WEBVTT - “I’M IN LOVE WITH MY CO-WORKER” 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:01.880 How from Danny? 0:00:02.840 --> 0:00:03.199 Hello? 0:00:04.000 --> 0:00:07.520 Hello, is this this is Danny? 0:00:09.240 --> 0:00:09.800 Do you know bro? 0:00:11.160 --> 0:00:12.600 Have we ever spoken before? 0:00:13.400 --> 0:00:13.840 Negative? 0:00:14.080 --> 0:00:16.640 What's you seem like? A You seem like a quirky 0:00:16.680 --> 0:00:17.600 little guy. What's up? 0:00:17.640 --> 0:00:19.280 Man? Oh? 0:00:19.320 --> 0:00:21.880 That's totally meaning I'm always alive with the party. 0:00:25.320 --> 0:00:27.880 Yeah, you seem like you came armed with some ship 0:00:27.960 --> 0:00:29.600 hit me perfect. All right. 0:00:29.640 --> 0:00:33.280 So here's my little dilemmo. So I've been a single 0:00:33.360 --> 0:00:37.000 for her about what three years now within a seven 0:00:37.040 --> 0:00:39.680 year relationship. Pretty much got cheated out of that one 0:00:40.440 --> 0:00:44.240 how to ediblest company whatever sold out? Besides the point 0:00:44.400 --> 0:00:47.240 right now, I work for a medical practice and that's 0:00:47.280 --> 0:00:51.920 just one of the co workers. She is very, very beautiful, 0:00:52.200 --> 0:00:56.640 right like top to bottom, very very nice girl, going 0:00:56.680 --> 0:00:59.160 to a nursing school and everything on that story right now. 0:00:59.720 --> 0:00:59.840 Uh. 0:01:00.120 --> 0:01:04.319 Anyways, me and her really click it off. But I 0:01:04.400 --> 0:01:06.720 have this thing where don't shit where you eat. Kind 0:01:06.720 --> 0:01:09.040 of did that in my job in in Las Vegas 0:01:09.360 --> 0:01:13.360 and that kind of went hell to the left. Anyways, 0:01:13.480 --> 0:01:17.120 So my dilemma right now is she's kind of like 0:01:17.200 --> 0:01:21.720 my work wife and I'm like her work husband type 0:01:21.720 --> 0:01:25.959 of situation. She's in a relationship, her parents come to 0:01:26.040 --> 0:01:32.039 the office every so often, very hispanic. Everybody's like kind 0:01:32.040 --> 0:01:34.440 of knows each other, et cetera, and so forth. Well, 0:01:34.440 --> 0:01:39.440 her parents desfides her current boyfriend. Her mom just loves 0:01:39.520 --> 0:01:43.440 me from every time that she comes to the office. 0:01:43.720 --> 0:01:48.640 But my ex, that's kind of how me and her 0:01:48.920 --> 0:01:51.120 got together for those seven years. She was kind of 0:01:51.160 --> 0:01:53.720 like in a bad relationship, and I just kind of 0:01:53.760 --> 0:01:56.200 gave her the ultimatum, was like, hey, you kind of 0:01:56.200 --> 0:01:58.960 see how I'm treating you. You kind of do appreciate that. 0:01:59.320 --> 0:02:02.840 So it's like, pick either him or me. She obviously 0:02:02.840 --> 0:02:05.800 decided to pick me. We were together for seven years. 0:02:06.040 --> 0:02:08.040 But yeah, that's kind of like I have like PTSD 0:02:08.160 --> 0:02:11.320 of like doing that all over again. So kind of 0:02:11.320 --> 0:02:12.200 need your input on that. 0:02:12.800 --> 0:02:14.760 When you what do you mean by you have PTSD 0:02:14.919 --> 0:02:18.040 from doing that? Was that? Was that that experience? 0:02:20.160 --> 0:02:21.200 Sorry? What was that meant? 0:02:21.600 --> 0:02:22.639 Go ahead? Where do you say? 0:02:23.480 --> 0:02:24.399 Can you repeat your question? 0:02:25.680 --> 0:02:29.120 Uh? You said you had PTSD, and I'm like a 0:02:29.200 --> 0:02:30.560 horrible experience for you. 0:02:30.639 --> 0:02:34.240 Not not really PTSD. I'm just kind of like scared 0:02:34.360 --> 0:02:37.079 of doing the same thing as I did with my ex, 0:02:37.320 --> 0:02:41.520 of like getting with somebody while they're with somebody else 0:02:41.800 --> 0:02:45.760 and then like you know, expecting you know, sunshines and 0:02:45.840 --> 0:02:47.880 rainbows and ship when right. 0:02:47.880 --> 0:02:51.880 People, So you have you there's there's multiple points of 0:02:52.400 --> 0:02:59.079 contention in in in this this potential whatever you want 0:02:59.080 --> 0:03:07.519 to call it, this this potential h pursuit, I mean 0:03:08.160 --> 0:03:12.520 being unfortunately, Uh and it's well, it's funny like it's 0:03:12.560 --> 0:03:15.360 nice that this girl's mom likes you, but unfortunately she 0:03:15.480 --> 0:03:19.520 can't swap her daughter's boyfriends on her behalf. 0:03:20.680 --> 0:03:25.639 Yeah. No, of course, totally understand what you're saying. But yeah, 0:03:25.760 --> 0:03:29.239 it's just yeah. 0:03:28.480 --> 0:03:30.919 Are you are you? Are you like in are you 0:03:31.080 --> 0:03:33.320 madly in love with this girl or you just think 0:03:33.360 --> 0:03:34.240 she's very pretty? 0:03:35.480 --> 0:03:38.400 No, but I can definitely see myself having a future 0:03:38.440 --> 0:03:40.880 with this person, Like I can definitely see myself growing 0:03:40.960 --> 0:03:43.760 old and having like a family. Kept the situation with her. 0:03:43.880 --> 0:03:46.160 You said, you said, no, I don't love this person, 0:03:46.200 --> 0:03:48.640 but I can see myself growing old and starting a 0:03:48.680 --> 0:03:53.960 family with them. Yeah, well, you know, how I can 0:03:53.960 --> 0:03:55.320 I ask you a question? Can ask you a question? 0:03:56.680 --> 0:03:57.520 I can I ask you a question? 0:03:58.120 --> 0:03:58.760 Yeah? 0:03:59.040 --> 0:04:01.360 How many? How many girls a day? Are you imagining 0:04:01.360 --> 0:04:03.040 that you're going to grow old and have a family 0:04:03.080 --> 0:04:06.560 with Are you on the subway starting families with everyone. 0:04:06.600 --> 0:04:09.360 You see, I've only been in one serious relationship. I'm 0:04:09.360 --> 0:04:11.440 thirty two years old. And like, as far as like 0:04:11.880 --> 0:04:12.880 women I'm. 0:04:12.720 --> 0:04:15.040 Talking about, I'm just talking about as you go through 0:04:15.080 --> 0:04:18.360 your day and oh, you know look at typles. 0:04:18.800 --> 0:04:21.960 No, just pretty much as far as like relationship whise, 0:04:21.960 --> 0:04:25.279 She's probably the only person that has come into my 0:04:25.360 --> 0:04:28.200 head about those type of things. 0:04:29.120 --> 0:04:33.360 But yet you you've what does what does work wife mean? 0:04:33.400 --> 0:04:35.080 What does that even really mean? 0:04:37.400 --> 0:04:43.360 Uh, You're gonna have to help me on like explain 0:04:43.440 --> 0:04:45.240 that and to like what are you trying to refer to. 0:04:45.640 --> 0:04:47.000 You're the one that brought it up, man, when you 0:04:47.000 --> 0:04:49.440 say she's your work wife, Like, how would you describe 0:04:49.520 --> 0:04:50.440 that relationship? 0:04:51.440 --> 0:04:54.320 When I've explained it to like my other friends, that's 0:04:54.360 --> 0:04:56.680 kind of like what they refer to? What the hell 0:04:56.800 --> 0:04:58.640 that means? Not really too share? 0:04:58.880 --> 0:05:02.240 You are you saying saying there's like there's flirting, Like 0:05:02.240 --> 0:05:06.160 have you like, have you ever who is this person 0:05:06.200 --> 0:05:08.279 to you? Have you gone on like a date with 0:05:08.400 --> 0:05:08.960 her or you? 0:05:09.000 --> 0:05:09.040 No? 0:05:09.080 --> 0:05:13.760 No, nothing, nothing of that sort. I just me and her, 0:05:14.160 --> 0:05:18.279 we only I don't talk to most of the other coworkers. 0:05:18.360 --> 0:05:24.200 Just me and her. We have that kind of you know, connection, 0:05:24.279 --> 0:05:24.880 You could kind. 0:05:24.720 --> 0:05:33.080 Of say, I, I guess what I'm trying to say 0:05:33.160 --> 0:05:37.200 is should I make a move knowing that she has 0:05:37.200 --> 0:05:39.719 a boyfriend and me having these feelings that I have 0:05:39.920 --> 0:05:41.880 towards her in. 0:05:41.720 --> 0:05:46.240 A Yeah, here, here's here's here's what I'll tell you. 0:05:46.320 --> 0:05:54.600 And look, I understand that you have this, uh, this, 0:05:54.600 --> 0:06:00.320 this passionate attraction to this person, and that passionate action 0:06:01.200 --> 0:06:07.000 is a blinding force to logic. It's a blinding force 0:06:07.080 --> 0:06:09.040 to logic, and you're gonna do what you're gonna do. 0:06:10.560 --> 0:06:17.440 But I understand that you are being blinded by this 0:06:17.560 --> 0:06:22.839 attraction to the facts in front of you that spell 0:06:22.920 --> 0:06:25.440 out that this is a is going to bring you 0:06:28.200 --> 0:06:32.640 a lot of potentially potentially, I don't know. Life's weird 0:06:32.680 --> 0:06:36.599 and crazy and I don't know ship about any anything, 0:06:37.200 --> 0:06:42.279 but it has the potential to bring you, you know, 0:06:44.080 --> 0:06:47.159 pain and sadness and frustration. 0:06:47.720 --> 0:06:52.160 Pretty much more bad than good. And yeah, it's kind 0:06:52.160 --> 0:06:55.960 of like the see the song that kind of plays 0:06:56.000 --> 0:06:58.440 in my head, it's the J Cole song. It's like 0:06:58.800 --> 0:07:01.040 fool me once, shame on you for me twice, the 0:07:01.080 --> 0:07:03.640 shame on me. You know. The situation so it's kind 0:07:03.640 --> 0:07:07.760 of like, I don't have many friends, so hence why 0:07:07.880 --> 0:07:09.520 I'm asking for your advice. 