1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:12,280 Speaker 1: The Nikki. Here's Nicky here. I am you said it, Noah, 2 00:00:12,560 --> 00:00:19,480 Speaker 1: and and you're right, I'm I am here. How's it going, Noah? Good? Um. 3 00:00:19,520 --> 00:00:22,520 Speaker 1: I love saying of the day listening to Anya sing 4 00:00:22,640 --> 00:00:25,240 Speaker 1: My Name. That's a fun song. People are, people are 5 00:00:25,280 --> 00:00:29,320 Speaker 1: digging it. I love Anya on your marine and everyone. 6 00:00:29,640 --> 00:00:33,440 Speaker 1: I'm a subscriber to her Patreon, to her Patreon, I 7 00:00:33,800 --> 00:00:37,840 Speaker 1: am as well. It's she's just one of the She's 8 00:00:37,920 --> 00:00:40,839 Speaker 1: just it's so nice to have friends who are actually talented, 9 00:00:40,840 --> 00:00:44,040 Speaker 1: who you don't have to support, you know, blindly because 10 00:00:44,159 --> 00:00:47,040 Speaker 1: they're your friend. Um, I haven't talked to her in 11 00:00:47,159 --> 00:00:50,360 Speaker 1: so long though I've been Really you're really the only 12 00:00:50,400 --> 00:00:53,360 Speaker 1: person outside of this island who I've been talking to. 13 00:00:53,640 --> 00:00:57,440 Speaker 1: I'm completely terrible about keeping up with everyone in my 14 00:00:57,520 --> 00:01:04,160 Speaker 1: life outside of this work experience. UM, my family, my friends, 15 00:01:04,800 --> 00:01:07,480 Speaker 1: and uh, I'm always bad about that anyway, when I 16 00:01:07,560 --> 00:01:10,760 Speaker 1: like I'm not in the city of them, when I 17 00:01:10,760 --> 00:01:12,240 Speaker 1: like move from New York to l A, like I 18 00:01:12,280 --> 00:01:13,640 Speaker 1: have my New York friends and l A friends, and 19 00:01:13,640 --> 00:01:15,680 Speaker 1: like we just don't. I'm not good at catching up 20 00:01:15,680 --> 00:01:18,559 Speaker 1: on the phone every day. Um, and I'm super busy, 21 00:01:18,640 --> 00:01:21,520 Speaker 1: but yeah, I'm I miss I miss my friends, and 22 00:01:21,760 --> 00:01:24,800 Speaker 1: they're probably annoyed with me for not, you know, catching 23 00:01:24,840 --> 00:01:26,960 Speaker 1: up with them, but it just makes me realize I 24 00:01:26,959 --> 00:01:29,920 Speaker 1: can kind of as much as I'm like, oh my god, 25 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:31,759 Speaker 1: I'm gonna miss this place so much and all these 26 00:01:31,800 --> 00:01:35,440 Speaker 1: people I've met, Like, I know in my heart that 27 00:01:35,480 --> 00:01:38,200 Speaker 1: I will be okay because I'm just always happy wherever 28 00:01:38,280 --> 00:01:42,360 Speaker 1: I am. I don't really long for things. So we'll see. 29 00:01:42,480 --> 00:01:45,520 Speaker 1: What were you going to ask me? I just had 30 00:01:45,560 --> 00:01:47,680 Speaker 1: to ask you right off the bat. I always I 31 00:01:47,720 --> 00:01:51,160 Speaker 1: always check your Instagram stories before we go on, and 32 00:01:51,240 --> 00:01:53,480 Speaker 1: I just I need to know what's going on with 33 00:01:53,520 --> 00:01:56,560 Speaker 1: your legs. You posted a photo looks like you're at 34 00:01:56,560 --> 00:02:00,280 Speaker 1: the guy in Collegist, but you're not right. So for 35 00:02:00,360 --> 00:02:02,720 Speaker 1: the show, I want to be tan because I'm in 36 00:02:02,760 --> 00:02:07,320 Speaker 1: a tropical location and spray tans. I pretty much am 37 00:02:07,360 --> 00:02:11,480 Speaker 1: on camera every day for this whole six weeks. And 38 00:02:11,520 --> 00:02:14,560 Speaker 1: with a spray tan, you get one on a Tuesday, 39 00:02:14,919 --> 00:02:17,640 Speaker 1: it's it's you wash it off on a Wednesday morning 40 00:02:17,880 --> 00:02:20,760 Speaker 1: and it's like ready to go, imperfect. It lasts you 41 00:02:20,840 --> 00:02:25,880 Speaker 1: till about Friday. If you're careful about showering and like 42 00:02:25,960 --> 00:02:30,080 Speaker 1: only washing your pits and your ass and your puss um. 43 00:02:30,120 --> 00:02:34,240 Speaker 1: But then by Saturday it's starting to schluff, and then 44 00:02:34,560 --> 00:02:36,440 Speaker 1: people go, we'll get a new spray tan. Well, there 45 00:02:36,480 --> 00:02:38,160 Speaker 1: are parts of your skin that are darker and parts 46 00:02:38,160 --> 00:02:41,280 Speaker 1: that are not, so the spray tan will now go onto. 47 00:02:41,440 --> 00:02:45,160 Speaker 1: Now you'll look like a another kind of horse, like 48 00:02:45,240 --> 00:02:47,440 Speaker 1: from the last episode where I couldn't name a type 49 00:02:47,440 --> 00:02:50,200 Speaker 1: of horse. But you know that that spotted horse that's 50 00:02:50,240 --> 00:02:55,079 Speaker 1: like white with like brown spots, Palomino. Possibly you look 51 00:02:55,120 --> 00:02:59,560 Speaker 1: like that, not a what a Roan horse? I don't 52 00:02:59,600 --> 00:03:02,120 Speaker 1: I've never heard of a Roan horse. I just remember 53 00:03:02,160 --> 00:03:04,920 Speaker 1: taking a genetics class and there was a Roan horse 54 00:03:04,960 --> 00:03:08,600 Speaker 1: that was really important because it blended jeans and it 55 00:03:08,680 --> 00:03:12,519 Speaker 1: was like strawberry blond. No, not like a Roan horse, 56 00:03:12,800 --> 00:03:17,160 Speaker 1: although that's what my voice sounds like. Is a Roan horse? Um? 57 00:03:18,160 --> 00:03:21,360 Speaker 1: I uh yeah, So I don't know. I'm just like 58 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:23,840 Speaker 1: this this spray I just I can have no answers 59 00:03:23,840 --> 00:03:26,080 Speaker 1: about the spray tan. I literally asked airs Hilton. I go, 60 00:03:26,240 --> 00:03:28,440 Speaker 1: you're someone who's who if you're a girl that needs 61 00:03:28,480 --> 00:03:30,440 Speaker 1: me on camera Wednesday looking her best, and you also 62 00:03:30,520 --> 00:03:32,760 Speaker 1: need to keep be on camera Saturday looking your best? 63 00:03:33,280 --> 00:03:35,160 Speaker 1: What the what do you? And you can't get the 64 00:03:35,160 --> 00:03:38,080 Speaker 1: spray tan off because people go just wash it off, 65 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:40,560 Speaker 1: scrub it off. No no, no, no no, these things 66 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:42,560 Speaker 1: do not come off. They come off naturally when your 67 00:03:42,600 --> 00:03:46,200 Speaker 1: skin flakes off. So it's just like they fade a little. 68 00:03:46,240 --> 00:03:48,880 Speaker 1: But like, so what I've done is I let the 69 00:03:48,880 --> 00:03:51,160 Speaker 1: spray tan that I got initially just completely come off. 70 00:03:51,200 --> 00:03:55,520 Speaker 1: And now i'd use Sally Hansen um leg spray. You 71 00:03:55,560 --> 00:04:00,240 Speaker 1: can get it at any drug store, um, and I 72 00:04:00,280 --> 00:04:04,280 Speaker 1: just spray that and my makeup artist Robin just puts 73 00:04:04,320 --> 00:04:07,080 Speaker 1: it on for me. So every single day I have 74 00:04:07,200 --> 00:04:10,000 Speaker 1: to have her paint my legs and it's always just 75 00:04:10,040 --> 00:04:12,400 Speaker 1: like a and Andrew always takes a picture because it's 76 00:04:12,400 --> 00:04:13,840 Speaker 1: just he'll walk into the room and be like, this 77 00:04:13,880 --> 00:04:17,839 Speaker 1: is too funny. Like you you're laying down like like 78 00:04:17,880 --> 00:04:21,279 Speaker 1: you're in stirrups at the guy. Know and um, but 79 00:04:21,400 --> 00:04:25,040 Speaker 1: someone did write me and said, uh, it looks like 80 00:04:25,200 --> 00:04:30,120 Speaker 1: you are like you're this is I'm getting a couple 81 00:04:30,160 --> 00:04:31,920 Speaker 1: of people wrote me once said you I'm getting major 82 00:04:31,960 --> 00:04:34,440 Speaker 1: bi vibes from this, meaning like you might be gay 83 00:04:35,040 --> 00:04:38,080 Speaker 1: or a little bit gay. And then another one of 84 00:04:38,120 --> 00:04:41,600 Speaker 1: my like people that who I know said um oh 85 00:04:41,640 --> 00:04:43,720 Speaker 1: I go, I go living my best life or like 86 00:04:43,800 --> 00:04:46,200 Speaker 1: this is my the best my day's going grade and 87 00:04:46,279 --> 00:04:49,280 Speaker 1: says she was like getting your like lesbianism or something, 88 00:04:49,560 --> 00:04:51,640 Speaker 1: and so people are getting very gay vibes. I didn't 89 00:04:51,680 --> 00:04:53,359 Speaker 1: know that that was what I was putting out there 90 00:04:53,400 --> 00:04:54,880 Speaker 1: with these. I mean they are like kind of sexual 91 00:04:54,920 --> 00:04:57,919 Speaker 1: because my legs are displayed, but you know it's a 92 00:04:58,920 --> 00:05:01,520 Speaker 1: you know her side, true married woman that's doing it. 93 00:05:01,880 --> 00:05:05,160 Speaker 1: But I am getting a little bit, uh, feeling a 94 00:05:05,200 --> 00:05:08,960 Speaker 1: little by curious out here. I gotta be honest with you, no, 95 00:05:09,120 --> 00:05:12,120 Speaker 1: uh um. And that's not because of the leg thing. 96 00:05:12,560 --> 00:05:14,560 Speaker 1: But it was interesting to that people picked up on that. 97 00:05:14,600 --> 00:05:16,920 Speaker 1: Like I was just having a conversation the other night 98 00:05:16,920 --> 00:05:19,680 Speaker 1: with the ladies that were over for my party, and 99 00:05:19,680 --> 00:05:21,719 Speaker 1: we were talking about like some of them have just 100 00:05:21,760 --> 00:05:24,440 Speaker 1: hooked up with women for fun or just to try it, 101 00:05:25,200 --> 00:05:26,800 Speaker 1: and I was like, oh, I've never really done it, 102 00:05:26,920 --> 00:05:30,560 Speaker 1: and um, I don't know. I'm like and then I 103 00:05:30,600 --> 00:05:33,880 Speaker 1: was thinking about how much I don't want to get graphic, 104 00:05:33,960 --> 00:05:39,000 Speaker 1: but how much I I'm just I'm not opposed to it, 105 00:05:39,040 --> 00:05:41,599 Speaker 1: and I'm probably very open to it. I just want 106 00:05:41,600 --> 00:05:43,080 Speaker 1: to have, Like, I just want to see what it 107 00:05:43,120 --> 00:05:45,480 Speaker 1: would be like, because I do I don't believe that 108 00:05:45,520 --> 00:05:50,640 Speaker 1: I'm a lesbian, but I do believe that, uh, the 109 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:53,480 Speaker 1: you could just be attracted to energies as as woo 110 00:05:53,480 --> 00:05:56,719 Speaker 1: woo as that sounds like, I don't know. There's a 111 00:05:56,720 --> 00:05:59,200 Speaker 1: lot of times I tell my girlfriends and I want 112 00:05:59,240 --> 00:06:01,760 Speaker 1: every girl who's the thing right now to think about this, 113 00:06:03,400 --> 00:06:05,599 Speaker 1: you know, like guys you've dated where you have Like 114 00:06:06,000 --> 00:06:07,560 Speaker 1: for me, I have a group of girlfriends. It's like 115 00:06:07,640 --> 00:06:09,760 Speaker 1: it's not easy to get into that club. Like you've 116 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:12,240 Speaker 1: got to be a special cool person. Anyone who's listening 117 00:06:12,240 --> 00:06:14,520 Speaker 1: probably could get in because you're cool and you like 118 00:06:14,600 --> 00:06:19,359 Speaker 1: openness and you like honesty, and no, you're in that 119 00:06:19,440 --> 00:06:22,039 Speaker 1: cool group, like you've been to my like girl hangs 120 00:06:22,080 --> 00:06:24,320 Speaker 1: at the seller, the comedy seller where we might have 121 00:06:24,360 --> 00:06:27,479 Speaker 1: all my table like I couldn't. I'm like, um, I 122 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:29,719 Speaker 1: make my own I'm like Barbara Walters with the view, 123 00:06:29,760 --> 00:06:31,760 Speaker 1: like I make a table of girls, but we actually 124 00:06:31,760 --> 00:06:34,040 Speaker 1: get along and will hate each other behind the scenes, 125 00:06:34,839 --> 00:06:38,240 Speaker 1: and a lot of times where we spend those times 126 00:06:38,240 --> 00:06:41,400 Speaker 1: talking about these guys that are like we're trying to 127 00:06:41,440 --> 00:06:43,359 Speaker 1: decipher their texts, or like if they like us as 128 00:06:43,440 --> 00:06:45,320 Speaker 1: much as we like them, and all this stuff. And 129 00:06:45,520 --> 00:06:47,760 Speaker 1: there was one time that at epiphany that was like 130 00:06:48,839 --> 00:06:50,760 Speaker 1: if I think, like as I was dealing with some 131 00:06:50,800 --> 00:06:53,760 Speaker 1: guy who's like truly worthless, you know, And I was like, 132 00:06:53,920 --> 00:06:56,279 Speaker 1: if he were a woman, Like if I just sad 133 00:06:56,279 --> 00:06:58,719 Speaker 1: my fingers and made him a woman, he would not 134 00:06:58,800 --> 00:07:01,160 Speaker 1: be allowed at this table as a friend like he 135 00:07:01,200 --> 00:07:05,400 Speaker 1: would he would suck. He his like his sense of humor, 136 00:07:05,760 --> 00:07:09,960 Speaker 1: the way he conducts himself, his his listening skills, he 137 00:07:09,960 --> 00:07:12,880 Speaker 1: wouldn't be allowed here. The only thing of value to 138 00:07:13,000 --> 00:07:15,040 Speaker 1: me from him is that he has a penis and 139 00:07:15,080 --> 00:07:19,840 Speaker 1: that he has this masculine energy that I like crave 140 00:07:20,160 --> 00:07:24,520 Speaker 1: the approval, and that his desire, you know. But him 141 00:07:24,520 --> 00:07:28,200 Speaker 1: as a person, he sucks. And so now I'm trying 142 00:07:28,240 --> 00:07:30,440 Speaker 1: to think of like this this idea of this like 143 00:07:30,640 --> 00:07:33,320 Speaker 1: energy of someone who's just like I want. Whoever I 144 00:07:33,440 --> 00:07:35,200 Speaker 1: end up with, I could stap my fingers and if 145 00:07:35,200 --> 00:07:37,800 Speaker 1: they were a girl, I'd still want to fuck them. 146 00:07:37,920 --> 00:07:40,840 Speaker 1: That me. That being said, I think I could suck 147 00:07:40,880 --> 00:07:44,080 Speaker 1: a girl if she had the energy of one of 148 00:07:44,080 --> 00:07:47,440 Speaker 1: these guys that I that actually deserves my attention and 149 00:07:47,440 --> 00:07:49,800 Speaker 1: and affection. Does this make sense? I could see that. 150 00:07:50,480 --> 00:07:53,080 Speaker 1: I could see that. Don't you think that girls put up? 151 00:07:53,320 --> 00:07:56,080 Speaker 1: And I think guys do too. Guys, this can definitely 152 00:07:56,120 --> 00:07:58,000 Speaker 1: apply to guys. I know so many cool guys that 153 00:07:58,080 --> 00:08:00,559 Speaker 1: I'm a part of their friend group, like Candian guys, 154 00:08:00,840 --> 00:08:02,760 Speaker 1: and then their girlfriends come around and it's just like 155 00:08:03,840 --> 00:08:08,280 Speaker 1: dud city. It's like, this girl has no personality. She sucks. 