WEBVTT - Perta: Life Just Before Rock Stardom

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Alec Baldwin and you're listening to Here's the Thing

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<v Speaker 1>You to stop Fight. You used to stop fight. Now

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<v Speaker 1>I'm burning my own body down to stop. Today, I'll

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<v Speaker 1>start with a prediction. This will be Here's the Thing's

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<v Speaker 1>show is usually my way of taking you into the

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<v Speaker 1>lives and careers of giants. People at the top of

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<v Speaker 1>their mountain looking down. Today our guests are at the

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<v Speaker 1>base of the mountain looking up. Perda is at a

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<v Speaker 1>thrilling moment for any great band. This track is called

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<v Speaker 1>from Fire, and it's the only song they've released in

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<v Speaker 1>the Beatles timeline. It's after the Kasba Coffee Club, but

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<v Speaker 1>before George Martin. They're represented by William Morris, but the

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<v Speaker 1>frontman still works at Starbucks. They had a profile and

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<v Speaker 1>paper magazine, but the guitarist mom drove them to our interview.

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<v Speaker 1>Perda's frontman is Matt Bazulka, and there are only a

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<v Speaker 1>handful of people in a generation with his talent and

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<v Speaker 1>stage presence. Within a year, maybe two, you will know

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<v Speaker 1>his name. But joined by the band's founder, Colin Kenrick

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<v Speaker 1>in a small l a studio for our conversation. He's

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<v Speaker 1>still just a normal kid, well not normal exactly. Something

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<v Speaker 1>his parents accommodated. I wanted to perform since I was

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<v Speaker 1>very young. Um, they had me trying different sports out

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<v Speaker 1>and then um, one day during wrestling match, I got

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<v Speaker 1>like flipped over and lost of tooth and they were like,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe we should dry the art. And Pennsylvania like rural Pennsylvania.

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<v Speaker 1>It's called the Lehigh Valley. Yeah, it's a small collection

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<v Speaker 1>of towns. I remember I made like the front page

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<v Speaker 1>of the newspaper when I was eight years old because

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<v Speaker 1>I was the only male dancer in like the entire alley. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>when I listened to you is when you're there, You're

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<v Speaker 1>at the gig, at the troubadour. Where's the one where

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<v Speaker 1>you're wearing the white and I'm sitting there watch and

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<v Speaker 1>you stand up, you like make an entrance, even they

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<v Speaker 1>were already there. You stand up, and I'll let you

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<v Speaker 1>describe it. I don't want to say it's Elvis. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to say it. Share that white jumpsuits split

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<v Speaker 1>open to the navel, the fringes I'm going look at

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<v Speaker 1>this guy originally was not actually to the navel, but

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<v Speaker 1>they didn't have air conditioning. Yeah, and you opened your

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<v Speaker 1>mouth and I thought I was going to pass out.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you train? I mean I took a year of

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<v Speaker 1>lessons when I was like eleven. Whose idea was it?

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<v Speaker 1>My mom? You and you left there when you were

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<v Speaker 1>how old? Right after I graduated high school to go

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<v Speaker 1>where here? Yeah? Well that's the thing is, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>I have this kind of ignorance, is bliss way about

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<v Speaker 1>like finding things in life. And I just kind of

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<v Speaker 1>followed this one teacher that I really trusted. She's like,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a school called Calerts that I think you'll really love.

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<v Speaker 1>I had never even been to the West Coast. I

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<v Speaker 1>hadn't even really traveled. My first day in California was

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<v Speaker 1>my first day of school. Did you like it right away? Yeah? Absolutely?

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<v Speaker 1>I was all weirdo in high school, so I felt

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<v Speaker 1>like I fit right in. Yeah. And for training, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean like they went for acting. So the voice training

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<v Speaker 1>that they did was for speech and distinction like theater

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<v Speaker 1>the right and for you talking to Colin ken Rick, now,

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<v Speaker 1>for you, what was music in your life? Was a child?

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<v Speaker 1>Like what did you listen to? Were you rapidly into music?

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<v Speaker 1>What's what's your musical? D n A. So music was

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<v Speaker 1>the connection to my dad. I was raised on the

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<v Speaker 1>classic songwriters, you know, Paul Simon, Bob Dylan, w local Il,

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<v Speaker 1>A kid in the suburbs and going up my dad.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember him showing me a Dylan song when I

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<v Speaker 1>was thirteen. It was Spanish Boots of Spanish Leather by

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<v Speaker 1>Bob Dylan, and that was a song that it was

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<v Speaker 1>like a sailor song. For some reason, this story really

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<v Speaker 1>spoke to me. And then when I started playing music,

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<v Speaker 1>you picked up a what I picked up a guitar.

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<v Speaker 1>I picked up a guitar and fumbled through some chords.

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<v Speaker 1>So I started with that and I eventually moved on

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<v Speaker 1>to you know, people like Ellett Smith, just kind of

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<v Speaker 1>the classic songwriters, really angsty. That was my bag. So

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<v Speaker 1>shifting this project, it's very much away from what I

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<v Speaker 1>used to write because it's not really worked in my bed.

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<v Speaker 1>How old do you know? I six? Right? Did you

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<v Speaker 1>have another band before the span high school band? You

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<v Speaker 1>know nothing to you know, nothing to write home about.

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<v Speaker 1>Someone's laughing mockingly. It's not me. No, they're wonderful videos

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<v Speaker 1>on YouTube. We're not talking about this. I can't wait. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So I went to school for this and I started

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<v Speaker 1>doing songwriting and I wasn't really sure what I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to do when I When I left and we both

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<v Speaker 1>went to cal Arts, to California's through the Arts up

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<v Speaker 1>in Valencia, California. Great place. And did you meet there?

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<v Speaker 1>Sort of? We knew each other. We were in one

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<v Speaker 1>class I remember. Yeah, I don't remember that class because

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<v Speaker 1>you were hot and it was a science quote unquote class.

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<v Speaker 1>But what about music of your generation? Beyond the Beatles

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<v Speaker 1>and Simon and graphical whatever. What did you listen to?

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<v Speaker 1>What did you love? Oh? Man, I don't know if

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<v Speaker 1>there's anything I really loved. I think it was just

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<v Speaker 1>a matter of influence for me from you know, where

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<v Speaker 1>I was receiving music from, you know, mostly my dad

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<v Speaker 1>and kind of his group of friends, and you're raised

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<v Speaker 1>on something else. Oh yeah, absolutely? What was this music

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<v Speaker 1>of your generation? What was it missing? As far as

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<v Speaker 1>you were concerned? I think it really was missing the storytelling,

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<v Speaker 1>the structure of a song explaining a story, whereas it

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<v Speaker 1>just felt like an even more so now about the

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<v Speaker 1>hooks and the catchiness and repetitiveness. Yeah, what's the first

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<v Speaker 1>time that you sang, this is always intriguing to me

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<v Speaker 1>because I had this. I had this wonderful conversation with

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<v Speaker 1>Tom York about this. Tom York sits here with me

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<v Speaker 1>in our studio when York and says, you know that

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<v Speaker 1>he hated his voice. He didn't think he could sing.

