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Speaker 1: to finally meet Lathan and hear his story. I think

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Speaker 1: you're gonna be blown away. Welcome to the podcast. This

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Speaker 1: is episode forty one. Did time long, line up and down?

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Speaker 1: Going back? Crazy? Coolation Lathan Warlick. I feel like if

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Speaker 1: I if I say the story of how I mean

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Speaker 1: But there was one about Kobe Bryant the helicopter crash,

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Speaker 1: you're waiting on? You're scared? He said, going and burn him,

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423
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Speaker 1: Ain't nobody around here with us going to shoot him?

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Speaker 1: And the guy picked up the gun, dude, and pointed

425
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Speaker 1: the gun right at me, pointing right on my face.

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Speaker 1: And so I'm sitting there, and when I stood there,

427
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Speaker 1: that's when it all hit me. I said, dang, I'm

428
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Speaker 1: finna die. You know what I'm saying. And I said,

429
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Speaker 1: I said, man, I don't want my mama to see

430
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Speaker 1: me on the news like this. I don't want my

431
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Speaker 1: gun mama to see me on the news like this,

432
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Speaker 1: Like I don't want I don't want nobody to see

433
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Speaker 1: me like that. I don't I don't want to go

434
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Speaker 1: out like this. This ain't how I want to leave,

435
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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And as I'm standing that dude,

436
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Speaker 1: and this guy got this forty five calible pistol point

437
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Speaker 1: of my face, not my chest, not nowhere else. He

438
00:21:02,800 --> 00:21:05,720
Speaker 1: got right in my face. I can remember my grandmama

439
00:21:05,720 --> 00:21:07,359
Speaker 1: bro saying, if I was ever in the time of

440
00:21:07,440 --> 00:21:09,879
Speaker 1: need and call on God, that's the first thing that

441
00:21:09,920 --> 00:21:11,960
Speaker 1: came to my mind when this guy got this forty

442
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Speaker 1: five caliber epistol. So all the times that I was

443
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Speaker 1: at my grandmama house and telling my buddies like she

444
00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:19,040
Speaker 1: gonna say somebody, God, she gonna say somebody Jesus. It's

445
00:21:19,080 --> 00:21:20,800
Speaker 1: like she knew it was gonna be a time that

446
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Speaker 1: I would have to call on God and he was

447
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Speaker 1: gonna have to do the work. You know what I'm saying. Absolutely. So,

448
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Speaker 1: if I'm standing right there man with this guy with

449
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Speaker 1: this forty five caliber pistol pointed to my face, I

450
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Speaker 1: remember looking up and I thought about my grandmama, and

451
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Speaker 1: I told God, I said, God, all right right here.

452
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Speaker 1: Why this guy got the gun pointed at me? I said, Man,

453
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Speaker 1: if you I looked up and I said, if you real,

454
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Speaker 1: like everybody say you are the man, just hit me

455
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Speaker 1: out the situation. That's exactly what I said. I said,

456
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Speaker 1: just hit me out of the situation. And I look

457
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Speaker 1: back at the guy because I'm just thinking to myself,

458
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Speaker 1: now it's over it. I can't do nothing now it's over,

459
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Speaker 1: you know. And this guy got the gunpointed at me,

460
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Speaker 1: and out of fear, I knew he would pull the

461
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Speaker 1: trigger because his hand was shaking. Not only was his

462
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Speaker 1: hand shaking, but he was sweating, so he was finished

463
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Speaker 1: just accidentally pulled the trigger because he was so scared,

464
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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So now I'm just like, okay,

465
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Speaker 1: it's over. It's gonna be over. And the guy looked

466
00:22:07,359 --> 00:22:09,439
Speaker 1: at me, and he looked at his friend, and he

467
00:22:09,520 --> 00:22:11,840
Speaker 1: looked back at me and he said, man, you and

468
00:22:11,920 --> 00:22:14,080
Speaker 1: me to choot him. He said, yeah, you're scared. Man,

469
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Speaker 1: you're trying to get those stripes or what I mean,

470
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Speaker 1: what you're trying to do. You're trying to go on

471
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Speaker 1: to get some ranking this thing or what. And he

472
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Speaker 1: looked at me again and he pulled the trigger and

473
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Speaker 1: the gun click and as soon as the gun clicked,

474
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Speaker 1: he took the gun out of his head. He said, man,

475
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:27,359
Speaker 1: you don't know what you're doing. He took a gun

476
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Speaker 1: and he ejected the bullet out the gun and the

477
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Speaker 1: gun a bullet came out of the gun and he

478
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Speaker 1: drawing down with it. As soon as he drew down

479
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Speaker 1: with it, a car hit the corner. The lights of

480
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Speaker 1: the car hit the corner, and when the lights hit

481
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Speaker 1: the corner, them guys took off running because he was

482
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Speaker 1: scared because it was lights. Now it's like, oh, snap,

483
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Speaker 1: somebody here. You know what I'm saying. It's like somebody here.

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Speaker 1: And so the guy took off, and as soon as

485
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Speaker 1: the guy took off, man, I forgot what I said

486
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Speaker 1: during the whole situation that was going on. I forgot

487
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Speaker 1: what I said during this whole time, and so I

488
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Speaker 1: walked I was I was starting to walk off like yeah,

489
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Speaker 1: dangn I can't be touched, you know what I'm saying.

490
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Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, that's what I thought, you know. And dude,

491
00:23:03,320 --> 00:23:05,560
Speaker 1: at that moment, I've never in my life felt the

492
00:23:05,600 --> 00:23:08,280
Speaker 1: power of the Holy Spirit until this night. And that's

493
00:23:08,320 --> 00:23:11,639
Speaker 1: when it something hit me. Something hit me, and something

494
00:23:11,680 --> 00:23:14,040
Speaker 1: weighed on my shoulders. It's like something It's like it's

495
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Speaker 1: like a weight started sitting on my shoulders. And then

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Speaker 1: out of nowhere, I just started crying, Like literally, I

497
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Speaker 1: just started crying out oft know where, and I'm like,

498
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Speaker 1: wait a minute, you know what. I'm like, what's going on?

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Speaker 1: Wait a minute? You know what I'm saying. And as

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Speaker 1: I'm walking off, dude, it was like I was crying

501
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Speaker 1: so much that I just turned around and was like,

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Speaker 1: I can't go out there, you know, all teary eye

503
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Speaker 1: to all these people out there. Let me turn around,

504
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Speaker 1: and just started wiping my eyes, wiping my eyes and dude.

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Speaker 1: As I turned around, I started wiping my eyes. And

506
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Speaker 1: as I'm walking and walking and walking and walking, dude,

507
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Speaker 1: I walked up on the bullet that the guy had

508
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Speaker 1: ejected out of the gun, dude. And as I'm standing

509
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Speaker 1: right there, and I'm just wiping my eyes, wiping my eyes,

510
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Speaker 1: and I'm looking down and I can barely see his

511
00:23:55,240 --> 00:23:57,920
Speaker 1: tears flooding my eyes. And I picked up the bullet, dude,

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Speaker 1: and it was an indent on the back of the

513
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Speaker 1: bullet to where that lead didn't fly off of the bullet,

514
00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:05,880
Speaker 1: but the hammer hit the bullet. So God was already

515
00:24:05,880 --> 00:24:09,479
Speaker 1: trying to show me during that during that time, like listen,

516
00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:12,480
Speaker 1: since he knew I knew a lot about guns, since

517
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Speaker 1: I got so many, and because I like to collect them,

518
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Speaker 1: and so since he knew I knew a lot about guns,

519
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Speaker 1: and he was he was already speaking to me, saying,

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Speaker 1: before you go tell everybody that a gun jammed, I

521
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Speaker 1: want to show you this right here happened and the

522
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Speaker 1: lead just didn't come off of it, you know what

523
00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:32,840
Speaker 1: I'm saying. That's why he led me back to the bullet,

524
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Speaker 1: so I won't have no type of like, no type

525
00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:37,600
Speaker 1: of second thought or second guess of this is why

526
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Speaker 1: this happened, you know what I'm saying. And so ever

527
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Speaker 1: since then, man, that's when it been like a life

528
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Speaker 1: changing experience for me. That's when it been something like

529
00:24:45,119 --> 00:24:47,200
Speaker 1: I said, man, you know what I told my wife

530
00:24:47,600 --> 00:24:48,920
Speaker 1: she was my girlfriend at the time. I said, you

531
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Speaker 1: know what, man, I want to I want to, I

532
00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:52,440
Speaker 1: want to I want to do something different. I want

533
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Speaker 1: to move away from the hood, and I want to

534
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Speaker 1: I want to get married, you know. And she's like, wait,

535
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Speaker 1: what you know? Then when I told my partners to

536
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Speaker 1: do it, it it looked like looked at me like I

537
00:25:00,640 --> 00:25:02,639
Speaker 1: told him I was gay or something like. Literally, it

538
00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:05,840
Speaker 1: looked at me like, wait, man, what you know because

539
00:25:06,119 --> 00:25:09,240
Speaker 1: it's just this wasn't something we did was from you

540
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:11,199
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So that was a life changing thing.

541
00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:13,120
Speaker 1: That's what made me say, you know what, I want

542
00:25:13,119 --> 00:25:16,480
Speaker 1: to sit down because I asked, God, if you are real,

543
00:25:16,520 --> 00:25:17,800
Speaker 1: and then can you hit me out of the the situation.

544
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Speaker 1: So since I said that, I feel like I owe

545
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Speaker 1: life to him, you know what I'm saying. So since

546
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Speaker 1: since that happened, it is like, aren't even supposed to

547
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Speaker 1: be here? So since I ain't supposed to be here.

548
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Speaker 1: I'm finna make the best of the moments even when

549
00:25:28,600 --> 00:25:30,760
Speaker 1: stuff do happen. I'm gonna go back to this moment

550
00:25:30,800 --> 00:25:33,360
Speaker 1: of saying, Dann's supposed to supposed to be here, no way.

551
00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:35,359
Speaker 1: So when the worst of the worst happened to me,

552
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Speaker 1: I look back and be like, I ain't eve supposed

553
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554
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Speaker 1: get through life. You know what I'm saying. That's what

555
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Speaker 1: helped me like make it straight through life. Man, that

556
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Speaker 1: wouldn't win in the end by using you. That that scene,

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Speaker 1: And that's why understanding the works of God is pretty

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Speaker 1: That's crazy. But God allowed to happen. He brought it,

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633
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Speaker 1: but but that that's how that's how he works very mysteriously.

634
00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:49,360
Speaker 1: And uh, and you what what fascinates me about you

635
00:30:49,960 --> 00:30:53,880
Speaker 1: to this day is how you continue to talk about

636
00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:58,360
Speaker 1: God speaking to you and the Holy Spirit speaking to you.

637
00:30:59,680 --> 00:31:05,160
Speaker 1: And you first described it as an overwhelming emotion that

638
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:13,680
Speaker 1: made you cry, which is real because you don't just cry,

639
00:31:13,880 --> 00:31:17,080
Speaker 1: you know, I mean, like you know, you know when

640
00:31:17,240 --> 00:31:20,080
Speaker 1: an emotions, a human emotions coming on, and you know

641
00:31:20,480 --> 00:31:24,520
Speaker 1: when you didn't cause it. Everybody goes through that. And

642
00:31:24,560 --> 00:31:27,560
Speaker 1: so how has that evolved today? When you told me

643
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:31,520
Speaker 1: yesterday at the stadium when we're playing, we're walking around

644
00:31:31,520 --> 00:31:35,720
Speaker 1: that day and you mentioned something God's been speaking to me.

