1 00:00:00,280 --> 00:00:02,240 Speaker 1: Hi, and welcome to the Ichirl Podcast. I am here 2 00:00:02,279 --> 00:00:07,360 Speaker 1: with Taylor Katara, ultimate NYC cool girl and my friend 3 00:00:07,360 --> 00:00:09,160 Speaker 1: who I just love. So I want to go back 4 00:00:09,160 --> 00:00:11,280 Speaker 1: to the beginning with you. Where did you grow up? 5 00:00:11,280 --> 00:00:13,119 Speaker 1: What kind of kid were you? Were you always an 6 00:00:13,240 --> 00:00:14,920 Speaker 1: artsy cool girl or did that come later? 7 00:00:15,280 --> 00:00:18,079 Speaker 2: I mean, to be honest, I always laugh when I 8 00:00:18,120 --> 00:00:22,479 Speaker 2: say this. I was a homeschooled kid, which it's just 9 00:00:22,720 --> 00:00:25,720 Speaker 2: so just so funny because you know the whole narrative 10 00:00:25,720 --> 00:00:26,880 Speaker 2: around home scholed kids. 11 00:00:26,920 --> 00:00:29,360 Speaker 1: But I'm glad I wasn't home schooled. I'm already weird. 12 00:00:29,360 --> 00:00:30,080 Speaker 1: I couldn't imagine. 13 00:00:30,160 --> 00:00:33,240 Speaker 2: No, Yeah, so weird, but in a very like artsy 14 00:00:33,479 --> 00:00:36,080 Speaker 2: weird way. I was also doing like a lot of 15 00:00:36,240 --> 00:00:40,360 Speaker 2: child like modeling and acting, which definitely built who I 16 00:00:40,400 --> 00:00:44,640 Speaker 2: am today. But yeah, I grew up in Miami, Florida, 17 00:00:45,080 --> 00:00:48,640 Speaker 2: and then I was in California for a bit and 18 00:00:48,680 --> 00:00:53,160 Speaker 2: then now I'm here. But yeah, always an artsy, kind 19 00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:57,080 Speaker 2: of like quiet scheming little girl. 20 00:00:57,440 --> 00:01:01,040 Speaker 1: I love that artsy cool girl from day one. Did 21 00:01:01,040 --> 00:01:03,680 Speaker 1: a painting come first for you? Or did fashion come first? 22 00:01:03,680 --> 00:01:06,000 Speaker 1: Because I feel like you're prevalent in both spaces. 23 00:01:06,480 --> 00:01:10,320 Speaker 2: Probably, I mean, being like in the modeling world. As 24 00:01:10,360 --> 00:01:12,640 Speaker 2: a kid, I was always in the fashion scene. But 25 00:01:12,680 --> 00:01:15,120 Speaker 2: I feel like to me, it was just like I 26 00:01:15,160 --> 00:01:17,920 Speaker 2: would wear whatever they gave me and it was fun. 27 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:21,080 Speaker 2: So I think art for me was since I was 28 00:01:21,880 --> 00:01:25,800 Speaker 2: literally a baby, I was always painting and I love 29 00:01:25,920 --> 00:01:28,559 Speaker 2: art so much and I always have. I just think 30 00:01:28,600 --> 00:01:31,400 Speaker 2: that I never saw it as a career. It was 31 00:01:31,520 --> 00:01:34,679 Speaker 2: just how I would express myself. To be honest, what. 32 00:01:34,760 --> 00:01:36,240 Speaker 1: Did you want to do at that age? Like, where 33 00:01:36,240 --> 00:01:37,920 Speaker 1: did you see yourself ending up? 34 00:01:38,440 --> 00:01:40,680 Speaker 2: Oh my god, I'm trying to think. The earliest thing 35 00:01:40,720 --> 00:01:43,560 Speaker 2: I wanted to do was like open like an animal 36 00:01:43,640 --> 00:01:49,280 Speaker 2: sanctuary with cats. But then I think I always wanted 37 00:01:49,320 --> 00:01:51,960 Speaker 2: to be maybe like an actress. I feel like I've 38 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:55,400 Speaker 2: had so many thoughts and ideas of what I've wanted 39 00:01:55,400 --> 00:01:57,480 Speaker 2: to do. And there was a time where I considered 40 00:01:58,120 --> 00:02:02,040 Speaker 2: being a painter. In high school, really amazing art teacher 41 00:02:02,120 --> 00:02:06,680 Speaker 2: who introduced me to oil paints and really like taught 42 00:02:06,760 --> 00:02:10,720 Speaker 2: me some amazing foundational techniques that I don't think I 43 00:02:10,760 --> 00:02:14,280 Speaker 2: would have learned otherwise. But I think there's this like 44 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:17,799 Speaker 2: narrative out there that you don't make money as an 45 00:02:17,880 --> 00:02:20,920 Speaker 2: artist and it's hard and so that can be really tough, 46 00:02:21,040 --> 00:02:24,800 Speaker 2: like as a young person looking at that and saying like, well, 47 00:02:25,120 --> 00:02:27,520 Speaker 2: maybe I shouldn't do this. So to me, in my mind, 48 00:02:27,600 --> 00:02:30,080 Speaker 2: I was like, it's always just going to be like 49 00:02:30,120 --> 00:02:33,360 Speaker 2: a hobby for me. Well, little did I know? 50 00:02:33,840 --> 00:02:35,360 Speaker 1: Has painting been lucrative for you? 51 00:02:35,720 --> 00:02:38,240 Speaker 2: It really has. I think I found I took a 52 00:02:38,280 --> 00:02:42,640 Speaker 2: break from painting for a while when I was in 53 00:02:42,720 --> 00:02:45,680 Speaker 2: college and trying to decide what I wanted to do 54 00:02:45,760 --> 00:02:48,200 Speaker 2: career wise, and honestly, it was probably the best thing 55 00:02:48,240 --> 00:02:51,000 Speaker 2: I could have done because it took the pressure off 56 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:53,120 Speaker 2: of it. And when I did come back to painting, 57 00:02:53,160 --> 00:02:55,320 Speaker 2: it was more so just because I genuinely wanted to 58 00:02:55,360 --> 00:03:00,000 Speaker 2: express myself and do that, because sometimes, like as a career, 59 00:03:00,280 --> 00:03:03,080 Speaker 2: if you put too much pressure on your work, that's 60 00:03:03,560 --> 00:03:05,000 Speaker 2: kind of the worst place you can be. 61 00:03:06,440 --> 00:03:10,840 Speaker 1: So we've had another artist influencer on and she was 62 00:03:10,880 --> 00:03:13,000 Speaker 1: like I never thought this would have and a model 63 00:03:13,040 --> 00:03:16,720 Speaker 1: and she was like, I made more painting last year. 64 00:03:16,919 --> 00:03:18,720 Speaker 1: She was like than I did as an influencer. Do 65 00:03:18,720 --> 00:03:21,320 Speaker 1: you have tips for any artists who may be listening 66 00:03:21,320 --> 00:03:23,080 Speaker 1: that want to monetize. 67 00:03:22,960 --> 00:03:26,200 Speaker 2: There are Yeah, I mean, the art world is so 68 00:03:27,480 --> 00:03:30,800 Speaker 2: strange and there's so many like different facets of it. 69 00:03:31,360 --> 00:03:34,040 Speaker 2: I still don't understand the art world. No, it's and 70 00:03:34,120 --> 00:03:37,040 Speaker 2: I'm in it crazy and it's evolving, like it is 71 00:03:37,440 --> 00:03:40,600 Speaker 2: completely changing right now based on like how it was 72 00:03:40,680 --> 00:03:43,880 Speaker 2: ten fifteen years ago. So for me, when I was 73 00:03:44,680 --> 00:03:48,760 Speaker 2: posting my art on TikTok and saying people were giving 74 00:03:48,760 --> 00:03:51,160 Speaker 2: me great feedback, and I was like, well, maybe there's 75 00:03:51,200 --> 00:03:55,280 Speaker 2: something here, I kind of just sat with it and said, like, Okay, 76 00:03:56,400 --> 00:03:59,680 Speaker 2: I have no connections in the art world. At the time, 77 00:03:59,720 --> 00:04:03,280 Speaker 2: I live in LA I was kind of scheming about 78 00:04:03,280 --> 00:04:04,680 Speaker 2: moving to New York. I was like, I'm not going 79 00:04:04,760 --> 00:04:08,800 Speaker 2: to know anyone. How can I like immerse myself or 80 00:04:08,840 --> 00:04:11,800 Speaker 2: maybe speed up the process? And I just decided to 81 00:04:12,640 --> 00:04:16,200 Speaker 2: use social media as the free advertising that it is. 82 00:04:17,160 --> 00:04:19,160 Speaker 2: And I don't think I would be where I am 83 00:04:19,200 --> 00:04:23,720 Speaker 2: today without utilizing that. I think artists really should try 84 00:04:24,120 --> 00:04:27,400 Speaker 2: to use social media for their work. It's hard as 85 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:29,599 Speaker 2: an artist you like don't want I was going to say. 86 00:04:29,400 --> 00:04:34,000 Speaker 1: It's so hard because artists are typically so anti social 87 00:04:34,040 --> 00:04:37,440 Speaker 1: media because it does stand for like the antithesis of 88 00:04:37,480 --> 00:04:39,960 Speaker 1: what an artist would stand for. It really is like 89 00:04:40,279 --> 00:04:44,560 Speaker 1: the but at the same time, it's a free market 90 00:04:44,720 --> 00:04:48,840 Speaker 1: place for your art where no one's taking a percentage 91 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:51,080 Speaker 1: and you're reaching the masses. 92 00:04:51,640 --> 00:04:55,840 Speaker 2: And you just get the discovery, like the things opportunities 93 00:04:55,880 --> 00:04:59,200 Speaker 2: that have come to me because the right person saw 94 00:05:00,200 --> 00:05:03,760 Speaker 2: my video and what I was doing. It's that would 95 00:05:03,800 --> 00:05:06,520 Speaker 2: be like my number one tip for people trying to 96 00:05:06,560 --> 00:05:09,520 Speaker 2: show their work. Don't be afraid and just find what 97 00:05:09,600 --> 00:05:12,039 Speaker 2: makes you comfortable. Like for a while, I would never 98 00:05:12,160 --> 00:05:16,120 Speaker 2: post like my process videos because as an artist, you 99 00:05:16,200 --> 00:05:18,960 Speaker 2: have parts of your work that feel sacred, and so 100 00:05:19,120 --> 00:05:21,560 Speaker 2: I will always have like those boundaries too. Of like, 101 00:05:21,760 --> 00:05:26,000 Speaker 2: if I'm not feeling, you know, videoing like this part 102 00:05:26,040 --> 00:05:28,880 Speaker 2: of my process, then don't do that. You know, like 103 00:05:29,000 --> 00:05:31,239 Speaker 2: you can find a way to show off your work 104 00:05:31,279 --> 00:05:34,279 Speaker 2: without feeling inauthentic, If that makes sense. 105 00:05:34,360 --> 00:05:36,719 Speaker 1: Imagine if Picasso had had a TikTok Oh my god, 106 00:05:36,800 --> 00:05:39,760 Speaker 1: you could have done so much more. Can you give 107 00:05:39,839 --> 00:05:42,919 Speaker 1: us a snapshot of what a day in the life 108 00:05:42,960 --> 00:05:45,400 Speaker 1: is like for you? Give us, like morning tonight, what 109 00:05:45,520 --> 00:05:46,200 Speaker 1: is Taylor up to? 110 00:05:46,560 --> 00:05:48,880 Speaker 2: Oh my god? Okay, day in the life, well, day 111 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:52,440 Speaker 2: in the life of a day. It does every day 112 00:05:52,480 --> 00:05:54,640 Speaker 2: is different. But if I had to like consolidate it 113 00:05:54,680 --> 00:05:58,440 Speaker 2: into one day. Definitely wake up and I'm most creative 114 00:05:58,520 --> 00:06:02,320 Speaker 2: in the mornings, so I'll make myself my macha and 115 00:06:02,480 --> 00:06:04,680 Speaker 2: I try not to be on my phone in the morning, 116 00:06:04,680 --> 00:06:05,680 Speaker 2: but you know how hard that. 117 00:06:05,720 --> 00:06:07,599 Speaker 1: Is, and I tell everyone, I'm like, I'm not on 118 00:06:07,600 --> 00:06:08,400 Speaker 1: my it's the first hand. 119 00:06:08,680 --> 00:06:10,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, I have good days and bad days. 120 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:13,520 Speaker 1: The second I opened my eyes and I'm like, where about. 121 00:06:13,839 --> 00:06:16,400 Speaker 2: I know it's it's I'm like actually trying not to 122 00:06:16,440 --> 00:06:20,200 Speaker 2: do that. But yeah, I'll like once I get caffeine 123 00:06:20,279 --> 00:06:23,239 Speaker 2: in my system, I'm immediately like, Okay, I'm most creative 124 00:06:23,240 --> 00:06:25,159 Speaker 2: in the mornings. So I'll try to do at least 125 00:06:25,240 --> 00:06:30,320 Speaker 2: like three or four hours working in my studio without technology, 126 00:06:30,440 --> 00:06:36,160 Speaker 2: like really just trying to che probably like eleven okay, Yeah, 127 00:06:36,240 --> 00:06:37,640 Speaker 2: I'm not one of those people that week. So I 128 00:06:37,680 --> 00:06:40,839 Speaker 2: feet like six am. Never been that, It's never been me, 129 00:06:40,960 --> 00:06:43,120 Speaker 2: and that's okay. It's kind of an id out. So 130 00:06:44,400 --> 00:06:47,800 Speaker 2: I'll try to do that. Then I have like mandatory 131 00:06:47,839 --> 00:06:51,800 Speaker 2: admint because emails life, you've got to like lock in 132 00:06:51,960 --> 00:06:55,840 Speaker 2: do that, and then before the light goes away, I'll 133 00:06:55,880 --> 00:06:59,000 Speaker 2: try to shoot something. But also I kind of break 134 00:06:59,080 --> 00:07:02,240 Speaker 2: up my days as an artist. I'll have days where 135 00:07:02,760 --> 00:07:05,280 Speaker 2: I am just not on my phone at all, not 136 00:07:05,360 --> 00:07:07,760 Speaker 2: on my computer, and I'm like, you're just gonna be 137 00:07:08,279 --> 00:07:11,880 Speaker 2: creat painting and creating and sketching because it's kind of 138 00:07:11,960 --> 00:07:14,760 Speaker 2: hard to go from like right brain left brain. 139 00:07:14,640 --> 00:07:16,520 Speaker 1: And like are you getting with email? 140 00:07:16,760 --> 00:07:19,160 Speaker 2: And then but like and it's it's too much. 141 00:07:19,400 --> 00:07:20,400 Speaker 1: I struggle with that a lot. 142 00:07:20,600 --> 00:07:23,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, and I think it's okay to not have this 143 00:07:23,680 --> 00:07:28,440 Speaker 2: like perfectly structured day. And like on socials we see 144 00:07:28,480 --> 00:07:30,640 Speaker 2: like everyone having these days. It's like I go to 145 00:07:30,680 --> 00:07:33,400 Speaker 2: the gym, it's extaing m and I didn't. That's just 146 00:07:33,880 --> 00:07:36,520 Speaker 2: that's not me. So I was like, once I finally 147 00:07:36,600 --> 00:07:40,480 Speaker 2: like stopped fighting that, oh my god, I was really freeing. 148 00:07:40,560 --> 00:07:42,960 Speaker 1: Actually I'm working on that right now because I'm like, 149 00:07:42,960 --> 00:07:44,480 Speaker 1: you could do more, you could do more, and I'm like, 150 00:07:44,880 --> 00:07:47,040 Speaker 1: but I don't want to. Yeah, I feel like I'm 151 00:07:47,040 --> 00:07:49,120 Speaker 1: at my capacity. Like I'm just like I am at 152 00:07:49,160 --> 00:07:51,160 Speaker 1: my brink. I can't, I like cannot. 