WEBVTT - Ep. 366: Blood, Ghosts, & Spirit Husbands (Ft. Juju) 0:00:02.720 --> 0:00:04.400 Guess what decision We're about to make. 0:00:04.880 --> 0:00:05.960 Horrible decision. 0:00:08.600 --> 0:00:10.479 We have a Horrible Decisions podcast, and we are going 0:00:10.520 --> 0:00:13.240 to be in Dallas, Texas Royal Day weekend. Bitches a Sunday. 0:00:13.240 --> 0:00:16.119 We're gonna be headlining the two together Land Festival, and 0:00:16.160 --> 0:00:16.919 you bitch is better than I. 0:00:16.920 --> 0:00:20.360 How no motherfucker work on Sunday? Call out ho? I 0:00:20.360 --> 0:00:22.520 mean you could do that. But also it's a three 0:00:22.560 --> 0:00:24.959 day weekend. They have Monday off. We will see you 0:00:25.000 --> 0:00:28.360 guys in Dallas, Texas at the together Land Festival. Make 0:00:28.400 --> 0:00:31.160 sure you get your tickets now. We will be live 0:00:31.760 --> 0:00:34.599 on the podcast stage. That's May twenty six. Get your 0:00:34.600 --> 0:00:42.440 tickets now at togetherland dot com. Who bitch, Welcome to 0:00:42.520 --> 0:00:49.120 another episode of Horror black jeez, I gotta sound like 0:00:49.120 --> 0:00:54.240 a ghost. Sorry, y'all. I don't know what type of 0:00:54.280 --> 0:00:56.240 episode it is about to be. What's about to be fun? 0:00:56.320 --> 0:00:57.800 Is about to be one of your fas because that's 0:00:57.840 --> 0:01:00.800 what we do, is create content. I'm your girl, Mandy 0:01:00.920 --> 0:01:04.960 b aka Full Corp Pumps aka pants that is for Foo. 0:01:05.680 --> 0:01:06.600 My name is Weezy. 0:01:06.760 --> 0:01:09.679 We have a guest in the building today who I 0:01:09.720 --> 0:01:11.920 feel like I won't just be digging into for my 0:01:12.000 --> 0:01:17.600 own self like it too. So yesterday, which by the way, 0:01:17.720 --> 0:01:19.959 was really funny, we were supposed to have a Patreon episode 0:01:19.959 --> 0:01:21.279 and I was like, looking for your guess your Patreon. 0:01:21.720 --> 0:01:24.920 As somebody replied Mandy about to be mad this outline 0:01:24.959 --> 0:01:25.440 coming late. 0:01:25.640 --> 0:01:28.600 I was like, okay, what I know. You don't even know. 0:01:28.680 --> 0:01:31.360 I was on live, like just on live and of 0:01:31.400 --> 0:01:34.240 course the background, and they're like, not weezy being late. 0:01:34.480 --> 0:01:38.120 It's weezy late. How late? She running everybody in the comments? 0:01:38.280 --> 0:01:40.080 And I was like, no, we said twelve thirty and 0:01:40.120 --> 0:01:41.800 then you text me I'll be there at twelve thirty two. 0:01:42.000 --> 0:01:43.520 And I was like, I ain't gonna tell the folks 0:01:43.520 --> 0:01:46.479 that she too. Thank you. There was an at storm 0:01:46.840 --> 0:01:50.800 our girl Juju's in the building, and Juju is be 0:01:50.880 --> 0:01:52.960 with the Juju. I know that's what I'm about to say. 0:01:53.040 --> 0:01:55.800 I'll say, an author, a podcaster. Now you're on TV, 0:01:56.000 --> 0:01:58.280 tell us a little bit about your work. Yeah, so 0:01:58.440 --> 0:01:59.880 I identify as a witch. 0:02:01.440 --> 0:02:03.040 Yeah I do bad bish witch, but I am an 0:02:03.040 --> 0:02:04.840 initiated priests, So I don't just like say I'm a 0:02:04.840 --> 0:02:07.120 witch like I've been through ceremonies and like study an 0:02:07.120 --> 0:02:09.720 ancient religion called Ephi. So I'm an all Shume priest, 0:02:09.720 --> 0:02:12.640 which is one of the deities within that tradition. So 0:02:12.680 --> 0:02:14.720 I do that, but I also like I write about it. 0:02:14.800 --> 0:02:18.080 My podcast is about spirituality, especially for black people. Black 