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Speaker 1: Calling all my sweeties to the forefront. I'm your host,

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Speaker 1: mister Nan, and this is the keeping pone of Sweetish Show.

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Speaker 1: Welcome sweeties, Welcome back.

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Speaker 2: I know it's been a few weeks since we've seen

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Speaker 2: each other.

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Speaker 1: But have no fear.

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Speaker 2: That's right. They're calling in and they are. They're running

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Speaker 2: a show.

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Speaker 1: That's it.

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Speaker 2: They always run a show, though. I'm so excited to

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Speaker 2: be talking to them one on one. They really are

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Speaker 2: the spearheaders of this community. I love them so much,

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Speaker 2: and I'm happy to sit down and talk with them.

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Speaker 2: JB who is our first caller?

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Speaker 1: Hi, Samantha, how are you?

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Speaker 3: I am great? I am great.

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Speaker 1: I'm loving the hat. What did you do to the brim?

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Speaker 3: I put some plos around it, and I put these

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Speaker 3: buttons I made at all of my stuff I custom once.

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Speaker 3: I bought them. But I'm singing them for for the cruise.

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Speaker 1: Oh I love that.

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Speaker 4: I love it for the cruise.

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Speaker 3: I only I've been wearing the hat and and everything

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Speaker 3: else I'm saving for the cruise.

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Speaker 1: That me too. I cannot wait. So tell me something.

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Speaker 1: What's going on?

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Speaker 5: Well?

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Speaker 3: I just I tossed in turn. I was like, Lord,

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Speaker 3: please let her take me because I am so excited

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Speaker 3: to be here because every time you had a line,

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Speaker 3: I tried and tried to get the goals, but unfortunately

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Speaker 3: I couldn't make it because everybody copped out. So I say,

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Speaker 3: you know what, one day, I'm going to be able

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Speaker 3: to get on. I'm going to see her because I

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Speaker 3: didn't want to wait till February.

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Speaker 1: But I made it. I made it. Look, you made

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Speaker 1: a year here, now I made it.

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Speaker 3: So what I wanted to ask you about because I

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Speaker 3: know you follow God and you strongly find it, and

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Speaker 3: because of you, I strongly started to follow more and more.

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Speaker 3: I read more on every book. Last week when you

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Speaker 3: came on and I was packing the joke about you

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Speaker 3: showed another book and like hold on, Christ bought I

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Speaker 3: read them every day. I'm going from one to the other,

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Speaker 3: one to the other, and and I'm understanding more and

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Speaker 3: more and more a plate. And but the scary thing

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Speaker 3: is that what I'm reading is what's going on now,

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Speaker 3: what's happening?

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Speaker 2: And I literally wrote a song about that. Yeah, what

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Speaker 2: we what we're reading in the Bible? Like I was saying,

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Speaker 2: I wake up and read my daily word, but I'm

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Speaker 2: seeing it in daily Yes, it's so true.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, I see.

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Speaker 3: I keep one of the bathroom because when I get

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Speaker 3: up inside, it's it's quiet. Although I live about myself,

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Speaker 3: it's quiet for some reason. I don't turn anything on, yes,

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Speaker 3: so if I turn something on in the living room,

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Speaker 3: I can't hear it in my in my bathroom, so

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Speaker 3: I read and it's peace. And I learned to also

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Speaker 3: be okay being by myself when I'm home and part

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Speaker 3: when I went off from work, because at one time

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Speaker 3: I I just had to have somebody around me. I

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Speaker 3: just had to be with somebody. I had to go out.

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Speaker 6: Now I just come home.

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Speaker 3: And I learned it because at first I could not understand, Okay,

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Speaker 3: why would you want to be by yourself? But I

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Speaker 3: learned how to love myself at once. For the time

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Speaker 3: I didn't. Yeah, but I'm comfortable now. But I have been.

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Speaker 3: I remember I sent you a message and you asked

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Speaker 3: me back while a month ago, and I was asking

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Speaker 3: about dating itself because I've been divorced since my son

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Speaker 1: So it's been a long time.

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Speaker 3: Okay, Well, yeah, so I've been by myself and I

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Speaker 3: because I was still holding on to anger from from

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Speaker 3: the abuse. So and you, you you trying to encurse

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Speaker 1: I couldn't do it.

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Speaker 3: I tried, I really tried, and I stopped. I stopped calling.

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Speaker 3: I stopped calling because one, he's a little bit older

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Speaker 3: sixty two. That's the age having a thing to do

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Speaker 3: with it. But he was setting his ways. He liked

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Speaker 3: So I found myself basically going back many many years

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm, got it.

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Speaker 3: So I gave up, that gave up all.

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Speaker 1: Listen. I think you saw the signs.

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Speaker 2: And you know, a lot of times we go through

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Speaker 2: things and we try to open up to something new.

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Speaker 1: You know, your deal breakers.

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Speaker 2: You know, if it felt like you were repeating your

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Speaker 2: past for you, you know, well, I think that that's

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Speaker 2: good for you. You know that you were able to

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I just and my son, he said, Mom, would

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Speaker 3: you like for me to call him? I'm like, no,

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Speaker 3: I'm fine, And to be honest with you, I am

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Speaker 3: I'm fine. It's been so long that I am fine. Uncomfortable, Yes,

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Speaker 3: I just I just can't start all over them, and

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Speaker 3: I pass off to anybody that's trying to do it.

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Speaker 2: But it's been so long for me to I just know,

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Speaker 2: I totally understand. I'm gonna pull up a scripture for you.

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Speaker 2: And it's funny. I just read this to someone else

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Speaker 2: on a second.

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Speaker 3: And you has the best title of your show, I love.

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Speaker 3: And the thing is that I watched Sisters and Fatima

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Speaker 3: every day.

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Speaker 1: Really every day.

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Speaker 3: I'm watching us c R in now, and I mean

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Speaker 3: watching like because I always pull something from each of

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Speaker 3: go back and I pull something else.

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Speaker 1: All right, it is Are you ready?

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Speaker 7: I'm ready.

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Speaker 1: It's first Corinthians, chapter seven, Corinthians, chapter verse eight through nine. Nine, Okay, yes,

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Speaker 1: And it says I say, to those who aren't married

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Speaker 1: and to widows, it is better to stay unmarried, just

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Speaker 1: as I am. But if they can't control themselves, they

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Speaker 1: should go ahead and marry. It's better to marry than

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Speaker 1: to burn with lust.

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Speaker 2: And there was another version that I that also talked

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Speaker 2: about it's better to stay single so that you can

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Speaker 2: honestly honor God and focus on God with an undivided heart,

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Speaker 2: and if you don't have to deal with the anxieties

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Speaker 2: It's just stuck out to me because you look around

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Speaker 2: and everybody's pushing you to get married, you know, but

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Speaker 2: that is the best thing for you.

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Speaker 1: But if you can't, then it's best to get married.

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Speaker 2: But I think that you should definitely just focus on yourself.

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Speaker 2: The fact that you are able to be by yourself

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Speaker 2: is something that is so important. My mother taught me

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Speaker 2: at a very young age. You must learn to be

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Speaker 1: You can't look for other people to make you happy,

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Speaker 1: and that is something that you have mastered. And you

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Speaker 1: are far ahead of people who are looking for love

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Speaker 1: in all the wrong places.

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Speaker 2: So keep seeking Jesus missing that. I want to thank

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Speaker 2: you so much for your support. I'm so glad we

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Speaker 2: got to talk today and I have this hell. Don't cry,

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Speaker 2: it's only because.

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Speaker 3: It's only because you make it. It makes sense how

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Speaker 3: I feel. But everybody else keep asking me to try again,

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Speaker 3: but I really don't want to.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and you don't have to. That's the thing. This

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Speaker 1: is your life and you only get it once.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Okay, And and I'm I'm good and I'm blessed you are.

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Speaker 2: You are more than you even realize it. Thank you

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Speaker 2: so much, miss Samantha. And I'm so glad I got

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Speaker 2: to talk to you today.

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Speaker 3: Okay, all right, you have.

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Speaker 1: A wonderful day. Hi. How do you pronounce your name?

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Speaker 8: Sarah is good?

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Speaker 3: Oh?

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Speaker 1: Sarah? Okay, awesome, Sarah. How are you doing?

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Speaker 8: I'm good? I'm so excited? Oh my god?

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Speaker 3: Wow?

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Speaker 8: Wow? Do you remember the person called every time calls

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Speaker 8: your big sister?

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Speaker 1: It's me? That's you. Also, Hey, lady.

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Speaker 8: Nice, My English is not bad.

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Speaker 1: But from where are you from?

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Speaker 8: Belgium?

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Speaker 1: Belgium?

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Speaker 3: Wow?

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Speaker 1: That's incredible. Wow. Yeah, so I'm have no idea how

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Speaker 8: Yeah, thank you so much by having me here. I'm

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Speaker 8: so happy. I was waiting for this moment for well.

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Speaker 1: I am so glad we guests are today.

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Speaker 8: Yes, you are really truly aspiration for me, so.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you, thank you. What's on your mind?

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Speaker 8: Okay? I have one question. I wrote my question because, yeah,

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Speaker 8: how do you know when it's really God's voice guiding you?

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Speaker 1: Sarah? That's a good question.

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Speaker 2: It's so funny because a lot of times when we

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Speaker 2: can start thinking things and it can be us trying

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Speaker 2: I think the telltale sign is when when you when

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Speaker 2: you're go in a certain direction and you're listening to

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Speaker 2: you know it's God's voice, you know. But sometimes when

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Speaker 2: did these things keep happening?

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Speaker 1: It's because we're out of the will of God.

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Speaker 2: So I think, whenever you pray, pray, God, please help

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Speaker 2: me to discern my voice in your voice, because I

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Speaker 2: want you to take control of my life.

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Speaker 1: And I think you will start.

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Speaker 2: As you continue to grow, you will continue to know

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Speaker 2: for sure that's his voice, you know.

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Speaker 6: Wow?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, not amazing.

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Speaker 6: Yeah.

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Speaker 8: And one one question, one more question, Sorry.

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Speaker 3: Do you hope.

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Speaker 8: What do you hope your sweetest carried in the hurt

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Speaker 8: when after listening to you?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know what, that's a great question.

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Speaker 2: I hope that after my sweeties listened to me, that

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Speaker 2: they when they're inspired. I will hope that they are

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Speaker 2: inspired to walk differently, to walk boldly, to be confident

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Speaker 2: in Christ and in themselves and just know that they

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Speaker 2: are made in His image and they are beautiful. You know,

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Speaker 2: a lot of times we can walk through this world

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Speaker 1: Living up to those images.

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Speaker 2: But when you live up to the true image, the

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Speaker 2: So I think that I just want the sweeties to

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Speaker 10: Well, you know I came to I wasn't you know.

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Speaker 10: Yeah, yes, yes, please please please come to Virginia.

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Speaker 1: So that means so much.

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Speaker 10: You know, it's shameless, Sissa Tima.

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Speaker 2: But we have to be careful not to make idols

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Speaker 1: And I need you to give me the energy I

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Speaker 10: Yes, it was so good to talk to you when

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Speaker 10: I saw that leak for this week.

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Speaker 3: So much, thank you, thank you much.

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Speaker 3: Appreciate you so much.

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Speaker 1: You are so welcome. Thank you and thanks for your support. Seriously, Christina,

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Speaker 3: I'm good?

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Speaker 2: I'm excited to be talking to you all today, my sweeties.

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Speaker 12: I am so excited because I was just talking to

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Speaker 7: I watched I've been rocking since season one?

