WEBVTT - Waitlisted on Raya with Brittany Broski 0:00:01.000 --> 0:00:03.520 Hi, Hi, Hi Hi. I'm just going through my makeup. 0:00:03.520 --> 0:00:05.600 I gotta put my makeup on for my podcast because 0:00:05.960 --> 0:00:08.000 it's not recorded on. 0:00:08.119 --> 0:00:10.520 Vide everyone knows it's a visual medium. 0:00:10.680 --> 0:00:10.719 No. 0:00:10.880 --> 0:00:12.760 It is funny too because we have guests all the 0:00:12.800 --> 0:00:15.160 time who are like, this is not going to be 0:00:15.200 --> 0:00:18.400 on video, right, And then I'm like, except for Socials, 0:00:18.400 --> 0:00:20.240 We're gonna put a clip on Socials, so then everybody 0:00:20.280 --> 0:00:21.319 has to get looking good. 0:00:21.800 --> 0:00:22.480 Okay, guys. 0:00:22.520 --> 0:00:24.800 We have added more shows to my Little Big Bitch 0:00:24.800 --> 0:00:27.840 tour because I'm coming all over. We added a second 0:00:27.840 --> 0:00:30.800 show at the Pantagius in Los Angeles, so that's October 0:00:30.800 --> 0:00:33.879 twelfth and Friday the thirteenth, which is my favorite day 0:00:33.920 --> 0:00:36.519 of the year. We added a second show in Boston 0:00:36.720 --> 0:00:40.000 at the Wiging Center September twenty ninth and thirtieth is 0:00:40.120 --> 0:00:42.080 two shows in New York. I also have a show 0:00:42.120 --> 0:00:44.600 in East Hampton, New York August twenty six. 0:00:45.240 --> 0:00:45.839 We added a. 0:00:45.840 --> 0:00:49.480 Second show in Portland, so Thursday, November tewod Friday November third, 0:00:49.520 --> 0:00:53.040 and Portland November fourth and fifth in San Francisco, two 0:00:53.040 --> 0:00:55.840 shows there. We added a second show in Seattle November 0:00:55.840 --> 0:01:00.279 tenth and eleventh, two shows Boston are November sixteenth and 0:01:00.360 --> 0:01:05.800 seventeenth at the Bach Center at Wang Theater. And I'm 0:01:05.959 --> 0:01:11.840 also coming to Toronto and Montreal and Ottawa and so 0:01:11.920 --> 0:01:16.199 many other cities Columbus, Cincinnati, Detroit, Louisville. 0:01:16.640 --> 0:01:19.399 So I will see everybody at all of these shows. 0:01:19.600 --> 0:01:22.800 Thank you. Get your tickets at Chelseahandler dot com. 0:01:23.400 --> 0:01:26.160 So, Chelsea, we have a great guest today and she's 0:01:26.160 --> 0:01:28.320 somebody who talks a lot about her mental health. 0:01:28.680 --> 0:01:29.640 And I got me wondering. 0:01:30.120 --> 0:01:32.960 You are somebody who's always talked a lot about your life, 0:01:33.440 --> 0:01:35.959 but a few years ago you obviously made a very 0:01:36.000 --> 0:01:40.000 conscious decision to start talking really candidly about your mental health. 0:01:40.600 --> 0:01:43.759 And I wonder was making that decision scary? 0:01:44.520 --> 0:01:44.600 No? 0:01:44.920 --> 0:01:46.040 I mean it was so natural. 0:01:46.080 --> 0:01:47.840 You know, I'm always sharing what I'm going through, and 0:01:47.880 --> 0:01:49.760 it was so natural, and I was learning so much, 0:01:49.800 --> 0:01:52.840 and it was such a shift in my life. It 0:01:52.920 --> 0:01:56.120 was a noticeable by everyone that matters to me, and 0:01:56.240 --> 0:01:59.880 some friends, you know, in ways didn't like that which 0:02:00.080 --> 0:02:02.400 I had heard could happen. 0:02:02.320 --> 0:02:04.560 And I was it was shocking interesting. 