645
00:31:36,040 --> 00:31:38,280
Speaker 1: Remember that, I don't remember what it was about. You

646
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:42,320
Speaker 1: say it a lot. You throw those words out as

647
00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:50,080
Speaker 1: if this is a relationship that that you cultivate every day. Yeah, definitely,

648
00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:51,920
Speaker 1: so how does God speak to you? And I guess

649
00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:55,440
Speaker 1: that's my question. Man. First off, it got to be

650
00:31:55,480 --> 00:31:57,760
Speaker 1: through the power of prayer. It got to be through

651
00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:00,400
Speaker 1: the power of fasting, because even in About Man, a

652
00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:01,960
Speaker 1: lot of people miss the part that it says that

653
00:32:02,040 --> 00:32:04,080
Speaker 1: we need to pray as much as we need to pray,

654
00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:06,400
Speaker 1: as much as we were fast as much as we pray.

655
00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:10,200
Speaker 1: So you can't just pray and just think everythings gonna happen,

656
00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:12,680
Speaker 1: and they can for some people it probably can. But

657
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:16,040
Speaker 1: if you're trying to really understand the language and the

658
00:32:16,120 --> 00:32:18,360
Speaker 1: voice of God, dude, you got to put it all

659
00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:20,920
Speaker 1: into play. You know what I'm saying. You gotta fast,

660
00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:23,160
Speaker 1: you gotta pray, you gotta meditate on the word, you

661
00:32:23,200 --> 00:32:25,800
Speaker 1: got to look into the Bible, do it just like anything, Dude,

662
00:32:25,840 --> 00:32:28,680
Speaker 1: if I feed my flesh more than I feed my spirit,

663
00:32:28,800 --> 00:32:30,920
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go with the flesh, you know what I'm saying.

664
00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:33,280
Speaker 1: But if I feed my spirit, then that's what I'm

665
00:32:33,320 --> 00:32:36,760
Speaker 1: gonna get in return is understanding God and understanding stuff.

666
00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:39,720
Speaker 1: So that's why stuff like they come to play now.

667
00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:43,360
Speaker 1: I had to eliminate the distractions in order to hear

668
00:32:43,360 --> 00:32:46,280
Speaker 1: god voice. First though, you know what I'm saying, because

669
00:32:46,440 --> 00:32:49,200
Speaker 1: I couldn't. There's no way I can understand I could

670
00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:52,720
Speaker 1: distinguish between if it's just whatever's going on in my head,

671
00:32:53,040 --> 00:32:56,200
Speaker 1: or if it's Jesus or if it's the body of

672
00:32:56,280 --> 00:32:58,280
Speaker 1: Christ really speaking to me, because it's not like a

673
00:32:58,320 --> 00:33:02,400
Speaker 1: movie where it's a big I don't know. No, I

674
00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:05,840
Speaker 1: mean he can. I'm not saying it can, but I

675
00:33:05,840 --> 00:33:08,320
Speaker 1: ain't hearing it. But that's not his style. That's not

676
00:33:08,800 --> 00:33:10,960
Speaker 1: it's not his style, and it's it's it'd be a

677
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 1: bunch of like he had confirmed a lot before something

678
00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:16,200
Speaker 1: even happened. You know what I'm saying, Like, let me

679
00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:18,600
Speaker 1: tell you this one incident, like this one story where

680
00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:22,360
Speaker 1: I had I hit a truck man. I had a Ciperado, dude,

681
00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:25,160
Speaker 1: and I had a six inch on it. Thirty five's

682
00:33:25,200 --> 00:33:27,280
Speaker 1: on thirty No, what was it? He had? Thirty three

683
00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:29,640
Speaker 1: is on it? Such a country boy? Yeah, dude, and

684
00:33:29,840 --> 00:33:32,680
Speaker 1: uh and uh And I hit this person. I hit

685
00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:34,920
Speaker 1: this person from the back. Literally it was it was

686
00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:36,920
Speaker 1: raining and I was on my way to this show,

687
00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:39,600
Speaker 1: to this event, and I just looked down. It was

688
00:33:39,680 --> 00:33:41,760
Speaker 1: like yo, I was telling him I was worried about

689
00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:43,800
Speaker 1: like the speakers of something. They was like, man, the

690
00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:46,040
Speaker 1: PA system went out of something through the electricity and

691
00:33:46,440 --> 00:33:48,400
Speaker 1: you know, the lightning struck or whatever. So I looked

692
00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:50,520
Speaker 1: down like, man, what And I got a bit this

693
00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:52,600
Speaker 1: show in like five minutes. Then all of a sudden,

694
00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:55,680
Speaker 1: it's like boom and phonoe him and I'm like, oh,

695
00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:58,480
Speaker 1: I just ran into the back of somebody, you know.

696
00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:01,560
Speaker 1: And when I hit the back of this person, he

697
00:34:01,640 --> 00:34:03,280
Speaker 1: got out, gave all the insurance and stuff to make

698
00:34:03,320 --> 00:34:05,080
Speaker 1: a long story short, and I had to pay like

699
00:34:05,160 --> 00:34:08,640
Speaker 1: a five hundred dollars deductible, you know what I'm saying.

700
00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:10,480
Speaker 1: And I was just thinking about I had it, but

701
00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:12,400
Speaker 1: I was thinking to myself, like I don't want to

702
00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:14,279
Speaker 1: get this much. No five hund dollars up, like this

703
00:34:14,440 --> 00:34:18,239
Speaker 1: is just either when the gate, especially when he had

704
00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:21,719
Speaker 1: like no DNT I him. But it wasn't even a

705
00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:23,719
Speaker 1: dean in the back of his truck. It wasn't even

706
00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:26,520
Speaker 1: like it probably was maybe a paint chip about this big,

707
00:34:27,160 --> 00:34:30,279
Speaker 1: literally like a quarter of an inch painte exactly. And

708
00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:32,439
Speaker 1: I'm like, should I have to even pay? I said,

709
00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:34,279
Speaker 1: But you know what, I'm gonna pay it, you know,

710
00:34:34,680 --> 00:34:36,960
Speaker 1: And it didn't even bother me. But then the next

711
00:34:37,040 --> 00:34:39,240
Speaker 1: day when I called my daddy, I was like, hey, Daddy,

712
00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:41,400
Speaker 1: I ain't never in my life had a rick So

713
00:34:41,440 --> 00:34:42,959
Speaker 1: I'm like, I told my dad. I said, hey, Daddy,

714
00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:46,560
Speaker 1: like I just hear somebody yesterday, you know. And then

715
00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:50,279
Speaker 1: right after that, right after I told him that my

716
00:34:50,400 --> 00:34:53,320
Speaker 1: wife called me because she hit somebody. We both of

717
00:34:53,400 --> 00:34:57,160
Speaker 1: us ain't never had a ricket. No, it was like, yeah,

718
00:34:57,239 --> 00:34:59,560
Speaker 1: it was the next day. The next day, dude, she

719
00:34:59,680 --> 00:35:02,879
Speaker 1: hit some And I'm just sitting there like, oh my God,

720
00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:05,120
Speaker 1: and this is and this what really had start to

721
00:35:05,160 --> 00:35:07,319
Speaker 1: bother me because I'm like, now I'm talking to God.

722
00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:09,160
Speaker 1: I don't know about y'all, but I talked to God.

723
00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:11,680
Speaker 1: When I talk to God, I'm like, bro, listen, man,

724
00:35:11,719 --> 00:35:13,160
Speaker 1: you see what's going on. You know what's going on

725
00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:15,320
Speaker 1: to other people that might look crazy, but at the

726
00:35:15,360 --> 00:35:17,799
Speaker 1: same time, like, this is the relationship I have with him. Now,

727
00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:19,960
Speaker 1: if you got a quiet relationship where you just kind

728
00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:21,640
Speaker 1: of worksped a God in your head and you pray

729
00:35:21,719 --> 00:35:23,560
Speaker 1: to God at night, only then that might be you

730
00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:26,400
Speaker 1: but not me. Me is like, Okay, God, I understand

731
00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:28,000
Speaker 1: You're really trying to show me something, but I need

732
00:35:28,080 --> 00:35:30,200
Speaker 1: it in black and white right here, like I need

733
00:35:30,280 --> 00:35:32,600
Speaker 1: to see what's going on. And he always reveal it

734
00:35:32,719 --> 00:35:34,600
Speaker 1: to me just like that, because that's a relationship I got,

735
00:35:34,840 --> 00:35:37,439
Speaker 1: you know, and how David was in the Bible, you know, yeah,

736
00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:40,439
Speaker 1: exactly exactly, people telling me all the time, but something

737
00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:43,759
Speaker 1: like that, you know, that's that's amazing. But so I

738
00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:45,800
Speaker 1: called my data the next morning, bro, and I'm like, daddy,

739
00:35:45,840 --> 00:35:48,239
Speaker 1: you know, man, I just hit this dude, and I

740
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:49,680
Speaker 1: don't want to. I really don't even want to give

741
00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:51,160
Speaker 1: no five and or dollars because it ain't nothing wrong

742
00:35:51,200 --> 00:35:53,520
Speaker 1: with his car, I said. And then Constance just hit somebody.

743
00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:56,320
Speaker 1: I said, so man, what what like what what? What?

744
00:35:56,480 --> 00:35:58,200
Speaker 1: What you think going on? And this and that, and

745
00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:01,080
Speaker 1: right then I just started to balling again. Ain't nothing

746
00:36:01,120 --> 00:36:03,840
Speaker 1: never bothered me? Like nothing really too much bothered me.

747
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:05,799
Speaker 1: And my wife said it all the time. Like then,

748
00:36:05,840 --> 00:36:07,560
Speaker 1: I just it's just crazy to me how nothing never

749
00:36:07,640 --> 00:36:09,880
Speaker 1: bothers you. Like we can lose. I'm telling you, we

750
00:36:09,920 --> 00:36:13,479
Speaker 1: can lose like twenty thousand bucks or something could happen

751
00:36:13,520 --> 00:36:19,759
Speaker 1: to us, and I still be like it's cool, It's cool. God. Yeah.

