1 00:00:00,360 --> 00:00:02,640 Speaker 1: Hey guys, it's your girl, Mandy Bee from Horrible Decisions. 2 00:00:02,680 --> 00:00:05,280 Speaker 1: And before we start this week's episode, I did want 3 00:00:05,320 --> 00:00:07,920 Speaker 1: to give a trigger warning as you may come across 4 00:00:08,320 --> 00:00:12,320 Speaker 1: content during this episode that you may disagree with, or 5 00:00:12,360 --> 00:00:14,960 Speaker 1: an idea that makes you uncomfortable, or a statement that 6 00:00:15,000 --> 00:00:18,279 Speaker 1: causes offense. Um, we do not mean to offend anyone 7 00:00:18,440 --> 00:00:21,640 Speaker 1: in this week's episode. Now let's get on with the shot. 8 00:00:23,440 --> 00:00:30,960 Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make? Horrible Decisions. Hey, guys, 9 00:00:31,320 --> 00:00:35,879 Speaker 1: welcome to another episode of V just as yawns. It's 10 00:00:35,920 --> 00:00:40,360 Speaker 1: your girl, Oral be not mandybeeble oralba. Check the teeth, baby, Yes, 11 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:45,120 Speaker 1: that's right, it's Queen Latipa in the motherfucking building. Hi, y'all, 12 00:00:45,159 --> 00:00:48,000 Speaker 1: I'm wheezy, welcome back for another episode. It's a new year, 13 00:00:48,120 --> 00:00:52,080 Speaker 1: new teeth. I don't really go all of it. A 14 00:00:52,080 --> 00:00:54,600 Speaker 1: lot of people haven't recognized the new with my real 15 00:00:54,680 --> 00:00:57,000 Speaker 1: hair out, which is crazy. I walked right into my 16 00:00:57,000 --> 00:00:59,120 Speaker 1: studio and they were like hello, I was like maybe 17 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:02,520 Speaker 1: so yeah, me without braids, I don't know. We know 18 00:01:02,560 --> 00:01:04,880 Speaker 1: it gives Puerto Rican wait this year for going to 19 00:01:04,959 --> 00:01:07,000 Speaker 1: be the year of the late weeks for me, y'all 20 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:11,520 Speaker 1: about to see me with all the different styles, textures, colors. 21 00:01:12,200 --> 00:01:14,720 Speaker 1: I ain't got it right now, but they're coming, They're coming. 22 00:01:14,760 --> 00:01:17,679 Speaker 1: I'm ordering them right now. I'm like yeah, I'm like, warmer, 23 00:01:18,360 --> 00:01:20,039 Speaker 1: let me do one from Ali Baba. Then let me 24 00:01:20,040 --> 00:01:22,320 Speaker 1: get the expensive one. I'm gonna mix the high and lows. 25 00:01:22,600 --> 00:01:24,760 Speaker 1: You know what I mean. Y'all. We are joined today 26 00:01:24,760 --> 00:01:26,880 Speaker 1: by a very special guest. I'm really excited because we're 27 00:01:26,880 --> 00:01:30,440 Speaker 1: gonna get into some ships. We have some maya of 28 00:01:30,520 --> 00:01:34,560 Speaker 1: Sexual Essential. Sorry, look the new teeth bitch I said 29 00:01:34,600 --> 00:01:42,000 Speaker 1: too much Sexual Essentials and also the host of Not 30 00:01:42,120 --> 00:01:47,080 Speaker 1: Just Another Sex podcast. Hello, baby, you should have been 31 00:01:47,080 --> 00:01:51,640 Speaker 1: had a goddamn podcast. Now. I know that you've wanted 32 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:53,080 Speaker 1: to come on Horrible for a minute. And what I 33 00:01:53,160 --> 00:01:56,160 Speaker 1: knew about your brand was like you were teaching people 34 00:01:56,160 --> 00:02:01,360 Speaker 1: how to give yeah yeah, and then I remember you 35 00:02:01,400 --> 00:02:04,440 Speaker 1: made a product. And that's what I know about Sexual Essentials. 36 00:02:04,440 --> 00:02:07,640 Speaker 1: But what is Sexual Essentials so sexual? Well, first of all, 37 00:02:07,640 --> 00:02:13,880 Speaker 1: hey y'all, hey, queen looks for Puerto Rican high until 38 00:02:13,919 --> 00:02:16,120 Speaker 1: it goes with look at Thank you so much for 39 00:02:16,160 --> 00:02:20,040 Speaker 1: having me. Um. Sexual Centials is a company that I 40 00:02:20,280 --> 00:02:23,440 Speaker 1: designed to help people create the sex life that they want, 41 00:02:23,560 --> 00:02:26,200 Speaker 1: whatever that looked like. But what I realized was that 42 00:02:26,280 --> 00:02:28,680 Speaker 1: a lot of people didn't have any of the tools. 43 00:02:28,800 --> 00:02:31,639 Speaker 1: Like everybody was kind of like talking or you could 44 00:02:31,680 --> 00:02:33,640 Speaker 1: go hear someone talk about something, but people needed to 45 00:02:33,639 --> 00:02:37,120 Speaker 1: practice sucking, dick riding and everything else. Um yeah, because 46 00:02:37,120 --> 00:02:40,639 Speaker 1: we just talk over here, we talk over Yeah, we'll 47 00:02:40,680 --> 00:02:42,520 Speaker 1: be using them. We'll be using them, good knees. What 48 00:02:42,560 --> 00:02:45,000 Speaker 1: did you do before you made that company? Real estate? 49 00:02:45,919 --> 00:02:52,080 Speaker 1: Real estate? I do both now, So I still still no, no, no, 50 00:02:52,120 --> 00:02:54,200 Speaker 1: I just I did my own Um, I got into 51 00:02:54,200 --> 00:02:56,320 Speaker 1: real estate, like bought my own property and stuff like that. 52 00:02:57,320 --> 00:03:01,320 Speaker 1: Thank you, And so yeah, I'm excited. I'm excited. The 53 00:03:01,840 --> 00:03:04,960 Speaker 1: classes were always the thing that got me out there 54 00:03:04,960 --> 00:03:07,120 Speaker 1: because I was like, right, we're really sucondicting this class. 55 00:03:07,160 --> 00:03:11,799 Speaker 1: What did they practice on? What did they suckt? Why 56 00:03:11,800 --> 00:03:15,120 Speaker 1: not a vegetable? Well, I don't know all the details 57 00:03:15,160 --> 00:03:16,919 Speaker 1: about putting stuff in your COUCHI that ain't supposed to 58 00:03:16,960 --> 00:03:20,000 Speaker 1: be there, right, So there's one. And then also like 59 00:03:20,040 --> 00:03:22,600 Speaker 1: your deal though, the ones especially that click on the wall. 60 00:03:22,720 --> 00:03:24,880 Speaker 1: I like saving money and like stuff to be universe, 61 00:03:24,880 --> 00:03:26,120 Speaker 1: like you could use it for more than one thing. 62 00:03:26,440 --> 00:03:28,040 Speaker 1: They could stick that ship on the wall and your 63 00:03:28,040 --> 00:03:29,960 Speaker 1: shower and throw it back and practice doing it by 64 00:03:30,160 --> 00:03:31,919 Speaker 1: make them boy build though first, No, I bring it 65 00:03:32,120 --> 00:03:34,000 Speaker 1: us to the class. I don't like so like y'all 66 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:36,600 Speaker 1: can have like a girl's now, ma'am. I want to 67 00:03:36,640 --> 00:03:40,320 Speaker 1: safety wait, safety first, y'all. I don't know if you 68 00:03:40,400 --> 00:03:43,720 Speaker 1: saw it. It went viral, but I also followed all 69 00:03:43,720 --> 00:03:46,400 Speaker 1: the games and all the only fans people on TikTok 70 00:03:46,600 --> 00:03:52,080 Speaker 1: and well on Twitter, but someone literally posted shattered glass, 71 00:03:53,000 --> 00:03:58,839 Speaker 1: bloody feet, um, everything falling into their tubes. They were 72 00:03:59,480 --> 00:04:03,000 Speaker 1: they were looking a suction cup in their shower and 73 00:04:03,080 --> 00:04:06,480 Speaker 1: I guess it fell. They fell, They busted the whole 74 00:04:06,560 --> 00:04:09,920 Speaker 1: goddamn shower. You know where it's so SA sat first, 75 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:12,320 Speaker 1: but they don't. That's a lot of people should know 76 00:04:12,320 --> 00:04:14,120 Speaker 1: where there. Yeah, you know, damn well, if you ain't 77 00:04:14,120 --> 00:04:16,960 Speaker 1: got no stable as shower, my shower caddy falls down. 78 00:04:17,000 --> 00:04:20,880 Speaker 1: And even I trust, but you know that you know that. 79 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:22,680 Speaker 1: But I'll saw even your wall like I like the 80 00:04:22,720 --> 00:04:25,119 Speaker 1: suction cup ones. And then like even if you're sending 81 00:04:25,200 --> 00:04:26,880 Speaker 1: like news to switch it up, you can use your 82 00:04:26,880 --> 00:04:28,760 Speaker 1: deal though, to be like you know, deep throwing with 83 00:04:28,920 --> 00:04:30,960 Speaker 1: it or even just playing with yourself, like you use 84 00:04:31,000 --> 00:04:33,600 Speaker 1: that from multiple things. So I like the deal though, 85 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:35,920 Speaker 1: the riding class and them things be giving them three 86 00:04:36,040 --> 00:04:38,760 Speaker 1: type of suction. So I hope you'll have the color 87 00:04:38,800 --> 00:04:41,080 Speaker 1: of your wall the paint in a in a closet 88 00:04:41,120 --> 00:04:43,920 Speaker 1: somewhere because it's given that deal though, about to grab 89 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:46,400 Speaker 1: the paint off my suction cup build though, looks like 90 00:04:46,480 --> 00:04:48,160 Speaker 1: right now it's in my guest room, which is that 91 00:04:48,680 --> 00:04:51,360 Speaker 1: my closet and it's stuck on the wall with necklaces 92 00:04:51,400 --> 00:04:54,600 Speaker 1: hanging from it. Well, you said duel you could use 93 00:04:54,640 --> 00:04:59,839 Speaker 1: if you can, and you know, that's when I learned 94 00:04:59,839 --> 00:05:01,280 Speaker 1: that people really did not know what the funk they 95 00:05:01,360 --> 00:05:03,400 Speaker 1: was doing, and so like even when like it was 96 00:05:03,440 --> 00:05:05,920 Speaker 1: really bad, and I was like, Okay, maybe the men 97 00:05:06,160 --> 00:05:08,800 Speaker 1: ain't tripping when they're saying like the women are lazy. 98 00:05:08,880 --> 00:05:10,359 Speaker 1: But I think also some of the reasons they were 99 00:05:10,400 --> 00:05:11,840 Speaker 1: lazy because they really didn't know how to do it, 100 00:05:11,920 --> 00:05:15,520 Speaker 1: and like embarrassment and things like just don't want to 101 00:05:15,560 --> 00:05:18,160 Speaker 1: do it. Yeah, but I also really didn't know. Like 102 00:05:18,400 --> 00:05:20,440 Speaker 1: I would always watch in the class you gotta suck 103 00:05:20,520 --> 00:05:22,039 Speaker 1: dy before I teach you anything, because I need to 104 00:05:22,080 --> 00:05:25,679 Speaker 1: know what you're doing. I actually have a double advocate 105 00:05:25,680 --> 00:05:27,640 Speaker 1: point of view on this. Hit me with you, So 106 00:05:28,480 --> 00:05:32,160 Speaker 1: I do think you can teach someone how to suck dick. However, 107 00:05:32,600 --> 00:05:35,039 Speaker 1: I don't think it'll be as good unless you actually 108 00:05:35,080 --> 00:05:37,240 Speaker 1: like doing it. The one thing I think you can 109 00:05:37,279 --> 00:05:40,520 Speaker 1: benefit from from a class is most people probably don't 110 00:05:40,520 --> 00:05:41,960 Speaker 1: like it because they're not good at it, you know 111 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:43,919 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Like there's a reason we all probably 112 00:05:43,920 --> 00:05:46,080 Speaker 1: don't like to run because maybe we aren't running, you 113 00:05:46,120 --> 00:05:47,760 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But if you start working at 114 00:05:47,760 --> 00:05:49,120 Speaker 1: the ship, then you're like, oh, now I need to 115 00:05:49,120 --> 00:05:52,400 Speaker 1: go to the gym with dick sucking on. That's it. 116 00:05:52,520 --> 00:05:55,240 Speaker 1: Because I've recently been talking to friends about like about 117 00:05:55,279 --> 00:05:57,240 Speaker 1: it and been shocked that they don't like sucking dick. 118 00:05:57,839 --> 00:06:01,039 Speaker 1: I'm like, bro, what I have a home girl who's 119 00:06:01,040 --> 00:06:04,760 Speaker 1: fine and ship huge TVs. Badass, And she said, I'm 120 00:06:04,800 --> 00:06:06,400 Speaker 1: gonna tell you so I'm embarrassing. I said, tell me 121 00:06:06,440 --> 00:06:08,440 Speaker 1: and she was like, I'll be laying there, bro, oh 122 00:06:08,480 --> 00:06:10,840 Speaker 1: pillar princess. Ye. She was like, there's even an art 123 00:06:10,920 --> 00:06:13,039 Speaker 1: to that, Like there's even an art, there's all art 124 00:06:13,120 --> 00:06:16,760 Speaker 1: to just laying there to pill Princess part, it's the desire. 125 00:06:17,200 --> 00:06:19,240 Speaker 1: It's just like with sucking dick, it's the desire. If 126 00:06:19,279 --> 00:06:21,520 Speaker 1: you there is nothing sexier than when you're doing something 127 00:06:21,560 --> 00:06:23,400 Speaker 1: to somebody and you could tell they really want it 128 00:06:23,440 --> 00:06:25,960 Speaker 1: from like they need that ship, like they're not keeping 129 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:29,280 Speaker 1: no cool about it. They really want it. So and 130 00:06:29,320 --> 00:06:31,560 Speaker 1: even the desire of being able to lay there and 131 00:06:31,600 --> 00:06:33,560 Speaker 1: just let a man do something to you, I feel 132 00:06:33,640 --> 00:06:36,320 Speaker 1: like that's sexiest. And I don't think a lot of 133 00:06:36,320 --> 00:06:38,640 Speaker 1: people are even interactive when they're on the bottom. But 134 00:06:39,240 --> 00:06:41,880 Speaker 1: I've even had to practice my pillow Princess. No, no, 135 00:06:42,360 --> 00:06:46,599 Speaker 1: you're talking about two different things, I thinks. But she 136 00:06:48,839 --> 00:06:50,440 Speaker 1: asked a man what they liked the most about sex. 137 00:06:50,640 --> 00:06:57,279 Speaker 1: It's your response and allow. It's not about like when 138 00:06:57,320 --> 00:06:59,560 Speaker 1: I'm in my pillow, Princess, mo, that means that I'm 139 00:06:59,600 --> 00:07:02,760 Speaker 1: not picture you. I'm you're there to please me. They'd 140 00:07:02,760 --> 00:07:04,680 Speaker 1: be surprised how well they take direction, like if you 141 00:07:04,680 --> 00:07:07,120 Speaker 1: tell them go faster, like they like direction. They like 142 00:07:07,279 --> 00:07:10,840 Speaker 1: being good at ship. So you're laying there and not 143 00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:13,200 Speaker 1: saying fuck them, but basically funck them, like right now, 144 00:07:13,280 --> 00:07:15,840 Speaker 1: you are my toy, you know what. I'm also ladies 145 00:07:15,880 --> 00:07:17,720 Speaker 1: be careful with the word deeper because that nigga might 146 00:07:17,720 --> 00:07:19,920 Speaker 1: not have more to give you. He might not have 147 00:07:19,960 --> 00:07:22,480 Speaker 1: no more to give you. All right, well we're gonna 148 00:07:22,480 --> 00:07:24,720 Speaker 1: get into our ice. It just means hit the pelvic 149 00:07:24,760 --> 00:07:26,600 Speaker 1: bone if you really ain't got no, no, no, don't 150 00:07:26,640 --> 00:07:28,200 Speaker 1: hurt me now. I don't want to know what I'm saying, 151 00:07:28,240 --> 00:07:29,880 Speaker 1: like if they got a short with me. When I 152 00:07:29,880 --> 00:07:38,520 Speaker 1: say that you want ya, I'm trying to look like, right, 153 00:07:38,520 --> 00:07:40,080 Speaker 1: I'm trying to figure out why why do I be 154 00:07:40,160 --> 00:07:42,120 Speaker 1: saying it. I'm like, when I say it in that moment, 155 00:07:42,600 --> 00:07:44,160 Speaker 1: I feel like it's because you're almost about to hit 156 00:07:44,200 --> 00:07:46,600 Speaker 1: a spot. I want to tell her. I was about 157 00:07:46,600 --> 00:07:48,800 Speaker 1: to say, if I say deeper, it's because at this 158 00:07:48,800 --> 00:07:51,800 Speaker 1: point I want pain, because it's not it's not really 159 00:07:51,840 --> 00:07:53,600 Speaker 1: enjoyable now if the nigga's dick is little and it's 160 00:07:53,640 --> 00:07:56,520 Speaker 1: just not even in there. But normally when I stay 161 00:07:56,600 --> 00:07:59,400 Speaker 1: deeper or harder, it's because, okay, I want to hurt now, 162 00:07:59,400 --> 00:08:02,560 Speaker 1: I want something. Yeah, it's never really about the enjoyment. 