WEBVTT - Michael Vick Part 2

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<v Speaker 1>This is cut to it with Steve Smith Senior at

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<v Speaker 1>production of The Black Effect and I Heart Radio. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Steve Smith Senior and i' and this is cut to it.

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<v Speaker 1>Good Do, Good do? What they're getting down to do

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<v Speaker 1>with good do It? We asked the questions you always

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<v Speaker 1>want to know, but no one ever asked. Let's cut

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<v Speaker 1>to it. You heard him about it, then we're about

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<v Speaker 1>to let you know it's all all right. Well, this

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<v Speaker 1>is part two of Michael Vick the Human Highlight Reel.

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<v Speaker 1>This is his words and then also being on the

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<v Speaker 1>other side not know you may know it. I witnessed it,

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<v Speaker 1>and I've seen it. You got you got us. I

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<v Speaker 1>got a first side, and I got post dramatic stress

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<v Speaker 1>about it. Right now, right he's still gliding across this.

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<v Speaker 1>Right now, you're gonna hear about Michael Dwayne vic the man,

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<v Speaker 1>the man, the husband and father, what he learned about

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<v Speaker 1>himself and what he learned about playing the game. It's remarkable.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a lot of it's some nuggets up in there.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm talking about nugget dropping, Mike dropping everything. Um, you

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<v Speaker 1>can't wait for you guys to here. But it's less

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<v Speaker 1>about ball. It's more about the person. I've always struggled

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<v Speaker 1>with trusting people overall. So I can't even imagine, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>what you've gone through, how do you filter friends now

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<v Speaker 1>and and you know, and how it's changed, Yeah, in

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<v Speaker 1>those ways after going through everything you went through. I

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<v Speaker 1>try to, um just not have a lot of friends.

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<v Speaker 1>I try to just keep my circle small, like I

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<v Speaker 1>got a lot of respect for, you know, especially my

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<v Speaker 1>piss like like you and Danny and Thomason and Drew

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<v Speaker 1>Breves and guys you know from my draft and draft

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<v Speaker 1>class guys I played with, guys who I respect so much,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and I, you know, guys not saying it

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<v Speaker 1>that you've gotta be successful because I can meet somebody

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<v Speaker 1>to charity event and having good relationship with him from Afar,

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<v Speaker 1>But I try to center myself around, you know, people

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<v Speaker 1>who who think like me, who you know, don't have

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<v Speaker 1>the same walk of life, might not be in the

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<v Speaker 1>same walk of life, but you know, we kind of

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<v Speaker 1>experienced the same things, and you know, what life is

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<v Speaker 1>all about the importance and family and and things that

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<v Speaker 1>really matter, you know. So you know, I felt like

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<v Speaker 1>those are the more of renatable people, and those are

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<v Speaker 1>the people who kind of you know, help keep leads

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<v Speaker 1>on my dean when when I when I could be

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<v Speaker 1>slipping a little bit, passie. We all none of us

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<v Speaker 1>are perfectly you know. We all you know aren't shopping

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<v Speaker 1>iron man. What are the core values look for in

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<v Speaker 1>the friendship? And when do you know you need to

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<v Speaker 1>leave a friendship? You give them time, Like it's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be things that's gonna happen where you know, decisions gonna

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<v Speaker 1>have to be made and somebody's gonna have to save

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<v Speaker 1>with one another. Just call out what's really real or

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<v Speaker 1>what's right and if that person can't do that, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and just in the smallest situations to make a decision

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<v Speaker 1>that you like, Man, thanks for having my back on

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<v Speaker 1>this because you know I was right and you know

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not wrong. That's when you know you got a

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<v Speaker 1>good friend, when they're gonna step up and do what's right.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying, Like situation like, Steve, I know,

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<v Speaker 1>I know you see, like I can tell you probably

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<v Speaker 1>tell you something like if it don't make no sense,

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<v Speaker 1>I can almost expect ninety in time you can be like, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>what the hell are you talking about? Pretty much like

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<v Speaker 1>like if I give you a scenario. It was like, man,

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<v Speaker 1>what do you think about this? I did this? He

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<v Speaker 1>did that? Who we were? Like? Who was right? Just

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<v Speaker 1>with your assause if you if you tell me to

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<v Speaker 1>ask something looking for him, like, Yo, that's a good friend.

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<v Speaker 1>Not because it's not because I'm your boy, Because it's

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<v Speaker 1>like you're telling me the truth, whether good or bad.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, that's a good friend. But I just been

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<v Speaker 1>around people who just couldn't do that as a late

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<v Speaker 1>friends and family, and it's hurtful. And I've learned to

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<v Speaker 1>walk away from those people because those type of people

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<v Speaker 1>that can hurt you. That's one thing I've learned. Everybody

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<v Speaker 1>can't go with you. That one's a hard one to

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<v Speaker 1>learn that everybody can't go with you. Man, that's so good.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm sitting next to you. I said, that was

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<v Speaker 1>really good. But it's true though you and you have

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<v Speaker 1>to go through it by trialing there. All right, let's

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<v Speaker 1>let's we always have this segment called Let's Talk Ball.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was listening to um MoManI Jones podcast that

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<v Speaker 1>you did back in and I heard you say in

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<v Speaker 1>this is why this is when you were still playing

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<v Speaker 1>with the Philly there for your Eagles at the time

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<v Speaker 1>is when you finally put everything together. And I heard

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<v Speaker 1>you say that, and I I mouthed the word that

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<v Speaker 1>I will not repeat on this podcast. Bro, Like, m

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<v Speaker 1>what is Mike vix standard? Because the other sideline watching

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<v Speaker 1>you play and you're saying you just getting it to

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<v Speaker 1>get you just figuring it out. What was you doing

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<v Speaker 1>prior to that? Because I remember that game that I'm

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<v Speaker 1>back game when you broke your ankle. Remember the mad

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<v Speaker 1>Curse he broke his ankle. Ye remember that. U dang

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<v Speaker 1>they had who they have Samuel Jackson, he's back. They

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<v Speaker 1>had to make they have folks that McDonald's talking about.

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<v Speaker 1>He's back now that that was the game when you, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>you scrambled around and I'm exaggerating, but he literally dove

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<v Speaker 1>in from the thirty and hurt just kind of go.

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<v Speaker 1>He was like, I know his knee touched the ground.

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<v Speaker 1>I know it. Man. We ran an instant replay. We

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<v Speaker 1>ran every year that it went under the hood. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he capt didn't touch book. There was Moses. No. We

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<v Speaker 1>walked on water. I mean, I know Jeus water. Peter

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<v Speaker 1>came out water with Jesus, right. He said, don't look

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<v Speaker 1>down and there's Michael vad who hovered over the turf

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<v Speaker 1>and made it. You made it, but but good times.

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<v Speaker 1>But yet your own words you didn't even have. You

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<v Speaker 1>didn't put it all together. No, get get me to

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<v Speaker 1>understand how Rookie of the Year Madden coming over Pro Bowls,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, is doing all this stuff. You were doing

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<v Speaker 1>nine h two yards in one season, right, six thousand

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<v Speaker 1>yards Russian season and yeah, you have no idea what

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<v Speaker 1>you're doing out there. Yeah, so I said, I'll say, look,

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<v Speaker 1>I had an understanding of the game. So I understand.

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<v Speaker 1>I understood our offense. I understood what was trying to accomplish.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I understood, you know, the the whole single

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<v Speaker 1>high too high. You know, how to be discoverage and

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<v Speaker 1>how to be that coverage. But you know, when I

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<v Speaker 1>had Dan Reeves, um, you know, Dan forced me to

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<v Speaker 1>look at certain things on defense and and watch this

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<v Speaker 1>guy and watch this guy guy, and you know, look

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<v Speaker 1>out for this defense. So I was standing like seriously,

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<v Speaker 1>get into the exits and oats and like really learn

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<v Speaker 1>our offense and pieces together. So so this is what

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<v Speaker 1>I know because I was young, and as I think

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<v Speaker 1>about this, this is why when I got the Philly

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<v Speaker 1>I really didn't no nothing. And this could be a

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<v Speaker 1>lesson for you know, coaches to young quarterbacks in the league,

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<v Speaker 1>as you know, stop changing offenses and change offers and coordinators.

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<v Speaker 1>Let a guy grow. So damn, we're starting to teach

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<v Speaker 1>me how to you know, six and seven men fronts

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<v Speaker 1>and protections and how to how we protected our offense.

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<v Speaker 1>So i' mean this offensive two and a half years

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<v Speaker 1>and then then gets fired in my third year, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>So now you know, I'm like, I gotta go off

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<v Speaker 1>what we got the last three games of the season,

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<v Speaker 1>and now it was a new coach coming in, teaching

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<v Speaker 1>different rules and different principles and the whole new offense.

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<v Speaker 1>And now I gotta learn the whole offense. I gotta

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<v Speaker 1>learn what this offense in tales and what we're trying

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<v Speaker 1>to do in this West Coast system. And then I

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<v Speaker 1>gotta get back to learning defenses and how to piece

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<v Speaker 1>these defenses with what we're trying to do to get

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<v Speaker 1>the best of what we're trying to do in the offense.

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<v Speaker 1>So in trying to do that, it's like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>things not going right sometimes, and now I'm using my

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<v Speaker 1>natural instance. I'm running and that far out of my

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<v Speaker 1>game was coming out more because I'm just unsure, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and I got you know, I got weeks to you know,

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<v Speaker 1>put it all together, constantly add new stuff. It's constant

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<v Speaker 1>new defenses that we gotta see. I think that was

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<v Speaker 1>around the time, like Steve, you will remember when the

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<v Speaker 1>zero Blitz was starting, like oh full five, it was

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<v Speaker 1>starting to show up, like yo, what is this and

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<v Speaker 1>how do you beat it? So that's where we drafted

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<v Speaker 1>Thomas Davis. They drive to Thomas. They just took literally

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<v Speaker 1>to Shadow Michael spy, no, not spy to shadow like

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<v Speaker 1>to mem Yes, break that down with the differences. So

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<v Speaker 1>the difference it was shadow mad players like myself are

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<v Speaker 1>probably you're the spy Shadow. But here's the thing. Your

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<v Speaker 1>job was too. Wherever number seven is, you go, you

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<v Speaker 1>go kind of like want to tradition, a true lockdown corner,

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<v Speaker 1>a true lockdown corners. I talked about Champ Bailey if

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<v Speaker 1>I if I drove my car, Champ would be the

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<v Speaker 1>parking attendant. Right. That's that's and Thomas assignment was. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't care what Algae Compler does, I don't care what

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<v Speaker 1>ABC does. Your job is to keep up because Thomas

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<v Speaker 1>was really really fast to keep up with Michael Vick.

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<v Speaker 1>Wherever Vick go, you go, Well, coach, you drinking water? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>why are you not go? And that's what it was,

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<v Speaker 1>and he did it. He did it. But but yeah, Vick,

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<v Speaker 1>what one or two plays playing us because we're so

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<v Speaker 1>much we knew each other playing inside your division twice

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<v Speaker 1>a year, you know, you know it is almost you

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<v Speaker 1>can utilize information against each other because it's like playing

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<v Speaker 1>against your brother, you know. It's Tennessee's Oh well, I

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<v Speaker 1>know they're gonna they're gonna do a sprint right option,

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<v Speaker 1>but Vickers left handed, so they're gonna do a sprint

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<v Speaker 1>left option. But every West Coast coach is gonna run

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<v Speaker 1>a sprint left for sprint right option. It's in the playbook.

