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Speaker 1: Hello, Hey there. What's your name? Griffin? What's up?

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Speaker 2: Man?

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Speaker 1: How's it going? I'm hanging in there, brother. What would

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Speaker 1: you want to talk about today?

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Speaker 2: I recently had an accident where I lost my right hand.

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Speaker 1: Wow. What was the accident?

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Speaker 2: So? I was one of my buddies is living with me,

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Speaker 2: and I was clean out his closet and there was

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Speaker 2: like this fireworks in the closet. Now, we thought it

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Speaker 2: was a smoke bomb typed in thking know, the ones

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Speaker 2: that you light the fuse goes down like you fucking

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Speaker 2: like throw it and it smokes right yeah, and it

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Speaker 2: blew up in my hand a flashbang. I don't know

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Speaker 2: if you ever played Just Go, but like I was

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Speaker 2: blind for like thirty seconds.

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Speaker 1: Holy shit. So wait a minute. So okay, So you

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Speaker 1: were in your friend's closet and you discovered these fire

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Speaker 1: works and then you lit them on fire while holding

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Speaker 2: So we found them in this close and this is

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Speaker 2: my home. So I had taken it for my brother

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Speaker 2: all a long time ago, like ten years ago probably,

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Speaker 2: and I remember like shit, like oh I remember this,

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Speaker 2: and I'm like we're clean out, was closing says more room.

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Speaker 2: So I'm thinking, hey, might as well light them. So

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Speaker 2: I walked on our porch try to light the winds

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Speaker 2: blowing so like ships not lighting, I'd go inside. The

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Speaker 2: wick just goes down and then boom, blew up.

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Speaker 1: Basically, oh my goodness, when did this happen?

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Speaker 2: This happened almost two weeks ago today.

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Speaker 1: God damn? And how much of your arm blew? Like

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Speaker 1: the whole arm?

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Speaker 2: No, luckly not. So my hand was like it was

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Speaker 2: still kind of there, but the hairs were like half gone.

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Speaker 2: And I guess my like my dad and friend found

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Speaker 2: have my palm in the sink or something?

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Speaker 1: Your dad and your your dad and your and found

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Speaker 1: your palm in the sink.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, like like part of my thumb.

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Speaker 1: So when it happened, did you go, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: did you like freak out?

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Speaker 2: No? No, So I was kind of silent and like

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Speaker 2: I was just kind of like, damn. I thought I

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Speaker 2: was dead for a second because it was straight, like white,

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Speaker 2: like bright, righter than the sun. And so my friend

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Speaker 2: was there with me like, well, we're we're lighting it,

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Speaker 2: and then my hearing came back like five seconds later.

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Speaker 2: I just hear him screaming. So I thought he was

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Speaker 2: like deathly injured, but he was perfectly fine. And I

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Speaker 2: was like this in my hand, I had like thirtygree

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Speaker 2: burns like up and down my stomach and leg and

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Speaker 2: like my right than my eye. But he was fine.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, wow, And what kind of fireworks were they?

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Speaker 1: They were like a flash bang type of thing.

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Speaker 2: I guess it turned out to be a flash bang

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Speaker 2: type thing, yeah, or more like a bomb, I guess.

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm. So what are you gonna do? What is so?

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Speaker 2: So? What? So?

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Speaker 1: What does your right hand look like?

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Speaker 2: It's just a numb So they cut it like right

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Speaker 2: at the wrist or like I guess they say below

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Speaker 2: the wrist, but in my thinking it's above the wrist

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Speaker 2: and that makes sense. What's closer to my fingertips? Part

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Speaker 2: of the risk?

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Speaker 1: How do you feel about all this? Are you like

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Speaker 1: are you pissed off?

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Speaker 2: I'm very angry and like like Matt myself, like I know,

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Speaker 2: like have you ever been like just guilty at yourself?

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Speaker 2: Like I've never been guilty of myself done for myself

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Speaker 2: until now. I could just very angry, but also like sad,

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Speaker 2: like I use my I'm very like right hand dumb.

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Speaker 2: It like I twist it with my left hand, but

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Speaker 2: like I can't do anything now. I'm I keep trying

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Speaker 2: to do shit with the right hand, and it's like,

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Speaker 2: oh shit, it's not there, you know what I mean?

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Speaker 1: MM, So I have to ask you this, when's the

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Speaker 1: last time you masturbated?

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Speaker 2: I've been trying to it's just like it's not the same.

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Speaker 2: So I haven't like I haven't finish, like if that

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Speaker 1: You haven't come since the accident.

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Speaker 2: No, literally the day of I actually, like hours before

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Speaker 2: the accident, I did. So that's good.

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Speaker 1: So I'm not like, wow, you came not knowing it

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Speaker 1: was the very last time you would jerk yourself off

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Speaker 1: with your right.

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Speaker 2: Hand exactly exactly.

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Speaker 1: That's tragic. I'm sorry to hear that.

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Speaker 2: I know. No, you're good.

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Speaker 1: Damn. So you did they put did they give you

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Speaker 1: like anything cool? Did they give you like a hook

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Speaker 2: That's so funny you say that? So like the week

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Speaker 2: of so I have like this really like top of

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Speaker 2: the line surgeon who like I guess like a couple

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Speaker 2: of years back, he like showed someone's arm back together.

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Speaker 2: His name's Van Beek. If anyone needs to practice plastic surgeon.

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Speaker 2: He does like tits and ass and ship. But anyways,

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Speaker 2: him and this army doc attached a coat hanger hook

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Speaker 2: to my hand, and we're joking that that's gonna be

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Speaker 2: like a ten thousand dollars hook the way that our

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Speaker 2: health care works.

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Speaker 1: Your doctor attached like a literal. Your doctor attached a

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Speaker 1: literal coat hanger to your arm.

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Speaker 2: Well, it's not like it's attached like I have like

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Speaker 2: wrap and then he wrapped it on top of that

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Speaker 2: and wrapped some more wrap. But yeah, fucking coat hanger.

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Speaker 1: Yeah wow. So right now, are you're holding the phone

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Speaker 1: with your left hand or with a coat hanger?

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Speaker 2: Definitely with the left hand. I can't. The coat hanger

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Speaker 2: doesn't have much mobility.

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Speaker 1: What can you even why even why why is a

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Speaker 1: coat hang? Why is a coat hanger better than a nub?

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Speaker 1: What can you even do with the coat hand?

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Speaker 2: Well, he just wants me to practice on my right hands.

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Speaker 2: It doesn't get really weak. So like I can like, oh,

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Speaker 2: like push elevator buttons and like pull like tissues towards me,

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Speaker 2: or like when I'm eating pudding, like you get a

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Speaker 2: lot of pudding and yogurt or a ship and hospital.

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Speaker 2: So I'm trying to eat the yogurt with my left hand,

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Speaker 2: but it's just sliding around the table, so like the

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Speaker 2: hook kind of holds it there.

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Speaker 1: I feel like if you're you know how, like you'll

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Speaker 1: to hit your floor. I feel like if we were

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Speaker 1: kind of mean asking him to hit my floor.

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Speaker 2: That's so funny because like, Okay, I was in the

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Speaker 2: hospital for like six days, and like on the fifth day,

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Speaker 2: I walked around the hospital and me and my sister

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Speaker 2: I was on a lodge druck, so I was asking like, hey, hey,

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Speaker 2: like what what what are you guys going on? And

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Speaker 2: I like you pressed they were on the sand floor's

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Speaker 2: us But like I understand that's funny though, like them

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Speaker 2: asking me push all these fucking buttons. That could be

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Speaker 2: my future job though. I could be an elevator attendant.

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Speaker 1: You could be an elevator attendant. What do you do?

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Speaker 1: What do you do? Now? What's your are you you're

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Speaker 1: you're nineteen, it says, yes, sir.

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Speaker 2: So I am a retail sales supervisor at the home depot.

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Speaker 1: Oh okay, I feel like people are going to see

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Speaker 1: you and the saw sales are going to go down.

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Speaker 2: That's funny because I'm the supervisor for hardware like lumbers,

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Speaker 2: so I work over there, sas and shit.

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Speaker 1: They'd have no idea. It was fireworks. What do you

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Speaker 1: mean like because you work at home depot? Never mind?

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Speaker 1: So what? Uh? Okay? Let me let me ask you this.

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Speaker 1: Let me ask you this. What's your do you? Are

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Speaker 1: you in school right now? Are you going to college

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Speaker 1: for anything while you're working?

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Speaker 2: No? No, I'm I'm mom. So I was going to

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Speaker 2: take this one gap year. I'm getting into that second

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Speaker 2: gap here and just grounding at work. But now I'm

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Speaker 2: you know, chilling at home for a couple of weeks.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 1: What's your what's your dream? What's your goal? What do

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Speaker 2: One one of my dreams was like the canoe down

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Speaker 2: for kayak down the whole Mississippi. But like, I don't

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Speaker 2: know if I could do that now with just one hand,

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Speaker 2: Like I probably could get like another hook type thing.

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Speaker 2: But we'll see.

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Speaker 1: Hold on, Okay, you know there's all sorts of like,

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Speaker 1: I'm sure there's a guy with a hook for a

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Speaker 1: hand who's climbed Mount Everest before. Like that's a whole

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Speaker 1: that's an entire genre of dude that you're talking about.

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Speaker 2: I don't know about that Mount Everest maybe.

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Speaker 1: Not, but hold on, I'm gonna look this up right now. Okay,

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Speaker 1: hold on, okay, guy with no arm climbs mountain. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: check the shit out, dude. This guy, uh, Kyle Maynard

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Speaker 1: He didn't have any Is.

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Speaker 2: He a nugget basically, or he had like one leg

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Speaker 1: Yeah, he's got no arms and no legs and his

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Speaker 1: ass climbs Mount Kilimanjaro. Oh my god, So look at that.

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Speaker 1: You can pat down the Mississippi River.

