WEBVTT - “I BLEW OFF MY HAND”

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, Hey there. What's your name? Griffin? What's up?

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<v Speaker 2>Man?

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<v Speaker 1>How's it going? I'm hanging in there, brother. What would

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<v Speaker 1>you want to talk about today?

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<v Speaker 2>I recently had an accident where I lost my right hand.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow. What was the accident?

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<v Speaker 2>So? I was one of my buddies is living with me,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was clean out his closet and there was

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<v Speaker 2>like this fireworks in the closet. Now, we thought it

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<v Speaker 2>was a smoke bomb typed in thking know, the ones

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<v Speaker 2>that you light the fuse goes down like you fucking

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<v Speaker 2>like throw it and it smokes right yeah, and it

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<v Speaker 2>blew up in my hand a flashbang. I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>if you ever played Just Go, but like I was

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<v Speaker 2>blind for like thirty seconds.

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<v Speaker 1>Holy shit. So wait a minute. So okay, So you

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<v Speaker 1>were in your friend's closet and you discovered these fire

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<v Speaker 1>works and then you lit them on fire while holding

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<v Speaker 1>them or they just randomly exploded in your hand.

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<v Speaker 2>So we found them in this close and this is

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<v Speaker 2>my home. So I had taken it for my brother

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<v Speaker 2>all a long time ago, like ten years ago probably,

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<v Speaker 2>and I remember like shit, like oh I remember this,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm like we're clean out, was closing says more room.

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm thinking, hey, might as well light them. So

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<v Speaker 2>I walked on our porch try to light the winds

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<v Speaker 2>blowing so like ships not lighting, I'd go inside. The

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<v Speaker 2>wick just goes down and then boom, blew up.

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<v Speaker 1>Basically, oh my goodness, when did this happen?

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<v Speaker 2>This happened almost two weeks ago today.

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<v Speaker 1>God damn? And how much of your arm blew? Like

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<v Speaker 1>the whole arm?

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<v Speaker 2>No, luckly not. So my hand was like it was

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<v Speaker 2>still kind of there, but the hairs were like half gone.

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<v Speaker 2>And I guess my like my dad and friend found

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<v Speaker 2>have my palm in the sink or something?

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<v Speaker 1>Your dad and your your dad and your and found

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<v Speaker 1>your palm in the sink.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, like like part of my thumb.

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<v Speaker 1>So when it happened, did you go, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>did you like freak out?

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<v Speaker 2>No? No, So I was kind of silent and like

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<v Speaker 2>I was just kind of like, damn. I thought I

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<v Speaker 2>was dead for a second because it was straight, like white,

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<v Speaker 2>like bright, righter than the sun. And so my friend

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<v Speaker 2>was there with me like, well, we're we're lighting it,

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<v Speaker 2>and then my hearing came back like five seconds later.

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<v Speaker 2>I just hear him screaming. So I thought he was

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<v Speaker 2>like deathly injured, but he was perfectly fine. And I

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<v Speaker 2>was like this in my hand, I had like thirtygree

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<v Speaker 2>burns like up and down my stomach and leg and

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<v Speaker 2>like my right than my eye. But he was fine.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, wow, And what kind of fireworks were they?

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<v Speaker 1>They were like a flash bang type of thing.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess it turned out to be a flash bang

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<v Speaker 2>type thing, yeah, or more like a bomb, I guess.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. So what are you gonna do? What is so?

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<v Speaker 2>So? What? So?

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<v Speaker 1>What does your right hand look like?

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<v Speaker 2>It's just a numb So they cut it like right

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<v Speaker 2>at the wrist or like I guess they say below

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<v Speaker 2>the wrist, but in my thinking it's above the wrist

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<v Speaker 2>and that makes sense. What's closer to my fingertips? Part

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<v Speaker 2>of the risk?

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<v Speaker 1>How do you feel about all this? Are you like

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<v Speaker 1>are you pissed off?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm very angry and like like Matt myself, like I know,

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<v Speaker 2>like have you ever been like just guilty at yourself?

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<v Speaker 2>Like I've never been guilty of myself done for myself

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<v Speaker 2>until now. I could just very angry, but also like sad,

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<v Speaker 2>like I use my I'm very like right hand dumb.

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<v Speaker 2>It like I twist it with my left hand, but

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<v Speaker 2>like I can't do anything now. I'm I keep trying

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<v Speaker 2>to do shit with the right hand, and it's like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh shit, it's not there, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 1>MM, So I have to ask you this, when's the

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<v Speaker 1>last time you masturbated?

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<v Speaker 2>I've been trying to it's just like it's not the same.

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<v Speaker 2>So I haven't like I haven't finish, like if that

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<v Speaker 2>makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>You haven't come since the accident.

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<v Speaker 2>No, literally the day of I actually, like hours before

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<v Speaker 2>the accident, I did. So that's good.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm not like, wow, you came not knowing it

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<v Speaker 1>was the very last time you would jerk yourself off

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<v Speaker 1>with your right.

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<v Speaker 2>Hand exactly exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>That's tragic. I'm sorry to hear that.

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<v Speaker 2>I know. No, you're good.

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<v Speaker 1>Damn. So you did they put did they give you

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<v Speaker 1>like anything cool? Did they give you like a hook

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<v Speaker 1>or something?

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<v Speaker 2>That's so funny you say that? So like the week

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<v Speaker 2>of so I have like this really like top of

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<v Speaker 2>the line surgeon who like I guess like a couple

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<v Speaker 2>of years back, he like showed someone's arm back together.

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<v Speaker 2>His name's Van Beek. If anyone needs to practice plastic surgeon.

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<v Speaker 2>He does like tits and ass and ship. But anyways,

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<v Speaker 2>him and this army doc attached a coat hanger hook

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<v Speaker 2>to my hand, and we're joking that that's gonna be

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<v Speaker 2>like a ten thousand dollars hook the way that our

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<v Speaker 2>health care works.

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<v Speaker 1>Your doctor attached like a literal. Your doctor attached a

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<v Speaker 1>literal coat hanger to your arm.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it's not like it's attached like I have like

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<v Speaker 2>wrap and then he wrapped it on top of that

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<v Speaker 2>and wrapped some more wrap. But yeah, fucking coat hanger.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah wow. So right now, are you're holding the phone

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<v Speaker 1>with your left hand or with a coat hanger?

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<v Speaker 2>Definitely with the left hand. I can't. The coat hanger

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<v Speaker 2>doesn't have much mobility.

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<v Speaker 1>What can you even why even why why is a

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<v Speaker 1>coat hang? Why is a coat hanger better than a nub?

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<v Speaker 1>What can you even do with the coat hand?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, he just wants me to practice on my right hands.

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<v Speaker 2>It doesn't get really weak. So like I can like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>like push elevator buttons and like pull like tissues towards me,

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<v Speaker 2>or like when I'm eating pudding, like you get a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of pudding and yogurt or a ship and hospital.

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm trying to eat the yogurt with my left hand,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's just sliding around the table, so like the

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<v Speaker 2>hook kind of holds it there.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like if you're you know how, like you'll

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<v Speaker 1>be in an elevator and like there's somebody who's closer

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<v Speaker 1>to the buttons than you are, so you ask them

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<v Speaker 1>to hit your floor. I feel like if we were

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<v Speaker 1>in an elevator and the guy closer to the buttons

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<v Speaker 1>he had a hook as a hand, I would feel

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<v Speaker 1>kind of mean asking him to hit my floor.

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<v Speaker 2>That's so funny because like, Okay, I was in the

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<v Speaker 2>hospital for like six days, and like on the fifth day,

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<v Speaker 2>I walked around the hospital and me and my sister

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<v Speaker 2>went down like took the elevator because we're on the

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<v Speaker 2>third floor and I was right by the button and

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<v Speaker 2>I was on a lodge druck, so I was asking like, hey, hey,

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<v Speaker 2>like what what what are you guys going on? And

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<v Speaker 2>I like you pressed they were on the sand floor's

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<v Speaker 2>us But like I understand that's funny though, like them

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<v Speaker 2>asking me push all these fucking buttons. That could be

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<v Speaker 2>my future job though. I could be an elevator attendant.

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<v Speaker 1>You could be an elevator attendant. What do you do?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you do? Now? What's your are you you're

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<v Speaker 1>you're nineteen, it says, yes, sir.

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<v Speaker 2>So I am a retail sales supervisor at the home depot.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, I feel like people are going to see

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<v Speaker 1>you and the saw sales are going to go down.

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<v Speaker 2>That's funny because I'm the supervisor for hardware like lumbers,

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<v Speaker 2>so I work over there, sas and shit.

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<v Speaker 1>They'd have no idea. It was fireworks. What do you

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<v Speaker 1>mean like because you work at home depot? Never mind?

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<v Speaker 1>So what? Uh? Okay? Let me let me ask you this.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me ask you this. What's your do you? Are

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<v Speaker 1>you in school right now? Are you going to college

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<v Speaker 1>for anything while you're working?

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<v Speaker 2>No? No, I'm I'm mom. So I was going to

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<v Speaker 2>take this one gap year. I'm getting into that second

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<v Speaker 2>gap here and just grounding at work. But now I'm

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<v Speaker 2>you know, chilling at home for a couple of weeks.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your what's your dream? What's your goal? What do

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<v Speaker 1>you want to do?

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<v Speaker 2>One one of my dreams was like the canoe down

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<v Speaker 2>for kayak down the whole Mississippi. But like, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know if I could do that now with just one hand,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I probably could get like another hook type thing.

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<v Speaker 2>But we'll see.

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<v Speaker 1>Hold on, Okay, you know there's all sorts of like,

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<v Speaker 1>there's all sorts of like dudes out there who are

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<v Speaker 1>like doing shit like that. Like there's all these like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure there's a guy with a hook for a

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<v Speaker 1>hand who's climbed Mount Everest before. Like that's a whole

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<v Speaker 1>that's an entire genre of dude that you're talking about.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know about that Mount Everest maybe.

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<v Speaker 1>Not, but hold on, I'm gonna look this up right now. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>hold on, okay, guy with no arm climbs mountain. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>check the shit out, dude. This guy, uh, Kyle Maynard

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<v Speaker 1>climbed Mount killiman Jorro and he didn't even have any

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<v Speaker 1>he has he has three less slimbs than you do.

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<v Speaker 1>He didn't have any Is.

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<v Speaker 2>He a nugget basically, or he had like one leg

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<v Speaker 2>or one arm or something.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he's got no arms and no legs and his

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<v Speaker 1>ass climbs Mount Kilimanjaro. Oh my god, So look at that.

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<v Speaker 1>You can pat down the Mississippi River.

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<v Speaker 2>Did he climbing or did someone else climate for him? Like,

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<v Speaker 2>was he like in the backpack, like one of it,

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<v Speaker 2>like a baby carrier thing or not.

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<v Speaker 1>That's that's just mean. That's just mean. Oh I guess now, well, hold,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess you can kind of make those jokes now

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<v Speaker 1>since you you don't. That's that's one of the bright

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<v Speaker 1>sides of having a disabilities. You can, now, I guess,

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<v Speaker 1>make jokes about other people with disabilities. Exactly this guy, Yeah, this,

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<v Speaker 1>this guy. Kyle Maynard, a quadruple amputee, is the first

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<v Speaker 1>person to climb Mount Kilimanjaro without prosthetics. He also played football, wrestled,

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<v Speaker 1>and competed in martial arts. So if he heard you

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<v Speaker 1>say that you can't, you know, canoe down the Mississippi Ripper,

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<v Speaker 1>he would think you were a total pus.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, wait he he wrestled in ship before or after

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<v Speaker 2>his quadruple amputation.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think it's I think this is all after.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like they would I feel like they wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>put it in the bio if it was before.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, have you ever have you ever like this? The

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<v Speaker 2>Special Olympics, like TikTok or whatever, they'll post their swimming

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<v Speaker 2>team and literally like so their quadruple amputees and they'll

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<v Speaker 2>just like throw them into the pool. And I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know how much of the swimming they're doing themselves. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, look here's the I don't have to get into

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<v Speaker 1>the Special Olympics. But all I'm saying is that if

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<v Speaker 1>all I'm saying is that someone else did it, so

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<v Speaker 1>you could probably figure it out how to do it.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe all I'm saying is it's it has been

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<v Speaker 1>proven to be physically possible.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, what was see was I want? I was looking

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<v Speaker 2>into if I could join like the Special Olympics because

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<v Speaker 2>I run track or I used to, like I would

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<v Speaker 2>kick ass and the two hundred meter dash like I

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<v Speaker 2>would just well, it depends what people I'm running aast,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, like if they are quadruple amputees, I'm definitely

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<v Speaker 2>because I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I think that this guy who climbed

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<v Speaker 1>count uh Mount Kilimanjaro, he's quite an athlete.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, but how do you think he run? Did someone

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<v Speaker 2>just roll him and he gets ut like some of Mexico.

