Speaker 1: He is drinks chants, motherfucking podcast man.
Speaker 2: He's a legends every Queens rapper.
Speaker 1: He ain't a great as your boy in O R E.
Speaker 2: He's a Miami hip hop pioneer put up as d
Speaker 2: J e f N.
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Speaker 5: Would it good? Be hoping he is wild to send
Speaker 5: me this Your boy in O r E. Oh, I
Speaker 5: forgot e f it.
Speaker 2: Is not here.
Speaker 5: The e f it is out with COVID. I think
Speaker 5: I don't know.
Speaker 1: Now I'm just like I got I gotta throw that
Speaker 1: shit over my man. This is Midle tatey crazy bare ready,
Speaker 1: drink chests happy. I'll makes up.
Speaker 5: Now we got today. We have the Puerto Rican Princess.
Speaker 2: Did I make it stutter?
Speaker 5: Yes, yes, yes, she showed up late.
Speaker 1: She showed up like the latest guest this year, so
Speaker 1: I gotta say that, Well, we're still.
Speaker 2: In the first quarter.
Speaker 5: You showed up DMX style. This is DMX style style
Speaker 5: of right, but.
Speaker 2: Listen, listen. I had to do it. I had to
Speaker 2: make sure that when I came.
Speaker 1: Here cold, god damn it, tell us what's going on?
Speaker 2: Well, first of all, can I get a drink?
Speaker 1: Of course, was waiting for you? And you can have
Speaker 1: plastic and now we got glass, yes, yes, you got
Speaker 1: joint yeah.
Speaker 5: Some more. So let's talk.
Speaker 1: Let's take it from the beginning right when we first
Speaker 1: seen you come on the scene. It was obviously through
Speaker 1: Love and Hip Hop. Yes, and I believe y'all was
Speaker 1: the first season, right, like, because I believe it's New
Speaker 1: York was the first season, and then it went to Atlanta.
Speaker 5: But you was Was you in the first season of
Speaker 5: the Atlanta one?
Speaker 2: Ooh, I like that.
Speaker 1: I like that sound.
Speaker 2: So I wasn't the first season.
Speaker 6: I think I was in the first season of Atlanta
Speaker 6: because I think it came out in New York first,
Speaker 6: I'm sure with Jim Jones and Christy and them, Yes,
Speaker 6: and then I think he went straight to Atlanta. Yeah,
Speaker 6: And then I was I was twenty three when I
Speaker 6: did Love and Hip Hop. I was I had just
Speaker 6: met Stevie J which I'm sure you were. Of course
Speaker 6: you guys know him. Yeah, and I started doing I
Speaker 6: have made him. I actually have made him like a
Speaker 6: week prior to doing Love and Hip Hop.
Speaker 1: Okay, so this is something I did. I did a
Speaker 1: season of Love and Hip Hop right, Miami?
Speaker 2: Right?
Speaker 5: I did Miami, Yeah, just one season.
Speaker 1: I liked it. I to tell you the truth. But
Speaker 1: to tell you, let me ask you a question, because
Speaker 1: this is a rumor that everyone thinks. Everyone thinks that
Speaker 1: you know, this is a setup, like meaning they'll they'll
Speaker 1: come in and say like, okay, this this person's gonna
Speaker 1: throw a drink and then y'all gonna like, you know.
Speaker 5: Was it like that for you?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 6: So the first the first season of Love and Hip
Speaker 6: Hop Atlanta, right, I want to say they had producers
Speaker 6: that we're doing their jobs, which is amazing. You got
Speaker 6: to do your mother fucking job, right, But then I
Speaker 6: want to say they had audiences like me that was
Speaker 6: going to come and be theirselves and just just push
Speaker 6: the limits. And everything that I went through in Love
Speaker 6: and Hip Hop was was real.
Speaker 2: Real. I don't really never blame the producers usually. You
Speaker 2: know why I can't blame.
Speaker 6: The producers because I feel like you have to take
Speaker 6: responsibilities for yourself. You're gonna go on TV, anything can happen,
Speaker 6: and you're being open, especially like in a reality TV show.
Speaker 6: And I mean, you know, everybody got to do their job.
Speaker 6: To have a great show, you need great producers. So like,
Speaker 6: I highly doubted the producers are anybody like, you know,
Speaker 6: throw a drink at that bitch, like you know, slap
Speaker 6: that bitch.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6: I'm not saying nobody has never said that. I'm sure
Speaker 6: they have said that, But I don't really think that
Speaker 6: was the deal with Love and hip Hop the first
Speaker 6: he said. I think it was just so raw, right,
Speaker 6: you know, you had Stevie J with me.
Speaker 1: Because you know, to tell you to me being the
Speaker 1: outside of looking in. When the New York was like
Speaker 1: but when they got to Atlanta, it was like, wait
Speaker 1: a minute, this is now. Yeah. Yeah, I was like,
Speaker 1: now this is television because the first season and by
Speaker 1: the way, I watched every Love and hip Hop. I'm
Speaker 1: a big Love and hip Hop.
Speaker 5: That's the reason why I did it.
Speaker 1: But it felt like that was like the breakout season
Speaker 1: when it went to Atlanta and it was like it
Speaker 1: was no host ball, there's everything going now and that's
Speaker 1: why I always wanted to wonder because it was so
Speaker 1: good TV. It was like, damn, did they set this
Speaker 1: up a little bit? Like you know what you say
Speaker 1: and they put you in the room, so you're saying
Speaker 1: your part was really they get you in the room
Speaker 1: and just straight to it.
Speaker 2: I mean I'm saying that day. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: I'm saying that, Okay, Okay, for example, life, I didn't
Speaker 2: know my baby daddy had a whole woman at home.
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, Like you kept calling the
Speaker 5: Mimi the maid at one point.
Speaker 2: Well you know, I mean, come up with that.
Speaker 6: I was like, that's funny because I just put that
Speaker 6: in one of my songs, my new EPI that's coming out.
Speaker 2: I let's go, you know what.
Speaker 6: I had to go back and do a bunch of
Speaker 6: my like liners and put on my my new EP
Speaker 6: because I just feel like they deserve it, you know
Speaker 6: what I'm saying. I just feel like they need to
Speaker 6: hear that. But shout out to me me.
Speaker 1: I think you know that.
Speaker 6: Here here's the thing. Mimy is a great person. Let
Speaker 6: me just say that she's an amazing woman.
Speaker 5: Like to hear you say that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, No, she's an amazing woman.
Speaker 1: Uh.
Speaker 2: And you know, Mimi grew up in Scientology. Really, you
Speaker 2: guys didn't.
Speaker 6: Know that, the religious Scientology in California. She lived in
Speaker 6: the Scientology building from the age of twelve. I mean,
Speaker 6: I'm sorry for the from the age of five all
Speaker 6: the way to the age of thirteen. And Mimi is
Speaker 6: really a great person. But her mother was in the
Speaker 6: in the church really bad, and so Mimi just really
Speaker 6: grew up just knowing that. So it was really easy
Speaker 6: when you so when you grow up in like a
Speaker 6: cult type of church, it's easy for anybody to come
Speaker 6: in play games with you because I mean, Stevie is
Speaker 6: all right, but he's not like the greatest player, you
Speaker 6: know what I'm saying, Like, like, I mean, let's just
Speaker 6: be real, and so I.
Speaker 1: Just feel like she like I just.
Speaker 2: Feel like she's a great person. And you know, I
Speaker 2: hated to call her Molly the main but the bitch
Speaker 2: used to do clay houses right right, you know what
Speaker 2: I'm saying. And when I called the bitch Balley the may,
Speaker 2: I swear I did not plan that. It was just like, bitch,
Speaker 2: put on your T shirt and go do what you do.
Speaker 1: Best.
Speaker 6: He's cleaning the you know, it's not like it was playing.
Speaker 6: I still think she's a great woman, a great mother
Speaker 6: and a great person.
Speaker 1: God damn make some noise with that man.
Speaker 5: That's so let's let's let's talk about Zeus. Right?
Speaker 1: Is a Zeus?
Speaker 5: You guys work? Because I heard somewhere that you are
Speaker 5: the owner of Zeus.
Speaker 2: No, I do not own suits, but I do own
Speaker 2: Jocelyn's Cabaret.
Speaker 5: Okay, so you own your show.
Speaker 6: On own my show, which a lot of people that's
Speaker 6: on Sue's they don't have the same deal.
Speaker 4: That I have.
Speaker 1: I hate what you're trying to say. I know what
Speaker 1: you're trying to hear. What you're saying, go ahead.
Speaker 6: I don't want to I don't want to get into
Speaker 6: details because you know, I don't want to fuck up
Speaker 6: nobody's way of doing things.
Speaker 1: Feelings.
Speaker 6: Yeah, and I don't want to fuck up anybody's company
Speaker 6: on how they operate and do their things. It's just
Speaker 6: that when I came on board, coming from Bloom and
Speaker 6: Hippa for so many years, and I.
Speaker 2: Just felt like, you know, I was in.
Speaker 1: I was in.
Speaker 6: I made vhe viacom billions of dollars, like yeah, I'm
Speaker 6: saying that again.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. And the reason why I'm
Speaker 2: going to no, you've been in the industry for a
Speaker 2: very long time. You know how you know how this
Speaker 2: ship works, right, it's horrible.
Speaker 6: Well, the thing is what I'm saying, like what I'm
Speaker 6: what I'm what I'm trying to get at is like
Speaker 6: I made.
Speaker 2: The people so much money.
Speaker 6: Like I had a friend that was that's a lawyer
Speaker 6: in Atlanta and for years he's he's a black black man.
Speaker 6: For years we'll like talk and and ownership and ep
Speaker 6: property and stuff like that, and so a lot of
Speaker 6: people don't know. You know, intellectual property very important for
Speaker 6: you to gain or get as you growing up in
Speaker 6: the game, and it's gonna be hard for you to
Speaker 6: get it in the beginning, but you could actually get
Speaker 6: your intellect your property if you stay on top of
Speaker 6: your ship and really focus on getting that, you know
Speaker 6: what I'm saying. And so when coming from doing something
Speaker 6: like love and hip hop, I just always feel like
Speaker 6: I was just like, Wow.
Speaker 2: I come from nothing.
Speaker 6: The I grew up with no shoes in Puerto Rico,
Speaker 6: the projects of Puerto Rico.
Speaker 2: It was hard, you know, well, and I feel like
Speaker 2: sometimes you gotta just go there. You got to just say,
Speaker 2: you know, why fun this ship.
Speaker 1: That's right, we're gonna have a We're gon We're gonna.
Speaker 5: We wanna drink up. We get an emotion.
Speaker 1: Because our show is literally about giving people their flowers.
Speaker 1: And I want you to know we saw, we saw
Speaker 1: you come from the bottom and to where you at.
Speaker 1: It's amazing you and you deserve your flower. That's what
Speaker 1: our show was about.
Speaker 5: So yeah, that this is your Snoop Dogg said, it's
Speaker 5: like a ground.
Speaker 2: I love.
Speaker 5: Yes, got that.
Speaker 2: I think, well yeah, yeah, yeah, oh my gosh, not
Speaker 2: so much. I love it.
Speaker 1: Thank you guys.
Speaker 2: I know I was getting an emotion.
Speaker 6: But look, being able to get your intellectal property after
Speaker 6: you like grew up, grew up with nothing and worked
Speaker 6: for the white people for so many years, and then
Speaker 6: you come and you actually could own something like Johnson e'scavaret.
Speaker 6: I started putting joson di'scabaret when.
Speaker 5: I was probably like, WHOA, what season you on?
Speaker 2: I'm about to be on season four.
Speaker 6: I would have already shot season four, but I want
Speaker 6: to go do college here?
Speaker 5: Oh college, hell's next month?
Speaker 3: You y J.
Speaker 1: Who else?
Speaker 2: Who else was in there?
Speaker 6: Quay Quay, the boy that'd be going the wigs, the
Speaker 6: basketball player.
Speaker 1: Taylor Taylor's and Aman Shepherd.
Speaker 6: Yes, yeah, he was on there. The girl that acts
Speaker 6: what's her name, Peepy, We call her Peepy. Parker Okay, Parker, Okay,
Speaker 6: she was on there.
Speaker 2: She played She played one another shows with Dewayne's brothers
Speaker 2: for many years.
Speaker 6: She's little top, she said, a little thought. She was
Speaker 6: up in there dancing to my sound checking that ad.
Speaker 1: I was like you, so, let me ask you, how
Speaker 1: did you and Amber Rose get along? Because I remember
Speaker 1: seeing that picture. I remember the inter and of that
Speaker 1: kind of like going crazy, like and we find out
Speaker 1: that you guys were doing college hill.
Speaker 5: Making it over.
Speaker 1: But I remember that people were saying like it was
Speaker 1: a two strong women person out New York? Was there too,
Speaker 1: oh New York from Tiffany? Okay, but how was it?
Speaker 4: Me?
Speaker 1: Did you know Amber before that? Yeah?
Speaker 6: Well, not hanging out, but I met her before, followed
Speaker 6: each other on Instagram before?
Speaker 2: Yeah, just from like the.
Speaker 1: Industry, Okay, because that's what a lot of times they
Speaker 1: say girls can't get along, right, And is that something
Speaker 1: that you feel like it's true?
Speaker 2: Can I tell you something? Sure, I feel like the
Speaker 2: house was hanging on me bad.
Speaker 5: I was not ready.
Speaker 2: I feel like the house was hanging on the whole house,
Speaker 2: the whole Let me tell you, like I could really.
Speaker 6: Dress, you know what I'm saying, Like I got on
Speaker 6: the fifteen hundred dollar duds just to come see you guys.
Speaker 5: Let me let me get.
Speaker 1: Let's know, I gotta goddamn I got.
Speaker 2: I got a hundred fifty thousand dollars. That's a dollar
Speaker 2: was sixty on this head. And I wasn't school like
Speaker 2: this a day.
Speaker 1: Yes, they ain't like that ship. They're like that ship.
Speaker 2: They ain't like that ship. So that I think nobody
Speaker 2: like that ship. I was the last one on that
Speaker 2: motherfucking bus. And every time I went out there to
Speaker 2: get on the motherfucking bus, everybody staying out their way.
Speaker 2: Once she got out. Today one of them change three times.
Speaker 2: We should still look like you can change, should still
Speaker 2: don't come out.
Speaker 6: So I really like, honestly, like, if if I could
Speaker 6: just take out one person that was not feeling a
Speaker 6: certain type of way about me, it had to be
Speaker 6: in their money and o Marian's brother Oriyan.
Speaker 2: Oh, guys, well, I just said two people, but that's
Speaker 2: the guys, small guys.
Speaker 1: In that she talked about the guys she felt was
Speaker 1: hating on them.
Speaker 6: Okay, so this is what I'm saying. I felt like
Speaker 6: the whole house was hating on me, But I feel
Speaker 6: like two people was not hating on me.
Speaker 5: Happened to be guys, and.
Speaker 6: They both happened to be guys. But that but not
Speaker 6: because I was a cute girl. Because those two guys
Speaker 6: have ladies at home, they're merried men. But because I
Speaker 6: wasn't wearing heels and little dresses like this. I was
Speaker 6: wanting like, you know, like uh, you know, like thoa,
Speaker 6: like jean jackets with the pants and the shoe, and you.
Speaker 5: Don't know about that college.
Speaker 1: You don't know nothing about you don't.
Speaker 5: Know anything about class, anything, know anything.
Speaker 1: So like I wasn't going like one out of a glass.
Speaker 2: You fancy, babe.
Speaker 1: He ain't tell you that, He ain't tell you that's foute.
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, this is uh it's a pointer, right yeah, right,
Speaker 5: you find them, you find them.
Speaker 1: You don't know what, honey, judgement, don't let bool you.
Speaker 1: He don't know what is if you got the.
Speaker 5: I want Jocelyn to try you know, the little sip
Speaker 5: and then.
Speaker 1: She can tell me you don't care for one.
Speaker 2: It has to be the last thing on the menu.
Speaker 2: And then I'd be like, let me get it. Really
Speaker 2: to drink gaso leg if it's the last thing.
Speaker 5: It seemed like a tequila.
Speaker 1: Look, you seem like a tequilla type of person, you
Speaker 1: know what I do? Like, Okay, over here, right, it's
Speaker 1: way fresher different.
Speaker 2: I should have my cabaret. Can I say I should
Speaker 2: have my cabaret?
Speaker 6: Ladies just started like having me on the tequila because
Speaker 6: them holes began fucked up.
Speaker 2: Like before, I was just like drinking champ.
Speaker 1: I can't find them.
Speaker 6: So I do an audition, right, And so I was
Speaker 6: the first person on suits that like put the whole
Speaker 6: program together during COVID slice.
Speaker 1: That's that's aub in New York. No Zeus is the
Speaker 1: network work zoosking about.
Speaker 2: No I get it doing the COVID. I had already
Speaker 2: got picked up.
Speaker 6: For season one because I got picked up for season
Speaker 6: one before the COVID you know, I had met me,
Speaker 6: Me and my fiance had.
Speaker 2: Just left book the book camp, Celebrity book Camp.
Speaker 5: We get a lot of the same checks.
Speaker 2: We actually had just left.
Speaker 6: That and I met I met the owner of suits
Speaker 6: at at the hotel with Mayhem at the hotel. I
Speaker 6: gave him my whole thing. What happened we TV had
Speaker 6: originally they did like my uh you know, like they
Speaker 6: put it together for me. I gave them that, Yeah,
Speaker 6: gave them the idea. They put it together for me.
Speaker 6: They spalled like three four hundred thousand dollars, but they
Speaker 6: never picked it up. They thought it was too explicit, right,
Speaker 6: And so I was like, okay, well, ship, thank you
Speaker 6: for doing the ship.
Speaker 2: I showed it to let me. He was like, let's
Speaker 2: do it.
Speaker 6: And it was just to make TV to come back
Speaker 6: around license my show to put it on their network,
Speaker 6: which I thought.
Speaker 2: It was like, I mean, you guys are like you
Speaker 2: had it first, right, and so so.
Speaker 6: During COVID, I was like, shit, we got to get
Speaker 6: some money. We can't be outside. How about let me
Speaker 6: let the girls audition for the cavaret. So I was
Speaker 6: the first one on the network to like do an
Speaker 6: online audition. So basically the girls were sending their audition.
Speaker 5: Tape and remember you viewing the tape?
Speaker 6: Yeah, and I was viewing the tapes and do it
Speaker 6: like what you guys basically do like just commentar it
Speaker 6: just talk and shit, right, and so like that's how
Speaker 6: we kind of picked up the girls. Then my producers
Speaker 6: would pick it out because like I ain't got time
Speaker 6: to go over three thousand ladies. They nail it down
Speaker 6: for me to like twenty girls. And then I go
Speaker 6: in and then I start working. I want this one,
Speaker 6: I want this one. It's all creative. I mean I
Speaker 6: created Jows and this cavaret. I created the theme. I
Speaker 6: created the music on there. Well, I'm signed to my
Speaker 6: husband's label, so he based the music for me. But
Speaker 6: I write the music, I create the show, I do
Speaker 6: all the episodes, I do everything. So that's how I
Speaker 6: started doing the auditions. That's how I find them. That's
Speaker 6: how I find my ladies. And you'll be surprised it's
Speaker 6: so many of them, you know. And and we actually
Speaker 6: just left tour. I was in obviously you guys play
Speaker 6: my one of my most famous songs when I walked in.
Speaker 6: I was on tour for six months in twenty twenty two,
Speaker 6: right after the cabaret.
Speaker 1: Damn.
Speaker 6: I mean my shows are insane, like people first of all,
Speaker 6: people just be crying.
Speaker 2: I'm like girl, I'm just Johnson the police.
Speaker 1: Like I've noticed that I taught you like I follow you,
Speaker 1: and I noticed that about you. When people are from
Speaker 1: the people who your fans are, they are fans like
Speaker 1: they really go all out for you. Is that's something
Speaker 1: you saw in life before all this? Is it still
Speaker 1: surreal for you? Well?
Speaker 6: Look, when I was five, I knew I wanted to
Speaker 6: sing and dance, right, And when I met Stevie at
Speaker 6: twenty three, I had an artist. I was managing this
Speaker 6: little girl right wow, she was eighteen. I was twenty
Speaker 6: three and I tald and I was still stripping.
Speaker 2: I was. I was stripping in Onyx in Atlanta, and
Speaker 2: I told one of the best.
Speaker 1: Wings, check out the best wings.
Speaker 2: That's what my homeboy. Yeah, crazy, you look just like GB.
Speaker 2: GB was the guy that he was. He's a married man.
Speaker 2: He used to go in there.
Speaker 6: You know, he's the type of guy that get like
Speaker 6: fifty dollars worth of dances and saying you on your
Speaker 6: way here is a drink like one of those guys. Right,
Speaker 6: And it's like when it's a slow night, hey, let
Speaker 6: me get that fifty Let me get that drink.
Speaker 2: You know what I saying? So He's one of them.
Speaker 2: So I'm like, damn, GB, do you know what you
Speaker 2: know music? Do you know music producer? I need to
Speaker 2: I need to. I need to get out this strugglub.
Speaker 2: I'm twitter. I don't want to be up here. I
Speaker 2: to you know, I said, I got shipped to do.
Speaker 2: So he introduced me. Yeah, I got go.
Speaker 6: He introduced me to the girl and he was like,
Speaker 6: you need to be doing music. But prior to that,
Speaker 6: you know Brian McKinney, Yes, yeah, be mad, be mad
Speaker 6: used to. He used to always want me to do music.
Speaker 6: He wanted to tell me to his label and stuff
Speaker 6: like that because I used to. I meet him when
Speaker 6: I used to be a striper too, and I'm like, Brian,
Speaker 6: fuck you and the mic. I'm not doing that. I
Speaker 6: got to make some money. Stop talking to me about that.
Speaker 6: So that was when I was like eighteen or nineteen.
Speaker 6: So then when I met Stevie, I was like, why
Speaker 6: everybody keept telling me to do music? And when I
Speaker 6: was a little girl at five I knew. I was like, damn,
Speaker 6: I want to sing and I want to dance, but
Speaker 6: going up in the get don't nobody got no money
Speaker 6: to do shit. I'm like, shit, I gotta go out
Speaker 6: there and try to get me some money from this niggas.
Speaker 6: They want to throw it at me. Fucking So I
Speaker 6: was never like, Okay, this is what I'm gonna do.
Speaker 6: But I got the opportunity to want to be discovered
Speaker 6: by somebody like b MAC and then Stevie, and I
Speaker 6: was like, shit, I'm gonna do it.
Speaker 2: And what really helped me cause you know, no one's perfect.
Speaker 6: Stevie's not perfect, but I but I really learned from
Speaker 6: him and I appreciate him for that. And also what
Speaker 6: really got me to be to where I'm at right now.
Speaker 6: I said, uh, you know, Brian McKinney or steviej is
Speaker 6: my fiance. But listen, he really like when I told him,
Speaker 6: this is really what I want to do. Mind you,
Speaker 6: he's been seeing me on Love and Hip Hop with
Speaker 6: Stevie for seven years trying to do music. He probably like, bitch,
Speaker 6: you're not serious. But when I got with him, He's like,
Speaker 6: oh my god, she is serious. So we really took
Speaker 6: it there and like one of my sons got one
Speaker 6: hundred million streams on it, just one of my souls,
Speaker 6: like you know, coming from Brian Kina to Stevie J
Speaker 6: and then to my fiance soon to be husband, Ballistic.
Speaker 6: He just really saw the and you know, and you
Speaker 6: know my fiance we hung that with your wife.
Speaker 2: And stuff like that.
Speaker 6: He really just allowed me to be creative and not
Speaker 6: like you know, I think Stevie and I had a
Speaker 6: lot of problems and I just feel like, you.
Speaker 1: Tell your truth me as an outside of looking in,
Speaker 1: I kind of felt like you and Stevie's music kind
Speaker 1: of sounded forced. It didn't sound like the chemistry was
Speaker 1: there as opposed to where it sounds now, where it's
Speaker 1: like I feel like you're being more you and just
Speaker 1: more like natural.
Speaker 5: Yeah, like does it feel like that?
Speaker 6: Well, the reason why you feel like that is I
Speaker 6: think it's because I have more creative control now, Like
Speaker 6: I'm just like I'm not going in the studio like
Speaker 6: they telling me what to do. I'm actually when I
Speaker 6: go in the studio with Ballistic, I'm going in the studio.
Speaker 6: He makes the be right there and I write like
Speaker 6: do it like it's your beday. I wrote that in
Speaker 6: five minutes in the studio Vegas, Welcome to Vegas, baby.
Speaker 6: I want to write, I want to write like that's
Speaker 6: the most training song on TikTok. Even to this day,
Speaker 6: no other song has ever been more trained then Vegas.
Speaker 6: And they sped it up, they sped it up and
Speaker 6: it wasn't even more crazy. I'm like, I've been number two,
Speaker 6: number one on TikTok for a year just for that one, huh.
Speaker 6: And I feel like just being in a relationship with
Speaker 6: Ballistic and just really you know, I think in the relationships,
Speaker 6: when you work with each other, you have to respect
Speaker 6: each other and just really be serious about the work.
Speaker 6: And I think that's why I finally became successful with
Speaker 6: the music. I mean I made Listen, I may say
Speaker 6: one hundred thousand on my tour, that's a lot. We're independent.
Speaker 6: We're independent, nobody's gave us any money.
Speaker 2: This is the money. This is my money, my management money,
Speaker 2: and my.
Speaker 6: Fiances money that we do everything with our own money.
Speaker 6: So for you to make that type of money on
Speaker 6: the tour, that's fucking epic.
Speaker 4: So how do you find the balance between the relationship
Speaker 4: and then the work, because that can't be easy.
Speaker 2: The relationship with my partner.
