1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:03,120 Speaker 1: Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of Our Heart Radio 2 00:00:03,240 --> 00:00:06,760 Speaker 1: and the Black Effect Diet. Ask back there, nice little 3 00:00:06,840 --> 00:00:17,640 Speaker 1: ass back there, Nice little ass back there. Nice And 4 00:00:17,840 --> 00:00:19,800 Speaker 1: just like that, we're back on and welcome back to 5 00:00:19,920 --> 00:00:23,439 Speaker 1: another episode of Carefully Reckless. What's your Girl? Just hilarious? 6 00:00:23,840 --> 00:00:27,360 Speaker 1: Now listen, it's no story time today. There's a venting 7 00:00:27,480 --> 00:00:30,800 Speaker 1: piece that I need everybody to hear, especially if you 8 00:00:30,920 --> 00:00:36,080 Speaker 1: are an avid listener of my podcast. Now, like I 9 00:00:36,200 --> 00:00:41,120 Speaker 1: said multiple times, I try to create all types of 10 00:00:41,400 --> 00:00:44,920 Speaker 1: content for everybody. Now, everybody don't like everything I do. 11 00:00:45,040 --> 00:00:47,560 Speaker 1: I understand. We got people who only love me for 12 00:00:47,680 --> 00:00:49,600 Speaker 1: just with the mess. I rarely do that anymore. So 13 00:00:49,760 --> 00:00:52,680 Speaker 1: I've lost those people. Okay, fine, but it's my job 14 00:00:52,840 --> 00:00:56,920 Speaker 1: to keep creating to gain those people back. It's some 15 00:00:57,040 --> 00:00:59,240 Speaker 1: people that only like me for this podcast. They like 16 00:00:59,360 --> 00:01:01,080 Speaker 1: the way I talk, They rather not see me. They 17 00:01:01,160 --> 00:01:03,040 Speaker 1: like the way I touch on things. They like to 18 00:01:03,160 --> 00:01:05,399 Speaker 1: understand my perspective. They like to hear what I think 19 00:01:05,440 --> 00:01:08,080 Speaker 1: about certain things that they are scared to say. They 20 00:01:08,160 --> 00:01:11,320 Speaker 1: like to hear me speak on certain ship that everybody 21 00:01:11,480 --> 00:01:13,880 Speaker 1: don't like to speak on or whatever because they're scared 22 00:01:13,920 --> 00:01:16,119 Speaker 1: of the blowback. They're scared of the feedback. Okay, that's 23 00:01:16,120 --> 00:01:18,360 Speaker 1: why I'm here. You've got people that only like me 24 00:01:18,800 --> 00:01:21,360 Speaker 1: for Whiling Out, and I don't understand how because they 25 00:01:21,400 --> 00:01:23,800 Speaker 1: always delete my fucking scenes, So I don't even know 26 00:01:23,920 --> 00:01:26,880 Speaker 1: how anybody has ever seen me on Wilding Out. You've 27 00:01:26,920 --> 00:01:29,000 Speaker 1: got people who only like me for the real show, 28 00:01:29,280 --> 00:01:31,880 Speaker 1: the sitcom that I played the series lead role in 29 00:01:32,360 --> 00:01:35,400 Speaker 1: the female series lead role as Brittany. You've got people 30 00:01:35,440 --> 00:01:37,480 Speaker 1: that only like me for radio purposes. When I was 31 00:01:37,520 --> 00:01:39,920 Speaker 1: doing Destination with Ricky Smiley and you know, the Ricky 32 00:01:40,000 --> 00:01:43,720 Speaker 1: Smiley Morning Show. People like me for different things. You 33 00:01:43,840 --> 00:01:46,920 Speaker 1: understand what I'm saying. Not everybody's gonna like everything, and 34 00:01:46,959 --> 00:01:49,800 Speaker 1: I get it. It's the same way with other influencers. 35 00:01:49,880 --> 00:01:53,600 Speaker 1: Not everybody's gonna like everything you do. It bothers me 36 00:01:54,520 --> 00:01:58,000 Speaker 1: to the pits of my soul to get online and 37 00:01:58,080 --> 00:02:00,400 Speaker 1: then see somebody else doing the ship that I'm doing. 38 00:02:00,600 --> 00:02:03,120 Speaker 1: Now listen, it could be taking two different ways. It 39 00:02:03,200 --> 00:02:06,960 Speaker 1: could be that great minds just think alike. You know 40 00:02:07,040 --> 00:02:09,359 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It could be that I rub off 41 00:02:09,600 --> 00:02:12,680 Speaker 1: or motherfucker's and some people, you know, I help evolve 42 00:02:12,800 --> 00:02:14,400 Speaker 1: And Okay, if she can do it. I can do it, 43 00:02:14,720 --> 00:02:16,799 Speaker 1: and then you got another way to look at it. 44 00:02:17,400 --> 00:02:21,359 Speaker 1: It's just pure thievery, some ship that you wasn't even 45 00:02:21,480 --> 00:02:25,080 Speaker 1: thinking about doing, some ship that you just wasn't original 46 00:02:25,280 --> 00:02:28,400 Speaker 1: enough to think of yourself to do. I did it. 47 00:02:28,880 --> 00:02:31,079 Speaker 1: I did it, and then I jump on the line 48 00:02:31,080 --> 00:02:32,639 Speaker 1: and I see you do it. Now you know me. 49 00:02:33,639 --> 00:02:36,400 Speaker 1: You know me. Quite a few of your motherfucker's know me. 50 00:02:36,919 --> 00:02:40,079 Speaker 1: Y'all have these These were not friends, but but we 51 00:02:40,280 --> 00:02:43,200 Speaker 1: have some type of camaraderie. We have some type of 52 00:02:43,720 --> 00:02:47,800 Speaker 1: line of communication between us where y'all can pick up 53 00:02:47,800 --> 00:02:51,519 Speaker 1: a phone or d M or everybody got my motherfucker 54 00:02:51,639 --> 00:02:54,080 Speaker 1: number where they can say, oh, look, I was thinking 55 00:02:54,080 --> 00:02:57,360 Speaker 1: about doing something like you was doing with the video 56 00:02:57,440 --> 00:02:59,200 Speaker 1: where you do this and where you do that. That 57 00:02:59,360 --> 00:03:01,359 Speaker 1: the new creation it of content that you just made 58 00:03:01,480 --> 00:03:04,600 Speaker 1: up your damn self that I never ever, ever ever 59 00:03:04,760 --> 00:03:08,280 Speaker 1: seen before. UM, help me figure out some ship like that, 60 00:03:08,480 --> 00:03:13,000 Speaker 1: so I don't have to do exactly what you do, 61 00:03:13,720 --> 00:03:17,160 Speaker 1: so I don't have to create a replica of your 62 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:22,280 Speaker 1: exact content. Help me brainstorm, help me do these things. 