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<v Speaker 1>He has like he doesn't. He just doesn't. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>he's got like he's got like legs and arms. He

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<v Speaker 1>just doesn't have the the other, like the whole thing,

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<v Speaker 1>so like and that and that's you too. You have

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<v Speaker 1>you have like an arm, you just don't. It's just enough.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, yeah, okay, that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean you're probably not gone bowling anytime soon, but you.

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<v Speaker 2>Could do it.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, what do you really like bowling?

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<v Speaker 2>I do? And that's funny because my friends were gonna

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<v Speaker 2>go out. I was just on like a FaceTime with

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<v Speaker 2>like three people and we're wondering what to do. Like

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<v Speaker 2>I couldn't think anything, and someone said bowling, and everyone's

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<v Speaker 2>acting and I'm just like looking at my hands with

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<v Speaker 2>no like nub because I had just taken up my wrap,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean with no fingers. I'm like, okay, they said

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<v Speaker 2>they couldn't put the bumpers on. I'll try it, lefty,

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<v Speaker 2>but we'll see.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I have to say, you have a pretty good

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<v Speaker 1>sense of humor about this, for, you know, considering it

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<v Speaker 1>just happens.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Well, I'm trying, like I feel like there's no

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<v Speaker 2>point in like getting like I mean, I'm mad, of course,

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<v Speaker 2>but like there's no point in getting the pressed over.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I can make it. I can make through it.

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<v Speaker 2>And Honestly, it's like a whole new movies on life

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<v Speaker 2>because like you really don't know how like how good

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<v Speaker 2>you have it until it's gone, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 2>M hm.

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<v Speaker 1>Honestly, you're you're about your dog in the background is

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<v Speaker 1>probably mad because you haven't pet him.

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<v Speaker 2>In two weeks' Oh dude, So he he'll try to

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<v Speaker 2>take my food and I'll like point the hook at him,

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<v Speaker 2>and he's so afraid of it, like he'll he'll act

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<v Speaker 2>he never he never laid down when I say lay down,

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<v Speaker 2>But when I point hook at the fall over his legs,

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<v Speaker 2>it's perfect. But anyways, no, but yeah, you honestly, you

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<v Speaker 2>don't know what you have until it's gone. But like,

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<v Speaker 2>for instance, like the jerk it up thing, like I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like I was a one, like tier one. Put

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<v Speaker 2>the right hand, you know what I mean, like a

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<v Speaker 2>plus now the left hand, Like you don't you can't

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<v Speaker 2>do as well?

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<v Speaker 1>You don't know, Yeah, like you were you were going

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<v Speaker 1>to get a scholarship for jerking off.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah you could say that definitely if I tried hard enough,

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<v Speaker 2>I definitely would.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, all right, so I guess I mean, let's keep

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<v Speaker 1>going down the list, right, Like what else do you

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<v Speaker 1>want to do that you think you can't do anymore

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<v Speaker 1>because you don't have an arm.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, fishing like I can hold the pole with my

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<v Speaker 2>left hand, but the right hand, how I A'm I

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<v Speaker 2>gonna reel it? You know what I mean? Okay, skiing

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<v Speaker 2>I can't Well, you know what I could probably do skis,

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<v Speaker 2>Like they could just attach the pole. I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>if you ever SpongeBob, but Squidward gets like fucking paralyzed,

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<v Speaker 2>and SpongeBob just shoves the ski pole through his like

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<v Speaker 2>paralyzed hand.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, us say yes, Squidword gets like his full a

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<v Speaker 1>full body cast and yeah the spongebobs he jams a

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<v Speaker 1>jelly fishing rod.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I don't know what to think of skiing, but

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<v Speaker 2>that we could get over you, yeah for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, hmm okay, yeah, I mean here's the thing. I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like all of this stuff it's like figure out able,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, Like, could you there's some

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<v Speaker 1>the you could have various like attachments. You could they

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<v Speaker 1>could make you like a Swiss army hand or something,

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<v Speaker 1>and you could have a various attachments depending on what

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<v Speaker 1>you were doing.

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<v Speaker 2>That'sh it's expensive. So we went to the prostatic people

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<v Speaker 2>and they said, like one process is twenty to one

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<v Speaker 2>hundred thousand before insurance and like insurre, yeah exactly, and

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<v Speaker 2>insurance like doesn't love covering it, so like you have

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<v Speaker 2>to like keep sending it in and like they want

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<v Speaker 2>me to. They don't accept the right away. They want

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<v Speaker 2>me to like write like a sad peather like kill

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<v Speaker 2>them in covering it or something.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, wait, they want you to write a letter? What

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<v Speaker 1>is that?

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<v Speaker 2>Man? Yeah, So they said, like, okay, so let's say

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<v Speaker 2>we send in the claim they deny it. They want

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<v Speaker 2>me to say, like my name is Griffin, I can't,

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<v Speaker 2>I can't do this, this this I'm so sad basically,

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<v Speaker 2>and then send it in and then they'll like see

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<v Speaker 2>if they can give us more money, like if the

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<v Speaker 2>insurance were actually covered or not.

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<v Speaker 1>Dude, that's so fucked up. They're they're literally asking you

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<v Speaker 1>to beg.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah exactly. Well insurance is just fucked, like all types

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<v Speaker 2>of insurances kind of fucked.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah. I recently, this has been coming up on

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<v Speaker 1>my TikTok feed a lot recently. It's that clip from

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<v Speaker 1>The Incredibles where he has to deny that woman's insurance

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<v Speaker 1>claim because like none of us what the fuck was

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<v Speaker 1>going on when we were like seven and watch that movie.

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<v Speaker 1>But now nowadays, now you're like, oh, man, that was

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<v Speaker 1>fucked up. How they made him do that? You know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm talking about?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? No, and then his boss comes in and then

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<v Speaker 2>it gets all mad at him, like a fucking little

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<v Speaker 2>guy with glasses.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah yeah, So I'm okay, I'm curious about this. How

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<v Speaker 1>did your friends react when you first told them that

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<v Speaker 1>you you don't have an arm?

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<v Speaker 2>They were like it was honestly, like they were too sympathetic,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I didn't really Like I feel like I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>deserve the sympathy because I did it to myself. So

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<v Speaker 2>they're like, oh, I'm so sorry for you. I feel

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<v Speaker 2>so bad for you. What can I do? And like

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<v Speaker 2>that's all I keep hearing, and like everyone wants to

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<v Speaker 2>help me do like open a fucking water bottle, like

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<v Speaker 2>I could open a lot of about one hand, like

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<v Speaker 2>they want to do it for me, or like I

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<v Speaker 2>could put my fucking jacket on, but they just want

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<v Speaker 2>to do it for me. And it's just I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know that part is the only but I just I

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<v Speaker 2>understand it. I'm glad I have the support, but for

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<v Speaker 2>the most part, like, well, a couple of friends were

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<v Speaker 2>like a little more like not that I deserve it,

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<v Speaker 2>but like, what, you're stupid? You know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you are which which friends are you close? Like

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<v Speaker 1>you're really really close friends. Were they more like you're

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<v Speaker 1>stupid for doing that?

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<v Speaker 2>No, honestly, no, it was opposite, like I feel like

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<v Speaker 2>the people I didn't really know, like, are you stupid?

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<v Speaker 2>All my close friends are really supportive.

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<v Speaker 1>That's good, that's good.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, How now that it's been two weeks, are are

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<v Speaker 1>people still supportive?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh? For sure? For sure? I mean less and less,

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<v Speaker 2>and like the surgeon said, I mean he said, is

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<v Speaker 2>he's like the first week or two a month, it's

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<v Speaker 2>gonna be you're gonna see a ton of people. They're all

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<v Speaker 2>going to be helping you. And then when we have

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<v Speaker 2>a we have appointments, guys, we weekly, he said, Like

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<v Speaker 2>in a couple of months, it's just gonna be you

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<v Speaker 2>and your mom leave me right, I love you?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what's your mom? Your dog's going crazy?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Oh my, he's a fucking annoying And I think

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<v Speaker 2>he's racist too.

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you think your dog is racist.

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<v Speaker 2>So the first week I came home from the hospital,

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<v Speaker 2>I had a bunch of friends over. Okay, he'll barking

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<v Speaker 2>them for a little bit and stop my one light

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<v Speaker 2>skin buddy, who's a little I mean a little dark

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<v Speaker 2>skin compared to light skins. I guess he just not

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<v Speaker 2>stop barked at him, Like he walked around when he

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<v Speaker 2>was on the couch, stared at him and just kept barking.

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<v Speaker 2>It would not stop.

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<v Speaker 1>That's fucked up. You should teach your dog to be uh,

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<v Speaker 1>to be more sensitive.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm trying. I mean, I don't know. They don't give

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<v Speaker 2>like they'll make dogs send three training videos.

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<v Speaker 1>They're like, what bring what breed is your dog?

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<v Speaker 2>He? I don't know if I can say it, he's

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<v Speaker 2>a blue tick hound. I'll say that part.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, hold on, why do you what dog name? Can

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<v Speaker 1>you not say?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want to get clipped. My friends say it's

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<v Speaker 2>it's a blue tick coon hound, is what he is? Oh? Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>that yeah, that third word. I didn't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm aloud to say that your dog is so racist

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<v Speaker 1>Geck bluss All right, well, well it's okay, So your mom,

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<v Speaker 1>how's your what's what's to do with your mom? It

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<v Speaker 1>sounds like your mom is very supportive.

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<v Speaker 2>She is, but she's like it's kind of overbearing, and

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<v Speaker 2>I mean she knows it, but it's nice. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know how else to describe it. She's just a constant everything,

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<v Speaker 2>Like everywhere I go she's with me, and it's just constant.

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<v Speaker 2>It's not great, but I mean I love her. Of course.

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<v Speaker 1>So was your mom overbearing? Would you have described your

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<v Speaker 1>mom as overbearing before the thing happened with your hands?

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<v Speaker 2>Definitely? Not?

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<v Speaker 1>No, no, really, so she only became overbearing after the

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<v Speaker 1>in the past.

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<v Speaker 2>Two weeks, I'd say, so, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Really, I mean, I mean, look, I don't I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, I'm not you, but this seems like

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<v Speaker 1>warranted bearing.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I agree, I agree, definitely. It's just it's a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just a lot of stuff and a lot to

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<v Speaker 2>think about. Like today, I had like an eye appointment

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<v Speaker 2>that lasted like two almost two and a half hours,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's just a lot of shit. Like yesterday I

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<v Speaker 2>had three points, I was, I was out of the

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<v Speaker 2>house from eleven to six, and it's like it's a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>So then when she's overbearing two it's just it's hard

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<v Speaker 2>like mentally, you know, mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll ask you this quite. I mean, I suppose I

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<v Speaker 1>have more questions, but I'll just ask you this up front.

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<v Speaker 1>Is there any like what other aspects of this do

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<v Speaker 1>you want to talk about?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I don't know. I mean, do you

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<v Speaker 2>have any other questions? I'm trying to think of something

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<v Speaker 2>that I could talk about.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's see, all right, I have a crazy question, and

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<v Speaker 1>maybe it's fucked up. Maybe it's fucked up. It might

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<v Speaker 1>be fucked up, but I'm gonna ask it to you.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Oh yeah, go ahead. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Have there been any pros of blowing your arm off? Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>My god, that's not getting gifted food? Like we have

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<v Speaker 2>our fridge is full of food for like my mom's

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<v Speaker 2>like friends and shit. So like that's that's a positive,

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<v Speaker 2>i'd say. Otherwise, Oh, and like finally getting I will

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<v Speaker 2>work because I don't love my job, so it's nice

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<v Speaker 2>to have a little like stay on vacation, So if

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<v Speaker 2>you could call that a positive. But negatives like I

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<v Speaker 2>can't I can't play video games. There's another one. I

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<v Speaker 2>can't play video games right now. I love first person shooters,

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<v Speaker 2>so I can't. I can't use them mountains?