Speaker 5: With Ballistic, the relationship man between man and women, and the.
Speaker 1: Work like a lot, you know, what I think that.
Speaker 6: Okay, So with me and Ballistic Fun, we're gonna work
Speaker 6: for like seven hours that night.
Speaker 5: Okay, he wasn't real, I wasn't real good, I'm bad.
Speaker 2: I'm just saying, you gotta do what you gotta do
Speaker 2: to your woman's pussy all night.
Speaker 5: All I was like, I was being good, like.
Speaker 3: We are.
Speaker 6: But so look, listen, listen, I want to tell you. Okay,
Speaker 6: so look that this this woman the the balance, right,
Speaker 6: and so I'm not I don't sit on my husband's
Speaker 6: cock every day. I'm not doing that. He's gonna work
Speaker 6: for this pussy. Okay, I'm talking about he gonna work
Speaker 6: for the pussy. Nigga, You're gonna work and you're gonna
Speaker 6: talk that You're gonna talk. You're gonna talk for three
Speaker 6: hours to tell me. I'm breaking it down for you.
Speaker 6: Because no, this is what I'm trying to tell you.
Speaker 6: This is how I'm breaking it down. So when we work,
Speaker 6: we work, and there's nothing more. I only go in
Speaker 6: the studio in the daytime. He'll be there all day.
Speaker 6: I leave him there. Peace, do your thing at home.
Speaker 6: We got a baby.
Speaker 2: We're taking her home.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 6: He takes the baby to school every day and pick
Speaker 6: her up every day for the past three years. The
Speaker 6: past three years, you know, takes care of about me.
Speaker 6: So you know we don't We're not fucking every day,
Speaker 6: and I don't want to fuck you every day. You
Speaker 6: know what I'm saying, Nigga, I want you to motherfucking like.
Speaker 6: He buy me these change for my.
Speaker 2: Birthday, goddamn beautiful changes.
Speaker 6: And I was like, nigga, you think you said you
Speaker 6: will buy me sign that say Puerto Rican Princess.
Speaker 2: So I just always have it in my face. Just
Speaker 2: know it came from you. Why the fuck I can
Speaker 2: buy myself? You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6: When I get mad, I got to wear that shit.
Speaker 6: Oh he got I hate him, you know, so like
Speaker 6: I like to be, you need to finesse me. Even
Speaker 6: if you are my sin to be husband. Nigga, I'm
Speaker 6: not just finna fuck you. You ain't that cute. Nobody's
Speaker 6: that cute. You gotta remember I came from nothing. When
Speaker 6: I first started out, I was young, I was out side.
Speaker 6: I was going out the door just to get somebody
Speaker 6: to pick me up, to let me get that check.
Speaker 2: And they had none to do with me.
Speaker 6: Open it on my list because I always had that game.
Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying, I've been a pimp. I
Speaker 6: got bitches working for me and I and they're gonna
Speaker 6: work for me forever. This motherfucking check from from my cabal, right,
Speaker 6: it's into the motherfucking world goes under. I get paid
Speaker 6: when I die, my kid getting when she died her
Speaker 6: kid get it. It's like motherfucking good times when that
Speaker 6: bit she's playing guests who game pay me?
Speaker 2: Okay, call me that I'm ready. But at the end
Speaker 2: of the day, like you know, I respect myself and
Speaker 2: I made my husband respect me. Like nigga, you ain't
Speaker 2: just what you done this way? You want to get
Speaker 2: this pussy all night? Fuck you done this week?
Speaker 6: You mean to send you are going to send my
Speaker 6: fat put the record pussy on your deck for what
Speaker 6: Look yesterday he's like you d he goes you drive something.
Speaker 2: I go like this, like's not turn the other way
Speaker 2: because you want to get a money.
Speaker 1: By me today.
Speaker 6: So you so to answer the question, were basically just
Speaker 6: balanced by me respecting myself as a woman, me giving
Speaker 6: him responsibilities as a man, and me taking responsibilities as
Speaker 6: a woman.
Speaker 2: That's how we balanced works. I think it does.
Speaker 1: I like it.
Speaker 2: I like it.
Speaker 1: I get another whiskey because that to work as well.
Speaker 1: You can killed you kill it.
Speaker 5: So let me ask you.
Speaker 1: Right, it was a famous scene right in the reunion
Speaker 1: show okay, and it was like you and Steve on
Speaker 1: one side, and then it was Benzenoa on the other.
Speaker 2: The they used to call her whole thea goodness ho
Speaker 2: ho thea like a whole.
Speaker 5: But why do they say that? Why do you.
Speaker 2: Listen all right.
Speaker 1: This much?
Speaker 6: When the horse be from California for too long, that
Speaker 6: pushed to be loose, that pelvic floor be on the floor. Jesus,
Speaker 6: they peeing, that bitch is down. You ever seen porn
Speaker 6: and the girl? How do you guys ever watch the
Speaker 6: porn and what's crawling through and then you see like
Speaker 6: somebody's puss is like literally outside it's your floor.
Speaker 2: No fucking what snowry?
Speaker 1: Do you know what time about? Okay?
Speaker 6: Have you seen that porn where the girls are getting
Speaker 6: fisted and the whole asshole come out?
Speaker 5: I don't know.
Speaker 1: That's nothing what I watched, No.
Speaker 2: What you don't even got to cut up? But this
Speaker 2: is not nothing.
Speaker 6: You gotta watch if you if you search porn if
Speaker 6: you search porn. Everybody knows you gotta crawl like Instagram.
Speaker 6: So when you scrawling, you see them booty holes out.
Speaker 2: There, red pink everything you just.
Speaker 6: Happen that got to be outside. I ain't got ship
Speaker 6: to do when the hors wanted to get point like that.
Speaker 2: I'm just asking you. Have you seen it? Can? So
Speaker 2: what's up?
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Speaker 1: What happened in that scene? With that scene I'm talking
Speaker 1: about because like what happened, They've rushed towards y'all, y'all
Speaker 1: watch towards them.
Speaker 6: And then oh yeah, because we went from talking about
Speaker 6: whole thing, yeah to fifty.
Speaker 5: What yah fuck, I'm trying to stay focus.
Speaker 2: Okay, So like, okay, let me go back.
Speaker 6: So when I first started doing love and hip hop,
Speaker 6: like I said, I was twenty three and I was
Speaker 6: like really trying to like do the music, and like
Speaker 6: that was in twenty twenty twelve, like twenty twenty three. Now,
Speaker 6: I had a successful year doing my tour, doing two
Speaker 6: seasons at the cabaret, doing college here, doing everything that
Speaker 6: they say.
Speaker 2: I will not do. Let's collect for that.
Speaker 6: It's been it's been too many years coming from Puerto
Speaker 6: Rico in the hood, having nothing.
Speaker 2: It's been too many years coming And I just felt
Speaker 2: like when I first, I felt like, can I.
Speaker 1: Tell you something?
Speaker 6: The reason I think, I really feel like a lot
Speaker 6: of my beginning failure was contributed by love and.
Speaker 1: Hip hop.
Speaker 6: Because the people, the people that's on the show, like,
Speaker 6: let's say that the cast members. Instead of them supporting
Speaker 6: each other, they always like throwing you down. And I
Speaker 6: feel like, you know me, I'm not no hater. I
Speaker 6: always give it, bitch, they pops. I was like, when
Speaker 6: somebody say you see her, good for her. Because I
Speaker 6: learned one thing the universe. The universe is very tricky.
Speaker 6: You gotta be very curful. See, I'm not a Bible thumper.
Speaker 6: I'm not a Bible tumper. That means that people always
Speaker 6: holding the Bible.
Speaker 1: Oh the scription says.
Speaker 6: Hoh, shut the fuck up, bitch, don't hit me with
Speaker 6: the motherfucker CHRISTI because you suck dick in the back.
Speaker 6: Don't talk to me about that. So I'm not saying
Speaker 6: I'm an atheist. I'm far from an atheist. I'm a
Speaker 6: I am a good god woman right because people always
Speaker 6: holling God, bitch, who's your God? Your God could be Satan,
Speaker 6: your guy could be down there, bitch burning the hair.
Speaker 2: Bitch. We all did everybody did you know what I'm saying?
Speaker 1: So for me, I feel like.
Speaker 6: People me now I walk with cautious in loving hip hop.
Speaker 6: I was, I was going through a lie. I was
Speaker 6: trying to make it in the industry, which I always
Speaker 6: knew that I will because I always knew nobody could
Speaker 6: tell me I wasn't.
Speaker 2: I did it not for them. I did it for
Speaker 2: me to show me what the fuck.
Speaker 6: I was gonna be able to do coming from Puerto
Speaker 6: Rico in the project, and I said, I done Puerto Rico,
Speaker 6: you know, without having nothing, like I knew in my mind,
Speaker 6: like I there's no way that this is why the
Speaker 6: good universe that I belonging has for me.
Speaker 2: No right no, And so I feel like just doing
Speaker 2: love and hip hop, going through a lot, I stay focused.
Speaker 2: But I did want through a lot because they used
Speaker 2: to downplay me a lot with the with that you think,
Speaker 2: because from that episode, and that's why I bed they ass, Yeah,
Speaker 2: because I was so sick of that motherfucker's like the
Speaker 2: whole fucking time. That's why I bed they ass because
Speaker 2: it's like, Okay, here I am, I'm twenty three, I'm
Speaker 2: to try to do the music I know Steve's so
Speaker 2: millions of dollars worth of records.
Speaker 6: Whether what the what it sounded like, whatever would it
Speaker 6: sound like, It don't matter. He's a genius and I
Speaker 6: am not a bad bitch. So y'all chill, let me
Speaker 6: get this right, right. But they weren't trying to let
Speaker 6: me get right. So they talk and they talked, and
Speaker 6: they talked and they talk and you know a lot
Speaker 6: of the bitches used to hay too, because like you know,
Speaker 6: I was popping shit on love and hip hop. I'll
Speaker 6: come in there and I let them it. Just know,
Speaker 6: straight up, bitch, you ain't shit, bitch, I've been getting money.
Speaker 6: Wait before you thought about even knowing what money was.
Speaker 6: Because from the Mud though, from the Mud, when I
Speaker 6: was a kid, from the mom and my nigga.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So I'm that bitch.
Speaker 6: You're gonna respect me. I'm gonna repect you. If you don't, bitch,
Speaker 6: I'm gonna be your ass. And I always been a
Speaker 6: fighter because I had to.
Speaker 1: I had to.
Speaker 2: Like when I used to be a stripper here, you know,
Speaker 2: I used to dance at the roles my nigga.
Speaker 1: So was that one of the roles and the other
Speaker 1: woman's the other coco cocos. Oh yeah, I've been.
Speaker 2: There and take one. So coming from that, I used
Speaker 2: to have to fight them all bitches all the time.
Speaker 6: Them always used to be mad as fun because I
Speaker 6: was young and I had some hot pussy and I
Speaker 6: was getting the money.
Speaker 1: That was bad. Bitch, Why is you mad? Bitch? Why
Speaker 1: are you mad?
Speaker 2: So I used to fight.
Speaker 6: I remember one time I was giving a lap dance
Speaker 6: like this right, and the guy was sitting behind me
Speaker 6: and the girl that likes getting the girl rolling. She
Speaker 6: had a blade to try to come cut me. But
Speaker 6: what she didn't know I had a blade on in
Speaker 6: my waist. A bitch, you gonna get cut too.
Speaker 2: So I ran up on that whole. That bitch ran outside.
Speaker 2: She was gone, yeah, bitch back because bitch, you're not
Speaker 2: gonna come in.
Speaker 6: I'm not gonna cut you. Bitch, we gonna cut each other.
Speaker 6: Let's let's let's hope you get to me. So what
Speaker 6: happened at the arena?
Speaker 5: I think cut?
Speaker 2: Oh she got cut?
Speaker 5: Oh man, sorry, because because I think we.
Speaker 2: Never at the reunion. What happened at the reenia?
Speaker 6: I was so sick of them whole you had you know,
Speaker 6: all of them just just hating on me. I said,
Speaker 6: you know what, if I'm going on, I'm going out
Speaker 6: with a band. I was ready to quit that day.
Speaker 6: I didn't quit for another like two seasons, but I
Speaker 6: was ready to quit that night.
Speaker 2: I was ready. I threw in my tower.
Speaker 6: You you ever heard of people throwing in their towers,
Speaker 6: So if I was gonna throw on my towers, I'm
Speaker 6: a big all. Y'all bitch yourself, and that basic was
Speaker 6: still saying that how you gonna see me big?
Speaker 2: This one, this one, this one, and y'are too still here. Yeah,
Speaker 2: but I just gotta get up, yeah, get ready for
Speaker 2: the fight.
Speaker 1: Definitely went and grab snatches and wigs, asked.
Speaker 6: Everybody, and and I threw a few hits that everybody.
Speaker 6: Because I'm a fighter. I got into a fighting college
Speaker 6: s heel too, but I ain't gonna tell you who
Speaker 6: because they still only like seasy thousand.
Speaker 1: I got the god six six get this.
Speaker 2: But I need that sixty ship. I to want somebody
Speaker 2: ask because look, they tried.
Speaker 6: So I went to college here and I wanted to Uh,
Speaker 6: they were trying to get me to do it last year,
Speaker 6: but I was doing the college Yield films the same
Speaker 6: time I filmed the Cabaret.
Speaker 2: So the last year Wish was the first year they
Speaker 2: did it.
Speaker 6: I was like, I can I'm shooting seasonm too, like
Speaker 6: I now, but this season I was like, okay, I'm
Speaker 6: gonna push season for back and then I'm gonna do
Speaker 6: I'm gonna do college here, which what's the best thing
Speaker 6: that happened to me? I want to I've never went
Speaker 6: to college. I never even graduated high school. Now, yeah, school,
Speaker 6: it's real school.
Speaker 1: I had.
Speaker 6: I had all hundreds. Listen, my professors is coming at
Speaker 6: the end, and this our sixty year old people. Professors
Speaker 6: coming at the end, hugging me like they can't believe it,
Speaker 6: because you know, I was real. I was like in
Speaker 6: there like I'm gonna give it my all right, And
Speaker 6: so I guess there was like, Okay, Johnson is coming
Speaker 6: in here. She's probably like just like no, I'm like, really, like,
Speaker 6: do you.
Speaker 1: Think he got special education in college? In college Hill,
Speaker 1: because that's only probably hardly gonna set me here.
Speaker 2: Well, here's the thing, it's an Actually, no, I didn't
Speaker 2: get the joke. I didn't get the job.
Speaker 6: I know, I know I did get the joke because
Speaker 6: I'm telling you gonna be fine in college. Yeah, I
Speaker 6: think you'll do great because the thing about college real school.
Speaker 2: I was going to tell you the thing about college.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I heard about the check. Though I heard the
Speaker 1: check is nice.
Speaker 2: I know nobody got more money than I got sixty
Speaker 2: on the way and guess why, so you can imagine
Speaker 2: how much I got it. And that's that's that's not
Speaker 2: my last one.
Speaker 5: It was.
Speaker 6: And look, but here's the thing though, here's the thing
Speaker 6: college college. I didn't even look.
Speaker 2: Whatever it is.
Speaker 6: You don't have to finish high school or go to
Speaker 6: college to be a successful person. It's wor in your
Speaker 6: heart and then your plan and then the universe. You
Speaker 6: get to the universe, you give the universe.
Speaker 2: What you want.
Speaker 6: I'm not a Bible thumper, so I'm not gonna be
Speaker 6: here talking about God. I'm gonna use universe because we're
Speaker 6: from a universe, the Earth. Right, We're in the universe.
Speaker 6: There's other planets out there. We're in the fucking universe. Right,
Speaker 6: God is real. I ain't say he not create everything
Speaker 6: whichever got you speak of, right, because people have always
Speaker 6: used different gods from Dominican public goddamn all right. So
Speaker 6: like I asked the universe for what I want and
Speaker 6: I received. But the college yield would be great for
Speaker 6: you because not only that you learn, but you actually
Speaker 6: get to know yourself being black.
Speaker 2: It's an HBCU college.
Speaker 6: That I want to I got into a fight because
Speaker 6: we were in a fucking classroom.
Speaker 2: Who it was I will tell you later.
Speaker 6: Somebody, No I'm not. Somebody try to attack. Somebody try
Speaker 6: to attack me, and I motherfucking put their motherfucking head.
Speaker 2: Through that glass. Then, you know, my mother called me,
Speaker 2: called me. He was like, bitch, you know the motherfucking
Speaker 2: are you know the the sting from her head is
Speaker 2: still on there.
Speaker 6: I was like, god, nigga, saying, wipe the ship down,
Speaker 6: fake gass niggas.
Speaker 2: So she tried, she tried to. She tried to wint
Speaker 2: upon me because we was in we was in our
Speaker 2: literature class.
Speaker 5: Right now, we already know what's a girl.
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna be finding niggas. I ain't gonna never
Speaker 2: find no man.
Speaker 6: Now, if a man wanted to find me, he got
Speaker 6: a problem. No man, she would never want to find me.
Speaker 1: I don't get how much put my money on you
Speaker 1: with some good guys.
Speaker 6: Out here, I would never find a man though. I
Speaker 6: would never do that. So, you know, I mean the
Speaker 6: class and I'm doing my thing and I'm saying, look, look,
Speaker 6: I told everybody that it was.
Speaker 5: It was.
Speaker 2: It was conversation about the success that we're having now,
Speaker 2: and I'm like, ship, I'm the biggest. I got up,
Speaker 2: I said, because I used to get out to get
Speaker 2: my interview because you're like, you're not in college, you
Speaker 2: can get up to talk about what the subject.
Speaker 1: I said.
Speaker 2: I'm the motherfucking biggest, I said. When I was five,
Speaker 2: I knew I was the motherfucking biggest. Ain't nobody out
Speaker 2: here bigger than me? So they was in the class.
Speaker 2: Everybody was like, and I'm like, that's what they're not.
Speaker 2: The biggest step gave me smoking the back. But I
Speaker 2: don't see how neiggas say want to want to be
Speaker 2: because I'm that bitch so minding win a week. You know,
Speaker 2: I can't get in too much details. But they try
Speaker 2: to attack me. Han assholes what she could never attack
Speaker 2: the princess. But I stayed on that like it's like
Speaker 2: you're gonna attack that attacker's attack that.
Speaker 6: That's not a good idea, not really, so you know
Speaker 6: when the bas attacking man, man, I man not.
Speaker 2: Dog that bitch, bitch, I feel like it's I don't
Speaker 2: care who you feel like it is.
Speaker 5: I ain't gonna tell you feel like astivity. I gonna
Speaker 5: tell you you hear in New York, I could see
Speaker 5: them in the same place.
Speaker 2: Listen, let me tell you something. Let me tell you something.
Speaker 6: And every time I see that bitch, I'm gonna drive
Speaker 6: down p see asshole. Every time I see that bitche
Speaker 6: right now, I'm gonna start this ship, go beat that
Speaker 6: beach ass and come back here every motherfucking every chance,
Speaker 6: because you know it was on some hey ship.
Speaker 2: Bitch, I'm giving my speech in college. Why is she
Speaker 2: worrying about what the fuck I'm saying?
Speaker 1: Bitch?
Speaker 6: If you wish to start thinking like me, you'll be
Speaker 6: somebody who and you won't just be walking around here
Speaker 6: sucking digger and sluttering in your asshole for nothing. Bitch,
Speaker 6: You'll be You'll be somebody. You'll be great. You you'll
Speaker 6: be great. So you know, I just feel like, you know,
Speaker 6: college was good. He opened on my mind. I really
Speaker 6: got to know who I was as a person.
Speaker 2: All the college kids knew my music I'm talking about
Speaker 2: they had. I had the college onckdown.
Speaker 5: Oh you're when you guys are doing that the college students.
Speaker 6: Listen, I had the college on likedwn. They had to
Speaker 6: secure me because the kids was running up.
Speaker 1: To me like, oh there was other I thought it
Speaker 1: was just yo.
Speaker 2: Man. The girls, all the girls wanted to quit to
Speaker 2: come to the cabaret. I say, y'all got to stay
Speaker 2: in school. Howre you gonna quit the school to come?
Speaker 1: That's a corrupt.
Speaker 2: Listen.
Speaker 6: They literally every lady on there I wanted to I'm
Speaker 6: talking about eighteen, nineteen twenty. I'm like, now, you gotta
Speaker 6: be twenty one to be in the caver. Now eighteen
Speaker 6: and they all wanted to quit. They was like, men,
Speaker 6: first school, we go with you right now. Because they
Speaker 6: see them, because they see the picture. They see I've
Speaker 6: been on tour. They see, they see they come to
Speaker 6: my shows. Man, sixteen seventeen, eighteen, nineteen year old kids
Speaker 6: be outside that can't get in my shows. That's twenty
Speaker 6: one crying with their mamas. They made their mother am
Speaker 6: My lion robber. They made their mamas, they made their
Speaker 6: mamas them hours away to come take a picture.
Speaker 2: When I come out of my shows, and I do.
Speaker 6: It all the time. They be crying, y'all. Can you
Speaker 6: know you can't get in Ben, you gotta be twenty one.
Speaker 6: It's this is x x x x x my pictures.
Speaker 6: Let's see on stage.
Speaker 5: I'll be not ready for none of this. I've been
Speaker 5: thinking I'm used to it, and I've just walked up.
Speaker 2: I don't know all of that. I don't know, I said, lady.
Speaker 2: But but it's very it's very Can I have a
Speaker 2: little bit more change, of course?
Speaker 5: Please?
Speaker 2: It's very it's very sexy. It's very like you know, santual.
Speaker 6: And yeah, sometimes we show tits and we show a
Speaker 6: lot of ass and it's a whole performance.
Speaker 5: So can you kick some asks on your show? Oh?
Speaker 6: Did I this last season? I think I fought last season,
Speaker 6: not last season. I don't think I fought on my
Speaker 6: show in a long time.
Speaker 4: You fought on your show. But I remember seeing something.
Speaker 4: I think it was on Hollywood Lot.
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, be up, it was one of your.
Speaker 1: But let me ask you.
Speaker 2: I just want to talk to ship.
Speaker 1: I was trying to make it.
Speaker 5: I know we jumped around, but since that shumming.
Speaker 2: Around, it's good. I get a lot of covers stuff
Speaker 2: like that.
Speaker 1: But because ben Zeno is a person I know, I
Speaker 1: actually think I hung out with me Ballistic and Benzino
Speaker 1: on time. But since that happened, Yeah, So since that happened,
Speaker 1: Parsino hasn't been on the show.
Speaker 5: Do you think that has something to do with it?
Speaker 5: Him not being on the show?
Speaker 2: Wis show.
Speaker 1: He hasn't been on Love of Hip Hop since then
Speaker 1: after the reunion show? Do you think that has something
Speaker 1: to do with it?
Speaker 2: No, I feel like he could have been on the show.
Speaker 2: I feel like maybe he didn't want to be on
Speaker 2: the show. You think so, I don't look with those
Speaker 2: type of TV shows.
Speaker 6: You gotta be prepared for growth and prepare for taking
Speaker 6: yourself to another level and go somewhere else, because it's
Speaker 6: always like they're looking for new talent, you know what
Speaker 6: I'm saying. They always they always want new talent, right,
Speaker 6: and so if your store inline, it's not like up
Speaker 6: to day they like they're going to kick the boots. Actually,
Speaker 6: when I left, I heard that they brought the price
Speaker 6: down on a lot of the people that were original,
Speaker 6: like Love and Hip myself, like prior you know, they
Speaker 6: were getting like it's just saying, you know, I don't know,
Speaker 6: twenty five thousand episode. They took them down to fifteen.
Speaker 6: And so like you gotta like you got to like
Speaker 6: you know, you gott to grow as your goho. So
Speaker 6: then now where you can continue to get the money
Speaker 6: that you want to get because you know this, this, this,
Speaker 6: this this white folks be flaked with that.
Speaker 2: Bad white folks, I thought.
Speaker 6: I'm saying, like Viacom, like the owners, like the owners
Speaker 6: of this on this networks or labels. Yeah, they got
Speaker 6: black people working under them just to do the dirty job.
Speaker 6: But they got there wasn't they didn't want giving them money.
Speaker 6: So yeah, you got one lady up there working and saying, okay,
Speaker 6: well we got a budget for Josly for a one
Speaker 6: hundred thousand episode. We got a budget for me, me
Speaker 6: for ten thousand episode or whatever the case may be.
Speaker 6: All you know, Karli read for twenty five I don't
Speaker 6: know whatever, Like you.
Speaker 5: Said, one hundred for you though, like.
Speaker 2: One hundred thousand four episode, Wow, that's fire.
Speaker 6: So one episode I take three days to shoot, but
Speaker 6: that costs you one hundred thousand for me.
Speaker 5: This is this is this is a big money list
Speaker 5: process and I'm going up.
Speaker 2: That's my baby. All you gotta do is call me.
Speaker 2: I'm through your deal.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 5: You have been?
Speaker 2: Do you know who? That's my deal?
Speaker 3: Me?
Speaker 1: That's wow, that's what's up. So oh damn A look
Speaker 1: for training thought. Don't do that.
Speaker 5: No damn remember that.
Speaker 2: No, let's take it. You go ahead.
Speaker 5: No, no, no, no, We're good.
Speaker 1: So okay, this is what I was gonna say. At
Speaker 1: that time, I had never seen someone go against Mona Scott.
Speaker 1: I had never seen the one talk down like Mona.
Speaker 1: I've been valid that Mona ninety seven. I was. I
Speaker 1: was well, and this is a real strong woman.
Speaker 5: Patiently hate the lady.
Speaker 1: And you're the first.
Speaker 2: Nobody care about that? Boodoo. Don't nobody care about that?
Speaker 1: Boodoo?
