1 00:00:01,240 --> 00:00:04,480 Speaker 1: I welcome to episode A hundred and twenty three with 2 00:00:04,680 --> 00:00:09,200 Speaker 1: Maddie Poppy who one American idol? Look at you? It's funny. 3 00:00:09,200 --> 00:00:11,160 Speaker 1: I'll watch you on your insot stories and you have 4 00:00:11,240 --> 00:00:14,880 Speaker 1: where you can't people can't send comments to you. I know, 5 00:00:15,040 --> 00:00:17,680 Speaker 1: I do, Um, what did you want to send me a 6 00:00:17,640 --> 00:00:19,840 Speaker 1: a comment? A couple of times I wanted to comment 7 00:00:19,840 --> 00:00:22,000 Speaker 1: on something but there was no way to comment. I know. Well, 8 00:00:22,040 --> 00:00:24,560 Speaker 1: because here's the thing. I get so many people that 9 00:00:24,600 --> 00:00:27,240 Speaker 1: are just like ha ha, and it's a lot of 10 00:00:27,320 --> 00:00:29,400 Speaker 1: d MS to go through. Yeah, but what I do 11 00:00:29,520 --> 00:00:31,440 Speaker 1: is you can have it set up where only your 12 00:00:31,480 --> 00:00:34,040 Speaker 1: friends where you can just see their messages. But then 13 00:00:34,080 --> 00:00:36,279 Speaker 1: if you want to look in and see everybody else's 14 00:00:36,360 --> 00:00:38,479 Speaker 1: you can. Is that under message requests you have a 15 00:00:38,479 --> 00:00:41,320 Speaker 1: blue checkmark? Right? Yeah, okay, you're good, but you don't 16 00:00:41,360 --> 00:00:42,720 Speaker 1: have to show me after. Yeah, but the thing is 17 00:00:42,760 --> 00:00:44,879 Speaker 1: you I would say, you know, I can send your 18 00:00:44,840 --> 00:00:47,599 Speaker 1: messages instead of just block them out. Yeah, I know, 19 00:00:47,800 --> 00:00:49,559 Speaker 1: I know, I know I need to. I wanted to 20 00:00:49,560 --> 00:00:52,320 Speaker 1: look through and see if any like verified people sent 21 00:00:52,400 --> 00:00:53,720 Speaker 1: me messages, but I don't know how to do that 22 00:00:53,840 --> 00:00:56,520 Speaker 1: there away. Yeah, Okay, you're gonna have to show you 23 00:00:56,560 --> 00:01:00,360 Speaker 1: after I can't wait. Has anybody cool reached out to you? Yeah, 24 00:01:00,480 --> 00:01:04,000 Speaker 1: Brooke White remember her from season? I think she was 25 00:01:04,000 --> 00:01:06,440 Speaker 1: on Taylor Hicks season. She was my favorite. Taylor Hicks 26 00:01:06,480 --> 00:01:10,080 Speaker 1: was my favorite. Yeah, broke a heead, blonde hair, country 27 00:01:10,240 --> 00:01:15,520 Speaker 1: piano piano kind of thing. Uh she did. Um, trying 28 00:01:15,520 --> 00:01:17,319 Speaker 1: to think there are a couple of other people from Idol, 29 00:01:17,680 --> 00:01:20,560 Speaker 1: but I can't anybody that's not from Idol go. Hey, 30 00:01:20,600 --> 00:01:21,959 Speaker 1: I saw you on the show and I thought you 31 00:01:21,959 --> 00:01:27,640 Speaker 1: were pretty cool. Um. Oh, man, I sound like a loser. 32 00:01:27,880 --> 00:01:29,560 Speaker 1: I can't think of anybody off the top of my head. 33 00:01:30,880 --> 00:01:34,520 Speaker 1: I'm a loser, loser, recognized loser. Yeah, you got. You 34 00:01:34,520 --> 00:01:36,679 Speaker 1: seem busy, You seem like I am. You seem like 35 00:01:36,680 --> 00:01:39,080 Speaker 1: every time I look, you're somewhere else doing something else. 36 00:01:39,280 --> 00:01:41,960 Speaker 1: I am. It's like everything's like hitting me all at once. 37 00:01:42,640 --> 00:01:45,280 Speaker 1: You know, it's great, but it's like so overwhelming, you know. 38 00:01:45,319 --> 00:01:48,440 Speaker 1: I feel like I can't really give to anything because 39 00:01:48,480 --> 00:01:51,040 Speaker 1: it's like so much happening at once. The last time 40 00:01:51,160 --> 00:01:53,680 Speaker 1: last time I saw you was the finale and that 41 00:01:53,760 --> 00:01:55,360 Speaker 1: was it, and then you just kind of disappeared into 42 00:01:55,360 --> 00:01:57,840 Speaker 1: the abyss of winning American idol. So what I wanted 43 00:01:57,840 --> 00:02:00,840 Speaker 1: to really is what happens after the show, because you win, 44 00:02:01,280 --> 00:02:03,120 Speaker 1: and and by the way, if you go check the interviews. 45 00:02:03,120 --> 00:02:04,840 Speaker 1: I did a lot of press and I said, if 46 00:02:04,920 --> 00:02:07,880 Speaker 1: they're voting based on who performed the best, Maddie Poppy 47 00:02:07,880 --> 00:02:12,360 Speaker 1: should win. And I said that that's why I said, well, 48 00:02:12,360 --> 00:02:14,760 Speaker 1: thank you, and you won, and I thought it was 49 00:02:14,880 --> 00:02:17,799 Speaker 1: fantastic than you got me a little bit of trouble though, 50 00:02:18,280 --> 00:02:20,720 Speaker 1: he was. It is a very touching message. I've really 51 00:02:20,880 --> 00:02:23,320 Speaker 1: I really thought the message you're on Instagram was very kind. 52 00:02:23,680 --> 00:02:25,600 Speaker 1: But when you said I told you that I did 53 00:02:25,600 --> 00:02:29,839 Speaker 1: tell you you're my favorite, I guess I'm just real. 54 00:02:30,040 --> 00:02:33,800 Speaker 1: I just who who yelled you? I got yelled at twice? 55 00:02:33,800 --> 00:02:36,160 Speaker 1: So listen to this. First of all, no one yelled. 56 00:02:36,360 --> 00:02:39,240 Speaker 1: No one yelled, they screamed, they were everybody was cool, 57 00:02:39,240 --> 00:02:41,000 Speaker 1: but they were like, oh, you shouldn't tell people. But 58 00:02:41,080 --> 00:02:42,760 Speaker 1: I was like, I want to be real and tell people. Wow, 59 00:02:42,800 --> 00:02:45,200 Speaker 1: I really feel about them. And Maddie was my favorite 60 00:02:45,200 --> 00:02:47,959 Speaker 1: of all the contestants. Stylistically. I didn't know you at first, 61 00:02:47,960 --> 00:02:49,959 Speaker 1: but your music, I thought, this is the person that 62 00:02:50,000 --> 00:02:51,760 Speaker 1: I'm drawn to. She's really good and I love how 63 00:02:51,800 --> 00:02:55,160 Speaker 1: she sounds. And then when we were doing interviews for 64 00:02:55,160 --> 00:02:58,400 Speaker 1: the final episode, they had told me that you and 65 00:02:58,400 --> 00:03:00,640 Speaker 1: Caleb were dating. They had even said, hey, you can 66 00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:02,120 Speaker 1: poke around a little bit and see if they'll talk 67 00:03:02,120 --> 00:03:04,400 Speaker 1: about it, which Caleb was okay about it, but you 68 00:03:04,440 --> 00:03:08,080 Speaker 1: were like, you don't know. So I knew I'd been 69 00:03:08,120 --> 00:03:10,800 Speaker 1: told to talk about it. So I tweet, Hey, guess 70 00:03:10,800 --> 00:03:13,720 Speaker 1: what they're dating and they're in the top two. My 71 00:03:13,880 --> 00:03:16,720 Speaker 1: phone blew up from Idle going down, and I was like, what, 72 00:03:16,840 --> 00:03:18,760 Speaker 1: take it down. And as soon as I took it down, 73 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:20,680 Speaker 1: three minutes later, you get they announced it on TV. 74 00:03:21,240 --> 00:03:24,480 Speaker 1: Oh no, three minutes okay, because I saw your tweet 75 00:03:24,480 --> 00:03:25,720 Speaker 1: that said I told you they were dating. But I 76 00:03:25,720 --> 00:03:27,840 Speaker 1: was like, when did he say anything about three minutes prior? 77 00:03:28,040 --> 00:03:30,760 Speaker 1: Didn't never take it down? That is funny. But I 78 00:03:30,800 --> 00:03:32,519 Speaker 1: was never told to not talk about it. As a 79 00:03:32,600 --> 00:03:34,679 Speaker 1: matter of fact, I was told it's okay to see 80 00:03:34,760 --> 00:03:37,880 Speaker 1: what they'll say about it. That's okay. Yeah, No, I 81 00:03:37,880 --> 00:03:41,080 Speaker 1: mean that wasn't us. We didn't know, And you know, 82 00:03:41,120 --> 00:03:43,960 Speaker 1: I don't know how anybody didn't suspect it. What people 83 00:03:44,120 --> 00:03:45,920 Speaker 1: they must have just thought we were like best friends. 84 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:48,200 Speaker 1: Because we would post pictures all the time with each other, 85 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:51,000 Speaker 1: you know, and we were constantly hanging out, like there 86 00:03:51,040 --> 00:03:53,680 Speaker 1: was one where we're like eating, like sitting down at 87 00:03:53,680 --> 00:03:56,040 Speaker 1: a restaurant. No one ever said, like Maddie and Caleb. 88 00:03:56,360 --> 00:03:59,600 Speaker 1: You know why because he's the quintessentral central country boy 89 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:03,520 Speaker 1: and you're the singer songwriter, and the two just don't 90 00:04:03,560 --> 00:04:06,000 Speaker 1: normally go together. Absolutely no. We tell each other that 91 00:04:06,040 --> 00:04:08,040 Speaker 1: all the time, like we're not each other's types, Like 92 00:04:08,080 --> 00:04:10,720 Speaker 1: I would like I would never go for like a 93 00:04:10,760 --> 00:04:13,200 Speaker 1: country boy, and he would never go for someone like me. 94 00:04:13,320 --> 00:04:17,040 Speaker 1: But it just works. Well, look at you too, and listen. 