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Speaker 1: I have stuff in these units. I'm not a order

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Speaker 1: But I have stuff here from literally from my childhood,

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Speaker 1: like everything you were recreating. I have the og stuff here,

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Speaker 1: the house with mold and everything was put into storage.

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Speaker 1: But anyway, didn't have the money to pay for the units,

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Speaker 1: wouldn't accept the knowledge that if you don't pay, it

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Speaker 1: So a very kind human stopped it from going up

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Speaker 1: for auction. Months before last and now, yeah, I have

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Speaker 1: thank you to my friend Amy Sugarman for stepping up.

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Speaker 1: And I don't know, I always say like it it

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Speaker 1: And she's a really amazing human for stepping in, and

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Speaker 1: we have to do this quick. Didn't anticipate that, and

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Speaker 1: he said I can be here in twenty months. He

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Speaker 1: you know, you know. But anyway, my producer Lorraine went

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Speaker 1: We can't find him. So she called the company and

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Speaker 1: the company said I'm really sorry. He's a great locksmith,

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Speaker 1: but he got sorry sorry, what is the wording? He

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Speaker 1: doesn't work well in crowds. He doesn't work well with

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Speaker 1: there's three of us here, and it's like, wait, they're

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Speaker 1: So I mean, hey, you know, performance anxiety comes in

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Speaker 1: You know us actors get stage fright. He got lock fright. Anyway,

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Speaker 1: you're in tories world, nothing is easy. You get you

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Speaker 1: get roadblocks, and then you move on. So we're sitting

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Speaker 1: in it's very cold, right, it's very cold. You guys

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Speaker 1: small dog. Oh I'm not kidding. I was like, good

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Speaker 1: for you that you've kept yourself alive and found some

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Speaker 1: probably fucking old food in there. Yeah, so here we are.

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Speaker 1: We plan to do this podcast inside the unit. Were

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Speaker 1: going through. Someone's here, Okay, someone's coming, so hold please Wow.

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Speaker 2: I told him that's what I had to do over

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Speaker 1: He just had to finish. Well, sometimes when you have

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Speaker 1: things happen. Wow. So the owner of the company just came,

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Speaker 1: very nice man, he apologized. So, I guess what do

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Speaker 1: for the sake of privacy, Bob Aari had it drilled.

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Speaker 1: He just got nervous in front of all three of us.

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Speaker 1: Mother. I knew this was going to be the case.

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Speaker 1: So here's the thing. It was a crap. Shoot you guys.

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Speaker 1: There's four units. Didn't know what was in any of them.

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Speaker 1: bad good. Don't need that. It's all dean stuff. You guys.

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Speaker 2: Like what the fuck? I still sort up a box

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Speaker 1: So thanks my friend Amy. We paid for two units,

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Speaker 1: but yeah, those two units again will come up if

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Speaker 1: this stuff. And sometimes stuff is just stuff. But for me,

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Speaker 1: it wasn't just stuff, even small things. It was a

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Speaker 1: every little thing. He would say, I put too much

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Speaker 1: emotional attachment on inanimate objects, but I I don't know.

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Speaker 1: It's hard to let go of stuff that you work

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Speaker 1: representation of this life I lead that people still in comments, right, oh,

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Speaker 1: I don't want credit. I've never wanted fucking credit. But

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Speaker 1: a hoarder. There I said it real. I always tell

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