WEBVTT - Untapped Potential

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, it's Lucas Adams from New York Review Comics here

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<v Speaker 1>with a warning, warning, warning warning. Despite Mangesh's grandmother's greatest wish,

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<v Speaker 1>he is one hundred percent not a doctor and nothing

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<v Speaker 1>in this episode should count as medical advice. Absolutely nothing. Also,

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<v Speaker 1>Mangesh finish the show already so we can go get

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<v Speaker 1>roasted sweet potatoes at h Mart. They get all caramelized.

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<v Speaker 1>Enjoy sodic.

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<v Speaker 2>Sud so my god, t other throesome to awesome, toroesome, torossome.

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<v Speaker 3>Episode six untapped potential aush.

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<v Speaker 4>So we have started on this end, so we are

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<v Speaker 4>currently around six feet BELOWSI eleven. The aim of today's

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<v Speaker 4>session is take through to at least thirty three.

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<v Speaker 5>Feet below level.

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<v Speaker 3>It's late February two thirty in the afternoon. I'm in Goa,

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<v Speaker 3>sitting behind a locked hatch, looking through a porthole window,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm six feet below an imaginary see.

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<v Speaker 6>Just a rim of trivial.

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<v Speaker 7>A hyperbetic session is actually.

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<v Speaker 5>Known as a dive.

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<v Speaker 3>There's a beach a half mile away, coconut water, and

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<v Speaker 3>a book I could be reading, but I met Reverse Infinity,

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<v Speaker 3>a self described biohacking lib and advanced wellness clinic in India,

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<v Speaker 3>finally trying hyperbaric oxygen in therapy. My body is being

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<v Speaker 3>flooded with oxygen, and for the first time, I don't

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<v Speaker 3>feel like a longevity tourist from the inside of this

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<v Speaker 3>makeshift submarine. I feel like a longevity On the other hand,

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<v Speaker 3>A fun fact about me, I'm mildly claustrophobic. So ever

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<v Speaker 3>since the door closed and I started this dive, my

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<v Speaker 3>heart's been racing. I breathe and slowly. I swallow hard

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<v Speaker 3>to unclock my ears, and I wonder if signing up

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<v Speaker 3>for a ninety minute session was really a good idea.

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<v Speaker 6>How don't you ask me before why pushing for one?

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<v Speaker 7>Bob feeling actually begins at one bottle fresh to get

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<v Speaker 7>the up like.

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<v Speaker 8>We all best trying to take to the idea.

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<v Speaker 3>As I sit in the chamber, diving deeper and deeper,

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<v Speaker 3>I think about what's happening inside my body, how my

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<v Speaker 3>lungs are taking in much more oxygen than normal, how

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<v Speaker 3>that extra oxygen is dissolving into my plasma, reaching tissues

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<v Speaker 3>that are injured or inflamed. I wonder if the session

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<v Speaker 3>will help my tennis elbow or stiff neck, or if

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<v Speaker 3>it will leave me feeling sharper. That's what so many

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<v Speaker 3>longevity enthusiasts say it does. I daydream about the possibilities,

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<v Speaker 3>and my eyelids grow heavy, and I smile. I think

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<v Speaker 3>how happy I am to be here. How I almost

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<v Speaker 3>didn't make this trip. How I thought about canceling or

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<v Speaker 3>pushing it off one more time, not because I'm afraid

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<v Speaker 3>of death, but because I wasn't sure if I could

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<v Speaker 3>stomach thinking about it again.

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<v Speaker 4>We'll get I'm just telling you again, I thought you

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<v Speaker 4>were kind of got to that. You're right now breathing

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<v Speaker 4>mary thirty to forty liters per minute or oxygen. I

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<v Speaker 4>don't ada wonder story anymore.

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<v Speaker 5>Sent back, relax, and I have a great.

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<v Speaker 3>Session from Validoscope. And iHeart podcasts. I am Monga's particularly

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<v Speaker 3>This is how to Live Forever, Chapter one, free console.

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<v Speaker 9>So it goes from lt N, which is low to

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<v Speaker 9>your normy right HDN, and then after that there's Chad

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<v Speaker 9>true Chad.

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<v Speaker 3>Over the past few months, I've talked to investors and

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<v Speaker 3>longevenots and frontier scientists with incredible and outrageous ideas about

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<v Speaker 3>how to live forever. But perhaps my most disturbing interview

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<v Speaker 3>is happening right now with my son, Henry. I've just

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<v Speaker 3>learned that Henry and all the other fifteen year old

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<v Speaker 3>boys in his grade are low key obsessed with looks, maxing.

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<v Speaker 9>The maiden guy that kind of leads this is clovicular.

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<v Speaker 9>They analyze a lot of very like minute details about people, right,

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<v Speaker 9>like bone structure.

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<v Speaker 1>Right.

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<v Speaker 3>Henry and his pals have been watching clav as. They

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<v Speaker 3>call him this manisphere beauty streamer slash influencer who's taken

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<v Speaker 3>the Internet by storm. They drop code words with the

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<v Speaker 3>surprising fluency. They declare themselves super chads, and they fall

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<v Speaker 3>over themselves laughing, ranking each other's jawline. So I'm sitting

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<v Speaker 3>on my bed trying to figure out how seriously to

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<v Speaker 3>take Henry.

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<v Speaker 5>So tell me about myself.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm obviously in my mid to late forties, and where

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<v Speaker 3>on a scale, like how would you analyze my face?

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<v Speaker 9>I think I'd give you EMPTN HTN, Right, what's MTN

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<v Speaker 9>is mid tier normy? Right, You're better than the load

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<v Speaker 9>to your normies.

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<v Speaker 3>On the one hand, talking to my kid like this

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<v Speaker 3>is a delight. I'm laughing because he's ridiculous and funny,

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<v Speaker 3>and I like getting a peek into his world. And

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<v Speaker 3>on the other I'm struggling with this very modern parenting

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<v Speaker 3>experience where you listen to your kids spout things they

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<v Speaker 3>heard on the internet, and you can never quite tell

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<v Speaker 3>what they believe and when they're being mischievous. So just

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<v Speaker 3>when I want to start explaining to him the repulsive

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<v Speaker 3>origins of looksmaxing, this word that's now used everywhere from

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<v Speaker 3>TikTok to the New York Times, he seems to be

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<v Speaker 3>ahead of me.

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<v Speaker 9>There's a good amount of anti Semitism in the looks

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<v Speaker 9>Max and community. A little bit of it kind of

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<v Speaker 9>derives from when Hitler used to give rin examples of

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<v Speaker 9>people and how they looked better. Right, So you seem

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<v Speaker 9>to have a longer nose, so they probably would give

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<v Speaker 9>you a little less credit.

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<v Speaker 3>So he gets it, the cruel mix that creates these

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<v Speaker 3>standards of what health their beauty looks like. But I

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<v Speaker 3>keep getting blindsided here.

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<v Speaker 9>You seem to have a square face, or as Clave described,

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<v Speaker 9>someone with a wider face shape like Donald Trump.

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<v Speaker 3>Donald Trump, No.

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<v Speaker 9>I don't, It's just he said that in his example,

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<v Speaker 9>people with a wider face shape tend to be smarter

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<v Speaker 9>or more intellectual.

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<v Speaker 3>It's notable that Clave's face analysis includes Trump as a

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<v Speaker 3>paragon of intelligence. Henry, on the other hand, is joking

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<v Speaker 3>around at least, I hope. But then he's got some

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<v Speaker 3>tips for me.

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<v Speaker 9>Okay, I see that you have creases.

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<v Speaker 10>I think you should try doing some facial exercises to

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<v Speaker 10>make it go away. I suggest wearing glasses more to

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<v Speaker 10>make your face look more symmetrical.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know what he's talking about. I do wear

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<v Speaker 3>glasses all the time.

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<v Speaker 9>And i'd say probably start bone smashing.

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<v Speaker 3>Clavicular has gotten endless press for telling his followers to

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<v Speaker 3>use a hammer to bang their jaws and brows to

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<v Speaker 3>reshape their facial lines and make themselves more attractive.

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<v Speaker 5>That doesn't work.

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<v Speaker 11>Make it look more defined, they say it works.

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<v Speaker 12>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>Class also told his followers that using meth is a

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<v Speaker 3>good way to suppress your appetite and to stay lean.

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<v Speaker 3>Henry also thought he's people to try crack, but it

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<v Speaker 3>turns out that clav tried it but thinks that quote

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<v Speaker 3>kind of sucks.

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<v Speaker 11>They suggest doing crack to make you less hungry and

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<v Speaker 11>lower your fat percentage because it feeds off of you.

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<v Speaker 11>And apparently Clovicular has also done meth, as he stated

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<v Speaker 11>on a podcast.

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<v Speaker 5>That's generally arrested me for not looking great.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but yeah and destroying your life.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>And then he gives me a knowing smile, the kind

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<v Speaker 3>I know so well, the kind where it's so wide

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<v Speaker 3>he can't stop from grinning because he knows what he's

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<v Speaker 3>saying is ridiculous. And in this moment, I feel grateful.

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<v Speaker 3>For a long time, I didn't want kids because I

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<v Speaker 3>was worried about what I'd passed down, my quirks, my anxieties,

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<v Speaker 3>the imperfections of my own body that had a high

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<v Speaker 3>likely of showing up in his. I wasn't sure it

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<v Speaker 3>was fair to saddle someone with that, But I'm comforted

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<v Speaker 3>by some of the things he did Inherit the same

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<v Speaker 3>streak I have and that my dad had, where ninety

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<v Speaker 3>nine people in a room might be giving you the

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<v Speaker 3>same advice, but you can't be convinced because you only

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<v Speaker 3>trust your gut. So I know my sweet and weird

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<v Speaker 3>and funny kid won't be bone smashing. So people are

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<v Speaker 3>taking crack and doing cren Yes, yes, well I've made

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<v Speaker 3>prefer math, but looks back to boards chatter about crack too.