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<v Speaker 1>Mmm can they not? So like is there? Uh, by

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<v Speaker 1>the way, I'll just say this about the food thing

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<v Speaker 1>real quick. Yeah, tragedy does bring with it, ah, really

0:23:29.680 --> 0:23:31.960
<v Speaker 1>it does bring good food with it. Like I when

0:23:32.000 --> 0:23:34.119
<v Speaker 1>I was in high school, I had the friend of

0:23:34.160 --> 0:23:41.159
<v Speaker 1>mine passed away, but at his shiva, they're they just

0:23:41.200 --> 0:23:44.359
<v Speaker 1>had the best chicken tenders have ever eaten.

0:23:47.840 --> 0:23:53.760
<v Speaker 2>Yeah just no, no, no, So I haven't had Jewish

0:23:53.800 --> 0:23:56.200
<v Speaker 2>food in a while, like really good. So I never

0:23:56.240 --> 0:23:58.800
<v Speaker 2>knew this was a thing. But bat Mitzus like bar

0:23:58.960 --> 0:24:02.400
<v Speaker 2>Mitzo's for girls and those were even a thing, and

0:24:02.760 --> 0:24:04.919
<v Speaker 2>I went to one. Oh my god, I wish it

0:24:04.920 --> 0:24:07.119
<v Speaker 2>was Jewish because their food is so some of their.

0:24:06.960 --> 0:24:09.480
<v Speaker 1>Food so it is, it's really good. I'm actually I

0:24:09.520 --> 0:24:11.880
<v Speaker 1>gotta say those chicken tenders were so good that I'm

0:24:11.880 --> 0:24:14.199
<v Speaker 1>actually waged. I kind of hope another one of my

0:24:14.240 --> 0:24:19.120
<v Speaker 1>friends dies so that that's crazy.

0:24:19.200 --> 0:24:21.920
<v Speaker 2>No what but or would the chicken tenders Jewish at all?

0:24:22.080 --> 0:24:24.879
<v Speaker 1>Or they were just they were just regular chicken tenders

0:24:24.880 --> 0:24:30.280
<v Speaker 1>there they the koshers though, they were really good. Anyway,

0:24:30.359 --> 0:24:32.280
<v Speaker 1>Wait what what did what Jewish food did you have

0:24:32.880 --> 0:24:33.679
<v Speaker 1>at the bout Metzva?

0:24:34.600 --> 0:24:39.120
<v Speaker 2>Fucking Okay, So it was like this dessert but kind

0:24:39.119 --> 0:24:42.280
<v Speaker 2>of was like crispy noodle ish type thing. I don't

0:24:42.280 --> 0:24:44.639
<v Speaker 2>know what the fuck it's called. There's so many like

0:24:44.760 --> 0:24:46.920
<v Speaker 2>and they have like long ass names for no reason,

0:24:46.960 --> 0:24:48.600
<v Speaker 2>like panic cocaine or something like that.

0:24:49.440 --> 0:24:51.960
<v Speaker 1>Wait, I've never heard of any Jewish food called panic cockin?

0:24:53.480 --> 0:24:55.479
<v Speaker 2>Is that food? I don't know? If I'm just speaking

0:24:55.480 --> 0:24:56.760
<v Speaker 2>out of my ass.

0:24:56.800 --> 0:24:59.240
<v Speaker 1>You might what's what? What is it? What would describe

0:24:59.240 --> 0:25:00.440
<v Speaker 1>the food to me? Is that soup?

0:25:01.680 --> 0:25:03.679
<v Speaker 2>No? No, it's I thought it was a dessert like

0:25:03.720 --> 0:25:08.119
<v Speaker 2>assert like with like crispy shit on top and like

0:25:09.600 --> 0:25:12.440
<v Speaker 2>panic cotton. What was that?

0:25:12.440 --> 0:25:15.520
<v Speaker 1>That doesn't sound No, not pan cotta.

0:25:15.760 --> 0:25:19.439
<v Speaker 2>No, not panic cotton. I something cocin or maybe not

0:25:19.680 --> 0:25:22.560
<v Speaker 2>maybe ship. Let me let me, uh, let me look

0:25:22.600 --> 0:25:23.760
<v Speaker 2>up some Jewish here, give.

0:25:23.680 --> 0:25:27.159
<v Speaker 1>Me one second. You know, it's okay, we don't have

0:25:27.240 --> 0:25:32.320
<v Speaker 1>to google this, but uh all right anyway, all right,

0:25:32.359 --> 0:25:35.159
<v Speaker 1>so you got what's the best sympathy food that you've gotten?

0:25:37.840 --> 0:25:43.960
<v Speaker 2>Oh that's a good question. Hmm. Okay, So I like

0:25:44.320 --> 0:25:47.080
<v Speaker 2>so I like lazagna. So this leggy about lazagna. But

0:25:47.160 --> 0:25:51.200
<v Speaker 2>it was vegetarian lasagna. But it was pretty pretty good.

0:25:51.240 --> 0:25:54.080
<v Speaker 2>It had like spinach shit in there. But the salad

0:25:54.200 --> 0:25:55.920
<v Speaker 2>she made it was a caesar salad, but it was

0:25:55.960 --> 0:25:58.800
<v Speaker 2>all like shredded and cut up. I hate like eating

0:25:58.840 --> 0:26:01.000
<v Speaker 2>Caesar salad and having all the big ass leap So

0:26:01.040 --> 0:26:05.040
<v Speaker 2>that was really good. I don't know. There's this Mexican

0:26:05.040 --> 0:26:07.280
<v Speaker 2>place called Lacacia, Like I don't know if they're chain

0:26:07.400 --> 0:26:09.320
<v Speaker 2>or not, but that was pretty good too.

0:26:11.080 --> 0:26:12.879
<v Speaker 1>So you said that one of the bummers is that

0:26:12.920 --> 0:26:15.720
<v Speaker 1>you can't play video games. Is there not like some

0:26:15.880 --> 0:26:20.000
<v Speaker 1>kind of uh like, is there not some kind of

0:26:20.000 --> 0:26:23.000
<v Speaker 1>prosthetic that will allow you to play video games? Or

0:26:23.080 --> 0:26:25.040
<v Speaker 1>is that? Is it kind of too complex because you

0:26:25.040 --> 0:26:26.480
<v Speaker 1>need fingers and ship.

0:26:27.920 --> 0:26:30.200
<v Speaker 2>Well, there's like there's like one handed keyboards and shit

0:26:30.280 --> 0:26:33.760
<v Speaker 2>you can use. It's more like like stuff that other

0:26:33.800 --> 0:26:35.280
<v Speaker 2>people can use, Like you don't need to have a

0:26:35.280 --> 0:26:37.480
<v Speaker 2>missing hand. But like I want to get like an

0:26:37.560 --> 0:26:40.000
<v Speaker 2>electric like an electric hand that like you can move

0:26:40.000 --> 0:26:43.320
<v Speaker 2>all the fingers individually, but those are like more expensive,

0:26:43.400 --> 0:26:46.240
<v Speaker 2>or at least my place doesn't have them like that

0:26:46.359 --> 0:26:48.520
<v Speaker 2>you can move all the fingers individually. So like there's

0:26:48.560 --> 0:26:50.679
<v Speaker 2>more like accessibility stuff where like I could get like

0:26:50.720 --> 0:26:53.240
<v Speaker 2>foot pedals and use those as an aim and shoot

0:26:54.080 --> 0:26:55.760
<v Speaker 2>and just use my left hand on the keyboard, if

0:26:55.760 --> 0:26:57.639
<v Speaker 2>that makes sense. But there's not really anything I can do.

0:26:58.440 --> 0:27:00.679
<v Speaker 2>Like there's a couple like like one handed, but like

0:27:01.000 --> 0:27:05.399
<v Speaker 2>that's just too much and it's like a keyboard on

0:27:05.600 --> 0:27:07.359
<v Speaker 2>the mouse or something like that.

0:27:08.040 --> 0:27:12.159
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. Yeah, it's a bummer that ship is so expensive.

0:27:12.800 --> 0:27:16.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to say, you could play like I feel

0:27:16.160 --> 0:27:19.879
<v Speaker 1>like you could get really into driving games like one hand,

0:27:21.200 --> 0:27:23.520
<v Speaker 1>like one hand on that little steering wheel and then

0:27:23.560 --> 0:27:26.159
<v Speaker 1>the other one on the U on the pedal.

0:27:27.359 --> 0:27:29.199
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because I was. I was just playing a lot

0:27:29.359 --> 0:27:32.159
<v Speaker 2>F one. But like I have a control I do.

0:27:32.359 --> 0:27:34.399
<v Speaker 2>I gotta get the pedals and ship in a wheel

0:27:35.480 --> 0:27:37.960
<v Speaker 2>because like I play, you know control, you need the

0:27:38.040 --> 0:27:42.320
<v Speaker 2>right finger to hit the accelerator s like that. But

0:27:42.400 --> 0:27:45.119
<v Speaker 2>I can play like point in click games like Cana

0:27:45.200 --> 0:27:49.240
<v Speaker 2>Segalum and ship like that like among us.

0:27:51.200 --> 0:27:55.919
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. What other questions do I have for you? Oh?

0:27:56.040 --> 0:27:57.679
<v Speaker 1>What's to deal with your dad? Are you and your

0:27:57.720 --> 0:27:58.359
<v Speaker 1>dad cool?

0:27:59.680 --> 0:28:05.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Uh not really. No, He's like he's around, but

0:28:05.160 --> 0:28:07.320
<v Speaker 2>he's not around, if that makes sense.

0:28:08.320 --> 0:28:15.160
<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right? Did he at least like say what's

0:28:15.240 --> 0:28:17.560
<v Speaker 1>up when your arm was blown off?

0:28:18.320 --> 0:28:20.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? He came to the hospital. I think I don't

0:28:20.480 --> 0:28:21.840
<v Speaker 2>know if he was there the first name, but he

0:28:21.880 --> 0:28:25.160
<v Speaker 2>came like the second quick, like he'll he stop into

0:28:25.200 --> 0:28:28.000
<v Speaker 2>like not even five minutes and then his leave.

0:28:28.320 --> 0:28:31.280
<v Speaker 1>So do you like get to talk to him at all?

0:28:33.000 --> 0:28:36.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? I did, Like, so we got we got home

0:28:36.600 --> 0:28:39.360
<v Speaker 2>from the hospital, and I think it was was it

0:28:39.440 --> 0:28:43.200
<v Speaker 2>the same day, Jake, when the police showed up? It was, yeah,

0:28:43.440 --> 0:28:47.000
<v Speaker 2>same day, three cop cars. So now I'll say this,

0:28:47.080 --> 0:28:50.000
<v Speaker 2>so let me let me go back a little bit

0:28:50.000 --> 0:28:53.800
<v Speaker 2>in the past. So I when I when when the

0:28:53.880 --> 0:28:56.480
<v Speaker 2>thing blew up? Let me explain it. So I like

0:28:56.680 --> 0:28:59.640
<v Speaker 2>ran outside until my buddy like, hey follow me, And

0:28:59.680 --> 0:29:02.479
<v Speaker 2>I didn't realized I was missing my hand so like,

0:29:02.520 --> 0:29:04.120
<v Speaker 2>and I was kind of like half blind. So I

0:29:04.200 --> 0:29:06.920
<v Speaker 2>like walked into my mom's car, walked in my brother's car,

0:29:06.920 --> 0:29:09.040
<v Speaker 2>and I got blood all over them. Walked to the

0:29:09.040 --> 0:29:12.960
<v Speaker 2>neighbor across the street's house. His wife has like I

0:29:13.080 --> 0:29:16.479
<v Speaker 2>feel bad for laughing at this, but like terminal cancer.

0:29:16.680 --> 0:29:19.440
<v Speaker 2>So he couldn't look answer the door. So I got

0:29:19.440 --> 0:29:21.800
<v Speaker 2>blood over his door or like his steps, and I

0:29:21.880 --> 0:29:24.720
<v Speaker 2>ran across the street to the neighbors. They have four

0:29:24.760 --> 0:29:26.600
<v Speaker 2>and I looked like I could see now pretty good.

