1 00:00:01,760 --> 00:00:06,080 Speaker 1: Welcome back to Hurdle Emily. Here, guys, I have been 2 00:00:06,160 --> 00:00:10,720 Speaker 1: on a whirlwind past few weeks. It started in London 3 00:00:10,920 --> 00:00:14,520 Speaker 1: the day after my birthday, where this episode was actually recorded, 4 00:00:14,840 --> 00:00:17,119 Speaker 1: and since then I've been back to New York for 5 00:00:17,200 --> 00:00:20,120 Speaker 1: less than twelve hours, then to Veil for the GoPro 6 00:00:20,239 --> 00:00:23,800 Speaker 1: Mountain Games, and then to Los Angeles for a week 7 00:00:24,360 --> 00:00:28,920 Speaker 1: Lessons learned. Let's see here, I actually really really loved London. 8 00:00:29,560 --> 00:00:33,479 Speaker 1: I need to get back their asap. There's such a 9 00:00:33,520 --> 00:00:38,040 Speaker 1: thing as freestyle kayaking, which is absolutely unreal to see 10 00:00:38,040 --> 00:00:44,279 Speaker 1: in person, andone else sunburns are the worst anyway. This 11 00:00:44,360 --> 00:00:47,600 Speaker 1: episode Dina Caster. She's a household name in the world 12 00:00:47,640 --> 00:00:50,120 Speaker 1: of running, a champion marathon or a New York Times 13 00:00:50,120 --> 00:00:53,560 Speaker 1: best selling author of her newer book, Let Your Mind Run. 14 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:56,600 Speaker 1: When she arrived in China for the Beijing Olympics in 15 00:00:56,600 --> 00:00:59,520 Speaker 1: two thousand and eight, she was so so ready to 16 00:00:59,560 --> 00:01:02,640 Speaker 1: crush the competition, but three miles into her race, the 17 00:01:02,720 --> 00:01:05,840 Speaker 1: A six backed pro felt something snap in her right foot, 18 00:01:05,920 --> 00:01:08,200 Speaker 1: which caused her to fall to the ground and drop 19 00:01:08,240 --> 00:01:12,399 Speaker 1: out of the race ouch. In today's episode, she tells 20 00:01:12,440 --> 00:01:15,640 Speaker 1: me why she's so thankful for that devastating injury, and 21 00:01:15,680 --> 00:01:18,360 Speaker 1: then she shares a lot of super interesting insight into 22 00:01:18,360 --> 00:01:21,880 Speaker 1: the mental tricks and mantras that contribute to wait for it, 23 00:01:22,680 --> 00:01:28,840 Speaker 1: her outstanding five twenty mile marathon pace. I said to 24 00:01:28,880 --> 00:01:30,560 Speaker 1: her in the episode, I can barely walk from my 25 00:01:30,600 --> 00:01:33,480 Speaker 1: bed to the bathroom in five minutes and twenty seconds. 26 00:01:34,360 --> 00:01:38,280 Speaker 1: She also shares essential advice for regner runners. Definitely some 27 00:01:38,280 --> 00:01:40,320 Speaker 1: stuff I wish I knew when I was getting into 28 00:01:40,360 --> 00:01:43,280 Speaker 1: the sport. Also, I feel like it's super important just 29 00:01:43,319 --> 00:01:45,200 Speaker 1: to chat a little bit more about what I do 30 00:01:45,360 --> 00:01:47,840 Speaker 1: when I'm not over here on the pod. I've told 31 00:01:47,880 --> 00:01:50,320 Speaker 1: you guys before. In addition to being a certified trainer 32 00:01:50,320 --> 00:01:53,200 Speaker 1: and a run coach, I'm also a freelance writer and 33 00:01:53,320 --> 00:01:56,600 Speaker 1: editor for a bunch of different publications, ranging from GQ 34 00:01:56,880 --> 00:01:59,920 Speaker 1: and Shape to Pop Sugar, Well and Good Self Cosmopolitan. 35 00:02:00,480 --> 00:02:03,160 Speaker 1: Kind of if they have a wellness category, I am 36 00:02:03,400 --> 00:02:06,280 Speaker 1: likely pitching them content and so because of that, I 37 00:02:06,280 --> 00:02:09,320 Speaker 1: have really excellent relationships with a lot of different brands 38 00:02:09,320 --> 00:02:12,320 Speaker 1: and companies. So when they launch new products or have 39 00:02:12,400 --> 00:02:14,880 Speaker 1: exciting things going on, oftentimes they'll reach out to the 40 00:02:14,880 --> 00:02:18,280 Speaker 1: members of the media to put together what is commonly 41 00:02:18,360 --> 00:02:22,080 Speaker 1: referred to as a press trip, and that's just a 42 00:02:22,120 --> 00:02:26,080 Speaker 1: fun activation anywhere in the country or anywhere in the world. Really. 43 00:02:26,200 --> 00:02:30,400 Speaker 1: Last year I went to Hawaii and watched Ironman in Kona. 44 00:02:30,919 --> 00:02:34,480 Speaker 1: I have been to Hong Kong, Dublin, Ireland to run 45 00:02:34,560 --> 00:02:41,200 Speaker 1: a marathon, Germany, to check out Adidas headquarters, domestically, oh goodness, everywhere, 46 00:02:41,320 --> 00:02:45,840 Speaker 1: Nantucket to your Valley, New Mexico, Los Angeles. So many 47 00:02:45,919 --> 00:02:49,040 Speaker 1: times the list feels endless and I feel so so 48 00:02:49,240 --> 00:02:51,359 Speaker 1: blessed that this is a part of what I do. 49 00:02:51,639 --> 00:02:54,360 Speaker 1: This trip to London, where I mentioned we recorded the 50 00:02:54,400 --> 00:02:58,040 Speaker 1: podcast with Dina, was with AAIs over there. They were 51 00:02:58,280 --> 00:03:02,120 Speaker 1: conducting a science experiment where we tested out running in 52 00:03:02,160 --> 00:03:05,400 Speaker 1: the dark versus running in the light on a track. 53 00:03:06,080 --> 00:03:09,280 Speaker 1: And also we celebrated a new iteration of their fan 54 00:03:09,440 --> 00:03:12,480 Speaker 1: favorite shoe, the jail Kayano twenty five. So again, a 55 00:03:12,600 --> 00:03:16,040 Speaker 1: huge thanks to A six for this opportunity. I just 56 00:03:16,080 --> 00:03:18,800 Speaker 1: always want to make sure I am being transparent and 57 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:22,160 Speaker 1: upfront with all of you. I think that's it. That 58 00:03:22,200 --> 00:03:24,720 Speaker 1: about sums it up. As always. Don't forget to rate 59 00:03:24,760 --> 00:03:28,000 Speaker 1: and review Hurdle in the iTunes store. Follow along with 60 00:03:28,040 --> 00:03:31,080 Speaker 1: the pod on social media. At Hurdle Podcast and shoot 61 00:03:31,120 --> 00:03:33,120 Speaker 1: me a note if you ever have any questions or 62 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:35,840 Speaker 1: just want to say hi, Emily at Hurdle dot us. 63 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:47,680 Speaker 1: And with that, let's get to hurdling. I'm sitting here 64 00:03:47,680 --> 00:03:51,840 Speaker 1: today with Dina Caster. She is an Olympic medalist, American 65 00:03:52,040 --> 00:03:55,360 Speaker 1: record holder for the marathon. I'm like totally fangirling over 66 00:03:55,440 --> 00:03:59,160 Speaker 1: this and also a New York Times best selling author 67 00:03:59,560 --> 00:04:01,600 Speaker 1: of her new book, let Your Mind Run, which just 68 00:04:01,640 --> 00:04:02,520 Speaker 1: came out in April. 69 00:04:02,800 --> 00:04:05,720 Speaker 2: That's outstanding, it really is, and the New York Times 70 00:04:05,760 --> 00:04:11,280 Speaker 2: giving really all authors that podium, like every athlete strives 71 00:04:11,280 --> 00:04:13,480 Speaker 2: to be on the podium of the Olympic Games. And 72 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:16,599 Speaker 2: this is really the Olympics of writing. It's like the 73 00:04:16,640 --> 00:04:18,880 Speaker 2: adult Olympics of adult Yes. 74 00:04:19,120 --> 00:04:21,320 Speaker 1: Yes, the last time I saw you was four year 75 00:04:21,320 --> 00:04:24,680 Speaker 1: book launch in New York City. I am a little 76 00:04:24,760 --> 00:04:27,679 Speaker 1: geeking out over the fact that we're sitting in London 77 00:04:27,760 --> 00:04:28,159 Speaker 1: right now. 78 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:32,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, we are across the pond, as they say, and 79 00:04:32,800 --> 00:04:35,560 Speaker 2: just amazing here that a six brought us to such 80 00:04:35,560 --> 00:04:36,680 Speaker 2: an amazing event. 81 00:04:36,760 --> 00:04:39,200 Speaker 3: A challenge. They're calling it. 82 00:04:39,160 --> 00:04:42,599 Speaker 2: The ASEX Blackout, which is in essence, taking over a 83 00:04:42,600 --> 00:04:47,080 Speaker 2: warehouse and making a makeshift track there with no light, 84 00:04:47,360 --> 00:04:50,320 Speaker 2: no sound. You're basically just getting on the track to 85 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:53,640 Speaker 2: run a ten k with no outside influences. I even 86 00:04:53,720 --> 00:04:57,919 Speaker 2: got wanded to make sure that I wasn't wearing a 87 00:04:57,960 --> 00:05:00,599 Speaker 2: watch or any type of implement that could give me 88 00:05:01,040 --> 00:05:04,200 Speaker 2: any information out there. So it was really an amazing 89 00:05:04,279 --> 00:05:09,279 Speaker 2: experience to run with the freedom of not having any 90 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:14,719 Speaker 2: sense of pace or time or distance, and even so 91 00:05:14,839 --> 00:05:17,039 Speaker 2: much that you couldn't see scenery passing you by, so 92 00:05:17,080 --> 00:05:20,919 Speaker 2: you couldn't have a perception of pace or distance or time. 93 00:05:21,120 --> 00:05:23,760 Speaker 2: It just felt like I was running in this circle 94 00:05:24,200 --> 00:05:25,440 Speaker 2: and it felt neither. 95 00:05:25,320 --> 00:05:28,400 Speaker 3: Fast nor slow. It didn't go by quickly nor slowly. 96 00:05:28,480 --> 00:05:31,680 Speaker 2: It just felt like this lovely meditation, which I think 97 00:05:31,720 --> 00:05:34,400 Speaker 2: comes back to the grounding that running can give us. 98 00:05:34,600 --> 00:05:37,200 Speaker 2: And A six is an acronym for on a masana 99 00:05:37,200 --> 00:05:40,280 Speaker 2: incorporate sauna, which is a sound mind and a sound body. 100 00:05:40,320 --> 00:05:43,359 Speaker 2: So they're just staying true to that foundation. 101 00:05:43,760 --> 00:05:46,799 Speaker 1: You say that acronym better than anyone I've ever heard 102 00:05:46,960 --> 00:05:50,800 Speaker 1: am before. aDNA is also an ASEX sponsored athlete. 103 00:05:51,080 --> 00:05:53,440 Speaker 2: I feel very privileged to have been with this company 104 00:05:53,480 --> 00:05:56,680 Speaker 2: for eighteen years, so I feel like they're family to 105 00:05:56,760 --> 00:05:57,520 Speaker 2: meet by now. 106 00:05:58,040 --> 00:06:00,320 Speaker 1: Two things. First of all, did you know that they 107 00:06:00,560 --> 00:06:04,400 Speaker 1: refer to running without a sport watch or any technology 108 00:06:04,440 --> 00:06:07,080 Speaker 1: as naked. I just used air quotes for those listening 109 00:06:07,160 --> 00:06:10,479 Speaker 1: at home running naked naked? OK. And I had worked 110 00:06:10,520 --> 00:06:12,320 Speaker 1: with an editor at Woman's Health and she asked me 111 00:06:12,360 --> 00:06:14,600 Speaker 1: if I wanted to write a story about running naked, 112 00:06:15,240 --> 00:06:16,360 Speaker 1: and I was like, I. 113 00:06:16,240 --> 00:06:17,920 Speaker 3: Don't know if I where do I go for that. 114 00:06:19,080 --> 00:06:20,720 Speaker 1: I don't know if I should do that, but it 115 00:06:20,920 --> 00:06:23,920 Speaker 1: just means sans technology, and I say I. 116 00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:27,279 Speaker 2: Could do that piece, but I'm not taking part in it. 117 00:06:27,360 --> 00:06:31,159 Speaker 1: But yeah, So I tried it, and I actually for 118 00:06:31,279 --> 00:06:33,600 Speaker 1: someone I feel like we are so connected in our 119 00:06:33,640 --> 00:06:39,400 Speaker 1: every day it was really calming. Especially I mean I 120 00:06:39,440 --> 00:06:41,760 Speaker 1: wear the Apple Watch all of the time, and to 121 00:06:41,920 --> 00:06:44,400 Speaker 1: run without the watch, not just to not be so 122 00:06:45,080 --> 00:06:48,040 Speaker 1: constantly checking my pace and my statistics, but also to 123 00:06:48,120 --> 00:06:50,320 Speaker 1: be so out of the loop with anyone who's trying 124 00:06:50,360 --> 00:06:52,479 Speaker 1: to reach me was so enjoyable. 125 00:06:52,720 --> 00:06:56,440 Speaker 2: Absolutely, And you even think, like right before I even 126 00:06:56,520 --> 00:06:58,440 Speaker 2: stepped on the track, I was immediately I was on 127 00:06:58,480 --> 00:07:01,440 Speaker 2: my phone saying I've accepted the challenge, Like you know, 128 00:07:01,520 --> 00:07:04,080 Speaker 2: getting on social media, like we are bombarded with so 129 00:07:04,279 --> 00:07:07,240 Speaker 2: much information in the day that to be on that 130 00:07:07,400 --> 00:07:09,600 Speaker 2: track for the thirty four minutes. 131 00:07:09,279 --> 00:07:11,800 Speaker 3: That I was on it, it just. 132 00:07:11,760 --> 00:07:16,080 Speaker 2: Felt so calming and so free and much like a meditation. 133 00:07:16,560 --> 00:07:18,840 Speaker 1: Speaking of meditation, do you meditate? 134 00:07:20,200 --> 00:07:23,720 Speaker 2: I would hesitate in calling my I like saying that 135 00:07:23,800 --> 00:07:26,200 Speaker 2: I meditate. But I do use the Headspace app with 136 00:07:26,240 --> 00:07:28,560 Speaker 2: my daughter every day after school. We sit in the 137 00:07:28,600 --> 00:07:32,080 Speaker 2: parking lot and just kind of reset for three minutes 138 00:07:32,200 --> 00:07:34,280 Speaker 2: or five minutes. I don't know what kind of day 139 00:07:34,360 --> 00:07:36,200 Speaker 2: she's having, so I just want to use it as 140 00:07:36,200 --> 00:07:38,800 Speaker 2: an opportunity to reset and then we can open up 141 00:07:38,840 --> 00:07:41,720 Speaker 2: and talk about it or go on to our next activity, 142 00:07:41,760 --> 00:07:43,920 Speaker 2: which is usually a craft or going to the park, 143 00:07:44,240 --> 00:07:48,440 Speaker 2: riding her bike, something really really fun and adventurous. But 144 00:07:48,680 --> 00:07:52,040 Speaker 2: I also want to make sure that she is learning 145 00:07:52,040 --> 00:07:54,000 Speaker 2: the tools to be able to reset herself. 