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<v Speaker 7>If you want to do crack.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 5>You don't okay, you think I want to do crack.

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<v Speaker 3>Plus he can't stop himself from being nice to me,

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<v Speaker 3>even if he's still raiding my face.

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<v Speaker 12>But I felt like.

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<v Speaker 9>You're kind of HTN.

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<v Speaker 3>Because HTN high tear Normy.

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<v Speaker 9>Well, you have on tap potential right.

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<v Speaker 12>How coarse?

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<v Speaker 3>Chapter two Inheritance Tax.

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<v Speaker 13>I think Frankenstein is the perfect example of building a

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<v Speaker 13>longevity monster. This monster never ages. He built it through

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<v Speaker 13>building different organs and made him alive through nothing. I

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<v Speaker 13>don't think I want to be Frankenstein.

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<v Speaker 3>That's another thing I want. That's ragav Segel. We just met,

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<v Speaker 3>but I already feel like we have a lot in common.

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<v Speaker 3>He doesn't want to be Frankenstein, and I don't want

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<v Speaker 3>to be Frankenstein's monster. Raga is a longevity researcher, investor

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<v Speaker 3>and faculty at Yale, and he's young to hold so

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<v Speaker 3>many positions, just about thirty. He's got a great smile

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<v Speaker 3>and a warmth to him, and right now he's it's

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<v Speaker 3>excited to tell me about a new aging clock he

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<v Speaker 3>helped invent called systems Age.

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<v Speaker 13>We built this sort of model of biomarkers which can

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<v Speaker 13>capture aging in different organs of your body from a

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<v Speaker 13>single blood test.

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<v Speaker 3>AGE clocks are a big deal in the longevity space,

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<v Speaker 3>and everyone is raising to find a more accurate one. Still,

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<v Speaker 3>I can't help but think about another scientist. His work

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<v Speaker 3>reminds me of I'm sure this gets brought up a lot,

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<v Speaker 3>but the idea of like a single drop being the

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<v Speaker 3>answer to all this like feels very theropose.

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<v Speaker 5>Like.

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<v Speaker 13>Ah, I'll like extend the joke for you there, Okay.

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<v Speaker 13>I I love wearing black turtlenecks and I was on

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<v Speaker 13>fobes thirty under thirty. So my labmates pull my leg

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<v Speaker 13>all the time about the tyranose choke. But the science

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<v Speaker 13>is real in this case.

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<v Speaker 3>Unlike most DNA metaalation clocks, which try to determine how

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<v Speaker 3>old your body is in one fell swoop systems, AGE

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<v Speaker 3>uses the single blood test to estimate how old you

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<v Speaker 3>are based on the individual ages of each of eleven

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<v Speaker 3>different systems in your body your heart, your liver, brain, hormones,

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<v Speaker 3>metabolism and more. In the meantime, I have another question

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<v Speaker 3>because Ragov was born and raised in Delhi and I

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<v Speaker 3>haven't met a lot of Indian researchers in the longevity space.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm curious about things like high blood pressure, heart attacks, diabetes,

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<v Speaker 3>that skinny fat tire around Indian men's bellies, because these

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<v Speaker 3>are all very Indian conditions. As you look at the

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<v Speaker 3>South Asian body, what are you analyzing? What are you understanding?

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<v Speaker 13>Let me start by seeing there has been little to

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<v Speaker 13>no understanding of the South Asian body in the context

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<v Speaker 13>of aging, which is unfortunately just sad.

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<v Speaker 3>So Ragov goes hunting and eventually finds an incredible bank

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<v Speaker 3>of data in Singapore which is documented over nine thousand individuals.

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<v Speaker 13>So about three thousand of them South Asian, three thousand

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<v Speaker 13>of them approximately East Asian, and three thousandth of them

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<v Speaker 13>Southeast Asian. And what I saw was something stunning, and

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<v Speaker 13>I'd like to share that with you right now.

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<v Speaker 3>Then he pulls up a graph.

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<v Speaker 13>What you're seeing is across these groups, on average, Indians

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<v Speaker 13>are aging much faster in multiple different systems their inflammation system,

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<v Speaker 13>their heart system, their lung system, their kidneys, their muscular

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<v Speaker 13>skeletal system compared to their Malay and Chinese counterparts. And

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<v Speaker 13>that is really shocking to me personally.

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<v Speaker 3>The idea that Indians might be aging five years faster

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<v Speaker 3>feels like a warning being blaired to me? Did you

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<v Speaker 3>expect that when you saw this? Did you have a hunch?

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<v Speaker 13>I think my expectation was that we would see Indians

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<v Speaker 13>aging faster, probably because our diets are unhealthy, or maybe

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<v Speaker 13>of colonial generational traumas that have been caused due to colonization.

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<v Speaker 13>But I did not expect it to be almost a

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<v Speaker 13>four to five year acceleration of age in systems in

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<v Speaker 13>our different organs.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean that chart is insane to look at. Yes,

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<v Speaker 3>maybe it's because I was born in America. Maybe it's

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<v Speaker 3>because it's what my dad wanted us to believe. And

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<v Speaker 3>no matter where you start, you can outwork and outwit

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<v Speaker 3>your way to a better life. But no matter how

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<v Speaker 3>disciplined you are, no matter how many supplements or green

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<v Speaker 3>powders or workouts you get in your body answers to

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<v Speaker 3>a deeper code.

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<v Speaker 13>The Indian popa really interestingly, has had about two hundred

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<v Speaker 13>years of colonization which was affected by a mass amounts

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<v Speaker 13>of famine. There are about sixteen different famines that happened,

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<v Speaker 13>which estimatedly killed close to one hundred and twenty million

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<v Speaker 13>people in that period. That's a lore of humans being killed.

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<v Speaker 13>The skill is huge, right.

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<v Speaker 14>I'm Rashmi Rae and welcome to the Indian USA.

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<v Speaker 15>For so many, colonization has been presented in a genteel

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<v Speaker 15>silver screen wrapping afternoon tea and cricket on the lawns,

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<v Speaker 15>railways and men and christ white cotton.

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<v Speaker 16>We did our best to succeed, and so I'm sure

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<v Speaker 16>too did the leaders of the Indian peoples.

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<v Speaker 15>But for the many South Asians living it, it was

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<v Speaker 15>invasions and extractions and economic devastation. As our source tells us,

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<v Speaker 15>there were twenty four major fermines from eighteen fifteen to

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<v Speaker 15>eighteen ninety nine, and the Bengal Fairmen of nineteen forty

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<v Speaker 15>three alone killed and estimated three million people. That little,

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<v Speaker 15>my god, So millions starved as food and riches were

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<v Speaker 15>siphoned out of the country.

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<v Speaker 14>Alas for the Indian diaspora, the story didn't end with independence.

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<v Speaker 14>The aftershocks of British imperial rule continued to reverberate, not

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<v Speaker 14>only in the Indian economy but also in our bodies.

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<v Speaker 14>Back to Mngation Ragov, and.

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<v Speaker 3>One place that shows up quite clearly to Ragov is

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<v Speaker 3>Inner epigenetics. Epigenetics is kind of like the software operating

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<v Speaker 3>over your genes, telling your body how to react. So

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<v Speaker 3>when it interprets all the traumas that have been passed

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<v Speaker 3>down to you, the things your parents suffered through, it

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<v Speaker 3>uses that in to give your body directions to protect itself.

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<v Speaker 3>So if your relatives suffer to famine.

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<v Speaker 13>Their bodies are being told there is no food, right

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<v Speaker 13>that epigenetics are being told, reprogram yourself store as much

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<v Speaker 13>fat as you can, save your energy when you can.

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<v Speaker 3>Then you and your fellow survivors seem to see the

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<v Speaker 3>same health impacts.

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<v Speaker 13>So what's really interesting is that the same trends that

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<v Speaker 13>we see in the South Asian populations here right around

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<v Speaker 13>increased risk of cardiovascular disease, increased risk of obesity, are

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<v Speaker 13>the exact same trends that we see in the Irish

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<v Speaker 13>populations that went through the Irish Famine.

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<v Speaker 3>The first time I heard about epigenetics, it was about

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<v Speaker 3>people who had survived the Holocaust and the ways that

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<v Speaker 3>their kids' bodies, one generation removed, responded to that trauma.

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<v Speaker 3>But it isn't just one generation. As Rogev tells it,

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<v Speaker 3>the ripples last so much longer.

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<v Speaker 13>It has been seeing that if you just put a

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<v Speaker 13>worm in a fasted state, it will have those variations

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<v Speaker 13>in the epigenettics, beaten passed down eight different generations.

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<v Speaker 3>Isn't colonialism the perfect metaphor for the haves and have nots?

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<v Speaker 3>That doctor will Meher talked about two unequal worlds occupying

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<v Speaker 3>the same space. And as I hear it, I think

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<v Speaker 3>of how maybe something happened to my great great great

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<v Speaker 3>grandfather where he suffered and now I have a harder

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<v Speaker 3>time losing belly weight. But more than that, I think

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<v Speaker 3>about the right now, all the war and devastation and

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<v Speaker 3>economic insecurity, and then how long that devastation will linger

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<v Speaker 3>in people's bloodlines. The damage we're causing to future generations

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<v Speaker 3>is unconscionable, heartbreaking. And that's not where it ends. The

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<v Speaker 3>health problems caused by colonialism get compounded by globalization.