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Speaker 12: Rocking with you from man. I was just like, I mean,

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Speaker 12: She was like, yeah, that would be dope. So I

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Speaker 1: Come on night, Wow, that's amazing.

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Speaker 1: Where are you coming from.

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Speaker 7: I'm from New York.

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Speaker 1: bringing me joy this season?

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Speaker 2: Honestly, this walk with God, man, it is bringing me

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Speaker 2: the most peace I've ever had.

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Speaker 1: He is freeing me of things that I didn't even

452
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Speaker 1: know I needed.

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Speaker 2: Freedom that I didn't even know I needed freedom from. Also,

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Speaker 2: the people that I'm connecting with in this season of

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Speaker 2: my life has been amazing. I love how everyone is

456
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Speaker 2: really just seeking his face. I love how everyone is

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Speaker 2: going after what God has planted in their hearts.

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Speaker 1: It's a season of getting it, getting to it.

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Speaker 2: We're in our fourth quarter and I'm just excited about

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Speaker 2: what God has in store. I was at dinner with

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Speaker 2: some friends the other night and we went around the

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Speaker 2: table and talked about what we were grateful for and

463
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Speaker 2: what we were looking forward to as the year ended.

464
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Speaker 2: And one of my friends, Maya, said, I am in

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Speaker 2: a space of gratitude and I am continuously asking God

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Speaker 2: show me how good it can get. And I felt

467
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Speaker 2: that and I just feel like he's constantly doing that.

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Speaker 2: But yeah, that's what brains me the most joy.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, that's so good.

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Speaker 7: That's so good.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you, Thank you so much. I appreciate your support. Yes,

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Speaker 1: I'm glad we got to talk today.

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Speaker 12: Yes, I mean I saw you as Women Evolved with

474
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Speaker 12: that line, and my sister was like, we wanna wait,

475
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Speaker 12: I wait on the line we're going on the.

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Speaker 1: Cruise, Like I am.

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Speaker 7: I'm fangirling real hard right here.

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Speaker 1: Thank you. Did you enjoy Woman Evolved? Oh my god?

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Speaker 7: It was just it was amazing.

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Speaker 1: That it was.

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Speaker 12: Oh, oh my god, I read the room just to

482
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Speaker 12: be amongst women who have the same mindset, focus, you know.

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Speaker 12: I mean, I've been a believer for a very long time,

484
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Speaker 12: but just to be in corporate worship is totally different.

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Speaker 1: It's different.

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Speaker 2: Honeymoon, you're That's what I was just telling the last

487
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Speaker 2: young lady, Like forsaking the assembly, It's like it's something

488
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Speaker 2: about being in the same space as people who are

489
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Speaker 2: on the same path as you, and it just ignites something.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a real thing.

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Speaker 7: It was.

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Speaker 2: Oh, thank you so much. I'm glad we got to

493
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Speaker 2: tap in and talk. Yeah, Kevin wonderful day you too,

494
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Speaker 2: Thank you.

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Speaker 3: Bye, Oh girl. I was to say, oh my girl,

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, Crystal, it's a joyous I am.

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Speaker 1: The pleasure is all mine.

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Speaker 3: Let me tell you, you're talking about your grandmother's name.

499
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Speaker 3: I was named after my mother.

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Speaker 1: Up there we go.

501
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Speaker 3: I didn't like my name all my life, so everyone

502
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Speaker 3: always called me Bertie. That's my nickname.

503
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Speaker 1: Really, I had an odd birdie too.

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Speaker 3: Yes, my nickname calls me Bertie.

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Speaker 13: Okay, I want to say it is a pleasure, and

506
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Speaker 13: I am so grateful from my heart to even talk

507
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Speaker 13: to you and to be selected on today.

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Speaker 3: This came through prayer. I'm gonna say this because over

509
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Speaker 3: the weekend I constantly pray for you.

510
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Speaker 1: Thank you.

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Speaker 3: I'm so much older than you, and your life has

512
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Speaker 3: resonated so much reminded me of myself and the things

513
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Speaker 3: that I've gone through. I've gone through a lot of

514
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Speaker 3: things that you have told the sweeties, and I set

515
00:25:48,480 --> 00:25:51,280
Speaker 3: back in a many days. You don't know, but the

516
00:25:51,359 --> 00:25:56,040
Speaker 3: tears just flow because I see God doing and moving

517
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Speaker 3: in your life so much, and I like what I see.

518
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Speaker 3: And that's why I constantly I think, people wonder, why

519
00:26:04,160 --> 00:26:07,600
Speaker 3: do you always talk about Crystal. Why do you always

520
00:26:07,720 --> 00:26:10,920
Speaker 3: watch Crystal? Why are you always doing it? You are

521
00:26:11,000 --> 00:26:16,639
Speaker 3: the only celebrity aside from Devout and Kadeen I have

522
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Speaker 3: gone on their podcast. You are the only one that

523
00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:28,680
Speaker 3: I've invested in. Cheer, Listen, Cheer. The things that you do,

524
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Speaker 3: I see your heart more so than anything. I see

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Speaker 3: that you pour out your heart to people. And I

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Speaker 3: want to say congratulations for Sisters and Zatima because when

527
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Speaker 3: Sisters started, I was. I started watching it when it

528
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Speaker 3: first came on, but I slacked off because I said,

529
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Speaker 3: but when you came on, it was something about you

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Speaker 3: that really touched my heart. And I say, it's something

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Speaker 3: about her. I gotta watch and so I begin to

532
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Speaker 3: watch it. And I had watched it up until today.

533
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Speaker 3: It is one of my shows. Everybody knows. Do not

534
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Speaker 3: call me on Wednesday at nine o'clock if you do,

535
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Speaker 3: I will not answer. And on the teamer I watches

536
00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:21,480
Speaker 3: it faithfully, have watched it so many times. Your life

537
00:27:21,520 --> 00:27:24,600
Speaker 3: has resonated with me because I was raised in church

538
00:27:24,680 --> 00:27:29,520
Speaker 3: from birth up and too the present. Yes, so many times,

539
00:27:29,560 --> 00:27:31,840
Speaker 3: as you become a teenager, you really want to do

540
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Speaker 3: what you want to do, but God always will pull

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Speaker 3: me back, and no matter what me and my friends

542
00:27:38,760 --> 00:27:41,320
Speaker 3: would do, I will always be the one that got

543
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Speaker 3: in trouble, and I will always get in trouble. And

544
00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:49,840
Speaker 3: I'm saying, but nobody else got in trouble. Why is

545
00:27:49,880 --> 00:27:54,080
Speaker 3: it just me? Why God's hand was on my life?

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Speaker 3: They got realize it and was fighting at all I could.

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Speaker 3: As I grew older, as I became a young adult,

548
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Speaker 3: I just surrendered because I had gone through so much

549
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Speaker 3: and things weren't working out the way I wanted it to,

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Speaker 3: and so I just told him, not my will, but

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Speaker 3: your will be done in my life. Come on, Yes,

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Speaker 3: I listen to you and the reason I even prayed God?

553
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Speaker 3: What is it about her that keeps me watching her podcast,

554
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Speaker 3: listening to her so many times? Crystal, I know you

555
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Speaker 3: don't know, but I'm seventy one.

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Speaker 14: Years old, and everyone where Ms Marrian, I am seventy odd.

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Speaker 3: He has he has been good to me, has really

558
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Speaker 3: been good to me. I have watched you and your

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Speaker 3: heart exemplified the pyrhness the things that you do, and

560
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Speaker 3: so many times I've heard you say I've been praying

561
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Speaker 3: about this in my life, and I've been praying about

562
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Speaker 3: that and guess what, You're not the only one praying.

563
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Speaker 3: I prayed for you. I've been praying for you. And

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Speaker 3: when you got through and victory came, I was glorifying

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Speaker 3: God here in my home and I told my God daughter,

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Speaker 3: I'm single. I grew up as I was working. I

567
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Speaker 3: was working two jobs. I was working in Social Security Administration.

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Speaker 3: I did that for thirty four years, and then I

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Speaker 3: also worked here. I'm a licensed bautician. In the process

570
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Speaker 3: of all of that, I retired from Social Security Administration

571
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Speaker 3: on twenty twenty ten, and I still do have Now,

572
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Speaker 3: I have clients that will not let me go. They

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Speaker 3: don't want me to retire. And I told them, it's

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Speaker 3: been forty years of doing hair more. You gotta let

575
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Speaker 3: me retire. They said, no, you will never retire. We

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Speaker 3: will be on Hans or whatever. I'm not gonna keep

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Speaker 3: your time. But I just want to say to you,

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Speaker 3: I want to encourage you. First of all, will you

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Speaker 3: be able to have the trucker hats back in at

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Speaker 3: any time? Will you be ordering them?

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Speaker 2: Yes, Big West is listening, and we will have those

582
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Speaker 2: sugar to have hats from his birdie right all right?

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Speaker 1: Yesucker hats.

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Speaker 3: Reason why because my goddaughter once one so bad she said,

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Speaker 3: please give me one, And when I went online I

586
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Speaker 3: didn't see. I say, well, I'm just gonna have to

587
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Speaker 3: find out whether they'll be reordering them again, so I

588
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Speaker 3: just wan't be buying it from from you. I have

589
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Speaker 3: purchased so much from you. See, I have my like.

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Speaker 1: You got your kids. Yes we do.

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Speaker 3: I've watched you, honey, and you're keeping me young because

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Speaker 3: I'm doing I'm doing the jewelry.

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Speaker 1: I know that's right. It looks you're layering it. It

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Speaker 1: looks good.

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Speaker 3: And I even landed you even more. And the thing

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Speaker 3: I want to say to you is you have touched

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00:31:20,760 --> 00:31:25,040
Speaker 3: so many people lives all over the world. It's not

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00:31:25,200 --> 00:31:28,920
Speaker 3: by chance that God is using you, and the way

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Speaker 3: he's using you. I am glad that you're not like

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Speaker 3: everybody else. But you're doing God's will and doing his will.

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Speaker 3: Guess what eyes have not seen nor ears have heard.

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Speaker 3: I'm going to give you this scriptures, Berdie.

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Speaker 1: I didn't know I was on crowd today.

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Speaker 3: First Corinthians, second chapter, in the ninth verses for you.

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Speaker 3: It's not my intent to break down like this. Eyes

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00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:13,520
Speaker 3: had not seen nor hear heard, neither have entered into

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Speaker 3: the heart of man, the things which God has prepared

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Speaker 3: for them that love him. God has a greater work

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Speaker 3: for you. He has a greater work for you to do.

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Speaker 3: He is not finished with you, Crystal. This is not

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Speaker 3: the end. The podcast is not the end. I don't

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00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:40,960
Speaker 3: ever think that He's taking you to higher heights and

613
00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:44,959
Speaker 3: deeper depths in Him. All he wanted you to do

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00:32:45,320 --> 00:32:51,800
Speaker 3: was surrender You're all to Him. And with you surrendering

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00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:57,240
Speaker 3: your own you are encouraging people that knew nothing about God,

616
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Speaker 3: and they are now reading word. They are now going

617
00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:05,560
Speaker 3: to church, they are now hearing the word of God.

