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Speaker 1: Thank you for You're coming back. Part two is underway Savage.

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Speaker 1: What it was Savage? He did a tribute. I know

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Speaker 1: you beg you good friends with Savage? What did that

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Speaker 1: mean to you?

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Speaker 2: Man?

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Speaker 3: Just I ain't gonna lie. Savage one of the realist

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Speaker 3: niggas I ever met in life. Real Like, he's so solid, bro.

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Speaker 3: And it's because like my friends, my brothers became his

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Speaker 3: brothers and vice versa. You know what I'm saying, Like

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Speaker 3: when he lost like people that he lost, like when

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Speaker 3: he lost Skinny and CJ and them. You feel I'm

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Speaker 3: saying like that shit. You know it made me.

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Speaker 1: Feel I sat down with him, you guys, personality, y'all, y'all,

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Speaker 1: I can see how y'all guys became friends.

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Speaker 2: You know for sure, we both leaders too. You know

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Speaker 2: what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: Okay, yeah, that's my brother, Like like how we locked in.

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Speaker 3: Like I'm seeing how he really take care of his people. Yes,

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Speaker 3: and he cared about his brothers. You know what I'm saying,

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Speaker 3: Like I do the same thing for me, and he

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Speaker 3: was seeing it. So it's like when I'm coming to Atlanta,

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Speaker 3: I'm really only going around him. I'm hanging around him

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Speaker 3: and his homies, Like sometimes he not even coming outside.

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Speaker 3: I'm with his man's you know what I'm saying. So

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Speaker 3: it's like they really became my brothers and vice versa.

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Speaker 3: The same way, like he come in Chicago, like he

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Speaker 3: was just in Chicago. He was in my hood with

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Speaker 3: my homies. I wasn't there. Feel like we really got

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Speaker 3: that type of love and mutual respect for each other.

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Speaker 2: You feel me.

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Speaker 3: It's like when when he saw what that did to me,

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Speaker 3: like little Bro, like that shit really hurt him too.

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Speaker 3: He called me about it like, man, whatever you need,

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Speaker 3: Like anytime any situation happened with somebody with me or anything,

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Speaker 3: like he called him like, whatever you need, call me,

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Speaker 3: you feel I'm saying, It's like I still I'm not

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Speaker 3: gonna hit him, for sure, that's my brother, you know.

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Speaker 3: But it's like I know for a fact he he there,

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Speaker 3: He there for me, and in any situation, he gonna

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Speaker 3: be there, you feel. I'm saying, like I talked to

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Speaker 3: bro Dad every day.

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Speaker 2: When she Keeth moved to La with that when you

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Speaker 2: felt that you needed to make the move to Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I ain't gonna lie. That was gold. I talk about

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Speaker 2: that so much. Bro, Like when Sosa moved to La.

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Speaker 3: It just it made it possible for us, Like damn,

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Speaker 3: you could just go to Cali and ain't got to

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Speaker 3: look over your shoulder no more. Like that was the

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Speaker 3: coldest shit ever to me, Like I didn't even really

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Speaker 3: like and that's crazy. We were just so like young

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Speaker 3: and dumb and naive to how much life is outside

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Speaker 3: of Chicago.

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: We like, Damn Social just moved to La and got

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Speaker 3: a big ass man chiain Like I couldn't wait.

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Speaker 2: To do that shit.

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Speaker 3: As soon as that what Uncle Roy saying. When I

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Speaker 3: got that check, I was gone. I changed soon as

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Speaker 3: I got a chance to move to La.

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Speaker 2: I was up right.

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Speaker 3: I'm like, damn, bro, Social just started a whole new

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Speaker 3: life here, Like he don't even got to like think

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Speaker 3: about that shit no more. You don't got to look

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Speaker 3: over your shoulders, none of that. Like when we moved

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Speaker 3: to La. It's not even like how La was for real,

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Speaker 3: Like I mean how La is now like I feel

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Speaker 3: like COVID kind of La yep, where it's like, yeah,

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Speaker 3: Nigga's getting robbed and certain, Yeah, that shit wasn't going

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Speaker 3: on like that when we first came here, like I've

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Speaker 3: been in LA for like seven years, Sosa been here

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Speaker 3: like ten eleven, and shit like that.

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Speaker 2: You feel me so Like.

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Speaker 3: When he when he first moved to La, Like I

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Speaker 3: was like, damn, I can't wait. When he made that move,

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Speaker 3: it was like it's Sosa always been the blueprint for

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Speaker 3: like like certain niggas might not say it, but like

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna always get bro his flowers. Like he really

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Speaker 3: the greatest thing that happened to Chicago in my opinion.

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Speaker 2: Like would you have left Chicago had he not moved

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Speaker 2: to La. No, Hell no, I wouldn't even know what

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Speaker 2: to do well, Like I wouldn't have knew that, Like.

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Speaker 3: You could just leave and go, Like you feel what

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Speaker 3: I'm saying, Like I would have had to see it,

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Speaker 3: like to see it to believe it, you know what

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Speaker 3: I'm saying, Like he moved to La, I'm like, damn

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Speaker 3: that shit hard. You feel what I'm saying, Like and

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Speaker 3: as soon as I got a chance to, I did it.

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Speaker 2: You feel what I'm saying like just the best thing

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Speaker 2: you've done.

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Speaker 3: Hell yeah, And like I feel like it saved my

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Speaker 3: life for real, for real, for real, like moving to

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Speaker 3: La one hundred percent saved my life, you fee what

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Speaker 3: I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: And like when Sosa got all that.

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Speaker 3: Money, Sosa was sixteen with real millions of dollars, you

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Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. Like I was sixteen some money.

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Speaker 3: I had a couple hundred thousand, had the millions of

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Speaker 3: dollars at sixteen years, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: So it's like his.

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Speaker 3: Life was different, you know, like he had the big mansions,

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Speaker 3: the cars, Like he was really like the inspiration for

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Speaker 3: us and my homie who I was saying, cap like

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Speaker 3: mahomie Marvin, who I was saying was like cocky on

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Speaker 3: the block where he told us not the movie right,

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Speaker 3: That was one of sosia best friends. They grew up together.

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Speaker 3: They from the same project. So that's how I knew Sosa.

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Speaker 3: Like when I first started rapping was around the time

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Speaker 3: he started rapping, and we really like was homies, you

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Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, Like Sosa is somebody who I

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Speaker 3: really considered my brother, and it's somebody that's still like

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Speaker 3: even though we're the same age. He always inspired me,

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Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, Like motivating me, Like all right, bet.

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Speaker 1: So that was your first day to action. With him

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Speaker 1: because one of your partners was his partners.

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Speaker 3: That's how y'all, y'all actions was in the studio together. Okay, okay,

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Speaker 3: like when we like fifteen years old, you know what

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Speaker 3: I'm saying. I started he had his own basically kind

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Speaker 3: of like his own studio in his hood with well

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Speaker 3: like his homies and his engineer, and we just came

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Speaker 3: in and like paid for studio time there because my

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Speaker 3: homie like Cap and Wap who brothers who grew up

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Speaker 3: with Sosa, they like referred to us like, man, y'all

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Speaker 3: should go record right there, just pay for the studio

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Speaker 3: time and we would come like Sosa be recording when

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Speaker 3: he of course he was always the first priority. So

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Speaker 3: it's like what he done recording, then we did studio time, right,

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Speaker 3: So like that's how we really.

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Speaker 1: Met, you said, Nicki Minaj was really the first one

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Speaker 1: to give you an opportunity. He wanted a feature. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: but when she called you, you ain't as the phone, No,

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Speaker 1: I believe it.

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Speaker 2: So you called your phone you like she said what

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Speaker 2: you said?

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Speaker 3: No she was so look she didn't the original call.

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Speaker 3: It wasn't her on the phone. Okay, you know what

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Speaker 3: I'm saying it was a Safari on the phone, okay called.

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Speaker 3: So when they hit us, it was like four in

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Speaker 3: the morning. I'm in the studio on how Lean and

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Speaker 3: Peels and all.

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Speaker 2: Type of bullshit. They like, yeah, man, NICKI trying to

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Speaker 2: get you to come to that land. Do no verse.

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Speaker 2: I'm doing verse like this, NICKI them team on the phone.

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Speaker 2: You want to talk to him?

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Speaker 3: I'm like, man, hell no, you know NICKI them bro,

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Speaker 3: like man going with this ship, Like that's why I

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Speaker 3: told my managers, Like bro, he like you want to

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Speaker 3: talk to him on the phone.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, man, no, I know that's not.

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Speaker 3: Them, Like, man, you tweaking you just because at that

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Speaker 3: point we hot, so people calling and playing on the

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Speaker 3: phone all the time. So it was like, I'm man,

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Speaker 3: that ain't them, bro. They called back like two three

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Speaker 3: years later, I mean not two three years, two two days,

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Speaker 3: two three days later, like what the y'all doing, Like

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Speaker 3: we're trying to put you out on the plane in

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Speaker 3: LA to come through the song. So then I wind

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Speaker 3: up talking to him on the phone for real, like

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Speaker 3: a bet now they serious, And I got on the

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Speaker 3: plane and I did the verse, and she was just

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Speaker 3: telling me like like how she fucked with my music

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Speaker 3: and like she wanted to do the song the beat

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Speaker 3: that she hit. She wanted to do the song like

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Speaker 3: with my catus. You know what I'm saying. Like that's why,

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Speaker 3: like i'mna always fuck with Nikky and respect Niggy, because

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Speaker 3: she was like, I'm trying to use your catus and

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Speaker 3: your flow and I ain't want to feel like I

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Speaker 3: was like biting, like biting your flow a swagger Jack,

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Speaker 3: even though she is a female and I'm a male, Like

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Speaker 3: it don't really matter. She's like, I ain't want to

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Speaker 3: love and put you on the record. And at that

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Speaker 3: point that time, like I wasn't really like a real

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Speaker 3: like I felt I could rap, but I wasn't like

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Speaker 3: a real MC where I would have called it, like

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Speaker 3: if you would have put that song out without hitting me,

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Speaker 3: I would have been like, oh she stole my floone.

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Speaker 3: This shit I wouldn't even notice because it's Nicki Mina's.

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Speaker 3: I wouldn't even thought about it. Damn she using the

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Speaker 3: same pockets that I be in. I didn't know that

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Speaker 3: much about lyrics and pockets and shit, Like I used

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Speaker 3: to just go and rap. Like everybody used to say

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Speaker 3: I wrapped off beat when I first started rapping, because

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Speaker 3: I would just go, like, you know, I as one

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Speaker 3: by two by three by four bars, and it's a

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Speaker 3: different pocket or cadence on the beat that classified was

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Speaker 3: one to four bars. I wouldn't start on the one.

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Speaker 3: Sometimes I'll start on the two. Sometimes I would start

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Speaker 3: I was off beat. Technically I was, but I was

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Speaker 3: fitting a whole bar into that, like a whole sentence

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Speaker 3: into it where it's still made sense. So it's like

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Speaker 3: some people hated me for it, some people.

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Speaker 2: Love me for it. I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: So it's like I never would have noticed anything, you

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Speaker 3: feel me. But she pulled me out there and I

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Speaker 3: did the verse with her in the studio. She had

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Speaker 3: me in the studio with me, I mean with her,

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Speaker 3: and I spent like a whole day with her, like yeah,

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Speaker 3: it was just chilling and talking and shit like that,

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Speaker 3: and the studio was big as shit. So first I

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Speaker 3: started like recording part of my verse in the booth,

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Speaker 3: and she like, all right, y'all want to do something

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Speaker 3: real quick. I'm trying to do like she told me,

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Speaker 3: she was finna do something like for her verse and

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Speaker 3: work on another song. So she like, like it's another studio,

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Speaker 3: another booth over I've never seen no shit like that.

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Speaker 3: Dam She's like, yeah, you can record on the other side.

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Speaker 3: I'm like, damn, it's the other side.

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Speaker 2: Like I couldn't believe this shit like that, shit that's

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Speaker 2: really inspired me. Like, but it's a lot of money

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Speaker 2: out here. You got to go get this shit, you

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Speaker 2: know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: And after I did it, I went home and just

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Speaker 3: turned me into like a monster. Like I mean, after

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Speaker 3: I did that video, I probably made like a half

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Speaker 3: a million dollars just grinding just like I'm going to

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Speaker 3: We auditioned it for the well he like helping me

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Speaker 3: And two I wasn't like I wasn't ready to be

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Speaker 3: me uncomfortable because I'm like, all right, Bro, snap back

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Speaker 3: I did it, I put it in and I didn't

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Speaker 3: But I just I'm always fuck with Bro, because he

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Speaker 3: really he told me like, man, come here, going to

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Like, what's some of the

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Speaker 3: That day, that exact day, told me, like, Bro, you

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Speaker 3: Like read learn about it, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: talking about like music, you knowe what I'm saying being

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Speaker 3: really want to be a lyricist, And he said that

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Speaker 3: because he had put me on his album right before that,

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Speaker 3: and that shit got nominated for Grammy too. He put

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Speaker 3: just like, bro, like you young, but like you're a

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Speaker 3: real MC like a spinner. He like, the more knowledge

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Speaker 3: you get is just gonna make you better as an

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Speaker 3: I ain't gonna lie, like I really like, I read

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Speaker 3: I read a lot of shit, and i'd be reading

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Speaker 3: not like seeing my homie manskin. He had contest to it,

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Speaker 3: like he like bro it w has be reading the

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Speaker 3: And I feel like that make it like it just

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Speaker 3: You knowe what I'm saying. Can't nobody really teach you that?

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Speaker 3: Butter MC, like the real MC for real, you know

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Speaker 1: You did a you did a song with Kanye, but

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Speaker 1: Kanye is known for making guys redo their verse over

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Speaker 3: Yeah, he did that to me for sure. He made

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Speaker 3: So it's so much going on that shit kind of

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Speaker 3: even know like what we're basically rapping on. It's then

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Speaker 3: final verse that I sent though, was like super fire,

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Speaker 3: like hard, hard hard. I wish I could really like

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Speaker 3: you feel what I'm saying, Like that's one of the

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Speaker 3: One thing I learned in this business though, like when

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Speaker 3: I didn't like fault. Kanye had nothing like that. I

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Speaker 3: I was just really grateful for the opportunity and grateful

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Speaker 2: Get upset if they give them a track and they don't.

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Speaker 2: A lot of rappers get upset about that.

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Speaker 3: Hell yeah, rappers getting raped, beefs about.

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Speaker 2: That type of yeah, hell yeah.

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Speaker 3: Niggas get mad about that shit for sure, Like when

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Speaker 3: up on you and do shit. But it's all art,

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Speaker 3: it's all creativity, and a lot of times, for a

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Speaker 3: lot of artists, it'd be out of their hands. I

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Speaker 3: wouldn't say that for me because I've always picked my

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Speaker 3: and I don't really I never really focused on like

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Speaker 3: So but other artists who write who they team picked

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Speaker 3: You know a lot of times people just don't make

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Speaker 3: with you for real, you know what I'm saying. But

435
00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:24,320
Speaker 3: I never been that artist though, Like I always just

436
00:18:24,440 --> 00:18:26,280
Speaker 3: never took a person like, ah, yeah, it's cool, I

437
00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:29,159
Speaker 3: ain't really tripping. Like my first interaction with Kanye is

438
00:18:29,160 --> 00:18:32,159
Speaker 3: he talk walked up to me like, man, you gotta

439
00:18:32,440 --> 00:18:35,840
Speaker 3: like you gotta start like tripping with these niggas. You

440
00:18:35,840 --> 00:18:38,040
Speaker 3: gotta start dissing these nigga. Stop let niggas steal your

441
00:18:38,040 --> 00:18:41,639
Speaker 3: style and steal your flow. And on my head, I'm like, damn,

442
00:18:41,680 --> 00:18:43,560
Speaker 3: I ain't even know you really listen to me enough

443
00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:46,240
Speaker 3: for like you to say, r niggas, what are my flow?

444
00:18:46,320 --> 00:18:47,280
Speaker 2: Like what my flow is?

445
00:18:47,280 --> 00:18:49,200
Speaker 3: And then you hear somebody else's record be like, oh,

446
00:18:49,200 --> 00:18:51,480
Speaker 3: he using herbal flow, he using this shit. And that

447
00:18:51,560 --> 00:18:53,159
Speaker 3: was the first thing YA ever said to me, you

448
00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:54,800
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. It's like that just made me

449
00:18:54,880 --> 00:18:56,680
Speaker 3: like kind of like, oh, y'all, fuck with you.

450
00:18:56,680 --> 00:18:58,000
Speaker 2: You told me. You know what I'm saying.