0:02:18.120 --> 0:02:20.919 witches like calling people who are interested in something else 0:02:20.960 --> 0:02:23.640 but don't know what to call it or interested in 0:02:23.680 --> 0:02:25.480 Like I feel like I'm having these dreams. I feel 0:02:25.480 --> 0:02:28.440 like I've had these like experiences I can't explain. I'm like, no, 0:02:28.520 --> 0:02:31.240 there's a thing that this is and it comes from 0:02:31.240 --> 0:02:33.000 a long line of other things. That's why I teach 0:02:33.040 --> 0:02:34.040 people about that work. 0:02:34.240 --> 0:02:35.320 Is that why you cut your hair? 0:02:35.880 --> 0:02:38.320 Yeah, that's why I'm both on this way. Yeah, because 0:02:38.360 --> 0:02:39.960 I just want to know and I've. 0:02:39.880 --> 0:02:42.000 Realized, oh my god, oh no. 0:02:41.560 --> 0:02:48.640 No, no, that was very I was very care Can 0:02:48.680 --> 0:02:49.079 I explain? 0:02:49.200 --> 0:02:52.760 Yea, my homegirl's practicing. So it's like, damn, it's time 0:02:52.800 --> 0:02:55.400 for me to give up my hair. On your page, I. 0:02:55.360 --> 0:02:57.200 Saw I have a lot of ball picks on my page, 0:02:57.240 --> 0:02:57.920 so I was like. 0:02:58.600 --> 0:03:00.360 Damn, they can't. You can't give up. 0:03:00.360 --> 0:03:02.760 No, no, they can't take like no alcohol, like they 0:03:02.800 --> 0:03:05.760 take that too. Oh and don't drink either. No, yes, 0:03:05.840 --> 0:03:08.200 we can't drink. Okay, don't like you to make a sacrifice. 0:03:08.200 --> 0:03:09.840 Well you tell, because I don't really know what sacrifice. 0:03:09.840 --> 0:03:12.240 Would you make real quick though, would you cut off 0:03:12.240 --> 0:03:14.400 your hair? Because I could do that. I could be yeah, 0:03:14.800 --> 0:03:16.560 if I had to, if it was if I was 0:03:16.639 --> 0:03:20.120 called to something. But I don't feeling. 0:03:20.720 --> 0:03:23.440 If you can also grow your hair back, it's just 0:03:23.480 --> 0:03:26.480 a part of the initiation. So if you're initiation, initiating 0:03:26.520 --> 0:03:29.400 into priestshood, like you're gonna cut your hair, it's gonna 0:03:29.440 --> 0:03:32.760 be given as an offering. Then it just grows back. Yeah, 0:03:32.760 --> 0:03:33.400 but I keep cutting. 0:03:33.440 --> 0:03:36.160 Y'all are watching on the YouTube, don't mind the eye rolling. 0:03:36.320 --> 0:03:39.400 I did let her know beforehand that this was going 0:03:39.440 --> 0:03:42.560 to be a very difficult conversation for me to understand. Well, 0:03:42.600 --> 0:03:43.880 who are you making the offering to. 0:03:45.400 --> 0:03:47.280 I made it to the d d Oushoon because that's 0:03:47.320 --> 0:03:49.320 I'm an Ushume priest, so it's too Oshume. 0:03:49.560 --> 0:03:53.880 No, that's like Jesus for Christian for Christian. No, she no, 0:03:54.080 --> 0:03:57.720 that's they be getting baptized for Jesus. Oh, I thought 0:03:57.720 --> 0:03:59.640 you met oh shooting from Christians. I was confused. 0:03:59.640 --> 0:04:04.040 No, oh, within me, that's your power, that's yeah, that's 0:04:04.040 --> 0:04:05.200 not everyone's. That's mine. 0:04:05.280 --> 0:04:05.640 Okay. 0:04:05.640 --> 0:04:07.560 So you could be something else. You could be something 0:04:07.560 --> 0:04:09.960 else other deities. Mine is a shoon. 0:04:10.640 --> 0:04:12.960 When you were growing up, did you know you were different? Like, 0:04:12.960 --> 0:04:14.440 tell us a little bit about how you got into 0:04:14.880 --> 0:04:16.600 now are you? Are you Caribbean? 0:04:17.320 --> 0:04:20.080 I do have Caribbean ancestry, but I'm Black American primarily. 