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Speaker 3: And my prayer for you, if you would about I

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Speaker 3: prayed for this and I asked God, if it's your

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Speaker 3: will for me to speak to her, allow them to

621
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Speaker 3: select my name. I went on about my house business,

622
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Speaker 3: doing housework and stuff, and when I looked at I

623
00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:35,040
Speaker 3: saw it. I begin to glorify God because of who

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Speaker 3: you are. So I say that this has been ordained

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Speaker 3: by the Father. I'm graceful for him. I wanted to

626
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Speaker 3: let you know I did by bring this book, and

627
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Speaker 3: it's because of you. I brought the book because God

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00:33:56,120 --> 00:34:01,240
Speaker 3: has always spoken to me on obedience obedience, And when

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Speaker 3: she brought the book out and you had the podcast

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Speaker 3: and you talked and you were telling us it was

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Speaker 3: in my spirit to buy the book. But then I

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Speaker 3: kind of pulled back and I'm see I'm looking at

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Speaker 3: christ And when Christal said and you better buy the book,

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Speaker 3: I say, oh, you know, oh you know, Okay, I

635
00:34:20,680 --> 00:34:25,839
Speaker 3: got that, yes, and you better buy the boy. Well,

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Speaker 3: I have said, if you don't mind, if could I

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00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:32,960
Speaker 3: have just a word of prayer with you, please, I'm

638
00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:36,759
Speaker 3: not gonna be long. I just want to This is

639
00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:39,880
Speaker 3: something that has been in my spirit for a long time.

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00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:42,279
Speaker 3: I had been praying for you, and I asked, God,

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Speaker 3: why have you have been dropping in my spirit as

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Speaker 3: much as you have? And every day you're coming up

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Speaker 3: in my spirit. So my prayer has been for you.

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Speaker 3: So I'm gonna pray right now. I'm not gonna be long. Father,

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Speaker 3: and the precious name of Jesus God, me come before you, God,

646
00:35:01,480 --> 00:35:05,359
Speaker 3: I praise you, I worship, I adore you. I come

647
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Speaker 3: before you on the behalf of your daughter Crystal, God,

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Speaker 3: in the name of Jesus, from the crown of her

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Speaker 3: head to the souls of her feet, bless her, Oh God,

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Speaker 3: as never before, use her in ways that she will blow.

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Speaker 3: It will blow her mind. Bind the hand of the

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Speaker 3: enemy and of set his plan. Anyone that's not like you,

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Speaker 3: that does not come in the right way in her life,

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Speaker 3: Glory Hallelujah, remove them right now in the name of

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Speaker 3: Jesus God. Surround her with pray, praying people. Surround her

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Speaker 3: with the love that you have exemplified in her life.

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Speaker 3: Thank you for the team that she has, Oh God,

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Speaker 3: Bless each and never remember, Oh God, of her team.

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Speaker 3: And as she continues to speak your word, thank you

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Speaker 3: for her not being fearful of speaking your word.

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Speaker 8: Of God.

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Speaker 3: Help her, Oh God, in the name of Jesus, in

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Speaker 3: her night hour, Oh God, bless her in her home.

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Speaker 3: Oh God, Bless her surroundings. Oh God, everyone that's in

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Speaker 3: the midst of her bless them, Oh God, as she

666
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Speaker 3: comes forth, God, use her in a special way. Only

667
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Speaker 3: you can do this. We will forever give your name

668
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Speaker 3: the love shut shut down me to your name, O God, God,

669
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Speaker 3: I thank you, I praise you, I honor and adore

670
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Speaker 3: you in the precious name of Jesus.

671
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Speaker 8: Lord.

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Speaker 3: You know what's in her heart, everything that she desires.

673
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Speaker 3: God I'm asked you to bring forth and allow it

674
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Speaker 3: to take place in her life. God, she loves you,

675
00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:47,359
Speaker 3: and I thank you for the love she has and

676
00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:51,840
Speaker 3: how she's drawing others to you, and that's what she's doing.

677
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Speaker 12: God.

678
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Speaker 3: I thank you, I praise you, I honor and adore

679
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Speaker 3: you in the precious name of Jesus. In Jesus' name, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen.

680
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Speaker 3: It's been a pleasure. It's been a pleasure.

681
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Speaker 1: Wow.

682
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Speaker 2: You don't know this, but I'm in the middle of

683
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Speaker 2: a fast right now, and i did a podcast last

684
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Speaker 2: week and it was like the second day of the fast,

685
00:37:23,120 --> 00:37:25,560
Speaker 2: and you know how it is when you're fasting, it's

686
00:37:25,600 --> 00:37:28,040
Speaker 2: just like everything you feel with so much gratitude.

687
00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:30,960
Speaker 1: You feel the presence of God, and everything makes you.

688
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:34,239
Speaker 2: Cry, you know, like just one small thing and you're

689
00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:36,359
Speaker 2: just reminded of His goodness and it's just like, yes,

690
00:37:37,200 --> 00:37:42,400
Speaker 2: you can't contain it. And to know that in this industry,

691
00:37:42,600 --> 00:37:44,840
Speaker 2: it's so many people that are praying on my downfall.

692
00:37:45,680 --> 00:37:47,360
Speaker 2: But to have someone like you, a woman that I

693
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Speaker 2: didn't even know, praying for me, Yes, and I know

694
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Speaker 2: your prayers are fervent.

695
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Speaker 1: Thank you so much.

696
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Speaker 3: Yes, God is going to bless you. And one thing

697
00:37:57,280 --> 00:38:02,960
Speaker 3: I'm going to say, everyone that is praying for your downfall,

698
00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:08,200
Speaker 3: it will return back to them. It won't happen because

699
00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:12,200
Speaker 3: being a child of God, God has a head around you. Chrystal,

700
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Speaker 3: you have to know that He's gonna cover you glory.

701
00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:20,800
Speaker 3: He's gonna cover you with your his blood. He's gonna

702
00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:26,600
Speaker 3: protect you. You don't realize, but during that time you

703
00:38:26,719 --> 00:38:32,560
Speaker 3: was going through anxiety. You don't even know. But because

704
00:38:32,640 --> 00:38:35,239
Speaker 3: of the family that I'm in, I was going through

705
00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:42,680
Speaker 3: the same thing, anxiety, and you was talking about talking

706
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Speaker 3: to a therapist.

707
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Speaker 1: Yeah.

708
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Speaker 3: So happily I have a spiritual and natural therapist. He's both.

709
00:38:52,320 --> 00:38:58,000
Speaker 3: He's a pastor, and God has blessed hem to speak

710
00:38:58,080 --> 00:39:02,040
Speaker 3: into me the things that gone through. I lost my

711
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Speaker 3: mother in twenty twenty two. We were like this, and

712
00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:10,879
Speaker 3: in the process of losing her, I have siblings. One

713
00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:15,640
Speaker 3: of my siblings sued me because my mother. I had

714
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Speaker 3: my mother's bank account and my mother was only getting

715
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Speaker 3: a monthly income and my sister was so hungry and

716
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Speaker 3: greedy for money. She sued me. But don't you know,

717
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Speaker 3: God told me, don't do nothing. They came to my

718
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Speaker 3: home looking for me to serve me. When I would

719
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Speaker 3: go out. I could not hardly go out sometimes because

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Speaker 3: what would happen? People will be setting out there waiting

721
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Speaker 3: to serve me. But God always allowed me not to

722
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Speaker 3: go out during that time. He says, stay home. He

723
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Speaker 3: always led me. But my pastor always said me. The

724
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Speaker 3: prophetic word came and he said, do nothing because God

725
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Speaker 3: got this. Do nothing. Do not retaliate God yest this.

726
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Speaker 3: Do you not know? It was for two years twenty

727
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Speaker 3: twenty two to twenty twenty four, the courts have been,

728
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Speaker 3: My name has been in the courts. But November the

729
00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:28,239
Speaker 3: fourteenth of twenty twenty four, the judge canceled it out.

730
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Speaker 3: I had not had to give out anything. The money

731
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Speaker 3: that was in my mother's account I gave to people

732
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Speaker 3: that helped my mom, and that just to bless them

733
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Speaker 3: and turn God blessed me. So I'm saying to you,

734
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Speaker 3: continue to do what you do because it resonates so much.

735
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Speaker 3: I could really tell you a lot about how your

736
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Speaker 3: life has resonated with my life. Why I do believe

737
00:41:01,280 --> 00:41:05,400
Speaker 3: God got you in my spirit all the time to

738
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Speaker 3: keep prayings with you.

739
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Speaker 1: Yes, ma'am, be not dismayed.

740
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Speaker 3: God is not martius whatsoever. Glory, Yes, you also reap.

741
00:41:18,360 --> 00:41:23,480
Speaker 3: So you keep on, sweetie, doing what you do, because

742
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Speaker 3: guess what, at the end you will win. Victory is yours.

743
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Speaker 3: Christ I'm not.

744
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Speaker 1: Gonna bless me. Do you understand me?

745
00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:42,680
Speaker 3: But so many times, so many times, I just wanted

746
00:41:42,719 --> 00:41:45,440
Speaker 3: to find a way to call you, to talk to you.

747
00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:48,359
Speaker 3: I said, that woman don't know me, and she ain't

748
00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:52,239
Speaker 3: gonna answer no phones. I said, she don't know, she

749
00:41:52,239 --> 00:41:56,000
Speaker 3: ain't answered the phone. I said a praying send God

750
00:41:56,120 --> 00:41:59,640
Speaker 3: on her way and keep it moving. So I did.

751
00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:03,440
Speaker 3: I love you, Crystal, I love what. I love you too,

752
00:42:04,360 --> 00:42:09,080
Speaker 3: and I'm telling you you're gonna win. God's not. He's not.

753
00:42:09,400 --> 00:42:10,719
Speaker 3: He's not through with you yet.

754
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Speaker 1: It's thirty. Thank you so much.

755
00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:18,640
Speaker 2: So you are such alike. Thank you as well. I

756
00:42:18,719 --> 00:42:20,480
Speaker 2: love you back. Have a good way.

757
00:42:21,800 --> 00:42:24,880
Speaker 1: I'm beautiful. How are you doing?

758
00:42:25,480 --> 00:42:26,080
Speaker 6: I'm doing?

759
00:42:27,440 --> 00:42:29,719
Speaker 3: I hope I don't have to go after miss Birdie.

760
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Speaker 6: Lord.

761
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Speaker 1: I know that's a tough act of ollow baby, and

762
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Speaker 1: it wasn't an act. So she's yeah, sure, are you?

763
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Speaker 1: I am wonderful? I'm full right now. Wow, Yes, I'm good.

764
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Speaker 1: How are you doing?

765
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Speaker 15: I'm doing good. I'm I'm so happy to talk to you.

766
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Speaker 15: I'm so excited to be here. It's so funny because

767
00:42:54,680 --> 00:42:57,360
Speaker 15: this time last year I met you when you came

768
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Speaker 15: to d C for the women's soccer and you guys

769
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Speaker 15: had the panies.

770
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Speaker 1: Yes, so I remember.

771
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Speaker 15: Yeah, it's supposed to like almost a year exactly this

772
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Speaker 15: time last year.

773
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Speaker 2: That's crazy. Yeah, because that was this time of year. Yeah, wow,

774
00:43:12,880 --> 00:43:14,920
Speaker 2: that's amazing. How are you doing.

775
00:43:15,840 --> 00:43:16,640
Speaker 3: I'm doing good.

776
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Speaker 15: This is my sophomore year at Howard, so I'm.

777
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Speaker 1: Just Howard yees saying.

