WEBVTT - Christmas in August

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<v Speaker 1>Wind Downs with Janet Kramer and Michael Coffin and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>her radio podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, what's up. It's Jana and Easton. Hey, winding down

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<v Speaker 2>from New Iberia, Louisiana. Did you ever think you'd ever

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<v Speaker 2>come to New Iberia.

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<v Speaker 3>I never thought my career would take me here. It's

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<v Speaker 3>it's an unreal experience.

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<v Speaker 2>So I am in obviously New Iberia, Louisiana. And if

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<v Speaker 2>you guys have been following me, I booked a lifetime

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<v Speaker 2>Christmas movie. It's called Christmas in Louisiana. I'm really excited.

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<v Speaker 2>It's been a lot of fun. It's been it's been

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of long hours, but it's been incredible. I've

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<v Speaker 2>truly enjoyed, you know, getting back to work and acting

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<v Speaker 2>and you know, just being on set. And so obviously

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<v Speaker 2>we do not want to miss a wind down Monday.

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<v Speaker 2>So I made sure that we were able to get

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<v Speaker 2>Easton here to be able to record a podcast together.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, he's like, where are we going? Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>Are we going to like, you know, Park City, Utah?

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<v Speaker 2>Or are we going to like Hawaii? And I'm like, no, baby,

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<v Speaker 2>New Iberia, Louisiana. But it's actually a really cute quaint

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<v Speaker 2>town and all, like all the shops have put up

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<v Speaker 2>Christmas decorations on main Street, so it looks really cute.

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<v Speaker 3>It's crazy, the whole town transformed into this winter wonderland

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<v Speaker 3>and ninety five degree. It's great.

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<v Speaker 4>It's hot.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so hot, yeah, crazy hot. But luckily today we're inside.

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<v Speaker 2>And I just took Easton on his first movie set

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<v Speaker 2>and funny thing happened. So I was holding, well, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>let you explain it, Easton.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, Janet took me on to the set, and

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<v Speaker 3>she's such a pro. She's like, here you go stand

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<v Speaker 3>in here. I'm gonna go do my thing. She walks

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<v Speaker 3>out in front of the cameras and I'm watching it

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<v Speaker 3>through the monitors and looks cool because it looks like

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<v Speaker 3>a movie, you know, like like I feel like I'm

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<v Speaker 3>already watching Lifetime Vision Woman and and I see, uh,

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<v Speaker 3>Jana is in this. You know, there's like four different

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<v Speaker 3>cameras on her. She's in the shot and she's on

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<v Speaker 3>her phone and we were just hanging out by backstage.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess that's you know, we were hanging hanging out

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<v Speaker 2>in the holding area.

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<v Speaker 3>We're in the holding are hanging out and like we

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<v Speaker 3>were just on our phones, and so I thought she

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<v Speaker 3>was continuing like like while they're because they're still setting

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<v Speaker 3>up the shot and everything, she's on her phone. And

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<v Speaker 3>then they call rehearsal and she's still on her phone,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm like, oh, I mean, I know Jana is

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<v Speaker 3>like first on the call. She here, She's being pretty

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<v Speaker 3>cavalier with this. So and then they start rolling and

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<v Speaker 3>like it's like they call action, they do the whole

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<v Speaker 3>clapboard thing, and Jana's like still on her phone and

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, oh my god, like like did she know

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<v Speaker 3>he started?

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<v Speaker 2>And Easton's like starts freaking out and he's about to

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<v Speaker 2>be like, Janna, Jenna your phone.

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<v Speaker 3>I was going to text you and say I think

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<v Speaker 3>they're rolling, but.

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<v Speaker 2>And so he got in the car and he's like, hey,

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<v Speaker 2>so On were you were you supposed to have your

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<v Speaker 2>phone in that scene, because you know, you were on

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<v Speaker 2>your phone. I was like, that was the whole part

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<v Speaker 2>of the scene.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm understanding now, Yeah, you were like supposed to be

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<v Speaker 3>like texting or somebody.

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<v Speaker 2>It was supposed to be texting, and then my mom

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<v Speaker 2>was supposed to come up, and I was supposed to,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, be like I'm preoccupied, mom, But it was

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<v Speaker 2>just so funny. It's like, you know, you were saying

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<v Speaker 2>there you didn't know what was going on, thinking they

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<v Speaker 2>were probably man, she's like a little like not professional,

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<v Speaker 2>like on her phone.

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<v Speaker 3>Was that your actual phone?

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<v Speaker 2>No, they give you. They don't let you have your

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<v Speaker 2>own phone. Okay, so it's a stunt because it probably

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<v Speaker 2>would distract you too much. But yeah, no, it's a

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<v Speaker 2>it's like a it's a set phone. Props. Well, they

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<v Speaker 2>say props phone.

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<v Speaker 3>That's the thing.

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<v Speaker 2>He the biz name the movie the Biz. Yeah, when

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<v Speaker 2>they say the Biz. The breakup Sarah, Sarah, my girl,

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<v Speaker 2>Sara would have got that.

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<v Speaker 3>I saw the breakup too. I'm very disappointed myself. So good.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what's funny though, I kind of want to

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<v Speaker 2>Sarah almost s Gretzky instagrammed a clip from the breakup,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's funny because then that to Instagram. I know

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<v Speaker 2>this scene is very famous.

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<v Speaker 4>I I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>He's like, you know, I want I want you to

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<v Speaker 2>want to do the dishes. Gary, He's like, why would

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<v Speaker 2>I want to do the dishes? It's not about you

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<v Speaker 2>wanting to do the dishes, Gary, it's about you wanting

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<v Speaker 2>to help me, and so I just have always loved

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<v Speaker 2>that scene. But it's so true. It's so true, and

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<v Speaker 2>it's fascinating because it's I mean, it's not like we

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<v Speaker 2>want to be doing the dishes.

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<v Speaker 3>No, no, you don't, not at all.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you help your wife?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, yes, I do.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>We talked about this the other day though, that there's

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<v Speaker 3>a did. I did something for her right before I

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<v Speaker 3>left to come to New Iberia, and she she was

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<v Speaker 3>thanking me profuse, like I had bought her a gift.

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<v Speaker 3>And I saw it as like, oh, this should have

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<v Speaker 3>just been like, oh great, thanks, but she was acting

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<v Speaker 3>like it was the greatest thing ever I got. I

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<v Speaker 3>got her wedding dress cleaned. It's been we haven't gotten

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<v Speaker 3>clean since we got married two years ago.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh that's so thoughtful.

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<v Speaker 3>See, I thought it's been it's been an errand I've

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<v Speaker 3>been putting off for months in the back of my head,

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<v Speaker 3>so like I felt like, oh man, I've been really

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<v Speaker 3>dropping the ball, like I should have done this a

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<v Speaker 3>long time ago. But there's stuff like that will happen,

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<v Speaker 3>and I think that, like I don't know, I just

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<v Speaker 3>like sometimes I think like, oh, I should be helping

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<v Speaker 3>out more so this doesn't seem like a miraculous thing

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<v Speaker 3>that like I did something.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, it's interesting what we see and then what

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I just always find it so fascinating.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like Mike and I do a pretty good

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<v Speaker 2>job with things around the house. I know we've talked

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<v Speaker 2>about it before, but by the way, Mike is home

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<v Speaker 2>right now with Jolie. I decided to take Jase. The

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<v Speaker 2>entire time, I wanted to take Jolie, but you know,

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<v Speaker 2>she's just got like her routine and everything, and it's just,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I don't want to get her out of that.