451
00:18:58,000 --> 00:19:00,520
Speaker 3: That was way before I did direct it's with him

452
00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:01,880
Speaker 3: or any of this ship, you know what I'm saying.

453
00:19:01,920 --> 00:19:03,200
Speaker 2: So when it didn't.

454
00:19:02,960 --> 00:19:06,040
Speaker 3: Make it though, I was really just mad that I

455
00:19:06,080 --> 00:19:09,600
Speaker 3: don't have the verse to use because back no, I

456
00:19:09,600 --> 00:19:11,640
Speaker 3: did not need to. I'm asking you right now, Yeah,

457
00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:15,800
Speaker 3: send me the verse, and I'm gonna put that ship

458
00:19:15,800 --> 00:19:18,720
Speaker 3: out for sure, like just my verse, because it was fire.

459
00:19:18,760 --> 00:19:21,680
Speaker 3: I was talking about, like Chicago ship, just a lot

460
00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:23,359
Speaker 3: of ship that was like near and dear to me.

461
00:19:24,119 --> 00:19:26,480
Speaker 1: You mentioned that you want to tramp on his song

462
00:19:26,800 --> 00:19:28,240
Speaker 1: through the wire you want to rap over.

463
00:19:28,080 --> 00:19:32,399
Speaker 3: That, I wind up. I actually winded up doing it.

464
00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:36,639
Speaker 3: I did it for my project Greatest Rapper Alive. But

465
00:19:36,720 --> 00:19:38,760
Speaker 3: I was always scared of that simple though, like because

466
00:19:38,800 --> 00:19:41,720
Speaker 3: it's just like that's one of the hardest songs ever

467
00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:43,480
Speaker 3: to me in general, you know what I'm saying, And

468
00:19:43,520 --> 00:19:46,679
Speaker 3: then me being from Chicago and it being yea and

469
00:19:46,760 --> 00:19:49,040
Speaker 3: being that simple, Like some things you just don't want

470
00:19:49,040 --> 00:19:51,680
Speaker 3: to run up on because the Internet gonna troll you.

471
00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:58,440
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, her, you know what's coming if you don't

472
00:19:58,440 --> 00:19:58,960
Speaker 1: do it right.

473
00:19:59,200 --> 00:20:01,600
Speaker 2: Man, he could levet that alone. Yeah, So certain ones

474
00:20:01,640 --> 00:20:02,800
Speaker 2: I don't really run up on.

475
00:20:02,960 --> 00:20:05,440
Speaker 3: But at that time I had a lot of like

476
00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:07,440
Speaker 3: pain in me, like built w motion.

477
00:20:07,640 --> 00:20:08,800
Speaker 2: My pops had just died.

478
00:20:09,320 --> 00:20:11,320
Speaker 3: I was talking about, Like you know, I felt like

479
00:20:11,400 --> 00:20:13,640
Speaker 3: I didn't I couldn't rap on that unless I had

480
00:20:13,720 --> 00:20:18,480
Speaker 3: something or that was like super like pain driven like

481
00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:20,600
Speaker 3: how he did what I'm saying from him getting into

482
00:20:20,600 --> 00:20:22,520
Speaker 3: that correct almost losing his life.

483
00:20:22,720 --> 00:20:24,200
Speaker 2: He wrapped about almost losing.

484
00:20:23,960 --> 00:20:26,240
Speaker 3: His life, you know what I'm saying, Like I came

485
00:20:26,280 --> 00:20:30,720
Speaker 3: from a perspective of me rapping about the stuff that

486
00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:35,080
Speaker 3: I'm enduring at this moment and being successful and I

487
00:20:35,080 --> 00:20:36,919
Speaker 3: ain't gonna lie.

488
00:20:35,680 --> 00:20:38,600
Speaker 2: They the fans definitely.

489
00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:41,399
Speaker 1: Well, I'm gonna put you on the spot, give me

490
00:20:41,440 --> 00:20:44,800
Speaker 1: your four best Mott Rushmore Chicago rappers.

491
00:20:45,240 --> 00:20:53,760
Speaker 3: Uh, I ain't gonna clude myself though, I'm gonna do

492
00:20:54,440 --> 00:21:04,760
Speaker 3: Sosa Juice World yay, and I'm gonna do Smirk. And

493
00:21:04,920 --> 00:21:07,200
Speaker 3: I could, I could like explain it. I didn't really

494
00:21:07,200 --> 00:21:10,720
Speaker 3: include myself because I don't really like including myself like that,

495
00:21:10,760 --> 00:21:12,679
Speaker 3: even though I do feel like I'm on a lot

496
00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:14,520
Speaker 3: of people's Mount Rushmore, you know what I'm saying, But

497
00:21:14,520 --> 00:21:17,119
Speaker 3: I'm just talking about me personally, like and that gotta

498
00:21:17,160 --> 00:21:21,080
Speaker 3: do it like influence and what you did right for

499
00:21:21,480 --> 00:21:24,480
Speaker 3: the music and like the music industry coming out of Chicago.

500
00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:27,800
Speaker 3: So it's like, gotta go Juice real because he just

501
00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:29,920
Speaker 3: he did something phenomenal.

502
00:21:29,480 --> 00:21:31,160
Speaker 2: That nobody really ever did for real.

503
00:21:31,760 --> 00:21:37,280
Speaker 3: And then Sosa because just like the impact that he

504
00:21:37,359 --> 00:21:40,359
Speaker 3: had on us in Chicago in the world and so

505
00:21:40,520 --> 00:21:42,320
Speaker 3: young doing it like Sosa is still one of my

506
00:21:42,400 --> 00:21:44,640
Speaker 3: favorite artists still regardless of you know what I'm saying,

507
00:21:44,680 --> 00:21:51,160
Speaker 3: then ya, that's undeniable. And then Smirk is just what

508
00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:55,320
Speaker 3: I mind him the most about Dirt is he always

509
00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:58,960
Speaker 3: been like me watching from the very beginning. He always

510
00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:02,760
Speaker 3: been somebody that like, through all adversity of any trials

511
00:22:02,800 --> 00:22:05,359
Speaker 3: and tribulations, he's always been able to overcome that shit

512
00:22:05,400 --> 00:22:08,439
Speaker 3: and reinvent himself, like I've seen him reinvent himself so

513
00:22:08,520 --> 00:22:12,480
Speaker 3: many times and just become one of the biggest artists

514
00:22:12,520 --> 00:22:15,160
Speaker 3: in the world. You feel me like that's one thing

515
00:22:16,200 --> 00:22:19,040
Speaker 3: that I admired the most about Dirt, Like outside of

516
00:22:19,080 --> 00:22:21,000
Speaker 3: his talent, you feel what I'm saying like, that's what

517
00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:23,040
Speaker 3: really make him to go to me because where you

518
00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:25,639
Speaker 3: come from, where we come from and been through the

519
00:22:25,640 --> 00:22:27,639
Speaker 3: stuff that we've been through, is like it's easy to

520
00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:29,639
Speaker 3: give up. It's easy to be like, man, I'm finna

521
00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:32,280
Speaker 3: just keep trying like he has, switch it all the

522
00:22:32,280 --> 00:22:35,640
Speaker 3: way up and master that, and then if that don't work,

523
00:22:35,680 --> 00:22:38,679
Speaker 3: switch it up and just keep elevating. You feel me

524
00:22:38,720 --> 00:22:40,480
Speaker 3: like that's like a super power to me.

525
00:22:41,520 --> 00:22:43,680
Speaker 2: You compared Juice for World Death to tupacing Big and

526
00:22:43,720 --> 00:22:46,840
Speaker 2: for your generation. Why because.

527
00:22:47,920 --> 00:22:52,760
Speaker 3: All of the lives that he influenced while he was here.

528
00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:55,840
Speaker 2: You feel what I'm saying like he was somebody that.

529
00:22:57,040 --> 00:23:01,239
Speaker 3: He was like a real global superstar mogul for like

530
00:23:01,359 --> 00:23:05,280
Speaker 3: the the kids that were like misunderstood and the loss

531
00:23:05,320 --> 00:23:07,280
Speaker 3: and the hopeless and stuff like that. Like you know

532
00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:10,560
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, He gave people like reason to want

533
00:23:10,560 --> 00:23:14,320
Speaker 3: to live, like people who contemplated suicide and stuff like that.

534
00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:17,280
Speaker 2: Those were the people that his music touched.

535
00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:22,640
Speaker 3: And when his life was cut so short, it devastated

536
00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:24,359
Speaker 3: so many people.

537
00:23:24,520 --> 00:23:25,160
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

538
00:23:25,160 --> 00:23:28,560
Speaker 3: It devastated a generation of kids. You know what I'm saying,

539
00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:32,680
Speaker 3: the same way being in Tupac devastated a generation of people.

540
00:23:32,760 --> 00:23:34,760
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, Like I wasn't trying to

541
00:23:34,840 --> 00:23:37,720
Speaker 3: like and people kind of like took that the wrong way.

542
00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:40,600
Speaker 3: I wasn't trying to say, like he was as big

543
00:23:40,640 --> 00:23:42,480
Speaker 3: as big as Tupac, Like you know what I'm saying,

544
00:23:42,520 --> 00:23:45,320
Speaker 3: Like he done as much as big and Toopar, I'm

545
00:23:45,320 --> 00:23:48,760
Speaker 3: talking about the effect that they hit on a whole

546
00:23:49,000 --> 00:23:52,520
Speaker 3: generation of people. Whereas like his music forever live on,

547
00:23:53,080 --> 00:23:59,080
Speaker 3: and when people die, like poshumans music poshumans, it always

548
00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:00,680
Speaker 3: like go up, become big.

549
00:24:00,720 --> 00:24:02,120
Speaker 2: But like his is.

550
00:24:04,040 --> 00:24:06,800
Speaker 3: Ten years, twenty years, thirty years from now, like it's

551
00:24:06,840 --> 00:24:07,720
Speaker 3: still gonna be here.

552
00:24:07,800 --> 00:24:08,520
Speaker 2: You feel what I'm saying.

553
00:24:08,560 --> 00:24:10,959
Speaker 3: That's what I meant by that, like, because the people

554
00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:15,480
Speaker 3: who loved him so much, if they was ten years

555
00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:18,439
Speaker 3: old or whatever, when they turned forty years old, those

556
00:24:18,440 --> 00:24:21,520
Speaker 3: songs gonna still touch them the exact same way that

557
00:24:21,600 --> 00:24:24,120
Speaker 3: he did because they gonna remember his legacy. Like, that's

558
00:24:24,119 --> 00:24:24,840
Speaker 3: what I meant by that.

559
00:24:25,920 --> 00:24:29,080
Speaker 1: When you got the word that he had tragically passed

560
00:24:29,119 --> 00:24:30,320
Speaker 1: away from an actleute.

561
00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:30,639
Speaker 2: On the overuse.

562
00:24:31,119 --> 00:24:38,879
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was in LA at the time, and I

563
00:24:38,880 --> 00:24:41,560
Speaker 3: think my girl called me. My girl called me first

564
00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:45,840
Speaker 3: and told me, and I got mad at him. I'm like, man,

565
00:24:45,880 --> 00:24:47,960
Speaker 3: what the like, what are you talking about? You're like

566
00:24:48,040 --> 00:24:50,040
Speaker 3: juice world just passed away. I'm like, man, he's tripping

567
00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:52,960
Speaker 3: and just hung up. Like when like I be in

568
00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:54,920
Speaker 3: disbelief when I write in that type of shit, I

569
00:24:54,920 --> 00:24:56,520
Speaker 3: don't it just it throw me for.

570
00:24:56,600 --> 00:24:59,199
Speaker 1: Because it's hard when people that you know, people that

571
00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:01,520
Speaker 1: you know noth He not supposed to die at twenties.

572
00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:03,520
Speaker 1: In the twenties and in the thirties, that's not supposed

573
00:25:03,520 --> 00:25:05,520
Speaker 1: to happen. Were supposed to be like seventy five eighty

574
00:25:05,560 --> 00:25:07,879
Speaker 1: years old. Well such and such had a heart attack

575
00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:10,560
Speaker 1: and such a you don't expect somebody.

576
00:25:10,280 --> 00:25:13,760
Speaker 2: He he was so like he had reached like the

577
00:25:13,760 --> 00:25:15,960
Speaker 2: height of like so much success. Yeah you know what

578
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:16,440
Speaker 2: I'm saying.

579
00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:19,200
Speaker 3: And I feel like he was just reaching his peak,

580
00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:21,640
Speaker 3: like it was his birthday. I think he died six

581
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:23,639
Speaker 3: days after his birthday and something like that. You feel me,

582
00:25:23,720 --> 00:25:25,720
Speaker 3: It's like that was my little brother. So it really

583
00:25:25,760 --> 00:25:28,480
Speaker 3: like it messed me up mentally, you feel me. And

584
00:25:28,560 --> 00:25:33,439
Speaker 3: he died on December eighth, I believe, and were supposed

585
00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:35,439
Speaker 3: to shot a video on eleven, so I was on

586
00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:37,560
Speaker 3: my way to him, feel like for the me and

587
00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:40,280
Speaker 3: MI Chicago, and it's just like that shit just threw

588
00:25:40,359 --> 00:25:42,240
Speaker 3: me all the way off when I got the information

589
00:25:42,880 --> 00:25:48,040
Speaker 3: and like just him being like just he like he

590
00:25:48,119 --> 00:25:50,560
Speaker 3: was just like a good ass kid bro, like for real,

591
00:25:50,600 --> 00:25:54,159
Speaker 3: Like even the way he died, like you riches juice,

592
00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:56,919
Speaker 3: like you rich as a you get pulled over by

593
00:25:56,960 --> 00:25:58,760
Speaker 3: the police and you swallowed fifty pills?

594
00:25:58,800 --> 00:26:01,040
Speaker 2: Forty pills? How the fuck many pills he swallowed?

595
00:26:01,040 --> 00:26:03,600
Speaker 3: Because he's scared, like you was gonna overcome that shit,

596
00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:05,840
Speaker 3: the little pills. They ain't give a fuck about that shit.

597
00:26:05,880 --> 00:26:07,280
Speaker 3: Bro through that shit.

598
00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:09,679
Speaker 2: I don't want to hear that shit sit on the counter,

599
00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:13,639
Speaker 2: like come get it, like Bro, I got fifty million.

600
00:26:13,680 --> 00:26:15,640
Speaker 3: I ain't finna go to jail for these little dumb

601
00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:17,920
Speaker 3: ass pills right here, Like you feel me? Like it

602
00:26:18,119 --> 00:26:21,280
Speaker 3: just lets you know, like how pure he was, Like

603
00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:23,000
Speaker 3: you feel I'm saying he didn't know no better, Like

604
00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:24,359
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, you know the term like

605
00:26:25,160 --> 00:26:28,040
Speaker 3: God forgive fools and babies that type. Like he was

606
00:26:28,160 --> 00:26:31,080
Speaker 3: just like super naive to ship. You feel what I'm saying,

607
00:26:31,080 --> 00:26:33,680
Speaker 3: And like that's what me up the most, Cause it's like, Bro,

608
00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:35,400
Speaker 3: you ain't even have to do that.

609
00:26:34,920 --> 00:26:36,639
Speaker 2: R That shit wasn't about nothing.

610
00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:42,359
Speaker 1: You've told the story a few times about how you

611
00:26:42,400 --> 00:26:44,960
Speaker 1: had a substance aut problem. You mentioned, i think earlier

612
00:26:44,960 --> 00:26:47,960
Speaker 1: in the interview that you was fifteen you started taking

613
00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:50,600
Speaker 1: pills and he started, you know, smoking weed. You know

614
00:26:50,760 --> 00:26:52,680
Speaker 1: obviously you know you talked about how you graduated the

615
00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:58,320
Speaker 1: lean and so you went there twice. Yeah, how different?

616
00:26:58,359 --> 00:27:02,280
Speaker 1: How difficult is it to come to the realization, M

617
00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:04,040
Speaker 1: I got a damn problem man.

618
00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:09,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, when it become like your party or lifestyle.

619
00:27:09,560 --> 00:27:11,560
Speaker 2: For real, Like so you couldn't function without it.

620
00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:14,320
Speaker 3: I couldn't function without it, Like I had to drink

621
00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:15,000
Speaker 3: lane every day.

622
00:27:15,040 --> 00:27:15,919
Speaker 2: I had to pop pills.

623
00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:18,359
Speaker 3: I had to do this shit to eat food to

624
00:27:18,480 --> 00:27:21,800
Speaker 3: like I I say a lot of times like I

625
00:27:21,880 --> 00:27:24,359
Speaker 3: used to really be in rooms and I wasn't there

626
00:27:24,880 --> 00:27:28,480
Speaker 3: because mentally my brain is somewhere else. I'm high, I'm

627
00:27:28,480 --> 00:27:32,080
Speaker 3: thinking about shit. I I'm grieving, like just thinking about trauma.