0:02:04.760 --> 0:02:07.880 I remember once I decided I didn't want that. I 0:02:07.880 --> 0:02:11.480 don't want to spend my time talking shit, I don't. 0:02:11.560 --> 0:02:13.440 I mean, you know, listen, we all talk shit. There's 0:02:13.440 --> 0:02:14.880 a time and a place for that, and then there's 0:02:14.880 --> 0:02:16.959 a way to do it that's not nasty, and there's 0:02:16.960 --> 0:02:18.760 a way to do it that is, you know, that 0:02:18.880 --> 0:02:21.400 is nasty. And so I changed a lot of those 0:02:21.440 --> 0:02:23.400 habits that were giving me, like you know, that were 0:02:23.400 --> 0:02:25.200 bringing me lower than I want to be. I want 0:02:25.240 --> 0:02:27.400 to be high and I want to be upbeat. And 0:02:27.880 --> 0:02:32.480 it wasn't hard to share because I always know that 0:02:32.560 --> 0:02:35.120 when anybody shares anything, you're helping so many people. And 0:02:35.160 --> 0:02:37.399 I know that how many people I'm helping because of 0:02:37.440 --> 0:02:40.360 my honesty, because of my books and my stand up 0:02:40.600 --> 0:02:43.200 and this podcast, because they reach out and they tell me, 0:02:43.240 --> 0:02:45.359 and you know, some of the notes I get are 0:02:45.680 --> 0:02:49.440 so profound and meaningful to me that anytime I feel 0:02:49.480 --> 0:02:53.799 low or I'm feeling like insecure, I always just go 0:02:53.880 --> 0:02:56.600 and look through my dms and to be reminded. And 0:02:56.720 --> 0:02:59.680 usually whenever you're feeling like that, something happens to remind 0:02:59.720 --> 0:03:01.760 you all so you know, you don't even have to 0:03:01.800 --> 0:03:03.880 go look that far because somebody will reach out to 0:03:03.880 --> 0:03:05.960 you and go I just want you to know, like yesterday, 0:03:05.960 --> 0:03:09.240 I came home. There's all this fan mail on this thing, 0:03:09.400 --> 0:03:12.000 and I rarely have time to go through that, sure, 0:03:12.080 --> 0:03:15.160 but I remember walking by it yesterday and I was like, hey, 0:03:15.360 --> 0:03:17.720 these people are taking their time to write you go 0:03:17.760 --> 0:03:18.600 read some of them. 0:03:18.880 --> 0:03:22.320 And I did, and it was just so moving, just. 0:03:22.240 --> 0:03:25.320 People taking the time to write something that the impact 0:03:25.320 --> 0:03:27.360 that you had on a certain event in their life. 0:03:27.360 --> 0:03:29.880 And you know that your honesty helped me go to 0:03:29.960 --> 0:03:30.799 therapy and all. 0:03:30.919 --> 0:03:32.320 I mean, you just never. 0:03:32.200 --> 0:03:34.680 Have any idea, even if you're someone like me with 0:03:34.720 --> 0:03:38.480 a big platform, how many people you're affecting and impacting 0:03:38.480 --> 0:03:41.480 with that domino effect, So you know, for people who 0:03:41.760 --> 0:03:44.200 aren't famous, you're affecting people too. 0:03:44.320 --> 0:03:45.840 Yeah, you know the same way. 0:03:45.880 --> 0:03:49.080 It's like it's not just one person's responsibility, Like you 0:03:49.120 --> 0:03:51.200 have to remember when you're a good person and you're 0:03:51.200 --> 0:03:53.520 there for your friends and you're and you show up 0:03:53.520 --> 0:03:56.560 for them and you're honest, or you're sharing your story, 0:03:56.800 --> 0:03:59.440 you are helping therapies others. 0:04:00.120 --> 0:04:01.760 Yeah, I love that you say, like, whether you have 0:04:01.840 --> 0:04:02.680 a platform or not. 0:04:02.800 --> 0:04:05.080 I got a text recently from a friend of mine 0:04:05.120 --> 0:04:06.000 on Mother's Day. 0:04:06.160 --> 0:04:09.360 She's a mom, and she texted me she's someone who. 0:04:09.560 --> 0:04:11.640 She doesn't live in LA anymore, so we don't talk 0:04:11.680 --> 0:04:13.720 as much, but we were really close for a long time. 0:04:13.960 --> 0:04:15.600 And she's on me this gorgeous I'm like going to 0:04:15.640 --> 0:04:17.840 cry thinking about it, this gorgeous text message saying like 0:04:18.200 --> 0:04:19.960 no one in my life has ever mothered me the 0:04:20.000 --> 0:04:20.680 way that you did. 0:04:21.480 --> 0:04:25.280 I just like lost it. And you know, you just 0:04:25.320 --> 0:04:27.000 never know what like little things. 