1 00:00:01,080 --> 00:00:04,800 Speaker 1: Get up, Get boys. It's back and reoaded all in 2 00:00:04,800 --> 00:00:07,480 Speaker 1: your mind. Yeah, and that deep throating. This is for 3 00:00:07,640 --> 00:00:11,440 Speaker 1: the streets, the reel, the railroading, the disfranchise, the truth 4 00:00:11,680 --> 00:00:14,480 Speaker 1: escape building. And they ain't knowing we speak the truth, 5 00:00:14,520 --> 00:00:17,279 Speaker 1: so they quoted because we wrote it. The North south 6 00:00:17,480 --> 00:00:20,239 Speaker 1: East coat is the g be my tree, keeping your 7 00:00:20,239 --> 00:00:23,119 Speaker 1: head bobbing. It ain't no stopping and wants to be 8 00:00:23,320 --> 00:00:26,479 Speaker 1: dropped head by. And then the system is so corrupt 9 00:00:26,560 --> 00:00:28,360 Speaker 1: they throw the rock out of their heads and then 10 00:00:28,440 --> 00:00:32,840 Speaker 1: blame it on us. Don't get it twisted on code 11 00:00:32,840 --> 00:00:38,160 Speaker 1: and me and danced for no furtament biscuits. It's really 12 00:00:38,240 --> 00:00:41,319 Speaker 1: de y'all scar faces in the building. Collectively, we are 13 00:00:41,400 --> 00:00:44,680 Speaker 1: to get old boys reloaded, reloaded with another episode of 14 00:00:44,760 --> 00:00:48,519 Speaker 1: information and instructions to help you navigate through this wild, crazy, 15 00:00:48,600 --> 00:00:54,920 Speaker 1: beautiful world. In the studio, my old school mate, my homeboy, 16 00:00:54,920 --> 00:01:02,160 Speaker 1: and my friend, my brother, a solid father, brother, son, cousin. 17 00:01:03,160 --> 00:01:06,080 Speaker 1: Hey man, this active, this dude right here, and on 18 00:01:06,200 --> 00:01:08,240 Speaker 1: top of that, the cherry on top is he's an active. 19 00:01:08,600 --> 00:01:14,640 Speaker 1: He's for the people. Derek Mohammed family. Good to be here, man. 20 00:01:14,959 --> 00:01:18,360 Speaker 1: Look man, I'm so happy to have you. Man, you. 21 00:01:18,520 --> 00:01:21,880 Speaker 1: You were one of those people that that is earned, 22 00:01:21,920 --> 00:01:27,360 Speaker 1: not giving you. You You we came, We came from 23 00:01:27,400 --> 00:01:30,319 Speaker 1: the same place and we walked the same streets. We've 24 00:01:30,360 --> 00:01:33,520 Speaker 1: walked the same holls in school. So I know your story, 25 00:01:33,600 --> 00:01:36,960 Speaker 1: but I want you So y'all went to school. Yeah yeah, yeah, 26 00:01:37,680 --> 00:01:40,520 Speaker 1: a couple of years under me. I got a few 27 00:01:40,600 --> 00:01:43,120 Speaker 1: years under will But how many years you over me? 28 00:01:43,800 --> 00:01:45,640 Speaker 1: Because we all got a few years over me too. 29 00:01:45,760 --> 00:01:49,280 Speaker 1: I think we go around that same I just turned 30 00:01:49,320 --> 00:01:57,200 Speaker 1: fifty last year. Okay, right, yeah, but from the north 31 00:01:57,240 --> 00:02:02,000 Speaker 1: side of Houston, brother Derek Mohammed, I remember Willie Deep 32 00:02:02,040 --> 00:02:05,880 Speaker 1: back when Willie d was the local celebrity rapper. So 33 00:02:05,920 --> 00:02:08,760 Speaker 1: when he became famous and people in Japan and everybody 34 00:02:08,800 --> 00:02:11,720 Speaker 1: else started knowing him, we thought they already knew him 35 00:02:11,800 --> 00:02:17,880 Speaker 1: because it's famous in Japan. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, he is. 36 00:02:18,040 --> 00:02:22,000 Speaker 1: He was he is. I don't know. But but we 37 00:02:22,120 --> 00:02:25,560 Speaker 1: come from the same neighborhood. Everybody knows what goals on 38 00:02:25,639 --> 00:02:27,960 Speaker 1: in the hood in the United States of America, so 39 00:02:28,800 --> 00:02:33,000 Speaker 1: we don't have to itemize that. But we come from 40 00:02:33,080 --> 00:02:38,399 Speaker 1: humble beginnings and due to our law, were living better now. 41 00:02:38,440 --> 00:02:41,280 Speaker 1: But we haven't forgotten where we came from. Man. You know, 42 00:02:41,320 --> 00:02:44,640 Speaker 1: when I look at you, oftentimes I see myself man, 43 00:02:45,240 --> 00:02:48,080 Speaker 1: and in that You've always been like a good brother, 44 00:02:48,600 --> 00:02:52,520 Speaker 1: had a good heart, but you had some challenges. You 45 00:02:52,520 --> 00:02:54,680 Speaker 1: had some challenges. I mean you you you was a 46 00:02:54,680 --> 00:02:56,600 Speaker 1: good dude, but you know you got caught up for 47 00:02:56,639 --> 00:02:59,280 Speaker 1: a minute, just like I got caught up absolutely and 48 00:02:59,520 --> 00:03:06,800 Speaker 1: in to see you go from uh, basically a minute, 49 00:03:08,000 --> 00:03:11,720 Speaker 1: that's what. But but but to see you go from 50 00:03:11,720 --> 00:03:17,160 Speaker 1: that to being a giver, you know, to being a protector, 51 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:24,320 Speaker 1: that's big. That's big. And to see how you dote 52 00:03:24,440 --> 00:03:31,200 Speaker 1: over your daughter and how that feeling is reciprocated, it's beautiful, man. 53 00:03:31,240 --> 00:03:34,080 Speaker 1: To see the relationship you have with your mother, you know, 54 00:03:34,639 --> 00:03:38,280 Speaker 1: especially knowing like what that relationship was like early on 55 00:03:38,760 --> 00:03:42,640 Speaker 1: because you know, your father died when you was eleven 56 00:03:42,680 --> 00:03:47,280 Speaker 1: years old. You know, your your mother about addiction similar 57 00:03:47,320 --> 00:03:50,720 Speaker 1: to mine. My mom bout an alcoholism, which is an addiction, 58 00:03:51,240 --> 00:03:56,280 Speaker 1: but your mom about a drug addiction. Man, How I mean, 59 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:59,560 Speaker 1: what was that like growing up and not Northeast ust 60 00:03:59,680 --> 00:04:03,720 Speaker 1: on an our side and you know, having to face 61 00:04:03,760 --> 00:04:07,000 Speaker 1: those type of challenges on a daily basis. It was rough, Will, 62 00:04:07,600 --> 00:04:10,960 Speaker 1: but it was all that we knew. You know, you 63 00:04:11,040 --> 00:04:13,680 Speaker 1: have some young children who say that they grow up 64 00:04:13,720 --> 00:04:16,640 Speaker 1: in the household, but they don't even know that they're 65 00:04:16,680 --> 00:04:19,120 Speaker 1: poor because they just don't know nothing else. They feel 66 00:04:19,120 --> 00:04:24,479 Speaker 1: like it's just normal. But having a mom who was 67 00:04:25,240 --> 00:04:28,800 Speaker 1: uh got caught up in the crack era, I look 68 00:04:28,880 --> 00:04:32,000 Speaker 1: at it as her being a casualty of the War 69 00:04:32,240 --> 00:04:36,080 Speaker 1: on drugs. It forced myself and my siblings to grow 70 00:04:36,160 --> 00:04:40,320 Speaker 1: up very fast. My father passing away at the age 71 00:04:40,360 --> 00:04:43,440 Speaker 1: of eleven forced me to grow up very very fast. 72 00:04:44,160 --> 00:04:47,680 Speaker 1: And I feel like the challenges that you face as 73 00:04:47,680 --> 00:04:53,279 Speaker 1: a child, they'll either defeat you or they'll make you stronger. 74 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:56,719 Speaker 1: I believe that the challenges that I faced, I believe 75 00:04:56,760 --> 00:04:59,600 Speaker 1: those that you face that we faced, they made a 76 00:04:59,680 --> 00:05:03,719 Speaker 1: strong younger. And now that God has blessed us to 77 00:05:03,800 --> 00:05:07,240 Speaker 1: become stronger in the face of those challenges, it is 78 00:05:07,360 --> 00:05:09,720 Speaker 1: up to us to turn the corner, to go back 79 00:05:09,760 --> 00:05:12,839 Speaker 1: to where we came from, to make certain that we 80 00:05:12,920 --> 00:05:15,240 Speaker 1: reach your hand out to those other youngsters who are 81 00:05:15,240 --> 00:05:18,279 Speaker 1: going through the same challenges. I'm a firm believer that 82 00:05:18,360 --> 00:05:20,799 Speaker 1: you must never turn your nose up at the bridge 83 00:05:20,839 --> 00:05:26,039 Speaker 1: that brought you over anything. You should do what you 84 00:05:26,200 --> 00:05:29,800 Speaker 1: can to repair that bridge so that others who are 85 00:05:29,800 --> 00:05:32,000 Speaker 1: coming across the bridge can make it on the other 86 00:05:32,080 --> 00:05:35,560 Speaker 1: side too. So that's what I'm in the business of today, 87 00:05:35,680 --> 00:05:40,120 Speaker 1: my dear brother, making certain that we were able to 88 00:05:40,160 --> 00:05:42,440 Speaker 1: go back to where we came from and make it 89 00:05:42,520 --> 00:05:45,800 Speaker 1: better for the next generation. Yeah. Share, share with the 90 00:05:45,839 --> 00:05:49,000 Speaker 1: audience that story you told me about your teacher who 91 00:05:49,440 --> 00:05:53,760 Speaker 1: who hit you on literacy? Right right? So, tenth grade, 92 00:05:54,240 --> 00:05:57,520 Speaker 1: I came to school and I picked up my my 93 00:05:57,920 --> 00:06:01,000 Speaker 1: schedule and I saw that they had me in the 94 00:06:01,120 --> 00:06:05,040 Speaker 1: class called journalism. At that time, I didn't even know 95 00:06:05,200 --> 00:06:08,640 Speaker 1: what the term journalism meant. So I said in the 96 00:06:08,760 --> 00:06:12,440 Speaker 1: class and the teacher was like, does anybody have any questions? 97 00:06:12,800 --> 00:06:17,040 Speaker 1: I said, yeah, what's journalism? Then she explained it to me, 98 00:06:17,120 --> 00:06:19,160 Speaker 1: but I told her, look, don't worry about it. You 99 00:06:19,200 --> 00:06:23,640 Speaker 1: know too many smart children in this class. I'm gonna 100 00:06:23,680 --> 00:06:27,080 Speaker 1: get my schedule changed and and and so you don't 101 00:06:27,080 --> 00:06:29,560 Speaker 1: worry about I ain't coming back here no more. So 102 00:06:29,640 --> 00:06:34,919 Speaker 1: she said, well, Mr Jackson, give me two weeks and 103 00:06:34,960 --> 00:06:37,680 Speaker 1: if you still want to get your schedule changed, I 104 00:06:37,800 --> 00:06:40,760 Speaker 1: will co sign on it. But the way you got 105 00:06:40,800 --> 00:06:44,000 Speaker 1: in this class is because you're English teacher from nine 106 00:06:44,000 --> 00:06:48,359 Speaker 1: grade recommended you because she said that you had a 107 00:06:48,480 --> 00:06:52,960 Speaker 1: talent for writing. So I said to her, that's a 108 00:06:53,040 --> 00:06:55,599 Speaker 1: hell of a thing, because I failed that class. Right, 109 00:06:56,440 --> 00:07:01,600 Speaker 1: So what happened is she started teaching me face how 110 00:07:01,839 --> 00:07:04,440 Speaker 1: to do what's called feature writing. She give me a 111 00:07:04,520 --> 00:07:08,080 Speaker 1: subject and she said, okay, almost like probably comic songwriting. 112 00:07:09,160 --> 00:07:11,640 Speaker 1: And I started getting good at it. Then I started 113 00:07:11,680 --> 00:07:15,240 Speaker 1: liking it. Whereas at first I was hiding from my 114 00:07:15,320 --> 00:07:18,320 Speaker 1: friends that I was in this journalism class because it 115 00:07:18,440 --> 00:07:22,840 Speaker 1: sounded nerdy. Now I'm out with it, like, yeah, I'm 116 00:07:22,840 --> 00:07:25,240 Speaker 1: gonna take this journalism thing to the next level. So 117 00:07:25,320 --> 00:07:29,640 Speaker 1: she started, um not at the time, my mother was 118 00:07:29,680 --> 00:07:32,800 Speaker 1: in the throes of her drug addiction and we hadn't 119 00:07:32,800 --> 00:07:36,520 Speaker 1: seen her for weeks. So it was myself and my 120 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:40,200 Speaker 1: brother pretty much living on our own, uh, surviving how 121 00:07:40,240 --> 00:07:43,120 Speaker 1: we could, and you know, going to school when we 122 00:07:43,160 --> 00:07:46,400 Speaker 1: wanted to. That kind of thing. Well, she knew what 123 00:07:46,560 --> 00:07:49,320 Speaker 1: it is, what was going on in my household. She 124 00:07:49,400 --> 00:07:54,520 Speaker 1: knew I was fifteen with grown folks problems, and anytime 125 00:07:54,560 --> 00:07:57,040 Speaker 1: there was some kind of competition or whatever, she would 126 00:07:57,080 --> 00:07:59,720 Speaker 1: come pick me up. She would bring me food, she 127 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:04,080 Speaker 1: would give me money. So she as a teacher, unbeknownst 128 00:08:04,160 --> 00:08:06,880 Speaker 1: to me, became the mother figure that I needed at 129 00:08:06,920 --> 00:08:10,400 Speaker 1: a time when my mother was not in a position 130 00:08:10,560 --> 00:08:14,480 Speaker 1: to be a mother. What I'm saying. So she entered 131 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:20,120 Speaker 1: some of my writings into a competition, and I basically 132 00:08:20,160 --> 00:08:22,360 Speaker 1: just did it for her, because this is what she 133 00:08:22,440 --> 00:08:25,880 Speaker 1: did to me. She would give me something and I 134 00:08:25,920 --> 00:08:28,680 Speaker 1: would write, and I would bring it back to her 135 00:08:28,920 --> 00:08:30,560 Speaker 1: for her to grade it, and she would say, well, 136 00:08:31,600 --> 00:08:34,200 Speaker 1: that's okay, Mr Jackson, but I think you could do better. 