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<v Speaker 1>While all this is happening with Thomas Davis and the

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<v Speaker 1>Panthers getting better, and they end up beating us, and

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<v Speaker 1>oh six, I think they beat us twice if I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not mistaken. Um, you know, I'm just learning, trying to

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<v Speaker 1>learn all these all these offensive plays and trying to

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<v Speaker 1>learn this offense where teams are getting better. And that's

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<v Speaker 1>why by the time I got the Philly I felt

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<v Speaker 1>like I was starting all over again, and I just

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<v Speaker 1>started to put it together because I had that year

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<v Speaker 1>time with donnov Been to learn that system, put it

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<v Speaker 1>all in place. And in a year too, I was

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<v Speaker 1>much more mature. I was ready to take on those

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<v Speaker 1>challenges and what dan Is stilled in me, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was able to kind of play catch up. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so that was that's why I was like, man, I

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<v Speaker 1>knew pretty much. I knew I was playing off. I

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<v Speaker 1>knew nothing. Now now you know, I'm I'm ready and

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<v Speaker 1>I can look better in the passing game. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was able to flourish a little bit. So so it's

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<v Speaker 1>safe to say is in early in your career you

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<v Speaker 1>were playing from the shoulders down, and when you got

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<v Speaker 1>and when you when you were in Philly, you learn

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<v Speaker 1>how to play from the shoulders up. Yeah, that's correct.

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<v Speaker 1>I was playing shoulders down, but mentally I was just

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<v Speaker 1>I was using my vision, using my vision to make decisions. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and athleticism the Bailli's out, you know, to be you know,

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<v Speaker 1>dynamic and just keep the change moving. I just said that.

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<v Speaker 1>I just yeah, when I got the feeling them like, man,

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<v Speaker 1>you know it's they're gonna let me pass the ball here.

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta learn the passing game. This is fun, ay

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<v Speaker 1>like the throw it. I gotta, I gotta. I gotta

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<v Speaker 1>show him that I can handle the responsibilities. I can

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<v Speaker 1>handle the responsibility of, you know, running the offense. M So,

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<v Speaker 1>how manly tough do you have to be playing quarterback

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<v Speaker 1>in the NFL. Man you gotta be willing. You gotta

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<v Speaker 1>be willing to get hit like you gotta that night

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<v Speaker 1>before the game. You gotta go into this game knowing

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<v Speaker 1>that I got a lot of responsibilities. My biggest responsibility

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<v Speaker 1>it's sowing toughest, hanging in that pocket and getting the

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<v Speaker 1>ball out to my receivers. You know who busday tales

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<v Speaker 1>all week long, you know, running routes and trying to

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<v Speaker 1>understand how to beat their you know, their opposition. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna hang in there and I'm gonna do whatever

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<v Speaker 1>I need to do. I'm gonna show the grit and

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<v Speaker 1>hopefully everybody else will follow. So you just gotta be

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<v Speaker 1>mentally tough in the mind and know, I'm not gonna

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<v Speaker 1>let the defense to defeat me because they're hit me.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm a I'm a you know, earned my

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<v Speaker 1>stripes and let my put my pride to the side,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm gonna hanging here and I'm gonna be tough

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<v Speaker 1>about it. And that's what That's what you gotta go

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<v Speaker 1>into the game knowing that you're gonna do. I'm hesitant

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<v Speaker 1>to say it, but I wanted I always want to

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<v Speaker 1>ask this to a quarterback. Man, do you think it's

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think it's fair unfair that most quarterbacks are

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<v Speaker 1>thrusted into that you know, token, the franchise quarterback because

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<v Speaker 1>the person that that figurehead for the every organization. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so when they put that stamp on you, man, the

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<v Speaker 1>franchise quarterback, because we drafted you number one, Like when

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<v Speaker 1>we when the team draft you number one, they drafted

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<v Speaker 1>you in that position and say, look, you're gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>playing in the next six months to a year, and

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<v Speaker 1>we expect you to live up to our expectations and

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<v Speaker 1>hopefully yours. And when they say franchis quarterback, they do

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<v Speaker 1>it to put pressure, you know, on that guy, and

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<v Speaker 1>that make him feel what being a face of a

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<v Speaker 1>franchise is gonna be. Like, they're gonna put that on

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<v Speaker 1>the song you, They're gonna put that tag on your

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<v Speaker 1>back so you can wear it proudly. And I think

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<v Speaker 1>especially your rookie year, that's when you're like you like

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<v Speaker 1>you come in and you're learning and you're seeing like

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<v Speaker 1>how everything works and how you practice, how you know,

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<v Speaker 1>how the games to play, how you travel, and then

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<v Speaker 1>you just continue to grow, you continue to growing in

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<v Speaker 1>by yeah too, you should be all right, I'm ready

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<v Speaker 1>to take this thing over. I want this to be mine.

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<v Speaker 1>And like my first year, I wasn't. I felt like

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't ready until like the second to the last

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<v Speaker 1>game of the season where things finally slowed down from

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<v Speaker 1>me and I was able to go out there and

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<v Speaker 1>just react and play. Had a good game. Christianna went

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<v Speaker 1>down and heard his elbow and I went in and

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<v Speaker 1>we almost beat the Dolphins. And then I my last

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<v Speaker 1>game of my rookie year, I had to play against

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<v Speaker 1>the greatest show on turf, you know, in St. Louis,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, I put on a good shot. We

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<v Speaker 1>didn't win the game, but I put on a good shot.

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<v Speaker 1>And by that time, like you know, my my chain

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<v Speaker 1>was up, Like you know, I'm ready to run this franchise.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, if I if I if they have to

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<v Speaker 1>make some changes next year, I'm gonna be ready. But um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know so I'm speaking from the experience how you

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<v Speaker 1>know I felt and the pressure that was put on me,

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<v Speaker 1>But I was I was ready for I accepted it. Mike.

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<v Speaker 1>I heard the excitement in your voice when you first

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<v Speaker 1>came on. You were Smitty. Both played in the NFC

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<v Speaker 1>South at this inception. So would you please give me

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<v Speaker 1>some really good Steve Smith stories? Mike Oh um, m

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<v Speaker 1>m man, let me tell you the good ones, the

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<v Speaker 1>good ones, Mike, don't don't give it. Don't give me

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<v Speaker 1>the skip over. I want the good Smitty stories. So man, man, Steve,

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<v Speaker 1>we we because we played on you know, obsoutaneously actually

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<v Speaker 1>really yeah. So, so I'm gonna tell you what I

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<v Speaker 1>just didn't like about Steve. I'm like, Yo, this dude

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<v Speaker 1>is so good, right, you know what I mean? But

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<v Speaker 1>he rubbed it in though. No, I mean, like, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>that's part of his game. Like, but because I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>be that way. I couldn't be and like on emotional

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<v Speaker 1>high all the time, you know what I'm saying. So

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<v Speaker 1>like Steve like slowly became that guy. You know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, thing after like yeah too and yeah too,

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<v Speaker 1>like you use that dude, and yeah three, And I'm

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<v Speaker 1>like he didn't emerge this true number one, but he toughness. Hell,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. So like I'm I'm what

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<v Speaker 1>stands out. It's just the touchdown celebration dances like and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I can't remember them all, but it was

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<v Speaker 1>like a plethora of a bunch of good ones. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, Yo, his swag is different, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying that, And I felt like that's what

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<v Speaker 1>That's what carried the team. But you know, I always

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<v Speaker 1>a mind Steve as a player, you know, and and

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<v Speaker 1>and and as a as a person, you know. So

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I know about the story when you um,

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<v Speaker 1>Ken Lucas got into it because I think he didn't

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<v Speaker 1>play against us or something or when it happened, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm not you know, I'm not trying to bring

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<v Speaker 1>up what I'm saying, like like when it happened, I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, man, damn, we was like in the playoff race,

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<v Speaker 1>so he was in the race for wins. And I'm like, man,

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<v Speaker 1>like Ken Lucas gave us problems And I'm like, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, respect the kid Lucas, but he might not

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<v Speaker 1>play this week, so you know we might get a

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<v Speaker 1>win or something. You know, it might help us in

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<v Speaker 1>the way column. But you know, I just I just

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<v Speaker 1>knew Stephen spically man, and like it was like he

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<v Speaker 1>was you know, I was on one. He was on

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<v Speaker 1>one like yo. He was on one like yo. When

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<v Speaker 1>you told him ice up like that was like thet man,

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<v Speaker 1>Like bro really took it there, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>But it was all done. You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd respect you know what I mean, and just put

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<v Speaker 1>it in secretary of the game like you never disrespected

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<v Speaker 1>the game. The youngest can look at that and say,

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<v Speaker 1>like if my son played received, I'm cutting your film

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<v Speaker 1>off the bottom line, I appreciate it. It's been kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like as now that I'm done and I see

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<v Speaker 1>I go back and look at some of the stuff

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<v Speaker 1>that I used to do. Is like he he didn't

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<v Speaker 1>say it. The worst was when I if I caught

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<v Speaker 1>the ball on their sideline, Oh my god, I was

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<v Speaker 1>I talked to the whole sideline as if the corner

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<v Speaker 1>was not present. May be like you gonna, are you

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<v Speaker 1>gonna just talk about this man, because I can't. But

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<v Speaker 1>I've seen Steve run up like like a square at

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<v Speaker 1>one time against us, and I've seen that I was

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<v Speaker 1>standing right there on the sideline and defensive back like

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<v Speaker 1>grabbed them or like trying to put his hand on him.

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<v Speaker 1>And when I say, Steve, like put his hand out

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<v Speaker 1>and like it wasn't a stiff m like you didn't know.

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<v Speaker 1>It was an offensive passing the friends, which I was

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<v Speaker 1>like tangling and you pushed them and you broke left

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<v Speaker 1>and I just playing so far back. I was like

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<v Speaker 1>it was like a welcome to the NFL moment for me,

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<v Speaker 1>Like it was in our third year and I was playing,

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<v Speaker 1>I was hurt, and I was like, damn, like bro

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<v Speaker 1>just he just pushed like one of our best corners,

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<v Speaker 1>like to the ground like with one hand, and as

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<v Speaker 1>I just knew like he was gonna take off. He

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<v Speaker 1>was gonna be something special, man. But I was like, damn.

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<v Speaker 1>But he and I same division and that wasn't good.

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<v Speaker 1>And Jake their home. I had a lot of respect

0:19:47.680 --> 0:19:50.720
<v Speaker 1>with Jake their home, so they did his thing. I like,

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<v Speaker 1>what was what was that like the for both of y'all?

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<v Speaker 1>What was that like being on the onset of building

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<v Speaker 1>a robber And I know falcons Panthers. Isn't you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Package Bears, Raven Steelers. But what's it like both of

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<v Speaker 1>y'all being drafting two thousand and one NFC South starting

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<v Speaker 1>in two thousand and two, what's it like helping to

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<v Speaker 1>form a whole division? Almost? I know, for me, it

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<v Speaker 1>was really interesting because we were still in that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>me and Vick were young, but we were also on

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<v Speaker 1>teams that were in transition that there were guys that

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<v Speaker 1>just were older, and we were the younger guys and

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<v Speaker 1>we were supposed to just shut up and play and

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<v Speaker 1>learn from older guys. But we didn't want to shut

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<v Speaker 1>up and play. We wanted to be loud and play.

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<v Speaker 1>And Vick is doing his thing. I'm a young upcoming receiver.

