WEBVTT - Jennifer Wayne: John Wayne’s Granddaughter talks about lessons learned from being a professional tennis player, “The Amazing Race,” and her Top Ten song “Buy My Own Drinks” with her hit trio Runaway June, currently on tour with Carrie Underwood.

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<v Speaker 1>Carol, She's a queen. She's getting not afraid of Just

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<v Speaker 1>let flue Ca learn this sounds learn. This episode of

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<v Speaker 1>get re podcast was so much fun. I did it

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<v Speaker 1>with one of my best friends of all time, gin Wayne.

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<v Speaker 1>We have been friends for over a decade. We have

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<v Speaker 1>done so much stuff together, from writing songs. We were

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<v Speaker 1>in a trio stealing angels together. We did The Amazing

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<v Speaker 1>Race twice together season twenty two, where we got fourth place.

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<v Speaker 1>Season twenty four we went back for All Stars and

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<v Speaker 1>we got second place. We talk all about all of

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<v Speaker 1>our our journey together. We talked about stories from the

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<v Speaker 1>Amazing Race. We talked about music, We talked about failing, succeeding,

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<v Speaker 1>how you overcome, how you keep going. And now Jen

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<v Speaker 1>is in the hit trio Runaway June. It's an all

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<v Speaker 1>female trio and they have a top ten song. By

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<v Speaker 1>the time you hear this podcast, though, it's probably going

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<v Speaker 1>to be a top five song because it's killing the charts.

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<v Speaker 1>It's called By my Own, Buy My Own Drinks, and

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<v Speaker 1>jin It's just all about perseverance, staying strong, not giving up.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's so inspiring and so much fun to have

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<v Speaker 1>this conversation. So get excited. Here's Jen Wayne. Hello, Hello,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm here with gin Wayne. What's going on? Jin? I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just staring at your baby bump. Listen all. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>it's big. I mean it's beautiful. By the time this

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<v Speaker 1>episode airs, I will probably have a child. Isn't that crazy? Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>That is crazy. And for all the listeners, Caroline and

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't known each other forever, so to the babies

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<v Speaker 1>have we don each other like fourteen or fifteen maybe

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<v Speaker 1>a long time. I mean I've known you since the

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<v Speaker 1>day you moved to Nashville pretty much because yes, because

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<v Speaker 1>you moved into the house that you remember list Oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, and Beth wait, Beth Cooper Potter, and you

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<v Speaker 1>were driving you were going to Forever twenty one, still

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<v Speaker 1>my favorite store, and you were like about to break

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<v Speaker 1>up with your boyfriend. You didn't know how to breake

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<v Speaker 1>up with them. I'll never forget that was about right,

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<v Speaker 1>hot mess. I mean I think we met and I

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<v Speaker 1>was like twenty three and you were like twenty four.

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<v Speaker 1>And now I'm actually when I was twenty three and

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<v Speaker 1>you were twenty two. Do you speak your agelong? Yes? Okay, great,

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<v Speaker 1>just a grand old thirty seven. I'm a grand old

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<v Speaker 1>thirty six, So we have known each other for like

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<v Speaker 1>thirteen years. Yeah, because I remember hearing through the Great

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<v Speaker 1>One because I had moved here to Nashville from Texas,

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<v Speaker 1>small town girl to be a country music singer. And

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<v Speaker 1>my friend from college, Beth, was like, got this house

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<v Speaker 1>on Craigslist, just like, yeah, John Wayne's granddaughter is moving

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<v Speaker 1>from California and she with her Chihuahua and she's going

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<v Speaker 1>to live with me. And I'm like at that point,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, why aren't you going to live in

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<v Speaker 1>a mansion, Like, you know, you're John Wayne's granddaughter, you

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<v Speaker 1>should be living somewhere, Like don't you have like a

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<v Speaker 1>mansion in a limousine service and all sorts stuff. Wish

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<v Speaker 1>that would have been cool. Instead, he moved into the

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<v Speaker 1>house with like six girls and you lived in a

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<v Speaker 1>closet basically. One girl lived in a tent in the backyard. Yeah, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I had a room. So what happened was everyone listening. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I rented from this girl who said it was going

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<v Speaker 1>to be me and her and my one dog and

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<v Speaker 1>I get there and she had literally rented every crevice

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<v Speaker 1>of the house out. She rented the sunroom out, the

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<v Speaker 1>closet out the attict out. There was a girl living

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<v Speaker 1>in a tent in the backyard, like aigon cord, so

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<v Speaker 1>she had a fan in there or something like a

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<v Speaker 1>TV or think or something. It was so crazy and

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<v Speaker 1>like all these dogs, remember Rebecca and her dog to

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<v Speaker 1>her dog was so scared of everything. So yeah, that

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<v Speaker 1>was my first Nashville experience. So I met you like

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<v Speaker 1>literally right when you moved to town. Yeah, the day

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was the day. I remember you were

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<v Speaker 1>driving in that car and we were both kind of shy,

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<v Speaker 1>and so we sort of started like linking up trying

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<v Speaker 1>to do music together, like kind of almost instantly. Ish Yeah, no,

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<v Speaker 1>instantly we started writing together. But you had a deal,

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<v Speaker 1>you had a record deal, you moved to town. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, more a Griffin Yeah, I forgot about that. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>listen if you don't know more. Griffins started like Will

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<v Speaker 1>of Fortune, right, yes, Jeopardy and we all of Fortune.

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<v Speaker 1>He was like the first late night talk show guy.

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<v Speaker 1>He was like before Johnny Carson, and he's your Griffin

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<v Speaker 1>show godfather. He was like like a godfather. He wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>my godfather, but he just like was like a grandpat

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<v Speaker 1>to me. You know, he was so sweet and he

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<v Speaker 1>wrote the theme song for Jeopardy and he had a

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<v Speaker 1>number one song in the country with like lovely bunch

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<v Speaker 1>of coconuts. You wrote that, Yeah, I've got a lovely

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<v Speaker 1>bunch of coconuts lazy. No he did not. Yes, No,

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<v Speaker 1>that was too was what crazy? Yeah, he was like

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<v Speaker 1>so talented with creative brain to write that strange song.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, I love that in the Jeopardy theme song. Yeah. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so he was pretty awesome. It's a saying. Okay, so

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<v Speaker 1>you moved to town because you were in California, and

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<v Speaker 1>then how did you decided to move to Nashville. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I always wanted to be a songwriter, and so I

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<v Speaker 1>just knew that the best songwriters in the world were here.

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<v Speaker 1>And I kind of like tried to do it a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit in l A and I would write with

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<v Speaker 1>people you know here and there. But I just knew

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<v Speaker 1>that if I wanted to be the best, I had

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<v Speaker 1>to be around people that were the best. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was definitely not even close being the best. So um,

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<v Speaker 1>I moved here. And if I would have known how

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<v Speaker 1>hard it was, then I would have never moved. I Mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I was so naive I had no idea. Yeah, so

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<v Speaker 1>I was just and I should have quit probably so

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<v Speaker 1>many times. I don't know why I kept going, but

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<v Speaker 1>I just kept going. No, seriously, you know, well, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's one thing that happens to this musical

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<v Speaker 1>entertainment journey is it doesn't happen right away, and you've

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<v Speaker 1>really got to want it, because if you don't want it,

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<v Speaker 1>you're not going to get it. Because this town can

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<v Speaker 1>swallow you love, even though it will we wade you out.

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone's kind and loving and it's amazing community. But you've

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<v Speaker 1>got to want it. You gotta kick butt and you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta stay with it. Yeah. Well it's so weird because sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>if you guys hear like a hard breathing, that's my job. Blue.

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<v Speaker 1>Last time I saw him, he was this tiny little

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<v Speaker 1>thing and he is so big. He's had a few

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<v Speaker 1>dog bones in his life. So um. But you know

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<v Speaker 1>it's really weird is some people moved to town and

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<v Speaker 1>it happens like that. Like some people it just happened

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<v Speaker 1>so fast, and then some people it takes forever. And

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<v Speaker 1>I think you have to like not get caught up

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<v Speaker 1>and worrying about the people that made it so fast

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<v Speaker 1>because I feel like I got I had a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit of that for like five years. I'm like, all

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<v Speaker 1>my friends are making it, All the people have grown

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<v Speaker 1>up with are all successful now, and I'm still at

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<v Speaker 1>the very beginning, you know. And it's hard to like

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<v Speaker 1>not compare yourself to that or not look at that

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<v Speaker 1>and be like, shoot, you know myron either you just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of have to focus on yourself and just keep going.

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<v Speaker 1>And comparison is the joy? Is that what that quotas

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<v Speaker 1>comparison with joy or something like, oh, I've never heard that,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, So tell me a little bit about your journey.

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<v Speaker 1>So tell me how it all went. Break it down

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<v Speaker 1>for me, tell me and also for everyone listening. Jin

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<v Speaker 1>was a professional tennis player being the key word before

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<v Speaker 1>she became a hit singer songwriter. She was a professional

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<v Speaker 1>tennis player before, so you have many talents. Well, thank

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<v Speaker 1>you was definitely the key word. You still got a

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<v Speaker 1>girl of Um. Well, so I moved to town with

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<v Speaker 1>that deal and we made a record with Carl Jackson

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<v Speaker 1>and blue Grass blue Grass. I loved it and it

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<v Speaker 1>was kind of a bluegrass record. Um, but unfortunately we've

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<v Speaker 1>passed away before it was done. So the deal kind

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<v Speaker 1>of just faded, and um I so I was like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I've got to figure something else out. And I remember

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<v Speaker 1>I got this manager and she was Madonna's manager, and

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<v Speaker 1>she was awesome, but yes, Greece, but she lived in

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<v Speaker 1>l A. And she didn't really know Nashville. And she's like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>let's just do a showcase. And I had played like

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<v Speaker 1>five live shows in my life. I didn't know what

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing. And so she set up this huge

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<v Speaker 1>showcase at the Quarter. Every label in town was there.

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<v Speaker 1>There were news crews, they're like people were waiting outside

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<v Speaker 1>the door, and I was so green because you're John

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<v Speaker 1>Wayne's granddaughter and you're gorgeous, and so everyone was curious,

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<v Speaker 1>like what is this going to be like? And it

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<v Speaker 1>was very bad. It was very bad. And it was

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<v Speaker 1>crazy though, because you have to fall sometimes. Like I

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<v Speaker 1>felt so hard that night, like I thought I did

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<v Speaker 1>well and then I got passed by every single label

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, oh my god. And I just

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<v Speaker 1>remember like wanting to just move home, and I thought

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<v Speaker 1>like I could never show my face in this town again,

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<v Speaker 1>like everybody knows I failed, had everybody passed on me,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I can't I can't stay here, And I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know why I did stay here. I think I just

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<v Speaker 1>was so stubborn. How do you deal with moments like

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<v Speaker 1>that when you feel like you've really put yourself out there,

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<v Speaker 1>You're super vulnerable and exposed, and like you said, you

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<v Speaker 1>felt like you had failed. Obviously, it's not a failure

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<v Speaker 1>because it all led to where you are now, but

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<v Speaker 1>at the time it felt like and it was a

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<v Speaker 1>failure at the time, which is okay, it's okay. How

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<v Speaker 1>do you decide that you're going to show your face again? Like,

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<v Speaker 1>what do you tell yourself in those moments? Don't honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I just remember going home and just bawling, crying.

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<v Speaker 1>My best friend Dre was with me, and we like

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<v Speaker 1>went out and had sushi, and I think I drank

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<v Speaker 1>all the sake in the world that night, but I

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<v Speaker 1>think I like cried for probably a week of just like,

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<v Speaker 1>how am I gonna show my face again? And I

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<v Speaker 1>don't really remember what the moment was, but I do

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<v Speaker 1>remember my mom calling me and saying that my grandpa,

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<v Speaker 1>who's John Wayne, and you know, one of the most

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<v Speaker 1>famous people in the world, and he didn't really become

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<v Speaker 1>a star till he was in his fifties. He over

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<v Speaker 1>two D seventy movies, and he really didn't come into

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<v Speaker 1>his you know, huge stardom until later in life. She

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<v Speaker 1>was like, so, don't give up, like you're you're just

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<v Speaker 1>doing it the hard way, and so I just stayed.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's when, honestly, you and I started writing a lot,

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<v Speaker 1>and you were kind of in a position where you

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<v Speaker 1>were super talented, but you were kind of afraid to

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<v Speaker 1>put yourself out, and so I think it was just

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<v Speaker 1>easier to do it together, you know. I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>like for me, always been super helpful to have friends

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<v Speaker 1>and support and like doing something together with someone, it's

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<v Speaker 1>like you give each other the strength. So I think

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<v Speaker 1>that's what we did for each other. We locked in

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<v Speaker 1>and it was fun too. It was awesome. And then Taylor,

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<v Speaker 1>we had a little wild children's granddaughter, hopped on board,

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<v Speaker 1>kept everything spicy, and she taught I feel like both

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<v Speaker 1>of us a lot because she just had no inhibition.