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Speaker 2: Did he climbing or did someone else climate for him? Like,

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Speaker 2: was he like in the backpack, like one of it,

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Speaker 1: That's that's just mean. That's just mean. Oh I guess now, well, hold,

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Speaker 1: I guess you can kind of make those jokes now

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Speaker 1: since you you don't. That's that's one of the bright

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Speaker 1: sides of having a disabilities. You can, now, I guess,

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Speaker 1: make jokes about other people with disabilities. Exactly this guy, Yeah, this,

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Speaker 1: this guy. Kyle Maynard, a quadruple amputee, is the first

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Speaker 1: person to climb Mount Kilimanjaro without prosthetics. He also played football, wrestled,

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Speaker 1: say that you can't, you know, canoe down the Mississippi Ripper,

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Speaker 1: he would think you were a total pus.

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Speaker 2: Okay, wait he he wrestled in ship before or after

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Speaker 2: his quadruple amputation.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I think it's I think this is all after.

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Speaker 1: I feel like they would I feel like they wouldn't

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Speaker 1: put it in the bio if it was before.

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Speaker 2: Okay, have you ever have you ever like this? The

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Speaker 2: Special Olympics, like TikTok or whatever, they'll post their swimming

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Speaker 2: team and literally like so their quadruple amputees and they'll

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Speaker 2: just like throw them into the pool. And I don't

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Speaker 2: know how much of the swimming they're doing themselves. I

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Speaker 2: don't know.

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Speaker 1: Okay, look here's the I don't have to get into

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Speaker 1: the Special Olympics. But all I'm saying is that if

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Speaker 1: all I'm saying is that someone else did it, so

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Speaker 1: you could probably figure it out how to do it.

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Speaker 1: I believe all I'm saying is it's it has been

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Speaker 1: proven to be physically possible.

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Speaker 2: Now, what was see was I want? I was looking

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Speaker 2: into if I could join like the Special Olympics because

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Speaker 2: I run track or I used to, like I would

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Speaker 1: Yeah, what's your mom? Your dog's going crazy?

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Speaker 1: Geck bluss All right, well, well it's okay, So your mom,

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Speaker 1: I'll ask you this quite. I mean, I suppose I

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00:22:04,760 --> 00:22:07,600
Speaker 1: have more questions, but I'll just ask you this up front.

438
00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:11,359
Speaker 1: Is there any like what other aspects of this do

439
00:22:11,440 --> 00:22:12,760
Speaker 1: you want to talk about?

440
00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:18,800
Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know. I mean, do you

441
00:22:18,800 --> 00:22:20,680
Speaker 2: have any other questions? I'm trying to think of something

442
00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:21,520
Speaker 2: that I could talk about.

443
00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:24,800
Speaker 1: Let's see, all right, I have a crazy question, and

444
00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:26,960
Speaker 1: maybe it's fucked up. Maybe it's fucked up. It might

445
00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:28,320
Speaker 1: be fucked up, but I'm gonna ask it to you.

446
00:22:31,280 --> 00:22:32,960
Speaker 2: Okay, Oh yeah, go ahead. Yeah.

447
00:22:33,560 --> 00:22:38,960
Speaker 1: Have there been any pros of blowing your arm off? Oh?

448
00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:46,000
Speaker 2: My god, that's not getting gifted food? Like we have

449
00:22:46,160 --> 00:22:49,760
Speaker 2: our fridge is full of food for like my mom's

450
00:22:49,760 --> 00:22:52,240
Speaker 2: like friends and shit. So like that's that's a positive,

451
00:22:52,280 --> 00:22:58,840
Speaker 2: i'd say. Otherwise, Oh, and like finally getting I will

452
00:22:58,840 --> 00:23:01,040
Speaker 2: work because I don't love my job, so it's nice

453
00:23:01,080 --> 00:23:05,239
Speaker 2: to have a little like stay on vacation, So if

454
00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:08,600
Speaker 2: you could call that a positive. But negatives like I

455
00:23:08,600 --> 00:23:10,359
Speaker 2: can't I can't play video games. There's another one. I

456
00:23:10,560 --> 00:23:13,480
Speaker 2: can't play video games right now. I love first person shooters,

457
00:23:13,480 --> 00:23:15,399
Speaker 2: so I can't. I can't use them mountains?

458
00:23:15,760 --> 00:23:20,600
Speaker 1: Mmm can they not? So like is there? Uh, by

459
00:23:20,640 --> 00:23:22,320
Speaker 1: the way, I'll just say this about the food thing

460
00:23:22,720 --> 00:23:29,440
Speaker 1: real quick. Yeah, tragedy does bring with it, ah, really

461
00:23:29,680 --> 00:23:31,960
Speaker 1: it does bring good food with it. Like I when

462
00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:34,119
Speaker 1: I was in high school, I had the friend of

463
00:23:34,160 --> 00:23:41,159
Speaker 1: mine passed away, but at his shiva, they're they just

464
00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:44,359
Speaker 1: had the best chicken tenders have ever eaten.

465
00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:53,760
Speaker 2: Yeah just no, no, no, So I haven't had Jewish

466
00:23:53,800 --> 00:23:56,200
Speaker 2: food in a while, like really good. So I never

467
00:23:56,240 --> 00:23:58,800
Speaker 2: knew this was a thing. But bat Mitzus like bar

468
00:23:58,960 --> 00:24:02,400
Speaker 2: Mitzo's for girls and those were even a thing, and

469
00:24:02,760 --> 00:24:04,919
Speaker 2: I went to one. Oh my god, I wish it

470
00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:07,119
Speaker 2: was Jewish because their food is so some of their.

471
00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:09,480
Speaker 1: Food so it is, it's really good. I'm actually I

472
00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:11,880
Speaker 1: gotta say those chicken tenders were so good that I'm

473
00:24:11,880 --> 00:24:14,199
Speaker 1: actually waged. I kind of hope another one of my

474
00:24:14,240 --> 00:24:19,120
Speaker 1: friends dies so that that's crazy.

475
00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:21,920
Speaker 2: No what but or would the chicken tenders Jewish at all?

476
00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:24,879
Speaker 1: Or they were just they were just regular chicken tenders

477
00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:30,280
Speaker 1: there they the koshers though, they were really good. Anyway,

478
00:24:30,359 --> 00:24:32,280
Speaker 1: Wait what what did what Jewish food did you have

479
00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:33,679
Speaker 1: at the bout Metzva?

480
00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:39,120
Speaker 2: Fucking Okay, So it was like this dessert but kind

481
00:24:39,119 --> 00:24:42,280
Speaker 2: of was like crispy noodle ish type thing. I don't

482
00:24:42,280 --> 00:24:44,639
Speaker 2: know what the fuck it's called. There's so many like

483
00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:46,920
Speaker 2: and they have like long ass names for no reason,

484
00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:48,600
Speaker 2: like panic cocaine or something like that.

485
00:24:49,440 --> 00:24:51,960
Speaker 1: Wait, I've never heard of any Jewish food called panic cockin?

486
00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:55,479
Speaker 2: Is that food? I don't know? If I'm just speaking

487
00:24:55,480 --> 00:24:56,760
Speaker 2: out of my ass.

488
00:24:56,800 --> 00:24:59,240
Speaker 1: You might what's what? What is it? What would describe

489
00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:00,440
Speaker 1: the food to me? Is that soup?

490
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:03,679
Speaker 2: No? No, it's I thought it was a dessert like

491
00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:08,119
Speaker 2: assert like with like crispy shit on top and like

492
00:25:09,600 --> 00:25:12,440
Speaker 2: panic cotton. What was that?

493
00:25:12,440 --> 00:25:15,520
Speaker 1: That doesn't sound No, not pan cotta.

494
00:25:15,760 --> 00:25:19,439
Speaker 2: No, not panic cotton. I something cocin or maybe not

495
00:25:19,680 --> 00:25:22,560
Speaker 2: maybe ship. Let me let me, uh, let me look

496
00:25:22,600 --> 00:25:23,760
Speaker 2: up some Jewish here, give.

497
00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:27,159
Speaker 1: Me one second. You know, it's okay, we don't have

498
00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:32,320
Speaker 1: to google this, but uh all right anyway, all right,

499
00:25:32,359 --> 00:25:35,159
Speaker 1: so you got what's the best sympathy food that you've gotten?

500
00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:43,960
Speaker 2: Oh that's a good question. Hmm. Okay, So I like

501
00:25:44,320 --> 00:25:47,080
Speaker 2: so I like lazagna. So this leggy about lazagna. But

502
00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:51,200
Speaker 2: it was vegetarian lasagna. But it was pretty pretty good.

503
00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:54,080
Speaker 2: It had like spinach shit in there. But the salad

504
00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:55,920
Speaker 2: she made it was a caesar salad, but it was

505
00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:58,800
Speaker 2: all like shredded and cut up. I hate like eating

506
00:25:58,840 --> 00:26:01,000
Speaker 2: Caesar salad and having all the big ass leap So

507
00:26:01,040 --> 00:26:05,040
Speaker 2: that was really good. I don't know. There's this Mexican

508
00:26:05,040 --> 00:26:07,280
Speaker 2: place called Lacacia, Like I don't know if they're chain

509
00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:09,320
Speaker 2: or not, but that was pretty good too.

510
00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:12,879
Speaker 1: So you said that one of the bummers is that

511
00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:15,720
Speaker 1: you can't play video games. Is there not like some

512
00:26:15,880 --> 00:26:20,000
Speaker 1: kind of uh like, is there not some kind of

513
00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:23,000
Speaker 1: prosthetic that will allow you to play video games? Or

514
00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:25,040
Speaker 1: is that? Is it kind of too complex because you

515
00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:26,480
Speaker 1: need fingers and ship.

516
00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:30,200
Speaker 2: Well, there's like there's like one handed keyboards and shit

517
00:26:30,280 --> 00:26:33,760
Speaker 2: you can use. It's more like like stuff that other

518
00:26:33,800 --> 00:26:35,280
Speaker 2: people can use, Like you don't need to have a

519
00:26:35,280 --> 00:26:37,480
Speaker 2: missing hand. But like I want to get like an

520
00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:40,000
Speaker 2: electric like an electric hand that like you can move

521
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:43,320
Speaker 2: all the fingers individually, but those are like more expensive,

522
00:26:43,400 --> 00:26:46,240
Speaker 2: or at least my place doesn't have them like that

523
00:26:46,359 --> 00:26:48,520
Speaker 2: you can move all the fingers individually. So like there's

524
00:26:48,560 --> 00:26:50,679
Speaker 2: more like accessibility stuff where like I could get like

525
00:26:50,720 --> 00:26:53,240
Speaker 2: foot pedals and use those as an aim and shoot

526
00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:55,760
Speaker 2: and just use my left hand on the keyboard, if

527
00:26:55,760 --> 00:26:57,639
Speaker 2: that makes sense. But there's not really anything I can do.