778
00:43:29,200 --> 00:43:29,439
Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 15: First, before I ask my question, I just want to

780
00:43:31,440 --> 00:43:35,279
Speaker 15: say she said it all, but to reiterate, I'm so

781
00:43:35,440 --> 00:43:37,360
Speaker 15: happy to be here and to talk to you. And

782
00:43:38,040 --> 00:43:42,160
Speaker 15: your lights shine so bright, and it feels so good

783
00:43:42,200 --> 00:43:44,279
Speaker 15: to have somebody like you, for young women like me

784
00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:47,080
Speaker 15: to look up to you, and I just I appreciate

785
00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:53,360
Speaker 15: your your your light and your love and you. But question,

786
00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:58,920
Speaker 15: of course, this summer I turned twenty, so freshly twenty,

787
00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:04,719
Speaker 15: and I'm both excited and a little.

788
00:44:04,520 --> 00:44:08,440
Speaker 3: Nervous about this chapter. So I guess my question.

789
00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:12,480
Speaker 15: I'm looking down because I haven't written, but because you

790
00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:16,080
Speaker 15: would give a young woman freshly in her.

791
00:44:15,960 --> 00:44:21,799
Speaker 2: Twenties freshly in her twenties. I feel like your twenties

792
00:44:22,040 --> 00:44:23,480
Speaker 2: is when life really begins.

793
00:44:23,880 --> 00:44:26,160
Speaker 1: This is when you are making decisions on your own.

794
00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:29,359
Speaker 2: These are the years that are going to shape your life.

795
00:44:29,680 --> 00:44:33,080
Speaker 1: So be very conscious. You know a lot of times.

796
00:44:32,840 --> 00:44:35,560
Speaker 2: We take these years to just be free, but these

797
00:44:35,680 --> 00:44:39,399
Speaker 2: years really shape who you are. So I would say, one,

798
00:44:39,480 --> 00:44:41,560
Speaker 2: make sure that you have a good community, a good

799
00:44:41,600 --> 00:44:43,880
Speaker 2: set of friends that are going to help keep you

800
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Speaker 2: in the right direction, because it's easy to be influenced

801
00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:51,040
Speaker 2: and steered in many different ways. But I would also

802
00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:54,680
Speaker 2: say to have fun, you know, enjoy these years because

803
00:44:55,040 --> 00:44:57,040
Speaker 2: once you get out of college, that's when.

804
00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:59,240
Speaker 1: The real real worlds.

805
00:45:00,040 --> 00:45:00,200
Speaker 13: Think.

806
00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:02,960
Speaker 2: These are the years where you learn how to balance life.

807
00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:05,560
Speaker 2: You know, you learn how to manage time management. It's

808
00:45:05,640 --> 00:45:08,160
Speaker 2: very important in college, and I think you need to

809
00:45:08,200 --> 00:45:10,360
Speaker 2: make sure that you're learning everything that you need to

810
00:45:10,400 --> 00:45:12,000
Speaker 2: put in your toolbox.

811
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Speaker 1: For when it's time to graduate. Those are the things

812
00:45:14,719 --> 00:45:17,000
Speaker 1: I would say. And then also it's as always keep

813
00:45:17,040 --> 00:45:19,400
Speaker 1: God first. Try to find a church home if you

814
00:45:19,440 --> 00:45:23,520
Speaker 1: don't already have one in DC, because that's also important.

815
00:45:23,520 --> 00:45:25,840
Speaker 2: That was one thing that I was raising the church,

816
00:45:26,239 --> 00:45:27,560
Speaker 2: and as soon as I got to school.

817
00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:30,160
Speaker 1: That's the first thing I stopped doing was going to church.

818
00:45:30,239 --> 00:45:32,520
Speaker 1: But it wasn't. It was my sophomore year, and God said,

819
00:45:33,560 --> 00:45:34,720
Speaker 1: he yanked me real quick.

820
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Speaker 15: It's so funny because because of you, I started watching

821
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Speaker 15: Change and it, Oh my god, this sermon.

822
00:45:45,080 --> 00:45:48,279
Speaker 2: Oh this serious alterations day.

823
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Speaker 1: Yeah.

824
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Speaker 3: Crazy.

825
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Speaker 15: It was so good to thank you for. But yeah,

826
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Speaker 15: that was that was my only question. I just wanted

827
00:45:58,960 --> 00:46:01,680
Speaker 15: to say hi and think, thank you for it for

828
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Speaker 15: I don't know if you can see it, but this

829
00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:06,000
Speaker 15: was us this time last year.

830
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Speaker 2: Well oh my yes, wow, thank you so much for

831
00:46:13,880 --> 00:46:15,000
Speaker 2: even coming to the game.

832
00:46:15,120 --> 00:46:17,520
Speaker 1: I appreciate that. That means so much.

833
00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:23,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, and I wish you the best as well.

834
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Speaker 1: Thank you.

835
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Speaker 2: I wish you the best, and I hope that you

836
00:46:26,719 --> 00:46:28,680
Speaker 2: take my advice. I hope it was good advice for

837
00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:30,719
Speaker 2: you and something that you can use and take with you.

838
00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:33,360
Speaker 2: But I wish you the best. You keep shining and

839
00:46:33,440 --> 00:46:35,520
Speaker 2: best of luck in college. These are the best years.

840
00:46:35,520 --> 00:46:43,279
Speaker 1: So enjoying it. Thank you, You're welcome. Love Come on March,

841
00:46:43,520 --> 00:46:44,960
Speaker 1: she said, y'all gonna see this merch.

842
00:46:45,800 --> 00:46:47,880
Speaker 3: I know that my wait out and drop it.

843
00:46:48,320 --> 00:46:48,520
Speaker 7: Look.

844
00:46:51,120 --> 00:46:56,879
Speaker 1: I love it. Yes, thank you so much. Hi, how

845
00:46:56,880 --> 00:46:57,400
Speaker 1: are you doing.

846
00:46:58,280 --> 00:46:58,799
Speaker 8: I'm good.

847
00:46:58,840 --> 00:46:59,320
Speaker 3: I'm good.

848
00:47:00,080 --> 00:47:01,799
Speaker 7: Actually going from Baltimore.

849
00:47:02,320 --> 00:47:08,040
Speaker 1: Okay, I rely.

850
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Speaker 11: I moved to Atlanta two months ago.

851
00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:15,120
Speaker 1: Okay, well, welcome to the a thank you.

852
00:47:15,200 --> 00:47:17,840
Speaker 11: I come every year. I even came to grind Pritty.

853
00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:18,799
Speaker 11: I got a picture too.

854
00:47:19,360 --> 00:47:22,560
Speaker 1: Oh wow, yes, I gotta get back to this. I

855
00:47:22,600 --> 00:47:23,359
Speaker 1: was skinty then.

856
00:47:24,160 --> 00:47:28,400
Speaker 3: Yes, It's just a couple of things. Now.

857
00:47:28,480 --> 00:47:29,600
Speaker 6: I'm not going to hold you a long.

858
00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:31,600
Speaker 1: What's going on?

859
00:47:31,719 --> 00:47:32,919
Speaker 4: I like, my mom is.

860
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Speaker 11: She just turned seventy and I was able to give

861
00:47:34,760 --> 00:47:36,920
Speaker 11: her like this big old birthday party, like all my

862
00:47:37,040 --> 00:47:39,440
Speaker 11: family came and it was a big thing.

863
00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:42,040
Speaker 3: So I'm like, how am I going to do this?

864
00:47:42,239 --> 00:47:43,480
Speaker 4: Move into Atlanta, all this?

865
00:47:43,719 --> 00:47:47,359
Speaker 11: You know, just everything just so expensive here. So I'm like, God,

866
00:47:47,400 --> 00:47:49,680
Speaker 11: whatever you're playing is for me, Just let it be

867
00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:53,719
Speaker 11: for me. So I had to just take on that

868
00:47:53,840 --> 00:47:56,200
Speaker 11: and just move with all my life with that. But

869
00:47:56,239 --> 00:47:58,880
Speaker 11: I'm like, how do I feel now? Like and I

870
00:47:58,960 --> 00:48:00,280
Speaker 11: checked on her like mine, you are okay?

871
00:48:00,400 --> 00:48:01,920
Speaker 3: Like you okay living by yourself now?

872
00:48:01,920 --> 00:48:04,520
Speaker 11: And she's like, don I'm okay, I'm fine, but it's

873
00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:12,120
Speaker 11: like me shocking to her. But it was hard, but

874
00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:16,400
Speaker 11: you know, it's all in my waiting season. I'm okay

875
00:48:16,520 --> 00:48:19,760
Speaker 11: with accepting the new changes that I have in my life,

876
00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:23,680
Speaker 11: like moving here by myself without family and out friends,

877
00:48:23,719 --> 00:48:25,279
Speaker 11: Like I talked to my friends like all day and.

878
00:48:25,360 --> 00:48:27,120
Speaker 8: I'm like, yo, should just come and just come down

879
00:48:27,160 --> 00:48:27,680
Speaker 8: here and move.

880
00:48:27,600 --> 00:48:29,080
Speaker 3: With me, like I just need it up.

881
00:48:32,200 --> 00:48:34,279
Speaker 4: But you know, you know that's okay too.

882
00:48:34,440 --> 00:48:38,360
Speaker 11: So I'm just trying to figure out how I can't

883
00:48:38,360 --> 00:48:43,480
Speaker 11: continue to grow knowing I know God is preparing me

884
00:48:43,560 --> 00:48:47,279
Speaker 11: right now to start over. I felt like a couple

885
00:48:47,320 --> 00:48:49,239
Speaker 11: of years ago, like everything, because I felt like I

886
00:48:49,239 --> 00:48:52,080
Speaker 11: didn't appreciate what God has given me. I had my apartment,

887
00:48:52,440 --> 00:48:54,799
Speaker 11: I had my car, I had everything I wanted.

888
00:48:55,040 --> 00:48:56,560
Speaker 4: But I didn't appreciate it.

889
00:48:58,360 --> 00:49:01,640
Speaker 11: I was like, okay, what's like everything was stripped away.

890
00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:05,719
Speaker 11: I total my car, I lost my apartment, I had

891
00:49:05,760 --> 00:49:08,239
Speaker 11: to find another job, like I had to start over,

892
00:49:08,360 --> 00:49:11,120
Speaker 11: start over. So I'm like now I just feel like

893
00:49:12,320 --> 00:49:15,680
Speaker 11: I'm just waiting, Like God stripped me off of everything

894
00:49:15,800 --> 00:49:19,560
Speaker 11: and now he's allowing me to behold again and I've

895
00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:20,359
Speaker 11: accepted that.

896
00:49:21,400 --> 00:49:24,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, So I'm just I don't know, like.

897
00:49:24,000 --> 00:49:26,440
Speaker 11: I've just been having these dreams like about my family

898
00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:29,160
Speaker 11: and stuff and I'm like every time I feel like

899
00:49:29,480 --> 00:49:32,160
Speaker 11: I'm being uncertain, like I'm uncertain of things or what's

900
00:49:32,239 --> 00:49:35,160
Speaker 11: next or what's next the car, I'm like, God, just

901
00:49:35,160 --> 00:49:37,720
Speaker 11: help me out. He'll always send his angels in my dreams,

902
00:49:37,800 --> 00:49:41,160
Speaker 11: Like my family, They're always in my dream and they

903
00:49:41,239 --> 00:49:44,360
Speaker 11: always smiling and had be like it's never nothing said.

904
00:49:44,800 --> 00:49:46,600
Speaker 11: And I talked to my mom about it and she

905
00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:49,560
Speaker 11: was like, it's okay, and I said, I know, I

906
00:49:49,600 --> 00:49:53,000
Speaker 11: know it's I know it's okay, but just trying to

907
00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:56,040
Speaker 11: like move forward and be okay and be in the

908
00:49:56,200 --> 00:49:58,200
Speaker 11: rooms where I want to be.

