Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and
Speaker 1: I'm Mila.
Speaker 2: Happy hump Day, Happy hump dayby you guys. It's the
Speaker 2: last week of the May Dick Talks.
Speaker 3: How are you feeling, dear.
Speaker 4: I miss humping. I miss humping a lot.
Speaker 1: I've just been a mediator because I've been getting fucked.
Speaker 3: Woll Lisa. I didn't lie about it.
Speaker 4: No, we didn't.
Speaker 2: I wouldn't let you, you know, I would put it
Speaker 2: on a blast my favorite pastime. Yeah, it's uh, it's
Speaker 2: been good. It's been great. It's been so cool to
Speaker 2: talk to everybody weekly on the Zoom calls, and.
Speaker 4: I'm going to miss it.
Speaker 2: I think, like, maybe we'll do like monthly check ins,
Speaker 2: not necessarily just for like the Dick Talks, but just
Speaker 2: monthly check ins with our community at Patreon, because I
Speaker 2: don't know, like, I just I love you guys.
Speaker 3: Well, now I'm happy that we have like because of
Speaker 3: the Dick Talks.
Speaker 1: We started as slack so we can chat because bitches
Speaker 1: love chatting.
Speaker 3: And now we're over there.
Speaker 1: I'm just in the conversation, not talking about Dick because
Speaker 1: I don't want to make everybody all bothered. But I'm
Speaker 1: in there just checking channels black with multiple channels and Slack.
Speaker 4: Yeah, no, the Slack has been really so.
Speaker 2: We just we started a message board is basically through
Speaker 2: Slack and it's a place where all everyone can talk
Speaker 2: like people.
Speaker 4: I love it because there's other people.
Speaker 2: Just starting conversations and like basically moderating conversations.
Speaker 3: I'm connecting. I see people changing.
Speaker 4: I geez.
Speaker 3: And that's that's the whole reason we're here, guys.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's the whole point.
Speaker 2: Is not just to hear us talk shit all day,
Speaker 2: but you know, go meet some mamas in your city
Speaker 2: and like, you know, get an advice from other moms
Speaker 2: like that are even more seasoned than us, because you know, truthfully,
Speaker 2: we're new moms essentially, we're new to the game. We're
Speaker 2: only six years in and uh yeah it's been It's
Speaker 2: been pretty cool over there. So but I do miss
Speaker 2: fucking I miss sex. However, I don't think I'm like
Speaker 2: hopping back into the saddle anytime soon.
Speaker 3: What do you miss most?
Speaker 1: Uh?
Speaker 4: Sex?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 4: What part dick in vagina?
Speaker 3: Oh god, I got it?
Speaker 1: Like, what is making you take this past the thirty
Speaker 1: days and take this into the I don't know, is
Speaker 1: it indefinite?
Speaker 3: How are you feeling?
Speaker 1: What is it going to be the thing that makes
Speaker 1: you put the dick in the vagina?
Speaker 2: I don't know, honestly, because I don't feel compelled to
Speaker 2: have a dick in my vagina. I mean, like because
Speaker 2: I am seeing someone and like we are into we
Speaker 2: have intimacy, you know obviously, like fine, I'll tell I.
Speaker 3: Didn't say shit.
Speaker 2: Okay, so guys, I didn't break the dick talks. But
Speaker 2: technically I didn't have sex, but I did give someone
Speaker 2: head and it was fine. I was fine with it.
Speaker 2: I shared this in the slack community because that's where
Speaker 2: I tell my business. But here I am talking to
Speaker 2: all seventy thousand of you. I did that, and then
Speaker 2: shortly after that, had an exchange with that person that
Speaker 2: I did not like, and there and started immediately regretting it,
Speaker 2: like immediately, like why did I do that?
Speaker 4: Like why did I do that? Why did I share
Speaker 4: that with you?
Speaker 2: Like you don't even fucking deserve it, you know, and
Speaker 2: it's like you don't give me, like you don't really
Speaker 2: give me much anyway, which is probably why I did it.
Speaker 2: Because I love niggas that like are emotionally unavailable. And
Speaker 2: I was telling Jamila, like this person like when they
Speaker 2: are joyful, it feels like a treat to me, like
Speaker 2: like they're giving me a treat, a fucking puppy or something.
Speaker 2: And my hope is always that, like we'll be able
Speaker 2: to extend the joy like because I'm like, oh my god,
Speaker 2: look he's happy.
Speaker 4: Oh my god, Like I knew he had joy in him.
