WEBVTT - Ep 302: Kinks & Trauma (Ft. Samia Burton)

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<v Speaker 1>Hey guys, it's your girl, Mandy Bee from Horrible Decisions.

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<v Speaker 1>And before we start this week's episode, I did want

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<v Speaker 1>to give a trigger warning as you may come across

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<v Speaker 1>content during this episode that you may disagree with, or

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<v Speaker 1>an idea that makes you uncomfortable, or a statement that

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<v Speaker 1>causes offense. Um, we do not mean to offend anyone

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<v Speaker 1>in this week's episode. Now let's get on with the shot.

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<v Speaker 1>Guess what decision we're about to make? Horrible Decisions. Hey, guys,

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<v Speaker 1>welcome to another episode of V just as yawns. It's

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<v Speaker 1>your girl, Oral be not mandybeeble oralba. Check the teeth, baby, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>that's right, it's Queen Latipa in the motherfucking building. Hi, y'all,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm wheezy, welcome back for another episode. It's a new year,

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<v Speaker 1>new teeth. I don't really go all of it. A

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people haven't recognized the new with my real

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<v Speaker 1>hair out, which is crazy. I walked right into my

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<v Speaker 1>studio and they were like hello, I was like maybe

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<v Speaker 1>so yeah, me without braids, I don't know. We know

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<v Speaker 1>it gives Puerto Rican wait this year for going to

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<v Speaker 1>be the year of the late weeks for me, y'all

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<v Speaker 1>about to see me with all the different styles, textures, colors.

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't got it right now, but they're coming, They're coming.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm ordering them right now. I'm like yeah, I'm like, warmer,

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<v Speaker 1>let me do one from Ali Baba. Then let me

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<v Speaker 1>get the expensive one. I'm gonna mix the high and lows.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean. Y'all. We are joined today

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<v Speaker 1>by a very special guest. I'm really excited because we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna get into some ships. We have some maya of

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<v Speaker 1>Sexual Essential. Sorry, look the new teeth bitch I said

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<v Speaker 1>too much Sexual Essentials and also the host of Not

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<v Speaker 1>Just Another Sex podcast. Hello, baby, you should have been

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<v Speaker 1>had a goddamn podcast. Now. I know that you've wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to come on Horrible for a minute. And what I

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<v Speaker 1>knew about your brand was like you were teaching people

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<v Speaker 1>how to give yeah yeah, and then I remember you

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<v Speaker 1>made a product. And that's what I know about Sexual Essentials.

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<v Speaker 1>But what is Sexual Essentials so sexual? Well, first of all,

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<v Speaker 1>hey y'all, hey, queen looks for Puerto Rican high until

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<v Speaker 1>it goes with look at Thank you so much for

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<v Speaker 1>having me. Um. Sexual Centials is a company that I

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<v Speaker 1>designed to help people create the sex life that they want,

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<v Speaker 1>whatever that looked like. But what I realized was that

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people didn't have any of the tools.

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<v Speaker 1>Like everybody was kind of like talking or you could

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<v Speaker 1>go hear someone talk about something, but people needed to

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<v Speaker 1>practice sucking, dick riding and everything else. Um yeah, because

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<v Speaker 1>we just talk over here, we talk over Yeah, we'll

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<v Speaker 1>be using them. We'll be using them, good knees. What

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<v Speaker 1>did you do before you made that company? Real estate?

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<v Speaker 1>Real estate? I do both now, So I still still no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I just I did my own Um, I got into

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<v Speaker 1>real estate, like bought my own property and stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, And so yeah, I'm excited. I'm excited. The

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<v Speaker 1>classes were always the thing that got me out there

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<v Speaker 1>because I was like, right, we're really sucondicting this class.

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<v Speaker 1>What did they practice on? What did they suckt? Why

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<v Speaker 1>not a vegetable? Well, I don't know all the details

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<v Speaker 1>about putting stuff in your COUCHI that ain't supposed to

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<v Speaker 1>be there, right, So there's one. And then also like

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<v Speaker 1>your deal though, the ones especially that click on the wall.

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<v Speaker 1>I like saving money and like stuff to be universe,

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<v Speaker 1>like you could use it for more than one thing.

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<v Speaker 1>They could stick that ship on the wall and your

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<v Speaker 1>shower and throw it back and practice doing it by

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<v Speaker 1>make them boy build though first, No, I bring it

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<v Speaker 1>us to the class. I don't like so like y'all

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<v Speaker 1>can have like a girl's now, ma'am. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>safety wait, safety first, y'all. I don't know if you

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<v Speaker 1>saw it. It went viral, but I also followed all

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<v Speaker 1>the games and all the only fans people on TikTok

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<v Speaker 1>and well on Twitter, but someone literally posted shattered glass,

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<v Speaker 1>bloody feet, um, everything falling into their tubes. They were

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<v Speaker 1>they were looking a suction cup in their shower and

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<v Speaker 1>I guess it fell. They fell, They busted the whole

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<v Speaker 1>goddamn shower. You know where it's so SA sat first,

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<v Speaker 1>but they don't. That's a lot of people should know

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<v Speaker 1>where there. Yeah, you know, damn well, if you ain't

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<v Speaker 1>got no stable as shower, my shower caddy falls down.

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<v Speaker 1>And even I trust, but you know that you know that.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'll saw even your wall like I like the

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<v Speaker 1>suction cup ones. And then like even if you're sending

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<v Speaker 1>like news to switch it up, you can use your

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<v Speaker 1>deal though, to be like you know, deep throwing with

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<v Speaker 1>it or even just playing with yourself, like you use

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<v Speaker 1>that from multiple things. So I like the deal though,

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<v Speaker 1>the riding class and them things be giving them three

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<v Speaker 1>type of suction. So I hope you'll have the color

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<v Speaker 1>of your wall the paint in a in a closet

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<v Speaker 1>somewhere because it's given that deal though, about to grab

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<v Speaker 1>the paint off my suction cup build though, looks like

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<v Speaker 1>right now it's in my guest room, which is that

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<v Speaker 1>my closet and it's stuck on the wall with necklaces

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<v Speaker 1>hanging from it. Well, you said duel you could use

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<v Speaker 1>if you can, and you know, that's when I learned

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<v Speaker 1>that people really did not know what the funk they

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<v Speaker 1>was doing, and so like even when like it was

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<v Speaker 1>really bad, and I was like, Okay, maybe the men

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<v Speaker 1>ain't tripping when they're saying like the women are lazy.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think also some of the reasons they were

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<v Speaker 1>lazy because they really didn't know how to do it,

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<v Speaker 1>and like embarrassment and things like just don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>do it. Yeah, but I also really didn't know. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I would always watch in the class you gotta suck

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<v Speaker 1>dy before I teach you anything, because I need to

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<v Speaker 1>know what you're doing. I actually have a double advocate

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<v Speaker 1>point of view on this. Hit me with you, So

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<v Speaker 1>I do think you can teach someone how to suck dick. However,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think it'll be as good unless you actually

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<v Speaker 1>like doing it. The one thing I think you can

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<v Speaker 1>benefit from from a class is most people probably don't

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<v Speaker 1>like it because they're not good at it, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. Like there's a reason we all probably

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<v Speaker 1>don't like to run because maybe we aren't running, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. But if you start working at

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<v Speaker 1>the ship, then you're like, oh, now I need to

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<v Speaker 1>go to the gym with dick sucking on. That's it.

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<v Speaker 1>Because I've recently been talking to friends about like about

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<v Speaker 1>it and been shocked that they don't like sucking dick.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, bro, what I have a home girl who's

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<v Speaker 1>fine and ship huge TVs. Badass, And she said, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna tell you so I'm embarrassing. I said, tell me

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<v Speaker 1>and she was like, I'll be laying there, bro, oh

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<v Speaker 1>pillar princess. Ye. She was like, there's even an art

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<v Speaker 1>to that, Like there's even an art, there's all art

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<v Speaker 1>to just laying there to pill Princess part, it's the desire.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just like with sucking dick, it's the desire. If

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<v Speaker 1>you there is nothing sexier than when you're doing something

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<v Speaker 1>to somebody and you could tell they really want it

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<v Speaker 1>from like they need that ship, like they're not keeping

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<v Speaker 1>no cool about it. They really want it. So and

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<v Speaker 1>even the desire of being able to lay there and

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<v Speaker 1>just let a man do something to you, I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that's sexiest. And I don't think a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>people are even interactive when they're on the bottom. But

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<v Speaker 1>I've even had to practice my pillow Princess. No, no,

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<v Speaker 1>you're talking about two different things, I thinks. But she

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<v Speaker 1>asked a man what they liked the most about sex.

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<v Speaker 1>It's your response and allow. It's not about like when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in my pillow, Princess, mo, that means that I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not picture you. I'm you're there to please me. They'd

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<v Speaker 1>be surprised how well they take direction, like if you

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<v Speaker 1>tell them go faster, like they like direction. They like

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<v Speaker 1>being good at ship. So you're laying there and not

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<v Speaker 1>saying fuck them, but basically funck them, like right now,

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<v Speaker 1>you are my toy, you know what. I'm also ladies

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<v Speaker 1>be careful with the word deeper because that nigga might

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<v Speaker 1>not have more to give you. He might not have

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<v Speaker 1>no more to give you. All right, well we're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>get into our ice. It just means hit the pelvic

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<v Speaker 1>bone if you really ain't got no, no, no, don't

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<v Speaker 1>hurt me now. I don't want to know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>like if they got a short with me. When I

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<v Speaker 1>say that you want ya, I'm trying to look like, right,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to figure out why why do I be

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<v Speaker 1>saying it. I'm like, when I say it in that moment,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's because you're almost about to hit

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<v Speaker 1>a spot. I want to tell her. I was about

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<v Speaker 1>to say, if I say deeper, it's because at this

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<v Speaker 1>point I want pain, because it's not it's not really

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<v Speaker 1>enjoyable now if the nigga's dick is little and it's

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<v Speaker 1>just not even in there. But normally when I stay

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<v Speaker 1>deeper or harder, it's because, okay, I want to hurt now,

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<v Speaker 1>I want something. Yeah, it's never really about the enjoyment.

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<v Speaker 1>I like the slow rolling sex, like just a good

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<v Speaker 1>dick will get the job done. But when I say

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<v Speaker 1>like deeper and harder, it is definitely some good medium

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<v Speaker 1>dick recently and he hit the spot. Let's do for you?

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<v Speaker 1>Is this? The medium medium dick is very versatile. It

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<v Speaker 1>is out of it though, and that part was kind

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<v Speaker 1>of fun. I really like ring, I like writing two.

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<v Speaker 1>It's but like I realized, a medium dick, I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that's your part where you really get to time.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's just standing on the couch and writing ship and

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<v Speaker 1>really I'm just it ain't even really right. I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>sitting there, that's all I'm doing. Well, let's get into

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<v Speaker 1>our icebreakers this or that. We're gonna run down this

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<v Speaker 1>quickly because clearly you don't came in with all the sauce.

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<v Speaker 1>So broke big dick or rich little dick. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>even have the same sex. We we already froke just

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<v Speaker 1>sex something broke big bron for anybody's gonna say that

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<v Speaker 1>for just saying, okay, so relationship. I'm gonna go with

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<v Speaker 1>the rich little bit. Will term with a rich little

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<v Speaker 1>dick over a broke big dick, Yes, because I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>if you know what you're doing sexually, it really doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>matter the size. I've had some of the best orgasms

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<v Speaker 1>in my life. From a small dick nigger, they do

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<v Speaker 1>a lot, a lot they know they got to do more.

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<v Speaker 1>But also like when you're fully around or you've been

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<v Speaker 1>getting fingered in when you when you do um, when

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<v Speaker 1>the pussy is like fully aroused, it swells up so much.

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<v Speaker 1>So you know how like when you've been real horning

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<v Speaker 1>and somebody put their fingers in you and that ship

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<v Speaker 1>feels good. Think about it. Look how small yo love

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<v Speaker 1>God damn fingers. So when you get really really aroused,

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<v Speaker 1>and I feel like when you with somebody as super small,

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<v Speaker 1>they usually know that they're small, so the four play

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<v Speaker 1>be a fucking one. They'd be eating pussy like crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>So by the time you're sticking the dick in anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>I pussy just hell already now quickies and ship like that.