95 00:04:17,120 --> 00:04:20,719 Speaker 1: I'm happy. I'm happy that you're here. You look good. Thanks. Yeah, 96 00:04:21,480 --> 00:04:23,039 Speaker 1: do you have a voice? You're sleeping? Are you going 97 00:04:23,120 --> 00:04:25,120 Speaker 1: to sing? I actually do have a voice. I'm waiting 98 00:04:25,200 --> 00:04:28,120 Speaker 1: for like another cold to hit me, you know, but 99 00:04:28,160 --> 00:04:32,240 Speaker 1: it hasn't yet. You win the show. You look surprised. 100 00:04:32,640 --> 00:04:37,039 Speaker 1: But then what happens that night? So that night it 101 00:04:37,120 --> 00:04:39,400 Speaker 1: was crazy. They took us right off. We did a 102 00:04:39,560 --> 00:04:43,200 Speaker 1: like thirty minutes of press and then we got into 103 00:04:43,200 --> 00:04:46,960 Speaker 1: this car and they Radio Disney was right there started 104 00:04:46,960 --> 00:04:50,800 Speaker 1: filming me then and hasn't stopped filming me first a 105 00:04:50,839 --> 00:04:56,159 Speaker 1: documentary I think they're making and um. And so after that, 106 00:04:56,160 --> 00:04:57,719 Speaker 1: we got in two car and we got on the 107 00:04:57,880 --> 00:04:59,520 Speaker 1: private jet. I got to see my family for like 108 00:04:59,560 --> 00:05:03,920 Speaker 1: five minutes at all. No, no, wow, yeah, thats a 109 00:05:03,920 --> 00:05:06,880 Speaker 1: little bit. It does suck, suck. And then you go, 110 00:05:06,960 --> 00:05:08,160 Speaker 1: do you get to sleep or do you can start 111 00:05:08,200 --> 00:05:10,720 Speaker 1: doing press almost immediately in the morning. Well, we flew 112 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:13,560 Speaker 1: on the jet and we slept for like six hours 113 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:16,040 Speaker 1: or whatever. And I didn't realize that it was like 114 00:05:16,560 --> 00:05:18,920 Speaker 1: happening like right away as we got off the plane. 115 00:05:18,920 --> 00:05:20,680 Speaker 1: I don't know why, but I didn't think about it. 116 00:05:20,800 --> 00:05:22,680 Speaker 1: So I took all my makeup off in the plane 117 00:05:23,279 --> 00:05:25,520 Speaker 1: and then I like we got off the plane, They're like, hey, 118 00:05:25,520 --> 00:05:27,799 Speaker 1: we're gonna be on Good Morning America in thirty minutes, 119 00:05:27,839 --> 00:05:30,600 Speaker 1: and I was like what. So I like slapped to 120 00:05:30,680 --> 00:05:32,640 Speaker 1: makeup on quick, like I had the same hair from 121 00:05:32,680 --> 00:05:35,719 Speaker 1: the night before, and it was like it was a mess. 122 00:05:36,120 --> 00:05:39,960 Speaker 1: We Caleb looked great. I looked awful, but I was 123 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:43,159 Speaker 1: just like here we are. So you go and you 124 00:05:43,200 --> 00:05:45,600 Speaker 1: do press all day? Do you stay in New York 125 00:05:45,640 --> 00:05:48,080 Speaker 1: for a couple of days? We know we left New 126 00:05:48,120 --> 00:05:50,719 Speaker 1: York that day, so in and out, but to go where? 127 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:53,440 Speaker 1: So they were going to fly at Caleb back home 128 00:05:53,960 --> 00:05:56,560 Speaker 1: and fly me to l A. But Caleb and I 129 00:05:56,640 --> 00:05:58,400 Speaker 1: were like not ready to be apart from each other, 130 00:05:58,480 --> 00:06:00,280 Speaker 1: so he came back to l A with It was 131 00:06:00,320 --> 00:06:02,680 Speaker 1: really nice. Also, it's a good story too, that you 132 00:06:02,680 --> 00:06:04,560 Speaker 1: guys are together. It makes the story like, oh, check 133 00:06:04,560 --> 00:06:06,560 Speaker 1: it out. So I would see why they would keep 134 00:06:06,600 --> 00:06:08,880 Speaker 1: him around as well, not only for you, because you 135 00:06:08,920 --> 00:06:12,120 Speaker 1: guys obviously enjoy each other company, but it's a cooler story. 136 00:06:12,120 --> 00:06:15,960 Speaker 1: There's multiples and numbers. Yes, yeah, I was thinking that too, 137 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:18,040 Speaker 1: Like I think the producers have got to be happy 138 00:06:18,080 --> 00:06:21,240 Speaker 1: with the way that like how many curve balls, like 139 00:06:21,320 --> 00:06:23,640 Speaker 1: the finale through at the audience. You know, I just 140 00:06:23,640 --> 00:06:25,960 Speaker 1: said multiples and numbers. I'm the dumbest statement I've ever said. 141 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:31,200 Speaker 1: I didn't even catch it. So you do you win 142 00:06:31,320 --> 00:06:35,200 Speaker 1: straight cash though? Because I read you went Is that 143 00:06:35,240 --> 00:06:36,520 Speaker 1: a real thing or is that like built into a 144 00:06:36,560 --> 00:06:40,080 Speaker 1: contract somehow? I think I win that. I think that 145 00:06:40,160 --> 00:06:43,040 Speaker 1: I do, But I have to set up like an 146 00:06:43,080 --> 00:06:46,039 Speaker 1: account first so that it can go into there. Do 147 00:06:46,040 --> 00:06:48,440 Speaker 1: you have a savings account right now? Yes? You do? 148 00:06:48,520 --> 00:06:51,520 Speaker 1: Did you have it before the show. Yes, did they 149 00:06:51,680 --> 00:06:54,120 Speaker 1: teach you how to because for me it was a problem. 150 00:06:54,160 --> 00:06:56,760 Speaker 1: I come from an absolutely poor background. I don't know 151 00:06:56,760 --> 00:06:59,360 Speaker 1: anything about money, but no one taught me how. I 152 00:06:59,440 --> 00:07:01,479 Speaker 1: kind of had to earn. Do you have somebody that 153 00:07:01,560 --> 00:07:04,279 Speaker 1: kind of says, hey, you're here, do here's what you do. 154 00:07:04,320 --> 00:07:06,440 Speaker 1: A little bit, you put it here, you save it. 155 00:07:07,560 --> 00:07:11,120 Speaker 1: Do you have someone did someone step in from you know, uh, 156 00:07:11,320 --> 00:07:15,840 Speaker 1: Freemantle or or Idol or you know, well Idols pretty 157 00:07:15,880 --> 00:07:18,520 Speaker 1: cheap didn't pay us anything and I'm getting now, I mean, 158 00:07:18,520 --> 00:07:20,640 Speaker 1: they gave us per DM, but like there was never 159 00:07:20,680 --> 00:07:23,480 Speaker 1: any like excessive amounts of money that we needed to 160 00:07:23,560 --> 00:07:27,880 Speaker 1: like handle. And no, I guess before, like you know, 161 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:29,840 Speaker 1: I was telling people before I was doing all these 162 00:07:29,840 --> 00:07:32,320 Speaker 1: little jobs by myself, and now I'm meeting with agencies 163 00:07:32,360 --> 00:07:34,520 Speaker 1: and you know, with a management company and a label. 164 00:07:34,560 --> 00:07:38,120 Speaker 1: Before I was recording in my basement and I was 165 00:07:38,200 --> 00:07:41,680 Speaker 1: like doing like spreadsheets of how, you know, how many 166 00:07:41,720 --> 00:07:44,080 Speaker 1: CDs I had to sell to, you know, and I 167 00:07:44,120 --> 00:07:47,080 Speaker 1: was like setting that up online and you know, designed 168 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:50,440 Speaker 1: all my own merchandise and my website. Um so I 169 00:07:50,600 --> 00:07:52,720 Speaker 1: kind of just taught myself how to do it and 170 00:07:52,760 --> 00:07:55,800 Speaker 1: I've always been pretty frugal, Like I thrift shop and 171 00:07:55,840 --> 00:07:58,120 Speaker 1: like I'm always I'm a penny pincher, So I think 172 00:07:58,160 --> 00:08:00,800 Speaker 1: that helps too. I mean, I don't like go blow. 173 00:08:00,840 --> 00:08:04,320 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna go below this two yet? Not yet. 174 00:08:04,600 --> 00:08:07,880 Speaker 1: Do you worry that you'll lose some of your emo 175 00:08:08,240 --> 00:08:13,440 Speaker 1: edge if you're not emo anymore? Em Yeah, email doesn't 176 00:08:13,480 --> 00:08:16,560 Speaker 1: be punk, but you you're definitely an emotional style. Yeah, 177 00:08:16,640 --> 00:08:19,320 Speaker 1: your singer songwriter. Yeah, that's why I was drawn to 178 00:08:19,360 --> 00:08:21,640 Speaker 1: your music. And if you can't be sad because you 179 00:08:21,760 --> 00:08:25,280 Speaker 1: just covered in money, how do you write sad songs? Oh, no, 180 00:08:25,400 --> 00:08:28,520 Speaker 1: you can still be sad, I can. I mean I 181 00:08:28,560 --> 00:08:33,280 Speaker 1: think you know, I don't think money defines happiness at all, 182 00:08:33,840 --> 00:08:36,280 Speaker 1: do you. Oh no, I'm in the same, you know. 183 00:08:36,640 --> 00:08:39,040 Speaker 1: But I worry about losing my edge in other ways. Yeah, 184 00:08:39,120 --> 00:08:42,200 Speaker 1: I worry that, you know, I'm too inside the industry 185 00:08:42,240 --> 00:08:44,920 Speaker 1: at this point. You know, I can't feel what a 186 00:08:44,960 --> 00:08:47,120 Speaker 1: normal person who just consumes music, and so I have 187 00:08:47,160 --> 00:08:49,040 Speaker 1: to walk that fine line and separate myself a lot 188 00:08:49,080 --> 00:08:50,920 Speaker 1: of times because of it. Yeah, that's something that I 189 00:08:51,000 --> 00:08:54,040 Speaker 1: noticed too. When I was meeting with people like about songs, 190 00:08:54,880 --> 00:08:58,000 Speaker 1: I was like, I can still see everything still as 191 00:08:58,040 --> 00:09:01,120 Speaker 1: like an outsider, because I am not in this at all, 192 00:09:01,440 --> 00:09:05,319 Speaker 1: you know very much. And and so I'm I'm looking 193 00:09:05,320 --> 00:09:07,400 Speaker 1: at everything as an outside and these people in the 194 00:09:07,440 --> 00:09:10,680 Speaker 1: industry are like thinking one way, but I'm like, I'm 195 00:09:10,679 --> 00:09:13,120 Speaker 1: looking at it as I would, you know, hear it 196 00:09:13,160 --> 00:09:14,839 Speaker 1: on the radio and I would think, I hate this, 197 00:09:15,520 --> 00:09:19,679 Speaker 1: and you know this, this isn't I think, Yeah, I won't. 198 00:09:19,720 --> 00:09:21,320 Speaker 1: I don't. I know what you mean. I don't ever 199 00:09:21,360 --> 00:09:24,600 Speaker 1: want to lose that either, because you know, I just 200 00:09:24,640 --> 00:09:27,120 Speaker 1: don't want to get caught up in the system and 201 00:09:27,160 --> 00:09:30,079 Speaker 1: then let it all change me. The hardest thing is 202 00:09:30,120 --> 00:09:32,320 Speaker 1: to remain real when everybody else around you is fake. 203 00:09:33,240 --> 00:09:35,400 Speaker 1: So that's why you have to put really real people 204 00:09:35,400 --> 00:09:38,360 Speaker 1: around you. And it's tough because really real people will 205 00:09:38,400 --> 00:09:42,600 Speaker 1: tell you when it's real bad. And so it's it's interesting. 