1 00:00:00,400 --> 00:00:05,800 Speaker 1: Wait in the Morning, Breakfast Club Morning Everybody is DJ 2 00:00:06,240 --> 00:00:08,799 Speaker 1: n V Charlomagne the Guy, we heard the Breakfast Club. 3 00:00:09,039 --> 00:00:11,240 Speaker 1: We got our co hosts with us, Miss Porsha Williams, 4 00:00:11,240 --> 00:00:17,360 Speaker 1: and we got some special guests. We got Tammy Roman, 5 00:00:18,040 --> 00:00:23,560 Speaker 1: Big Ribby not the Little One Thanne. What's happening? How 6 00:00:23,560 --> 00:00:25,880 Speaker 1: are you? I'm blessed Black and Holly favorite Mane. I 7 00:00:25,920 --> 00:00:28,440 Speaker 1: feel it. Y'all appeared from molten movies and stuff. Yes, 8 00:00:28,640 --> 00:00:30,280 Speaker 1: you know how we do. We got a new one 9 00:00:30,400 --> 00:00:34,640 Speaker 1: on a Lifetime called Girl the Closet, which is coming 10 00:00:34,680 --> 00:00:40,240 Speaker 1: March eleventh, a ate on Lifetime. I love Lifetime. Everybody 11 00:00:40,320 --> 00:00:43,680 Speaker 1: loves Lifetime. Like if you didn't grow up watching Lifetime, 12 00:00:44,400 --> 00:00:46,680 Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know how to feel about you. Yeah, 13 00:00:46,680 --> 00:00:49,360 Speaker 1: and they're bringing more of us on there. It's about time. 14 00:00:49,479 --> 00:00:51,800 Speaker 1: It's about time because I've been watching white people's stories 15 00:00:51,840 --> 00:00:58,480 Speaker 1: for what's the movie about? So it's based on actual 16 00:00:58,560 --> 00:01:04,640 Speaker 1: events of a woman who lost her daughter to and 17 00:01:04,760 --> 00:01:07,880 Speaker 1: put her daughter in the custody of her sister, who 18 00:01:08,080 --> 00:01:12,880 Speaker 1: is a very abusive and toxic individual who takes people 19 00:01:13,000 --> 00:01:22,560 Speaker 1: and um basically kidnaps them for their disability check. Basically listen, 20 00:01:23,319 --> 00:01:26,560 Speaker 1: my kid gets took in by my psycho sister. She's 21 00:01:26,600 --> 00:01:29,600 Speaker 1: crazy as hell. They picked Hammy to play. She plays 22 00:01:29,959 --> 00:01:37,520 Speaker 1: amazing role of the perfect psych psychicosis, psychotic maniac. She's 23 00:01:37,680 --> 00:01:42,400 Speaker 1: prostituting people, kidnapping. I'm still in checks. Yeah, I'm like 24 00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:46,800 Speaker 1: I'm on every level. Yes, I'm like the heartbroken trying 25 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:50,440 Speaker 1: to find my kids. She plays my sister whose daughter 26 00:01:50,520 --> 00:01:54,160 Speaker 1: I end up kidnapping. And we've never seen Remy like 27 00:01:54,200 --> 00:02:03,600 Speaker 1: this before because this character is so so and maternal 28 00:02:03,880 --> 00:02:16,800 Speaker 1: and crying, showing us both forms a wife or mother, 29 00:02:17,440 --> 00:02:20,280 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And I don't be understanding. 30 00:02:20,320 --> 00:02:22,960 Speaker 1: When does this narrative come from the man. You don't understand? 31 00:02:22,960 --> 00:02:26,239 Speaker 1: I do. I'm at fifteen years, that bet, fifteen years. 32 00:02:26,280 --> 00:02:30,239 Speaker 1: I have wonderful children. And listen. I heard Remy on 33 00:02:30,320 --> 00:02:34,000 Speaker 1: the phone with her daughter last night and the daughter goes, 34 00:02:34,360 --> 00:02:36,799 Speaker 1: so listen, little girl, what you hang up on me? 35 00:02:37,240 --> 00:02:47,120 Speaker 1: And I wonder where she got so? How I was 36 00:02:47,160 --> 00:02:49,960 Speaker 1: working with Rem, how looking with each other? I should say, well, 37 00:02:50,080 --> 00:02:54,400 Speaker 1: here's the thing with rem cool person, loving person. But 38 00:02:54,520 --> 00:02:56,840 Speaker 1: when she don't want to be bothered, she don't want 39 00:02:56,840 --> 00:02:59,160 Speaker 1: to be bother, so she comes on set and it's 40 00:02:59,200 --> 00:03:03,359 Speaker 1: like hey, says and then maybe thirty minutes later we're 41 00:03:03,400 --> 00:03:05,360 Speaker 1: in the room with people and Remmy's in the corner 42 00:03:05,480 --> 00:03:07,679 Speaker 1: like just looking at everybody like, don't want to talk, 43 00:03:10,720 --> 00:03:16,480 Speaker 1: watching everything. I'm like you good. She's like, everybody was 44 00:03:16,520 --> 00:03:19,200 Speaker 1: scared Amy, There's no reason to be scared. I'm just 45 00:03:19,520 --> 00:03:23,760 Speaker 1: Sammy is a social butterfly. So she's high head. Oh yeah. 46 00:03:23,800 --> 00:03:27,880 Speaker 1: And one time that's Sammy and I'm in a corner 47 00:03:27,960 --> 00:03:31,120 Speaker 1: like yeah. She's like, but I don't know these people 48 00:03:31,440 --> 00:03:33,359 Speaker 1: be like, I'm here to do my job. Yeah, I 49 00:03:33,440 --> 00:03:36,080 Speaker 1: don't know what I'm I know people you see people 50 00:03:36,080 --> 00:03:38,480 Speaker 1: in the nice to me too? How you know that 51 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:41,520 Speaker 1: you just met me? Right, that's a good way to be. 52 00:03:41,600 --> 00:03:44,640 Speaker 1: You can't let everybody energy in, yeah, because people be weird. 53 00:03:45,240 --> 00:03:48,680 Speaker 1: They'd be weird. Have you made the intentional transition room 54 00:03:48,760 --> 00:03:50,640 Speaker 1: like away from music? Like they say, I'm gonna do 55 00:03:50,720 --> 00:03:54,160 Speaker 1: other things? Was an album not intentional and it's on 56 00:03:54,440 --> 00:03:57,280 Speaker 1: it's actually the fiftieth anniversary of hip hop. So I 57 00:03:57,360 --> 00:03:59,680 Speaker 1: was like her perfect song into it. But I'm also 58 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:03,040 Speaker 1: corporated my new acting thing insa. You got to see 59 00:04:03,040 --> 00:04:05,400 Speaker 1: what that happens. But I feel like a lot of 60 00:04:05,520 --> 00:04:09,040 Speaker 1: times with artists, when they know you for doing one thing, 61 00:04:09,280 --> 00:04:11,800 Speaker 1: it's hard for them to see you do anything else. 62 00:04:11,840 --> 00:04:13,760 Speaker 1: They want to keep you. We only want to see 63 00:04:13,800 --> 00:04:16,000 Speaker 1: you do music, and so they see you do other things. 64 00:04:16,440 --> 00:04:18,640 Speaker 1: Like when I started doing a lot of talk shows 65 00:04:18,839 --> 00:04:21,040 Speaker 1: and hosts and stuff like that, Oh, that's great, you 66 00:04:21,080 --> 00:04:23,760 Speaker 1: should do that. And then when I started doing acts, 67 00:04:23,760 --> 00:04:26,040 Speaker 1: it's like, oh, it's great. But when you talk about it, 68 00:04:26,120 --> 00:04:27,760 Speaker 1: they're like, no, we just want the album. That's it. 69 00:04:28,320 --> 00:04:35,440 Speaker 1: Mind the medal texts. It's crazy. So you disconnect on purpose, 70 00:04:35,480 --> 00:04:38,800 Speaker 1: then no, it's not. No, I still do last year. 71 00:04:38,880 --> 00:04:40,320 Speaker 1: I had to think about it because you not like 72 00:04:40,440 --> 00:04:42,320 Speaker 1: you have the year in wrap up, like what did 73 00:04:42,360 --> 00:04:44,400 Speaker 1: you do this year? And I'm sitting here, I'm putting 74 00:04:44,400 --> 00:04:45,880 Speaker 1: it to guys. Of course, I never post it because 75 00:04:45,920 --> 00:04:48,640 Speaker 1: I don't post um. I mean, let's pay me that 76 00:04:48,720 --> 00:04:51,320 Speaker 1: on post. But most of my posts that I played 77 00:04:51,360 --> 00:04:53,040 Speaker 1: the post I started doing that rate the long capture. 78 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:54,880 Speaker 1: I'll never post it, but I made a like reel 79 00:04:54,960 --> 00:04:57,120 Speaker 1: of all the music that I did last year. Last year, 80 00:04:57,320 --> 00:05:02,600 Speaker 1: I did um a song with Rhapsody DJ Premier phenomenal record. 81 00:05:02,640 --> 00:05:06,000 Speaker 1: We played that. I did a song UM for Prodigies 82 00:05:06,080 --> 00:05:10,920 Speaker 1: album Wrestling Piece to Prodigy UM. I did a song 83 00:05:11,040 --> 00:05:13,240 Speaker 1: with Mary J. Blige for The Good Morning Gorgeous um 84 00:05:13,400 --> 00:05:17,000 Speaker 1: Sol's album. I did two songs with Brandy when I 85 00:05:17,120 --> 00:05:25,880 Speaker 1: was acting on Queen's They Count, I Zone Count. And 86 00:05:26,320 --> 00:05:30,680 Speaker 1: I also did my husband's record with Wayne Into Chains 87 00:05:30,920 --> 00:05:33,200 Speaker 1: and Buster. So I'm Mike. I did like seven eight 88 00:05:33,440 --> 00:05:35,680 Speaker 1: features last year. I didn't do any solo projects, but 89 00:05:36,200 --> 00:05:38,360 Speaker 1: all of them. My part was the best part. I'm 90 00:05:38,400 --> 00:05:42,000 Speaker 1: just oh my goodness. I talked about that with the 91 00:05:42,080 --> 00:05:44,280 Speaker 1: two Change in Pat record, like, sorry, guy, but you 92 00:05:44,360 --> 00:05:47,240 Speaker 1: got body. I mean, when are we getting your solo? 93 00:05:47,279 --> 00:05:48,920 Speaker 1: I be because you've been working on it for um. 94 00:05:49,040 --> 00:05:50,840 Speaker 1: You know what I do. A couple of years I do, 95 00:05:51,200 --> 00:05:53,760 Speaker 1: It's been done. It's what you're waiting for. So what 96 00:05:53,839 --> 00:05:56,920 Speaker 1: happened was when I first did it. What happened was, Yeah, 97 00:05:56,920 --> 00:05:59,159 Speaker 1: what happened was when I first did it, I got pregnant, 98 00:06:00,160 --> 00:06:03,279 Speaker 1: and because I did IVF and everything that we went through, 99 00:06:03,920 --> 00:06:06,440 Speaker 1: I put everything on hole. I'm like, I don't want 100 00:06:06,440 --> 00:06:08,920 Speaker 1: to chance it. It was a lot on my body, 101 00:06:09,640 --> 00:06:12,160 Speaker 1: it was a lot on my bank account, and I 102 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:14,599 Speaker 1: was like, we want this to work. So I literally 103 00:06:14,680 --> 00:06:17,680 Speaker 1: just put everything music on hole for my pregnancy and 104 00:06:17,720 --> 00:06:21,200 Speaker 1: from my daughter. After I had my daughter, now I'm breastfeeding. 105 00:06:22,200 --> 00:06:24,240 Speaker 1: I was like trying to be like this super cool mom, 106 00:06:24,279 --> 00:06:25,960 Speaker 1: I'm going to do the breastfeeding thing for a couple 107 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:28,479 Speaker 1: of months. A couple of months turned into two years 108 00:06:28,520 --> 00:06:30,440 Speaker 1: and ten months. Like she was almost three. She was 109 00:06:30,520 --> 00:06:32,880 Speaker 1: on a tity it almost three. Listen, that's why she's 110 00:06:32,880 --> 00:06:43,720 Speaker 1: a genius. But we got in the middle of that, 111 00:06:44,440 --> 00:06:47,840 Speaker 1: we got caught in COVID, so it was harder to 112 00:06:47,960 --> 00:06:50,000 Speaker 1: like lean her up. I was out and about it 113 00:06:50,080 --> 00:06:51,840 Speaker 1: probably wouldn't never went that long because he was in 114 00:06:51,880 --> 00:06:54,280 Speaker 1: the house. Nobody was really going out anywhere. It turned 115 00:06:54,320 --> 00:06:57,280 Speaker 1: to that, and then after COVID, I got into a 116 00:06:57,360 --> 00:06:59,000 Speaker 1: German COVID. I got a lot into that. We was 117 00:06:59,040 --> 00:07:01,240 Speaker 1: doing State of the Culture. Then I was hosting The 118 00:07:01,320 --> 00:07:03,280 Speaker 1: Wendy Show, and I just was doing so many other 119 00:07:03,320 --> 00:07:05,360 Speaker 1: things that music kind of got pushed to the back. 120 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:07,760 Speaker 1: I was still recording music, still doing different things like 121 00:07:08,120 --> 00:07:10,520 Speaker 1: any given time hitmakers, like yeah, what we're doing, like 122 00:07:10,640 --> 00:07:12,960 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I work on music, but it's just 123 00:07:13,120 --> 00:07:16,040 Speaker 1: other things that kind of push it out the way 124 00:07:16,040 --> 00:07:19,120 Speaker 1: a little bit, but don't be um, you know, don't 125 00:07:19,240 --> 00:07:23,680 Speaker 1: don't try it anybody listen. I wouldn't recommend that depends 126 00:07:23,720 --> 00:07:25,600 Speaker 1: still works the same thing with you, Tammy. That's why 127 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:27,480 Speaker 1: you just connected from reality TV, just to show them 128 00:07:27,520 --> 00:07:29,280 Speaker 1: like I want to get into my acting bag. Jeremy 129 00:07:29,320 --> 00:07:31,120 Speaker 1: got so much, so much thing coming down to damn 130 00:07:31,160 --> 00:07:34,520 Speaker 1: pipe bline. I just didn't want to do reality anymore. 