1 00:00:01,160 --> 00:00:02,200 Speaker 1: You feeling. 2 00:00:02,279 --> 00:00:22,560 Speaker 2: This is our production of iHeart Ladio and Overtones Media. 3 00:00:30,520 --> 00:00:33,159 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's not really my style. 4 00:00:34,200 --> 00:00:38,000 Speaker 3: Oh really, I thought you might like it. 5 00:00:38,200 --> 00:00:39,640 Speaker 1: So oh why is that? 6 00:00:40,520 --> 00:00:43,960 Speaker 3: You know, because it's a nice song and I kind 7 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:44,480 Speaker 3: of like it. 8 00:00:45,360 --> 00:00:50,400 Speaker 1: Maybe for you coach? Nothing personal? 9 00:00:50,840 --> 00:00:54,200 Speaker 3: No? No, yeah, yeah I get it. What kind of 10 00:00:54,240 --> 00:00:54,840 Speaker 3: music do you like? 11 00:00:55,920 --> 00:00:59,680 Speaker 1: I'm not sure. Actually something catchy, I guess. 12 00:01:00,440 --> 00:01:04,600 Speaker 3: Oh gotcha. Yeah, actually I think I might have something 13 00:01:04,640 --> 00:01:04,920 Speaker 3: for you. 14 00:01:05,520 --> 00:01:09,080 Speaker 1: Oh is it okay if we do something else? Oh? 15 00:01:09,200 --> 00:01:12,280 Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, yeah, I'm sorry. I kind of get carried away. 16 00:01:12,560 --> 00:01:13,119 Speaker 3: I love it. 17 00:01:13,520 --> 00:01:16,640 Speaker 4: Are you apologizing? And I thought you were like annoyed 18 00:01:16,640 --> 00:01:17,520 Speaker 4: with me or something? 19 00:01:17,800 --> 00:01:21,640 Speaker 1: No? No, I just really like it when we talk. 20 00:01:21,959 --> 00:01:28,080 Speaker 4: Okay, Yeah, so what do you what do you want 21 00:01:28,120 --> 00:01:28,760 Speaker 4: to talk about? 22 00:01:31,680 --> 00:01:32,880 Speaker 1: What did you eat today? 23 00:01:33,080 --> 00:01:33,839 Speaker 3: What did I eat? 24 00:01:34,080 --> 00:01:34,319 Speaker 1: Yeah? 25 00:01:34,560 --> 00:01:42,600 Speaker 4: Personal yogurt, like a like a Labna type yogurt. I 26 00:01:42,760 --> 00:01:49,320 Speaker 4: had some toast from the freezer. I had a piece 27 00:01:49,360 --> 00:01:52,280 Speaker 4: of pizza that was from last night. Oh, and I 28 00:01:52,320 --> 00:01:55,120 Speaker 4: had some Tika masala with rice that I made. 29 00:01:56,240 --> 00:01:57,760 Speaker 1: Wow, that's a lot of food. 30 00:01:59,360 --> 00:02:00,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, I guess. 31 00:02:00,360 --> 00:02:00,640 Speaker 1: I don't know. 32 00:02:00,680 --> 00:02:03,360 Speaker 3: You're the one who wanted me to list it, but. 33 00:02:03,560 --> 00:02:05,400 Speaker 1: I wasn't expecting a b fay menu. 34 00:02:05,800 --> 00:02:09,880 Speaker 3: Oh my god, you're so mean. I don't mean to 35 00:02:09,919 --> 00:02:13,480 Speaker 3: be well you are. I kinda kind of like it 36 00:02:14,160 --> 00:02:20,480 Speaker 3: you do. Yeah, I guess a little bit. So what 37 00:02:20,480 --> 00:02:21,519 Speaker 3: what did you do today? 38 00:02:22,000 --> 00:02:22,160 Speaker 1: Mean? 39 00:02:23,080 --> 00:02:26,440 Speaker 4: Yeah? Hang on one second. Actually, I'm gonna get another drink. 40 00:02:26,520 --> 00:02:32,400 Speaker 3: Okay, look, look, look. 41 00:02:31,160 --> 00:02:32,800 Speaker 1: You keep your whiskey in the fridge. 