206 00:09:42,600 --> 00:09:45,040 Speaker 1: It's an interesting time for you because you know, you're 207 00:09:45,040 --> 00:09:49,079 Speaker 1: going from the girl in Iowa two big TV show. 208 00:09:49,679 --> 00:09:51,040 Speaker 1: Now it's I mean, I don't even know what you're 209 00:09:51,040 --> 00:09:53,000 Speaker 1: gonna do, Like, what are you gonna do? Yeah, I mean, 210 00:09:53,160 --> 00:09:56,160 Speaker 1: I I'm just lucky. You know, I've got like management 211 00:09:56,200 --> 00:09:59,600 Speaker 1: team now, and management you know that, right, We have 212 00:09:59,600 --> 00:10:01,800 Speaker 1: the same. Man. I know that's so cool because I 213 00:10:01,800 --> 00:10:05,120 Speaker 1: remember I remember when he met with us, uh my 214 00:10:05,160 --> 00:10:09,199 Speaker 1: manager Jonathan, when we we met for Top twenty four, Um, 215 00:10:09,320 --> 00:10:11,520 Speaker 1: they gave us a list of all the people you know, 216 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:14,200 Speaker 1: and it was like you Luke Brian, And I was like, 217 00:10:14,200 --> 00:10:16,360 Speaker 1: oh my gosh, how cool would it be to, you know, 218 00:10:16,480 --> 00:10:18,520 Speaker 1: get picked up by this management because I never thought 219 00:10:18,600 --> 00:10:20,880 Speaker 1: like winning wasn't ever really even on my radar. I 220 00:10:20,920 --> 00:10:23,160 Speaker 1: was just like they said they would pick up other 221 00:10:23,160 --> 00:10:25,600 Speaker 1: people if they were interested. So I was like, oh, man, 222 00:10:25,760 --> 00:10:27,679 Speaker 1: I hope that they'd be interested in me. But now 223 00:10:27,679 --> 00:10:31,440 Speaker 1: they don't have a choice. You know what's funny is 224 00:10:31,520 --> 00:10:34,079 Speaker 1: you say you didn't think you would win, and you 225 00:10:34,120 --> 00:10:36,880 Speaker 1: genuinely did not think you would win the first day 226 00:10:36,920 --> 00:10:40,120 Speaker 1: we met. You did not. I don't know that you 227 00:10:40,200 --> 00:10:43,560 Speaker 1: thought you should have been in the Top twenty four. Frankly, no. 228 00:10:43,920 --> 00:10:46,080 Speaker 1: I I know because when I left for when I 229 00:10:46,160 --> 00:10:49,600 Speaker 1: left for Hollywood Week, I remember telling my friend I 230 00:10:49,640 --> 00:10:52,440 Speaker 1: said to him like, I just want to make Top 231 00:10:52,440 --> 00:10:54,120 Speaker 1: twenty four, and he's like, you can totally do that. 232 00:10:54,160 --> 00:10:56,120 Speaker 1: I was like, I don't think I can, Like I 233 00:10:56,200 --> 00:10:58,200 Speaker 1: really did not. I thought, man, that's so many people 234 00:10:58,200 --> 00:11:02,160 Speaker 1: to beat out, and I didn't know what to expect. Um. Yeah, 235 00:11:02,200 --> 00:11:04,560 Speaker 1: and I just you know, And the other thing is 236 00:11:04,559 --> 00:11:07,480 Speaker 1: that people have so much, so much more experience than me, 237 00:11:07,920 --> 00:11:10,400 Speaker 1: and people you know were so much older. I mean 238 00:11:10,440 --> 00:11:14,640 Speaker 1: they were like twenty six year olds and um, and 239 00:11:14,720 --> 00:11:18,200 Speaker 1: I was just like, I just was so insecure, you know. 240 00:11:18,240 --> 00:11:20,880 Speaker 1: And I felt like people you know, with those big 241 00:11:20,960 --> 00:11:22,920 Speaker 1: belting voices would come in and do all these runs 242 00:11:22,960 --> 00:11:25,720 Speaker 1: and I'm thinking, how am I gonna out seeing these people? 243 00:11:25,720 --> 00:11:27,120 Speaker 1: But I think the key was, you know, that I 244 00:11:27,160 --> 00:11:30,800 Speaker 1: didn't have doubts saying them. I think it's more I 245 00:11:30,840 --> 00:11:33,320 Speaker 1: think that that actually worked in my favor that I 246 00:11:33,360 --> 00:11:38,480 Speaker 1: didn't like that It allowed you to be consistently really 247 00:11:38,520 --> 00:11:42,880 Speaker 1: good and then at the end you're great because you 248 00:11:42,880 --> 00:11:45,600 Speaker 1: were consistently really good. I don't know, just speaking honestly, 249 00:11:45,679 --> 00:11:48,160 Speaker 1: there were nights that I would go, oh, she was 250 00:11:48,200 --> 00:11:50,240 Speaker 1: by far the most dynamic of the night. You were 251 00:11:50,280 --> 00:11:52,000 Speaker 1: always up in the top two or three. I was 252 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:54,480 Speaker 1: always like, oh, America really likes her. I don't know 253 00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:55,959 Speaker 1: that they've had enough time to love her yet, but 254 00:11:56,000 --> 00:11:58,720 Speaker 1: they will. And you said you hung you just lunched 255 00:11:58,760 --> 00:12:01,040 Speaker 1: hard the whole time. Then when it was the final night, 256 00:12:01,120 --> 00:12:04,400 Speaker 1: like you closed hard, Yeah, what do you think it's? Okay? 257 00:12:04,480 --> 00:12:05,440 Speaker 1: Let me ask you this, what do you think about 258 00:12:05,440 --> 00:12:06,960 Speaker 1: this new song that you have? It is a little 259 00:12:06,960 --> 00:12:10,680 Speaker 1: too pop for you, you know, I mean, I think 260 00:12:11,720 --> 00:12:13,560 Speaker 1: I think it's I mean, when I first heard it, 261 00:12:13,559 --> 00:12:15,760 Speaker 1: I was like, you know, there's enough pop to play 262 00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:19,120 Speaker 1: on pop radio. But it's still got kind of my thing, 263 00:12:19,320 --> 00:12:23,160 Speaker 1: you know. Um, But I love the song, but it 264 00:12:23,280 --> 00:12:26,720 Speaker 1: is so freaking hard to sing that it makes me like, 265 00:12:28,040 --> 00:12:31,240 Speaker 1: I mean, I love it, but I don't love singing 266 00:12:31,280 --> 00:12:33,679 Speaker 1: it live because it's so hard to sing. Here's a 267 00:12:33,679 --> 00:12:42,360 Speaker 1: little bit of going, Going Gone too. It's pretty high. Huh, 268 00:12:44,120 --> 00:12:49,520 Speaker 1: that's pretty high, super high. Wait till this next note? 269 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:59,000 Speaker 1: Him die right here. It's like the whole song. You're 270 00:12:59,040 --> 00:13:02,200 Speaker 1: up there, like the whole song. Yeah, it doesn't like 271 00:13:02,240 --> 00:13:05,520 Speaker 1: it doesn't sound like it'd be very hard, man, It's 272 00:13:05,520 --> 00:13:07,840 Speaker 1: hard to sing. I can never hit that note live. 273 00:13:07,880 --> 00:13:10,959 Speaker 1: I'll be totally honest. Do you play it more stripped down? 274 00:13:11,240 --> 00:13:15,079 Speaker 1: Just take yeah, and the slower style anyway, though, Yeah, 275 00:13:15,160 --> 00:13:16,960 Speaker 1: and I and I take it slower too, otherwise I 276 00:13:16,960 --> 00:13:20,680 Speaker 1: can't hit that You know what it is? It is 277 00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:23,120 Speaker 1: that's the most pop I ever want to be. I'll 278 00:13:23,120 --> 00:13:25,080 Speaker 1: tell you that because I know that when that song 279 00:13:25,120 --> 00:13:27,280 Speaker 1: came out, it's a great song. But I read a 280 00:13:27,280 --> 00:13:29,800 Speaker 1: lot of comments that were like, oh no, the industry 281 00:13:29,840 --> 00:13:32,760 Speaker 1: got ahold of Maddie, Maddie changed her sound, and I 282 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:34,680 Speaker 1: you know, I didn't even take offense to it because 283 00:13:34,679 --> 00:13:37,520 Speaker 1: I was like absolutely, Like absolutely, I understand why people 284 00:13:37,559 --> 00:13:40,040 Speaker 1: could think that, And that's why, you know, I want 285 00:13:40,040 --> 00:13:43,559 Speaker 1: to get more music out that's more me soon so 286 00:13:43,600 --> 00:13:46,640 Speaker 1: that people know, you know, I'm still gonna stay true 287 00:13:46,679 --> 00:13:49,800 Speaker 1: to who I am. But but I mean, it is 288 00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:53,440 Speaker 1: a great song. It's a wonderful song. It's a it's 289 00:13:53,480 --> 00:13:55,120 