153 00:07:51,720 --> 00:07:54,520 Speaker 2: I used to wake up and feel so guilty if 154 00:07:54,520 --> 00:07:57,760 Speaker 2: I woke up like not like everyone else at like 155 00:07:58,200 --> 00:08:01,000 Speaker 2: seven thirty am, eight am and and just got straight 156 00:08:01,040 --> 00:08:03,080 Speaker 2: into it. It's like, you know what, let me just 157 00:08:03,320 --> 00:08:06,880 Speaker 2: actually enjoy like my mornings and sit with myself in silence, 158 00:08:06,960 --> 00:08:11,480 Speaker 2: and like it changed everything for me, to be honest. 159 00:08:11,640 --> 00:08:13,600 Speaker 1: I feel like, yeah, it is. I have been in this, 160 00:08:13,720 --> 00:08:15,120 Speaker 1: Like you need to go to the gym, you need, 161 00:08:15,160 --> 00:08:16,800 Speaker 1: But the only way with my life that I can 162 00:08:16,840 --> 00:08:18,360 Speaker 1: go to the gym is if I go seven in 163 00:08:18,400 --> 00:08:20,000 Speaker 1: the morning, Like that's the only way it's going to 164 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:22,680 Speaker 1: be humanly possible for my day to function. Is like 165 00:08:22,800 --> 00:08:24,520 Speaker 1: I have to go seven am. I don't want to 166 00:08:24,560 --> 00:08:26,520 Speaker 1: go to the gym at seven am. I don't want to, 167 00:08:26,640 --> 00:08:30,080 Speaker 1: honest sleep, I'm like, I want to sleep. I want 168 00:08:30,120 --> 00:08:31,640 Speaker 1: to wake up at nine. I don't want to wake 169 00:08:31,680 --> 00:08:33,960 Speaker 1: up at six, get ready, go get my macha, and 170 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:35,360 Speaker 1: then go to the gym and then come home and 171 00:08:35,400 --> 00:08:37,160 Speaker 1: I'm already tired. And then it's like you take a 172 00:08:37,160 --> 00:08:39,560 Speaker 1: shower in your whole days just starting. It's like, so 173 00:08:39,840 --> 00:08:42,080 Speaker 1: I'm in that process of trying to release the guilt. 174 00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:44,040 Speaker 1: I feel guilt when I like go to sleep at night, 175 00:08:44,080 --> 00:08:45,760 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, you could have done so much more. 176 00:08:46,120 --> 00:08:48,120 Speaker 1: You didn't write a sub stack today, you didn't finish 177 00:08:48,160 --> 00:08:50,640 Speaker 1: all those videos. And I'm trying to like mentally release 178 00:08:50,679 --> 00:08:52,160 Speaker 1: that guilt because I feel like I'm doing more harm 179 00:08:52,200 --> 00:08:52,360 Speaker 1: than go. 180 00:08:52,600 --> 00:08:55,439 Speaker 2: Yeah, and that also as women, it's like we are 181 00:08:55,559 --> 00:08:59,880 Speaker 2: functioning on like a cycle, and it's like it's so 182 00:09:00,160 --> 00:09:02,160 Speaker 2: important to know that you're going to have like a 183 00:09:02,200 --> 00:09:06,000 Speaker 2: week where you feel so motivated and it's so high energy, 184 00:09:06,240 --> 00:09:08,440 Speaker 2: so capitalize on that and then if like the next 185 00:09:08,480 --> 00:09:11,360 Speaker 2: week you're slower, that's okay. Like and so you have 186 00:09:11,400 --> 00:09:13,520 Speaker 2: to kind of train your brain to know, like it's 187 00:09:14,120 --> 00:09:17,079 Speaker 2: figure out your schedule and just harness that. 188 00:09:17,440 --> 00:09:20,000 Speaker 1: It's very like anti culture too, because we're supposed to 189 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:23,040 Speaker 1: girl boss, I know, And I'm like, what if everybody did. 190 00:09:23,160 --> 00:09:25,200 Speaker 1: Somebody on TikTok the other day said I speak at 191 00:09:25,240 --> 00:09:27,640 Speaker 1: the cadence of a kid that needs riddlin', and I 192 00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:31,079 Speaker 1: was like, while that is true, I was like, do 193 00:09:31,080 --> 00:09:32,680 Speaker 1: you know how hard it is for me to slow down? 194 00:09:32,679 --> 00:09:35,439 Speaker 1: I'm like, I would love to be, Hey, you're type A. 195 00:09:36,040 --> 00:09:37,400 Speaker 2: I'm just I'm busy. 196 00:09:37,440 --> 00:09:38,960 Speaker 1: I don't even know if I'm Type A. I'm just 197 00:09:39,040 --> 00:09:40,720 Speaker 1: I kind of am like forced into it at this 198 00:09:40,760 --> 00:09:42,120 Speaker 1: point in time. I'm just like I don't really have 199 00:09:42,120 --> 00:09:44,800 Speaker 1: a choice, Like I have a lot of shit to 200 00:09:44,800 --> 00:09:46,400 Speaker 1: get done. So it's like I think I would be 201 00:09:46,520 --> 00:09:51,520 Speaker 1: type B and more relax if it wasn't like so intense. Yeah, 202 00:09:51,520 --> 00:09:53,600 Speaker 1: with my day to day that I'm like trying to 203 00:09:53,679 --> 00:09:56,520 Speaker 1: juggle so many things, and I'm like, I don't get 204 00:09:56,559 --> 00:09:58,599 Speaker 1: to slow down like I would love. I'm like, I 205 00:09:58,600 --> 00:10:00,160 Speaker 1: don't want to sound like a kid that you it's 206 00:10:00,200 --> 00:10:02,839 Speaker 1: riddle in I want to be like good morning, good 207 00:10:02,840 --> 00:10:04,320 Speaker 1: morning everyone, but I can't. 208 00:10:04,800 --> 00:10:08,239 Speaker 2: No, that's okay. Do you just beat do you? It's 209 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:09,840 Speaker 2: just the phase. It's the phase. I'm meant. 210 00:10:09,840 --> 00:10:12,520 Speaker 1: So I love that you're I'm with you on that 211 00:10:12,640 --> 00:10:16,560 Speaker 1: wavelength of trying to release the guilt and the pressure 212 00:10:16,720 --> 00:10:20,480 Speaker 1: and the like culture of you have to do everything 213 00:10:20,640 --> 00:10:23,280 Speaker 1: all the time. Oh, especially as a woman. If you 214 00:10:23,280 --> 00:10:25,840 Speaker 1: want to be successful, you need to do more. And 215 00:10:26,320 --> 00:10:28,040 Speaker 1: this is a side note, we'll get back on track. 216 00:10:28,080 --> 00:10:31,600 Speaker 1: But I also am in this thing where I'm seeing 217 00:10:32,200 --> 00:10:35,440 Speaker 1: how like men are allowed to delegate things to other people, 218 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:38,520 Speaker 1: and they're smart businessmen. But when women delegate and have 219 00:10:38,640 --> 00:10:41,120 Speaker 1: like a nanny or have an assistant or have this, 220 00:10:41,200 --> 00:10:42,480 Speaker 1: they're lazy and they're not working as. 221 00:10:42,440 --> 00:10:44,440 Speaker 2: Hard as say, Oh, don't even get me started. 222 00:10:44,520 --> 00:10:47,440 Speaker 1: I've been I've been really like clocking that a lot 223 00:10:47,800 --> 00:10:51,360 Speaker 1: on tiktoks. That's the only place I get any information 224 00:10:51,440 --> 00:10:53,760 Speaker 1: about the world. And I'm like, why is it when 225 00:10:53,760 --> 00:10:55,679 Speaker 1: a man delegates, he's a good business man, but when 226 00:10:55,679 --> 00:10:57,360 Speaker 1: a woman delegates, she's not taking one. 227 00:10:57,200 --> 00:11:00,439 Speaker 2: And not fair as an eldest daughter too. Yeah, get it. 228 00:11:01,200 --> 00:11:04,040 Speaker 1: Stop putting the pressure on us people. Okay, back to 229 00:11:04,600 --> 00:11:07,160 Speaker 1: Taylor and your life here. Sorry to speak out feminism 230 00:11:07,320 --> 00:11:09,240 Speaker 1: on its own thing. We'll do a whole up sode 231 00:11:09,240 --> 00:11:13,640 Speaker 1: on feminism. Oh yeah, where was I your day in 232 00:11:13,679 --> 00:11:17,800 Speaker 1: the life. I want to talk about your taste. So 233 00:11:17,840 --> 00:11:20,040 Speaker 1: we talk a lot about taste on the podcast and 234 00:11:20,080 --> 00:11:22,199 Speaker 1: how people, especially because it girls, I feel like, are 235 00:11:23,400 --> 00:11:25,200 Speaker 1: known for their taste. And we had Live Duncan on 236 00:11:25,240 --> 00:11:26,719 Speaker 1: and she was like, your taste is your currency, and 237 00:11:26,760 --> 00:11:29,719 Speaker 1: I feel like that was such an accurate statement of 238 00:11:29,720 --> 00:11:31,679 Speaker 1: where we are in the world right now. What does 239 00:11:31,720 --> 00:11:34,280 Speaker 1: having taste mean to you? And what are things you 240 00:11:34,360 --> 00:11:35,640 Speaker 1: do to hone your taste? 241 00:11:36,440 --> 00:11:42,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, I'd say taste, And like, whether it's fashion, you know, beauty, 242 00:11:42,400 --> 00:11:46,160 Speaker 2: whatever makes up your personal aesthetic is it's never like 243 00:11:46,280 --> 00:11:49,280 Speaker 2: an end goal. It's a work in progress and it 244 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:52,560 Speaker 2: will always be that. I like to look at it 245 00:11:52,600 --> 00:11:57,720 Speaker 2: as as a girl who is constantly changing slowly over time, 246 00:11:57,800 --> 00:12:01,080 Speaker 2: Like you have your eras and that's okay. So once 247 00:12:01,120 --> 00:12:03,760 Speaker 2: you accept like, oh, I'm gonna have my different like 248 00:12:03,960 --> 00:12:07,200 Speaker 2: fashion eras, then you're truly free because you're not putting 249 00:12:07,200 --> 00:12:10,880 Speaker 2: pressure on yourself to like be I don't know, cool 250 00:12:11,320 --> 00:12:16,000 Speaker 2: and then stay cool because that's also always changing in society. 251 00:12:16,200 --> 00:12:19,960 Speaker 2: So who cares. But for me, it just I feel 252 00:12:20,000 --> 00:12:26,040 Speaker 2: like my personal style started with me really experimenting and 253 00:12:26,080 --> 00:12:29,520 Speaker 2: not being scared. Like I think everyone kind of went 254 00:12:29,559 --> 00:12:35,120 Speaker 2: through a fashion like awakening when we were all stuck 255 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:40,080 Speaker 2: at home twenty twenty and we were just so desperate 256 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:44,600 Speaker 2: for joy, and so that was reflected with these crazy 257 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:50,040 Speaker 2: outfits like clown core and people just mixing so many 258 00:12:50,200 --> 00:12:54,360 Speaker 2: patterns and going just super maximalist, which was me. I 259 00:12:54,400 --> 00:12:55,600 Speaker 2: look back now and I'm like. 260 00:12:56,640 --> 00:12:58,080 Speaker 1: I feel like you were always cool. 261 00:12:59,080 --> 00:13:00,880 Speaker 2: I feel like you were always I feel like it 262 00:13:00,920 --> 00:13:03,280 Speaker 2: was of that time. So I look back on it 263 00:13:03,320 --> 00:13:05,560 Speaker 2: and I'm like, oh my god, that's horrible, Like I 264 00:13:05,559 --> 00:13:08,080 Speaker 2: would never wear some of those things now, but I'm 265 00:13:08,320 --> 00:13:10,360 Speaker 2: not at all embarrassed by that. I'm like, that was 266 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:13,520 Speaker 2: such a foundational moment for me to really like just 267 00:13:13,679 --> 00:13:18,800 Speaker 2: go in and experiment and it really shaped who I 268 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:22,280 Speaker 2: am today fashion wise girl. 269 00:13:33,320 --> 00:13:36,440 Speaker 1: And are you like an all the time Pinterest girl? 270 00:13:36,480 --> 00:13:39,280 Speaker 1: Are you reading coffee books? Are you watching old movies? 271 00:13:39,360 --> 00:13:43,440 Speaker 1: Where are you like looking? Are you on Tumblr? Where 272 00:13:43,480 --> 00:13:46,480 Speaker 1: are you finding your cool in spell? 273 00:13:47,000 --> 00:13:51,440 Speaker 2: I love Pinterest? Who doesn't? So that's great? Yeah? Me too. 274 00:13:51,520 --> 00:13:54,920 Speaker 2: I have so many private boards where I'm like scheming 275 00:13:55,840 --> 00:13:58,800 Speaker 2: like two seasons in advance of like what I'm. 276 00:13:58,640 --> 00:14:01,120 Speaker 1: Looking to, Like, how do you how are you find 277 00:14:01,280 --> 00:14:04,760 Speaker 1: like you're looking at what's coming out on the runways runways. 278 00:14:04,840 --> 00:14:07,320 Speaker 2: I'm also going back because of the if you really 279 00:14:07,360 --> 00:14:11,240 Speaker 2: look at fashion like trend cycles, yeah right now, Like 280 00:14:11,840 --> 00:14:15,280 Speaker 2: you could just go back on Vogue Runway and look, 281 00:14:15,760 --> 00:14:19,200 Speaker 2: you know, twelve years ago and you can kind of 282 00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:21,920 Speaker 2: get a little bit of a grasp of what's going 283 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:24,440 Speaker 2: to come or even just like you don't have to 284 00:14:24,520 --> 00:14:26,600 Speaker 2: be following the trends, but I like to look at 285 00:14:26,640 --> 00:14:30,000 Speaker 2: it for inspiration. A lot of my styling. I look 286 00:14:30,040 --> 00:14:32,520 Speaker 2: at old runway photos and I'll be like, okay, like 287 00:14:32,760 --> 00:14:36,160 Speaker 2: I want to do an all brown Look how did 288 00:14:36,160 --> 00:14:39,840 Speaker 2: they accomplish that? Like something that's a little edgy, like 289 00:14:40,120 --> 00:14:42,400 Speaker 2: maybe with a little like Western Flay, like how do 290 00:14:42,480 --> 00:14:45,120 Speaker 2: we get there? And so I'll look and be like, well, okay, 291 00:14:45,160 --> 00:14:48,880 Speaker 2: they like did a Swede bag, a Swede shoe, a 292 00:14:48,920 --> 00:14:52,240 Speaker 2: white gene and then maybe like a silk top, And 293 00:14:52,280 --> 00:14:55,080 Speaker 2: you can really just look at how they were styled, 294 00:14:55,120 --> 00:14:58,040 Speaker 2: and even if you don't own those pieces, you can 295 00:14:58,120 --> 00:15:01,240 Speaker 2: get so much inspira and look at what you have. 296 00:15:02,120 --> 00:15:05,080 Speaker 2: And it's kind of a fun challenge to do because this. 297 00:15:05,080 --> 00:15:05,720 Speaker 1: Is great advice. 298 00:15:05,880 --> 00:15:08,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, you're not like being forced to copy the outfit. 