137 00:08:34,240 --> 00:08:37,560 Speaker 1: Back then my last name was Jackson. Then I do 138 00:08:37,640 --> 00:08:40,000 Speaker 1: better and give it back to her, and then she 139 00:08:40,040 --> 00:08:43,480 Speaker 1: would go crazy. She would go that's what I'm talking about. 140 00:08:44,800 --> 00:08:48,000 Speaker 1: She would take a small thing that I did and 141 00:08:48,080 --> 00:08:50,960 Speaker 1: she would make it big. Right. That was her way 142 00:08:50,960 --> 00:08:54,920 Speaker 1: of giving me confidence. So she entered my writing into 143 00:08:54,960 --> 00:08:58,360 Speaker 1: this competition. By this time, I was living with my grandmother. 144 00:08:58,440 --> 00:09:00,280 Speaker 1: My grandmother had come and got us in. We were 145 00:09:00,280 --> 00:09:04,640 Speaker 1: living there. So my grandmother was like Derek, Ms. Leonard's 146 00:09:04,640 --> 00:09:07,920 Speaker 1: on the phone. I called, I mean, I picked up 147 00:09:07,960 --> 00:09:13,400 Speaker 1: the phone and she started screaming, and I'm like, miss Leonard, 148 00:09:13,440 --> 00:09:17,800 Speaker 1: what's wrong? She said, you got second place? You got 149 00:09:17,840 --> 00:09:21,120 Speaker 1: second place? I told you you could do it. And 150 00:09:21,200 --> 00:09:23,839 Speaker 1: it was the first time that I had ever competed 151 00:09:23,880 --> 00:09:28,960 Speaker 1: against white children in anything. But she had put such 152 00:09:29,000 --> 00:09:34,439 Speaker 1: a battery in my back that any self doubt that 153 00:09:34,520 --> 00:09:37,439 Speaker 1: I had in myself and thinking that I couldn't compete 154 00:09:37,440 --> 00:09:40,760 Speaker 1: with these white children, it was already gone. So I 155 00:09:40,880 --> 00:09:44,720 Speaker 1: tell that story just to illustrate the power of one teacher, 156 00:09:45,360 --> 00:09:47,920 Speaker 1: of how the or the power of one mentor the 157 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:52,840 Speaker 1: power of how one individual can impact a child's life. 158 00:09:52,840 --> 00:09:55,680 Speaker 1: And they never forget it. Now, this was thirty years ago. 159 00:09:56,000 --> 00:09:58,960 Speaker 1: I'm still talking about that to this day, you know. 160 00:09:59,440 --> 00:10:02,480 Speaker 1: But she but I made it to State as a writer. 161 00:10:03,120 --> 00:10:08,160 Speaker 1: I'm talking about coming out of homestead village projects and uh, 162 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:10,400 Speaker 1: she picked me up to take me to the competition, 163 00:10:10,480 --> 00:10:12,959 Speaker 1: and she said, Derek, she said, don't you go a 164 00:10:13,040 --> 00:10:17,280 Speaker 1: hand up. These rich white kids intimidate you. She said, 165 00:10:17,360 --> 00:10:20,320 Speaker 1: you are the best sixteen year old writer on the 166 00:10:20,360 --> 00:10:23,320 Speaker 1: planet Earth when you focused. That's the kind of batteries 167 00:10:23,320 --> 00:10:26,480 Speaker 1: she used to put in my back. So I competed, 168 00:10:27,559 --> 00:10:30,920 Speaker 1: and I remember getting up from that death saying there's 169 00:10:31,200 --> 00:10:34,320 Speaker 1: nothing in this room that's gonna be able to compete 170 00:10:34,320 --> 00:10:38,840 Speaker 1: with what I wrote. Well, she called me just like 171 00:10:38,920 --> 00:10:42,360 Speaker 1: she did the first time, and said, uh, you know, 172 00:10:43,000 --> 00:10:46,240 Speaker 1: my grandmother was saying, brother dere Derek ms Lennar is 173 00:10:46,240 --> 00:10:49,040 Speaker 1: on the phone. So I pick up the phone and 174 00:10:49,080 --> 00:10:52,920 Speaker 1: she's on the phone crying. I'm like, what's wrong, miss Leonard? 175 00:10:53,960 --> 00:10:58,880 Speaker 1: She said, they robbed you. I say, what do you mean? Well, 176 00:11:00,800 --> 00:11:05,320 Speaker 1: the rule said that you have to write a story 177 00:11:05,440 --> 00:11:10,840 Speaker 1: that's four hundred words long or less less. Mine was 178 00:11:10,920 --> 00:11:15,240 Speaker 1: four hundred and five words, so I did too much. 179 00:11:16,240 --> 00:11:19,160 Speaker 1: But she used to judge those competitions, and she said 180 00:11:19,200 --> 00:11:23,480 Speaker 1: that she never seen where they disqualified somebody for writing 181 00:11:23,520 --> 00:11:28,200 Speaker 1: too many words. It was my first time experiencing systematic 182 00:11:28,320 --> 00:11:33,679 Speaker 1: racism directly. We all experienced it indirectly, but directly, it 183 00:11:33,760 --> 00:11:37,880 Speaker 1: was my first time being cheated out of something right now. 184 00:11:37,920 --> 00:11:41,160 Speaker 1: To be honest with you, I really didn't care. I 185 00:11:41,240 --> 00:11:44,200 Speaker 1: was more there for her than I was for me, 186 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:48,760 Speaker 1: because I was there to prove her right. You see, 187 00:11:49,280 --> 00:11:51,839 Speaker 1: all of the negative things that I have been that 188 00:11:51,920 --> 00:11:54,319 Speaker 1: had been said to me about myself as a little 189 00:11:54,320 --> 00:11:57,760 Speaker 1: black boy growing up in the hood, she was saying 190 00:11:57,840 --> 00:12:00,600 Speaker 1: something different. She was feeding the kid. Get me why 191 00:12:00,679 --> 00:12:03,080 Speaker 1: everybody else was telling me you ain't gonna be nothing 192 00:12:03,080 --> 00:12:06,360 Speaker 1: in life. So I had to prove her right. And 193 00:12:06,440 --> 00:12:09,640 Speaker 1: so even though they robbed me of that competition, the 194 00:12:09,679 --> 00:12:12,240 Speaker 1: battery that she put in my back thirty years ago, 195 00:12:12,840 --> 00:12:16,320 Speaker 1: it's still in my back today. So I can walk 196 00:12:16,360 --> 00:12:21,320 Speaker 1: in any room and never feel intimidated, never feel less than, 197 00:12:21,760 --> 00:12:25,080 Speaker 1: never feel as if though I'm not on anybody else's level, 198 00:12:25,120 --> 00:12:27,719 Speaker 1: no matter who's in that room. Have you had the 199 00:12:27,760 --> 00:12:32,720 Speaker 1: opportunity to tell this yes, yes, because he needs to 200 00:12:32,760 --> 00:12:36,360 Speaker 1: know that. Yes. I wrote about her in my book. 201 00:12:37,600 --> 00:12:41,480 Speaker 1: And uh, what's that book? It's called New Rules. It'll 202 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:45,920 Speaker 1: be out in a month. But I called her and 203 00:12:45,920 --> 00:12:48,120 Speaker 1: I told her, and I let her know we actually 204 00:12:48,160 --> 00:12:51,680 Speaker 1: maintained contact all the way up until the time she 205 00:12:51,760 --> 00:12:57,720 Speaker 1: passed away. She passed away in but that year before 206 00:12:57,760 --> 00:13:00,719 Speaker 1: she passed away, some months before she passed away, I 207 00:13:00,760 --> 00:13:03,760 Speaker 1: was on an airplane on my way to Nevada for 208 00:13:03,840 --> 00:13:06,120 Speaker 1: my birthday. I was gonna spend my birthday up in 209 00:13:06,160 --> 00:13:09,280 Speaker 1: the mountains in Nevada, And as I was writing about 210 00:13:09,320 --> 00:13:14,199 Speaker 1: her in the book, I just started crying. Bro Because 211 00:13:14,400 --> 00:13:19,280 Speaker 1: it wasn't until then, thirty years later, that I realized, Damn, God, 212 00:13:19,400 --> 00:13:24,120 Speaker 1: use this lady to save my life. M and when 213 00:13:24,120 --> 00:13:26,400 Speaker 1: I got off that plane, I called it and and I 214 00:13:26,559 --> 00:13:30,439 Speaker 1: let her know, but because it was we were going 215 00:13:30,480 --> 00:13:34,240 Speaker 1: through COVID protocols, I said, Man, I'm gonna go and 216 00:13:34,280 --> 00:13:37,280 Speaker 1: see her, but I'm gonna wait till things cooled down 217 00:13:37,360 --> 00:13:41,520 Speaker 1: with COVID. Well, a couple of months later, I got 218 00:13:41,520 --> 00:13:43,480 Speaker 1: a phone call from her nephew telling me that she 219 00:13:43,640 --> 00:13:47,280 Speaker 1: passed away. But I want to say that to anyone 220 00:13:47,320 --> 00:13:51,520 Speaker 1: who might be listening, if you have somebody that has 221 00:13:51,600 --> 00:13:54,280 Speaker 1: made a difference in your life like that, don't wait 222 00:13:54,320 --> 00:13:56,480 Speaker 1: to go and see them, to let them know what 223 00:13:56,559 --> 00:13:58,880 Speaker 1: it is that they they've done for you, because tomorrow 224 00:13:58,920 --> 00:14:03,360 Speaker 1: is not promised. Absolutely, But that's the power of one mentor. 225 00:14:03,640 --> 00:14:05,520 Speaker 1: That's a hell of a story, man, And that is 226 00:14:05,520 --> 00:14:08,920 Speaker 1: a beautiful story, you know, speaking of passing away. Man, 227 00:14:08,960 --> 00:14:14,320 Speaker 1: I did not know Virgin died. Um the owner of Sunshine. Yes, yeah, 228 00:14:14,600 --> 00:14:18,560 Speaker 1: I did not know he died. Oh Man, I that 229 00:14:18,559 --> 00:14:21,960 Speaker 1: that was a good dude and super good. Yeah. May 230 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:26,880 Speaker 1: God be pleased contributed speaking to pass And I don't 231 00:14:26,880 --> 00:14:29,520 Speaker 1: know if people know, but my grandmother, that's on the 232 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:35,320 Speaker 1: My Homies album. She passed win Um June June six, 233 00:14:35,360 --> 00:14:38,680 Speaker 1: She passed, were buried on the eleven. Oh man, my condolences, 234 00:14:38,800 --> 00:14:40,920 Speaker 1: that's all good man. She put up ninety for me 235 00:14:41,000 --> 00:14:43,760 Speaker 1: and she don't owe me nothing. My grandmother passed back 236 00:14:43,760 --> 00:14:47,400 Speaker 1: in October. Um, she put up ninety three years. Yeah, 237 00:14:47,560 --> 00:14:50,520 Speaker 1: she don't owe you nothing. I got fifty one and 238 00:14:50,600 --> 00:14:53,200 Speaker 1: fifty one years and that was beautiful, Yell the fantastic. 239 00:14:54,280 --> 00:14:58,960 Speaker 1: And you talk about people, um that were inspirational in 240 00:14:59,040 --> 00:15:02,080 Speaker 1: your your upbring you know, and you being who being 241 00:15:02,120 --> 00:15:04,400 Speaker 1: the person that you are. You know, I shared that 242 00:15:04,480 --> 00:15:07,720 Speaker 1: same sentiment with my grandmother, you know. She she she 243 00:15:07,880 --> 00:15:09,880 Speaker 1: gave me some stuff that I can take with me 244 00:15:10,440 --> 00:15:12,160 Speaker 1: for the rest of my life and pass on to 245 00:15:12,240 --> 00:15:14,200 Speaker 1: my shieldren that they can pass on it there. So 246 00:15:14,240 --> 00:15:18,440 Speaker 1: I understand what you're saying when you talk about people 247 00:15:18,520 --> 00:15:21,680 Speaker 1: that that just a big impact on your life. As 248 00:15:21,720 --> 00:15:24,840 Speaker 1: well as teachers too. You know, teachers played a huge 249 00:15:24,920 --> 00:15:27,560 Speaker 1: role in me being you know who I am today. 