0:07:10.040 --> 0:07:12.840 Well there, Well that's another fucking thing, man, is if 0:07:12.840 --> 0:07:17.760 you don't have any friend that's if, like, if you 0:07:17.800 --> 0:07:20.239 don't have any friends, dude, it's just it's it sounds 0:07:20.320 --> 0:07:24.280 like and forgive me if I'm making an assumption here, 0:07:24.280 --> 0:07:27.880 because I don't like to do that, but if if you, 0:07:28.320 --> 0:07:29.880 if you don't have a lot of friends in your 0:07:29.920 --> 0:07:33.800 life as a whole is not where you want it 0:07:33.800 --> 0:07:36.880 to be. And you're kind of looking at this, this 0:07:37.080 --> 0:07:40.120 passion that you have for this person as like, oh, 0:07:40.160 --> 0:07:43.120 I'm gonna I'm gonna you know, this woman is going 0:07:43.160 --> 0:07:46.600 to fix my entire life. She's gonna make me not 0:07:46.760 --> 0:07:50.080 feel sad and alone anymore, and it's going to be 0:07:50.320 --> 0:07:56.760 an easy lane to everlasting, eternal happiness. It's like you 0:07:56.840 --> 0:08:01.120 wish that that were true, but it never is, And 0:08:01.200 --> 0:08:04.800 so I would. I would if I were you, And 0:08:05.000 --> 0:08:07.960 I don't know if you'll do this because you're you're, 0:08:08.200 --> 0:08:13.760 like we talked about, blinded by you know, these these 0:08:13.760 --> 0:08:16.840 other forces. If I were you, I would I would 0:08:16.880 --> 0:08:20.200 take a step back and go, well, what else needs 0:08:20.240 --> 0:08:24.960 to receive some of my attention right now in my life. 0:08:25.440 --> 0:08:28.560 Definitely, bro, totally totally agree with you on that fact. 0:08:28.560 --> 0:08:30.280 That's why I really haven't. I mean, I've been in 0:08:30.280 --> 0:08:32.280 the office for almost a year. That's really why I 0:08:32.320 --> 0:08:34.760 haven't done any move. 0:08:36.240 --> 0:08:39.000 Go to a go play a forget, Go play a 0:08:39.240 --> 0:08:44.000 fucking pinball game, go like do it? Do do literally 0:08:44.040 --> 0:08:45.160 anything else? You know? 0:08:45.480 --> 0:08:48.160 Oh no, dude, I've just been making basically just playing 0:08:48.240 --> 0:08:50.320 video games on my spare time whenever I have to. 0:08:50.480 --> 0:08:53.280 Okay, well, I don't know, I guess maybe something that 0:08:53.480 --> 0:08:55.600 do you really have? Do you really have no friends? 0:08:56.240 --> 0:09:00.600 Yeah? No, I really I I literally had. 0:08:58.600 --> 0:09:00.719 This give zero. 0:09:01.960 --> 0:09:05.120 Literal people, like literal zero. Like if I were to 0:09:05.160 --> 0:09:08.320 show you my calllogue right now, it's probably just my 0:09:08.480 --> 0:09:10.920 parents that I talked to and I live, you know 0:09:10.920 --> 0:09:11.319 what I mean. 0:09:12.040 --> 0:09:16.120 Okay, I understand that you like this girl, but Ash's 0:09:16.440 --> 0:09:21.920 boyfriends and that's not that's just a recipe for disaster. 0:09:22.720 --> 0:09:26.679 Yeahah, I don't want to be so and uh. 0:09:27.520 --> 0:09:32.720 You know, b you I think before you start trying to, 0:09:33.600 --> 0:09:37.040 you know, get get wiped up. You know, you gotta 0:09:37.120 --> 0:09:38.600 you gotta, you gotta make some friends. 0:09:38.600 --> 0:09:38.800 Man. 0:09:40.720 --> 0:09:43.160 I I appreciate the imp. 0:09:44.520 --> 0:09:46.360 Oh, look, you seem like a nice You don't seem 0:09:46.400 --> 0:09:49.480 like I just if I could give you a compliment, 0:09:49.559 --> 0:09:52.480 and this is one of my highest compliments. You don't 0:09:52.480 --> 0:09:55.160 seem like a sociopath. Man. I think I think if 0:09:55.200 --> 0:09:57.320 you put yourself out there, you could make some homies. 0:09:58.120 --> 0:10:02.000 Yeah, that's what all my patients tell me, that I'm 0:10:02.040 --> 0:10:05.319 a genuine good human being. I guess you could say 0:10:05.320 --> 0:10:06.040 that's what they say. 0:10:06.760 --> 0:10:10.240 I'm very ugr real quick patients. What are you? 0:10:11.120 --> 0:10:12.600 Oh, I'm a medical assistant. 0:10:13.000 --> 0:10:15.480 Okay, all right, continue, what are you going to say? 0:10:16.400 --> 0:10:19.960 But no, Yeah, like how you said, the way that 0:10:20.000 --> 0:10:22.640 I just come off, that's who I normally am. I 0:10:22.640 --> 0:10:26.720 don't have any issues socializing. It's just more of the 0:10:26.760 --> 0:10:29.240 way that I've been fucked over in the past. It's 0:10:29.320 --> 0:10:31.520 just some things that I guess I still have yet 0:10:31.559 --> 0:10:34.480 to get over that little speed bump. So I know 0:10:34.520 --> 0:10:36.079 when I get over there, I'll be okay. But it's 0:10:36.120 --> 0:10:39.080 just I guess it's the factor of being alone for 0:10:40.040 --> 0:10:42.320 in a sense of relationship for the past three years 0:10:42.640 --> 0:10:45.640 and then seeing somebody who you could kind of see 0:10:45.679 --> 0:10:49.040 yourself with is kind of like those ideas just kind 0:10:49.040 --> 0:10:51.480 of keep circling in your head and not having friends, 0:10:51.480 --> 0:10:55.079 you kind of like make this ideolic fantasy of what 0:10:55.320 --> 0:10:58.679 possibly could be, and you meet people like yourself to 0:10:58.840 --> 0:11:02.200 just fucking put you in the right fucking headspace. You know. 0:11:02.920 --> 0:11:04.960 Yeah, we all know we all fall victims to those 0:11:05.280 --> 0:11:09.600 We all fall victim to those fantasies. Yeah, and they're blind, 0:11:09.600 --> 0:11:13.840 they're blinding fantasy. I fallen victim to to, you know, 0:11:13.920 --> 0:11:20.679 blinding fantasies myself and I, you know, whether whether the 0:11:20.800 --> 0:11:23.200 decisions yeah, yeah, go for it. 0:11:25.440 --> 0:11:30.600 With hinder and basically the whole Internet and technology being 0:11:31.000 --> 0:11:38.520 taken the the face of socializing as far as like physically, 0:11:38.960 --> 0:11:41.880 what's like, what's your recommendation or like, well, I know 0:11:41.960 --> 0:11:43.520 you do stand up and stuff like that, but like 0:11:44.760 --> 0:11:46.160 someone like myself. 0:11:45.760 --> 0:11:48.559 Like you know, to make friends. 0:11:49.200 --> 0:11:51.600 Yeah, I guess, I don't know. 0:11:51.720 --> 0:11:53.880 Brother, It's it's very It's like I might tell you, 0:11:53.960 --> 0:11:55.120 it's funny that we're having this. 0:11:55.360 --> 0:11:55.520 I know. 0:11:55.559 --> 0:11:59.520 I'm like, I I'm feeling myself tonight, so I'm talking 0:11:59.600 --> 0:12:01.480 like I'm in expert, But I, buddy, I got no 0:12:01.679 --> 0:12:05.360 goddamn idea. I was thinking that myself. I'm not my 0:12:05.440 --> 0:12:09.600 studio apartment, going like, how do I make fucking friends? Yeah? 0:12:11.040 --> 0:12:14.200 Trust me, I guess it's also where you live, because 0:12:14.280 --> 0:12:16.680 when I live by myself in Vegas, it wasn't that much. 0:12:16.760 --> 0:12:19.000 I guess it's you know, people out there more social. 0:12:19.120 --> 0:12:20.520 I guess that was where I am. Now I feel 0:12:20.559 --> 0:12:24.880 more entrapped being Miami and just not feeling it down here. 0:12:25.280 --> 0:12:28.080 But uh, but yeah, that's that's. Yeah, that's my situation. 0:12:28.200 --> 0:12:30.480 And I ask when you say, I'll just when you 0:12:30.520 --> 0:12:35.240 bring up the internet, And yeah, there's a lot of 0:12:35.480 --> 0:12:39.280 like back and forth discourse on this kind of thing, 0:12:39.320 --> 0:12:42.559 but when you bring up the internet, you can I 0:12:42.679 --> 0:12:45.000 kind of think it's a choice between if you want 0:12:45.000 --> 0:12:47.480 to be optimistic about it or pessimistic about it. Because 0:12:47.480 --> 0:12:49.280 if you could be pessimistic about it, and you can 0:12:49.320 --> 0:12:54.680 go like, well, everyone's you know, on discord for you know, 0:12:54.840 --> 0:12:57.679 twenty hours a day and there's no reason to ever 0:12:57.800 --> 0:13:00.800 leave your house, and so that that's you know, it's 0:13:00.840 --> 0:13:03.400 a it's a plight to socialization. Or you could be 0:13:03.440 --> 0:13:05.920 an optimist about it and you can go, oh, there's 0:13:06.040 --> 0:13:11.840 meetup dot com, there's Facebook tubes, there's ways to start 0:13:11.840 --> 0:13:14.880 events and spread awareness about the event, like there's so 0:13:14.880 --> 0:13:17.680 many ways that social media actually can you know, bring 0:13:17.720 --> 0:13:19.440 people together. So it's I think it's kind. 0:13:19.320 --> 0:13:25.120 Of it's just I suck at elaborating and expressing myself typing. 0:13:25.360 --> 0:13:28.760 I'm better speaking it, so it's easier for me to 0:13:28.800 --> 0:13:31.600 be in front of somebody and talking. I come from Cuba, 0:13:31.679 --> 0:13:34.360 so English is not my first language. So it's hard 0:13:34.400 --> 0:13:36.800 to me. Like some humor and stuff like that that 0:13:36.840 --> 0:13:40.120 people type, I don't get it. So but sometimes when 0:13:40.160 --> 0:13:42.360 I'm in front of them, they're explaining IM, I get 0:13:42.480 --> 0:13:43.679 the emotion behind it. 0:13:43.760 --> 0:13:45.720 I don't know if that makes me me When did 0:13:45.720 --> 0:13:48.720 you When did you move to America ninety eight? 