146 00:07:54,440 --> 00:07:56,720 Speaker 1: How was that the first time you guys did that together. 147 00:07:56,840 --> 00:07:57,640 Speaker 1: Was she open to it? 148 00:07:58,040 --> 00:07:58,560 Speaker 3: She was? 149 00:07:59,280 --> 00:08:01,240 Speaker 2: I think it was. I think it was exciting for 150 00:08:01,280 --> 00:08:03,400 Speaker 2: her to try something new. I think seven year olds 151 00:08:03,400 --> 00:08:05,680 Speaker 2: are excited to try anything, and then they'll judge after 152 00:08:05,720 --> 00:08:07,760 Speaker 2: that whether they'll ever do it again. But we do 153 00:08:07,800 --> 00:08:09,480 Speaker 2: have a rule in our house that started at the 154 00:08:09,480 --> 00:08:12,920 Speaker 2: dinner table that you can only have an opinion about 155 00:08:12,920 --> 00:08:16,360 Speaker 2: something after you try it, so she had to try 156 00:08:16,600 --> 00:08:19,640 Speaker 2: the meditation app before she could form her opinion on it. 157 00:08:19,840 --> 00:08:20,560 Speaker 1: And Where's home? 158 00:08:20,920 --> 00:08:23,560 Speaker 2: Home is in Mammoth Lakes, California, to ski resort in 159 00:08:23,600 --> 00:08:26,520 Speaker 2: Central California. So we live a pretty active life up 160 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:30,560 Speaker 2: there and have open nature and trails all around us. 161 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:33,840 Speaker 1: And you live there with your husband Andrew obviously. 162 00:08:33,480 --> 00:08:36,800 Speaker 2: Yep, we're going on fifteen years of marriage and have 163 00:08:36,840 --> 00:08:37,600 Speaker 2: a seven year old. 164 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:38,679 Speaker 3: So life's adventuress. 165 00:08:39,040 --> 00:08:41,200 Speaker 1: And Andrew's a coach as well. He is. 166 00:08:41,240 --> 00:08:44,320 Speaker 2: He's the coach of the Mammoth Track Club and he 167 00:08:44,400 --> 00:08:48,360 Speaker 2: has general membership professional runners and also now a youth 168 00:08:48,400 --> 00:08:52,280 Speaker 2: program that's starting this summer. And you met running, We 169 00:08:52,360 --> 00:08:56,040 Speaker 2: did through a mutual runner friend. We met that way. 170 00:08:56,120 --> 00:09:00,680 Speaker 2: He was finishing up school at Adams State University and Alamo, Colorado, 171 00:09:00,720 --> 00:09:03,720 Speaker 2: and I was training there professionally and we met and 172 00:09:03,840 --> 00:09:06,480 Speaker 2: pretty much have spent twenty four to seven together since then. 173 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:11,679 Speaker 1: How is that having? I mean, you don't necessarily work together, 174 00:09:11,760 --> 00:09:15,720 Speaker 1: but you do. I'm to work together a lot. 175 00:09:15,679 --> 00:09:18,040 Speaker 2: So together a lot of our day and I think 176 00:09:18,040 --> 00:09:21,120 Speaker 2: it's great that we're mutually supportive. We have different ideas 177 00:09:21,120 --> 00:09:23,360 Speaker 2: on how to get things done, So I think that's 178 00:09:23,400 --> 00:09:27,120 Speaker 2: also healthy, knowing each other's strengths and being able to 179 00:09:27,160 --> 00:09:31,080 Speaker 2: rely on the other to carry through with an obligation 180 00:09:31,280 --> 00:09:34,040 Speaker 2: or an idea. And so I feel very, very fortunate 181 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:35,920 Speaker 2: that we get to work together. It's not like we 182 00:09:36,040 --> 00:09:37,880 Speaker 2: rush home for dinner and have to catch up on 183 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:40,080 Speaker 2: what our day was like. We share our day, which 184 00:09:40,120 --> 00:09:42,040 Speaker 2: I feel very privileged to do with the man that 185 00:09:42,120 --> 00:09:42,480 Speaker 2: I love. 186 00:09:42,800 --> 00:09:46,800 Speaker 1: That's awesome goals. I'm also sitting here thinking a little 187 00:09:46,800 --> 00:09:50,600 Speaker 1: bit more about this mindful running phenomenon. I feel like 188 00:09:50,679 --> 00:09:55,040 Speaker 1: it's everywhere right now, like every big company is talking 189 00:09:55,240 --> 00:09:59,840 Speaker 1: about running mindfully. So I'm wondering if in your practice 190 00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:02,480 Speaker 1: of running, do you not besides this time that you 191 00:10:02,559 --> 00:10:04,360 Speaker 1: spend with your daughter, do you feel like you're run 192 00:10:04,400 --> 00:10:07,880 Speaker 1: Really is that same type of meditation time. I feel like. 193 00:10:07,800 --> 00:10:10,920 Speaker 2: I've made a practice out of being mindful. But I 194 00:10:10,960 --> 00:10:14,439 Speaker 2: also have seen two sides of the coin with mindfulness. 195 00:10:14,480 --> 00:10:17,520 Speaker 2: People that roll their eyes because it seems cliche because 196 00:10:17,520 --> 00:10:19,520 Speaker 2: it's been around for a while. You see people that 197 00:10:19,559 --> 00:10:22,120 Speaker 2: are intimidated by mindfulness because they don't have the time 198 00:10:22,200 --> 00:10:24,760 Speaker 2: for it, or they don't understand it in a way 199 00:10:25,080 --> 00:10:28,400 Speaker 2: it's in its simplest form, just the art of paying attention, Like, 200 00:10:28,480 --> 00:10:31,520 Speaker 2: just pay attention. What thoughts are you serving you better? 201 00:10:32,000 --> 00:10:34,480 Speaker 2: How does this how does this idea make you feel? 202 00:10:34,559 --> 00:10:37,520 Speaker 2: Or how does this moment make you feel? And take 203 00:10:37,559 --> 00:10:39,559 Speaker 2: a deep breath and understand it in a way that's 204 00:10:39,600 --> 00:10:42,000 Speaker 2: going to benefit you more. I feel like sometimes we can. 205 00:10:42,679 --> 00:10:47,960 Speaker 2: We can I think over complicate ideas that can be 206 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:51,199 Speaker 2: really simple to to pursue and digest. 207 00:10:52,080 --> 00:10:55,760 Speaker 1: So you've been running for thirty four years, and as 208 00:10:55,800 --> 00:11:01,320 Speaker 1: someone who likes running myself, I guess my first instinct 209 00:11:01,320 --> 00:11:04,439 Speaker 1: to ask you is not just how you got started running, 210 00:11:04,880 --> 00:11:07,680 Speaker 1: but when was the point that you realized that you 211 00:11:07,720 --> 00:11:10,280 Speaker 1: were really really good at it? Yeah? 212 00:11:10,360 --> 00:11:13,600 Speaker 2: I think I was good from the beginning, but it's 213 00:11:13,640 --> 00:11:15,680 Speaker 2: because I enjoyed it from the beginning. So I don't 214 00:11:15,720 --> 00:11:17,600 Speaker 2: know if I was good because I enjoyed it or 215 00:11:17,720 --> 00:11:19,800 Speaker 2: I enjoyed it because I was good, but it was 216 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:22,599 Speaker 2: it was mutual, So I guess that's the that's the 217 00:11:23,120 --> 00:11:26,000 Speaker 2: beauty of it is that I that I had some 218 00:11:26,120 --> 00:11:29,199 Speaker 2: talent and something that I that I enjoyed deeply at 219 00:11:29,320 --> 00:11:32,440 Speaker 2: at its core, I wasn't engaged in any other sports, 220 00:11:32,480 --> 00:11:35,520 Speaker 2: and and and because of that, failed miserably in them. 221 00:11:35,600 --> 00:11:38,000 Speaker 2: So to be able to find a sport that I love, 222 00:11:38,080 --> 00:11:40,560 Speaker 2: I think is why why I was able to find 223 00:11:40,559 --> 00:11:41,320 Speaker 2: a talent there. 224 00:11:41,600 --> 00:11:44,280 Speaker 1: What uh what sports did you fail miserably at. 225 00:11:44,960 --> 00:11:48,800 Speaker 3: All of them? Anything that involved coordination or equipment. 226 00:11:49,040 --> 00:11:53,240 Speaker 2: I I was on the soccer team and scored a 227 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:56,000 Speaker 2: goal for the other team because I didn't realize we 228 00:11:56,160 --> 00:11:59,760 Speaker 2: changed ways changed directions during halftime, so that was a 229 00:11:59,760 --> 00:12:03,160 Speaker 2: little embarrassing. I was on my dad's softball team. Talk 230 00:12:03,200 --> 00:12:05,280 Speaker 2: about a committed father. He's like, I'll sign up to 231 00:12:05,320 --> 00:12:07,200 Speaker 2: be coach. I'll sign up to be coaching. He spent 232 00:12:07,240 --> 00:12:09,760 Speaker 2: the whole time shaking his head, but he was the 233 00:12:09,800 --> 00:12:12,319 Speaker 2: coach of my softball team. And I would much rather 234 00:12:12,920 --> 00:12:16,880 Speaker 2: make dandelion necklaces in the outfield than catch her throw 235 00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:19,440 Speaker 2: or bat. And then I tried ice skating, which I 236 00:12:19,520 --> 00:12:21,920 Speaker 2: loved so much. My mom even hired someone to make 237 00:12:21,960 --> 00:12:25,320 Speaker 2: me like the frilly outfits with matching boot covers. But 238 00:12:25,760 --> 00:12:29,480 Speaker 2: my instructor quit on me because because I was scared 239 00:12:29,520 --> 00:12:31,240 Speaker 2: to jump up in the air to try an axle, 240 00:12:31,720 --> 00:12:34,320 Speaker 2: and she quit. And as she walked by my mom. 241 00:12:34,400 --> 00:12:37,439 Speaker 2: She said she's too skinny to be graceful anyway, which 242 00:12:37,559 --> 00:12:40,960 Speaker 2: my mom thought, Oh, no, her self esteem. We have 243 00:12:41,120 --> 00:12:44,120 Speaker 2: to get her into something. And so track was the answer, 244 00:12:44,160 --> 00:12:46,120 Speaker 2: because you don't have to try out. Everybody gets a 245 00:12:46,160 --> 00:12:48,520 Speaker 2: metal or a ribbon at the end, and so it's 246 00:12:48,559 --> 00:12:52,160 Speaker 2: always a happy story. And that first day, right before 247 00:12:52,200 --> 00:12:55,240 Speaker 2: the right before our first competition, when my dad came 248 00:12:55,280 --> 00:12:57,600 Speaker 2: home and said that they wanted me to perform on 249 00:12:57,640 --> 00:13:00,840 Speaker 2: the varsity varsity squad, my mom thought again. 250 00:13:00,679 --> 00:13:03,080 Speaker 3: Oh no, that's going to ruin her self esteem. And 251 00:13:03,160 --> 00:13:05,199 Speaker 3: my dad said, well, they. 252 00:13:05,000 --> 00:13:08,920 Speaker 2: Say she has potential, and I thought me potential And 253 00:13:09,800 --> 00:13:12,320 Speaker 2: I was second in my first race and then ended 254 00:13:12,400 --> 00:13:14,680 Speaker 2: up undefeated from there for the next few years. 255 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:17,120 Speaker 1: And did you go to did you run in college? 256 00:13:17,240 --> 00:13:17,560 Speaker 3: I did. 257 00:13:17,600 --> 00:13:20,520 Speaker 2: I went to the University of Arkansas, And that's when 258 00:13:20,559 --> 00:13:23,640 Speaker 2: I started to struggle a little bit because I thought 259 00:13:23,720 --> 00:13:25,959 Speaker 2: my talent had run out. I didn't realize I had 260 00:13:25,960 --> 00:13:28,200 Speaker 2: any control over it. I thought it was a fixed 261 00:13:28,280 --> 00:13:30,640 Speaker 2: trait and the person with the most talent one. So 262 00:13:31,240 --> 00:13:33,199 Speaker 2: for someone with a lot of talent in the sport, 263 00:13:33,240 --> 00:13:35,640 Speaker 2: I sure didn't know a lot and it wasn't until 264 00:13:35,760 --> 00:13:39,160 Speaker 2: I had that a couple of coaches really spark my 265 00:13:39,240 --> 00:13:42,560 Speaker 2: curiosity and make me understand how much I didn't know. 266 00:13:42,760 --> 00:13:45,199 Speaker 2: That got me excited to pursue this sport in a 267 00:13:45,240 --> 00:13:45,760 Speaker 2: bigger way. 268 00:13:46,160 --> 00:13:49,600 Speaker 1: Interesting, So when you were in college, what distances were 269 00:13:49,640 --> 00:13:50,080 Speaker 1: you running? 270 00:13:50,120 --> 00:13:52,880 Speaker 2: I was running the five thousand and the ten thousand 271 00:13:52,920 --> 00:13:55,360 Speaker 2: meters on the track and also cross country. 272 00:13:55,520 --> 00:13:59,480 Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, so when does the five thousand and ten 273 00:13:59,559 --> 00:14:02,640 Speaker 1: thousands turn into the marathon? 274 00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:04,520 Speaker 3: Yeah? I thought for years. 275 00:14:05,160 --> 00:14:09,360 Speaker 2: I turned professional in nineteen ninety six, and I for 276 00:14:09,520 --> 00:14:12,720 Speaker 2: years thought anything that takes a month to recover from 277 00:14:12,840 --> 00:14:14,720 Speaker 2: or has you hobbling the next day just can't be 278 00:14:14,760 --> 00:14:19,200 Speaker 2: good for you. So I always resisted, resisted the move 279 00:14:19,320 --> 00:14:22,080 Speaker 2: up to the marathon. And it wasn't until doing this 280 00:14:22,160 --> 00:14:25,240 Speaker 2: beautiful run through a canyon while visiting my parents back 281 00:14:25,240 --> 00:14:28,360 Speaker 2: in California when I was living in Colorado that it 282 00:14:28,400 --> 00:14:30,760 Speaker 2: was eighteen miles and it was longer than I'd ever run, 283 00:14:30,840 --> 00:14:33,640 Speaker 2: and it was through this canyon to the beach and back. 284 00:14:34,120 --> 00:14:37,320 Speaker 2: And I was so intimidated by this distance and by 285 00:14:37,360 --> 00:14:41,000 Speaker 2: the slow, gradual climb back to my car, that I 286 00:14:41,080 --> 00:14:42,320 Speaker 2: went nice and slowly. 