63 00:03:22,919 --> 00:03:26,640 Speaker 1: Help me. I have no problem with helping anybody. In fact, 64 00:03:27,040 --> 00:03:29,640 Speaker 1: I've written a couple of jokes for a couple of motherfucker's. 65 00:03:29,680 --> 00:03:32,960 Speaker 1: I've helped people get over stage fright. I've helped people 66 00:03:33,440 --> 00:03:36,880 Speaker 1: become numb to the trolls online. I help people bounce 67 00:03:36,960 --> 00:03:40,200 Speaker 1: back from from being canceled and ship. I've helped people 68 00:03:40,280 --> 00:03:43,640 Speaker 1: clap back at motherfucker's who didn't even deserve no clap back. 69 00:03:43,760 --> 00:03:45,400 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, I've grown out of that 70 00:03:45,480 --> 00:03:47,960 Speaker 1: shed a whole lot. Now it's a lot of back 71 00:03:48,040 --> 00:03:50,640 Speaker 1: clapping that I that I would do that I used 72 00:03:50,680 --> 00:03:52,760 Speaker 1: to do. You know what I'm saying, I've grown out 73 00:03:52,840 --> 00:03:55,800 Speaker 1: of doing that ship so much. I really have anything 74 00:03:55,880 --> 00:03:58,680 Speaker 1: to say about anybody else and what the funk they 75 00:03:58,760 --> 00:04:01,560 Speaker 1: do because I don't follow people. I don't see your ship. 76 00:04:01,920 --> 00:04:06,320 Speaker 1: That's why I don't follow people. I don't need nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing. 77 00:04:06,400 --> 00:04:08,520 Speaker 1: I don't need nothing to nobody coming back saying, well, 78 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:10,600 Speaker 1: she stole that video from such and such. Oh man, 79 00:04:10,720 --> 00:04:12,600 Speaker 1: she knew, she knew that Nigga was doing that ship 80 00:04:12,720 --> 00:04:14,600 Speaker 1: like that before she started doing it. Well, she knew 81 00:04:14,680 --> 00:04:17,360 Speaker 1: that she got that from Nah, you ain't gonna never 82 00:04:17,440 --> 00:04:20,039 Speaker 1: be able to say I got nothing from nobody. That's 83 00:04:20,080 --> 00:04:23,400 Speaker 1: what I pride my ship on like rappers. Real rappers 84 00:04:23,600 --> 00:04:26,760 Speaker 1: pride themselves on pushing that pen Nicki Minaj. That's all 85 00:04:26,800 --> 00:04:29,080 Speaker 1: she wanted everybody to know. She wrote everything, everything that 86 00:04:29,160 --> 00:04:32,560 Speaker 1: ever came out mouth and her opinion. She can wrap 87 00:04:32,600 --> 00:04:35,680 Speaker 1: circles around bitches with any topic, on any topic. That's 88 00:04:35,720 --> 00:04:37,800 Speaker 1: how you post to feel. She wants you all to 89 00:04:37,880 --> 00:04:41,320 Speaker 1: know every rapper out there, both male and female, both 90 00:04:41,400 --> 00:04:45,640 Speaker 1: old and young, mumble or realistic, whatever she telling you. 91 00:04:46,320 --> 00:04:48,480 Speaker 1: I wrote everything that came out of my mouth, me 92 00:04:49,160 --> 00:04:51,360 Speaker 1: every single joke I took on stage. You know what 93 00:04:51,400 --> 00:04:53,480 Speaker 1: I'm saying. That comes from my experience, and I didn't 94 00:04:53,480 --> 00:04:55,920 Speaker 1: get jokes from nobody else. I've been accused of stealing jokes. 95 00:04:56,080 --> 00:04:58,359 Speaker 1: Somebody accused me of stealing a joke from Dave Chappelle. 96 00:04:58,880 --> 00:05:01,320 Speaker 1: How the fuck what? I'm still a joke from Dave 97 00:05:01,400 --> 00:05:04,680 Speaker 1: Chappelle and nobody knows it. Like you mean to tell me, 98 00:05:04,839 --> 00:05:08,320 Speaker 1: I would do that willingly and expect for nobody to 99 00:05:08,440 --> 00:05:10,840 Speaker 1: find out. Get the funk out of here. Nah, I 100 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:13,360 Speaker 1: never did that. You know, people are accused of things 101 00:05:13,760 --> 00:05:15,840 Speaker 1: every day, all day. I want you all to know 102 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:19,080 Speaker 1: I created each and every single piece of content on 103 00:05:19,200 --> 00:05:22,359 Speaker 1: my page and YouTube my damn self. I have a brother. 104 00:05:22,760 --> 00:05:25,560 Speaker 1: He's a writer. Name is Desi. He goes on tour 105 00:05:25,640 --> 00:05:27,160 Speaker 1: with me. He opens up for me. He's on his 106 00:05:27,279 --> 00:05:30,480 Speaker 1: own tour now. I helped create lanes for Motherfucker's you 107 00:05:30,480 --> 00:05:32,279 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, And I'm very I'm very humble 108 00:05:32,320 --> 00:05:34,920 Speaker 1: about it. My humility is at an all time high. 109 00:05:35,240 --> 00:05:37,760 Speaker 1: My brother was a writer. He still is, but he 110 00:05:37,880 --> 00:05:40,760 Speaker 1: was a stand up comic for about fifteen years. He 111 00:05:40,880 --> 00:05:42,600 Speaker 1: pushed me into it. He got me wanting to do 112 00:05:42,720 --> 00:05:44,480 Speaker 1: the ship, you know what I'm saying. Him and one 113 00:05:44,520 --> 00:05:47,320 Speaker 1: other guy from Baltimore City got me out of that. 114 00:05:47,800 --> 00:05:50,160 Speaker 1: Now I'm just gonna make videos for now. I'm good. 115 00:05:50,200 --> 00:05:51,520 Speaker 1: I don't want to do to stand up ship. They 116 00:05:51,600 --> 00:05:53,360 Speaker 1: pushed me to go up there. This nigga set with 117 00:05:53,440 --> 00:05:57,760 Speaker 1: me and really helped me structure what a solid hour 118 00:05:57,960 --> 00:06:01,440 Speaker 1: of comedy is. He helped me it shipped into perspective. 119 00:06:01,720 --> 00:06:04,760 Speaker 1: He helped me put my real life down on paper 120 00:06:05,040 --> 00:06:07,680 Speaker 1: so I can look at it. And I realized that 121 00:06:07,760 --> 00:06:09,520 Speaker 1: ain't what I wanted to do. Okay, I don't want 122 00:06:09,520 --> 00:06:11,320 Speaker 1: to write comedy. I just give me a topic and 123 00:06:11,400 --> 00:06:13,760 Speaker 1: I can go off. I'm real good at improv. So 124 00:06:13,960 --> 00:06:17,080 Speaker 1: my brother helped me get into the fucking stand up 125 00:06:17,160 --> 00:06:21,159 Speaker 1: comedy world, and I helped him with the social media lane. 126 00:06:21,400 --> 00:06:23,600 Speaker 1: Like my brother is older, he's in his mid thirties, 127 00:06:23,640 --> 00:06:25,920 Speaker 1: and ship he ain't really know not boy, the social 128 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:28,320 Speaker 1: media I got him making the videos like all right, cool, 129 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:30,640 Speaker 1: you're funny and ships, he go ahead and do that. 130 00:06:31,080 --> 00:06:32,760 Speaker 1: I've did that with a lot of other fucking people 131 00:06:32,800 --> 00:06:35,400 Speaker 1: as well. I've helped a lot of women that shall 132 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:37,320 Speaker 1: biotic is the gold see now, A lot of these 133 00:06:37,400 --> 00:06:40,320 Speaker 1: young ladies helped them structure their material. You know what 134 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:42,320 Speaker 1: I'm saying. No, I don't want to fucking award. No, 135 00:06:42,400 --> 00:06:45,000 Speaker 1: I don't want to fucking cookie. I want some fucking respects. 