752
00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:21,719
Speaker 1: And the last and like the last time something happened

753
00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:23,160
Speaker 1: me and my wife, she was like, I was like, no,

754
00:36:23,280 --> 00:36:26,080
Speaker 1: it's cool, baby, Like it's not cool. And it's like,

755
00:36:26,680 --> 00:36:28,920
Speaker 1: oh wait, you know what I'm saying because it's like

756
00:36:29,160 --> 00:36:30,839
Speaker 1: I don't know, man, Like I said, I go back

757
00:36:30,840 --> 00:36:32,359
Speaker 1: to the first time. I don't even I don't even

758
00:36:32,560 --> 00:36:35,480
Speaker 1: deserve this life. It's like, man, I look at life

759
00:36:35,520 --> 00:36:37,480
Speaker 1: totally different than a whole lot of people you know,

760
00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:40,840
Speaker 1: and so like. But but this time, this one in particular,

761
00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:42,960
Speaker 1: time bothered me, and so I just wrote down. I

762
00:36:43,200 --> 00:36:46,040
Speaker 1: just started telling my daddy like dang man, Like I mean,

763
00:36:46,080 --> 00:36:47,719
Speaker 1: I'm trying to follow a lot of stuff that God

764
00:36:47,840 --> 00:36:50,000
Speaker 1: is doing, like and it's just out of my emotions, bright,

765
00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:51,640
Speaker 1: out of my feelings and out of my anger. It's like,

766
00:36:51,840 --> 00:36:53,400
Speaker 1: now I'm going to my daddy, Like Dad, they listen, man,

767
00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:56,960
Speaker 1: Because you gotta have accountability. People like I don't care

768
00:36:57,000 --> 00:36:58,640
Speaker 1: who you are. You gotta have people you can go

769
00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:02,160
Speaker 1: to and talk to about about like situations that's going

770
00:37:02,200 --> 00:37:04,080
Speaker 1: on in your life. It's not for you to bottle

771
00:37:04,120 --> 00:37:06,920
Speaker 1: feelings up. It's not that ain't how God meant for

772
00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:09,120
Speaker 1: it to be. We're supposed to be connecting with with

773
00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:11,480
Speaker 1: with other believers and other people that love Jesus, that

774
00:37:11,520 --> 00:37:13,759
Speaker 1: love God, in order for us to release a lot

775
00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:15,640
Speaker 1: of these feelings and emotions that we have, you know

776
00:37:15,680 --> 00:37:17,279
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So we can help each other get

777
00:37:17,320 --> 00:37:19,279
Speaker 1: through some stuff, because you're not supposed to go through

778
00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:22,840
Speaker 1: like all of this junk alone, especially stuff that's going on,

779
00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:25,440
Speaker 1: especially right now in twenty twenty, you know. But so

780
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:27,040
Speaker 1: I got to tell on top of to my daddy, dude,

781
00:37:27,080 --> 00:37:28,719
Speaker 1: and all these feelings and the motion are starting to come,

782
00:37:28,960 --> 00:37:31,120
Speaker 1: and then my dad and then I just I just stopped.

783
00:37:31,560 --> 00:37:33,440
Speaker 1: It's like something came over and I was like, but

784
00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:35,319
Speaker 1: you know what, Daddy, I like, drive my face up

785
00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:37,200
Speaker 1: and went to a whole other personality like, but you

786
00:37:37,280 --> 00:37:40,719
Speaker 1: know what, Daddy, Man, I believe God. I know God.

787
00:37:40,800 --> 00:37:43,120
Speaker 1: Can I know God? Will he gonna do something? And

788
00:37:43,400 --> 00:37:44,960
Speaker 1: I know he gonna do it. I said, And I'm

789
00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:47,359
Speaker 1: gonna come back to you within the next I will

790
00:37:47,400 --> 00:37:49,040
Speaker 1: guarantee you about the next ten days and i'ma have

791
00:37:49,080 --> 00:37:51,359
Speaker 1: a testimony about this day. I said so, and I'm

792
00:37:51,360 --> 00:37:54,399
Speaker 1: gonna leave it at that. And my dad was just like, man,

793
00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:56,319
Speaker 1: I'm telling you, man, you really be encouraging me. Son,

794
00:37:56,360 --> 00:37:58,799
Speaker 1: you just I really feel like it is you called

795
00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:01,960
Speaker 1: your dad ye to get encouragement, then God gave it

796
00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:04,840
Speaker 1: to you before your dad could speak, and then you

797
00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:07,560
Speaker 1: gave it back to your dad. Yeah. Ye, exact conversation.

798
00:38:07,719 --> 00:38:09,960
Speaker 1: That was the conversation. But then I was like, then

799
00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:11,880
Speaker 1: we went on to something else, and he was just like,

800
00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:14,600
Speaker 1: you know, son, that is You're right. You're absolutely right

801
00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:17,120
Speaker 1: something I believe. I was standing right here with you

802
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:19,960
Speaker 1: and believe with you that something else is gonna happen.

803
00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:22,480
Speaker 1: I really believe it. I said, Okay, cool, I said,

804
00:38:22,520 --> 00:38:24,520
Speaker 1: but anyway, and kind of brush it off, and then

805
00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:26,400
Speaker 1: we just got to talking about something else. I think

806
00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:29,000
Speaker 1: he's talking about deer Hunter something and I was like, okay, cool.

807
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:30,680
Speaker 1: Then I got out the phone with him. Do how

808
00:38:30,680 --> 00:38:34,200
Speaker 1: about the next weekend I had to show in Dallas, Texas,

809
00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:38,120
Speaker 1: UH with Pastor Ross and Mahomie John. Dude. John is

810
00:38:38,120 --> 00:38:42,080
Speaker 1: an amazing guy from Colonial Hill Church. He just he

811
00:38:42,239 --> 00:38:44,000
Speaker 1: just sent me down there with him. There was just

812
00:38:44,080 --> 00:38:46,120
Speaker 1: to be like just to come along and go with him. Well,

813
00:38:46,160 --> 00:38:48,239
Speaker 1: I ended up doing something at the church because I

814
00:38:48,280 --> 00:38:50,040
Speaker 1: get you know, they like they found out who I was,

815
00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:51,759
Speaker 1: and so I ended up doing something at the church.

816
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:54,520
Speaker 1: And right after I did something at the church, Dude, Man,

817
00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:57,200
Speaker 1: this lady walks up and we all sent it in

818
00:38:57,280 --> 00:39:00,279
Speaker 1: the circle and the pastor of the church, Ross walks

819
00:39:00,360 --> 00:39:02,160
Speaker 1: up and this is like this is a week later,

820
00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:04,839
Speaker 1: one week later, seven days later, and he said, hey, later,

821
00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:08,239
Speaker 1: he said, man, he said, I don't I don't know

822
00:39:09,320 --> 00:39:11,920
Speaker 1: what's going on, but he said it's later wanted me

823
00:39:11,960 --> 00:39:15,040
Speaker 1: to give you this. I'm like, wait, what's that, Ross?

824
00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:16,600
Speaker 1: And he handed me a folded up piece of paper.

825
00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:18,680
Speaker 1: I said, Ross, you know me, bro, I don't I

826
00:39:18,719 --> 00:39:20,640
Speaker 1: don't take money. I don't take I don't you know.

827
00:39:20,640 --> 00:39:22,040
Speaker 1: I don't do that. I don't take money. I don't

828
00:39:22,040 --> 00:39:23,760
Speaker 1: take none of that. Dude. I'm just it's a blessing

829
00:39:23,840 --> 00:39:25,560
Speaker 1: for me to be here, and I'm just blessed to

830
00:39:25,600 --> 00:39:27,680
Speaker 1: be here. But that's it. And he was like no, no,

831
00:39:28,040 --> 00:39:30,520
Speaker 1: he said, it's on my spirit that the Lord really

832
00:39:30,560 --> 00:39:33,399
Speaker 1: wants you to have this. He said, because it's gonna

833
00:39:33,400 --> 00:39:36,040
Speaker 1: be something different once you open it. Now, Ross, I

834
00:39:36,120 --> 00:39:38,160
Speaker 1: never know. I never told nobody about the situation but

835
00:39:38,239 --> 00:39:40,560
Speaker 1: my daddy about what went on. Dude. When I open

836
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:43,600
Speaker 1: up this check, it was a check for five hundred dollars,

837
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:50,279
Speaker 1: exact dollars, the same as my deductible. Wow. And I

838
00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:54,239
Speaker 1: opened it up and dude, I just tapped around. And

839
00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:57,480
Speaker 1: when I tapped around, there was like that's crazy, ain't

840
00:39:57,480 --> 00:40:01,279
Speaker 1: the man? I said, nah, man, you right now, just

841
00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:03,719
Speaker 1: tell this. I know it, bro because it's God is

842
00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:06,320
Speaker 1: amazing broh. And I can't even I can't put in

843
00:40:06,400 --> 00:40:08,719
Speaker 1: the words just over a podcast of how you know

844
00:40:09,120 --> 00:40:11,480
Speaker 1: the type of God that we serve many of them.

845
00:40:11,960 --> 00:40:14,239
Speaker 1: Let's do it. Let's do it. And so when I

846
00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:16,439
Speaker 1: unfolded this thing and I told him the story, I said,

847
00:40:16,440 --> 00:40:18,759
Speaker 1: brou my deductible last week was five hundred dollars. And

848
00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:20,480
Speaker 1: I told my daddy, this is something I didn't want

849
00:40:20,520 --> 00:40:23,080
Speaker 1: to pay. But I told my daddy, but watch when

850
00:40:23,440 --> 00:40:25,400
Speaker 1: I test. Someone is gonna come out of this. Now

851
00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:27,480
Speaker 1: I get to call my daddy and encourage him. Now

852
00:40:27,560 --> 00:40:28,960
Speaker 1: his face is fit to go up through the roof

853
00:40:29,120 --> 00:40:31,359
Speaker 1: because of what's going on. And all of them tucked

854
00:40:31,360 --> 00:40:36,320
Speaker 1: around and said god, man, dude, it was like, I'm serious.

855
00:40:36,400 --> 00:40:39,680
Speaker 1: Dude was all like like this my face like whoa

856
00:40:39,880 --> 00:40:42,360
Speaker 1: this is? This is crazy? Like this is this is

857
00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:45,320
Speaker 1: something that's beyond me, you know, what I'm saying. So

858
00:40:45,520 --> 00:40:48,440
Speaker 1: moments like that, bro, That's what. That's what what listening

859
00:40:48,480 --> 00:40:52,360
Speaker 1: to God's voice is. Even when something horrible happened in

860
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:55,520
Speaker 1: your life, still you can't be distracted of what happened

861
00:40:55,560 --> 00:40:57,760
Speaker 1: at the moment. You got to continue to just follow

862
00:40:57,840 --> 00:40:59,800
Speaker 1: God and just be like, you know what, I know this,

863
00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:03,040
Speaker 1: and it's okay to grieve, It's okay to like I like, like,

864
00:41:03,400 --> 00:41:05,080
Speaker 1: like how I did cried, you know what I'm saying

865
00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:07,360
Speaker 1: to my daddy. But I couldn't cry so long that

866
00:41:07,440 --> 00:41:09,160
Speaker 1: I didn't have hope. You know what I'm saying. I

867
00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:11,160
Speaker 1: couldn't cry so long. I couldn't stay in that one

868
00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:14,279
Speaker 1: spot and be like, man it is, you know, and

869
00:41:14,400 --> 00:41:16,560
Speaker 1: just dwell on a moment to where sending me the

870
00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:19,600
Speaker 1: suicidal thoughts, to where it sending me to stuff like man,

871
00:41:19,719 --> 00:41:23,040
Speaker 1: forget this life always crazy, life, always stupid. And I

872
00:41:23,080 --> 00:41:25,560
Speaker 1: couldn't dwell on that moment because the enemy. The longer

873
00:41:25,640 --> 00:41:28,000
Speaker 1: you dwell on a crazy moment like that and you

874
00:41:28,080 --> 00:41:30,239
Speaker 1: don't get back to God, the enemy gonna use that

875
00:41:30,280 --> 00:41:32,480
Speaker 1: as bait. He gonna jump in that mind, dude, and

876
00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:34,439
Speaker 1: he gonna stay there. He gonna stay there. He gonna

877
00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:35,920
Speaker 1: stay there here, gonna stay there. One thing gonna turn

878
00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:38,040
Speaker 1: into the next, next thing ona turn in to the next,

879
00:41:38,239 --> 00:41:40,000
Speaker 1: and then you will find yourself doing something that you

880
00:41:40,040 --> 00:41:42,640
Speaker 1: will never think about that you've ever done. So you're

881
00:41:42,680 --> 00:41:45,200
Speaker 1: gonna take walk me through that. What you're saying right there,

882
00:41:45,640 --> 00:41:47,560
Speaker 1: walk me through that. I've had a lot of guys

883
00:41:47,600 --> 00:41:53,400
Speaker 1: on this podcast. I've had I've had several veterans, Yeah, suffering,

884
00:41:54,280 --> 00:41:56,960
Speaker 1: you know, they've seen some stuff. They will staying race.