Speaker 2: Don't nobody care about that? Say, let me tell your time.
Speaker 2: Guess why? Guess why?
Speaker 6: Ain't none of the ain't no spring blood, ain't none
Speaker 6: of them prayer, ain't none of them praying people. She
Speaker 6: got going on and got ship on my period people.
Speaker 2: She better know that. And that's why I could stay.
Speaker 2: I step out.
Speaker 6: I step out because my people, my people could And
Speaker 6: that's why I was telling you about the universe. What
Speaker 6: I have to watch what I say on my mouth,
Speaker 6: because I could say, and you are cut one real hard,
Speaker 6: you might not wake back up.
Speaker 1: So I have to Oh my god, I'm making The
Speaker 1: point is I had never seen nobody go against Mona,
Speaker 1: like what what?
Speaker 5: What? What happened?
Speaker 1: Because it seemed like, you know, Mona had a lot
Speaker 1: to do with you blowing up, and at one point it.
Speaker 5: Just felt like you was despised.
Speaker 1: Was it you was despised with love to hip hop?
Speaker 1: Or you was despised with Mona because I remember you
Speaker 1: calling her a devil or Mona's not a good person, okay, meaning.
Speaker 2: You know, Okay.
Speaker 6: So I feel like in life to be successful and
Speaker 6: to really get what the universe, what the universe owes you,
Speaker 6: because it's what you are. The only universe only gonna
Speaker 6: give you what you are. The universe not gonna ever
Speaker 6: give you what you're not.
Speaker 2: Never.
Speaker 6: I don't you could you could, god there, hang yourself
Speaker 6: from that motherfucking thing up there and becoming suicide.
Speaker 2: It's still not gonna give it to you because you're
Speaker 2: not that. I don't don't you can?
Speaker 6: You can pray six sixty six and do a star
Speaker 6: on the floor and god damn bit she belonged to
Speaker 6: the devil.
Speaker 2: That don't mean shit.
Speaker 6: The universe not gonna give you ship that you don't
Speaker 6: that you don't own, right, And so I feel like
Speaker 6: with her, I just feel like she's just like a
Speaker 6: jealous person, like she don't really never never want to
Speaker 6: see nobody win. Because you gotta remember, Mona was not
Speaker 6: the best looking thing walking around.
Speaker 2: She was a puppet.
Speaker 5: Honey.
Speaker 6: I always had that curly with y'all could laugh, it's
Speaker 6: funny acting like yeah neggas s holy shit.
Speaker 2: So like I just feel like, you know, and you know,
Speaker 2: I was so.
Speaker 6: Young when I first started doing love and hiposa. It's
Speaker 6: like for me, I always been like please morning, could
Speaker 6: you please help me? Like literally beggar like her fucking
Speaker 6: big old nasty black ass, but.
Speaker 1: I ain't really do it.
Speaker 6: I don't really do it because I like, I like
Speaker 6: black asses, but they gotta be clean and I don't
Speaker 6: lick niggas aasses. My husband not with that shit bitches tasses.
Speaker 6: So literally I'm like, you know, like help me out,
Speaker 6: like help me, like, you know, help me with the stuff,
Speaker 6: help me with them me say, help me with it.
Speaker 2: You think she did that? No, she did everything to
Speaker 2: sabotage me and nothing to help me.
Speaker 1: But how about how about being Devil's advocate?
Speaker 2: Let me just be you can do that. I'm still
Speaker 2: trolling your truth about the bitch.
Speaker 5: But how about like she did give you a platform
Speaker 5: like this, Like.
Speaker 2: She didn't give me a platform.
Speaker 6: She needed me to do love and hip hop when
Speaker 6: I I'm gonna go back to the story when I
Speaker 6: first met Stevie, I just met him a week prior
Speaker 6: to going to Love and hip Hop. That's how I
Speaker 6: got on love him hip hop. That's why I was saying.
Speaker 6: That's what I'm telling you guys.
Speaker 5: So you feel like Stevie is more of the credit
Speaker 5: for that.
Speaker 6: No, neither one of them, because as cool as me
Speaker 6: and my fiance are with Stevie would respect him and
Speaker 6: with cool uh, Stevie had Stevin needed to bring me
Speaker 6: a love a hip hop too, because it was nobody
Speaker 6: on Love a hip Hop but me and me, Carley, Stevie,
Speaker 6: a few people like it was nothing going on. Stevie
Speaker 6: had a whole another artist that was already a love
Speaker 6: of hip hop, and he brought me tomorrow that.
Speaker 2: She was like, go get a screen.
Speaker 6: Look yeah, and I'm like, non what happened to your
Speaker 6: other artists? The other artists never came on the show
Speaker 6: because she was like, man, we need her. I went
Speaker 6: from making the first day Lem.
Speaker 5: Said, there was other artists that was signed on Steve.
Speaker 6: Steve had another artist and it was it was like
Speaker 6: the other cast members on the show, including me and
Speaker 6: me and Karly and all the all of the people
Speaker 6: that was in the first season of twenty twelve eleven
Speaker 6: Hip Hop. Right, Stevie took me the mona to me
Speaker 6: her okay, right, And I wasn't. I didn't know he
Speaker 6: was doing the show. The nigger never told me he
Speaker 6: was doing the show, Stevie. No, he just brought me
Speaker 6: the mona and next thing I know, the next day,
Speaker 6: I'm doing green Screen. I went from making eleven hundred
Speaker 6: dollars one day to the next thing, making fifty five hundred,
Speaker 6: the week making eleven five and then I twenty thousand
Speaker 6: the next morning.
Speaker 2: What the fun going out?
Speaker 1: Why is y? Yeah?
Speaker 2: The show.
Speaker 1: You immediately knew that they needed you from from how
Speaker 1: the salaries was, well, well, here's the de because if
Speaker 1: you're not a main character, you wasn't a main character
Speaker 1: in the beginning, or.
Speaker 2: Was you She made me a main character that for
Speaker 2: the next day. She made me a main character because
Speaker 2: he brought me.
Speaker 6: I had on all of the Sashi Great green Light money,
Speaker 6: Manola Blanc, Vanola.
Speaker 2: Blinis on my feet, Ma Nola Blanis. I had them ships.
Speaker 6: When I was twenty three, I had an Alvasashi, Aasashi person.
Speaker 2: I always had a nice JUNI it's twenty twelve and
Speaker 2: I was twenty three. Two twelve's when I.
Speaker 1: Don't have jacket. Well, you gotta relax.
Speaker 5: That's not what the conversations about it.
Speaker 1: I just we know, we know, yo.
Speaker 2: She was what a peep pussage I get.
Speaker 6: So basically like she was like, share you, share you.
Speaker 6: She made me a cast like they did my makeup
Speaker 6: the next day. I have brought clothes because she was like,
Speaker 6: bring three outfices and I'm just like, damn, what's going
Speaker 6: to happen?
Speaker 2: You know?
Speaker 6: But you know I'm telling you three. I'm like, shit,
Speaker 6: I had just told this nigga last week. I need
Speaker 6: remember my homie gb in ONX Remember I was like, yo, homie,
Speaker 6: the nigga that looked like you. I was like, yo,
Speaker 6: I need a motherfucking producer. I got this artist, blah
Speaker 6: blah blah. Right, and later the nexts like, now you
Speaker 6: need to work with me. I was like, shit, cool,
Speaker 6: so the artist, I drive that bitch.
Speaker 1: But you gotta give Mona a little credit because that
Speaker 1: was her giving you the great lice.
Speaker 2: Here's the thing.
Speaker 6: It was many. It was many times after that. I
Speaker 6: try to reach out to Mona and to make peace,
Speaker 6: but she just never want a piece.
Speaker 2: And I just feel like.
Speaker 6: She knew that I would do exactly what I'm doing,
Speaker 6: becoming the biggest Latin superstar there there it is. I
Speaker 6: have a long way to go, but I've been working
Speaker 6: since twenty twelve and I've proven myself to everybody.
Speaker 2: I did everything they say I will not do. That's right,
Speaker 2: And so she know that she has to face that.
Speaker 6: She has to face the fact that I told her
Speaker 6: I was going to it and bitch, I would die
Speaker 6: doing it.
Speaker 1: But what what if just me being a devil's advocate?
Speaker 1: But if somewhere because I know you Cardi B so
Speaker 1: many so so many give Cardi B so many different
Speaker 1: people that made it through Mona's platform, Like she's she's
Speaker 1: I'm telling.
Speaker 6: You, well, first of all, let me tell you tying
Speaker 6: new York people stick together.
Speaker 1: No no, no, no, no, no, no no no. I
Speaker 1: disagree to this, but let me let me explain. What
Speaker 1: I'm trying to say is like this, this is this
Speaker 1: is a success story. You are a great success story.
Speaker 5: Cardi B. Is a great success story and most of us.
Speaker 2: Can you put some gray anybody?
Speaker 1: Uh no, I don't got Yeah, okay, that's my son,
Speaker 1: by the way. That's my son, by the way, yeah,
Speaker 1: pulling out grab of no no no, no, no, yeah,
Speaker 1: that's my oldest son. I got my younger. But so
Speaker 1: many people like you know, that's a success story, like
Speaker 1: when you see where you're at in life. I'm this
Speaker 1: is the reason why I'm saying this. I'm just trying
Speaker 1: to I'm no, Mona's proud of you. I know Mona
Speaker 1: brags about you. I know who she brags about, Cardi B.
Speaker 1: I know she brags about these certain peoples because some
Speaker 1: of us wouldn't not known how how how ill you
Speaker 1: are without seeing this through love and hip hop. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Some of us wouldn't know that.
Speaker 6: So I would love to sit down with her. I
Speaker 6: would like to sit down with her, but I just
Speaker 6: don't think that you want to sit down with me.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Well, you you're wrong.
Speaker 5: Let me tell you.
Speaker 1: That's the best thing about Ballistic that y'all together is
Speaker 1: I could tell that when you got with him, like
Speaker 1: I don't want to say you calm down, but it
Speaker 1: was like, all right, cool, you there.
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, Like you're.
Speaker 1: You're thinking clear, That's what I'm outside of looking in
Speaker 1: the side of looking out.
Speaker 5: You know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And what I say about that is because I have
Speaker 1: spent so much time in my career right like being
Speaker 1: mad at somebody that shouldn't be mad at. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying me personally, and I've always looked at
Speaker 1: it and I said, you know what, Now that I'm older,
Speaker 1: I say, damn, I do appreciate the opportunity for a
Speaker 1: person giving me that chance back then, even though I
Speaker 1: feel like I made myself great. I'm gonna be honest,
Speaker 1: I feel like I made myself great like that Snoop
Speaker 1: Dogg's speaks when Snoopers like, yeah, I want to thank me,
Speaker 1: Like I feel like that a lot. But the more
Speaker 1: that I've grown and the more that I succeed I
Speaker 1: also say you know what that little push that I
Speaker 1: got from him. I needed that.
Speaker 5: I need like you know what I mean, Like it
Speaker 5: means better than me now to be successful.
Speaker 2: Now the bitch knows. She calm me to night, I'm
Speaker 2: gonna get on the phone.
Speaker 1: That's hard.
Speaker 6: That's who we want, that's what we want to do.
Speaker 6: That I mean, you never got to talk through too much.
Speaker 6: I still got the same number. Don't want me and
Speaker 6: you talking. That's what I got that number. I had
Speaker 6: that number since twenty twelve, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6: So like she can always call me, and I'm always
Speaker 6: funk with the bitch, you know what I'm saying. At
Speaker 6: the end of the day, she just had to understand
Speaker 6: that I wanted it so bad and I went after it.
Speaker 6: And now be proud of me and and tell everybody, hey,
Speaker 6: I got I had something to do with that, and
Speaker 6: be proud of saying that.
Speaker 2: Yes, and I'm gonna say she did.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna never hate on I ain't gonna hate
Speaker 2: on her.
Speaker 4: Would you ever do loving hip hop or you pass that? Well,
Speaker 4: you know, and we know about the bag and all that,
Speaker 4: but then we know Jay gonna get some money.
Speaker 5: But would you do it.
Speaker 6: I'm not gonna say no to anything because when I'm
Speaker 6: out in life, I feel like like this was a
Speaker 6: great opportunity. I apologize for being super late, but it
Speaker 6: was well, no, it was last minute. They test me
Speaker 6: day last night. You can vouch for me.
Speaker 2: It was like eight pm. I'm like, I'm going crazy.
Speaker 2: Went to them.
Speaker 6: I went to them all last night to get distressed.
Speaker 6: At a PM, I woke up out my sleep. I
Speaker 6: missed yoga and everything. I was like, shit, I gotta go.
Speaker 2: Gets on the weapons.
Speaker 1: Yoga.
Speaker 5: Rich.
Speaker 6: Can I tell you something there is I owe my
Speaker 6: life to yoga. I would literally be like a drug
Speaker 6: addict right now if it wasn't for yoga.
Speaker 2: I've been y Yeah.
Speaker 6: I've been knowing New yoga for seven years and it
Speaker 6: saved my life. My whole My dad that of a
Speaker 6: heroin overdose. My family comes from a lot of drugs,
Speaker 6: So just being able to have that in my life
Speaker 6: it really changed my life. I would not be where
Speaker 6: I'm standing without doing a big crumb high yoga.
Speaker 2: I wouldn't be here. I would probably do that yoga. Yeah.
Speaker 5: Oh, the Indian dude, you know he was touching a
Speaker 5: lot of y'all.
Speaker 2: He's a freak.
Speaker 1: I see his documentary.
Speaker 5: Thank You so Much stuff.
Speaker 2: He was a super freak. He was he was, he
Speaker 2: was a super freak.
Speaker 6: Right, But I'm gonna take his freakingness away from from
Speaker 6: his job because I, like, I'm gonna always get.
Speaker 2: Here's the thing.
Speaker 5: You still listening to Kelly too?
Speaker 1: I love R.
Speaker 2: Kelly music. If I'm in a car and somebody playing it,
Speaker 2: I will not tell them to turn it off.
Speaker 5: So let's be clear, Kelly and we do yoga.
Speaker 2: But here's the thing.
Speaker 1: Let me tell you, I'm not canceled in Josslyn's world.
Speaker 6: I'm not listen. I don't cancel. I don't cancel certain
Speaker 6: people for what they've done when it comes down to
Speaker 6: their artistry, when it comes down to the street.
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna fuck with you. I'm not gonna vouch
Speaker 2: for you about Bill Cosby. Well you know Bill. Bill
Speaker 2: Cosby is a little older and I never really got
Speaker 2: into his shows.
Speaker 6: I never really got into his shows. But I still music.
Speaker 6: I'm a I'm a musician, so I love music.
Speaker 2: So if I hear you know, if I hear like
Speaker 2: just the Key and Chen, I.
Speaker 1: Don't even know that song why did that just came
Speaker 1: out of So you are not turning it off? Come
Speaker 1: on from your thought.
Speaker 6: Tells someone to turn it off? Like, listen, listen, I
Speaker 6: am I am. I am an advocate of being able
Speaker 6: to separate the two. I am a big advocate for that.
Speaker 6: I'm a big advocate for that. Like you are freak,
Speaker 6: you are ripe perst you be in jail. But the
Speaker 6: ship you don't did fifty years ago, I'm gonna listen
Speaker 6: to that ship somebody playing, like.
Speaker 2: I don't, I don't.
Speaker 6: I don't have his music on my on my I
Speaker 6: haven't buyt his music obviously in years.
Speaker 2: But I ain't gonna tell somebody to turn this ship off.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I played that ship.
Speaker 5: I'm gonna be especially if it's one of those ones.
Speaker 2: Exactly because he got them. You know.
Speaker 6: You know, being a genius come comes with a lot
Speaker 6: of responsibility. The responsibility is that you have to the
Speaker 6: responsibility is that you have to be able to like
Speaker 6: kill your demons in your mind, the demons that aren't
Speaker 6: good for you to let out.
Speaker 2: So being a genius, it comes with a great responsibility,
Speaker 2: you know.
Speaker 6: So I just feel like it's unfortunate for him that
Speaker 6: as good, good looking as his what he wasn't talented
Speaker 6: and a genius that he was with the music. It's
Speaker 6: unfortunate for him that he could never get help from
Speaker 6: dealing with those demons to be a better person. It's
Speaker 6: unfortunate because we all have demons, you know.
Speaker 1: I ain't a lot like when like the tape had
Speaker 1: came out, the first tape, I never seen the nigga
Speaker 1: just he was peeing all over ya.
Speaker 2: I men't telling him, but let's to pe on me bank.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, he wasn't ready. Y'all.
Speaker 2: Y'all don't like all the showers.
Speaker 1: No, I like the water, so you never wait, wash
Speaker 1: it up? God?
Speaker 2: So you never got a golden shower?
Speaker 5: No, ain't nobody ever showered gold.
Speaker 2: Who are you people?
Speaker 1: By the way, I know, by the way, Kelly's going
Speaker 1: to see this episode, like what might.
Speaker 2: She has kids?
Speaker 5: That's right, that's right.
Speaker 1: It was a golden shower.
Speaker 6: My bad talking about we're talking about ping like golden showers,
Speaker 6: his golden showers.
Speaker 2: Like you know, it's an enjoyable, amazing sexual thing.
Speaker 6: Especially if you you know, do it like I've golden
Speaker 6: showered plenty of pretty bitches.
Speaker 5: So how his worlds of taste, just you tasted.
Speaker 2: I've never got golden shower on because.
Speaker 5: I'm the golden shower up. You know showers. Okay, she
Speaker 5: she told me, she threw us into the river and
Speaker 5: told us to do something. Ain't even do it.
Speaker 2: But let's never let me do it on him.
Speaker 1: Okay, that's my man. I don't want to get him
Speaker 1: like that. That's my back.
Speaker 2: He's scared. Okay, Okay, golden shower is a great thing.
Speaker 6: Look the thing about sexuality, as long as you keep
Speaker 6: it clean and you just have one partner, it's awesome.
Speaker 2: You could do whatever.
Speaker 5: That's what's up. I'll respect that.
Speaker 6: I don't like it in the butt though, Okay, want
Speaker 6: to do the butt thing, but I will. But I
Speaker 6: will let a girl stick her whole face.
Speaker 2: In my asshole. I'm talking about the whole face.
Speaker 6: If you're gonna lick at my asshole, it's got to
Speaker 6: be from to Tobata a girl and you gotta put
Speaker 6: and she gotta put her whole face in there, everything, everything.
Speaker 1: So she probably has to have a small nose.
Speaker 2: No, she could have a big one. I don't discriminate.
Speaker 2: I got listen. I like a dark white Spanish.
Speaker 6: Everything they gotta be you know what I'm saying, They
Speaker 6: got they gotta meet.
Speaker 2: Some standers standards. I mean I have some.
Speaker 6: Too, because I like, listen all my new eper you
Speaker 6: will be able to hear how freaking I am. I
Speaker 6: think I started. You know what, I think that white.
Speaker 6: That's why do it like Vegas and all those.
Speaker 1: Long standard though I'm curious now on.
Speaker 6: The girl's house, she look yes, well, I mean I
Speaker 6: like skinner girls are like you know what, I like
Speaker 6: big girls too, go to dash. I don't mind the
Speaker 6: bigger girls, you.
Speaker 2: Know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6: But but but the ways gotta be a little bit smaller.
Speaker 6: The waist though a little bit, don't have to be
Speaker 6: like super smaller, but it definitely got to like be
Speaker 6: smaller than the butt.
Speaker 2: The bud could be like this, but the wors got
Speaker 2: to be about like this. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I could do that because you have beef for Prima
Speaker 1: Donna too, right, you sent her a pig.
Speaker 5: Like that was like I didn't understand.
Speaker 1: I was like, wait a minute, ready, because I thought
Speaker 1: at first then.
Speaker 2: I seen I said, oh that that's what I'm pricked.
Speaker 1: I love pig all right, That's what I was confused about.
Speaker 4: And then y'all cool now because you know you guys
Speaker 4: are kind of can.
Speaker 1: I say you can?
Speaker 2: I can I sell you something. I don't know anything
Speaker 2: about her. I know nothing about her, Okay, I don't
Speaker 2: know where's this going. No, I'm just I don't know
Speaker 2: anything about her. I swear to god, I don't know
Speaker 2: anything about her.
Speaker 5: I thought y'all was both from Miami. Both y'all, well,
Speaker 5: I'm from l Okay.
Speaker 2: I never hung out with her before, we never talked
Speaker 2: on the phone, we never did any of that. But
Speaker 2: like I said, like you know, catch people someone of
Speaker 2: you don't know, Well, you got to ask her because
Speaker 2: look at her and look at me. There's no connection.
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 6: I just feel like when you don't have no connection
Speaker 6: with anybody, it's like, bitch, what are you talking about?
Speaker 2: I don't even know you're like that?
Speaker 4: But you're both smart, y'are both entrepreneurs saying you've done greats.
Speaker 1: I like that absolutely.
Speaker 4: So that's why I'm saying, why do you guys have beef?
Speaker 4: And if y'all shitt it?
Speaker 2: If you do, yeah, because I swear I don't even
Speaker 2: know the lady. I promise you. I do not know
Speaker 2: this lady. I've never met this lady in my life
Speaker 2: like that, I swear to God never, and.
Speaker 6: I don't have listen congratulations to all the ladies getting money,
Speaker 6: including her. That's what I would never I would never
Speaker 6: come up here and listen. I like one bitches get paid.
Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying, Like I just really do.
Speaker 6: I just really don't know I know her like that.
Speaker 6: I gotta be real. I couldn't tell you none about
Speaker 6: the bitch.
Speaker 2: But we hope, we hope the best for y'all. We
Speaker 2: hope the best for everything is flexible. But what's not
Speaker 2: flexible is hate. So you can't fix hate.
Speaker 5: Okay, I agree with you on that. And one thing
Speaker 5: I've seen you say earlier, you bigged up Cardi B.
Speaker 1: I liked it that.
Speaker 5: I like that because you know me being I'm half
Speaker 5: Puerto Rican, half black, you.
Speaker 6: Know what I mean, that's so hard to be. I'm
Speaker 6: full Puerto Rican. Yeah, and it's so hard to be.
Speaker 2: After you tell me about Cardi By, I'll tell you why.
Speaker 5: But I was so happy to hear you big up
Speaker 5: Cardi B.
Speaker 1: Just now because one, I don't want females to fighting period,
Speaker 1: but as two Latinas and two Latinas who took who
Speaker 1: kind of had the same road and both successful. I
Speaker 1: love to see y'all getting along like that. That so
Speaker 1: when you said big up Cardi B just now and
Speaker 1: I could, I could hear the sincerity in your voice.
Speaker 5: But at one point, was y'all beefing? Was there something
Speaker 5: that was wrong?
Speaker 6: I think I think the situation with love and hip
Speaker 6: hop and the people in the audience just made it
Speaker 6: bigger than what it was. But I really, I really
Speaker 6: love Cardi B. Because she's a minute and I love Dominicans.
Speaker 6: People always think I'm Dominican. My family is Dominic, Yeah
Speaker 6: I have. I have a Dominican family. And one thing
Speaker 6: I respect about Cardi.
Speaker 3: B is that she.
Speaker 1: Is the.
Speaker 6: She is when you say somebody that built her life
Speaker 6: to be great, yes, she's that. She got a husband,
Speaker 6: she has her children, she has her career. I always
Speaker 6: tell people, maybe not in themediate because I don't really
Speaker 6: do a lot of interviews, but people that know me
Speaker 6: from like my hair, my makeup and everybody, I'd be like,
Speaker 6: Cardi B is a bad bitch. Cardi B not only
Speaker 6: came and did her music, she got a husband, she
Speaker 6: got her kids, she got it home. She built her life.
Speaker 6: That's bigger than anything. She not only just built her career,
Speaker 6: she has built her life. And so for me, it's
Speaker 6: like and then you know, she twittered one day, do
Speaker 6: it like they do it like it's is stuck in
Speaker 6: my left in my left brain, somebody please stick a
Speaker 6: knife in it. I'm like, oh my gosh, that's great
Speaker 6: because it's like, so I see her and she sees me.
Speaker 6: I think she's great.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I think she's great too. That makes a noose
Speaker 5: for Carter B.
Speaker 2: You know the thing I love That thing I love
Speaker 2: the most. The thing I love the most.
Speaker 6: About Cardi is how she was able to build her
Speaker 6: personal life with her husband, her kids. And then, let
Speaker 6: me say, that's what really drew me to her. I'm like, whoa,
Speaker 6: that's a bad bitch. And you can do it all
Speaker 6: at the same time.
Speaker 1: And you know what else, you know, because a lot
Speaker 1: of us, when people get rich, we forget, you know
Speaker 1: that we have feelings.
Speaker 5: And you know what I noticed a lot of people
Speaker 5: didn't even say like rest.
Speaker 1: In peace to take off take off Cardi B. Everyone
Speaker 1: should be saying yes, rest in peace, like to Quevo
Speaker 1: and to Offset as well, because has no regards because
Speaker 1: I just be seeing it, like and I see the
Speaker 1: things and people don't really even say. People don't really
Speaker 1: even say rest in peace. And I want to say
Speaker 1: that to all of because they was all a family
Speaker 1: at once, regardless if there is or isn't no more.
Speaker 1: But I want to say that because I felt, like,
Speaker 1: you know, on behalf of a drink chance, I would
Speaker 1: like to tell you know.
Speaker 2: I thought he has some oh half crowd, what do
Speaker 2: you mean half?
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, nobody make this point real quick, but the
Speaker 1: Crebo and to Offset and to Cardi b All, I
Speaker 1: would like to say rest in peace. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying because I understand how how hard it is
Speaker 1: to lose somebody famous, Like when Pun passed away, and
Speaker 1: I remember a lot of people just not really caring
Speaker 1: because they're like all cool, nor real, you're up, you're platinum,
Speaker 1: why would you care? And Pun was my closest friend,
Speaker 1: like and I got the pun every single day, like
Speaker 1: I'm talking about.