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<v Speaker 1>She'd get on stage and she was just the less

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<v Speaker 1>fearless and I was all fear So I think she,

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<v Speaker 1>you're like, really taught us how to be a performer

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<v Speaker 1>in respect of it to get out of our shell

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<v Speaker 1>because in interviews she was so sometimes too real and

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<v Speaker 1>too wrong. But it taught us how to be honest

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<v Speaker 1>and how to activate that part of ourselves instead of

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<v Speaker 1>just being so nervous that everything how to be perfect,

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<v Speaker 1>because I think we saw with her that people really

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<v Speaker 1>responded to her outrageous realness. Yeah, and putting herself out there,

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<v Speaker 1>putting yourself out there. Yeah. Yeah. It was like boot camp,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel and our band was called Stealing Angels. I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like, even though it didn't pan out, it was

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<v Speaker 1>the greatest thing that could have happened for all three

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<v Speaker 1>of us. Yeah, just to prepare us for this entertainment

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<v Speaker 1>journey totally. And that's like looking back now seven, it

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<v Speaker 1>took a long time to get here, but like every

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<v Speaker 1>single moment, every single failure, every single thing you did,

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<v Speaker 1>leads up to where you are now, Like you wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>have the tools to be where you are now if

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<v Speaker 1>you hadn't have done that, you know, and you really

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<v Speaker 1>believe that with Stealing Angels, I mean I learned some

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<v Speaker 1>from you girls being on stage and then radio, like

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<v Speaker 1>met so many radio people which got you and I

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<v Speaker 1>are next job being on the other side of the

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<v Speaker 1>music business about that. Well, so Caroline and I we

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<v Speaker 1>just don't we just don't give up. But we there

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<v Speaker 1>was a label and they hired us to be promotion

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<v Speaker 1>a promotion team together a duo which they promotion is

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<v Speaker 1>the one that goes around promoting artists to radio people

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<v Speaker 1>across the country. And he hired us. Yeah, switch sides.

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<v Speaker 1>We got on the other side, which is so important

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<v Speaker 1>to learn the other side of the music business. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and they hired us because Caroline and I knew radio

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<v Speaker 1>from being in a band. They were like, this is interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>We've never no one's ever really done this before. They've

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<v Speaker 1>never heard it, hired an artist to be on this side,

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<v Speaker 1>and we did really well. Disclaimer for everyone listening, there's

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<v Speaker 1>only always one regional per region. But j and I

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<v Speaker 1>were like, we're not doing it if you don't hire

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<v Speaker 1>us together. We're like, we're not going to go on

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<v Speaker 1>the road and talk to all these radio pds who

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<v Speaker 1>we love. But like we've been used to being together

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<v Speaker 1>in a trio or like us just working together, Like

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<v Speaker 1>we're not doing this solo too lowly out there on

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<v Speaker 1>the road. It's too hard, it's too hard. And also

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<v Speaker 1>we knew we were good, so we're like, we knew

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<v Speaker 1>we wanted to hire us, and we're like, this is

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<v Speaker 1>the deal or not. And that was when we got

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<v Speaker 1>a company card. That company card that was that was

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<v Speaker 1>the real deal. I've never had a company car before.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh my gosh, that's so funny. I know,

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<v Speaker 1>and Jin you the responsible one. So Jin was always

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<v Speaker 1>one like super organized and like playing everything out, and

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<v Speaker 1>I felt like I was always like the little sister.

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<v Speaker 1>But we had such a good dynamic. I know we

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<v Speaker 1>did because you brought me out of my show, like

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<v Speaker 1>you made me kind of more exciting where I would

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<v Speaker 1>be the boring one, like, but we totally passed a

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<v Speaker 1>whole nothing a world that you and I did Big World,

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<v Speaker 1>which was amazing. Race that was a defining moment. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, all this is a fining moment, but that

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<v Speaker 1>was like that was crazy because it took us to

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<v Speaker 1>a whole another stratosphere. And also when our band broke up,

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<v Speaker 1>Stealing Angels broke up because Taylor got knocked up and

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<v Speaker 1>she wanted to be a mommy, and yeah, I was

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like came to a screeching Hall and Caroline

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<v Speaker 1>and they were like what are we going to do

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<v Speaker 1>with our lives? Like Taylor got pregnant, moved to Seattle,

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<v Speaker 1>She's still married to her husband John, and that was

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<v Speaker 1>the two cutest boys. And now she's like doing a

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<v Speaker 1>tribute Bandeche Loretta and she had in Conway. Twitty's grandson's

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<v Speaker 1>doing it with her, and she's like on cloud nine,

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<v Speaker 1>loves her life, found her niche Like it's awesome, she

0:14:41.960 --> 0:14:44.320
<v Speaker 1>found her spot. Yeah, but yeah, it came to a

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<v Speaker 1>screeching hot halt, and you and I were like, what

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<v Speaker 1>are we going to do with our lives? Yeah, we

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<v Speaker 1>felt like the same way. I think my showcase felt

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<v Speaker 1>like we're like it all just came crashing down, like

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<v Speaker 1>we failed, like one day to the next. We lost

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<v Speaker 1>a deal, we lost I lost my publishing. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if you last year and you still had your

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<v Speaker 1>but like lost everything. Yeah, it was crazy and amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>Race just happened out of the blue, I think like

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<v Speaker 1>a month later some crazy and it's just so weird.

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<v Speaker 1>But they were looking for two country singers. That's Caroline

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<v Speaker 1>and I didn't know what we were going to do

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<v Speaker 1>when that came to us, just fell into our lapside

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<v Speaker 1>of the blue yes, Like, oh my gosh, We're like, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>little did we know what we were getting into. They

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<v Speaker 1>were like, oh, it's a traveling show. Because I had

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<v Speaker 1>never seen it. You just travel around the world and

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<v Speaker 1>do fun things. I'm like, yeah, great, we had no idea.

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<v Speaker 1>How difficult. Tell me your take on Amazing Race. What

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<v Speaker 1>was your experience like and what did you think about that?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it was unbelievable. It was amazing for lack

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<v Speaker 1>of a better word, um, but just being able to

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<v Speaker 1>travel the world and see it the way we did,

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<v Speaker 1>Like there's so many things that we would have never

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<v Speaker 1>done on our own, Like I would never go to

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<v Speaker 1>Sri Lanka or you know, Malaysia or wherever, and so

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<v Speaker 1>I just felt like we got an experience that we

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<v Speaker 1>would have never gotten without that show. But Sri Lanka

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<v Speaker 1>where you made an outfit in the sweatshop that was Malaysia,

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<v Speaker 1>Malaysia or China. How crazy is that? Like we went

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<v Speaker 1>to a sweatshop and you made an outfit. Yeah, and

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<v Speaker 1>you got to see like what that really looks like,

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<v Speaker 1>like what a sweatshop in Asia and a third world

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<v Speaker 1>country looks like. And it's crazy. That was what was

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<v Speaker 1>so cool about amazing race is it puts you in

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<v Speaker 1>the environment, like you're not just like a tourist, you

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<v Speaker 1>are like in real life environments that are happening in

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<v Speaker 1>that culture. And you know, also for you guys listening,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have any money, like you just have the

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<v Speaker 1>money that they give you per leg and so to

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<v Speaker 1>like be at an airport and not be able to

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<v Speaker 1>just buy a bottle of water, just simple things that

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<v Speaker 1>you would normally not even think about. It's not even

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<v Speaker 1>about being rich, it's just being able to buy a

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<v Speaker 1>bottle of water. To not be able to do that

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<v Speaker 1>is like it just really kind of put things in

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<v Speaker 1>perspective of how how lucky we are. That That was

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of my take on it. What were some

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<v Speaker 1>of your favorite places we went to and some of

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<v Speaker 1>your favorite experiences and favorite teams? Well, okay, favorite teams.

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<v Speaker 1>We love the Cowboys, loved the Globe Chatter's um David

0:17:14.400 --> 0:17:16.760
<v Speaker 1>Connor were the best, and they were the father's son

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<v Speaker 1>duo who beat us at the end four seconds second place.

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<v Speaker 1>We should we should have beat them. Signed if we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna lose anyone. Yeah, they're both cancer survivors, which was awesome.

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<v Speaker 1>They're awesome. They're amazing. I think those are my those

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<v Speaker 1>are my favorite teams, Um, my favorite experiences. Well, Switzerland

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<v Speaker 1>I think was just so beautiful. Like that cheese thing

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<v Speaker 1>was just not my favorite experience. So what that but

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<v Speaker 1>that one was was I would always call myself the

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<v Speaker 1>man of our relationship was le bron. Jin was my damsel.

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<v Speaker 1>And we had these like l of cheese that we

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<v Speaker 1>had to haul up a mountain of snow. It's here

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<v Speaker 1>Jin and I two girls, not huge girls at all,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's these big guys that they're doing the exact

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<v Speaker 1>same challenges us. It's the same way of cheese. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like you get no advantages. It's all the same

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<v Speaker 1>for everybody. The physical part we get. It's tougher for women,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like. So we had haul these bales of

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<v Speaker 1>cheese up to the snow filled mountain, load them up

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<v Speaker 1>on a sled, and then get them to down the

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<v Speaker 1>mountain and they're like falling, the bales of falling and

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<v Speaker 1>when the cheese falls off, it sinks into the snow,

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<v Speaker 1>like it's not like it just falls off on grass,

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<v Speaker 1>Like you have to like dig down in the snow

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<v Speaker 1>to get out. And it's like she carolines like, come on, chin,

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<v Speaker 1>come on chin, you can do it. Why I want

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<v Speaker 1>to eat the cheese. Oh? We hung in there and

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<v Speaker 1>thought we were going to hang in there, and I

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<v Speaker 1>think that was our greatest advantage. Yeah do you think so? Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>And no one thought we could do it. Everyone was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>let's keep Gin and Caroline around because we can beat

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<v Speaker 1>them at the end, so let's keep them, and they

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<v Speaker 1>get kind of worked her totally. We worked it, and

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<v Speaker 1>then it was that I don't know which because we

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<v Speaker 1>did two seasons, season twenty four and then All Stars

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<v Speaker 1>season twenty two and then All Starts twenty four, so

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<v Speaker 1>I might be mixing up the seasons. But one time

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<v Speaker 1>the Cowboys had an express pass, and how did you

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<v Speaker 1>sweet talking me into? That? Was my theory. I'm like, listen,

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<v Speaker 1>so an express pass? Telling the challenge because I was

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<v Speaker 1>losing my mind. Oh my gosh. Caroline was having to

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<v Speaker 1>put together a car, a big, big, like toy car,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was the directions were in Chinese and she

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't like putting stuff together to begin with. Was like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>you love this. I thought you did, and I realized

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<v Speaker 1>that was my mom simply, what are you talking about? Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>My god, and I'm terrible too, so, oh my poor Caroline.

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<v Speaker 1>It was that was that challenge was a nightmare. And

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<v Speaker 1>so Caroline is just breaking down. She's like crying, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just watching her and everyone's breezing through it, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, we're gonna lose, Like we're gonna get eliminated.

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<v Speaker 1>She's having a breakdown, and I'm like, I have to

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<v Speaker 1>get the express pass or we lose. And the Express

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<v Speaker 1>Passe needs you get to bypass that challenge. And the

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<v Speaker 1>Cowboys had one for themselves and then they had to

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<v Speaker 1>give one to another team. Yeah, and they could give

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<v Speaker 1>it to whoever they want at any time, And so

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<v Speaker 1>I just went there and I just started working at

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<v Speaker 1>But my my reasoning was, I'm like, listen, we are

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<v Speaker 1>not a threat. You know, we're going to use it

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<v Speaker 1>right here, so it will never be a threat to

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<v Speaker 1>you in the future. They're already done, they're already done,

0:20:21.880 --> 0:20:23.960
<v Speaker 1>they were already going to win the leg. And I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>we're going to waste it right now. And we're the

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<v Speaker 1>worst team, so if we're not a competition for anybody,

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<v Speaker 1>so you might as well give it to us rather

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<v Speaker 1>than one of the good teams that could beat you guys. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's actually not a lot. No, I know, that's very

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<v Speaker 1>that was very honest work got it. I'll never forgetting

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<v Speaker 1>your face when I gave it to you. We were

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<v Speaker 1>just so thankful to put that thing together. Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>because I was like, this is where it's over. That's

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<v Speaker 1>where we die. I know I knew it too, I

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<v Speaker 1>saw it. Oh, but that's one thing when you get

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<v Speaker 1>in the zone. You can get in the zone, like

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<v Speaker 1>when you know you gotta get something done and drop

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<v Speaker 1>the hammer. I'll drop it, You'll drop it. Yeah, we

0:21:08.359 --> 0:21:10.640
<v Speaker 1>were a good team because I don't I'm not really

0:21:10.880 --> 0:21:12.760
<v Speaker 1>as good at dropping the hammer. Like I'm kind of

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<v Speaker 1>a little more started. It feels like in life sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>on a regular basis, but you're sort of in the beginning, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>but then I'm like the slowest snail, but like I

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<v Speaker 1>just won't stop. And then when you really got to

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<v Speaker 1>lay it down, you get a look in your eyes.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean you get focused, it is happening. Oh my gosh,

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<v Speaker 1>that's so funny. And we got it and we kept

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<v Speaker 1>going what we're here, like, what was one of your favorite? Um?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I loved getting to see the different cultures,

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<v Speaker 1>like you're saying it was so cool to go to

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<v Speaker 1>Sri Lanka and like writing those little tub tucks which

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<v Speaker 1>are like little crazy cars that are going everywhere, and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know how people don't get their lanes off.

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<v Speaker 1>People are sticking their heads out and cars are running

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<v Speaker 1>right next to them and there's no like no lanes

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<v Speaker 1>or no um pattern, like there's just a wild I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know how they don't wreck every day. I know,

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<v Speaker 1>to see that culture was amazing. I loved going to Africa.