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<v Speaker 1>When did you first? How old were you and where

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<v Speaker 1>were you when people first said to you you could

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<v Speaker 1>do this. We went in the bathroom and like a

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<v Speaker 1>share outfit with a brush in your hand. Do you

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<v Speaker 1>believe that Sarah wasn't my da? I mean, of course,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, honor and respect her. But Britney spears, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>it's perfect, It's perfect. Again in the bathroom of distinctly,

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<v Speaker 1>I got her CD. Oh god, I think it was

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<v Speaker 1>the second one. I wanted it so bad for Christmas,

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<v Speaker 1>and my grandma bought it for me, but she she

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<v Speaker 1>the way she handed it to me. So how we

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<v Speaker 1>did is we unwrapped gifts and then we went up

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<v Speaker 1>and had to say thank you, So I like, unwrapped

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<v Speaker 1>the gift anyway, just saying thank you, and she's like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh that trash, and my mom just yelled from the

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<v Speaker 1>other room. He likes what he likes. Leave him alone,

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<v Speaker 1>always my whole childhood, my mom. Yeah, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>but that was the beginning. Well yeah, I mean honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>like my siblings and I would put on productions at

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<v Speaker 1>my grandparents house in the summertime, and I was like

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<v Speaker 1>the one who was into performing. So I was like

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<v Speaker 1>the director and like stars. I was in the nicolas um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. I I think I pursued acting because I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't really I remember there was a moment in high

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<v Speaker 1>school when I was really starting to think about music seriously,

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<v Speaker 1>and there was somebody who asked me. They're like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>do you understand music theory? And I think that deterred

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<v Speaker 1>me because my mind couldn't really grasp chord progressions, and

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<v Speaker 1>so I was just like, I don't know. I I

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<v Speaker 1>I honestly thought of music as like magic, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was just like, Okay, well that's out of reach, but like,

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<v Speaker 1>how can I continue to express myself? And I really

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<v Speaker 1>love dissecting plays and like reading them. And she's still

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<v Speaker 1>on the fence about whether you want to keep up

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<v Speaker 1>acting and do this full time. No, you know, thanks

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<v Speaker 1>to Colin, like I feel a lot more confident about

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<v Speaker 1>doing this and and I get the best of both worlds.

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<v Speaker 1>So like with the songwriting process, the lyrics are very

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<v Speaker 1>like story driven. Um, we only have the one song

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<v Speaker 1>out now, but a lot of the songs that are

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<v Speaker 1>from Fire and the like, trust that one's about growing

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<v Speaker 1>up in Pennsylvania, that one's about not having much money.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna get to the songwriting thing after I ask

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<v Speaker 1>you described me. How did the whole group come together.

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<v Speaker 1>It's kind of a long road. So, like I said,

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<v Speaker 1>we kind of knew each other in college, and you

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<v Speaker 1>knew we could sing. No, no, I had no idea

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<v Speaker 1>nothing of the start. So I left cal Arts. I

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<v Speaker 1>got a great education, but I was very deterred from

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<v Speaker 1>music making. I was very self conscious about my own process. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I was looking around and Cal Arts is the best

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<v Speaker 1>of everybody, right, It's like the best of every town

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<v Speaker 1>in the country coming together. So you get there and

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<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden you're like, wow, I thought I

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<v Speaker 1>was great, but this guy is super good at this,

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<v Speaker 1>and this guy is really good at this, and it

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<v Speaker 1>deterred me from my own process because I was trying

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<v Speaker 1>to do what everyone else was doing. So by the

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<v Speaker 1>time I graduated, I thought I was done with music.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought music was like behind me. I went into

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<v Speaker 1>music management, you know. I got a job at a

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<v Speaker 1>music management company. I eventually end up working as a

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<v Speaker 1>talent agent for a little bit where I worked at

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<v Speaker 1>a place called First Artist Management and shout out to them.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a small boutique UH composer agency for film and

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<v Speaker 1>television composers. But I was managing another group out of college,

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<v Speaker 1>Um and Matt. We put them in a warehouse show

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<v Speaker 1>for them and Super Illegal and Matt very opened for

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<v Speaker 1>the band that I was working with, and he came

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<v Speaker 1>on stage with the producers a guy on a computer

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<v Speaker 1>and like opened his mouth and I had the same

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<v Speaker 1>reaction you did. I just like stopped. I walked up

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<v Speaker 1>to him immediately after the show. I was just like,

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<v Speaker 1>d how do I not know this about you? You know,

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<v Speaker 1>how do I not know you're this kind of singer?

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<v Speaker 1>And I just said, let me take you to dinner tomorrow.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like the next day, I was like, let

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<v Speaker 1>me take you to dinner. Did you have the money

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<v Speaker 1>to take him to dinner? Did you actually have them?

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<v Speaker 1>I pretended, absolutely pretending because all we got was appetizers.

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<v Speaker 1>I got drinks. It's a very nice place, so we

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<v Speaker 1>sat down and I said, you know, you're amazing. What

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<v Speaker 1>do you wanted of music? What is it that you need?

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<v Speaker 1>And we both kind of simultaneously came to the conclusion

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<v Speaker 1>that he needed live musicians because being on stage by

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<v Speaker 1>yourself with a guy on a computer didn't feel like

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<v Speaker 1>it fulfilled his vision. I find this facet you began

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<v Speaker 1>to conceive is going to bet you with a synthesizer.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just we wanted to We wanted a band

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<v Speaker 1>because he because he was so dynamic on stage, and

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<v Speaker 1>I got the sense that he was a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>bored because he didn't have the ability to interact with people.

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<v Speaker 1>It felt it was it was it was lonely to

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<v Speaker 1>be honest, like like it was. It was a very

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<v Speaker 1>no I mean yeah, I mean I was. I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>like used to like being an ensemble and like it

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<v Speaker 1>was a lonely process and like, um, there was a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of times where I wanted to change something, but

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't necessarily have the vocabulary. And now, like being

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<v Speaker 1>in a room full of like live musicians, I can

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<v Speaker 1>be like it should you know, if it could feel

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<v Speaker 1>like this, that would be amazing. And like Danny our

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<v Speaker 1>bass player can be like Okay, well, what if we

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<v Speaker 1>try you know what I mean? Sometimes all I can

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<v Speaker 1>use is like imagery for that kind of stuff because

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have the vocabulary that they have. So the

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<v Speaker 1>two of you go out and get who what happens now?

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<v Speaker 1>So after we talk, I texted a lot of the

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<v Speaker 1>guys who you know are now in the group, and

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<v Speaker 1>I made a joke. I'm like, I'm starting supergroup right

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<v Speaker 1>around this lead singer. Here's like a voice moment on

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<v Speaker 1>an iPhone, maybe a thirty second clip of him singing. Right.

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<v Speaker 1>So I texted, you know, Daniel Zuktar bass player, Justin

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<v Speaker 1>Siegel are drummer, and I was like, tomorrow my bedroom,

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<v Speaker 1>everybody meet, bring your instruments. And it was the next day.