0:13:48.920 --> 0:13:50.160 I was born in ninety one. 0:13:50.200 --> 0:13:51.680 I came at the age of Oh, okay, I see 0:13:51.720 --> 0:13:52.480 been here for a long time. 0:13:53.400 --> 0:13:55.640 Yeah, no, I've been here for a long time. But 0:13:55.640 --> 0:13:57.200 as far as like you know, growing up and like 0:13:57.280 --> 0:14:00.640 you know, the typical like American humor, learn stuff like that, 0:14:00.679 --> 0:14:03.240 it's hard for me to kind of like relate one another. 0:14:03.800 --> 0:14:04.199 Sometimes. 0:14:05.600 --> 0:14:08.600 The point wait real quick before before we what's like 0:14:08.640 --> 0:14:12.440 an what's an example of a like joke that somebody 0:14:12.480 --> 0:14:14.640 told you that you didn't get that you later had 0:14:14.640 --> 0:14:15.600 to explain to you. 0:14:17.480 --> 0:14:23.320 Like dad jokes, dad jokes items that are not available 0:14:24.080 --> 0:14:27.000 in Cuba orself or that whatever it may be, making 0:14:27.320 --> 0:14:30.640 you know, whether it maybe like a specific type of 0:14:30.680 --> 0:14:32.840 food or something like that. Not knowing what that thing 0:14:32.960 --> 0:14:38.520 might be and then trying to comprehend what the joke 0:14:38.600 --> 0:14:40.840 is about with something that you don't know, it becomes 0:14:40.920 --> 0:14:42.240 challenging at times. 0:14:44.000 --> 0:14:49.640 What city do you live in, Mammy, You live in Miami. Yeah, 0:14:51.440 --> 0:14:55.400 it is a strong Cuban population in Miami. Right, there's 0:14:56.560 --> 0:14:59.400 what's the name of that. What is a little Havana? 0:15:00.160 --> 0:15:01.080 Yeah, Littlevana. 0:15:01.600 --> 0:15:03.880 Dude, I had some sick Cuban food in Little Havana. 0:15:04.120 --> 0:15:07.800 Oh, dude, bro Versailles. It is probably one of the best, 0:15:08.120 --> 0:15:10.800 i mean, rage of one of the best spots down here. 0:15:11.200 --> 0:15:15.320 But anyway, look, I just I'll just say this if 0:15:15.360 --> 0:15:20.720 I can, if I can say anything practical. You live 0:15:20.720 --> 0:15:24.880 in a major, major, major United States city. I don't 0:15:24.920 --> 0:15:32.000 know what your schedule is like outside of uh curing 0:15:32.160 --> 0:15:42.960 people who have aids. But go go do some stuff. 0:15:43.040 --> 0:15:43.280 Man. 0:15:44.280 --> 0:15:46.200 There's like there's I bet there's a billion I bet 0:15:46.240 --> 0:15:50.520 there's art galleries, there's meetups, there's I mean, I don't 0:15:50.520 --> 0:15:52.920 know if you're you're probably assume you're not a clubbing guy. 0:15:53.040 --> 0:15:54.760 I know Miami is big for that. But go just 0:15:54.760 --> 0:15:57.480 go get the fuck out of the house, go do stuff, 0:15:57.480 --> 0:15:59.920 you know, and and stop fantasizing about this late. 0:16:01.600 --> 0:16:05.560 Yeah, I really do. Yeah, I even have like all 0:16:05.600 --> 0:16:08.320 these things I used to do photography, have like a 0:16:08.320 --> 0:16:11.840 personal trainer that's a degree. And yeah, I just got 0:16:11.880 --> 0:16:13.840 to get the fuck out and socialize myself more. 0:16:15.400 --> 0:16:20.320 What's your name again, Danny? Danny? Danny? Was good talking 0:16:20.360 --> 0:16:23.360 to you. I'm rooting for you. I think, once again, 0:16:23.360 --> 0:16:27.000 you seem sane and that means a lot in this world. 0:16:27.920 --> 0:16:31.200 I appreciate that, bro, You know, I I tell myself 0:16:31.240 --> 0:16:33.840 that everything's going to be okay and that eventually somebody 0:16:34.080 --> 0:16:40.200 that will find my craziness dash you know, sanity appreciable 0:16:40.520 --> 0:16:43.680 and yeah, but besides that, man, I really do appreciate 0:16:43.760 --> 0:16:48.640 just giving me your input in saying, how don't have 0:16:48.720 --> 0:16:51.360 anybody else telling you kind of of course? 0:16:52.040 --> 0:16:56.040 You know, when I'm when I'm blinded by my own fantasies, 0:16:56.040 --> 0:16:58.520 I'll call you and you can smack me across the face. 0:16:58.920 --> 0:17:01.200 Yeah, for sure, No, I'll tell you straight. I'll let 0:17:01.240 --> 0:17:03.080 you know when the green is just not green enough 0:17:03.120 --> 0:17:05.720 in the face. Are you know? I'll let you know 0:17:05.720 --> 0:17:06.080 how it is. 0:17:06.119 --> 0:17:06.239 Bro. 0:17:07.359 --> 0:17:10.880 Thanks man, chat you all have a great one of them. 0:17:11.359 --> 0:17:15.520 You two take care. I don't know why I said that. 0:17:15.520 --> 0:17:17.840 That guy cures aids. Maybe he does. I don't know. 0:17:17.880 --> 0:17:20.639 I don't know his life. Oh okay, held on this person. 0:17:20.800 --> 0:17:22.040 I need to call immediately. 0:17:26.000 --> 0:17:26.280 Hello. 0:17:26.600 --> 0:17:27.119 Hey, what's that? 0:17:27.240 --> 0:17:27.440 Man? 0:17:27.600 --> 0:17:27.879 Hey? 0:17:28.040 --> 0:17:28.479 What's up? 0:17:29.480 --> 0:17:31.440 You texted me and you said I want to talk 0:17:31.480 --> 0:17:36.480 about how I've been eating Reeses every day for twelve years? 0:17:37.320 --> 0:17:40.400 Yeah, you know, I mean it's the good stuff. 0:17:41.440 --> 0:17:43.880 Is that true? Is that true? Please? Please don't tell 0:17:43.880 --> 0:17:44.560 me you're lying to me. 0:17:45.440 --> 0:17:46.800 No, I would not lie about this. 0:17:47.680 --> 0:17:50.680 You could ask anybody who knows me. It's it's kind 0:17:50.680 --> 0:17:51.200 of my thing. 0:17:53.080 --> 0:17:56.399 Are you eating? Are you eating just the cups or 0:17:56.440 --> 0:17:59.800 are you eating a morad of different Reeses products? 0:18:01.080 --> 0:18:01.280 No? 0:18:01.359 --> 0:18:02.200 I I eat. 0:18:02.520 --> 0:18:09.520 I'm pretty particular and I taste as specifically. The seasonal 0:18:09.560 --> 0:18:11.840 ones are my favorite ones. 0:18:11.920 --> 0:18:15.800 And oh my god, the pumpkins, the trees, what else? 0:18:15.840 --> 0:18:17.040 The easter eggs? 0:18:17.359 --> 0:18:18.760 Oh yeah, all the. 0:18:20.760 --> 0:18:25.720 Imagine that would probably be delicious. I would eat it. Candleball, 0:18:25.800 --> 0:18:27.480 candle Oh. 0:18:27.359 --> 0:18:29.680 Yeah, no, we'd be in trouble we'd be going in such. 0:18:29.640 --> 0:18:32.520 Such So it's the seasonal one. So are you eating variations? 0:18:32.560 --> 0:18:36.480 Are you eating the fast break, the nut rageous, the outrageous? 0:18:37.400 --> 0:18:39.960 Yeah? No, I mean I'll mess around with those, you know, 0:18:39.960 --> 0:18:43.119 when there's no other options, But ultimately I'm just always 0:18:43.160 --> 0:18:46.800 going for the seasonal ones. But you know, during those 0:18:46.840 --> 0:18:49.440 long stretches between holidays and then they get out stock 0:18:49.520 --> 0:18:52.240 and stores. But then I recently found out I can 0:18:52.320 --> 0:18:55.320 buy it online. People are stock buying it there, and 0:18:55.359 --> 0:18:57.159 so I just order some and it comes right to 0:18:57.200 --> 0:18:57.600 my door. 0:18:58.400 --> 0:19:02.720 Holy fuck, you can order Pumpkins's cups any time of. 0:19:02.760 --> 0:19:07.360 Year, anytime you want. Dude, have you. 0:19:07.320 --> 0:19:08.960 Had the ones? Have you had the ones where the 0:19:09.040 --> 0:19:10.399 chocolate is orange? 0:19:12.000 --> 0:19:12.200 Oh? 0:19:12.240 --> 0:19:13.680 No, I actually I haven't cried those long yet. 0:19:13.920 --> 0:19:16.760 I think I want to say that they do that 0:19:16.800 --> 0:19:19.200 for kit Kat and for Reeses. They make a version 0:19:19.200 --> 0:19:21.040 of it where the chocolate is orange. It might be 0:19:21.119 --> 0:19:22.680 it might be like a white chocolate. I don't know 0:19:22.680 --> 0:19:25.320 if it tastes orange necessarily a. 0:19:25.600 --> 0:19:28.879 Cosmetic thing, I'd give it a dry that's for sure. 0:19:30.960 --> 0:19:31.280 All right. 0:19:31.320 --> 0:19:33.720 So what's your routine like? Is there a time of 0:19:33.840 --> 0:19:36.479 day you typically eat the reses. What how does how 0:19:36.480 --> 0:19:38.040 do you do this? Oh? 0:19:38.119 --> 0:19:40.480 Yeah, you know, I'm a I'm a creature of routine 0:19:40.520 --> 0:19:44.560 for sure. Yeah. So you know, in the work days, 0:19:44.720 --> 0:19:47.000 I kind of go through my day. I try not 0:19:47.080 --> 0:19:50.439 to bring the reeses to work because that's dangerous. I 0:19:50.480 --> 0:19:53.479 can't control myself, right, So I need that time to, like, 0:19:53.520 --> 0:19:59.800 you know, kind of kind of a reset my tolerance, 0:19:59.840 --> 0:20:03.840 if you will. And then I get home and then boom, 0:20:04.240 --> 0:20:08.119 crack one open right away and enjoy it. And then uh, 0:20:08.800 --> 0:20:11.240 and then I'll you know, have dinner, and then you know, 0:20:11.200 --> 0:20:14.320 I have another post dinner races and then uh and 0:20:14.359 --> 0:20:16.640 then nighttime comes and I'm in bed and I'm down 0:20:16.680 --> 0:20:19.280 in another too easy king size of course. 