0:04:20.120 --> 0:04:21.880 I was raised Black American. Yeah, this is what you 0:04:21.880 --> 0:04:25.719 get when bitches be from Brooklyn, Brooklyn. 0:04:27.960 --> 0:04:29.240 I'm not from Brookway. 0:04:29.400 --> 0:04:30.359 I'm from Baltimore. 0:04:30.720 --> 0:04:34.240 Okay. 0:04:34.440 --> 0:04:37.400 So and by the way, y'all are probably like, this 0:04:37.440 --> 0:04:39.440 is not a religious podcast, y'all. She fo goes, and 0:04:39.440 --> 0:04:40.440 we're gonna get to that later. 0:04:40.520 --> 0:04:43.479 And I saw that you said your podcast was a 0:04:43.560 --> 0:04:45.000 top religious podcast. 0:04:45.120 --> 0:04:46.880 I heard too, Yeah it was nominated. 0:04:47.160 --> 0:04:47.920 So I love that. 0:04:48.000 --> 0:04:49.840 So you weren't born into this, So tell us a 0:04:49.839 --> 0:04:51.560 little bit about how you got how you got into No, 0:04:51.720 --> 0:04:53.680 it came into my adulthood. It's so wild. I was 0:04:53.720 --> 0:04:56.200 actually in school to be a doctor of clinical psychology, 0:04:56.839 --> 0:04:59.719 and I didn't like it. I was really depressed in school. 0:04:59.839 --> 0:05:01.880 And and one day I had a very vivid dream 0:05:02.120 --> 0:05:04.760 of like a great great great great grandmother on my 0:05:05.200 --> 0:05:08.120 paternal side, and I saw like a life in slavery, 0:05:08.160 --> 0:05:10.920 like I saw a whole day in her life, like 0:05:11.120 --> 0:05:13.800 trigger warning, like rape. I watched all of it, and 0:05:13.920 --> 0:05:16.359 my ancestors were like, you have to heal us. And 0:05:16.400 --> 0:05:19.320 I woke up and I never dreamt like that. I 0:05:19.360 --> 0:05:21.560 never had no experience like that. So I ended up 0:05:21.640 --> 0:05:23.880 going to school the next day and I was like, yo. 0:05:24.240 --> 0:05:26.360 I was talking to my professor, who was the only 0:05:26.400 --> 0:05:27.880 black one I had, and she's like, what's wrong with 0:05:27.920 --> 0:05:29.440 you today? I'm like, I had this really wild dream 0:05:29.440 --> 0:05:31.920 about my ancestor and I watched her get assaulted all 0:05:31.960 --> 0:05:33.840 these things. She's like, because your ancestors are trying to 0:05:33.839 --> 0:05:36.440 communicate with you and you need to listen. So she 0:05:36.480 --> 0:05:40.200 took me to the library in the in the program, 0:05:40.279 --> 0:05:42.600 and the library was a genealogist and she put my 0:05:42.680 --> 0:05:44.400 whole family tree together because she was like, I want 0:05:44.440 --> 0:05:46.480 you to feel connected to your ancestry, who you come from. 0:05:46.560 --> 0:05:47.279 That's only one day. 0:05:47.440 --> 0:05:49.679 This was all in one day, but I started meeting 0:05:49.680 --> 0:05:52.599 with the genealogist like weekly at school. Was a genealogist, 0:05:53.160 --> 0:05:56.760 someone who studies ancestry, like can put your family tree together, like, oh, this. 0:05:56.760 --> 0:05:59.240 Is your great great grade. Okay, because you said which 0:05:59.320 --> 0:06:01.120 then we was getting in the genies. I was like, 0:06:01.160 --> 0:06:03.919 what the hell did we talking about? 