299 00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:12,120 Speaker 2: You're just looking at the essence of the outfit. And 300 00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:14,840 Speaker 2: that's been like a really fun thing for me. 301 00:15:15,360 --> 00:15:15,840 Speaker 1: I like that. 302 00:15:16,120 --> 00:15:16,320 Speaker 2: Yeah. 303 00:15:16,400 --> 00:15:19,200 Speaker 1: One of my favorite trends to do is like finding 304 00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:22,800 Speaker 1: an outfit on Pinterest and recreating it. I love doing that. Yeah, 305 00:15:22,920 --> 00:15:26,000 Speaker 1: I love doing that. And I like that you're see 306 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:27,920 Speaker 1: like that's a testament to your taste. Is like, oh, 307 00:15:27,960 --> 00:15:30,240 Speaker 1: you're noticing the fabrics. You're looking at how they're pairing 308 00:15:30,240 --> 00:15:32,960 Speaker 1: the fabrics. You're looking, Oh, they're incorporating Swede and Dunam together. 309 00:15:33,040 --> 00:15:35,080 Speaker 1: Like to other people they might just be like it's 310 00:15:35,160 --> 00:15:37,120 Speaker 1: jeans in a brown bag, but you're like, look at 311 00:15:37,120 --> 00:15:39,520 Speaker 1: the fabrics that are going into the look. Look at 312 00:15:39,520 --> 00:15:41,480 Speaker 1: the silhouettes that are going into the look. 313 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:44,440 Speaker 2: And thinking of too something that helped me a lot, 314 00:15:44,520 --> 00:15:48,400 Speaker 2: because I think, as like a born maximalist artist, I 315 00:15:48,520 --> 00:15:50,920 Speaker 2: did want to almost refine my style a little bit, 316 00:15:50,960 --> 00:15:52,400 Speaker 2: and I feel like in the past year and a half, 317 00:15:52,480 --> 00:15:56,560 Speaker 2: I've really kind of gotten better at that. It's like learning, Like, Okay, 318 00:15:56,680 --> 00:15:59,600 Speaker 2: when you're walking out the door, take one piece off 319 00:16:00,560 --> 00:16:03,080 Speaker 2: and really think what do you want people looking at first? 320 00:16:03,080 --> 00:16:06,040 Speaker 2: Like what's the main character of your outfit and how 321 00:16:06,080 --> 00:16:09,200 Speaker 2: are these other pieces going to really compliment that? And 322 00:16:09,280 --> 00:16:11,320 Speaker 2: you can look at a painting or really any other 323 00:16:11,640 --> 00:16:13,480 Speaker 2: creative art form the same way. 324 00:16:13,640 --> 00:16:15,040 Speaker 1: Do you think tastes can be learned? 325 00:16:15,600 --> 00:16:19,200 Speaker 2: Oh, one hundred percent. I think if you can go 326 00:16:19,320 --> 00:16:23,880 Speaker 2: and learn about fashion in school. I wish I had, 327 00:16:24,080 --> 00:16:27,000 Speaker 2: if I could have gone to fashion school, such a 328 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:31,600 Speaker 2: great place to learn. I love learning. I want to 329 00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:32,320 Speaker 2: go back to school. 330 00:16:32,400 --> 00:16:34,080 Speaker 1: I want to go back to school all the time. 331 00:16:34,280 --> 00:16:36,200 Speaker 1: I think about it all the time. I definitely think 332 00:16:36,240 --> 00:16:39,160 Speaker 1: I will at some point, I really do. It's I 333 00:16:39,240 --> 00:16:41,960 Speaker 1: miss that having someone that cares if you learn anything, 334 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:44,440 Speaker 1: because then one day the learning just stops. Yeah, and 335 00:16:44,480 --> 00:16:46,840 Speaker 1: I'm like, no one cares if I know about this 336 00:16:47,000 --> 00:16:49,480 Speaker 1: or learn about this or any No one's teaching me 337 00:16:49,520 --> 00:16:50,240 Speaker 1: anything anymore. 338 00:16:50,320 --> 00:16:53,440 Speaker 2: No, I think that's like a really important thing that 339 00:16:53,520 --> 00:16:55,840 Speaker 2: I'm trying to improve on as a person is become 340 00:16:56,400 --> 00:17:00,920 Speaker 2: as educated as I can, just like constantly, because online 341 00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:04,919 Speaker 2: it's like our brains. It's kind of scary, and we, 342 00:17:05,800 --> 00:17:09,679 Speaker 2: I know, we really need to like focus on the basics. 343 00:17:09,920 --> 00:17:13,000 Speaker 2: And for example, like I'm gonna try and do this 344 00:17:13,160 --> 00:17:17,359 Speaker 2: fun painting program at the met where yeah, you can 345 00:17:17,440 --> 00:17:21,160 Speaker 2: basically just go and bring an easel and for like 346 00:17:21,240 --> 00:17:23,960 Speaker 2: I think it's like twelve weeks or something. You pick 347 00:17:24,200 --> 00:17:27,960 Speaker 2: one of these old oil paintings and you just recreate 348 00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:33,359 Speaker 2: it as like a like a practice. And I don't know, 349 00:17:33,400 --> 00:17:35,480 Speaker 2: I just wanted that sounds like so fun to be 350 00:17:35,560 --> 00:17:38,760 Speaker 2: like being such a great or toppy suggestion. There's so 351 00:17:38,880 --> 00:17:43,560 Speaker 2: many like really great, honestly like free things in New 352 00:17:43,600 --> 00:17:45,520 Speaker 2: York City you can do to feel like you're back 353 00:17:45,520 --> 00:17:47,280 Speaker 2: in school or educate yourself. 354 00:17:47,920 --> 00:17:50,080 Speaker 1: I was doing pottery and I did like a eight 355 00:17:50,200 --> 00:17:52,520 Speaker 1: week pottery thing and it was I miss it so much. 356 00:17:52,560 --> 00:17:54,600 Speaker 1: Somebody texted me yesterday and he was like, I went 357 00:17:54,640 --> 00:17:56,760 Speaker 1: to pottery because of you. It was so therapeutic, and 358 00:17:56,800 --> 00:17:57,719 Speaker 1: I was like, I miss it. 359 00:17:57,840 --> 00:18:00,280 Speaker 2: Yeah, pottery is really good. 360 00:18:00,720 --> 00:18:02,800 Speaker 1: And my therapist was telling me how people don't do 361 00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:05,399 Speaker 1: stuff with their hands, and we like don't have the 362 00:18:05,520 --> 00:18:09,480 Speaker 1: same motor skills and like coordination that we use toube, 363 00:18:09,520 --> 00:18:11,359 Speaker 1: so we just sit on our phone. We don't. 364 00:18:11,560 --> 00:18:14,119 Speaker 2: Yeah, I was listening to I forget which episode it 365 00:18:14,240 --> 00:18:17,440 Speaker 2: was of Yours where you're talking about being like in 366 00:18:17,480 --> 00:18:20,240 Speaker 2: your body and how when you're on your phone you're 367 00:18:20,280 --> 00:18:23,520 Speaker 2: not in your body. That's that really resonated with me 368 00:18:23,600 --> 00:18:24,840 Speaker 2: because it's true. 369 00:18:24,840 --> 00:18:28,240 Speaker 1: So we don't embody ourselves. The fact that you get 370 00:18:28,320 --> 00:18:32,320 Speaker 1: to paint is so like that's a great embodiment. And 371 00:18:32,359 --> 00:18:35,040 Speaker 1: there are people who like myself, who don't really have 372 00:18:35,480 --> 00:18:38,280 Speaker 1: super creative outlets that aren't social media. Literally, social media 373 00:18:38,400 --> 00:18:40,880 Speaker 1: is my creative ellopment. It's not really creative. It's a business. 374 00:18:41,119 --> 00:18:43,560 Speaker 1: And so I don't have those like people need those 375 00:18:43,560 --> 00:18:46,080 Speaker 1: embodiment hobbies, So like going to your local museum and 376 00:18:46,080 --> 00:18:48,560 Speaker 1: see if they have art class. It's a great embodiment. 377 00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:52,439 Speaker 2: Yeah, technique, Especially as a creator, I feel like I well, one, 378 00:18:52,560 --> 00:18:54,159 Speaker 2: I never tried to be a creator. It kind of 379 00:18:54,200 --> 00:18:57,320 Speaker 2: just happened. But also I don't think I could do 380 00:18:57,400 --> 00:19:02,199 Speaker 2: it without my like other form of physical art, Like, 381 00:19:02,480 --> 00:19:06,719 Speaker 2: I think having a physical medium of self expression is 382 00:19:07,400 --> 00:19:09,880 Speaker 2: so vital agreed, Agreed. 383 00:19:10,560 --> 00:19:12,919 Speaker 1: When you're getting dressed, do you think like a painter 384 00:19:13,080 --> 00:19:15,199 Speaker 1: at all? Do you think about art while you're getting dressed? 385 00:19:15,640 --> 00:19:20,120 Speaker 2: I do. Yeah. I love color theory and using that 386 00:19:20,359 --> 00:19:23,840 Speaker 2: in fashion and in art as well. I recently started 387 00:19:23,960 --> 00:19:27,359 Speaker 2: when I would film painting. I've been wearing these most 388 00:19:27,520 --> 00:19:31,640 Speaker 2: just outrageous outfits, but and nout do a makeup look 389 00:19:31,680 --> 00:19:36,480 Speaker 2: that matches the painting I'm working on. I love that. Yeah. 390 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:40,000 Speaker 1: What tis been your biggest lesson when turning your creativity 391 00:19:40,040 --> 00:19:40,800 Speaker 1: into a business? 392 00:19:42,680 --> 00:19:45,879 Speaker 2: Wow, there are a lot of lessons, I feel like 393 00:19:46,040 --> 00:19:51,200 Speaker 2: to me, it's learning how to turn the noise off, 394 00:19:52,760 --> 00:19:57,240 Speaker 2: which is hard. It takes practice because I think we're 395 00:19:57,359 --> 00:20:00,000 Speaker 2: so worried about what other people are thinking all the time, 396 00:20:00,800 --> 00:20:05,199 Speaker 2: and that self confidence as a creator, it's not going 397 00:20:05,280 --> 00:20:07,919 Speaker 2: to come. It took me easy. It took me so 398 00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:12,639 Speaker 2: many years to build that. Especially if you're deciding to 399 00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:17,000 Speaker 2: put your work out there, you're going to get constructive 400 00:20:17,040 --> 00:20:23,400 Speaker 2: criticism or just criticism, and everybody it's not like you, you 401 00:20:23,040 --> 00:20:24,800 Speaker 2: know what, I mean and you have to separate it. 402 00:20:25,600 --> 00:20:31,400 Speaker 2: So I took so much time where I was very 403 00:20:31,400 --> 00:20:36,439 Speaker 2: insecure and sitting with these these comments or people like 404 00:20:36,760 --> 00:20:40,639 Speaker 2: having an opinion, and I think one day I just realized, like, 405 00:20:40,760 --> 00:20:43,640 Speaker 2: that's never going to push me forward. And you look 406 00:20:43,680 --> 00:20:49,080 Speaker 2: at the most like fabulous creators in every genre of 407 00:20:49,840 --> 00:20:53,920 Speaker 2: you know, art, and they just were undeniably weird in themselves. 408 00:20:54,040 --> 00:20:56,240 Speaker 2: And if you surround yourself with the right people too, 409 00:20:56,280 --> 00:21:02,640 Speaker 2: they will also help you encourage that inner weirdness. And 410 00:21:02,760 --> 00:21:06,200 Speaker 2: I don't know, just don't be scared of I think. 411 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:09,320 Speaker 1: It's great to find like a like minded circle. So 412 00:21:09,560 --> 00:21:12,600 Speaker 1: you're especially when you're on social media, because you're hearing 413 00:21:12,640 --> 00:21:15,439 Speaker 1: the opinions of people you'll never meet and have no 414 00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:18,159 Speaker 1: impact on your life whatsoever. So you need people to 415 00:21:18,240 --> 00:21:19,760 Speaker 1: kind of remind you what's real. 416 00:21:19,760 --> 00:21:22,360 Speaker 2: Truly truly and who you are, yeah. 417 00:21:22,160 --> 00:21:24,199 Speaker 1: Because these people don't know you, but they have so 418 00:21:24,240 --> 00:21:25,480 Speaker 1: many opinions. 419 00:21:25,520 --> 00:21:26,600 Speaker 2: It's people. 420 00:21:26,840 --> 00:21:27,920 Speaker 1: People have a lot of opinions. 421 00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:30,680 Speaker 2: Oh, I've learned, and it it'll ever change. Like That's 422 00:21:30,720 --> 00:21:33,000 Speaker 2: one thing that you realize is like you could do 423 00:21:33,080 --> 00:21:37,760 Speaker 2: the most fabulous, amazing thing and always someone will have 424 00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:40,399 Speaker 2: an issue with it. Or they're just like being rude. 425 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:43,439 Speaker 2: So once you realize that, you're like, oh, okay, like 426 00:21:43,440 --> 00:21:45,760 Speaker 2: this is always going to be there, so like why 427 00:21:45,800 --> 00:21:47,439 Speaker 2: do I care? Keep going anyway? 428 00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:49,080 Speaker 1: I love your art. I think it's so beautiful and 429 00:21:49,160 --> 00:21:52,800 Speaker 1: so fun and so like whimsical. I love it. I 430 00:21:52,840 --> 00:21:57,479 Speaker 1: absolutely love it. Okay, fashion questions, Yes, has your style 431 00:21:57,600 --> 00:21:59,240 Speaker 1: evolved alongside your artwork? 432 00:22:00,119 --> 00:22:03,399 Speaker 2: One hundred percent. You can actually see it see it, 433 00:22:03,760 --> 00:22:07,240 Speaker 2: which is so weird to me looking back, because now 434 00:22:07,240 --> 00:22:09,560 Speaker 2: it's been like, I don't know, I've been doing this 435 00:22:09,880 --> 00:22:14,320 Speaker 2: professionally for like five years, but wow, it really has. 436 00:22:14,400 --> 00:22:19,040 Speaker 2: Like I went from this very bold kind of color scheme, 437 00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:24,199 Speaker 2: like a little bit more tuty, like I guess, like 438 00:22:24,359 --> 00:22:28,440 Speaker 2: surreal abstract, and then now I'm like a little bit 439 00:22:28,520 --> 00:22:31,640 Speaker 2: softer and more moody and like my fashion of being 440 00:22:31,680 --> 00:22:34,520 Speaker 2: like a little bit more edgy. So yeah, you can 441 00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:36,919 Speaker 2: really see it, and that doesn't surprise me. 442 00:22:37,480 --> 00:22:39,240 Speaker 1: That's amazing. I love that And I feel like that's 443 00:22:39,280 --> 00:22:41,480 Speaker 1: all that all goes back to your taste, like the 444 00:22:41,560 --> 00:22:44,880 Speaker 1: things you appreciate, the things you find beautiful, the things 445 00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:46,720 Speaker 1: you find visually interesting. 