Speaker 5: No exaggeration, like out of thirty days out of.
Speaker 1: A month, I would be a pun like off to
Speaker 1: fifteen like for real, for real, like did you get
Speaker 1: over the hurt? I never got over to her. I
Speaker 1: never got over to her.
Speaker 2: I never want. How do you want? Because I've never lost.
Speaker 2: I've never lost.
Speaker 6: When I lost my father, I was thirteen years old,
Speaker 6: and my mom came and told me at my brother
Speaker 6: because my mama got her baby daddy.
Speaker 2: She's a whole hole, she told me.
Speaker 1: On the hold.
Speaker 6: She told me, she told me at my brother in
Speaker 6: the kitchen at thirteen, your daddy died. I'm looking at
Speaker 6: this bitch like this pitch is really psychotic. That is
Speaker 6: not a way to break get the meals down. So
Speaker 6: like now, right as I'm older, I'm more intune, you know,
Speaker 6: with who I am in the universe and prayers and
Speaker 6: stuff like that. So I light a candle of white
Speaker 6: candle for him and for his picture. When I feel
Speaker 6: him too much, I turn it off and I'm like,
Speaker 6: you gotta go, you gotta go, you gotta go that you.
Speaker 1: Got to go.
Speaker 2: So it's like relious. Now I'll tell you, well, he's dead.
Speaker 6: Now your mom with your mom, because listen, hey, my
Speaker 6: mom is my money anything.
Speaker 2: I'm always going to be there to support her.
Speaker 6: But sometimes your family be your biggest hell back I
Speaker 6: agree with you on that, and I hate you say
Speaker 6: because somebody gonn give.
Speaker 2: Me some fu gravity.
Speaker 5: Yeah, but let me tell you about my my father.
Speaker 2: See if I could get a real one.
Speaker 5: Let me.
Speaker 1: My father's death. I was platinum. I was platinum, and
Speaker 1: I went on tour. And then I said to say this,
Speaker 1: you want on tour.
Speaker 5: No, I was on tour.
Speaker 1: I was platinum, and I was in the middle of
Speaker 1: my father's death. It was July third, nineteen ninety eight,
Speaker 1: and the crazy thing was Chris lightighty and Mona Scott
Speaker 1: had to come to see me and say, Yo, you
Speaker 1: could either stop this tour that was nice, or you
Speaker 1: can continue because your pops want you to and like
Speaker 1: this this was like the first time, and I had
Speaker 1: to do it so like I said, like like like,
Speaker 1: I was famous losing my father and had to come
Speaker 1: outside every day with a smile on. Because people, if
Speaker 1: you have a bad day being famous, that's why I
Speaker 1: can't come outside.
Speaker 2: Do your job.
Speaker 1: I'm still gonna do my job. I can't go to
Speaker 1: McDonald's and be like, yo, I had a bad day today.
Speaker 1: Someone is there gonna be like and I'm ruined their
Speaker 1: day for not taking Yeah, I'm sorry to changing the subject.
Speaker 5: I swould have got one time.
Speaker 1: I swear I was in Pathmark three o'clock in the morning.
Speaker 1: It's a grocery store in New Jersey, and I was
Speaker 1: in there at three o'clock in the morning. I don't
Speaker 1: want to say in New Jersey because I don't know
Speaker 1: if Lauren still lives there. But I seen Lauren sneaking
Speaker 1: into a path Mark at three o'clock in the morning. Lauren, Lauren,
Speaker 1: Lauren Lauren Hill. Yes, I guess that's the time she could.
Speaker 1: I mean, I thought everyone who knew who Lauren I said,
Speaker 1: But so I saw her sneaking in and I started
Speaker 1: to realize. I said, oh, that's how some stars do it.
Speaker 1: They don't go They go out three o'clock in the
Speaker 1: morning and go food shopping.
Speaker 5: So I'm going there.
Speaker 2: I kid you not.
Speaker 1: I had a pimple like the size of this drink.
Speaker 1: I no, I just had just I don't know what happened.
Speaker 1: I just had like a pemple in the middle of
Speaker 1: my No.
Speaker 2: No, no, I was horrible.
Speaker 1: I was so when I walked in. It was a
Speaker 1: fan as soon as I walk in. And this was
Speaker 1: the time I'm where No, actually, the plastic cameras thepose
Speaker 1: moves ship. So the fan just comes straight up to
Speaker 1: me and was like, yo, can I get a picture
Speaker 1: it before Instagram? And I'm like, with the pimple right here,
Speaker 1: like it's this, it's this second from getting bust and
Speaker 1: pussle to be everywhere.
Speaker 2: And I was just like, yo, who wanted the picture
Speaker 2: with the legend y?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 5: I did not.
Speaker 1: I regretted this ship out of that. But but I
Speaker 1: also was like, yo, bro, I need one time. It's
Speaker 1: my miss me.
Speaker 2: I've done.
Speaker 5: I need one time.
Speaker 1: So I was like, nah, I did. And then recently
Speaker 1: I was in the Bahamas and this lady just came
Speaker 1: up to me and she was like, can I take
Speaker 1: a picture? And I was like, okay, why you just
Speaker 1: see me take pictures with everyone else? And what she
Speaker 1: said she didn't know who I was. I was like, no, yeah,
Speaker 1: you don't got to know. I don't regret this star.
Speaker 1: I was like no, I was like yo she was,
Speaker 1: I said what do I do? And she couldn't say.
Speaker 1: All she seen was other people taking pictures of me?
Speaker 1: And then she wanted to get it in the line
Speaker 1: and I said, no, this is reserved for my fans.
Speaker 1: For people who I agree with you, I'm sorry. Oh
Speaker 1: fuck her, fuck her? Fuck thank Okay, now this is
Speaker 1: the part of the game quick It's called quick time.
Speaker 1: It's line you're gonna give you one or the other.
Speaker 1: Oh no, I'm not doing that first question. Yeah, not No,
Speaker 1: this is retired the questions.
Speaker 5: I don't want.
Speaker 1: I don't want no people. Women, I'll just tell you
Speaker 1: like this, listen, I don't want to know. Listen, listen
Speaker 1: when a woman. Listen, if a woman called me about
Speaker 1: this show, I'm gonna be honest with you. I'll be
Speaker 1: scared to death. I'm scared of you'll. Women, I'm scared. No, no,
Speaker 1: it's even worse. I want to see it. It might
Speaker 1: be even worse. No, listen, listen, we are not in
Speaker 1: that first question.
Speaker 5: Let's see what you might think. It's bad. No, I
Speaker 5: know it's bad.
Speaker 2: I don't all the time. But when I'm in this
Speaker 2: type of environment, I need to hit.
Speaker 1: Yeah, squishes, swishes already roll Yeah, i't know. If you
Speaker 1: like you brunch, that's why I open you.
Speaker 5: That's why I offer you joint.
Speaker 2: Let me see what kind of swishes are though? Why
Speaker 2: is so white?
Speaker 5: No, it's brown, it's not yet.
Speaker 1: He's he's.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean just a roll blunts. Okay, yeah, he's.
Speaker 2: Okay, you say they got a la Puerto Rico.
Speaker 1: Caena, Come up, I also have family in cat.
Speaker 2: Is my man's familiar.
Speaker 5: But bea.
Speaker 1: Turn.
Speaker 2: I was shown in Puerto Rico. Come see.
Speaker 1: The artist. Let me get it, like.
Speaker 5: Right, for get it? Yes, speak Spanish? Hey, we get
Speaker 5: it out there.
Speaker 1: Hey, okay, okay, quick time.
Speaker 5: What's huh? No, I can't do I can't do it.
Speaker 5: I can't can't do it.
Speaker 1: No, no, no, I don't want it on my shoulder.
Speaker 1: No more, you don't understand. I got called on both sides.
Speaker 2: What happened?
Speaker 1: I'll tell you later. Oh yeah, I gotta be tired
Speaker 1: of the question. No, I'm gonna stick. I'm gonna stick
Speaker 1: with this. Yeah.
Speaker 5: So thank you.
Speaker 1: So you're changing you No, no, no, I'm it's not
Speaker 1: being answer. I'm going skipping it. Okay, are you ready? Yeah?
Speaker 1: This is good?
Speaker 5: But this is she can she can? She can?
Speaker 1: She can?
Speaker 5: She can?
Speaker 1: She can get away from this?
Speaker 5: So all right?
Speaker 1: Cool. By the way, did we explain the rules? Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm bad, bad, bad, because they scared.
Speaker 2: I thought I had to know.
Speaker 5: It's already, love, I'm told you just the wrong.
Speaker 1: You want. Oh yeah, it's already yeah, all that Spanish
Speaker 1: ya I was talking. You couldn't say that.
Speaker 5: You wanted a regular one, so you can roll it yourself.
Speaker 2: Then you gave me something that was roll okay, hold onry.
Speaker 1: So we gave you. We give you one of the
Speaker 1: the other. We give you one or the other. If
Speaker 1: you pick both and be politically correct, then you have
Speaker 1: to take a shot.
Speaker 2: But if but if not, did you take a shot
Speaker 2: of champagne? I don't drink like that.
Speaker 5: That's not cheating. You gotta take a shot.
Speaker 2: Can I tell you something? I mean, well, I mean
Speaker 2: fasting for two weeks.
Speaker 6: I mean I haven't ate anything right now and I
Speaker 6: only eat at seven I'm doing Ramadan.
Speaker 5: Okay, but you on drink chaps. We just wanted you
Speaker 5: remind well.
Speaker 2: That's why I'm taking something. And I don't want to
Speaker 2: be passed out on the tail and just.
Speaker 1: It's okay. The fans want to see it.
Speaker 6: I've been fasted for two weeks, no knocking me that,
Speaker 6: Like seven pm, I eat one meal and that's it.
Speaker 5: Okay, now, so I have to take it. But we
Speaker 5: we are, we are going, but look at we're going.
Speaker 5: You're here? You ready little that we're not a little because.
Speaker 1: That's on.
Speaker 7: Evericulous. Okay, yes, we just start to get.
Speaker 5: Are you ready? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Or Mark Anthony because they wouldn't be Anthony.
Speaker 5: But I heard the love.
Speaker 6: I respect both of them, but my heart is with
Speaker 6: etor level. I would say, little girl listening.
Speaker 2: Joe, so and.
Speaker 1: Okay, you're getting evil now I'll see I see.
Speaker 5: What you're doing.
Speaker 2: By the way, this is my favorite, like you have
Speaker 2: no understanding. This is that he is my spirits. I
Speaker 2: hope to sing like him one day.
Speaker 1: The level you have you a little crazy, but I
Speaker 1: got yesterday.
Speaker 2: I love him.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I love him too.
Speaker 2: So shout out to Mark. I love actor.
Speaker 1: Okay, boom, this one is gonna be good bad bunny
Speaker 1: or Drake bad buddy said that very fast. Sure, I
Speaker 1: put awaken.
Speaker 2: I gotta look at my Puto Rican people.
Speaker 1: I love the racism too.
Speaker 2: No, no, listen, listen.
Speaker 1: Water to say, Okay, Daddy, Yankee or Donald mar don't matter.
Speaker 5: Okay, she ain't trying to drink.
Speaker 1: Okay, but Evy Queen or trina E queen Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: Carol g or Becky.
Speaker 5: I would go with okay, and well or sooner.
Speaker 2: I gotta go sooner.
Speaker 5: Okay, but I believe you.
Speaker 1: No, he's Dominican.
Speaker 2: No, but no matter like I get.
Speaker 5: Like, okay, I would never put this question, but.
Speaker 1: My producers for this.
Speaker 5: Yes.
Speaker 1: By the way, the two people he makes these answers,
Speaker 1: and he makes these answers Columbians Dominicans. I love.
Speaker 5: I just feel like, oh, I like this. Okay.
Speaker 2: I've always had good relationships.
Speaker 5: Yeah, Dominican, he Dominican.
Speaker 1: Okay. I would never put this question, but I'm gonna
Speaker 1: put it because they put it there and they have
Speaker 1: you push you out on the first question, big one
Speaker 1: or Fat Joe? Take a good shot? You take a
Speaker 1: shot for Puerto Rico, big pun. Oh ship, she's still
Speaker 1: to take a shot for a big pun? Then, oh,
Speaker 1: we ain't got another one? Okay, cool.
Speaker 2: Let me tell you something. I love Fat Joe and
Speaker 2: he's always so respectful to me and and but listen,
Speaker 2: when he sees us, he's he's he's one of the
Speaker 2: people that I met. He's like you. No, Fat Joe
Speaker 2: is like you. He's such a good person.
Speaker 1: You got to see the shot or don't count.
Speaker 2: He's such a good person.
Speaker 1: I love brother Fat Joe.
Speaker 5: I haven't seen you in like six months. I miss you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, he's he's I just think he's so. His spirit
Speaker 2: is so good. Great God, great God. Love his spirited
Speaker 2: thinking about his spirit is so good. He reminds me
Speaker 2: of you. You guys remind me of each other.
Speaker 1: Like my brother.
Speaker 6: Every everything about you, guys. SE's one hundred percent real.
Speaker 5: That's right.
Speaker 1: Goddamn. Okay, I like this one, Missy or Eve Missy Okay,
Speaker 1: Doja cat or magnae Stallion.
Speaker 2: Megan.
Speaker 5: I like this question, Rolex or kod Roles.
Speaker 1: I'm taking a shot for that.
Speaker 5: I'm I'm taking. I'm taking a shot for that. I'm taking.
Speaker 1: I'm taking.
Speaker 5: I know where I was the original. Yeah, you know
Speaker 5: you could go in there look at some nuts things
Speaker 5: and get.
Speaker 1: Ship is crazy. It's right outside you can people. We're
Speaker 1: gonna die right.
Speaker 2: In Miami.
Speaker 5: I'm sorry, Roles.
Speaker 4: With the Miami Hurricanes football team before the.
Speaker 6: You winning, you can bless it's the best caub they
Speaker 6: ever made in Miami.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: I hate to say.
Speaker 2: You can do that you want, but you're gonna wall
Speaker 2: up that one. I'm over here smoking squishes all right,
Speaker 2: drink daddy, drink daddy.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm. Two part versus d M x.
Speaker 2: DMX. Yeah this I know I hate x M.
Speaker 1: The next one dmx DMX you got, I like this one.
Speaker 1: Puerto Rico or Miami, Puerto Rico.
Speaker 5: Okay, Puerto Rico whatever they call me.
Speaker 2: The Puerto Rican Princess in Puerto Rico soon as they
Speaker 2: see me, Puerto Rican Princess. What you doing here? This
Speaker 2: is my hood fucking.
Speaker 8: Bull or floor rider people, d H one or Zeus
Speaker 8: Zeus radio or podcasts, podcasts?
Speaker 1: Loyalty or respect?
Speaker 2: Loyalty? Wow, because sometimes you are not gonna respect me
Speaker 2: because I'm gon talk that shit, but you're gonna give
Speaker 2: me your loyalty.
Speaker 5: God damn it. That was ill.
Speaker 2: That was.
Speaker 1: You love it?
Speaker 5: So what do you like more? Making music or making television?
Speaker 2: Making music?
Speaker 1: Making music? I know, you know it's just fine.
Speaker 6: Since I was fine, I've been trying to run away
Speaker 6: from it. It's very difficult. I ran from this thing
Speaker 6: for such a long time and you just beat me
Speaker 6: in my ass, you know, because you know my thing
Speaker 6: is like.
Speaker 2: It was always so.
Speaker 5: Is that based on financial No.
Speaker 2: No, no, no, I'm not speaking money. I'm speaking like
Speaker 2: hurt okay, you know, like meaning through music.
Speaker 6: Yeah, because you know a lot of people could be like,
Speaker 6: tell you how bad you are when you truly know
Speaker 6: you're not, and so he could get hurt. Fol So,
Speaker 6: But but I don't like talking about that stuff. But
Speaker 6: while listen, like you know what's crazy.
Speaker 1: I have a friend that sometimes he wakes up and
Speaker 1: he goes and kind of googles himself for the bad
Speaker 1: shit that he hears about his own stuff. And I'm
Speaker 1: looking like, yo, why can't you do the same exact
Speaker 1: thing for the good. Like he wakes up and he
Speaker 1: wants to be in a negative, bad zone, so he
Speaker 1: will google bad shit about him to look at it,
Speaker 1: And I'm like, why not do the same exact thing.
Speaker 2: Maybe that's just the way that he copes. Yeah, you
Speaker 2: can't tell people how to cope, you know. I think
Speaker 2: that trying to show people your talent could get really
Speaker 2: it could get really dreadful. You know, it's almost like
Speaker 2: maybe you don't even want to be here. Sometimes it's
Speaker 2: like you're trying so hard to give people what you
Speaker 2: know they need, and he's someone's like they dismiss you,
Speaker 2: and that can get really her for you know, it was,
Speaker 2: it was, it was plenty of times I was going
Speaker 2: to give up, but you know why I didn't because
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm not going to give up on myself, right,
Speaker 2: Like I could give up on anything, but I'm not
Speaker 2: going to give up on myself. So, you know, when
Speaker 2: I was five, I had heroin needles on my foot
Speaker 2: running in Puerto Rico, in Carolina to my mouth house,
Speaker 2: like I got a needle on my focus. You know,
Speaker 2: we all run outside with our shoes. Hero was big
Speaker 2: and Puerto Rico, yeah, my dad did.
Speaker 6: Of a heroin overdose and I was I'm an eighties baby,
Speaker 6: and so you know, being in Puerto Rico, like, I'm
Speaker 6: just really blessed not to be a drug addict. This
Speaker 6: is all I've ever been around my whole you know,
Speaker 6: teenage years, I've been around a lot of drug addicts,
Speaker 6: and in Puerto Rico, just seeing that, like I literally
Speaker 6: go downstairs and I see somebody here in the pipe
Speaker 6: or somebody hearing the needle, like literally and it's like,
Speaker 6: you still got to go to school in the morning.
Speaker 2: If you see somebody in the pipe.
Speaker 6: What that means you just got to go to School's
Speaker 6: money like crack and so you know, for me, for me,
Speaker 6: it was just like I've seen it so much. It's
Speaker 6: just like, you know, it's like that's why, you know, listen,
Speaker 6: being an artist literally has been bodying me in my
Speaker 6: ass since I was five. But it was just a
Speaker 6: difficult situation and I just then I felt like I'm
Speaker 6: already dealing with not having a father, having a mother
Speaker 6: that's not that good at raising her children. She has
Speaker 6: My mom has six kids, five baby daddies. I told
Speaker 6: y'all she was a whole hole, and just yeah, but
Speaker 6: you know, my thing is like I felt, you gotta
Speaker 6: do you know, I's a human being when you go
Speaker 6: to a certain age. But you know, for my mother,
Speaker 6: I can't really like I'm not mad at my mother
Speaker 6: because my mother went through a lie. You know, her
Speaker 6: her father, my mother's father is a white man with
Speaker 6: green eyes. Her mom is a black like this lady.
Speaker 6: So her she came from two different words right to
Speaker 6: different trauma. So it's like I'm never upset at her.
Speaker 6: But like when you get a little older, you have
Speaker 6: to know what's going on.
Speaker 2: And so for me, I've always just felt like I'm
Speaker 2: already trying to figure out how to live a life
Speaker 2: with our parents, and now I'm trying to have a
Speaker 2: life for the world. That's very difficult. That's it's very difficult.
Speaker 2: You got this, you got this, You are doing it.
Speaker 2: You are doing it like like like, just just.
Speaker 5: Think about it, like I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't.
Speaker 6: That's why I don't like doing interviews because I like
Speaker 6: to get real real. I like to get real, and
Speaker 6: I don't feel like some people deserve my realness because
Speaker 6: some people might not believe what I'm saying. But I
Speaker 6: still remember going up in Puerto Rica like it happened yesterday.
Speaker 6: I can't yesterday, of course, and so I remember not
Speaker 6: having ship. I remember my mom that teaching me nothing.
Speaker 6: I literally had to teach myself how to watch my
Speaker 6: own body.
Speaker 5: But maybe she didn't know.
Speaker 6: That's but this is not about her. This is about me,
Speaker 6: got it. I'm not talking about her. I'm talking about me.
Speaker 6: It's very difficult coming forward. I came from to be
Speaker 6: where I'm at now. I have to fight a lot
Speaker 6: of demons to be here right now.
Speaker 1: A lot. I had to fight a lot of people.
Speaker 1: And in case you don't know, a lot of people and.
Speaker 5: A lot of people want to please.
Speaker 2: And not only that, yes, and no, only that I'm
Speaker 2: still I'm.
Speaker 6: Still fighting every day, and I'm gonna tell you right now,
Speaker 6: it's not it's not regular people. I go through the
Speaker 6: same ship. Regular people go through even more ship. And
Speaker 6: I know I'm a good mother.
Speaker 2: I take care of my daughter that if it wasn't
Speaker 2: for ballistic and my daughter and yoga, I would probably
Speaker 2: be dead somewhere. I would have probably took my own life.
Speaker 2: People always look at people always look at me like,
Speaker 2: this is just what it is.
Speaker 5: This is not just what it is.
Speaker 2: I have a heart, I have a brain, I have feelings,
Speaker 2: I have emotions, I have I have I have the
Speaker 2: things that regular humans have. And people don't really consider
Speaker 2: people like I mean, like, I'm not going through nothing.
Speaker 2: I'm going through a lot. I'm going through more ship
Speaker 2: that you're going through.
Speaker 5: I have to I have to.
Speaker 6: I have to try to be the best I could
Speaker 6: be for an audience that might not want what I'm
Speaker 6: giving him.
Speaker 2: For years, I got denied my stuff.
Speaker 1: I know I was good.
Speaker 2: I'm better now and I'm gonna get better. But how
Speaker 2: many years did I get denying? How many years?
Speaker 6: How many ladies came after me or around me that
Speaker 6: dropped that career because it took so long, how many
Speaker 6: I'm proud of me, and I'm proud.
Speaker 1: Of me for it thinking.
Speaker 6: What I was trying to say to you, and I
Speaker 6: hate to get emotional because it's a bunch of boys
Speaker 6: here and you guys.
Speaker 2: Don't get it.
Speaker 5: We do get it.
Speaker 4: What I was trying to say to you is this
Speaker 4: is what I was trying to say to you, and
Speaker 4: I and I understand, you know the adversity and everything,
Speaker 4: but for you to get better, you have to start
Speaker 4: to forgive. And then the people that deserve it the
Speaker 4: most on your forgiveness scale would probably start with the
Speaker 4: person that gave you life, like what he was saying
Speaker 4: with I love my opportunity to people that get my opportunities,
Speaker 4: I love I.
Speaker 2: Love my mom, I love Mona, I love all of them.
Speaker 4: But at the same time, I forgive them because they
Speaker 4: didn't have knowing their rule book, forgot about it.
Speaker 6: They're forgotten perfect. I forgive them and I love them.
Speaker 6: But to respect me and to love me is to
Speaker 6: do why it's to focus on me. They're gonna be
Speaker 6: there if they want to be in my life. Their
Speaker 6: doors are open.
Speaker 2: But I still have to focus on me because I'm
Speaker 2: still the same.
Speaker 6: Little sometimes I'm a bigger person. I'm still the same little,
Speaker 6: bigger person. Can I tell you something?
Speaker 4: Can I?
Speaker 2: Can I tell you something?
Speaker 5: Love?
Speaker 2: I'm still the same little girl that came from Puerto Rico.
Speaker 1: I was still that girl.
Speaker 5: The tears is that not?
Speaker 2: That tears my mind, my body, everything. I'm still that
Speaker 2: person that's not going to ever leave me. You need
Speaker 2: to understand that, and they also need to understand that too.
Speaker 2: I gotta respect myself too. You can't. It's not this
Speaker 2: is not about anyone but me. I don't care about
Speaker 2: anybody else.
Speaker 5: I can't.
Speaker 2: If I do, I'll die. I can't care about anybody else.
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna do that. I'm not about to start
Speaker 2: doing that. They need to care about me. It's enough.
Speaker 2: I've cared about people.
Speaker 5: My whole life.
Speaker 2: Now it's my tour for people to care about me.
Speaker 2: I deserve that. I deserve that.
Speaker 5: That's where I'm Yes, I'm gonna.
Speaker 1: And I'm gonna take a shot because I want to
Speaker 1: get back happy and this we have don't let's get happy.
Speaker 2: But you guys are my therapist right now, you brother.
Speaker 1: Universe I'm happy I have all boys to be yes,
Speaker 1: and we just because you know why, we got your back.
Speaker 2: Because I don't.
Speaker 6: I don't crying for the bitches, just like they think
Speaker 6: it's a joke, like I crying for like my friend,
Speaker 6: like my management Melissa shout out to her, like I
Speaker 6: cried for her.
Speaker 2: I cried crying for the Blasta. But in front of
Speaker 2: my daughter, and my daughter be like, Mommy, don't cry.
Speaker 2: I'm here for us.
Speaker 5: So crying is trust for you?
Speaker 1: Yes, God, Yes, drinks you got trust?
Speaker 2: Had another shot, and I'm gonna tell you this. I know,
Speaker 2: I know for a fact. I know for a fact,
Speaker 2: and I put my hands in fire.
Speaker 6: This has been the best interview with the best great
Speaker 6: energy y'all ever had.
Speaker 2: Yet.
Speaker 1: Drinks, of course, what's your drinks? You don't have to
Speaker 1: listen because our platforms it's about celebrating our artists, about
Speaker 1: celebrating all legends, about celebrating off people, and we.
Speaker 5: Want you to know that that's what we're here doing today.
Speaker 5: We are celebrating you.
Speaker 2: Can tell you something? Can I tell you something?