0:06:03.960 --> 0:06:05.000 That joke coming out? 0:06:05.880 --> 0:06:07.920 I was like, okay, Junia at this point, and how 0:06:07.920 --> 0:06:08.479 old are you now? 0:06:08.960 --> 0:06:12.480 I'm thirty one. This happened when I was twenty. This 0:06:12.520 --> 0:06:14.440 happened in twenty eight teams. Anyway, I dropped out of 0:06:14.440 --> 0:06:16.960 my program to then do this world time. 0:06:17.120 --> 0:06:20.360 Yes, is it? There's money in it in this? Yeah? 0:06:20.600 --> 0:06:23.479 Oh absolutely, because you'd be like getting the spiritual girls 0:06:23.520 --> 0:06:25.640 that want to live in do Lulu to pay for 0:06:25.760 --> 0:06:27.880 like classes and readings and stuff. But we just talking 0:06:27.880 --> 0:06:29.920 about the spiritual girls. So I do want to know, 0:06:30.000 --> 0:06:34.000 like what leads you to dropping out of school for what? 0:06:34.080 --> 0:06:37.159 Of course, society would deem a great profession yep, like 0:06:37.200 --> 0:06:40.320 getting into the medical field and to leave that and 0:06:40.400 --> 0:06:41.760 fully get into this. 0:06:41.680 --> 0:06:46.599 Full time, right, Like what kind of ticked you to 0:06:46.640 --> 0:06:47.000 do that? 0:06:47.120 --> 0:06:49.400 Like what was the drawing point to be like I 0:06:49.480 --> 0:06:51.760 have to leave school and this is my calling? Was 0:06:51.760 --> 0:06:52.559 it another dream? 0:06:52.920 --> 0:06:54.120 It wasn't another dream. 0:06:54.240 --> 0:06:56.400 It was just like when she said, I have to 0:06:56.760 --> 0:06:59.200 heal my own lineage before I'm trying to heal other people. 0:06:59.480 --> 0:07:01.760 Something me just clicked. I didn't know. 0:07:01.680 --> 0:07:03.560 Exactly what to do, but I was like, I can't 0:07:03.560 --> 0:07:04.679 be in this program anymore. 0:07:04.680 --> 0:07:05.120 I'm leaving. 0:07:05.160 --> 0:07:07.479 And I left the next semester and I started to 0:07:07.600 --> 0:07:10.240 like find teachers and elders and read things online and 0:07:10.320 --> 0:07:12.960 study and I just it was like a nail net 0:07:12.960 --> 0:07:14.840 email letting you know how much debt you was a 0:07:14.920 --> 0:07:19.000 cross bitch. I've been fucking that YO, bad day. I 0:07:19.000 --> 0:07:22.440 believe from a degree I did not get. But I'm 0:07:22.480 --> 0:07:24.800 so fulfilled, Like I'm happy as fun. 0:07:24.840 --> 0:07:28.840 What about so what you're an author to You've read 0:07:29.040 --> 0:07:29.360 one book? 0:07:29.440 --> 0:07:29.800 One book? 0:07:29.800 --> 0:07:30.600 It comes out in June. 0:07:30.680 --> 0:07:32.640 Ok, thank congratulations. 0:07:32.720 --> 0:07:37.680 So on this journey, somehow you start getting into ghosts 0:07:37.720 --> 0:07:40.080 and stuff, which is a great dead mouse fun dead 0:07:40.120 --> 0:07:43.720 Mouse song. Oh okay, So when did the ghosts start 0:07:43.880 --> 0:07:44.880 coming into your life? 0:07:45.120 --> 0:07:47.240 So I would say once I was deeper into the 0:07:47.280 --> 0:07:49.240 journey after the podcast, I'm starting to talk about so 0:07:49.360 --> 0:07:51.560 I'm starting to read stuff. I'm starting to do spells online. 0:07:51.560 --> 0:07:54.080 Shit I would never do. Now, just knew what you're new. 0:07:54.080 --> 0:07:55.040 You're like, oh, let me learn. 0:07:55.160 --> 0:07:56.840 The first stuff was the board? What was like your 0:07:56.880 --> 0:07:58.040 first spell? 0:07:58.600 --> 0:07:59.640 I never did that one. 0:08:00.080 --> 0:08:04.120 I know what you're talking about one of us white 0:08:04.120 --> 0:08:05.000 spells and there they are. 0:08:05.520 --> 0:08:09.960 Yeah, that was that's more wicked. I'm not wicking. That's 0:08:10.000 --> 0:08:12.920 more white, not that they's not black or picking people. 0:08:12.960 --> 0:08:14.760 Oh yeah, we gottad all the differences because I'm like 0:08:14.840 --> 0:08:18.400 more who do voodoo conjured five So it's very black 0:08:18.840 --> 0:08:19.920 africand of and magic. 0:08:20.000 --> 0:08:23.120 Really, So what were the first few spells you started 0:08:23.160 --> 0:08:24.760 conjuring through these readings. 0:08:24.400 --> 0:08:25.000 That you were doing. 