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<v Speaker 2>But she is coming this next week, so I'm really

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<v Speaker 2>really excited to have her. And then Mike will be

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<v Speaker 2>on next week's episode, so that'll be nice to have

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<v Speaker 2>him because I haven't seen him in a few weeks

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<v Speaker 2>being out here. But yeah, and then I'm really excited

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<v Speaker 2>because I have just really gotten close with my grandma

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<v Speaker 2>on this movie. We've created such a like an amazing

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<v Speaker 2>like is Kinship Award, Yeah it is. I just feel

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<v Speaker 2>like we connect on such a different level. And So

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<v Speaker 2>her name is Dee Wallace and she is the mom

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<v Speaker 2>from E T. I mean, if you look her up.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean her, she's been in so much stuff. I

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<v Speaker 3>looked at me earlier.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like one hundred and eighty something films and TV

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<v Speaker 2>shows she's been in. She's she's just incredible, and she's

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<v Speaker 2>got a ton of stories, especially working with Steven Spielberg

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<v Speaker 2>and just life and love and loss. H and so

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<v Speaker 2>I'm really excited to have her come in the trailer

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<v Speaker 2>whenever we're because we're actually working right now. This is

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<v Speaker 2>in between takes. We are doing this. That's because how

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<v Speaker 2>much I love y'all. So yeah, so I'm excited to

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<v Speaker 2>have her come in the trailer and do a little interview.

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<v Speaker 2>But before I want to take a quick break, I

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<v Speaker 2>think something else too. That is something I'm kind of

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<v Speaker 2>dealing with right now, is well two things. I have

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<v Speaker 2>really bad mom guilts, obviously like other moms do, But

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<v Speaker 2>I also am struggling so bad with anxiety that I

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<v Speaker 2>honestly think I might have to up my medicine. And

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want to, like I feel it's making me

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<v Speaker 2>sad because I don't want to. I don't know, don't

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want to rely on something. But at the

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<v Speaker 2>same time, I feel so anxious all the time. Now,

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<v Speaker 2>and I don't know if that's because and this is

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<v Speaker 2>like I don't mean to go and I don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to go dark, but at the same time, Okay, So

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<v Speaker 2>we got to New Iberia like a week and a

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<v Speaker 2>half ago, two weeks ago, and we went to Target

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<v Speaker 2>and I was totally fine in the car ride and

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<v Speaker 2>I was with Jace and the nanny, and then I

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<v Speaker 2>just finally hired an assistant because with everything I'm doing

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<v Speaker 2>on socials and the Wine Down Tour, which by the way,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll you know what's tell you guys about, but just

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<v Speaker 2>everything else that's kind of going on, I just I

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<v Speaker 2>really feel like I need some extra help because I

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<v Speaker 2>just feel a little overwhelmed. And so we're in the

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<v Speaker 2>car and everything was fine. I was totally good, and

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<v Speaker 2>then we go to Target, and all of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 2>I just have this massive anxiety attack, and I like,

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<v Speaker 2>I just, you know, Lauren and Kylie they're sweet girls,

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<v Speaker 2>but I, you know, I get so embarrassed when I

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<v Speaker 2>have anxiety attacks. So I kind of just what I

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<v Speaker 2>do is I just shut down. And I was just

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<v Speaker 2>like I had a total plan. I wanted to get

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<v Speaker 2>Jolie Barbad Barbie Dolls, I wanted to get her, like

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<v Speaker 2>I had a whole list. I wanted, you know, stuff

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<v Speaker 2>because she's coming. You know, I want to make sure

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<v Speaker 2>Jolie has all her things, and I want to surprise

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<v Speaker 2>her with this big dollhouse. And you know, I wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to get Jason food and and you know, I wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to get some there was it was like one of

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<v Speaker 2>those super targets. Yeah, so you know, I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, I want to get strawberries and great so whatever.

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<v Speaker 2>And I go in there and I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what, I'm just gonna Amazon all of it.

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<v Speaker 2>And they're like what, oh, yep, I'm just gonna I

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<v Speaker 2>just I don't know, I just want to Amazon all

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<v Speaker 2>of It's it's fine. And this was We drove about

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<v Speaker 2>thirty five minutes to a Target because it's in Lafayette,

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<v Speaker 2>and they were like, okay, I thought you wanted to

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<v Speaker 2>come here. I was like I do. I just I

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<v Speaker 2>just I now am deciding that it's just easier to

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<v Speaker 2>just go on Amazon and I'm just gonna I'm just

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<v Speaker 2>gonna get Barbie dolls. And they're like, okay, all right, yeah, well,

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<v Speaker 2>let's just get the at least the things for Jason'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>mm okay, And then I started to really dissect it.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, all right, well, I've always had anxiety, I

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<v Speaker 2>get that, but what else was it? And it was

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<v Speaker 2>because of the shootings? Oh yeah, I was like I

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<v Speaker 2>I the second I got there. I cause it was

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<v Speaker 2>because two days before that, I read something about how

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<v Speaker 2>the mom and dad were protecting their baby that just died.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, and I'm not trying to go like, but

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just like, I grabbed Jay so tight because I'd

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<v Speaker 2>first put him in the in the parking or in

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<v Speaker 2>the in the cart, and then I grabbed him really

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<v Speaker 2>fast when I get in there, and I was just

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<v Speaker 2>like and I started looking around and I was just

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<v Speaker 2>and and I thought it was just my normal anxiety.

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<v Speaker 2>But then I realized where my anxiety was coming from.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, like, how do you not think of that

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<v Speaker 3>now when you go to when you go to a

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<v Speaker 3>place like that.

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<v Speaker 2>But it's like you shouldn't live in fear. But at

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<v Speaker 2>the same time, now I'm like, oh my god, that

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<v Speaker 2>is totally where it came from. Because I'm like, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>in a city I don't know, and I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know these people around and I'm like, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's honestly, it's anywhere, even if even if it's

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm like if they do it at a Walmart

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<v Speaker 2>and at a church and at a movie theater, I

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<v Speaker 2>mean the list, I mean, it's just like goes on

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<v Speaker 2>and on. I'm like, I don't feel safe to even

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<v Speaker 2>go to a flipping target.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, in my in my life because I'm a

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a white male, I've had a lot of privilege

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<v Speaker 3>in my life, Like I've never had to worry about anything,

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<v Speaker 3>and I always think like, oh that that stuff never

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<v Speaker 3>happens to me. I'll never bring uh my wife. And

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<v Speaker 3>I went and saw Elvis Costello the other night, and

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<v Speaker 3>where's at the Greek Theater in la And I was

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<v Speaker 3>like looking around and ye clocking guys like that guy's

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<v Speaker 3>acting weird. And then it's like, Okay, if something goes down,

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<v Speaker 3>where am I going to go? And it's like it's

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<v Speaker 3>just crazy that that you have to think that way now,

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<v Speaker 3>and uh, and I totally understand feeling like that type

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<v Speaker 3>of intense anxiety from doing that, and like someone like

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<v Speaker 3>you that already struggles with anxiety, like my god, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>like that's going to happen more.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just I just felt like almost helpless. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>if something happens, I mean, I was holding him where

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<v Speaker 2>it was like I can protect him and if I

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<v Speaker 2>get shot, he'll be like, he'll be okay. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>that is what's going through my head. It's so effed up. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm like, but I'm like, well, I don't. I

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<v Speaker 2>know it's also good not to live in fear, but

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, how how can I how can we not

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<v Speaker 2>exactly because I know, I'm sorry, I don't need to

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<v Speaker 2>like bring it down. I'm just like I'm really struggling

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<v Speaker 2>with that because I'm like, I don't want to leave

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<v Speaker 2>my house now. I protect my children, you know, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>or so that I don't die and then they don't

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<v Speaker 2>have a mom.

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<v Speaker 3>It's it's crazy. I don't know. I don't know what

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<v Speaker 3>the answer is, because you can't you can't just stay

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<v Speaker 3>home all day. But and you don't want to have

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<v Speaker 3>it totally affect your life like that, But also how

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<v Speaker 3>can you not think of that?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>You know it's because before it's like, oh, well, I

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<v Speaker 3>you know that happens at a that could happen at

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<v Speaker 3>a bar. With a disgruntled person, but like, no, now

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<v Speaker 3>it's at Walmart, like everywhere. It's happening everywhere.