528
00:26:58,440 --> 00:27:00,679
Speaker 2: Like there's a couple like like one handed, but like

529
00:27:01,000 --> 00:27:05,399
Speaker 2: that's just too much and it's like a keyboard on

530
00:27:05,600 --> 00:27:07,359
Speaker 2: the mouse or something like that.

531
00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:12,159
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Yeah, it's a bummer that ship is so expensive.

532
00:27:12,800 --> 00:27:16,160
Speaker 1: I'm trying to say, you could play like I feel

533
00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:19,879
Speaker 1: like you could get really into driving games like one hand,

534
00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:23,520
Speaker 1: like one hand on that little steering wheel and then

535
00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:26,159
Speaker 1: the other one on the U on the pedal.

536
00:27:27,359 --> 00:27:29,199
Speaker 2: Yeah, because I was. I was just playing a lot

537
00:27:29,359 --> 00:27:32,159
Speaker 2: F one. But like I have a control I do.

538
00:27:32,359 --> 00:27:34,399
Speaker 2: I gotta get the pedals and ship in a wheel

539
00:27:35,480 --> 00:27:37,960
Speaker 2: because like I play, you know control, you need the

540
00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:42,320
Speaker 2: right finger to hit the accelerator s like that. But

541
00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:45,119
Speaker 2: I can play like point in click games like Cana

542
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:49,240
Speaker 2: Segalum and ship like that like among us.

543
00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:55,919
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. What other questions do I have for you? Oh?

544
00:27:56,040 --> 00:27:57,679
Speaker 1: What's to deal with your dad? Are you and your

545
00:27:57,720 --> 00:27:58,359
Speaker 1: dad cool?

546
00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:05,080
Speaker 2: Yeah? Uh not really. No, He's like he's around, but

547
00:28:05,160 --> 00:28:07,320
Speaker 2: he's not around, if that makes sense.

548
00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:15,160
Speaker 1: Okay, all right? Did he at least like say what's

549
00:28:15,240 --> 00:28:17,560
Speaker 1: up when your arm was blown off?

550
00:28:18,320 --> 00:28:20,480
Speaker 2: Yeah? He came to the hospital. I think I don't

551
00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:21,840
Speaker 2: know if he was there the first name, but he

552
00:28:21,880 --> 00:28:25,160
Speaker 2: came like the second quick, like he'll he stop into

553
00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:28,000
Speaker 2: like not even five minutes and then his leave.

554
00:28:28,320 --> 00:28:31,280
Speaker 1: So do you like get to talk to him at all?

555
00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:36,600
Speaker 2: Yeah? I did, Like, so we got we got home

556
00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:39,360
Speaker 2: from the hospital, and I think it was was it

557
00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:43,200
Speaker 2: the same day, Jake, when the police showed up? It was, yeah,

558
00:28:43,440 --> 00:28:47,000
Speaker 2: same day, three cop cars. So now I'll say this,

559
00:28:47,080 --> 00:28:50,000
Speaker 2: so let me let me go back a little bit

560
00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:53,800
Speaker 2: in the past. So I when I when when the

561
00:28:53,880 --> 00:28:56,480
Speaker 2: thing blew up? Let me explain it. So I like

562
00:28:56,680 --> 00:28:59,640
Speaker 2: ran outside until my buddy like, hey follow me, And

563
00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:02,479
Speaker 2: I didn't realized I was missing my hand so like,

564
00:29:02,520 --> 00:29:04,120
Speaker 2: and I was kind of like half blind. So I

565
00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:06,920
Speaker 2: like walked into my mom's car, walked in my brother's car,

566
00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:09,040
Speaker 2: and I got blood all over them. Walked to the

567
00:29:09,040 --> 00:29:12,960
Speaker 2: neighbor across the street's house. His wife has like I

568
00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:16,479
Speaker 2: feel bad for laughing at this, but like terminal cancer.

569
00:29:16,680 --> 00:29:19,440
Speaker 2: So he couldn't look answer the door. So I got

570
00:29:19,440 --> 00:29:21,800
Speaker 2: blood over his door or like his steps, and I

571
00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:24,720
Speaker 2: ran across the street to the neighbors. They have four

572
00:29:24,760 --> 00:29:26,600
Speaker 2: and I looked like I could see now pretty good.

573
00:29:26,880 --> 00:29:29,400
Speaker 2: I saw they had four cars. In the driveway. I'm like, Okay,

574
00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:32,560
Speaker 2: someone's got to be home, right. I'm banging on the

575
00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:34,880
Speaker 2: door with my good hand, dripping blood all over the place,

576
00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:37,960
Speaker 2: and I see someone like look through the window at me,

577
00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:41,360
Speaker 2: and no one hitswered the fucking door. And then I

578
00:29:41,360 --> 00:29:42,880
Speaker 2: go to the next house over and the guys went

579
00:29:42,920 --> 00:29:46,640
Speaker 2: outside and he helped me out try to like put

580
00:29:46,680 --> 00:29:49,600
Speaker 2: a turn cat on it. And then the ambulance pulled

581
00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:51,480
Speaker 2: up and I'm in the back of the indlance like

582
00:29:51,480 --> 00:29:54,160
Speaker 2: five ten minutes sitting there because they were trying to

583
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:56,320
Speaker 2: put a turn cait like on the top like on

584
00:29:56,360 --> 00:29:58,360
Speaker 2: my shoulder, part of my arm into my hand like

585
00:29:58,760 --> 00:30:01,040
Speaker 2: next to my hand, like arguing with them. And then

586
00:30:01,040 --> 00:30:04,880
Speaker 2: the fucking detective was asking questions or a police officer was,

587
00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:08,560
Speaker 2: so I guess they thought that I was making illegal

588
00:30:08,640 --> 00:30:13,720
Speaker 2: bombs in like the house. So anyways, now back to

589
00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:17,360
Speaker 2: current time or like last week. So we get home

590
00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:20,160
Speaker 2: from the hospital. Three police cars show up in front

591
00:30:20,160 --> 00:30:23,360
Speaker 2: of our house. Six like police women surround the house

592
00:30:23,440 --> 00:30:24,920
Speaker 2: and like I opened the door and like when it

593
00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:27,720
Speaker 2: what's up? And my dad hasn't a warrant up first

594
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:29,720
Speaker 2: arrest for like a d W I.

595
00:30:31,360 --> 00:30:35,640
Speaker 1: And it wasn't so this was this was this was uh,

596
00:30:35,680 --> 00:30:36,840
Speaker 1: after you blew your hand off?

597
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:39,160
Speaker 2: Yes, this was after he blew my hand off the

598
00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:48,040
Speaker 2: week like the week following, so he wasn't home, so okay,

599
00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:50,720
Speaker 2: And like I guess they felt bad bothering, you know,

600
00:30:50,760 --> 00:30:55,040
Speaker 2: the one handed man. So they went back to their

601
00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:58,200
Speaker 2: cars and drove off pretty quick, and they hadn't came

602
00:30:58,280 --> 00:31:00,160
Speaker 2: back yet, but he said he was gonna try so

603
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:04,760
Speaker 2: like a couple of days ago, and he's he hadn't

604
00:31:04,760 --> 00:31:06,360
Speaker 2: came home to day so they might have got him,

605
00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:09,400
Speaker 2: but like, I don't know, he's a whole fucking thing.

606
00:31:09,520 --> 00:31:13,920
Speaker 1: Like he's yeah, so you the FEDS thought that you

607
00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:16,720
Speaker 1: were making explosives in your room because of the hand thing.

608
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:20,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, because I guess it's a common thing, like because

609
00:31:20,800 --> 00:31:25,760
Speaker 2: even today I went to a REDNA specialist because they

610
00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:27,640
Speaker 2: thought that they might have like torn like parts of

611
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:30,320
Speaker 2: my REDNA. And the doctor asked me, like what happened,

612
00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:31,640
Speaker 2: and I told him, And I didn't tell him it

613
00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:33,160
Speaker 2: was a firework. I just said it was an explosion.

614
00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:35,680
Speaker 2: So he's like, oh, like I get multi good tons

615
00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:39,080
Speaker 2: of patients are amateur bomb makers. I'm like, what the fuck?

616
00:31:39,320 --> 00:31:40,920
Speaker 2: I don't know there was a.

617
00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:45,240
Speaker 1: I get tons of patients who are amateur bomb makers.

618
00:31:45,480 --> 00:31:51,480
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, and kind of a red flag, I guess

619
00:31:51,600 --> 00:31:53,760
Speaker 2: in Minnesota. I guess so once the people are making

620
00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:57,440
Speaker 2: too many bombs because fireworks are illegal or certain fireworks

621
00:31:57,440 --> 00:32:00,240
Speaker 2: are illegal here, like we have to go like to

622
00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:01,760
Speaker 2: Wisconsin to buyer fireworks.

623
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:09,240
Speaker 1: Anyways, Yeah, I have to ask, uh, how do you

624
00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:11,880
Speaker 1: feel about that law? Now? Are you like that's a

625
00:32:11,920 --> 00:32:12,680
Speaker 1: pretty good law.

626
00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:17,000
Speaker 2: I think it's a pretty good law. Yeah, it's not

627
00:32:17,040 --> 00:32:19,640
Speaker 2: like all fireworks but like mortars and ship. But yeah,

628
00:32:19,680 --> 00:32:21,640
Speaker 2: I will I believe me. I will never be like

629
00:32:21,920 --> 00:32:24,440
Speaker 2: lighting or go near fires Fourth of July. I'll be

630
00:32:24,440 --> 00:32:28,000
Speaker 2: in like my basement with like ear muf song and ship. Yeah.

631
00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:29,320
Speaker 1: I was gonna okay, so I was gonna ask you,

632
00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:32,840
Speaker 1: uh after that, like what's your relationship, like your relationship

633
00:32:32,880 --> 00:32:35,080
Speaker 1: with fireworks now? Like are you no?