0:29:26.880 --> 0:29:29.400
<v Speaker 2>I saw they had four cars. In the driveway. I'm like, Okay,

0:29:29.480 --> 0:29:32.560
<v Speaker 2>someone's got to be home, right. I'm banging on the

0:29:32.560 --> 0:29:34.880
<v Speaker 2>door with my good hand, dripping blood all over the place,

0:29:35.480 --> 0:29:37.960
<v Speaker 2>and I see someone like look through the window at me,

0:29:38.080 --> 0:29:41.360
<v Speaker 2>and no one hitswered the fucking door. And then I

0:29:41.360 --> 0:29:42.880
<v Speaker 2>go to the next house over and the guys went

0:29:42.920 --> 0:29:46.640
<v Speaker 2>outside and he helped me out try to like put

0:29:46.680 --> 0:29:49.600
<v Speaker 2>a turn cat on it. And then the ambulance pulled

0:29:49.680 --> 0:29:51.480
<v Speaker 2>up and I'm in the back of the indlance like

0:29:51.480 --> 0:29:54.160
<v Speaker 2>five ten minutes sitting there because they were trying to

0:29:54.160 --> 0:29:56.320
<v Speaker 2>put a turn cait like on the top like on

0:29:56.360 --> 0:29:58.360
<v Speaker 2>my shoulder, part of my arm into my hand like

0:29:58.760 --> 0:30:01.040
<v Speaker 2>next to my hand, like arguing with them. And then

0:30:01.040 --> 0:30:04.880
<v Speaker 2>the fucking detective was asking questions or a police officer was,

0:30:05.960 --> 0:30:08.560
<v Speaker 2>so I guess they thought that I was making illegal

0:30:08.640 --> 0:30:13.720
<v Speaker 2>bombs in like the house. So anyways, now back to

0:30:14.240 --> 0:30:17.360
<v Speaker 2>current time or like last week. So we get home

0:30:17.360 --> 0:30:20.160
<v Speaker 2>from the hospital. Three police cars show up in front

0:30:20.160 --> 0:30:23.360
<v Speaker 2>of our house. Six like police women surround the house

0:30:23.440 --> 0:30:24.920
<v Speaker 2>and like I opened the door and like when it

0:30:24.920 --> 0:30:27.720
<v Speaker 2>what's up? And my dad hasn't a warrant up first

0:30:27.800 --> 0:30:29.720
<v Speaker 2>arrest for like a d W I.

0:30:31.360 --> 0:30:35.640
<v Speaker 1>And it wasn't so this was this was this was uh,

0:30:35.680 --> 0:30:36.840
<v Speaker 1>after you blew your hand off?

0:30:37.640 --> 0:30:39.160
<v Speaker 2>Yes, this was after he blew my hand off the

0:30:39.200 --> 0:30:48.040
<v Speaker 2>week like the week following, so he wasn't home, so okay,

0:30:48.080 --> 0:30:50.720
<v Speaker 2>And like I guess they felt bad bothering, you know,

0:30:50.760 --> 0:30:55.040
<v Speaker 2>the one handed man. So they went back to their

0:30:55.080 --> 0:30:58.200
<v Speaker 2>cars and drove off pretty quick, and they hadn't came

0:30:58.280 --> 0:31:00.160
<v Speaker 2>back yet, but he said he was gonna try so

0:31:01.800 --> 0:31:04.760
<v Speaker 2>like a couple of days ago, and he's he hadn't

0:31:04.760 --> 0:31:06.360
<v Speaker 2>came home to day so they might have got him,

0:31:06.400 --> 0:31:09.400
<v Speaker 2>but like, I don't know, he's a whole fucking thing.

0:31:09.520 --> 0:31:13.920
<v Speaker 1>Like he's yeah, so you the FEDS thought that you

0:31:14.000 --> 0:31:16.720
<v Speaker 1>were making explosives in your room because of the hand thing.

0:31:18.080 --> 0:31:20.760
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because I guess it's a common thing, like because

0:31:20.800 --> 0:31:25.760
<v Speaker 2>even today I went to a REDNA specialist because they

0:31:25.760 --> 0:31:27.640
<v Speaker 2>thought that they might have like torn like parts of

0:31:27.680 --> 0:31:30.320
<v Speaker 2>my REDNA. And the doctor asked me, like what happened,

0:31:30.320 --> 0:31:31.640
<v Speaker 2>and I told him, And I didn't tell him it

0:31:31.640 --> 0:31:33.160
<v Speaker 2>was a firework. I just said it was an explosion.

0:31:33.720 --> 0:31:35.680
<v Speaker 2>So he's like, oh, like I get multi good tons

0:31:35.680 --> 0:31:39.080
<v Speaker 2>of patients are amateur bomb makers. I'm like, what the fuck?

0:31:39.320 --> 0:31:40.920
<v Speaker 2>I don't know there was a.

0:31:41.440 --> 0:31:45.240
<v Speaker 1>I get tons of patients who are amateur bomb makers.

0:31:45.480 --> 0:31:51.480
<v Speaker 2>Yes, yes, and kind of a red flag, I guess

0:31:51.600 --> 0:31:53.760
<v Speaker 2>in Minnesota. I guess so once the people are making

0:31:53.960 --> 0:31:57.440
<v Speaker 2>too many bombs because fireworks are illegal or certain fireworks

0:31:57.440 --> 0:32:00.240
<v Speaker 2>are illegal here, like we have to go like to

0:32:00.320 --> 0:32:01.760
<v Speaker 2>Wisconsin to buyer fireworks.

0:32:03.880 --> 0:32:09.240
<v Speaker 1>Anyways, Yeah, I have to ask, uh, how do you

0:32:09.280 --> 0:32:11.880
<v Speaker 1>feel about that law? Now? Are you like that's a

0:32:11.920 --> 0:32:12.680
<v Speaker 1>pretty good law.

0:32:13.800 --> 0:32:17.000
<v Speaker 2>I think it's a pretty good law. Yeah, it's not

0:32:17.040 --> 0:32:19.640
<v Speaker 2>like all fireworks but like mortars and ship. But yeah,

0:32:19.680 --> 0:32:21.640
<v Speaker 2>I will I believe me. I will never be like

0:32:21.920 --> 0:32:24.440
<v Speaker 2>lighting or go near fires Fourth of July. I'll be

0:32:24.440 --> 0:32:28.000
<v Speaker 2>in like my basement with like ear muf song and ship. Yeah.

0:32:28.040 --> 0:32:29.320
<v Speaker 1>I was gonna okay, so I was gonna ask you,

0:32:29.560 --> 0:32:32.840
<v Speaker 1>uh after that, like what's your relationship, like your relationship

0:32:32.880 --> 0:32:35.080
<v Speaker 1>with fireworks now? Like are you no?

0:32:35.160 --> 0:32:40.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm yeah, no, I'm definitely a We'll see, Like I

0:32:40.160 --> 0:32:41.920
<v Speaker 2>don't know if I have PTSD from it, but like

0:32:41.960 --> 0:32:44.400
<v Speaker 2>I remember a time when I was younger and we

0:32:44.440 --> 0:32:47.320
<v Speaker 2>went over to our like friends party and they have

0:32:47.400 --> 0:32:49.000
<v Speaker 2>like a little alley way and they let off a

0:32:49.040 --> 0:32:51.440
<v Speaker 2>sparkler bomb. I don't know if you have ever seen sparkler bombs,

0:32:51.440 --> 0:32:53.440
<v Speaker 2>but they're really big and like loud and like a

0:32:53.480 --> 0:32:57.080
<v Speaker 2>big flash. And someone who served in like a rack

0:32:57.600 --> 0:33:00.400
<v Speaker 2>he has he has he like jumped over a cable

0:33:00.440 --> 0:33:02.520
<v Speaker 2>at drinks and like kid behind it and shit. So

0:33:02.520 --> 0:33:04.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I'll be like that or not.

0:33:04.760 --> 0:33:05.200
<v Speaker 2>We'll see.

0:33:05.920 --> 0:33:08.800
<v Speaker 1>I gotta say, Griffin, you are you are handling this

0:33:09.800 --> 0:33:12.560
<v Speaker 1>uh extraordinarily well. I mean if I were you, I

0:33:12.560 --> 0:33:17.160
<v Speaker 1>would I would not be able to be in such

0:33:17.280 --> 0:33:20.920
<v Speaker 1>uh high spirits as you are. I mean, I don't

0:33:20.960 --> 0:33:22.560
<v Speaker 1>know if you're putting on a front, but you you

0:33:22.720 --> 0:33:28.040
<v Speaker 1>definitely well, you know, it seems like you're you're you're

0:33:28.120 --> 0:33:29.360
<v Speaker 1>taking this well.

0:33:30.800 --> 0:33:33.200
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I'm trying to be happy, you know what

0:33:33.240 --> 0:33:35.040
<v Speaker 2>I mean. I don't I'm not trying to think about it.

0:33:35.520 --> 0:33:37.600
<v Speaker 2>Like when when I was at the surgeon the other

0:33:37.680 --> 0:33:39.240
<v Speaker 2>day and he took off the wrap and I didn't

0:33:39.240 --> 0:33:41.280
<v Speaker 2>really want to look at it because it felt it

0:33:41.320 --> 0:33:43.920
<v Speaker 2>felt more real now, Like that's why I kind of

0:33:43.920 --> 0:33:45.880
<v Speaker 2>didn't want to go home to the hospital, because once

0:33:45.920 --> 0:33:48.840
<v Speaker 2>I'm home, it's real, like shit, I have no hand,

0:33:49.200 --> 0:33:52.120
<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean. So it's been tough but

0:33:52.560 --> 0:33:54.640
<v Speaker 2>like I said, I don't see a point in like

0:33:55.040 --> 0:33:58.000
<v Speaker 2>moping about it. You know, I've never been like I mean,

0:33:58.000 --> 0:34:00.120
<v Speaker 2>I've been sad, like recently, one of my best and

0:34:00.280 --> 0:34:03.240
<v Speaker 2>just died too, and I was like, I wasn't happy

0:34:03.280 --> 0:34:07.320
<v Speaker 2>before that either. So I'm trying to, you know, find

0:34:07.400 --> 0:34:10.400
<v Speaker 2>reasons to want to live and you know, keep going.

0:34:10.440 --> 0:34:12.680
<v Speaker 2>So of course I'm gonna be upbeat and like happy,

0:34:12.760 --> 0:34:14.719
<v Speaker 2>like I'm gonna try. I'm not going to give up

0:34:14.719 --> 0:34:15.680
<v Speaker 2>on this ship, you know what I mean.

0:34:16.480 --> 0:34:22.319
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmmm hm, Well, god, damn Griffin. Thanks for thanks

0:34:22.320 --> 0:34:24.720
<v Speaker 1>for joking around with me. Sorry if I said anything.

0:34:28.640 --> 0:34:32.960
<v Speaker 2>Uh, my friends called me fucking lefty now, so you're fine.

0:34:33.320 --> 0:34:34.600
<v Speaker 1>Your friends call you lefty.

0:34:35.560 --> 0:34:37.040
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:34:37.120 --> 0:34:39.879
<v Speaker 1>Hey this guy, this guy voted for Bernie. Huh he's

0:34:39.880 --> 0:34:43.120
<v Speaker 1>only got his left hands exactly.

0:34:43.719 --> 0:34:47.640
<v Speaker 2>Sorry, No, you're good. No, we had a good conversation.

0:34:47.680 --> 0:34:49.399
<v Speaker 2>I'm glad I could talk to someone like. I haven't

0:34:49.400 --> 0:34:52.319
<v Speaker 2>talked to a therapist, a therapist therapist yet. I know

0:34:52.440 --> 0:34:55.680
<v Speaker 2>obviously you're not a therapist, but it's just nice talking

0:34:55.719 --> 0:35:01.040
<v Speaker 2>to someone getting you know, like everything out, Griffin.

0:35:01.120 --> 0:35:02.640
<v Speaker 1>Is there anything else that you want to say to

0:35:02.680 --> 0:35:06.879
<v Speaker 1>the people of the computer or or or any other

0:35:06.960 --> 0:35:09.400
<v Speaker 1>aspect of this that you want to get into or

0:35:09.440 --> 0:35:10.320
<v Speaker 1>any of that before we go.