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<v Speaker 1>I loved going to Africa. We got to stay in

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<v Speaker 1>a cool place and that night when we got to

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<v Speaker 1>the bushman asked us to do their little ritual with

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<v Speaker 1>the dance by the fire and their babies and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>It was unbelievable. I remember thinking to myself after amazing race,

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<v Speaker 1>like it changed me in the way that just seeing

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<v Speaker 1>so much of the world and getting to have so

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<v Speaker 1>much intimate, so many intimate experiences with cultures and the

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<v Speaker 1>people in those cultures, it opened my eyes so much

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<v Speaker 1>to realizing that there are so many ways to live life,

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<v Speaker 1>in so many ways to be happy, and like ours

0:22:44.119 --> 0:22:46.280
<v Speaker 1>isn't the only way or the right way. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>gets stuck in your life here sometimes, which we have.

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<v Speaker 1>It's amazing and it's awesome to live in America. It's

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<v Speaker 1>the greatest country, I think, and I know you feel

0:22:54.840 --> 0:22:58.760
<v Speaker 1>the same. But it's like it was just so it

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<v Speaker 1>opened me up so much. I'm like, there's so many

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<v Speaker 1>ways to go through this life, all the colors. Like

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<v Speaker 1>even the dance that we learned, and was it so

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<v Speaker 1>long one? I think that was Sri Lanka, right, was

0:23:11.240 --> 0:23:14.680
<v Speaker 1>that Spain? No, that's another dance. But the dance where

0:23:14.760 --> 0:23:18.440
<v Speaker 1>we had to like twirl or I was having on

0:23:18.480 --> 0:23:23.919
<v Speaker 1>your head. Yeah, one person had a role two plates

0:23:23.960 --> 0:23:26.040
<v Speaker 1>on the head and and dance and the other one

0:23:26.080 --> 0:23:29.359
<v Speaker 1>had to do one. And so I took the I

0:23:29.480 --> 0:23:34.480
<v Speaker 1>took that for the team. But like all the colors,

0:23:34.560 --> 0:23:37.159
<v Speaker 1>there's so many beautiful colors in the world, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like all that just outfits and the different cultures is amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>We were really good teammates. I have to say. We

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<v Speaker 1>never like obviously we got so frustrated with each other

0:23:48.520 --> 0:23:50.880
<v Speaker 1>because it's impossible not too, but we never like went

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<v Speaker 1>below the belt. We never really fought. We just got

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<v Speaker 1>frustrator sometimes. Yeah, like other teams would break down and

0:23:56.960 --> 0:23:59.760
<v Speaker 1>they would fight and yell and we just like yeah,

0:24:00.160 --> 0:24:02.359
<v Speaker 1>and we held it together the whole time. All that

0:24:02.520 --> 0:24:05.520
<v Speaker 1>one story when we're running like it's towards the pit stop.

0:24:05.560 --> 0:24:09.639
<v Speaker 1>I think it's like in Berlin or it's in Ireland,

0:24:10.119 --> 0:24:12.040
<v Speaker 1>and we're both running and I'm telling you in those

0:24:12.080 --> 0:24:14.119
<v Speaker 1>cobblestone streets and I'm telling you to go one direction

0:24:14.160 --> 0:24:15.840
<v Speaker 1>and you're telling me to go the other. And I'm like, no,

0:24:16.680 --> 0:24:20.359
<v Speaker 1>we're wrong, and I'm like, you're wrong, this is the

0:24:20.400 --> 0:24:24.200
<v Speaker 1>wrong way. Wait what did I say that we're both wrong?

0:24:26.320 --> 0:24:28.400
<v Speaker 1>We're both wrong and we're both going the wrong way.

0:24:28.560 --> 0:24:33.199
<v Speaker 1>To drop it? And we started laughing because you were

0:24:33.240 --> 0:24:35.720
<v Speaker 1>convinced you're right. I was convinced our rose right. And

0:24:35.800 --> 0:24:37.480
<v Speaker 1>I was trying and I get stubborn to and I

0:24:37.560 --> 0:24:39.520
<v Speaker 1>was like trying to like beat in your head that

0:24:39.600 --> 0:24:42.920
<v Speaker 1>I was right. You're like, we're both wrong. But that

0:24:43.080 --> 0:24:45.400
<v Speaker 1>got you. You finally were like, yep, we are, We're

0:24:45.440 --> 0:24:49.800
<v Speaker 1>both wrong, but we I will say. Remember when we

0:24:49.920 --> 0:24:52.560
<v Speaker 1>were in oh, gosh, I don't know where it was.

0:24:52.720 --> 0:24:55.240
<v Speaker 1>I think it was England actually, and we were driving

0:24:55.280 --> 0:24:57.480
<v Speaker 1>and you like the car kind of broke down because

0:24:57.520 --> 0:25:00.399
<v Speaker 1>I had the parking brake on driving on the highway

0:25:00.600 --> 0:25:02.600
<v Speaker 1>and she was driving a stick shift on the left

0:25:02.640 --> 0:25:04.359
<v Speaker 1>side of the road, just learned how to drive a

0:25:04.400 --> 0:25:07.199
<v Speaker 1>month before we get and the stick is on your

0:25:07.280 --> 0:25:09.240
<v Speaker 1>left hand, so it's not even just the other side,

0:25:09.280 --> 0:25:11.760
<v Speaker 1>the whole thing is different. And I just remember thinking,

0:25:11.840 --> 0:25:14.119
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, if you ever want to know if

0:25:14.160 --> 0:25:17.480
<v Speaker 1>you should marry a person, just go drive a stick

0:25:17.560 --> 0:25:20.760
<v Speaker 1>shift in traffic in London lost and see if you

0:25:20.800 --> 0:25:23.200
<v Speaker 1>guys can still get along out there, Because if you

0:25:23.280 --> 0:25:25.960
<v Speaker 1>can pass the test, I think he could like pass

0:25:26.040 --> 0:25:36.440
<v Speaker 1>anything barely. But like to me, doing the directions you're driving,

0:25:36.560 --> 0:25:39.080
<v Speaker 1>we were both like it was impossible and to be

0:25:39.160 --> 0:25:42.320
<v Speaker 1>able to still communicate and like not totally lose it

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<v Speaker 1>on each other. That in that stressful of a situation

0:25:45.640 --> 0:25:48.480
<v Speaker 1>is like I thought, Okay, that's got to be the test.

0:25:48.600 --> 0:25:51.920
<v Speaker 1>That's the marriage test. We did really good. I mean,

0:25:52.440 --> 0:25:54.680
<v Speaker 1>I feel like because you and I decided ahead of

0:25:54.720 --> 0:25:56.160
<v Speaker 1>time that we were always going to assume the best

0:25:56.200 --> 0:25:59.400
<v Speaker 1>in each other, because I knew you wanted to win

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<v Speaker 1>just as much as I did. But we have our

0:26:01.960 --> 0:26:05.400
<v Speaker 1>physical limitations that are going to pop up and circumstances,

0:26:05.480 --> 0:26:08.760
<v Speaker 1>and we always just assumed even like if we were

0:26:08.840 --> 0:26:11.000
<v Speaker 1>really mad inside and wanted to lose it, we never

0:26:11.119 --> 0:26:12.800
<v Speaker 1>did because we're like, Okay, I know that person. I

0:26:12.880 --> 0:26:14.879
<v Speaker 1>know she's doing the best she can, and then next

0:26:14.920 --> 0:26:16.840
<v Speaker 1>time it's going to be me, he's going to need

0:26:16.880 --> 0:26:19.440
<v Speaker 1>the grace. Yeah, And I felt like we both did

0:26:19.960 --> 0:26:22.640
<v Speaker 1>really well with like keeping each other lifted, like when

0:26:22.680 --> 0:26:24.840
<v Speaker 1>we were stressed at or having a bad like when

0:26:24.880 --> 0:26:27.200
<v Speaker 1>I was the very first episode when I was stuck

0:26:27.240 --> 0:26:31.280
<v Speaker 1>in the sand for eight hundred hours, You're just so nice,

0:26:31.400 --> 0:26:33.119
<v Speaker 1>You're just like, it's okay, Jane, you can do it,

0:26:33.200 --> 0:26:35.760
<v Speaker 1>like you're so positive, and I just because you couldn't

0:26:35.800 --> 0:26:40.119
<v Speaker 1>find the ticket, it was so hot, and it was

0:26:40.200 --> 0:26:41.919
<v Speaker 1>just a lucky thing. And then by the time they

0:26:41.960 --> 0:26:44.399
<v Speaker 1>started rebuilding the sand castles, they were building it on

0:26:44.560 --> 0:26:47.880
<v Speaker 1>different putting it back on a different place, so it's

0:26:47.880 --> 0:26:50.520
<v Speaker 1>impossible where basically it was in board bar. And the

0:26:50.600 --> 0:26:53.080
<v Speaker 1>first challenge was there was all of these sand castles

0:26:53.240 --> 0:26:57.840
<v Speaker 1>in five hundred and there was a few net clues

0:26:58.040 --> 0:27:01.399
<v Speaker 1>under them, so you had a dig each one up

0:27:01.600 --> 0:27:03.280
<v Speaker 1>and if you didn't find a clue, had to rebuild it.

0:27:04.000 --> 0:27:06.280
<v Speaker 1>And so you were and it was hot, the sand

0:27:06.440 --> 0:27:09.480
<v Speaker 1>was not you had to pack the sand, and it

0:27:09.600 --> 0:27:11.399
<v Speaker 1>was hot and dry, so I had to go to

0:27:11.480 --> 0:27:14.680
<v Speaker 1>the ocean and get like water to pack the sand.

0:27:14.720 --> 0:27:17.240
<v Speaker 1>I mean, each building, each sand castle took five minutes

0:27:17.359 --> 0:27:20.200
<v Speaker 1>right at at least hours. Finally we got down to

0:27:20.280 --> 0:27:23.399
<v Speaker 1>three teams and then it was us, Max and Katie

0:27:23.960 --> 0:27:27.639
<v Speaker 1>and then firefighters firefighters, and we did something that had

0:27:27.680 --> 0:27:31.080
<v Speaker 1>never really happened, an amazing race history we called We

0:27:31.400 --> 0:27:33.720
<v Speaker 1>all decided that we were gonna, what was it, take

0:27:33.800 --> 0:27:37.639
<v Speaker 1>a penalty. And so because all of us knew it

0:27:37.680 --> 0:27:40.399
<v Speaker 1>wasn't going to be impossible to find the ticket, the

0:27:40.480 --> 0:27:43.120
<v Speaker 1>sand castles were put on different places, so we couldn't

0:27:43.160 --> 0:27:45.880
<v Speaker 1>it was impossible and everyone had been out there for hours,

0:27:46.040 --> 0:27:48.680
<v Speaker 1>and so okay, then explain what happened next. So we

0:27:48.800 --> 0:27:50.720
<v Speaker 1>agreed to take a penalty, and from that point on,

0:27:50.880 --> 0:27:52.760
<v Speaker 1>it was just like a race to the to the

0:27:52.840 --> 0:27:55.879
<v Speaker 1>finish line, and whoever loses is out. It was eliminated.

0:27:55.920 --> 0:27:59.399
<v Speaker 1>It was the first episode of our entire like the

0:27:59.480 --> 0:28:01.520
<v Speaker 1>first show. We're like, oh, great, we're gonna first, We're

0:28:01.520 --> 0:28:04.360
<v Speaker 1>going to be and if you don't make it, that's

0:28:04.400 --> 0:28:06.200
<v Speaker 1>the only time you're ever aired on TV. And so

0:28:06.440 --> 0:28:08.480
<v Speaker 1>we were like, I cannot believe this is happening. And

0:28:08.640 --> 0:28:10.440
<v Speaker 1>you had to go to any other countries, you missed,

0:28:10.440 --> 0:28:15.560
<v Speaker 1>the missed everything. And so we from that sand castle

0:28:15.720 --> 0:28:20.960
<v Speaker 1>on we had to sprint to make a canoe by ourselves,

0:28:21.080 --> 0:28:24.000
<v Speaker 1>two girls. Everyone else had guys on their team, and

0:28:24.119 --> 0:28:26.440
<v Speaker 1>like tie it together and get the bamboo and make

0:28:26.480 --> 0:28:29.200
<v Speaker 1>the canoe yourself and then canoe a mile and a

0:28:29.280 --> 0:28:33.040
<v Speaker 1>half to the finish line. And we're against men firefighters

0:28:33.119 --> 0:28:37.200
<v Speaker 1>and I've never canoed before. Yeah, And I was so

0:28:37.440 --> 0:28:40.080
<v Speaker 1>tired because I've been in the stand for like eleven hours.

0:28:40.160 --> 0:28:43.000
<v Speaker 1>I had nothing left. And so the fact that we

0:28:43.320 --> 0:28:47.600
<v Speaker 1>out canoe the firefighters because they felt they tipped, they

0:28:47.680 --> 0:28:50.760
<v Speaker 1>took thank god they Yeah, and we balanced and stayed

0:28:50.840 --> 0:28:53.200
<v Speaker 1>up and you just you carried us until the end

0:28:53.240 --> 0:28:55.680
<v Speaker 1>because I had nothing left. Well, I found something in

0:28:55.800 --> 0:28:58.360
<v Speaker 1>me that I never have had since Amazing Race and

0:28:58.480 --> 0:29:01.840
<v Speaker 1>might not ever have again, which is a sense of

0:29:02.000 --> 0:29:04.360
<v Speaker 1>a reserve energy that I didn't know I had, and

0:29:04.480 --> 0:29:06.520
<v Speaker 1>I hadn't been building for eleven hours. But like when

0:29:06.560 --> 0:29:08.440
<v Speaker 1>it came to Amazing Race and it came to like

0:29:08.520 --> 0:29:12.000
<v Speaker 1>getting stuff done, you were just I wanted. I didn't

0:29:12.160 --> 0:29:15.160
<v Speaker 1>I was not going to let a physical tiredness. Stop me,

0:29:15.240 --> 0:29:16.640
<v Speaker 1>And that is not how I am in real life,

0:29:16.880 --> 0:29:19.320
<v Speaker 1>because I will stop in real life, you know. But

0:29:19.440 --> 0:29:21.400
<v Speaker 1>I was like, Okay, we gotta go, We gotta get there,

0:29:21.480 --> 0:29:23.200
<v Speaker 1>like we got to sit. I think I want I

0:29:23.280 --> 0:29:26.760
<v Speaker 1>haven't wanted something that badly. Yeah. Well, and it's a competition,

0:29:26.920 --> 0:29:28.920
<v Speaker 1>like you feel like you're kind of in the Hunger

0:29:28.960 --> 0:29:32.760
<v Speaker 1>Games out there, like when it comes home. Yeah no, never.