885
00:41:57,400 --> 00:42:00,440
Speaker 1: So walk me through. What you're saying right there is perfect, perfect.

886
00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:06,279
Speaker 1: You You have this moment, bad moment, the world, the

887
00:42:06,360 --> 00:42:10,160
Speaker 1: world is crazy. Yeah, and you said as soon as

888
00:42:10,239 --> 00:42:14,320
Speaker 1: you dwell on that, the enemy's going to take advantage exactly. Okay,

889
00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:17,840
Speaker 1: So how so what do you do in that moment

890
00:42:18,960 --> 00:42:21,319
Speaker 1: to not dwell on it? As soon as you said,

891
00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:23,440
Speaker 1: you gotta take it to God? Right? Yeah, okay, tell

892
00:42:23,520 --> 00:42:25,520
Speaker 1: me that. But when I take it to God, it's

893
00:42:25,640 --> 00:42:27,879
Speaker 1: like I take it. I take that moment to God,

894
00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:30,560
Speaker 1: like I don't wait. You can't wait, you can't prolonger,

895
00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:33,560
Speaker 1: you can't be like, you can't just think about something

896
00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:35,719
Speaker 1: might happen. You got to have hope in something and

897
00:42:35,840 --> 00:42:39,799
Speaker 1: go like finish happen immediately, expeditionously. You know what I'm saying,

898
00:42:39,880 --> 00:42:42,360
Speaker 1: because it's like when something happened is like like I

899
00:42:42,440 --> 00:42:43,840
Speaker 1: was dwelling on the moment when I was talking to

900
00:42:43,920 --> 00:42:46,719
Speaker 1: my daddy, crying like man, this is that dad. But

901
00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:49,160
Speaker 1: at the same time, I was like, I stopped. I

902
00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:51,960
Speaker 1: had to stop and tell myself like, but wait a minute,

903
00:42:52,040 --> 00:42:54,200
Speaker 1: I can't stay here. So that's when I told my daddy,

904
00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:56,960
Speaker 1: but watch this though, Watch ow God do something. Watch

905
00:42:57,000 --> 00:43:00,560
Speaker 1: how the enemy won't win, Watch how God set this

906
00:43:00,640 --> 00:43:02,920
Speaker 1: whole thing up. Just for a testimony, you know, I

907
00:43:03,080 --> 00:43:05,919
Speaker 1: believe that's the Holy Spirit that intervenes in that thought

908
00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:08,520
Speaker 1: right there, the one that goes, wait a minute. That's

909
00:43:08,600 --> 00:43:11,520
Speaker 1: that's when the Holy Spirit this is speaks to you

910
00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:15,520
Speaker 1: and then walk us through taking it to God from then. Yeah,

911
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:19,080
Speaker 1: but see, so what do you physically say in a moment,

912
00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:22,000
Speaker 1: a bad moment and then you wait a minute, and

913
00:43:22,080 --> 00:43:25,640
Speaker 1: then what you say during that moment? Since I told

914
00:43:25,680 --> 00:43:27,920
Speaker 1: my dad, I said, but watch this, watch yall, something happened.

915
00:43:28,120 --> 00:43:30,520
Speaker 1: Watch y'all God turn this thing around. That's when my

916
00:43:30,600 --> 00:43:33,080
Speaker 1: daddy was like, well, that's right, that's right, man. Well

917
00:43:33,160 --> 00:43:34,960
Speaker 1: I'll tell you what, right now, let's pray about that thing.

918
00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:37,040
Speaker 1: And so when he do that, that's what I'm saying

919
00:43:37,080 --> 00:43:40,480
Speaker 1: about accountability people. Your dad's spiritual too. Yeah, yeah, definitely, definitely.

920
00:43:40,560 --> 00:43:44,080
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying about account like having accountability partners, dude,

921
00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:46,120
Speaker 1: because think about it, if my dad didn't say, let's

922
00:43:46,120 --> 00:43:47,680
Speaker 1: pray with that thing, or if he would have been

923
00:43:47,719 --> 00:43:51,200
Speaker 1: the type of person that was like, dang, that's messed up. Dang, dude,

924
00:43:51,239 --> 00:43:54,000
Speaker 1: that's that and had everything negative to say about the situation. Yep,

925
00:43:54,120 --> 00:43:55,839
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. You gotta watch your friends because

926
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:58,080
Speaker 1: that is your future. The people that you hanging around

927
00:43:58,120 --> 00:44:00,239
Speaker 1: and people you rock with, that is your future. So

928
00:44:00,320 --> 00:44:02,479
Speaker 1: I had to literally push away a lot of those people.

929
00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:05,560
Speaker 1: So when moments like this come me and somebody like

930
00:44:05,640 --> 00:44:08,359
Speaker 1: my daddy or my other accountability partner, Maurice, might shut

931
00:44:08,360 --> 00:44:10,880
Speaker 1: out to my homi Maurice and he hit me up,

932
00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:12,399
Speaker 1: and I'm like, brouh, let's pray with that thing. Let's

933
00:44:12,440 --> 00:44:14,040
Speaker 1: pray a back this thing. It's not this thing. You

934
00:44:14,080 --> 00:44:16,520
Speaker 1: got the part, there's no question about it, you know.

935
00:44:16,840 --> 00:44:19,319
Speaker 1: And then once it's like once we juice each other up,

936
00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:20,960
Speaker 1: then when I get out the phone. Like when I

937
00:44:20,960 --> 00:44:22,200
Speaker 1: got out the phone, I did, and that's when I

938
00:44:22,280 --> 00:44:24,800
Speaker 1: literally had a conversation with God, Like, Lord, Man, you

939
00:44:24,920 --> 00:44:27,080
Speaker 1: know the situation is going on. Help me out of

940
00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:30,040
Speaker 1: this situation like you did before. This ain't nothing new.

941
00:44:30,120 --> 00:44:31,680
Speaker 1: This ain't nothing new to me, This ain't nothing new

942
00:44:31,719 --> 00:44:33,439
Speaker 1: to you. I know you can. I know you will,

943
00:44:33,600 --> 00:44:35,400
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna leave it at that, just like that,

944
00:44:35,520 --> 00:44:37,920
Speaker 1: and you gotta believe it. There's no way you believe

945
00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:39,520
Speaker 1: in that something would happen if you keep deling on

946
00:44:39,560 --> 00:44:41,440
Speaker 1: the moment. And there's also that fine line of you

947
00:44:41,480 --> 00:44:43,160
Speaker 1: don't want to push everybody out of your life that

948
00:44:43,239 --> 00:44:46,120
Speaker 1: you can't actually help too. You only put people in

949
00:44:46,200 --> 00:44:50,239
Speaker 1: your life that's cushion. Definitely, Definitely you gotta have a

950
00:44:50,280 --> 00:44:52,279
Speaker 1: little of that friction that you could do your work

951
00:44:52,320 --> 00:44:55,200
Speaker 1: in them. Definitely. I know you do that. Yeah, definitely,

952
00:44:55,239 --> 00:44:58,080
Speaker 1: definitely man. And that's also what your music does. Yeah. Yeah,

953
00:44:58,280 --> 00:45:01,160
Speaker 1: it's like seasons for me, man, Like last month was

954
00:45:01,200 --> 00:45:03,440
Speaker 1: the season that God was saying, you know what, before

955
00:45:03,480 --> 00:45:05,520
Speaker 1: all of this stuff right here happened, I want to

956
00:45:05,560 --> 00:45:07,279
Speaker 1: do something in you. So in order for me to

957
00:45:07,320 --> 00:45:08,920
Speaker 1: do something in you, I need you to get rid

958
00:45:08,960 --> 00:45:11,120
Speaker 1: of these people, you know what I'm saying. But see

959
00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:14,400
Speaker 1: that that's the perks of listening to God. That's the

960
00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:17,080
Speaker 1: perks of understanding God. You know what I'm saying. Think

961
00:45:17,120 --> 00:45:18,400
Speaker 1: about it. If I have missed out on that, I

962
00:45:18,440 --> 00:45:20,719
Speaker 1: wouldn't be here with you. I wouldn't be here. I

963
00:45:20,760 --> 00:45:22,839
Speaker 1: wouldn't I wouldn't know as boards you know what I'm saying.

964
00:45:23,200 --> 00:45:25,600
Speaker 1: I wouldn't. I wouldn't know a lot of people if

965
00:45:25,600 --> 00:45:27,640
Speaker 1: I would have missed out on stuff like that. Because

966
00:45:27,680 --> 00:45:30,439
Speaker 1: it was like, in order I have to hear God's voice,

967
00:45:30,719 --> 00:45:33,120
Speaker 1: and when if I don't hear God's voice, it's like, man,

968
00:45:33,520 --> 00:45:35,200
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna do it. I gotta push that to

969
00:45:35,280 --> 00:45:37,719
Speaker 1: the side, you know, just like with different different even

970
00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:39,799
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go into this, just like with different even

971
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:41,920
Speaker 1: different labels. It was like I can't do this with

972
00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:43,920
Speaker 1: them because I don't feel like this is what a

973
00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:46,080
Speaker 1: Lord lead me, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, So

974
00:45:46,400 --> 00:45:47,960
Speaker 1: that's when I stopped and was like, now I can't

975
00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:50,000
Speaker 1: do this with this with this type of people, you know,

976
00:45:50,120 --> 00:45:52,759
Speaker 1: because I believe that God gonna have somebody in play

977
00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:55,480
Speaker 1: for me to you know, walk with alone. This journey

978
00:45:55,600 --> 00:45:57,759
Speaker 1: and then we're gonna make this thing happen. Going farther

979
00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:01,400
Speaker 1: and farther in your walk, you start to specifically hear

980
00:46:01,880 --> 00:46:06,520
Speaker 1: who's talking to you. Yeah, definitely the evil one's talking

981
00:46:06,560 --> 00:46:09,320
Speaker 1: to Oh yeah, oh, and you learn to hear his voice.

982
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:12,080
Speaker 1: For instance, this happened to me yesterday. I woke up

983
00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:15,799
Speaker 1: yesterday and I thought, Man, I was like, man, fourth

984
00:46:15,840 --> 00:46:18,960
Speaker 1: of July. It's like I got Lathan and his family

985
00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:23,520
Speaker 1: flying in COVID's flying around Like, Man, this isn't a

986
00:46:23,560 --> 00:46:26,120
Speaker 1: good idea. Now, this isn't a good idea. I should man,

987
00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:27,560
Speaker 1: I should just back out of this whole thing. I

988
00:46:27,600 --> 00:46:29,680
Speaker 1: should back out of the show tonight. I should just

989
00:46:29,760 --> 00:46:33,560
Speaker 1: cancel this music video. I possibly put in him in danger.

