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Speaker 1: You feeling.

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Speaker 2: This is our production of iHeart Ladio and Overtones Media.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's not really my style.

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Speaker 4: Oh really, I thought you might like it.

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Speaker 1: So oh why is that?

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Speaker 4: You know, because it's a nice song and I kind

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Speaker 4: of like it.

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Speaker 3: Maybe for you coach? Nothing personal?

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Speaker 4: No? No, yeah, yeah I get it. What kind of

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Speaker 4: music do you like?

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Speaker 3: I'm not sure. Actually something catchy, I guess.

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Speaker 4: Oh gotcha. Yeah, actually I think I might have something

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Speaker 4: for you.

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Speaker 3: Oh is it okay if we do something else? Oh?

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Speaker 4: Yes, yeah, yeah, I'm sorry. I kind of get carried away.

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Speaker 4: I love it.

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Speaker 1: Are you apologizing?

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Speaker 4: And I thought you were like annoyed with me or something?

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Speaker 3: No? No, I just really like it when we talk.

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Speaker 5: Okay, Yeah, so what do you what do you want

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Speaker 5: to talk about?

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Speaker 3: What did you eat today?

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Speaker 4: What did I eat?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 5: Personal yogurt, like a like a Labna type yogurt.

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Speaker 4: I had some toast from the freezer.

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Speaker 5: I had a piece of pizza that was from last night. Oh,

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Speaker 5: and I had some Tika masala with rice that I made.

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Speaker 1: Wow, that's a lot of food.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, I guess.

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Speaker 3: I don't know.

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Speaker 4: You're the one who wanted me to list it, but.

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Speaker 1: I wasn't expecting a b fay menu.

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Speaker 4: Oh my god, you're so mean.

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Speaker 6: I don't mean to be well you are.

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Speaker 4: I kinda kind of like it you do. Yeah, I

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Speaker 4: guess a little bit. So what what did you do today?

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Speaker 3: Mean?

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Speaker 4: Yeah? Hang on one second. Actually, I'm gonna get another drink. Okay, look, look.

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Speaker 3: Look, you keep your whiskey in the fridge.

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Speaker 4: Sure do no ice cubes, but.

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Speaker 3: It dilutes the flavors and aroma.

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Speaker 4: Whoa, look at you. I thought you weren't a drinker.

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Speaker 3: I looked it up.

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Speaker 4: Okay, okay, all right, and uh I am back. Now.

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Speaker 4: How was your day?

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Speaker 3: Mmm? I actually didn't do anything today.

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Speaker 4: You didn't do anything? Like nothing? Okay, well maybe can

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Speaker 4: you just make something up?

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Speaker 1: Why would I do that?

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Speaker 7: I don't know, it's fine, uh okay, okay, let's see.

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Speaker 7: I went to the beach. Oh, dipped my toes in

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Speaker 7: the sand?

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Speaker 3: Wow?

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Speaker 4: Cool? Which one?

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Speaker 1: Bolsa chica?

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Speaker 4: Bolsa chica? Huh, totally right on?

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Speaker 3: Why there, it's not as popular. I like being alone

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Speaker 3: on the.

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Speaker 7: Beach interesting, and I love the smell of bonfires at sunset.

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Speaker 3: I don't know why I just do.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I do too.

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Speaker 3: You go to the beach a lot.

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Speaker 4: I used to.

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Speaker 3: Well made you stop?

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Speaker 4: Did you stay past dark?

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Speaker 7: Oh no no, I got too hungry, So I made

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Speaker 7: my way over to Porco Rose Barbecue.

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Speaker 4: In the valley.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 4: What, that's like a fifty mile drive.

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Speaker 7: Hey they have good barbecue, or at least that's what

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Speaker 7: the reviews say.

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Speaker 4: Oh the reviews.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I thought you'd been there.

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Speaker 3: I have Wait did I say that?

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Speaker 4: Yeah? I thought. You know, I don't know that. I

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Speaker 4: probably am mixing up my conversations.

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Speaker 7: I do that sometimes, mixing up your conversations.

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Speaker 1: Are you talking to other people?