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<v Speaker 1>You got the I eighty five battle. I mean, it

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<v Speaker 1>was like we were we were bad teams that was

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<v Speaker 1>fighting for who's gonna be worse, right, and we were

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<v Speaker 1>trying to make the Falcons worse than us, and the

0:20:56.440 --> 0:20:59.120
<v Speaker 1>Facons were trying to make us bad. And the New

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<v Speaker 1>Orleans Saints were New Orland Saints that obviously Tampa Bay

0:21:02.160 --> 0:21:05.800
<v Speaker 1>Buccaneers or the Tampa Bay Buccaneers, and we were kind

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<v Speaker 1>of looked at just as the as just two teams,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, So it was it was like it was

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<v Speaker 1>like two kindergarteners boxing over you know, the same lot

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<v Speaker 1>when there's all these other you know, play some playgrounds

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<v Speaker 1>to play with, but we were we were boxing focused

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<v Speaker 1>on that same box. That's the truth, man, that's the truth.

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<v Speaker 1>And I tell you, I'll tell you what like when

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<v Speaker 1>I think about the players, like both five teams was

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<v Speaker 1>just talented on on both sides of the ball. You know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think I had what Stephen Davis you know at

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<v Speaker 1>the time, and then you get motion, you know, defense,

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<v Speaker 1>then Morgan and then I just said I'll let you

0:21:48.160 --> 0:21:51.479
<v Speaker 1>say this. Then Julius Peppers. People. Actually it was the

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<v Speaker 1>toughest defender that I ever had to play against in

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<v Speaker 1>my life, and it was Julia's Peppers. On that end,

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<v Speaker 1>there was no mercy. Like one thing he was not

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<v Speaker 1>gonna do, you know, was let me break in team,

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<v Speaker 1>like I just I had just had problems with him, man,

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<v Speaker 1>And it was like so yeah, it was like you

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<v Speaker 1>know that divisional battle, like this is a game where

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<v Speaker 1>I know, like I know I'm about to get hit.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, pep ain't gonna let me just it's not

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be free will out here to day and no

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<v Speaker 1>good interior defensive alignment. Chris um a big brol name,

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<v Speaker 1>Chris Jenkins, oh man, Chris left was let me hear

0:22:28.240 --> 0:22:30.919
<v Speaker 1>it all game, you know, I learned. I learned that

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't fight defensive alignment and all that, Chris. It

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<v Speaker 1>slam me to the ground and thinking like pushed my

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<v Speaker 1>head down to something. I got up, thinking I was tough,

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<v Speaker 1>and I ran into him, Steve. When I tried, I

0:22:46.040 --> 0:22:47.960
<v Speaker 1>was looking up at the ceiling though I was sticking

0:22:48.040 --> 0:22:50.000
<v Speaker 1>up at the top of the stadium like damn. I

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<v Speaker 1>just ran into this dude and guess what he did.

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<v Speaker 1>He helped me up. He laughed at me. I said,

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<v Speaker 1>brother like, like that's when I realized, like on mats,

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<v Speaker 1>with none of them guys on, you can just up.

0:23:04.760 --> 0:23:09.080
<v Speaker 1>I can't run up. But I think it's about that time.

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<v Speaker 1>Just take a little breather, come back. We have to

0:23:11.720 --> 0:23:15.520
<v Speaker 1>pay some bills, um, I have to use a bathroom.

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<v Speaker 1>really you know, like I said, Mike Vick and when

0:23:59.800 --> 0:24:03.280
<v Speaker 1>you're alone with the family, knows no cameras, nothing going on.

0:24:05.119 --> 0:24:18.120
<v Speaker 1>What three words would your wife used to describe you? Um,

0:24:18.320 --> 0:24:29.159
<v Speaker 1>she will say, uh, karen mm hm, ok um, honest

0:24:29.320 --> 0:24:41.600
<v Speaker 1>now honest m hm and and and probably respectful mhm,

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<v Speaker 1>like for real, Like that's what I tried to be

0:24:43.280 --> 0:24:45.800
<v Speaker 1>in the household, Like those three words that can define

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<v Speaker 1>me right and and then I know we can wake

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<v Speaker 1>up and you know it's it's a great day for

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<v Speaker 1>the big family. You know what I'm saying, because I

0:24:53.880 --> 0:24:56.800
<v Speaker 1>do anything for my kids, you know, I you know,

0:24:56.920 --> 0:24:59.439
<v Speaker 1>I try to, you know, be the quarterback of the

0:24:59.440 --> 0:25:03.879
<v Speaker 1>household out being too overbearned, you know, and not always

0:25:04.000 --> 0:25:06.760
<v Speaker 1>trying to call shots to send that send people in

0:25:06.800 --> 0:25:10.680
<v Speaker 1>different directors. You know, you know, I try to be

0:25:10.840 --> 0:25:13.080
<v Speaker 1>as loyal as I can and honest as I can be.

0:25:13.200 --> 0:25:14.800
<v Speaker 1>You know, I try not to allow about all the

0:25:15.080 --> 0:25:16.960
<v Speaker 1>like little stuff like it's still a point of my

0:25:17.000 --> 0:25:18.600
<v Speaker 1>wife know what I'm lying, you know, if you know what,

0:25:18.640 --> 0:25:20.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm not telling the truth. So I try to even

0:25:20.800 --> 0:25:22.520
<v Speaker 1>get into that so I even don't have to make

0:25:22.560 --> 0:25:27.679
<v Speaker 1>that dumb face that you talk about real good at that, yeah, bro,

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<v Speaker 1>like like and so so those you know, those three

0:25:30.440 --> 0:25:32.359
<v Speaker 1>things that I think that's that's the best way to

0:25:32.400 --> 0:25:36.359
<v Speaker 1>describe me. Man. And I'm you know, I try to

0:25:36.400 --> 0:25:39.720
<v Speaker 1>maintain that image without looking different or being different because

0:25:39.720 --> 0:25:44.359
<v Speaker 1>it's noticeable when I do. It's taking me. He's taking

0:25:44.400 --> 0:25:49.160
<v Speaker 1>me a while to really be comfortable in my own skin. Yea,

0:25:50.160 --> 0:25:54.439
<v Speaker 1>how comfortable with you and your own skin? And man,

0:25:54.440 --> 0:25:57.760
<v Speaker 1>it's taking me a while too, man, um. You know,

0:25:57.880 --> 0:25:59.399
<v Speaker 1>just all the things that I had to, you know,

0:25:59.480 --> 0:26:01.720
<v Speaker 1>go through that, just like in in my life, you know,

0:26:02.000 --> 0:26:04.480
<v Speaker 1>even at the quarterbacks just have been a black quarterback,

0:26:04.600 --> 0:26:07.840
<v Speaker 1>like you know, you gotta be a certain way, you

0:26:07.920 --> 0:26:10.560
<v Speaker 1>gotta sunk a certain way you gotta and and that

0:26:10.760 --> 0:26:12.040
<v Speaker 1>was at the point where I was like, yo, but

0:26:12.119 --> 0:26:14.879
<v Speaker 1>I just want to be me, you know, So I wasn't.

0:26:14.960 --> 0:26:17.280
<v Speaker 1>So I was walking around uncomfortable because I was trying

0:26:17.280 --> 0:26:20.200
<v Speaker 1>to be me, you know, when I wanted to be comfortable,

0:26:20.200 --> 0:26:23.800
<v Speaker 1>but it wasn't accepted. And it's like I'm just like

0:26:23.840 --> 0:26:25.560
<v Speaker 1>I kind of look at you know where we are,

0:26:25.760 --> 0:26:28.919
<v Speaker 1>you know, you know and in our current state as

0:26:29.040 --> 0:26:32.080
<v Speaker 1>a country, and you know how we're fighting for certain

0:26:32.119 --> 0:26:35.399
<v Speaker 1>things and I'm just like, yo, certain things that you know,

0:26:35.920 --> 0:26:38.880
<v Speaker 1>ye have, perception matter. But you know, when you're identifying

0:26:38.960 --> 0:26:43.720
<v Speaker 1>people and categorizing people like you, you put them in

0:26:43.760 --> 0:26:46.320
<v Speaker 1>a category based on you know, how they communicate and

0:26:46.359 --> 0:26:48.840
<v Speaker 1>how you know, your personal vibe with them not you

0:26:48.840 --> 0:26:51.159
<v Speaker 1>know not but they come around looking like you know

0:26:51.200 --> 0:26:54.160
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, Like I'm never gonna you know, stereotype

0:26:54.240 --> 0:26:57.240
<v Speaker 1>or anybody. You know, Black, white aren't different, you know

0:26:57.280 --> 0:27:01.359
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. So I'm that's how you find confidence

0:27:01.400 --> 0:27:04.080
<v Speaker 1>within your own skinner. I feel like recently, just recently,

0:27:04.119 --> 0:27:06.840
<v Speaker 1>I've been like you know and be myself. Man, whoever

0:27:06.880 --> 0:27:08.960
<v Speaker 1>accept me, accept me, and I appreciate it, you know,

0:27:09.000 --> 0:27:11.040
<v Speaker 1>I can that sounding to be the best version of

0:27:11.040 --> 0:27:16.320
<v Speaker 1>me just being me. So I was deep though, that

0:27:16.440 --> 0:27:22.040
<v Speaker 1>was right up for a long time. Football was me

0:27:23.119 --> 0:27:25.679
<v Speaker 1>and I was football, Like my whole identity was wrapped

0:27:25.720 --> 0:27:29.640
<v Speaker 1>around football. I didn't really believe you can't separate yourself

0:27:29.680 --> 0:27:32.440
<v Speaker 1>from it. Not I could not separate from myself from that.

0:27:33.440 --> 0:27:36.800
<v Speaker 1>So because of football. There's a lot of times, uh,

0:27:36.880 --> 0:27:39.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm thankful football, but then there's the gift

0:27:39.160 --> 0:27:41.639
<v Speaker 1>and the curse I'm thankful for. But then, uh, I

0:27:41.680 --> 0:27:45.639
<v Speaker 1>asked myself if I wasn't able, especially the way I

0:27:45.680 --> 0:27:48.440
<v Speaker 1>grew up in the education or the lack of education

0:27:48.760 --> 0:27:52.399
<v Speaker 1>and the support system that I had um for a

0:27:52.400 --> 0:27:55.600
<v Speaker 1>long time, I really thought I was dumb, right, and

0:27:55.600 --> 0:28:02.159
<v Speaker 1>and because I lacked something, I lacked confidence. Yeah, and

0:28:02.720 --> 0:28:04.400
<v Speaker 1>I got a good story for you for that though

0:28:06.560 --> 0:28:12.280
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to know. Man, I dreaded Let'm telling

0:28:12.320 --> 0:28:15.840
<v Speaker 1>my company on can see. I dreaded media day my

0:28:16.040 --> 0:28:19.880
<v Speaker 1>first six years of my career. While first six I thought, man,

0:28:19.960 --> 0:28:21.639
<v Speaker 1>I thought that, man, because I just felt like I

0:28:21.840 --> 0:28:25.200
<v Speaker 1>was I got more confident like year four or five, six,

0:28:25.320 --> 0:28:28.000
<v Speaker 1>But man, I just felt like I got I couldn't

0:28:28.000 --> 0:28:29.560
<v Speaker 1>find the words and say like I kind of felt

0:28:29.560 --> 0:28:32.520
<v Speaker 1>like I was dumb, like because there was an article

0:28:32.560 --> 0:28:36.800
<v Speaker 1>written about me my first my first year because I

0:28:36.840 --> 0:28:41.000
<v Speaker 1>shot away from the media. So you know, somebody wrote like,

0:28:41.720 --> 0:28:45.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, doesn't sound intelligent when you talk, you know,

0:28:45.320 --> 0:28:48.120
<v Speaker 1>And then I read it. Somebody in the organization told me,

0:28:48.240 --> 0:28:50.240
<v Speaker 1>you know, and I was like this just like bought

0:28:50.280 --> 0:28:51.960
<v Speaker 1>me out. I was like, damn, that's how they're looking

0:28:52.000 --> 0:28:54.120
<v Speaker 1>at me. And I'm like, I already know my might

0:28:54.200 --> 0:28:56.000
<v Speaker 1>the insecure. I know him like media day, I know,

0:28:56.120 --> 0:28:58.440
<v Speaker 1>I hate it. I know him like talking in front

0:28:58.440 --> 0:29:00.520
<v Speaker 1>of these cameras. It just ain't what I right now

0:29:00.760 --> 0:29:04.640
<v Speaker 1>like and I and I, you know, if I grew

0:29:04.720 --> 0:29:07.400
<v Speaker 1>that insecurity over the years and over the years, and

0:29:07.480 --> 0:29:10.160
<v Speaker 1>then that's what I was saying when I was in prison.

