WEBVTT - Questlove Supreme: Styles P

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<v Speaker 1>Quest Love Supreme is a production of iHeartRadio.

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<v Speaker 2>Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to another episode of Questloft Supreme.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry your ward wa West Love Supreme.

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<v Speaker 3>Just indeed your hosts Questo with us.

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<v Speaker 2>Who've got a font Tigelo not the Blue Room. I

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<v Speaker 2>kind of like this daytime version of Quest Loft Supreme.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, it's a little over hair.

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<v Speaker 2>Out of the way. What time is it out there? Layah?

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<v Speaker 4>Nine?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, tied doing Quest Left Supreme and nine in the morning.

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<v Speaker 2>Sorry about that, you're okay? Yeah, it's nude. You're waking

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<v Speaker 2>and bacon.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm so far just waking.

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<v Speaker 4>But keep watching.

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<v Speaker 2>I get it, I get it. And of course Bill

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<v Speaker 2>Sermon's probably gonna seest me Street right now. So well,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, I.

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<v Speaker 3>Mean, oh wait, no, right, yeah, everything yeah, actor or.

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<v Speaker 2>The Muppet sag actors like are they are they?

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<v Speaker 5>It's like the.

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<v Speaker 2>Olden pick of signs. I see, I see yeah, yo,

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<v Speaker 2>Ladies and gentlemen. Of course, it would be remiss if,

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<v Speaker 2>in this year of our lower twenty twenty three, if

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<v Speaker 2>we didn't start celebrating hip hop's fiftieth anniversary, at least

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<v Speaker 2>with some some key interviews with legendary figures that have

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<v Speaker 2>pushed the culture forward. So basically, I'll say that for

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<v Speaker 2>the last twenty five years, we've watched this young man

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<v Speaker 2>grow and evolve and expand definitely one of the most

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<v Speaker 2>respected and consistent MC's in the game right about now.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course, he co found it a love group in

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<v Speaker 2>the culture of hip hop, of course, that's the Locks.

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<v Speaker 2>He is an amazing solo career and has been pretty

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<v Speaker 2>much part of a handful of songs that we all

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<v Speaker 2>know by heart, including one I forgot about, the Rising

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<v Speaker 2>Down record that You're You're You're on Rising Down with Us.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'll say that more importantly, uh, he has pivoted

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<v Speaker 2>to not only cultivating his music career, but also entering

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<v Speaker 2>the health space, which you know, was also influential to me. Like,

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<v Speaker 2>it's good that both Fonte and and our guests today

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<v Speaker 2>are on here, and I kind of credit both men

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<v Speaker 2>and their and their small subtle ways with planting seeds

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<v Speaker 2>about me personally thinking about my time on on this plane,

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<v Speaker 2>on this earthly plane, and how how I could make

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<v Speaker 2>it and actually be exemplary my damn self taking my

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<v Speaker 2>life series with my health. You know, our guest today

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<v Speaker 2>is opened up juice bars across New York City, including

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<v Speaker 2>his hometown of Yonkers, which actually just found out is

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<v Speaker 2>not far from where my farm is right now.

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<v Speaker 4>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>He's bringing chance to the community. Uh, he and his

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<v Speaker 2>family is basically, I'm showing people the pathway to you know,

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<v Speaker 2>better health, food, body of mind. And you know he's

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<v Speaker 2>he's an author, he's pitting novels, twenty albums to his name,

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<v Speaker 2>Grammy nominations, and one of the best voices in hip hop.

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<v Speaker 2>Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome Styles Pete across Love Supreme.

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<v Speaker 2>It's good man, how you doing.

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<v Speaker 4>What's up? Family?

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<v Speaker 3>Are feeling feeling good?

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<v Speaker 2>Brother?

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<v Speaker 3>Good to see you, good to see awesome, awesome.

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<v Speaker 2>Right about now? Where are you? What part of the

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<v Speaker 2>world are you in? I'm assuming that you're in New

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<v Speaker 2>York City?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'm in. I'm in New York outside of the gym.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I love it.

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<v Speaker 6>I love it outside the gym, sitting in the Oh

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<v Speaker 6>my god.

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<v Speaker 5>How long were you in the gym? Styles?

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<v Speaker 4>I was in the gym about an hour?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I left the gym.

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<v Speaker 5>My damn self was today legs? Cardio?

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<v Speaker 4>What we oh? Today?

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<v Speaker 7>I just did cardio to be honest, this is a

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<v Speaker 7>It looks like a windbreaker, but this is actually like

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<v Speaker 7>a sauna suit.

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<v Speaker 5>So that's what it looks.

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<v Speaker 4>Work. Yeah, definitely, the.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah they could not not just for a lot of

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<v Speaker 7>people do it. They think you put on a sauna suit.

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<v Speaker 7>One is great to sweat and lose weight, but it's

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<v Speaker 7>also great to get rid of toxins. It's a great

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<v Speaker 7>way to get rid of toxins that kind of speed

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<v Speaker 7>up your sweating.

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<v Speaker 4>Sweat a lot.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm big on sweating, stretching, sleeping, All the s's are

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<v Speaker 7>very important in your life.

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<v Speaker 4>Sleep and sweat as much as possible.

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<v Speaker 3>What's your what's your cardio choice? You you walk, run

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<v Speaker 3>stair master? Like what you what you do?

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<v Speaker 4>I like? I like the air bike a lot, like

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<v Speaker 4>the roll machine.

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<v Speaker 2>I hate the root machine.

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<v Speaker 4>Man, I love the roll machine.

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<v Speaker 2>I hate my training uses that as punishment.

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<v Speaker 4>Yo.

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<v Speaker 7>It's a good machine because you get to work everything today.

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<v Speaker 4>I got on.

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<v Speaker 7>I hurt my knee a little bit last week. I

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<v Speaker 7>don't even know what happened. My knee just turned to

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<v Speaker 7>my enemy out of nowhere. But it feeling a lot better.

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<v Speaker 7>It called forties now, Yeah, my whole master went into

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<v Speaker 7>my knee and it ain't been the same since. So

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<v Speaker 7>today I got on the song. I see the elder

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<v Speaker 7>people get on all the time, and I thought it

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<v Speaker 7>was I thought it was a joke because all you

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<v Speaker 7>do is ship there and go like this lift It

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<v Speaker 7>almost killed me.

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<v Speaker 4>Not the elliptical. You just shut down and do your

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<v Speaker 4>hands like this.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, oh the bike, the bike joined when your hands, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>with your hands.

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<v Speaker 4>I thought it was sweet that that. That machine is

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<v Speaker 4>no joke.

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<v Speaker 2>You're right, I had tested that. Now my enemy is

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<v Speaker 2>a machine called do you know about Jacob's ladder?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, that's the that's the the versa climate is the

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<v Speaker 7>worst machine in the That's why it's always empty.

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<v Speaker 5>Is that the steps?

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<v Speaker 4>The steps?

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<v Speaker 5>Did you just walk up the steps?

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<v Speaker 2>Mus walk up endless ladder.

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<v Speaker 7>It's like the actual easiest way to say your mountain

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<v Speaker 7>climbing without mountain climbing without a mountain to make whatever

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<v Speaker 7>part of your body is not in shape, that machine

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<v Speaker 7>will let you know what part of the body that is.

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<v Speaker 5>So before you worked out, what did you do, like,

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<v Speaker 5>what did you put in your body before you worked out?

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<v Speaker 4>Today?

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<v Speaker 7>I didn't do anything but a juice. I had kill

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<v Speaker 7>Cilancho cucumber lime juice.

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<v Speaker 2>We did this previously with Dave Matthews or I kind

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<v Speaker 2>of just threw the script out and just kept the

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<v Speaker 2>conversation going only because I'm so curious about this. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>gonna I'm gonna story sort of a student and kind

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<v Speaker 2>of cast aside the quest of supreme one on one

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<v Speaker 2>questions because really I'm being selfish and just doing it

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<v Speaker 2>for my own benefit. But I've really, you know, I've

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<v Speaker 2>been following your storyline in terms of you pivoting your

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<v Speaker 2>life and taking your your your health seriously. And of

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<v Speaker 2>course you know you already know Fonte already knows, like

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, everyone everyone on on this on this current

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<v Speaker 2>conversation knows that we're kind of in an arena where

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<v Speaker 2>it's very likely that in a in a flash, you

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<v Speaker 2>could you could instantly leave this earthly plane in a

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<v Speaker 2>matter of seconds. This morning was one of those mornings.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, one of my best friends in the world

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<v Speaker 2>made his made his exodus to the next life. And

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<v Speaker 2>it's almost the point where it shouldn't be numbing when

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<v Speaker 2>you hear about this, especially when you hear about you

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<v Speaker 2>know it's more health related, but just the fact that

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<v Speaker 2>you know we're barely getting the pleasure of celebrating our

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<v Speaker 2>fiftieth birthday, let alone an older age. And so for me,

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<v Speaker 2>I would like to know what was this draw that

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<v Speaker 2>broke the camel's back for you in terms of like,

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<v Speaker 2>you gotta make you gotta make a change, and you

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<v Speaker 2>gotta not only focus on your own personal health, but

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<v Speaker 2>amplify that message for us that are out here listening

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<v Speaker 2>to you.

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<v Speaker 4>I believe in being in hip hop and.

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<v Speaker 7>Moving to a more affluent neighborhood was really my wake

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<v Speaker 7>up call to be honest to you years ago, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>through hip hop. Fortunate enough, I was able to move

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<v Speaker 7>from where I originally lived.

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<v Speaker 4>I think I want to say I moved.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm forty eight now, around the time when I was

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<v Speaker 7>twenty one twenty two is when I first moved to

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<v Speaker 7>a better neighborhood and just really noticing the differences in

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<v Speaker 7>the stores and the differences and what's being sold when

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<v Speaker 7>you live in a more affluent neighborhood. And hip hop

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<v Speaker 7>is a very braggadocious verbal sport, but it's unrealistic when

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<v Speaker 7>you think of poor people like everybody you know, naturally

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<v Speaker 7>were supposed to brag shit, we better mcs and talk

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<v Speaker 7>about your lifestyle.

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<v Speaker 4>But when I started.

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<v Speaker 7>Thinking about it, how much how many people were aspiring

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<v Speaker 7>and to get things that most likely they wouldn't be

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<v Speaker 7>able to get or wouldn't be able to afford, and

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<v Speaker 7>that their life is focused on that due to hip hop.

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<v Speaker 7>It kind of made me change my outlook on the

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<v Speaker 7>message I wanted to deliver. So it was like, Bro,

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<v Speaker 7>you want to Bentley, but you can't afford the civic.

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<v Speaker 7>And to be able to afford the civic, you have

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<v Speaker 7>to have a certain work lifestyle work ethic, and the

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<v Speaker 7>best way to do.

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<v Speaker 4>That is to take care of yourself.

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<v Speaker 7>And between that and then looking at the difference that

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<v Speaker 7>a healthy lifestyle made for me personally, the things that

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<v Speaker 7>it was able to change.

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<v Speaker 4>About me early styles, I would.

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<v Speaker 7>Say my temple was extremely bad to the point where

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<v Speaker 7>I was smart, but I would do stupid things.

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<v Speaker 4>I let my ego and my pride kind of run

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<v Speaker 4>my life and.

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<v Speaker 7>What I was doing, so you know, I was not

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<v Speaker 7>going to have security type of guy. If I have

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<v Speaker 7>a problem, I'm handling on my own. And then that

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<v Speaker 7>later on led me to being more cowboyish, and then

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<v Speaker 7>I had to sit back and think like what's wrong

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<v Speaker 7>with me? Like I'm too smart to be this way?

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<v Speaker 7>But why am I am I this way? So I

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<v Speaker 7>came up with my own hypotheses that I had some

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<v Speaker 7>sort of chemical imbalance and that was coming from what

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<v Speaker 7>I was putting in my body. I was at the time,

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<v Speaker 7>I was around two forty. I had posting nazl drips, cyanaidis,

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<v Speaker 7>ezema and a horrible temper, And just from juicing up

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<v Speaker 7>and eating better, I noticed the change of myself. I

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<v Speaker 7>noticed the change of my spirit. So it was like,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, I started looking at things out of the

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<v Speaker 7>box and from how I normally would look at things.

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<v Speaker 7>And then I kind of knew that was all due

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<v Speaker 7>to me just changing my lifestyle and caring about myself more.

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<v Speaker 4>I think a lot of us.

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<v Speaker 7>We say we care about ourselves, we say we love ourselves,

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<v Speaker 7>but we're programmed and condition to do things that people

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<v Speaker 7>before us did, whether it's our parents, our grandparents, our

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<v Speaker 7>great grandparents, our neighbors. You know, we kind of put

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<v Speaker 7>ourselves in a box of not treating ourselves right because

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<v Speaker 7>people we love and that came up before us and

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<v Speaker 7>around us don't treat themselves right. So we get condition

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<v Speaker 7>to thinking, we don't owe ourselves the best, Like I

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<v Speaker 7>like material things, like you know what I mean, But

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<v Speaker 7>I don't love them more than I love my people.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't love them more than I love myself.

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<v Speaker 7>And some of us we don't even love ourselves enough

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<v Speaker 7>because we don't really know to. Like we run around,

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<v Speaker 7>we chase the dollar, we chase the dream. We're trying

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<v Speaker 7>to be here for our family. We're trying to have

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<v Speaker 7>our families live a better life. But that really all

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<v Speaker 7>starts with your personal health.

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<v Speaker 4>And like you say, one you think about it and hip.

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<v Speaker 7>We're the most influential genre that's across the world, but

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<v Speaker 7>we also the genre that suffers, you know, being that way,

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<v Speaker 7>mostly black, brown, people of color, whatever you want to

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<v Speaker 7>call it. We don't pay attention to diabetes. We don't

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<v Speaker 7>pay attention to high blood pressure. We don't pay attention

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<v Speaker 7>to cancer. We don't pay attention to the things we're eating.

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<v Speaker 7>We don't look up the ingredients of the things we're eating.

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<v Speaker 4>But you could go buy.

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<v Speaker 7>The best outfit, you could buy the best watch by

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<v Speaker 7>the best car.

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<v Speaker 5>You don't remember with styles. It wasn't until what the

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<v Speaker 5>nineties was when brothers were still saying I ain't gonna

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<v Speaker 5>live till twenty five anyway, Right.