156 00:08:08,320 --> 00:08:11,200 Speaker 1: She's bringing the table down, didn't don't. I don't say that, 157 00:08:11,240 --> 00:08:14,880 Speaker 1: but she doesn't. I know that people like to keep 158 00:08:14,920 --> 00:08:17,280 Speaker 1: their friends and their boyfriends separate, but it should be 159 00:08:17,320 --> 00:08:21,680 Speaker 1: able to commingle without it feeling like this heaviness of 160 00:08:21,720 --> 00:08:24,080 Speaker 1: like I can't believe he's here. But you're someone who 161 00:08:24,120 --> 00:08:27,520 Speaker 1: likes to keep like you don't want your fiance to 162 00:08:27,520 --> 00:08:31,760 Speaker 1: be your best friend. He's my best friend. It's like 163 00:08:31,800 --> 00:08:33,800 Speaker 1: if you don't put that in your vows, you're somehow 164 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:36,760 Speaker 1: like a bad woman, like you didn't find your best friend. 165 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:40,040 Speaker 1: And it's like no, First of all, those are what 166 00:08:40,080 --> 00:08:44,000 Speaker 1: my listeners are called. And secondly, I like, what will you? 167 00:08:44,160 --> 00:08:46,719 Speaker 1: Will you elaborate on that? Yeah, he's only allowed to 168 00:08:46,760 --> 00:08:49,079 Speaker 1: be a best friend if he's listening to this podcast. 169 00:08:49,880 --> 00:08:54,480 Speaker 1: But and I've told him straight up, we're not going 170 00:08:54,520 --> 00:08:56,719 Speaker 1: to be best friends. We have to keep some kind 171 00:08:56,720 --> 00:09:01,080 Speaker 1: of separation because I just think once you get too 172 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:04,880 Speaker 1: close and then your partner becomes everything, it's a lot 173 00:09:04,920 --> 00:09:08,040 Speaker 1: of expectations, there's gonna be a lot of resentments brewing. 174 00:09:08,840 --> 00:09:11,040 Speaker 1: You can't put that along one person. And I also 175 00:09:11,080 --> 00:09:13,960 Speaker 1: think it's good to be different people and then come 176 00:09:13,960 --> 00:09:16,640 Speaker 1: back to the relationship. And that's a that's an Esther 177 00:09:16,760 --> 00:09:20,480 Speaker 1: Parrel thing that we're both fans of. Yeses Esther perel 178 00:09:20,880 --> 00:09:24,840 Speaker 1: H the author of Mating in Captivity and amazing book. 179 00:09:24,880 --> 00:09:27,600 Speaker 1: By the way, the affair Book If You've been in 180 00:09:27,960 --> 00:09:31,160 Speaker 1: If You've cheated or been cheated on. This amazing book 181 00:09:31,200 --> 00:09:33,040 Speaker 1: that she wrote is their second book. But look into 182 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:38,080 Speaker 1: our Esther Perel st H e R Parrel p e 183 00:09:38,320 --> 00:09:40,480 Speaker 1: R e L And then I think, um. And she 184 00:09:40,520 --> 00:09:42,760 Speaker 1: also has a podcast called where do We Start, where 185 00:09:43,040 --> 00:09:44,880 Speaker 1: you get to listen in on couples and where do 186 00:09:44,960 --> 00:09:46,800 Speaker 1: we begin? There? Where do we Where do we begin? 187 00:09:47,080 --> 00:09:49,600 Speaker 1: Where do we start? Where do we start? That's how 188 00:09:49,760 --> 00:09:53,240 Speaker 1: our podcast. Yeah, that's truly every day I'm like, where 189 00:09:53,280 --> 00:09:56,880 Speaker 1: do we start? Um? I'm like ten minutes from the 190 00:09:56,920 --> 00:09:58,880 Speaker 1: time I told you, and then another ten minutes after that. 191 00:09:58,960 --> 00:10:02,840 Speaker 1: I'm someone who it's just this thing pushes and pushes. Um. 192 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:04,520 Speaker 1: I know we got to get to the part where 193 00:10:04,520 --> 00:10:06,080 Speaker 1: we bring in to Andrew. I just want to say 194 00:10:06,080 --> 00:10:12,640 Speaker 1: before he comes in, Andrew is my best friend, unquestionably. UM. 195 00:10:12,679 --> 00:10:16,439 Speaker 1: Any man who romantic in my life needs to understand 196 00:10:16,480 --> 00:10:22,600 Speaker 1: that needs Andrew. I told Andrew, like, I'm not going 197 00:10:22,640 --> 00:10:24,040 Speaker 1: to meet a guy and I'm gonna be so in 198 00:10:24,080 --> 00:10:25,400 Speaker 1: love and he's gonna be like, you can't be friends 199 00:10:25,400 --> 00:10:27,160 Speaker 1: with Andrew. I'm gonna choose that guy over Andrew. Like, 200 00:10:27,200 --> 00:10:30,319 Speaker 1: a requirement for me to be in a relationship with 201 00:10:30,360 --> 00:10:32,040 Speaker 1: you is you have to be fine with me having 202 00:10:32,120 --> 00:10:35,400 Speaker 1: a male friend who might be single and who I 203 00:10:35,480 --> 00:10:38,640 Speaker 1: might say I love you too, and hug and like 204 00:10:39,160 --> 00:10:41,400 Speaker 1: just like I do my girlfriends. And I just let 205 00:10:41,440 --> 00:10:44,079 Speaker 1: Andrew started like hugging me and touching me because I've 206 00:10:44,120 --> 00:10:47,280 Speaker 1: just always wanted to keep that boundary up and since 207 00:10:47,320 --> 00:10:50,880 Speaker 1: this podcast, and like like yesterday we got done I 208 00:10:50,880 --> 00:10:53,040 Speaker 1: think it was yesterday, Yeah, yesterday, we got done with 209 00:10:53,080 --> 00:10:57,360 Speaker 1: the podcast and we hugged. Oh yeah, after I said 210 00:10:57,400 --> 00:11:01,080 Speaker 1: my resentments and we had a long which we've never had. 211 00:11:01,280 --> 00:11:03,920 Speaker 1: I think maybe we hugged once after my special taping 212 00:11:04,720 --> 00:11:06,920 Speaker 1: and we both said I love you, and we've never 213 00:11:06,920 --> 00:11:09,000 Speaker 1: said like we know, we've said I love you before, 214 00:11:09,000 --> 00:11:12,120 Speaker 1: but like never like wholeheartedly. All I felt was like 215 00:11:12,280 --> 00:11:15,360 Speaker 1: real friend love. And you know, I've always been like 216 00:11:15,360 --> 00:11:16,600 Speaker 1: I don't want to let that him because I want 217 00:11:16,600 --> 00:11:18,000 Speaker 1: to have such a boundary there of like I don't 218 00:11:18,040 --> 00:11:20,640 Speaker 1: want him to hug me and then like feel something else, 219 00:11:20,800 --> 00:11:23,160 Speaker 1: you know, But that's so clear cut with us now. 220 00:11:23,160 --> 00:11:26,120 Speaker 1: It's just there's no question. Yes, we're way past that. 221 00:11:26,720 --> 00:11:30,680 Speaker 1: And and then we go to site yesterday and this boy, 222 00:11:31,200 --> 00:11:35,280 Speaker 1: God love him, acts of service all day long. Bravo 223 00:11:35,400 --> 00:11:37,960 Speaker 1: to Andrew Colin for listening to my needs that I 224 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:40,480 Speaker 1: want as a friend, not even as a partner. This 225 00:11:40,600 --> 00:11:42,679 Speaker 1: is a love language as a friend, and like he 226 00:11:42,760 --> 00:11:45,800 Speaker 1: does love me, and I love him, and I want 227 00:11:45,800 --> 00:11:47,400 Speaker 1: to I want, I need to find out what his 228 00:11:47,480 --> 00:11:50,040 Speaker 1: friends love languages. Because he was getting me coffees all 229 00:11:50,120 --> 00:11:54,040 Speaker 1: day long yesterday stock in lacroise in my cooler. I mean, 230 00:11:54,120 --> 00:11:59,280 Speaker 1: he was a great, great friend, slash co writer, slash 231 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:03,040 Speaker 1: assistant slash. I was trying to think of something a 232 00:12:03,120 --> 00:12:07,520 Speaker 1: joke on Slash and he was like slash from guns 233 00:12:07,520 --> 00:12:11,080 Speaker 1: into roses. Yes, okay, there we go. I remember Conan 234 00:12:11,160 --> 00:12:13,920 Speaker 1: used to say, like, go to Conan dot com slash 235 00:12:13,920 --> 00:12:15,640 Speaker 1: and they would have a picture of Slash his face. 236 00:12:15,760 --> 00:12:19,280 Speaker 1: So I kind of stole that from them. Okay, let's 237 00:12:19,320 --> 00:12:26,840 Speaker 1: bring in Andrew calling right up for this, Andrew, Welcome 238 00:12:26,960 --> 00:12:30,840 Speaker 1: to the show. How did you sleep, buddy? Feels like 239 00:12:30,840 --> 00:12:34,559 Speaker 1: a fever dream. I slept, Okay. I got a lot 240 00:12:34,600 --> 00:12:38,360 Speaker 1: of textas this morning at eight am? What do you 241 00:12:38,400 --> 00:12:42,160 Speaker 1: have your sound on? Sometimes I forget and it's the 242 00:12:42,200 --> 00:12:44,360 Speaker 1: worst mistake you can make in front you with something. 243 00:12:44,600 --> 00:12:48,680 Speaker 1: But it's other night when you went to bed early 244 00:12:48,760 --> 00:12:52,480 Speaker 1: after the party, I went upstairs and to check on you, 245 00:12:52,600 --> 00:12:55,640 Speaker 1: and you were sleeping bed and you're overhead light. All 246 00:12:55,640 --> 00:12:57,400 Speaker 1: the lights in your room were on full blast. And 247 00:12:57,400 --> 00:12:59,280 Speaker 1: then this is not an energy issue. This is me 248 00:12:59,280 --> 00:13:01,600 Speaker 1: wanting you to get the best sleep possible issue. All 249 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:04,840 Speaker 1: your lights were on. Then I just figured he's not 250 00:13:04,920 --> 00:13:06,200 Speaker 1: ready to go to bed. I guess, but he's just 251 00:13:06,280 --> 00:13:08,719 Speaker 1: laying in bed. Go back downstairs, come back up when 252 00:13:08,720 --> 00:13:11,559 Speaker 1: I'm ready to go to bed. At like three, and 253 00:13:12,920 --> 00:13:16,600 Speaker 1: your lights are still on, buddy, So what the hell 254 00:13:16,760 --> 00:13:19,640 Speaker 1: is why? And I was telling this to Robbin yesterday, 255 00:13:19,679 --> 00:13:22,720 Speaker 1: my makeup artist, because we're talking about people with anxiety 256 00:13:22,760 --> 00:13:24,400 Speaker 1: who don't want to treat it, where you see people 257 00:13:24,440 --> 00:13:26,760 Speaker 1: are suffering, and you're like, this would literally be a 258 00:13:26,760 --> 00:13:28,120 Speaker 1: trip to the doctor and you would get on a 259 00:13:28,160 --> 00:13:30,079 Speaker 1: pill that would not change anything else about your life 260 00:13:30,080 --> 00:13:33,679 Speaker 1: except that you wouldn't have panic attacks every day. And 261 00:13:33,679 --> 00:13:35,760 Speaker 1: we go, why can't people just do it? And I'm like, 262 00:13:35,960 --> 00:13:39,760 Speaker 1: because people are so to improve their lives even slightly, 263 00:13:40,040 --> 00:13:43,080 Speaker 1: they won't make this simplest and and going to the 264 00:13:43,120 --> 00:13:45,680 Speaker 1: doctor and getting appointment and then going to get your prescription. 265 00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:48,600 Speaker 1: That's not all that simple as having such better sleep 266 00:13:48,640 --> 00:13:51,640 Speaker 1: by hitting a switch or by turning your phone on 267 00:13:51,679 --> 00:13:54,920 Speaker 1: silent or like for you, I said, I said, Andrew 268 00:13:54,960 --> 00:13:56,560 Speaker 1: is a prime example of this. And this is not 269 00:13:56,600 --> 00:14:00,520 Speaker 1: an attack. I just want to understand you seriously. I go, 270 00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:05,800 Speaker 1: if Andrew was eating a cheeseburger, let's say a hamburger. 271 00:14:06,720 --> 00:14:08,600 Speaker 1: What do you like on your hamburger, by the way, 272 00:14:10,360 --> 00:14:18,240 Speaker 1: cheese and then anything else cheese, catch up, mayonnaise, mustard, lattice, tomato. Yes, okay, 273 00:14:18,280 --> 00:14:22,200 Speaker 1: so this is this is what do you like on 274 00:14:22,280 --> 00:14:24,840 Speaker 1: your burger, whether it be a beef for or a 275 00:14:24,920 --> 00:14:30,840 Speaker 1: veggy type situation. Condiments wise, I like barbecue sauce and 276 00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:35,520 Speaker 1: like slow roasted onions. Okay, so here we go. So 277 00:14:35,920 --> 00:14:39,600 Speaker 1: let's say you're in this room and I have a 278 00:14:39,640 --> 00:14:42,600 Speaker 1: tray of two hamburgers that are perfectly cooked the way 279 00:14:42,640 --> 00:14:45,760 Speaker 1: you like them, with the perfectly button that you like them. 280 00:14:45,840 --> 00:14:51,400 Speaker 1: But across the way, and I'm talking probably two hundred 281 00:14:51,560 --> 00:14:54,080 Speaker 1: let's say a hundred feet away, in another room, across 282 00:14:54,120 --> 00:14:58,240 Speaker 1: the parking lot, let's say a half of football field away. 283 00:14:58,400 --> 00:14:59,800 Speaker 1: You have to walk no, no, no, no, not even 284 00:14:59,840 --> 00:15:02,840 Speaker 1: have a quarter of a football field a way, but 285 00:15:02,880 --> 00:15:06,040 Speaker 1: you'd have to go outside. There is a condiment bar 286 00:15:06,280 --> 00:15:10,680 Speaker 1: with ever anything that would make your hamburger better. And 287 00:15:10,760 --> 00:15:13,360 Speaker 1: you're really, really, really hungry, like the most hungry you've 288 00:15:13,360 --> 00:15:16,920 Speaker 1: ever been. Andrew I, he can say whatever he wants 289 00:15:16,960 --> 00:15:19,880 Speaker 1: to say right now. He would never take those extra 290 00:15:20,040 --> 00:15:22,120 Speaker 1: two minutes it would take to go get the condiments 291 00:15:22,120 --> 00:15:24,200 Speaker 1: and make his hamburger better. He would rather just eat 292 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:29,800 Speaker 1: the hamburger less desirably because he's hungry. Now, Noah, what 293 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:32,080 Speaker 1: would you do if you were the harder you even ask, 294 00:15:32,560 --> 00:15:34,720 Speaker 1: I'm not because the answer to it, you would never 295 00:15:35,280 --> 00:15:37,440 Speaker 1: You don't go that, you don't go the simplest step 296 00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:40,000 Speaker 1: to make something way better, like the way you first video. 