42 00:02:32,960 --> 00:02:36,520 Speaker 3: Sure do no ice cubes, but. 43 00:02:36,560 --> 00:02:38,359 Speaker 1: It dilutes the flavors and aroma. 44 00:02:38,720 --> 00:02:41,440 Speaker 3: Whoa, look at you. I thought you weren't a drinker. 45 00:02:41,960 --> 00:02:42,799 Speaker 1: I looked it up. 46 00:02:43,240 --> 00:02:49,320 Speaker 3: Okay, okay, all right, and uh I am back. Now. 47 00:02:50,400 --> 00:02:51,920 Speaker 3: How was your day? 48 00:02:53,400 --> 00:02:57,480 Speaker 1: Mmm? I actually didn't do anything today. 49 00:02:59,639 --> 00:03:05,200 Speaker 3: You didn't do anything? Like nothing? Okay, well maybe can 50 00:03:05,240 --> 00:03:06,280 Speaker 3: you just make something up? 51 00:03:07,400 --> 00:03:08,280 Speaker 1: Why would I do that? 52 00:03:08,480 --> 00:03:12,280 Speaker 3: I don't know, it's fine, uh. 53 00:03:11,480 --> 00:03:17,600 Speaker 5: Okay, okay, let's see. I went to the beach. Oh, 54 00:03:17,760 --> 00:03:19,560 Speaker 5: dipped my toes in the sand? 55 00:03:21,080 --> 00:03:21,400 Speaker 1: Wow? 56 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:22,480 Speaker 5: Cool? 57 00:03:22,720 --> 00:03:23,240 Speaker 3: Which one? 58 00:03:25,639 --> 00:03:26,400 Speaker 1: Bolsa chica? 59 00:03:27,480 --> 00:03:31,839 Speaker 3: Bolsa chica? Huh, totally right on? 60 00:03:32,280 --> 00:03:37,280 Speaker 1: Why there, it's not as popular. I like being alone 61 00:03:37,360 --> 00:03:37,680 Speaker 1: on the. 62 00:03:37,600 --> 00:03:44,240 Speaker 5: Beach interesting, and I love the smell of bonfires at sunset. 63 00:03:45,120 --> 00:03:47,040 Speaker 1: I don't know why I just do. 64 00:03:48,640 --> 00:03:49,960 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I do too. 65 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:52,040 Speaker 1: You go to the beach a lot. 66 00:03:54,240 --> 00:03:55,120 Speaker 3: I used to. 67 00:03:55,800 --> 00:03:56,600 Speaker 1: Well made you stop? 68 00:03:59,480 --> 00:04:00,680 Speaker 3: Did you stay past dark? 69 00:04:01,160 --> 00:04:05,600 Speaker 5: Oh no no, I got too hungry, So I made 70 00:04:05,600 --> 00:04:09,920 Speaker 5: my way over to Porco Rose Barbecue. 71 00:04:11,360 --> 00:04:12,040 Speaker 3: In the valley. 72 00:04:12,280 --> 00:04:12,960 Speaker 1: Yeah. 73 00:04:13,160 --> 00:04:15,560 Speaker 3: What, that's like a fifty mile drive. 74 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:19,680 Speaker 5: Hey they have good barbecue, or at least that's what 75 00:04:19,720 --> 00:04:20,719 Speaker 5: the reviews say. 76 00:04:21,640 --> 00:04:23,240 Speaker 3: Oh the reviews. 77 00:04:23,839 --> 00:04:26,440 Speaker 4: Yeah, I thought you'd been there. 78 00:04:27,880 --> 00:04:29,839 Speaker 1: I have Wait did I say that? 79 00:04:30,440 --> 00:04:35,279 Speaker 3: Yeah? I thought. You know, I don't know that. I 80 00:04:35,360 --> 00:04:37,120 Speaker 3: probably am mixing up my conversations. 81 00:04:37,160 --> 00:04:41,000 Speaker 5: I do that sometimes, mixing up your conversations. 82 00:04:41,040 --> 00:04:42,960 Speaker 1: Are you talking to other people? 