634
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:40,120
Speaker 2: I'm yeah, no, I'm definitely a We'll see, Like I

635
00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:41,920
Speaker 2: don't know if I have PTSD from it, but like

636
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:44,400
Speaker 2: I remember a time when I was younger and we

637
00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:47,320
Speaker 2: went over to our like friends party and they have

638
00:32:47,400 --> 00:32:49,000
Speaker 2: like a little alley way and they let off a

639
00:32:49,040 --> 00:32:51,440
Speaker 2: sparkler bomb. I don't know if you have ever seen sparkler bombs,

640
00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:53,440
Speaker 2: but they're really big and like loud and like a

641
00:32:53,480 --> 00:32:57,080
Speaker 2: big flash. And someone who served in like a rack

642
00:32:57,600 --> 00:33:00,400
Speaker 2: he has he has he like jumped over a cable

643
00:33:00,440 --> 00:33:02,520
Speaker 2: at drinks and like kid behind it and shit. So

644
00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:04,560
Speaker 2: I don't know if I'll be like that or not.

645
00:33:04,760 --> 00:33:05,200
Speaker 2: We'll see.

646
00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:08,800
Speaker 1: I gotta say, Griffin, you are you are handling this

647
00:33:09,800 --> 00:33:12,560
Speaker 1: uh extraordinarily well. I mean if I were you, I

648
00:33:12,560 --> 00:33:17,160
Speaker 1: would I would not be able to be in such

649
00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:20,920
Speaker 1: uh high spirits as you are. I mean, I don't

650
00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:22,560
Speaker 1: know if you're putting on a front, but you you

651
00:33:22,720 --> 00:33:28,040
Speaker 1: definitely well, you know, it seems like you're you're you're

652
00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:29,360
Speaker 1: taking this well.

653
00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:33,200
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm trying to be happy, you know what

654
00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:35,040
Speaker 2: I mean. I don't I'm not trying to think about it.

655
00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:37,600
Speaker 2: Like when when I was at the surgeon the other

656
00:33:37,680 --> 00:33:39,240
Speaker 2: day and he took off the wrap and I didn't

657
00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:41,280
Speaker 2: really want to look at it because it felt it

658
00:33:41,320 --> 00:33:43,920
Speaker 2: felt more real now, Like that's why I kind of

659
00:33:43,920 --> 00:33:45,880
Speaker 2: didn't want to go home to the hospital, because once

660
00:33:45,920 --> 00:33:48,840
Speaker 2: I'm home, it's real, like shit, I have no hand,

661
00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:52,120
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. So it's been tough but

662
00:33:52,560 --> 00:33:54,640
Speaker 2: like I said, I don't see a point in like

663
00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:58,000
Speaker 2: moping about it. You know, I've never been like I mean,

664
00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:00,120
Speaker 2: I've been sad, like recently, one of my best and

665
00:34:00,280 --> 00:34:03,240
Speaker 2: just died too, and I was like, I wasn't happy

666
00:34:03,280 --> 00:34:07,320
Speaker 2: before that either. So I'm trying to, you know, find

667
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:10,400
Speaker 2: reasons to want to live and you know, keep going.

668
00:34:10,440 --> 00:34:12,680
Speaker 2: So of course I'm gonna be upbeat and like happy,

669
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:14,719
Speaker 2: like I'm gonna try. I'm not going to give up

670
00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:15,680
Speaker 2: on this ship, you know what I mean.

671
00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:22,319
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm hm, Well, god, damn Griffin. Thanks for thanks

672
00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:24,720
Speaker 1: for joking around with me. Sorry if I said anything.

673
00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:32,960
Speaker 2: Uh, my friends called me fucking lefty now, so you're fine.

674
00:34:33,320 --> 00:34:34,600
Speaker 1: Your friends call you lefty.

675
00:34:35,560 --> 00:34:37,040
Speaker 2: Yeah.

676
00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:39,879
Speaker 1: Hey this guy, this guy voted for Bernie. Huh he's

677
00:34:39,880 --> 00:34:43,120
Speaker 1: only got his left hands exactly.

678
00:34:43,719 --> 00:34:47,640
Speaker 2: Sorry, No, you're good. No, we had a good conversation.

679
00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:49,399
Speaker 2: I'm glad I could talk to someone like. I haven't

680
00:34:49,400 --> 00:34:52,319
Speaker 2: talked to a therapist, a therapist therapist yet. I know

681
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:55,680
Speaker 2: obviously you're not a therapist, but it's just nice talking

682
00:34:55,719 --> 00:35:01,040
Speaker 2: to someone getting you know, like everything out, Griffin.

683
00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:02,640
Speaker 1: Is there anything else that you want to say to

684
00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:06,879
Speaker 1: the people of the computer or or or any other

685
00:35:06,960 --> 00:35:09,400
Speaker 1: aspect of this that you want to get into or

686
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:10,320
Speaker 1: any of that before we go.

687
00:35:11,040 --> 00:35:14,240
Speaker 2: I think all I gotta say is thanks for listening. Also,

688
00:35:14,760 --> 00:35:16,880
Speaker 2: you should add, like on Twitch, you should have a

689
00:35:16,960 --> 00:35:20,360
Speaker 2: vote thing where if a call is going really boring

690
00:35:20,560 --> 00:35:22,680
Speaker 2: and you don't want to be rude, just have a

691
00:35:22,760 --> 00:35:25,239
Speaker 2: vote thing like, hey, should we continue this call and

692
00:35:25,239 --> 00:35:27,200
Speaker 2: then have a vote yes or no? Because some some

693
00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:28,880
Speaker 2: of the calls are a little I don't know, I

694
00:35:28,880 --> 00:35:30,920
Speaker 2: feel they're not that entertaining.

695
00:35:31,280 --> 00:35:33,840
Speaker 1: See I hear. Well, Okay, Well, a couple of things.

696
00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:37,160
Speaker 1: First of all is the chat does not get to

697
00:35:37,200 --> 00:35:40,600
Speaker 1: decide whether or not I have a call like they Yeah,

698
00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:44,160
Speaker 1: I'm I'm I'm the judge, jury, and executioner on whether

699
00:35:44,239 --> 00:35:46,000
Speaker 1: or not I decide I want to take a phone call.

700
00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:49,120
Speaker 1: So okay, Really I don't want to give a the

701
00:35:49,239 --> 00:35:53,200
Speaker 1: chat the option to do that. And second of all,

702
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:54,920
Speaker 1: I don't know how would you feel if you got

703
00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:56,200
Speaker 1: if you got voted out?

704
00:35:56,960 --> 00:36:00,040
Speaker 2: I would I'm pretty mad, honestly.

705
00:35:59,719 --> 00:36:00,680
Speaker 1: But be pretty mad.

706
00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:03,600
Speaker 2: But I feel like my card is a little more important.

707
00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:07,440
Speaker 1: Well hey, you know what, that's another uh pro of

708
00:36:07,440 --> 00:36:10,600
Speaker 1: blowing your hand off is you get you get to

709
00:36:10,640 --> 00:36:12,080
Speaker 1: be better than everyone else.

710
00:36:13,160 --> 00:36:15,560
Speaker 2: I guess. Yeah, dude, I'm telling you, if I join

711
00:36:15,640 --> 00:36:17,400
Speaker 2: that special Olympics teme, you'll see me. I'll send you

712
00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:19,279
Speaker 2: a video and me just kicking ass in the two one.

713
00:36:19,719 --> 00:36:24,120
Speaker 2: We'll see. But yeah, thanks for calling, Thanks for calling me. Yo,

714
00:36:24,200 --> 00:36:26,080
Speaker 2: I'll send you. I'll send you a picture of me

715
00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:30,440
Speaker 2: on on Insta, just of me no hand like punching

716
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:30,759
Speaker 2: the air.

717
00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:34,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, all right, I'll take yeah, send if text text

718
00:36:34,600 --> 00:36:37,799
Speaker 1: to the stump to the actually you know, I'll just

719
00:36:37,800 --> 00:36:40,160
Speaker 1: do it. Can you can you send me a text?

720
00:36:40,880 --> 00:36:42,680
Speaker 1: This is how we'll end it. Can you send me

721
00:36:42,719 --> 00:36:46,600
Speaker 1: a text right now to the same number that this

722
00:36:46,760 --> 00:36:48,680
Speaker 1: number that you're on the phone with of of the stump?

723
00:36:48,719 --> 00:36:50,600
Speaker 1: I want, I want to I'll want to react to

724
00:36:50,680 --> 00:36:51,160
Speaker 1: the stump.

725
00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:53,880
Speaker 2: It's it's wrapped up right now. Is that's fine?

726
00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:57,000
Speaker 1: Oh? Yeah? Sure? I mean, do you have a picture

727
00:36:57,000 --> 00:36:57,680
Speaker 1: of it unwrapped?

728
00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:02,239
Speaker 2: I don't know. No, it's it's open wounded. So I'll

729
00:37:02,280 --> 00:37:03,960
Speaker 2: just a pictures wrap.

730
00:37:03,760 --> 00:37:06,320
Speaker 1: All right, Send me whatever you got. I'll live react

731
00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:13,839
Speaker 1: to whatever you got real quick. Ok okay, all right, chat?

732
00:37:13,840 --> 00:37:16,680
Speaker 1: Do you have any questions for Griffin that I can

733
00:37:16,719 --> 00:37:19,520
Speaker 1: ask him? While while I live react to this. Someone

734
00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:21,160
Speaker 1: asked if you if you're still in pain?

735
00:37:22,200 --> 00:37:27,200
Speaker 2: Oh? Yes, the pain is fucking horrible, like nothing I've

736
00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:28,160
Speaker 2: ever felt before.

737
00:37:29,280 --> 00:37:32,480
Speaker 1: Like every day, yeah, every day, every day. Do you

738
00:37:32,520 --> 00:37:33,759
Speaker 1: feel Are you in pain right now?

739
00:37:35,080 --> 00:37:37,479
Speaker 2: Uh? Yeah, I definitely need some pain.

740
00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:39,840
Speaker 1: Then, h did you send me?