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<v Speaker 1>They were like, yeah, I'm in sounds great? Was that

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<v Speaker 1>like for you? I was so embarrassed because they like

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<v Speaker 1>actually joyed that clip enough to like come in. And

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<v Speaker 1>I also like, growing up, I didn't have a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of guy friends, so it was like I was very

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<v Speaker 1>very nervous. In fact, I had one guy friend, Um

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<v Speaker 1>and Colin made everything really really comfortable and the guys

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<v Speaker 1>were super super chill, and but I was nervous because,

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<v Speaker 1>like I just didn't know if they were interested in

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<v Speaker 1>the thing or if they thought something was like stupid

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<v Speaker 1>or um and I, you know, I just I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I was very like on edge about the whole thing.

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<v Speaker 1>But then like as soon as we got into the

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<v Speaker 1>room and there was this the first song UM written

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<v Speaker 1>was a song called Skittles and UM, we just started

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<v Speaker 1>playing it together there they're Colin was like, let's just

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<v Speaker 1>jam on it, and I was like, that's I had

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<v Speaker 1>like a kind of like a I was like this.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, this is it. This is like never

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<v Speaker 1>jammed before, never had and so I don't know, it

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<v Speaker 1>was cool. It was cool, It was it felt fun.

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<v Speaker 1>It was before actually had a different guitar player at

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<v Speaker 1>the time. Interesting, how do you tell someone but it's

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<v Speaker 1>not he's so sweet, like a very sweet I think

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<v Speaker 1>what happened ultimately was it's nothing to do with reflection

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<v Speaker 1>of anybody's ability or talent. It became clear just at

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<v Speaker 1>that point in our lives, at the four of us,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we were the ones who are like this

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<v Speaker 1>is this is it for us? This was kind of

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<v Speaker 1>are all in. There was no like backup options. It

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<v Speaker 1>was just for a bunch of young men. Where do

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<v Speaker 1>you rehearse? Where do you right? How do you get

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<v Speaker 1>out of the garage and into the club and performing?

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<v Speaker 1>We're still in the kitchen. That's were the bedroom band

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<v Speaker 1>to a kitchen band because there was another place. But

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<v Speaker 1>in an ideal world, is there another place you should

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<v Speaker 1>be rehearsing? Yeah, certainly, I just think, Uh, there's an

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<v Speaker 1>endless amount of studio space in l A. It's just

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<v Speaker 1>to rehearse, to rehearse. It's just it's expensive and unfortunately

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<v Speaker 1>that's the process. I mean, we're pretty young as a band,

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<v Speaker 1>and we've been incredibly fortunate um for a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>the opportunities we received. You know, we started out playing

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<v Speaker 1>like the smallest bars and clubs you've never heard of,

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<v Speaker 1>right like where Yeah, like the State Social House, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. We're like in West Hollywood, Like

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<v Speaker 1>this is all like many seats, we're playing to a

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<v Speaker 1>wall and the people the literally very small and like

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<v Speaker 1>this is the stage was as big as this stage.

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<v Speaker 1>Imagine like a drum kit, basis, a keyboard, everything was

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<v Speaker 1>on and you were one of how many acts on

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<v Speaker 1>the show That meant oh that was just us. It

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<v Speaker 1>was just thirty five minutes. Yeah, we did our best. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>the sound guy took a phone call and yeah, exactly,

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<v Speaker 1>it was amazing. That's why it's it's interesting to the

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<v Speaker 1>process like where we started and obviously we have a

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<v Speaker 1>long way to go, but you know, we've been really

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<v Speaker 1>lucky about you know, we headlined the Trooper Door at

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<v Speaker 1>some point because we got an option. Did that happened?

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<v Speaker 1>So we got an opportunity to open for We played

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<v Speaker 1>there twice beforehand. You would play there a couple of

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<v Speaker 1>times before. How do you first get into the Trooper Door? Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so you send up a tape. Usually came to the

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<v Speaker 1>little club that you were in. The first opportunity was

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<v Speaker 1>our bass player played in another band, kind of local.

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<v Speaker 1>They've since disbanded um and they were playing and they

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<v Speaker 1>wanted an opening act, right, They had a couple of

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<v Speaker 1>bands playing, three or four bands playing, so we played.

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<v Speaker 1>Then the next time one of the acts was there

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<v Speaker 1>and saw us. Him and his manager approached us because

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<v Speaker 1>they thought we fit their style and they really liked

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<v Speaker 1>our show and like, will you guys be our opener?

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<v Speaker 1>And after that show, I got in pretty close with

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<v Speaker 1>the booker at the Troubador. His name is Amy. She

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<v Speaker 1>like emailed me the next day like hey, great show,

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<v Speaker 1>Like when we booked Purda for a headlining show, and

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<v Speaker 1>then that was it. And then from there we did

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<v Speaker 1>our headlining show and someone from w OM came because

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<v Speaker 1>he knew Amy really well, and she's like, you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>come check out the show, and you know, we we

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<v Speaker 1>did a couple of creative things. My roommate actually works

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<v Speaker 1>at WOM, so he went to the A and R

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<v Speaker 1>people secretly without mentioning our relationship, was like, listen, you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta cover this show. I promise you'd be great. So

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<v Speaker 1>they sent a couple of agents who had no expectations

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<v Speaker 1>like all right, some local band whatever. And after the show,

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<v Speaker 1>like they all came up to me, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>our agent, Ben Schiffer was just kind of like this

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<v Speaker 1>is amazing, um, like can how do we talk? The

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<v Speaker 1>reason I love this because this is something I'm kind

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<v Speaker 1>of obsessed with is I'm always saying to people like

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<v Speaker 1>when they'rever I've taught acting, they get right to the

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<v Speaker 1>career question. If we do a Q and A. They

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to talk about lighting in films and they

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to have anything technical. They're like, how do

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<v Speaker 1>I get an agent, how do I make it? You know?

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<v Speaker 1>For their version of that, And I'll say to them,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, be in anything like, you got to just

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<v Speaker 1>put it out there. You gotta play in the shitty

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<v Speaker 1>little club that's got like we're just playing to a wall.

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<v Speaker 1>You've got to put it out there and it's going

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<v Speaker 1>to come back to you. And if you don't, it

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<v Speaker 1>might take some time. And if it doesn't come back

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<v Speaker 1>to you and you put it out there, then you

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<v Speaker 1>know you tried. This is not what our My guests

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<v Speaker 1>are lead singer Matt Basolka and keyboardist slash manager Colin

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<v Speaker 1>Kenrick of the band Perta. This is their song still Unrelieved,

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<v Speaker 1>East the Woods on the Brier. Nobody had an eye

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<v Speaker 1>for the big act like Ron Delsoner New York's foremost

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<v Speaker 1>concert promoter for more than forty years. It's a huge

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<v Speaker 1>and poorly understood job. I had this show at p

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<v Speaker 1>eighty four, which has appeared that the long showman control that.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't really know that until they said, hey, we've

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<v Speaker 1>got to help you here. A lot of the guys

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<v Speaker 1>day will connect the who cares. I'll tell you about

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<v Speaker 1>that later when the guy dies he's still alive. The

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<v Speaker 1>rest of that conversation in our archive that here's the

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<v Speaker 1>thing dot org after the break. What it's like having

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<v Speaker 1>major label A and R court you at night, then

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<v Speaker 1>serving Latte's in the morning and come do this let

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<v Speaker 1>that game. This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening to

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<v Speaker 1>here's the thing. I'm gonna take flight off the chi

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<v Speaker 1>because I can feel in my bones. I've got that

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<v Speaker 1>East Coast thunderfol cats in the valley on my pelvis,

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<v Speaker 1>and I got in my family's faith and I gave

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<v Speaker 1>it to me. I gotta trust funds like it doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>love trust fund from the band Perta, which includes my

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<v Speaker 1>two guests today, Colin Kenrick and Matt Basalka, who are

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<v Speaker 1>still figuring out how to overcome stage fright. This is Matt.