909
00:49:59,520 --> 00:50:03,800
Speaker 1: Like when you say you want to be, yeah, I was,

910
00:50:03,840 --> 00:50:04,560
Speaker 1: what do you want to do?

911
00:50:05,080 --> 00:50:07,960
Speaker 11: And I was like Crystal, like everybody like loved doing you,

912
00:50:08,000 --> 00:50:10,680
Speaker 11: like you show so much love to everybody that was there.

913
00:50:11,000 --> 00:50:12,680
Speaker 11: You wasn't like, oh I'm not taking off, but you

914
00:50:12,719 --> 00:50:14,399
Speaker 11: took a picture, but everybody you was.

915
00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:16,520
Speaker 6: Dancing like he was you.

916
00:50:17,640 --> 00:50:19,000
Speaker 8: And then I had the.

917
00:50:19,640 --> 00:50:22,719
Speaker 11: And Zinga's event that she had like three weeks ago,

918
00:50:23,280 --> 00:50:27,439
Speaker 11: and it's the same thing. I'm like, everybody just love

919
00:50:27,560 --> 00:50:30,560
Speaker 11: on them unconditionally, and they love on everybody else. So

920
00:50:30,680 --> 00:50:33,680
Speaker 11: like surrounding yourself with people that really care for you,

921
00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:36,799
Speaker 11: and love you like I just was just sitting there like,

922
00:50:36,960 --> 00:50:38,720
Speaker 11: oh my goodness.

923
00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:40,399
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a beautiful thing.

924
00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:43,279
Speaker 2: But I really believe that what you give is what

925
00:50:43,320 --> 00:50:46,440
Speaker 2: you get, you know. And when it comes to like

926
00:50:46,480 --> 00:50:48,960
Speaker 2: the waiting season and you feel like you're starting over,

927
00:50:50,160 --> 00:50:51,719
Speaker 2: I'm not sure if you are on the last live

928
00:50:51,800 --> 00:50:52,760
Speaker 2: that I just did.

929
00:50:55,040 --> 00:50:57,120
Speaker 1: You miss it? Okay? So there was this young lady

930
00:50:57,160 --> 00:50:59,000
Speaker 1: that she's like, Crystal, I just feel like I can't

931
00:50:59,239 --> 00:51:01,759
Speaker 1: catch a break, Like I just keep getting knocked down.

932
00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:02,960
Speaker 1: It's one thing after another.

933
00:51:03,440 --> 00:51:05,520
Speaker 2: And I said a lot of times when God is

934
00:51:05,520 --> 00:51:08,520
Speaker 2: trying to get your attention, he'll have to sit you down.

935
00:51:09,280 --> 00:51:11,560
Speaker 2: And in the sitting down, you can't get knocked down

936
00:51:11,560 --> 00:51:13,239
Speaker 2: if you're sitting down, you know.

937
00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:17,520
Speaker 1: And it was a word in that moment.

938
00:51:17,280 --> 00:51:20,680
Speaker 2: And a word that still rings true is that oftentimes

939
00:51:20,680 --> 00:51:22,680
Speaker 2: when God really needs you to hear him, because we

940
00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:25,680
Speaker 2: don't hear him when we're busy doing everything, sometimes he

941
00:51:25,719 --> 00:51:27,359
Speaker 2: has to sit us down so he can really give

942
00:51:27,440 --> 00:51:29,480
Speaker 2: us the guidance to He knows where we want to go,

943
00:51:29,560 --> 00:51:31,399
Speaker 2: he knows what we want to do, and if it's

944
00:51:31,440 --> 00:51:34,280
Speaker 2: in his will, he's going to make those things happen.

945
00:51:34,680 --> 00:51:36,440
Speaker 2: But in order for you to know where to go,

946
00:51:36,520 --> 00:51:38,319
Speaker 2: sometimes you have to be still, and I feel like

947
00:51:38,360 --> 00:51:39,160
Speaker 2: that is where you are.

948
00:51:39,640 --> 00:51:40,680
Speaker 1: And honestly, the.

949
00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:43,160
Speaker 2: Waiting season is the best season because what's on the

950
00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:46,560
Speaker 2: other side of that is you're already being prepared for

951
00:51:46,600 --> 00:51:48,720
Speaker 2: that right now in this waiting season.

952
00:51:49,280 --> 00:51:51,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, and it's so beautiful on the other side of it.

953
00:51:51,520 --> 00:51:52,959
Speaker 1: I can tell you that.

954
00:51:53,640 --> 00:51:57,760
Speaker 8: Yes, yes, you are so welcome.

955
00:51:58,520 --> 00:52:01,839
Speaker 1: Thank you. Nice to me, to you too. Thank you

956
00:52:01,880 --> 00:52:04,080
Speaker 1: so much for your support, and thanks for taking time

957
00:52:04,160 --> 00:52:06,799
Speaker 1: to talk to me today. I really appreciate it.

958
00:52:07,239 --> 00:52:08,280
Speaker 8: Yeah, I had like ten minutes.

959
00:52:08,280 --> 00:52:09,880
Speaker 4: I got off at four thirty. I said, oh, I

960
00:52:09,880 --> 00:52:10,440
Speaker 4: got an email.

961
00:52:10,480 --> 00:52:12,000
Speaker 3: Let me, how are your focus on the put my

962
00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:14,439
Speaker 3: head on. I'm gonna show time.

963
00:52:15,760 --> 00:52:18,680
Speaker 1: You did that, and I appreciate that. Thank you so much.

964
00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:27,240
Speaker 1: Have a good one by hi. Just get out of school. No,

965
00:52:27,360 --> 00:52:30,120
Speaker 1: I'm at work, and are you at work? I thought

966
00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:31,840
Speaker 1: I saw a backpacks very.

967
00:52:31,719 --> 00:52:36,239
Speaker 16: Much aggravating me right now, trying to put nobody out

968
00:52:36,360 --> 00:52:37,719
Speaker 16: because they really aggravated me.

969
00:52:37,960 --> 00:52:39,160
Speaker 1: Oh no, we're not doing it.

970
00:52:39,440 --> 00:52:40,279
Speaker 16: We're not We're not gonna do it.

971
00:52:40,280 --> 00:52:44,719
Speaker 3: We're not gonna do it because that's what.

972
00:52:46,080 --> 00:52:49,160
Speaker 1: Because that's it's you said because that's what we're gonna do.

973
00:52:49,760 --> 00:52:58,160
Speaker 17: I got a girl, nay, I mean my name is

974
00:52:58,520 --> 00:53:00,560
Speaker 17: the age the name, but you had a room the

975
00:53:00,600 --> 00:53:02,120
Speaker 17: last time, so we don't stick with names.

976
00:53:05,880 --> 00:53:07,879
Speaker 1: So now I'm good for butchering the name.

977
00:53:08,200 --> 00:53:13,440
Speaker 16: So we're gonna stick with name right now because I no,

978
00:53:13,520 --> 00:53:14,719
Speaker 16: it's it's beautiful.

979
00:53:15,200 --> 00:53:19,720
Speaker 1: What's going on there beside these people working your nerves

980
00:53:21,000 --> 00:53:22,640
Speaker 1: and I don't even get off until seven.

981
00:53:22,680 --> 00:53:24,400
Speaker 16: But it's it's cool.

982
00:53:25,120 --> 00:53:28,520
Speaker 4: They don't need me, but it's just it's cool. It's

983
00:53:28,560 --> 00:53:29,279
Speaker 4: it's good.

984
00:53:30,680 --> 00:53:32,799
Speaker 1: Okay, is there anything you wanted to ask me?

985
00:53:34,080 --> 00:53:38,680
Speaker 16: What I want to act is as your younger self

986
00:53:38,719 --> 00:53:41,960
Speaker 16: because I'm twenty four. How do you get your child's

987
00:53:42,000 --> 00:53:47,359
Speaker 16: at tremble? Because with me, my life is baking down.

988
00:53:48,120 --> 00:53:51,879
Speaker 16: My mama I don't with her. I don't know who

989
00:53:51,880 --> 00:53:53,840
Speaker 16: my dad is because who I know him is but

990
00:53:53,920 --> 00:53:57,799
Speaker 16: I don't know him either, So it's like I don't.

991
00:53:57,560 --> 00:53:59,440
Speaker 4: Know where my life is going.

992
00:54:00,080 --> 00:54:03,480
Speaker 16: If it's a time where I'm going up, I don't

993
00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:07,759
Speaker 16: want to say it but take my life away. But

994
00:54:08,360 --> 00:54:11,920
Speaker 16: it's like I don't know because it's like I want

995
00:54:11,960 --> 00:54:14,200
Speaker 16: a relation to my mom, but it's like things is hard.

996
00:54:14,239 --> 00:54:18,000
Speaker 16: So it's like I don't know where to start. Yeah,

997
00:54:18,640 --> 00:54:20,520
Speaker 16: it's like at point, at some point a time, I

998
00:54:20,560 --> 00:54:21,239
Speaker 16: do give up.

999
00:54:21,880 --> 00:54:24,440
Speaker 6: I'll be trying to like I don't know.

1000
00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:26,000
Speaker 4: Well.

1001
00:54:27,719 --> 00:54:31,840
Speaker 1: When it comes to childhood trauma, it can be something

1002
00:54:31,840 --> 00:54:35,640
Speaker 1: that's very hard to navigate, especially when you don't have

1003
00:54:35,640 --> 00:54:38,839
Speaker 1: the guidance from a parent or a guardian to help

1004
00:54:38,880 --> 00:54:41,399
Speaker 1: you navigate, because a lot of that comes from from

1005
00:54:41,440 --> 00:54:43,799
Speaker 1: them and the explanations of things that you need to

1006
00:54:43,800 --> 00:54:46,239
Speaker 1: be able to heal. You can't get that if you

1007
00:54:46,239 --> 00:54:52,120
Speaker 1: don't have that relationship with them. And I'm guessing therapy

1008
00:54:52,200 --> 00:54:53,480
Speaker 1: right now is probably not an option.

1009
00:54:54,440 --> 00:54:57,719
Speaker 2: But do you have anybody that you look up to,

1010
00:54:57,760 --> 00:55:01,319
Speaker 2: like an aunt or a grandmother, someone that you could

1011
00:55:01,360 --> 00:55:03,680
Speaker 2: like really sit down and talk to that really loves you,

1012
00:55:04,400 --> 00:55:07,400
Speaker 2: that you can just even share how you're feeling.

1013
00:55:07,480 --> 00:55:09,080
Speaker 1: Because when it comes to.

1014
00:55:10,960 --> 00:55:14,280
Speaker 2: Having suicidal thoughts, I had those when I was a kid,

1015
00:55:14,680 --> 00:55:18,680
Speaker 2: and I've been open about that. But I look back

1016
00:55:18,719 --> 00:55:21,400
Speaker 2: now and I thank God every single day that I

1017
00:55:21,440 --> 00:55:24,359
Speaker 2: did not do that, because you don't know what God

1018
00:55:24,440 --> 00:55:27,000
Speaker 2: has ahead of you, And I look at so many

1019
00:55:27,040 --> 00:55:30,200
Speaker 2: people that have gone to do amazing things.

1020
00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:32,280
Speaker 1: The upbringing was not the best.

1021
00:55:33,160 --> 00:55:35,600
Speaker 2: They have stories that are when people look at it like,

1022
00:55:35,640 --> 00:55:37,200
Speaker 2: oh my goodness, how do they overcome that?