297 00:15:40,280 --> 00:15:42,960 Speaker 1: First of all, can I at least what is this? 298 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:50,040 Speaker 1: Just uh Korea Jesus Christ. But you're right, the right, 299 00:15:51,680 --> 00:15:56,120 Speaker 1: But I know you the light thing, I I agreed 300 00:15:56,160 --> 00:15:58,960 Speaker 1: that is a lot in my personality treat but the 301 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:01,320 Speaker 1: lay I I really sleep with the light off, but 302 00:16:01,400 --> 00:16:03,480 Speaker 1: sometimes I'll sleep at the bathroom light on, which could 303 00:16:03,480 --> 00:16:05,440 Speaker 1: be annoying and not the best way to sleep. And 304 00:16:05,480 --> 00:16:07,600 Speaker 1: I sleep with my phone and my computer in my bed. 305 00:16:09,560 --> 00:16:11,520 Speaker 1: I understand, no, no, no, it's just turning your phone 306 00:16:11,520 --> 00:16:13,240 Speaker 1: on silent like these little things that would take too 307 00:16:13,520 --> 00:16:17,240 Speaker 1: usually click or you know, the light switched, like to 308 00:16:17,280 --> 00:16:19,320 Speaker 1: get out of bed and hit it. You're gonna get 309 00:16:19,400 --> 00:16:21,640 Speaker 1: so much better sleep that you don't even I know 310 00:16:21,720 --> 00:16:24,240 Speaker 1: you don't think it you will. But having a light on, 311 00:16:25,320 --> 00:16:27,360 Speaker 1: I think it's more my phone and my computer in 312 00:16:27,360 --> 00:16:29,640 Speaker 1: my bed in a twin bed that I'm sleeping in 313 00:16:30,280 --> 00:16:34,440 Speaker 1: night in a room and saying the computer and phone 314 00:16:34,440 --> 00:16:36,400 Speaker 1: is I'm saying is like you forgot to turn off? 315 00:16:36,400 --> 00:16:38,360 Speaker 1: We all forget to lights. If I'm laying in bed 316 00:16:38,360 --> 00:16:40,760 Speaker 1: and I'm so tired and my eyes are about to drop, 317 00:16:41,040 --> 00:16:42,840 Speaker 1: and I realized the light across the room is on, 318 00:16:42,920 --> 00:16:44,840 Speaker 1: and it's going to probably make the sleep that I'm 319 00:16:44,880 --> 00:16:47,400 Speaker 1: about to get less desirable because there's a light on, 320 00:16:48,200 --> 00:16:51,040 Speaker 1: and we are affected by light as human beings because 321 00:16:51,040 --> 00:16:55,520 Speaker 1: it replicates the you know, is the sun. Essentially, I 322 00:16:55,560 --> 00:16:57,400 Speaker 1: would get out of bed, no matter how tired it was, 323 00:16:57,440 --> 00:16:58,760 Speaker 1: to turn off that light so that the sleep I'm 324 00:16:58,800 --> 00:17:02,360 Speaker 1: about to get is better. You would not how many 325 00:17:02,400 --> 00:17:05,719 Speaker 1: times has your computer not been charge? That's what are 326 00:17:05,760 --> 00:17:08,320 Speaker 1: you talking about. That's different if I feel different, you 327 00:17:08,400 --> 00:17:11,040 Speaker 1: forget to do something that's important. No, it's not that 328 00:17:11,080 --> 00:17:13,600 Speaker 1: you forget. It's so you're in bed and you're dozing 329 00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:16,520 Speaker 1: off and you realize is so tired. I didn't even 330 00:17:16,520 --> 00:17:19,399 Speaker 1: realize the light. I didn't even see the light. But 331 00:17:19,440 --> 00:17:21,359 Speaker 1: I get what you're saying. Yes, you don't take the 332 00:17:21,359 --> 00:17:24,160 Speaker 1: extras up when you shoot a video that when I go, 333 00:17:24,359 --> 00:17:26,760 Speaker 1: you could edit that so that it looks so much 334 00:17:26,840 --> 00:17:30,600 Speaker 1: more appealing to the eye, like that. You think that 335 00:17:30,680 --> 00:17:32,520 Speaker 1: sometimes that like people are like, why would you get 336 00:17:32,560 --> 00:17:34,520 Speaker 1: a ring light? I'm not like trying to be a model. 337 00:17:34,600 --> 00:17:37,280 Speaker 1: It's like, because you are teaching a class on your 338 00:17:37,280 --> 00:17:40,240 Speaker 1: computer and your students, it will be more visually pleasing 339 00:17:40,240 --> 00:17:42,320 Speaker 1: to their eye if it's properly lighted there. It's not 340 00:17:42,400 --> 00:17:45,199 Speaker 1: that it's gonna make you hotter. Stop being cool like 341 00:17:45,280 --> 00:17:47,760 Speaker 1: you are too cool for don't care. You're not too 342 00:17:47,840 --> 00:17:51,239 Speaker 1: cool for a ring light. Make your better so so 343 00:17:51,320 --> 00:17:53,560 Speaker 1: that your students would look at you, not hotter you 344 00:17:53,680 --> 00:17:56,960 Speaker 1: just a brighter image is more attractive to the eye. 345 00:17:57,040 --> 00:17:59,480 Speaker 1: Can I ask you a question? When you ate pizza 346 00:17:59,560 --> 00:18:02,680 Speaker 1: roles and agle bites as a kid, did you microwave 347 00:18:02,960 --> 00:18:07,639 Speaker 1: or oven? Here's the difference? I don't. The difference to 348 00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:11,320 Speaker 1: me is nil. Who whoa it really is? I don't 349 00:18:11,320 --> 00:18:15,320 Speaker 1: have the difference. I never cared about the difference. Here's 350 00:18:15,320 --> 00:18:16,960 Speaker 1: the thing. But by the way, I'm a microwave guy. 351 00:18:19,040 --> 00:18:22,400 Speaker 1: Microwave is a three minute heat up for something, whereas 352 00:18:22,440 --> 00:18:25,080 Speaker 1: in the oven that would take thirty minutes. So that 353 00:18:25,200 --> 00:18:27,840 Speaker 1: is a lot different than crossing the room to switch 354 00:18:27,880 --> 00:18:30,600 Speaker 1: off a light or walking a quarter of a football 355 00:18:30,720 --> 00:18:36,200 Speaker 1: field to get some Catchup's talking about is taking care 356 00:18:36,280 --> 00:18:38,680 Speaker 1: of your future self? Like doing something right. He doesn't 357 00:18:38,720 --> 00:18:41,560 Speaker 1: take care of you in the future. Yes, he he 358 00:18:41,640 --> 00:18:43,679 Speaker 1: thinks of the present and he never thinks about what 359 00:18:43,920 --> 00:18:46,399 Speaker 1: like the grocery store trip. He goes to the grocery 360 00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:49,399 Speaker 1: store and he's full. He will get nothing because he's 361 00:18:49,520 --> 00:18:52,399 Speaker 1: only thinking about that moment. I don't need food. There's 362 00:18:52,440 --> 00:18:56,280 Speaker 1: no planning for you. I think it's because Andrew doesn't 363 00:18:56,320 --> 00:19:00,560 Speaker 1: really smoke weed, like I remember when I start looking weed. 364 00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:04,520 Speaker 1: I like, before i'd get high, I would be like, Okay, 365 00:19:04,880 --> 00:19:06,720 Speaker 1: when I'm going to be stone, I'm really gonna want 366 00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:09,560 Speaker 1: to eat ice cream and potato chips. So when I 367 00:19:09,560 --> 00:19:11,000 Speaker 1: go to the store now, so I have to deal 368 00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:14,639 Speaker 1: with it while I'm high. Kind of this This doesn't 369 00:19:14,680 --> 00:19:23,720 Speaker 1: check out either. No, I hear what you're saying. No, 370 00:19:23,880 --> 00:19:27,440 Speaker 1: but that being high and anticipating that you're gonna be 371 00:19:27,480 --> 00:19:29,560 Speaker 1: hungrier than usual is also the same as knowing you're 372 00:19:29,600 --> 00:19:31,359 Speaker 1: going to set and there's not going to be food 373 00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:33,680 Speaker 1: served and all the snacks are something you don't like, 374 00:19:34,119 --> 00:19:36,760 Speaker 1: and still going, I don't need to prepare for this. 375 00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:39,200 Speaker 1: I'll just wing it because I'm not hungry now, so 376 00:19:39,240 --> 00:19:41,080 Speaker 1: why would I be hungry in the future. It's almost 377 00:19:41,119 --> 00:19:43,560 Speaker 1: like you don't have empathy. For your future self. Sure, 378 00:19:43,680 --> 00:19:46,600 Speaker 1: and look I'm I'm I'm a simple guy. I'll eat 379 00:19:46,600 --> 00:19:49,040 Speaker 1: a cold pizza and I won't heat it up. But 380 00:19:49,119 --> 00:19:51,520 Speaker 1: I like cold pizza. I understand liking cold pizza. But 381 00:19:51,920 --> 00:19:55,000 Speaker 1: if something that took less than thirty seconds would improve 382 00:19:55,040 --> 00:19:59,159 Speaker 1: it by truly, like putting condiments on a burger, that 383 00:19:59,200 --> 00:20:01,679 Speaker 1: would take too many Yes, I'm trying to that, I 384 00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:04,720 Speaker 1: really am. I have. I have made leaps and bounds 385 00:20:04,760 --> 00:20:07,840 Speaker 1: from where I was. I would have an example. When 386 00:20:07,840 --> 00:20:10,280 Speaker 1: I was in college, my friends put antrovies under my 387 00:20:10,320 --> 00:20:14,359 Speaker 1: bed and it was design an ante bed for anything 388 00:20:14,359 --> 00:20:17,840 Speaker 1: with it. I just figured to improve your life instead 389 00:20:17,880 --> 00:20:22,480 Speaker 1: of the sheets, I'd flipped the bed. Or can share 390 00:20:22,560 --> 00:20:27,000 Speaker 1: something that I find, and this is something new to me. 391 00:20:27,240 --> 00:20:30,080 Speaker 1: I will not settle to eat things that are not 392 00:20:30,720 --> 00:20:34,960 Speaker 1: exactly what my body wants and craves in a dire circumstance. Yes, 393 00:20:35,000 --> 00:20:36,360 Speaker 1: when I'm not gonna have food for hours and it's 394 00:20:36,359 --> 00:20:38,760 Speaker 1: all that's available, yes I will eat whatever's on hand. 395 00:20:39,080 --> 00:20:41,520 Speaker 1: But if I can wait an hour to get something 396 00:20:41,560 --> 00:20:45,080 Speaker 1: that actually tastes delicious and that the nutrients it has 397 00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:46,679 Speaker 1: like the thing, I'm actually my body. I listen to 398 00:20:46,680 --> 00:20:48,960 Speaker 1: my body and I go, what are you wanting to eat? 399 00:20:48,960 --> 00:20:51,520 Speaker 1: You need protein, you need greens, and I know that 400 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:54,000 Speaker 1: that's an hour away. I will rather wait than eat 401 00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:57,320 Speaker 1: something that is disappointing, And I think people so often 402 00:20:57,359 --> 00:20:59,919 Speaker 1: just eat whatever's in front of them when really asking 403 00:21:00,040 --> 00:21:02,000 Speaker 1: for an extra dressing. On the side. The other night, 404 00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:04,240 Speaker 1: I got a sty I was starving. All my everyone 405 00:21:04,400 --> 00:21:05,960 Speaker 1: ate the dinner that I paid for that no one 406 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:08,320 Speaker 1: and everyone build out on Remember that one call back. 407 00:21:09,080 --> 00:21:11,000 Speaker 1: I got a salad and it was dry. They only 408 00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:12,919 Speaker 1: gave me one dressing and I wanted another, and it 409 00:21:12,960 --> 00:21:14,880 Speaker 1: was taking forever to get other dressing. And I could 410 00:21:14,920 --> 00:21:17,720 Speaker 1: have eaten the salad. It was half dressed, but it 411 00:21:17,760 --> 00:21:22,040 Speaker 1: would improve by about fifty with an extra dressing. So 412 00:21:22,119 --> 00:21:25,160 Speaker 1: I waited and waited and waited, and it was worth 413 00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:27,359 Speaker 1: it. It It was delicious, as opposed to me eating this 414 00:21:27,440 --> 00:21:31,240 Speaker 1: dry salad being fucking angry that it's dry. Look, I'm 415 00:21:31,280 --> 00:21:33,560 Speaker 1: with you. I wish I had that tree. When I 416 00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:37,040 Speaker 1: was like twelve, I was in Costa Rica. I ordered 417 00:21:37,040 --> 00:21:42,520 Speaker 1: a chicken burrito. It was frozen, the chicken was not cooked, 418 00:21:41,880 --> 00:21:46,040 Speaker 1: and I ate it because I one. I was hungry too. 419 00:21:46,119 --> 00:21:48,040 Speaker 1: I didn't want to be a nuisance to the family 420 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:50,359 Speaker 1: that took me to Costa Rica. I just ate and 421 00:21:50,600 --> 00:21:52,520 Speaker 1: like it already had it had the beak on it. 422 00:21:52,600 --> 00:21:57,280 Speaker 1: Like I I just want everyone, including you, to take 423 00:21:57,320 --> 00:22:00,000 Speaker 1: care of yourself. It is not you're not a nuisance. 424 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,520 Speaker 1: If you ask fructure dressing, you're not a nuisance. If 425 00:22:02,640 --> 00:22:06,280 Speaker 1: you pass on something that someone cooked and they get offended, 426 00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:09,040 Speaker 1: that's their fault for getting offended. It's not you don't 427 00:22:09,080 --> 00:22:10,679 Speaker 1: want to eat that. You don't have to eat everything 428 00:22:10,680 --> 00:22:12,359 Speaker 1: that's put in front of you. Just to be nice 429 00:22:12,760 --> 00:22:16,040 Speaker 1: or treat yourself well, listened to your needs and and 430 00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:19,600 Speaker 1: honor them. We gotta get to the news. Let's get there. 431 00:22:19,720 --> 00:22:29,760 Speaker 1: I'm excited some good stories today. Let's get to it 432 00:22:31,880 --> 00:22:36,480 Speaker 1: by stories. Oh really, I hope you're having fun out there. 433 00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:41,639 Speaker 1: The swells are kicking in Jesus Christ. Best friends do 434 00:22:41,760 --> 00:22:45,119 Speaker 1: appreciate this, by the way, having fun and swells. I'm 435 00:22:45,119 --> 00:22:48,600 Speaker 1: getting a lot of swells and having fun messages. Yeah, 436 00:22:48,920 --> 00:22:51,080 Speaker 1: every If you're just joining the show, which by the way, 437 00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:52,840 Speaker 1: you don't have to go back and listen to old episodes. 