0:20:21.520 --> 0:20:25.280 So how many cups per day is that? You know? 0:20:25.880 --> 0:20:28.440 And then other week id of eating more. I mean 0:20:28.560 --> 0:20:31.400 on average, I'll have probably four day during the week 0:20:31.440 --> 0:20:33.600 and then on the weekend sometimes like five or six. 0:20:35.240 --> 0:20:39.560 What do you look like, six. 0:20:39.359 --> 0:20:42.640 Foot one eighty relatively slender. 0:20:44.200 --> 0:20:44.360 Yeah. 0:20:44.400 --> 0:20:46.359 People don't understand it, but I probably consume like a 0:20:46.440 --> 0:20:51.720 thousand calories and rases a day sometimes. But I also 0:20:51.840 --> 0:20:56.000 like plan out my diet, so you know, I don't 0:20:56.080 --> 0:20:58.760 drink any liquids, I have sugar and sugar in them, 0:20:58.880 --> 0:21:02.639 so I'm like, I'm going saving it for the best. 0:21:02.720 --> 0:21:03.400 You know what I'm saying. 0:21:05.920 --> 0:21:06.920 Do you drink alcohol? 0:21:08.119 --> 0:21:09.280 No, I don't drink alcohol. 0:21:10.520 --> 0:21:12.360 What do you eat when you're not eating reses? What's 0:21:12.400 --> 0:21:13.720 the rest of your diet look like? 0:21:14.320 --> 0:21:18.239 Oh? Man, I mean it's not great. I would say 0:21:18.280 --> 0:21:22.000 it's like the average that you know, take out here 0:21:22.040 --> 0:21:24.760 and there and then cooking. I tried to cook three 0:21:24.760 --> 0:21:27.680 times a week. I have a decent breakfast, eat a 0:21:27.720 --> 0:21:30.240 banana every day. That's also my thing. I just love 0:21:30.280 --> 0:21:33.359 peanut butter generally, so you have banana and peanut butter 0:21:33.440 --> 0:21:35.080 almost every day as well. 0:21:36.359 --> 0:21:40.360 In the warnings, do you think this will have any 0:21:40.440 --> 0:21:42.879 kind of long term impact on your health? 0:21:45.080 --> 0:21:50.760 I don't know. I think it'll be negligible. Honestly, I 0:21:50.760 --> 0:21:56.320 don't think they're that bad of a candy. I think 0:21:56.880 --> 0:22:00.000 people who are you drinking mountain dews and stuff every day? 0:22:00.119 --> 0:22:02.200 I'll be right in line with them. You know, It's 0:22:02.200 --> 0:22:05.080 not like I'm if you look at it like the 0:22:05.240 --> 0:22:07.760 sugar and calories and the one mountain dew is like 0:22:07.880 --> 0:22:12.960 you know, two or three greases? Meybe not calories wise, 0:22:13.000 --> 0:22:17.520 but you know the young cuts in toda. 0:22:18.440 --> 0:22:21.280 Have you ever spoken to a doctor about this? 0:22:22.480 --> 0:22:24.439 Ah, you know what, I actually haven't. I would be 0:22:24.480 --> 0:22:25.800 really interested to see what he said. 0:22:28.760 --> 0:22:31.480 You know, it's funny. I'm actually looking I'm actually looking 0:22:31.520 --> 0:22:33.879 it up right now and all right, here are the 0:22:34.000 --> 0:22:37.960 nutritional facts of a king size raes, which would be 0:22:38.000 --> 0:22:42.480 four cups. Wait a minute, these are the these are 0:22:42.560 --> 0:22:44.119 these aren't They're not really you're not eating like the 0:22:44.160 --> 0:22:46.520 miniature cups right, these are full cups. 0:22:46.520 --> 0:22:48.400 No end of the seasonal one, so like I mean, 0:22:48.440 --> 0:22:51.840 technically like the king size seasonal ones, they're just bigger breases, 0:22:52.320 --> 0:22:54.320 so you only get two in the king size. But 0:22:54.440 --> 0:22:57.159 I guess there's probably to the regular cups. 0:22:57.520 --> 0:23:01.400 You know what, There's four hundred calories, there's forty four 0:23:01.440 --> 0:23:05.560 grams of carbs, thirty nine grams of sugar. So it's 0:23:05.680 --> 0:23:10.080 like you, this is basically the same thing as I think. 0:23:10.160 --> 0:23:14.159 I don't know, I'm I'm I'm clearly not a nutritionist 0:23:14.359 --> 0:23:19.360 of any kind. What it just like if you drink 0:23:19.400 --> 0:23:22.600 a like, drink a bottle of coke every day? Pretty much? 0:23:22.720 --> 0:23:23.680 Yeah, that's what I'm saying. 0:23:23.800 --> 0:23:25.240 You know, maybe a little worse. 0:23:25.200 --> 0:23:28.639 Very very maybe a little worse, but you know, at 0:23:28.720 --> 0:23:31.680 least it's you know, it's given me. It's given me energy. 0:23:31.720 --> 0:23:33.400 You know, there's there's a little bit of protein in there. 0:23:33.920 --> 0:23:35.480 Where do you buy these reeses at? 0:23:36.560 --> 0:23:36.679 Uh? 0:23:37.000 --> 0:23:39.119 Anywhere? I look around for the sales, So like the 0:23:39.160 --> 0:23:42.280 best thing to do is like right after Halloween or whatever, 0:23:42.440 --> 0:23:45.400 where all the stores put their the reeses on clearance 0:23:45.640 --> 0:23:48.800 and then I just go and I clean them out, 0:23:49.000 --> 0:23:51.520 and yeah, anywhere I get my hands on them, though, 0:23:51.520 --> 0:23:53.200 But yeah, if you don't look for the sales, I mean, 0:23:53.680 --> 0:23:56.520 it starts getting pretty pricey. So I try. 0:23:56.560 --> 0:24:00.200 And yeah, what are the other what are the other 0:24:00.240 --> 0:24:01.800 people in your life think about this? 0:24:04.200 --> 0:24:07.840 They think it's a little ridiculous, but I mean they 0:24:07.880 --> 0:24:12.320 all got their Starbucks or their fast food, you know, 0:24:12.880 --> 0:24:18.120 if they're you know, i'd probably say most people are 0:24:18.520 --> 0:24:22.440 have something comparable, you know, or they're smoking cigarettes every day. 0:24:24.119 --> 0:24:24.560 I don't know. 0:24:24.600 --> 0:24:27.880 I don't really myself don't believe it's that crazy. It's 0:24:27.920 --> 0:24:32.000 just something I love so much. And I think ever 0:24:32.040 --> 0:24:33.800 since I was an adult, and like I said, I'm 0:24:33.840 --> 0:24:36.200 not joking. I'm thirty one now, and ever since I 0:24:36.280 --> 0:24:40.240 was nineteen eighteen. Since I've got my own plate and 0:24:40.359 --> 0:24:42.479 got my own pay check, I was just getting them 0:24:42.520 --> 0:24:45.000 every day because it's like, it's just what I enjoy. 0:24:45.080 --> 0:24:48.120 It's not like something I purposely set out to do. 0:24:50.280 --> 0:24:51.879 But then after a while, it's kind of like, well, 0:24:52.000 --> 0:24:53.160 let's just keep this thing going. 0:24:54.880 --> 0:24:59.240 You're like the kid who had this fantasy that he 0:24:59.240 --> 0:25:02.600 would eat ice cream for dinner every single day, and 0:25:02.640 --> 0:25:04.040 you're living that fantasy. 0:25:04.920 --> 0:25:08.280 You're absolutely right, And that's the beautiful thing about being 0:25:08.320 --> 0:25:11.960 an adult. You just get to do that stuff. Wow, 0:25:12.320 --> 0:25:13.960 well I wanted to do. There's two more things that 0:25:14.080 --> 0:25:16.800 I just want to bring up about this. One my record. 0:25:17.000 --> 0:25:19.320 You didn't ask my record of like in one sitting, 0:25:19.800 --> 0:25:23.600 and if you're curious, it's seventeen. That's kind of like 0:25:23.840 --> 0:25:26.720 my limit I found. That's when they come back up 0:25:27.320 --> 0:25:27.720 and a. 0:25:27.800 --> 0:25:31.959 Snowboyno, when they come back up, do you make it 0:25:32.960 --> 0:25:39.160 eighteen nineteen twenty, the puked up reeses? 0:25:39.760 --> 0:25:42.280 No, No, I don't do that. I'm not that crazy. 0:25:43.000 --> 0:25:46.640 And then also I'm also really particular, like a lot 0:25:46.680 --> 0:25:49.600 of people like their reeses frozen, you know, which is 0:25:49.800 --> 0:25:53.639 it's is fine, it's decent, but like I'll even I 0:25:53.760 --> 0:25:56.240 prefer my room tempter, like right before it gets to 0:25:56.280 --> 0:26:00.440 that melting points. Right, So sometimes I'll like, I don't know, 0:26:00.720 --> 0:26:02.920 take my reces in with me in the package still, 0:26:03.040 --> 0:26:05.479 like while I go and take a shower, and then 0:26:05.520 --> 0:26:07.359 they get a little bit more warmed up, and then 0:26:07.400 --> 0:26:09.080 as soon as they hit the mouth, you know, they're 0:26:09.119 --> 0:26:09.960 just melting away. 0:26:12.440 --> 0:26:12.920 Yeah. 0:26:13.119 --> 0:26:16.240 Yeah, I saw the set once that was pretty funny. 0:26:16.280 --> 0:26:20.480 That said something like, there's something extremely sexy about taking 0:26:20.520 --> 0:26:22.760 the mini skirt off the Reese's miniature. 0:26:25.760 --> 0:26:29.440 That's great, that's great when going if you be feeling 0:26:29.440 --> 0:26:32.720 a little guilty now when I'm taking undressing it. 0:26:33.160 --> 0:26:36.000 Now seventeen in one sitting. 0:26:35.760 --> 0:26:39.000 You said, yeah, yeah. 0:26:38.280 --> 0:26:40.680 And you threw it. You threw them up after. 0:26:40.440 --> 0:26:42.640 The words yeah no it didn't. Yeah it didn't end. 0:26:42.680 --> 0:26:47.199 Well that's that's my limit. But I had to know. 0:26:48.840 --> 0:26:51.040 They're just so good, you know, I mean, I know, 0:26:51.119 --> 0:26:53.240 you know that's what we're talking about it right now. 0:26:54.040 --> 0:26:58.720 Yeah, well, well the second thing was the second thing? 