1023
00:55:38,000 --> 00:55:40,800
Speaker 1: But it's because they were destined for greatness.

1024
00:55:40,840 --> 00:55:43,520
Speaker 2: And the fact that you're even asking how do I

1025
00:55:43,560 --> 00:55:46,320
Speaker 2: get over childhood trauma lets him know that there's something

1026
00:55:46,360 --> 00:55:48,400
Speaker 2: great in store for you and that God is on

1027
00:55:48,480 --> 00:55:52,040
Speaker 2: your heart and he's working on you. I would like

1028
00:55:52,120 --> 00:55:56,920
Speaker 2: to see with JB if there's a therapist that we

1029
00:55:56,960 --> 00:56:01,960
Speaker 2: can connect her with that we can pay for, because

1030
00:56:01,960 --> 00:56:07,359
Speaker 2: this is serious. Can we get her information? We want

1031
00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:09,520
Speaker 2: to help you, okay Nae. I want to make sure

1032
00:56:09,520 --> 00:56:12,319
Speaker 2: that you have all the support that you need. That's

1033
00:56:12,360 --> 00:56:15,600
Speaker 2: what this community is about. My foundation, the Christine Hayes.

1034
00:56:15,640 --> 00:56:20,200
Speaker 1: The Foundation is really big on mental health, and we

1035
00:56:20,280 --> 00:56:24,200
Speaker 1: don't put enough emphasis on it and enough care behind

1036
00:56:24,239 --> 00:56:26,080
Speaker 1: it to know that we need to talk to people

1037
00:56:26,400 --> 00:56:28,800
Speaker 1: in order to move in the order that we should

1038
00:56:28,800 --> 00:56:29,640
Speaker 1: be moving in life.

1039
00:56:29,760 --> 00:56:31,799
Speaker 2: And it's something that can really hold you back. And

1040
00:56:31,920 --> 00:56:33,279
Speaker 2: I don't want you to get held back in any

1041
00:56:33,360 --> 00:56:35,040
Speaker 2: kind of way. So however I can help you, I'm

1042
00:56:35,040 --> 00:56:38,320
Speaker 2: going to do that, afraid.

1043
00:56:39,440 --> 00:56:40,880
Speaker 6: Yes, y yes man?

1044
00:56:41,040 --> 00:56:41,239
Speaker 4: Hi?

1045
00:56:41,320 --> 00:56:43,200
Speaker 6: How are you beautiful woman?

1046
00:56:43,320 --> 00:56:44,600
Speaker 1: Wonderful Miss Chris.

1047
00:56:44,600 --> 00:56:46,520
Speaker 5: I'm so nervous right now, I didn't even think I

1048
00:56:46,520 --> 00:56:54,359
Speaker 5: would ever get this opportunity. It's just occasions. But yeah,

1049
00:56:54,560 --> 00:56:58,399
Speaker 5: I'm so happy to be here. And this is why

1050
00:56:58,440 --> 00:57:01,600
Speaker 5: people are drawn to you. Yeah, what you just did

1051
00:57:01,640 --> 00:57:05,640
Speaker 5: for that young lady. All I can say is, my God,

1052
00:57:06,719 --> 00:57:13,360
Speaker 5: your heart, your glow, your energy, your strength, it's nothing

1053
00:57:13,480 --> 00:57:13,759
Speaker 5: like it.

1054
00:57:13,840 --> 00:57:15,839
Speaker 6: I've never seen nothing like it.

1055
00:57:16,200 --> 00:57:19,919
Speaker 5: And I you know, I started watching Sisters, I think

1056
00:57:20,040 --> 00:57:23,240
Speaker 5: season two, and when I looked at you, I said,

1057
00:57:23,240 --> 00:57:26,120
Speaker 5: it's something special about this young lady. It got nothing

1058
00:57:26,160 --> 00:57:29,520
Speaker 5: to do with a character that she plays, but it's

1059
00:57:29,520 --> 00:57:31,520
Speaker 5: about your character of.

1060
00:57:31,440 --> 00:57:35,040
Speaker 6: Who you are. Come on, and I said, my.

1061
00:57:35,120 --> 00:57:39,120
Speaker 5: God, there are so many levels you have yet to

1062
00:57:39,280 --> 00:57:42,600
Speaker 5: reach that God is about to catapult you.

1063
00:57:42,600 --> 00:57:46,720
Speaker 6: Into your evangelism work. That's what I'm gonna call it.

1064
00:57:46,760 --> 00:57:51,080
Speaker 5: This is evangelism work that you do when you reach

1065
00:57:51,120 --> 00:57:56,320
Speaker 5: out to people, when your impact on people's lives is

1066
00:57:56,400 --> 00:58:00,400
Speaker 5: so amazing. And this birdie took everything I wanted to

1067
00:58:00,400 --> 00:58:05,120
Speaker 5: say right right out of my mouth. There's days I'm

1068
00:58:05,160 --> 00:58:07,760
Speaker 5: sitting here and I'm like, why is this woman on

1069
00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:08,240
Speaker 5: my mind?

1070
00:58:08,280 --> 00:58:09,520
Speaker 6: She don't know me from.

1071
00:58:09,280 --> 00:58:11,400
Speaker 5: A hole in the world, but yet I feel the

1072
00:58:11,440 --> 00:58:16,000
Speaker 5: need to drop a prayer for her, and it maybe

1073
00:58:16,080 --> 00:58:19,959
Speaker 5: days that you may be even feeling down, no wondering why,

1074
00:58:20,040 --> 00:58:23,160
Speaker 5: which way is up, whatever the situation may be.

1075
00:58:23,200 --> 00:58:25,320
Speaker 6: But God plants you on my heart and I have

1076
00:58:25,440 --> 00:58:28,920
Speaker 6: to say a silent prayer for Crystal in there, hazelet

1077
00:58:29,320 --> 00:58:30,800
Speaker 6: because your heart is so pure.

1078
00:58:31,320 --> 00:58:35,360
Speaker 5: See that Jesus in me loves it, Jesus in you.

1079
00:58:35,640 --> 00:58:41,080
Speaker 6: Oh my God, you have no idea what's ahead of you.

1080
00:58:41,080 --> 00:58:44,560
Speaker 5: You've been protected all your life, even before you left

1081
00:58:44,600 --> 00:58:45,400
Speaker 5: your mother's room.

1082
00:58:45,720 --> 00:58:46,760
Speaker 6: You will protect it.

1083
00:58:47,680 --> 00:58:51,000
Speaker 5: God has had you, and he's gonna continue to keep you,

1084
00:58:51,840 --> 00:58:53,200
Speaker 5: and you're going to continue.

1085
00:58:52,840 --> 00:58:55,720
Speaker 6: To grow and grow and grow and grow because of

1086
00:58:55,720 --> 00:59:00,200
Speaker 6: your heart and because of your heart for God. You

1087
00:59:00,240 --> 00:59:00,560
Speaker 6: know what.

1088
00:59:01,200 --> 00:59:03,400
Speaker 5: I can go on a tangent sometime because I am

1089
00:59:03,400 --> 00:59:08,400
Speaker 5: a minister in the gospel and try to be cool sometimes,

1090
00:59:08,480 --> 00:59:11,320
Speaker 5: but sometimes it's hard. When God places on my heart,

1091
00:59:11,320 --> 00:59:15,080
Speaker 5: I have to say it. Yes, yeah, yes, I definitely

1092
00:59:15,160 --> 00:59:17,360
Speaker 5: have to say it. And I wanted to say to

1093
00:59:17,400 --> 00:59:20,560
Speaker 5: you a long time too. Write that book. Don't be

1094
00:59:20,600 --> 00:59:25,520
Speaker 5: afraid right that book. I DMed you a while ago

1095
00:59:26,440 --> 00:59:28,200
Speaker 5: and I said, just write it.

1096
00:59:29,280 --> 00:59:29,720
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.

1097
00:59:30,440 --> 00:59:32,800
Speaker 5: Let the Lord use you because there's somebody that needs

1098
00:59:32,800 --> 00:59:35,680
Speaker 5: to hear your story deeper than what you have said

1099
00:59:35,720 --> 00:59:41,680
Speaker 5: on your platform. Write that book, don't be afraid write it. Yes,

1100
00:59:42,600 --> 00:59:43,320
Speaker 5: God got you.

1101
00:59:43,920 --> 00:59:46,400
Speaker 6: And there's something that we have in common, you know,

1102
00:59:46,520 --> 00:59:47,640
Speaker 6: young man channel More.

1103
00:59:48,960 --> 00:59:51,040
Speaker 1: Yes, that's my brother. I love you. Yeah.

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Speaker 6: Yeah. I used to sing with his father, Bishop David.

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Speaker 5: Yes, ma'am, yes, wow, yeah, I'm from Mount Running, York

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01:00:00,400 --> 01:00:01,840
Speaker 5: and we used to have a group called.

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Speaker 6: The Mount Burning Community Choir.

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Speaker 3: Uh.

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01:00:04,600 --> 01:00:07,560
Speaker 5: We was Yeah, I'm old, I'm old, lady, I'm sixty three.

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Speaker 5: And that's it startling. It started way back then.

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Speaker 4: And then.

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Speaker 5: I remember when he was in his mama's room. But yeah, uh,

1113
01:00:20,760 --> 01:00:24,520
Speaker 5: he's amazing. God all wrapped up around that young man.

1114
01:00:25,080 --> 01:00:26,760
Speaker 1: He has yet to see things too.

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Speaker 5: You know, that songwriting and that him, that all came

1116
01:00:32,800 --> 01:00:36,920
Speaker 5: from his daddy. I know, I know, Yes, that's amazing.

1117
01:00:37,040 --> 01:00:40,160
Speaker 5: And I just moved here to Atlanta about eight months

1118
01:00:40,200 --> 01:00:42,120
Speaker 5: ago after I retired, and.

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01:00:43,680 --> 01:00:45,960
Speaker 6: My little homie, I called him, my little homie. Brittany

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01:00:46,080 --> 01:00:50,800
Speaker 6: introduced me to your church, changed church, and I yes,

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01:00:50,920 --> 01:00:54,600
Speaker 6: and I've been going that man, that man, that preaching man,

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01:00:54,680 --> 01:01:00,880
Speaker 6: that preaching man. I cannot, I cannot stop growing. I

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01:01:00,920 --> 01:01:03,240
Speaker 6: have yet to join. It's still you know. God is

1124
01:01:03,280 --> 01:01:08,480
Speaker 6: still working on me, but it may happen. I don't know.

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Speaker 6: I'm still searching.

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01:01:10,080 --> 01:01:14,080
Speaker 5: I'm still trying to find a church on where I

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01:01:14,120 --> 01:01:18,200
Speaker 5: can utilize the ministry that God has placed on me. Yes,

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Speaker 5: and I thank you, miss Crystal. I thank you for

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01:01:22,560 --> 01:01:25,200
Speaker 5: being such an impact on my life as well.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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01:01:29,360 --> 01:01:32,360
Speaker 5: I watch how you walk, I watch what you do

1132
01:01:32,640 --> 01:01:38,880
Speaker 5: with so much integrity, and that glow is mind blowing.

1133
01:01:38,920 --> 01:01:41,120
Speaker 5: When I first met you at your first KIPT Live

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01:01:41,160 --> 01:01:44,000
Speaker 5: show down here in Atlanta and I walked up.

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Speaker 3: To you, only thing I could say to you was

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01:01:46,240 --> 01:01:47,720
Speaker 3: You're just amazing.