131 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:37,200 Speaker 1: I wanted to go back to scripted. I felt like 132 00:07:37,280 --> 00:07:40,520 Speaker 1: I had shown enough of my life, you know, in 133 00:07:40,720 --> 00:07:43,760 Speaker 1: terms of that format. You know y'all all in my business, 134 00:07:43,840 --> 00:07:45,560 Speaker 1: I feel like I've given it all to you. There's 135 00:07:45,600 --> 00:07:48,320 Speaker 1: nothing else to say. My kids have grown, and so 136 00:07:48,600 --> 00:07:51,000 Speaker 1: it's like I wanted to go back to scripted. I 137 00:07:51,080 --> 00:07:53,960 Speaker 1: wanted to go back to playing characters and doing the 138 00:07:54,080 --> 00:07:58,000 Speaker 1: things that I love, and doing unscripted in other formats, 139 00:07:58,120 --> 00:08:00,400 Speaker 1: not that ensemble stuff, you know what I'm mean. So 140 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:03,680 Speaker 1: you know, we got caught in the act Unfaithful and 141 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:07,400 Speaker 1: that's the Cheaters style show and I love doing that. 142 00:08:07,600 --> 00:08:10,400 Speaker 1: And then all my other projects were scripted. So in 143 00:08:10,560 --> 00:08:14,480 Speaker 1: this one it's based off of a true story. Correct, So, 144 00:08:15,400 --> 00:08:17,679 Speaker 1: like you, you jumped in on the deep end, because 145 00:08:17,760 --> 00:08:20,200 Speaker 1: when you do a movie and it's based on a 146 00:08:20,240 --> 00:08:23,320 Speaker 1: true story. You gotta stay real close to the authentic story. 147 00:08:23,360 --> 00:08:25,480 Speaker 1: You can't be changing up for none of that. Like, 148 00:08:25,640 --> 00:08:28,720 Speaker 1: how was that for y'all? How did y'all prepare for that? Um? Well, 149 00:08:28,760 --> 00:08:31,360 Speaker 1: this is my second. The first movie I ever did 150 00:08:31,720 --> 00:08:34,520 Speaker 1: that I actually started was the Big fifty del Round 151 00:08:34,559 --> 00:08:37,360 Speaker 1: the Hood score based on a woman out of Detroit, 152 00:08:37,480 --> 00:08:42,120 Speaker 1: and she was like super gangster, she's selling drugs, she's madam, 153 00:08:42,240 --> 00:08:44,440 Speaker 1: she's doing all these different things. And it was crazy 154 00:08:44,480 --> 00:08:47,000 Speaker 1: because she was actually on set while we were filming. 155 00:08:47,559 --> 00:08:50,840 Speaker 1: So it was like, you don't want to portray them 156 00:08:50,880 --> 00:08:54,199 Speaker 1: in a way that right, that's not that's unfavorable to them. 157 00:08:54,880 --> 00:08:58,079 Speaker 1: And I think when I felt and exact where I 158 00:08:58,080 --> 00:09:00,079 Speaker 1: would literally would go to side like wall right, it 159 00:09:00,160 --> 00:09:01,520 Speaker 1: was like what was it? It was like one scene 160 00:09:01,520 --> 00:09:03,439 Speaker 1: where they had her talking to her kids, and just 161 00:09:03,559 --> 00:09:05,520 Speaker 1: for me being around how I was like, I don't 162 00:09:05,600 --> 00:09:07,480 Speaker 1: think she would play with these kids like like the 163 00:09:07,520 --> 00:09:09,960 Speaker 1: way that it was really, I was like, um, if 164 00:09:10,000 --> 00:09:11,240 Speaker 1: your kids you told him to go to bed and 165 00:09:11,240 --> 00:09:13,000 Speaker 1: they were still sitting there. She was like what. I 166 00:09:13,120 --> 00:09:15,360 Speaker 1: was like, Yeah, that's what I thought. To the director, 167 00:09:15,400 --> 00:09:17,520 Speaker 1: He's like whatever you think, you know, to get more 168 00:09:17,520 --> 00:09:20,640 Speaker 1: into the character, do that. And it was one scene 169 00:09:20,679 --> 00:09:23,199 Speaker 1: where we was actually she had a scene where she 170 00:09:23,360 --> 00:09:25,400 Speaker 1: was leaving her son, she was missing his games, and 171 00:09:25,880 --> 00:09:27,599 Speaker 1: it was I turned to her and she's like on 172 00:09:27,679 --> 00:09:31,440 Speaker 1: the side crying, and I was like, I didn't messed 173 00:09:31,440 --> 00:09:33,880 Speaker 1: it up. I thought I messed it up, like because 174 00:09:33,880 --> 00:09:36,839 Speaker 1: she was crying, Like she's a very strong woman, so 175 00:09:37,240 --> 00:09:39,880 Speaker 1: crying it didn't look like look at she was pissed. 176 00:09:39,920 --> 00:09:41,800 Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, I messed that up. And she was 177 00:09:41,840 --> 00:09:45,520 Speaker 1: like yo, that was like so touching. So when that 178 00:09:46,040 --> 00:09:48,319 Speaker 1: really helped me with this one, especially considering that the 179 00:09:48,360 --> 00:09:52,040 Speaker 1: person that I'm playing, it's such a vulnerable situation, like 180 00:09:52,120 --> 00:09:54,439 Speaker 1: where you lost your child, so you know you have 181 00:09:54,600 --> 00:09:57,120 Speaker 1: to take those things. And plus I have the kids, 182 00:09:57,160 --> 00:09:59,439 Speaker 1: so you just backed that in, Like, how would you 183 00:09:59,520 --> 00:10:02,480 Speaker 1: feel somebody took your kid? Yeah, I don't think the 184 00:10:02,480 --> 00:10:05,280 Speaker 1: nobody can play with you like that, bron people crazy 185 00:10:05,520 --> 00:10:09,240 Speaker 1: people are nuts. Nobody really like that. And it's still 186 00:10:09,280 --> 00:10:11,679 Speaker 1: play with you. The streets have changed, Yeah, it's a 187 00:10:11,760 --> 00:10:13,480 Speaker 1: different time. Now, tell me, how do you have the 188 00:10:13,520 --> 00:10:15,200 Speaker 1: time to do all the things that you have between 189 00:10:15,320 --> 00:10:19,079 Speaker 1: This patch showed the unfaithful show movies down the pipeline 190 00:10:19,200 --> 00:10:20,800 Speaker 1: and like, how do you find the time and what 191 00:10:20,920 --> 00:10:23,439 Speaker 1: gives you the driver? Still want to do it. I 192 00:10:23,559 --> 00:10:27,559 Speaker 1: don't sleep. I'm very much like you, and I just 193 00:10:27,720 --> 00:10:30,160 Speaker 1: go where the work is because that's what's important to me. 194 00:10:30,320 --> 00:10:33,160 Speaker 1: But that what drives me is my kids, you know 195 00:10:33,240 --> 00:10:35,199 Speaker 1: what I mean, Like, I want to be able to 196 00:10:36,400 --> 00:10:39,040 Speaker 1: leave my kids something because my mother didn't do it 197 00:10:39,120 --> 00:10:41,200 Speaker 1: for me. Her mother didn't do it for her because 198 00:10:42,240 --> 00:10:45,079 Speaker 1: at that time, people didn't know about generational wealth and 199 00:10:45,600 --> 00:10:49,240 Speaker 1: establishing things and leading the legacy. Yeah, you know, you 200 00:10:49,400 --> 00:10:51,439 Speaker 1: already behind the eight ball. So for me, it's just 201 00:10:51,600 --> 00:10:55,520 Speaker 1: important to change that narrative for my family going forward, 202 00:10:55,760 --> 00:10:58,880 Speaker 1: my lineage going forward. So that's what that's what motivates me. 203 00:10:59,360 --> 00:11:01,360 Speaker 1: I'm gonna get if it's worked, I'm getting up and 204 00:11:01,440 --> 00:11:04,080 Speaker 1: I'm doing it, two hours asleep on the plane, whatever 205 00:11:04,160 --> 00:11:07,400 Speaker 1: it takes, I'm gonna be there to get the job done. Yeah. 206 00:11:07,440 --> 00:11:11,079 Speaker 1: I seen the story they were talking about. Tammy doesn't 207 00:11:11,080 --> 00:11:15,840 Speaker 1: eat right right. I've been on set with you, Yeah, 208 00:11:16,080 --> 00:11:19,959 Speaker 1: and I see Tammy. I'm like, like, where is it 209 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:21,920 Speaker 1: coming from? Does that have a bother you? Because people 210 00:11:21,960 --> 00:11:24,960 Speaker 1: would just make up their own stories, their own rumors. 211 00:11:25,000 --> 00:11:26,920 Speaker 1: But me being on set, I'm like, no, she eats, 212 00:11:26,960 --> 00:11:29,040 Speaker 1: and she eats a lot, Yeah, I eat a lot. Well. 213 00:11:29,160 --> 00:11:33,160 Speaker 1: The thing is, I have a condition that's called body dysmorphia, 214 00:11:33,600 --> 00:11:35,720 Speaker 1: and I've had it since I was thirteen years old. 215 00:11:35,960 --> 00:11:40,800 Speaker 1: It is a mental disorder based on either trauma or genetics, 216 00:11:40,920 --> 00:11:46,280 Speaker 1: and mine is trauma based. And so what happens with 217 00:11:46,440 --> 00:11:48,240 Speaker 1: that is the way I look at myself and the 218 00:11:48,320 --> 00:11:51,240 Speaker 1: way people see me are two different things. And I 219 00:11:51,440 --> 00:11:55,280 Speaker 1: always see myself unfortunately, as you know that show like 220 00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:58,480 Speaker 1: my six hundred pound life. No matter how I look 221 00:11:58,559 --> 00:12:01,200 Speaker 1: to people, when I look at myself, I can always 222 00:12:01,240 --> 00:12:05,040 Speaker 1: pick something apart. I always feel like I'm overweight. And 223 00:12:05,200 --> 00:12:09,719 Speaker 1: so because of that, there are moments where it's like 224 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:12,839 Speaker 1: I gotta stop eating, yeah, and then there are other 225 00:12:12,920 --> 00:12:18,520 Speaker 1: moments where I'm hungry. That's the case because you feel 226 00:12:18,559 --> 00:12:20,679 Speaker 1: a certain way about you. No, But but this is 227 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:25,959 Speaker 1: this is like different because there can literally be nothing wrong. 228 00:12:26,960 --> 00:12:30,760 Speaker 1: But I will find something. You understand, like I can 229 00:12:30,880 --> 00:12:35,400 Speaker 1: find something. And so with the average woman, it's like, well, 230 00:12:35,440 --> 00:12:37,920 Speaker 1: I think I want to lose a few pounds, but 231 00:12:38,080 --> 00:12:41,199 Speaker 1: if they don't, they're okay. You know with me, it's like, no, 232 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:44,320 Speaker 1: I've got to lose the you know, because I see 233 00:12:44,360 --> 00:12:47,440 Speaker 1: this fold on my risk and it may not even 234 00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:49,679 Speaker 1: really be there. Yes, but how do you deal? How 235 00:12:49,760 --> 00:12:52,520 Speaker 1: do you deal? I think this is important. I've never 236 00:12:52,640 --> 00:12:55,160 Speaker 1: actually heard you even say that you have body dysmorphia, 237 00:12:55,600 --> 00:12:57,440 Speaker 1: so thank you for that for a lot of young 238 00:12:57,480 --> 00:13:00,720 Speaker 1: girls out here. How do you deal with having body 239 00:13:00,800 --> 00:13:04,160 Speaker 1: dysmorphia where you're being so critical on yourself and you're 240 00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:06,800 Speaker 1: really kind of you're seeing yourself other than what you 241 00:13:06,880 --> 00:13:10,280 Speaker 1: actually are, which is almost the same way. That's what commentors. 