0:29:10.200 --> 0:29:13.160
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I'm gonna embrace everything. I'm embrace the

0:29:13.240 --> 0:29:15.520
<v Speaker 1>media and media part of it. So what I did

0:29:15.560 --> 0:29:18.160
<v Speaker 1>I started reading. I started trying to educate myself, Like

0:29:18.560 --> 0:29:21.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm in there, like yo, I'm reading books and I

0:29:21.200 --> 0:29:23.640
<v Speaker 1>ain't doing it for media purposes, and I'm like, I'm

0:29:23.640 --> 0:29:27.320
<v Speaker 1>just trying to keep my mind going and write down words.

0:29:27.440 --> 0:29:29.440
<v Speaker 1>And yeah, obviously I could write a downage you got

0:29:29.560 --> 0:29:31.560
<v Speaker 1>no one to use them, you know, But I had more.

0:29:31.600 --> 0:29:34.240
<v Speaker 1>I had enough time to just kind of like just

0:29:34.480 --> 0:29:37.160
<v Speaker 1>better myself in that area, and I was, you know,

0:29:37.240 --> 0:29:38.760
<v Speaker 1>when I came out, I was like, yo, I'm gona

0:29:38.760 --> 0:29:41.360
<v Speaker 1>embracing that part of the introverted side of and try

0:29:41.440 --> 0:29:43.120
<v Speaker 1>to It's gonna always be there, but I'm gonna just

0:29:43.120 --> 0:29:44.880
<v Speaker 1>trying to open up a little bit, you know what

0:29:44.880 --> 0:29:46.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. But then I realized, like, ya, I won't dump.

0:29:46.920 --> 0:29:49.080
<v Speaker 1>So when you like, hey, you say that, I was

0:29:49.120 --> 0:29:51.960
<v Speaker 1>just you know, that's kind of proud of finding yourself,

0:29:52.160 --> 0:29:54.640
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, Like being comfortable in your

0:29:55.000 --> 0:29:56.880
<v Speaker 1>own skin, even just turned down to the way you

0:29:56.960 --> 0:30:00.960
<v Speaker 1>speak to people. The boy, I agree with you. I

0:30:01.320 --> 0:30:03.720
<v Speaker 1>think why there one of the reasons why we all

0:30:03.800 --> 0:30:09.360
<v Speaker 1>think we're dumb is because, like one, we're already nervous, right,

0:30:09.400 --> 0:30:12.480
<v Speaker 1>You're already you're already nervous talking. You already have played

0:30:12.520 --> 0:30:16.440
<v Speaker 1>in your head. Um. You know when we talk about

0:30:16.520 --> 0:30:19.840
<v Speaker 1>ball or you talk about football, you know a player

0:30:19.920 --> 0:30:22.040
<v Speaker 1>is comfortable because he doesn't have to think. He just

0:30:22.240 --> 0:30:25.400
<v Speaker 1>reacts right, And and that's that's when you know you're

0:30:25.400 --> 0:30:29.640
<v Speaker 1>in that zone. If you have not been introduced to

0:30:31.120 --> 0:30:35.000
<v Speaker 1>public speaking, then you are stumbling over your words. You

0:30:35.080 --> 0:30:38.400
<v Speaker 1>get crossed up, and you get nervous, and you don't

0:30:38.440 --> 0:30:40.680
<v Speaker 1>want to screw up. So then what if you're saying,

0:30:41.200 --> 0:30:43.880
<v Speaker 1>like nobody a wide receiver run across the middle, says

0:30:44.160 --> 0:30:45.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to drop the ball. Don't want to

0:30:45.640 --> 0:30:47.360
<v Speaker 1>drop the ball. Well, when you run across the middle,

0:30:47.400 --> 0:30:48.880
<v Speaker 1>and that's in your thought, you're gonna drop the ball.

0:30:49.280 --> 0:30:52.200
<v Speaker 1>So when you're sitting in front of media, I don't

0:30:52.240 --> 0:30:53.960
<v Speaker 1>want to sound dumb. I don't want to sound dumb.

0:30:54.040 --> 0:30:58.600
<v Speaker 1>Where you have mind blocked yourself into thinking clearly, so

0:30:58.800 --> 0:31:02.960
<v Speaker 1>you maybe sound nervous or dumb. And so then now

0:31:03.560 --> 0:31:07.760
<v Speaker 1>you know that, oh he is dumb. So now you

0:31:07.880 --> 0:31:10.320
<v Speaker 1>got the media saying he's dumb. Then you got people

0:31:10.720 --> 0:31:13.960
<v Speaker 1>thinking you're dumb. You already insecure. Man, That's that's a

0:31:14.040 --> 0:31:17.360
<v Speaker 1>recipe of dumbness. And that just as I'm assuming I'm

0:31:17.400 --> 0:31:19.840
<v Speaker 1>gonna ask both asking both of you guys, does that

0:31:20.120 --> 0:31:25.240
<v Speaker 1>add more pressure to your role? Like a teakettle playing quarterback?

0:31:25.320 --> 0:31:29.320
<v Speaker 1>Does that add more pressure? Already being a quarterback who

0:31:29.360 --> 0:31:31.680
<v Speaker 1>also happens to be black, does that put more pressure

0:31:31.760 --> 0:31:35.440
<v Speaker 1>on you? Yeah? I just felt like I wanted to

0:31:35.480 --> 0:31:38.640
<v Speaker 1>be like and I wish I could be like this guy.

0:31:38.760 --> 0:31:40.360
<v Speaker 1>I wish I could be like that guy. You know

0:31:40.400 --> 0:31:42.600
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, like you stop feeling sorry for your stuff,

0:31:42.680 --> 0:31:44.880
<v Speaker 1>like man, damn, like why I can't find the words

0:31:44.880 --> 0:31:48.600
<v Speaker 1>and speak? And then you realize, you realize that, like

0:31:48.720 --> 0:31:51.240
<v Speaker 1>this person in front of me asking me this question, Himan,

0:31:51.360 --> 0:31:54.600
<v Speaker 1>just like me, I learned and I'm probably educating him

0:31:54.600 --> 0:31:58.240
<v Speaker 1>a little more than he educating me. And you know,

0:31:58.520 --> 0:32:01.840
<v Speaker 1>so what, I know what I've learned. Let that little

0:32:01.880 --> 0:32:04.320
<v Speaker 1>bit come out, especially when it was it was saying

0:32:04.320 --> 0:32:07.080
<v Speaker 1>the football. It was easy, you know, it was easy

0:32:07.120 --> 0:32:09.160
<v Speaker 1>to explain football. And I'm like, damn, I'm making that

0:32:09.280 --> 0:32:12.480
<v Speaker 1>hard too. I'm making everything hard. So now I'm feeling

0:32:12.560 --> 0:32:16.600
<v Speaker 1>this added pressure, just identity crisis. Who am I? You know?

0:32:16.680 --> 0:32:19.000
<v Speaker 1>Who am I now? Like fighting at you know what

0:32:19.040 --> 0:32:23.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, and like what really helped me? The blank

0:32:23.360 --> 0:32:24.720
<v Speaker 1>came to me one day and he told me he

0:32:24.760 --> 0:32:26.240
<v Speaker 1>was like, man, I like the braids. I like the

0:32:26.240 --> 0:32:30.200
<v Speaker 1>way it looks. I was growth right there. I was like, man, thanks,

0:32:30.200 --> 0:32:31.920
<v Speaker 1>all right? You know now I know I can keep

0:32:31.960 --> 0:32:33.400
<v Speaker 1>my braids, man, because that's what I want to do.

0:32:33.480 --> 0:32:36.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't want everybody looking at me funny because I

0:32:36.280 --> 0:32:38.920
<v Speaker 1>feel like, you know, I just trying to be myself,

0:32:39.080 --> 0:32:42.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, but you've got a person coming in a

0:32:42.560 --> 0:32:44.880
<v Speaker 1>lot of different forms, man, and we just you know,

0:32:45.240 --> 0:32:47.200
<v Speaker 1>it's amazing like what we have to deal with. And

0:32:47.280 --> 0:32:49.920
<v Speaker 1>it's good that we could talk about issues like this

0:32:49.960 --> 0:32:52.520
<v Speaker 1>because we might be helping somebody in the next genervation

0:32:52.680 --> 0:32:54.680
<v Speaker 1>come up. We might be feeling the same thing like

0:32:54.800 --> 0:32:56.800
<v Speaker 1>now they know it's oh, it's okay because they can

0:32:56.880 --> 0:33:00.880
<v Speaker 1>listen to platform and and you know that it's real.

0:33:01.960 --> 0:33:05.360
<v Speaker 1>What would you be right now if you didn't discover

0:33:05.520 --> 0:33:09.560
<v Speaker 1>how gifted and football you are? Oh? Man, Well, I

0:33:10.880 --> 0:33:15.040
<v Speaker 1>had intenss of being an FBI. I wanted to do

0:33:15.120 --> 0:33:18.520
<v Speaker 1>a FBI asment and I always told myself about I

0:33:18.520 --> 0:33:20.800
<v Speaker 1>didn't make it because I know my road travel I

0:33:20.920 --> 0:33:23.000
<v Speaker 1>was gonna have to travel is gonna be difficult. If

0:33:23.040 --> 0:33:25.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't make it, you know, then I'm gonna I'm

0:33:25.840 --> 0:33:29.800
<v Speaker 1>gonna be the the best one FBI investigative that I

0:33:29.880 --> 0:33:31.719
<v Speaker 1>can be, you know, So I had to I had

0:33:31.760 --> 0:33:33.800
<v Speaker 1>a decent backup plane. I think I would have pursued that,

0:33:33.960 --> 0:33:35.360
<v Speaker 1>you know. I was part of my reason that I'm

0:33:35.360 --> 0:33:38.320
<v Speaker 1>going to begin and tex Um to pursue that type

0:33:38.360 --> 0:33:42.920
<v Speaker 1>of career criminal justice thing. I liked it too if

0:33:42.960 --> 0:33:44.280
<v Speaker 1>I had have been able to be in So you know,

0:33:44.560 --> 0:33:46.200
<v Speaker 1>I just always want to do something I can put

0:33:46.240 --> 0:33:48.160
<v Speaker 1>my heart into what I love doing it. Every day

0:33:48.360 --> 0:33:50.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, what else would I love doing? I don't

0:33:50.720 --> 0:33:54.840
<v Speaker 1>think I'm gonna like too much too much else that,

0:33:55.200 --> 0:33:57.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, because I'm helping people. I feel like I'll

0:33:57.120 --> 0:33:59.719
<v Speaker 1>be helping people and trying to make change a lot

0:33:59.760 --> 0:34:02.400
<v Speaker 1>of things is trying to do now sitting around just

0:34:02.520 --> 0:34:05.600
<v Speaker 1>making change you know, for the next generation that people

0:34:05.600 --> 0:34:08.520
<v Speaker 1>will need help, you know. Now, So what's your mantra

0:34:08.680 --> 0:34:11.680
<v Speaker 1>that you live by now? Because I've heard you say

0:34:11.800 --> 0:34:17.719
<v Speaker 1>that you you you can you can create your own destiny. Yeah, um,

0:34:18.000 --> 0:34:20.920
<v Speaker 1>like I hear, and like, man, I just kind of

0:34:21.120 --> 0:34:23.480
<v Speaker 1>every day I'm like, bro, you are what you eat.

