Speaker 1: Once upon a time there was a good old traditional housewife.
Speaker 1: She cooked, she cleaned, cared for her children and the
Speaker 1: man of the house, and of course.
Speaker 2: She didn't talk back.
Speaker 1: She was both.
Speaker 2: Obedient and soft by nature.
Speaker 1: She was a good woman who always made good choices.
Speaker 1: That we're good mom's bad choices?
Speaker 3: Who single mom?
Speaker 1: Who said? But the patriarchy shared all.
Speaker 3: Their bad choices and found out they were so bad
Speaker 3: after all, we're experts. Overhairs and your new vestie. Sit
Speaker 3: back and near the ride. I can do a pat
Speaker 3: on my I can do a bad all on my
Speaker 3: Welcome back to good mom's bad choices. I'm Erica and
Speaker 3: I'm Mela. Happy Humpday, bitchy, happy motherfucking hump day. It's
Speaker 3: another grand Wednesday with the good moms. How are you feeling, dear.
Speaker 1: I feel good. I'm a little bit under the weather,
Speaker 1: but I'm healthy. I'm tan, I'm thriving great. I am too,
Speaker 1: I'm not under the weather. I'm never under the weather.
Speaker 3: I feel like I rarely get sick, thank to the heavens,
Speaker 3: because I can't handle it. I don't want to get sick.
Speaker 1: I feel all right over here too.
Speaker 3: Well. Usually we start the show and then we open up.
Speaker 3: But today, you guys, we have some very excited gentlemen
Speaker 3: on the show. And you know, it's rare that we
Speaker 3: have gentlemen on the show. And it's even rare that
Speaker 3: we have two gentlemen on the show. And we have
Speaker 3: two grand gentlemen, not grand gentleman, one of which I
Speaker 3: went to elementary school with since I'm a child, and
Speaker 3: the other is my friend of me slash side husband
Speaker 3: to hear more and Patrick Cloud of the Damn Internet
Speaker 3: You Scary Podcast.
Speaker 1: You guys went to elementary school together.
Speaker 3: Yes, oh kindergarten. Actually. Fun fact, his older brother was
Speaker 3: my first boyfriend and he has the same birthday as
Speaker 3: my current husband, so it was always writing in the stars.
Speaker 4: I don't know that his brother does.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know his brother, remember he he hosted our
Speaker 3: first live show, Ryan Houston.
Speaker 1: Oh ship, that's your bro.
Speaker 3: The resemblance. Shout out to Ryan. What's his uh? His
Speaker 3: his his YouTube right now?
Speaker 1: That's pop it Golden Hour.
Speaker 3: Golden Hour, Ryan Houston, who does the Golden Hour. Yeah,
Speaker 3: thank you guys for coming on our show.
Speaker 4: Absolutely, thank you for having us.
Speaker 3: Of course, I couldn't wait to have you guys on
Speaker 3: the show, especially to hear so I could chastise you
Speaker 3: publicly on my platform. You love each other so much
Speaker 3: and all we do is talk ship but then love
Speaker 3: each other. But talk ship and love each other right
Speaker 3: to hear lies, lies and deception. He was just at
Speaker 3: my birthday party all weekend, like you the bomb, big Mama.
Speaker 3: I was like, tell me to hear you the.
Speaker 5: Bomb big Babi before. Yeah, I told you that the confidence.
Speaker 4: Now you've never heard again.
Speaker 1: Damn Live podcast. I tell you a little flosy.
Speaker 3: Eric and I were on damn Internet. You're scary like
Speaker 3: two three years ago.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I had to be like almost four years ago.
Speaker 4: That's when we first met.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was like four years ago because I think
Speaker 3: maybe Alonda had just moved here, and I was like,
Speaker 3: we're gonna go to here's birthday party because my man
Speaker 3: needs new friends. And to hear you, guys, you're gonna
Speaker 3: best friends. And I set them up like a mom,
Speaker 3: and now they're best friends in the whole white world.
Speaker 5: That's my dog. I'll tell you what. Like Lando, I'm
Speaker 5: usually the aggressor. When I like said I'm gonna be
Speaker 5: some friends with somebody, I'm like, yo, niggas pull up here.
Speaker 5: We're gonna be doing this. We're gonna be popping. It's
Speaker 5: gonna be great. Orlando invited me over to the house.
Speaker 5: He's like, cool up, I'm gonna cook for you.
Speaker 4: I was like what.
Speaker 5: He's like, you never had is it a and sewtfish?
Speaker 5: And I was like nah, He's like, yeah, come on over.
Speaker 5: I had never had it before. So I got on
Speaker 5: the phone when I was like this nigga trying to
Speaker 5: fuck bro. I ain't never had a nigga invite me
Speaker 5: over for a home cooked meal and then Jamaican at that.
Speaker 5: And I get there and nig ain't got no shirt on.
Speaker 5: He got his cross beads on. I was like, I'm
Speaker 5: gonna just stay by the door. He's like, you take
Speaker 5: your shoes off.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna keep it my mom.
Speaker 5: I might have to run, but that's that's been my
Speaker 5: nigga hundred cross Well, he got the waist beads on,
Speaker 5: but they crossed his chest like Ammo like Rambo.
Speaker 3: To hear, always think somebody trying to fuck people.
Speaker 4: Gottau me he because I'm like a leprechaun.
Speaker 1: How many black Gingers.
Speaker 4: Do you know?
Speaker 3: Do you know many times. I've heard this at our friendship.
Speaker 3: I know niggas with freckles, my nigga.
Speaker 4: You know black gingers with freckles that play tennis.
Speaker 1: He thinks I was first seen actually call a black
Speaker 1: ginger with but he is a gay man.
Speaker 4: I know, Na, do you really know?
Speaker 3: No, I wish I did that.
Speaker 4: Hilarious see ah got shut the.
Speaker 3: Fuck up, just kidding. I mean, look at your calls
Speaker 3: this niggas guy.
Speaker 5: It was cragny for the long it's time. I never
Speaker 5: thought Pat was light skinned. I always was like, he's
Speaker 5: not light skin. I thought he was more like brown skin.
Speaker 1: But I guess he is.
Speaker 3: You know, black people have the most interesting take on skin,
Speaker 3: the color spectrum, because we're also for yourself like skin.
Speaker 4: But you're like, I'm more red, I'm light skinned. I'm red.
Speaker 3: It's a little my little red bone relaxed.
Speaker 1: Wow, to call a big red balls redbone only for women,
Speaker 1: I feel like I've.
Speaker 5: Only heard it regarded to women, like I got me
Speaker 5: a little red bone, little red thing.
Speaker 3: You know, feminist. I like to use things both ways.
Speaker 4: Yeah, like.
Speaker 3: Yellow is I don't that's everything I never knew it was.
Speaker 3: It was gender specific.
Speaker 5: No, we're not high yellow, I don't think, but red Bone.
Speaker 5: I had only grown up hearing it.
Speaker 3: That's your new nickname.
Speaker 4: No it's not.
Speaker 1: I will block you, mister Red. Don't mister Red. Come on,
Speaker 1: that's that's.
Speaker 3: My little redbone right here to hear.
Speaker 5: It's not that bad you got.
Speaker 3: How did you guys come to be? How did my
Speaker 3: two love and my my initial brother love interest and
Speaker 3: to hear come to be? How did you guys.
Speaker 4: Meet all deaf?
Speaker 5: Yeah, we used to working all death together and Pat
Speaker 5: at that time was you were more producer?
Speaker 4: Actually you first.
Speaker 6: Started, I was a Yeah, I was a I think
Speaker 6: I was the equipment manager when you pulled up.
Speaker 3: Really okay, I'll talk about walking working your way out.
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, I didn't know what any of the equipment was,
Speaker 6: so that they.
Speaker 3: Figured it out quickly.
Speaker 5: You didn't know ship, Let's see if you can produce
Speaker 5: something because this isn't I don't know where anything is.
Speaker 5: And then he became a producer and director, and then
Speaker 5: I came home around the same time as my co
Speaker 5: host Meg and we were just part time at the time.
Speaker 5: This is when the studio was in Culver City, and
Speaker 5: then we moved downtown and shared a building with the Clippers,
Speaker 5: and that's when we really started jail because we started
Speaker 5: working on a lot more projects together. And so when
Speaker 5: All Deaf kind of took a break from the public
Speaker 5: while they were transitioning and getting new owners and stuff
Speaker 5: like that, me and Pat had just started uh a
Speaker 5: podcast called the Internet Undefeated Undefeated because the company had
Speaker 5: kind of went under when dark for a second, we
Speaker 5: wanted to keep the momental gone, so we came up
Speaker 5: with damn in a net, You're scary. And initially we
Speaker 5: started we were filming with two iPhones.
Speaker 4: Actually we did that for like the first three years.
Speaker 3: We did that for a long time.
Speaker 5: We did that for a long because we were doing
Speaker 5: it that place first, Yeah, and then keVs and we
Speaker 5: did that kiss place.
Speaker 1: It was three iPhones. And how annoying wasn't to get
Speaker 1: that ship off the phone into the computer? Well it was,
Speaker 1: it was. I'm only saying that because we did the
Speaker 1: same ship.
Speaker 5: It wasn't that bad because the high editing on on
Speaker 5: on the mac, so it was air dropping it.
Speaker 3: The episodes probably were fucking two hours. Yeah, that's true,
Speaker 3: because we'd have to like break it up and hour
Speaker 3: and a half. Well, maybe you had better iPhones than us, because.
Speaker 1: It all depends on It was a huge struggle. What
Speaker 1: year was this? Yeah, okay, maybe maybe had the twenty
Speaker 1: seventeen phones. Yeah, that's when air Drop was really tempered.
Speaker 1: Middle Sometimes we didn't have her doing. We had to
Speaker 1: put it.
Speaker 3: We were the equipment man, so we didn't understand like
Speaker 3: the beat, like the seconds per whatever, Like the sound
Speaker 3: wouldn't fucking match up. It was the whole thing. It
Speaker 3: was a It makes me want to smoke. Actually, I'm
Speaker 3: rolling up the background. Even even thinking about being in
Speaker 3: the dining room trying to air drop and match up
Speaker 3: that ship literally stresses me out, and I get stressed
Speaker 3: pretty easily.
Speaker 4: So i'm you wear it well. Yeah, you wear your
Speaker 4: stress well.
Speaker 3: I kind of think that's the problem though nobody knows
Speaker 3: that I'm stressed, and then we don't take you seriously inside,
Speaker 3: and then one day they're like she was just fine
Speaker 3: with the I was like, I'm dying on the inside.
Speaker 5: I'm seeing I've seen you in all I think forms
Speaker 5: of emotions.
Speaker 3: I think that's have you never seen me cry or sad? Yeah?
Speaker 3: When when.
Speaker 1: Lying? No, absolutely I've seen you cry tears of.
Speaker 3: Joy, joy maybe in Vegas. Okay, I was getting married yeah.
Speaker 4: Still counts still and then oh fuck, we were at not.
Speaker 1: When did you see me cry?
Speaker 3: Right?
Speaker 1: Prove I wanted what day was it? This is my diary.
Speaker 3: I go home, dear diary. That bitch finally cried today.
Speaker 3: She thought she's so strong. Wrong, She's a weak ass
Speaker 3: bitch and I knew it, smiley face, you know what?
Speaker 3: You know what? This weekend I turned thirty eight, and
Speaker 3: we were together because he's my best friend enemy, and
Speaker 3: I realized this weekend I was like, I am usually
Speaker 3: so chill and well collected that when I'm not doing well,
Speaker 3: nobody respects me. Nobody respects that I'm not doing well
Speaker 3: like I was. We went to a sex party. Shout
Speaker 3: out to the play we had. I launched my birthday
Speaker 3: party with the Matrix play party, which was beautiful and wonderful.
Speaker 3: But I think because I am well versed in tantra
Speaker 3: and like very familiar or very like sensitive to sex energy,
Speaker 3: sometimes it gets like a big It could be a big,
Speaker 3: it can be overwhelming.
Speaker 4: And ready to go.
Speaker 3: I mean I had been there for eight hours. So
Speaker 3: it was a beautiful party and it was everything was great,
Speaker 3: except at the end, I like did a little chanting
Speaker 3: and then I was like, oh, maybe tapped in too hard.
Speaker 3: And then I was like, Orlando, it was like in
Speaker 3: the mid stroke, and I was like, I'm ready. I
Speaker 3: think I need to shift and need to take him
Speaker 3: on it. And he got mad.
Speaker 4: He was like, I've been holding this not all night. No,
Speaker 4: it wasn't.