990
00:46:33,920 --> 00:46:35,960
Speaker 1: You know, they got to get on a plane. And

991
00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:38,920
Speaker 1: then I thought, that's not the voice I'm supposed to

992
00:46:38,960 --> 00:46:43,520
Speaker 1: be listening to. Wow, everything is fine. Yeah, we got this.

993
00:46:43,680 --> 00:46:46,280
Speaker 1: There's a reason he's coming to Texas. There's a reason

994
00:46:46,360 --> 00:46:47,800
Speaker 1: he's going to be in this music video with me

995
00:46:47,920 --> 00:46:52,799
Speaker 1: on Sunday, yep. And and now I feel and then

996
00:46:52,840 --> 00:46:55,960
Speaker 1: when you go through with it, you feel when you

997
00:46:56,040 --> 00:46:58,320
Speaker 1: made the right decision. Yeah, when you listen to the

998
00:46:58,400 --> 00:47:02,080
Speaker 1: right voice. Exactly. I'm gonna take a quick break, reach

999
00:47:02,120 --> 00:47:12,160
Speaker 1: out these cameras for show. So after this, after this podcast,

1000
00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:13,320
Speaker 1: at the end of it, I want to play that

1001
00:47:13,560 --> 00:47:18,120
Speaker 1: Kobe Bryant video we're talking about because and and we're

1002
00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:19,640
Speaker 1: we're just looked at it over the break. We look

1003
00:47:19,680 --> 00:47:21,080
Speaker 1: to see if we could just play it over the mic.

1004
00:47:21,200 --> 00:47:22,920
Speaker 1: But I kind of want to show the video anyway

1005
00:47:23,000 --> 00:47:25,360
Speaker 1: because the way that you look at the camera and

1006
00:47:25,440 --> 00:47:28,959
Speaker 1: you're like I said, and then God spoke to me. Yeah,

1007
00:47:29,440 --> 00:47:31,959
Speaker 1: I didn't even notice that, bro. You so many people

1008
00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:34,279
Speaker 1: pointed that out and I didn't even notice. It was

1009
00:47:34,360 --> 00:47:36,840
Speaker 1: just when I'm doing this stuff, dude, It's just like

1010
00:47:37,239 --> 00:47:38,759
Speaker 1: I want to show you realit it. I don't want

1011
00:47:38,760 --> 00:47:40,040
Speaker 1: to show you no fake I don't want to give

1012
00:47:40,040 --> 00:47:41,919
Speaker 1: you no jump were you just you're just a really

1013
00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:45,680
Speaker 1: good speaker. You have a cool Southern accent. I appreciate it, bro,

1014
00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:48,319
Speaker 1: because you're a country boy like I always say, but you, man,

1015
00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:51,640
Speaker 1: you're just a really good speaker and you engage really

1016
00:47:51,800 --> 00:47:55,600
Speaker 1: well with your eyes and your your hands, and that

1017
00:47:55,760 --> 00:47:59,040
Speaker 1: that's why those videos work, man, That's why it hooked me. Wow.

1018
00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:04,000
Speaker 1: But I definitely on this podcast, we need to get

1019
00:48:04,040 --> 00:48:09,480
Speaker 1: into racism, Yeah for sure, because there's also a I

1020
00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:11,840
Speaker 1: want to hear it. I'm gonna shut up, but I

1021
00:48:11,960 --> 00:48:15,920
Speaker 1: want to hear from from your point of view, because

1022
00:48:15,960 --> 00:48:20,400
Speaker 1: you have you have a view of love, and I

1023
00:48:20,560 --> 00:48:23,920
Speaker 1: wonder where that comes in when the world is in

1024
00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:27,319
Speaker 1: chaos like this. Yeah, maybe that's the time when it's

1025
00:48:27,360 --> 00:48:31,120
Speaker 1: most important. Yeah, but y'all, I'll let it be. Could be,

1026
00:48:31,320 --> 00:48:35,080
Speaker 1: I'll let you teach me. Yeah, definitely. What just starting

1027
00:48:35,120 --> 00:48:38,040
Speaker 1: it off, dude, this is and I know this is

1028
00:48:38,080 --> 00:48:40,320
Speaker 1: a tough pill to swallow, man for people, for a

1029
00:48:40,360 --> 00:48:42,680
Speaker 1: lot of people. But it took me knowing Jesus to

1030
00:48:42,760 --> 00:48:45,800
Speaker 1: understand this. So first off, if you don't know Jesus,

1031
00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:49,000
Speaker 1: if you don't have a relationship with God, then this

1032
00:48:49,239 --> 00:48:51,279
Speaker 1: this might just come off to a lot of people

1033
00:48:51,360 --> 00:48:53,759
Speaker 1: wrong anyway, you know what I'm saying. So that's why

1034
00:48:53,800 --> 00:48:56,000
Speaker 1: when people come to me about it, I don't go

1035
00:48:56,160 --> 00:48:58,719
Speaker 1: with with what the world is doing on giving their

1036
00:48:58,800 --> 00:49:01,960
Speaker 1: views about it, going straight to straight to the man.

1037
00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:03,840
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, And this is how I do.

1038
00:49:04,800 --> 00:49:08,720
Speaker 1: It's not it's not even so much of a skin issue.

1039
00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:11,000
Speaker 1: If you think you gotta think about it it's not

1040
00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:13,320
Speaker 1: so much of a skin issue, it's so much of

1041
00:49:13,400 --> 00:49:15,960
Speaker 1: a it's a deep rooted sin issue, you know what

1042
00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:18,400
Speaker 1: I'm saying. It's it's a sin that that that a

1043
00:49:18,440 --> 00:49:22,200
Speaker 1: lot of people struggle with racism, you know. So since

1044
00:49:22,239 --> 00:49:26,000
Speaker 1: it's a deep rooted sin issue, I'm me as a

1045
00:49:26,120 --> 00:49:28,440
Speaker 1: Christian and somebody that loved Jesus, I see, have to

1046
00:49:28,520 --> 00:49:31,960
Speaker 1: love this person now. It's loving this person gonna be easy. No,

1047
00:49:32,200 --> 00:49:35,520
Speaker 1: it's not gonna be easy, you know because, uh like

1048
00:49:35,680 --> 00:49:37,720
Speaker 1: like the harm and the hurt that they're doing for somebody,

1049
00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:40,440
Speaker 1: you know. But at the same time, I gotta follow

1050
00:49:40,480 --> 00:49:43,840
Speaker 1: the biblical ways. Man of Christ. I can't walk with

1051
00:49:43,960 --> 00:49:46,320
Speaker 1: the world. And what the world is doing now is

1052
00:49:46,719 --> 00:49:49,360
Speaker 1: you know what they're doing? Is it wrong? Of course?

1053
00:49:49,960 --> 00:49:51,480
Speaker 1: I mean, come on, just just going back to the

1054
00:49:51,560 --> 00:49:54,880
Speaker 1: George Floyd thing, man, we actually seen them like convict

1055
00:49:54,920 --> 00:49:57,680
Speaker 1: a man, trial a man, and murderer man just right there,

1056
00:49:58,160 --> 00:50:01,120
Speaker 1: you know, just just all on in one setting, like

1057
00:50:01,200 --> 00:50:03,239
Speaker 1: you took a man the court, you gave him a

1058
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:05,759
Speaker 1: date to be to die, and you and you killed

1059
00:50:05,800 --> 00:50:08,920
Speaker 1: him right there. And I've never met or heard anyone

1060
00:50:09,160 --> 00:50:12,480
Speaker 1: that disagrees with that. Yeah, anybody I haven't either. I

1061
00:50:12,560 --> 00:50:14,759
Speaker 1: have I haven't either. But the thing about it is,

1062
00:50:16,040 --> 00:50:19,160
Speaker 1: it's now because the world has seen it, you know,

1063
00:50:19,640 --> 00:50:22,160
Speaker 1: and it's been going on for a long time. But

1064
00:50:22,560 --> 00:50:25,880
Speaker 1: now that it's it's everybody can see it. It's like,

1065
00:50:26,280 --> 00:50:30,239
Speaker 1: holy crap. There could be anybody laying down there, you know,

1066
00:50:30,640 --> 00:50:33,400
Speaker 1: But me, as a black man and as as somebody

1067
00:50:33,560 --> 00:50:36,759
Speaker 1: loved Jesus, I still got to say what I feel

1068
00:50:36,800 --> 00:50:39,560
Speaker 1: the same way if it was a Mexican land there,

1069
00:50:39,560 --> 00:50:41,360
Speaker 1: if it was a white guy landing there. You know

1070
00:50:41,400 --> 00:50:43,879
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, because because all of those lives matter,

1071
00:50:44,080 --> 00:50:45,520
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And when I say that,

1072
00:50:45,800 --> 00:50:47,919
Speaker 1: I'm saying that this is in like, uh, just looking

1073
00:50:47,960 --> 00:50:50,719
Speaker 1: at it and in the eyesight of Jesus. Dude, when

1074
00:50:50,760 --> 00:50:53,239
Speaker 1: I say this stuff, you know what I'm saying. You

1075
00:50:53,320 --> 00:50:55,759
Speaker 1: gotta be careful saying stuff like all you do. You

1076
00:50:55,800 --> 00:51:00,520
Speaker 1: know these days people crucified for that kind exactly. Definitely,

1077
00:51:01,040 --> 00:51:04,600
Speaker 1: But I understand it. All lives matter too. But at

1078
00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:06,800
Speaker 1: the same time, it's like, right now, this is the

1079
00:51:06,920 --> 00:51:09,680
Speaker 1: issue that's going on, so right now we need to

1080
00:51:09,719 --> 00:51:11,759
Speaker 1: point we need to point at this because this life

1081
00:51:11,800 --> 00:51:16,560
Speaker 1: here is it matters now. Right now too, because if

1082
00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:18,520
Speaker 1: you're looking at it on down the line, like just

1083
00:51:18,640 --> 00:51:20,640
Speaker 1: through history, people have been dying and people have been

1084
00:51:20,640 --> 00:51:22,719
Speaker 1: getting killed over this type of stuff. You know what

1085
00:51:22,719 --> 00:51:27,000
Speaker 1: I'm saying. As far as racist, yeah exactly, definitely maybe

1086
00:51:27,080 --> 00:51:33,280
Speaker 1: the oldest, the oldest mankind crime. Yeah exactly written history

1087
00:51:33,800 --> 00:51:36,680
Speaker 1: exactly exactly, and see we can see this stuff. But

1088
00:51:36,840 --> 00:51:38,520
Speaker 1: I had somebody DM me the other day and he

1089
00:51:38,640 --> 00:51:41,360
Speaker 1: was just like black guy, Man, this DM me the

1090
00:51:41,400 --> 00:51:44,279
Speaker 1: other day was like, man, what's up coon, what's up

1091
00:51:44,600 --> 00:51:47,600
Speaker 1: such and such and such? And I don't think he knew,

1092
00:51:47,960 --> 00:51:50,080
Speaker 1: Like I don't think the thing about it. That was

1093
00:51:50,360 --> 00:51:52,399
Speaker 1: when I messaged him back. It's surprising because I don't

1094
00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:54,160
Speaker 1: think he thought I was gonna message him back. And

1095
00:51:54,239 --> 00:51:57,480
Speaker 1: I was like, Yo, what's up? Like I have to

1096
00:51:57,520 --> 00:51:59,520
Speaker 1: be ready to hear you know what I'm saying, Like,

1097
00:51:59,560 --> 00:52:01,719
Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm not gonna last back at you just

1098
00:52:01,760 --> 00:52:03,160
Speaker 1: because you're saying that, because I want to know. I

1099
00:52:03,200 --> 00:52:06,240
Speaker 1: want to hear. I want to hear your views about it. Exactly.