0:27:00.160 --> 0:27:04.560 Oh crap? Oh yeah no. And I can even taste 0:27:04.600 --> 0:27:08.800 like the differences, like depending on where they're manufactured, there's 0:27:08.920 --> 0:27:12.359 slight differences between them. So once I find like a 0:27:12.400 --> 0:27:15.080 good batche In my opinion, I'll speak out like those 0:27:15.119 --> 0:27:19.960 specific breezes from that store, trying to stock up on 0:27:20.000 --> 0:27:23.000 those because they do have, you know, their own tolerances 0:27:23.200 --> 0:27:26.520 in which they're you know, manufacturing these, and some of 0:27:26.560 --> 0:27:28.400 them are quite as good as the others. 0:27:28.960 --> 0:27:31.320 Is this your like special interest? 0:27:32.000 --> 0:27:32.280 Dude? 0:27:32.359 --> 0:27:36.199 If if if mister Hershey himself came to me and 0:27:36.280 --> 0:27:40.720 said please work for me, I would that would make 0:27:40.840 --> 0:27:43.359 that would be the ultimate goal in the dream come true. 0:27:43.920 --> 0:27:46.959 Have you ever been to Hershey Park in Hershey, Pennsylvania. 0:27:48.000 --> 0:27:48.399 I have not. 0:27:49.480 --> 0:27:51.919 You gotta go, dude, you gotta go because there's a ride. 0:27:52.000 --> 0:27:54.879 I don't you ever been to Disney World? 0:27:55.760 --> 0:27:56.760 Yeah? 0:27:56.920 --> 0:27:59.280 You ever play the buzz Lightyear ride where you have 0:27:59.320 --> 0:28:01.919 all this you have a crappy plastic when you shoot 0:28:01.960 --> 0:28:06.880 crappy you know I'm talking about they have this ride? 0:28:06.920 --> 0:28:08.639 Oh my god, you have kids, all right? Look at 0:28:08.640 --> 0:28:10.480 this guy, he's able to reproduce. 0:28:13.119 --> 0:28:13.320 Yeah. 0:28:13.440 --> 0:28:14.040 Absolutely. 0:28:16.320 --> 0:28:19.480 There's a ride at Hershey Park called the Reese's Cup 0:28:19.600 --> 0:28:24.000 Extreme Challenge where it's like a it's like a Reese's 0:28:24.040 --> 0:28:26.800 Cup themed shooting ride. It's like the buzz Light Your ride. 0:28:26.880 --> 0:28:29.200 And I don't know if they still do this. I 0:28:29.240 --> 0:28:31.240 don't know if they still do this, but I think 0:28:31.280 --> 0:28:34.240 they give you a Reese's cup afterwards. But you didn't 0:28:34.280 --> 0:28:34.840 hear from me. 0:28:35.600 --> 0:28:37.760 Oh, I'm gonna have a look into this. I appreciate. 0:28:37.840 --> 0:28:40.840 Tell me again about this thing. You can tell where 0:28:40.840 --> 0:28:43.160 they're manufactured from that you can tell if they were 0:28:43.240 --> 0:28:44.680 like made in China or whatever. 0:28:45.880 --> 0:28:49.040 No, I mean I would know. I can't tell where 0:28:49.160 --> 0:28:52.240 their manufactured from. I can just tell like the differences, 0:28:52.280 --> 0:28:54.960 like like, oh, this must have been one batch from 0:28:55.000 --> 0:28:57.600 a certain facility. I have no idea, but I can 0:28:57.640 --> 0:28:58.200 just tell people. 0:28:58.240 --> 0:29:01.800 Do you know the name? Do you know the names 0:29:01.920 --> 0:29:06.600 of facilities around the country that manufacture Reese's cups? 0:29:07.040 --> 0:29:09.360 I mean a few, like in my local area. 0:29:09.520 --> 0:29:09.920 Sure. 0:29:10.480 --> 0:29:12.880 And you can tell what state do you. 0:29:12.920 --> 0:29:15.280 Live in Illinois? 0:29:15.480 --> 0:29:20.600 How many Hershey manufacturing plants are there in Illinois? 0:29:21.520 --> 0:29:24.760 I mean like three that I know about that that 0:29:24.920 --> 0:29:28.600 distribute They Yeah, at least distributors. I should and I 0:29:28.640 --> 0:29:31.200 shouldn't say they necessarily like you know, make them there, 0:29:31.200 --> 0:29:32.480 but they're a distributor. 0:29:33.160 --> 0:29:37.280 And you can tell which you can tell which Reeses 0:29:37.320 --> 0:29:40.280 are from which factory, like if we at. 0:29:40.200 --> 0:29:42.920 Which point in time, right, because like there's a different 0:29:42.920 --> 0:29:44.600 consistency in the peanut butter sometimes. 0:29:44.600 --> 0:29:45.880 I don't know if you ever noticed, Like some. 0:29:45.840 --> 0:29:49.040 Are just like team more like oily or more crumbly. 0:29:49.680 --> 0:29:52.120 Is it like is it like rings on a tree? 0:29:52.320 --> 0:29:54.240 Like if you see rings on the cup it was 0:29:54.840 --> 0:29:55.400 years ago. 0:29:56.400 --> 0:29:56.600 Yeah. 0:29:56.640 --> 0:29:59.040 Usually if I crinkle the wrapper too, and I listened 0:29:59.080 --> 0:30:00.600 really closely to kind of speaks to me. 0:30:01.440 --> 0:30:02.520 I don't know if you're joking. 0:30:03.560 --> 0:30:04.600 I'm joking about that one. 0:30:04.640 --> 0:30:06.600 If if you, if you told me you're like, I 0:30:06.600 --> 0:30:11.320 can tell from just by rubbing the rapper what state 0:30:11.400 --> 0:30:14.680 this Reese's cup was made in, I would I don't 0:30:14.680 --> 0:30:15.320 know if I'd. 0:30:15.120 --> 0:30:17.360 Be impressed that one was a little extra. 0:30:20.120 --> 0:30:22.440 God damn. What do you think about Reese's puffs? 0:30:24.360 --> 0:30:24.479 Uh? 0:30:24.720 --> 0:30:25.080 Decent? 0:30:25.240 --> 0:30:28.280 I mean it is a solid cereal? Yeah, no, you know, 0:30:28.800 --> 0:30:31.600 I wouldn't say it's my favorite, surprisingly, but I mean 0:30:31.680 --> 0:30:35.880 it's definitely solid zereal. I'll take it any day, you know. 0:30:35.960 --> 0:30:40.680 I once a long time ago. I buy a long 0:30:40.720 --> 0:30:42.480 time ago. I mean like a year or two ago. 0:30:42.840 --> 0:30:47.360 I did a stream on Twitch where I bought one 0:30:47.600 --> 0:30:52.880 of every Reese's product at my local grocery store, mixed 0:30:52.920 --> 0:30:57.200 them into a big fucking bowl and microwaved and took 0:30:57.240 --> 0:31:00.600 a spoon and just went to down on it. 0:31:01.120 --> 0:31:05.960 Oh you stud you stud lyle. That sounds crazy. There's 0:31:06.000 --> 0:31:08.560 like seventy eight different kinds of reces or something like that. 0:31:08.600 --> 0:31:10.960 I know there's there, really are there, actually are There's 0:31:11.040 --> 0:31:15.160 a lot, there's. What do you think about Reese's pieces? Oh? 0:31:15.240 --> 0:31:18.080 Yeah, definitely solid. But actually when it comes to that, 0:31:18.120 --> 0:31:20.560 I'm actually fan of that peanut butter M and ms 0:31:20.560 --> 0:31:23.400 just because they store they pack more peanut butter at them. 0:31:23.680 --> 0:31:27.160 You're a fucking poser, dude. Don't say that, you know. 0:31:27.280 --> 0:31:29.480 Okay, okay, okay, I'm sorry. I'll take that back. Just 0:31:29.480 --> 0:31:30.600 just clicking the cut that out. 0:31:32.800 --> 0:31:37.160 No, what do you think about? Have you ever had 0:31:37.200 --> 0:31:39.960 Reese's peanut butter, like there's the actual peanut butter. 0:31:40.200 --> 0:31:43.200 Yeah, yeah I have, and it's not the same. It's 0:31:43.240 --> 0:31:46.320 not like the candied peanut butter, right, but it's very good. 0:31:47.200 --> 0:31:49.520 But yeah, I definitely mess dude. If they sold the 0:31:49.600 --> 0:31:52.600 jar of like the true candied peanut butter they put 0:31:52.880 --> 0:31:57.719 in Reese's, that's when teams would probably spiral out of control. 0:31:58.480 --> 0:31:59.440 How old is your daughter? 0:32:00.800 --> 0:32:02.280 She's coming up on five on Halloween. 0:32:02.960 --> 0:32:05.520 Has she ever had a Reese's Cup before? Oh? 0:32:05.720 --> 0:32:06.400 Dude? Did dude? 0:32:06.400 --> 0:32:09.440 Any speaking of like the wrinkle of that rapper, I 0:32:09.560 --> 0:32:14.680 have her conditioned on, you know, not trying to. But 0:32:15.160 --> 0:32:17.680 if I'm like within two rooms of her and I'm 0:32:17.720 --> 0:32:21.000 opening up a resist, She'll come running and she's like, yeah, 0:32:21.000 --> 0:32:23.160 I give me a bite, and I'm like, oh my gosh, 0:32:23.200 --> 0:32:24.240 I gotta share this now. 0:32:24.520 --> 0:32:25.240 But she loves it. 0:32:25.320 --> 0:32:28.320 See that's funny to me because I would have maybe 0:32:28.320 --> 0:32:30.360 when she gets older she'll feel this way. But I 0:32:30.360 --> 0:32:32.360 would have thought it would be like you know how 0:32:32.360 --> 0:32:35.120 there are some people whose parents are alcoholics, so they 0:32:35.200 --> 0:32:38.400 just have never tached a drink in their life. Yeah, yeah, 0:32:38.720 --> 0:32:40.320 I would I would have thought I'd be more like that, 0:32:40.480 --> 0:32:44.080 Like she would hate them because they cause sugar rage 0:32:45.400 --> 0:32:45.840 cost a lot. 0:32:47.880 --> 0:32:53.080 I definitely have turned my fiance against anything peanut butter. 