250 00:15:27,600 --> 00:15:30,600 Speaker 1: I started this is funny. I started. The way I 251 00:15:30,600 --> 00:15:32,880 Speaker 1: started rapping was through limbricks. You ever heard of a 252 00:15:32,960 --> 00:15:36,239 Speaker 1: limerick And it's like there was was a man from 253 00:15:36,480 --> 00:15:39,120 Speaker 1: Nantucket who used to sit on the bucket. I guess 254 00:15:39,120 --> 00:15:42,440 Speaker 1: how I learned how to wrap and I just mastered 255 00:15:42,480 --> 00:15:45,920 Speaker 1: that and got really really good Willie And it's real 256 00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:50,200 Speaker 1: though it is Man, something so simple turn can turn 257 00:15:50,240 --> 00:15:52,920 Speaker 1: you into an animal. You know, something so simple as 258 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:58,160 Speaker 1: journalism can turn you into an animal. Like you know journalism, 259 00:15:58,200 --> 00:16:00,360 Speaker 1: you know how to put words together, you know how 260 00:16:00,400 --> 00:16:04,440 Speaker 1: to stand in front of a group of people, man, 261 00:16:04,480 --> 00:16:08,400 Speaker 1: and express yourself to them about the importance of what 262 00:16:08,440 --> 00:16:10,120 Speaker 1: it is you're trying to get across. You know what 263 00:16:10,120 --> 00:16:14,800 Speaker 1: I mean? Like, that's heavy, man, that's heavy boys. Reloted 264 00:16:14,920 --> 00:16:24,480 Speaker 1: podcast will be right back after the poet. Are you 265 00:16:24,560 --> 00:16:32,120 Speaker 1: still working with the Mail's Office? Uh? Indirectly sometimes sometimes 266 00:16:32,520 --> 00:16:34,400 Speaker 1: you put a lot of work in man, especially with 267 00:16:34,480 --> 00:16:38,200 Speaker 1: that Blackmail Summit. Yes, sir, Yes sir. The Blackmail Summit 268 00:16:38,520 --> 00:16:44,320 Speaker 1: is my baby. The black Mail Summit is the most 269 00:16:44,360 --> 00:16:48,000 Speaker 1: important project that I've ever worked on, and it's the 270 00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:50,560 Speaker 1: most important project that I will ever work on. What 271 00:16:50,720 --> 00:16:53,440 Speaker 1: is the black Mail something? The Blackmail Summit is a 272 00:16:53,560 --> 00:16:56,320 Speaker 1: summit that we host twice a year, once on the 273 00:16:56,360 --> 00:16:59,360 Speaker 1: North Side and once on the South Side, where we 274 00:16:59,480 --> 00:17:02,320 Speaker 1: bring in and young brothers from the hood and their 275 00:17:02,360 --> 00:17:06,879 Speaker 1: parents and we focus strictly on the issues that black 276 00:17:06,920 --> 00:17:12,320 Speaker 1: males face America. If anything, let start to cut you off, 277 00:17:12,359 --> 00:17:16,960 Speaker 1: but name some of those issues that um played the 278 00:17:17,119 --> 00:17:20,960 Speaker 1: black male in America. The fact that your average black 279 00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:26,200 Speaker 1: male functions at a reading level of second grade, that's 280 00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:30,680 Speaker 1: an issue, the aversh black male? What what? Age? Just period? 281 00:17:30,960 --> 00:17:33,040 Speaker 1: That's not true because women can read this ass off. 282 00:17:33,040 --> 00:17:36,600 Speaker 1: I'm listening to his words. Second grade second the average 283 00:17:36,600 --> 00:17:41,440 Speaker 1: second first of all, second grade reading level is actually comprehensive. 284 00:17:41,520 --> 00:17:46,000 Speaker 1: That don't mean you can't read? But yes, sir, what 285 00:17:46,080 --> 00:17:48,679 Speaker 1: does what does? What does can't read mean? Though? What 286 00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:53,800 Speaker 1: does that mean? Can't read? Like camp? That's not true? 287 00:17:54,160 --> 00:17:59,080 Speaker 1: Come on, come on, man, that's not most mostly, most 288 00:17:59,080 --> 00:18:01,840 Speaker 1: of your high school graduates, even if they can read, 289 00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:06,639 Speaker 1: they graduate as functional illiterates. A functional illiterate is someone 290 00:18:06,680 --> 00:18:09,360 Speaker 1: who can read and call words, but they can't get 291 00:18:09,359 --> 00:18:11,800 Speaker 1: a grasp on the concept of what it is that 292 00:18:11,840 --> 00:18:14,720 Speaker 1: they're reading. And you have to also remember that for 293 00:18:14,800 --> 00:18:17,800 Speaker 1: three hundred and three hundred plus years it was against 294 00:18:17,800 --> 00:18:21,359 Speaker 1: the law for us to learn how to read. So 295 00:18:21,520 --> 00:18:27,040 Speaker 1: reading and writing are actually two lost arts people. So my, my, 296 00:18:27,040 --> 00:18:31,120 Speaker 1: my uh first grade teacher, her name was Ms. Taylor, 297 00:18:32,920 --> 00:18:39,240 Speaker 1: and she had a thing on her board on our chalkboard, 298 00:18:39,640 --> 00:18:47,600 Speaker 1: and it says, understanding what you've read, Understanding what you've read, 299 00:18:48,040 --> 00:18:51,320 Speaker 1: what that is? That like a form of of illiteracy. 300 00:18:51,320 --> 00:18:56,000 Speaker 1: If you cannot understand what it is, it's called functional illiteracy. 301 00:18:56,200 --> 00:18:58,560 Speaker 1: When you can, you can call. You can read the words, 302 00:18:58,560 --> 00:19:00,840 Speaker 1: but you don't it doesn't make sense. And you can 303 00:19:00,840 --> 00:19:04,200 Speaker 1: read the words very well, but you don't understand what. 304 00:19:04,680 --> 00:19:06,880 Speaker 1: And then and then you have to also understand face 305 00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:12,280 Speaker 1: that of what we're reading is culturally irrelevant to us. 306 00:19:13,400 --> 00:19:16,280 Speaker 1: Meaning we're reading. We can read it, but I'm not 307 00:19:16,320 --> 00:19:19,840 Speaker 1: really interested in what the hell George Washington did as 308 00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:23,879 Speaker 1: far as as far as I'm concerned, George Washington was 309 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:26,840 Speaker 1: a slave owner. He sold a slave for a kid 310 00:19:26,920 --> 00:19:30,920 Speaker 1: of molasses. So these are things that if if if 311 00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:32,760 Speaker 1: you put this in front of me, it's something that 312 00:19:32,840 --> 00:19:36,159 Speaker 1: I'm interested in because I see myself in it. But 313 00:19:36,320 --> 00:19:40,159 Speaker 1: most of what our young boys are force fed in 314 00:19:40,240 --> 00:19:44,720 Speaker 1: public schools, they don't see themselves in it. What happened 315 00:19:44,760 --> 00:19:50,199 Speaker 1: on August second and this year August second nd, According 316 00:19:50,240 --> 00:19:55,040 Speaker 1: to this calendar, North Carolina voters overwhelmingly approved amendment to 317 00:19:55,160 --> 00:20:00,119 Speaker 1: disenfranchise African Americans as part of a statewide campaign to 318 00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:04,760 Speaker 1: intimidate black registered voters. What does that mean? That means 319 00:20:05,080 --> 00:20:08,200 Speaker 1: that what was going on? Then it's still going on 320 00:20:08,320 --> 00:20:14,880 Speaker 1: right now? That's heavy, man. This is a catalog, uh, 321 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:19,199 Speaker 1: a history of racial injustice exactly. And this is the 322 00:20:19,240 --> 00:20:22,720 Speaker 1: type of information that we have to feed to our 323 00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:25,320 Speaker 1: children because that's the only type of information that we 324 00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:27,800 Speaker 1: can that we're interested in. Well, it's the type of 325 00:20:27,800 --> 00:20:32,320 Speaker 1: information that matters. Man, knowledge of self is It's like 326 00:20:32,359 --> 00:20:35,960 Speaker 1: the motor in side of a car, right, you could 327 00:20:36,080 --> 00:20:38,760 Speaker 1: you could have you could have the body of the car, 328 00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:41,520 Speaker 1: but if you don't have the engine, it can't go nowhere. 329 00:20:41,760 --> 00:20:45,040 Speaker 1: And I have no desire to study Abraham Lincoln whatsoever. 330 00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:48,119 Speaker 1: I just don't. Then we're going and talking about the 331 00:20:48,200 --> 00:20:52,840 Speaker 1: Journal Truth or Dred Scott or Path Singleton and stuff 332 00:20:52,880 --> 00:20:56,320 Speaker 1: like that, Like I'm interested in those people. But when 333 00:20:56,359 --> 00:21:01,640 Speaker 1: you talk about uh uh the Haze Tilling acting all 334 00:21:01,640 --> 00:21:03,560 Speaker 1: that crap, I don't give a damn about that. Man. Well, 335 00:21:03,600 --> 00:21:05,200 Speaker 1: the only thing that we really need to know is 336 00:21:05,240 --> 00:21:09,320 Speaker 1: who they were period Haying Now I'm talking about our 337 00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:13,439 Speaker 1: Washington Jack's all them, Who the who the hell they 338 00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:19,000 Speaker 1: were heroes to us? Because from that we know what 339 00:21:19,040 --> 00:21:23,240 Speaker 1: they did. Right, there's a there's an African proverb that says, 340 00:21:24,160 --> 00:21:27,680 Speaker 1: when a child does not feel the love of the village, 341 00:21:27,960 --> 00:21:31,040 Speaker 1: they will burn it down in order to feel it's warmth. 342 00:21:31,720 --> 00:21:36,200 Speaker 1: But that's heavy, it's very heavy because what it does 343 00:21:36,359 --> 00:21:40,520 Speaker 1: is explains that it explains the behavior of our children, 344 00:21:40,560 --> 00:21:46,080 Speaker 1: particularly black boys. See, we've given birth to soldiers, but 345 00:21:46,200 --> 00:21:49,400 Speaker 1: we have not given them anything to fight for. When 346 00:21:49,440 --> 00:21:54,159 Speaker 1: we integrated black businesses into white businesses, and black businesses 347 00:21:54,200 --> 00:21:58,360 Speaker 1: got eradicated while white businesses took off. What we did 348 00:21:58,480 --> 00:22:00,919 Speaker 1: is we gave birth to a generation of soldiers, but 349 00:22:01,640 --> 00:22:05,159 Speaker 1: what they were born to protect, we've integrated it into 350 00:22:05,160 --> 00:22:11,200 Speaker 1: white society. So so they're angry. They're angry, my dear brother, 351 00:22:11,760 --> 00:22:15,440 Speaker 1: And I mean, think about this. Right, when we came 352 00:22:15,560 --> 00:22:19,199 Speaker 1: up in the eighties, you could drive down one street 353 00:22:19,480 --> 00:22:22,320 Speaker 1: and you could see three different football games going on 354 00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:25,480 Speaker 1: at the same time. We are playing tackle football. They 355 00:22:25,480 --> 00:22:28,640 Speaker 1: did a study with lab rats and they said that 356 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:32,240 Speaker 1: after a lab rat is finished eating, it will actually 357 00:22:32,280 --> 00:22:36,200 Speaker 1: do more work in order to enter into another space 358 00:22:36,240 --> 00:22:40,840 Speaker 1: where there's another juvenile male lab rats so they can play. 359 00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:46,640 Speaker 1: So to play, it's something that's natural for juvenile males. 360 00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:49,200 Speaker 1: So why is it today that we can drive down 361 00:22:49,200 --> 00:22:53,680 Speaker 1: the same streets and ain't nobody outside playing. It's because 362 00:22:54,560 --> 00:23:00,560 Speaker 1: we've traded tackle football for grand theft, auto Fortnite Freeze 363 00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:04,240 Speaker 1: tag for Fortnite hot Ball. Remember we used to play 364 00:23:04,240 --> 00:23:10,680 Speaker 1: hot ball roadblocks. Yeah, so that's taxes, mask letting toxic. 365 00:23:11,720 --> 00:23:16,000 Speaker 1: But what what not anything with black black, anything with 366 00:23:16,080 --> 00:23:20,520 Speaker 1: men doing something aggressive, it's toxic, toxic. But but but 367 00:23:20,560 --> 00:23:24,560 Speaker 1: the thing, but the thing about it is these video games, 368 00:23:25,400 --> 00:23:27,320 Speaker 1: the type of it. It's not just that they're playing 369 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:30,840 Speaker 1: video games, but these violent video games that they're playing, 370 00:23:31,240 --> 00:23:35,520 Speaker 1: they're militarizing our young boys before they reached the age 371 00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:38,920 Speaker 1: of puberty. Yeah, but that's not our young boys. They're 372 00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:43,080 Speaker 1: militarizing their young boys because we ain't. We're not. We're 373 00:23:43,080 --> 00:23:46,200 Speaker 1: not walking up the street with with Well, I'm lying. 