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<v Speaker 2>I know. I didn't mean to like bring it down.

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<v Speaker 2>I just was like, that's where it's just another layer

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<v Speaker 2>of anxiety now where I'm just like, man, this is

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<v Speaker 2>just I just I don't know what the answer is.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not I don't even want to get to like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want to get political because I have a

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<v Speaker 2>gun and I would like to keep my gun, but again,

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<v Speaker 2>I just to protect myself and my children and my family.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, I mean, I think there's certain things we

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<v Speaker 2>can do, but at the same time, I don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to get into it, yeah, because I just I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>But I just know that I'm curious what how you

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<v Speaker 2>guys are reacting, and what you guys think and what

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<v Speaker 2>and what how you guys feel about going to public

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<v Speaker 2>places and what you do and how you think of it,

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<v Speaker 2>because I don't know what it is. Sometimes when I

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<v Speaker 2>think about death and I believe and I love you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I believe in God, and I believe in heaven, and

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<v Speaker 2>I believe all those things. But when I start to

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<v Speaker 2>really truly think about it, I go down this rabbit

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<v Speaker 2>hole where it's just like, but my kids are they

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<v Speaker 2>going to be okay? And then they're not? And like

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, but if I go to I'm like, it's

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<v Speaker 2>just like rabbit holes.

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<v Speaker 3>Me.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. Help me, guys, I'm asking for help.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you guys do? What's the email East and

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<v Speaker 2>give it to them?

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<v Speaker 3>Wind down at iHeartRadio dot com.

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<v Speaker 2>Wind down at iHeartRadio dot com. I promise I'll bring

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<v Speaker 2>it up after this, guys. I just had to let

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<v Speaker 2>y'all in on why if anyone saw me in Target

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<v Speaker 2>and Lafayette while I ran out of there terrified. And

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<v Speaker 2>Lafayat's a great area too, you think, oh yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 2>it's it was a whole Foods right next door. Like

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm like, hey, you never.

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<v Speaker 3>Know when you when you perform concerts, does that go

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<v Speaker 3>through your head?

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<v Speaker 2>It didn't until so one girl I think she was

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<v Speaker 2>on the voice something.

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<v Speaker 3>I think she got Christina Grimy.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>That was terrifying.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And then I played Route ninety one the year before

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<v Speaker 2>the shooting. Oh my god, terrifying because I'm like, wow,

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<v Speaker 2>but no, there are definitely times I with I'm on stage.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean even here on set, I'm just like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>where am I going to duck? Where am I going

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<v Speaker 2>to go? It's so it's so disturbing that that's like

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<v Speaker 2>where our minds have to go to. Or maybe it's

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<v Speaker 2>just mine.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think it is because no, do you see

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<v Speaker 2>that outbreak at that mall where everyone started like it

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<v Speaker 2>was a massive like stampede because people thought there was

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<v Speaker 2>an active shooter. Yeah, people are just so heightened now.

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<v Speaker 3>I saw a video from New York Times Square on

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I'm honored you as the only thing.

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<v Speaker 2>That I'm really upset about, though, is the fact that

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<v Speaker 2>me let me tell you, guys, my first stop with

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<v Speaker 2>d Okay, So, I've obviously been a fan of yours

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<v Speaker 2>for a very very very long time. You were beautiful,

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<v Speaker 2>You're an amazing actress. I just I just love you.

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<v Speaker 2>So when I found out that you were playing my Grandma,

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<v Speaker 2>I about crap myself, Like, I was so excited, and

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<v Speaker 2>I just, you know, they always say to not I

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<v Speaker 2>get scared to meet the people that I that I've

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<v Speaker 2>watched and grown up with and loved, because what if

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<v Speaker 2>you were a complete b you know.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I do know. I've been there. Yeah, I was

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<v Speaker 4>with them, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm like, okay, well here's the thing I'm going

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<v Speaker 2>to just I'm like, okay, my favorite thing is wine,

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<v Speaker 2>So I hope she loved wine. And then I'm thinking, God,

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<v Speaker 2>what is She's an alcoholic? And I go to her

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<v Speaker 2>door and then I give her a bottle of wine

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<v Speaker 2>and she's like, I'm an alcohol you know, or just something.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, she's gonna hate me the rest of the time.

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<v Speaker 4>We shoot.

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<v Speaker 2>So anyways, I d was in the hallway and I

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<v Speaker 2>knew she was there. And I went up to you

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<v Speaker 2>and I gave I was like, hey, I know, coming

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<v Speaker 2>to New Iberia is kind of crazy. It's a very

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<v Speaker 2>small town. I'm ordering food, so I got you some food,

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<v Speaker 2>got you happy. But then the cherry on top was

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<v Speaker 2>then I brought you the red wine.

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<v Speaker 4>Ohmg, you were in like baby like.

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<v Speaker 2>And she basically said, will you marry me? And I

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<v Speaker 2>was just like, from that moment on is when I

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<v Speaker 2>knew that we were going to be best friends. I

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<v Speaker 2>just love it. No, but you've just been incredible to work.

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<v Speaker 4>But we just have a heart connection.

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<v Speaker 2>We do for sure, and I want to talk about

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<v Speaker 2>that because you say you do a lot of healing

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<v Speaker 2>work and we haven't been able to touch on it

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<v Speaker 2>on set. So that's why I'm glad that I got

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<v Speaker 2>to steal you away from set. Oh wow to talk

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<v Speaker 2>about it. Where did that come from? And when did

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<v Speaker 2>you know you had that innate ability to be able

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<v Speaker 2>to not only heal, but to have that that feeling

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<v Speaker 2>and that to recognize it.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, we all have it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not some big mysterious thing. The inner information of

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<v Speaker 1>to hold your intention to get it and ask for

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<v Speaker 1>it and be open to it.

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<v Speaker 4>And when I was a.

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<v Speaker 1>Little girl, I would get hits like one time, my

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<v Speaker 1>and I was around eight or nine years old, Kansas City,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was very very close to my grandmother, who

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<v Speaker 1>raised me for a lot of my life because we

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<v Speaker 1>were poor and my mom had to work all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>And I woke my mother up and I said, something's

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<v Speaker 1>wrong at Grandma's house. And God bless my mother. She

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<v Speaker 1>got up and we went in and called to Grandma,

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<v Speaker 1>and Grandma didn't answer, so oh no. We got in

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<v Speaker 1>the car and we drove over there and the cat

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<v Speaker 1>had gotten up on the stove and turned all the

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<v Speaker 1>gas on, and Grandma was in her bedroom and just

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<v Speaker 1>hadn't heard the telephone, but the place was filling up

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<v Speaker 1>with the gash.

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<v Speaker 4>So we all get little messages like that.

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<v Speaker 1>You've all had those thoughts where I should call blah blah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and then you either do or you don't,

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<v Speaker 1>and then you go, gosh, darn it.

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<v Speaker 4>And I wish i'd called blah blah. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Walked by my neighbors two months ago and I won

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<v Speaker 1>When you know, I should really go see Francis. I

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<v Speaker 1>really kind of feel a calling to go see how

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<v Speaker 1>she's doing.

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<v Speaker 4>She died two days later.

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<v Speaker 1>So we all get the messages, we just don't listen,

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<v Speaker 1>and if we listen, we kind of let them go.