0:08:25.080 --> 0:08:26.720 I would say it wasn't through a reading. It was 0:08:26.760 --> 0:08:28.840 actually I was at something called a mesa, which is 0:08:28.880 --> 0:08:33.760 where mediums go to get possessed. But we like invite possession. 0:08:34.280 --> 0:08:37.040 But it's an old practice that when you invite possession, 0:08:37.080 --> 0:08:39.240 it actually is to help the community. So people come 0:08:39.280 --> 0:08:41.439 to learn or to connect with their lost loved ones 0:08:41.679 --> 0:08:43.240 and so like we have this mesa at this time, 0:08:43.280 --> 0:08:46.640 community comes, we invoke possession, we embody whoever they are, 0:08:46.720 --> 0:08:48.559 give them messages, and we come back to ourselves. 0:08:48.640 --> 0:08:49.120 I need to know. 0:08:49.280 --> 0:08:50.960 And the first time I saw that, I was wild 0:08:50.960 --> 0:08:52.680 as fucked, But I was like, but it happened to 0:08:52.720 --> 0:08:55.320 me like I was there as a meetium. I watched 0:08:55.320 --> 0:08:57.880 my godmother at the time and other mediums do it 0:08:58.400 --> 0:09:00.920 and then's something like I started to like and I 0:09:00.920 --> 0:09:05.120 started to speak another language to someone and it was 0:09:05.160 --> 0:09:08.520 like you're speaking a Congalese language. And I don't fully 0:09:08.559 --> 0:09:10.360 remember it, but I remember I came back and I 0:09:10.440 --> 0:09:11.880 was depleted for like three days. 0:09:12.200 --> 0:09:15.480 Damn. I watched this recently on a fucking plane, in 0:09:15.520 --> 0:09:16.920 some bullshit form of it. 0:09:16.920 --> 0:09:17.800 It was this movie. 0:09:18.440 --> 0:09:20.959 It's like this Haunted Mansion movie and the medium comes 0:09:20.960 --> 0:09:21.720 and it's the Chinese. 0:09:22.360 --> 0:09:23.120 Is she Chinese? Sorry? 0:09:23.160 --> 0:09:26.240 Asian bitch from every everywhere but not here? And she 0:09:26.320 --> 0:09:28.600 plays a medium and you watch the possession take on 0:09:29.240 --> 0:09:31.480 and it's funny because I'd obviously seen this in TV 0:09:31.559 --> 0:09:33.560 and movies before, but it was like last week I 0:09:33.559 --> 0:09:37.040 watched this and I remember thinking, how exhausting must it 0:09:37.120 --> 0:09:39.640 be for a medium? And it's the only spell I'd 0:09:39.679 --> 0:09:41.640 ever done in my life, which was for good. 0:09:42.120 --> 0:09:42.960 You did a spell. 0:09:43.240 --> 0:09:47.440 It was for someone's health spell. Yeah, I didn't. We 0:09:47.480 --> 0:09:49.439 all do spells, but I did it with a friend 0:09:49.480 --> 0:09:52.920 that like, really was trying to help someone for me. 0:09:54.160 --> 0:09:57.679 I was so tired, I slept for five hours. And honestly, 0:09:57.880 --> 0:10:00.520 I'm not a witch, but I wanted her to do 0:10:00.559 --> 0:10:02.280 this for me. For some of someone in my life 0:10:02.280 --> 0:10:05.280 who was ill, and when she was doing it, she 0:10:05.360 --> 0:10:06.560 was like, I think you should do it with me. 0:10:06.600 --> 0:10:08.200 I really want to come over to your place. Like 0:10:08.400 --> 0:10:10.040 I think it's more powerful if you do it because 0:10:10.040 --> 0:10:11.200 you're so connected to this person. 0:10:11.640 --> 0:10:13.600 Which when I did it, I was tired. 0:10:14.000 --> 0:10:15.559 It was only thirty minutes. 0:10:16.600 --> 0:10:19.720 Anyway, all I have to say is it ain't for me. 0:10:20.120 --> 0:10:22.839 But I think you're away. I think both of y'all are. 0:10:22.960 --> 0:10:26.040 Oh girl, you don't think that about me. You don't 0:10:26.160 --> 0:10:28.640 think that about I do. I don't start the moves, 0:10:28.760 --> 0:10:31.280 y'all don't even know. She she comes in, gives me 0:10:31.280 --> 0:10:32.719 a hugger. She was like, you was in my dream 0:10:32.800 --> 0:10:34.079 last night. Bit y'all better not be in young. 