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<v Speaker 1>I do very very nervous, but I have this thing

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't told anybody yet, but I like pretend like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm walking into warm water and that really helps me.

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<v Speaker 1>And I always try to make an entrance um one

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<v Speaker 1>for the theatricality of it, but like also because fans

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<v Speaker 1>demanded right exactly all three of them. Um. It just

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<v Speaker 1>helps me like kind of like click into place I

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<v Speaker 1>can fall back on the technical if I need to,

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<v Speaker 1>But I end up always kind of after at least

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<v Speaker 1>the first song. I I always kind of get lost

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<v Speaker 1>and like I don't know, like I said, when I

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<v Speaker 1>was growing up and I was performing those shows for

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<v Speaker 1>my grandparents, it was always just such bliss and freedom

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<v Speaker 1>and like um and we were running amuck around the

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<v Speaker 1>house and like all of the crafts were available to

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<v Speaker 1>us from the basement, so we were able to make

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<v Speaker 1>these costumes. And because the lights are in my eyes

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<v Speaker 1>are like it really feels like I'm going back to

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<v Speaker 1>like those times. If I would do a movie, it

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<v Speaker 1>was always like what can I do to stay in

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<v Speaker 1>a certain state that is symbiotic with the work I'm doing.

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<v Speaker 1>So if I'm doing something very light, the hardest thing

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<v Speaker 1>is to be as light and free and funny and

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<v Speaker 1>warm and generous of spirit. So I was doing like

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<v Speaker 1>a comedy. I go in my room and I'd watch

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<v Speaker 1>like Dopeye comedies on the TV. I'd watch something like

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<v Speaker 1>it Hot, and I'd watch Nothing to Take to blow

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<v Speaker 1>the wind, you know. My sales in any direction that

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<v Speaker 1>was like heavy, so that when they say, okay, we're

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<v Speaker 1>ready for you, they knock up the trail and they

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<v Speaker 1>go We're ready for you, and I go out and

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<v Speaker 1>be like, hey, I'm ready and whatever my thing is.

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<v Speaker 1>And then if it was the opposite, if I was

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<v Speaker 1>doing something really heavy and really dark, We're watching Scarface

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<v Speaker 1>on a loop like for nine hours old and wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to stay in that zone of like you want to

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<v Speaker 1>funk with me, you want to funk with me, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>but then I want to paddle back into that current

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<v Speaker 1>in front of the camera. So for you, you try

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<v Speaker 1>to relax and get yourself in some zones. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>usually spend the day like being alone. I have to.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to like interesting. Yeah, even in New York,

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<v Speaker 1>like the boys stayed in one house and I got

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<v Speaker 1>to see you when you were barbed, like don't come in.

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<v Speaker 1>You never's quiet, and then the day of the show

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<v Speaker 1>comes and it's just like silent. It's you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean. He doesn't want to talk to anybody. It's

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<v Speaker 1>like very like you whisper to him. He's the maestro.

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<v Speaker 1>He's drinking teen Like all right, so talk to me

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<v Speaker 1>about songwriting. Do you have an album's worth the songs together?

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<v Speaker 1>At this point, we probably have an album's worth if

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<v Speaker 1>not a little bit more. How many songs is an

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<v Speaker 1>album now? I mean, yeah, we have more than that.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean we probably, but like finished from this yeah, finished,

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<v Speaker 1>unfinished the twentiesomething songs fire. You wrote that song? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>lyric and melody, not chord progression, Like that's all these boys? Now?

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<v Speaker 1>Why is that the song that's out there that you

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<v Speaker 1>released in social media? It was our like groovyoust most

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<v Speaker 1>upbeat thing um, which I mean, and also like what

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<v Speaker 1>I love about it now, which is not something that

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<v Speaker 1>we're thinking about at the time, but I think it

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<v Speaker 1>is like the truth testament of like how we function

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<v Speaker 1>as a band. So like I originally had written that

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<v Speaker 1>on my shitty guitar and brought it and it was

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<v Speaker 1>a ballad. It was like a very Jeff Buckley like ballad.

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<v Speaker 1>And for for maybe the first year we were trying

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<v Speaker 1>to like figure out where that song should land. We

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<v Speaker 1>performed a different ways and we did the rock ballad version,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, at the end of it, everybody was like,

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't feel right. And then I think it was

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<v Speaker 1>Justin Justin he was like, um, our drummer, he said,

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<v Speaker 1>he was like, uh, Danny, why don't you try to

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<v Speaker 1>like funking it up, because Danny was like, we're he

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<v Speaker 1>They were just jamming before rehearsal to warm up, and

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<v Speaker 1>he was like doing some funk stuff. He's like, what

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<v Speaker 1>if we funked up from fire? That's the beauty of

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<v Speaker 1>this kind of collaboration is, you know, if you listen

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<v Speaker 1>to the lyrics, the lyrics aren't necessarily as upbeat um

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<v Speaker 1>as the feeling of it is. But I think that

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<v Speaker 1>it represents how these boys and I interact and how

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<v Speaker 1>I can trust them with like feelings and stuff. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think I think at the time it was the

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<v Speaker 1>song that where it felt like everything clicked for us.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, when you started as a band, we all

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<v Speaker 1>have very different backgrounds musically, you know, and I think

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<v Speaker 1>it was the one where we all kind of came

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<v Speaker 1>together and like, oh, this is our sound. This is

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<v Speaker 1>what we've been kind of searching for that satisfies everybody's

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<v Speaker 1>musical background and feels right. So when that song came

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<v Speaker 1>together in its current rendition, it was just one that

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<v Speaker 1>made sense. You mentioned that Justin was the one that said,

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<v Speaker 1>funk this somebody, So it's collaborative in that sense, but

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<v Speaker 1>is somebody the decider No, it's a group. Weally have

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<v Speaker 1>this conversation last night because I mean that's the beauty

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<v Speaker 1>of being with a bunch of emotionally intelligent people, is

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<v Speaker 1>like our our fights aren't really fights, their their conversations.