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<v Speaker 13>Now, post independence, there is food, right, those bodies still

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<v Speaker 13>remain reprogrammed, they still store fat that way. But there's

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<v Speaker 13>a double whammy where now you're being fed with a

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<v Speaker 13>Western diet which is high in fat. Right, Yeah, So

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<v Speaker 13>not only now are you reprogrammed to store fat, you're

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<v Speaker 13>essentially being fed a high five diet through the likes

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<v Speaker 13>of KFC and McDonald's and Subway. By the way, you're

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<v Speaker 13>soon going to be visiting India, go have a look

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<v Speaker 13>at it up.

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<v Speaker 3>You'll be flooded. The little town and sow, India where

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<v Speaker 3>my grandparents settled, used to feel so isolated from the world.

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<v Speaker 3>For the first fifteen years of my life. Nothing seemed

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<v Speaker 3>to change there, fashion, cars, music, the TV people watched.

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<v Speaker 3>And now when I go back, it is unimaginable. People

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<v Speaker 3>eat fast food and buy prepackaged meals at the supermarket

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<v Speaker 3>instead of going to the market market.

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<v Speaker 13>And the outcome of that is the double whammy where

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<v Speaker 13>our bodies are storing fat like crazy. There are people

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<v Speaker 13>who get diagnosed with fairy liver disease within the eighteen

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<v Speaker 13>to twenty two point five bmi in the Indian subcontinent,

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<v Speaker 13>and that to me is the most shocking part.

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<v Speaker 3>It isn't long before Raga than I are reminiscing about

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<v Speaker 3>in India that used to be and the way lifestyle

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<v Speaker 3>contributes to health, the evening walks, the time reserved for friends,

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<v Speaker 3>the culture of siestas, which it turns out we're both

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<v Speaker 3>fond of.

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<v Speaker 13>I'm a very nocturnal being. Personally, I love sleeping during

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<v Speaker 13>the day, and unfortunately people in my lab know that

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<v Speaker 13>they should not message me between three to five because

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<v Speaker 13>I'm probably taking a nap.

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<v Speaker 3>Chapter three, Diving in As American as I am. My

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<v Speaker 3>body is tethered to India, to its food, its history,

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<v Speaker 3>so maybe investigating my roots could reveal something. But I

0:23:14.240 --> 0:23:17.880
<v Speaker 3>couldn't force myself to buy a ticket. Lizzie kept reminding

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<v Speaker 3>me to book, watching the prices creeping up, and I

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<v Speaker 3>kept dragging my feet. If you talate it up. I've

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<v Speaker 3>spent years of my life in India, and I've gone

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<v Speaker 3>to go up plenty, but I've only been three times

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<v Speaker 3>with my dad. The first was when I was two.

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<v Speaker 3>My mom, sister, and I traveled out first, then he

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<v Speaker 3>joined us and the whole extended family took a train

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<v Speaker 3>trip because I was too and obsessed with trains, so

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<v Speaker 3>we traveled to Bombay, where we attended a big family

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<v Speaker 3>wedding together. The second was when I was in my twenties,

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<v Speaker 3>a father's son trip. We spent a week together. He

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<v Speaker 3>showed me the places he'd played in the beaches. He

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<v Speaker 3>loved most, the old farmhouse that my grandfather had built

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<v Speaker 3>in the mill where he'd helped his dad with little experiments,

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<v Speaker 3>where he'd first realized how much he'd loved science. My

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<v Speaker 3>dad showed me the stage where he and his sister

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<v Speaker 3>had written and performed plays in the backyard that had

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<v Speaker 3>once been six hundred acres of mango trees and a

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<v Speaker 3>little waterfall and a garden full of exotic, perfumed roses,

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<v Speaker 3>and now none of that. We drank fenny and coconut

0:24:27.840 --> 0:24:30.600
<v Speaker 3>water late into the night as he told stories and

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<v Speaker 3>we listened to Goin' songs. He was so himself there,

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<v Speaker 3>his best self, and I remember watching him beame every

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<v Speaker 3>time he got the chance to talk to a local

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<v Speaker 3>and slip into Goin'knkney, which spilled from his tongue effortlessly,

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<v Speaker 3>as if he'd never stopped speaking it, as if he

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<v Speaker 3>hadn't spent fifty years, thousands of miles away from this land.

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<v Speaker 3>My dad never thought twice about leaving India, but his

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<v Speaker 3>heart was always in Goa.

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<v Speaker 7>No.

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<v Speaker 3>So the third time I traveled to go with my dad,

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<v Speaker 3>I carried him there in a box. And it's the

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<v Speaker 3>space between those two memories, the emptiness I know I'll

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<v Speaker 3>feel that's been holding me back. I meet my mom

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<v Speaker 3>and my aunt child throw in Bangalore, and then we

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<v Speaker 3>fly to go and take a long taxi ride to

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<v Speaker 3>the hotel one I've booked on the beach. But even

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<v Speaker 3>before we get there, they have their own agenda, a

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<v Speaker 3>hit list of temples to visit, sights to see, cousins

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<v Speaker 3>to meat, plus morning walks, high teas on the veranda.

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<v Speaker 3>We eat breakfasts and dinners together, but they're not a

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<v Speaker 3>part of my return to health narrative. Instead, they're off

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<v Speaker 3>gallivanting at a dizzying cliff. But also it's exactly what

0:26:26.320 --> 0:26:30.560
<v Speaker 3>I'd hoped for. Suddenly I have time to think and

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<v Speaker 3>work and explore a little biohacking clinic just a half

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<v Speaker 3>mile down the road. I thought I'd be fine on

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<v Speaker 3>the walkover, I didn't realize, Yeah, Ga, I would have

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<v Speaker 3>taken a car if I knew I was setting this mud.

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<v Speaker 3>I'd walked past this unassuming white bungalow and then doubled back,

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<v Speaker 3>and I was surprised. It was pretty and understated, hidden

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<v Speaker 3>in the back of a neighborhood a few streets off

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<v Speaker 3>the main drag. But as one of the co founders

0:27:02.560 --> 0:27:06.720
<v Speaker 3>Eklavia Batcharia tells me that's very much by design.

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<v Speaker 12>Alienated in India, the mentalities.

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<v Speaker 4>If you're stepping into a clinic, people think you are sick, right,

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<v Speaker 4>So for us, we wanted to let people know that

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<v Speaker 4>there is no right or wrong age to take care

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<v Speaker 4>of yourself.

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<v Speaker 3>And while the exterior might be traditional, the interior is

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<v Speaker 3>anything but there's AI created longevity art on the wall,

0:27:24.520 --> 0:27:26.040
<v Speaker 3>stuff that would look at home in any of the

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<v Speaker 3>biohacker houses. I visited shelves of vials and longevity books

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<v Speaker 3>and a big, long sectional to recline on, positioned in

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<v Speaker 3>front of a big screen TV, where a nurse can

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<v Speaker 3>pull up with any number of ivs. Reverse Infinity's co founders,

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<v Speaker 3>Eklavia and his brother in law, doctor Powen Rane, tell

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<v Speaker 3>me they offer everything you'd see at a wellness clinic

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<v Speaker 3>in the States, from cryptotherapy. The ivy is filled with

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<v Speaker 3>recovery stacks, all its significantly lower prices.

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<v Speaker 4>This eighty four year old biohacking lady who came to us,

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<v Speaker 4>she spends six months in La and six months in

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<v Speaker 4>Go and she really loved Hypobetic. She did like nearly

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<v Speaker 4>twenty sessions with us. Yeah, eighty four year old like

0:28:08.440 --> 0:28:11.159
<v Speaker 4>with a zest of living, and she was like, a

0:28:11.240 --> 0:28:14.719
<v Speaker 4>session in La costs me three hundred dollars of hypobetic

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<v Speaker 4>Maybe I'm gonna keep my budget and I'm gonna do

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<v Speaker 4>like for every one session I do that, I'll do

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<v Speaker 4>ten over here.

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<v Speaker 3>Right after a quick tour and an intake exam, I

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<v Speaker 3>select the most popular of the therapies, the h BOT oxygen therapy,

0:28:29.520 --> 0:28:32.560
<v Speaker 3>followed by a circuit alternating sessions in the cryo chamber

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<v Speaker 3>and the red light room. The oxygen chamber feels like

0:28:38.280 --> 0:28:41.280
<v Speaker 3>stepping into a tiny vessel, two rows of seats and

0:28:41.280 --> 0:28:43.560
<v Speaker 3>an aisle in the middle, and enough leg room to

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<v Speaker 3>stretch out. However claustrophobic I feel when that big vault

0:28:47.800 --> 0:28:51.040
<v Speaker 3>door locks on me. I remind myself this chamber could

0:28:51.040 --> 0:28:54.440
<v Speaker 3>be a lot smaller. Most of the hpots I've seen,

0:28:54.560 --> 0:28:57.800
<v Speaker 3>like the one at Frontier Tower, look like an mritube

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<v Speaker 3>or an inflated sleeping bag designed for one. Before I

0:29:02.560 --> 0:29:04.400
<v Speaker 3>step in, the duo gives me some tips.

0:29:05.160 --> 0:29:06.920
<v Speaker 4>So i I'm breathing out, there might be a little

0:29:06.920 --> 0:29:11.080
<v Speaker 4>moment when you feel, oh, I can't really breathe normally, right,

0:29:11.200 --> 0:29:14.160
<v Speaker 4>So hence we tell people don't normal think I'm breathing right.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not sure how I'm gonna do that. I don't

0:29:16.400 --> 0:29:20.280
<v Speaker 3>really underthink things, but I strap in. They check the locks,

0:29:20.640 --> 0:29:25.080
<v Speaker 3>oxygen starts to fill the space, and we're off. Yes,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna live twice. I don't know about to look

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<v Speaker 3>on Mirabilkaki may go jool Over the course of the session,

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<v Speaker 3>I read in brainstorm a little stuck on some lozenges,

0:29:43.440 --> 0:29:50.200
<v Speaker 3>and then fall asleep, and every once in a while

0:29:50.360 --> 0:29:52.120
<v Speaker 3>I stir at the sound of an announcement.

