WEBVTT - Episode 365 w/ Joseline 0:00:11.960 --> 0:00:13.880 He is drinks chants, motherfucking podcast man. 0:00:15.080 --> 0:00:17.080 He's a legends every Queens rapper. 0:00:17.239 --> 0:00:18.919 He ain't a great as your boy in O R E. 0:00:19.079 --> 0:00:21.880 He's a Miami hip hop pioneer put up as d 0:00:22.040 --> 0:00:22.759 J e f N. 0:00:22.960 --> 0:00:25.759 Together they drink it up with some of the biggest players, 0:00:25.800 --> 0:00:26.720 you know what I mean, and the. 0:00:26.760 --> 0:00:30.200 Most professional unprofessional podcast. 0:00:29.800 --> 0:00:33.199 And your number one source for drunks, drink chans, most 0:00:33.600 --> 0:00:37.800 das New Year's csten. It's time for drink champs. Drink up, 0:00:37.840 --> 0:00:38.720 motherfucking mother. 0:00:44.760 --> 0:00:46.159 Would it good? Be hoping he is wild to send 0:00:46.200 --> 0:00:48.600 me this Your boy in O r E. Oh, I 0:00:48.640 --> 0:00:49.320 forgot e f it. 0:00:49.440 --> 0:00:49.800 Is not here. 0:00:51.720 --> 0:00:53.600 The e f it is out with COVID. I think 0:00:53.880 --> 0:00:54.240 I don't know. 0:00:56.280 --> 0:00:57.520 Now I'm just like I got I gotta throw that 0:00:57.560 --> 0:00:59.960 shit over my man. This is Midle tatey crazy bare ready, 0:01:00.200 --> 0:01:01.840 drink chests happy. I'll makes up. 0:01:05.680 --> 0:01:10.600 Now we got today. We have the Puerto Rican Princess. 0:01:10.840 --> 0:01:11.680 Did I make it stutter? 0:01:12.240 --> 0:01:14.759 Yes, yes, yes, she showed up late. 0:01:15.600 --> 0:01:17.600 She showed up like the latest guest this year, so 0:01:17.600 --> 0:01:19.960 I gotta say that, Well, we're still. 0:01:19.800 --> 0:01:20.480 In the first quarter. 0:01:20.600 --> 0:01:22.960 You showed up DMX style. This is DMX style style 0:01:23.000 --> 0:01:23.640 of right, but. 0:01:23.720 --> 0:01:25.360 Listen, listen. I had to do it. I had to 0:01:25.440 --> 0:01:26.559 make sure that when I came. 0:01:26.520 --> 0:01:34.000 Here cold, god damn it, tell us what's going on? 0:01:34.600 --> 0:01:35.840 Well, first of all, can I get a drink? 0:01:35.959 --> 0:01:40.240 Of course, was waiting for you? And you can have 0:01:40.319 --> 0:01:43.120 plastic and now we got glass, yes, yes, you got 0:01:43.240 --> 0:01:44.240 joint yeah. 0:01:45.760 --> 0:01:47.520 Some more. So let's talk. 0:01:47.600 --> 0:01:49.560 Let's take it from the beginning right when we first 0:01:49.560 --> 0:01:51.920 seen you come on the scene. It was obviously through 0:01:51.960 --> 0:01:55.760 Love and Hip Hop. Yes, and I believe y'all was 0:01:55.800 --> 0:01:57.800 the first season, right, like, because I believe it's New 0:01:57.920 --> 0:02:00.000 York was the first season, and then it went to Atlanta. 0:02:00.560 --> 0:02:02.240 But you was Was you in the first season of 0:02:02.280 --> 0:02:02.960 the Atlanta one? 0:02:05.000 --> 0:02:06.000 Ooh, I like that. 0:02:06.600 --> 0:02:07.400 I like that sound. 0:02:07.680 --> 0:02:09.000 So I wasn't the first season. 0:02:09.000 --> 0:02:10.680 I think I was in the first season of Atlanta 0:02:10.800 --> 0:02:12.399 because I think it came out in New York first, 0:02:12.400 --> 0:02:15.359 I'm sure with Jim Jones and Christy and them, Yes, 0:02:15.639 --> 0:02:18.320 and then I think he went straight to Atlanta. Yeah, 0:02:18.320 --> 0:02:20.880 And then I was I was twenty three when I 0:02:20.960 --> 0:02:23.400 did Love and Hip Hop. I was I had just 0:02:23.520 --> 0:02:26.079 met Stevie J which I'm sure you were. Of course 0:02:26.520 --> 0:02:29.679 you guys know him. Yeah, and I started doing I 0:02:29.760 --> 0:02:31.760 have made him. I actually have made him like a 0:02:31.880 --> 0:02:34.359 week prior to doing Love and Hip Hop. 0:02:34.639 --> 0:02:36.799 Okay, so this is something I did. I did a 0:02:36.840 --> 0:02:38.880 season of Love and Hip Hop right, Miami? 0:02:39.000 --> 0:02:39.080 Right? 0:02:39.200 --> 0:02:40.680 I did Miami, Yeah, just one season. 0:02:41.000 --> 0:02:42.560 I liked it. I to tell you the truth. But 0:02:43.760 --> 0:02:45.919 to tell you, let me ask you a question, because 0:02:45.960 --> 0:02:48.280 this is a rumor that everyone thinks. Everyone thinks that 0:02:49.080 --> 0:02:52.359 you know, this is a setup, like meaning they'll they'll 0:02:52.400 --> 0:02:54.600 come in and say like, okay, this this person's gonna 0:02:54.600 --> 0:02:56.480 throw a drink and then y'all gonna like, you know. 0:02:57.240 --> 0:02:58.320 Was it like that for you? 0:02:59.400 --> 0:02:59.680 Okay? 0:02:59.720 --> 0:03:02.880 So the first the first season of Love and Hip 0:03:02.919 --> 0:03:09.480 Hop Atlanta, right, I want to say they had producers 0:03:10.000 --> 0:03:12.280 that we're doing their jobs, which is amazing. You got 0:03:12.360 --> 0:03:14.320 to do your mother fucking job, right, But then I 0:03:14.400 --> 0:03:17.280 want to say they had audiences like me that was 0:03:17.320 --> 0:03:20.400 going to come and be theirselves and just just push 0:03:20.480 --> 0:03:23.040 the limits. And everything that I went through in Love 0:03:23.080 --> 0:03:24.359 and Hip Hop was was real. 0:03:24.440 --> 0:03:29.600 Real. I don't really never blame the producers usually. You 0:03:29.680 --> 0:03:30.720 know why I can't blame. 0:03:30.600 --> 0:03:33.519 The producers because I feel like you have to take 0:03:33.560 --> 0:03:36.960 responsibilities for yourself. You're gonna go on TV, anything can happen, 0:03:37.320 --> 0:03:40.000 and you're being open, especially like in a reality TV show. 0:03:40.040 --> 0:03:42.240 And I mean, you know, everybody got to do their job. 0:03:42.400 --> 0:03:45.400 To have a great show, you need great producers. So like, 0:03:45.680 --> 0:03:47.840 I highly doubted the producers are anybody like, you know, 0:03:47.920 --> 0:03:50.360 throw a drink at that bitch, like you know, slap 0:03:50.440 --> 0:03:50.760 that bitch. 0:03:50.800 --> 0:03:51.240 You know what I'm saying. 0:03:51.240 --> 0:03:53.600 I'm not saying nobody has never said that. I'm sure 0:03:53.680 --> 0:03:56.120 they have said that, But I don't really think that 0:03:56.320 --> 0:03:59.880 was the deal with Love and hip Hop the first 0:04:00.080 --> 0:04:02.600 he said. I think it was just so raw, right, 0:04:03.200 --> 0:04:04.720 you know, you had Stevie J with me. 0:04:04.720 --> 0:04:06.560 Because you know, to tell you to me being the 0:04:06.640 --> 0:04:08.880 outside of looking in. When the New York was like 0:04:09.160 --> 0:04:10.640 but when they got to Atlanta, it was like, wait 0:04:10.640 --> 0:04:13.400 a minute, this is now. Yeah. Yeah, I was like, 0:04:13.480 --> 0:04:16.360 now this is television because the first season and by 0:04:16.400 --> 0:04:18.200 the way, I watched every Love and hip Hop. I'm 0:04:18.240 --> 0:04:19.120 a big Love and hip Hop. 0:04:19.240 --> 0:04:20.160 That's the reason why I did it. 0:04:20.560 --> 0:04:23.320 But it felt like that was like the breakout season 0:04:23.360 --> 0:04:25.280 when it went to Atlanta and it was like it 0:04:25.400 --> 0:04:28.360 was no host ball, there's everything going now and that's 0:04:28.400 --> 0:04:30.040 why I always wanted to wonder because it was so 0:04:30.200 --> 0:04:32.280 good TV. It was like, damn, did they set this 0:04:32.400 --> 0:04:34.200 up a little bit? Like you know what you say 0:04:34.200 --> 0:04:40.720 and they put you in the room, so you're saying 0:04:40.800 --> 0:04:44.640 your part was really they get you in the room 0:04:45.720 --> 0:04:46.640 and just straight to it. 0:04:46.760 --> 0:04:48.400 I mean I'm saying that day. You know what I'm saying. 0:04:48.400 --> 0:04:52.040 I'm saying that, Okay, Okay, for example, life, I didn't 0:04:52.120 --> 0:04:54.159 know my baby daddy had a whole woman at home. 0:04:54.200 --> 0:04:56.080 You know what I'm saying, Like you kept calling the 0:04:56.160 --> 0:04:57.440 Mimi the maid at one point. 0:04:57.920 --> 0:05:00.520 Well you know, I mean, come up with that. 0:05:00.680 --> 0:05:05.960 I was like, that's funny because I just put that 0:05:06.040 --> 0:05:07.920 in one of my songs, my new EPI that's coming out. 0:05:07.960 --> 0:05:13.640 I let's go, you know what. 0:05:13.839 --> 0:05:15.800 I had to go back and do a bunch of 0:05:15.880 --> 0:05:17.719 my like liners and put on my my new EP 0:05:17.839 --> 0:05:19.800 because I just feel like they deserve it, you know 0:05:19.800 --> 0:05:21.200 what I'm saying. I just feel like they need to 0:05:21.240 --> 0:05:23.000 hear that. But shout out to me me. 0:05:23.160 --> 0:05:23.800 I think you know that. 0:05:24.160 --> 0:05:26.479 Here here's the thing. Mimy is a great person. Let 0:05:26.560 --> 0:05:28.080 me just say that she's an amazing woman. 0:05:28.320 --> 0:05:29.080 Like to hear you say that. 0:05:29.279 --> 0:05:30.560 Yeah, No, she's an amazing woman. 0:05:31.240 --> 0:05:31.360 Uh. 0:05:31.560 --> 0:05:35.760 And you know, Mimi grew up in Scientology. Really, you 0:05:35.800 --> 0:05:36.600 guys didn't. 0:05:36.360 --> 0:05:41.120 Know that, the religious Scientology in California. She lived in 0:05:41.200 --> 0:05:43.800 the Scientology building from the age of twelve. I mean, 0:05:43.839 --> 0:05:45.800 I'm sorry for the from the age of five all 0:05:45.839 --> 0:05:48.280 the way to the age of thirteen. And Mimi is 0:05:48.320 --> 0:05:50.640 really a great person. But her mother was in the 0:05:50.800 --> 0:05:53.120 in the church really bad, and so Mimi just really 0:05:53.160 --> 0:05:55.719 grew up just knowing that. So it was really easy 0:05:55.800 --> 0:05:57.280 when you so when you grow up in like a 0:05:57.400 --> 0:05:59.880 cult type of church, it's easy for anybody to come 0:05:59.880 --> 0:06:02.360 in play games with you because I mean, Stevie is 0:06:02.400 --> 0:06:04.880 all right, but he's not like the greatest player, you 0:06:04.960 --> 0:06:07.840 know what I'm saying, Like, like, I mean, let's just 0:06:07.920 --> 0:06:08.919 be real, and so I. 0:06:09.040 --> 0:06:11.440 Just feel like she like I just. 0:06:11.440 --> 0:06:13.320 Feel like she's a great person. And you know, I 0:06:13.640 --> 0:06:15.440 hated to call her Molly the main but the bitch 0:06:15.520 --> 0:06:17.560 used to do clay houses right right, you know what 0:06:17.560 --> 0:06:20.160 I'm saying. And when I called the bitch Balley the may, 0:06:20.520 --> 0:06:23.280 I swear I did not plan that. It was just like, bitch, 0:06:23.680 --> 0:06:25.000 put on your T shirt and go do what you do. 0:06:25.040 --> 0:06:25.200 Best. 0:06:25.200 --> 0:06:28.200 He's cleaning the you know, it's not like it was playing. 0:06:28.360 --> 0:06:30.440 I still think she's a great woman, a great mother 0:06:30.520 --> 0:06:31.200 and a great person. 0:06:31.520 --> 0:06:32.760 God damn make some noise with that man. 0:06:32.839 --> 0:06:38.480 That's so let's let's let's talk about Zeus. Right? 0:06:38.600 --> 0:06:39.040 Is a Zeus? 0:06:39.320 --> 0:06:43.240 You guys work? Because I heard somewhere that you are 0:06:43.400 --> 0:06:45.000 the owner of Zeus. 0:06:45.880 --> 0:06:48.599 No, I do not own suits, but I do own 0:06:49.040 --> 0:06:49.920 Jocelyn's Cabaret. 0:06:50.000 --> 0:06:51.159 Okay, so you own your show. 0:06:51.160 --> 0:06:53.200 On own my show, which a lot of people that's 0:06:53.240 --> 0:06:56.320 on Sue's they don't have the same deal. 0:06:56.200 --> 0:06:56.520 That I have. 0:06:57.240 --> 0:06:58.400 I hate what you're trying to say. I know what 0:06:58.400 --> 0:06:59.960 you're trying to hear. What you're saying, go ahead. 0:07:00.400 --> 0:07:01.880 I don't want to I don't want to get into 0:07:01.960 --> 0:07:04.040 details because you know, I don't want to fuck up 0:07:04.080 --> 0:07:05.640 nobody's way of doing things. 0:07:06.360 --> 0:07:06.640 Feelings. 0:07:06.720 --> 0:07:08.440 Yeah, and I don't want to fuck up anybody's company 0:07:09.160 --> 0:07:11.200 on how they operate and do their things. It's just 0:07:11.280 --> 0:07:14.680 that when I came on board, coming from Bloom and 0:07:14.760 --> 0:07:16.320 Hippa for so many years, and I. 0:07:16.400 --> 0:07:17.480 Just felt like, you know, I was in. 0:07:17.600 --> 0:07:17.960 I was in. 0:07:18.320 --> 0:07:22.960 I made vhe viacom billions of dollars, like yeah, I'm 0:07:23.000 --> 0:07:23.520 saying that again. 0:07:24.200 --> 0:07:28.640 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. And the reason why I'm 0:07:28.680 --> 0:07:31.080 going to no, you've been in the industry for a 0:07:31.160 --> 0:07:33.360 very long time. You know how you know how this 0:07:33.440 --> 0:07:34.800 ship works, right, it's horrible. 0:07:35.440 --> 0:07:38.160 Well, the thing is what I'm saying, like what I'm 0:07:38.280 --> 0:07:39.800 what I'm what I'm trying to get at is like 0:07:39.920 --> 0:07:40.640 I made. 0:07:41.000 --> 0:07:42.320 The people so much money. 0:07:43.000 --> 0:07:45.960 Like I had a friend that was that's a lawyer 0:07:46.040 --> 0:07:49.960 in Atlanta and for years he's he's a black black man. 0:07:50.120 --> 0:07:54.520 For years we'll like talk and and ownership and ep 0:07:56.440 --> 0:07:58.000 property and stuff like that, and so a lot of 0:07:58.040 --> 0:08:00.800 people don't know. You know, intellectual property very important for 0:08:00.880 --> 0:08:03.240 you to gain or get as you growing up in 0:08:03.280 --> 0:08:04.560 the game, and it's gonna be hard for you to 0:08:04.560 --> 0:08:06.240 get it in the beginning, but you could actually get 0:08:06.240 --> 0:08:08.800 your intellect your property if you stay on top of 0:08:08.880 --> 0:08:10.960 your ship and really focus on getting that, you know 0:08:11.000 --> 0:08:12.960 what I'm saying. And so when coming from doing something 0:08:13.000 --> 0:08:14.520 like love and hip hop, I just always feel like 0:08:14.600 --> 0:08:15.720 I was just like, Wow. 0:08:15.880 --> 0:08:16.720 I come from nothing. 0:08:17.200 --> 0:08:20.880 The I grew up with no shoes in Puerto Rico, 0:08:21.240 --> 0:08:22.360 the projects of Puerto Rico. 0:08:22.680 --> 0:08:25.480 It was hard, you know, well, and I feel like 0:08:25.600 --> 0:08:27.920 sometimes you gotta just go there. You got to just say, 0:08:27.960 --> 0:08:28.960 you know, why fun this ship. 0:08:29.120 --> 0:08:32.040 That's right, we're gonna have a We're gon We're gonna. 0:08:31.840 --> 0:08:34.360 We wanna drink up. We get an emotion. 0:08:38.000 --> 0:08:40.600 Because our show is literally about giving people their flowers. 0:08:40.760 --> 0:08:43.040 And I want you to know we saw, we saw 0:08:43.160 --> 0:08:44.960 you come from the bottom and to where you at. 0:08:45.000 --> 0:08:47.839 It's amazing you and you deserve your flower. That's what 0:08:48.000 --> 0:08:48.720 our show was about. 0:08:49.000 --> 0:08:56.240 So yeah, that this is your Snoop Dogg said, it's 0:08:56.280 --> 0:08:56.720 like a ground. 0:08:57.440 --> 0:08:57.840 I love. 0:08:58.040 --> 0:08:59.800 Yes, got that. 0:09:01.840 --> 0:09:06.120 I think, well yeah, yeah, yeah, oh my gosh, not 0:09:06.320 --> 0:09:08.319 so much. I love it. 0:09:09.280 --> 0:09:09.840 Thank you guys. 0:09:10.120 --> 0:09:11.839 I know I was getting an emotion. 0:09:11.800 --> 0:09:14.800 But look, being able to get your intellectal property after 0:09:14.960 --> 0:09:17.520 you like grew up, grew up with nothing and worked 0:09:17.559 --> 0:09:19.520 for the white people for so many years, and then 0:09:19.520 --> 0:09:22.840 you come and you actually could own something like Johnson e'scavaret. 0:09:22.880 --> 0:09:24.560 I started putting joson di'scabaret when. 0:09:24.480 --> 0:09:26.839 I was probably like, WHOA, what season you on? 0:09:27.360 --> 0:09:28.640 I'm about to be on season four. 0:09:30.880 --> 0:09:32.719 I would have already shot season four, but I want 0:09:32.760 --> 0:09:33.719 to go do college here? 0:09:33.920 --> 0:09:35.679 Oh college, hell's next month? 0:09:35.760 --> 0:09:37.000 You y J. 0:09:38.960 --> 0:09:39.360 Who else? 0:09:39.559 --> 0:09:40.400 Who else was in there? 0:09:40.640 --> 0:09:45.480 Quay Quay, the boy that'd be going the wigs, the 0:09:45.559 --> 0:09:46.640 basketball player. 0:09:47.240 --> 0:09:50.000 Taylor Taylor's and Aman Shepherd. 0:09:50.160 --> 0:09:53.959 Yes, yeah, he was on there. The girl that acts 0:09:54.160 --> 0:09:58.559 what's her name, Peepy, We call her Peepy. Parker Okay, Parker, Okay, 0:09:58.880 --> 0:09:59.559 she was on there. 0:09:59.600 --> 0:10:03.040 She played She played one another shows with Dewayne's brothers 0:10:03.200 --> 0:10:03.800 for many years. 0:10:03.840 --> 0:10:06.439 She's little top, she said, a little thought. She was 0:10:06.520 --> 0:10:09.000 up in there dancing to my sound checking that ad. 0:10:10.120 --> 0:10:13.440 I was like you, so, let me ask you, how 0:10:13.480 --> 0:10:15.400 did you and Amber Rose get along? Because I remember 0:10:15.440 --> 0:10:17.319 seeing that picture. I remember the inter and of that 0:10:17.440 --> 0:10:19.720 kind of like going crazy, like and we find out 0:10:19.760 --> 0:10:21.160 that you guys were doing college hill. 0:10:21.120 --> 0:10:21.679 Making it over. 0:10:21.920 --> 0:10:23.920 But I remember that people were saying like it was 0:10:23.960 --> 0:10:26.800 a two strong women person out New York? Was there too, 0:10:27.120 --> 0:10:29.959 oh New York from Tiffany? Okay, but how was it? 0:10:30.480 --> 0:10:30.520 Me? 0:10:30.760 --> 0:10:32.600 Did you know Amber before that? Yeah? 0:10:32.840 --> 0:10:35.840 Well, not hanging out, but I met her before, followed 0:10:35.840 --> 0:10:37.199 each other on Instagram before? 0:10:37.960 --> 0:10:38.960 Yeah, just from like the. 0:10:39.040 --> 0:10:41.720 Industry, Okay, because that's what a lot of times they 0:10:41.760 --> 0:10:45.240 say girls can't get along, right, And is that something 0:10:45.280 --> 0:10:46.840 that you feel like it's true? 0:10:47.320 --> 0:10:51.120 Can I tell you something? Sure, I feel like the 0:10:51.200 --> 0:10:52.360 house was hanging on me bad. 0:10:53.440 --> 0:10:54.120 I was not ready. 0:10:54.240 --> 0:10:56.320 I feel like the house was hanging on the whole house, 0:10:56.480 --> 0:10:59.720 the whole Let me tell you, like I could really. 0:10:59.640 --> 0:11:01.959 Dress, you know what I'm saying, Like I got on 0:11:02.040 --> 0:11:04.000 the fifteen hundred dollar duds just to come see you guys. 0:11:06.640 --> 0:11:07.440 Let me let me get. 0:11:09.640 --> 0:11:13.640 Let's know, I gotta goddamn I got. 0:11:15.040 --> 0:11:17.280 I got a hundred fifty thousand dollars. That's a dollar 0:11:17.360 --> 0:11:20.120 was sixty on this head. And I wasn't school like 0:11:20.200 --> 0:11:20.800 this a day. 0:11:20.920 --> 0:11:23.760 Yes, they ain't like that ship. They're like that ship. 0:11:24.160 --> 0:11:27.320 They ain't like that ship. So that I think nobody 0:11:27.480 --> 0:11:29.480 like that ship. I was the last one on that 0:11:29.559 --> 0:11:31.520 motherfucking bus. And every time I went out there to 0:11:31.559 --> 0:11:33.880 get on the motherfucking bus, everybody staying out their way. 0:11:33.960 --> 0:11:36.200 Once she got out. Today one of them change three times. 0:11:36.280 --> 0:11:40.719 We should still look like you can change, should still 0:11:40.760 --> 0:11:41.319 don't come out. 0:11:41.559 --> 0:11:45.200 So I really like, honestly, like, if if I could 0:11:45.280 --> 0:11:49.240 just take out one person that was not feeling a 0:11:49.360 --> 0:11:50.800 certain type of way about me, it had to be 0:11:50.840 --> 0:11:53.760 in their money and o Marian's brother Oriyan. 0:11:54.120 --> 0:11:58.920 Oh, guys, well, I just said two people, but that's 0:11:58.960 --> 0:12:00.520 the guys, small guys. 0:12:00.559 --> 0:12:02.959 In that she talked about the guys she felt was 0:12:03.040 --> 0:12:03.600 hating on them. 0:12:04.040 --> 0:12:05.520 Okay, so this is what I'm saying. I felt like 0:12:05.559 --> 0:12:07.440 the whole house was hating on me, But I feel 0:12:07.520 --> 0:12:08.920 like two people was not hating on me. 0:12:09.520 --> 0:12:10.280 Happened to be guys, and. 0:12:10.280 --> 0:12:12.280 They both happened to be guys. But that but not 0:12:12.440 --> 0:12:15.200 because I was a cute girl. Because those two guys 0:12:15.280 --> 0:12:19.480 have ladies at home, they're merried men. But because I 0:12:19.640 --> 0:12:21.800 wasn't wearing heels and little dresses like this. I was 0:12:21.840 --> 0:12:25.320 wanting like, you know, like uh, you know, like thoa, 0:12:25.440 --> 0:12:28.280 like jean jackets with the pants and the shoe, and you. 0:12:28.280 --> 0:12:29.440 Don't know about that college. 0:12:29.720 --> 0:12:34.120 You don't know nothing about you don't. 0:12:32.520 --> 0:12:35.000 Know anything about class, anything, know anything. 0:12:38.880 --> 0:12:42.559 So like I wasn't going like one out of a glass. 0:12:42.840 --> 0:12:43.680 You fancy, babe. 0:12:45.080 --> 0:12:48.080 He ain't tell you that, He ain't tell you that's foute. 0:12:50.440 --> 0:12:54.760 Oh yeah, this is uh it's a pointer, right yeah, right, 0:12:55.880 --> 0:12:57.439 you find them, you find them. 0:12:58.440 --> 0:13:02.679 You don't know what, honey, judgement, don't let bool you. 0:13:02.720 --> 0:13:05.040 He don't know what is if you got the. 0:13:05.200 --> 0:13:07.760 I want Jocelyn to try you know, the little sip 0:13:08.120 --> 0:13:08.480 and then. 0:13:08.440 --> 0:13:09.840 She can tell me you don't care for one. 0:13:10.360 --> 0:13:11.920 It has to be the last thing on the menu. 0:13:11.960 --> 0:13:13.560 And then I'd be like, let me get it. Really 0:13:14.720 --> 0:13:16.280 to drink gaso leg if it's the last thing. 0:13:17.360 --> 0:13:18.319 It seemed like a tequila. 0:13:19.120 --> 0:13:20.880 Look, you seem like a tequilla type of person, you 0:13:20.960 --> 0:13:29.600 know what I do? Like, Okay, over here, right, it's 0:13:29.640 --> 0:13:31.920 way fresher different. 0:13:32.040 --> 0:13:34.360 I should have my cabaret. Can I say I should 0:13:34.360 --> 0:13:34.960 have my cabaret? 0:13:35.040 --> 0:13:37.200 Ladies just started like having me on the tequila because 0:13:37.240 --> 0:13:38.880 them holes began fucked up. 0:13:39.080 --> 0:13:40.520 Like before, I was just like drinking champ. 0:13:40.520 --> 0:13:41.319 I can't find them. 0:13:41.880 --> 0:13:44.839 So I do an audition, right, And so I was 0:13:44.880 --> 0:13:48.800 the first person on suits that like put the whole 0:13:48.880 --> 0:13:51.320 program together during COVID slice. 0:13:51.480 --> 0:13:54.959 That's that's aub in New York. No Zeus is the 0:13:55.080 --> 0:14:00.160 network work zoosking about. 0:14:06.280 --> 0:14:09.480 No I get it doing the COVID. I had already 0:14:09.520 --> 0:14:10.719 got picked up. 0:14:10.800 --> 0:14:12.839 For season one because I got picked up for season 0:14:12.880 --> 0:14:16.319 one before the COVID you know, I had met me, 0:14:16.559 --> 0:14:17.640 Me and my fiance had. 0:14:17.600 --> 0:14:22.880 Just left book the book camp, Celebrity book Camp. 0:14:24.280 --> 0:14:25.400 We get a lot of the same checks. 0:14:32.400 --> 0:14:33.760 We actually had just left. 0:14:33.600 --> 0:14:35.840 That and I met I met the owner of suits 0:14:35.960 --> 0:14:38.720 at at the hotel with Mayhem at the hotel. I 0:14:38.800 --> 0:14:41.600 gave him my whole thing. What happened we TV had 0:14:41.920 --> 0:14:45.520 originally they did like my uh you know, like they 0:14:45.600 --> 0:14:47.360 put it together for me. I gave them that, Yeah, 0:14:47.880 --> 0:14:49.280 gave them the idea. They put it together for me. 0:14:49.440 --> 0:14:51.160 They spalled like three four hundred thousand dollars, but they 0:14:51.240 --> 0:14:53.800 never picked it up. They thought it was too explicit, right, 0:14:54.080 --> 0:14:55.520 And so I was like, okay, well, ship, thank you 0:14:55.560 --> 0:14:56.160 for doing the ship. 0:14:56.200 --> 0:14:57.400 I showed it to let me. He was like, let's 0:14:57.440 --> 0:14:57.600 do it. 0:14:58.040 --> 0:14:59.680 And it was just to make TV to come back 0:14:59.680 --> 0:15:01.800 around license my show to put it on their network, 0:15:01.840 --> 0:15:02.280 which I thought. 0:15:02.280 --> 0:15:03.960 It was like, I mean, you guys are like you 0:15:04.040 --> 0:15:06.720 had it first, right, and so so. 0:15:08.560 --> 0:15:11.160 During COVID, I was like, shit, we got to get 0:15:11.200 --> 0:15:13.520 some money. We can't be outside. How about let me 0:15:13.600 --> 0:15:16.800 let the girls audition for the cavaret. So I was 0:15:16.840 --> 0:15:19.160 the first one on the network to like do an 0:15:19.240 --> 0:15:22.880 online audition. So basically the girls were sending their audition. 0:15:22.680 --> 0:15:24.160 Tape and remember you viewing the tape? 0:15:24.320 --> 0:15:26.200 Yeah, and I was viewing the tapes and do it 0:15:26.280 --> 0:15:28.720 like what you guys basically do like just commentar it 0:15:28.920 --> 0:15:31.040 just talk and shit, right, and so like that's how 0:15:31.080 --> 0:15:33.280 we kind of picked up the girls. Then my producers 0:15:33.280 --> 0:15:35.320 would pick it out because like I ain't got time 0:15:35.400 --> 0:15:38.360 to go over three thousand ladies. They nail it down 0:15:38.440 --> 0:15:40.160 for me to like twenty girls. And then I go 0:15:40.280 --> 0:15:42.200 in and then I start working. I want this one, 0:15:42.240 --> 0:15:43.760 I want this one. It's all creative. I mean I 0:15:43.800 --> 0:15:47.120 created Jows and this cavaret. I created the theme. I 0:15:47.200 --> 0:15:49.840 created the music on there. Well, I'm signed to my 0:15:49.960 --> 0:15:53.440 husband's label, so he based the music for me. But 0:15:54.000 --> 0:15:56.560 I write the music, I create the show, I do 0:15:56.800 --> 0:16:01.600 all the episodes, I do everything. So that's how I 0:16:01.640 --> 0:16:04.200 started doing the auditions. That's how I find them. That's 0:16:04.240 --> 0:16:06.240 how I find my ladies. And you'll be surprised it's 0:16:06.240 --> 0:16:08.680 so many of them, you know. And and we actually 0:16:08.880 --> 0:16:12.520 just left tour. I was in obviously you guys play 0:16:12.640 --> 0:16:15.040 my one of my most famous songs when I walked in. 0:16:15.400 --> 0:16:18.160 I was on tour for six months in twenty twenty two, 0:16:18.320 --> 0:16:19.280 right after the cabaret. 0:16:19.480 --> 0:16:19.760 Damn. 0:16:20.120 --> 0:16:23.360 I mean my shows are insane, like people first of all, 0:16:23.360 --> 0:16:24.200 people just be crying. 0:16:24.200 --> 0:16:25.600 I'm like girl, I'm just Johnson the police. 0:16:26.160 --> 0:16:28.960 Like I've noticed that I taught you like I follow you, 0:16:29.280 --> 0:16:31.280 and I noticed that about you. When people are from 0:16:31.280 --> 0:16:33.720 the people who your fans are, they are fans like 0:16:34.400 --> 0:16:36.920 they really go all out for you. Is that's something 0:16:37.600 --> 0:16:40.080 you saw in life before all this? Is it still 0:16:40.120 --> 0:16:41.200 surreal for you? Well? 0:16:41.280 --> 0:16:44.120 Look, when I was five, I knew I wanted to 0:16:44.160 --> 0:16:48.080 sing and dance, right, And when I met Stevie at 0:16:48.120 --> 0:16:51.240 twenty three, I had an artist. I was managing this 0:16:51.400 --> 0:16:53.840 little girl right wow, she was eighteen. I was twenty 0:16:53.920 --> 0:16:55.960 three and I tald and I was still stripping. 0:16:56.360 --> 0:16:58.680 I was. I was stripping in Onyx in Atlanta, and 0:16:58.720 --> 0:16:59.760 I told one of the best. 0:16:59.640 --> 0:17:01.640 Wings, check out the best wings. 0:17:01.880 --> 0:17:08.160 That's what my homeboy. Yeah, crazy, you look just like GB. 0:17:08.440 --> 0:17:11.879 GB was the guy that he was. He's a married man. 0:17:12.119 --> 0:17:12.919 He used to go in there. 0:17:13.280 --> 0:17:14.560 You know, he's the type of guy that get like 0:17:14.600 --> 0:17:16.359 fifty dollars worth of dances and saying you on your 0:17:16.359 --> 0:17:18.239 way here is a drink like one of those guys. Right, 0:17:18.520 --> 0:17:20.119 And it's like when it's a slow night, hey, let 0:17:20.160 --> 0:17:21.680 me get that fifty Let me get that drink. 0:17:21.480 --> 0:17:22.560 You know what I saying? So He's one of them. 0:17:22.640 --> 0:17:24.040 So I'm like, damn, GB, do you know what you 0:17:24.119 --> 0:17:25.920 know music? Do you know music producer? I need to 0:17:26.040 --> 0:17:28.280 I need to. I need to get out this strugglub. 0:17:28.280 --> 0:17:30.000 I'm twitter. I don't want to be up here. I 0:17:30.080 --> 0:17:31.800 to you know, I said, I got shipped to do. 0:17:32.240 --> 0:17:33.840 So he introduced me. Yeah, I got go. 0:17:34.080 --> 0:17:37.639 He introduced me to the girl and he was like, 0:17:38.320 --> 0:17:40.440 you need to be doing music. But prior to that, 0:17:40.880 --> 0:17:44.280 you know Brian McKinney, Yes, yeah, be mad, be mad 0:17:44.400 --> 0:17:46.560 used to. He used to always want me to do music. 0:17:46.640 --> 0:17:48.359 He wanted to tell me to his label and stuff 0:17:48.400 --> 0:17:49.679 like that because I used to. I meet him when 0:17:49.680 --> 0:17:51.800 I used to be a striper too, and I'm like, Brian, 0:17:52.200 --> 0:17:54.159 fuck you and the mic. I'm not doing that. I 0:17:54.440 --> 0:17:56.240 got to make some money. Stop talking to me about that. 0:17:56.480 --> 0:17:58.359 So that was when I was like eighteen or nineteen. 0:17:58.680 --> 0:18:00.280 So then when I met Stevie, I was like, why 0:18:00.280 --> 0:18:01.760 everybody keept telling me to do music? And when I 0:18:01.840 --> 0:18:03.640 was a little girl at five I knew. I was like, damn, 0:18:03.640 --> 0:18:05.119 I want to sing and I want to dance, but 0:18:05.240 --> 0:18:06.880 going up in the get don't nobody got no money 0:18:06.920 --> 0:18:08.320 to do shit. I'm like, shit, I gotta go out 0:18:08.359 --> 0:18:10.199 there and try to get me some money from this niggas. 0:18:10.200 --> 0:18:12.480 They want to throw it at me. Fucking So I 0:18:12.640 --> 0:18:14.600 was never like, Okay, this is what I'm gonna do. 0:18:14.680 --> 0:18:18.040 But I got the opportunity to want to be discovered 0:18:18.040 --> 0:18:20.119 by somebody like b MAC and then Stevie, and I 0:18:20.200 --> 0:18:21.040 was like, shit, I'm gonna do it. 0:18:21.359 --> 0:18:24.760 And what really helped me cause you know, no one's perfect. 0:18:24.800 --> 0:18:27.919 Stevie's not perfect, but I but I really learned from 0:18:27.960 --> 0:18:31.000 him and I appreciate him for that. And also what 0:18:31.240 --> 0:18:33.280 really got me to be to where I'm at right now. 0:18:33.359 --> 0:18:37.280 I said, uh, you know, Brian McKinney or steviej is 0:18:37.359 --> 0:18:39.520 my fiance. But listen, he really like when I told him, 0:18:39.520 --> 0:18:41.280 this is really what I want to do. Mind you, 0:18:41.359 --> 0:18:42.720 he's been seeing me on Love and Hip Hop with 0:18:42.800 --> 0:18:46.160 Stevie for seven years trying to do music. He probably like, bitch, 0:18:46.160 --> 0:18:48.240 you're not serious. But when I got with him, He's like, 0:18:48.280 --> 0:18:50.800 oh my god, she is serious. So we really took 0:18:50.840 --> 0:18:52.560 it there and like one of my sons got one 0:18:52.640 --> 0:18:55.159 hundred million streams on it, just one of my souls, 0:19:00.280 --> 0:19:02.520 like you know, coming from Brian Kina to Stevie J 0:19:02.680 --> 0:19:05.800 and then to my fiance soon to be husband, Ballistic. 0:19:06.040 --> 0:19:08.639 He just really saw the and you know, and you 0:19:08.760 --> 0:19:11.560 know my fiance we hung that with your wife. 0:19:11.359 --> 0:19:11.879 And stuff like that. 0:19:12.320 --> 0:19:14.920 He really just allowed me to be creative and not 0:19:15.240 --> 0:19:17.200 like you know, I think Stevie and I had a 0:19:17.240 --> 0:19:19.439 lot of problems and I just feel like, you. 0:19:19.480 --> 0:19:21.359 Tell your truth me as an outside of looking in, 0:19:21.720 --> 0:19:24.080 I kind of felt like you and Stevie's music kind 0:19:24.119 --> 0:19:27.760 of sounded forced. It didn't sound like the chemistry was 0:19:27.800 --> 0:19:29.880 there as opposed to where it sounds now, where it's 0:19:29.920 --> 0:19:32.440 like I feel like you're being more you and just 0:19:32.560 --> 0:19:33.919 more like natural. 0:19:34.080 --> 0:19:36.359 Yeah, like does it feel like that? 0:19:36.640 --> 0:19:39.119 Well, the reason why you feel like that is I 0:19:39.200 --> 0:19:41.399 think it's because I have more creative control now, Like 0:19:41.560 --> 0:19:44.119 I'm just like I'm not going in the studio like 0:19:44.480 --> 0:19:46.000 they telling me what to do. I'm actually when I 0:19:46.000 --> 0:19:48.000 go in the studio with Ballistic, I'm going in the studio. 0:19:48.080 --> 0:19:50.040 He makes the be right there and I write like 0:19:50.280 --> 0:19:51.800 do it like it's your beday. I wrote that in 0:19:51.880 --> 0:19:54.760 five minutes in the studio Vegas, Welcome to Vegas, baby. 0:19:54.760 --> 0:19:56.120 I want to write, I want to write like that's 0:19:56.160 --> 0:19:58.280 the most training song on TikTok. Even to this day, 0:19:58.320 --> 0:20:01.760 no other song has ever been more trained then Vegas. 0:20:02.160 --> 0:20:03.720 And they sped it up, they sped it up and 0:20:03.760 --> 0:20:06.160 it wasn't even more crazy. I'm like, I've been number two, 0:20:06.240 --> 0:20:09.480 number one on TikTok for a year just for that one, huh. 0:20:10.480 --> 0:20:13.960 And I feel like just being in a relationship with 0:20:14.040 --> 0:20:17.919 Ballistic and just really you know, I think in the relationships, 0:20:17.920 --> 0:20:19.399 when you work with each other, you have to respect 0:20:19.400 --> 0:20:21.920 each other and just really be serious about the work. 0:20:22.000 --> 0:20:24.399 And I think that's why I finally became successful with 0:20:24.440 --> 0:20:27.480 the music. I mean I made Listen, I may say 0:20:27.480 --> 0:20:30.480 one hundred thousand on my tour, that's a lot. We're independent. 0:20:30.680 --> 0:20:32.680 We're independent, nobody's gave us any money. 