287 00:14:42,520 --> 00:14:43,920 Speaker 3: I touched the sand. 288 00:14:43,680 --> 00:14:45,560 Speaker 2: I looked back at the mountains and thought should I 289 00:14:45,560 --> 00:14:47,960 Speaker 2: call my dad to pick me up? But decided to 290 00:14:48,040 --> 00:14:51,400 Speaker 2: do it anyway. And I was so supercharged going back 291 00:14:51,480 --> 00:14:54,720 Speaker 2: up those hills, felt so energized and so capable that 292 00:14:55,040 --> 00:14:57,080 Speaker 2: I called my coach and I said I'd like to 293 00:14:57,160 --> 00:14:59,960 Speaker 2: run a marathon someday, and he said, I've been waiting 294 00:15:00,040 --> 00:15:01,680 Speaker 2: to hear those words out of your mouth for a 295 00:15:01,720 --> 00:15:04,240 Speaker 2: long time. So it was two thousand and one that 296 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:07,840 Speaker 2: my first marathon was the New York City Marathon. It's 297 00:15:07,880 --> 00:15:11,720 Speaker 2: a good marathon, unbelievable. I went big first marathon. I 298 00:15:11,760 --> 00:15:12,440 Speaker 2: sure went big. 299 00:15:12,640 --> 00:15:16,800 Speaker 1: I love that race. I affectionately refer to my first 300 00:15:16,840 --> 00:15:18,880 Speaker 1: New York City Marathon as the best day of my life. 301 00:15:18,920 --> 00:15:20,520 Speaker 3: Oh, I just so wonderful. 302 00:15:20,560 --> 00:15:22,880 Speaker 1: I look back on that experience and everyone's out there, 303 00:15:22,920 --> 00:15:25,480 Speaker 1: and if you're wearing your name on your shirt, everyone's 304 00:15:25,560 --> 00:15:29,080 Speaker 1: cheering your name, and it's just there's nothing better. Like 305 00:15:29,120 --> 00:15:31,880 Speaker 1: when do you know hundreds of thousands of people show 306 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:33,040 Speaker 1: up to cheer for you. 307 00:15:33,160 --> 00:15:38,360 Speaker 3: One point five million people along the course. That is insane. 308 00:15:38,920 --> 00:15:41,880 Speaker 2: Fans like it is really really amazing. 309 00:15:41,920 --> 00:15:43,080 Speaker 3: What would we do without them? 310 00:15:43,160 --> 00:15:46,920 Speaker 2: Like I always think if the course was empty if 311 00:15:46,920 --> 00:15:48,880 Speaker 2: nobody was standing at the finish line and there was 312 00:15:48,960 --> 00:15:51,280 Speaker 2: no tape to break and the fanfare to celebrate, it 313 00:15:51,320 --> 00:15:54,760 Speaker 2: wouldn't feel that amazing. It really does depend on the 314 00:15:54,840 --> 00:16:02,560 Speaker 2: volunteers and the screaming, eager spectators that are on the sidelines. 315 00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:04,840 Speaker 2: They're just insane and wonderful at the same time. 316 00:16:05,040 --> 00:16:09,200 Speaker 1: I mean, we can take a moment and pause for 317 00:16:09,320 --> 00:16:13,360 Speaker 1: Boston this year, exact opposite. Yeah of New York. I 318 00:16:13,400 --> 00:16:16,240 Speaker 1: know your experience with Boston this year at Dina got 319 00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:18,120 Speaker 1: hypothermia running. 320 00:16:17,960 --> 00:16:19,200 Speaker 3: Which has never happened to me. 321 00:16:19,240 --> 00:16:22,320 Speaker 2: I live in a ski resort where I have sometimes 322 00:16:22,400 --> 00:16:27,440 Speaker 2: run in single digit temperatures and in snowstorms. Not all 323 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:30,560 Speaker 2: the time, but a ski resort town, and as soon 324 00:16:30,600 --> 00:16:32,560 Speaker 2: as I heard the weather report, I thought, cool, I 325 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:34,880 Speaker 2: have an edge over everyone because I'm tough. 326 00:16:35,840 --> 00:16:37,080 Speaker 3: This is going to be amazing. 327 00:16:37,320 --> 00:16:41,360 Speaker 2: And I don't remember what it was or who or 328 00:16:41,400 --> 00:16:43,520 Speaker 2: how I ended up in the medical tent, but it 329 00:16:43,600 --> 00:16:47,800 Speaker 2: was a blackout experience I was. I remember in my final, 330 00:16:48,400 --> 00:16:50,520 Speaker 2: my final couple miles. I only made it to fourteen. 331 00:16:50,840 --> 00:16:52,760 Speaker 2: That's where the medical tent was that I was, But 332 00:16:52,800 --> 00:16:57,080 Speaker 2: I don't remember those miles. I just remember shaking uncontrollably 333 00:16:57,120 --> 00:17:02,520 Speaker 2: while I was running, and feeling like my solid legs, 334 00:17:02,560 --> 00:17:05,360 Speaker 2: like my legs were frozen themselves, just pounding the pavement. 335 00:17:05,440 --> 00:17:08,000 Speaker 2: I was already sore. It just felt so weird. And 336 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:10,600 Speaker 2: the next day I was more sore than any marathon 337 00:17:10,640 --> 00:17:11,359 Speaker 2: I had ever run. 338 00:17:11,520 --> 00:17:13,639 Speaker 1: I mean, you've run a lot more marathons than me, 339 00:17:13,840 --> 00:17:20,120 Speaker 1: but I share that sentiment. I was sore instantly. I've 340 00:17:20,160 --> 00:17:23,040 Speaker 1: never felt like that before, not even after a long run. 341 00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:27,800 Speaker 1: Just so taxed, and my body was just so angry. 342 00:17:28,280 --> 00:17:31,840 Speaker 1: And again, though, just back to this idea of the 343 00:17:31,880 --> 00:17:34,840 Speaker 1: crowds being out there. Everyone who did show up, that 344 00:17:34,920 --> 00:17:37,880 Speaker 1: had shown up before told me that this was nothing. 345 00:17:37,920 --> 00:17:40,280 Speaker 1: No one was out there when I started. I don't 346 00:17:40,320 --> 00:17:43,240 Speaker 1: know about you. It was hailing, yes, it was awful. 347 00:17:43,359 --> 00:17:46,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, but blessed the people that were out there, oh 348 00:17:46,080 --> 00:17:49,520 Speaker 2: my gosh, because it was a driving rain coming down 349 00:17:49,600 --> 00:17:53,359 Speaker 2: sideways at times. An umbrella wouldn't have helped anybody, and 350 00:17:53,400 --> 00:17:55,240 Speaker 2: so it was amazing to me that there was even 351 00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:56,800 Speaker 2: people out on those streets at all. 352 00:17:58,200 --> 00:18:00,640 Speaker 1: Question I do want to ask what happens when you 353 00:18:00,640 --> 00:18:04,760 Speaker 1: go professional? Like, how does one become a professional runner? 354 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:05,679 Speaker 3: I think the. 355 00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:10,840 Speaker 2: Definition is when you can finally have a paycheck, and 356 00:18:10,960 --> 00:18:16,040 Speaker 2: I think that makes you professional at something. But it 357 00:18:16,119 --> 00:18:21,000 Speaker 2: also comes with obligations for sponsors and to meet promoters, 358 00:18:21,119 --> 00:18:24,439 Speaker 2: and there's a lot of people that are involved. 359 00:18:24,440 --> 00:18:25,520 Speaker 3: It's not a solo mission. 360 00:18:25,600 --> 00:18:31,919 Speaker 2: You're representing your community, You're representing your sponsors, You're representing 361 00:18:32,080 --> 00:18:35,000 Speaker 2: the team you run on and the coaches, and so 362 00:18:35,320 --> 00:18:38,760 Speaker 2: I think the great the broader your scope of team. 363 00:18:39,320 --> 00:18:42,320 Speaker 2: There needs to be an extraordinary amount of trust that 364 00:18:42,440 --> 00:18:47,080 Speaker 2: everybody is in it for the right intentions, that everybody 365 00:18:47,119 --> 00:18:52,000 Speaker 2: is competing clean. And it's a really important standard to 366 00:18:53,240 --> 00:18:56,880 Speaker 2: live up to because I think of my Mammoth Track 367 00:18:56,880 --> 00:18:58,520 Speaker 2: Club and all the people that have come through the 368 00:18:58,520 --> 00:19:01,840 Speaker 2: Mammoth Track Club over the years. We've produced fourteen, fourteen, 369 00:19:01,920 --> 00:19:04,920 Speaker 2: fifteen Olympians on our group in our group, and it's 370 00:19:04,960 --> 00:19:07,840 Speaker 2: an extraordinary feat and to know that we've all done 371 00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:11,960 Speaker 2: it clean, I think is a testament to strong leadership 372 00:19:12,000 --> 00:19:14,760 Speaker 2: with our coaches and a no nonsense policy. 373 00:19:15,800 --> 00:19:19,879 Speaker 1: There's so much pressure I feel like being a professional athlete, 374 00:19:20,280 --> 00:19:23,320 Speaker 1: and this will kind of bring us into your hurdle 375 00:19:23,400 --> 00:19:27,199 Speaker 1: moment a little bit. You ran your first marathon in 376 00:19:27,240 --> 00:19:31,159 Speaker 1: New York and then you made it to your first 377 00:19:31,160 --> 00:19:34,040 Speaker 1: Olympics in two thousand, tell me before I guess, before 378 00:19:34,080 --> 00:19:35,840 Speaker 1: we get into the hurdle moment, talk to me about 379 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:37,880 Speaker 1: your first Olympics experience. 380 00:19:38,080 --> 00:19:42,000 Speaker 2: Oh gosh, I mean, that's like every child's dream. I 381 00:19:42,040 --> 00:19:44,680 Speaker 2: became a runner the same year that Joe Benoit Samilson 382 00:19:44,720 --> 00:19:46,879 Speaker 2: won the first gold medal in the Olympic Games for 383 00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:49,919 Speaker 2: the marathon. And it's crazy that it was only in 384 00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:52,520 Speaker 2: nineteen eighty four that we had our first ever women's 385 00:19:52,560 --> 00:19:57,080 Speaker 2: Olympic marathon. Up until then, I think they that the 386 00:19:57,200 --> 00:20:00,679 Speaker 2: organizing committees thought women would lose their uterus if they 387 00:20:00,760 --> 00:20:03,160 Speaker 2: ran that distance. With just like yeah, you can't help 388 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:05,880 Speaker 2: but laugh. You're like seriously, like if you can keep 389 00:20:05,920 --> 00:20:09,199 Speaker 2: all your parts, so I can't keep all ours. But 390 00:20:09,320 --> 00:20:13,600 Speaker 2: it seems extraordinary. So I think every child who sees 391 00:20:13,640 --> 00:20:16,320 Speaker 2: the Olympics growing up, if they get involved in sports, 392 00:20:16,400 --> 00:20:19,840 Speaker 2: kind of has that as their ideal to be an Olympian. 393 00:20:20,240 --> 00:20:23,199 Speaker 2: And so it was an amazing experience to have that 394 00:20:23,240 --> 00:20:25,520 Speaker 2: as one of my goals becoming a professional, to make 395 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:28,000 Speaker 2: the Olympic team, to being in a position in the 396 00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:30,760 Speaker 2: year two thousand when the Olympics were going to be 397 00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:33,480 Speaker 2: in Sydney, I thought, you know what, I'm strong enough 398 00:20:33,480 --> 00:20:35,640 Speaker 2: to win these Olympic trials, not just make the team, 399 00:20:35,640 --> 00:20:38,199 Speaker 2: but win the Olympic trials. And so to go in 400 00:20:38,240 --> 00:20:41,600 Speaker 2: with that sort of confidence felt really felt really defining 401 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:42,280 Speaker 2: and good to me. 402 00:20:42,600 --> 00:20:44,280 Speaker 3: And making the Olympic team. 403 00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:47,520 Speaker 2: I didn't have a great Olympics, but that one was 404 00:20:47,560 --> 00:20:50,240 Speaker 2: about participation and it was in the ten thousand meters. 405 00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:53,159 Speaker 2: And then four years later I wanted to change that 406 00:20:53,240 --> 00:20:55,800 Speaker 2: experience to being something a little more special. So that 407 00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:59,000 Speaker 2: was the Athens Olympics where I ended up earning a 408 00:20:59,000 --> 00:20:59,680 Speaker 2: bronze medal. 409 00:21:01,480 --> 00:21:04,280 Speaker 1: I like long pause because it makes me speechless just 410 00:21:04,280 --> 00:21:07,199 Speaker 1: thinking about this idea of getting onto the podium at 411 00:21:07,200 --> 00:21:07,840 Speaker 1: the Olympics. 412 00:21:07,920 --> 00:21:08,840 Speaker 3: It was the ultimate. 413 00:21:08,880 --> 00:21:12,560 Speaker 2: And you know, as I saw Mizuki Naguchi's Japanese flag 414 00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:15,439 Speaker 2: rising in the stadium next to the American flag, I 415 00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:21,120 Speaker 2: was singing the American national aca. You can't help it, Yeah, yeah, 416 00:21:21,119 --> 00:21:24,280 Speaker 2: there's just so much pride in seeing your country's flag go, climb, 417 00:21:24,440 --> 00:21:25,160 Speaker 2: climb the pole. 418 00:21:25,720 --> 00:21:28,440 Speaker 1: So that Olympics bronze medal, and. 419 00:21:28,440 --> 00:21:29,920 Speaker 3: I thought I was going to do better the next 420 00:21:29,920 --> 00:21:30,480 Speaker 3: time around. 