446 00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:49,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, in art with your taste, yeah, and it reflects 447 00:22:49,480 --> 00:22:51,639 Speaker 2: your emotional state as well, Like you look back at 448 00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:54,959 Speaker 2: all these amazing famous painters and you know they have 449 00:22:55,119 --> 00:22:59,080 Speaker 2: their like eras in series that reflect what was going 450 00:22:59,119 --> 00:23:01,800 Speaker 2: on in their life and their their journey. 451 00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:04,680 Speaker 1: So I love it. What is something you think people 452 00:23:04,680 --> 00:23:05,479 Speaker 1: buy too much of? 453 00:23:05,760 --> 00:23:08,320 Speaker 2: Hmmm? By too much of? 454 00:23:08,920 --> 00:23:10,520 Speaker 1: I feel like you're a vintage girl and not a 455 00:23:10,560 --> 00:23:11,440 Speaker 1: fast fashion girl. 456 00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:16,520 Speaker 2: Yes, big time. No, Actually that's the answer I used. 457 00:23:16,560 --> 00:23:18,400 Speaker 2: But I had a time where I used to work 458 00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:22,040 Speaker 2: a corporate job before I entered the creative sphere, and 459 00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:26,520 Speaker 2: oh my gosh, I would be so emotionally just drained, 460 00:23:26,800 --> 00:23:29,359 Speaker 2: and I would go out after work to a mall 461 00:23:29,560 --> 00:23:32,439 Speaker 2: and I would just like go to a store and 462 00:23:32,480 --> 00:23:34,879 Speaker 2: I would just shop to feel something. And then I 463 00:23:34,920 --> 00:23:37,080 Speaker 2: would a week later look at all this stuff I 464 00:23:37,119 --> 00:23:39,840 Speaker 2: bought and be like this, none of this is me 465 00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:43,639 Speaker 2: and it doesn't even like fit right or And that 466 00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:46,879 Speaker 2: was like a really kind of depressing time honestly for 467 00:23:46,960 --> 00:23:49,360 Speaker 2: me and my personal self expression. 468 00:23:49,800 --> 00:23:51,919 Speaker 1: Yeah, I like, you have to just go to Zarrow 469 00:23:52,040 --> 00:23:54,800 Speaker 1: just to ya just to feel You're like, I did 470 00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:57,040 Speaker 1: nothing for myself today. Maybe I could spend some money. 471 00:23:56,840 --> 00:24:00,639 Speaker 2: It'll like I was buying like I bought a Zara 472 00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:07,280 Speaker 2: hot pink blazer. I was so desperate to feel whimsy, 473 00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:10,920 Speaker 2: and I just didn't know where what to do. And 474 00:24:11,040 --> 00:24:16,120 Speaker 2: so when I got into thrifting, it was the purest 475 00:24:16,200 --> 00:24:19,920 Speaker 2: form of figuring out what you actually like. Because when 476 00:24:19,920 --> 00:24:23,639 Speaker 2: you walk into a store there's mannequins, they're already curating 477 00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:26,560 Speaker 2: what they think you should buy. When you walk into 478 00:24:26,560 --> 00:24:30,280 Speaker 2: a thrift store, it's yeah, it's not even organized most 479 00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:33,840 Speaker 2: of the time by color or anything. Yeah, So it's 480 00:24:33,920 --> 00:24:38,719 Speaker 2: really you touching the fabrics and just deciding on your 481 00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:42,040 Speaker 2: own terms if you like it or not. And that's 482 00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:46,119 Speaker 2: an amazing way to learn about your personal style. 483 00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:51,119 Speaker 1: You got me into Lull Vintage. You posted like some 484 00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:54,399 Speaker 1: sunglasses or something, and I either you posted or I 485 00:24:54,440 --> 00:24:56,080 Speaker 1: d do I don't remember, and I was like, I 486 00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:57,879 Speaker 1: think I d like where are these from? Or you 487 00:24:57,920 --> 00:24:59,600 Speaker 1: posted the link? And then I went there and was like, 488 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:01,280 Speaker 1: oh my god, this is the best war ever. 489 00:25:01,480 --> 00:25:04,280 Speaker 2: Major shout out to them. I was literally there two 490 00:25:04,280 --> 00:25:08,240 Speaker 2: weeks ago and I got the most gorgeous I've sat 491 00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:10,040 Speaker 2: from their pants. Yeah. 492 00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:12,240 Speaker 1: Amazing, But that was like a testament to it. So 493 00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:14,720 Speaker 1: I was like, she has such unique, cool pieces that 494 00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:18,000 Speaker 1: they're so not like I don't like that everybody has 495 00:25:18,040 --> 00:25:18,520 Speaker 1: its stuff. 496 00:25:18,760 --> 00:25:22,960 Speaker 2: No, And also too, it's always the pieces are the 497 00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:27,359 Speaker 2: quality is way better. It's timeless. And that's a great 498 00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:29,960 Speaker 2: way to learn about fashion too, if you really don't 499 00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:32,919 Speaker 2: know where to start, even if you don't buy anything. 500 00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:35,840 Speaker 2: M hm. You go you look at these pieces. You 501 00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:38,800 Speaker 2: start seeing these labels that aren't like the name brand labels. 502 00:25:39,200 --> 00:25:42,359 Speaker 2: Look it up after, like find out more about the 503 00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:46,320 Speaker 2: brand and like, oh, was this a diffusion line? Was 504 00:25:46,359 --> 00:25:48,320 Speaker 2: this a main line? That you can learn so much 505 00:25:48,760 --> 00:25:53,000 Speaker 2: through just feeling the fabric and observing. 506 00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:55,320 Speaker 1: And you find like where the real quality pieces are made. 507 00:25:55,320 --> 00:25:58,760 Speaker 1: Like we hear about the same hundred brands online, but 508 00:25:58,800 --> 00:26:00,600 Speaker 1: then you gove into chopping and you're like, oh wait, 509 00:26:00,640 --> 00:26:03,639 Speaker 1: this is like the premiere shirt maker in Italy that 510 00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:06,520 Speaker 1: like actually made all the best. Sure it's that all 511 00:26:06,560 --> 00:26:09,080 Speaker 1: of these other brands are trying to eminate. That is 512 00:26:09,119 --> 00:26:11,119 Speaker 1: a great tip, Like go just go feel it, go 513 00:26:11,160 --> 00:26:13,840 Speaker 1: look at it, go learn about it. Go just see 514 00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:16,360 Speaker 1: what the brands are. You're going to find all these 515 00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:18,240 Speaker 1: brands that aren't like the main thing on the real 516 00:26:18,280 --> 00:26:19,680 Speaker 1: real You can find all these and then you're like, 517 00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:21,520 Speaker 1: oh my gosh, these are sixty dollars, but they're the 518 00:26:21,560 --> 00:26:23,840 Speaker 1: best pants you've ever seen in your entire life. And 519 00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:26,359 Speaker 1: there's hundreds of them available and you didn't even know 520 00:26:26,359 --> 00:26:26,880 Speaker 1: it existed. 521 00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:28,520 Speaker 2: Oh and I'm going to sound like such a divo 522 00:26:28,560 --> 00:26:31,080 Speaker 2: when I say this, but I like having pieces that 523 00:26:31,119 --> 00:26:32,640 Speaker 2: no one else I love it. 524 00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:34,360 Speaker 1: No, I love it. And I'm like, if you want 525 00:26:34,400 --> 00:26:35,960 Speaker 1: to go find it and find one of them, I 526 00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:38,440 Speaker 1: don't mind at all. But like I like that. People 527 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:40,600 Speaker 1: are like what is that? Yeah, it doesn't immediately you're 528 00:26:40,640 --> 00:26:42,560 Speaker 1: not like, oh, I know exactly where that's from, or 529 00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:44,080 Speaker 1: like like oh she got that. 530 00:26:44,400 --> 00:26:46,320 Speaker 2: Like sorry, guys, I don't have the link. 531 00:26:46,560 --> 00:26:49,679 Speaker 1: Yes, I love And you can teach you aboucal vintage 532 00:26:49,680 --> 00:26:54,080 Speaker 1: stores and it's like secondary fashion, you know, not buying 533 00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:55,600 Speaker 1: stuff that's mass produced. 534 00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:56,520 Speaker 2: Agreed. 535 00:26:57,080 --> 00:26:59,680 Speaker 1: What is one styling trick you swear by? 536 00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:04,680 Speaker 2: Diiling trick I swear by is when you're getting dressed, 537 00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:06,280 Speaker 2: put on a heel. 538 00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:07,400 Speaker 1: Ooh. 539 00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:10,480 Speaker 2: It has changed the game for me, even if you 540 00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:15,000 Speaker 2: aren't gonna wear the heels with that outfit. Something about 541 00:27:15,040 --> 00:27:17,920 Speaker 2: starting with a little bit of height, you just automatically 542 00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:20,600 Speaker 2: get a little confidence boost. Because as someone who's had 543 00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:24,840 Speaker 2: like major crashouts getting dressed. Who hasn't? Who has it? 544 00:27:24,960 --> 00:27:28,159 Speaker 2: It just happens at least once a month, but it 545 00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:30,760 Speaker 2: really helps. It's like almost like putting on your favorite song. 546 00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:35,680 Speaker 2: It like sets the tone for getting dressed. And Yeah, 547 00:27:35,680 --> 00:27:37,919 Speaker 2: that's really been like a weird in the right. 548 00:27:37,760 --> 00:27:38,280 Speaker 1: State of mind. 549 00:27:38,359 --> 00:27:40,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that's like important. 550 00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:42,479 Speaker 1: That's a super unique styling tip. I really like that. 551 00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:46,680 Speaker 1: What is something currently on your wish list? 552 00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:50,080 Speaker 2: Oh my god, I really would like to get a 553 00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:51,840 Speaker 2: Fendy spy bag. 554 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:54,440 Speaker 1: Who is that the little mini? Is that the baby one? 555 00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:57,119 Speaker 2: No, it's actually like more of a large, like a 556 00:27:57,160 --> 00:28:01,240 Speaker 2: medium sized shoulder bag. They might I'd have made like 557 00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:02,640 Speaker 2: a smaller one too. 558 00:28:02,720 --> 00:28:04,680 Speaker 1: I'm thinking of the little baby beget. 559 00:28:04,400 --> 00:28:07,040 Speaker 2: Oh, the baby little tea. I also do want like 560 00:28:07,160 --> 00:28:11,000 Speaker 2: a Yeah, the bagetts are gorgeous. I really wish that 561 00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:15,679 Speaker 2: I had been born like fifteen years earlier when you 562 00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:16,760 Speaker 2: could get those. 563 00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:18,960 Speaker 1: I wish on eBay for like that they went to 564 00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:22,120 Speaker 1: when I lived in LA they were like everywhere, they 565 00:28:22,119 --> 00:28:24,280 Speaker 1: were nothing and they were like the Carrie Bradshaw bag, 566 00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:26,800 Speaker 1: but it wasn't having that resurgence at all, and you 567 00:28:26,800 --> 00:28:28,879 Speaker 1: could get them for like four hundred dollars at any 568 00:28:28,920 --> 00:28:31,840 Speaker 1: thrift store, even less for certain ones, and now it's 569 00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:35,320 Speaker 1: like they're all I looked yesterday on the reel and 570 00:28:35,359 --> 00:28:38,680 Speaker 1: I was like, fifty five hundred dollars for super old bag. 571 00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:38,960 Speaker 2: Again. 572 00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:41,000 Speaker 1: I'm like, I could have got this for three hundred dollars. 