0:20:32.840 --> 0:20:35.640 This is the money. This is my money, my management money, 0:20:35.840 --> 0:20:36.040 and my. 0:20:36.359 --> 0:20:38.800 Fiances money that we do everything with our own money. 0:20:38.840 --> 0:20:40.200 So for you to make that type of money on 0:20:40.240 --> 0:20:41.359 the tour, that's fucking epic. 0:20:41.640 --> 0:20:45.280 So how do you find the balance between the relationship 0:20:45.720 --> 0:20:48.840 and then the work, because that can't be easy. 0:20:50.080 --> 0:20:52.120 The relationship with my partner. 0:20:52.520 --> 0:20:57.119 With Ballistic, the relationship man between man and women, and the. 0:20:57.240 --> 0:21:00.240 Work like a lot, you know, what I think that. 0:21:00.440 --> 0:21:03.720 Okay, So with me and Ballistic Fun, we're gonna work 0:21:03.760 --> 0:21:05.199 for like seven hours that night. 0:21:05.400 --> 0:21:07.880 Okay, he wasn't real, I wasn't real good, I'm bad. 0:21:13.400 --> 0:21:14.840 I'm just saying, you gotta do what you gotta do 0:21:14.880 --> 0:21:16.640 to your woman's pussy all night. 0:21:18.480 --> 0:21:23.879 All I was like, I was being good, like. 0:21:27.000 --> 0:21:27.320 We are. 0:21:28.240 --> 0:21:32.240 But so look, listen, listen, I want to tell you. Okay, 0:21:32.280 --> 0:21:36.959 so look that this this woman the the balance, right, 0:21:37.119 --> 0:21:40.360 and so I'm not I don't sit on my husband's 0:21:40.400 --> 0:21:42.760 cock every day. I'm not doing that. He's gonna work 0:21:42.800 --> 0:21:45.320 for this pussy. Okay, I'm talking about he gonna work 0:21:45.320 --> 0:21:47.720 for the pussy. Nigga, You're gonna work and you're gonna 0:21:47.720 --> 0:21:49.320 talk that You're gonna talk. You're gonna talk for three 0:21:49.359 --> 0:21:57.720 hours to tell me. I'm breaking it down for you. 0:21:57.760 --> 0:22:00.639 Because no, this is what I'm trying to tell you. 0:22:00.720 --> 0:22:04.280 This is how I'm breaking it down. So when we work, 0:22:04.320 --> 0:22:07.600 we work, and there's nothing more. I only go in 0:22:07.640 --> 0:22:09.600 the studio in the daytime. He'll be there all day. 0:22:09.720 --> 0:22:12.680 I leave him there. Peace, do your thing at home. 0:22:12.760 --> 0:22:13.359 We got a baby. 0:22:13.400 --> 0:22:14.080 We're taking her home. 0:22:14.160 --> 0:22:14.320 You know. 0:22:14.400 --> 0:22:15.840 He takes the baby to school every day and pick 0:22:15.840 --> 0:22:18.320 her up every day for the past three years. The 0:22:18.359 --> 0:22:20.840 past three years, you know, takes care of about me. 0:22:25.040 --> 0:22:27.840 So you know we don't We're not fucking every day, 0:22:27.840 --> 0:22:28.879 and I don't want to fuck you every day. You 0:22:28.880 --> 0:22:30.760 know what I'm saying, Nigga, I want you to motherfucking like. 0:22:30.800 --> 0:22:31.960 He buy me these change for my. 0:22:31.960 --> 0:22:34.760 Birthday, goddamn beautiful changes. 0:22:34.920 --> 0:22:36.399 And I was like, nigga, you think you said you 0:22:36.400 --> 0:22:38.040 will buy me sign that say Puerto Rican Princess. 0:22:38.119 --> 0:22:39.480 So I just always have it in my face. Just 0:22:39.560 --> 0:22:40.760 know it came from you. Why the fuck I can 0:22:40.880 --> 0:22:41.840 buy myself? You know what I'm saying. 0:22:42.640 --> 0:22:44.000 When I get mad, I got to wear that shit. 0:22:44.040 --> 0:22:47.159 Oh he got I hate him, you know, so like 0:22:47.520 --> 0:22:49.760 I like to be, you need to finesse me. Even 0:22:49.800 --> 0:22:51.560 if you are my sin to be husband. Nigga, I'm 0:22:51.560 --> 0:22:53.479 not just finna fuck you. You ain't that cute. Nobody's 0:22:53.520 --> 0:22:56.240 that cute. You gotta remember I came from nothing. When 0:22:56.280 --> 0:22:58.480 I first started out, I was young, I was out side. 0:22:58.480 --> 0:23:00.520 I was going out the door just to get somebody 0:23:00.560 --> 0:23:02.080 to pick me up, to let me get that check. 0:23:02.200 --> 0:23:03.200 And they had none to do with me. 0:23:03.280 --> 0:23:05.040 Open it on my list because I always had that game. 0:23:05.200 --> 0:23:06.680 You know what I'm saying, I've been a pimp. I 0:23:06.720 --> 0:23:08.560 got bitches working for me and I and they're gonna 0:23:08.560 --> 0:23:12.479 work for me forever. This motherfucking check from from my cabal, right, 0:23:12.840 --> 0:23:16.120 it's into the motherfucking world goes under. I get paid 0:23:16.520 --> 0:23:18.560 when I die, my kid getting when she died her 0:23:18.640 --> 0:23:20.720 kid get it. It's like motherfucking good times when that 0:23:20.760 --> 0:23:22.280 bit she's playing guests who game pay me? 0:23:23.240 --> 0:23:29.879 Okay, call me that I'm ready. But at the end 0:23:29.920 --> 0:23:32.000 of the day, like you know, I respect myself and 0:23:32.080 --> 0:23:34.080 I made my husband respect me. Like nigga, you ain't 0:23:34.119 --> 0:23:35.959 just what you done this way? You want to get 0:23:35.960 --> 0:23:38.880 this pussy all night? Fuck you done this week? 0:23:41.080 --> 0:23:42.600 You mean to send you are going to send my 0:23:42.640 --> 0:23:44.800 fat put the record pussy on your deck for what 0:23:45.640 --> 0:23:50.200 Look yesterday he's like you d he goes you drive something. 0:23:50.280 --> 0:23:55.320 I go like this, like's not turn the other way 0:24:00.520 --> 0:24:01.760 because you want to get a money. 0:24:03.960 --> 0:24:04.560 By me today. 0:24:05.280 --> 0:24:10.000 So you so to answer the question, were basically just 0:24:10.920 --> 0:24:14.840 balanced by me respecting myself as a woman, me giving 0:24:14.920 --> 0:24:17.959 him responsibilities as a man, and me taking responsibilities as 0:24:17.960 --> 0:24:18.280 a woman. 0:24:18.320 --> 0:24:20.879 That's how we balanced works. I think it does. 0:24:21.320 --> 0:24:21.760 I like it. 0:24:22.240 --> 0:24:22.720 I like it. 0:24:22.840 --> 0:24:25.440 I get another whiskey because that to work as well. 0:24:27.000 --> 0:24:30.000 You can killed you kill it. 0:24:30.280 --> 0:24:31.080 So let me ask you. 0:24:31.240 --> 0:24:35.400 Right, it was a famous scene right in the reunion 0:24:35.480 --> 0:24:39.280 show okay, and it was like you and Steve on 0:24:39.359 --> 0:24:46.199 one side, and then it was Benzenoa on the other. 0:24:46.560 --> 0:24:49.359 The they used to call her whole thea goodness ho 0:24:49.920 --> 0:24:50.840 ho thea like a whole. 0:24:50.960 --> 0:24:52.159 But why do they say that? Why do you. 0:24:54.320 --> 0:24:55.800 Listen all right. 0:24:59.400 --> 0:24:59.800 This much? 0:25:00.040 --> 0:25:03.040 When the horse be from California for too long, that 0:25:03.119 --> 0:25:07.639 pushed to be loose, that pelvic floor be on the floor. Jesus, 0:25:07.800 --> 0:25:09.879 they peeing, that bitch is down. You ever seen porn 0:25:10.119 --> 0:25:11.680 and the girl? How do you guys ever watch the 0:25:11.720 --> 0:25:13.560 porn and what's crawling through and then you see like 0:25:13.840 --> 0:25:16.600 somebody's puss is like literally outside it's your floor. 0:25:17.480 --> 0:25:18.840 No fucking what snowry? 0:25:18.880 --> 0:25:25.920 Do you know what time about? Okay? 0:25:26.080 --> 0:25:28.720 Have you seen that porn where the girls are getting 0:25:28.840 --> 0:25:30.480 fisted and the whole asshole come out? 0:25:31.080 --> 0:25:31.359 I don't know. 0:25:31.880 --> 0:25:33.639 That's nothing what I watched, No. 0:25:37.320 --> 0:25:39.119 What you don't even got to cut up? But this 0:25:39.240 --> 0:25:39.720 is not nothing. 0:25:39.720 --> 0:25:42.239 You gotta watch if you if you search porn if 0:25:42.280 --> 0:25:45.320 you search porn. 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With that scene I'm talking 0:27:27.920 --> 0:27:32.400 about because like what happened, They've rushed towards y'all, y'all 0:27:32.440 --> 0:27:33.200 watch towards them. 0:27:33.560 --> 0:27:35.640 And then oh yeah, because we went from talking about 0:27:35.640 --> 0:27:36.920 whole thing, yeah to fifty. 0:27:36.720 --> 0:27:39.600 What yah fuck, I'm trying to stay focus. 0:27:42.880 --> 0:27:45.120 Okay, So like, okay, let me go back. 0:27:45.160 --> 0:27:46.719 So when I first started doing love and hip hop, 0:27:46.800 --> 0:27:48.240 like I said, I was twenty three and I was 0:27:48.359 --> 0:27:50.680 like really trying to like do the music, and like 0:27:50.880 --> 0:27:53.919 that was in twenty twenty twelve, like twenty twenty three. Now, 0:27:54.200 --> 0:27:57.280 I had a successful year doing my tour, doing two 0:27:57.359 --> 0:28:01.159 seasons at the cabaret, doing college here, doing everything that 0:28:01.240 --> 0:28:01.679 they say. 0:28:01.560 --> 0:28:02.760 I will not do. Let's collect for that. 0:28:10.080 --> 0:28:14.840 It's been it's been too many years coming from Puerto 0:28:14.920 --> 0:28:15.960 Rico in the hood, having nothing. 0:28:16.000 --> 0:28:17.880 It's been too many years coming And I just felt 0:28:17.920 --> 0:28:19.280 like when I first, I felt like, can I. 0:28:19.280 --> 0:28:19.720 Tell you something? 0:28:20.200 --> 0:28:22.760 The reason I think, I really feel like a lot 0:28:22.800 --> 0:28:26.199 of my beginning failure was contributed by love and. 0:28:26.200 --> 0:28:26.679 Hip hop. 0:28:28.119 --> 0:28:30.960 Because the people, the people that's on the show, like, 0:28:31.040 --> 0:28:34.960 let's say that the cast members. Instead of them supporting 0:28:35.040 --> 0:28:37.720 each other, they always like throwing you down. And I 0:28:37.840 --> 0:28:40.880 feel like, you know me, I'm not no hater. I 0:28:40.960 --> 0:28:43.200 always give it, bitch, they pops. I was like, when 0:28:43.200 --> 0:28:46.280 somebody say you see her, good for her. Because I 0:28:46.440 --> 0:28:49.880 learned one thing the universe. The universe is very tricky. 0:28:49.960 --> 0:28:53.080 You gotta be very curful. See, I'm not a Bible thumper. 0:28:53.880 --> 0:28:56.880 I'm not a Bible tumper. That means that people always 0:28:56.920 --> 0:28:57.640 holding the Bible. 0:28:57.920 --> 0:29:00.600 Oh the scription says. 0:29:00.760 --> 0:29:05.080 Hoh, shut the fuck up, bitch, don't hit me with 0:29:05.160 --> 0:29:07.400 the motherfucker CHRISTI because you suck dick in the back. 0:29:08.120 --> 0:29:11.040 Don't talk to me about that. So I'm not saying 0:29:11.080 --> 0:29:13.200 I'm an atheist. I'm far from an atheist. I'm a 0:29:14.440 --> 0:29:18.440 I am a good god woman right because people always 0:29:18.480 --> 0:29:20.520 holling God, bitch, who's your God? Your God could be Satan, 0:29:21.800 --> 0:29:23.640 your guy could be down there, bitch burning the hair. 0:29:23.680 --> 0:29:26.160 Bitch. We all did everybody did you know what I'm saying? 0:29:26.200 --> 0:29:28.400 So for me, I feel like. 0:29:33.520 --> 0:29:39.360 People me now I walk with cautious in loving hip hop. 0:29:39.400 --> 0:29:40.800 I was, I was going through a lie. I was 0:29:40.840 --> 0:29:43.040 trying to make it in the industry, which I always 0:29:43.080 --> 0:29:45.880 knew that I will because I always knew nobody could 0:29:45.880 --> 0:29:46.560 tell me I wasn't. 0:29:46.840 --> 0:29:48.720 I did it not for them. I did it for 0:29:48.840 --> 0:29:50.840 me to show me what the fuck. 0:29:50.640 --> 0:29:52.040 I was gonna be able to do coming from Puerto 0:29:52.120 --> 0:29:54.640 Rico in the project, and I said, I done Puerto Rico, 0:29:56.320 --> 0:29:59.280 you know, without having nothing, like I knew in my mind, 0:29:59.360 --> 0:30:01.560 like I there's no way that this is why the 0:30:01.680 --> 0:30:04.640 good universe that I belonging has for me. 0:30:05.440 --> 0:30:07.720 No right no, And so I feel like just doing 0:30:07.760 --> 0:30:10.440 love and hip hop, going through a lot, I stay focused. 0:30:10.480 --> 0:30:11.880 But I did want through a lot because they used 0:30:11.880 --> 0:30:14.120 to downplay me a lot with the with that you think, 0:30:14.160 --> 0:30:17.040 because from that episode, and that's why I bed they ass, Yeah, 0:30:17.040 --> 0:30:19.120 because I was so sick of that motherfucker's like the 0:30:19.240 --> 0:30:21.320 whole fucking time. That's why I bed they ass because 0:30:21.320 --> 0:30:23.479 it's like, Okay, here I am, I'm twenty three, I'm 0:30:23.640 --> 0:30:25.200 to try to do the music I know Steve's so 0:30:25.320 --> 0:30:26.640 millions of dollars worth of records. 0:30:27.520 --> 0:30:29.440 Whether what the what it sounded like, whatever would it 0:30:29.520 --> 0:30:31.440 sound like, It don't matter. He's a genius and I 0:30:31.520 --> 0:30:33.560 am not a bad bitch. So y'all chill, let me 0:30:33.600 --> 0:30:35.440 get this right, right. But they weren't trying to let 0:30:35.480 --> 0:30:36.840 me get right. So they talk and they talked, and 0:30:36.920 --> 0:30:38.720 they talked and they talk and you know a lot 0:30:38.760 --> 0:30:40.320 of the bitches used to hay too, because like you know, 0:30:40.360 --> 0:30:41.960 I was popping shit on love and hip hop. I'll 0:30:41.960 --> 0:30:43.120 come in there and I let them it. Just know, 0:30:43.160 --> 0:30:46.720 straight up, bitch, you ain't shit, bitch, I've been getting money. 0:30:46.760 --> 0:30:48.760 Wait before you thought about even knowing what money was. 0:30:48.840 --> 0:30:51.080 Because from the Mud though, from the Mud, when I 0:30:51.200 --> 0:30:52.640 was a kid, from the mom and my nigga. 0:30:52.800 --> 0:30:54.240 You know what I'm saying. So I'm that bitch. 0:30:54.400 --> 0:30:56.200 You're gonna respect me. I'm gonna repect you. If you don't, bitch, 0:30:56.200 --> 0:30:57.520 I'm gonna be your ass. And I always been a 0:30:57.560 --> 0:30:58.280 fighter because I had to. 0:30:58.560 --> 0:30:58.880 I had to. 0:30:58.960 --> 0:31:00.440 Like when I used to be a stripper here, you know, 0:31:00.520 --> 0:31:02.520 I used to dance at the roles my nigga. 0:31:04.400 --> 0:31:06.280 So was that one of the roles and the other 0:31:06.320 --> 0:31:09.360 woman's the other coco cocos. Oh yeah, I've been. 0:31:09.280 --> 0:31:14.120 There and take one. So coming from that, I used 0:31:14.120 --> 0:31:15.560 to have to fight them all bitches all the time. 0:31:15.600 --> 0:31:17.640 Them always used to be mad as fun because I 0:31:17.800 --> 0:31:19.280 was young and I had some hot pussy and I 0:31:19.320 --> 0:31:20.000 was getting the money. 0:31:20.040 --> 0:31:22.920 That was bad. Bitch, Why is you mad? Bitch? Why 0:31:22.960 --> 0:31:23.480 are you mad? 0:31:23.800 --> 0:31:24.440 So I used to fight. 0:31:24.600 --> 0:31:26.680 I remember one time I was giving a lap dance 0:31:26.880 --> 0:31:28.520 like this right, and the guy was sitting behind me 0:31:28.760 --> 0:31:30.680 and the girl that likes getting the girl rolling. She 0:31:30.760 --> 0:31:32.640 had a blade to try to come cut me. But 0:31:32.720 --> 0:31:33.960 what she didn't know I had a blade on in 0:31:34.040 --> 0:31:35.360 my waist. A bitch, you gonna get cut too. 0:31:36.440 --> 0:31:38.280 So I ran up on that whole. That bitch ran outside. 0:31:38.600 --> 0:31:40.960 She was gone, yeah, bitch back because bitch, you're not 0:31:41.000 --> 0:31:41.440 gonna come in. 0:31:41.520 --> 0:31:43.120 I'm not gonna cut you. Bitch, we gonna cut each other. 0:31:44.800 --> 0:31:47.320 Let's let's let's hope you get to me. So what 0:31:47.440 --> 0:31:48.160 happened at the arena? 0:31:48.440 --> 0:31:49.200 I think cut? 0:31:50.240 --> 0:31:51.320 Oh she got cut? 0:31:51.480 --> 0:31:54.000 Oh man, sorry, because because I think we. 0:31:54.240 --> 0:31:56.720 Never at the reunion. What happened at the reenia? 0:31:56.840 --> 0:31:59.000 I was so sick of them whole you had you know, 0:31:59.120 --> 0:32:01.320 all of them just just hating on me. I said, 0:32:01.360 --> 0:32:04.000 you know what, if I'm going on, I'm going out 0:32:04.000 --> 0:32:05.479 with a band. I was ready to quit that day. 0:32:05.520 --> 0:32:08.520 I didn't quit for another like two seasons, but I 0:32:08.640 --> 0:32:09.680 was ready to quit that night. 0:32:10.040 --> 0:32:11.480 I was ready. I threw in my tower. 0:32:11.560 --> 0:32:13.200 You you ever heard of people throwing in their towers, 0:32:13.480 --> 0:32:14.960 So if I was gonna throw on my towers, I'm 0:32:14.960 --> 0:32:17.000 a big all. Y'all bitch yourself, and that basic was 0:32:17.000 --> 0:32:18.680 still saying that how you gonna see me big? 0:32:18.800 --> 0:32:20.960 This one, this one, this one, and y'are too still here. Yeah, 0:32:20.960 --> 0:32:22.760 but I just gotta get up, yeah, get ready for 0:32:22.840 --> 0:32:23.040 the fight. 0:32:23.200 --> 0:32:25.760 Definitely went and grab snatches and wigs, asked. 0:32:25.560 --> 0:32:29.080 Everybody, and and I threw a few hits that everybody. 0:32:29.080 --> 0:32:30.680 Because I'm a fighter. I got into a fighting college 0:32:30.720 --> 0:32:32.000 s heel too, but I ain't gonna tell you who 0:32:34.920 --> 0:32:36.560 because they still only like seasy thousand. 0:32:36.640 --> 0:32:40.040 I got the god six six get this. 0:32:40.600 --> 0:32:43.560 But I need that sixty ship. I to want somebody 0:32:43.640 --> 0:32:44.840 ask because look, they tried. 0:32:44.960 --> 0:32:48.360 So I went to college here and I wanted to Uh, 0:32:48.680 --> 0:32:50.080 they were trying to get me to do it last year, 0:32:50.120 --> 0:32:52.080 but I was doing the college Yield films the same 0:32:52.120 --> 0:32:53.120 time I filmed the Cabaret. 0:32:54.120 --> 0:32:57.520 So the last year Wish was the first year they 0:32:57.560 --> 0:32:57.760 did it. 0:32:57.840 --> 0:32:59.840 I was like, I can I'm shooting seasonm too, like 0:32:59.840 --> 0:33:01.360 I now, but this season I was like, okay, I'm 0:33:01.360 --> 0:33:04.160 gonna push season for back and then I'm gonna do 0:33:04.920 --> 0:33:06.800 I'm gonna do college here, which what's the best thing 0:33:06.840 --> 0:33:08.280 that happened to me? I want to I've never went 0:33:08.320 --> 0:33:10.760 to college. I never even graduated high school. Now, yeah, school, 0:33:10.760 --> 0:33:11.920 it's real school. 0:33:11.960 --> 0:33:12.120 I had. 0:33:13.080 --> 0:33:16.080 I had all hundreds. Listen, my professors is coming at 0:33:16.120 --> 0:33:18.800 the end, and this our sixty year old people. Professors 0:33:19.040 --> 0:33:21.480 coming at the end, hugging me like they can't believe it, 0:33:21.520 --> 0:33:23.360 because you know, I was real. I was like in 0:33:23.480 --> 0:33:25.240 there like I'm gonna give it my all right, And 0:33:25.360 --> 0:33:27.720 so I guess there was like, Okay, Johnson is coming 0:33:27.720 --> 0:33:30.680 in here. She's probably like just like no, I'm like, really, like, 0:33:30.880 --> 0:33:31.000 do you. 0:33:31.000 --> 0:33:34.320 Think he got special education in college? In college Hill, 0:33:34.360 --> 0:33:37.360 because that's only probably hardly gonna set me here. 0:33:37.520 --> 0:33:39.840 Well, here's the thing, it's an Actually, no, I didn't 0:33:39.840 --> 0:33:41.240 get the joke. I didn't get the job. 0:33:41.640 --> 0:33:46.880 I know, I know I did get the joke because 0:33:46.920 --> 0:33:49.880 I'm telling you gonna be fine in college. Yeah, I 0:33:49.960 --> 0:33:53.080 think you'll do great because the thing about college real school. 0:33:53.520 --> 0:33:55.040 I was going to tell you the thing about college. 0:33:57.560 --> 0:33:59.680 Yeah, I heard about the check. Though I heard the 0:33:59.760 --> 0:34:01.240 check is nice. 0:34:01.280 --> 0:34:04.680 I know nobody got more money than I got sixty 0:34:04.800 --> 0:34:07.600 on the way and guess why, so you can imagine 0:34:07.600 --> 0:34:10.320 how much I got it. And that's that's that's not 0:34:10.400 --> 0:34:10.960 my last one. 0:34:11.000 --> 0:34:11.200 It was. 0:34:13.080 --> 0:34:15.080 And look, but here's the thing though, here's the thing 0:34:15.360 --> 0:34:17.160 college college. I didn't even look. 0:34:17.440 --> 0:34:18.040 Whatever it is. 0:34:18.280 --> 0:34:19.960 You don't have to finish high school or go to 0:34:20.040 --> 0:34:23.040 college to be a successful person. It's wor in your 0:34:23.080 --> 0:34:26.000 heart and then your plan and then the universe. You 0:34:26.080 --> 0:34:27.920 get to the universe, you give the universe. 0:34:27.640 --> 0:34:28.120 What you want. 0:34:28.400 --> 0:34:30.120 I'm not a Bible thumper, so I'm not gonna be 0:34:30.160 --> 0:34:32.239 here talking about God. I'm gonna use universe because we're 0:34:32.440 --> 0:34:35.560 from a universe, the Earth. Right, We're in the universe. 0:34:35.719 --> 0:34:38.359 There's other planets out there. We're in the fucking universe. Right, 0:34:38.640 --> 0:34:41.160 God is real. I ain't say he not create everything 0:34:42.040 --> 0:34:44.960 whichever got you speak of, right, because people have always 0:34:45.080 --> 0:34:51.200 used different gods from Dominican public goddamn all right. So 0:34:51.800 --> 0:34:55.000 like I asked the universe for what I want and 0:34:55.120 --> 0:34:57.080 I received. But the college yield would be great for 0:34:57.160 --> 0:34:59.720 you because not only that you learn, but you actually 0:34:59.760 --> 0:35:01.080 get to know yourself being black. 0:35:01.120 --> 0:35:02.920 It's an HBCU college. 0:35:02.640 --> 0:35:05.240 That I want to I got into a fight because 0:35:05.520 --> 0:35:06.760 we were in a fucking classroom. 0:35:07.000 --> 0:35:08.960 Who it was I will tell you later. 0:35:09.600 --> 0:35:12.160 Somebody, No I'm not. Somebody try to attack. Somebody try 0:35:12.200 --> 0:35:15.240 to attack me, and I motherfucking put their motherfucking head. 0:35:15.040 --> 0:35:18.880 Through that glass. Then, you know, my mother called me, 0:35:18.960 --> 0:35:20.759 called me. He was like, bitch, you know the motherfucking 0:35:20.840 --> 0:35:23.000 are you know the the sting from her head is 0:35:23.040 --> 0:35:23.640 still on there. 0:35:24.000 --> 0:35:25.879 I was like, god, nigga, saying, wipe the ship down, 0:35:26.360 --> 0:35:27.240 fake gass niggas. 0:35:27.480 --> 0:35:30.359 So she tried, she tried to. She tried to wint 0:35:30.400 --> 0:35:31.680 upon me because we was in we was in our 0:35:31.760 --> 0:35:32.440 literature class. 0:35:32.560 --> 0:35:34.359 Right now, we already know what's a girl. 0:35:35.560 --> 0:35:38.040 I ain't gonna be finding niggas. I ain't gonna never 0:35:38.120 --> 0:35:38.640 find no man. 0:35:38.719 --> 0:35:40.279 Now, if a man wanted to find me, he got 0:35:40.320 --> 0:35:42.680 a problem. No man, she would never want to find me. 0:35:43.160 --> 0:35:45.120 I don't get how much put my money on you 0:35:45.320 --> 0:35:46.640 with some good guys. 0:35:46.480 --> 0:35:48.759 Out here, I would never find a man though. I 0:35:48.760 --> 0:35:50.719 would never do that. So, you know, I mean the 0:35:50.760 --> 0:35:54.160 class and I'm doing my thing and I'm saying, look, look, 0:35:55.560 --> 0:35:57.080 I told everybody that it was. 0:35:57.200 --> 0:35:57.400 It was. 0:35:57.560 --> 0:36:02.120 It was conversation about the success that we're having now, 0:36:02.600 --> 0:36:05.560 and I'm like, ship, I'm the biggest. I got up, 0:36:05.600 --> 0:36:07.920 I said, because I used to get out to get 0:36:08.040 --> 0:36:10.320 my interview because you're like, you're not in college, you 0:36:10.400 --> 0:36:12.440 can get up to talk about what the subject. 0:36:13.280 --> 0:36:13.600 I said. 0:36:13.840 --> 0:36:16.960 I'm the motherfucking biggest, I said. When I was five, 0:36:17.040 --> 0:36:19.080 I knew I was the motherfucking biggest. Ain't nobody out 0:36:19.120 --> 0:36:21.040 here bigger than me? So they was in the class. 0:36:21.080 --> 0:36:24.800 Everybody was like, and I'm like, that's what they're not. 0:36:24.880 --> 0:36:31.400 The biggest step gave me smoking the back. But I 0:36:31.400 --> 0:36:32.960 don't see how neiggas say want to want to be 0:36:34.239 --> 0:36:37.719 because I'm that bitch so minding win a week. You know, 0:36:38.560 --> 0:36:41.960 I can't get in too much details. But they try 0:36:42.000 --> 0:36:45.840 to attack me. Han assholes what she could never attack 0:36:45.880 --> 0:36:50.759 the princess. But I stayed on that like it's like 0:36:50.800 --> 0:36:58.920 you're gonna attack that attacker's attack that. 0:37:01.360 --> 0:37:04.680 That's not a good idea, not really, so you know 0:37:04.960 --> 0:37:07.120 when the bas attacking man, man, I man not. 0:37:07.200 --> 0:37:10.040 Dog that bitch, bitch, I feel like it's I don't 0:37:10.040 --> 0:37:10.960 care who you feel like it is. 0:37:11.000 --> 0:37:15.919 I ain't gonna tell you feel like astivity. I gonna 0:37:15.960 --> 0:37:20.000 tell you you hear in New York, I could see 0:37:20.080 --> 0:37:21.200 them in the same place. 0:37:21.680 --> 0:37:23.839 Listen, let me tell you something. Let me tell you something. 0:37:24.080 --> 0:37:25.640 And every time I see that bitch, I'm gonna drive 0:37:25.680 --> 0:37:28.120 down p see asshole. Every time I see that bitche 0:37:28.160 --> 0:37:30.200 right now, I'm gonna start this ship, go beat that 0:37:30.239 --> 0:37:33.399 beach ass and come back here every motherfucking every chance, 0:37:33.480 --> 0:37:35.000 because you know it was on some hey ship. 0:37:35.160 --> 0:37:37.200 Bitch, I'm giving my speech in college. Why is she 0:37:37.239 --> 0:37:38.359 worrying about what the fuck I'm saying? 0:37:38.400 --> 0:37:38.560 Bitch? 0:37:38.719 --> 0:37:40.360 If you wish to start thinking like me, you'll be 0:37:40.520 --> 0:37:43.279 somebody who and you won't just be walking around here 0:37:43.440 --> 0:37:45.879 sucking digger and sluttering in your asshole for nothing. Bitch, 0:37:46.719 --> 0:37:50.360 You'll be You'll be somebody. You'll be great. You you'll 0:37:50.400 --> 0:37:54.759 be great. So you know, I just feel like, you know, 0:37:55.040 --> 0:37:57.080 college was good. He opened on my mind. I really 0:37:57.120 --> 0:37:58.560 got to know who I was as a person. 0:37:58.960 --> 0:38:01.560 All the college kids knew my music I'm talking about 0:38:01.560 --> 0:38:03.080 they had. I had the college onckdown. 0:38:03.520 --> 0:38:07.040 Oh you're when you guys are doing that the college students. 0:38:08.239 --> 0:38:10.560 Listen, I had the college on likedwn. They had to 0:38:10.640 --> 0:38:12.799 secure me because the kids was running up. 0:38:12.719 --> 0:38:14.360 To me like, oh there was other I thought it 0:38:14.480 --> 0:38:14.960 was just yo. 0:38:16.440 --> 0:38:20.160 Man. The girls, all the girls wanted to quit to 0:38:20.239 --> 0:38:21.680 come to the cabaret. I say, y'all got to stay 0:38:21.680 --> 0:38:23.319 in school. Howre you gonna quit the school to come? 0:38:25.360 --> 0:38:26.399 That's a corrupt. 0:38:28.520 --> 0:38:28.759 Listen. 0:38:28.880 --> 0:38:31.239 They literally every lady on there I wanted to I'm 0:38:31.239 --> 0:38:34.399 talking about eighteen, nineteen twenty. I'm like, now, you gotta 0:38:34.440 --> 0:38:37.200 be twenty one to be in the caver. Now eighteen 0:38:37.760 --> 0:38:39.520 and they all wanted to quit. They was like, men, 0:38:39.560 --> 0:38:43.080 first school, we go with you right now. Because they 0:38:43.160 --> 0:38:45.120 see them, because they see the picture. They see I've 0:38:45.120 --> 0:38:47.759 been on tour. They see, they see they come to 0:38:47.880 --> 0:38:51.319 my shows. Man, sixteen seventeen, eighteen, nineteen year old kids 0:38:51.560 --> 0:38:53.399 be outside that can't get in my shows. That's twenty 0:38:53.480 --> 0:38:55.719 one crying with their mamas. They made their mother am 0:38:55.719 --> 0:38:58.560 My lion robber. They made their mamas, they made their 0:38:58.600 --> 0:39:01.640 mamas them hours away to come take a picture. 0:39:01.640 --> 0:39:02.840 When I come out of my shows, and I do. 0:39:02.840 --> 0:39:04.560 It all the time. They be crying, y'all. Can you 0:39:04.840 --> 0:39:07.040 know you can't get in Ben, you gotta be twenty one. 0:39:07.120 --> 0:39:09.800 It's this is x x x x x my pictures. 0:39:10.200 --> 0:39:10.960 Let's see on stage. 0:39:12.160 --> 0:39:15.719 I'll be not ready for none of this. I've been 0:39:15.760 --> 0:39:19.080 thinking I'm used to it, and I've just walked up. 0:39:19.160 --> 0:39:23.479 I don't know all of that. I don't know, I said, lady. 0:39:23.880 --> 0:39:26.200 But but it's very it's very Can I have a 0:39:26.239 --> 0:39:27.520 little bit more change, of course? 0:39:27.640 --> 0:39:27.920 Please? 0:39:28.120 --> 0:39:31.560 It's very it's very sexy. It's very like you know, santual. 0:39:31.760 --> 0:39:34.960 And yeah, sometimes we show tits and we show a 0:39:35.040 --> 0:39:36.640 lot of ass and it's a whole performance. 0:39:36.640 --> 0:39:39.680 So can you kick some asks on your show? Oh? 0:39:40.000 --> 0:39:43.319 Did I this last season? I think I fought last season, 0:39:43.480 --> 0:39:45.440 not last season. I don't think I fought on my 0:39:45.480 --> 0:39:46.399 show in a long time. 0:39:46.760 --> 0:39:49.560 You fought on your show. But I remember seeing something. 0:39:49.640 --> 0:39:51.080 I think it was on Hollywood Lot. 0:39:51.200 --> 0:39:54.279 Oh yeah, be up, it was one of your. 0:39:58.400 --> 0:39:58.960 But let me ask you. 0:39:59.000 --> 0:39:59.919 I just want to talk to ship. 0:40:00.360 --> 0:40:01.480 I was trying to make it. 0:40:02.040 --> 0:40:05.680 I know we jumped around, but since that shumming. 0:40:05.400 --> 0:40:07.680 Around, it's good. I get a lot of covers stuff 0:40:07.719 --> 0:40:07.840 like that. 0:40:08.000 --> 0:40:10.320 But because ben Zeno is a person I know, I 0:40:10.480 --> 0:40:13.200 actually think I hung out with me Ballistic and Benzino 0:40:13.400 --> 0:40:17.240 on time. But since that happened, Yeah, So since that happened, 0:40:17.320 --> 0:40:18.759 Parsino hasn't been on the show. 0:40:19.080 --> 0:40:20.440 Do you think that has something to do with it? 0:40:20.719 --> 0:40:21.719 Him not being on the show? 0:40:21.960 --> 0:40:22.319 Wis show. 0:40:23.600 --> 0:40:25.319 He hasn't been on Love of Hip Hop since then 0:40:26.080 --> 0:40:28.480 after the reunion show? Do you think that has something 0:40:28.480 --> 0:40:28.960 to do with it? 0:40:29.680 --> 0:40:31.080 No, I feel like he could have been on the show. 0:40:31.120 --> 0:40:33.279 I feel like maybe he didn't want to be on 0:40:33.360 --> 0:40:36.879 the show. You think so, I don't look with those 0:40:36.920 --> 0:40:37.960 type of TV shows. 0:40:37.760 --> 0:40:41.040 You gotta be prepared for growth and prepare for taking 0:40:41.080 --> 0:40:43.399 yourself to another level and go somewhere else, because it's 0:40:43.400 --> 0:40:45.520 always like they're looking for new talent, you know what 0:40:45.560 --> 0:40:47.640 I'm saying. They always they always want new talent, right, 0:40:47.719 --> 0:40:49.520 and so if your store inline, it's not like up 0:40:49.560 --> 0:40:52.000 to day they like they're going to kick the boots. Actually, 0:40:52.080 --> 0:40:55.399 when I left, I heard that they brought the price 0:40:55.480 --> 0:40:57.240 down on a lot of the people that were original, 0:40:57.360 --> 0:40:59.319 like Love and Hip myself, like prior you know, they 0:40:59.360 --> 0:41:00.960 were getting like it's just saying, you know, I don't know, 0:41:01.040 --> 0:41:03.880 twenty five thousand episode. They took them down to fifteen. 0:41:04.560 --> 0:41:06.120 And so like you gotta like you got to like 0:41:06.200 --> 0:41:07.480 you know, you gott to grow as your goho. So 0:41:07.560 --> 0:41:09.200 then now where you can continue to get the money 0:41:09.239 --> 0:41:11.560 that you want to get because you know this, this, this, 0:41:11.840 --> 0:41:13.480 this this white folks be flaked with that. 0:41:13.560 --> 0:41:16.520 Bad white folks, I thought. 0:41:17.280 --> 0:41:19.600 I'm saying, like Viacom, like the owners, like the owners 0:41:19.640 --> 0:41:24.440 of this on this networks or labels. Yeah, they got 0:41:24.520 --> 0:41:27.000 black people working under them just to do the dirty job. 0:41:27.040 --> 0:41:29.080 But they got there wasn't they didn't want giving them money. 0:41:29.160 --> 0:41:32.479 So yeah, you got one lady up there working and saying, okay, 0:41:32.480 --> 0:41:33.880 well we got a budget for Josly for a one 0:41:33.920 --> 0:41:35.960 hundred thousand episode. We got a budget for me, me 0:41:36.040 --> 0:41:38.279 for ten thousand episode or whatever the case may be. 0:41:38.400 --> 0:41:40.799 All you know, Karli read for twenty five I don't 0:41:40.840 --> 0:41:41.880 know whatever, Like you. 0:41:41.880 --> 0:41:44.239 Said, one hundred for you though, like. 0:41:47.280 --> 0:41:49.560 One hundred thousand four episode, Wow, that's fire. 0:41:49.760 --> 0:41:51.920 So one episode I take three days to shoot, but 0:41:52.120 --> 0:41:53.440 that costs you one hundred thousand for me. 0:41:54.680 --> 0:41:56.879 This is this is this is a big money list 0:41:57.320 --> 0:41:59.640 process and I'm going up. 0:42:03.360 --> 0:42:05.080 That's my baby. All you gotta do is call me. 0:42:05.080 --> 0:42:05.799 I'm through your deal. 0:42:05.920 --> 0:42:06.080 You know. 0:42:08.160 --> 0:42:08.520 You have been? 0:42:08.520 --> 0:42:09.440 Do you know who? That's my deal? 0:42:10.000 --> 0:42:10.040 Me? 0:42:10.560 --> 0:42:15.520 That's wow, that's what's up. So oh damn A look 0:42:15.560 --> 0:42:16.680 for training thought. Don't do that. 0:42:16.920 --> 0:42:19.080 No damn remember that. 0:42:19.160 --> 0:42:20.719 No, let's take it. You go ahead. 0:42:20.760 --> 0:42:22.080 No, no, no, no, We're good. 0:42:22.280 --> 0:42:28.200 So okay, this is what I was gonna say. At 0:42:28.239 --> 0:42:31.759 that time, I had never seen someone go against Mona Scott. 0:42:32.239 --> 0:42:34.800 I had never seen the one talk down like Mona. 0:42:35.080 --> 0:42:38.600 I've been valid that Mona ninety seven. I was. I 0:42:38.800 --> 0:42:43.400 was well, and this is a real strong woman. 0:42:43.600 --> 0:42:45.000 Patiently hate the lady. 0:42:45.080 --> 0:42:45.799 And you're the first. 0:42:45.960 --> 0:42:50.120 Nobody care about that? Boodoo. Don't nobody care about that? 0:42:50.200 --> 0:42:50.640 Boodoo? 