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<v Speaker 1>We may not be as good with because I need

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<v Speaker 1>more time to get there, but I would right, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna find a way to get everything I want. And

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<v Speaker 1>a small dick nigger can use toys, use everything crossed

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<v Speaker 1>over where I like, I hold them together and let

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<v Speaker 1>him get in there, and I'd be like, cris cross

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<v Speaker 1>your legs so I feel a little tight. I do

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<v Speaker 1>that too, even with big dicks. All right, you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>do that ship when you're throwing it back like kind

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<v Speaker 1>of Oh, I love it. I like to open it

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<v Speaker 1>up a little bit, like let's just see it. I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I feel like the thighs like when you

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like clapping on dick and throw it back like, No,

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<v Speaker 1>my problem with doing that with a little dick though,

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<v Speaker 1>the nigga don't know whether he's in my pussy or

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<v Speaker 1>my thighs now, So that's a real, a real problem.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a real problem. Now, which of the these are

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<v Speaker 1>too too bad awful things? But would you rather car

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<v Speaker 1>sex or shower sex? Car sex over shower sex? Girls

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<v Speaker 1>to be to be filling if I filled in the

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<v Speaker 1>shower enjoy, I don't enjoy water sex. Yeah, crazy, I'm okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>not mad. And the last one only cause you're a

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<v Speaker 1>nasty free cod. We're gonna get to it. Would you

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<v Speaker 1>rather golden showers or boo cocky? What's book cocky? You

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<v Speaker 1>talk secon don't know, bukky and authetic because you like

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<v Speaker 1>m m F three SOMs? What so bloukcky is getting

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<v Speaker 1>ejaculated on by multiples? Absolutely not no, no, not a

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<v Speaker 1>piss on me, you have pissed, I'd rather have pissed

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<v Speaker 1>because even in my in my male male female threes

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<v Speaker 1>some fantasy, it's all like worship, so it's very much

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<v Speaker 1>so I'm not you. I don't even want to suck.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't even come. I ain't gonna say that, but

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to want to be catered to. I

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<v Speaker 1>want to be catered to some more central And I

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<v Speaker 1>can't imagine multiple diacks not know me being like if

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<v Speaker 1>it's part of my I don't understand how piss gives

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<v Speaker 1>more cater than honestly, depending on who you sucking, how

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<v Speaker 1>nasty be you'd be like, I don't give a funk

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<v Speaker 1>what you do to me. So you have been paid

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<v Speaker 1>on before, but I would I mean, I ain't guts

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<v Speaker 1>like in a shower right now. You haven't done anything,

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<v Speaker 1>not in a shower. I I'm not really on bodily

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<v Speaker 1>fluids like that, okay, not even seeming. I mean, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>fine with it, but she asked between the two and

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<v Speaker 1>my male male female threesome is like me being like God,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like Aphrodite type ship, like you serving me like

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<v Speaker 1>y'are serving me with this? Why would you be nothing

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<v Speaker 1>no way, more like the grade into me thing, because

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<v Speaker 1>we can we can come on the regular. Well technically,

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<v Speaker 1>if you were well, not only that, if you are

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<v Speaker 1>stuck in like a desert or stuck on an island somewhere,

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<v Speaker 1>they actually say that you can drink your own piss

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<v Speaker 1>and you can survive on for drinking. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>where this why this was relative well, because the one

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<v Speaker 1>of them, no, no, no, I'm just saying it messed

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<v Speaker 1>up my It messes up my male male female three

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<v Speaker 1>threesome fantasy. Fantasy is like Super Central and y'all no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>my face. I said, you're not drinking. You change your lifestyle.

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<v Speaker 1>You said I got to drink the well, no bukaki

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<v Speaker 1>for protein. At this point, let's yes, you gotta drink it.

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<v Speaker 1>You got to drink. I don't want to, so you

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to. I wouldn't want to drink. Speaking of

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<v Speaker 1>bodily fluids are na ship, this week UM is quite

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<v Speaker 1>crazy because of course the UM s n M d

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<v Speaker 1>S M Nasty Free co's have landed on TikTok. Not

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<v Speaker 1>a surprise, but I want to share two of these

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<v Speaker 1>trends that have actually land They have landed to TikTok

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<v Speaker 1>that is nuts um. This one specific TikTok er um

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<v Speaker 1>bakes sour dough bread using her own vaginal yeast. That

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<v Speaker 1>is correct, y'all um. Thanks to feminist bloggers, Zoe Savre

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<v Speaker 1>definitely given quite um after getting a pretty bad yeast infection,

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<v Speaker 1>was inspired by the idea to turn her discomfort into

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<v Speaker 1>delicious baked Never have I ever seen my own discharge

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<v Speaker 1>and thought, let me put it in a dish. Waking

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<v Speaker 1>up on Saturday with the familiar itchy Bernie fanny, I

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<v Speaker 1>giggled to myself, maybe I could make bread with that,

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<v Speaker 1>and that ticked into well, I've always wanted to try

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<v Speaker 1>making my own sour dough anyway. Now, what do you

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<v Speaker 1>do it for? Say? High demand? I mean, it doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>say she sells it. She did say, I'm just saying

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<v Speaker 1>got somebody wants the bread again, and you're like, well, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>I should kind of got better. But if you're ready

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<v Speaker 1>to listen, this is how she did it. She says,

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<v Speaker 1>she got carries and the next thing that happened was

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<v Speaker 1>she scraped white goop off of a dildo into a

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<v Speaker 1>bowl and mix it with flour and water. This is

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<v Speaker 1>so nasty. I think the nastiest thing we ever did

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<v Speaker 1>is a susy thing that pretty fucking bad. It says.

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<v Speaker 1>The yeast from her vagina is no less gross than

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<v Speaker 1>any other yeast that we used to make bread. She says,

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<v Speaker 1>making sour dough, starter and tail. I mean it's her

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<v Speaker 1>own if she's eating it and not selling it. If

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<v Speaker 1>it's her own, I am less judgment, but I ain't

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<v Speaker 1>allow to you A little bit of judgment came up there.

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<v Speaker 1>But I do things with my juices. We real quick too.

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<v Speaker 1>She also like taste them. I mean yeah, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>do you your juices? Do you do it with your

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<v Speaker 1>yeast and your bacteria? Bacteria is the problem. It's it's

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<v Speaker 1>like it is the good. It's not the good. This

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<v Speaker 1>was the whole infection I liked. I like you are

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<v Speaker 1>cooking with the speaking of good bacteria. The medium naked

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<v Speaker 1>that I sucked recently, he said something to me that

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<v Speaker 1>really had me concerned for women. Now, I would assume,

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<v Speaker 1>being that he's rich, she pokes a lot of bitches,

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<v Speaker 1>and he definitely does. So we get done sucking, and

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<v Speaker 1>he says how he couldn't believe how wet I was,

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<v Speaker 1>and he was like I always felt like we were

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<v Speaker 1>gonna have a good sex, and like I knew you

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<v Speaker 1>had good pussy. Was like that was like a lot,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm shocked and that's and he's like, you got

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<v Speaker 1>good pussy. I was like it was just good because

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<v Speaker 1>it was wet. I'm populating. He was like, nah, because

0:15:46.840 --> 0:15:50.720
<v Speaker 1>wet pussy ain't always good if he's saying, and I'm like, nah,

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<v Speaker 1>that ain't true because that bitches who said it's literally

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<v Speaker 1>fifty fifty for me, he said, the more juices and

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<v Speaker 1>like wet a girl against the more sticky like all

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<v Speaker 1>of that. He's like, I mean there's more sex musk

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<v Speaker 1>that Nigga said, thank yeah no, But you know what

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<v Speaker 1>Nick Cannon did said the same thing when he was

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<v Speaker 1>talking about eight of women. But it's like a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of men still whatever reason. Mind you you don't have

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<v Speaker 1>twelve babies in like the last two years, so you

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<v Speaker 1>ain't having over You also are not using condoms clearly

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<v Speaker 1>with all these different women that you're fucking. And that's

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<v Speaker 1>what men don't know, y'all. Dick is the reason why

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<v Speaker 1>our pussies be sank. If you really want to know,

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<v Speaker 1>if it be stink nine times out of tennis because

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<v Speaker 1>of the partners that we're engaging with. And I've said

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<v Speaker 1>it all the time. I knew my last nigga was

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<v Speaker 1>for me because he ain't suck up my pH I said, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>you would give a half and half. I eat pussy,

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<v Speaker 1>So I eat pussy too. A girl with the egos

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<v Speaker 1>in here, I don't come across that many stink cooches.

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<v Speaker 1>And also never eating. I feel like I've also never

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<v Speaker 1>eat no pussy. That was like I ain't gonna say

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<v Speaker 1>fresh out of the shower, but like it's been all day.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm gonna say this. I think men never eat.

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<v Speaker 1>I think we've had that experience because men are thinking

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<v Speaker 1>pussy is supposed to smell different. You all day pussy,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought, I have a girlfriends. I've never ate ate

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<v Speaker 1>pussy in the strip club on the float. I talked

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<v Speaker 1>about this on the pot. It was outside clubbing. It

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<v Speaker 1>was like four o'clock in the morning. I ate my

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<v Speaker 1>home girl in the strip club in the private room

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<v Speaker 1>on the float. I've never eaten. Oh yeah, it was

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<v Speaker 1>all day. If you with me now, if you with me,

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<v Speaker 1>like if we in the house type things now, like

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't have back in the morning. I don't eat

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<v Speaker 1>after the club pussy, like you gotta shower first, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't want nobody it wasn't after it was I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want nobody eat my pussy after I left the club.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna be stuff conscious all like like my I

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<v Speaker 1>got thick ass tied. Like I'm not saying y'all don't,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know what I'm saying. They're doing like this,

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<v Speaker 1>got a little sweat, like your hands take a little

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<v Speaker 1>white bitch just be having wipes in their bags, giving

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<v Speaker 1>nigga a baby white pussy. I like your fish, but

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<v Speaker 1>you're giving She just said, would you give a nigga

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<v Speaker 1>baby white pussy? Because I'd be giving niggas baby but yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so you wouldn't I eat. I know that's what's going on.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, she got put on. I mean, I get it,

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<v Speaker 1>but I just I don't want to be in one

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<v Speaker 1>of these situations where I'm like, baby, I'm like, you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna have to go show like it's going to be

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<v Speaker 1>so accurate that it was fun. I mean, I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>stop talking to somebody. So I think it's normal, like

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes your pussy think like when my should expire, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna get a shower, but when I should expire, we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna pass on tonight until I figure out why it's expired.

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<v Speaker 1>Sometimes like during the day it expires it, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>just time to get in the shower, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. Like I'm talking about that. Like also a

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<v Speaker 1>way to keep your pussy like no lie, like just

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<v Speaker 1>smelling the best that you can through all day. Pussy.

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<v Speaker 1>You gotta really wipe when you pe do yes, and

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<v Speaker 1>you need to stay on that toilet for a while,

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<v Speaker 1>like like sometimes gave it to you and let the

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<v Speaker 1>ship come out because it's still being your pinny and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and if you got a fat pussy too,

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes I had to like really like open the lips

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<v Speaker 1>and like take the tissue in thee because I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if y'all saw the other videos that went viral,

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<v Speaker 1>there's niggas that believe when bitches is on a period,

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<v Speaker 1>they got to remove they tamp on the piss they

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<v Speaker 1>think it comes out of that hole. Did you'll see Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't see that. It's it's nuts. These men don't

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<v Speaker 1>even know us, So yes, I actually used to shift

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<v Speaker 1>to say though like that isn't surprising. Women gotta shake

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<v Speaker 1>like how many shape? But women don't be knowing how

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<v Speaker 1>many holes they have, Like I don't think that men

0:19:29.359 --> 0:19:32.440
<v Speaker 1>thinking that it's surprising, Like I think not knowing clip

0:19:32.480 --> 0:19:36.320
<v Speaker 1>is surprising, but that you know, that's all I need

0:19:36.320 --> 0:19:39.040
<v Speaker 1>you to notice. Two wholes look turned on the lights.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I start to have classes when I'm having sex,

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<v Speaker 1>Like let's talk about it. Everybody vibe ain't gonna be sexy.

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<v Speaker 1>It's fun like some people is kind of like we

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<v Speaker 1>inquisitive and ship like that. But I'm okay with the

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<v Speaker 1>educational fuck me session? What do you mean? We're kind

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<v Speaker 1>of stuff to you like to teach. Well, if I

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<v Speaker 1>was eating your pussy, I would be like like talking

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<v Speaker 1>me through it, like how do you how do you

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<v Speaker 1>like your pussyting? I don't just have seen through? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like talk me through it, and like I do I

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<v Speaker 1>want to see my mouth like I'm not about to

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<v Speaker 1>do it, like as we're sitting on the edge of

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<v Speaker 1>the bed, no bed like no because the last song

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<v Speaker 1>like while we into it, like while we into it.

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<v Speaker 1>I like education. I'm a nerd. I like educational. It

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<v Speaker 1>depends some people. I feel like you don't I'm a

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<v Speaker 1>just moan. I'm gonna let you know you're doing a

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<v Speaker 1>good job. If I'm motherfucker there now, if I hold

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<v Speaker 1>you to stay down there, and then I do like

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<v Speaker 1>some wrestling move where I move my leg and I'll

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<v Speaker 1>put it over your neck like nigga there and then

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<v Speaker 1>I'm owned. But like I'll do them type of movements

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<v Speaker 1>like it's giving wrestling moves to let you know you're

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<v Speaker 1>doing it. You're doing it? Good job? Did you doing

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<v Speaker 1>a good job? Look here? I will say I have

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<v Speaker 1>stopped talking so much about that stay right there because

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<v Speaker 1>somebody hit me with the stay right there and I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, oh my god, my nick moment. Well, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>sure they're not in an uncomfortable position, do I do?