Speaker 1: Look at him, look at him being joyful, and or
Speaker 1: it feels like you've brought it out, like, oh he
Speaker 1: just liked me. Oh yeah, I knew that. I can
Speaker 1: get deeper.
Speaker 2: It's not even about like I mean, part of it
Speaker 2: is about like if you like me, but it's more
Speaker 2: so like it's that fucking savior shit that women that
Speaker 2: we do, like oh my.
Speaker 4: God, are you you are okay?
Speaker 5: Wow?
Speaker 4: You are happy? Like, oh, look at that smile.
Speaker 3: Told you if you just breathe through it.
Speaker 4: Told you you could be happy because you have no
Speaker 4: reason to not fucking be happy.
Speaker 2: I did that and immediately regretted it and like basically
Speaker 2: put me back on the straight and arrow of Yeah, no,
Speaker 2: I'm good, I'm really good. I don't have any desire
Speaker 2: to share that to share myself in that way because
Speaker 2: I did not like how it made me feel. I
Speaker 2: did not like how like it left me feeling. And
Speaker 2: honestly the moment that, like, after we did that, the
Speaker 2: next day, I felt crazy. Oh I felt a little crazy.
Speaker 2: I was like thinking about him more.
Speaker 3: It was just dumb, dumb, dumb dick makes you dumb.
Speaker 4: Dicks are dumb, love.
Speaker 3: Dickney Dick, Dicks are dumb.
Speaker 4: Sled Ever June.
Speaker 3: I'm really proud and happy to announce that June. The
Speaker 3: theme of June is.
Speaker 1: Whatever, yep, whatever, you heard it right. You heard it
Speaker 1: first May with the Master. What was my masturbation? May?
Speaker 3: Dick talks May, and we're just gonna roll right into
Speaker 3: sledover June.
Speaker 4: We had money March, we had like well miess April
Speaker 4: we had masturbation.
Speaker 3: May, and now slat ever June.
Speaker 4: Yeah, sled ever June. I feel like this is this
Speaker 4: is gonna be a great month.
Speaker 2: I mean I'm gonna be probably not sledding, sledding sledding ever.
Speaker 3: It's just like sleddever, Like whatever works for you.
Speaker 1: If you want to like dive into the dicks, go crazy,
Speaker 1: do it intentionally, if you want to withdraw from the
Speaker 1: dicks do that too, a lot of them. You know,
Speaker 1: Eric and I have began reading The Ethical Slut, which
Speaker 1: is now our favorite book. Yes, and we're going to
Speaker 1: encourage our community to buy the book right now, go
Speaker 1: on Amazon while you're listening or whatever.
Speaker 3: No, not, we're not supposed to support them.
Speaker 1: Right go to your local black bookstore order Ethical Slut
Speaker 1: because I don't know if they're going to have it,
Speaker 1: and then join us next month for a book club.
Speaker 3: It's free every Like we're we going to do a
Speaker 3: zoom Yeah, Like I.
Speaker 2: Think we're gonna maybe meet like once every two weeks.
Speaker 2: It's going to take a while to get through it.
Speaker 2: We'll start in July. But the book is life changing.
Speaker 2: I'm only like maybe thirty pages in feels like a
Speaker 2: very empowering way to enter into your relationships and be
Speaker 2: able to kind of analyze your relationships and decide what's
Speaker 2: best for you moving forward.
Speaker 1: And also it kind of like releases a lot of
Speaker 1: stigma around whatever you think that like, whatever you may
Speaker 1: think that you want is strange and not traditional, just
Speaker 1: releases a lot of stigma between like alternative relationships, platonic love,
Speaker 1: romantic love, love for self. It's just, you know, a
Speaker 1: different approach to the everyday monogamy and to self love.
Speaker 1: I think it's like it's deep, it's a really good
Speaker 1: one and I think that's why it's sled ever June,
Speaker 1: because whatever you want to do is fine with us,
Speaker 1: and I should be fine with you too.
Speaker 4: Amen.
Speaker 1: A shout out for the girl on Tinder who put
Speaker 1: in her bio what.
Speaker 3: Is she right?
Speaker 4: Uh?
Speaker 1: Oh, she's like I can touch your buddy, you touch
Speaker 1: mine or a sledover and me and Erica never forgot it.
Speaker 1: It's coined, it's in our vocabulary and else luedever June.
Speaker 4: Whatever.
Speaker 2: I've been very hyper focused whatever needs to get done.