Speaker 3: Even that far in. He was just like, this is
Speaker 3: where I thrive. And I was like, I'm having a
Speaker 3: hard time. He literally said these words to me, like
Speaker 3: this is my space. And I said, actually, this is
Speaker 3: my party, and it's my birthday. Actually it's my birthday
Speaker 3: and I'm coming married.
Speaker 4: What's yours is yours.
Speaker 3: But I think I wear my my stress too well.
Speaker 3: And so now in my thirty eight years of living,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna I decided that very moment at the party
Speaker 3: suck everybody. Everybody's gonna hear what the fuck I have
Speaker 3: to say. So I put my foot down. And so
Speaker 3: for those of you that know me and don't know me,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna start putting my foot down and I'm going
Speaker 3: to say everything I need to say. And so if
Speaker 3: I need to cry in the middle of the fucking party,
Speaker 3: I will. I did not cry at the middle of
Speaker 3: this party, but I almost punched it again the face
Speaker 3: which was my husband. We made up later actually to
Speaker 3: hear was there. I was laying on his lap and
Speaker 3: he's like, I just want you to have fun. I
Speaker 3: just want so much into this. I want you to
Speaker 3: have fun. I'm like, He's like, I want you to
Speaker 3: do whatever you want to do. I was like, I'm
Speaker 3: doing exactly what I want to do, and he was like.
Speaker 3: He looked at me and he said, actually, I want
Speaker 3: you to do what I want you to do. What
Speaker 3: I want you to do, and I said. I got
Speaker 3: up and I said, that's the fucking pra I said,
Speaker 3: I'm so happy you said it. I'm so happy you
Speaker 3: said it before I had to say it, because this
Speaker 3: is exactly how I was feeling. This is about you.
Speaker 3: He was like, yeah, kind of. He was like, you
Speaker 3: know what, I'm sorry I did make it about me.
Speaker 4: He did, but he admitted it.
Speaker 5: He was like, this is the first year I've been
Speaker 5: in the position financially to provide for her fully. I
Speaker 5: didn't want to have to worry about anything. I didn't
Speaker 5: want to have to lift the finger. I didn't want
Speaker 5: to have to think about car transportation where we're staying.
Speaker 4: And I was able to do that.
Speaker 1: And so he just yeah, yeah, he was just a
Speaker 1: FESTI he was.
Speaker 3: Just AESTI literally looked at me and said, actually, don't
Speaker 3: do what you want to do. Yeah, do what I
Speaker 3: want you to do. And I said, nigga, you're out
Speaker 3: of your goddamn mind. And then that's when it turned on,
Speaker 3: and I said, I gotta put my foot down. Niggas
Speaker 3: are going to know who the boss is and that's me.
Speaker 3: God damn it.
Speaker 1: And you're in the mood because of chanting. No, I'm
Speaker 1: genuinely you said. That's when it shifted.
Speaker 6: So I kind of wanted to ask about that part.
Speaker 1: What was chanting?
Speaker 3: Thank you for listening.
Speaker 4: She got thirty eight ancestors inside of her and they
Speaker 4: was like, it is time to let him know.
Speaker 1: I thought chanting was the time to leave every party.
Speaker 1: That's what we call a seance.
Speaker 5: I will say nothing, but we in the middle of
Speaker 5: the sex party. It's fucking going on, and Mila's lightning
Speaker 5: forty eight candles.
Speaker 1: Forty eight candles.
Speaker 5: She's lighting instants and taking says, tell the fucking ear, well,
Speaker 5: little I'm not answer about it here.
Speaker 3: We tried to get that.
Speaker 6: Killed.
Speaker 3: So that's a very good question, Patrick, And the answer
Speaker 3: to that is, I'm a sexologist and a tangent practitioner
Speaker 3: that's well versed in a specific lineage, and in that
Speaker 3: lineage there are specific chants that you can tap into.
Speaker 3: And I thought it was a good time to tap
Speaker 3: into the life force energy because everybody was fucking and
Speaker 3: I had a good idea. I was like, there was
Speaker 3: a good amount of white people at this party, and
Speaker 3: I was like, white people, I mean, we collaborated, and
Speaker 3: I thought, this is you know, this is a good
Speaker 3: time to tapp into the white privilege and the audacity
Speaker 3: because white people don't have it, don't really have any cares.
Speaker 3: And I said, I'm gonna I'm gonna tap in. I'm
Speaker 3: gonna take some of this.
Speaker 4: She did immediately. She started calling me a hard r
Speaker 4: right after.
Speaker 3: That, just like shut up, nigger, and hey, hey up,
Speaker 3: that never happened. Take it back, I take it back
Speaker 3: on camera. That's not true. Such a comedian, you think
Speaker 3: everything the fucking joke. Anyway, there are some chances that
Speaker 3: you could tap into. And while I was getting my
Speaker 3: pussy a, so this is a good time to like,
Speaker 3: use my chance.
Speaker 4: Well that's when you're chanted.
Speaker 3: Wow, you're supposed to, but probably not with a room
Speaker 3: full of other people. And then I got really tapped
Speaker 3: in and I was like, who this is a bit much.
Speaker 3: There's a lot of fucking going on. It's just like
Speaker 3: a lot of life force energy. If you are very
Speaker 3: sensitive to certain energy and you're aware of it, and
Speaker 3: you're aware of your body, then you'll know. So that's
Speaker 3: why the chanting maybe have like you know, tapped in
Speaker 3: too deeply to the to the every energy in the room.
Speaker 3: I'm a witch, Patrick, I'm a fairy witch.
Speaker 1: A night for you both.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you can, you can be whatever you want to be.
Speaker 1: Wings are broomstick, but we're both wings on the broomstick.
Speaker 3: In case something happen to the broomstick. I just I'm
Speaker 3: also the goddess of indulgence, so excessive it would be
Speaker 3: a good a good word to describe me. You are
Speaker 3: the only thing we've agreed to today. Yes, anyway, did
Speaker 3: you enjoy the sex party since you weren't chanting?
Speaker 1: It was?
Speaker 5: Uh, it was probably the most will produced and thoroughly
Speaker 5: produced play party I've ever been to. The theme was
Speaker 5: throughout the entire event. They had you know, picture stations
Speaker 5: before you entered the place, you could take pictures, and
Speaker 5: like they had missions for everyone, like they had like
Speaker 5: welcome missions and then like a little spicy missions.
Speaker 1: Tons of of of drinks and.
Speaker 3: There was niggas and suits passing out our dirves.
Speaker 4: It was crazy and a lot of them white, which
Speaker 4: felt appropriate for jun Yeah yeah, yeah, you don't.
Speaker 3: Know, but give me one of those meat balls again,
Speaker 3: come back here.
Speaker 5: But it was it was fire and it was and
Speaker 5: it felt really low stakes as for us, Like sometimes
Speaker 5: I've been the event saying people just like what.
Speaker 4: Time you was getting started, like what was going on?
Speaker 5: This is this feels creepy, But this one it was
Speaker 5: super chill, super relaxed, and everybody was like themed out.
Speaker 4: It was right. It was a great time.
Speaker 5: I had a great time and it was open bar.
Speaker 5: I liked that they had planned out everything. There was
Speaker 5: no cash, no hierarchy, uh, no tipping or nothing. Everything
Speaker 5: was included in your ticket so you didn't need a
Speaker 5: reason to bring any cash.
Speaker 4: So it was it was a super dope thing. Shout
Speaker 4: out to Michael for putting it.
Speaker 3: And the tickets weren't cheap because oh yeah.
Speaker 4: Yeah, they weep out like heio heatos priced people out too.
Speaker 3: Now have you ever been to a play party before?
Speaker 3: But you were you were gonna come that. Where do
Speaker 3: you wish you would have joined the festivities?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 1: My brother shout out to Ryan Golden Hour, he through
Speaker 1: the Golden.
Speaker 3: You've ruined it for your brother. I sure you don't
Speaker 3: want to come enough. I can't imagine Patrick getting a
Speaker 3: play party setting. Do you think you could have? Do
Speaker 3: you think you would have been fine? Yeah?
Speaker 6: I mean I'm not like I mean, I would probably
Speaker 6: just be like, you know, chilling washing and stuff, you know,
Speaker 6: like oh cool, oh Daryl, you know, but I'm never
Speaker 6: like I'm not like, oh, you know, like I can hang.
Speaker 4: I just don't be outside a lot. So people don't think.
Speaker 1: I wanted to see him at the morning.
Speaker 4: I like, they just don't do that right here, I'm like, yeah,
Speaker 4: everywhere else too.
Speaker 3: At one point there was like chains from the from
Speaker 3: the vaults, like high ceilings. I don't know if there's things,
Speaker 3: I don't think if anybody saw one girl, she she
Speaker 3: had like a chain performance and she came out a
Speaker 3: black girl, and then she had like a baby chainsaw
Speaker 3: and she was like then like the the fire was
Speaker 3: like going around. I was like, wow, that looks dangerous. Yeah,
Speaker 3: and it was like very was also very June teens
Speaker 3: because she was cutting the chains and I was like girl.
Speaker 1: At first, I was like a black woman was performing
Speaker 1: in chains.
Speaker 3: Was like hew. But then she then she cut him
Speaker 3: with the chainsaw, and I said, I wasn't expecting.
Speaker 5: I was noting, and I thought as soon as I
Speaker 5: saw the change, I was like, this seems a little
Speaker 5: too on the nose.
Speaker 3: Wait then I saw a nigga hanging from the change.
Speaker 3: Oh Jesus, okay, no, no, no, no, no, okay no
Speaker 3: like this like handhand, foot, foot, And then the girl
Speaker 3: was giving him head while he was spinning in a circle.
Speaker 4: And then he was like yeah, and I was just
Speaker 4: like this, she's just kept going around because.
Speaker 3: He and I was. I was at the top looking
Speaker 3: down and I was like, no, that's something you don't
Speaker 3: see every day.
Speaker 4: Everything at that fucking party was something you don't see
Speaker 4: every day.
Speaker 1: I don't think you see much of any of those things.
Speaker 4: And we're playing it really cool. That ship was fire
Speaker 4: as fuck.
Speaker 5: I ain't even gonna hold don I'm tired of playing
Speaker 5: it cool. That ship was crazy. Okay, it was crazy crazy.
Speaker 5: I couldn't have been high on that ship like that
Speaker 5: that I need. I needed to be sober for that event.
Speaker 5: It was.
Speaker 4: It was a psight to see.
Speaker 1: Wow.
Speaker 3: I thought it was pretty impressive. I'm the type of
Speaker 3: person who likes to go and see things that I've
Speaker 3: never seen before. Though some people are like that's too much,
Speaker 3: I'm like, bring it. I want to see what the
Speaker 3: Fu's going on over there. So if you're curious, then
Speaker 3: you want to tap into the play that's the place
Speaker 3: to go to, the top notch high end NA.
Speaker 4: That's the Fountain Blue of play parties. I mean, that's
Speaker 4: it was good.
Speaker 5: They had a massage station that was like non sexual,
Speaker 5: but like if you just needed to go and relax,
Speaker 5: massage you.
Speaker 3: You had a loom cups to keep up and they
Speaker 3: had our names on all of the cups.
Speaker 4: Bro it was. It was nice and it was like
Speaker 4: real order. It's not just like you know, meatballs and
Speaker 4: bro it was. They did it right.
Speaker 3: There was a chef there. She'd bring your chef out.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that was great. It was a good time.
Speaker 1: Why you didn't come, I was out of town.
Speaker 3: I was it was fun. Though it was.
Speaker 1: I was on my little solo vacation.
Speaker 4: How often do you do that? Like, oh, really nice?
Speaker 4: I thought that you would have been way more.
Speaker 1: I know I've done like I've gone places alone, but
Speaker 1: I've never gone to multiple cities by myself. Oh you
Speaker 1: did like that, like a multiple city?
Speaker 4: Where all did you go?
Speaker 1: I went to Mexico City and I went to.
Speaker 5: I would not be able to tell people I went
Speaker 5: to that second place because I not not to say
Speaker 5: that motherfucker right there now, I do love Mexico City.
Speaker 5: Mexico City one of my favorite places vacation, so beautiful,
Speaker 5: good food. It feels like a miniature in New York.
Speaker 1: It is because like a jungle. Yeah, the nature just
Speaker 1: like bursting.
Speaker 4: Through the but good food, good music everywhere.
Speaker 1: It's like one of my favorite good because a lot
Speaker 1: I hear that.