628
00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:34,440
Speaker 3: Where it's like I'm just maneuvering through the room. I

629
00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:36,800
Speaker 3: might say, what's something, introduce myself, but it might be

630
00:27:36,840 --> 00:27:38,840
Speaker 3: somebody that I probably should have had a conversation with,

631
00:27:39,119 --> 00:27:41,760
Speaker 3: right but I couldn't do it because my mind is

632
00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:44,520
Speaker 3: somewhere else cause I'm altering my brain with these drugs.

633
00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:46,680
Speaker 3: I'm thinking I needed shit to function. But it's really

634
00:27:46,720 --> 00:27:49,520
Speaker 3: like you masking something. It's making a masking something. You

635
00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:52,800
Speaker 3: feel like I can't even be in the moment because

636
00:27:54,080 --> 00:27:58,040
Speaker 3: what's that saying. Like when you live in the past,

637
00:27:58,240 --> 00:28:03,359
Speaker 3: it's grief, and when we live in the future, it's anxiety.

638
00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:05,520
Speaker 3: Like I'm never in the moment, Like I'm thinking about

639
00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:08,520
Speaker 3: before I get in this room, what's gonna happen, Yeah,

640
00:28:08,560 --> 00:28:10,680
Speaker 3: it's gonna play out. You feel me instead of just

641
00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:14,280
Speaker 3: enjoying the moment, And I became that person for like

642
00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:15,280
Speaker 3: so many years.

643
00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:16,120
Speaker 2: You feel me like I.

644
00:28:16,119 --> 00:28:18,960
Speaker 3: Used to have to like take Zan's and perks and

645
00:28:18,960 --> 00:28:20,920
Speaker 3: shit just to go to sleep, like I said, like

646
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:23,080
Speaker 3: I steal right now to this day, I haven't saw yet.

647
00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:25,840
Speaker 3: I don't sleep. I've been like that since the kids,

648
00:28:25,840 --> 00:28:29,679
Speaker 3: since fifteen years old. You feel me like, and I

649
00:28:29,760 --> 00:28:33,040
Speaker 3: used to drink a lot of it. It don't make

650
00:28:33,080 --> 00:28:34,520
Speaker 3: it no better when you got money.

651
00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:36,280
Speaker 2: Right for Yeah, because you've got access to it. You

652
00:28:36,280 --> 00:28:37,640
Speaker 2: got access to it, you feel I'm saying.

653
00:28:37,720 --> 00:28:41,040
Speaker 3: So it's like I'm going through pints and pints a

654
00:28:41,120 --> 00:28:45,320
Speaker 3: lane and going through one hundred pills a month.

655
00:28:45,640 --> 00:28:46,320
Speaker 2: Yea like that?

656
00:28:46,440 --> 00:28:49,480
Speaker 3: Yeah for real was bad, like a hundred a month.

657
00:28:49,520 --> 00:28:51,760
Speaker 3: I'm popping four five pills a day. You feel what

658
00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:53,120
Speaker 3: I'm saying, like probably more than.

659
00:28:53,040 --> 00:28:53,640
Speaker 2: Nothing, did you?

660
00:28:54,080 --> 00:28:58,120
Speaker 1: Because you said you started like fifteen? Was it dealing

661
00:28:58,160 --> 00:29:00,360
Speaker 1: with the trauma that you saw? You saw your friends,

662
00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:03,000
Speaker 1: You saw your homies and they're losing their lives and

663
00:29:03,040 --> 00:29:04,840
Speaker 1: you're trying to mask that because.

664
00:29:04,800 --> 00:29:08,000
Speaker 2: You know kill and I feel it. Yes, Kim's not

665
00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:09,000
Speaker 2: supposed to have to deal with that.

666
00:29:09,320 --> 00:29:10,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like you don't want to feel it?

667
00:29:10,720 --> 00:29:10,880
Speaker 1: Man?

668
00:29:10,920 --> 00:29:13,960
Speaker 3: You got like I was I was freshman in high school.

669
00:29:14,040 --> 00:29:16,160
Speaker 3: Still you know what I'm saying. I started experiencing all

670
00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:20,959
Speaker 3: this stuff. I'm taking these drugs to not feel emotions. Like,

671
00:29:21,680 --> 00:29:23,880
Speaker 3: as a human being, you're supposed to feel emotions. That's

672
00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:26,240
Speaker 3: the only way you go, That's the only way you're

673
00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:27,920
Speaker 3: gonna grow, you know what I'm saying. So it's like

674
00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:31,760
Speaker 3: I was trying to not feel stuff, and this is

675
00:29:31,760 --> 00:29:34,760
Speaker 3: what really like when I learned the fact that like,

676
00:29:34,800 --> 00:29:38,080
Speaker 3: all right, bet, yeah you might temporarily you might be.

677
00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:39,920
Speaker 2: High, but we wake up the next day that shit.

678
00:29:40,840 --> 00:29:43,320
Speaker 3: At some point it get worse, Like you wake up

679
00:29:43,320 --> 00:29:46,240
Speaker 3: the next day like damn, like I was tripping.

680
00:29:46,360 --> 00:29:47,080
Speaker 2: Like you know what I'm saying.

681
00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:49,160
Speaker 3: You might get into a situation it's like all right,

682
00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:50,760
Speaker 3: I'm goin to get I don't want to think about it.

683
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:54,000
Speaker 3: Right when you wake up sober, it's still there, you

684
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:54,480
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying.

685
00:29:54,560 --> 00:29:57,240
Speaker 2: That situation that you tried to run from, Yeah, it's

686
00:29:57,280 --> 00:29:57,880
Speaker 2: right there.

687
00:29:57,680 --> 00:30:00,640
Speaker 3: It's still there. You know what I'm saying. I was

688
00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:03,680
Speaker 3: just like I didn't I didn't say I was going

689
00:30:03,720 --> 00:30:05,920
Speaker 3: to go to rehab. You feel I'm saying people close

690
00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:07,760
Speaker 3: to me, like my closest you know what I'm saying,

691
00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:10,560
Speaker 3: People that you trusted the most. They like, bro, you

692
00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:12,760
Speaker 3: just gotta go like you know, I had just had

693
00:30:12,800 --> 00:30:15,640
Speaker 3: a son. I just had my first son, and they like, bro,

694
00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 3: you just gotta go to rehab. Like you know, you're

695
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:22,600
Speaker 3: getting too high, Like you just you lashing out, you angry.

696
00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:24,640
Speaker 3: You feel what I'm saying, like you ain't listening to

697
00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:27,680
Speaker 3: nobody like that should make you angry as fun, it

698
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:30,720
Speaker 3: make you real angry, like and I just I felt

699
00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:34,960
Speaker 3: like I was losing myself because at the time when

700
00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:37,040
Speaker 3: I first started, I was a regular dude, Like you

701
00:30:37,080 --> 00:30:39,720
Speaker 3: feel me, like I was becoming somebody. But now it's

702
00:30:39,760 --> 00:30:42,320
Speaker 3: like you're twenty two years old, you got a son,

703
00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:45,480
Speaker 3: You're a superstar, Like you can't just be out here

704
00:30:45,520 --> 00:30:48,360
Speaker 3: like like that. You feel me because at the end

705
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:50,040
Speaker 3: of the day, when you think is normal, it's not

706
00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:53,880
Speaker 3: people judging you, people seeing you outside like he's high

707
00:30:53,920 --> 00:30:57,240
Speaker 3: all the time. It's like, you know, he's why would

708
00:30:57,240 --> 00:30:59,200
Speaker 3: I want to give you some money? Like why would

709
00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:01,440
Speaker 3: I want to count on you? Can I count on you?

710
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:05,120
Speaker 3: Are you reliable? And I was just like, all right,

711
00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:05,840
Speaker 3: I'm gonna try.

712
00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:09,160
Speaker 2: I'm gonna do it. But I went, I got sober.

713
00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:12,440
Speaker 3: It was good and probably like a year a year

714
00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:14,720
Speaker 3: and a half later, one of my closest friends died

715
00:31:15,360 --> 00:31:17,880
Speaker 3: and I went right back. I just started back getting

716
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:20,440
Speaker 3: hat like you know, that was like my escape, the.

717
00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:21,040
Speaker 2: Thing you right to.

718
00:31:21,240 --> 00:31:23,440
Speaker 3: You feel what I'm saying, Like, damn man, I'm stretched out,

719
00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:25,520
Speaker 3: I don't want to be around. It's a bit sad, crying.

720
00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:27,800
Speaker 3: I'm finna just get hats on, feel it, you know.

721
00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:32,560
Speaker 3: And I started back getting hailgh for about probably another year,

722
00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:34,800
Speaker 3: a year and a half, and I went again. Like

723
00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:36,880
Speaker 3: both times when I had to go to rehab, I

724
00:31:36,920 --> 00:31:39,080
Speaker 3: spent like thirty thousand or some shit to go. It

725
00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:41,880
Speaker 3: was like a seven eight day process. You get out,

726
00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:45,360
Speaker 3: they flush all of everything out your system. You on IVY,

727
00:31:45,480 --> 00:31:47,240
Speaker 3: so you don't got to go through the withdrawals. That's

728
00:31:47,240 --> 00:31:51,040
Speaker 3: another thing, like when you drink and lean and popping PILs.

729
00:31:50,600 --> 00:31:54,120
Speaker 2: And perks and all that shit draws.

730
00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:57,040
Speaker 3: It's worse than anything in the world. You don't even

731
00:31:57,080 --> 00:31:58,640
Speaker 3: want to feel it, you knowe what I'm saying. So

732
00:31:58,680 --> 00:32:01,280
Speaker 3: it's like that's another thing that people run from, like

733
00:32:01,720 --> 00:32:05,400
Speaker 3: you can't like regardless, you're gonna it's gonna come.

734
00:32:05,520 --> 00:32:07,480
Speaker 2: What comes. What happened in the watch come out in

735
00:32:07,520 --> 00:32:09,240
Speaker 2: the rest. You know what I'm saying. Every time you

736
00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:09,640
Speaker 2: feel me.

737
00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:12,760
Speaker 3: So it's like you might run from the withdrawals and

738
00:32:12,840 --> 00:32:14,920
Speaker 3: you might keep on doing this ship for have a

739
00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:16,800
Speaker 3: long and then it's gonna catch up to you when

740
00:32:16,840 --> 00:32:18,240
Speaker 3: you get older because your.

741
00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:21,240
Speaker 2: Body can't take that shit. So it's like it's best

742
00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:21,840
Speaker 2: to just if.

743
00:32:21,760 --> 00:32:24,120
Speaker 1: Anybody when they put you up, when they put you,

744
00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:26,080
Speaker 1: when they put you behind that concrete wall.

745
00:32:26,200 --> 00:32:31,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's the worst because they are doing no drugs

746
00:32:31,040 --> 00:32:32,000
Speaker 2: to get that happened with.

747
00:32:32,440 --> 00:32:34,960
Speaker 3: I've seen that though, Like I've seen that with my

748
00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:36,720
Speaker 3: own eyes, like getting the rest in the shit and

749
00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:38,720
Speaker 3: you was seeing like dope fiends and ship on the

750
00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:42,520
Speaker 3: floor shaking and using the bathroom on itself and all

751
00:32:42,600 --> 00:32:44,640
Speaker 3: that ship, Like that ship is real for real.

752
00:32:45,240 --> 00:32:50,040
Speaker 1: You speak very very highly of therapy. You say we

753
00:32:50,080 --> 00:32:53,400
Speaker 1: should do it. Trust me, that's someone that has gone

754
00:32:53,440 --> 00:32:56,400
Speaker 1: through therapy. You say someone is going through therapy. You

755
00:32:56,400 --> 00:32:59,560
Speaker 1: you need to do that. Uh, I don't know how

756
00:32:59,600 --> 00:33:03,680
Speaker 1: well you know. He said caught some criticism that he

757
00:33:03,720 --> 00:33:06,200
Speaker 1: would feel less than a man if his girl with

758
00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:07,200
Speaker 1: the therapist.

759
00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:09,920
Speaker 2: Girl was a therapy. I think what he like.

760
00:33:10,360 --> 00:33:12,719
Speaker 3: I can't really say what Slim meant by that, like

761
00:33:12,760 --> 00:33:15,560
Speaker 3: that's my brother. But I feel like Slam want of

762
00:33:15,560 --> 00:33:18,040
Speaker 3: them people like he a critical thinking too, yeah, and

763
00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:21,640
Speaker 3: he wanted people that like like to dig deep into

764
00:33:21,680 --> 00:33:24,680
Speaker 3: conversation like he feel like I think what he meant

765
00:33:24,680 --> 00:33:27,960
Speaker 3: by that is like he feels like his girl should

766
00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:29,120
Speaker 3: be able to trust.

767
00:33:28,920 --> 00:33:31,480
Speaker 2: And confide in him so much where it's like, you know.

768
00:33:31,920 --> 00:33:34,520
Speaker 3: And I don't know Slam ever tried therapy before, you

769
00:33:34,560 --> 00:33:36,640
Speaker 3: feel me, so he probably might not even understand what

770
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:39,040
Speaker 3: it might do for a woman female. It's certain things

771
00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:41,480
Speaker 3: that a woman is just not gonna talk to a

772
00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:43,560
Speaker 3: man about, you feel I'm saying, like, no matter how

773
00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:45,160
Speaker 3: much y'all trust each other, you.

774
00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:48,200
Speaker 1: Know, because sometimes you won't. You won't someone that doesn't

775
00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:52,960
Speaker 1: have a dog in the fight exactly talking you talking

776
00:33:53,000 --> 00:33:55,160
Speaker 1: Slam got a dog in the fight, yeah, yeah, and

777
00:33:55,280 --> 00:33:58,320
Speaker 1: someone that's win the therapist and as my therapist. And

778
00:33:58,320 --> 00:34:00,240
Speaker 1: I'll never forget one of the greatest things you ever

779
00:34:00,280 --> 00:34:03,640
Speaker 1: told me, herble, she said, She said, I mean she

780
00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:05,960
Speaker 1: sent across from me just like you. My girlfriend was

781
00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:11,360
Speaker 1: sitting right there. She said, mister Sharp, are you arguing

782
00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:13,680
Speaker 1: to be right? Are you arguing for right?

783
00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:17,680
Speaker 2: What did that do though like what I like?

784
00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:20,439
Speaker 1: She said, because at the end, right it is there

785
00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:25,560
Speaker 1: are you arguing to be right or you arguing for right?

786
00:34:26,120 --> 00:34:28,680
Speaker 1: I want to be right? This is how it was.

787
00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:31,319
Speaker 1: This is how it is, hey arguing for no right,

788
00:34:31,400 --> 00:34:32,200
Speaker 1: I want to be right.

789
00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:33,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, once I.

790
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:40,240
Speaker 1: Understood, it ain't me versus you, it's us versus the problem.

791
00:34:40,480 --> 00:34:43,399
Speaker 2: It's right versus wrong. That absolutely, she.

792
00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:47,200
Speaker 1: Said, Shannon, you you you communicating? You speaking, she said,

793
00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:50,799
Speaker 1: your girlfriend is speaking manner in Chinese. You speaking Spanish. Said,

794
00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:53,400
Speaker 1: either you learned each other's language or you're never going

795
00:34:53,480 --> 00:34:54,400
Speaker 1: to be able to communicate.

796
00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:58,840
Speaker 3: That's something I heard.

797
00:34:59,640 --> 00:35:01,160
Speaker 2: Be right, you're arguing for right now.

798
00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:04,480
Speaker 3: Ninety nine point nine us in the world argue to

799
00:35:04,560 --> 00:35:06,239
Speaker 3: be right, to be right, exactly.

800
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:08,759
Speaker 1: And so when she explained it like that, and I

801
00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:10,200
Speaker 1: was one of those guys you know, grew up in

802
00:35:10,239 --> 00:35:10,640
Speaker 1: the South.

803
00:35:10,960 --> 00:35:13,520
Speaker 2: Man, we don't we don't have no emotions, and we

804
00:35:13,520 --> 00:35:15,000
Speaker 2: don't go talk to nobody. Problem.

805
00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:16,560
Speaker 1: You could talk to me, we could work it out.

806
00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:19,560
Speaker 1: But once she's like, but no, you got the best

807
00:35:19,600 --> 00:35:23,160
Speaker 1: of interest in this. Somebody needs to hear the problem

808
00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:24,840
Speaker 1: that doesn't get the benefit from it.