421 00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:33,560 Speaker 1: So let's talk about the next time around you're in Beijing, 422 00:21:34,359 --> 00:21:39,879 Speaker 1: and how far out ahead of the race do you 423 00:21:40,200 --> 00:21:41,920 Speaker 1: get on the ground in Beijing. 424 00:21:42,440 --> 00:21:46,200 Speaker 2: So I got to Beijing. We were actually stationed in 425 00:21:46,240 --> 00:21:48,879 Speaker 2: the town of Doli, in a coastal town outside of 426 00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:52,400 Speaker 2: Beijing as the US track team. We're there for three 427 00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:55,000 Speaker 2: weeks ahead of the Games, and then flew into Beijing 428 00:21:55,119 --> 00:21:56,200 Speaker 2: just a couple of days before. 429 00:21:56,320 --> 00:21:59,080 Speaker 1: It's always interesting to me because they say, depending obviously 430 00:21:59,200 --> 00:22:01,679 Speaker 1: on the altitude, food of the destination, they give you 431 00:22:01,720 --> 00:22:04,480 Speaker 1: best practice advice of when you're supposed to arrive. But 432 00:22:04,520 --> 00:22:08,159 Speaker 1: I feel like, obviously with the Olympics, there's probably a 433 00:22:08,200 --> 00:22:10,720 Speaker 1: lot more things you need to be there beforehand. You 434 00:22:10,840 --> 00:22:13,680 Speaker 1: might arrive earlier for the Olympics than you would say 435 00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:16,960 Speaker 1: if you were flying into a different place for just 436 00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:17,880 Speaker 1: a race. 437 00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:21,159 Speaker 2: Weekend, right, And even for the Sydney Olympics and the 438 00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:23,880 Speaker 2: Athens Olympics, we would get there close to a month 439 00:22:23,920 --> 00:22:27,040 Speaker 2: ahead of time. And it's about adaptation and if you 440 00:22:27,080 --> 00:22:29,800 Speaker 2: can these are like the tiny tweaks that you can 441 00:22:29,880 --> 00:22:33,400 Speaker 2: do to gain a slight edge, and another slight edge 442 00:22:33,400 --> 00:22:35,119 Speaker 2: by getting your sleep, and another. 443 00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:36,200 Speaker 3: Slight edge by hydrating. 444 00:22:36,240 --> 00:22:38,959 Speaker 2: It's like all these little things that add up to 445 00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:41,560 Speaker 2: to being able to perform at your best. So getting 446 00:22:41,560 --> 00:22:43,880 Speaker 2: there a few weeks ahead, to adapt to the heat 447 00:22:43,920 --> 00:22:47,439 Speaker 2: and humidity, to to get on the time zone, and 448 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:50,359 Speaker 2: to really get in a groove and do your your 449 00:22:50,920 --> 00:22:54,320 Speaker 2: tapering there so that you're going in confident and not sluggish. 450 00:22:54,520 --> 00:22:57,520 Speaker 1: How did you feel going into the Beijing Olympics? 451 00:22:57,800 --> 00:23:02,679 Speaker 2: Going into Beijing, ten days out in the town at 452 00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:05,320 Speaker 2: the coastal town of Dolian, I did an eighteen mile 453 00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:08,520 Speaker 2: marathon simulation run where I start off easy and get 454 00:23:08,560 --> 00:23:11,360 Speaker 2: down to marathon pace, and it was the best marathon 455 00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:13,480 Speaker 2: simulation run I had ever done in my career. 456 00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:16,240 Speaker 3: So I felt so confident going into this race. 457 00:23:16,560 --> 00:23:18,960 Speaker 1: Quick pause, what's your marathon pace? 458 00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:22,640 Speaker 2: My marathon pace is is five point twenty to five 459 00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:25,280 Speaker 2: thirty depending on the course. You know, Beijing wasn't going 460 00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:28,080 Speaker 2: to be a fast course because of the heat, then 461 00:23:28,400 --> 00:23:29,720 Speaker 2: that was going to challenge us there. 462 00:23:30,320 --> 00:23:32,800 Speaker 1: I like can't make it from my bed to like 463 00:23:33,119 --> 00:23:35,119 Speaker 1: my bathroom sink to brush my teeth. 464 00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:37,160 Speaker 3: In five minutes and twenty seconds. 465 00:23:37,320 --> 00:23:39,680 Speaker 1: I think my fastest mile I've ever run is like 466 00:23:39,760 --> 00:23:43,440 Speaker 1: a six fourteen and that's a single just a quick singal. Yeah, 467 00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:46,240 Speaker 1: but that's swift, and you know what I just aspire 468 00:23:46,359 --> 00:23:48,720 Speaker 1: to one day I have a five to fourteen marathon pace. 469 00:23:49,000 --> 00:23:52,200 Speaker 1: That's outstanding. Okay, so you feel really great. 470 00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:54,240 Speaker 2: Yes, And so you would have been in the lead 471 00:23:54,359 --> 00:23:56,639 Speaker 2: pack for the first few miles because we were probably 472 00:23:56,640 --> 00:24:00,800 Speaker 2: going six thirties this six thirty second smile. 473 00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:04,119 Speaker 3: It was just a lot of people looking around. 474 00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:06,439 Speaker 2: Nobody wanted to make a move yet it was early, 475 00:24:06,640 --> 00:24:09,000 Speaker 2: and so everybody was just kind of feeling out the 476 00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:12,000 Speaker 2: race to see who would make a move. And I 477 00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:16,080 Speaker 2: remember going going through these gardens and feeling like a 478 00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:19,679 Speaker 2: tightness on top of my foot, and the very next 479 00:24:19,720 --> 00:24:25,440 Speaker 2: step was a crack and splintering of my third metatarsal 480 00:24:25,480 --> 00:24:28,040 Speaker 2: and I could hear it pop like a popsicle stick 481 00:24:28,040 --> 00:24:30,320 Speaker 2: where kind of splinters after the pop. 482 00:24:30,720 --> 00:24:34,040 Speaker 3: It was nauseating to even think about. 483 00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:36,480 Speaker 2: Once I was on the bus, like repeating that sound 484 00:24:36,480 --> 00:24:38,840 Speaker 2: in my head, but a bus had to pick me 485 00:24:38,920 --> 00:24:40,720 Speaker 2: up because I couldn't put any weight on my foot, 486 00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:44,560 Speaker 2: and I made my way to the finish line. The 487 00:24:44,600 --> 00:24:47,480 Speaker 2: Beautiful Bird's Nest was not the way I had anticipated 488 00:24:47,600 --> 00:24:48,640 Speaker 2: entering that stadium. 489 00:24:49,280 --> 00:24:53,720 Speaker 1: I read your book, your New York Times best selling book, 490 00:24:54,480 --> 00:24:58,320 Speaker 1: let your mind round in the chapter about this, and 491 00:24:58,359 --> 00:25:01,520 Speaker 1: you're talking about how this might have happened. 492 00:25:01,840 --> 00:25:04,440 Speaker 2: Right right, So it took me a while to get there, 493 00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:06,359 Speaker 2: But as soon as when I was on the bus 494 00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:11,360 Speaker 2: and sobbing into this towel, I finally thought, you know what, 495 00:25:11,440 --> 00:25:13,719 Speaker 2: I'm going to figure out how this happened, Like this 496 00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:16,480 Speaker 2: doesn't just happen per chance, And I'm not about to 497 00:25:16,560 --> 00:25:19,240 Speaker 2: chalk it up to tour runners and athletes pushing the 498 00:25:19,320 --> 00:25:22,119 Speaker 2: limits and breaking their bodies, because I feel our bodies 499 00:25:22,160 --> 00:25:24,240 Speaker 2: are very capable and very strong. 500 00:25:24,359 --> 00:25:26,600 Speaker 3: So I really wanted to figure out why. 501 00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:28,800 Speaker 2: And as soon as I got into that mindset of 502 00:25:29,440 --> 00:25:32,439 Speaker 2: figuring out why, I already felt empowered. I already felt 503 00:25:32,560 --> 00:25:35,760 Speaker 2: like I was going to be stronger after. 504 00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:38,919 Speaker 1: So what did you start to kind of how I 505 00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:41,800 Speaker 1: guess at this point you start to kind of backtrack 506 00:25:41,920 --> 00:25:44,720 Speaker 1: and like retrace your steps to figure out what may 507 00:25:44,760 --> 00:25:46,040 Speaker 1: have been a trigger for this? 508 00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:48,840 Speaker 2: Right, I was thinking, oh, man, what did I do? Like, 509 00:25:48,920 --> 00:25:52,119 Speaker 2: what didn't I What didn't I accomplish here? That what 510 00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:55,160 Speaker 2: was the missing piece of this puzzle that would allow 511 00:25:55,200 --> 00:25:57,560 Speaker 2: me to get get an Olympic medal again? 512 00:25:58,040 --> 00:26:02,560 Speaker 3: And earlier that year I had gotten giardia in out 513 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:03,120 Speaker 3: of drinking. 514 00:26:03,240 --> 00:26:06,200 Speaker 2: I was drinking out of a stream in Colorado, which 515 00:26:06,240 --> 00:26:08,040 Speaker 2: was a no no, but I thought it was high enough. 516 00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:10,800 Speaker 2: And I got giardia a couple of weeks later, but 517 00:26:10,840 --> 00:26:13,159 Speaker 2: I didn't know. I thought maybe I ate something weird, 518 00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:14,840 Speaker 2: and then I thought I had the flu. And by 519 00:26:14,880 --> 00:26:17,040 Speaker 2: the time I went to the doctors, I was like 520 00:26:17,080 --> 00:26:20,280 Speaker 2: a week and a half into to just not absorbing 521 00:26:20,359 --> 00:26:24,240 Speaker 2: any any of the nutrients I was eating. And so 522 00:26:24,480 --> 00:26:29,120 Speaker 2: talking with the doctors in hindsight, they said that because 523 00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:33,600 Speaker 2: I was still running, that my body, in order to 524 00:26:34,119 --> 00:26:38,199 Speaker 2: still have cardiac function, took all the nutrients from my bones, 525 00:26:38,280 --> 00:26:40,320 Speaker 2: leached all the nutrients from my bones, Like aren't our 526 00:26:40,359 --> 00:26:43,560 Speaker 2: bodies amazing that my heart took priority over everything, Like 527 00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:46,159 Speaker 2: I just still am in awe of that. And so 528 00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:48,119 Speaker 2: in order for my heart to keep pumping, it leached 529 00:26:48,160 --> 00:26:51,520 Speaker 2: the nutrients and minerals it needed from my bones and 530 00:26:51,640 --> 00:26:55,119 Speaker 2: they never got reabsorbed because I had zero vitamin D 531 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:58,920 Speaker 2: in my body because I've gone through melanoma on three occasions, 532 00:26:59,040 --> 00:27:02,280 Speaker 2: and so the sun is not an option. I didn't 533 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:05,200 Speaker 2: know that vitamin D was a thing then. Now it's 534 00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:09,880 Speaker 2: pretty much something in a blood profile that's very common 535 00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:14,000 Speaker 2: to when your blood is taken, it's common to search 536 00:27:14,040 --> 00:27:16,880 Speaker 2: for how much vitamin do you have because it's supposed 537 00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:21,600 Speaker 2: to decrease inflammation and be anti cancer, and so it's 538 00:27:21,600 --> 00:27:25,440 Speaker 2: an important mineral vitamin to have. And because I didn't 539 00:27:25,440 --> 00:27:28,960 Speaker 2: have vitamin D in my system but a lot of calcium, 540 00:27:29,080 --> 00:27:32,000 Speaker 2: I wasn't able to reabsorb the calcium into my bone. 541 00:27:32,040 --> 00:27:35,040 Speaker 2: So I just made it my mission to sit around 542 00:27:35,080 --> 00:27:37,840 Speaker 2: and eat a lot of foods with vitamin D in it. 543 00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:41,280 Speaker 2: And it was surprising to know what those foods were 544 00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:45,040 Speaker 2: because there wasn't a lot of research then, But it 545 00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:48,840 Speaker 2: ended up being the yolks of farm raised eggs because 546 00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:51,640 Speaker 2: the chickens are getting a lot of scent, so those 547 00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:54,160 Speaker 2: egg yolks are as orange as a per simon. They're 548 00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:56,120 Speaker 2: just beautiful and you can tell they're healthy for you 549 00:27:56,160 --> 00:27:59,159 Speaker 2: just by the looks of them, and they have a 550 00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:03,520 Speaker 2: much different look than conventional egg and herring and salmon. 