0:42:51.320 --> 0:42:53.920 Don't nobody care about that? Say, let me tell your time. 0:42:54.680 --> 0:42:55.600 Guess why? Guess why? 0:42:55.680 --> 0:42:58.560 Ain't none of the ain't no spring blood, ain't none 0:42:58.600 --> 0:43:00.440 of them prayer, ain't none of them praying people. She 0:43:00.480 --> 0:43:02.080 got going on and got ship on my period people. 0:43:02.640 --> 0:43:04.319 She better know that. And that's why I could stay. 0:43:04.440 --> 0:43:05.040 I step out. 0:43:06.080 --> 0:43:08.759 I step out because my people, my people could And 0:43:09.120 --> 0:43:10.719 that's why I was telling you about the universe. What 0:43:10.880 --> 0:43:12.319 I have to watch what I say on my mouth, 0:43:12.320 --> 0:43:14.239 because I could say, and you are cut one real hard, 0:43:14.280 --> 0:43:15.319 you might not wake back up. 0:43:15.480 --> 0:43:21.040 So I have to Oh my god, I'm making The 0:43:21.080 --> 0:43:23.759 point is I had never seen nobody go against Mona, 0:43:24.080 --> 0:43:24.480 like what what? 0:43:24.719 --> 0:43:25.520 What? What happened? 0:43:25.520 --> 0:43:28.040 Because it seemed like, you know, Mona had a lot 0:43:28.120 --> 0:43:32.040 to do with you blowing up, and at one point it. 0:43:32.120 --> 0:43:34.480 Just felt like you was despised. 0:43:34.640 --> 0:43:36.399 Was it you was despised with love to hip hop? 0:43:36.520 --> 0:43:39.320 Or you was despised with Mona because I remember you 0:43:39.440 --> 0:43:44.560 calling her a devil or Mona's not a good person, okay, meaning. 0:43:50.000 --> 0:43:50.920 You know, Okay. 0:43:51.000 --> 0:43:55.000 So I feel like in life to be successful and 0:43:55.080 --> 0:43:57.880 to really get what the universe, what the universe owes you, 0:43:58.520 --> 0:44:01.200 because it's what you are. The only universe only gonna 0:44:01.200 --> 0:44:03.440 give you what you are. The universe not gonna ever 0:44:03.480 --> 0:44:04.239 give you what you're not. 0:44:04.680 --> 0:44:04.879 Never. 0:44:05.000 --> 0:44:07.040 I don't you could you could, god there, hang yourself 0:44:07.080 --> 0:44:09.360 from that motherfucking thing up there and becoming suicide. 0:44:09.960 --> 0:44:11.440 It's still not gonna give it to you because you're 0:44:11.440 --> 0:44:13.560 not that. I don't don't you can? 0:44:13.719 --> 0:44:16.000 You can pray six sixty six and do a star 0:44:16.120 --> 0:44:18.160 on the floor and god damn bit she belonged to 0:44:18.200 --> 0:44:18.560 the devil. 0:44:18.760 --> 0:44:19.600 That don't mean shit. 0:44:20.480 --> 0:44:22.359 The universe not gonna give you ship that you don't 0:44:23.200 --> 0:44:26.400 that you don't own, right, And so I feel like 0:44:26.480 --> 0:44:29.560 with her, I just feel like she's just like a 0:44:29.680 --> 0:44:33.440 jealous person, like she don't really never never want to 0:44:33.440 --> 0:44:35.440 see nobody win. Because you gotta remember, Mona was not 0:44:35.520 --> 0:44:36.719 the best looking thing walking around. 0:44:36.800 --> 0:44:37.480 She was a puppet. 0:44:37.560 --> 0:44:37.840 Honey. 0:44:38.680 --> 0:44:40.920 I always had that curly with y'all could laugh, it's 0:44:40.960 --> 0:44:44.439 funny acting like yeah neggas s holy shit. 0:44:44.680 --> 0:44:47.880 So like I just feel like, you know, and you know, 0:44:47.960 --> 0:44:48.319 I was so. 0:44:48.400 --> 0:44:50.160 Young when I first started doing love and hiposa. It's 0:44:50.200 --> 0:44:52.200 like for me, I always been like please morning, could 0:44:52.200 --> 0:44:54.600 you please help me? Like literally beggar like her fucking 0:44:54.800 --> 0:44:56.680 big old nasty black ass, but. 0:44:56.719 --> 0:44:57.360 I ain't really do it. 0:44:57.440 --> 0:44:58.880 I don't really do it because I like, I like 0:44:58.920 --> 0:45:00.920 black asses, but they gotta be clean and I don't 0:45:00.960 --> 0:45:03.800 lick niggas aasses. My husband not with that shit bitches tasses. 0:45:04.360 --> 0:45:07.399 So literally I'm like, you know, like help me out, 0:45:07.480 --> 0:45:09.240 like help me, like, you know, help me with the stuff, 0:45:09.239 --> 0:45:10.360 help me with them me say, help me with it. 0:45:10.520 --> 0:45:12.800 You think she did that? No, she did everything to 0:45:12.840 --> 0:45:14.279 sabotage me and nothing to help me. 0:45:14.560 --> 0:45:16.720 But how about how about being Devil's advocate? 0:45:16.800 --> 0:45:18.399 Let me just be you can do that. I'm still 0:45:18.440 --> 0:45:19.439 trolling your truth about the bitch. 0:45:19.560 --> 0:45:21.600 But how about like she did give you a platform 0:45:21.680 --> 0:45:22.759 like this, Like. 0:45:23.360 --> 0:45:24.320 She didn't give me a platform. 0:45:24.440 --> 0:45:25.920 She needed me to do love and hip hop when 0:45:25.920 --> 0:45:27.520 I I'm gonna go back to the story when I 0:45:27.600 --> 0:45:31.560 first met Stevie, I just met him a week prior 0:45:31.640 --> 0:45:34.320 to going to Love and hip Hop. That's how I 0:45:34.360 --> 0:45:36.319 got on love him hip hop. That's why I was saying. 0:45:36.320 --> 0:45:37.200 That's what I'm telling you guys. 0:45:37.200 --> 0:45:38.919 So you feel like Stevie is more of the credit 0:45:39.200 --> 0:45:39.440 for that. 0:45:40.080 --> 0:45:42.440 No, neither one of them, because as cool as me 0:45:42.960 --> 0:45:45.719 and my fiance are with Stevie would respect him and 0:45:45.800 --> 0:45:49.040 with cool uh, Stevie had Stevin needed to bring me 0:45:49.080 --> 0:45:50.400 a love a hip hop too, because it was nobody 0:45:50.440 --> 0:45:52.920 on Love a hip Hop but me and me, Carley, Stevie, 0:45:52.960 --> 0:45:55.120 a few people like it was nothing going on. Stevie 0:45:55.160 --> 0:45:57.000 had a whole another artist that was already a love 0:45:57.040 --> 0:45:59.319 of hip hop, and he brought me tomorrow that. 0:45:59.360 --> 0:46:00.359 She was like, go get a screen. 0:46:00.440 --> 0:46:03.000 Look yeah, and I'm like, non what happened to your 0:46:03.040 --> 0:46:04.759 other artists? The other artists never came on the show 0:46:04.760 --> 0:46:07.279 because she was like, man, we need her. I went 0:46:07.400 --> 0:46:08.959 from making the first day Lem. 0:46:09.200 --> 0:46:10.799 Said, there was other artists that was signed on Steve. 0:46:10.920 --> 0:46:13.239 Steve had another artist and it was it was like 0:46:13.400 --> 0:46:15.600 the other cast members on the show, including me and 0:46:15.680 --> 0:46:17.680 me and Karly and all the all of the people 0:46:17.719 --> 0:46:20.000 that was in the first season of twenty twelve eleven 0:46:20.080 --> 0:46:23.120 Hip Hop. Right, Stevie took me the mona to me 0:46:23.400 --> 0:46:26.480 her okay, right, And I wasn't. I didn't know he 0:46:26.600 --> 0:46:28.239 was doing the show. The nigger never told me he 0:46:28.360 --> 0:46:31.719 was doing the show, Stevie. No, he just brought me 0:46:31.800 --> 0:46:34.040 the mona and next thing I know, the next day, 0:46:34.080 --> 0:46:36.399 I'm doing green Screen. I went from making eleven hundred 0:46:36.400 --> 0:46:38.400 dollars one day to the next thing, making fifty five hundred, 0:46:38.520 --> 0:46:41.520 the week making eleven five and then I twenty thousand 0:46:41.560 --> 0:46:42.080 the next morning. 0:46:42.120 --> 0:46:43.279 What the fun going out? 0:46:43.920 --> 0:46:45.440 Why is y? Yeah? 0:46:45.440 --> 0:46:45.719 The show. 0:46:46.120 --> 0:46:48.680 You immediately knew that they needed you from from how 0:46:48.760 --> 0:46:51.239 the salaries was, well, well, here's the de because if 0:46:51.239 --> 0:46:53.000 you're not a main character, you wasn't a main character 0:46:53.040 --> 0:46:53.680 in the beginning, or. 0:46:53.760 --> 0:46:55.560 Was you She made me a main character that for 0:46:55.719 --> 0:46:58.959 the next day. She made me a main character because 0:46:58.960 --> 0:46:59.320 he brought me. 0:46:59.360 --> 0:47:03.520 I had on all of the Sashi Great green Light money, 0:47:04.040 --> 0:47:05.640 Manola Blanc, Vanola. 0:47:05.320 --> 0:47:07.359 Blinis on my feet, Ma Nola Blanis. I had them ships. 0:47:07.520 --> 0:47:10.600 When I was twenty three, I had an Alvasashi, Aasashi person. 0:47:10.680 --> 0:47:14.960 I always had a nice JUNI it's twenty twelve and 0:47:16.719 --> 0:47:18.319 I was twenty three. Two twelve's when I. 0:47:18.280 --> 0:47:22.160 Don't have jacket. Well, you gotta relax. 0:47:22.840 --> 0:47:25.279 That's not what the conversations about it. 0:47:25.480 --> 0:47:27.000 I just we know, we know, yo. 0:47:27.080 --> 0:47:29.520 She was what a peep pussage I get. 0:47:31.719 --> 0:47:34.200 So basically like she was like, share you, share you. 0:47:34.719 --> 0:47:37.360 She made me a cast like they did my makeup 0:47:37.360 --> 0:47:39.239 the next day. I have brought clothes because she was like, 0:47:39.280 --> 0:47:40.960 bring three outfices and I'm just like, damn, what's going 0:47:41.040 --> 0:47:41.319 to happen? 0:47:41.320 --> 0:47:41.480 You know? 0:47:41.560 --> 0:47:43.160 But you know I'm telling you three. I'm like, shit, 0:47:43.200 --> 0:47:44.799 I had just told this nigga last week. I need 0:47:45.239 --> 0:47:49.160 remember my homie gb in ONX Remember I was like, yo, homie, 0:47:49.280 --> 0:47:50.960 the nigga that looked like you. I was like, yo, 0:47:52.440 --> 0:47:54.560 I need a motherfucking producer. I got this artist, blah 0:47:54.560 --> 0:47:57.320 blah blah. Right, and later the nexts like, now you 0:47:57.400 --> 0:47:58.919 need to work with me. I was like, shit, cool, 0:47:59.520 --> 0:48:01.120 so the artist, I drive that bitch. 0:48:01.280 --> 0:48:03.840 But you gotta give Mona a little credit because that 0:48:04.200 --> 0:48:05.600 was her giving you the great lice. 0:48:07.040 --> 0:48:07.600 Here's the thing. 0:48:08.280 --> 0:48:10.520 It was many. It was many times after that. I 0:48:10.600 --> 0:48:12.239 try to reach out to Mona and to make peace, 0:48:12.320 --> 0:48:13.520 but she just never want a piece. 0:48:13.560 --> 0:48:14.360 And I just feel like. 0:48:16.320 --> 0:48:18.359 She knew that I would do exactly what I'm doing, 0:48:18.560 --> 0:48:22.680 becoming the biggest Latin superstar there there it is. I 0:48:22.760 --> 0:48:24.600 have a long way to go, but I've been working 0:48:24.640 --> 0:48:27.240 since twenty twelve and I've proven myself to everybody. 0:48:27.480 --> 0:48:29.480 I did everything they say I will not do. That's right, 0:48:29.840 --> 0:48:32.680 And so she know that she has to face that. 0:48:32.840 --> 0:48:34.600 She has to face the fact that I told her 0:48:34.680 --> 0:48:36.879 I was going to it and bitch, I would die 0:48:37.160 --> 0:48:37.560 doing it. 0:48:38.160 --> 0:48:40.760 But what what if just me being a devil's advocate? 0:48:41.080 --> 0:48:47.160 But if somewhere because I know you Cardi B so 0:48:47.320 --> 0:48:51.000 many so so many give Cardi B so many different 0:48:51.000 --> 0:48:54.560 people that made it through Mona's platform, Like she's she's 0:48:54.680 --> 0:48:55.360 I'm telling. 0:48:55.120 --> 0:48:56.959 You, well, first of all, let me tell you tying 0:48:57.280 --> 0:48:58.440 new York people stick together. 0:49:00.080 --> 0:49:01.800 No no, no, no, no, no, no no no. I 0:49:01.840 --> 0:49:03.960 disagree to this, but let me let me explain. What 0:49:03.960 --> 0:49:06.840 I'm trying to say is like this, this is this 0:49:07.000 --> 0:49:09.799 is a success story. You are a great success story. 0:49:09.880 --> 0:49:12.279 Cardi B. Is a great success story and most of us. 0:49:13.120 --> 0:49:16.440 Can you put some gray anybody? 0:49:17.320 --> 0:49:21.040 Uh no, I don't got Yeah, okay, that's my son, 0:49:21.160 --> 0:49:23.279 by the way. That's my son, by the way, yeah, 0:49:23.400 --> 0:49:30.480 pulling out grab of no no no, no, no, yeah, 0:49:30.719 --> 0:49:34.000 that's my oldest son. I got my younger. But so 0:49:34.160 --> 0:49:38.239 many people like you know, that's a success story, like 0:49:38.640 --> 0:49:42.000 when you see where you're at in life. I'm this 0:49:42.120 --> 0:49:43.640 is the reason why I'm saying this. I'm just trying 0:49:43.680 --> 0:49:46.120 to I'm no, Mona's proud of you. I know Mona 0:49:46.400 --> 0:49:48.480 brags about you. I know who she brags about, Cardi B. 0:49:48.560 --> 0:49:52.920 I know she brags about these certain peoples because some 0:49:53.080 --> 0:49:56.400 of us wouldn't not known how how how ill you 0:49:56.520 --> 0:49:59.440 are without seeing this through love and hip hop. You 0:49:59.480 --> 0:50:00.920 know what I'm saying. Some of us wouldn't know that. 0:50:01.120 --> 0:50:03.680 So I would love to sit down with her. I 0:50:03.719 --> 0:50:05.440 would like to sit down with her, but I just 0:50:05.600 --> 0:50:07.840 don't think that you want to sit down with me. 0:50:08.120 --> 0:50:09.520 You know what I'm saying, Well, you you're wrong. 0:50:11.080 --> 0:50:11.480 Let me tell you. 0:50:11.840 --> 0:50:15.160 That's the best thing about Ballistic that y'all together is 0:50:15.640 --> 0:50:18.840 I could tell that when you got with him, like 0:50:18.920 --> 0:50:21.040 I don't want to say you calm down, but it 0:50:21.200 --> 0:50:23.279 was like, all right, cool, you there. 0:50:23.440 --> 0:50:25.080 You know what I'm saying, Like you're. 0:50:25.400 --> 0:50:27.960 You're thinking clear, That's what I'm outside of looking in 0:50:28.040 --> 0:50:29.040 the side of looking out. 0:50:29.080 --> 0:50:29.560 You know what I mean. 0:50:30.080 --> 0:50:32.040 And what I say about that is because I have 0:50:32.120 --> 0:50:35.959 spent so much time in my career right like being 0:50:36.040 --> 0:50:38.440 mad at somebody that shouldn't be mad at. You know 0:50:38.480 --> 0:50:41.600 what I'm saying me personally, and I've always looked at 0:50:41.600 --> 0:50:44.800 it and I said, you know what, Now that I'm older, 0:50:45.320 --> 0:50:48.440 I say, damn, I do appreciate the opportunity for a 0:50:48.480 --> 0:50:51.120 person giving me that chance back then, even though I 0:50:51.200 --> 0:50:53.440 feel like I made myself great. I'm gonna be honest, 0:50:53.600 --> 0:50:56.080 I feel like I made myself great like that Snoop 0:50:56.120 --> 0:50:58.000 Dogg's speaks when Snoopers like, yeah, I want to thank me, 0:50:58.280 --> 0:51:02.399 Like I feel like that a lot. But the more 0:51:02.440 --> 0:51:04.840 that I've grown and the more that I succeed I 0:51:04.960 --> 0:51:07.840 also say you know what that little push that I 0:51:07.920 --> 0:51:10.200 got from him. I needed that. 0:51:10.360 --> 0:51:12.239 I need like you know what I mean, Like it 0:51:12.360 --> 0:51:14.480 means better than me now to be successful. 0:51:14.640 --> 0:51:16.640 Now the bitch knows. She calm me to night, I'm 0:51:16.680 --> 0:51:17.399 gonna get on the phone. 0:51:17.440 --> 0:51:17.839 That's hard. 0:51:17.840 --> 0:51:19.480 That's who we want, that's what we want to do. 0:51:19.880 --> 0:51:23.920 That I mean, you never got to talk through too much. 0:51:23.960 --> 0:51:25.800 I still got the same number. Don't want me and 0:51:25.840 --> 0:51:28.120 you talking. That's what I got that number. I had 0:51:28.160 --> 0:51:30.279 that number since twenty twelve, you know what I'm saying. 0:51:30.320 --> 0:51:32.400 So like she can always call me, and I'm always 0:51:32.400 --> 0:51:33.560 funk with the bitch, you know what I'm saying. At 0:51:33.560 --> 0:51:36.320 the end of the day, she just had to understand 0:51:36.400 --> 0:51:38.640 that I wanted it so bad and I went after it. 0:51:39.120 --> 0:51:41.960 And now be proud of me and and tell everybody, hey, 0:51:42.000 --> 0:51:43.239 I got I had something to do with that, and 0:51:43.320 --> 0:51:44.040 be proud of saying that. 0:51:44.280 --> 0:51:45.600 Yes, and I'm gonna say she did. 0:51:45.800 --> 0:51:46.000 Yeah. 0:51:46.080 --> 0:51:47.920 I ain't gonna never hate on I ain't gonna hate 0:51:47.960 --> 0:51:48.160 on her. 0:51:48.239 --> 0:51:52.480 Would you ever do loving hip hop or you pass that? Well, 0:51:52.719 --> 0:51:55.239 you know, and we know about the bag and all that, 0:51:55.360 --> 0:52:02.120 but then we know Jay gonna get some money. 0:52:03.840 --> 0:52:04.840 But would you do it. 0:52:05.000 --> 0:52:07.560 I'm not gonna say no to anything because when I'm 0:52:07.560 --> 0:52:09.560 out in life, I feel like like this was a 0:52:09.600 --> 0:52:13.520 great opportunity. I apologize for being super late, but it 0:52:14.480 --> 0:52:16.480 was well, no, it was last minute. They test me 0:52:16.600 --> 0:52:18.279 day last night. You can vouch for me. 0:52:18.360 --> 0:52:20.400 It was like eight pm. I'm like, I'm going crazy. 0:52:20.560 --> 0:52:20.920 Went to them. 0:52:21.000 --> 0:52:22.440 I went to them all last night to get distressed. 0:52:22.480 --> 0:52:24.120 At a PM, I woke up out my sleep. I 0:52:24.200 --> 0:52:26.000 missed yoga and everything. I was like, shit, I gotta go. 0:52:26.200 --> 0:52:27.279 Gets on the weapons. 0:52:30.440 --> 0:52:30.760 Yoga. 0:52:32.440 --> 0:52:32.600 Rich. 0:52:33.360 --> 0:52:36.160 Can I tell you something there is I owe my 0:52:36.239 --> 0:52:38.120 life to yoga. I would literally be like a drug 0:52:38.160 --> 0:52:39.880 addict right now if it wasn't for yoga. 0:52:40.000 --> 0:52:41.719 I've been y Yeah. 0:52:41.719 --> 0:52:43.279 I've been knowing New yoga for seven years and it 0:52:43.320 --> 0:52:45.960 saved my life. My whole My dad that of a 0:52:46.040 --> 0:52:48.360 heroin overdose. My family comes from a lot of drugs, 0:52:48.880 --> 0:52:51.640 So just being able to have that in my life 0:52:51.680 --> 0:52:53.359 it really changed my life. I would not be where 0:52:53.360 --> 0:52:55.640 I'm standing without doing a big crumb high yoga. 0:52:55.680 --> 0:52:58.319 I wouldn't be here. I would probably do that yoga. Yeah. 0:52:58.400 --> 0:53:00.840 Oh, the Indian dude, you know he was touching a 0:53:00.880 --> 0:53:01.319 lot of y'all. 0:53:01.440 --> 0:53:01.959 He's a freak. 0:53:11.360 --> 0:53:13.120 I see his documentary. 0:53:17.480 --> 0:53:19.240 Thank You so Much stuff. 0:53:19.360 --> 0:53:21.000 He was a super freak. He was he was, he 0:53:21.160 --> 0:53:21.879 was a super freak. 0:53:21.960 --> 0:53:24.520 Right, But I'm gonna take his freakingness away from from 0:53:24.600 --> 0:53:28.400 his job because I, like, I'm gonna always get. 0:53:29.040 --> 0:53:29.560 Here's the thing. 0:53:30.040 --> 0:53:31.239 You still listening to Kelly too? 0:53:31.800 --> 0:53:32.440 I love R. 0:53:32.520 --> 0:53:38.520 Kelly music. If I'm in a car and somebody playing it, 0:53:38.560 --> 0:53:39.879 I will not tell them to turn it off. 0:53:39.960 --> 0:53:43.560 So let's be clear, Kelly and we do yoga. 0:53:44.000 --> 0:53:44.640 But here's the thing. 0:53:44.680 --> 0:53:47.000 Let me tell you, I'm not canceled in Josslyn's world. 0:53:47.040 --> 0:53:49.840 I'm not listen. I don't cancel. I don't cancel certain 0:53:49.880 --> 0:53:53.680 people for what they've done when it comes down to 0:53:53.760 --> 0:53:56.560 their artistry, when it comes down to the street. 0:53:56.360 --> 0:53:58.439 I ain't gonna fuck with you. I'm not gonna vouch 0:53:58.480 --> 0:54:02.319 for you about Bill Cosby. Well you know Bill. Bill 0:54:02.400 --> 0:54:04.319 Cosby is a little older and I never really got 0:54:04.360 --> 0:54:05.080 into his shows. 0:54:05.480 --> 0:54:08.160 I never really got into his shows. But I still music. 0:54:08.200 --> 0:54:10.000 I'm a I'm a musician, so I love music. 0:54:10.080 --> 0:54:13.080 So if I hear you know, if I hear like 0:54:13.600 --> 0:54:18.440 just the Key and Chen, I. 0:54:18.480 --> 0:54:20.600 Don't even know that song why did that just came 0:54:20.680 --> 0:54:28.000 out of So you are not turning it off? Come 0:54:28.040 --> 0:54:28.760 on from your thought. 0:54:28.680 --> 0:54:31.000 Tells someone to turn it off? Like, listen, listen, I 0:54:31.360 --> 0:54:34.359 am I am. I am an advocate of being able 0:54:34.440 --> 0:54:36.880 to separate the two. I am a big advocate for that. 0:54:37.560 --> 0:54:40.239 I'm a big advocate for that. Like you are freak, 0:54:40.400 --> 0:54:42.200 you are ripe perst you be in jail. But the 0:54:42.280 --> 0:54:44.680 ship you don't did fifty years ago, I'm gonna listen 0:54:44.719 --> 0:54:47.560 to that ship somebody playing, like. 0:54:49.960 --> 0:54:50.600 I don't, I don't. 0:54:50.680 --> 0:54:53.440 I don't have his music on my on my I 0:54:53.520 --> 0:54:55.680 haven't buyt his music obviously in years. 0:54:56.120 --> 0:54:58.120 But I ain't gonna tell somebody to turn this ship off. 0:54:58.160 --> 0:54:59.160 I'm like, I played that ship. 0:54:59.160 --> 0:55:02.200 I'm gonna be especially if it's one of those ones. 0:55:02.760 --> 0:55:04.120 Exactly because he got them. You know. 0:55:04.719 --> 0:55:07.120 You know, being a genius come comes with a lot 0:55:07.160 --> 0:55:12.320 of responsibility. The responsibility is that you have to the 0:55:12.400 --> 0:55:15.400 responsibility is that you have to be able to like 0:55:15.520 --> 0:55:18.360 kill your demons in your mind, the demons that aren't 0:55:18.440 --> 0:55:19.879 good for you to let out. 0:55:20.760 --> 0:55:23.279 So being a genius, it comes with a great responsibility, 0:55:23.360 --> 0:55:23.480 you know. 0:55:23.640 --> 0:55:26.560 So I just feel like it's unfortunate for him that 0:55:26.680 --> 0:55:29.600 as good, good looking as his what he wasn't talented 0:55:30.120 --> 0:55:32.680 and a genius that he was with the music. It's 0:55:32.760 --> 0:55:35.359 unfortunate for him that he could never get help from 0:55:35.520 --> 0:55:37.640 dealing with those demons to be a better person. It's 0:55:37.719 --> 0:55:40.040 unfortunate because we all have demons, you know. 0:55:40.239 --> 0:55:44.799 I ain't a lot like when like the tape had 0:55:44.840 --> 0:55:47.280 came out, the first tape, I never seen the nigga 0:55:47.440 --> 0:55:50.319 just he was peeing all over ya. 0:55:51.880 --> 0:55:53.399 I men't telling him, but let's to pe on me bank. 0:55:54.000 --> 0:55:56.000 Oh my god, he wasn't ready. Y'all. 0:55:56.360 --> 0:55:57.759 Y'all don't like all the showers. 0:55:58.080 --> 0:56:03.120 No, I like the water, so you never wait, wash 0:56:03.200 --> 0:56:04.680 it up? God? 0:56:05.000 --> 0:56:06.400 So you never got a golden shower? 0:56:06.840 --> 0:56:09.320 No, ain't nobody ever showered gold. 0:56:12.680 --> 0:56:13.560 Who are you people? 0:56:14.840 --> 0:56:17.560 By the way, I know, by the way, Kelly's going 0:56:17.600 --> 0:56:19.360 to see this episode, like what might. 0:56:22.840 --> 0:56:23.560 She has kids? 0:56:23.600 --> 0:56:24.279 That's right, that's right. 0:56:24.320 --> 0:56:25.120 It was a golden shower. 0:56:25.280 --> 0:56:29.400 My bad talking about we're talking about ping like golden showers, 0:56:29.440 --> 0:56:30.360 his golden showers. 0:56:30.400 --> 0:56:33.600 Like you know, it's an enjoyable, amazing sexual thing. 0:56:33.640 --> 0:56:35.879 Especially if you you know, do it like I've golden 0:56:36.000 --> 0:56:37.520 showered plenty of pretty bitches. 0:56:38.280 --> 0:56:40.680 So how his worlds of taste, just you tasted. 0:56:41.280 --> 0:56:43.120 I've never got golden shower on because. 0:56:42.880 --> 0:56:48.160 I'm the golden shower up. You know showers. Okay, she 0:56:48.600 --> 0:56:52.759 she told me, she threw us into the river and 0:56:52.920 --> 0:56:54.480 told us to do something. Ain't even do it. 0:56:55.760 --> 0:56:57.160 But let's never let me do it on him. 0:56:57.239 --> 0:56:59.640 Okay, that's my man. I don't want to get him 0:56:59.680 --> 0:57:01.919 like that. That's my back. 0:57:02.200 --> 0:57:06.400 He's scared. Okay, Okay, golden shower is a great thing. 0:57:06.480 --> 0:57:08.839 Look the thing about sexuality, as long as you keep 0:57:08.880 --> 0:57:11.560 it clean and you just have one partner, it's awesome. 0:57:11.560 --> 0:57:12.200 You could do whatever. 0:57:12.480 --> 0:57:13.640 That's what's up. I'll respect that. 0:57:13.920 --> 0:57:16.000 I don't like it in the butt though, Okay, want 0:57:16.000 --> 0:57:18.800 to do the butt thing, but I will. But I 0:57:18.920 --> 0:57:21.000 will let a girl stick her whole face. 0:57:20.880 --> 0:57:22.640 In my asshole. I'm talking about the whole face. 0:57:22.760 --> 0:57:24.280 If you're gonna lick at my asshole, it's got to 0:57:24.280 --> 0:57:26.600 be from to Tobata a girl and you gotta put 0:57:26.720 --> 0:57:30.200 and she gotta put her whole face in there, everything, everything. 0:57:30.720 --> 0:57:32.560 So she probably has to have a small nose. 0:57:33.160 --> 0:57:35.040 No, she could have a big one. I don't discriminate. 0:57:35.680 --> 0:57:37.920 I got listen. I like a dark white Spanish. 0:57:38.160 --> 0:57:40.120 Everything they gotta be you know what I'm saying, They 0:57:40.120 --> 0:57:41.000 got they gotta meet. 0:57:40.840 --> 0:57:44.040 Some standers standards. I mean I have some. 0:57:45.560 --> 0:57:49.440 Too, because I like, listen all my new eper you 0:57:49.440 --> 0:57:50.880 will be able to hear how freaking I am. I 0:57:50.960 --> 0:57:52.640 think I started. You know what, I think that white. 0:57:52.720 --> 0:57:55.160 That's why do it like Vegas and all those. 0:57:55.200 --> 0:57:57.680 Long standard though I'm curious now on. 0:57:57.760 --> 0:58:01.000 The girl's house, she look yes, well, I mean I 0:58:01.080 --> 0:58:03.120 like skinner girls are like you know what, I like 0:58:03.200 --> 0:58:10.520 big girls too, go to dash. I don't mind the 0:58:10.560 --> 0:58:11.200 bigger girls, you. 0:58:11.200 --> 0:58:11.680 Know what I'm saying. 0:58:11.800 --> 0:58:14.360 But but but the ways gotta be a little bit smaller. 0:58:14.840 --> 0:58:17.200 The waist though a little bit, don't have to be 0:58:17.280 --> 0:58:19.440 like super smaller, but it definitely got to like be 0:58:19.520 --> 0:58:20.360 smaller than the butt. 0:58:20.680 --> 0:58:24.240 The bud could be like this, but the wors got 0:58:24.320 --> 0:58:25.760 to be about like this. You know what I'm saying. 0:58:25.800 --> 0:58:27.640 I could do that because you have beef for Prima 0:58:27.720 --> 0:58:29.680 Donna too, right, you sent her a pig. 0:58:31.000 --> 0:58:33.160 Like that was like I didn't understand. 0:58:33.200 --> 0:58:34.960 I was like, wait a minute, ready, because I thought 0:58:35.040 --> 0:58:35.959 at first then. 0:58:35.840 --> 0:58:37.680 I seen I said, oh that that's what I'm pricked. 0:58:37.800 --> 0:58:40.000 I love pig all right, That's what I was confused about. 0:58:40.120 --> 0:58:43.320 And then y'all cool now because you know you guys 0:58:43.360 --> 0:58:45.320 are kind of can. 0:58:45.280 --> 0:58:45.720 I say you can? 0:58:45.800 --> 0:58:47.840 I can I sell you something. I don't know anything 0:58:47.840 --> 0:58:51.919 about her. I know nothing about her, Okay, I don't 0:58:51.920 --> 0:58:53.680 know where's this going. No, I'm just I don't know 0:58:53.720 --> 0:58:55.280 anything about her. I swear to god, I don't know 0:58:55.320 --> 0:58:55.880 anything about her. 0:58:55.920 --> 0:58:58.200 I thought y'all was both from Miami. Both y'all, well, 0:58:58.200 --> 0:58:59.800 I'm from l Okay. 0:59:00.040 --> 0:59:01.720 I never hung out with her before, we never talked 0:59:01.760 --> 0:59:03.720 on the phone, we never did any of that. But 0:59:03.920 --> 0:59:06.400 like I said, like you know, catch people someone of 0:59:06.400 --> 0:59:08.360 you don't know, Well, you got to ask her because 0:59:08.360 --> 0:59:13.320 look at her and look at me. There's no connection. 0:59:13.840 --> 0:59:14.120 Okay. 0:59:14.880 --> 0:59:16.320 I just feel like when you don't have no connection 0:59:16.400 --> 0:59:18.280 with anybody, it's like, bitch, what are you talking about? 0:59:18.280 --> 0:59:19.040 I don't even know you're like that? 0:59:19.280 --> 0:59:24.520 But you're both smart, y'are both entrepreneurs saying you've done greats. 0:59:24.760 --> 0:59:25.880 I like that absolutely. 0:59:26.200 --> 0:59:29.320 So that's why I'm saying, why do you guys have beef? 0:59:29.560 --> 0:59:30.880 And if y'all shitt it? 0:59:31.120 --> 0:59:34.280 If you do, yeah, because I swear I don't even 0:59:34.360 --> 0:59:36.400 know the lady. I promise you. I do not know 0:59:36.560 --> 0:59:39.400 this lady. I've never met this lady in my life 0:59:39.520 --> 0:59:42.080 like that, I swear to God never, and. 0:59:42.160 --> 0:59:45.720 I don't have listen congratulations to all the ladies getting money, 0:59:45.800 --> 0:59:48.560 including her. That's what I would never I would never 0:59:48.640 --> 0:59:51.600 come up here and listen. I like one bitches get paid. 0:59:52.200 --> 0:59:53.680 You know what I'm saying, Like I just really do. 0:59:54.040 --> 0:59:56.200 I just really don't know I know her like that. 0:59:56.720 --> 0:59:59.200 I gotta be real. I couldn't tell you none about 0:59:59.200 --> 0:59:59.480 the bitch. 1:00:00.200 --> 1:00:01.760 But we hope, we hope the best for y'all. We 1:00:01.840 --> 1:00:04.160 hope the best for everything is flexible. But what's not 1:00:04.280 --> 1:00:07.680 flexible is hate. So you can't fix hate. 1:00:08.200 --> 1:00:10.360 Okay, I agree with you on that. And one thing 1:00:10.560 --> 1:00:13.680 I've seen you say earlier, you bigged up Cardi B. 1:00:13.800 --> 1:00:14.320 I liked it that. 1:00:14.720 --> 1:00:18.320 I like that because you know me being I'm half 1:00:18.360 --> 1:00:19.480 Puerto Rican, half black, you. 1:00:19.480 --> 1:00:21.640 Know what I mean, that's so hard to be. I'm 1:00:21.880 --> 1:00:24.040 full Puerto Rican. Yeah, and it's so hard to be. 1:00:24.120 --> 1:00:25.840 After you tell me about Cardi By, I'll tell you why. 1:00:26.040 --> 1:00:28.120 But I was so happy to hear you big up 1:00:28.160 --> 1:00:28.520 Cardi B. 1:00:28.760 --> 1:00:32.520 Just now because one, I don't want females to fighting period, 1:00:32.600 --> 1:00:36.360 but as two Latinas and two Latinas who took who 1:00:36.480 --> 1:00:39.160 kind of had the same road and both successful. I 1:00:39.360 --> 1:00:41.920 love to see y'all getting along like that. That so 1:00:42.040 --> 1:00:43.640 when you said big up Cardi B just now and 1:00:43.680 --> 1:00:45.840 I could, I could hear the sincerity in your voice. 1:00:45.960 --> 1:00:48.360 But at one point, was y'all beefing? Was there something 1:00:48.440 --> 1:00:49.040 that was wrong? 1:00:49.760 --> 1:00:52.440 I think I think the situation with love and hip 1:00:52.440 --> 1:00:54.800 hop and the people in the audience just made it 1:00:55.480 --> 1:00:58.160 bigger than what it was. But I really, I really 1:00:58.200 --> 1:01:00.880 love Cardi B. Because she's a minute and I love Dominicans. 1:01:00.880 --> 1:01:04.560 People always think I'm Dominican. My family is Dominic, Yeah 1:01:04.560 --> 1:01:07.600 I have. I have a Dominican family. And one thing 1:01:07.640 --> 1:01:09.360 I respect about Cardi. 1:01:09.120 --> 1:01:09.840 B is that she. 1:01:11.480 --> 1:01:11.800 Is the. 1:01:13.280 --> 1:01:20.840 She is when you say somebody that built her life 1:01:20.920 --> 1:01:24.640 to be great, yes, she's that. She got a husband, 1:01:25.080 --> 1:01:28.880 she has her children, she has her career. I always 1:01:29.400 --> 1:01:31.840 tell people, maybe not in themediate because I don't really 1:01:31.880 --> 1:01:34.520 do a lot of interviews, but people that know me 1:01:34.560 --> 1:01:37.160 from like my hair, my makeup and everybody, I'd be like, 1:01:37.400 --> 1:01:40.160 Cardi B is a bad bitch. Cardi B not only 1:01:40.240 --> 1:01:42.320 came and did her music, she got a husband, she 1:01:42.400 --> 1:01:44.760 got her kids, she got it home. She built her life. 1:01:45.360 --> 1:01:48.560 That's bigger than anything. She not only just built her career, 1:01:48.640 --> 1:01:51.000 she has built her life. And so for me, it's 1:01:51.080 --> 1:01:53.320 like and then you know, she twittered one day, do 1:01:53.840 --> 1:01:55.800 it like they do it like it's is stuck in 1:01:55.880 --> 1:01:58.200 my left in my left brain, somebody please stick a 1:01:58.280 --> 1:02:00.280 knife in it. I'm like, oh my gosh, that's great 1:02:00.320 --> 1:02:03.560 because it's like, so I see her and she sees me. 1:02:03.840 --> 1:02:04.600 I think she's great. 1:02:04.680 --> 1:02:06.320 Yeah, I think she's great too. That makes a noose 1:02:06.360 --> 1:02:06.760 for Carter B. 1:02:09.560 --> 1:02:11.800 You know the thing I love That thing I love 1:02:11.920 --> 1:02:14.000 the most. The thing I love the most. 1:02:13.800 --> 1:02:17.400 About Cardi is how she was able to build her 1:02:17.640 --> 1:02:20.240 personal life with her husband, her kids. And then, let 1:02:20.280 --> 1:02:22.640 me say, that's what really drew me to her. I'm like, whoa, 1:02:23.160 --> 1:02:24.840 that's a bad bitch. And you can do it all 1:02:24.920 --> 1:02:25.560 at the same time. 1:02:25.720 --> 1:02:28.080 And you know what else, you know, because a lot 1:02:28.160 --> 1:02:31.480 of us, when people get rich, we forget, you know 1:02:31.680 --> 1:02:32.880 that we have feelings. 1:02:33.200 --> 1:02:35.080 And you know what I noticed a lot of people 1:02:35.160 --> 1:02:36.480 didn't even say like rest. 1:02:36.320 --> 1:02:42.160 In peace to take off take off Cardi B. Everyone 1:02:42.200 --> 1:02:46.640 should be saying yes, rest in peace, like to Quevo 1:02:47.120 --> 1:02:51.880 and to Offset as well, because has no regards because 1:02:52.040 --> 1:02:53.920 I just be seeing it, like and I see the 1:02:54.360 --> 1:02:57.200 things and people don't really even say. People don't really 1:02:57.360 --> 1:02:59.320 even say rest in peace. And I want to say 1:02:59.360 --> 1:03:01.320 that to all of because they was all a family 1:03:01.360 --> 1:03:04.200 at once, regardless if there is or isn't no more. 1:03:04.440 --> 1:03:05.960 But I want to say that because I felt, like, 1:03:06.600 --> 1:03:08.479 you know, on behalf of a drink chance, I would 1:03:08.520 --> 1:03:10.040 like to tell you know. 1:03:11.760 --> 1:03:15.040 I thought he has some oh half crowd, what do 1:03:15.080 --> 1:03:15.520 you mean half? 1:03:19.160 --> 1:03:25.880 Okay, okay, nobody make this point real quick, but the 1:03:26.240 --> 1:03:30.080 Crebo and to Offset and to Cardi b All, I 1:03:30.080 --> 1:03:31.600 would like to say rest in peace. You know what 1:03:31.640 --> 1:03:34.920 I'm saying because I understand how how hard it is 1:03:35.440 --> 1:03:38.320 to lose somebody famous, Like when Pun passed away, and 1:03:38.320 --> 1:03:41.680 I remember a lot of people just not really caring 1:03:42.280 --> 1:03:45.160 because they're like all cool, nor real, you're up, you're platinum, 1:03:45.240 --> 1:03:47.840 why would you care? And Pun was my closest friend, 1:03:47.960 --> 1:03:50.600 like and I got the pun every single day, like 1:03:50.680 --> 1:03:51.600 I'm talking about. 