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<v Speaker 1>Didn't want to go into that, you said that almost happened.

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<v Speaker 1>We have a new segment that was introduced called horror Stories,

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<v Speaker 1>and I would love to know if you have a

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<v Speaker 1>horror story, whether dating or in the bedroom, I give

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<v Speaker 1>it you. Guys. Ever used a glass deal though? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I love glass double double double dildo and I have

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<v Speaker 1>never though put it in the freezer or changed the temperature,

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<v Speaker 1>but I have used and that that is I like

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<v Speaker 1>them they're clean. They are you always think, I know

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<v Speaker 1>ploores like no ploors, so um, you know, sucking black man.

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<v Speaker 1>Sometimes the deep don't go on your ass, um it's

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<v Speaker 1>just too big and okay, I love that for y'all,

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<v Speaker 1>but so stop for everybody. Um. So, I was, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>doing a um like some clips stimulation with with the

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<v Speaker 1>guy and we used the glass dial though, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm talking about it felt amazing literally ironically and

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm having an orgasm, so like I'm using the

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<v Speaker 1>clear stimulator on my clip and then he's like sucking

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<v Speaker 1>my ass with the glass still though, so it feels amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, okay, yeah, it feels so first of all,

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<v Speaker 1>and no orgasms are I've shared my experience. It's a

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<v Speaker 1>thing like like women didn't get there too if you

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<v Speaker 1>put your finger like even in my ask the way

0:22:22.920 --> 0:22:25.640
<v Speaker 1>my pussy responds, I ain't never seen no ship like that.

0:22:25.720 --> 0:22:30.280
<v Speaker 1>Like anyways, yeah, again ironically, and so then I start

0:22:30.359 --> 0:22:36.960
<v Speaker 1>smelling something and I'm like, wait, you know, like that

0:22:37.040 --> 0:22:41.120
<v Speaker 1>lip quiver like because he's sucking yours and he's now

0:22:41.119 --> 0:22:44.600
<v Speaker 1>he's watching and I'm on the edge of the bed,

0:22:45.160 --> 0:22:47.480
<v Speaker 1>legs up, so in mind you. He was like an

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<v Speaker 1>older guy like and he's very mature and he ain't

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<v Speaker 1>saying nothing, and so and we had the towel out,

0:22:53.320 --> 0:22:56.359
<v Speaker 1>like you know, next to it, and I said, and

0:22:56.400 --> 0:22:58.520
<v Speaker 1>I looked and like he he pulled it out and

0:22:58.520 --> 0:23:01.359
<v Speaker 1>it was like ship everywhere. He was like, it's okay,

0:23:01.480 --> 0:23:04.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm not get out, get out. You don't want to

0:23:04.960 --> 0:23:06.960
<v Speaker 1>get out. I'm not like out of the house, but

0:23:06.960 --> 0:23:09.000
<v Speaker 1>out of my room, like get out. Closed the door,

0:23:09.080 --> 0:23:10.880
<v Speaker 1>like I got it out, and it was he saw

0:23:11.040 --> 0:23:12.320
<v Speaker 1>like he wouldnew what I was. But I was about

0:23:12.359 --> 0:23:14.440
<v Speaker 1>to freak the funk out, like I don't how much

0:23:14.520 --> 0:23:17.760
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't it was like it was an amount more

0:23:17.760 --> 0:23:21.920
<v Speaker 1>than Medina's. Wasn't a ski burger, was not a children amount.

0:23:22.359 --> 0:23:24.199
<v Speaker 1>It was like he pulled a hole turn up. No,

0:23:24.280 --> 0:23:29.040
<v Speaker 1>not a holt, but it was like a shark like

0:23:29.119 --> 0:23:31.760
<v Speaker 1>but like so much. But it was like no, no, no,

0:23:31.800 --> 0:23:39.280
<v Speaker 1>it was like the amount you had. It was on

0:23:39.520 --> 0:23:41.639
<v Speaker 1>it was all over the towel and like I felt

0:23:41.680 --> 0:23:45.440
<v Speaker 1>it like on my like on the back of my God.

0:23:46.400 --> 0:23:52.439
<v Speaker 1>So I'm mortified, but I'm like I did the things.

0:23:52.480 --> 0:23:55.080
<v Speaker 1>I went to the bath, throw might eat nothingpole like

0:23:55.160 --> 0:23:59.160
<v Speaker 1>I did. But but the real question after the ship

0:23:59.840 --> 0:24:03.520
<v Speaker 1>he was so fine. He was like, okay, but you no,

0:24:03.600 --> 0:24:05.879
<v Speaker 1>I'll go back. So y'all didn't work again? Yeah, we

0:24:06.000 --> 0:24:08.960
<v Speaker 1>worked again. Yeah, but I'm just saying like in that moment,

0:24:09.000 --> 0:24:10.679
<v Speaker 1>I definitely freaked out and I was like, yo, like

0:24:10.720 --> 0:24:12.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm in the bathroom. I'm like, ain't know what, like

0:24:12.440 --> 0:24:14.119
<v Speaker 1>I gotta get in a shower, like this is just

0:24:14.160 --> 0:24:16.520
<v Speaker 1>so awkward that it happened. But I'm the one who

0:24:16.600 --> 0:24:18.760
<v Speaker 1>handled it, like I don't know how to I was

0:24:19.960 --> 0:24:27.600
<v Speaker 1>that shitty check. I wasn't shy, don't clearly, but he

0:24:27.720 --> 0:24:30.399
<v Speaker 1>was in there like that's the most Also, that was

0:24:30.440 --> 0:24:32.920
<v Speaker 1>the most ain't know I had ever had, because of course,

0:24:32.960 --> 0:24:35.240
<v Speaker 1>with a real dick, you know they're going slower, you'd

0:24:35.240 --> 0:24:37.479
<v Speaker 1>be yeah, sometimes it's not even a whole dick in there,

0:24:37.480 --> 0:24:39.320
<v Speaker 1>and it feels great. But with the glass dial though,

0:24:39.359 --> 0:24:42.000
<v Speaker 1>he was smaller. So she all up and I'm going

0:24:42.280 --> 0:24:44.120
<v Speaker 1>going and I'm like this had to come out before

0:24:44.160 --> 0:24:50.359
<v Speaker 1>this while you stop, like you get off my phonel.

0:24:52.400 --> 0:24:55.399
<v Speaker 1>Just how this happened. One of my friends that's kind

0:24:55.400 --> 0:24:59.480
<v Speaker 1>of hot was just constipated, does not have sex choice. Okay,

0:25:00.480 --> 0:25:03.440
<v Speaker 1>this person was like, so I got food poison recently

0:25:03.480 --> 0:25:06.000
<v Speaker 1>on vacation. I was like, bro, I've never shipped so much.

0:25:06.320 --> 0:25:08.240
<v Speaker 1>And he was like, the opposite ship happened to me

0:25:08.240 --> 0:25:10.240
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, what happened? He was like, bro,

0:25:10.920 --> 0:25:12.679
<v Speaker 1>I could feel that it wouldn't come out. How to

0:25:12.760 --> 0:25:18.439
<v Speaker 1>use a toothbrush? Wait? He said, he googled right what

0:25:18.600 --> 0:25:21.119
<v Speaker 1>you have to do to break up this ship? And

0:25:21.160 --> 0:25:24.040
<v Speaker 1>he told me he put a toothbrush in his ass

0:25:24.160 --> 0:25:26.639
<v Speaker 1>to break up being constipated so that he could s

0:25:28.240 --> 0:25:33.919
<v Speaker 1>There are so many more. There's a lot of were

0:25:33.960 --> 0:25:39.919
<v Speaker 1>recommending skinny. He ain't going to he everywhere, but Babe,

0:25:40.320 --> 0:25:42.879
<v Speaker 1>his iPhone is his algorithms. I couldn't even use one

0:25:42.880 --> 0:25:44.520
<v Speaker 1>of new little baby basters. You know what I'm saying.

0:25:44.600 --> 0:25:48.680
<v Speaker 1>They be sticking in your nancy as pink ass, pepto bismol. Big.

0:25:49.840 --> 0:25:54.800
<v Speaker 1>He was, there's feeling that we were into like a

0:25:54.840 --> 0:25:56.399
<v Speaker 1>text thread, and he was like, I was like, how

0:25:56.520 --> 0:25:59.760
<v Speaker 1>you feeling? And he was like today two in no's

0:25:59.760 --> 0:26:01.680
<v Speaker 1>given that he just wanted to six something small up

0:26:01.680 --> 0:26:04.320
<v Speaker 1>his ass. But in school he stopped and he said

0:26:04.359 --> 0:26:15.399
<v Speaker 1>it came out right after that. I did aways got

0:26:15.520 --> 0:26:19.639
<v Speaker 1>come back around before well we know that clearly you

0:26:19.760 --> 0:26:21.720
<v Speaker 1>into all the kink stuff. We have a segment called

0:26:21.760 --> 0:26:24.560
<v Speaker 1>Hord derv and we need for you to give us

0:26:24.560 --> 0:26:26.440
<v Speaker 1>a sex tip. And at this point, no sex tip

0:26:26.440 --> 0:26:29.679
<v Speaker 1>on antlesex because I think you need to find on

0:26:29.760 --> 0:26:32.399
<v Speaker 1>your own. Um, but if you could give us, you

0:26:32.440 --> 0:26:34.200
<v Speaker 1>know what, I want to spruce it up a bit.

0:26:34.359 --> 0:26:39.280
<v Speaker 1>Any any sex tip that aligns with a specific kink

0:26:39.440 --> 0:26:42.240
<v Speaker 1>or fetish. So if you can even maybe say what

0:26:42.280 --> 0:26:45.120
<v Speaker 1>the kinker fetishes and then go into a sex tip

0:26:45.200 --> 0:26:50.919
<v Speaker 1>for that, make it really damn I like school, all right.

0:26:55.119 --> 0:26:56.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if it's gonna do anything, but these

0:26:56.680 --> 0:27:00.840
<v Speaker 1>my tips. Okay, alright, So my tip is when somebody

0:27:00.880 --> 0:27:03.359
<v Speaker 1>gives you a king right. A lot of times we

0:27:03.400 --> 0:27:05.720
<v Speaker 1>think about the extreme, we go real, we go to

0:27:05.760 --> 0:27:08.680
<v Speaker 1>a hunter right. And what I want to encourage people

0:27:08.720 --> 0:27:10.440
<v Speaker 1>to do is figure out what does that kink look

0:27:10.480 --> 0:27:13.400
<v Speaker 1>like in a smaller capacity. So for example, if you're

0:27:13.400 --> 0:27:16.159
<v Speaker 1>having a threesome with somebody, Um, whenever I've had a

0:27:16.160 --> 0:27:20.159
<v Speaker 1>threesome with my partner, I fantasized vocally with them in

0:27:20.280 --> 0:27:22.119
<v Speaker 1>bed about the person that we wanted to have a

0:27:22.119 --> 0:27:24.000
<v Speaker 1>three somewhere, like if it was a person that we knew,

0:27:25.040 --> 0:27:29.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, and saw what happened. Like I fantasized about friends,

0:27:29.160 --> 0:27:32.440
<v Speaker 1>thanks friends, um, about all kinds of things like in

0:27:32.520 --> 0:27:34.919
<v Speaker 1>a you know we're talking about it, like because I

0:27:34.920 --> 0:27:37.760
<v Speaker 1>don't know if I actually wanna have sex with my

0:27:37.800 --> 0:27:40.280
<v Speaker 1>friends sometimes with with my dude. You know what I'm saying.