809
00:35:25,719 --> 00:35:26,799
Speaker 2: And so when you share.

810
00:35:26,840 --> 00:35:30,839
Speaker 1: When your girl or your wife or whomever shared their

811
00:35:30,840 --> 00:35:34,800
Speaker 1: problem with someone, they just listening. Okay, somebody come in

812
00:35:34,840 --> 00:35:37,920
Speaker 1: and share that problem. They're just listening because me, I'm

813
00:35:37,920 --> 00:35:40,440
Speaker 1: on say, and that's why you have to keep family out,

814
00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:42,840
Speaker 1: because family they're gonna side with her boat.

815
00:35:43,520 --> 00:35:45,920
Speaker 2: You better side with me. Okay, i'ma turned the water off.

816
00:35:46,480 --> 00:35:49,200
Speaker 2: I say it absolutely, But.

817
00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:53,200
Speaker 1: Being all honesty, my sister is the only person that

818
00:35:53,239 --> 00:35:56,239
Speaker 1: I've ever met that I can tell I would tell

819
00:35:56,280 --> 00:36:00,440
Speaker 1: us things, and you would.

820
00:36:00,280 --> 00:36:02,960
Speaker 2: Tell me I was wrong, and you gotta have people

821
00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:05,640
Speaker 2: like that. She would tell me, and I was like,

822
00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:09,640
Speaker 2: I'm like, like I'm you know, I'm I'm She's like, Sha, you're.

823
00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:14,600
Speaker 1: Wrong, and it it takes me to a place and

824
00:36:14,640 --> 00:36:17,279
Speaker 1: it helps me understand. But therapy, it took me a

825
00:36:17,280 --> 00:36:20,319
Speaker 1: while to understand because I was the exact same way.

826
00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:20,839
Speaker 2: But when that.

827
00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:22,960
Speaker 1: Lady told me she had enough, she said, mister Sharper,

828
00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:25,120
Speaker 1: you're arguing for it right or you're arguing to be right.

829
00:36:25,440 --> 00:36:28,959
Speaker 1: And she said about the communications mannery Chinese and Spanish.

830
00:36:29,760 --> 00:36:35,840
Speaker 2: I was like, man, communication is everything, Definitely it.

831
00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:39,400
Speaker 1: Is, and it's just it's just and I'm not a

832
00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:41,440
Speaker 1: great communicator. I'll be the first of men. I'm a

833
00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:45,120
Speaker 1: withdraw so I'm just I just need space. I just

834
00:36:45,160 --> 00:36:46,240
Speaker 1: I don't want to talk anymore.

835
00:36:47,160 --> 00:36:49,719
Speaker 3: I'm definitely the same way.

836
00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:51,839
Speaker 2: I just know what you're talking. I try to.

837
00:36:51,800 --> 00:36:54,800
Speaker 3: Avoid a lot of communication and confrontation. You right, I

838
00:36:54,800 --> 00:36:56,440
Speaker 3: don't want to take it all the way there.

839
00:36:56,680 --> 00:36:58,319
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna go ahead and give it to you. Right,

840
00:36:58,680 --> 00:37:00,759
Speaker 1: I was wrong? No, you just saying that. You don't

841
00:37:02,160 --> 00:37:05,080
Speaker 1: say what you want. See if I eMate my voice,

842
00:37:05,280 --> 00:37:07,160
Speaker 1: you go to why you doing that? I just said

843
00:37:07,200 --> 00:37:09,440
Speaker 1: you was right, I was wrong, but you don't mean it.

844
00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:12,400
Speaker 2: Yeah. No, I'm definitely the same way.

845
00:37:12,520 --> 00:37:15,399
Speaker 3: But I feel like when you have somebody like you said,

846
00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:18,680
Speaker 3: like you just gained a perfect like analysis. It's like

847
00:37:18,680 --> 00:37:20,319
Speaker 3: when you don't have a dog in a fight. Yes,

848
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:22,279
Speaker 3: you need to have somebody that really could be able

849
00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:25,160
Speaker 3: to say right is right, wrong is wrong? What I'm saying.

850
00:37:25,440 --> 00:37:29,840
Speaker 3: And that's what therapy does for you. And I was

851
00:37:29,920 --> 00:37:33,520
Speaker 3: never like the type of person that felt comfortable opening

852
00:37:33,600 --> 00:37:35,560
Speaker 3: up anyway, because, for one, I don't want nobody to

853
00:37:35,640 --> 00:37:36,839
Speaker 3: judge me too.

854
00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:40,640
Speaker 2: I don't really want to feel my business exactly. I

855
00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:41,840
Speaker 2: don't want you my business.

856
00:37:42,080 --> 00:37:44,439
Speaker 3: I don't want to feel like certain emotions where it's

857
00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:47,239
Speaker 3: just like I don't want to relive a situation you

858
00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:49,759
Speaker 3: feel me like if I feel like I've you never

859
00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,640
Speaker 3: really moved past it. You just ball it up and

860
00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:55,360
Speaker 3: put it in the back pocket and you try to

861
00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:59,920
Speaker 3: run from reliving that situation. But sometimes you have to

862
00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:03,080
Speaker 3: in order to really like grow and being able to

863
00:38:03,280 --> 00:38:06,440
Speaker 3: deal with certain people because as humans, we have triggers.

864
00:38:06,719 --> 00:38:07,880
Speaker 2: You know, Yeah, for sure.

865
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:11,000
Speaker 3: You don't know what trigger you you know what I'm saying.

866
00:38:11,040 --> 00:38:13,080
Speaker 3: So it's like you got to get over certain situations

867
00:38:13,120 --> 00:38:16,960
Speaker 3: because you might treat somebody who really good for you

868
00:38:17,040 --> 00:38:19,320
Speaker 3: are doing right value because you got a certain trigger

869
00:38:19,360 --> 00:38:21,839
Speaker 3: for something that you didn't live ten years ago.

870
00:38:21,920 --> 00:38:23,880
Speaker 2: You got to heal and they don't even know about

871
00:38:23,880 --> 00:38:24,839
Speaker 2: this situation, so they.

872
00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:26,440
Speaker 3: Wondering why you're so mean to me or why you

873
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:28,680
Speaker 3: doing this or why you snap so quick when we

874
00:38:28,760 --> 00:38:31,640
Speaker 3: talk about this subject, and you never talked about that trigger.

875
00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:35,839
Speaker 2: So like I feel like that's what like therapy is doing.

876
00:38:36,160 --> 00:38:39,440
Speaker 2: Like help therapy will help you from bleeding on someone.

877
00:38:39,239 --> 00:38:42,200
Speaker 3: That didn't even cut you exactly exactly.

878
00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:47,120
Speaker 1: Because no matter where we go, how big we Yeah,

879
00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:52,799
Speaker 1: when you in a relationship, you dealing with that person's trauma,

880
00:38:53,360 --> 00:38:57,360
Speaker 1: be a childhood, be an adolescent, be it. At some

881
00:38:57,560 --> 00:39:01,399
Speaker 1: point you're gonna have to dress back whatever it is,

882
00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:04,080
Speaker 1: and you have an issue and you're gonna have to

883
00:39:04,200 --> 00:39:06,120
Speaker 1: dress that trauma. Man, if you don't get in the

884
00:39:06,239 --> 00:39:08,719
Speaker 1: dress the person that you care about the most or

885
00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:10,080
Speaker 1: that's with you at that point in.

886
00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:13,120
Speaker 2: Time, that's for gonna feel it for sure.

887
00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:15,480
Speaker 3: It's like I didn't really I ain't understand that early

888
00:39:15,520 --> 00:39:17,880
Speaker 3: on though, Like I used to try to be so

889
00:39:18,080 --> 00:39:21,880
Speaker 3: good at going outside and smiling, acting like I'm okay,

890
00:39:21,920 --> 00:39:24,800
Speaker 3: and like taking a masking the pain and just you

891
00:39:24,840 --> 00:39:26,680
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, like dealing with people because I

892
00:39:26,680 --> 00:39:28,360
Speaker 3: got to be an artist. I gotta take pictures, I

893
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:30,439
Speaker 3: gotta do shows. Then when I come in the house,

894
00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:33,520
Speaker 3: I'm releasing all that anger and it's just like it's

895
00:39:33,560 --> 00:39:37,080
Speaker 3: so I'm not being the right person that I should

896
00:39:37,120 --> 00:39:40,520
Speaker 3: be to my girl, to my mom yep, to my kids,

897
00:39:40,560 --> 00:39:42,640
Speaker 3: the people who closest to me, because I feel like

898
00:39:42,640 --> 00:39:45,000
Speaker 3: I'm comfortable here and it's like I'm angry, I'm pouting

899
00:39:45,040 --> 00:39:46,759
Speaker 3: around and the like what did I do?

900
00:39:46,960 --> 00:39:48,600
Speaker 2: You take it on on people? That's closer to you

901
00:39:48,640 --> 00:39:49,760
Speaker 2: that you always.

902
00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:52,600
Speaker 3: Do that, and I had to really like learn to

903
00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:54,719
Speaker 3: stop doing that, Like I ain't gonna let my girl.

904
00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:56,839
Speaker 3: Pops told me some of the really shit I ever

905
00:39:56,880 --> 00:39:58,880
Speaker 3: heard in my life. He like, Bro, I know you

906
00:39:58,960 --> 00:40:01,640
Speaker 3: deal with a lot of shit, but just remember whatever

907
00:40:01,680 --> 00:40:05,680
Speaker 3: you going, look at that doormat and leave that shit outside. Bro,

908
00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:07,759
Speaker 3: Like he told me that, and I so he told

909
00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:10,919
Speaker 3: me that probably four years ago. And I really think

910
00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:12,400
Speaker 3: like that, Like if I go in the house and

911
00:40:12,440 --> 00:40:14,640
Speaker 3: I'm angry, I got an attitude like I try to

912
00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:17,279
Speaker 3: like take some time to like breathe because they don't

913
00:40:17,280 --> 00:40:18,040
Speaker 3: got nothing to do with that.

914
00:40:18,239 --> 00:40:20,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, you knowe what I'm saying, Like we take it

915
00:40:20,480 --> 00:40:22,799
Speaker 1: out on the people that we sometimes the closest chores

916
00:40:22,880 --> 00:40:23,640
Speaker 1: that we love the moth.

917
00:40:23,719 --> 00:40:26,399
Speaker 3: Yeah, because he told me that, He like, Bro, I

918
00:40:26,480 --> 00:40:28,719
Speaker 3: know you, like I know you going through shit like

919
00:40:28,760 --> 00:40:31,040
Speaker 3: I know. And it had to be from conversations he

920
00:40:31,120 --> 00:40:32,920
Speaker 3: hadn't with her, you feel I'm saying, He like, bro,

921
00:40:33,120 --> 00:40:35,640
Speaker 3: just leave it at the front door, like you feel me,

922
00:40:35,719 --> 00:40:37,879
Speaker 3: Like if something happened when it's like all right, bet

923
00:40:37,960 --> 00:40:40,279
Speaker 3: she caused the problem or you know, like address it,

924
00:40:40,320 --> 00:40:42,640
Speaker 3: but like you can't go in there on defense mode,

925
00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:44,799
Speaker 3: whereas it's like you don't want to have certain conversations

926
00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:47,440
Speaker 3: or you upset because you didn't deal with this, this, this,

927
00:40:47,480 --> 00:40:50,319
Speaker 3: and this like at the door and lean back out,

928
00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:52,359
Speaker 3: pick it up and address the world with that energy

929
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,360
Speaker 3: if you have to leave it at the door at

930
00:40:54,400 --> 00:40:54,759
Speaker 3: your house.

931
00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:58,920
Speaker 1: You've also worked with a little Dirk. How difficult to

932
00:40:58,920 --> 00:41:00,879
Speaker 1: see him going through the stitua that he's going through

933
00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:01,319
Speaker 1: right now.

934
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:04,240
Speaker 3: That shit is is painful for sure, because I feel

935
00:41:04,239 --> 00:41:08,760
Speaker 3: like the whole situation with Dirk is like that shouldn't

936
00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:11,560
Speaker 3: happen to anybody in my opinion, like in this field

937
00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:17,080
Speaker 3: because you moving fast, you don't know like who the

938
00:41:17,160 --> 00:41:19,799
Speaker 3: trust or who doing Yeah, you can't be accountable for

939
00:41:19,920 --> 00:41:21,680
Speaker 3: other people, you know what I'm saying. Like you feel

940
00:41:21,680 --> 00:41:23,800
Speaker 3: me like and not even to speak on this situation

941
00:41:23,920 --> 00:41:25,799
Speaker 3: because it's still he going through it. But it's like

942
00:41:26,440 --> 00:41:31,600
Speaker 3: you can't be accountable for situation or what other people

943
00:41:31,680 --> 00:41:34,160
Speaker 3: have done or whatever. And you and a lot of

944
00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:37,080
Speaker 3: times when you get that big, people work over time

945
00:41:37,160 --> 00:41:39,320
Speaker 3: to try to pull you down and try to pull

946
00:41:39,360 --> 00:41:40,080
Speaker 3: you off of.

947
00:41:40,040 --> 00:41:40,680
Speaker 2: That mountain top.

948
00:41:40,760 --> 00:41:42,440
Speaker 3: You feel what I'm saying, And I feel like that's

949
00:41:42,480 --> 00:41:44,200
Speaker 3: what happened to smirk. You know what I'm saying is

950
00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:47,840
Speaker 3: like me still like I'm not even gonna be like

951
00:41:48,080 --> 00:41:50,440
Speaker 3: for real, for like I know I feel it, like

952
00:41:50,520 --> 00:41:52,640
Speaker 3: I feel it. I know he coming from under that shit,

953
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:55,600
Speaker 3: Like I know for a fact that's not the end

954
00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:57,799
Speaker 3: of his story. Like he coming from under that shit.

955
00:41:57,840 --> 00:41:59,640
Speaker 3: You knowe what I'm saying. It's like a lot of

956
00:41:59,640 --> 00:42:02,840
Speaker 3: times you kind of it's I hate to say, but

957
00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:06,480
Speaker 3: like coming from where you come from, certain times, God

958
00:42:06,719 --> 00:42:09,279
Speaker 3: just like throw situations at you so you could be

959
00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:12,359
Speaker 3: able to see the plan field for what it's for,

960
00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:14,759
Speaker 3: like see who for you, who not for you? See

961
00:42:14,760 --> 00:42:16,960
Speaker 3: the people that's counting you out, and come back ten

962
00:42:17,040 --> 00:42:19,319
Speaker 3: times stronger. Like sometimes that shit just make you a

963
00:42:19,320 --> 00:42:21,160
Speaker 3: different type of animal, type of beasts were you were

964
00:42:21,239 --> 00:42:23,560
Speaker 3: just like hearing like damn anybody counting me out? You

965
00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:25,200
Speaker 3: think it's over for me, huh? And then when you

966
00:42:25,239 --> 00:42:27,960
Speaker 3: come out, it's just like you better than you ever been.

967
00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:30,040
Speaker 3: Like you fee what I'm saying, Like I know for

968
00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:31,279
Speaker 3: a fact that's what's gonna happen.

969
00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:35,200
Speaker 1: Listen, my Grandma, you say, boy, life of life will

970
00:42:35,239 --> 00:42:37,480
Speaker 1: give you a lesson until it teach you what you

971
00:42:37,520 --> 00:42:39,440
Speaker 1: need to know now to keep giving it to you.

972
00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:43,560
Speaker 1: Now you're gonna you're gonna hate yeah, one way a number. Yeah,

973
00:42:44,120 --> 00:42:46,919
Speaker 1: it's gonna learn. You don't learn this lesson that's being

974
00:42:46,960 --> 00:42:50,680
Speaker 1: taught and you but you're right. When you're around people,

975
00:42:50,719 --> 00:42:53,040
Speaker 1: you don't know any And the thing is the hardest

976
00:42:53,040 --> 00:42:55,280
Speaker 1: thing is to trust. And sometimes you trust the wrong people.

977
00:42:55,280 --> 00:42:57,440
Speaker 1: You put your trust in the wrong person, and it's

978
00:42:57,520 --> 00:43:00,800
Speaker 1: just ain't no coming back from let me ask you, yes, purchases.

979
00:43:01,239 --> 00:43:02,759
Speaker 1: You got some money that you say you get that

980
00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:04,520
Speaker 1: bread to have a bill, you gotta have a bell

981
00:43:04,560 --> 00:43:08,319
Speaker 1: at sixty You're like, Okay, what you do when you

982
00:43:08,360 --> 00:43:09,200
Speaker 1: first got your bread?

