird She's like 790 00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:31,600 Speaker 2: throwing up gang signs with that hand. 791 00:41:33,200 --> 00:41:36,120 Speaker 1: She's just kind of sliding that in there a little. 792 00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:39,000 Speaker 1: She's a little little little bo peep. 793 00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:42,040 Speaker 2: A little mo peep. That's what the kids called me 794 00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:42,520 Speaker 2: at school. 795 00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:51,839 Speaker 1: Wow, she's a little mo cute cut Creese could use 796 00:41:51,880 --> 00:41:57,719 Speaker 1: a bigger lash. Possibly, I'm into those brows. Honestly. The 797 00:41:57,800 --> 00:41:59,239 Speaker 1: makeups not bad. 798 00:42:00,040 --> 00:42:03,680 Speaker 2: It's not bad. She's cute. The pupils are a little dilated. 799 00:42:03,760 --> 00:42:09,000 Speaker 1: Maybe she knows that a party, but real she So. 800 00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:11,560 Speaker 1: Here's the thing about these ebayhunted dolls. They always come 801 00:42:11,760 --> 00:42:13,160 Speaker 1: with biographies. 802 00:42:13,719 --> 00:42:16,040 Speaker 2: Okay, I need the biography. Give it to me. Is 803 00:42:16,040 --> 00:42:16,920 Speaker 2: she missing a hand? 804 00:42:17,320 --> 00:42:22,080 Speaker 1: Oh, it looks like. 805 00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:25,080 Speaker 2: Missing a hand. Who hurt you, little peep? 806 00:42:25,600 --> 00:42:25,799 Speaker 3: Yeah? 807 00:42:25,840 --> 00:42:27,680 Speaker 1: I think she's missing a hand. Well, let's see if 808 00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:30,799 Speaker 1: it says anything about that in this bio. And by 809 00:42:30,880 --> 00:42:35,800 Speaker 1: the way, usually the idea with these is that a 810 00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:41,880 Speaker 1: formerly living human being dies and then somehow ends up 811 00:42:42,040 --> 00:42:43,319 Speaker 1: the doll. Yeah, oh, you know. 812 00:42:45,520 --> 00:42:47,480 Speaker 2: You don't have one of those dolls already. Do you 813 00:42:47,520 --> 00:42:50,080 Speaker 2: ever buy any of these dolls? Actually, why not? 814 00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:54,040 Speaker 1: I will not, though I do have a vintage Liberachi 815 00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:58,680 Speaker 1: doll that is here at the studio and I'm obsessed. Okay, 816 00:42:59,280 --> 00:43:03,400 Speaker 1: So it's meet Elizabeth. By the way, she's going for 817 00:43:03,520 --> 00:43:06,800 Speaker 1: nineteen dollars, which is that's a discount, Diva. They're usually 818 00:43:06,840 --> 00:43:07,600 Speaker 1: way more than that. 819 00:43:07,719 --> 00:43:08,640 Speaker 2: I might have to get her. 820 00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:14,960 Speaker 1: Meet Elizabeth. Fair and beautiful, but also cunning and vile. 821 00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:19,839 Speaker 1: She poisoned all three of her younger siblings. No one 822 00:43:19,920 --> 00:43:24,120 Speaker 1: suspected a sweet faced beauty like Elizabeth to be so evil. 823 00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:28,359 Speaker 1: It was in the early nineteen hundreds, so detective work 824 00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:32,719 Speaker 1: was lacking, and eventually her nanny was blamed and put 825 00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:37,960 Speaker 1: to death. Elizabeth rejoiced that she duped everyone, and then 826 00:43:38,080 --> 00:43:41,680 Speaker 1: she received all the attention from everyone for her mournful suffering. 