1100
00:52:06,520 --> 00:52:08,120
Speaker 1: I couldn't come up to you like now, you know,

1101
00:52:08,239 --> 00:52:10,640
Speaker 1: screw that f you whatever, what's up now? I couldn't

1102
00:52:10,640 --> 00:52:11,920
Speaker 1: do that. I had to be like yo, what's up?

1103
00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:14,400
Speaker 1: Talk to me, like, what makes you feel like that?

1104
00:52:15,440 --> 00:52:17,480
Speaker 1: And he was like, man, because he's just trying to

1105
00:52:17,520 --> 00:52:19,600
Speaker 1: do with what the white folks doing and he's trying

1106
00:52:19,640 --> 00:52:21,359
Speaker 1: to go this is that. I said, oh, I said,

1107
00:52:21,360 --> 00:52:23,920
Speaker 1: what makes you feel like that? He was like, because man,

1108
00:52:23,960 --> 00:52:26,960
Speaker 1: he posted a picture of all of y'all, like everybody

1109
00:52:27,080 --> 00:52:31,560
Speaker 1: kneeling at the same time and coming together. I said, oh,

1110
00:52:32,239 --> 00:52:34,880
Speaker 1: I said, so your issue as a black man is

1111
00:52:35,080 --> 00:52:38,800
Speaker 1: the issue of everybody coming together. And he was like, well, no,

1112
00:52:39,080 --> 00:52:41,239
Speaker 1: I want saying all that. I was like, well, tell

1113
00:52:41,239 --> 00:52:43,160
Speaker 1: me the issue. I said, you angry at something? I

1114
00:52:43,200 --> 00:52:44,719
Speaker 1: said to talk to him, asaid, I give you my number,

1115
00:52:44,760 --> 00:52:46,239
Speaker 1: we can call, we can talk about this thing. Are

1116
00:52:46,280 --> 00:52:49,479
Speaker 1: you serious? Yeah, I said, dude, So talk to me, dude,

1117
00:52:49,520 --> 00:52:51,920
Speaker 1: like like, what are you really mad at? Because that's

1118
00:52:51,960 --> 00:52:53,680
Speaker 1: not the what are you really Let's get down to

1119
00:52:53,760 --> 00:52:56,040
Speaker 1: the root of the real cause of why you're really mad.

1120
00:52:56,680 --> 00:52:59,120
Speaker 1: And yeah, man, it's just I don't know this because

1121
00:52:59,160 --> 00:53:01,920
Speaker 1: many folks killing us. I said, Okay, check this out.

1122
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:03,600
Speaker 1: I said, my brother, I'm coming to you from a

1123
00:53:03,600 --> 00:53:06,200
Speaker 1: black guy to another black guy. I said, Man, last

1124
00:53:06,239 --> 00:53:09,640
Speaker 1: week I got pulled up and in Chicago and know

1125
00:53:09,680 --> 00:53:11,160
Speaker 1: if you hear it. But man, he did a drive

1126
00:53:11,160 --> 00:53:12,880
Speaker 1: by shooting each other five year old kid right in

1127
00:53:12,920 --> 00:53:14,839
Speaker 1: the head and the killer dead. I said that life

1128
00:53:14,880 --> 00:53:17,360
Speaker 1: mattered yesterday, straight up, bro, I said. And then you

1129
00:53:17,400 --> 00:53:19,520
Speaker 1: got a boys of clinics all over the town. Bro,

1130
00:53:19,640 --> 00:53:22,360
Speaker 1: they killing babies like forty going north them lipy. The

1131
00:53:22,400 --> 00:53:24,880
Speaker 1: baby lives matter. You got to think about stuff like that,

1132
00:53:25,200 --> 00:53:26,600
Speaker 1: I said. So when you came to me with this

1133
00:53:26,760 --> 00:53:28,319
Speaker 1: type of stuff, I want you to have the same

1134
00:53:28,560 --> 00:53:31,879
Speaker 1: energy when somebody do that on a five year old kid.

1135
00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:33,680
Speaker 1: Man pulling up in the hood, blowing a five year

1136
00:53:33,680 --> 00:53:36,600
Speaker 1: old kid mine. I like, come on, dude, what were

1137
00:53:36,640 --> 00:53:39,600
Speaker 1: at Let's march, let's stand, let's let's put our boots

1138
00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:41,120
Speaker 1: on the ground, let's do some stuff. You know what

1139
00:53:41,160 --> 00:53:43,480
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So when I came to him like that,

1140
00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:47,719
Speaker 1: that's when the conversation went like, oh, whatever, because you

1141
00:53:47,840 --> 00:53:50,840
Speaker 1: gotta be real. I'm a realist, bro. I love Jesus.

1142
00:53:50,920 --> 00:53:54,120
Speaker 1: And now he's messing with somebody else exactly what he's

1143
00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:56,320
Speaker 1: on social media, messing with somebody exactly. But you have

1144
00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:58,359
Speaker 1: people like that on social media, you know what I'm saying,

1145
00:53:58,680 --> 00:54:01,000
Speaker 1: And it's just because man, I love Jesus, bro I

1146
00:54:01,080 --> 00:54:02,960
Speaker 1: love God. And if, like I said before I even

1147
00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:05,080
Speaker 1: started talking to you, if you don't understand God, if

1148
00:54:05,080 --> 00:54:06,879
Speaker 1: you don't understand Jesus, all this stuff that I'm saying,

1149
00:54:06,920 --> 00:54:09,200
Speaker 1: I completely over your head anyway. You know what I'm saying.

1150
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:11,720
Speaker 1: That's why I don't like what you see on social

1151
00:54:11,800 --> 00:54:14,160
Speaker 1: media is just music. You know what I'm saying. Like

1152
00:54:14,239 --> 00:54:16,320
Speaker 1: it's it's just it's like I only show you the

1153
00:54:16,400 --> 00:54:18,319
Speaker 1: music part of my life, you know what I'm saying.

1154
00:54:18,640 --> 00:54:23,000
Speaker 1: And you're getting a glimpse of who I am who

1155
00:54:23,239 --> 00:54:25,840
Speaker 1: like you're getting a glimpse of me and Jesus, my

1156
00:54:25,960 --> 00:54:30,319
Speaker 1: relationship with Christ without me saying, hey, y'all, I've given

1157
00:54:30,360 --> 00:54:32,960
Speaker 1: my life to Christ. I love Jesus. I didn't. I'm

1158
00:54:33,000 --> 00:54:35,040
Speaker 1: not even flowing it out there like that. You're living

1159
00:54:35,160 --> 00:54:38,000
Speaker 1: by example. I'm living it exactly. I'm not just telling

1160
00:54:38,080 --> 00:54:41,200
Speaker 1: you what's going on. I'm much believable exactly. And that's

1161
00:54:41,200 --> 00:54:43,840
Speaker 1: why I'm asking all these questions too, because you you

1162
00:54:44,040 --> 00:54:47,080
Speaker 1: just have this joy that just comes out of you. Man,

1163
00:54:47,719 --> 00:54:51,919
Speaker 1: It's just you walk in like a radiance, and that's

1164
00:54:51,920 --> 00:54:55,440
Speaker 1: what you're supposed to do because otherwise it just sounds

1165
00:54:55,520 --> 00:54:58,640
Speaker 1: preachy and tired and lame, you know, walking around going

1166
00:54:58,719 --> 00:55:01,560
Speaker 1: you know, Jesus, you know Jesus. You know. Instead you

1167
00:55:01,640 --> 00:55:03,440
Speaker 1: want people to go to a year ago. What's different

1168
00:55:03,440 --> 00:55:06,200
Speaker 1: about you? Man? What what do you know that I

1169
00:55:06,239 --> 00:55:09,319
Speaker 1: don't know exactly? Like what what's your secret? And then

1170
00:55:09,840 --> 00:55:11,680
Speaker 1: there it is? There it is. That's it. Let me

1171
00:55:11,719 --> 00:55:14,480
Speaker 1: tell you my secret. That's it, man. And that's not

1172
00:55:14,680 --> 00:55:16,800
Speaker 1: just little people. Dude, I love I'm telling you. Like

1173
00:55:16,840 --> 00:55:18,920
Speaker 1: I said, man only supposed to have his life. So

1174
00:55:19,000 --> 00:55:21,279
Speaker 1: since I don't supposed to have his life, it's like, man,

1175
00:55:21,280 --> 00:55:22,480
Speaker 1: I want to try to walk in this way and

1176
00:55:22,719 --> 00:55:25,800
Speaker 1: now it's every day perfect. No, oh my god, no,

1177
00:55:25,960 --> 00:55:29,440
Speaker 1: it's not exactly exactly. Even my wife, dude, I come

1178
00:55:29,480 --> 00:55:31,520
Speaker 1: to her a lot like hey baby, listen, man, pray

1179
00:55:31,600 --> 00:55:33,239
Speaker 1: for me about this. This type of spirit is coming

1180
00:55:33,320 --> 00:55:35,759
Speaker 1: up on me. Pray for me about this. That's another thing, dude.

1181
00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:38,600
Speaker 1: You gotta have that type of influence from this person too.

1182
00:55:38,680 --> 00:55:40,719
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Even with your partner, you know,

1183
00:55:40,760 --> 00:55:42,680
Speaker 1: because me and her don't went through so much stuff. Dude,

1184
00:55:42,960 --> 00:55:45,759
Speaker 1: just from my childhood growing up, like being taught about

1185
00:55:45,800 --> 00:55:48,439
Speaker 1: women like man, have this this many type of women.

1186
00:55:48,680 --> 00:55:50,520
Speaker 1: You know, that's the goal to try to do whatever

1187
00:55:50,640 --> 00:55:52,319
Speaker 1: with any type of woman. You know what I'm saying.

1188
00:55:52,320 --> 00:55:54,560
Speaker 1: Growing up in the hood, all of this stuff, you know,

1189
00:55:54,719 --> 00:55:57,120
Speaker 1: so that curse was still on my on my life,

1190
00:55:57,160 --> 00:55:59,160
Speaker 1: and I told myself, I'm not gonna put that curse

1191
00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:01,040
Speaker 1: on my son's you know. So I got to do

1192
00:56:01,160 --> 00:56:03,920
Speaker 1: something to where I make it to where my sons is.

1193
00:56:04,120 --> 00:56:06,200
Speaker 1: They're not gonna follow their curse. I'm gonna break this.