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<v Speaker 12>The last thirteen min.

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<v Speaker 5>That's a possession. We have started.

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<v Speaker 7>Rising back to the office.

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<v Speaker 3>Depresionization as happening.

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<v Speaker 4>You might feel like popping in your ears, so just

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<v Speaker 4>add a little more cotton into your ears.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't feel noticeably different after, and a Clovia tells

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<v Speaker 3>me that after one session you might sleep better or

0:30:16.200 --> 0:30:19.960
<v Speaker 3>feel calmer. But as the Mayo Clinic writes, the real

0:30:20.000 --> 0:30:23.920
<v Speaker 3>benefits come from cumulative sessions to treat things like gangreine,

0:30:24.080 --> 0:30:28.440
<v Speaker 3>non healing wounds or tissue injuries from radiation therapy that

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<v Speaker 3>could take dozens of dives. We move on to the

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<v Speaker 3>crypto chamber or the chiller, as a Clavia calls it.

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<v Speaker 7>Okay.

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<v Speaker 6>So as soon as you edit a skip, temperature drops

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<v Speaker 6>by fifteen degrees, the brain fails. Okay, what's happening, okay,

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<v Speaker 6>So what he'll do is all the rubbish processes like

0:30:46.800 --> 0:30:49.320
<v Speaker 6>me is growing all that stuff right, which happens twenty

0:30:49.320 --> 0:30:54.480
<v Speaker 6>four seven? They all shut. Are the body's main preugative

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<v Speaker 6>to access to be counts to save your inn altments. Okay.

0:30:59.280 --> 0:31:01.800
<v Speaker 3>Clovia also tells me the cold could help me lose

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<v Speaker 3>weight if I do it more often.

0:31:03.800 --> 0:31:08.760
<v Speaker 4>There's something on this cold shock protein intopog so generates heat,

0:31:09.240 --> 0:31:12.360
<v Speaker 4>so it burns your fat so that you don't feel

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<v Speaker 4>that cold.

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<v Speaker 3>I take off my shirt and glasses they could crack

0:31:16.360 --> 0:31:19.240
<v Speaker 3>from the temperatures. I put on gloves and socks to

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<v Speaker 3>protect my extremities and a face mask, and they fix

0:31:22.840 --> 0:31:25.080
<v Speaker 3>the sensor to my skin to capture my body temp.

0:31:25.760 --> 0:31:29.040
<v Speaker 3>And then I step into what feels like a walk

0:31:29.080 --> 0:31:33.520
<v Speaker 3>in freezer three two.

0:31:34.160 --> 0:31:37.120
<v Speaker 6>So no an overthink, it's not that porne. Nothing's gonna happen.

0:31:37.280 --> 0:31:41.400
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, okay, human survive at minus fifty.

0:31:41.040 --> 0:31:43.880
<v Speaker 3>The chamber fogs up. I think warm thoughts. I march

0:31:43.920 --> 0:31:47.920
<v Speaker 3>in place. My thicket of arm hairs is frozen, stiff

0:31:48.080 --> 0:31:51.720
<v Speaker 3>and white like frost on blades of grass. I cut

0:31:51.920 --> 0:31:53.320
<v Speaker 3>out the full five minutes.

0:31:55.840 --> 0:32:06.560
<v Speaker 17>Now your hairs, so I'm gon show you not yet

0:32:06.600 --> 0:32:08.600
<v Speaker 17>press sure, see it.

0:32:08.640 --> 0:32:15.600
<v Speaker 4>Wasn't that, That's what I told you, right, Yeah.

0:32:13.560 --> 0:32:19.160
<v Speaker 3>The cold therapy is thrilling. Maybe it's just the relief

0:32:19.200 --> 0:32:22.520
<v Speaker 3>of not being in the cold, but I feel wide awake,

0:32:23.120 --> 0:32:27.920
<v Speaker 3>honestly euphoric. I move on to the next part of

0:32:27.920 --> 0:32:30.680
<v Speaker 3>the circuit, the red light therapy room, which looks like

0:32:30.720 --> 0:32:33.680
<v Speaker 3>the scene out of a nineties rat video with these

0:32:33.880 --> 0:32:36.760
<v Speaker 3>tiny red dots lanning a space the size of an elevator,

0:32:37.280 --> 0:32:39.920
<v Speaker 3>and I stripped down and sit in what feels like

0:32:39.920 --> 0:32:43.440
<v Speaker 3>a futuristic sauna and experience equlavia li likens to a

0:32:43.480 --> 0:32:44.200
<v Speaker 3>mother's hug.

0:32:44.960 --> 0:32:45.680
<v Speaker 4>Can you see these?

0:32:45.800 --> 0:32:47.520
<v Speaker 6>Yeah? You won't be able to see these when I

0:32:47.520 --> 0:32:48.360
<v Speaker 6>switch on the other nights.

0:32:48.520 --> 0:32:52.760
<v Speaker 4>Okay, So these are eight fourteen anime near infurred light. Right,

0:32:53.040 --> 0:32:55.959
<v Speaker 4>So your coffee, which you mentioned you will love it

0:32:56.040 --> 0:32:57.120
<v Speaker 4>like it will love it for.

0:32:57.080 --> 0:33:01.000
<v Speaker 3>This, Okay, I'm definitely sweating, but technical what I'm doing

0:33:01.080 --> 0:33:04.840
<v Speaker 3>isn't heat therapy. It's light therapy with red and near

0:33:04.880 --> 0:33:08.600
<v Speaker 3>infrared wavelengths targeting your skin and cells. The hope is

0:33:08.640 --> 0:33:12.239
<v Speaker 3>that they activate your mitochondria into repairing more tissue and

0:33:12.320 --> 0:33:16.680
<v Speaker 3>reducing inflammation. I'm brace the light for about fifteen to

0:33:16.720 --> 0:33:18.840
<v Speaker 3>twenty minutes, then I head back to the cryo. I

0:33:18.920 --> 0:33:21.120
<v Speaker 3>last seven minutes the next go around, and then back

0:33:21.160 --> 0:33:25.520
<v Speaker 3>to the red light. And then my body feels new.

0:33:27.360 --> 0:33:30.320
<v Speaker 3>Whatever soreness I had from playing tennis that morning has

0:33:30.400 --> 0:33:34.880
<v Speaker 3>completely disappeared. I'm not clenching my jaw and I freely

0:33:34.960 --> 0:33:39.840
<v Speaker 3>don't for the next day, and I feel energized. When

0:33:39.840 --> 0:33:41.880
<v Speaker 3>I go to sleep that night, I don't stare at

0:33:41.920 --> 0:33:44.880
<v Speaker 3>the ceiling for an hour before dozing off, or wake

0:33:45.000 --> 0:33:49.360
<v Speaker 3>up repeatedly through the night. I just pass out and

0:33:49.440 --> 0:34:04.800
<v Speaker 3>have the best night's sleep I've had in months. Chapter

0:34:04.840 --> 0:34:18.480
<v Speaker 3>four an older answer. In India, food is love. And

0:34:18.520 --> 0:34:20.800
<v Speaker 3>one of the things that's very sweet is that whenever

0:34:20.840 --> 0:34:24.840
<v Speaker 3>I visit, often with years in between, my relatives welcome

0:34:24.880 --> 0:34:28.200
<v Speaker 3>me with my favorite meals. And these are four things

0:34:28.239 --> 0:34:30.239
<v Speaker 3>I love that show up on the menu a lot.

0:34:32.239 --> 0:34:38.840
<v Speaker 3>Number one song my absolute favorite. This tangy fiery potato

0:34:38.880 --> 0:34:42.239
<v Speaker 3>dish is made with chili, onions, tamar and salt, and

0:34:42.280 --> 0:34:46.080
<v Speaker 3>of course potatoes. I love it. With yogurt rice and

0:34:46.120 --> 0:34:52.080
<v Speaker 3>a dollup of lime pickle. Two China batura, a spicy

0:34:52.200 --> 0:34:56.440
<v Speaker 3>chickpea curry served with a huge puffed fried bread. The

0:34:56.480 --> 0:34:59.200
<v Speaker 3>bread is served fresh, and it is a joy to

0:34:59.280 --> 0:35:02.879
<v Speaker 3>pop it with your and watch it deflate. And even

0:35:03.040 --> 0:35:06.600
<v Speaker 3>though it is piping hot, I can never wait to

0:35:06.640 --> 0:35:12.000
<v Speaker 3>stuff it in my mouth. Three Pollock Panier. I know

0:35:12.640 --> 0:35:16.720
<v Speaker 3>this creamy spinach gravy with Panier cubes is a takeout staple,

0:35:16.800 --> 0:35:20.400
<v Speaker 3>but my grandmother's vision was so much better than the

0:35:20.440 --> 0:35:25.319
<v Speaker 3>restaurant fair and to me it tasted like heaven and

0:35:25.400 --> 0:35:29.480
<v Speaker 3>four poni pori. So this is a street food my

0:35:29.560 --> 0:35:32.239
<v Speaker 3>dad loved and one I didn't quite get as a kid.

0:35:32.760 --> 0:35:37.400
<v Speaker 3>It's a crispy, brittle, spherical shell. It's stuffed with tiny

0:35:37.440 --> 0:35:40.600
<v Speaker 3>potato mash that has chili powder and cumin and salt.

0:35:40.920 --> 0:35:44.160
<v Speaker 3>Sometimes there are onions sprinkled on or coriander, and then

0:35:44.200 --> 0:35:48.280
<v Speaker 3>it's filled with a spicy, tangy, minty tamer and water.