0:34:24.920 --> 0:34:28.800
<v Speaker 1>So what you mean anything you're sending around, I'm even success.

0:34:28.880 --> 0:34:32.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to find success and whatever form like, you know,

0:34:32.080 --> 0:34:35.960
<v Speaker 1>whether it's charitable, you know, whether it's some form of

0:34:36.760 --> 0:34:40.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, opportunity or obligation or it's TV. You know,

0:34:41.040 --> 0:34:43.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to get better every day, you know. And

0:34:43.960 --> 0:34:47.680
<v Speaker 1>I can't let people, you know, I can't let nobody

0:34:47.719 --> 0:34:49.040
<v Speaker 1>come in the way of that. You know what I'm saying,

0:34:49.080 --> 0:34:51.880
<v Speaker 1>if you know, if you don't have the same goals

0:34:51.920 --> 0:34:54.799
<v Speaker 1>and ambuiness that I have, Like if you're talking, we're

0:34:54.840 --> 0:34:56.680
<v Speaker 1>not on the same page, and I can't really be

0:34:56.800 --> 0:34:59.239
<v Speaker 1>around you. You know. Um That's why I said, I'm

0:34:59.239 --> 0:35:03.080
<v Speaker 1>just I'm eating my family. Man, I'm eating you know,

0:35:03.560 --> 0:35:06.600
<v Speaker 1>Seth Orient and a couple and business relationships and corporate

0:35:06.680 --> 0:35:08.919
<v Speaker 1>partners that I have. But like those people have become

0:35:09.600 --> 0:35:12.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, good friends of mine, and you're trying to

0:35:13.160 --> 0:35:15.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, just make change and whatever we can. Like,

0:35:15.239 --> 0:35:17.359
<v Speaker 1>I can't bring a lot of people with me, can't

0:35:17.400 --> 0:35:19.680
<v Speaker 1>have no tagle on, can't have people who don't understand

0:35:19.719 --> 0:35:23.560
<v Speaker 1>the vision. You know, maybe I can pull them back

0:35:23.600 --> 0:35:26.759
<v Speaker 1>in later on down the road. But you know, I

0:35:26.840 --> 0:35:28.080
<v Speaker 1>said a lot of things that I gotta but I

0:35:28.120 --> 0:35:30.000
<v Speaker 1>got a legacy to try to protect. You know, I

0:35:30.160 --> 0:35:32.800
<v Speaker 1>care about you know, my kids and their generations with

0:35:32.920 --> 0:35:35.520
<v Speaker 1>kids and and they had kids kids, and I want

0:35:35.600 --> 0:35:37.239
<v Speaker 1>ever want to go back to that. You know, I

0:35:37.360 --> 0:35:39.920
<v Speaker 1>never want them to experience that. You know, you know,

0:35:40.040 --> 0:35:41.879
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. You know what I'm saying.

0:35:42.239 --> 0:35:46.720
<v Speaker 1>You don't you don't have You're on that relationship faster,

0:35:46.880 --> 0:35:49.520
<v Speaker 1>You're trying to get rid of all of the relationship.

0:35:52.239 --> 0:35:56.359
<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm going through. That one A little sugar sometimes. Yeah,

0:35:58.440 --> 0:36:02.680
<v Speaker 1>sure was one of the biggest lessons you've learned about

0:36:02.719 --> 0:36:11.520
<v Speaker 1>yourself then since retirement, Um, I learned I don't need necessarily. Um,

0:36:11.760 --> 0:36:14.960
<v Speaker 1>I learned football wasn't everything. You know. It was a

0:36:15.040 --> 0:36:16.560
<v Speaker 1>point in my life where I was like, you know,

0:36:16.640 --> 0:36:19.800
<v Speaker 1>I just cannot be playing in the NFL. I just

0:36:20.400 --> 0:36:24.000
<v Speaker 1>I can't see that happening. Like it's funny because before

0:36:24.040 --> 0:36:25.560
<v Speaker 1>I went to prison, I was like, I'm gonna tire

0:36:25.640 --> 0:36:29.239
<v Speaker 1>thirty one, thirty two years old. When that happened, I

0:36:29.320 --> 0:36:32.040
<v Speaker 1>was like, yeah, I'm playing to some forty. And then

0:36:32.080 --> 0:36:33.880
<v Speaker 1>when I hit thirty five, it was a roadblock, and

0:36:33.920 --> 0:36:36.839
<v Speaker 1>it was like, you know, I didn't feel the same,

0:36:37.640 --> 0:36:41.399
<v Speaker 1>you know, I was you differently, you know what I'm saying.

0:36:41.480 --> 0:36:44.399
<v Speaker 1>Like I was older than guys wanted the teams want

0:36:44.440 --> 0:36:46.520
<v Speaker 1>the younger guys, and you know, I got kind of

0:36:46.560 --> 0:36:48.399
<v Speaker 1>got caught up in that mix and just faded out.

0:36:48.520 --> 0:36:50.919
<v Speaker 1>And it was cool when I was like, Okay, yeah,

0:36:51.480 --> 0:36:53.560
<v Speaker 1>you know what, I made a decision to retire. I

0:36:53.600 --> 0:36:56.400
<v Speaker 1>could have kept pursuing it, you know, thirty six thirty

0:36:56.480 --> 0:36:58.799
<v Speaker 1>seven thirty eight, Like, no, then, you know what, I'm

0:36:58.840 --> 0:37:01.040
<v Speaker 1>good because I believe it's I'm out there better for me.

0:37:01.400 --> 0:37:02.879
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what it is, but I'm gonna taking

0:37:02.960 --> 0:37:06.800
<v Speaker 1>time to figure it out. And you know, I just

0:37:07.000 --> 0:37:09.400
<v Speaker 1>wasn't I wasn't afraid to walk away. You know. I

0:37:09.520 --> 0:37:12.239
<v Speaker 1>walked away with my head up high and feeling good

0:37:12.239 --> 0:37:14.600
<v Speaker 1>about you know, the things that I accomplished. I commlish

0:37:14.640 --> 0:37:16.960
<v Speaker 1>more than what I thought I would. Uh So that

0:37:17.080 --> 0:37:18.480
<v Speaker 1>so that helped. But I was like, you know what

0:37:18.960 --> 0:37:22.080
<v Speaker 1>my goal is gonna be initially started helping kids. You

0:37:22.160 --> 0:37:24.400
<v Speaker 1>know what I might get in coaching. I might you know,

0:37:24.400 --> 0:37:27.680
<v Speaker 1>I might just run football camps and do little combines

0:37:27.760 --> 0:37:30.640
<v Speaker 1>and help and and and spread the knowledge somehow, some way.

0:37:32.160 --> 0:37:34.320
<v Speaker 1>And I think that just led to other opportunities. And

0:37:35.040 --> 0:37:37.839
<v Speaker 1>you know, now get a chance to be on TV

0:37:38.000 --> 0:37:40.600
<v Speaker 1>and talk about the game, and you know, try to help.

0:37:40.760 --> 0:37:42.160
<v Speaker 1>You know, we know how we do Steve. We try

0:37:42.200 --> 0:37:43.880
<v Speaker 1>to help him a fox. You know, we gotta call

0:37:43.880 --> 0:37:45.799
<v Speaker 1>it out the good and the bad. It's cool, it's

0:37:48.120 --> 0:37:50.120
<v Speaker 1>like the bad, but but we gotta give him the bad.

0:37:50.160 --> 0:37:51.560
<v Speaker 1>They gave us the bad. You know what I'm say

0:37:51.640 --> 0:37:55.120
<v Speaker 1>that bad initially makes you play good, so they can't

0:37:55.120 --> 0:37:58.319
<v Speaker 1>act like indirectly, this ain't something that that's benefiting them,

0:37:58.719 --> 0:38:00.120
<v Speaker 1>you know. So I kind of look at it like that,

0:38:00.360 --> 0:38:02.880
<v Speaker 1>not being too overbrown with it, but just you know,

0:38:02.920 --> 0:38:06.440
<v Speaker 1>we're still teaching takes. So that made it comfortable, man,

0:38:06.520 --> 0:38:08.640
<v Speaker 1>and maybe maybe proud to be able to make it.

0:38:08.680 --> 0:38:10.640
<v Speaker 1>Proud to be able to say that. And then what

0:38:10.760 --> 0:38:15.520
<v Speaker 1>have you learned about yourself during the pandemic? Oh? Man,

0:38:15.600 --> 0:38:20.960
<v Speaker 1>I learned. I learned during the pandemic that, um, you know,

0:38:21.080 --> 0:38:26.120
<v Speaker 1>family time is the best time. We don't did every

0:38:26.200 --> 0:38:32.239
<v Speaker 1>we don't did everything together a lifetime. Now the time

0:38:32.280 --> 0:38:34.840
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, yo, we're making it and we're still happy.

0:38:35.160 --> 0:38:37.480
<v Speaker 1>You know, we got enough to keep. Everybody can go

0:38:37.520 --> 0:38:40.239
<v Speaker 1>on their own directions and had a space, and we

0:38:40.280 --> 0:38:42.279
<v Speaker 1>can all come together and do it again, like yo,

0:38:42.400 --> 0:38:44.560
<v Speaker 1>this this, I'm like, this's my crew. This how I

0:38:44.680 --> 0:38:47.279
<v Speaker 1>realized that, y'all all, I need for real, y' all,

0:38:47.360 --> 0:38:48.680
<v Speaker 1>I need for real. I don't need to be walking

0:38:48.680 --> 0:38:50.160
<v Speaker 1>around with a game to people. I don't need to

0:38:50.200 --> 0:38:53.759
<v Speaker 1>walk around you know. I don't need friends. I need y'all.

0:38:53.880 --> 0:38:56.919
<v Speaker 1>I need y'all. You know. That's when I'm at my best,

0:38:57.000 --> 0:39:00.960
<v Speaker 1>you know when when it's family family orian is so Yeah,

0:39:01.040 --> 0:39:04.480
<v Speaker 1>I just and I never knew that, you know, they

0:39:04.760 --> 0:39:06.600
<v Speaker 1>day in and day out. You know, we can still

0:39:08.040 --> 0:39:10.560
<v Speaker 1>have a great time. Let's take a little break and

0:39:10.680 --> 0:39:12.440
<v Speaker 1>come back to you in about two or three minutes.

0:39:12.719 --> 0:39:16.360
<v Speaker 1>Good do what, goud do what? Let's getting down to

0:39:16.400 --> 0:39:21.239
<v Speaker 1>do it? Hey, Gerard, why did you get that T shirt?