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<v Speaker 4>That was that was a lot Like I'm forty eight.

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<v Speaker 7>I know there was a time in my life I

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<v Speaker 7>didn't even think about making it to fifty. The future

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<v Speaker 7>that wasn't even in my You know that that was

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<v Speaker 7>like a bonus and a plus. And then we lose

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<v Speaker 7>so many people, but we don't look at why, like

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<v Speaker 7>and technology is so fast and speeding nowadays that we're

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<v Speaker 7>not all taking care of ourselves properly.

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<v Speaker 4>So I think it's important to do that.

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<v Speaker 7>The scope of how we look at things and how

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<v Speaker 7>we head for ourselves and our family.

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<v Speaker 2>Real talk, man, like what year did you open your

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<v Speaker 2>juice bar?

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<v Speaker 4>Thirteen years ago?

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<v Speaker 7>Almost fourteen years ago would be the be the first one.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'll probably say, you know a lot of times

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<v Speaker 2>like you know, like people who are pioneers and they

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<v Speaker 2>never get the credit, Like you'll never hear anyone say like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh llll cool J's in my top five, although we'll

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<v Speaker 2>acknowledge him as God, will acknowledge him as the goat

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<v Speaker 2>or whatever. But you know, we'll always do like our like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh well there's Big Daddy Caine cools you Brad da

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<v Speaker 2>Da Da, But no one ever says like LL's so

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<v Speaker 2>good and so pioneering. It's almost like Thriller will never

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<v Speaker 2>be in anyone's top five list, as like albums that change,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean, Like it just goes without

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<v Speaker 2>saying that if I really think about it. So there

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<v Speaker 2>was a point in my life around to two thousand

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<v Speaker 2>and nine twenty ten in which I think we were

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<v Speaker 2>doing like the first we did, like the second Roots

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<v Speaker 2>Picnic in Philly, And that's probably the one concentrated week

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<v Speaker 2>in which I will return back to Philadelphia like my home.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I'm here in New York because of the Tonight

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<v Speaker 2>Show and all that stuff. So I live in New

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<v Speaker 2>York now, but when it's Roots Picnic time, between all

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<v Speaker 2>the rehearsals and all that stuff, I'm going back to Philadelphia.

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<v Speaker 2>And I don't know, like I do this weird thing.

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<v Speaker 2>And when I was younger, I used to always like

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<v Speaker 2>kind of ridicule, Like you'll hear about like old ball

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<v Speaker 2>players going back to their projects or whatever, and You'll

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<v Speaker 2>be like, Yo, what the hell are they doing? Like

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<v Speaker 2>why would you put yourself in that dangerous Like I'd

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<v Speaker 2>be super judgment on that, but i'd also know that

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<v Speaker 2>I do that too a lot, Like I will three

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<v Speaker 2>in the morning drive by my Grandmam's house, like between

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<v Speaker 2>like eleven PM to four in the morning, what I

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<v Speaker 2>called chasing ghosts, like and I want to know, like

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<v Speaker 2>why do I have an addiction to like visiting the

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<v Speaker 2>worst parts of my childhood just to like, is this

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<v Speaker 2>how I deal with the balance of connecting of like

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<v Speaker 2>maybe feelings of guilt that I have of like where

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<v Speaker 2>I am now like the same thing living in an

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<v Speaker 2>affluent neighborhood, or like is this me balancing out? But

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<v Speaker 2>the whole point was that the Second Roots picnic another

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<v Speaker 2>way that I go back to whatever nostalgia is also

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<v Speaker 2>a very toxic way, which is food. Now, Philadelphia is

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<v Speaker 2>a food town, so of course that's right. I will

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<v Speaker 2>make plants like, Okay, on Tuesday, I'm gonna go to

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<v Speaker 2>this whole spot Da Da, and then Wednesday and Thursday

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna go to my favorite cheese steak spots and

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<v Speaker 2>Da da da. So I remember the night before, the

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<v Speaker 2>night before the second picnic, I kind of overdid it

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<v Speaker 2>on the cheese steaks, and I felt horrible and I realized,

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<v Speaker 2>like yo, man, I went to neighborhood and realized that

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<v Speaker 2>everything that I've consumed all my life, which explains you know,

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<v Speaker 2>at some points I was like four hundred and thirty pounds.

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<v Speaker 2>Currently right now I'm like two ninety. But back in

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<v Speaker 2>my four hundred pounds days, I've realized like yo, like

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<v Speaker 2>every every fattening food that there ever was, it's almost

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<v Speaker 2>like by design every like why are the cheapest foods.

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<v Speaker 5>The most harmful foods the rightest accessible?

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<v Speaker 2>Right? So then skip to me seeing a clip of

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<v Speaker 2>you talking about this. It was like the ribbon cutting

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<v Speaker 2>of your your juice spot. And when you said what

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<v Speaker 2>you said, I was like, I was like, that's it.

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<v Speaker 2>Not only am I going to turn my personal life

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<v Speaker 2>around and not to mention like Fonte had already like

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<v Speaker 2>released a song about how you know, we're getting older

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<v Speaker 2>now we need to you know, he called it expensive jeans,

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<v Speaker 2>punt on jeans, and that that also planted seed to me.

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<v Speaker 2>But when I saw what you did, I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>that's exactly like I'm gonna have to be the paradigm shift.

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<v Speaker 2>So cut to now, like my entire investment portfolio is

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<v Speaker 2>investing in plant based healthier figuring out how to turn

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<v Speaker 2>into conversation around without people like rolling their eyes like

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<v Speaker 2>all right, here he comes again, like preaching or whatever

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<v Speaker 2>for you though you influenced me and I'm not in

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<v Speaker 2>your inner circle. Is your inner circle taking note of this?

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<v Speaker 2>And are you being influential on them or they're now

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<v Speaker 2>looking at you like here he goes again, like telling

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<v Speaker 2>me to put the liquor down, and I come to

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<v Speaker 2>the gym with him, I get, I get a bit

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<v Speaker 2>of both.

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<v Speaker 7>For the most part, I could say most of my

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<v Speaker 7>inner circle has changed.

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<v Speaker 4>I am. I guess I'm annoying with it, but.

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<v Speaker 7>I look at it like this, it's a war, like

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<v Speaker 7>you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 4>It's it's it's.

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<v Speaker 7>Literally a war on people our color that we don't

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<v Speaker 7>know we're in. So I and I also want to

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<v Speaker 7>look at it like I'm the leader.

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<v Speaker 2>Of the pack.

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<v Speaker 7>There's been Dick Gregory before me. There's been plenty of

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<v Speaker 7>people who done it. I'm just probably the most loudest,

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<v Speaker 7>voicterous person in hip hop. Even in hip hop, there's

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<v Speaker 7>plenty of plant based people. There's plenty of vegans. As

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<v Speaker 7>you said, like I'm haunted by going back to where

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<v Speaker 7>I'm from because no pun intended. You do that because

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<v Speaker 7>you connected to your roots, and when you're connected to

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<v Speaker 7>your roots, it's hard to forget where you're from. And

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<v Speaker 7>when you when you escalate, you always want to somewhat

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<v Speaker 7>stay in tune. I think that's the musical part of us,

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<v Speaker 7>is staying in tune with the foundation. But when you

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<v Speaker 7>start understanding that it's a war, I don't really care

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<v Speaker 7>how you look at me. I don't care how annoyed

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<v Speaker 7>you get. I do my job as a messenger. I

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<v Speaker 7>am a messenger, and I don't look at it any

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<v Speaker 7>further than that. And if whether you take the messenger,

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<v Speaker 7>you don't take the message, that's not on me. It's

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<v Speaker 7>on me to make sure I just keep throwing out

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<v Speaker 7>the message so to be able to go from one

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<v Speaker 7>juice bar and see the you know, when I first

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<v Speaker 7>started doing this, some.

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<v Speaker 4>Styles peed from the locks hardest them.

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<v Speaker 7>See, you know, the guy who's done plenty of more

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<v Speaker 7>than enough stupid shit in my lifetime, of a guy

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<v Speaker 7>with a history of violence. So when you understand that,

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<v Speaker 7>and you understand where that comes from, you don't really

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<v Speaker 7>have time to worry about how people are taking it.

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<v Speaker 7>When we're losing so many great people in our culture,

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<v Speaker 7>when we're losing so many great people in our families

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<v Speaker 7>in the streets. I don't really worry about if how

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<v Speaker 7>I rub you, as long as I got the message out,

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<v Speaker 7>as long as I did my job, I was able

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<v Speaker 7>to not only see my inner circle change, but my

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<v Speaker 7>neighborhood change. Through that, we have been able to connect

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<v Speaker 7>with the mayor, build up parks.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm doing something with the y m c A nowhere.

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<v Speaker 7>We're gonna have soup kitchens and we're gonna give our

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<v Speaker 7>plant based food.

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<v Speaker 4>We're just gonna keep pushing it forward. We're not gonna

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<v Speaker 4>worry about uh.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm the now Vegandale has a bunch of other rappers

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<v Speaker 7>coming to it. I don't think you really got the

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<v Speaker 7>time when when we're doing what we're doing, When you're

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<v Speaker 7>pushing forward, you don't have the time to worry about

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<v Speaker 7>if you're rubbing people the wrong way, or if they're

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<v Speaker 7>tired of hearing you. The messager hit them one day,

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<v Speaker 7>maybe sometimes when it's too late, maybe sometimes early enough,

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<v Speaker 7>maybe sometimes just on time.

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<v Speaker 4>But as a messenger that that's our job.

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<v Speaker 7>And fortunately I have been able to see enough enough

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<v Speaker 7>people change before for me. Like you guys know this fine, fine,

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<v Speaker 7>and YouTube, But when somebody comes up to you and go, yo,

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<v Speaker 7>your music has changed my life. Yo, this song means

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<v Speaker 7>so much to me, Yo, that performance means so much

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<v Speaker 7>to me. That's a that's out of this world feeling.

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<v Speaker 7>It really humbles you in a.

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<v Speaker 4>Way that it's hard to put it in words.

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<v Speaker 7>So for me, although God is Family has always been

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<v Speaker 7>God family and hip hop, the shift has been able

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<v Speaker 7>to change the God is family, health then hip hop,

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<v Speaker 7>because with our health we have nothing. And until you

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<v Speaker 7>really realize that, like, there's so much of us who

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<v Speaker 7>suffer from so many things and it's just not.

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<v Speaker 4>Cool to talk about. So I don't get rid, I

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<v Speaker 4>don't I don't care about if it's not cool. Now

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<v Speaker 4>we're in the making it cool.

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<v Speaker 7>Now, we're able to change now to say we went

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<v Speaker 7>from one juice bar to five juice bars to almost

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<v Speaker 7>six juice bars to now pharmacy for life online to

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<v Speaker 7>a pharmacy for life brick and mortars. So what I

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<v Speaker 7>do is understand is people are what they don't say

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<v Speaker 7>is cool in front of everybody, they'll still come up

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<v Speaker 7>to you on the side and.

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<v Speaker 4>Go, yo, bro, how'd you lose that weight? Yo? Yo?

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<v Speaker 5>Yo?

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<v Speaker 4>Your skin looking like that.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh yo gro oh man, I see you can do

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<v Speaker 7>pull up to stretch this amount of much and how

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<v Speaker 7>do you do it? So it's about the impact and

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<v Speaker 7>change and people, whether you do it intentionally or not,

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<v Speaker 7>when people see you change. Leading by example is the

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<v Speaker 7>best thing you could do. Because even like we tell

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<v Speaker 7>people in the juice bar, we give out the menu,

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<v Speaker 7>like literally I have five juice bars, but how many

0:22:37.040 --> 0:22:39.520
<v Speaker 7>people could physically make it to that juice bar? And

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<v Speaker 7>they're all in New York. So what I do is

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<v Speaker 7>tell people, get a juice and get a blender. If

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<v Speaker 7>you come back. If you come in our juice bar

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<v Speaker 7>and you never come back, that's fine with me. But

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<v Speaker 7>take a picture of it and bring it home to

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<v Speaker 7>your loved one. At least do that and practice by

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<v Speaker 7>example because you bringing your kid into the juice bar.

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<v Speaker 7>It's beneficial for me, but your kids seeing you wake

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<v Speaker 7>up in the morning, whatever it is, your partner, whatever

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<v Speaker 7>you have, when they see you put the things in

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<v Speaker 7>the blend of yourself.

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<v Speaker 4>And that you said that leads by example.

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<v Speaker 7>Like our kids listen to us, but they watch what

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<v Speaker 7>we do more than they listen to us.

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<v Speaker 5>But also isn't being an evolved man right now, like

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<v Speaker 5>that is actually trending. I was just talking too Freeway

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<v Speaker 5>about this, and I was like the fact that we

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<v Speaker 5>have more MC's showing their full cells instead of just

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<v Speaker 5>all of the best parts. I mean, Freeway be an example,

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<v Speaker 5>and I was asking, I said, it seems like it's

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<v Speaker 5>a nice group of y'all who actually communicate with each

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<v Speaker 5>other and lift each other up that way, Isn't that

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<v Speaker 5>It seems like that's the case in that.

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<v Speaker 4>Way, right Yeah, I don't think it's the trend. I

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<v Speaker 4>think it's the shifting lifestyle.

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<v Speaker 5>Thank god the kids would call it the trend.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, a trend will come and go.

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<v Speaker 7>I think a shift and your lifestyle is being connected

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<v Speaker 7>to somebody who genuinely.

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<v Speaker 4>Cares about you. I don't.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm not interested in having I think old hip hop is.

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<v Speaker 7>I have to have more watches in a better watch

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<v Speaker 7>than you. My car is more expensive than you. I

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<v Speaker 7>could buy more bottles than you. I have more fine

0:24:05.280 --> 0:24:09.520
<v Speaker 7>women around me than you do. Like my thing is,

0:24:10.080 --> 0:24:12.719
<v Speaker 7>I'm a married man, I'm a family man, and I

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<v Speaker 7>care about you for who you are.

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<v Speaker 4>I want to be the best me that I could be.

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<v Speaker 4>So fortunately it.

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<v Speaker 7>Can help myself first and foremost, then the loved ones

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<v Speaker 7>around me, then my friends, my immediate.

0:24:25.880 --> 0:24:27.720
<v Speaker 4>Inner circle, than my community.