242 00:13:10,320 --> 00:13:12,960 Speaker 1: They don't know you here. He just said you eat. 243 00:13:13,240 --> 00:13:15,400 Speaker 1: Some people say you don't eat. How do you deal 244 00:13:15,480 --> 00:13:18,719 Speaker 1: with them reflecting how they think you should look onto you? 245 00:13:18,880 --> 00:13:21,199 Speaker 1: How do you deal with hearing yourself being hard on 246 00:13:21,320 --> 00:13:23,240 Speaker 1: you and hearing the commentors? How do you shut it 247 00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:26,280 Speaker 1: out or how do you do that? See? Here's the thing. 248 00:13:26,880 --> 00:13:29,880 Speaker 1: When I feel I look good, people will comment and 249 00:13:30,040 --> 00:13:33,480 Speaker 1: say you're too skinny, you look like a bobble head. 250 00:13:33,679 --> 00:13:36,559 Speaker 1: She needs to gain some weight. All of that, in 251 00:13:36,760 --> 00:13:40,960 Speaker 1: my mind, is a compliment. So they're viewing it as girl, 252 00:13:41,040 --> 00:13:44,240 Speaker 1: get your life together. I'm seeing bones and I'm like, really, yes, 253 00:13:44,800 --> 00:13:47,160 Speaker 1: oh my god, I look like a crackhead. Thank you. 254 00:13:47,520 --> 00:13:59,320 Speaker 1: You know. It's like it's like that, so the thin 255 00:13:59,520 --> 00:14:04,920 Speaker 1: the thin anybody. But so when you have when you're 256 00:14:04,960 --> 00:14:07,199 Speaker 1: dealing with a person that has body dysmorphia, you're not 257 00:14:07,480 --> 00:14:11,360 Speaker 1: helping them by making those type of comments because their 258 00:14:11,440 --> 00:14:14,880 Speaker 1: mind works in reverse. So like if I had to 259 00:14:14,920 --> 00:14:18,079 Speaker 1: put anything out there to people, it's like it doesn't 260 00:14:18,120 --> 00:14:20,040 Speaker 1: take much to be kind and you don't know what 261 00:14:20,200 --> 00:14:23,480 Speaker 1: a person's going. Just mind your business and don't comment 262 00:14:23,520 --> 00:14:25,720 Speaker 1: on women's way and don't comment on it, and then 263 00:14:25,800 --> 00:14:28,440 Speaker 1: it looks I'm a diabetic too, so like all of 264 00:14:28,520 --> 00:14:31,160 Speaker 1: that comes into play for me, you know what I mean. 265 00:14:31,280 --> 00:14:33,880 Speaker 1: So it's just kind of like, leave me alone, let 266 00:14:33,960 --> 00:14:36,680 Speaker 1: me deal with my issue and try to, you know, 267 00:14:36,800 --> 00:14:39,320 Speaker 1: work my way through it to the best of my ability, 268 00:14:39,360 --> 00:14:41,640 Speaker 1: which every day is a struggle. I'm glad you're sharing 269 00:14:41,680 --> 00:14:44,120 Speaker 1: your story. You feel a need to explain yourself just 270 00:14:44,240 --> 00:14:48,760 Speaker 1: because people comment. I have, and so once I've explained it, 271 00:14:49,160 --> 00:14:52,360 Speaker 1: whatever their comments are, then that's just you know, do 272 00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:53,840 Speaker 1: what you feel you need to do to get it 273 00:14:53,880 --> 00:14:59,840 Speaker 1: off your chest, because that's what everybody feel. That no, no, no, you. 274 00:15:00,080 --> 00:15:02,200 Speaker 1: You can go through therapy, but there is no cure, 275 00:15:02,760 --> 00:15:05,040 Speaker 1: and so you just have to learn how to manage 276 00:15:06,240 --> 00:15:11,080 Speaker 1: and retrain your mind to not overthink and really process 277 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:15,280 Speaker 1: what you're seeing versus what you feel you see. If 278 00:15:15,320 --> 00:15:17,120 Speaker 1: that makes any sense, you know what I mean. So 279 00:15:17,400 --> 00:15:22,160 Speaker 1: it's I've been in therapy for years and I still 280 00:15:22,240 --> 00:15:24,640 Speaker 1: deal with it. It never goes away. Well, I think 281 00:15:24,760 --> 00:15:28,400 Speaker 1: you are with me hearing this now that that's your truth. 282 00:15:28,840 --> 00:15:31,840 Speaker 1: I think you are possibly one of the strongest women 283 00:15:31,880 --> 00:15:36,120 Speaker 1: in reality TV because being on reality TV, you are 284 00:15:36,440 --> 00:15:39,440 Speaker 1: living your whole life there and people are critique and 285 00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:43,160 Speaker 1: everything about you, your looks included, and not only them, 286 00:15:43,480 --> 00:15:45,880 Speaker 1: you to yourself. You see yourself on Cameron it's like, 287 00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:49,000 Speaker 1: oh I look bigger, Oh my god. Like each season 288 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:51,840 Speaker 1: I would drop like fifteen twenty pounds because it's like 289 00:15:51,880 --> 00:15:53,600 Speaker 1: I'm looking at last season and I see what the 290 00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:57,400 Speaker 1: way was. And so now, not being in reality TV 291 00:15:58,080 --> 00:16:00,440 Speaker 1: is it helping some to where you are just living 292 00:16:00,480 --> 00:16:02,320 Speaker 1: your own life. You're the owner of it and you 293 00:16:02,400 --> 00:16:05,320 Speaker 1: don't have that reflection from reality TV. Being in the 294 00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:08,200 Speaker 1: real world of Hollywood now and not in reality world, well, 295 00:16:08,280 --> 00:16:12,000 Speaker 1: I think the world's are synonymous right, reality TV people 296 00:16:12,040 --> 00:16:14,320 Speaker 1: are still looking at you and judging, And then when 297 00:16:14,360 --> 00:16:16,560 Speaker 1: they watch you on a TV show, they're still looking 298 00:16:16,600 --> 00:16:19,600 Speaker 1: at you and judging, but it's not as personal because 299 00:16:19,960 --> 00:16:22,840 Speaker 1: when we see you acting, we could almost think that 300 00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:25,600 Speaker 1: you could be Selemer for the role. Yeah, you know, 301 00:16:25,760 --> 00:16:28,160 Speaker 1: and we don't. They get a little less into that 302 00:16:28,240 --> 00:16:30,720 Speaker 1: because you know, reality fans are kind of crazy. They 303 00:16:30,840 --> 00:16:33,520 Speaker 1: really are invested in you like they are your sister. 304 00:16:33,680 --> 00:16:37,840 Speaker 1: Yet I think that would be the case if I 305 00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:41,160 Speaker 1: had never done reality TV and if it was always 306 00:16:41,280 --> 00:16:43,840 Speaker 1: just scripted, then it's like, oh, these are the things 307 00:16:43,880 --> 00:16:46,160 Speaker 1: she's doing for a role. But because so many people 308 00:16:46,480 --> 00:16:49,480 Speaker 1: have been a part of my life already, they know 309 00:16:49,600 --> 00:16:51,840 Speaker 1: the story. It's like, this was the girl who got 310 00:16:51,880 --> 00:16:56,000 Speaker 1: her mouth wired in nineteen ninety three. You've seen battle 311 00:16:56,080 --> 00:16:59,200 Speaker 1: this forever. It's just that nobody knew what I was 312 00:16:59,240 --> 00:17:02,440 Speaker 1: actually deal with exactly. So yeah, I mean, I just 313 00:17:02,600 --> 00:17:04,919 Speaker 1: let people do and say what they feel they need 314 00:17:04,960 --> 00:17:06,920 Speaker 1: to do and say, and I try. You know, my 315 00:17:07,040 --> 00:17:09,160 Speaker 1: husband is a good support system for me to try 316 00:17:09,200 --> 00:17:13,600 Speaker 1: to keep me just on track. We can't win fluid. 317 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:15,960 Speaker 1: Like you, You're a good person, and a lot of 318 00:17:16,000 --> 00:17:18,000 Speaker 1: people don't know that because they see the reality. Yeah, 319 00:17:18,160 --> 00:17:20,560 Speaker 1: but as a person outside of that, you are a 320 00:17:20,720 --> 00:17:22,720 Speaker 1: beautiful person inside the house. Me and my wife love you, 321 00:17:22,760 --> 00:17:24,680 Speaker 1: and you know we got a lot of love for you. 322 00:17:25,040 --> 00:17:27,280 Speaker 1: But you can't win. Sometimes they'll say you too thin, 323 00:17:27,320 --> 00:17:29,720 Speaker 1: But then they'll be like, oh dammy, be photoshopping her 324 00:17:29,760 --> 00:17:37,200 Speaker 1: ass and pictures. I ain't got no BBL. But I'm 325 00:17:37,240 --> 00:17:40,240 Speaker 1: gonna fix my pictures right, because if you want to 326 00:17:40,280 --> 00:17:42,480 Speaker 1: see me in the raw, I got a whole page 327 00:17:42,520 --> 00:17:45,639 Speaker 1: called Bono Chronicles for that. You see that, making you 328 00:17:45,760 --> 00:17:47,680 Speaker 1: get it all how you want to live. But on 329 00:17:47,880 --> 00:17:50,280 Speaker 1: my page, it's gonna it's gonna be edited down to 330 00:17:50,359 --> 00:17:52,680 Speaker 1: the ground. But I do not have a BBL. I 331 00:17:52,880 --> 00:17:55,119 Speaker 1: did get my ass done. I got some you know, 332 00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:58,440 Speaker 1: shots in my ass way back when, and you know 333 00:17:59,119 --> 00:18:02,120 Speaker 1: that's I'll tell anybody the truth. You know. I'm gonna 334 00:18:02,119 --> 00:18:05,320 Speaker 1: fix what I feel I need to fix because of 335 00:18:05,440 --> 00:18:07,399 Speaker 1: who I am and what I deal with anyway, So 336 00:18:07,520 --> 00:18:09,159 Speaker 1: if I don't like something, I'm gonna fix it, right. 337 00:18:09,160 --> 00:18:11,480 Speaker 1: I'm good to see Ramy and Tammy together, especially this 338 00:18:11,680 --> 00:18:14,360 Speaker 1: Grown of All version, because ten years ago this would 339 00:18:14,359 --> 00:18:18,280 Speaker 1: be the tag team champion of the world. I'm talking 340 00:18:19,440 --> 00:18:24,480 Speaker 1: I literally just said, us together, this could be something here. 341 00:18:25,720 --> 00:18:28,119 Speaker 1: You know, we're like the same person, we just handle 342 00:18:28,200 --> 00:18:31,000 Speaker 1: it differently. No, I don't think that's the truth because Tammy, 343 00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:33,760 Speaker 1: Tammy's triggered to right. Do you see this new Tammy? No? No. 344 00:18:34,280 --> 00:18:36,040 Speaker 1: So I was on set with we were on set 345 00:18:36,119 --> 00:18:40,440 Speaker 1: with Unfaithful and uh it's a cheatah show. And I'm 346 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:42,360 Speaker 1: on a couple of episodes with Tammy helping her out 347 00:18:43,480 --> 00:18:46,159 Speaker 1: and this one girl says something to Tammy and the 348 00:18:46,280 --> 00:18:49,159 Speaker 1: whole Tammy changed. Tammy was motherly like, you know, you 349 00:18:49,240 --> 00:18:50,639 Speaker 1: need to change that, you need to look out for this. 350 00:18:50,720 --> 00:18:53,960 Speaker 1: And then Tim's like, got on you say no because 351 00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:57,280 Speaker 1: she said, don't make me get up out. She said 352 00:18:57,400 --> 00:19:02,879 Speaker 1: that to me up out this chair. So I said, 353 00:19:03,000 --> 00:19:06,640 Speaker 1: if you get up out that chair, you're gonna get 354 00:19:06,680 --> 00:19:09,280 Speaker 1: what you want right on the edge of the see 355 00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:13,399 Speaker 1: like this idea. The host in turn, Yeah, everybody was like, 356 00:19:13,400 --> 00:19:18,440 Speaker 1: oh my god, I don't think you should do that 357 00:19:20,200 --> 00:19:24,760 Speaker 1: to nobody. Don't really told crazy man person into it 358 00:19:24,840 --> 00:19:27,000 Speaker 1: like away from me. I'm to be honest, I haven't 359 00:19:27,040 --> 00:19:30,240 Speaker 1: really had anybody physically in my face or anything crazy. 