573 00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:43,520 Speaker 2: A few years ago. I know, it's crazy. That's like 574 00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:46,480 Speaker 2: one of the ones that I know probably in the 575 00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:49,480 Speaker 2: next It already is kind of having a resurgence, but 576 00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:52,640 Speaker 2: it's gonna have more of a resurgence probably soon. I'm 577 00:28:52,680 --> 00:28:54,520 Speaker 2: like eyeing it on the real reel. 578 00:28:55,120 --> 00:28:56,320 Speaker 1: I know, shut out the real reel. 579 00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:57,040 Speaker 2: I love you. 580 00:28:57,440 --> 00:28:59,320 Speaker 1: I know I want one. I want to beg at too, 581 00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:01,440 Speaker 1: And I'm just like, because the one, the one you 582 00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:04,240 Speaker 1: want is like the glittery one and like the cool one. 583 00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:08,440 Speaker 2: Like the ones fully sequined. 584 00:29:09,160 --> 00:29:11,600 Speaker 1: You're a You're a Fendi bag At girl, without a doubt. 585 00:29:12,080 --> 00:29:13,800 Speaker 1: What excites you most about fashion? 586 00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:14,160 Speaker 2: Right now? 587 00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:16,200 Speaker 1: I feel like the industry is having such a great 588 00:29:16,360 --> 00:29:18,239 Speaker 1: like there's there's creativity. 589 00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:21,080 Speaker 2: Again, there is, and I feel like we're leaning a 590 00:29:21,120 --> 00:29:24,880 Speaker 2: lot back into artist collaborations, which I think are amazing. 591 00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:30,120 Speaker 2: I really am excited to see more drama and more 592 00:29:31,560 --> 00:29:35,680 Speaker 2: you know statements as well. I feel like I miss, 593 00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:40,280 Speaker 2: you know, these the era of Vivian Westwood, like the 594 00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:42,520 Speaker 2: good old. I mean I wasn't even like conscious then, 595 00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:44,960 Speaker 2: but and I look back and I'm like, wow, what 596 00:29:45,080 --> 00:29:48,600 Speaker 2: a time in fashion, Like Alexander McQueen, like, I want 597 00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:53,760 Speaker 2: true theador. I want drama, like let's say things with 598 00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:56,320 Speaker 2: these shows. And I think there are a lot of 599 00:29:56,680 --> 00:30:00,520 Speaker 2: amazing things happening and a lot of amazing stuff I've 600 00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:05,120 Speaker 2: seen recently, but I want like More's like I for Halloween. 601 00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:08,840 Speaker 2: I don't know if you've seen this, but I decided 602 00:30:08,920 --> 00:30:12,800 Speaker 2: where every year now I reference like a Runway moment 603 00:30:13,040 --> 00:30:15,239 Speaker 2: and that's one of my Halloween costumes. 604 00:30:15,040 --> 00:30:15,880 Speaker 1: And that's amazing. 605 00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:21,200 Speaker 2: So I did the McQueen show where you know, with 606 00:30:21,240 --> 00:30:25,920 Speaker 2: the robot where she's being sprayed, and that was one 607 00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:27,080 Speaker 2: of my Halloween costumes. 608 00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:28,440 Speaker 1: That's amazing. I love that. 609 00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:29,720 Speaker 2: I want to see more of that. 610 00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:31,000 Speaker 1: I know we'll never. 611 00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:34,280 Speaker 3: Truly get it back because it's too well, it's based 612 00:30:34,320 --> 00:30:39,080 Speaker 3: on these amazing icons and so you know there there 613 00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:41,600 Speaker 3: are these amazing icons there and they need to just 614 00:30:41,640 --> 00:30:42,360 Speaker 3: have their moment. 615 00:30:42,440 --> 00:30:43,640 Speaker 2: And I'm looking forward to it. 616 00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:48,040 Speaker 1: I love I wish it wasn't so sales heavy. Yeah, 617 00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:49,680 Speaker 1: Like I feel like no one ever talked about that, 618 00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:53,040 Speaker 1: No one ever like, oh, McQueen, no one said McQueen 619 00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:55,360 Speaker 1: doesn't sell or like what that was not even a discussion. 620 00:30:55,400 --> 00:30:57,280 Speaker 1: It was like, it's art, it's beautiful, that's all that matters. 621 00:30:57,280 --> 00:30:59,200 Speaker 1: And now it's like how much did that collection sell? 622 00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:01,280 Speaker 1: What is his? You know, how much is he turning 623 00:31:01,320 --> 00:31:04,080 Speaker 1: over for the brandy? And that does kill me a 624 00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:16,280 Speaker 1: ten event big. What makes someone look instantly chic to you? 625 00:31:16,840 --> 00:31:22,920 Speaker 2: Instantly chic? I think a pair of like a shield 626 00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:27,680 Speaker 2: like big sunglasses that kind of cover most of the 627 00:31:27,720 --> 00:31:31,120 Speaker 2: face because you could wear and this is like such 628 00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:36,120 Speaker 2: a reference to like the early two thousands celebrities getting 629 00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:39,480 Speaker 2: you know, paparazzi pictures. But you could be in like 630 00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:43,160 Speaker 2: a juicy tracksuit or in your workout clothes. But if 631 00:31:43,160 --> 00:31:47,920 Speaker 2: you have a really like cool pair of sunglasses with 632 00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:50,800 Speaker 2: a great shape, easy you just look like. 633 00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:56,760 Speaker 1: Unglasses are like my thing. Yeah, Like I love sick sunglasses. 634 00:31:56,800 --> 00:31:58,720 Speaker 1: I think it's the easiest way to like have a 635 00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:00,400 Speaker 1: f You're right, you can wear geens in a T shirt, 636 00:32:00,400 --> 00:32:03,720 Speaker 1: but if you have the sickest sunglasses on Yeah, game over, 637 00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:04,800 Speaker 1: you're the most noticeable one. 638 00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:09,040 Speaker 2: No, and honestly hot tip on the real real tom 639 00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:12,600 Speaker 2: Ford sunglasses are on there and they're so good and 640 00:32:12,640 --> 00:32:16,040 Speaker 2: there's so many of them, like I'm nice big yeah, 641 00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:16,960 Speaker 2: oh so good. 642 00:32:17,440 --> 00:32:19,840 Speaker 1: I love that great tip, and I love vintaed sunglasses 643 00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:22,120 Speaker 1: because I think sunglasses are so heinously priced. 644 00:32:22,160 --> 00:32:25,200 Speaker 2: I can't even well so too. I get really scared 645 00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:28,000 Speaker 2: of like dropping them and breaking them. I'm not like 646 00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:32,640 Speaker 2: the most careful. So yeah, I lost many personal sunglasses, 647 00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:35,040 Speaker 2: many very It's a sad. 648 00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:37,640 Speaker 1: Day and they really are just plastic. Yeah, So I 649 00:32:37,640 --> 00:32:39,800 Speaker 1: would say lean vintage. What is a trend people are 650 00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:42,120 Speaker 1: sleeping on. It could be vented sunglasses. 651 00:32:42,400 --> 00:32:49,920 Speaker 2: Vintage sunglasses. I think, like like head pieces is something 652 00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:52,840 Speaker 2: that I'm trying to lean more into. 653 00:32:52,720 --> 00:32:55,600 Speaker 1: Like a veil like love. 654 00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:58,920 Speaker 2: You could wear almost like a little I forget what 655 00:32:58,960 --> 00:33:02,400 Speaker 2: they're called, but like a little like lace tiny just 656 00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:03,920 Speaker 2: like I don't know the word. 657 00:33:04,080 --> 00:33:05,400 Speaker 1: I know what you're talking about. Are you talking about 658 00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:07,440 Speaker 1: like those little yes, I know what they're called either. 659 00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:09,400 Speaker 2: You know what I also have been buying a lot 660 00:33:09,480 --> 00:33:14,360 Speaker 2: lately are shrugs and like little like capes but like 661 00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:17,920 Speaker 2: short cropped capes. Yes, I think for trans like when 662 00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:25,160 Speaker 2: you're transitioning from like summer to fall winter, you could 663 00:33:25,160 --> 00:33:27,760 Speaker 2: wear like a tea and then wear a little cape over. 664 00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:30,920 Speaker 1: I am the biggest shrug girl. Yeah, leave I always 665 00:33:30,920 --> 00:33:32,600 Speaker 1: makes fun of me. She's like, you got that shrug 666 00:33:32,640 --> 00:33:35,720 Speaker 1: on again? Like will I were a fur from my 667 00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:40,120 Speaker 1: first October to February. You're not seeing these arms like 668 00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:44,000 Speaker 1: I have a fur shrug or fur shawl or a 669 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:45,480 Speaker 1: fur something over my arms. 670 00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:50,840 Speaker 2: I love. Yeah. I have this little brown BB one 671 00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:54,080 Speaker 2: that I thrifted, of course, and it's my favorite. 672 00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:56,640 Speaker 1: I have a Zara one and I have one what's 673 00:33:56,680 --> 00:33:58,480 Speaker 1: that brand? I want to say it's called a Paris. 674 00:33:58,680 --> 00:34:00,760 Speaker 1: Is that the brand that was It's like five hundred 675 00:34:00,760 --> 00:34:03,640 Speaker 1: dollars and I got it at a gifting suite. Would 676 00:34:03,640 --> 00:34:05,840 Speaker 1: buy ten of them. Best thing I've ever purchased. Just 677 00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:07,440 Speaker 1: so you can work with anything, you can even like 678 00:34:07,520 --> 00:34:09,399 Speaker 1: wear it with capris and a tank and then it's 679 00:34:09,400 --> 00:34:10,799 Speaker 1: like you just throw it on and keep your arms warm. 680 00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:16,480 Speaker 2: Genius one more a skinny scarf. Yes. Some people think 681 00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:19,359 Speaker 2: it's so like Disney Kid, and I'm like, yeah, but 682 00:34:19,600 --> 00:34:21,200 Speaker 2: it's so good. 683 00:34:21,440 --> 00:34:24,040 Speaker 1: It is good it's so good. It is. It's fashion, 684 00:34:24,239 --> 00:34:26,839 Speaker 1: It really is. It is. I agree completely. Yeah, what 685 00:34:26,880 --> 00:34:28,080 Speaker 1: does being an IT girl mean to you? 686 00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:35,160 Speaker 2: Being an IT girl to me means just being comfortable 687 00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:38,959 Speaker 2: with the weird girl inside of you. I think that's 688 00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:42,800 Speaker 2: what really freed me, is leaning into being my weird, 689 00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:46,759 Speaker 2: authentic self. I think everyone kind of goes through a 690 00:34:46,800 --> 00:34:49,239 Speaker 2: moment where they're trying to maybe fit in and be 691 00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:52,960 Speaker 2: like everyone else, and once you realize that that's not 692 00:34:53,640 --> 00:34:56,600 Speaker 2: what people want from you. People want to see your 693 00:34:56,640 --> 00:35:00,600 Speaker 2: inner self and yeah, coming back to my weird girl, 694 00:35:00,680 --> 00:35:06,040 Speaker 2: homeschooled self, Like I was that strange little you know, 695 00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:10,960 Speaker 2: making weird stories and movies and yeah, so I think 696 00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:13,279 Speaker 2: it's nice to come back to that. 697 00:35:13,920 --> 00:35:16,520 Speaker 1: What does he say and what a girl wants? It says, 698 00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:19,120 Speaker 1: why are you trying to fit in? Your bone? 699 00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:20,600 Speaker 2: Stand out? Exactly? 700 00:35:21,400 --> 00:35:21,919 Speaker 1: Stand out? 701 00:35:22,200 --> 00:35:25,480 Speaker 2: Stand out? We're in also too. I'm so happy that 702 00:35:25,760 --> 00:35:29,239 Speaker 2: we're seeing like a shift into weird girl economy. Yeah, 703 00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:31,920 Speaker 2: I like think girls are being appreciated. My time is 704 00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:33,680 Speaker 2: here and my time has come. 705 00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:37,000 Speaker 1: School girls rise, Yes, this is your moment. 