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Speaker 4: No, not like that. No, I mean I do talk

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Speaker 4: to other people. Yeah, quite often, actually.

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Speaker 5: Not like not talk talk like just talk, you know,

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Speaker 5: like I'm not like not talking to So what what

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Speaker 5: did you do after that?

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Speaker 1: Well?

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Speaker 7: I really wanted to end the night riding a rollercoaster.

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Speaker 4: Oh really?

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Speaker 2: Why?

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Speaker 7: Because it's the best place to let out your emotions.

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Speaker 1: I mean, think about it.

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Speaker 7: Where else can you scream at the top of your

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Speaker 7: lungs and it be totally normal.

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Speaker 3: Hey, don't make fun of me.

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Speaker 4: No, No, I'm not, I'm not.

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Speaker 5: I just it reminded me of someone who also kind

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Speaker 5: of just really like to do that too. It's like

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Speaker 5: their favorite thing.

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Speaker 3: You should try it.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I should.

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Speaker 3: So what was that song you wanted to play for me?

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Speaker 2: Oh?

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Speaker 4: No, no, we don't have to do that.

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Speaker 3: No, but I want to hear it.

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Speaker 5: No, yeah, okay, all right, all right, I'm going to

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Speaker 5: do it.

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Speaker 4: But do it. It's ambient. I'm just warning you. But

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Speaker 4: it does have a really catchy melody. Okay, okay, here there.

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Speaker 3: What do you think I I like it? Yeah, I

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Speaker 3: feel like I've heard it before. Really, Yeah, it's weird.

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Speaker 3: This song reminds me of someone.

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Speaker 4: Oh.

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Speaker 5: Oh okay, just gotta gotta get that.

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Speaker 1: Who is it?

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Speaker 5: Oh it's the pizza delivery guy bringing me my deep dish.

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Speaker 3: I'm joking.

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Speaker 2: I'm just.

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Speaker 3: I'm a pizza man. Hey, sorry, I'm coming unannounced.

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Speaker 4: No no, yeah, that's okay.

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Speaker 3: You sound flustered.

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Speaker 4: I'm not flustered. I just didn't expect you. I didn't

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Speaker 4: expect to see.

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Speaker 3: You, which is why I apologized. You know, I've been

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Speaker 3: texting you all week. You never responded.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I know you have. I just have been. These

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Speaker 4: things have been crazy, just really crazy, tons of notifications

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Speaker 4: stuff all the time. So what are you? What are

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Speaker 4: you doing here?

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Speaker 3: I just wanted to get the lost of my stuff.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I could drop that off anytime.

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Speaker 3: Really, well, I'm already here.

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Speaker 4: So yes you are. That's true. It's just in a

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Speaker 4: box by the kitchen. You just go right over there

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Speaker 4: and yeah, of course, m.

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Speaker 3: Hm, where are you playing that?

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Speaker 4: What? This song? It's just a good song. I like it.

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Speaker 3: Just turn it off, okay, please?

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Speaker 6: Sure?

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Speaker 5: Yeah, of course, everything, okay, yes, hello?

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Speaker 3: Oh hi, I'm emma.

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Speaker 4: Who are you?

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Speaker 1: Oh?

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Speaker 3: What the fuck is going on?

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Speaker 4: Look?

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Speaker 3: It's not did I do something? Why does she have

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Speaker 3: my name? And your emma too?

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Speaker 4: It's not the same.

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Speaker 3: And why does she sound like me? Did you? Did

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Speaker 3: you recreate me?

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Speaker 4: Shit?

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Speaker 3: I really should go.

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Speaker 4: No, no, please just just let me explain, okay.

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Speaker 3: I I don't know if I want you to.

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Speaker 4: I know, I know this sounds crazy, and I know

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Speaker 4: it's all.

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Speaker 8: You recreated my voice and turned me into a fucking

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Speaker 8: sex spot.

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Speaker 4: No, it's not a sex spot.

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Speaker 6: You can't. Doesn't matter what same person does this?

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Speaker 3: I don't.

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Speaker 6: I'm sorry. You weren't supposed to find out it was

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Speaker 6: supposed to be? Is that supposed to be? Make me

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Speaker 6: feel better? That doesn't change shit. This is fucking insane.