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<v Speaker 7>And if you move with life with doing that, I

0:24:31.160 --> 0:24:36.240
<v Speaker 7>think that's the change that's needed. That's the change that's needed, because,

0:24:36.960 --> 0:24:39.120
<v Speaker 7>like Ques said, I don't know if I'm gonna be here,

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<v Speaker 7>Like you know, I think people kind of look at

0:24:42.440 --> 0:24:46.760
<v Speaker 7>life and I've lost enough people in my life, family members,

0:24:46.840 --> 0:24:50.000
<v Speaker 7>close friends, people in the community where I know I'm

0:24:50.040 --> 0:24:53.879
<v Speaker 7>not promised five minutes later. So I want to do

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<v Speaker 7>what I could do to make the difference, to say,

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<v Speaker 7>when I go, you're not going to think about the

0:24:59.200 --> 0:25:01.200
<v Speaker 7>things you did. You have to think about the things

0:25:01.240 --> 0:25:04.800
<v Speaker 7>you didn't do, and right, I don't want that to

0:25:04.840 --> 0:25:07.600
<v Speaker 7>be on my conscious the way I didn't push. I

0:25:07.640 --> 0:25:10.480
<v Speaker 7>didn't push the envelope as for it as much as possible.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I really want to, you know, thank you for that.

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<v Speaker 2>Normally we save this part for the end about where

0:25:17.560 --> 0:25:19.840
<v Speaker 2>your life has changed. But for me, man, it was

0:25:19.880 --> 0:25:22.920
<v Speaker 2>it was really important to hear that, and I want

0:25:22.960 --> 0:25:25.840
<v Speaker 2>people to hear that that sort of shift is important.

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<v Speaker 2>Can I ask, though, especially in light of how we're

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<v Speaker 2>dealing with mental health in the pandemic. Was therapy at

0:25:34.480 --> 0:25:37.200
<v Speaker 2>all a part of your shift as well?

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<v Speaker 4>Definitely my wife, my wife, Thank God for my wife.

0:25:42.080 --> 0:25:43.920
<v Speaker 4>Thank God she made shaw I.

0:25:43.800 --> 0:25:50.280
<v Speaker 7>Implemented that within my routine. Uh even when I didn't.

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<v Speaker 4>I forget. I've been on so a few of them shows.

0:25:52.400 --> 0:25:53.040
<v Speaker 4>Now I forget it.

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<v Speaker 5>Uh.

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<v Speaker 7>Black love is good for the for the mind and

0:25:59.840 --> 0:26:04.959
<v Speaker 7>so but even doctor is doctor ish was a great

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<v Speaker 7>adding for my life because he helped me figure out

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<v Speaker 7>a lot of things.

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<v Speaker 4>And now.

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<v Speaker 7>What's crazy is I need to go to therapy more.

0:26:13.359 --> 0:26:15.480
<v Speaker 7>But I pretty much use my wife as a therapist,

0:26:15.680 --> 0:26:16.800
<v Speaker 7>which probably.

0:26:17.480 --> 0:26:19.359
<v Speaker 5>I'm like, well, then who does she use as a therapist?

0:26:19.400 --> 0:26:20.080
<v Speaker 5>Because that that means.

0:26:21.320 --> 0:26:24.920
<v Speaker 4>But I think learning how to talk out. I think

0:26:24.960 --> 0:26:25.960
<v Speaker 4>a lot of us have a.

0:26:25.840 --> 0:26:31.280
<v Speaker 7>Problem with understanding that it's okay to not to understand

0:26:31.280 --> 0:26:33.720
<v Speaker 7>that your mind needs a break, Like even if you

0:26:33.760 --> 0:26:37.399
<v Speaker 7>think about today's just life in general today, like I

0:26:37.840 --> 0:26:41.720
<v Speaker 7>was telling somebody this the other day, besides having trauma,

0:26:42.800 --> 0:26:46.240
<v Speaker 7>for me, just logging on the Instagram some days makes

0:26:46.240 --> 0:26:49.720
<v Speaker 7>me need mental makes me know some kind of therapy

0:26:49.800 --> 0:26:52.479
<v Speaker 7>because if you think about it, like I was sitting,

0:26:53.040 --> 0:26:55.560
<v Speaker 7>there's no way that you would have a conversation with

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<v Speaker 7>this many people.

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<v Speaker 4>Real life.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm not hearing even over one hundred and fifty people's

0:27:04.720 --> 0:27:09.200
<v Speaker 7>thoughts today and how they feel a negative energy, their attitude.

0:27:09.200 --> 0:27:12.200
<v Speaker 7>But when you log on, you're taking in so much

0:27:12.240 --> 0:27:16.080
<v Speaker 7>in the world so fast, and it's just so hard.

0:27:15.800 --> 0:27:19.159
<v Speaker 4>To even get a grasp of what's going on.

0:27:19.280 --> 0:27:21.480
<v Speaker 5>So in the back end of da of how you

0:27:21.520 --> 0:27:23.159
<v Speaker 5>don't even know how you if you've met people in

0:27:23.200 --> 0:27:25.639
<v Speaker 5>real life or just seeing them on the Instagram, I

0:27:25.640 --> 0:27:26.040
<v Speaker 5>don't know.

0:27:26.000 --> 0:27:26.679
<v Speaker 4>What's going on.

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<v Speaker 7>So to take in them people's thoughts, feelings, energy, what's

0:27:30.440 --> 0:27:33.679
<v Speaker 7>on their mind. We all need some sort of therapy.

0:27:33.760 --> 0:27:36.480
<v Speaker 7>We all need some sort of a laxation. Your mind

0:27:36.520 --> 0:27:38.639
<v Speaker 7>needs a lot, like we all it's black people, we

0:27:38.720 --> 0:27:44.040
<v Speaker 7>have PTSD period just being black. So on top of that,

0:27:44.200 --> 0:27:47.520
<v Speaker 7>I think about how fast things are moving, how fast

0:27:47.560 --> 0:27:51.800
<v Speaker 7>technology is advancing, and human beings aren't advancing as fast

0:27:51.800 --> 0:27:56.800
<v Speaker 7>as technology is, and all of these things, like even me,

0:27:56.920 --> 0:27:59.720
<v Speaker 7>for the like the normal things that probably won't make.

0:27:59.600 --> 0:28:04.040
<v Speaker 4>The average person need therapy, makes me need therapy.

0:28:04.119 --> 0:28:07.280
<v Speaker 7>Like I'm thinking about how AI is coming, I'm thinking

0:28:07.320 --> 0:28:10.439
<v Speaker 7>about like a log I went to see. I went

0:28:10.520 --> 0:28:13.439
<v Speaker 7>to see this movie The other day Sound of Freedom

0:28:13.520 --> 0:28:18.320
<v Speaker 7>right after I left Sound of Freedom, and I'm thinking, damn,

0:28:18.359 --> 0:28:21.480
<v Speaker 7>all of this is happening to the kids, and you know,

0:28:21.560 --> 0:28:23.920
<v Speaker 7>people are losing their jobs the AI. Then you get

0:28:23.960 --> 0:28:27.000
<v Speaker 7>on Instagram and you got to hear everybody's personal thought,

0:28:27.560 --> 0:28:32.199
<v Speaker 7>not on anything that's almost relevant, and it made me go,

0:28:32.280 --> 0:28:34.560
<v Speaker 7>I need I need a break from the world some days,

0:28:34.600 --> 0:28:38.000
<v Speaker 7>like I don't care about how she's dressed, he's dressed,

0:28:38.000 --> 0:28:38.560
<v Speaker 7>who said what?

0:28:39.000 --> 0:28:41.120
<v Speaker 4>Rapper did this? Who doing what?

0:28:41.360 --> 0:28:44.040
<v Speaker 7>I just want to live in a healthier world and

0:28:44.120 --> 0:28:47.040
<v Speaker 7>contribute to that. But it doesn't kind of always pan

0:28:47.120 --> 0:28:49.560
<v Speaker 7>out that way, So that alone could kind of break

0:28:49.560 --> 0:28:52.840
<v Speaker 7>you down mentally, Like if you're not surrounding yourself around

0:28:52.880 --> 0:28:55.800
<v Speaker 7>people who think like you, who move how you move,

0:28:56.480 --> 0:29:00.200
<v Speaker 7>you're gonna need some kind of kind of therapy. And

0:29:00.240 --> 0:29:05.960
<v Speaker 7>like I've lost the daughter to suicide, me and myself.

0:29:06.000 --> 0:29:09.960
<v Speaker 7>I suffered from rage before without without knowing what was happening.

0:29:09.960 --> 0:29:13.760
<v Speaker 7>Like you hear people suffering from depression feeling this way,

0:29:13.760 --> 0:29:16.600
<v Speaker 7>but nobody speaks of the kid who suffers from rage.

0:29:17.400 --> 0:29:20.160
<v Speaker 7>So knowing all of the things that we deal with

0:29:20.160 --> 0:29:25.520
<v Speaker 7>in our community, like, uh, we need the mind, body,

0:29:25.600 --> 0:29:28.080
<v Speaker 7>and soul I believe all three needs to be worked

0:29:28.120 --> 0:29:31.000
<v Speaker 7>on constantly because you need to have them lined up

0:29:31.360 --> 0:29:34.800
<v Speaker 7>to have the best you in place. So it's not

0:29:34.840 --> 0:29:37.960
<v Speaker 7>just the body, it's not just being healthy. It's like

0:29:38.080 --> 0:29:40.960
<v Speaker 7>I live a healthy lifestyle more so from the health

0:29:41.000 --> 0:29:45.360
<v Speaker 7>aspect of you know, the physical health to spiritually and

0:29:45.440 --> 0:29:49.960
<v Speaker 7>mentally be be healthier to not not full victim to

0:29:50.000 --> 0:29:52.920
<v Speaker 7>the things that I usually were full victim to because

0:29:53.000 --> 0:29:56.560
<v Speaker 7>I don't feel good. Like, like, think about it, Like

0:29:56.600 --> 0:29:58.360
<v Speaker 7>how many people you can get on Instagram and go

0:29:58.440 --> 0:29:59.000
<v Speaker 7>I love red.

0:29:59.040 --> 0:30:02.440
<v Speaker 4>Somebody's gonna come on, go fuck red, I hate red blues,

0:30:02.480 --> 0:30:05.400
<v Speaker 4>my color, this and that. Like that's a lot to

0:30:05.480 --> 0:30:05.880
<v Speaker 4>deal with.

0:30:06.000 --> 0:30:08.760
<v Speaker 7>And there's people who will just come on your page

0:30:08.800 --> 0:30:09.760
<v Speaker 7>saying negative shit.

0:30:10.640 --> 0:30:13.120
<v Speaker 4>That's because they don't feel good about themselves.

0:30:13.760 --> 0:30:16.760
<v Speaker 7>Like so a person who doesn't feel good about themselves,

0:30:17.680 --> 0:30:21.520
<v Speaker 7>they're bound to push their negativity on you. And if

0:30:21.520 --> 0:30:25.120
<v Speaker 7>you're not in a mentally healthy enough space to understand that,

0:30:25.120 --> 0:30:26.600
<v Speaker 7>that could ruin your dam and bring.

0:30:26.440 --> 0:30:28.160
<v Speaker 5>You down, which most aren't.

0:30:29.040 --> 0:30:32.640
<v Speaker 4>Like you know what I mean. Now you're caring about what.

0:30:32.600 --> 0:30:37.600
<v Speaker 7>Strangers are saying about cyber strangers, Yeah, yeah, are saying

0:30:37.680 --> 0:30:40.200
<v Speaker 7>about you, Like that's a that's a that's a were

0:30:40.200 --> 0:30:42.240
<v Speaker 7>in a we're in a very different time, like in

0:30:42.280 --> 0:30:43.480
<v Speaker 7>this day and age, like.

0:30:43.360 --> 0:30:46.080
<v Speaker 4>We're in a time you can't even disagree with somebody.

0:30:46.520 --> 0:30:49.479
<v Speaker 7>Like you know what I mean, It's like, okay, you're

0:30:49.920 --> 0:30:53.400
<v Speaker 7>you know, if you're not a Democrat, the Republicans are

0:30:53.440 --> 0:30:56.120
<v Speaker 7>mad at you. You're not a Republican. The Democrats are

0:30:56.200 --> 0:30:58.360
<v Speaker 7>mad at you. If you're not either one, then everybody's

0:30:58.400 --> 0:30:59.240
<v Speaker 7>mad at you.

0:30:59.240 --> 0:31:00.360
<v Speaker 4>You can say, I'm.

0:31:00.200 --> 0:31:04.200
<v Speaker 7>Thinking people instead of having a conversation or understand why

0:31:04.240 --> 0:31:07.000
<v Speaker 7>you're coming from that point of view, they'd rather just

0:31:07.200 --> 0:31:10.880
<v Speaker 7>drag you and call you names instead of even understanding.

0:31:10.920 --> 0:31:13.080
<v Speaker 7>Let me have a conversation to see your point of

0:31:13.160 --> 0:31:15.040
<v Speaker 7>view and why you feel that way.

0:31:15.320 --> 0:31:18.440
<v Speaker 4>And I believe that's why healthy lifestyle is very.

0:31:18.240 --> 0:31:21.880
<v Speaker 7>Important, because it's not just about physically being healthy, it's

0:31:21.920 --> 0:31:26.240
<v Speaker 7>about mentally being healthy. And then spiritual health means a

0:31:26.240 --> 0:31:30.480
<v Speaker 7>lot too, which really about on the day to day basis,

0:31:30.520 --> 0:31:34.680
<v Speaker 7>but your spiritual health means a lot because you don't

0:31:34.680 --> 0:31:37.800
<v Speaker 7>want just people coming in and putting their energy.

0:31:37.600 --> 0:31:40.200
<v Speaker 5>On you or I think we found another meditator. Have

0:31:40.280 --> 0:31:41.400
<v Speaker 5>we found another meditator?

0:31:41.720 --> 0:31:42.200
<v Speaker 2>For sure?

0:31:42.440 --> 0:31:44.480
<v Speaker 3>How do you take care of your your spiritual health.

0:31:44.520 --> 0:31:47.200
<v Speaker 3>Is it prayer? Is it meditation? Like what are your tools?

0:31:48.120 --> 0:31:48.440
<v Speaker 4>Prayer?