438 00:22:52,840 --> 00:22:54,479 Speaker 1: You can jump in whatever you want and get your 439 00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:56,399 Speaker 1: friends involved too with the show. Just tell them they 440 00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:59,040 Speaker 1: can join whenever they want. They don't have to, Like 441 00:22:59,400 --> 00:23:01,359 Speaker 1: you don't need to be caught up. We'll catch you 442 00:23:01,440 --> 00:23:04,160 Speaker 1: up on all the inside jokes every so often, but 443 00:23:04,600 --> 00:23:06,359 Speaker 1: we we like to say swells here. I don't even 444 00:23:06,400 --> 00:23:08,080 Speaker 1: know how it happens, so it doesn't matter for you too. 445 00:23:08,600 --> 00:23:11,160 Speaker 1: And we also every time Andrew gives the news, which 446 00:23:11,160 --> 00:23:13,280 Speaker 1: is our daily segment of you heard it here first, 447 00:23:13,280 --> 00:23:14,800 Speaker 1: because that's the thing Andrew says all the time, even 448 00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:18,080 Speaker 1: though it's literally like the eighteenth time you've probably heard it. Um, 449 00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:20,679 Speaker 1: Andrew will wish that you're having fun out there to 450 00:23:20,800 --> 00:23:23,280 Speaker 1: win over your trust so that his headlines go smoother 451 00:23:23,400 --> 00:23:26,800 Speaker 1: than they probably will. Let's get into real quick. I 452 00:23:26,880 --> 00:23:30,040 Speaker 1: got a message someone said, oh, I finally found out 453 00:23:30,040 --> 00:23:33,160 Speaker 1: about that shipping container thing, even though I saw the headlines, 454 00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:34,920 Speaker 1: but thanks for this story. I didn't know it had 455 00:23:34,960 --> 00:23:40,320 Speaker 1: dildos on it, that's not wasn't the one. And you 456 00:23:40,440 --> 00:23:45,080 Speaker 1: pronounced it Suez like swisz Swiss beats, and we thought 457 00:23:45,080 --> 00:23:48,000 Speaker 1: it was like in Han Doris. We're so stupid. We 458 00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:53,160 Speaker 1: thought Holland. We thought Amsterdam was in Holland, Denmark, Denmark, 459 00:23:53,359 --> 00:23:56,360 Speaker 1: and you thought no, no, no, I thought I did 460 00:23:56,400 --> 00:23:59,840 Speaker 1: get Danish right from Denmark. Danish people, oh god, were 461 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:03,760 Speaker 1: and don't don't get it. Get your ship together, that's 462 00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:07,200 Speaker 1: what we want to say. Okay, the Netherlands. Get it together? 463 00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:11,560 Speaker 1: Are you and you've been to the Netherlands many times? No? No, 464 00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:17,440 Speaker 1: just one? All right, here we go story time. I'm 465 00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:22,920 Speaker 1: excited about you is that you bring up that story. 466 00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:26,320 Speaker 1: I literally every time we meet someone like, tell your story. Okay, 467 00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:28,000 Speaker 1: go on, let's get to news. He'll tell it at 468 00:24:28,040 --> 00:24:32,800 Speaker 1: some point. You guys, a phony bow talk doctor, drank 469 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:43,280 Speaker 1: four loco, champagne, daring consultations. So so these fucking this guy, 470 00:24:43,440 --> 00:24:47,159 Speaker 1: Nelson Tarinn, who was practicing or attempting to practice medicine 471 00:24:47,200 --> 00:24:50,560 Speaker 1: without a medical license. The director to Sheriff's office. One 472 00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:53,120 Speaker 1: of the most bizarre cases. They set them up. They 473 00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:56,360 Speaker 1: went in there. The guy's drinking four loco and he's 474 00:24:56,400 --> 00:25:01,159 Speaker 1: giving bow talk that expired last year. So this guy, 475 00:25:01,280 --> 00:25:06,440 Speaker 1: I mean, this is not yeah, that's well, this guy's 476 00:25:06,560 --> 00:25:08,240 Speaker 1: this is like the guy that was going to court 477 00:25:08,320 --> 00:25:10,320 Speaker 1: when he was doing you know, he made a court 478 00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:15,400 Speaker 1: appearance on Zoom and he was like these arrogant doctors. Well, 479 00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:18,840 Speaker 1: the guy was in here's the thing. How how hard 480 00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:22,199 Speaker 1: is it you get botox? Yeah? You've got it in 481 00:25:22,280 --> 00:25:27,840 Speaker 1: some weird places that Orthodonis last time, no joke. I 482 00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:33,960 Speaker 1: was at my Orthodonis getting my invisilan probably not. It 483 00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:36,000 Speaker 1: was a Sunday and they were they were coming into 484 00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:38,199 Speaker 1: work just to get me my trays fitted and then 485 00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:41,000 Speaker 1: both these beautiful girls are over my head talking about, like, 486 00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:42,639 Speaker 1: you know, working on my teeth, and they go, when 487 00:25:42,680 --> 00:25:44,000 Speaker 1: do you want to get our botox? And I was like, 488 00:25:44,040 --> 00:25:45,560 Speaker 1: where do you guys go? I need St. Louis place 489 00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:46,679 Speaker 1: and they're like, we do it right here. And I 490 00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:49,760 Speaker 1: was like, I'm leaving for the Caymans. I haven't had 491 00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:54,320 Speaker 1: it in years, can you please? And they just, I mean, 492 00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:58,040 Speaker 1: how hard is It's? Very easy? It's like a vaccine. 493 00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:02,920 Speaker 1: It's not. I mean they definitely like they they're meticulous 494 00:26:02,920 --> 00:26:04,800 Speaker 1: about it. They make you scrunch up your face, and 495 00:26:04,800 --> 00:26:07,159 Speaker 1: they were arguing that. It was interesting to hear these 496 00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:09,160 Speaker 1: girls talk about each of their methods that they would 497 00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:10,679 Speaker 1: have used on my face, and then they like settled 498 00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:12,520 Speaker 1: on one because you usually just get one doctor and 499 00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:14,680 Speaker 1: they just do whatever they want to do, so it's 500 00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:18,000 Speaker 1: not always get two doctors. I think you weren't worried 501 00:26:18,040 --> 00:26:22,440 Speaker 1: that these people aren't even dentists. They do it themselves. 502 00:26:22,520 --> 00:26:24,719 Speaker 1: And they were so gorgeous, and their botox was so 503 00:26:24,760 --> 00:26:26,920 Speaker 1: subtle and perfect that I trusted them because they eached 504 00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:28,240 Speaker 1: to it to each other. So I go, yeah, I'll 505 00:26:28,280 --> 00:26:31,080 Speaker 1: trust these are saying that you would trust a hot 506 00:26:31,119 --> 00:26:35,960 Speaker 1: plastic surgeon of an ugly one. I mean, I've said 507 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:37,800 Speaker 1: that in my special um I when I went to 508 00:26:37,840 --> 00:26:40,480 Speaker 1: go get um filler for the first time, the woman 509 00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:43,160 Speaker 1: came in and she looked like a shiny like cat, 510 00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:46,560 Speaker 1: or she looked like a shiny grinch or a newborn grinch, 511 00:26:47,280 --> 00:26:49,760 Speaker 1: and You're like, I need that. And I really tried 512 00:26:49,760 --> 00:26:51,240 Speaker 1: to back out of it. I was getting my lips 513 00:26:51,240 --> 00:26:53,000 Speaker 1: done and I said, I don't want to do this, 514 00:26:53,119 --> 00:26:55,840 Speaker 1: I'm too nervous, and then I just I felt uh 515 00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:58,879 Speaker 1: pressured to get it because it was it was clearly. 516 00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:00,800 Speaker 1: It's like when you are d m NG with a 517 00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:04,440 Speaker 1: guy who's account as private and you're like getting along 518 00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:07,520 Speaker 1: and then you go send a picture, and then then 519 00:27:07,720 --> 00:27:09,440 Speaker 1: they send a picture and you don't want to talk 520 00:27:09,440 --> 00:27:11,240 Speaker 1: to them anymore, and they know now they know it's 521 00:27:11,240 --> 00:27:13,200 Speaker 1: because they how they look, and so I went through 522 00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:14,920 Speaker 1: with the botox and I and I thought that guy 523 00:27:15,200 --> 00:27:19,439 Speaker 1: from M I d m Okay Rowling is great but 524 00:27:19,560 --> 00:27:27,320 Speaker 1: has some controversial quidditch I think. I think depends on 525 00:27:27,359 --> 00:27:31,080 Speaker 1: the surgery, like like getting a discount. Like my buddy 526 00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:33,680 Speaker 1: went to get his eyes done and the doctor gave 527 00:27:33,760 --> 00:27:37,639 Speaker 1: him like half off, And it's a wild surgery to 528 00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:41,280 Speaker 1: get a discount on Lasik. But botox, you could drink 529 00:27:41,280 --> 00:27:44,600 Speaker 1: four loco and shoot a couple of Listen, when comedians 530 00:27:44,600 --> 00:27:47,080 Speaker 1: aren't on stage and they drank, people are like, yeah, 531 00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:50,080 Speaker 1: it's like that guy's doing a job. I think it's 532 00:27:50,160 --> 00:27:52,520 Speaker 1: very unprofessional to get wasted on stage. I know that 533 00:27:52,600 --> 00:27:55,320 Speaker 1: some people it's like their thing. But I when I've 534 00:27:55,520 --> 00:27:58,200 Speaker 1: when I've been like high on stage before, I felt 535 00:27:58,240 --> 00:28:00,480 Speaker 1: guilty about it, like I was kind of a localing 536 00:28:00,560 --> 00:28:03,040 Speaker 1: my crowd. Well here's the thing, stand up. I would 537 00:28:03,040 --> 00:28:05,880 Speaker 1: say it's harder than shooting bo talks in your head. No, 538 00:28:06,080 --> 00:28:09,000 Speaker 1: totally different things. I mean no, because to get your 539 00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:10,840 Speaker 1: license to even do bot talks, you have to go 540 00:28:10,840 --> 00:28:12,639 Speaker 1: to a lot of this guy you just buy a 541 00:28:12,680 --> 00:28:15,639 Speaker 1: six pack and four like yeah, I mean I'm surprised 542 00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:17,560 Speaker 1: people are even still drinking for local. I thought that 543 00:28:17,640 --> 00:28:21,119 Speaker 1: was banned, let alone, you know, expired bow talks like 544 00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:25,159 Speaker 1: this guy shooting and then drinking four local. I just 545 00:28:25,160 --> 00:28:26,720 Speaker 1: want to say I got a lot of good feedback 546 00:28:26,760 --> 00:28:30,680 Speaker 1: on all of them, talk about plastic surgery and filler 547 00:28:30,920 --> 00:28:34,080 Speaker 1: and uh and I just thank you all for writing 548 00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:36,320 Speaker 1: in and sharing your stories about that too, and and 549 00:28:36,400 --> 00:28:38,440 Speaker 1: keep them coming all right, next story, I hope you're 550 00:28:38,440 --> 00:28:41,760 Speaker 1: still having a really fun time. Someone is thrown. I 551 00:28:41,880 --> 00:28:44,960 Speaker 1: was throwing ten feet off a roller coaster and suffered 552 00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:49,120 Speaker 1: serious injuries after landing on the track at the Tennessee 553 00:28:49,160 --> 00:28:51,160 Speaker 1: Theme Park. I don't know why I'm laughing. I don't 554 00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:54,760 Speaker 1: know either. I mean, it's this is wild. Okay. Did 555 00:28:54,760 --> 00:28:57,200 Speaker 1: you see the roller coaster? No? No, no, please? This 556 00:28:57,360 --> 00:29:03,880 Speaker 1: thing is made out of like a cabbage it like 557 00:29:03,880 --> 00:29:05,600 Speaker 1: like I don't I think they just let a tree 558 00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:07,400 Speaker 1: fall and they added a track on top of it. 559 00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:11,840 Speaker 1: My favorite coasters are just like old wooden beasts. Yeah, 560 00:29:11,880 --> 00:29:13,520 Speaker 1: but I don't trust them. They don't even I don't 561 00:29:13,520 --> 00:29:15,560 Speaker 1: even know if this thing had well, they've been they've 562 00:29:15,600 --> 00:29:18,880 Speaker 1: been around for a while. So in Gatlinburg, Tennessee, it's 563 00:29:18,880 --> 00:29:23,040 Speaker 1: called the mountain coaster. Uh, severely injured after flying out 564 00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:28,640 Speaker 1: of a cart and landing on what landing on tracks? Okay, 565 00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:31,560 Speaker 1: so let me look at this fucking roller coaster because 566 00:29:31,600 --> 00:29:34,240 Speaker 1: I love coasters, and I picked this story when I 567 00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:38,440 Speaker 1: saw the headline because I honestly I this is a 568 00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:40,880 Speaker 1: recurring dream for me. A recording nightmare is that I 569 00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:44,640 Speaker 1: fall out of roller coasters, Like I'm not strapped in 570 00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:46,720 Speaker 1: tight enough and I slip out and I'm hanging on 571 00:29:46,760 --> 00:29:49,400 Speaker 1: for dear life. It happens every time. I mean, it's 572 00:29:49,440 --> 00:29:51,720 Speaker 1: just like a common stress tream. I'm guessing it's a 573 00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:54,520 Speaker 1: common streuss stream because it recurs for me, like the 574 00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:57,000 Speaker 1: kind of like you know, when it's your final exam 575 00:29:57,080 --> 00:30:00,600 Speaker 1: and you are late for the class. Are you on 576 00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:03,560 Speaker 1: this coaster by yourself? No? Syntymes im with people and 577 00:30:04,040 --> 00:30:07,240 Speaker 1: helping you up when you when you're hanging No, And 578 00:30:07,560 --> 00:30:09,360 Speaker 1: you know, another dream I have a lot is in 579 00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:11,840 Speaker 1: the same vein as like I'm going really fast in 580 00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:14,480 Speaker 1: a car or alone on skis or something, and I 581 00:30:14,520 --> 00:30:16,600 Speaker 1: go over a jump and all of a sudden, I'm 582 00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:19,600 Speaker 1: like flung in