0:29:33.120 --> 0:29:36.080
<v Speaker 1>That was the most torturous fate that could have happened.

0:29:36.200 --> 0:29:38.680
<v Speaker 1>But you just you stayed with it to Jim too,

0:29:38.760 --> 0:29:41.600
<v Speaker 1>but you really powered us through that and we somehow

0:29:41.680 --> 0:29:43.920
<v Speaker 1>out canoed the firefighters and a mile and a half

0:29:44.000 --> 0:29:48.320
<v Speaker 1>long can you ride? After building a hundred degree heat

0:29:48.360 --> 0:29:50.920
<v Speaker 1>for eight hours? And we lived to see another day

0:29:50.920 --> 0:29:52.320
<v Speaker 1>and we made it all the way to the final

0:29:52.520 --> 0:29:56.320
<v Speaker 1>season finale. We got to every country. But how good

0:29:56.560 --> 0:29:58.520
<v Speaker 1>this food taste after you work so hard like that

0:29:58.640 --> 0:30:01.760
<v Speaker 1>in a physical challenge and sleep and sleep like I don't.

0:30:01.920 --> 0:30:04.480
<v Speaker 1>I never had a problem falling asleep. I could sleep

0:30:04.520 --> 0:30:06.719
<v Speaker 1>for I could just close my eyes and I'd fall asleep.

0:30:06.760 --> 0:30:10.480
<v Speaker 1>And today it takes me like an hour to fall asleep. Yeah,

0:30:10.720 --> 0:30:14.040
<v Speaker 1>that was being that exhausted. Help so I'm so grateful

0:30:14.080 --> 0:30:22.240
<v Speaker 1>for that experience me too, you know what a blessing

0:30:22.280 --> 0:30:23.680
<v Speaker 1>And it came out of the perfect time of our

0:30:23.760 --> 0:30:26.440
<v Speaker 1>life because we both kind of thought everything was over

0:30:27.240 --> 0:30:30.120
<v Speaker 1>and it gave us kind of like a new um

0:30:30.520 --> 0:30:32.680
<v Speaker 1>sense of ourselves, like we can do anything. We can

0:30:32.840 --> 0:30:35.080
<v Speaker 1>literally do anything we put our mind to. What did

0:30:35.120 --> 0:30:36.760
<v Speaker 1>you take away from it all? Like, what was your

0:30:37.080 --> 0:30:39.880
<v Speaker 1>big what was your gathering from all of it? I mean,

0:30:39.960 --> 0:30:44.160
<v Speaker 1>I just thought two girls that should have been eliminated

0:30:44.240 --> 0:30:46.440
<v Speaker 1>on the first episode of the first time, they did

0:30:46.480 --> 0:30:49.080
<v Speaker 1>it and they ended up going all the way both times,

0:30:49.280 --> 0:30:52.000
<v Speaker 1>losing the second time by four seconds. All these other

0:30:52.040 --> 0:30:54.840
<v Speaker 1>teams are so much stronger than us. We beat and

0:30:54.880 --> 0:30:57.040
<v Speaker 1>it was just awesome. We was like mental, we like

0:30:57.280 --> 0:31:00.600
<v Speaker 1>mentally persevered and we did it and it was awesome.

0:31:00.920 --> 0:31:05.000
<v Speaker 1>What did you learn about mental being? What did you

0:31:05.120 --> 0:31:07.800
<v Speaker 1>learn mentally? Like, what what did you take away from that?

0:31:07.920 --> 0:31:09.960
<v Speaker 1>Because there were teams that were stronger than us and

0:31:09.960 --> 0:31:12.040
<v Speaker 1>there were teams that were better than us, so but

0:31:12.880 --> 0:31:15.800
<v Speaker 1>being a mental game, what did you realize with all that?

0:31:16.320 --> 0:31:18.800
<v Speaker 1>That's everything? Yeah, I mean it really is. You can

0:31:18.840 --> 0:31:21.280
<v Speaker 1>either you can make or break yourself with your mind,

0:31:22.160 --> 0:31:24.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, you can keep yourself going. Your minds the

0:31:24.800 --> 0:31:27.000
<v Speaker 1>thing that's telling your body to keep going. It's not

0:31:27.120 --> 0:31:30.000
<v Speaker 1>your physical thing. First, you know, you just gotta keep

0:31:30.600 --> 0:31:32.680
<v Speaker 1>keep at it. And I feel like that just showed

0:31:32.720 --> 0:31:35.160
<v Speaker 1>you so much, like mind over matter, mind over matter,

0:31:35.480 --> 0:31:38.320
<v Speaker 1>and we did it. You're really good at not getting flustered.

0:31:38.560 --> 0:31:40.520
<v Speaker 1>Like even if you get flustered for a second, you're

0:31:40.680 --> 0:31:42.520
<v Speaker 1>really good at pulling it back together. Do you think

0:31:42.560 --> 0:31:44.440
<v Speaker 1>that's from being an athlete or what do you think

0:31:44.480 --> 0:31:47.600
<v Speaker 1>that's from? Is it just your personality? I think all

0:31:47.640 --> 0:31:54.800
<v Speaker 1>my parents divorces, how many divorces e something? No? I

0:31:54.920 --> 0:31:56.520
<v Speaker 1>do think like I always have had to be the

0:31:56.560 --> 0:31:59.080
<v Speaker 1>one to keep it together, and just like even in

0:31:59.200 --> 0:32:01.640
<v Speaker 1>every situation, and I find myself and I'm always kind

0:32:01.680 --> 0:32:04.640
<v Speaker 1>of like, did you don't really let yourself fall apart? No?

0:32:05.320 --> 0:32:07.000
<v Speaker 1>But ever right now and then you'll have a moment.

0:32:07.040 --> 0:32:11.000
<v Speaker 1>But it is hair. Yeah, it's I think I'm mentally

0:32:11.240 --> 0:32:15.960
<v Speaker 1>pretty tough. But I do drink wine that he do.

0:32:16.040 --> 0:32:18.440
<v Speaker 1>Do you think it started as a kid, Yeah, I

0:32:18.560 --> 0:32:20.840
<v Speaker 1>think just like being tossed around and families like that.

0:32:20.920 --> 0:32:22.320
<v Speaker 1>And I was the oldest, so I had to take

0:32:22.360 --> 0:32:25.680
<v Speaker 1>care of my brother and sister, and I think, you know,

0:32:25.760 --> 0:32:28.440
<v Speaker 1>and they my brother kind of had struggled with it.

0:32:28.560 --> 0:32:30.680
<v Speaker 1>So if I didn't keep it together, who would he have?

0:32:30.880 --> 0:32:32.400
<v Speaker 1>So I just kind of had to. And I think

0:32:32.440 --> 0:32:35.400
<v Speaker 1>that's how it just was my whole life. And then

0:32:35.480 --> 0:32:38.160
<v Speaker 1>like moving to Nashville, I had nobody, no family here,

0:32:38.680 --> 0:32:40.120
<v Speaker 1>and so I just had to kind of be my

0:32:40.240 --> 0:32:44.400
<v Speaker 1>own my own strength. But what has your mind wanted

0:32:44.480 --> 0:32:47.720
<v Speaker 1>to do, because like what has made your mind be strong?

0:32:47.880 --> 0:32:50.040
<v Speaker 1>What is the goal that your mind says be strong

0:32:50.160 --> 0:32:53.640
<v Speaker 1>for I guess I've never thought about that. That's a

0:32:53.680 --> 0:32:57.520
<v Speaker 1>really good question, probably for myself, like believing in myself.

0:32:57.760 --> 0:32:59.840
<v Speaker 1>And I think because you've had things that you you

0:33:00.120 --> 0:33:03.360
<v Speaker 1>have known that you've wanted to become and achieve things

0:33:03.440 --> 0:33:07.400
<v Speaker 1>your whole life. Yeah, you've always had high expectations for yourself. Yeah,

0:33:07.600 --> 0:33:10.800
<v Speaker 1>and I always know I can do it, But there's

0:33:10.840 --> 0:33:12.400
<v Speaker 1>also that kind of thing in the back of your

0:33:12.440 --> 0:33:14.360
<v Speaker 1>head that's like, no, you can't do it, like youn't know,

0:33:14.520 --> 0:33:17.840
<v Speaker 1>you're not good enough. And so that's a battle of

0:33:18.000 --> 0:33:21.640
<v Speaker 1>like battling that going No, actually I can do it,

0:33:21.920 --> 0:33:23.520
<v Speaker 1>and I can work hard and I can do it,

0:33:23.600 --> 0:33:25.440
<v Speaker 1>and I can do anything I put my mind to

0:33:26.160 --> 0:33:29.479
<v Speaker 1>and so I think that that's um something for myself.

0:33:29.600 --> 0:33:33.200
<v Speaker 1>I just know, work hard, be nice to people, and

0:33:33.440 --> 0:33:36.280
<v Speaker 1>you just persevered, don't give up. You know when you

0:33:36.320 --> 0:33:38.760
<v Speaker 1>could you could be not the most talented person, which

0:33:38.800 --> 0:33:42.000
<v Speaker 1>is me and but seriously, you could, like you could

0:33:42.200 --> 0:33:44.200
<v Speaker 1>be the most talented person in the world and never

0:33:44.320 --> 0:33:46.600
<v Speaker 1>make it because you're not mentally strong and you and

0:33:46.720 --> 0:33:48.600
<v Speaker 1>you give up maybe one day before you get the

0:33:48.640 --> 0:33:50.560
<v Speaker 1>record deal the next day. You know, I just feel

0:33:50.600 --> 0:33:53.880
<v Speaker 1>like people give up too soon. When did you realize

0:33:53.920 --> 0:33:57.320
<v Speaker 1>that being mentally strong and working hard with the answer? Well,

0:33:58.040 --> 0:34:00.480
<v Speaker 1>all my life and tennis to that, Like your dad's

0:34:00.480 --> 0:34:02.800
<v Speaker 1>a professional tennis coach. Who did he He's like Jimmy

0:34:02.880 --> 0:34:08.600
<v Speaker 1>Connors and he's amazing. He was Jimmy Jimmy Connor's coach. Yeah, um, tennis,

0:34:08.719 --> 0:34:10.960
<v Speaker 1>Because even if I was losing, and even if the

0:34:11.080 --> 0:34:13.800
<v Speaker 1>girl was a better player, I knew that if I

0:34:14.080 --> 0:34:17.120
<v Speaker 1>stuck in there, I mentally beat so many people. And

0:34:17.200 --> 0:34:19.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm not even kidding. That's how I won a lot

0:34:19.320 --> 0:34:21.400
<v Speaker 1>of my matches. Would you do in your head? What

0:34:21.560 --> 0:34:24.239
<v Speaker 1>is there? Like I wouldn't give up and like I

0:34:24.280 --> 0:34:27.080
<v Speaker 1>would change my game. A lot of people don't like slices.