374 00:23:47,200 --> 00:23:51,359 Speaker 1: Think about what you're saying, Think about what you're saying. No, 375 00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:55,120 Speaker 1: they're militarizing walking up the streets now with with with, 376 00:23:55,119 --> 00:24:00,960 Speaker 1: with with, But we're militarized for self destruction. They're militarized 377 00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:05,680 Speaker 1: for something else. And what exactly what they're doing is 378 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:09,399 Speaker 1: is they're sending in militarized police officers to deal without 379 00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:14,520 Speaker 1: militarized young boys. But but what I'm saying is the 380 00:24:14,600 --> 00:24:18,719 Speaker 1: scientist got it down. Pat. If you can affect the 381 00:24:18,760 --> 00:24:22,840 Speaker 1: way they play as little boys, then you can affect 382 00:24:22,840 --> 00:24:26,760 Speaker 1: how they end up as grown men. Think, think about it. 383 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:30,439 Speaker 1: Think about it. If if you see a youngster every 384 00:24:30,440 --> 00:24:32,639 Speaker 1: single day he got a basketball in his hand, he 385 00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:34,760 Speaker 1: has a better chance of ended up in the NBA. 386 00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:37,560 Speaker 1: You see a youngster with a football in his hand 387 00:24:37,680 --> 00:24:39,600 Speaker 1: every day, he has a better chance to ended up 388 00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:44,280 Speaker 1: in the NFL. Right if you see if you see 389 00:24:44,320 --> 00:24:48,760 Speaker 1: a youngster playing grand theft auto ten twelve times, ten 390 00:24:48,800 --> 00:24:53,040 Speaker 1: twelve hours a day and that's all he do, it's 391 00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:56,080 Speaker 1: gonna impact where he ends up as a man. So 392 00:24:56,160 --> 00:25:00,080 Speaker 1: that's why Frederick Douglas said that it is easier to 393 00:25:00,119 --> 00:25:03,520 Speaker 1: trained strong boys than it is to repair broken men. 394 00:25:04,640 --> 00:25:07,840 Speaker 1: We got to catch them while they're young if we 395 00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:11,400 Speaker 1: want to save them. Uh, which is a great segue 396 00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:18,480 Speaker 1: into the documentary you produced Raising Boys? Tips for Uh? 397 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:22,240 Speaker 1: Single moms, sir? What are some tips for single moms 398 00:25:22,280 --> 00:25:26,520 Speaker 1: and raising boys in this climate? Yes, shout out to 399 00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:30,760 Speaker 1: all of the single mothers out there who are being 400 00:25:30,800 --> 00:25:33,879 Speaker 1: forced to raise their young boys on their own and 401 00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:38,159 Speaker 1: that's not a slight against the fathers. But if the 402 00:25:38,200 --> 00:25:42,119 Speaker 1: statistics are worth their salt, they say that sevent the 403 00:25:42,200 --> 00:25:46,119 Speaker 1: homes in our community are headed by females. Right, So 404 00:25:46,200 --> 00:25:48,520 Speaker 1: there will be times when that father is not there. 405 00:25:49,640 --> 00:25:52,040 Speaker 1: But some of the things that a single mom has 406 00:25:52,080 --> 00:25:56,160 Speaker 1: to do first and foremost is she gotta she has 407 00:25:56,200 --> 00:26:00,680 Speaker 1: to be realistic about what she's what she's in. You 408 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:03,399 Speaker 1: gotta do your research and understand what that boy is 409 00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:07,280 Speaker 1: facing as a black male in America, and you cannot 410 00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:10,359 Speaker 1: sugarcoat it for him. The worst thing you can do 411 00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:13,320 Speaker 1: is keep him on the breast too long, because there's 412 00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:17,080 Speaker 1: a such thing as doing too much for your child. See, 413 00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:22,000 Speaker 1: you might see him as your baby boy, And but 414 00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:25,280 Speaker 1: if he goes out and every time he gets in trouble, 415 00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:27,760 Speaker 1: you come and you save him, at some point he's 416 00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:29,800 Speaker 1: gonna get into something you can't get him out of. 417 00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:33,520 Speaker 1: And when he stands before that judge, that judge is 418 00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:36,439 Speaker 1: not gonna see him as your baby boy. That judge 419 00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:38,920 Speaker 1: is going to see him as a grown man. I 420 00:26:38,920 --> 00:26:42,360 Speaker 1: don't give me twelve years old. And when little boys 421 00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:47,200 Speaker 1: commit grown man crimes, they do grown man time. Another 422 00:26:47,240 --> 00:26:50,760 Speaker 1: thing that all parents should do is. No matter what 423 00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:54,920 Speaker 1: it is that your child asked for, if he's a boy, especially, 424 00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:57,720 Speaker 1: you make him work for it. If he asked you 425 00:26:57,760 --> 00:26:59,639 Speaker 1: for them Jordan's and you know you want to bomb 426 00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:01,760 Speaker 1: for him anyway, you make him go out there and 427 00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:05,360 Speaker 1: cut the grass, rape the leaves, sweep the roof. Hell, 428 00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:07,840 Speaker 1: I don't know, but make him do something, because what 429 00:27:07,880 --> 00:27:11,360 Speaker 1: you're doing is you're establishing in him work ethic. You're 430 00:27:11,440 --> 00:27:15,080 Speaker 1: letting him know that you're not gonna be given anything 431 00:27:15,200 --> 00:27:19,400 Speaker 1: in this world for free. If you don't do that, 432 00:27:19,480 --> 00:27:22,919 Speaker 1: you send him out in the world with an unrealistic 433 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:27,320 Speaker 1: expectation that somebody owes him something, and he'll end up 434 00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:30,879 Speaker 1: in prison wondering what happened. It'll hit him so fast 435 00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:34,240 Speaker 1: he won't know what happened to him. So those are 436 00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:38,000 Speaker 1: some tips that we give to single moms. But another 437 00:27:38,119 --> 00:27:41,359 Speaker 1: very important one is you know you have to study 438 00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:48,000 Speaker 1: your child's father. I don't care how you feel about him, 439 00:27:48,040 --> 00:27:51,240 Speaker 1: you gotta study him because if you study your child's 440 00:27:51,400 --> 00:27:57,560 Speaker 1: father unemotionally, you will see in him your son's strengths 441 00:27:57,600 --> 00:28:02,960 Speaker 1: and weaknesses. Whatever those strength so are, you feed those strengths, 442 00:28:02,960 --> 00:28:05,800 Speaker 1: whatever those weaknesses are. You do your best to try 443 00:28:05,800 --> 00:28:09,720 Speaker 1: to protect them from those weaknesses. But don't become so 444 00:28:09,920 --> 00:28:15,280 Speaker 1: overemotionally disappointed in the father to where you're not paying attention. 445 00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:17,679 Speaker 1: You think you got rid of him, but you didn't. 446 00:28:18,119 --> 00:28:22,280 Speaker 1: You're dealing with him in that child. And the same 447 00:28:22,359 --> 00:28:26,000 Speaker 1: goals for single fathers. Um, we have to be systematic 448 00:28:26,040 --> 00:28:30,119 Speaker 1: about this thing. Talk about the risk and coddling boys 449 00:28:30,760 --> 00:28:34,960 Speaker 1: when let's say they have a father who has a 450 00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:40,360 Speaker 1: colorful background. Colorful background, maybe they've been in some trouble 451 00:28:40,440 --> 00:28:42,720 Speaker 1: with the law or something right, or they haven't done 452 00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:45,800 Speaker 1: so well, you know, as a man, and they haven't 453 00:28:45,840 --> 00:28:49,120 Speaker 1: lived up to manly expectations, you know, being a provider 454 00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:51,680 Speaker 1: and and and protect her and all of this. What 455 00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:56,320 Speaker 1: if he just can't deal with that bitch difference. Let's 456 00:28:56,320 --> 00:29:01,440 Speaker 1: stay on track here. So what what would be the 457 00:29:01,560 --> 00:29:07,800 Speaker 1: advice to like a woman who tries to over overcompensate 458 00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:11,960 Speaker 1: for uh, to make sure that her son don't turn 459 00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:15,080 Speaker 1: out like her, like his dad. She overcompensates and she 460 00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:21,480 Speaker 1: coddles him. And now instead of raising a boy to 461 00:29:21,600 --> 00:29:24,800 Speaker 1: be a man, she's raising the boy to be more 462 00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:28,960 Speaker 1: like a woman. You know, because I've seen dudes get 463 00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:32,560 Speaker 1: coddled and they argue with their mothers like their mothers 464 00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:36,640 Speaker 1: it's their girlfriends or something. You know, they won't like 465 00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:41,440 Speaker 1: you was talking about, uh, rewarding them for working, putting 466 00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:45,040 Speaker 1: the work in. I know boys that don't do any chores. 467 00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:47,720 Speaker 1: This ship was unheard of when I was growing up. 468 00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:52,120 Speaker 1: They don't mot the yard. They they don't clean their room, 469 00:29:52,920 --> 00:29:56,280 Speaker 1: and they don't have any kind of side job or anything. 470 00:29:57,440 --> 00:30:01,360 Speaker 1: They don't do anything but stick their hand out and 471 00:30:02,720 --> 00:30:05,160 Speaker 1: taking from their mom. And their mom was set up 472 00:30:05,160 --> 00:30:10,080 Speaker 1: and argue with them like they're there boyfriend or something. Yeah, 473 00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:15,880 Speaker 1: I see all the time. Will and most mothers who 474 00:30:16,360 --> 00:30:21,360 Speaker 1: coddle as you said their sons end up regretting it later. 475 00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:25,080 Speaker 1: See the young black male in America is what I 476 00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:31,360 Speaker 1: call over mothered and under fathered. Over mothered and underfathered 477 00:30:32,280 --> 00:30:37,320 Speaker 1: both our problem. See, when God brings you into the world, 478 00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:40,440 Speaker 1: he gives you two of everything, two eyes to see, 479 00:30:40,440 --> 00:30:44,280 Speaker 1: two nostros to breathe, two ears. He gives you two 480 00:30:44,320 --> 00:30:47,600 Speaker 1: of everything. And let's say it gives you two eyes. 481 00:30:47,640 --> 00:30:51,040 Speaker 1: If you lose one of those eyes, you're considered handicap. 