1 00:00:00,040 --> 00:00:02,360 Speaker 1: We get at all. We're ready. Audio is good? Do 2 00:00:02,400 --> 00:00:07,800 Speaker 1: you feel ready? I think, Um, I don't. A little nervous. 3 00:00:07,960 --> 00:00:11,000 Speaker 1: I have not spoken publicly for two years about this, 4 00:00:11,640 --> 00:00:14,160 Speaker 1: and I have a lot of thoughts and I've I 5 00:00:14,240 --> 00:00:17,439 Speaker 1: think about this every day, truly, every day of my life. 6 00:00:17,480 --> 00:00:19,760 Speaker 1: I think about this and what I want to say 7 00:00:19,880 --> 00:00:23,800 Speaker 1: and how important it is that I speak to ever 8 00:00:24,160 --> 00:00:31,360 Speaker 1: for the first time. So it's heavy. It's really heavy. Um, 9 00:00:31,440 --> 00:00:34,440 Speaker 1: We'll see how it goes. We may scrap this whole thing, 10 00:00:34,479 --> 00:00:36,360 Speaker 1: to be honest, I don't know, and I think it'll 11 00:00:36,360 --> 00:00:40,640 Speaker 1: be cathartic. I'm looking forward to getting this off my 12 00:00:40,680 --> 00:00:46,800 Speaker 1: shoulders and repairing this moving forward and letting everybody here 13 00:00:48,600 --> 00:00:54,360 Speaker 1: for me. So we're ready. Okay, let's do it. Let's 14 00:00:54,360 --> 00:00:57,400 Speaker 1: see what happens. Alright, first episode, here we go in 15 00:00:57,480 --> 00:01:02,040 Speaker 1: three two. Hello everybody, and welcome to the most dramatic 16 00:01:02,080 --> 00:01:05,840 Speaker 1: podcast ever. I'm Chris Harrison. I think it's time we talk.