Speaker 6: That's kind of dangerous right there for for American tourist,
Speaker 6: ye about.
Speaker 1: Everything about Mexico.
Speaker 4: Anything, any problems. I didn't have any.
Speaker 5: And I was walking late at night all by myself
Speaker 5: when I was in Mexico City, just like the Budio.
Speaker 1: For sure, probably you shouldn't just like you, we probably
Speaker 1: wouldn't go to the rolling sixties at past nine pm
Speaker 1: by yourself, you know, like you know, somewhere to go,
Speaker 1: where to be. But I was fine. I was I
Speaker 1: and I was alone. I was a woman. I felt
Speaker 1: I felt safe the whole time.
Speaker 3: I wish we could have a travel show that we
Speaker 3: went into the underground of sex world and food, just
Speaker 3: putting that out there, food and sex.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean that's never allowed cameras usually, right.
Speaker 3: Uh, well, you know, I met this girl at the
Speaker 3: party and she was saying she just got back from
Speaker 3: Dubai and there's like an underground sex world in Dubai. Bitch,
Speaker 3: I said, bitch, you are risky, because.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's planning taking a joint.
Speaker 1: I said, girl, well, the underground it's run by all
Speaker 1: the wealthy men, so it's it's like run by the
Speaker 1: people that are condemning the women.
Speaker 3: So I think she said a lot of expects it's
Speaker 3: an ex pat sex world, and I was like, you're
Speaker 3: you're really torisk your life for this time.
Speaker 1: I said, I'm not the rich.
Speaker 4: Man that run that. Motherfucker are the ones that I
Speaker 4: ain't got to worry about going to.
Speaker 1: You because there is an underground sex like like space,
Speaker 1: but it is run by. I mean, I don't know
Speaker 1: about the xpat one, but like the men, Oh.
Speaker 3: That's the ones that they were like a group on,
Speaker 3: like all the bitches. All the bitches were going to
Speaker 3: get shitted on.
Speaker 1: No, no, no, I mean like it's I mean they
Speaker 1: probably have. They probably all different types.
Speaker 3: I'm sure you remember that time in like twenty seventeen,
Speaker 3: all the bitches were going to do Bay and I
Speaker 3: was like, is there a fucking two for one flight
Speaker 3: to Dubai? You remember that? That's because they were getting
Speaker 3: paid to get shitted on.
Speaker 5: To get shipped on, or to shipped on people to
Speaker 5: get shipped probably both. Wait what it was always them
Speaker 5: doing the ship now they.
Speaker 4: Would get the ship.
Speaker 3: Fifty k.
Speaker 1: It's a ship pro.
Speaker 3: They were getting fifty k. The sheikhs were paying bitches
Speaker 3: like fifty k to go ship on Themy so.
Speaker 1: Fifty k and a free ticket and they're paying for
Speaker 1: your hotel.
Speaker 4: No, you're not doing it.
Speaker 3: I'm not going into the country.
Speaker 1: Is there any logic behind that?
Speaker 4: Like a power thing, you gotta like like there's a.
Speaker 6: Power thing, there's a power thing and degradation because you know,
Speaker 6: like you know Vince McMahon, now w w rain.
Speaker 4: You got pooping on people too?
Speaker 3: What do you mean he got caught?
Speaker 1: It's powerful people.
Speaker 6: Like the powerful people feel like once they got money,
Speaker 6: they got women, they just want to you know, they're
Speaker 6: just like the last thing I want to, well I need.
Speaker 5: Yeah, we just verbally saying I'm shitting on these niggas.
Speaker 5: We don't really mean it, but I mean, I mean
Speaker 5: that's taking. It's a whole another level.
Speaker 3: Like the smell.
Speaker 1: You get bored you, It doesn't matter what race you are,
Speaker 1: you'll do some girding. Yeah, powerful people get way too
Speaker 1: bored you.
Speaker 5: If you grow up with money and you have access
Speaker 5: to everything, like regular sex gets boring and I imagine that.
Speaker 3: Don't believe that if you're like people. Proven people always
Speaker 3: say like, oh, if you're so rich, then you get gay.
Speaker 3: Like niggas don't just want to say gay, bored and rich.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I wouldn't say gay, but I'm saying delation.
Speaker 3: Of gayness before you did some gay.
Speaker 4: Ships hard left.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I was talking about like the shipting and a
Speaker 5: pan and stuff like I think you get advanced like
Speaker 5: the water sports and the Kinks.
Speaker 1: I think. Yeah, I was gonna say, I was gonna
Speaker 1: say it could just be drugs. You do enough drugs.
Speaker 1: Actually that kind of felt good.
Speaker 4: I think it's power for sure, because it's always number.
Speaker 1: One is power then drugs.
Speaker 3: Would you guys?
Speaker 4: Should they wipe out the words or they just get
Speaker 4: in a shower?
Speaker 1: I got questions because I.
Speaker 3: Don't know that rich they have a golden shower.
Speaker 6: Probably play with it a little bit, I think, like
Speaker 6: I assume that the bedroom looks like you know, dexter plastic.
Speaker 1: Everywhere, they rub it all over, they put it in
Speaker 1: their mouth.
Speaker 3: Let's be doing this, okay for for one hundred.
Speaker 4: K No, does it matter where they do it at?
Speaker 4: Does that change your answer?
Speaker 5: Like if they're not shipping, yeah, like if they're not
Speaker 5: shipping on your chest, like I.
Speaker 4: Love the balls of feet. I just want to ship
Speaker 4: on the ball of your foot, your left foot. That's
Speaker 4: all I want to do, Just to ship your belly.
Speaker 4: But I know yeah, yeah, yeah, in the belly. But anyway,
Speaker 4: because you don't know if it's gonna be solid.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I forgot about people eat like certain foods so
Speaker 3: they could produce a show.
Speaker 1: I'm thinking about is parasites. Parasites as they break open
Speaker 1: the poop.
Speaker 4: That's all you're thinking about.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, I'm thinking about a lot of things.
Speaker 5: What if what if they come pick you up from
Speaker 5: the airport and they like give you a little taste
Speaker 5: and a fart and they roll the windows up and
Speaker 5: so oh, yeah, this is what you're getting ready for.
Speaker 3: Yeah. People people have fart kinks too.
Speaker 4: Yeah I was.
Speaker 5: I don't know if it was like a funny video,
Speaker 5: but this ship was like farting bottles yours them making money.
Speaker 1: She's farting in jars.
Speaker 3: And one of her homegirls had a guy who would
Speaker 3: like text her all the time asking to see pictures
Speaker 3: of her ship, and she would send them some Oh my.
Speaker 1: God, people, man, that's too freaky.
Speaker 4: I don't know what activate.
Speaker 5: So I wonder does it activate something sexual or does
Speaker 5: it activate something something else?
Speaker 1: Is just to like know what's coming out of your body,
Speaker 1: like it's.
Speaker 4: Just you just made that.
Speaker 1: Huh, what did you eat?
Speaker 3: What else?
Speaker 4: What did you eat today?
Speaker 1: There's a lot of veis.
Speaker 4: I see it's kind of green greens.
Speaker 3: Today out there has these fetishes call us, we want
Speaker 3: to interview. We could fuzze your face out. Maybe I
Speaker 3: don't know if we've had that technology.
Speaker 1: But that's crazy. Have y'all made any bad choices this week?
Speaker 4: Not a bad mom, but a bad mom, so good.
Speaker 1: Is freaky choices? Yeah?
Speaker 6: I was about to say, like they're stupid, Like what
Speaker 6: it's not even like it's not even a fun answer,
Speaker 6: you know. I'm trying to think of a funner answer
Speaker 6: than this.
Speaker 4: Just be honest, A bad choice.
Speaker 1: What are you laughing about over there?
Speaker 4: Ship?
Speaker 5: This is a fucking it's a hate paler ship for
Speaker 5: me to choose from. I'm just trying to figure.
Speaker 4: Out what fucking what I need to fucking what does
Speaker 4: that the hate thing do?
Speaker 6: What is it?
Speaker 3: What does it go about?
Speaker 4: No, but what's the one thing? No, it's the pickfork. Pitchfork, pitchfork, pitchfork.
Speaker 1: That's what it is.
Speaker 4: I need a pitchfork to get through all of it.
Speaker 4: You have to go first, Yeah, you know, because like
Speaker 4: if I do something crazy and you'd be like I
Speaker 4: paid my rent, Like.
Speaker 1: That's that's the level of.
Speaker 4: Damn.
Speaker 1: I want a fun one. I know that made some
Speaker 1: bad choices. It'll get inspired by your hears.
Speaker 4: All right, man?
Speaker 5: Uh, stand out all day drinking, partying, kicking it and
Speaker 5: catching up with friends for dinner, hanging out in the
Speaker 5: hotel to time for the afters, going to the afters drinking, partying, uh,
Speaker 5: and then promising to pick somebody developed at the airport
Speaker 5: at eight And when I just left the hotel at
Speaker 5: six and I was like, all right, I can give
Speaker 5: you an hour and a half asleep.
Speaker 1: Did you make it?
Speaker 3: Fuck?
Speaker 4: No, I just get there.
Speaker 5: I was like, listen, I ain't gonna make you get
Speaker 5: into Ober because you gotta do the whole la exiting,
Speaker 5: I got a black cart.
Speaker 4: I got him a black car.
Speaker 3: When he looked over at the hotels and I had
Speaker 3: to pick up somebody in two hours, I said, nigga
Speaker 3: call a car. Yeah, yeah, I think that's a ridiculous
Speaker 3: call of car taker.
Speaker 4: I was.
Speaker 5: I was, and I I had to drop somebody off
Speaker 5: before after I left the hotels, I had to go
Speaker 5: to the valley drop somebody off. I was like, all right,
Speaker 5: I'm just going and I should have just went out
Speaker 5: to l A. I was like, I'm napping the car.
Speaker 4: I was like, my bed right there.
Speaker 1: I got in the car to hey, Lizen. Because my
Speaker 1: word is.
Speaker 5: Big to me, like if I say I'm gonna do it,
Speaker 5: I like to be a man in my words. So nah, man,
Speaker 5: I said six alarms. I said six and l a
Speaker 5: X pickup is like, that is true? That is real, real, friend,
Speaker 5: I put my mom, I'm in a black cart.
Speaker 1: Friend.
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, what not better?
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's better because it's hard, like especially with lex
Speaker 5: because it's hard to determine when the bags are gonna
Speaker 5: come out, depending on what airline you come on. It's
Speaker 5: just a lot just getting in sometimes can be twenty
Speaker 5: thirty minutes getting in lax.
Speaker 4: So I was like, man, I just I'll just pay
Speaker 4: the money. Man, this is less.
Speaker 1: It's somebody I ain't seen in like years.
Speaker 4: I'm paying that money. Bro.
Speaker 3: Everybody knows how to catch an uber. My dad asked
Speaker 3: me to pick him up from somewhere the other day
Speaker 3: and I told him no, or was it lax?
Speaker 4: No, it was just a bad daughter. No, it was
Speaker 4: fucked up person. My dad fucked up person. Man, that's
Speaker 4: what it is.
Speaker 3: My dad does that a lot.
Speaker 4: What actually to pick you.
Speaker 3: Has expectations that he didn't discuss.
Speaker 4: Your dad nutted and gave you life. You're here because.
Speaker 3: When the words you got pleasure out of that. Damn
Speaker 3: I didn't ask to be here, and I damn sure
Speaker 3: didn't ask to pick you up fifteen minutes out of
Speaker 3: my way, and you know what, I'm thirty a. I
Speaker 3: have boundaries.
Speaker 4: Fifteen minutes out of LA can literally just be four
Speaker 4: miles in LA.
Speaker 3: Because debate.
Speaker 4: I was just I was, I was still going to
Speaker 4: speaking on it. I had a thought on my mom,
Speaker 4: I was gonna finish it my.
Speaker 3: Happy Father's Day.
Speaker 1: And he forgave me.
Speaker 3: I'm pretty sure, so sorry, dad, he did not forgive you.
Speaker 4: He texted me the other day like this, mother did.
Speaker 1: That Actually sounds exactly what like he would say.
Speaker 4: Yeah, Yeah, we've been talking and.
Speaker 3: I said, Lena, we're not picking him up.
Speaker 4: You have the baby with you denied the baby of
Speaker 4: seeing her grandfather.
Speaker 1: Listen that So the next time when when Luna is
Speaker 1: grown and she wanted to daddy, remember when you didn't
Speaker 1: pick up the grandpa. Yeah, I'm not picking your ass.