0:04:26.760 --> 0:04:28.880 You do on a day to day basis like really 0:04:28.960 --> 0:04:31.960 get through to people or are moving and impactful for people. 0:04:32.080 --> 0:04:35.200 Yeah, And another thing that because I have experienced in death, 0:04:35.640 --> 0:04:38.840 when someone in my life loses someone, I'm always there. 0:04:39.000 --> 0:04:41.719 If someone's in crisis, I'm there, I check in, I'm 0:04:41.720 --> 0:04:44.360 always on it. Because there's a period of grieving where 0:04:44.400 --> 0:04:47.120 everyone shows up, and then there's a period where people disappear. 0:04:47.480 --> 0:04:50.039 So that's the most difficult time for people because I 0:04:50.080 --> 0:04:52.400 lived that and I know it that people feel, you know, 0:04:52.440 --> 0:04:55.040 they want to reach out to you, and then everyone 0:04:55.120 --> 0:04:57.240 kind of moves on with their lives, right, So the 0:04:57.279 --> 0:05:00.599 people that do remember and are like consist and show 0:05:00.760 --> 0:05:03.520 up beyond the point. 0:05:03.440 --> 0:05:07.040 The week, the month, after year, and even you know, a. 0:05:07.080 --> 0:05:09.720 Very common thing for people to say is like I 0:05:09.760 --> 0:05:11.360 didn't want to bother. I don't want to burden her 0:05:11.400 --> 0:05:14.200 she's going through so much. Or it's not my place. 0:05:14.279 --> 0:05:18.080 It's like it's it's anyone's place. You can to reach out, 0:05:18.240 --> 0:05:21.000 you don't have to. If they don't care or want 0:05:21.040 --> 0:05:23.640 you to reach out, then fine, But it's everyone's place 0:05:23.680 --> 0:05:26.480 to extend a branch and say hey, or not a branch, 0:05:26.760 --> 0:05:29.599 extend love and say hey, hey, I'm here. If you 0:05:29.680 --> 0:05:33.640 need me, call me any time. Consistently check in. I 0:05:33.680 --> 0:05:36.000 think that makes a big difference in other people's lives. 0:05:36.480 --> 0:05:37.200 Yeah. 0:05:37.320 --> 0:05:39.520 For example, I had a friend who lost someone a 0:05:39.560 --> 0:05:42.280 couple of years ago, and it was a really sudden 0:05:42.320 --> 0:05:45.120 and really traumatic death, and I knew she was just 0:05:45.160 --> 0:05:48.520 like beside herself, not even able to like talk to people, 0:05:48.960 --> 0:05:52.040 and I just I texted her just every day for 0:05:52.080 --> 0:05:54.440 the longest time, or every few days for the longest time, 0:05:54.520 --> 0:05:57.080 just being like I'm here, And I said, like, you 0:05:57.080 --> 0:05:59.240 don't have to text me back, you don't need to 0:05:59.400 --> 0:06:01.480 do anything, but I just want you to know I'm here, 0:06:01.680 --> 0:06:05.000 I love you, and just like consistently did that. Do 0:06:05.040 --> 0:06:07.080 you have a how do you get a sense of 0:06:07.120 --> 0:06:10.440 like when someone's ready to talk versus like they just 0:06:10.480 --> 0:06:11.279 need to know you're there. 0:06:12.120 --> 0:06:14.520 I think you reach out, you know, with texts and 0:06:14.600 --> 0:06:17.120 like you can call whatever your dynamic is. If it's 0:06:17.160 --> 0:06:19.719 not a close friend, then you know, I think you 0:06:19.720 --> 0:06:20.920 you know, if someone dies, you. 0:06:20.920 --> 0:06:23.240 Call, Yeah, you call them immediately. 