706 00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:40,080 Speaker 2: That's so funny. I love that. 707 00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:46,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, Sorry, where do you go when you want to 708 00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:50,080 Speaker 1: feel inspired. Is it the met is it shopping? 709 00:35:50,320 --> 00:35:55,520 Speaker 2: Where do you go? I'd say it's going yeah, to 710 00:35:55,760 --> 00:36:00,920 Speaker 2: art galleries. I love going and looking at anything. 711 00:36:01,280 --> 00:36:03,520 Speaker 1: Really, I feel favorite galleries in New York. 712 00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:07,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, I would like Journal Gallery. It's amazing because if 713 00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:10,000 Speaker 2: you go to like Tribeca, there's like that one street 714 00:36:10,120 --> 00:36:12,719 Speaker 2: where there's a lot of like great galleries that are 715 00:36:12,800 --> 00:36:15,560 Speaker 2: kind of showing more contemporary pieces people that are more 716 00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:18,759 Speaker 2: in my age range, which I like because then you 717 00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:21,520 Speaker 2: get to see what's new in the art world, in 718 00:36:21,560 --> 00:36:25,400 Speaker 2: the art scene. But also a huge thing for me 719 00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:29,239 Speaker 2: is nature. And I've realized that if I really need 720 00:36:29,280 --> 00:36:32,080 Speaker 2: a reset, like going out and being in nature is 721 00:36:32,640 --> 00:36:36,200 Speaker 2: so important, and there's not a lot of that in 722 00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:40,000 Speaker 2: New York, but you can find some gorgeous pockets and 723 00:36:40,160 --> 00:36:41,000 Speaker 2: just kind of reset. 724 00:36:41,239 --> 00:36:43,040 Speaker 1: Yeah. My therapist that I needed a hug a tree. 725 00:36:43,080 --> 00:36:45,719 Speaker 1: I'm not even no, actually she said you need to go. 726 00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:46,920 Speaker 1: She was like, hug a tree. 727 00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:48,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, I haven't done it yet. 728 00:36:48,520 --> 00:36:49,160 Speaker 1: I'm too scared. 729 00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:51,839 Speaker 2: But no, it's so important. And I actually did an 730 00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:57,120 Speaker 2: artist residency last year and it was in the south 731 00:36:57,120 --> 00:36:59,200 Speaker 2: of France and it was in this like very small town, 732 00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:04,640 Speaker 2: literally in the middle of nowhere, and I didn't expect 733 00:37:04,640 --> 00:37:07,080 Speaker 2: to have this weird I like came off the plane, 734 00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:10,040 Speaker 2: get to this town, and all of a sudden, I'm like, 735 00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:12,879 Speaker 2: oh my god, like it's so quiet. And I wasn't 736 00:37:13,239 --> 00:37:16,040 Speaker 2: like I'm so shocked by that because we live here 737 00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:18,400 Speaker 2: and we're so over stimulated all the time. So it 738 00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:20,319 Speaker 2: took me a couple of days and then I was 739 00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:23,200 Speaker 2: just like, oh my god, I'm living such a slow 740 00:37:23,239 --> 00:37:26,880 Speaker 2: life and this is amazing. And I felt so creative 741 00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:27,919 Speaker 2: all of a sudden. 742 00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:29,279 Speaker 1: That's what she was telling me. Yeah, she was like, 743 00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:32,560 Speaker 1: it's in It's part of the Nature's part of the embodiment. 744 00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:34,720 Speaker 1: Like she's like, when you're embodied, you're connected with nature, 745 00:37:34,760 --> 00:37:38,120 Speaker 1: like we're supposed to be. Yeah, and like that's what 746 00:37:38,160 --> 00:37:41,120 Speaker 1: we're supposed to hear, is birds chirping and like the 747 00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:43,440 Speaker 1: wind blowing and all of that. That's what you're supposed 748 00:37:43,480 --> 00:37:46,400 Speaker 1: to be taking in, but we're not, I know, especially 749 00:37:46,400 --> 00:37:46,959 Speaker 1: in New York. 750 00:37:47,120 --> 00:37:50,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, And as a kid, I grew up around like 751 00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:53,240 Speaker 2: more so nature, and we would go visit my grandpa 752 00:37:53,320 --> 00:37:55,600 Speaker 2: and he lived like kind of in the middle of nowhere, 753 00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:58,960 Speaker 2: like in a forest, and I was literally so weird. 754 00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:01,640 Speaker 2: I was like going into the forest and like as 755 00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:03,959 Speaker 2: a child, being like, where's the unicorn? And I would 756 00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:08,360 Speaker 2: sit and wait for this unicorn And I'm like, what, yeah. 757 00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:10,600 Speaker 1: I wore my Taylor still belives in unicorn. 758 00:38:10,640 --> 00:38:12,400 Speaker 2: I do. And I would literally sit there as a 759 00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:16,319 Speaker 2: child and wait for this unicorn every day. And it's like, 760 00:38:16,520 --> 00:38:20,040 Speaker 2: that's what I want to express and like bring channel 761 00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:24,680 Speaker 2: that like in her child, that whimsy because it's so important. Oh, 762 00:38:24,800 --> 00:38:25,520 Speaker 2: I really love that. 763 00:38:25,960 --> 00:38:27,839 Speaker 1: I really love that. My therapist would love to hear this. 764 00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:29,759 Speaker 1: I gotta tell I'll tell her the story. She's gonna 765 00:38:29,760 --> 00:38:31,720 Speaker 1: love that because she's always trying to convince me of nature. 766 00:38:31,719 --> 00:38:33,200 Speaker 1: She's like, go to Central Park and Auga Tree and 767 00:38:33,239 --> 00:38:34,719 Speaker 1: I'm like, no, no, not doing that. 768 00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:36,520 Speaker 2: Do it. I'll go with you. 769 00:38:37,200 --> 00:38:39,120 Speaker 1: She said that if you go stand in Hugga Tree 770 00:38:39,160 --> 00:38:40,799 Speaker 1: for thirty minutes like that will do more for you 771 00:38:40,840 --> 00:38:44,279 Speaker 1: than anything she could tell me. She's like, you, I do. 772 00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:46,560 Speaker 1: She's the woman's got her work out oft for he 773 00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:50,040 Speaker 1: le me tell you. She was like, Jesus, woman, where 774 00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:51,680 Speaker 1: do you think the sicest women in New York spend 775 00:38:51,719 --> 00:38:52,160 Speaker 1: their time? 776 00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:59,319 Speaker 2: It's probably where you least expected. At the library. I 777 00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:01,319 Speaker 2: never got to library. I know I want to, but 778 00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:04,080 Speaker 2: I want to go to the library and start pulling 779 00:39:05,160 --> 00:39:07,839 Speaker 2: like old art books and fashion books. That's something that's 780 00:39:07,840 --> 00:39:10,880 Speaker 2: been on my personal to do list. 781 00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:12,759 Speaker 1: I've been wanting to. I'm like, where can I go 782 00:39:12,840 --> 00:39:15,680 Speaker 1: see references? Because I talk to every girl about honing 783 00:39:15,680 --> 00:39:17,720 Speaker 1: their taste and they give me all these incredible tips, 784 00:39:18,120 --> 00:39:20,640 Speaker 1: and I'm like, yeah, I'm just on Pinterest. There's references 785 00:39:20,640 --> 00:39:22,080 Speaker 1: that aren't making it on there. 786 00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:26,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think yeah, at a library. I think maybe 787 00:39:26,400 --> 00:39:29,360 Speaker 2: at like one of those smaller parks in New York City. 788 00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:33,840 Speaker 1: People in like Tompkins Square are so interesting to look at. Interesting, 789 00:39:33,960 --> 00:39:35,720 Speaker 1: So I'm like, you're an interesting person. 790 00:39:36,239 --> 00:39:37,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, any of these interests. 791 00:39:37,760 --> 00:39:38,840 Speaker 1: I can just tell older. 792 00:39:38,719 --> 00:39:41,520 Speaker 2: Women who are feeding the pigeons who have like this 793 00:39:41,680 --> 00:39:46,279 Speaker 2: amazing outfit on immediately and just want to sit down 794 00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:46,840 Speaker 2: and chat with you. 795 00:39:47,200 --> 00:39:48,960 Speaker 1: It's like my dream to find a way to do 796 00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:52,360 Speaker 1: some kind of like not even docuseries, but like it girl, 797 00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:56,680 Speaker 1: but it's with fascinating New York women, like not someone 798 00:39:56,719 --> 00:39:59,000 Speaker 1: you would ever know to discover, just like those women 799 00:39:59,040 --> 00:40:02,640 Speaker 1: who have these crazy aparts they've owned since nineteen sixty five, 800 00:40:02,719 --> 00:40:04,640 Speaker 1: and you like and it's covered in all this beautiful 801 00:40:04,760 --> 00:40:06,760 Speaker 1: art and there they were like hanging out with Andy 802 00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:09,640 Speaker 1: Warhol and like have been here forever. And you can 803 00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:11,400 Speaker 1: just tell when they walk past you. That's like a 804 00:40:11,400 --> 00:40:13,920 Speaker 1: fascinating que They have a storage floor so much. 805 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:16,440 Speaker 2: I've gone through so much, and they like have so 806 00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:20,600 Speaker 2: much confidence, and yeah, that's like goals. I want to 807 00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:25,320 Speaker 2: be just so well maximalist ninety year old woman walking 808 00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:27,360 Speaker 2: around so well pigeons. I love that. 809 00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:29,080 Speaker 1: I don't doubt that I will see you in like 810 00:40:29,120 --> 00:40:31,800 Speaker 1: a crazy fur coat, just like walking down the street 811 00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:32,719 Speaker 1: with some paint all over. 812 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:35,200 Speaker 2: Maybe by that point we'll be in this. We'll just 813 00:40:35,239 --> 00:40:36,040 Speaker 2: go hug trees. 814 00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:38,799 Speaker 1: Yeah, that'll be like they're hugging trees. There's those women 815 00:40:38,880 --> 00:40:43,440 Speaker 1: that wearing a lot of shit. Yeah, I like that. 816 00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:44,080 Speaker 2: For us too. 817 00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:48,319 Speaker 1: Is there somewhere in the city you always end up 818 00:40:48,360 --> 00:40:49,680 Speaker 1: when you need a reset? 819 00:40:49,880 --> 00:40:51,680 Speaker 2: Yeah? I love a good park. I know, I already 820 00:40:51,719 --> 00:40:58,200 Speaker 2: said that. I do love like a rooftop kind of 821 00:40:58,280 --> 00:41:01,400 Speaker 2: just seeing how big the city is is truly like wow, 822 00:41:01,480 --> 00:41:05,319 Speaker 2: you kind of like remember, there's like so many people and. 823 00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:08,120 Speaker 1: I've never had a view, and I'm always like those 824 00:41:08,160 --> 00:41:10,160 Speaker 1: people who have like big glass apartments. 825 00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:10,759 Speaker 2: I'm like, how do you? 826 00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:13,279 Speaker 1: Yeah, fat, Like I don't know if I could wake 827 00:41:13,360 --> 00:41:15,080 Speaker 1: up every day and take in how many people? 828 00:41:15,120 --> 00:41:17,560 Speaker 2: And there's like a psychological thing and maybe, yeah, it's 829 00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:18,760 Speaker 2: because we've never lived. 