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<v Speaker 1>So now I ask for the messages intentionally. And it

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<v Speaker 1>all started actually when again when my husband of eighteen

0:21:47.359 --> 0:21:51.040
<v Speaker 1>years passed away suddenly, and I kind of dropped my

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<v Speaker 1>knees and I said, I don't want to be pissed

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<v Speaker 1>off and I don't want to be a victim. I

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<v Speaker 1>want a way we can heal ourselves. And I really

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<v Speaker 1>believe that's what in the Good Book it means by asking,

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<v Speaker 1>you receive, because literally within thirty seconds I got my

0:22:09.560 --> 0:22:13.480
<v Speaker 1>first message, which was use the light within yourself to

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<v Speaker 1>heal yourself. So I've just been learning and expanding on

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<v Speaker 1>that for twenty five years.

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<v Speaker 2>And you were on set when he found out about that.

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<v Speaker 2>What about your husband of eighteen years?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was in Newfoundland shooting the Newfoundland No New Zealand,

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<v Speaker 1>Hellooundland was a whole other different movie, New Zealand shooting

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<v Speaker 1>the Frighteners, Okay, and he had a heart attack and

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<v Speaker 1>I flew back and they did the angioplasty.

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<v Speaker 4>He was fine. They were holding filming, so he said.

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<v Speaker 1>Honey, I'm fine, I'm going home tomorrow, go back, and

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<v Speaker 1>I did. And four days later he got up and

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<v Speaker 1>a blood clot hit his heart and he was gone.

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<v Speaker 4>And my baby found him, my little girl. Yeah my.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, I mean, oh gosh, yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. So you know, you can imagine.

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<v Speaker 1>So I flew back home again, put on his party service,

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<v Speaker 1>took my kid and my nanny and we flew back

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<v Speaker 1>and I finished the film.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, yeah, damn.

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<v Speaker 1>But that's really when it started opening everything up. I

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<v Speaker 1>had one of the largest acting studios in Los Angeles

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<v Speaker 1>at the time, and I would be watching scenes and

0:23:43.920 --> 0:23:51.320
<v Speaker 1>get slammed with information, just slammed with information. And so

0:23:51.560 --> 0:23:54.879
<v Speaker 1>all my students' lives started to change. They started to

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<v Speaker 1>book jobs, find mates that they'd been looking for for ever.

0:24:01.080 --> 0:24:03.399
<v Speaker 1>Then their parents wanted me to work with them, and

0:24:03.440 --> 0:24:05.800
<v Speaker 1>then their friends, and now I've got clients all over

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<v Speaker 1>the world.

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<v Speaker 2>So what are you doing? That's that's what I want

0:24:07.760 --> 0:24:11.359
<v Speaker 2>to lead into. Where can my listeners basically, where are

0:24:11.440 --> 0:24:12.879
<v Speaker 2>you doing this? Where are you spreading or do you

0:24:12.880 --> 0:24:15.280
<v Speaker 2>hold workshops? Is it the email that you showed me.

0:24:15.640 --> 0:24:19.439
<v Speaker 1>I do hold workshops and I do speak, but I

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<v Speaker 1>do private sessions all over the world every day when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not shooting. You know, it's the dichotomy of d

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<v Speaker 1>I do horror films and then I and then I

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<v Speaker 1>heal people from fear. Go figure it works for me.

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<v Speaker 1>But you can book a private session at I am

0:24:42.720 --> 0:24:47.000
<v Speaker 1>am I AMD Wallace dot com and just email me

0:24:47.760 --> 0:24:54.399
<v Speaker 1>through there incredibly powerful sessions and you can ask the channel.

0:24:54.760 --> 0:24:57.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm a clare Audiant channel, which means I hear message

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<v Speaker 1>and sometimes they get pictures too. Sometimes I don't call

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<v Speaker 1>myself a medium, but a lot of times I talk

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<v Speaker 1>to the other side too.

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<v Speaker 4>Wow.

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<v Speaker 2>So I just think that's fascinating. I really do, because

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<v Speaker 2>I believe in it, and I think there's.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you can't deny.

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<v Speaker 1>You cannot deny what comes through when person after person

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, because you know, the channels say it

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<v Speaker 1>happened at three years old with your dad, what happened,

0:25:28.720 --> 0:25:31.520
<v Speaker 1>and then the tears come and it's like, oh my god,

0:25:31.560 --> 0:25:34.520
<v Speaker 1>that's when my baby brother was born, or that's when

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<v Speaker 1>so and so died, or you know, And I think

0:25:38.440 --> 0:25:43.359
<v Speaker 1>I shared with you too that because I want to

0:25:43.400 --> 0:25:45.679
<v Speaker 1>share this with the listeners because I think it's so

0:25:46.840 --> 0:25:52.600
<v Speaker 1>important for us to get some insight into what's running us.

0:25:52.840 --> 0:25:56.040
<v Speaker 1>Is that the way we see ourselves in the world

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<v Speaker 1>and the way we see the world seeing us, it

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<v Speaker 1>is all set in stone by the time we're seven

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<v Speaker 1>years old.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I remember you saying that on set.

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<v Speaker 1>So if you really want to know what's running you

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<v Speaker 1>and why you can't get on top of it, go

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<v Speaker 1>back and see what was taught to you verbally, what

0:26:16.840 --> 0:26:21.200
<v Speaker 1>was modeled to you that's a big one, or what

0:26:21.280 --> 0:26:26.240
<v Speaker 1>you erroneously put together that's probably incorrect, you know when

0:26:26.240 --> 0:26:26.879
<v Speaker 1>you were little.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Oh man, I love that. Can I get a

0:26:31.119 --> 0:26:34.080
<v Speaker 2>private reading later? I will pay for it. I will

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<v Speaker 2>email you.

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<v Speaker 4>I will I keep telling you come on over, to

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<v Speaker 4>come on over to my room.

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<v Speaker 3>Baby.

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<v Speaker 4>I know you do.

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<v Speaker 2>Know. It's funny because we were talking about how eystemes.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like I get really close to things, especially

0:26:45.920 --> 0:26:48.480
<v Speaker 2>with work, and then it doesn't end up. But I

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<v Speaker 2>think it's because I'm I'm holding myself back.

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<v Speaker 4>We're all holding ourselves back the world.

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<v Speaker 2>How do you break free from that? Though, Because it's like,

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<v Speaker 2>even when I want to talk about that, like I

0:26:57.880 --> 0:26:59.720
<v Speaker 2>can't because I'll just start crying because I know I'm

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<v Speaker 2>doing it. It's like I know what I'm doing and

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<v Speaker 2>I can't stop it.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes you can, but how well.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't find the how if you say you can't,

0:27:13.720 --> 0:27:21.080
<v Speaker 1>So I can find what's running me. I can heal myself.

0:27:21.600 --> 0:27:25.240
<v Speaker 1>I can be my own truth. You know, we spend

0:27:25.240 --> 0:27:28.600
<v Speaker 1>most of our lives saying I don't know, So there's

0:27:28.600 --> 0:27:31.520
<v Speaker 1>no way your brain's going to find out if you

0:27:31.680 --> 0:27:37.800
<v Speaker 1>keep directing it not to know. Yeah, and what most

0:27:37.840 --> 0:27:41.720
<v Speaker 1>people don't get see, we're all energy. Everything's energy. We

0:27:41.800 --> 0:27:44.560
<v Speaker 1>learned that in fifth grade, guys. And energy has to

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<v Speaker 1>have direction.

0:27:45.880 --> 0:27:46.600
<v Speaker 4>It has to.

0:27:48.440 --> 0:27:51.520
<v Speaker 1>Most of us are allowing our energy to be directed

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<v Speaker 1>by other people's thoughts, other people's comments, other people's belief

0:27:57.280 --> 0:28:03.800
<v Speaker 1>systems and perceptions, including religion, whatever religion you were brought

0:28:03.880 --> 0:28:06.520
<v Speaker 1>up with by the time you were seven years old,

0:28:08.000 --> 0:28:11.800
<v Speaker 1>past lives, things that are passed down.

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<v Speaker 4>To us genetically.