Speaker 2: I think not having the distraction of having sex almost
Speaker 2: need to like recalibrate that as well. Okay, so you're
Speaker 2: not doing this, so now falling all the way into
Speaker 2: something else.
Speaker 4: I'm just such an extreme person.
Speaker 2: If I'm not extremely loving someone, then I'm extremely putting
Speaker 2: everything into like work and what needs to be done.
Speaker 4: I have to like fine the balance.
Speaker 1: That's a good way to think of it, Like you
Speaker 1: just pour your energy into one place or the other.
Speaker 1: I could see how I my deep love for love
Speaker 1: makes me like dive headfirst into people, and like sometimes
Speaker 1: I can be distracting from other things, but like it's
Speaker 1: obviously the point, that's why, that's why I dive in.
Speaker 1: I've been really exploring just my relationships with the people
Speaker 1: why I do things. And I was talking to Smaya
Speaker 1: from Sexual Essentials to shout out to fucking Semaya because
Speaker 1: oh my god, she yo yo her.
Speaker 2: So last week we did a zoom call, our weekly
Speaker 2: zoom call for our Dicktoks people.
Speaker 3: Where she led us through masturbation manifestation. Yo. I'm on
Speaker 3: her Patreon because I needed she had.
Speaker 1: She she like played a little a little sample of
Speaker 1: her manifest it can we play that? I wish she
Speaker 1: should send that to us, A little clip of her
Speaker 1: manifestation masturbation and that ship is powerful and sexy and
Speaker 1: the Yeah.
Speaker 2: I was basically like her talking good to you, and
Speaker 2: it's it's just like.
Speaker 1: You are fucking amazing, You're fucking beautiful, you can do
Speaker 1: anything you fucking wanna do. I'm like, I can what
Speaker 1: what I'm.
Speaker 3: Gonna touch my pussy and now let me go work.
Speaker 3: I don't know, I'm confused.
Speaker 2: I posted the zoom call on our Patreon so if
Speaker 2: you want to go back and basically take the class,
Speaker 2: because she doesn't offer that class on her Patreon anymore.
Speaker 2: It's only she did a special class for us, and
Speaker 2: it was so impactful, so amazing. I've been using manifestation
Speaker 2: masturbation for a while, but I mean just listening to
Speaker 2: her and her perspective on you know, how she incorporates
Speaker 2: it into her life, just gave me more tools.
Speaker 4: So it's just I don't know, it's just amazing.
Speaker 1: I rubbed my eye, yeah, and how you can incorporate
Speaker 1: it in a relationship, and like she's just shout out
Speaker 1: to Samia in general for just being so smart and
Speaker 1: open minded. She called me the other day and I
Speaker 1: was with my new boo and she was like, oh wow.
Speaker 3: He looks he looks like sex on the stick. Do
Speaker 3: you need help over there?
Speaker 1: If you need help, I can come out there. Then
Speaker 1: she was like, and then she checked on on me.
Speaker 1: She's like, how is it? Do you really like him?
Speaker 1: I was like, I really do, I really do love him.
Speaker 1: She's like, I really love that for you. She's like, listen,
Speaker 1: I know, as a polyamorous person, a lot of our
Speaker 1: friends don't take our loves seriously. She's like, but I
Speaker 1: want you to know I take your love seriously. And
Speaker 1: I know that if you say that you feel that way,
Speaker 1: it's true. And I've been I've been a victim of
Speaker 1: my friends not taking my many loves seriously. You know,
Speaker 1: they'll ask me about one boyfriend, but they won't ask
Speaker 1: me about the other boyfriend. And then I'm like, what
Speaker 1: about my other boyfriend? And she's like, I just want
Speaker 1: to make sure that I check on you and support
Speaker 1: you with you know, your polyamory. And I was like,
Speaker 1: you are my soul sister, and I love you and
Speaker 1: thank you for being an ethical slut. And this is
Speaker 1: why I need to cultivate my community perfectly, because you
Speaker 1: care about my boyfriends. It's only one right now, but
Speaker 1: it's just nice to be affirmed in your community that, like,
Speaker 1: you know, there's no way that love should look and
Speaker 1: just exploring deepening our relationships. I really had an epiphany
Speaker 1: this week that was like I was driving and I
Speaker 1: was like, huh, you know, like relationships, romantic relationships are
Speaker 1: just like a regular relationship that you extend with sex.
Speaker 4: You know, it's just like, well they should be.
Speaker 3: They should be.
Speaker 1: Like it's like my friend, what a side of sex,
Speaker 1: you know, and if you were, like a friend would
Speaker 1: a side of sex with a baby, A friend would
Speaker 1: side of sex with a baby in a house?