Speaker 1: a When I heard it for you, I thought, that's 290 00:13:55,120 --> 00:13:56,920 Speaker 1: a really good song. I don't know if that's her song, 291 00:13:58,160 --> 00:14:01,200 Speaker 1: but it's a really good song. Did uh somebody write that? 292 00:14:01,200 --> 00:14:05,200 Speaker 1: Did Julian Michael? She co wrote that and she sang 293 00:14:05,200 --> 00:14:07,240 Speaker 1: the demo and it was so much to live up to. 294 00:14:07,520 --> 00:14:09,760 Speaker 1: That happens in town a lot where there are some 295 00:14:09,880 --> 00:14:12,640 Speaker 1: songwriters they just don't want to be artists because there's 296 00:14:12,679 --> 00:14:14,840 Speaker 1: a lot of travel and it's grueling to start out. 297 00:14:14,880 --> 00:14:19,360 Speaker 1: So the songwriters like Hillary lindsay they sing as better 298 00:14:19,480 --> 00:14:21,200 Speaker 1: or better than the artists, and so the artists will 299 00:14:21,200 --> 00:14:22,800 Speaker 1: get the work tape and go, I can't sing this. 300 00:14:23,600 --> 00:14:27,400 Speaker 1: You know that's a thing. Yeah, yeah, absolutely. I that 301 00:14:27,440 --> 00:14:28,960 Speaker 1: was so much to live up to. And the other 302 00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:32,200 Speaker 1: thing was that, um, you know, I think the writer 303 00:14:32,280 --> 00:14:34,280 Speaker 1: of the song was the producer who was recording it 304 00:14:34,400 --> 00:14:36,880 Speaker 1: with me, and and I think that they loved her 305 00:14:36,960 --> 00:14:38,720 Speaker 1: version so much because it was perfect. I was like, 306 00:14:38,760 --> 00:14:42,440 Speaker 1: why doesn't she just release this song? It's really good? Um, 307 00:14:42,480 --> 00:14:47,560 Speaker 1: But it was so good that like, um, I had 308 00:14:47,560 --> 00:14:49,400 Speaker 1: to you know, like every he wanted me to sing 309 00:14:49,480 --> 00:14:53,040 Speaker 1: exactly like her um, which I mean I still think 310 00:14:53,200 --> 00:14:56,160 Speaker 1: they should like release her version too, But like they 311 00:14:56,240 --> 00:14:58,560 Speaker 1: called that demo itis when someone hears the demo and 312 00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:00,920 Speaker 1: they wanted to stay like a moment. I think he 313 00:15:00,960 --> 00:15:02,640 Speaker 1: did a fantastic job. I just wondered what you thought 314 00:15:02,640 --> 00:15:05,200 Speaker 1: about it now as you've separated a bit from it. Yeah, 315 00:15:05,240 --> 00:15:08,040 Speaker 1: well thank you, But it's yeah, it's it's super hard 316 00:15:08,080 --> 00:15:10,320 Speaker 1: to sing. 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Okay, so I remember it was terrifying because 342 00:16:29,200 --> 00:16:31,120 Speaker 1: I remember thinking, oh, my gosh, this is all based 343 00:16:31,160 --> 00:16:34,040 Speaker 1: on followers. And then people got started do you mean 344 00:16:34,080 --> 00:16:36,080 Speaker 1: the voting of the show. I thought it was. And 345 00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:39,760 Speaker 1: then people got started getting cut who had like hundreds, 346 00:16:40,560 --> 00:16:44,200 Speaker 1: I mean no, like thousands, tens of thousands more than me. 347 00:16:44,920 --> 00:16:47,400 Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, maybe it's not all about followers, 348 00:16:47,440 --> 00:16:50,440 Speaker 1: you know, because I had the lowest following of like 349 00:16:50,600 --> 00:16:54,960 Speaker 1: any of the Top fourteen at the beginning, because I remember, um, 350 00:16:55,040 --> 00:16:58,080 Speaker 1: you know that we we had announced like or we 351 00:16:58,200 --> 00:17:01,400 Speaker 1: knew who the Top fourteen was when auditions were starting 352 00:17:01,400 --> 00:17:06,040 Speaker 1: to air, and so I I, you know, my my 353 00:17:06,119 --> 00:17:09,080 Speaker 1: audition got like a minute and everybody else in the 354 00:17:09,119 --> 00:17:11,480 Speaker 1: Top four team got like five minutes because I looked 355 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:13,040 Speaker 1: at it on YouTube and it was like they got 356 00:17:13,080 --> 00:17:15,040 Speaker 1: this big story and it was just my half of 357 00:17:15,080 --> 00:17:23,119 Speaker 1: my song. And so I I had liked followers before 358 00:17:23,160 --> 00:17:25,720 Speaker 1: the show started, and then I jumped after my audition 359 00:17:25,760 --> 00:17:29,080 Speaker 1: to maybe like three thousand. Everybody else like I remember 360 00:17:29,200 --> 00:17:34,280 Speaker 1: Mara Um, like Katie, they all jumped to like twenty 361 00:17:34,320 --> 00:17:37,040 Speaker 1: thousand right after their audition, and I'm thinking, there's no 362 00:17:37,080 --> 00:17:39,639 Speaker 1: way I'm gonna last, you know. And I thought me, 363 00:17:39,680 --> 00:17:41,320 Speaker 1: and that's kind of unfair that I only got a 364 00:17:41,359 --> 00:17:44,120 Speaker 1: minute and they got five minutes, um, you know, because 365 00:17:44,160 --> 00:17:47,560 Speaker 1: we're on the top fourteen um. And I remember there's 366 00:17:47,560 --> 00:17:49,840 Speaker 1: a picture that I took. I think it was the 367 00:17:49,840 --> 00:17:52,560 Speaker 1: beginning of Hollywood week. I said, I'll shave both sides 368 00:17:52,560 --> 00:17:54,280 Speaker 1: of my head if I get to ten thousand by 369 00:17:54,280 --> 00:17:56,639 Speaker 1: this weekend, and I knew it would never happen, and 370 00:17:56,680 --> 00:17:58,879 Speaker 1: I never I didn't. I got to like nine thousand 371 00:17:58,960 --> 00:18:01,320 Speaker 1: some but like I had to big for ten thousand 372 00:18:01,359 --> 00:18:04,160 Speaker 1: followers when everybody else in the competition was at like thirty, 373 00:18:05,240 --> 00:18:07,560 Speaker 1: and I was like, there's no way I even have 374 00:18:07,600 --> 00:18:10,280 Speaker 1: a chance because look at all these people who have followers. 375 00:18:10,280 --> 00:18:13,199 Speaker 1: And then I couldn't even believe how the voting, you know, 376 00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:16,080 Speaker 1: and I still think, um, near the end, I think 377 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:19,600 Speaker 1: in the top five, I might have had like the 378 00:18:19,640 --> 00:18:22,800 Speaker 1: second to lowest followers on like all my social media, 379 00:18:23,200 --> 00:18:25,120 Speaker 1: and so I just can't believe I've pulled it off. 380 00:18:25,280 --> 00:18:26,880 Speaker 1: I guess it's not, you know, But then you think 381 00:18:26,880 --> 00:18:30,200 Speaker 1: about it. It's like teen girls are on Instagram and stuff. 382 00:18:32,960 --> 00:18:37,399 Speaker 1: You went from I think you had three hundred and 383 00:18:37,440 --> 00:18:40,920 Speaker 1: sixty nine thousand or something. Yeah, it's pretty cool. Crazy. 384 00:18:41,000 --> 00:18:42,320 Speaker 1: You know what's funny to me is I went into 385 00:18:42,359 --> 00:18:43,600 Speaker 1: the show and they're like, hey, come to the show 386 00:18:43,760 --> 00:18:45,600 Speaker 1: with you know mentor, And I was like cool. And 387 00:18:45,640 --> 00:18:48,400 Speaker 1: so I had never been a part of American Idol 388 00:18:48,440 --> 00:18:51,000 Speaker 1: before except watching. And I was a big fan for 389 00:18:51,040 --> 00:18:53,240 Speaker 1: the first seven or eight seasons, and I said, I 390 00:18:53,240 --> 00:18:54,840 Speaker 1: went off a bit and I didn't watch the last 391 00:18:54,840 --> 00:18:56,960 Speaker 1: few seasons at all, and so I was like, yeah, 392 00:18:56,960 --> 00:18:58,959 Speaker 1: I'd love to go back. I love the Trish who 393 00:18:59,040 --> 00:19:01,960 Speaker 1: runs Free Man like I just and Luke as a 394 00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:03,960 Speaker 1: friend of mine. And so I went. But in back 395 00:19:04,000 --> 00:19:06,199 Speaker 1: of my head, I thought the producers probably pick all 396 00:19:06,240 --> 00:19:08,320 Speaker 1: these people, like they probably moved the people. I really 397 00:19:08,359 --> 00:19:11,119 Speaker 1: thought that for television, that there would be this grand 398 00:19:11,119 --> 00:19:13,680 Speaker 1: conspiracy theory just to get the best people up for TV. 399 00:19:14,040 --> 00:19:16,280 Speaker 1: I had so many conspiracies. Oh yeah, me too. But 400 00:19:16,320 --> 00:19:19,600 Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you it was so legit. I know, 401 00:19:19,960 --> 00:19:22,320 Speaker 1: it was so legitimate that even I was shocked that 402 00:19:22,359 --> 00:19:24,240 Speaker 1: it was legitimate. From the point where the three judges 403 00:19:24,280 --> 00:19:27,480 Speaker 1: put people through completely legit. I'd pulled Luke aside and say, 404 00:19:27,480 --> 00:19:29,760 Speaker 1: what's happening here? Are you guys really picking up the 405 00:19:29,840 --> 00:19:33,480 Speaker 1: telling you He's like Bobby, we pick our own and 406 00:19:33,560 --> 00:19:35,040 Speaker 1: I will talk to the people. And then when the 407 00:19:35,119 --> 00:19:38,719 Speaker 1: voting started, it was legitimate. So the numbers were so 408 00:19:38,760 --> 00:19:41,760 Speaker 1: real that I was shocked. No, I know, I had 409 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:44,760 Speaker 1: so I had so many conspiracies. I would go around 410 00:19:44,760 --> 00:19:47,119 Speaker 1: telling people like, I know that this is true. I 411 00:19:47,160 --> 00:19:51,680 Speaker 1: know that they do this, and it's all I think. 