0:35:48.920 --> 0:35:51.000
<v Speaker 3>And as you stuff the entire thing in your mouth,

0:35:51.400 --> 0:35:56.240
<v Speaker 3>it explodes with all the flavors and textures. It's crunchy

0:35:56.239 --> 0:35:59.839
<v Speaker 3>in liquid, herbal and tart, savory and spicy and also

0:36:00.040 --> 0:36:04.520
<v Speaker 3>sweet somehow, and this tiny maximalist food it feels like

0:36:04.680 --> 0:36:09.080
<v Speaker 3>pure delicious chaos in your mouth, and yet for an

0:36:09.400 --> 0:36:14.040
<v Speaker 3>entire Indian diaspora, it tastes like joy. When I talk

0:36:14.080 --> 0:36:16.399
<v Speaker 3>to a book editor friend about it, she said, that's

0:36:16.440 --> 0:36:20.799
<v Speaker 3>what India is. It is everything all at once. It's

0:36:20.840 --> 0:36:23.680
<v Speaker 3>twenty six languages heard on the same street. It's the

0:36:23.719 --> 0:36:27.520
<v Speaker 3>farmer selling bananas at the rickety stall, taking Google pay,

0:36:27.960 --> 0:36:33.200
<v Speaker 3>a place where disparate ideas aren't really in competition. And

0:36:33.239 --> 0:36:35.360
<v Speaker 3>that's what I'm thinking when I take off my shoes

0:36:35.400 --> 0:36:38.719
<v Speaker 3>and step into another villa, one that houses a more

0:36:38.840 --> 0:36:43.759
<v Speaker 3>ancient approach to maintaining and restoring the body, the Shri

0:36:44.000 --> 0:36:45.680
<v Speaker 3>Shanti Aervea clinic.

0:36:47.120 --> 0:36:48.440
<v Speaker 18>What did Lizzie tell you about this?

0:36:48.760 --> 0:36:48.840
<v Speaker 2>So?

0:36:49.080 --> 0:36:52.440
<v Speaker 19>She said, you have some health concerns, so we will

0:36:52.560 --> 0:36:56.240
<v Speaker 19>talk about that. Yeah, and along with that, the same

0:36:56.239 --> 0:36:59.440
<v Speaker 19>conversation will get recorded because that will go to a podcast.

0:37:00.840 --> 0:37:05.240
<v Speaker 3>Jigitravindran is an Arabadic doctor in Iraa. Is this traditional

0:37:05.239 --> 0:37:09.359
<v Speaker 3>way of understanding the body through balance, digestion, climate and

0:37:09.880 --> 0:37:12.759
<v Speaker 3>also by taking into account the particular constitution you were

0:37:12.800 --> 0:37:16.040
<v Speaker 3>born with and even within irab that there are lots

0:37:16.040 --> 0:37:17.560
<v Speaker 3>of branches and specialties.

0:37:18.400 --> 0:37:20.600
<v Speaker 5>Do you have a specific lineage or something.

0:37:21.120 --> 0:37:25.080
<v Speaker 19>Yes, So I do practice a something called punch about

0:37:25.080 --> 0:37:28.000
<v Speaker 19>the chigasa, which I learned from my guru in Kolapur.

0:37:29.640 --> 0:37:33.319
<v Speaker 19>So in that what we do is like usually in

0:37:33.320 --> 0:37:35.920
<v Speaker 19>my practice, I check the patients in the bombings in

0:37:36.000 --> 0:37:39.200
<v Speaker 19>empty stummach attack the abdomen, I listen to the sound.

0:37:39.680 --> 0:37:42.400
<v Speaker 19>From the sound, we can understand the imbalance in the body,

0:37:42.560 --> 0:37:45.840
<v Speaker 19>and then we decide the medicine. That is something unique

0:37:46.040 --> 0:37:50.360
<v Speaker 19>in Iowa. It's not even written in the Iraitic textbooks.

0:37:51.160 --> 0:37:54.040
<v Speaker 3>Part of the reason I'm here is knowing that the

0:37:54.040 --> 0:37:57.600
<v Speaker 3>Indian body is different. I'm wondering if the diets recommended

0:37:57.640 --> 0:38:00.279
<v Speaker 3>in the West are really right for me. I'd ask

0:38:00.360 --> 0:38:03.120
<v Speaker 3>Ragov about this. One of the things they often say

0:38:03.239 --> 0:38:06.400
<v Speaker 3>is like, oh, look at the Mediterranean diet. But I'm curious,

0:38:06.520 --> 0:38:08.480
<v Speaker 3>do you have any sense of you know, if we're

0:38:08.520 --> 0:38:11.960
<v Speaker 3>working this off in eight generations right, like what types

0:38:11.960 --> 0:38:13.200
<v Speaker 3>of foods should we be eating?

0:38:14.640 --> 0:38:19.160
<v Speaker 13>Honestly, I don't have an answer, because we're in new territory.

0:38:19.200 --> 0:38:24.120
<v Speaker 13>I would argue almost the Mediterranean diet is really well studied.

0:38:24.440 --> 0:38:28.880
<v Speaker 13>In a Mediterranean setting, which is typically a certain genetic

0:38:28.960 --> 0:38:33.880
<v Speaker 13>background whose epigenome and genetics has not been destabilized in

0:38:33.920 --> 0:38:37.399
<v Speaker 13>a way. Right, So I would argue what we need

0:38:37.400 --> 0:38:40.360
<v Speaker 13>to do is sort of really go back to the

0:38:40.400 --> 0:38:44.040
<v Speaker 13>basics here. So if you were to ask me, what's

0:38:44.120 --> 0:38:47.200
<v Speaker 13>the staple in my fridge, it's actually a bowl of

0:38:47.239 --> 0:38:54.280
<v Speaker 13>somber because it's one of the healthiest things I feel. Right, Yeah,

0:38:54.360 --> 0:38:58.800
<v Speaker 13>it's lentils high in protein, it's vegetables high in fiber,

0:38:59.320 --> 0:39:02.440
<v Speaker 13>and it's this form of a stew, right Yeah, I

0:39:02.480 --> 0:39:06.279
<v Speaker 13>put in some Italyes, that's some good carbs right there, right,

0:39:06.719 --> 0:39:10.800
<v Speaker 13>and it's the perfect meal and it's really filling.

0:39:12.280 --> 0:39:15.200
<v Speaker 3>Honestly, I love the idea of an excuse to eat

0:39:15.239 --> 0:39:21.799
<v Speaker 3>Italy sami area. So I'm curious what is the Mediterranean

0:39:21.840 --> 0:39:26.120
<v Speaker 3>diet for me? But as jigit reminds me, India isn't

0:39:26.120 --> 0:39:26.919
<v Speaker 3>a monoculture.

0:39:27.520 --> 0:39:30.680
<v Speaker 19>You go to different parts of India, different state, everyone

0:39:30.760 --> 0:39:34.840
<v Speaker 19>has a different culture, Everyone has a different food culture. Now,

0:39:34.880 --> 0:39:38.239
<v Speaker 19>all this food culture is based on their geography and

0:39:38.280 --> 0:39:42.000
<v Speaker 19>their climate, so it depends on what can be cultivated

0:39:42.600 --> 0:39:45.320
<v Speaker 19>and those foods will be you know, really healthy.

0:39:45.360 --> 0:39:50.080
<v Speaker 3>Fur them Irveda doesn't present itself as a one size

0:39:50.120 --> 0:39:53.640
<v Speaker 3>fits all cure. It's more like a vast data set.

0:39:53.800 --> 0:39:57.280
<v Speaker 3>And inside that system, food has direction. It can push

0:39:57.320 --> 0:40:00.600
<v Speaker 3>you out of balance or bring you back. So do

0:40:00.640 --> 0:40:03.480
<v Speaker 3>you need foods that cool your constitution like the sweetness

0:40:03.560 --> 0:40:06.840
<v Speaker 3>of melon or the calm of buttermilk, or foods that

0:40:06.880 --> 0:40:11.160
<v Speaker 3>bring you heat more ginger and chili and cumin, ingredients

0:40:11.200 --> 0:40:13.080
<v Speaker 3>that flavor and meal as much as they light a

0:40:13.080 --> 0:40:17.600
<v Speaker 3>small digestifier. What have locals eaten for centuries to maximize

0:40:17.600 --> 0:40:18.920
<v Speaker 3>their health in this environment?

0:40:20.239 --> 0:40:22.400
<v Speaker 19>We always tell that now right now you're in Goa.

0:40:22.560 --> 0:40:25.040
<v Speaker 19>The stablefood in Goa is like fish, curry and rice.

0:40:25.280 --> 0:40:27.960
<v Speaker 19>You should read that. And the vegetables which is getting

0:40:27.960 --> 0:40:30.480
<v Speaker 19>cultivated here. That is the best food to eat. That

0:40:30.640 --> 0:40:34.360
<v Speaker 19>is the one major key. Now I always guide about

0:40:34.440 --> 0:40:37.359
<v Speaker 19>changing the food according to the weather and also your

0:40:37.440 --> 0:40:39.040
<v Speaker 19>regimens according to the weather.

0:40:40.239 --> 0:40:43.160
<v Speaker 3>I love the romantic idea of this, that you can

0:40:43.200 --> 0:40:45.360
<v Speaker 3>return to a place and feast the way locals have

0:40:45.440 --> 0:40:48.879
<v Speaker 3>done for centuries, and I know how to eat here

0:40:48.920 --> 0:40:52.799
<v Speaker 3>in Goa. But also I have no idea what this

0:40:52.920 --> 0:40:55.440
<v Speaker 3>means for me in Brooklyn? Does it mean a diet

0:40:55.480 --> 0:40:59.640
<v Speaker 3>of root vegetables and oysters? Is it pizza and bagels,

0:40:59.640 --> 0:41:03.840
<v Speaker 3>which I already know isn't working for me. But before

0:41:03.880 --> 0:41:07.200
<v Speaker 3>I can solve that, we're talking about my health, everything

0:41:07.239 --> 0:41:11.360
<v Speaker 3>from blood pressure, being pre diabetic, the band around my belly,

0:41:11.640 --> 0:41:14.240
<v Speaker 3>my knees and neck and shoulder pains.