0:06:23.480 --> 0:06:26.400 And if it's somebody that's far away that you can text, 0:06:26.440 --> 0:06:29.080 send a text, or you can wait until it dies 0:06:29.120 --> 0:06:31.800 down and then really go in and say, hey, I've 0:06:31.839 --> 0:06:33.600 been thinking about you this whole time. I just want 0:06:33.600 --> 0:06:34.479 to let you know I'm here. 0:06:34.880 --> 0:06:36.560 I don't think there are any rules for that. 0:06:36.680 --> 0:06:40.760 You know, you don't want to harass somebody, but you 0:06:41.000 --> 0:06:43.040 just want to make sure that they know that you're 0:06:43.080 --> 0:06:45.360 thinking of them, and that you're in their thoughts and 0:06:45.680 --> 0:06:46.960 you know, and that you're. 0:06:47.440 --> 0:06:49.640 Just thinking about them. I think that's a comfort. 0:06:50.080 --> 0:06:52.120 Yeah, It's like I think some people they want to 0:06:52.240 --> 0:06:54.440 have someone show up at their door, and other people don't, 0:06:54.560 --> 0:06:55.480 ye know, Like I. 0:06:55.440 --> 0:06:57.320 Don't want that. I'm not. 0:06:57.680 --> 0:06:59.760 I like to be alone when I'm dealing with something, 0:06:59.760 --> 0:07:03.400 to occults mostly and get through it because it's just 0:07:03.480 --> 0:07:06.120 such a mouthstrom of emotion, you know, it's up and 0:07:06.160 --> 0:07:09.280 down and up and down and and and breaking up 0:07:09.320 --> 0:07:11.440 is easier to be show up for someone because that's 0:07:11.480 --> 0:07:15.040 not death, right, death is like people are like scared 0:07:15.160 --> 0:07:16.280 to have to talk about that. 0:07:16.600 --> 0:07:18.080 Yeah you can with a breakup. 0:07:18.120 --> 0:07:19.640 You can show up with like a bottle of wine 0:07:19.640 --> 0:07:22.240 and a bar of chocolate and like, you know, sit 0:07:22.320 --> 0:07:23.520 on the couch and like be together. 0:07:23.760 --> 0:07:26.840 Yeah. Okay, So our guest today is a hot mess. 0:07:26.880 --> 0:07:27.360 I love her. 0:07:27.680 --> 0:07:29.880 She made last year's Forbes thirty Under thirty list and 0:07:29.960 --> 0:07:34.040 was named TikToker of the Year by Paper Magazine, and 0:07:34.160 --> 0:07:37.600 of course is also known as Kombucha Girl. So she's 0:07:37.600 --> 0:07:40.200 the host of the new podcast The Broski Report. Please 0:07:40.240 --> 0:07:41.320 welcome Britney Broski. 0:07:41.720 --> 0:07:44.000 Is that a beer? Would you imagine if I just 0:07:44.040 --> 0:07:45.920 walk in with like a Corse light? What is that? 0:07:46.120 --> 0:07:48.160 Eleven am? So that's going to be a water good death. 0:07:48.200 --> 0:07:51.040 That's the ship that Travis Burker uses for enemas. 0:07:52.640 --> 0:07:54.520 Britney Brosky just showed up with a beer. 0:07:54.680 --> 0:07:57.560 It's what time is it? It's al. 0:08:00.080 --> 0:08:04.320 That's how some people have to do podcasts. Brittany Broski 0:08:04.480 --> 0:08:05.840 is here, everybody. 0:08:05.440 --> 0:08:09.000 Okay, And I hope you're familiar with her because she 0:08:09.200 --> 0:08:12.760 is a real hot mess and I like her style 0:08:12.840 --> 0:08:14.400 and she's got a lot of stuff going on. 0:08:14.440 --> 0:08:15.400 She has a new podcast. 0:08:15.480 --> 0:08:17.680 Actually, do have a new podcast about that. 0:08:18.120 --> 0:08:22.040 It's called The Broski Report with Brennany Broski in case 0:08:22.120 --> 0:08:25.080 you couldn't, like, you know, put it together. And it's 0:08:25.280 --> 0:08:28.560 very much stream of consciousness, just whatever comes out of 0:08:28.680 --> 0:08:30.480 your mouth, my crazy. 