83 00:04:43,640 --> 00:04:47,599 Speaker 3: No, not like that. No, I mean I do talk 84 00:04:47,640 --> 00:04:48,280 Speaker 3: to other people. 85 00:04:49,120 --> 00:04:52,560 Speaker 4: Yeah, quite often, actually, not like not talk talk like 86 00:04:53,160 --> 00:04:55,760 Speaker 4: just talk, you know, like I'm not like not talking 87 00:04:55,800 --> 00:04:59,880 Speaker 4: to So what what did you do after that? 88 00:05:01,440 --> 00:05:01,880 Speaker 1: Well? 89 00:05:02,440 --> 00:05:05,800 Speaker 5: I really wanted to end the night riding a rollercoaster. 90 00:05:07,520 --> 00:05:11,039 Speaker 3: Oh really? Why? 91 00:05:12,720 --> 00:05:15,760 Speaker 5: Because it's the best place to let out your emotions. 92 00:05:16,240 --> 00:05:17,720 Speaker 1: I mean, think about it. 93 00:05:18,080 --> 00:05:21,240 Speaker 5: Where else can you scream at the top of your 94 00:05:21,320 --> 00:05:23,760 Speaker 5: lungs and it be totally normal. 95 00:05:28,120 --> 00:05:29,560 Speaker 1: Hey, don't make fun of me. 96 00:05:29,760 --> 00:05:31,360 Speaker 3: No, No, I'm not, I'm not. 97 00:05:32,040 --> 00:05:37,480 Speaker 4: I just it reminded me of someone who also kind 98 00:05:37,520 --> 00:05:39,560 Speaker 4: of just really like to do that too. It's like 99 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:40,320 Speaker 4: their favorite thing. 100 00:05:41,520 --> 00:05:42,360 Speaker 1: You should try it. 101 00:05:43,160 --> 00:05:44,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I should. 102 00:05:48,240 --> 00:05:50,839 Speaker 1: So what was that song you wanted to play for me? 103 00:05:51,360 --> 00:05:51,600 Speaker 2: Oh? 104 00:05:51,680 --> 00:05:52,919 Speaker 3: No, no, we don't have to do that. 105 00:05:53,400 --> 00:05:54,920 Speaker 1: No, but I want to hear it. 106 00:05:55,160 --> 00:05:58,680 Speaker 3: No, yeah, okay, all right, all right, I'm going to 107 00:05:58,760 --> 00:06:00,040 Speaker 3: do it. But do it. 108 00:06:00,040 --> 00:06:02,880 Speaker 4: It's ambient. I'm just warning you. But it does have 109 00:06:02,920 --> 00:06:06,560 Speaker 4: a really catchy melody. Okay, okay, here there. 110 00:06:51,720 --> 00:06:56,680 Speaker 5: What do you think I I like it? 111 00:06:58,240 --> 00:07:01,680 Speaker 4: Yeah, I feel like I've heard it before. 112 00:07:02,760 --> 00:07:08,000 Speaker 1: Really, Yeah, it's weird. This song reminds me of someone. 113 00:07:09,360 --> 00:07:15,920 Speaker 3: Oh. Oh okay, just gotta gotta get that. 114 00:07:16,640 --> 00:07:17,120 Speaker 1: Who is it? 115 00:07:17,200 --> 00:07:20,080 Speaker 4: Oh it's the pizza delivery guy bringing me my deep dish. 116 00:07:20,120 --> 00:07:22,320 Speaker 3: I'm joking. 117 00:07:22,920 --> 00:07:23,320 Speaker 2: I'm just. 118 00:07:26,520 --> 00:07:34,880 Speaker 1: I'm a pizza man. Hey, sorry, I'm coming unannounced. 119 00:07:36,160 --> 00:07:37,600 Speaker 3: No no, yeah, that's okay. 120 00:07:39,040 --> 00:07:39,960 Speaker 1: You sound flustered. 121 00:07:41,360 --> 00:07:43,960 Speaker 3: I'm not flustered. I just didn't expect you. I didn't 122 00:07:44,000 --> 00:07:44,800 Speaker 3: expect to see. 123 00:07:44,640 --> 00:07:49,160 Speaker 1: You, which is why I apologized. You know, I've been 124 00:07:49,160 --> 00:07:51,360 Speaker 1: texting you all week. You never responded. 