Speaker 1: Yes?
Speaker 2: The reason why this platform is the way it is
Speaker 2: is because of you.
Speaker 5: Thank you.
Speaker 2: No, no, listen listen to it. Listen, we love you
Speaker 2: and you deserve your flowers. Stop listen, listen. I stopped
Speaker 2: ship listen.
Speaker 6: I stopped by it, and I told me, I said,
Speaker 6: and I wanted to I wanted to buy. I wanted
Speaker 6: to buy you some jewelry.
Speaker 2: I like, no, I'm like, I'm not my gosh, like,
Speaker 2: I have nothing.
Speaker 6: I got the text last night. I'm like, I have
Speaker 6: to bring something. I'm like, I can't bring liquid. They
Speaker 6: have everything that So I'm like, I know for a
Speaker 6: fact that like everybody loves you, like not because.
Speaker 2: I'm nothing, but how your heart.
Speaker 5: Heart?
Speaker 6: So you have a good you got a good heart, pure,
Speaker 6: your wife got a good to your heart, and you
Speaker 6: have a good team behind you. But nobody would nobody
Speaker 6: would come sit down here and talk if you wasn't here.
Speaker 6: You're like legendary. I'm not trying to to your horn,
Speaker 6: but appreciate that I'm not sitting I'm exactly. I would
Speaker 6: never I would never like I wouldn't like it's like
Speaker 6: it's certain things I'm saying I'm gonna do.
Speaker 2: But I was really excited to come here to sit down.
Speaker 5: Was excited for you to come here to take.
Speaker 2: That with you guys, because I feel like.
Speaker 6: I feel like this is like one of the greatest
Speaker 6: things that I could do us an artist, is to
Speaker 6: come and sit down with you guys.
Speaker 1: I got take a shot.
Speaker 4: Okay, all right, you know, loyalty and respect is always there.
Speaker 5: But I just figured out on what you said the
Speaker 5: view or drink Champs at all.
Speaker 2: Drink champ.
Speaker 1: But that's a good you.
Speaker 6: You You host, ain't nobody, ain't nothing. No, I call
Speaker 6: host the real Okay, so huge. First of all, the girls,
Speaker 6: the girls was like they didn't know what was happening,
Speaker 6: but I was. I was up there talking about ship
Speaker 6: and it was all looking at me. They actually sent
Speaker 6: me a contract.
Speaker 5: They sent you a contract? Yes, because I mean they sent.
Speaker 2: Me a contract to become one of the casts.
Speaker 6: Because that's yeah, because at that time, that's when Tomorrow
Speaker 6: has left to do bigger things. Okay, that's when they
Speaker 6: send me contract. But I showed not to do it
Speaker 6: because I just always felt like I was so young
Speaker 6: to sit up there and just be talking.
Speaker 2: I need to shake this pussy Like I was like,
Speaker 2: I'm not doing that.
Speaker 5: You got is that something right? Future? Let me tell
Speaker 5: you me.
Speaker 6: I'm like, I'm not going to sit down here. So
Speaker 6: they were like, okay, we love you. I'm like, listen,
Speaker 6: thank you, thank you. But I am not about to
Speaker 6: like spend my early thirties, my late twenties here sitting
Speaker 6: down talking to you. I'm about to shake my ass,
Speaker 6: go on tour, have a cabaret. I'm on my third season.
Speaker 6: I'm about to go in the fourth season. I just
Speaker 6: did college. He'll come out this month. I'm going back
Speaker 6: on tour. I'm with drink shamps.
Speaker 1: Like, what the fuck.
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 1: It?
Speaker 6: Don't get up back it, don't get no better than it,
Speaker 6: don't get no better than this. But that's where you
Speaker 6: get my tears fun because that's with much success come
Speaker 6: much responsibility. So if I'm not crying to my friends,
Speaker 6: who am I crying too?
Speaker 1: So let me ask you, though, is that something that
Speaker 1: you whatever huh? The light lighter on my bad? Is
Speaker 1: that something you ever get in because I see you,
Speaker 1: like as a late night talk host, like your own show,
Speaker 1: your own show, is that something or even that's a
Speaker 1: lot of responsibilities? Yes, yeah, no, because with technology nowadays,
Speaker 1: you can shoot four episodes in one day and no one.
Speaker 6: That's like, yeah, that is very stationary and I like
Speaker 6: to be free, like a bird, I who's not like
Speaker 6: any control.
Speaker 2: I like to have my own creative control. I like
Speaker 2: to be free. I cannot work for the man. I
Speaker 2: gotta go. I got ship to do.
Speaker 6: I got to be a good bye Bahamas Turns and
Speaker 6: cacot Rico, Dominican Republic. You know what I'm saying, Like, Idaho, Idaho.
Speaker 1: I hope.
Speaker 6: I haven't been to hate it, but I would. I
Speaker 6: would love to go, and I am going because I
Speaker 6: love hating people.
Speaker 2: Haitian people.
Speaker 6: I like Puerto Rican people, Dominican people. They used to
Speaker 6: always think I was Haitian growing up, so yeah, they're always.
Speaker 2: So. My my fiance is best friend, he's said Haitian,
Speaker 2: my hair dress is to Haitian.
Speaker 6: So like, I have a lot of Haitian people around me.
Speaker 6: But I grew up with all Haitians in a load
Speaker 6: of because everybody that I went to school was.
Speaker 5: With those just saying we're there.
Speaker 1: I'm mad.
Speaker 6: I never learned how to speak crill because I'm like that.
Speaker 6: All my uh Haitian friends they speak Spanish, but I
Speaker 6: never learned how to speak Creole.
Speaker 2: So I just always good out.
Speaker 5: There with every language.
Speaker 6: Yeah, we speak all literally talk. I literally talld my
Speaker 6: fucking eyes hair dresser that.
Speaker 2: The other day. I'm like, fucking Haitian speak every language.
Speaker 2: I'm like the Puerto Ricans, we only speak the Spanish.
Speaker 6: People only speak to languages like Haitian speak every language,
Speaker 6: creative language.
Speaker 5: I'm like, so you get you Why do you remember
Speaker 5: he's going to take a mile like I know.
Speaker 2: He talks the Patians? Do be speaking a lot?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, no, I ain't gotta lie. We were the
Speaker 1: first place we turched. We checked into Turk and Kegos,
Speaker 1: and the.
Speaker 5: Dude was hate. He knew every goddamn.
Speaker 2: Las are you going tomorrow?
Speaker 1: I was, I am not anymore because my wife, my wife,
Speaker 1: let me get your home tomorrow. Uh. My wife has
Speaker 1: a dinna because you gotta come to my wife's juice ball.
Speaker 5: My wife has a dinner, she has a juice ball.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: And she recently did a collab with Nike and like
Speaker 1: with Nike, yeah, not even because she's my wife. She
Speaker 1: did a collab with Night because they like her juice ball,
Speaker 1: and she had a two day event, so they were
Speaker 1: celebrated her day on Saturday. I didn't even go.
Speaker 5: I didn't even go.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I didn't even go.
Speaker 2: I was out of town.
Speaker 5: Yeah yeah, but Saturday, yeah, Saturday, yeah yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 1: So let me let me say this, congrass my wife.
Speaker 1: I was so let me Houston juice because one of
Speaker 1: the things that was a major part of loving hip
Speaker 1: hop was when you and Stevie had like somewhat beef.
Speaker 1: He would always stow the management contract at your face
Speaker 1: and he'll be like, oh, well, you you can't come out,
Speaker 1: or you can't perform, or you can't do that.
Speaker 5: What was the difference between you.
Speaker 1: Being with Stevie and having under that contract and you
Speaker 1: now being with your fiance but it's you're still under
Speaker 1: the contract. What is the difference?
Speaker 5: You know?
Speaker 2: I truly respect Stevie and we're friends. We're friends.
Speaker 6: Yeah, now we're friends. He he's really pretty. He's a
Speaker 6: cool person. I think that ladies grow faster than men grow.
Speaker 1: That's correct. No, No, you are correct. I know that
Speaker 1: for yeah, I know that for a fact, way more
Speaker 1: mature than men.
Speaker 2: But all of them. But you know what I mean, Like, yeah, like.
Speaker 6: When I think about it now, it's like funny to
Speaker 6: me because it's like we shared the same blood.
Speaker 1: Yeah, beautiful, beautiful Chip on the show.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we share the same blood.
Speaker 6: So it's like, when I really think about it, now,
Speaker 6: it's funny because it's like, I know he ain't me that,
Speaker 6: and I know he's very proud of me because he
Speaker 6: always be like, man, I'm proud of you.
Speaker 1: I hear your music.
Speaker 2: He always tells me that, always tell me that. He's like,
Speaker 2: I'm proud of you. I hear your music. He talks
Speaker 2: to b Listic.
Speaker 6: They talk to each other on the phone whenever they
Speaker 6: whatever is happening or whatever, they communicate.
Speaker 2: So it's like he's like, now he's like a brother
Speaker 2: to me, Like I want him. I want him to win.
Speaker 2: I expect him to win.
Speaker 1: For you.
Speaker 2: I want him to do I want him to do great.
Speaker 6: So it's like, when I think about it, I think
Speaker 6: it's hilarious. But I think we were both young because
Speaker 6: even though he was older than me, he's a man,
Speaker 6: so you guys mature a little bit slower than So
Speaker 6: it's like I'm a man on TV being young. He
Speaker 6: had made billions of dollars. I'm starting in the game.
Speaker 6: He feels like he gave me an opportunity, and it's
Speaker 6: like yeah, and then we were like that, but I
Speaker 6: promise you he is one of my closest friend.
Speaker 2: He has to be, he is.
Speaker 6: He share We share a blow with the baby, my husband,
Speaker 6: but listened. My fiance has been raising Bonnie since she
Speaker 6: was two. But Stevie through his hardest and his best
Speaker 6: to be there when she tells him, I want to
Speaker 6: see you, He'll fly in time. He really tries to
Speaker 6: be in her life as much as he can. And
Speaker 6: I have to say that because it's true, so let me.
Speaker 6: And he feels he like he loves his daughter.
Speaker 2: He wants he wants to see her happy, and he
Speaker 2: wants to see her and spend time with her.
Speaker 6: And he does that with all his children as much
Speaker 6: as he can, as much as you pressure them.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 2: Bonnie is like, what the hell you at?
Speaker 1: You know, asked, because when we googled you online, it
Speaker 1: said that you had one point lost custody.
Speaker 2: Was that true or it was true?
Speaker 5: It was true?
Speaker 2: It was true.
Speaker 6: He was being he was being super petty back in
Speaker 6: those days, and he felt like I wasn't trying to
Speaker 6: let him see Bonnie. But I wanted to go shoot
Speaker 6: the boot camp with Ballistic, and I left Bonnie with
Speaker 6: her grandmother, and so when he called me, I'm like, listen,
Speaker 6: I'm my world. Bonnie is with the grandma. You know,
Speaker 6: He's like he did a move on me. He was like, man,
Speaker 6: you ain't gonna you know. It was one of those
Speaker 6: things where I really couldn't even into the phone. You
Speaker 6: were like, he's you know, he's trying.
Speaker 2: To get his thought. He wanted to face. I got it,
Speaker 2: I got it, I got it new, I got a
Speaker 2: new man. He probably like, damn, she ain't gonna never
Speaker 2: lis seen me. But he won't like that.
Speaker 6: So he felt like he needed to go and get
Speaker 6: custody of money. He had me really hot. But then
Speaker 6: we went to court. He missed court and I got
Speaker 6: her back, got it right back because he missed cart
Speaker 6: because you know, no, he missed cartcass.
Speaker 2: No, he missed court.
Speaker 6: Because he didn't give a fuck to me in court
Speaker 6: because he don't care. He was just trying to make
Speaker 6: sure that, oh my gosh, am I gonna ever see
Speaker 6: my kid. When he realized it, want like that, it's like,
Speaker 6: I'm not gonna fight her, like for what. So I
Speaker 6: just thought it was we were you know, it's probably
Speaker 6: been like six years.
Speaker 1: So he had her.
Speaker 6: He had custody on her for like a month, which
Speaker 6: I knew I was gonna get her back.
Speaker 2: It's not even that I get it, do that, you
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. I'm not.
Speaker 6: I'm gonna be very upset, but I'm not gonna fight
Speaker 6: with you. So it was like two weeks there or
Speaker 6: two weeks here too, was there, but now I got custody.
Speaker 2: But he gets her. He gets her all the time.
Speaker 2: He's in Miami all the time. That so he gets her.
Speaker 6: So it's like, Listen, at the end of the day,
Speaker 6: I'm very lucky to have my husband take care of.
Speaker 2: My daughter every day. And I'm very lucky to have.
Speaker 6: Her dad Stevie be in her life and come and
Speaker 6: see her and they can all communicate and hang out,
Speaker 6: and it's all up.
Speaker 5: Did it take to get to that place?
Speaker 6: It's been a one I mean it's been a while. Yeah,
Speaker 6: he's been a listen. I actually I actually he just
Speaker 6: got a divorce from his wife, right. He caused me ballistic.
Speaker 5: I didn't even know.
Speaker 2: I'm like, what do you mean to faith?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 6: Yeah, so he calls he caused my phone and look,
Speaker 6: I mean, I mean the car with Bonnie and he's
Speaker 6: like what.
Speaker 1: Stevie.
Speaker 2: Outside Stevie, I'm like ballisticas I don't know where Ballistic
Speaker 2: is at.
Speaker 6: But I'm with Bonnie, you all right, I need to
Speaker 6: talk to Belsta. I just got a divorce and I
Speaker 6: was like, well, let me call him and see what
Speaker 6: he at so like he wanted to.
Speaker 5: It took like ten years he got divorced.
Speaker 2: I don't mean his business like that, but I know
Speaker 2: he called it. He's like, I want to talk.
Speaker 6: I want to celebrate with my bro. But Listic, I'm like,
Speaker 6: a Liistic is not in the car with me on
Speaker 6: my lime and chill because me, I'm min in the car.
Speaker 6: She's like, fool, what do you mean?
Speaker 2: You got a divorce? You don't know what's going on.
Speaker 6: So it's like we're that cool where he you know
Speaker 6: where we're talking like that and it's been years. I mean,
Speaker 6: I really think he's a great person and I wish
Speaker 6: him the best from the bottom of my heart.
Speaker 2: I think that's just from the bottom of my heart.
Speaker 1: But that's that's That's what I'm saying about you to me,
Speaker 1: that's the growth in you, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: Like like me hearing you speak about certain people that
Speaker 1: was in your life like that.
Speaker 6: That's that is the growth to me, you know what
Speaker 6: I mean, that's definitely the girl for me because niggas
Speaker 6: be playing.
Speaker 2: But no, I tell you something.
Speaker 6: I sent him all my great energy and I hope
Speaker 6: he gets back on top of the same where he
Speaker 6: was when he made his millions a dollar and I
Speaker 6: believe in him and I know he gonna be all right.
Speaker 5: Do you think do you think that.
Speaker 1: Overall was loving hip hop good for you?
Speaker 6: It was the best thing that happened in my life.
Speaker 6: I said of having Bonnie Bella, that's.
Speaker 4: What jewish Mona Scott. You you used the word, you know,
Speaker 4: loving hip hop and Mona Scott is kind of like
Speaker 4: the same words.
Speaker 2: But it's not.
Speaker 5: But it's not.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's not.
Speaker 5: It's not.
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna get into that part.
Speaker 6: But yeah, it's an entity and one is the person exactly.
Speaker 6: It's part of the it's too antity. It's basically pretty
Speaker 6: much because she's an entity herself.
Speaker 1: She's done a lot.
Speaker 6: But uh, if it wasn't for love of hippop when
Speaker 6: we can't actually Bonnie was born on especially that I
Speaker 6: secty to produce my first time. When I have Bonnie
Speaker 6: I sected to produce my first delivery special. That's how
Speaker 6: it became about being owner and being a secretary, producer
Speaker 6: and a creator. Because when Bunnie was born on Vhran,
Speaker 6: she was born on TV. I had her in the
Speaker 6: water birth and we feel it and that was my
Speaker 6: first time ever producing the show when I had her.
Speaker 5: So you produced it, produce it.
Speaker 1: I didn't know.
Speaker 6: If I would have known better than I would have
Speaker 6: own it too. But I just a secret of produce.
Speaker 2: But now on everything.
Speaker 5: Wait wait wait wait wait, so so how does this happen?
Speaker 1: You what you said?
Speaker 5: You said you know I want an executive reduce this.
Speaker 6: No, I did ask them. I told them one thing
Speaker 6: you're gonna learn about me. I don't ask for nothing.
Speaker 2: I tell you what I want. When I when I
Speaker 2: spread to my universe, the way I am with people that.
Speaker 6: Love, I give the energy that I give out, the
Speaker 6: worst that come out of my mouth, the sexiness. I
Speaker 6: literally worded my whole life to be the most desirable woman.
Speaker 2: In the world. When I speak to my human niverse,
Speaker 2: my universe owes me what I ask for it. I
Speaker 2: give you what I give.
Speaker 6: You're gonna give me what I what you need to
Speaker 6: give me. If not, I'm gonna be a nasty bitch.
Speaker 6: And you don't want me to be nasty bitch. I
Speaker 6: burn you the whole fucking down universe. No more universe.
Speaker 1: You fuck with me, don't burn some ship.
Speaker 6: Everybody, everybody, everybody did so with that bitch, that bit
Speaker 6: that bitch. No, don't fuck with me, because I could
Speaker 6: just be just as destructive. But I'm not gonna do
Speaker 6: that because I don't like that.
Speaker 2: I don't like that. I like love. I don't like
Speaker 2: this truction. I could get there, I could get there.
Speaker 2: That is not the fun with me.
Speaker 6: So respectfully, I asked for what I want every morning,
Speaker 6: and I received.
Speaker 5: Let me ask you because this is my friend.
Speaker 1: He just walked in. His name is Eddie the ass Eater.
Speaker 1: That's that's.
Speaker 4: Remember her like, if she's going there, it's only going
Speaker 4: to be women.
Speaker 6: Listen, No, no, no, I want to yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 6: because I want to because I'm married.
Speaker 1: But what I want to ask is what I got
Speaker 1: when you hear somebody holdong, when you hear somebody named
Speaker 1: Eddie the ass Eater as a as a woman, that
Speaker 1: was if he wasn't married, he wasn't getting what does
Speaker 1: that is that attractive? Or should we change his name
Speaker 1: because he's clearly as I think it fits him.
Speaker 5: Yeah, your name.
Speaker 2: Him?
Speaker 1: If he was a woman, what.
Speaker 5: What what do you fip the.
Speaker 6: He don't listen, he looks he looks like a man,
Speaker 6: only he's giving all men.
Speaker 1: If he was a girl and he got goodie shirt
Speaker 1: on tweeting cheeks.
Speaker 2: But he's not a man. He's a whole He's not
Speaker 2: a woman. He's a whole man. That's a man right there.
Speaker 2: That's a real man right now.
Speaker 5: See him as a woman at all?
Speaker 4: No, okay, I got I just try to see if
Speaker 4: his face to get between the cheeks.
Speaker 1: No, he's a woman.
Speaker 2: That's all man right there.
Speaker 1: No. No, So when we said yo, we book at Johnson,
Speaker 1: the whole windows like listen, that's why she wills here
Speaker 1: with all you guys.
Speaker 2: I'm excited.
Speaker 6: I know, I was like to I was saying, but
Speaker 6: it was a lot myself together, and I could not
Speaker 6: disrespect the best show in.
Speaker 2: The like not looking like a bad bitch. And then
Speaker 2: and then you know, I have to get the baby.
Speaker 2: I have to get my baby to I have to
Speaker 2: get my baby to school in the morning. I had
Speaker 2: to do my yoga. I told you yoga save my life.
Speaker 6: So I know I was saying I apologize, sorry to
Speaker 6: know you got thank you, thank you for waiting.
Speaker 2: But this is like, you know, it's this. I want
Speaker 2: to say something about this is great to be here,
Speaker 2: and it's not. You know what, can I tell you something?
Speaker 6: You want to celebrate the people, but sometimes you cannot
Speaker 6: because people are so dumb. They come here, They come
Speaker 6: here with this prior, with this prior absumption that you
Speaker 6: guys are going to be assholes. It's like, let's not
Speaker 6: let's not direct so much. Let's be real from the heart,
Speaker 6: and that's how you're gonna always win. And I just
Speaker 6: feel like you guys always take it back to realness.
Speaker 6: But it's a lot of people that come here and
Speaker 6: it's like they can't handle it. It's not not because
Speaker 6: you know why, because they're so fucking fake and it's
Speaker 6: like they be in a rush to go nowhere.
Speaker 2: It's like everything is so planned. It's like, you know,
Speaker 2: I love it.
Speaker 1: Going right, And I got to tell another shot. I
Speaker 1: got snuk you you up. I just I'm just being honest,
Speaker 1: celebrated you. This is this is all you slow who
Speaker 1: driving me.
Speaker 2: Yes, you're not leave your behind. What's listening? You want
Speaker 2: to get buddy? Yeah, my husband want to get the baby.
Speaker 1: That's slow, slow.
Speaker 6: I tell you why. He's the best man I ever
Speaker 6: had in my life. I'm gonna lie, you know, let's
Speaker 6: go there again.
Speaker 5: One two three, one two three.
Speaker 2: Thank you guys for us be honest.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be honest. I knew ballistic before I met you,
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna be honest with you. And I'm not
Speaker 1: trying to like, you know your back what I am.
Speaker 1: I never see him smile like I see him smile
Speaker 1: with you like, and that is like, that's that's beautiful
Speaker 1: for my man.
Speaker 5: See, the only thing we want.
Speaker 1: Is a lady to.
Speaker 5: Compliment us back. You know what I'm saying, Like, that's
Speaker 5: that's like I know, like that's.
Speaker 1: Giving up a little man game, like because we're in
Speaker 1: a man castable when I see a man meet a
Speaker 1: woman and his gestures change and his posture change and everything.
Speaker 5: And I see that with you and him, and I
Speaker 5: love that and I know.
Speaker 1: How to how to say it because I remember now
Speaker 1: I was telling me one day and just leaning they don't.
Speaker 2: Talk about because if I was not married to believe me.
Speaker 2: But let'stick is no.
Speaker 6: Listen, but let'stik is the only man that I desire.
Speaker 6: But if it was another man in the world, I
Speaker 6: didn't want to go there.
Speaker 1: There if it was.
Speaker 6: If it was let me tell you something, if I
Speaker 6: didn't get married to that ballistic is African. I love
Speaker 6: him and we are married. I don't just don't tell people.
Speaker 6: I say, listen, listen, I say fiance. But we're married
Speaker 6: by papers.
Speaker 2: You can google that.
Speaker 1: It's all out there because you and Stevie said, y'all,
Speaker 1: I was married at one.
Speaker 6: But you can go online right now. You can go
Speaker 6: online right now, pull them papers.
Speaker 1: You take a shot to that.
Speaker 5: I feel like we take a shot to that. I
Speaker 5: feel like I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: I feel like, how do we not take a shot?
Speaker 5: You know, I'm good.
Speaker 6: I don't want to talk about it because I got
Speaker 6: a wedding special coming out.
Speaker 1: Oh That's why I kept That's why.
Speaker 6: That's why I kept saying fance, because you know, I
Speaker 6: got college shere coming out next morn and then I
Speaker 6: got it with BT plus, and then I got one
Speaker 6: special with BT plus.
Speaker 2: I was I was trying not to say that that.
Speaker 6: That's why I kept calling him my fiance, but fuck it,
Speaker 6: that's my husband, and so you know, like he's the
Speaker 6: most amazing.
Speaker 2: Thing that happened to me, honey, but missed the nut.
Speaker 6: I listened to Blue Bends every day and I'm gonna
Speaker 6: tell you put me onto that song.
Speaker 1: But listen, whow But let me ask you as a person.
Speaker 1: You know you had a very public relationship that you
Speaker 1: know ended in public. What's it hard for you to
Speaker 1: jump into another relationship like that?
Speaker 6: I hope everything that we talk about right here goes
Speaker 6: on to take We don't edit, you don't edit.
Speaker 2: How long is the episodes?
Speaker 5: We don't give five hours?
Speaker 2: Just want to make this the highest episode.
Speaker 5: You keep saying that we're gonna hold you up to it.
Speaker 1: We're gonna hold you up to it. We hold you
Speaker 1: up to what's that?
Speaker 2: What's that made up coming to your.
Speaker 1: Definitely come on?
Speaker 2: What's your name? Crushing? Oh honey, listen, no massol.
Speaker 1: I take it or don't no, don't give me no more.
Speaker 2: I gotta go home to my baby. This is the
Speaker 2: last one I'm at. This is the last one.
Speaker 1: Make sure she what was the question I just asked?
Speaker 1: I was so into that, what was that I don't
Speaker 1: remember all your hot motherfuckers, I said, So, how was
Speaker 1: it hard from jumping from you know, like you and
Speaker 1: stevee J was really really really public, right, and then
Speaker 1: you know everyone knows it didn't work out.
Speaker 5: But then was it hard to trust somebody else to
Speaker 5: get or no?
Speaker 6: Because okay, so when I was pregnant with Bodie Bella,
Speaker 6: I didn't have any sex with Stevid because we were
Speaker 6: separating and I was without a man for three years
Speaker 6: basically the whole time I was pregnant, and then two years.
Speaker 6: But Listen came into my life when Mannie was two,
Speaker 6: and so.
Speaker 5: I was like free.
Speaker 2: I was waiting for the right guy, and then I
Speaker 2: played my cards right and he was it.
Speaker 5: He still gotta work for it. Every month.
Speaker 6: He left, he got got he got papers on this ass.
Speaker 6: But he's not gonna get this pussy just because listen, man,
Speaker 6: we heard you loudy.