0:27:40.560 --> 0:27:43.280
<v Speaker 1>Single right now, don't get that confused. Um, but you

0:27:43.320 --> 0:27:45.359
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. Some of those settings. UM. Also

0:27:46.160 --> 0:27:48.480
<v Speaker 1>hiring people for the kinks of course that you want

0:27:48.480 --> 0:27:51.040
<v Speaker 1>to do. Um. So I have this thing where I'm

0:27:51.040 --> 0:27:53.560
<v Speaker 1>getting into I kind of want to do like a dominatrix,

0:27:54.040 --> 0:27:56.960
<v Speaker 1>like study that right. Um. But one of the ways

0:27:57.000 --> 0:27:59.240
<v Speaker 1>that I've been practicing that is just hiring a submissive

0:27:59.280 --> 0:28:02.240
<v Speaker 1>to clean my house. Um, where do you just why

0:28:02.240 --> 0:28:04.960
<v Speaker 1>do you need to hire that? If that's what it's

0:28:04.960 --> 0:28:07.360
<v Speaker 1>a different if I don't have to commit, if it's

0:28:07.400 --> 0:28:11.240
<v Speaker 1>a service, yes, and versus when you're someone's down, um down,

0:28:11.880 --> 0:28:14.199
<v Speaker 1>you have to you're really serving them, you know what

0:28:14.200 --> 0:28:16.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean. But me getting more comfortable with wanting to

0:28:17.000 --> 0:28:21.000
<v Speaker 1>how I talk to people, like I'm pretty polite, Like

0:28:21.080 --> 0:28:22.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm really nice. I might be able to introduce you

0:28:23.000 --> 0:28:25.600
<v Speaker 1>to when I had a sub that offered to come

0:28:25.640 --> 0:28:27.560
<v Speaker 1>and he was like, I'll just clean your house, I'll

0:28:27.600 --> 0:28:29.879
<v Speaker 1>rub your feet, I'll do all these things, and you know,

0:28:30.000 --> 0:28:31.560
<v Speaker 1>I'll just do whatever you want me to do. And

0:28:31.640 --> 0:28:33.520
<v Speaker 1>he just wanted to serve me. I had actually met

0:28:33.560 --> 0:28:37.439
<v Speaker 1>him at a at a fed dinner and I was like, um,

0:28:37.480 --> 0:28:40.440
<v Speaker 1>I was actually as much as I believe I'm a

0:28:40.480 --> 0:28:44.160
<v Speaker 1>really dominant person in the bedroom, having an actual submissive

0:28:44.680 --> 0:28:47.400
<v Speaker 1>actually scared the fucking shift out of me. I don't know.

0:28:47.560 --> 0:28:49.160
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you want me to tell you to

0:28:49.160 --> 0:28:52.760
<v Speaker 1>turn the lights on? And often because again my mind

0:28:52.840 --> 0:28:55.600
<v Speaker 1>went to the extreme, like you're saying. So when he

0:28:55.680 --> 0:28:58.160
<v Speaker 1>was like I just want to come over and do

0:28:58.200 --> 0:28:59.640
<v Speaker 1>your laundry and do all that, I was like, not

0:29:00.000 --> 0:29:01.800
<v Speaker 1>to be something else you want to do? Like what

0:29:02.560 --> 0:29:04.640
<v Speaker 1>more do I have to do? I talk crazy to

0:29:04.680 --> 0:29:06.520
<v Speaker 1>you do and there was just my mind went so

0:29:06.520 --> 0:29:07.720
<v Speaker 1>crazy to where I was like, there's no way I

0:29:07.760 --> 0:29:09.480
<v Speaker 1>can have. I feel like the second and there they're

0:29:09.480 --> 0:29:18.000
<v Speaker 1>gonna want more. It's absolutely nothing sex, No, it's only

0:29:18.000 --> 0:29:19.920
<v Speaker 1>what you want. They that their job is to do

0:29:19.960 --> 0:29:21.840
<v Speaker 1>what you want. So like the reason that I like

0:29:21.920 --> 0:29:23.800
<v Speaker 1>hiring ath so like even for the art exhibit, it's

0:29:23.800 --> 0:29:26.080
<v Speaker 1>a live sex. Are sure I put on the You know,

0:29:26.080 --> 0:29:27.800
<v Speaker 1>if you're doing an event, you can't get exhausted. You

0:29:27.800 --> 0:29:29.640
<v Speaker 1>do not remember drinking of water to eat, none of

0:29:29.680 --> 0:29:34.160
<v Speaker 1>that stuff. I hired um Wanna Buana for the art exhibit.

0:29:34.160 --> 0:29:36.640
<v Speaker 1>He followed me around all day like he had like

0:29:36.720 --> 0:29:39.040
<v Speaker 1>he had the mask on everything, which turned me on

0:29:39.200 --> 0:29:41.760
<v Speaker 1>just watching him in a suit and like this mask

0:29:41.880 --> 0:29:44.600
<v Speaker 1>and was like it was that very high. Um. I

0:29:44.680 --> 0:29:46.680
<v Speaker 1>even like the fact that even me walking around and

0:29:46.800 --> 0:29:49.080
<v Speaker 1>other men approaching me and it's like they're just man

0:29:49.200 --> 0:29:51.560
<v Speaker 1>right here, like like my almost like a security guard.

0:29:51.600 --> 0:29:53.800
<v Speaker 1>But I don't know if I could commit to a

0:29:53.960 --> 0:29:56.960
<v Speaker 1>because even a dom SIB relationship is a relationship. I

0:29:57.000 --> 0:29:59.040
<v Speaker 1>don't know if I admit to it. So even bringing

0:29:59.080 --> 0:30:00.920
<v Speaker 1>that down a notch and saying, you know what, I'm

0:30:01.000 --> 0:30:04.760
<v Speaker 1>hiring a submissive for the day and just even figuring out,

0:30:05.080 --> 0:30:06.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to commit to ship and so I

0:30:06.400 --> 0:30:08.640
<v Speaker 1>know for sure what I like about this specific Did

0:30:08.680 --> 0:30:10.960
<v Speaker 1>you want that dynamic in a relationship or is this

0:30:11.040 --> 0:30:13.120
<v Speaker 1>something you feel like you just get the urge from

0:30:13.120 --> 0:30:15.800
<v Speaker 1>time to time to do it depends, because my I

0:30:15.880 --> 0:30:18.520
<v Speaker 1>cannot I don't know if I can humiliate a partner.

0:30:19.320 --> 0:30:23.280
<v Speaker 1>I don't desire that, Like for dating like my black man,

0:30:23.360 --> 0:30:26.840
<v Speaker 1>I couldnot imagine like talking crazy you use submissive no,

0:30:27.440 --> 0:30:30.080
<v Speaker 1>but I'm saying like the man I'm dating like and

0:30:30.160 --> 0:30:32.720
<v Speaker 1>forever and saying ship like that's actually kind of fun.

0:30:32.720 --> 0:30:41.840
<v Speaker 1>I would feel like you don't have to pay them.

0:30:42.600 --> 0:30:44.600
<v Speaker 1>You know. Also even just having me, I feel like

0:30:44.600 --> 0:30:46.239
<v Speaker 1>it's a dom is a treat, and I don't know

0:30:46.320 --> 0:30:48.480
<v Speaker 1>if a white man deserves that type of treat because

0:30:48.480 --> 0:30:52.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm still you know, even even in I care, I

0:30:52.720 --> 0:30:55.120
<v Speaker 1>can't help it. I care. So even like being a

0:30:55.200 --> 0:30:57.960
<v Speaker 1>dom or being forced for whatever, I have to say

0:30:58.000 --> 0:31:00.440
<v Speaker 1>it to somebody who it does something for you. And

0:31:00.480 --> 0:31:02.440
<v Speaker 1>there's a part of me that be like, Okay, all

0:31:02.480 --> 0:31:04.120
<v Speaker 1>your bitchiness is adding up where you're gonna put it,

0:31:04.120 --> 0:31:06.080
<v Speaker 1>where're gonna put it? Because I just I don't like

0:31:06.160 --> 0:31:07.960
<v Speaker 1>being mean to people for no reason, Like I could

0:31:08.000 --> 0:31:10.240
<v Speaker 1>be sarcastic and all this other ship, but like being

0:31:10.240 --> 0:31:12.840
<v Speaker 1>a bit for no reason that people is lame as fuck.

0:31:13.240 --> 0:31:15.120
<v Speaker 1>But like sometimes I have an urge and I don't

0:31:15.160 --> 0:31:16.800
<v Speaker 1>want to care what other people think, and I need

0:31:16.800 --> 0:31:18.640
<v Speaker 1>a place to put it, Like you know what I'm

0:31:18.680 --> 0:31:20.960
<v Speaker 1>saying and so dumping it off of somebody and they're

0:31:20.960 --> 0:31:22.520
<v Speaker 1>getting off on it because I'm talking to them like

0:31:22.560 --> 0:31:24.600
<v Speaker 1>that that feels good and I ain't heard nobody sucking

0:31:24.600 --> 0:31:27.560
<v Speaker 1>feelings like it sounds like a good fucking day like

0:31:27.640 --> 0:31:30.000
<v Speaker 1>and then they'd be rubbing feet like they take it

0:31:30.040 --> 0:31:31.920
<v Speaker 1>off my shoes and rubbing my feet at the event,

0:31:32.000 --> 0:31:35.680
<v Speaker 1>like I would never do live sex are I'm not

0:31:35.680 --> 0:31:40.160
<v Speaker 1>gonna lie in Atlanta. I want to come back. But

0:31:41.120 --> 0:31:43.920
<v Speaker 1>you know when and told me it was one of

0:31:44.360 --> 0:31:48.560
<v Speaker 1>the best experiences the performers that you have, and it's

0:31:48.600 --> 0:31:51.160
<v Speaker 1>just really upscale. And I do the fed dinners. I've

0:31:51.200 --> 0:31:53.640
<v Speaker 1>invited people to New York. They just had one is

0:31:53.680 --> 0:31:56.600
<v Speaker 1>well and a. But the way that she explained this

0:31:56.720 --> 0:31:58.800
<v Speaker 1>art exhibit, she was like, first off, your mind is nuts.

0:31:59.160 --> 0:32:01.440
<v Speaker 1>The way you what is it? I don't know what

0:32:01.480 --> 0:32:03.800
<v Speaker 1>it is. So basically you you dressed like it's a

0:32:03.960 --> 0:32:06.560
<v Speaker 1>black typing. So this past one that we had was

0:32:06.600 --> 0:32:08.600
<v Speaker 1>Harlem Nights theme, So I mean we had the old

0:32:08.600 --> 0:32:11.560
<v Speaker 1>school rolls roy Southside. We had the large letters like

0:32:11.720 --> 0:32:14.920
<v Speaker 1>it's open bar. So I'm teaching people like if pussy

0:32:14.960 --> 0:32:16.960
<v Speaker 1>in the room, it should be an expensive event. That's

0:32:16.960 --> 0:32:19.920
<v Speaker 1>what it is, like, we don't you like yeah right.

0:32:19.960 --> 0:32:22.160
<v Speaker 1>So also it's a great event for beginners that are

0:32:22.200 --> 0:32:25.040
<v Speaker 1>trying to get into kink or just intimacy and different

0:32:25.040 --> 0:32:26.880
<v Speaker 1>things like that, so you don't have to worry about

0:32:26.920 --> 0:32:29.320
<v Speaker 1>taking off your clothes. It's not a play party. But

0:32:29.400 --> 0:32:32.080
<v Speaker 1>we hire people that could headline their own show, like

0:32:32.160 --> 0:32:35.000
<v Speaker 1>so the last one we had Sir marvelz Um Pure

0:32:35.040 --> 0:32:39.400
<v Speaker 1>Intimacy Dash who does the erotic massages, yes, amongst guy

0:32:39.680 --> 0:32:42.440
<v Speaker 1>like and they're all performing at once. So you're literally

0:32:42.440 --> 0:32:44.840
<v Speaker 1>walking around the event and it's always mass great optional

0:32:44.920 --> 0:32:46.680
<v Speaker 1>if you want to, no matter what theme it is.

0:32:47.000 --> 0:32:49.000
<v Speaker 1>You're walking around event and you're watching these people have

0:32:49.120 --> 0:32:52.360
<v Speaker 1>sex and like do different demonstrations and the music is

0:32:52.480 --> 0:32:54.520
<v Speaker 1>up like it's pouring and things like that on the wall.

0:32:54.880 --> 0:32:57.080
<v Speaker 1>You're walking around like in your tugs with your partner,

0:32:57.160 --> 0:32:58.880
<v Speaker 1>and now y'all can like talk about like damn, I

0:32:59.000 --> 0:33:00.840
<v Speaker 1>like looking at that, So like a if you if

0:33:00.840 --> 0:33:03.120
<v Speaker 1>you weren't you know what I'm saying, nasties, fuck, you

0:33:03.120 --> 0:33:06.000
<v Speaker 1>would go with your partner. But now it's like it's

0:33:06.000 --> 0:33:08.640
<v Speaker 1>totally safe because you were in a Tuxyo, gotta worry

0:33:08.640 --> 0:33:10.800
<v Speaker 1>about getting well, no, I mean just because I'm nasty,

0:33:10.840 --> 0:33:12.680
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't mean I like, I don't want your face.