0:08:30.160 --> 0:08:31.600 Beautiful mouth, uh huh. 0:08:31.640 --> 0:08:34.679 It's kind of what makes it onto air. So it's fun, 0:08:34.760 --> 0:08:36.400 it's it's a lot of fun. We designed the set 0:08:36.440 --> 0:08:39.840 kind of like if Walter Cronkite was a gay man, which. 0:08:39.679 --> 0:08:42.080 He may have been, which probably, I mean, it seems 0:08:42.120 --> 0:08:44.720 like almost all men are gay, is what we're figuring out, 0:08:45.120 --> 0:08:46.720 and that's why they're so pissed. 0:08:46.400 --> 0:08:49.200 Off exactly, And I think that's a beautiful thing. They 0:08:49.200 --> 0:08:52.240 could just work through it. But it's very nineteen fifty 0:08:52.280 --> 0:08:55.360 steemed for the set. But the whole idea was, my 0:08:55.520 --> 0:08:59.960 fans are called Brosky Nation, and I am a tyrannical dictator, 0:09:00.200 --> 0:09:03.120 like just for prostcadation, Like there are no laws last 0:09:03.240 --> 0:09:04.200 change daily. 0:09:04.360 --> 0:09:07.040 So I was like, what's a fun way. 0:09:06.920 --> 0:09:10.080 To kind of deliver news to these people of like, 0:09:10.120 --> 0:09:12.120 all right, guys, we're no longer listening to this we're 0:09:12.160 --> 0:09:14.319 listening to death tones. Okay, let's let's get with it. 0:09:14.600 --> 0:09:17.240 And so I was like, we need a news set, 0:09:17.679 --> 0:09:20.600 and uh, it really came together really beautifully, and it's 0:09:20.600 --> 0:09:22.200 in my spare bedroom at my house. 0:09:22.280 --> 0:09:25.280 So congratulations, I'm building my podcast you do at my 0:09:25.360 --> 0:09:27.280 new house and may never be ready. I'm gonna be 0:09:27.440 --> 0:09:29.640 using your podcast room actually from here on it it 0:09:29.800 --> 0:09:32.640 is there a medieval times theme for this? 0:09:32.880 --> 0:09:34.559 No, that's just gonna be in my bedroom. 0:09:34.679 --> 0:09:35.000 Okay. 0:09:35.040 --> 0:09:35.240 Yeah. 0:09:36.000 --> 0:09:38.520 Brittany has gained a lot of notoriety on TikTok because 0:09:38.559 --> 0:09:40.560 you have a over ten. Did you just throw coffee 0:09:40.559 --> 0:09:41.000 in your face? 0:09:41.400 --> 0:09:41.640 Vomit? 0:09:41.760 --> 0:09:44.000 Oh guys, I wish this was on video, and it 0:09:44.000 --> 0:09:46.040 actually happens to be. So maybe this is the clipble 0:09:46.160 --> 0:09:50.679 use she ejaculated coffee into her face when she went 0:09:50.720 --> 0:09:51.880 to take a sip the other day. 0:09:51.920 --> 0:09:54.000 I was on a plane and I don't know. 0:09:54.120 --> 0:09:56.400 I guess it must have been high because I went 0:09:56.440 --> 0:09:59.280 to go take a sip and assumed there was like 0:09:59.320 --> 0:10:02.040 a sippy the top a lid. Oh no, yeah, And 0:10:02.160 --> 0:10:05.120 I just poured the entire drink down on my shirt 0:10:05.240 --> 0:10:07.880 and I was like, wait, what just happened? 0:10:08.200 --> 0:10:11.840 I had like a synapse loss and I just poured 0:10:11.880 --> 0:10:13.920 it on me and I'm like, wait, what are you doing? 0:10:14.120 --> 0:10:16.600 No, I must have been on an edible that's edible behavior, 0:10:16.640 --> 0:10:20.480 you know. But because of your popularity on TikTok, your 0:10:20.720 --> 0:10:23.719 podcast now and all of social media, you have a 0:10:23.760 --> 0:10:26.680 huge following. And because of that, you've gotten to meet 0:10:26.679 --> 0:10:29.160 a lot of your heroes, which I loved when you 0:10:29.200 --> 0:10:31.920 met Harry Styles that you are set. 0:10:31.960 --> 0:10:33.800 She's a huge Harry Styles fan. 0:10:34.120 --> 0:10:36.640 Like ridiculous, it's like really actually stupid. 0:10:36.679 --> 0:10:38.880 I mean I think a lot of people probably feel 0:10:38.920 --> 0:10:39.400 that way. 0:10:39.600 --> 0:10:40.240 Absolutely. 