0:34:27.160 --> 0:34:28.800
<v Speaker 1>This is all kind of stuck. But I just figured

0:34:28.800 --> 0:34:32.000
<v Speaker 1>out what would make the other person fall apart, and

0:34:32.080 --> 0:34:35.799
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't give up. And so there I really feel

0:34:35.840 --> 0:34:38.120
<v Speaker 1>like a mentally won a lot of my matches because

0:34:38.160 --> 0:34:42.080
<v Speaker 1>I just wouldn't give up. So that's kind of so

0:34:42.200 --> 0:34:46.120
<v Speaker 1>when you started self spiraling or or hearing that voice

0:34:46.120 --> 0:34:47.839
<v Speaker 1>in your head saying you're not good enough, you can't

0:34:47.880 --> 0:34:50.919
<v Speaker 1>do this, what do you do to flip it? Because

0:34:50.960 --> 0:34:54.440
<v Speaker 1>you obviously flip it? How do you flip it? I

0:34:54.560 --> 0:34:57.960
<v Speaker 1>think having faith in God for me is like the

0:34:58.080 --> 0:35:01.719
<v Speaker 1>main thing. How do you that you're good enough to

0:35:01.760 --> 0:35:04.600
<v Speaker 1>flip it? Like for people who don't like you, don't

0:35:04.719 --> 0:35:07.000
<v Speaker 1>I mean, you know you're good enough inside your guts

0:35:07.080 --> 0:35:10.080
<v Speaker 1>telling you you're good enough. You're all everybody's good enough,

0:35:10.120 --> 0:35:13.800
<v Speaker 1>we all have you're good enough believe that, yes, you

0:35:13.920 --> 0:35:16.560
<v Speaker 1>trust your gut. And but I do think that there's

0:35:16.600 --> 0:35:18.920
<v Speaker 1>so many, you know, people that are telling you you're

0:35:18.960 --> 0:35:21.040
<v Speaker 1>not or you're failing, or you haven't made it yet

0:35:21.120 --> 0:35:23.640
<v Speaker 1>or whatever. And for me, like having faith in God

0:35:23.760 --> 0:35:27.080
<v Speaker 1>just going okay, I wouldn't be on this path if

0:35:27.360 --> 0:35:29.040
<v Speaker 1>God didn't want me here, you know, And if there

0:35:29.080 --> 0:35:32.200
<v Speaker 1>were all these blocks, like if I feel like I

0:35:32.239 --> 0:35:34.359
<v Speaker 1>would feel like I'm going down the wrong path if

0:35:34.400 --> 0:35:36.239
<v Speaker 1>I was, and I never did. I just felt like

0:35:36.320 --> 0:35:38.680
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't happening yet, but like you'd be hitting roadblock

0:35:38.719 --> 0:35:42.360
<v Speaker 1>after roadblock after roadblock, resistance, Yeah, just not feeling like

0:35:42.480 --> 0:35:45.399
<v Speaker 1>it's right. Yeah, and I've failed failed, But then one

0:35:45.480 --> 0:35:47.640
<v Speaker 1>more door would open or this thing led to this,

0:35:47.920 --> 0:35:50.239
<v Speaker 1>and so I just kept hanging in there, whether it

0:35:50.320 --> 0:35:54.000
<v Speaker 1>was following it, yeah, being working at a label, working

0:35:54.040 --> 0:35:56.480
<v Speaker 1>at a publishing company, being whatever. It was just like

0:35:56.600 --> 0:35:58.600
<v Speaker 1>staying in music. There was just always a door that

0:35:58.760 --> 0:36:01.320
<v Speaker 1>was open. So I've all like, if God wanted me

0:36:01.440 --> 0:36:03.440
<v Speaker 1>to not be doing this, he would have closed all

0:36:03.440 --> 0:36:05.400
<v Speaker 1>the doors and I would have known. So it's just

0:36:05.520 --> 0:36:08.600
<v Speaker 1>like trusting him, going, Okay, you you want me here,

0:36:09.440 --> 0:36:11.520
<v Speaker 1>so I'm going to do it for myself and for you,

0:36:11.920 --> 0:36:14.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, and if if you don't want me here,

0:36:14.239 --> 0:36:16.440
<v Speaker 1>I will know it. And do you believe that he

0:36:16.520 --> 0:36:20.920
<v Speaker 1>would have opened another door somewhere else? Do you believe

0:36:20.960 --> 0:36:23.239
<v Speaker 1>in your heart that he will guide you with the

0:36:23.320 --> 0:36:27.360
<v Speaker 1>doors if you trust him? And sometimes those doors closing

0:36:27.440 --> 0:36:30.520
<v Speaker 1>are it's like a pain horrible, Yeah, painful road, yes,

0:36:30.640 --> 0:36:32.960
<v Speaker 1>and it's not like he makes it all shiny and pretty.

0:36:33.360 --> 0:36:35.800
<v Speaker 1>And sometimes sometimes a lot of times I fight it,

0:36:36.120 --> 0:36:37.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, like I'm like, no, I don't want to

0:36:37.640 --> 0:36:41.600
<v Speaker 1>do this, you know, but I just feel like you

0:36:42.040 --> 0:36:44.800
<v Speaker 1>you have a gut feeling that's always right. And sometimes

0:36:44.880 --> 0:36:46.440
<v Speaker 1>we have that gut feeling and we know it, but

0:36:46.480 --> 0:36:49.120
<v Speaker 1>then our mind talks you into something else, and so

0:36:49.320 --> 0:36:52.280
<v Speaker 1>you just have to have faith that that's the right decision,

0:36:52.719 --> 0:36:54.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, in the right path. So what has always

0:36:54.920 --> 0:36:57.880
<v Speaker 1>been your goal? Ultimate goal? Because all these career journeys

0:36:57.920 --> 0:36:59.719
<v Speaker 1>that you've been on that have been so amazing, like

0:36:59.840 --> 0:37:02.920
<v Speaker 1>in have ultimately like it's been, they've all led to

0:37:02.960 --> 0:37:06.440
<v Speaker 1>where you are now. But what was your goal always

0:37:06.520 --> 0:37:09.440
<v Speaker 1>from the beginning, I've always wanted to be a songwriter.

0:37:09.760 --> 0:37:12.239
<v Speaker 1>That was it. Not even not even singer, Like I mean,

0:37:12.280 --> 0:37:14.360
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to be a singer, but if I like,

0:37:14.560 --> 0:37:16.920
<v Speaker 1>my heart was songwriting, and I wanted to make music

0:37:17.080 --> 0:37:20.320
<v Speaker 1>that people would hear and be affected by because music's

0:37:20.360 --> 0:37:22.800
<v Speaker 1>helped me so much in my life going through whatever

0:37:22.880 --> 0:37:25.960
<v Speaker 1>you go through, there's always music, and so I just thought, God,

0:37:26.000 --> 0:37:28.000
<v Speaker 1>if I could do that, you know, if I could

0:37:28.440 --> 0:37:31.280
<v Speaker 1>make music that touches people that would just be everything

0:37:31.320 --> 0:37:34.320
<v Speaker 1>I want. How did it feel when you were nominated

0:37:34.360 --> 0:37:36.279
<v Speaker 1>for Song of the Year with she Don't Love You

0:37:36.440 --> 0:37:39.680
<v Speaker 1>She's Just Lonely with Eric Paslay Crazy? But that like

0:37:39.800 --> 0:37:42.359
<v Speaker 1>all your dreams coming true? Yeah, it really was. That's

0:37:42.640 --> 0:37:46.080
<v Speaker 1>so personal for you. Yeah, And I think to the

0:37:46.160 --> 0:37:48.360
<v Speaker 1>same thing, like with your mind, you struggle with like

0:37:48.640 --> 0:37:50.560
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, I don't deserve this, or like how

0:37:50.760 --> 0:37:53.360
<v Speaker 1>why am I here? How you? But then you're like, wait, no,

0:37:53.520 --> 0:37:55.840
<v Speaker 1>I do I do deserve this. It's the same thing

0:37:55.960 --> 0:37:58.839
<v Speaker 1>where you kind of second guess yourself, and I think

0:37:59.080 --> 0:38:00.799
<v Speaker 1>that's kind of a probably a struggle for a lot

0:38:00.880 --> 0:38:02.960
<v Speaker 1>of people. It's like even when stuff comes to you're

0:38:03.000 --> 0:38:05.480
<v Speaker 1>kind of like, ah, do I deserve this? Am I

0:38:05.560 --> 0:38:07.200
<v Speaker 1>really that good? I'm not, No, I can't be it.

0:38:07.280 --> 0:38:09.040
<v Speaker 1>That was just luck, or you know, you just kind

0:38:09.080 --> 0:38:11.640
<v Speaker 1>of always second guess yourself, so you kind of have

0:38:11.719 --> 0:38:14.080
<v Speaker 1>to sometimes just enjoy the moment and say, you know what,

0:38:14.200 --> 0:38:16.759
<v Speaker 1>I do deserve myself. I mean, I do deserve this.

0:38:17.200 --> 0:38:20.400
<v Speaker 1>And it's so funny. I heard a um An interview

0:38:20.480 --> 0:38:24.440
<v Speaker 1>that Shania did, and they were interviewing her in this big,

0:38:24.480 --> 0:38:26.880
<v Speaker 1>beautiful house that she got and the interviewer was like,

0:38:27.400 --> 0:38:29.239
<v Speaker 1>do you ever just like look around and think, oh

0:38:29.320 --> 0:38:31.360
<v Speaker 1>my gosh, how did I get this you know house?

0:38:31.440 --> 0:38:33.360
<v Speaker 1>How how did this all happen to me? And she goes, no,

0:38:34.120 --> 0:38:36.000
<v Speaker 1>I know exactly how I got this house, Like I

0:38:36.120 --> 0:38:38.319
<v Speaker 1>know exactly all the work that it took to get

0:38:38.360 --> 0:38:40.560
<v Speaker 1>me this house, you know. And I love that because

0:38:40.560 --> 0:38:42.680
<v Speaker 1>it's probably not the answer that you want, but it's like, no,

0:38:43.360 --> 0:38:45.799
<v Speaker 1>I worked for this. You know, this didn't just fall

0:38:45.920 --> 0:38:48.600
<v Speaker 1>into place, like I worked so hard for this. I

0:38:48.719 --> 0:38:51.880
<v Speaker 1>love that. I thought that was struggle, Like I struggle

0:38:52.000 --> 0:38:56.000
<v Speaker 1>with just feeling like I'm I mean, I think you're

0:38:56.200 --> 0:38:58.320
<v Speaker 1>way more confident than I am, because you've got that

0:38:58.440 --> 0:39:02.080
<v Speaker 1>iron trap mine. But I struggle with not feeling like

0:39:02.160 --> 0:39:04.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm worthy of things. And I don't know what that

0:39:04.760 --> 0:39:07.959
<v Speaker 1>is because it's I just feel like I always second

0:39:08.000 --> 0:39:10.880
<v Speaker 1>guess myself that I'm not good enough, Someone's better, and

0:39:10.920 --> 0:39:13.520
<v Speaker 1>there's always someone Like some people are just so confident

0:39:13.640 --> 0:39:16.399
<v Speaker 1>and they're just like, this is me. I've always meant

0:39:16.440 --> 0:39:18.160
<v Speaker 1>to be here, this is my role, and I don't care.

0:39:18.200 --> 0:39:19.800
<v Speaker 1>I'll do whatever it takes. But me, I'm always like,

0:39:20.120 --> 0:39:22.680
<v Speaker 1>oh my gosh, did they know I'm here. This isn't

0:39:22.680 --> 0:39:25.520
<v Speaker 1>the mistake. They're going to find me out and I'm

0:39:25.520 --> 0:39:29.359
<v Speaker 1>gonna get kicked out. Oh my gosh. I seriously feel

0:39:29.400 --> 0:39:33.080
<v Speaker 1>the same way. I think it's I honestly think because

0:39:33.160 --> 0:39:35.520
<v Speaker 1>you have empathy or an empathy for me too, and

0:39:35.680 --> 0:39:38.520
<v Speaker 1>like we're always we care so much, you know, and

0:39:38.600 --> 0:39:40.840
<v Speaker 1>we're worried about other people, and we're like, do I

0:39:40.920 --> 0:39:42.880
<v Speaker 1>deserve this? But there's people out there that don't have it,

0:39:43.000 --> 0:39:44.680
<v Speaker 1>and like why am I getting it? You know? And

0:39:44.760 --> 0:39:46.879
<v Speaker 1>I think that that's a lot part of it, too,

0:39:47.480 --> 0:39:50.520
<v Speaker 1>is that you really feel like you're you're not just

0:39:51.160 --> 0:39:52.920
<v Speaker 1>taking it going, Yeah, I deserve to be here, Like

0:39:53.000 --> 0:39:54.840
<v Speaker 1>you're like, oh my gosh, you're working for it, and

0:39:54.960 --> 0:39:58.000
<v Speaker 1>you feel you feel for other people, you know. I

0:39:58.080 --> 0:40:00.319
<v Speaker 1>wish I didn't like that sometimes do you me too?

0:40:00.360 --> 0:40:03.680
<v Speaker 1>I wish I hated animals. Jane and her mom story.

0:40:03.760 --> 0:40:05.320
<v Speaker 1>One time, Jane and her mom were in a grocery

0:40:05.320 --> 0:40:07.640
<v Speaker 1>store and they spent like two hours chasing a bird

0:40:07.680 --> 0:40:09.080
<v Speaker 1>out of the store because they didn't want it to

0:40:09.080 --> 0:40:11.640
<v Speaker 1>be trapped in there. I probably shouldn't be telling this

0:40:11.719 --> 0:40:14.680
<v Speaker 1>story because it's documented, But the other night, it's like

0:40:14.760 --> 0:40:17.399
<v Speaker 1>animals find me because I know you'll save it. Yeah.

0:40:17.719 --> 0:40:21.120
<v Speaker 1>So I'm driving down my street to get home, and

0:40:21.360 --> 0:40:26.239
<v Speaker 1>I went to meet Jackie out for drinks, and I

0:40:26.400 --> 0:40:29.279
<v Speaker 1>had had two drinks. And I normally never drink and drive.

0:40:29.360 --> 0:40:31.600
<v Speaker 1>I only uber, like I will uber everywhere, but this

0:40:31.719 --> 0:40:33.279
<v Speaker 1>was so close. I was like, Okay, I'm just gonna

0:40:33.360 --> 0:40:35.520
<v Speaker 1>drive home. I've had two drinks and I'm driving home

0:40:35.560 --> 0:40:37.279
<v Speaker 1>and there's a baby raccoon in the middle of the

0:40:37.360 --> 0:40:39.839
<v Speaker 1>street and it's not moving, and I'm like, oh my god,

0:40:39.960 --> 0:40:41.880
<v Speaker 1>here and this has happened to me with possums. I mean,

0:40:41.960 --> 0:40:44.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm the one that stops and saves them. And so

0:40:44.480 --> 0:40:46.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm stopped on the side of the road and these

0:40:46.200 --> 0:40:49.160
<v Speaker 1>cars are like rushing by, and I'm like stopping traffic

0:40:49.360 --> 0:40:52.080
<v Speaker 1>to save this baby raccoon. And I'm like if a

0:40:52.200 --> 0:40:55.520
<v Speaker 1>cop comes, like I'm going to get a d I

0:40:55.600 --> 0:40:57.640
<v Speaker 1>could either go home right now and leave the raccoon

0:40:57.719 --> 0:40:59.399
<v Speaker 1>and not get a d Y, or I could stay

0:40:59.440 --> 0:41:01.239
<v Speaker 1>here with the rab coon and like risk getting a

0:41:01.320 --> 0:41:02.800
<v Speaker 1>d U. I even though I really don't think I

0:41:02.840 --> 0:41:06.440
<v Speaker 1>had enough, but I remember having that thought where I'm like,

0:41:06.640 --> 0:41:08.560
<v Speaker 1>screw it, I'm gonna get going to get a d

0:41:08.760 --> 0:41:11.399
<v Speaker 1>what would you do? Oh god, it was I called

0:41:11.480 --> 0:41:14.560
<v Speaker 1>every animal thing. No one was answering, and it wasn't

0:41:14.600 --> 0:41:16.360
<v Speaker 1>moving even when you walked up to it. No. And

0:41:16.440 --> 0:41:18.719
<v Speaker 1>then I did something dumb and pet it because I

0:41:18.880 --> 0:41:21.440
<v Speaker 1>was like, maybe it will let me take it, And

0:41:21.560 --> 0:41:24.319
<v Speaker 1>so I pet it and it hissed, but it didn't bite.