741
00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:45,160
Speaker 2: I sent you for now one. I have one where

742
00:37:45,160 --> 00:37:47,359
Speaker 2: I did have just a stump, and I have one

743
00:37:47,400 --> 00:37:50,759
Speaker 2: where i'm the good thing about the good thing about

744
00:37:50,760 --> 00:37:52,759
Speaker 2: the stump is I can like with the hook, I

745
00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:54,959
Speaker 2: can hold toilet paper in my like on my hook.

746
00:37:55,160 --> 00:37:57,240
Speaker 2: It's just like a mobile toilet paper. Older.

747
00:37:57,440 --> 00:37:59,600
Speaker 1: Wait a minute, did you did you send it to me? Uh?

748
00:38:00,120 --> 00:38:00,399
Speaker 1: Just now?

749
00:38:01,400 --> 00:38:01,560
Speaker 2: Yeah?

750
00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:03,200
Speaker 1: Oh and oh I got it. Oh I got it.

751
00:38:03,239 --> 00:38:07,040
Speaker 1: I got it. Oh my, oh my goodness, oh my god.

752
00:38:07,080 --> 00:38:12,320
Speaker 1: This is like something for this is that's crazy. I

753
00:38:12,360 --> 00:38:14,680
Speaker 1: don't know why I thought this live reaction would be

754
00:38:14,719 --> 00:38:18,680
Speaker 1: good audio content. It's just me saying, damn, that's crazy.

755
00:38:19,280 --> 00:38:20,759
Speaker 1: I don't know why I thought that would be of

756
00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:26,759
Speaker 1: any amount of entertainment value. What there's this way? Hold on?

757
00:38:26,800 --> 00:38:29,200
Speaker 1: Why what's this picture of you holding a roll of

758
00:38:29,200 --> 00:38:29,920
Speaker 1: toilet paper?

759
00:38:30,719 --> 00:38:33,680
Speaker 2: That's the hook? So the hook is it's a mobile

760
00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:34,760
Speaker 2: toilet paper holder.

761
00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:40,480
Speaker 1: This fucking doctor you went too was like, hey, so

762
00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:44,520
Speaker 1: those hooks cost twenty thousand dollars. You just want a

763
00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:45,719
Speaker 1: toilet paper roll.

764
00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:55,279
Speaker 2: That's not no, that's not I basically but no. I

765
00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:59,040
Speaker 2: mean he's well, so like when we were in that hospital,

766
00:38:59,080 --> 00:39:01,480
Speaker 2: like he was saying, he's to make something special for us,

767
00:39:01,480 --> 00:39:05,160
Speaker 2: like temporary, like temporary device, so we make something three

768
00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:07,440
Speaker 2: D print something or something. But he just broke. He

769
00:39:07,520 --> 00:39:10,400
Speaker 2: cut open, he cut metal coat hanger and just attached

770
00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:12,080
Speaker 2: to my numb.

771
00:39:14,480 --> 00:39:15,840
Speaker 1: How do you wipe your ass?

772
00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:19,520
Speaker 2: That's a good question. I just do it left handed now,

773
00:39:19,719 --> 00:39:21,879
Speaker 2: but I do. Okay, Now, I don't know how much

774
00:39:22,040 --> 00:39:25,879
Speaker 2: do it, but I do. I do. I'm seated more

775
00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:29,000
Speaker 2: towards the back of the toilet and I reach in front.

776
00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:31,360
Speaker 2: I hold up well, I used to hold up my

777
00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:34,279
Speaker 2: balls with my left hand, but I can't do that now.

778
00:39:34,320 --> 00:39:36,680
Speaker 2: So I just wipe and I pulled. I pulled. I'm

779
00:39:36,719 --> 00:39:37,960
Speaker 2: a polar. I pulled towards.

780
00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:43,360
Speaker 1: Wait a minute, so well, now can't you just can

781
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:48,040
Speaker 1: you kind of like hook your balls and like pull

782
00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:50,439
Speaker 1: them up with the hook and then use your left

783
00:39:50,440 --> 00:39:51,760
Speaker 1: hand to wipe your ass.

784
00:39:51,800 --> 00:39:54,359
Speaker 2: I could, I could, but they said that they want

785
00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:55,240
Speaker 2: like what.

786
00:39:55,840 --> 00:39:58,120
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, because the hook is like perfectly

787
00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:03,239
Speaker 1: shaped to push your pole. Well what did they say?

788
00:40:03,239 --> 00:40:04,479
Speaker 1: What did that? What did the doctors say?

789
00:40:05,600 --> 00:40:07,799
Speaker 2: He wants it more elevated? So I can't really be

790
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:10,080
Speaker 2: taking down there with the hook, but I mean I

791
00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:13,680
Speaker 2: probably could now since it's the hooks over you. So

792
00:40:13,719 --> 00:40:16,680
Speaker 2: now the hook's attached, I have this little like thing

793
00:40:16,719 --> 00:40:18,799
Speaker 2: that's bell can slap the hook on. It's pretty cool.

794
00:40:19,920 --> 00:40:22,160
Speaker 1: But all right, I have one more question. And people

795
00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:24,680
Speaker 1: are gonna think. People are gonna think this is gross.

796
00:40:24,719 --> 00:40:27,040
Speaker 1: I don't care. I don't care. I don't all right,

797
00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:31,399
Speaker 1: I'm a human being. I'm gonna ask this question, all right,

798
00:40:31,960 --> 00:40:35,040
Speaker 1: and and and I'm all right, I'm just gonna say it.

799
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:38,920
Speaker 1: Do you you ever wipe? You ever scratch your ass

800
00:40:38,960 --> 00:40:40,240
Speaker 1: and then smell your finger?

801
00:40:41,440 --> 00:40:43,920
Speaker 2: Okay, in the past I had done that. I have

802
00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:45,759
Speaker 2: not done I can't remember the last time I've done that.

803
00:40:46,320 --> 00:40:48,000
Speaker 1: I was gonna ask if you've ever scratched, if you've

804
00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:50,440
Speaker 1: ever scratched your ass with the hook and smell with

805
00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:53,880
Speaker 1: the hook, and if that smells different, have you done that?

806
00:40:54,680 --> 00:40:56,640
Speaker 1: Have I have I scratched my ass and sniffed it,

807
00:40:56,680 --> 00:40:58,120
Speaker 1: of course, every one hand.

808
00:40:58,480 --> 00:41:00,920
Speaker 2: Oh no, no, how do you yours? Now? I want

809
00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:03,520
Speaker 2: to full detail so I can think about it like

810
00:41:03,920 --> 00:41:07,040
Speaker 2: you do you. I've heard more people sit forward towards

811
00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:09,200
Speaker 2: the front of the toilet and then reach behind the

812
00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:11,040
Speaker 2: white you grass, Do you do that or you're more

813
00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:11,719
Speaker 2: of a front guy?

814
00:41:11,960 --> 00:41:13,160
Speaker 1: There was a large did you. I don't know if

815
00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:17,200
Speaker 1: you heard that, but there was a large God intercepted

816
00:41:17,239 --> 00:41:20,680
Speaker 1: our phone call with a fucking a little explosion to

817
00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:26,960
Speaker 1: wareness that we're talking. We're talking naughty here. Shit? Was

818
00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:28,799
Speaker 1: I going to say? How do I wipe my ass?

819
00:41:28,800 --> 00:41:32,000
Speaker 1: I lift up my balls with my left hands and

820
00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:34,600
Speaker 1: then I wipe it with my right hand exactly.

821
00:41:35,040 --> 00:41:37,279
Speaker 2: And my friends called me weird for doing that. You

822
00:41:37,280 --> 00:41:40,120
Speaker 2: could because they sit at the front of the toilet

823
00:41:40,239 --> 00:41:44,600
Speaker 2: like uncomfortable as hell and wipe from behind. Like. I

824
00:41:44,600 --> 00:41:46,680
Speaker 2: don't got that much time. I want to be comfortable,

825
00:41:46,680 --> 00:41:49,480
Speaker 2: want to sit back and relax, And I don't know,

826
00:41:51,520 --> 00:41:53,680
Speaker 2: And I feel like it's a bigger fellow of yourself

827
00:41:53,840 --> 00:41:55,839
Speaker 2: that you would probably sit back to and just look

828
00:41:55,880 --> 00:41:58,400
Speaker 2: up your balls.

829
00:41:59,080 --> 00:42:02,400
Speaker 1: Oh that's another pre of cutting off your hand. You've

830
00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:04,960
Speaker 1: lost weight, That's true.

831
00:42:04,960 --> 00:42:07,480
Speaker 2: That's true. I did lose weight, but I actually gained

832
00:42:07,480 --> 00:42:08,960
Speaker 2: some weight in the hospitals, so I feel good. I'm

833
00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:11,880
Speaker 2: trying to gain weight actually because that well, I'm one ninety,

834
00:42:12,040 --> 00:42:19,280
Speaker 2: like six' three one. Ninety i'm trying to get up there. Muscular, yes, sir.

835
00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:22,600
Speaker 1: Damn do you WEIGH i weigh more than, you And

836
00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:25,240
Speaker 1: i'm about a entire foot. Shorter.

837
00:42:26,120 --> 00:42:30,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, WELL i mean that's that's two. Things like it

838
00:42:30,600 --> 00:42:32,040
Speaker 2: is that on you or that on? ME i don't.

839
00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:34,640
Speaker 2: Know i'm not here to call people fat or shame.

840
00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:38,480
Speaker 1: Them that's on. ME i need to cut off one

841
00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:41,560
Speaker 1: of my. GYM i would reach my FITNESS i would

842
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:45,240
Speaker 1: reach my fitness kulls much much quicker Doing.

843
00:42:45,640 --> 00:42:48,200
Speaker 2: Yeah that's, True and you could become one of those

844
00:42:48,200 --> 00:42:50,840
Speaker 2: handy capable people that like have seen that where they

845
00:42:50,920 --> 00:42:52,640
Speaker 2: like poor poleeps in their eyes be blind or they

846
00:42:52,719 --> 00:42:57,080
Speaker 2: like off their hand so they're like. Disabled, dude you

847
00:42:57,120 --> 00:42:57,480
Speaker 2: should do.