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<v Speaker 1>I told Justin I was to smack the ship out

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<v Speaker 1>of him, and then they had a huge fight and

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<v Speaker 1>now here don't do that. No, we just i mean

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<v Speaker 1>had like a little moment of disagreement. We're like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so like, how have we been deciding about things? But

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<v Speaker 1>you're you're you're function as a road manager for the band. Yeah,

0:23:38.280 --> 0:23:39.800
<v Speaker 1>yeah for now. I mean since we've been doing this,

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<v Speaker 1>I've been you know, I'm the guy in the emails basically,

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<v Speaker 1>but there was somebody who is the goal to get

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<v Speaker 1>somebody external from the band to take Yeah, that's advisable.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah initially, I mean when we started this band, I

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<v Speaker 1>was only the manager. I wasn't even the keyboard player,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. I started playing what year ago.

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<v Speaker 1>That's an incredible thing is he's as good as he

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<v Speaker 1>is now and has only been playing for a year.

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<v Speaker 1>He plays drums, drums, and who's the other one, Daniel

0:24:02.600 --> 0:24:05.920
<v Speaker 1>is the bass player bass. She's still the keyboard. Yeah,

0:24:06.040 --> 0:24:07.320
<v Speaker 1>you're the one that cut the throat of the other

0:24:07.359 --> 0:24:12.879
<v Speaker 1>keyboard player and came to me. Looks at me and

0:24:12.880 --> 0:24:15.639
<v Speaker 1>they're like, how are you gonna do this? Man? But

0:24:15.720 --> 0:24:18.360
<v Speaker 1>you want to get no pun intended, but you want

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<v Speaker 1>the Brian Epstein who's on the outside. We're also looking

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<v Speaker 1>for George Martin. How do you at this stage? I mean,

0:24:25.760 --> 0:24:27.800
<v Speaker 1>you guys haven't taken off yet so to speak, but

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<v Speaker 1>how do you integrate everybody's musicianship? Meaning do you sit

0:24:32.119 --> 0:24:33.840
<v Speaker 1>there and go we need to get him a solo.

0:24:33.960 --> 0:24:39.000
<v Speaker 1>We need to talk about each person. I think the

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<v Speaker 1>good thing about this band is everybody has strengths and weaknesses,

0:24:41.880 --> 0:24:45.360
<v Speaker 1>but they compliment each other really nicely. So there's not

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<v Speaker 1>like we am we leaning each other for those things,

0:24:47.480 --> 0:24:49.280
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean? There are certain things where

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm not as technically proficient as a lot

0:24:51.600 --> 0:24:53.560
<v Speaker 1>of these guys in this band, but but I'm a songwriter,

0:24:53.640 --> 0:24:55.720
<v Speaker 1>Like that's where I grew up doing, so I have

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<v Speaker 1>a sense of how to craft songs and you know what,

0:24:58.119 --> 0:25:01.040
<v Speaker 1>we're knowledge of music theory and I think I work

0:25:01.040 --> 0:25:03.399
<v Speaker 1>as Matt's editor. He'll write something and I'm kind of

0:25:03.400 --> 0:25:05.560
<v Speaker 1>like Okay, that's great, or like that's too many words.

0:25:05.640 --> 0:25:07.760
<v Speaker 1>Can we consolidate them a little bit? That is not

0:25:07.920 --> 0:25:11.000
<v Speaker 1>enough with him. Sometimes I will be like I have

0:25:11.080 --> 0:25:12.720
<v Speaker 1>to go with my gut on this, and he respects that.

0:25:13.040 --> 0:25:15.720
<v Speaker 1>It's tedious sometimes because you get so like solidified on something.

0:25:15.760 --> 0:25:17.320
<v Speaker 1>But you know when you spend time away from it

0:25:17.320 --> 0:25:19.879
<v Speaker 1>and you listen back to a rehearsal recording and I'm like, Okay,

0:25:20.040 --> 0:25:22.080
<v Speaker 1>that's a lot of syllables. What would you do now?

0:25:22.240 --> 0:25:23.840
<v Speaker 1>Like what would you do? Like like if you could

0:25:23.880 --> 0:25:27.520
<v Speaker 1>afford it financially. More rehearsal time is like getting in

0:25:27.560 --> 0:25:30.520
<v Speaker 1>the room and just playing and playing and exploring together.

0:25:30.600 --> 0:25:33.040
<v Speaker 1>I think the more recording time, honestly, I mean we've

0:25:33.080 --> 0:25:35.760
<v Speaker 1>been we've been in a nicer facility. Well, well right

0:25:35.760 --> 0:25:37.840
<v Speaker 1>now we're kind of making do with what we can.

0:25:37.960 --> 0:25:39.719
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean? Were you recording now? We

0:25:39.760 --> 0:25:42.159
<v Speaker 1>work at the producer named Dan wideland shout out Dan.

0:25:42.320 --> 0:25:44.320
<v Speaker 1>So from Fire was recorded in his studio in the

0:25:44.359 --> 0:25:48.520
<v Speaker 1>studio in about fifteen hours. We did that and you

0:25:48.560 --> 0:25:50.560
<v Speaker 1>have to pay for that. Yeah, that's why we did

0:25:50.600 --> 0:25:53.320
<v Speaker 1>in one day. For a week we would have met it.

0:25:53.359 --> 0:25:55.520
<v Speaker 1>You know, you have an even better song. So here's

0:25:55.520 --> 0:25:58.399
<v Speaker 1>what's interesting to me. If someone dropped a chunk of

0:25:58.400 --> 0:26:00.640
<v Speaker 1>money on you, you're gonna go and have a nice

0:26:00.680 --> 0:26:03.040
<v Speaker 1>place to record. Is that like a dream for you

0:26:03.080 --> 0:26:05.320
<v Speaker 1>to have? But have the freedom or you all have

0:26:05.480 --> 0:26:08.760
<v Speaker 1>to work? You're working? How many jobs you're working down,

0:26:09.359 --> 0:26:11.639
<v Speaker 1>I'd say two and a half. And what are they?

0:26:11.680 --> 0:26:14.920
<v Speaker 1>If you want to say, um, I do work for Starbucks,

0:26:15.080 --> 0:26:16.680
<v Speaker 1>that one is probably the one I'm ready to get

0:26:16.760 --> 0:26:19.080
<v Speaker 1>rid of the most. I love them, They're a great company,

0:26:19.119 --> 0:26:20.840
<v Speaker 1>But four thirty in the morning, five days a week,

0:26:20.880 --> 0:26:25.720
<v Speaker 1>it's no fucking hard. Yeah, usual days like four thirty

0:26:25.720 --> 0:26:27.840
<v Speaker 1>to one, and then um, I work in an after

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<v Speaker 1>school program. Was actually is one of my favorite jobs

0:26:30.160 --> 0:26:33.600
<v Speaker 1>because I've worked with kids um in different aspects UM.