0:39:21.360 --> 0:39:23.719
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0:39:23.760 --> 0:39:27.239
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0:39:27.440 --> 0:39:29.239
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0:39:29.320 --> 0:39:31.440
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0:39:31.520 --> 0:39:35.520
<v Speaker 1>subscribe to us wherever you listen to podcasts. How you

0:39:35.680 --> 0:39:41.600
<v Speaker 1>see forgiveness now is obviously totally different than what you

0:39:41.719 --> 0:39:46.120
<v Speaker 1>thought forgiveness was the way you were raised. Yeah, I

0:39:46.640 --> 0:39:48.719
<v Speaker 1>just thought that was like as simple as Okay, I

0:39:48.840 --> 0:39:51.960
<v Speaker 1>forgive it, don't do it again, you know, get a

0:39:52.040 --> 0:39:54.279
<v Speaker 1>second chance. You know, I always believing the second chance.

0:39:54.320 --> 0:39:56.279
<v Speaker 1>Always used to hear that. My teachers always said I'm

0:39:56.280 --> 0:39:58.600
<v Speaker 1>gonna give you another chance. I'm give you a second chance,

0:39:59.440 --> 0:40:01.319
<v Speaker 1>and it was I never heard of anybody saying I'm

0:40:01.320 --> 0:40:03.320
<v Speaker 1>gonna give you a third chance. You don't get that,

0:40:03.560 --> 0:40:06.920
<v Speaker 1>you know. So I believe in second chances. You just

0:40:07.000 --> 0:40:09.080
<v Speaker 1>don't know when you're gonna need it, you know, or

0:40:09.160 --> 0:40:12.359
<v Speaker 1>when it's gonna be, you know, at a time where

0:40:12.400 --> 0:40:15.560
<v Speaker 1>you needed the most. So like I just thought it

0:40:15.640 --> 0:40:19.279
<v Speaker 1>was that simple, bro. What I learned like the more severe, um,

0:40:20.880 --> 0:40:24.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, the crime maybe, or the more severe you

0:40:24.120 --> 0:40:29.320
<v Speaker 1>may uh you know, hurt or harm somebody or somebody

0:40:29.400 --> 0:40:34.560
<v Speaker 1>who who affected by that person or place of things. Man,

0:40:36.520 --> 0:40:39.880
<v Speaker 1>giving this don't come easy, you know. So I just learned, like, yo,

0:40:40.000 --> 0:40:42.080
<v Speaker 1>that's just that I'm not. I only I don't want

0:40:42.080 --> 0:40:44.399
<v Speaker 1>a second chance. I'm gonna get it right the first time.

0:40:44.480 --> 0:40:49.120
<v Speaker 1>Because people, you know, they may forgive, but they don't forget,

0:40:49.200 --> 0:40:52.279
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying Sometimes when that lingers, oh, man,

0:40:52.719 --> 0:40:54.520
<v Speaker 1>like we forgive you, but I ain't gonnaver forget it.

0:40:54.800 --> 0:40:57.480
<v Speaker 1>So whenever they want to act up with you or

0:40:58.160 --> 0:41:00.319
<v Speaker 1>they want to feel like, you know, they can judge

0:41:00.360 --> 0:41:03.920
<v Speaker 1>you or categorize you, then that's what's happening to you.

0:41:04.920 --> 0:41:07.840
<v Speaker 1>So man, just kind of avoid that at all costs,

0:41:07.880 --> 0:41:10.080
<v Speaker 1>you know. So people, I just learned that you know,

0:41:10.280 --> 0:41:12.520
<v Speaker 1>most people not even center that people forgive, They just

0:41:12.600 --> 0:41:19.399
<v Speaker 1>so they don't forget though, Mike. This saiment we're gonna

0:41:19.400 --> 0:41:21.680
<v Speaker 1>go into right now is called the deep three. There

0:41:21.719 --> 0:41:24.359
<v Speaker 1>are a series of questions of really, we just want

0:41:24.400 --> 0:41:27.960
<v Speaker 1>to get behind you and know you as a person,

0:41:28.040 --> 0:41:30.839
<v Speaker 1>beyond your jersey, beyond just the name on the back

0:41:30.880 --> 0:41:32.160
<v Speaker 1>of the jersey. We want to get to know you.

0:41:32.360 --> 0:41:34.720
<v Speaker 1>So simitthy, go ahead and fire off the first question.

0:41:35.920 --> 0:41:40.040
<v Speaker 1>If you could put a billboard in Newport News, Virginia

0:41:40.480 --> 0:41:44.320
<v Speaker 1>with any message on it, what would it be and

0:41:44.360 --> 0:41:51.480
<v Speaker 1>why I put it a big billboard? Let's say love

0:41:51.600 --> 0:41:58.200
<v Speaker 1>that named because you know, even when like people they

0:41:58.320 --> 0:42:02.800
<v Speaker 1>hurt harm people in their own communities, like and I

0:42:03.400 --> 0:42:05.799
<v Speaker 1>grew up in no friends who grew up together, Who

0:42:05.840 --> 0:42:07.960
<v Speaker 1>would I hurt harm and kill one another? And like

0:42:08.200 --> 0:42:12.759
<v Speaker 1>and like yo, we just all like you know, under

0:42:12.840 --> 0:42:18.160
<v Speaker 1>your neighborhood or your peers. Right, people understood that concept then, like,

0:42:18.760 --> 0:42:21.520
<v Speaker 1>it's really not that much altercation going on in the world,

0:42:21.640 --> 0:42:23.600
<v Speaker 1>like I think, I mean it is. It is because

0:42:23.600 --> 0:42:27.080
<v Speaker 1>we make it that way. You know, it's several situations

0:42:27.120 --> 0:42:31.480
<v Speaker 1>that caused conflict and in the communities. Man, And you know,

0:42:31.600 --> 0:42:34.279
<v Speaker 1>for one, it's just too many people trying to do

0:42:34.360 --> 0:42:36.759
<v Speaker 1>the same thing and then you know, like it's just

0:42:37.640 --> 0:42:39.920
<v Speaker 1>no lordy and no respect. But if everybody went their

0:42:39.960 --> 0:42:42.240
<v Speaker 1>own separate way here, their own goals and a vendors,

0:42:42.280 --> 0:42:45.120
<v Speaker 1>then you know they easily said and done it. I think,

0:42:46.000 --> 0:42:50.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, it will have highest success rate, more success stories.

0:42:51.120 --> 0:42:53.000
<v Speaker 1>People just fall into that trap. They don't have no

0:42:53.120 --> 0:42:57.640
<v Speaker 1>respect for one another, you know, you know one young

0:42:57.760 --> 0:43:03.080
<v Speaker 1>kids and you know even when the adults sometimes the

0:43:03.239 --> 0:43:06.520
<v Speaker 1>level of disrespect it is just way too great. It's

0:43:06.560 --> 0:43:09.200
<v Speaker 1>just far too great. And then you hear about sad

0:43:09.320 --> 0:43:11.840
<v Speaker 1>stories and like, damn, where where the integrity go? So

0:43:12.200 --> 0:43:16.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to change that. But like I'm not neighbor Mike.

0:43:16.680 --> 0:43:21.640
<v Speaker 1>How impactful can a second chance be? Second chance to

0:43:21.760 --> 0:43:24.200
<v Speaker 1>change the person's life? That happened to me. That's why

0:43:24.239 --> 0:43:29.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm stopping out my own prison reform program um to

0:43:29.280 --> 0:43:33.279
<v Speaker 1>help you know, incarcerated fellas man and women with their

0:43:33.320 --> 0:43:36.360
<v Speaker 1>re entry back into society. You found out through a

0:43:36.480 --> 0:43:39.560
<v Speaker 1>friend who just finished up twenty six years for a

0:43:39.640 --> 0:43:43.680
<v Speaker 1>crime he didn't do um and coming home to hardships,

0:43:43.719 --> 0:43:45.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, and not complaining about it. And I'm just like,

0:43:46.120 --> 0:43:48.719
<v Speaker 1>these people need they need help, you know, they need help,

0:43:48.880 --> 0:43:52.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, obviously I found out transportation and housing it's

0:43:52.200 --> 0:43:55.319
<v Speaker 1>what's most important, and then they need assistance, a little

0:43:55.360 --> 0:43:58.720
<v Speaker 1>assistance after that. So you're trying to create some programs

0:43:58.719 --> 0:44:01.239
<v Speaker 1>and I'm partner with programs that can help. You know,

0:44:01.320 --> 0:44:03.640
<v Speaker 1>I never God, but you know, I just know what

0:44:03.920 --> 0:44:06.959
<v Speaker 1>what what that second chance to do? You like, guys

0:44:07.000 --> 0:44:10.040
<v Speaker 1>come out of their feelings and that that's their label

0:44:10.120 --> 0:44:12.040
<v Speaker 1>and never it never goes away in their life is

0:44:12.080 --> 0:44:15.440
<v Speaker 1>never the same. NB seven Prison Reform program will be

0:44:15.520 --> 0:44:18.719
<v Speaker 1>target and do um men and women. You know, just

0:44:18.800 --> 0:44:21.400
<v Speaker 1>trying to help them with every entry back into society.

0:44:21.440 --> 0:44:24.000
<v Speaker 1>And you know it's not always easy. They don't have

0:44:24.160 --> 0:44:27.120
<v Speaker 1>platforms and like I had, you know, they don't have

0:44:27.239 --> 0:44:30.959
<v Speaker 1>people in their corner um to give them that second chance.

0:44:31.000 --> 0:44:33.560
<v Speaker 1>So you know, we're trying to create that second chance

0:44:33.680 --> 0:44:39.280
<v Speaker 1>opportunity and hopefully we'll see that, you know, the success stories, ah,

0:44:40.320 --> 0:44:42.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, far greater than what they are now, because

0:44:42.880 --> 0:44:45.040
<v Speaker 1>I just know that they just need a chance. You

0:44:45.040 --> 0:44:47.760
<v Speaker 1>don't once you get that felling me tag, like everything

0:44:47.880 --> 0:44:50.000
<v Speaker 1>kind of goes out the window and then you know

0:44:50.080 --> 0:44:52.600
<v Speaker 1>it's just no real opportunity in life and that's not fair.

0:44:53.360 --> 0:44:57.160
<v Speaker 1>Um So, so I think you know, my initiative, you know,

0:44:57.400 --> 0:45:01.480
<v Speaker 1>it's a social reform. Um, it's too you know, I

0:45:01.560 --> 0:45:03.960
<v Speaker 1>want to attach myself to things that that that my

0:45:04.080 --> 0:45:06.480
<v Speaker 1>heart is really gonna be into and that I'm asocio

0:45:07.080 --> 0:45:10.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, justice programs as well. UM, but this one

0:45:10.520 --> 0:45:12.439
<v Speaker 1>is where I really can have an impact my heart

0:45:12.520 --> 0:45:15.000
<v Speaker 1>and be into it. And because it happened to me,

0:45:15.160 --> 0:45:17.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, being the second chance and uh, you know,

0:45:18.880 --> 0:45:22.920
<v Speaker 1>I had resources and then these resources can be presented

0:45:23.000 --> 0:45:26.319
<v Speaker 1>to these spellings of men and women and help them,

0:45:26.520 --> 0:45:29.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, hopefully go off and do some greater things.