Speaker 3: My friend a side of sex? But you know what
Speaker 3: I mean.
Speaker 1: Like, but people are always like starting at the the sex.
Speaker 3: And then they're like what they're like, like me, love me?
Speaker 3: Do I look good? You like her more? I look
Speaker 3: better than her? You know what I mean?
Speaker 1: But instead it's just like what if we just started
Speaker 1: a friend and then if I want to deepen my
Speaker 1: relationship in certain ways, but then there's like no expectation
Speaker 1: to pretend to be a certain way or to like,
Speaker 1: I don't know, I just I think I'm gonna just
Speaker 1: have X.
Speaker 2: That's what the dicktoks has shown me. I mean, I've
Speaker 2: kind of I got a little confused mine. But the one,
Speaker 2: the other one that's exactly what we're doing, is that
Speaker 2: we are really friends. We're not there's no side of
Speaker 2: sex right now, but like we're really friends and I
Speaker 2: really like love him, like I truly love this person,
Speaker 2: and I would be his friend regardless of the sex
Speaker 2: or not.
Speaker 4: There's no like strings attached.
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Speaker 1: Remember I told you I bought my man a razor,
Speaker 1: but this particular razor from Landscape that comes with like
Speaker 1: an exfoliant, a trimmer, and a shaving cream. Mmmm. Well,
Speaker 1: I was at his house the other day and I
Speaker 1: use it and I was like, damn, I might need
Speaker 1: to take this back.
Speaker 3: It's all a little and cute and gets the crevices perfectly.
Speaker 4: Yeah, and you know what I heard about the lawnmower
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Speaker 4: To that to that part of it.
Speaker 2: But even with that said, like I'm not really ready
Speaker 2: to give the sex the side of sex even past
Speaker 2: this month.
Speaker 4: I'm good.
Speaker 3: That side of sex gets pretty confusing.
Speaker 2: Good luck, good good luck to all your people having
Speaker 2: sex out there whatever sphere, because sleddin is confusing.
Speaker 1: But you know what sledding does get confusing. Sledding is
Speaker 1: a very confusing place. So I'm seeing someone who's like,
Speaker 1: let's just call him religion.
Speaker 3: It's kind of.
Speaker 4: That's what I say. You did ever name your bay.
Speaker 2: You made me name all my bays, and you didn't
Speaker 2: even name your bae.
Speaker 1: He's like religious base. He's moving out of that. He's
Speaker 1: like former religious base. So I thinks he has some
Speaker 1: like ideas he needs to break out of. And you know,
Speaker 1: bitch is a professional break intig out of an old
Speaker 1: way of thinking.
Speaker 3: Come here, I may help you.
Speaker 1: Let me not, let me open up the freaky welcome
Speaker 1: to the open mindedness of things. There are parts of
Speaker 1: me that if I have a data guy who's like
Speaker 1: judgy or because generally I did guys, or a judgy
Speaker 1: because I'm kind of wild a traditional label, I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't want to make you like me. I don't
Speaker 1: want to have to. I don't I'm just like, hey,
Speaker 1: this is it. If you don't like it, cool, But
Speaker 1: I'm also thinking about compromise and like the purpose of
Speaker 1: friendships and what am I supposed to learn here and
Speaker 1: if it's worth it?
Speaker 3: Do you honor me?
Speaker 1: Do I trust you? I don't really care if you
Speaker 1: sleep with anyone else. Honestly, do you like me? Do
Speaker 1: you trust me? Do I trust you? I'm trying to
Speaker 1: be less like jealous and crazy because you know I
Speaker 1: have that in me too, So ethical slut.
Speaker 3: Has just helped me in many ways.
Speaker 1: Just reala is jealousy and you know, just be friends
Speaker 1: because like if you when you get niggas, I don't
Speaker 1: get jealous.
Speaker 3: I just get their merch.
Speaker 4: You don't shut the fuck up.
Speaker 3: All I've told Erica kept like bring every week. She's
Speaker 3: bringing me like new T shirts and sweatsuits. I'm like, bitch,
Speaker 3: all your niggas have merch. You got all the cool
Speaker 3: niggas they come at merch. Keep at small date fashion
Speaker 3: and bitch, only dates fashion niggas that come with merch.
Speaker 1: If your nigga don't got no merch, she not a
Speaker 1: chance try.
Speaker 4: I can't start a line nigga.
Speaker 3: Start a light on the side.