0:26:33.640 --> 0:26:35.879
<v Speaker 1>At the LGBT Center, I worked for two years in

0:26:35.880 --> 0:26:40.200
<v Speaker 1>a program there with why honestly, I graduated uh cal

0:26:40.320 --> 0:26:44.439
<v Speaker 1>arts and UM, I like there was a lot about

0:26:44.760 --> 0:26:47.080
<v Speaker 1>queer culture that I was not familiar with. There was

0:26:47.119 --> 0:26:49.960
<v Speaker 1>a lot of like stuff um internally that I wasn't

0:26:50.080 --> 0:26:52.840
<v Speaker 1>dealing with healthily, and so I honestly joined that program

0:26:52.840 --> 0:26:56.280
<v Speaker 1>because as much for yourself, Yeah, yeah, honestly, just because

0:26:56.280 --> 0:26:58.800
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to want. It's so it's an educational program

0:26:58.840 --> 0:27:01.760
<v Speaker 1>called Community Actually Network, and they go to high schools

0:27:01.760 --> 0:27:04.240
<v Speaker 1>and middle schools and they educate the kids on their

0:27:04.359 --> 0:27:07.960
<v Speaker 1>gender sexuality alliances. They organized them especially in the lower

0:27:07.960 --> 0:27:10.119
<v Speaker 1>budget schools that like no teachers, and you felt you

0:27:10.160 --> 0:27:12.800
<v Speaker 1>weren't taking care of yourself in that regard because I

0:27:12.800 --> 0:27:14.879
<v Speaker 1>was learning. I was learning so so much. I was

0:27:14.960 --> 0:27:19.040
<v Speaker 1>learning about transgender people and and and and activists that

0:27:19.080 --> 0:27:21.240
<v Speaker 1>I had no idea existed before. When you grew up

0:27:21.240 --> 0:27:24.800
<v Speaker 1>in the Lehigh Valley was an easier I commuted to

0:27:24.920 --> 0:27:27.639
<v Speaker 1>a performing arts high school. Before then it was I

0:27:27.680 --> 0:27:31.000
<v Speaker 1>had a very difficult time making friends. Um, yeah, the

0:27:31.160 --> 0:27:33.679
<v Speaker 1>art school. Yeah, And you know, and I remember I

0:27:33.680 --> 0:27:36.200
<v Speaker 1>got to high school and my main focus was trust,

0:27:36.240 --> 0:27:39.040
<v Speaker 1>trying to make friends, and so I kind of I

0:27:39.119 --> 0:27:40.520
<v Speaker 1>was talking to my mom about this the other day.

0:27:40.560 --> 0:27:42.200
<v Speaker 1>It was a little bit of like an identity crisis

0:27:42.280 --> 0:27:44.240
<v Speaker 1>just because I was I was saying yes to everything,

0:27:44.280 --> 0:27:46.600
<v Speaker 1>and like, um, I remember my dad when we were

0:27:46.600 --> 0:27:48.720
<v Speaker 1>growing up, was always playing kind of similar to Collin's.

0:27:48.800 --> 0:27:52.000
<v Speaker 1>Dad was playing like the classics, like Bob Dylan, Tom

0:27:52.000 --> 0:27:54.560
<v Speaker 1>Petty and the Heartbreakers and like and I loved that music.

0:27:54.560 --> 0:27:57.200
<v Speaker 1>I loved hearing it um but I I also loved

0:27:57.200 --> 0:27:59.280
<v Speaker 1>singing Indian and Britney spears, and those were my things.

0:27:59.520 --> 0:28:01.879
<v Speaker 1>And then I got high school and it was like me,

0:28:02.119 --> 0:28:03.800
<v Speaker 1>my all of my friends were listening to pop music.

0:28:03.800 --> 0:28:05.679
<v Speaker 1>And I did enjoy it. But I kind of like

0:28:05.760 --> 0:28:08.000
<v Speaker 1>turned my shoulder on my dad because I was just like, well,

0:28:08.080 --> 0:28:11.919
<v Speaker 1>he doesn't know what it's cool, you know. And actually,

0:28:12.240 --> 0:28:15.560
<v Speaker 1>and I really regretted. I really regretted because I but

0:28:15.720 --> 0:28:17.160
<v Speaker 1>but there's a part of me that feels like I'm

0:28:17.160 --> 0:28:19.879
<v Speaker 1>becoming conscious again and like re hearing all this music

0:28:19.920 --> 0:28:22.639
<v Speaker 1>and like, you know, Colin will tell me somebody like

0:28:22.680 --> 0:28:24.440
<v Speaker 1>that I should have known years ago, and he'll be like,

0:28:24.480 --> 0:28:26.040
<v Speaker 1>you should listen to this song or this song. And

0:28:26.080 --> 0:28:27.960
<v Speaker 1>so the past two years have been a little bit

0:28:27.960 --> 0:28:29.920
<v Speaker 1>of like a what did you call this bridge over

0:28:30.000 --> 0:28:34.639
<v Speaker 1>troubled water? But I can like feel it. I like, no,

0:28:34.760 --> 0:28:36.880
<v Speaker 1>I've heard it before. And it's because my dad. I'm

0:28:36.880 --> 0:28:40.360
<v Speaker 1>actually glad that Matt had, you know, was raised on that.

0:28:40.560 --> 0:28:42.160
<v Speaker 1>You can hear it, you can hear it. And and

0:28:42.200 --> 0:28:44.440
<v Speaker 1>so that's the weirdest part is like when we first

0:28:44.440 --> 0:28:47.880
<v Speaker 1>started singing together, I literally was making vocal choices that

0:28:47.960 --> 0:28:50.720
<v Speaker 1>I was like, where is this like guns and roses,

0:28:50.840 --> 0:28:54.040
<v Speaker 1>like vibrato coming from? I got that from you when

0:28:54.040 --> 0:28:57.800
<v Speaker 1>you sang the rock lead, the feminine and the masculine.

0:28:58.080 --> 0:29:01.080
<v Speaker 1>And what's amazing is when you sing there's a power

0:29:01.200 --> 0:29:04.320
<v Speaker 1>to you singing. Where does that come from? It's literally

0:29:04.320 --> 0:29:06.760
<v Speaker 1>my brothers and sisters growing up in a family of

0:29:06.800 --> 0:29:09.000
<v Speaker 1>like three sisters and I'm the youngest, um and a

0:29:09.000 --> 0:29:11.520
<v Speaker 1>brother who all ended up joining the military. They joined

0:29:11.520 --> 0:29:13.880
<v Speaker 1>for a reason. Very aggressive people. There's a part of

0:29:13.880 --> 0:29:15.920
<v Speaker 1>your growth too, I think, because when we started, your

0:29:15.960 --> 0:29:18.560
<v Speaker 1>predisposition was to do kind of a falsetto like a

0:29:18.640 --> 0:29:20.280
<v Speaker 1>hot higher that's kind of what you grew up on.

0:29:20.320 --> 0:29:23.720
<v Speaker 1>It was pretty as love like Jeff exactly, and I

0:29:23.720 --> 0:29:25.000
<v Speaker 1>think it was like just like all of us in

0:29:25.000 --> 0:29:28.160
<v Speaker 1>our process. And he eventually, like when he would get

0:29:28.200 --> 0:29:30.520
<v Speaker 1>lower and kind of stuck that range, we kind of

0:29:30.520 --> 0:29:34.080
<v Speaker 1>like do that more man, and then some sounds great.