0:32:53.880 --> 0:32:57.240 So there's a little bit of that there are, so 0:32:57.400 --> 0:32:58.880 I can see that. I can see that. 0:33:00.160 --> 0:33:04.640 Well, listen, let me know when you turn seventy years old, 0:33:04.720 --> 0:33:06.560 because if I find out that you lived that long, 0:33:06.600 --> 0:33:08.840 I'm going to start eating four Reese's cups a day too. 0:33:09.760 --> 0:33:12.480 I you know, I think you should it mean to me, 0:33:12.520 --> 0:33:17.720 it's worth the risk, you know, It's just it's the best. 0:33:18.480 --> 0:33:19.760 Is there anything else you want to say to the 0:33:19.800 --> 0:33:21.240 people as the computer before we go? 0:33:22.400 --> 0:33:25.800 No, I'm just I'm actually really happy that I'm talking 0:33:25.840 --> 0:33:30.880 to you right now. What you do listening to h Yeah? 0:33:31.040 --> 0:33:37.680 And thank you? And also people on the computer, if 0:33:37.720 --> 0:33:41.360 you don't like Reese's, you're probably wrong. And with that, 0:33:41.360 --> 0:33:42.080 that's all I got. 0:33:43.120 --> 0:33:50.160 Have it going, man, take our h See. I'm a 0:33:50.160 --> 0:33:53.880 big fan of the Reese's fast break I used to 0:33:53.880 --> 0:33:57.040 eat those for breakfast and look at me now, I'm 0:33:57.040 --> 0:33:59.040 in the best shape of my life. That's not true 0:33:59.040 --> 0:34:00.840 at all. I might be in the worst shape of 0:34:00.840 --> 0:34:05.600 my life, but that's that's mainly due to fast food 0:34:06.240 --> 0:34:13.200 than Reese's or both. Hello, Hey, what's up? 0:34:13.560 --> 0:34:13.719 Hi? 0:34:13.960 --> 0:34:14.360 How are you? 0:34:15.200 --> 0:34:16.839 What's going on? Oh? 0:34:17.160 --> 0:34:19.520 Not much, just laying around in the dark. 0:34:20.239 --> 0:34:20.879 What's your name? 0:34:21.840 --> 0:34:22.640 I put Sippy? 0:34:23.840 --> 0:34:25.160 What's going on with you? Sippy? 0:34:27.000 --> 0:34:31.319 Oh? I don't know. I mean, I guess I have 0:34:31.640 --> 0:34:37.000 a little moment at work today that I'm kind of 0:34:37.440 --> 0:34:42.200 playing over in my head. Maybe I shouldn't have said 0:34:42.239 --> 0:34:43.360 some things that I said. 0:34:44.239 --> 0:34:45.040 What was the moment? 0:34:47.080 --> 0:34:51.879 Well, I work with a lot of girls, a lot 0:34:51.880 --> 0:34:53.920 of girls that are into like a lot of New 0:34:53.960 --> 0:35:00.719 Age stuff, which is pretty typical of uh, you know 0:35:01.760 --> 0:35:05.600 girls and I guess people in general these days. But 0:35:07.520 --> 0:35:10.239 one of these coworkers said that she was going to 0:35:10.600 --> 0:35:15.360 uh have an aura reading or like an aura photo 0:35:15.680 --> 0:35:20.400 photo taken, and I was like, oh, no, no, you 0:35:20.440 --> 0:35:24.560 should not do that. That's do you even know like 0:35:24.640 --> 0:35:28.880 where the concept of auras like came from, like because 0:35:28.920 --> 0:35:32.640 they're basically invented by like a white supremacist, a white 0:35:32.640 --> 0:35:40.879 supremacist in America, you know, like, yeah, it's true, you know, like, yeah, 0:35:40.920 --> 0:35:43.680 most people maybe they thought it came from some like 0:35:43.760 --> 0:35:48.040 Eastern religion or you know whatever. It seems like some 0:35:49.080 --> 0:35:52.640 mystical concept. But uh no, it was. 0:35:52.840 --> 0:35:56.480 What What's Who's this white supremacist that came up with auras? 0:35:58.160 --> 0:36:02.759 His name is CW. Ledbetter And yeah, basically in the 0:36:02.840 --> 0:36:09.640 early nineteen hundreds, he just took some ideas from theosophy, 0:36:09.800 --> 0:36:17.239 from you know, an earlier religion of sorts, our New 0:36:17.280 --> 0:36:22.640 Age way of thinking, and he kind of saw how 0:36:24.280 --> 0:36:26.960 this movement was spreading in America and how he could 0:36:27.000 --> 0:36:29.040 maybe take advantage of it. And this is the concept 0:36:29.040 --> 0:36:32.200 that he kind of came up with. And you know, 0:36:32.600 --> 0:36:34.480 I don't know. I'm not the one to come and 0:36:34.760 --> 0:36:40.080 explain everything to you right now, but you know, I'm 0:36:40.080 --> 0:36:46.280 not very good at sitting out the details. But yeah, 0:36:46.320 --> 0:36:50.920 it's this interesting. It's just interesting that you know how 0:36:51.000 --> 0:36:53.040 ideas like this like spread in the world. 0:36:53.040 --> 0:36:56.600 And what did you say? I said, I said, so 0:36:56.719 --> 0:37:00.439 this this coworker was getting an or an aura photo taken. 0:37:00.520 --> 0:37:01.279 What even is that? 0:37:03.320 --> 0:37:06.400 It's what it sounds like. I mean, apparently you go 0:37:06.680 --> 0:37:10.480 and there's a little camera hooked up to a laptop 0:37:10.560 --> 0:37:12.680 and they take a picture of you, or sometimes you 0:37:12.760 --> 0:37:15.480 put your hand on something and it like gives you 0:37:15.520 --> 0:37:19.960 a little color print out and then that tells you, 0:37:20.000 --> 0:37:24.560 like what colors your aura is and what that says 0:37:24.600 --> 0:37:28.360 about you, which is fine, and it's fun, you know whatever. 0:37:28.440 --> 0:37:32.400 It's fun and cool, and but I don't know, you know, 0:37:32.480 --> 0:37:36.360 these are things that you know, she's probably paying money 0:37:36.400 --> 0:37:38.440 for it, you know, a bunch of money just for 0:37:38.560 --> 0:37:39.000 some crap. 0:37:39.160 --> 0:37:40.960 So what did you say that? 0:37:42.360 --> 0:37:43.919 I just said, don't do that. 0:37:43.960 --> 0:37:46.200 And honestly, I think I'm just you know, it was 0:37:46.239 --> 0:37:48.360 fine in the moment, you know, and it's just like, do. 0:37:48.360 --> 0:37:49.719 You even know where this comes. 0:37:49.440 --> 0:37:53.040 From, like you know, these crazy bou ideas, Like I 0:37:53.160 --> 0:37:55.080 just listened to these girls talk about the shit all 0:37:55.160 --> 0:37:59.960 day and I don't know. I'm just like, I don't know. 0:38:01.040 --> 0:38:03.920 I just feel like if they said that, like Jesus 0:38:04.040 --> 0:38:05.759 is going to read your aura, it would be like 0:38:06.400 --> 0:38:09.520 no way. And not like I'm all for Jesus or anything, 0:38:09.600 --> 0:38:12.000 but I just feel like we just don't question like 0:38:13.200 --> 0:38:17.920 a lot of things that are wrapped up and you 0:38:18.000 --> 0:38:18.560 know the wu. 0:38:19.800 --> 0:38:21.560 Yeah, I don't know. I kind of am of the 0:38:21.600 --> 0:38:26.239 opinion that like, look and I actually I kind of 0:38:26.280 --> 0:38:29.520 think most people are of this opinion of like I 0:38:29.520 --> 0:38:32.520 don't really give a fuck who you are, what you do, 0:38:33.200 --> 0:38:36.279 what you think, unless if it starts to you know, 0:38:36.880 --> 0:38:39.480 actually affect me or other people, you know. 0:38:39.560 --> 0:38:41.879 Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah whatever. 0:38:41.920 --> 0:38:45.000 If people want to like pay well, yeah, I don't know. 0:38:45.040 --> 0:38:48.360 If people want to like pay money for like stones 0:38:48.440 --> 0:38:51.719 that they think will make them live forever, then you 0:38:51.760 --> 0:38:54.520 know that's between them and the stone people. 0:38:55.560 --> 0:38:55.799 Yeah. 0:38:55.880 --> 0:38:57.920 And I've come full circle with a lot of like 0:38:58.000 --> 0:38:59.920 the New Age shit too, where it's like, yeah, you 0:39:00.160 --> 0:39:03.040 know what I can like I've gone from being like 0:39:03.120 --> 0:39:07.240 total total skeptic and like just like wanting to learn 0:39:07.280 --> 0:39:11.239 about things like what, you know, these different experiences that 0:39:11.280 --> 0:39:14.960 people have like actually really are and just come back 0:39:15.000 --> 0:39:16.920 full circle of being like, well, you just can't explain 0:39:16.960 --> 0:39:20.520 a lot of these things, but I don't know this 0:39:20.640 --> 0:39:24.040 is what it's. I just feel like I don't know. 0:39:24.760 --> 0:39:27.520 There's just a lot of bullshit, you. 0:39:27.440 --> 0:39:29.799 Know, don't you don't you wish though, Like sometimes I 0:39:29.880 --> 0:39:33.799 wish that I did believe in it, Like I wish 0:39:33.920 --> 0:39:37.759 I was into that. I wish that I could just 0:39:38.000 --> 0:39:42.160 hold a bunch of stones and feel better. 0:39:43.080 --> 0:39:45.200 That's the thing, dude. I literally just like bought a 0:39:45.280 --> 0:39:47.359 rock like two weeks ago because I'm trying to come 0:39:47.360 --> 0:39:49.880 back around to like what I can connect with, you know, 0:39:50.000 --> 0:39:52.920 and not feeling like, you know, that it's all bullshit 0:39:53.000 --> 0:39:55.080 because I realized, no, it's not fun. It's not fun 0:39:55.160 --> 0:39:58.319 to have to tell somebody that like, yeah, like do 0:39:58.400 --> 0:40:00.759 you even fucking know what you're talking about? Like, you know, 0:40:00.800 --> 0:40:03.319 it's not fun to tell people that like their experiences 0:40:03.360 --> 0:40:05.239 are crap, and you know what, Like I said, like 0:40:05.840 --> 0:40:08.120 I kind of feel bad about it. I just feel 0:40:08.160 --> 0:40:10.560 like and I don't think it was as big of 0:40:10.600 --> 0:40:12.239 a deal in the end, as I thought. 0:40:12.480 --> 0:40:17.360 You know, you know it sucks what you and me 0:40:17.520 --> 0:40:20.520 both know that those rocks don't do shit. 0:40:21.520 --> 0:40:24.160 They don't do shit, but they're cool. Like that's the thing. 