827 00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:48,480 Speaker 1: This was the theme of her life, continuous cruel acts. 828 00:43:49,160 --> 00:43:52,120 Speaker 1: She basically killed two of her husbands. Wow, okay, so 829 00:43:52,560 --> 00:43:58,200 Speaker 1: work Diva said she was widowed twice by her own doing. 830 00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:04,439 Speaker 1: She eventually messed with the wrong person and he had 831 00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:10,080 Speaker 1: enough and pushed Elizabeth off the cliff. Elizabeth has the 832 00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:13,480 Speaker 1: tendency of turning lights on. If she is near a 833 00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:16,360 Speaker 1: light and it is off, she will turn it on. 834 00:44:17,200 --> 00:44:22,399 Speaker 1: She also dances to the flame of a candle. If 835 00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:25,280 Speaker 1: you stare into the center of the flame, you most 836 00:44:25,360 --> 00:44:30,000 Speaker 1: likely will see her nude pale skin swaying in the flame. 837 00:44:30,440 --> 00:44:33,879 Speaker 1: But be careful. Not only will your eyes start to 838 00:44:33,920 --> 00:44:38,480 Speaker 1: sting and blur your Wait a second, now, there's a 839 00:44:38,520 --> 00:44:43,319 Speaker 1: lot of spelling errors. I apologize. Not only will your 840 00:44:43,440 --> 00:44:47,440 Speaker 1: eyes start to sting and blur your vision, she will 841 00:44:47,480 --> 00:44:50,359 Speaker 1: attempt to put you in a trance and lead you 842 00:44:50,440 --> 00:44:55,839 Speaker 1: to do unscrupulous things. You will know it was almost over. 843 00:44:55,880 --> 00:44:58,760 Speaker 1: Don't worry. You will know when she leaves her vessel 844 00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:01,720 Speaker 1: to wander. If you get a sudden chill and smell 845 00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:07,600 Speaker 1: of magnolias, the tale sign she is likely hovering over you. 846 00:45:08,160 --> 00:45:13,120 Speaker 2: Elizabeth, she sounds like a party and I like her. 847 00:45:13,480 --> 00:45:17,919 Speaker 1: She will get naked and dance to your candles. Don't 848 00:45:17,960 --> 00:45:21,920 Speaker 1: fall for it. She might try to kill you, but 849 00:45:23,000 --> 00:45:23,960 Speaker 1: she sounds fun. 850 00:45:24,480 --> 00:45:27,719 Speaker 2: She sounds fun. Somebody come out there and buy Elizabeth. 851 00:45:27,480 --> 00:45:30,680 Speaker 1: Nineteen dollars e Bay dollars is a steal. 852 00:45:31,560 --> 00:45:34,040 Speaker 2: Have you ever bought a haunted doll from me? 853 00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:38,680 Speaker 1: By absolutely not. I's wrong with you. A lot of 854 00:45:38,719 --> 00:45:39,720 Speaker 1: things do tugs. 855 00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:41,880 Speaker 2: You have to do it for research for the pod. 856 00:45:42,400 --> 00:45:44,640 Speaker 1: Well, I am doing research for the pod right now, 857 00:45:44,719 --> 00:45:48,880 Speaker 1: which is I'm going around staying in haunted hotel rooms 858 00:45:48,960 --> 00:45:52,960 Speaker 1: and I'm putting it on YouTube love It's called the 859 00:45:53,080 --> 00:45:58,839 Speaker 1: Haunted Doll. So that is my research. But that I 860 00:45:59,080 --> 00:46:03,520 Speaker 1: like can leave the hotel. I don't want to bring 861 00:46:03,680 --> 00:46:06,360 Speaker 1: a haunted doll into my life. 862 00:46:06,640 --> 00:46:08,800 Speaker 2: Yeah. I feel like if you if you bring something 863 00:46:08,840 --> 00:46:12,240 Speaker 2: into your space, and that's where that's where things get dicey, 864 00:46:12,640 --> 00:46:13,280 Speaker 2: because at. 865 00:46:13,120 --> 00:46:17,160 Speaker 1: This point this has become my job in some way, 866 00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:21,279 Speaker 1: like it is my job, and I like the fact 867 00:46:21,280 --> 00:46:25,759 Speaker 1: that my home is not haunted, and so I feel 868 00:46:26,040 --> 00:46:29,360 Speaker 1: like I don't want to bring my work home and 869 00:46:30,480 --> 00:46:31,040 Speaker 1: I can't have. 870 00:46:31,080 --> 00:46:32,680 Speaker 2: Ghosts a year in a studio? 