0:33:12.800 --> 0:33:15.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't even want you don't that stuffs. For that reason,

0:33:15.920 --> 0:33:18.720
<v Speaker 1>sometimes I get really overwhelmed, um with a lot of

0:33:18.720 --> 0:33:20.800
<v Speaker 1>people there. And I'm a person that like threesomes and

0:33:20.840 --> 0:33:23.160
<v Speaker 1>all kind of nasty ship, but being in a space

0:33:23.240 --> 0:33:26.120
<v Speaker 1>of those people sometimes makes me apprehensive. So yeah, I

0:33:26.160 --> 0:33:28.479
<v Speaker 1>think I'm massively roped off. So it's roped off. So

0:33:28.560 --> 0:33:31.160
<v Speaker 1>like you, you don't have to worry about anything yet

0:33:31.280 --> 0:33:34.160
<v Speaker 1>it isn't. It's just like art show, except they're doing

0:33:34.200 --> 0:33:36.400
<v Speaker 1>all kind of crazy and it's so into it. What's

0:33:36.400 --> 0:33:40.280
<v Speaker 1>the craziest thing you've seen it on your shows that

0:33:40.600 --> 0:33:46.840
<v Speaker 1>I want to see? So dash um for pure intimacy.

0:33:46.920 --> 0:33:49.480
<v Speaker 1>She's the woman who did my erotic massage that ends

0:33:49.480 --> 0:33:51.840
<v Speaker 1>with like a happy ending. So she did a new

0:33:51.920 --> 0:33:54.800
<v Speaker 1>room massage with someone Sky and someone Sky blew up

0:33:54.840 --> 0:33:57.720
<v Speaker 1>to like top one percent over covid on um only

0:33:57.760 --> 0:34:01.120
<v Speaker 1>fans and like she's so fucking gorgeous and just sexy

0:34:01.440 --> 0:34:03.520
<v Speaker 1>and you know what I mean. And so they put

0:34:03.560 --> 0:34:07.080
<v Speaker 1>their acts together and she massaged her and they was

0:34:07.120 --> 0:34:10.680
<v Speaker 1>eating each other pussy and just it was so central,

0:34:11.080 --> 0:34:16.880
<v Speaker 1>like I'm just I'm yes, absolutely so and if if

0:34:16.920 --> 0:34:19.080
<v Speaker 1>y'all listen and make sure you join my Patreon. We

0:34:19.120 --> 0:34:21.040
<v Speaker 1>did a we did a documentary on it forty five

0:34:21.080 --> 0:34:23.040
<v Speaker 1>minutes and so like there were different interviews from the

0:34:23.160 --> 0:34:26.280
<v Speaker 1>performers and just we rented this We rented this mansion

0:34:26.400 --> 0:34:29.040
<v Speaker 1>for the day before UM, and we had a topless

0:34:29.040 --> 0:34:32.120
<v Speaker 1>pool party, so that was like private UM and things

0:34:32.120 --> 0:34:38.560
<v Speaker 1>like oh look, I love a good thing. Yes, might

0:34:38.600 --> 0:34:41.040
<v Speaker 1>as well go ahead and put us out there now. Three,

0:34:41.080 --> 0:34:45.040
<v Speaker 1>it will be in Atlanta again. This yere right. All

0:34:45.040 --> 0:34:48.560
<v Speaker 1>the moves are sending me right to Atlanta. So um.

0:34:48.600 --> 0:34:50.680
<v Speaker 1>This past year was in Houston. We did Atlanta before,

0:34:50.680 --> 0:34:52.480
<v Speaker 1>but we're gonna have to bring it back. So I

0:34:52.520 --> 0:34:54.520
<v Speaker 1>need a big enough space because now I've been talking

0:34:54.520 --> 0:34:56.919
<v Speaker 1>about it everywhere and people like, oh, yeah, it's gonna

0:34:56.920 --> 0:35:01.560
<v Speaker 1>be big cigar roller there figure out a new like

0:35:01.719 --> 0:35:04.120
<v Speaker 1>he's a he's a cigar, Like he has the suit,

0:35:04.280 --> 0:35:06.840
<v Speaker 1>like the father, like the host that when do you

0:35:06.880 --> 0:35:09.440
<v Speaker 1>ever get a chance to go to I like that?

0:35:09.600 --> 0:35:13.040
<v Speaker 1>It's like I do because you don't really give a

0:35:13.080 --> 0:35:15.560
<v Speaker 1>horror and I don't gonna hold you, and I'll be

0:35:15.600 --> 0:35:17.359
<v Speaker 1>confused when I hop on that fashion. No, but i'd

0:35:17.360 --> 0:35:19.560
<v Speaker 1>be like, where the fun is somebody wearing a sequeen gown?

0:35:20.239 --> 0:35:22.440
<v Speaker 1>Where the funk? But but now big birthday? Then you

0:35:22.480 --> 0:35:28.520
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. I'm lookings on a random Tuesday

0:35:28.560 --> 0:35:31.200
<v Speaker 1>whenever we're doing so many more events that are like

0:35:31.360 --> 0:35:33.960
<v Speaker 1>luxury and nasty, like I just feel like it doesn't

0:35:34.040 --> 0:35:37.319
<v Speaker 1>have to be a lot like it doesn't. That's that's

0:35:37.320 --> 0:35:41.719
<v Speaker 1>why they too much, because it's well, you leave one, Damn.

0:35:41.760 --> 0:35:44.200
<v Speaker 1>I would have taken you to when he was working

0:35:44.200 --> 0:35:47.279
<v Speaker 1>this weekend, next next time, next time he was working.

0:35:47.560 --> 0:35:49.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm putting all right now yeah, oh no, I'm not.

0:35:49.560 --> 0:35:51.839
<v Speaker 1>I take everyone on field trips to sex souns when

0:35:51.840 --> 0:35:53.520
<v Speaker 1>they come to New York. Not the followers. I know

0:35:53.560 --> 0:35:55.440
<v Speaker 1>you're all gonna be like black people the way. Oh

0:35:55.600 --> 0:35:58.600
<v Speaker 1>there's an all black one. Yes, I'll take you there.

0:35:58.680 --> 0:36:01.200
<v Speaker 1>It's great. Shout out to So this happens every week.

0:36:01.239 --> 0:36:11.799
<v Speaker 1>Sorry I'm not here. We go again. Well, I did

0:36:11.920 --> 0:36:14.520
<v Speaker 1>want to before we gonna start a horrible decision this week.

0:36:14.719 --> 0:36:18.240
<v Speaker 1>I want to give a trigger warning UM for anyone

0:36:18.320 --> 0:36:23.000
<v Speaker 1>who has experienced any sort of sexual assault UM, only

0:36:23.040 --> 0:36:26.920
<v Speaker 1>because the horrible decision this week specifically UM goes against

0:36:26.960 --> 0:36:29.840
<v Speaker 1>and we have to have this conversation because horrible decisions.

0:36:29.880 --> 0:36:32.640
<v Speaker 1>Over the last six years. We talked about no kink

0:36:32.719 --> 0:36:37.120
<v Speaker 1>shaming UM. We talked about sexual liberation, we talked about

0:36:37.600 --> 0:36:41.759
<v Speaker 1>UM really owning the things that you like, and unfortunately

0:36:41.760 --> 0:36:45.680
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people associate kink and things with fetish

0:36:45.719 --> 0:36:49.759
<v Speaker 1>and things in the bedroom, like, well, something bad had

0:36:49.800 --> 0:36:52.360
<v Speaker 1>to happen to you for you to like it. UM.

0:36:52.440 --> 0:36:55.640
<v Speaker 1>And I've always sell this couch and was like, the

0:36:55.719 --> 0:36:57.720
<v Speaker 1>things that I like have nothing to do with assault.

0:36:57.800 --> 0:36:59.759
<v Speaker 1>I do the things I want to do because I

0:37:00.000 --> 0:37:02.000
<v Speaker 1>want to do them, UM. And I don't think we've

0:37:02.040 --> 0:37:05.400
<v Speaker 1>had the opportunity to acknowledge that there are some people

0:37:06.000 --> 0:37:09.680
<v Speaker 1>that have uh an affinity for certain kinks and fetishes

0:37:10.160 --> 0:37:14.279
<v Speaker 1>that are closely attached to sexual assault or traumas or

0:37:14.320 --> 0:37:17.200
<v Speaker 1>things from their past. UM. And when I knew you

0:37:17.200 --> 0:37:19.640
<v Speaker 1>were coming to New York, this was a topic that

0:37:19.719 --> 0:37:21.880
<v Speaker 1>you were willing to open up about because it's something

0:37:22.200 --> 0:37:25.200
<v Speaker 1>that you're dealing with in therapy. And I wanted to

0:37:25.239 --> 0:37:29.160
<v Speaker 1>kind of go through your three kinks and how you

0:37:29.320 --> 0:37:31.759
<v Speaker 1>found the connection to them with your trauma. Now you

0:37:31.880 --> 0:37:35.439
<v Speaker 1>kind of work through it without being triggered, um, if

0:37:35.480 --> 0:37:37.319
<v Speaker 1>you mind. Um. And the first one only because we

0:37:37.320 --> 0:37:42.360
<v Speaker 1>talked about it already, thank you, thank you. I've been

0:37:42.400 --> 0:37:44.480
<v Speaker 1>trying to girl, I'll be trying and then you know,

0:37:44.520 --> 0:37:46.120
<v Speaker 1>I say that a word every other sentence and to

0:37:46.160 --> 0:37:48.680
<v Speaker 1>be word. But what elver um? So the first one

0:37:48.800 --> 0:37:51.239
<v Speaker 1>is actually and we haven't really got it into it,

0:37:51.320 --> 0:37:54.680
<v Speaker 1>but you enjoy joining couples, I do. I have a

0:37:54.760 --> 0:37:58.440
<v Speaker 1>thing for couples, so unicorn style. Also, how do you

0:37:58.480 --> 0:38:01.680
<v Speaker 1>approach couples. Let's get into a maybe your first time

0:38:01.760 --> 0:38:03.839
<v Speaker 1>joining a couple, and how you approach a couple, like

0:38:04.200 --> 0:38:10.480
<v Speaker 1>I want both of you for me. It's always started

0:38:10.480 --> 0:38:14.160
<v Speaker 1>with the woman, so um. But more than anything, I'm

0:38:14.200 --> 0:38:17.600
<v Speaker 1>attracted to love and real love. I can tell when

0:38:17.640 --> 0:38:19.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm around somebody and you can. And I'm not talking

0:38:19.360 --> 0:38:21.600
<v Speaker 1>about like, oh, y'all always getting along. I'm talking about

0:38:22.160 --> 0:38:24.719
<v Speaker 1>real love, which means that I know that. Like if

0:38:24.800 --> 0:38:26.840
<v Speaker 1>I feel like if the husband was to try to

0:38:26.880 --> 0:38:28.160
<v Speaker 1>hit on me in a way that made me feel

0:38:28.200 --> 0:38:30.320
<v Speaker 1>like your wife would be uncomfortable with this, I'm totally

0:38:30.320 --> 0:38:32.480
<v Speaker 1>turned off. Like I don't like things like that. I

0:38:32.480 --> 0:38:35.200
<v Speaker 1>don't like no shady ship. The point is that It's

0:38:35.200 --> 0:38:38.560
<v Speaker 1>already controversial as fuck, and I'm not about to feed

0:38:38.600 --> 0:38:40.640
<v Speaker 1>into that because it's making it harder for me to

0:38:40.680 --> 0:38:45.439
<v Speaker 1>get it. Don't love are very sexy? Because my thing

0:38:45.520 --> 0:38:48.480
<v Speaker 1>is when you feel like I don't know to like,

0:38:49.040 --> 0:38:51.799
<v Speaker 1>I think you look at how attractive with someone is first, right,

0:38:52.360 --> 0:38:54.560
<v Speaker 1>and then their dynamic is truly what makes you want

0:38:54.560 --> 0:38:57.200
<v Speaker 1>to suck him, you know what I mean, Like beyond

0:38:57.239 --> 0:38:59.400
<v Speaker 1>the sex club thing. Of course there's something with just vanity,

0:38:59.440 --> 0:39:01.479
<v Speaker 1>but like, yeah, you want to join in on that ship.

0:39:01.520 --> 0:39:03.680
<v Speaker 1>It's just like friends. If I'm out or something and

0:39:03.680 --> 0:39:05.160
<v Speaker 1>I see a group of friends having a good time,

0:39:05.200 --> 0:39:08.200
<v Speaker 1>I feel that energy. So I think for sure couples

0:39:08.200 --> 0:39:10.680
<v Speaker 1>don't realize what they put off, like when dudes are

0:39:10.680 --> 0:39:12.439
<v Speaker 1>the ones that ask for it, you can always tell,

0:39:13.040 --> 0:39:16.160
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, when woman is uncomfortable, like

0:39:16.239 --> 0:39:18.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm not doing that. First of all, I'm really not

0:39:18.360 --> 0:39:20.560
<v Speaker 1>trying to put down another woman or anything like that.