551 00:28:04,080 --> 00:28:07,280 Speaker 2: Some cold water fishes that are really high in vitamin 552 00:28:07,359 --> 00:28:12,240 Speaker 2: D organic leafy greens because they have more bioavailability so 553 00:28:12,280 --> 00:28:15,280 Speaker 2: you can absorb the vitamin D more efficiently and then 554 00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:19,840 Speaker 2: fortified foods, breads and milks and orange juices that have vitamin. 555 00:28:19,600 --> 00:28:20,600 Speaker 3: D in them. 556 00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:23,480 Speaker 2: So it was a learning experience and I felt every 557 00:28:23,560 --> 00:28:26,280 Speaker 2: day that I was getting stronger, and it was interesting, 558 00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:28,840 Speaker 2: even with my foot in a cast and sitting on 559 00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:31,359 Speaker 2: the couch, I felt like I was a healthier version 560 00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:34,520 Speaker 2: of myself than right before the Olympic Games, when I 561 00:28:34,560 --> 00:28:35,760 Speaker 2: was thinking I was going to meddle. 562 00:28:36,320 --> 00:28:41,000 Speaker 1: This. Uh, it makes me think a lot because obviously, 563 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:45,560 Speaker 1: as a professional athlete, your body is it's your money maker, 564 00:28:46,120 --> 00:28:51,200 Speaker 1: your whole identity. Yeah everything, Yes, Where are you mentally 565 00:28:51,200 --> 00:28:53,960 Speaker 1: when this happened, because you had to pretty much relearn 566 00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:55,200 Speaker 1: how to walk? Yes? 567 00:28:55,320 --> 00:28:59,000 Speaker 2: And I think because I've practiced positivity for so many 568 00:28:59,080 --> 00:29:01,640 Speaker 2: years that it was to make that transition, Even on 569 00:29:01,680 --> 00:29:04,680 Speaker 2: the bus without answers when I was heading to the 570 00:29:04,680 --> 00:29:08,800 Speaker 2: Bird's nest, I remember one minute on the bus being 571 00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:12,080 Speaker 2: so angry at my body for failing me. And then 572 00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:15,360 Speaker 2: in the hospital in the Olympic village after I got 573 00:29:15,400 --> 00:29:19,480 Speaker 2: the results of my X ray and my doctor back 574 00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:22,560 Speaker 2: home saying don't let a bedsheet touch your toe because 575 00:29:22,560 --> 00:29:24,200 Speaker 2: your foot swelled so badly it. 576 00:29:24,160 --> 00:29:25,840 Speaker 3: Pushed your bones back into place. 577 00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:29,360 Speaker 2: So here with all these splintered and feathered pieces of 578 00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:32,640 Speaker 2: my bones just squeezed back into place from inflammation. 579 00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:36,320 Speaker 3: And so whereas a couple hours earlier, I. 580 00:29:36,280 --> 00:29:38,280 Speaker 2: Was angry at my body, in this moment, I was 581 00:29:38,320 --> 00:29:40,959 Speaker 2: amazed at it for already starting the healing process. So 582 00:29:41,240 --> 00:29:42,960 Speaker 2: our bodies want to be healthy if we give it 583 00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:47,200 Speaker 2: the avenue to do so. And I was really understanding 584 00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:51,080 Speaker 2: in that moment that there's a big difference between fitness 585 00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:51,520 Speaker 2: and health. 586 00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:53,160 Speaker 3: And I was fit, but I was not healthy. 587 00:29:53,600 --> 00:29:58,480 Speaker 1: That's outrageous to have that mindset right off the bat. 588 00:29:58,600 --> 00:30:01,920 Speaker 1: I did an interview with Don Harper Nelson a couple 589 00:30:01,960 --> 00:30:04,480 Speaker 1: of years ago, and we talked about her experience in 590 00:30:04,520 --> 00:30:10,360 Speaker 1: Beijing right actually, and she fell on the hurdles and 591 00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:15,720 Speaker 1: she immediately wanted out of the stadium. She hopped a 592 00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:18,200 Speaker 1: fence with her husband, and I think they tried to 593 00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:21,520 Speaker 1: get away from the press, and she had a moment 594 00:30:21,720 --> 00:30:23,800 Speaker 1: right before they got, you know, all the way out, 595 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:27,640 Speaker 1: and she said, you could do two things here. You 596 00:30:27,720 --> 00:30:30,720 Speaker 1: can try to leave, you can get out of here, 597 00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:35,280 Speaker 1: or you could stop, have your moment, reflect and then 598 00:30:35,480 --> 00:30:38,080 Speaker 1: go back in there and face it, because what can 599 00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:41,160 Speaker 1: happen is if you don't stop and learn from mistakes. 600 00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:44,840 Speaker 1: What their mistake. You didn't put all that effort into fail. 601 00:30:45,440 --> 00:30:48,520 Speaker 1: But if you don't stop and look at what happened 602 00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:51,480 Speaker 1: and analyze and go back to it, then what's it 603 00:30:51,520 --> 00:30:55,000 Speaker 1: going to serve you? So she affectionately talked about how 604 00:30:55,040 --> 00:30:57,280 Speaker 1: she went back in and she'd talked to the reporters 605 00:30:57,280 --> 00:31:00,040 Speaker 1: and she reflected on her race and she learned so 606 00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:03,000 Speaker 1: much from it because she was willing to confront it. 607 00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:05,440 Speaker 1: And it sounds like you were so willing right off 608 00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:06,080 Speaker 1: the bat. 609 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:07,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, to process it. 610 00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:10,920 Speaker 2: And it's such an important part of that journey of 611 00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:15,760 Speaker 2: self improvement that we can look at disappointment, which Don 612 00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:19,480 Speaker 2: and I have both run the gamut of international experience 613 00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:23,400 Speaker 2: on disappointment, like highs and lows, disappointments and victories. But 614 00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:29,120 Speaker 2: we can process it in these hard terms like disappointment 615 00:31:29,240 --> 00:31:32,680 Speaker 2: instead of feeling like a failure in disappointment, which I 616 00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:34,960 Speaker 2: had made the mistake of doing for so many years, 617 00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:38,400 Speaker 2: to think of disappointment as a desire to be better, 618 00:31:38,520 --> 00:31:41,960 Speaker 2: That it's a feeling that comes with being totally invested 619 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:45,800 Speaker 2: in something and wanting more and expecting more. So how 620 00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:47,280 Speaker 2: do I get more out of myself? 621 00:31:47,320 --> 00:31:50,440 Speaker 3: The next time, and that's when it becomes that's when 622 00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:53,280 Speaker 3: you evolve into more of a growth mindset instead of 623 00:31:53,280 --> 00:31:56,800 Speaker 3: this debilitating one where you're seeping in disappointment. So it's 624 00:31:56,840 --> 00:32:00,200 Speaker 3: about defining these hard emotions in a better way that 625 00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:01,120 Speaker 3: can serve us. 626 00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:03,960 Speaker 1: Do you have any consistent mantras that you repeat to 627 00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:05,080 Speaker 1: yourself when you run? 628 00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:09,320 Speaker 2: Oh, she's nodding, Yeah, yeah, yeah, I think mantras are 629 00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:12,400 Speaker 2: really are really important. It's not something that I use 630 00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:15,080 Speaker 2: on a daily basis, but it definitely is there through 631 00:32:15,120 --> 00:32:17,840 Speaker 2: some of the more challenging moments of a race or 632 00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:21,120 Speaker 2: a workout. And the one that seems to work for 633 00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:24,880 Speaker 2: me so often is define yourself. Because there's so many 634 00:32:24,960 --> 00:32:28,400 Speaker 2: occasions where we think, oh, it's just one race or 635 00:32:28,520 --> 00:32:32,680 Speaker 2: someone's I remember thinking so strangely one time of you 636 00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:35,040 Speaker 2: know what, someone's going to win this race next year. 637 00:32:35,080 --> 00:32:37,560 Speaker 2: Someone won this race last year, So who really cares? 638 00:32:37,600 --> 00:32:40,480 Speaker 2: Like this, We're not like solving world problems here. It's 639 00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:41,000 Speaker 2: only a race. 640 00:32:41,040 --> 00:32:44,000 Speaker 3: It's only it's only a run through this this darn city, 641 00:32:44,040 --> 00:32:45,480 Speaker 3: you know. And I just. 642 00:32:45,520 --> 00:32:50,120 Speaker 2: Laugh at how we can rationalize giving up on our 643 00:32:50,160 --> 00:32:51,280 Speaker 2: goals and our dreams. 644 00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:54,000 Speaker 3: And so I make it. I make it a bigger picture. 645 00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:57,920 Speaker 2: I make it about making this choice is forming the 646 00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:00,120 Speaker 2: habits that I'm going to rely on for the rest 647 00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:02,840 Speaker 2: of my life. If I give up now, then I 648 00:33:02,880 --> 00:33:04,920 Speaker 2: can get into a habit of giving up. But if 649 00:33:04,960 --> 00:33:08,840 Speaker 2: I dig down and try harder, then I'm also forming 650 00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:11,200 Speaker 2: the habits to do that. So to me, I make 651 00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:14,200 Speaker 2: it about defining who I am as a human being, 652 00:33:14,240 --> 00:33:16,760 Speaker 2: and that becomes a much much harder thing to bail 653 00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:17,120 Speaker 2: out of. 654 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:20,440 Speaker 1: Many talk about putting the pressure. 655 00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:22,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, the moment becomes very intense. 656 00:33:22,920 --> 00:33:27,440 Speaker 1: It's interesting. I mean, obviously Beijing is effectively for our 657 00:33:27,480 --> 00:33:30,480 Speaker 1: purposes your hurdle moment. Would you say that at that 658 00:33:30,640 --> 00:33:33,160 Speaker 1: time you had that same mental approach to running or 659 00:33:33,160 --> 00:33:37,800 Speaker 1: do you think that this is really thinking? Okay, each 660 00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:40,880 Speaker 1: of these situations contributes to the bigger picture. Do you 661 00:33:40,920 --> 00:33:42,840 Speaker 1: feel like that was developing for you at that time, 662 00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:45,360 Speaker 1: that kind of mono or have you been there for years? 