0:41:24.520 --> 0:41:26.400
<v Speaker 1>So I got hit by a car, I think so.

0:41:26.760 --> 0:41:29.600
<v Speaker 1>And so I've read on all these like um websites

0:41:29.680 --> 0:41:32.239
<v Speaker 1>that you go back and you get a box and

0:41:32.360 --> 0:41:34.120
<v Speaker 1>you cover it with a blanket and pick it up

0:41:34.200 --> 0:41:36.800
<v Speaker 1>and um. Then I could take it to an animal

0:41:36.880 --> 0:41:38.960
<v Speaker 1>place the next morning. But by the time I went back,

0:41:39.080 --> 0:41:41.480
<v Speaker 1>I went and got my box from a wine that

0:41:41.600 --> 0:41:46.600
<v Speaker 1>I bought, had a big old box of Camus perfect.

0:41:46.760 --> 0:41:49.759
<v Speaker 1>The raccoon was going to go into camus box. And

0:41:49.920 --> 0:41:52.239
<v Speaker 1>by the time I got back at the head, I

0:41:52.280 --> 0:41:54.200
<v Speaker 1>don't know, walked away. I don't I don't know. I

0:41:54.280 --> 0:41:58.799
<v Speaker 1>wasn't there anymore. That's good, you know, hopefully hopefully it's okay.

0:41:59.000 --> 0:42:02.120
<v Speaker 1>Maybe you woke him up. Yeah, maybe I woke him out.

0:42:03.800 --> 0:42:05.520
<v Speaker 1>But that happens to me all the time. It happened

0:42:05.520 --> 0:42:07.840
<v Speaker 1>to with the possum too. On that same street and

0:42:07.920 --> 0:42:09.880
<v Speaker 1>I waited there in the rain. It was when we

0:42:09.960 --> 0:42:12.040
<v Speaker 1>were having an ice storm and it was just happening,

0:42:12.120 --> 0:42:13.759
<v Speaker 1>and I was just getting poured on and I just

0:42:13.840 --> 0:42:16.920
<v Speaker 1>sat with the possum until the animal control came and

0:42:17.000 --> 0:42:19.359
<v Speaker 1>got him. So that's how crazy I am. I don't

0:42:19.360 --> 0:42:22.200
<v Speaker 1>think that's really sweet. You like chase stray dogs around

0:42:22.200 --> 0:42:25.440
<v Speaker 1>the neighborhood. They still waking up looking at the sites

0:42:25.520 --> 0:42:28.720
<v Speaker 1>to see which strays are missing, and like chasing him down. No, luckily,

0:42:28.760 --> 0:42:31.120
<v Speaker 1>because I'm not home enough to do that anymore. Yeah,

0:42:31.960 --> 0:42:36.120
<v Speaker 1>but my mom has taken one. Oh she's the same way.

0:42:36.200 --> 0:42:38.879
<v Speaker 1>But bo, Now it's like I rescued a pit bull

0:42:39.080 --> 0:42:42.000
<v Speaker 1>and somehow we got him to California on a plane

0:42:42.080 --> 0:42:46.360
<v Speaker 1>when they wouldn't allow pit bulls. I'm covered in mange.

0:42:46.600 --> 0:42:49.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean, oh my gosh. And so we got home

0:42:49.120 --> 0:42:51.440
<v Speaker 1>to Malbou and now he's living the life on the beach.

0:42:53.080 --> 0:42:57.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah God, okay, So tell me how you've gotten to

0:42:57.719 --> 0:43:01.400
<v Speaker 1>where you are now. So after start off tennis, he

0:43:01.520 --> 0:43:05.440
<v Speaker 1>started off moving doing solo things. We got together, we

0:43:05.560 --> 0:43:09.000
<v Speaker 1>formed a band, an Amazing Race. Then you also, after

0:43:09.160 --> 0:43:11.319
<v Speaker 1>Amazing Race, you were pursuing another band for a little

0:43:11.320 --> 0:43:14.440
<v Speaker 1>while too Yeah, I wasn't. It was called Darling to

0:43:14.520 --> 0:43:18.680
<v Speaker 1>Nappy with Josh and he's an incredible double player. But Um,

0:43:18.840 --> 0:43:21.759
<v Speaker 1>I just kind of, I guess, just kept writing was

0:43:21.880 --> 0:43:24.960
<v Speaker 1>like the main thing. And then that Eric Passley song

0:43:25.239 --> 0:43:28.280
<v Speaker 1>really kept me going because my publishers signed me again

0:43:28.600 --> 0:43:32.680
<v Speaker 1>because of that, and so UM and then Benny Brown,

0:43:32.800 --> 0:43:35.680
<v Speaker 1>who was head of Broken Bow at the time, he

0:43:36.320 --> 0:43:40.800
<v Speaker 1>saw Naomi sing and he had heard about my songwriting

0:43:40.880 --> 0:43:44.239
<v Speaker 1>and you, and that's kind of how it all happened. Really, songwriting.

0:43:44.320 --> 0:43:47.600
<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's kind of what Yeah, and then

0:43:48.000 --> 0:43:52.719
<v Speaker 1>Um joined that band which has been away June, and

0:43:53.160 --> 0:43:57.399
<v Speaker 1>that was five years ago. Five years six years ago,

0:43:57.520 --> 0:44:00.440
<v Speaker 1>I think five years ago. That's crazy. But even that,

0:44:00.840 --> 0:44:04.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's been a long road for us. I

0:44:04.400 --> 0:44:08.600
<v Speaker 1>mean we have this is our third single, and girls

0:44:08.640 --> 0:44:11.680
<v Speaker 1>that kept Maren came after us, So many girls came

0:44:11.680 --> 0:44:14.040
<v Speaker 1>after us, such as Skyrocketed, and we just have been

0:44:14.120 --> 0:44:17.479
<v Speaker 1>like waiting for waiting for the moment that we're gonna

0:44:17.719 --> 0:44:21.320
<v Speaker 1>make it. And uh, finally this year we've had We

0:44:21.480 --> 0:44:23.920
<v Speaker 1>just had our first top ten. We did break history

0:44:24.000 --> 0:44:27.560
<v Speaker 1>with your first single, which we wrote together. So I

0:44:27.600 --> 0:44:29.160
<v Speaker 1>was still lucky and grateful to be a part of that.

0:44:29.400 --> 0:44:32.560
<v Speaker 1>And so Caroline and I wrote Lipstick, our first single together,

0:44:32.680 --> 0:44:37.440
<v Speaker 1>and also our title track of our albums Roses. It's beautiful.

0:44:37.520 --> 0:44:40.440
<v Speaker 1>It's my favorite song on the album. So y'all were

0:44:40.480 --> 0:44:43.320
<v Speaker 1>breaking history though, even though you didn't have like a

0:44:43.520 --> 0:44:46.480
<v Speaker 1>number one or top ten or whatever. You a trio,

0:44:46.640 --> 0:44:48.640
<v Speaker 1>a female trio hadn't had a top twenty five, and

0:44:50.640 --> 0:44:52.880
<v Speaker 1>it was crazy. So that was like, Okay, you're already

0:44:52.880 --> 0:44:56.040
<v Speaker 1>getting some cred then, and we were. We were getting awesome,

0:44:56.120 --> 0:44:59.440
<v Speaker 1>Like we got nominated for UM a c M New

0:44:59.520 --> 0:45:01.360
<v Speaker 1>Vocal Group with a year or two times. We were

0:45:01.440 --> 0:45:06.239
<v Speaker 1>getting you know, recognition, Yeah, recognition UM. And you know,

0:45:06.680 --> 0:45:10.400
<v Speaker 1>I think for us just being out there grinding it

0:45:10.480 --> 0:45:12.440
<v Speaker 1>out on the road and figuring out like what we

0:45:12.640 --> 0:45:14.759
<v Speaker 1>like to play live, what people like to hear live,

0:45:15.480 --> 0:45:17.440
<v Speaker 1>it just took a lot of growth on the road

0:45:17.560 --> 0:45:19.480
<v Speaker 1>for us to get to where we are now. And

0:45:19.600 --> 0:45:20.960
<v Speaker 1>I feel like now you could just put us in

0:45:21.040 --> 0:45:22.960
<v Speaker 1>any situation and we're like, we've been there, done that.

0:45:23.080 --> 0:45:25.520
<v Speaker 1>We could play anything. We could have any sound problem,

0:45:25.600 --> 0:45:27.840
<v Speaker 1>any whatever problem could happen, and that nice to be

0:45:27.920 --> 0:45:30.400
<v Speaker 1>at that point. Yeah, and it feels good because you're like,

0:45:30.440 --> 0:45:32.320
<v Speaker 1>you know what I worked for this, you know, I

0:45:32.440 --> 0:45:36.160
<v Speaker 1>feel I feel confident and comfortable. Comfortable because I've been

0:45:36.200 --> 0:45:39.239
<v Speaker 1>in this situation a thousand times before, three now know

0:45:39.400 --> 0:45:43.640
<v Speaker 1>how to work together in all situations. And also like

0:45:43.760 --> 0:45:48.000
<v Speaker 1>having people like Carrie who Underwood. I forget that You've

0:45:48.040 --> 0:45:51.080
<v Speaker 1>been on tours Carrie Underwood all year. It's been amazing,

0:45:51.160 --> 0:45:54.160
<v Speaker 1>But having people like her, she just kind of give

0:45:54.239 --> 0:45:58.800
<v Speaker 1>you credit, like her stamp of approval that just means everything.

0:45:59.040 --> 0:46:01.280
<v Speaker 1>And I feel like that all the people John Party

0:46:01.360 --> 0:46:03.160
<v Speaker 1>that did it, all the people that have helped us

0:46:03.200 --> 0:46:05.600
<v Speaker 1>in our career, it's just kind of like little things

0:46:05.680 --> 0:46:08.239
<v Speaker 1>that have gotten us to this point, and it's just

0:46:09.360 --> 0:46:13.200
<v Speaker 1>it's a crazy feeling. Feel very grateful for the community

0:46:13.280 --> 0:46:15.240
<v Speaker 1>and like the people that have reached out and helped.

0:46:15.719 --> 0:46:17.680
<v Speaker 1>And I feel like we could do that too, you know,

0:46:17.880 --> 0:46:21.640
<v Speaker 1>like every every female too, especially that kind of breaks through.

0:46:21.760 --> 0:46:24.520
<v Speaker 1>I feel like we're breaking down doors for people up

0:46:24.520 --> 0:46:27.320
<v Speaker 1>and coming new artists behind us. You know, is it

0:46:27.520 --> 0:46:29.440
<v Speaker 1>hard being a female Encountain reason? Do you feel that?

0:46:30.800 --> 0:46:33.040
<v Speaker 1>I don't. I don't think it's hard because we're kind

0:46:33.080 --> 0:46:34.879
<v Speaker 1>of in our own world and we just go play,

0:46:35.320 --> 0:46:36.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, we do what we do. But I think

0:46:37.080 --> 0:46:39.080
<v Speaker 1>when you look at the charts, you definitely see like

0:46:39.440 --> 0:46:43.320
<v Speaker 1>this is there's a definite lack of females on I

0:46:43.400 --> 0:46:46.440
<v Speaker 1>think there's three females right now in the top thirty.

0:46:46.560 --> 0:46:50.239
<v Speaker 1>It's Us, Carrie and Miranda, and it's just like it's

0:46:50.440 --> 0:46:53.440
<v Speaker 1>that's not enough, you know. So I don't think I

0:46:53.520 --> 0:46:56.000
<v Speaker 1>don't necessarily feel like it's hard. I just feel like

0:46:56.040 --> 0:47:00.520
<v Speaker 1>there's an obvious lack of um female airplay and also

0:47:00.600 --> 0:47:03.840
<v Speaker 1>not just radio but unfairs and festivals, you know, and

0:47:04.200 --> 0:47:07.920
<v Speaker 1>and tours, and I just feel like, um, we all

0:47:08.040 --> 0:47:10.000
<v Speaker 1>have been talking about it so long, but like we

0:47:10.080 --> 0:47:12.719
<v Speaker 1>need to just start doing stuff. Like Carrie, she just

0:47:12.840 --> 0:47:15.120
<v Speaker 1>did it. She's like, I'm taking two female acts out

0:47:15.200 --> 0:47:17.200
<v Speaker 1>on tour, you know. And I feel like that's the

0:47:17.320 --> 0:47:19.960
<v Speaker 1>next step. I feel like for this year and next year,

0:47:20.040 --> 0:47:23.400
<v Speaker 1>just everybody like starting. Yeah. So the conversation has been

0:47:23.480 --> 0:47:27.960
<v Speaker 1>had and it's it's tired, so now let's just do Yeah.

