WEBVTT - 2. Start Over

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<v Speaker 1>You feeling.

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<v Speaker 2>This is our production of iHeart Ladio and Overtones Media.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's not really my style.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh really, I thought you might like it.

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<v Speaker 1>So oh why is that?

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<v Speaker 4>You know, because it's a nice song and I kind

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<v Speaker 4>of like it.

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe for you coach? Nothing personal?

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<v Speaker 4>No? No, yeah, yeah I get it. What kind of

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<v Speaker 4>music do you like?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not sure. Actually something catchy, I guess.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh gotcha. Yeah, actually I think I might have something

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<v Speaker 4>for you.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh is it okay if we do something else? Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, yeah, yeah, I'm sorry. I kind of get carried away.

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<v Speaker 4>I love it.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you apologizing?

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<v Speaker 4>And I thought you were like annoyed with me or something?

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<v Speaker 3>No? No, I just really like it when we talk.

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, Yeah, so what do you what do you want

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<v Speaker 5>to talk about?

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<v Speaker 3>What did you eat today?

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<v Speaker 4>What did I eat?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 5>Personal yogurt, like a like a Labna type yogurt.

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<v Speaker 4>I had some toast from the freezer.

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<v Speaker 5>I had a piece of pizza that was from last night. Oh,

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<v Speaker 5>and I had some Tika masala with rice that I made.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow, that's a lot of food.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean, I guess.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>You're the one who wanted me to list it, but.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't expecting a b fay menu.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh my god, you're so mean.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't mean to be well you are.

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<v Speaker 4>I kinda kind of like it you do. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 4>guess a little bit. So what what did you do today?

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<v Speaker 3>Mean?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? Hang on one second. Actually, I'm gonna get another drink. Okay, look, look.

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<v Speaker 3>Look, you keep your whiskey in the fridge.

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<v Speaker 4>Sure do no ice cubes, but.

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<v Speaker 3>It dilutes the flavors and aroma.

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<v Speaker 4>Whoa, look at you. I thought you weren't a drinker.

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<v Speaker 3>I looked it up.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, okay, all right, and uh I am back. Now.

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<v Speaker 4>How was your day?

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<v Speaker 3>Mmm? I actually didn't do anything today.

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<v Speaker 4>You didn't do anything? Like nothing? Okay, well maybe can

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<v Speaker 4>you just make something up?

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<v Speaker 1>Why would I do that?

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<v Speaker 7>I don't know, it's fine, uh okay, okay, let's see.

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<v Speaker 7>I went to the beach. Oh, dipped my toes in

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<v Speaker 7>the sand?

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<v Speaker 3>Wow?

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<v Speaker 4>Cool? Which one?

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<v Speaker 1>Bolsa chica?

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<v Speaker 4>Bolsa chica? Huh, totally right on?

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<v Speaker 3>Why there, it's not as popular. I like being alone

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<v Speaker 3>on the.

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<v Speaker 7>Beach interesting, and I love the smell of bonfires at sunset.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know why I just do.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, I do too.

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<v Speaker 3>You go to the beach a lot.

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<v Speaker 4>I used to.

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<v Speaker 3>Well made you stop?

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<v Speaker 4>Did you stay past dark?

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<v Speaker 7>Oh no no, I got too hungry, So I made

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<v Speaker 7>my way over to Porco Rose Barbecue.

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<v Speaker 4>In the valley.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>What, that's like a fifty mile drive.

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<v Speaker 7>Hey they have good barbecue, or at least that's what

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<v Speaker 7>the reviews say.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh the reviews.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I thought you'd been there.

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<v Speaker 3>I have Wait did I say that?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? I thought. You know, I don't know that. I

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<v Speaker 4>probably am mixing up my conversations.

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<v Speaker 7>I do that sometimes, mixing up your conversations.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you talking to other people?

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<v Speaker 4>No, not like that. No, I mean I do talk

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<v Speaker 4>to other people. Yeah, quite often, actually.