1194
00:56:06,680 --> 00:56:09,799
Speaker 1: I tell you right now, They're not. They're already good

1195
00:56:09,840 --> 00:56:13,040
Speaker 1: boys and and with a daddy like you, and I've

1196
00:56:13,080 --> 00:56:16,520
Speaker 1: met Constance, your wife. These these kids are gonna they're

1197
00:56:16,520 --> 00:56:18,560
Speaker 1: gonna go up the right way. They're gonna be smart

1198
00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:20,560
Speaker 1: kids and and they're going to see the world for

1199
00:56:20,680 --> 00:56:23,799
Speaker 1: what it is. And so many times people are trying

1200
00:56:23,840 --> 00:56:27,120
Speaker 1: to fix the world. As Christians, we know that it's

1201
00:56:27,120 --> 00:56:31,120
Speaker 1: a following world. Yeah this is it's not going to

1202
00:56:31,239 --> 00:56:34,880
Speaker 1: get fixed by us trying to fix the world. We

1203
00:56:34,960 --> 00:56:41,200
Speaker 1: could only help ourselves and internally change ourselves through love

1204
00:56:41,600 --> 00:56:45,439
Speaker 1: and spread it outward. Yep. Relate one relationship at a time.

1205
00:56:45,719 --> 00:56:48,200
Speaker 1: That's it is it to me. It starts with our families.

1206
00:56:48,760 --> 00:56:51,719
Speaker 1: Once you master that love and that responsibility. It goes

1207
00:56:51,760 --> 00:56:54,960
Speaker 1: out to your your your cousins, and your outer family,

1208
00:56:55,120 --> 00:56:58,120
Speaker 1: and then your friends and then your community, and then

1209
00:56:58,160 --> 00:57:00,600
Speaker 1: that spreads out to you the city yep, and it

1210
00:57:00,719 --> 00:57:03,600
Speaker 1: just keeps going outward. But until you make your own bed,

1211
00:57:04,280 --> 00:57:06,600
Speaker 1: let's brush your own teeth. That says you're not gonna

1212
00:57:06,640 --> 00:57:09,040
Speaker 1: fix the world. No, man, it's a phone world. It's

1213
00:57:09,040 --> 00:57:11,880
Speaker 1: a broken world. It is it is, And I feel like, man,

1214
00:57:11,920 --> 00:57:14,319
Speaker 1: we gotta hold in order to fix this thing. Now

1215
00:57:14,320 --> 00:57:15,960
Speaker 1: we're gonna talk about what's going on, so let's talk

1216
00:57:15,960 --> 00:57:18,600
Speaker 1: about how to fix it. I feel like one way

1217
00:57:18,640 --> 00:57:21,480
Speaker 1: we can fix this is holding our own accountable. You

1218
00:57:21,520 --> 00:57:24,720
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying exactly, Like if I see my brother, like,

1219
00:57:24,840 --> 00:57:27,360
Speaker 1: for instance, if I see like where I'm from, dude,

1220
00:57:27,640 --> 00:57:29,880
Speaker 1: is you know a lot go on? Man? And like

1221
00:57:29,960 --> 00:57:32,480
Speaker 1: say fings. If I see one of my guys pull up,

1222
00:57:32,800 --> 00:57:34,920
Speaker 1: you know, I'm talking to him, hollering at him. He like, Yo,

1223
00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:36,440
Speaker 1: what's up? And I'm like, what's up? Bro? What you

1224
00:57:36,520 --> 00:57:38,480
Speaker 1: gonna go do? Oh? Man? You know I'm running, Im

1225
00:57:38,520 --> 00:57:39,960
Speaker 1: running a little low one. And so what I'm gonna do.

1226
00:57:39,960 --> 00:57:41,520
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go here and rob this little gas station

1227
00:57:41,640 --> 00:57:43,440
Speaker 1: right quick. I need to write then and right there

1228
00:57:43,480 --> 00:57:45,480
Speaker 1: and be like, hey, yo, listen, bro, man, if you

1229
00:57:45,520 --> 00:57:47,840
Speaker 1: are this gas station, you might not make it out.

1230
00:57:48,000 --> 00:57:49,400
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. To even see the money

1231
00:57:49,720 --> 00:57:51,440
Speaker 1: and say fans, and you rob the gas station and

1232
00:57:51,440 --> 00:57:54,320
Speaker 1: get twenty five hundred dollars, you ain't even gonna you

1233
00:57:54,360 --> 00:57:56,320
Speaker 1: ain't even gonna really be able to spend it because

1234
00:57:56,440 --> 00:57:58,320
Speaker 1: you're gonna get locked up and it ain't even worth

1235
00:57:58,360 --> 00:58:00,040
Speaker 1: you even going in to get twenty five hundred. I

1236
00:58:00,200 --> 00:58:02,240
Speaker 1: was out of a he could cure you. Think about

1237
00:58:02,240 --> 00:58:04,040
Speaker 1: all these all this stuff they can go on. So

1238
00:58:04,160 --> 00:58:06,720
Speaker 1: I'll tell you my brother, like, listen, I wouldn't do that.

1239
00:58:07,120 --> 00:58:08,880
Speaker 1: Don't do that. Think about it. I mean, I know

1240
00:58:08,920 --> 00:58:10,840
Speaker 1: you hurting right now, but just think about it. Go

1241
00:58:10,960 --> 00:58:12,680
Speaker 1: to somebody else. You know what I'm saying. What you

1242
00:58:12,760 --> 00:58:14,680
Speaker 1: need help with because it happened out with something. Has

1243
00:58:14,720 --> 00:58:18,520
Speaker 1: this conversation happened? I ain't half what it's definitely happened,

1244
00:58:18,640 --> 00:58:20,920
Speaker 1: but it was more so like a man, well, now

1245
00:58:21,040 --> 00:58:23,200
Speaker 1: you like this because you're doing this and you're doing that.

1246
00:58:23,920 --> 00:58:27,080
Speaker 1: It's like it's nice for you exactly exactly. And I'm

1247
00:58:27,120 --> 00:58:30,400
Speaker 1: like a million followers on TikTok Ude, that's nothing. I

1248
00:58:30,400 --> 00:58:32,160
Speaker 1: don't know why people think it's another thing. People think

1249
00:58:32,200 --> 00:58:33,840
Speaker 1: you got a million followers, you got a million dollars.

1250
00:58:34,920 --> 00:58:38,320
Speaker 1: I know that. I know that because you got a

1251
00:58:38,360 --> 00:58:41,880
Speaker 1: million followers on tap. Dude. Come on, man, that's that's crazy.

1252
00:58:43,840 --> 00:58:46,760
Speaker 1: That is crazy, dude. But just like holding each other accountable, dude.

1253
00:58:47,040 --> 00:58:49,280
Speaker 1: And and just like with like with people like you,

1254
00:58:49,720 --> 00:58:52,160
Speaker 1: like man, if it's if you hear somebody else saying

1255
00:58:52,200 --> 00:58:55,200
Speaker 1: something about racism, like man, look at that whatever, whatever,

1256
00:58:55,240 --> 00:58:57,200
Speaker 1: it's like, yo, yo, that ain't the move right now,

1257
00:58:57,480 --> 00:58:59,520
Speaker 1: it's twenty twenty. It's time to be real. It's something different,

1258
00:58:59,800 --> 00:59:01,760
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, just holding each other accountable.

1259
00:59:01,920 --> 00:59:04,520
Speaker 1: Even officers, police officers. We see somebody there fell on

1260
00:59:04,560 --> 00:59:07,200
Speaker 1: their neck. Come on, hey, look, partner, that's that's good.

1261
00:59:07,240 --> 00:59:10,000
Speaker 1: Pat him on the bed, that's good. That's good. Me down.

1262
00:59:10,160 --> 00:59:12,160
Speaker 1: That's crazy because that seems like that's a no brainer

1263
00:59:12,280 --> 00:59:14,760
Speaker 1: like that. I know that seems like yeah, yeah yeah,

1264
00:59:14,920 --> 00:59:18,040
Speaker 1: but it still happens. Obviously the whole world saw it. Yeah,

1265
00:59:18,120 --> 00:59:19,600
Speaker 1: and we gotta see that, man, we gotta And when

1266
00:59:19,600 --> 00:59:22,000
Speaker 1: we see stuff like that, you can't unsee it, you know,

1267
00:59:22,080 --> 00:59:23,800
Speaker 1: especially when a man on the ground, man Holland to

1268
00:59:23,840 --> 00:59:26,360
Speaker 1: his mama. It make you think about, like, dang, dude,

1269
00:59:26,400 --> 00:59:28,200
Speaker 1: is that I never see the full video? I never

1270
00:59:28,200 --> 00:59:30,360
Speaker 1: seen the four. I couldn't. I couldn't see the four video.

1271
00:59:30,400 --> 00:59:32,240
Speaker 1: When I seen on the knee, I was like, I

1272
00:59:32,240 --> 00:59:34,320
Speaker 1: don't want to say no more. I mean media already

1273
00:59:34,360 --> 00:59:36,480
Speaker 1: talking about it enough. I didn't either. Yeah, so I don't.

1274
00:59:36,480 --> 00:59:38,080
Speaker 1: I don't have to. I don't have to really see

1275
00:59:38,120 --> 00:59:40,400
Speaker 1: no more, you know what I'm saying, because it's like, dang, dude,

1276
00:59:40,440 --> 00:59:44,360
Speaker 1: this is wrong. What's wrong is wrong? You know. But yeah,

1277
00:59:44,520 --> 00:59:46,880
Speaker 1: that's how I look at it. That's good stuff, definitely

1278
00:59:47,520 --> 00:59:52,000
Speaker 1: for show for shure, Yeah, your kids are gonna be good.

1279
00:59:52,440 --> 00:59:56,000
Speaker 1: And uh, if we had, if we just had that

1280
00:59:56,160 --> 00:59:59,080
Speaker 1: mentality of love passed down through generation, it's just a

1281
00:59:59,160 --> 01:00:01,920
Speaker 1: little bit. Then your kids are going to be a

1282
01:00:01,920 --> 01:00:04,480
Speaker 1: little bit better off, and then their kids be a

1283
01:00:04,520 --> 01:00:06,560
Speaker 1: little bit better off, yep, and then their kids a

1284
01:00:06,600 --> 01:00:08,680
Speaker 1: little bit better off. And it's the same with mine

1285
01:00:08,840 --> 01:00:11,440
Speaker 1: and my grandkids and my great grandkids. I like to

1286
01:00:11,560 --> 01:00:14,640
Speaker 1: think that it just gets every generation gets a little

1287
01:00:14,640 --> 01:00:17,080
Speaker 1: bit better. Yeah, I do. I have hoping that dude,

1288
01:00:17,120 --> 01:00:20,000
Speaker 1: I have hoping every generation after this will get better.

1289
01:00:20,240 --> 01:00:23,080
Speaker 1: As you can see, it's getting better, bro, even with racism, Like,

1290
01:00:23,160 --> 01:00:24,760
Speaker 1: come on, we got to be real about what's going on.

1291
01:00:25,280 --> 01:00:27,440
Speaker 1: It ain't it ain't we don't. We don't. I mean

1292
01:00:27,480 --> 01:00:29,640
Speaker 1: we can share the same scene and stuff now, Dude,

1293
01:00:29,960 --> 01:00:31,480
Speaker 1: it ain't how it used to be, you know what

1294
01:00:31,520 --> 01:00:34,080
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And then even like other white people, Bro,

1295
01:00:34,120 --> 01:00:35,840
Speaker 1: they coming in and it's like, Yo, this ain't right.