663 00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:49,440 Speaker 2: I think it's taken time, but I had definitely been 664 00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:53,000 Speaker 2: practicing what it takes to get through a hard moment 665 00:33:53,280 --> 00:33:58,280 Speaker 2: for years before that, and whether it's practicing gratitude or 666 00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:02,520 Speaker 2: it's or keeping keeping a journal to see how you 667 00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:07,680 Speaker 2: handle handle hard times. It could be relying on friends 668 00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:10,800 Speaker 2: and family. There's just so many options to be inspired 669 00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:13,959 Speaker 2: and to keep going around us. We sometimes get caught 670 00:34:14,040 --> 00:34:19,000 Speaker 2: up in paying attention to the challenges around us, when 671 00:34:19,239 --> 00:34:22,799 Speaker 2: simultaneously there's a lot of good happening and support for us. 672 00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:26,120 Speaker 2: So it's important to give our attention to the good 673 00:34:26,200 --> 00:34:30,600 Speaker 2: stuff in order to thrive more. But I think that 674 00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:35,560 Speaker 2: all that practice certainly allowed me to sob in that 675 00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:37,960 Speaker 2: towel and get over it very quickly and move on 676 00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:41,400 Speaker 2: to growing from there. So it's I think that the 677 00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:44,560 Speaker 2: practice is very important on a daily basis, as opposed 678 00:34:44,560 --> 00:34:46,560 Speaker 2: to just relying on these tools. 679 00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:50,360 Speaker 3: When when something hits the fan, when. 680 00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:54,440 Speaker 1: You got back on your feet and you started running, 681 00:34:54,600 --> 00:34:56,960 Speaker 1: even just a little bit, talk to me about how 682 00:34:56,960 --> 00:34:58,319 Speaker 1: that felt. Yeah, it was. 683 00:34:58,480 --> 00:35:01,040 Speaker 2: It was strange to have to learned a walk again 684 00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:03,120 Speaker 2: because I was in a cast for so long, and 685 00:35:03,160 --> 00:35:06,640 Speaker 2: then a boot, and then finally only able to balance 686 00:35:06,719 --> 00:35:09,640 Speaker 2: on two legs, but I couldn't really walk around. It 687 00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:12,600 Speaker 2: was a very gradual build up to being able to run, 688 00:35:13,040 --> 00:35:15,839 Speaker 2: but learning able to walk heel, rolling off the toe, 689 00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:19,960 Speaker 2: making sure you're not favoring that middle metatarsal and creating 690 00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:24,160 Speaker 2: bad habits in your gate before before starting to run again, 691 00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:28,280 Speaker 2: and then being able to finally get on this trail 692 00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:31,960 Speaker 2: for this hike, to get on unstable surface, which seemed 693 00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:32,799 Speaker 2: so exciting. 694 00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:35,560 Speaker 1: You know, So you took a hike, yeah, before you 695 00:35:35,600 --> 00:35:36,560 Speaker 1: started to run, Yes. 696 00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:38,839 Speaker 2: And every day was every I shouldn't say every day, 697 00:35:38,920 --> 00:35:42,400 Speaker 2: because there's days where you're tired or whatever, but every 698 00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:45,160 Speaker 2: week just felt like this amazing growth, like oh. 699 00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:47,320 Speaker 3: My gosh, I'm standing on both of my feet. 700 00:35:47,120 --> 00:35:49,799 Speaker 2: Again, and I tried to celebrate and honor that as 701 00:35:49,840 --> 00:35:52,240 Speaker 2: opposed to compare myself to a to a two twenty 702 00:35:52,280 --> 00:35:56,680 Speaker 2: marathonor And so I was on this hike and it 703 00:35:56,719 --> 00:35:59,600 Speaker 2: was supposed to be two hours long, and I chose 704 00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:02,160 Speaker 2: at place I had never been so that I could explore, 705 00:36:02,239 --> 00:36:05,800 Speaker 2: which really gets me excited. And I went through this 706 00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:11,040 Speaker 2: long lake valley and I looked at my watch, and 707 00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:13,680 Speaker 2: I looked at my map, and I thought, and I 708 00:36:13,719 --> 00:36:15,680 Speaker 2: had like a real map in my hand because I 709 00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:19,480 Speaker 2: was afraid that that I wouldn't get GPS signals. And 710 00:36:19,520 --> 00:36:24,160 Speaker 2: so I went old school and I realized, like, I'm 711 00:36:24,200 --> 00:36:26,319 Speaker 2: not going to see much if I don't hustle and 712 00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:30,640 Speaker 2: get going so I just started jogging and immediately felt 713 00:36:30,640 --> 00:36:34,560 Speaker 2: this rush of endorphins and joy of like moving through 714 00:36:34,600 --> 00:36:38,520 Speaker 2: the mountains and climbing this hill, just like my breath 715 00:36:38,560 --> 00:36:41,239 Speaker 2: heaving to realize I was at twelve thousand feet and 716 00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:46,200 Speaker 2: the way back just in like this euphoric state of 717 00:36:46,280 --> 00:36:50,319 Speaker 2: being part of something that I enjoy so deeply. And 718 00:36:50,680 --> 00:36:53,160 Speaker 2: it had nothing to do with time or place, similar 719 00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:55,480 Speaker 2: to being here in London. It had nothing to do 720 00:36:55,520 --> 00:36:57,560 Speaker 2: with that. It was just the joy of moving again. 721 00:36:57,920 --> 00:37:02,920 Speaker 1: Did you ever think during your that you wouldn't run again? 722 00:37:03,360 --> 00:37:03,800 Speaker 1: I did. 723 00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:07,680 Speaker 2: I questioned it for sure. I thought maybe my foot 724 00:37:07,719 --> 00:37:12,520 Speaker 2: wouldn't heal properly. I thought maybe that much time off 725 00:37:12,600 --> 00:37:16,440 Speaker 2: would set me back years in fitness, and so I 726 00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:19,120 Speaker 2: wasn't sure. But I also felt okay with it. I 727 00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:22,560 Speaker 2: felt that I was just happy to have my health back, 728 00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:25,120 Speaker 2: happy to understand health in a different way, in a 729 00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:29,560 Speaker 2: broader way, knowing that things can be happening internally that 730 00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:33,520 Speaker 2: are totally so far under the surface we don't see 731 00:37:33,560 --> 00:37:36,359 Speaker 2: them going on, and so to pay attention to how 732 00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:40,480 Speaker 2: I feel a little more energy wise was really important. 733 00:37:40,520 --> 00:37:44,880 Speaker 3: So I feel like the upset of it all was 734 00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:45,720 Speaker 3: truly a gift. 735 00:37:45,719 --> 00:37:47,880 Speaker 1: In the end, what I want to know is what 736 00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:50,600 Speaker 1: has been some of the best advice that you have 737 00:37:50,719 --> 00:37:53,840 Speaker 1: been given in your career? Because you're giving me excellent 738 00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:57,600 Speaker 1: advice of how to stay resilient, but who gives you 739 00:37:57,760 --> 00:37:58,760 Speaker 1: the advice back? 740 00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:01,319 Speaker 2: I feel like inspiration is always around us. I think 741 00:38:01,360 --> 00:38:03,879 Speaker 2: the person that has influenced me the most has been 742 00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:08,040 Speaker 2: my first professional coach, Job Hill, and he showed me 743 00:38:08,719 --> 00:38:12,360 Speaker 2: through example that the power of all that we possess, 744 00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:18,160 Speaker 2: whether it's time, money, knowledge, food, the value of it 745 00:38:18,520 --> 00:38:22,520 Speaker 2: increases exponentially the moment it's shared. And so I feel 746 00:38:22,560 --> 00:38:25,840 Speaker 2: he lived that example, and it's become more or less 747 00:38:25,920 --> 00:38:29,440 Speaker 2: my life philosophy that if I have it, share it 748 00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:31,880 Speaker 2: because what good is it? Was my motivation in writing 749 00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:34,399 Speaker 2: Let Your Mind Run? Because what good is having all 750 00:38:34,400 --> 00:38:37,359 Speaker 2: these universal truths that running has taught me if I'm 751 00:38:37,360 --> 00:38:39,440 Speaker 2: not also sharing it with the people around me. I 752 00:38:39,480 --> 00:38:41,759 Speaker 2: share it with my teammates and my friends. But to 753 00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:43,520 Speaker 2: be able to share it in a bigger way has 754 00:38:43,560 --> 00:38:48,480 Speaker 2: been a huge reward. What's better than making a nice 755 00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:51,239 Speaker 2: meal and sharing it with others as opposed to just 756 00:38:51,239 --> 00:38:54,279 Speaker 2: sitting down and eating it yourself. So I love that 757 00:38:55,040 --> 00:38:57,800 Speaker 2: the sharing of everything that we have, and it really 758 00:38:57,840 --> 00:38:59,400 Speaker 2: makes what we have more valuable. 759 00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:02,160 Speaker 1: I feel like you probably leaned into a lot of 760 00:39:02,160 --> 00:39:06,600 Speaker 1: the people that give you inspiration after Beijing making your comeback. 761 00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:08,800 Speaker 1: Tell me what happens when you're back. 762 00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:13,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, you're back, and you're just trying to settle into 763 00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:19,040 Speaker 2: to that journey of progress. You're looking at coaches for 764 00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:22,640 Speaker 2: better advice, You're looking at your teammates for inspiration, and 765 00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:25,960 Speaker 2: really feeding off the progress day to day without comparing 766 00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:28,919 Speaker 2: who you were a year prior, or two years prior 767 00:39:29,040 --> 00:39:30,080 Speaker 2: or ten years prior. 768 00:39:30,120 --> 00:39:31,359 Speaker 3: You're just looking at. 769 00:39:31,360 --> 00:39:34,040 Speaker 2: The at the progress and the process itself, and when 770 00:39:34,040 --> 00:39:36,760 Speaker 2: you can really do that, be mindful in the moment 771 00:39:36,920 --> 00:39:40,160 Speaker 2: of that journey forward, I think you can be proud 772 00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:42,560 Speaker 2: instead of disappointed in where you are. 773 00:39:43,040 --> 00:39:47,640 Speaker 1: So you are getting back into running, You're regaining all 774 00:39:47,760 --> 00:39:51,160 Speaker 1: the strength, You're doing it successfully in a way that 775 00:39:51,239 --> 00:39:54,680 Speaker 1: you can now say, Okay, I'm not done with this yet. 776 00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:56,600 Speaker 1: That must have been empowering. 777 00:39:56,920 --> 00:39:59,800 Speaker 2: It felt it felt amazing to just feel that snap 778 00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:02,760 Speaker 2: back in your legs to do that first speed session. 779 00:40:02,920 --> 00:40:05,239 Speaker 2: I mean all those first they just lined up, my 780 00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:08,840 Speaker 2: first five miles, my first ten miles, my first speed session, 781 00:40:08,880 --> 00:40:10,680 Speaker 2: my first temple run, my first long run. 782 00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:12,000 Speaker 3: It all felt amazing. 783 00:40:12,440 --> 00:40:14,279 Speaker 1: What's a piece of advice that you'd want to give 784 00:40:14,320 --> 00:40:19,320 Speaker 1: someone who wants to tackle that first mile, that first 785 00:40:19,440 --> 00:40:22,400 Speaker 1: five mile, that first ten mile, like they want to 786 00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:23,960 Speaker 1: do it and maybe they're a little bit scared. 