the air so high that I'm definitely 583 00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:21,840 Speaker 1: going to die from Like it just went too high, 584 00:30:21,960 --> 00:30:24,000 Speaker 1: like I went to jump too high and I'm going 585 00:30:24,040 --> 00:30:27,040 Speaker 1: to die and then I never do. I have similar 586 00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:30,440 Speaker 1: stuff like that, But you like roller coasters like this 587 00:30:30,480 --> 00:30:33,680 Speaker 1: story remind me of like the shitty roller coasters are 588 00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:36,440 Speaker 1: like at the park at carnivals, like the zippers yea. 589 00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:39,760 Speaker 1: And this one is like legit, you guys. This is 590 00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:43,840 Speaker 1: in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. Um, you travel of speeds up to 591 00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:47,960 Speaker 1: thirty five, which is not slow by any means. But 592 00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:51,200 Speaker 1: that's nuts that someone got flung from this. I mean 593 00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:53,840 Speaker 1: that is my worst fear, but that this isn't irrational fear. 594 00:30:53,920 --> 00:30:56,520 Speaker 1: Things are going to happen like this. But um, yeah, 595 00:30:56,520 --> 00:30:58,640 Speaker 1: I used to be terrified of roller coasters. I didn't 596 00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:01,760 Speaker 1: go in one until I was probably fourteen or fifteen, 597 00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:03,480 Speaker 1: and all of my friends did, and it was just 598 00:31:03,520 --> 00:31:04,960 Speaker 1: I was such a baby. I always make up the 599 00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:06,800 Speaker 1: excuses not to go to six Flags. I would miss 600 00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:09,840 Speaker 1: out on like you know, flirting with boys and going 601 00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:12,520 Speaker 1: on these trips, and it was all because I was 602 00:31:12,560 --> 00:31:14,560 Speaker 1: just terrified of these coasters. And then I went on one, 603 00:31:15,200 --> 00:31:19,320 Speaker 1: and I talked about this before, but I think, yeah, 604 00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:23,160 Speaker 1: I came on a roller coaster called the X factor 605 00:31:23,560 --> 00:31:29,560 Speaker 1: in Um, and yes I was, and how he got 606 00:31:30,360 --> 00:31:33,760 Speaker 1: one direction together? Um, no, it was. It's the best 607 00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:36,320 Speaker 1: roller coaster ever. It was so freaking hot, not hot, 608 00:31:36,360 --> 00:31:38,520 Speaker 1: but like it was hot, Like it was like it 609 00:31:38,560 --> 00:31:42,360 Speaker 1: made me feel so out of control in the similar 610 00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:44,160 Speaker 1: way of an orgasm. And after I got done, I 611 00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:46,400 Speaker 1: was just I was like, I think I couldn't even 612 00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:48,320 Speaker 1: verbalize it because I was so shocked. And then I 613 00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:50,840 Speaker 1: found out that that's a common thing that girls not 614 00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:53,440 Speaker 1: super common, but girls do come from like G four 615 00:31:53,520 --> 00:31:59,840 Speaker 1: stuff got to it first. Do you think how long 616 00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:03,120 Speaker 1: after the Mark Wahlberg scene from Fear or nothing to 617 00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:04,680 Speaker 1: do with that, but I do love getting fingered on 618 00:32:04,720 --> 00:32:06,760 Speaker 1: a roller coaster. It was the monologue to open my 619 00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:10,240 Speaker 1: show Not Safe with Thinky Glazer, was that I became 620 00:32:10,400 --> 00:32:14,080 Speaker 1: sexually awakened when I saw Fear and I saw her 621 00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:16,280 Speaker 1: get fingered on the roller coaster. It that was the 622 00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:19,080 Speaker 1: first time I felt like I should be alone right 623 00:32:19,080 --> 00:32:22,920 Speaker 1: now with this movie and not with my girlfriends, because 624 00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:25,240 Speaker 1: I am my body is making it. I feel like 625 00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:28,960 Speaker 1: I'm on a roller coaster. What is happening? The Wild 626 00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:31,880 Speaker 1: Horses is playing, She's on this roller coaster, She's getting 627 00:32:31,920 --> 00:32:34,040 Speaker 1: fingered and his hands moved. I mean, it's just it 628 00:32:34,200 --> 00:32:36,120 Speaker 1: still holds up as such a hot scene. And then 629 00:32:36,160 --> 00:32:38,720 Speaker 1: that he throws the dog's head through the doggie door 630 00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:42,560 Speaker 1: later on after he decapitated it. Yeah, I mean he 631 00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:45,080 Speaker 1: was a psycho, but girls were really turned on by that. 632 00:32:45,160 --> 00:32:47,040 Speaker 1: He It wasn't a psycho yet by the time that 633 00:32:47,080 --> 00:32:50,360 Speaker 1: he was fingering on a roller coaster, so I do, Wow, 634 00:32:50,400 --> 00:32:53,280 Speaker 1: you're really coming to defense for this guy. Yeah, I 635 00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:55,320 Speaker 1: think he was. He wasn't a good guy when he 636 00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:58,360 Speaker 1: before you finger I said, a little bad boy just 637 00:32:58,400 --> 00:33:01,840 Speaker 1: to him. But he wasn't, you know, decapitating your beloved pets. 638 00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:04,960 Speaker 1: Yet we saw it happening, all right. Next, Okay, so 639 00:33:05,080 --> 00:33:07,000 Speaker 1: is the guy Okay, he's going to use in critical condition. 640 00:33:07,040 --> 00:33:09,840 Speaker 1: He's gonna be okay. He oh he came to as 641 00:33:09,880 --> 00:33:14,120 Speaker 1: he landed on the track condition apparently. Fuck. I hope 642 00:33:14,120 --> 00:33:16,760 Speaker 1: he's okay. Everyone stays safe out there, but do not 643 00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:19,280 Speaker 1: make this. Do not let this scare you from riding 644 00:33:19,320 --> 00:33:22,800 Speaker 1: roller coasters. It's an irrational fear. It won't happen. Um 645 00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:25,400 Speaker 1: my fear of two lane highways going over thirty miles 646 00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:29,400 Speaker 1: per hour, uh next to each other like on Cayman traffic, 647 00:33:29,440 --> 00:33:32,320 Speaker 1: real fear. Actually people do get injured a lot. And 648 00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:34,040 Speaker 1: in Cayman Islands there's a lot of drunk driving. So 649 00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:36,560 Speaker 1: I don't like to go out and uh on Fridays 650 00:33:36,560 --> 00:33:38,480 Speaker 1: and Saturdays here in the Cayman's you've been dealing with 651 00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:40,240 Speaker 1: it really well there, I've been driving a ton and 652 00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:42,479 Speaker 1: you have him because the drive that we have is 653 00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:46,000 Speaker 1: so there's so few cars, it's so desolate. Al Right, 654 00:33:46,040 --> 00:33:48,760 Speaker 1: next headline, I hope you're still having fun. A woman 655 00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:51,520 Speaker 1: who went on her worst tender date ended up in 656 00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:55,600 Speaker 1: a river rescuing the date's dog while he was making 657 00:33:55,800 --> 00:34:00,360 Speaker 1: useless suggestions. I mean, this girl, I under stand that 658 00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:04,200 Speaker 1: you gotta do what you gotta do, but what happened here? 659 00:34:04,480 --> 00:34:06,960 Speaker 1: So this girl went on a on a date with 660 00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:10,160 Speaker 1: a guy that owned a boxer, uh, and they were 661 00:34:10,200 --> 00:34:15,479 Speaker 1: walking along dog fell into the river, and instead of 662 00:34:15,680 --> 00:34:19,520 Speaker 1: the guy helping and jumping down, he just stood there 663 00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:23,359 Speaker 1: and watched her while she jumped down and saved this 664 00:34:23,480 --> 00:34:27,880 Speaker 1: dog and brought it to safety from the dog. Now, right, like, 665 00:34:27,920 --> 00:34:30,239 Speaker 1: you get that if you save someone's dog, it then 666 00:34:30,320 --> 00:34:33,640 Speaker 1: becomes yours. I mean, part of me thinks maybe this 667 00:34:33,719 --> 00:34:36,120 Speaker 1: is a test this guy does to see if this 668 00:34:36,160 --> 00:34:38,120 Speaker 1: is she's the right one. You know, you do like 669 00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:42,480 Speaker 1: little tests test all the time. What was the last 670 00:34:42,520 --> 00:34:44,560 Speaker 1: test you did? I don't even want to say the 671 00:34:44,640 --> 00:34:48,279 Speaker 1: person failed. It might be listening. Um, it's not. These 672 00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:52,000 Speaker 1: tests aren't fair, and I actually disqualified this test because 673 00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:54,640 Speaker 1: the circumstance was not one in which this person could 674 00:34:54,680 --> 00:34:58,600 Speaker 1: really feel comfortable passing said tests. But um, I will 675 00:34:58,640 --> 00:35:00,200 Speaker 1: say that one of my tests. Wait, we're not gonna 676 00:35:00,239 --> 00:35:04,120 Speaker 1: find out what the test is. I just feel, well, okay, 677 00:35:04,160 --> 00:35:08,359 Speaker 1: the test is if I'm showing pictures, this is this 678 00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:13,040 Speaker 1: is this is so stupid, it's so embarrassing, know what 679 00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:14,840 Speaker 1: you you gotta let me know if you think this 680 00:35:14,920 --> 00:35:17,279 Speaker 1: is a good test to see if like this is 681 00:35:17,320 --> 00:35:19,840 Speaker 1: like this isn't this isn't a test as much it 682 00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:23,560 Speaker 1: is like I I'm going to require this in someone 683 00:35:23,719 --> 00:35:28,000 Speaker 1: I want to be with. When I am showing a 684 00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:31,920 Speaker 1: picture of myself at a younger age from the past TBT, 685 00:35:32,200 --> 00:35:34,960 Speaker 1: when like I'm you know, on our phone showing pictures, 686 00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:38,160 Speaker 1: If the guy doesn't show interest in what I looked 687 00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:40,360 Speaker 1: like as a young child, and like does the thing 688 00:35:40,440 --> 00:35:42,680 Speaker 1: where he takes the phone and he zooms in like 689 00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:44,440 Speaker 1: he wants to see your face closer, you know, like 690 00:35:44,480 --> 00:35:46,960 Speaker 1: on an old family photo, and be like, oh, I 691 00:35:47,000 --> 00:35:50,560 Speaker 1: want to see you in the past. We're not going 692 00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:52,799 Speaker 1: to make it. I'm I. I have been in too 693 00:35:52,800 --> 00:35:55,560 Speaker 1: many relationships where the guy doesn't really care about getting 694 00:35:55,600 --> 00:35:58,200 Speaker 1: to know me or like my history or my past. 695 00:35:58,280 --> 00:36:01,399 Speaker 1: And this isn't about ex boyfriend end like I want 696 00:36:01,400 --> 00:36:04,040 Speaker 1: you to know about my relationship history. This is about like, oh, 697 00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:05,759 Speaker 1: what you look like as a little girl. And I 698 00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:08,120 Speaker 1: know this stuff may seem trivial to people, but to me, 699 00:36:08,160 --> 00:36:11,239 Speaker 1: it's not. And I am interesting in the person I love. 700 00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:13,359 Speaker 1: If if I'm not interested in someone's baby pictures, which 701 00:36:13,360 --> 00:36:15,160 Speaker 1: I'm not a lot of times, this isn't just something 702 00:36:15,200 --> 00:36:19,440 Speaker 1: I'm but the guy I love, I hope I know 703 00:36:19,520 --> 00:36:21,640 Speaker 1: for a fact I will be interested in that, and 704 00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:24,160 Speaker 1: I would expect the same being my language dooming in 705 00:36:24,160 --> 00:36:29,879 Speaker 1: on my childhood pictures show when I had When I'm 706 00:36:29,880 --> 00:36:32,239 Speaker 1: showing pictures from my childhood or from high school or 707 00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:34,640 Speaker 1: just a young, much younger version of me that the 708 00:36:34,680 --> 00:36:37,440 Speaker 1: person doesn't show. Actually you show the picture and they 709 00:36:37,480 --> 00:36:40,640 Speaker 1: just go, uh, whatever you failed if you want to 710 00:36:40,719 --> 00:36:42,600 Speaker 1: go if you go, oh my god, look at you 711 00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:45,760 Speaker 1: just say something. I mean, I know these aren't actually interesting, 712 00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:48,439 Speaker 1: but and this isn't fake interest. I don't want someone 713 00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:51,640 Speaker 1: to fake it. I it's genuine. Like I just get disappointed. 