0:10:34.120 --> 0:10:36.840 You were in my dream. You were in my dream. 0:10:37.920 --> 0:10:39.360 It was this type of energy I was. It was 0:10:39.440 --> 0:10:41.160 just like Mandy about to be on her and I. 0:10:41.120 --> 0:10:43.120 Saw because I don't believe none of this, Yeah I know, 0:10:43.360 --> 0:10:46.439 and I saw it. You look at Congolese class one time, 0:10:47.440 --> 0:10:49.400 just started speaking it so okay. 0:10:49.160 --> 0:10:50.840 You want to dream about many find. 0:10:51.280 --> 0:10:55.600 You get into the medium realm. You have this experience 0:10:55.640 --> 0:10:59.480 for the first time. I don't want to fuck up 0:10:59.480 --> 0:11:03.160 her outline, but I didn't want to get where did 0:11:03.200 --> 0:11:03.800 the ghost come in? 0:11:03.920 --> 0:11:04.120 Yes? 0:11:04.360 --> 0:11:08.040 Yeah, So I work with spirits and people can use 0:11:08.080 --> 0:11:10.840 those terms interchangeably, like a ghost is a spirit, so 0:11:10.880 --> 0:11:11.600 I work with spirits. 0:11:11.640 --> 0:11:12.439 I'm reading spirits. 0:11:12.480 --> 0:11:16.200 I work with ancestors primarily, so it's people's deceased loved ones. 0:11:16.679 --> 0:11:20.120 That's who I talk to mostly. But I think calling 0:11:20.160 --> 0:11:23.440 it ghosts happened more recently, just as I started to 0:11:23.800 --> 0:11:26.040 grow into my spiritual practice and meet other people who 0:11:26.040 --> 0:11:28.160 are wicked, who are white, who are doing all this 0:11:28.240 --> 0:11:30.839 other shit. And that's kind of like how the opportunity 0:11:30.880 --> 0:11:33.280 came for the TV stuff. It was looking for someone 0:11:33.720 --> 0:11:35.559 that did something that I was similar to, and they're like, 0:11:35.600 --> 0:11:38.000 we need ghost hunters, we need paranormal experts. I'm like, 0:11:38.040 --> 0:11:40.559 I'm not a ghost hunter, but I work with spirits, 0:11:40.600 --> 0:11:42.280 so if that's cool, and they were like, no, it is, 0:11:42.320 --> 0:11:44.160 And I auditioned that I got the role to actually 0:11:44.160 --> 0:11:47.040 go into places and see if there are spirits. 0:11:47.160 --> 0:11:51.120 What so you meet you meet the ancestors, like the 0:11:51.160 --> 0:11:54.840 dead ancestors of people like your clients. Correct, that's who 0:11:54.920 --> 0:12:00.319 you be fucking no clients ancestors. Hell no, Mandy, you 0:12:00.360 --> 0:12:01.920 just said them. The people you talked to. 0:12:02.920 --> 0:12:05.600 No, when I do readings, I do ancestor readings, so 0:12:05.920 --> 0:12:07.800 some people talk to I don't know what they talk to. 0:12:07.960 --> 0:12:09.800 I taught the ancest something I've always wanted to know. 0:12:09.920 --> 0:12:11.040 I went to one medium. 0:12:11.440 --> 0:12:12.040 She was great. 0:12:12.120 --> 0:12:14.320 She was like she was the one that told me 0:12:14.400 --> 0:12:18.880 the abortion. Okay, for context, there's an episode. I actually 0:12:18.880 --> 0:12:20.640 saw someone on Twitter bring. 