983
00:43:09,239 --> 00:43:11,160
Speaker 2: What you do? My first thing I did was I

984
00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:12,120
Speaker 2: bought my mama house.

985
00:43:12,800 --> 00:43:16,880
Speaker 3: I moved my mama out, uh Chicago, far away, and

986
00:43:17,200 --> 00:43:20,919
Speaker 3: like I started, like I ain't gonna lie just doing

987
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:24,680
Speaker 3: dumb shit, buying cars, bad Jerry, like going to the

988
00:43:24,680 --> 00:43:27,759
Speaker 3: hood looking out fair body you feel I'm saying like

989
00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:31,279
Speaker 3: shit like that. Like when I was young, seventeen, like

990
00:43:31,360 --> 00:43:34,919
Speaker 3: I'm I was still outside on my block like all

991
00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:35,920
Speaker 3: the time, you feel me.

992
00:43:35,920 --> 00:43:38,000
Speaker 2: And you got bread like that and you're still outside.

993
00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:41,759
Speaker 3: Yeah, still outside riding around through the neighborhood like I didn't.

994
00:43:42,000 --> 00:43:47,239
Speaker 3: I didn't really like lock in and fully focus on

995
00:43:47,280 --> 00:43:51,480
Speaker 3: my craft until I became like twenty two, twenty three

996
00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:55,160
Speaker 3: years old, like for real, real, I was still in

997
00:43:55,320 --> 00:43:59,839
Speaker 3: the hood and going through all types of silly ass shit.

998
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:01,000
Speaker 3: You feel me like you.

999
00:44:00,880 --> 00:44:02,400
Speaker 1: Look back and how I was, like man, I squann

1000
00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:05,280
Speaker 1: some man, I squanned some damn good money on some polish.

1001
00:44:05,560 --> 00:44:07,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, and it's like I feel like I wasted a

1002
00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:10,000
Speaker 3: lot of time where I really should have been like

1003
00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:12,640
Speaker 3: getting better. Like I feel like I feel like I

1004
00:44:12,680 --> 00:44:16,040
Speaker 3: would have twenty times more than I have now if

1005
00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:19,480
Speaker 3: I had that mentality early on, because I would get

1006
00:44:19,560 --> 00:44:21,640
Speaker 3: up and I wouldn't go to the studio, you know

1007
00:44:21,680 --> 00:44:23,120
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, Like I wouldn't go to the studio.

1008
00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:24,040
Speaker 2: I would go outside.

1009
00:44:24,600 --> 00:44:28,560
Speaker 3: I'd go shopping, go by clothes, go get high, right

1010
00:44:28,640 --> 00:44:31,040
Speaker 3: around my homies, nimb just doing shit like that, and

1011
00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:33,560
Speaker 3: go to the studio. When somebody called me to go

1012
00:44:33,560 --> 00:44:35,279
Speaker 3: to the studio. It wasn't my mand set, Like I

1013
00:44:35,320 --> 00:44:37,280
Speaker 3: wouldn't wake up like I want to go to the studio.

1014
00:44:37,680 --> 00:44:39,600
Speaker 3: It would have to be for my manager and somebody

1015
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:41,279
Speaker 3: would like, yeah, we got a studio book. I need

1016
00:44:41,320 --> 00:44:42,560
Speaker 3: you to do this, I need you to do that.

1017
00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:45,680
Speaker 3: Like my mandset was never on music. It was just

1018
00:44:45,719 --> 00:44:48,160
Speaker 3: on being in the streets. I woke up and wanted

1019
00:44:48,200 --> 00:44:50,960
Speaker 3: to be in the streets like every day. So the

1020
00:44:51,040 --> 00:44:53,960
Speaker 3: purchases are limitless, like I was bad all the type

1021
00:44:54,000 --> 00:44:57,200
Speaker 3: of like this car. I used to back cars and

1022
00:44:57,400 --> 00:45:01,880
Speaker 3: I was just so young and fried. I had money,

1023
00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:03,879
Speaker 3: like I could have built my credit up. I never

1024
00:45:03,920 --> 00:45:05,480
Speaker 3: wanted to put a car on my name, like I

1025
00:45:05,560 --> 00:45:07,560
Speaker 3: used to just tell people like, yeah, go get me

1026
00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:10,879
Speaker 3: a car any way. You can't, like I'll just pay

1027
00:45:10,920 --> 00:45:13,680
Speaker 3: you and I lose the car impounded and never go

1028
00:45:13,719 --> 00:45:16,480
Speaker 3: get it back, go git another car, like what? Because

1029
00:45:16,640 --> 00:45:18,279
Speaker 3: I was so fried, I'm like, I don't want to

1030
00:45:18,280 --> 00:45:20,319
Speaker 3: call my name ship anything happened, it's my fucker.

1031
00:45:20,320 --> 00:45:23,000
Speaker 2: Don't need to be in my name. When you building

1032
00:45:23,000 --> 00:45:25,520
Speaker 2: credit like that, though I didn't know nothing about no credit,

1033
00:45:25,560 --> 00:45:26,680
Speaker 2: ain't nobody tell me.

1034
00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:29,319
Speaker 1: Like I'm glad when talked abou credit, because I credit

1035
00:45:29,360 --> 00:45:33,600
Speaker 1: would tell like I have a four hundred credit without it.

1036
00:45:33,880 --> 00:45:35,560
Speaker 3: So I happen to tell you when you started getting

1037
00:45:35,560 --> 00:45:37,640
Speaker 3: the money your credit was like yeah, But when I

1038
00:45:37,680 --> 00:45:38,920
Speaker 3: got some of the ship quick.

1039
00:45:39,000 --> 00:45:41,600
Speaker 1: Now be your g When I got, when I got,

1040
00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:44,759
Speaker 1: when I when I I was in the league.

1041
00:45:44,760 --> 00:45:46,360
Speaker 2: Man, I couldn't even have to get a call signer

1042
00:45:46,760 --> 00:45:47,359
Speaker 2: to get a car.

1043
00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:51,160
Speaker 3: Really yeah, but that's because we don't get taught about

1044
00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:54,600
Speaker 3: credit though. Ain't nobody tease nobody about credit. So it's

1045
00:45:54,640 --> 00:45:58,919
Speaker 3: like I am my mom and them like they knew

1046
00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:01,799
Speaker 3: about it, but I kind of like shut them out.

1047
00:46:01,880 --> 00:46:03,920
Speaker 2: You feel like my mom's and my pops.

1048
00:46:03,920 --> 00:46:06,239
Speaker 3: This is what I really regret though, Like when it

1049
00:46:06,360 --> 00:46:09,880
Speaker 3: come to family, I should have let my family in

1050
00:46:09,960 --> 00:46:12,600
Speaker 3: more because they had my best interest, and I was

1051
00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:16,680
Speaker 3: like shutting them out because I felt like, man, y'all

1052
00:46:16,719 --> 00:46:17,560
Speaker 3: don't know what y'all talk about.

1053
00:46:17,640 --> 00:46:21,000
Speaker 2: Y'all ain't never had no money, like you know what

1054
00:46:21,000 --> 00:46:22,800
Speaker 2: I'm saying, like, and I really should have listened.

1055
00:46:23,800 --> 00:46:25,640
Speaker 3: My pops was trying to tell me to like build

1056
00:46:25,680 --> 00:46:28,239
Speaker 3: your credit, go through this back building like I was.

1057
00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:31,279
Speaker 3: I ran through like six cars in one year, like

1058
00:46:32,080 --> 00:46:35,480
Speaker 3: bad Porsche crash and do something bad beings by this

1059
00:46:35,680 --> 00:46:37,600
Speaker 3: bay Jag like ship like that.

1060
00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:43,040
Speaker 1: Just damn stupid. You got kids? Now, what type of

1061
00:46:43,080 --> 00:46:43,960
Speaker 1: day are you trying to be?

1062
00:46:44,080 --> 00:46:44,279
Speaker 2: What?

1063
00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:46,520
Speaker 1: What type of what type of example, are you trying

1064
00:46:46,560 --> 00:46:48,080
Speaker 1: to set for your kids?

1065
00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:57,799
Speaker 2: For real? For real? I want to like just being

1066
00:46:57,800 --> 00:46:59,160
Speaker 2: a hunter, like being honest.

1067
00:46:59,200 --> 00:46:59,319
Speaker 1: Bro.

1068
00:46:59,480 --> 00:47:01,200
Speaker 2: I just want to be a hundred with my kids.

1069
00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:04,000
Speaker 3: I just want to be honest and let them know,

1070
00:47:05,040 --> 00:47:08,880
Speaker 3: like the harsh realities of like the world, the stuff

1071
00:47:08,880 --> 00:47:10,640
Speaker 3: that I've been through to get to.

1072
00:47:10,560 --> 00:47:14,400
Speaker 2: Where I am. You feel what I'm saying, And.

1073
00:47:13,360 --> 00:47:16,960
Speaker 3: Especially with having a daughter, I want to let her

1074
00:47:17,040 --> 00:47:20,360
Speaker 3: know like nigaz ain't shit, Like you know what I'm saying,

1075
00:47:21,320 --> 00:47:23,120
Speaker 3: Nigaz ain't shit. You feel what I'm saying, Like I

1076
00:47:23,239 --> 00:47:25,200
Speaker 3: was this kind of man. Baby, you feel what I'm saying.

1077
00:47:25,239 --> 00:47:27,200
Speaker 3: Like you're gonna deal with this, like you're beautiful, You're

1078
00:47:27,200 --> 00:47:30,000
Speaker 3: gonna deal with this. You just understand. But make your

1079
00:47:30,040 --> 00:47:32,200
Speaker 3: own decisions as a woman, Yeah, what you want to do,

1080
00:47:32,280 --> 00:47:35,640
Speaker 3: but know right from wrong, know what's right, know what

1081
00:47:35,719 --> 00:47:38,239
Speaker 3: a man's intentions is regardless, and then you make your

1082
00:47:38,239 --> 00:47:41,320
Speaker 3: decision based off of that. Like, especially for my daughter

1083
00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:47,840
Speaker 3: and for my sons, I want them to And I

1084
00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:50,520
Speaker 3: think a lot of people who like got money and

1085
00:47:50,560 --> 00:47:53,319
Speaker 3: made it out and have kids that's like born out

1086
00:47:53,360 --> 00:47:56,000
Speaker 3: of poverty think like this, Like I want my kids

1087
00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:59,080
Speaker 3: to know how I feel to work hard and earn something,

1088
00:47:59,560 --> 00:48:02,919
Speaker 3: yeah something, Just know how it feels to work hard

1089
00:48:02,920 --> 00:48:05,000
Speaker 3: and earn. And with my oldest son, I see it

1090
00:48:05,040 --> 00:48:09,600
Speaker 3: like he's very spoiled and privileged. So when I try

1091
00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:15,040
Speaker 3: to like be stern and discipline him, I feel like

1092
00:48:15,120 --> 00:48:18,719
Speaker 3: a conversation to go further than a whooping, Like I

1093
00:48:18,760 --> 00:48:21,400
Speaker 3: can't really hit him all the time when he's doing wrong, right,

1094
00:48:21,520 --> 00:48:24,799
Speaker 3: I gotta talk to him and tell him like, this

1095
00:48:24,880 --> 00:48:27,080
Speaker 3: is what you did, this is what I feel like

1096
00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:31,320
Speaker 3: you should have done, this is what happens if you keep.

1097
00:48:31,120 --> 00:48:32,960
Speaker 2: On going down this road. You know what I'm saying.

1098
00:48:32,960 --> 00:48:35,120
Speaker 3: And he only seven years old, So I gotta talk

1099
00:48:35,120 --> 00:48:37,239
Speaker 3: to him and have them kind of conversations like I

1100
00:48:37,320 --> 00:48:41,040
Speaker 3: want to be that dad where you like you could

1101
00:48:41,040 --> 00:48:43,759
Speaker 3: trust me, you feel me like and my father was

1102
00:48:44,360 --> 00:48:47,240
Speaker 3: and I get that from my father, but I didn't.

1103
00:48:47,280 --> 00:48:49,439
Speaker 3: I was naive while I felt like I shouldn't talk

1104
00:48:49,480 --> 00:48:51,479
Speaker 3: to him. And I could have talked to my dad

1105
00:48:51,520 --> 00:48:54,320
Speaker 3: about anything I was going through and he wouldn't have

1106
00:48:54,400 --> 00:48:56,440
Speaker 3: judged me. He would have helped me, Like I was

1107
00:48:56,480 --> 00:48:59,920
Speaker 3: afraid because for a long time I feared my dad,

1108
00:49:00,520 --> 00:49:03,000
Speaker 3: you know, like it's I mean you're supposed to feel

1109
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:05,600
Speaker 3: your parents, you know, but you should like respect them

1110
00:49:05,600 --> 00:49:08,279
Speaker 3: and feel comfortable enough for you control to him, Like

1111
00:49:08,400 --> 00:49:10,160
Speaker 3: I would lie to him before I tell him the

1112
00:49:10,160 --> 00:49:12,520
Speaker 3: truth because I was afraid of what he might think

1113
00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:14,800
Speaker 3: or what he might do. I don't want my kids

1114
00:49:14,800 --> 00:49:16,160
Speaker 3: to feel like they got a lot of me. I

1115
00:49:16,200 --> 00:49:17,719
Speaker 3: want my kids to feel like they could tell me

1116
00:49:17,760 --> 00:49:20,719
Speaker 3: the truth and I might be highly disappointed, you know

1117
00:49:20,719 --> 00:49:23,040
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, But you got to tell me the truth.

1118
00:49:23,080 --> 00:49:25,160
Speaker 3: And I didn't learn that about my dad until I

1119
00:49:25,200 --> 00:49:27,640
Speaker 3: became an adulte. When I became an adulte, me and

1120
00:49:27,680 --> 00:49:30,240
Speaker 3: my dad got real close, like we became best friends.

1121
00:49:30,280 --> 00:49:33,480
Speaker 3: But for years I didn't communicate with him about certain

1122
00:49:33,480 --> 00:49:35,680
Speaker 3: shit and he was right there like he was with

1123
00:49:35,719 --> 00:49:37,960
Speaker 3: my mom in the house with me, and I wouldn't

1124
00:49:38,000 --> 00:49:41,799
Speaker 3: tell him certain shit because it's like I feared him

1125
00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:43,719
Speaker 3: until I didn't, you know what I'm saying. So it's

1126
00:49:43,800 --> 00:49:45,640
Speaker 3: like got to a point where it's like, and I

1127
00:49:45,640 --> 00:49:47,279
Speaker 3: ain't scared you, No, I don't got to tell you shit,

1128
00:49:48,200 --> 00:49:49,920
Speaker 3: Like I don't want my kids to.

1129
00:49:49,960 --> 00:49:50,880
Speaker 2: Be like that with me.

1130
00:49:51,800 --> 00:49:53,680
Speaker 1: Why was it important for you to wait until you

1131
00:49:53,960 --> 00:49:56,520
Speaker 1: became financially stable before.

1132
00:49:56,160 --> 00:49:56,920
Speaker 2: You had kids.

1133
00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:02,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, that was that was mandatory for me. I had to,

1134
00:50:02,320 --> 00:50:06,360
Speaker 3: Like I just felt like the stuff that I seen,

1135
00:50:06,760 --> 00:50:10,360
Speaker 3: like with my family and people around, like I wanted

1136
00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:14,759
Speaker 3: to be able to provide for my kids and be

1137
00:50:14,880 --> 00:50:16,759
Speaker 3: able to like do it comfortably.

1138
00:50:17,040 --> 00:50:17,160
Speaker 2: Right.

1139
00:50:17,680 --> 00:50:21,120
Speaker 3: I couldn't. I couldn't see myself having a baby. And

1140
00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:23,080
Speaker 3: I'm just still on knucklehead shit.

1141
00:50:23,320 --> 00:50:25,360
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Can you or you a

1142
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,000
Speaker 2: baby yourself baby? Yeah? Exactly.

1143
00:50:27,080 --> 00:50:29,040
Speaker 3: So it's like I didn't I knew, like you know

1144
00:50:29,040 --> 00:50:31,440
Speaker 3: how you get that gut feeling and intuition, like all.

1145
00:50:31,440 --> 00:50:32,879
Speaker 2: Right, it's cool, I could have a kid.

1146
00:50:32,960 --> 00:50:35,400
Speaker 3: Like you get to a point where like you get

1147
00:50:35,719 --> 00:50:38,000
Speaker 3: enough successful money, Like I could have a kid because

1148
00:50:38,040 --> 00:50:39,520
Speaker 3: I want to have a kid. I don't even gotta

1149
00:50:39,560 --> 00:50:41,160
Speaker 3: have to be with the mama if I don't want to.