714 00:36:51,680 --> 00:36:53,600 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, this isn't my person. And I hate 715 00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:55,719 Speaker 1: the word my person, but that this person is not 716 00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:57,959 Speaker 1: going to be mine. That's just like a litmus test. 717 00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:01,120 Speaker 1: That just kind of, you know, one of the It 718 00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:06,359 Speaker 1: just it's a that is it just about you? Yes, 719 00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:09,279 Speaker 1: it shows that you're very self interested. You're not, but 720 00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:11,640 Speaker 1: you just don't care about me. You just don't love me. 721 00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:13,319 Speaker 1: You're not you don't have the potential to love me 722 00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:15,560 Speaker 1: if you're not interested in what I looked like as 723 00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:17,960 Speaker 1: a child. That's just that's how I feel about it. 724 00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:19,680 Speaker 1: By the way, I don't think this is the worst 725 00:37:19,719 --> 00:37:22,040 Speaker 1: tender date ever. This lady, I mean, she she went 726 00:37:22,080 --> 00:37:25,279 Speaker 1: in knee deep water and grabbed a dog. He didn't 727 00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:27,960 Speaker 1: do anything. When a guy reveals himself to be a 728 00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:32,239 Speaker 1: gigantic pussy, like a minute, Andrew, you didn't get the 729 00:37:32,280 --> 00:37:36,319 Speaker 1: facts straight. It's chest deep water. It wasn't okay, it 730 00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:40,480 Speaker 1: wasn't neck deep. Noah, it wasn't. She wasn't drowning chest 731 00:37:40,480 --> 00:37:42,680 Speaker 1: deep water. You don't do you know that you can 732 00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:46,640 Speaker 1: be swept away in ankle deep water by a rushing water. Okay, 733 00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:49,759 Speaker 1: but this wasn't rushing water. Was it rushing water? You 734 00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,200 Speaker 1: don't know? It wasn't rushing It could have been going 735 00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:57,799 Speaker 1: thirty like that coaster and you would have came. My 736 00:37:57,920 --> 00:38:01,080 Speaker 1: thing is that? Like? What your thing? There's no way 737 00:38:01,080 --> 00:38:02,880 Speaker 1: to spend this where this guy looks good. There's just 738 00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:05,120 Speaker 1: no way. I don't even try. It's like I'm just 739 00:38:05,160 --> 00:38:07,160 Speaker 1: saying that. I'm not saying the guy looks terrible, but 740 00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:09,160 Speaker 1: the worst date ever. I just don't think it's the 741 00:38:09,160 --> 00:38:12,600 Speaker 1: worst date ever. I think getting gnarrhea from the guy 742 00:38:12,840 --> 00:38:17,440 Speaker 1: from his dog would be worse. I mean, I'm not 743 00:38:17,520 --> 00:38:20,360 Speaker 1: someone who likes dates, really. I mean, I like it 744 00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:22,479 Speaker 1: once I've already liked the person we go out to something, 745 00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:25,680 Speaker 1: but like for getting to know you dates. I've always 746 00:38:25,680 --> 00:38:27,759 Speaker 1: said that, Like, I just like a simple Netflix and 747 00:38:27,760 --> 00:38:31,600 Speaker 1: save your dog from a drowning situation. That's what I like. 748 00:38:31,760 --> 00:38:33,239 Speaker 1: When a guy is like you up, you want to 749 00:38:33,280 --> 00:38:36,319 Speaker 1: come save my dog? So you think if this guy 750 00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:39,239 Speaker 1: saved the dog, he's getting laid If he's like, I 751 00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:42,479 Speaker 1: got it. I will tell you that one time I 752 00:38:42,520 --> 00:38:45,960 Speaker 1: was like about to break up with this dude. Yeah, 753 00:38:46,000 --> 00:38:48,600 Speaker 1: this is a test. This was over this fucking dude. 754 00:38:48,640 --> 00:38:50,279 Speaker 1: And then we left his house and we were going 755 00:38:50,320 --> 00:38:51,600 Speaker 1: to dinner, and I was like, I have to end 756 00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:55,520 Speaker 1: this so soon. And a pit bull was growling at me, 757 00:38:55,680 --> 00:38:57,440 Speaker 1: ready to attack. It got out of the yard. It 758 00:38:57,520 --> 00:39:00,200 Speaker 1: was the neighbor's yard and they abuse them, and this 759 00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:02,800 Speaker 1: this thing was ready to attack and it started running 760 00:39:02,800 --> 00:39:04,560 Speaker 1: to me and I grabbed my neck. I wrapped my 761 00:39:04,560 --> 00:39:06,400 Speaker 1: hand around my neck and I just fell into a 762 00:39:06,440 --> 00:39:08,799 Speaker 1: ball because I was ready to be attacked and want 763 00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:12,760 Speaker 1: to protect my neck, and the dog was running to attack, 764 00:39:12,840 --> 00:39:16,759 Speaker 1: and this guy just goes no, no, and just and 765 00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:19,640 Speaker 1: like fucking scared the dog enough that it stopped in 766 00:39:19,640 --> 00:39:22,239 Speaker 1: the tracks as it was ready to attack us and 767 00:39:22,560 --> 00:39:26,080 Speaker 1: backed away. And then we got inside safe and I 768 00:39:26,120 --> 00:39:29,400 Speaker 1: blew him so hard. It was the hottest thing. And 769 00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:32,160 Speaker 1: we lasted for another couple of hours. At least, well 770 00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:34,320 Speaker 1: you didn't see as an hour later he's feeding that 771 00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:37,880 Speaker 1: pit pull and they're best friend. All right, let's get 772 00:39:37,920 --> 00:39:49,360 Speaker 1: to your sports moment, friends. Heears Andrew's Weekly Sports moment. Okay, 773 00:39:49,440 --> 00:39:53,960 Speaker 1: detectives find cause of Tiger Woods crash, but won't reveal 774 00:39:54,040 --> 00:39:58,919 Speaker 1: exciting privacy concerns. Right. I got this alert today on 775 00:39:58,920 --> 00:40:01,920 Speaker 1: my phone that the details and they kept reading. I 776 00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:05,760 Speaker 1: go with, there's no details. What do you think it was? Well, 777 00:40:06,120 --> 00:40:09,359 Speaker 1: here's the thing. The more I read, the more they're 778 00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:12,239 Speaker 1: asking him if it's okay to release it, which they 779 00:40:12,280 --> 00:40:14,960 Speaker 1: don't usually do. I mean, he's obviously a person of power. 780 00:40:15,320 --> 00:40:18,240 Speaker 1: People want to find out that he was on drugs. 781 00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:20,520 Speaker 1: They want to find out he was sucked up. They 782 00:40:20,560 --> 00:40:23,560 Speaker 1: want to pile on to the millions of things so 783 00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:26,560 Speaker 1: they could do another documentary about how Tiger Woods, you know, 784 00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:30,040 Speaker 1: fun the girl in the in the sand trap or whatever. Yeah, 785 00:40:30,680 --> 00:40:34,080 Speaker 1: he's not hiding something if it's a muffler issue, what 786 00:40:34,120 --> 00:40:36,200 Speaker 1: do you know what I mean? Like the fact that's 787 00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:40,600 Speaker 1: not being released suggests maybe something. Yeah, well, I I 788 00:40:40,640 --> 00:40:42,839 Speaker 1: think the fact that it's not being released people think 789 00:40:43,320 --> 00:40:47,440 Speaker 1: they're covering up something. Leave Tiger alone. Right, it was 790 00:40:47,480 --> 00:40:51,880 Speaker 1: a single accident. He's the only one that got sucked up. Um, yeah, 791 00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:55,600 Speaker 1: I mean, you know the suv purely an accident, is 792 00:40:55,640 --> 00:40:58,840 Speaker 1: what the sheriff said. And people are believe him alone. 793 00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:01,920 Speaker 1: That document he felt so gross. You told me that 794 00:41:02,320 --> 00:41:04,239 Speaker 1: before I watched it, because you had watched it first. 795 00:41:04,239 --> 00:41:07,000 Speaker 1: And then I watched it and I learned so much. 796 00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:08,719 Speaker 1: The other day, I was telling cast members on the 797 00:41:08,719 --> 00:41:10,840 Speaker 1: show all about it. I was like, his high school 798 00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:12,799 Speaker 1: girlfriend was his true love. It wasn't just a high 799 00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:15,520 Speaker 1: school fling. They were meant to be. And but but 800 00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:18,239 Speaker 1: the thing that bugged me about the documentary was just 801 00:41:18,360 --> 00:41:21,760 Speaker 1: all the people that it said Tiger's friend. And I'm like, bitch, 802 00:41:21,920 --> 00:41:26,160 Speaker 1: not anymore, You're not. Tiger's never talking to anyone associated 803 00:41:26,200 --> 00:41:28,200 Speaker 1: with this thing. No, He's like, you know what, I 804 00:41:28,239 --> 00:41:30,480 Speaker 1: like it dirty. I like how you ruined me on 805 00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:33,080 Speaker 1: national TV. And it just makes me think I haven't 806 00:41:33,120 --> 00:41:36,440 Speaker 1: texted in a while. Yeah, if you watch that documentary, 807 00:41:36,480 --> 00:41:38,479 Speaker 1: there's this one girl and need the caddy. I think 808 00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:41,759 Speaker 1: the caddy deserves a second. I do too. He and 809 00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:44,600 Speaker 1: he was really kind the whole time. But still, Tiger's 810 00:41:44,640 --> 00:41:47,320 Speaker 1: never going to talk to that dude again, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever. 811 00:41:47,560 --> 00:41:51,080 Speaker 1: You're dead to Tiger. You are if you were, if 812 00:41:51,120 --> 00:41:54,480 Speaker 1: you if you watch words at to Tiger, like anyone 813 00:41:54,520 --> 00:41:57,399 Speaker 1: who watched it is, He's not going to forgive you. 814 00:41:57,640 --> 00:42:00,560 Speaker 1: Tiger can cut you out of his life very very quickly. 815 00:42:00,560 --> 00:42:03,520 Speaker 1: We learned through that documentary was almost dead to Tiger. Yeah, 816 00:42:03,520 --> 00:42:07,840 Speaker 1: I mean truly, he chopped off a whole part of 817 00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:10,640 Speaker 1: his life because he wanted to be committed to golf 818 00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:14,040 Speaker 1: and to being the best, and so he definitely there 819 00:42:14,040 --> 00:42:16,040 Speaker 1: are people like that that are so committed to what 820 00:42:16,080 --> 00:42:20,000 Speaker 1: they care about that they can just slice you out. 821 00:42:20,160 --> 00:42:22,320 Speaker 1: And he's one of those people. And he never slices 822 00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:27,759 Speaker 1: unless it's his friends. All right, let's move on. Great, 823 00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:29,919 Speaker 1: great sports segment. By the way, thank you. I knew 824 00:42:29,920 --> 00:42:32,319 Speaker 1: you'd like that. I was fulfilled by that. It was 825 00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:34,480 Speaker 1: something that I cared about, something I kind of knew about, 826 00:42:34,840 --> 00:42:36,440 Speaker 1: something that you kind of knew about, as opposed to 827 00:42:36,560 --> 00:42:38,800 Speaker 1: last week when you treat nothing. I just give a 828 00:42:38,880 --> 00:42:42,200 Speaker 1: quick shout out to North Carolina and Kansas. I apologize. 829 00:42:42,239 --> 00:42:44,839 Speaker 1: I said you didn't even make March Madness. I got 830 00:42:44,880 --> 00:42:49,480 Speaker 1: my facts wrong. I apologize, and I apologized to Holland 831 00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:51,680 Speaker 1: in Netherlands. I'm sorry. Will you do that? Will you 832 00:42:51,680 --> 00:42:55,800 Speaker 1: do the ku chant? K you? Not you, but me? 833 00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:58,680 Speaker 1: And it's me not you. That's really better than what 834 00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:03,840 Speaker 1: it is. It's Rock Shock Jay Hawk. Okay, you I 835 00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:05,600 Speaker 1: think that's it. I went there. I really don't know. 836 00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:08,399 Speaker 1: I don't care about sports. Uh. No, we are going 837 00:43:08,440 --> 00:43:18,840 Speaker 1: to now get into our mental health moment. Yeah, we 838 00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:22,640 Speaker 1: got a gone going. So. I mean, I think a 839 00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:26,240 Speaker 1: lot of the podcast is talking about mental health issues. 840 00:43:26,680 --> 00:43:29,319 Speaker 1: And I don't know why I suddenly took on this 841 00:43:29,600 --> 00:43:31,719 Speaker 1: softer tone, but I feel like I should have it 842 00:43:31,760 --> 00:43:38,759 Speaker 1: throughout our mental health segment. Um, So, Andrew, let's talk 843 00:43:38,760 --> 00:43:41,680 Speaker 1: about our mental health today. What did you learn about 844 00:43:41,719 --> 00:43:45,120 Speaker 1: yourself this week or what could you share with our 845 00:43:45,160 --> 00:43:50,040 Speaker 1: listeners that is something you think would soothe them or 846 00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:53,799 Speaker 1: provide some kind of relief from the stress of everyday 847 00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:58,000 Speaker 1: human existence. Well, I'm glad you asked. Nikki. Uh the 848 00:43:58,080 --> 00:44:01,719 Speaker 1: other day, I was eating six pieces of pizza and 849 00:44:01,840 --> 00:44:04,880 Speaker 1: then I woke up and I was very hard on myself. 