1:03:51.560 --> 1:03:55.920 No exaggeration, like out of thirty days out of. 1:03:57.520 --> 1:04:00.240 A month, I would be a pun like off to 1:04:00.320 --> 1:04:03.560 fifteen like for real, for real, like did you get 1:04:03.600 --> 1:04:05.960 over the hurt? I never got over to her. I 1:04:06.160 --> 1:04:07.040 never got over to her. 1:04:07.280 --> 1:04:09.680 I never want. How do you want? Because I've never lost. 1:04:09.840 --> 1:04:10.680 I've never lost. 1:04:11.000 --> 1:04:13.800 When I lost my father, I was thirteen years old, 1:04:13.800 --> 1:04:15.280 and my mom came and told me at my brother 1:04:15.360 --> 1:04:17.280 because my mama got her baby daddy. 1:04:17.320 --> 1:04:19.680 She's a whole hole, she told me. 1:04:21.520 --> 1:04:21.919 On the hold. 1:04:22.120 --> 1:04:24.200 She told me, she told me at my brother in 1:04:24.280 --> 1:04:28.160 the kitchen at thirteen, your daddy died. I'm looking at 1:04:28.200 --> 1:04:30.480 this bitch like this pitch is really psychotic. That is 1:04:30.600 --> 1:04:32.520 not a way to break get the meals down. So 1:04:33.720 --> 1:04:36.720 like now, right as I'm older, I'm more intune, you know, 1:04:36.760 --> 1:04:38.440 with who I am in the universe and prayers and 1:04:38.440 --> 1:04:40.200 stuff like that. So I light a candle of white 1:04:40.240 --> 1:04:42.479 candle for him and for his picture. When I feel 1:04:42.560 --> 1:04:44.040 him too much, I turn it off and I'm like, 1:04:44.080 --> 1:04:46.720 you gotta go, you gotta go, you gotta go that you. 1:04:46.720 --> 1:04:47.000 Got to go. 1:04:47.080 --> 1:04:49.240 So it's like relious. Now I'll tell you, well, he's dead. 1:04:49.440 --> 1:04:53.520 Now your mom with your mom, because listen, hey, my 1:04:53.600 --> 1:04:54.880 mom is my money anything. 1:04:54.920 --> 1:04:56.680 I'm always going to be there to support her. 1:04:56.920 --> 1:05:00.040 But sometimes your family be your biggest hell back I 1:05:00.120 --> 1:05:01.960 agree with you on that, and I hate you say 1:05:01.960 --> 1:05:02.800 because somebody gonn give. 1:05:02.680 --> 1:05:03.440 Me some fu gravity. 1:05:03.720 --> 1:05:06.080 Yeah, but let me tell you about my my father. 1:05:06.400 --> 1:05:08.520 See if I could get a real one. 1:05:09.040 --> 1:05:09.280 Let me. 1:05:11.000 --> 1:05:14.360 My father's death. I was platinum. I was platinum, and 1:05:14.400 --> 1:05:17.000 I went on tour. And then I said to say this, 1:05:17.760 --> 1:05:18.360 you want on tour. 1:05:18.680 --> 1:05:19.440 No, I was on tour. 1:05:19.560 --> 1:05:22.080 I was platinum, and I was in the middle of 1:05:22.200 --> 1:05:24.320 my father's death. It was July third, nineteen ninety eight, 1:05:24.680 --> 1:05:29.840 and the crazy thing was Chris lightighty and Mona Scott 1:05:30.160 --> 1:05:31.880 had to come to see me and say, Yo, you 1:05:31.920 --> 1:05:35.320 could either stop this tour that was nice, or you 1:05:35.400 --> 1:05:37.840 can continue because your pops want you to and like 1:05:37.920 --> 1:05:41.240 this this was like the first time, and I had 1:05:41.280 --> 1:05:43.160 to do it so like I said, like like like, 1:05:43.240 --> 1:05:46.320 I was famous losing my father and had to come 1:05:46.360 --> 1:05:48.920 outside every day with a smile on. Because people, if 1:05:48.960 --> 1:05:52.160 you have a bad day being famous, that's why I 1:05:52.240 --> 1:05:53.400 can't come outside. 1:05:53.480 --> 1:05:53.880 Do your job. 1:05:53.920 --> 1:05:55.640 I'm still gonna do my job. I can't go to 1:05:55.800 --> 1:05:58.280 McDonald's and be like, yo, I had a bad day today. 1:05:58.320 --> 1:06:00.520 Someone is there gonna be like and I'm ruined their 1:06:00.600 --> 1:06:06.000 day for not taking Yeah, I'm sorry to changing the subject. 1:06:06.000 --> 1:06:06.919 I swould have got one time. 1:06:07.440 --> 1:06:11.160 I swear I was in Pathmark three o'clock in the morning. 1:06:12.360 --> 1:06:14.960 It's a grocery store in New Jersey, and I was 1:06:15.000 --> 1:06:18.080 in there at three o'clock in the morning. I don't 1:06:18.120 --> 1:06:19.360 want to say in New Jersey because I don't know 1:06:19.360 --> 1:06:22.400 if Lauren still lives there. But I seen Lauren sneaking 1:06:22.440 --> 1:06:26.600 into a path Mark at three o'clock in the morning. Lauren, Lauren, 1:06:26.760 --> 1:06:31.280 Lauren Lauren Hill. Yes, I guess that's the time she could. 1:06:31.680 --> 1:06:34.120 I mean, I thought everyone who knew who Lauren I said, 1:06:34.360 --> 1:06:36.520 But so I saw her sneaking in and I started 1:06:36.600 --> 1:06:38.960 to realize. I said, oh, that's how some stars do it. 1:06:39.240 --> 1:06:41.840 They don't go They go out three o'clock in the 1:06:41.920 --> 1:06:43.160 morning and go food shopping. 1:06:43.400 --> 1:06:44.320 So I'm going there. 1:06:44.440 --> 1:06:45.040 I kid you not. 1:06:45.480 --> 1:06:47.960 I had a pimple like the size of this drink. 1:06:48.120 --> 1:06:50.800 I no, I just had just I don't know what happened. 1:06:50.840 --> 1:06:52.440 I just had like a pemple in the middle of 1:06:52.520 --> 1:06:53.960 my No. 1:06:54.040 --> 1:06:54.960 No, no, I was horrible. 1:06:55.000 --> 1:06:57.920 I was so when I walked in. It was a 1:06:58.040 --> 1:06:59.600 fan as soon as I walk in. And this was 1:06:59.680 --> 1:07:05.600 the time I'm where No, actually, the plastic cameras thepose 1:07:05.640 --> 1:07:07.880 moves ship. So the fan just comes straight up to 1:07:07.960 --> 1:07:11.160 me and was like, yo, can I get a picture 1:07:11.320 --> 1:07:14.600 it before Instagram? And I'm like, with the pimple right here, 1:07:15.080 --> 1:07:19.160 like it's this, it's this second from getting bust and 1:07:19.600 --> 1:07:21.000 pussle to be everywhere. 1:07:21.240 --> 1:07:23.680 And I was just like, yo, who wanted the picture 1:07:23.760 --> 1:07:24.480 with the legend y? 1:07:26.520 --> 1:07:26.560 No? 1:07:26.720 --> 1:07:27.040 I did not. 1:07:28.280 --> 1:07:31.240 I regretted this ship out of that. But but I 1:07:31.360 --> 1:07:34.880 also was like, yo, bro, I need one time. It's 1:07:34.960 --> 1:07:35.600 my miss me. 1:07:35.800 --> 1:07:36.160 I've done. 1:07:36.600 --> 1:07:37.240 I need one time. 1:07:37.400 --> 1:07:39.680 So I was like, nah, I did. And then recently 1:07:40.320 --> 1:07:42.160 I was in the Bahamas and this lady just came 1:07:42.240 --> 1:07:43.560 up to me and she was like, can I take 1:07:43.600 --> 1:07:46.920 a picture? And I was like, okay, why you just 1:07:46.960 --> 1:07:49.760 see me take pictures with everyone else? And what she 1:07:49.840 --> 1:07:53.600 said she didn't know who I was. I was like, no, yeah, 1:07:53.640 --> 1:07:55.960 you don't got to know. I don't regret this star. 1:07:56.920 --> 1:07:58.640 I was like no, I was like yo she was, 1:07:58.760 --> 1:08:01.920 I said what do I do? And she couldn't say. 1:08:02.200 --> 1:08:04.160 All she seen was other people taking pictures of me? 1:08:04.600 --> 1:08:06.000 And then she wanted to get it in the line 1:08:06.240 --> 1:08:09.600 and I said, no, this is reserved for my fans. 1:08:10.560 --> 1:08:15.280 For people who I agree with you, I'm sorry. Oh 1:08:15.480 --> 1:08:22.200 fuck her, fuck her? Fuck thank Okay, now this is 1:08:22.280 --> 1:08:24.479 the part of the game quick It's called quick time. 1:08:24.520 --> 1:08:26.479 It's line you're gonna give you one or the other. 1:08:26.600 --> 1:08:33.680 Oh no, I'm not doing that first question. Yeah, not No, 1:08:33.880 --> 1:08:35.439 this is retired the questions. 1:08:35.439 --> 1:08:36.960 I don't want. 1:08:37.560 --> 1:08:39.360 I don't want no people. Women, I'll just tell you 1:08:39.479 --> 1:08:42.400 like this, listen, I don't want to know. Listen, listen 1:08:42.720 --> 1:08:45.200 when a woman. Listen, if a woman called me about 1:08:45.280 --> 1:08:48.000 this show, I'm gonna be honest with you. I'll be 1:08:48.040 --> 1:08:50.880 scared to death. I'm scared of you'll. Women, I'm scared. No, no, 1:08:51.040 --> 1:08:52.599 it's even worse. I want to see it. It might 1:08:52.640 --> 1:09:00.240 be even worse. No, listen, listen, we are not in 1:09:00.320 --> 1:09:01.040 that first question. 1:09:02.160 --> 1:09:05.200 Let's see what you might think. It's bad. No, I 1:09:05.320 --> 1:09:05.840 know it's bad. 1:09:05.880 --> 1:09:07.760 I don't all the time. But when I'm in this 1:09:07.920 --> 1:09:09.400 type of environment, I need to hit. 1:09:09.760 --> 1:09:15.200 Yeah, squishes, swishes already roll Yeah, i't know. If you 1:09:15.320 --> 1:09:16.680 like you brunch, that's why I open you. 1:09:16.880 --> 1:09:17.720 That's why I offer you joint. 1:09:17.800 --> 1:09:19.519 Let me see what kind of swishes are though? Why 1:09:19.560 --> 1:09:20.200 is so white? 1:09:22.360 --> 1:09:23.880 No, it's brown, it's not yet. 1:09:26.000 --> 1:09:29.240 He's he's. 1:09:31.080 --> 1:09:38.400 Yeah, I mean just a roll blunts. Okay, yeah, he's. 1:09:40.760 --> 1:09:43.000 Okay, you say they got a la Puerto Rico. 1:09:42.960 --> 1:09:51.680 Caena, Come up, I also have family in cat. 1:09:53.960 --> 1:09:56.559 Is my man's familiar. 1:09:56.640 --> 1:09:57.679 But bea. 1:10:02.160 --> 1:10:02.360 Turn. 1:10:03.400 --> 1:10:05.960 I was shown in Puerto Rico. Come see. 1:10:08.840 --> 1:10:11.320 The artist. Let me get it, like. 1:10:15.280 --> 1:10:17.760 Right, for get it? Yes, speak Spanish? Hey, we get 1:10:17.880 --> 1:10:24.200 it out there. 1:10:25.280 --> 1:10:26.960 Hey, okay, okay, quick time. 1:10:27.000 --> 1:10:29.280 What's huh? No, I can't do I can't do it. 1:10:29.479 --> 1:10:30.280 I can't can't do it. 1:10:30.520 --> 1:10:32.160 No, no, no, I don't want it on my shoulder. 1:10:32.160 --> 1:10:34.639 No more, you don't understand. I got called on both sides. 1:10:34.800 --> 1:10:35.400 What happened? 1:10:35.880 --> 1:10:38.639 I'll tell you later. Oh yeah, I gotta be tired 1:10:38.680 --> 1:10:41.320 of the question. No, I'm gonna stick. I'm gonna stick 1:10:41.320 --> 1:10:42.200 with this. Yeah. 1:10:42.520 --> 1:10:43.439 So thank you. 1:10:44.880 --> 1:10:47.720 So you're changing you No, no, no, I'm it's not 1:10:48.040 --> 1:10:51.760 being answer. I'm going skipping it. Okay, are you ready? Yeah? 1:10:52.960 --> 1:10:53.479 This is good? 1:10:53.680 --> 1:10:56.200 But this is she can she can? She can? 1:10:56.360 --> 1:10:56.559 She can? 1:10:56.680 --> 1:10:56.920 She can? 1:10:57.040 --> 1:10:58.240 She can get away from this? 1:10:58.800 --> 1:10:59.479 So all right? 1:10:59.520 --> 1:11:03.559 Cool. By the way, did we explain the rules? Okay, 1:11:03.720 --> 1:11:05.680 I'm bad, bad, bad, because they scared. 1:11:09.479 --> 1:11:11.280 I thought I had to know. 1:11:11.439 --> 1:11:18.280 It's already, love, I'm told you just the wrong. 1:11:20.479 --> 1:11:28.080 You want. Oh yeah, it's already yeah, all that Spanish 1:11:28.120 --> 1:11:29.400 ya I was talking. You couldn't say that. 1:11:31.000 --> 1:11:33.599 You wanted a regular one, so you can roll it yourself. 1:11:33.680 --> 1:11:39.160 Then you gave me something that was roll okay, hold onry. 1:11:37.960 --> 1:11:40.360 So we gave you. We give you one of the 1:11:40.640 --> 1:11:43.120 the other. We give you one or the other. If 1:11:43.160 --> 1:11:46.160 you pick both and be politically correct, then you have 1:11:46.240 --> 1:11:46.840 to take a shot. 1:11:47.560 --> 1:11:51.800 But if but if not, did you take a shot 1:11:51.800 --> 1:11:53.040 of champagne? I don't drink like that. 1:11:53.080 --> 1:11:55.240 That's not cheating. You gotta take a shot. 1:11:55.400 --> 1:11:58.120 Can I tell you something? I mean, well, I mean 1:11:58.160 --> 1:11:59.240 fasting for two weeks. 1:11:59.800 --> 1:12:02.240 I mean I haven't ate anything right now and I 1:12:02.360 --> 1:12:04.280 only eat at seven I'm doing Ramadan. 1:12:04.240 --> 1:12:06.120 Okay, but you on drink chaps. We just wanted you 1:12:06.200 --> 1:12:06.840 remind well. 1:12:06.840 --> 1:12:10.240 That's why I'm taking something. And I don't want to 1:12:10.240 --> 1:12:11.640 be passed out on the tail and just. 1:12:13.280 --> 1:12:14.640 It's okay. The fans want to see it. 1:12:14.880 --> 1:12:17.240 I've been fasted for two weeks, no knocking me that, 1:12:17.400 --> 1:12:20.479 Like seven pm, I eat one meal and that's it. 1:12:20.840 --> 1:12:22.920 Okay, now, so I have to take it. But we 1:12:23.120 --> 1:12:25.360 we are, we are going, but look at we're going. 1:12:25.600 --> 1:12:29.800 You're here? You ready little that we're not a little because. 1:12:32.240 --> 1:12:32.840 That's on. 1:12:34.760 --> 1:12:49.599 Evericulous. Okay, yes, we just start to get. 1:12:56.600 --> 1:12:57.880 Are you ready? Yeah? 1:12:59.600 --> 1:13:05.320 Or Mark Anthony because they wouldn't be Anthony. 1:13:05.400 --> 1:13:06.240 But I heard the love. 1:13:06.640 --> 1:13:08.400 I respect both of them, but my heart is with 1:13:08.479 --> 1:13:11.000 etor level. I would say, little girl listening. 1:13:10.840 --> 1:13:12.200 Joe, so and. 1:13:18.040 --> 1:13:21.679 Okay, you're getting evil now I'll see I see. 1:13:21.479 --> 1:13:22.000 What you're doing. 1:13:22.520 --> 1:13:24.640 By the way, this is my favorite, like you have 1:13:24.720 --> 1:13:29.560 no understanding. This is that he is my spirits. I 1:13:29.920 --> 1:13:31.400 hope to sing like him one day. 1:13:32.080 --> 1:13:35.320 The level you have you a little crazy, but I 1:13:35.439 --> 1:13:38.919 got yesterday. 1:13:39.520 --> 1:13:40.240 I love him. 1:13:40.360 --> 1:13:41.160 Yeah, I love him too. 1:13:41.280 --> 1:13:44.160 So shout out to Mark. I love actor. 1:13:44.280 --> 1:13:50.040 Okay, boom, this one is gonna be good bad bunny 1:13:50.520 --> 1:13:54.560 or Drake bad buddy said that very fast. Sure, I 1:13:54.680 --> 1:13:55.160 put awaken. 1:13:55.200 --> 1:13:56.679 I gotta look at my Puto Rican people. 1:13:57.320 --> 1:13:58.280 I love the racism too. 1:13:58.800 --> 1:14:02.560 No, no, listen, listen. 1:14:03.120 --> 1:14:10.479 Water to say, Okay, Daddy, Yankee or Donald mar don't matter. 1:14:11.120 --> 1:14:14.360 Okay, she ain't trying to drink. 1:14:14.600 --> 1:14:26.000 Okay, but Evy Queen or trina E queen Okay, okay, 1:14:26.720 --> 1:14:28.880 Carol g or Becky. 1:14:30.360 --> 1:14:38.160 I would go with okay, and well or sooner. 1:14:39.080 --> 1:14:40.120 I gotta go sooner. 1:14:41.880 --> 1:14:46.880 Okay, but I believe you. 1:14:49.040 --> 1:14:49.799 No, he's Dominican. 1:14:50.400 --> 1:14:52.840 No, but no matter like I get. 1:14:54.760 --> 1:14:57.519 Like, okay, I would never put this question, but. 1:14:59.000 --> 1:14:59.840 My producers for this. 1:15:00.040 --> 1:15:00.120 Yes. 1:15:00.640 --> 1:15:03.000 By the way, the two people he makes these answers, 1:15:03.040 --> 1:15:06.960 and he makes these answers Columbians Dominicans. I love. 1:15:07.080 --> 1:15:09.719 I just feel like, oh, I like this. Okay. 1:15:10.400 --> 1:15:11.680 I've always had good relationships. 1:15:13.160 --> 1:15:14.679 Yeah, Dominican, he Dominican. 1:15:15.640 --> 1:15:18.040 Okay. I would never put this question, but I'm gonna 1:15:18.040 --> 1:15:19.680 put it because they put it there and they have 1:15:19.800 --> 1:15:22.080 you push you out on the first question, big one 1:15:22.280 --> 1:15:26.680 or Fat Joe? Take a good shot? You take a 1:15:26.720 --> 1:15:30.439 shot for Puerto Rico, big pun. Oh ship, she's still 1:15:30.439 --> 1:15:32.320 to take a shot for a big pun? Then, oh, 1:15:32.400 --> 1:15:34.880 we ain't got another one? Okay, cool. 1:15:37.200 --> 1:15:40.120 Let me tell you something. I love Fat Joe and 1:15:40.320 --> 1:15:42.679 he's always so respectful to me and and but listen, 1:15:42.760 --> 1:15:45.560 when he sees us, he's he's he's one of the 1:15:45.600 --> 1:15:49.080 people that I met. He's like you. No, Fat Joe 1:15:49.560 --> 1:15:51.280 is like you. He's such a good person. 1:15:51.360 --> 1:15:52.599 You got to see the shot or don't count. 1:15:54.520 --> 1:15:55.400 He's such a good person. 1:15:55.479 --> 1:15:56.920 I love brother Fat Joe. 1:15:56.920 --> 1:15:58.600 I haven't seen you in like six months. I miss you. 1:15:58.720 --> 1:16:01.240 Yeah, he's he's I just think he's so. His spirit 1:16:01.360 --> 1:16:04.400 is so good. Great God, great God. Love his spirited 1:16:04.439 --> 1:16:06.680 thinking about his spirit is so good. He reminds me 1:16:06.720 --> 1:16:08.160 of you. You guys remind me of each other. 1:16:08.160 --> 1:16:08.679 Like my brother. 1:16:08.800 --> 1:16:10.880 Every everything about you, guys. SE's one hundred percent real. 1:16:11.000 --> 1:16:11.280 That's right. 1:16:11.439 --> 1:16:23.439 Goddamn. Okay, I like this one, Missy or Eve Missy Okay, 1:16:24.800 --> 1:16:26.840 Doja cat or magnae Stallion. 1:16:29.240 --> 1:16:29.559 Megan. 1:16:33.600 --> 1:16:38.240 I like this question, Rolex or kod Roles. 1:16:39.520 --> 1:16:40.400 I'm taking a shot for that. 1:16:40.520 --> 1:16:42.800 I'm I'm taking. I'm taking a shot for that. I'm taking. 1:16:42.800 --> 1:16:43.200 I'm taking. 1:16:43.240 --> 1:16:47.400 I know where I was the original. Yeah, you know 1:16:47.880 --> 1:16:50.840 you could go in there look at some nuts things 1:16:50.960 --> 1:16:51.639 and get. 1:16:52.080 --> 1:16:54.840 Ship is crazy. It's right outside you can people. We're 1:16:54.880 --> 1:16:55.800 gonna die right. 1:16:57.200 --> 1:16:57.599 In Miami. 1:16:57.640 --> 1:16:58.559 I'm sorry, Roles. 1:16:58.600 --> 1:17:01.600 With the Miami Hurricanes football team before the. 1:17:03.240 --> 1:17:07.519 You winning, you can bless it's the best caub they 1:17:07.560 --> 1:17:08.360 ever made in Miami. 1:17:08.439 --> 1:17:08.880 I'm sorry. 1:17:08.920 --> 1:17:09.479 I hate to say. 1:17:11.439 --> 1:17:14.519 You can do that you want, but you're gonna wall 1:17:14.600 --> 1:17:17.800 up that one. I'm over here smoking squishes all right, 1:17:21.200 --> 1:17:22.920 drink daddy, drink daddy. 1:17:23.400 --> 1:17:26.600 Mm hmmm. Two part versus d M x. 1:17:28.600 --> 1:17:35.320 DMX. Yeah this I know I hate x M. 1:17:35.800 --> 1:17:39.360 The next one dmx DMX you got, I like this one. 1:17:39.680 --> 1:17:42.080 Puerto Rico or Miami, Puerto Rico. 1:17:42.240 --> 1:17:45.680 Okay, Puerto Rico whatever they call me. 1:17:45.680 --> 1:17:48.080 The Puerto Rican Princess in Puerto Rico soon as they 1:17:48.120 --> 1:17:50.400 see me, Puerto Rican Princess. What you doing here? This 1:17:50.479 --> 1:17:51.880 is my hood fucking. 1:17:53.200 --> 1:17:57.479 Bull or floor rider people, d H one or Zeus 1:17:57.960 --> 1:18:03.520 Zeus radio or podcasts, podcasts? 1:18:05.120 --> 1:18:06.320 Loyalty or respect? 1:18:06.760 --> 1:18:10.400 Loyalty? Wow, because sometimes you are not gonna respect me 1:18:10.400 --> 1:18:12.080 because I'm gon talk that shit, but you're gonna give 1:18:12.120 --> 1:18:12.759 me your loyalty. 1:18:12.960 --> 1:18:15.040 God damn it. That was ill. 1:18:15.880 --> 1:18:16.200 That was. 1:18:20.479 --> 1:18:20.960 You love it? 1:18:21.760 --> 1:18:28.800 So what do you like more? Making music or making television? 1:18:29.240 --> 1:18:29.880 Making music? 1:18:30.200 --> 1:18:33.000 Making music? I know, you know it's just fine. 1:18:33.120 --> 1:18:35.040 Since I was fine, I've been trying to run away 1:18:35.080 --> 1:18:37.479 from it. It's very difficult. I ran from this thing 1:18:37.560 --> 1:18:39.560 for such a long time and you just beat me 1:18:39.640 --> 1:18:42.439 in my ass, you know, because you know my thing 1:18:42.600 --> 1:18:42.760 is like. 1:18:43.560 --> 1:18:44.400 It was always so. 1:18:46.040 --> 1:18:47.519 Is that based on financial No. 1:18:47.800 --> 1:18:49.800 No, no, no, I'm not speaking money. I'm speaking like 1:18:50.360 --> 1:18:53.800 hurt okay, you know, like meaning through music. 1:18:54.680 --> 1:18:56.360 Yeah, because you know a lot of people could be like, 1:18:57.520 --> 1:18:59.439 tell you how bad you are when you truly know 1:18:59.560 --> 1:19:01.479 you're not, and so he could get hurt. Fol So, 1:19:03.600 --> 1:19:06.320 But but I don't like talking about that stuff. But 1:19:06.920 --> 1:19:08.519 while listen, like you know what's crazy. 1:19:10.840 --> 1:19:13.320 I have a friend that sometimes he wakes up and 1:19:13.439 --> 1:19:16.639 he goes and kind of googles himself for the bad 1:19:16.720 --> 1:19:19.519 shit that he hears about his own stuff. And I'm 1:19:19.560 --> 1:19:21.799 looking like, yo, why can't you do the same exact 1:19:21.880 --> 1:19:24.720 thing for the good. Like he wakes up and he 1:19:24.840 --> 1:19:27.200 wants to be in a negative, bad zone, so he 1:19:27.240 --> 1:19:30.800 will google bad shit about him to look at it, 1:19:30.920 --> 1:19:33.120 And I'm like, why not do the same exact thing. 1:19:33.240 --> 1:19:37.400 Maybe that's just the way that he copes. Yeah, you 1:19:37.479 --> 1:19:40.439 can't tell people how to cope, you know. I think 1:19:40.560 --> 1:19:44.200 that trying to show people your talent could get really 1:19:46.560 --> 1:19:49.320 it could get really dreadful. You know, it's almost like 1:19:49.360 --> 1:19:51.519 maybe you don't even want to be here. Sometimes it's 1:19:51.600 --> 1:19:54.720 like you're trying so hard to give people what you 1:19:54.880 --> 1:19:58.519 know they need, and he's someone's like they dismiss you, 1:19:58.920 --> 1:20:01.519 and that can get really her for you know, it was, 1:20:01.680 --> 1:20:03.880 it was, it was plenty of times I was going 1:20:03.920 --> 1:20:05.639 to give up, but you know why I didn't because 1:20:05.680 --> 1:20:07.880 I was like, I'm not going to give up on myself, right, 1:20:08.560 --> 1:20:10.240 Like I could give up on anything, but I'm not 1:20:10.280 --> 1:20:13.840 going to give up on myself. So, you know, when 1:20:13.880 --> 1:20:16.800 I was five, I had heroin needles on my foot 1:20:17.600 --> 1:20:21.639 running in Puerto Rico, in Carolina to my mouth house, 1:20:21.760 --> 1:20:23.320 like I got a needle on my focus. You know, 1:20:23.360 --> 1:20:25.479 we all run outside with our shoes. Hero was big 1:20:25.560 --> 1:20:27.759 and Puerto Rico, yeah, my dad did. 1:20:27.760 --> 1:20:31.360 Of a heroin overdose and I was I'm an eighties baby, 1:20:31.560 --> 1:20:34.160 and so you know, being in Puerto Rico, like, I'm 1:20:34.280 --> 1:20:36.560 just really blessed not to be a drug addict. This 1:20:36.720 --> 1:20:39.160 is all I've ever been around my whole you know, 1:20:39.439 --> 1:20:42.360 teenage years, I've been around a lot of drug addicts, 1:20:42.400 --> 1:20:44.840 and in Puerto Rico, just seeing that, like I literally 1:20:44.920 --> 1:20:47.519 go downstairs and I see somebody here in the pipe 1:20:48.520 --> 1:20:52.280 or somebody hearing the needle, like literally and it's like, 1:20:52.320 --> 1:20:53.720 you still got to go to school in the morning. 1:20:53.760 --> 1:20:55.240 If you see somebody in the pipe. 1:20:55.040 --> 1:20:57.080 What that means you just got to go to School's 1:20:57.080 --> 1:21:00.840 money like crack and so you know, for me, for me, 1:21:00.960 --> 1:21:03.840 it was just like I've seen it so much. It's 1:21:03.920 --> 1:21:07.880 just like, you know, it's like that's why, you know, listen, 1:21:08.200 --> 1:21:10.560 being an artist literally has been bodying me in my 1:21:10.680 --> 1:21:12.760 ass since I was five. But it was just a 1:21:13.000 --> 1:21:18.360 difficult situation and I just then I felt like I'm 1:21:18.400 --> 1:21:21.160 already dealing with not having a father, having a mother 1:21:21.280 --> 1:21:24.960 that's not that good at raising her children. She has 1:21:25.560 --> 1:21:28.160 My mom has six kids, five baby daddies. I told 1:21:28.240 --> 1:21:31.600 y'all she was a whole hole, and just yeah, but 1:21:31.760 --> 1:21:34.040 you know, my thing is like I felt, you gotta 1:21:34.160 --> 1:21:36.120 do you know, I's a human being when you go 1:21:36.200 --> 1:21:37.920 to a certain age. But you know, for my mother, 1:21:38.080 --> 1:21:40.080 I can't really like I'm not mad at my mother 1:21:40.160 --> 1:21:42.240 because my mother went through a lie. You know, her 1:21:42.360 --> 1:21:44.519 her father, my mother's father is a white man with 1:21:44.600 --> 1:21:48.040 green eyes. Her mom is a black like this lady. 1:21:48.920 --> 1:21:53.040 So her she came from two different words right to 1:21:53.160 --> 1:21:55.880 different trauma. So it's like I'm never upset at her. 1:21:55.920 --> 1:21:57.439 But like when you get a little older, you have 1:21:57.520 --> 1:21:58.240 to know what's going on. 1:21:58.400 --> 1:22:01.519 And so for me, I've always just felt like I'm 1:22:01.560 --> 1:22:04.759 already trying to figure out how to live a life 1:22:05.280 --> 1:22:07.880 with our parents, and now I'm trying to have a 1:22:07.960 --> 1:22:15.280 life for the world. That's very difficult. That's it's very difficult. 1:22:15.400 --> 1:22:19.000 You got this, you got this, You are doing it. 1:22:20.080 --> 1:22:22.120 You are doing it like like like, just just. 1:22:22.160 --> 1:22:23.479 Think about it, like I don't. 1:22:23.560 --> 1:22:23.840 I don't. 1:22:24.000 --> 1:22:25.720 That's why I don't like doing interviews because I like 1:22:25.760 --> 1:22:28.479 to get real real. I like to get real, and 1:22:28.600 --> 1:22:31.360 I don't feel like some people deserve my realness because 1:22:31.360 --> 1:22:37.080 some people might not believe what I'm saying. But I 1:22:37.240 --> 1:22:40.040 still remember going up in Puerto Rica like it happened yesterday. 1:22:40.680 --> 1:22:43.760 I can't yesterday, of course, and so I remember not 1:22:43.840 --> 1:22:46.320 having ship. I remember my mom that teaching me nothing. 1:22:46.400 --> 1:22:49.080 I literally had to teach myself how to watch my 1:22:49.160 --> 1:22:49.639 own body. 1:22:50.080 --> 1:22:51.320 But maybe she didn't know. 1:22:51.640 --> 1:22:54.040 That's but this is not about her. This is about me, 1:22:54.400 --> 1:22:56.880 got it. I'm not talking about her. I'm talking about me. 1:22:57.960 --> 1:23:00.960 It's very difficult coming forward. I came from to be 1:23:01.040 --> 1:23:03.280 where I'm at now. I have to fight a lot 1:23:03.320 --> 1:23:05.160 of demons to be here right now. 1:23:05.640 --> 1:23:08.000 A lot. I had to fight a lot of people. 1:23:08.280 --> 1:23:11.519 And in case you don't know, a lot of people and. 1:23:13.520 --> 1:23:16.599 A lot of people want to please. 1:23:16.080 --> 1:23:18.479 And not only that, yes, and no, only that I'm 1:23:18.560 --> 1:23:19.200 still I'm. 1:23:19.080 --> 1:23:21.680 Still fighting every day, and I'm gonna tell you right now, 1:23:22.640 --> 1:23:25.880 it's not it's not regular people. I go through the 1:23:25.960 --> 1:23:29.400 same ship. Regular people go through even more ship. And 1:23:30.200 --> 1:23:32.000 I know I'm a good mother. 1:23:32.120 --> 1:23:34.360 I take care of my daughter that if it wasn't 1:23:34.360 --> 1:23:38.439 for ballistic and my daughter and yoga, I would probably 1:23:38.479 --> 1:23:41.240 be dead somewhere. I would have probably took my own life. 1:23:42.800 --> 1:23:45.280 People always look at people always look at me like, 1:23:45.520 --> 1:23:46.400 this is just what it is. 1:23:46.479 --> 1:23:47.560 This is not just what it is. 1:23:47.640 --> 1:23:50.360 I have a heart, I have a brain, I have feelings, 1:23:50.479 --> 1:23:54.320 I have emotions, I have I have I have the 1:23:54.800 --> 1:23:58.560 things that regular humans have. And people don't really consider 1:23:59.479 --> 1:24:02.200 people like I mean, like, I'm not going through nothing. 1:24:02.240 --> 1:24:03.720 I'm going through a lot. I'm going through more ship 1:24:03.760 --> 1:24:04.360 that you're going through. 1:24:04.400 --> 1:24:06.080 I have to I have to. 1:24:06.680 --> 1:24:08.840 I have to try to be the best I could 1:24:08.920 --> 1:24:11.160 be for an audience that might not want what I'm 1:24:11.200 --> 1:24:11.639 giving him. 1:24:11.760 --> 1:24:14.479 For years, I got denied my stuff. 1:24:14.520 --> 1:24:15.360 I know I was good. 1:24:15.439 --> 1:24:17.840 I'm better now and I'm gonna get better. But how 1:24:17.880 --> 1:24:19.880 many years did I get denying? How many years? 1:24:20.200 --> 1:24:22.920 How many ladies came after me or around me that 1:24:23.520 --> 1:24:26.519 dropped that career because it took so long, how many 1:24:27.360 --> 1:24:30.120 I'm proud of me, and I'm proud. 1:24:29.880 --> 1:24:31.519 Of me for it thinking. 1:24:34.400 --> 1:24:35.760 What I was trying to say to you, and I 1:24:35.800 --> 1:24:37.639 hate to get emotional because it's a bunch of boys 1:24:37.680 --> 1:24:38.679 here and you guys. 1:24:38.520 --> 1:24:38.960 Don't get it. 1:24:39.400 --> 1:24:40.040 We do get it. 1:24:40.479 --> 1:24:42.519 What I was trying to say to you is this 1:24:42.600 --> 1:24:45.360 is what I was trying to say to you, and 1:24:45.520 --> 1:24:48.479 I and I understand, you know the adversity and everything, 1:24:49.040 --> 1:24:54.040 but for you to get better, you have to start 1:24:54.200 --> 1:24:58.360 to forgive. And then the people that deserve it the 1:24:58.479 --> 1:25:02.840 most on your forgiveness scale would probably start with the 1:25:03.000 --> 1:25:05.719 person that gave you life, like what he was saying 1:25:05.800 --> 1:25:09.480 with I love my opportunity to people that get my opportunities, 1:25:09.720 --> 1:25:10.120 I love I. 1:25:10.200 --> 1:25:12.599 Love my mom, I love Mona, I love all of them. 1:25:12.640 --> 1:25:14.680 But at the same time, I forgive them because they 1:25:14.760 --> 1:25:17.439 didn't have knowing their rule book, forgot about it. 1:25:17.439 --> 1:25:20.479 They're forgotten perfect. I forgive them and I love them. 1:25:20.640 --> 1:25:23.160 But to respect me and to love me is to 1:25:23.280 --> 1:25:25.120 do why it's to focus on me. They're gonna be 1:25:25.240 --> 1:25:26.760 there if they want to be in my life. Their 1:25:26.800 --> 1:25:27.599 doors are open. 1:25:28.479 --> 1:25:30.360 But I still have to focus on me because I'm 1:25:30.400 --> 1:25:31.240 still the same. 1:25:31.120 --> 1:25:34.000 Little sometimes I'm a bigger person. I'm still the same little, 1:25:34.040 --> 1:25:35.439 bigger person. Can I tell you something? 1:25:36.000 --> 1:25:36.200 Can I? 1:25:36.280 --> 1:25:37.000 Can I tell you something? 1:25:37.120 --> 1:25:37.240 Love? 1:25:37.720 --> 1:25:40.559 I'm still the same little girl that came from Puerto Rico. 1:25:41.400 --> 1:25:42.519 I was still that girl. 1:25:42.920 --> 1:25:44.680 The tears is that not? 1:25:44.840 --> 1:25:48.160 That tears my mind, my body, everything. I'm still that 1:25:48.280 --> 1:25:52.080 person that's not going to ever leave me. You need 1:25:52.160 --> 1:25:54.639 to understand that, and they also need to understand that too. 1:25:54.920 --> 1:25:58.360 I gotta respect myself too. You can't. It's not this 1:25:58.520 --> 1:26:01.559 is not about anyone but me. I don't care about 1:26:01.560 --> 1:26:02.200 anybody else. 1:26:02.800 --> 1:26:03.240 I can't. 1:26:04.880 --> 1:26:09.120 If I do, I'll die. I can't care about anybody else. 1:26:09.800 --> 1:26:12.120 I'm not gonna do that. I'm not about to start 1:26:12.200 --> 1:26:14.639 doing that. They need to care about me. It's enough. 1:26:14.720 --> 1:26:15.799 I've cared about people. 1:26:15.680 --> 1:26:16.240 My whole life. 1:26:16.760 --> 1:26:18.360 Now it's my tour for people to care about me. 1:26:18.439 --> 1:26:20.800 I deserve that. I deserve that. 1:26:21.439 --> 1:26:23.559 That's where I'm Yes, I'm gonna. 1:26:26.520 --> 1:26:28.880 And I'm gonna take a shot because I want to 1:26:29.080 --> 1:26:31.559 get back happy and this we have don't let's get happy. 1:26:31.680 --> 1:26:40.200 But you guys are my therapist right now, you brother. 1:26:41.800 --> 1:26:46.800 Universe I'm happy I have all boys to be yes, 1:26:47.320 --> 1:26:49.280 and we just because you know why, we got your back. 1:26:49.160 --> 1:26:49.679 Because I don't. 1:26:49.760 --> 1:26:52.240 I don't crying for the bitches, just like they think 1:26:52.280 --> 1:26:55.920 it's a joke, like I crying for like my friend, 1:26:56.000 --> 1:26:57.840 like my management Melissa shout out to her, like I 1:26:57.920 --> 1:26:58.439 cried for her. 1:26:58.520 --> 1:27:00.760 I cried crying for the Blasta. But in front of 1:27:00.760 --> 1:27:02.719 my daughter, and my daughter be like, Mommy, don't cry. 1:27:02.840 --> 1:27:03.680 I'm here for us. 1:27:03.840 --> 1:27:05.160 So crying is trust for you? 1:27:05.520 --> 1:27:09.679 Yes, God, Yes, drinks you got trust? 1:27:12.280 --> 1:27:15.560 Had another shot, and I'm gonna tell you this. I know, 1:27:15.880 --> 1:27:17.960 I know for a fact. I know for a fact, 1:27:18.000 --> 1:27:19.120 and I put my hands in fire. 1:27:19.439 --> 1:27:22.240 This has been the best interview with the best great 1:27:22.360 --> 1:27:23.360 energy y'all ever had. 1:27:24.800 --> 1:27:31.120 Yet. 1:27:31.920 --> 1:27:36.640 Drinks, of course, what's your drinks? You don't have to 1:27:38.280 --> 1:27:42.479 listen because our platforms it's about celebrating our artists, about 1:27:42.520 --> 1:27:45.120 celebrating all legends, about celebrating off people, and we. 1:27:45.200 --> 1:27:47.479 Want you to know that that's what we're here doing today. 1:27:47.640 --> 1:27:48.760 We are celebrating you. 1:27:48.800 --> 1:27:51.200 Can tell you something? Can I tell you something? 