482 00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:55,360 Speaker 1: So every child that is born into the world has 483 00:30:55,400 --> 00:31:02,600 Speaker 1: a human right to two parents, both mother and father. Okay, 484 00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:06,200 Speaker 1: if the relationship between mother and father does not work 485 00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:10,720 Speaker 1: out for whatever reason, that father, if you keep that 486 00:31:10,800 --> 00:31:13,440 Speaker 1: child from his mother, as long as the mother is 487 00:31:13,480 --> 00:31:18,400 Speaker 1: not hurting that child, you're handicapping your child. And as 488 00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:22,240 Speaker 1: a mother, if you keep that child away from his father, 489 00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:25,240 Speaker 1: as long as the father is not hurting that child, 490 00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:32,200 Speaker 1: you're handicapping your child. The child is the one who suffers. 491 00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:36,120 Speaker 1: So as a mother, you have to understand the nature 492 00:31:36,760 --> 00:31:40,040 Speaker 1: of a boy, all right. The nature of the male 493 00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:45,840 Speaker 1: is it's about establishing dominance at every chapter in your life. 494 00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:49,239 Speaker 1: That that's it. That's that's what boys do when we 495 00:31:49,280 --> 00:31:53,040 Speaker 1: go outside. It's about who could slapbox the slap box 496 00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:55,720 Speaker 1: the best, Who can fight the best, who could play 497 00:31:55,720 --> 00:32:00,200 Speaker 1: basketball the best. It's about establishing dominance. And if he 498 00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:04,960 Speaker 1: does not have a strong male in his life to 499 00:32:05,120 --> 00:32:09,080 Speaker 1: teach him how to manage that, then what will happen 500 00:32:09,240 --> 00:32:12,360 Speaker 1: is he'll end up veering off the road of life 501 00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:14,200 Speaker 1: and you won't know what the hell to do with him. 502 00:32:14,400 --> 00:32:20,680 Speaker 1: I had a partner who um he his his child's 503 00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:24,720 Speaker 1: mother got into another relationship, right, and he didn't want 504 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:27,360 Speaker 1: the man around his children, so he called over there, 505 00:32:27,400 --> 00:32:30,240 Speaker 1: and he he threatened her and all this other kind 506 00:32:30,280 --> 00:32:32,920 Speaker 1: of stuff, right, which she shouldn't have done. All of that. 507 00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:38,440 Speaker 1: What she recorded him and told him, now I got 508 00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:40,880 Speaker 1: you that he was on probation at the time. She 509 00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:44,880 Speaker 1: recorded him and said, if you come around my children again, 510 00:32:45,040 --> 00:32:48,440 Speaker 1: those were his children too, I am going to call 511 00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:53,200 Speaker 1: your probation office. So now he's in the bind, acting fold. 512 00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:55,760 Speaker 1: But now he can't even see his children. So this 513 00:32:55,840 --> 00:33:01,040 Speaker 1: brother went almost ten years without seeing his children. But 514 00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:08,960 Speaker 1: one day his children's mom came looking for him. She 515 00:33:09,080 --> 00:33:12,360 Speaker 1: came looking for him because the boy had gotten out 516 00:33:12,360 --> 00:33:14,959 Speaker 1: of control, didn't know what to do with him, and 517 00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:18,280 Speaker 1: he had to step in. Most mothers who do that 518 00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:22,040 Speaker 1: regret it in the end. So to the single mothers 519 00:33:22,040 --> 00:33:26,560 Speaker 1: out there, if you if you keep your son away 520 00:33:26,600 --> 00:33:29,800 Speaker 1: from his father, you're not hurting anybody but your son. 521 00:33:30,720 --> 00:33:33,640 Speaker 1: And this is the part that's heartbreaking. But I gotta 522 00:33:33,720 --> 00:33:36,040 Speaker 1: say it, since we only get old boys that you 523 00:33:36,120 --> 00:33:42,000 Speaker 1: reloaded the podcast, the sons usually end up hating their mothers, 524 00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:49,000 Speaker 1: the one that does everything for him. They end up hating. 525 00:33:49,160 --> 00:33:57,880 Speaker 1: And I'm talking about hatred because years old, mom is 526 00:33:57,880 --> 00:34:01,960 Speaker 1: still doing everything for you. You still sleeping on her couch. 527 00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:06,560 Speaker 1: Subconsciously you blame her for you not being the man. 528 00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:09,880 Speaker 1: It's really your fault, but subconsciously you blame her. And 529 00:34:09,920 --> 00:34:13,600 Speaker 1: there are a lot of single mothers who take abuse 530 00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:18,920 Speaker 1: from their sons after they've given them everything, because the 531 00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:21,239 Speaker 1: sun grew up to hate them. You the reason I 532 00:34:21,239 --> 00:34:25,520 Speaker 1: don't have a relationship with my daddy. So don't do that. Sisters, 533 00:34:26,080 --> 00:34:29,719 Speaker 1: You're only hurting your sons, and you're creating a scenario 534 00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:32,839 Speaker 1: where he may grow up to hate you. I hate 535 00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:34,880 Speaker 1: to say it, but it's true. I see it every day. 536 00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:39,960 Speaker 1: That would also have some effect on their relationships with 537 00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:43,120 Speaker 1: other women. You know, I would think that if you 538 00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:45,399 Speaker 1: have such a low opinion of your mother, you can't 539 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:50,960 Speaker 1: have a high opinion of women. Facts. Facts, yes, sir, facts. 540 00:34:51,080 --> 00:34:56,000 Speaker 1: Exclamation point. Girl Boylo podcast will be right back after 541 00:34:56,040 --> 00:35:06,600 Speaker 1: the point. Let's talk about Savior Day two thousand twenty two, 542 00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:11,040 Speaker 1: one of the greatest greatest days in the history of civilization. 543 00:35:12,520 --> 00:35:18,800 Speaker 1: Lewis Farrakon, Honorable Lewis Farrakhan spoke back in February and 544 00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:24,600 Speaker 1: a speech that was called the Swan Song. Some people 545 00:35:24,640 --> 00:35:28,400 Speaker 1: were saying that that was supposed to be his final 546 00:35:28,960 --> 00:35:33,359 Speaker 1: official speech for the Nation of Islam. How true is that? 547 00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:38,080 Speaker 1: To be honest with you, will I don't know. I 548 00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:42,320 Speaker 1: don't know. Um Face said he just lost his grandmother. 549 00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:46,800 Speaker 1: You never know when the time is going to come 550 00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:50,800 Speaker 1: for the day of your departure. But when the minister 551 00:35:50,960 --> 00:35:56,560 Speaker 1: explained the Swan song, he was basically saying that this 552 00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:59,719 Speaker 1: is not necessarily my swan song. And for those who 553 00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:03,600 Speaker 1: don't understand, the swan song is the beautiful song that 554 00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:08,839 Speaker 1: a swan sings before he dies. The ministers saying, we're 555 00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:15,120 Speaker 1: saying that this is really America's swan song because if 556 00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:20,800 Speaker 1: she continues down the road of denying black people justice, 557 00:36:21,360 --> 00:36:25,359 Speaker 1: her end is near. So this is the swan song 558 00:36:25,560 --> 00:36:28,600 Speaker 1: for those who refuse to heed to the truth. This 559 00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:33,160 Speaker 1: is the swan song for those who refused to cast 560 00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:36,319 Speaker 1: off false ideas and concepts. This is the swan song 561 00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:41,000 Speaker 1: for those who continue to, you know, keep their foot 562 00:36:41,040 --> 00:36:43,440 Speaker 1: on the next of the oppressed. That's the way he 563 00:36:43,520 --> 00:36:48,520 Speaker 1: explained that what's the what's the what's the repercussion from 564 00:36:49,880 --> 00:36:53,560 Speaker 1: from what? From keeping your feet on black people's neck? 565 00:36:53,840 --> 00:36:57,480 Speaker 1: What we're going to do, That's a very good question. 566 00:36:57,760 --> 00:37:02,600 Speaker 1: That's what we're gonna do more. I'm sorry keeping you 567 00:37:02,880 --> 00:37:04,719 Speaker 1: keeping their feet on out. The next we're gonna get up. 568 00:37:04,719 --> 00:37:06,400 Speaker 1: We're gonna go march some more. We're gonna go and 569 00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:10,440 Speaker 1: congregate some more. Um We're gonna do We're gonna go 570 00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:13,160 Speaker 1: to war because I think that. I think that in 571 00:37:13,239 --> 00:37:16,719 Speaker 1: the um, in the society, in the country that only 572 00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:26,120 Speaker 1: understands um brutality and war, brutality and war like the 573 00:37:26,160 --> 00:37:28,840 Speaker 1: only like you. You. You you're not afraid of nobody 574 00:37:28,920 --> 00:37:32,399 Speaker 1: standing up in front of your householding no sign. You're 575 00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:34,480 Speaker 1: afraid of somebody walking in your house and beating you 576 00:37:34,560 --> 00:37:39,240 Speaker 1: the funk up or killing you. See. I sound sucked 577 00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:42,080 Speaker 1: up like that, like I'm not gonna. I don't. I don't. 578 00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:44,759 Speaker 1: I ain't down, like I ain't down with that ship. 579 00:37:44,840 --> 00:37:47,680 Speaker 1: If you if, if, if we're really really tired of it, 580 00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:49,600 Speaker 1: then let's going on and crank this ship up. Man. 581 00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:51,920 Speaker 1: I don't want to talk to no motherfucking no if 582 00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:54,839 Speaker 1: if his own, then his own. If it's not, we're 583 00:37:54,880 --> 00:37:57,120 Speaker 1: just gonna stay where the funk we yet, you know 584 00:37:57,120 --> 00:37:59,479 Speaker 1: what I mean? Like I don't, I don't. I'm tired 585 00:37:59,480 --> 00:38:02,200 Speaker 1: of my fucker spoon feeding me. Man. Oh you want 586 00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:05,040 Speaker 1: to vote again. Uh, let me take you to the Senate. 