0:35:11.040 --> 0:35:14.240
<v Speaker 2>I think all I gotta say is thanks for listening. Also,

0:35:14.760 --> 0:35:16.880
<v Speaker 2>you should add, like on Twitch, you should have a

0:35:16.960 --> 0:35:20.360
<v Speaker 2>vote thing where if a call is going really boring

0:35:20.560 --> 0:35:22.680
<v Speaker 2>and you don't want to be rude, just have a

0:35:22.760 --> 0:35:25.239
<v Speaker 2>vote thing like, hey, should we continue this call and

0:35:25.239 --> 0:35:27.200
<v Speaker 2>then have a vote yes or no? Because some some

0:35:27.280 --> 0:35:28.880
<v Speaker 2>of the calls are a little I don't know, I

0:35:28.880 --> 0:35:30.920
<v Speaker 2>feel they're not that entertaining.

0:35:31.280 --> 0:35:33.840
<v Speaker 1>See I hear. Well, Okay, Well, a couple of things.

0:35:33.840 --> 0:35:37.160
<v Speaker 1>First of all is the chat does not get to

0:35:37.200 --> 0:35:40.600
<v Speaker 1>decide whether or not I have a call like they Yeah,

0:35:41.120 --> 0:35:44.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm I'm the judge, jury, and executioner on whether

0:35:44.239 --> 0:35:46.000
<v Speaker 1>or not I decide I want to take a phone call.

0:35:46.120 --> 0:35:49.120
<v Speaker 1>So okay, Really I don't want to give a the

0:35:49.239 --> 0:35:53.200
<v Speaker 1>chat the option to do that. And second of all,

0:35:53.360 --> 0:35:54.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't know how would you feel if you got

0:35:54.920 --> 0:35:56.200
<v Speaker 1>if you got voted out?

0:35:56.960 --> 0:36:00.040
<v Speaker 2>I would I'm pretty mad, honestly.

0:35:59.719 --> 0:36:00.680
<v Speaker 1>But be pretty mad.

0:36:01.560 --> 0:36:03.600
<v Speaker 2>But I feel like my card is a little more important.

0:36:04.520 --> 0:36:07.440
<v Speaker 1>Well hey, you know what, that's another uh pro of

0:36:07.440 --> 0:36:10.600
<v Speaker 1>blowing your hand off is you get you get to

0:36:10.640 --> 0:36:12.080
<v Speaker 1>be better than everyone else.

0:36:13.160 --> 0:36:15.560
<v Speaker 2>I guess. Yeah, dude, I'm telling you, if I join

0:36:15.640 --> 0:36:17.400
<v Speaker 2>that special Olympics teme, you'll see me. I'll send you

0:36:17.440 --> 0:36:19.279
<v Speaker 2>a video and me just kicking ass in the two one.

0:36:19.719 --> 0:36:24.120
<v Speaker 2>We'll see. But yeah, thanks for calling, Thanks for calling me. Yo,

0:36:24.200 --> 0:36:26.080
<v Speaker 2>I'll send you. I'll send you a picture of me

0:36:26.440 --> 0:36:30.440
<v Speaker 2>on on Insta, just of me no hand like punching

0:36:30.480 --> 0:36:30.759
<v Speaker 2>the air.

0:36:31.200 --> 0:36:34.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, all right, I'll take yeah, send if text text

0:36:34.600 --> 0:36:37.799
<v Speaker 1>to the stump to the actually you know, I'll just

0:36:37.800 --> 0:36:40.160
<v Speaker 1>do it. Can you can you send me a text?

0:36:40.880 --> 0:36:42.680
<v Speaker 1>This is how we'll end it. Can you send me

0:36:42.719 --> 0:36:46.600
<v Speaker 1>a text right now to the same number that this

0:36:46.760 --> 0:36:48.680
<v Speaker 1>number that you're on the phone with of of the stump?

0:36:48.719 --> 0:36:50.600
<v Speaker 1>I want, I want to I'll want to react to

0:36:50.680 --> 0:36:51.160
<v Speaker 1>the stump.

0:36:51.440 --> 0:36:53.880
<v Speaker 2>It's it's wrapped up right now. Is that's fine?

0:36:55.120 --> 0:36:57.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh? Yeah? Sure? I mean, do you have a picture

0:36:57.000 --> 0:36:57.680
<v Speaker 1>of it unwrapped?

0:36:59.480 --> 0:37:02.239
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. No, it's it's open wounded. So I'll

0:37:02.280 --> 0:37:03.960
<v Speaker 2>just a pictures wrap.

0:37:03.760 --> 0:37:06.320
<v Speaker 1>All right, Send me whatever you got. I'll live react

0:37:06.400 --> 0:37:13.839
<v Speaker 1>to whatever you got real quick. Ok okay, all right, chat?

0:37:13.840 --> 0:37:16.680
<v Speaker 1>Do you have any questions for Griffin that I can

0:37:16.719 --> 0:37:19.520
<v Speaker 1>ask him? While while I live react to this. Someone

0:37:19.520 --> 0:37:21.160
<v Speaker 1>asked if you if you're still in pain?

0:37:22.200 --> 0:37:27.200
<v Speaker 2>Oh? Yes, the pain is fucking horrible, like nothing I've

0:37:27.200 --> 0:37:28.160
<v Speaker 2>ever felt before.

0:37:29.280 --> 0:37:32.480
<v Speaker 1>Like every day, yeah, every day, every day. Do you

0:37:32.520 --> 0:37:33.759
<v Speaker 1>feel Are you in pain right now?

0:37:35.080 --> 0:37:37.479
<v Speaker 2>Uh? Yeah, I definitely need some pain.

0:37:37.520 --> 0:37:39.840
<v Speaker 1>Then, h did you send me?

0:37:41.520 --> 0:37:45.160
<v Speaker 2>I sent you for now one. I have one where

0:37:45.160 --> 0:37:47.359
<v Speaker 2>I did have just a stump, and I have one

0:37:47.400 --> 0:37:50.759
<v Speaker 2>where i'm the good thing about the good thing about

0:37:50.760 --> 0:37:52.759
<v Speaker 2>the stump is I can like with the hook, I

0:37:52.800 --> 0:37:54.959
<v Speaker 2>can hold toilet paper in my like on my hook.

0:37:55.160 --> 0:37:57.240
<v Speaker 2>It's just like a mobile toilet paper. Older.

0:37:57.440 --> 0:37:59.600
<v Speaker 1>Wait a minute, did you did you send it to me? Uh?

0:38:00.120 --> 0:38:00.399
<v Speaker 1>Just now?

0:38:01.400 --> 0:38:01.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

0:38:01.680 --> 0:38:03.200
<v Speaker 1>Oh and oh I got it. Oh I got it.

0:38:03.239 --> 0:38:07.040
<v Speaker 1>I got it. Oh my, oh my goodness, oh my god.

0:38:07.080 --> 0:38:12.320
<v Speaker 1>This is like something for this is that's crazy. I

0:38:12.360 --> 0:38:14.680
<v Speaker 1>don't know why I thought this live reaction would be

0:38:14.719 --> 0:38:18.680
<v Speaker 1>good audio content. It's just me saying, damn, that's crazy.

0:38:19.280 --> 0:38:20.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't know why I thought that would be of

0:38:20.800 --> 0:38:26.759
<v Speaker 1>any amount of entertainment value. What there's this way? Hold on?

0:38:26.800 --> 0:38:29.200
<v Speaker 1>Why what's this picture of you holding a roll of

0:38:29.200 --> 0:38:29.920
<v Speaker 1>toilet paper?

0:38:30.719 --> 0:38:33.680
<v Speaker 2>That's the hook? So the hook is it's a mobile

0:38:33.880 --> 0:38:34.760
<v Speaker 2>toilet paper holder.

0:38:37.560 --> 0:38:40.480
<v Speaker 1>This fucking doctor you went too was like, hey, so

0:38:40.640 --> 0:38:44.520
<v Speaker 1>those hooks cost twenty thousand dollars. You just want a

0:38:44.560 --> 0:38:45.719
<v Speaker 1>toilet paper roll.

0:38:49.480 --> 0:38:55.279
<v Speaker 2>That's not no, that's not I basically but no. I

0:38:55.320 --> 0:38:59.040
<v Speaker 2>mean he's well, so like when we were in that hospital,

0:38:59.080 --> 0:39:01.480
<v Speaker 2>like he was saying, he's to make something special for us,

0:39:01.480 --> 0:39:05.160
<v Speaker 2>like temporary, like temporary device, so we make something three

0:39:05.200 --> 0:39:07.440
<v Speaker 2>D print something or something. But he just broke. He

0:39:07.520 --> 0:39:10.400
<v Speaker 2>cut open, he cut metal coat hanger and just attached

0:39:10.800 --> 0:39:12.080
<v Speaker 2>to my numb.

0:39:14.480 --> 0:39:15.840
<v Speaker 1>How do you wipe your ass?

0:39:17.680 --> 0:39:19.520
<v Speaker 2>That's a good question. I just do it left handed now,

0:39:19.719 --> 0:39:21.879
<v Speaker 2>but I do. Okay, Now, I don't know how much

0:39:22.040 --> 0:39:25.879
<v Speaker 2>do it, but I do. I do. I'm seated more

0:39:25.920 --> 0:39:29.000
<v Speaker 2>towards the back of the toilet and I reach in front.

0:39:29.200 --> 0:39:31.360
<v Speaker 2>I hold up well, I used to hold up my

0:39:31.400 --> 0:39:34.279
<v Speaker 2>balls with my left hand, but I can't do that now.

0:39:34.320 --> 0:39:36.680
<v Speaker 2>So I just wipe and I pulled. I pulled. I'm

0:39:36.719 --> 0:39:37.960
<v Speaker 2>a polar. I pulled towards.

0:39:39.800 --> 0:39:43.360
<v Speaker 1>Wait a minute, so well, now can't you just can

0:39:43.440 --> 0:39:48.040
<v Speaker 1>you kind of like hook your balls and like pull

0:39:48.080 --> 0:39:50.439
<v Speaker 1>them up with the hook and then use your left

0:39:50.440 --> 0:39:51.760
<v Speaker 1>hand to wipe your ass.

0:39:51.800 --> 0:39:54.359
<v Speaker 2>I could, I could, but they said that they want

0:39:54.440 --> 0:39:55.240
<v Speaker 2>like what.

0:39:55.840 --> 0:39:58.120
<v Speaker 1>I was gonna say, because the hook is like perfectly

0:39:58.480 --> 0:40:03.239
<v Speaker 1>shaped to push your pole. Well what did they say?

0:40:03.239 --> 0:40:04.479
<v Speaker 1>What did that? What did the doctors say?

0:40:05.600 --> 0:40:07.799
<v Speaker 2>He wants it more elevated? So I can't really be

0:40:07.920 --> 0:40:10.080
<v Speaker 2>taking down there with the hook, but I mean I

0:40:10.080 --> 0:40:13.680
<v Speaker 2>probably could now since it's the hooks over you. So

0:40:13.719 --> 0:40:16.680
<v Speaker 2>now the hook's attached, I have this little like thing

0:40:16.719 --> 0:40:18.799
<v Speaker 2>that's bell can slap the hook on. It's pretty cool.

0:40:19.920 --> 0:40:22.160
<v Speaker 1>But all right, I have one more question. And people

0:40:22.200 --> 0:40:24.680
<v Speaker 1>are gonna think. People are gonna think this is gross.

0:40:24.719 --> 0:40:27.040
<v Speaker 1>I don't care. I don't care. I don't all right,

0:40:27.120 --> 0:40:31.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm a human being. I'm gonna ask this question, all right,

0:40:31.960 --> 0:40:35.040
<v Speaker 1>and and and I'm all right, I'm just gonna say it.

0:40:36.280 --> 0:40:38.920
<v Speaker 1>Do you you ever wipe? You ever scratch your ass

0:40:38.960 --> 0:40:40.240
<v Speaker 1>and then smell your finger?

0:40:41.440 --> 0:40:43.920
<v Speaker 2>Okay, in the past I had done that. I have

0:40:44.000 --> 0:40:45.759
<v Speaker 2>not done I can't remember the last time I've done that.