850 00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:08,400 Speaker 1: I've been very good about, you know, eating somewhat healthy 851 00:44:08,480 --> 00:44:11,719 Speaker 1: and working out, and I fell off hard. And then 852 00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:15,000 Speaker 1: I ate another seven slices the next day because we 853 00:44:15,040 --> 00:44:17,319 Speaker 1: had the two boxes in the fridge, and then this 854 00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:21,280 Speaker 1: morning I had two more pieces. And what I've learned, Nikki, 855 00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:23,960 Speaker 1: is that you have to be easy on yourself. And 856 00:44:24,000 --> 00:44:27,040 Speaker 1: if there's three pieces, if there's three pies in the fridge, 857 00:44:27,400 --> 00:44:30,920 Speaker 1: there's people starving other places. You eat the pizza, you 858 00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:33,520 Speaker 1: enjoy it. You like to talk me through that. Let's 859 00:44:33,560 --> 00:44:35,279 Speaker 1: not be funny about it, because I think this is 860 00:44:35,320 --> 00:44:37,600 Speaker 1: a very real thing. I'm being honest, said they're starving 861 00:44:37,600 --> 00:44:41,200 Speaker 1: people out there. I mean, like, that's all ridiculous. This 862 00:44:41,280 --> 00:44:43,000 Speaker 1: could be why I have a mental health issues. I mean, 863 00:44:43,040 --> 00:44:50,280 Speaker 1: it's you're wrong, Okay, I'm being serious. I ate the pizza. 864 00:44:50,440 --> 00:44:52,759 Speaker 1: I fell off hard. I had six slices. I was 865 00:44:52,800 --> 00:44:55,399 Speaker 1: in the moment. I didn't my anxiety was too high. 866 00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:58,240 Speaker 1: I didn't even realize I was fucking crushing these pizzas. 867 00:44:58,320 --> 00:45:00,440 Speaker 1: And a lot of times I wake up and it 868 00:45:00,520 --> 00:45:03,239 Speaker 1: was when I used to drink too and I get 869 00:45:03,280 --> 00:45:06,080 Speaker 1: really fucked up. It wasn't even about getting the funked up. 870 00:45:06,080 --> 00:45:08,000 Speaker 1: It was the next day of being so fucking hard 871 00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:11,840 Speaker 1: on myself for fucking up and for not being able 872 00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:16,440 Speaker 1: to uh to limit myself because I want attention for 873 00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:19,240 Speaker 1: for some fucking reason, in a bar from some random 874 00:45:19,280 --> 00:45:22,000 Speaker 1: guy with a face that too says we're best friends 875 00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:25,520 Speaker 1: for twenty minutes, like this was my whole life and 876 00:45:25,600 --> 00:45:29,719 Speaker 1: so I mean, seriously, yeah, and I just don't. I 877 00:45:29,760 --> 00:45:32,520 Speaker 1: don't want to like it was fucked up that I 878 00:45:32,560 --> 00:45:35,000 Speaker 1: did that and get sucked up. Then it's triplie funked 879 00:45:35,040 --> 00:45:37,120 Speaker 1: up the next day when I'm like, you're a piece 880 00:45:37,160 --> 00:45:39,960 Speaker 1: of ship, You're an idiot. Why would you do that 881 00:45:40,000 --> 00:45:42,880 Speaker 1: to yourself? Why? And then that started a whole spiral 882 00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:46,200 Speaker 1: that could last up to five days. You know. So 883 00:45:46,239 --> 00:45:49,160 Speaker 1: the pizza thing is a small you know, those highs 884 00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:51,520 Speaker 1: and lows aren't as big because I don't drink anymore, 885 00:45:51,880 --> 00:45:54,440 Speaker 1: but the pizza is the same kind of concept. The 886 00:45:54,440 --> 00:45:56,319 Speaker 1: next day I wake up, Why the fund did you 887 00:45:56,320 --> 00:46:01,040 Speaker 1: eat six slices you worked out for? Of course this 888 00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:03,760 Speaker 1: I love this. I love that you were gentle with yourself. 889 00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:06,239 Speaker 1: It is so hard to do. My favorite thing is 890 00:46:06,280 --> 00:46:08,279 Speaker 1: to be mean to myself. People always ask me why 891 00:46:08,320 --> 00:46:10,040 Speaker 1: I'm good at roast jokes, and it's because I've been 892 00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:13,480 Speaker 1: bullying myself my entire life. I am. My voice in 893 00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:19,040 Speaker 1: my head is truly one of the cruelest voices. It's yeah, 894 00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:22,920 Speaker 1: I've it's it's it's landed on you for sure, and 895 00:46:23,680 --> 00:46:25,759 Speaker 1: know it's true. I can be but I won't say 896 00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:28,280 Speaker 1: as mean things to you like mine more passive aggressive 897 00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:30,080 Speaker 1: to you. But for me, it's just like I try 898 00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:32,799 Speaker 1: to get myself to I I bully myself like a 899 00:46:33,560 --> 00:46:36,000 Speaker 1: you know, eighth grade girl trying to get a girl 900 00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:38,000 Speaker 1: to kill herself in her high school, just like I 901 00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:41,320 Speaker 1: really cyberboll w I'm trying to get me to kill myself. 902 00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:45,319 Speaker 1: But why do you do? I can't help it, But 903 00:46:45,440 --> 00:46:49,759 Speaker 1: now I can because now I know that this bullying, like, 904 00:46:49,800 --> 00:46:52,160 Speaker 1: I've done a lot of work on myself through different 905 00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:55,560 Speaker 1: things this year, and I don't talk to myself like 906 00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:58,040 Speaker 1: that like ever anymore. And and and it's a really 907 00:46:58,040 --> 00:46:59,640 Speaker 1: hard habit to break. It's not as easy as just 908 00:46:59,680 --> 00:47:01,720 Speaker 1: being like, don't talk to yourself like that, because listen, 909 00:47:02,080 --> 00:47:04,960 Speaker 1: that is compounding on it when you get mad at 910 00:47:05,000 --> 00:47:08,120 Speaker 1: yourself for being for talking bad to yourself. I guess 911 00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:10,560 Speaker 1: what that is. So here's the thing. When I catch 912 00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:12,120 Speaker 1: myself when I look in the mirror and it's a 913 00:47:12,160 --> 00:47:17,400 Speaker 1: bad face day, and I have the uh compulsory that 914 00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:19,480 Speaker 1: I say to myself because I look, I bags under 915 00:47:19,480 --> 00:47:21,280 Speaker 1: my eyes and my skin looks like saggy or whatever 916 00:47:21,280 --> 00:47:26,160 Speaker 1: it is, pale, splotchy, I go instead of going don't 917 00:47:26,160 --> 00:47:28,680 Speaker 1: talk bad to yourself. That's so mean. I go, that's 918 00:47:28,719 --> 00:47:31,120 Speaker 1: so funny that that was the first thing you thought 919 00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:33,759 Speaker 1: to say to yourself. That's so cute, Nikki, Like that's 920 00:47:33,800 --> 00:47:36,880 Speaker 1: your coping mechanism. That's adorable. I'm gentle even with the 921 00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:39,799 Speaker 1: reprimanding of my own head now when it comes to 922 00:47:39,840 --> 00:47:42,920 Speaker 1: the food stuff, which is like, yeah, just just have 923 00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:45,680 Speaker 1: have don't You don't have to be nice because nice, 924 00:47:45,719 --> 00:47:47,319 Speaker 1: this is funny. Try to find the humor in it. 925 00:47:47,480 --> 00:47:52,440 Speaker 1: Try to observe your uh, your voice in your head 926 00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:54,600 Speaker 1: when you have those moments, try to step back and 927 00:47:54,640 --> 00:47:58,560 Speaker 1: observe your voice. Like you're a scientist doing an experiment 928 00:47:58,600 --> 00:48:01,440 Speaker 1: and you're writing down notes about it without any judgment, 929 00:48:01,560 --> 00:48:04,279 Speaker 1: just like, oh, that's interesting. I did that. That's that's 930 00:48:04,320 --> 00:48:06,879 Speaker 1: so interesting that I said to myself. It's not bad, 931 00:48:06,880 --> 00:48:10,839 Speaker 1: it's not good, it's interesting. It's of note. So here's 932 00:48:10,880 --> 00:48:13,160 Speaker 1: the thing I did with food. I don't binge anymore. 933 00:48:13,360 --> 00:48:16,280 Speaker 1: I really have. I have not binged in um. It'll 934 00:48:16,320 --> 00:48:20,560 Speaker 1: be a year on April and I have not. Um. 935 00:48:20,600 --> 00:48:24,920 Speaker 1: I've eaten three meals a day since April two. And 936 00:48:25,880 --> 00:48:27,680 Speaker 1: because of that, and I used to binge every single 937 00:48:27,719 --> 00:48:30,839 Speaker 1: night in my life to starve all day and eat 938 00:48:30,880 --> 00:48:35,280 Speaker 1: about one really long extended meal a day. Um An, 939 00:48:36,200 --> 00:48:42,320 Speaker 1: what is it? But I now don't binge and I 940 00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:44,480 Speaker 1: have to get up every morning, even if I like 941 00:48:44,600 --> 00:48:46,759 Speaker 1: last a couple of nights ago, I ate a lot 942 00:48:46,880 --> 00:48:48,520 Speaker 1: at three in the morning. This wasn't a binge, but 943 00:48:48,520 --> 00:48:50,279 Speaker 1: I ate like a meal because I just didn't get 944 00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:52,319 Speaker 1: enough dinner and I didn't want to go to bed hungry. 945 00:48:52,800 --> 00:48:55,400 Speaker 1: I woke up five hours later, I still had breakfast. 946 00:48:55,440 --> 00:48:57,080 Speaker 1: I didn't even though I wasn't hungry for it, I 947 00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:59,719 Speaker 1: still had it because I don't get to skip a meal, 948 00:49:00,040 --> 00:49:02,000 Speaker 1: don't get to play those games with myself anymore. It's 949 00:49:02,040 --> 00:49:05,240 Speaker 1: not it's not it doesn't lead to happiness, so that 950 00:49:05,239 --> 00:49:06,920 Speaker 1: that's not me telling you you have to do that. 951 00:49:07,040 --> 00:49:09,440 Speaker 1: What I'm saying is the other night I ate a 952 00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:12,240 Speaker 1: little too much. Wasn't a binge, but I felt fuller 953 00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:14,319 Speaker 1: than I like to feel. And I used to eat 954 00:49:14,360 --> 00:49:16,279 Speaker 1: to the point where I would throw up, not because 955 00:49:16,280 --> 00:49:17,840 Speaker 1: of sticking a finger down my throat, because I was 956 00:49:17,880 --> 00:49:20,040 Speaker 1: so sick from eating. And this used to be every 957 00:49:20,040 --> 00:49:21,880 Speaker 1: single night. I would get to the point where I 958 00:49:21,960 --> 00:49:24,360 Speaker 1: was so sick I couldn't move my boyfriend, I couldn't 959 00:49:24,360 --> 00:49:25,600 Speaker 1: have sex. We used to call it t F t 960 00:49:25,719 --> 00:49:27,920 Speaker 1: F two full to fuck, but it was a funny thing. 961 00:49:27,920 --> 00:49:30,640 Speaker 1: But it was not funny. It was really terrible. And 962 00:49:30,719 --> 00:49:32,120 Speaker 1: every time I ate, I would eat to the point 963 00:49:32,160 --> 00:49:33,960 Speaker 1: where I would made myself sick. So the other night 964 00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:36,719 Speaker 1: I had a slight like I ate a little too 965 00:49:36,800 --> 00:49:41,280 Speaker 1: much and instead of going, oh my god, you broke 966 00:49:41,520 --> 00:49:43,560 Speaker 1: you fucked up for the first time ever, this is 967 00:49:43,600 --> 00:49:48,520 Speaker 1: a binge you um uh, how I can't believe you? 968 00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:50,879 Speaker 1: Why did you have to eat that extra half thing 969 00:49:50,880 --> 00:49:54,480 Speaker 1: of hummus? All these things? I just was like, well, 970 00:49:55,040 --> 00:49:58,680 Speaker 1: that's funny, all right, Well that's the well tomorrows a 971 00:49:58,719 --> 00:50:00,759 Speaker 1: noon day, and that was a little over the top, 972 00:50:00,960 --> 00:50:03,479 Speaker 1: and that's not just that's even if I'm telling you 973 00:50:04,160 --> 00:50:06,399 Speaker 1: my final thing on this, because I know so many 974 00:50:06,400 --> 00:50:09,520 Speaker 1: people struggle with this. I was you, I am you. 975 00:50:09,719 --> 00:50:12,880 Speaker 1: I continually have to stop myself from entering these phases. 976 00:50:13,200 --> 00:50:14,880 Speaker 1: Let's say you have a package of something you do 977 00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:17,000 Speaker 1: not want to eat, the full package of and you 978 00:50:17,040 --> 00:50:18,800 Speaker 1: start eating, and you guess you have a package that 979 00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:21,120 Speaker 1: you don't even want to open until later. You have 980 00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:22,839 Speaker 1: it for later but you go, you know what, I'm 981 00:50:22,840 --> 00:50:26,160 Speaker 1: gonna have one treat myself. You have one, then you 982 00:50:26,200 --> 00:50:28,400 Speaker 1: feel bad you had one. You you you were going 983 00:50:28,440 --> 00:50:30,840 Speaker 1: to save that, so you have to because you already 984 00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:34,200 Speaker 1: broke into it right too. Now it's like now the 985 00:50:34,320 --> 00:50:37,040 Speaker 1: anxiety you feel from having to when you weren't supposed 986 00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:38,920 Speaker 1: to have any and there's no reason for it, and 987 00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:41,640 Speaker 1: you're just eating anxiously and emotionally, and you're only eating 988 00:50:41,640 --> 00:50:46,160 Speaker 1: because you're anxious. You now are going to finish that bag, 989 00:50:46,200 --> 00:50:49,200 Speaker 1: not because you're anxious from when you ate the two cookies. 