136 00:06:45,080 --> 00:06:48,040 Speaker 1: Stop stealing my ship. That's just what it is. I'm 137 00:06:48,120 --> 00:06:50,360 Speaker 1: a vet to y'all because y'all gonna listen, and you're 138 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:53,159 Speaker 1: not gonna bash me for speaking my ship. I don't 139 00:06:53,200 --> 00:06:55,120 Speaker 1: feel like I'm better than anybody. I feel like I'm 140 00:06:55,120 --> 00:06:57,640 Speaker 1: in my own fucking lane. I don't want to do 141 00:06:57,839 --> 00:07:01,360 Speaker 1: what everybody else do, So I don't I create trends. 142 00:07:01,560 --> 00:07:05,680 Speaker 1: I create new, fresh comical content that nobody has ever 143 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:09,480 Speaker 1: fucking thought of doing in my generation. I got a 144 00:07:09,520 --> 00:07:11,760 Speaker 1: lot of greats behind me on this ship I do. 145 00:07:12,320 --> 00:07:16,800 Speaker 1: I started recently doing over quarantine comical videos on thoughts, 146 00:07:17,080 --> 00:07:20,320 Speaker 1: what women thinking, as opposed to what we say, what 147 00:07:20,480 --> 00:07:23,520 Speaker 1: women really really want to say to these men, or 148 00:07:23,560 --> 00:07:26,560 Speaker 1: what women really want to say to each other. With 149 00:07:26,960 --> 00:07:30,080 Speaker 1: Barbara's want to say to their clients, what hairstyle is 150 00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:32,560 Speaker 1: want to say to their clients, what kids want to 151 00:07:32,600 --> 00:07:36,200 Speaker 1: say to their parents. I started the whole thoughts ship 152 00:07:36,400 --> 00:07:39,360 Speaker 1: when it comes to comedy. You know what I'm saying. No, 153 00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:43,320 Speaker 1: I didn't invent people thinking. No, I didn't invent people's 154 00:07:43,400 --> 00:07:46,880 Speaker 1: thoughts for the smartasses who's going to dig further into 155 00:07:46,960 --> 00:07:48,920 Speaker 1: what I say and try to pick it apart and 156 00:07:48,960 --> 00:07:51,280 Speaker 1: make something negative out of it. But no, I gonna 157 00:07:51,320 --> 00:07:55,040 Speaker 1: see you. I'm the first motherfucker online to do videos 158 00:07:55,400 --> 00:07:57,920 Speaker 1: with thoughts. Now y'all can say, how do you say that? 159 00:07:58,000 --> 00:08:00,520 Speaker 1: And you don't follow nobody I'm saying at it because 160 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:02,480 Speaker 1: I don't. If I see it, it ain't been done. 161 00:08:02,920 --> 00:08:05,400 Speaker 1: That's exactly how you gotta be these days. It's very 162 00:08:05,560 --> 00:08:10,200 Speaker 1: hard to stand out on a platform where everybody's trying 163 00:08:10,320 --> 00:08:13,800 Speaker 1: to stand out. Do you understand it's very hard being original. 164 00:08:13,880 --> 00:08:17,120 Speaker 1: I get it as hard as it is being original 165 00:08:17,760 --> 00:08:19,840 Speaker 1: in a world where everybody is trying to do the 166 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:23,280 Speaker 1: same ship. To get on, you still gotta dig down 167 00:08:23,440 --> 00:08:26,320 Speaker 1: deep and figure out what you're fucking good at, what 168 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:28,840 Speaker 1: your people want to see you do, what you can 169 00:08:28,920 --> 00:08:31,280 Speaker 1: stand out and do. When I started doing that ship, 170 00:08:31,400 --> 00:08:35,040 Speaker 1: my engagement went up millions. Every video I've put up 171 00:08:35,360 --> 00:08:38,280 Speaker 1: since the middle of Quarantine. When I really really cracked 172 00:08:38,320 --> 00:08:40,880 Speaker 1: down on my content and really started seeing what's missing 173 00:08:40,920 --> 00:08:43,599 Speaker 1: out there, how can I be different? That's when I 174 00:08:43,640 --> 00:08:47,360 Speaker 1: started getting more engagement. My insights increased, YouTube viewers and 175 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:50,440 Speaker 1: subscribers went up. All that ship, more sponsors came out 176 00:08:50,480 --> 00:08:54,480 Speaker 1: the woodwork endorsements, more celebrities, A lists, be list, whatever 177 00:08:54,559 --> 00:08:58,400 Speaker 1: the fuck you know. They started fucking reaching out, networks 178 00:08:58,480 --> 00:09:01,480 Speaker 1: reaching out. Okay, okay, okay, we're gonna give you a show. Here, 179 00:09:01,600 --> 00:09:03,440 Speaker 1: We're gonna give it. Man. If I can give your 180 00:09:03,600 --> 00:09:06,400 Speaker 1: dollar for every time somebody said they would give me 181 00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:10,319 Speaker 1: a show, y'all will have a lot of money. I'm 182 00:09:10,400 --> 00:09:13,120 Speaker 1: just letting you know that. But that's because I created 183 00:09:13,280 --> 00:09:16,240 Speaker 1: something that they liked, something that was that they hadn't 184 00:09:16,320 --> 00:09:21,040 Speaker 1: seen before, especially in this time. I'm a millennial. I am, okay, cool, 185 00:09:21,080 --> 00:09:23,800 Speaker 1: I'm twenty nine, but I'm still considered a millennial by 186 00:09:23,880 --> 00:09:26,559 Speaker 1: these older people who's never seen this ship done the 187 00:09:26,640 --> 00:09:29,240 Speaker 1: way I do it. So it really really fucking hurts 188 00:09:29,320 --> 00:09:32,280 Speaker 1: my feelings and it makes me getting my fucking bag 189 00:09:32,480 --> 00:09:35,360 Speaker 1: and in this mood when I opened up Instagram and 190 00:09:35,440 --> 00:09:39,560 Speaker 1: I see motherfucker's I know doing the same ship I'm doing, 191 00:09:39,760 --> 00:09:41,800 Speaker 1: trying to do the same ship. Now, it was always 192 00:09:41,840 --> 00:09:44,920 Speaker 1: gonna be somebody emulating, okay, and that's what I want 193 00:09:45,000 --> 00:09:48,080 Speaker 1: y'all to understand too. Let's separate the emulators from haters. 