1137
01:01:49,160 --> 01:01:52,120
Speaker 18: Because that glows stopped me. I'm like, whoa, ain't nobody

1138
01:01:52,120 --> 01:01:54,320
Speaker 18: got to glow like that? Lord, what is you doing

1139
01:01:54,360 --> 01:01:57,200
Speaker 18: with this woman? Mold her and make her after your

1140
01:01:57,240 --> 01:01:59,440
Speaker 18: divine will? And that's what he's said.

1141
01:02:00,280 --> 01:02:03,680
Speaker 1: Yes, he is. Thank you. Thank you don't know how

1142
01:02:03,760 --> 01:02:05,800
Speaker 1: much you are affirming in me today. Thank you.

1143
01:02:06,440 --> 01:02:08,880
Speaker 5: Yes, Yes, and I thank you so much for just

1144
01:02:08,920 --> 01:02:11,720
Speaker 5: taking out this time and this opportunity to speak to

1145
01:02:12,040 --> 01:02:15,240
Speaker 5: speak with your sweeties.

1146
01:02:14,720 --> 01:02:18,680
Speaker 1: You guys so much to me. Yes, yeah, yeah, I

1147
01:02:18,720 --> 01:02:19,200
Speaker 1: really do.

1148
01:02:19,840 --> 01:02:23,880
Speaker 5: Like no, definitely, yeah, definitely, support you, support your shows,

1149
01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:27,840
Speaker 5: everything that you do and like I said before, eyes

1150
01:02:27,880 --> 01:02:30,480
Speaker 5: have not seen, ears have not heard what God is

1151
01:02:30,520 --> 01:02:32,600
Speaker 5: about to do and where he is about to take you.

1152
01:02:34,080 --> 01:02:36,760
Speaker 5: He's using you as for such a time as this.

1153
01:02:37,680 --> 01:02:39,840
Speaker 5: And thank you for being you, keep.

1154
01:02:39,640 --> 01:02:40,400
Speaker 6: On being real.

1155
01:02:42,200 --> 01:02:44,760
Speaker 1: Thank you, thank you so much.

1156
01:02:47,240 --> 01:02:50,040
Speaker 6: Thank you praying for you, praying for you, praying for you.

1157
01:02:50,600 --> 01:02:51,400
Speaker 6: And know that no.

1158
01:02:51,440 --> 01:02:54,720
Speaker 5: Weapon formed against you shall have a prosper Those who's

1159
01:02:54,760 --> 01:02:56,200
Speaker 5: trying to pray for your downfall.

1160
01:02:57,080 --> 01:03:01,080
Speaker 6: It ain't gonna happen. If anything hate. This ain't nothing

1161
01:03:01,120 --> 01:03:03,000
Speaker 6: but elevators. It's just gonna keep elevating.

1162
01:03:03,040 --> 01:03:08,400
Speaker 1: You come one. I received that. Thank you, Yes, ma'am.

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01:03:08,880 --> 01:03:11,160
Speaker 6: You have a beautiful rest of your evening. Thank you

1164
01:03:11,200 --> 01:03:11,560
Speaker 6: so much.

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01:03:13,680 --> 01:03:21,600
Speaker 2: Oh, thank you, thank you so much. Pastraina dreams come

1166
01:03:21,640 --> 01:03:21,920
Speaker 2: on in.

1167
01:03:22,160 --> 01:03:24,000
Speaker 1: You're not driving this, you know.

1168
01:03:24,120 --> 01:03:27,040
Speaker 4: I'm sitting in my coat. Baby, I just my grand

1169
01:03:27,080 --> 01:03:28,439
Speaker 4: baby being born to day.

1170
01:03:28,600 --> 01:03:32,480
Speaker 1: Hey then I just on your face.

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01:03:34,640 --> 01:03:39,040
Speaker 4: That's so crazy. You had a grand baby born, a girl,

1172
01:03:39,120 --> 01:03:39,880
Speaker 4: a baby girl.

1173
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Speaker 1: Just all congratulations.

1174
01:03:43,080 --> 01:03:48,400
Speaker 4: They calling me for food. I say, you gotta way.

1175
01:03:49,000 --> 01:03:50,680
Speaker 1: It's so good to see your face.

1176
01:03:52,040 --> 01:03:56,200
Speaker 3: Listen, what are the odds of me being picked?

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01:03:57,560 --> 01:04:00,920
Speaker 1: Listen, God knew because you are definitely one of my

1178
01:04:01,080 --> 01:04:02,080
Speaker 1: biggest supporters.

1179
01:04:02,640 --> 01:04:03,000
Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 19: Look, and the thing is, I want to just say this,

1181
01:04:09,320 --> 01:04:15,800
Speaker 19: this week marks the week of me wanting to take

1182
01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:17,160
Speaker 19: my life.

1183
01:04:17,480 --> 01:04:18,680
Speaker 4: And what stopped me.

1184
01:04:20,240 --> 01:04:24,160
Speaker 19: Was I looked at I was watching a podcast with

1185
01:04:24,360 --> 01:04:29,720
Speaker 19: You and Evil, right, and the way I mean, the

1186
01:04:29,760 --> 01:04:33,000
Speaker 19: way Eva was talking and the way she was like

1187
01:04:33,120 --> 01:04:38,160
Speaker 19: basically saying like Crystal, like I called you, you know

1188
01:04:38,280 --> 01:04:40,520
Speaker 19: because I needed you, and that you was like girl.

1189
01:04:40,640 --> 01:04:41,880
Speaker 4: Way. But I was in a.

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01:04:41,840 --> 01:04:45,760
Speaker 19: Closet crime before I came out here to sit with you.

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01:04:46,440 --> 01:04:49,320
Speaker 4: But that morning I woke up. That morning, I woke

1192
01:04:49,440 --> 01:04:50,320
Speaker 4: up and it.

1193
01:04:50,400 --> 01:04:55,240
Speaker 19: Was like I just was feeling donk donk dark, and

1194
01:04:55,800 --> 01:04:56,680
Speaker 19: I woke up.

1195
01:04:57,720 --> 01:04:59,880
Speaker 4: And something just saying kid yourself.

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01:05:01,160 --> 01:05:03,920
Speaker 19: I walked in my bathroom and I looked on my

1197
01:05:04,080 --> 01:05:08,439
Speaker 19: counter and I had forty flex a rills, Right, So

1198
01:05:08,720 --> 01:05:10,840
Speaker 19: I said, I'm gonna go I'm gonna go.

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Speaker 4: Ahead the work.

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01:05:11,600 --> 01:05:13,120
Speaker 19: I said, I'm gonna go ahead the work, and I'm

1201
01:05:13,120 --> 01:05:17,280
Speaker 19: gonna just come back home and just take the pills

1202
01:05:17,320 --> 01:05:20,280
Speaker 19: and let my children find me in my bedroom.

1203
01:05:20,880 --> 01:05:21,080
Speaker 17: Right.

1204
01:05:21,560 --> 01:05:24,880
Speaker 4: So I was like listening to the podcast on the way.

1205
01:05:24,760 --> 01:05:29,360
Speaker 19: To work, crying, crying, just just balling crying.

1206
01:05:29,400 --> 01:05:30,960
Speaker 4: When I got to work, just crying.

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Speaker 19: They had some important people at the job, right, so

1208
01:05:35,520 --> 01:05:37,960
Speaker 19: they was like, what what's the matter.

1209
01:05:38,080 --> 01:05:41,080
Speaker 4: I was like I just can't. I can't, like, I just.

1210
01:05:41,080 --> 01:05:44,000
Speaker 19: Can't get it. And it was like we just go

1211
01:05:44,200 --> 01:05:46,880
Speaker 19: in the yard. I went in the yard and fell

1212
01:05:46,920 --> 01:05:50,120
Speaker 19: to my knees and just asked God, like what is

1213
01:05:50,160 --> 01:05:53,720
Speaker 19: going on? Because man, God wrestles, you know, Man, God

1214
01:05:53,720 --> 01:05:57,440
Speaker 19: be in the field. And I was like, bro, like

1215
01:05:57,560 --> 01:06:00,160
Speaker 19: what are you doing to me? Like what is it?

1216
01:06:00,440 --> 01:06:03,800
Speaker 19: And he was like, I just need you to just

1217
01:06:04,520 --> 01:06:08,800
Speaker 19: be still. When the like the young lady says I had,

1218
01:06:09,160 --> 01:06:11,560
Speaker 19: I was like that girl here in my city.

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01:06:11,720 --> 01:06:14,200
Speaker 4: I'm from New Orleans. I was that girl. I'm that

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01:06:14,400 --> 01:06:16,640
Speaker 4: girl when I tell your God took.

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01:06:16,600 --> 01:06:21,880
Speaker 19: Everything away from me job, I mean, God had to

1222
01:06:21,960 --> 01:06:25,000
Speaker 19: humble me, and I think.

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01:06:24,880 --> 01:06:26,280
Speaker 4: That's why I wanted to.

1224
01:06:28,160 --> 01:06:28,840
Speaker 1: Like ended.

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01:06:29,960 --> 01:06:36,400
Speaker 19: But when I was like basically when I started listening

1226
01:06:36,480 --> 01:06:40,400
Speaker 19: more to y'all talk, I was like that, I mean,

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01:06:41,120 --> 01:06:44,440
Speaker 19: I mean I can't like no. I was like, oh,

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Speaker 19: I promise you. Whatever I'm not doing, I need you

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01:06:47,480 --> 01:06:49,880
Speaker 19: to show me. And it's so hard for me to

1230
01:06:49,920 --> 01:06:54,120
Speaker 19: see because I see past you understand people that goes

1231
01:06:54,160 --> 01:06:59,040
Speaker 19: over people head and what I did.

1232
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Speaker 1: I went home.

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01:07:00,480 --> 01:07:03,040
Speaker 19: I took them pills and I flushed them pills down

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01:07:03,080 --> 01:07:07,760
Speaker 19: the toilet and I was like, man, I said, Lord, please,

1235
01:07:08,080 --> 01:07:10,160
Speaker 19: I said, I promise, I'm gonna be like I lost

1236
01:07:10,160 --> 01:07:13,040
Speaker 19: faith in God and everything, girl, like everything that I

1237
01:07:13,080 --> 01:07:13,560
Speaker 19: had got.

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01:07:14,000 --> 01:07:15,280
Speaker 4: I was like, oh, thank you God.

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01:07:15,320 --> 01:07:17,280
Speaker 19: But it wasn't God, girl, I just felt like it

1240
01:07:17,320 --> 01:07:18,920
Speaker 19: was me, like cause I was bawling.

1241
01:07:19,040 --> 01:07:20,880
Speaker 4: I had this. I had that.

1242
01:07:20,880 --> 01:07:24,760
Speaker 19: That's why I laugh at you. I mean, when I

1243
01:07:24,800 --> 01:07:28,160
Speaker 19: type the thing in about the bag, I was like that,

1244
01:07:28,160 --> 01:07:28,600
Speaker 19: that's me.

1245
01:07:28,920 --> 01:07:29,400
Speaker 4: That's that.

1246
01:07:29,520 --> 01:07:32,600
Speaker 19: I'm that girl like going through the But that's why

1247
01:07:32,600 --> 01:07:35,240
Speaker 19: I mess with you about the unboxing and stuff.

1248
01:07:35,680 --> 01:07:35,920
Speaker 3: You know.