163 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:07,320 Speaker 1: I like the slow rolling sex, like just a good 164 00:08:07,400 --> 00:08:09,840 Speaker 1: dick will get the job done. But when I say 165 00:08:09,880 --> 00:08:12,160 Speaker 1: like deeper and harder, it is definitely some good medium 166 00:08:12,200 --> 00:08:14,560 Speaker 1: dick recently and he hit the spot. Let's do for you? 167 00:08:17,440 --> 00:08:20,680 Speaker 1: Is this? The medium medium dick is very versatile. It 168 00:08:20,800 --> 00:08:24,600 Speaker 1: is out of it though, and that part was kind 169 00:08:24,600 --> 00:08:27,360 Speaker 1: of fun. I really like ring, I like writing two. 170 00:08:27,400 --> 00:08:30,240 Speaker 1: It's but like I realized, a medium dick, I feel 171 00:08:30,240 --> 00:08:31,880 Speaker 1: like that's your part where you really get to time. 172 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:34,199 Speaker 1: Let's just standing on the couch and writing ship and 173 00:08:34,240 --> 00:08:40,040 Speaker 1: really I'm just it ain't even really right. I'm just 174 00:08:40,120 --> 00:08:42,400 Speaker 1: sitting there, that's all I'm doing. Well, let's get into 175 00:08:42,440 --> 00:08:45,400 Speaker 1: our icebreakers this or that. We're gonna run down this 176 00:08:45,440 --> 00:08:48,240 Speaker 1: quickly because clearly you don't came in with all the sauce. 177 00:08:48,760 --> 00:08:56,400 Speaker 1: So broke big dick or rich little dick. I don't 178 00:08:56,440 --> 00:08:59,320 Speaker 1: even have the same sex. We we already froke just 179 00:08:59,400 --> 00:09:04,960 Speaker 1: sex something broke big bron for anybody's gonna say that 180 00:09:05,040 --> 00:09:09,480 Speaker 1: for just saying, okay, so relationship. I'm gonna go with 181 00:09:09,559 --> 00:09:15,240 Speaker 1: the rich little bit. Will term with a rich little 182 00:09:15,280 --> 00:09:17,800 Speaker 1: dick over a broke big dick, Yes, because I mean, 183 00:09:17,880 --> 00:09:19,880 Speaker 1: if you know what you're doing sexually, it really doesn't 184 00:09:19,920 --> 00:09:22,040 Speaker 1: matter the size. I've had some of the best orgasms 185 00:09:22,040 --> 00:09:25,960 Speaker 1: in my life. From a small dick nigger, they do 186 00:09:26,000 --> 00:09:28,840 Speaker 1: a lot, a lot they know they got to do more. 187 00:09:28,880 --> 00:09:30,840 Speaker 1: But also like when you're fully around or you've been 188 00:09:30,840 --> 00:09:38,240 Speaker 1: getting fingered in when you when you do um, when 189 00:09:38,240 --> 00:09:40,959 Speaker 1: the pussy is like fully aroused, it swells up so much. 190 00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:42,400 Speaker 1: So you know how like when you've been real horning 191 00:09:42,400 --> 00:09:43,959 Speaker 1: and somebody put their fingers in you and that ship 192 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:46,560 Speaker 1: feels good. Think about it. Look how small yo love 193 00:09:46,600 --> 00:09:49,679 Speaker 1: God damn fingers. So when you get really really aroused, 194 00:09:49,679 --> 00:09:51,600 Speaker 1: and I feel like when you with somebody as super small, 195 00:09:51,640 --> 00:09:54,080 Speaker 1: they usually know that they're small, so the four play 196 00:09:54,160 --> 00:09:56,240 Speaker 1: be a fucking one. They'd be eating pussy like crazy. 197 00:09:56,280 --> 00:09:58,560 Speaker 1: So by the time you're sticking the dick in anyway, 198 00:09:58,679 --> 00:10:01,320 Speaker 1: I pussy just hell already now quickies and ship like that. 199 00:10:01,360 --> 00:10:03,280 Speaker 1: We may not be as good with because I need 200 00:10:03,320 --> 00:10:05,880 Speaker 1: more time to get there, but I would right, I'm 201 00:10:05,880 --> 00:10:07,559 Speaker 1: gonna find a way to get everything I want. And 202 00:10:07,600 --> 00:10:11,040 Speaker 1: a small dick nigger can use toys, use everything crossed 203 00:10:11,080 --> 00:10:13,320 Speaker 1: over where I like, I hold them together and let 204 00:10:13,400 --> 00:10:15,240 Speaker 1: him get in there, and I'd be like, cris cross 205 00:10:15,240 --> 00:10:16,679 Speaker 1: your legs so I feel a little tight. I do 206 00:10:16,800 --> 00:10:19,360 Speaker 1: that too, even with big dicks. All right, you gotta 207 00:10:19,400 --> 00:10:20,960 Speaker 1: do that ship when you're throwing it back like kind 208 00:10:20,960 --> 00:10:23,319 Speaker 1: of Oh, I love it. I like to open it 209 00:10:23,400 --> 00:10:25,520 Speaker 1: up a little bit, like let's just see it. I 210 00:10:25,559 --> 00:10:27,240 Speaker 1: feel like I feel like the thighs like when you 211 00:10:27,400 --> 00:10:29,800 Speaker 1: kind of like clapping on dick and throw it back like, No, 212 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:31,680 Speaker 1: my problem with doing that with a little dick though, 213 00:10:31,760 --> 00:10:33,480 Speaker 1: the nigga don't know whether he's in my pussy or 214 00:10:33,520 --> 00:10:37,040 Speaker 1: my thighs now, So that's a real, a real problem. 215 00:10:37,160 --> 00:10:40,160 Speaker 1: That's a real problem. Now, which of the these are 216 00:10:40,200 --> 00:10:43,240 Speaker 1: too too bad awful things? But would you rather car 217 00:10:43,280 --> 00:10:46,840 Speaker 1: sex or shower sex? Car sex over shower sex? Girls 218 00:10:46,880 --> 00:10:48,559 Speaker 1: to be to be filling if I filled in the 219 00:10:48,640 --> 00:10:56,280 Speaker 1: shower enjoy, I don't enjoy water sex. Yeah, crazy, I'm okay, okay, 220 00:10:56,440 --> 00:10:58,679 Speaker 1: not mad. And the last one only cause you're a 221 00:10:58,760 --> 00:11:00,880 Speaker 1: nasty free cod. We're gonna get to it. Would you 222 00:11:01,040 --> 00:11:06,160 Speaker 1: rather golden showers or boo cocky? What's book cocky? You 223 00:11:06,320 --> 00:11:08,560 Speaker 1: talk secon don't know, bukky and authetic because you like 224 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:12,720 Speaker 1: m m F three SOMs? What so bloukcky is getting 225 00:11:12,760 --> 00:11:16,680 Speaker 1: ejaculated on by multiples? Absolutely not no, no, not a 226 00:11:16,720 --> 00:11:20,720 Speaker 1: piss on me, you have pissed, I'd rather have pissed 227 00:11:21,760 --> 00:11:24,199 Speaker 1: because even in my in my male male female threes 228 00:11:24,200 --> 00:11:26,920 Speaker 1: some fantasy, it's all like worship, so it's very much 229 00:11:26,920 --> 00:11:28,600 Speaker 1: so I'm not you. I don't even want to suck. 230 00:11:28,640 --> 00:11:32,080 Speaker 1: You don't even come. I ain't gonna say that, but 231 00:11:33,679 --> 00:11:35,440 Speaker 1: I don't want to want to be catered to. I 232 00:11:35,440 --> 00:11:37,240 Speaker 1: want to be catered to some more central And I 233 00:11:37,240 --> 00:11:40,160 Speaker 1: can't imagine multiple diacks not know me being like if 234 00:11:40,160 --> 00:11:43,560 Speaker 1: it's part of my I don't understand how piss gives 235 00:11:43,600 --> 00:11:47,120 Speaker 1: more cater than honestly, depending on who you sucking, how 236 00:11:47,200 --> 00:11:48,760 Speaker 1: nasty be you'd be like, I don't give a funk 237 00:11:48,800 --> 00:11:50,160 Speaker 1: what you do to me. So you have been paid 238 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:53,400 Speaker 1: on before, but I would I mean, I ain't guts 239 00:11:53,440 --> 00:11:55,040 Speaker 1: like in a shower right now. You haven't done anything, 240 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:57,280 Speaker 1: not in a shower. I I'm not really on bodily 241 00:11:57,320 --> 00:12:01,160 Speaker 1: fluids like that, okay, not even seeming. I mean, I'm 242 00:12:01,200 --> 00:12:02,840 Speaker 1: fine with it, but she asked between the two and 243 00:12:02,880 --> 00:12:05,640 Speaker 1: my male male female threesome is like me being like God, 244 00:12:05,679 --> 00:12:08,280 Speaker 1: it's like Aphrodite type ship, like you serving me like 245 00:12:08,360 --> 00:12:11,640 Speaker 1: y'are serving me with this? Why would you be nothing 246 00:12:10,800 --> 00:12:15,040 Speaker 1: no way, more like the grade into me thing, because 247 00:12:15,080 --> 00:12:18,120 Speaker 1: we can we can come on the regular. Well technically, 248 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:22,680 Speaker 1: if you were well, not only that, if you are 249 00:12:22,920 --> 00:12:27,400 Speaker 1: stuck in like a desert or stuck on an island somewhere, 250 00:12:27,800 --> 00:12:30,720 Speaker 1: they actually say that you can drink your own piss 251 00:12:30,920 --> 00:12:33,040 Speaker 1: and you can survive on for drinking. I don't know 252 00:12:33,080 --> 00:12:38,960 Speaker 1: where this why this was relative well, because the one 253 00:12:38,960 --> 00:12:40,920 Speaker 1: of them, no, no, no, I'm just saying it messed 254 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:43,079 Speaker 1: up my It messes up my male male female three 255 00:12:43,440 --> 00:12:47,160 Speaker 1: threesome fantasy. Fantasy is like Super Central and y'all no, no, 256 00:12:47,240 --> 00:12:50,240 Speaker 1: my face. I said, you're not drinking. You change your lifestyle. 257 00:12:50,400 --> 00:12:53,920 Speaker 1: You said I got to drink the well, no bukaki 258 00:12:54,280 --> 00:12:56,520 Speaker 1: for protein. At this point, let's yes, you gotta drink it. 259 00:12:57,000 --> 00:12:58,760 Speaker 1: You got to drink. I don't want to, so you 260 00:12:58,760 --> 00:13:02,360 Speaker 1: don't want to. I wouldn't want to drink. Speaking of 261 00:13:02,400 --> 00:13:06,440 Speaker 1: bodily fluids are na ship, this week UM is quite 262 00:13:06,440 --> 00:13:11,839 Speaker 1: crazy because of course the UM s n M d 263 00:13:12,040 --> 00:13:16,640 Speaker 1: S M Nasty Free co's have landed on TikTok. Not 264 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:18,680 Speaker 1: a surprise, but I want to share two of these 265 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:22,880 Speaker 1: trends that have actually land They have landed to TikTok 266 00:13:23,000 --> 00:13:28,160 Speaker 1: that is nuts um. This one specific TikTok er um 267 00:13:28,320 --> 00:13:34,200 Speaker 1: bakes sour dough bread using her own vaginal yeast. That 268 00:13:34,360 --> 00:13:40,120 Speaker 1: is correct, y'all um. Thanks to feminist bloggers, Zoe Savre 269 00:13:40,840 --> 00:13:45,760 Speaker 1: definitely given quite um after getting a pretty bad yeast infection, 270 00:13:46,320 --> 00:13:49,400 Speaker 1: was inspired by the idea to turn her discomfort into 271 00:13:49,440 --> 00:13:52,880 Speaker 1: delicious baked Never have I ever seen my own discharge 272 00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:58,840 Speaker 1: and thought, let me put it in a dish. Waking 273 00:13:58,920 --> 00:14:02,000 Speaker 1: up on Saturday with the familiar itchy Bernie fanny, I 274 00:14:02,040 --> 00:14:05,080 Speaker 1: giggled to myself, maybe I could make bread with that, 275 00:14:06,000 --> 00:14:09,280 Speaker 1: and that ticked into well, I've always wanted to try 276 00:14:09,720 --> 00:14:11,640 Speaker 1: making my own sour dough anyway. Now, what do you 277 00:14:11,640 --> 00:14:14,319 Speaker 1: do it for? Say? High demand? I mean, it doesn't 278 00:14:14,320 --> 00:14:17,080 Speaker 1: say she sells it. She did say, I'm just saying 279 00:14:17,120 --> 00:14:19,600 Speaker 1: got somebody wants the bread again, and you're like, well, damn, 280 00:14:19,600 --> 00:14:21,480 Speaker 1: I should kind of got better. But if you're ready 281 00:14:21,480 --> 00:14:23,840 Speaker 1: to listen, this is how she did it. She says, 282 00:14:23,880 --> 00:14:26,440 Speaker 1: she got carries and the next thing that happened was 283 00:14:26,960 --> 00:14:30,040 Speaker 1: she scraped white goop off of a dildo into a 284 00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:33,600 Speaker 1: bowl and mix it with flour and water. This is 285 00:14:33,640 --> 00:14:37,160 Speaker 1: so nasty. I think the nastiest thing we ever did 286 00:14:37,200 --> 00:14:41,160 Speaker 1: is a susy thing that pretty fucking bad. It says. 287 00:14:41,160 --> 00:14:44,120 Speaker 1: The yeast from her vagina is no less gross than 288 00:14:44,200 --> 00:14:46,840 Speaker 1: any other yeast that we used to make bread. She says, 289 00:14:47,400 --> 00:14:51,160 Speaker 1: making sour dough, starter and tail. I mean it's her 290 00:14:51,160 --> 00:14:53,440 Speaker 1: own if she's eating it and not selling it. If 291 00:14:53,440 --> 00:14:55,640 Speaker 1: it's her own, I am less judgment, but I ain't 292 00:14:55,640 --> 00:14:57,400 Speaker 1: allow to you A little bit of judgment came up there. 