848
00:42:57,520 --> 00:42:59,200
Speaker 1: That you should walk around telling people you just did

849
00:42:59,239 --> 00:43:00,879
Speaker 1: it on purpose because you were sick of Your.

850
00:43:02,400 --> 00:43:04,759
Speaker 2: No that's that's worse because then you'll not LIKE i,

851
00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:07,000
Speaker 2: SAID i, said didn't like the, sympathy BUT i kind

852
00:43:07,040 --> 00:43:08,440
Speaker 2: of like the sympathy.

853
00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:11,439
Speaker 1: Like by the, way by the, way by the, way

854
00:43:11,480 --> 00:43:13,680
Speaker 1: by the. WAY i want it just as as as

855
00:43:13,719 --> 00:43:15,759
Speaker 1: a CAN i say this to, you just as a

856
00:43:15,800 --> 00:43:18,600
Speaker 1: fake gecko. THERAPIST i want you. TO i want to

857
00:43:18,640 --> 00:43:23,560
Speaker 1: tell you. Something don't feel bad about liking the. Sympathy

858
00:43:23,560 --> 00:43:27,000
Speaker 1: don't feel bad about liking the. Sympathy look, something something

859
00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:31,279
Speaker 1: terrible happened to. You fucking lap it, up all? Right

860
00:43:31,520 --> 00:43:33,879
Speaker 1: what's wrong with a little lap lap it up a little?

861
00:43:33,880 --> 00:43:37,520
Speaker 1: Bit why? Not why? Not, okay might as, well might as.

862
00:43:37,560 --> 00:43:39,640
Speaker 1: Well don't feel bad about, it all, right don't feel

863
00:43:39,640 --> 00:43:41,319
Speaker 1: bad about. It you don't have a fucking. Hand you

864
00:43:41,320 --> 00:43:45,000
Speaker 1: should let people feel sorry for. You lap it? Up why?

865
00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:47,279
Speaker 2: Not you're, right that makes.

866
00:43:47,280 --> 00:43:48,319
Speaker 1: Sense don't don't.

867
00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:51,920
Speaker 2: TALK i don't Want i'm not making it like some

868
00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:54,279
Speaker 2: of my. Friends like one of our friends wasn't trying

869
00:43:54,280 --> 00:43:56,200
Speaker 2: to play a game with, us And i'm, like, oh

870
00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:58,560
Speaker 2: you will play with a little poor one handed, man

871
00:43:58,680 --> 00:44:00,759
Speaker 2: the lonely one handed man he could find the like

872
00:44:00,760 --> 00:44:03,080
Speaker 2: he got on the game with. Us BUT i won't

873
00:44:03,080 --> 00:44:06,720
Speaker 2: be doing that like outside of my. House BUT i.

874
00:44:06,840 --> 00:44:08,960
Speaker 1: Don't don't don't don't let it get to your. Head but,

875
00:44:09,239 --> 00:44:11,560
Speaker 1: yeah for, sure you, know for, sure lapping up a little,

876
00:44:11,560 --> 00:44:15,120
Speaker 1: bit not not don't do anything, crazy don't don't like

877
00:44:15,239 --> 00:44:20,000
Speaker 1: make a Long facebook post or. Anything but, uh.

878
00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:21,400
Speaker 2: Dude you know HOW i said it was one, Hindy

879
00:44:22,040 --> 00:44:24,319
Speaker 2: SO i took a. SHIP i took a ship before this.

880
00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:26,000
Speaker 2: CALL i just waited. MYSELF i one eighty.

881
00:44:26,040 --> 00:44:28,879
Speaker 1: Seven, DAMN i think that's our que.

882
00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:33,240
Speaker 2: Leave, okay thanks for the, call.

883
00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:35,239
Speaker 1: And thanks for Calling. Griffin good luck to.

884
00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:36,880
Speaker 2: You, yeah good luck to.

885
00:44:36,920 --> 00:44:42,560
Speaker 1: You, thanks take, care mam. Bye it is a pretty

886
00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:47,080
Speaker 1: wild looking, stump And i've also done my FAIR i it's.

887
00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:50,520
Speaker 1: Fun i'll get excited in the. Morning in the, MORNING

888
00:44:51,239 --> 00:44:53,759
Speaker 1: i get excited WHEN i take a bit Because i'm like.

889
00:44:53,800 --> 00:44:56,080
Speaker 1: Trying i'm trying to lose. Weight so in the MORNING

890
00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:59,120
Speaker 1: i get excited WHEN i take a big ship Because i'm,

891
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:02,359
Speaker 1: like oh my, GOD i probably my body's so empty right.

892
00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:06,319
Speaker 1: Now i'm probably lost a lot of weight on loot doing.

893
00:45:06,360 --> 00:45:10,800
Speaker 1: That all, Right, well, thanks thanks for listening to this

894
00:45:10,880 --> 00:45:16,120
Speaker 1: dumb ass. Podcast, dude all, right thanks thanks for Calling. Griffin,

895
00:45:16,920 --> 00:45:25,120
Speaker 1: yah bless. You, Hello hi, there what's your?

896
00:45:25,200 --> 00:45:26,520
Speaker 3: Name I'm, Kentucky.

897
00:45:27,160 --> 00:45:30,360
Speaker 1: Kentucky how old are You? KENTUCKY i am twenty?

898
00:45:30,400 --> 00:45:34,600
Speaker 3: Six Nice, YES i live In, Chattanooga, Tennessee.

899
00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:43,200
Speaker 1: Tennessee mentioned at the Beginning, kentucky a trans man living In, Chattanooga. Tennessee,

900
00:45:43,360 --> 00:45:45,640
Speaker 1: well what's going, on? Dog how CAN i get you to?

901
00:45:45,680 --> 00:45:50,240
Speaker 3: This, WELL i wanted to talk to you About i've

902
00:45:50,320 --> 00:45:52,520
Speaker 3: dreamed about being a tattoo artist for a really long.

903
00:45:52,560 --> 00:45:56,120
Speaker 3: Time been working on my art and stuff my whole.

904
00:45:56,200 --> 00:46:00,240
Speaker 3: Life it's been like the only thing THAT i really

905
00:46:00,640 --> 00:46:04,799
Speaker 3: care about that. Deeply it's like affected like my relationships

906
00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:06,719
Speaker 3: with other people and stuff Because i'm just so like

907
00:46:07,760 --> 00:46:12,440
Speaker 3: one track mind about, IT i. Guess BUT i, recently

908
00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:16,040
Speaker 3: like last, SUMMER i started a tattoo apprenticeship at a

909
00:46:16,080 --> 00:46:20,920
Speaker 3: shop that ended up being a really bad. Environment AND

910
00:46:20,960 --> 00:46:23,279
Speaker 3: i kind of knew going into it BECAUSE i didn't

911
00:46:23,320 --> 00:46:25,600
Speaker 3: really like my mentor AND i knew he didn't really like,

912
00:46:25,719 --> 00:46:29,640
Speaker 3: me BUT i just wanted to do it so. BAD

913
00:46:29,640 --> 00:46:30,920
Speaker 3: i was like kind of willing to put up with.

914
00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:37,000
Speaker 3: IT i should have. Known like he like literally goes

915
00:46:37,080 --> 00:46:45,200
Speaker 3: by Like Captain. Devious but, yeah, no like he like

916
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:47,920
Speaker 3: legally changed his name to.

917
00:46:48,040 --> 00:46:48,120
Speaker 2: That.

918
00:46:48,640 --> 00:46:52,600
Speaker 1: Wait, wait he's like on his driver's license it Says Captain. Deus,

919
00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:57,040
Speaker 1: yeah that's. Sweet that's, awesome what's this? Guy, Like, well

920
00:46:57,080 --> 00:46:59,239
Speaker 1: tell me more ABOUT i want to hear more About captain.

921
00:46:59,000 --> 00:47:03,960
Speaker 3: Devious, yeah crapt in cheesy shits he, LIKE i don't,

922
00:47:04,000 --> 00:47:08,120
Speaker 3: know he, Like oh my, god he is like a textbook.

923
00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:12,680
Speaker 3: Narcissist everything he says is fact. Correct if you disagree

924
00:47:12,719 --> 00:47:15,560
Speaker 3: with him or inconvenience him at, all it's gonna be

925
00:47:15,719 --> 00:47:16,800
Speaker 3: like there's a price.

926
00:47:16,600 --> 00:47:17,839
Speaker 1: To, pay very.

927
00:47:17,880 --> 00:47:24,240
Speaker 3: Angry man Loves, yeah he Loves facebook. Drama he loves

928
00:47:24,320 --> 00:47:27,520
Speaker 3: like oh, man all the local cops hate him because

929
00:47:27,560 --> 00:47:29,560
Speaker 3: he calls him for no good, reason just whenever he's

930
00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:35,960
Speaker 3: piste off it, Dude, like, uh it was just. Terrible

931
00:47:35,960 --> 00:47:38,239
Speaker 3: AND i found, out LIKE i don't, know there were

932
00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:40,640
Speaker 3: some other apprentices at the. Shop we actually all walked

933
00:47:40,640 --> 00:47:43,839
Speaker 3: out together at the end Of january.

934
00:47:43,640 --> 00:47:44,600
Speaker 1: A mutiny on the.

935
00:47:44,640 --> 00:47:48,839
Speaker 3: Captain absolutely like we left him with literally no one

936
00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:54,680
Speaker 3: in his shop except for. Him. Wow, Yeah and UH

937
00:47:54,760 --> 00:47:58,120
Speaker 3: i found out afterwards that like he was saying a

938
00:47:58,160 --> 00:48:01,880
Speaker 3: lot of like really transfer stuff behind my back and

939
00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:04,120
Speaker 3: calling me like mentally ill and. Stuff but he was

940
00:48:04,200 --> 00:48:07,120
Speaker 3: using me to look better to the community so he

941
00:48:07,120 --> 00:48:11,200
Speaker 3: could get queer people's. Money, still and like it was

942
00:48:11,239 --> 00:48:11,799
Speaker 3: like a whole.