194 00:09:48,240 --> 00:09:51,000 Speaker 1: I'm never gonna say somebody's a hater. It's a total 195 00:09:51,920 --> 00:09:56,360 Speaker 1: different definition behind hater, because these people will consider themselves 196 00:09:56,440 --> 00:09:59,720 Speaker 1: to be my associates, like really really cool, but taking 197 00:09:59,800 --> 00:10:02,319 Speaker 1: my ship no no, no, no, no, no, no no no. 198 00:10:02,960 --> 00:10:04,360 Speaker 1: I don't know if this got something to do where 199 00:10:04,360 --> 00:10:06,360 Speaker 1: I'm from, or does it have something to do with 200 00:10:06,440 --> 00:10:09,040 Speaker 1: the way I was raised or how I really am 201 00:10:09,320 --> 00:10:11,840 Speaker 1: and and inside of me. But I don't like that ship. 202 00:10:11,920 --> 00:10:14,520 Speaker 1: That ship, corny, I should have clowned the funk out 203 00:10:15,040 --> 00:10:17,480 Speaker 1: that you can't sit there and create your own lane. 204 00:10:18,040 --> 00:10:20,120 Speaker 1: I don't like it, and I'm very humble, like I 205 00:10:20,200 --> 00:10:22,880 Speaker 1: said before, And y'all know this, if y'all know me 206 00:10:23,040 --> 00:10:25,280 Speaker 1: for real or y'all Day One fans, y'all know how 207 00:10:25,360 --> 00:10:27,520 Speaker 1: humble I am. Y'all know how much should I could 208 00:10:27,559 --> 00:10:30,480 Speaker 1: be talking right now, not doing that for what. I 209 00:10:30,559 --> 00:10:33,160 Speaker 1: don't believe in downing other people to make yourself feel 210 00:10:33,200 --> 00:10:35,800 Speaker 1: good about your success. I don't need to dawn nobody, 211 00:10:36,240 --> 00:10:39,320 Speaker 1: but I don't like seeing that ship. Now. We got 212 00:10:39,400 --> 00:10:41,520 Speaker 1: a commercial, and if you click off this podcast, I 213 00:10:41,600 --> 00:10:45,439 Speaker 1: swear I'm gonna beat your ass. Listen, And with that 214 00:10:45,520 --> 00:10:47,720 Speaker 1: being said, ain't no, just fix my mess today, because 215 00:10:47,720 --> 00:10:49,760 Speaker 1: I'm the one with the mess right now. I'm the 216 00:10:49,800 --> 00:10:51,720 Speaker 1: one with the mess. I need somebody to make sense 217 00:10:51,800 --> 00:10:55,520 Speaker 1: of all this bullshit. Okay, I'm the one. No, Listen, 218 00:10:55,559 --> 00:10:58,720 Speaker 1: We're gonna get into the current news. Soldier Boy prime example. 219 00:10:59,040 --> 00:11:04,000 Speaker 1: Every time this boy, this man tweets about his accomplishments, 220 00:11:04,440 --> 00:11:08,960 Speaker 1: how far he's bought our generations, and how he's supposed 221 00:11:08,960 --> 00:11:12,480 Speaker 1: to get more flowers right now, and how he's supposed 222 00:11:12,480 --> 00:11:15,080 Speaker 1: to get more recognition for the ship that he's created. 223 00:11:15,120 --> 00:11:22,040 Speaker 1: He's created trends, music beats, memes, fucking flows, and ad 224 00:11:22,320 --> 00:11:25,559 Speaker 1: lives and certain ship that other rappers take and didn't 225 00:11:25,559 --> 00:11:28,880 Speaker 1: give him credit for. Now, Listen, the internet tears this 226 00:11:29,040 --> 00:11:32,160 Speaker 1: man down every time he gives his self flowers. But 227 00:11:32,240 --> 00:11:34,040 Speaker 1: who the fun gonna give him to him? If we 228 00:11:34,120 --> 00:11:36,640 Speaker 1: ain't giving it to him him? Now when he died, 229 00:11:36,880 --> 00:11:40,000 Speaker 1: everybody's gonna be bumping Soldier Boy, tell him or what 230 00:11:40,080 --> 00:11:42,360 Speaker 1: kiss me? There? All the ship that he's trying to 231 00:11:42,440 --> 00:11:46,120 Speaker 1: tell y'all that he started, he invented FaceTime, believe it, 232 00:11:46,400 --> 00:11:49,480 Speaker 1: believe it? FaceTime? What out when that song came out? 233 00:11:49,920 --> 00:11:52,040 Speaker 1: A lot of ship Drake has done. Okay, got from 234 00:11:52,080 --> 00:11:54,480 Speaker 1: Soldier Boy, all right? A lot of ship out, a 235 00:11:54,559 --> 00:11:56,600 Speaker 1: lot of a lot of these fucking rappers. Did they 236 00:11:56,640 --> 00:11:58,880 Speaker 1: need to pay homage to Soldier Boy? That's all he's saying. 237 00:11:59,559 --> 00:12:02,600 Speaker 1: But they may feel because he's younger than they are, 238 00:12:02,880 --> 00:12:05,679 Speaker 1: or you know, they made it a little further or 239 00:12:05,720 --> 00:12:08,480 Speaker 1: a lot further than he did. They don't need to 240 00:12:08,600 --> 00:12:10,959 Speaker 1: give nobody no recognition, you know what I'm saying. That's 241 00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:13,640 Speaker 1: how a lot of people feel online as well. You 242 00:12:13,679 --> 00:12:16,319 Speaker 1: could be a small fraud in your own city, local, whatever. 243 00:12:16,720 --> 00:12:19,199 Speaker 1: Somebody can be bigger than you. Here's some ship that 244 00:12:19,280 --> 00:12:22,720 Speaker 1: you're doing take it, not pay you for it, don't 245 00:12:22,760 --> 00:12:25,600 Speaker 1: recognize you for it, don't even say, hey, yo, look 246 00:12:26,040 --> 00:12:27,559 Speaker 1: let me buy that off you, let me buy that 247 00:12:27,640 --> 00:12:29,720 Speaker 1: joke off you. Look what you think if I start 248 00:12:29,760 --> 00:12:31,800 Speaker 1: doing the videos like this or you know what I'm saying. 