293 00:14:57,440 --> 00:15:00,480 Speaker 1: But I do things with my juices. We real quick too. 294 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:03,840 Speaker 1: She also like taste them. I mean yeah, I mean, 295 00:15:03,960 --> 00:15:06,280 Speaker 1: do you your juices? Do you do it with your 296 00:15:06,440 --> 00:15:10,320 Speaker 1: yeast and your bacteria? Bacteria is the problem. It's it's 297 00:15:10,360 --> 00:15:13,120 Speaker 1: like it is the good. It's not the good. This 298 00:15:13,160 --> 00:15:15,440 Speaker 1: was the whole infection I liked. I like you are 299 00:15:15,440 --> 00:15:19,520 Speaker 1: cooking with the speaking of good bacteria. The medium naked 300 00:15:19,560 --> 00:15:22,880 Speaker 1: that I sucked recently, he said something to me that 301 00:15:22,960 --> 00:15:27,320 Speaker 1: really had me concerned for women. Now, I would assume, 302 00:15:27,480 --> 00:15:29,200 Speaker 1: being that he's rich, she pokes a lot of bitches, 303 00:15:29,280 --> 00:15:33,160 Speaker 1: and he definitely does. So we get done sucking, and 304 00:15:33,200 --> 00:15:36,360 Speaker 1: he says how he couldn't believe how wet I was, 305 00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:38,360 Speaker 1: and he was like I always felt like we were 306 00:15:38,360 --> 00:15:39,800 Speaker 1: gonna have a good sex, and like I knew you 307 00:15:39,800 --> 00:15:41,480 Speaker 1: had good pussy. Was like that was like a lot, 308 00:15:41,520 --> 00:15:43,280 Speaker 1: Like I'm shocked and that's and he's like, you got 309 00:15:43,320 --> 00:15:44,640 Speaker 1: good pussy. I was like it was just good because 310 00:15:44,640 --> 00:15:46,840 Speaker 1: it was wet. I'm populating. He was like, nah, because 311 00:15:46,840 --> 00:15:50,720 Speaker 1: wet pussy ain't always good if he's saying, and I'm like, nah, 312 00:15:51,880 --> 00:15:56,120 Speaker 1: that ain't true because that bitches who said it's literally 313 00:15:56,200 --> 00:15:58,760 Speaker 1: fifty fifty for me, he said, the more juices and 314 00:15:58,960 --> 00:16:02,040 Speaker 1: like wet a girl against the more sticky like all 315 00:16:02,040 --> 00:16:06,640 Speaker 1: of that. He's like, I mean there's more sex musk 316 00:16:06,840 --> 00:16:10,800 Speaker 1: that Nigga said, thank yeah no, But you know what 317 00:16:10,960 --> 00:16:12,720 Speaker 1: Nick Cannon did said the same thing when he was 318 00:16:12,760 --> 00:16:16,120 Speaker 1: talking about eight of women. But it's like a lot 319 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:19,040 Speaker 1: of men still whatever reason. Mind you you don't have 320 00:16:19,080 --> 00:16:21,200 Speaker 1: twelve babies in like the last two years, so you 321 00:16:21,200 --> 00:16:26,200 Speaker 1: ain't having over You also are not using condoms clearly 322 00:16:26,240 --> 00:16:29,280 Speaker 1: with all these different women that you're fucking. And that's 323 00:16:29,280 --> 00:16:32,160 Speaker 1: what men don't know, y'all. Dick is the reason why 324 00:16:32,200 --> 00:16:34,560 Speaker 1: our pussies be sank. If you really want to know, 325 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:37,080 Speaker 1: if it be stink nine times out of tennis because 326 00:16:37,200 --> 00:16:39,520 Speaker 1: of the partners that we're engaging with. And I've said 327 00:16:39,520 --> 00:16:42,320 Speaker 1: it all the time. I knew my last nigga was 328 00:16:42,360 --> 00:16:44,920 Speaker 1: for me because he ain't suck up my pH I said, oh, 329 00:16:45,000 --> 00:16:47,280 Speaker 1: you would give a half and half. I eat pussy, 330 00:16:47,400 --> 00:16:51,760 Speaker 1: So I eat pussy too. A girl with the egos 331 00:16:51,800 --> 00:16:54,280 Speaker 1: in here, I don't come across that many stink cooches. 332 00:16:54,360 --> 00:16:57,080 Speaker 1: And also never eating. I feel like I've also never 333 00:16:57,120 --> 00:16:59,080 Speaker 1: eat no pussy. That was like I ain't gonna say 334 00:16:59,080 --> 00:17:00,840 Speaker 1: fresh out of the shower, but like it's been all day. 335 00:17:00,880 --> 00:17:02,880 Speaker 1: But I'm gonna say this. I think men never eat. 336 00:17:02,920 --> 00:17:05,280 Speaker 1: I think we've had that experience because men are thinking 337 00:17:05,320 --> 00:17:08,879 Speaker 1: pussy is supposed to smell different. You all day pussy, 338 00:17:08,960 --> 00:17:12,639 Speaker 1: I thought, I have a girlfriends. I've never ate ate 339 00:17:12,680 --> 00:17:14,440 Speaker 1: pussy in the strip club on the float. I talked 340 00:17:14,440 --> 00:17:17,399 Speaker 1: about this on the pot. It was outside clubbing. It 341 00:17:17,480 --> 00:17:19,320 Speaker 1: was like four o'clock in the morning. I ate my 342 00:17:19,359 --> 00:17:21,680 Speaker 1: home girl in the strip club in the private room 343 00:17:21,760 --> 00:17:23,760 Speaker 1: on the float. I've never eaten. Oh yeah, it was 344 00:17:23,800 --> 00:17:26,080 Speaker 1: all day. If you with me now, if you with me, 345 00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:29,679 Speaker 1: like if we in the house type things now, like 346 00:17:29,760 --> 00:17:32,440 Speaker 1: I didn't have back in the morning. I don't eat 347 00:17:32,480 --> 00:17:35,040 Speaker 1: after the club pussy, like you gotta shower first, Like 348 00:17:35,080 --> 00:17:38,480 Speaker 1: I wouldn't want nobody it wasn't after it was I 349 00:17:38,520 --> 00:17:40,720 Speaker 1: don't want nobody eat my pussy after I left the club. 350 00:17:40,760 --> 00:17:43,119 Speaker 1: I'm gonna be stuff conscious all like like my I 351 00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:45,160 Speaker 1: got thick ass tied. Like I'm not saying y'all don't, 352 00:17:45,160 --> 00:17:46,439 Speaker 1: but you know what I'm saying. They're doing like this, 353 00:17:46,520 --> 00:17:48,560 Speaker 1: got a little sweat, like your hands take a little 354 00:17:48,560 --> 00:17:50,720 Speaker 1: white bitch just be having wipes in their bags, giving 355 00:17:50,760 --> 00:17:55,520 Speaker 1: nigga a baby white pussy. I like your fish, but 356 00:17:55,560 --> 00:17:58,000 Speaker 1: you're giving She just said, would you give a nigga 357 00:17:58,000 --> 00:18:00,440 Speaker 1: baby white pussy? Because I'd be giving niggas baby but yeah, 358 00:18:00,880 --> 00:18:07,040 Speaker 1: so you wouldn't I eat. I know that's what's going on. 359 00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:16,399 Speaker 1: I'm like, she got put on. I mean, I get it, 360 00:18:16,440 --> 00:18:18,040 Speaker 1: but I just I don't want to be in one 361 00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:19,960 Speaker 1: of these situations where I'm like, baby, I'm like, you're 362 00:18:19,960 --> 00:18:21,600 Speaker 1: gonna have to go show like it's going to be 363 00:18:21,600 --> 00:18:24,560 Speaker 1: so accurate that it was fun. I mean, I wouldn't 364 00:18:24,560 --> 00:18:26,440 Speaker 1: stop talking to somebody. So I think it's normal, like 365 00:18:26,480 --> 00:18:28,760 Speaker 1: sometimes your pussy think like when my should expire, I'm 366 00:18:28,760 --> 00:18:31,440 Speaker 1: gonna get a shower, but when I should expire, we're 367 00:18:31,480 --> 00:18:34,240 Speaker 1: gonna pass on tonight until I figure out why it's expired. 368 00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:37,880 Speaker 1: Sometimes like during the day it expires it, but it's 369 00:18:37,920 --> 00:18:39,680 Speaker 1: just time to get in the shower, you know what 370 00:18:39,720 --> 00:18:43,119 Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like I'm talking about that. Like also a 371 00:18:43,160 --> 00:18:45,399 Speaker 1: way to keep your pussy like no lie, like just 372 00:18:45,480 --> 00:18:48,280 Speaker 1: smelling the best that you can through all day. Pussy. 373 00:18:48,680 --> 00:18:51,280 Speaker 1: You gotta really wipe when you pe do yes, and 374 00:18:51,320 --> 00:18:52,880 Speaker 1: you need to stay on that toilet for a while, 375 00:18:53,359 --> 00:18:56,600 Speaker 1: like like sometimes gave it to you and let the 376 00:18:56,920 --> 00:19:00,920 Speaker 1: ship come out because it's still being your pinny and 377 00:19:00,960 --> 00:19:02,640 Speaker 1: you know, and if you got a fat pussy too, 378 00:19:02,680 --> 00:19:04,640 Speaker 1: sometimes I had to like really like open the lips 379 00:19:04,680 --> 00:19:06,800 Speaker 1: and like take the tissue in thee because I don't 380 00:19:06,800 --> 00:19:08,600 Speaker 1: know if y'all saw the other videos that went viral, 381 00:19:08,880 --> 00:19:11,520 Speaker 1: there's niggas that believe when bitches is on a period, 382 00:19:11,600 --> 00:19:14,200 Speaker 1: they got to remove they tamp on the piss they 383 00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:17,200 Speaker 1: think it comes out of that hole. Did you'll see Yeah, 384 00:19:17,240 --> 00:19:19,360 Speaker 1: I didn't see that. It's it's nuts. These men don't 385 00:19:19,400 --> 00:19:21,960 Speaker 1: even know us, So yes, I actually used to shift 386 00:19:22,040 --> 00:19:25,280 Speaker 1: to say though like that isn't surprising. Women gotta shake 387 00:19:25,320 --> 00:19:27,240 Speaker 1: like how many shape? But women don't be knowing how 388 00:19:27,240 --> 00:19:29,239 Speaker 1: many holes they have, Like I don't think that men 389 00:19:29,359 --> 00:19:32,440 Speaker 1: thinking that it's surprising, Like I think not knowing clip 390 00:19:32,480 --> 00:19:36,320 Speaker 1: is surprising, but that you know, that's all I need 391 00:19:36,320 --> 00:19:39,040 Speaker 1: you to notice. Two wholes look turned on the lights. 392 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:40,920 Speaker 1: Like I start to have classes when I'm having sex, 393 00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:43,840 Speaker 1: Like let's talk about it. Everybody vibe ain't gonna be sexy. 394 00:19:43,880 --> 00:19:45,560 Speaker 1: It's fun like some people is kind of like we 395 00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:48,760 Speaker 1: inquisitive and ship like that. But I'm okay with the 396 00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:51,439 Speaker 1: educational fuck me session? What do you mean? We're kind 397 00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:53,439 Speaker 1: of stuff to you like to teach. Well, if I 398 00:19:53,520 --> 00:19:55,120 Speaker 1: was eating your pussy, I would be like like talking 399 00:19:55,119 --> 00:19:56,159 Speaker 1: me through it, like how do you how do you 400 00:19:56,160 --> 00:19:58,400 Speaker 1: like your pussyting? I don't just have seen through? Yeah, 401 00:19:58,480 --> 00:20:00,040 Speaker 1: like talk me through it, and like I do I 402 00:20:00,080 --> 00:20:02,680 Speaker 1: want to see my mouth like I'm not about to 403 00:20:02,720 --> 00:20:05,119 Speaker 1: do it, like as we're sitting on the edge of 404 00:20:05,119 --> 00:20:08,159 Speaker 1: the bed, no bed like no because the last song 405 00:20:08,240 --> 00:20:09,840 Speaker 1: like while we into it, like while we into it. 406 00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:12,800 Speaker 1: I like education. I'm a nerd. I like educational. It 407 00:20:12,840 --> 00:20:17,840 Speaker 1: depends some people. I feel like you don't I'm a 408 00:20:17,960 --> 00:20:19,399 Speaker 1: just moan. I'm gonna let you know you're doing a 409 00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:23,680 Speaker 1: good job. If I'm motherfucker there now, if I hold 410 00:20:23,720 --> 00:20:25,560 Speaker 1: you to stay down there, and then I do like 411 00:20:25,640 --> 00:20:27,760 Speaker 1: some wrestling move where I move my leg and I'll 412 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:31,719 Speaker 1: put it over your neck like nigga there and then 413 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:34,439 Speaker 1: I'm owned. But like I'll do them type of movements 414 00:20:34,440 --> 00:20:36,760 Speaker 1: like it's giving wrestling moves to let you know you're 415 00:20:36,800 --> 00:20:39,160 Speaker 1: doing it. You're doing it? Good job? Did you doing 416 00:20:39,160 --> 00:20:47,240 Speaker 1: a good job? Look here? I will say I have 417 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:49,480 Speaker 1: stopped talking so much about that stay right there because 418 00:20:49,520 --> 00:20:51,080 Speaker 1: somebody hit me with the stay right there and I 419 00:20:51,080 --> 00:20:56,000 Speaker 1: was like, oh my god, my nick moment. Well, I'm 420 00:20:56,040 --> 00:20:59,879 Speaker 1: sure they're not in an uncomfortable position, do I do? 421 00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:03,040 Speaker 1: Didn't want to go into that, you said that almost happened. 422 00:21:03,280 --> 00:21:07,000 Speaker 1: We have a new segment that was introduced called horror Stories, 423 00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:09,360 Speaker 1: and I would love to know if you have a 424 00:21:09,440 --> 00:21:14,680 Speaker 1: horror story, whether dating or in the bedroom, I give 425 00:21:14,720 --> 00:21:18,320 Speaker 1: it you. Guys. Ever used a glass deal though? Yeah, 426 00:21:18,440 --> 00:21:23,840 Speaker 1: I love glass double double double dildo and I have 427 00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:26,320 Speaker 1: never though put it in the freezer or changed the temperature, 428 00:21:26,359 --> 00:21:28,280 Speaker 1: but I have used and that that is I like 429 00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:31,119 Speaker 1: them they're clean. They are you always think, I know 430 00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:35,359 Speaker 1: ploores like no ploors, so um, you know, sucking black man. 431 00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:37,800 Speaker 1: Sometimes the deep don't go on your ass, um it's 432 00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:40,280 Speaker 1: just too big and okay, I love that for y'all, 433 00:21:40,320 --> 00:21:45,000 Speaker 1: but so stop for everybody. Um. So, I was, you know, 434 00:21:45,240 --> 00:21:49,440 Speaker 1: doing a um like some clips stimulation with with the 435 00:21:49,520 --> 00:21:52,760 Speaker 1: guy and we used the glass dial though, and you know, 436 00:21:53,119 --> 00:21:56,720 Speaker 1: and I'm talking about it felt amazing literally ironically and 437 00:21:57,200 --> 00:21:59,199 Speaker 1: like I'm having an orgasm, so like I'm using the 438 00:21:59,200 --> 00:22:01,639 Speaker 1: clear stimulator on my clip and then he's like sucking 439 00:22:01,680 --> 00:22:04,080 Speaker 1: my ass with the glass still though, so it feels amazing. 440 00:22:04,080 --> 00:22:07,640 Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, yeah, it feels so first of all, 441 00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:17,200 Speaker 1: and no orgasms are I've shared my experience. It's a 442 00:22:17,320 --> 00:22:20,480 Speaker 1: thing like like women didn't get there too if you 443 00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:22,920 Speaker 1: put your finger like even in my ask the way 444 00:22:22,920 --> 00:22:25,640 Speaker 1: my pussy responds, I ain't never seen no ship like that. 445 00:22:25,720 --> 00:22:30,280 Speaker 1: Like anyways, yeah, again ironically, and so then I start 446 00:22:30,359 --> 00:22:36,960 Speaker 1: smelling something and I'm like, wait, you know, like that 447 00:22:37,040 --> 00:22:41,120 Speaker 1: lip quiver like because he's sucking yours and he's now 448 00:22:41,119 --> 00:22:44,600 Speaker 1: he's watching and I'm on the edge of the bed, 449 00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:47,480 Speaker 1: legs up, so in mind you. He was like an 450 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:51,200 Speaker 1: older guy like and he's very mature and he ain't 451 00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:53,240 Speaker 1: saying nothing, and so and we had the towel out, 452 00:22:53,320 --> 00:22:56,359 Speaker 1: like you know, next to it, and I said, and 453 00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:58,520 Speaker 1: I looked and like he he pulled it out and 454 00:22:58,520 --> 00:23:01,359 Speaker 1: it was like ship everywhere. He was like, it's okay, 455 00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:04,960 Speaker 1: I'm not get out, get out. You don't want to 456 00:23:04,960 --> 00:23:06,960 Speaker 1: get out. I'm not like out of the house, but 457 00:23:06,960 --> 00:23:09,000 Speaker 1: out of my room, like get out. Closed the door, 458 00:23:09,080 --> 00:23:10,880 Speaker 1: like I got it out, and it was he saw 459 00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:12,320 Speaker 1: like he wouldnew what I was. But I was about 460 00:23:12,359 --> 00:23:14,440 Speaker 1: to freak the funk out, like I don't how much 461 00:23:14,520 --> 00:23:17,760 Speaker 1: it wasn't it was like it was an amount more 462 00:23:17,760 --> 00:23:21,920 Speaker 1: than Medina's. Wasn't a ski burger, was not a children amount. 