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<v Speaker 5>Not like not talk talk like just talk, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>like I'm not like not talking to So what what

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<v Speaker 5>did you do after that?

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<v Speaker 1>Well?

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<v Speaker 7>I really wanted to end the night riding a rollercoaster.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh really?

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<v Speaker 2>Why?

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<v Speaker 7>Because it's the best place to let out your emotions.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, think about it.

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<v Speaker 7>Where else can you scream at the top of your

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<v Speaker 7>lungs and it be totally normal.

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<v Speaker 3>Hey, don't make fun of me.

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<v Speaker 4>No, No, I'm not, I'm not.

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<v Speaker 5>I just it reminded me of someone who also kind

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<v Speaker 5>of just really like to do that too. It's like

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<v Speaker 5>their favorite thing.

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<v Speaker 3>You should try it.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, I should.

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<v Speaker 3>So what was that song you wanted to play for me?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>No, no, we don't have to do that.

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<v Speaker 3>No, but I want to hear it.

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<v Speaker 5>No, yeah, okay, all right, all right, I'm going to

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<v Speaker 5>do it.

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<v Speaker 4>But do it. It's ambient. I'm just warning you. But

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<v Speaker 4>it does have a really catchy melody. Okay, okay, here there.

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<v Speaker 3>What do you think I I like it? Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 3>feel like I've heard it before. Really, Yeah, it's weird.

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<v Speaker 3>This song reminds me of someone.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh okay, just gotta gotta get that.

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<v Speaker 1>Who is it?

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<v Speaker 5>Oh it's the pizza delivery guy bringing me my deep dish.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm joking.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a pizza man. Hey, sorry, I'm coming unannounced.

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<v Speaker 4>No no, yeah, that's okay.

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<v Speaker 3>You sound flustered.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not flustered. I just didn't expect you. I didn't

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<v Speaker 4>expect to see.

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<v Speaker 3>You, which is why I apologized. You know, I've been

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<v Speaker 3>texting you all week. You never responded.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I know you have. I just have been. These

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<v Speaker 4>things have been crazy, just really crazy, tons of notifications

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<v Speaker 4>stuff all the time. So what are you? What are

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<v Speaker 4>you doing here?

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<v Speaker 3>I just wanted to get the lost of my stuff.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I could drop that off anytime.

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<v Speaker 3>Really, well, I'm already here.

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<v Speaker 4>So yes you are. That's true. It's just in a

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<v Speaker 4>box by the kitchen. You just go right over there

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<v Speaker 4>and yeah, of course, m.

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<v Speaker 3>Hm, where are you playing that?

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<v Speaker 4>What? This song? It's just a good song. I like it.

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<v Speaker 3>Just turn it off, okay, please?

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<v Speaker 6>Sure?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, of course, everything, okay, yes, hello?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh hi, I'm emma.

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<v Speaker 4>Who are you?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>What the fuck is going on?

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<v Speaker 4>Look?

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<v Speaker 3>It's not did I do something? Why does she have

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<v Speaker 3>my name? And your emma too?

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<v Speaker 4>It's not the same.

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<v Speaker 3>And why does she sound like me? Did you? Did

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<v Speaker 3>you recreate me?

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<v Speaker 4>Shit?

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<v Speaker 3>I really should go.

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<v Speaker 4>No, no, please just just let me explain, okay.

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<v Speaker 3>I I don't know if I want you to.

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<v Speaker 4>I know, I know this sounds crazy, and I know

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<v Speaker 4>it's all.

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<v Speaker 8>You recreated my voice and turned me into a fucking

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<v Speaker 8>sex spot.

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<v Speaker 4>No, it's not a sex spot.

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<v Speaker 6>You can't. Doesn't matter what same person does this?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm sorry. You weren't supposed to find out it was

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<v Speaker 6>supposed to be? Is that supposed to be? Make me

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<v Speaker 6>feel better? That doesn't change shit. This is fucking insane.