787 00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:27,320 Speaker 2: I would say the reward is just putting your shoes 788 00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:30,160 Speaker 2: on and doing it. I used to think that you 789 00:40:30,239 --> 00:40:33,640 Speaker 2: needed to incentivize things like that, these bold moves that 790 00:40:33,680 --> 00:40:36,160 Speaker 2: we sometimes make, like getting off the couch and running 791 00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:38,839 Speaker 2: our first mile. But the reward is just in the 792 00:40:38,840 --> 00:40:44,200 Speaker 2: process itself, and it's so empowering to question what we 793 00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:46,239 Speaker 2: can do and then go ahead and do it. It 794 00:40:46,280 --> 00:40:49,320 Speaker 2: makes it feel that much more special. So the fear 795 00:40:49,440 --> 00:40:54,200 Speaker 2: or the intimidation shouldn't stop you, but it should allow 796 00:40:54,239 --> 00:40:56,000 Speaker 2: you to know that it's going to be that much 797 00:40:56,040 --> 00:40:57,160 Speaker 2: greater once you get there. 798 00:40:57,280 --> 00:41:01,040 Speaker 1: So it's also enjoying the journey absolutely. I kept telling 799 00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:04,640 Speaker 1: myself that in Boston, you know, you get to Boston, 800 00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:08,120 Speaker 1: you get to Boston and it's the weather. There's nothing 801 00:41:08,160 --> 00:41:10,000 Speaker 1: you can do and you can't control it, and you 802 00:41:10,080 --> 00:41:12,799 Speaker 1: just have to accept it. And it's like, in the meantime, 803 00:41:13,840 --> 00:41:16,640 Speaker 1: you got to step back and realize this journey has 804 00:41:16,680 --> 00:41:17,840 Speaker 1: been so special already. 805 00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:20,600 Speaker 2: Right, Absolutely, it's special just to get to the starting 806 00:41:20,640 --> 00:41:23,480 Speaker 2: line of Boston. It's a journey in and of itself, 807 00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:27,520 Speaker 2: and people should feel that the reward is the race itself. 808 00:41:27,600 --> 00:41:31,880 Speaker 2: Even though we were met with horrific conditions, it's still 809 00:41:32,120 --> 00:41:35,680 Speaker 2: just this. The human spirit that allows you to continue 810 00:41:35,719 --> 00:41:38,840 Speaker 2: going is a real beautiful thing to acknowledge. 811 00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:43,319 Speaker 1: So at this time in twenty ten, you're running a 812 00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:47,200 Speaker 1: lot and something feels a little bit off, So what's 813 00:41:47,239 --> 00:41:47,919 Speaker 1: happening in data? 814 00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:51,800 Speaker 2: I went from working out in a really great way 815 00:41:51,880 --> 00:41:55,200 Speaker 2: to just feeling awful. And I had no idea. Oh, 816 00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:57,719 Speaker 2: I will make a long story shirt short. But I 817 00:41:57,800 --> 00:42:03,080 Speaker 2: was pregnant and ended up having a very sedentary pregnancy. 818 00:42:03,719 --> 00:42:05,640 Speaker 2: I thought maybe I could at least run a half 819 00:42:05,680 --> 00:42:07,520 Speaker 2: hour a day for the health of it, to get 820 00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:11,680 Speaker 2: out and enjoy views and exercise and fresh air, for 821 00:42:11,760 --> 00:42:14,120 Speaker 2: the health of me and the baby growing. 822 00:42:14,560 --> 00:42:16,200 Speaker 3: And I couldn't do it. 823 00:42:16,239 --> 00:42:20,560 Speaker 2: I had these debilitating side stitches that it only felt 824 00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:23,200 Speaker 2: good to sit around and hang out in the house. 825 00:42:23,239 --> 00:42:25,600 Speaker 2: So that's what I did for fresh air. I read 826 00:42:25,640 --> 00:42:29,960 Speaker 2: books on the deck and took deep nurturing breaths. But 827 00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:32,920 Speaker 2: for the most part, I did almost nothing during my 828 00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:35,680 Speaker 2: pregnancy but read books and clean the house a lot. 829 00:42:36,239 --> 00:42:39,640 Speaker 1: I got to ask, when you were pregnant, did you 830 00:42:39,719 --> 00:42:42,640 Speaker 1: go through another set of asking yourself? Am I going 831 00:42:42,719 --> 00:42:43,840 Speaker 1: to run professionally? Again? 832 00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:44,840 Speaker 3: Absolutely. 833 00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:48,880 Speaker 2: I think it's probably natural for a lot of women 834 00:42:48,960 --> 00:42:53,280 Speaker 2: to question their careers in the face of starting a family. 835 00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:56,120 Speaker 2: So I did question whether I would start running. But 836 00:42:56,200 --> 00:42:59,400 Speaker 2: I was also encouraged by my husband to not make decisions, 837 00:42:59,480 --> 00:43:03,120 Speaker 2: let it happen organically, and enjoy this time of starting 838 00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:05,319 Speaker 2: a family. And if you feel like you want to 839 00:43:05,480 --> 00:43:09,719 Speaker 2: continue when when Piper's born, then by all means, put 840 00:43:09,719 --> 00:43:12,239 Speaker 2: the shoes on and we'll make it work. But if 841 00:43:12,280 --> 00:43:16,239 Speaker 2: you want to stay at home and raise this child. 842 00:43:16,080 --> 00:43:20,720 Speaker 3: And be dedicated. He also supported that I love her name. Yeah, 843 00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:21,640 Speaker 3: Piper Bloom. 844 00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:24,360 Speaker 2: Yes, I thought my husband thought of the name, and 845 00:43:24,400 --> 00:43:27,160 Speaker 2: I thought Bloom was because she was going to be 846 00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:30,399 Speaker 2: born in the springtime. She happened to be born during 847 00:43:30,400 --> 00:43:33,360 Speaker 2: a horrific snowstorm and we almost named her Piper Storm 848 00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:36,799 Speaker 2: because of it, which also fits her name a little 849 00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:38,439 Speaker 2: better her personality a little better. 850 00:43:38,719 --> 00:43:40,400 Speaker 3: But Piper Bloom it is. 851 00:43:40,920 --> 00:43:41,680 Speaker 1: What's the bloom for? 852 00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:43,920 Speaker 3: Well? 853 00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:47,480 Speaker 2: It is the in Bloom song by Nirvana and the 854 00:43:47,600 --> 00:43:50,880 Speaker 2: first lyrics are sell your kids for food. So I 855 00:43:50,880 --> 00:43:53,800 Speaker 2: hope she's not insecure that if we ever go hungry, she'll. 856 00:43:53,640 --> 00:43:55,759 Speaker 3: Be she'll be soul, So we can put food on 857 00:43:55,800 --> 00:43:56,280 Speaker 3: the table. 858 00:43:56,600 --> 00:43:58,200 Speaker 1: Maybe you can just tell people. 859 00:43:58,680 --> 00:44:02,680 Speaker 2: Yes, she's born for the Yeah, I promised, Piper. 860 00:44:02,719 --> 00:44:04,880 Speaker 3: If you're listening, I would never sell you for food. 861 00:44:04,920 --> 00:44:06,000 Speaker 3: You're much too valuable. 862 00:44:06,800 --> 00:44:10,560 Speaker 1: So you get back into running and things are going well, 863 00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:14,560 Speaker 1: and there's another Olympic Games right on the corner, so 864 00:44:14,600 --> 00:44:16,239 Speaker 1: what do you do, Dina? 865 00:44:15,920 --> 00:44:18,480 Speaker 2: I started to get excited with the fitness that I 866 00:44:18,560 --> 00:44:23,160 Speaker 2: was gaining and decided to train for a crash course 867 00:44:23,200 --> 00:44:29,120 Speaker 2: in marathoning and entering the US Marathon trials that were 868 00:44:29,160 --> 00:44:34,080 Speaker 2: being held in Houston that year. And I remember it 869 00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:37,080 Speaker 2: being a really tough build up that there was nothing 870 00:44:37,160 --> 00:44:40,480 Speaker 2: that no other time in my life that anything but 871 00:44:40,600 --> 00:44:43,239 Speaker 2: running was competing for my attention. And here I was 872 00:44:43,600 --> 00:44:46,239 Speaker 2: trying to put in the work and knowing that I 873 00:44:46,320 --> 00:44:49,680 Speaker 2: wasn't doing everything like the stretching and the massages and 874 00:44:49,840 --> 00:44:54,319 Speaker 2: the naps and the second runs all the time, So 875 00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:56,960 Speaker 2: there was a lot I was compromising, but I was 876 00:44:57,000 --> 00:44:59,960 Speaker 2: a new mom and I was also invested in feeding 877 00:45:00,200 --> 00:45:04,840 Speaker 2: my daughter and in playing with her, and so it 878 00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:08,840 Speaker 2: was it was just an important time that I didn't 879 00:45:08,880 --> 00:45:13,080 Speaker 2: do so gracefully. And I remember running the Olympic trials tired, 880 00:45:13,320 --> 00:45:16,160 Speaker 2: and by the time the race started to hurt, I 881 00:45:16,200 --> 00:45:18,680 Speaker 2: didn't have it within me to fight for it. I 882 00:45:18,760 --> 00:45:21,720 Speaker 2: got sixth places, so I did not make the Olympic team. 883 00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:24,680 Speaker 2: And my first thought when I crossed the finish line 884 00:45:24,760 --> 00:45:26,760 Speaker 2: is that I failed as a mom and as an athlete. 885 00:45:26,920 --> 00:45:27,600 Speaker 3: And it was hard. 886 00:45:28,239 --> 00:45:31,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like you're getting a little much about it. 887 00:45:32,560 --> 00:45:36,040 Speaker 1: Do you think looking back on it now, do you 888 00:45:36,080 --> 00:45:36,719 Speaker 1: feel that way? 889 00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:39,799 Speaker 3: Not at all, Not at all. 890 00:45:39,880 --> 00:45:42,239 Speaker 2: I think, oh, silly, Dina, you were so young and 891 00:45:42,360 --> 00:45:44,920 Speaker 2: naive to think that way. But I did have to. 892 00:45:45,239 --> 00:45:47,440 Speaker 2: I did have to step back and say, like, how do. 893 00:45:47,440 --> 00:45:51,440 Speaker 3: People do this? How do people manage family and careers? 894 00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:54,799 Speaker 2: And as I was, as I was suffering and in 895 00:45:54,840 --> 00:45:57,560 Speaker 2: this place of self pity, I thought, oh, come on, 896 00:45:58,120 --> 00:46:00,480 Speaker 2: people do this all the time, Like get yourself together, 897 00:46:00,640 --> 00:46:04,480 Speaker 2: Like there are very successful women and men out there 898 00:46:04,600 --> 00:46:10,600 Speaker 2: that raise families and run and have lucrative careers, and 899 00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:13,120 Speaker 2: your career and running are the same thing, so shouldn't 900 00:46:13,160 --> 00:46:15,680 Speaker 2: you have it easier? So I just had to have 901 00:46:15,800 --> 00:46:18,360 Speaker 2: this talk with myself, like you got to figure this out. 902 00:46:18,480 --> 00:46:21,520 Speaker 2: And I realized that we can have more than one hat. 903 00:46:21,680 --> 00:46:25,239 Speaker 2: And it felt so great to finally figure out that 904 00:46:25,440 --> 00:46:28,680 Speaker 2: stride of being out there and enjoying running and being 905 00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:30,840 Speaker 2: able to get to get the best out of myself 906 00:46:30,880 --> 00:46:33,040 Speaker 2: while I was running, but also get the best out 907 00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:34,880 Speaker 2: of motherhood when I was with my family. 908 00:46:35,239 --> 00:46:37,839 Speaker 1: I mean, I think there's something to be said for 909 00:46:37,920 --> 00:46:40,880 Speaker 1: this idea of women getting back into the workforce in 910 00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:45,640 Speaker 1: general after having children. Just it blows my mind to 911 00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:49,760 Speaker 1: think about performing at the same elite level while you're 912 00:46:50,400 --> 00:46:53,040 Speaker 1: missing out on sleep, you're waking up at two am, 913 00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:57,080 Speaker 1: you're running too and from who knows daycare and putting 914 00:46:57,120 --> 00:46:59,760 Speaker 1: food on the table, and all of these new factors 915 00:46:59,760 --> 00:47:01,239 Speaker 1: that you didn't have to deal with when you were 916 00:47:01,280 --> 00:47:02,239 Speaker 1: just you and your. 917 00:47:02,200 --> 00:47:05,600 Speaker 2: Husband, right and leading up to the Olympic trials, it 918 00:47:05,719 --> 00:47:08,960 Speaker 2: was time, my time running. I felt guilty being away 919 00:47:08,960 --> 00:47:12,800 Speaker 2: from Piper because she wasn't an easy child, an easy baby, 920 00:47:12,880 --> 00:47:15,680 Speaker 2: and then and then the times I was with her, 921 00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:19,120 Speaker 2: there was this understanding deep inside me that I wasn't 922 00:47:19,120 --> 00:47:22,040 Speaker 2: doing everything I needed to do to fulfill that running goal. 923 00:47:22,400 --> 00:47:24,759 Speaker 2: So there was guilt on both sides, and so I 924 00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:27,000 Speaker 2: really had to struggle with that for a while before 925 00:47:27,000 --> 00:47:27,960 Speaker 2: finding my stride. 