871 00:46:32,760 --> 00:46:34,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, should we have one in the studio? 872 00:46:35,280 --> 00:46:36,520 Speaker 2: I haunt that shit. 873 00:46:37,320 --> 00:46:38,680 Speaker 1: I would feel so bad and. 874 00:46:38,680 --> 00:46:42,040 Speaker 2: See who all, see who all is affected by the 875 00:46:42,080 --> 00:46:44,280 Speaker 2: spirits of Elizabeth you know what I don't like about 876 00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:48,800 Speaker 2: Elizabeth is that her pupil placement one is a little 877 00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:50,520 Speaker 2: off kilter, so she looks like she has a little 878 00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:52,759 Speaker 2: lazy eye. But it also looks like she's shifty, like 879 00:46:53,239 --> 00:46:54,960 Speaker 2: she's got when I looking at you and when I'm 880 00:46:54,960 --> 00:46:56,800 Speaker 2: looking for revenge. 881 00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:58,600 Speaker 1: Ooh, she's always on the. 882 00:46:58,600 --> 00:47:01,320 Speaker 2: Pro which it's me a little bit, Elizabeth. 883 00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:06,760 Speaker 1: What do you think of her hair? Hard front, hard front. 884 00:47:06,760 --> 00:47:08,719 Speaker 2: The glue is yellowing, which does tell me that it 885 00:47:08,800 --> 00:47:13,360 Speaker 2: might be you see the glue, so it does give old. 886 00:47:13,680 --> 00:47:16,000 Speaker 2: The ribbon looks very new, though, so I'm not sure 887 00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:17,640 Speaker 2: how old. She doesn't say how old. 888 00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:23,400 Speaker 1: She is musty old wig the old. It does not 889 00:47:23,719 --> 00:47:30,960 Speaker 1: say whatever. I don't know. Hey can I hey, hey, 890 00:47:32,120 --> 00:47:37,520 Speaker 1: can I play some ghost voices? Yeah, it's time for 891 00:47:38,120 --> 00:47:45,560 Speaker 1: ev or ev Please? Have you ever heard the term EVP? 892 00:47:47,239 --> 00:47:47,319 Speaker 3: No? 893 00:47:47,920 --> 00:47:49,719 Speaker 1: Tolly uh? 894 00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:56,920 Speaker 2: It stands for extravainy penis, So you. 895 00:47:56,880 --> 00:47:57,440 Speaker 1: Do know it? 896 00:47:57,520 --> 00:48:00,760 Speaker 2: Okay, yes, familiar, I'm familiar with that verbiage. 897 00:48:01,239 --> 00:48:06,719 Speaker 1: It's a different one actually, this one is electronic voice phenomena. 898 00:48:07,239 --> 00:48:09,680 Speaker 2: Oh yes, yes, yes, yes, of course of course. 899 00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:12,479 Speaker 1: So it's basically like on a ghost a dig show 900 00:48:12,680 --> 00:48:16,200 Speaker 1: when they believe they've heard a ghosts speak and it's 901 00:48:16,320 --> 00:48:25,560 Speaker 1: like that was better than most of them. So basically 902 00:48:26,040 --> 00:48:29,960 Speaker 1: not unlike with eBay the Internet, you know, people are 903 00:48:29,960 --> 00:48:32,720 Speaker 1: putting their stuff up there all the time. Sometimes they're good. Actually, 904 00:48:32,800 --> 00:48:35,200 Speaker 1: I think that ones today are pretty good. I've got 905 00:48:35,200 --> 00:48:39,000 Speaker 1: two of them for you, and I'm gonna play them 906 00:48:39,040 --> 00:48:41,000 Speaker 1: for you, and I want you to tell me what 907 00:48:41,080 --> 00:48:43,160 Speaker 1: you hear and then I'll give you an abc D 908 00:48:44,320 --> 00:48:47,080 Speaker 1: one of them being the right answer what they believe 909 00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:52,160 Speaker 1: the ghosts that. So this first one is from Parallel 910 00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:57,880 Speaker 1: Realms with a Z that's their name on YouTube. 