0:29:34.120 --> 0:29:37.200
<v Speaker 1>He did something he like growled, and I was like, yo,

0:29:37.640 --> 0:29:39.560
<v Speaker 1>like that is to do that every song, you know

0:29:39.560 --> 0:29:41.760
<v Speaker 1>what I mean, just like sing from that area. And

0:29:41.960 --> 0:29:43.880
<v Speaker 1>it's just like it's been a growth for all of us,

0:29:43.920 --> 0:29:45.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, what I mean, just like our musical journey,

0:29:46.240 --> 0:29:48.960
<v Speaker 1>his journey with discovering his voice. He's always been a

0:29:48.960 --> 0:29:52.320
<v Speaker 1>great singer, but now he's really discovering his voice. Was

0:29:52.360 --> 0:29:53.880
<v Speaker 1>there were a fear that if like a producer came

0:29:53.880 --> 0:29:55.920
<v Speaker 1>along and was like, hey, man, you're you're you're, you're

0:29:55.920 --> 0:29:59.320
<v Speaker 1>at that next show and the next person wokes up,

0:29:59.360 --> 0:30:01.720
<v Speaker 1>that's going to care you over the next river, and

0:30:01.720 --> 0:30:03.720
<v Speaker 1>and fill so and so walks and said, man, you

0:30:03.720 --> 0:30:05.880
<v Speaker 1>guys great, I'm gonna do my camp be versions. You

0:30:05.920 --> 0:30:08.600
<v Speaker 1>guys have finished. I want you to call me yet

0:30:09.160 --> 0:30:11.800
<v Speaker 1>you know x y Z records in the morning seeing

0:30:12.120 --> 0:30:13.600
<v Speaker 1>and then you call him. It's like he's just gonna

0:30:13.640 --> 0:30:15.600
<v Speaker 1>funk with your show. And are you worried about that? That

0:30:15.520 --> 0:30:17.680
<v Speaker 1>That people gonna go you just change this, do this,

0:30:18.080 --> 0:30:20.240
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I think to make it the nice things

0:30:20.240 --> 0:30:22.600
<v Speaker 1>when we sign with with William Morris, who when we

0:30:22.640 --> 0:30:24.840
<v Speaker 1>love our agents over there is that they were kind

0:30:24.880 --> 0:30:29.280
<v Speaker 1>of like, do whatever you're doing, just keep doing it,

0:30:29.360 --> 0:30:31.640
<v Speaker 1>Like we want to help with the business aspect of things,

0:30:31.680 --> 0:30:34.040
<v Speaker 1>but like your show is why we signed you, Like

0:30:34.400 --> 0:30:36.680
<v Speaker 1>we do not want any part of the creative process.

0:30:37.120 --> 0:30:39.000
<v Speaker 1>And I think, I mean, I think like anything, there's

0:30:39.040 --> 0:30:40.640
<v Speaker 1>a given take. You know, I don't want us to

0:30:40.640 --> 0:30:42.960
<v Speaker 1>assume that we know best because we are so young.

0:30:43.120 --> 0:30:45.520
<v Speaker 1>You're doing this. You'll take the good ideas wherever they come.

0:30:46.600 --> 0:30:49.720
<v Speaker 1>Have the text certain aspects that we don't want to lose.

0:30:49.760 --> 0:30:52.400
<v Speaker 1>You know, we're not I mean, like I work, those

0:30:52.400 --> 0:30:54.720
<v Speaker 1>don't have jobs. But I'd rather keep doing that than

0:30:54.960 --> 0:30:59.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, be singing songs that don't mean it interesting. Absolutely,

0:30:59.560 --> 0:31:01.400
<v Speaker 1>we got so we could ask all the time that like,

0:31:01.440 --> 0:31:03.160
<v Speaker 1>would you work with you know, if if we had

0:31:03.160 --> 0:31:05.720
<v Speaker 1>a you know, not from anybody up top, but just saying,

0:31:05.880 --> 0:31:07.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, would you have a songwriter come in? Do

0:31:07.520 --> 0:31:09.200
<v Speaker 1>you want to have someone write your songs for you

0:31:09.240 --> 0:31:11.360
<v Speaker 1>and then to kind of sing them? And unanimously we're

0:31:11.400 --> 0:31:14.440
<v Speaker 1>all like no, Like that's just not the fun. Part

0:31:14.440 --> 0:31:15.960
<v Speaker 1>of this is that we get to write around music,

0:31:16.040 --> 0:31:18.000
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, Like if we're a cover band,

0:31:18.080 --> 0:31:19.880
<v Speaker 1>we could just do covers. You know, what's the point

0:31:19.880 --> 0:31:22.000
<v Speaker 1>if you're not really writing your own music. So even

0:31:22.040 --> 0:31:24.800
<v Speaker 1>though if you eventually do sell out completely to make

0:31:24.840 --> 0:31:28.280
<v Speaker 1>it today as of today your vowing not to, you're

0:31:28.280 --> 0:31:30.880
<v Speaker 1>taking that vow today as of today. You're gonna throw

0:31:30.920 --> 0:31:36.520
<v Speaker 1>that in the garbage maybe, but for today, today, today,

0:31:36.680 --> 0:31:44.560
<v Speaker 1>recording this show, you are purely my heart. What's the

0:31:44.600 --> 0:31:47.560
<v Speaker 1>next step to go to the next You have an

0:31:47.560 --> 0:31:50.160
<v Speaker 1>agent at William Marks. What are they doing for you?

0:31:50.360 --> 0:31:52.479
<v Speaker 1>Booking you in shows? So yeah, they booked us these

0:31:52.520 --> 0:31:56.680
<v Speaker 1>two showcases for managers and labels, and as far as

0:31:56.680 --> 0:31:59.600
<v Speaker 1>we know, people have reached out and there's a general

0:31:59.800 --> 0:32:03.000
<v Speaker 1>in the street interest about us, and you know, at

0:32:03.000 --> 0:32:04.400
<v Speaker 1>their advice, they're like, you know, we're not going to

0:32:04.520 --> 0:32:07.200
<v Speaker 1>take anything right now because it's gonna be a bad deal,

0:32:07.360 --> 0:32:10.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, like it's who knows what they're people are

0:32:10.640 --> 0:32:12.520
<v Speaker 1>gonna try and screw you over. I mean, luckily we

0:32:12.560 --> 0:32:16.680
<v Speaker 1>have a fantastic lawyer. Shout out Ken hurts very good

0:32:20.480 --> 0:32:23.440
<v Speaker 1>like Congress, and I'm gonna get in texts seeing like

0:32:23.480 --> 0:32:27.000
<v Speaker 1>you didn't shout me out, you know. So um So

0:32:27.040 --> 0:32:28.720
<v Speaker 1>I think the next step for us, I think it's

0:32:28.720 --> 0:32:32.239
<v Speaker 1>just more about back to songwriting, back to songwriting, really

0:32:32.280 --> 0:32:34.480
<v Speaker 1>getting to the heart of what we do and playing

0:32:34.480 --> 0:32:36.920
<v Speaker 1>as many time for that. Yeah, we need more to

0:32:37.000 --> 0:32:39.360
<v Speaker 1>I mean, honestly, you can take a break. What's your data? Dad,

0:32:39.400 --> 0:32:42.080
<v Speaker 1>job up until the end of January was a talent

0:32:42.120 --> 0:32:45.680
<v Speaker 1>agent and now I'm doing this band full time answering emails.