0:10:40.280 --> 0:10:43.040 That's why when that happened, it was so like, because 0:10:43.040 --> 0:10:43.599 I don't know about it. 0:10:43.640 --> 0:10:45.840 You're probably not terrified of the internet, but I am. 0:10:45.840 --> 0:10:48.080 And so terrified in which way just of. 0:10:47.960 --> 0:10:50.480 Like people's response to anything, how they can twist it 0:10:50.520 --> 0:10:50.920 and all that. 0:10:51.040 --> 0:10:53.480 So that happened, and I was terrified at first. 0:10:53.559 --> 0:10:55.240 Let's tell us what happened. Break it down. 0:10:55.360 --> 0:10:59.240 Well, so they surprised me. So I HSHQ, which is 0:10:59.280 --> 0:11:06.880 Harry's like headquarters. Oh my God, reached out to me 0:11:07.120 --> 0:11:09.560 and they were like, hey, Brittany, what are you doing 0:11:09.600 --> 0:11:10.400 on these days? 0:11:10.440 --> 0:11:12.240 And I was like, well, I'm actually kind of busy, 0:11:12.280 --> 0:11:12.920 but what's up. 0:11:13.360 --> 0:11:15.439 And they were like, he's doing a one night only 0:11:15.480 --> 0:11:18.319 in New York for you know, Harry's House coming out, 0:11:18.400 --> 0:11:20.720 and we wanted to know if you would take over 0:11:20.880 --> 0:11:23.040 the social media for it. And I was like, what 0:11:23.120 --> 0:11:23.600 the fuck. 0:11:23.800 --> 0:11:25.840 Yeah, I'm free. I just cleared my schedule. I'm free. 0:11:25.960 --> 0:11:28.079 And so I didn't go into it with this expectation 0:11:28.160 --> 0:11:29.360 I was going to meet him because I was like, 0:11:29.400 --> 0:11:31.640 he's so busy. This is the first time he's ever 0:11:31.679 --> 0:11:33.559 performing this new album. Like, I'm sure he's nervous. He 0:11:33.559 --> 0:11:35.080 doesn't want to do like a fucking meet and greet, 0:11:35.200 --> 0:11:36.520 and I don't want to meet him either, like he 0:11:36.600 --> 0:11:38.800 scares me, Like I love him so much, he's so scary. 0:11:39.240 --> 0:11:42.400 And so I went into it, like we interviewed fans, 0:11:42.400 --> 0:11:44.280 we were giving out free tickets, we were giving out pizza. 0:11:44.320 --> 0:11:45.760 It was pouring rain, like it. 0:11:45.679 --> 0:11:48.400 Was just so fun, and you were taking over their 0:11:48.440 --> 0:11:48.960 social media. 0:11:49.000 --> 0:11:52.600 Yeah, I took over the HSHQ like account and just 0:11:52.600 --> 0:11:55.400 taking him around the stadium and interviewing fans and stuff. Well, 0:11:55.400 --> 0:11:56.959 at the end of the night, it's like an hour 0:11:57.080 --> 0:12:00.079 till showtime. We wrap giving people tickets and whatever, and 0:12:00.200 --> 0:12:02.160 so I go back. I think we're going back to 0:12:02.160 --> 0:12:04.280 my dressing room just to kind of like hang out. 0:12:04.480 --> 0:12:07.280 And I'm walking back in and people start put like 0:12:07.320 --> 0:12:09.559 bringing out their phones and I'm like, it's kind of weird. 0:12:10.080 --> 0:12:11.800 And so we're walking in my dressing room and I 0:12:11.880 --> 0:12:14.199 opened the door and he's right there. And they had 0:12:14.240 --> 0:12:16.640 told me before, they were like maybe maybe it'll happen 0:12:16.679 --> 0:12:18.800 another time, but like it's just there's so much going on, 0:12:18.920 --> 0:12:21.240 like it's not gonna happen. I was like kind of 0:12:21.240 --> 0:12:24.880 relieve it also like okay, okay, And so I opened. 