830 00:41:18,520 --> 00:41:19,319 Speaker 1: In I don't. 831 00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:20,440 Speaker 2: I don't see. 832 00:41:20,239 --> 00:41:22,400 Speaker 1: People from my apartment, Like I can't. I don't know 833 00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:22,960 Speaker 1: what's going on. 834 00:41:23,200 --> 00:41:25,480 Speaker 2: There's corny when I say that, I'm like, wow, I 835 00:41:25,800 --> 00:41:26,680 Speaker 2: but no, it's true. 836 00:41:26,719 --> 00:41:28,920 Speaker 1: Like I feel that every time I'm in I'm at 837 00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:31,200 Speaker 1: like the public hotel or whatever, somewhere covered in windows 838 00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:32,799 Speaker 1: or on a rooftop. I'm like, look at all. 839 00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:34,520 Speaker 2: It's similar to when, like, I don't know if you 840 00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:36,319 Speaker 2: feel this way when you're in a plane and you're 841 00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:39,120 Speaker 2: listening to music and you're like questioning your whole life. 842 00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:44,040 Speaker 1: Ye, the same thing, fantastic love. What is something New 843 00:41:44,120 --> 00:41:45,600 Speaker 1: York has taught you about yourself? 844 00:41:45,760 --> 00:41:48,160 Speaker 2: I'm trying to think, because there's literally so many lessons. 845 00:41:48,320 --> 00:41:52,719 Speaker 2: But New York has taught me that I am a 846 00:41:52,719 --> 00:41:56,680 Speaker 2: lot stronger than I think I am. New York when 847 00:41:56,719 --> 00:42:01,160 Speaker 2: I first moved here was shiny and and beautiful, but 848 00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:04,640 Speaker 2: it also like brings you back to reality and you 849 00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:07,200 Speaker 2: learn so much about the world. Living in New York. 850 00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:08,600 Speaker 2: I feel like a lot of people don't have that 851 00:42:08,680 --> 00:42:11,480 Speaker 2: privilege because there's so much here. There's so many people, 852 00:42:11,520 --> 00:42:16,040 Speaker 2: there's so many people going on personal journeys and living 853 00:42:16,360 --> 00:42:19,319 Speaker 2: their lives, and so it kind of humbles you, but 854 00:42:19,440 --> 00:42:22,000 Speaker 2: in a fabulous way, Like in a way that everyone 855 00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:23,319 Speaker 2: I wish could experience. 856 00:42:24,120 --> 00:42:26,120 Speaker 1: I've always felt like being in New York is like 857 00:42:26,160 --> 00:42:28,759 Speaker 1: being in like one of those rock tumblers, Like you 858 00:42:28,800 --> 00:42:30,640 Speaker 1: go in and then it's like, all of a sudden, 859 00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:32,239 Speaker 1: you're being thrown around and you're like, get me out 860 00:42:32,239 --> 00:42:33,520 Speaker 1: of here, get me out of here, and you just 861 00:42:33,560 --> 00:42:35,200 Speaker 1: feel like you're being beaten up from all sides. And 862 00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:37,399 Speaker 1: then you come out and you're like, WHOA, I learned 863 00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:40,360 Speaker 1: a lot in there. Yeah, it beats you up, but 864 00:42:40,440 --> 00:42:44,120 Speaker 1: it like turns you in. It's like a strength that 865 00:42:44,160 --> 00:42:44,640 Speaker 1: you need. 866 00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:46,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, it truly is. 867 00:42:46,280 --> 00:42:47,680 Speaker 1: I feel like everyone should have to live here for 868 00:42:47,719 --> 00:42:48,000 Speaker 1: a year. 869 00:42:48,200 --> 00:42:52,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, and I've changed so much as a person truly. 870 00:42:52,200 --> 00:42:54,359 Speaker 1: Oh my gosh. When I lived in LA for five years, 871 00:42:54,400 --> 00:42:56,080 Speaker 1: and it felt like I closed my eyes in five 872 00:42:56,120 --> 00:42:58,880 Speaker 1: years past, like I cannot believe I was there for 873 00:42:58,960 --> 00:43:01,600 Speaker 1: that long. And I hate the version of myself that 874 00:43:01,640 --> 00:43:04,680 Speaker 1: I was when I lived there. Here, I'm like, every 875 00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:08,120 Speaker 1: year is like twenty years. Yeah, I'm like, oh my god, 876 00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:10,040 Speaker 1: I can't even relate to that person. I don't even 877 00:43:10,160 --> 00:43:13,640 Speaker 1: know her. You grow so much. And I think that's 878 00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:16,200 Speaker 1: why New York breeds so many In New York, London 879 00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:19,080 Speaker 1: Paris a lot, all these places breed like cool girls 880 00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:22,479 Speaker 1: because it's like you get a slap in the face 881 00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:23,040 Speaker 1: of life. 882 00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:26,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, and I see so many fabulous people when I 883 00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:28,200 Speaker 2: walk out the door, and to me, I look at 884 00:43:28,239 --> 00:43:31,480 Speaker 2: it as like motivation. Like I look at it as 885 00:43:31,520 --> 00:43:35,279 Speaker 2: like wow, that person is exuding so much confidence or 886 00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:38,800 Speaker 2: like they're doing this thing that's like I really admire, 887 00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:42,480 Speaker 2: and it's like, how can I like improve even if 888 00:43:42,520 --> 00:43:46,640 Speaker 2: it's like tiny things every day. And that's how I 889 00:43:46,680 --> 00:43:47,279 Speaker 2: try to view it. 890 00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:49,239 Speaker 1: I guess if you can make it here, you can 891 00:43:49,280 --> 00:43:51,920 Speaker 1: make it anywhere. They were serious about that. 892 00:43:51,360 --> 00:43:54,960 Speaker 2: That was actually true, say true, make. 893 00:44:05,719 --> 00:44:07,520 Speaker 1: What feels like the next chapter for you? What are 894 00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:09,200 Speaker 1: you excited about? What are you looking forward to? 895 00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:12,520 Speaker 2: Well, a lot of people are asking me when I'm 896 00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:17,000 Speaker 2: going to do my next art show, which TVD because 897 00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:21,520 Speaker 2: art is never rushed as much as sometimes I'm very 898 00:44:21,560 --> 00:44:25,520 Speaker 2: type and I want to have you know, a schedule, yep. 899 00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:28,600 Speaker 2: But I think I'm in a very experimental phase with 900 00:44:28,640 --> 00:44:32,719 Speaker 2: my work right now, where I'm also changing a lot 901 00:44:32,760 --> 00:44:35,000 Speaker 2: as a person, and so you're seeing that through my work, 902 00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:38,560 Speaker 2: and I'm being a little bit more out there, and 903 00:44:39,239 --> 00:44:43,200 Speaker 2: I want to just make a ton of artwork and 904 00:44:43,239 --> 00:44:46,759 Speaker 2: then if a show happens, then a show happens. But 905 00:44:46,840 --> 00:44:49,840 Speaker 2: I don't want to put pressure on myself. So right now, 906 00:44:49,960 --> 00:44:53,400 Speaker 2: I'm just in so much of a creative space. I 907 00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:56,560 Speaker 2: just want to create, create, create, create, and we'll see 908 00:44:56,560 --> 00:44:57,200 Speaker 2: what happens. 909 00:44:57,480 --> 00:45:01,840 Speaker 1: Are there any mediums outside of painting or oil painting 910 00:45:01,920 --> 00:45:03,240 Speaker 1: that you're looking to explore? 911 00:45:03,280 --> 00:45:05,160 Speaker 2: Is or something new you want to do? Yeah, I 912 00:45:05,200 --> 00:45:07,320 Speaker 2: do want to get into sculptural I knew. 913 00:45:07,120 --> 00:45:09,719 Speaker 1: You were going to say that I was gonna finish 914 00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:10,920 Speaker 1: your sentence where I was like, I don't want to 915 00:45:10,920 --> 00:45:13,000 Speaker 1: finish her sentence for it, but I was like, she wants, 916 00:45:13,160 --> 00:45:15,319 Speaker 1: she wants to sculp to it feels like such a 917 00:45:15,360 --> 00:45:16,400 Speaker 1: natural progression for you. 918 00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:19,799 Speaker 2: Thank you well. In I kind of dabbled in a 919 00:45:19,840 --> 00:45:23,480 Speaker 2: little bit of sculptural pieces with my last show, but 920 00:45:24,680 --> 00:45:27,520 Speaker 2: I have this vision for a show where it's obviously 921 00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:31,680 Speaker 2: my oil paintings, but I want to incorporate almost like 922 00:45:31,960 --> 00:45:35,800 Speaker 2: a set of some type that's with these sculptural works. 923 00:45:35,920 --> 00:45:37,439 Speaker 2: And I don't want to give too much away because 924 00:45:37,480 --> 00:45:39,200 Speaker 2: you know, I got to keep these ideas. 925 00:45:39,320 --> 00:45:42,319 Speaker 1: I feel like your paintings have that sculptural element, Like 926 00:45:42,600 --> 00:45:44,560 Speaker 1: the people in your paintings look like they could be 927 00:45:44,560 --> 00:45:45,080 Speaker 1: a sculpture. 928 00:45:45,239 --> 00:45:47,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, so I was shaved to it to have some 929 00:45:47,480 --> 00:45:50,839 Speaker 2: of those symbols that appear in my painting appear in 930 00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:54,920 Speaker 2: like a three D form as well. TBD on what. 931 00:45:55,200 --> 00:45:59,239 Speaker 1: That will be that you'll see love, I knew it. 932 00:45:59,320 --> 00:46:01,799 Speaker 1: I was like she because there's a sculptural element to 933 00:46:01,840 --> 00:46:04,279 Speaker 1: the shapes in your work. They look like things that 934 00:46:04,280 --> 00:46:08,080 Speaker 1: could naturally it. I'm like, that could be put into 935 00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:10,640 Speaker 1: a sculptural form, you know, I see it, And I 936 00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:12,600 Speaker 1: like with your paintings you can kind of see how 937 00:46:12,640 --> 00:46:14,560 Speaker 1: your mind works and the way you like interpret the 938 00:46:14,560 --> 00:46:16,960 Speaker 1: lines and the shape of things. So I feel like, 939 00:46:17,120 --> 00:46:19,680 Speaker 1: naturally you'd be a sculptor after that, because it is 940 00:46:20,120 --> 00:46:22,759 Speaker 1: it's all about shape. What do I know? Never don't 941 00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:24,080 Speaker 1: never made a piece of art in my life, But 942 00:46:24,640 --> 00:46:28,200 Speaker 1: that's just what I interpreted five years from now, what 943 00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:29,239 Speaker 1: you hope your life looks like? 944 00:46:31,000 --> 00:46:35,000 Speaker 2: Wow, I would love to do an international show. I've 945 00:46:35,160 --> 00:46:38,279 Speaker 2: never shown my work outside of the US, so I 946 00:46:38,280 --> 00:46:40,920 Speaker 2: would love to do that. I would also love to 947 00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:45,240 Speaker 2: do some kind of collaboration with a fashion house because 948 00:46:46,120 --> 00:46:50,719 Speaker 2: the opportunities they're endless. And then personally, I would love 949 00:46:50,760 --> 00:46:55,759 Speaker 2: to just like continue to do like personal work, continue 950 00:46:55,800 --> 00:46:59,399 Speaker 2: you know, therapy, which is a luxury that I'm so 951 00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:01,359 Speaker 2: lucky I can do enough. 952 00:47:01,360 --> 00:47:03,160 Speaker 1: People don't say that when I say, like, what do 953 00:47:03,160 --> 00:47:04,960 Speaker 1: you want to do in five years? And I it 954 00:47:05,040 --> 00:47:06,320 Speaker 1: is important to be like, oh, I want to be 955 00:47:06,360 --> 00:47:08,239 Speaker 1: a better person. I want to be like a better 956 00:47:08,320 --> 00:47:11,080 Speaker 1: version of myself. Like that's that's missed a lot. It's like, oh, 957 00:47:11,080 --> 00:47:13,120 Speaker 1: I want to write a book, and it's like, but 958 00:47:13,160 --> 00:47:16,120 Speaker 1: do you also want to like, you know, connect with 959 00:47:16,160 --> 00:47:18,200 Speaker 1: your self, change like that kind of stuff. That's a 960 00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:20,120 Speaker 1: really important thing to keep on your I feel we 961 00:47:20,160 --> 00:47:22,720 Speaker 1: miss that when we manifest, when we set our goals, 962 00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:23,960 Speaker 1: we forget to add like. 963 00:47:24,280 --> 00:47:29,640 Speaker 2: Therapy totally change growth. Yeah, proof then can do therapy. 964 00:47:29,640 --> 00:47:31,919 Speaker 2: It's the best thing ever. So that and then also, 965 00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:35,560 Speaker 2: like I said earlier, I want to like be educating myself. 966 00:47:35,640 --> 00:47:39,080 Speaker 2: So it'd be so fun to just take more classes. 967 00:47:39,360 --> 00:47:41,719 Speaker 2: It doesn't even have to be like related to what 968 00:47:41,800 --> 00:47:44,399 Speaker 2: I do, Like, I just want to continue to learn 969 00:47:44,440 --> 00:47:47,319 Speaker 2: and grow. I know that's simple, but. 970 00:47:47,480 --> 00:47:50,040 Speaker 1: No, it's important. Again. It's stuff we missed when we met. 971 00:47:50,040 --> 00:47:52,600 Speaker 1: It's stuff we forget. It's the stuff that and when 972 00:47:52,600 --> 00:47:54,600 Speaker 1: you're trying to manifest a life like that, those are 973 00:47:54,640 --> 00:47:56,520 Speaker 1: important things. It's not just like, oh, I want this bag, 974 00:47:56,800 --> 00:47:59,200 Speaker 1: you also have to put like it's kind of like 975 00:47:59,200 --> 00:48:00,919 Speaker 1: a be careful what you would for things. You say 976 00:48:00,960 --> 00:48:02,800 Speaker 1: you want these things, but it's like, do you do? 977 00:48:02,840 --> 00:48:05,520 Speaker 1: You have to include that I also want. You don't 978 00:48:05,560 --> 00:48:07,040 Speaker 1: just want to make art in five years. You want 979 00:48:07,040 --> 00:48:09,960 Speaker 1: to make art that comes from a place of education, 980 00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:12,200 Speaker 1: from a place of knowledge, from a piece of joy, 981 00:48:12,480 --> 00:48:14,720 Speaker 1: all of that stuff. These are important. These are important 982 00:48:14,719 --> 00:48:17,520 Speaker 1: things to say. What do you hope people know you 983 00:48:17,560 --> 00:48:19,239 Speaker 1: for beyond your social media? 