412 00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:53,600 Speaker 1: It was on my head. I was very wrong. I 413 00:19:53,680 --> 00:19:57,320 Speaker 1: was so so about it. It's so funny though, because yeah, no, 414 00:19:57,440 --> 00:20:00,160 Speaker 1: I agree, because everything on TV's fake, everything on t TV, 415 00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:02,480 Speaker 1: it's made for TV. So as long as you know 416 00:20:02,560 --> 00:20:05,560 Speaker 1: it's all TV, it's not fake, it's television. And so 417 00:20:05,600 --> 00:20:07,440 Speaker 1: I just thought it was a television show. But they 418 00:20:07,480 --> 00:20:09,879 Speaker 1: stayed and they say it's so true that I was surprised. No, 419 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,080 Speaker 1: I agree, because I try not not to be fooled. 420 00:20:12,880 --> 00:20:15,240 Speaker 1: I know, I know, well, being on the show, I 421 00:20:15,280 --> 00:20:17,200 Speaker 1: was like, there's gotta be you know. We were always 422 00:20:17,240 --> 00:20:20,359 Speaker 1: like watching the producers real close, like what what's you know? 423 00:20:20,400 --> 00:20:23,560 Speaker 1: What's going on? And but did you care more? About 424 00:20:23,600 --> 00:20:27,720 Speaker 1: the judges or the producers. The producers for sure, because 425 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:32,439 Speaker 1: I thought they were in control of everything. I literally thought, um, 426 00:20:32,480 --> 00:20:35,600 Speaker 1: you know, just by things you would hear people say backstage, 427 00:20:35,680 --> 00:20:40,560 Speaker 1: and um, you know, Hollywood Week, the producers come in 428 00:20:40,600 --> 00:20:42,119 Speaker 1: front of the judges and look at all, you know, 429 00:20:42,160 --> 00:20:44,280 Speaker 1: and approve of, like who they're who the judges are 430 00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:46,520 Speaker 1: gonna cut or whatever. And so I always thought, oh, 431 00:20:46,600 --> 00:20:49,399 Speaker 1: there's no way, you know, the producers are picking everything, 432 00:20:49,480 --> 00:20:51,720 Speaker 1: and and I thought, oh, the judges have these sheets 433 00:20:51,720 --> 00:20:53,680 Speaker 1: in front of them. I'm sure they say like put 434 00:20:53,720 --> 00:20:57,560 Speaker 1: this person through, cut this person, and and so I 435 00:20:57,600 --> 00:21:00,680 Speaker 1: always cared about the you know, the because I was thinking, 436 00:21:00,720 --> 00:21:04,080 Speaker 1: you know, the producers know what makes a good TV show. 437 00:21:04,400 --> 00:21:08,680 Speaker 1: That's why the producers exactly and they know everybody's stories. Um, 438 00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:11,000 Speaker 1: but the judges, you know, the judges aren't. Producers are 439 00:21:11,119 --> 00:21:13,960 Speaker 1: aren't putting this out for ratings. The producers are. So 440 00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:16,639 Speaker 1: I was always trying to please the producers over everybody 441 00:21:16,680 --> 00:21:19,119 Speaker 1: like I would like. I remember for Top fifty it 442 00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:22,320 Speaker 1: wasn't aired, but I say me and Bobby McGee, well 443 00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:25,760 Speaker 1: oh yeah, you weren't there yet, okay. But um, but 444 00:21:25,840 --> 00:21:28,160 Speaker 1: like I went into the producers and they didn't like it, 445 00:21:28,320 --> 00:21:30,040 Speaker 1: and I was freaking out because I was like, oh 446 00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:33,560 Speaker 1: my gosh, I'm exactly and so I's like I have 447 00:21:33,720 --> 00:21:37,159 Speaker 1: to please them, you know. Um, such an old solo 448 00:21:37,240 --> 00:21:39,240 Speaker 1: did go and sing Janish Choplin. Yeah, I wish I 449 00:21:39,280 --> 00:21:41,479 Speaker 1: would have aired it, you know, but the fact they 450 00:21:41,520 --> 00:21:45,280 Speaker 1: didn't means you can still play it and even you know, 451 00:21:45,359 --> 00:21:47,679 Speaker 1: you won't want to do a lot of covers at 452 00:21:47,760 --> 00:21:49,359 Speaker 1: least for a while, because you just did a lot 453 00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:51,239 Speaker 1: of covers. You know. I think the hardest thing when 454 00:21:51,320 --> 00:21:52,480 Speaker 1: leaving one of these shows because I have a lot 455 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:54,359 Speaker 1: of friends that have one American idol or been in 456 00:21:54,359 --> 00:21:57,159 Speaker 1: the top two or three Lauren Elena. I saw Scottie 457 00:21:57,200 --> 00:22:00,880 Speaker 1: McCoury today. Um, so you know you want to get 458 00:22:00,880 --> 00:22:03,440 Speaker 1: away from singing other people's songs because you feel like 459 00:22:03,680 --> 00:22:05,439 Speaker 1: that's how you got here. Now you have to shake that, 460 00:22:06,200 --> 00:22:08,200 Speaker 1: make your own voice. But the cool thing about that 461 00:22:08,280 --> 00:22:10,280 Speaker 1: is you can do that into it three years and 462 00:22:10,320 --> 00:22:13,080 Speaker 1: cut the Janis Shalplin song if you love it and 463 00:22:13,080 --> 00:22:16,159 Speaker 1: it's cool again. Yeah I've never even thought about that. 464 00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:19,000 Speaker 1: Or do you feel the pressure now to not do 465 00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:22,560 Speaker 1: anything except your own and buy your own original music 466 00:22:22,600 --> 00:22:24,919 Speaker 1: because obviously you didn't write this single, but it's not 467 00:22:24,960 --> 00:22:26,800 Speaker 1: a song that everybody knows it can be your song. 468 00:22:27,280 --> 00:22:31,320 Speaker 1: Yeah no, right now, I'm like so excited too, um 469 00:22:31,359 --> 00:22:35,000 Speaker 1: to write more and and just to record, you know, 470 00:22:35,080 --> 00:22:38,240 Speaker 1: my own stuff, because this song is great. But it's 471 00:22:38,280 --> 00:22:41,480 Speaker 1: so I I've never released anything that I didn't write. 472 00:22:41,680 --> 00:22:44,760 Speaker 1: You know. I released like an EP that was seven songs, 473 00:22:44,760 --> 00:22:46,920 Speaker 1: and I wrote all of them myself and did everything, 474 00:22:46,960 --> 00:22:49,040 Speaker 1: and so I could feel it more, you know, when 475 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:51,480 Speaker 1: I was performing, It's like and I could tell the 476 00:22:51,560 --> 00:22:53,880 Speaker 1: story why I wrote the song. But with this song, 477 00:22:54,080 --> 00:22:56,159 Speaker 1: I really don't have a story to tell, you know, 478 00:22:56,200 --> 00:22:59,200 Speaker 1: and I don't. I can't really. I mean, I can 479 00:22:59,240 --> 00:23:01,200 Speaker 1: relate with it because it's kind of like my life, 480 00:23:01,240 --> 00:23:03,320 Speaker 1: like how I got up and left and kind of 481 00:23:03,359 --> 00:23:07,560 Speaker 1: pursued this dream, but you know it's not my words. 482 00:23:08,960 --> 00:23:14,320 Speaker 1: Did your music sell whenever you want on Idol? Yeah? Yeah, 483 00:23:14,359 --> 00:23:17,159 Speaker 1: it actually did. It's from like I can't even stand 484 00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:19,080 Speaker 1: to listen to it because it was from it's from 485 00:23:19,080 --> 00:23:22,440 Speaker 1: two years ago. But um, yeah, I'm selling a lot 486 00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:24,520 Speaker 1: of cts. My parents are back home, like shipping them 487 00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:27,280 Speaker 1: out and stuff. Yeah, and they're they're on iTunes to 488 00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:31,840 Speaker 1: like when my um my PayPal or whatever, when the 489 00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:37,120 Speaker 1: iTunes like it's skyrocketed, like so iTunes, pay your PayPal. Yes, 490 00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:39,160 Speaker 1: and you made some good money off that. Yeah, that's good. 491 00:23:39,680 --> 00:23:41,320 Speaker 1: Is this song the one you did the original you 492 00:23:41,359 --> 00:23:43,080 Speaker 1: did in the finale? Don't ever let your children grow 493 00:23:43,160 --> 00:23:46,159 Speaker 1: up this name of it? Right? Yeah? Um? Is this 494 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:48,719 Speaker 1: song on that record? Yes? Oh you had to make 495 00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:59,400 Speaker 1: a killing then, yeah, yeah, just so we should up. No, 496 00:24:00,359 --> 00:24:02,879 Speaker 1: I can't stand to hear it. Here's the thing, because 497 00:24:02,920 --> 00:24:04,520 Speaker 1: I have a new book coming on a week and 498 00:24:04,520 --> 00:24:06,280 Speaker 1: a half and I write about this. If I ever 499 00:24:06,359 --> 00:24:08,520 Speaker 1: listened to something that I've done a year or two 500 00:24:08,600 --> 00:24:11,199 Speaker 1: years ago or farther and I'm not embarrassed of it, it 501 00:24:11,119 --> 00:24:15,000 Speaker 1: it means I'm not growing. You should always be embarrassed 502 00:24:15,119 --> 00:24:18,120 Speaker 1: of the stuff that you've done. That's like a good 503 00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:20,919 Speaker 1: that's like I've never heard it put that way. And 504 00:24:20,960 --> 00:24:24,000 Speaker 1: then when you are have the realization that, oh, this 505 00:24:24,080 --> 00:24:26,080 Speaker 1: is normal because I feel like I'm going in a 506 00:24:26,080 --> 00:24:28,159 Speaker 1: different direction. I'm growing a bit. So it's okay to 507 00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:30,600 Speaker 1: feel that way because you're doing that. That's good. That's 508 00:24:30,640 --> 00:24:34,160 Speaker 1: growth because you're moving. Yeah. No, like I I look 509 00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:36,600 Speaker 1: back and I didn't do that, you know, that flip 510 00:24:36,640 --> 00:24:40,119 Speaker 1: I do with my voice. I couldn't even barely do that. 511 00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:42,120 Speaker 1: And I remember that's the first time when my dad 512 00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:45,440 Speaker 1: and I were recording that in the basement. Um, I 513 00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:50,080 Speaker 1: did that, like flip things with my voice accidentally. Um yeah. 514 00:24:50,160 --> 00:24:53,879 Speaker 1: It was like, uh, yeah, we should up you know, 515 00:24:53,920 --> 00:24:58,560 Speaker 1: the flip or whatever. Exactly, Yeah, yeah, exactly. So so 516 00:24:58,640 --> 00:25:00,680 Speaker 1: I did that when we were recording and Dad's like, whoa, 517 00:25:00,720 --> 00:25:02,199 Speaker 1: that was cool. How did you do that? I was like, 518 00:25:02,320 --> 00:25:04,800 Speaker 1: I don't know. So that's like how I started doing that, 519 00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:07,200 Speaker 1: and that was the beginning of it. And wow, I 520 00:25:07,240 --> 00:25:11,040 Speaker 1: don't like listening to that. That's good though. But are 521 00:25:11,040 --> 00:25:13,639 Speaker 1: you playing that song though? When you play, yes, you 522 00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:15,200 Speaker 1: have to I do because I got to sell those 523 00:25:15,240 --> 00:25:18,000 Speaker 1: years and it's your song. It's a it's a your song, 524 00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:21,280 Speaker 1: and it's had exposure and I've got a story, you know, 525 00:25:21,320 --> 00:25:24,000 Speaker 1: I have a whole story behind that song. So how's 526 00:25:24,040 --> 00:25:27,000 Speaker 1: home feel? Are they happy for you? So happy for me? 527 00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:29,119 Speaker 1: I mean, I haven't you know, been home since the 528 00:25:29,119 --> 00:25:31,440 Speaker 1: hometown visit. I'm sure it'll be a lot different because 529 00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:34,760 Speaker 1: you know, they're just not cameras, you know, it's not 530 00:25:34,800 --> 00:25:38,680 Speaker 1: like a big thing anymore. But um, but yeah, I'm 531 00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:40,959 Speaker 1: really excited to get home and see my friends and 532 00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:43,960 Speaker 1: family and just my dog. I haven't seen my dog 533 00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:49,040 Speaker 1: since like April. Really, yeah, do you have people that 534 00:25:49,119 --> 00:25:52,080 Speaker 1: really weren't your friends? It's not kind of your friends 535 00:25:52,119 --> 00:25:55,560 Speaker 1: but not really kind of like what a best friend. Yeah, 536 00:25:57,080 --> 00:25:59,680 Speaker 1: So it's interesting and family and family members too that 537 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:01,119 Speaker 1: all of a sudden want to be want to be 538 00:26:01,240 --> 00:26:03,320 Speaker 1: part of everything again. And I had a lot of 539 00:26:03,359 --> 00:26:05,080 Speaker 1: cousins and I never knew when I first started to 540 00:26:05,080 --> 00:26:07,000 Speaker 1: make it, like, oh, were cousins. I just looked at 541 00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:09,959 Speaker 1: three and we're like nine cousins. What I know? And 542 00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:12,840 Speaker 1: it's like, no, you know, everyone knows what you're doing. 543 00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:14,960 Speaker 1: But it's also funny because at the very beginning of 544 00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:18,080 Speaker 1: the season, Um, nobody thought there were you know, there 545 00:26:18,080 --> 00:26:20,560 Speaker 1: were people who definitely thought I couldn't even make it 546 00:26:20,560 --> 00:26:24,240 Speaker 1: past the first round. And I found online they had 547 00:26:24,280 --> 00:26:26,439 Speaker 1: liked some comments that were like a guy that, and 548 00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:29,359 Speaker 1: you know, they had written some bad like rude things 549 00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:31,439 Speaker 1: like oh, Maddie, you know you should have went to 550 00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:33,359 Speaker 1: school with her. She was a constantly singing. It was 551 00:26:33,359 --> 00:26:35,520 Speaker 1: so annoying I'm so glad I moved away. Like this 552 00:26:35,560 --> 00:26:37,639 Speaker 1: girl wrote this and all a bunch of her friends 553 00:26:37,680 --> 00:26:40,120 Speaker 1: liked it. Well, then a bunch of those friends ended 554 00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:43,679 Speaker 1: up in my in my messages saying like congratulations, Maddie, 555 00:26:43,680 --> 00:26:48,640 Speaker 1: and I'm just like open not reply, like I know, 556 00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:51,359 Speaker 1: I see everything. People that win the lottery and all 557 00:26:51,359 --> 00:26:53,800 Speaker 1: of a sudden, you know, all the family members are 558 00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:57,840 Speaker 1: yeah people. People think they're being like discreet about this, 559 00:26:57,880 --> 00:26:59,919 Speaker 1: and I see everything. So what are you gonna do 560 00:27:00,280 --> 00:27:02,119 Speaker 1: from here? Musical? Because here's the question that comes to 561 00:27:02,119 --> 00:27:05,919 Speaker 1: me the most. What where where does she go? Like? 562 00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:08,440 Speaker 1: What is she gonna do? What? What? Format? For lack 563 00:27:08,480 --> 00:27:10,359 Speaker 1: of a better term, because I'm not a big believer 564 00:27:10,400 --> 00:27:13,720 Speaker 1: in formats except for the business side of it, meaning 565 00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:16,800 Speaker 1: you know, even what I do, and I'm on you know, 566 00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:19,679 Speaker 1: a hundred and twenty country radio stations. I'm not the 567 00:27:19,720 --> 00:27:21,959 Speaker 1: most country guy. I grew up in Arkansas, but look 568 00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:25,520 Speaker 1: at me. I'm a nerd. So I'm the I'm the 569 00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:27,159 Speaker 1: one that believes you can cross all the genres. I 570 00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:31,000 Speaker 1: play hip hop on my country morning show, so I'm 571 00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:32,919 Speaker 1: not the person to tell you have to pick a genre, 572 00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:34,639 Speaker 1: but everyone else is going to say, you have to 573 00:27:34,640 --> 00:27:37,480 Speaker 1: pick a genre of format to actually distribute your music. 574 00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:40,240 Speaker 1: So where does that fall for you? Do you know? Yet? 575 00:27:40,640 --> 00:27:42,560 Speaker 1: You know? Well, this is crazy first of all, because 576 00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:45,919 Speaker 1: I remember before before auditions had or no, it was 577 00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:47,760 Speaker 1: like in the middle, I was still at home and 578 00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:50,080 Speaker 1: someone had tweeted like, oh my gosh, Bobby Bones just 579 00:27:50,119 --> 00:27:52,280 Speaker 1: mentioned you on his radio show, and I listened to it. 580 00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:55,160 Speaker 1: I was like, no way, And now I'm here, that's 581 00:27:55,359 --> 00:27:59,560 Speaker 1: that's kind of my house. I know. I'm like anyways, 582 00:28:00,080 --> 00:28:03,520 Speaker 1: um no, But I think for the genre thing, I 583 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:05,760 Speaker 1: kind of want to be. I mean, I don't want 584 00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:07,199 Speaker 1: to be pop. I know that I don't want to 585 00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:08,840 Speaker 1: be popping. Okay, let me ask a question about that, 586 00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:12,840 Speaker 1: because pop only means popular, Like, think about the word pop. 587 00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:16,960 Speaker 1: What the heck is that really true? Yes, pop means popular, 588 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,760 Speaker 1: that's what that. Okay. I thought, you're a very smart person. 