0:31:48.560 --> 0:31:53.920
<v Speaker 7>Meditation is surrounding myself around people I feel or spiritually grown,

0:31:54.080 --> 0:31:55.720
<v Speaker 7>or that can help me spiritually grow.

0:31:56.680 --> 0:31:57.800
<v Speaker 4>I also like the ground.

0:31:57.800 --> 0:32:00.440
<v Speaker 7>I like to take my sneakers off my side, so off,

0:32:00.440 --> 0:32:03.080
<v Speaker 7>step on the dirt for a minute, in contact with

0:32:03.120 --> 0:32:03.560
<v Speaker 7>the earth.

0:32:04.640 --> 0:32:07.120
<v Speaker 4>I like the stargaze. I like hikes in the nature.

0:32:08.360 --> 0:32:12.280
<v Speaker 7>I yelled, I screamed, I cry, I laugh, I throw

0:32:12.480 --> 0:32:14.040
<v Speaker 7>bowlers guy style.

0:32:14.960 --> 0:32:18.640
<v Speaker 4>I do what I gotta do to make go feel better.

0:32:19.240 --> 0:32:25.520
<v Speaker 2>You said something, Now, this is weird. You talked about rage, right, yeah,

0:32:25.560 --> 0:32:30.320
<v Speaker 2>and man I felt I got so I got so

0:32:30.640 --> 0:32:37.000
<v Speaker 2>envious because here's the thing. It took me all right,

0:32:37.040 --> 0:32:40.400
<v Speaker 2>So you know, I'm certain that this episode will be

0:32:40.480 --> 0:32:45.360
<v Speaker 2>on UH in the month of all around April and May.

0:32:46.240 --> 0:32:51.160
<v Speaker 2>I realized something. Usually the most stressful time in my

0:32:51.160 --> 0:32:55.600
<v Speaker 2>life is between February and June, simply because of again

0:32:55.680 --> 0:32:59.160
<v Speaker 2>the weight, the weight of throwing that festival in Philadelphia.

0:33:00.120 --> 0:33:03.000
<v Speaker 2>You know, you're going through everything, You're going through every artist,

0:33:03.080 --> 0:33:06.400
<v Speaker 2>You're trying to cater everyone's needs, and you know, so

0:33:06.480 --> 0:33:12.120
<v Speaker 2>there's a lot of stress there. And I realized around May,

0:33:13.960 --> 0:33:17.880
<v Speaker 2>how I've been doing this wrong the entire time. And

0:33:17.920 --> 0:33:21.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm certain that almost ninety five percent of humanity does

0:33:21.240 --> 0:33:25.280
<v Speaker 2>the same thing that I do, which is I've only

0:33:25.400 --> 0:33:30.000
<v Speaker 2>been chasing one emotion only, and that's happiness. I've been

0:33:30.080 --> 0:33:34.720
<v Speaker 2>chasing happiness, which in the scheme of things, you think, well,

0:33:34.720 --> 0:33:39.120
<v Speaker 2>what's wrong with chasing happiness? But then I realize that

0:33:40.360 --> 0:33:42.800
<v Speaker 2>someone ever revealed to me maybe a year ago, and

0:33:42.800 --> 0:33:45.880
<v Speaker 2>I didn't listen to him good that it's like, yo, amir,

0:33:46.120 --> 0:33:53.360
<v Speaker 2>there are over forty eight other emotions besides happiness. And

0:33:53.400 --> 0:33:56.440
<v Speaker 2>they named the whole spectrum. They showed me a graphic chart.

0:33:56.720 --> 0:34:01.920
<v Speaker 2>There's some dark shit like jealousy and sadness, there's some

0:34:02.040 --> 0:34:05.600
<v Speaker 2>light shit like laughter, like happiness, and so there's a

0:34:05.640 --> 0:34:11.840
<v Speaker 2>whole spectrum of emotions, and I only knew happy, you

0:34:11.920 --> 0:34:16.960
<v Speaker 2>know what I'm saying. And so what I realized was that,

0:34:18.160 --> 0:34:23.000
<v Speaker 2>you know, I thought, whatever my my eat, whatever my

0:34:23.080 --> 0:34:26.000
<v Speaker 2>personality is to certain people like oh, myer never gets

0:34:26.000 --> 0:34:29.360
<v Speaker 2>angry and da da da da da da. I realized

0:34:29.400 --> 0:34:34.000
<v Speaker 2>that I'm absolutely not in touch with any other emotion

0:34:34.320 --> 0:34:37.280
<v Speaker 2>besides happy. And that's why, like most of us self soothed.

0:34:38.000 --> 0:34:41.279
<v Speaker 2>That's why, like I always went to bad foods. That's

0:34:41.280 --> 0:34:43.520
<v Speaker 2>why another cat will go to cocaine. That's why another

0:34:43.520 --> 0:34:47.120
<v Speaker 2>cat will drink to death or whatever. And so a

0:34:47.160 --> 0:34:50.520
<v Speaker 2>friend of mine had gave me a link about a

0:34:50.560 --> 0:34:54.839
<v Speaker 2>retreat that I should go to for people who've never

0:34:55.080 --> 0:34:59.359
<v Speaker 2>ever expressed rage ever, because I told them that, oh,

0:34:59.400 --> 0:35:02.839
<v Speaker 2>I never get it. And when they said that, they

0:35:02.880 --> 0:35:05.600
<v Speaker 2>said this to me, They said, you not getting angry

0:35:05.600 --> 0:35:08.760
<v Speaker 2>a mirror. Yeah, so when's the last time you expressed

0:35:08.800 --> 0:35:12.439
<v Speaker 2>your anger out loud? And I was like, I said,

0:35:12.480 --> 0:35:16.719
<v Speaker 2>probably maybe twenty years ago when I was angry that

0:35:16.760 --> 0:35:19.200
<v Speaker 2>someone put the wrong mix on my album and now

0:35:19.200 --> 0:35:23.279
<v Speaker 2>it's stuck on my record. I got angry. And they're like,

0:35:23.320 --> 0:35:25.360
<v Speaker 2>you're telling me the last time he expressed the anger

0:35:25.520 --> 0:35:28.520
<v Speaker 2>was twenty years ago because of a mastering session glitch.

0:35:29.040 --> 0:35:30.759
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, yeah, I don't get angry much

0:35:31.440 --> 0:35:35.480
<v Speaker 2>and they were like that you just said the equipment. Yeah,

0:35:35.520 --> 0:35:38.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm right, Well, one you take it out on yourself.

0:35:39.480 --> 0:35:42.560
<v Speaker 2>He's like, at least you know you you expressed anger,

0:35:42.600 --> 0:35:44.279
<v Speaker 2>but you was like, you know what, I'm gonna eat

0:35:44.280 --> 0:35:49.359
<v Speaker 2>these feelings away instead of expressing right, And at that

0:35:50.440 --> 0:35:52.920
<v Speaker 2>not expressing anger is almost like you saying, you know

0:35:52.960 --> 0:35:58.279
<v Speaker 2>what I haven't. I haven't urinated in two decades. And

0:35:58.360 --> 0:36:01.000
<v Speaker 2>so I went to this retreat. It's a three day

0:36:01.040 --> 0:36:10.040
<v Speaker 2>retreat that I went to in June, and man, I realized,

0:36:10.080 --> 0:36:14.040
<v Speaker 2>with the exception of an occasional roller coaster and even then,

0:36:14.080 --> 0:36:16.919
<v Speaker 2>when I think of my roller coaster experiences, my level

0:36:16.920 --> 0:36:20.040
<v Speaker 2>of screaming is more like a muppet like that sort

0:36:20.080 --> 0:36:22.920
<v Speaker 2>of thing. That's not like real rage, that's just like

0:36:23.840 --> 0:36:27.640
<v Speaker 2>you know, that sort of thing, this thing that I did.

0:36:28.320 --> 0:36:33.279
<v Speaker 2>You know, they literally teach you how to scream, like

0:36:33.320 --> 0:36:37.880
<v Speaker 2>we had to spend twenty four hours learning our baritone voice,

0:36:37.960 --> 0:36:41.600
<v Speaker 2>our alto like our chakra like from our voice, from

0:36:41.600 --> 0:36:45.800
<v Speaker 2>our throat to our stomachs. So cut to us actually

0:36:45.840 --> 0:36:49.839
<v Speaker 2>doing the rage exercise, and I didn't realize how much

0:36:49.960 --> 0:36:55.200
<v Speaker 2>anger and rage I've had, I mean for five like

0:36:55.360 --> 0:37:01.200
<v Speaker 2>just bottled up again. It's literally like not defecating for

0:37:01.239 --> 0:37:05.960
<v Speaker 2>fifty years or taken. And I didn't realize that, like, oh,

0:37:06.040 --> 0:37:10.759
<v Speaker 2>the key to life is not chasing happiness. It's in

0:37:10.840 --> 0:37:18.680
<v Speaker 2>the most healthiest way to express all emotions, definitely, And

0:37:19.080 --> 0:37:21.160
<v Speaker 2>I didn't really so when you were like yo, like

0:37:21.840 --> 0:37:24.600
<v Speaker 2>I was a rage aholic. I was thinking here, like, damn, man,

0:37:24.680 --> 0:37:26.920
<v Speaker 2>I would I mean, no, I don't want to be

0:37:27.000 --> 0:37:30.840
<v Speaker 2>toxic to other people, but I wish I would have

0:37:30.960 --> 0:37:35.480
<v Speaker 2>known what that feeling felt like like to express anger,

0:37:35.560 --> 0:37:39.880
<v Speaker 2>which i've you know, never done outwardly. So I don't know.

0:37:40.120 --> 0:37:42.120
<v Speaker 2>I just felt, but I felt you on that man.

0:37:42.160 --> 0:37:50.520
<v Speaker 2>That's that's that's amazing, man, I thank you. I guess

0:37:50.520 --> 0:37:52.640
<v Speaker 2>I'd be remiss if we didn't talk about like your

0:37:52.680 --> 0:37:54.560
<v Speaker 2>craft in your art right, like.

0:37:56.880 --> 0:37:58.240
<v Speaker 5>Music memories and stuff.

0:37:58.680 --> 0:38:01.080
<v Speaker 4>Not really because the craft I think. I think in

0:38:01.120 --> 0:38:01.840
<v Speaker 4>the music.

0:38:01.600 --> 0:38:04.640
<v Speaker 7>Business, that's what we do a lot, and we don't.

0:38:05.360 --> 0:38:09.239
<v Speaker 7>These kind of conversations aren't helld enough because people don't

0:38:09.280 --> 0:38:13.399
<v Speaker 7>feel comfortable with talking about where they're at in life, like.

0:38:13.680 --> 0:38:16.920
<v Speaker 2>Well, vulnerability. People don't want to feel varlnerable.

0:38:16.920 --> 0:38:18.560
<v Speaker 4>You don't want to feel vulnerable, so like.

0:38:18.840 --> 0:38:21.279
<v Speaker 5>We weren't always allowed to feel vulnerable y'all too. We

0:38:21.320 --> 0:38:22.359
<v Speaker 5>have to acknowledge that.

0:38:22.960 --> 0:38:27.200
<v Speaker 7>It took me for years to realize, like I I

0:38:27.360 --> 0:38:30.120
<v Speaker 7>was the hardest MC out of reach, out of just

0:38:30.520 --> 0:38:33.200
<v Speaker 7>really wanting to hurt something like I had.

0:38:33.040 --> 0:38:34.440
<v Speaker 4>To realize later on, I was like.

0:38:34.440 --> 0:38:37.440
<v Speaker 7>Wow, I knew myself the whole time subconsciously because I

0:38:37.440 --> 0:38:40.600
<v Speaker 7>always told people I was a gangster and a gentleman,

0:38:41.000 --> 0:38:43.239
<v Speaker 7>like I'm the rapper who you can hear make some

0:38:43.320 --> 0:38:46.480
<v Speaker 7>real gangster shit. Then I know I'm the rapper who

0:38:46.480 --> 0:38:48.040
<v Speaker 7>also got a song with FONTI.

0:38:48.160 --> 0:38:52.120
<v Speaker 4>Right now, you know what I mean. I live this

0:38:52.239 --> 0:38:55.960
<v Speaker 4>and that. So I've always walked a fine line of balancing.

0:38:56.040 --> 0:38:59.120
<v Speaker 7>So throughout my music career, I've been fortunate enough to

0:38:59.200 --> 0:39:02.080
<v Speaker 7>say that I've been able to work with with the

0:39:02.120 --> 0:39:07.080
<v Speaker 7>greats and be able to be myself genuinely on both sides.

0:39:07.280 --> 0:39:10.000
<v Speaker 7>As I got old, it really took me to as

0:39:10.000 --> 0:39:11.919
<v Speaker 7>I got older, like somebody I didn't think, I really

0:39:11.960 --> 0:39:14.080
<v Speaker 7>realized that one day I had an interview and somebody

0:39:14.200 --> 0:39:16.040
<v Speaker 7>was like, you may be one of the only few

0:39:16.120 --> 0:39:19.040
<v Speaker 7>artists who are walking that fine line who gets accepted.

0:39:19.560 --> 0:39:24.160
<v Speaker 7>And that made me have appreciation of of my craft

0:39:24.320 --> 0:39:27.600
<v Speaker 7>and saying that is a pretty dope thing you know

0:39:28.200 --> 0:39:32.280
<v Speaker 7>to be. But I also consciously realized I introduced myself

0:39:32.960 --> 0:39:34.120
<v Speaker 7>as that in the beginning.

0:39:34.280 --> 0:39:37.000
<v Speaker 4>I told people I'm literally half and half.

0:39:37.760 --> 0:39:41.239
<v Speaker 7>So I guess to say what I'm saying is our

0:39:41.280 --> 0:39:43.319
<v Speaker 7>careers sort of reflect.

0:39:43.040 --> 0:39:44.560
<v Speaker 4>Our life and who we are.

0:39:44.680 --> 0:39:47.239
<v Speaker 7>Like like you've held in that ridge quest but you've

0:39:47.280 --> 0:39:50.520
<v Speaker 7>always been the guy that people go, I'm gonna go

0:39:50.560 --> 0:39:51.200
<v Speaker 7>fuck with him.