926 00:47:28,080 --> 00:47:29,880 Speaker 1: I was going to say, like, how did that change? 927 00:47:30,360 --> 00:47:33,560 Speaker 2: It changed just by setting priorities, and that seems so simple, 928 00:47:33,719 --> 00:47:37,640 Speaker 2: But I just set priorities that health and family should 929 00:47:37,640 --> 00:47:42,040 Speaker 2: always come first, and that running in career would come second. 930 00:47:42,320 --> 00:47:45,840 Speaker 2: And I realized very quickly after that that those lines 931 00:47:45,880 --> 00:47:49,200 Speaker 2: often blur a lot, because getting out for a run 932 00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:51,920 Speaker 2: sometimes made me a better mom, allowed me to provide 933 00:47:51,920 --> 00:47:55,359 Speaker 2: for the family, and kept me healthy. So in any case, 934 00:47:55,400 --> 00:47:57,279 Speaker 2: it allowed me to justify what I needed to do 935 00:47:57,320 --> 00:47:58,280 Speaker 2: in any given moment. 936 00:47:58,680 --> 00:48:01,120 Speaker 1: Talk to me a little bit about self love, because 937 00:48:01,160 --> 00:48:02,960 Speaker 1: I feel like this what you're kind of getting at, 938 00:48:03,160 --> 00:48:05,400 Speaker 1: is this idea of self care. What do you do 939 00:48:05,719 --> 00:48:10,560 Speaker 1: aside from running and spending time with your family that 940 00:48:10,640 --> 00:48:13,040 Speaker 1: you feel like truly gives back to you and who 941 00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:13,399 Speaker 1: you are. 942 00:48:13,760 --> 00:48:16,440 Speaker 2: I think it's so important to get to a place 943 00:48:16,480 --> 00:48:18,440 Speaker 2: where you can look in the mirror and say, I 944 00:48:18,480 --> 00:48:21,920 Speaker 2: deserve this, I deserve this time, I deserve this food, 945 00:48:22,080 --> 00:48:23,600 Speaker 2: I deserve this glass of wine. 946 00:48:23,840 --> 00:48:25,479 Speaker 1: I deserve for drinking wine. 947 00:48:25,520 --> 00:48:29,440 Speaker 2: Yes, I think it's really important to get to that space, 948 00:48:29,480 --> 00:48:33,040 Speaker 2: and it's it's not always easy, but I think once 949 00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:37,719 Speaker 2: you feel that moment of self acceptance of itself is 950 00:48:37,760 --> 00:48:40,880 Speaker 2: a is such a great gift to give yourself. I 951 00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:44,319 Speaker 2: like to call it strategic joy. Traveling the world a lot. 952 00:48:44,680 --> 00:48:47,560 Speaker 2: We're sitting here in a London hotel room, traveling the 953 00:48:47,560 --> 00:48:48,240 Speaker 2: world a lot. 954 00:48:48,320 --> 00:48:48,759 Speaker 3: It is. 955 00:48:49,600 --> 00:48:51,439 Speaker 2: It is hard for me to be away from home 956 00:48:51,560 --> 00:48:53,080 Speaker 2: so much, and I try to make it home he 957 00:48:53,160 --> 00:48:55,520 Speaker 2: or I put a picture of my family up on 958 00:48:55,560 --> 00:48:57,440 Speaker 2: the nightstand, like not just on my cell phone, but 959 00:48:57,480 --> 00:49:01,000 Speaker 2: a real, real picture that sits there. I like to 960 00:49:01,040 --> 00:49:04,319 Speaker 2: go to the grocery store or a florist and get 961 00:49:04,320 --> 00:49:07,520 Speaker 2: a little potted flowers that can sit on the nightstand, 962 00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:10,480 Speaker 2: and when I leave, I give it to the housekeeping 963 00:49:10,600 --> 00:49:13,160 Speaker 2: or the front desk and pass on that love and 964 00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:14,080 Speaker 2: ask them to take. 965 00:49:13,960 --> 00:49:14,359 Speaker 3: Care of it. 966 00:49:15,440 --> 00:49:18,520 Speaker 2: In other ways, when I come in from a run, 967 00:49:18,600 --> 00:49:22,200 Speaker 2: I'll grab some lavender outside or rosemary and shove them 968 00:49:22,239 --> 00:49:24,719 Speaker 2: in my running shoes to freshen them up for the 969 00:49:24,760 --> 00:49:26,560 Speaker 2: next day. And then I feel so happy when I 970 00:49:26,560 --> 00:49:29,080 Speaker 2: put them on next to know that I just put 971 00:49:29,120 --> 00:49:31,880 Speaker 2: that tiny bit of effort in to loving my running shoes. 972 00:49:32,040 --> 00:49:33,680 Speaker 3: So there's all these little ways that. 973 00:49:33,600 --> 00:49:36,959 Speaker 2: You can like strategically add a little bit of joy 974 00:49:37,000 --> 00:49:39,759 Speaker 2: to your life because some of the responsibilities we have 975 00:49:39,840 --> 00:49:43,600 Speaker 2: are a little mundane or maybe not as glamorous as 976 00:49:43,760 --> 00:49:46,600 Speaker 2: we would like them to be, and so it's important 977 00:49:46,600 --> 00:49:48,720 Speaker 2: to spark joy in some way so we can enjoy 978 00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:50,120 Speaker 2: all aspects of who we are. 979 00:49:50,920 --> 00:49:55,000 Speaker 1: Your self care routine is so legit it makes me 980 00:49:55,040 --> 00:49:57,360 Speaker 1: want to establish some new self care practices. 981 00:49:57,520 --> 00:49:59,799 Speaker 2: Yeah, we should always be recreating them so that we 982 00:49:59,800 --> 00:50:03,040 Speaker 2: can really feel the giddiness that comes with being kind 983 00:50:03,080 --> 00:50:03,919 Speaker 2: to ourselves. 984 00:50:04,320 --> 00:50:10,160 Speaker 1: When do you feel the most yourself? Wow? 985 00:50:11,239 --> 00:50:16,400 Speaker 2: I think I feel the most myself when I'm visiting 986 00:50:16,520 --> 00:50:20,440 Speaker 2: with people I enjoy being around, whether it's weekends like 987 00:50:20,520 --> 00:50:24,479 Speaker 2: this where where I'm with like minded people and people 988 00:50:24,520 --> 00:50:27,799 Speaker 2: who challenge me. I love that because so often we're 989 00:50:27,840 --> 00:50:31,279 Speaker 2: part of social media and we're befriended by people who 990 00:50:31,280 --> 00:50:34,160 Speaker 2: think like us and have ideals like us. And I 991 00:50:34,239 --> 00:50:38,680 Speaker 2: really enjoy that aspect of being introduced to and visiting 992 00:50:38,719 --> 00:50:41,160 Speaker 2: with people that might challenge the way that I think 993 00:50:41,960 --> 00:50:44,480 Speaker 2: or try to make me understand and have compassion for 994 00:50:45,400 --> 00:50:49,759 Speaker 2: the way someone else is thinking, I'm also my I 995 00:50:49,760 --> 00:50:52,600 Speaker 2: think I'm maybe at maybe I'm getting to your answer 996 00:50:52,640 --> 00:50:55,240 Speaker 2: as I keep as I keep talking. But maybe I'm 997 00:50:55,719 --> 00:51:00,439 Speaker 2: my most happy when I'm at home after a good 998 00:51:00,480 --> 00:51:03,360 Speaker 2: long run and cooking in the kitchen with my family. 999 00:51:03,840 --> 00:51:06,280 Speaker 2: The intention of putting a great meal on the table, 1000 00:51:06,480 --> 00:51:11,520 Speaker 2: nourishing them with goodness, wholesome, wholesome ingredients well put together, 1001 00:51:12,440 --> 00:51:15,440 Speaker 2: is probably when I'm when I'm a little extra. 1002 00:51:15,200 --> 00:51:17,280 Speaker 1: Giddy, I've got to ask, what do you cook? 1003 00:51:17,840 --> 00:51:21,400 Speaker 3: Oh gosh, It depends on what on what the day is. 1004 00:51:21,440 --> 00:51:24,120 Speaker 2: If it's a if it's a cold, a cold night, 1005 00:51:24,239 --> 00:51:29,320 Speaker 2: I might do some filets with this gorgonzola cream sauce 1006 00:51:29,360 --> 00:51:32,120 Speaker 2: on it, or with a side of gorgonzola cheese, yoki 1007 00:51:33,360 --> 00:51:35,960 Speaker 2: and some type of grilled vegetable. If it's going to 1008 00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:39,160 Speaker 2: be a warm summer night, I might throw together some 1009 00:51:39,280 --> 00:51:43,000 Speaker 2: shrimp and mango cilantro spring rolls and serve a nice 1010 00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:44,040 Speaker 2: chilled wine with it. 1011 00:51:44,080 --> 00:51:46,920 Speaker 3: I mean, I think it. It just depends on depends 1012 00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:48,560 Speaker 3: on the weather, my mood. 1013 00:51:49,480 --> 00:51:52,759 Speaker 1: You have a lucky family. You don't want to come 1014 00:51:52,800 --> 00:51:54,880 Speaker 1: over to my apartment and start cooking for me. 1015 00:51:56,200 --> 00:51:57,440 Speaker 3: I certainly would do that. 1016 00:51:58,560 --> 00:52:00,319 Speaker 1: We're coming to the end of our time here. So 1017 00:52:00,360 --> 00:52:02,880 Speaker 1: I guess what I want to know is how do 1018 00:52:02,920 --> 00:52:06,120 Speaker 1: you feel now and what do you feel is next 1019 00:52:06,120 --> 00:52:07,239 Speaker 1: for you? Wow? 1020 00:52:07,320 --> 00:52:10,560 Speaker 2: I think that progress is always never ending, and I 1021 00:52:10,560 --> 00:52:12,640 Speaker 2: don't judge progress by what's on my watch. 1022 00:52:12,680 --> 00:52:14,879 Speaker 3: I like to challenge myself and I think that's why 1023 00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:15,880 Speaker 3: running has. 1024 00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:18,680 Speaker 2: Become a lifestyle for me as opposed like I guess, 1025 00:52:19,200 --> 00:52:22,319 Speaker 2: aside from being my profession my career, it's also a 1026 00:52:22,320 --> 00:52:25,400 Speaker 2: lifestyle and so just being able to go out and 1027 00:52:25,520 --> 00:52:28,960 Speaker 2: challenge myself on a daily basis has been really important 1028 00:52:29,000 --> 00:52:31,759 Speaker 2: to that. You can feel pride and satisfaction at the 1029 00:52:31,840 --> 00:52:33,640 Speaker 2: end of the day when you know you've given your all. 1030 00:52:33,520 --> 00:52:34,480 Speaker 3: To a difficult task. 1031 00:52:35,400 --> 00:52:36,200 Speaker 1: So what's next? 1032 00:52:38,440 --> 00:52:39,840 Speaker 3: I don't have any races next. 1033 00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:40,800 Speaker 1: How does that feel? 1034 00:52:42,040 --> 00:52:44,680 Speaker 3: It feels good. I have a lot of travel coming up. 1035 00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:50,000 Speaker 2: I have going to races for being advocates of the race. 1036 00:52:51,080 --> 00:52:55,160 Speaker 2: I have speaking engagements coming up which will most certainly 1037 00:52:55,239 --> 00:52:58,880 Speaker 2: highlight the power of positivity and performance. But I also 1038 00:52:59,000 --> 00:53:00,960 Speaker 2: have teammates in my man the track club that have 1039 00:53:01,080 --> 00:53:03,919 Speaker 2: high goals and I was once in their position being 1040 00:53:03,960 --> 00:53:08,400 Speaker 2: impressionable and trying to break onto the national and international scene. 1041 00:53:08,560 --> 00:53:11,160 Speaker 2: So I'm hoping that by training with them side by side, 1042 00:53:11,200 --> 00:53:13,200 Speaker 2: I can I can give them some of the tools 1043 00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:13,879 Speaker 2: to get them there. 1044 00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:21,160 Speaker 1: I love that last question you can offer Dina on 1045 00:53:21,320 --> 00:53:26,080 Speaker 1: the bus head in the towel crying, one piece of advice. 1046 00:53:26,880 --> 00:53:27,440 Speaker 1: What do you. 1047 00:53:27,400 --> 00:53:30,400 Speaker 3: Tell her there's always a stronger side ahead. 1048 00:53:31,800 --> 00:53:34,880 Speaker 1: That's really special. I love it awesome, Dina, Thank you 1049 00:53:34,960 --> 00:53:36,359 Speaker 1: so much for sitting down with me. 1050 00:53:36,520 --> 00:53:37,120 Speaker 3: It was fun. 1051 00:53:37,280 --> 00:53:39,879 Speaker 1: Please take a moment to leave a quick review by 1052 00:53:39,920 --> 00:53:43,239 Speaker 1: clicking the link with the description to this episode. We 1053 00:53:43,320 --> 00:53:46,160 Speaker 1: all face multiple hurdles in life. I want to hear 1054 00:53:46,200 --> 00:53:49,080 Speaker 1: about yours. Reach out to me at Emily at Hurdle 1055 00:53:49,120 --> 00:53:52,640 Speaker 1: dot us, connect with the podcast on Instagram and Twitter 1056 00:53:52,760 --> 00:53:55,680 Speaker 1: at Hurdle Podcast Dina. Where do they find. 1057 00:53:55,440 --> 00:53:57,479 Speaker 3: You dinacaster dot com. 1058 00:53:57,480 --> 00:54:00,239 Speaker 2: They can they can actually connect with me in the 1059 00:54:00,280 --> 00:54:03,400 Speaker 2: comments section and it'll come to my email address and 1060 00:54:03,440 --> 00:54:05,759 Speaker 2: I try to answer everything that comes through. 1061 00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:07,200 Speaker 1: What's your Instagram handle? 1062 00:54:07,400 --> 00:54:10,720 Speaker 2: Instagram is Dina eighty fifty. Does anybody know what that means? 1063 00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:11,239 Speaker 3: Out there? 1064 00:54:11,400 --> 00:54:11,920 Speaker 1: What does that mean? 1065 00:54:12,000 --> 00:54:14,839 Speaker 2: It is the elevation that I live, Yeah, I live 1066 00:54:14,880 --> 00:54:17,440 Speaker 2: in the mountains. And then Twitter is at Dina castor. 1067 00:54:17,600 --> 00:54:21,120 Speaker 1: I love that awesome. I'm at Emily a body, Another 1068 00:54:21,200 --> 00:54:23,839 Speaker 1: hurdle conquered. Catch you guys next time.