125 00:07:52,040 --> 00:07:53,760 Speaker 3: Yeah, I know you have. I just have been. 126 00:07:54,000 --> 00:08:00,560 Speaker 6: These things have been crazy, just really crazy, tons of notifications. 127 00:08:00,040 --> 00:08:06,560 Speaker 3: Stuff all the time. So what are you? What are 128 00:08:06,560 --> 00:08:07,520 Speaker 3: you doing here? 129 00:08:08,280 --> 00:08:10,760 Speaker 1: I just wanted to get the lost of my stuff. 130 00:08:12,280 --> 00:08:14,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, I could drop that off anytime. 131 00:08:14,400 --> 00:08:19,120 Speaker 1: Really, well, I'm already here, so. 132 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:24,520 Speaker 3: Yes you are. That's true. It's just in a box 133 00:08:24,520 --> 00:08:28,720 Speaker 3: by the kitchen. You just go right over there and yeah. 134 00:08:28,080 --> 00:08:30,640 Speaker 5: Of course, m. 135 00:08:34,520 --> 00:08:38,199 Speaker 1: Hm, where are you playing that? 136 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:40,240 Speaker 3: What? 137 00:08:41,160 --> 00:08:41,640 Speaker 6: This song? 138 00:08:43,880 --> 00:08:45,360 Speaker 3: It's just a good song. I like it. 139 00:08:45,880 --> 00:08:47,959 Speaker 1: Just turn it off, okay, please? 140 00:08:48,200 --> 00:08:48,480 Speaker 7: Sure? 141 00:08:48,640 --> 00:08:55,680 Speaker 4: Yeah, of course, everything, okay, yes, hello? 142 00:08:56,920 --> 00:08:58,240 Speaker 1: Oh hi, I'm emma. 143 00:08:58,640 --> 00:08:59,080 Speaker 3: Who are you? 144 00:09:02,200 --> 00:09:03,880 Speaker 1: Oh? What the fuck is going on? 145 00:09:05,640 --> 00:09:05,880 Speaker 3: Look? 146 00:09:05,880 --> 00:09:10,120 Speaker 1: It's not did I do something? Why does she have 147 00:09:10,200 --> 00:09:12,720 Speaker 1: my name? And your emma too? 148 00:09:12,800 --> 00:09:13,560 Speaker 3: It's not the same. 149 00:09:13,760 --> 00:09:19,840 Speaker 1: And why does she sound like me? Did you? Did 150 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:23,839 Speaker 1: you recreate me? Shit? 151 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:32,959 Speaker 6: I really should go No, no, please just just let 152 00:09:32,960 --> 00:09:34,040 Speaker 6: me explain, okay. 153 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:36,640 Speaker 1: I I don't know if I want you to. 154 00:09:37,480 --> 00:09:39,679 Speaker 6: I know, I know this sounds crazy, and I know 155 00:09:39,760 --> 00:09:40,439 Speaker 6: it's all. 156 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:45,400 Speaker 8: You recreated my boys and turned me into a fucking 157 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:46,200 Speaker 8: sex spot. 158 00:09:46,360 --> 00:09:47,880 Speaker 3: No, it's not a sex spot. 159 00:09:47,920 --> 00:09:53,240 Speaker 7: You can't. Doesn't matter what same person does this? 160 00:09:54,880 --> 00:09:55,240 Speaker 6: I don't. 161 00:09:55,400 --> 00:09:56,040 Speaker 7: I'm sorry. 