1:27:51.320 --> 1:27:51.479 Yes? 1:27:51.640 --> 1:27:53.560 The reason why this platform is the way it is 1:27:54.000 --> 1:27:54.560 is because of you. 1:27:54.840 --> 1:27:55.120 Thank you. 1:27:55.360 --> 1:27:58.320 No, no, listen listen to it. Listen, we love you 1:27:58.760 --> 1:28:02.000 and you deserve your flowers. Stop listen, listen. I stopped 1:28:02.640 --> 1:28:03.920 ship listen. 1:28:04.920 --> 1:28:06.479 I stopped by it, and I told me, I said, 1:28:06.520 --> 1:28:08.120 and I wanted to I wanted to buy. I wanted 1:28:08.160 --> 1:28:09.040 to buy you some jewelry. 1:28:09.080 --> 1:28:12.240 I like, no, I'm like, I'm not my gosh, like, 1:28:12.479 --> 1:28:13.040 I have nothing. 1:28:13.240 --> 1:28:14.840 I got the text last night. I'm like, I have 1:28:14.960 --> 1:28:16.720 to bring something. I'm like, I can't bring liquid. They 1:28:16.760 --> 1:28:19.479 have everything that So I'm like, I know for a 1:28:19.600 --> 1:28:23.600 fact that like everybody loves you, like not because. 1:28:25.240 --> 1:28:28.320 I'm nothing, but how your heart. 1:28:29.880 --> 1:28:30.040 Heart? 1:28:30.720 --> 1:28:33.200 So you have a good you got a good heart, pure, 1:28:33.280 --> 1:28:35.720 your wife got a good to your heart, and you 1:28:35.840 --> 1:28:39.240 have a good team behind you. But nobody would nobody 1:28:39.280 --> 1:28:42.120 would come sit down here and talk if you wasn't here. 1:28:42.200 --> 1:28:45.760 You're like legendary. I'm not trying to to your horn, 1:28:45.840 --> 1:28:53.000 but appreciate that I'm not sitting I'm exactly. I would 1:28:53.040 --> 1:28:55.880 never I would never like I wouldn't like it's like 1:28:56.640 --> 1:28:58.120 it's certain things I'm saying I'm gonna do. 1:28:58.640 --> 1:29:01.200 But I was really excited to come here to sit down. 1:29:01.640 --> 1:29:03.280 Was excited for you to come here to take. 1:29:03.160 --> 1:29:04.479 That with you guys, because I feel like. 1:29:08.439 --> 1:29:11.439 I feel like this is like one of the greatest 1:29:11.479 --> 1:29:12.960 things that I could do us an artist, is to 1:29:12.960 --> 1:29:14.000 come and sit down with you guys. 1:29:15.400 --> 1:29:16.599 I got take a shot. 1:29:19.800 --> 1:29:23.000 Okay, all right, you know, loyalty and respect is always there. 1:29:23.080 --> 1:29:26.960 But I just figured out on what you said the 1:29:27.280 --> 1:29:30.320 view or drink Champs at all. 1:29:30.560 --> 1:29:31.000 Drink champ. 1:29:34.400 --> 1:29:35.200 But that's a good you. 1:29:35.439 --> 1:29:39.559 You You host, ain't nobody, ain't nothing. No, I call 1:29:39.640 --> 1:29:44.679 host the real Okay, so huge. First of all, the girls, 1:29:44.960 --> 1:29:47.280 the girls was like they didn't know what was happening, 1:29:47.439 --> 1:29:49.320 but I was. I was up there talking about ship 1:29:49.400 --> 1:29:52.680 and it was all looking at me. They actually sent 1:29:52.760 --> 1:29:53.320 me a contract. 1:29:53.800 --> 1:29:57.280 They sent you a contract? Yes, because I mean they sent. 1:29:57.240 --> 1:29:59.799 Me a contract to become one of the casts. 1:30:00.280 --> 1:30:03.280 Because that's yeah, because at that time, that's when Tomorrow 1:30:03.360 --> 1:30:07.080 has left to do bigger things. Okay, that's when they 1:30:07.120 --> 1:30:08.880 send me contract. But I showed not to do it 1:30:08.920 --> 1:30:10.559 because I just always felt like I was so young 1:30:10.640 --> 1:30:11.760 to sit up there and just be talking. 1:30:11.760 --> 1:30:18.640 I need to shake this pussy Like I was like, 1:30:18.720 --> 1:30:19.320 I'm not doing that. 1:30:20.520 --> 1:30:22.840 You got is that something right? Future? Let me tell 1:30:22.840 --> 1:30:23.960 you me. 1:30:24.080 --> 1:30:25.760 I'm like, I'm not going to sit down here. So 1:30:25.800 --> 1:30:27.840 they were like, okay, we love you. I'm like, listen, 1:30:28.040 --> 1:30:31.280 thank you, thank you. But I am not about to 1:30:31.439 --> 1:30:34.800 like spend my early thirties, my late twenties here sitting 1:30:34.840 --> 1:30:36.439 down talking to you. I'm about to shake my ass, 1:30:36.479 --> 1:30:38.599 go on tour, have a cabaret. I'm on my third season. 1:30:38.600 --> 1:30:40.160 I'm about to go in the fourth season. I just 1:30:40.200 --> 1:30:42.439 did college. He'll come out this month. I'm going back 1:30:42.479 --> 1:30:44.639 on tour. I'm with drink shamps. 1:30:44.800 --> 1:30:45.599 Like, what the fuck. 1:30:48.800 --> 1:30:48.840 Like? 1:30:49.360 --> 1:30:49.400 It? 1:30:49.439 --> 1:30:51.360 Don't get up back it, don't get no better than it, 1:30:51.400 --> 1:30:52.800 don't get no better than this. But that's where you 1:30:52.840 --> 1:30:56.200 get my tears fun because that's with much success come 1:30:56.320 --> 1:30:59.320 much responsibility. So if I'm not crying to my friends, 1:30:59.360 --> 1:31:00.200 who am I crying too? 1:31:00.760 --> 1:31:02.360 So let me ask you, though, is that something that 1:31:02.439 --> 1:31:06.120 you whatever huh? The light lighter on my bad? Is 1:31:06.160 --> 1:31:08.120 that something you ever get in because I see you, 1:31:08.760 --> 1:31:14.720 like as a late night talk host, like your own show, 1:31:15.880 --> 1:31:19.080 your own show, is that something or even that's a 1:31:19.160 --> 1:31:24.240 lot of responsibilities? Yes, yeah, no, because with technology nowadays, 1:31:24.240 --> 1:31:26.559 you can shoot four episodes in one day and no one. 1:31:26.760 --> 1:31:31.960 That's like, yeah, that is very stationary and I like 1:31:32.040 --> 1:31:35.080 to be free, like a bird, I who's not like 1:31:35.439 --> 1:31:36.080 any control. 1:31:36.880 --> 1:31:39.280 I like to have my own creative control. I like 1:31:39.360 --> 1:31:41.840 to be free. I cannot work for the man. I 1:31:41.920 --> 1:31:43.280 gotta go. I got ship to do. 1:31:43.360 --> 1:31:45.720 I got to be a good bye Bahamas Turns and 1:31:45.800 --> 1:31:51.840 cacot Rico, Dominican Republic. You know what I'm saying, Like, Idaho, Idaho. 1:31:52.040 --> 1:31:52.919 I hope. 1:31:55.120 --> 1:31:56.560 I haven't been to hate it, but I would. I 1:31:56.600 --> 1:31:58.200 would love to go, and I am going because I 1:31:58.280 --> 1:31:59.120 love hating people. 1:32:00.160 --> 1:32:00.760 Haitian people. 1:32:00.920 --> 1:32:02.920 I like Puerto Rican people, Dominican people. They used to 1:32:02.960 --> 1:32:06.599 always think I was Haitian growing up, so yeah, they're always. 1:32:08.200 --> 1:32:11.320 So. My my fiance is best friend, he's said Haitian, 1:32:12.439 --> 1:32:13.559 my hair dress is to Haitian. 1:32:13.960 --> 1:32:15.560 So like, I have a lot of Haitian people around me. 1:32:15.640 --> 1:32:17.080 But I grew up with all Haitians in a load 1:32:17.080 --> 1:32:18.680 of because everybody that I went to school was. 1:32:18.720 --> 1:32:22.599 With those just saying we're there. 1:32:27.560 --> 1:32:27.880 I'm mad. 1:32:27.920 --> 1:32:29.560 I never learned how to speak crill because I'm like that. 1:32:30.000 --> 1:32:32.880 All my uh Haitian friends they speak Spanish, but I 1:32:33.000 --> 1:32:34.240 never learned how to speak Creole. 1:32:34.320 --> 1:32:35.479 So I just always good out. 1:32:35.360 --> 1:32:36.639 There with every language. 1:32:36.760 --> 1:32:40.320 Yeah, we speak all literally talk. I literally talld my 1:32:40.400 --> 1:32:42.160 fucking eyes hair dresser that. 1:32:42.200 --> 1:32:44.559 The other day. I'm like, fucking Haitian speak every language. 1:32:44.800 --> 1:32:46.559 I'm like the Puerto Ricans, we only speak the Spanish. 1:32:46.560 --> 1:32:49.160 People only speak to languages like Haitian speak every language, 1:32:49.200 --> 1:32:50.080 creative language. 1:32:50.320 --> 1:32:54.840 I'm like, so you get you Why do you remember 1:32:54.960 --> 1:32:57.760 he's going to take a mile like I know. 1:32:57.800 --> 1:32:59.920 He talks the Patians? Do be speaking a lot? 1:33:00.040 --> 1:33:00.200 Yeah? 1:33:00.240 --> 1:33:02.200 Yeah, yeah, no, I ain't gotta lie. We were the 1:33:02.280 --> 1:33:04.960 first place we turched. We checked into Turk and Kegos, 1:33:05.560 --> 1:33:06.120 and the. 1:33:06.680 --> 1:33:09.040 Dude was hate. He knew every goddamn. 1:33:08.680 --> 1:33:10.599 Las are you going tomorrow? 1:33:10.840 --> 1:33:15.240 I was, I am not anymore because my wife, my wife, 1:33:15.800 --> 1:33:19.880 let me get your home tomorrow. Uh. My wife has 1:33:19.920 --> 1:33:23.760 a dinna because you gotta come to my wife's juice ball. 1:33:23.840 --> 1:33:26.000 My wife has a dinner, she has a juice ball. 1:33:26.560 --> 1:33:26.760 Yeah. 1:33:26.920 --> 1:33:30.560 And she recently did a collab with Nike and like 1:33:30.800 --> 1:33:33.519 with Nike, yeah, not even because she's my wife. She 1:33:33.560 --> 1:33:36.000 did a collab with Night because they like her juice ball, 1:33:36.320 --> 1:33:38.040 and she had a two day event, so they were 1:33:38.120 --> 1:33:41.840 celebrated her day on Saturday. I didn't even go. 1:33:42.040 --> 1:33:42.720 I didn't even go. 1:33:42.920 --> 1:33:44.080 Yeah, I didn't even go. 1:33:44.240 --> 1:33:44.960 I was out of town. 1:33:45.760 --> 1:33:48.639 Yeah yeah, but Saturday, yeah, Saturday, yeah yeah. Yeah. 1:33:48.720 --> 1:33:51.599 So let me let me say this, congrass my wife. 1:33:51.640 --> 1:33:58.040 I was so let me Houston juice because one of 1:33:58.080 --> 1:34:01.080 the things that was a major part of loving hip 1:34:01.120 --> 1:34:04.800 hop was when you and Stevie had like somewhat beef. 1:34:05.160 --> 1:34:07.800 He would always stow the management contract at your face 1:34:08.040 --> 1:34:10.120 and he'll be like, oh, well, you you can't come out, 1:34:10.200 --> 1:34:11.880 or you can't perform, or you can't do that. 1:34:12.160 --> 1:34:13.800 What was the difference between you. 1:34:13.920 --> 1:34:16.720 Being with Stevie and having under that contract and you 1:34:16.960 --> 1:34:20.400 now being with your fiance but it's you're still under 1:34:20.400 --> 1:34:22.479 the contract. What is the difference? 1:34:23.000 --> 1:34:23.160 You know? 1:34:24.080 --> 1:34:28.719 I truly respect Stevie and we're friends. We're friends. 1:34:28.800 --> 1:34:34.720 Yeah, now we're friends. He he's really pretty. He's a 1:34:34.800 --> 1:34:39.320 cool person. I think that ladies grow faster than men grow. 1:34:40.080 --> 1:34:42.160 That's correct. No, No, you are correct. I know that 1:34:42.240 --> 1:34:45.000 for yeah, I know that for a fact, way more 1:34:45.040 --> 1:34:45.600 mature than men. 1:34:47.200 --> 1:34:50.559 But all of them. But you know what I mean, Like, yeah, like. 1:34:52.400 --> 1:34:54.080 When I think about it now, it's like funny to 1:34:54.120 --> 1:34:56.639 me because it's like we shared the same blood. 1:34:57.320 --> 1:35:00.439 Yeah, beautiful, beautiful Chip on the show. 1:35:01.920 --> 1:35:03.759 Yeah, we share the same blood. 1:35:03.760 --> 1:35:05.280 So it's like, when I really think about it, now, 1:35:05.280 --> 1:35:07.000 it's funny because it's like, I know he ain't me that, 1:35:07.160 --> 1:35:08.519 and I know he's very proud of me because he 1:35:08.560 --> 1:35:09.760 always be like, man, I'm proud of you. 1:35:10.040 --> 1:35:10.800 I hear your music. 1:35:11.320 --> 1:35:14.040 He always tells me that, always tell me that. He's like, 1:35:14.040 --> 1:35:16.040 I'm proud of you. I hear your music. He talks 1:35:16.040 --> 1:35:16.559 to b Listic. 1:35:16.680 --> 1:35:18.840 They talk to each other on the phone whenever they 1:35:19.280 --> 1:35:21.720 whatever is happening or whatever, they communicate. 1:35:21.800 --> 1:35:25.240 So it's like he's like, now he's like a brother 1:35:25.360 --> 1:35:28.120 to me, Like I want him. I want him to win. 1:35:28.600 --> 1:35:29.599 I expect him to win. 1:35:31.280 --> 1:35:31.479 For you. 1:35:35.360 --> 1:35:36.800 I want him to do I want him to do great. 1:35:36.800 --> 1:35:38.000 So it's like, when I think about it, I think 1:35:38.000 --> 1:35:40.559 it's hilarious. But I think we were both young because 1:35:40.560 --> 1:35:42.720 even though he was older than me, he's a man, 1:35:43.160 --> 1:35:46.360 so you guys mature a little bit slower than So 1:35:46.479 --> 1:35:49.920 it's like I'm a man on TV being young. He 1:35:50.040 --> 1:35:52.200 had made billions of dollars. I'm starting in the game. 1:35:52.240 --> 1:35:54.479 He feels like he gave me an opportunity, and it's 1:35:54.520 --> 1:35:57.920 like yeah, and then we were like that, but I 1:35:58.040 --> 1:36:00.840 promise you he is one of my closest friend. 1:36:00.920 --> 1:36:01.760 He has to be, he is. 1:36:02.280 --> 1:36:06.120 He share We share a blow with the baby, my husband, 1:36:06.400 --> 1:36:08.680 but listened. My fiance has been raising Bonnie since she 1:36:08.800 --> 1:36:11.479 was two. But Stevie through his hardest and his best 1:36:11.560 --> 1:36:13.000 to be there when she tells him, I want to 1:36:13.000 --> 1:36:16.080 see you, He'll fly in time. He really tries to 1:36:16.120 --> 1:36:17.519 be in her life as much as he can. And 1:36:17.600 --> 1:36:19.720 I have to say that because it's true, so let me. 1:36:20.200 --> 1:36:23.439 And he feels he like he loves his daughter. 1:36:23.479 --> 1:36:25.960 He wants he wants to see her happy, and he 1:36:26.040 --> 1:36:27.840 wants to see her and spend time with her. 1:36:27.920 --> 1:36:29.920 And he does that with all his children as much 1:36:29.920 --> 1:36:31.519 as he can, as much as you pressure them. 1:36:31.680 --> 1:36:31.840 You know. 1:36:31.880 --> 1:36:33.200 Bonnie is like, what the hell you at? 1:36:33.840 --> 1:36:37.439 You know, asked, because when we googled you online, it 1:36:37.520 --> 1:36:39.479 said that you had one point lost custody. 1:36:39.640 --> 1:36:41.960 Was that true or it was true? 1:36:42.080 --> 1:36:42.760 It was true? 1:36:42.840 --> 1:36:43.240 It was true. 1:36:43.280 --> 1:36:46.160 He was being he was being super petty back in 1:36:46.240 --> 1:36:48.320 those days, and he felt like I wasn't trying to 1:36:48.720 --> 1:36:51.040 let him see Bonnie. But I wanted to go shoot 1:36:51.040 --> 1:36:53.439 the boot camp with Ballistic, and I left Bonnie with 1:36:53.520 --> 1:36:57.040 her grandmother, and so when he called me, I'm like, listen, 1:36:57.120 --> 1:37:00.280 I'm my world. Bonnie is with the grandma. You know, 1:37:00.400 --> 1:37:02.800 He's like he did a move on me. He was like, man, 1:37:02.840 --> 1:37:04.400 you ain't gonna you know. It was one of those 1:37:04.400 --> 1:37:06.760 things where I really couldn't even into the phone. You 1:37:06.840 --> 1:37:08.439 were like, he's you know, he's trying. 1:37:08.240 --> 1:37:10.479 To get his thought. He wanted to face. I got it, 1:37:10.560 --> 1:37:12.080 I got it, I got it new, I got a 1:37:12.160 --> 1:37:14.160 new man. He probably like, damn, she ain't gonna never 1:37:14.160 --> 1:37:15.479 lis seen me. But he won't like that. 1:37:15.560 --> 1:37:18.040 So he felt like he needed to go and get 1:37:18.120 --> 1:37:21.160 custody of money. He had me really hot. But then 1:37:21.240 --> 1:37:23.320 we went to court. He missed court and I got 1:37:23.360 --> 1:37:27.120 her back, got it right back because he missed cart 1:37:27.120 --> 1:37:28.719 because you know, no, he missed cartcass. 1:37:29.120 --> 1:37:29.920 No, he missed court. 1:37:29.840 --> 1:37:31.120 Because he didn't give a fuck to me in court 1:37:31.120 --> 1:37:33.080 because he don't care. He was just trying to make 1:37:33.160 --> 1:37:36.840 sure that, oh my gosh, am I gonna ever see 1:37:36.880 --> 1:37:39.920 my kid. When he realized it, want like that, it's like, 1:37:39.960 --> 1:37:42.680 I'm not gonna fight her, like for what. So I 1:37:42.840 --> 1:37:44.920 just thought it was we were you know, it's probably 1:37:44.960 --> 1:37:45.639 been like six years. 1:37:45.680 --> 1:37:46.479 So he had her. 1:37:46.560 --> 1:37:48.720 He had custody on her for like a month, which 1:37:48.760 --> 1:37:49.920 I knew I was gonna get her back. 1:37:49.960 --> 1:37:52.640 It's not even that I get it, do that, you 1:37:52.680 --> 1:37:54.120 know what I'm saying. I'm not. 1:37:54.760 --> 1:37:56.360 I'm gonna be very upset, but I'm not gonna fight 1:37:56.439 --> 1:37:58.280 with you. So it was like two weeks there or 1:37:58.280 --> 1:38:00.919 two weeks here too, was there, but now I got custody. 1:38:00.960 --> 1:38:02.360 But he gets her. He gets her all the time. 1:38:02.920 --> 1:38:04.920 He's in Miami all the time. That so he gets her. 1:38:05.040 --> 1:38:07.639 So it's like, Listen, at the end of the day, 1:38:09.600 --> 1:38:12.000 I'm very lucky to have my husband take care of. 1:38:14.000 --> 1:38:15.760 My daughter every day. And I'm very lucky to have. 1:38:16.000 --> 1:38:18.519 Her dad Stevie be in her life and come and 1:38:18.560 --> 1:38:20.360 see her and they can all communicate and hang out, 1:38:20.360 --> 1:38:21.040 and it's all up. 1:38:21.479 --> 1:38:22.880 Did it take to get to that place? 1:38:23.640 --> 1:38:27.639 It's been a one I mean it's been a while. Yeah, 1:38:27.720 --> 1:38:31.760 he's been a listen. I actually I actually he just 1:38:31.800 --> 1:38:35.000 got a divorce from his wife, right. He caused me ballistic. 1:38:35.280 --> 1:38:35.840 I didn't even know. 1:38:36.160 --> 1:38:40.000 I'm like, what do you mean to faith? 1:38:40.720 --> 1:38:40.840 Oh? 1:38:41.000 --> 1:38:44.639 Yeah, so he calls he caused my phone and look, 1:38:44.680 --> 1:38:47.280 I mean, I mean the car with Bonnie and he's 1:38:47.320 --> 1:38:48.000 like what. 1:38:49.479 --> 1:38:49.799 Stevie. 1:38:49.920 --> 1:38:53.439 Outside Stevie, I'm like ballisticas I don't know where Ballistic 1:38:53.600 --> 1:38:53.800 is at. 1:38:53.920 --> 1:38:56.080 But I'm with Bonnie, you all right, I need to 1:38:56.120 --> 1:38:59.040 talk to Belsta. I just got a divorce and I 1:38:59.160 --> 1:39:01.720 was like, well, let me call him and see what 1:39:01.840 --> 1:39:03.080 he at so like he wanted to. 1:39:03.320 --> 1:39:06.680 It took like ten years he got divorced. 1:39:09.280 --> 1:39:10.840 I don't mean his business like that, but I know 1:39:10.920 --> 1:39:12.000 he called it. He's like, I want to talk. 1:39:12.000 --> 1:39:13.840 I want to celebrate with my bro. But Listic, I'm like, 1:39:13.840 --> 1:39:15.360 a Liistic is not in the car with me on 1:39:15.439 --> 1:39:17.200 my lime and chill because me, I'm min in the car. 1:39:17.320 --> 1:39:18.400 She's like, fool, what do you mean? 1:39:18.439 --> 1:39:19.640 You got a divorce? You don't know what's going on. 1:39:19.960 --> 1:39:22.080 So it's like we're that cool where he you know 1:39:22.160 --> 1:39:24.240 where we're talking like that and it's been years. I mean, 1:39:24.600 --> 1:39:26.200 I really think he's a great person and I wish 1:39:26.280 --> 1:39:27.559 him the best from the bottom of my heart. 1:39:27.640 --> 1:39:29.880 I think that's just from the bottom of my heart. 1:39:30.439 --> 1:39:32.439 But that's that's That's what I'm saying about you to me, 1:39:32.920 --> 1:39:34.439 that's the growth in you, you know what I mean, 1:39:34.560 --> 1:39:38.720 Like like me hearing you speak about certain people that 1:39:38.840 --> 1:39:39.600 was in your life like that. 1:39:40.040 --> 1:39:42.080 That's that is the growth to me, you know what 1:39:42.120 --> 1:39:45.240 I mean, that's definitely the girl for me because niggas 1:39:45.280 --> 1:39:45.679 be playing. 1:39:48.200 --> 1:39:49.400 But no, I tell you something. 1:39:49.600 --> 1:39:52.599 I sent him all my great energy and I hope 1:39:53.040 --> 1:39:54.680 he gets back on top of the same where he 1:39:54.960 --> 1:39:57.280 was when he made his millions a dollar and I 1:39:57.360 --> 1:39:59.120 believe in him and I know he gonna be all right. 1:40:01.640 --> 1:40:02.960 Do you think do you think that. 1:40:06.160 --> 1:40:09.800 Overall was loving hip hop good for you? 1:40:10.720 --> 1:40:12.120 It was the best thing that happened in my life. 1:40:13.000 --> 1:40:15.439 I said of having Bonnie Bella, that's. 1:40:15.320 --> 1:40:19.760 What jewish Mona Scott. You you used the word, you know, 1:40:20.560 --> 1:40:23.080 loving hip hop and Mona Scott is kind of like 1:40:23.200 --> 1:40:23.840 the same words. 1:40:23.920 --> 1:40:24.280 But it's not. 1:40:24.439 --> 1:40:24.800 But it's not. 1:40:25.640 --> 1:40:26.360 Yeah, it's not. 1:40:26.479 --> 1:40:26.680 It's not. 1:40:26.760 --> 1:40:27.840 I'm not gonna get into that part. 1:40:27.880 --> 1:40:30.439 But yeah, it's an entity and one is the person exactly. 1:40:30.479 --> 1:40:33.200 It's part of the it's too antity. It's basically pretty 1:40:33.280 --> 1:40:34.639 much because she's an entity herself. 1:40:34.680 --> 1:40:35.280 She's done a lot. 1:40:36.320 --> 1:40:39.519 But uh, if it wasn't for love of hippop when 1:40:39.520 --> 1:40:42.280 we can't actually Bonnie was born on especially that I 1:40:42.479 --> 1:40:44.320 secty to produce my first time. When I have Bonnie 1:40:44.320 --> 1:40:46.760 I sected to produce my first delivery special. That's how 1:40:46.800 --> 1:40:49.519 it became about being owner and being a secretary, producer 1:40:49.600 --> 1:40:51.839 and a creator. Because when Bunnie was born on Vhran, 1:40:51.920 --> 1:40:53.080 she was born on TV. I had her in the 1:40:53.120 --> 1:40:55.360 water birth and we feel it and that was my 1:40:55.400 --> 1:40:57.439 first time ever producing the show when I had her. 1:40:57.600 --> 1:40:59.640 So you produced it, produce it. 1:40:59.720 --> 1:41:00.120 I didn't know. 1:41:01.320 --> 1:41:02.720 If I would have known better than I would have 1:41:02.800 --> 1:41:04.240 own it too. But I just a secret of produce. 1:41:04.320 --> 1:41:05.080 But now on everything. 1:41:05.160 --> 1:41:07.160 Wait wait wait wait wait, so so how does this happen? 1:41:07.240 --> 1:41:08.320 You what you said? 1:41:08.360 --> 1:41:10.200 You said you know I want an executive reduce this. 1:41:10.320 --> 1:41:13.200 No, I did ask them. I told them one thing 1:41:13.200 --> 1:41:14.960 you're gonna learn about me. I don't ask for nothing. 1:41:15.120 --> 1:41:18.880 I tell you what I want. When I when I 1:41:18.920 --> 1:41:21.080 spread to my universe, the way I am with people that. 1:41:21.160 --> 1:41:24.000 Love, I give the energy that I give out, the 1:41:24.080 --> 1:41:26.640 worst that come out of my mouth, the sexiness. I 1:41:26.800 --> 1:41:29.919 literally worded my whole life to be the most desirable woman. 1:41:29.760 --> 1:41:31.799 In the world. When I speak to my human niverse, 1:41:31.840 --> 1:41:34.880 my universe owes me what I ask for it. I 1:41:34.960 --> 1:41:35.599 give you what I give. 1:41:35.640 --> 1:41:37.000 You're gonna give me what I what you need to 1:41:37.040 --> 1:41:39.559 give me. If not, I'm gonna be a nasty bitch. 1:41:39.600 --> 1:41:40.920 And you don't want me to be nasty bitch. I 1:41:41.000 --> 1:41:43.439 burn you the whole fucking down universe. No more universe. 1:41:43.479 --> 1:41:45.160 You fuck with me, don't burn some ship. 1:41:46.680 --> 1:41:50.120 Everybody, everybody, everybody did so with that bitch, that bit 1:41:50.360 --> 1:41:54.000 that bitch. No, don't fuck with me, because I could 1:41:54.080 --> 1:41:56.439 just be just as destructive. But I'm not gonna do 1:41:56.520 --> 1:41:57.920 that because I don't like that. 1:41:58.080 --> 1:41:59.760 I don't like that. I like love. I don't like 1:41:59.800 --> 1:42:02.519 this truction. I could get there, I could get there. 1:42:03.200 --> 1:42:04.320 That is not the fun with me. 1:42:04.439 --> 1:42:08.000 So respectfully, I asked for what I want every morning, 1:42:08.040 --> 1:42:08.639 and I received. 1:42:09.040 --> 1:42:10.479 Let me ask you because this is my friend. 1:42:10.520 --> 1:42:12.599 He just walked in. His name is Eddie the ass Eater. 1:42:14.800 --> 1:42:15.479 That's that's. 1:42:17.439 --> 1:42:20.760 Remember her like, if she's going there, it's only going 1:42:20.840 --> 1:42:21.280 to be women. 1:42:21.520 --> 1:42:23.840 Listen, No, no, no, I want to yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, 1:42:23.840 --> 1:42:25.439 because I want to because I'm married. 1:42:25.680 --> 1:42:27.240 But what I want to ask is what I got 1:42:27.320 --> 1:42:29.760 when you hear somebody holdong, when you hear somebody named 1:42:29.920 --> 1:42:33.120 Eddie the ass Eater as a as a woman, that 1:42:33.360 --> 1:42:36.200 was if he wasn't married, he wasn't getting what does 1:42:36.280 --> 1:42:38.840 that is that attractive? Or should we change his name 1:42:40.360 --> 1:42:42.720 because he's clearly as I think it fits him. 1:42:43.080 --> 1:42:51.960 Yeah, your name. 1:42:55.400 --> 1:42:55.519 Him? 1:42:55.720 --> 1:42:57.680 If he was a woman, what. 1:42:59.320 --> 1:43:00.800 What what do you fip the. 1:43:03.960 --> 1:43:06.880 He don't listen, he looks he looks like a man, 1:43:07.080 --> 1:43:08.800 only he's giving all men. 1:43:08.920 --> 1:43:12.960 If he was a girl and he got goodie shirt 1:43:13.000 --> 1:43:14.120 on tweeting cheeks. 1:43:14.520 --> 1:43:16.439 But he's not a man. He's a whole He's not 1:43:16.520 --> 1:43:18.240 a woman. He's a whole man. That's a man right there. 1:43:19.120 --> 1:43:20.040 That's a real man right now. 1:43:20.280 --> 1:43:21.400 See him as a woman at all? 1:43:22.280 --> 1:43:25.800 No, okay, I got I just try to see if 1:43:25.840 --> 1:43:28.599 his face to get between the cheeks. 1:43:28.720 --> 1:43:29.840 No, he's a woman. 1:43:29.960 --> 1:43:30.840 That's all man right there. 1:43:30.920 --> 1:43:33.000 No. No, So when we said yo, we book at Johnson, 1:43:33.400 --> 1:43:41.360 the whole windows like listen, that's why she wills here 1:43:41.439 --> 1:43:42.120 with all you guys. 1:43:48.040 --> 1:43:48.519 I'm excited. 1:43:48.560 --> 1:43:49.840 I know, I was like to I was saying, but 1:43:49.920 --> 1:43:52.200 it was a lot myself together, and I could not 1:43:52.360 --> 1:43:54.000 disrespect the best show in. 1:43:54.040 --> 1:44:00.800 The like not looking like a bad bitch. And then 1:44:01.080 --> 1:44:02.719 and then you know, I have to get the baby. 1:44:02.920 --> 1:44:04.360 I have to get my baby to I have to 1:44:04.560 --> 1:44:06.240 get my baby to school in the morning. I had 1:44:06.280 --> 1:44:08.080 to do my yoga. I told you yoga save my life. 1:44:08.120 --> 1:44:09.920 So I know I was saying I apologize, sorry to 1:44:10.320 --> 1:44:12.200 know you got thank you, thank you for waiting. 1:44:12.280 --> 1:44:16.040 But this is like, you know, it's this. I want 1:44:16.080 --> 1:44:19.080 to say something about this is great to be here, 1:44:19.320 --> 1:44:21.400 and it's not. You know what, can I tell you something? 1:44:22.160 --> 1:44:25.040 You want to celebrate the people, but sometimes you cannot 1:44:25.080 --> 1:44:28.320 because people are so dumb. They come here, They come 1:44:28.400 --> 1:44:33.720 here with this prior, with this prior absumption that you 1:44:33.760 --> 1:44:36.439 guys are going to be assholes. It's like, let's not 1:44:36.760 --> 1:44:39.880 let's not direct so much. Let's be real from the heart, 1:44:40.120 --> 1:44:41.680 and that's how you're gonna always win. And I just 1:44:41.760 --> 1:44:44.240 feel like you guys always take it back to realness. 1:44:44.280 --> 1:44:45.600 But it's a lot of people that come here and 1:44:45.680 --> 1:44:48.160 it's like they can't handle it. It's not not because 1:44:48.160 --> 1:44:50.000 you know why, because they're so fucking fake and it's 1:44:50.080 --> 1:44:51.920 like they be in a rush to go nowhere. 1:44:52.200 --> 1:44:54.880 It's like everything is so planned. It's like, you know, 1:44:55.120 --> 1:44:55.600 I love it. 1:44:57.520 --> 1:45:00.280 Going right, And I got to tell another shot. I 1:45:00.400 --> 1:45:03.479 got snuk you you up. I just I'm just being honest, 1:45:03.880 --> 1:45:06.840 celebrated you. This is this is all you slow who 1:45:06.960 --> 1:45:07.320 driving me. 1:45:08.080 --> 1:45:10.400 Yes, you're not leave your behind. What's listening? You want 1:45:10.439 --> 1:45:13.040 to get buddy? Yeah, my husband want to get the baby. 1:45:13.400 --> 1:45:15.559 That's slow, slow. 1:45:16.960 --> 1:45:18.320 I tell you why. He's the best man I ever 1:45:18.360 --> 1:45:24.880 had in my life. I'm gonna lie, you know, let's 1:45:24.880 --> 1:45:25.439 go there again. 1:45:25.479 --> 1:45:28.240 One two three, one two three. 1:45:32.680 --> 1:45:34.200 Thank you guys for us be honest. 1:45:34.200 --> 1:45:36.880 I'm gonna be honest. I knew ballistic before I met you, 1:45:37.400 --> 1:45:38.720 and I'm gonna be honest with you. And I'm not 1:45:38.840 --> 1:45:41.880 trying to like, you know your back what I am. 1:45:43.000 --> 1:45:45.639 I never see him smile like I see him smile 1:45:45.680 --> 1:45:48.479 with you like, and that is like, that's that's beautiful 1:45:48.760 --> 1:45:49.320 for my man. 1:45:49.479 --> 1:45:52.160 See, the only thing we want. 1:45:53.720 --> 1:45:54.880 Is a lady to. 1:45:55.680 --> 1:45:57.840 Compliment us back. You know what I'm saying, Like, that's 1:45:57.960 --> 1:46:01.080 that's like I know, like that's. 1:46:00.920 --> 1:46:03.840 Giving up a little man game, like because we're in 1:46:03.880 --> 1:46:06.200 a man castable when I see a man meet a 1:46:06.280 --> 1:46:11.559 woman and his gestures change and his posture change and everything. 1:46:12.040 --> 1:46:14.920 And I see that with you and him, and I 1:46:15.280 --> 1:46:15.960 love that and I know. 1:46:16.000 --> 1:46:19.200 How to how to say it because I remember now 1:46:19.240 --> 1:46:21.519 I was telling me one day and just leaning they don't. 1:46:21.400 --> 1:46:23.400 Talk about because if I was not married to believe me. 1:46:30.000 --> 1:46:31.080 But let'stick is no. 1:46:31.280 --> 1:46:33.719 Listen, but let'stik is the only man that I desire. 1:46:34.200 --> 1:46:36.479 But if it was another man in the world, I 1:46:36.560 --> 1:46:37.519 didn't want to go there. 1:46:37.400 --> 1:46:38.360 There if it was. 1:46:39.479 --> 1:46:41.120 If it was let me tell you something, if I 1:46:41.160 --> 1:46:43.840 didn't get married to that ballistic is African. I love 1:46:43.920 --> 1:46:46.160 him and we are married. I don't just don't tell people. 1:46:46.640 --> 1:46:50.240 I say, listen, listen, I say fiance. But we're married 1:46:50.520 --> 1:46:51.080 by papers. 1:46:51.080 --> 1:46:51.720 You can google that. 1:46:51.920 --> 1:46:54.519 It's all out there because you and Stevie said, y'all, 1:46:54.520 --> 1:46:55.080 I was married at one. 1:46:55.520 --> 1:46:59.360 But you can go online right now. You can go 1:46:59.439 --> 1:47:00.519 online right now, pull them papers. 1:47:01.160 --> 1:47:01.840 You take a shot to that. 1:47:01.880 --> 1:47:03.720 I feel like we take a shot to that. I 1:47:03.760 --> 1:47:05.320 feel like I'm sorry. 1:47:05.560 --> 1:47:07.559 I feel like, how do we not take a shot? 1:47:07.760 --> 1:47:08.320 You know, I'm good. 1:47:08.920 --> 1:47:10.200 I don't want to talk about it because I got 1:47:10.280 --> 1:47:11.360 a wedding special coming out. 1:47:11.600 --> 1:47:18.599 Oh That's why I kept That's why. 1:47:19.040 --> 1:47:22.000 That's why I kept saying fance, because you know, I 1:47:22.040 --> 1:47:23.880 got college shere coming out next morn and then I 1:47:23.920 --> 1:47:26.519 got it with BT plus, and then I got one 1:47:26.680 --> 1:47:27.920 special with BT plus. 1:47:31.200 --> 1:47:33.280 I was I was trying not to say that that. 1:47:33.360 --> 1:47:35.160 That's why I kept calling him my fiance, but fuck it, 1:47:35.200 --> 1:47:38.200 that's my husband, and so you know, like he's the 1:47:38.240 --> 1:47:39.160 most amazing. 1:47:38.880 --> 1:47:40.840 Thing that happened to me, honey, but missed the nut. 1:47:41.360 --> 1:47:43.840 I listened to Blue Bends every day and I'm gonna 1:47:43.840 --> 1:47:45.040 tell you put me onto that song. 1:47:45.520 --> 1:47:50.120 But listen, whow But let me ask you as a person. 1:47:50.280 --> 1:47:52.200 You know you had a very public relationship that you 1:47:52.280 --> 1:47:55.560 know ended in public. What's it hard for you to 1:47:55.640 --> 1:47:57.080 jump into another relationship like that? 1:47:57.439 --> 1:47:59.280 I hope everything that we talk about right here goes 1:47:59.280 --> 1:48:01.320 on to take We don't edit, you don't edit. 1:48:02.479 --> 1:48:03.479 How long is the episodes? 1:48:03.520 --> 1:48:05.639 We don't give five hours? 1:48:06.120 --> 1:48:07.880 Just want to make this the highest episode. 1:48:08.720 --> 1:48:10.840 You keep saying that we're gonna hold you up to it. 1:48:11.120 --> 1:48:13.519 We're gonna hold you up to it. We hold you 1:48:13.600 --> 1:48:17.720 up to what's that? 1:48:17.800 --> 1:48:19.280 What's that made up coming to your. 1:48:20.760 --> 1:48:21.840 Definitely come on? 1:48:22.160 --> 1:48:29.840 What's your name? Crushing? Oh honey, listen, no massol. 1:48:34.840 --> 1:48:36.800 I take it or don't no, don't give me no more. 1:48:37.360 --> 1:48:38.640 I gotta go home to my baby. This is the 1:48:38.680 --> 1:48:42.200 last one I'm at. This is the last one. 1:48:42.400 --> 1:48:44.479 Make sure she what was the question I just asked? 1:48:44.600 --> 1:48:46.519 I was so into that, what was that I don't 1:48:46.560 --> 1:48:55.400 remember all your hot motherfuckers, I said, So, how was 1:48:55.439 --> 1:48:59.000 it hard from jumping from you know, like you and 1:48:59.040 --> 1:49:01.599 stevee J was really really really public, right, and then 1:49:02.120 --> 1:49:03.680 you know everyone knows it didn't work out. 1:49:03.720 --> 1:49:06.320 But then was it hard to trust somebody else to 1:49:06.439 --> 1:49:07.960 get or no? 1:49:08.120 --> 1:49:10.719 Because okay, so when I was pregnant with Bodie Bella, 1:49:11.040 --> 1:49:12.720 I didn't have any sex with Stevid because we were 1:49:12.800 --> 1:49:16.000 separating and I was without a man for three years 1:49:16.840 --> 1:49:19.439 basically the whole time I was pregnant, and then two years. 