Speaker 2: I'm a lady. I'm a lady, and I like nice things.
Speaker 6: And then I feel like, really in life, like people
Speaker 6: need to learn how to respect each other, whether they
Speaker 6: said woman or man. I brought you guys flowers because
Speaker 6: I don't care if you guys are I mean he
Speaker 6: said he never had flowers before.
Speaker 2: I'm so happy about it. I'm like, I'm still doing
Speaker 2: him like that.
Speaker 5: Not you know, let me tell you, let me tell
Speaker 5: you something. He is one of my best. Deserve God
Speaker 5: damn everybody going special.
Speaker 2: You are have you.
Speaker 1: Friend?
Speaker 5: We have yes?
Speaker 1: Go ahead, go ahead.
Speaker 5: Same we had lunch, meaning people have a misconception of you.
Speaker 2: Can you say that loud for the bad to hear you?
Speaker 4: People a misconception of than you? What would you say
Speaker 4: those people?
Speaker 5: This is drink champs, not water, right, but she might.
Speaker 1: You know it is. But listen, I'm gonna be honest.
Speaker 1: I'm the fact that you're Puerto Rican. You have to
Speaker 1: keep drinking.
Speaker 2: Can I okay, let's talk about that. Let's talk about
Speaker 2: what is.
Speaker 4: The misconception because I okay, listen, this is pre pandemic.
Speaker 4: When we was at Houston's, you know, we had a
Speaker 4: great I even had dinner that vegan spot, and I
Speaker 4: know we both we.
Speaker 6: Had dinner a lot of times the vegan styles me.
Speaker 6: But the vegel will tasted like chicken though.
Speaker 5: They don't know this girl.
Speaker 2: Can I get the water?
Speaker 5: You don't get the water?
Speaker 1: You know?
Speaker 2: Because I because I was there I love.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but they don't know who she was. What was
Speaker 1: the name of Cloud? Is actually a good vegan spot.
Speaker 1: So the question is I had a great time.
Speaker 5: So the question is what's the biggest misconception about you?
Speaker 5: I already know what it is. They lost.
Speaker 4: No, I already know what they think about. Say Porto,
Speaker 4: Weecan princess. Oh, they are all over the place. That's
Speaker 4: tv LAMB. But what's yours? What did you see the most?
Speaker 4: The biggest misconception, misconception about you that you see every day?
Speaker 1: Maybe it hurts that I'm not the greatest. Okay like that, Okay, okay, now,
Speaker 1: but now you find they do it on purpose, because
Speaker 1: now I want to take a shot to that. You
Speaker 1: shut it up?
Speaker 5: Yeah? Yes, and I know she's good.
Speaker 1: She's good people, Okay, cool, let me ask you why? Okay,
Speaker 1: you finished?
Speaker 2: And honestry, why ain't nobody got put up? Let's get
Speaker 2: before the music?
Speaker 1: How many?
Speaker 2: How many years I entertained the people?
Speaker 5: Thirteen? It's still here, still winning, still here, still winning.
Speaker 2: That's it. Speak on anything else. Interception?
Speaker 4: You know, you know the ladies people be thinking you
Speaker 4: can't even say hi to her, She's gonna slap you
Speaker 4: in the face.
Speaker 2: Oh no, honey, why would I this.
Speaker 5: I'm just saying I understand things.
Speaker 6: But they do though, they do because my makeup and
Speaker 6: my hair definitely my makeup.
Speaker 2: Can She's always like, you know what something?
Speaker 6: Everybody always ask me how you are and this and that,
Speaker 6: and she's like, she's so fucking cool, Like she's like
Speaker 6: the Swedisher, She's the sweetish person, sweet person ever. But
Speaker 6: can I tell you something? How I knew I was
Speaker 6: the one I'm doing covid. I wrote this song called campesino.
Speaker 6: Who know what campuccino means? Okay, I'm a campesina. I'm
Speaker 6: a campessina, right, So I wrote this song camp what Yeah,
Speaker 6: but it's but it's different. It's different in Spanish, so
Speaker 6: doing cod exactly and I have so.
Speaker 1: Look, this is English.
Speaker 2: This is very important. I want try to Okay, yes,
Speaker 2: I want I want you to hear this because this
Speaker 2: is this is very important.
Speaker 6: It's very important to your question. I like it what
Speaker 6: people uh you said? You asked me what speepers? I thinks,
Speaker 6: what is it? Misconceptions about me?
Speaker 2: This is the answer. So I have to thank you.
Speaker 2: I have to tell you. I have to answer your question.
Speaker 2: But this is a great answer.
Speaker 6: Okay, So during COVID, I was waking up five in
Speaker 6: the morning every day, right, and I was writing a
Speaker 6: lot of music.
Speaker 2: Every morning.
Speaker 6: I would wake up and I would write. When I
Speaker 6: was I started writing when I was five. Look look
Speaker 6: at the numbers. Look at the numbers.
Speaker 2: A line.
Speaker 6: Look at the numbers A line. I started writing when
Speaker 6: I was five. I used to write letters to my
Speaker 6: mom that were very detailed. My mom was like, how
Speaker 6: do you write this letters? This is crazy? I was
Speaker 6: writing better than my mother when I was five.
Speaker 2: No.
Speaker 6: I used to write my mother letters and my mom
Speaker 6: would tell me how am I writing these letters?
Speaker 2: Five? Because I was I was using big words.
Speaker 5: School.
Speaker 6: Yeah, she went to school, but I don't think. But
Speaker 6: I don't think she graduated though. But she went to school,
Speaker 6: I asked, because my mom.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I didn't. I didn't graduate. I didn't graduate. But
Speaker 2: she went to school.
Speaker 1: She just did.
Speaker 2: Maybe she did. I don't know. I don't think she
Speaker 2: I don't think she did. I don't think she did,
Speaker 2: but but I'm not sure.
Speaker 1: So, yeah, come on.
Speaker 2: First all so damn, we don't make me forget what
Speaker 2: the would I talk about it?
Speaker 5: I'm so sorry because.
Speaker 2: Making misconception mix coception.
Speaker 5: Right, his mother's out here, bullshit that we.
Speaker 2: Let me tell you, let me tell you that make
Speaker 2: conception hold Upget so basically basically the biggest misconception about me, right,
Speaker 2: so so so my mom, he said, what dare you
Speaker 2: my daughter?
Speaker 6: My daughter goes to that's like top school in the country.
Speaker 6: A top school in the country is a b You
Speaker 6: got to see you kicked out.
Speaker 2: She earned that spot.
Speaker 6: There's no money that I could possibly pay if she
Speaker 6: was an idiot, Like, you have to be a genius
Speaker 6: and you have to have a certain i Q to
Speaker 6: go to that school. And she was on a waiting
Speaker 6: list for it's supposed to be a years. She was
Speaker 6: only two months.
Speaker 2: That was like, we want her.
Speaker 6: She's like a scientist. She builds, she builts. She's built,
Speaker 6: but I built, I build shows. I build shows. She
Speaker 6: builds space, she builds spaceships. So you know, I was
Speaker 6: always a great writer. I was always a great writer.
Speaker 6: I was always the best at what I wrote. You
Speaker 6: know what I'm saying, always, always, always, always the best writer.
Speaker 6: So the biggest miss what do you say, miss miss
Speaker 6: miss susceptis about me is that I'm not.
Speaker 2: The best because it's like I've been doing this my
Speaker 2: whole life. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6: I wrote the song Campsino during COVID because I I
Speaker 6: I've throughout the COVID and throughout the last six years
Speaker 6: of my life, I've learned that the world needs to
Speaker 6: hear me these birthday songs, Vegas songs, TikTok songs.
Speaker 2: That's that's cool. Yeah, that's cool.
Speaker 1: That's cool.
Speaker 2: That's cool. But that's that's cool.
Speaker 5: But but up?
Speaker 6: But when I really knew a few years back during
Speaker 6: the COVID that I couldn't stop doing music, no matter
Speaker 6: how hard it was, it's because they have to listen
Speaker 6: to what I have to say, because I have to say.
Speaker 2: Certain things from where I come from that the kids need.
Speaker 2: They need to hear that because if they don't, nobody
Speaker 2: would tell them. And I knew That's what I knew
Speaker 2: that I had to do the music. I don't care
Speaker 2: about the music. Fuck these people, You think I give
Speaker 2: a funk about shaking my fat Puerto Rican good person
Speaker 2: on stage for this neggative. You really think about you
Speaker 2: think what you really think, but you really think, but
Speaker 2: you really think what you really but you really, you're
Speaker 2: really you really.
Speaker 1: Think I care?
Speaker 6: You really think I care? You really think, you really
Speaker 6: think you're thinking, you really think got my grown age?
Speaker 6: You really think at my grown age that I'm pressed
Speaker 6: for that you really think that?
Speaker 2: Or you really or do you really understand the fact
Speaker 2: that I was touched by my aunts? Serious and the
Speaker 2: way I write, the way I write, the way I
Speaker 2: pin Things that nobody heard that I wrote four or
Speaker 2: five years ago, that's timeless. Like Extra Leveo.
Speaker 6: You're talking about Mark Anthony, Mark Condy, ain't nobody to
Speaker 6: extor level. Extra Leveo is like seventy It's like fifty
Speaker 6: years compared to that, compared to the twenty five years.
Speaker 2: This ain't no, This ain't This ain't no. You can't
Speaker 2: compare the two. Do you understand what I'm saying? So
Speaker 2: things that I wrote doing COVID that I can't listen to.
Speaker 6: I cry when I listened to certain on my songs Campesino,
Speaker 6: It's so detailed. I'm a fucking Campesina. I'm supposed to
Speaker 6: be nobody, my nigga. I'm supposed to be nothing. I'm
Speaker 6: supposed to be I'm supposed to be a fat bitch,
Speaker 6: goddamn growing veget to us in the fucking country in
Speaker 6: Puerto Rico. I'm not supposed to be who I am.
Speaker 6: I'm not supposed to be who I am. I'm supposed
Speaker 6: to be living happy with my husband. We both fied
Speaker 6: a thousand pounds with the babies. They're all five hundred,
Speaker 6: six hundred punds.
Speaker 2: Making the port.
Speaker 5: To be that.
Speaker 2: And I was cool with being that, And that's why
Speaker 2: I'm still cool. I'm still cool with with being that.
Speaker 1: But I have to.
Speaker 2: I have a job to do. The job is to
Speaker 2: let people hear the kids, because you know what I
Speaker 2: got to say. What I got to say is very important,
Speaker 2: you know why, because I cried a lot of nights.
Speaker 2: I cried a lot of nights to get what I got.
Speaker 5: We're so glad. I'm so glad. You's glad, You're here.
Speaker 1: To something. This is something that we've never seen in
Speaker 1: hip hop and music business. Right now. Black China is
Speaker 1: like being the total opposite of what she was supposed
Speaker 1: to be.
Speaker 2: She deserves that, and I believe she deserves that.
Speaker 5: See why she's she.
Speaker 6: Can, I tell you, and I'm glad, and I'm glad.
Speaker 6: I'm glad. That's a man, you see that because I
Speaker 6: could see bullshit.
Speaker 2: You're a man, you can whether that.
Speaker 6: Again, I'm glad that a man could see that, because
Speaker 6: black China or a girl like me, we didn't have
Speaker 6: the opportunity to really love who we were and what
Speaker 6: we looked like, because we.
Speaker 2: Didn't have the mother to teach her that, the fathers
Speaker 2: or anybody.
Speaker 1: Now kis Jamie.
Speaker 2: So she deserves to go back and fix ourselves. That's
Speaker 2: that's the least she could do.
Speaker 5: That's real. I like that that she took out all
Speaker 5: of this, all of that. She's even the nails.
Speaker 2: She's like, no, I don't wear that. I haven't wear
Speaker 2: nails in so long. I don't know none of that.
Speaker 2: Like that's so weird.
Speaker 5: Crazy.
Speaker 6: I have to come in here looking good is my job.
Speaker 6: I have to get my hair done, get my makeup now.
Speaker 6: But when I'm at home, I mean yoga pants.
Speaker 1: You don't have avery said if I was a woman.
Speaker 4: If I was a woman, I step out every day
Speaker 4: with no makeup, nothing, because I.
Speaker 1: Know whoever hollered at me like it for you, Like
Speaker 1: that's why you're not a woman there, you would need
Speaker 1: makeup if you was a woman.
Speaker 2: Yeah, y'all.
Speaker 1: Ship you want the guy to like you for you?
Speaker 5: Right too? Is chipping out with no make up? This
Speaker 5: and that?
Speaker 1: Because I know whoever hollered at me, No, you know
Speaker 1: what he's right, was a woman. I hate agreeing with you,
Speaker 1: and you know that I hate. I don't want to
Speaker 1: agree with you, but you. But it's kind of would
Speaker 1: be the point. So when you do that, it's kind
Speaker 1: of right.
Speaker 4: And you do all this other stuff you are writing
Speaker 4: guys that just want to smash.
Speaker 1: You're kind of right. Why is there don't want to
Speaker 1: They're not thinking long term with you to just.
Speaker 2: Think okay, but why should you? But why do you
Speaker 2: feel like we're doing for y'all?
Speaker 5: I don't feel that. Just what sexist conversation. I'm out
Speaker 5: of it. I'm just witnessing iron that's got.
Speaker 1: Fifty one, Savage fifty one.
Speaker 5: Savage.
Speaker 1: Show show y'all, I show y'all, I show you, show
Speaker 1: your chest, I d show your aar P card fifty one.
Speaker 5: Can you do something? We go places like give us
Speaker 5: an idea?
Speaker 1: But no.
Speaker 4: Yeah, when they asked me, I put my shirt down
Speaker 4: and they go like, I'm so sorry, I'm being disrespect.
Speaker 1: But that was always my thing because the way, you're
Speaker 1: the only person I know what nappy chest here.
Speaker 2: I think everybody got.
Speaker 1: As Carol.
Speaker 6: But listen, you can't let's you don't have the ones
Speaker 6: that he do. He goes, he got through with it
Speaker 6: with a favor.
Speaker 5: I'm confused.
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna lie because you're a Puerto Rican princess.
Speaker 1: You know you can't do ain't on you. You can't
Speaker 1: do hair. Listen to me the other day, my.
Speaker 5: Carolyn, I said, wait a minute, listen. I love her more.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry more what she said I can't do here,
Speaker 1: So I don't do it's a little It's like.
Speaker 4: Listen, I respect listen, I respect her.
Speaker 1: That's so chill.
Speaker 6: So look here's the thing fifty one ude. But listen,
Speaker 6: remember I've never I've never got golden shower on. I
Speaker 6: do all the shower.
Speaker 5: Yes.
Speaker 4: So if you're gonna piss on somebody, she said, doesn't
Speaker 4: matter if they're hairy.
Speaker 6: Or not, you're the one going up, well I will.
Speaker 6: I will only pee on a lady and my bitches
Speaker 6: get waxed.
Speaker 5: What if she's Harriet? No, you want to wax before.
Speaker 6: You peek to see that? I need you want to
Speaker 6: I need to see. I need to see the inside.
Speaker 4: But you see what we got here on us ship?
Speaker 4: Don't get it our poores?
Speaker 5: So you want to me?
Speaker 1: Okay, hold on time, let me ask one question. So
Speaker 1: how does this?
Speaker 5: I'm sorry, I don't know how to sh I'm trying
Speaker 5: to learn, so educate.
Speaker 1: If only ladies, only ladies?
Speaker 6: Well, first of all, look, I've only been married for
Speaker 6: a short time, so I haven't had a three somewhere
Speaker 6: my husband yet. Oh ship, I can't wait too, And
Speaker 6: I haven't had sex. I haven't had sex with a
Speaker 6: lady since i've been with Ballistic.
Speaker 1: Right one, two, three?
Speaker 6: I don't want to from well, I can't cheat. I
Speaker 6: can't cheat right because I love him. I love him dearly, so.
Speaker 2: I can't cheat. No, I will bring her home. I
Speaker 2: will bring her.
Speaker 6: Listen, let me let's let let let me get this right.
Speaker 6: If I get he get you.
Speaker 2: Know what I'm saying. But but here's the thing, this
Speaker 2: is what I'm trying.
Speaker 1: To tell you.
Speaker 2: We haven't found, we haven't eat. Well, here's here's what
Speaker 2: we always talked about. We always talked about eating out
Speaker 2: of the country.
Speaker 1: See, I'm sorry to get her, Yeah, you eat talking
Speaker 1: about food together. We got to everybody eats take too far.
Speaker 2: So we talked about that.
Speaker 6: But if the times that I have done golden shower,
Speaker 6: you know what I'm saying, I'm never gonna really no
Speaker 6: bitch without paying her.
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna never. I ain't gonna never.
Speaker 6: Like I'm not like, I'm not gonna ever have a
Speaker 6: lady in my bed without giving her some money.
Speaker 2: At the end, I'm not listen, I'm not I'm.
Speaker 1: Not gonna ever do that.
Speaker 2: Creaking Yeah, I'm the biggest stricken, Like, okay, that's all.
Speaker 5: I want to take a ricken. If you got it, yeah,
Speaker 5: if you got it. Respect.
Speaker 2: I have to stop taking this. Don't get no, no,
Speaker 2: I stopped taking it all.
Speaker 1: Right, don't got And we got more ages forty yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: yeah yeah, give us some more ages. Made no more shots.
Speaker 1: You know, we got fifty one savage going old people.
Speaker 1: You know we old. I'm old.
Speaker 5: I got forty dollars.
Speaker 1: What could I get for forty dollars, that's a question.
Speaker 2: Okay, dollars. You can go to show, you can get
Speaker 2: a lot, you can get a golden shopper, you can
Speaker 2: go to you could go to a what's the name
Speaker 2: of that trick verre for eight thirty six.
Speaker 6: Pu's here said, booby trapped booby track, gonna get you
Speaker 6: fined with.
Speaker 2: That booby trapp don't get you far with that.
Speaker 1: Ship forty booby track, don't you.
Speaker 5: I ain't going there.
Speaker 1: I ain't going there.
Speaker 5: No, they're not talking booby trap on the river. She
Speaker 5: might be talking about.
Speaker 1: Little trap twenty four.
Speaker 6: Booby trapped on the river, gonna get you fined with
Speaker 6: that forty. But I listen, let me tell you something.
Speaker 6: Let me tell you, Let me tell you siying.
Speaker 1: Hold on, guys, I gotta go.
Speaker 5: I gotta go.
Speaker 6: Guys, if you listen like a lady like me, a
Speaker 6: lady like me, I'm gonna spoil the ladies right. So
Speaker 6: I'm gonna take you out of the country. I'm gonna
Speaker 6: let your shop. I'm gonna get you some money. All
Speaker 6: I always you you ain't got no money. I'm gonna
Speaker 6: say you five hundred thousand and fifteen two thousand whatever
Speaker 6: I can move around that day, because you know, I'm
Speaker 6: never broke. But it's it's always about moving money the
Speaker 6: right way. So I'm like, you know you you might
Speaker 6: have to wait a few days, but I'm gonna always
Speaker 6: look out for the ladies.
Speaker 2: If I have.
Speaker 6: Any thought of getting you there or anything, I'm gonna
Speaker 6: always be nice to make sure you straight. You know
Speaker 6: what I'm saying. Because I'm a lady, I will want
Speaker 6: to be treated like that. That's the only reason why
Speaker 6: I do it. No, I would want to be treated
Speaker 6: like that by my husband.
Speaker 1: You treat the ladies like that if they don't have
Speaker 1: I don't.
Speaker 2: Care if they do.
Speaker 6: I don't care if they don't have it or not.
Speaker 6: I'm still doing what I'm doing. And and no bitch
Speaker 6: is like gifts. You don't have to be what you
Speaker 6: got like you like Why wouldn't you give a lady
Speaker 6: a gift because you think she's rich or wealthy?
Speaker 1: Like crazy?
Speaker 2: Yeah, not just flowers. You gotta give us some money.
Speaker 2: We want money.
Speaker 1: All that staying you be on and off you.
Speaker 5: I don't like you charming.
Speaker 1: In my mind I could see what did you say?
Speaker 5: Sound he said? I said in my mind like ten
Speaker 5: women pissed on the style that.
Speaker 1: Shirt he bring?
Speaker 5: You know, guy, why you is so red?
Speaker 2: I want to I want to put in no other
Speaker 2: guy but Ballistic if he lets me.
Speaker 1: But you don't letistic.
Speaker 5: You better relaxter do it my friend.
Speaker 2: He don't let me do it, but he paid on
Speaker 2: me before.
Speaker 1: In the shower, I got to use the bathroom back.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna use the bathroom right now.
Speaker 1: I was holding my shat too. Oh yeah.
Speaker 6: Have you have you ever seen golden away? Have you
Speaker 6: ever seen golden shower toilet porn?
Speaker 5: No, that's not the category.
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, wait till freak. She goes something to
Speaker 1: look at my friend diego. Do you see his face?
Speaker 1: He look look appalled here.
Speaker 2: Your wife face, your wife faste on your face? You
Speaker 2: got those eyes.
Speaker 1: Looking face. He goes to Columbia. He goes to Columbia.
Speaker 2: Time of freaking ship. My god, if you talk to me,
Speaker 2: talk to me for my dad, because I say, I
Speaker 2: know what you're doing, Columbia.
Speaker 1: Yes, we all know.
Speaker 6: He goes becau col on me ambitions and stepping on
Speaker 6: your face.
Speaker 2: What they asked they're doing? You know, hey, they're doing
Speaker 2: They're doing face, They're doing face mothering on your ass.
Speaker 1: And Columbia, I know, did you guys hear that face mothering?
Speaker 1: Hold up?
Speaker 5: Did you say face mother? I don't know what that means.
Speaker 1: I don't know what that never.
Speaker 2: Heard it smothering.
Speaker 1: Please explain what's to ask you? To ask you to
Speaker 1: ask you.
Speaker 2: Come on this side and take some push yourself the
Speaker 2: table for me.
Speaker 5: All right, cool, we're here together. What is what's face mothering?
Speaker 6: So you so you never had a big old you
Speaker 6: never had a big old Haitian, good fat black, big
Speaker 6: old asshole smother your face?
Speaker 2: My face is your face, nigga?
Speaker 5: Listen, I don't even got pimples.
Speaker 3: Man.
Speaker 5: You know what I like?
Speaker 1: You can tell there ain't nobody.
Speaker 2: Yeah, young, Yeah, you didn't start you out because it's
Speaker 2: like what what so you would not want a beautiful
Speaker 2: black or white or Spanish, beautiful smelling good ass in
Speaker 2: your face, a woman's.
Speaker 1: Ass, lisaid Lisa, I.
Speaker 2: I what's you know again?
Speaker 1: Ed?
Speaker 2: Who are these people? Can you teach that?
Speaker 1: Baby?
Speaker 2: I help you?
Speaker 1: You know what he said?
Speaker 5: Why something?
Speaker 2: Eddie the ass eater? They're not leaving life, Eddie, your heart?
Speaker 5: But you got the all. You're taller than him.
Speaker 1: Yeah, hold on, no, no, I'm wanting to get it
Speaker 1: on on camera. I want everything camera, That's why. But listen,
Speaker 1: first of all, yest of all, Yeah, but listen, you're
Speaker 1: taller than him. Yeah, so he definitely feels like the
Speaker 1: little Yeah, you know what I'm saying, don't call my
Speaker 1: friend that, don't come my friend. And you know what
Speaker 1: he's saying. He said, that's what he said.
Speaker 5: He said he would definitely let you peel on him.
Speaker 5: And I said, I can't know.
Speaker 2: If I wasn't married, I would, I would be.
Speaker 1: All for it. And I said, I said, that's my friend.
Speaker 1: I said, that's my friend. I can't let allow this
Speaker 1: to happen. It's conversation, I checked, because that's.
Speaker 2: That's if I wasn't married, I would lie your niggas up.
Speaker 2: How much money, how much money you.
Speaker 1: Look, how much money you got.
Speaker 6: It's a joke, relaxed, but look, there's nothing wrong conversating
Speaker 6: about sex.
Speaker 2: It's a beautiful that And I'm not I'm not one
Speaker 2: of those girls.
Speaker 6: I get uncomfortable because you remember, you got to remember
Speaker 6: when I used to be a stripper, exotic dancer and
Speaker 6: entertaining to break the guys. Well, I have to, like listen,
Speaker 6: the guys were coming in there, paying us to have
Speaker 6: a good time. They want to laugh, they want to
Speaker 6: have fun. It's not sexual. I'm talking to you, I'm
Speaker 6: talking to you all all many the rooman it's only
Speaker 6: one other lady, which she said, bartender shout out to her.
Speaker 1: She's great, she is awesome.
Speaker 6: Jamie, Jamie, Jamie and I, I like she could deal.
Speaker 6: No other ladies in here but Jamie and I. Right,
Speaker 6: So you know, she has a strong positive energy where
Speaker 6: it's like comfortable, like just because we're talking about a
Speaker 6: little golden shower and a little sex and a little
Speaker 6: that I'm not gonna get uncomfortable like I did that
Speaker 6: my whole life. My first career was to entertain people
Speaker 6: at row Legs and Coco's and Onyx and our So
Speaker 6: it's like I've been around you.
Speaker 5: Used to charge to peel somebody.
Speaker 2: Well, can I tell you something?
Speaker 6: I give us a name, I tell you, I tell
Speaker 6: you the truth. I tell you the truth and only
Speaker 6: the truth. When I used to be a stripper, I
Speaker 6: never was so open as I am now. So I
Speaker 6: knew nothing about that. Then I kind of learned. I
Speaker 6: kind of learned, like doing the other things, the bigger things,
Speaker 6: like after I stopped dancing, because you gotta remember I dance.