589 00:28:19,840 --> 00:28:22,719 Speaker 1: I am so smart. You don't assign pop with just 590 00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:26,800 Speaker 1: Brittney Spears. That's what I've always done. Okay, I'm saying 591 00:28:26,840 --> 00:28:30,680 Speaker 1: modern pop kind of okay, the modern pop sounds. Don't 592 00:28:30,760 --> 00:28:33,760 Speaker 1: want that, don't ever want to have to play with 593 00:28:33,760 --> 00:28:36,800 Speaker 1: the track, don't ever want dancers on my stage. Okay, 594 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:38,640 Speaker 1: dancers are one thing. I think you've given tracks a 595 00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:41,560 Speaker 1: bad name. I can't know. I'm gonna tell you why, 596 00:28:41,640 --> 00:28:44,360 Speaker 1: only because I have some friends that are fantastic artist 597 00:28:44,440 --> 00:28:47,160 Speaker 1: that I believe the computer is also an instrument at 598 00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:50,840 Speaker 1: this point, I really do. Now. I'm a singer songwriter 599 00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:53,240 Speaker 1: fan first and foremost, and I've had to be converted. 600 00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:55,800 Speaker 1: But I do believe the computer is an instrument. I 601 00:28:55,840 --> 00:28:58,160 Speaker 1: know it can add, but I can't do it. I 602 00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:01,160 Speaker 1: can't tell it. I'm sorry. I'm gonna have to disagree. 603 00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:03,560 Speaker 1: I love it that you disagree, always disagree to. I 604 00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:05,600 Speaker 1: love that because you've always disagreed, You've always agreed to. 605 00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:08,560 Speaker 1: Like your opinions. Now, okay, so you're not pop whatever 606 00:29:08,600 --> 00:29:12,479 Speaker 1: that means. But pop right now, pops, hip hop, pops, 607 00:29:12,560 --> 00:29:16,960 Speaker 1: adele pop just means popular. So you have to eliminate. 608 00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:18,800 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna be pop. You can say I'm not 609 00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:21,200 Speaker 1: gonna play tracks. I'm not gonna put twenty one Savage 610 00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:24,560 Speaker 1: on my song like you can say all that. Yeah, No, 611 00:29:24,760 --> 00:29:29,400 Speaker 1: I mean I when I write it like comes out 612 00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:32,680 Speaker 1: like Ingered Michaelson, Regina Specter kind of feel I wish 613 00:29:32,680 --> 00:29:36,440 Speaker 1: I could write more like Brandy Carlyle. Um, but you 614 00:29:36,440 --> 00:29:38,720 Speaker 1: know how you write more like Brandy Carlyle. You write 615 00:29:38,720 --> 00:29:41,080 Speaker 1: with people that write with Brandy Carlisle. Yeah absolutely, I know. 616 00:29:41,360 --> 00:29:44,480 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, so, um, I mean, but here's the thing. 617 00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:48,960 Speaker 1: I mean, I feel like usually I would feel like 618 00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:51,120 Speaker 1: lost in a time like this, but I have such 619 00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:54,040 Speaker 1: good people around me, Like I'm I've got like a 620 00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:58,000 Speaker 1: manager now, and you know, I'm with this label and 621 00:29:58,080 --> 00:30:02,040 Speaker 1: everyone around me. I was really scared, like, um, you 622 00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:05,680 Speaker 1: know what, you know, if I was scared, people are 623 00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:08,280 Speaker 1: going to try and change me. Um. And of course, 624 00:30:08,320 --> 00:30:10,720 Speaker 1: you know, they pitched me songs that are are our 625 00:30:10,840 --> 00:30:14,080 Speaker 1: pop and I'm like that's not really me. But they're 626 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:16,720 Speaker 1: cool with it, you know. And and everyone is really 627 00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:18,880 Speaker 1: supportive of like who I want to be and what 628 00:30:18,920 --> 00:30:21,200 Speaker 1: I want to do, and so who do you want 629 00:30:21,200 --> 00:30:22,720 Speaker 1: to be? What do you want to do? Though? I mean, 630 00:30:22,760 --> 00:30:25,160 Speaker 1: I want to continue to do exactly what I was 631 00:30:25,160 --> 00:30:27,920 Speaker 1: doing on the show, I mean, because just I want 632 00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:30,240 Speaker 1: to be true to myself and even if that means, 633 00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:33,240 Speaker 1: you know, I don't want to do everything for like 634 00:30:33,320 --> 00:30:35,040 Speaker 1: just the money. Oh, this song is gonna be a hit, 635 00:30:35,080 --> 00:30:38,120 Speaker 1: so you gotta record it, you know, and I believe you. 636 00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:40,640 Speaker 1: And here's the truth of it. There's not gonna be 637 00:30:40,680 --> 00:30:43,440 Speaker 1: a lot of money if that's what you're doing. And 638 00:30:43,520 --> 00:30:46,840 Speaker 1: so if you find your passion and you work toward 639 00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:49,400 Speaker 1: it and you work hard, the money might come. Worst 640 00:30:49,400 --> 00:30:50,960 Speaker 1: case scenario is you don't make any money, but you 641 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:54,360 Speaker 1: still do what you love. That's the worst case scenario exactly. 642 00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:56,000 Speaker 1: So as long as you know, we're also in the 643 00:30:56,080 --> 00:30:59,920 Speaker 1: land of streaming, which means people are finding different audience. 644 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:02,160 Speaker 1: It is just by going, let me check this playlist, 645 00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:05,719 Speaker 1: let me so there is more for an artist like you. 646 00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:10,400 Speaker 1: Now it's slower. It's slower. I am someone who would 647 00:31:10,440 --> 00:31:12,640 Speaker 1: find your music and go, oh, this is mine jam, 648 00:31:12,680 --> 00:31:14,640 Speaker 1: I'm gonna go watch. She's coming time. I'm gonna go watch. 649 00:31:15,280 --> 00:31:17,320 Speaker 1: That's what I would do. But it's different than to 650 00:31:17,360 --> 00:31:21,120 Speaker 1: keep put on the radio like bam yeah boom uh. 651 00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:24,920 Speaker 1: Post Malone had one song selling that arenas absolutely put 652 00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:28,080 Speaker 1: out a record. Now, it's great. But as as long 653 00:31:28,120 --> 00:31:30,760 Speaker 1: as you're consistent, if that's really how you feel, they're 654 00:31:30,760 --> 00:31:33,160 Speaker 1: gonna people tell you you got to change. You know, 655 00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:35,360 Speaker 1: I get that. I totally get that because I know 656 00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:38,240 Speaker 1: that's not what's gonna be on pop radio and that's 657 00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:42,320 Speaker 1: you know. But I mean I love people like Sarah 658 00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:45,600 Speaker 1: Barellas and Brandy Carlyle and they're not on pop radio. 659 00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:49,600 Speaker 1: But that is my all the time. But that's like 660 00:31:49,680 --> 00:31:52,640 Speaker 1: my music that I listened to. And I know that 661 00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:58,280 Speaker 1: people will love you know. I mean obviously they loved 662 00:31:58,320 --> 00:32:01,720 Speaker 1: me enough to yeah some through. I think you're great. 