1:49:19.479 --> 1:49:21.200 But Listen came into my life when Mannie was two, 1:49:21.720 --> 1:49:21.960 and so. 1:49:23.760 --> 1:49:24.519 I was like free. 1:49:24.600 --> 1:49:26.080 I was waiting for the right guy, and then I 1:49:26.160 --> 1:49:27.400 played my cards right and he was it. 1:49:28.800 --> 1:49:31.000 He still gotta work for it. Every month. 1:49:32.320 --> 1:49:37.000 He left, he got got he got papers on this ass. 1:49:37.040 --> 1:49:39.720 But he's not gonna get this pussy just because listen, man, 1:49:39.800 --> 1:49:40.799 we heard you loudy. 1:49:41.439 --> 1:49:43.760 I'm a lady. I'm a lady, and I like nice things. 1:49:43.840 --> 1:49:46.559 And then I feel like, really in life, like people 1:49:46.640 --> 1:49:48.240 need to learn how to respect each other, whether they 1:49:48.240 --> 1:49:50.320 said woman or man. I brought you guys flowers because 1:49:50.320 --> 1:49:52.400 I don't care if you guys are I mean he 1:49:52.520 --> 1:49:53.840 said he never had flowers before. 1:49:53.840 --> 1:49:57.680 I'm so happy about it. I'm like, I'm still doing 1:49:57.720 --> 1:49:58.080 him like that. 1:50:00.760 --> 1:50:03.000 Not you know, let me tell you, let me tell 1:50:03.000 --> 1:50:05.760 you something. He is one of my best. Deserve God 1:50:05.840 --> 1:50:16.000 damn everybody going special. 1:50:19.600 --> 1:50:21.040 You are have you. 1:50:25.680 --> 1:50:25.880 Friend? 1:50:26.080 --> 1:50:27.160 We have yes? 1:50:27.240 --> 1:50:28.160 Go ahead, go ahead. 1:50:28.960 --> 1:50:35.240 Same we had lunch, meaning people have a misconception of you. 1:50:35.880 --> 1:50:37.439 Can you say that loud for the bad to hear you? 1:50:37.760 --> 1:50:44.760 People a misconception of than you? What would you say 1:50:45.600 --> 1:50:46.400 those people? 1:50:46.600 --> 1:50:49.400 This is drink champs, not water, right, but she might. 1:50:53.280 --> 1:50:55.240 You know it is. But listen, I'm gonna be honest. 1:50:55.240 --> 1:50:58.000 I'm the fact that you're Puerto Rican. You have to 1:50:58.120 --> 1:50:58.759 keep drinking. 1:50:59.040 --> 1:51:02.000 Can I okay, let's talk about that. Let's talk about 1:51:02.400 --> 1:51:02.720 what is. 1:51:02.760 --> 1:51:07.640 The misconception because I okay, listen, this is pre pandemic. 1:51:08.000 --> 1:51:11.600 When we was at Houston's, you know, we had a 1:51:11.680 --> 1:51:15.280 great I even had dinner that vegan spot, and I 1:51:15.479 --> 1:51:16.840 know we both we. 1:51:16.880 --> 1:51:20.200 Had dinner a lot of times the vegan styles me. 1:51:23.080 --> 1:51:25.200 But the vegel will tasted like chicken though. 1:51:25.280 --> 1:51:26.920 They don't know this girl. 1:51:28.439 --> 1:51:29.160 Can I get the water? 1:51:29.840 --> 1:51:30.599 You don't get the water? 1:51:31.479 --> 1:51:34.160 You know? 1:51:34.520 --> 1:51:36.679 Because I because I was there I love. 1:51:38.520 --> 1:51:41.479 Yeah, but they don't know who she was. What was 1:51:41.520 --> 1:51:44.880 the name of Cloud? Is actually a good vegan spot. 1:51:46.200 --> 1:51:47.760 So the question is I had a great time. 1:51:47.840 --> 1:51:52.240 So the question is what's the biggest misconception about you? 1:51:52.680 --> 1:51:54.960 I already know what it is. They lost. 1:51:56.320 --> 1:52:00.360 No, I already know what they think about. Say Porto, 1:52:00.400 --> 1:52:02.800 Weecan princess. Oh, they are all over the place. That's 1:52:02.880 --> 1:52:07.400 tv LAMB. But what's yours? What did you see the most? 1:52:07.600 --> 1:52:11.920 The biggest misconception, misconception about you that you see every day? 1:52:12.680 --> 1:52:22.360 Maybe it hurts that I'm not the greatest. Okay like that, Okay, okay, now, 1:52:22.520 --> 1:52:24.599 but now you find they do it on purpose, because 1:52:24.600 --> 1:52:25.960 now I want to take a shot to that. You 1:52:26.040 --> 1:52:26.559 shut it up? 1:52:26.680 --> 1:52:30.200 Yeah? Yes, and I know she's good. 1:52:30.360 --> 1:52:33.840 She's good people, Okay, cool, let me ask you why? Okay, 1:52:33.880 --> 1:52:34.360 you finished? 1:52:34.360 --> 1:52:38.720 And honestry, why ain't nobody got put up? Let's get 1:52:38.760 --> 1:52:39.439 before the music? 1:52:40.640 --> 1:52:41.040 How many? 1:52:41.600 --> 1:52:43.160 How many years I entertained the people? 1:52:45.720 --> 1:52:49.559 Thirteen? It's still here, still winning, still here, still winning. 1:52:49.920 --> 1:52:52.759 That's it. Speak on anything else. Interception? 1:52:52.920 --> 1:52:56.240 You know, you know the ladies people be thinking you 1:52:56.320 --> 1:52:58.320 can't even say hi to her, She's gonna slap you 1:52:58.360 --> 1:52:58.840 in the face. 1:52:58.920 --> 1:53:00.120 Oh no, honey, why would I this. 1:53:00.560 --> 1:53:02.519 I'm just saying I understand things. 1:53:02.600 --> 1:53:04.680 But they do though, they do because my makeup and 1:53:04.760 --> 1:53:06.280 my hair definitely my makeup. 1:53:06.360 --> 1:53:07.840 Can She's always like, you know what something? 1:53:07.880 --> 1:53:10.280 Everybody always ask me how you are and this and that, 1:53:10.479 --> 1:53:13.439 and she's like, she's so fucking cool, Like she's like 1:53:13.479 --> 1:53:16.360 the Swedisher, She's the sweetish person, sweet person ever. But 1:53:16.439 --> 1:53:19.040 can I tell you something? How I knew I was 1:53:19.080 --> 1:53:23.720 the one I'm doing covid. I wrote this song called campesino. 1:53:23.760 --> 1:53:28.240 Who know what campuccino means? Okay, I'm a campesina. I'm 1:53:28.240 --> 1:53:35.880 a campessina, right, So I wrote this song camp what Yeah, 1:53:35.920 --> 1:53:39.360 but it's but it's different. It's different in Spanish, so 1:53:39.520 --> 1:53:45.120 doing cod exactly and I have so. 1:53:47.120 --> 1:53:48.439 Look, this is English. 1:53:48.640 --> 1:53:52.360 This is very important. I want try to Okay, yes, 1:53:52.960 --> 1:53:55.000 I want I want you to hear this because this 1:53:55.120 --> 1:53:56.280 is this is very important. 1:53:57.080 --> 1:54:00.160 It's very important to your question. I like it what 1:54:00.360 --> 1:54:04.200 people uh you said? You asked me what speepers? I thinks, 1:54:04.600 --> 1:54:07.640 what is it? Misconceptions about me? 1:54:08.000 --> 1:54:09.920 This is the answer. So I have to thank you. 1:54:09.960 --> 1:54:13.400 I have to tell you. I have to answer your question. 1:54:13.840 --> 1:54:14.960 But this is a great answer. 1:54:15.080 --> 1:54:20.680 Okay, So during COVID, I was waking up five in 1:54:20.680 --> 1:54:23.120 the morning every day, right, and I was writing a 1:54:23.200 --> 1:54:23.719 lot of music. 1:54:24.320 --> 1:54:24.840 Every morning. 1:54:24.880 --> 1:54:27.640 I would wake up and I would write. When I 1:54:27.720 --> 1:54:30.080 was I started writing when I was five. Look look 1:54:30.080 --> 1:54:31.479 at the numbers. Look at the numbers. 1:54:31.520 --> 1:54:31.800 A line. 1:54:32.200 --> 1:54:34.120 Look at the numbers A line. I started writing when 1:54:34.160 --> 1:54:35.640 I was five. I used to write letters to my 1:54:35.760 --> 1:54:37.680 mom that were very detailed. My mom was like, how 1:54:37.720 --> 1:54:41.200 do you write this letters? This is crazy? I was 1:54:41.240 --> 1:54:43.080 writing better than my mother when I was five. 1:54:45.240 --> 1:54:45.280 No. 1:54:45.520 --> 1:54:48.280 I used to write my mother letters and my mom 1:54:48.320 --> 1:54:50.840 would tell me how am I writing these letters? 1:54:51.080 --> 1:54:53.560 Five? Because I was I was using big words. 1:54:54.280 --> 1:54:54.560 School. 1:54:55.080 --> 1:54:56.360 Yeah, she went to school, but I don't think. But 1:54:56.400 --> 1:54:58.800 I don't think she graduated though. But she went to school, 1:54:59.040 --> 1:54:59.880 I asked, because my mom. 1:55:00.400 --> 1:55:02.480 Yeah, I didn't. I didn't graduate. I didn't graduate. But 1:55:02.720 --> 1:55:03.400 she went to school. 1:55:03.440 --> 1:55:03.840 She just did. 1:55:04.240 --> 1:55:05.600 Maybe she did. I don't know. I don't think she 1:55:05.680 --> 1:55:07.240 I don't think she did. I don't think she did, 1:55:07.320 --> 1:55:08.640 but but I'm not sure. 1:55:09.400 --> 1:55:12.720 So, yeah, come on. 1:55:14.400 --> 1:55:17.680 First all so damn, we don't make me forget what 1:55:17.760 --> 1:55:19.120 the would I talk about it? 1:55:20.960 --> 1:55:22.560 I'm so sorry because. 1:55:22.680 --> 1:55:26.280 Making misconception mix coception. 1:55:26.440 --> 1:55:29.080 Right, his mother's out here, bullshit that we. 1:55:30.960 --> 1:55:33.000 Let me tell you, let me tell you that make 1:55:33.040 --> 1:55:40.680 conception hold Upget so basically basically the biggest misconception about me, right, 1:55:41.120 --> 1:55:42.880 so so so my mom, he said, what dare you 1:55:44.160 --> 1:55:44.480 my daughter? 1:55:44.760 --> 1:55:48.320 My daughter goes to that's like top school in the country. 1:55:48.680 --> 1:55:50.600 A top school in the country is a b You 1:55:50.640 --> 1:55:51.640 got to see you kicked out. 1:55:52.000 --> 1:55:52.920 She earned that spot. 1:55:53.240 --> 1:55:55.160 There's no money that I could possibly pay if she 1:55:55.280 --> 1:55:56.800 was an idiot, Like, you have to be a genius 1:55:56.800 --> 1:55:58.400 and you have to have a certain i Q to 1:55:58.440 --> 1:56:00.360 go to that school. And she was on a waiting 1:56:00.400 --> 1:56:02.040 list for it's supposed to be a years. She was 1:56:02.080 --> 1:56:02.680 only two months. 1:56:02.760 --> 1:56:03.640 That was like, we want her. 1:56:03.800 --> 1:56:06.840 She's like a scientist. She builds, she builts. She's built, 1:56:07.000 --> 1:56:09.560 but I built, I build shows. I build shows. She 1:56:09.680 --> 1:56:14.160 builds space, she builds spaceships. So you know, I was 1:56:14.200 --> 1:56:16.120 always a great writer. I was always a great writer. 1:56:16.240 --> 1:56:18.120 I was always the best at what I wrote. You 1:56:18.120 --> 1:56:20.920 know what I'm saying, always, always, always, always the best writer. 1:56:21.080 --> 1:56:24.760 So the biggest miss what do you say, miss miss 1:56:25.160 --> 1:56:27.800 miss susceptis about me is that I'm not. 1:56:27.840 --> 1:56:30.840 The best because it's like I've been doing this my 1:56:30.920 --> 1:56:32.320 whole life. You know what I'm saying. 1:56:32.520 --> 1:56:38.560 I wrote the song Campsino during COVID because I I 1:56:39.320 --> 1:56:42.720 I've throughout the COVID and throughout the last six years 1:56:42.720 --> 1:56:46.120 of my life, I've learned that the world needs to 1:56:46.280 --> 1:56:50.840 hear me these birthday songs, Vegas songs, TikTok songs. 1:56:50.880 --> 1:56:55.840 That's that's cool. Yeah, that's cool. 1:56:56.560 --> 1:56:57.040 That's cool. 1:56:57.440 --> 1:56:59.240 That's cool. But that's that's cool. 1:56:59.280 --> 1:57:00.200 But but up? 1:57:00.360 --> 1:57:03.760 But when I really knew a few years back during 1:57:03.800 --> 1:57:06.800 the COVID that I couldn't stop doing music, no matter 1:57:06.880 --> 1:57:09.760 how hard it was, it's because they have to listen 1:57:09.840 --> 1:57:11.560 to what I have to say, because I have to say. 1:57:11.520 --> 1:57:14.680 Certain things from where I come from that the kids need. 1:57:14.960 --> 1:57:18.200 They need to hear that because if they don't, nobody 1:57:18.240 --> 1:57:21.720 would tell them. And I knew That's what I knew 1:57:22.160 --> 1:57:24.520 that I had to do the music. I don't care 1:57:24.560 --> 1:57:27.240 about the music. Fuck these people, You think I give 1:57:27.240 --> 1:57:29.440 a funk about shaking my fat Puerto Rican good person 1:57:29.560 --> 1:57:32.520 on stage for this neggative. You really think about you 1:57:32.600 --> 1:57:34.840 think what you really think, but you really think, but 1:57:35.000 --> 1:57:40.400 you really think what you really but you really, you're 1:57:40.400 --> 1:57:41.680 really you really. 1:57:41.560 --> 1:57:42.080 Think I care? 1:57:43.000 --> 1:57:45.960 You really think I care? You really think, you really 1:57:46.040 --> 1:57:48.920 think you're thinking, you really think got my grown age? 1:57:49.240 --> 1:57:51.680 You really think at my grown age that I'm pressed 1:57:51.720 --> 1:57:52.920 for that you really think that? 1:57:53.440 --> 1:57:57.440 Or you really or do you really understand the fact 1:57:57.560 --> 1:58:01.000 that I was touched by my aunts? Serious and the 1:58:01.080 --> 1:58:03.720 way I write, the way I write, the way I 1:58:03.880 --> 1:58:06.280 pin Things that nobody heard that I wrote four or 1:58:06.280 --> 1:58:08.480 five years ago, that's timeless. Like Extra Leveo. 1:58:08.840 --> 1:58:11.600 You're talking about Mark Anthony, Mark Condy, ain't nobody to 1:58:11.720 --> 1:58:15.720 extor level. Extra Leveo is like seventy It's like fifty 1:58:15.800 --> 1:58:18.560 years compared to that, compared to the twenty five years. 1:58:18.760 --> 1:58:21.360 This ain't no, This ain't This ain't no. You can't 1:58:21.400 --> 1:58:23.480 compare the two. Do you understand what I'm saying? So 1:58:23.680 --> 1:58:28.120 things that I wrote doing COVID that I can't listen to. 1:58:28.400 --> 1:58:31.280 I cry when I listened to certain on my songs Campesino, 1:58:32.360 --> 1:58:35.000 It's so detailed. I'm a fucking Campesina. I'm supposed to 1:58:35.040 --> 1:58:38.400 be nobody, my nigga. I'm supposed to be nothing. I'm 1:58:38.440 --> 1:58:40.800 supposed to be I'm supposed to be a fat bitch, 1:58:41.120 --> 1:58:43.480 goddamn growing veget to us in the fucking country in 1:58:43.520 --> 1:58:47.400 Puerto Rico. I'm not supposed to be who I am. 1:58:48.280 --> 1:58:49.960 I'm not supposed to be who I am. I'm supposed 1:58:50.000 --> 1:58:52.720 to be living happy with my husband. We both fied 1:58:52.840 --> 1:58:55.680 a thousand pounds with the babies. They're all five hundred, 1:58:55.680 --> 1:58:56.560 six hundred punds. 1:58:58.720 --> 1:58:59.760 Making the port. 1:59:01.720 --> 1:59:02.040 To be that. 1:59:02.160 --> 1:59:04.040 And I was cool with being that, And that's why 1:59:04.040 --> 1:59:06.600 I'm still cool. I'm still cool with with being that. 1:59:07.120 --> 1:59:07.640 But I have to. 1:59:08.720 --> 1:59:10.360 I have a job to do. The job is to 1:59:10.680 --> 1:59:13.600 let people hear the kids, because you know what I 1:59:13.680 --> 1:59:15.800 got to say. What I got to say is very important, 1:59:16.120 --> 1:59:18.480 you know why, because I cried a lot of nights. 1:59:19.200 --> 1:59:21.640 I cried a lot of nights to get what I got. 1:59:22.520 --> 1:59:27.080 We're so glad. I'm so glad. You's glad, You're here. 1:59:29.080 --> 1:59:32.520 To something. This is something that we've never seen in 1:59:32.600 --> 1:59:35.640 hip hop and music business. Right now. Black China is 1:59:35.760 --> 1:59:40.400 like being the total opposite of what she was supposed 1:59:40.400 --> 1:59:40.520 to be. 1:59:40.920 --> 1:59:43.440 She deserves that, and I believe she deserves that. 1:59:43.720 --> 1:59:45.320 See why she's she. 1:59:46.560 --> 1:59:48.200 Can, I tell you, and I'm glad, and I'm glad. 1:59:48.240 --> 1:59:51.800 I'm glad. That's a man, you see that because I 1:59:51.840 --> 1:59:52.600 could see bullshit. 1:59:52.840 --> 1:59:55.560 You're a man, you can whether that. 1:59:55.600 --> 1:59:58.640 Again, I'm glad that a man could see that, because 1:59:59.640 --> 2:00:02.520 black China or a girl like me, we didn't have 2:00:02.600 --> 2:00:05.880 the opportunity to really love who we were and what 2:00:06.040 --> 2:00:08.640 we looked like, because we. 2:00:08.680 --> 2:00:11.520 Didn't have the mother to teach her that, the fathers 2:00:11.600 --> 2:00:12.040 or anybody. 2:00:12.120 --> 2:00:13.080 Now kis Jamie. 2:00:14.560 --> 2:00:19.240 So she deserves to go back and fix ourselves. That's 2:00:19.720 --> 2:00:20.640 that's the least she could do. 2:00:21.040 --> 2:00:23.720 That's real. I like that that she took out all 2:00:23.800 --> 2:00:27.360 of this, all of that. She's even the nails. 2:00:27.440 --> 2:00:29.840 She's like, no, I don't wear that. I haven't wear 2:00:29.920 --> 2:00:32.600 nails in so long. I don't know none of that. 2:00:32.800 --> 2:00:33.600 Like that's so weird. 2:00:33.720 --> 2:00:34.040 Crazy. 2:00:34.600 --> 2:00:36.480 I have to come in here looking good is my job. 2:00:36.520 --> 2:00:38.800 I have to get my hair done, get my makeup now. 2:00:38.880 --> 2:00:40.840 But when I'm at home, I mean yoga pants. 2:00:40.920 --> 2:00:43.960 You don't have avery said if I was a woman. 2:00:44.720 --> 2:00:47.680 If I was a woman, I step out every day 2:00:48.040 --> 2:00:50.480 with no makeup, nothing, because I. 2:00:50.600 --> 2:00:54.000 Know whoever hollered at me like it for you, Like 2:00:54.120 --> 2:00:57.320 that's why you're not a woman there, you would need 2:00:57.440 --> 2:00:58.600 makeup if you was a woman. 2:01:00.160 --> 2:01:00.800 Yeah, y'all. 2:01:01.080 --> 2:01:06.120 Ship you want the guy to like you for you? 2:01:06.400 --> 2:01:09.920 Right too? Is chipping out with no make up? This 2:01:10.040 --> 2:01:10.200 and that? 2:01:10.520 --> 2:01:13.840 Because I know whoever hollered at me, No, you know 2:01:13.960 --> 2:01:16.560 what he's right, was a woman. I hate agreeing with you, 2:01:16.680 --> 2:01:19.080 and you know that I hate. I don't want to 2:01:19.120 --> 2:01:21.160 agree with you, but you. But it's kind of would 2:01:21.200 --> 2:01:23.760 be the point. So when you do that, it's kind 2:01:23.800 --> 2:01:24.120 of right. 2:01:24.320 --> 2:01:28.520 And you do all this other stuff you are writing 2:01:28.640 --> 2:01:31.680 guys that just want to smash. 2:01:31.960 --> 2:01:36.680 You're kind of right. Why is there don't want to 2:01:37.040 --> 2:01:39.040 They're not thinking long term with you to just. 2:01:39.080 --> 2:01:41.000 Think okay, but why should you? But why do you 2:01:41.080 --> 2:01:42.240 feel like we're doing for y'all? 2:01:43.640 --> 2:01:47.360 I don't feel that. Just what sexist conversation. I'm out 2:01:47.400 --> 2:01:50.080 of it. I'm just witnessing iron that's got. 2:01:50.080 --> 2:01:52.600 Fifty one, Savage fifty one. 2:01:52.560 --> 2:01:53.280 Savage. 2:01:57.280 --> 2:02:00.880 Show show y'all, I show y'all, I show you, show 2:02:00.920 --> 2:02:03.840 your chest, I d show your aar P card fifty one. 2:02:09.560 --> 2:02:11.920 Can you do something? We go places like give us 2:02:11.920 --> 2:02:12.360 an idea? 2:02:13.200 --> 2:02:14.080 But no. 2:02:14.800 --> 2:02:17.840 Yeah, when they asked me, I put my shirt down 2:02:18.240 --> 2:02:22.520 and they go like, I'm so sorry, I'm being disrespect. 2:02:23.560 --> 2:02:26.040 But that was always my thing because the way, you're 2:02:26.040 --> 2:02:27.840 the only person I know what nappy chest here. 2:02:29.200 --> 2:02:30.200 I think everybody got. 2:02:34.120 --> 2:02:34.560 As Carol. 2:02:34.760 --> 2:02:38.200 But listen, you can't let's you don't have the ones 2:02:38.240 --> 2:02:39.920 that he do. He goes, he got through with it 2:02:40.040 --> 2:02:40.480 with a favor. 2:02:40.680 --> 2:02:41.280 I'm confused. 2:02:41.320 --> 2:02:43.800 I ain't gonna lie because you're a Puerto Rican princess. 2:02:44.520 --> 2:02:52.840 You know you can't do ain't on you. You can't 2:02:52.880 --> 2:02:56.280 do hair. Listen to me the other day, my. 2:03:00.640 --> 2:03:06.600 Carolyn, I said, wait a minute, listen. I love her more. 2:03:06.720 --> 2:03:10.400 I'm sorry more what she said I can't do here, 2:03:11.400 --> 2:03:13.920 So I don't do it's a little It's like. 2:03:16.680 --> 2:03:18.840 Listen, I respect listen, I respect her. 2:03:24.360 --> 2:03:25.120 That's so chill. 2:03:25.400 --> 2:03:31.440 So look here's the thing fifty one ude. But listen, 2:03:31.800 --> 2:03:35.960 remember I've never I've never got golden shower on. I 2:03:36.080 --> 2:03:36.960 do all the shower. 2:03:41.040 --> 2:03:41.200 Yes. 2:03:41.440 --> 2:03:45.120 So if you're gonna piss on somebody, she said, doesn't 2:03:45.360 --> 2:03:47.280 matter if they're hairy. 2:03:47.200 --> 2:03:51.760 Or not, you're the one going up, well I will. 2:03:52.160 --> 2:03:55.600 I will only pee on a lady and my bitches 2:03:55.600 --> 2:03:56.080 get waxed. 2:03:56.080 --> 2:03:59.760 What if she's Harriet? No, you want to wax before. 2:03:59.520 --> 2:04:01.920 You peek to see that? I need you want to 2:04:03.120 --> 2:04:05.280 I need to see. I need to see the inside. 2:04:05.520 --> 2:04:07.920 But you see what we got here on us ship? 2:04:07.960 --> 2:04:09.160 Don't get it our poores? 2:04:09.640 --> 2:04:10.840 So you want to me? 2:04:11.160 --> 2:04:13.520 Okay, hold on time, let me ask one question. So 2:04:13.640 --> 2:04:14.080 how does this? 2:04:14.240 --> 2:04:16.120 I'm sorry, I don't know how to sh I'm trying 2:04:16.160 --> 2:04:18.040 to learn, so educate. 2:04:18.240 --> 2:04:20.000 If only ladies, only ladies? 2:04:20.040 --> 2:04:22.080 Well, first of all, look, I've only been married for 2:04:22.120 --> 2:04:24.560 a short time, so I haven't had a three somewhere 2:04:24.600 --> 2:04:26.920 my husband yet. Oh ship, I can't wait too, And 2:04:27.000 --> 2:04:29.000 I haven't had sex. I haven't had sex with a 2:04:29.080 --> 2:04:31.120 lady since i've been with Ballistic. 2:04:30.800 --> 2:04:33.520 Right one, two, three? 2:04:36.080 --> 2:04:44.920 I don't want to from well, I can't cheat. I 2:04:44.960 --> 2:04:47.120 can't cheat right because I love him. I love him dearly, so. 2:04:47.160 --> 2:04:50.840 I can't cheat. No, I will bring her home. I 2:04:50.880 --> 2:04:51.400 will bring her. 2:04:51.640 --> 2:04:53.920 Listen, let me let's let let let me get this right. 2:04:54.000 --> 2:04:56.360 If I get he get you. 2:04:56.360 --> 2:05:00.080 Know what I'm saying. But but here's the thing, this 2:05:00.120 --> 2:05:00.800 is what I'm trying. 2:05:00.600 --> 2:05:00.880 To tell you. 2:05:01.160 --> 2:05:04.440 We haven't found, we haven't eat. Well, here's here's what 2:05:04.560 --> 2:05:07.960 we always talked about. We always talked about eating out 2:05:08.000 --> 2:05:08.520 of the country. 2:05:09.560 --> 2:05:15.080 See, I'm sorry to get her, Yeah, you eat talking 2:05:15.160 --> 2:05:23.200 about food together. We got to everybody eats take too far. 2:05:23.600 --> 2:05:24.400 So we talked about that. 2:05:24.560 --> 2:05:29.040 But if the times that I have done golden shower, 2:05:29.040 --> 2:05:31.560 you know what I'm saying, I'm never gonna really no 2:05:31.640 --> 2:05:32.560 bitch without paying her. 2:05:33.400 --> 2:05:34.800 I ain't gonna never. I ain't gonna never. 2:05:34.960 --> 2:05:37.160 Like I'm not like, I'm not gonna ever have a 2:05:37.240 --> 2:05:39.320 lady in my bed without giving her some money. 2:05:39.360 --> 2:05:43.320 At the end, I'm not listen, I'm not I'm. 2:05:42.920 --> 2:05:43.960 Not gonna ever do that. 2:05:44.400 --> 2:05:49.000 Creaking Yeah, I'm the biggest stricken, Like, okay, that's all. 2:05:49.040 --> 2:05:51.200 I want to take a ricken. If you got it, yeah, 2:05:52.320 --> 2:05:54.040 if you got it. Respect. 2:05:59.720 --> 2:06:02.280 I have to stop taking this. Don't get no, no, 2:06:02.400 --> 2:06:03.480 I stopped taking it all. 2:06:03.480 --> 2:06:06.240 Right, don't got And we got more ages forty yeah, yeah, yeah, 2:06:06.280 --> 2:06:08.560 yeah yeah, give us some more ages. Made no more shots. 2:06:10.120 --> 2:06:14.920 You know, we got fifty one savage going old people. 2:06:15.040 --> 2:06:16.920 You know we old. I'm old. 2:06:17.320 --> 2:06:18.320 I got forty dollars. 2:06:20.400 --> 2:06:23.840 What could I get for forty dollars, that's a question. 2:06:24.000 --> 2:06:29.920 Okay, dollars. You can go to show, you can get 2:06:29.920 --> 2:06:32.360 a lot, you can get a golden shopper, you can 2:06:32.440 --> 2:06:35.160 go to you could go to a what's the name 2:06:35.200 --> 2:06:37.160 of that trick verre for eight thirty six. 2:06:37.760 --> 2:06:40.640 Pu's here said, booby trapped booby track, gonna get you 2:06:40.680 --> 2:06:40.960 fined with. 2:06:40.960 --> 2:06:42.760 That booby trapp don't get you far with that. 2:06:42.880 --> 2:06:45.240 Ship forty booby track, don't you. 2:06:45.440 --> 2:06:46.040 I ain't going there. 2:06:46.680 --> 2:06:47.320 I ain't going there. 2:06:47.960 --> 2:06:49.920 No, they're not talking booby trap on the river. She 2:06:50.040 --> 2:06:51.080 might be talking about. 2:06:51.960 --> 2:06:53.400 Little trap twenty four. 2:06:55.280 --> 2:06:57.080 Booby trapped on the river, gonna get you fined with 2:06:57.160 --> 2:06:58.880 that forty. But I listen, let me tell you something. 2:06:59.320 --> 2:07:03.520 Let me tell you, Let me tell you siying. 2:07:05.120 --> 2:07:06.680 Hold on, guys, I gotta go. 2:07:07.160 --> 2:07:07.680 I gotta go. 2:07:07.880 --> 2:07:14.440 Guys, if you listen like a lady like me, a 2:07:14.600 --> 2:07:17.920 lady like me, I'm gonna spoil the ladies right. So 2:07:17.960 --> 2:07:20.280 I'm gonna take you out of the country. I'm gonna 2:07:20.320 --> 2:07:21.640 let your shop. I'm gonna get you some money. All 2:07:21.680 --> 2:07:23.120 I always you you ain't got no money. I'm gonna 2:07:23.120 --> 2:07:25.480 say you five hundred thousand and fifteen two thousand whatever 2:07:25.880 --> 2:07:28.880 I can move around that day, because you know, I'm 2:07:28.960 --> 2:07:31.120 never broke. But it's it's always about moving money the 2:07:31.200 --> 2:07:33.040 right way. So I'm like, you know you you might 2:07:33.080 --> 2:07:34.520 have to wait a few days, but I'm gonna always 2:07:34.520 --> 2:07:35.560 look out for the ladies. 2:07:35.640 --> 2:07:36.200 If I have. 2:07:36.280 --> 2:07:40.680 Any thought of getting you there or anything, I'm gonna 2:07:40.680 --> 2:07:42.160 always be nice to make sure you straight. You know 2:07:42.160 --> 2:07:43.640 what I'm saying. Because I'm a lady, I will want 2:07:43.640 --> 2:07:45.600 to be treated like that. That's the only reason why 2:07:45.760 --> 2:07:48.600 I do it. No, I would want to be treated 2:07:48.680 --> 2:07:49.720 like that by my husband. 2:07:51.400 --> 2:07:53.240 You treat the ladies like that if they don't have 2:07:54.080 --> 2:07:54.560 I don't. 2:07:54.360 --> 2:07:54.720 Care if they do. 2:07:54.840 --> 2:07:55.920 I don't care if they don't have it or not. 2:07:56.000 --> 2:07:58.480 I'm still doing what I'm doing. And and no bitch 2:07:58.640 --> 2:08:01.120 is like gifts. You don't have to be what you 2:08:01.240 --> 2:08:04.800 got like you like Why wouldn't you give a lady 2:08:04.800 --> 2:08:06.600 a gift because you think she's rich or wealthy? 2:08:06.720 --> 2:08:07.920 Like crazy? 2:08:08.080 --> 2:08:10.040 Yeah, not just flowers. You gotta give us some money. 2:08:10.080 --> 2:08:10.600 We want money. 2:08:10.880 --> 2:08:14.320 All that staying you be on and off you. 2:08:14.640 --> 2:08:15.920 I don't like you charming. 2:08:15.960 --> 2:08:26.880 In my mind I could see what did you say? 2:08:26.960 --> 2:08:32.240 Sound he said? I said in my mind like ten 2:08:32.360 --> 2:08:37.560 women pissed on the style that. 2:08:41.200 --> 2:08:42.040 Shirt he bring? 2:08:43.480 --> 2:08:46.480 You know, guy, why you is so red? 2:08:48.520 --> 2:08:50.040 I want to I want to put in no other 2:08:50.080 --> 2:08:51.480 guy but Ballistic if he lets me. 2:08:52.480 --> 2:08:53.480 But you don't letistic. 2:08:53.640 --> 2:08:56.440 You better relaxter do it my friend. 2:08:56.520 --> 2:08:58.280 He don't let me do it, but he paid on 2:08:58.360 --> 2:08:58.680 me before. 2:08:58.720 --> 2:09:01.760 In the shower, I got to use the bathroom back. 2:09:04.800 --> 2:09:06.000 I'm gonna use the bathroom right now. 2:09:07.480 --> 2:09:12.280 I was holding my shat too. Oh yeah. 2:09:12.600 --> 2:09:16.800 Have you have you ever seen golden away? Have you 2:09:16.880 --> 2:09:19.920 ever seen golden shower toilet porn? 2:09:20.960 --> 2:09:23.160 No, that's not the category. 2:09:24.440 --> 2:09:28.000 Okay, all right, wait till freak. She goes something to 2:09:28.040 --> 2:09:29.920 look at my friend diego. Do you see his face? 2:09:30.040 --> 2:09:31.920 He look look appalled here. 2:09:33.560 --> 2:09:35.880 Your wife face, your wife faste on your face? You 2:09:36.000 --> 2:09:36.879 got those eyes. 2:09:38.240 --> 2:09:44.040 Looking face. He goes to Columbia. He goes to Columbia. 2:09:44.280 --> 2:09:50.480 Time of freaking ship. My god, if you talk to me, 2:09:50.600 --> 2:09:51.960 talk to me for my dad, because I say, I 2:09:52.040 --> 2:09:52.960 know what you're doing, Columbia. 2:09:58.320 --> 2:09:59.160 Yes, we all know. 2:09:59.400 --> 2:10:01.640 He goes becau col on me ambitions and stepping on 2:10:01.720 --> 2:10:02.040 your face. 2:10:02.080 --> 2:10:06.120 What they asked they're doing? You know, hey, they're doing 2:10:06.280 --> 2:10:08.960 They're doing face, They're doing face mothering on your ass. 2:10:09.000 --> 2:10:15.880 And Columbia, I know, did you guys hear that face mothering? 2:10:16.600 --> 2:10:17.000 Hold up? 2:10:18.680 --> 2:10:21.280 Did you say face mother? I don't know what that means. 2:10:21.320 --> 2:10:23.040 I don't know what that never. 2:10:23.000 --> 2:10:23.879 Heard it smothering. 2:10:24.120 --> 2:10:32.120 Please explain what's to ask you? To ask you to 2:10:32.840 --> 2:10:33.200 ask you. 2:10:34.680 --> 2:10:36.480 Come on this side and take some push yourself the 2:10:36.520 --> 2:10:37.000 table for me. 2:10:39.040 --> 2:10:43.839 All right, cool, we're here together. What is what's face mothering? 2:10:44.600 --> 2:10:46.640 So you so you never had a big old you 2:10:46.720 --> 2:10:49.080 never had a big old Haitian, good fat black, big 2:10:49.160 --> 2:10:50.840 old asshole smother your face? 2:10:51.640 --> 2:10:53.400 My face is your face, nigga? 2:10:54.560 --> 2:10:56.160 Listen, I don't even got pimples. 2:10:56.240 --> 2:10:56.400 Man. 2:10:56.560 --> 2:10:57.880 You know what I like? 2:10:58.120 --> 2:10:59.720 You can tell there ain't nobody. 2:11:00.800 --> 2:11:08.440 Yeah, young, Yeah, you didn't start you out because it's 2:11:08.520 --> 2:11:13.160 like what what so you would not want a beautiful 2:11:13.480 --> 2:11:19.200 black or white or Spanish, beautiful smelling good ass in 2:11:19.280 --> 2:11:23.920 your face, a woman's. 2:11:23.640 --> 2:11:25.600 Ass, lisaid Lisa, I. 2:11:29.480 --> 2:11:35.840 I what's you know again? 2:11:36.200 --> 2:11:36.240 Ed? 2:11:37.320 --> 2:11:41.280 Who are these people? Can you teach that? 2:11:41.360 --> 2:11:41.640 Baby? 2:11:41.840 --> 2:11:42.280 I help you? 2:11:43.120 --> 2:11:43.880 You know what he said? 2:11:44.200 --> 2:11:45.520 Why something? 2:11:45.640 --> 2:11:53.280 Eddie the ass eater? They're not leaving life, Eddie, your heart? 2:12:01.120 --> 2:12:07.120 But you got the all. You're taller than him. 2:12:07.360 --> 2:12:15.320 Yeah, hold on, no, no, I'm wanting to get it 2:12:15.360 --> 2:12:18.600 on on camera. I want everything camera, That's why. But listen, 2:12:19.120 --> 2:12:23.240 first of all, yest of all, Yeah, but listen, you're 2:12:23.320 --> 2:12:25.960 taller than him. Yeah, so he definitely feels like the 2:12:26.080 --> 2:12:29.400 little Yeah, you know what I'm saying, don't call my 2:12:29.520 --> 2:12:33.320 friend that, don't come my friend. And you know what 2:12:33.440 --> 2:12:36.240 he's saying. He said, that's what he said. 2:12:36.280 --> 2:12:39.920 He said he would definitely let you peel on him. 2:12:40.040 --> 2:12:41.600 And I said, I can't know. 2:12:41.760 --> 2:12:43.560 If I wasn't married, I would, I would be. 2:12:43.600 --> 2:12:47.120 All for it. And I said, I said, that's my friend. 2:12:47.720 --> 2:12:49.600 I said, that's my friend. I can't let allow this 2:12:49.760 --> 2:12:52.400 to happen. It's conversation, I checked, because that's. 2:12:52.320 --> 2:12:54.920 That's if I wasn't married, I would lie your niggas up. 2:12:56.720 --> 2:12:58.880 How much money, how much money you. 2:13:00.400 --> 2:13:01.840 Look, how much money you got. 2:13:03.800 --> 2:13:08.720 It's a joke, relaxed, but look, there's nothing wrong conversating 2:13:08.760 --> 2:13:09.280 about sex. 2:13:09.320 --> 2:13:12.320 It's a beautiful that And I'm not I'm not one 2:13:12.360 --> 2:13:12.800 of those girls. 2:13:12.840 --> 2:13:15.200 I get uncomfortable because you remember, you got to remember 2:13:15.280 --> 2:13:18.040 when I used to be a stripper, exotic dancer and 2:13:18.240 --> 2:13:21.000 entertaining to break the guys. Well, I have to, like listen, 2:13:21.120 --> 2:13:22.880 the guys were coming in there, paying us to have 2:13:22.960 --> 2:13:24.560 a good time. They want to laugh, they want to 2:13:24.600 --> 2:13:26.880 have fun. It's not sexual. I'm talking to you, I'm 2:13:26.920 --> 2:13:29.160 talking to you all all many the rooman it's only 2:13:29.200 --> 2:13:31.160 one other lady, which she said, bartender shout out to her. 2:13:31.240 --> 2:13:32.640 She's great, she is awesome. 2:13:36.640 --> 2:13:40.080 Jamie, Jamie, Jamie and I, I like she could deal. 2:13:40.840 --> 2:13:43.040 No other ladies in here but Jamie and I. Right, 2:13:43.440 --> 2:13:47.400 So you know, she has a strong positive energy where 2:13:47.400 --> 2:13:49.960 it's like comfortable, like just because we're talking about a 2:13:50.040 --> 2:13:52.240 little golden shower and a little sex and a little 2:13:52.240 --> 2:13:54.240 that I'm not gonna get uncomfortable like I did that 2:13:54.360 --> 2:13:56.800 my whole life. My first career was to entertain people 2:13:56.880 --> 2:14:00.440 at row Legs and Coco's and Onyx and our So 2:14:00.560 --> 2:14:02.160 it's like I've been around you. 2:14:02.200 --> 2:14:03.680 Used to charge to peel somebody. 2:14:03.960 --> 2:14:05.200 Well, can I tell you something? 2:14:05.720 --> 2:14:10.440 I give us a name, I tell you, I tell 2:14:10.480 --> 2:14:12.680 you the truth. I tell you the truth and only 2:14:12.760 --> 2:14:14.840 the truth. When I used to be a stripper, I 2:14:15.080 --> 2:14:18.160 never was so open as I am now. So I 2:14:18.280 --> 2:14:20.560 knew nothing about that. Then I kind of learned. I 2:14:20.680 --> 2:14:22.920 kind of learned, like doing the other things, the bigger things, 2:14:23.040 --> 2:14:25.800 like after I stopped dancing, because you gotta remember I dance. 