Speaker 6: I stopped dancing when I was twenty four. Remember, I
Speaker 6: started doing love and hip hop. I met Stevie. When
Speaker 6: I was twenty three. He made me introduce me to
Speaker 6: Mona because I was looking for a way out. I
Speaker 6: was managing the young girl.
Speaker 5: So you wasn't a pier as a tripper.
Speaker 2: No, because because because you know why, if I was,
Speaker 2: I would.
Speaker 6: If I was, I would have made so much money.
Speaker 6: I would have been like, yeah, niggas, line the fuck
Speaker 6: up everybody. But it would have been, but it would
Speaker 6: have been, but it would have been a million dollars
Speaker 6: a piece entrance fee.
Speaker 1: Thom Eddie, you out, you out.
Speaker 6: Don't play now now Eddie. Now Edie would have wanted
Speaker 6: to go husted. I wanted to come get somebody's peace,
Speaker 6: stopped playing like.
Speaker 2: And you know what.
Speaker 5: One thing I know about the peeing. The thing is,
Speaker 5: what are we still on? P yes cheek in the morning.
Speaker 2: You guys love it in.
Speaker 5: The morning, that first morning pissons so yellow and so
Speaker 5: you can.
Speaker 2: Drinks and water.
Speaker 5: You gotta get it. He's very curious. You gotta let
Speaker 5: a discount on the early boy.
Speaker 1: Let me ask you. I believe on Zeus as well.
Speaker 1: He he needs a Let me ask you, I believe
Speaker 1: they on Zeus as well. Right, blue face, and what's
Speaker 1: her names on.
Speaker 5: I think, all right, what do you what do you
Speaker 5: think of?
Speaker 1: What do you think about them?
Speaker 6: Listen, everybody goes through things, everybody has problems.
Speaker 5: You're going live right now.
Speaker 2: I don't mind, no, no, no touch up. I just
Speaker 2: feeling myself and I won't even put it on this.
Speaker 1: Okay, cool, you know, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2: I've been here for three hours the first video. I
Speaker 2: do you want to know? I would never to death.
Speaker 2: I would never do you like that?
Speaker 5: And we're scared of death.
Speaker 1: But how do you feel about Blue facing Christians? Because
Speaker 1: they like the new Bobby. I feel like they love
Speaker 1: each other.
Speaker 5: I think so too. Let's love right, I feel.
Speaker 2: No, he asked me how I feel. I don't know.
Speaker 2: I don't know what nobody's doing.
Speaker 6: I feel like they love each other, and I send
Speaker 6: the best energy that I can to them because I
Speaker 6: was I was their age before, and I've been through
Speaker 6: a lot, and I will not be the one to
Speaker 6: judge them, and hopefully they all they have a beautiful
Speaker 6: life and get money and maybe we.
Speaker 2: Could see them happily ever after. Because to me, when
Speaker 2: I look at them, I feel like they love each
Speaker 2: They're lost with each other, and they love each other,
Speaker 2: and I think they're gonna be a bite. I just
Speaker 2: feel like, you know, everybody go through things, and unfortunately
Speaker 2: this generation in the media is so much easier to
Speaker 2: go on your phone because it's like, like I said,
Speaker 2: I'm being here crying to you all the whole time
Speaker 2: I've been here. It's like therapy.
Speaker 6: So I feel like when they go online and show
Speaker 6: what's going on with their relationship is maybe it might
Speaker 6: be like therapy. Like who are we to say, hey,
Speaker 6: don't do that while you're showing your business out there
Speaker 6: and all of that. Fuck everybody, Like if that's their
Speaker 6: therapy for them to not kill each other or for
Speaker 6: them to not do anything weird to each other and
Speaker 6: just go in and show the world.
Speaker 2: That's just they live that life. So like they just
Speaker 2: gotta they gotta go out of that. And we we
Speaker 2: love it, We entertain us, we watch it, we see it,
Speaker 2: we laugh at it, we love it, we love their relationship.
Speaker 6: So I mean, what the fuck? Who am I to
Speaker 6: judge them? Like I'm gonna turn the other cheek. I'm
Speaker 6: like Jesus, because.
Speaker 2: I'm not I'm not I'm not here too, I'm not
Speaker 2: here to huh not.
Speaker 1: Jesus the King. What I'm saying, yeah, cheek, but I
Speaker 1: don't smart of the King turned on the cheeks many.
Speaker 5: Jesus Jesus, they turn all the cheek.
Speaker 3: I wish.
Speaker 2: I wish everybody's relation to get hit and turned the
Speaker 2: other cheek.
Speaker 5: I don't see. I thought it was marvel them.
Speaker 2: Listen. I've I've had to turn the other cheek a
Speaker 2: lot of times, but after getting hit. Well, no, I'm
Speaker 2: a bit a bit.
Speaker 6: But you asked yeah, well you asked me about a relationship.
Speaker 6: I just feel like they should, they should work it out.
Speaker 6: I like them, I actually like them together.
Speaker 2: It's definitely some artists that I wish that we're still here.
Speaker 6: Like I'm such a big fan of Michael Jackson. I swear,
Speaker 6: like I told, I tell my daughter and my husband.
Speaker 6: I'm like, I feel Mike inside of me, like I
Speaker 6: I like a lot of like inside of me, Like
Speaker 6: I see, like that's my homie. Like we're in this together,
Speaker 6: Like I love Mike.
Speaker 5: Who's your top five?
Speaker 6: Michael Jackson, Leela Downs Ector level, Lila Downs? I mean Kanda, yeah, Meinicana?
Speaker 5: You got three so level?
Speaker 2: Who foughted?
Speaker 5: Nobody?
Speaker 1: Somebody weed over there? That's the prove in guy's weed. Yeah,
Speaker 1: is that.
Speaker 5: Any to ask either? You know when he when his
Speaker 5: mouth opened up and you got with.
Speaker 2: The only one that's mouth part I got. I'm the
Speaker 2: only one that's my dookie.
Speaker 5: I agree, I got, I got, I got creed, I
Speaker 5: got greed, I got creed.
Speaker 2: I got that dookie that that's my fat. You can't remember.
Speaker 2: I feel.
Speaker 6: I feel to my my my nose and my throat
Speaker 6: every day when I do when I do a big
Speaker 6: crumb yoga, when I do this, I can I tell
Speaker 6: you I feel I know everything.
Speaker 1: Can I tell you about yoga?
Speaker 2: Can I tell you something?
Speaker 1: I have?
Speaker 6: Not a one time? Today, I'm fasting to seven o'clock.
Speaker 6: I can really eat at seven.
Speaker 5: You sell everything.
Speaker 6: I be fasting. I be fasting for two weeks. I've
Speaker 6: been doing Ramadan for two weeks. I eat at seven
Speaker 6: one time. So let me tell you something that my
Speaker 6: husband is. He's Africa. He's Africa. No, I don't practice
Speaker 6: for that, nigga. It's time because a top five. Yes,
Speaker 6: and I wanted to lose some weight and stuff like that.
Speaker 6: Only because of that.
Speaker 5: I like to eat.
Speaker 2: I'm practice that ship.
Speaker 5: Regular.
Speaker 6: It's supposed to be a month, but it's from you
Speaker 6: can't eat like I only eat when it sounds go
Speaker 6: down to like seventeen thirty, and then the rest of
Speaker 6: the day, I'm doing hot yoga like I have more
Speaker 6: energy than never before, and I still be smoking my
Speaker 6: shield and doing what I do like I ain't stopping that.
Speaker 6: But it isn't like very little like micro dosing. I'm
Speaker 6: like a micro doser. Whatever I do, it's going to
Speaker 6: be micro dos. Like hold on, micro Michael, except today
Speaker 6: you had me fucked up. Yeah, I said this at home.
Speaker 1: Got your top three already, right, we got your top three?
Speaker 5: We need to more. You got your top three?
Speaker 2: Who's who is it?
Speaker 5: Michael Jackson?
Speaker 2: To leave that downs and Michael Jackson, hold on, don't
Speaker 2: say mister.
Speaker 5: F a piss on his ass?
Speaker 2: Need nothing.
Speaker 5: And if this one takes you more than ten seconds,
Speaker 5: put yourself well.
Speaker 6: I wouldn't dare I have not done what they've done.
Speaker 6: I can't put me on the list with them. That
Speaker 6: would be very disrespectful.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 5: It seems like you motivated and can't her finished. Yes,
Speaker 5: I am. We need that that fifth one it's do
Speaker 5: hip hop. No, you don't you don't tell her what
Speaker 5: to do.
Speaker 2: Well, I would have to say, Beyonce, Oh I like
Speaker 2: that one.
Speaker 5: That's a good one.
Speaker 1: I can't.
Speaker 2: I can't leave the queen now, that would be this
Speaker 2: like that to the music industry.
Speaker 5: Yes, and she's a queen and you're a princess, so
Speaker 5: it works.
Speaker 2: She's awesome, by the way, working her whole life. She
Speaker 2: was a fucking kid.
Speaker 5: By the way.
Speaker 1: All your people who took my footage of the Isley
Speaker 1: Brothers and try to make it seem like I was
Speaker 1: going at Beyonce, you fucking idiots. Yea, nobody believe y'all,
Speaker 1: you bozos. Ain't nobody going to be or to be
Speaker 1: high when I have a spade here every day and
Speaker 1: j is my man, I speak to him almost god
Speaker 1: damn every week, you bozos. I hated that every bows.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell y'all the media outlet, because this media
Speaker 1: outant is a bozo.
Speaker 5: We would never dis Beyonce.
Speaker 1: We would never just jay Z, never just Rock never,
Speaker 1: We all Rock Mason. We are all Fance bozos. And
Speaker 1: guess what nobody believed nobody.
Speaker 6: You know why nobody believed in because everybody well knows
Speaker 6: that she's one of the greatest, So you have so
Speaker 6: you have to put her in that call.
Speaker 2: As being one of the greatest.
Speaker 6: So I could not find five without a call Lila Downs,
Speaker 6: Michael Jackson, Nanasi.
Speaker 2: More and me.
Speaker 1: Be my life.
Speaker 6: That's not like my five that I know for a fact,
Speaker 6: in my heart and my soul, in the way I
Speaker 6: feel when I listen to them, in the work ethic,
Speaker 6: in the persistence, in the love and passion and just
Speaker 6: telling the truth or creating or performing.
Speaker 1: It's got to be damn God, damn.
Speaker 5: So is there anything that you regret?
Speaker 1: It like you regret that you could take back if
Speaker 1: you could take back anything in your life right now.
Speaker 2: Nothing.
Speaker 1: Oh that's rare, that's true.
Speaker 5: Nothing because you started from the mud, so you cannot
Speaker 5: take nothing.
Speaker 2: Back from the You know what, can I tell you why? Because,
Speaker 2: like I said during the COVID twenty nineteen, I discover
Speaker 2: that the kids and the people need to hear what
Speaker 2: I'm put on that paper and not when when I
Speaker 2: started in two thousand and nineteen, when I wrote this
Speaker 2: song at five in the morning, when everybody sleep, the
Speaker 2: whole world is sleep at five in the morning, the
Speaker 2: whole world, the whole world I hear the tree.
Speaker 6: Well doing I'm speaking, and I'm speaking doing COVID, doing COVID.
Speaker 1: When I know you, my sister, you're telling exactly. That's
Speaker 1: why he keeps saying this, That's exactly what I was
Speaker 1: doing everything.
Speaker 5: I didn't write a record you want, you want?
Speaker 6: Yeah, when everybody when when everybody sleep, my daughter's sleep,
Speaker 6: my husband's sleep, doing COVID is just I don't know.
Speaker 2: And mind you, I'm like a late sleeper.
Speaker 6: Like I was stripped my whole life before I did this,
Speaker 6: Like from seventeen to twenty three, I was a stripper
Speaker 6: and then from twenty three to now, I'm a fucking entertainer.
Speaker 6: It's the same shit I've been intertaining my whole life.
Speaker 6: I'm going to sleep, lads, I'm going to sleep later.
Speaker 6: So that's literally been my whole life. So when I
Speaker 6: you know, I don't listen to that song Campusino because
Speaker 6: he's literally every time I play, I cry. It's like
Speaker 6: it's something in me, like because of what I'm saying,
Speaker 6: Like I don't know, it's it's like that showed me
Speaker 6: that I'm not giving up with the music because the
Speaker 6: world needs to hear me.
Speaker 2: And the song is all Spanish. It's all Spanish because
Speaker 2: I do Spanglish. I do everything for the cabaret, which
Speaker 2: is in English, like do it like it should be day,
Speaker 2: or like Vegas or like I.
Speaker 5: Still one hundred million streams.
Speaker 2: Vegas got one hundred million streams.
Speaker 6: So the first one, the first one that I Twenty
Speaker 6: twenty two was the biggest year for me, Like I
Speaker 6: would have never thought like I've I've passed what I thought,
Speaker 6: like not really but like being humble, Like I could
Speaker 6: have been thinking one way and like work hard, but
Speaker 6: then the numbers don't lie right, so I could just
Speaker 6: be like be real positive, but me being positive and
Speaker 6: actually working towards the project and really believing and loving
Speaker 6: it right and really believing in me and believing that
Speaker 6: this is what I was born to do.
Speaker 2: Like the Birthday song, which is.
Speaker 6: Timeless, there's nothing compared to the Vegas song, which was
Speaker 6: my Season three.
Speaker 2: The Vegas song did so many much more. Now.
Speaker 6: I got ten million, eleven million views on a video
Speaker 6: on that song, one hundred mill. The strings on that song,
Speaker 6: I just got to check from being my I get
Speaker 6: them all the time.
Speaker 2: They're looking really good.
Speaker 6: They helped me out with my life my paying for
Speaker 6: my daughter school paper, for my life, for my career, say.
Speaker 2: On the right hand, one of the things that I
Speaker 2: need to do.
Speaker 6: But that song, But that song Campusino is so special
Speaker 6: to me because it's like at five o'clock when the
Speaker 6: whole world was sleep and we were on the shut down.
Speaker 2: I wrote it one morning. It was literally so fast,
Speaker 2: like ash I had, I had.
Speaker 5: Did you tweak the song? So so it's a hard name.
Speaker 5: What does it mean. I'm sitting here, I'm like, com.
Speaker 2: Yes, farmer, farmer that that's the definition for Campusino. It's
Speaker 2: a farmer.
Speaker 6: That's the that thank you, that's the definition of for Caparscina,
Speaker 6: I'm a I'm a fucking farmer. I'm a farmer, ass bitch.
Speaker 6: So I got really detailed, like you know, like just
Speaker 6: just it's like I just feel like like I can't
Speaker 6: hear the song with I crime no matter what I'm doing.
Speaker 2: It's like if something goes here, I choke.
Speaker 6: And that's when I knew, like my ancestors in my life,
Speaker 6: I was meant to be the biggest Latin superstar in
Speaker 6: the world. And just because it's gonna take people twenty
Speaker 6: years to see I'm okay, I could go twenty years.
Speaker 6: I've already I've already went thirteen. I'm that close. So
Speaker 6: I've already went thirteen.
Speaker 1: That was like the Greek when the Greeks break a glass.
Speaker 5: It is real shit.
Speaker 1: We well, Josh you, my sister. Let me just tell
Speaker 1: you something. Man, every time I've ever seen you, you've
Speaker 1: always been so pleasant. You always showed us, love, showed
Speaker 1: me and my wife love you and ballistic. I really
Speaker 1: enjoy your relationship. I really enjoy all together. I really
Speaker 1: enjoy you getting money. And I wanted to give you
Speaker 1: your flowers.
Speaker 2: I was so glad that you know this is this
Speaker 2: is not a trophy to me. It's not a trophy.
Speaker 4: Like this is going too I see and.
Speaker 2: I didn't even hear her say that this is a trophy. Yeah,
Speaker 2: this is like and I love, I love. I feel
Speaker 2: like it's one of the greatest. I feel like you're
Speaker 2: one of the greatest.
Speaker 1: But I want to give you not only your flowers literally,
Speaker 1: I also want to give it to you mentally because
Speaker 1: what you did as a person that's from the hood
Speaker 1: that come out and you, you know, change everything about
Speaker 1: your whole life.
Speaker 2: Can we talk about being black and Hispanic.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm finished. Let me I'm gonna send that to you,
Speaker 1: the last one of your flowers. But let me give
Speaker 1: your flowers. Let me give your flowers, like you know
Speaker 1: what what you did. And now I'm telling you I
Speaker 1: see every episode of Love and Hip Hop. I'm talking
Speaker 1: about every single episode. And it was a time before
Speaker 1: I even met you that I was just tune in.
Speaker 1: I was like, I want to see what she's gonna say.
Speaker 1: Oh she was, and I'm every week Monday night, eight
Speaker 1: o'clock whatever, it was, six o'clock whatever, and I would
Speaker 1: sit there and for me to see you go from
Speaker 1: where you were there to where you are now something
Speaker 1: that we have to salute. Every person in this room
Speaker 1: has to sit back and say, God damn it because
Speaker 1: that is the legendary thing, coming from nothing and making
Speaker 1: yourself not only something.
Speaker 5: But even more than that.
Speaker 1: And you have done that, everybody, and I.
Speaker 5: Want to salute you.
Speaker 1: I want to see, well we get we get ended up,
Speaker 1: like because I like this question that you just asked,
Speaker 1: and you said how difficult it is being black and
Speaker 1: Puerto Rican. Now I am literally black in Puerto Rican.
Speaker 1: I am, my mother is black, my father is Puerto
Speaker 1: Rican my mother kind of looked like back in the days.
Speaker 1: My mother kind of like Nicki Minaj and my father
Speaker 1: he love a shit sweeter God. I got a picture
Speaker 1: of him. I was like iteration when you was outside,
Speaker 1: like looking good and.
Speaker 2: They brought the star. Yes, that's what that's them Jeans
Speaker 2: do that.
Speaker 1: So how how is it being because you are black
Speaker 1: and Puerto Rican just like me?
Speaker 5: Like you are? So how is that easy?
Speaker 6: Let me tell you how I was born in Puerto Rico.
Speaker 6: My mother and my father both were born in Puerto Rico.
Speaker 6: My grandmother and my grandpa was born in Puerto Rico.
Speaker 6: Their grandparents was born in Puerto Rico.
Speaker 2: Wow.
Speaker 6: The other parents that come before the one, two, three,
Speaker 6: the third generation, they were born one in Spain and
Speaker 6: one in Africa, because that's where my mother's parents.
Speaker 2: One is white with green ice, the dad and the
Speaker 2: lady the mom.
Speaker 1: Her mom is from Spain.
Speaker 2: Well, her mom was from Africa. She was a black
Speaker 2: black woman.
Speaker 5: Wow.
Speaker 6: And it's difficult for me to sit down and talk
Speaker 6: to my friends and talk talk to African African American
Speaker 6: ladies that are that were born in America with African ancestry,
Speaker 6: because I always throw out the thing where I'm black
Speaker 6: and they look at me like, but you're not black,
Speaker 6: You're perto Rican. And I tell them, I'm like, you
Speaker 6: have to be well, no, you have to be very ignorant. No, no,
Speaker 6: people need to be no, no, no people. This is
Speaker 6: this is listen. I had an a in this class
Speaker 6: in college here that's gonna drive next month, and and
Speaker 6: the and the paper that I had to do was
Speaker 6: on a black.
Speaker 2: Hispanic that was one of Puerto Rico. I have to
Speaker 2: constantly remind people that no matter where you're born, when
Speaker 2: you walk in the room, they're gonna always remind you
Speaker 2: your color. I love it, and a lot of people
Speaker 2: always forget that.
Speaker 6: So I make a lot of black girls that are
Speaker 6: American black girls uncomfortable because.
Speaker 2: They feel like I'm not black. But I tell them,
Speaker 2: look at my skin color.
Speaker 6: And so my whole life I've had to fight for
Speaker 6: the With the white people, it's like fuck you, I
Speaker 6: know I'm black, And with the black people.
Speaker 2: It's like what are you saying, beef? What are you saying? Like?
Speaker 2: What are you saying?
Speaker 6: So when I went to college, I tell you something.
Speaker 6: When I went to college, I got into a fight
Speaker 6: that same messac day. I beat that bitch. She attacked
Speaker 6: me because I was speaking on facts. Facts are that
Speaker 6: when your color is your color, your color is your color.
Speaker 6: It don't matter what the fuck or where you were born.
Speaker 6: And so I've always feel like I always had to
Speaker 6: explain myself. It's like when I tell black girls that
Speaker 6: I'm black, they'd be like, I'm like, look at my
Speaker 6: forget where I was born at look at the color
Speaker 6: all my skin.
Speaker 1: Don't don't.
Speaker 2: Don't worry about where I was born. You was born.
Speaker 6: You was born here in America, and your mama or
Speaker 6: your ancestors was born in My.
Speaker 2: Ancestors was worrying as we relax.
Speaker 6: Okay, ain't no Christopher Columbus fucking found nothing that.
Speaker 2: Came from England. He don't know ship. He stole everything,
Speaker 2: Okay from the Indian donk. Please don't talk to me
Speaker 2: about none of that, none of that weird ship. Talk
Speaker 2: to me, like.
Speaker 6: Like, talk to me, talk to me when I walk
Speaker 6: in the room. I'm be happy that I'm proud to
Speaker 6: be black. I'm not proud to be black because I'm
Speaker 6: put a rigging and I have the perks special. Ain't
Speaker 6: no perks you're black? You're black.
Speaker 2: You're black, you're black. You don't have to have and
Speaker 2: I don't.
Speaker 6: And I don't feel like that about Spanish people that
Speaker 6: are lighter. I feel like that about Spanish people that
Speaker 6: are dark, because Spanish people that are lighter, nigga, you're white,
Speaker 6: you Spanish white person.
Speaker 2: And and and then and whatever, whatever whatever it was,
Speaker 2: I don't care. Whatever it wants, do what you do.
Speaker 6: But I know for a fact, when since I was
Speaker 6: a jit, that I knew I was a nigga, and
Speaker 6: I don't give a fuck. I was born and I
Speaker 6: always knew I was in nigga, and and I made
Speaker 6: people feel real comfortable even in the college that's coming
Speaker 6: out that one.
Speaker 2: HBC.
Speaker 6: You guess what when the bitch attacked me and I
Speaker 6: dog wiped that bitch, they fucking expelled me from school.
Speaker 6: They expelled me from school. And you know what I said,
Speaker 6: I said, y'all, I said, y'all, crazy as fuck. I said,
Speaker 6: I get attacked and I get expelled from school. But
Speaker 6: they said HP HBCU And I'm the blackest bitch you
Speaker 6: got in this motherfucking house.
Speaker 2: Okay, I don't want to rest that the funk out
Speaker 2: my dick walk man. I want that man, I want
Speaker 2: that that ship so fast.
Speaker 6: I'm like, man, ain't nobody gave you what I gave
Speaker 6: you with the with the with the history. We went
Speaker 6: into the museum that that were that you could see
Speaker 6: the slaves and the babies and all of that. You know,
Speaker 6: like we went there and I'm just like, you know,
Speaker 6: my whole thing is like I feel me being black.
Speaker 6: I'm I'm not a white person. I'm far from being white.
Speaker 6: I don't care why. I don't care.
Speaker 2: I don't care.
Speaker 6: I don't care about that your European blood, because you
Speaker 6: know what I care about. I care about my skin
Speaker 6: color and how they never let me forget it. So
Speaker 6: now I just embrace it because it's beautiful. I love
Speaker 6: being who I am. I love being to a place
Speaker 6: where white people think I'm getting on rasht.
Speaker 2: I guess what.
Speaker 6: The black people don't think I'm getting on rati. Black
Speaker 6: people like me think I'm fancy. You could think that
Speaker 6: I'm getting on rashet.
Speaker 2: I want you to.
Speaker 6: I want you to think that I'm get on fancy
Speaker 6: because my people think that I'm the people that have
Speaker 6: the same color as me. They think I'm fancy. So
Speaker 6: if you do don't have my color. I don't think
Speaker 6: I'm fancy cool. Why would I care? Why would I
Speaker 6: get fucked about about how you think? So like for me,
Speaker 6: it's very important to really embrace your blackness. Whether you
Speaker 6: was born, I would listen. I'm telling you my two
Speaker 6: three back ancest suspect was all born in puer Rico.
Speaker 6: But I know that my mom's dad's side of the
Speaker 6: family there was all white, we green. I and my
Speaker 6: mom's out of his family there was all black black
Speaker 6: like this cast and I and I enjoy women, and
Speaker 6: I enjoy and I enjoy. And the thing is I
Speaker 6: enjoy it this mom I've had Listen, I enjoy. I
Speaker 6: enjoy telling my husband, you're gonna fuck this black person.
Speaker 6: Good suck this flat piece of good God, you know
Speaker 6: what I'm saying, Like I enjoy.
Speaker 2: I enjoy saying that I'm not ashamed of it. I
Speaker 2: love my skin.
Speaker 6: Every morning when my daughter wake up before she go
Speaker 6: to school, She's like, I love my skin, I love
Speaker 6: my hair, I love my color. I'm a nice person.
Speaker 6: I'm a good person. I love my parents. This is how,
Speaker 6: this is how I teach my daughter to talk. So
Speaker 6: I'm three years old. I taught my dad, my daughter
Speaker 6: how to love her skin, color her love her hair,
Speaker 6: her coarse hair, how to love her kings, how to
Speaker 6: love her her skin, how to love her body, how
Speaker 6: to love everything about her.
Speaker 2: And she's gonna tell you she loved her skin. I
Speaker 2: six year or so and I and I think a
Speaker 2: lot of people, whether.
Speaker 6: They're like black that was born in like a Spanish
Speaker 6: island or a Spanish country, or there are or there
Speaker 6: are black born in like America from African accets street,
Speaker 6: I think that you all really enjoyed their color. It's
Speaker 6: a beautiful thing. It's a beautiful thing.