0:40:24.320 --> 0:40:27.000 Like I've I'm like, I you know, they're fun and 0:40:27.040 --> 0:40:30.480 tarot cards are cool, but like I'm like, don't pa, 0:40:30.840 --> 0:40:33.080 I'm like, just go buy like a nice dinner for 0:40:33.160 --> 0:40:36.280 you and your friends, like, don't get a stupid picture 0:40:36.560 --> 0:40:39.120 and like, you know, a print house that's going to 0:40:39.200 --> 0:40:42.680 tell you that, like you're passionate. Like I don't know, 0:40:42.800 --> 0:40:45.000 you know, like I don't have a problem with like 0:40:45.120 --> 0:40:48.680 astrology and like, you know, like a lot of it. 0:40:48.719 --> 0:40:50.239 I don't have a problem with if you just like 0:40:50.520 --> 0:40:54.440 take it and like interpret it for like yourself. I 0:40:54.440 --> 0:40:58.080 don't know, but I think there's just so much grift. 0:40:58.320 --> 0:41:02.880 There's so much grift, and like, yeah, there's it's a 0:41:02.880 --> 0:41:04.799 struggle because yeah, I do want to believe. I do 0:41:04.880 --> 0:41:06.640 want to hold the rock and I do want to believe, 0:41:06.960 --> 0:41:10.520 but at the same time, like what are you fucking 0:41:10.600 --> 0:41:11.640 talking about? You know? 0:41:12.560 --> 0:41:18.200 So, yeah, it's hard for me to have strong opinions 0:41:18.239 --> 0:41:20.799 about this stuff because I've thought about it and like 0:41:21.040 --> 0:41:26.160 I don't what I don't subscribe to any of it. 0:41:26.200 --> 0:41:28.120 There's a lot like I'm not into woo woo shit. 0:41:28.120 --> 0:41:29.799 Like I've had people call in to tell me about 0:41:29.800 --> 0:41:35.080 like ghost sightings or demon possessions, and you know, I'm like, 0:41:35.160 --> 0:41:37.080 if someone's gonna call me and they're gonna you know, 0:41:37.520 --> 0:41:40.120 you know, put themselves out there and be vulnerable and 0:41:40.200 --> 0:41:43.040 sharing the state degree, I'm not gonna I'm not gonna 0:41:43.080 --> 0:41:45.319 be like, I'm not gonna be like fuck you, that's 0:41:45.360 --> 0:41:48.680 not real. But in my own personal head when there's 0:41:48.680 --> 0:41:52.600 nobody else around, i mean, no, that shit's you know, 0:41:52.760 --> 0:41:53.200 not real. 0:41:54.840 --> 0:41:56.719 Yeah, yeah, well that's the thing too. It's like, no, 0:41:56.800 --> 0:41:59.000 I don't believe in ghosts. But then like sometimes like 0:41:59.080 --> 0:42:03.400 someone you know who's like totally rational, Yeah yeah, you know, 0:42:03.560 --> 0:42:06.160 like they tell you a story that you know, you're like, wow, 0:42:06.200 --> 0:42:09.120 I actually totally totally believe that. And then you know, 0:42:09.200 --> 0:42:11.279 you think, oh, I've never seen a ghost, but like, oh, 0:42:11.320 --> 0:42:13.520 I've definitely had unexplainable things happen. 0:42:13.320 --> 0:42:14.160 To me and everything. 0:42:14.239 --> 0:42:17.600 But but that's where like this christy shit comes in. 0:42:18.040 --> 0:42:20.879 That's where this new age shit comes and sneaks in. 0:42:21.000 --> 0:42:22.839 It's you know, that's where it tries to tell you 0:42:22.880 --> 0:42:27.400 that like, oh, well that unexplainable thing you know is 0:42:27.440 --> 0:42:29.799 this and it means this, and you know. 0:42:30.200 --> 0:42:34.040 Well that's another thing, is I I also, you know, 0:42:34.080 --> 0:42:36.120 look again, in my own personal head, I'm like, Noah, 0:42:36.160 --> 0:42:38.520 none of that shit's real. But also in my own 0:42:38.600 --> 0:42:41.760 personal head, you know, I think I'm a total idiot. 0:42:41.760 --> 0:42:46.120 I don't know anything at all. Maybe stones work, maybe 0:42:46.520 --> 0:42:48.440 there's ghosts whatever. 0:42:48.560 --> 0:42:48.839 I don't. 0:42:49.000 --> 0:42:52.120 I don't win any I don't I gain absolutely nothing 0:42:52.280 --> 0:42:59.279 from refuting or accepting the existence of ghosts and spirits 0:42:59.360 --> 0:43:01.200 and SAgs whatever that is. 0:43:02.000 --> 0:43:04.400 I know, And I don't gain anything by telling my 0:43:04.480 --> 0:43:07.480 friend not to go get her Ora read. But I 0:43:07.520 --> 0:43:11.720 guess I just like, I don't know. I've been super 0:43:11.760 --> 0:43:17.040 into like learning about like religion and belief from everything 0:43:17.200 --> 0:43:22.600 from like like fucking auras to aliens, from ours to aliens. Ghek. 0:43:22.680 --> 0:43:24.920 I want to know about it all, and some of 0:43:24.960 --> 0:43:29.280 it is pretty cool and some of it is total bullshit, 0:43:29.840 --> 0:43:32.360 and I want to I don't know. Yeah, sometimes I 0:43:32.400 --> 0:43:35.560 do want to be the person that is just like 0:43:36.520 --> 0:43:40.040 wants to say yes and have the aura reading. But 0:43:41.960 --> 0:43:43.719 I don't know. I guess I can't be That's what 0:43:43.800 --> 0:43:44.520 it comes down to. 0:43:46.480 --> 0:43:49.000 Does anything do you do you care about anything? What 0:43:49.040 --> 0:43:50.680 do you what things do you think are real? 0:43:52.320 --> 0:43:55.239 Hmm, that's a good question. I think you're I think 0:43:55.280 --> 0:43:57.680 having fun with your friends is real. I know that's 0:43:57.719 --> 0:44:02.520 so cheesy, but like I just think, like I don't 0:44:02.520 --> 0:44:05.520 want to say being a good person, because you know, 0:44:05.600 --> 0:44:07.600 you bring up on the on your show a lot. 0:44:07.800 --> 0:44:11.120 How like it's fun to be mean, and it's totally fun. 0:44:10.960 --> 0:44:11.359 To be mean. 0:44:12.160 --> 0:44:14.520 Like I've like wanted to call in and just like 0:44:14.560 --> 0:44:19.040 talk about that. But you know, this happened today, so 0:44:19.520 --> 0:44:21.440 it's on my mind. It's what I need therapy for. 0:44:22.600 --> 0:44:24.680 It was a little bit fun to be me. I 0:44:24.719 --> 0:44:29.040 was thinking about that. I was I was watching George 0:44:29.120 --> 0:44:33.560 Carlin last night talk about twenty people who ought to 0:44:33.600 --> 0:44:36.680 be killed. That was su the routine he was doing, 0:44:37.160 --> 0:44:41.080 and I could imagine him doing, like saying something like 0:44:41.480 --> 0:44:46.000 these people who warship stones should be thrown out of 0:44:46.040 --> 0:44:49.000 a helicopter, and it's like he doesn't mean And that's 0:44:49.040 --> 0:44:51.319 the thing is he doesn't mean it what he's talking 0:44:51.360 --> 0:44:53.560 about all these he's like he says, like people who 0:44:53.640 --> 0:44:56.080 wear advisors should be shot in the face, and like 0:44:56.120 --> 0:44:59.680 obviously he doesn't mean it, but it's so fun. 0:44:59.400 --> 0:45:02.480 To say, of course, but it's just funny that you 0:45:02.560 --> 0:45:06.759 said something about people who worship stones, because I don't 0:45:06.800 --> 0:45:09.239 know if God. I literally this is my problem. I 0:45:09.239 --> 0:45:11.799 listened to too many podcasts. But I was listening to 0:45:11.840 --> 0:45:14.240 a podcast the other day that brought up the fact 0:45:14.400 --> 0:45:17.000 that I and I heard this too in the George 0:45:17.000 --> 0:45:20.719 Carlin documentary that came out this past year or so, 0:45:20.760 --> 0:45:23.520 that he was a hardcore atheist for most of his life, 0:45:23.680 --> 0:45:30.040 but after his first after his wife died, he had 0:45:30.080 --> 0:45:32.920 another girlfriend who was really into like crystals and new 0:45:33.000 --> 0:45:37.120 as shit, and now he like when he died, you know, 0:45:37.960 --> 0:45:40.640 he was into carrying around courts like he always had 0:45:40.680 --> 0:45:41.359 courts with him. 0:45:42.080 --> 0:45:44.560 Really, see, there we go there it is. 0:45:45.239 --> 0:45:48.160 Yeah, I'm like, okay, like there's something but that you know, 0:45:48.239 --> 0:45:50.919 but that's what I'm saying. It's like, I don't know, Yeah, 0:45:50.960 --> 0:45:53.239 I feel like maybe there is something to rocks. But 0:45:54.000 --> 0:45:57.239 who said that there's something to rocks? Well, probably a 0:45:57.239 --> 0:45:59.480 lot of people over time, Like you can't just trace 0:45:59.520 --> 0:46:03.520 it back to one guy at the beginning of you know, 0:46:04.239 --> 0:46:10.120 the twentieth century who's decided that he could take advantage 0:46:10.120 --> 0:46:12.560 of people, you know, I don't know. I don't know. 0:46:14.200 --> 0:46:15.879 What do you know? What do you know for sure? 0:46:17.440 --> 0:46:19.920 Hmm? I know that I love my bunny. 0:46:22.520 --> 0:46:26.600 Yeah, I think I'm with you. I'm with you on that. 0:46:26.880 --> 0:46:31.000 I'm with you on that. There's some I think. I 0:46:31.040 --> 0:46:35.239 think love is real, so not like not like romantic love. 0:46:35.280 --> 0:46:37.120 I don't think that's real. I think if you have 0:46:37.239 --> 0:46:39.959 like I don't think. I don't think you really love 0:46:40.280 --> 0:46:45.080 your boyfriend or girlfriends. But I think you love you 0:46:45.440 --> 0:46:47.520 can love a dog and that's real. 0:46:48.040 --> 0:46:48.440 Yeah. 0:46:48.800 --> 0:46:51.799 I don't know what. I'm sorry, I'm just fucking no. 0:46:52.120 --> 0:46:54.960 What you're saying is like, no, I know. I think 0:46:55.000 --> 0:46:58.040 what you're saying is that, like a relationship is something 0:46:58.080 --> 0:47:00.959 that you have to work at, but love it's just there. 0:47:02.640 --> 0:47:07.440 Yeah, yeah, I guess. So are you Are you married? 0:47:07.480 --> 0:47:08.320 Do you have a boyfriend? 