587 00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:09,400 Speaker 1: Uh let me tell you to congress. Uh. You niggas 588 00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:12,160 Speaker 1: want to eat food, and uh let me let me 589 00:38:12,200 --> 00:38:13,560 Speaker 1: let me see if they want to, let you'll eat. 590 00:38:13,680 --> 00:38:15,960 Speaker 1: You know, that's the whole ass ship to me, Like, man, 591 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:17,799 Speaker 1: if you don't, let me, if you don't, if you 592 00:38:17,920 --> 00:38:19,840 Speaker 1: if you want if, if you're gonna let me be 593 00:38:19,880 --> 00:38:22,920 Speaker 1: a motherfucking man, let me be a man, bro you know, 594 00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:26,560 Speaker 1: but they don't. They don't have the power to let you. 595 00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,880 Speaker 1: They're having the power. Now. Your power is within within 596 00:38:31,040 --> 00:38:33,680 Speaker 1: within Like nobody I asked for permission from nobody to 597 00:38:33,719 --> 00:38:36,880 Speaker 1: be a man, like, can't nobody give me permission or 598 00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:39,160 Speaker 1: let me be an I'm a man, period, and I'm 599 00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:42,279 Speaker 1: gonna carry myself like a man. And anybody got a 600 00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:45,759 Speaker 1: problem with it, Uh, I'm gonna deal with it. It's 601 00:38:45,800 --> 00:38:49,320 Speaker 1: as simple as that. Yeah. So, so anybody don't feel 602 00:38:49,360 --> 00:38:53,000 Speaker 1: like that. Black people, we may feel like man, But 603 00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:56,000 Speaker 1: what what has happened to us as a manly is 604 00:38:56,000 --> 00:39:00,040 Speaker 1: we got caught up in the illusion of inclusion to 605 00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:02,640 Speaker 1: too many of us. Too many of us have gotten 606 00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:07,080 Speaker 1: too comfortable and so in order for us to get 607 00:39:07,560 --> 00:39:10,719 Speaker 1: into that that war mindset that you're talking about. A 608 00:39:10,880 --> 00:39:13,880 Speaker 1: line has to be drawn in the scene and everybody 609 00:39:13,880 --> 00:39:15,959 Speaker 1: got to be down with. Everybody got to stand behind 610 00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:20,160 Speaker 1: that line. Unfortunately, you're not gonna get everybody, but we 611 00:39:20,239 --> 00:39:24,080 Speaker 1: needed it is. But there's no war where they're not casualties, 612 00:39:24,560 --> 00:39:26,879 Speaker 1: but we need a critical mass. I don't know how 613 00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:30,799 Speaker 1: many more casualties we need, brother Mohammed. I don't even 614 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:32,960 Speaker 1: we got we got we got more casualties, and we 615 00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:36,800 Speaker 1: can count starting back from the from the eighteen seventeen hunters. 616 00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:39,920 Speaker 1: It's all in this book right here, all in this calendar. 617 00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:45,680 Speaker 1: Every day. We ain't got eighteen sixty six Texas Texas 618 00:39:45,680 --> 00:39:48,920 Speaker 1: passing law providing and black people cannot testify in court 619 00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:52,759 Speaker 1: unless the defendant is black, you know, like that kind 620 00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:57,040 Speaker 1: of ship, you know what I mean? Like, well, we 621 00:39:57,040 --> 00:39:59,359 Speaker 1: we we have to begin to see it for what 622 00:39:59,480 --> 00:40:04,319 Speaker 1: it is, dear brother, And that is that I think 623 00:40:04,320 --> 00:40:06,319 Speaker 1: it was. It was W. E. D. B. B. Two 624 00:40:06,400 --> 00:40:09,640 Speaker 1: boys who said that a system cannot fail a people 625 00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:12,719 Speaker 1: that was not built to give them justice in the 626 00:40:12,800 --> 00:40:17,120 Speaker 1: first place. And the problem is we keep trying to 627 00:40:17,320 --> 00:40:22,760 Speaker 1: force ourselves on a people at all week we're begging 628 00:40:22,800 --> 00:40:26,480 Speaker 1: for justice, um from a people who don't even have 629 00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:31,560 Speaker 1: it to give to themselves. We're begging for jobs from 630 00:40:31,560 --> 00:40:38,439 Speaker 1: a people who don't have enough jobs for themselves. See but, but, but, 631 00:40:38,440 --> 00:40:40,480 Speaker 1: but the black man listen to me, But the black 632 00:40:40,520 --> 00:40:45,080 Speaker 1: man in America is like a seven footman that's drowning 633 00:40:45,239 --> 00:40:50,399 Speaker 1: in four ft of water break. All he gotta do 634 00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:53,160 Speaker 1: is stand up. All he gotta do is stand up 635 00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:56,719 Speaker 1: to save himself. Like, well, I'm saying, we we got 636 00:40:56,960 --> 00:41:01,200 Speaker 1: we have everything that we need in order to become 637 00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:05,160 Speaker 1: a nation within the nation. We got the intellect. Don't 638 00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:07,279 Speaker 1: tell me we ain't got the money. With one point 639 00:41:07,320 --> 00:41:10,640 Speaker 1: three three trillion dollars in spending power, but who are 640 00:41:10,640 --> 00:41:13,479 Speaker 1: we're spending it with? And you're talking about the war. 641 00:41:13,719 --> 00:41:16,560 Speaker 1: That's where the war is right there. The war is economic, 642 00:41:17,080 --> 00:41:20,879 Speaker 1: the war is political, the war is educational, the war 643 00:41:21,040 --> 00:41:24,560 Speaker 1: is cultural. That's where the war is. But we have 644 00:41:24,840 --> 00:41:29,959 Speaker 1: to first give up this assine idea that the American 645 00:41:30,080 --> 00:41:35,360 Speaker 1: dream is somehow for black people. It never was, it 646 00:41:35,520 --> 00:41:39,040 Speaker 1: is not now, and it never will be so until 647 00:41:39,160 --> 00:41:42,840 Speaker 1: we come to that come to Jesus meeting that we 648 00:41:42,920 --> 00:41:46,319 Speaker 1: all got to have with ourselves and realize that we 649 00:41:46,560 --> 00:41:51,919 Speaker 1: all we got, then we're gonna continue to suffer. See, 650 00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:55,280 Speaker 1: our ancestor showed us a blueprint of it with Black 651 00:41:55,320 --> 00:42:01,920 Speaker 1: Wall Street. That was just a microcosm. How do we 652 00:42:02,000 --> 00:42:06,279 Speaker 1: do to Black Wall Street? Man? Listen, I'm gonna tell you, 653 00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:08,560 Speaker 1: like you said, we got the money, we got the intellect, 654 00:42:09,280 --> 00:42:12,760 Speaker 1: we even got the knowledge. We don't have I believe 655 00:42:13,280 --> 00:42:15,279 Speaker 1: how the will. We don't have the we don't have 656 00:42:15,360 --> 00:42:19,640 Speaker 1: the unity, and we have to be honest. But let 657 00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:21,320 Speaker 1: me let me clear up before before I let you 658 00:42:21,320 --> 00:42:25,600 Speaker 1: go any further, just collectively, we don't have the will. 659 00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:27,680 Speaker 1: Because there's a lot of black people out there doing 660 00:42:27,719 --> 00:42:30,160 Speaker 1: great things. I don't want to discount what you guys 661 00:42:30,160 --> 00:42:34,120 Speaker 1: are doing. They're doing phenomenal things and that they're they're 662 00:42:34,239 --> 00:42:38,520 Speaker 1: building industries, they're taking they're taking on buying in the industries, 663 00:42:39,040 --> 00:42:43,040 Speaker 1: they're hiring black people, they're creating jobs, they're producing. So 664 00:42:43,680 --> 00:42:45,600 Speaker 1: shots out to all you guys out that it's putting 665 00:42:45,600 --> 00:42:47,799 Speaker 1: in the world. But we but we have to do 666 00:42:47,880 --> 00:42:53,360 Speaker 1: that with them with independence in mind. You understand what 667 00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:56,919 Speaker 1: I'm saying, and there is a difference. You know, there's 668 00:42:56,920 --> 00:43:00,960 Speaker 1: a story about the old hound dog who was laying 669 00:43:00,960 --> 00:43:04,040 Speaker 1: on the porch laying on the rusty nail, and the 670 00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:09,160 Speaker 1: neighbor came over, an access owner. He said, Man, I 671 00:43:09,239 --> 00:43:11,959 Speaker 1: see that hound dog over that laying on that rusty nail. 672 00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:16,319 Speaker 1: Why don't he move? He said, I don't know. He said, 673 00:43:16,360 --> 00:43:19,799 Speaker 1: either he too lazy to move, or it just don't 674 00:43:19,880 --> 00:43:27,440 Speaker 1: hurt enough. And in my humble opinion, that's an analogy 675 00:43:28,000 --> 00:43:32,520 Speaker 1: for us as a people like bro Listen, were out, 676 00:43:32,680 --> 00:43:37,160 Speaker 1: We're out protesting in front of sessing Me Place because 677 00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:45,760 Speaker 1: sessing Me Place is discriminating against black children. Listen, man, listen, 678 00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:50,040 Speaker 1: what more do we need to see? That's that's white 679 00:43:50,040 --> 00:43:52,720 Speaker 1: folks saying that. What more do you need to see? 680 00:43:54,160 --> 00:43:59,800 Speaker 1: Because if if we are passing over the black children 681 00:44:00,200 --> 00:44:06,640 Speaker 1: sessing Me Street, you're already preempting them and indoctrinating them 682 00:44:06,680 --> 00:44:11,799 Speaker 1: and letting them know that you live in racist America. 683 00:44:11,880 --> 00:44:14,200 Speaker 1: Let me prepare you for this before you even get 684 00:44:14,239 --> 00:44:21,600 Speaker 1: in the second grade. What more do we need to see? Damn, 685 00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:29,280 Speaker 1: the nail just don't hurt enough. Either we're too lazy. Oh, 686 00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:33,360 Speaker 1: it just don't hurt enough. Now, it can't be the laziness. 687 00:44:33,840 --> 00:44:36,400 Speaker 1: Black people are not lazy. You know why black people? 