Speaker 2: And let me tell you something, I've always only data
Speaker 2: black men.
Speaker 6: I've never even dating my own kind because growing up,
Speaker 6: I've always dated in Puerto Rico, I've always seen lighter
Speaker 6: skinned people. Where where I was raised up, everybody was lighter.
Speaker 6: But I love my color and I accepted her. So
Speaker 6: when I came to America, I like six or seven
Speaker 6: years old, I've always was attractive to the darker skin
Speaker 6: because I just thought it was beautiful.
Speaker 2: One of my brothers it's super dark.
Speaker 6: My other brother is lighter than me, and then my
Speaker 6: oldest brother he's like brown. So I've just always thought
Speaker 6: it was beautiful. And then all my mom's baby dadd
Speaker 6: has had that color. So my mom is My mom
Speaker 6: is very fair, she's lighter than me, and so I
Speaker 6: just always enjoyed the darkest skin. I thought it was
Speaker 6: always beautiful.
Speaker 1: Puerto Ricos America too.
Speaker 6: Well, I know it's America, but I'm speaking if you
Speaker 6: come from like Cuba, Santo Domingo or other places like that,
Speaker 6: you know.
Speaker 1: Should be taking my lighter the whole night. I respect it.
Speaker 1: I know you from the hood.
Speaker 2: I get you.
Speaker 1: That hood niggas take lighters all the time, and John
Speaker 1: my lighter of the whole. Can't I get a light
Speaker 1: of Eddie to ask you?
Speaker 5: Can you? Everywhere? Everybody's lighters is give me.
Speaker 1: Well, I don't want to give my.
Speaker 5: Lighter, but I was you a lighter? Well?
Speaker 2: I think I want to take a good role, you know, Yeah,
Speaker 2: it's got to be good. I've been talking to about acting.
Speaker 2: I'm always like on her dance like, bitch, what's up?
Speaker 2: Because she put she put a couple of my songs
Speaker 2: on her show Insecure and rap ship.
Speaker 1: Yeah raised this ship she is?
Speaker 2: Yeah. He basically he was like, are you up? Into acting,
Speaker 2: and I was like, I.
Speaker 6: Don't really like acting, but I'm ready for like a
Speaker 6: good role because I never want to be actress.
Speaker 2: I always wanted to.
Speaker 6: Be a singer and a dancer, you know. I never
Speaker 6: wanted to act anything. God, you know, but that's what
Speaker 6: is this, This is what I'm what.
Speaker 2: I was just telling him.
Speaker 1: When you sing, I think you said when you see me,
Speaker 1: I was like, wait a minute, I was just TV
Speaker 1: what should again pause? Paul?
Speaker 6: I was just telling I was just telling Paul that
Speaker 6: when I find the right role, then I'll do it.
Speaker 6: And because it's the Ray used like a couple of
Speaker 6: my songs, he twenty twenty two.
Speaker 2: And like three shows. I was like, oh my gosh,
Speaker 2: I love you. Thank you.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 6: So I always made I don't got hurt. I don't
Speaker 6: got her telephone number or anything, but like, because we
Speaker 6: follow each other, I always hit her on the dam
Speaker 6: like listen, so you need to write something for us together.
Speaker 6: So she tet she DM me back and she was like,
Speaker 6: I got you, bitch. I was like, yes, I kept DM.
Speaker 2: Me her because when she used my song, she paid
Speaker 2: me to use myself. It's the race paid me to
Speaker 2: use my cos I'm big.
Speaker 5: No listen to me.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I got three ships from twenty twenty three.
Speaker 1: I was like, what the fuck, and I'm so sorry play.
Speaker 2: On her show. She used my songs on her TV shows.
Speaker 1: You listen only she.
Speaker 2: Used my show.
Speaker 6: She used Cabaret Johnson's Cabaret clip.
Speaker 2: On her shows.
Speaker 1: Listen listen by the way, yeah.
Speaker 2: Oh yes show.
Speaker 6: Well, I was begging her. I kept dmming her. I
Speaker 6: was begging her for like a month. Please fright something first, please,
Speaker 6: But she finally dam me back.
Speaker 1: I got you bat No, listen, listen. Let me just
Speaker 1: say this easter about that fucking life. Man.
Speaker 2: I ken't begging her.
Speaker 1: I watched all your show. He's also my sister. I
Speaker 1: love her as well. But what I'll tell you is
Speaker 1: if she says it, she's gonna she does it.
Speaker 2: I believe I believe her. I believe it. Listen. First
Speaker 2: of all, it took her like a year to respond back, Well,
Speaker 2: she's busy.
Speaker 1: She was busy.
Speaker 6: I'm sure that she wasn't uh the one that was like,
Speaker 6: oh I just want jostling up in here. Somebody probably
Speaker 6: gave her the idea to play the songs on her show,
Speaker 6: and the cabaret.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 6: I'm I'm not, you know. So when she did that,
Speaker 6: I was like, oh my gosh, what the fuck? So
Speaker 6: I was dmming her twenty twenty two. I'm like, please, please,
Speaker 6: because I just love how she acted, and I actually
Speaker 6: enjoy her acting, and I think she's beautiful, and I
Speaker 6: think that she's one of those people that really embrace
Speaker 6: her blackness like I do. Funk where I was born
Speaker 6: at because I hate when bitches be on that. Bitch,
Speaker 6: why is she worrying about where I was born at?
Speaker 6: Look at the color, Look at the energy, Look at
Speaker 6: the energy, look at the look at the look, look
Speaker 6: at what, look at the vibe. Look at me, bitch.
Speaker 6: You is trying to miss me with the bullshit. Bitch
Speaker 6: you're trying to me. Don't miss me with that, you
Speaker 6: know what I'm saying. So I loved it about her
Speaker 6: because I just feel like she's she's a great black
Speaker 6: color woman that whether she's black or white, she's still
Speaker 6: gonna be her her tan, her color, her blackness don't
Speaker 6: mean nothing.
Speaker 2: She's still a genius, yes, the human.
Speaker 5: But let me also big you up too.
Speaker 1: I'm so mad that went to the bathroom at the
Speaker 1: side right now, my son went to the Oh oh,
Speaker 1: it's okay.
Speaker 2: I'm glad he wasn't the wine.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry sharing I'm so mad that my son went
Speaker 1: to the bathroom at this time because what I was
Speaker 1: saying was, I was like, all right, cool. And then
Speaker 1: like when we interview people, we go do our research,
Speaker 1: and so we was gonna interviews with you and go
Speaker 1: on Twitter. But my son was like, nah, Pop, you
Speaker 1: gotta understand. They listen to Joscelyn music in the hood.
Speaker 5: This is my He went to the bathroom. So he
Speaker 5: was like, he was like, we have to the playlist.
Speaker 5: He's not here.
Speaker 1: That's why I know you've been in the bathrooms. Come along,
Speaker 1: been in there, get him out of there. No, but
Speaker 1: but that's what I was trying to say. That was like,
Speaker 1: so I was like, all right, cool, and then we
Speaker 1: went did we start going through that? It was like
Speaker 1: you John outside, God, damn it. So listen, listen. You
Speaker 1: know what I would like to I would like to
Speaker 1: end it with you because I'm not saying the ended,
Speaker 1: but whatever I would like to say is I want
Speaker 1: you because I told you about my friend who wakes
Speaker 1: up in the morning and he googles himself the negative part.
Speaker 1: But I would like for you to do for you
Speaker 1: because you've made it to the level where like women
Speaker 1: may want to be you, they really do. So the
Speaker 1: thing about what you should always do is you should
Speaker 1: google the good part of you. Every single day you
Speaker 1: wake up and you say what's good about me?
Speaker 6: And when you see cause I never really I've go
Speaker 6: go myself my whole life. Maybe like I want to say,
Speaker 6: like four times.
Speaker 1: Let me finish my point, because can I get one more?
Speaker 5: Jamie?
Speaker 2: It's not there for him?
Speaker 1: No, no, no, let me just tell you. Let me
Speaker 1: just tell you why. Because you're dealing with something I
Speaker 1: dealt with before.
Speaker 5: Fame. It's called survivor's remorse.
Speaker 2: I don't understand.
Speaker 5: Oh I know what he's going with that.
Speaker 1: It's called I made it. So sometimes I kind of
Speaker 1: feel bad. I kind of feel bad because I made it,
Speaker 1: and that's what I feel like you're dealing with. Maybe
Speaker 1: I'm wrong, but when I say you get emotional, I
Speaker 1: feel like that.
Speaker 6: I feel like, actually I feel I feel emotional because
Speaker 6: I don't believe it. No, no, listen, no, I know
Speaker 6: I know it's true, but I'm like, wow, how did
Speaker 6: I ever do that. When I was I was bound
Speaker 6: to be.
Speaker 2: I was bound to be a drug a druggy nothing,
Speaker 2: young black. We'd Latin ugly dunking bitch.
Speaker 1: But look, can you can't look at me for a second.
Speaker 1: That's course of Yes. What you're dealing with is you're saying,
Speaker 1: do I deserve done this?
Speaker 2: No? I know I do. No.
Speaker 5: I want you to stay with him where he going.
Speaker 1: Yeah, But what I want you to do is fuck that.
Speaker 1: You made it because you deserve it. You made it
Speaker 1: because you deserve You need to be here like put it.
Speaker 1: And the more you wake up every day and then
Speaker 1: you don't see that, And I dealt with exactly what
Speaker 1: you're dealing with, because you're like, all right, cool, I
Speaker 1: gotta I gotta do more. I gotta be at a
Speaker 1: different place. So you're kind of almost downplaying the position
Speaker 1: that you're at.
Speaker 5: No.
Speaker 2: No, And can I tell you something, yes please?
Speaker 1: A book.
Speaker 6: That I bought that really changed my way of thinking,
Speaker 6: Take the Leap by Steve Harvey.
Speaker 2: Mmm, I like that, Steve Harbor.
Speaker 6: Steve Harvey has been my guidance to waking up positive
Speaker 6: and happy to be alive.
Speaker 4: Right, let me tell you something that I know for
Speaker 4: facts gonna help set again. You want me to tell
Speaker 4: you something that I know for a fact that's going
Speaker 4: to help what whether it's right wrong, we we're not
Speaker 4: pickingside who's right wrong?
Speaker 5: Them? Repair and forgive the relationship with Madre. Your mom
Speaker 5: trusts me.
Speaker 2: But here, here's the thing. Here's the here's the thing.
Speaker 2: Let me tell you how you're doing. Let me. She's right,
Speaker 2: she right, Listen, she right there. Listen, listen, She right there,
Speaker 2: she's gonna listen.
Speaker 1: Listen.
Speaker 6: She could always get me, she could always listen. Listen, listen, listen, listen, listen.
Speaker 6: I'm busy, She right there. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6: All you gotta do is give me a call. I'm
Speaker 6: gonna be I'm what you need. Of course, all my
Speaker 6: family do. I've had the same number for years. I
Speaker 6: got two farm and say all got it.
Speaker 1: It ain't what you mean.
Speaker 2: Listen this, this, this, listen. This got nothing to do
Speaker 2: with me and everything to do with them.
Speaker 6: I'm still do what I gotta do because guess what,
Speaker 6: when your niggas call me, that goes to when your
Speaker 6: niggas call me, because y'all ain't got it.
Speaker 2: Guess who got it? Your You know what they call
Speaker 2: me at my Mama house?
Speaker 5: You know what?
Speaker 2: You know what they call me?
Speaker 6: You know what they call me at ma Mama house.
Speaker 6: Since I was five years old? You know what they
Speaker 6: call me my Mama house since I was five? Does
Speaker 6: that mean the Queen Queen and.
Speaker 2: My Mama house.
Speaker 6: Since I was five, they've been calling me, so they
Speaker 6: know what I'm about. So the Queen gona always answer
Speaker 6: the phone for the family.
Speaker 2: But guess what.
Speaker 6: Guess what I guess what I'm not gonna do. Guess
Speaker 6: what I'm not gonna do. I guess I know what
Speaker 6: you're gonna do. You don't guess what I'm not gonna do.
Speaker 6: Hold on, I'm gonna tell you what I'm not gonna do.
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna waste the second or something that does
Speaker 2: does not.
Speaker 6: Serve me in the purpose. Bitchuck hold up, hold on, bitch,
Speaker 6: fuck you. I love you if you name it, the
Speaker 6: more I'm here for you whatever you need. Hey, but
Speaker 6: guess what I'm not gonna do.
Speaker 2: I'm not doing that. Can I tell you why I'm
Speaker 2: not doing that? Canna tell you why? I tell you why?
Speaker 1: No, let me tell you answer, though, I just want.
Speaker 2: To let me. Can I tell you why? Can I
Speaker 2: tell you why? Can I tell you why? Can I
Speaker 2: Can I tell you why?
Speaker 1: Look at it?
Speaker 2: Can I tell you why I want you to? Can
Speaker 2: I tell you why?
Speaker 1: I answer that?
Speaker 2: Though you know why, I have no time to play
Speaker 2: with people. M I don't. I don't give up. Mammy.
Speaker 6: Listen to me, Mammy, happy husband, daughter, son, frank, cousin, sister, brother.
Speaker 6: Now why would I give you that when you ain't
Speaker 6: over there. You're over there, still in the hood where
Speaker 6: we grew up at. Hold up, Hold up, let me focus,
Speaker 6: Hold up, Let me focus. You're my You're my peeps.
Speaker 6: We got the same blood.
Speaker 2: I'm here for you.
Speaker 6: You gotta just know when to call and stay on
Speaker 6: my motherfucking way, because I will not let you be
Speaker 6: a barrel in my livelihood. You're gonna be right there,
Speaker 6: and I'm gonna love you, and I'm gonna cut you
Speaker 6: hold out. I'ma buy your house, I'm gonna pay I'm
Speaker 6: gonna give you some money when you need it. I'm
Speaker 6: gonna pay your hospital bill. I'm I'm gonna bury you nice.
Speaker 6: I'm gonna do all that. But what I'm not gonna do,
Speaker 6: I'm not I'm not playing no games with I'm not
Speaker 6: ain't no games with nolttis.
Speaker 5: I don't know what.
Speaker 2: I don't play. I don't I don't play games. I
Speaker 2: don't play I'm no no, Yeah, I'm not listening, but
Speaker 2: I'm not what. I'm not listen what I'm not gonna do.
Speaker 2: What I'm not gonna do, I'm not I'm not gonna
Speaker 2: play with I'm not.
Speaker 6: You could have been. You could have been in birth
Speaker 6: with me for twenty twenty hours. I'm not gonna play
Speaker 6: with no regularist. I got shied to do and I'm
Speaker 6: doing it not just for me, but I'm doing it
Speaker 6: for the Lottis that I share a blood with.
Speaker 2: And that's cool, and that's cool if you're gonna be
Speaker 2: a because we're still fans. We share blood. I love you.
Speaker 2: Can come to the show.
Speaker 6: Whatever you ain't my package, You in my package, my
Speaker 6: whole life, bitch, I ain't tripping.
Speaker 1: I love you.
Speaker 6: You and my brother we got the same blow sis. Everything,
Speaker 6: everything you got, everything who you want is becussing me.
Speaker 6: It's cussing me. You know what I'm saying. I lead
Speaker 6: by a sample. I'm talking about my blood. I'm talking
Speaker 6: about from us I'm talking about my blood.
Speaker 1: If you know what I mean.
Speaker 6: If you want to be at Heglada, that's cool, be
Speaker 6: at Helder. I'm not Your people are not gonna be that.
Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: You know you can call me. You know where I'm at,
Speaker 2: you know where I live, you know everything about me.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 2: All you got to do is do what you gotta
Speaker 2: do and come by.
Speaker 1: I got you.
Speaker 6: But what I'm not gonna do, I wouldn't dare waste
Speaker 6: a minute, nigga. I'm gonna do you, and I'm gonna
Speaker 6: show you, and I'm gonna do that like I do.
Speaker 2: Everybody one day in my way.
Speaker 6: I said I would never I would never have a
Speaker 6: problem with the person that listen. I will never have
Speaker 6: a problem with the person.
Speaker 5: That burst me.
Speaker 6: I've been showing what's in the Bible where the main row.
Speaker 6: I've been showing you should honor your parents. I've been
Speaker 6: honoring my parents. I've been paying I've been I've been
Speaker 6: taking care of my mom since before I was supposed
Speaker 6: to take care of my mom. When I was a
Speaker 6: little teenager, a thirteen fourteen, I was already taking care
Speaker 6: of my mom. So you know what the fuck I'm
Speaker 6: talking about. So I'm not like I never have beef,
Speaker 6: but what I do have is boundaries.
Speaker 2: My daughter is not.
Speaker 6: Allowed to touch my face. My daughter, No, my daughter
Speaker 6: plays a lot. She thinks she's no she's said, and
Speaker 6: she's a genius. You got to remember she goes to
Speaker 6: my top in the country. She's a genius.
Speaker 5: Okay, because she can't touch your face.
Speaker 2: Why she does it?
Speaker 3: To like.
Speaker 1: Run me, to like.
Speaker 2: Make sure that she knows that I'm beneath her and
Speaker 2: she's above me.
Speaker 6: She'd be like, like she's real like with me. She
Speaker 6: tells me, she tells me what to do, what not
Speaker 6: to do. It's like she it's unbelievable how she talked
Speaker 6: to me and how she it's like she's a boss
Speaker 6: of me. So I your daughter, my daughter, and my daughter.
Speaker 1: Yes, you deserve it. Yeah, because listen, be honest with you.
Speaker 2: I deserve it.
Speaker 1: Yes, she's not. She's gonna be the best. She is
Speaker 1: your boss, my boss. Because works. That's the way this works.
Speaker 1: That's the way it works. That's the way it works.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I got six in the possible kids I got,
Speaker 1: but I'm my mo outhside. So so she Princess out there.
Speaker 6: I told I told her, I said, listen, money, you
Speaker 6: gotta respect your mom, please, like you know what I'm saying, like, yes,
Speaker 6: just when you when you're she hold my face and look,
Speaker 6: she hold my face like this and she kiss me
Speaker 6: like why and I'm like Bonnie, Bonnie, like stop holding
Speaker 6: my face like that. So so look, So the thing
Speaker 6: is like this, she runs my house, my makeup. Everybody
Speaker 6: be like, oh, she runs you like.
Speaker 2: I'm like, no, it's not. I'm a great mother. I
Speaker 2: half her. The thing is, it's like I just have
Speaker 2: to give her boundaries.
Speaker 6: I'm like, Bonnie, like, please stop stop touching my face
Speaker 6: like you on my face, own my face.
Speaker 2: I don't really learn nobody touching my face like that,
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So she's like killing niggas. She's I'm not sure.
Speaker 2: She's you know, she's she's on me, and so I
Speaker 2: get it.
Speaker 6: I'm the same way. I'm always been the same way
Speaker 6: with my mom. It's like I'm her mother. But if
Speaker 6: you make me your mother, then I got to do
Speaker 6: what I gotta do. And not only is my mother
Speaker 6: my daughter, my whole family members are my kids.
Speaker 2: And this is not a bar I'm not trying to.
Speaker 2: I'm not trying to be I'm not trying to be Ni, I'm.
Speaker 8: Not trying to.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but this is not This is not Nigga's bar.
Speaker 2: This is real ship.
Speaker 6: Like It's like I've been taking care of you all
Speaker 6: my whole life, Like when is.
Speaker 2: It going to be my turn?
Speaker 1: When?
Speaker 6: When am I gonna When am I gonna wake up
Speaker 6: one day and I think about how many people I
Speaker 6: have to take you off?
Speaker 2: When am I wake up and just and just know
Speaker 2: that it's just for me? God? Damn? How many years
Speaker 2: am I going to live?
Speaker 5: Life?
Speaker 1: Be sure? Be sure?
Speaker 2: I could be. I'm like I've been taking Let me
Speaker 2: get a break, I would live. But but that's okay.
Speaker 2: But can I you something? Can I tell you something?
Speaker 2: Can I tell you something? Can I tell you one thing?
Speaker 1: Pa?
Speaker 2: It's okay.
Speaker 6: We're taking a two three four year from your from
Speaker 6: your parents, from your brothers, from you, from your nephews,
Speaker 6: from your nieces, to get yourself together, to lose your way.
Speaker 2: Your money, to take your wife, to take your kids.
Speaker 5: But sis, let me just tell you something.
Speaker 6: What the fuck Are you a slave to your family?
Speaker 6: Are you a slave to your family? Me neither, and
Speaker 6: I'm not and I'm not about to hell or no.
Speaker 2: And guess what if they were? And guess why can
Speaker 2: I tell you something? Can I tell you something?
Speaker 6: If they were slaves to me, I would be slaves
Speaker 6: to them for them, but you're gonna be.
Speaker 2: But guess why always? And that's what they take me for.
Speaker 2: It's always, but you can never, but you can never
Speaker 2: help me out.
Speaker 5: It's different from him. I learned that from him.
Speaker 6: I learned that from I'm just trying to tell you
Speaker 6: what I'm trying to give myself boundaries as a young
Speaker 6: beautiful lady that came from nothing, because guess why my
Speaker 6: parents didn't give it to me, anybody didn't give it
Speaker 6: to me.
Speaker 2: I have to give it to myself and.
Speaker 1: Were giving it to you too. You give it, but
Speaker 1: I'm gonna leave it on this note. What I want
Speaker 1: to say to you is I love the fact that
Speaker 1: you brought me my flowers, the fact that I gave
Speaker 1: you your flowers, But I also want you to understand
Speaker 1: that you deserve your own flowers too, because that's that's
Speaker 1: like one of the things. And I'm sorry to be
Speaker 1: a therapist and you said it, but like I feel
Speaker 1: like you're my sister, Like I.
Speaker 2: Feel like you, like we're connected.
Speaker 6: We're connected, and I'm sure you make sure everybody stay here.
Speaker 6: Even though I was I would say you y'all ain't
Speaker 6: going nowhere.
Speaker 1: But what I want to I want to pick you up.
Speaker 1: I want to also tell you like you're your own genius,
Speaker 1: you're your You're you know what I mean, Everything that
Speaker 1: you do you have to actually because if you don't
Speaker 1: recognize you kind of wipes it out. And I get
Speaker 1: the fact that you know sometimes you're looking at everyone else,
Speaker 1: but I want.
Speaker 5: You to.
Speaker 1: Super realized that it's you who made yourself great as well,
Speaker 1: and you should always salute yourself because we salute you
Speaker 1: and we're gonna continue to salute you. It was it
Speaker 1: was so funny like we were sitting here waiting for
Speaker 1: you and they like John's.
Speaker 5: Are gonna come through Both that lot.
Speaker 2: Did I make the.
Speaker 6: So what I'm saying is, but this has been that
Speaker 6: this has actually been the most real and comfortable and
Speaker 6: excited that I've been with any any of you.
Speaker 2: Interview for TV. He said that too, anything I said,
Speaker 2: and can I That's why I love the queen. I
Speaker 2: love the queens.
Speaker 1: When the queens come through.
Speaker 2: It's not because it's not because you know how go.
Speaker 1: Don't count.
Speaker 2: It's not because of who we are. It's because of
Speaker 2: who you are in the preparation that we are in
Speaker 2: at that moment.
Speaker 5: Thank you so deep.
Speaker 1: That's deep me tell you and every word of thank
Speaker 1: you Jesus. But I really appreciate you so much for
Speaker 1: coming through being exactly who you are, giving.
Speaker 2: Us the rik for having it because you couldstantly.
Speaker 1: Like, wow, why would I like, I'm beyond your legendary
Speaker 1: legend you legends? No, you are legend. You beat the
Speaker 1: eyes anybody who who who was on reality TV show
Speaker 1: and then went from going from a reality TV show
Speaker 1: happen the only reality TV show listens Stevie two weeks
Speaker 1: or less a week a week, give them the two
Speaker 1: weeks she said a week fifteen times right here.
Speaker 5: Personally, gonna give you an extra.
Speaker 1: That's what I do. Yeah, crazy at the this that's legendary.
Speaker 6: My baby daddy, Stevie Stevie J. Shout out to my husband,
Speaker 6: the Listic Bonnie's father with stev J. They both take
Speaker 6: great care of Bonnie. Shout out to Mona. Shout out
Speaker 6: to Nori Shout out to Fat Joe.
Speaker 2: Shout out.
Speaker 6: My brother, shout out to shout out to everybody that
Speaker 6: passibly give me opportunities to come on their platform in
Speaker 6: and be great because I know I'm allowed to deal
Speaker 6: with and I'm a lot to Like Okay Johnson, I
Speaker 6: can say anything. She's the bitch, She's like, but no,
Speaker 6: I'm just like, I'm who I am and like, I
Speaker 6: just want people to appreciate me for who I am
Speaker 6: and really understand me as a person.
Speaker 2: And who I am as a person is real.
Speaker 6: I could sit in the room with twenty men like
Speaker 6: I have been for three hours right now, yes, and
Speaker 6: talk about anything and I get uncomfortable and sit down
Speaker 6: like a lady the whole time and talk about life
Speaker 6: and talk about careers and talk about people and color
Speaker 6: and stuff like that. And I'm never gonna say the
Speaker 6: wrong answer. I'm gonna always give you the right answer
Speaker 6: because I'm gonna always go out for pure heart. I'm
Speaker 6: never gonna go with my answer. Those dates are over.
Speaker 6: I was young and dumb, now I'm growing and smart.
Speaker 1: That's beautiful. That's the beautiful point. It's so beautiful to
Speaker 1: hear you speak about Cardi b STEBJ. Everybody you're talking
Speaker 1: about and you bigging them up. That's so beautiful because
Speaker 1: that's how I live like. It's like I want I
Speaker 1: want people to know that everyone is great and for
Speaker 1: to hear me say, hear you say that. It's so beautiful. Man,
Speaker 1: Come on.
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