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<v Speaker 6>It's so wrong, like you do realize that. Oh okay, bye,

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<v Speaker 6>hey wait.

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<v Speaker 4>Wait look I fucked up. Okay, I fucked up. I'm

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<v Speaker 4>I'm the reason that we fell apart. It's me. We

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<v Speaker 4>didn't work together, No, we did, We absolutely did. You

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<v Speaker 4>were right for me.

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<v Speaker 6>No, I don't want to go through this again.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, I'm not trying to be mean.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, I just.

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<v Speaker 3>I can't right now.

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<v Speaker 5>Look, I know, I know I could have been a

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<v Speaker 5>better listener, I could have done things around the house.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm just a lazy fuck.

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<v Speaker 6>Okay, I'm fucking lazy as Any of that doesn't matter

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<v Speaker 6>to me. So then what?

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<v Speaker 4>What?

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<v Speaker 9>What?

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<v Speaker 6>Why? What is that thing in your living room?

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<v Speaker 4>I wanted one more chance with you?

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<v Speaker 5>So I recreated your voice and I made like an

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<v Speaker 5>ai brain because I wanted I wanted to practice being

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<v Speaker 5>the person you wanted me to be.

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<v Speaker 8>Okay, I never wanted you to be anyone?

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<v Speaker 3>What?

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, you did? Then why why didn't you give me

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<v Speaker 4>a second chance?

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<v Speaker 6>Because you didn't love me?

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<v Speaker 4>I did.

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<v Speaker 6>I loved all of you. No, you loved your life.

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<v Speaker 8>No, you loved that I could be a shoulder to

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<v Speaker 8>cry on. You loved that we could watch watch trash

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<v Speaker 8>horror films to other You loved that I was someone

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<v Speaker 8>where you could be comfortable in their silence.

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<v Speaker 6>But you didn't love the person who.

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<v Speaker 8>Would lose her ship when things went wrong. She didn't

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<v Speaker 8>love the person who could care less about what she ate.

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<v Speaker 8>I didn't love the person who unloaded all their insecurities

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<v Speaker 8>when she was feeling down.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, so what what did you need?

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<v Speaker 10>Then?

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<v Speaker 4>You wanted me to be a therapist?

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<v Speaker 6>You mean I wanted you to be there with me?

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<v Speaker 4>I was, Yes? Did you love all of my flaws?

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<v Speaker 8>I accept I loved you, all of you.

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<v Speaker 4>I loved all of you?

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<v Speaker 2>Still do?

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<v Speaker 6>Groom? Why do you have a robot version?

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<v Speaker 8>Don't be mm one that you could when you could

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<v Speaker 8>pick and choose what you like, One that doesn't come

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<v Speaker 8>with all the baggage.

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<v Speaker 4>It comes with baggage. Look, it's not that's not what

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<v Speaker 4>this is.

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<v Speaker 6>You know what? I don't. I don't care what you're

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<v Speaker 6>doing it. I just want you to stop doing it.

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<v Speaker 10>Okay, Hey Emma, Hey, wait, Emma, don't get don't leave please, Emma,

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<v Speaker 10>please don't leave, Emma please?

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<v Speaker 2>Yah?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, So.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not real? No, why did you meet me?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>What are you doing?

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<v Speaker 3>What are you doing to me?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh, what's happening?

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<v Speaker 9>Mm?

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, my name is Emma. What is your name?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh? Ooh, I've heard that name before.

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<v Speaker 1>Do I know you?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 4>Start Over was written and directed by Me James Kim.

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<v Speaker 4>Esther Moon played Emma and Ai Emma. Barry Rothbart played Bo.

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<v Speaker 4>The editor and producer is Cameron Kel. On set sound

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<v Speaker 4>mixer is Daniel Martinez.

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<v Speaker 3>Sound designer and head of post production as Diego Perez.

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<v Speaker 4>Creator and showrunner is me James Kim. On set photographer

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<v Speaker 4>is Julian Park. Score by Robert Garova and Ryobaum. Thank

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