688 00:44:36,440 --> 00:44:38,400 Speaker 1: I didn't know how. I know black people ain't lazy. 689 00:44:38,719 --> 00:44:45,200 Speaker 1: Who built damn country for nothing, so it can't be 690 00:44:45,280 --> 00:44:49,000 Speaker 1: the laziness. But I guess it don't hurt enough. Bro. 691 00:44:49,160 --> 00:44:55,560 Speaker 1: It hurt me. It hurt me. Bro. We're three for 692 00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:58,839 Speaker 1: three years up from when Nipsey Hustle got killed. I 693 00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:01,799 Speaker 1: just can't. I still can't and get beyond it. It's 694 00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:05,120 Speaker 1: still got me messed up like that still physically hurts 695 00:45:05,239 --> 00:45:09,640 Speaker 1: me that that black man who was that special. So 696 00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:12,680 Speaker 1: you got the smart ones, you got the talented ones, 697 00:45:13,280 --> 00:45:16,799 Speaker 1: you know, but you got something that that's the special ones. 698 00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:20,120 Speaker 1: He was a special one. Nipsey was everything that we 699 00:45:20,600 --> 00:45:24,080 Speaker 1: say we want to be. He's everything that we we 700 00:45:24,200 --> 00:45:28,080 Speaker 1: we we we say that what we need to be. Yeah, 701 00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:31,399 Speaker 1: he was that. He embodied that. And when when I 702 00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:34,440 Speaker 1: found man, when I was reading the headline, I was 703 00:45:34,480 --> 00:45:37,120 Speaker 1: on the internet and I saw the headline and said, uh, 704 00:45:37,280 --> 00:45:39,759 Speaker 1: popular rapper killed. I thought it was another one of 705 00:45:39,760 --> 00:45:43,640 Speaker 1: these little youngsters. And and then I I saw a 706 00:45:43,760 --> 00:45:45,960 Speaker 1: nips man, I saw a Nipsey name. Man, I just 707 00:45:46,080 --> 00:45:48,759 Speaker 1: my heart just dropped, and I can't believe somebody would 708 00:45:48,840 --> 00:45:55,359 Speaker 1: kill Nipsey Hustle like but but you know that but 709 00:45:55,360 --> 00:45:58,000 Speaker 1: but but and we we know that their their their 710 00:45:58,040 --> 00:46:03,680 Speaker 1: details to it. But what for what? And and and 711 00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:06,240 Speaker 1: last week I was telling somebody this the other day, 712 00:46:06,280 --> 00:46:09,960 Speaker 1: I actually said this at the Blackmail summit. And listen 713 00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:15,399 Speaker 1: to me. I saw where Nipsey's killer, Eric Holder got 714 00:46:15,400 --> 00:46:19,840 Speaker 1: convicted for murder. Yeah, you got convicted for first degree 715 00:46:19,920 --> 00:46:24,040 Speaker 1: murder a few weeks ago. And I asked myself the question. 716 00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:28,360 Speaker 1: I said to myself, he probably don't even care. You 717 00:46:28,400 --> 00:46:34,400 Speaker 1: know why, because at least people know my name. At 718 00:46:34,440 --> 00:46:40,000 Speaker 1: least I'm famous. Now, nah, it's gonna be bad. At 719 00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:43,360 Speaker 1: least I'm famous. Listen, let me tell you something, somebody, 720 00:46:43,600 --> 00:46:46,400 Speaker 1: But they don't care. That's what I'm saying. Somebody, some 721 00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:50,359 Speaker 1: of these youngsters, some of these youngsters out here, they 722 00:46:50,400 --> 00:46:54,120 Speaker 1: would rather be somebody on the front of a T 723 00:46:54,280 --> 00:46:58,120 Speaker 1: shirt then to be nobody walking around in real life. 724 00:46:58,760 --> 00:47:02,320 Speaker 1: I don't get it. But okay, I don't either. I 725 00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:05,839 Speaker 1: don't either. But that's how bad. That's how bad it is. 726 00:47:06,000 --> 00:47:09,440 Speaker 1: Like they say that this brother killed Nipsey because Nipsey 727 00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:13,799 Speaker 1: made him feely relevant or something like that. But this 728 00:47:13,880 --> 00:47:17,440 Speaker 1: whole idea of cloud chasing, it is out of control, 729 00:47:18,239 --> 00:47:21,800 Speaker 1: is out of control. But that still hurts me to 730 00:47:21,960 --> 00:47:24,880 Speaker 1: see how that brother lost his life and just to 731 00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:28,799 Speaker 1: think just in three years, there's no telling how much 732 00:47:28,800 --> 00:47:31,640 Speaker 1: further he would have been in his career and in 733 00:47:31,760 --> 00:47:35,200 Speaker 1: doing for his community. That's just one example. But the 734 00:47:35,239 --> 00:47:38,360 Speaker 1: point that I'm making is I can't be the hound 735 00:47:38,400 --> 00:47:47,279 Speaker 1: dog on the porch. I can't even I wish it 736 00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:49,239 Speaker 1: was a way. I wish it was a way that 737 00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:50,440 Speaker 1: we can get I wish it was a way that 738 00:47:50,440 --> 00:47:54,040 Speaker 1: we can get with everybody and get us all together man, 739 00:47:54,080 --> 00:47:57,919 Speaker 1: and we all have a task at hand to complete. Man, 740 00:47:58,320 --> 00:48:01,120 Speaker 1: that that could better the situation and for us, and 741 00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:03,600 Speaker 1: and and the ones that come behind us, you know 742 00:48:03,640 --> 00:48:06,040 Speaker 1: what I mean? Like, I really think that that that 743 00:48:06,120 --> 00:48:10,959 Speaker 1: example should be set right now by us again, Brad, 744 00:48:11,000 --> 00:48:14,040 Speaker 1: that that is happening in some sectors that we need 745 00:48:14,080 --> 00:48:16,719 Speaker 1: to put it all together with. But going back to 746 00:48:16,800 --> 00:48:22,239 Speaker 1: what what Derek said, this ain't for everybody. Every We 747 00:48:22,320 --> 00:48:25,000 Speaker 1: can't take everybody. Everybody's gonna make it. Everybody just ain't 748 00:48:25,000 --> 00:48:26,480 Speaker 1: gonna make Some people don't even want to make it. 749 00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:28,360 Speaker 1: Some people listen to what we're saying right now, they 750 00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:30,759 Speaker 1: look at them talk about getting together and ship My mother, 751 00:48:30,960 --> 00:48:36,600 Speaker 1: I hate the motherfucker. Who are you talking about? Talking 752 00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:40,959 Speaker 1: about the girl? I'm talking about Nicholes. You know they listen, 753 00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:43,399 Speaker 1: they're watching right now. They're looking, They're like, I can't 754 00:48:43,880 --> 00:48:47,440 Speaker 1: they can't stand it. Get together? What you talking about? Unit? Man? 755 00:48:47,520 --> 00:48:50,400 Speaker 1: This is it? Man, I'm I ain't ship. Can you 756 00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:54,600 Speaker 1: imagine together that? How many with one point three trillion? Know? 757 00:48:54,680 --> 00:48:58,080 Speaker 1: What is it? Yeah? One point three three trillion one 758 00:48:59,040 --> 00:49:02,160 Speaker 1: something something? People bread are just built that way, man, 759 00:49:02,239 --> 00:49:06,359 Speaker 1: because intrinsically that's who they are. That's that's just who 760 00:49:07,400 --> 00:49:11,200 Speaker 1: that That's that's who they are. You know, it's some 761 00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:13,719 Speaker 1: some people, man, Like we we're not gonna be able 762 00:49:13,760 --> 00:49:16,440 Speaker 1: to take everybody with us, and we gotta be okay 763 00:49:16,440 --> 00:49:19,839 Speaker 1: with that. And like we gotta be okay with like 764 00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:24,480 Speaker 1: if it went down for real, Like we gotta be 765 00:49:24,520 --> 00:49:30,160 Speaker 1: okay with Harriet mentality, kill a field. Yeah, you know 766 00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:32,040 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You know, we we we gotta be 767 00:49:32,080 --> 00:49:34,719 Speaker 1: okay with that because the motherfucker's just holding us back 768 00:49:35,120 --> 00:49:38,719 Speaker 1: and so we we can't we we can't let anybody 769 00:49:38,800 --> 00:49:41,799 Speaker 1: jump on the boat that would try to poke a 770 00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:46,040 Speaker 1: hole at it in the boat. You know the problem 771 00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:49,160 Speaker 1: is we have to be clear on the goal. We 772 00:49:49,280 --> 00:49:51,279 Speaker 1: have to be clear on the objective. We have to 773 00:49:51,320 --> 00:49:53,319 Speaker 1: be clear on what it is that we're trying to 774 00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:57,319 Speaker 1: accomplish as a people. In the sixties. In the sixties, 775 00:49:57,440 --> 00:50:00,239 Speaker 1: they were clear that they were trying to accompl the 776 00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:05,839 Speaker 1: social experiment called integration, which has not worked. That has 777 00:50:05,840 --> 00:50:09,120 Speaker 1: not worked, But they were organized in every state on 778 00:50:09,239 --> 00:50:13,719 Speaker 1: many levels, trying to integrate. We want to eat in 779 00:50:13,719 --> 00:50:21,120 Speaker 1: the same restaurants as white people and tallest listen. Not 780 00:50:21,239 --> 00:50:23,960 Speaker 1: only not only do I agree that it was a 781 00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:29,440 Speaker 1: big mistake. Statistics bear witness that it was a total mistake. 782 00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:35,000 Speaker 1: But what if integration was the goal back then and 783 00:50:35,040 --> 00:50:37,600 Speaker 1: they knew, okay, we got one common goal, let's work 784 00:50:37,640 --> 00:50:41,399 Speaker 1: toward it. What's the goal right now? If we don't 785 00:50:41,520 --> 00:50:46,560 Speaker 1: establish that, then we don't know what we're organizing behind. 786 00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:52,319 Speaker 1: The Honorable Elijah Mohammed said decades ago, even while they 787 00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:55,200 Speaker 1: were fighting for integration, that we should be fighting for 788 00:50:55,320 --> 00:50:59,440 Speaker 1: what is called separation. We should have a separate system 789 00:50:59,440 --> 00:51:04,160 Speaker 1: where we our children, a separate economy, where we determine 790 00:51:04,239 --> 00:51:07,200 Speaker 1: the value of our own homes and the value of 791 00:51:07,200 --> 00:51:11,600 Speaker 1: our own business is not depending on white people. Yeah, 792 00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:16,239 Speaker 1: think about think about this right, Okay. Before South Park 793 00:51:16,360 --> 00:51:21,600 Speaker 1: became black, it was white. Third War was white, White, 794 00:51:21,600 --> 00:51:26,359 Speaker 1: Scenic was white, okay, and the property value in that 795 00:51:26,520 --> 00:51:32,680 Speaker 1: neighborhood was it was high. Then integration came into play. 796 00:51:32,680 --> 00:51:35,279 Speaker 1: Our people start moving from Kendleton and all of these 797 00:51:35,440 --> 00:51:41,000 Speaker 1: little small black towns into these neighborhoods right right, soon 798 00:51:41,040 --> 00:51:43,319 Speaker 1: as we as soon as we moved in, white folks 799 00:51:43,360 --> 00:51:47,040 Speaker 1: started moving out. They call it what white flight, okay, 800 00:51:47,680 --> 00:51:50,200 Speaker 1: white flights. So then white folk moved to Missouri City. 801 00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:54,359 Speaker 1: Then black folks moved to Missouri City, then they moved 802 00:51:54,360 --> 00:51:58,000 Speaker 1: to Sugar and then we started moving. Then they got 803 00:51:58,000 --> 00:52:02,799 Speaker 1: tired of running, they come back. But now, initially in 804 00:52:02,840 --> 00:52:06,120 Speaker 1: the sixties, when white folks start moving out of those neighborhoods, 805 00:52:06,120 --> 00:52:10,440 Speaker 1: they say the property value went down. Okay, we black 806 00:52:10,480 --> 00:52:13,640 Speaker 1: folk move in, white folk move out, property value go down. 807 00:52:13,800 --> 00:52:16,279 Speaker 1: So in Third Ward the property value has been low 808 00:52:16,400 --> 00:52:19,000 Speaker 1: for decades. When white folks decided to move back into 809 00:52:19,040 --> 00:52:22,600 Speaker 1: the hood, I would it's skyrockets. So what are they 810 00:52:22,640 --> 00:52:27,040 Speaker 1: telling you. They're telling you that the presence of white 811 00:52:27,080 --> 00:52:31,000 Speaker 1: people is what determines value in this country. How the 812 00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:34,640 Speaker 1: hell are we supposed to win under a system like that. 813 00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:38,239 Speaker 1: So you're absolutely correct, but it's it's important that we 814 00:52:38,600 --> 00:52:42,799 Speaker 1: acknowledge that just because white people live somewhere, I don't 815 00:52:42,840 --> 00:52:45,440 Speaker 1: mean that something is more valuable. And and it's what 816 00:52:45,480 --> 00:52:51,120 Speaker 1: I mean, like in these neighborhoods, Well, the reason why 817 00:52:51,600 --> 00:52:54,439 Speaker 1: the property value go down not because black people move 818 00:52:54,480 --> 00:52:58,080 Speaker 1: in and white people move out. It is because the 819 00:52:58,200 --> 00:53:01,960 Speaker 1: politicians and the business people make a conscious decision to 820 00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:05,480 Speaker 1: stop investing in those neighborhoods. And that's what drives the 821 00:53:05,480 --> 00:53:10,880 Speaker 1: property value down. Because if you if the politicians continue 822 00:53:10,920 --> 00:53:16,400 Speaker 1: to allocate funds directed into those communities to make sure 823 00:53:16,440 --> 00:53:19,719 Speaker 1: that the streets are maintained, the parks are maintained, that 824 00:53:19,840 --> 00:53:22,920 Speaker 1: the schools, the schools are maintained, and all of that stuff. 