463 00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:24,199 Speaker 1: It was like he pulled a hole turn up. No, 464 00:23:24,280 --> 00:23:29,040 Speaker 1: not a holt, but it was like a shark like 465 00:23:29,119 --> 00:23:31,760 Speaker 1: but like so much. But it was like no, no, no, 466 00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:39,280 Speaker 1: it was like the amount you had. It was on 467 00:23:39,520 --> 00:23:41,639 Speaker 1: it was all over the towel and like I felt 468 00:23:41,680 --> 00:23:45,440 Speaker 1: it like on my like on the back of my God. 469 00:23:46,400 --> 00:23:52,439 Speaker 1: So I'm mortified, but I'm like I did the things. 470 00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:55,080 Speaker 1: I went to the bath, throw might eat nothingpole like 471 00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:59,160 Speaker 1: I did. But but the real question after the ship 472 00:23:59,840 --> 00:24:03,520 Speaker 1: he was so fine. He was like, okay, but you no, 473 00:24:03,600 --> 00:24:05,879 Speaker 1: I'll go back. So y'all didn't work again? Yeah, we 474 00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:08,960 Speaker 1: worked again. Yeah, but I'm just saying like in that moment, 475 00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:10,679 Speaker 1: I definitely freaked out and I was like, yo, like 476 00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:12,399 Speaker 1: I'm in the bathroom. I'm like, ain't know what, like 477 00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:14,119 Speaker 1: I gotta get in a shower, like this is just 478 00:24:14,160 --> 00:24:16,520 Speaker 1: so awkward that it happened. But I'm the one who 479 00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:18,760 Speaker 1: handled it, like I don't know how to I was 480 00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:27,600 Speaker 1: that shitty check. I wasn't shy, don't clearly, but he 481 00:24:27,720 --> 00:24:30,399 Speaker 1: was in there like that's the most Also, that was 482 00:24:30,440 --> 00:24:32,920 Speaker 1: the most ain't know I had ever had, because of course, 483 00:24:32,960 --> 00:24:35,240 Speaker 1: with a real dick, you know they're going slower, you'd 484 00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:37,479 Speaker 1: be yeah, sometimes it's not even a whole dick in there, 485 00:24:37,480 --> 00:24:39,320 Speaker 1: and it feels great. But with the glass dial though, 486 00:24:39,359 --> 00:24:42,000 Speaker 1: he was smaller. So she all up and I'm going 487 00:24:42,280 --> 00:24:44,120 Speaker 1: going and I'm like this had to come out before 488 00:24:44,160 --> 00:24:50,359 Speaker 1: this while you stop, like you get off my phonel. 489 00:24:52,400 --> 00:24:55,399 Speaker 1: Just how this happened. One of my friends that's kind 490 00:24:55,400 --> 00:24:59,480 Speaker 1: of hot was just constipated, does not have sex choice. Okay, 491 00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:03,440 Speaker 1: this person was like, so I got food poison recently 492 00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:06,000 Speaker 1: on vacation. I was like, bro, I've never shipped so much. 493 00:25:06,320 --> 00:25:08,240 Speaker 1: And he was like, the opposite ship happened to me 494 00:25:08,240 --> 00:25:10,240 Speaker 1: And I was like, what happened? He was like, bro, 495 00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:12,679 Speaker 1: I could feel that it wouldn't come out. How to 496 00:25:12,760 --> 00:25:18,439 Speaker 1: use a toothbrush? Wait? He said, he googled right what 497 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:21,119 Speaker 1: you have to do to break up this ship? And 498 00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:24,040 Speaker 1: he told me he put a toothbrush in his ass 499 00:25:24,160 --> 00:25:26,639 Speaker 1: to break up being constipated so that he could s 500 00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:33,919 Speaker 1: There are so many more. There's a lot of were 501 00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:39,919 Speaker 1: recommending skinny. He ain't going to he everywhere, but Babe, 502 00:25:40,320 --> 00:25:42,879 Speaker 1: his iPhone is his algorithms. I couldn't even use one 503 00:25:42,880 --> 00:25:44,520 Speaker 1: of new little baby basters. You know what I'm saying. 504 00:25:44,600 --> 00:25:48,680 Speaker 1: They be sticking in your nancy as pink ass, pepto bismol. Big. 505 00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:54,800 Speaker 1: He was, there's feeling that we were into like a 506 00:25:54,840 --> 00:25:56,399 Speaker 1: text thread, and he was like, I was like, how 507 00:25:56,520 --> 00:25:59,760 Speaker 1: you feeling? And he was like today two in no's 508 00:25:59,760 --> 00:26:01,680 Speaker 1: given that he just wanted to six something small up 509 00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:04,320 Speaker 1: his ass. But in school he stopped and he said 510 00:26:04,359 --> 00:26:15,399 Speaker 1: it came out right after that. I did aways got 511 00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:19,639 Speaker 1: come back around before well we know that clearly you 512 00:26:19,760 --> 00:26:21,720 Speaker 1: into all the kink stuff. We have a segment called 513 00:26:21,760 --> 00:26:24,560 Speaker 1: Hord derv and we need for you to give us 514 00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:26,440 Speaker 1: a sex tip. And at this point, no sex tip 515 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:29,679 Speaker 1: on antlesex because I think you need to find on 516 00:26:29,760 --> 00:26:32,399 Speaker 1: your own. Um, but if you could give us, you 517 00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:34,200 Speaker 1: know what, I want to spruce it up a bit. 518 00:26:34,359 --> 00:26:39,280 Speaker 1: Any any sex tip that aligns with a specific kink 519 00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:42,240 Speaker 1: or fetish. So if you can even maybe say what 520 00:26:42,280 --> 00:26:45,120 Speaker 1: the kinker fetishes and then go into a sex tip 521 00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:50,919 Speaker 1: for that, make it really damn I like school, all right. 522 00:26:55,119 --> 00:26:56,640 Speaker 1: I don't know if it's gonna do anything, but these 523 00:26:56,680 --> 00:27:00,840 Speaker 1: my tips. Okay, alright, So my tip is when somebody 524 00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:03,359 Speaker 1: gives you a king right. A lot of times we 525 00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:05,720 Speaker 1: think about the extreme, we go real, we go to 526 00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:08,680 Speaker 1: a hunter right. And what I want to encourage people 527 00:27:08,720 --> 00:27:10,440 Speaker 1: to do is figure out what does that kink look 528 00:27:10,480 --> 00:27:13,400 Speaker 1: like in a smaller capacity. So for example, if you're 529 00:27:13,400 --> 00:27:16,159 Speaker 1: having a threesome with somebody, Um, whenever I've had a 530 00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:20,159 Speaker 1: threesome with my partner, I fantasized vocally with them in 531 00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:22,119 Speaker 1: bed about the person that we wanted to have a 532 00:27:22,119 --> 00:27:24,000 Speaker 1: three somewhere, like if it was a person that we knew, 533 00:27:25,040 --> 00:27:29,120 Speaker 1: you know, and saw what happened. Like I fantasized about friends, 534 00:27:29,160 --> 00:27:32,440 Speaker 1: thanks friends, um, about all kinds of things like in 535 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,919 Speaker 1: a you know we're talking about it, like because I 536 00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:37,760 Speaker 1: don't know if I actually wanna have sex with my 537 00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:40,280 Speaker 1: friends sometimes with with my dude. You know what I'm saying. 538 00:27:40,560 --> 00:27:43,280 Speaker 1: Single right now, don't get that confused. Um, but you 539 00:27:43,320 --> 00:27:45,359 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Some of those settings. UM. Also 540 00:27:46,160 --> 00:27:48,480 Speaker 1: hiring people for the kinks of course that you want 541 00:27:48,480 --> 00:27:51,040 Speaker 1: to do. Um. So I have this thing where I'm 542 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:53,560 Speaker 1: getting into I kind of want to do like a dominatrix, 543 00:27:54,040 --> 00:27:56,960 Speaker 1: like study that right. Um. But one of the ways 544 00:27:57,000 --> 00:27:59,240 Speaker 1: that I've been practicing that is just hiring a submissive 545 00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:02,240 Speaker 1: to clean my house. Um, where do you just why 546 00:28:02,240 --> 00:28:04,960 Speaker 1: do you need to hire that? If that's what it's 547 00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:07,360 Speaker 1: a different if I don't have to commit, if it's 548 00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:11,240 Speaker 1: a service, yes, and versus when you're someone's down, um down, 549 00:28:11,880 --> 00:28:14,199 Speaker 1: you have to you're really serving them, you know what 550 00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:16,560 Speaker 1: I mean. But me getting more comfortable with wanting to 551 00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:21,000 Speaker 1: how I talk to people, like I'm pretty polite, Like 552 00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:22,960 Speaker 1: I'm really nice. I might be able to introduce you 553 00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:25,600 Speaker 1: to when I had a sub that offered to come 554 00:28:25,640 --> 00:28:27,560 Speaker 1: and he was like, I'll just clean your house, I'll 555 00:28:27,600 --> 00:28:29,879 Speaker 1: rub your feet, I'll do all these things, and you know, 556 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:31,560 Speaker 1: I'll just do whatever you want me to do. And 557 00:28:31,640 --> 00:28:33,520 Speaker 1: he just wanted to serve me. I had actually met 558 00:28:33,560 --> 00:28:37,439 Speaker 1: him at a at a fed dinner and I was like, um, 559 00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:40,440 Speaker 1: I was actually as much as I believe I'm a 560 00:28:40,480 --> 00:28:44,160 Speaker 1: really dominant person in the bedroom, having an actual submissive 561 00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:47,400 Speaker 1: actually scared the fucking shift out of me. I don't know. 562 00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:49,160 Speaker 1: I was like, you want me to tell you to 563 00:28:49,160 --> 00:28:52,760 Speaker 1: turn the lights on? And often because again my mind 564 00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:55,600 Speaker 1: went to the extreme, like you're saying. So when he 565 00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:58,160 Speaker 1: was like I just want to come over and do 566 00:28:58,200 --> 00:28:59,640 Speaker 1: your laundry and do all that, I was like, not 567 00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:01,800 Speaker 1: to be something else you want to do? Like what 568 00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:04,640 Speaker 1: more do I have to do? I talk crazy to 569 00:29:04,680 --> 00:29:06,520 Speaker 1: you do and there was just my mind went so 570 00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:07,720 Speaker 1: crazy to where I was like, there's no way I 571 00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:09,480 Speaker 1: can have. I feel like the second and there they're 572 00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:18,000 Speaker 1: gonna want more. It's absolutely nothing sex, No, it's only 573 00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:19,920 Speaker 1: what you want. They that their job is to do 574 00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:21,840 Speaker 1: what you want. So like the reason that I like 575 00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:23,800 Speaker 1: hiring ath so like even for the art exhibit, it's 576 00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:26,080 Speaker 1: a live sex. Are sure I put on the You know, 577 00:29:26,080 --> 00:29:27,800 Speaker 1: if you're doing an event, you can't get exhausted. You 578 00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:29,640 Speaker 1: do not remember drinking of water to eat, none of 579 00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:34,160 Speaker 1: that stuff. I hired um Wanna Buana for the art exhibit. 580 00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:36,640 Speaker 1: He followed me around all day like he had like 581 00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:39,040 Speaker 1: he had the mask on everything, which turned me on 582 00:29:39,200 --> 00:29:41,760 Speaker 1: just watching him in a suit and like this mask 583 00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:44,600 Speaker 1: and was like it was that very high. Um. I 584 00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:46,680 Speaker 1: even like the fact that even me walking around and 585 00:29:46,800 --> 00:29:49,080 Speaker 1: other men approaching me and it's like they're just man 586 00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:51,560 Speaker 1: right here, like like my almost like a security guard. 587 00:29:51,600 --> 00:29:53,800 Speaker 1: But I don't know if I could commit to a 588 00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:56,960 Speaker 1: because even a dom SIB relationship is a relationship. I 589 00:29:57,000 --> 00:29:59,040 Speaker 1: don't know if I admit to it. So even bringing 590 00:29:59,080 --> 00:30:00,920 Speaker 1: that down a notch and saying, you know what, I'm 591 00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:04,760 Speaker 1: hiring a submissive for the day and just even figuring out, 592 00:30:05,080 --> 00:30:06,400 Speaker 1: I don't want to commit to ship and so I 593 00:30:06,400 --> 00:30:08,640 Speaker 1: know for sure what I like about this specific Did 594 00:30:08,680 --> 00:30:10,960 Speaker 1: you want that dynamic in a relationship or is this 595 00:30:11,040 --> 00:30:13,120 Speaker 1: something you feel like you just get the urge from 596 00:30:13,120 --> 00:30:15,800 Speaker 1: time to time to do it depends, because my I 597 00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:18,520 Speaker 1: cannot I don't know if I can humiliate a partner. 