990 00:50:49,440 --> 00:50:52,040 Speaker 1: That anxiousness that finishes the rest of the bag is 991 00:50:52,160 --> 00:50:54,319 Speaker 1: from the fact that you ate the two cookies. Are 992 00:50:54,320 --> 00:50:56,680 Speaker 1: you hearing me out? So when you eat those two cookies, 993 00:50:56,880 --> 00:51:00,640 Speaker 1: forgive yourself for those two cookies. Do not have it 994 00:51:00,760 --> 00:51:03,440 Speaker 1: lead to more anxiety, which leads you to then devour 995 00:51:03,520 --> 00:51:06,440 Speaker 1: the bag because the bag is getting devoured only because 996 00:51:06,719 --> 00:51:09,000 Speaker 1: of the anxiety of those two cookies. Let it go. 997 00:51:09,320 --> 00:51:13,400 Speaker 1: Forgive yourself for making mistakes. It's okay. Everyone does it. 998 00:51:13,760 --> 00:51:19,160 Speaker 1: Everyone just Zell bunch In overeats. Everyone does it. And 999 00:51:19,200 --> 00:51:21,799 Speaker 1: that's your mental health moment for the day. Let's move 1000 00:51:21,800 --> 00:51:26,200 Speaker 1: into final thoughts. Final thoughts. Um, I'm really glad we 1001 00:51:26,280 --> 00:51:29,480 Speaker 1: got to record this podcast eighteen times today because of 1002 00:51:29,520 --> 00:51:34,480 Speaker 1: recording issues. Um, this proof of that we all have 1003 00:51:34,560 --> 00:51:38,000 Speaker 1: worked on ourselves, because it's the same thing, Like the 1004 00:51:38,080 --> 00:51:40,719 Speaker 1: pod didn't record like four times, and we're just like 1005 00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:45,919 Speaker 1: literally recorded twenty five minutes of stuff that that you'll 1006 00:51:45,920 --> 00:51:49,000 Speaker 1: never hear, and we had internet issues that would not 1007 00:51:49,200 --> 00:51:50,839 Speaker 1: like this podcast is supposed to be done an hour 1008 00:51:50,840 --> 00:51:53,719 Speaker 1: and a half ago and it's still going. But that 1009 00:51:53,880 --> 00:51:57,720 Speaker 1: is a perfect example because I that happened for a reason. 1010 00:51:58,160 --> 00:52:00,600 Speaker 1: I hate I used to never understand this. Everything happens 1011 00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:03,319 Speaker 1: for a reason. When something happens now that is like 1012 00:52:03,400 --> 00:52:06,560 Speaker 1: so advantageous. My purse spills out in front of everyone, 1013 00:52:06,600 --> 00:52:08,680 Speaker 1: there's trash all over the floor. I drop a glass 1014 00:52:08,680 --> 00:52:11,520 Speaker 1: and it shatters and it sucks up everything. I'm I go. 1015 00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:14,120 Speaker 1: I'm so glad that happened the way it happened, because 1016 00:52:14,440 --> 00:52:16,960 Speaker 1: that was supposed to happen. I didn't want it to happen. 1017 00:52:16,960 --> 00:52:19,400 Speaker 1: I'm not a bad person because it happened. It was 1018 00:52:19,440 --> 00:52:21,960 Speaker 1: supposed to happen. And I'm glad we lost that stuff 1019 00:52:22,000 --> 00:52:24,359 Speaker 1: because even when we lost that file and we had 1020 00:52:24,400 --> 00:52:26,680 Speaker 1: so many funny jokes on there, so many that could 1021 00:52:26,680 --> 00:52:31,000 Speaker 1: have changed our fucking lives and lead to like development deals. Truly, 1022 00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:33,239 Speaker 1: I mean that could have been the case, but I 1023 00:52:33,239 --> 00:52:36,359 Speaker 1: I guarantee you something happened because of that that would 1024 00:52:36,360 --> 00:52:38,879 Speaker 1: have never happened with that, and I'm so grateful for that. 1025 00:52:39,400 --> 00:52:42,640 Speaker 1: Like this conversation. In fact, I I love this conversation. 1026 00:52:42,800 --> 00:52:47,200 Speaker 1: I think I think that, Um, there's so many times 1027 00:52:47,200 --> 00:52:49,200 Speaker 1: in my life where like I failed or feel like 1028 00:52:49,239 --> 00:52:52,560 Speaker 1: I failed, and it's like you're such a fucking failure 1029 00:52:52,760 --> 00:52:56,160 Speaker 1: instead of being like like like you said, like that 1030 00:52:56,360 --> 00:52:59,520 Speaker 1: laughing at the step. But you have to be present, 1031 00:52:59,680 --> 00:53:03,680 Speaker 1: you have to be you waking up app. You can 1032 00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:06,560 Speaker 1: get it for free by writing into support at waking 1033 00:53:06,840 --> 00:53:10,920 Speaker 1: up dot com. Um, yeah that makes you more mindful, 1034 00:53:11,040 --> 00:53:13,160 Speaker 1: but yeah, you not have to have mindfulness to stop 1035 00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:15,279 Speaker 1: these things. I remember the first time I put it 1036 00:53:15,280 --> 00:53:18,840 Speaker 1: into use of really letting things go and just knowing 1037 00:53:18,880 --> 00:53:21,520 Speaker 1: that there's a reason for everything. It was before we 1038 00:53:21,520 --> 00:53:23,960 Speaker 1: were going to our show in Philadelphia at Royersford, at 1039 00:53:24,000 --> 00:53:26,600 Speaker 1: that outdoor ven you with Ari. Remember, we were on 1040 00:53:26,640 --> 00:53:28,279 Speaker 1: the sidewalk before we got in the car, and I 1041 00:53:28,320 --> 00:53:31,440 Speaker 1: got out kombucha and I dropped it and it shattered everywhere, 1042 00:53:32,400 --> 00:53:34,160 Speaker 1: and I, you know, it was six It was like 1043 00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:36,920 Speaker 1: a seven dollar kimbucha, maybe more. It was probably nine dollars. 1044 00:53:36,920 --> 00:53:39,600 Speaker 1: I was out of Odega, and I was really thirsty 1045 00:53:39,640 --> 00:53:41,160 Speaker 1: for it. I was treating myself to it because it 1046 00:53:41,200 --> 00:53:43,040 Speaker 1: makes me feel a little buzzed and I don't drink 1047 00:53:43,080 --> 00:53:44,480 Speaker 1: and it just gives me this. And I was just 1048 00:53:44,600 --> 00:53:47,279 Speaker 1: excited to have it on my road trip. And I 1049 00:53:47,320 --> 00:53:50,040 Speaker 1: remember I dropped it and everyone goes, oh, I could 1050 00:53:50,080 --> 00:53:51,759 Speaker 1: go get you a new one, h And I just go, 1051 00:53:52,280 --> 00:53:55,120 Speaker 1: I wasn't supposed to have that kombucha, like God or whatever. 1052 00:53:55,239 --> 00:53:57,560 Speaker 1: I don't really I believe in God, but my version 1053 00:53:57,600 --> 00:54:00,680 Speaker 1: of God, that wasn't supposed to go in my body. 1054 00:54:00,719 --> 00:54:02,600 Speaker 1: And I'm fucking fine with it, and if it is 1055 00:54:02,640 --> 00:54:04,919 Speaker 1: meant to be, I'll go get another. But I wasn't 1056 00:54:04,920 --> 00:54:07,560 Speaker 1: compelled to. So it's just like, instead of, you know, 1057 00:54:07,800 --> 00:54:10,800 Speaker 1: next time you're in traffic, like yesterday we or the 1058 00:54:10,840 --> 00:54:12,759 Speaker 1: other day we were driving and the guy in front 1059 00:54:12,760 --> 00:54:15,080 Speaker 1: of us, or or you were cognizant of the fact 1060 00:54:15,080 --> 00:54:18,759 Speaker 1: that a guy was really on someone else's tail, and 1061 00:54:18,840 --> 00:54:20,239 Speaker 1: I wanted to say I didn't do it. But I 1062 00:54:20,239 --> 00:54:22,560 Speaker 1: wanted to say you in that moment, if someone's on 1063 00:54:22,600 --> 00:54:26,919 Speaker 1: your tail, that doesn't just imagine they're not there. They're 1064 00:54:27,200 --> 00:54:29,440 Speaker 1: being there. Is not affecting your life literally at all. 1065 00:54:29,840 --> 00:54:31,839 Speaker 1: Maybe it's blocking your view behind you that you want 1066 00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:35,799 Speaker 1: to see, but any more than that, it's not doing anything. Oh, 1067 00:54:35,840 --> 00:54:38,600 Speaker 1: it's making me feel pressured to go faster. It's making 1068 00:54:38,640 --> 00:54:41,920 Speaker 1: me feel like they're good. You're choosing to feel that way. 1069 00:54:42,239 --> 00:54:44,640 Speaker 1: That the car has nothing to do with how you're feeling. 1070 00:54:44,920 --> 00:54:47,200 Speaker 1: You No one makes you feel anyway. I'm so tired 1071 00:54:47,239 --> 00:54:50,200 Speaker 1: of people saying they made me feel bad, they made 1072 00:54:50,200 --> 00:54:53,439 Speaker 1: me feel scared. If you say that you're wrong, you 1073 00:54:53,840 --> 00:54:56,480 Speaker 1: chose to take their actions and make them make you 1074 00:54:56,520 --> 00:55:02,279 Speaker 1: feel that way. You're in control. And when so and 1075 00:55:02,320 --> 00:55:04,400 Speaker 1: I think this is a nice story, and and it 1076 00:55:04,560 --> 00:55:07,359 Speaker 1: like really like I I do think about this a lot. 1077 00:55:07,960 --> 00:55:12,880 Speaker 1: So I thought I had bedbugs in my apartment, and 1078 00:55:12,880 --> 00:55:14,680 Speaker 1: then I was dog sitting for you, so then I 1079 00:55:14,719 --> 00:55:17,560 Speaker 1: was staying in your room. So I thought I gave 1080 00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:20,839 Speaker 1: your bed bed bugs. But there was just one bed 1081 00:55:20,880 --> 00:55:22,960 Speaker 1: bug and it was not even in my room where 1082 00:55:23,000 --> 00:55:25,560 Speaker 1: I was, but I was walking or and this is 1083 00:55:25,600 --> 00:55:28,120 Speaker 1: before Zoloft This is before I went to therapy. I 1084 00:55:28,160 --> 00:55:31,000 Speaker 1: was walking around New York City thinking I'm gonna tell 1085 00:55:31,040 --> 00:55:34,200 Speaker 1: her this, and it's gonna be the end of our friendship. 1086 00:55:34,800 --> 00:55:37,759 Speaker 1: She's gonna fire me. How fucking wrong of me to 1087 00:55:37,960 --> 00:55:41,399 Speaker 1: fucking put her at risk with these bed bugs because 1088 00:55:41,440 --> 00:55:44,719 Speaker 1: you hear horror stories about do you lose friends if 1089 00:55:44,760 --> 00:55:47,759 Speaker 1: you even say, like I, if you say the word 1090 00:55:47,760 --> 00:55:50,160 Speaker 1: bed and bug and they're not even connected, Like I 1091 00:55:50,160 --> 00:55:51,719 Speaker 1: got a bed this morning and I went outside and 1092 00:55:51,719 --> 00:55:53,839 Speaker 1: I saw a bug on a leaf. Wre like, um, 1093 00:55:54,040 --> 00:55:55,960 Speaker 1: I think we need to distance ourselves for about a 1094 00:55:56,000 --> 00:55:58,080 Speaker 1: couple of months. And I and I called you, and 1095 00:55:58,120 --> 00:56:00,359 Speaker 1: I was so scared to call you, and because this 1096 00:56:00,440 --> 00:56:04,799 Speaker 1: was early in our friendship, and uh, you told me 1097 00:56:04,880 --> 00:56:07,399 Speaker 1: to go go funk myself. I know. And then why 1098 00:56:07,440 --> 00:56:11,279 Speaker 1: would that make you feel? You were so kind about it, 1099 00:56:11,520 --> 00:56:13,319 Speaker 1: and you were like, yeah, if I get if I 1100 00:56:13,320 --> 00:56:16,080 Speaker 1: if they show up, I'll deal with it. But until 1101 00:56:16,120 --> 00:56:18,520 Speaker 1: they show up, I'm not gonna worry about it. Don't 1102 00:56:18,520 --> 00:56:20,800 Speaker 1: stress about it. And you put yourself in my head 1103 00:56:21,080 --> 00:56:24,960 Speaker 1: because you might feel similarly if you were in my shoes. 1104 00:56:25,400 --> 00:56:28,560 Speaker 1: And so many times we don't fucking stop and be 1105 00:56:28,680 --> 00:56:32,640 Speaker 1: like this person is already feeling horrible, and then this 1106 00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:35,160 Speaker 1: could happen to me too, and to double up on 1107 00:56:35,200 --> 00:56:38,640 Speaker 1: that person and to do that to me when I 1108 00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:41,319 Speaker 1: caught my one of my one of my boy ex 1109 00:56:41,320 --> 00:56:43,239 Speaker 1: boyfriends was going through my phone once and I caught 1110 00:56:43,320 --> 00:56:47,080 Speaker 1: him going through my phone and and it was just 1111 00:56:47,120 --> 00:56:49,840 Speaker 1: like such a breach of trust. And I remember he 1112 00:56:50,000 --> 00:56:52,560 Speaker 1: felt so bad, and I go, you have a big 1113 00:56:52,600 --> 00:56:55,200 Speaker 1: day at work. I promise you, this will not end us. 1114 00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:58,879 Speaker 1: Please let it go. Just know that I am. We're 1115 00:56:58,880 --> 00:57:00,560 Speaker 1: gonna have a talk about it, but it's not going 1116 00:57:00,600 --> 00:57:02,960 Speaker 1: to be the end of us. Please just put this 1117 00:57:02,960 --> 00:57:04,719 Speaker 1: out of your mind like it didn't happen today, because 1118 00:57:04,719 --> 00:57:06,440 Speaker 1: that's what I would want for me. If I did 1119 00:57:06,480 --> 00:57:08,640 Speaker 1: something I had a weakness of character and I got 1120 00:57:08,640 --> 00:57:11,240 Speaker 1: caught for it, I would want someone to go, here's 1121 00:57:11,280 --> 00:57:13,719 Speaker 1: the facts. It's not It's never gonna lead to me 1122 00:57:13,719 --> 00:57:15,160 Speaker 1: breaking up with you. This might be a symptom of 1123 00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:16,760 Speaker 1: something later down the road that leads to it, but 1124 00:57:16,880 --> 00:57:18,760 Speaker 1: this tonight, I'm not gonna break up with you. Go 1125 00:57:18,840 --> 00:57:21,640 Speaker 1: to work, be okay, be present, and we'll deal with 1126 00:57:21,640 --> 00:57:23,919 Speaker 1: this later. Because it's just it's still gonna be there. 1127 00:57:24,000 --> 00:57:26,520 Speaker 1: Nothing needs to happen right now, and so I just 1128 00:57:26,680 --> 00:57:28,600 Speaker 1: hope people do that for the people in your life 1129 00:57:28,640 --> 00:57:30,520 Speaker 1: today a little bit more. We gotta go. Thank you 1130 00:57:30,560 --> 00:57:32,440 Speaker 1: so much for listening, Noah, thanks for letting us go 1131 00:57:32,480 --> 00:57:35,320 Speaker 1: along today. I love you so much. Best friends. We'll 1132 00:57:35,360 --> 00:57:37,360 Speaker 1: see you next week. Tell people about the podcast. We 1133 00:57:37,400 --> 00:57:41,960 Speaker 1: are on the carousel on iTunes front front page, Carousel. Bitches, 1134 00:57:44,400 --> 00:57:46,720 Speaker 1: we're here. We're on the radio everywhere. Yeah. If you 1135 00:57:46,720 --> 00:57:48,360 Speaker 1: hear us on the radio and add for our show 1136 00:57:48,360 --> 00:57:50,000 Speaker 1: on the radio, try to record it and put it 1137 00:57:50,000 --> 00:57:52,680 Speaker 1: on your instagrator and tag us. We love to hear 1138 00:57:52,720 --> 00:57:54,520 Speaker 1: from you. Thank you so much. You're our best friends. 1139 00:57:54,760 --> 00:57:57,520 Speaker 1: We'll see you next week and have a good weekend.