0:41:14.920 --> 0:41:17.000
<v Speaker 19>After forty you have to take care of your health,

0:41:17.280 --> 0:41:20.359
<v Speaker 19>you know, after that white default body is in the

0:41:20.680 --> 0:41:23.360
<v Speaker 19>growing stage, you can say, but at the forty that

0:41:23.480 --> 0:41:24.280
<v Speaker 19>pace will.

0:41:24.080 --> 0:41:24.960
<v Speaker 5>Go down growing.

0:41:25.680 --> 0:41:27.560
<v Speaker 3>I say, this is a gesture to my stomach.

0:41:27.960 --> 0:41:32.279
<v Speaker 19>It's not growing, it's not growing this way, this way

0:41:33.200 --> 0:41:33.920
<v Speaker 19>to the side.

0:41:35.239 --> 0:41:37.720
<v Speaker 3>She just believes I can make tweaks to make things better,

0:41:38.320 --> 0:41:41.040
<v Speaker 3>and I made the take on my untapped potential.

0:41:41.920 --> 0:41:45.600
<v Speaker 19>So what I'm usually you have your breakfast. I don't

0:41:45.640 --> 0:41:53.200
<v Speaker 19>really have breakfast, lunch at what time? Maybe tewish being

0:41:53.320 --> 0:41:55.720
<v Speaker 19>to try to sleep, Like you don't get to sleeping.

0:41:56.680 --> 0:41:59.440
<v Speaker 5>So like often I don't fall asleep until one or

0:41:59.520 --> 0:42:04.360
<v Speaker 5>two and average, like how long do you sleep? Probably

0:42:04.480 --> 0:42:10.480
<v Speaker 5>like five six hours. That's like if I hear something,

0:42:10.520 --> 0:42:11.200
<v Speaker 5>I'll wake up.

0:42:12.960 --> 0:42:16.080
<v Speaker 3>For months. I've been looking for the right inventions and

0:42:16.120 --> 0:42:19.640
<v Speaker 3>the exasperating thing is everyone keeps banging on about the

0:42:19.680 --> 0:42:25.440
<v Speaker 3>importance of sleep, which sounds so simple, but also for

0:42:25.560 --> 0:42:28.840
<v Speaker 3>me is the hardest thing to figure out. Of course,

0:42:29.280 --> 0:42:32.560
<v Speaker 3>sleep is just one of the simple recommendations digit las out.

0:42:33.080 --> 0:42:36.200
<v Speaker 19>What we say is like take a risk, eat properly,

0:42:36.680 --> 0:42:40.160
<v Speaker 19>then take the medications and apply the medicator.

0:42:39.719 --> 0:42:40.800
<v Speaker 5>Oil on the joints.

0:42:41.160 --> 0:42:44.240
<v Speaker 19>These four things go hand in hand, then the healing will.

0:42:44.160 --> 0:42:55.040
<v Speaker 3>Have But maybe that's what I came to India to remember.

0:42:56.320 --> 0:42:59.120
<v Speaker 3>My body isn't some twenty four hour machine I can

0:42:59.239 --> 0:43:02.840
<v Speaker 3>upgrade with the right stack. My body comes from somewhere.

0:43:03.280 --> 0:43:07.400
<v Speaker 3>It carries a history. My father is Goa Ragov's charts,

0:43:07.680 --> 0:43:13.120
<v Speaker 3>colonial famines, American workaholism, airport meals, late nights, tennis, injuries,

0:43:13.160 --> 0:43:17.919
<v Speaker 3>and inherited stubbornness. I think taking care of myself might

0:43:18.080 --> 0:43:23.000
<v Speaker 3>mean taking my indianas seriously, not just as unique heritage,

0:43:23.520 --> 0:43:28.759
<v Speaker 3>but as a distinct biology. Of course, I have no

0:43:28.840 --> 0:43:32.480
<v Speaker 3>idea what that means in practice. Maybe it's fewer late nights,

0:43:33.000 --> 0:43:37.959
<v Speaker 3>maybe it's more Italy sombar. The clinic is closing now,

0:43:38.200 --> 0:43:42.080
<v Speaker 3>and I'm grateful for Jigit's time, so I thank him

0:43:42.200 --> 0:43:44.600
<v Speaker 3>and then race off to find a rickshaw to take

0:43:44.600 --> 0:44:39.320
<v Speaker 3>me to my mom. Chapter five, Alma, I'm.

0:44:39.120 --> 0:44:40.319
<v Speaker 12>Gonna start birding soon.

0:44:41.320 --> 0:44:43.960
<v Speaker 20>I had actually called the group and the guy in

0:44:44.080 --> 0:44:46.200
<v Speaker 20>charge talk to me, and he asked me to come

0:44:46.239 --> 0:44:48.840
<v Speaker 20>to the pier at something like six in the morning,

0:44:49.320 --> 0:44:51.879
<v Speaker 20>and I didn't know where the peers were and how

0:44:51.920 --> 0:44:54.000
<v Speaker 20>to get there, and I didn't.

0:44:53.840 --> 0:44:56.440
<v Speaker 3>In goa my aunt, my mom, and I spent our

0:44:56.480 --> 0:45:00.960
<v Speaker 3>evenings feasting and laughing and gossiping and reminiscent to a

0:45:01.040 --> 0:45:06.200
<v Speaker 3>quiet soundtrack of waves lapping against the shore. We celebrated

0:45:06.200 --> 0:45:09.000
<v Speaker 3>my mom's birthday and met three different groups of cousins,

0:45:09.480 --> 0:45:14.040
<v Speaker 3>and in a blink the week was over. We hugged

0:45:14.080 --> 0:45:19.319
<v Speaker 3>and flew in different directions. But it's only when my

0:45:19.360 --> 0:45:22.440
<v Speaker 3>mom returned to Brooklyn, where she now lives a few

0:45:22.480 --> 0:45:25.240
<v Speaker 3>blocks away from us, that we finally got a chance

0:45:25.280 --> 0:45:30.000
<v Speaker 3>to talk. I've been worrying about her. I'm so busy

0:45:30.160 --> 0:45:35.120
<v Speaker 3>that I don't really know. Is she lonely? Is she happy?

0:45:36.080 --> 0:45:38.239
<v Speaker 3>How does she feel about her age and life as

0:45:38.280 --> 0:45:42.040
<v Speaker 3>she leans into seventy seven. So we pour a kettle

0:45:42.040 --> 0:45:44.840
<v Speaker 3>of Earl gray into mugs, sit across our kitchen table,

0:45:45.360 --> 0:45:46.439
<v Speaker 3>and I turn on the mic.

0:45:48.640 --> 0:45:52.120
<v Speaker 18>When you were a kid, how old did you think

0:45:52.239 --> 0:45:52.560
<v Speaker 18>was old?

0:45:53.840 --> 0:45:58.520
<v Speaker 20>Anything like forty? I think was old. Forty was a

0:45:58.560 --> 0:46:02.359
<v Speaker 20>big number. I'm seventy seven and I don't feel old

0:46:02.480 --> 0:46:05.480
<v Speaker 20>at all. Now I know is just in the perception.

0:46:06.680 --> 0:46:07.840
<v Speaker 18>How do you think about aging?

0:46:09.239 --> 0:46:11.799
<v Speaker 20>You have to have a right attitude about it and

0:46:11.840 --> 0:46:15.600
<v Speaker 20>not worry and take every day as it comes and

0:46:15.760 --> 0:46:19.200
<v Speaker 20>enjoy it to the full. There's no aging as such,

0:46:19.239 --> 0:46:22.400
<v Speaker 20>I think. I think it's in your mind. And probably

0:46:22.400 --> 0:46:25.720
<v Speaker 20>people who have health problems will have another answer.

0:46:26.480 --> 0:46:29.439
<v Speaker 18>What do you think is a full lifetime? Like, what's

0:46:29.480 --> 0:46:30.200
<v Speaker 18>the right age?

0:46:30.480 --> 0:46:32.480
<v Speaker 20>As long as you have health and you have your

0:46:32.520 --> 0:46:35.840
<v Speaker 20>partner living with you and your loved ones around you.

0:46:36.360 --> 0:46:39.280
<v Speaker 20>Now I've lost Umish, my love, and then I've lost

0:46:39.360 --> 0:46:43.160
<v Speaker 20>my sister in law much younger, but we were best friends.

0:46:43.520 --> 0:46:48.080
<v Speaker 20>And then a Chaitra, my friend and mentor, I lost her,

0:46:48.320 --> 0:46:51.120
<v Speaker 20>And so all the love ones that I had to

0:46:51.200 --> 0:46:54.600
<v Speaker 20>guide me and who could understand me and I could

0:46:54.640 --> 0:46:57.080
<v Speaker 20>speak on any subjects with them, they all gone. So

0:46:57.160 --> 0:46:58.400
<v Speaker 20>now there's no incentive.