598 00:30:19,320 --> 00:30:23,280 Speaker 1: I don't desire that, Like for dating like my black man, 599 00:30:23,360 --> 00:30:26,840 Speaker 1: I couldnot imagine like talking crazy you use submissive no, 600 00:30:27,440 --> 00:30:30,080 Speaker 1: but I'm saying like the man I'm dating like and 601 00:30:30,160 --> 00:30:32,720 Speaker 1: forever and saying ship like that's actually kind of fun. 602 00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:41,840 Speaker 1: I would feel like you don't have to pay them. 603 00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:44,600 Speaker 1: You know. Also even just having me, I feel like 604 00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:46,239 Speaker 1: it's a dom is a treat, and I don't know 605 00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:48,480 Speaker 1: if a white man deserves that type of treat because 606 00:30:48,480 --> 00:30:52,680 Speaker 1: I'm still you know, even even in I care, I 607 00:30:52,720 --> 00:30:55,120 Speaker 1: can't help it. I care. So even like being a 608 00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:57,960 Speaker 1: dom or being forced for whatever, I have to say 609 00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:00,440 Speaker 1: it to somebody who it does something for you. And 610 00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:02,440 Speaker 1: there's a part of me that be like, Okay, all 611 00:31:02,480 --> 00:31:04,120 Speaker 1: your bitchiness is adding up where you're gonna put it, 612 00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:06,080 Speaker 1: where're gonna put it? Because I just I don't like 613 00:31:06,160 --> 00:31:07,960 Speaker 1: being mean to people for no reason, Like I could 614 00:31:08,000 --> 00:31:10,240 Speaker 1: be sarcastic and all this other ship, but like being 615 00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:12,840 Speaker 1: a bit for no reason that people is lame as fuck. 616 00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:15,120 Speaker 1: But like sometimes I have an urge and I don't 617 00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:16,800 Speaker 1: want to care what other people think, and I need 618 00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:18,640 Speaker 1: a place to put it, Like you know what I'm 619 00:31:18,680 --> 00:31:20,960 Speaker 1: saying and so dumping it off of somebody and they're 620 00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:22,520 Speaker 1: getting off on it because I'm talking to them like 621 00:31:22,560 --> 00:31:24,600 Speaker 1: that that feels good and I ain't heard nobody sucking 622 00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:27,560 Speaker 1: feelings like it sounds like a good fucking day like 623 00:31:27,640 --> 00:31:30,000 Speaker 1: and then they'd be rubbing feet like they take it 624 00:31:30,040 --> 00:31:31,920 Speaker 1: off my shoes and rubbing my feet at the event, 625 00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:35,680 Speaker 1: like I would never do live sex are I'm not 626 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:40,160 Speaker 1: gonna lie in Atlanta. I want to come back. But 627 00:31:41,120 --> 00:31:43,920 Speaker 1: you know when and told me it was one of 628 00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:48,560 Speaker 1: the best experiences the performers that you have, and it's 629 00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:51,160 Speaker 1: just really upscale. And I do the fed dinners. I've 630 00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:53,640 Speaker 1: invited people to New York. They just had one is 631 00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:56,600 Speaker 1: well and a. But the way that she explained this 632 00:31:56,720 --> 00:31:58,800 Speaker 1: art exhibit, she was like, first off, your mind is nuts. 633 00:31:59,160 --> 00:32:01,440 Speaker 1: The way you what is it? I don't know what 634 00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,800 Speaker 1: it is. So basically you you dressed like it's a 635 00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:06,560 Speaker 1: black typing. So this past one that we had was 636 00:32:06,600 --> 00:32:08,600 Speaker 1: Harlem Nights theme, So I mean we had the old 637 00:32:08,600 --> 00:32:11,560 Speaker 1: school rolls roy Southside. We had the large letters like 638 00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:14,920 Speaker 1: it's open bar. So I'm teaching people like if pussy 639 00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:16,960 Speaker 1: in the room, it should be an expensive event. That's 640 00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:19,920 Speaker 1: what it is, like, we don't you like yeah right. 641 00:32:19,960 --> 00:32:22,160 Speaker 1: So also it's a great event for beginners that are 642 00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:25,040 Speaker 1: trying to get into kink or just intimacy and different 643 00:32:25,040 --> 00:32:26,880 Speaker 1: things like that, so you don't have to worry about 644 00:32:26,920 --> 00:32:29,320 Speaker 1: taking off your clothes. It's not a play party. But 645 00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:32,080 Speaker 1: we hire people that could headline their own show, like 646 00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:35,000 Speaker 1: so the last one we had Sir marvelz Um Pure 647 00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:39,400 Speaker 1: Intimacy Dash who does the erotic massages, yes, amongst guy 648 00:32:39,680 --> 00:32:42,440 Speaker 1: like and they're all performing at once. So you're literally 649 00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:44,840 Speaker 1: walking around the event and it's always mass great optional 650 00:32:44,920 --> 00:32:46,680 Speaker 1: if you want to, no matter what theme it is. 651 00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:49,000 Speaker 1: You're walking around event and you're watching these people have 652 00:32:49,120 --> 00:32:52,360 Speaker 1: sex and like do different demonstrations and the music is 653 00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:54,520 Speaker 1: up like it's pouring and things like that on the wall. 654 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:57,080 Speaker 1: You're walking around like in your tugs with your partner, 655 00:32:57,160 --> 00:32:58,880 Speaker 1: and now y'all can like talk about like damn, I 656 00:32:59,000 --> 00:33:00,840 Speaker 1: like looking at that, So like a if you if 657 00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:03,120 Speaker 1: you weren't you know what I'm saying, nasties, fuck, you 658 00:33:03,120 --> 00:33:06,000 Speaker 1: would go with your partner. But now it's like it's 659 00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:08,640 Speaker 1: totally safe because you were in a Tuxyo, gotta worry 660 00:33:08,640 --> 00:33:10,800 Speaker 1: about getting well, no, I mean just because I'm nasty, 661 00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:12,680 Speaker 1: it doesn't mean I like, I don't want your face. 662 00:33:12,800 --> 00:33:15,440 Speaker 1: I don't even want you don't that stuffs. For that reason, 663 00:33:15,920 --> 00:33:18,720 Speaker 1: sometimes I get really overwhelmed, um with a lot of 664 00:33:18,720 --> 00:33:20,800 Speaker 1: people there. And I'm a person that like threesomes and 665 00:33:20,840 --> 00:33:23,160 Speaker 1: all kind of nasty ship, but being in a space 666 00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:26,120 Speaker 1: of those people sometimes makes me apprehensive. So yeah, I 667 00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:28,479 Speaker 1: think I'm massively roped off. So it's roped off. So 668 00:33:28,560 --> 00:33:31,160 Speaker 1: like you, you don't have to worry about anything yet 669 00:33:31,280 --> 00:33:34,160 Speaker 1: it isn't. It's just like art show, except they're doing 670 00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:36,400 Speaker 1: all kind of crazy and it's so into it. What's 671 00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:40,280 Speaker 1: the craziest thing you've seen it on your shows that 672 00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:46,840 Speaker 1: I want to see? So dash um for pure intimacy. 673 00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:49,480 Speaker 1: She's the woman who did my erotic massage that ends 674 00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:51,840 Speaker 1: with like a happy ending. So she did a new 675 00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:54,800 Speaker 1: room massage with someone Sky and someone Sky blew up 676 00:33:54,840 --> 00:33:57,720 Speaker 1: to like top one percent over covid on um only 677 00:33:57,760 --> 00:34:01,120 Speaker 1: fans and like she's so fucking gorgeous and just sexy 678 00:34:01,440 --> 00:34:03,520 Speaker 1: and you know what I mean. And so they put 679 00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:07,080 Speaker 1: their acts together and she massaged her and they was 680 00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:10,680 Speaker 1: eating each other pussy and just it was so central, 681 00:34:11,080 --> 00:34:16,880 Speaker 1: like I'm just I'm yes, absolutely so and if if 682 00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:19,080 Speaker 1: y'all listen and make sure you join my Patreon. We 683 00:34:19,120 --> 00:34:21,040 Speaker 1: did a we did a documentary on it forty five 684 00:34:21,080 --> 00:34:23,040 Speaker 1: minutes and so like there were different interviews from the 685 00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:26,280 Speaker 1: performers and just we rented this We rented this mansion 686 00:34:26,400 --> 00:34:29,040 Speaker 1: for the day before UM, and we had a topless 687 00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:32,120 Speaker 1: pool party, so that was like private UM and things 688 00:34:32,120 --> 00:34:38,560 Speaker 1: like oh look, I love a good thing. Yes, might 689 00:34:38,600 --> 00:34:41,040 Speaker 1: as well go ahead and put us out there now. Three, 690 00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:45,040 Speaker 1: it will be in Atlanta again. This yere right. All 691 00:34:45,040 --> 00:34:48,560 Speaker 1: the moves are sending me right to Atlanta. So um. 692 00:34:48,600 --> 00:34:50,680 Speaker 1: This past year was in Houston. We did Atlanta before, 693 00:34:50,680 --> 00:34:52,480 Speaker 1: but we're gonna have to bring it back. So I 694 00:34:52,520 --> 00:34:54,520 Speaker 1: need a big enough space because now I've been talking 695 00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:56,919 Speaker 1: about it everywhere and people like, oh, yeah, it's gonna 696 00:34:56,920 --> 00:35:01,560 Speaker 1: be big cigar roller there figure out a new like 697 00:35:01,719 --> 00:35:04,120 Speaker 1: he's a he's a cigar, Like he has the suit, 698 00:35:04,280 --> 00:35:06,840 Speaker 1: like the father, like the host that when do you 699 00:35:06,880 --> 00:35:09,440 Speaker 1: ever get a chance to go to I like that? 700 00:35:09,600 --> 00:35:13,040 Speaker 1: It's like I do because you don't really give a 701 00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:15,560 Speaker 1: horror and I don't gonna hold you, and I'll be 702 00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:17,359 Speaker 1: confused when I hop on that fashion. No, but i'd 703 00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:19,560 Speaker 1: be like, where the fun is somebody wearing a sequeen gown? 704 00:35:20,239 --> 00:35:22,440 Speaker 1: Where the funk? But but now big birthday? Then you 705 00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:28,520 Speaker 1: know what I mean. I'm lookings on a random Tuesday 706 00:35:28,560 --> 00:35:31,200 Speaker 1: whenever we're doing so many more events that are like 707 00:35:31,360 --> 00:35:33,960 Speaker 1: luxury and nasty, like I just feel like it doesn't 708 00:35:34,040 --> 00:35:37,319 Speaker 1: have to be a lot like it doesn't. That's that's 709 00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:41,719 Speaker 1: why they too much, because it's well, you leave one, Damn. 710 00:35:41,760 --> 00:35:44,200 Speaker 1: I would have taken you to when he was working 711 00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:47,279 Speaker 1: this weekend, next next time, next time he was working. 712 00:35:47,560 --> 00:35:49,400 Speaker 1: I'm putting all right now yeah, oh no, I'm not. 713 00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:51,839 Speaker 1: I take everyone on field trips to sex souns when 714 00:35:51,840 --> 00:35:53,520 Speaker 1: they come to New York. Not the followers. I know 715 00:35:53,560 --> 00:35:55,440 Speaker 1: you're all gonna be like black people the way. Oh 716 00:35:55,600 --> 00:35:58,600 Speaker 1: there's an all black one. Yes, I'll take you there. 717 00:35:58,680 --> 00:36:01,200 Speaker 1: It's great. Shout out to So this happens every week. 718 00:36:01,239 --> 00:36:11,799 Speaker 1: Sorry I'm not here. We go again. Well, I did 719 00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:14,520 Speaker 1: want to before we gonna start a horrible decision this week. 720 00:36:14,719 --> 00:36:18,240 Speaker 1: I want to give a trigger warning UM for anyone 721 00:36:18,320 --> 00:36:23,000 Speaker 1: who has experienced any sort of sexual assault UM, only 722 00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:26,920 Speaker 1: because the horrible decision this week specifically UM goes against 723 00:36:26,960 --> 00:36:29,840 Speaker 1: and we have to have this conversation because horrible decisions. 724 00:36:29,880 --> 00:36:32,640 Speaker 1: Over the last six years. We talked about no kink 725 00:36:32,719 --> 00:36:37,120 Speaker 1: shaming UM. We talked about sexual liberation, we talked about 726 00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:41,759 Speaker 1: UM really owning the things that you like, and unfortunately 727 00:36:41,760 --> 00:36:45,680 Speaker 1: a lot of people associate kink and things with fetish 728 00:36:45,719 --> 00:36:49,759 Speaker 1: and things in the bedroom, like, well, something bad had 729 00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:52,360 Speaker 1: to happen to you for you to like it. UM. 730 00:36:52,440 --> 00:36:55,640 Speaker 1: And I've always sell this couch and was like, the 731 00:36:55,719 --> 00:36:57,720 Speaker 1: things that I like have nothing to do with assault. 