984 00:48:21,480 --> 00:48:26,680 Speaker 2: I hope that people can see that it's okay to 985 00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:30,959 Speaker 2: like totally express yourself as an artist because I think 986 00:48:31,360 --> 00:48:35,640 Speaker 2: growing up as like an artistic person, you know, that's 987 00:48:35,760 --> 00:48:39,200 Speaker 2: not necessarily always viewed as cool, and you know how 988 00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:42,120 Speaker 2: it is, So I feel like I get a lot 989 00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:46,080 Speaker 2: of you know, younger people who follow me and they say, like, 990 00:48:46,080 --> 00:48:49,440 Speaker 2: I'm so inspired by like, you know, you putting your 991 00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:52,640 Speaker 2: work out there. So that's like if I can give 992 00:48:52,719 --> 00:48:57,440 Speaker 2: anyone just a little bit of like confidence or inspiration, 993 00:48:58,120 --> 00:49:00,440 Speaker 2: that's really so rewarding for me. 994 00:49:00,480 --> 00:49:01,600 Speaker 1: But it's cool to be arts, you know. 995 00:49:02,239 --> 00:49:06,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, I like, I mean, it's I'm just happy that 996 00:49:06,239 --> 00:49:08,920 Speaker 2: it's hit the mainstream because the people who are in 997 00:49:09,600 --> 00:49:12,600 Speaker 2: you know, the art world, it's always been like when 998 00:49:12,640 --> 00:49:15,640 Speaker 2: you're when you're in that scene, you're in your safe space. 999 00:49:15,719 --> 00:49:18,680 Speaker 2: But it's nice that, Yeah, we need to like instill 1000 00:49:18,760 --> 00:49:19,200 Speaker 2: that more. 1001 00:49:19,719 --> 00:49:23,759 Speaker 1: And it's so important to have like a secondary thing, 1002 00:49:24,000 --> 00:49:27,359 Speaker 1: like a secondary hobby that isn't what you do for work, 1003 00:49:27,880 --> 00:49:29,560 Speaker 1: and that isn't what you do. 1004 00:49:29,560 --> 00:49:30,200 Speaker 2: For the internet. 1005 00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:34,440 Speaker 1: It's incredibly I think as time goes on, it's going 1006 00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:37,880 Speaker 1: to become the most important thing to keep stable functioning adults. 1007 00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:40,040 Speaker 1: Like we need that. I feel like kids really are missing. 1008 00:49:40,120 --> 00:49:42,120 Speaker 1: It's like totally what do you want to do for 1009 00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:45,680 Speaker 1: your job? And Instagram and TikTok, like those are literally 1010 00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:50,080 Speaker 1: people's lives and there needs to be like another thing 1011 00:49:51,040 --> 00:49:54,839 Speaker 1: so important. Okay, I make everybody speak something into existence. 1012 00:49:55,360 --> 00:49:58,320 Speaker 1: So if it's like a dream collab or like anything 1013 00:49:58,360 --> 00:49:59,880 Speaker 1: you want to you're gonna say it out loud and 1014 00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:00,759 Speaker 1: it's gonna come true. 1015 00:50:00,960 --> 00:50:06,200 Speaker 2: Okay, oh my gosh, this is so wild. But I 1016 00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:08,680 Speaker 2: used to never be able to walk in heels, and 1017 00:50:08,719 --> 00:50:11,359 Speaker 2: then I moved here and I trained myself to walk 1018 00:50:11,400 --> 00:50:14,200 Speaker 2: in heels, and now I can walk literally in any shoe, 1019 00:50:14,760 --> 00:50:17,640 Speaker 2: any terrain. Give me, put me on a cobblestone, put 1020 00:50:17,680 --> 00:50:20,600 Speaker 2: me on the greats in New York City. I can 1021 00:50:20,680 --> 00:50:23,239 Speaker 2: do it. I've been practicing. So what I would love 1022 00:50:23,280 --> 00:50:27,400 Speaker 2: to do is walk in a Runway show. Yes, I 1023 00:50:27,480 --> 00:50:31,319 Speaker 2: love because I've been practicing, and I literally have just 1024 00:50:31,360 --> 00:50:34,280 Speaker 2: been privately practicing. So maybe one day, I guess. 1025 00:50:34,120 --> 00:50:38,320 Speaker 1: See you, like in a Sandy lank once fashion a 1026 00:50:38,320 --> 00:50:40,720 Speaker 1: week a few months, I could see that in two seconds. 1027 00:50:40,840 --> 00:50:43,560 Speaker 2: As someone who grew up watching like Project Runway and 1028 00:50:43,600 --> 00:50:46,560 Speaker 2: all these shows, I'm like, that would be just a 1029 00:50:46,719 --> 00:50:50,520 Speaker 2: really fabulous side quest to have knocked off my bucket, like. 1030 00:50:50,520 --> 00:50:52,960 Speaker 1: A thesis on the impact of Project run Away. When 1031 00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:54,680 Speaker 1: people talk to me, I'm like, what not to wear 1032 00:50:54,760 --> 00:50:57,200 Speaker 1: a Project Runway. I've shaped my soul. 1033 00:50:57,080 --> 00:50:59,720 Speaker 2: No, I know, and I think like I've always grown 1034 00:50:59,800 --> 00:51:01,600 Speaker 2: up and been like I want to do this. I 1035 00:51:01,640 --> 00:51:04,200 Speaker 2: want to be like a model or whatever. So like 1036 00:51:04,840 --> 00:51:07,879 Speaker 2: I just would love for one moment. 1037 00:51:07,680 --> 00:51:09,839 Speaker 1: I see this. I can see you in like Adultchay show. 1038 00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:12,600 Speaker 1: I could see you in a Sandy Leang show that 1039 00:51:12,680 --> 00:51:16,239 Speaker 1: it feels you're gassing me, feels like very graspable, like 1040 00:51:16,239 --> 00:51:18,120 Speaker 1: that feels like I could have an immediately. I can 1041 00:51:18,160 --> 00:51:19,560 Speaker 1: see you in so many things. We're speaking this to 1042 00:51:19,560 --> 00:51:25,640 Speaker 1: existence like a runway fashion model. And last question, who 1043 00:51:25,640 --> 00:51:27,040 Speaker 1: do you think is ultimate it girl? And why does 1044 00:51:27,080 --> 00:51:27,759 Speaker 1: she inspire you? 1045 00:51:29,560 --> 00:51:32,440 Speaker 2: I think this circles back, but I think the ultimate 1046 00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:36,880 Speaker 2: it girl are the older women of New York City 1047 00:51:37,320 --> 00:51:42,399 Speaker 2: who are walking around in their most iconic outfits, whether 1048 00:51:42,440 --> 00:51:46,640 Speaker 2: it's couture or whether it's just whatever they've put together 1049 00:51:46,680 --> 00:51:52,000 Speaker 2: that day. And you know they're just confidence level up there. 1050 00:51:52,440 --> 00:51:54,520 Speaker 2: I'm going to learn from them. I want to be them. 1051 00:51:55,120 --> 00:51:57,160 Speaker 1: I really like it is my dream to find some 1052 00:51:57,200 --> 00:52:02,399 Speaker 1: way to like flat form and talk to because they 1053 00:52:02,640 --> 00:52:05,120 Speaker 1: on Instagram like they're hard to find. It's hard to 1054 00:52:05,960 --> 00:52:09,359 Speaker 1: get them to understand what you're doing. Yeah, like for them, 1055 00:52:09,440 --> 00:52:13,120 Speaker 1: isn't exploitative like I like to It doesn't make necessarily 1056 00:52:13,520 --> 00:52:16,239 Speaker 1: like sense to them, But I I want to talk 1057 00:52:16,280 --> 00:52:18,319 Speaker 1: to these like the ladies of the Upper east Side. Yeah, 1058 00:52:18,360 --> 00:52:20,279 Speaker 1: the ladies that are sitting in Tompkins Square Park. 1059 00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:20,680 Speaker 2: Yeah. 1060 00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:22,920 Speaker 1: I was at Chipriani the other day and there was 1061 00:52:22,920 --> 00:52:24,239 Speaker 1: this table full of women next to me. They were 1062 00:52:24,239 --> 00:52:25,960 Speaker 1: probably all in like their seventies, and they had the 1063 00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:28,840 Speaker 1: biggest diamond rings I've ever seen, and they were just 1064 00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:30,600 Speaker 1: like talking about their lives and I was like, I 1065 00:52:30,680 --> 00:52:33,080 Speaker 1: think you're the most interesting group of people I've ever 1066 00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:35,400 Speaker 1: heard talk. And I wanted to be like, can I 1067 00:52:35,480 --> 00:52:37,200 Speaker 1: join your table? And you guys tell me all your lives? 1068 00:52:37,200 --> 00:52:39,520 Speaker 1: Where did you meet your husband's Like how did you 1069 00:52:39,960 --> 00:52:42,200 Speaker 1: How long have you been lunching at Chipriani? Like do 1070 00:52:42,239 --> 00:52:44,239 Speaker 1: you come here every day? And it seemed like they did. 1071 00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:45,720 Speaker 2: Because they knew them. 1072 00:52:45,960 --> 00:52:48,440 Speaker 1: And I was like, you ladies just fascinate me, Like 1073 00:52:48,880 --> 00:52:52,640 Speaker 1: you are in their seventies, dripping in diamonds, just like 1074 00:52:52,960 --> 00:52:53,920 Speaker 1: living their best life. 1075 00:52:54,000 --> 00:52:57,799 Speaker 2: Yeah. I had a similar situation. I was lucky enough 1076 00:52:57,880 --> 00:53:00,960 Speaker 2: to get a press pass to the frick Halloween party. 1077 00:53:01,120 --> 00:53:06,000 Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, fab iconic. That's a whole other story. 1078 00:53:06,040 --> 00:53:07,759 Speaker 2: How stressed I was about my outfit but. 1079 00:53:08,320 --> 00:53:09,319 Speaker 1: I would like probably cry. 1080 00:53:09,440 --> 00:53:11,560 Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, and there's like a very like you know, 1081 00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:15,440 Speaker 2: complicated theme and everything. But yeah, there was this group 1082 00:53:15,480 --> 00:53:20,880 Speaker 2: of women. It was like Gilded Age but like catoure 1083 00:53:21,640 --> 00:53:24,359 Speaker 2: and like that's not something. I also like found out 1084 00:53:24,400 --> 00:53:26,400 Speaker 2: I was going twenty four hours in advance. 1085 00:53:26,040 --> 00:53:28,360 Speaker 1: So and these women like have real gutur Yeah. 1086 00:53:28,200 --> 00:53:31,920 Speaker 2: So I'm like, okay, I gotta like style. Yeah, really 1087 00:53:31,960 --> 00:53:36,040 Speaker 2: lean into the styling hare. But yeah, they there. There 1088 00:53:36,040 --> 00:53:42,400 Speaker 2: were these just gorgeous women and they're wearing like just 1089 00:53:42,480 --> 00:53:46,560 Speaker 2: the most fabulous outfits and it was like five of 1090 00:53:46,600 --> 00:53:49,200 Speaker 2: them and they were having the best time. Not a 1091 00:53:49,239 --> 00:53:50,080 Speaker 2: man in sight. 1092 00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:51,520 Speaker 1: That's my say. 1093 00:53:51,680 --> 00:53:53,520 Speaker 2: I want to be a party of your friend group. 1094 00:53:53,680 --> 00:53:55,719 Speaker 1: I know they're so and I'm just like, what do 1095 00:53:55,760 --> 00:53:56,000 Speaker 1: you do? 1096 00:53:56,080 --> 00:53:58,880 Speaker 2: And they were really nice. They complimented my necklace and 1097 00:53:58,920 --> 00:54:00,640 Speaker 2: I was like, can we be best friends? 1098 00:54:00,640 --> 00:54:02,399 Speaker 1: I need to see your outfit for this. I bet 1099 00:54:02,440 --> 00:54:03,480 Speaker 1: it was fantastic. 1100 00:54:03,640 --> 00:54:04,240 Speaker 2: It was crazy. 1101 00:54:04,239 --> 00:54:07,600 Speaker 1: That sounds like the frick is like I love it there. Yeah, 1102 00:54:07,640 --> 00:54:10,000 Speaker 1: it's exactly museum I'm a member of. 1103 00:54:10,040 --> 00:54:11,360 Speaker 2: I love it. It's amazing. I love it. 1104 00:54:11,400 --> 00:54:13,120 Speaker 1: And you normally can't take pictures. Could you take pictures 1105 00:54:13,120 --> 00:54:16,640 Speaker 1: on Holi yes, oh yes, Oh my gosh, Gilded Age 1106 00:54:16,640 --> 00:54:19,040 Speaker 1: at the Frick Collection like maybe the most New York 1107 00:54:19,160 --> 00:54:19,799 Speaker 1: iconic thing I've read. 1108 00:54:20,280 --> 00:54:21,000 Speaker 2: Life's amazing. 1109 00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:22,880 Speaker 1: That's amazing. Okay, do you want to shout out your 1110 00:54:22,880 --> 00:54:24,040 Speaker 1: social force? Yes? 1111 00:54:24,800 --> 00:54:30,160 Speaker 2: My socials are Tata Tots on Instagram and Taylor Katara 1112 00:54:30,239 --> 00:54:31,960 Speaker 2: on TikTok. I love it. 1113 00:54:32,080 --> 00:54:34,160 Speaker 1: I am at Bailey t Taylor. We are at ik 1114 00:54:34,160 --> 00:54:35,960 Speaker 1: girl the series. Taylor, Thank you so much. This is 1115 00:54:35,960 --> 00:54:37,640 Speaker 1: such a good convo. I hope all the girls listening 1116 00:54:37,680 --> 00:54:41,239 Speaker 1: feel so inspired to step into their creative selves and 1117 00:54:41,560 --> 00:54:44,360 Speaker 1: let their creative flag fly, because you could turn it 1118 00:54:44,400 --> 00:54:45,880 Speaker 1: into a business too, and you could be a New 1119 00:54:45,960 --> 00:54:49,040 Speaker 1: York cool girl overnight. We will be back next week 1120 00:54:49,080 --> 00:54:54,880 Speaker 1: with another girl. Thank you.