911 00:48:57,400 --> 00:48:58,800 Speaker 2: Because they're edgy. 912 00:48:59,280 --> 00:49:05,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, the Parallel Realms And it's at a private residence. 913 00:49:06,320 --> 00:49:09,400 Speaker 1: What is this ghost saying? 914 00:49:13,520 --> 00:49:14,360 Speaker 2: Can I hear it again? 915 00:49:14,520 --> 00:49:23,440 Speaker 1: Yes, there's some like scratchy scratchiness from the recording going on, 916 00:49:23,520 --> 00:49:25,800 Speaker 1: but it's this voice that's. 917 00:49:25,640 --> 00:49:32,719 Speaker 2: Like, can I tell you what I'm hearing? 918 00:49:33,080 --> 00:49:33,440 Speaker 1: What you here? 919 00:49:35,400 --> 00:49:37,400 Speaker 2: Can I say? Fag? This is just the fag in me? 920 00:49:38,080 --> 00:49:41,640 Speaker 1: Well, a ghost called me that word. Actually at this point, 921 00:49:42,000 --> 00:49:44,640 Speaker 1: multiple times, I have captured. 922 00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:47,520 Speaker 2: I say, multiple people. I was like, I'm one of them. 923 00:49:50,160 --> 00:49:52,600 Speaker 1: The living and the dead have called me that word. 924 00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:53,560 Speaker 1: And I'm fine with that. 925 00:49:55,360 --> 00:50:01,000 Speaker 2: I heard. Okay, this is what I heard. Looks stunning, 926 00:50:04,960 --> 00:50:06,399 Speaker 2: and that's just the. 927 00:50:06,360 --> 00:50:14,480 Speaker 1: Fag in me. Absolutely. Do you hear it to me? 928 00:50:14,840 --> 00:50:18,360 Speaker 1: It sounds like some old queen that's at a salon 929 00:50:18,640 --> 00:50:21,000 Speaker 1: or something just did your hair. And then it's like, 930 00:50:21,360 --> 00:50:22,640 Speaker 1: you look stunning. 931 00:50:23,160 --> 00:50:27,719 Speaker 2: That's right, like cigarette in hand, yes, teasing comb in 932 00:50:27,760 --> 00:50:31,240 Speaker 2: the other hand. You look stunning. 933 00:50:31,719 --> 00:50:36,120 Speaker 1: Oh my god, Well that's not what they thought. Here's 934 00:50:36,120 --> 00:50:40,319 Speaker 1: the ABCG options. Did they think it was a you 935 00:50:40,360 --> 00:50:46,040 Speaker 1: want some fun tea? Oh, B, you try to fight me? 936 00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:54,520 Speaker 1: C you guys are funny guys? Or d you like 937 00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:58,600 Speaker 1: it funky? Okay, it's one of those. Let me play 938 00:50:58,640 --> 00:50:59,000 Speaker 1: it again. 939 00:51:02,719 --> 00:51:04,600 Speaker 2: You tried to fight me. That's what I feel like. 940 00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:07,120 Speaker 2: Somebody is probably gonna say it because it makes spookier. 941 00:51:07,200 --> 00:51:08,520 Speaker 2: Everything else is a little camp. 942 00:51:11,080 --> 00:51:17,560 Speaker 1: They believe it is. See, you guys are funny, which, honestly, 943 00:51:17,920 --> 00:51:22,799 Speaker 1: that's not far off from stunning funny me. So wait 944 00:51:22,800 --> 00:51:25,080 Speaker 1: a minute, let's play it again. Now that we know 945 00:51:25,120 --> 00:51:27,560 Speaker 1: it's you guys are funny. 946 00:51:29,520 --> 00:51:31,920 Speaker 2: I can hear it. I can hear that's also your brain. 947 00:51:32,120 --> 00:51:34,960 Speaker 2: Whenever you tell your brain something, you know what I 948 00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:36,200 Speaker 2: mean exactly. 949 00:51:37,120 --> 00:51:41,600 Speaker 1: Now it's in our head. Okay, here's the last one. 950 00:51:41,680 --> 00:51:48,560 Speaker 1: This one is from Sean Kane Canyre on YouTube and 951 00:51:48,600 --> 00:51:53,640 Speaker 1: it was at an abandoned house in Zephyr Hill's floors. 952 00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:54,800 Speaker 2: Too Leper Hills floor. 