0:39:20.800 --> 0:39:22.400
<v Speaker 1>But also I'm not trying to come in here to

0:39:22.400 --> 0:39:25.479
<v Speaker 1>funk up anything. I'm also looking for a certain void

0:39:25.520 --> 0:39:28.080
<v Speaker 1>to be filled, right, which is what I realized. Watching

0:39:28.520 --> 0:39:32.520
<v Speaker 1>a healthy parenting and loving situation is something that I

0:39:32.560 --> 0:39:35.360
<v Speaker 1>realized I want to believe. Man, I'm a hopeless romantic

0:39:35.440 --> 0:39:37.799
<v Speaker 1>or at least a hopeful one, and so watching other

0:39:37.800 --> 0:39:39.960
<v Speaker 1>people in love, I can admit like where I haven't

0:39:40.200 --> 0:39:41.880
<v Speaker 1>been great at it, and I can also admit that

0:39:41.920 --> 0:39:44.439
<v Speaker 1>I haven't seen a lot of great examples. But when

0:39:44.480 --> 0:39:47.680
<v Speaker 1>somebody it's almost like with yourself, when when you're more

0:39:47.840 --> 0:39:49.719
<v Speaker 1>whole and things like that, you have more to give

0:39:49.760 --> 0:39:52.720
<v Speaker 1>other people. And I feel like when couples are whole together,

0:39:53.160 --> 0:39:56.480
<v Speaker 1>despite like their issues, they're able to offer me something

0:39:56.480 --> 0:39:59.040
<v Speaker 1>which is just caring for me as a normal fucking

0:39:59.080 --> 0:40:02.080
<v Speaker 1>person and and not making me feel crazy because I'm

0:40:02.080 --> 0:40:05.320
<v Speaker 1>attracted the boat, for y'all, and that comes from which

0:40:05.360 --> 0:40:09.239
<v Speaker 1>trauma responds. I feel like it's definitely the wanting to

0:40:09.400 --> 0:40:13.359
<v Speaker 1>feel one included by a woman, right um. I feel

0:40:13.400 --> 0:40:18.040
<v Speaker 1>like growing up, there's a one of the hard truths

0:40:18.040 --> 0:40:21.120
<v Speaker 1>about like growing up with a parent molesting you is

0:40:21.160 --> 0:40:24.480
<v Speaker 1>that there becomes almost like a rift between you and

0:40:24.520 --> 0:40:29.160
<v Speaker 1>your mom because now she's kind of diminishing you so

0:40:29.280 --> 0:40:32.400
<v Speaker 1>that way because her husband is attracted. So I become

0:40:32.400 --> 0:40:35.440
<v Speaker 1>the other woman in my own home. Growing up, Like,

0:40:35.480 --> 0:40:37.960
<v Speaker 1>there were certain times I could definitely feel that my

0:40:38.080 --> 0:40:40.960
<v Speaker 1>fire was kind of being put out because don't wear

0:40:41.000 --> 0:40:42.239
<v Speaker 1>this and don't wear that. But I would go to

0:40:42.280 --> 0:40:44.520
<v Speaker 1>other people's homes and they can. I'm like, you can

0:40:44.560 --> 0:40:46.839
<v Speaker 1>wear that at at your house. But I realized I'm

0:40:46.840 --> 0:40:49.759
<v Speaker 1>growing up on a house where you know, if your

0:40:49.840 --> 0:40:52.120
<v Speaker 1>dad is molesting you, then it's oh, don't put this on,

0:40:52.160 --> 0:40:54.759
<v Speaker 1>instead of us dealing with it properly, it's wild, don't

0:40:54.760 --> 0:40:58.160
<v Speaker 1>put this on right and so or either you're fast

0:40:58.239 --> 0:41:01.400
<v Speaker 1>about everything when when or a certain age, liking the

0:41:01.400 --> 0:41:04.879
<v Speaker 1>opposite sex or liking anybody isn't normal right. So being

0:41:04.920 --> 0:41:07.040
<v Speaker 1>around a couple and them not making me feel like

0:41:07.080 --> 0:41:09.680
<v Speaker 1>a whore or making me feel like, oh you like

0:41:09.800 --> 0:41:11.239
<v Speaker 1>my hood, you know what I'm saying, and not making

0:41:11.239 --> 0:41:12.960
<v Speaker 1>me feel like that, it makes me feel included. It

0:41:12.960 --> 0:41:15.200
<v Speaker 1>makes me feel included with another woman. It makes me

0:41:15.640 --> 0:41:18.720
<v Speaker 1>want to rebuild the trust that I have with women,

0:41:19.040 --> 0:41:21.279
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. Um. It also gives me

0:41:21.360 --> 0:41:24.279
<v Speaker 1>hope with men and they stay there, like when they're

0:41:24.280 --> 0:41:26.279
<v Speaker 1>honest with their wives and like no, like I love

0:41:26.320 --> 0:41:28.279
<v Speaker 1>when I can talk to a man about why he

0:41:28.360 --> 0:41:30.600
<v Speaker 1>loves his wife and we have sex off of that,

0:41:30.960 --> 0:41:33.799
<v Speaker 1>like and him thinking like, I love how you show

0:41:33.880 --> 0:41:36.560
<v Speaker 1>up for her and vice versa, and then being happy

0:41:36.600 --> 0:41:40.080
<v Speaker 1>for each other, like a level of compulsion um. The

0:41:40.120 --> 0:41:42.440
<v Speaker 1>best the best couple of that updated thus far. Unfortunately

0:41:42.440 --> 0:41:44.879
<v Speaker 1>we're not together anymore, but I have nothing but great

0:41:44.880 --> 0:41:46.640
<v Speaker 1>things to say about them, and like what they had.

0:41:46.719 --> 0:41:49.799
<v Speaker 1>They were really good with compulsion um and just being

0:41:49.840 --> 0:41:52.120
<v Speaker 1>happy for each other getting something else, like your partner

0:41:52.200 --> 0:41:54.640
<v Speaker 1>can't give you everything, and they always are going to

0:41:54.719 --> 0:41:57.440
<v Speaker 1>get it from their friendships or whatever or whatever. But

0:41:57.480 --> 0:42:00.520
<v Speaker 1>we were getting it in this dating way, and I

0:42:00.520 --> 0:42:02.640
<v Speaker 1>saw them even come into a new stage of their

0:42:02.640 --> 0:42:04.920
<v Speaker 1>relationship together. There were things that she've been trying to

0:42:04.920 --> 0:42:07.520
<v Speaker 1>explain to him for years that when I explained and

0:42:07.560 --> 0:42:10.200
<v Speaker 1>hearing a new voice in a different perspective, that he

0:42:10.360 --> 0:42:12.600
<v Speaker 1>was like, I gotta level up on it. You're right,

0:42:12.719 --> 0:42:16.880
<v Speaker 1>Like you know what I mean, Like it's the thing everything.

0:42:16.880 --> 0:42:20.560
<v Speaker 1>Don't always ask compatibly. I need more compatibility, Like I

0:42:20.680 --> 0:42:23.080
<v Speaker 1>like to travel and I want I want to be

0:42:23.120 --> 0:42:25.400
<v Speaker 1>able to live my life like kind of like not

0:42:25.480 --> 0:42:27.200
<v Speaker 1>mirrored with someone else's, but we have to be able

0:42:27.239 --> 0:42:29.040
<v Speaker 1>to do the same things. And would you want to

0:42:29.080 --> 0:42:31.560
<v Speaker 1>be in a throuble um like what you mean as

0:42:31.600 --> 0:42:36.759
<v Speaker 1>my only relationship? Yeah, it depends that means like I

0:42:36.760 --> 0:42:38.680
<v Speaker 1>would I would be open to that. I would be

0:42:38.680 --> 0:42:40.799
<v Speaker 1>open to it. But as a positible, I can't never

0:42:40.800 --> 0:42:42.920
<v Speaker 1>say that everything is always off the table. But it's

0:42:42.920 --> 0:42:44.560
<v Speaker 1>always about like me getting the things I need. But

0:42:44.600 --> 0:42:47.000
<v Speaker 1>I was really good there, like for a little bit,

0:42:47.200 --> 0:42:52.200
<v Speaker 1>like I was getting you know, three people. But it's

0:42:52.239 --> 0:42:55.239
<v Speaker 1>super it's super intimate, and it makes you discuss the

0:42:55.239 --> 0:42:56.640
<v Speaker 1>things that I really want to say. So like one

0:42:56.640 --> 0:42:58.759
<v Speaker 1>of my favorite things, like with the couple is like

0:42:58.880 --> 0:43:01.239
<v Speaker 1>laying back between one of their legs why the other

0:43:01.239 --> 0:43:03.880
<v Speaker 1>one is like you know, doing whatever, and me thanking

0:43:03.920 --> 0:43:06.160
<v Speaker 1>them like thank you so much for letting her me

0:43:06.239 --> 0:43:08.520
<v Speaker 1>like this, like thank you so much, and like's are

0:43:08.640 --> 0:43:11.560
<v Speaker 1>kissing me? You know what I'm saying, And like even

0:43:11.600 --> 0:43:14.799
<v Speaker 1>just asking asking him like what that pussy feel like

0:43:14.960 --> 0:43:17.160
<v Speaker 1>and like you know what I mean, and them not

0:43:17.280 --> 0:43:19.440
<v Speaker 1>having the whole back you know what I mean. It's

0:43:19.440 --> 0:43:21.680
<v Speaker 1>almost like a comfort of even masturbating in front of

0:43:21.680 --> 0:43:23.239
<v Speaker 1>your part you know how awkward that is, Like even

0:43:23.280 --> 0:43:25.640
<v Speaker 1>if you are okay with it, it's still awkward. But

0:43:25.760 --> 0:43:28.000
<v Speaker 1>doing that and having the permission of your partner to

0:43:28.160 --> 0:43:32.759
<v Speaker 1>enjoy yourself, um and requiring you to enjoy yourself, you know,

0:43:32.840 --> 0:43:35.160
<v Speaker 1>like it's a whole another level of intimacy, but it

0:43:35.239 --> 0:43:38.120
<v Speaker 1>does something for me. It's like it feels like even

0:43:38.160 --> 0:43:40.719
<v Speaker 1>the way that they coddle and not just that, but

0:43:40.800 --> 0:43:42.920
<v Speaker 1>almost all couples that I'm attracted to the way they

0:43:43.280 --> 0:43:45.920
<v Speaker 1>coddle me and help me and to grow. You know,

0:43:45.960 --> 0:43:47.600
<v Speaker 1>they're proud of me. They want to see what I'm

0:43:47.600 --> 0:43:50.120
<v Speaker 1>doing because they already got their own life, they already

0:43:50.120 --> 0:43:52.000
<v Speaker 1>love each other, they already got their own money ship

0:43:52.000 --> 0:43:54.040
<v Speaker 1>going on. So it's like we're here for you. We're

0:43:54.040 --> 0:43:55.759
<v Speaker 1>proud of you, like what you're doing by yourself. Is

0:43:55.840 --> 0:43:58.200
<v Speaker 1>there a time frame of a relationship people have been

0:43:58.239 --> 0:44:01.000
<v Speaker 1>in that you've noticed is like more stable for wanting

0:44:01.000 --> 0:44:03.719
<v Speaker 1>to join in. I've only funked with people that are

0:44:03.719 --> 0:44:10.200
<v Speaker 1>probably together, Like yeah, yeah, so that's a good time.

0:44:10.719 --> 0:44:12.720
<v Speaker 1>I know. I like people that are in love and comfortable.

0:44:12.760 --> 0:44:14.319
<v Speaker 1>There's a lot of there's a lot of couples in

0:44:14.360 --> 0:44:16.520
<v Speaker 1>the space. I know, even when we went to hedonism,

0:44:16.800 --> 0:44:19.319
<v Speaker 1>people like, yeah, we've been here seventeen times. Just like

0:44:19.840 --> 0:44:22.720
<v Speaker 1>like even even in the sex space, like the couples

0:44:22.719 --> 0:44:25.560
<v Speaker 1>are normally they've been together for a while, like it's

0:44:25.680 --> 0:44:30.759
<v Speaker 1>you could tell I'm the only new around. Um. You

0:44:30.800 --> 0:44:33.359
<v Speaker 1>know you talked about joining in on couples. You also

0:44:33.400 --> 0:44:37.280
<v Speaker 1>have an affinity for MMF threesomes, and I've part taken

0:44:37.280 --> 0:44:39.480
<v Speaker 1>in it, love it. Don't really get to do it

0:44:39.480 --> 0:44:43.160
<v Speaker 1>as much as I absolutely will run partner wasn't interested

0:44:43.160 --> 0:44:46.080
<v Speaker 1>in it. But I wanted to know in what way

0:44:46.360 --> 0:44:51.480
<v Speaker 1>does your fantasy of MMF threesomes and partaking MMF threesomes

0:44:51.640 --> 0:44:54.640
<v Speaker 1>come from trauma? So the first time that and I've

0:44:54.640 --> 0:44:57.719
<v Speaker 1>always said I've never had a male male female threesome. UM.