Speaker 3: I'm not depending on anybody to get me from point
Speaker 3: A to point b. Ever in my life, if I
Speaker 3: can't get back, it's not happening because I'm a grown
Speaker 3: ass woman.
Speaker 5: You're also collect you know, you know Daniels collecting infinity stones.
Speaker 5: Mila is a collector of stragglers, and I have to
Speaker 5: tell her ass. Hey, one time we hanging out. She
Speaker 5: was like, I didn't make a stop and she popped
Speaker 5: in the club and she comes out with.
Speaker 1: Six fucking people.
Speaker 4: SI fucking people always gonna drop them off.
Speaker 1: No the fuck we're not.
Speaker 4: No the fuck we not. I don't know these niggas
Speaker 4: right home.
Speaker 5: I'm not letting all of these random ass niggas get
Speaker 5: behind me in this fucking car.
Speaker 1: You crazy? And it was in her car, but I
Speaker 1: didn't give them fuck.
Speaker 3: Nobody told you to tell my fucking business. That was
Speaker 3: a private private what conversation experience?
Speaker 1: Were These just promises you made throughout the night.
Speaker 3: I just went in and then they were like, can
Speaker 3: you get me right home? And I was like sure.
Speaker 3: I'm like, we're six people.
Speaker 5: I'm like, and that's what she said, I got, I got,
Speaker 5: I'm I'm coming back. Plans change a little bit. I'm like,
Speaker 5: what what the fuck you mean plans? Because I'm in
Speaker 5: the car, I'm in the loading zone right, I'm looking
Speaker 5: around because we're also at also like three in the morning,
Speaker 5: after our spot, and you know, after I was kind
Speaker 5: of anything goes. Niggas walking up with chainsaws and ship
Speaker 5: one nigga got like a like a baby dog and it's.
Speaker 4: On fire and he's swissing it around the fucking wild
Speaker 4: wild West.
Speaker 5: We're two blocks over from skid row, like they're selling
Speaker 5: body parts next to the guy selling hot dogs.
Speaker 1: She was like, Oh, coming up was some friends.
Speaker 3: I think you're from East St. Louis to hear.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's exactly why I don't want to go back
Speaker 4: to an environment.
Speaker 5: That he was here. He's alive because then niggas didn't
Speaker 5: get in. M yeah, because only two were getting in.
Speaker 5: I'm not letting all these niggas.
Speaker 4: I don't care. It's your car, no where they did
Speaker 4: they live close?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Anyway, Uber, this is why I don't bring friends
Speaker 3: on the show. I talked to you fucking much. We
Speaker 3: have a wonderful game that we called Trigger.
Speaker 4: No y'all didn't say y'all bad choices.
Speaker 1: I know, it's just y'all. Oh, Pat, you come on,
Speaker 1: we can move on.
Speaker 3: Come on, Pat, it's boring.
Speaker 4: Tell us it's not even like the Vibe but the show.
Speaker 3: You're Virgo, right, Pat? Yes, Virgo and Pisces. Can't you
Speaker 3: tell the difference.
Speaker 6: I just didn't do anything this week, so I didn't
Speaker 6: have any Okay, I I had to cancel on a
Speaker 6: shoot because of choices that I made.
Speaker 3: You got too drunk?
Speaker 6: No, I was just I was just really tired and
Speaker 6: it was like a shoot that I really made plans
Speaker 6: or promises for.
Speaker 4: But I did feel bad boring to you to do
Speaker 4: disappoint That's what I'm trying. That's what I'm trying to
Speaker 4: do more of.
Speaker 1: You know, more people pleasing.
Speaker 4: Yeah, exactly, okay, So I'll tie it into something.
Speaker 3: Yeah, do you want to play Trigger? Yeah?
Speaker 4: Oh do you have?
Speaker 1: I gave it to you thought you're just telling me
Speaker 1: to add stuff?
Speaker 3: Sorry I can.
Speaker 4: I can do it.
Speaker 3: I'm going to light the backwood as we play trigger.
Speaker 3: So Trigger is a game that we play that we're
Speaker 3: going to give you one word, and you're gonna give
Speaker 3: us the first word that comes to mind. Don't think
Speaker 3: about it too much, don't overthink about it, don't over
Speaker 3: think about it.
Speaker 1: And I like this.
Speaker 3: We're smoking a true, a true rap aromatic. This is
Speaker 3: one of my favorite Have you tried these guys? I
Speaker 3: don't have to gut it or anything. It just comes
Speaker 3: ready to go.
Speaker 4: Oh wow.
Speaker 1: That what makes it true?
Speaker 3: Yep?
Speaker 1: It's true, easy, peasy, simple, you ready for trigger.
Speaker 4: I've never smoked before, wore, I.
Speaker 1: Feel like I've smoked with you. Yeah, anyway, I've never
Speaker 1: done drunks in my life ever.
Speaker 4: You never drake did no drugs, none of that.
Speaker 5: Ship sober Actually time, I actually just got my license,
Speaker 5: uh to be a pastor.
Speaker 4: So we're about to start the church, so.
Speaker 3: We can call you pastor pastor pastors more to hear
Speaker 3: pastor moore more. That sounds kind of freak.
Speaker 1: She's opening a church's chicken.
Speaker 3: Churches is disgusting. Watch eats churches.
Speaker 4: Not a real nigga ever planning to be Sometimes I.
Speaker 3: Think that does not eat church's chicken in your hands.
Speaker 4: That's real nigga ship. That is real nigga shire.
Speaker 5: She real nigga adjacent though she want the accolades of
Speaker 5: being a real nigga because she hung with real niggas
Speaker 5: and she sucked a couple of real niggas.
Speaker 3: I'm a rich, real nigga church.
Speaker 4: You shut your valley ass up. You're not real. You're
Speaker 4: a real nigga. Move right now, be fine.
Speaker 3: I have all the niggas. Yeah, I have the luxury
Speaker 3: apartment to watch.
Speaker 4: Whatever churches lit, there will be no church is slander
Speaker 4: on my fucking watch.
Speaker 3: If you hat churches into twenty twenty six, we need
Speaker 3: to talk.
Speaker 1: I feel like Erica.
Speaker 4: Said, Dad, he would fuck with some church.
Speaker 1: Even know what the fuck that is.
Speaker 5: I'm seeing him, but you know the way he laughing. Yeah,
Speaker 5: he didn't have the halopenos before and a little bite over.
Speaker 1: Put the last vegan. He's vegetarian. He lives off juices
Speaker 1: and berries.
Speaker 4: God damn you had to put them. He didn't had
Speaker 4: churches before that. I bet he missed it right now
Speaker 4: if I called him not in.
Speaker 3: The last ten years? Have you had have your church
Speaker 3: in the last ten years? All right?
Speaker 4: So neither one of y'all have had churches in the
Speaker 4: last five years.
Speaker 3: My stomach, I give a fuck about my son.
Speaker 1: No you don't.
Speaker 4: I've seen what you eating before and my party with
Speaker 4: you don't give the stomach or the line it.
Speaker 1: What about you. I've never had churches, chicken, that's not
Speaker 1: I know, was boo.
Speaker 3: I didn't like it's Daddy is a doctor. He never
Speaker 3: had no damn churches, Chicken.
Speaker 1: That has nothing to do with anything.
Speaker 4: I have had churches, but I don't like.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm still helping you prove your point.
Speaker 3: When did you eat? When did your church of sugar?
Speaker 4: What days?
Speaker 3: When? Like how many years ago? Like years ago?
Speaker 1: The time stuff?
Speaker 3: I know at school he went to So what you
Speaker 3: went to the same school, bitch, elementary school Atlanta with
Speaker 3: a ghetto girl. Me and Pat.
Speaker 5: We didn't we'd have been in Atlanta together, throwing money
Speaker 5: back to back, making a round.
Speaker 4: I'm lying, Pat is so frugal in Atlanta nice, so
Speaker 4: frugal up And as you said, I well.
Speaker 5: First of all, we've been in Atlanta together. We departied
Speaker 5: in Atlanta together, went to Strict Club. We had a
Speaker 5: good time. We met in Saint Louis together. I took
Speaker 5: him to East Saint Louis. We got some hood rice
Speaker 5: in East St. Louis, praan racgoon, Saint Paul. All this
Speaker 5: ship we were sucking it up.
Speaker 1: Now when we went to.
Speaker 4: Atlanta, we went to the ATM was like yo. I
Speaker 4: was like, yo, I've never balled out in the Strict club.
Speaker 4: You want to do it tonight?
Speaker 5: He was like, fuck, yeah, let's do it. So I
Speaker 5: went to got a couple I mean boom, he got it.
Speaker 5: I got mine boone. So you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: this is my front. Don't read to go to the club.
Speaker 5: It ain't really my thing, but I'm like, fuck it,
Speaker 5: I'm gonna pretend tonight, right, so boom, don't want to boom.
Speaker 4: We pulling coup of chicks side section We had a
Speaker 4: section ship like that boom. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4: I'm forty five minutes in. I didn't I don't know.
Speaker 4: Probably I done blew through, like I don't know.
Speaker 1: Four hundred dollars right, Pat got one chick. He danced
Speaker 1: with a boom.
Speaker 4: She on him right now, right, I'm about forty five
Speaker 4: minutes in. I look onto him.
Speaker 5: I was like, yeah, you need some more? He was like,
Speaker 5: I only I've only gave twelve dollars. Was I supposed
Speaker 5: to get more?
Speaker 3: See his faces? Yeah? Absolutely?
Speaker 5: Oh. I got to tell you what his nigga was doing.
Speaker 5: This nigga Pat was doing. This is how he was
Speaker 5: tippic to write every every a couple of minutes, he would.
Speaker 4: Just be like, like every songs, I thought that was hell,
Speaker 4: what you know.
Speaker 1: You didn't look around?
Speaker 4: But look then the same dollar.
Speaker 5: He would be like this fortnight he went over her
Speaker 5: whole anatomy with that one dollar bill.
Speaker 4: The entire song got corrected and one night.
Speaker 3: And he was like, okay, he had less regrets. In
Speaker 3: the morning, he did, Yeah, I'm.
Speaker 1: Talking about I went we were filming.
Speaker 5: Squad cares or d all Way asked one time virtually
Speaker 5: and he had his camera on. I was like, there, boy,
Speaker 5: you're finna do some washingt or something like that, because
Speaker 5: the stacking ones like on the desk.
Speaker 1: And I saw it.
Speaker 5: He's, oh, no, I'm sad to say. I'm like what
Speaker 5: He's like, he's the same ones from Atlanta. It was
Speaker 5: like two years later.
Speaker 4: It's still there. Not two years it's still there.
Speaker 1: It's still a rainy day.
Speaker 4: Boy.
Speaker 3: He's from l A.
Speaker 1: Never go to this strip club with Patrick.
Speaker 3: Halfway through, I just I those is that dollar bills
Speaker 3: on your underwears?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, damn, that's ironic.
Speaker 3: I was like, now that you telling this story money
Speaker 3: and I want to now all on my underwear and
Speaker 3: I made them apparel, xerox them.
Speaker 1: I decided I wanted to keep it.
Speaker 4: Y'all don't want to see pasts. It's only fans.
Speaker 1: Is JG. Went Worth, it's my money. I want to know.
Speaker 4: That's so crazy.
Speaker 6: I did nothing with that stack. I might as well
Speaker 6: thrown it. It's just in a drawer, but I have it,
Speaker 6: I have access to it.
Speaker 1: Wow, that's a good side. I did throw. What's your clip?
Speaker 1: Did y'all go to.
Speaker 4: No blue magic?
Speaker 3: Blue flame, blue flame magic? Is it fucking crack you guys?
Speaker 1: Listen? Magic City?
Speaker 4: Are you ready for trigger away or churches want to
Speaker 4: be triggered?
Speaker 1: Oh my god?
Speaker 3: Do we need to do a sm R churches? We
Speaker 3: live in the valley. Where the fuck are we gonna
Speaker 3: get churches? It's not one in the twenty male radius?
Speaker 3: Probably Google where's the close do it?
Speaker 4: Let me know if.
Speaker 1: And religion word that comes to mind?
Speaker 4: First thing?
Speaker 3: Come on? Ye?
Speaker 1: Okay, church urch, chicken, churches.
Speaker 4: Chicken?
Speaker 6: Oh my god, aliens real amazing, feminism awesome, great, yeah,
Speaker 6: the best.
Speaker 3: You're lying.
Speaker 1: Patriarchy hy it?
Speaker 4: I guess birth overrated?