Speaker 1: I don't know what you do during the day, but
Speaker 1: I hope you have a T shirt light on the side,
Speaker 1: and I hope it's cool because if not, Eric isn't.
Speaker 4: Plug me with that T shirt. We need we need
Speaker 4: a new brint.
Speaker 1: Wait, every nigga has a merch and everyone we're like, oh,
Speaker 1: She's like, oh, well he has a new printer.
Speaker 3: I'm like, well, get it from him. He has a
Speaker 3: new tag guy, We'll get it. So all of her
Speaker 3: niggas are sourcing our.
Speaker 4: And it looks great.
Speaker 1: Shut out shout out to my soul sister wife because
Speaker 1: we get all the merch.
Speaker 3: Can't lose over here.
Speaker 4: What's in the cards for us? I was going to say,
Speaker 4: what's in the cars? Let's pull a card?
Speaker 1: Okay, let's see, we're doing a virtual card today because
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Speaker 1: I want an app that pulls three Okay, whatever, let
Speaker 1: me just get the reading.
Speaker 4: Okay.
Speaker 3: The Tower Revelation Sudden Change Awakening.
Speaker 1: Financially speaking, the Tower warns to you to be careful
Speaker 1: with money. Okay, yes, avoid risky investments.
Speaker 3: Oh my god, I tell me WoT that contract?
Speaker 4: So we shouldn't putll our money in bitcoin?
Speaker 3: The fuck that was our plan.
Speaker 1: There may be an unexpected upheaval coming in financial terms,
Speaker 1: so if you haven't put any money aside for a
Speaker 1: rainy day, you'd better do so quickly. This is not
Speaker 1: for us, Satan, you're confused, I rebuke you.
Speaker 3: Try again. I don't know who this is for, but
Speaker 3: it's just.
Speaker 4: Saying we need to be mindful with our money.
Speaker 3: Okay, yeah, and save it. Okay, that's true. We knew that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, we're cheap best bitches anyway. We're scared. We don't
Speaker 1: pay ourselves. We've been doing this five years. You know.
Speaker 3: I'm broke. I'm so broke, Like should we? I don't know?
Speaker 3: Pay that shelves.
Speaker 2: Put it all back in merch, put it all back
Speaker 2: and everyone else except us.
Speaker 3: One day we'll get there. Okay, there's another one. This
Speaker 3: one's upside.
Speaker 4: We're done with that. You're just done I mean, okay.
Speaker 1: We got it and put some money for a morny
Speaker 1: day and not. I feel like maybe it's about that
Speaker 1: contract avoid risky investments.
Speaker 4: It's already signed. We signed it.
Speaker 5: We know.
Speaker 3: Not that. Not that one.
Speaker 4: Oh the other contract?
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, we don't like business woman. So many contracts.
Speaker 3: Oh the other one, I.
Speaker 4: Mean the third one.
Speaker 3: Let's a contracts. Get your pen out. Okay.
Speaker 1: The other one is the magician, but it's upside down.
Speaker 1: I don't like the I don't like that latent talent, skill, adaptation, manipulation.
Speaker 1: The magician Tara will be Verse suggests that you don't
Speaker 1: have to be afraid of the risks involved in giving
Speaker 1: a new venture ago. You should just use the skills
Speaker 1: and abilities you have to make the best of the
Speaker 1: opportunities available to you.
Speaker 3: Well, shit, now I'm confused. Maybe the contract. I don't know.
Speaker 3: I don't know. Damn. You don't have to be afraid
Speaker 3: of the risk involved in giving a new adventure a go.
Speaker 3: You should just use the skills and abilities you have
Speaker 3: to make the best of the opportunities available to you. Whispering,
Speaker 3: I'm not I had to rethinking, you know what? Shout
Speaker 3: out to me. Our producer because.
Speaker 1: She sent me this article about like, if you have ADHD,
Speaker 1: you probably think like this, and it's like I need
Speaker 1: to do laundry. It's like, fuck, I don't have any detergent.
Speaker 1: Did I pay the bill as a high the water hot?
Speaker 5: Oh?
Speaker 4: Fuck?
Speaker 3: Did I slippers? I'm like, oh my god, that's really
Speaker 3: how I saying.
Speaker 1: And then to re reading this in my head but
Speaker 1: out loud while podcasting, I'm like, oh.
Speaker 3: Yeah, people are listening. Hello, Okay, I'm back.
Speaker 1: But all that to say I might have ADHD. Thank
Speaker 1: you shout out to me for pointing it out.