0:28:13.160 --> 0:28:18.160
<v Speaker 1>And my channel has a really interesting take on genetics

0:28:19.320 --> 0:28:23.359
<v Speaker 1>because according to my channel, and I have never known

0:28:23.440 --> 0:28:25.880
<v Speaker 1>my channel to be wrong yet.

0:28:25.760 --> 0:28:27.520
<v Speaker 4>Of all the private sessions I've done.

0:28:27.680 --> 0:28:34.880
<v Speaker 1>Ever, my channel says that genetics is just an idea

0:28:37.080 --> 0:28:40.400
<v Speaker 1>that we've all said, Okay, I'll buy into that that

0:28:40.480 --> 0:28:41.440
<v Speaker 1>runs in the family.

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<v Speaker 4>I'll accept that.

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<v Speaker 1>But if we truly are the directors of our own energy,

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<v Speaker 1>which we are, because nobody else is going to choose

0:28:49.880 --> 0:28:53.720
<v Speaker 1>our thoughts for us, nobody else is going to choose

0:28:54.160 --> 0:28:58.160
<v Speaker 1>how we want to feel or experience things, We're all

0:28:58.320 --> 0:29:02.920
<v Speaker 1>at choice about those things, and that choice is your freedom.

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<v Speaker 4>Or your Hell.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey Men's sister he no, on set, she'd go, that's

0:29:09.920 --> 0:29:13.720
<v Speaker 2>always when we know before they say and camera and

0:29:13.720 --> 0:29:18.840
<v Speaker 2>and action, that last last be okay, I just have

0:29:18.920 --> 0:29:21.160
<v Speaker 2>to switch gears, just like a little teeny weeny bit.

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<v Speaker 2>So obviously, you know you had a I mean you have.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean how many you and Barry were talking about it?

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<v Speaker 2>One hundred and eighty three.

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<v Speaker 4>No, two hundred. I just passed my two hundred movie.

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<v Speaker 2>That's incredible.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know when that happened.

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<v Speaker 2>No, but that's that's incredible. I mean, what do you

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<v Speaker 2>out of all the films and TV shows that you've done, obviously,

0:29:43.840 --> 0:29:46.480
<v Speaker 2>do you think people are know you most from ET

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<v Speaker 2>or is that what the what's usually the you know?

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's a toss up between e T and

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<v Speaker 1>Kujo and the Howling Okay.

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<v Speaker 4>If I go to Disneyland, for sure, it's et.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know, I go to a horror convention, it's

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<v Speaker 1>all Kujo.

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<v Speaker 3>In the Hawling.

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<v Speaker 2>What's been your favorite project you've worked on to work on?

0:30:09.000 --> 0:30:09.040
<v Speaker 1>What?

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<v Speaker 2>No, what's the favorite like of those two hundred, What

0:30:12.080 --> 0:30:14.280
<v Speaker 2>has been your favorite Kujo Kuja?

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<v Speaker 4>Hands down?

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<v Speaker 1>I just think I went as far as I could go,

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<v Speaker 1>as honestly as I could get there. And in a

0:30:22.120 --> 0:30:27.000
<v Speaker 1>project like that, that's not easy because you, by the

0:30:27.120 --> 0:30:33.480
<v Speaker 1>very genre, you want to overdo and overact and over

0:30:33.640 --> 0:30:40.640
<v Speaker 1>dramatize the the emotion instead of always going for the

0:30:40.760 --> 0:30:45.360
<v Speaker 1>truth and allowing that to then blossom in the most

0:30:45.480 --> 0:30:49.360
<v Speaker 1>real way that it can. I mean, obviously, I will

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<v Speaker 1>always be indebted to the universe for bringing me et.

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<v Speaker 1>I cannot tell you the number of stories that I

0:30:57.480 --> 0:31:00.560
<v Speaker 1>have where that film has changed people lives.

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<v Speaker 2>But you've also have nightmares of the E T Phone

0:31:04.320 --> 0:31:06.400
<v Speaker 2>Home that people like me come up to you and say,

0:31:07.080 --> 0:31:09.520
<v Speaker 2>E T Phone home. No you did not, Yes I did.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm sorry. Oh MG, oh MG, listeners MG.

0:31:15.320 --> 0:31:17.880
<v Speaker 2>Don't walk up to d Wallins and say E T

0:31:18.080 --> 0:31:20.840
<v Speaker 2>Phone home. Okay, take it from me. Not the right

0:31:20.840 --> 0:31:24.680
<v Speaker 2>thing to do. I love you so much though, because

0:31:24.680 --> 0:31:26.840
<v Speaker 2>you were an open book. I mean the second we started,

0:31:27.640 --> 0:31:29.760
<v Speaker 2>the second we started talking about how many marriages we

0:31:29.880 --> 0:31:31.800
<v Speaker 2>both had together, I mean that's I was like, this

0:31:32.040 --> 0:31:36.280
<v Speaker 2>is my lady, I just what have you learned the

0:31:36.280 --> 0:31:39.280
<v Speaker 2>most out out of love and your experiences with love

0:31:39.320 --> 0:31:42.040
<v Speaker 2>and the relationships that you've had, Because you know me,

0:31:42.120 --> 0:31:46.280
<v Speaker 2>I came and crying today in the trailer because I'm

0:31:46.640 --> 0:31:49.000
<v Speaker 2>you know, what have you learned? What's the best piece

0:31:49.000 --> 0:31:51.640
<v Speaker 2>of advice that you can I think the.

0:31:51.600 --> 0:31:52.640
<v Speaker 4>Biggest thing.

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<v Speaker 1>That screws this up in relationships is that we can

0:31:59.760 --> 0:32:02.840
<v Speaker 1>taue you to look for the other person to define

0:32:02.880 --> 0:32:13.600
<v Speaker 1>who we are, and we continue to let their needs

0:32:13.680 --> 0:32:23.440
<v Speaker 1>and their feelings and their well belief systems instruct us

0:32:24.360 --> 0:32:30.560
<v Speaker 1>as to what's okay with us. And I think if

0:32:32.360 --> 0:32:36.600
<v Speaker 1>if everybody could go okay, I'm going to become the

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<v Speaker 1>most complete, balanced, centered me that I can be, and

0:32:45.000 --> 0:32:50.280
<v Speaker 1>then I'm going to attract someone who's complete and balanced,

0:32:51.440 --> 0:32:57.680
<v Speaker 1>and then in both our completeness, we don't complete each other,

0:32:58.760 --> 0:33:03.920
<v Speaker 1>but we create a complete relationship. I think that's the

0:33:03.960 --> 0:33:09.320
<v Speaker 1>biggest challenge for all of us, especially women, because you know,

0:33:09.480 --> 0:33:12.440
<v Speaker 1>God forbid we eat an apple and the snake comes.

0:33:12.880 --> 0:33:17.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean, we've been inundated, right with the fact that

0:33:17.080 --> 0:33:20.520
<v Speaker 1>we're second class citizens since the beginning of time.

0:33:21.800 --> 0:33:23.560
<v Speaker 2>Have you seen any change in that though?

0:33:25.720 --> 0:33:30.959
<v Speaker 4>Well? Sure, I mean, you know, piecemeal, piecemeal.

0:33:32.040 --> 0:33:36.920
<v Speaker 1>The suffragettes got us the vote, and now we've got

0:33:36.960 --> 0:33:41.800
<v Speaker 1>the hashtag me too moment, and I think more and

0:33:41.880 --> 0:33:46.560
<v Speaker 1>more and more women are claiming they're right. I mean,

0:33:46.640 --> 0:33:49.640
<v Speaker 1>you know what, thirty forty years ago, we didn't even

0:33:49.840 --> 0:33:55.320
<v Speaker 1>have the right to go to college. What Yeah, most women, No, No,

0:33:55.960 --> 0:34:01.240
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't accepted, wasn't accepted socially everybody. You were supposed

0:34:01.280 --> 0:34:03.560
<v Speaker 1>to get married, have the babies, clean the house, and

0:34:03.600 --> 0:34:03.840
<v Speaker 1>have the.