2:14:25.840 --> 2:14:28.200 I stopped dancing when I was twenty four. Remember, I 2:14:28.240 --> 2:14:30.800 started doing love and hip hop. I met Stevie. When 2:14:30.800 --> 2:14:32.680 I was twenty three. He made me introduce me to 2:14:33.040 --> 2:14:34.640 Mona because I was looking for a way out. I 2:14:34.760 --> 2:14:35.800 was managing the young girl. 2:14:35.960 --> 2:14:37.840 So you wasn't a pier as a tripper. 2:14:37.920 --> 2:14:40.120 No, because because because you know why, if I was, 2:14:40.200 --> 2:14:40.760 I would. 2:14:40.720 --> 2:14:42.480 If I was, I would have made so much money. 2:14:43.000 --> 2:14:44.840 I would have been like, yeah, niggas, line the fuck 2:14:44.960 --> 2:14:46.920 up everybody. But it would have been, but it would 2:14:46.920 --> 2:14:48.520 have been, but it would have been a million dollars 2:14:48.560 --> 2:14:49.480 a piece entrance fee. 2:14:49.480 --> 2:14:52.480 Thom Eddie, you out, you out. 2:14:52.680 --> 2:14:56.560 Don't play now now Eddie. Now Edie would have wanted 2:14:56.560 --> 2:14:58.280 to go husted. I wanted to come get somebody's peace, 2:14:58.280 --> 2:14:58.920 stopped playing like. 2:15:03.920 --> 2:15:04.960 And you know what. 2:15:07.360 --> 2:15:09.240 One thing I know about the peeing. The thing is, 2:15:09.400 --> 2:15:12.120 what are we still on? P yes cheek in the morning. 2:15:12.120 --> 2:15:13.640 You guys love it in. 2:15:13.640 --> 2:15:16.720 The morning, that first morning pissons so yellow and so 2:15:17.240 --> 2:15:18.200 you can. 2:15:18.520 --> 2:15:19.200 Drinks and water. 2:15:21.000 --> 2:15:24.640 You gotta get it. He's very curious. You gotta let 2:15:24.720 --> 2:15:27.480 a discount on the early boy. 2:15:28.040 --> 2:15:30.840 Let me ask you. I believe on Zeus as well. 2:15:31.320 --> 2:15:35.120 He he needs a Let me ask you, I believe 2:15:35.120 --> 2:15:40.600 they on Zeus as well. Right, blue face, and what's 2:15:40.640 --> 2:15:42.880 her names on. 2:15:44.400 --> 2:15:47.040 I think, all right, what do you what do you 2:15:47.160 --> 2:15:47.360 think of? 2:15:47.480 --> 2:15:48.480 What do you think about them? 2:15:49.880 --> 2:15:53.200 Listen, everybody goes through things, everybody has problems. 2:15:53.840 --> 2:15:54.840 You're going live right now. 2:15:54.920 --> 2:16:00.200 I don't mind, no, no, no touch up. I just 2:16:00.200 --> 2:16:01.760 feeling myself and I won't even put it on this. 2:16:02.200 --> 2:16:07.000 Okay, cool, you know, yeah, yeah. 2:16:07.240 --> 2:16:08.800 I've been here for three hours the first video. I 2:16:08.880 --> 2:16:11.360 do you want to know? I would never to death. 2:16:11.400 --> 2:16:12.400 I would never do you like that? 2:16:12.480 --> 2:16:13.280 And we're scared of death. 2:16:13.400 --> 2:16:16.600 But how do you feel about Blue facing Christians? Because 2:16:16.600 --> 2:16:18.400 they like the new Bobby. I feel like they love 2:16:18.440 --> 2:16:18.760 each other. 2:16:19.360 --> 2:16:22.320 I think so too. Let's love right, I feel. 2:16:22.200 --> 2:16:25.000 No, he asked me how I feel. I don't know. 2:16:25.160 --> 2:16:26.720 I don't know what nobody's doing. 2:16:27.040 --> 2:16:28.840 I feel like they love each other, and I send 2:16:28.920 --> 2:16:31.920 the best energy that I can to them because I 2:16:32.120 --> 2:16:34.360 was I was their age before, and I've been through 2:16:34.400 --> 2:16:35.760 a lot, and I will not be the one to 2:16:35.840 --> 2:16:39.560 judge them, and hopefully they all they have a beautiful 2:16:39.600 --> 2:16:42.200 life and get money and maybe we. 2:16:42.240 --> 2:16:46.280 Could see them happily ever after. Because to me, when 2:16:46.320 --> 2:16:47.920 I look at them, I feel like they love each 2:16:47.959 --> 2:16:50.000 They're lost with each other, and they love each other, 2:16:50.480 --> 2:16:52.760 and I think they're gonna be a bite. I just 2:16:52.840 --> 2:16:55.320 feel like, you know, everybody go through things, and unfortunately 2:16:55.440 --> 2:16:57.960 this generation in the media is so much easier to 2:16:58.000 --> 2:16:59.560 go on your phone because it's like, like I said, 2:16:59.560 --> 2:17:01.360 I'm being here crying to you all the whole time 2:17:01.360 --> 2:17:02.640 I've been here. It's like therapy. 2:17:02.720 --> 2:17:04.800 So I feel like when they go online and show 2:17:04.840 --> 2:17:07.000 what's going on with their relationship is maybe it might 2:17:07.040 --> 2:17:09.400 be like therapy. Like who are we to say, hey, 2:17:09.440 --> 2:17:11.200 don't do that while you're showing your business out there 2:17:11.240 --> 2:17:13.560 and all of that. Fuck everybody, Like if that's their 2:17:13.720 --> 2:17:15.680 therapy for them to not kill each other or for 2:17:15.800 --> 2:17:18.040 them to not do anything weird to each other and 2:17:18.240 --> 2:17:19.959 just go in and show the world. 2:17:19.800 --> 2:17:21.520 That's just they live that life. So like they just 2:17:21.560 --> 2:17:24.000 gotta they gotta go out of that. And we we 2:17:24.120 --> 2:17:26.600 love it, We entertain us, we watch it, we see it, 2:17:26.760 --> 2:17:29.120 we laugh at it, we love it, we love their relationship. 2:17:29.200 --> 2:17:30.680 So I mean, what the fuck? Who am I to 2:17:30.840 --> 2:17:34.240 judge them? Like I'm gonna turn the other cheek. I'm 2:17:34.280 --> 2:17:35.560 like Jesus, because. 2:17:35.320 --> 2:17:37.120 I'm not I'm not I'm not here too, I'm not 2:17:37.240 --> 2:17:38.680 here to huh not. 2:17:38.800 --> 2:17:44.600 Jesus the King. What I'm saying, yeah, cheek, but I 2:17:44.720 --> 2:17:47.240 don't smart of the King turned on the cheeks many. 2:17:50.200 --> 2:17:53.280 Jesus Jesus, they turn all the cheek. 2:17:53.760 --> 2:17:54.160 I wish. 2:17:54.440 --> 2:17:57.400 I wish everybody's relation to get hit and turned the 2:17:57.440 --> 2:17:57.920 other cheek. 2:17:58.000 --> 2:17:59.960 I don't see. I thought it was marvel them. 2:18:01.120 --> 2:18:03.560 Listen. I've I've had to turn the other cheek a 2:18:03.600 --> 2:18:06.840 lot of times, but after getting hit. Well, no, I'm 2:18:06.840 --> 2:18:07.360 a bit a bit. 2:18:08.879 --> 2:18:11.120 But you asked yeah, well you asked me about a relationship. 2:18:11.160 --> 2:18:13.640 I just feel like they should, they should work it out. 2:18:13.680 --> 2:18:15.360 I like them, I actually like them together. 2:18:16.320 --> 2:18:20.320 It's definitely some artists that I wish that we're still here. 2:18:20.400 --> 2:18:23.000 Like I'm such a big fan of Michael Jackson. I swear, 2:18:23.080 --> 2:18:25.360 like I told, I tell my daughter and my husband. 2:18:25.400 --> 2:18:27.680 I'm like, I feel Mike inside of me, like I 2:18:27.879 --> 2:18:30.040 I like a lot of like inside of me, Like 2:18:30.160 --> 2:18:32.600 I see, like that's my homie. Like we're in this together, 2:18:32.720 --> 2:18:33.400 Like I love Mike. 2:18:33.640 --> 2:18:34.640 Who's your top five? 2:18:35.800 --> 2:18:48.440 Michael Jackson, Leela Downs Ector level, Lila Downs? I mean Kanda, yeah, Meinicana? 2:18:51.200 --> 2:18:52.560 You got three so level? 2:18:52.879 --> 2:18:53.560 Who foughted? 2:18:54.520 --> 2:18:54.960 Nobody? 2:18:55.560 --> 2:18:59.480 Somebody weed over there? That's the prove in guy's weed. Yeah, 2:19:01.040 --> 2:19:01.240 is that. 2:19:04.680 --> 2:19:07.000 Any to ask either? You know when he when his 2:19:07.160 --> 2:19:08.440 mouth opened up and you got with. 2:19:08.840 --> 2:19:13.720 The only one that's mouth part I got. I'm the 2:19:13.800 --> 2:19:14.800 only one that's my dookie. 2:19:15.000 --> 2:19:17.440 I agree, I got, I got, I got creed, I 2:19:17.480 --> 2:19:18.680 got greed, I got creed. 2:19:18.760 --> 2:19:28.400 I got that dookie that that's my fat. You can't remember. 2:19:28.440 --> 2:19:28.800 I feel. 2:19:29.200 --> 2:19:31.520 I feel to my my my nose and my throat 2:19:31.760 --> 2:19:33.520 every day when I do when I do a big 2:19:33.560 --> 2:19:35.840 crumb yoga, when I do this, I can I tell 2:19:35.840 --> 2:19:38.160 you I feel I know everything. 2:19:38.320 --> 2:19:39.280 Can I tell you about yoga? 2:19:39.440 --> 2:19:40.160 Can I tell you something? 2:19:40.200 --> 2:19:40.360 I have? 2:19:40.480 --> 2:19:42.680 Not a one time? Today, I'm fasting to seven o'clock. 2:19:42.680 --> 2:19:43.640 I can really eat at seven. 2:19:44.040 --> 2:19:44.960 You sell everything. 2:19:45.320 --> 2:19:47.959 I be fasting. I be fasting for two weeks. I've 2:19:47.959 --> 2:19:50.240 been doing Ramadan for two weeks. I eat at seven 2:19:50.320 --> 2:19:53.520 one time. So let me tell you something that my 2:19:53.640 --> 2:19:56.640 husband is. He's Africa. He's Africa. No, I don't practice 2:19:56.760 --> 2:20:00.240 for that, nigga. It's time because a top five. Yes, 2:20:00.520 --> 2:20:02.200 and I wanted to lose some weight and stuff like that. 2:20:02.360 --> 2:20:03.040 Only because of that. 2:20:03.640 --> 2:20:04.160 I like to eat. 2:20:04.160 --> 2:20:05.320 I'm practice that ship. 2:20:07.000 --> 2:20:07.320 Regular. 2:20:09.000 --> 2:20:10.920 It's supposed to be a month, but it's from you 2:20:11.040 --> 2:20:13.000 can't eat like I only eat when it sounds go 2:20:13.120 --> 2:20:15.680 down to like seventeen thirty, and then the rest of 2:20:15.720 --> 2:20:19.360 the day, I'm doing hot yoga like I have more 2:20:19.480 --> 2:20:22.280 energy than never before, and I still be smoking my 2:20:22.320 --> 2:20:24.200 shield and doing what I do like I ain't stopping that. 2:20:24.480 --> 2:20:27.520 But it isn't like very little like micro dosing. I'm 2:20:27.560 --> 2:20:31.920 like a micro doser. Whatever I do, it's going to 2:20:31.959 --> 2:20:35.680 be micro dos. Like hold on, micro Michael, except today 2:20:35.760 --> 2:20:40.360 you had me fucked up. Yeah, I said this at home. 2:20:40.840 --> 2:20:42.920 Got your top three already, right, we got your top three? 2:20:42.959 --> 2:20:45.039 We need to more. You got your top three? 2:20:45.120 --> 2:20:45.880 Who's who is it? 2:20:47.280 --> 2:20:48.000 Michael Jackson? 2:20:50.400 --> 2:20:58.480 To leave that downs and Michael Jackson, hold on, don't 2:20:58.520 --> 2:20:59.240 say mister. 2:21:00.600 --> 2:21:02.080 F a piss on his ass? 2:21:09.680 --> 2:21:10.119 Need nothing. 2:21:13.400 --> 2:21:15.480 And if this one takes you more than ten seconds, 2:21:15.560 --> 2:21:17.840 put yourself well. 2:21:18.360 --> 2:21:21.360 I wouldn't dare I have not done what they've done. 2:21:21.400 --> 2:21:23.640 I can't put me on the list with them. That 2:21:23.680 --> 2:21:24.840 would be very disrespectful. 2:21:24.879 --> 2:21:25.160 I don't know. 2:21:25.200 --> 2:21:29.320 It seems like you motivated and can't her finished. Yes, 2:21:29.600 --> 2:21:33.760 I am. We need that that fifth one it's do 2:21:34.000 --> 2:21:35.920 hip hop. No, you don't you don't tell her what 2:21:36.040 --> 2:21:36.240 to do. 2:21:37.280 --> 2:21:40.280 Well, I would have to say, Beyonce, Oh I like 2:21:40.440 --> 2:21:40.720 that one. 2:21:40.800 --> 2:21:41.480 That's a good one. 2:21:41.680 --> 2:21:42.039 I can't. 2:21:42.120 --> 2:21:43.800 I can't leave the queen now, that would be this 2:21:44.440 --> 2:21:46.800 like that to the music industry. 2:21:47.280 --> 2:21:51.840 Yes, and she's a queen and you're a princess, so 2:21:52.040 --> 2:21:52.560 it works. 2:21:52.760 --> 2:21:55.960 She's awesome, by the way, working her whole life. She 2:21:56.080 --> 2:21:56.720 was a fucking kid. 2:21:57.440 --> 2:21:57.840 By the way. 2:21:58.560 --> 2:22:01.280 All your people who took my footage of the Isley 2:22:01.360 --> 2:22:03.040 Brothers and try to make it seem like I was 2:22:03.120 --> 2:22:06.400 going at Beyonce, you fucking idiots. Yea, nobody believe y'all, 2:22:06.520 --> 2:22:09.600 you bozos. Ain't nobody going to be or to be 2:22:09.800 --> 2:22:13.360 high when I have a spade here every day and 2:22:13.600 --> 2:22:16.200 j is my man, I speak to him almost god 2:22:16.280 --> 2:22:19.879 damn every week, you bozos. I hated that every bows. 2:22:21.400 --> 2:22:24.800 I'm gonna tell y'all the media outlet, because this media 2:22:24.840 --> 2:22:25.800 outant is a bozo. 2:22:30.360 --> 2:22:31.840 We would never dis Beyonce. 2:22:32.000 --> 2:22:35.039 We would never just jay Z, never just Rock never, 2:22:35.680 --> 2:22:40.400 We all Rock Mason. We are all Fance bozos. And 2:22:40.480 --> 2:22:43.600 guess what nobody believed nobody. 2:22:44.000 --> 2:22:47.039 You know why nobody believed in because everybody well knows 2:22:47.200 --> 2:22:49.240 that she's one of the greatest, So you have so 2:22:49.320 --> 2:22:50.560 you have to put her in that call. 2:22:50.640 --> 2:22:51.720 As being one of the greatest. 2:22:51.720 --> 2:22:57.359 So I could not find five without a call Lila Downs, 2:22:57.760 --> 2:23:00.400 Michael Jackson, Nanasi. 2:23:00.160 --> 2:23:01.120 More and me. 2:23:03.520 --> 2:23:06.039 Be my life. 2:23:06.920 --> 2:23:10.640 That's not like my five that I know for a fact, 2:23:11.200 --> 2:23:13.440 in my heart and my soul, in the way I 2:23:13.520 --> 2:23:16.720 feel when I listen to them, in the work ethic, 2:23:17.480 --> 2:23:21.920 in the persistence, in the love and passion and just 2:23:22.720 --> 2:23:26.439 telling the truth or creating or performing. 2:23:27.560 --> 2:23:29.240 It's got to be damn God, damn. 2:23:29.600 --> 2:23:31.720 So is there anything that you regret? 2:23:31.800 --> 2:23:34.960 It like you regret that you could take back if 2:23:34.959 --> 2:23:37.000 you could take back anything in your life right now. 2:23:37.200 --> 2:23:37.520 Nothing. 2:23:38.120 --> 2:23:40.080 Oh that's rare, that's true. 2:23:40.879 --> 2:23:43.800 Nothing because you started from the mud, so you cannot 2:23:43.920 --> 2:23:44.600 take nothing. 2:23:44.440 --> 2:23:47.360 Back from the You know what, can I tell you why? Because, 2:23:48.600 --> 2:23:52.280 like I said during the COVID twenty nineteen, I discover 2:23:52.800 --> 2:23:56.280 that the kids and the people need to hear what 2:23:56.360 --> 2:24:01.360 I'm put on that paper and not when when I 2:24:01.480 --> 2:24:03.520 started in two thousand and nineteen, when I wrote this 2:24:03.640 --> 2:24:05.600 song at five in the morning, when everybody sleep, the 2:24:05.640 --> 2:24:07.880 whole world is sleep at five in the morning, the 2:24:07.920 --> 2:24:11.480 whole world, the whole world I hear the tree. 2:24:12.800 --> 2:24:16.480 Well doing I'm speaking, and I'm speaking doing COVID, doing COVID. 2:24:16.280 --> 2:24:19.280 When I know you, my sister, you're telling exactly. That's 2:24:19.280 --> 2:24:21.600 why he keeps saying this, That's exactly what I was 2:24:21.640 --> 2:24:22.080 doing everything. 2:24:22.680 --> 2:24:24.600 I didn't write a record you want, you want? 2:24:24.800 --> 2:24:28.200 Yeah, when everybody when when everybody sleep, my daughter's sleep, 2:24:28.720 --> 2:24:31.760 my husband's sleep, doing COVID is just I don't know. 2:24:31.879 --> 2:24:34.080 And mind you, I'm like a late sleeper. 2:24:34.160 --> 2:24:36.080 Like I was stripped my whole life before I did this, 2:24:36.280 --> 2:24:38.760 Like from seventeen to twenty three, I was a stripper 2:24:38.800 --> 2:24:41.240 and then from twenty three to now, I'm a fucking entertainer. 2:24:41.280 --> 2:24:42.760 It's the same shit I've been intertaining my whole life. 2:24:42.760 --> 2:24:45.480 I'm going to sleep, lads, I'm going to sleep later. 2:24:45.600 --> 2:24:49.400 So that's literally been my whole life. So when I 2:24:50.240 --> 2:24:53.000 you know, I don't listen to that song Campusino because 2:24:53.000 --> 2:24:55.680 he's literally every time I play, I cry. It's like 2:24:55.840 --> 2:24:58.000 it's something in me, like because of what I'm saying, 2:24:59.040 --> 2:25:01.080 Like I don't know, it's it's like that showed me 2:25:01.800 --> 2:25:04.040 that I'm not giving up with the music because the 2:25:04.120 --> 2:25:04.960 world needs to hear me. 2:25:05.040 --> 2:25:08.240 And the song is all Spanish. It's all Spanish because 2:25:08.240 --> 2:25:10.920 I do Spanglish. I do everything for the cabaret, which 2:25:11.000 --> 2:25:13.480 is in English, like do it like it should be day, 2:25:13.600 --> 2:25:14.840 or like Vegas or like I. 2:25:14.879 --> 2:25:16.880 Still one hundred million streams. 2:25:16.959 --> 2:25:18.320 Vegas got one hundred million streams. 2:25:18.440 --> 2:25:20.640 So the first one, the first one that I Twenty 2:25:20.879 --> 2:25:22.640 twenty two was the biggest year for me, Like I 2:25:22.879 --> 2:25:25.880 would have never thought like I've I've passed what I thought, 2:25:25.959 --> 2:25:29.040 like not really but like being humble, Like I could 2:25:29.080 --> 2:25:31.360 have been thinking one way and like work hard, but 2:25:31.440 --> 2:25:34.320 then the numbers don't lie right, so I could just 2:25:34.400 --> 2:25:37.160 be like be real positive, but me being positive and 2:25:37.320 --> 2:25:40.680 actually working towards the project and really believing and loving 2:25:40.760 --> 2:25:43.400 it right and really believing in me and believing that 2:25:43.480 --> 2:25:44.560 this is what I was born to do. 2:25:45.240 --> 2:25:47.039 Like the Birthday song, which is. 2:25:47.080 --> 2:25:52.200 Timeless, there's nothing compared to the Vegas song, which was 2:25:52.320 --> 2:25:52.920 my Season three. 2:25:53.080 --> 2:25:55.360 The Vegas song did so many much more. Now. 2:25:55.360 --> 2:25:58.240 I got ten million, eleven million views on a video 2:25:58.400 --> 2:26:01.320 on that song, one hundred mill. The strings on that song, 2:26:01.440 --> 2:26:03.520 I just got to check from being my I get 2:26:03.600 --> 2:26:04.160 them all the time. 2:26:05.160 --> 2:26:06.000 They're looking really good. 2:26:06.000 --> 2:26:07.560 They helped me out with my life my paying for 2:26:07.640 --> 2:26:12.400 my daughter school paper, for my life, for my career, say. 2:26:12.640 --> 2:26:16.880 On the right hand, one of the things that I 2:26:16.959 --> 2:26:17.240 need to do. 2:26:17.360 --> 2:26:20.879 But that song, But that song Campusino is so special 2:26:20.959 --> 2:26:24.120 to me because it's like at five o'clock when the 2:26:24.200 --> 2:26:27.119 whole world was sleep and we were on the shut down. 2:26:27.160 --> 2:26:29.760 I wrote it one morning. It was literally so fast, 2:26:29.959 --> 2:26:34.480 like ash I had, I had. 2:26:37.200 --> 2:26:45.480 Did you tweak the song? So so it's a hard name. 2:26:46.920 --> 2:26:51.279 What does it mean. I'm sitting here, I'm like, com. 2:26:52.480 --> 2:26:58.840 Yes, farmer, farmer that that's the definition for Campusino. It's 2:26:58.879 --> 2:26:59.279 a farmer. 2:26:59.680 --> 2:27:03.800 That's the that thank you, that's the definition of for Caparscina, 2:27:03.800 --> 2:27:06.640 I'm a I'm a fucking farmer. I'm a farmer, ass bitch. 2:27:07.360 --> 2:27:10.840 So I got really detailed, like you know, like just 2:27:11.240 --> 2:27:13.800 just it's like I just feel like like I can't 2:27:13.840 --> 2:27:16.200 hear the song with I crime no matter what I'm doing. 2:27:16.280 --> 2:27:18.640 It's like if something goes here, I choke. 2:27:19.440 --> 2:27:23.200 And that's when I knew, like my ancestors in my life, 2:27:23.280 --> 2:27:26.000 I was meant to be the biggest Latin superstar in 2:27:26.040 --> 2:27:29.200 the world. And just because it's gonna take people twenty 2:27:29.320 --> 2:27:32.040 years to see I'm okay, I could go twenty years. 2:27:32.120 --> 2:27:36.680 I've already I've already went thirteen. I'm that close. So 2:27:37.000 --> 2:27:38.160 I've already went thirteen. 2:27:39.480 --> 2:27:42.320 That was like the Greek when the Greeks break a glass. 2:27:43.760 --> 2:27:44.760 It is real shit. 2:27:45.080 --> 2:27:47.840 We well, Josh you, my sister. Let me just tell 2:27:47.840 --> 2:27:50.080 you something. Man, every time I've ever seen you, you've 2:27:50.120 --> 2:27:53.440 always been so pleasant. You always showed us, love, showed 2:27:53.480 --> 2:27:57.160 me and my wife love you and ballistic. I really 2:27:57.560 --> 2:28:00.920 enjoy your relationship. I really enjoy all together. I really 2:28:01.040 --> 2:28:02.960 enjoy you getting money. And I wanted to give you 2:28:03.120 --> 2:28:03.840 your flowers. 2:28:04.320 --> 2:28:06.240 I was so glad that you know this is this 2:28:06.360 --> 2:28:08.560 is not a trophy to me. It's not a trophy. 2:28:09.040 --> 2:28:13.000 Like this is going too I see and. 2:28:13.000 --> 2:28:16.400 I didn't even hear her say that this is a trophy. Yeah, 2:28:16.440 --> 2:28:18.640 this is like and I love, I love. I feel 2:28:18.680 --> 2:28:20.600 like it's one of the greatest. I feel like you're 2:28:20.600 --> 2:28:21.240 one of the greatest. 2:28:21.280 --> 2:28:24.760 But I want to give you not only your flowers literally, 2:28:24.840 --> 2:28:27.240 I also want to give it to you mentally because 2:28:27.320 --> 2:28:30.440 what you did as a person that's from the hood 2:28:30.560 --> 2:28:35.160 that come out and you, you know, change everything about 2:28:35.200 --> 2:28:35.800 your whole life. 2:28:35.840 --> 2:28:37.840 Can we talk about being black and Hispanic. 2:28:37.640 --> 2:28:39.600 Yeah, I'm finished. Let me I'm gonna send that to you, 2:28:39.680 --> 2:28:41.640 the last one of your flowers. But let me give 2:28:41.640 --> 2:28:43.680 your flowers. Let me give your flowers, like you know 2:28:43.840 --> 2:28:46.720 what what you did. And now I'm telling you I 2:28:46.840 --> 2:28:49.320 see every episode of Love and Hip Hop. I'm talking 2:28:49.320 --> 2:28:52.120 about every single episode. And it was a time before 2:28:52.160 --> 2:28:55.080 I even met you that I was just tune in. 2:28:55.160 --> 2:28:56.640 I was like, I want to see what she's gonna say. 2:28:56.840 --> 2:29:00.160 Oh she was, and I'm every week Monday night, eight 2:29:00.200 --> 2:29:03.560 o'clock whatever, it was, six o'clock whatever, and I would 2:29:03.560 --> 2:29:07.200 sit there and for me to see you go from 2:29:07.959 --> 2:29:11.600 where you were there to where you are now something 2:29:11.680 --> 2:29:14.400 that we have to salute. Every person in this room 2:29:14.920 --> 2:29:17.640 has to sit back and say, God damn it because 2:29:18.320 --> 2:29:21.840 that is the legendary thing, coming from nothing and making 2:29:21.920 --> 2:29:23.800 yourself not only something. 2:29:23.840 --> 2:29:25.040 But even more than that. 2:29:25.560 --> 2:29:27.640 And you have done that, everybody, and I. 2:29:27.680 --> 2:29:28.360 Want to salute you. 2:29:28.480 --> 2:29:34.000 I want to see, well we get we get ended up, 2:29:35.240 --> 2:29:38.120 like because I like this question that you just asked, 2:29:38.160 --> 2:29:40.960 and you said how difficult it is being black and 2:29:41.000 --> 2:29:44.360 Puerto Rican. Now I am literally black in Puerto Rican. 2:29:44.480 --> 2:29:48.400 I am, my mother is black, my father is Puerto 2:29:48.480 --> 2:29:52.280 Rican my mother kind of looked like back in the days. 2:29:52.640 --> 2:29:54.800 My mother kind of like Nicki Minaj and my father 2:29:55.440 --> 2:29:59.320 he love a shit sweeter God. I got a picture 2:29:59.360 --> 2:30:01.760 of him. I was like iteration when you was outside, 2:30:02.520 --> 2:30:06.200 like looking good and. 2:30:06.280 --> 2:30:09.760 They brought the star. Yes, that's what that's them Jeans 2:30:09.840 --> 2:30:10.120 do that. 2:30:10.360 --> 2:30:14.000 So how how is it being because you are black 2:30:14.040 --> 2:30:15.080 and Puerto Rican just like me? 2:30:15.360 --> 2:30:18.960 Like you are? So how is that easy? 2:30:19.080 --> 2:30:21.960 Let me tell you how I was born in Puerto Rico. 2:30:23.720 --> 2:30:27.560 My mother and my father both were born in Puerto Rico. 2:30:28.080 --> 2:30:30.920 My grandmother and my grandpa was born in Puerto Rico. 2:30:31.800 --> 2:30:33.400 Their grandparents was born in Puerto Rico. 2:30:33.600 --> 2:30:33.880 Wow. 2:30:34.680 --> 2:30:38.080 The other parents that come before the one, two, three, 2:30:38.160 --> 2:30:41.280 the third generation, they were born one in Spain and 2:30:41.360 --> 2:30:45.400 one in Africa, because that's where my mother's parents. 2:30:45.480 --> 2:30:47.520 One is white with green ice, the dad and the 2:30:48.040 --> 2:30:48.720 lady the mom. 2:30:48.840 --> 2:30:51.120 Her mom is from Spain. 2:30:52.640 --> 2:30:55.360 Well, her mom was from Africa. She was a black 2:30:55.520 --> 2:30:56.080 black woman. 2:30:56.360 --> 2:30:56.600 Wow. 2:30:56.920 --> 2:31:01.080 And it's difficult for me to sit down and talk 2:31:01.120 --> 2:31:06.040 to my friends and talk talk to African African American 2:31:06.120 --> 2:31:12.160 ladies that are that were born in America with African ancestry, 2:31:12.879 --> 2:31:15.680 because I always throw out the thing where I'm black 2:31:17.720 --> 2:31:19.120 and they look at me like, but you're not black, 2:31:19.120 --> 2:31:24.120 You're perto Rican. And I tell them, I'm like, you 2:31:24.320 --> 2:31:28.800 have to be well, no, you have to be very ignorant. No, no, 2:31:29.400 --> 2:31:34.040 people need to be no, no, no people. This is 2:31:34.200 --> 2:31:38.480 this is listen. I had an a in this class 2:31:38.520 --> 2:31:41.880 in college here that's gonna drive next month, and and 2:31:42.080 --> 2:31:43.520 the and the paper that I had to do was 2:31:43.800 --> 2:31:45.080 on a black. 2:31:46.520 --> 2:31:50.760 Hispanic that was one of Puerto Rico. I have to 2:31:50.879 --> 2:31:55.039 constantly remind people that no matter where you're born, when 2:31:55.080 --> 2:31:56.920 you walk in the room, they're gonna always remind you 2:31:57.000 --> 2:32:02.119 your color. I love it, and a lot of people 2:32:02.160 --> 2:32:02.800 always forget that. 2:32:02.879 --> 2:32:04.960 So I make a lot of black girls that are 2:32:05.640 --> 2:32:08.359 American black girls uncomfortable because. 2:32:08.080 --> 2:32:10.119 They feel like I'm not black. But I tell them, 2:32:10.160 --> 2:32:11.640 look at my skin color. 2:32:12.080 --> 2:32:15.200 And so my whole life I've had to fight for 2:32:15.320 --> 2:32:17.880 the With the white people, it's like fuck you, I 2:32:17.959 --> 2:32:20.199 know I'm black, And with the black people. 2:32:20.000 --> 2:32:23.120 It's like what are you saying, beef? What are you saying? Like? 2:32:24.480 --> 2:32:25.040 What are you saying? 2:32:25.080 --> 2:32:27.840 So when I went to college, I tell you something. 2:32:27.879 --> 2:32:30.000 When I went to college, I got into a fight 2:32:30.080 --> 2:32:33.680 that same messac day. I beat that bitch. She attacked 2:32:33.720 --> 2:32:38.680 me because I was speaking on facts. Facts are that 2:32:38.800 --> 2:32:40.800 when your color is your color, your color is your color. 2:32:40.920 --> 2:32:43.280 It don't matter what the fuck or where you were born. 2:32:43.840 --> 2:32:46.360 And so I've always feel like I always had to 2:32:46.400 --> 2:32:48.160 explain myself. It's like when I tell black girls that 2:32:48.160 --> 2:32:50.440 I'm black, they'd be like, I'm like, look at my 2:32:50.800 --> 2:32:52.760 forget where I was born at look at the color 2:32:52.800 --> 2:32:53.280 all my skin. 2:32:53.760 --> 2:32:54.280 Don't don't. 2:32:54.360 --> 2:32:56.040 Don't worry about where I was born. You was born. 2:32:56.080 --> 2:32:58.440 You was born here in America, and your mama or 2:32:58.520 --> 2:33:00.640 your ancestors was born in My. 2:33:00.720 --> 2:33:03.199 Ancestors was worrying as we relax. 2:33:03.560 --> 2:33:07.039 Okay, ain't no Christopher Columbus fucking found nothing that. 2:33:07.800 --> 2:33:09.920 Came from England. He don't know ship. He stole everything, 2:33:09.959 --> 2:33:13.040 Okay from the Indian donk. Please don't talk to me 2:33:13.400 --> 2:33:16.000 about none of that, none of that weird ship. Talk 2:33:16.080 --> 2:33:16.959 to me, like. 2:33:19.840 --> 2:33:25.320 Like, talk to me, talk to me when I walk 2:33:25.360 --> 2:33:27.520 in the room. I'm be happy that I'm proud to 2:33:27.560 --> 2:33:29.920 be black. I'm not proud to be black because I'm 2:33:29.920 --> 2:33:31.960 put a rigging and I have the perks special. Ain't 2:33:32.000 --> 2:33:33.119 no perks you're black? You're black. 2:33:33.840 --> 2:33:35.680 You're black, you're black. You don't have to have and 2:33:35.920 --> 2:33:36.200 I don't. 2:33:36.400 --> 2:33:38.680 And I don't feel like that about Spanish people that 2:33:38.760 --> 2:33:40.600 are lighter. I feel like that about Spanish people that 2:33:40.680 --> 2:33:43.640 are dark, because Spanish people that are lighter, nigga, you're white, 2:33:43.800 --> 2:33:45.160 you Spanish white person. 2:33:44.959 --> 2:33:49.720 And and and then and whatever, whatever whatever it was, 2:33:49.840 --> 2:33:51.680 I don't care. Whatever it wants, do what you do. 2:33:51.840 --> 2:33:53.520 But I know for a fact, when since I was 2:33:53.600 --> 2:33:56.920 a jit, that I knew I was a nigga, and 2:33:57.000 --> 2:33:58.360 I don't give a fuck. I was born and I 2:33:58.440 --> 2:34:01.000 always knew I was in nigga, and and I made 2:34:01.000 --> 2:34:03.960 people feel real comfortable even in the college that's coming 2:34:04.000 --> 2:34:04.760 out that one. 2:34:07.959 --> 2:34:08.279 HBC. 2:34:08.440 --> 2:34:10.920 You guess what when the bitch attacked me and I 2:34:11.040 --> 2:34:14.279 dog wiped that bitch, they fucking expelled me from school. 2:34:14.879 --> 2:34:16.720 They expelled me from school. And you know what I said, 2:34:17.640 --> 2:34:21.280 I said, y'all, I said, y'all, crazy as fuck. I said, 2:34:21.320 --> 2:34:24.400 I get attacked and I get expelled from school. But 2:34:24.520 --> 2:34:28.040 they said HP HBCU And I'm the blackest bitch you 2:34:28.080 --> 2:34:29.320 got in this motherfucking house. 2:34:29.520 --> 2:34:32.119 Okay, I don't want to rest that the funk out 2:34:32.200 --> 2:34:35.480 my dick walk man. I want that man, I want 2:34:35.560 --> 2:34:36.520 that that ship so fast. 2:34:36.640 --> 2:34:38.680 I'm like, man, ain't nobody gave you what I gave 2:34:38.720 --> 2:34:41.000 you with the with the with the history. We went 2:34:41.040 --> 2:34:44.240 into the museum that that were that you could see 2:34:44.280 --> 2:34:46.200 the slaves and the babies and all of that. You know, 2:34:46.520 --> 2:34:48.440 like we went there and I'm just like, you know, 2:34:48.560 --> 2:34:50.760 my whole thing is like I feel me being black. 2:34:50.800 --> 2:34:53.400 I'm I'm not a white person. I'm far from being white. 2:34:53.959 --> 2:34:55.560 I don't care why. I don't care. 2:34:55.600 --> 2:34:56.000 I don't care. 2:34:56.040 --> 2:34:58.320 I don't care about that your European blood, because you 2:34:58.360 --> 2:34:59.880 know what I care about. I care about my skin 2:35:00.040 --> 2:35:02.200 color and how they never let me forget it. So 2:35:02.320 --> 2:35:04.560 now I just embrace it because it's beautiful. I love 2:35:04.640 --> 2:35:06.520 being who I am. I love being to a place 2:35:06.520 --> 2:35:08.560 where white people think I'm getting on rasht. 2:35:08.640 --> 2:35:09.320 I guess what. 2:35:09.520 --> 2:35:11.600 The black people don't think I'm getting on rati. Black 2:35:11.640 --> 2:35:13.880 people like me think I'm fancy. You could think that 2:35:13.920 --> 2:35:14.800 I'm getting on rashet. 2:35:15.040 --> 2:35:15.600 I want you to. 2:35:15.840 --> 2:35:17.640 I want you to think that I'm get on fancy 2:35:17.760 --> 2:35:19.880 because my people think that I'm the people that have 2:35:20.000 --> 2:35:21.800 the same color as me. They think I'm fancy. So 2:35:21.959 --> 2:35:23.520 if you do don't have my color. I don't think 2:35:23.520 --> 2:35:26.920 I'm fancy cool. Why would I care? Why would I 2:35:26.920 --> 2:35:30.160 get fucked about about how you think? So like for me, 2:35:30.280 --> 2:35:34.040 it's very important to really embrace your blackness. Whether you 2:35:34.200 --> 2:35:36.360 was born, I would listen. I'm telling you my two 2:35:36.480 --> 2:35:38.960 three back ancest suspect was all born in puer Rico. 2:35:39.200 --> 2:35:41.840 But I know that my mom's dad's side of the 2:35:41.879 --> 2:35:43.480 family there was all white, we green. I and my 2:35:43.520 --> 2:35:45.320 mom's out of his family there was all black black 2:35:45.400 --> 2:35:47.640 like this cast and I and I enjoy women, and 2:35:47.680 --> 2:35:50.480 I enjoy and I enjoy. And the thing is I 2:35:50.680 --> 2:35:54.160 enjoy it this mom I've had Listen, I enjoy. I 2:35:54.320 --> 2:35:57.199 enjoy telling my husband, you're gonna fuck this black person. 2:35:57.480 --> 2:36:00.120 Good suck this flat piece of good God, you know 2:36:00.160 --> 2:36:01.160 what I'm saying, Like I enjoy. 2:36:01.440 --> 2:36:03.960 I enjoy saying that I'm not ashamed of it. I 2:36:04.040 --> 2:36:04.520 love my skin. 2:36:04.600 --> 2:36:06.360 Every morning when my daughter wake up before she go 2:36:06.440 --> 2:36:08.360 to school, She's like, I love my skin, I love 2:36:08.400 --> 2:36:11.840 my hair, I love my color. I'm a nice person. 2:36:12.240 --> 2:36:14.440 I'm a good person. I love my parents. This is how, 2:36:14.600 --> 2:36:17.280 this is how I teach my daughter to talk. So 2:36:17.480 --> 2:36:21.160 I'm three years old. I taught my dad, my daughter 2:36:21.480 --> 2:36:23.760 how to love her skin, color her love her hair, 2:36:23.959 --> 2:36:26.400 her coarse hair, how to love her kings, how to 2:36:26.520 --> 2:36:29.080 love her her skin, how to love her body, how 2:36:29.080 --> 2:36:30.039 to love everything about her. 2:36:30.080 --> 2:36:33.600 And she's gonna tell you she loved her skin. I 2:36:33.720 --> 2:36:38.840 six year or so and I and I think a 2:36:38.920 --> 2:36:40.240 lot of people, whether. 2:36:40.080 --> 2:36:42.640 They're like black that was born in like a Spanish 2:36:42.720 --> 2:36:46.080 island or a Spanish country, or there are or there 2:36:46.120 --> 2:36:51.400 are black born in like America from African accets street, 2:36:51.520 --> 2:36:54.240 I think that you all really enjoyed their color. It's 2:36:54.280 --> 2:36:55.840 a beautiful thing. It's a beautiful thing. 