0:12:20.440 --> 0:12:21.840 This up recently, bring this up. 0:12:21.920 --> 0:12:25.040 Yet. I went to a woman two years ago to 0:12:25.040 --> 0:12:27.240 figure out why my love life was fucked up, and 0:12:27.320 --> 0:12:29.599 she told me it's because I've had abortions, which I 0:12:29.640 --> 0:12:32.320 didn't tell her I had. She said that I took 0:12:32.480 --> 0:12:34.720 love out of my body blah blah. And I felt 0:12:34.760 --> 0:12:36.880 so angry about it because I was so content with 0:12:36.920 --> 0:12:39.640 the abortion that I had right, I'd won it eighteen 0:12:39.720 --> 0:12:42.040 or seventeen, won in my mid twenties, and I was 0:12:42.160 --> 0:12:43.640 very comfortable with it. I felt like I did the 0:12:43.679 --> 0:12:46.960 right thing. I wasn't ready, they weren't ready. Whatever. Fast forward, 0:12:47.240 --> 0:12:49.120 I go to a medium and I bring it up 0:12:49.400 --> 0:12:51.800 and she says that some souls need to be freed, 0:12:52.160 --> 0:12:54.600 some spirits need to be freed. They're in limbo, and 0:12:54.640 --> 0:12:56.960 that they need to be watching over you. She was like, 0:12:57.000 --> 0:12:58.439 they might come back in the form of a rock, 0:12:58.480 --> 0:13:00.240 they could be anything, they could be in a terrible place, 0:13:00.280 --> 0:13:02.040 and they need to be gone. And that's what you 0:13:02.040 --> 0:13:03.040 were able to do for that person. 0:13:03.120 --> 0:13:05.320 And maybe you needed an angel. 0:13:04.960 --> 0:13:08.520 Which is crazy because then fast forward two months ago, 0:13:08.559 --> 0:13:10.800 I fucked up my neck. This lady's giving me a 0:13:10.800 --> 0:13:12.760 massage and in the middle of it, she goes, there's 0:13:12.760 --> 0:13:13.840 a little girl watching you. 0:13:14.400 --> 0:13:16.640 Ooh bits that shit freaking. 0:13:19.960 --> 0:13:21.760 Yeah, like you have a little girl, like angel, it's 0:13:21.760 --> 0:13:23.600 a baby, And I was like, wow, So what do. 0:13:23.600 --> 0:13:26.400 You make of these uncanny things that keep happen, Like 0:13:26.440 --> 0:13:27.720 are they just coincidences? 0:13:27.840 --> 0:13:30.360 I just think that I'm too much of an EmPATH 0:13:30.360 --> 0:13:34.240 and too emotional and irrational to ever dig into anything 0:13:34.240 --> 0:13:36.800 that's real sex magic or witch shit. I think I 0:13:36.880 --> 0:13:38.760 manifest a lot I talk about that. I talk about 0:13:38.800 --> 0:13:40.559 sex magic. I do when I want to get some 0:13:40.640 --> 0:13:43.120 dick or some money. It's really like light shit. But 0:13:43.240 --> 0:13:46.120 I think I can't handle it. I couldn't handle something 0:13:46.160 --> 0:13:48.960 like that because then I would weaponize it against everybody, 0:13:49.679 --> 0:13:52.120 like not for bad, but just be like you know, like, 0:13:52.280 --> 0:13:53.880 well I saw this and it's going to happen. I 0:13:53.920 --> 0:13:57.640 think I'm not okay, okay, so boom the medium tells 0:13:57.679 --> 0:13:58.640 me that about abortions. 0:13:58.880 --> 0:13:59.839 That was my experience. 0:14:00.120 --> 0:14:03.559 Yeah. Have you ever had something that you knew about 0:14:03.559 --> 0:14:05.760 someone or saw and you felt bad to tell them? 0:14:06.080 --> 0:14:06.280 Yeah? 0:14:06.320 --> 0:14:09.800 All the time in readings, I feel bad to let 0:14:09.800 --> 0:14:13.800 people know someone may be cheating on them, or maybe 0:14:13.840 --> 0:14:15.480 a parent that they think is their parent is not 0:14:15.520 --> 0:14:18.080 the actual parent, like stuff like that. Yeah, I feel 0:14:18.080 --> 0:14:19.360 bad all the time saying stuff like that. 0:14:19.360 --> 0:14:21.760 What happens when you're wrong? When you're wrong, is it 0:14:21.920 --> 0:14:25.960 confusing past present future? I guess. 