953 00:51:54,880 --> 00:52:02,799 Speaker 1: Oh what is this say? Okay, this is kind of 954 00:52:02,840 --> 00:52:10,160 Speaker 1: a long one. Here we go play to get. 955 00:52:16,400 --> 00:52:21,879 Speaker 3: That was It was like a full on paragraph here, 956 00:52:22,120 --> 00:52:27,200 Speaker 3: that's ship to say and. 957 00:52:27,320 --> 00:52:29,040 Speaker 2: He's tap dancing at the same time. 958 00:52:31,320 --> 00:52:35,000 Speaker 1: Literally, I hate to I hate to be like this, 959 00:52:35,160 --> 00:52:38,319 Speaker 1: but I feel like I hear the word dick and ball. 960 00:52:38,520 --> 00:52:42,879 Speaker 1: Wait a second, I. 961 00:52:42,920 --> 00:52:44,840 Speaker 2: Like it when you're playing with my dick and my balls. 962 00:52:46,760 --> 00:52:52,920 Speaker 1: Who doesn't doesn't That would be an e VP extravating pets. 963 00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:56,040 Speaker 2: I don't when I'm playing with my dick and my balls. 964 00:52:58,040 --> 00:53:00,480 Speaker 2: Also sounds like a like a pet. Is that the 965 00:53:00,520 --> 00:53:01,880 Speaker 2: pitie Pablo whisper track like. 966 00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:17,880 Speaker 4: Yeah with bone while doing a kickball change, kickball change 967 00:53:17,880 --> 00:53:20,440 Speaker 4: and ray and play with my dick and balls. 968 00:53:20,440 --> 00:53:24,160 Speaker 1: Horay, Okay, that's not what they thought. Did they think 969 00:53:24,200 --> 00:53:29,319 Speaker 1: it was a go back to your area, Richard and 970 00:53:29,400 --> 00:53:35,520 Speaker 1: throw the ball? Actually, honestly, Richard, dick and ball. Did 971 00:53:35,520 --> 00:53:38,160 Speaker 1: they think it was? B I went to my doctor 972 00:53:38,320 --> 00:53:42,080 Speaker 1: and he said, I'm too tall. That's a that doctor 973 00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:46,200 Speaker 1: lose his license? Do they think it was c They 974 00:53:46,320 --> 00:53:49,439 Speaker 1: said I lived here, but I'm not sure at all. 975 00:53:50,440 --> 00:53:54,120 Speaker 1: Or d I want to get my nails done at 976 00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:54,600 Speaker 1: the mall. 977 00:53:55,280 --> 00:53:57,120 Speaker 2: Well I need to go get my nails done. I 978 00:53:57,120 --> 00:54:00,720 Speaker 2: do too, which is what I'm doing right after this. Oh, 979 00:54:01,600 --> 00:54:02,880 Speaker 2: oh my god, twins. 980 00:54:03,080 --> 00:54:04,520 Speaker 1: Okay, wait, it's one of those. 981 00:54:08,440 --> 00:54:11,919 Speaker 2: I want to say stee because it's also a little 982 00:54:11,920 --> 00:54:14,120 Speaker 2: people like they're shure that I don't know it all, 983 00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:19,400 Speaker 2: but it doesn't Now I hear ball again. 984 00:54:20,160 --> 00:54:21,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, the ball is pretty clear. 985 00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:23,560 Speaker 2: The ball is pretty clear. 986 00:54:24,160 --> 00:54:26,560 Speaker 1: Well that is what they think it was a go 987 00:54:26,680 --> 00:54:29,760 Speaker 1: back to your area, Richard and throw the ball. 988 00:54:30,600 --> 00:54:31,600 Speaker 2: Well, who's Richard? 989 00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:32,279 Speaker 1: I don't know. 990 00:54:36,719 --> 00:54:38,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, it also sounds like a ball is being thrown. 991 00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:41,040 Speaker 1: There's a lot going on in that one like that 992 00:54:41,120 --> 00:54:44,120 Speaker 1: little like, Yeah, that could be a ball bouncing or something. 993 00:54:44,160 --> 00:54:46,080 Speaker 2: Zephyr Hills, what do you got going on over there? 