732 00:36:57,800 --> 00:36:59,759 Speaker 1: I do the things I want to do because I 733 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,000 Speaker 1: want to do them, UM. And I don't think we've 734 00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:05,400 Speaker 1: had the opportunity to acknowledge that there are some people 735 00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:09,680 Speaker 1: that have uh an affinity for certain kinks and fetishes 736 00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:14,279 Speaker 1: that are closely attached to sexual assault or traumas or 737 00:37:14,320 --> 00:37:17,200 Speaker 1: things from their past. UM. And when I knew you 738 00:37:17,200 --> 00:37:19,640 Speaker 1: were coming to New York, this was a topic that 739 00:37:19,719 --> 00:37:21,880 Speaker 1: you were willing to open up about because it's something 740 00:37:22,200 --> 00:37:25,200 Speaker 1: that you're dealing with in therapy. And I wanted to 741 00:37:25,239 --> 00:37:29,160 Speaker 1: kind of go through your three kinks and how you 742 00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:31,759 Speaker 1: found the connection to them with your trauma. Now you 743 00:37:31,880 --> 00:37:35,439 Speaker 1: kind of work through it without being triggered, um, if 744 00:37:35,480 --> 00:37:37,319 Speaker 1: you mind. Um. And the first one only because we 745 00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:42,360 Speaker 1: talked about it already, thank you, thank you. I've been 746 00:37:42,400 --> 00:37:44,480 Speaker 1: trying to girl, I'll be trying and then you know, 747 00:37:44,520 --> 00:37:46,120 Speaker 1: I say that a word every other sentence and to 748 00:37:46,160 --> 00:37:48,680 Speaker 1: be word. But what elver um? So the first one 749 00:37:48,800 --> 00:37:51,239 Speaker 1: is actually and we haven't really got it into it, 750 00:37:51,320 --> 00:37:54,680 Speaker 1: but you enjoy joining couples, I do. I have a 751 00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:58,440 Speaker 1: thing for couples, so unicorn style. Also, how do you 752 00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:01,680 Speaker 1: approach couples. Let's get into a maybe your first time 753 00:38:01,760 --> 00:38:03,839 Speaker 1: joining a couple, and how you approach a couple, like 754 00:38:04,200 --> 00:38:10,480 Speaker 1: I want both of you for me. It's always started 755 00:38:10,480 --> 00:38:14,160 Speaker 1: with the woman, so um. But more than anything, I'm 756 00:38:14,200 --> 00:38:17,600 Speaker 1: attracted to love and real love. I can tell when 757 00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:19,319 Speaker 1: I'm around somebody and you can. And I'm not talking 758 00:38:19,360 --> 00:38:21,600 Speaker 1: about like, oh, y'all always getting along. I'm talking about 759 00:38:22,160 --> 00:38:24,719 Speaker 1: real love, which means that I know that. Like if 760 00:38:24,800 --> 00:38:26,840 Speaker 1: I feel like if the husband was to try to 761 00:38:26,880 --> 00:38:28,160 Speaker 1: hit on me in a way that made me feel 762 00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:30,320 Speaker 1: like your wife would be uncomfortable with this, I'm totally 763 00:38:30,320 --> 00:38:32,480 Speaker 1: turned off. Like I don't like things like that. I 764 00:38:32,480 --> 00:38:35,200 Speaker 1: don't like no shady ship. The point is that It's 765 00:38:35,200 --> 00:38:38,560 Speaker 1: already controversial as fuck, and I'm not about to feed 766 00:38:38,600 --> 00:38:40,640 Speaker 1: into that because it's making it harder for me to 767 00:38:40,680 --> 00:38:45,439 Speaker 1: get it. Don't love are very sexy? Because my thing 768 00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:48,480 Speaker 1: is when you feel like I don't know to like, 769 00:38:49,040 --> 00:38:51,799 Speaker 1: I think you look at how attractive with someone is first, right, 770 00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:54,560 Speaker 1: and then their dynamic is truly what makes you want 771 00:38:54,560 --> 00:38:57,200 Speaker 1: to suck him, you know what I mean, Like beyond 772 00:38:57,239 --> 00:38:59,400 Speaker 1: the sex club thing. Of course there's something with just vanity, 773 00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:01,479 Speaker 1: but like, yeah, you want to join in on that ship. 774 00:39:01,520 --> 00:39:03,680 Speaker 1: It's just like friends. If I'm out or something and 775 00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:05,160 Speaker 1: I see a group of friends having a good time, 776 00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:08,200 Speaker 1: I feel that energy. So I think for sure couples 777 00:39:08,200 --> 00:39:10,680 Speaker 1: don't realize what they put off, like when dudes are 778 00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:12,439 Speaker 1: the ones that ask for it, you can always tell, 779 00:39:13,040 --> 00:39:16,160 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, when woman is uncomfortable, like 780 00:39:16,239 --> 00:39:18,319 Speaker 1: I'm not doing that. First of all, I'm really not 781 00:39:18,360 --> 00:39:20,560 Speaker 1: trying to put down another woman or anything like that. 782 00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:22,400 Speaker 1: But also I'm not trying to come in here to 783 00:39:22,400 --> 00:39:25,479 Speaker 1: funk up anything. I'm also looking for a certain void 784 00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:28,080 Speaker 1: to be filled, right, which is what I realized. Watching 785 00:39:28,520 --> 00:39:32,520 Speaker 1: a healthy parenting and loving situation is something that I 786 00:39:32,560 --> 00:39:35,360 Speaker 1: realized I want to believe. Man, I'm a hopeless romantic 787 00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:37,799 Speaker 1: or at least a hopeful one, and so watching other 788 00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:39,960 Speaker 1: people in love, I can admit like where I haven't 789 00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:41,880 Speaker 1: been great at it, and I can also admit that 790 00:39:41,920 --> 00:39:44,439 Speaker 1: I haven't seen a lot of great examples. But when 791 00:39:44,480 --> 00:39:47,680 Speaker 1: somebody it's almost like with yourself, when when you're more 792 00:39:47,840 --> 00:39:49,719 Speaker 1: whole and things like that, you have more to give 793 00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:52,720 Speaker 1: other people. And I feel like when couples are whole together, 794 00:39:53,160 --> 00:39:56,480 Speaker 1: despite like their issues, they're able to offer me something 795 00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:59,040 Speaker 1: which is just caring for me as a normal fucking 796 00:39:59,080 --> 00:40:02,080 Speaker 1: person and and not making me feel crazy because I'm 797 00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:05,320 Speaker 1: attracted the boat, for y'all, and that comes from which 798 00:40:05,360 --> 00:40:09,239 Speaker 1: trauma responds. I feel like it's definitely the wanting to 799 00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:13,359 Speaker 1: feel one included by a woman, right um. I feel 800 00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:18,040 Speaker 1: like growing up, there's a one of the hard truths 801 00:40:18,040 --> 00:40:21,120 Speaker 1: about like growing up with a parent molesting you is 802 00:40:21,160 --> 00:40:24,480 Speaker 1: that there becomes almost like a rift between you and 803 00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:29,160 Speaker 1: your mom because now she's kind of diminishing you so 804 00:40:29,280 --> 00:40:32,400 Speaker 1: that way because her husband is attracted. So I become 805 00:40:32,400 --> 00:40:35,440 Speaker 1: the other woman in my own home. Growing up, Like, 806 00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:37,960 Speaker 1: there were certain times I could definitely feel that my 807 00:40:38,080 --> 00:40:40,960 Speaker 1: fire was kind of being put out because don't wear 808 00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:42,239 Speaker 1: this and don't wear that. But I would go to 809 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:44,520 Speaker 1: other people's homes and they can. I'm like, you can 810 00:40:44,560 --> 00:40:46,839 Speaker 1: wear that at at your house. But I realized I'm 811 00:40:46,840 --> 00:40:49,759 Speaker 1: growing up on a house where you know, if your 812 00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:52,120 Speaker 1: dad is molesting you, then it's oh, don't put this on, 813 00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:54,759 Speaker 1: instead of us dealing with it properly, it's wild, don't 814 00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:58,160 Speaker 1: put this on right and so or either you're fast 815 00:40:58,239 --> 00:41:01,400 Speaker 1: about everything when when or a certain age, liking the 816 00:41:01,400 --> 00:41:04,879 Speaker 1: opposite sex or liking anybody isn't normal right. So being 817 00:41:04,920 --> 00:41:07,040 Speaker 1: around a couple and them not making me feel like 818 00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:09,680 Speaker 1: a whore or making me feel like, oh you like 819 00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:11,239 Speaker 1: my hood, you know what I'm saying, and not making 820 00:41:11,239 --> 00:41:12,960 Speaker 1: me feel like that, it makes me feel included. It 821 00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:15,200 Speaker 1: makes me feel included with another woman. It makes me 822 00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:18,720 Speaker 1: want to rebuild the trust that I have with women, 823 00:41:19,040 --> 00:41:21,279 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Um. It also gives me 824 00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:24,279 Speaker 1: hope with men and they stay there, like when they're 825 00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:26,279 Speaker 1: honest with their wives and like no, like I love 826 00:41:26,320 --> 00:41:28,279 Speaker 1: when I can talk to a man about why he 827 00:41:28,360 --> 00:41:30,600 Speaker 1: loves his wife and we have sex off of that, 828 00:41:30,960 --> 00:41:33,799 Speaker 1: like and him thinking like, I love how you show 829 00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:36,560 Speaker 1: up for her and vice versa, and then being happy 830 00:41:36,600 --> 00:41:40,080 Speaker 1: for each other, like a level of compulsion um. The 831 00:41:40,120 --> 00:41:42,440 Speaker 1: best the best couple of that updated thus far. Unfortunately 832 00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:44,879 Speaker 1: we're not together anymore, but I have nothing but great 833 00:41:44,880 --> 00:41:46,640 Speaker 1: things to say about them, and like what they had. 834 00:41:46,719 --> 00:41:49,799 Speaker 1: They were really good with compulsion um and just being 835 00:41:49,840 --> 00:41:52,120 Speaker 1: happy for each other getting something else, like your partner 836 00:41:52,200 --> 00:41:54,640 Speaker 1: can't give you everything, and they always are going to 837 00:41:54,719 --> 00:41:57,440 Speaker 1: get it from their friendships or whatever or whatever. But 838 00:41:57,480 --> 00:42:00,520 Speaker 1: we were getting it in this dating way, and I 839 00:42:00,520 --> 00:42:02,640 Speaker 1: saw them even come into a new stage of their 840 00:42:02,640 --> 00:42:04,920 Speaker 1: relationship together. There were things that she've been trying to 841 00:42:04,920 --> 00:42:07,520 Speaker 1: explain to him for years that when I explained and 842 00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:10,200 Speaker 1: hearing a new voice in a different perspective, that he 843 00:42:10,360 --> 00:42:12,600 Speaker 1: was like, I gotta level up on it. You're right, 844 00:42:12,719 --> 00:42:16,880 Speaker 1: Like you know what I mean, Like it's the thing everything. 845 00:42:16,880 --> 00:42:20,560 Speaker 1: Don't always ask compatibly. I need more compatibility, Like I 846 00:42:20,680 --> 00:42:23,080 Speaker 1: like to travel and I want I want to be 847 00:42:23,120 --> 00:42:25,400 Speaker 1: able to live my life like kind of like not 848 00:42:25,480 --> 00:42:27,200 Speaker 1: mirrored with someone else's, but we have to be able 849 00:42:27,239 --> 00:42:29,040 Speaker 1: to do the same things. And would you want to 850 00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:31,560 Speaker 1: be in a throuble um like what you mean as 851 00:42:31,600 --> 00:42:36,759 Speaker 1: my only relationship? Yeah, it depends that means like I 852 00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:38,680 Speaker 1: would I would be open to that. I would be 853 00:42:38,680 --> 00:42:40,799 Speaker 1: open to it. But as a positible, I can't never 854 00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:42,920 Speaker 1: say that everything is always off the table. But it's 855 00:42:42,920 --> 00:42:44,560 Speaker 1: always about like me getting the things I need. But 856 00:42:44,600 --> 00:42:47,000 Speaker 1: I was really good there, like for a little bit, 857 00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:52,200 Speaker 1: like I was getting you know, three people. But it's 858 00:42:52,239 --> 00:42:55,239 Speaker 1: super it's super intimate, and it makes you discuss the 859 00:42:55,239 --> 00:42:56,640 Speaker 1: things that I really want to say. So like one 860 00:42:56,640 --> 00:42:58,759 Speaker 1: of my favorite things, like with the couple is like 861 00:42:58,880 --> 00:43:01,239 Speaker 1: laying back between one of their legs why the other 862 00:43:01,239 --> 00:43:03,880 Speaker 1: one is like you know, doing whatever, and me thanking 863 00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:06,160 Speaker 1: them like thank you so much for letting her me 864 00:43:06,239 --> 00:43:08,520 Speaker 1: like this, like thank you so much, and like's are 865 00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:11,560 Speaker 1: kissing me? You know what I'm saying, And like even 866 00:43:11,600 --> 00:43:14,799 Speaker 1: just asking asking him like what that pussy feel like 867 00:43:14,960 --> 00:43:17,160 Speaker 1: and like you know what I mean, and them not 868 00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:19,440 Speaker 1: having the whole back you know what I mean. It's 869 00:43:19,440 --> 00:43:21,680 Speaker 1: almost like a comfort of even masturbating in front of 870 00:43:21,680 --> 00:43:23,239 Speaker 1: your part you know how awkward that is, Like even 871 00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:25,640 Speaker 1: if you are okay with it, it's still awkward. But 872 00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:28,000 Speaker 1: doing that and having the permission of your partner to 873 00:43:28,160 --> 00:43:32,759 Speaker 1: enjoy yourself, um and requiring you to enjoy yourself, you know, 874 00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:35,160 Speaker 1: like it's a whole another level of intimacy, but it 875 00:43:35,239 --> 00:43:38,120 Speaker 1: does something for me. It's like it feels like even 876 00:43:38,160 --> 00:43:40,719 Speaker 1: the way that they coddle and not just that, but 877 00:43:40,800 --> 00:43:42,920 Speaker 1: almost all couples that I'm attracted to the way they 878 00:43:43,280 --> 00:43:45,920 Speaker 1: coddle me and help me and to grow. You know, 879 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:47,600 Speaker 1: they're proud of me. They want to see what I'm 880 00:43:47,600 --> 00:43:50,120 Speaker 1: doing because they already got their own life, they already 881 00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:52,000 Speaker 1: love each other, they already got their own money ship 882 00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:54,040 Speaker 1: going on. So it's like we're here for you. We're 883 00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:55,759 Speaker 1: proud of you, like what you're doing by yourself. Is 884 00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:58,200 Speaker 1: there a time frame of a relationship people have been 885 00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:01,000 Speaker 1: in that you've noticed is like more stable for wanting 886 00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:03,719 Speaker 1: to join in. I've only funked with people that are 887 00:44:03,719 --> 00:44:10,200 Speaker 1: probably together, Like yeah, yeah, so that's a good time. 888 00:44:10,719 --> 00:44:12,720 Speaker 1: I know. I like people that are in love and comfortable. 