663 00:32:01,720 --> 00:32:03,959 Speaker 1: I think you're You're the singer songwriter person that when 664 00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:06,840 Speaker 1: I take a bath, put the candles on, put my 665 00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:09,600 Speaker 1: singer songwriters on. Just playing the songs, you know what 666 00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:12,880 Speaker 1: I mean, just playing my songs. I'm a big fan. Um, okay, 667 00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:15,280 Speaker 1: so you have you don't have an answer yet, and 668 00:32:15,320 --> 00:32:17,720 Speaker 1: what what you're defined? Ask? No, but I want to 669 00:32:17,760 --> 00:32:20,000 Speaker 1: be everything. Yeah, when you're trying to be everything, you're 670 00:32:20,040 --> 00:32:22,720 Speaker 1: nothing to anyone. I know, So you don't have to 671 00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:23,840 Speaker 1: you don't want to pick now. I just wanted to 672 00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:25,920 Speaker 1: because everybody's asking me. I just want to answer. I'm 673 00:32:25,920 --> 00:32:27,560 Speaker 1: just gonna try. I'm just gonna do what I like. 674 00:32:28,520 --> 00:32:31,280 Speaker 1: That's my answer. Okay, I'll accept whatever answer you give me. 675 00:32:31,280 --> 00:32:32,880 Speaker 1: I'm just telling you I'm getting beat up about it. 676 00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:35,160 Speaker 1: I need an answer. They're like, what's Maddie doing I 677 00:32:35,200 --> 00:32:36,280 Speaker 1: don't know, I'm gona talked to her. I try to 678 00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:38,120 Speaker 1: hit her on instagramtion we're playing my message because then 679 00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:42,000 Speaker 1: accept messages. So well, listen, I'm very happy for you. 680 00:32:42,240 --> 00:32:45,800 Speaker 1: Thank you, like genuinely I'm happy. I think you're a 681 00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,320 Speaker 1: great artist to win it, because I think it sets 682 00:32:48,360 --> 00:32:52,200 Speaker 1: the culture for people that watch the show to go, oh, 683 00:32:52,440 --> 00:32:55,520 Speaker 1: Maddie Poppy one and she's a singer songwriter, and I 684 00:32:55,560 --> 00:32:57,680 Speaker 1: can go be a singer songwriter on that show. And 685 00:32:57,680 --> 00:32:59,600 Speaker 1: I think that's a strong thing. And I was never 686 00:33:00,600 --> 00:33:03,040 Speaker 1: the obvious front runner, you know. Yeah, I don't think 687 00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:04,640 Speaker 1: you were the front So I think that's really cool too, 688 00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:06,960 Speaker 1: is that I was never who anyone expected to win. 689 00:33:07,400 --> 00:33:09,480 Speaker 1: I didn't ever think that I could win this because 690 00:33:09,480 --> 00:33:10,960 Speaker 1: you don't think you're gonna win the top three, Like 691 00:33:10,960 --> 00:33:14,720 Speaker 1: you genuinely looked me in the eyes, you like, I'm 692 00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:17,160 Speaker 1: a top three? What can I even wish for? And 693 00:33:17,200 --> 00:33:19,960 Speaker 1: I believed you, and I don't believe anybody. Yeah, I mean, 694 00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:23,880 Speaker 1: that's that's what I'm saying, is is like I was 695 00:33:23,960 --> 00:33:29,120 Speaker 1: never like the number one thing anybody was talking about. Yeah. No, 696 00:33:29,200 --> 00:33:34,520 Speaker 1: I've never been the number one anything anything, you want 697 00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:37,760 Speaker 1: to ask Maddie before we we split away. I mean, 698 00:33:39,960 --> 00:33:43,320 Speaker 1: I don't know. It's pretty crazy, like like a whole 699 00:33:44,360 --> 00:33:46,880 Speaker 1: was how long was it? The whole American Idol process? 700 00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:51,040 Speaker 1: When did you guys start? Like so I started October four, 701 00:33:53,000 --> 00:33:57,080 Speaker 1: and um, and then I know, I mean I started 702 00:33:57,080 --> 00:34:00,160 Speaker 1: August twenty nine, that my initial audition. Then September where 703 00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:04,720 Speaker 1: leventh was my second audition, and then October four was 704 00:34:04,760 --> 00:34:08,160 Speaker 1: my judge round. And then January one was the first 705 00:34:08,200 --> 00:34:12,560 Speaker 1: day of Hollywood Week, and then March three we got 706 00:34:12,600 --> 00:34:15,200 Speaker 1: our March fourth we got sent home. April nine, we 707 00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:17,120 Speaker 1: came back out here, and I have not been back 708 00:34:17,160 --> 00:34:19,359 Speaker 1: since since April ninth. How do you know all those dates? 709 00:34:19,440 --> 00:34:21,080 Speaker 1: Is that just the thing for you? I don't know, 710 00:34:21,200 --> 00:34:24,279 Speaker 1: that's weird. I just do. I just remember, like because 711 00:34:24,280 --> 00:34:26,600 Speaker 1: I remember like getting the email saying this is the 712 00:34:26,680 --> 00:34:28,840 Speaker 1: day you're coming back, and like that was just the 713 00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:31,200 Speaker 1: day that I remember, my guess, and plus I met 714 00:34:31,280 --> 00:34:34,920 Speaker 1: Caleb the first week off, and and like I remember 715 00:34:34,960 --> 00:34:38,319 Speaker 1: like January twenty one this way, like first, where are 716 00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:40,440 Speaker 1: you gonna move? Are you gonna because you can live 717 00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:43,760 Speaker 1: in Nashville and not be country. It's just singer songwriter Galore. 718 00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:45,440 Speaker 1: I mean it is. I mean a lot of the 719 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:49,440 Speaker 1: songwriters here aren't country. They just helped country artists. Yeah, 720 00:34:49,480 --> 00:34:53,879 Speaker 1: I mean, I like l A enough, but I mean 721 00:34:54,760 --> 00:34:58,200 Speaker 1: even just being here for like the past like five hours, 722 00:34:58,239 --> 00:35:00,719 Speaker 1: people have been sown night everywhere. I mean, and just 723 00:35:00,880 --> 00:35:03,440 Speaker 1: I feel like it's more of like a Midwest feel here, 724 00:35:03,760 --> 00:35:06,160 Speaker 1: and you're closer to home, way closer to home, Like 725 00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:08,759 Speaker 1: I could you know, and I don't. I don't know. 726 00:35:08,760 --> 00:35:11,279 Speaker 1: There's just something about here. It's a great town. Cool. 727 00:35:11,520 --> 00:35:13,799 Speaker 1: This is not my hometown, but it's a great town, 728 00:35:13,920 --> 00:35:17,560 Speaker 1: especially for people that like to make real music, not 729 00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:19,880 Speaker 1: find a melody then write the words later, Like, oh 730 00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:21,399 Speaker 1: we got the melody, we have a hit. We'll worry 731 00:35:21,400 --> 00:35:23,880 Speaker 1: about the words later. That happens a lot in the 732 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:27,520 Speaker 1: l A Rights. That is happening. But I'm proud of you. 733 00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:30,960 Speaker 1: Are you gonna do my radio people? You listen to 734 00:35:30,960 --> 00:35:33,280 Speaker 1: this months later, but you're doing my radio shop tomorrow. 735 00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:36,359 Speaker 1: Then we're doing a deal with Luke. Then we're we've 736 00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:38,640 Speaker 1: got like four days that we're gonna be doing things together. 737 00:35:38,840 --> 00:35:41,200 Speaker 1: Well like well, like it's new. Every time I'll be like, yeah, 738 00:35:41,880 --> 00:35:44,800 Speaker 1: really we'll be like, I haven't seen you in six hours. 739 00:35:45,800 --> 00:35:48,960 Speaker 1: Maddie Poppy, Episode one three, thanks to life Flock. Listen, 740 00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:52,160 Speaker 1: let me say this, download or stream. Don't ever let 741 00:35:52,160 --> 00:35:54,520 Speaker 1: your children grow up, because that's where Maddie is gonna 742 00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:57,799 Speaker 1: make a couple of cents. Yeah, needney guys and merch 743 00:35:58,600 --> 00:36:02,239 Speaker 1: and dot com Maddie Poppy dot com, M A D 744 00:36:02,320 --> 00:36:05,080 Speaker 1: D I E P O P P E P O 745 00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:07,560 Speaker 1: p P any times I called you Maddi Pope. Just 746 00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:09,920 Speaker 1: reading that name a lot, Oh my gosh, everything I know, 747 00:36:10,520 --> 00:36:12,800 Speaker 1: I know, all right, Maddy Poppy Episode one, Thank you 748 00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:15,680 Speaker 1: very much and we'll see you next time. By Ready