1150
00:50:41,239 --> 00:50:43,200
Speaker 3: You feel what I'm saying, Like that was kind of

1151
00:50:43,239 --> 00:50:47,120
Speaker 3: like my mentality when I was growing up, Like you know,

1152
00:50:47,239 --> 00:50:49,879
Speaker 3: like I'm like, hell no, I ain't. I ain't having

1153
00:50:49,880 --> 00:50:52,279
Speaker 3: no kid right now because I don't want to deal

1154
00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:56,800
Speaker 3: with like no baby mama shit and not having a control.

1155
00:50:56,840 --> 00:50:59,239
Speaker 3: Where's like you know, when women get upset, they do

1156
00:50:59,320 --> 00:51:02,640
Speaker 3: spiteful stuff, especially when money evolved corrept saying, So, it's like,

1157
00:51:02,920 --> 00:51:04,799
Speaker 3: no matter what, I wanted to always be in a

1158
00:51:04,920 --> 00:51:07,920
Speaker 3: position where even if we not cool or on the

1159
00:51:07,960 --> 00:51:10,840
Speaker 3: best of terms or whatever, I could provide for you,

1160
00:51:10,880 --> 00:51:12,920
Speaker 3: because you the mother and my child to provide for

1161
00:51:13,000 --> 00:51:15,800
Speaker 3: my kid. Like I understood that because I've seen it

1162
00:51:15,880 --> 00:51:19,400
Speaker 3: so many times. I've seen my aunties crashing out and

1163
00:51:19,440 --> 00:51:21,560
Speaker 3: doing the worst of the worst because you mad about

1164
00:51:21,560 --> 00:51:22,439
Speaker 3: the smallest thing.

1165
00:51:22,600 --> 00:51:23,279
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

1166
00:51:23,320 --> 00:51:26,560
Speaker 3: That really could just be a conversation, and men the

1167
00:51:26,600 --> 00:51:28,040
Speaker 3: most frustrated when we broke.

1168
00:51:28,320 --> 00:51:29,399
Speaker 2: Yeah, So it's like you.

1169
00:51:29,360 --> 00:51:31,880
Speaker 3: Don't want to talk, you don't want to have conversations,

1170
00:51:31,880 --> 00:51:33,160
Speaker 3: you don't want to do this, and you just be

1171
00:51:33,239 --> 00:51:36,760
Speaker 3: like like you might neglect your kid, you might neglect

1172
00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:39,520
Speaker 3: your baby mama, or whatever the case, just because you're like,

1173
00:51:39,520 --> 00:51:40,960
Speaker 3: I need to go get some money. I don't even

1174
00:51:40,960 --> 00:51:42,759
Speaker 3: want to talk to you. So you miss it so much.

1175
00:51:42,840 --> 00:51:44,359
Speaker 3: It's like I never wanted to be that guy.

1176
00:51:46,000 --> 00:51:48,840
Speaker 1: Your son's on social media. Yeah, and he went viral

1177
00:51:49,239 --> 00:51:50,719
Speaker 1: because he said stop calling me.

1178
00:51:50,719 --> 00:51:53,760
Speaker 2: A yi in calling me a yi yeah yeah yeah.

1179
00:51:53,440 --> 00:51:57,920
Speaker 1: And I mean that had made me proud.

1180
00:51:58,000 --> 00:52:01,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, n that made me super proud man. It's like

1181
00:52:01,560 --> 00:52:04,799
Speaker 3: my kid. He's he's really smart. Your sign is very

1182
00:52:04,920 --> 00:52:09,040
Speaker 3: very smart. He's very articulate like he and I don't

1183
00:52:09,080 --> 00:52:10,520
Speaker 3: even know what made him say that, you know what

1184
00:52:10,520 --> 00:52:13,279
Speaker 3: I'm saying. It's like because he look up to me,

1185
00:52:13,360 --> 00:52:15,840
Speaker 3: don't get me wrong, Like he look up to me,

1186
00:52:16,520 --> 00:52:20,600
Speaker 3: and he like read stuff like he know like I'm

1187
00:52:20,760 --> 00:52:21,600
Speaker 3: coming from the streets.

1188
00:52:21,680 --> 00:52:22,960
Speaker 2: I've been through certain stuff.

1189
00:52:22,960 --> 00:52:25,600
Speaker 3: And it's like he just was like, I don't want

1190
00:52:25,640 --> 00:52:27,200
Speaker 3: to be classified as no yn.

1191
00:52:27,320 --> 00:52:29,239
Speaker 1: You know, does he ask you about does he ask

1192
00:52:29,280 --> 00:52:31,160
Speaker 1: you about your upbringing? Does he ask you a little

1193
00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:31,719
Speaker 1: bit about what?

1194
00:52:31,880 --> 00:52:32,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, you do?

1195
00:52:33,120 --> 00:52:36,520
Speaker 3: Like he asked me about like certain stuff like what

1196
00:52:36,560 --> 00:52:43,280
Speaker 3: I did to ever be arrested, right and if like

1197
00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:45,680
Speaker 3: like asked me about like my homies who passed away.

1198
00:52:45,840 --> 00:52:48,120
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, It like that, like what happened,

1199
00:52:48,400 --> 00:52:51,440
Speaker 3: what happened when you got shot? Because it's all public record,

1200
00:52:51,920 --> 00:52:54,400
Speaker 3: he could see it the internet.

1201
00:52:54,440 --> 00:52:57,000
Speaker 1: Now it's different, So what you got to protects different

1202
00:52:57,040 --> 00:52:58,040
Speaker 1: now for sure.

1203
00:52:57,920 --> 00:53:00,600
Speaker 3: Like you got to protect your key from that, and

1204
00:53:00,640 --> 00:53:05,520
Speaker 3: you gotta be so in front of it where it's

1205
00:53:05,560 --> 00:53:08,279
Speaker 3: like you don't make split decisions because it's gonna be

1206
00:53:08,320 --> 00:53:11,479
Speaker 3: there forever, right, you knowee what I'm saying. So, yeah,

1207
00:53:11,520 --> 00:53:14,560
Speaker 3: he asked me certain stuff and I gotta tell him

1208
00:53:14,560 --> 00:53:14,839
Speaker 3: the truth.

1209
00:53:15,680 --> 00:53:17,879
Speaker 2: You'd go dig and read and find out.

1210
00:53:17,920 --> 00:53:19,799
Speaker 3: And I tell like, I had a conversation with him

1211
00:53:19,800 --> 00:53:22,719
Speaker 3: not too long, and I'm like, son, the streets is

1212
00:53:23,000 --> 00:53:26,359
Speaker 3: like it's bad like you you live a great life.

1213
00:53:26,520 --> 00:53:28,600
Speaker 3: Like you know what I'm saying. Your dad is a millionaire,

1214
00:53:28,719 --> 00:53:31,759
Speaker 3: your mom a millionaire. You feel I'm saying, like you don't.

1215
00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:35,320
Speaker 3: You don't have to make the choices, make the choices

1216
00:53:35,400 --> 00:53:37,560
Speaker 3: that I made. You feel what I'm saying. Because he's

1217
00:53:37,560 --> 00:53:40,360
Speaker 3: still like he might go around like family members, my

1218
00:53:40,480 --> 00:53:42,200
Speaker 3: cousins on my mom on I'm sad, like.

1219
00:53:42,200 --> 00:53:43,800
Speaker 2: They still in the churches a little bit. You know

1220
00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:44,239
Speaker 2: what I'm saying.

1221
00:53:44,760 --> 00:53:46,839
Speaker 3: I got to remind him, like you're not that kid something.

1222
00:53:47,960 --> 00:53:50,560
Speaker 3: When you want to live that lifestyle, it's only two

1223
00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:52,800
Speaker 3: things that come from it, death on jail, you know

1224
00:53:52,840 --> 00:53:56,520
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, Like literally, and you have the opportunity

1225
00:53:56,560 --> 00:53:58,759
Speaker 3: to be everything you want to be anything you want

1226
00:53:58,800 --> 00:54:00,640
Speaker 3: to be, Like you're so smart, you know what I'm saying,

1227
00:54:00,640 --> 00:54:03,200
Speaker 3: Like you don't have to like because the internet, like

1228
00:54:03,239 --> 00:54:06,680
Speaker 3: he want to be around his cousins them, and they

1229
00:54:06,800 --> 00:54:10,160
Speaker 3: listen to like King Von and look your music.

1230
00:54:10,400 --> 00:54:11,480
Speaker 2: But y'all are not.

1231
00:54:11,560 --> 00:54:14,319
Speaker 3: That it's okay to listen to the music and enjoy it.

1232
00:54:14,360 --> 00:54:16,040
Speaker 2: You can enjoy music. Your dad a rap.

1233
00:54:16,239 --> 00:54:19,040
Speaker 3: Ye's cool, yes, but don't fall so deep into it

1234
00:54:19,080 --> 00:54:22,799
Speaker 3: where you want to like idolize it and be that yes,

1235
00:54:22,920 --> 00:54:25,080
Speaker 3: and be that you know. So I had to have

1236
00:54:25,160 --> 00:54:27,400
Speaker 3: that conversation with him, and his mom even called me, like,

1237
00:54:28,200 --> 00:54:29,839
Speaker 3: I don't know what's wrong with him when he think

1238
00:54:29,920 --> 00:54:30,319
Speaker 3: he like.

1239
00:54:30,360 --> 00:54:31,439
Speaker 2: Tough, you know what I'm saying.

1240
00:54:32,000 --> 00:54:34,879
Speaker 3: You know, She's like, you ain't tough, but was living

1241
00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:37,560
Speaker 3: in a penthouse up here, Like you know what I'm saying,

1242
00:54:37,560 --> 00:54:40,279
Speaker 3: Like you ain't never had a tough day in your life. So,

1243
00:54:40,360 --> 00:54:42,480
Speaker 3: like I had to have these conversations with him, you know,

1244
00:54:42,560 --> 00:54:46,000
Speaker 3: and then it's like my son is a regular kid,

1245
00:54:46,120 --> 00:54:48,799
Speaker 3: but he is celebrity. So everybody like boost them up

1246
00:54:48,800 --> 00:54:50,680
Speaker 3: and let him get away with it, Like yeah, your sign,

1247
00:54:50,960 --> 00:54:52,520
Speaker 3: it's cute to them, you know what I'm saying. It's

1248
00:54:52,520 --> 00:54:54,640
Speaker 3: like it's cool when you seven, but then when you

1249
00:54:54,680 --> 00:54:57,919
Speaker 3: get seventeen, problem you think it's you know what I'm saying.

1250
00:54:57,960 --> 00:55:00,920
Speaker 3: So I had those common stations with him where he

1251
00:55:01,080 --> 00:55:03,440
Speaker 3: know for sure like, nah, that's not what we're doing.

1252
00:55:03,360 --> 00:55:10,719
Speaker 2: Like coparative, you make it work. I mean, thank god,

1253
00:55:11,320 --> 00:55:15,279
Speaker 2: how you able to do that for me? Man, I'm

1254
00:55:15,280 --> 00:55:15,919
Speaker 2: not gonna lie.

1255
00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:22,600
Speaker 3: It's like I always just with women, you gotta be

1256
00:55:22,640 --> 00:55:24,680
Speaker 3: able to forgive, Like you know what I'm saying. You

1257
00:55:24,719 --> 00:55:26,399
Speaker 3: gotta be able to forgive, and you gotta be able

1258
00:55:26,400 --> 00:55:30,440
Speaker 3: to hold yourself accountable to when you do wrong, for sure, exactly.

1259
00:55:30,480 --> 00:55:32,440
Speaker 1: So it's like, but that's how we operate. That's not

1260
00:55:32,440 --> 00:55:33,920
Speaker 1: how I want to talk about what you did. Don't

1261
00:55:33,920 --> 00:55:35,520
Speaker 1: worry about what I did. We're talking about that later.

1262
00:55:35,680 --> 00:55:36,759
Speaker 1: We could be twenty other.

1263
00:55:38,440 --> 00:55:42,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, for sure. So like with me, I just I promise. Bro.

1264
00:55:42,920 --> 00:55:46,040
Speaker 3: I always like feel like, man, it's gonna be all right,

1265
00:55:46,360 --> 00:55:48,959
Speaker 3: like should have get greater later, Like whenever I'm going

1266
00:55:48,960 --> 00:55:51,440
Speaker 3: through shit with my girl, even at home or always

1267
00:55:51,480 --> 00:55:54,720
Speaker 3: going through shild my baby mama. Yeah, I just always

1268
00:55:54,760 --> 00:55:58,120
Speaker 3: was able to like forgive, and sometimes my girls get

1269
00:55:58,120 --> 00:56:00,000
Speaker 3: mad at me, like you just forgive her all the time.

1270
00:56:00,040 --> 00:56:01,680
Speaker 2: I'm like, no matter what she doings.

1271
00:56:01,400 --> 00:56:03,960
Speaker 3: Like, I don't really take it personal because it's like

1272
00:56:04,080 --> 00:56:05,840
Speaker 3: I know, for a fact, I'm not going like, no,

1273
00:56:05,880 --> 00:56:07,320
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna say I don't take it personal.

1274
00:56:07,520 --> 00:56:09,680
Speaker 2: I took a lot of shit personal when you're young

1275
00:56:09,680 --> 00:56:11,319
Speaker 2: and you and you're young, so.

1276
00:56:12,760 --> 00:56:15,719
Speaker 3: Yeah, like I know, for the love of my son,

1277
00:56:15,840 --> 00:56:17,839
Speaker 3: I can't hate you. You know what I'm saying, Like,

1278
00:56:18,120 --> 00:56:20,279
Speaker 3: I feel like that'll make me a bad dad. It's

1279
00:56:20,280 --> 00:56:23,440
Speaker 3: certain people who really like start hating they babe mama.

1280
00:56:23,560 --> 00:56:27,040
Speaker 3: So now it kind of like they dictate how you

1281
00:56:27,400 --> 00:56:29,200
Speaker 3: parents your child. Correct, you know what I'm saying, Like,

1282
00:56:29,480 --> 00:56:30,920
Speaker 3: I never wanted to be that guy.

1283
00:56:30,800 --> 00:56:34,440
Speaker 1: And guess what that situation want to ever change? Always

1284
00:56:34,640 --> 00:56:37,080
Speaker 1: be the mother. So whether you see he's.

1285
00:56:36,920 --> 00:56:41,600
Speaker 2: Six months, he's six, sixteen thirty six, god she Yeah.

1286
00:56:41,640 --> 00:56:43,719
Speaker 3: And I never wanted my son to grow up and

1287
00:56:43,760 --> 00:56:46,040
Speaker 3: be like to see y'all greet in my mama bad

1288
00:56:46,200 --> 00:56:48,719
Speaker 3: you feel me like? So that was always something that

1289
00:56:48,880 --> 00:56:52,120
Speaker 3: like I just was like, man, I got the short

1290
00:56:52,200 --> 00:56:54,160
Speaker 3: end of the stick, A law a lot, a lot,

1291
00:56:54,480 --> 00:56:57,120
Speaker 3: just just trying to be like man, I just I

1292
00:56:57,200 --> 00:56:59,320
Speaker 3: just want this ship to work somehow, you know what

1293
00:56:59,320 --> 00:57:03,040
Speaker 3: I'm saying, Because it's like you, my woman, I love you.

1294
00:57:03,200 --> 00:57:05,200
Speaker 2: You feel what I'm saying this My son, mom, you

1295
00:57:05,200 --> 00:57:05,759
Speaker 2: feel what I'm saying.

1296
00:57:05,760 --> 00:57:08,160
Speaker 3: I'm gonna have love for them regardless, you know, because

1297
00:57:08,160 --> 00:57:11,000
Speaker 3: it's my son. Mom, and I love my son unconditionally

1298
00:57:11,280 --> 00:57:13,200
Speaker 3: and I have to no matter what. Like even if

1299
00:57:13,239 --> 00:57:14,680
Speaker 3: I'm upset my son.

1300
00:57:14,760 --> 00:57:15,680
Speaker 2: He's smart as ship.

1301
00:57:16,600 --> 00:57:19,880
Speaker 3: I could be mad. Me and Mama probably was arguing

1302
00:57:19,880 --> 00:57:21,360
Speaker 3: and some ship. And then it's like when I pick

1303
00:57:21,480 --> 00:57:22,840
Speaker 3: him up, I don't want to like.

1304
00:57:25,000 --> 00:57:25,600
Speaker 2: Energy around.