0:39:51.560 --> 0:39:54.680
<v Speaker 4>We love these guys, we love what they do. Like

0:39:54.760 --> 0:39:57.799
<v Speaker 4>my early career, I almost ruined my fucking career out

0:39:57.840 --> 0:40:02.399
<v Speaker 4>of I almost ruled my own career with with not

0:40:02.480 --> 0:40:05.319
<v Speaker 4>being in two, with with being two in tune with

0:40:05.400 --> 0:40:06.879
<v Speaker 4>some of my feelings, and then nothing.

0:40:10.120 --> 0:40:13.839
<v Speaker 7>I think our careers are a reflection of who we are,

0:40:13.880 --> 0:40:16.279
<v Speaker 7>and we just have to learn other ways to be.

0:40:16.440 --> 0:40:19.000
<v Speaker 4>Like it took me to learn.

0:40:19.080 --> 0:40:21.480
<v Speaker 7>I like they got it to a point where I said,

0:40:21.480 --> 0:40:23.080
<v Speaker 7>I don't really want to feel like walking around with

0:40:23.120 --> 0:40:26.200
<v Speaker 7>two guns all the time and embracing a certain energy.

0:40:26.280 --> 0:40:29.360
<v Speaker 7>So I left the guns home and left the security.

0:40:29.360 --> 0:40:32.839
<v Speaker 7>But I brought a good energy with me, saying God's.

0:40:32.560 --> 0:40:34.680
<v Speaker 4>Gonna be my security and if it's my day to go,

0:40:34.800 --> 0:40:37.360
<v Speaker 4>it's my day to go. That was written. But I

0:40:37.400 --> 0:40:40.560
<v Speaker 4>also work somewhere in a light and even with.

0:40:40.600 --> 0:40:43.280
<v Speaker 7>My history of the music I made and the music

0:40:43.320 --> 0:40:45.480
<v Speaker 7>I'm doing and just being in a place of going,

0:40:46.960 --> 0:40:50.280
<v Speaker 7>the people got to accept me for who I am, and.

0:40:49.880 --> 0:40:51.560
<v Speaker 4>I let the chips fall where they may.

0:40:51.640 --> 0:40:55.120
<v Speaker 7>So I've been blessed to have a you know, a great,

0:40:55.520 --> 0:40:58.600
<v Speaker 7>a great music career. I would like to say I've

0:40:58.600 --> 0:41:01.279
<v Speaker 7>been able to be around the reads and work with

0:41:01.360 --> 0:41:03.440
<v Speaker 7>a lot of the greats and be on a lot

0:41:03.440 --> 0:41:06.480
<v Speaker 7>of songs. I feel like, when it's all said and done,

0:41:07.840 --> 0:41:12.480
<v Speaker 7>I've been a very hard working MC and I appreciate it.

0:41:12.520 --> 0:41:15.520
<v Speaker 7>But my journey now, more so than my music career,

0:41:15.600 --> 0:41:18.359
<v Speaker 7>is to also make sure that people in music are

0:41:18.400 --> 0:41:22.239
<v Speaker 7>also understanding to connect your connect your career with your

0:41:22.239 --> 0:41:25.759
<v Speaker 7>personal life and your health, because without your health, you're

0:41:25.760 --> 0:41:27.280
<v Speaker 7>not going to really enjoy your career.

0:41:28.040 --> 0:41:30.040
<v Speaker 5>Since we are talking about career a little bit and

0:41:30.080 --> 0:41:32.640
<v Speaker 5>were talking about the fiftieth, it seems like, of course

0:41:32.680 --> 0:41:34.799
<v Speaker 5>you've been involved in a bunch of stuff this year,

0:41:34.800 --> 0:41:37.040
<v Speaker 5>but has there been anything that kind of really blew

0:41:37.080 --> 0:41:39.720
<v Speaker 5>you away as a as a fan of the craft,

0:41:39.800 --> 0:41:41.879
<v Speaker 5>not just a participant in the.

0:41:41.840 --> 0:41:45.200
<v Speaker 4>Culture, as a fan and a participant, I would.

0:41:45.040 --> 0:41:47.040
<v Speaker 7>Have to say, and not not to be funny just

0:41:47.080 --> 0:41:51.399
<v Speaker 7>because we're here, but rocking at Grammys and being part

0:41:51.400 --> 0:41:52.680
<v Speaker 7>of that for you know.

0:41:52.960 --> 0:41:54.799
<v Speaker 2>Ah, every time someone brings it up.

0:41:54.760 --> 0:41:55.560
<v Speaker 3>I forget.

0:41:56.719 --> 0:41:59.640
<v Speaker 7>That was one of the most beautiful things that I

0:41:59.680 --> 0:42:02.720
<v Speaker 7>was to participate in I would say in my career,

0:42:03.440 --> 0:42:05.800
<v Speaker 7>before I got there, I like, this is what I'm saying.

0:42:05.600 --> 0:42:08.080
<v Speaker 4>About about life and your health.

0:42:08.239 --> 0:42:11.000
<v Speaker 7>Like even before I got there, I don't think I

0:42:11.040 --> 0:42:14.319
<v Speaker 7>got to the first rehearsal that I understood the magnitude

0:42:14.360 --> 0:42:14.560
<v Speaker 7>of it.

0:42:16.120 --> 0:42:18.279
<v Speaker 4>Then when I got to that first rehearsal, I was like,

0:42:18.920 --> 0:42:24.759
<v Speaker 4>and you saw and salt and pepper iced tea L L.

0:42:25.440 --> 0:42:30.120
<v Speaker 7>Black thought of ourselves, just the whole room, and just

0:42:30.880 --> 0:42:33.200
<v Speaker 7>understand that I was part of something that great and

0:42:33.360 --> 0:42:36.799
<v Speaker 7>to be fortunate enough to be there and to see

0:42:36.920 --> 0:42:42.200
<v Speaker 7>all my childhood superheroes son those coming up after me.

0:42:42.760 --> 0:42:45.279
<v Speaker 7>To be part of something that great was very very

0:42:46.600 --> 0:42:49.160
<v Speaker 7>I want to say humbling, because that's not the appropriate word.

0:42:50.239 --> 0:42:51.040
<v Speaker 2>I think it's humbling.

0:42:51.080 --> 0:42:53.960
<v Speaker 7>It was humbling, but it was more so of a

0:42:54.080 --> 0:42:58.399
<v Speaker 7>realization of how great this thing of ours, this and

0:42:58.440 --> 0:43:01.560
<v Speaker 7>how fortunate enough that my career has been to be

0:43:01.680 --> 0:43:02.839
<v Speaker 7>called to be part of it.

0:43:02.920 --> 0:43:05.120
<v Speaker 4>Like you know what I'm saying, No, I know.

0:43:05.040 --> 0:43:07.160
<v Speaker 5>Because I was wondering if you understood that the moment

0:43:07.160 --> 0:43:09.520
<v Speaker 5>when the fans and the people watching that show saw

0:43:09.560 --> 0:43:12.520
<v Speaker 5>the lotsy y'all come on the stage, what that means

0:43:12.560 --> 0:43:15.239
<v Speaker 5>to that performance too? Like you understand that, like when

0:43:15.239 --> 0:43:18.319
<v Speaker 5>they see you, it's like, oh, sh yes, this is

0:43:18.320 --> 0:43:18.840
<v Speaker 5>for real.

0:43:19.480 --> 0:43:23.480
<v Speaker 4>Hell yeah it was. It was just it was beyond words.

0:43:23.480 --> 0:43:26.000
<v Speaker 7>And I got to and you know, it's crazy when

0:43:26.040 --> 0:43:28.520
<v Speaker 7>you and your group members and like we all were

0:43:28.520 --> 0:43:32.560
<v Speaker 7>saying the same shit, like this is absolutely fucking crazy.

0:43:32.560 --> 0:43:34.800
<v Speaker 4>I was like a kid in the candy store.

0:43:35.400 --> 0:43:38.920
<v Speaker 7>I was like, this right here is a moment I

0:43:38.920 --> 0:43:41.719
<v Speaker 7>will never forget because I think, especially in hip hop,

0:43:41.760 --> 0:43:45.719
<v Speaker 7>I think people get used to the other accolades, like

0:43:45.800 --> 0:43:47.520
<v Speaker 7>all right, I got a home, now, I got this

0:43:47.600 --> 0:43:52.160
<v Speaker 7>amount of cars, I sold this much for me, I'm

0:43:52.200 --> 0:43:54.480
<v Speaker 7>you know, I grew up in a in a time of.

0:43:54.520 --> 0:43:57.040
<v Speaker 4>Hip hop where for l l.

0:43:58.840 --> 0:44:02.840
<v Speaker 7>Iced tea to know your name, know your songs, for

0:44:03.000 --> 0:44:08.920
<v Speaker 7>Rockham to want to hug you is what something that

0:44:08.960 --> 0:44:12.440
<v Speaker 7>I could express, Like, that's better than any award that

0:44:12.520 --> 0:44:16.120
<v Speaker 7>I could ever get, to be acknowledged by the greats,

0:44:16.840 --> 0:44:19.239
<v Speaker 7>to be loved by them, to be respected by them

0:44:19.560 --> 0:44:21.719
<v Speaker 7>as a big O award than any award that I

0:44:21.760 --> 0:44:24.680
<v Speaker 7>could possibly get. It's an unreal feelings.

0:44:25.160 --> 0:44:27.120
<v Speaker 6>Were you to that point he speaking to your point

0:44:27.120 --> 0:44:30.200
<v Speaker 6>about you like kind of getting the accolades from the greats,

0:44:30.640 --> 0:44:33.120
<v Speaker 6>last time we saw each other in the flesh, it

0:44:33.280 --> 0:44:36.239
<v Speaker 6>was Kennedy Center, it was Pharaoh Manches Show.

0:44:36.320 --> 0:44:40.040
<v Speaker 3>We were in DC. This is pre pandemic, it's pre COVID.

0:44:40.400 --> 0:44:42.279
<v Speaker 6>But we saw each other and it was in the

0:44:42.320 --> 0:44:45.279
<v Speaker 6>hallway and I told Pooh, I'll never get it.

0:44:45.320 --> 0:44:47.279
<v Speaker 3>I was like, it was our album middle.

0:44:47.080 --> 0:44:49.359
<v Speaker 6>Or watch it came out. It just came out and

0:44:50.080 --> 0:44:51.960
<v Speaker 6>I saw you and he was like, yo, like.

0:44:51.920 --> 0:44:53.399
<v Speaker 3>You know we got each other. Gave me a big

0:44:53.480 --> 0:44:55.760
<v Speaker 3>hug and he was like, yo, man, I love this record.

0:44:55.800 --> 0:44:58.200
<v Speaker 3>It sounds like y'all missed each other, you know what

0:44:58.200 --> 0:45:00.960
<v Speaker 3>I mean? And I knew that from you, Like I

0:45:01.000 --> 0:45:02.319
<v Speaker 3>was like, he know, you know what I mean.

0:45:02.360 --> 0:45:04.600
<v Speaker 6>So he was like, yo, man, sound like y'all missed

0:45:04.640 --> 0:45:06.520
<v Speaker 6>each other. Man, Like I love this record, like you

0:45:06.520 --> 0:45:09.640
<v Speaker 6>could hear it. And so I just really like hearing

0:45:09.680 --> 0:45:11.680
<v Speaker 6>that from you like that, you know. I mean, that

0:45:11.880 --> 0:45:14.640
<v Speaker 6>was it. Like we didn't tell another record after that.

0:45:14.719 --> 0:45:17.440
<v Speaker 6>I was good, and I wanted to ask, man, how

0:45:17.440 --> 0:45:19.120
<v Speaker 6>do you keep a rap group together?

0:45:19.200 --> 0:45:19.279
<v Speaker 5>Like?

0:45:19.360 --> 0:45:22.200
<v Speaker 3>I mean, you you know, she like, how do y'all?

0:45:22.239 --> 0:45:27.840
<v Speaker 2>Because it's just a very rare thing for groups like exist.

0:45:28.200 --> 0:45:31.640
<v Speaker 7>Brotherhood has to be more than anything like where where

0:45:32.920 --> 0:45:35.359
<v Speaker 7>I feel like the game has split up a lot

0:45:35.400 --> 0:45:40.799
<v Speaker 7>of groups with them prioritizing the game over brotherhood, like

0:45:40.880 --> 0:45:43.320
<v Speaker 7>we made an OH when we came in with brothers.

0:45:43.400 --> 0:45:46.360
<v Speaker 7>Like if I don't get on a record for you

0:45:46.400 --> 0:45:48.680
<v Speaker 7>to say kiss or Sheik is better than me, I

0:45:48.719 --> 0:45:51.239
<v Speaker 7>want you to say I'm better than them, you like

0:45:51.320 --> 0:45:54.080
<v Speaker 7>my first better, But when you don't, if you don't,

0:45:54.280 --> 0:45:56.360
<v Speaker 7>I'm still cool because it's a win for the team

0:45:56.719 --> 0:45:58.520
<v Speaker 7>and we accept it. But nobody gets you on the

0:45:58.560 --> 0:46:01.480
<v Speaker 7>basketball court looking for somebody else to be the MVP.

0:46:02.160 --> 0:46:06.640
<v Speaker 7>But if you understand that team and brotherhood over everything,

0:46:07.440 --> 0:46:10.560
<v Speaker 7>it keeps it together. Like I bond goes beyond music.

0:46:11.160 --> 0:46:14.000
<v Speaker 7>Our bond will always go beyond music. Our family members

0:46:14.480 --> 0:46:16.920
<v Speaker 7>rock with each other because with family, we understand that

0:46:18.200 --> 0:46:23.400
<v Speaker 7>it's family first and everything else kind of just falls after.

0:46:23.600 --> 0:46:30.680
<v Speaker 7>Like you can't you can't let feign materialistic things, money, women,

0:46:31.120 --> 0:46:34.440
<v Speaker 7>what people say, what other men say get in between

0:46:34.560 --> 0:46:36.960
<v Speaker 7>what you have, Like what you have has to be

0:46:37.040 --> 0:46:38.560
<v Speaker 7>sacred to you.

0:46:38.560 --> 0:46:45.200
<v Speaker 4>You have to appreciate making music is something we love.

0:46:47.520 --> 0:46:49.640
<v Speaker 7>It's fortunate enough that we've been able to do it

0:46:49.680 --> 0:46:52.160
<v Speaker 7>for you know, this thing of our starts as a hobby.