0:44:57.760 --> 0:44:59.960
<v Speaker 1>And I say that because if it's not consensual, then

0:45:00.000 --> 0:45:02.439
<v Speaker 1>that's not what it is. What it is is you've

0:45:02.440 --> 0:45:05.120
<v Speaker 1>been raped. Um, something happened in considerent and I'm not

0:45:05.120 --> 0:45:06.879
<v Speaker 1>going to call that sex, you know what I mean.

0:45:07.280 --> 0:45:09.839
<v Speaker 1>And so, UM, in the instance that that happened one,

0:45:09.960 --> 0:45:11.799
<v Speaker 1>you know, that was difficult because I was trying not

0:45:11.840 --> 0:45:14.920
<v Speaker 1>to blame myself, you know, one, because I had snuck

0:45:14.920 --> 0:45:17.480
<v Speaker 1>out the house to you know, in high school, snuck

0:45:17.480 --> 0:45:19.759
<v Speaker 1>out out. So it's like we're worried about I'm worried

0:45:19.760 --> 0:45:22.239
<v Speaker 1>about getting in trouble to the point that I'm not

0:45:22.719 --> 0:45:27.000
<v Speaker 1>speaking up about my safety, right um, and just being young,

0:45:27.040 --> 0:45:29.759
<v Speaker 1>no having a proper guidance, you know, Um, like what

0:45:29.800 --> 0:45:31.319
<v Speaker 1>do I do? And you just you know, you bury

0:45:31.400 --> 0:45:33.160
<v Speaker 1>this ship. You're like, well, this ain't what I wanted.

0:45:33.239 --> 0:45:35.600
<v Speaker 1>But what I did realize is that in my mind

0:45:35.600 --> 0:45:37.479
<v Speaker 1>it was like, damn if this had happened a different way,

0:45:38.080 --> 0:45:41.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm not totally against this, and that made me feel

0:45:41.840 --> 0:45:45.000
<v Speaker 1>disgusting because I was. I did not like the situation,

0:45:45.520 --> 0:45:48.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, and then hearing men always say that something

0:45:48.840 --> 0:45:52.800
<v Speaker 1>is a train, bitch my situation? What's right? You know

0:45:52.840 --> 0:45:55.160
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. So here somebody call your situation a

0:45:55.239 --> 0:45:58.439
<v Speaker 1>train when it's like I didn't even want this, like

0:45:58.640 --> 0:46:02.359
<v Speaker 1>it hurts, and so that hurt even And like I said,

0:46:02.400 --> 0:46:05.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm a hopeful romantic. I have a desire to see

0:46:05.960 --> 0:46:08.600
<v Speaker 1>more than one man care about my safety to say

0:46:08.640 --> 0:46:10.120
<v Speaker 1>that this is how you want it. Okay, we're gonna

0:46:10.120 --> 0:46:12.240
<v Speaker 1>make sure you do this safely. I just as safely.

0:46:12.239 --> 0:46:13.640
<v Speaker 1>It's like I'm about to walk into your car like

0:46:13.640 --> 0:46:16.560
<v Speaker 1>it's dark outside. I want to believe that you care

0:46:16.640 --> 0:46:18.960
<v Speaker 1>more about my consent. I want to believe that you

0:46:19.040 --> 0:46:20.880
<v Speaker 1>care enough about me that you can be gentle with

0:46:20.880 --> 0:46:23.120
<v Speaker 1>this pussy even though I want to experience it in

0:46:23.200 --> 0:46:24.680
<v Speaker 1>a different way that you will be like as long

0:46:24.760 --> 0:46:27.080
<v Speaker 1>as you're safe, like that matters more. I have to

0:46:27.120 --> 0:46:30.279
<v Speaker 1>believe that that exists, you know, so like and I

0:46:30.320 --> 0:46:35.160
<v Speaker 1>know it, and I'm I'm I'm very serious about it

0:46:35.160 --> 0:46:37.239
<v Speaker 1>having because I don't want to be triggered, right, so

0:46:37.280 --> 0:46:39.759
<v Speaker 1>it can't happen. And people like, why does it have

0:46:39.800 --> 0:46:41.879
<v Speaker 1>to be intimate? Because I've had it the other way

0:46:41.920 --> 0:46:44.759
<v Speaker 1>and that's not that that wasn't what I wanted, but

0:46:44.840 --> 0:46:48.399
<v Speaker 1>I realized, like there there is nothing different than feeling

0:46:48.440 --> 0:46:51.560
<v Speaker 1>safe around it. Man, My fantasy is always like that

0:46:51.600 --> 0:46:54.000
<v Speaker 1>I've had is always if I had a boyfriend, And

0:46:54.200 --> 0:46:56.280
<v Speaker 1>I wonder if it is because I had the same situation,

0:46:56.360 --> 0:46:59.120
<v Speaker 1>like I lost my Virginitia right, and I think that

0:46:59.560 --> 0:47:01.279
<v Speaker 1>I don't even count him as a guy. I call,

0:47:01.400 --> 0:47:03.960
<v Speaker 1>like if anyone's ever listening to the show and think

0:47:04.320 --> 0:47:06.399
<v Speaker 1>that the person I'm running into sometimes at the club

0:47:06.440 --> 0:47:08.359
<v Speaker 1>with God, No, he's the one, you know. I mean,

0:47:08.440 --> 0:47:12.839
<v Speaker 1>technically we choose, but I think about that sometimes, like

0:47:13.480 --> 0:47:16.840
<v Speaker 1>mm hmm, I wonder why I want it to be

0:47:16.880 --> 0:47:18.840
<v Speaker 1>someone I'm in love with or a husband or a boyfriend.

0:47:19.040 --> 0:47:21.640
<v Speaker 1>It must be something to do with safety, something about

0:47:21.680 --> 0:47:27.319
<v Speaker 1>like a man his masculinity being bigger than talking about me,

0:47:27.640 --> 0:47:29.600
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, which is are you safe?

0:47:29.680 --> 0:47:31.480
<v Speaker 1>Like are you good? This is the way you wanted it?

0:47:31.680 --> 0:47:33.279
<v Speaker 1>Are you sure you want it this way? Because it

0:47:33.280 --> 0:47:36.239
<v Speaker 1>should be like that in other sexual scenarios, right, um,

0:47:36.239 --> 0:47:38.879
<v Speaker 1>but also me having the boss to say, what if

0:47:38.880 --> 0:47:41.399
<v Speaker 1>this feels good outside of the situation that I had,

0:47:41.520 --> 0:47:43.600
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean, I don't want to ask

0:47:43.680 --> 0:47:45.480
<v Speaker 1>something totally out of my life because it went wrong,

0:47:45.520 --> 0:47:47.840
<v Speaker 1>Like you don't never not drive again because you've got

0:47:47.960 --> 0:47:49.360
<v Speaker 1>to crack what some people do. But you know what

0:47:49.440 --> 0:47:51.640
<v Speaker 1>I mean, Like, I don't. I don't want to live

0:47:51.640 --> 0:47:52.880
<v Speaker 1>a life like that, and I don't want to. I

0:47:52.920 --> 0:47:54.680
<v Speaker 1>don't think that it's right that I gotta cut pleasure

0:47:54.680 --> 0:47:56.319
<v Speaker 1>out of my life because you was a I mean,

0:47:56.360 --> 0:47:59.839
<v Speaker 1>I think it's definitely important to talk. Like my mm

0:47:59.880 --> 0:48:02.520
<v Speaker 1>F experience was so great that one guy made me

0:48:02.560 --> 0:48:04.719
<v Speaker 1>squirt in and I was making all these noises and

0:48:05.000 --> 0:48:08.239
<v Speaker 1>my guy was got mad at him, like is it

0:48:08.440 --> 0:48:11.120
<v Speaker 1>happing hard? What are you doing? And I don't know,

0:48:11.200 --> 0:48:15.720
<v Speaker 1>it's good, It's good he could keep doing. But we

0:48:15.719 --> 0:48:17.960
<v Speaker 1>we checked in with each other. Was also how in

0:48:18.080 --> 0:48:19.640
<v Speaker 1>edibles and had to be thrown into an ice bath.

0:48:19.680 --> 0:48:22.200
<v Speaker 1>We ain't gonna talk about that, but it was a

0:48:22.239 --> 0:48:24.120
<v Speaker 1>really good experience and we were able to talk about

0:48:24.160 --> 0:48:26.520
<v Speaker 1>it even the next day, Like we all wouldn't grab

0:48:26.560 --> 0:48:28.640
<v Speaker 1>breakfast and nothing was weird and it was just like

0:48:29.200 --> 0:48:31.200
<v Speaker 1>I got to the front seat, nigga set on the back.

0:48:31.280 --> 0:48:34.200
<v Speaker 1>That was great, but like it worked out well. And

0:48:34.239 --> 0:48:36.080
<v Speaker 1>I think that that's the thing too, to be able

0:48:36.080 --> 0:48:39.359
<v Speaker 1>to talk about it before, to consent before, to know

0:48:39.480 --> 0:48:42.080
<v Speaker 1>who you're bringing in, for the man to trust the

0:48:42.080 --> 0:48:45.399
<v Speaker 1>person they're also bringing in is very important. And then

0:48:45.480 --> 0:48:49.440
<v Speaker 1>to still check in after it's you know, during he

0:48:49.440 --> 0:48:52.040
<v Speaker 1>did check in during he threw me in the bath

0:48:52.080 --> 0:48:54.439
<v Speaker 1>after because I couldn't die because the nigga was still

0:48:54.440 --> 0:48:56.759
<v Speaker 1>playing football. He said, oh no, bitch, we're not laying

0:48:56.800 --> 0:49:00.520
<v Speaker 1>on TMZ. But I think that's very word. And before

0:49:00.520 --> 0:49:01.680
<v Speaker 1>we get out of here, there was one more. We're

0:49:01.680 --> 0:49:03.920
<v Speaker 1>not gonna get to home no this week. But you

0:49:04.000 --> 0:49:08.680
<v Speaker 1>talked about the difference between needing words of affirmation but

0:49:08.800 --> 0:49:13.760
<v Speaker 1>also degradation and humiliation, and wanted to know those needs

0:49:13.800 --> 0:49:18.399
<v Speaker 1>for those types of verbal um words. I guess, look

0:49:18.400 --> 0:49:23.200
<v Speaker 1>at me trying to think of right and what's the

0:49:23.200 --> 0:49:25.359
<v Speaker 1>difference with the two needing words of affirmation and then

0:49:25.719 --> 0:49:28.960
<v Speaker 1>the humiliation aspect um, So the words of affirmation. Um,

0:49:29.000 --> 0:49:30.640
<v Speaker 1>if I'm being honest, I feel like now that I'm

0:49:30.680 --> 0:49:35.520
<v Speaker 1>a parent, I'm very aware, that overly aware some of

0:49:35.560 --> 0:49:37.480
<v Speaker 1>the things and not some, but a lot of the

0:49:37.520 --> 0:49:40.319
<v Speaker 1>ways that things were handled, you know, specific I would

0:49:40.320 --> 0:49:42.960
<v Speaker 1>say probably specifically more like my mom. The way that

0:49:43.000 --> 0:49:46.280
<v Speaker 1>she was talking to us was absolutely out of pocket.

0:49:46.360 --> 0:49:47.759
<v Speaker 1>Like it and when you're talking about like, oh you

0:49:47.760 --> 0:49:50.360
<v Speaker 1>didn't gentle parently, we're not talking about that. We're talking

0:49:50.440 --> 0:49:52.520
<v Speaker 1>she called you a bit like everything under the sun.

0:49:53.400 --> 0:49:56.200
<v Speaker 1>And you know what's crazy, she didn't even say bitch

0:49:56.239 --> 0:49:58.720
<v Speaker 1>a lot, you know what I mean? But actually saying

0:49:58.760 --> 0:50:00.440
<v Speaker 1>things that you know how men, you gotta be that

0:50:00.480 --> 0:50:02.439
<v Speaker 1>you're saying something they don't even involve a curse word,

0:50:02.440 --> 0:50:05.000
<v Speaker 1>but you're saying something to put me down. You're making

0:50:05.040 --> 0:50:07.279
<v Speaker 1>you think less of myself when it has nothing to

0:50:07.320 --> 0:50:09.080
<v Speaker 1>do with why you're mad, you know what I mean.