360 00:19:31,480 --> 00:19:34,200 Speaker 1: Um No, I don't. I'm tired of paying people money. 361 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:41,200 Speaker 1: I'm tired of getting locked up a lot of going 362 00:19:41,280 --> 00:19:42,920 Speaker 1: in and talk to these people. I don't I don't 363 00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:46,320 Speaker 1: like that, that's not cool. But I'll tell people of 364 00:19:46,320 --> 00:19:49,720 Speaker 1: the time you can. I've changed, like I've changed it, 365 00:19:49,800 --> 00:19:52,240 Speaker 1: meaning that I've changed the way I react to things, 366 00:19:52,720 --> 00:19:55,800 Speaker 1: the way that I even received things. The certain things 367 00:19:55,840 --> 00:19:57,320 Speaker 1: that you used to really piss me off, doesn't really 368 00:19:57,359 --> 00:20:01,360 Speaker 1: bother me as much. But be very clear, I'm still 369 00:20:01,440 --> 00:20:05,560 Speaker 1: the same person. And she's like right underneath the surface, 370 00:20:07,520 --> 00:20:17,680 Speaker 1: deep down inside, like what you gotta be very careful. 371 00:20:17,880 --> 00:20:21,400 Speaker 1: But I feel like I give people respect, Like I'm 372 00:20:21,440 --> 00:20:24,240 Speaker 1: not a bully. I don't just go if something somebody 373 00:20:24,800 --> 00:20:28,520 Speaker 1: did something, I'm doing something. Somebody did something. I'm not 374 00:20:28,680 --> 00:20:32,360 Speaker 1: that person, right, No, because most of the time it's 375 00:20:32,840 --> 00:20:36,479 Speaker 1: my reaction. People never pay attention to what caused them. 376 00:20:36,640 --> 00:20:40,280 Speaker 1: Correct so, and I I don't want to say because 377 00:20:40,280 --> 00:20:42,480 Speaker 1: I don't think I overreact. Other people think like it's 378 00:20:42,520 --> 00:20:46,560 Speaker 1: like you step on my foot on my shoe, I 379 00:20:46,680 --> 00:20:48,880 Speaker 1: want to like amputate your whole leg like I don't 380 00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:50,520 Speaker 1: want to, like i'mn step on your shoe back like no, 381 00:20:50,600 --> 00:20:55,560 Speaker 1: it's no tip at It's like tipper. Don't make me 382 00:20:55,600 --> 00:20:59,119 Speaker 1: do until you done it because I overdo it. Stop. 383 00:20:59,160 --> 00:21:01,119 Speaker 1: But you don't get the cheese. It's my reaction to people. 384 00:21:01,359 --> 00:21:03,040 Speaker 1: People want to do things to you, and but like, oh, 385 00:21:03,080 --> 00:21:05,520 Speaker 1: but I don't even think it was that serious. You 386 00:21:05,560 --> 00:21:08,239 Speaker 1: shouldn't have done nothing serious. You have a four year 387 00:21:08,280 --> 00:21:10,879 Speaker 1: old love that's about to start playing sports and go 388 00:21:10,960 --> 00:21:12,920 Speaker 1: to school, and she's I'm gonna get into it into 389 00:21:13,080 --> 00:21:19,240 Speaker 1: like all kids do. I already told her the meaning 390 00:21:19,400 --> 00:21:22,240 Speaker 1: of cousins because she's where she's at. We live not 391 00:21:22,359 --> 00:21:25,919 Speaker 1: too far from you, wonderful school. But she she's very 392 00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:30,160 Speaker 1: close with her cousins that's still living queens. She will 393 00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:35,440 Speaker 1: tell you quick. I'm watching my cousin's color the Power 394 00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:37,280 Speaker 1: Up Cousins. You got to know how it is. But 395 00:21:37,440 --> 00:21:40,760 Speaker 1: she's she's so different, she's so sweet, Like she's me 396 00:21:41,400 --> 00:21:43,639 Speaker 1: without all the trauma that I would do. Because I 397 00:21:43,680 --> 00:21:46,000 Speaker 1: feel like I was actually a really nice person before 398 00:21:46,040 --> 00:21:49,440 Speaker 1: the world just started working with me and myself to 399 00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:52,239 Speaker 1: you know, deal with the world. And I think that's 400 00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:53,960 Speaker 1: with a lot of people. A lot of people we 401 00:21:54,040 --> 00:21:56,800 Speaker 1: don't know. There's some people that I think started out evil. 402 00:21:56,920 --> 00:21:58,840 Speaker 1: Let me not say you have anybody, but for the 403 00:21:58,920 --> 00:22:01,520 Speaker 1: most part, most people out so gay people and then 404 00:22:01,680 --> 00:22:04,560 Speaker 1: the things that you go through in life, it tends 405 00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:07,320 Speaker 1: to make you like okay, in order to protect myself 406 00:22:07,359 --> 00:22:08,679 Speaker 1: from this, this is how I got to be right, 407 00:22:08,880 --> 00:22:11,320 Speaker 1: in order to survive through this. This is how I 408 00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:13,760 Speaker 1: got to be and a lot of things that I 409 00:22:13,840 --> 00:22:15,720 Speaker 1: went through in my life. I couldn't be walking around 410 00:22:15,720 --> 00:22:18,320 Speaker 1: like hey, hi, you in the cupcakes. No, it wouldn't work, 411 00:22:18,440 --> 00:22:21,240 Speaker 1: Like that's that's that's just not gonna happen. But I 412 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:24,879 Speaker 1: do feel like me and her dad my husband be 413 00:22:24,960 --> 00:22:27,320 Speaker 1: installed like you know, all the good things. Like it's 414 00:22:27,359 --> 00:22:29,120 Speaker 1: so crazy because we talk about it all the time 415 00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:32,800 Speaker 1: that she has no idea that this world is like horrible. 416 00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:35,920 Speaker 1: She literally walks in the store just throws everything in 417 00:22:36,000 --> 00:22:38,639 Speaker 1: the car. She doesn't understand the concept of money. She's like, 418 00:22:39,240 --> 00:22:41,760 Speaker 1: it's twelve o'clock and like, come on, I would have fun, 419 00:22:42,359 --> 00:22:45,680 Speaker 1: Like no, I need more, Like she just even that 420 00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:48,560 Speaker 1: is different for her to say, like no, it's time 421 00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:51,280 Speaker 1: to go to bed, Like that's that's a different Remy 422 00:22:51,480 --> 00:22:53,840 Speaker 1: than the Remy we know that, you know when she's 423 00:22:54,160 --> 00:22:57,760 Speaker 1: Mommy Remy because me, I'm like, why are you up 424 00:22:57,800 --> 00:23:01,000 Speaker 1: at twelve, like, you know, like my kids, my kids 425 00:23:01,119 --> 00:23:02,800 Speaker 1: is in the bed at nine, and I'm not going 426 00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:04,320 Speaker 1: I wanted to be a kid for as long as 427 00:23:04,359 --> 00:23:06,119 Speaker 1: she could be a kid. I feel like you're a 428 00:23:06,160 --> 00:23:09,560 Speaker 1: gentle parent. A lot of no, I'm not. I'm not 429 00:23:09,720 --> 00:23:11,840 Speaker 1: one of those like, oh I'm gonna talk you go 430 00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:15,960 Speaker 1: in the corner quiet time. When I do them, it's 431 00:23:16,040 --> 00:23:26,120 Speaker 1: like fine, fine, not fine, fine, doing like this is definitely. 432 00:23:26,240 --> 00:23:29,879 Speaker 1: But I feel like with me, with my siblings, a 433 00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:31,719 Speaker 1: lot of my friends that grew up, we all had 434 00:23:31,760 --> 00:23:35,200 Speaker 1: to grow up way sooner than we should have, Like 435 00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:36,719 Speaker 1: we didn't really get a chance to be a kid. 436 00:23:36,840 --> 00:23:38,920 Speaker 1: Like I want her to be a kid for as long. 437 00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:41,000 Speaker 1: I want her to play with dolls, I want her 438 00:23:41,040 --> 00:23:44,240 Speaker 1: to watch cartoons, I want her to you know, have fun. 439 00:23:44,680 --> 00:23:47,480 Speaker 1: I don't want her to feel like because when it happens, 440 00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:49,920 Speaker 1: it's gonna happen if I feel that pressure of the 441 00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:52,639 Speaker 1: world prematurely, are you the saying with Pollard, I'm the 442 00:23:52,760 --> 00:23:55,080 Speaker 1: exact same way. And yeah, I mean I used to 443 00:23:55,119 --> 00:23:57,600 Speaker 1: be a little tough too back in the day, and 444 00:23:57,800 --> 00:24:00,800 Speaker 1: but having a child, my daughters also, for um, it 445 00:24:00,960 --> 00:24:03,560 Speaker 1: just automatically changes something in you, you know what I mean. 446 00:24:03,640 --> 00:24:07,240 Speaker 1: Like when I went to Angerman management for like maybe 447 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:10,320 Speaker 1: like six sessions. Out of what I got up from 448 00:24:10,400 --> 00:24:13,000 Speaker 1: it was I don't the power is given to you 449 00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:15,720 Speaker 1: soon as I react, So I almost get like a 450 00:24:15,840 --> 00:24:17,960 Speaker 1: turn one in order for you to say something to 451 00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:19,960 Speaker 1: me and me not even react to it. You know 452 00:24:20,160 --> 00:24:24,720 Speaker 1: my react and my reactions. Now I'll walk away from something. Yeah, 453 00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:27,040 Speaker 1: and I get in my car like, yeah, I did that, 454 00:24:27,680 --> 00:24:29,520 Speaker 1: even though back into day I have to show you 455 00:24:29,600 --> 00:24:32,680 Speaker 1: what I'm gonna do. Me not reacting or handling in 456 00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:36,440 Speaker 1: a different ways. It's more powerful for me now. So 457 00:24:36,840 --> 00:24:42,280 Speaker 1: it's it does and management classes made me mad. It 458 00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:47,080 Speaker 1: type like this is stupid. Only thing I learned my 459 00:24:47,160 --> 00:24:49,280 Speaker 1: physical cues. Now i'd be like, oh, I'm getting sight 460 00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:55,200 Speaker 1: hands a sweating because they're sitting there like it's it's 461 00:24:55,720 --> 00:25:00,960 Speaker 1: just dumb to me. I want to be angry, That's 462 00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:05,120 Speaker 1: the thing. The first thing mine told me was your anger. 