0:47:00.120 --> 0:47:02.919
<v Speaker 3>This is the part I was worried about. People love

0:47:03.000 --> 0:47:05.960
<v Speaker 3>my mom. The year she retired as a preschool teacher,

0:47:06.280 --> 0:47:09.040
<v Speaker 3>kids in her class cried because their siblings wouldn't have

0:47:09.080 --> 0:47:11.239
<v Speaker 3>a chance to have her. When she was on a

0:47:11.280 --> 0:47:14.280
<v Speaker 3>grand jewelry duty and the case finally ended. The woman

0:47:14.320 --> 0:47:16.960
<v Speaker 3>who sat next to her for months cried because she

0:47:17.080 --> 0:47:19.719
<v Speaker 3>was going to miss doing the crossword with her. Even

0:47:19.719 --> 0:47:22.920
<v Speaker 3>in Brooklyn, when she takes the train from Penn Station home,

0:47:23.440 --> 0:47:26.319
<v Speaker 3>she ends up with strays people she sat next to

0:47:26.400 --> 0:47:28.480
<v Speaker 3>who want to join her for a tea or coffee

0:47:28.480 --> 0:47:33.520
<v Speaker 3>when they get off the subway. But she's also a homebody.

0:47:33.640 --> 0:47:36.000
<v Speaker 3>She just wants to be near a garden with her

0:47:36.080 --> 0:47:39.000
<v Speaker 3>kids and a dog somewhere close by, and a few

0:47:39.000 --> 0:47:42.840
<v Speaker 3>close friends to call. And there are fewer and fewer

0:47:42.840 --> 0:47:43.240
<v Speaker 3>of those.

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<v Speaker 12>You don't feel like business, No, they isn't.

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<v Speaker 20>But life is is a gift and I'm going to

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<v Speaker 20>honor it and be happy, make myself happy. And I

0:47:57.719 --> 0:48:00.520
<v Speaker 20>have you have my children to keep me going, and

0:48:00.600 --> 0:48:04.960
<v Speaker 20>the grandchildren even more. Yeah, so there is an incentive there.

0:48:06.640 --> 0:48:09.439
<v Speaker 3>It's been four years now, and I don't want to ask,

0:48:10.440 --> 0:48:13.160
<v Speaker 3>But also I can't stop myself.

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<v Speaker 18>Do you think about that a lot?

0:48:15.880 --> 0:48:19.040
<v Speaker 12>Yes? And every month the sixth night is very hard

0:48:19.080 --> 0:48:21.160
<v Speaker 12>for me. I ready sleep that night.

0:48:27.200 --> 0:48:32.120
<v Speaker 3>I missed the two of them together in my teens

0:48:32.160 --> 0:48:37.200
<v Speaker 3>and twenties. They bickered so much, but then somehow I

0:48:37.239 --> 0:48:40.520
<v Speaker 3>watched them just enjoy one mother, And as the years

0:48:40.560 --> 0:48:43.040
<v Speaker 3>passed and my sister Shanta and I needed them less,

0:48:43.640 --> 0:48:46.000
<v Speaker 3>I saw them grow closer and closer.

0:48:47.320 --> 0:48:48.120
<v Speaker 18>Would you miss.

0:48:50.480 --> 0:48:51.040
<v Speaker 12>Everything?

0:48:53.120 --> 0:48:56.320
<v Speaker 20>I don't feel like watching movies without him because he

0:48:56.400 --> 0:49:02.279
<v Speaker 20>used to choose them for me. Is going to Broadways

0:49:02.320 --> 0:49:05.239
<v Speaker 20>because we always had the season tickets it broadbly came

0:49:05.280 --> 0:49:09.200
<v Speaker 20>to town, the food, preparing it together.

0:49:09.320 --> 0:49:12.400
<v Speaker 12>You always helped me. He helped me with everything.

0:49:13.120 --> 0:49:16.440
<v Speaker 20>Yeah, companionship mainly.

0:49:17.560 --> 0:49:20.799
<v Speaker 18>What's the thing he missed the most going to bed?

0:49:20.880 --> 0:49:23.160
<v Speaker 20>His heart because he always helped me close when he

0:49:23.239 --> 0:49:23.799
<v Speaker 20>went to bed.

0:49:24.280 --> 0:49:25.200
<v Speaker 12>So now I have a.

0:49:25.200 --> 0:49:29.719
<v Speaker 20>Stuff dynamber next to me, and people wonder why I've

0:49:29.960 --> 0:49:33.200
<v Speaker 20>grown up seventy seven woman needs a stuffed animal next

0:49:33.239 --> 0:49:35.600
<v Speaker 20>to her, But that's the reason I feel.

0:49:35.640 --> 0:49:36.319
<v Speaker 12>He's next to me.

0:49:37.719 --> 0:49:38.920
<v Speaker 18>How old do you want to lift you?

0:49:42.000 --> 0:49:47.600
<v Speaker 12>I hope it's within the next three years. Next three years, yeah,

0:49:47.680 --> 0:49:48.840
<v Speaker 12>I think I'd be too slow.

0:49:49.000 --> 0:49:51.200
<v Speaker 20>I'd be too much of a dinosaur to carry on

0:49:51.280 --> 0:49:57.520
<v Speaker 20>with the world. It's going so fast, So som enjoy

0:49:57.600 --> 0:50:02.879
<v Speaker 20>the next three years thoroughly. Truck in my hands. Mom

0:50:02.960 --> 0:50:07.919
<v Speaker 20>lived to be eighty six. Dad was seventy three meeting

0:50:08.040 --> 0:50:08.920
<v Speaker 20>dead now.

0:50:10.719 --> 0:50:17.600
<v Speaker 3>Terns listening back. I don't know why I asked this question.

0:50:18.480 --> 0:50:21.319
<v Speaker 3>Maybe it's because I could feel her world evaporating and

0:50:21.360 --> 0:50:24.600
<v Speaker 3>I wanted to believe she had things to cling onto.

0:50:24.880 --> 0:50:28.120
<v Speaker 3>My heart sinks when I hear the response, But I

0:50:28.120 --> 0:50:31.600
<v Speaker 3>guess I've spent an entire show saying I don't want

0:50:31.600 --> 0:50:35.080
<v Speaker 3>to live forever, and here's my mom saying the same thing,

0:50:36.000 --> 0:50:38.840
<v Speaker 3>that she just wants to have her health and enjoy

0:50:38.920 --> 0:50:42.040
<v Speaker 3>what she has left to the fullest. So I want

0:50:42.080 --> 0:50:45.200
<v Speaker 3>to know what that means. List out the things that

0:50:45.239 --> 0:50:49.600
<v Speaker 3>make you happy, that you appreciate about your life.

0:50:49.800 --> 0:50:52.279
<v Speaker 20>Two blocks from where I live, you have Prospect Pack

0:50:52.400 --> 0:50:55.000
<v Speaker 20>and I have six hundred acres at my feet, and

0:50:55.040 --> 0:50:57.960
<v Speaker 20>then there's a library that is spent time in, and

0:50:58.000 --> 0:51:03.759
<v Speaker 20>then beyond that is the Botanic Gardens, and then I'm

0:51:03.800 --> 0:51:07.520
<v Speaker 20>a member. So when the Rosa and bloom, I go

0:51:07.680 --> 0:51:11.120
<v Speaker 20>right there, and I'm there every second week. I'm there

0:51:11.200 --> 0:51:14.080
<v Speaker 20>to see what's happening there. We were raised like that.

0:51:14.840 --> 0:51:17.680
<v Speaker 20>I don't know about men in India, but the girls

0:51:17.719 --> 0:51:21.200
<v Speaker 20>are raised not to ever get bored, so they teach

0:51:21.280 --> 0:51:23.920
<v Speaker 20>us all hobbies. Whether we follow them or not is

0:51:24.040 --> 0:51:26.520
<v Speaker 20>up to us. So look at me now. You always

0:51:26.520 --> 0:51:29.640
<v Speaker 20>ask me, aren't you alone? I'm not alone either. I

0:51:29.880 --> 0:51:35.080
<v Speaker 20>listen to your podcasts of music and go sit out

0:51:35.320 --> 0:51:37.960
<v Speaker 20>read work in the garden walk.

0:51:38.640 --> 0:51:38.839
<v Speaker 12>Yeah.

0:51:38.880 --> 0:51:41.040
<v Speaker 20>And then the two kids upstairs who like to be

0:51:41.080 --> 0:51:44.960
<v Speaker 20>out in the yard there, and I love their company,

0:51:45.360 --> 0:51:47.439
<v Speaker 20>take them up for ice creams now and then it's

0:51:47.440 --> 0:51:51.560
<v Speaker 20>good to spoil them. And then Henry comes to see

0:51:51.640 --> 0:51:55.040
<v Speaker 20>me often, and now when then Ruby comes, but Ruby

0:51:55.080 --> 0:51:57.600
<v Speaker 20>wants to be alone, and they come and play board

0:51:57.640 --> 0:52:00.560
<v Speaker 20>games with me, or we watch a show together. And

0:52:00.600 --> 0:52:03.600
<v Speaker 20>I love that when you go out at night and

0:52:03.640 --> 0:52:07.200
<v Speaker 20>we just have a movie night with them. Love that

0:52:08.040 --> 0:52:10.520
<v Speaker 20>by just getting rder because they're getting older.

0:52:11.960 --> 0:52:12.880
<v Speaker 18>What about exercise.

0:52:13.760 --> 0:52:16.160
<v Speaker 20>I don't go to a gym or anything here, and

0:52:16.280 --> 0:52:19.720
<v Speaker 20>yet in the evening when I check, it's twelve thousand

0:52:19.800 --> 0:52:24.000
<v Speaker 20>to seventeen thousand steps, and I don't realize that, nor

0:52:24.040 --> 0:52:27.239
<v Speaker 20>do I feel it, because I haven't done it for exercise.

0:52:27.560 --> 0:52:29.759
<v Speaker 20>I've just gone to the park and stopped to pet

0:52:29.840 --> 0:52:32.239
<v Speaker 20>all the dogs and so that all the dogs know me.