0:46:52.800 --> 0:46:55.160
<v Speaker 7>Then you make it a job, and if you're fortunate enough,

0:46:55.200 --> 0:46:57.279
<v Speaker 7>you get to make it a career. And then it's

0:46:57.400 --> 0:47:00.000
<v Speaker 7>really fortunate enough, people say, you know, you're doing legend

0:47:00.040 --> 0:47:02.520
<v Speaker 7>and every ship, and you work on being a legend.

0:47:03.040 --> 0:47:08.480
<v Speaker 7>So understood, Yeah, understanding that we've just always put ourselves

0:47:08.560 --> 0:47:12.480
<v Speaker 7>and our brotherhood before anything else, and we we've always

0:47:12.560 --> 0:47:13.239
<v Speaker 7>kept it that way.

0:47:13.840 --> 0:47:17.760
<v Speaker 2>But when do you pinpoint the time period of which

0:47:17.800 --> 0:47:21.280
<v Speaker 2>the three of you said, let's start a group, because

0:47:21.280 --> 0:47:23.719
<v Speaker 2>I don't know the genesis of how you guys actually met.

0:47:23.760 --> 0:47:25.520
<v Speaker 4>High school kissing chik knew each other.

0:47:25.560 --> 0:47:29.480
<v Speaker 7>Actually, since I want to say single digits, I met them,

0:47:29.680 --> 0:47:32.600
<v Speaker 7>I met them in junior high and then we end

0:47:32.719 --> 0:47:34.759
<v Speaker 7>up going to high school together. Like they lived on

0:47:34.800 --> 0:47:37.200
<v Speaker 7>the north side of the Ankers, I lived on the

0:47:37.239 --> 0:47:40.680
<v Speaker 7>south side of the Ankers. As an MC, you get

0:47:40.680 --> 0:47:43.560
<v Speaker 7>to hear who's the other mcs ringing around town and

0:47:43.600 --> 0:47:44.919
<v Speaker 7>they name will always ring.

0:47:46.800 --> 0:47:48.560
<v Speaker 4>And in high school we formed the group. It was

0:47:48.600 --> 0:47:50.880
<v Speaker 4>Bomb Squad. It was UH.

0:47:51.000 --> 0:47:53.120
<v Speaker 7>It was more so like they were EPMD and I

0:47:53.200 --> 0:47:59.480
<v Speaker 7>was k solo at first UH. And there was other

0:47:59.520 --> 0:48:03.600
<v Speaker 7>people who rap with the Bomb Squad. Also, their professionalism

0:48:03.600 --> 0:48:06.080
<v Speaker 7>and the studio taught me a lot very young, like

0:48:06.680 --> 0:48:09.399
<v Speaker 7>when everybody else was banging on hoods and just kind

0:48:09.400 --> 0:48:13.600
<v Speaker 7>of saying versus outside they were making hooks. They had

0:48:13.680 --> 0:48:16.359
<v Speaker 7>so on format, they know how to they knew how

0:48:16.360 --> 0:48:19.040
<v Speaker 7>to lay in the studios down the scene that they

0:48:19.120 --> 0:48:23.719
<v Speaker 7>sounded outside in the studio. So, uh, I guess my

0:48:23.800 --> 0:48:26.440
<v Speaker 7>work ethic got drive and just being being close with

0:48:26.520 --> 0:48:29.680
<v Speaker 7>each other, like we would call each other over over

0:48:29.719 --> 0:48:31.880
<v Speaker 7>the phone, seeing each other's rhymes.

0:48:33.080 --> 0:48:36.360
<v Speaker 4>Here, here's what's going on, and just as we kept going.

0:48:38.200 --> 0:48:40.080
<v Speaker 4>Actually I had a job at odd job. How we

0:48:40.120 --> 0:48:43.960
<v Speaker 4>got on is I had an odd job at odd job. Uh,

0:48:44.160 --> 0:48:44.440
<v Speaker 4>I was.

0:48:44.480 --> 0:48:46.960
<v Speaker 7>Still part of me, but I was still truckloads and

0:48:46.960 --> 0:48:49.920
<v Speaker 7>ship and one day we just I stole the truckload

0:48:49.960 --> 0:48:53.720
<v Speaker 7>of tapes. Then we made a demo, and that demo

0:48:53.920 --> 0:48:59.719
<v Speaker 7>just kept circulating around. And their professionalism, and I think

0:48:59.800 --> 0:49:02.600
<v Speaker 7>the trials and tribulations of us, what we went through

0:49:02.600 --> 0:49:07.160
<v Speaker 7>in high school, what we was going through outside of school,

0:49:07.440 --> 0:49:12.439
<v Speaker 7>having stock jobs, part time criminals, having dreams of being

0:49:12.480 --> 0:49:15.560
<v Speaker 7>an MC's and just sticking without sticking to the guns

0:49:15.960 --> 0:49:20.640
<v Speaker 7>and believing in it. It forms something and then when

0:49:20.640 --> 0:49:23.719
<v Speaker 7>you split it, when you split a pizza three ways

0:49:24.400 --> 0:49:27.000
<v Speaker 7>or six ways or whatever amount of homeboys is there.

0:49:27.480 --> 0:49:29.920
<v Speaker 7>When you get a couple, you know, you're getting a

0:49:29.960 --> 0:49:33.120
<v Speaker 7>couple chicken wings and fried rice and you're breaking it down.

0:49:34.040 --> 0:49:36.279
<v Speaker 7>That kind of sticks with you. You don't you don't

0:49:36.320 --> 0:49:40.920
<v Speaker 7>forget those times. And I think we never forgot those times,

0:49:40.960 --> 0:49:42.960
<v Speaker 7>and us we always kept our brotherhood together.

0:49:43.440 --> 0:49:45.920
<v Speaker 4>Like even if you think about it, I don't a

0:49:46.120 --> 0:49:46.600
<v Speaker 4>bad boy.

0:49:46.840 --> 0:49:49.000
<v Speaker 7>When we was there, that was like we were on

0:49:49.040 --> 0:49:54.759
<v Speaker 7>the Chicago Bulls of rap and to risk it together,

0:49:55.360 --> 0:50:00.840
<v Speaker 7>we're saying, I like, fuck it, we feeling good.

0:50:00.640 --> 0:50:03.640
<v Speaker 4>Here, we don't like it here, this and that all right?

0:50:03.680 --> 0:50:05.200
<v Speaker 4>We made it. We could make it again.

0:50:05.880 --> 0:50:08.279
<v Speaker 7>So I think even going through everything we went through

0:50:08.360 --> 0:50:09.759
<v Speaker 7>is kind of put us in a place in a

0:50:09.800 --> 0:50:13.560
<v Speaker 7>position of saying, you know where what we have is

0:50:13.600 --> 0:50:15.960
<v Speaker 7>always bigger than what the what, what the game is.

0:50:16.320 --> 0:50:18.920
<v Speaker 7>We had a brotherhood. We built it together. We we

0:50:19.000 --> 0:50:22.400
<v Speaker 7>came about the Mother together, and knowing that it just

0:50:23.800 --> 0:50:26.160
<v Speaker 7>it kept us tight and it under we understood what

0:50:26.239 --> 0:50:26.560
<v Speaker 7>we were.

0:50:26.680 --> 0:50:29.640
<v Speaker 4>We were understood that brotherhood more than a group.

0:50:30.200 --> 0:50:33.520
<v Speaker 2>You know, when people speak of Yonkers, of course they

0:50:33.520 --> 0:50:36.520
<v Speaker 2>think of you first, they think of they think of

0:50:36.560 --> 0:50:41.160
<v Speaker 2>Mary were there any other hip hop legends from Yonkers before.

0:50:42.800 --> 0:50:45.760
<v Speaker 7>Mary with the first legend, actually Mary with legends before

0:50:45.840 --> 0:50:50.279
<v Speaker 7>we got on, right, Yeah, well made.

0:50:50.600 --> 0:50:54.680
<v Speaker 4>There's also Bill Blast. He was definitely legendary.

0:50:55.160 --> 0:50:57.440
<v Speaker 7>There was an MC I loved. His name was Universal.

0:50:57.840 --> 0:51:02.359
<v Speaker 7>We had colleague Kool, We had my man Og, Dusty Mike.

0:51:03.360 --> 0:51:07.280
<v Speaker 7>We had a few people, but I would say extra

0:51:07.440 --> 0:51:09.319
<v Speaker 7>Mary were the first legends of the town.

0:51:09.800 --> 0:51:12.480
<v Speaker 4>Like, what makes Ex a legend is here was a legend.

0:51:13.480 --> 0:51:17.080
<v Speaker 7>He was making solid music and tapes that everybody from

0:51:17.080 --> 0:51:18.839
<v Speaker 7>our time pretty much knew X.

0:51:18.760 --> 0:51:19.439
<v Speaker 4>Would be a star.

0:51:21.400 --> 0:51:23.560
<v Speaker 7>I think what made him legendary is we happened to

0:51:23.600 --> 0:51:25.200
<v Speaker 7>get on first from rap.

0:51:25.800 --> 0:51:27.920
<v Speaker 4>But X is the one who brought us to rough Riders,

0:51:27.920 --> 0:51:29.280
<v Speaker 4>brought rough Riders to us.

0:51:29.760 --> 0:51:32.960
<v Speaker 7>And I think for us to get on first and him,

0:51:33.280 --> 0:51:38.520
<v Speaker 7>I've never seen any bitter feelings towards towards that from X,

0:51:38.600 --> 0:51:41.000
<v Speaker 7>like I never seen, you know, because I think if

0:51:41.239 --> 0:51:43.720
<v Speaker 7>the situation was vice versa, I would have been pissed.

0:51:44.400 --> 0:51:46.600
<v Speaker 7>I think he had the confidence of knowing how much

0:51:46.600 --> 0:51:49.720
<v Speaker 7>of a huge star he was. He knew what was coming,

0:51:50.040 --> 0:51:53.040
<v Speaker 7>so it was important for us to throw, you know,

0:51:53.120 --> 0:51:57.160
<v Speaker 7>make sure he was on money, power, respect, and I

0:51:57.239 --> 0:51:59.640
<v Speaker 7>just think he understood the magnitude of how big and

0:51:59.719 --> 0:52:02.160
<v Speaker 7>now huge he was and where he was gonna go

0:52:02.239 --> 0:52:04.960
<v Speaker 7>in life. So I would say X and Mary are

0:52:05.440 --> 0:52:09.279
<v Speaker 7>with legendary before they were even knowing, Like Mary would

0:52:09.320 --> 0:52:11.839
<v Speaker 7>sing in the parks and the whole town would come out.

0:52:12.239 --> 0:52:14.800
<v Speaker 7>Like I knew Mary sing single digits. I actually knew

0:52:15.320 --> 0:52:20.160
<v Speaker 7>X and Mary before I knew kissing she can kiss.

0:52:20.200 --> 0:52:23.160
<v Speaker 7>I knew I knew Marry because she lived up Hire

0:52:23.160 --> 0:52:25.879
<v Speaker 7>and my cousin are close friends, which they still are

0:52:25.960 --> 0:52:27.799
<v Speaker 7>to this day. Like Mary calls me a little dave

0:52:28.680 --> 0:52:33.520
<v Speaker 7>to this day. Speed to Mary, I'm a little Dave,

0:52:33.960 --> 0:52:35.640
<v Speaker 7>Like you know what I mean. I knew Mary since

0:52:35.680 --> 0:52:38.200
<v Speaker 7>I was I was seven. I knew X because he's

0:52:38.239 --> 0:52:40.359
<v Speaker 7>from the south Side too, so he lived a few

0:52:40.400 --> 0:52:44.880
<v Speaker 7>blocks from me. So I knew of X from it

0:52:45.000 --> 0:52:48.200
<v Speaker 7>is extra curriculum activities in the neighborhood.

0:52:49.719 --> 0:52:53.840
<v Speaker 4>He was legendary on both on both sides of the defense.

0:52:53.960 --> 0:52:57.960
<v Speaker 2>But so when I used to work at Roughhouse Records

0:52:58.680 --> 0:53:04.160
<v Speaker 2>as an intern and I joined rough House right when

0:53:04.560 --> 0:53:07.200
<v Speaker 2>DMX was signed the rough House first he had a

0:53:07.200 --> 0:53:11.560
<v Speaker 2>single out called born Loser. I believe that halftime by

0:53:11.680 --> 0:53:16.040
<v Speaker 2>Nas which was on the Zebrahead soundtrack and Born Loser

0:53:16.760 --> 0:53:18.400
<v Speaker 2>that came in the box the same day, So I

0:53:18.480 --> 0:53:22.400
<v Speaker 2>deserved that. The DJs were you guys like aware of

0:53:22.640 --> 0:53:24.680
<v Speaker 2>that level of dmxic think.

0:53:24.920 --> 0:53:27.520
<v Speaker 7>We knew him, like even in zebra You remember, just

0:53:27.600 --> 0:53:32.440
<v Speaker 7>speaking of Zebrahead, Deshaun I went to school.

0:53:32.200 --> 0:53:34.719
<v Speaker 2>With him, weren't it.

0:53:35.920 --> 0:53:38.440
<v Speaker 4>I went, oh, wow, I think his.

0:53:38.520 --> 0:53:44.200
<v Speaker 7>Name is DeShawn Castle. Correct, yes, Shawn Castle. He used

0:53:44.200 --> 0:53:46.799
<v Speaker 7>to wrap his ass off too. That's another person who

0:53:46.960 --> 0:53:49.320
<v Speaker 7>used to rhyme from jan because I think actually I

0:53:49.440 --> 0:53:52.200
<v Speaker 7>met she through from DeShawn and junior high.

0:53:52.760 --> 0:53:55.120
<v Speaker 4>Me and Deshaun I knew him.

0:53:55.280 --> 0:53:57.000
<v Speaker 7>I got kicked out of that school, but we went

0:53:57.080 --> 0:54:00.120
<v Speaker 7>to It was a school called Hawthorne for the givet

0:54:00.239 --> 0:54:00.840
<v Speaker 7>and Talented.

0:54:02.080 --> 0:54:03.920
<v Speaker 4>They kicked my black ass right out of there. I

0:54:04.000 --> 0:54:04.960
<v Speaker 4>was too bad for that one.

0:54:05.280 --> 0:54:06.000
<v Speaker 2>Is that DeShawn?