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01:07:37,400 --> 01:07:41,680
Speaker 19: One thing that you did, you encouraged me to write

1250
01:07:41,720 --> 01:07:45,360
Speaker 19: my book. I wrote a book, and my book is

1251
01:07:45,400 --> 01:07:51,840
Speaker 19: about My book is about relationship trauma and mental illness because,

1252
01:07:52,040 --> 01:07:54,080
Speaker 19: like I said, I went through it was in an

1253
01:07:54,160 --> 01:08:00,160
Speaker 19: abusive relationship that nobody knew, Nobody like I hit that

1254
01:08:00,400 --> 01:08:04,000
Speaker 19: for eighteen years with a man that I thought loved me,

1255
01:08:04,720 --> 01:08:06,240
Speaker 19: but all he did was control me.

1256
01:08:06,880 --> 01:08:09,440
Speaker 4: But that was my I stayed because I didn't want

1257
01:08:09,480 --> 01:08:10,080
Speaker 4: to be alone.

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01:08:10,600 --> 01:08:10,800
Speaker 1: You know.

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01:08:11,600 --> 01:08:15,320
Speaker 4: So I've been celibrating now for three years. It's hard.

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01:08:15,440 --> 01:08:19,599
Speaker 19: Oh, my god, Jesus, Oh my god, Oh my god,

1261
01:08:19,720 --> 01:08:22,600
Speaker 19: Jesus is right, Jesus.

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01:08:23,280 --> 01:08:25,040
Speaker 4: I was like, what is going on?

1263
01:08:25,600 --> 01:08:31,200
Speaker 19: But you know, like I said, I just like, man,

1264
01:08:31,280 --> 01:08:34,000
Speaker 19: I really I really mess with I can't curse, but

1265
01:08:34,160 --> 01:08:36,679
Speaker 19: you know, us from New Orleans, that's what we do.

1266
01:08:36,920 --> 01:08:38,840
Speaker 1: But you know.

1267
01:08:40,560 --> 01:08:41,599
Speaker 14: That's what you need.

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01:08:42,720 --> 01:08:45,599
Speaker 1: And oh I appreciate that too.

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01:08:49,160 --> 01:08:52,080
Speaker 19: And they were always talking about y'all always were Crystal

1270
01:08:52,160 --> 01:08:54,840
Speaker 19: and no lies, Crystal always well we at because y'all

1271
01:08:54,840 --> 01:08:56,559
Speaker 19: don't get it to the end, thank you.

1272
01:08:57,400 --> 01:09:01,280
Speaker 4: Y'all don't get it. So guess what y'all with a

1273
01:09:01,320 --> 01:09:03,439
Speaker 4: week before Notice, baby, we've been.

1274
01:09:03,360 --> 01:09:09,519
Speaker 19: The tickets have been ever my crystal, b baby, I

1275
01:09:09,760 --> 01:09:10,400
Speaker 19: love it.

1276
01:09:10,640 --> 01:09:12,040
Speaker 1: That's right that.

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01:09:14,680 --> 01:09:17,160
Speaker 19: We need you to drop the rolls because we need

1278
01:09:17,200 --> 01:09:19,600
Speaker 19: them for the boat. Because we got we're gonna have a.

1279
01:09:19,640 --> 01:09:23,320
Speaker 1: Thing for the boat. We need feeling.

1280
01:09:24,400 --> 01:09:25,479
Speaker 4: Yeah, because we got all.

1281
01:09:27,800 --> 01:09:33,000
Speaker 1: So I got you, and you know I love y'all.

1282
01:09:35,960 --> 01:09:36,200
Speaker 1: Take you.

1283
01:09:36,320 --> 01:09:38,000
Speaker 4: Remember you told me you was going mentor me.

1284
01:09:38,080 --> 01:09:43,559
Speaker 1: I'm waiting, okay, it's having right now. We got started.

1285
01:09:43,560 --> 01:09:44,479
Speaker 1: We just got started.

1286
01:09:45,160 --> 01:09:50,360
Speaker 2: I'm right now. Yes, I'm so proudy I really am.

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01:09:50,880 --> 01:09:53,840
Speaker 4: All right, And get the three books. Look out and

1288
01:09:53,880 --> 01:09:56,799
Speaker 4: gave you three books. Go find them.

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01:09:57,000 --> 01:10:06,760
Speaker 1: Okay, you did little You all right, Chris, I love

1290
01:10:06,800 --> 01:10:16,720
Speaker 1: you too, Thank you, Bye bye bye. Hey ex Where

1291
01:10:16,760 --> 01:10:19,439
Speaker 1: are you from.

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01:10:19,520 --> 01:10:23,200
Speaker 20: I'm from Buffalo, New York, but I now live in Lula, Georgia.

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01:10:24,160 --> 01:10:27,040
Speaker 2: Okay, awesome, amazing, I thought I heard an accent.

1294
01:10:28,640 --> 01:10:32,760
Speaker 20: Yeah. I just want to tell you something. I was

1295
01:10:32,800 --> 01:10:36,640
Speaker 20: a teacher for forty two years. I recently retired, and

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01:10:36,840 --> 01:10:39,519
Speaker 20: every day I would put this on the board, and

1297
01:10:39,600 --> 01:10:41,639
Speaker 20: every day my kids would read this.

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01:10:43,120 --> 01:10:45,200
Speaker 3: It's from Maya Angelou.

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01:10:45,320 --> 01:10:51,400
Speaker 20: It was like, because the kids, the kids that I taught,

1300
01:10:51,880 --> 01:10:54,400
Speaker 20: were all of color, so let's put a manly and

1301
01:10:54,520 --> 01:10:57,120
Speaker 20: I wanted them to accept me for who I was.

1302
01:10:57,880 --> 01:11:00,760
Speaker 1: Yes, And so I would put this on.

1303
01:11:00,720 --> 01:11:03,120
Speaker 20: The board and every day we'd read it together. You

1304
01:11:03,200 --> 01:11:05,320
Speaker 20: may shoot me with your words, you may cut me

1305
01:11:05,400 --> 01:11:07,960
Speaker 20: with your eyes, you may kill me with your hatefulness,

1306
01:11:08,439 --> 01:11:12,040
Speaker 20: but still like air eye rise, and you are the

1307
01:11:12,120 --> 01:11:16,559
Speaker 20: perfect example of that. I want you to know that

1308
01:11:16,720 --> 01:11:18,160
Speaker 20: I wish so much.

1309
01:11:18,000 --> 01:11:18,960
Speaker 4: That I could.

1310
01:11:20,400 --> 01:11:22,800
Speaker 20: That I could show kids what you've done with your

1311
01:11:22,840 --> 01:11:25,520
Speaker 20: life in a way I know I can't show them, sisters,

1312
01:11:25,560 --> 01:11:30,719
Speaker 20: I know I can't do that, but that role model

1313
01:11:30,840 --> 01:11:34,839
Speaker 20: you play you are my alter ego. When I become angry,

1314
01:11:34,880 --> 01:11:41,280
Speaker 20: I'm Fatima. Okay, so it's just I love the hell

1315
01:11:41,320 --> 01:11:41,800
Speaker 20: out of you.

1316
01:11:42,040 --> 01:11:43,920
Speaker 1: Okay, Oh thank you.

1317
01:11:45,000 --> 01:11:47,800
Speaker 20: I'm a caregiver right now for my husband and so

1318
01:11:49,400 --> 01:11:55,240
Speaker 20: sisters and Zactima just bring me joy that I need.

1319
01:11:56,520 --> 01:11:57,559
Speaker 1: My life so much.

1320
01:11:58,520 --> 01:11:59,439
Speaker 3: I love to hear it.

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01:12:00,000 --> 01:12:03,280
Speaker 1: We got a new sign coming out Wednesday.

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Speaker 20: Yes, I'm really excited about that. A friend of mine

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Speaker 20: told me I needed to watch it. I've been watching it.

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Speaker 20: I first watched Harlem, and then when that was over,

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Speaker 20: I was like, oh no, what am I going to

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Speaker 20: watch next?

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Speaker 1: And I found Just and it was so good.

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Speaker 20: I'm really I don't mean to be offensive, but I'm

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Speaker 20: really tired of white watching white people on TV all

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Speaker 20: the time. It's just become a thing for me because

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Speaker 20: I was you know, I was brought up Italian American

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Speaker 20: and my mother would always say, we are not white,

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Speaker 20: we are not Caucasian, we are outlive. So I feel

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Speaker 20: like I don't fit in anywhere, you know, And so

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Speaker 20: for you to be who you are and to show

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Speaker 20: the strength, it's strength, that's all it is. And I

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Speaker 20: love the strength and it helps me because in my

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Speaker 20: situation it gives me strength.

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Speaker 1: Wow, thank you so much.

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Speaker 4: Thank you.

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Speaker 20: You're welcome, thank you, thank you.

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Speaker 2: You are just a bright light and I appreciate you.

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Speaker 2: Thank you for your support. I'm glad that our shows

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Speaker 2: can be a little sense of relief and peace for you,

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Speaker 2: so that means so much.

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Speaker 20: Well, thank you for doing what you do outside of

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Speaker 20: just you know, your acting.

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Speaker 1: Yes, ma'am.

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Speaker 8: Everything that you do to help.

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Speaker 1: With mental health and.

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Speaker 20: Whatever you can do is great, especially for women, especially

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Speaker 20: for women of color, because you've taught me how white

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Speaker 20: privilege can be a damnation to them. So thank you, thank.

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Speaker 1: You, Yes, ma'am, thank you. I appreciate you.

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Speaker 4: I appreciate you too.

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Speaker 1: Have a wonderful day you too. Thank you so much.

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Speaker 1: I love you, Fatima, I love you too. Miss Mary,

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Speaker 1: bye bye.

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Speaker 18: I love you, love you.

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Speaker 1: Love you, love you, love you love love you.

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Speaker 4: Guys, Hi by.

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Speaker 9: Yay, Thank you so much, Grace.

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry we couldn't get to you guys. I really

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Speaker 2: appreciate you, guys tapping in.

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Speaker 1: I love you guys so much. Thank you for being sweeties.

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Speaker 1: Best reason and here we have gone well over our time.

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Speaker 1: But you know I will.

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Speaker 2: See you guys this week for our or this month

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Speaker 2: for our monthly Live. I cannot wait to check in

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Speaker 2: and see how you guys are doing and let you

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Speaker 2: guys know how I'm doing and keep you all updated.

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Speaker 1: I love you guys so much. Thank you.

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Speaker 8: All right?

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Speaker 1: No real bad, oh Chris, thank you guys so much. Wow,

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Speaker 1: my goodness, I did not know what I was signing

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Speaker 1: up for today.

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Speaker 2: I had no idea. I'm definitely gonna log off today.

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Speaker 2: Full shout out to Ms Bertie. She really really touched

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Speaker 2: my soul. Miss Freda Nay nay. We got you, girl.

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Speaker 2: Don't you worry.

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Speaker 1: We are gonna be in touch. We we meet you to

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Speaker 1: help you need and I want you to know that

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Speaker 1: you have family.

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Speaker 2: May not be blood, but we got you, all right. Guys,

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Speaker 2: thank you so much for tuning in to this episode. Guys,

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Speaker 2: we have to do this again. We have to do

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Speaker 2: this more often.

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Speaker 1: This was so much fun just tapping in with our

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Speaker 1: day ones. Our number ones are sweeties.

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Speaker 4: Wow.

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Speaker 1: Until next time, keep it positive, sweeties. Make sure you

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Speaker 1: share this episode with someone who used a little positivity.

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Speaker 1: I know I needed it today. And then