0:52:33.040 --> 0:52:36.280
<v Speaker 20>The other day there was a dog called sb Alsation

0:52:36.440 --> 0:52:37.240
<v Speaker 20>that I hadn't seen.

0:52:37.600 --> 0:52:40.600
<v Speaker 12>But it's fun. I get no people because of the dogs.

0:52:40.600 --> 0:52:44.520
<v Speaker 18>Maybe, Yeah, what do you want from me and Shampa?

0:52:46.520 --> 0:52:49.480
<v Speaker 20>Just for both of you to have a happy life,

0:52:49.800 --> 0:52:55.240
<v Speaker 20>balance in life, balance with work and play, and work

0:52:55.280 --> 0:53:00.000
<v Speaker 20>in family, which I don't see. Somehow both of you

0:53:00.160 --> 0:53:01.400
<v Speaker 20>just get pulled into work.

0:53:01.480 --> 0:53:03.080
<v Speaker 12>And it's not just the two of you.

0:53:03.200 --> 0:53:07.200
<v Speaker 20>I see everybody because I don't know sometimes if the

0:53:07.200 --> 0:53:10.640
<v Speaker 20>computers are being or a boone. But I just want

0:53:10.680 --> 0:53:19.000
<v Speaker 20>to see you happy, happy in life.

0:53:20.280 --> 0:53:23.480
<v Speaker 3>I've spent so many months asking how to live longer,

0:53:25.800 --> 0:53:29.919
<v Speaker 3>but what my mother is asking me gently is whether

0:53:30.000 --> 0:53:31.160
<v Speaker 3>I know how to live better?

0:53:37.120 --> 0:53:38.400
<v Speaker 5>Anything else you want to say.

0:53:40.000 --> 0:53:43.480
<v Speaker 20>Now, I just remember that life is a gift, and

0:53:43.719 --> 0:53:48.520
<v Speaker 20>never be morose about anything. Everything's fleeting. It's stratitude and

0:53:48.600 --> 0:53:54.080
<v Speaker 20>perception that keeps you going. Yeah, there's so much to

0:53:54.160 --> 0:54:19.239
<v Speaker 20>do in the world and on the.

0:54:19.480 --> 0:54:23.120
<v Speaker 12>River the sentisoned a friends.

0:54:23.160 --> 0:54:24.680
<v Speaker 8>All head out there.

0:54:26.880 --> 0:54:32.680
<v Speaker 3>If you could do it all again, look that so fast?

0:54:32.920 --> 0:54:37.280
<v Speaker 3>But change is things. You could do.

0:54:37.120 --> 0:54:42.120
<v Speaker 7>It all again, sire, Come down.

0:54:42.160 --> 0:55:02.120
<v Speaker 8>Come downtown, Come now. I can't be.

0:55:11.520 --> 0:55:15.040
<v Speaker 7>Life is it was like Nevers.

0:55:15.080 --> 0:55:18.719
<v Speaker 3>I don't believe it's like nevils.

0:55:19.560 --> 0:55:23.120
<v Speaker 12>I don't believe it now it's like Nevers.

0:55:23.920 --> 0:55:26.440
<v Speaker 7>I don't believe it now, It's like.

0:55:27.000 --> 0:55:41.360
<v Speaker 3>Never next time. On the final episode of How to

0:55:41.400 --> 0:55:42.239
<v Speaker 3>Live Forever.

0:55:43.480 --> 0:55:47.560
<v Speaker 21>My body is fragile and vulnerable and that is one

0:55:47.600 --> 0:55:52.719
<v Speaker 21>of the capital t truths that folks either deny or

0:55:53.320 --> 0:55:56.040
<v Speaker 21>make them too uncomfortable to think about, and so they

0:55:56.080 --> 0:55:59.840
<v Speaker 21>try to fix with all types of hacks that just

0:56:00.840 --> 0:56:02.160
<v Speaker 21>really do anything about it.

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<v Speaker 3>Credits This episode of Skylan Drive How to Live Forever

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<v Speaker 3>was a total family and friend's affair. The show had

0:56:24.360 --> 0:56:26.480
<v Speaker 3>written and hosted by Me Manga s particular, if you

0:56:26.560 --> 0:56:29.440
<v Speaker 3>have the same last name as me, reach out because

0:56:29.480 --> 0:56:33.160
<v Speaker 3>we are definitely related. Massive thanks to Mark Lotto, who

0:56:33.280 --> 0:56:36.440
<v Speaker 3>edited this and also spends so much time watching Doordarshan

0:56:36.520 --> 0:56:41.239
<v Speaker 3>one and two. Why Mark? Why Lizzy Jacobs, our showrunner,

0:56:41.560 --> 0:56:44.240
<v Speaker 3>without whom I might still be staring at a computer

0:56:44.320 --> 0:56:46.200
<v Speaker 3>debating whether or not to buy.

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<v Speaker 5>My ticket to India.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you, Lizzy for giving me that shove. The one

0:56:50.000 --> 0:56:53.000
<v Speaker 3>and only Mary full of Sandy, who researched and fact

0:56:53.080 --> 0:56:55.759
<v Speaker 3>checked the heck out of the show. Where will we

0:56:55.880 --> 0:56:59.799
<v Speaker 3>be without you? Mary probably still wondering more about claviculars

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<v Speaker 3>You's history. Mark Steven Allen, our brilliant signs producer who

0:57:03.920 --> 0:57:06.080
<v Speaker 3>told me I had to meet Rag of you were

0:57:06.120 --> 0:57:09.719
<v Speaker 3>absolutely right. Raga was a delight. Thank you. If you

0:57:09.800 --> 0:57:12.640
<v Speaker 3>like the way this show sounds, it is beautiful because

0:57:12.640 --> 0:57:16.360
<v Speaker 3>of these people. Joe Plored who mixed and sound designed

0:57:16.360 --> 0:57:19.280
<v Speaker 3>the show. You both read my mind and made things

0:57:19.360 --> 0:57:24.880
<v Speaker 3>sound so gorgeous. Of Lissamsa Azzati and of course Botany,

0:57:25.160 --> 0:57:28.200
<v Speaker 3>you all lent me incredible music. Thank you so much.

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<v Speaker 3>I've got to give a special extra shout out to

0:57:30.640 --> 0:57:35.080
<v Speaker 3>Peter Matthew Bauer, my friend. The song Miracles comes from

0:57:35.120 --> 0:57:39.120
<v Speaker 3>his gorgeous, gorgeous album Flowers, which I have listened to

0:57:39.320 --> 0:57:43.120
<v Speaker 3>on repeat and you should too. This show is executive

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<v Speaker 3>produced from Iharp and my good friends Ali Perry, Katrina

0:57:45.840 --> 0:57:49.040
<v Speaker 3>Norvel from Kalaidyscope. We've got my co founder Ozwa listen.

0:57:49.160 --> 0:57:52.680
<v Speaker 3>Julian mutter Our head of studio, Rachel strom Our brilliant

0:57:52.720 --> 0:57:55.200
<v Speaker 3>lawyer and friend who is always the person you want

0:57:55.280 --> 0:57:59.080
<v Speaker 3>your corner, whether you want legal advice or secondhand pizza shirts.

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<v Speaker 3>Also thank you. Thank you so much to the team here,

0:58:01.720 --> 0:58:06.600
<v Speaker 3>Christy David, Dara Agna, Sheina Calypso l Viney for the

0:58:06.600 --> 0:58:09.440
<v Speaker 3>beautiful collage art. There are so many of you. I

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<v Speaker 3>also have to give a shout out to the kiddos

0:58:11.160 --> 0:58:15.200
<v Speaker 3>you know I do, Ruby, Julian Grendel, lu Baby Leon,

0:58:15.520 --> 0:58:19.520
<v Speaker 3>Baby hal Enzo and pearl Etour and of course Henry

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<v Speaker 3>for being so sweet about my face and reminding me

0:58:22.160 --> 0:58:24.160
<v Speaker 3>that if I just changed the direction of my hair,

0:58:24.600 --> 0:58:27.720
<v Speaker 3>I could look a little more like Ozel. I need

0:58:27.720 --> 0:58:31.600
<v Speaker 3>to thank my friends. iHeart Bob Connell, will carry Nikki, Jason,

0:58:31.680 --> 0:58:35.200
<v Speaker 3>Jerry and Moore, Also Shanta and Sara Shitra Pacci who's

0:58:35.200 --> 0:58:39.080
<v Speaker 3>sweet enough to accompany us to goa which made my trip,

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<v Speaker 3>All my family in India, all my family in the States.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh.

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<v Speaker 3>Before I go, I have to send special thanks to

0:58:44.080 --> 0:58:48.080
<v Speaker 3>the brilliant professor a scholar, also Lizzie's cousin who trained

0:58:48.080 --> 0:58:53.840
<v Speaker 3>at the Anti Luella School for Elocution, the inimitable rush Me, Rye,

0:58:54.120 --> 0:58:56.200
<v Speaker 3>rush Me, you are the best. Thank you so much

0:58:56.240 --> 0:58:59.560
<v Speaker 3>for doing this. Also the very biggest thanks to Lucas Adams,

0:58:59.600 --> 0:59:01.960
<v Speaker 3>founder an editor of the New York Review of Comics,

0:59:01.960 --> 0:59:05.360
<v Speaker 3>with whom I will be eating those caramelized sweet potatoes

0:59:05.520 --> 0:59:08.520
<v Speaker 3>very soon, I promise. And just one last thank you

0:59:08.560 --> 0:59:12.240
<v Speaker 3>to my Amma, my dad, Lali Thanomische tikother who keep

0:59:12.320 --> 0:59:14.600
<v Speaker 3>looking out for me even when I'm trying to look

0:59:14.600 --> 0:59:17.440
<v Speaker 3>out for them. Thank you so much for listening.