994 00:54:46,200 --> 00:54:50,320 Speaker 2: Bring the house to Cassadega and figure out why Richard 995 00:54:50,360 --> 00:54:54,239 Speaker 2: hasn't been throwing the ball to his spooky friend. Pat 996 00:54:54,280 --> 00:54:58,160 Speaker 2: it with you, Florida, Well, Detugs, that's all I have 997 00:54:58,280 --> 00:54:59,320 Speaker 2: for you, De Tugs. 998 00:54:59,560 --> 00:55:02,640 Speaker 1: That's that's it. We did like an hour. 999 00:55:03,440 --> 00:55:06,720 Speaker 2: Oh sorry, I'm a little I'm a little wordy. 1000 00:55:06,920 --> 00:55:10,440 Speaker 1: You were perfect. You were everything I could have dreamed 1001 00:55:10,480 --> 00:55:12,920 Speaker 1: of and more. I'm so happy you did this. 1002 00:55:13,880 --> 00:55:15,239 Speaker 2: Thank you for having me. 1003 00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:19,440 Speaker 1: And if you ever encounter a ghost, please find me 1004 00:55:19,960 --> 00:55:21,080 Speaker 1: so we could talk about it. 1005 00:55:21,440 --> 00:55:23,919 Speaker 2: We should do like have you done like a live 1006 00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:26,040 Speaker 2: seance or anything like that? Have you gone to houses 1007 00:55:26,080 --> 00:55:29,160 Speaker 2: that would be a great great episode or a new series. 1008 00:55:29,480 --> 00:55:31,880 Speaker 1: Let me let me investigate your home when I'm in 1009 00:55:31,960 --> 00:55:34,880 Speaker 1: Chicago because I need YouTube content. 1010 00:55:35,239 --> 00:55:38,479 Speaker 2: Yeah, going to your friend's homes and be like, what's 1011 00:55:38,560 --> 00:55:39,200 Speaker 2: going on here? 1012 00:55:41,400 --> 00:55:45,719 Speaker 1: But then I'm just like redecorating. You mean, I want 1013 00:55:45,719 --> 00:55:48,480 Speaker 1: to go in your pool? That is what I want. 1014 00:55:48,960 --> 00:55:51,200 Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying. I mean, Okay, so let me 1015 00:55:51,200 --> 00:55:53,439 Speaker 2: tell you really quick before we leave again. The pool. 1016 00:55:53,480 --> 00:55:55,239 Speaker 2: I met the lady who owned the house in the 1017 00:55:55,239 --> 00:55:59,200 Speaker 2: seventies and she's the one who had the pool put in. 1018 00:55:59,280 --> 00:56:02,200 Speaker 2: There's like a five person sauna and the and the 1019 00:56:02,239 --> 00:56:04,520 Speaker 2: basement like it looks like a bath house. Basically, I 1020 00:56:04,520 --> 00:56:07,560 Speaker 2: bought a bath house. It's like our family bought a zoo. 1021 00:56:07,719 --> 00:56:11,000 Speaker 2: This cross truster bought a bath house. Since we're not 1022 00:56:11,040 --> 00:56:17,759 Speaker 2: allot in anyways, that's we're getting off subject. But I 1023 00:56:18,520 --> 00:56:20,600 Speaker 2: met her. She was like we had some good you 1024 00:56:20,600 --> 00:56:22,560 Speaker 2: could tell she was a party girl in the seventies. 1025 00:56:22,560 --> 00:56:25,000 Speaker 2: She's like, there's mirrors, all of them cooked in this house. 1026 00:56:25,040 --> 00:56:27,600 Speaker 2: That's why I bought it. But she's like smoking and 1027 00:56:27,640 --> 00:56:29,239 Speaker 2: thing like, oh my god, we had so much fun 1028 00:56:29,280 --> 00:56:32,680 Speaker 2: in that place. And when Jackie came over, she was 1029 00:56:32,719 --> 00:56:35,399 Speaker 2: like a lot of fun was had right here specifically, 1030 00:56:35,440 --> 00:56:37,400 Speaker 2: and she pointed to the bathroom that has the sauna 1031 00:56:37,480 --> 00:56:38,840 Speaker 2: in it, and she didn't know that there was the 1032 00:56:38,880 --> 00:56:41,279 Speaker 2: sun and there. She's like, lots of fun was going 1033 00:56:41,320 --> 00:56:42,560 Speaker 2: on right in there. 1034 00:56:42,960 --> 00:56:43,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know. 1035 00:56:44,719 --> 00:56:46,160 Speaker 2: I don't know what was going on there. Maybe she 1036 00:56:46,200 --> 00:56:47,320 Speaker 2: was running the bath house. 1037 00:56:48,840 --> 00:56:53,360 Speaker 1: People's grandmas and grandpa's did some unspeakable Oh. 1038 00:56:53,080 --> 00:56:55,640 Speaker 2: My god, and that where a lot of people were conceived. 