825 00:53:22,920 --> 00:53:25,600 Speaker 1: And you've got good schools, uh teachers. You don't need 826 00:53:25,719 --> 00:53:28,440 Speaker 1: white people to maintain property value. The property value is 827 00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:31,600 Speaker 1: going to increase. So what happens is that they take 828 00:53:31,640 --> 00:53:37,719 Speaker 1: the resources when white people leave, right, the politicians and 829 00:53:37,800 --> 00:53:41,080 Speaker 1: the business people take the resources. It ain't white presents 830 00:53:41,080 --> 00:53:44,520 Speaker 1: because it's trailer parks with full of white people. But listen, 831 00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,560 Speaker 1: that ship ain't got no value. But listen to what 832 00:53:46,600 --> 00:53:50,160 Speaker 1: you're saying, Will yeah, they take the resources out of 833 00:53:50,200 --> 00:53:53,799 Speaker 1: those zip codes. But why did they remove the resources 834 00:53:54,080 --> 00:53:57,600 Speaker 1: when they will want to stand Yeah, well you I mean, right, 835 00:53:57,719 --> 00:54:01,040 Speaker 1: right right, your point. But saying but that that is 836 00:54:01,160 --> 00:54:04,440 Speaker 1: I'm just saying that that is a that that's that's 837 00:54:04,480 --> 00:54:08,319 Speaker 1: that's a layered you know theory there, you know, But 838 00:54:08,440 --> 00:54:11,360 Speaker 1: I agree, I agree. But the point that I'm making 839 00:54:11,560 --> 00:54:17,320 Speaker 1: is we can't depend on that system of valuation to 840 00:54:17,600 --> 00:54:20,799 Speaker 1: determine what is valuable to us. If we do that, 841 00:54:20,880 --> 00:54:24,279 Speaker 1: we will always be at a disadvantage. That's the point 842 00:54:24,320 --> 00:54:27,520 Speaker 1: that I'm making, right, and and and to that point exactly, 843 00:54:27,719 --> 00:54:31,120 Speaker 1: we just to be clear that we have to look 844 00:54:31,120 --> 00:54:34,160 Speaker 1: at the value of our own communities and where we 845 00:54:34,200 --> 00:54:36,239 Speaker 1: want to live out or whatever, and invest in those 846 00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:39,600 Speaker 1: communities and bring resources in that community. We actually got 847 00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:41,880 Speaker 1: the power to do it. We do, we do it. 848 00:54:41,960 --> 00:54:46,920 Speaker 1: It's like the wheel. You got the power, but we 849 00:54:46,960 --> 00:54:48,680 Speaker 1: got to put the wheel in front of the power. Yeah, 850 00:54:48,680 --> 00:54:51,000 Speaker 1: you gotta have the will and you also got to 851 00:54:51,000 --> 00:54:53,759 Speaker 1: have the courage. Yeah. A lot of black people are 852 00:54:53,760 --> 00:54:57,880 Speaker 1: afraid that the two greatest enemies. Yeah, a lot of 853 00:54:57,880 --> 00:55:01,080 Speaker 1: black people are afraid the two greater enemies of black 854 00:55:01,080 --> 00:55:05,280 Speaker 1: people today is not white folks. Our two greatest enemies 855 00:55:05,760 --> 00:55:11,040 Speaker 1: are ignorance and fear. If we overcome those two, then 856 00:55:11,120 --> 00:55:16,719 Speaker 1: there's nothing that any white person, any clansmen, any skin heads, 857 00:55:16,920 --> 00:55:19,160 Speaker 1: there's nothing that they could do with us. If we 858 00:55:19,280 --> 00:55:23,759 Speaker 1: overcome fear and ignorance. You can't go to work with 859 00:55:23,800 --> 00:55:28,680 Speaker 1: somebody that's kid. Right. It's the hell of a thing, man, 860 00:55:28,680 --> 00:55:32,279 Speaker 1: when when you got your own government targeting you fulfailure. 861 00:55:32,480 --> 00:55:35,600 Speaker 1: The motherfucker's write the laws, they enforced the laws, they 862 00:55:35,640 --> 00:55:38,919 Speaker 1: got the military, they got law enforcement, they got all 863 00:55:38,960 --> 00:55:40,960 Speaker 1: the good and then and they value the dollar. They 864 00:55:40,960 --> 00:55:44,800 Speaker 1: put the value on the bill. They value everybody's money. 865 00:55:45,040 --> 00:55:48,160 Speaker 1: Did you know that? Mm hmm? And that's cold blood. 866 00:55:48,239 --> 00:55:49,839 Speaker 1: You got a number you just write on a piece 867 00:55:49,840 --> 00:55:52,960 Speaker 1: of paper and say hey, this is worth what that is, 868 00:55:53,280 --> 00:55:55,640 Speaker 1: whatever the number is, what that little piece of papers work. 869 00:55:56,600 --> 00:55:59,760 Speaker 1: You know. That's why Kadoti was murdered, right, yeah, because 870 00:55:59,760 --> 00:56:02,040 Speaker 1: he was like, you can't just have you just can't 871 00:56:02,040 --> 00:56:04,000 Speaker 1: give me this piece of paper with this number road 872 00:56:04,080 --> 00:56:06,440 Speaker 1: on it and for my oil and my goal and all. 873 00:56:06,480 --> 00:56:09,840 Speaker 1: And he's like, oh yeah, we killing your mother. You know, 874 00:56:09,880 --> 00:56:14,760 Speaker 1: we're living in unprecedented times man, and um where there's 875 00:56:14,800 --> 00:56:19,279 Speaker 1: a lot of changes being made by your elected officials. 876 00:56:19,320 --> 00:56:22,960 Speaker 1: Some say for the bad. It seems like a lot 877 00:56:23,000 --> 00:56:26,160 Speaker 1: of politicians are going out of that way to turn 878 00:56:26,239 --> 00:56:29,160 Speaker 1: back the hands of times and progress for black people. 879 00:56:29,719 --> 00:56:32,360 Speaker 1: Do you ever get worried? Man? Do you ever get worried? 880 00:56:33,080 --> 00:56:35,440 Speaker 1: What do you ever? Do? You ever get worried about 881 00:56:35,480 --> 00:56:38,160 Speaker 1: how we to survive this thing? You ever get discouraged 882 00:56:38,200 --> 00:56:40,080 Speaker 1: with the fight that you put up? Because on a 883 00:56:40,160 --> 00:56:42,399 Speaker 1: daily basis, you do the work. You fight every day 884 00:56:42,560 --> 00:56:45,520 Speaker 1: all day. This is what you do, That's what you do. 885 00:56:45,600 --> 00:56:49,000 Speaker 1: You get phone calls all day another tragedy, you know, 886 00:56:49,040 --> 00:56:55,320 Speaker 1: like you're constantly consoling grieving mothers, you know, grieving fathers, 887 00:56:55,360 --> 00:56:59,360 Speaker 1: grieving family members, and you're constantly putting in the work 888 00:56:59,719 --> 00:57:02,960 Speaker 1: all day every day. Do you ever get wary? And 889 00:57:03,040 --> 00:57:06,360 Speaker 1: how do you manage that? Yeah? I get discouraged. I do. 890 00:57:07,160 --> 00:57:08,920 Speaker 1: I would be lying to you if I said that 891 00:57:09,000 --> 00:57:13,879 Speaker 1: I didn't sometimes. But I never really worry. I never 892 00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:17,160 Speaker 1: worried because I truly believe that this is what I 893 00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:21,000 Speaker 1: was born to do. I was born to live doing it, 894 00:57:21,320 --> 00:57:24,040 Speaker 1: and I was born to die doing it. So I 895 00:57:24,080 --> 00:57:28,040 Speaker 1: never really worried. I also never worried because in the 896 00:57:28,160 --> 00:57:33,680 Speaker 1: Nation of Islam, we're taught that what we're seeing black 897 00:57:33,720 --> 00:57:40,560 Speaker 1: people go through is biblical. It's scriptural, and we're taught 898 00:57:40,640 --> 00:57:44,080 Speaker 1: that the same way Joseph became the ruler in the 899 00:57:44,200 --> 00:57:47,640 Speaker 1: land where he was once a slave. That's really just 900 00:57:47,720 --> 00:57:51,800 Speaker 1: the story of Black America. We will become rulers in 901 00:57:51,880 --> 00:57:54,840 Speaker 1: this land where we were once enslaved. I know it's 902 00:57:54,840 --> 00:57:57,880 Speaker 1: gonna happen. Well, I see it. I'm not sure about 903 00:57:57,920 --> 00:57:59,920 Speaker 1: that one, but I know what's gonna happen. So I 904 00:58:00,080 --> 00:58:02,520 Speaker 1: don't worry because I know that I'm just the link 905 00:58:03,000 --> 00:58:05,960 Speaker 1: in chain. I'm just trying to be as strong of 906 00:58:06,000 --> 00:58:10,360 Speaker 1: a link as I can. Um, what do I do 907 00:58:10,440 --> 00:58:14,280 Speaker 1: about it? I do my best to maintain my spirituality 908 00:58:15,400 --> 00:58:18,720 Speaker 1: because I don't see how you can be a freedom 909 00:58:18,800 --> 00:58:23,600 Speaker 1: fighter and not believe in the Almighty. I just if 910 00:58:23,640 --> 00:58:26,480 Speaker 1: if there were no God, then black people wouldn't have 911 00:58:26,520 --> 00:58:33,120 Speaker 1: a chance whatsoever. So, yeah, I do get discouraged. I 912 00:58:33,160 --> 00:58:37,120 Speaker 1: get discouraged all the time. I cried sometimes, and I 913 00:58:37,160 --> 00:58:40,200 Speaker 1: ain't just really no crier like that. But but but 914 00:58:40,200 --> 00:58:41,920 Speaker 1: but my little feelings be hurt by some of the 915 00:58:41,960 --> 00:58:47,520 Speaker 1: things that I see. Um, yeah, we're losing too many, 916 00:58:47,600 --> 00:58:49,440 Speaker 1: but I do believe that there's a light at the 917 00:58:49,520 --> 00:58:53,760 Speaker 1: end of that tunnel and we are that light. Yeah, 918 00:58:54,560 --> 00:58:57,880 Speaker 1: we are that, like absolutely, man. How can people get 919 00:58:57,920 --> 00:58:59,840 Speaker 1: in touch with you? And you can follow me on 920 00:59:00,040 --> 00:59:02,800 Speaker 1: social media at Derek Mohammed that's D E R I 921 00:59:02,920 --> 00:59:06,280 Speaker 1: C M U h A M M A D and 922 00:59:06,440 --> 00:59:10,480 Speaker 1: uh hit me on my website Derek Mohammed dot com. Man, 923 00:59:10,520 --> 00:59:13,400 Speaker 1: we really appreciate you coming out. Man, it's so enlightened. 924 00:59:13,440 --> 00:59:17,160 Speaker 1: I want to actually do this again. Um, let's have it. 925 00:59:17,200 --> 00:59:20,080 Speaker 1: We need to do a weekly rent with brother Mohammed, 926 00:59:20,800 --> 00:59:22,560 Speaker 1: like one weekly. Yeah, you know what I mean, at 927 00:59:22,600 --> 00:59:25,240 Speaker 1: least once or twice once every couple of weeks. Man, 928 00:59:25,280 --> 00:59:27,439 Speaker 1: let's just get don't here and just let's just argue 929 00:59:27,480 --> 00:59:29,560 Speaker 1: about it. You know, he off the top of the 930 00:59:29,600 --> 00:59:31,920 Speaker 1: head or you got some brilliant as I do know 931 00:59:32,080 --> 00:59:38,880 Speaker 1: it works man, Okay, Brad, remember we stopped damn well, 932 00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:44,240 Speaker 1: uh man, thanks for coming up. Man, y'all need to 933 00:59:44,240 --> 00:59:47,520 Speaker 1: come to the show. I've been trying to talk to 934 00:59:47,600 --> 00:59:50,080 Speaker 1: him about shooting this movie. Man, y'all need to cover 935 00:59:50,120 --> 00:59:52,960 Speaker 1: to the show for real. Now. We we're gonna shoot 936 00:59:52,960 --> 00:59:56,520 Speaker 1: the movie and it's gonna be funny as hell because 937 00:59:57,160 --> 01:00:01,400 Speaker 1: we're funny brothers. Man. Yeah, we appreciate you coming out man. 938 01:00:01,440 --> 01:00:10,440 Speaker 1: Thank you very much, thank you. This episode was produced 939 01:00:10,440 --> 01:00:13,440 Speaker 1: by Aching and brought to you by The Black Effect 940 01:00:13,520 --> 01:00:16,760 Speaker 1: Podcast Network and I Heart Radio