463 00:25:05,600 --> 00:25:08,720 Speaker 1: You being pissed is all in emotion and it's okay. 464 00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:11,240 Speaker 1: So first you have to agree with what your body 465 00:25:11,359 --> 00:25:13,560 Speaker 1: is doing and what you're feeling is okay. Then you 466 00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:15,960 Speaker 1: can recognize it. Then you can say okay, that's these 467 00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:18,680 Speaker 1: are triggers that cause me to react it away knowing 468 00:25:18,760 --> 00:25:21,480 Speaker 1: my physical cues, because I man, I'd be sitting and 469 00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:27,080 Speaker 1: I'd be like, oh ship yeah with going down nas 470 00:25:27,320 --> 00:25:33,639 Speaker 1: splaring what's tapping, it's up. Skipped the whole part of 471 00:25:33,760 --> 00:25:40,000 Speaker 1: that part of my parole. I didn't go there because 472 00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:45,640 Speaker 1: let me see all the stuff that I do before, 473 00:25:45,720 --> 00:25:47,280 Speaker 1: because I used to like when I go from zero 474 00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:49,840 Speaker 1: one hundred, I'd be like zero. But that's how you 475 00:25:49,880 --> 00:26:01,000 Speaker 1: saw you really really not yeah we gradually, Yeah, that's 476 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:03,800 Speaker 1: how you stop yourself. But that's what she says. She's 477 00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:18,040 Speaker 1: not stopping, that's what she's work in progress, working it incredible. Halt. 478 00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:22,800 Speaker 1: I gotta ask herd you on j CON talking about 479 00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:26,080 Speaker 1: when Cardy B changes her profile, pick to you, when 480 00:26:26,160 --> 00:26:28,120 Speaker 1: did you see that? And how does that make you feel? 481 00:26:28,119 --> 00:26:29,680 Speaker 1: Because you just wake up and all of a sudden, 482 00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:32,280 Speaker 1: you again you feel like I really don't be on 483 00:26:32,359 --> 00:26:34,680 Speaker 1: social media as much as people probably would think I do. Like, 484 00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:38,240 Speaker 1: if I'm posting something, I'm literally in the moment I'm like, oh, yeah, 485 00:26:38,280 --> 00:26:40,520 Speaker 1: we're all posting, but or somebody's faming the post. I 486 00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:43,159 Speaker 1: don't really be Just why did she change it. I 487 00:26:43,200 --> 00:26:47,000 Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know what rooted. And she was 488 00:26:47,080 --> 00:26:49,199 Speaker 1: beefing with it with Nikki at the time. And when 489 00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:51,320 Speaker 1: they were beefing, and she posted her profile pick and 490 00:26:51,400 --> 00:26:57,720 Speaker 1: she posted her cousin. She cousin, but she was okay, 491 00:26:57,760 --> 00:26:59,879 Speaker 1: So that's what I'm saying. She was CARDI was in 492 00:27:00,119 --> 00:27:07,200 Speaker 1: support of Remy like I wasn't even doing nothing like 493 00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:10,160 Speaker 1: at old period. I was like telling somewhere in mind 494 00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:12,440 Speaker 1: in my own little one too, that's what I do. 495 00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:17,960 Speaker 1: I minaged my business. Yeah, it is interesting room because 496 00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:20,600 Speaker 1: like female rappers, like I don't even call a female rap, 497 00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:22,840 Speaker 1: but a lot of women in rap are popping right now. 498 00:27:22,920 --> 00:27:25,000 Speaker 1: It's a wonderful thing. Yeah, And it's just like your 499 00:27:25,040 --> 00:27:27,680 Speaker 1: people would love to hear your voice on the mix. 500 00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:33,639 Speaker 1: I think that's so thank you. I appreciate that. You 501 00:27:35,040 --> 00:27:38,360 Speaker 1: know what it is if you're not constantly in people's 502 00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:41,119 Speaker 1: face and giving them your music. My thing is, I 503 00:27:41,200 --> 00:27:44,159 Speaker 1: don't feel like that I have to validate myself by 504 00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:48,320 Speaker 1: doing it. I am who I am, Like, I don't 505 00:27:48,560 --> 00:27:51,160 Speaker 1: count like people like old men men law women law. 506 00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:54,800 Speaker 1: Numbers don't men law women law, and numbers don't always 507 00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:57,720 Speaker 1: mean any number and even that they lie. They not 508 00:27:57,760 --> 00:27:59,920 Speaker 1: always didn't say all right if you have all the 509 00:28:00,040 --> 00:28:02,560 Speaker 1: numbers in the world, like when everybody knows what it's 510 00:28:02,600 --> 00:28:04,879 Speaker 1: up when it comes to me, and I'm okay with that. 511 00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:06,479 Speaker 1: I don't feel like I got to drop a project 512 00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:09,320 Speaker 1: to show people I got I'm cool. I'm all right, 513 00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:15,080 Speaker 1: I live great, I'm cool, calm, collected, look good. I 514 00:28:15,119 --> 00:28:18,200 Speaker 1: ain't stressed out right. These people should be stressed out, 515 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:21,160 Speaker 1: stress you out. I'll be looking at that. I'm like, oh, 516 00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:25,760 Speaker 1: she's stressed. I can see the stress so in the face. Yeah, 517 00:28:26,600 --> 00:28:29,160 Speaker 1: you can't what rappers out right now that you respect? 518 00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:31,399 Speaker 1: Like since we are we look we're didn't ask you 519 00:28:31,440 --> 00:28:33,479 Speaker 1: about five different times where you needed to get who 520 00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:38,640 Speaker 1: would you say right now? Could possibly hold the candle 521 00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:42,200 Speaker 1: to you? Like possibly does? You can't? I don't like 522 00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:50,120 Speaker 1: I don't like to hold the candle um idea. But um, 523 00:28:50,320 --> 00:28:53,680 Speaker 1: I think everybody in their own respect has something that 524 00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:57,680 Speaker 1: I like about them, Like I like I love Actually, 525 00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:01,760 Speaker 1: I love Lola. I like her like she's just so 526 00:29:02,040 --> 00:29:04,680 Speaker 1: energetic and just seems fun and she's really like enjoying 527 00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:10,680 Speaker 1: her Momentum. I like Glow, like Glarella, I like um, 528 00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:14,760 Speaker 1: I like Lotto, I like spice, like everybody for different reasons. 529 00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:16,960 Speaker 1: I'm at one point it was a point where it 530 00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:19,920 Speaker 1: seemed like everybody was doing the exact same thing. Oh 531 00:29:20,040 --> 00:29:22,720 Speaker 1: it still feels like that a little bit maybe where 532 00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:25,280 Speaker 1: you can kind of Okay, this is her sound, and 533 00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:27,080 Speaker 1: this is what she sounds like, and this is like 534 00:29:27,200 --> 00:29:30,320 Speaker 1: it's people starting to carve out their little niches and 535 00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:33,640 Speaker 1: I and I think we need that. I've never been 536 00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:36,600 Speaker 1: a hater. I've never been to I've always been like, yoh, 537 00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:39,200 Speaker 1: I don't know no rappers that started out with money. 538 00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:41,560 Speaker 1: We all come from about someone people talking my I 539 00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:43,880 Speaker 1: got We all got money, so I've got a little 540 00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:45,440 Speaker 1: bit more to us. But we all came from nothing. 541 00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:48,120 Speaker 1: So anything that you're doing right now is a plus 542 00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:50,040 Speaker 1: from where you came from and where you could have been. 543 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,120 Speaker 1: So I'm just happy to see all of them. I 544 00:29:52,160 --> 00:29:55,320 Speaker 1: don't really have a favorite, because when I see them, 545 00:29:55,680 --> 00:29:58,000 Speaker 1: it's the same love and sep. I'm like, oh my god, yeah, 546 00:29:58,120 --> 00:30:00,239 Speaker 1: I hope you're enjoying it. And I'm always trying. I'm 547 00:30:00,280 --> 00:30:01,640 Speaker 1: the one that's what we're trying to make sure you 548 00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:03,240 Speaker 1: do this. You staying on type of that safe some 549 00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:05,440 Speaker 1: of your money my house. Don't like what I'm saying. 550 00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:06,880 Speaker 1: I try to do something the things that I wish 551 00:30:06,920 --> 00:30:09,840 Speaker 1: people would have told me or they're on and that 552 00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:12,040 Speaker 1: I think that's what it's about. A lot of times 553 00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:15,360 Speaker 1: people feel like it's always about who can hold a 554 00:30:15,400 --> 00:30:17,800 Speaker 1: torch to you or whose competition? Who's that? Nah, It's 555 00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,360 Speaker 1: not about that. Like I wish I had somebody that 556 00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:21,720 Speaker 1: came and he was like, Yo, I'll see what you're doing. 557 00:30:21,760 --> 00:30:23,440 Speaker 1: I approach, Yo, let me tell you something. Let me 558 00:30:23,520 --> 00:30:25,400 Speaker 1: put you with this lawyer real quick. Let me put 559 00:30:25,440 --> 00:30:28,200 Speaker 1: your financial adviser. Yo. Are you into stocks? And this 560 00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:30,000 Speaker 1: is maybe you should look into this, like just to 561 00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:33,840 Speaker 1: give people a different because that's people that are secure, 562 00:30:34,520 --> 00:30:38,440 Speaker 1: that that want to share knowledge and information. When you're insecure, 563 00:30:38,760 --> 00:30:40,800 Speaker 1: it goes back to how you feel like you got 564 00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:43,480 Speaker 1: to validate your position and whole court. You know what 565 00:30:43,560 --> 00:30:45,680 Speaker 1: I mean, to make sure people remember this is what 566 00:30:45,840 --> 00:30:48,360 Speaker 1: I did. This is how it's secure. You probably shouldn't 567 00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:50,200 Speaker 1: even be in this business because you you'll be ready 568 00:30:50,200 --> 00:30:56,560 Speaker 1: to Insecurity has never stopped anybody. You know. People just 569 00:30:56,640 --> 00:30:58,160 Speaker 1: gonna get up in there and get in where they 570 00:30:58,240 --> 00:31:01,520 Speaker 1: fit in. But I think with music in particular. I 571 00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:04,320 Speaker 1: am hoping that it gets back to that era that 572 00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:08,600 Speaker 1: I grew up in, where everybody had their own lane 573 00:31:08,680 --> 00:31:10,840 Speaker 1: because you got to wrap it in your house. I 574 00:31:11,040 --> 00:31:14,840 Speaker 1: do slash actress, I do yes Jazz, Hey, shout out 575 00:31:14,840 --> 00:31:16,800 Speaker 1: to Jazz. Who loves you, by the way, you already 576 00:31:16,840 --> 00:31:19,520 Speaker 1: know that. But um in the movie with us, yes 577 00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:22,520 Speaker 1: she is. She plays my daughter. Angela daughter plays her daughter. 