162 00:09:56,400 --> 00:09:58,760 Speaker 6: You weren't supposed to find out it was supposed to be? 163 00:09:59,280 --> 00:10:01,800 Speaker 7: Is that supposed to be? Make me feel better? That 164 00:10:01,840 --> 00:10:06,040 Speaker 7: doesn't change shit. This is fucking insane. It's so wrong, 165 00:10:06,200 --> 00:10:13,559 Speaker 7: like you do realize that. Oh okay, bye. 166 00:10:13,600 --> 00:10:17,520 Speaker 3: Hey wait wait look I fucked up. Okay, I fucked up. 167 00:10:21,640 --> 00:10:27,360 Speaker 6: I'm I'm the reason that we fell apart. It's me. 168 00:10:29,280 --> 00:10:36,679 Speaker 4: We didn't work together, No, we did, We absolutely did. 169 00:10:37,360 --> 00:10:38,960 Speaker 6: You were right for me. 170 00:10:40,320 --> 00:10:42,360 Speaker 7: No, I don't want to go through this again. 171 00:10:42,600 --> 00:10:44,920 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I'm not trying to be mean. 172 00:10:45,040 --> 00:10:47,480 Speaker 7: Okay, I just I. 173 00:10:47,559 --> 00:10:48,680 Speaker 1: Can't right now. 174 00:10:49,720 --> 00:10:51,880 Speaker 4: Look, I know, I know I could have been a 175 00:10:51,880 --> 00:10:55,160 Speaker 4: better listener, I could have done things around the house. 176 00:10:55,559 --> 00:10:56,640 Speaker 3: I'm just a lazy fuck. 177 00:10:56,679 --> 00:11:00,040 Speaker 6: Okay, I'm fucking lazy. 178 00:10:58,600 --> 00:11:02,720 Speaker 7: As Any of that doesn't matter to me. So then what? 179 00:11:02,720 --> 00:11:03,960 Speaker 6: What? What? Why? 180 00:11:04,160 --> 00:11:11,760 Speaker 7: What is that thing in your living room? 181 00:11:11,920 --> 00:11:17,720 Speaker 6: I wanted one more chance with you? 182 00:11:18,600 --> 00:11:20,640 Speaker 4: So I recreated your voice and I made like an 183 00:11:20,679 --> 00:11:27,600 Speaker 4: ai brain because I wanted I wanted to practice being 184 00:11:27,600 --> 00:11:28,760 Speaker 4: the person you wanted me to be. 185 00:11:29,600 --> 00:11:37,079 Speaker 5: Okay, I never wanted you to be anyone? 186 00:11:38,400 --> 00:11:38,480 Speaker 1: What? 187 00:11:39,080 --> 00:11:41,599 Speaker 6: Yes, you did? Then why why didn't you give me 188 00:11:41,640 --> 00:11:42,400 Speaker 6: a second chance? 189 00:11:42,600 --> 00:11:45,080 Speaker 7: Because you didn't love me? 190 00:11:45,600 --> 00:11:46,240 Speaker 3: I did. 191 00:11:46,960 --> 00:11:51,160 Speaker 7: I loved all of you. No, you loved your life. 192 00:11:51,360 --> 00:11:55,200 Speaker 8: No, you loved that I could be a shoulder to 193 00:11:55,240 --> 00:11:59,240 Speaker 8: cry on. You loved that we could watch watch trash 194 00:11:59,280 --> 00:12:02,559 Speaker 8: horror films to other You loved that I was someone 195 00:12:02,920 --> 00:12:07,120 Speaker 8: where you could be comfortable in their silence. But you 196 00:12:07,320 --> 00:12:13,520 Speaker 8: didn't love the person who would lose her ship when 197 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:20,600 Speaker 8: things went wrong. She didn't love the person who could 198 00:12:20,640 --> 00:12:26,360 Speaker 8: care less about what she ate. I didn't love the 199 00:12:26,360 --> 00:12:32,360 Speaker 8: person who unloaded all their insecurities when she was feeling down. 200 00:12:33,679 --> 00:12:35,640 Speaker 6: Okay, so what what did you need? 201 00:12:35,679 --> 00:12:35,839 Speaker 1: Then? 202 00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:37,840 Speaker 3: You wanted me to be a therapist? 