Speaker 4: I think we all do the food. I blame blamed American.
Speaker 1: For the anxiety and the ADHD. It's true they're against us.
Speaker 2: I don't know about the contracts. I don't know about
Speaker 2: outside down magician, but I do have an affirmation.
Speaker 3: What is it?
Speaker 4: The day day's affirmation is fuck niggas, get money.
Speaker 3: Obviously we're not going to say that anymore.
Speaker 4: I'm back to it.
Speaker 3: Okay, well I guess I should join you.
Speaker 1: I'm in love, though, love niggas get money.
Speaker 4: Fuck niggas get money. You know which? Everyone works for you?
Speaker 2: You whatever, Everyone speaks to your heart and your current
Speaker 2: state do that?
Speaker 3: Oh my god, I don't.
Speaker 4: Okay, I don't hate Nix. I love Nix. I really do.
Speaker 3: Black love, I have love ill love.
Speaker 2: I'm actually really focusing on Actually, you know what, So
Speaker 2: we a lot last night. I was listening to the
Speaker 2: dipsy app and and uh.
Speaker 4: They what was the one I posted? I posted one.
Speaker 2: I don't know, it was some something, and I was
Speaker 2: like manifesting after I couldn't figure out what I wanted
Speaker 2: to manifest.
Speaker 4: I kept like going back and forth in my head.
Speaker 4: I was like, oh, so should I do this? I
Speaker 4: should think about Jamila and like what we're doing. Or
Speaker 4: should I like just a lesbian for my future man.
Speaker 2: Or should I like just like think about Dick and
Speaker 2: just like enjoy them not stop trying to manifest a
Speaker 2: whole fucking time. But then I started thinking about my partner,
Speaker 2: like my future partner, and I was like it was
Speaker 2: kind of hard because like I was trying to like
Speaker 2: picture what he looked like and.
Speaker 4: I couldn't focus.
Speaker 2: I think it's a qualities, you know, I like bald,
Speaker 2: dark man, so I was just like make him all
Speaker 2: he's dark and he's bearded.
Speaker 3: He has no face.
Speaker 2: But but and then the guy who was talking, so
Speaker 2: Dipsy is the erotic app that I love you guys,
Speaker 2: and the guy that was talking like he's oh my god,
Speaker 2: his name's Freddy, which is his name is the voice
Speaker 2: on the app is called Freddy because they have different characters,
Speaker 2: and Freddy is the ship.
Speaker 4: Because Freddy's a dom and he's nasty.
Speaker 1: I like, he's a nasty mount. Nasty, you know, I
Speaker 1: love a nasty fucking mount.
Speaker 4: Well, then go on Dipsy and listen to Freddy.
Speaker 3: I write that down.
Speaker 2: And he was he had he had what's her fucking name,
Speaker 2: Lisa in the dungeon, So you know, I was like
Speaker 2: fulfilling my like my dungeon dom dreams through Freddy and
Speaker 2: thinking that Freddy, which this is all fucked up because
Speaker 2: Freddy's my baby dock.
Speaker 3: Can you just call him a different name.
Speaker 4: It's a fucking name. And Freddie he called.
Speaker 2: Something else that's using him to manifest my partner. And
Speaker 2: I was thinking about him, and I was thinking like,
Speaker 2: this is how my partner would talk to me. And
Speaker 2: he would tell me like he would tell me.
Speaker 4: The fuck down, shut the fuck up. And then I
Speaker 4: was like, what does he look like?
Speaker 2: And then and and I kept like envisioning him and
Speaker 2: he wasn't that cute, because you know, I don't want to.
Speaker 4: Like cute niggas that much.
Speaker 3: You love but not cute nigga no, because I don't know, Like,
Speaker 3: I don't know what it is they can get the
Speaker 3: trustworthy they're not, they're not.
Speaker 4: It doesn't matter if you're cute or attractive.
Speaker 2: So it's not just it's not fuck niggers, it's just
Speaker 2: fuck fuck niggers, fuck fuck niggers. I'm not just talking
Speaker 2: about men, you guys. I'm talking about women because there's
Speaker 2: some trash ass women out here too.
Speaker 4: Luckily I don't know those women.
Speaker 2: I don't know her because I have manifested an amazing
Speaker 2: group of women in my life that I don't really
Speaker 2: have issues with.
Speaker 4: I don't.
Speaker 2: I actually don't really even encounter weird women in my life,
Speaker 2: like I have really great luck.
Speaker 4: Maybe that's because I don't say fuck bitches a lot.