1296
01:00:36,240 --> 01:00:38,760
Speaker 1: We can't do this. Like look now in twenty twenty, bro,

1297
01:00:38,840 --> 01:00:41,320
Speaker 1: you got this my phrase time ever seeing different companies,

1298
01:00:41,760 --> 01:00:46,520
Speaker 1: different celebrities, different artists of a different race saying hey, yo,

1299
01:00:46,920 --> 01:00:48,960
Speaker 1: what can we do to stop this? Like how can

1300
01:00:49,000 --> 01:00:51,200
Speaker 1: we help? What can we do? You know what I'm saying.

1301
01:00:51,320 --> 01:00:54,400
Speaker 1: I ain't never seen it first, me too, dude. Even

1302
01:00:54,440 --> 01:00:58,560
Speaker 1: companies changing logos, companies are doing stuff different saying like listen,

1303
01:00:58,600 --> 01:01:01,040
Speaker 1: we got this many people high hire this many of

1304
01:01:01,160 --> 01:01:03,959
Speaker 1: the percentage, you know what I'm saying. So in twenty twenty,

1305
01:01:04,000 --> 01:01:06,600
Speaker 1: it's already a generational thing that's already being broke down.

1306
01:01:06,800 --> 01:01:08,120
Speaker 1: So you got to look at some positive stuff that

1307
01:01:08,120 --> 01:01:10,080
Speaker 1: God that's doing the world won't show you that the

1308
01:01:10,120 --> 01:01:11,920
Speaker 1: world won't show you the positive stuff that's going on.

1309
01:01:12,360 --> 01:01:14,120
Speaker 1: That's why I post it on my social media, like

1310
01:01:14,360 --> 01:01:16,000
Speaker 1: I want to show y'all it is. But of course

1311
01:01:16,080 --> 01:01:17,960
Speaker 1: it come off to a lot of people like, man,

1312
01:01:18,000 --> 01:01:19,440
Speaker 1: you're just trying to make it look like you know,

1313
01:01:19,600 --> 01:01:22,280
Speaker 1: this isn't it man, I'm just showing your reality. They are.

1314
01:01:22,760 --> 01:01:24,920
Speaker 1: I mean, you see enough negativity in one day, So

1315
01:01:25,160 --> 01:01:28,440
Speaker 1: you're what's your Instagram laketon walllick first and last name

1316
01:01:28,520 --> 01:01:32,000
Speaker 1: at L A T H A n W A R

1317
01:01:32,200 --> 01:01:34,600
Speaker 1: L I c K. Yep, that's it. So you got

1318
01:01:34,720 --> 01:01:36,560
Speaker 1: to go and go check this out because and you

1319
01:01:36,640 --> 01:01:38,720
Speaker 1: put that video on there. The video you keep talking

1320
01:01:38,720 --> 01:01:42,080
Speaker 1: about is I don't know what city was that from? Yep,

1321
01:01:42,080 --> 01:01:44,080
Speaker 1: I don't know. I actually got it from a young lady.

1322
01:01:44,080 --> 01:01:45,560
Speaker 1: I was so ready to post it. I was like, Yo,

1323
01:01:45,800 --> 01:01:47,800
Speaker 1: do you mind if I yeah, shit, and I just

1324
01:01:47,840 --> 01:01:49,480
Speaker 1: get out for a posting. Was like, let's do it.

1325
01:01:49,560 --> 01:01:52,919
Speaker 1: It's it's a video of one side is a bunch

1326
01:01:52,960 --> 01:01:56,640
Speaker 1: of protesters and the other side is a bunch of

1327
01:01:57,600 --> 01:02:04,160
Speaker 1: police officers. Both sides are mixed together, and uh, they

1328
01:02:04,240 --> 01:02:06,440
Speaker 1: go they they're coming together, and you think all this

1329
01:02:06,480 --> 01:02:08,360
Speaker 1: is about to get bad. Yes, and these guys get

1330
01:02:08,400 --> 01:02:12,280
Speaker 1: really crazy and then they all start taking a knee

1331
01:02:13,040 --> 01:02:15,840
Speaker 1: to each other and a sign a sign of respect. Yeah,

1332
01:02:15,960 --> 01:02:18,800
Speaker 1: on either side they take a knee for each other,

1333
01:02:19,520 --> 01:02:23,160
Speaker 1: and uh, it's yeah something man. When the protesters started kneeling,

1334
01:02:23,840 --> 01:02:26,680
Speaker 1: and then after the protesters started kneeling, then the officers

1335
01:02:26,680 --> 01:02:29,000
Speaker 1: just started kneeling. But then in the middle of while

1336
01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:30,920
Speaker 1: the officer was started had started kneeling, one of the

1337
01:02:30,960 --> 01:02:33,560
Speaker 1: protesters got up and then went over just to shake

1338
01:02:33,640 --> 01:02:36,840
Speaker 1: the guy, shake the police officer's hand, and the amount

1339
01:02:36,880 --> 01:02:39,200
Speaker 1: of energy that the police officer put in shaking his

1340
01:02:39,280 --> 01:02:42,120
Speaker 1: guy hand was like a sign of relief. Like he

1341
01:02:42,280 --> 01:02:44,080
Speaker 1: grabbed him and pulled him close, and he grabbed his

1342
01:02:44,360 --> 01:02:46,800
Speaker 1: shoulder and pulled him even closer, saying like, man, I

1343
01:02:46,880 --> 01:02:48,320
Speaker 1: want to go home, Like you want to go home.

1344
01:02:48,360 --> 01:02:50,040
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, dude, we in this

1345
01:02:50,160 --> 01:02:53,600
Speaker 1: thing together, united, we stand. It was it was in

1346
01:02:53,720 --> 01:02:58,280
Speaker 1: that in both groups. It was black, brown. Yes, everyone

1347
01:02:58,440 --> 01:03:03,160
Speaker 1: was in either side, we officers, protesters. And I think

1348
01:03:03,240 --> 01:03:05,040
Speaker 1: we need to push that more because the news definitely

1349
01:03:05,360 --> 01:03:07,200
Speaker 1: just going to show that. Man. No, news, don't push it.

1350
01:03:07,320 --> 01:03:09,680
Speaker 1: They want to divide us everybody and the news just

1351
01:03:09,720 --> 01:03:11,720
Speaker 1: wants to divide everybody I know, man, and that's what

1352
01:03:11,760 --> 01:03:16,200
Speaker 1: I'm trying to know them. Yep, clickbait, that's it man.

1353
01:03:16,560 --> 01:03:18,600
Speaker 1: It's like people love the negativity, dude. People love the

1354
01:03:18,640 --> 01:03:21,800
Speaker 1: feed off of that because mens, we love company, so right,

1355
01:03:22,560 --> 01:03:25,160
Speaker 1: people love it. That's right. So me and you about

1356
01:03:25,160 --> 01:03:27,800
Speaker 1: to go film this music video. For sure, by the

1357
01:03:27,840 --> 01:03:30,560
Speaker 1: time you hear this podcast, I probably won't still be out.

1358
01:03:30,680 --> 01:03:32,919
Speaker 1: We got Paul. Paul's got to edit this thing, so yeah,

1359
01:03:33,040 --> 01:03:34,919
Speaker 1: but it'll be out soon. So you guys be looking

1360
01:03:34,960 --> 01:03:38,200
Speaker 1: for that. Please check out Lathan and all his stuff.

1361
01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:44,160
Speaker 1: A million followers on TikTok amst of the media follows

1362
01:03:44,200 --> 01:03:47,560
Speaker 1: on Instagram. Let them fool you. So But but like

1363
01:03:47,640 --> 01:03:49,720
Speaker 1: I said, I want to end this podcast. I'm wanna

1364
01:03:49,720 --> 01:03:53,440
Speaker 1: shoot over this video for sure. And you got so

1365
01:03:53,640 --> 01:03:55,960
Speaker 1: many good videos, man, There's so many good ones. And

1366
01:03:56,200 --> 01:03:57,920
Speaker 1: I don't even know why I'm singling this one out,

1367
01:03:57,960 --> 01:03:59,960
Speaker 1: maybe because it's the first one that really caught my attention.

1368
01:04:01,680 --> 01:04:06,040
Speaker 1: But the the way that you flow from this is

1369
01:04:06,760 --> 01:04:09,960
Speaker 1: this is terrible. This is shocking, the way you flow

1370
01:04:10,280 --> 01:04:14,120
Speaker 1: through that to wait a minute, then God spoke to

1371
01:04:14,280 --> 01:04:18,320
Speaker 1: me and he showed me. What this means is, uh,

1372
01:04:19,840 --> 01:04:21,880
Speaker 1: it is amazing. So I want to end the podcast

1373
01:04:21,960 --> 01:04:25,240
Speaker 1: with with that. But let's do it. Thank you so much.

1374
01:04:25,880 --> 01:04:28,919
Speaker 1: We'll do this many many times. Man, love you, my dude,

1375
01:04:28,960 --> 01:04:32,040
Speaker 1: and we'll uh, we'll go shoot this video. Let's do it.

1376
01:04:32,120 --> 01:04:37,560
Speaker 1: So do it. Here's what I'm talking about Instagram right here. Yeah,

1377
01:04:38,200 --> 01:04:40,520
Speaker 1: you never know what to expect or what's coming next.

1378
01:04:40,600 --> 01:04:43,640
Speaker 1: When riding them dirty rolls, the grappling dust might throw

1379
01:04:43,720 --> 01:04:45,959
Speaker 1: you walk. I'm ready, you're not on the God knows.

1380
01:04:46,160 --> 01:04:48,200
Speaker 1: It's hard trying to hold it together. When I lost

1381
01:04:48,240 --> 01:04:50,760
Speaker 1: a couple of people alone the ride. Wish I can

1382
01:04:50,880 --> 01:04:52,520
Speaker 1: roll back the hands on the clock, just to tell

1383
01:04:52,560 --> 01:04:54,640
Speaker 1: him I love you just one more time. I wasn't

1384
01:04:54,680 --> 01:04:56,880
Speaker 1: prepared for the pain that came and had me tore

1385
01:04:57,000 --> 01:04:59,120
Speaker 1: up on the inside. But I can hear you on

1386
01:04:59,200 --> 01:05:01,360
Speaker 1: the side of me, wish very softly telling me not

1387
01:05:01,520 --> 01:05:03,920
Speaker 1: to cry. Just when I thought I was hopeless, you

1388
01:05:04,000 --> 01:05:06,440
Speaker 1: kept reminding me how you will never leave. And now

1389
01:05:06,520 --> 01:05:08,640
Speaker 1: lot them people we lost had a place up in heaven.

1390
01:05:08,680 --> 01:05:10,680
Speaker 1: So make sure I get a seat. We go through

1391
01:05:10,720 --> 01:05:12,720
Speaker 1: some bats, sit downs, and might even have a fe

1392
01:05:12,840 --> 01:05:15,280
Speaker 1: curious we don't see I end up at home every

1393
01:05:15,360 --> 01:05:17,080
Speaker 1: time because God got his hand on my life and

1394
01:05:17,200 --> 01:05:18,520
Speaker 1: he guide me. Yeah,