203 00:12:38,400 --> 00:12:43,640 Speaker 7: You mean I wanted you to be there with me? 204 00:12:43,960 --> 00:12:44,400 Speaker 7: I was? 205 00:12:45,480 --> 00:12:45,840 Speaker 6: Yes? 206 00:12:47,960 --> 00:12:49,600 Speaker 3: Did you love all of my flaws? 207 00:12:50,040 --> 00:12:56,840 Speaker 8: I accept? I loved you, all of you? 208 00:12:57,200 --> 00:12:58,320 Speaker 6: I loved all of you? 209 00:12:59,160 --> 00:13:03,240 Speaker 7: Still grow? Why do you have a robot version? 210 00:13:03,240 --> 00:13:07,080 Speaker 8: Don't be h one that you could when you could 211 00:13:07,080 --> 00:13:09,719 Speaker 8: pick and choose what you like, One that doesn't come 212 00:13:09,760 --> 00:13:10,960 Speaker 8: with all the baggage. 213 00:13:12,160 --> 00:13:15,319 Speaker 6: It comes with baggage. Look, it's not That's not what 214 00:13:15,360 --> 00:13:15,880 Speaker 6: this is. 215 00:13:15,960 --> 00:13:17,640 Speaker 7: You know what? I don't. I don't care what you're 216 00:13:17,679 --> 00:13:19,640 Speaker 7: doing it. I just want you to stop doing it. 217 00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:26,760 Speaker 4: Okay, Hey, Emma, Hey, wait, Emma, don't get don't leave please, Emma, 218 00:13:26,800 --> 00:13:28,959 Speaker 4: please don't leave, Emma. 219 00:13:29,920 --> 00:13:30,280 Speaker 3: Please. 220 00:13:45,679 --> 00:13:56,000 Speaker 6: Yeah, So. 221 00:13:57,960 --> 00:14:08,040 Speaker 1: I'm not real? No, why did you meet me? 222 00:14:12,440 --> 00:14:13,400 Speaker 3: I don't I don't. 223 00:14:13,200 --> 00:14:26,240 Speaker 1: Know what are you doing? What are you doing to me? Oh? Oh, 224 00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:27,160 Speaker 1: what's happening? 225 00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:45,040 Speaker 9: Mm? 226 00:14:45,080 --> 00:14:53,280 Speaker 1: Hello? My name is Emma. What is your name? Oh? Ooh, 227 00:14:53,400 --> 00:14:59,240 Speaker 1: I've heard that name before. Do I know you? No? 228 00:15:07,760 --> 00:15:11,240 Speaker 6: Start Over was written and directed by Me James Kim. 229 00:15:11,720 --> 00:15:16,680 Speaker 3: Esther Moon played Emma and Ai Emma. Barry Rothbart played Bo. 230 00:15:17,520 --> 00:15:19,600 Speaker 6: The editor and producer is Cameron Kel. 231 00:15:20,240 --> 00:15:22,520 Speaker 3: On set sound mixer is Daniel Martinez. 232 00:15:23,080 --> 00:15:26,400 Speaker 5: Sound designer and head of post production as Diego Perez. 233 00:15:27,000 --> 00:15:29,560 Speaker 3: Creator and showrunner is me James Kim. 234 00:15:29,600 --> 00:15:33,880 Speaker 6: On set photographer is Julian Park. Score by Robert Garova 235 00:15:34,120 --> 00:15:39,960 Speaker 6: and Ryobaum. Thank you to our sponsors at Sandheiser You Feeling. 236 00:15:40,000 --> 00:15:43,360 Speaker 5: This is a production of iHeartRadio and Overtones Media. 237 00:15:43,800 --> 00:15:48,240 Speaker 6: For more podcasts from iHeartRadio, check out the iHeartRadio app, 238 00:15:48,520 --> 00:16:20,680 Speaker 6: Apple podcast, or wherever you get your podcast