0:12:24.640 --> 0:12:26.400 The door and they fucking surprised me with him. He's 0:12:26.440 --> 0:12:29.960 right in my dressing room like this, I run the 0:12:30.000 --> 0:12:30.360 other way. 0:12:30.520 --> 0:12:32.760 I run out of the fucking room screaming. I was 0:12:32.800 --> 0:12:35.079 like I can't. It was just like sensory overload. I 0:12:35.120 --> 0:12:37.520 like went blind for a second. So I ran back 0:12:37.520 --> 0:12:39.920 in the room. And then that's what that clip is 0:12:39.920 --> 0:12:42.360 is of me talking to him for like thirty seconds, 0:12:42.360 --> 0:12:44.320 showed him my tattoo of a Harry Styles tattoo because 0:12:44.320 --> 0:12:48.000 I'm mentally ill. So that's it was a beautiful, beautiful, 0:12:48.000 --> 0:12:48.720 scary moment. 0:12:49.040 --> 0:12:51.200 That's so cute, though, who else have you gotten to 0:12:51.240 --> 0:12:51.800 me like that. 0:12:52.080 --> 0:12:54.200 Are you like a nineteen seventy five fan, like the 0:12:54.280 --> 0:12:55.480 nineteen seventy five. 0:12:56.080 --> 0:12:57.160 That's the year I was born. 0:12:57.280 --> 0:13:00.920 So I guess yeah, yeah, kind of a little bit, 0:13:01.120 --> 0:13:03.199 oh I guess yeah. 0:13:03.240 --> 0:13:05.160 Well there's a band called nine seventy five and the 0:13:05.600 --> 0:13:08.520 lead singer is another one of my like I pissed 0:13:08.520 --> 0:13:09.000 a little. 0:13:08.840 --> 0:13:10.480 Bit in my pants. I had to go change. 0:13:10.600 --> 0:13:11.240 What's his name? 0:13:11.400 --> 0:13:13.880 His name is Maddie. I love him and. 0:13:13.800 --> 0:13:15.720 That's he only has a one day is he like share? 0:13:16.000 --> 0:13:17.360 Yeah, yeah, just Maddie. 0:13:17.360 --> 0:13:20.120 Oh no, it's Mattie Heally and he's very very British, 0:13:20.160 --> 0:13:22.040 Like think of the most British man you can that's him. 0:13:22.120 --> 0:13:23.240 Oh yeah, I like Rits. 0:13:23.320 --> 0:13:27.280 I'm always attracted to British guys. It's there's something else happening. 0:13:27.360 --> 0:13:29.600 It just feels like they know geography, you know what I. 0:13:29.640 --> 0:13:31.920 Mean, And that's what that's a turn on for me. 0:13:32.800 --> 0:13:34.480 Education is a turn on for me. 0:13:34.640 --> 0:13:36.240 Yeah, they can like look at the map and kind 0:13:36.280 --> 0:13:36.960 of know what's going on. 0:13:37.040 --> 0:13:39.679 Better well rounded or more well rounded. Not better well 0:13:39.760 --> 0:13:41.559 rounded because apparently I can't speak. 0:13:41.280 --> 0:13:44.200 Eish person would never say that. As usual, I cannot 0:13:44.200 --> 0:13:44.720 speaking this. 0:13:46.360 --> 0:13:48.920 Britty I have to tell you speaking of mental illness. 0:13:49.000 --> 0:13:49.640 Oh go ahead. 0:13:49.760 --> 0:13:51.960 It was just on vacation with a couple of my girlfriends, 0:13:51.960 --> 0:13:54.760 and we very much loved your depression meal. 0:13:54.960 --> 0:13:56.360 It came up many times. 0:13:57.360 --> 0:13:59.920 Brittany did this little depression meal that was apples and 0:14:00.080 --> 0:14:04.360 chocolate chip, just dry chocolate chips on a plate and 0:14:04.520 --> 0:14:06.120 just laughing and crying at the same time. 0:14:06.160 --> 0:14:08.959 And it is truly made our ocasion much better. 0:14:09.040 --> 0:14:11.400 Good come, yeah, that sounds good. 0:14:11.440 --> 0:14:13.280 And the apples were like a little brown and old, 0:14:13.800 --> 0:14:16.160 and I like put them in the bowl and dry 0:14:16.240 --> 0:14:18.360 chocolate chips, and I in my head, I was like 0:14:18.400 --> 0:14:23.360 dinner and then I ate it and I filmed that 0:14:23.440 --> 0:14:25.720 video because I started it was so fucking ridiculous, Like 0:14:25.760 --> 0:14:26.880 that is so stupid. 