0:45:31.160 --> 0:45:34.359
<v Speaker 1>You know, we all struggle with things. And I heard

0:45:34.440 --> 0:45:36.960
<v Speaker 1>this and I wrote it down and I thought it

0:45:37.080 --> 0:45:41.640
<v Speaker 1>was extremely imp appropriate for you because you have overcome

0:45:41.680 --> 0:45:44.880
<v Speaker 1>a ton of things and so struggling. I heard that

0:45:45.000 --> 0:45:50.680
<v Speaker 1>struggling is successfully not giving up. So what have you

0:45:50.800 --> 0:45:59.279
<v Speaker 1>struggled with that you haven't dealt with yet? Um? Yeah,

0:45:59.440 --> 0:46:04.920
<v Speaker 1>I think UM probably still certain, you know, insecurities and

0:46:05.120 --> 0:46:09.640
<v Speaker 1>just trying to you know, continue to be UM trustworthy man,

0:46:10.440 --> 0:46:14.480
<v Speaker 1>UM don't trust a lot of people. I just be

0:46:14.680 --> 0:46:17.000
<v Speaker 1>very a lot with a lot of people. And it's

0:46:17.120 --> 0:46:21.520
<v Speaker 1>um almost the point where it is like, you know,

0:46:21.520 --> 0:46:23.800
<v Speaker 1>I'll be thinking about friends, and I'm like, do I

0:46:24.040 --> 0:46:25.839
<v Speaker 1>like it's so people like, man, do I didn't even

0:46:26.000 --> 0:46:28.279
<v Speaker 1>really need friends? Who do I need to talk to

0:46:28.480 --> 0:46:30.840
<v Speaker 1>every day? If I, you know, if I want to

0:46:31.080 --> 0:46:32.920
<v Speaker 1>just get something off my chest, or if I want

0:46:32.960 --> 0:46:36.000
<v Speaker 1>to explain something to somebody, like who can I really trust?

0:46:36.080 --> 0:46:38.160
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean? Because it's okay so many

0:46:38.239 --> 0:46:44.560
<v Speaker 1>times and then the simplest situations and violence forms like

0:46:45.360 --> 0:46:48.840
<v Speaker 1>I can't understand why, you know, people make the decisions

0:46:48.880 --> 0:46:51.200
<v Speaker 1>to do some of the things that they do, and

0:46:51.440 --> 0:46:54.319
<v Speaker 1>and I just like, yo, damn, that person really wasn't

0:46:54.360 --> 0:46:56.759
<v Speaker 1>for me. He really don't care, Like you know, I

0:46:56.840 --> 0:46:59.000
<v Speaker 1>gave him the world. I just I did so much.

0:47:00.160 --> 0:47:01.840
<v Speaker 1>And that look how you look at me now, you

0:47:01.880 --> 0:47:04.080
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. So I'm like, that's two years

0:47:04.160 --> 0:47:07.680
<v Speaker 1>and years and years and you know, um developing a

0:47:07.800 --> 0:47:12.880
<v Speaker 1>friendship and giving and make it to people like you know,

0:47:13.160 --> 0:47:15.400
<v Speaker 1>taking care of and they're able to feed their families.

0:47:15.440 --> 0:47:18.120
<v Speaker 1>And then sometimes they look back at you and they

0:47:18.239 --> 0:47:20.080
<v Speaker 1>be like, yo, well, I guess they feel like you

0:47:20.080 --> 0:47:23.600
<v Speaker 1>ain't doing enough, and like, damn I did. I didn't

0:47:23.640 --> 0:47:26.359
<v Speaker 1>have to do anything, you know, So I'm like, Damn,

0:47:26.600 --> 0:47:28.480
<v Speaker 1>how am I supposed to trust me. Somebody said, Yo,

0:47:28.560 --> 0:47:31.239
<v Speaker 1>this is my boy, and that's my friends. Because I've

0:47:31.239 --> 0:47:33.120
<v Speaker 1>just been told by some of the people that I

0:47:33.280 --> 0:47:36.040
<v Speaker 1>love the most, like that's just not the pay sometimes

0:47:36.560 --> 0:47:38.800
<v Speaker 1>be like, all right, so that's how life is, and

0:47:38.840 --> 0:47:40.680
<v Speaker 1>that's how life this. But I'm I don't really trust

0:47:40.719 --> 0:47:43.080
<v Speaker 1>people like that. So that's what I've been dealing with, man.

0:47:43.360 --> 0:47:45.319
<v Speaker 1>And I don't think it's gonna change. I think it's

0:47:45.360 --> 0:47:48.680
<v Speaker 1>going in there. It's not going in there and the

0:47:48.840 --> 0:47:50.719
<v Speaker 1>right direction, you know what I'm saying. But this is

0:47:50.800 --> 0:47:52.480
<v Speaker 1>going in the direction that I wanted to go in,

0:47:52.600 --> 0:47:54.960
<v Speaker 1>and I wanted to flow in where like, yo, I

0:47:55.040 --> 0:48:01.120
<v Speaker 1>can control the crowd around me and I just appreciate

0:48:01.200 --> 0:48:06.200
<v Speaker 1>your time and we appreciate it. And um, this has

0:48:06.280 --> 0:48:11.400
<v Speaker 1>been bothering me for probably about thirty uh, probably about

0:48:11.760 --> 0:48:16.880
<v Speaker 1>ten years now. So just we were beating y'all here

0:48:16.920 --> 0:48:20.680
<v Speaker 1>in Carolina. Uh, it was game was going on. It

0:48:20.800 --> 0:48:23.440
<v Speaker 1>was it was a four fifteen game and we were

0:48:23.480 --> 0:48:25.319
<v Speaker 1>beating y'all. You were trying to scramble and you came

0:48:25.360 --> 0:48:28.200
<v Speaker 1>out of bounds, um on our shideline, and I looked

0:48:28.239 --> 0:48:30.839
<v Speaker 1>straight at you and I said something, and I took

0:48:30.880 --> 0:48:34.719
<v Speaker 1>a shot at you verbally and I and I'm not

0:48:34.760 --> 0:48:36.600
<v Speaker 1>gonna say what it was, but you know what it was.

0:48:36.719 --> 0:48:41.480
<v Speaker 1>And I want to tell you, bro, Um, it's taking

0:48:41.520 --> 0:48:43.960
<v Speaker 1>me ten years. I've been waiting for this opportunity, and

0:48:44.040 --> 0:48:47.200
<v Speaker 1>I kind of tiptoed around even just telling you man,

0:48:47.320 --> 0:48:50.320
<v Speaker 1>I was out of pocket and I and I'm sorry,

0:48:50.560 --> 0:48:53.800
<v Speaker 1>and I appreciate um the way you handled it. You

0:48:53.880 --> 0:48:57.759
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm talking about. Yeah, you see this, This,

0:48:58.080 --> 0:49:00.239
<v Speaker 1>this how I looked at it, bro, because I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>hold on, hold on, hold on hold. But I took

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<v Speaker 1>something and I came at you in a way that

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<v Speaker 1>for my standard, it was inappropriate, and it was and

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<v Speaker 1>I shouldn't have. And I've been waiting for this opportunity

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<v Speaker 1>just to apologize, and so I wanted to tell you

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<v Speaker 1>all apologize and I'm sorry I said it that way

0:49:22.160 --> 0:49:24.759
<v Speaker 1>because I looked you in your eye when I said it,

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<v Speaker 1>and we're not physically next to each other. But I

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<v Speaker 1>also want to have the opportunity to tell you the

0:49:31.680 --> 0:49:35.480
<v Speaker 1>same way I said it is I was wrong, dog. Yes, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I I just wanted to tell you that because, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>even preparing for this, he kept coming back in the

0:49:41.280 --> 0:49:43.160
<v Speaker 1>Lord kept just telling me, So you're not gonna say

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<v Speaker 1>nothing this time. Because when we was at the p A,

0:49:45.400 --> 0:49:47.880
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to say something, but I could And then

0:49:47.880 --> 0:49:52.200
<v Speaker 1>because everybody was always around us. Yeah, you know, I

0:49:52.280 --> 0:49:54.719
<v Speaker 1>wanted to make sure, man, that I didn't miss the

0:49:54.760 --> 0:49:56.880
<v Speaker 1>opportunity that the Lord has been kind of given me.

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<v Speaker 1>And because I feel like this is the last time,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, we're in this pandemic. We're sitting around you, man, hey,

0:50:08.120 --> 0:50:11.160
<v Speaker 1>step up or shut up, right, And my mantra, even

0:50:11.239 --> 0:50:13.920
<v Speaker 1>with my my business and my foundation and even with

0:50:14.080 --> 0:50:17.320
<v Speaker 1>my family is man about tightening up. And so I

0:50:17.400 --> 0:50:19.360
<v Speaker 1>got to tighten up myself. So I can't tell my

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<v Speaker 1>folks that I'm I'm paying, or the children that I'm guiding,

0:50:23.360 --> 0:50:25.800
<v Speaker 1>or or the leadership role that guys put me in

0:50:25.840 --> 0:50:27.600
<v Speaker 1>and for me not to tighten up myself, man. So

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to tell you that because you deserve

0:50:30.239 --> 0:50:34.480
<v Speaker 1>that that apology and and and I need to humble myself, man.

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<v Speaker 1>So I just want to make sure that I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>miss this opportunity. And I appreciate that, Steve, you know

0:50:40.400 --> 0:50:42.920
<v Speaker 1>I do, and that's the reason we're talking. But look,

0:50:43.280 --> 0:50:46.640
<v Speaker 1>I had a feeling that that was gonna come out today. Um.

0:50:46.800 --> 0:50:48.840
<v Speaker 1>But but Steve, let's let me just say that, bro,

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<v Speaker 1>like I know the type of competitively work. And I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not taking that away from what you said, because I

0:50:55.400 --> 0:50:57.840
<v Speaker 1>feel like what you said was, you know, it was

0:50:57.960 --> 0:51:01.360
<v Speaker 1>were winning, you finally winning and like yo and and

0:51:01.680 --> 0:51:03.920
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, you know, I don't. We didn't really

0:51:03.960 --> 0:51:06.160
<v Speaker 1>know each other person every time, but I kind of

0:51:06.200 --> 0:51:08.480
<v Speaker 1>like knew of you. And so when you said that,

0:51:08.520 --> 0:51:13.840
<v Speaker 1>I was like, yo, like he means you're understand. I'm like, yo,

0:51:14.040 --> 0:51:17.879
<v Speaker 1>he oh, he means he really means and after the game,

0:51:17.960 --> 0:51:20.320
<v Speaker 1>So let me let me tell you the true story.

0:51:20.360 --> 0:51:22.480
<v Speaker 1>And that's how I really feel about this, all right.

0:51:22.520 --> 0:51:26.120
<v Speaker 1>So Steve, you say what you say, I throw an

0:51:26.160 --> 0:51:28.759
<v Speaker 1>interception on purpose that in the game. I say, I

0:51:28.840 --> 0:51:30.759
<v Speaker 1>gotta go talk to Steve one on one. You know

0:51:30.800 --> 0:51:34.000
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. So this is what I do. I

0:51:34.120 --> 0:51:36.560
<v Speaker 1>walked up to Steve when I said, Steve, if you

0:51:36.719 --> 0:51:39.919
<v Speaker 1>ever called me all my name again, man, you're gonna

0:51:39.920 --> 0:51:42.239
<v Speaker 1>have it on the fifty yard last something like that, Steve, right,

0:51:43.000 --> 0:51:45.920
<v Speaker 1>and and but I know, so, look, I know Steve,

0:51:46.000 --> 0:51:49.200
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, yo, I'm probably gonna he probably gonna

0:51:49.200 --> 0:51:50.959
<v Speaker 1>try to haul off him, you know what I'm saying.