1039 00:56:55,719 --> 00:56:56,160 Speaker 2: For sure. 1040 00:56:57,800 --> 00:57:03,600 Speaker 1: Life started in that sauna. So what have you got 1041 00:57:03,760 --> 00:57:06,440 Speaker 1: going on? Where do you want people to find your dtalks? 1042 00:57:07,320 --> 00:57:09,359 Speaker 2: I've got all kinds of things going on, and I'll 1043 00:57:09,400 --> 00:57:11,520 Speaker 2: be everywhere, and I'm not sure exactly where I am 1044 00:57:11,600 --> 00:57:14,600 Speaker 2: when I'm there, but all of my details will be 1045 00:57:14,640 --> 00:57:21,000 Speaker 2: on the only de talks on Instagram Twitter, brinder Tender, 1046 00:57:21,880 --> 00:57:25,320 Speaker 2: my website the onlydetalks dot com. 1047 00:57:25,600 --> 00:57:26,040 Speaker 1: Where am I. 1048 00:57:26,440 --> 00:57:28,960 Speaker 2: I'm somewhere for Halloween, I think. I'm sure I have 1049 00:57:29,000 --> 00:57:30,480 Speaker 2: a bunch of gigs coming up, and I don't know 1050 00:57:30,520 --> 00:57:32,960 Speaker 2: exactly what dates are, where and when this is coming out, 1051 00:57:33,000 --> 00:57:35,280 Speaker 2: but I'll be around in your city, I'm sure hopefully 1052 00:57:35,320 --> 00:57:37,040 Speaker 2: sometime soon come find me. 1053 00:57:38,120 --> 00:57:40,840 Speaker 1: Well, thanks for doing this. I so appreciate it. 1054 00:57:41,240 --> 00:57:42,280 Speaker 2: Thank you for having me. 1055 00:57:45,240 --> 00:57:51,200 Speaker 1: Thank you so much to Detox. I so appreciate her vulnerability, 1056 00:57:51,760 --> 00:57:55,160 Speaker 1: her set, humor. She was a perfect guest. That was 1057 00:57:56,000 --> 00:57:59,160 Speaker 1: exactly what I want. That's what I want from my guests. 1058 00:57:59,280 --> 00:58:02,320 Speaker 1: I'm going to start say new guests, this is what 1059 00:58:02,360 --> 00:58:08,919 Speaker 1: we're looking for, this level of guestness. She's an icon. 1060 00:58:09,480 --> 00:58:13,200 Speaker 1: I love her so much, and I love you both 1061 00:58:13,280 --> 00:58:14,120 Speaker 1: living and dead. 1062 00:58:14,440 --> 00:58:17,080 Speaker 5: But if I didn't ask you to haunt me, don't 1063 00:58:17,160 --> 00:58:28,320 Speaker 5: haunt me. Okay, back, this has been an exactly right production. 1064 00:58:28,720 --> 00:58:32,280 Speaker 5: Want to share your paranormal experience on the podcast. I 1065 00:58:32,400 --> 00:58:36,040 Speaker 5: read stories out loud and sometimes I'll even call you. 1066 00:58:36,360 --> 00:58:40,440 Speaker 5: So email me at ghosted by Roz at gmail dot com. 1067 00:58:40,560 --> 00:58:43,040 Speaker 5: You can send a DM or voice message to the 1068 00:58:43,080 --> 00:58:46,920 Speaker 5: show's Instagram at ghosted by Roz. Give us a follow 1069 00:58:47,000 --> 00:58:51,240 Speaker 5: while you're there, and follow me Roz on Instagram at 1070 00:58:51,360 --> 00:58:55,840 Speaker 5: roz Hernandez and on TikTok and Twitter at It's Roz Hernandez. 1071 00:58:56,400 --> 00:59:01,760 Speaker 5: My senior producer is the startling Jiha. The associate producer 1072 00:59:01,920 --> 00:59:06,880 Speaker 5: is the alarming Christina Chamberlain. This episode was mixed and 1073 00:59:06,960 --> 00:59:10,320 Speaker 5: sound designed by the eerie Edson Choi. 1074 00:59:10,920 --> 00:59:15,880 Speaker 1: My guest booker is the petrifying Patrick Kuttner. Additional production 1075 00:59:16,000 --> 00:59:20,560 Speaker 1: support from the hair raising Hannah Kyle Krichten. My theme 1076 00:59:20,640 --> 00:59:25,800 Speaker 1: music is by the spine chilling Brendan Lynch Salomon. Artwork 1077 00:59:25,920 --> 00:59:33,640 Speaker 1: by the Spooky Vanessa Lilac. Photography by the terrifying Elizabeth Karen. 1078 00:59:34,240 --> 00:59:40,480 Speaker 1: Executive produced by the Chilling Karen Kilgareth, the Spooky Georgia 1079 00:59:40,600 --> 00:59:44,680 Speaker 1: Hart Start and the frightening Danielle Kramer.