0:54:06.160 --> 0:54:07.680
<v Speaker 3>Is that the same DeShawn that was on the show

0:54:07.719 --> 0:54:08.680
<v Speaker 3>Biz An AG album?

0:54:09.120 --> 0:54:09.239
<v Speaker 4>Uh?

0:54:09.880 --> 0:54:12.279
<v Speaker 3>Was did he ever sean you're talking about him to

0:54:12.320 --> 0:54:13.000
<v Speaker 3>make any records?

0:54:13.719 --> 0:54:16.160
<v Speaker 7>I don't remember if he was on show Business AG album.

0:54:16.480 --> 0:54:19.520
<v Speaker 7>I do know he was the star Zebrahead though, Okay,

0:54:19.600 --> 0:54:21.040
<v Speaker 7>all right, got.

0:54:20.960 --> 0:54:25.520
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, yeah, I never knew his name, but he was dope.

0:54:26.360 --> 0:54:30.520
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, so I actually met she through him and in

0:54:30.640 --> 0:54:35.920
<v Speaker 7>about seventh seventh grade, so uh yeah, I didn't know

0:54:36.040 --> 0:54:38.360
<v Speaker 7>actually knew of the song Ship. We used to play it,

0:54:39.000 --> 0:54:42.560
<v Speaker 7>we used to love it. And that's another reason, like

0:54:42.600 --> 0:54:44.680
<v Speaker 7>God bless my brother asks why I have the utmost

0:54:44.719 --> 0:54:48.120
<v Speaker 7>respect for him, because most people, when they get an opportunity,

0:54:48.200 --> 0:54:50.160
<v Speaker 7>they lose out. It doesn't work the way they work,

0:54:50.719 --> 0:54:53.160
<v Speaker 7>They tough, they tail and make it back. He never

0:54:54.239 --> 0:54:56.680
<v Speaker 7>That's why he used a dog in real life. He

0:54:56.800 --> 0:54:59.880
<v Speaker 7>had dog drive, he had dog will, and you know,

0:55:00.440 --> 0:55:02.160
<v Speaker 7>I believe he had a lot of dog in them

0:55:02.360 --> 0:55:04.720
<v Speaker 7>and a whole lot of God in a mix because

0:55:04.760 --> 0:55:08.840
<v Speaker 7>his driving, his willingness to keep pushing flow was crazy.

0:55:09.040 --> 0:55:11.480
<v Speaker 7>And if you've ever seen DMX in the Battle, his

0:55:11.680 --> 0:55:17.279
<v Speaker 7>level different were fucking insane. It was the level of

0:55:17.440 --> 0:55:23.560
<v Speaker 7>ferocity to nastity ferociousness was literally insane.

0:55:24.080 --> 0:55:26.600
<v Speaker 2>At least, the perception was, Oh, you're going to be

0:55:26.640 --> 0:55:31.040
<v Speaker 2>the first generation of privilege in hip hop, where you

0:55:31.160 --> 0:55:33.480
<v Speaker 2>know your level of success is not going to be

0:55:33.719 --> 0:55:36.399
<v Speaker 2>that of like Grand Master Flash and the Furious Five

0:55:37.320 --> 0:55:41.319
<v Speaker 2>or Ultra Magneticum Seeds like you guys are actually going

0:55:41.440 --> 0:55:45.719
<v Speaker 2>to be like national known and all that stuff. So

0:55:46.120 --> 0:55:50.200
<v Speaker 2>just in the beginning and the very beginning, when the

0:55:50.360 --> 0:55:53.200
<v Speaker 2>bad boy thing seems to be real, Like, at what

0:55:53.360 --> 0:55:55.239
<v Speaker 2>point did it get real for you to know that,

0:55:55.520 --> 0:56:02.520
<v Speaker 2>like Jesus Christ, like, we're literally about to We're about

0:56:02.560 --> 0:56:02.880
<v Speaker 2>to make it.

0:56:03.280 --> 0:56:07.080
<v Speaker 7>I would say when we heard that Buff he heard

0:56:07.120 --> 0:56:10.120
<v Speaker 7>the demo from Mary and he heard it on the

0:56:10.200 --> 0:56:12.600
<v Speaker 7>tour bus and he liked it and he called us up,

0:56:13.000 --> 0:56:16.480
<v Speaker 7>we pretty much knew that we were going to make it.

0:56:16.560 --> 0:56:17.440
<v Speaker 4>That's one thing we had.

0:56:17.960 --> 0:56:19.960
<v Speaker 7>We had a chip on our shoulder because we were

0:56:20.000 --> 0:56:23.520
<v Speaker 7>from Yonkers, like because nobody from Yonkers was on God

0:56:23.560 --> 0:56:26.279
<v Speaker 7>Bless the Dead, Heavy D was on prior to us.

0:56:27.480 --> 0:56:30.600
<v Speaker 7>Brand New Leans is from New Rochelle. Mount Vernon is

0:56:30.640 --> 0:56:35.640
<v Speaker 7>after Yonkers, so the Bronx is before Yonkers. So we

0:56:35.760 --> 0:56:39.800
<v Speaker 7>were literally like the Yonkers is attached to the Bronx,

0:56:39.960 --> 0:56:41.840
<v Speaker 7>Like as soon as you get out the Bronx, you

0:56:41.920 --> 0:56:45.359
<v Speaker 7>ain't Yonkers. So we felt skipped over for so long

0:56:46.080 --> 0:56:49.440
<v Speaker 7>that we we had the I believe part of us

0:56:49.480 --> 0:56:53.120
<v Speaker 7>getting on was we had the utmost confidence and we

0:56:53.360 --> 0:56:56.080
<v Speaker 7>always knew our shit. We always rehearsed a lot, We

0:56:56.239 --> 0:56:58.440
<v Speaker 7>always memorized everything we were saying.

0:56:58.760 --> 0:56:59.879
<v Speaker 4>We always had good time.

0:57:00.640 --> 0:57:03.920
<v Speaker 7>So by the time we got to Puff and they

0:57:04.000 --> 0:57:06.080
<v Speaker 7>said we have to meet him at his office in Rhyme,

0:57:07.040 --> 0:57:11.800
<v Speaker 7>we were already on. We're getting on. There was no

0:57:12.800 --> 0:57:15.320
<v Speaker 7>doubt about it in any of our heads. Like we

0:57:15.440 --> 0:57:18.160
<v Speaker 7>were looking at it as like we're so overlooked, but

0:57:18.400 --> 0:57:20.400
<v Speaker 7>we're we're fucking nice.

0:57:20.520 --> 0:57:22.160
<v Speaker 4>That's that's how we used to go about it.

0:57:22.880 --> 0:57:27.440
<v Speaker 7>And we traveled enough around and you know, from different burroughs,

0:57:27.480 --> 0:57:30.320
<v Speaker 7>different places, and just wrapping our ass off to.

0:57:30.440 --> 0:57:32.360
<v Speaker 4>The point where we knew how good we were.

0:57:32.520 --> 0:57:36.960
<v Speaker 7>So by the time we got there, and I would say,

0:57:37.040 --> 0:57:41.880
<v Speaker 7>that moment you're asking for is when we did.

0:57:42.000 --> 0:57:46.080
<v Speaker 4>You'll see. And then we found out Big was getting

0:57:46.120 --> 0:57:46.760
<v Speaker 4>on your seat.

0:57:47.200 --> 0:57:49.960
<v Speaker 7>We knew history, we knew where were in the books

0:57:50.000 --> 0:57:52.959
<v Speaker 7>because when Big met us, I would even say, before

0:57:53.080 --> 0:57:57.240
<v Speaker 7>getting on, it's when Big met us and he said, y'all.

0:57:57.040 --> 0:58:01.600
<v Speaker 4>Are fucking them sees damn. We got on MC's and

0:58:01.680 --> 0:58:04.160
<v Speaker 4>I'm glad to have y'at here for us.

0:58:04.280 --> 0:58:06.360
<v Speaker 7>That meant a lot because at the particular time he

0:58:06.560 --> 0:58:08.680
<v Speaker 7>was the King of New York, he did he'd done

0:58:08.760 --> 0:58:12.080
<v Speaker 7>something someone no one had ever did, and It wasn't

0:58:12.240 --> 0:58:15.120
<v Speaker 7>just rhyming good because he rhymed well, but it was

0:58:15.200 --> 0:58:17.400
<v Speaker 7>the fact that he was such a well rounded MC

0:58:17.600 --> 0:58:19.960
<v Speaker 7>that he kind of did everything well and.

0:58:20.040 --> 0:58:23.400
<v Speaker 4>He changed the trajectory of how the game was going.

0:58:23.920 --> 0:58:26.600
<v Speaker 4>He was big, He was owning it. He was making

0:58:26.680 --> 0:58:29.720
<v Speaker 4>fat people proud. He was saying things that nobody was

0:58:29.800 --> 0:58:32.440
<v Speaker 4>even saying. Black and ugliest. Ever, how like he was

0:58:32.560 --> 0:58:35.520
<v Speaker 4>just going from an angle of saying shit that was

0:58:35.640 --> 0:58:41.040
<v Speaker 4>like wow, like uh, it's crazy, Like you know what

0:58:41.120 --> 0:58:41.360
<v Speaker 4>I mean.

0:58:41.440 --> 0:58:44.040
<v Speaker 7>I believe Nas opened the door for our generation of

0:58:44.120 --> 0:58:49.440
<v Speaker 7>rappers like he Nas is the He's the I call

0:58:49.560 --> 0:58:52.120
<v Speaker 7>him the baby of the grand Masters, which the lyrical

0:58:52.200 --> 0:58:55.560
<v Speaker 7>grand masters, which would be Cougi King, k arrests and

0:58:55.640 --> 0:58:59.959
<v Speaker 7>rock him, nabody, all of that, but from the child

0:59:00.080 --> 0:59:04.000
<v Speaker 7>who's seen crack outside and drug dealers and robbers and

0:59:04.080 --> 0:59:06.480
<v Speaker 7>knew how to bring it to the table. Then I

0:59:06.560 --> 0:59:12.160
<v Speaker 7>felt a whole Big Wu Tang Nas and all of

0:59:12.240 --> 0:59:15.600
<v Speaker 7>that really I mean escalated it. But I felt Big

0:59:15.960 --> 0:59:18.680
<v Speaker 7>also was able to put the vision of what drug

0:59:18.760 --> 0:59:22.560
<v Speaker 7>dealers wanted outside what we were looking for, the firing

0:59:22.640 --> 0:59:23.240
<v Speaker 7>things in life.

0:59:23.280 --> 0:59:25.360
<v Speaker 4>I felt he was able to mess it all and

0:59:25.440 --> 0:59:27.200
<v Speaker 4>then just bring something new to the table.

0:59:28.200 --> 0:59:30.919
<v Speaker 7>So for him to feel that way about it's really

0:59:31.480 --> 0:59:34.040
<v Speaker 7>made our confidence kind of boost out the door.

0:59:34.560 --> 0:59:36.240
<v Speaker 4>Like we already was very confident.

0:59:36.320 --> 0:59:39.240
<v Speaker 7>And then to get that love from somebody who was

0:59:39.360 --> 0:59:42.200
<v Speaker 7>on who was on top, who you know, was being

0:59:42.280 --> 0:59:45.000
<v Speaker 7>crowned the king of New York meant a lot to us.

0:59:45.360 --> 0:59:48.320
<v Speaker 7>And then just being in Obsessions and working with him,

0:59:48.880 --> 0:59:51.160
<v Speaker 7>speaking with him. Because besides that, like when we got

0:59:51.240 --> 0:59:55.120
<v Speaker 7>into Bad Boy, our rooms used to merge, like we

0:59:55.160 --> 0:59:57.400
<v Speaker 7>would go chill with you and Mafi and Big, they

0:59:57.440 --> 0:59:59.640
<v Speaker 7>would chill with us. We would smoke together, we would

0:59:59.680 --> 1:00:03.080
<v Speaker 7>drink it together. We were you know, I got to

1:00:03.120 --> 1:00:05.479
<v Speaker 7>see I got to see him making most of life

1:00:05.520 --> 1:00:09.360
<v Speaker 7>after death. So that kind of feeling just puts you

1:00:09.480 --> 1:00:13.120
<v Speaker 7>in a whole new way of belonging, Like you make

1:00:13.200 --> 1:00:16.440
<v Speaker 7>it somewhere. To make it somewhere is one thing, but

1:00:17.160 --> 1:00:20.400
<v Speaker 7>the question if you belong there is another. But to

1:00:20.640 --> 1:00:23.960
<v Speaker 7>know you belong there is a whole nother feeling. Like

1:00:24.120 --> 1:00:26.680
<v Speaker 7>so we had that feeling of knowing we belong.

1:00:26.840 --> 1:00:29.200
<v Speaker 4>So it just made everything kind of great for us.

1:00:29.680 --> 1:00:32.240
<v Speaker 2>Quick question, how did you guys come up with the

1:00:32.360 --> 1:00:32.560
<v Speaker 2>name of.

1:00:32.600 --> 1:00:34.680
<v Speaker 4>The group, Well, we were the warlocks.

1:00:35.360 --> 1:00:38.160
<v Speaker 2>Ah, okay, were warlocks and.

1:00:38.560 --> 1:00:42.720
<v Speaker 4>Took us the wars over. Drop it so for real,

1:00:43.920 --> 1:00:46.160
<v Speaker 4>the war's over, So y'all can't be the Warlocks. But

1:00:46.240 --> 1:00:47.640
<v Speaker 4>we wanted to be still who we were.

1:00:48.240 --> 1:00:50.840
<v Speaker 7>So then we went home and I was like, you

1:00:50.920 --> 1:00:55.720
<v Speaker 7>know what, actually what we were doing was and music wise,

1:00:55.920 --> 1:00:58.640
<v Speaker 7>was we were living with our experiences.

1:00:58.480 --> 1:01:01.160
<v Speaker 4>And that's what we put in our music. I was like, yo,

1:01:01.320 --> 1:01:05.200
<v Speaker 4>living off experience y'all, and it was like, that's it,

1:01:06.240 --> 1:01:07.880
<v Speaker 4>that's us just a lot.

1:01:08.600 --> 1:01:11.520
<v Speaker 2>Okay. I thought you guys were just enthusiasts for really

1:01:11.600 --> 1:01:15.680
<v Speaker 2>good bagel sandwiches. I didn't know where the locks came from,

1:01:15.920 --> 1:01:19.000
<v Speaker 2>so wow, sorry.