Speaker 3: Overrated? Nigga, you were birst, crowded, don't even care crowded, crowded, fatherhood.
Speaker 4: Necessary Nope, oh no, no kids for you.
Speaker 1: You're done, I mean never you have kids? Okay? Love, language, time,
Speaker 1: act service, the Internet, exhausting, scary, cannabis relaxing, all right, backwards? Amazing?
Speaker 4: Oh is this one of them.
Speaker 5: Uh uh, trusted amongst the ball smokers. We're gonna keep
Speaker 5: it going for We're gonna get that back.
Speaker 1: Polyamory hm fun when done right?
Speaker 4: Unsure?
Speaker 1: How does one do polyamory write? I think it's important to.
Speaker 5: Have the conversations that are necessary to go into that
Speaker 5: with the right mindset and make sure that you're doing
Speaker 5: it for the right regals. Both partners, I think, should
Speaker 5: have to be equally invested in it, even if they're
Speaker 5: like their dynamic is different, but both people have to be.
Speaker 5: They can be one person doing it just because the
Speaker 5: other person wants to do it. It's not gonna work
Speaker 5: like that.
Speaker 1: And you have you ever explored polyamory?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: And did you enjoy it?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 4: It was? It was cool.
Speaker 6: I think that it has to come with a lot
Speaker 6: of communication, like to hear we're saying. And I did
Speaker 6: it when I was like a little bit younger, so
Speaker 6: I didn't I wasn't really like good at that part
Speaker 6: of it, so it didn't work out.
Speaker 3: But I see the are you good at it now
Speaker 3: now that you're much older and wiser?
Speaker 4: I feel like I would be.
Speaker 1: Yeah, are you in a relationship? No single about you?
Speaker 4: Yeah? I'm rried.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm mess black man king, strong, white man there.
Speaker 6: Thief, white woman, wife of the thief, careful, wife of
Speaker 6: the thief, wife of the thief.
Speaker 4: That sounds like a book that.
Speaker 3: Careful, careful?
Speaker 4: Is it one word or just whatever?
Speaker 3: Do you date white woman?
Speaker 4: Patrick? I've never done it, but I've smashed experienced.
Speaker 1: Yes, favorite food.
Speaker 5: Mexican facos, I would say, Mexican, Yeah, guilty. Pleasure masturbating necket.
Speaker 1: What because take it all over?
Speaker 4: Yeah, like most of the times.
Speaker 1: We masturbate is is it's a quick fix. You know,
Speaker 1: cans are just down. You know what I'm saying, You
Speaker 1: got one leg out.
Speaker 4: Doing a quick you know? And always yeah, I do
Speaker 4: standing up. I'm always weirdedout bout people like, yes, I
Speaker 4: lay down or sit down or jack off. I'm like,
Speaker 4: how do you do that?
Speaker 3: Women don't have the privilege of like standing and.
Speaker 4: Talking about I can't.
Speaker 5: Yeah, you absolutely can't stand up, put one leg up there,
Speaker 5: do a deep squat like a farmer and put the headphones.
Speaker 4: Go DJ. But yeah, like masserbating fully naked.
Speaker 5: And I recently got into like toys, so like I
Speaker 5: have this egg thing now because for years I just
Speaker 5: was a dry jacker.
Speaker 1: I never used. I never did anything.
Speaker 5: Because I just didn't want to clean up using when
Speaker 5: I was jacking.
Speaker 3: Right, huh, just the clean up either way.
Speaker 1: But low shit is weird because it like mixes with everything.
Speaker 4: Yeahry jacker too.
Speaker 1: I jack off right in the toilet. It falls in there.
Speaker 4: I take a little tissue time.
Speaker 1: Women have been lathering our hands up and spinning on things.
Speaker 1: We could just drive jack. Well, here's the thing.
Speaker 5: I drive jack because I know what gets me there.
Speaker 5: I got the right video cued up. I get jack off,
Speaker 5: and I can be done too many.
Speaker 1: That's a good point.
Speaker 4: Yeah you can't.
Speaker 5: Yeah, you don't know my rhythm the same way guys
Speaker 5: don't know y'all rhythm like that, And y'all can get there,
Speaker 5: probably faster doing it yourselves than than a man doing it.
Speaker 4: But I reasonly got into like the egg and I
Speaker 4: have my loop. I put it in there.
Speaker 3: You're doing a grown up jacking off.
Speaker 1: Like I've been jacking off with glasses on, lady.
Speaker 3: Because you're such an adult, I am stand on and
Speaker 3: your egg, I would.
Speaker 4: It just a sweater van, I don't put the shirt underneath,
Speaker 4: but that sweel.
Speaker 1: Can you send a snippet, what's your guilty pleasure.
Speaker 6: I gotta start going first, I gotta start going. It's
Speaker 6: gotta be like a builder, I would say. I would say, eating.
Speaker 4: Late, eating.
Speaker 1: Up. You already did it, babe, my guilty pleasure, Yeah,
Speaker 1: jacket standing.
Speaker 4: You wanted to throw another?
Speaker 3: What's your other one?
Speaker 4: Go ahead sending up videos while I say the nag.
Speaker 3: You like to send that videos while saying bitches names. Yeah,
Speaker 3: that per request and that's just your request.
Speaker 4: I would never do that.
Speaker 1: Crazy crazy, But that's like so multiple women have quested
Speaker 1: that of you, or you have.
Speaker 4: Like a menu, he suggests.
Speaker 1: W You're like, these are the options. No, no, no,
Speaker 1: not people like me to know.
Speaker 3: You know you can, like you can pay somebody to
Speaker 3: say happy birthday to you, but that's an only fans requests, like,
Speaker 3: but like people don't only fans like you pay extra
Speaker 3: to get them to say your name.
Speaker 1: That's why it's very specific.
Speaker 4: My first lady was the first person, that.
Speaker 3: First lady of the church, really of your church that
Speaker 3: you went to grew up in churches, not the pastors.
Speaker 3: Why not the pastor's wife you were you were fulling
Speaker 3: around with the pastor's wife.
Speaker 4: No, no, no, no, she worked the fire.
Speaker 5: The first lady churches churches church or churches chicken mashed
Speaker 5: potatoes in.
Speaker 3: Christ anyway, not mashed potatoes of Christ.
Speaker 1: The first lady of churches is crazy. That's crazy.
Speaker 5: He only takes orders. You can't like gloves, you don't
Speaker 5: do all that cooking. Right there, she moved up.
Speaker 1: It's porn, favorite porn category.
Speaker 4: You the creamy.
Speaker 1: You heard that.
Speaker 3: Pov ebony creamy, I.
Speaker 4: Should say amateur first, amateur pov ebony creamy. Is that
Speaker 4: one video?
Speaker 5: Okay, no, that's those are the categories. So I go,
Speaker 5: I don't even look at the thumb nail ship. I
Speaker 5: go straight to the search bar, put that in amateur
Speaker 5: pov ebony creamy and then wet because it can't just
Speaker 5: be creamy because creamy ship it is just a little
Speaker 5: like like bit you spilled.
Speaker 4: Cake better all up in there.
Speaker 5: So there's creamy and yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah are
Speaker 5: the ones that do it, because like there are people
Speaker 5: that use like they have like the creamy lube that
Speaker 5: you can use like if you are a fan of
Speaker 5: that creamy like look and you know, for the visuals.
Speaker 4: So but sometimes that can mess up to a woman's
Speaker 4: pH so like, oh.
Speaker 3: Ship a creamy lube sounds like no good.
Speaker 1: I cannot wait to hear yours. What is it?
Speaker 3: Why?
Speaker 1: Why it's like the Yan and the Yang because you
Speaker 1: didn't go first?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, Can you start first so we can have
Speaker 1: like an uplid. Okay, let's switch now.
Speaker 5: First all, I just want to say that my ship
Speaker 5: sounds wild because it's mainly like sex center. Pat lives
Speaker 5: a crazy fucking life, y'all just not answering the white question.
Speaker 4: When we worked it all day together.
Speaker 5: Everybody in the office would come in on Monday and
Speaker 5: be like, did y'all see pasts Instagram?
Speaker 3: Hat was a crazy life?
Speaker 1: This part right here, Pat was what I mean. It's
Speaker 1: just but it's just a different.
Speaker 3: Seven dollars at the shrimp club.
Speaker 1: This episode.
Speaker 5: It's it's at different areas that he ventured, like like
Speaker 5: he went to the fucking desert and did real life
Speaker 5: fruit Ninjer had swords and him and his cousin were
Speaker 5: throwing fruit at each other and actually just filming it, like.
Speaker 1: Really slicing watermelons in handlopes.
Speaker 4: Bananas kiwis to no, we were cutting them, threw them
Speaker 4: in like.
Speaker 3: No, no, it was just fun, brite, that down to
Speaker 3: do that.
Speaker 1: Fierce oceans.
Speaker 4: And then one weekend was just on this stupid, big
Speaker 4: ass yacht.
Speaker 5: We're like eighty chicks. I was like, I thought you
Speaker 5: hate the water. He was like, yeah, but it was
Speaker 5: a yacht. Yeah, you're not in the water, you know
Speaker 5: what I mean.
Speaker 4: It's pretty. It's a few.
Speaker 6: I usually go for amateur. Also, POV is cool. People
Speaker 6: be getting too close. I'm too close. I feel like
Speaker 6: POV you have to have kind of like a director's
Speaker 6: mindset because people would just be like all, like, I
Speaker 6: don't know.
Speaker 4: I just I feel like it's it's not shocked.
Speaker 3: Very well POV professional POV.
Speaker 1: Like you know, strategic, strategic POV POV. I like, I
Speaker 1: like looking up group stuff.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 1: Yeah, after life.
Speaker 4: It was still triggered.
Speaker 1: Yes, after life.
Speaker 4: Oh uh hmm, that's a good one. Nothing really came
Speaker 4: to mind. I guess I hope.
Speaker 1: You hope that you make it to the afterlife.
Speaker 4: This one.
Speaker 1: Sounds fun.
Speaker 4: He he uh, great time, no problems over here, no
Speaker 4: problem care important.
Speaker 1: Essential retention.
Speaker 4: Stupid as fuck. Actually I get it, Hm, I get it.
Speaker 4: I understand it now.
Speaker 1: Not stupid as fuck, stupid as fuck.
Speaker 5: I just I just saw this one and I had
Speaker 5: to screenshot it because I was gonna make a video
Speaker 5: about this.
Speaker 1: And I was like, it's a real thing, though I
Speaker 1: tried it this year. Yeah, no, I hear it.
Speaker 3: And and how what happened when you tried it? While
Speaker 3: he's looking at the video? Did you find it?
Speaker 4: Yeah? But it wasn't the video.
Speaker 5: It's just I think I love having sexual attension more
Speaker 5: than actually engaging in the act.
Speaker 3: And I was just like, that's not that's not seman retention.
Speaker 6: I know.
Speaker 1: I just I mean along the lines of I was like,
Speaker 1: have you never had blue balls? So you don't know
Speaker 1: the pain balls?
Speaker 4: You said are not real? Oh, because you've had balls before,
Speaker 4: so you've had Okay, then up telling me that blue
Speaker 4: balls ain't real.
Speaker 1: I have balls all my life. I've been clothed burning
Speaker 1: since I was nine.
Speaker 4: Oh, so you're telling us how to work our bodies, right.
Speaker 4: People are like Femininem grosses the line you can't you
Speaker 4: don't don't do that. It don't do no, No, I'm good.
Speaker 4: I ain't even smoke.
Speaker 1: Before I would smoke, but I don't want to get
Speaker 1: nobody sick. Blue balls is not a medical condition.
Speaker 3: You, guys, you're not going to have any side effects
Speaker 3: if you have to mid Broner not finish, ladies. Blue
Speaker 3: balls is not real. Do not let niggas.
Speaker 1: Disappointment is in a medical condition either, But it still happens.
Speaker 3: Disappointment.
Speaker 1: No, it is an actual pain. It's an actual pain.
Speaker 5: It's like a build up of that imagine. So it's
Speaker 5: a million nuts, right, a million nuts right here. They
Speaker 5: already in the shaft, them niggas is in the train,
Speaker 5: and then they see they stop and they.
Speaker 4: Trying to get off the train, but you're like, okay
Speaker 4: right now, and they just piling up.
Speaker 1: That's what it feels like. It's very painful.
Speaker 5: And even when you jack off after you have blue
Speaker 5: balls for too long, you still experience that discomfort. Blue
Speaker 5: balls is absolutely a real thing.
Speaker 1: Martin, Fuck you, Fuck you.