0:34:03.840 --> 0:34:05.160
<v Speaker 4>Dinner ready at six o'clock.

0:34:05.480 --> 0:34:11.400
<v Speaker 1>And I'm not saying that there's anything wrong or less

0:34:12.239 --> 0:34:17.959
<v Speaker 1>for that life, but not to have the choice. See,

0:34:17.960 --> 0:34:22.080
<v Speaker 1>when you take choice away from people, what.

0:34:22.120 --> 0:34:25.759
<v Speaker 2>You're like see when yeah, she's rev up.

0:34:26.000 --> 0:34:31.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, when you take choice away from people, you screw

0:34:31.920 --> 0:34:38.240
<v Speaker 1>with consciousness. And then and consciousness doesn't just create itself.

0:34:38.280 --> 0:34:43.840
<v Speaker 1>It's not something that's just there. You define your consciousness.

0:34:43.880 --> 0:34:48.399
<v Speaker 1>You choose how conscious you want to be. And if

0:34:48.400 --> 0:34:53.000
<v Speaker 1>somebody takes your choice away from you, which is everywhere

0:34:53.040 --> 0:34:58.080
<v Speaker 1>in our world right now? That limits you from your

0:34:58.120 --> 0:35:00.840
<v Speaker 1>self creation and that's not okay.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, I I one hundred percent agree with you

0:35:04.840 --> 0:35:08.120
<v Speaker 2>on that for sure. Where do you want to what

0:35:08.320 --> 0:35:11.040
<v Speaker 2>would you want to do next? Like do what's your

0:35:11.120 --> 0:35:13.400
<v Speaker 2>dream role? What's your Have you already done it? Are

0:35:13.440 --> 0:35:15.000
<v Speaker 2>you kind of just loving where you're at where you're

0:35:15.000 --> 0:35:17.120
<v Speaker 2>at now, or is there something that you haven't done

0:35:17.200 --> 0:35:18.000
<v Speaker 2>yet that you want to do.

0:35:19.640 --> 0:35:24.680
<v Speaker 1>I want to play a none that's really tormented and

0:35:24.719 --> 0:35:27.200
<v Speaker 1>searching about her faith and what the truth is. I've

0:35:27.239 --> 0:35:29.839
<v Speaker 1>always wanted to play that part. Don't ask me.

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<v Speaker 4>Why I don't it. It's interesting.

0:35:34.760 --> 0:35:37.640
<v Speaker 1>I kind of have faith running in and out through

0:35:37.680 --> 0:35:41.840
<v Speaker 1>my family pattern. This kind of sums up my family.

0:35:42.080 --> 0:35:46.680
<v Speaker 1>My older brother was a Methodist minister and he worked

0:35:46.719 --> 0:35:50.480
<v Speaker 1>his way through seminary shooting pictures for Playboy. That's kind

0:35:50.480 --> 0:35:53.960
<v Speaker 1>of sums up my entire family right there, Die echotomy.

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<v Speaker 1>I have just commissioned an awesome script for my daughter,

0:36:03.160 --> 0:36:05.359
<v Speaker 1>Gabrielle Stone and myself.

0:36:04.880 --> 0:36:07.200
<v Speaker 2>Who By the way, Gabrielle Stone, her daughter, has a

0:36:07.200 --> 0:36:11.320
<v Speaker 2>book out. It's fantastic. It's called Eat Prey hashtag FML

0:36:11.520 --> 0:36:15.440
<v Speaker 2>and great story about her life and relationships. It's it's

0:36:15.840 --> 0:36:17.839
<v Speaker 2>so great. So you guys definitely go check that out

0:36:17.840 --> 0:36:18.160
<v Speaker 2>as well.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you for that. Of course, we're having a love moment.

0:36:21.920 --> 0:36:22.600
<v Speaker 4>We are.

0:36:26.360 --> 0:36:29.840
<v Speaker 1>But it's a road trip, a mother daughter road trip,

0:36:29.960 --> 0:36:33.320
<v Speaker 1>and all kinds of weird things happen. You don't really

0:36:33.360 --> 0:36:36.080
<v Speaker 1>know what's going on. I'm telling her, Yeah, go sleep

0:36:36.080 --> 0:36:38.839
<v Speaker 1>with that guy. And I brought some coke. You've never

0:36:38.880 --> 0:36:42.520
<v Speaker 1>tried it to have some, you know. And and little

0:36:42.520 --> 0:36:46.400
<v Speaker 1>by little, by little, you find out that we're on

0:36:46.440 --> 0:36:50.600
<v Speaker 1>a road trip to Portland for an assisted suicide because

0:36:50.640 --> 0:36:51.880
<v Speaker 1>she's dying of cancer.

0:36:52.400 --> 0:36:53.360
<v Speaker 4>Oh my heart.

0:36:53.600 --> 0:37:02.840
<v Speaker 1>But it's a beautiful, wow, beautiful, poetic, funny, heart wrenching scripts.

0:37:03.800 --> 0:37:06.839
<v Speaker 4>And so that's my that's my big goal. You know.

0:37:06.920 --> 0:37:14.440
<v Speaker 1>We've we've really been focused for a few months now

0:37:14.560 --> 0:37:19.200
<v Speaker 1>on springing her book and you know, making a success

0:37:19.280 --> 0:37:27.120
<v Speaker 1>out of that. She also is a director and has

0:37:27.160 --> 0:37:32.640
<v Speaker 1>an option on a best selling internet book called Spilled Milk.

0:37:32.520 --> 0:37:37.000
<v Speaker 2>Oh Awesome, which is a true story.

0:37:36.600 --> 0:37:42.719
<v Speaker 1>About a young woman who was sexually molested by her

0:37:42.760 --> 0:37:48.120
<v Speaker 1>father for years and gave herself up for that to

0:37:48.320 --> 0:37:53.040
<v Speaker 1>protect her other siblings. And in high school, her counselor

0:37:54.000 --> 0:37:56.120
<v Speaker 1>talked her into bringing him to court and he was

0:37:56.200 --> 0:37:58.640
<v Speaker 1>convicted and he gets out in two years.

0:37:59.040 --> 0:37:59.120
<v Speaker 2>What.

0:37:59.640 --> 0:38:05.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and so uh, we're really focused on financing and

0:38:05.800 --> 0:38:09.560
<v Speaker 1>raising money for that both those projects now and getting

0:38:09.600 --> 0:38:10.560
<v Speaker 1>those off the ground.

0:38:10.719 --> 0:38:12.920
<v Speaker 2>Amazing. Well, I love it. And again, everyone go to

0:38:12.960 --> 0:38:16.040
<v Speaker 2>imd Wallace dot com for an amazing read and to

0:38:16.080 --> 0:38:19.640
<v Speaker 2>connect with her world, because I'm telling you, I've I've

0:38:19.640 --> 0:38:21.440
<v Speaker 2>been blessed to have her entermind and I hope that

0:38:21.480 --> 0:38:22.480
<v Speaker 2>she sticks around.

0:38:22.800 --> 0:38:24.560
<v Speaker 4>Oh, because that's just the worst though.

0:38:24.560 --> 0:38:27.000
<v Speaker 2>I feel like it's like summer camp and then people

0:38:27.080 --> 0:38:29.239
<v Speaker 2>leave upsets. And that's what I hate the most, is

0:38:29.280 --> 0:38:33.880
<v Speaker 2>because you form that friendship and that heart connection that

0:38:34.120 --> 0:38:36.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't I don't want to ever lose that. And well,

0:38:36.719 --> 0:38:37.080
<v Speaker 2>it takes.