0:32:45.720 --> 0:32:47.760
<v Speaker 1>And you come from a rich family, Oh I wish,

0:32:47.960 --> 0:32:51.600
<v Speaker 1>but I come from very resilient family. Yeah, I like that.

0:32:51.800 --> 0:32:54.080
<v Speaker 1>I like that. Well. I just want to say that

0:32:54.080 --> 0:32:57.440
<v Speaker 1>that you know, the chance to divert towards the commercial

0:32:57.520 --> 0:32:59.360
<v Speaker 1>and make a lot of money, But there's nothing wrong

0:32:59.400 --> 0:33:01.920
<v Speaker 1>with that. See I disagree with you where you say

0:33:01.920 --> 0:33:03.840
<v Speaker 1>I'd rather not sing songs, I don't want to sing

0:33:04.640 --> 0:33:06.520
<v Speaker 1>and stay at Starbucks for the next several years, where

0:33:06.560 --> 0:33:09.280
<v Speaker 1>I think I'd rather you sing things that are commercial

0:33:09.360 --> 0:33:11.600
<v Speaker 1>to make money, so they can do it. So long

0:33:11.640 --> 0:33:14.320
<v Speaker 1>as you stick to you, you pivot back to the other,

0:33:14.600 --> 0:33:16.320
<v Speaker 1>as long as you're always one for them, one for me,

0:33:16.360 --> 0:33:18.719
<v Speaker 1>one for them, one from it. It's less about saying like,

0:33:18.800 --> 0:33:21.920
<v Speaker 1>we don't mind writing something that is a little bit more,

0:33:21.960 --> 0:33:24.959
<v Speaker 1>you know, for chord progression, like something a little more

0:33:24.960 --> 0:33:26.360
<v Speaker 1>catchy and something, but we want to make sure that

0:33:26.360 --> 0:33:28.360
<v Speaker 1>it always has like a little bit of I mean

0:33:28.400 --> 0:33:30.000
<v Speaker 1>a lot of bit of like us in it, so

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<v Speaker 1>that it is still kind of stands apart. So simplifying

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<v Speaker 1>is not something I'm afraid of as much as like

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<v Speaker 1>singing a pop hit written by somebody and maybe it flops,

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<v Speaker 1>and then that's out there in the world for us.

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<v Speaker 1>When the show, and let's assume the show goes well,

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<v Speaker 1>you guys have a good show and you're in a

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<v Speaker 1>nice room, you walk off stage, how do you feel whatsover?

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<v Speaker 1>How do you feel? Are you ever happy? It's weird.

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<v Speaker 1>Being on stages for me is like the most electrifying

0:33:56.080 --> 0:33:58.720
<v Speaker 1>feeling that you can have, you know, especially you know,

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<v Speaker 1>we haven't done that many shows, and we're walking out

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<v Speaker 1>on shows these days, and like there's actually people who

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<v Speaker 1>come to see us. It's not just like when you

0:34:05.240 --> 0:34:07.680
<v Speaker 1>start out it's like friends and family and all that stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>And now we go there and there are people we've

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<v Speaker 1>never met before saying, like, you know, screaming and wanting

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<v Speaker 1>to be there. So that's an amazing feeling. As a musician,

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<v Speaker 1>I always get off stage and I think, you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>I could have done this better again, and yeah, like

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<v Speaker 1>can't just go do that one right again? So and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that will ever change. And I think

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<v Speaker 1>that's just the nature of trying to be creative and

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<v Speaker 1>being artists. For you, Matthew, I mean, I'm watching you

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<v Speaker 1>in this song. I mean to me, there's nothing wrong

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<v Speaker 1>with all the celebration of Freddie Mercury and Bohemian Rhapsody.

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<v Speaker 1>But what I was excited about when I saw you

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<v Speaker 1>as I was like, okay, well where's the next Freddie

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<v Speaker 1>Mercury rather than us sitting here and to me, you

0:34:45.680 --> 0:34:49.040
<v Speaker 1>are the next Freddie Mercury. You were like Bowie and

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<v Speaker 1>I want to know, are you ever satisfied? It's the

0:34:51.400 --> 0:34:53.600
<v Speaker 1>same as Colin, and we kind of bound about that

0:34:53.640 --> 0:34:56.200
<v Speaker 1>fact that we walked off the stage in New York

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<v Speaker 1>Babies all right, and um this one and from like

0:34:59.719 --> 0:35:02.440
<v Speaker 1>sound or something drunkenly cornered me and I was like

0:35:02.560 --> 0:35:04.719
<v Speaker 1>already in a state of like I sucked this up.

0:35:04.719 --> 0:35:08.280
<v Speaker 1>I sucked this up. And I also strained and pushed

0:35:08.360 --> 0:35:10.080
<v Speaker 1>during the sound check, and so I was a little

0:35:10.160 --> 0:35:12.960
<v Speaker 1>raspier and so um my mom always says like you're

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<v Speaker 1>your toughest critic. But I mean, honestly, I think that's

0:35:15.640 --> 0:35:18.040
<v Speaker 1>what keeps making us like better and better. Why would

0:35:18.080 --> 0:35:19.640
<v Speaker 1>we not, why would you you know? But I mean

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<v Speaker 1>then we do enjoy. It's not like we sit there

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<v Speaker 1>and like that was sitty. It's like you get off

0:35:23.000 --> 0:35:25.239
<v Speaker 1>and you're like this this and this I'm gonna like

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<v Speaker 1>focus on for the next show. Now, let's enjoy, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's yeah. Oh, by the way, where did

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<v Speaker 1>the name come from? Purchas is actually one of my

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<v Speaker 1>favorite place. It's called Bertie by Naomi Wallace. It's an

0:35:39.440 --> 0:35:43.280
<v Speaker 1>adaptation of a novel um and it's it's this bird

0:35:43.760 --> 0:35:47.280
<v Speaker 1>that this boy from Pennsylvania who is battling his identity

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<v Speaker 1>crisis of being a gay young man in you know

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<v Speaker 1>this from the book novel adapted into a play by

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<v Speaker 1>Naomi Wallace and and and that's cold m Bertie Bertie. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And is the bird the boy. It's really a psychological

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<v Speaker 1>thing where he like puts the his like his confidence

0:36:06.160 --> 0:36:08.040
<v Speaker 1>into a bird and the bird really like tells him

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<v Speaker 1>like she was like Equis, but rather than a horse

0:36:10.200 --> 0:36:15.560
<v Speaker 1>the bird. Yes, And I'm Daniel Rudcla. Okay, that's the

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<v Speaker 1>moment I was mad about I love you naked with

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<v Speaker 1>a bird? They news me game and you forgot to

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<v Speaker 1>Benny bit you want the truth, you need a big

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<v Speaker 1>cut and never felt but I get a dress. Colin

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<v Speaker 1>and you're listening to Here's the Thing that a ho

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<v Speaker 1>Let the left floor, Come on, give me when the

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