Speaker 1: Don't invite fuck people into your life and then when
Speaker 1: they do fuck shit, be like fuck people. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You gotta be like intentional about who
Speaker 1: you choose. You don't want fuck results, get good people.
Speaker 4: So anyway, he's on the way. Freddy's on the way,
Speaker 4: my new Freddie.
Speaker 3: Can you stop? You're confusing me. I'm like, why is
Speaker 3: it coming?
Speaker 4: Act on the way?
Speaker 1: You know, I've been I've been masturbating or in my case,
Speaker 1: having sex, because you guys know, I masturbate very little
Speaker 1: about like the house that I'm gonna be getting fucked in,
Speaker 1: and like my future house in the view and just
Speaker 1: like waking up naked and overlooking the city and like
Speaker 1: pressing a button and my Florida ceiling door.
Speaker 3: Is just open, like get me some orange juice, and
Speaker 3: then he just comes, yes, fresh, squeezed and all. And
Speaker 3: that's really getting me. It's really getting me there.
Speaker 2: I've shared this that like I usually usually starts sexual
Speaker 2: when i'm masturbating, and then it shifts into like whatever
Speaker 2: it is that I'm manifesting. And so in my in
Speaker 2: my manifestation, it was like I was having sex with
Speaker 2: my my partner, whoever the fuck it was, but whoever
Speaker 2: I was fantasizing about that time. And then I got
Speaker 2: off of him and I went into my bathroom. And
Speaker 2: then I went in my bathroom and it was this
Speaker 2: beautiful bathroom and it had like this huge bathtub, and
Speaker 2: then it opened up to another door, and then suddenly
Speaker 2: I was walking through my beautiful home and it had
Speaker 2: like my beautiful, spacious open kitchen with Florida ceiling windows
Speaker 2: to my backyard with my view of the ocean.
Speaker 4: And then that so like I.
Speaker 2: Was already like built up, and I was already like
Speaker 2: on edging essentially, and then I started thinking of all
Speaker 2: these different things and.
Speaker 4: That eventually I came and then it was beautiful, and
Speaker 4: then I felt.
Speaker 3: Great, Yeah, that's beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: I was still thinking about the dungeon and I'm telling you,
Speaker 1: what is the name of somebody.
Speaker 3: Told a nigga.
Speaker 1: My nigga told me recently to worship his dick and
Speaker 1: pray to it while we were having sex, and I
Speaker 1: was into it.
Speaker 3: It's like, I will do that, amen.
Speaker 4: Not amen.
Speaker 3: I think I'm a sub. I'm a swoitch, but I'm
Speaker 3: a sub.
Speaker 4: I'm a voyeur.
Speaker 3: Do you like to watch or be watched?
Speaker 4: I want to watch. I'm definitely. Oh wow, someone submitted
Speaker 4: a horry and slack. Wow. This is long Jesus Christ
Speaker 4: Secret rooms three.
Speaker 2: That's what the dipsy and it's Carla and Freddy meet
Speaker 2: up regularly, but how we actually?
Speaker 4: Can I just play this real quick because I oh
Speaker 4: my god, I'm playing this.
Speaker 5: There's no relaxing yet. You're not going to get hold
Speaker 5: of me just yet. I'm waiting to you, begging for it.
Speaker 5: Do you candle it? I'm gonna reach you around, got
Speaker 5: your pussy here like this. I'm not gonna go to
Speaker 5: your favorite party just yet. Nah, I'm going to trace
Speaker 5: you around, eatly all circle, tiss on the edge of it,
Speaker 5: teazing you, mm hmm, a little water streaming down ver
Speaker 5: you other part of you.
Speaker 3: I think I like it. Think, I think I'm man.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's Damon.
Speaker 3: You know I love a dirty, dirty mouse.
Speaker 4: So that Freddy's even dirtier than Damon.
Speaker 1: So I'm looking I'm looking forward to getting over there
Speaker 1: to the shower.
Speaker 4: Your naga comes to pick you up right now?
Speaker 3: You just turn it on?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I like, what the fuck?
Speaker 1: Can you imagine going to pick up your child from
Speaker 1: school and that ship place?
Speaker 2: Actually I did, Actually we got when I got in
Speaker 2: the car this morning. Oh no, when I got in
Speaker 2: the car this morning, my Bluetooth connected and said dipsy
Speaker 2: on like the screen and it's like this voice came
Speaker 2: on and I immediately was.
Speaker 1: Like, oh no, mama, what's that.
Speaker 4: Be careful after you're done, please close out the app.