0:38:37.560 --> 0:38:41.000
<v Speaker 4>It takes an effort, it takes, yes it does, and choice,

0:38:41.400 --> 0:38:42.800
<v Speaker 4>but we've already made that, haven't.

0:38:44.520 --> 0:38:46.000
<v Speaker 2>Okay, do you thank you for coming on?

0:38:46.120 --> 0:38:47.600
<v Speaker 4>I appreciate it, my great pleasure.

0:38:49.000 --> 0:38:49.720
<v Speaker 2>Do we have an emails?

0:38:50.080 --> 0:38:54.360
<v Speaker 3>Yes? We do. This one is from Katie Uh. She

0:38:54.520 --> 0:38:57.520
<v Speaker 3>says she loves the show. First of all, thank you

0:38:57.600 --> 0:39:01.960
<v Speaker 3>Katie Uh. She's twenty five years old. She was with

0:39:02.000 --> 0:39:04.239
<v Speaker 3>a guy for two and a half years. They had

0:39:04.239 --> 0:39:06.399
<v Speaker 3>two dogs. They lived together, made a lot of life

0:39:06.480 --> 0:39:09.399
<v Speaker 3>changes together, but then he broke up with her about

0:39:09.400 --> 0:39:11.600
<v Speaker 3>a year ago, and she was expecting they were going

0:39:11.640 --> 0:39:14.239
<v Speaker 3>to live their life together. When he broke up with her,

0:39:14.440 --> 0:39:17.160
<v Speaker 3>he said she was a hard person to love. There's

0:39:17.200 --> 0:39:19.000
<v Speaker 3>a phrase she replays in her head over and over

0:39:19.040 --> 0:39:22.080
<v Speaker 3>and over. It's become her mantra, and she says, in

0:39:22.120 --> 0:39:24.160
<v Speaker 3>the year since he's broken up with her, she's made

0:39:24.200 --> 0:39:26.960
<v Speaker 3>a lot of bad decisions. Her eating has changed, her

0:39:26.960 --> 0:39:31.400
<v Speaker 3>mood has changed, and she started sleeping with him on

0:39:31.520 --> 0:39:35.040
<v Speaker 3>and off, kind of as a crutch, and then finally

0:39:35.120 --> 0:39:37.400
<v Speaker 3>in May of this year, she blocked him. Hasn't spoken

0:39:37.440 --> 0:39:39.560
<v Speaker 3>to him since, but she wants some advice on how

0:39:39.560 --> 0:39:41.880
<v Speaker 3>to get out of that funk and how to ignore

0:39:42.360 --> 0:39:44.600
<v Speaker 3>or how to react to that phrase. What do you

0:39:44.600 --> 0:39:46.120
<v Speaker 3>do when someone says you're hard to love?

0:39:47.920 --> 0:39:51.440
<v Speaker 2>Honestly, I feel like that's not when someone says like,

0:39:51.480 --> 0:39:54.640
<v Speaker 2>you're a hard person to love. I would just switch

0:39:54.680 --> 0:39:57.440
<v Speaker 2>it and be like, well, what's maybe there's something for

0:39:57.560 --> 0:40:00.880
<v Speaker 2>them that they're a hard person, Like they like they

0:40:01.280 --> 0:40:05.040
<v Speaker 2>have their own projecting. It's yeah, it's projecting onto her.

0:40:05.440 --> 0:40:08.719
<v Speaker 2>So it's like, don't don't take his stuff because so

0:40:09.520 --> 0:40:11.160
<v Speaker 2>this kind of brings me to kind of what Michael

0:40:11.160 --> 0:40:13.160
<v Speaker 2>and I struggle with. He'll be like, it's never good enough,

0:40:13.160 --> 0:40:16.640
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, no, it is, but that's how

0:40:16.719 --> 0:40:18.360
<v Speaker 2>you feel like it's not good enough because you have

0:40:18.360 --> 0:40:20.880
<v Speaker 2>your own issues of not feeling good enough. So just

0:40:20.920 --> 0:40:23.440
<v Speaker 2>because I'm like, I've said good job to this and this,

0:40:23.520 --> 0:40:26.000
<v Speaker 2>but he's like, but but then you're not happy about this,

0:40:26.080 --> 0:40:28.760
<v Speaker 2>and I'm like, but I am, but you're you're taking

0:40:28.800 --> 0:40:31.040
<v Speaker 2>it in a difference. It's like, just because you have

0:40:32.000 --> 0:40:37.000
<v Speaker 2>you feel because you struggle with not feeling good enough,

0:40:37.200 --> 0:40:39.719
<v Speaker 2>you're projecting that onto me when I've never I haven't

0:40:39.719 --> 0:40:43.879
<v Speaker 2>said anything that even doubted what just I loved that date?

0:40:43.920 --> 0:40:45.560
<v Speaker 2>That was amazing. What do you mean it wasn't good

0:40:45.640 --> 0:40:47.640
<v Speaker 2>enough just because I said, next time, let's go to

0:40:47.680 --> 0:40:50.160
<v Speaker 2>the movies, or I would, hey, this was so much fun.

0:40:50.239 --> 0:40:51.680
<v Speaker 2>Way maybe next date we should go to the movies.

0:40:51.680 --> 0:40:53.920
<v Speaker 2>That'd be so much fun too, you know where it's like,

0:40:53.920 --> 0:40:56.319
<v Speaker 2>that's not I was not like saying, And I get

0:40:56.320 --> 0:40:58.520
<v Speaker 2>like the timing of things with that situation, but I

0:40:58.560 --> 0:41:02.560
<v Speaker 2>also think it's also they're projecting their feelings on you.

0:41:02.680 --> 0:41:05.799
<v Speaker 2>And you know not to. I don't want you to

0:41:05.840 --> 0:41:07.919
<v Speaker 2>go to other to blame too. I think you should

0:41:07.960 --> 0:41:09.840
<v Speaker 2>look into yourself. Okay, what are the parts that I

0:41:09.840 --> 0:41:12.239
<v Speaker 2>should work on? What are the parts like? So for me,

0:41:12.280 --> 0:41:15.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, okay, I can be a little passive aggressive, Okay,

0:41:15.360 --> 0:41:17.279
<v Speaker 2>let's work on that, you know, and so how so

0:41:17.400 --> 0:41:19.919
<v Speaker 2>I can be a little easier to love.

0:41:20.640 --> 0:41:23.440
<v Speaker 3>And the important thing Katie to think about is that

0:41:23.560 --> 0:41:26.560
<v Speaker 3>she says here like because I'm hard to love, I'm

0:41:26.600 --> 0:41:28.799
<v Speaker 3>never going to have a family, I'm never going true.

0:41:29.280 --> 0:41:32.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah no, and don't and don't let that define you,

0:41:32.120 --> 0:41:36.839
<v Speaker 2>because you are you and you know someone's gonna I mean,

0:41:36.920 --> 0:41:38.680
<v Speaker 2>Lee Bryce wrote a damn song about it, and it's

0:41:38.680 --> 0:41:42.560
<v Speaker 2>about you know, Sarah Bryce. It's like, yeah, so it's

0:41:42.600 --> 0:41:46.399
<v Speaker 2>you know, it's don't make it easy. It's just such

0:41:46.400 --> 0:41:49.680
<v Speaker 2>a good song and it's fine. And I just you know,

0:41:50.160 --> 0:41:53.560
<v Speaker 2>don't let that define you and just know that you

0:41:53.560 --> 0:41:56.120
<v Speaker 2>know you're you are who you are, but also work

0:41:56.160 --> 0:41:56.720
<v Speaker 2>on yourself.

0:41:58.000 --> 0:41:58.760
<v Speaker 3>It's good advice.

0:41:58.960 --> 0:41:59.680
<v Speaker 2>Thanks Easton.