578 00:31:24,520 --> 00:31:28,160 Speaker 1: But the pen game is what I'm used to with rap, 579 00:31:28,360 --> 00:31:30,600 Speaker 1: and I feel like all the women were sounding the same, 580 00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:32,880 Speaker 1: and it's got to be a torte situation, you know. 581 00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:35,640 Speaker 1: And I grew up on like Latifa with Unity and 582 00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:38,520 Speaker 1: Eve with Friday, you know, and Light was doing her thing, 583 00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:42,120 Speaker 1: and you know we had all those little Kim was sexy, 584 00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:46,280 Speaker 1: you know, like we don't have enough diversity in women 585 00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:48,479 Speaker 1: in rap now and I would like to see us 586 00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:51,920 Speaker 1: get back. And I think even some of them looked apart, 587 00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:54,120 Speaker 1: but still can spit like a JT, you know what 588 00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:56,400 Speaker 1: I mean, Like JT can spit to me, Glorilla, Can 589 00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:01,880 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Rhapsody? Of course that's different thing. 590 00:32:03,600 --> 00:32:10,960 Speaker 1: Can you spend your chewing the whole interview? All right? 591 00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:13,840 Speaker 1: Thank thank thanks from so when you when you got 592 00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:16,440 Speaker 1: you know, this new industry, it seems like everybody's telling 593 00:32:16,480 --> 00:32:19,640 Speaker 1: on each other, right, snitching immediately when you got locked up. 594 00:32:19,640 --> 00:32:21,040 Speaker 1: I'm sure you could have told on some people and 595 00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:31,560 Speaker 1: not at the time involved what I was talking about. 596 00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:34,400 Speaker 1: What do you think about this new world? And in 597 00:32:34,480 --> 00:32:39,560 Speaker 1: the snitching and how it ever goes now crazy? He's 598 00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:44,640 Speaker 1: the son of a cop. You gotta know, you gotta 599 00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:49,280 Speaker 1: know what is so this's all your civilian. So it's 600 00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:52,520 Speaker 1: just like if you're telling something, you're telling your cooperat 601 00:32:52,560 --> 00:32:54,440 Speaker 1: and that's just that. And I feel like a lot 602 00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:56,800 Speaker 1: of times people are like, well, you know, they're a 603 00:32:56,840 --> 00:32:59,600 Speaker 1: civilian and the like, if you a civilian, stay hanging 604 00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:02,640 Speaker 1: with billions and be around civilians. Don't be a civilian 605 00:33:02,920 --> 00:33:05,600 Speaker 1: and hang out with people that are like that. Don't 606 00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:08,000 Speaker 1: do it. No, but trying to justify what you did 607 00:33:08,080 --> 00:33:09,800 Speaker 1: because you know, y'all know I wasn't really like that. 608 00:33:09,880 --> 00:33:12,200 Speaker 1: And the people that y'all this is what y'all do, 609 00:33:12,320 --> 00:33:16,160 Speaker 1: and y'all in that line out, keep these people that's 610 00:33:16,280 --> 00:33:18,440 Speaker 1: really not built like that away from me because when 611 00:33:18,520 --> 00:33:20,760 Speaker 1: the precious or they gonna fall. And I blame I 612 00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:22,680 Speaker 1: blame both parties. You shouldn't have been hanging with them 613 00:33:22,680 --> 00:33:24,400 Speaker 1: and you should have had them around you, but you're staying. 614 00:33:24,440 --> 00:33:27,840 Speaker 1: Don't make yourself a witness. Don't make it. Don't make 615 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:30,800 Speaker 1: yourself a witness because now what luckily we live in 616 00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:34,920 Speaker 1: times where witnesses can just walk around party post where 617 00:33:34,920 --> 00:33:38,200 Speaker 1: they at happen to like and I remember tim where 618 00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:41,320 Speaker 1: your family wouldn't even family, like we don't deal with 619 00:33:41,400 --> 00:33:45,080 Speaker 1: him because they didn't want any problems, Whereas you have 620 00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:48,680 Speaker 1: to protect yourself. And I tell anybody that, like, that's 621 00:33:48,680 --> 00:33:51,440 Speaker 1: because I can't tell people how to live. You don't 622 00:33:51,440 --> 00:33:53,800 Speaker 1: know what this situation. Some people they're in a certain 623 00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:55,920 Speaker 1: situations because that's all they know. That's only half. Like 624 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:57,920 Speaker 1: you got certain parts of the world where you either 625 00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:00,840 Speaker 1: gonna be in this gang or you're gonna be in 626 00:34:00,920 --> 00:34:03,040 Speaker 1: the ground, like which side of you on, Like that's 627 00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:05,720 Speaker 1: just the culture that they are growing up in that 628 00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:07,600 Speaker 1: they're living in. All right, If that's what it is, 629 00:34:07,800 --> 00:34:09,520 Speaker 1: you got to be smart enough to know that you 630 00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:12,319 Speaker 1: can't just have anybody in your circle because they will 631 00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:14,920 Speaker 1: come a time where they're gonna be given an option 632 00:34:15,400 --> 00:34:18,839 Speaker 1: and it's every there's no loyalty there's no cold. Every 633 00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:22,000 Speaker 1: man is for themselves and and a lot of the stuff, 634 00:34:22,120 --> 00:34:25,520 Speaker 1: unfortunately that we were taught growing up, don't snitch, don't 635 00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:27,600 Speaker 1: do this, don't do that. We was taught wrong, like 636 00:34:27,719 --> 00:34:30,120 Speaker 1: they taught us, like they really had us jammed up 637 00:34:30,200 --> 00:34:32,440 Speaker 1: thinking like but for most of my life people, that's 638 00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:34,600 Speaker 1: why people have this perception of who they think I am, 639 00:34:34,719 --> 00:34:37,160 Speaker 1: because you couldn't show feelings, you couldn't show emotions. You 640 00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:39,800 Speaker 1: gotta hide everything. People only see this part of you 641 00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:42,080 Speaker 1: are they're gonna try you or whatever. And that's not 642 00:34:42,239 --> 00:34:44,840 Speaker 1: really how you get through life. Once you see what 643 00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:48,040 Speaker 1: the world really is outside of the hood, outside of poverty, 644 00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:50,800 Speaker 1: you don't need to be like that. You can be vulnerable, 645 00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:53,200 Speaker 1: you can you know, express how you are, you can 646 00:34:53,880 --> 00:34:57,200 Speaker 1: move accordingly to the way the world works. But unfortunately, 647 00:34:57,239 --> 00:34:59,040 Speaker 1: for a lot of people that are like us, that 648 00:34:59,200 --> 00:35:02,400 Speaker 1: look like us, that's not their reality, and they getting 649 00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:04,600 Speaker 1: jammed up and they're giving them a whole bunch of time. 650 00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:06,880 Speaker 1: Like I was lucky enough to, you know, do as 651 00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:09,719 Speaker 1: much time as I did and come home still with 652 00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:11,880 Speaker 1: a little bit of my sanity. You have much I 653 00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:14,879 Speaker 1: had before I went in, But um, a lot of people. 654 00:35:14,920 --> 00:35:16,960 Speaker 1: They don't make it out, Like so many people that 655 00:35:17,080 --> 00:35:20,600 Speaker 1: we don't hear about dying present get strung out on drugs, Twitter. 