0:14:26.000 --> 0:14:28.520 I mean, it's always a possibility to be wrong, but 0:14:28.760 --> 0:14:30.720 I haven't had any clients to be like you said, 0:14:30.800 --> 0:14:34.960 it's wrong, But I think, yeah, you can be wrong, sure, 0:14:35.000 --> 0:14:38.520 but I think it's nuances to understanding, like the spirit wrong, 0:14:38.640 --> 0:14:43.840 like in time, like what is time? Sometimes yes, it's 0:14:43.920 --> 0:14:45.960 kind of like past present future, Like sometimes you can 0:14:45.960 --> 0:14:48.080 interpret something that actually could have been from somebody's past 0:14:48.080 --> 0:14:49.640 life and you're saying it's about to happen to them now, 0:14:49.640 --> 0:14:51.920 and that's actually something that already happened to them. 0:14:51.960 --> 0:14:53.560 I have the same things happened to me in readings. 0:14:53.560 --> 0:14:54.800 That's why I don't know if I believe it. 0:14:55.000 --> 0:14:55.760 I don't believe reading. 0:14:55.920 --> 0:14:58.400 I think I'm giving it off and they feel it 0:14:58.440 --> 0:15:00.320 on me, and they always tell me that I'm gonna 0:15:00.360 --> 0:15:02.120 end up making mad money. They told me I'll be 0:15:02.160 --> 0:15:05.120 a mother. Marriage is my free will and my love life. 0:15:05.120 --> 0:15:07.400 They're like, there's someone there, but he's been there, and 0:15:07.440 --> 0:15:08.480 it just feels so general. 0:15:08.520 --> 0:15:09.080 It's so general. 0:15:09.120 --> 0:15:09.640 That's my problem. 0:15:09.680 --> 0:15:12.000 I just had an oracle reading done and it was like, 0:15:12.360 --> 0:15:14.080 you need to pause and take a break because you're 0:15:14.080 --> 0:15:17.600 overworking yourself. Bitch done. We all look where we live, 0:15:17.720 --> 0:15:22.560 fucking America. We gotta And then and then my homegirl, 0:15:22.560 --> 0:15:24.680 when she broke up with her partner, she flew to 0:15:24.720 --> 0:15:27.000 New York and I was like, okay, well, I know 0:15:27.040 --> 0:15:29.480 you're into this shit. So we ended up in Soho 0:15:29.600 --> 0:15:32.040 and we go to get our palms read. 0:15:35.360 --> 0:15:35.680 Poem. 0:15:35.840 --> 0:15:38.760 First thought the oracle reading was done for content purposes. 0:15:39.160 --> 0:15:41.840 I did not find the oracle readers for my other podcast. 0:15:41.960 --> 0:15:44.200 And then this one was I knew she liked it, 0:15:44.360 --> 0:15:46.960 so we want to get our palms read. And the 0:15:46.960 --> 0:15:52.840 bitch started talking about uh me having a certain situation 0:15:52.960 --> 0:15:55.800 with my boss at work, and I'm like, bitch, I 0:15:55.840 --> 0:15:57.600 am the boss. I don't even have a boss. I 0:15:57.600 --> 0:16:00.160 worked for my fucking self, So like, I'm here ing 0:16:00.160 --> 0:16:03.200 her say these things. Then she brought up how the 0:16:03.280 --> 0:16:06.160 person I may be with at the time would have 0:16:06.200 --> 0:16:10.160 a baby on the way, bitch. Scientifically that wasn't possible. 0:16:10.400 --> 0:16:13.040 So I'm just like, girl, you're just saying a whole 0:16:13.080 --> 0:16:17.720 bunch of bullshit. But she was maybe a spicy white 0:16:18.320 --> 0:16:20.160 like she could have been like the type. 0:16:20.400 --> 0:16:21.520 Yes, it was given. 0:16:22.360 --> 0:16:25.000 So I don't think people say they word oh, was that? 0:16:25.320 --> 0:16:29.000 I think that offensive to me. I know that they 0:16:29.000 --> 0:16:30.920 don't say that. I'm not sure why. I don't know, 0:16:30.960 --> 0:16:32.400 but I think it is a sad I think I 0:16:32.400 --> 0:16:41.600 don't think it's I think. 0:16:33.560 --> 0:16:41.040 So Forevanella shit this week it's about dreaming, and I 0:16:41.040 --> 0:16:44.560 thought this would be interesting for you. So Japanese scientists 0:16:45.040 --> 0:16:49.520 have opened up a new development. 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