Speaker 4: I almost called you a bitch because I see what
Speaker 4: you're trying to do. You're trying to push them over
Speaker 4: the edge. Biggest regret, Oh, biggest regret.
Speaker 6: Uh, bad negotiations, people, please, A biggest accomplishment, hm, biggest accomplishment.
Speaker 1: I don't know you can go first on this one.
Speaker 4: Betting on myself.
Speaker 1: I was gonna say that but I was like, they
Speaker 1: just don't say that.
Speaker 6: It wos to say the first thing that comes to mind.
Speaker 3: But I feel like y'all are looking for spicy stuff,
Speaker 3: and I don't go today for your truest answer.
Speaker 1: There's no there's no batter good answer.
Speaker 4: Yeah. I was gonna say, take it a risk and
Speaker 4: with it.
Speaker 1: Pet Peeve. It's not people pleasing.
Speaker 6: Oh you're right right, Pet Peeve, Pet Peeve, just I
Speaker 6: don't know people who like people who like suck their
Speaker 6: teeth loud, very.
Speaker 3: Specific, you hang around Jamaican childhood, Grandma.
Speaker 4: Done black or this thing. Okay, now I'm hitting home.
Speaker 1: I hate that. There you go. Do you hear me?
Speaker 1: That person who's listening, who fucking does that style doing it?
Speaker 1: It's fucking disgusting.
Speaker 3: Stop.
Speaker 4: Yeah, what's your pet peeve?
Speaker 1: To hear?
Speaker 4: How much time do we have?
Speaker 1: How much time do you have?
Speaker 4: Is the question a lot tardiness?
Speaker 1: Tardiness she's looking at us because we're more starting sorry.
Speaker 4: Uh, people who burp loudly, farting loud.
Speaker 3: That didn't yeah that now like both of those things.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I feel like people are more prone to burp
Speaker 5: than they are far like far as like genially accidental,
Speaker 5: but people were like, I couldn't stop it an't for.
Speaker 4: The come, yes, the did you had two fucking soldiers.
Speaker 5: You didn't know that all that fucking bubbles just gonna
Speaker 5: come up burping proudly.
Speaker 3: Especially women.
Speaker 1: It's making me want to burp now, making you want
Speaker 1: trying to bur gonna throw up?
Speaker 4: Now that cut it out. You just said it was sick,
Speaker 4: you know, your little soft slub ass.
Speaker 1: That didn't even that, said burber loudly. You could do
Speaker 1: that on cue Q as a kid.
Speaker 4: Because I was hanging with my my cousin, my boy cousin.
Speaker 4: Just pull back the air. Oh my god, see I
Speaker 4: gross it in.
Speaker 1: Okay, what's up?
Speaker 4: That's crazy?
Speaker 6: Monogamy beautiful if if that's for you and it's with
Speaker 6: the right person, could you be monogamous?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Do you enjoy monogamy? Like long term?
Speaker 5: I think if it's with the right person, I think
Speaker 5: anything is beautiful enough. And also like if y'all are like,
Speaker 5: I have a lifestyle that requires me to be out
Speaker 5: a lot, right, but if I'm anagurism with my person
Speaker 5: and I know, like I have high sexual andnergo, I
Speaker 5: just want my person with me all the time.
Speaker 1: Someone want to.
Speaker 4: Grab that booty and we can still observe beautiful people.
Speaker 5: I'm like, damn, she thinks, fuck you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: But like we know that what we got right here
Speaker 5: is so solid, like we can be Monogoy allows you
Speaker 5: the ability to be completely nasty with that one person, right,
Speaker 5: But that is very difficult to do because a lot
Speaker 5: of times it's easier for us to be super nasty
Speaker 5: with And I'll just say this as a man who's
Speaker 5: talked to other men about this when it comes to
Speaker 5: like sex kind of trailing off or things changing from
Speaker 5: when you get married to when you were dating. It's
Speaker 5: because men see our wives on this pedestal and sometimes
Speaker 5: it feels difficult to do the disrespectful shit we like
Speaker 5: to do to this person that raises our kids and
Speaker 5: co exprekfast to take care of us. And also I've
Speaker 5: shown her the vulnerable side of me, my fears, my ambitions,
Speaker 5: the things that I want to do but haven't done yet.
Speaker 5: Like we hold you in a different wace, so it's
Speaker 5: hard to like choke you out while come on your
Speaker 5: face and spit in your hair and call you the
Speaker 5: bitch that you want to be because I'll put you
Speaker 5: on this pedestal as this position, right, So it takes
Speaker 5: a lot to make monogamy on that level work because
Speaker 5: you have to be able to acknowledge this to your
Speaker 5: queen and all this. But I all still acknowledge this
Speaker 5: is still my little slut too, And I think that's
Speaker 5: hard for a lot of men to wrap their mind around.
Speaker 5: So I applaud to people that good point or able
Speaker 5: to do that. I believe when I could, you know,
Speaker 5: get to a level I can definitely do that, I.
Speaker 4: Would say.
Speaker 6: Monogamy. I feel like it, it can work, it could work. Situational, situational,
Speaker 6: got it?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Therapy necessary? Yeah, yeah yeah.
Speaker 5: I was so anti therapy, I know. I know that
Speaker 5: hurt a couple of years of my marriage because I
Speaker 5: was so anti therapy. I didn't think that talking about
Speaker 5: my problems with someone was beneficial to solving my problems.
Speaker 5: But I also didn't have a healthy view or understanding
Speaker 5: of communication because I associated communication with conflict anytime voices
Speaker 5: would rise, or curse words would use, or there was
Speaker 5: a difference of opinion. Because I grew up seeing my
Speaker 5: aunts and my mom get beat when they oppose the
Speaker 5: man that they was with, and so I didn't have
Speaker 5: any healthy examples of discourse when it came to communication,
Speaker 5: and so, you know, early on with me and my
Speaker 5: wife would getting into it, I would just shut down
Speaker 5: because I didn't I didn't want to be one of
Speaker 5: my uncles or my sister dad.
Speaker 4: And so now I'm shut down and we not talking,
Speaker 4: and it's weird in the house because I'm.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna let you know.
Speaker 5: I'm mad, I'm coming in quiet, i don't want nothing
Speaker 5: to eat, I'm good, I'm going to bed early.
Speaker 4: Whatever, you know.
Speaker 5: And I would keep that going for two three days
Speaker 5: until she would finally, you know, just give in and
Speaker 5: be like fine. And that was so unfair for her
Speaker 5: because she didn't get a chance to address whatever it
Speaker 5: was that she wanted to talk about, whatever it was
Speaker 5: that was pressing enough for her to bring it to me.
Speaker 5: I denied hear that ability. And that's because I wasn't
Speaker 5: in therapy. I was anti therapy. I didn't know how
Speaker 5: to effectively communicate, and that was fucked up. But now
Speaker 5: I'm a big, big advocator and proponent for therapy, and
Speaker 5: I think everyone should do it, even if you ain't
Speaker 5: got nothing going wrong. In your life, get the therapy,
Speaker 5: like do let somebody get in there and pick around
Speaker 5: and ask questions and shit like that.
Speaker 1: So I was very mature of you.
Speaker 4: Is absolutely wrong.
Speaker 3: How many years have you been? How long have you
Speaker 3: been in therapy now?
Speaker 4: Five and a half maybe six?
Speaker 1: Closer to nice?
Speaker 3: Yeah, solid, h.
Speaker 1: You've survived trigger. That's actually really tough.
Speaker 4: The quick thinking I was, I'm gonna call y' I'm
Speaker 4: gonna text y'all.
Speaker 5: I'm like, hey, it's trigger Sidney's words, send me back
Speaker 5: voice immediately.
Speaker 1: In the In regards to therapy, do you guys have
Speaker 1: any affirmations that you guys you know, live by or
Speaker 1: help motivate you on the daily?
Speaker 4: Worrying is like a work rocking chair gives you something
Speaker 4: to do, but get you nowhere.
Speaker 1: Worrying like a rock.
Speaker 3: It is like a rocking chair.
Speaker 4: I'm I'm trying. I've been.
Speaker 5: I've been leaning into that more. I've been leaning into
Speaker 5: If you got a problem and there's something you can
Speaker 5: do about it, don't worry about it. If there's nothing
Speaker 5: to do about don't worry about it. Just kind of
Speaker 5: like letting, letting shit have, Like if if you can,
Speaker 5: if you got a problem that can't be solved within
Speaker 5: twenty four hours, then there's nothing you can do about it.
Speaker 5: You know, you just prepare for it, and you know,
Speaker 5: prepare for whatever the results may be or whatever the
Speaker 5: consequences may be, and then you go from there. And
Speaker 5: I really been trying to lean more into that. And
Speaker 5: even though I've been like going through like a really
Speaker 5: a down pier right now, like I had, I would say,
Speaker 5: this is the most I've been able to lean on
Speaker 5: my friends.
Speaker 4: And like outside of like my my my house unit,
Speaker 4: my family unit, like Pat has been I feel like
Speaker 4: a big brother watching the little brother growing up and
Speaker 4: say he has been texting me and like, hey man,
Speaker 4: you're good. You need anything.
Speaker 5: He's been like, yo, I'll take care to ask this week,
Speaker 5: don't worry about it. Coming over to the crib and
Speaker 5: pulling up to the house just to go with shows
Speaker 5: with me. He's like he's really been just instrumental, instrumental
Speaker 5: in this this this process, in this period of my life.
Speaker 5: And the same thing with my boy Dion Man Dion
Speaker 5: and Will pull He pulled up on me one time
Speaker 5: it was like let's go walk against some hot dogs.
Speaker 4: I was like, you do it?
Speaker 5: Bitch, because a lot of times when you're going through
Speaker 5: something that's depressed, when people hit you up and like yo,
Speaker 5: what do you need?
Speaker 4: Like we don't know.
Speaker 5: I don't know what I need when I'm down like that,
Speaker 5: I don't know what will make me feel better. But
Speaker 5: sometimes pulling up on me and be like, oh, let's
Speaker 5: get out the house. I won't want to tell you
Speaker 5: no because I know you took the time out to
Speaker 5: come over, so.
Speaker 4: I'm like, let's do it.
Speaker 1: That's the thing about depression, because I feel like I
Speaker 1: was moving through that a lot in the last like
Speaker 1: i'd say, on and off two years, and like that
Speaker 1: question coming up around, like what is it? What do
Speaker 1: you need? It's like, nigga, I don't know. And I
Speaker 1: think that's almost like sometimes the most triggering question you
Speaker 1: can ask somebody who's moving through some sort of like
Speaker 1: up and down and emotion and depression, because it makes
Speaker 1: you feel even less in control, in control, and just
Speaker 1: like like week week and just like I don't don't
Speaker 1: you have nothing you there's no way out of it.
Speaker 1: You don't even know the path out. So that's really
Speaker 1: great that you have each other in that way. And
Speaker 1: I feel like a lot of men. I feel like
Speaker 1: I'm grateful for the men that I have in my
Speaker 1: life and that I've seen, including like you and Orlando
Speaker 1: and like just the men that I've seen that have
Speaker 1: other men that they can depend on in those moments
Speaker 1: and be vulnerable with.
Speaker 5: Right, That's a that's a big thing, being vulnerable in
Speaker 5: front of a because you have these friends that you're like,
Speaker 5: oh yeah, hood, that's my nigga and all of this
Speaker 5: type of stuff. Really, has he seen you cry? Has
Speaker 5: he picked you up when you fucked up and they
Speaker 5: were there for you? Has he come through for you?
Speaker 5: Have you reached out to a friend when you know
Speaker 5: this was essential for you to get something done? Is
Speaker 5: this somebody that you trust that much?
Speaker 4: You know?
Speaker 3: So?
Speaker 4: Yeah, man, I.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm grateful for Pat Orlando, for Dion, homegirl Chantel,
Speaker 5: this niggat.
Speaker 4: Who Orlando was before that.
Speaker 1: Which you.
Speaker 5: Now me La has been Her and Orlando have opened
Speaker 5: up their houses to me, their house to me, and
Speaker 5: even Mela was like, you can come over here any
Speaker 5: time in the day. I'm just alway working or cleaner,
Speaker 5: is it? And like just to have somebody that cares
Speaker 5: about my will being, my mental health, Uh, so I'm
Speaker 5: not just sitting at the crib along while everybody else
Speaker 5: is at work or you know, doing things. It's essential
Speaker 5: because sometimes like it's just it's it's it's debilitating, like you.
Speaker 4: Can't get up.