0:40:46.320 --> 0:40:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I was gonna ask if you've ever scratched, if you've

0:40:48.000 --> 0:40:50.440
<v Speaker 1>ever scratched your ass with the hook and smell with

0:40:50.480 --> 0:40:53.880
<v Speaker 1>the hook, and if that smells different, have you done that?

0:40:54.680 --> 0:40:56.640
<v Speaker 1>Have I have I scratched my ass and sniffed it,

0:40:56.680 --> 0:40:58.120
<v Speaker 1>of course, every one hand.

0:40:58.480 --> 0:41:00.920
<v Speaker 2>Oh no, no, how do you yours? Now? I want

0:41:00.920 --> 0:41:03.520
<v Speaker 2>to full detail so I can think about it like

0:41:03.920 --> 0:41:07.040
<v Speaker 2>you do you. I've heard more people sit forward towards

0:41:07.040 --> 0:41:09.200
<v Speaker 2>the front of the toilet and then reach behind the

0:41:09.200 --> 0:41:11.040
<v Speaker 2>white you grass, Do you do that or you're more

0:41:11.040 --> 0:41:11.719
<v Speaker 2>of a front guy?

0:41:11.960 --> 0:41:13.160
<v Speaker 1>There was a large did you. I don't know if

0:41:13.200 --> 0:41:17.200
<v Speaker 1>you heard that, but there was a large God intercepted

0:41:17.239 --> 0:41:20.680
<v Speaker 1>our phone call with a fucking a little explosion to

0:41:21.760 --> 0:41:26.960
<v Speaker 1>wareness that we're talking. We're talking naughty here. Shit? Was

0:41:27.000 --> 0:41:28.799
<v Speaker 1>I going to say? How do I wipe my ass?

0:41:28.800 --> 0:41:32.000
<v Speaker 1>I lift up my balls with my left hands and

0:41:32.000 --> 0:41:34.600
<v Speaker 1>then I wipe it with my right hand exactly.

0:41:35.040 --> 0:41:37.279
<v Speaker 2>And my friends called me weird for doing that. You

0:41:37.280 --> 0:41:40.120
<v Speaker 2>could because they sit at the front of the toilet

0:41:40.239 --> 0:41:44.600
<v Speaker 2>like uncomfortable as hell and wipe from behind. Like. I

0:41:44.600 --> 0:41:46.680
<v Speaker 2>don't got that much time. I want to be comfortable,

0:41:46.680 --> 0:41:49.480
<v Speaker 2>want to sit back and relax, And I don't know,

0:41:51.520 --> 0:41:53.680
<v Speaker 2>And I feel like it's a bigger fellow of yourself

0:41:53.840 --> 0:41:55.839
<v Speaker 2>that you would probably sit back to and just look

0:41:55.880 --> 0:41:58.400
<v Speaker 2>up your balls.

0:41:59.080 --> 0:42:02.400
<v Speaker 1>Oh that's another pre of cutting off your hand. You've

0:42:02.520 --> 0:42:04.960
<v Speaker 1>lost weight, That's true.

0:42:04.960 --> 0:42:07.480
<v Speaker 2>That's true. I did lose weight, but I actually gained

0:42:07.480 --> 0:42:08.960
<v Speaker 2>some weight in the hospitals, so I feel good. I'm

0:42:08.960 --> 0:42:11.880
<v Speaker 2>trying to gain weight actually because that well, I'm one ninety,

0:42:12.040 --> 0:42:19.280
<v Speaker 2>like six' three one. Ninety i'm trying to get up there. Muscular, yes, sir.

0:42:19.600 --> 0:42:22.600
<v Speaker 1>Damn do you WEIGH i weigh more than, you And

0:42:22.680 --> 0:42:25.240
<v Speaker 1>i'm about a entire foot. Shorter.

0:42:26.120 --> 0:42:30.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, WELL i mean that's that's two. Things like it

0:42:30.600 --> 0:42:32.040
<v Speaker 2>is that on you or that on? ME i don't.

0:42:32.080 --> 0:42:34.640
<v Speaker 2>Know i'm not here to call people fat or shame.

0:42:34.719 --> 0:42:38.480
<v Speaker 1>Them that's on. ME i need to cut off one

0:42:38.480 --> 0:42:41.560
<v Speaker 1>of my. GYM i would reach my FITNESS i would

0:42:41.600 --> 0:42:45.240
<v Speaker 1>reach my fitness kulls much much quicker Doing.

0:42:45.640 --> 0:42:48.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah that's, True and you could become one of those

0:42:48.200 --> 0:42:50.840
<v Speaker 2>handy capable people that like have seen that where they

0:42:50.920 --> 0:42:52.640
<v Speaker 2>like poor poleeps in their eyes be blind or they

0:42:52.719 --> 0:42:57.080
<v Speaker 2>like off their hand so they're like. Disabled, dude you

0:42:57.120 --> 0:42:57.480
<v Speaker 2>should do.

0:42:57.520 --> 0:42:59.200
<v Speaker 1>That you should walk around telling people you just did

0:42:59.239 --> 0:43:00.879
<v Speaker 1>it on purpose because you were sick of Your.

0:43:02.400 --> 0:43:04.759
<v Speaker 2>No that's that's worse because then you'll not LIKE i,

0:43:04.800 --> 0:43:07.000
<v Speaker 2>SAID i, said didn't like the, sympathy BUT i kind

0:43:07.040 --> 0:43:08.440
<v Speaker 2>of like the sympathy.

0:43:08.120 --> 0:43:11.439
<v Speaker 1>Like by the, way by the, way by the, way

0:43:11.480 --> 0:43:13.680
<v Speaker 1>by the. WAY i want it just as as as

0:43:13.719 --> 0:43:15.759
<v Speaker 1>a CAN i say this to, you just as a

0:43:15.800 --> 0:43:18.600
<v Speaker 1>fake gecko. THERAPIST i want you. TO i want to

0:43:18.640 --> 0:43:23.560
<v Speaker 1>tell you. Something don't feel bad about liking the. Sympathy

0:43:23.560 --> 0:43:27.000
<v Speaker 1>don't feel bad about liking the. Sympathy look, something something

0:43:27.080 --> 0:43:31.279
<v Speaker 1>terrible happened to. You fucking lap it, up all? Right

0:43:31.520 --> 0:43:33.879
<v Speaker 1>what's wrong with a little lap lap it up a little?

0:43:33.880 --> 0:43:37.520
<v Speaker 1>Bit why? Not why? Not, okay might as, well might as.

0:43:37.560 --> 0:43:39.640
<v Speaker 1>Well don't feel bad about, it all, right don't feel

0:43:39.640 --> 0:43:41.319
<v Speaker 1>bad about. It you don't have a fucking. Hand you

0:43:41.320 --> 0:43:45.000
<v Speaker 1>should let people feel sorry for. You lap it? Up why?

0:43:45.040 --> 0:43:47.279
<v Speaker 2>Not you're, right that makes.

0:43:47.280 --> 0:43:48.319
<v Speaker 1>Sense don't don't.

0:43:48.400 --> 0:43:51.920
<v Speaker 2>TALK i don't Want i'm not making it like some

0:43:52.040 --> 0:43:54.279
<v Speaker 2>of my. Friends like one of our friends wasn't trying

0:43:54.280 --> 0:43:56.200
<v Speaker 2>to play a game with, us And i'm, like, oh

0:43:56.280 --> 0:43:58.560
<v Speaker 2>you will play with a little poor one handed, man

0:43:58.680 --> 0:44:00.759
<v Speaker 2>the lonely one handed man he could find the like

0:44:00.760 --> 0:44:03.080
<v Speaker 2>he got on the game with. Us BUT i won't

0:44:03.080 --> 0:44:06.720
<v Speaker 2>be doing that like outside of my. House BUT i.

0:44:06.840 --> 0:44:08.960
<v Speaker 1>Don't don't don't don't let it get to your. Head but,

0:44:09.239 --> 0:44:11.560
<v Speaker 1>yeah for, sure you, know for, sure lapping up a little,

0:44:11.560 --> 0:44:15.120
<v Speaker 1>bit not not don't do anything, crazy don't don't like

0:44:15.239 --> 0:44:20.000
<v Speaker 1>make a Long facebook post or. Anything but, uh.

0:44:19.840 --> 0:44:21.400
<v Speaker 2>Dude you know HOW i said it was one, Hindy

0:44:22.040 --> 0:44:24.319
<v Speaker 2>SO i took a. SHIP i took a ship before this.

0:44:24.400 --> 0:44:26.000
<v Speaker 2>CALL i just waited. MYSELF i one eighty.

0:44:26.040 --> 0:44:28.879
<v Speaker 1>Seven, DAMN i think that's our que.

0:44:28.960 --> 0:44:33.240
<v Speaker 2>Leave, okay thanks for the, call.

0:44:33.400 --> 0:44:35.239
<v Speaker 1>And thanks for Calling. Griffin good luck to.

0:44:35.280 --> 0:44:36.880
<v Speaker 2>You, yeah good luck to.

0:44:36.920 --> 0:44:42.560
<v Speaker 1>You, thanks take, care mam. Bye it is a pretty

0:44:42.600 --> 0:44:47.080
<v Speaker 1>wild looking, stump And i've also done my FAIR i it's.

0:44:47.160 --> 0:44:50.520
<v Speaker 1>Fun i'll get excited in the. Morning in the, MORNING

0:44:51.239 --> 0:44:53.759
<v Speaker 1>i get excited WHEN i take a bit Because i'm like.

0:44:53.800 --> 0:44:56.080
<v Speaker 1>Trying i'm trying to lose. Weight so in the MORNING

0:44:56.400 --> 0:44:59.120
<v Speaker 1>i get excited WHEN i take a big ship Because i'm,

0:44:59.160 --> 0:45:02.359
<v Speaker 1>like oh my, GOD i probably my body's so empty right.

0:45:02.360 --> 0:45:06.319
<v Speaker 1>Now i'm probably lost a lot of weight on loot doing.

0:45:06.360 --> 0:45:10.800
<v Speaker 1>That all, Right, well, thanks thanks for listening to this

0:45:10.880 --> 0:45:16.120
<v Speaker 1>dumb ass. Podcast, dude all, right thanks thanks for Calling. Griffin,

0:45:16.920 --> 0:45:25.120
<v Speaker 1>yah bless. You, Hello hi, there what's your?

0:45:25.200 --> 0:45:26.520
<v Speaker 3>Name I'm, Kentucky.

0:45:27.160 --> 0:45:30.360
<v Speaker 1>Kentucky how old are You? KENTUCKY i am twenty?

0:45:30.400 --> 0:45:34.600
<v Speaker 3>Six Nice, YES i live In, Chattanooga, Tennessee.

0:45:37.760 --> 0:45:43.200
<v Speaker 1>Tennessee mentioned at the Beginning, kentucky a trans man living In, Chattanooga. Tennessee,

0:45:43.360 --> 0:45:45.640
<v Speaker 1>well what's going, on? Dog how CAN i get you to?

0:45:45.680 --> 0:45:50.240
<v Speaker 3>This, WELL i wanted to talk to you About i've

0:45:50.320 --> 0:45:52.520
<v Speaker 3>dreamed about being a tattoo artist for a really long.

0:45:52.560 --> 0:45:56.120
<v Speaker 3>Time been working on my art and stuff my whole.

0:45:56.200 --> 0:46:00.240
<v Speaker 3>Life it's been like the only thing THAT i really

0:46:00.640 --> 0:46:04.799
<v Speaker 3>care about that. Deeply it's like affected like my relationships

0:46:04.800 --> 0:46:06.719
<v Speaker 3>with other people and stuff Because i'm just so like

0:46:07.760 --> 0:46:12.440
<v Speaker 3>one track mind about, IT i. Guess BUT i, recently

0:46:12.840 --> 0:46:16.040
<v Speaker 3>like last, SUMMER i started a tattoo apprenticeship at a

0:46:16.080 --> 0:46:20.920
<v Speaker 3>shop that ended up being a really bad. Environment AND

0:46:20.960 --> 0:46:23.279
<v Speaker 3>i kind of knew going into it BECAUSE i didn't

0:46:23.320 --> 0:46:25.600
<v Speaker 3>really like my mentor AND i knew he didn't really like,

0:46:25.719 --> 0:46:29.640
<v Speaker 3>me BUT i just wanted to do it so. BAD

0:46:29.640 --> 0:46:30.920
<v Speaker 3>i was like kind of willing to put up with.