249 00:12:32,120 --> 00:12:35,400 Speaker 1: And then when they ship had a blog or something, 250 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:38,959 Speaker 1: or when somebody recognized and see the bigger person doing it, 251 00:12:39,200 --> 00:12:43,240 Speaker 1: they feel like, oh, ship, they created this. Nah, this 252 00:12:43,320 --> 00:12:46,319 Speaker 1: ship came from a whole another person. Just like in 253 00:12:46,400 --> 00:12:49,120 Speaker 1: the rap industry or with music or whatever, we keep 254 00:12:49,160 --> 00:12:52,320 Speaker 1: saying these people coming out like, Yo, this person stole 255 00:12:52,400 --> 00:12:54,960 Speaker 1: a song from me, what the fuck uh? This person 256 00:12:55,040 --> 00:12:57,960 Speaker 1: stole this rap from me, man or this person stole 257 00:12:58,080 --> 00:13:01,600 Speaker 1: U outdea from me. And then we as the fucking 258 00:13:01,679 --> 00:13:03,959 Speaker 1: people I'm gonna say we because I'm a part of 'all. 259 00:13:04,160 --> 00:13:07,800 Speaker 1: We're looking at how big the star is. Stars still 260 00:13:07,880 --> 00:13:11,520 Speaker 1: as well, Yeah, they do. Influence is still rappers, still, 261 00:13:12,120 --> 00:13:16,400 Speaker 1: it happens in every industry. People still wraps, people still flows, 262 00:13:16,559 --> 00:13:19,320 Speaker 1: people still beats and act like it's there's just because 263 00:13:19,360 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 1: they got a bigger name. You know, people still ideas 264 00:13:22,480 --> 00:13:25,560 Speaker 1: of films. I know a filmmaker in l A who's 265 00:13:25,640 --> 00:13:29,360 Speaker 1: from the d n V right now. This person will 266 00:13:29,400 --> 00:13:31,839 Speaker 1: get ideas from people at home and ship like that, 267 00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:35,160 Speaker 1: then take them back to Hollywood like like he made 268 00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:37,520 Speaker 1: the ship. You feeling me like you did this ship. 269 00:13:38,000 --> 00:13:41,200 Speaker 1: You ain't do this ship. You're going back because ain't 270 00:13:41,240 --> 00:13:43,920 Speaker 1: nobody credible enough at home that you're still in these 271 00:13:44,000 --> 00:13:47,440 Speaker 1: fucking ideas from to really make a case and exposure 272 00:13:47,600 --> 00:13:51,360 Speaker 1: asks for stealing their work. That happens everywhere. I just 273 00:13:51,480 --> 00:13:54,400 Speaker 1: wore a jacket not too long ago. Shout out the 274 00:13:54,480 --> 00:13:56,880 Speaker 1: fly Kid and why that's his name, or I G 275 00:13:57,520 --> 00:14:00,880 Speaker 1: that's a black owned designer. He's from New York. He's 276 00:14:01,000 --> 00:14:05,000 Speaker 1: had so many people try to steal his design. You know, 277 00:14:05,200 --> 00:14:08,079 Speaker 1: I was wearing a jacket which was a replica of 278 00:14:08,240 --> 00:14:11,480 Speaker 1: his ship. He didn't even drop the official jacket. It's 279 00:14:11,559 --> 00:14:15,319 Speaker 1: people that that's still I'm talking about places where we 280 00:14:15,400 --> 00:14:18,079 Speaker 1: shot that. Every day that we spend top dollar on. 281 00:14:18,480 --> 00:14:23,240 Speaker 1: Louis still Gucci, still all the motherfucker's still shop Akira. 282 00:14:23,520 --> 00:14:27,560 Speaker 1: They stole fly Kid in wise design and started putting 283 00:14:27,560 --> 00:14:29,680 Speaker 1: it on jackets and remaking jackers and ship and they 284 00:14:29,720 --> 00:14:31,880 Speaker 1: sold it. Now he sued them. They wanted they were 285 00:14:31,880 --> 00:14:34,880 Speaker 1: supposed to see and desist any and everything. All merchandise 286 00:14:34,920 --> 00:14:36,880 Speaker 1: you'll can't sell them are so what they did they 287 00:14:37,080 --> 00:14:39,560 Speaker 1: sold the ship to still make money off of it 288 00:14:39,600 --> 00:14:41,280 Speaker 1: and ain't in their store, it's not on their website. 289 00:14:41,400 --> 00:14:44,120 Speaker 1: But they sold the rest of the replicas to other 290 00:14:44,200 --> 00:14:46,280 Speaker 1: boutiques and ship to still make money off the ship. 291 00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:49,360 Speaker 1: Why the fuck you just can't sit down in your 292 00:14:49,440 --> 00:14:53,480 Speaker 1: house and just think, think why you can't hire an 293 00:14:53,600 --> 00:14:55,760 Speaker 1: artist to draw some shut up? Why you can't like 294 00:14:55,920 --> 00:14:59,560 Speaker 1: motherfucker's just it's it kills you to be original. And 295 00:14:59,640 --> 00:15:02,600 Speaker 1: then now of the days, people ain't happy with originality. 296 00:15:02,680 --> 00:15:06,120 Speaker 1: People get bored with originality, like Megan. When Megan first 297 00:15:06,200 --> 00:15:08,960 Speaker 1: came out, everybody loved it. They was on every freestyle, 298 00:15:09,120 --> 00:15:14,040 Speaker 1: every video, every song, every hit, every picture, every Turk video, everything. 299 00:15:14,160 --> 00:15:16,960 Speaker 1: Y'all loved this woman, this woman with man. We all 300 00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:20,120 Speaker 1: loved the like love it. I still do, everybody. A 301 00:15:20,120 --> 00:15:22,560 Speaker 1: lot of people still do. But it's like y'all love 302 00:15:22,680 --> 00:15:25,280 Speaker 1: people until the novelty wears out on you. It's like 303 00:15:25,400 --> 00:15:28,560 Speaker 1: y'all want people to be successful, but not too successful. 304 00:15:28,880 --> 00:15:32,040 Speaker 1: The Shorty really really started getting out there. She collaborated 305 00:15:32,080 --> 00:15:33,720 Speaker 1: with the Baby, which I think that is the most 306 00:15:33,840 --> 00:15:37,120 Speaker 1: dopest collaboration that we've heard in years is The Baby 307 00:15:37,200 --> 00:15:39,480 Speaker 1: and Mega Stallion and y'all even saying that shit about him, 308 00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:42,000 Speaker 1: same him. Everybody loved him when he came out. Now 309 00:15:42,240 --> 00:15:45,480 Speaker 1: is oh my god? Our song sounded like, Oh my god, 310 00:15:45,560 --> 00:15:48,120 Speaker 1: that's her original flow. And ain't no other bit y'aut 311 00:15:48,160 --> 00:15:49,880 Speaker 1: here that sound like her. You know what I'm saying. 