2:36:55.879 --> 2:36:58.560 And let me tell you something, I've always only data 2:36:58.720 --> 2:36:59.320 black men. 2:36:59.400 --> 2:37:02.160 I've never even dating my own kind because growing up, 2:37:02.200 --> 2:37:05.240 I've always dated in Puerto Rico, I've always seen lighter 2:37:05.680 --> 2:37:08.560 skinned people. Where where I was raised up, everybody was lighter. 2:37:08.840 --> 2:37:10.920 But I love my color and I accepted her. So 2:37:11.000 --> 2:37:12.880 when I came to America, I like six or seven 2:37:12.959 --> 2:37:16.200 years old, I've always was attractive to the darker skin 2:37:16.280 --> 2:37:17.520 because I just thought it was beautiful. 2:37:17.560 --> 2:37:18.880 One of my brothers it's super dark. 2:37:19.240 --> 2:37:20.920 My other brother is lighter than me, and then my 2:37:21.040 --> 2:37:23.720 oldest brother he's like brown. So I've just always thought 2:37:23.760 --> 2:37:25.880 it was beautiful. And then all my mom's baby dadd 2:37:25.879 --> 2:37:27.760 has had that color. So my mom is My mom 2:37:27.879 --> 2:37:30.520 is very fair, she's lighter than me, and so I 2:37:30.680 --> 2:37:32.720 just always enjoyed the darkest skin. I thought it was 2:37:32.760 --> 2:37:33.680 always beautiful. 2:37:34.680 --> 2:37:35.959 Puerto Ricos America too. 2:37:36.280 --> 2:37:38.880 Well, I know it's America, but I'm speaking if you 2:37:38.920 --> 2:37:41.520 come from like Cuba, Santo Domingo or other places like that, 2:37:41.680 --> 2:37:41.879 you know. 2:37:43.400 --> 2:37:45.800 Should be taking my lighter the whole night. I respect it. 2:37:46.840 --> 2:37:47.720 I know you from the hood. 2:37:49.080 --> 2:37:49.440 I get you. 2:37:49.520 --> 2:37:52.800 That hood niggas take lighters all the time, and John 2:37:54.040 --> 2:37:55.960 my lighter of the whole. Can't I get a light 2:37:56.000 --> 2:37:56.920 of Eddie to ask you? 2:37:57.560 --> 2:38:02.560 Can you? Everywhere? Everybody's lighters is give me. 2:38:03.200 --> 2:38:04.600 Well, I don't want to give my. 2:38:04.800 --> 2:38:11.720 Lighter, but I was you a lighter? Well? 2:38:11.760 --> 2:38:16.320 I think I want to take a good role, you know, Yeah, 2:38:16.360 --> 2:38:18.840 it's got to be good. I've been talking to about acting. 2:38:19.440 --> 2:38:21.480 I'm always like on her dance like, bitch, what's up? 2:38:21.800 --> 2:38:24.240 Because she put she put a couple of my songs 2:38:24.280 --> 2:38:26.800 on her show Insecure and rap ship. 2:38:28.640 --> 2:38:31.120 Yeah raised this ship she is? 2:38:32.560 --> 2:38:34.640 Yeah. He basically he was like, are you up? Into acting, 2:38:34.640 --> 2:38:35.240 and I was like, I. 2:38:35.280 --> 2:38:37.040 Don't really like acting, but I'm ready for like a 2:38:37.080 --> 2:38:41.040 good role because I never want to be actress. 2:38:41.080 --> 2:38:41.640 I always wanted to. 2:38:41.640 --> 2:38:43.160 Be a singer and a dancer, you know. I never 2:38:43.240 --> 2:38:50.440 wanted to act anything. God, you know, but that's what 2:38:50.920 --> 2:38:53.440 is this, This is what I'm what. 2:38:53.560 --> 2:38:54.560 I was just telling him. 2:38:55.520 --> 2:38:58.200 When you sing, I think you said when you see me, 2:38:58.920 --> 2:39:03.280 I was like, wait a minute, I was just TV 2:39:03.360 --> 2:39:05.440 what should again pause? Paul? 2:39:06.160 --> 2:39:08.280 I was just telling I was just telling Paul that 2:39:09.520 --> 2:39:12.200 when I find the right role, then I'll do it. 2:39:12.640 --> 2:39:15.040 And because it's the Ray used like a couple of 2:39:15.080 --> 2:39:16.400 my songs, he twenty twenty two. 2:39:16.640 --> 2:39:18.240 And like three shows. I was like, oh my gosh, 2:39:18.280 --> 2:39:19.080 I love you. Thank you. 2:39:20.040 --> 2:39:20.240 Yeah. 2:39:20.600 --> 2:39:22.920 So I always made I don't got hurt. I don't 2:39:22.920 --> 2:39:25.240 got her telephone number or anything, but like, because we 2:39:25.320 --> 2:39:27.000 follow each other, I always hit her on the dam 2:39:27.160 --> 2:39:29.560 like listen, so you need to write something for us together. 2:39:29.720 --> 2:39:31.560 So she tet she DM me back and she was like, 2:39:31.640 --> 2:39:36.480 I got you, bitch. I was like, yes, I kept DM. 2:39:36.360 --> 2:39:38.520 Me her because when she used my song, she paid 2:39:38.560 --> 2:39:40.440 me to use myself. It's the race paid me to 2:39:40.520 --> 2:39:41.680 use my cos I'm big. 2:39:41.959 --> 2:39:42.640 No listen to me. 2:39:43.160 --> 2:39:46.320 I'm like, I got three ships from twenty twenty three. 2:39:46.320 --> 2:39:48.879 I was like, what the fuck, and I'm so sorry play. 2:39:48.720 --> 2:39:50.880 On her show. She used my songs on her TV shows. 2:39:50.920 --> 2:39:52.240 You listen only she. 2:39:52.320 --> 2:39:52.760 Used my show. 2:39:52.879 --> 2:39:55.720 She used Cabaret Johnson's Cabaret clip. 2:39:55.480 --> 2:39:56.080 On her shows. 2:39:56.520 --> 2:40:04.160 Listen listen by the way, yeah. 2:40:03.560 --> 2:40:04.120 Oh yes show. 2:40:04.400 --> 2:40:06.400 Well, I was begging her. I kept dmming her. I 2:40:06.480 --> 2:40:09.080 was begging her for like a month. Please fright something first, please, 2:40:09.200 --> 2:40:10.680 But she finally dam me back. 2:40:10.760 --> 2:40:13.840 I got you bat No, listen, listen. Let me just 2:40:13.920 --> 2:40:18.560 say this easter about that fucking life. Man. 2:40:18.600 --> 2:40:19.280 I ken't begging her. 2:40:19.800 --> 2:40:24.720 I watched all your show. He's also my sister. I 2:40:24.840 --> 2:40:27.600 love her as well. But what I'll tell you is 2:40:29.080 --> 2:40:31.080 if she says it, she's gonna she does it. 2:40:31.240 --> 2:40:35.600 I believe I believe her. I believe it. Listen. First 2:40:35.600 --> 2:40:37.920 of all, it took her like a year to respond back, Well, 2:40:38.360 --> 2:40:38.760 she's busy. 2:40:39.640 --> 2:40:40.360 She was busy. 2:40:40.800 --> 2:40:43.840 I'm sure that she wasn't uh the one that was like, 2:40:43.879 --> 2:40:45.920 oh I just want jostling up in here. Somebody probably 2:40:45.920 --> 2:40:48.280 gave her the idea to play the songs on her show, 2:40:48.320 --> 2:40:49.240 and the cabaret. 2:40:49.320 --> 2:40:49.600 I don't know. 2:40:49.680 --> 2:40:52.280 I'm I'm not, you know. So when she did that, 2:40:52.320 --> 2:40:54.040 I was like, oh my gosh, what the fuck? So 2:40:54.360 --> 2:40:56.880 I was dmming her twenty twenty two. I'm like, please, please, 2:40:56.920 --> 2:40:58.480 because I just love how she acted, and I actually 2:40:58.640 --> 2:41:01.520 enjoy her acting, and I think she's beautiful, and I 2:41:01.640 --> 2:41:04.680 think that she's one of those people that really embrace 2:41:04.760 --> 2:41:07.080 her blackness like I do. Funk where I was born 2:41:07.120 --> 2:41:08.840 at because I hate when bitches be on that. Bitch, 2:41:09.000 --> 2:41:10.320 why is she worrying about where I was born at? 2:41:10.320 --> 2:41:12.400 Look at the color, Look at the energy, Look at 2:41:12.440 --> 2:41:14.360 the energy, look at the look at the look, look 2:41:14.360 --> 2:41:16.160 at what, look at the vibe. Look at me, bitch. 2:41:16.400 --> 2:41:18.320 You is trying to miss me with the bullshit. Bitch 2:41:18.560 --> 2:41:20.160 you're trying to me. Don't miss me with that, you 2:41:20.200 --> 2:41:22.720 know what I'm saying. So I loved it about her 2:41:22.720 --> 2:41:24.840 because I just feel like she's she's a great black 2:41:25.040 --> 2:41:27.680 color woman that whether she's black or white, she's still 2:41:27.680 --> 2:41:31.640 gonna be her her tan, her color, her blackness don't 2:41:31.680 --> 2:41:32.040 mean nothing. 2:41:32.120 --> 2:41:33.960 She's still a genius, yes, the human. 2:41:34.440 --> 2:41:36.000 But let me also big you up too. 2:41:36.240 --> 2:41:38.680 I'm so mad that went to the bathroom at the 2:41:38.800 --> 2:41:42.720 side right now, my son went to the Oh oh, 2:41:42.879 --> 2:41:43.280 it's okay. 2:41:43.360 --> 2:41:44.440 I'm glad he wasn't the wine. 2:41:44.440 --> 2:41:47.400 I'm sorry sharing I'm so mad that my son went 2:41:47.440 --> 2:41:49.400 to the bathroom at this time because what I was 2:41:49.480 --> 2:41:52.880 saying was, I was like, all right, cool. And then 2:41:53.760 --> 2:41:57.240 like when we interview people, we go do our research, 2:41:58.320 --> 2:42:03.040 and so we was gonna interviews with you and go 2:42:03.160 --> 2:42:05.800 on Twitter. But my son was like, nah, Pop, you 2:42:05.879 --> 2:42:10.960 gotta understand. They listen to Joscelyn music in the hood. 2:42:12.240 --> 2:42:14.480 This is my He went to the bathroom. So he 2:42:14.600 --> 2:42:17.640 was like, he was like, we have to the playlist. 2:42:19.320 --> 2:42:19.840 He's not here. 2:42:19.920 --> 2:42:23.000 That's why I know you've been in the bathrooms. Come along, 2:42:23.440 --> 2:42:26.360 been in there, get him out of there. No, but 2:42:26.480 --> 2:42:28.800 but that's what I was trying to say. That was like, 2:42:28.920 --> 2:42:30.600 so I was like, all right, cool, and then we 2:42:30.680 --> 2:42:32.240 went did we start going through that? It was like 2:42:32.360 --> 2:42:38.920 you John outside, God, damn it. So listen, listen. You 2:42:39.000 --> 2:42:41.760 know what I would like to I would like to 2:42:41.959 --> 2:42:45.440 end it with you because I'm not saying the ended, 2:42:45.520 --> 2:42:47.640 but whatever I would like to say is I want 2:42:47.760 --> 2:42:49.960 you because I told you about my friend who wakes 2:42:50.040 --> 2:42:54.240 up in the morning and he googles himself the negative part. 2:42:54.680 --> 2:42:57.640 But I would like for you to do for you 2:42:58.680 --> 2:43:03.880 because you've made it to the level where like women 2:43:04.080 --> 2:43:08.920 may want to be you, they really do. So the 2:43:09.040 --> 2:43:12.320 thing about what you should always do is you should 2:43:12.360 --> 2:43:15.880 google the good part of you. Every single day you 2:43:16.000 --> 2:43:18.400 wake up and you say what's good about me? 2:43:19.200 --> 2:43:22.760 And when you see cause I never really I've go 2:43:22.920 --> 2:43:26.280 go myself my whole life. Maybe like I want to say, 2:43:26.320 --> 2:43:27.199 like four times. 2:43:28.200 --> 2:43:31.080 Let me finish my point, because can I get one more? 2:43:31.160 --> 2:43:31.480 Jamie? 2:43:31.720 --> 2:43:32.680 It's not there for him? 2:43:32.760 --> 2:43:34.440 No, no, no, let me just tell you. Let me 2:43:34.520 --> 2:43:37.920 just tell you why. Because you're dealing with something I 2:43:38.080 --> 2:43:39.080 dealt with before. 2:43:40.520 --> 2:43:43.120 Fame. It's called survivor's remorse. 2:43:44.320 --> 2:43:45.040 I don't understand. 2:43:45.160 --> 2:43:46.600 Oh I know what he's going with that. 2:43:46.879 --> 2:43:51.040 It's called I made it. So sometimes I kind of 2:43:52.040 --> 2:43:55.000 feel bad. I kind of feel bad because I made it, 2:43:56.080 --> 2:43:57.920 and that's what I feel like you're dealing with. Maybe 2:43:57.959 --> 2:44:01.040 I'm wrong, but when I say you get emotional, I 2:44:01.160 --> 2:44:01.640 feel like that. 2:44:01.920 --> 2:44:10.920 I feel like, actually I feel I feel emotional because 2:44:10.959 --> 2:44:14.880 I don't believe it. No, no, listen, no, I know 2:44:15.080 --> 2:44:19.920 I know it's true, but I'm like, wow, how did 2:44:19.959 --> 2:44:22.720 I ever do that. When I was I was bound 2:44:22.760 --> 2:44:22.960 to be. 2:44:23.640 --> 2:44:27.960 I was bound to be a drug a druggy nothing, 2:44:29.560 --> 2:44:37.080 young black. We'd Latin ugly dunking bitch. 2:44:37.760 --> 2:44:39.680 But look, can you can't look at me for a second. 2:44:40.240 --> 2:44:44.120 That's course of Yes. What you're dealing with is you're saying, 2:44:44.800 --> 2:44:46.240 do I deserve done this? 2:44:46.800 --> 2:44:48.320 No? I know I do. No. 2:44:48.800 --> 2:44:51.039 I want you to stay with him where he going. 2:44:51.480 --> 2:44:55.000 Yeah, But what I want you to do is fuck that. 2:44:56.040 --> 2:44:58.920 You made it because you deserve it. You made it 2:44:59.000 --> 2:45:01.920 because you deserve You need to be here like put it. 2:45:02.160 --> 2:45:05.600 And the more you wake up every day and then 2:45:05.640 --> 2:45:08.400 you don't see that, And I dealt with exactly what 2:45:08.520 --> 2:45:11.120 you're dealing with, because you're like, all right, cool, I 2:45:11.160 --> 2:45:13.400 gotta I gotta do more. I gotta be at a 2:45:13.480 --> 2:45:17.400 different place. So you're kind of almost downplaying the position 2:45:17.520 --> 2:45:18.000 that you're at. 2:45:18.200 --> 2:45:18.240 No. 2:45:18.560 --> 2:45:20.920 No, And can I tell you something, yes please? 2:45:22.640 --> 2:45:23.359 A book. 2:45:24.600 --> 2:45:27.959 That I bought that really changed my way of thinking, 2:45:30.400 --> 2:45:32.480 Take the Leap by Steve Harvey. 2:45:33.160 --> 2:45:36.560 Mmm, I like that, Steve Harbor. 2:45:36.879 --> 2:45:40.760 Steve Harvey has been my guidance to waking up positive 2:45:40.879 --> 2:45:43.119 and happy to be alive. 2:45:43.720 --> 2:45:46.160 Right, let me tell you something that I know for 2:45:46.360 --> 2:45:49.480 facts gonna help set again. You want me to tell 2:45:49.480 --> 2:45:51.600 you something that I know for a fact that's going 2:45:51.720 --> 2:45:58.560 to help what whether it's right wrong, we we're not 2:45:58.680 --> 2:45:59.920 pickingside who's right wrong? 2:46:00.040 --> 2:46:08.400 Them? Repair and forgive the relationship with Madre. Your mom 2:46:09.240 --> 2:46:09.720 trusts me. 2:46:12.360 --> 2:46:14.440 But here, here's the thing. Here's the here's the thing. 2:46:14.520 --> 2:46:16.680 Let me tell you how you're doing. Let me. She's right, 2:46:16.840 --> 2:46:21.320 she right, Listen, she right there. Listen, listen, She right there, 2:46:21.360 --> 2:46:22.119 she's gonna listen. 2:46:22.360 --> 2:46:22.640 Listen. 2:46:22.879 --> 2:46:28.600 She could always get me, she could always listen. Listen, listen, listen, listen, listen. 2:46:28.720 --> 2:46:31.560 I'm busy, She right there. You know what I'm saying. 2:46:31.959 --> 2:46:33.320 All you gotta do is give me a call. I'm 2:46:33.320 --> 2:46:36.640 gonna be I'm what you need. Of course, all my 2:46:36.720 --> 2:46:39.200 family do. I've had the same number for years. I 2:46:39.200 --> 2:46:40.240 got two farm and say all got it. 2:46:40.520 --> 2:46:42.040 It ain't what you mean. 2:46:42.120 --> 2:46:44.480 Listen this, this, this, listen. This got nothing to do 2:46:44.560 --> 2:46:45.720 with me and everything to do with them. 2:46:45.760 --> 2:46:47.760 I'm still do what I gotta do because guess what, 2:46:47.800 --> 2:46:49.640 when your niggas call me, that goes to when your 2:46:49.680 --> 2:46:51.120 niggas call me, because y'all ain't got it. 2:46:51.160 --> 2:46:54.200 Guess who got it? Your You know what they call 2:46:54.280 --> 2:46:54.959 me at my Mama house? 2:46:55.840 --> 2:46:56.080 You know what? 2:46:56.400 --> 2:46:57.040 You know what they call me? 2:46:57.200 --> 2:46:58.440 You know what they call me at ma Mama house. 2:46:58.480 --> 2:47:01.000 Since I was five years old? You know what they 2:47:01.000 --> 2:47:04.119 call me my Mama house since I was five? Does 2:47:04.200 --> 2:47:06.120 that mean the Queen Queen and. 2:47:06.160 --> 2:47:06.640 My Mama house. 2:47:06.640 --> 2:47:08.360 Since I was five, they've been calling me, so they 2:47:08.440 --> 2:47:11.120 know what I'm about. So the Queen gona always answer 2:47:11.160 --> 2:47:11.959 the phone for the family. 2:47:12.160 --> 2:47:12.760 But guess what. 2:47:12.879 --> 2:47:15.400 Guess what I guess what I'm not gonna do. Guess 2:47:15.440 --> 2:47:17.320 what I'm not gonna do. I guess I know what 2:47:17.400 --> 2:47:19.560 you're gonna do. You don't guess what I'm not gonna do. 2:47:19.840 --> 2:47:21.160 Hold on, I'm gonna tell you what I'm not gonna do. 2:47:22.360 --> 2:47:26.080 I'm not gonna waste the second or something that does 2:47:26.400 --> 2:47:26.800 does not. 2:47:28.680 --> 2:47:33.760 Serve me in the purpose. Bitchuck hold up, hold on, bitch, 2:47:34.160 --> 2:47:36.720 fuck you. I love you if you name it, the 2:47:36.800 --> 2:47:40.480 more I'm here for you whatever you need. Hey, but 2:47:40.560 --> 2:47:41.400 guess what I'm not gonna do. 2:47:42.080 --> 2:47:44.000 I'm not doing that. Can I tell you why I'm 2:47:44.000 --> 2:47:47.040 not doing that? Canna tell you why? I tell you why? 2:47:47.240 --> 2:47:49.720 No, let me tell you answer, though, I just want. 2:47:49.640 --> 2:47:51.960 To let me. Can I tell you why? Can I 2:47:52.000 --> 2:47:54.600 tell you why? Can I tell you why? Can I 2:47:54.640 --> 2:47:55.280 Can I tell you why? 2:47:55.320 --> 2:47:55.680 Look at it? 2:47:55.720 --> 2:47:57.320 Can I tell you why I want you to? Can 2:47:57.360 --> 2:47:57.840 I tell you why? 2:47:57.840 --> 2:47:58.440 I answer that? 2:47:58.560 --> 2:48:03.120 Though you know why, I have no time to play 2:48:03.920 --> 2:48:10.959 with people. M I don't. I don't give up. Mammy. 2:48:11.560 --> 2:48:18.720 Listen to me, Mammy, happy husband, daughter, son, frank, cousin, sister, brother. 2:48:20.920 --> 2:48:22.960 Now why would I give you that when you ain't 2:48:22.959 --> 2:48:24.520 over there. You're over there, still in the hood where 2:48:24.520 --> 2:48:28.840 we grew up at. Hold up, Hold up, let me focus, 2:48:29.240 --> 2:48:33.279 Hold up, Let me focus. You're my You're my peeps. 2:48:33.360 --> 2:48:34.160 We got the same blood. 2:48:34.200 --> 2:48:34.800 I'm here for you. 2:48:34.800 --> 2:48:37.560 You gotta just know when to call and stay on 2:48:37.680 --> 2:48:40.240 my motherfucking way, because I will not let you be 2:48:40.800 --> 2:48:44.480 a barrel in my livelihood. You're gonna be right there, 2:48:44.480 --> 2:48:45.600 and I'm gonna love you, and I'm gonna cut you 2:48:45.680 --> 2:48:48.480 hold out. I'ma buy your house, I'm gonna pay I'm 2:48:48.480 --> 2:48:50.000 gonna give you some money when you need it. I'm 2:48:50.000 --> 2:48:53.160 gonna pay your hospital bill. I'm I'm gonna bury you nice. 2:48:54.000 --> 2:48:56.520 I'm gonna do all that. But what I'm not gonna do, 2:48:58.080 --> 2:48:59.720 I'm not I'm not playing no games with I'm not 2:49:00.000 --> 2:49:01.800 ain't no games with nolttis. 2:49:02.920 --> 2:49:03.320 I don't know what. 2:49:03.720 --> 2:49:05.760 I don't play. I don't I don't play games. I 2:49:05.840 --> 2:49:14.360 don't play I'm no no, Yeah, I'm not listening, but 2:49:14.959 --> 2:49:17.880 I'm not what. I'm not listen what I'm not gonna do. 2:49:21.400 --> 2:49:25.119 What I'm not gonna do, I'm not I'm not gonna 2:49:25.120 --> 2:49:27.080 play with I'm not. 2:49:28.120 --> 2:49:29.879 You could have been. You could have been in birth 2:49:29.959 --> 2:49:32.000 with me for twenty twenty hours. I'm not gonna play 2:49:32.480 --> 2:49:36.280 with no regularist. I got shied to do and I'm 2:49:36.360 --> 2:49:37.800 doing it not just for me, but I'm doing it 2:49:37.840 --> 2:49:39.560 for the Lottis that I share a blood with. 2:49:40.040 --> 2:49:41.640 And that's cool, and that's cool if you're gonna be 2:49:41.680 --> 2:49:44.240 a because we're still fans. We share blood. I love you. 2:49:44.360 --> 2:49:45.080 Can come to the show. 2:49:45.160 --> 2:49:47.640 Whatever you ain't my package, You in my package, my 2:49:47.680 --> 2:49:48.760 whole life, bitch, I ain't tripping. 2:49:48.800 --> 2:49:49.120 I love you. 2:49:49.160 --> 2:49:50.800 You and my brother we got the same blow sis. Everything, 2:49:50.840 --> 2:49:52.680 everything you got, everything who you want is becussing me. 2:49:54.480 --> 2:49:57.200 It's cussing me. You know what I'm saying. I lead 2:49:57.240 --> 2:49:59.440 by a sample. I'm talking about my blood. I'm talking 2:49:59.440 --> 2:50:01.440 about from us I'm talking about my blood. 2:50:01.760 --> 2:50:02.440 If you know what I mean. 2:50:02.520 --> 2:50:04.400 If you want to be at Heglada, that's cool, be 2:50:04.400 --> 2:50:06.600 at Helder. I'm not Your people are not gonna be that. 2:50:06.959 --> 2:50:07.520 You know what I'm saying. 2:50:07.720 --> 2:50:09.240 You know you can call me. You know where I'm at, 2:50:09.320 --> 2:50:10.880 you know where I live, you know everything about me. 2:50:10.959 --> 2:50:11.120 You know. 2:50:11.160 --> 2:50:12.480 All you got to do is do what you gotta 2:50:12.520 --> 2:50:13.000 do and come by. 2:50:13.080 --> 2:50:13.440 I got you. 2:50:14.040 --> 2:50:17.480 But what I'm not gonna do, I wouldn't dare waste 2:50:17.520 --> 2:50:20.120 a minute, nigga. I'm gonna do you, and I'm gonna 2:50:20.120 --> 2:50:21.320 show you, and I'm gonna do that like I do. 2:50:21.360 --> 2:50:22.480 Everybody one day in my way. 2:50:24.920 --> 2:50:26.480 I said I would never I would never have a 2:50:26.560 --> 2:50:29.360 problem with the person that listen. I will never have 2:50:29.520 --> 2:50:30.800 a problem with the person. 2:50:30.600 --> 2:50:31.120 That burst me. 2:50:31.440 --> 2:50:33.959 I've been showing what's in the Bible where the main row. 2:50:34.000 --> 2:50:36.400 I've been showing you should honor your parents. I've been 2:50:36.480 --> 2:50:39.080 honoring my parents. I've been paying I've been I've been 2:50:39.120 --> 2:50:41.600 taking care of my mom since before I was supposed 2:50:41.600 --> 2:50:42.760 to take care of my mom. When I was a 2:50:42.800 --> 2:50:45.200 little teenager, a thirteen fourteen, I was already taking care 2:50:45.200 --> 2:50:46.440 of my mom. So you know what the fuck I'm 2:50:46.480 --> 2:50:49.360 talking about. So I'm not like I never have beef, 2:50:49.480 --> 2:50:51.039 but what I do have is boundaries. 2:50:53.560 --> 2:50:54.360 My daughter is not. 2:50:54.400 --> 2:50:58.200 Allowed to touch my face. My daughter, No, my daughter 2:50:58.280 --> 2:51:00.640 plays a lot. She thinks she's no she's said, and 2:51:00.720 --> 2:51:03.200 she's a genius. You got to remember she goes to 2:51:03.360 --> 2:51:06.840 my top in the country. She's a genius. 2:51:07.000 --> 2:51:12.360 Okay, because she can't touch your face. 2:51:13.560 --> 2:51:14.920 Why she does it? 2:51:15.040 --> 2:51:15.320 To like. 2:51:16.840 --> 2:51:18.039 Run me, to like. 2:51:21.760 --> 2:51:23.680 Make sure that she knows that I'm beneath her and 2:51:23.720 --> 2:51:24.360 she's above me. 2:51:25.240 --> 2:51:28.520 She'd be like, like she's real like with me. She 2:51:28.680 --> 2:51:30.640 tells me, she tells me what to do, what not 2:51:30.800 --> 2:51:34.840 to do. It's like she it's unbelievable how she talked 2:51:34.840 --> 2:51:36.480 to me and how she it's like she's a boss 2:51:36.520 --> 2:51:41.000 of me. So I your daughter, my daughter, and my daughter. 2:51:41.160 --> 2:51:46.840 Yes, you deserve it. Yeah, because listen, be honest with you. 2:51:47.360 --> 2:51:47.920 I deserve it. 2:51:48.280 --> 2:51:52.320 Yes, she's not. She's gonna be the best. She is 2:51:52.440 --> 2:51:57.760 your boss, my boss. Because works. That's the way this works. 2:51:57.800 --> 2:51:59.560 That's the way it works. That's the way it works. 2:51:59.560 --> 2:52:03.240 I'm sorry, I got six in the possible kids I got, 2:52:03.520 --> 2:52:09.640 but I'm my mo outhside. So so she Princess out there. 2:52:10.240 --> 2:52:12.480 I told I told her, I said, listen, money, you 2:52:12.560 --> 2:52:15.400 gotta respect your mom, please, like you know what I'm saying, like, yes, 2:52:16.080 --> 2:52:20.200 just when you when you're she hold my face and look, 2:52:20.240 --> 2:52:21.800 she hold my face like this and she kiss me 2:52:21.879 --> 2:52:27.920 like why and I'm like Bonnie, Bonnie, like stop holding 2:52:27.959 --> 2:52:29.920 my face like that. So so look, So the thing 2:52:30.040 --> 2:52:34.360 is like this, she runs my house, my makeup. Everybody 2:52:34.440 --> 2:52:35.440 be like, oh, she runs you like. 2:52:35.720 --> 2:52:37.480 I'm like, no, it's not. I'm a great mother. I 2:52:37.879 --> 2:52:41.600 half her. The thing is, it's like I just have 2:52:41.680 --> 2:52:42.520 to give her boundaries. 2:52:42.560 --> 2:52:45.119 I'm like, Bonnie, like, please stop stop touching my face 2:52:45.200 --> 2:52:46.480 like you on my face, own my face. 2:52:46.520 --> 2:52:48.120 I don't really learn nobody touching my face like that, 2:52:48.440 --> 2:52:49.000 you know what I'm saying. 2:52:49.080 --> 2:52:52.760 So she's like killing niggas. She's I'm not sure. 2:52:54.800 --> 2:52:58.480 She's you know, she's she's on me, and so I 2:52:58.560 --> 2:52:58.800 get it. 2:52:58.879 --> 2:53:01.000 I'm the same way. I'm always been the same way 2:53:01.040 --> 2:53:03.720 with my mom. It's like I'm her mother. But if 2:53:03.760 --> 2:53:06.000 you make me your mother, then I got to do 2:53:06.040 --> 2:53:08.600 what I gotta do. And not only is my mother 2:53:09.920 --> 2:53:13.320 my daughter, my whole family members are my kids. 2:53:14.120 --> 2:53:16.440 And this is not a bar I'm not trying to. 2:53:17.080 --> 2:53:21.080 I'm not trying to be I'm not trying to be Ni, I'm. 2:53:20.959 --> 2:53:21.280 Not trying to. 2:53:23.240 --> 2:53:26.040 Yeah, but this is not This is not Nigga's bar. 2:53:26.280 --> 2:53:27.119 This is real ship. 2:53:27.200 --> 2:53:28.600 Like It's like I've been taking care of you all 2:53:28.640 --> 2:53:29.879 my whole life, Like when is. 2:53:29.879 --> 2:53:31.000 It going to be my turn? 2:53:32.920 --> 2:53:33.120 When? 2:53:33.360 --> 2:53:35.200 When am I gonna When am I gonna wake up 2:53:35.240 --> 2:53:37.280 one day and I think about how many people I 2:53:37.400 --> 2:53:38.200 have to take you off? 2:53:38.920 --> 2:53:41.080 When am I wake up and just and just know 2:53:41.240 --> 2:53:44.800 that it's just for me? God? Damn? How many years 2:53:44.840 --> 2:53:45.600 am I going to live? 2:53:46.320 --> 2:53:46.480 Life? 2:53:46.520 --> 2:53:48.000 Be sure? Be sure? 2:53:48.360 --> 2:53:52.320 I could be. I'm like I've been taking Let me 2:53:52.400 --> 2:53:59.520 get a break, I would live. But but that's okay. 2:53:59.600 --> 2:54:01.240 But can I you something? Can I tell you something? 2:54:01.400 --> 2:54:03.400 Can I tell you something? Can I tell you one thing? 2:54:04.640 --> 2:54:04.760 Pa? 2:54:05.959 --> 2:54:06.520 It's okay. 2:54:07.200 --> 2:54:10.680 We're taking a two three four year from your from 2:54:10.720 --> 2:54:14.360 your parents, from your brothers, from you, from your nephews, 2:54:14.400 --> 2:54:17.520 from your nieces, to get yourself together, to lose your way. 2:54:17.680 --> 2:54:21.440 Your money, to take your wife, to take your kids. 2:54:25.040 --> 2:54:26.400 But sis, let me just tell you something. 2:54:27.120 --> 2:54:28.800 What the fuck Are you a slave to your family? 2:54:29.480 --> 2:54:32.240 Are you a slave to your family? Me neither, and 2:54:32.280 --> 2:54:33.920 I'm not and I'm not about to hell or no. 2:54:34.120 --> 2:54:35.880 And guess what if they were? And guess why can 2:54:35.920 --> 2:54:37.240 I tell you something? Can I tell you something? 2:54:37.280 --> 2:54:38.879 If they were slaves to me, I would be slaves 2:54:38.879 --> 2:54:41.600 to them for them, but you're gonna be. 2:54:42.000 --> 2:54:44.480 But guess why always? And that's what they take me for. 2:54:44.560 --> 2:54:47.040 It's always, but you can never, but you can never 2:54:47.120 --> 2:54:47.600 help me out. 2:54:47.720 --> 2:54:51.600 It's different from him. I learned that from him. 2:54:52.360 --> 2:54:54.120 I learned that from I'm just trying to tell you 2:54:54.120 --> 2:54:56.480 what I'm trying to give myself boundaries as a young 2:54:56.720 --> 2:55:00.160 beautiful lady that came from nothing, because guess why my 2:55:00.280 --> 2:55:02.760 parents didn't give it to me, anybody didn't give it 2:55:02.840 --> 2:55:03.000 to me. 2:55:03.080 --> 2:55:05.720 I have to give it to myself and. 2:55:05.800 --> 2:55:10.360 Were giving it to you too. You give it, but 2:55:11.640 --> 2:55:13.400 I'm gonna leave it on this note. What I want 2:55:13.440 --> 2:55:19.880 to say to you is I love the fact that 2:55:19.959 --> 2:55:22.160 you brought me my flowers, the fact that I gave 2:55:22.200 --> 2:55:25.119 you your flowers, But I also want you to understand 2:55:27.240 --> 2:55:31.760 that you deserve your own flowers too, because that's that's 2:55:31.840 --> 2:55:33.720 like one of the things. And I'm sorry to be 2:55:33.800 --> 2:55:37.240 a therapist and you said it, but like I feel 2:55:37.280 --> 2:55:38.200 like you're my sister, Like I. 2:55:38.200 --> 2:55:40.600 Feel like you, like we're connected. 2:55:40.959 --> 2:55:44.120 We're connected, and I'm sure you make sure everybody stay here. 2:55:44.160 --> 2:55:45.960 Even though I was I would say you y'all ain't 2:55:46.000 --> 2:55:46.480 going nowhere. 2:55:48.520 --> 2:55:50.120 But what I want to I want to pick you up. 2:55:50.160 --> 2:55:56.840 I want to also tell you like you're your own genius, 2:55:57.000 --> 2:56:02.200 you're your You're you know what I mean, Everything that 2:56:02.320 --> 2:56:06.000 you do you have to actually because if you don't 2:56:06.440 --> 2:56:10.800 recognize you kind of wipes it out. And I get 2:56:10.920 --> 2:56:14.440 the fact that you know sometimes you're looking at everyone else, 2:56:14.879 --> 2:56:15.720 but I want. 2:56:15.640 --> 2:56:15.879 You to. 2:56:18.000 --> 2:56:23.440 Super realized that it's you who made yourself great as well, 2:56:24.440 --> 2:56:29.440 and you should always salute yourself because we salute you 2:56:30.600 --> 2:56:32.440 and we're gonna continue to salute you. It was it 2:56:32.560 --> 2:56:34.400 was so funny like we were sitting here waiting for 2:56:34.480 --> 2:56:36.599 you and they like John's. 2:56:36.320 --> 2:56:38.080 Are gonna come through Both that lot. 2:56:39.560 --> 2:56:40.120 Did I make the. 2:56:46.240 --> 2:56:47.880 So what I'm saying is, but this has been that 2:56:48.000 --> 2:56:50.920 this has actually been the most real and comfortable and 2:56:51.080 --> 2:56:53.760 excited that I've been with any any of you. 2:56:54.240 --> 2:56:56.960 Interview for TV. He said that too, anything I said, 2:56:59.520 --> 2:57:01.600 and can I That's why I love the queen. I 2:57:01.680 --> 2:57:02.400 love the queens. 2:57:02.520 --> 2:57:03.480 When the queens come through. 2:57:03.520 --> 2:57:08.400 It's not because it's not because you know how go. 2:57:09.879 --> 2:57:10.360 Don't count. 2:57:10.480 --> 2:57:17.200 It's not because of who we are. It's because of 2:57:17.360 --> 2:57:20.120 who you are in the preparation that we are in 2:57:20.320 --> 2:57:20.960 at that moment. 2:57:21.720 --> 2:57:22.680 Thank you so deep. 2:57:22.760 --> 2:57:25.920 That's deep me tell you and every word of thank 2:57:25.959 --> 2:57:32.640 you Jesus. But I really appreciate you so much for 2:57:32.800 --> 2:57:36.519 coming through being exactly who you are, giving. 2:57:36.400 --> 2:57:39.160 Us the rik for having it because you couldstantly. 2:57:38.760 --> 2:57:43.640 Like, wow, why would I like, I'm beyond your legendary 2:57:44.120 --> 2:57:49.800 legend you legends? No, you are legend. You beat the 2:57:49.920 --> 2:57:56.920 eyes anybody who who who was on reality TV show 2:57:57.080 --> 2:57:59.520 and then went from going from a reality TV show 2:58:00.000 --> 2:58:11.000 happen the only reality TV show listens Stevie two weeks 2:58:11.280 --> 2:58:14.800 or less a week a week, give them the two 2:58:14.840 --> 2:58:18.480 weeks she said a week fifteen times right here. 2:58:18.560 --> 2:58:20.879 Personally, gonna give you an extra. 2:58:22.400 --> 2:58:27.879 That's what I do. Yeah, crazy at the this that's legendary. 2:58:28.440 --> 2:58:31.800 My baby daddy, Stevie Stevie J. Shout out to my husband, 2:58:32.560 --> 2:58:38.040 the Listic Bonnie's father with stev J. They both take 2:58:38.120 --> 2:58:42.160 great care of Bonnie. Shout out to Mona. Shout out 2:58:42.200 --> 2:58:44.720 to Nori Shout out to Fat Joe. 2:58:45.240 --> 2:58:45.879 Shout out. 2:58:48.400 --> 2:58:51.800 My brother, shout out to shout out to everybody that 2:58:52.160 --> 2:58:55.280 passibly give me opportunities to come on their platform in 2:58:55.440 --> 2:58:56.959 and be great because I know I'm allowed to deal 2:58:57.040 --> 2:58:59.120 with and I'm a lot to Like Okay Johnson, I 2:58:59.160 --> 2:59:01.720 can say anything. She's the bitch, She's like, but no, 2:59:01.879 --> 2:59:03.800 I'm just like, I'm who I am and like, I 2:59:03.920 --> 2:59:05.800 just want people to appreciate me for who I am 2:59:05.879 --> 2:59:07.400 and really understand me as a person. 2:59:07.720 --> 2:59:09.800 And who I am as a person is real. 2:59:10.120 --> 2:59:11.760 I could sit in the room with twenty men like 2:59:11.879 --> 2:59:14.360 I have been for three hours right now, yes, and 2:59:15.000 --> 2:59:17.640 talk about anything and I get uncomfortable and sit down 2:59:18.240 --> 2:59:20.960 like a lady the whole time and talk about life 2:59:21.000 --> 2:59:24.520 and talk about careers and talk about people and color 2:59:24.560 --> 2:59:26.440 and stuff like that. And I'm never gonna say the 2:59:26.520 --> 2:59:28.440 wrong answer. I'm gonna always give you the right answer 2:59:28.440 --> 2:59:31.520 because I'm gonna always go out for pure heart. I'm 2:59:31.560 --> 2:59:34.320 never gonna go with my answer. Those dates are over. 2:59:34.560 --> 2:59:36.680 I was young and dumb, now I'm growing and smart. 2:59:37.160 --> 2:59:40.320 That's beautiful. That's the beautiful point. It's so beautiful to 2:59:40.600 --> 2:59:46.440 hear you speak about Cardi b STEBJ. Everybody you're talking 2:59:46.440 --> 2:59:49.280 about and you bigging them up. That's so beautiful because 2:59:49.840 --> 2:59:53.080 that's how I live like. It's like I want I 2:59:53.200 --> 2:59:57.280 want people to know that everyone is great and for 2:59:57.480 --> 3:00:01.000 to hear me say, hear you say that. It's so beautiful. 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