889 00:44:12,760 --> 00:44:14,319 Speaker 1: There's a lot of there's a lot of couples in 890 00:44:14,360 --> 00:44:16,520 Speaker 1: the space. I know, even when we went to hedonism, 891 00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:19,319 Speaker 1: people like, yeah, we've been here seventeen times. Just like 892 00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:22,720 Speaker 1: like even even in the sex space, like the couples 893 00:44:22,719 --> 00:44:25,560 Speaker 1: are normally they've been together for a while, like it's 894 00:44:25,680 --> 00:44:30,759 Speaker 1: you could tell I'm the only new around. Um. You 895 00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:33,359 Speaker 1: know you talked about joining in on couples. You also 896 00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:37,280 Speaker 1: have an affinity for MMF threesomes, and I've part taken 897 00:44:37,280 --> 00:44:39,480 Speaker 1: in it, love it. Don't really get to do it 898 00:44:39,480 --> 00:44:43,160 Speaker 1: as much as I absolutely will run partner wasn't interested 899 00:44:43,160 --> 00:44:46,080 Speaker 1: in it. But I wanted to know in what way 900 00:44:46,360 --> 00:44:51,480 Speaker 1: does your fantasy of MMF threesomes and partaking MMF threesomes 901 00:44:51,640 --> 00:44:54,640 Speaker 1: come from trauma? So the first time that and I've 902 00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:57,719 Speaker 1: always said I've never had a male male female threesome. UM. 903 00:44:57,760 --> 00:44:59,960 Speaker 1: And I say that because if it's not consensual, then 904 00:45:00,000 --> 00:45:02,439 Speaker 1: that's not what it is. What it is is you've 905 00:45:02,440 --> 00:45:05,120 Speaker 1: been raped. Um, something happened in considerent and I'm not 906 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:06,879 Speaker 1: going to call that sex, you know what I mean. 907 00:45:07,280 --> 00:45:09,839 Speaker 1: And so, UM, in the instance that that happened one, 908 00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:11,799 Speaker 1: you know, that was difficult because I was trying not 909 00:45:11,840 --> 00:45:14,920 Speaker 1: to blame myself, you know, one, because I had snuck 910 00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:17,480 Speaker 1: out the house to you know, in high school, snuck 911 00:45:17,480 --> 00:45:19,759 Speaker 1: out out. So it's like we're worried about I'm worried 912 00:45:19,760 --> 00:45:22,239 Speaker 1: about getting in trouble to the point that I'm not 913 00:45:22,719 --> 00:45:27,000 Speaker 1: speaking up about my safety, right um, and just being young, 914 00:45:27,040 --> 00:45:29,759 Speaker 1: no having a proper guidance, you know, Um, like what 915 00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:31,319 Speaker 1: do I do? And you just you know, you bury 916 00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:33,160 Speaker 1: this ship. You're like, well, this ain't what I wanted. 917 00:45:33,239 --> 00:45:35,600 Speaker 1: But what I did realize is that in my mind 918 00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:37,479 Speaker 1: it was like, damn if this had happened a different way, 919 00:45:38,080 --> 00:45:41,480 Speaker 1: I'm not totally against this, and that made me feel 920 00:45:41,840 --> 00:45:45,000 Speaker 1: disgusting because I was. I did not like the situation, 921 00:45:45,520 --> 00:45:48,800 Speaker 1: you know, and then hearing men always say that something 922 00:45:48,840 --> 00:45:52,800 Speaker 1: is a train, bitch my situation? What's right? You know 923 00:45:52,840 --> 00:45:55,160 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So here somebody call your situation a 924 00:45:55,239 --> 00:45:58,439 Speaker 1: train when it's like I didn't even want this, like 925 00:45:58,640 --> 00:46:02,359 Speaker 1: it hurts, and so that hurt even And like I said, 926 00:46:02,400 --> 00:46:05,560 Speaker 1: I'm a hopeful romantic. I have a desire to see 927 00:46:05,960 --> 00:46:08,600 Speaker 1: more than one man care about my safety to say 928 00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:10,120 Speaker 1: that this is how you want it. Okay, we're gonna 929 00:46:10,120 --> 00:46:12,240 Speaker 1: make sure you do this safely. I just as safely. 930 00:46:12,239 --> 00:46:13,640 Speaker 1: It's like I'm about to walk into your car like 931 00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:16,560 Speaker 1: it's dark outside. I want to believe that you care 932 00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:18,960 Speaker 1: more about my consent. I want to believe that you 933 00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:20,880 Speaker 1: care enough about me that you can be gentle with 934 00:46:20,880 --> 00:46:23,120 Speaker 1: this pussy even though I want to experience it in 935 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:24,680 Speaker 1: a different way that you will be like as long 936 00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:27,080 Speaker 1: as you're safe, like that matters more. I have to 937 00:46:27,120 --> 00:46:30,279 Speaker 1: believe that that exists, you know, so like and I 938 00:46:30,320 --> 00:46:35,160 Speaker 1: know it, and I'm I'm I'm very serious about it 939 00:46:35,160 --> 00:46:37,239 Speaker 1: having because I don't want to be triggered, right, so 940 00:46:37,280 --> 00:46:39,759 Speaker 1: it can't happen. And people like, why does it have 941 00:46:39,800 --> 00:46:41,879 Speaker 1: to be intimate? Because I've had it the other way 942 00:46:41,920 --> 00:46:44,759 Speaker 1: and that's not that that wasn't what I wanted, but 943 00:46:44,840 --> 00:46:48,399 Speaker 1: I realized, like there there is nothing different than feeling 944 00:46:48,440 --> 00:46:51,560 Speaker 1: safe around it. Man, My fantasy is always like that 945 00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:54,000 Speaker 1: I've had is always if I had a boyfriend, And 946 00:46:54,200 --> 00:46:56,280 Speaker 1: I wonder if it is because I had the same situation, 947 00:46:56,360 --> 00:46:59,120 Speaker 1: like I lost my Virginitia right, and I think that 948 00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:01,279 Speaker 1: I don't even count him as a guy. I call, 949 00:47:01,400 --> 00:47:03,960 Speaker 1: like if anyone's ever listening to the show and think 950 00:47:04,320 --> 00:47:06,399 Speaker 1: that the person I'm running into sometimes at the club 951 00:47:06,440 --> 00:47:08,359 Speaker 1: with God, No, he's the one, you know. I mean, 952 00:47:08,440 --> 00:47:12,839 Speaker 1: technically we choose, but I think about that sometimes, like 953 00:47:13,480 --> 00:47:16,840 Speaker 1: mm hmm, I wonder why I want it to be 954 00:47:16,880 --> 00:47:18,840 Speaker 1: someone I'm in love with or a husband or a boyfriend. 955 00:47:19,040 --> 00:47:21,640 Speaker 1: It must be something to do with safety, something about 956 00:47:21,680 --> 00:47:27,319 Speaker 1: like a man his masculinity being bigger than talking about me, 957 00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:29,600 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, which is are you safe? 958 00:47:29,680 --> 00:47:31,480 Speaker 1: Like are you good? This is the way you wanted it? 959 00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:33,279 Speaker 1: Are you sure you want it this way? Because it 960 00:47:33,280 --> 00:47:36,239 Speaker 1: should be like that in other sexual scenarios, right, um, 961 00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:38,879 Speaker 1: but also me having the boss to say, what if 962 00:47:38,880 --> 00:47:41,399 Speaker 1: this feels good outside of the situation that I had, 963 00:47:41,520 --> 00:47:43,600 Speaker 1: You know what I mean, I don't want to ask 964 00:47:43,680 --> 00:47:45,480 Speaker 1: something totally out of my life because it went wrong, 965 00:47:45,520 --> 00:47:47,840 Speaker 1: Like you don't never not drive again because you've got 966 00:47:47,960 --> 00:47:49,360 Speaker 1: to crack what some people do. But you know what 967 00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:51,640 Speaker 1: I mean, Like, I don't. I don't want to live 968 00:47:51,640 --> 00:47:52,880 Speaker 1: a life like that, and I don't want to. I 969 00:47:52,920 --> 00:47:54,680 Speaker 1: don't think that it's right that I gotta cut pleasure 970 00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:56,319 Speaker 1: out of my life because you was a I mean, 971 00:47:56,360 --> 00:47:59,839 Speaker 1: I think it's definitely important to talk. Like my mm 972 00:47:59,880 --> 00:48:02,520 Speaker 1: F experience was so great that one guy made me 973 00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:04,719 Speaker 1: squirt in and I was making all these noises and 974 00:48:05,000 --> 00:48:08,239 Speaker 1: my guy was got mad at him, like is it 975 00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:11,120 Speaker 1: happing hard? What are you doing? And I don't know, 976 00:48:11,200 --> 00:48:15,720 Speaker 1: it's good, It's good he could keep doing. But we 977 00:48:15,719 --> 00:48:17,960 Speaker 1: we checked in with each other. Was also how in 978 00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:19,640 Speaker 1: edibles and had to be thrown into an ice bath. 979 00:48:19,680 --> 00:48:22,200 Speaker 1: We ain't gonna talk about that, but it was a 980 00:48:22,239 --> 00:48:24,120 Speaker 1: really good experience and we were able to talk about 981 00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:26,520 Speaker 1: it even the next day, Like we all wouldn't grab 982 00:48:26,560 --> 00:48:28,640 Speaker 1: breakfast and nothing was weird and it was just like 983 00:48:29,200 --> 00:48:31,200 Speaker 1: I got to the front seat, nigga set on the back. 984 00:48:31,280 --> 00:48:34,200 Speaker 1: That was great, but like it worked out well. And 985 00:48:34,239 --> 00:48:36,080 Speaker 1: I think that that's the thing too, to be able 986 00:48:36,080 --> 00:48:39,359 Speaker 1: to talk about it before, to consent before, to know 987 00:48:39,480 --> 00:48:42,080 Speaker 1: who you're bringing in, for the man to trust the 988 00:48:42,080 --> 00:48:45,399 Speaker 1: person they're also bringing in is very important. And then 989 00:48:45,480 --> 00:48:49,440 Speaker 1: to still check in after it's you know, during he 990 00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:52,040 Speaker 1: did check in during he threw me in the bath 991 00:48:52,080 --> 00:48:54,439 Speaker 1: after because I couldn't die because the nigga was still 992 00:48:54,440 --> 00:48:56,759 Speaker 1: playing football. He said, oh no, bitch, we're not laying 993 00:48:56,800 --> 00:49:00,520 Speaker 1: on TMZ. But I think that's very word. And before 994 00:49:00,520 --> 00:49:01,680 Speaker 1: we get out of here, there was one more. We're 995 00:49:01,680 --> 00:49:03,920 Speaker 1: not gonna get to home no this week. But you 996 00:49:04,000 --> 00:49:08,680 Speaker 1: talked about the difference between needing words of affirmation but 997 00:49:08,800 --> 00:49:13,760 Speaker 1: also degradation and humiliation, and wanted to know those needs 998 00:49:13,800 --> 00:49:18,399 Speaker 1: for those types of verbal um words. I guess, look 999 00:49:18,400 --> 00:49:23,200 Speaker 1: at me trying to think of right and what's the 1000 00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:25,359 Speaker 1: difference with the two needing words of affirmation and then 1001 00:49:25,719 --> 00:49:28,960 Speaker 1: the humiliation aspect um, So the words of affirmation. Um, 1002 00:49:29,000 --> 00:49:30,640 Speaker 1: if I'm being honest, I feel like now that I'm 1003 00:49:30,680 --> 00:49:35,520 Speaker 1: a parent, I'm very aware, that overly aware some of 1004 00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:37,480 Speaker 1: the things and not some, but a lot of the 1005 00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:40,319 Speaker 1: ways that things were handled, you know, specific I would 1006 00:49:40,320 --> 00:49:42,960 Speaker 1: say probably specifically more like my mom. The way that 1007 00:49:43,000 --> 00:49:46,280 Speaker 1: she was talking to us was absolutely out of pocket. 