312 00:15:49,920 --> 00:15:51,680 Speaker 1: That's her flow, just like you know Nikki, when you 313 00:15:51,800 --> 00:15:54,920 Speaker 1: hear Nikki song, you ain't gotta listen past three seconds 314 00:15:54,960 --> 00:15:57,720 Speaker 1: to no here. That's Niggy, you know, it's Megan. That's 315 00:15:57,760 --> 00:16:00,840 Speaker 1: her flow, that's her original flow. She got that texas, 316 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:04,920 Speaker 1: that deep that yeah, like, that's her. That's that's who 317 00:16:05,000 --> 00:16:09,160 Speaker 1: she is. The Baby. You can understand everything this this nigga, 318 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:12,000 Speaker 1: say his cadence, everything about him. Yeah, a lot of 319 00:16:12,040 --> 00:16:14,160 Speaker 1: his songs sounded like a lot of Mega songs sounded 320 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:17,360 Speaker 1: like But that's their original style of rapping. That's who 321 00:16:17,440 --> 00:16:20,800 Speaker 1: they are, the Megoes that will never be another fucking Megos. 322 00:16:20,840 --> 00:16:23,160 Speaker 1: They call them the Black Beetles, that's what they call them. No, 323 00:16:23,360 --> 00:16:27,160 Speaker 1: they are the Megos. They've created a sound that's original. 324 00:16:27,760 --> 00:16:30,680 Speaker 1: Nobody's sound like I don't given how mad Gucci Man 325 00:16:30,800 --> 00:16:34,080 Speaker 1: get or how mad Future Man. Y'all niggas cannot sound 326 00:16:34,200 --> 00:16:36,560 Speaker 1: like the Three Men. Yeah, it's nobody out here that 327 00:16:36,640 --> 00:16:39,000 Speaker 1: can do that. It's like they got rock and roll rap, 328 00:16:39,120 --> 00:16:40,960 Speaker 1: like they rock stars. That's that, you know what I'm saying. 329 00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:43,080 Speaker 1: They got their own They got their own fucking sound. 330 00:16:43,600 --> 00:16:47,000 Speaker 1: That's who they are. That's original. Everybody complaining about them 331 00:16:47,280 --> 00:16:49,560 Speaker 1: or their music sound the same too. That's their original 332 00:16:49,640 --> 00:16:52,280 Speaker 1: fucking sound. So that's why in my line of work, 333 00:16:52,720 --> 00:16:56,160 Speaker 1: I love to keep creating and keep sitting down in 334 00:16:56,240 --> 00:16:58,600 Speaker 1: the duck and I keep saying this ship because that 335 00:16:58,800 --> 00:17:02,000 Speaker 1: is what puts me into a meditative state where I 336 00:17:02,160 --> 00:17:04,760 Speaker 1: can create. I go sit in the room, I send 337 00:17:04,800 --> 00:17:06,680 Speaker 1: ash with my mother. I will send the dog to 338 00:17:06,760 --> 00:17:09,359 Speaker 1: a goddamn kennel. I don't give a fuck. I don't 339 00:17:09,400 --> 00:17:12,280 Speaker 1: want my boyfriend around me. I don't want or whoever 340 00:17:12,320 --> 00:17:14,280 Speaker 1: I'm talking to at the time don't come around me. 341 00:17:14,359 --> 00:17:16,720 Speaker 1: I don't need my none of my two three friends 342 00:17:16,800 --> 00:17:19,120 Speaker 1: to be around me. Whatever. I go sit my ass 343 00:17:19,240 --> 00:17:22,760 Speaker 1: in the dark TV off. I talked to God, I pray, 344 00:17:23,200 --> 00:17:25,520 Speaker 1: and then I just I smoke a blunt and then 345 00:17:25,600 --> 00:17:28,639 Speaker 1: I start getting right because that ship flows when I'm hire, 346 00:17:28,760 --> 00:17:30,560 Speaker 1: it is what it is. That's how I sat and 347 00:17:30,600 --> 00:17:33,160 Speaker 1: I thought about doing the videos about what we think 348 00:17:33,240 --> 00:17:35,600 Speaker 1: as opposed to what we say, and like I said, 349 00:17:35,680 --> 00:17:38,240 Speaker 1: that brings me back to this, everybody can do it. 350 00:17:38,320 --> 00:17:40,600 Speaker 1: If I can do it, everybody can do that ship 351 00:17:40,720 --> 00:17:43,639 Speaker 1: create something that ain't never been done before or niggas 352 00:17:43,680 --> 00:17:46,240 Speaker 1: ain't seen in decades and decades and decades. And I'm saying, 353 00:17:46,520 --> 00:17:49,520 Speaker 1: go back and watch old comedy, see if you can 354 00:17:49,680 --> 00:17:53,720 Speaker 1: stem something from there, not still, but stem because sometimes 355 00:17:53,880 --> 00:17:56,920 Speaker 1: when you watch somebody you can kind of like emulate them, 356 00:17:57,200 --> 00:17:59,359 Speaker 1: but it may be another idea that you may get 357 00:17:59,440 --> 00:18:02,359 Speaker 1: to that other person didn't didn't tackle. But see, I 358 00:18:02,400 --> 00:18:04,200 Speaker 1: don't need to do that. I don't need to do that. 359 00:18:04,280 --> 00:18:07,120 Speaker 1: That's for people who cannot be original. That's for people 360 00:18:07,160 --> 00:18:09,640 Speaker 1: who can't sit down and figure out ways to do ship. 361 00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:12,199 Speaker 1: There's a tip right there that you can be different. 362 00:18:12,440 --> 00:18:14,440 Speaker 1: You know, go back and watch some old ship from 363 00:18:14,480 --> 00:18:16,840 Speaker 1: the seventies the eighties and ship. That ship is still there. 364 00:18:17,320 --> 00:18:20,840 Speaker 1: Recreate something you know, but don't do what the fun 365 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:23,520 Speaker 1: somebody doing right now with this day and age, that 366 00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:26,240 Speaker 1: ship gets watered down. Like when when they just started 367 00:18:26,280 --> 00:18:28,080 Speaker 1: trying to do the jest with the mess baby. No, 368 00:18:28,359 --> 00:18:30,320 Speaker 1: hell no, it's saying it ain't gonna work. I don't 369 00:18:30,320 --> 00:18:31,920 Speaker 1: give a funk if I stopped doing it the day. 370 00:18:32,200 --> 00:18:33,800 Speaker 1: If you're gonna do it, you better do it right, 371 00:18:33,960 --> 00:18:37,840 Speaker 1: because better believe it ain't touching my ship. Period. Bitches 372 00:18:37,880 --> 00:18:40,520 Speaker 1: whore doing the motherfucking thought videos, niggas who doing the 373 00:18:40,600 --> 00:18:43,320 Speaker 1: thoughts videos, you better do it the funk right because 374 00:18:43,359 --> 00:18:45,560 Speaker 1: they ain't touching my ship. You know what I'm saying. 375 00:18:46,040 --> 00:18:48,040 Speaker 1: I don't like that ship, and it is what it is. 376 00:18:48,520 --> 00:18:52,639 Speaker 1: Now let's kick it over to a brief break. Another thing. 