Speaker 1: Everything's better than opening your computer every day and seeing
Speaker 1: your plenty of porns. You're not gonna you need to
Speaker 1: clear your browser, bitch, I know. I'm sorry, bitch, you
Speaker 1: clear your browser.
Speaker 4: I don't watch porn anymore though. I'm done. I'm retired.
Speaker 3: You're elevated.
Speaker 4: I'm elevated. I'm much more into audio porn than visual porn.
Speaker 4: I can create my own porn in my head.
Speaker 1: Oh, May's asking me on text message if someone since
Speaker 1: I don't masturbate, am I going to start? Yes, yes
Speaker 1: i am. I'm going to get to it. I'm going
Speaker 1: to take the time. I don't believe you, I am.
Speaker 3: I've been like doing mutual masturbation too.
Speaker 4: That's not masturbation.
Speaker 3: No, I'm masturbating myself while he's masturbating himself.
Speaker 4: Oh like you guys are just like sitting next to
Speaker 4: each other. Masterb huh. But then, but that's still like,
Speaker 4: that's still in interactive.
Speaker 2: No, it's still depending you're turned on because oh okay,
Speaker 2: it's happening.
Speaker 4: It's not really about you.
Speaker 1: Okay, Well, when we go on these trips that were
Speaker 1: going on with no amends, I will intentionally do some
Speaker 1: more masturbation. May this is specifically for you, since you
Speaker 1: were very curious about how I'm going to step my
Speaker 1: game up. I'm working on I'm going to be better
Speaker 1: this summer. I feel like I'm going to do some
Speaker 1: intentional masturbation work and get out of my funk and
Speaker 1: just stop fucking people to masturbate. That's essentially that's what
Speaker 1: I've been doing, using people to masturbate, which is not cool.
Speaker 3: It's not nice. I could be a bit. I'm better
Speaker 3: than that. I'm not toxic.
Speaker 1: I swear to God, I do love people genuinely too much.
Speaker 2: Those that have joined me on this journey of you know,
Speaker 2: choosing yourself for the next thirty one or for the
Speaker 2: past thirty one days or however many days that it
Speaker 2: has been enlightening and that you know, you've you know,
Speaker 2: unpacked some things and learned some things. If you're continuing
Speaker 2: the journey, that's amazing, congratulations. And if not, then that's amazing, congratulations.
Speaker 4: You did it.
Speaker 2: And if you fucked up like me, like you know,
Speaker 2: I did the last week, because what the fuck?
Speaker 1: You know what as I I don't even really think
Speaker 1: you fucked up, but I will dig any your mouth.
Speaker 3: It's not really a full sex.
Speaker 2: Situation sex, but it is at least it's still penetration,
Speaker 2: penetrating your mouth.
Speaker 1: I don't know penetrating your mouth counts as penetration. Love never,
Speaker 1: I've never counted that as penetration.
Speaker 2: I was just trying to abstain from all sexual, like
Speaker 2: anything sexual in that way. Like I've been making out,
Speaker 2: We've been doing heavy petting, but like there's been no.
Speaker 3: No I feel you. I understand. I'm just trying to
Speaker 3: make you feel better. Thanks, You're welcome.
Speaker 2: It's fine, But congratulations, and you know, if you haven't,
Speaker 2: like you said, join our our slack community.
Speaker 4: We're having a lot of conversations over there.
Speaker 2: I'm going to keep the Dicktalks channel going so we
Speaker 2: can check in with one another, because I'm pretty sure
Speaker 2: I'm going to keep it going until further notice, maybe
Speaker 2: until my husband appears, so I might be solibate for
Speaker 2: like three years, because apparently I'm not.
Speaker 4: Going to oh, actually maybe it's next year.
Speaker 2: Josh told me, I'm not going to meet my partner
Speaker 2: until like two thousand, the end of twenty twenty two.
Speaker 3: Juju, Well no, He's like, well, can you fucking give
Speaker 3: me some timeframes?
Speaker 1: It'suck.
Speaker 4: I said, you're in love, what are you talking about?
Speaker 1: I don't know if I'm gettet married and my love
Speaker 1: right now, we're trying to figure out the contract. It's
Speaker 1: we're having a hard time coming to an agreement, so
Speaker 1: we're just playing it by ear because we want different things.
Speaker 3: I think, got it.
Speaker 4: Whatever you choose, we love you. I love you.
Speaker 1: And join Patreon to join the slack community to talk
Speaker 1: to us, and also welcome to whatever jud this is.
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