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<v Speaker 3>See I steal my joke.

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<v Speaker 2>Next time I.

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<v Speaker 3>Wanted to ask man.

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<v Speaker 6>I read it was an interview or a quote somewhere

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<v Speaker 6>where talking about the Let the Locks Go campaign when

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<v Speaker 6>y'a were getting off Bad Boy.

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<v Speaker 3>That that was Puff's idea.

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<v Speaker 6>He wanted to kind of make it, you know, kind

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<v Speaker 6>of on some uh you know pet Barnum, like make

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<v Speaker 6>it a thing.

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<v Speaker 3>You know what I'm saying, make camp. That's that's a lot, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>talk about it, that's a damn line.

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<v Speaker 4>No, we went with let the Locks Go.

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<v Speaker 7>Because we understood that we didn't have the financial power

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<v Speaker 7>or the lawyer power to deal with to to win

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<v Speaker 7>the fight we were trying to fight.

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<v Speaker 4>But what we understood was that.

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<v Speaker 7>People who actually loved us on the street at that time,

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<v Speaker 7>we did a lot of rumbling, a lot of making

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<v Speaker 7>our name known, so people felt kind of connected to us,

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<v Speaker 7>and we were blue collar rap so we figured we

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<v Speaker 7>would do be smarter. But it and that we had

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<v Speaker 7>we was like, all right, we can't win with money,

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<v Speaker 7>we can't win with lawyers, but how do you pull

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<v Speaker 7>out a strategy that works for.

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<v Speaker 4>You and it's most and.

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<v Speaker 7>Came up with We're gonna have the public joint in

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<v Speaker 7>and just tell people what we're going through because at

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<v Speaker 7>the time, the public opinion embarrassed to say, I'm not

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<v Speaker 7>And what's crazy about it is we had a standard

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<v Speaker 7>industry contract, which we welter. We pretty much had a

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<v Speaker 7>standard contract. But we also, like I said, we were

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<v Speaker 7>kind of I think with an epitome of blue collar

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<v Speaker 7>and white collar mix and being streaked, but being also

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<v Speaker 7>a little a little nerdy. Like everything is, if you

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<v Speaker 7>sign a deal, no matter how bad it is, you

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<v Speaker 7>should be able to renegotiate if you get get somewhere,

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<v Speaker 7>like if you sell drugs.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, I sold ten pieces for ten dollars.

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<v Speaker 7>That's one hundred dollars. Now when you tell me I'm

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<v Speaker 7>putting out an album, you know what I mean. I'm

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<v Speaker 7>coming straight off the street. So it's no way I

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<v Speaker 7>was gonna read all this paperwork and everything. That's happy.

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<v Speaker 4>I wanted to be there. I'm as signing. But if

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<v Speaker 4>you're telling me I'm only getting a h not even.

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<v Speaker 7>A dollar off this album every album sold or not

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<v Speaker 7>even two dollars, Now I got a problem and we

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<v Speaker 7>gotta we gotta fix this.

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<v Speaker 4>This ain't even cool. So we didn't really care about

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<v Speaker 4>the image that everybody else was worried about.

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<v Speaker 7>So we came with let the locks go, and we

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<v Speaker 7>figured we'll use the power of the people, throw the

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<v Speaker 7>T shirts on on summer jam, let everybody and involve

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<v Speaker 7>the people with it and have the people on your side.

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<v Speaker 5>That's where raping you records came from, right. I can

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<v Speaker 5>just keep hearing it in my head because they be

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<v Speaker 5>raping you, raping you, raping.

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<v Speaker 4>Yup.

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<v Speaker 7>So we just strategized and use what we felt would

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<v Speaker 7>work for us, which was a campaign letting people know

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<v Speaker 7>how we felt and that we didn't want to be there.

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<v Speaker 3>Thanks for clearing that up. Man, I read that before

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<v Speaker 3>and it yeah, thanks for clearing.

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<v Speaker 4>That up for Damn Line.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, he's good at it.

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<v Speaker 2>So just in your career, like, what would you say

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<v Speaker 2>is can you name at least three like the magic

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<v Speaker 2>moments that you were there for or that that really

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<v Speaker 2>impacted you.

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<v Speaker 7>One getting on when you first get on, I would say,

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<v Speaker 7>it is uh, veryful. Two I want to say it's

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<v Speaker 7>a particular particular time and movement. But as I said,

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<v Speaker 7>I sat down and reflected on all the artists that

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<v Speaker 7>I worked with I was able to work with, and

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<v Speaker 7>it made me have a high level of appreciation for myself.

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<v Speaker 7>I think when you take a conscious look at your

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<v Speaker 7>catalog and are able to say, oh, man, I worked

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<v Speaker 7>with him, I worked with I did this, I've done that,

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<v Speaker 7>it made me very proud. And then the Grammys definitely

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<v Speaker 7>was a highlight moment because I felt that was that was.

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<v Speaker 4>Worldly, like you know what I mean? And how do

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<v Speaker 4>you put this?

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<v Speaker 7>When you could do a stadium and you could do

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<v Speaker 7>a small room, It puts you in and in the

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<v Speaker 7>realization of.

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<v Speaker 4>What you meet. The hip hop thinking about being on

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<v Speaker 4>Bigg's album, Whole's album, a roots album.

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<v Speaker 7>Doing a song with Mariah doing you know, being on

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<v Speaker 7>a Ma Maya album, being on a j LO album,

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<v Speaker 7>being on a Talb album. I would say after Versus

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<v Speaker 7>too the au, Yes, yes, I suspect the verses where

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<v Speaker 7>kids came up to us going, we're gonna learn our rhymes,

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<v Speaker 7>We're gonna stop rapping over the track. Uh, we we're

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<v Speaker 7>gonna have our show tight. We see what your brotherhood

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<v Speaker 7>brings to the people. That was very important because I

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<v Speaker 7>didn't understand. I never thought the magnitude of the after

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<v Speaker 7>effect would be that big. And yes, yeah, So that

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<v Speaker 7>was also a great moment in our career where we

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<v Speaker 7>were able to say, staying on the hamster wheel pays off,

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<v Speaker 7>like you you know what I mean, being able to

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<v Speaker 7>stay on that wheel and that workout and do what

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<v Speaker 7>you do continuously. Sometimes you don't get credit for what

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<v Speaker 7>you do. You don't get acknowledgment, you don't get your accolades,

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<v Speaker 7>you don't make certain lists, you don't get certain ackledgement.

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<v Speaker 7>If you stick to what you do or it'll come

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<v Speaker 7>around sooner or later. And Versus Versus showed us that

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<v Speaker 7>because it wasn't about we love this set, those is

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<v Speaker 7>our brothers. But to see that many kids come up

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<v Speaker 7>to us after going we're gonna learn our rhymes and

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<v Speaker 7>we're gonna stop performing over that track with the words

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<v Speaker 7>on meant a lot to us because we felt we

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<v Speaker 7>now did what we were supposed to do for the

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<v Speaker 7>hip hop we grew up on.

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<v Speaker 5>That's the one thing I was hoping. I was like,

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<v Speaker 5>out of everything that came out of that versus, I

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<v Speaker 5>was hoping that young artists are watching this and seeing

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<v Speaker 5>what to do and what not to do.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, yeah, so that meant a lot to it.

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<v Speaker 5>One more question before you got because you mentioned you

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<v Speaker 5>mentioned you and your wife Azua would do a couple

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<v Speaker 5>of these shows. And I'm so curious because when we

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<v Speaker 5>see as as a consumer and as a watcher of

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<v Speaker 5>these shows, where we see you and your wife on them,

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<v Speaker 5>we know what that brings. It brings a certain level

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<v Speaker 5>of legitimacy to these couple shows, right because we know

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<v Speaker 5>that y'all shit is real, y'all work on y'all shit

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<v Speaker 5>every day. Whatever. But I'm so curious for you and Azua,

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<v Speaker 5>why what's your motivation for doing these shows?

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<v Speaker 7>One you want to build your marriage up, you want

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<v Speaker 7>to learn what you can, but you also want to

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<v Speaker 7>show people like, uh, we pride ourselves. There's never been

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<v Speaker 7>a show where we were in ourselves or somebody could

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<v Speaker 7>pay us to be out of pocket, act uncivil or

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<v Speaker 7>so we're big on black love and black family and

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<v Speaker 7>do what we can do for the black family and

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<v Speaker 7>represent black love.

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<v Speaker 5>Thank you, thank you. It's great. It means a lot

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<v Speaker 5>to us to see y'all.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank y'all, thank you, Thank you, brother Steve. I know

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<v Speaker 2>you didn't get your cream cheese. That's all right.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm sure there'll be somebody else from a band.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, thanks, no.

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<v Speaker 4>Plant based cream cheese.

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<v Speaker 2>There you go, there you go.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh that's yeah, I do like the plant based.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yo styles. Thank you so much for doing this,

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<v Speaker 2>And really, I really appreciate you for having the courage

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<v Speaker 2>to really live in your integrity. And I know you're like,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not a leader, but you're an absolute leader, and

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<v Speaker 2>you're a seed planner, and you know, like we're out

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<v Speaker 2>here listening to you, and I'm especially out here listening

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<v Speaker 2>to you. I thank you for that so because that

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<v Speaker 2>that'll make me, that'll keep me on the straight and

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<v Speaker 2>narrow as well, and then that will inspire someone else

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<v Speaker 2>and so on and so on.

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<v Speaker 6>So no, man, Uh, from the time we met, like

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<v Speaker 6>first time it was when you were at first kind

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<v Speaker 6>of opening your juice bar when we did the Pharaoh.

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<v Speaker 3>Mantch Black Can side video.

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<v Speaker 6>I love that record, man, but we shot you know

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<v Speaker 6>that in you know, in your in your bar, and uh,

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<v Speaker 6>you just always been every time. I didn't even think

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<v Speaker 6>you even knew who we were, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 6>When Pharaoh hit me for that record, he was like, yeah, man,

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<v Speaker 6>I want you to do a hook and I got styles.

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<v Speaker 6>I was like word like style. I was like for

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<v Speaker 6>real and I heard it. I was like, oh this

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<v Speaker 6>shiit dovers hell. And so when I met you, man,

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<v Speaker 6>you just always every time we saw each other was

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<v Speaker 6>always love. You just always been just one of the

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<v Speaker 6>most solid dudes in this game, man, And I just

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<v Speaker 6>wanted to just you you love him space.

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<v Speaker 4>You're having me on the project, bro.

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<v Speaker 7>I told you, I'm a fan, man, a big, big fan,

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<v Speaker 7>and question I owe you a personal think.

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<v Speaker 4>I was scared to do something. I asked quests for

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<v Speaker 4>a request at a party.

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<v Speaker 5>Dude a record to playing record.

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<v Speaker 2>Not only did he request the record, I actually complied,

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<v Speaker 2>and because I'm world famous for not but on top

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<v Speaker 2>of that, on top of that, to this day, my

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<v Speaker 2>first five records is Dreams. I played that. He has

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<v Speaker 2>me played Fleetwood Mac Dreams.

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<v Speaker 5>Wow, but in lovely.

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<v Speaker 4>I got scared. That was one. See I could have

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<v Speaker 4>mentioned my feelings. I was like, oh fuck, I think

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<v Speaker 4>I offended questions.

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<v Speaker 1>I knew better than to ask, but I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I had to ask this one.

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<v Speaker 8>I felt like it was a good time to ask.

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<v Speaker 8>Look he waved me off, like no, this is like

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<v Speaker 8>it was like what record? I was like, creat Fleetwood

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<v Speaker 8>Mac and that ship. I appreciate that.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you surprised. Doesn't surprise you surprised them, know, because

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<v Speaker 2>the thing was, I was in my jawing like come on, man,

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<v Speaker 2>I got this. I know what I'm doing. And then

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<v Speaker 2>I thought about it and I was like, wait, he

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<v Speaker 2>don't even know that. That's the perfect record to mix

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<v Speaker 2>him right now. And I did it, and to this

1:10:59.360 --> 1:11:03.320
<v Speaker 2>day is now in my first ten records. You brought

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<v Speaker 2>that to my repertoire. So thank you again. You changing mind,

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<v Speaker 2>You're changing my health and my creativity. I got the

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<v Speaker 2>request a quest love. Nobody does that.

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<v Speaker 5>You're right, I'm trying to trying to get into for years.

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<v Speaker 4>I think that's gonna work right now. I gotta give

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<v Speaker 4>it a try.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, it like wave. I was like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 2>you wait, because I was. It was like juggling plates

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<v Speaker 2>like trust me and people, Yeah, don't don't, don't get couraged. Don't,

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<v Speaker 2>don't get couraged at all.

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<v Speaker 7>That was and it was a vegan It was a

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<v Speaker 7>vegan plant based right. Shout out to chef Dan you

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<v Speaker 7>home too, Yes, that was. Let me tell you something

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<v Speaker 7>to a question.

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<v Speaker 1>You are you know what it is.

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<v Speaker 4>You are absolutely astonishing.

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<v Speaker 7>Amazing DJ too, because that whole night was a lesson

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<v Speaker 7>for me because I went, you know, sometimes you think

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<v Speaker 7>people are great just in their field, and I've seen

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<v Speaker 7>question other fields.

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<v Speaker 4>But to rock that fucking party, what he was playing,

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<v Speaker 4>what he was doing. If I was a DJ, I

1:12:15.280 --> 1:12:17.040
<v Speaker 4>would have been taking notes. I would have I probably

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<v Speaker 4>would have written everything down in my note notepad. But

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<v Speaker 4>you're an amazing person. Thank you very much, thank you,

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<v Speaker 4>And that's a big more spot for me. I made it.

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<v Speaker 2>I gotta that's.

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<v Speaker 4>Gonna go on my hip hop, on my hip hop.

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<v Speaker 4>Great things I did I gotta, I gotta. I was

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<v Speaker 4>able to get a make a suggestion and it happened.

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<v Speaker 2>You made it happen. Yes, you did. A rare moment

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<v Speaker 2>in Quest Left history. Thank you very much. Want to

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<v Speaker 2>be having Steve and Fante and Laia and unpaid Bill

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<v Speaker 2>uh And in the great style. See this is another

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<v Speaker 2>classic episode of Quest Left Supreme. See y'all nextra.

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