377 00:18:53,160 --> 00:18:56,160 Speaker 1: I work very, very fucking hard. A lot of y'all 378 00:18:56,200 --> 00:18:58,000 Speaker 1: can attest to this as well. Y'all haven't seen me 379 00:18:58,119 --> 00:19:00,680 Speaker 1: on TV since I did the show. Real, that's been 380 00:19:00,720 --> 00:19:03,399 Speaker 1: three years, three hard fucking years of me trying to 381 00:19:03,520 --> 00:19:06,359 Speaker 1: get back there. I'm just letting y'all in on my world, 382 00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:09,720 Speaker 1: on my life. That ship. That's hard for me. It's 383 00:19:09,760 --> 00:19:12,280 Speaker 1: hard for other actresses as well. It ain't just me, 384 00:19:12,560 --> 00:19:14,640 Speaker 1: but I'm letting y'all know because it's my ship. It's 385 00:19:14,720 --> 00:19:18,600 Speaker 1: harders ship being told no, no, no, no, it is 386 00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:20,560 Speaker 1: to that that is to that. You know, you take 387 00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:23,080 Speaker 1: acting classes and then you try to you know it. 388 00:19:23,520 --> 00:19:26,440 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying it. It ain't about real 389 00:19:26,600 --> 00:19:29,720 Speaker 1: fucking talent anymore. It's not about that. It's about who 390 00:19:29,800 --> 00:19:31,520 Speaker 1: you know and who can't give you a chance because 391 00:19:31,520 --> 00:19:33,720 Speaker 1: you're gonna make their ratings go high. And then sometimes 392 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:36,879 Speaker 1: it ain't even about that. It's about, oh, this motherfucker's 393 00:19:36,920 --> 00:19:39,160 Speaker 1: hotter than this motherfucker' so let me put this motherfucker 394 00:19:39,240 --> 00:19:42,520 Speaker 1: on first, even though I promise this bit of show, 395 00:19:42,840 --> 00:19:44,760 Speaker 1: let me put her to the side and get this 396 00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:47,800 Speaker 1: motherfucker because he he got platinum records. What the fuck 397 00:19:48,440 --> 00:19:50,600 Speaker 1: this think? I don't even act, it's a rapper. What 398 00:19:50,720 --> 00:19:53,040 Speaker 1: the fun is going on here? It's certain ship that 399 00:19:53,080 --> 00:19:55,159 Speaker 1: I need y'all to read in between lines for. So 400 00:19:55,280 --> 00:19:58,480 Speaker 1: that's why I am creating my own ship, because ain't 401 00:19:58,480 --> 00:20:00,399 Speaker 1: nobody gonna take you serious until you get it serious 402 00:20:00,400 --> 00:20:02,879 Speaker 1: about your damn self. You feel me, You have to 403 00:20:03,040 --> 00:20:05,639 Speaker 1: invest like that, just for the mess, just for the 404 00:20:05,680 --> 00:20:07,480 Speaker 1: me's supposed to have been on TV. It's so many 405 00:20:07,600 --> 00:20:11,119 Speaker 1: motherfucking celebrities and networks that reached out and oh I 406 00:20:11,200 --> 00:20:13,280 Speaker 1: got you. Yeah, we're gonna okay, so we want to 407 00:20:13,359 --> 00:20:14,920 Speaker 1: turn this into this, turn this too it now. I 408 00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:17,280 Speaker 1: wanted to stay the same. No, I wanted to stay 409 00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:18,520 Speaker 1: the same. And if you don't like it, I'm gonna 410 00:20:18,520 --> 00:20:20,560 Speaker 1: take it elsewhere because I know how big it can be. 411 00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:23,280 Speaker 1: I know the potential behind just with the mess. It 412 00:20:23,320 --> 00:20:25,280 Speaker 1: could be a sketch show, it could be a talk show, 413 00:20:25,359 --> 00:20:26,760 Speaker 1: it could be a whole lot of things. But it's 414 00:20:26,760 --> 00:20:28,680 Speaker 1: gonna be what I wanted to be, not what y'all 415 00:20:28,720 --> 00:20:30,800 Speaker 1: wanted to be. You know what I'm saying in terms 416 00:20:30,840 --> 00:20:33,439 Speaker 1: of network, you know, in terms of celebrities, who who's 417 00:20:33,480 --> 00:20:35,800 Speaker 1: offered deals for this ship? You feel me they're not 418 00:20:35,840 --> 00:20:37,400 Speaker 1: gonna water it down and make it what the funk 419 00:20:37,440 --> 00:20:39,160 Speaker 1: they want to make it. That's just not what I'm 420 00:20:39,200 --> 00:20:41,679 Speaker 1: not having it. That's just what that is. I cannot 421 00:20:41,800 --> 00:20:44,440 Speaker 1: do that. That's my precious work. I created that ship. 422 00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:47,200 Speaker 1: That's how most of y'all know me by that. I 423 00:20:47,240 --> 00:20:49,359 Speaker 1: would never sell it so cheap. I would never let 424 00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:51,960 Speaker 1: nobody water it down. It ain't the same. So I 425 00:20:52,080 --> 00:20:55,800 Speaker 1: put money into an actual production, putting a production behind it. 426 00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:58,040 Speaker 1: It was cool. It didn't do the numbers that I 427 00:20:58,200 --> 00:21:00,600 Speaker 1: expected it for it to be because y'all like your real, real, 428 00:21:00,680 --> 00:21:02,960 Speaker 1: short and intimate. I try to do something different. I'm 429 00:21:03,200 --> 00:21:07,760 Speaker 1: trying new ways to reinvent myself. When I showed that 430 00:21:07,880 --> 00:21:10,399 Speaker 1: I put actual money into it, that it was on 431 00:21:10,480 --> 00:21:13,680 Speaker 1: an actual set, it was shot with actual production cameras 432 00:21:13,760 --> 00:21:16,400 Speaker 1: and all that ship, that's when I started getting the calls, 433 00:21:16,920 --> 00:21:18,520 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, we we want to put this 434 00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:21,960 Speaker 1: on and yeah we're trying to the yeah we wanna. Yeah, 435 00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:25,800 Speaker 1: So listen, that's great and all, but I'm letting y'all 436 00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:28,480 Speaker 1: know that that's what I mean by investing in yourself, 437 00:21:28,560 --> 00:21:31,480 Speaker 1: showing motherfucker's that you're serious. That's why you gotta work 438 00:21:31,560 --> 00:21:35,600 Speaker 1: extra fucking hard because social media has watered everybody down. 439 00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:40,240 Speaker 1: Social media is the reason that people don't take you serious. 