0:50:09.680 --> 0:50:12.680
<v Speaker 1>And So what I've learned about trauma is that it's

0:50:12.680 --> 0:50:17.439
<v Speaker 1>not just something happening bad. It's something happening bad while

0:50:17.480 --> 0:50:19.799
<v Speaker 1>you're in a vulnerable moment, right, and then you heal

0:50:19.880 --> 0:50:22.560
<v Speaker 1>over it, so it almost scabs up. And So what

0:50:22.760 --> 0:50:25.560
<v Speaker 1>I found is that putting myself in another vulnerable moment

0:50:25.880 --> 0:50:29.120
<v Speaker 1>and then adding good things in helps almost undo and

0:50:29.239 --> 0:50:32.120
<v Speaker 1>unlock some of that trauma. So words of affirmation during sex,

0:50:32.400 --> 0:50:34.239
<v Speaker 1>telling me that I'm more than fucking good enough while

0:50:34.239 --> 0:50:36.399
<v Speaker 1>you're sucking me and stroking me and telling me how

0:50:36.440 --> 0:50:38.840
<v Speaker 1>proud you are of me and you've come so fucking

0:50:38.840 --> 0:50:40.919
<v Speaker 1>far and I just love you, and then spitting my mouth.

0:50:41.120 --> 0:50:45.759
<v Speaker 1>You know, it's just from a work perspective, but I

0:50:45.800 --> 0:50:50.680
<v Speaker 1>wanted me to be like you kill that motherfucking podcast,

0:50:52.040 --> 0:50:53.839
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm so fucking proud of you, Like I knew

0:50:53.880 --> 0:50:55.879
<v Speaker 1>you was gonna do that ship, Like I see you.

0:50:55.880 --> 0:50:58.360
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying, Like one's making me not shrink,

0:50:58.400 --> 0:51:01.120
<v Speaker 1>You're making me acknowledge in the most vulnerable moment, my

0:51:01.120 --> 0:51:11.680
<v Speaker 1>my my legs is sucking open, pussiest popping bring it back.

0:51:11.719 --> 0:51:13.919
<v Speaker 1>So that that was that was good, That that was good.

0:51:16.560 --> 0:51:20.480
<v Speaker 1>And and in those moments pouring something in. And so

0:51:20.719 --> 0:51:22.560
<v Speaker 1>I even had to start doing it with myself, because

0:51:22.560 --> 0:51:24.560
<v Speaker 1>you don't want to get attached with somebody too much

0:51:24.640 --> 0:51:27.319
<v Speaker 1>so even while I masturbate, I've recorded things. I have

0:51:27.480 --> 0:51:32.719
<v Speaker 1>this um this masturbation like playlist or whatever we're playlist, Yes,

0:51:32.880 --> 0:51:34.480
<v Speaker 1>so like it's a whole track list like on my

0:51:34.480 --> 0:51:36.280
<v Speaker 1>Patreon you could listen to it. When I was losing weight,

0:51:36.320 --> 0:51:38.680
<v Speaker 1>like what I was telling myself and I was talking

0:51:38.719 --> 0:51:41.200
<v Speaker 1>to myself. And so more than anything, I masturbate to

0:51:41.320 --> 0:51:43.880
<v Speaker 1>my go like everything that's bumped that makes me like

0:51:44.200 --> 0:51:48.160
<v Speaker 1>that was making me insecure, you know, um, and I

0:51:48.200 --> 0:51:50.960
<v Speaker 1>found that it was making me stronger. Right, So there's

0:51:51.000 --> 0:51:54.520
<v Speaker 1>just doing the opposite right intentionally. Um. And then and

0:51:54.600 --> 0:51:57.040
<v Speaker 1>like during sex magic because like what it did, like

0:51:57.640 --> 0:52:05.399
<v Speaker 1>you know, good Tinkerville. Uh, So there's that. And then

0:52:05.480 --> 0:52:09.239
<v Speaker 1>also me being comfortable with people not liking me and

0:52:09.320 --> 0:52:12.839
<v Speaker 1>sometimes somebody thinking on me if I'm asking for what

0:52:12.880 --> 0:52:14.640
<v Speaker 1>I want, Like sometimes I feel like I care so

0:52:14.760 --> 0:52:16.160
<v Speaker 1>much that it's like, bitch, what do you want? What

0:52:16.239 --> 0:52:18.440
<v Speaker 1>do you like? I'm trying not to be rude to

0:52:18.520 --> 0:52:20.319
<v Speaker 1>the point that it's like, come on, girl, like what's up?

0:52:20.560 --> 0:52:22.279
<v Speaker 1>I want to get you what you need? Like and

0:52:22.360 --> 0:52:24.680
<v Speaker 1>just me believing like I'm supposed to be here and

0:52:25.160 --> 0:52:27.000
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, not feeling uncomfortable. I don't

0:52:27.040 --> 0:52:29.320
<v Speaker 1>feel uncomfortable anymore because I know that what I'm asking

0:52:29.320 --> 0:52:31.520
<v Speaker 1>for I'm not asking for anything unreasonable, whether it's in

0:52:31.560 --> 0:52:35.040
<v Speaker 1>the work setting, relationship setting, or anything else. But when

0:52:35.080 --> 0:52:37.640
<v Speaker 1>you feel like you're not worthy, you know what I'm saying,

0:52:37.640 --> 0:52:39.799
<v Speaker 1>you're not comfortable with asking for things. So I feel

0:52:39.840 --> 0:52:41.400
<v Speaker 1>like I just had to be better at practicing, so

0:52:41.480 --> 0:52:44.920
<v Speaker 1>like hiring a submissive to like I said, clean my

0:52:44.960 --> 0:52:47.560
<v Speaker 1>house and things like that, like I'm not talking to nice.

0:52:47.640 --> 0:52:49.719
<v Speaker 1>And I also realized, yes, sometimes I have an urge

0:52:49.719 --> 0:52:52.080
<v Speaker 1>to not be nice as fun and that's okay, you

0:52:52.120 --> 0:52:53.840
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. It's a time place for everything.

0:52:53.840 --> 0:52:57.240
<v Speaker 1>But that fear of like beings route like my mouth,

0:52:57.840 --> 0:53:01.040
<v Speaker 1>it's hurt people, you know what I'm saying, and I

0:53:01.040 --> 0:53:03.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't ever want to make nobody feel like I

0:53:03.239 --> 0:53:06.240
<v Speaker 1>have felt, especially acting out of trauma. But I also

0:53:06.280 --> 0:53:08.400
<v Speaker 1>realized some of the things that I desire finding a

0:53:08.440 --> 0:53:11.200
<v Speaker 1>proper place to do them. So like, for example, if

0:53:11.239 --> 0:53:14.360
<v Speaker 1>you bossy, go manage some ship, right, if you organize,

0:53:14.360 --> 0:53:15.799
<v Speaker 1>like you know what I'm saying, use the thing that

0:53:15.840 --> 0:53:17.960
<v Speaker 1>either gets out of hand or is annoying to you

0:53:18.040 --> 0:53:19.799
<v Speaker 1>or whatever. And find a place to put it. And

0:53:19.840 --> 0:53:22.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna always work through my issues through sex. It's

0:53:22.080 --> 0:53:25.440
<v Speaker 1>a but most of my issues started with sex, and

0:53:25.480 --> 0:53:28.160
<v Speaker 1>so I use it as an avenue to correct things.

0:53:28.480 --> 0:53:30.279
<v Speaker 1>But would your tip bey to to get us out

0:53:30.280 --> 0:53:33.320
<v Speaker 1>of your What would your tip be to somebody who

0:53:33.440 --> 0:53:38.480
<v Speaker 1>acknowledges that their kinks or fetishes are sent from trauma? Um?

0:53:38.520 --> 0:53:40.200
<v Speaker 1>What tip would you give to make sure that those

0:53:40.239 --> 0:53:45.280
<v Speaker 1>aren't triggered? Well, one, I'm proud of you. I'm proud

0:53:45.280 --> 0:53:49.080
<v Speaker 1>of you for acknowledging that something that someone did to

0:53:49.160 --> 0:53:52.239
<v Speaker 1>hurt you does bring you some sort of pleasure. It

0:53:52.400 --> 0:53:54.720
<v Speaker 1>it does something for you, and you're decide you're deciding

0:53:54.760 --> 0:53:57.239
<v Speaker 1>to not give up, but go look at it again

0:53:57.360 --> 0:53:59.440
<v Speaker 1>and fix their fucking mess something that they did to you.

0:53:59.480 --> 0:54:01.359
<v Speaker 1>So I'm pud out of you for that, for acknowledging

0:54:01.680 --> 0:54:03.919
<v Speaker 1>and not trying to bury that ship because it comes

0:54:03.920 --> 0:54:07.920
<v Speaker 1>back up and that's trickering. Um. If you're looking for control,

0:54:07.960 --> 0:54:10.440
<v Speaker 1>there is none. The best control you have is just

0:54:11.000 --> 0:54:13.759
<v Speaker 1>accepting yourself. Whatever has happened in the past, it's not

0:54:13.880 --> 0:54:17.560
<v Speaker 1>because of you. It's not your fault, and I'm proud

0:54:17.600 --> 0:54:20.440
<v Speaker 1>of you for fucking speaking up. And it's gonna be

0:54:20.480 --> 0:54:23.440
<v Speaker 1>so much power that comes from that ship, so follow it.

0:54:23.440 --> 0:54:26.240
<v Speaker 1>Like you're looking at me like this is me speaking

0:54:26.280 --> 0:54:28.439
<v Speaker 1>of being honest, Like I'm on this podcast talking about

0:54:28.440 --> 0:54:31.600
<v Speaker 1>stuff that I've never had to say allowed before. Man,

0:54:32.080 --> 0:54:35.040
<v Speaker 1>Oh bitch, you ain't even crying. That's no maker. So

0:54:36.920 --> 0:54:39.920
<v Speaker 1>do the fucking work and show up for yourself for

0:54:39.960 --> 0:54:43.719
<v Speaker 1>nobody else, but simply because imagine what could happen if

0:54:43.760 --> 0:54:45.920
<v Speaker 1>you tell your story, you do all the things that

0:54:45.960 --> 0:54:48.360
<v Speaker 1>somebody's trying to take from you, you know, just imagine

0:54:48.400 --> 0:54:51.960
<v Speaker 1>what happens. Like now real quick. I know y'all all

0:54:52.120 --> 0:54:55.400
<v Speaker 1>love somebody now, so sad, please tell them what they

0:54:55.520 --> 0:54:57.640
<v Speaker 1>spend their coins with you where they can listen to

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<v Speaker 1>your podcasts where they probably don't pay. Godamn, you're about

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<v Speaker 1>to take care of it for me because you did

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<v Speaker 1>that talk, your ship talk since oh my goodness to

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<v Speaker 1>let him know. Look here, y'all can find me um

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<v Speaker 1>on Instagram at goodness sexual Dota centials. They didn't delete

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<v Speaker 1>it me before, but sexual Dota centials pages right, Um

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<v Speaker 1>not um not just another sex pod on Instagram maya

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<v Speaker 1>bugsy m I A B g g Z y Um.

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<v Speaker 1>You can click any of those links in my bio

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<v Speaker 1>and the Sexual Essentials dot com is my website. Sign

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<v Speaker 1>hands on demonstrations, documented interviews, a whole bunch of puss

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<v Speaker 1>magic on here. Thank you for being vulnerable with us.

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<v Speaker 1>By the way, I know it's not easy to like

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<v Speaker 1>tell stories, and then it's just like sometimes we can

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<v Speaker 1>tell it in the moment, and then the date comes out,

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<v Speaker 1>You're like, oh my god, what are people gonna say?

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<v Speaker 1>It's just like a lot and then you almost got

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<v Speaker 1>to relive it again. So I appreciate it absolutely. I

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate you all. Hell I reached out with years ago

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<v Speaker 1>like we should do, and then of course it made

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<v Speaker 1>sense we were able to record on periods because it

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<v Speaker 1>was virtual. It was virtual. But I'm just glad that

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<v Speaker 1>you made your way up here and finally got to

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<v Speaker 1>come on too. Horribles sucking and what a time like

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<v Speaker 1>It's just if you ignore what has happened to you,

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<v Speaker 1>if you ignore what you really want to talk about,

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<v Speaker 1>You're gonna push stuff that you really want away from you.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been trying to get on the show for helens

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<v Speaker 1>like these thous we booked him motherucking busy, Like you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, You want to be booked on

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<v Speaker 1>your podcast. Things could be true, but what the rewards,

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<v Speaker 1>The rewards that come from doing what you should have

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<v Speaker 1>been doing. This is where space was made for me

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<v Speaker 1>and I was available to sit in it. So it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I really hope that y'all just do the work. Um

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<v Speaker 1>talk to somebody, um getting some other therapy because therapy.

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<v Speaker 1>By the way, guys, we are also on Patreon, so

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<v Speaker 1>if you have not yet, please go over to our

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<v Speaker 1>our most up to date episodes on Patreon. A lot

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<v Speaker 1>of the times we're in studio, we want to have

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<v Speaker 1>guests and we want to have it on great video,

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<v Speaker 1>backslash Horrible Decisions, y'all. Until next time. This has been

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<v Speaker 1>yet another episode of Horrid Blair. This is y'all. Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you