Speaker 5: I've had to cancel a show recently, and I've never
Speaker 5: had to do that while you know, battling with depression.
Speaker 5: And I thought that, you know, being in therapy and
Speaker 5: getting the tools and adding them to the toolbox, I'd
Speaker 5: be able to handle it. But that ship is differently,
Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying. So depending on what it is,
Speaker 5: it's just it's heavy.
Speaker 3: Man.
Speaker 6: It's really interesting what you said about uh that you
Speaker 6: don't know, because yeah, that's that's that makes a lot
Speaker 6: of sense. I never really thought of it like that,
Speaker 6: like you actually don't know, and it makes that that
Speaker 6: makes it worse for you, because yeah, it's it's it
Speaker 6: is tough like when you when you do reach out
Speaker 6: and they don't know and then you're like, okay.
Speaker 1: But what I think it is is like what what
Speaker 1: what te hear said was just like you just pulling
Speaker 1: up right, Like I think when your friends show up
Speaker 1: for you, you begin to understand what it is that
Speaker 1: you need. Oh, I guess I need I need companionship.
Speaker 1: Oh I guess I just need somebody there, or I
Speaker 1: guess I needed to just go get some motherfucking hot
Speaker 1: dogs today. You know, like you you start to understand
Speaker 1: what your needs are, but like when you are moving
Speaker 1: through depression, and like kind of I think, because I
Speaker 1: think a lot of times depression is like you shedding something.
Speaker 1: It's like whether you're shuting a relationship, a version of yourself.
Speaker 1: There's something going on. And so like when you're in
Speaker 1: the metamorphosis, you don't know what you need because you're
Speaker 1: literally becoming something different. So there's no there's no like
Speaker 1: tools to tell you, oh, well now you need And
Speaker 1: of course, yes, like you said, you go to therapy,
Speaker 1: you have all the little same here. I've been. I've
Speaker 1: done the I've done the ton I've done the fucking therapy,
Speaker 1: I've done the life coaching, I've done all the things,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, why are none of these things helping
Speaker 1: me right now? And then also sometimes like you reject
Speaker 1: those things too. It's like I know that I can
Speaker 1: do this, but I don't even I can't even meditate today.
Speaker 1: I don't want to meditate today. And then you kind
Speaker 1: of like revel in them not feeling good. You're like,
Speaker 1: I just want to not feel good.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I would love not not feeling good. I will
Speaker 4: play sad music. Let me tell you so. I got
Speaker 4: a playlist that's so good.
Speaker 5: For depression but so anti good like this is, oh, yes,
Speaker 5: I feel everything.
Speaker 3: I have a nerve. I'mers, I'm exsed to nerve.
Speaker 1: There goes you'all monetization.
Speaker 5: But I will say I was talking to her free
Speaker 5: yesterday and I was telling her like the space I've
Speaker 5: been in, and she told me this thing she does
Speaker 5: is she talks to herself all loud, like why am
Speaker 5: I feeling this way? Like what is it about this
Speaker 5: situation on this point in life that has me feel
Speaker 5: in this way? And she'll just start yelling the things out,
Speaker 5: and then when she gets to something that she feels
Speaker 5: something like it brings anxiety or the hair stands up,
Speaker 5: she's like, okay, let's explore this all right, I'm feeling
Speaker 5: anxious around this because and whatever comes to her mind,
Speaker 5: she just says it out loud, and then she'll write
Speaker 5: it down and then she'll not fixate. But she'll look
Speaker 5: over that and be like, what about this is causing
Speaker 5: this triggering experience in my life. She's like her own therapist. Yeah,
Speaker 5: but I've never thought about Actually I have thought about
Speaker 5: saying things out loud, but it's more with like what
Speaker 5: I need to get done, like this is like what
Speaker 5: I need healed or what's bothering, what's aching me.
Speaker 4: I had never thought about doing it.
Speaker 5: So I'm going to try that going forward, just to
Speaker 5: see if it helps, and like I'm always up for
Speaker 5: sharing tips.
Speaker 1: One of the things that I've done in that is
Speaker 1: I've done that as well, but it's I don't even
Speaker 1: have a term for it. I guess it's just like raging,
Speaker 1: Like you start talking out loud and then you just
Speaker 1: start saying like kind of the worst thoughts that you have,
Speaker 1: the worst thoughts that you might have about yourself, the
Speaker 1: worst thoughts you might have about people, just the shit.
Speaker 1: That's really just like because when you're depressed, you're not
Speaker 1: just like not thinking about shit, You're like thinking about
Speaker 1: everything you know, and like it is true, like releasing
Speaker 1: it like verbally does help, but also sometimes like fucking
Speaker 1: yelling that ship, screaming that ship hitting some ship, like
Speaker 1: a lot of things are trapped in our bodies, and
Speaker 1: we think that we can just like therapize it away
Speaker 1: or calmly talk it away or meditated away. And oftentimes
Speaker 1: I found that, Like my biggest releases have been through
Speaker 1: rage honestly, and movement, and even like I'm a hooper,
Speaker 1: I love hula hooping, So when I hula hoop, I
Speaker 1: do a lot of talking as well. What no, I
Speaker 1: was a soccer player. I don't got them, I don't
Speaker 1: got them hands. But like that practice for me like
Speaker 1: helps me come to I usually use hooping when I'm
Speaker 1: trying to come up with ideas, but even like talking
Speaker 1: and moving your body while you're doing it, like there's
Speaker 1: something in it that kind of like gets you out
Speaker 1: of the way and just kind of lets your own
Speaker 1: spirit just kind of come through.
Speaker 4: So do it. I think move movement, and action are great.
Speaker 5: Combatants of depression if you can get to that point,
Speaker 5: if you're at a point where you already sort of
Speaker 5: staying in bed, then it's a little harder to break
Speaker 5: out of that. But like earlier this year and last year,
Speaker 5: when I was hiking, I was still going through the
Speaker 5: same shit, but I was I was getting up every
Speaker 5: morning early like seven seven thirty and I'm going hike it.
Speaker 5: And that kind of set the tone for the day.
Speaker 5: Made me feel like I could be productive. I can
Speaker 5: own this day. When it got to a point when
Speaker 5: I was traveling a lot and I wasn't able to
Speaker 5: like go hiking, that's when the shit started to set
Speaker 5: up and put up tents and houses. And then by
Speaker 5: the time I came back here then but it just
Speaker 5: had a whole community inside of me, nigga.
Speaker 4: And I was just I was just down back.
Speaker 5: So yeah, it's hard, but you know, I feel like
Speaker 5: I'm getting close to the end of it and I'm
Speaker 5: looking forward to it.
Speaker 4: But I'm very thankful for my community.
Speaker 3: Man, No, thank you for being vulnerable. That is I
Speaker 3: think necessary. A lot of Black men, a lot of men,
Speaker 3: a lot of women are not able to, you know,
Speaker 3: just share and be vulnerable and say I'm not doing
Speaker 3: okay right now, and even like to the point where
Speaker 3: you can say it on the mic and then say
Speaker 3: when you came over and just pulled up on me,
Speaker 3: thank you. And there's so many there's just so many
Speaker 3: rules I think around how we can be and I
Speaker 3: didn't realize that until recently. I mean, i'd have realized it,
Speaker 3: but someone said I heard someone say it out loud.
Speaker 3: It's like there's so many rules about being a black man.
Speaker 3: It's like how can like, god damn, how can exist?
Speaker 3: You can't pop still, you can't do this, and it's
Speaker 3: like there's so many things are like no homo or
Speaker 3: even like me, like we've gone hiking, or we hang
Speaker 3: out without Orlando, like as friends and we can have
Speaker 3: intimate platonic time together. And there's all these rules about
Speaker 3: like if you're married, you can hang out with my man,
Speaker 3: you know, my husband's wife or whatever the fuck the
Speaker 3: rules are, or how men should show up for men
Speaker 3: are just pulling up on your homeboy, Like no, that's gay, nigga,
Speaker 3: Like you are right, stop crying, you know. It's like
Speaker 3: these rules that we are inducted in really keep us
Speaker 3: from our mental health, like keep us from being well,
Speaker 3: keep us from being connected and just loving each other
Speaker 3: and just accepting shit, Like all these rules that we've
Speaker 3: created about how we can express, how we can feel
Speaker 3: when we don't know what's wrong, and it's like or
Speaker 3: just how we express as men or men to men
Speaker 3: or women, you know, whatever, these rules are, like they
Speaker 3: keep us so separated, and it's just so unnecessary, and
Speaker 3: so like the more we have these conversations and be
Speaker 3: honest and and talk about things that we do that
Speaker 3: are outside of the rule box, right, everything about sex.
Speaker 3: This is how we heal, This is how we come
Speaker 3: together as a community. And there's so I always mean
Speaker 3: or mean meaning to hear, always talking about everything before
Speaker 3: the sex. And like, I'm like, people are so uncomfortable
Speaker 3: in that middle area. You know. It's like you either
Speaker 3: be homeb these friends with this strong boundary or we're
Speaker 3: fucking you know, And like, as you know, I'm naked
Speaker 3: around my house. I'm naked around my friends often. And
Speaker 3: it's like for some people that's uncomfortable or foreign, but
Speaker 3: it's like it means nothing. It means that I'm in
Speaker 3: my house, my nigga, and I'm comfortable. And even if
Speaker 3: you know, I'm dancing on to here and it is
Speaker 3: love and affection and it doesn't is not an invitation.
Speaker 3: And there's so much We've shared, so much intimacy as friends,
Speaker 3: platonic friends that I think people are so uncomfortable with.
Speaker 4: But if you they don't know, Like perception is crazy.
Speaker 5: And I've really been trying to work on my perception
Speaker 5: and my perspective when I approach different things, even with
Speaker 5: what I'm dealing with when it comes to another person,
Speaker 5: to make sure I'm trying to view it from another
Speaker 5: person's perspective and that doesn't take away from how something
Speaker 5: made me feel, because intention doesn't necessarily dictate how a
Speaker 5: person receives what you meant. But like when we were
Speaker 5: hanging out and I was like, hey, don't dance on me,
Speaker 5: like Nick ain't here. I got to make sure it's okay,
Speaker 5: Like I know it's harmless.
Speaker 3: But like I don't want him to think everybody else
Speaker 3: out here you're my husband.
Speaker 5: I know, but still, But because of traditional mas societal
Speaker 5: norms when it comes to platonic relationships and friendships with
Speaker 5: someone that is married and stuff like that, I I
Speaker 5: like to found the parameters. I like to found the
Speaker 5: boundaries and have those conversations because it's it's not it
Speaker 5: is still kind of taboo unless you have that community.
Speaker 5: But people that are new to that community or people
Speaker 5: that are outside of that community, they're looking at it
Speaker 5: from a different.
Speaker 1: Perspective, like why the fuck that's crazy? I ain't no
Speaker 1: way I was.
Speaker 3: We know you wouldn't.
Speaker 5: We know you wouldn't, right, but you haven't also put
Speaker 5: in the work of being there for these people and
Speaker 5: showing up for their events saying like hey, can I
Speaker 5: help or can I promote, or just pulling up to
Speaker 5: a show like that's where you build that community.
Speaker 4: In that community is what UH grows.
Speaker 5: That understanding and evolving of your mentality or your perception
Speaker 5: of what that looks like, what that friendship looks like,
Speaker 5: what that I'm your husband when this nigga ain't here
Speaker 5: And that's why the niggas ain't getting that car because
Speaker 5: it ain't no fucking way.
Speaker 4: And I told, I told, I told that night as
Speaker 4: I absolutely did.
Speaker 5: Call that down and I told all your ass and
Speaker 5: she why would you call him a tellica us because
Speaker 5: you ain't even getting in trouble driving?
Speaker 3: You was with me.
Speaker 4: And all of a sudden, now the eight niggas in
Speaker 4: one vehicle.
Speaker 3: Fuck no, this my new friends to hear just giving
Speaker 3: him ride down the street.
Speaker 1: Relax crazy, Like what.
Speaker 4: Car is that easy? A Jeep car that they would
Speaker 4: not have. They ain't going, They ain't going, everybody ain't going.
Speaker 4: I was very adamant and very rude, and I don't.
Speaker 3: Give listen you did you did think it? How do
Speaker 3: you guys feel about the esoterics? Do you guys want
Speaker 3: to pull a card for tarot time?
Speaker 1: Sure?
Speaker 4: Is that with.
Speaker 3: Aerosot like the mystics. The mysticals is a pib card
Speaker 3: tereole time un lets you go first?