440 00:21:40,440 --> 00:21:42,800 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Whether it's a network, a 441 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:47,040 Speaker 1: big celebrity, your fans, whatever, your family, whatever, that is 442 00:21:47,359 --> 00:21:51,360 Speaker 1: what it has done to the industry, watering shipped down. 443 00:21:51,960 --> 00:21:54,240 Speaker 1: Because when the last time nigga's don't watched the movies, 444 00:21:54,359 --> 00:21:55,920 Speaker 1: When the last time you have got caught up on 445 00:21:56,040 --> 00:21:58,200 Speaker 1: your favorite show, When is the last time you didn't 446 00:21:58,200 --> 00:22:00,320 Speaker 1: flick through some channels? Not because all you one as 447 00:22:00,359 --> 00:22:03,040 Speaker 1: being on your phone. When's the last time you watched 448 00:22:03,080 --> 00:22:05,720 Speaker 1: the whole episode of anything? A whole episode of the 449 00:22:05,760 --> 00:22:08,680 Speaker 1: reality shows? Why do I need to do that? If? If, 450 00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:12,560 Speaker 1: if I'm if I follow a blog that post clip 451 00:22:12,640 --> 00:22:14,520 Speaker 1: after clip after clip, might as gonna say I watched 452 00:22:14,520 --> 00:22:17,320 Speaker 1: the whole goddamn show, And if you read through enough comments, 453 00:22:17,400 --> 00:22:21,320 Speaker 1: you watch the goddamn show. So I'm not waiting for 454 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:23,440 Speaker 1: anybody to put me on TV anymore. I've come to 455 00:22:23,520 --> 00:22:25,359 Speaker 1: that conclusion. You have to create, and you have to 456 00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:27,800 Speaker 1: put money into it, and you gotta shoot your own 457 00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:30,119 Speaker 1: ship and just be able to take it. You gotta 458 00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:33,240 Speaker 1: bake the cake. You can't just have the ingredients waiting 459 00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:35,080 Speaker 1: for somebody to help you to bake it. You gotta 460 00:22:35,119 --> 00:22:37,879 Speaker 1: get the ingredients, mix it up, bake it, prepare it, 461 00:22:37,960 --> 00:22:39,880 Speaker 1: put the ice and on it, put it in a container, 462 00:22:40,080 --> 00:22:42,199 Speaker 1: and then take it to a motherfucker and if they 463 00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:45,200 Speaker 1: buy it, that's what it is. Because everybody after the 464 00:22:45,320 --> 00:22:48,240 Speaker 1: same ship, and everybody will fill your head up. Yo. 465 00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:50,639 Speaker 1: They will make you think that you the best. They 466 00:22:50,680 --> 00:22:53,119 Speaker 1: will make you think that you got something to they 467 00:22:53,680 --> 00:22:56,160 Speaker 1: and your poise, and they will make you think, oh yeah, 468 00:22:56,200 --> 00:22:58,040 Speaker 1: you got this. We're gonna give you this way, and 469 00:22:58,119 --> 00:23:00,159 Speaker 1: then they don't, And that's a slap in the is 470 00:23:00,240 --> 00:23:02,119 Speaker 1: that ship on my back, you know what I mean? 471 00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:04,840 Speaker 1: So you gotta create, You gotta create. I don't want 472 00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:08,240 Speaker 1: y'all to think that I'm mad, I'm bitter. No, I'm not. 473 00:23:09,200 --> 00:23:11,840 Speaker 1: I'm passionate about the ship that I create. I'm passionate 474 00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:15,480 Speaker 1: about my fucking work, about my business as everybody else 475 00:23:15,520 --> 00:23:18,119 Speaker 1: should be. You understand what I'm saying. That's what I'm 476 00:23:18,160 --> 00:23:21,480 Speaker 1: passionate about. And it's gonna remain that way. It's gonna 477 00:23:21,560 --> 00:23:23,399 Speaker 1: remain that fucking way when I go up and I 478 00:23:23,480 --> 00:23:26,159 Speaker 1: accept these awards for these movies and these TV shows 479 00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:30,840 Speaker 1: that are soon to be mine, all mine, all mine. 480 00:23:31,600 --> 00:23:35,520 Speaker 1: Y'all gonna remember why I vented today. You know, I 481 00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:37,760 Speaker 1: want y'all to remember that, not that I just want 482 00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:39,840 Speaker 1: to be the only one doing something fun. No, there 483 00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:44,040 Speaker 1: ain't never been the case. And on that note, I'm 484 00:23:44,040 --> 00:23:46,240 Speaker 1: gonna end this episode. I want you all to know 485 00:23:46,320 --> 00:23:48,720 Speaker 1: I love y'all just like y'all love me, And keep 486 00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:51,800 Speaker 1: on subscribe and keep on following, and keep on believing 487 00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:54,159 Speaker 1: in me. Could trust me. I'm gonna show y'all it 488 00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:58,000 Speaker 1: was worth believing in me, And on that note, got 489 00:23:58,080 --> 00:24:00,960 Speaker 1: your ass. Nick could shut the fuck up. I've been 490 00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:04,159 Speaker 1: I'm hit on my cash so you bought my hustle. 491 00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:09,760 Speaker 1: I've been stop. I don't do no nothing getting money 492 00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:14,159 Speaker 1: like the Snapping Carefully Reckless is a production of I 493 00:24:14,320 --> 00:24:17,479 Speaker 1: heart Radio and The Black Effect. 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