943
00:48:11,840 --> 00:48:18,480
Speaker 1: Thing so all, Right, kentucky tell me what's. SO i, mean,

944
00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:21,560
Speaker 1: look you texted me and you were, LIKE i had

945
00:48:21,600 --> 00:48:23,799
Speaker 1: to give up on a dream of mine THAT i

946
00:48:23,920 --> 00:48:26,560
Speaker 1: was passionate. About so are you have you given up

947
00:48:26,600 --> 00:48:27,400
Speaker 1: on your tattooing?

948
00:48:27,480 --> 00:48:33,160
Speaker 3: DREAM i don't, know, honestly BECAUSE i have been very

949
00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:37,759
Speaker 3: much enlightened to how crazy the industry can, be And

950
00:48:37,800 --> 00:48:39,879
Speaker 3: i'm a person that really values like my own.

951
00:48:39,920 --> 00:48:43,120
Speaker 1: Peace it sounds like you've been enlightened to how, crazy

952
00:48:43,480 --> 00:48:45,279
Speaker 1: Uh Captain devious can.

953
00:48:45,360 --> 00:48:47,680
Speaker 2: Be, yeah that's.

954
00:48:47,760 --> 00:48:53,120
Speaker 3: TRUE i don't. Know, yeah it's kind of left me

955
00:48:53,360 --> 00:48:56,799
Speaker 3: with just like a whole, LIKE i don't, Know i'm

956
00:48:56,840 --> 00:48:58,680
Speaker 3: just kind of like feeling burnt out on the whole.

957
00:48:58,719 --> 00:49:01,520
Speaker 3: Thing it's not necessarily THAT i want to give, up

958
00:49:01,520 --> 00:49:04,480
Speaker 3: BUT i just don't know if it's like right for.

959
00:49:04,600 --> 00:49:08,160
Speaker 1: Me why don't? You so this was the for how

960
00:49:08,160 --> 00:49:08,440
Speaker 1: old are?

961
00:49:08,440 --> 00:49:10,120
Speaker 2: You twenty?

962
00:49:10,160 --> 00:49:13,319
Speaker 1: Six and this is the first time you've gone into

963
00:49:13,400 --> 00:49:14,239
Speaker 1: a studio to do.

964
00:49:14,320 --> 00:49:18,279
Speaker 3: This, yeah this is the first studio that would take me.

965
00:49:18,360 --> 00:49:22,720
Speaker 1: On, okay why so why not join another?

966
00:49:22,760 --> 00:49:27,600
Speaker 3: Studio it's hard to find a studio that is like,

967
00:49:27,680 --> 00:49:30,000
Speaker 3: willing like an artist that's willing to take on an,

968
00:49:30,000 --> 00:49:33,480
Speaker 3: Apprentice like finding an apprenticeship is often like one of

969
00:49:33,480 --> 00:49:37,040
Speaker 3: the hardest parts about like the tattooing industry as a.

970
00:49:37,040 --> 00:49:41,319
Speaker 3: Whole it's kind of like notoriously, difficult which is WHY

971
00:49:41,360 --> 00:49:42,960
Speaker 3: i was willing to put up with, that BECAUSE i

972
00:49:43,000 --> 00:49:45,160
Speaker 3: have friends that are in the, industry and they've all told, me,

973
00:49:45,280 --> 00:49:48,200
Speaker 3: like it's going to be like a lot of like scrubbing,

974
00:49:48,200 --> 00:49:53,279
Speaker 3: floors scrubbing, toilets, cleaning constantly being there. UNPAID i was

975
00:49:53,320 --> 00:49:56,640
Speaker 3: there nearly fifty hours a week, unpaid had to work

976
00:49:56,680 --> 00:50:00,480
Speaker 3: other jobs on top of, it And i'm just like

977
00:50:01,200 --> 00:50:05,520
Speaker 3: Over like it's partially Like i'm burnt out on that

978
00:50:05,920 --> 00:50:09,840
Speaker 3: side of, things but also just like financially and, PHYSICALLY

979
00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:12,040
Speaker 3: i just can't be doing that.

980
00:50:12,120 --> 00:50:14,000
Speaker 1: Anymore do you do you have another? Job?

981
00:50:15,120 --> 00:50:18,880
Speaker 3: YEAH i work a couple other. JOBS i uh do

982
00:50:19,200 --> 00:50:23,040
Speaker 3: the door at a cocktail, bar check id's and kick

983
00:50:23,120 --> 00:50:25,239
Speaker 3: people out as they're being too rowdy kind of a.

984
00:50:25,280 --> 00:50:27,040
Speaker 2: Thing tatoos.

985
00:50:27,280 --> 00:50:29,759
Speaker 1: Shopping do you give tattoos to your like?

986
00:50:29,840 --> 00:50:35,319
Speaker 3: Homies, no not not. NOW i did back in the,

987
00:50:35,400 --> 00:50:38,000
Speaker 3: day like you, know like a little punk rock stick

988
00:50:38,000 --> 00:50:42,960
Speaker 3: and poke party type. Beat, yeah but it's been a

989
00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:46,560
Speaker 3: while Since i've been like a under the table tattoo

990
00:50:46,560 --> 00:50:47,560
Speaker 3: BECAUSE i want to be.

991
00:50:47,680 --> 00:50:50,600
Speaker 2: Legit do you do?

992
00:50:50,640 --> 00:50:53,479
Speaker 1: You i'm gonna get A i'm gonna go a Real

993
00:50:53,600 --> 00:50:56,640
Speaker 1: Gary vaynerchuck mode on you right. Now do you? Uh

994
00:50:56,760 --> 00:50:58,120
Speaker 1: do You? Instagram do you?

995
00:50:58,200 --> 00:51:02,719
Speaker 3: TikTok i am On. INSTAGRAM i don't like TikTok too

996
00:51:02,800 --> 00:51:05,440
Speaker 3: much BECAUSE i don't like short form video content too,

997
00:51:05,560 --> 00:51:09,960
Speaker 3: much just BECAUSE i, LIKE i don't like to sit

998
00:51:10,000 --> 00:51:11,880
Speaker 3: and watch. THINGS i like putting things on in the

999
00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:13,799
Speaker 3: background While i'm like drawing or doing other.

1000
00:51:13,800 --> 00:51:22,400
Speaker 1: Stuff, WELL i, MEAN i, MAN i mean so to,

1001
00:51:22,520 --> 00:51:25,080
Speaker 1: me the solution to this is to is to find

1002
00:51:25,080 --> 00:51:30,239
Speaker 1: a way to pave your own path. Forward AND i

1003
00:51:30,280 --> 00:51:32,520
Speaker 1: only know from my own experience that the way to

1004
00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:37,600
Speaker 1: do that is uh through using the internet to build

1005
00:51:37,800 --> 00:51:45,640
Speaker 1: your own clientele base to upont to. Tattoo you.

1006
00:51:45,680 --> 00:51:49,839
Speaker 3: Know, yeah that is Something i'm very aware of THAT

1007
00:51:50,000 --> 00:51:53,799
Speaker 3: i get like kind of nervous, about like being known,

1008
00:51:53,880 --> 00:51:59,120
Speaker 3: ONLINE i guess because it is a kind of overwhelming.

1009
00:51:59,160 --> 00:52:03,359
Speaker 3: Thing i've seen it up. Into, actually my brother he

1010
00:52:03,480 --> 00:52:06,719
Speaker 3: was like a really good csgo, player had like a

1011
00:52:06,760 --> 00:52:09,440
Speaker 3: YouTube video and he got like millions of views on

1012
00:52:09,480 --> 00:52:12,480
Speaker 3: his like trick shot videos and, stuff and people like

1013
00:52:12,520 --> 00:52:14,680
Speaker 3: started to find out about like who he was in real,

1014
00:52:14,680 --> 00:52:20,520
Speaker 3: life and he like got scared and. Quit BUT i don't,

1015
00:52:20,560 --> 00:52:24,239
Speaker 3: know like watching that and watching how much anxiety it

1016
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:27,160
Speaker 3: put him, through it's kind of like made me nervous

1017
00:52:27,200 --> 00:52:28,000
Speaker 3: about the whole. Thing.

1018
00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:33,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, Yeah, no it's a whole. Thing it's it's it's

1019
00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:39,719
Speaker 1: totally a whole. Thing But i'll But i'll. Listen i'll

1020
00:52:39,719 --> 00:52:42,879
Speaker 1: Say i'll say, This, okay how much do you want

1021
00:52:42,880 --> 00:52:43,839
Speaker 1: to be a tattoo?

1022
00:52:44,000 --> 00:52:48,840
Speaker 3: ARTIST i MEAN i was looking for an opportunity for

1023
00:52:49,120 --> 00:52:53,200
Speaker 3: five years before this last. ONE i REALLY i just

1024
00:52:53,239 --> 00:52:55,040
Speaker 3: want to make, art IS i think the, thing AND

1025
00:52:55,080 --> 00:52:58,520
Speaker 3: i was looking for a way to make it like

1026
00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:02,200
Speaker 3: financially viable and do something THAT i. DO i do

1027
00:53:02,280 --> 00:53:03,880
Speaker 3: really love, tattooing AND i.

1028
00:53:03,760 --> 00:53:06,040
Speaker 1: Love Like i'm just Gonna i'm gonna say. This i'm

1029
00:53:06,040 --> 00:53:08,640
Speaker 1: gonna say this to, You. Kentucky if you just want

1030
00:53:08,640 --> 00:53:11,920
Speaker 1: to make art and you want to have like you

1031
00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:14,000
Speaker 1: and you want to have like your thing that you

1032
00:53:14,040 --> 00:53:18,040
Speaker 1: do for money and and and separately you have your

1033
00:53:18,080 --> 00:53:22,200
Speaker 1: thing that you do for creative, fulfillment that is a totally,

1034
00:53:22,280 --> 00:53:26,600
Speaker 1: legitimate if not potentially even in some, Cases i've thought to,

1035
00:53:26,680 --> 00:53:30,920
Speaker 1: myself better way to live life then to make money

1036
00:53:30,920 --> 00:53:34,600
Speaker 1: off of your. Thing but and also also you can

1037
00:53:34,640 --> 00:53:37,920
Speaker 1: also have a great life making money off of your.