656 00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:23,840 Speaker 1: They are zombies where they come home and never recover 657 00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:26,080 Speaker 1: and they go back because you've been ripped out of 658 00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:29,480 Speaker 1: society for so long, you don't know how to even function. Yeah, 659 00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:30,759 Speaker 1: Like when I came out, I don't know how to 660 00:35:30,840 --> 00:35:32,600 Speaker 1: use it. I've never seen an I phone in my life. 661 00:35:32,600 --> 00:35:35,359 Speaker 1: I've never seen Instagram, Twitter. Now I had to learn 662 00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:37,480 Speaker 1: all of these things, like on the fly while I'm 663 00:35:37,560 --> 00:35:42,600 Speaker 1: in it. I'm telling you, I'm telling them, Okay, I 664 00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:46,759 Speaker 1: feel like if I'm involved with you and I know 665 00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:49,920 Speaker 1: the dirt you're doing, and so I'm clear that I'm 666 00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:53,520 Speaker 1: a participant in that something go down, I gotta take 667 00:35:53,640 --> 00:35:57,480 Speaker 1: my el. But if I don't know and you just 668 00:35:57,719 --> 00:36:00,960 Speaker 1: kind of happen, if something happened and I don't know, 669 00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:04,200 Speaker 1: and now they're trying to jam me up, I'm telling 670 00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:07,040 Speaker 1: I'm not going to jail for some shit that I 671 00:36:07,160 --> 00:36:09,840 Speaker 1: didn't know. I was even a party too, Like, who's 672 00:36:09,840 --> 00:36:24,520 Speaker 1: gonna do that? That's fine? Right? Telling me, I'm saying, 673 00:36:24,560 --> 00:36:26,480 Speaker 1: if we if we're rolling out together and I know 674 00:36:26,680 --> 00:36:28,320 Speaker 1: that this is what it is, and we're doing this 675 00:36:28,719 --> 00:36:31,920 Speaker 1: even if I didn't partake in whatever the crime may be. 676 00:36:32,080 --> 00:36:34,600 Speaker 1: But I know, and I'm hanging with you and something 677 00:36:34,680 --> 00:36:37,359 Speaker 1: go down. No, I'm not telling on you. But if 678 00:36:37,680 --> 00:36:41,160 Speaker 1: we're rolling down the car down the road and I 679 00:36:41,239 --> 00:36:43,799 Speaker 1: don't know, you got a couple of keys in the back, 680 00:36:43,960 --> 00:36:45,920 Speaker 1: and now they like these your keys, I'm like, no, 681 00:36:46,080 --> 00:36:51,120 Speaker 1: the funk They not say, yeah, I don't know. I 682 00:36:51,800 --> 00:37:04,799 Speaker 1: don't know, but I know it's not mine. That's as 683 00:37:05,040 --> 00:37:12,200 Speaker 1: saying it's her. That's what gonna okay, But I feel 684 00:37:12,239 --> 00:37:16,120 Speaker 1: like that's not the same. People have to understand and 685 00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:20,000 Speaker 1: then you you have to know your rights. I feel 686 00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:22,279 Speaker 1: like a lot of times people just be scared, ye 687 00:37:22,520 --> 00:37:27,400 Speaker 1: and they be talking and the goal. Let me let 688 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:31,040 Speaker 1: me just drop something goal. Because I tell people this 689 00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:34,680 Speaker 1: all the time. Everybody that is in prison is not guilty, 690 00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:37,560 Speaker 1: the same way that everybody that's walking around in these 691 00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:39,640 Speaker 1: streets is not innocent. Yeah, I think all the all 692 00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:41,440 Speaker 1: the guilty people are in jail right now. Yeah, And 693 00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:45,360 Speaker 1: then how many times have we protested for wrong doings 694 00:37:45,520 --> 00:37:49,200 Speaker 1: and things? You think every cop, every prostitutor, every da, 695 00:37:49,360 --> 00:37:52,120 Speaker 1: every judge got it right. Every time, but every single 696 00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:54,279 Speaker 1: person that's in jail. So that's the first thing that 697 00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:57,279 Speaker 1: you need to understand that everybody is and it's not 698 00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:00,640 Speaker 1: always exactly as it happened because thinking about when you 699 00:38:00,719 --> 00:38:02,080 Speaker 1: telling the story, you're gonna try to put it to 700 00:38:02,160 --> 00:38:04,520 Speaker 1: the way that it favors to you. People don't go 701 00:38:04,560 --> 00:38:05,880 Speaker 1: in there and tell the truth, the whole truth, and 702 00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:07,920 Speaker 1: nothing but the truth will help them. Well, they've bend it, 703 00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:10,600 Speaker 1: they squeeze it out a little bit, so a lot 704 00:38:10,680 --> 00:38:13,879 Speaker 1: of things don't be exactly how it is. Also, their 705 00:38:14,040 --> 00:38:17,840 Speaker 1: job is to convict. If you look at any DA 706 00:38:18,080 --> 00:38:23,239 Speaker 1: and prostitute anything, the federal government, their bragging rights is 707 00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:26,920 Speaker 1: such a such percentage conviction rate, right, So that means 708 00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:29,399 Speaker 1: you don't want a twenty percent conviction rate, that means 709 00:38:29,400 --> 00:38:33,440 Speaker 1: you trash. They want the hot ninety ninety percent conviction rate. 710 00:38:33,719 --> 00:38:35,719 Speaker 1: They're not trying to find out if you're innocent or not. 711 00:38:35,880 --> 00:38:40,120 Speaker 1: They're trying to get a conviction. And when people understand that, 712 00:38:40,840 --> 00:38:43,200 Speaker 1: they will understand. Like I've seen so many times with 713 00:38:43,280 --> 00:38:46,439 Speaker 1: people like yeah, and they wasn't trying to find the truth. 714 00:38:46,520 --> 00:38:48,839 Speaker 1: When the last time you when have you at bar 715 00:38:49,560 --> 00:38:52,799 Speaker 1: seen cops with a Pito pass Fews being yes, man, 716 00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:55,480 Speaker 1: did you see anything of a magnifying glass, little hat 717 00:38:55,560 --> 00:38:58,080 Speaker 1: with the Capitan moviment? You don't. They sit there and 718 00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:00,880 Speaker 1: wait for somebody to call them, tell them information. They 719 00:39:01,080 --> 00:39:04,600 Speaker 1: lurk on social media, listen to rats, all these differents. 720 00:39:04,600 --> 00:39:07,600 Speaker 1: They're not doing no real investigation work, like and so 721 00:39:07,760 --> 00:39:12,879 Speaker 1: what's the gem. Yeah, it's up to you to prove 722 00:39:12,880 --> 00:39:15,040 Speaker 1: your innocent. You have to prove that you're innocent. They 723 00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:17,160 Speaker 1: don't have to prove that you're guilty. So you're saying, 724 00:39:17,440 --> 00:39:19,359 Speaker 1: because you have to prove that you're innocent, you don't 725 00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:21,160 Speaker 1: have to snitch on somebody to do it. You don't 726 00:39:21,200 --> 00:39:23,120 Speaker 1: have to tell them about it, because either way, it's 727 00:39:23,160 --> 00:39:25,160 Speaker 1: not about the truth. The truth. They don't care about 728 00:39:25,200 --> 00:39:27,800 Speaker 1: the truth. They do not care. They want to convict. 729 00:39:28,160 --> 00:39:30,719 Speaker 1: I feel it's crazy that you can say I did 730 00:39:30,760 --> 00:39:33,319 Speaker 1: a crime, you did a crime, and she did crime. 731 00:39:33,360 --> 00:39:34,800 Speaker 1: We all did it together. But if she goes and 732 00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:36,560 Speaker 1: tell them everything that we did, she goes home and 733 00:39:36,640 --> 00:39:39,480 Speaker 1: we go to jem that's right. So but Tammy trying 734 00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:41,040 Speaker 1: to say she ain't going to jail for nobody. We 735 00:39:41,160 --> 00:39:43,800 Speaker 1: all gone, but not as we did the crime together. 736 00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:46,000 Speaker 1: But we did the crime together, then we just all 737 00:39:46,040 --> 00:39:48,680 Speaker 1: gonna be up here together. Y'all did the crime, and 738 00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:53,760 Speaker 1: I don't do it together. One of us could decide 739 00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:57,480 Speaker 1: that I'm gonna tell everything, I'm gonna go home a 740 00:39:57,560 --> 00:40:01,320 Speaker 1: little bit of time, and everybody else. How was that, like, 741 00:40:01,480 --> 00:40:04,359 Speaker 1: how was that you have people out here that'd be like, yeah, 742 00:40:04,360 --> 00:40:05,680 Speaker 1: I'm gonna do this, this and this, and if I 743 00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:12,240 Speaker 1: get caught, I'm telling and I'm gonna go home. Yea insane. 744 00:40:12,520 --> 00:40:15,040 Speaker 1: And that's how it works the way you're speaking on 745 00:40:15,120 --> 00:40:18,320 Speaker 1: this one particular case. It's clear who they want. Yes, correct, 746 00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:20,320 Speaker 1: it's very clear the person that they want. So you 747 00:40:20,400 --> 00:40:21,759 Speaker 1: could go, you could go, You can go and you 748 00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:23,480 Speaker 1: go home to your kids, You go home to your kids. 749 00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:26,280 Speaker 1: You're gonna this is who we want, and that's okay, 750 00:40:26,680 --> 00:40:30,480 Speaker 1: and that's justice. Nah, I'm not I'm never jacking that. 751 00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:33,000 Speaker 1: I'm never. I'm never And people don't never point these 752 00:40:33,040 --> 00:40:35,120 Speaker 1: things out. They well, they shouldn't have been doing this. 753 00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:38,600 Speaker 1: You're rich, you should like just because you got money, Like, 754 00:40:38,880 --> 00:40:41,440 Speaker 1: it's worse when you got money, because what happens when 755 00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:43,600 Speaker 1: you have money. Everybody that you know, you still got 756 00:40:43,640 --> 00:40:46,239 Speaker 1: cousins that live in the hood siblings that ain't really 757 00:40:46,239 --> 00:40:49,160 Speaker 1: got like people ain't Jeff Bezos rich where they could 758 00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:51,279 Speaker 1: take their whole family and buy an island somewhere. So 759 00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:54,360 Speaker 1: you still have certain affiliations, and you will be surprised 760 00:40:54,400 --> 00:40:57,879 Speaker 1: the situations that you get put into because people look 761 00:40:57,920 --> 00:41:00,720 Speaker 1: at you as a target, as a human age ten machine, 762 00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:03,480 Speaker 1: and you get jammed up. And if you rail and 763 00:41:03,600 --> 00:41:05,840 Speaker 1: you stand up and you were bored up on certain principles, 764 00:41:05,920 --> 00:41:08,200 Speaker 1: you're gonna find yourself sitting in the courtroom like this 765 00:41:08,440 --> 00:41:11,160 Speaker 1: taking the l while everybody else acting like they innocent 766 00:41:11,239 --> 00:41:13,799 Speaker 1: and acting like they're good and living their life. Unfortunately, 767 00:41:14,600 --> 00:41:17,879 Speaker 1: it mainly affects our community. All I'm hearing is why 768 00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:20,480 Speaker 1: people highly request Remy mad to be a co host 769 00:41:20,560 --> 00:41:22,160 Speaker 1: on the Breakfast Club. You know what I mean? Oh 770 00:41:22,800 --> 00:41:25,359 Speaker 1: you tried? Remy wants to know how much you pay? 771 00:41:27,600 --> 00:41:31,239 Speaker 1: I'm serious, I'm not joking, Like, yeah, how much is like? 772 00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:35,719 Speaker 1: Hold up, let me set them tell your something. I 773 00:41:35,800 --> 00:41:37,840 Speaker 1: did a lot of stuff in my life, like seriously, 774 00:41:38,120 --> 00:41:40,359 Speaker 1: almost everything, and I thought about it. I thought about 775 00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:42,239 Speaker 1: it with this, like, dam is this one of those situations? 