0:14:26.920 --> 0:14:28.640 But it's also like the thing that happens when you're 0:14:28.640 --> 0:14:30.680 different stud I've had. 0:14:30.560 --> 0:14:32.800 Like a can of corn for dinner before. That's all 0:14:32.800 --> 0:14:33.160 I can make. 0:14:33.440 --> 0:14:34.880 That man came out really nicely. 0:14:35.000 --> 0:14:37.280 Anytime I see corn, all I think about is go 0:14:37.320 --> 0:14:39.160 into the bathroom and I keep having it. I can't 0:14:39.160 --> 0:14:42.080 eat corn anymore. I'm so over corn. And then I 0:14:42.080 --> 0:14:44.560 found out about Tito's corn Syrup. A few years ago, 0:14:44.680 --> 0:14:46.240 I was such a big fan of Titos and that 0:14:46.240 --> 0:14:48.000 they used so much corn syrup and I. 0:14:47.920 --> 0:14:49.320 Was so in their vodka. 0:14:49.520 --> 0:14:50.680 Yeah, well, because it's like a. 0:14:50.640 --> 0:14:53.240 Local Austin company, you know. So I was trying to 0:14:53.240 --> 0:14:55.240 support that, but no longer. I'm back to Belvidere and 0:14:55.520 --> 0:14:56.720 King Street for Kate Hudson. 0:14:56.840 --> 0:14:58.760 She she has good vacca with King Street. 0:14:59.000 --> 0:15:02.160 Also, I know you're very involved with the drag community, 0:15:02.560 --> 0:15:06.120 and since there's so much nonsense going on right now 0:15:06.120 --> 0:15:09.400 about the drag community, ridiculous banning drag which has turned 0:15:09.440 --> 0:15:13.160 into just a total dog whistle and basically demonizing trans 0:15:13.240 --> 0:15:15.960 children for a political point, Like the Republicans are so 0:15:16.120 --> 0:15:20.680 nasty the way that they're treating drag queens and the arguments. 0:15:21.000 --> 0:15:23.760 I mean, I posted something on my Instagram about drag 0:15:23.840 --> 0:15:26.720 queens and you should see some of the comments saying 0:15:27.640 --> 0:15:30.160 I'm all for people doing what they want, but they 0:15:30.320 --> 0:15:33.120 need to stop dragging our kids to shows. 0:15:33.200 --> 0:15:36.880 And it's like, cutface. 0:15:38.120 --> 0:15:40.840 What child do you know that's five years old that 0:15:40.960 --> 0:15:44.800 is going to drag shows without their parents. If they're 0:15:44.840 --> 0:15:47.800 at a drag show, then their parents brought them there. 0:15:48.160 --> 0:15:52.400 There are no seven year old children going to dragon shows. 0:15:52.440 --> 0:15:55.320 On their own, just like there are no transgender children 0:15:55.600 --> 0:15:57.000 getting surgery either. 0:15:57.200 --> 0:15:59.560 Right. Well, it's also like ask any fucking drag queen. 0:15:59.640 --> 0:16:01.040 They don't want children there. 0:16:01.120 --> 0:16:04.520 I don't know. I don't want children at my shows. 0:16:06.240 --> 0:16:08.760 Like I feel like it's such a non issue that 0:16:08.800 --> 0:16:09.920 they have made into this. 0:16:10.400 --> 0:16:12.960 It's so hyper politicized. It doesn't even. 0:16:12.840 --> 0:16:16.360 Exist the issue exactly, You're right, it doesn't exist. It's 0:16:16.600 --> 0:16:19.000 such bullshit. It's such a non issue that they sit 0:16:19.040 --> 0:16:22.920 there and they hammer home, and then these idiots that 0:16:23.000 --> 0:16:25.720 believe that to be the truth are like, it's wrong 0:16:25.800 --> 0:16:28.440 that these children, they haven't even thought about the actual 0:16:28.480 --> 0:16:31.320 logistics of a child going to a drag show, Like 0:16:31.400 --> 0:16:34.360 are they getting, you know, from nursery school straight to 0:16:34.400 --> 0:16:36.160 their drag show because that's the field trip. 0:16:36.280 --> 0:16:39.360 No, it isn't. Yeah, so it's all just such bullshit. 0:16:39.440 --> 0:16:40.800 But I mean, I think it's just going to make 0:16:40.840 --> 0:16:44.520