0:46:30.960 --> 0:46:37.000
<v Speaker 3>IT i should have. Known like he like literally goes

0:46:37.080 --> 0:46:45.200
<v Speaker 3>by Like Captain. Devious but, yeah, no like he like

0:46:45.880 --> 0:46:47.920
<v Speaker 3>legally changed his name to.

0:46:48.040 --> 0:46:48.120
<v Speaker 2>That.

0:46:48.640 --> 0:46:52.600
<v Speaker 1>Wait, wait he's like on his driver's license it Says Captain. Deus,

0:46:53.560 --> 0:46:57.040
<v Speaker 1>yeah that's. Sweet that's, awesome what's this? Guy, Like, well

0:46:57.080 --> 0:46:59.239
<v Speaker 1>tell me more ABOUT i want to hear more About captain.

0:46:59.000 --> 0:47:03.960
<v Speaker 3>Devious, yeah crapt in cheesy shits he, LIKE i don't,

0:47:04.000 --> 0:47:08.120
<v Speaker 3>know he, Like oh my, god he is like a textbook.

0:47:08.280 --> 0:47:12.680
<v Speaker 3>Narcissist everything he says is fact. Correct if you disagree

0:47:12.719 --> 0:47:15.560
<v Speaker 3>with him or inconvenience him at, all it's gonna be

0:47:15.719 --> 0:47:16.800
<v Speaker 3>like there's a price.

0:47:16.600 --> 0:47:17.839
<v Speaker 1>To, pay very.

0:47:17.880 --> 0:47:24.240
<v Speaker 3>Angry man Loves, yeah he Loves facebook. Drama he loves

0:47:24.320 --> 0:47:27.520
<v Speaker 3>like oh, man all the local cops hate him because

0:47:27.560 --> 0:47:29.560
<v Speaker 3>he calls him for no good, reason just whenever he's

0:47:29.600 --> 0:47:35.960
<v Speaker 3>piste off it, Dude, like, uh it was just. Terrible

0:47:35.960 --> 0:47:38.239
<v Speaker 3>AND i found, out LIKE i don't, know there were

0:47:38.320 --> 0:47:40.640
<v Speaker 3>some other apprentices at the. Shop we actually all walked

0:47:40.640 --> 0:47:43.839
<v Speaker 3>out together at the end Of january.

0:47:43.640 --> 0:47:44.600
<v Speaker 1>A mutiny on the.

0:47:44.640 --> 0:47:48.839
<v Speaker 3>Captain absolutely like we left him with literally no one

0:47:49.040 --> 0:47:54.680
<v Speaker 3>in his shop except for. Him. Wow, Yeah and UH

0:47:54.760 --> 0:47:58.120
<v Speaker 3>i found out afterwards that like he was saying a

0:47:58.160 --> 0:48:01.880
<v Speaker 3>lot of like really transfer stuff behind my back and

0:48:02.000 --> 0:48:04.120
<v Speaker 3>calling me like mentally ill and. Stuff but he was

0:48:04.200 --> 0:48:07.120
<v Speaker 3>using me to look better to the community so he

0:48:07.120 --> 0:48:11.200
<v Speaker 3>could get queer people's. Money, still and like it was

0:48:11.239 --> 0:48:11.799
<v Speaker 3>like a whole.

0:48:11.840 --> 0:48:18.480
<v Speaker 1>Thing so all, Right, kentucky tell me what's. SO i, mean,

0:48:18.520 --> 0:48:21.560
<v Speaker 1>look you texted me and you were, LIKE i had

0:48:21.600 --> 0:48:23.799
<v Speaker 1>to give up on a dream of mine THAT i

0:48:23.920 --> 0:48:26.560
<v Speaker 1>was passionate. About so are you have you given up

0:48:26.600 --> 0:48:27.400
<v Speaker 1>on your tattooing?

0:48:27.480 --> 0:48:33.160
<v Speaker 3>DREAM i don't, know, honestly BECAUSE i have been very

0:48:33.200 --> 0:48:37.759
<v Speaker 3>much enlightened to how crazy the industry can, be And

0:48:37.800 --> 0:48:39.879
<v Speaker 3>i'm a person that really values like my own.

0:48:39.920 --> 0:48:43.120
<v Speaker 1>Peace it sounds like you've been enlightened to how, crazy

0:48:43.480 --> 0:48:45.279
<v Speaker 1>Uh Captain devious can.

0:48:45.360 --> 0:48:47.680
<v Speaker 2>Be, yeah that's.

0:48:47.760 --> 0:48:53.120
<v Speaker 3>TRUE i don't. Know, yeah it's kind of left me

0:48:53.360 --> 0:48:56.799
<v Speaker 3>with just like a whole, LIKE i don't, Know i'm

0:48:56.840 --> 0:48:58.680
<v Speaker 3>just kind of like feeling burnt out on the whole.

0:48:58.719 --> 0:49:01.520
<v Speaker 3>Thing it's not necessarily THAT i want to give, up

0:49:01.520 --> 0:49:04.480
<v Speaker 3>BUT i just don't know if it's like right for.

0:49:04.600 --> 0:49:08.160
<v Speaker 1>Me why don't? You so this was the for how

0:49:08.160 --> 0:49:08.440
<v Speaker 1>old are?

0:49:08.440 --> 0:49:10.120
<v Speaker 2>You twenty?

0:49:10.160 --> 0:49:13.319
<v Speaker 1>Six and this is the first time you've gone into

0:49:13.400 --> 0:49:14.239
<v Speaker 1>a studio to do.

0:49:14.320 --> 0:49:18.279
<v Speaker 3>This, yeah this is the first studio that would take me.

0:49:18.360 --> 0:49:22.720
<v Speaker 1>On, okay why so why not join another?

0:49:22.760 --> 0:49:27.600
<v Speaker 3>Studio it's hard to find a studio that is like,

0:49:27.680 --> 0:49:30.000
<v Speaker 3>willing like an artist that's willing to take on an,

0:49:30.000 --> 0:49:33.480
<v Speaker 3>Apprentice like finding an apprenticeship is often like one of

0:49:33.480 --> 0:49:37.040
<v Speaker 3>the hardest parts about like the tattooing industry as a.

0:49:37.040 --> 0:49:41.319
<v Speaker 3>Whole it's kind of like notoriously, difficult which is WHY

0:49:41.360 --> 0:49:42.960
<v Speaker 3>i was willing to put up with, that BECAUSE i

0:49:43.000 --> 0:49:45.160
<v Speaker 3>have friends that are in the, industry and they've all told, me,

0:49:45.280 --> 0:49:48.200
<v Speaker 3>like it's going to be like a lot of like scrubbing,

0:49:48.200 --> 0:49:53.279
<v Speaker 3>floors scrubbing, toilets, cleaning constantly being there. UNPAID i was

0:49:53.320 --> 0:49:56.640
<v Speaker 3>there nearly fifty hours a week, unpaid had to work

0:49:56.680 --> 0:50:00.480
<v Speaker 3>other jobs on top of, it And i'm just like

0:50:01.200 --> 0:50:05.520
<v Speaker 3>Over like it's partially Like i'm burnt out on that

0:50:05.920 --> 0:50:09.840
<v Speaker 3>side of, things but also just like financially and, PHYSICALLY

0:50:10.000 --> 0:50:12.040
<v Speaker 3>i just can't be doing that.

0:50:12.120 --> 0:50:14.000
<v Speaker 1>Anymore do you do you have another? Job?

0:50:15.120 --> 0:50:18.880
<v Speaker 3>YEAH i work a couple other. JOBS i uh do

0:50:19.200 --> 0:50:23.040
<v Speaker 3>the door at a cocktail, bar check id's and kick

0:50:23.120 --> 0:50:25.239
<v Speaker 3>people out as they're being too rowdy kind of a.

0:50:25.280 --> 0:50:27.040
<v Speaker 2>Thing tatoos.

0:50:27.280 --> 0:50:29.759
<v Speaker 1>Shopping do you give tattoos to your like?

0:50:29.840 --> 0:50:35.319
<v Speaker 3>Homies, no not not. NOW i did back in the,

0:50:35.400 --> 0:50:38.000
<v Speaker 3>day like you, know like a little punk rock stick

0:50:38.000 --> 0:50:42.960
<v Speaker 3>and poke party type. Beat, yeah but it's been a

0:50:42.960 --> 0:50:46.560
<v Speaker 3>while Since i've been like a under the table tattoo

0:50:46.560 --> 0:50:47.560
<v Speaker 3>BECAUSE i want to be.

0:50:47.680 --> 0:50:50.600
<v Speaker 2>Legit do you do?

0:50:50.640 --> 0:50:53.479
<v Speaker 1>You i'm gonna get A i'm gonna go a Real

0:50:53.600 --> 0:50:56.640
<v Speaker 1>Gary vaynerchuck mode on you right. Now do you? Uh

0:50:56.760 --> 0:50:58.120
<v Speaker 1>do You? Instagram do you?

0:50:58.200 --> 0:51:02.719
<v Speaker 3>TikTok i am On. INSTAGRAM i don't like TikTok too

0:51:02.800 --> 0:51:05.440
<v Speaker 3>much BECAUSE i don't like short form video content too,

0:51:05.560 --> 0:51:09.960
<v Speaker 3>much just BECAUSE i, LIKE i don't like to sit

0:51:10.000 --> 0:51:11.880
<v Speaker 3>and watch. THINGS i like putting things on in the

0:51:11.880 --> 0:51:13.799
<v Speaker 3>background While i'm like drawing or doing other.

0:51:13.800 --> 0:51:22.400
<v Speaker 1>Stuff, WELL i, MEAN i, MAN i mean so to,

0:51:22.520 --> 0:51:25.080
<v Speaker 1>me the solution to this is to is to find

0:51:25.080 --> 0:51:30.239
<v Speaker 1>a way to pave your own path. Forward AND i

0:51:30.280 --> 0:51:32.520
<v Speaker 1>only know from my own experience that the way to

0:51:32.560 --> 0:51:37.600
<v Speaker 1>do that is uh through using the internet to build

0:51:37.800 --> 0:51:45.640
<v Speaker 1>your own clientele base to upont to. Tattoo you.

0:51:45.680 --> 0:51:49.839
<v Speaker 3>Know, yeah that is Something i'm very aware of THAT

0:51:50.000 --> 0:51:53.799
<v Speaker 3>i get like kind of nervous, about like being known,

0:51:53.880 --> 0:51:59.120
<v Speaker 3>ONLINE i guess because it is a kind of overwhelming.

0:51:59.160 --> 0:52:03.359
<v Speaker 3>Thing i've seen it up. Into, actually my brother he

0:52:03.480 --> 0:52:06.719
<v Speaker 3>was like a really good csgo, player had like a

0:52:06.760 --> 0:52:09.440
<v Speaker 3>YouTube video and he got like millions of views on

0:52:09.480 --> 0:52:12.480
<v Speaker 3>his like trick shot videos and, stuff and people like

0:52:12.520 --> 0:52:14.680
<v Speaker 3>started to find out about like who he was in real,

0:52:14.680 --> 0:52:20.520
<v Speaker 3>life and he like got scared and. Quit BUT i don't,

0:52:20.560 --> 0:52:24.239
<v Speaker 3>know like watching that and watching how much anxiety it

0:52:24.360 --> 0:52:27.160
<v Speaker 3>put him, through it's kind of like made me nervous

0:52:27.200 --> 0:52:28.000
<v Speaker 3>about the whole. Thing.

0:52:28.800 --> 0:52:33.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Yeah, no it's a whole. Thing it's it's it's

0:52:33.760 --> 0:52:39.719
<v Speaker 1>totally a whole. Thing But i'll But i'll. Listen i'll

0:52:39.719 --> 0:52:42.879
<v Speaker 1>Say i'll say, This, okay how much do you want

0:52:42.880 --> 0:52:43.839
<v Speaker 1>to be a tattoo?