1305
00:57:25,600 --> 00:57:27,919
Speaker 3: I'm gonna be like, hey, what's up, get my son

1306
00:57:27,960 --> 00:57:29,600
Speaker 3: getting the car? You feel what I'm saying, like ship

1307
00:57:29,720 --> 00:57:31,640
Speaker 3: like that. So it's like I always was able to

1308
00:57:31,680 --> 00:57:32,080
Speaker 3: just like.

1309
00:57:32,240 --> 00:57:35,000
Speaker 1: A fan on the road, a fan called a disagreement.

1310
00:57:35,080 --> 00:57:37,640
Speaker 1: You seeing what's happened with one of your kids in

1311
00:57:37,720 --> 00:57:38,040
Speaker 1: the car?

1312
00:57:38,240 --> 00:57:42,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's just my yeah, yeah, no, you know, it's

1313
00:57:42,760 --> 00:57:45,640
Speaker 3: so crazy. It was recently like right, yeah, yeah, yeah,

1314
00:57:45,680 --> 00:57:50,960
Speaker 3: yeah yeah. So this situation, me and her wasn't arguing.

1315
00:57:51,800 --> 00:57:55,520
Speaker 3: She was frustrated because actually me and my security him

1316
00:57:55,600 --> 00:57:56,240
Speaker 3: right there, I was.

1317
00:57:56,240 --> 00:57:59,880
Speaker 2: Arguing with this guy, right, me and him.

1318
00:58:00,720 --> 00:58:02,760
Speaker 3: So it was like a situation when he was in

1319
00:58:02,760 --> 00:58:05,320
Speaker 3: the club and I had like words with a security

1320
00:58:05,320 --> 00:58:07,800
Speaker 3: guard and just telling him like man, move around, get

1321
00:58:07,800 --> 00:58:11,760
Speaker 3: away from me. And I think he did something that

1322
00:58:11,800 --> 00:58:14,520
Speaker 3: offended my girl, like you know, and I was like

1323
00:58:14,640 --> 00:58:16,480
Speaker 3: telling him, like you feel what I'm saying, telling him

1324
00:58:16,480 --> 00:58:20,360
Speaker 3: like he did something that offended her, and he was

1325
00:58:20,440 --> 00:58:23,840
Speaker 3: like kind of like my security was just like all right, cool,

1326
00:58:24,120 --> 00:58:26,720
Speaker 3: well I know him, Like he was like, I'm trying

1327
00:58:26,720 --> 00:58:28,840
Speaker 3: to tell her to explain this story, like explaining that

1328
00:58:28,960 --> 00:58:30,720
Speaker 3: he was like talking back to me. So me and him,

1329
00:58:30,840 --> 00:58:33,360
Speaker 3: just me and my we like this like brothers. So

1330
00:58:33,400 --> 00:58:37,000
Speaker 3: it's like we had those heated arguments. And when I'm

1331
00:58:37,080 --> 00:58:39,959
Speaker 3: when I'm on ten, I'm on ten, I can't really like.

1332
00:58:41,880 --> 00:58:42,800
Speaker 2: I'm already on ten.

1333
00:58:43,320 --> 00:58:46,880
Speaker 3: So my window was down and Tyana kept telling me

1334
00:58:46,920 --> 00:58:49,280
Speaker 3: like let your window now, I mean, let your window up.

1335
00:58:49,320 --> 00:58:52,320
Speaker 3: You argue, somebody's gonna catch you. Somebody's like she know

1336
00:58:52,480 --> 00:58:54,640
Speaker 3: like she don't she don't play that shit. She don't

1337
00:58:54,640 --> 00:58:56,680
Speaker 3: want to go viral. She don't want no type of

1338
00:58:57,000 --> 00:58:59,120
Speaker 3: nothing like you knowe what I'm saying. She telling me like,

1339
00:58:59,480 --> 00:59:01,880
Speaker 3: let your end know up, somebody's going to record you

1340
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:04,320
Speaker 3: arguing because it's fans walking out. I'm not listening to her.

1341
00:59:04,360 --> 00:59:07,400
Speaker 3: I didn't care. Man, I'm already we already, we already

1342
00:59:07,440 --> 00:59:09,720
Speaker 3: heed it. I'm like, man, with all that. So when

1343
00:59:09,720 --> 00:59:13,200
Speaker 3: the girl walked up, she just catched me arguing. But

1344
00:59:13,320 --> 00:59:16,000
Speaker 3: she catched Tyina like with an attitude to like telling

1345
00:59:16,040 --> 00:59:18,200
Speaker 3: me like let your window up on steady telling you

1346
00:59:18,320 --> 00:59:20,120
Speaker 3: let your window up? And she see the girl recording,

1347
00:59:20,200 --> 00:59:22,280
Speaker 3: So they thought I was arguing with her, but I

1348
00:59:22,360 --> 00:59:23,120
Speaker 3: never was arguing her.

1349
00:59:23,120 --> 00:59:30,960
Speaker 2: I was arguing with security women.

1350
00:59:31,360 --> 00:59:33,800
Speaker 1: Cardi B said, it's more lap do you see a

1351
00:59:33,880 --> 00:59:36,680
Speaker 1: woman to go after a man in a relationship as

1352
00:59:36,680 --> 00:59:39,760
Speaker 1: opposed to a man going after a woman in a relationship.

1353
00:59:40,520 --> 00:59:43,479
Speaker 2: So, like, I don't really get what she meant by.

1354
00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:45,800
Speaker 1: That, she said, Women like I say, if a guy's

1355
00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:48,560
Speaker 1: in a relationship, it's more likely that a woman would

1356
00:59:48,560 --> 00:59:52,000
Speaker 1: approach a man knowing he's in a relationship, as opposed

1357
00:59:52,040 --> 00:59:54,000
Speaker 1: to a man knowing a woman is in a relationship

1358
00:59:54,160 --> 00:59:54,880
Speaker 1: would approach her.

1359
00:59:54,920 --> 00:59:56,720
Speaker 2: I believe you agree that. Yeah, I agree with that.

1360
00:59:57,000 --> 01:00:00,520
Speaker 2: I think I do too. I agree with her. Hey

1361
01:00:00,680 --> 01:00:01,360
Speaker 2: you'll do you?

1362
01:00:01,560 --> 01:00:01,760
Speaker 1: Hey?

1363
01:00:01,760 --> 01:00:04,680
Speaker 2: How you doing? I got a man? What you tell

1364
01:00:04,720 --> 01:00:05,320
Speaker 2: me you got a man?

1365
01:00:05,400 --> 01:00:08,840
Speaker 1: I'm good? Yeah, you can't have no friends? Yeah, none

1366
01:00:08,880 --> 01:00:10,960
Speaker 1: of that. You told me you got a man. I'm

1367
01:00:10,960 --> 01:00:14,240
Speaker 1: cool with tackling. That's cool because I already know how

1368
01:00:14,320 --> 01:00:19,280
Speaker 1: men are men. Men might not even like that woman. Yeah,

1369
01:00:19,320 --> 01:00:21,920
Speaker 1: but let another man show interest in exactly. Now you

1370
01:00:22,000 --> 01:00:25,400
Speaker 1: got a problem. I don't want no problem, absolutely because

1371
01:00:25,440 --> 01:00:27,400
Speaker 1: I'm just going about what she said. She said she

1372
01:00:27,440 --> 01:00:31,960
Speaker 1: didn't have nobody, she got somebody. Yeah, well let me

1373
01:00:32,000 --> 01:00:34,440
Speaker 1: take that back. She might not have him, but he

1374
01:00:34,680 --> 01:00:36,680
Speaker 1: got her, right, So.

1375
01:00:36,560 --> 01:00:38,400
Speaker 2: It's still a problem for sure.

1376
01:00:38,440 --> 01:00:41,360
Speaker 3: And then it's like, well, women, I ain't understand it

1377
01:00:41,400 --> 01:00:43,600
Speaker 3: early on, you know, because I was I was raised

1378
01:00:43,600 --> 01:00:45,720
Speaker 3: by women for real. Yeah, so I understand that. I

1379
01:00:45,800 --> 01:00:49,760
Speaker 3: understand like women, Like I heard some real shit when

1380
01:00:49,800 --> 01:00:52,640
Speaker 3: I was young. Like women emotions are like like oceans.

1381
01:00:52,640 --> 01:00:54,600
Speaker 3: Like men say what they mean, women say what they.

1382
01:00:54,480 --> 01:00:55,520
Speaker 2: Feel correct, you know.

1383
01:00:55,640 --> 01:00:59,200
Speaker 3: So it's like when you when you're dealing with a woman,

1384
01:00:59,320 --> 01:01:01,280
Speaker 3: especially if you in love with her, you love your

1385
01:01:01,360 --> 01:01:03,919
Speaker 3: woman and you're doing right by her, women are trying

1386
01:01:03,960 --> 01:01:05,680
Speaker 3: to really come between it, you know what I'm saying,

1387
01:01:05,680 --> 01:01:07,040
Speaker 3: and really try to like, you know, just.

1388
01:01:07,600 --> 01:01:10,400
Speaker 2: Want what the next woman got, you know what I'm saying.

1389
01:01:10,440 --> 01:01:12,600
Speaker 3: Like I feel like men don't really do that, Like

1390
01:01:12,720 --> 01:01:15,000
Speaker 3: men don't really be like, oh yeah I want this

1391
01:01:15,040 --> 01:01:15,880
Speaker 3: because so and.

1392
01:01:15,840 --> 01:01:16,400
Speaker 2: So got it.

1393
01:01:16,480 --> 01:01:18,640
Speaker 3: They just they're like, that's not really in our nature,

1394
01:01:18,720 --> 01:01:21,120
Speaker 3: you feel me, So I definitely agree with her when

1395
01:01:21,120 --> 01:01:23,920
Speaker 3: she say that for sure, and then you're thinking about it,

1396
01:01:24,520 --> 01:01:27,480
Speaker 3: certain men would not like if you got sense, common

1397
01:01:27,520 --> 01:01:29,840
Speaker 3: sense like me and you guys like you know that

1398
01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:33,280
Speaker 3: certain men gonna go to the furthest extent about a woman.

1399
01:01:33,680 --> 01:01:36,040
Speaker 3: Like some of the biggest empires, some of the biggest

1400
01:01:36,040 --> 01:01:39,919
Speaker 3: world the wars in the world started over a woman,

1401
01:01:40,240 --> 01:01:40,440
Speaker 3: you know.

1402
01:01:40,440 --> 01:01:40,880
Speaker 2: What I'm saying.

1403
01:01:40,920 --> 01:01:44,880
Speaker 3: So it's like, if you're not really willing to risk

1404
01:01:44,960 --> 01:01:47,120
Speaker 3: your life or risk your freedom and do certain shit

1405
01:01:47,240 --> 01:01:51,959
Speaker 3: behind trying to pursue a woman, and you know that

1406
01:01:51,960 --> 01:01:54,400
Speaker 3: that's probably what come with it. It's like, nine times

1407
01:01:54,440 --> 01:01:56,840
Speaker 3: out of ten, most men just gonna wash their hands

1408
01:01:57,200 --> 01:01:59,480
Speaker 3: when they see it getting to a certain extent, you

1409
01:01:59,480 --> 01:02:02,720
Speaker 3: feel what I'm saying. So women not like that though,

1410
01:02:03,040 --> 01:02:05,240
Speaker 3: When women feel that friction from a woman and they

1411
01:02:05,320 --> 01:02:06,480
Speaker 3: going back, they just keep going.

1412
01:02:06,760 --> 01:02:09,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know what I'm saying, it's the opposite, right,

1413
01:02:10,960 --> 01:02:13,440
Speaker 1: I saw I saw this thing the other day. Let

1414
01:02:13,440 --> 01:02:17,080
Speaker 1: me know what you think. They said, Like, men would

1415
01:02:17,160 --> 01:02:21,000
Speaker 1: probably if a woman, if his girl, significant other, whatever

1416
01:02:21,000 --> 01:02:24,440
Speaker 1: the case, may be cheated on him. If if friends

1417
01:02:24,440 --> 01:02:26,800
Speaker 1: didn't know homeboys didn't find out, he would probably take

1418
01:02:26,840 --> 01:02:29,560
Speaker 1: her back, but it's when the homies and the friends

1419
01:02:29,560 --> 01:02:30,080
Speaker 1: find out.

1420
01:02:30,200 --> 01:02:31,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, he can't do it.

1421
01:02:31,920 --> 01:02:38,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like nah, I can't.

1422
01:02:38,240 --> 01:02:39,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, for sure. Absolutely.

1423
01:02:39,880 --> 01:02:43,200
Speaker 1: That's why you keep your stuff off the internet. That's

1424
01:02:43,240 --> 01:02:45,760
Speaker 1: why you keep people out of your business. You can

1425
01:02:45,800 --> 01:02:48,520
Speaker 1: work a lot of things out just you and her,

1426
01:02:48,560 --> 01:02:51,920
Speaker 1: for sure, but the moment, because if you date publicly,

1427
01:02:51,960 --> 01:02:53,120
Speaker 1: you gotta break up publicly.

1428
01:02:53,960 --> 01:02:56,040
Speaker 2: If everybody's in your business, then they know you date

1429
01:02:56,120 --> 01:02:56,640
Speaker 2: such and such.

1430
01:02:56,680 --> 01:02:58,680
Speaker 1: When you break up, everybody gonna be in your business

1431
01:02:58,680 --> 01:02:59,680
Speaker 1: and know why you broke up.

1432
01:03:00,080 --> 01:03:04,400
Speaker 3: Nah, definitely, And like I feel like I definitely feel

1433
01:03:04,440 --> 01:03:05,040
Speaker 3: like that's true.

1434
01:03:05,120 --> 01:03:07,480
Speaker 2: It's like when if.

1435
01:03:07,320 --> 01:03:11,400
Speaker 3: You love somebody enough you can see past a lot

1436
01:03:11,440 --> 01:03:13,840
Speaker 3: of ship, you can work past it. You fee what

1437
01:03:13,840 --> 01:03:16,000
Speaker 3: I'm saying. But then when you got a lot of

1438
01:03:16,000 --> 01:03:17,280
Speaker 3: people in your eat home.

1439
01:03:17,160 --> 01:03:20,920
Speaker 1: Boy, you know, I know you ain't gonna put over

1440
01:03:20,920 --> 01:03:24,000
Speaker 1: with that.

1441
01:03:25,720 --> 01:03:28,960
Speaker 2: I know. I've been knowing man, I know you forty years.

1442
01:03:29,040 --> 01:03:29,520
Speaker 2: That's tough.

1443
01:03:29,680 --> 01:03:34,760
Speaker 3: That's tough for sure, because it's like as a as

1444
01:03:34,800 --> 01:03:37,520
Speaker 3: a man, like you know, we possessive as well.

1445
01:03:37,720 --> 01:03:40,680
Speaker 2: Yeah that's man. Yeah know what I'm saying. This is man,

1446
01:03:41,200 --> 01:03:41,680
Speaker 2: So like.

1447
01:03:43,320 --> 01:03:46,400
Speaker 3: Even if your girl might have stepped out on you

1448
01:03:46,520 --> 01:03:49,959
Speaker 3: or did certain ship, it's like you really deep down

1449
01:03:50,160 --> 01:03:52,800
Speaker 3: don't want to see her with nobody else. You feel

1450
01:03:52,840 --> 01:03:54,680
Speaker 3: me like you don't want to see her with nobody

1451
01:03:54,720 --> 01:03:57,280
Speaker 3: else but your pride of body let you like, all right, bey,

1452
01:03:57,320 --> 01:03:59,520
Speaker 3: you lose her and you might really live your whole

1453
01:03:59,520 --> 01:04:01,720
Speaker 3: life for great Like, yeah, it's the one I let

1454
01:04:01,840 --> 01:04:03,360
Speaker 3: get away, you know what I'm saying, Like I didn't

1455
01:04:03,360 --> 01:04:05,480
Speaker 3: seen that shit happen a lot of times, like with

1456
01:04:05,640 --> 01:04:08,680
Speaker 3: my uncles, like people and my family, I didn't see

1457
01:04:08,720 --> 01:04:10,320
Speaker 3: it happen a lot, you feel I'm saying.

1458
01:04:10,320 --> 01:04:13,760
Speaker 2: And I think my mom and dad like lasted and

1459
01:04:13,840 --> 01:04:14,120
Speaker 2: been and.

1460
01:04:14,120 --> 01:04:17,600
Speaker 3: Getther thirty forty years because no matter what, my daddy

1461
01:04:17,640 --> 01:04:19,680
Speaker 3: was not letting my mama leave. I didn't seen my

1462
01:04:19,720 --> 01:04:21,400
Speaker 3: mama tried to leave my daddy a couple.