0:47:09.560 --> 0:47:13.320 No, I am not. I am single. I'm like chronically single, 0:47:14.239 --> 0:47:17.440 have them for a long time, and you know, I'm 0:47:17.480 --> 0:47:20.000 just stop the plant where I'm okay with it and 0:47:20.080 --> 0:47:22.200 you know what, that's it too. I work with these 0:47:22.200 --> 0:47:24.719 girls that are a little bit younger and they're in 0:47:24.800 --> 0:47:28.400 the spot right now where they're searching. They want to 0:47:28.400 --> 0:47:31.279 get their ores red and get acupuncture and shit, and 0:47:31.280 --> 0:47:32.160 I'm like, I did that. 0:47:32.239 --> 0:47:32.839 I did that. 0:47:34.280 --> 0:47:36.239 You know it can be okay. Like I did a 0:47:36.280 --> 0:47:41.120 little searching, I did a little yoga. They're good, It's fine. 0:47:41.520 --> 0:47:42.040 Just don't go. 0:47:42.040 --> 0:47:45.560 Too far, do you do you are you? Are you 0:47:45.640 --> 0:47:49.160 scared for? Like when you were these girls's age, were 0:47:49.160 --> 0:47:53.840 you into all? You said you were searching? Do you 0:47:53.840 --> 0:47:55.680 and you kind of see them searching in the same 0:47:55.719 --> 0:47:58.200 way that you were, and you're like, oh, you have 0:47:58.280 --> 0:48:00.800 no idea? 0:48:01.000 --> 0:48:04.239 Yeah, I mean, like I said, I mean when I 0:48:04.320 --> 0:48:07.799 say searching, I would say like not searching for like 0:48:07.880 --> 0:48:12.719 a spirituality in that aspect. I don't think that of 0:48:13.000 --> 0:48:16.440 like me or the girls that I speaking of, But 0:48:17.280 --> 0:48:21.200 you know, they're just looking for like something to connect 0:48:21.280 --> 0:48:23.359 with or something to make them feel good, or something 0:48:23.400 --> 0:48:26.200 that's gonna like I don't know, just like cure like 0:48:27.040 --> 0:48:29.680 a sadness that you have, like at that age where 0:48:29.760 --> 0:48:32.480 you just feel like, oh man, you've tried a lot 0:48:32.480 --> 0:48:35.359 of things or like you know, you thought you had 0:48:35.400 --> 0:48:38.440 yourself set up and these relationships and then you failed 0:48:38.760 --> 0:48:41.200 and like you know, okay, now you've got to like 0:48:41.800 --> 0:48:46.759 try again or start something else. And yeah, you're just 0:48:47.200 --> 0:48:50.200 you know, looking around and giving things a try, and 0:48:50.200 --> 0:48:53.320 that's okay, that's fine, but it's also just a slipperty. 0:48:54.239 --> 0:48:58.400 It's it's a slippery time, you know. That's a spot 0:48:58.480 --> 0:49:01.680 where you can just like you know, get taken advantage 0:49:01.719 --> 0:49:03.360 of easily. And you could just be taken advantage of 0:49:03.440 --> 0:49:06.080 by like another person or another relationship. That doesn't have 0:49:06.160 --> 0:49:08.520 to be an idea or a philosophy. 0:49:10.000 --> 0:49:13.760 Are you familiar with the with anxious attachment. 0:49:15.080 --> 0:49:19.680 Hmm? I mean no, not not formally I can guess no. 0:49:19.560 --> 0:49:23.600 No, no, not anxious avoid No, no, not anxious avoidant attachment 0:49:23.719 --> 0:49:29.240 theory hmmm. Not exactly the whole thing of like your 0:49:29.320 --> 0:49:37.640 you're avoiding like you know, attachments or or certain loves 0:49:37.680 --> 0:49:40.200 or certain things because you are afraid that they will 0:49:40.200 --> 0:49:42.759 turn out to be like you know, like like like 0:49:42.880 --> 0:49:45.160 you're avoiding like crystals because you are afraid it's going 0:49:45.239 --> 0:49:47.680 to turn out to be a sham or relationship because 0:49:47.680 --> 0:49:50.160 you're afraid it's gonna fuck you over in some way, 0:49:50.320 --> 0:49:51.160 you know what I'm talking about. 0:49:51.280 --> 0:49:55.560 Totally? Yeah, yeah, totally. I mean I've been thinking about 0:49:55.600 --> 0:49:58.600 that recently just in like, you know, my own life 0:49:58.680 --> 0:50:00.319 was like what am I going to do, like, maybe 0:50:00.360 --> 0:50:03.400 I should take a risk and like just try to 0:50:03.600 --> 0:50:06.560 like work for myself, be my own boss. 0:50:06.880 --> 0:50:09.160 What's a risk look like for you? Sippy? Tell me? 0:50:09.320 --> 0:50:10.120 Tell me your risk? 0:50:11.680 --> 0:50:14.879 Well, I mean, I don't know. I mean I'm at 0:50:14.880 --> 0:50:17.000 this point where I worked at my job for a while, 0:50:17.400 --> 0:50:19.680 you know, quite a few years, and I'm just kind 0:50:19.680 --> 0:50:22.760 of like, you know, it's not something I can do forever. 0:50:22.840 --> 0:50:25.359 There's no up. I mean, you know, there's nowhere to go, 0:50:26.000 --> 0:50:28.960 and I just don't, you know, I'm my interests are 0:50:29.040 --> 0:50:34.880 changing and my priorities are changing, and my sense of 0:50:37.760 --> 0:50:40.680 I don't know. I wanted to say sense of security, 0:50:40.680 --> 0:50:43.120 but I don't know if that makes sense. But I 0:50:43.520 --> 0:50:45.560 just thought like, oh, what would it be like if 0:50:45.600 --> 0:50:49.200 I tried to like have my own little business or 0:50:50.760 --> 0:50:56.400 I don't know, start a podcast or do anything. Just 0:50:56.400 --> 0:50:59.600 do something. Yeah, just fucking do something. Because for a 0:50:59.640 --> 0:51:03.000 long time, I'm just like, yeah, fucking do something. But 0:51:03.040 --> 0:51:04.760 the thing is, I just have like a new interest 0:51:04.840 --> 0:51:09.960 like every three weeks. So it's hard to commit. But 0:51:10.560 --> 0:51:12.839 I just got to commit to something that sticks. You know, 0:51:13.520 --> 0:51:14.400 you know what we should do? 0:51:14.480 --> 0:51:15.960 You know what we should do? You know what we 0:51:16.000 --> 0:51:19.719 should do, Sippy, what should we do? We should go 0:51:19.800 --> 0:51:27.080 out and get stones of of of patients and of wisdom, 0:51:27.680 --> 0:51:28.879 and they will show us the way. 0:51:30.800 --> 0:51:33.719 Can we put them on Temple University's campus and then 0:51:33.880 --> 0:51:35.799 kids can get stoned by them? 0:51:36.120 --> 0:51:38.440 What are you talking about Temple University for? 0:51:38.560 --> 0:51:40.759 Do you go to Templeversity? 0:51:41.120 --> 0:51:45.200 Oh shit? I live like so close to Oh shit, 0:51:45.440 --> 0:51:49.160 Well I was just there, dude. Yeah. Man, whatever, whatever 0:51:49.160 --> 0:51:50.759 you feel like, here's what here's what you should do. 0:51:50.840 --> 0:51:56.040 Anytime you're feeling crazy, just take your bunny, go to 0:51:56.440 --> 0:52:00.200 the the the nook where everyone goes to get high 0:52:00.280 --> 0:52:05.800 and hang out, and everything will be be peaceful. 0:52:07.360 --> 0:52:10.040 People will be like, you're too old to be hanging 0:52:10.040 --> 0:52:12.600 out here with a bunny. You're looking like you're like 0:52:12.680 --> 0:52:15.360 one time I told my mom that I it was 0:52:15.400 --> 0:52:17.239 really hot and silly, and I think it was a 0:52:17.320 --> 0:52:19.120 day when I was taking my bunny because it's bet 0:52:20.000 --> 0:52:23.360 and on the way home, I like stopped and I 0:52:23.400 --> 0:52:26.000 sat on a bench at the park and kind of 0:52:26.080 --> 0:52:29.080 like readjusted like her carrier and make it easier just 0:52:29.160 --> 0:52:31.960 like to carry. And I was hot, and like a 0:52:32.000 --> 0:52:33.879 girl came over and was like, oh, can I pet 0:52:33.960 --> 0:52:36.279 your rabbit, and I was like, oh, sure, whatever, And 0:52:36.320 --> 0:52:38.360 I told my mom about this later and she was like, oh, 0:52:38.440 --> 0:52:40.160 you better be careful. People are going to think that 0:52:40.200 --> 0:52:43.760 you're trying to like attract children to you with your rabbit. 0:52:44.160 --> 0:52:52.680 And I was like, okay, yeah, well, Sippy, is there 0:52:52.920 --> 0:52:55.720 anything else that you want to say to the people 0:52:55.760 --> 0:52:58.399 of the computer or just in general before we go? 0:53:00.239 --> 0:53:06.280 Just just think critically, you know, just think a little 0:53:06.280 --> 0:53:09.799 bit deeper, be a little bit you don't have fun, 0:53:09.880 --> 0:53:13.520 but I don't know, don't live your life in fear, 0:53:13.600 --> 0:53:15.680 but just ask questions. 0:53:16.239 --> 0:53:19.680 I like that, have a good night, citing you too, 0:53:20.040 --> 0:53:26.719 Bye bye, take care. I don't even know what I 0:53:26.760 --> 0:53:31.200 said during that call, So if I said anything stupid, 0:53:31.800 --> 0:53:33.960 you know, but this is actually just a deep This 0:53:34.000 --> 0:53:38.440 is a disclaimer for this entire podcast. I don't know. 0:53:38.520 --> 0:53:42.880 I don't have any idea what I'm talking about anytime 0:53:42.960 --> 0:53:47.319 I say words. So if you heard me say something, 0:53:47.400 --> 0:53:49.680 you're like, what the fuck is he talking about? That's 0:53:50.320 --> 0:53:55.439 why that is Okay. I feel better now. I'm gonna 0:53:55.480 --> 0:54:02.160 put this on the internet. Calls every night everything get 0:54:02.239 --> 0:54:04.960 goes to on his eye. He's teaching you cloud ever 0:54:05.040 --> 0:54:08.080 your life. But he's not really an expert.