0:52:44.000 --> 0:52:48.840
<v Speaker 3>ARTIST i MEAN i was looking for an opportunity for

0:52:49.120 --> 0:52:53.200
<v Speaker 3>five years before this last. ONE i REALLY i just

0:52:53.239 --> 0:52:55.040
<v Speaker 3>want to make, art IS i think the, thing AND

0:52:55.080 --> 0:52:58.520
<v Speaker 3>i was looking for a way to make it like

0:52:58.800 --> 0:53:02.200
<v Speaker 3>financially viable and do something THAT i. DO i do

0:53:02.280 --> 0:53:03.880
<v Speaker 3>really love, tattooing AND i.

0:53:03.760 --> 0:53:06.040
<v Speaker 1>Love Like i'm just Gonna i'm gonna say. This i'm

0:53:06.040 --> 0:53:08.640
<v Speaker 1>gonna say this to, You. Kentucky if you just want

0:53:08.640 --> 0:53:11.920
<v Speaker 1>to make art and you want to have like you

0:53:12.200 --> 0:53:14.000
<v Speaker 1>and you want to have like your thing that you

0:53:14.040 --> 0:53:18.040
<v Speaker 1>do for money and and and separately you have your

0:53:18.080 --> 0:53:22.200
<v Speaker 1>thing that you do for creative, fulfillment that is a totally,

0:53:22.280 --> 0:53:26.600
<v Speaker 1>legitimate if not potentially even in some, Cases i've thought to,

0:53:26.680 --> 0:53:30.920
<v Speaker 1>myself better way to live life then to make money

0:53:30.920 --> 0:53:34.600
<v Speaker 1>off of your. Thing but and also also you can

0:53:34.640 --> 0:53:37.920
<v Speaker 1>also have a great life making money off of your.

0:53:38.040 --> 0:53:40.680
<v Speaker 1>Art but if you want to make money off of your,

0:53:40.840 --> 0:53:45.840
<v Speaker 1>art you are going to have to get over putting

0:53:45.840 --> 0:53:48.839
<v Speaker 1>yourself out. There you're gonna have to get over that

0:53:48.880 --> 0:53:52.680
<v Speaker 1>fear of putting yourself out. There if that's what you,

0:53:52.719 --> 0:53:54.279
<v Speaker 1>wanna that's what you want to.

0:53:54.320 --> 0:53:59.240
<v Speaker 3>Do, no, ABSOLUTELY i needed to hear that from something

0:53:59.320 --> 0:54:02.480
<v Speaker 3>other than inside my, brain because there's always that kind

0:54:02.480 --> 0:54:04.879
<v Speaker 3>of like fight between like what you know you need

0:54:04.920 --> 0:54:08.239
<v Speaker 3>to do and like what your like fear wants you to,

0:54:08.280 --> 0:54:10.520
<v Speaker 3>do which is usually just grow up in a ball and.

0:54:10.600 --> 0:54:10.799
<v Speaker 2>Die.

0:54:11.239 --> 0:54:13.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well because THAT'S i, mean that's the cool thing

0:54:13.160 --> 0:54:15.560
<v Speaker 1>about The internet is that you can you don't have

0:54:15.680 --> 0:54:19.239
<v Speaker 1>like if you just kind of build your own universe

0:54:19.880 --> 0:54:23.680
<v Speaker 1>of arts and and, whatnot then you, know you you

0:54:23.719 --> 0:54:26.279
<v Speaker 1>can you can build your own, world and you can

0:54:26.320 --> 0:54:29.640
<v Speaker 1>become your Own Captain, devious and you can change your

0:54:29.719 --> 0:54:33.359
<v Speaker 1>legal name to whatever the fuck you. Want hell, yeah

0:54:34.640 --> 0:54:39.799
<v Speaker 1>So i'll say, that you. Know, SO i, mean THAT'S

0:54:39.880 --> 0:54:42.080
<v Speaker 1>I i gotta. Say that's really ALL i have to.

0:54:42.120 --> 0:54:44.359
<v Speaker 1>Say on the matter is is that you you got

0:54:44.360 --> 0:54:47.080
<v Speaker 1>to get over your fear of putting yourself out, there

0:54:47.280 --> 0:54:49.399
<v Speaker 1>not even just for, like OH i got to make,

0:54:49.440 --> 0:54:53.839
<v Speaker 1>money but just it's just in general a good thing

0:54:53.920 --> 0:55:00.360
<v Speaker 1>in life to, be you, know okay With, Yeah.

0:55:00.160 --> 0:55:02.480
<v Speaker 3>No you're absolutely. Right AND i think it's LIKE i

0:55:02.480 --> 0:55:05.520
<v Speaker 3>have no problem like talking to, people like especially like in,

0:55:05.560 --> 0:55:08.680
<v Speaker 3>Person Like i'm not A i'm not a shy person

0:55:08.760 --> 0:55:12.160
<v Speaker 3>by any, means BUT i think there's just like, that

0:55:12.320 --> 0:55:17.160
<v Speaker 3>LIKE i feel weird about like a curated or like

0:55:17.560 --> 0:55:22.000
<v Speaker 3>kind of like distilled like projection or like not coming

0:55:22.360 --> 0:55:25.080
<v Speaker 3>across as authentic and then like being judged for.

0:55:25.160 --> 0:55:30.520
<v Speaker 1>That you're afraid of not coming off as? Authentic, yeah

0:55:31.200 --> 0:55:32.960
<v Speaker 1>why would you? Be why are you afraid of not

0:55:33.000 --> 0:55:34.120
<v Speaker 1>coming off as? Authentic?

0:55:36.000 --> 0:55:43.960
<v Speaker 3>UH i don't. KNOW i guess BECAUSE i am not

0:55:44.400 --> 0:55:51.960
<v Speaker 3>like comfortable like in front of a camera or, like

0:55:52.040 --> 0:55:56.320
<v Speaker 3>AND i feel LIKE i definitely overthink things BEFORE i post.

0:55:56.400 --> 0:55:59.960
<v Speaker 3>THEM i don't just LIKE i don't mind myself just

0:56:00.080 --> 0:56:01.920
<v Speaker 3>throw it, away you know WHAT i? Mean AND i

0:56:01.920 --> 0:56:05.080
<v Speaker 3>feel LIKE i WISH i could just do that more

0:56:05.080 --> 0:56:09.239
<v Speaker 3>comfortably BECAUSE i would feel a lot happier about WHAT

0:56:09.280 --> 0:56:11.279
<v Speaker 3>i posted IF i didn't think about it too.

0:56:11.360 --> 0:56:14.680
<v Speaker 1>MUCH i guess, yeah, YEAH i mean that's a whole

0:56:14.760 --> 0:56:18.600
<v Speaker 1>other can of. Worms is, uh you know how MUCH

0:56:18.640 --> 0:56:20.640
<v Speaker 1>i MEAN i think about stuff THAT i, post BUT

0:56:20.680 --> 0:56:23.680
<v Speaker 1>i also don't want. TO i don't, KNOW i don't,

0:56:23.719 --> 0:56:26.120
<v Speaker 1>KNOW i don't DON'T i, COULD i. COULD i could

0:56:26.120 --> 0:56:31.360
<v Speaker 1>give a whole stupid masterclass in like social media, marketing

0:56:31.400 --> 0:56:35.120
<v Speaker 1>but that would be. Boring let's the emotional aspect of,

0:56:35.160 --> 0:56:37.839
<v Speaker 1>it the emotional aspect of, It and just All i'll

0:56:37.840 --> 0:56:40.120
<v Speaker 1>say to you is THAT i think if you do,

0:56:40.160 --> 0:56:42.080
<v Speaker 1>anything if you get anything out of this phone, CALL

0:56:42.120 --> 0:56:43.760
<v Speaker 1>i hope it is that you get over your fear

0:56:43.800 --> 0:56:47.120
<v Speaker 1>of putting yourself out, there because that's the key to

0:56:48.000 --> 0:56:52.279
<v Speaker 1>never having to deal with The captain DVS's of the universe. Ever,

0:56:52.320 --> 0:56:55.359
<v Speaker 1>again that's how you that's how you beat the Man.

0:56:56.080 --> 0:57:00.760
<v Speaker 3>Kentucky, absolutely, Yeah, NO i have some like height driven

0:57:01.000 --> 0:57:02.360
<v Speaker 3>gains to. Make, now.

0:57:04.000 --> 0:57:05.239
<v Speaker 1>Is there anything else you want to say to the

0:57:05.239 --> 0:57:06.480
<v Speaker 1>people of the computer before we?

0:57:06.520 --> 0:57:10.879
<v Speaker 3>Go if you love, something just, like keep doing it

0:57:10.920 --> 0:57:12.680
<v Speaker 3>even if you feel like you need to change your,

0:57:12.719 --> 0:57:16.080
<v Speaker 3>trajectory like, yeah, uh just don't give up on the

0:57:16.120 --> 0:57:19.120
<v Speaker 3>things you're passionate. About BECAUSE i don't, Know like it's

0:57:19.160 --> 0:57:22.600
<v Speaker 3>okay if it changes, form but like don't lose what

0:57:23.240 --> 0:57:23.800
<v Speaker 3>like makes you.

0:57:23.760 --> 0:57:29.200
<v Speaker 1>Happy unless if you're passionate about killing people and eating.

0:57:29.240 --> 0:57:33.200
<v Speaker 3>Them, yeah or like stealing dogs from people's.

0:57:33.280 --> 0:57:37.800
<v Speaker 1>Yards that sounds that's very. Specific did someone do that to?

0:57:37.880 --> 0:57:41.040
<v Speaker 3>YOU i mean, no not to, me but it has

0:57:41.160 --> 0:57:44.440
<v Speaker 3>happened like in my neighborhood. Recently it's just on the.

0:57:44.440 --> 0:57:48.040
<v Speaker 1>Brain that's an interesting side. Hustle, actually ALTHOUGH i was

0:57:48.080 --> 0:57:51.560
<v Speaker 1>talking to someone about this. Earlier dogs are a depreciating.

0:57:51.600 --> 0:57:54.840
<v Speaker 3>Asset absolutely, no They're.

0:57:55.960 --> 0:57:58.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah they're expensive from the, jump and they only they.

0:57:58.120 --> 0:58:00.640
<v Speaker 1>Only this is WHY i wouldn't buy a dog is

0:58:00.640 --> 0:58:03.200
<v Speaker 1>it's it's too do. It it's not a good. Investment

0:58:03.200 --> 0:58:05.360
<v Speaker 1>it only it depreciates the minute you take it off the.

0:58:05.400 --> 0:58:08.720
<v Speaker 1>Lot like every year a dog gets, older it's worth

0:58:08.840 --> 0:58:11.000
<v Speaker 1>less and. Less so you know that's WHY i would

0:58:11.000 --> 0:58:11.440
<v Speaker 1>never buy a.

0:58:11.480 --> 0:58:14.800
<v Speaker 3>Dog, yeah, absolutely, Yeah and that's why.

0:58:14.840 --> 0:58:19.000
<v Speaker 1>Stealing if anyone's out there, listening who's thinking about stealing

0:58:19.080 --> 0:58:22.600
<v Speaker 1>a dog from someone's yard to sell, it maybe that'll

0:58:22.600 --> 0:58:25.440
<v Speaker 1>discourage them because there's beat you, could like stealing SOMEONE'S.

0:58:25.480 --> 0:58:30.120
<v Speaker 1>Tv that makes, Sense but like a, dog it's only

0:58:30.200 --> 0:58:34.320
<v Speaker 1>it's only gonna be worth less every every day it's worth.

0:58:34.400 --> 0:58:38.360
<v Speaker 1>Less so don't. Don't don't steal people's dogs to sell.

0:58:38.400 --> 0:58:42.000
<v Speaker 3>Them yeah, no and they will like piss on your

0:58:42.000 --> 0:58:43.360
<v Speaker 3>ship and ruin everything that you.

0:58:43.400 --> 0:58:46.000
<v Speaker 1>Love thanks for Calling, Kentucky.

0:58:46.280 --> 0:58:47.680
<v Speaker 3>Yeah no, Problem thanks for talking to.

0:58:47.720 --> 0:58:53.120
<v Speaker 1>Me do not invest in. Dogs never can goes on

0:58:53.240 --> 0:58:56.960
<v Speaker 1>the line taking your phone. Calls every Nine every beacon

0:58:57.120 --> 0:58:59.320
<v Speaker 1>goes to its teaching you loud.

0:58:59.360 --> 0:59:02.360
<v Speaker 3>In but he's not really an.

0:59:02.400 --> 0:59:03.520
<v Speaker 1>Expert