1463
01:04:21,240 --> 01:04:24,720
Speaker 1: Of times, feeling she he wouldn't let they took that

1464
01:04:24,760 --> 01:04:25,400
Speaker 1: death do a part.

1465
01:04:25,440 --> 01:04:28,760
Speaker 3: You want to let it go, like I know for

1466
01:04:28,800 --> 01:04:30,320
Speaker 3: a fact my mom would have tried to leave my

1467
01:04:30,400 --> 01:04:31,880
Speaker 3: daddy at least three full time. Right?

1468
01:04:33,120 --> 01:04:36,200
Speaker 1: Can men being polatonic relationship with with me? Can you

1469
01:04:36,280 --> 01:04:40,000
Speaker 1: have a best friend? That's what that's a woman.

1470
01:04:41,600 --> 01:04:44,000
Speaker 3: I believe, So I really believe you can for sure.

1471
01:04:44,440 --> 01:04:48,080
Speaker 3: It's just like certain men, like if you attracted to

1472
01:04:48,120 --> 01:04:49,920
Speaker 3: a woman, that's another thing.

1473
01:04:50,000 --> 01:04:52,040
Speaker 2: I think. That's what. Yeah, that's that's the problem. That's

1474
01:04:52,040 --> 01:04:52,880
Speaker 2: what make it frustrated.

1475
01:04:52,920 --> 01:04:55,040
Speaker 3: You can't be attracted to your best friend because y'all

1476
01:04:55,040 --> 01:04:56,880
Speaker 3: know too much about each other. One of y'all gonnadamn

1477
01:04:56,960 --> 01:04:58,560
Speaker 3: to try each other at some point, you know what

1478
01:04:58,600 --> 01:05:01,000
Speaker 3: I'm saying. But I definitely do feel like that though,

1479
01:05:01,080 --> 01:05:05,440
Speaker 3: Like you know, like I've seen it for sure, like

1480
01:05:05,600 --> 01:05:08,120
Speaker 3: I've never I think just because I was in the streets.

1481
01:05:08,200 --> 01:05:11,760
Speaker 3: I never like befriended a woman before because I just

1482
01:05:11,840 --> 01:05:14,520
Speaker 3: know like women's emotions. Like I just feel like I

1483
01:05:14,560 --> 01:05:16,920
Speaker 3: couldn't never really trust a woman unless I'm in an

1484
01:05:16,920 --> 01:05:19,560
Speaker 3: intimate relationship with them. I couldn't trust a woman to

1485
01:05:19,600 --> 01:05:21,720
Speaker 3: just be my friend and know shit about me. The

1486
01:05:21,840 --> 01:05:24,320
Speaker 3: only person that I open up to is my one woman.

1487
01:05:25,600 --> 01:05:27,560
Speaker 3: So are you coming up on thirty?

1488
01:05:28,560 --> 01:05:28,680
Speaker 4: Uh?

1489
01:05:30,200 --> 01:05:33,840
Speaker 3: They shape something else, man, I need something the bottle

1490
01:05:33,880 --> 01:05:38,080
Speaker 3: it's shade smooth man. Hey, y'all smooth as a motherfucker.

1491
01:05:40,480 --> 01:05:44,000
Speaker 1: So marriage in the future, I mean you, I mean

1492
01:05:44,120 --> 01:05:45,840
Speaker 1: you want more kids, you want a wife.

1493
01:05:46,160 --> 01:05:48,400
Speaker 3: That's That's where I'm at with life, like that's my

1494
01:05:48,520 --> 01:05:51,600
Speaker 3: next step. I'm finna get married, Like for real, I'm

1495
01:05:51,600 --> 01:05:52,600
Speaker 3: about to marry my woman.

1496
01:05:52,640 --> 01:05:54,920
Speaker 2: I think I was you go do that house? Yeah, yeah, hell,

1497
01:05:55,080 --> 01:05:57,040
Speaker 2: I'm about to marry. And that was really just like.

1498
01:05:58,680 --> 01:06:01,640
Speaker 3: Just that elevation and like I was always that, I'm

1499
01:06:01,640 --> 01:06:04,360
Speaker 3: a critical thinker, Yeah, steps ahead. I didn't want to

1500
01:06:04,360 --> 01:06:06,360
Speaker 3: get married. I could afford a ring that it was

1501
01:06:06,440 --> 01:06:10,400
Speaker 3: three hundred thousand away and that's a million like ship

1502
01:06:10,520 --> 01:06:13,320
Speaker 3: like that. I was always on that type of time.

1503
01:06:14,000 --> 01:06:16,760
Speaker 3: I always envision myself to have that. You feel me,

1504
01:06:16,840 --> 01:06:20,720
Speaker 3: It's like I kind of cut my relationship short because

1505
01:06:20,840 --> 01:06:22,919
Speaker 3: she didn't want She didn't even want that like need

1506
01:06:22,960 --> 01:06:23,320
Speaker 3: all that.

1507
01:06:23,320 --> 01:06:25,760
Speaker 2: That's what I was on, Like, right, that's what you wanted.

1508
01:06:26,000 --> 01:06:27,600
Speaker 3: Let me go get the money, do this and do

1509
01:06:27,680 --> 01:06:29,920
Speaker 3: that and get in the comfort through space where it's like.

1510
01:06:29,880 --> 01:06:31,479
Speaker 1: All right, I could do it, you know, big waiting

1511
01:06:31,480 --> 01:06:34,080
Speaker 1: to go to press other people, you and your girl.

1512
01:06:34,280 --> 01:06:38,600
Speaker 3: And I wanted to impress others, but it was still

1513
01:06:38,680 --> 01:06:40,960
Speaker 3: like for her tuto, because when a woman feel like

1514
01:06:41,000 --> 01:06:42,800
Speaker 3: it's like you don't you don't get.

1515
01:06:42,600 --> 01:06:45,080
Speaker 2: To experience that again. You know what I'm saying, Like

1516
01:06:45,360 --> 01:06:46,000
Speaker 2: you only.

1517
01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:48,760
Speaker 3: Get one life, you only get one real dream wed

1518
01:06:48,800 --> 01:06:50,400
Speaker 3: and then ship like that. You feel what I'm saying,

1519
01:06:50,400 --> 01:06:52,720
Speaker 3: But like why I am right now though, like I'm

1520
01:06:52,880 --> 01:06:54,959
Speaker 3: I definitely I can't wait to marry my girl.

1521
01:06:55,400 --> 01:06:57,680
Speaker 2: So that's soon. We talked. We talked about a year,

1522
01:06:57,760 --> 01:07:00,840
Speaker 2: two years, Yeah for sure. Yeah, ready to like you

1523
01:07:04,520 --> 01:07:06,120
Speaker 2: get on one knee right now, ready to go home?

1524
01:07:10,680 --> 01:07:12,560
Speaker 2: Drill Rap? Are you shocked at New York and you

1525
01:07:12,600 --> 01:07:17,960
Speaker 2: can't take it over? Drill Rerap? Honestly, I'm not.

1526
01:07:18,440 --> 01:07:23,760
Speaker 3: I'm gonna be honest really because like I feel like

1527
01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:27,240
Speaker 3: Chicago kind of lost touch with Drill, like just the

1528
01:07:28,040 --> 01:07:31,080
Speaker 3: and what I mean by that is like the production,

1529
01:07:31,400 --> 01:07:35,400
Speaker 3: the sound, you know, like the up tempo ship.

1530
01:07:36,480 --> 01:07:41,360
Speaker 2: In Chicago, Drill it always was about like street ship.

1531
01:07:41,400 --> 01:07:41,880
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

1532
01:07:41,880 --> 01:07:44,720
Speaker 3: You're talking about gangster ship, but I think Chicago just

1533
01:07:44,720 --> 01:07:48,600
Speaker 3: got two gangsters. They just it ain't even like appealing

1534
01:07:48,680 --> 01:07:51,320
Speaker 3: like where Drill came out, that you could play that ship.

1535
01:07:51,320 --> 01:07:54,520
Speaker 2: It had turned the whole club up, like turn everything up.

1536
01:07:55,040 --> 01:07:59,360
Speaker 3: And when New York and the ukn't learn the master

1537
01:07:59,440 --> 01:08:02,240
Speaker 3: that they massive and started making hits from it. I

1538
01:08:02,280 --> 01:08:06,000
Speaker 3: haven't heard a real drill hit from Chicago that's undeniable

1539
01:08:06,120 --> 01:08:08,560
Speaker 3: and so long. Like yeah, the the young niggas they

1540
01:08:08,600 --> 01:08:10,360
Speaker 3: go up, they talk about street shit and shit. But

1541
01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:12,320
Speaker 3: it's like, I feel like we lost that touch of

1542
01:08:12,400 --> 01:08:15,680
Speaker 3: drill in New York and the UK, especially the UK

1543
01:08:15,800 --> 01:08:16,800
Speaker 3: still got it for sure.

1544
01:08:16,920 --> 01:08:18,679
Speaker 2: Like it's kind of dying out a little.

1545
01:08:18,520 --> 01:08:20,799
Speaker 3: Bit in New York, but in the UK one hundred percent,

1546
01:08:20,920 --> 01:08:23,200
Speaker 3: like they got it when it comes to the drill wave.

1547
01:08:23,280 --> 01:08:24,560
Speaker 3: You knowe what I'm saying, Like, I'm gonna get it

1548
01:08:24,600 --> 01:08:26,800
Speaker 3: to wat Tell one as one of the pioneers of

1549
01:08:27,040 --> 01:08:30,080
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, drill rap, And I think

1550
01:08:30,120 --> 01:08:33,720
Speaker 3: that's only because you have to. No matter what you're

1551
01:08:33,760 --> 01:08:36,840
Speaker 3: rapping about, that shit gotta be catchy. Bro, they stay,

1552
01:08:37,000 --> 01:08:40,719
Speaker 3: they still making undeniable hits on the drill shoot.

1553
01:08:40,760 --> 01:08:42,160
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. It's like I'm a fan

1554
01:08:42,200 --> 01:08:43,479
Speaker 2: of it. I'll listen to it myself.

1555
01:08:43,960 --> 01:08:45,479
Speaker 1: All right, We're gonna get you out of him this one.

1556
01:08:46,360 --> 01:08:48,479
Speaker 1: Tell us about the album and what made you choose

1557
01:08:48,520 --> 01:08:49,880
Speaker 1: the photo that you chose.

1558
01:08:52,200 --> 01:08:53,360
Speaker 2: I just wanted to like.

1559
01:08:55,840 --> 01:09:00,479
Speaker 3: Go back and like remind the world of who I

1560
01:09:00,520 --> 01:09:03,519
Speaker 3: am like what it took to get here, like where

1561
01:09:03,560 --> 01:09:04,160
Speaker 3: I come from.

1562
01:09:04,200 --> 01:09:06,439
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Because I could really.

1563
01:09:06,280 --> 01:09:09,400
Speaker 3: Be dead on jail right now, you know, and I've

1564
01:09:09,520 --> 01:09:14,679
Speaker 3: done so much. And I had a conversation with my manager,

1565
01:09:15,080 --> 01:09:19,479
Speaker 3: what make you told me? Like, Bro, you don't really

1566
01:09:19,560 --> 01:09:23,679
Speaker 3: understand like how much legendary shit like you done, really did,

1567
01:09:23,800 --> 01:09:28,400
Speaker 3: Like you really like somebody that's influenced, that impacted so

1568
01:09:28,560 --> 01:09:31,760
Speaker 3: many lives and done so much, and you got so

1569
01:09:31,920 --> 01:09:32,320
Speaker 3: much to go.

1570
01:09:32,720 --> 01:09:36,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, like you have, you still have. Your trajectory is

1571
01:09:36,200 --> 01:09:36,800
Speaker 2: so high.

1572
01:09:36,880 --> 01:09:39,720
Speaker 3: After you come a long way, long way, you got

1573
01:09:39,760 --> 01:09:42,000
Speaker 3: a long way to go, Like it's still looking good

1574
01:09:42,040 --> 01:09:45,320
Speaker 3: for you, you know what I'm saying. And when he

1575
01:09:45,400 --> 01:09:49,000
Speaker 3: said that, I just started like going back looking at

1576
01:09:49,040 --> 01:09:52,760
Speaker 3: my old videos, like looking at old interviews and like

1577
01:09:53,000 --> 01:09:55,840
Speaker 3: googling like my old pictures when I was a kid,

1578
01:09:56,160 --> 01:10:00,360
Speaker 3: and I came across those mugshots and I'm like, I'm

1579
01:10:00,360 --> 01:10:02,759
Speaker 3: gonna make this my album cover, you know what I'm saying,

1580
01:10:02,800 --> 01:10:05,439
Speaker 3: Like I wanted to like paint that picture and tell

1581
01:10:05,479 --> 01:10:08,880
Speaker 3: a story like I've been doing it at a high

1582
01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:11,800
Speaker 3: level kind of since I was a teenager. But at

1583
01:10:11,800 --> 01:10:15,960
Speaker 3: that time, I was really like I was up against

1584
01:10:15,960 --> 01:10:18,880
Speaker 3: a lot like that kid on that mugshot could not

1585
01:10:19,040 --> 01:10:21,360
Speaker 3: be here right now. You feel what I'm saying. And

1586
01:10:21,400 --> 01:10:23,640
Speaker 3: I wanted to like people to see the pain in

1587
01:10:23,680 --> 01:10:27,040
Speaker 3: my eyes, Like when I put the first announcement out

1588
01:10:27,040 --> 01:10:29,639
Speaker 3: my first mugshot, I was like eleven years old. Wow,

1589
01:10:29,800 --> 01:10:32,120
Speaker 3: I couldn't believe it, Like I seen that picture, like

1590
01:10:32,200 --> 01:10:34,400
Speaker 3: I was a key. I looked like yo son going

1591
01:10:34,439 --> 01:10:37,479
Speaker 3: to gym. I couldn't picture me seeing my son with

1592
01:10:37,560 --> 01:10:38,160
Speaker 3: a mugshot.

1593
01:10:38,240 --> 01:10:38,880
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

1594
01:10:38,880 --> 01:10:41,120
Speaker 3: It's like that, just let you know what we was

1595
01:10:41,200 --> 01:10:42,280
Speaker 3: up against early on.

1596
01:10:42,439 --> 01:10:42,920
Speaker 2: You feel me.

1597
01:10:43,520 --> 01:10:46,479
Speaker 3: It could have went totally left, but I did it right,

1598
01:10:46,720 --> 01:10:48,679
Speaker 3: like I went the right way. You feel what I'm saying.

1599
01:10:48,800 --> 01:10:51,960
Speaker 3: And that's what I wanted to like show the world

1600
01:10:52,040 --> 01:10:54,800
Speaker 3: because I'm always don't get me wrong. I got my

1601
01:10:54,880 --> 01:10:56,880
Speaker 3: core fan base to people who love and support me,

1602
01:10:57,200 --> 01:10:59,200
Speaker 3: but I'm trying to tell that story to the people

1603
01:10:59,200 --> 01:11:01,639
Speaker 3: who never heard me ever before, Like you never heard

1604
01:11:01,680 --> 01:11:04,320
Speaker 3: my name. So that's what I wanted to like, you know,

1605
01:11:04,439 --> 01:11:07,479
Speaker 3: because you might hear g herboing, all you can probably

1606
01:11:07,520 --> 01:11:10,320
Speaker 3: know is went legit right. You don't know nothing about

1607
01:11:10,320 --> 01:11:12,160
Speaker 3: walking the face O man. You don't know nothing about

1608
01:11:12,160 --> 01:11:14,880
Speaker 3: that kid that was fifteen, sixteen years old on the block,

1609
01:11:14,960 --> 01:11:18,400
Speaker 3: freestyling and made it from there to here. You feel

1610
01:11:18,439 --> 01:11:21,719
Speaker 3: me so late, That's why I chose that picture for sure.

1611
01:11:22,040 --> 01:11:27,400
Speaker 1: Go cop the album Little Herb here you Gerbo.

1612
01:11:28,920 --> 01:11:33,120
Speaker 4: All my life, grinding all my life, sacrifice, hustle back

1613
01:11:33,160 --> 01:11:37,519
Speaker 4: the price, Want slice got the brother gap all my life.

1614
01:11:37,800 --> 01:11:41,160
Speaker 4: Be grinding all my life, all my life, grinding all

1615
01:11:41,200 --> 01:11:46,120
Speaker 4: my life, sacrifice, hustle, bat the price, one slice got

1616
01:11:46,120 --> 01:11:48,200
Speaker 4: the brothers swap all my life.

1617
01:11:48,200 --> 01:11:51,759
Speaker 2: I been grinding all my life.