1038
00:53:38,040 --> 00:53:40,680
Speaker 1: Art but if you want to make money off of your,

1039
00:53:40,840 --> 00:53:45,840
Speaker 1: art you are going to have to get over putting

1040
00:53:45,840 --> 00:53:48,839
Speaker 1: yourself out. There you're gonna have to get over that

1041
00:53:48,880 --> 00:53:52,680
Speaker 1: fear of putting yourself out. There if that's what you,

1042
00:53:52,719 --> 00:53:54,279
Speaker 1: wanna that's what you want to.

1043
00:53:54,320 --> 00:53:59,240
Speaker 3: Do, no, ABSOLUTELY i needed to hear that from something

1044
00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:02,480
Speaker 3: other than inside my, brain because there's always that kind

1045
00:54:02,480 --> 00:54:04,879
Speaker 3: of like fight between like what you know you need

1046
00:54:04,920 --> 00:54:08,239
Speaker 3: to do and like what your like fear wants you to,

1047
00:54:08,280 --> 00:54:10,520
Speaker 3: do which is usually just grow up in a ball and.

1048
00:54:10,600 --> 00:54:10,799
Speaker 2: Die.

1049
00:54:11,239 --> 00:54:13,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, well because THAT'S i, mean that's the cool thing

1050
00:54:13,160 --> 00:54:15,560
Speaker 1: about The internet is that you can you don't have

1051
00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:19,239
Speaker 1: like if you just kind of build your own universe

1052
00:54:19,880 --> 00:54:23,680
Speaker 1: of arts and and, whatnot then you, know you you

1053
00:54:23,719 --> 00:54:26,279
Speaker 1: can you can build your own, world and you can

1054
00:54:26,320 --> 00:54:29,640
Speaker 1: become your Own Captain, devious and you can change your

1055
00:54:29,719 --> 00:54:33,359
Speaker 1: legal name to whatever the fuck you. Want hell, yeah

1056
00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:39,799
Speaker 1: So i'll say, that you. Know, SO i, mean THAT'S

1057
00:54:39,880 --> 00:54:42,080
Speaker 1: I i gotta. Say that's really ALL i have to.

1058
00:54:42,120 --> 00:54:44,359
Speaker 1: Say on the matter is is that you you got

1059
00:54:44,360 --> 00:54:47,080
Speaker 1: to get over your fear of putting yourself out, there

1060
00:54:47,280 --> 00:54:49,399
Speaker 1: not even just for, like OH i got to make,

1061
00:54:49,440 --> 00:54:53,839
Speaker 1: money but just it's just in general a good thing

1062
00:54:53,920 --> 00:55:00,360
Speaker 1: in life to, be you, know okay With, Yeah.

1063
00:55:00,160 --> 00:55:02,480
Speaker 3: No you're absolutely. Right AND i think it's LIKE i

1064
00:55:02,480 --> 00:55:05,520
Speaker 3: have no problem like talking to, people like especially like in,

1065
00:55:05,560 --> 00:55:08,680
Speaker 3: Person Like i'm not A i'm not a shy person

1066
00:55:08,760 --> 00:55:12,160
Speaker 3: by any, means BUT i think there's just like, that

1067
00:55:12,320 --> 00:55:17,160
Speaker 3: LIKE i feel weird about like a curated or like

1068
00:55:17,560 --> 00:55:22,000
Speaker 3: kind of like distilled like projection or like not coming

1069
00:55:22,360 --> 00:55:25,080
Speaker 3: across as authentic and then like being judged for.

1070
00:55:25,160 --> 00:55:30,520
Speaker 1: That you're afraid of not coming off as? Authentic, yeah

1071
00:55:31,200 --> 00:55:32,960
Speaker 1: why would you? Be why are you afraid of not

1072
00:55:33,000 --> 00:55:34,120
Speaker 1: coming off as? Authentic?

1073
00:55:36,000 --> 00:55:43,960
Speaker 3: UH i don't. KNOW i guess BECAUSE i am not

1074
00:55:44,400 --> 00:55:51,960
Speaker 3: like comfortable like in front of a camera or, like

1075
00:55:52,040 --> 00:55:56,320
Speaker 3: AND i feel LIKE i definitely overthink things BEFORE i post.

1076
00:55:56,400 --> 00:55:59,960
Speaker 3: THEM i don't just LIKE i don't mind myself just

1077
00:56:00,080 --> 00:56:01,920
Speaker 3: throw it, away you know WHAT i? Mean AND i

1078
00:56:01,920 --> 00:56:05,080
Speaker 3: feel LIKE i WISH i could just do that more

1079
00:56:05,080 --> 00:56:09,239
Speaker 3: comfortably BECAUSE i would feel a lot happier about WHAT

1080
00:56:09,280 --> 00:56:11,279
Speaker 3: i posted IF i didn't think about it too.

1081
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Speaker 1: MUCH i guess, yeah, YEAH i mean that's a whole

1082
00:56:14,760 --> 00:56:18,600
Speaker 1: other can of. Worms is, uh you know how MUCH

1083
00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:20,640
Speaker 1: i MEAN i think about stuff THAT i, post BUT

1084
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Speaker 1: i also don't want. TO i don't, KNOW i don't,

1085
00:56:23,719 --> 00:56:26,120
Speaker 1: KNOW i don't DON'T i, COULD i. COULD i could

1086
00:56:26,120 --> 00:56:31,360
Speaker 1: give a whole stupid masterclass in like social media, marketing

1087
00:56:31,400 --> 00:56:35,120
Speaker 1: but that would be. Boring let's the emotional aspect of,

1088
00:56:35,160 --> 00:56:37,839
Speaker 1: it the emotional aspect of, It and just All i'll

1089
00:56:37,840 --> 00:56:40,120
Speaker 1: say to you is THAT i think if you do,

1090
00:56:40,160 --> 00:56:42,080
Speaker 1: anything if you get anything out of this phone, CALL

1091
00:56:42,120 --> 00:56:43,760
Speaker 1: i hope it is that you get over your fear

1092
00:56:43,800 --> 00:56:47,120
Speaker 1: of putting yourself out, there because that's the key to

1093
00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:52,279
Speaker 1: never having to deal with The captain DVS's of the universe. Ever,

1094
00:56:52,320 --> 00:56:55,359
Speaker 1: again that's how you that's how you beat the Man.

1095
00:56:56,080 --> 00:57:00,760
Speaker 3: Kentucky, absolutely, Yeah, NO i have some like height driven

1096
00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:02,360
Speaker 3: gains to. Make, now.

1097
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Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

1098
00:57:05,239 --> 00:57:06,480
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we?

1099
00:57:06,520 --> 00:57:10,879
Speaker 3: Go if you love, something just, like keep doing it

1100
00:57:10,920 --> 00:57:12,680
Speaker 3: even if you feel like you need to change your,

1101
00:57:12,719 --> 00:57:16,080
Speaker 3: trajectory like, yeah, uh just don't give up on the

1102
00:57:16,120 --> 00:57:19,120
Speaker 3: things you're passionate. About BECAUSE i don't, Know like it's

1103
00:57:19,160 --> 00:57:22,600
Speaker 3: okay if it changes, form but like don't lose what

1104
00:57:23,240 --> 00:57:23,800
Speaker 3: like makes you.

1105
00:57:23,760 --> 00:57:29,200
Speaker 1: Happy unless if you're passionate about killing people and eating.

1106
00:57:29,240 --> 00:57:33,200
Speaker 3: Them, yeah or like stealing dogs from people's.

1107
00:57:33,280 --> 00:57:37,800
Speaker 1: Yards that sounds that's very. Specific did someone do that to?

1108
00:57:37,880 --> 00:57:41,040
Speaker 3: YOU i mean, no not to, me but it has

1109
00:57:41,160 --> 00:57:44,440
Speaker 3: happened like in my neighborhood. Recently it's just on the.

1110
00:57:44,440 --> 00:57:48,040
Speaker 1: Brain that's an interesting side. Hustle, actually ALTHOUGH i was

1111
00:57:48,080 --> 00:57:51,560
Speaker 1: talking to someone about this. Earlier dogs are a depreciating.

1112
00:57:51,600 --> 00:57:54,840
Speaker 3: Asset absolutely, no They're.

1113
00:57:55,960 --> 00:57:58,120
Speaker 1: Yeah they're expensive from the, jump and they only they.

1114
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Speaker 1: Only this is WHY i wouldn't buy a dog is

1115
00:58:00,640 --> 00:58:03,200
Speaker 1: it's it's too do. It it's not a good. Investment

1116
00:58:03,200 --> 00:58:05,360
Speaker 1: it only it depreciates the minute you take it off the.

1117
00:58:05,400 --> 00:58:08,720
Speaker 1: Lot like every year a dog gets, older it's worth

1118
00:58:08,840 --> 00:58:11,000
Speaker 1: less and. Less so you know that's WHY i would

1119
00:58:11,000 --> 00:58:11,440
Speaker 1: never buy a.

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Speaker 3: Dog, yeah, absolutely, Yeah and that's why.

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00:58:14,840 --> 00:58:19,000
Speaker 1: Stealing if anyone's out there, listening who's thinking about stealing

1122
00:58:19,080 --> 00:58:22,600
Speaker 1: a dog from someone's yard to sell, it maybe that'll

1123
00:58:22,600 --> 00:58:25,440
Speaker 1: discourage them because there's beat you, could like stealing SOMEONE'S.

1124
00:58:25,480 --> 00:58:30,120
Speaker 1: Tv that makes, Sense but like a, dog it's only

1125
00:58:30,200 --> 00:58:34,320
Speaker 1: it's only gonna be worth less every every day it's worth.

1126
00:58:34,400 --> 00:58:38,360
Speaker 1: Less so don't. Don't don't steal people's dogs to sell.

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Speaker 3: Them yeah, no and they will like piss on your

1128
00:58:42,000 --> 00:58:43,360
Speaker 3: ship and ruin everything that you.

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Speaker 1: Love thanks for Calling, Kentucky.

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Speaker 3: Yeah no, Problem thanks for talking to.

1131
00:58:47,720 --> 00:58:53,120
Speaker 1: Me do not invest in. Dogs never can goes on

1132
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Speaker 1: the line taking your phone. Calls every Nine every beacon

1133
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Speaker 1: goes to its teaching you loud.

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Speaker 3: In but he's not really an.

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Speaker 1: Expert