0:47:28.680 --> 0:47:30.480
<v Speaker 1>Speaking of top thirty, though, has it feel to have

0:47:30.600 --> 0:47:33.719
<v Speaker 1>that top ten single? It feels amazing. I mean I

0:47:33.800 --> 0:47:36.279
<v Speaker 1>will say, when y'all came out and buy my own drinks,

0:47:36.320 --> 0:47:38.239
<v Speaker 1>I was like, if this song does not go all

0:47:38.239 --> 0:47:42.480
<v Speaker 1>the way. Then I'm shocked. I have your voicemails saved

0:47:42.719 --> 0:47:46.360
<v Speaker 1>because I have, I have deleted all my voicemails, but

0:47:46.440 --> 0:47:48.759
<v Speaker 1>I specifically saved that one because it was one of

0:47:48.840 --> 0:47:52.040
<v Speaker 1>the coolest voice male voice messages I've ever gotten. And

0:47:52.120 --> 0:47:54.080
<v Speaker 1>she called and she was like, Jen, this is the one.

0:47:54.200 --> 0:47:57.399
<v Speaker 1>This is the it's the one, and I haven't I'm like, yeah,

0:47:57.440 --> 0:47:59.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to keep it forever. And you were right,

0:48:00.120 --> 0:48:02.880
<v Speaker 1>you well, it just felt so good. It's so positive

0:48:02.960 --> 0:48:05.719
<v Speaker 1>and it's women empowerment, but it's not male bashing. We

0:48:05.840 --> 0:48:07.719
<v Speaker 1>love our men, you love your men, but you also

0:48:07.760 --> 0:48:11.239
<v Speaker 1>freaking love yourself. And it's like you're just able to

0:48:11.280 --> 0:48:13.759
<v Speaker 1>have a great time and do your own thing as

0:48:14.160 --> 0:48:16.360
<v Speaker 1>as you are with or without a man and friends.

0:48:16.400 --> 0:48:17.960
<v Speaker 1>Like the beginning of the line, it was like I

0:48:18.040 --> 0:48:20.200
<v Speaker 1>called my friends, they can't go out. Like it's like,

0:48:20.280 --> 0:48:21.920
<v Speaker 1>you don't need your friends, you don't need a man,

0:48:22.040 --> 0:48:24.200
<v Speaker 1>you don't need anyone to make yourself happy. You can

0:48:24.239 --> 0:48:27.320
<v Speaker 1>make your own self happy. And it's saying just for

0:48:27.440 --> 0:48:29.520
<v Speaker 1>the night, like you know what, I'm still not over

0:48:29.600 --> 0:48:32.680
<v Speaker 1>this guy. I'm just gonna be by myself tonight. I'm

0:48:32.719 --> 0:48:34.600
<v Speaker 1>not going to just jump into something else. You know.

0:48:34.800 --> 0:48:37.040
<v Speaker 1>It's just like I think you said it best. You

0:48:37.120 --> 0:48:40.000
<v Speaker 1>said it's self love. It is self long about self love.

0:48:40.320 --> 0:48:42.960
<v Speaker 1>My favorite line that could be my own boyfriend. I

0:48:43.080 --> 0:48:44.839
<v Speaker 1>was like, I can be my own boyfriends. Like, yes,

0:48:44.920 --> 0:48:48.920
<v Speaker 1>you can't be your own boyfriend's and you should be

0:48:49.040 --> 0:48:52.560
<v Speaker 1>your own boyfriend. Seriously, just die. Every time we sing

0:48:52.640 --> 0:48:54.640
<v Speaker 1>that line, we just know what's going to happen in

0:48:54.680 --> 0:48:57.920
<v Speaker 1>the crowd and it's so and the guys love it too.

0:48:57.960 --> 0:49:03.000
<v Speaker 1>They're like, heck, yeah, yes, everybody left it. It's so good. Oh,

0:49:03.120 --> 0:49:05.279
<v Speaker 1>it's so I'm so happy for you and just like

0:49:05.360 --> 0:49:07.680
<v Speaker 1>your whole journey to get here and to have stuck

0:49:07.760 --> 0:49:12.280
<v Speaker 1>with it and to never give up, to stay mentally strong.

0:49:13.239 --> 0:49:16.320
<v Speaker 1>It's just a testament to don't give up. It is

0:49:17.040 --> 0:49:19.600
<v Speaker 1>if I can do it, because you made that you

0:49:19.640 --> 0:49:23.640
<v Speaker 1>were twenty three, twenty three years old. So how many

0:49:23.640 --> 0:49:28.800
<v Speaker 1>record deals have you had? Three? Three record deals mixed

0:49:28.840 --> 0:49:35.000
<v Speaker 1>with a million jobs and song pucker radio rep. I mean,

0:49:35.040 --> 0:49:37.520
<v Speaker 1>we've done it all you too, But it's just like

0:49:38.440 --> 0:49:40.600
<v Speaker 1>you could have easily quit any of those times and

0:49:40.719 --> 0:49:42.680
<v Speaker 1>just been like this is too hard, I'm not going

0:49:42.719 --> 0:49:46.560
<v Speaker 1>to do this. I wanted to. But what kept you

0:49:46.600 --> 0:49:48.200
<v Speaker 1>going because you knew that you would get here? Did

0:49:48.239 --> 0:49:51.080
<v Speaker 1>you know you'd get here? I did, and I didn't. Like,

0:49:51.320 --> 0:49:53.279
<v Speaker 1>I feel like, you know, you have to know, Like

0:49:53.400 --> 0:49:55.080
<v Speaker 1>I said, it's in your gut. You have to know

0:49:55.400 --> 0:49:57.359
<v Speaker 1>that you can do it, but your mind will be like, oh,

0:49:57.400 --> 0:49:59.120
<v Speaker 1>but you really can't, but you're like, no, I can.

0:49:59.280 --> 0:50:01.640
<v Speaker 1>But you had to know a lot. At least you

0:50:01.760 --> 0:50:03.719
<v Speaker 1>had to know pretty strongly, because this is a hard

0:50:03.800 --> 0:50:06.279
<v Speaker 1>thing to keep going for if you don't strongly feel it.

0:50:06.440 --> 0:50:11.120
<v Speaker 1>I think I'm just stubborn. I think I'm very sor

0:50:12.640 --> 0:50:16.200
<v Speaker 1>But I really truly believed to that, like I was

0:50:16.239 --> 0:50:19.640
<v Speaker 1>telling about my faith and God, if if my journey

0:50:19.719 --> 0:50:21.560
<v Speaker 1>was going to change, even if I wasn't going to

0:50:21.640 --> 0:50:23.200
<v Speaker 1>make it how I wanted to make it, it was

0:50:23.239 --> 0:50:24.840
<v Speaker 1>going to lead me to what I was supposed to

0:50:24.880 --> 0:50:27.520
<v Speaker 1>be doing. And that's really what I believed. Even still

0:50:27.600 --> 0:50:29.840
<v Speaker 1>to this day, it's like, whatever I'm doing now is

0:50:30.280 --> 0:50:33.080
<v Speaker 1>for a reason. I'm here for a reason and I'm

0:50:33.120 --> 0:50:36.040
<v Speaker 1>on the right path, So you trust it. Yeah, I

0:50:36.400 --> 0:50:39.200
<v Speaker 1>feel like you have to or else it's impossible. Do

0:50:39.280 --> 0:50:41.840
<v Speaker 1>you kind of like being in an industry that forces

0:50:41.920 --> 0:50:45.200
<v Speaker 1>you to trust that much in God. Yeah, I mean

0:50:45.320 --> 0:50:48.759
<v Speaker 1>for me, that's everything. And I feel like, especially country music,

0:50:48.800 --> 0:50:51.880
<v Speaker 1>were like a family and that's what's so special about it.

0:50:51.960 --> 0:50:54.920
<v Speaker 1>And we talk about God, you know where in this

0:50:55.080 --> 0:50:57.400
<v Speaker 1>day sometimes it's not the coolest thing to talk about,

0:50:57.560 --> 0:51:00.840
<v Speaker 1>but yeah, faith is so important and I've like this

0:51:00.960 --> 0:51:04.240
<v Speaker 1>whole community kind of embraces that, and I think it's wonderful.

0:51:04.760 --> 0:51:07.439
<v Speaker 1>What's one of the moments that you think about back

0:51:07.480 --> 0:51:09.879
<v Speaker 1>on your life that just makes you smile from ear

0:51:09.920 --> 0:51:11.680
<v Speaker 1>to ear and brings you so much joy when you

0:51:11.719 --> 0:51:16.240
<v Speaker 1>think back on it. My dogs, every time I rescued

0:51:16.280 --> 0:51:20.959
<v Speaker 1>a dog. That's really, honestly the truth. I like that's

0:51:21.160 --> 0:51:24.520
<v Speaker 1>also a songwriting is what I love. But I really

0:51:24.600 --> 0:51:27.600
<v Speaker 1>want to make a change for animals, and I would

0:51:27.600 --> 0:51:32.560
<v Speaker 1>love to start a sanctuary for old dogs that get

0:51:32.760 --> 0:51:34.719
<v Speaker 1>kind of thrown out when they're older, and I just

0:51:34.800 --> 0:51:37.080
<v Speaker 1>want them to have like a good life at the end,

0:51:37.200 --> 0:51:38.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, and be loved at the end, because I

0:51:39.000 --> 0:51:42.200
<v Speaker 1>think that's everyone adopts new dogs and new peppies, but

0:51:42.280 --> 0:51:44.880
<v Speaker 1>all the old ones kind of get left behind. So

0:51:45.080 --> 0:51:47.400
<v Speaker 1>that's what I want to do that. I got to

0:51:47.480 --> 0:51:50.279
<v Speaker 1>make some make some money to do that, So that's

0:51:50.320 --> 0:51:53.720
<v Speaker 1>like yours, that's your charity want to and it's always

0:51:53.760 --> 0:51:56.800
<v Speaker 1>been dogs. Yeah, And I love kids obviously, I mean kids,

0:51:57.120 --> 0:51:59.560
<v Speaker 1>kids and dogs are everything. But I feel like God

0:51:59.600 --> 0:52:02.160
<v Speaker 1>definitely put dogs dogs in my heart for a reason

0:52:02.520 --> 0:52:04.839
<v Speaker 1>because probably so many people have kids on their heart,

0:52:04.960 --> 0:52:07.239
<v Speaker 1>you know. I think you definitely put that on my

0:52:07.360 --> 0:52:09.800
<v Speaker 1>heart for a reason. What does success mean to you?

0:52:09.960 --> 0:52:12.680
<v Speaker 1>After everything you've seen growing up with John Wyn as

0:52:12.719 --> 0:52:15.600
<v Speaker 1>your grandfather, Like, you have seen success and you have

0:52:15.719 --> 0:52:18.719
<v Speaker 1>been on your own journey of major highs, major lows.

0:52:19.280 --> 0:52:24.120
<v Speaker 1>What is success for you at this point? Not giving up? Seriously?

0:52:24.239 --> 0:52:26.279
<v Speaker 1>Like to me, when I look back, I'm so proud

0:52:26.320 --> 0:52:29.920
<v Speaker 1>of myself for that. Obviously there's all these accomplishments that

0:52:30.000 --> 0:52:33.319
<v Speaker 1>you create that you've that happened. But for me, I'm like, Wow,

0:52:33.400 --> 0:52:36.080
<v Speaker 1>I never gave up. And that success you know you

0:52:36.160 --> 0:52:38.640
<v Speaker 1>could have to fail, is to not get up when

0:52:38.719 --> 0:52:41.680
<v Speaker 1>you do fail, you know, and failing is a part

0:52:41.760 --> 0:52:44.640
<v Speaker 1>of success. All those things lead to it. So I

0:52:44.719 --> 0:52:47.560
<v Speaker 1>feel like not giving up, it's like, that's that's the

0:52:47.640 --> 0:52:51.080
<v Speaker 1>coolest part. If you had to pick a song for

0:52:51.200 --> 0:52:54.279
<v Speaker 1>your theme song of life, what would it be? Oh?

0:52:54.320 --> 0:52:58.560
<v Speaker 1>My god, well, my favorite song of all time is

0:52:58.680 --> 0:53:01.400
<v Speaker 1>Don't Worry Baby by the Beach Voice, And I'm a

0:53:01.440 --> 0:53:07.719
<v Speaker 1>worry word everything you do everything? No, I mean, I

0:53:07.840 --> 0:53:11.279
<v Speaker 1>guess it's crazy, but you don't seem like you were.

0:53:11.360 --> 0:53:15.080
<v Speaker 1>Youre's an internal warrior. You don't speak your worries. No,

0:53:15.680 --> 0:53:17.959
<v Speaker 1>I just in my brain just think about every single

0:53:18.080 --> 0:53:21.800
<v Speaker 1>thing that could ever happen. What like natural disasters like dogs,

0:53:21.880 --> 0:53:26.760
<v Speaker 1>your career, Yeah, what everything, dogs, career, my mom, every friends,

0:53:26.920 --> 0:53:29.640
<v Speaker 1>I mean, just is everything? Are you on constant replay

0:53:29.719 --> 0:53:33.719
<v Speaker 1>with worry? Yes? Jin your faith is so strong. I

0:53:33.800 --> 0:53:36.840
<v Speaker 1>know when I battle with God, I have battle with

0:53:36.960 --> 0:53:43.279
<v Speaker 1>that the most. That's my wine really helps me. But

0:53:43.400 --> 0:53:47.960
<v Speaker 1>it's so funny that song William I was engagement and

0:53:48.280 --> 0:53:50.480
<v Speaker 1>he asked me to marry him during that song, and

0:53:50.560 --> 0:53:53.520
<v Speaker 1>so now I'm like, yeah, so it kind of ruined

0:53:53.600 --> 0:53:57.000
<v Speaker 1>my favorite song. So my goal is to now find

0:53:57.040 --> 0:53:59.560
<v Speaker 1>a moment with that song that can change that memory.