776 00:41:42,600 --> 00:41:46,440 Speaker 1: Almost everything that was life changing in my life. I 777 00:41:46,560 --> 00:41:50,360 Speaker 1: did for free. When I did any every mix, I 778 00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:52,680 Speaker 1: was a teenager. I was straight out of high school. 779 00:41:52,680 --> 00:41:54,440 Speaker 1: I begged my A R To get me the instrumental. 780 00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:56,440 Speaker 1: I put my verse on. I was like, just let 781 00:41:56,520 --> 00:41:59,799 Speaker 1: them hear it. Changed my life. When I did Lean Back, 782 00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:03,040 Speaker 1: I didn't even have a record deal. We win. The 783 00:42:03,120 --> 00:42:07,520 Speaker 1: studio was at Callahouse in Miami. Stole Joe's verse off 784 00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:10,239 Speaker 1: of it, put myself on the song. Changed my life. 785 00:42:11,280 --> 00:42:12,799 Speaker 1: When I did All the Way Up, I don't even 786 00:42:12,840 --> 00:42:14,520 Speaker 1: think you're satning paperwork. To this day, I'm out of 787 00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:18,799 Speaker 1: the culture. It was just an idea. If it comes 788 00:42:18,840 --> 00:42:21,040 Speaker 1: out good, you know, rockwe If it don't, nobody never 789 00:42:21,120 --> 00:42:23,759 Speaker 1: know who did it changed my life. All the little 790 00:42:23,800 --> 00:42:25,640 Speaker 1: times that I was doing Wendy and stuff like that, 791 00:42:26,040 --> 00:42:30,319 Speaker 1: they paid me, but they didn't paint changed my life. 792 00:42:30,520 --> 00:42:33,640 Speaker 1: So I feel like I paid my dues. I did 793 00:42:33,680 --> 00:42:35,239 Speaker 1: a lot of things, like the reason why people were 794 00:42:35,320 --> 00:42:37,680 Speaker 1: quest because I'm really good at what I do. This 795 00:42:37,880 --> 00:42:41,399 Speaker 1: is this is I feel like not too many people 796 00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:43,080 Speaker 1: that look like us. If you look at all the 797 00:42:43,160 --> 00:42:45,799 Speaker 1: talk show people and they're talk show host they're all 798 00:42:46,120 --> 00:42:56,279 Speaker 1: fifty plus. They Melaniin challenged the wipe if they're not 799 00:42:56,400 --> 00:42:59,480 Speaker 1: they not really swaggy, just a little like, you know, uptight, 800 00:42:59,520 --> 00:43:01,560 Speaker 1: because they just how you feel you supposed to dress 801 00:43:01,560 --> 00:43:04,680 Speaker 1: if you're on TV and ain't really been through nothing. 802 00:43:05,680 --> 00:43:08,839 Speaker 1: I've been I've been, I've been married, I've been I've 803 00:43:08,880 --> 00:43:10,600 Speaker 1: had children at a kid when I was a team, 804 00:43:10,640 --> 00:43:12,440 Speaker 1: I had a kid since I've been an adult. I've 805 00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:16,120 Speaker 1: been inconcerated, I've been famous, I've been poor, I've had rich, 806 00:43:16,200 --> 00:43:18,839 Speaker 1: I've been poor after I was rich. Like, and all 807 00:43:18,920 --> 00:43:22,640 Speaker 1: of these things make you and I'm kind of really smart. 808 00:43:22,880 --> 00:43:25,359 Speaker 1: A lot of people think rappers are dumb and we're 809 00:43:25,400 --> 00:43:31,440 Speaker 1: really not, well the whites, but when you meet the 810 00:43:31,760 --> 00:43:36,480 Speaker 1: eminems and the jess and because they are really smart, absolutely, 811 00:43:36,520 --> 00:43:38,920 Speaker 1: and they also most of them are really funny. That's 812 00:43:38,960 --> 00:43:40,680 Speaker 1: how they come up with so all of these things. 813 00:43:40,760 --> 00:43:45,200 Speaker 1: And that's what comprises the amazing reminisce that you're basically 814 00:43:46,239 --> 00:43:51,440 Speaker 1: change your life. They can't change your life, or they 815 00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:54,520 Speaker 1: need to pay you what you're worth. I got to 816 00:43:54,520 --> 00:43:59,200 Speaker 1: sit here and look at this guy. I still don't 817 00:43:59,239 --> 00:44:04,480 Speaker 1: like NB get my house. It protects your house. Wait, 818 00:44:04,600 --> 00:44:06,680 Speaker 1: you really have a dog in her house? No? Her 819 00:44:06,760 --> 00:44:09,400 Speaker 1: husband called me one day when moving to Jersey and says, hey, 820 00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:11,840 Speaker 1: you know sometimes we travel, And I said, well, I 821 00:44:11,960 --> 00:44:18,640 Speaker 1: have a dog, me do protection to protect the house. 822 00:44:19,560 --> 00:44:21,680 Speaker 1: I didn't understand the purpose of him giving the number 823 00:44:21,680 --> 00:44:23,040 Speaker 1: for the dog when he had already gave us the 824 00:44:23,080 --> 00:44:30,600 Speaker 1: number for the security system. It was like that said 825 00:44:30,640 --> 00:44:32,360 Speaker 1: the first they bo the Jersey that said, this is 826 00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:34,480 Speaker 1: a good security system that got cameras everywhere. You can 827 00:44:34,480 --> 00:44:36,240 Speaker 1: see it everywhere in the phone, and got motion senses. 828 00:44:36,400 --> 00:44:39,000 Speaker 1: It will secure your house. But just in case, keep 829 00:44:39,080 --> 00:44:41,399 Speaker 1: my dog. No, I said, just in case you out 830 00:44:41,400 --> 00:44:43,120 Speaker 1: of town, the rams out of town and you want 831 00:44:43,239 --> 00:44:46,200 Speaker 1: extra protection, there's a dog that will bite somebody's head off. 832 00:44:46,840 --> 00:44:50,040 Speaker 1: This dog. What kind of doing these seven thousand dollars, 833 00:44:50,120 --> 00:44:53,840 Speaker 1: what kind of doing? They have a Belgian molly wall. No, no, 834 00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:56,239 Speaker 1: that's what you have. We got the Camma. We have 835 00:44:56,280 --> 00:45:02,040 Speaker 1: the German shopman. Okay, the German shutter is what I 836 00:45:02,160 --> 00:45:04,080 Speaker 1: like to call. That's my wife calls it real quick, 837 00:45:04,480 --> 00:45:05,880 Speaker 1: because you gotta go back to something you never got 838 00:45:05,920 --> 00:45:08,600 Speaker 1: paid for, none of those classic verses. I got my 839 00:45:08,719 --> 00:45:11,440 Speaker 1: publishing because I write my own material, and I got 840 00:45:11,480 --> 00:45:15,720 Speaker 1: my royalties. But like as a feature feel no wow 841 00:45:16,239 --> 00:45:18,799 Speaker 1: and and then all the Way Up and Lean Back 842 00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:21,359 Speaker 1: were both my songs. Like people always say fat Joe's, 843 00:45:21,560 --> 00:45:23,680 Speaker 1: but it's actually if you ever look as fat Joe mmy, 844 00:45:24,040 --> 00:45:28,279 Speaker 1: like it's not a feature, but um yeah, And I 845 00:45:28,400 --> 00:45:30,560 Speaker 1: was okay with that. Yeah, I was okay with it. 846 00:45:30,640 --> 00:45:32,320 Speaker 1: And I tried to explain to people in time, like 847 00:45:32,400 --> 00:45:34,440 Speaker 1: everything is not about someone. When it was calling me 848 00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:36,320 Speaker 1: about this, I was like, it's just one of those situations. 849 00:45:36,480 --> 00:45:39,719 Speaker 1: I should just do it. Fine. We talked about something 850 00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:41,600 Speaker 1: to promote, and I told him I was doing my 851 00:45:41,680 --> 00:45:44,120 Speaker 1: rat Battle thing and I wanted to come last month 852 00:45:44,160 --> 00:45:45,839 Speaker 1: before my Rat Battle came by. I guess you had 853 00:45:45,920 --> 00:45:47,839 Speaker 1: some other whack people and that was nowhere in there. 854 00:45:48,040 --> 00:46:01,960 Speaker 1: Nobody told me I'll come later on when we have 855 00:46:03,080 --> 00:46:05,480 Speaker 1: any time you want to know, anytime you want to come, 856 00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:10,319 Speaker 1: fairly member, but a very very long time. Don't tell 857 00:46:10,360 --> 00:46:13,040 Speaker 1: any old story to stop making you. And the same 858 00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:15,719 Speaker 1: thing with me. I'm gonna tell them he risked my life. 859 00:46:15,760 --> 00:46:17,160 Speaker 1: He had me in the sticks. And so it was 860 00:46:17,480 --> 00:46:24,360 Speaker 1: summer to South Carolina dirt roll to show there was 861 00:46:24,440 --> 00:46:29,040 Speaker 1: no roll while you got on a mud rolling joint 862 00:46:29,080 --> 00:46:34,600 Speaker 1: o like that. We didn't have a kitchen time. It's 863 00:46:34,640 --> 00:46:37,439 Speaker 1: literally might have been twenty years ago. Ya literally joint. 864 00:46:38,040 --> 00:46:41,560 Speaker 1: He brought me southwest south southwest and now you and 865 00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:48,359 Speaker 1: no like wait the old seven eight this one me. Yeah, 866 00:46:48,520 --> 00:46:52,960 Speaker 1: I was going by that, no. Five. I know you 867 00:46:53,000 --> 00:46:54,719 Speaker 1: guys gotta go. I know you got TV. So y'all 868 00:46:54,719 --> 00:46:58,839 Speaker 1: got yes, yes, yes, Please everybody, don't forget to check 869 00:46:58,920 --> 00:47:02,640 Speaker 1: out Girl in the Closet, which is a lifetime at eight. 870 00:47:02,880 --> 00:47:05,600 Speaker 1: Please check us out, check us as an amazing woman 871 00:47:05,760 --> 00:47:07,799 Speaker 1: in the old talents. So you're gonna tell them about 872 00:47:07,840 --> 00:47:09,760 Speaker 1: a production thing and how you have all these movies 873 00:47:09,800 --> 00:47:12,400 Speaker 1: that you're doing. I do have all these movies and 874 00:47:15,239 --> 00:47:17,799 Speaker 1: them I'm behind the scene high to me. You know, yes, 875 00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:20,960 Speaker 1: I did doing another project together and then envy. I 876 00:47:21,040 --> 00:47:23,640 Speaker 1: can't wait for people to see you, uh this season 877 00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:32,360 Speaker 1: on camera? It's yes, yes, and I was so excited 878 00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:33,840 Speaker 1: to have him. And let me tell you some of 879 00:47:33,840 --> 00:47:36,120 Speaker 1: the gems he drops because people are like, why is 880 00:47:36,160 --> 00:47:38,680 Speaker 1: he that you know? Like whatever this dude like on 881 00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:42,920 Speaker 1: some for real like like relationship expert, like here is 882 00:47:42,960 --> 00:47:45,879 Speaker 1: the truth of how this can happen in your life, 883 00:47:45,960 --> 00:47:48,920 Speaker 1: what you should do experience he has experience in it, 884 00:47:49,160 --> 00:47:51,719 Speaker 1: but that's the best place to speak from, right, like 885 00:47:51,880 --> 00:47:53,840 Speaker 1: life experience and the wisdom of all that, and so 886 00:47:54,000 --> 00:48:03,520 Speaker 1: everybody really love him. Shut up show. I'm playing like 887 00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:08,600 Speaker 1: it like it's good. It's good. So yeah, girl in 888 00:48:08,640 --> 00:48:10,640 Speaker 1: the closet, Girls in the closet, all right time. Well, 889 00:48:10,680 --> 00:48:13,640 Speaker 1: thank you guys. It's Tammy Roman, it's remy ma. Mister 890 00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:16,719 Speaker 1: Breakfast Club, good morning. Wait that ass up in the 891 00:48:16,840 --> 00:48:18,240 Speaker 1: morning club, Breakfast Club