0:42:01.280 --> 0:42:05.120
<v Speaker 3>Here's one uh. This is from Danielle.

0:42:05.160 --> 0:42:05.480
<v Speaker 2>Okay.

0:42:05.920 --> 0:42:07.600
<v Speaker 3>She loves listening to you and Mike on the podcast

0:42:07.640 --> 0:42:10.600
<v Speaker 3>and following you on Instagram. That is your Instagram is great.

0:42:10.640 --> 0:42:12.040
<v Speaker 3>I'm a big fan, been a big fan for a

0:42:12.040 --> 0:42:12.439
<v Speaker 3>long time.

0:42:13.120 --> 0:42:16.640
<v Speaker 2>I love you and everyone loved your dancing.

0:42:17.600 --> 0:42:19.640
<v Speaker 3>On your Instagram, you talk about howmuch you love wine.

0:42:19.680 --> 0:42:22.319
<v Speaker 3>What are some of your favorites. She says that after

0:42:22.360 --> 0:42:25.360
<v Speaker 3>being pregnant, her chaste, her taste for it, she loved changed.

0:42:25.520 --> 0:42:27.279
<v Speaker 3>She's always looking for new wines to try. So, what

0:42:27.400 --> 0:42:28.360
<v Speaker 3>are some of your favorites.

0:42:28.400 --> 0:42:30.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm a big cab girl. I love red wine, so

0:42:30.640 --> 0:42:34.480
<v Speaker 2>I like Camus is my favorite, Camus Special Select. And

0:42:34.560 --> 0:42:37.440
<v Speaker 2>then I like Honig anything from Orange Swift. I'm a

0:42:37.520 --> 0:42:41.760
<v Speaker 2>huge fan of orn Swift, so abstract. And then I

0:42:41.840 --> 0:42:45.600
<v Speaker 2>love I Love I can never know if it's how

0:42:45.600 --> 0:42:48.280
<v Speaker 2>it's pronounced, but I think it's called papillon pep.

0:42:48.320 --> 0:42:50.360
<v Speaker 3>Pep French for butterfly.

0:42:50.600 --> 0:42:54.200
<v Speaker 2>Oh it's really good. Those are probably my favorite. And

0:42:54.239 --> 0:42:56.480
<v Speaker 2>then a nice like middle of the middle of the

0:42:56.560 --> 0:43:00.359
<v Speaker 2>road wine. It's called Saldo. It's like about like twenty bucks, real,

0:43:00.160 --> 0:43:01.120
<v Speaker 2>real tasty.

0:43:02.040 --> 0:43:02.439
<v Speaker 4>And then.

0:43:04.000 --> 0:43:07.160
<v Speaker 2>This wine called It's a blend, a red Schooner from

0:43:07.440 --> 0:43:09.080
<v Speaker 2>the brother of Kmus.

0:43:09.400 --> 0:43:14.000
<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, Well, if you want to sip like Jana, and.

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0:43:39.520 --> 0:43:41.919
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<v Speaker 3>So here's one last email before we wrap this bad

0:44:57.239 --> 0:44:57.600
<v Speaker 3>boy up.

0:44:57.680 --> 0:44:58.239
<v Speaker 2>Let's do it.

0:44:58.320 --> 0:45:02.680
<v Speaker 3>This is from Brittany Britain. She would like Mike to

0:45:02.680 --> 0:45:06.320
<v Speaker 3>be included on this, but maybe you know, sorry Brett,

0:45:06.480 --> 0:45:09.640
<v Speaker 3>maybe maybe it's better without him. Free to talk about this, uh,

0:45:10.320 --> 0:45:12.759
<v Speaker 3>she wants you to talk about your recent triggers and

0:45:12.800 --> 0:45:18.040
<v Speaker 3>how you're overcoming them. Woof Yeah, too heavy of one

0:45:18.080 --> 0:45:19.280
<v Speaker 3>to end the show on.

0:45:19.160 --> 0:45:23.040
<v Speaker 2>But oh Easton, I want to and then a good note.

0:45:23.080 --> 0:45:28.600
<v Speaker 2>We talked about heavy stuff today. Look, triggers are hard,

0:45:28.640 --> 0:45:31.040
<v Speaker 2>Triggers are tough. We were going through right now. We're

0:45:31.040 --> 0:45:33.600
<v Speaker 2>in a season where it's it's it's been really tough.

0:45:33.760 --> 0:45:36.560
<v Speaker 2>But how do I deal with my triggers?

0:45:37.080 --> 0:45:38.719
<v Speaker 3>Yes? How are you overcoming them?

0:45:38.960 --> 0:45:41.160
<v Speaker 2>I think the healthiest way to deal with triggers to

0:45:41.160 --> 0:45:43.600
<v Speaker 2>talk about him. What I've learned in the past is

0:45:43.600 --> 0:45:45.879
<v Speaker 2>that I used to shove things down and not talk

0:45:45.920 --> 0:45:48.520
<v Speaker 2>about it, and then it'll it would come out so sideways,

0:45:48.600 --> 0:45:51.279
<v Speaker 2>so I would be like upset at him about a lampshade,

0:45:51.320 --> 0:45:53.640
<v Speaker 2>but really I'm talking about the trigger that I felt

0:45:53.640 --> 0:45:56.120
<v Speaker 2>two weeks ago that he had no idea about. So

0:45:56.160 --> 0:45:58.200
<v Speaker 2>I think it's staying ahead of it and being like, hey,

0:45:58.360 --> 0:46:01.840
<v Speaker 2>I'm triggered right now, and I just I feel sad

0:46:01.880 --> 0:46:04.879
<v Speaker 2>and I feel lonely. And what the other person needs

0:46:04.920 --> 0:46:07.080
<v Speaker 2>to do is meet you with empathy and grace and

0:46:07.120 --> 0:46:08.799
<v Speaker 2>say I'm sorry you're feeling that way. What can I

0:46:08.840 --> 0:46:11.920
<v Speaker 2>do for you? And just that's been the best thing

0:46:11.960 --> 0:46:14.359
<v Speaker 2>for us because we've been able to really do that.

0:46:14.880 --> 0:46:17.239
<v Speaker 2>But it's the days where we don't and we let

0:46:17.320 --> 0:46:20.840
<v Speaker 2>we trigger, we let the triggers swallow, and it's bad

0:46:21.200 --> 0:46:23.960
<v Speaker 2>because it does not come out in a beautiful light.

0:46:25.200 --> 0:46:27.279
<v Speaker 2>So just try and stay ahead of it and be

0:46:27.400 --> 0:46:30.399
<v Speaker 2>honest and be vulnerable. I know that's hard because I

0:46:30.480 --> 0:46:32.200
<v Speaker 2>get it wrong all the time, but I think that's

0:46:32.200 --> 0:46:34.440
<v Speaker 2>the best thing that you can do in a relationship

0:46:34.560 --> 0:46:35.600
<v Speaker 2>when you have triggers come up.

0:46:35.680 --> 0:46:39.239
<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, it's hard to I mean, I think it's

0:46:39.320 --> 0:46:42.279
<v Speaker 3>hard to think about that stuff when you're in it.

0:46:42.680 --> 0:46:46.680
<v Speaker 3>So it's so important to remember these words for when

0:46:46.680 --> 0:46:50.880
<v Speaker 3>you're experiencing that because that's a good way to get.

0:46:50.719 --> 0:46:53.400
<v Speaker 2>Out of it. Yeah, for sure. All right, Well this

0:46:53.440 --> 0:46:55.399
<v Speaker 2>has been fun. Hope you guys have had fun on

0:46:55.480 --> 0:46:58.680
<v Speaker 2>set in my trailer in New Iberia, Louisiana. Talk to

0:46:58.680 --> 0:47:06.040
<v Speaker 2>you next week. El mamamm mhm