0:51:51.000 --> 0:51:54.200
<v Speaker 1>But and I was prepared. I was like, damn, like,

0:51:54.480 --> 0:51:56.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm taking a risk with this man. This is like

0:51:57.160 --> 0:52:00.960
<v Speaker 1>you know this, I know, I know his reputation, but

0:52:01.040 --> 0:52:02.400
<v Speaker 1>I felt like I had to do it as a man.

0:52:02.520 --> 0:52:05.520
<v Speaker 1>But when you stepped back and looked at me, I

0:52:05.600 --> 0:52:08.000
<v Speaker 1>knew in your heart, I knew you didn't really mean that,

0:52:08.200 --> 0:52:10.200
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, because it wasn't. We just

0:52:10.320 --> 0:52:12.040
<v Speaker 1>both backed up away from each other, and it was

0:52:12.120 --> 0:52:17.600
<v Speaker 1>like expecting, yeah, he's gonna dump back back and the

0:52:17.680 --> 0:52:20.480
<v Speaker 1>other person and that was and that wasn't the case.

0:52:20.560 --> 0:52:23.239
<v Speaker 1>Like I didn't get that from him. And and then

0:52:23.239 --> 0:52:25.880
<v Speaker 1>we've seen each other like like two months later at

0:52:25.920 --> 0:52:27.320
<v Speaker 1>the pro Bo because I was like, oh man, we

0:52:27.360 --> 0:52:32.279
<v Speaker 1>gotta go to the pro BOI Ye, look, man, I'm

0:52:32.320 --> 0:52:34.000
<v Speaker 1>not you know what I'm saying, I ain't trying to

0:52:34.040 --> 0:52:37.840
<v Speaker 1>fool with this dude. Well, we got our families and

0:52:38.239 --> 0:52:42.520
<v Speaker 1>my whole month a mantra. My mantra is straight up,

0:52:43.239 --> 0:52:45.160
<v Speaker 1>you could beat me up when I ain't with my family,

0:52:45.600 --> 0:52:49.520
<v Speaker 1>but I ain't catching alas in front of my key. Right,

0:52:49.960 --> 0:52:51.719
<v Speaker 1>You're gonna have to kill me in front of my

0:52:51.840 --> 0:52:54.719
<v Speaker 1>kids because I can't be a panel that I can't

0:52:54.760 --> 0:53:00.480
<v Speaker 1>be my oldest don't respect me, man, shut up popping

0:53:00.560 --> 0:53:06.320
<v Speaker 1>from after that first practice, we all, you know, I

0:53:06.360 --> 0:53:08.640
<v Speaker 1>had to be yo without everybody that but and I

0:53:08.760 --> 0:53:10.880
<v Speaker 1>was just like that, ain't got a worry about that, mo.

0:53:11.000 --> 0:53:13.400
<v Speaker 1>More like I was relieved. I was like, yo, I

0:53:13.440 --> 0:53:15.440
<v Speaker 1>don't want to drum with my man for real. And

0:53:15.520 --> 0:53:18.640
<v Speaker 1>then like this over the years, you know, just growing

0:53:18.680 --> 0:53:20.719
<v Speaker 1>to respect you and just love you as a brother man,

0:53:20.840 --> 0:53:22.319
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, Like the last two years

0:53:22.360 --> 0:53:25.800
<v Speaker 1>that spend the time, but speaking when with in Houston

0:53:25.880 --> 0:53:28.160
<v Speaker 1>and doing little stuff together, it was like, yo, I

0:53:28.239 --> 0:53:30.920
<v Speaker 1>just always felt like that's that's my man, like real man.

0:53:31.840 --> 0:53:33.400
<v Speaker 1>You know, we can say we got a friendship for

0:53:33.440 --> 0:53:35.719
<v Speaker 1>a lifetime. Always got a brother and me and that's

0:53:35.840 --> 0:53:38.080
<v Speaker 1>that's that's the cool part about this whole thing. Man,

0:53:38.160 --> 0:53:41.080
<v Speaker 1>I appreciate it. I tell you another story. Though, we

0:53:41.200 --> 0:53:46.279
<v Speaker 1>had a Chantilly Chantilly Oh yeah, man, we had an

0:53:46.280 --> 0:53:49.680
<v Speaker 1>autograph sign it and most of the time I struggle

0:53:50.440 --> 0:53:53.320
<v Speaker 1>um in public, Like with big events, I get really,

0:53:55.440 --> 0:53:59.759
<v Speaker 1>I get yeah, I get real and I get heavy anxiety. Yeah.

0:54:00.040 --> 0:54:01.800
<v Speaker 1>And so for me, is I kind of keep that

0:54:01.880 --> 0:54:06.120
<v Speaker 1>PERSONA don't don't you know I have the uh A

0:54:06.200 --> 0:54:10.839
<v Speaker 1>lot of women say resting blank face like they won't

0:54:11.360 --> 0:54:13.960
<v Speaker 1>they won't creeper guys approaching. So I have that same

0:54:14.080 --> 0:54:15.800
<v Speaker 1>face in public, like I don't want to be. I

0:54:15.840 --> 0:54:21.960
<v Speaker 1>don't want to be. I got resting, don't approach me face. Man.

0:54:22.000 --> 0:54:25.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm in Chantilly, which is in Virginia. Man, they got

0:54:25.840 --> 0:54:28.239
<v Speaker 1>a private so I do private signings. I used to

0:54:28.280 --> 0:54:30.800
<v Speaker 1>do private scieties mainly because it was easy. I do

0:54:30.920 --> 0:54:34.040
<v Speaker 1>the signings, get off, I'm out. But they had some

0:54:34.239 --> 0:54:37.680
<v Speaker 1>people pay for public signings where they had a line.

0:54:38.320 --> 0:54:42.600
<v Speaker 1>Well long, behold my slot time is damn right next

0:54:42.680 --> 0:54:50.280
<v Speaker 1>to Michael Vicks this bro, they got like ten people

0:54:50.320 --> 0:54:54.000
<v Speaker 1>in my line. They got like a honey and fifty

0:54:54.160 --> 0:54:59.680
<v Speaker 1>people waiting to get a Michael vick autograph. I ain't

0:54:59.760 --> 0:55:06.160
<v Speaker 1>there the damn public signing sense. You know that well

0:55:06.239 --> 0:55:08.759
<v Speaker 1>part of my strategy. But the other part is I

0:55:08.840 --> 0:55:12.319
<v Speaker 1>don't like I ain't doing these public signings. Man, it's

0:55:12.360 --> 0:55:16.560
<v Speaker 1>a bull crap. I ain't never did. A public utility

0:55:16.920 --> 0:55:21.279
<v Speaker 1>has asked me every time. Now that Michael Vicklin got

0:55:21.360 --> 0:55:27.479
<v Speaker 1>me scared, Mom, good I have not been until since. Hey, Steve,

0:55:27.520 --> 0:55:28.920
<v Speaker 1>you need to get on him and ask a lot

0:55:28.960 --> 0:55:32.920
<v Speaker 1>of money in that business. Man. I know I'm about

0:55:34.040 --> 0:55:39.600
<v Speaker 1>My signature is pretty much almost another probably another year.

0:55:39.880 --> 0:55:43.640
<v Speaker 1>My signature is out of circulation. You're gonna let it

0:55:44.080 --> 0:55:45.759
<v Speaker 1>hit this people when you hit the Hall of Fame,

0:55:46.680 --> 0:55:49.480
<v Speaker 1>when all that come back, it ain't gonna be no signatures.

0:55:49.760 --> 0:55:55.319
<v Speaker 1>So you're gonna have to pay top doll. I want

0:55:55.320 --> 0:56:01.359
<v Speaker 1>to get that Michael Vick. Yes, that's when it's gonna

0:56:01.400 --> 0:56:04.160
<v Speaker 1>come in heavy too. Let me get that Michael Vick.

0:56:04.520 --> 0:56:07.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't want that, Steve Smith line. We really appreciate

0:56:07.880 --> 0:56:10.960
<v Speaker 1>your time, man. We kept you um man, We just

0:56:11.239 --> 0:56:15.440
<v Speaker 1>we appreciate you just being transparent, sharing your story and

0:56:15.600 --> 0:56:19.400
<v Speaker 1>just telling us everything about Michael Vick the football player.

0:56:19.600 --> 0:56:21.400
<v Speaker 1>But man, I love it though. If it's okay to

0:56:21.560 --> 0:56:27.000
<v Speaker 1>the Michael Dwayne Vick, the NFL football player, but also

0:56:27.080 --> 0:56:34.280
<v Speaker 1>the man you know, I got sitting, I got sitting

0:56:34.320 --> 0:56:37.880
<v Speaker 1>built sain Vick. You don't say me a bill because

0:56:37.960 --> 0:56:39.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, we had a little council session just to

0:56:39.880 --> 0:56:43.719
<v Speaker 1>disgust to the lack of confidence that we have in

0:56:43.800 --> 0:56:48.120
<v Speaker 1>ourselves as athletes. And we're on the stage and he

0:56:48.280 --> 0:56:51.080
<v Speaker 1>was button neck. He was in his birthday suit because

0:56:51.160 --> 0:56:54.520
<v Speaker 1>he bared it all. It's his vulnerability instead of trying

0:56:54.600 --> 0:56:58.000
<v Speaker 1>to be big and bad. And you know, man, I'm

0:56:58.360 --> 0:57:00.319
<v Speaker 1>Mike Vick. He was like, no, this is I am.

0:57:00.560 --> 0:57:05.120
<v Speaker 1>One thing that sticks out for me is perception versus reality.

0:57:06.000 --> 0:57:08.359
<v Speaker 1>I remember Mike Vick. He's He's one of the guys

0:57:08.440 --> 0:57:10.960
<v Speaker 1>that when I was in high school, everybody wanted to

0:57:11.000 --> 0:57:14.279
<v Speaker 1>be like Mike Vick and perception back then when I

0:57:14.440 --> 0:57:17.400
<v Speaker 1>was seventeen eighteen is that. Man. This is a guy

0:57:17.560 --> 0:57:20.680
<v Speaker 1>that is totally confident themselves, like untouchable. I wish I

0:57:20.880 --> 0:57:24.280
<v Speaker 1>was like that because I found myself having that same thing.

0:57:24.360 --> 0:57:26.720
<v Speaker 1>Am I good enough? He was going through the same thing.

0:57:26.800 --> 0:57:30.120
<v Speaker 1>And this is a guy that m VP candidate, cover

0:57:30.240 --> 0:57:32.800
<v Speaker 1>a Madden all these different accoladies that we could roll off.

0:57:33.120 --> 0:57:36.360
<v Speaker 1>He just told us he struggled with I think people

0:57:36.400 --> 0:57:39.240
<v Speaker 1>think I'm dumb? Am I good enough? All of these?

0:57:39.360 --> 0:57:42.360
<v Speaker 1>And even now at forty, I'm dealing with insecurities. Man

0:57:43.200 --> 0:57:45.520
<v Speaker 1>makes him feel as normal as I am. And so

0:57:45.680 --> 0:57:48.160
<v Speaker 1>it's just it normal and all of us go through

0:57:48.320 --> 0:57:52.440
<v Speaker 1>go through that, whether you're an athlete, a banker, you administer.

0:57:52.560 --> 0:57:54.959
<v Speaker 1>I don't care like we all go through that same

0:57:55.160 --> 0:57:57.800
<v Speaker 1>thing up? Am I good enough? And it's just a

0:57:58.280 --> 0:58:00.040
<v Speaker 1>constant battle every day that I think you have to

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<v Speaker 1>go past. Cut to It with Steve Smith Senior. That

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