0:54:00.680 --> 0:54:03.160
<v Speaker 1>So I think that's what I got to figure that out.

0:54:03.560 --> 0:54:05.520
<v Speaker 1>What is love to you now at this point after

0:54:05.640 --> 0:54:07.960
<v Speaker 1>all the things, because you've had you're so loving and

0:54:08.080 --> 0:54:10.880
<v Speaker 1>you've had a lot of love and friendships men, I

0:54:10.960 --> 0:54:13.800
<v Speaker 1>mean you've you know, you've you're a loving person. What

0:54:13.920 --> 0:54:18.200
<v Speaker 1>does love mean to you obviously been engaged? Um, I

0:54:18.239 --> 0:54:21.680
<v Speaker 1>don't know. I guess love means being kind and caring,

0:54:21.840 --> 0:54:26.160
<v Speaker 1>and um, I think I think like you. Like how

0:54:26.160 --> 0:54:28.359
<v Speaker 1>I was saying you're in empathy, I think I am too.

0:54:28.640 --> 0:54:33.240
<v Speaker 1>It's just you know, I'm always wanting to help, wanting

0:54:33.280 --> 0:54:35.360
<v Speaker 1>to help people, and I think sometimes that's gotten me

0:54:35.400 --> 0:54:37.120
<v Speaker 1>in trouble because I find people that I want to

0:54:37.160 --> 0:54:43.440
<v Speaker 1>help save, and yeah, you have to save them exactly, Like, Oh,

0:54:43.840 --> 0:54:47.520
<v Speaker 1>I see you deep down underneath all these terrible, terrible traits. Now.

0:54:47.600 --> 0:54:50.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't know why, but it must be something because

0:54:50.880 --> 0:54:53.320
<v Speaker 1>you see the best in everyone. Yeah, but it's a

0:54:53.400 --> 0:54:56.759
<v Speaker 1>beautiful thing. But I just work on saving dogs now

0:54:56.840 --> 0:55:01.719
<v Speaker 1>instead of men and save myself for a year or two. Yeah.

0:55:03.200 --> 0:55:06.840
<v Speaker 1>But I do think love is like, um, the first

0:55:07.000 --> 0:55:10.080
<v Speaker 1>thing I can think of, its kindness. I think it's

0:55:10.160 --> 0:55:13.520
<v Speaker 1>love is so much, but being kind to one another

0:55:13.640 --> 0:55:17.200
<v Speaker 1>and caring for people and animals. Okay, so what's on

0:55:17.280 --> 0:55:19.560
<v Speaker 1>your bucket list? Now that you are in a hit trio,

0:55:20.080 --> 0:55:23.600
<v Speaker 1>breaking records on tour, carry you're writing songs are in

0:55:23.719 --> 0:55:26.360
<v Speaker 1>the top ten. I mean, you're doing the deal. So

0:55:26.520 --> 0:55:30.800
<v Speaker 1>what's left well bucket list. Music wise, it would be

0:55:31.840 --> 0:55:35.640
<v Speaker 1>unbelievable to be nominated for a Grammy and win and

0:55:35.800 --> 0:55:38.799
<v Speaker 1>when let's just win it totally. But I just think

0:55:38.880 --> 0:55:42.239
<v Speaker 1>having that honor would be just unbelievable. Um. And then

0:55:42.880 --> 0:55:45.480
<v Speaker 1>non music wise, I really want to go to India.

0:55:45.800 --> 0:55:48.160
<v Speaker 1>I've always wanted to go to India. I want to

0:55:48.239 --> 0:55:50.319
<v Speaker 1>do a mission trip there and I just haven't been

0:55:50.360 --> 0:55:51.880
<v Speaker 1>able to do it. But that's like I've been on

0:55:51.960 --> 0:55:53.200
<v Speaker 1>my heart since I was a kid and I have

0:55:53.280 --> 0:55:56.520
<v Speaker 1>no idea why. Um that, and I want to go

0:55:56.560 --> 0:55:59.839
<v Speaker 1>see Machu Picchu, which you've done. That's all those are

0:55:59.880 --> 0:56:02.160
<v Speaker 1>my bucket list. What's the great advice you've ever gotten?

0:56:03.480 --> 0:56:07.040
<v Speaker 1>My aunt basically saying don't give up. But she was like, listen,

0:56:07.120 --> 0:56:09.440
<v Speaker 1>you're moving to Nashville. You want to be a solo singer.

0:56:09.560 --> 0:56:14.000
<v Speaker 1>She was like, just a little advice for you. Take

0:56:14.080 --> 0:56:16.880
<v Speaker 1>any opportunity that comes with music. She's like, don't not

0:56:17.040 --> 0:56:19.160
<v Speaker 1>take it because it's not exactly what you want. She

0:56:19.280 --> 0:56:21.080
<v Speaker 1>was like, if you get a red bike and you

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<v Speaker 1>wanted a black bike, you can still ride a bike,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. And so I never forgot that because it

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<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, maybe I wanted to moved here to

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<v Speaker 1>be a solo singer, but maybe that wasn't my path.

0:56:30.880 --> 0:56:33.120
<v Speaker 1>Maybe I was supposed to be in a trio, or

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<v Speaker 1>maybe it was a song writ or maybe it was

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<v Speaker 1>working for a record label, like whatever it was in music.

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<v Speaker 1>She just said, be open to it, maybe not being

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<v Speaker 1>exactly what you wanted, but be open to those opportunities.

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<v Speaker 1>And I feel like I could have said no to

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<v Speaker 1>so many because it wasn't perfect you had put together

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<v Speaker 1>in your mind. Yeah, and it was tough, you know,

0:56:52.600 --> 0:56:56.080
<v Speaker 1>And but we said you and me said yes to

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<v Speaker 1>everything that we did, say yes to everything, and my

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<v Speaker 1>being here, all that stuff got both of us here,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. So I think that was probably the best

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<v Speaker 1>advice I've gotten. Okay, So I would like to keep

0:57:08.600 --> 0:57:10.480
<v Speaker 1>talking to you, but I mean it's time to wrap up.

0:57:10.880 --> 0:57:14.799
<v Speaker 1>I always end with leave your Light. So just all

0:57:14.880 --> 0:57:18.040
<v Speaker 1>your journey that you've been on, everything you've gone through.

0:57:18.120 --> 0:57:22.160
<v Speaker 1>Obviously you've been inspiring us this whole hour. But what

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<v Speaker 1>is something that you just want to share with people

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<v Speaker 1>listening who maybe are lost right now, or who maybe

0:57:28.480 --> 0:57:31.120
<v Speaker 1>are trying to find their dream, or who maybe feel like,

0:57:31.560 --> 0:57:33.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, just they don't know what's next, or

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<v Speaker 1>they're just looking for inspiration. What is something that you

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<v Speaker 1>want to share that you have just that you think

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<v Speaker 1>could help inspire people. I thought it's okay, Like it's

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<v Speaker 1>okay to feel that way, because I feel like that's

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<v Speaker 1>a struggle for me. Is I feel like I have

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<v Speaker 1>to be perfect all the time and that's just not reality,

0:57:50.400 --> 0:57:52.720
<v Speaker 1>and that it's okay to feel that way. We all

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<v Speaker 1>feel that way, and like, don't wallow in it, you know,

0:57:55.680 --> 0:57:59.080
<v Speaker 1>just let yourself feel that way and and trust yourself,

0:57:59.160 --> 0:58:02.000
<v Speaker 1>trust your gut, just keep moving forward. But I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like we beat ourselves up when things aren't okay and

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<v Speaker 1>when it's not perfect and we're not you know, feeling

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<v Speaker 1>like things are exactly what we want. I just think

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<v Speaker 1>to tell yourself it's okay, like we've all been there,

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<v Speaker 1>and love yourself. I don't beat yourself up. Love yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>That's hard to do sometimes, it's really hard to do, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because we see all the flaws when like I look

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<v Speaker 1>at you and I'm like, what could you not love

0:58:26.920 --> 0:58:30.040
<v Speaker 1>about yourself? The same? I feel like, and I feel

0:58:30.080 --> 0:58:32.880
<v Speaker 1>like women, especially men too, but like we really do

0:58:34.040 --> 0:58:36.600
<v Speaker 1>look at ourselves so differently than how we really are.

0:58:36.720 --> 0:58:38.360
<v Speaker 1>So I think it's a good thing to kind of

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<v Speaker 1>practice loving yourself, and for me, I have to do it.

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<v Speaker 1>It has to be like an intentional thing. Of course,

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<v Speaker 1>I love myself. What do you do like intentionally if

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<v Speaker 1>you look in the mirror and you're like, oh I

0:58:50.560 --> 0:58:53.360
<v Speaker 1>look fat or whatever, I'm like, Wow, my legs, I

0:58:53.440 --> 0:58:56.840
<v Speaker 1>can walk, I can run, I can my legs are beautiful,

0:58:56.960 --> 0:59:00.080
<v Speaker 1>they're strong, they get me places instead of thinking that

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<v Speaker 1>they're fat. Like, I intentionally change my feeling towards myself,

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<v Speaker 1>and and I have to. It has to be intentional

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<v Speaker 1>because my brain will just go there, It'll just go

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<v Speaker 1>to the negative about yourself. So every single day I

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<v Speaker 1>just try to be intentional with loving myself. And like,

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<v Speaker 1>would I tell that to my best friend? Like, no,

0:59:19.440 --> 0:59:22.080
<v Speaker 1>what I think that about my What I think that

0:59:22.200 --> 0:59:25.720
<v Speaker 1>about my mom or whatever? No, you just but yourself.

0:59:25.800 --> 0:59:29.600
<v Speaker 1>You're so hot in yourself, So kind of being intentional

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<v Speaker 1>about that? Why are we so hard on ourselves? I

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<v Speaker 1>have no idea. I don't know. I hope it gets

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<v Speaker 1>better as we get older. I do actually do feel

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<v Speaker 1>like it's for me gotten better. I feel like when

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<v Speaker 1>I was younger, I just totally picked myself apart so much,

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<v Speaker 1>and now I'm kind of like, you know what extra

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<v Speaker 1>five pounds? Like the extra five pounds that Brittany Aldine

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<v Speaker 1>posted did you see that? Was? That was my favorite?

0:59:54.480 --> 0:59:57.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, those are extra five pounds at the moments

0:59:57.360 --> 0:59:59.800
<v Speaker 1>you're having ice cream with your husband or pizza or

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<v Speaker 1>have wine, it's like, don't be so hard on yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>And when you get older. As I've gotten older, I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like it has gotten better. Like it's okay, we're

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<v Speaker 1>not perfect. Nobody's perfect. I know, I know, yeah, mine is.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm always scared that people don't like me really and

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<v Speaker 1>everyone loves you, but I'm always scared that I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know what it is that people just don't like me.

1:00:24.320 --> 1:00:26.920
<v Speaker 1>That there's like they're like, oh, we don't really like Caroline.

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<v Speaker 1>Isn't that weird? Yeah, because everybody loves you such a

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<v Speaker 1>light and you're like what you're doing, you're spreading light.

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<v Speaker 1>You even end it with that, you know, spreading light.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's because I know my insecurities, and my

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<v Speaker 1>insecurities feel ugly to me, so I feel like everyone

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<v Speaker 1>must know them, and so like I'm like, oh, everyone

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<v Speaker 1>must know my insecurities, and so since they know and

1:00:49.640 --> 1:00:53.040
<v Speaker 1>they don't like me, but really everyone has insecurities. We

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<v Speaker 1>all do. It's crazy because I actually wrote a song

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<v Speaker 1>yesterday with um My Man and and Well it's called

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<v Speaker 1>pretty Beautiful, and it's saying like all these things that

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<v Speaker 1>are beautiful are not on the outside. It's like, you're

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<v Speaker 1>pretty strong, you're pretty heart, you're everything that's that's beautiful

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<v Speaker 1>is on the inside, and we look so much on

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<v Speaker 1>the outside. And so it's crazy. I we all pick

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<v Speaker 1>ourselves apart, and what you're seeing is ugly is not

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<v Speaker 1>you're You're you. It's beautiful, you know. But you're looking

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<v Speaker 1>at yourself going, oh my gosh, that's ugly, but it's not.

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<v Speaker 1>It's you know. So we just gotta we gotta give

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<v Speaker 1>ourselves grace. Don't be so hard on ourselves. I love that, Yeah, yourself,

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<v Speaker 1>ourselves and for me being intentional with it, because it's

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<v Speaker 1>like a practice every day, like be intentional with loving yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>Gin Winne for president of being a worry word, Oh god, no,

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<v Speaker 1>you'd be a great president. You'd save all the an,

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<v Speaker 1>most of the kids. We'd have world peace because you

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<v Speaker 1>can lay that hammer down to I'm telling you it's good.

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<v Speaker 1>Move over Trump, You're coming in well. I love you, Jenn,

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for coming on my podcast. I'm so proud

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<v Speaker 1>of you. It's fun. It has it has been. This

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<v Speaker 1>live journey with he has been great. It has been okay.

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<v Speaker 1>I love you. Bye.