1008 00:49:46,360 --> 00:49:47,759 Speaker 1: Like it and when you're talking about like, oh you 1009 00:49:47,760 --> 00:49:50,360 Speaker 1: didn't gentle parently, we're not talking about that. We're talking 1010 00:49:50,440 --> 00:49:52,520 Speaker 1: she called you a bit like everything under the sun. 1011 00:49:53,400 --> 00:49:56,200 Speaker 1: And you know what's crazy, she didn't even say bitch 1012 00:49:56,239 --> 00:49:58,720 Speaker 1: a lot, you know what I mean? But actually saying 1013 00:49:58,760 --> 00:50:00,440 Speaker 1: things that you know how men, you gotta be that 1014 00:50:00,480 --> 00:50:02,439 Speaker 1: you're saying something they don't even involve a curse word, 1015 00:50:02,440 --> 00:50:05,000 Speaker 1: but you're saying something to put me down. You're making 1016 00:50:05,040 --> 00:50:07,279 Speaker 1: you think less of myself when it has nothing to 1017 00:50:07,320 --> 00:50:09,080 Speaker 1: do with why you're mad, you know what I mean. 1018 00:50:09,680 --> 00:50:12,680 Speaker 1: And So what I've learned about trauma is that it's 1019 00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:17,439 Speaker 1: not just something happening bad. It's something happening bad while 1020 00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:19,799 Speaker 1: you're in a vulnerable moment, right, and then you heal 1021 00:50:19,880 --> 00:50:22,560 Speaker 1: over it, so it almost scabs up. And So what 1022 00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:25,560 Speaker 1: I found is that putting myself in another vulnerable moment 1023 00:50:25,880 --> 00:50:29,120 Speaker 1: and then adding good things in helps almost undo and 1024 00:50:29,239 --> 00:50:32,120 Speaker 1: unlock some of that trauma. So words of affirmation during sex, 1025 00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:34,239 Speaker 1: telling me that I'm more than fucking good enough while 1026 00:50:34,239 --> 00:50:36,399 Speaker 1: you're sucking me and stroking me and telling me how 1027 00:50:36,440 --> 00:50:38,840 Speaker 1: proud you are of me and you've come so fucking 1028 00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:40,919 Speaker 1: far and I just love you, and then spitting my mouth. 1029 00:50:41,120 --> 00:50:45,759 Speaker 1: You know, it's just from a work perspective, but I 1030 00:50:45,800 --> 00:50:50,680 Speaker 1: wanted me to be like you kill that motherfucking podcast, 1031 00:50:52,040 --> 00:50:53,839 Speaker 1: Like I'm so fucking proud of you, Like I knew 1032 00:50:53,880 --> 00:50:55,879 Speaker 1: you was gonna do that ship, Like I see you. 1033 00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:58,360 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like one's making me not shrink, 1034 00:50:58,400 --> 00:51:01,120 Speaker 1: You're making me acknowledge in the most vulnerable moment, my 1035 00:51:01,120 --> 00:51:11,680 Speaker 1: my my legs is sucking open, pussiest popping bring it back. 1036 00:51:11,719 --> 00:51:13,919 Speaker 1: So that that was that was good, That that was good. 1037 00:51:16,560 --> 00:51:20,480 Speaker 1: And and in those moments pouring something in. And so 1038 00:51:20,719 --> 00:51:22,560 Speaker 1: I even had to start doing it with myself, because 1039 00:51:22,560 --> 00:51:24,560 Speaker 1: you don't want to get attached with somebody too much 1040 00:51:24,640 --> 00:51:27,319 Speaker 1: so even while I masturbate, I've recorded things. I have 1041 00:51:27,480 --> 00:51:32,719 Speaker 1: this um this masturbation like playlist or whatever we're playlist, Yes, 1042 00:51:32,880 --> 00:51:34,480 Speaker 1: so like it's a whole track list like on my 1043 00:51:34,480 --> 00:51:36,280 Speaker 1: Patreon you could listen to it. When I was losing weight, 1044 00:51:36,320 --> 00:51:38,680 Speaker 1: like what I was telling myself and I was talking 1045 00:51:38,719 --> 00:51:41,200 Speaker 1: to myself. And so more than anything, I masturbate to 1046 00:51:41,320 --> 00:51:43,880 Speaker 1: my go like everything that's bumped that makes me like 1047 00:51:44,200 --> 00:51:48,160 Speaker 1: that was making me insecure, you know, um, and I 1048 00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:50,960 Speaker 1: found that it was making me stronger. Right, So there's 1049 00:51:51,000 --> 00:51:54,520 Speaker 1: just doing the opposite right intentionally. Um. And then and 1050 00:51:54,600 --> 00:51:57,040 Speaker 1: like during sex magic because like what it did, like 1051 00:51:57,640 --> 00:52:05,399 Speaker 1: you know, good Tinkerville. Uh, So there's that. And then 1052 00:52:05,480 --> 00:52:09,239 Speaker 1: also me being comfortable with people not liking me and 1053 00:52:09,320 --> 00:52:12,839 Speaker 1: sometimes somebody thinking on me if I'm asking for what 1054 00:52:12,880 --> 00:52:14,640 Speaker 1: I want, Like sometimes I feel like I care so 1055 00:52:14,760 --> 00:52:16,160 Speaker 1: much that it's like, bitch, what do you want? What 1056 00:52:16,239 --> 00:52:18,440 Speaker 1: do you like? I'm trying not to be rude to 1057 00:52:18,520 --> 00:52:20,319 Speaker 1: the point that it's like, come on, girl, like what's up? 1058 00:52:20,560 --> 00:52:22,279 Speaker 1: I want to get you what you need? Like and 1059 00:52:22,360 --> 00:52:24,680 Speaker 1: just me believing like I'm supposed to be here and 1060 00:52:25,160 --> 00:52:27,000 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, not feeling uncomfortable. I don't 1061 00:52:27,040 --> 00:52:29,320 Speaker 1: feel uncomfortable anymore because I know that what I'm asking 1062 00:52:29,320 --> 00:52:31,520 Speaker 1: for I'm not asking for anything unreasonable, whether it's in 1063 00:52:31,560 --> 00:52:35,040 Speaker 1: the work setting, relationship setting, or anything else. But when 1064 00:52:35,080 --> 00:52:37,640 Speaker 1: you feel like you're not worthy, you know what I'm saying, 1065 00:52:37,640 --> 00:52:39,799 Speaker 1: you're not comfortable with asking for things. So I feel 1066 00:52:39,840 --> 00:52:41,400 Speaker 1: like I just had to be better at practicing, so 1067 00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:44,920 Speaker 1: like hiring a submissive to like I said, clean my 1068 00:52:44,960 --> 00:52:47,560 Speaker 1: house and things like that, like I'm not talking to nice. 1069 00:52:47,640 --> 00:52:49,719 Speaker 1: And I also realized, yes, sometimes I have an urge 1070 00:52:49,719 --> 00:52:52,080 Speaker 1: to not be nice as fun and that's okay, you 1071 00:52:52,120 --> 00:52:53,840 Speaker 1: know what I mean. It's a time place for everything. 1072 00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:57,240 Speaker 1: But that fear of like beings route like my mouth, 1073 00:52:57,840 --> 00:53:01,040 Speaker 1: it's hurt people, you know what I'm saying, and I 1074 00:53:01,040 --> 00:53:03,200 Speaker 1: I don't ever want to make nobody feel like I 1075 00:53:03,239 --> 00:53:06,240 Speaker 1: have felt, especially acting out of trauma. But I also 1076 00:53:06,280 --> 00:53:08,400 Speaker 1: realized some of the things that I desire finding a 1077 00:53:08,440 --> 00:53:11,200 Speaker 1: proper place to do them. So like, for example, if 1078 00:53:11,239 --> 00:53:14,360 Speaker 1: you bossy, go manage some ship, right, if you organize, 1079 00:53:14,360 --> 00:53:15,799 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying, use the thing that 1080 00:53:15,840 --> 00:53:17,960 Speaker 1: either gets out of hand or is annoying to you 1081 00:53:18,040 --> 00:53:19,799 Speaker 1: or whatever. And find a place to put it. And 1082 00:53:19,840 --> 00:53:22,040 Speaker 1: I'm gonna always work through my issues through sex. It's 1083 00:53:22,080 --> 00:53:25,440 Speaker 1: a but most of my issues started with sex, and 1084 00:53:25,480 --> 00:53:28,160 Speaker 1: so I use it as an avenue to correct things. 1085 00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:30,279 Speaker 1: But would your tip bey to to get us out 1086 00:53:30,280 --> 00:53:33,320 Speaker 1: of your What would your tip be to somebody who 1087 00:53:33,440 --> 00:53:38,480 Speaker 1: acknowledges that their kinks or fetishes are sent from trauma? Um? 1088 00:53:38,520 --> 00:53:40,200 Speaker 1: What tip would you give to make sure that those 1089 00:53:40,239 --> 00:53:45,280 Speaker 1: aren't triggered? Well, one, I'm proud of you. I'm proud 1090 00:53:45,280 --> 00:53:49,080 Speaker 1: of you for acknowledging that something that someone did to 1091 00:53:49,160 --> 00:53:52,239 Speaker 1: hurt you does bring you some sort of pleasure. It 1092 00:53:52,400 --> 00:53:54,720 Speaker 1: it does something for you, and you're decide you're deciding 1093 00:53:54,760 --> 00:53:57,239 Speaker 1: to not give up, but go look at it again 1094 00:53:57,360 --> 00:53:59,440 Speaker 1: and fix their fucking mess something that they did to you. 1095 00:53:59,480 --> 00:54:01,359 Speaker 1: So I'm pud out of you for that, for acknowledging 1096 00:54:01,680 --> 00:54:03,919 Speaker 1: and not trying to bury that ship because it comes 1097 00:54:03,920 --> 00:54:07,920 Speaker 1: back up and that's trickering. Um. If you're looking for control, 1098 00:54:07,960 --> 00:54:10,440 Speaker 1: there is none. The best control you have is just 1099 00:54:11,000 --> 00:54:13,759 Speaker 1: accepting yourself. Whatever has happened in the past, it's not 1100 00:54:13,880 --> 00:54:17,560 Speaker 1: because of you. It's not your fault, and I'm proud 1101 00:54:17,600 --> 00:54:20,440 Speaker 1: of you for fucking speaking up. And it's gonna be 1102 00:54:20,480 --> 00:54:23,440 Speaker 1: so much power that comes from that ship, so follow it. 1103 00:54:23,440 --> 00:54:26,240 Speaker 1: Like you're looking at me like this is me speaking 1104 00:54:26,280 --> 00:54:28,439 Speaker 1: of being honest, Like I'm on this podcast talking about 1105 00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:31,600 Speaker 1: stuff that I've never had to say allowed before. Man, 1106 00:54:32,080 --> 00:54:35,040 Speaker 1: Oh bitch, you ain't even crying. That's no maker. So 1107 00:54:36,920 --> 00:54:39,920 Speaker 1: do the fucking work and show up for yourself for 1108 00:54:39,960 --> 00:54:43,719 Speaker 1: nobody else, but simply because imagine what could happen if 1109 00:54:43,760 --> 00:54:45,920 Speaker 1: you tell your story, you do all the things that 1110 00:54:45,960 --> 00:54:48,360 Speaker 1: somebody's trying to take from you, you know, just imagine 1111 00:54:48,400 --> 00:54:51,960 Speaker 1: what happens. Like now real quick. I know y'all all 1112 00:54:52,120 --> 00:54:55,400 Speaker 1: love somebody now, so sad, please tell them what they 1113 00:54:55,520 --> 00:54:57,640 Speaker 1: spend their coins with you where they can listen to 1114 00:54:57,719 --> 00:55:00,520 Speaker 1: your podcasts where they probably don't pay. Godamn, you're about 1115 00:55:00,520 --> 00:55:02,560 Speaker 1: to take care of it for me because you did 1116 00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:06,400 Speaker 1: that talk, your ship talk since oh my goodness to 1117 00:55:06,480 --> 00:55:08,839 Speaker 1: let him know. Look here, y'all can find me um 1118 00:55:08,920 --> 00:55:14,160 Speaker 1: on Instagram at goodness sexual Dota centials. They didn't delete 1119 00:55:14,160 --> 00:55:18,400 Speaker 1: it me before, but sexual Dota centials pages right, Um 1120 00:55:18,440 --> 00:55:22,800 Speaker 1: not um not just another sex pod on Instagram maya 1121 00:55:22,960 --> 00:55:26,359 Speaker 1: bugsy m I A B g g Z y Um. 1122 00:55:26,400 --> 00:55:28,160 Speaker 1: You can click any of those links in my bio 1123 00:55:28,360 --> 00:55:30,680 Speaker 1: and the Sexual Essentials dot com is my website. Sign 1124 00:55:30,719 --> 00:55:33,680 Speaker 1: up for my Patreon. It's almost three hundred classes, workshop, 1125 00:55:33,719 --> 00:55:37,279 Speaker 1: hands on demonstrations, documented interviews, a whole bunch of puss 1126 00:55:37,320 --> 00:55:40,359 Speaker 1: magic on here. Thank you for being vulnerable with us. 1127 00:55:40,360 --> 00:55:41,600 Speaker 1: By the way, I know it's not easy to like 1128 00:55:41,640 --> 00:55:44,680 Speaker 1: tell stories, and then it's just like sometimes we can 1129 00:55:44,680 --> 00:55:46,439 Speaker 1: tell it in the moment, and then the date comes out, 1130 00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:48,600 Speaker 1: You're like, oh my god, what are people gonna say? 1131 00:55:48,760 --> 00:55:50,040 Speaker 1: It's just like a lot and then you almost got 1132 00:55:50,080 --> 00:55:52,680 Speaker 1: to relive it again. So I appreciate it absolutely. I 1133 00:55:52,719 --> 00:55:55,759 Speaker 1: appreciate you all. Hell I reached out with years ago 1134 00:55:55,880 --> 00:55:58,359 Speaker 1: like we should do, and then of course it made 1135 00:55:58,360 --> 00:56:00,560 Speaker 1: sense we were able to record on periods because it 1136 00:56:00,560 --> 00:56:03,279 Speaker 1: was virtual. It was virtual. But I'm just glad that 1137 00:56:03,320 --> 00:56:04,960 Speaker 1: you made your way up here and finally got to 1138 00:56:05,000 --> 00:56:08,600 Speaker 1: come on too. Horribles sucking and what a time like 1139 00:56:08,719 --> 00:56:12,000 Speaker 1: It's just if you ignore what has happened to you, 1140 00:56:12,040 --> 00:56:13,920 Speaker 1: if you ignore what you really want to talk about, 1141 00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:16,680 Speaker 1: You're gonna push stuff that you really want away from you. 1142 00:56:16,880 --> 00:56:18,680 Speaker 1: I've been trying to get on the show for helens 1143 00:56:18,680 --> 00:56:21,279 Speaker 1: like these thous we booked him motherucking busy, Like you 1144 00:56:21,280 --> 00:56:22,800 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, You want to be booked on 1145 00:56:22,840 --> 00:56:29,799 Speaker 1: your podcast. Things could be true, but what the rewards, 1146 00:56:29,880 --> 00:56:32,360 Speaker 1: The rewards that come from doing what you should have 1147 00:56:32,400 --> 00:56:34,839 Speaker 1: been doing. This is where space was made for me 1148 00:56:34,920 --> 00:56:37,520 Speaker 1: and I was available to sit in it. So it's like, 1149 00:56:37,960 --> 00:56:40,680 Speaker 1: I really hope that y'all just do the work. Um 1150 00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:47,360 Speaker 1: talk to somebody, um getting some other therapy because therapy. 1151 00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:50,839 Speaker 1: By the way, guys, we are also on Patreon, so 1152 00:56:51,000 --> 00:56:53,440 Speaker 1: if you have not yet, please go over to our 1153 00:56:53,440 --> 00:56:58,280 Speaker 1: patreon is Patreon dot com backslash Horrible Decisions. You missed 1154 00:56:58,280 --> 00:57:00,920 Speaker 1: solo episodes, Patreon is right gonna get them. We do 1155 00:57:00,960 --> 00:57:03,719 Speaker 1: our most up to date episodes on Patreon. A lot 1156 00:57:03,760 --> 00:57:05,399 Speaker 1: of the times we're in studio, we want to have 1157 00:57:05,520 --> 00:57:07,680 Speaker 1: guests and we want to have it on great video, 1158 00:57:07,760 --> 00:57:09,840 Speaker 1: but we'll be at home and we'll be feeling to 1159 00:57:10,120 --> 00:57:13,200 Speaker 1: on the Patreon, So going over at patreon dot com 1160 00:57:13,520 --> 00:57:17,000 Speaker 1: backslash Horrible Decisions, y'all. Until next time. This has been 1161 00:57:17,080 --> 00:57:22,880 Speaker 1: yet another episode of Horrid Blair. This is y'all. Thank 1162 00:57:21,080 --> 00:57:21,120 Speaker 1: you