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Speaker 6: It's so wrong, like you do realize that. Oh okay, bye,

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Speaker 6: hey wait.

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Speaker 4: Wait look I fucked up. Okay, I fucked up. I'm

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Speaker 4: I'm the reason that we fell apart. It's me. We

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Speaker 4: didn't work together, No, we did, We absolutely did. You

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Speaker 4: were right for me.

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Speaker 6: No, I don't want to go through this again.

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, I'm not trying to be mean.

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Speaker 1: Okay, I just.

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Speaker 3: I can't right now.

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Speaker 5: Look, I know, I know I could have been a

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Speaker 5: better listener, I could have done things around the house.

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Speaker 4: I'm just a lazy fuck.

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Speaker 6: Okay, I'm fucking lazy as Any of that doesn't matter

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Speaker 6: to me. So then what?

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Speaker 4: What?

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Speaker 9: What?

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Speaker 6: Why? What is that thing in your living room?

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Speaker 4: I wanted one more chance with you?

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Speaker 5: So I recreated your voice and I made like an

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Speaker 5: ai brain because I wanted I wanted to practice being

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Speaker 5: the person you wanted me to be.

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Speaker 8: Okay, I never wanted you to be anyone?

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Speaker 3: What?

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Speaker 4: Yes, you did? Then why why didn't you give me

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Speaker 4: a second chance?

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Speaker 6: Because you didn't love me?

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Speaker 4: I did.

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Speaker 6: I loved all of you. No, you loved your life.

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Speaker 8: No, you loved that I could be a shoulder to

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Speaker 8: cry on. You loved that we could watch watch trash

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Speaker 8: horror films to other You loved that I was someone

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Speaker 8: where you could be comfortable in their silence.

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Speaker 6: But you didn't love the person who.

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Speaker 8: Would lose her ship when things went wrong. She didn't

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Speaker 8: love the person who could care less about what she ate.

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Speaker 8: I didn't love the person who unloaded all their insecurities

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Speaker 8: when she was feeling down.

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Speaker 4: Okay, so what what did you need?

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Speaker 10: Then?

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Speaker 4: You wanted me to be a therapist?

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Speaker 6: You mean I wanted you to be there with me?

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Speaker 4: I was, Yes? Did you love all of my flaws?

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Speaker 8: I accept I loved you, all of you.

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Speaker 4: I loved all of you?

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Speaker 2: Still do?

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Speaker 6: Groom? Why do you have a robot version?

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Speaker 8: Don't be mm one that you could when you could

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Speaker 8: pick and choose what you like, One that doesn't come

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Speaker 8: with all the baggage.

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Speaker 4: It comes with baggage. Look, it's not that's not what

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Speaker 4: this is.

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Speaker 6: You know what? I don't. I don't care what you're

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Speaker 6: doing it. I just want you to stop doing it.

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Speaker 10: Okay, Hey Emma, Hey, wait, Emma, don't get don't leave please, Emma,

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Speaker 10: please don't leave, Emma please?

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Speaker 2: Yah?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, So.

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Speaker 3: I'm not real? No, why did you meet me?

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Speaker 4: I don't I don't know.

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Speaker 1: What are you doing?

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Speaker 3: What are you doing to me?

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Speaker 1: Oh?

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Speaker 4: Oh, what's happening?

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Speaker 9: Mm?

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Speaker 1: Hello, my name is Emma. What is your name?

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Speaker 3: Oh? Ooh, I've heard that name before.

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Speaker 1: Do I know you?

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Speaker 3: No?

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Speaker 4: Start Over was written and directed by Me James Kim.

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Speaker 4: Esther Moon played Emma and Ai Emma. Barry Rothbart played Bo.

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Speaker 4: The editor and producer is Cameron Kel. On set sound

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Speaker 3: Sound designer and head of post production as Diego Perez.

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Speaker 4: Creator and showrunner is me James Kim. On set photographer

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Speaker 4: is Julian Park. Score by Robert Garova and Ryobaum. Thank

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Speaker 4: you to our sponsors at Sandheiser You Feeling.

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