Speaker 4: You want to go first? I've been going first all
Speaker 4: the time, not half the time. H turn it around
Speaker 4: the chariot.
Speaker 3: Oh you run to pick yours to hear? Okay, do
Speaker 3: key Patrick, the chariot I said some good cards. Okay,
Speaker 3: this is a cool card though, Yeah, this is it
Speaker 3: is good art. The chariot is a card of will, power, determination,
Speaker 3: and strength. You virgo, you have discovered how to make
Speaker 3: decisions in alignment with your values with the Lover's card,
Speaker 3: and now you're taking action on those decisions. When the
Speaker 3: chariot appears in a chariot reading, take it as a
Speaker 3: sign of encouragement. You have set your objective and are
Speaker 3: now channeling your inner power with a fierce dedication to
Speaker 3: bring them to fruition. When you apply discipline and commitment
Speaker 3: and will power to achieve your goals, you will succeed.
Speaker 3: Now is the time to be passive in the hope
Speaker 3: that things will work out in your favor. Take focus, action,
Speaker 3: and stick to the course no matter what challenges may
Speaker 3: come your way, because believe me, there will be challenges.
Speaker 3: You may be pulled in opposite directions and find your
Speaker 3: strengths and conviction tested. Others may try to block you,
Speaker 3: distract you, or drag you down to pursuit in pursuit
Speaker 3: of your goal, but the chariot is an invitation to
Speaker 3: draw upon your willpower and home in on what's essential
Speaker 3: to you so you can push past the obstacle in
Speaker 3: your way.
Speaker 4: I love that. Yeah, that was really good.
Speaker 1: It's fire.
Speaker 4: Yeah, this is a great one.
Speaker 1: And you have the magician. Yeah that was a god.
Speaker 3: That was a good blurb.
Speaker 4: It's good reading.
Speaker 1: The Magician upright represents manifestation, resourcefulness, power, inspired action. As
Speaker 1: a master manifestor, the Magician brings you the tools resource
Speaker 1: This is an energy you need to make your dreams
Speaker 1: come true. Seriously, everything you need right now is at
Speaker 1: your fingertips to hear it, to hear you have spiritual, physical, mental,
Speaker 1: and emotional resources to manifest your desires, and when you
Speaker 1: combine them with the energy of the spiritual and earthly realms.
Speaker 1: You will become a manifestation powerhouse. Now is the perfect
Speaker 1: time to move forward on an idea that you recently conceived.
Speaker 1: The seed of potential has sprouted, and you are being
Speaker 1: called to take action and bring your intention to fruition.
Speaker 1: In your quest to manifest your goals, you must establish
Speaker 1: a clear vision of what you will create before you act.
Speaker 1: It is not enough to be motivated by ego, money, status,
Speaker 1: or fame. You need to have a sole connection to
Speaker 1: your goals and intentions. You are a powerful creative being
Speaker 1: and this is your opportunity to bring your higher self
Speaker 1: in alignment with your day to day actions to create
Speaker 1: the future you want the most.
Speaker 2: Wow boom, I sounded like homework, Go home, study, get
Speaker 2: serious about it. Didn't walk in that path, sell some seeds.
Speaker 1: Welcome to like squall of they good moms.
Speaker 4: When the thing I love about tarot cards is that
Speaker 4: it is random, so that it's for you.
Speaker 1: It's not it's not really random. It's the energy so
Speaker 1: you know you're.
Speaker 3: Gonna get what you need to get right before we
Speaker 3: get out of here. Fellas, do you guys have any horries?
Speaker 3: Any horror stories? When you're a top notch top level
Speaker 3: ten hoh stories. It was the craziest who time story
Speaker 3: you could think of.
Speaker 4: It was good. I wouldn't get out of my car first,
Speaker 4: I should go.
Speaker 6: First, okay, since we okay, So in my twenties I
Speaker 6: did have a very horri whatuld you call it? A
Speaker 6: horror hoory hoary face.
Speaker 5: It was.
Speaker 1: It was at night that I was passed around like
Speaker 1: a blunt.
Speaker 4: A group of young ladies ran what they call a
Speaker 4: train on you on me.
Speaker 3: Oh okay, how many young ladies or three of them?
Speaker 4: Yep? They and uh it was. It was very disrespectful, really,
Speaker 4: so please do. It was like, yeah, it was kind
Speaker 4: of like a like a.
Speaker 6: Like a take turns one person watches. I think somebody filmed.
Speaker 1: Oh damn.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was very It was like, say, still shut up, Jerry,
Speaker 3: little boy.
Speaker 4: Kept pulling his hairbag, not pull his hairbags in his mouth.
Speaker 3: I kind of like that.
Speaker 4: I was, yeah, and it was.
Speaker 6: It was one of those things where it's like I
Speaker 6: never experienced that, so I did. Didn't think on paper
Speaker 6: it wasn't something I would like, but I was just
Speaker 6: like your little whore, you know.
Speaker 4: I looked at it. I went home and looked at
Speaker 4: the r like, yeah, you're a little horse.
Speaker 3: You enjoyed kind of being the piece of meat for
Speaker 3: the night.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know what I mean, was thrown into you said,
Speaker 1: what did.
Speaker 3: Your due diligence for the seminon you? You were a
Speaker 3: devotion exactly.
Speaker 6: Any any like bent up or built up anger they
Speaker 6: had against men, it wasn't actually it wasn't like disrespectful
Speaker 6: like that.
Speaker 4: Like they weren't like.
Speaker 3: Hitting me, and like, you know, how did they propose
Speaker 3: this to you? It was like after a night hour
Speaker 3: or were they like, hey, can you come over? We
Speaker 3: have an idea?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Really, And it was weird. It was kind of like
Speaker 1: a ritual because they were all wearing.
Speaker 4: The same thing.
Speaker 3: Really, I like these girls color.
Speaker 6: It was like a they all had like that was
Speaker 6: kind of weird. Yeah, they had like black crew necks
Speaker 6: on with no bottoms.
Speaker 5: You were a sacrifice, a sacrifice sacrifice.
Speaker 1: I wasn't a sacrifice in a pussy cult.
Speaker 4: They had like.
Speaker 3: Why a fucking yeah, like what you got on right now?
Speaker 4: Oh my god, oh my god, what get this away?
Speaker 3: Shut up?
Speaker 4: Damn they're wearing what I'm wearing now. Pretty much it
Speaker 4: was like a black crew neck. But they had no bottoms, which.
Speaker 1: Was they were wearing a sweatshirt with no panties on.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you were sacrifice one black.
Speaker 3: They had sacrifice. It sounds it sounds like that's why
Speaker 3: you're getting blessed, look at your life.
Speaker 4: It was. It was definitely.
Speaker 1: It was just a blessing that was just dropped off.
Speaker 1: I didn't even hang out with them.
Speaker 3: I just knew he was only one of them, and
Speaker 3: there was no conversations though, like, ah, let's take some shots.
Speaker 3: It was like get naked.
Speaker 6: I was there for like maybe ten fifteen minutes, but
Speaker 6: I walked in and they had no bottom so I
Speaker 6: kind of knew what you know, But yeah.
Speaker 3: They like, uh you eat it, pussy?
Speaker 4: I typically, how do you not pussy?
Speaker 1: There's three bitches, That's.
Speaker 4: What I'm saying.
Speaker 1: It was a buffet.
Speaker 3: The deeps damn for the ladies ship.
Speaker 1: It's a buffet.
Speaker 4: And actually I actually did uh.
Speaker 6: Well, I don't know, because it lasted so long that
Speaker 6: eventually just like two of them were like all right,
Speaker 6: I gotta go, and so like two left. But I guess,
Speaker 6: I mean, I'm just gonna I'm just gonna toot my
Speaker 6: own horn. I guess the head I was given was
Speaker 6: so good that the last one was just like, yeah,
Speaker 6: well no, I wasn't at my house. I went somewhere else,
Speaker 6: which was actually pretty dangerous because they have like baby
Speaker 6: daddies and stuff.
Speaker 3: But not baby daddies and stuff.
Speaker 1: But that was my I guess that was the reason
Speaker 1: why I stayed. And that was like the hoary part
Speaker 1: because she was like, daddy's like the current in relationships
Speaker 1: or just like I don't think so I don't know.
Speaker 3: So she said I'm gonna go. I'm gonna stay a
Speaker 3: little later and get a little extra head because you're
Speaker 3: doing a fire.
Speaker 6: This was the This was the disrespect because one of
Speaker 6: them was like, I have to go, I have to
Speaker 6: wake up, and she was just like, are you.
Speaker 1: Sure you don't want.
Speaker 3: You'd be good for birth tomorrow.
Speaker 1: To look it up, like please say no, it's just
Speaker 1: so tired. I was just like, drop trop drop traps,
Speaker 1: it's been eighty four years.
Speaker 3: Can I have a little bit of water? Shut up?
Speaker 4: You don't want this is wed enough down there.
Speaker 1: It's like a blood Like you sure you don't want
Speaker 1: to hit this wobble?
Speaker 3: Oh that was great, that was beautiful. That was beautiful.
Speaker 4: I said these are hoary story. It's not horror, okay.
Speaker 1: I mean it could be both. It could be a
Speaker 1: combo of.
Speaker 3: It could be great. Yeah it went terribly wrong, it
Speaker 3: could be right.
Speaker 1: I was like one time a heato it's always he though.
Speaker 4: The homie.
Speaker 5: It was a girl came to the to the room,
Speaker 5: was like, yo, I got these four chicks they on
Speaker 5: the on the day pass. They gotta get in going
Speaker 5: like two hours. They said, what's up?
Speaker 1: J passes wild.
Speaker 4: Because you should do.
Speaker 1: That's like one sixty.
Speaker 3: So they try to get their money worthy.
Speaker 5: So uh, she went back and got them and uh
Speaker 5: came back to our our room because we were one
Speaker 5: of the rooms that's right on the waterfront, so it
Speaker 5: has its own jacuzie and ship like that.
Speaker 4: So it's like eight of us in this uh and
Speaker 4: uh you know, you know where are you from all
Speaker 4: that ship.
Speaker 5: It was like two minutes and there was like somebody
Speaker 5: was like I want to see you eat her pussy,
Speaker 5: and I want to say you eat her pussy, and
Speaker 5: we all dried off and it was like eight people
Speaker 5: on this this fucking bed and it was just it.
Speaker 4: Was it was wild.
Speaker 3: Everybody's getting pussy.
Speaker 4: Pussy, that's how it started.
Speaker 5: They started eating pussy in a jacuzie and then by
Speaker 5: the time we made to the bed, it was all
Speaker 5: off fest.
Speaker 3: So it's the eight people fast.
Speaker 1: Wait, so how many men were there?
Speaker 3: Two?
Speaker 1: And then six worlds? Whoa, this was a lot of work.
Speaker 4: That's that's a it's a workout, workout, it was. It
Speaker 4: makes you have to replen with the water at least
Speaker 4: three of them for the rest of that night.
Speaker 5: Yeah, the water went fast. I was replenishing with a
Speaker 5: rare stripe. I was just living a wild lot crazy.
Speaker 1: That's all we had.
Speaker 5: Yeah, we had rare stripe and like a Fanta orange
Speaker 5: and then rum, like tons of rum.
Speaker 4: So yeah, it was a time, but I was long
Speaker 4: fluids after words, but.
Speaker 3: It was all of dehydrated as fu don't try to
Speaker 3: sit home without fluids.
Speaker 4: That don't do that.
Speaker 3: I mean, those were lovely. Those are top notes. I'm
Speaker 3: very proud that you guys came with the heat.
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Speaker 3: Dry or yeah, summertime, come on?
Speaker 1: Come on?
Speaker 3: How growl summer opened, Little bus open. I don't know
Speaker 3: if Patrick made that story up or he's just trying
Speaker 3: to get all the d ms.
Speaker 1: But would.
Speaker 4: Why would they DM me for that?
Speaker 1: Once? Church is chicken that you don't have three SUPs.
Speaker 4: You ain't never had churches either.
Speaker 1: I don't care. I'm okay with that.
Speaker 4: That's fair.
Speaker 3: I don't care. Okay, you're not missing anything.
Speaker 1: Friend, your ass up? Did you look and see what
Speaker 1: the closes churches is?
Speaker 3: I'm about to look right now.
Speaker 4: Late, None look for me. I look for myself.
Speaker 3: You gotta go anywhere anyway if you want to find
Speaker 3: these two gentlemen, where can we find you?
Speaker 6: Instagram at to hear more, I mean Instagram prison right now,
Speaker 6: so follow me at Cloudy Arcade my backup page, but
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