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Speaker 1: I don't say, how is your heart worrying about? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's it's definitely tough. Man again, just knowing him on

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Speaker 1: a personal level, you know, I'm just trying to keep

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Speaker 1: in contact with many people you know in that organization

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Speaker 1: and trying to get up the acency and just you know,

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Speaker 1: trying to stay posted because you know, it definitely is

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Speaker 1: tough and you know, I can't imagine what you know,

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Speaker 1: this family, you know, close relatives are really going to

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Speaker 1: do right because the practice practice Yeah, um, you know,

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Speaker 1: I would say, you know, it's it's this whole week.

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Speaker 1: You know, it's going to be a little challenging. I

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Speaker 1: would say for players on our team, around the league,

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Speaker 1: players on the bills, you know, players everywhere, just knowing

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Speaker 1: that you know that that is a possibility, you know,

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Speaker 1: and I'm sure like you know a lot of a

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Speaker 1: lot of people have said that, you know, on ESPN

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Speaker 1: or whatever, and you know, we we know that it's

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Speaker 1: a binling game and his opportunity of you know, injury

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Speaker 1: and you know, tearing something. But you know, there's rarely

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Speaker 1: doesn't cross your head like I'm not gonna be able

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Speaker 1: to go home and see my family and stuff like that.

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Speaker 1: So you know, just the fact that that you know,

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Speaker 1: it became a reality, you know, is you know a

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Speaker 1: little scary, but you know, we're we're praying for the best,

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Speaker 1: mentally for a little bit to get away from those thoughts. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I mean, I think you know, usually you know, that's

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Speaker 1: You know, whether it's a personal stuff or stuff like that.

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Speaker 1: It's just you know, to keep going and kind of

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Speaker 1: just have to find that that mental block like in

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Speaker 1: just trying to keep pushing forward. But you know, man,

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Speaker 1: it's tough man, and praying for him and helping the

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Speaker 1: best for him and just helping to poster. I say,

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Speaker 1: how are the meetings today with the medical Those are

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Speaker 1: doctor people who know, having that real there's a lot

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Speaker 1: of people gonna help us just in case there is

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Speaker 1: a moment like that that happens, you know again in

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Speaker 1: the future with anyone and you know, just um good

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Speaker 1: for just a mental health the things too. Was just

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Speaker 1: knowing that there's people there to help. But then also

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Speaker 1: there's people with things better than we could talk to

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Speaker 1: you that you know, if we are feeling a certain

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Speaker 1: there's there's people on their side. Is there a strangeness

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Speaker 1: morning when it happens and you've called up against him

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Speaker 1: practice resuming you talk? Yeah, Um, you know it's it

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Speaker 1: definitely is, you know again just like tough. But you

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Speaker 1: know that's that's my brother man, and you know I

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Speaker 1: got nothing but love for him and his family. That

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Speaker 1: whole I mean, that whole locker room and Buffalo is

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Speaker 1: just real tight knit. Just take a real close you know, offense, defense, everything.

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Speaker 1: So everyone was able to hang with everyone. So you know,

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Speaker 1: he's he's definitely a brother of mine. So you know,

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Speaker 1: I'm praying and pulling for him, and you know, it

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Speaker 1: was I was super excited to watch again, you know,

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Speaker 1: so you know I was watching with my wife and

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Speaker 1: and felt like a heartbreak and stuff. So, you know,

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Speaker 1: again just praying in the best friend. What did you

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Speaker 1: do the rest of that night yet us? Yeah? Literally,

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Speaker 1: because you know, just yeah, it was tough. Man. It's

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Speaker 1: just to try to act like nothing happened. I mean

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Speaker 1: I don't. I don't feel like any regular you know,

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Speaker 1: days that follow. How much is it I mean, obviously

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Speaker 1: you guys have a lot of connection to him, a

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Speaker 1: lot of guys here directly to that team. How much

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Speaker 1: I mean, it's a constant topic everywhere outside the locker

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Speaker 1: I'm just curious how much you guys actually talked about

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Speaker 1: it a year. I mean, there's definitely been some discussions,

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Speaker 1: it's gonna be hard for you know, for people not

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Speaker 1: all rooting for him. You good, I guess're gonna be

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Speaker 1: outsider's perspective. How do you compartmentalize that and play a

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Speaker 1: it's tough, man, I mean, I don't. I don't think

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Speaker 1: that's how I think about it. But you know, you

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Speaker 1: gotta do your best, you know, just you know, whether

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Speaker 1: you've got to like dedicate to getting to him or

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Speaker 1: you know, just go all out just knowing that you

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Speaker 1: know he would want you to do that. But I mean,

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Speaker 1: you know, it definitely is tough just knowing that, you

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Speaker 1: know that that happened, and you know, I can't imagine

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Speaker 1: what the bill's playsure're going through just knowing that they

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